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INTERVIEW

WITH HISTORY

Books by Oriana

Fallaci

THE USELESS SEX


PENELOPE AT WAR
THE EGOTISTS
IF THE SUN DIES
NOTHING, AND SO BE IT
INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

INTERVIEW

WITH
HISTORY
Oriana Fallaci
Translated by John

Shep ley

HOUGHTON MIFFLIN COMPANY BOSTON

Translation Copyright
1976
by Liveright Publishing Corporation

No

part of this work may be reproany form by any means, electronic


or mechanical, including photocopying and recording, or
by any information storage or retrieval system, without

All rights reserved.

duced or transmitted

in

permission in writing from the publisher.


Library of Congress Cataloging in Publication Data
Fallaci, Oriana.

Interview with history.


Translation of Intervista con

la storia.

Reprint of the ed. published by Liveright,

Statesmen
[D412.6.F3313
I.

Interviews.

1977]

I.

New

920'.02

76-50930

ISBN 0-395-25223-7
Printed in the United States of America

V 10

York.

Title.

9876543

To my mother

TOSCA FALLACI
and

who do

to all those

not like power

Contents

Preface
1.

Henry Kissinger

17

2.

Nguyen Van Thieu

45

3.

General Giap

74

4.

Golda Meir

88

5.

Yasir Arafat

123

6.

Hussein of Jordan

140

7.

Indira

8.

Ali Bhutto

182

9.

Willy Brandt

210

Nenni

235

Gandhi

152

10.

Pietro

11.

Mohammed

12.

Helder Camara

288

13.

Archbishop Makarios

310

14.

Alexandros Panagoulis

332

Riza Pahlavi

262

Preface

This book does not claim

to

be anything but what

It

does not want to promise anything more than

document
want

to

and

straddling journalism

is:

it

mean

contemporary

direct witness to fourteen poHtical figures of

it

claims,

Yet

history.

history.

mean

also doesn't

it

be considered as a simple collection of interviews for stu-

dents of power and antipower.

do not

feel

myself to be, nor

will

ever succeed in feeling like, a cold recorder of what I see and hear.
On every professional experience I leave shreds of my heart and

and

soul;

me

stand (in fact

So

what

participate in

concerned

see or hear as

though the matter

personally and were one on which

did not go to these fourteen people with the

ought

to take a

always take one, based on a specific moral choice).

the anatomist or the imperturbable reporter.


feelings of rage,

detachment of

went with

thousand

thousand questions that before assailing them

were assailing me, and with the hope of understanding


way, by being in power or opposing

it,

made by everyone

destiny.

For example:

Does

depend on universal laws or on

it

history

is

in

what

those people determine our

or by a few?

few individuals and

nothing else?
It is

one

an old dilemma,

will ever resolve.

gerous to
diction.

fall,

It is

It

know, which no one has resolved and no

is

also an old trap in

since any answer carries within

not by chance that

many
9

try to

which

it

itself its

is

very dan-

own

contra-

compromise and main-


PREFACE

IO
tain that history

emerge

made by everyone and by

is

because they were

as leaders

are able to interpret that

bom

when he

moment. Perhaps.

says that

if

few

moment and
But those who do not

delude themselves about the absurd tragedy of


follow Pascal

a few, that the

at the right

are led rather to

life

Cleopatra's nose had been shorter

the whole aspect of the world would have been changed; they are

what Bertrand Russell feared when he wrote,

led rather to fear

"Whether

the populations of the world are to live or die rests with-

Mao

the decisions of Khrushchev,

Tse-tung and Mr. John Foster

Dulles, not with ordinary mortals like ourselves.

we

shall die.

