the memory of that fateful night i remember crying out his name but my heed would he not hear ever again... for he lay there still willing to protect doubtful not till the bitter end he never thought that it was trust alone that blinded him and reaped his life left him perished blind... i recall the boy with his hands of blood hold his scissors firm as he leeched the life of the miserable cat penetrated his skull shove out both his eyes did he and leave him all but blind for the cat alone still wore his grin and with bloodshot eyes hooked only on me showing trust to the one who stood unwilling , doubtful, ran away to protect himself never thought of you to your grinning smile to the bitter end saying thanks for all looking me in the eye though ana eye had he not left no more then he left me all alone in this world only to suffer the worst from my memories and when i gave then all away it was him who kept them just for me to the bitter end his trust was blind but i... i can only remember a century back in a room of sweetness with a pair of scissors and a grinning smile...a grinning smile of trust...