If

wrong. In short,

we

If

they say 'Die',

cannot say he

is

cannot exclude the idea that our existence

is

they say

'live',

shall live."

decided by a few people, by their dreams and caprices, their

initia-

Those few who through ideas, discoveries, revolusome quite simple gesture the killing of a tyrant
change the course of events and the destiny of the majority.
and

tive

will.

tions, wars, or

Surely this

an atrocious hypothesis.

is

It

also

is

an offensive

we become? Impotent herds in


the hands of now a noble shepherd, now an infamous one? Mere
objects at hand, leaves blowing in the wind? And to deny this, you
may even embrace some Marxist thesis by which everything is rethought, for in that case what do

solved

by the class struggle: history-is-made-by-peoples-through-

the-class-struggle.

Marxists,

those

would not
been

bom

exist

But you soon

realize that everyday reality belies

you soon object that without Marx Marxism


(no one can demonstrate that if Marx had never

or had not written

Das

Kapital, John

Doe

or Richard

Roe would have written it). And


who make one turn instead of another are few, those who
make us take one road instead of another are few, those who bring
discouraged, you conclude that

those

and kill tyrants are few.


what those few are like: more in-

forth ideas, discoveries, revolutions, wars,


Still

more discouraged, you

telligent

than ourselves,

terprising?

Or

ask

stronger,

more enlightened, more en-

individuals like ourselves, neither better nor worse,

ordinary creatures

who do

not deserve our anger, our admiration,

or our envy?

The
*

&

question extends to the past, even a remote past of which

Bertrand Russell, Portraits from

Unwin,

1956).

we

Memory and Other Essays (London: George Allen

PREFACE

know only what

they have prescribed so that

obediently in school.

school?

lies in

Who

Who

We
We

learn

is

can give us indisputable proof of the good

and nothing about

weaknesses and

we would

lies,

it

there to say that they did not teach us

of Xerxes, Julius Caesar, or Spartacus?


their battles

We

human

their

know

faith

everything about

dimension, about their

about their intellectual and moral wavering.

have no evidence

show

to

was

that Vercingetorix

a scoundrel.

do not even know whether Jesus Christ was tall or short, light
or dark, educated or simple, whether he went to bed or not with
Mary Magdalen, whether he really said the things that Matthew,
Mark, Luke, and John

him with

Ah,

assert.

if

only someone had interviewed

a tape recorder so as to capture his voice, his ideas, his

words! Ah,

if

only someone had taken

Joan of Arc declared

her

at

down

shorthand what

in

before going to the stake! Ah,

trial

if

only someone had questioned Cromwell and Napoleon in front of

movie camera! I do not trust news handed down by word of


mouth, reports drawn up too late and that cannot be proved. Yesterday's history is a novel full of events that 1 cannot check, judga

ments that

Not

cannot contest.

today's history.

moment

happens.

it

It

Because today's history

tape in interviews with the few people

change
For

course.

its

radio,

press,

like

who

control the world or

can be transmitted immediately through the

television.

this reason

What

It

written the very

is

can be photographed, filmed, recorded on

can be interpreted, heatedly discussed.

It

journalism. For this reason

fear journalism.

other profession allows you to write history at the very

ment

it

happens and also

to

be

its

direct witness? Journalism

mois

an

Not by chance, if you are


consume you with a hundred feelings of inade-

extraordinary and terrible privilege.

aware of

it,

does

it

quacy. Not by chance,

when

find myself going

or an important encounter, does

it

seize

me

like

through an event
anguish, a fear of

not having enough eyes and enough ears and enough brains to look

and

listen

tory.

worm hidden in the wood


when say that on every
some of my soul. And it is not easy

and understand

like a

do not exaggerate, you

sional experience
to say,

leave

Oh, come now,

see,

there's

or worse you'll contribute a

no need

little

a mistake, never

mind.

to be

of hisprofesfor

me

Herodotus; for better

compose the mosaic;


make people think. And if you

stone to help

you'll provide information to help

make

PREFACE

12

The

present book was born in this way, in the span of four

those

years,

paper,

which

in

did

fourteen

the

interviews

UEuropeo. To the subjects here Hned up,

my

for

in short,

went

in

each time seeking, together with information, an answer

this spirit:

to the question of how they are different from ourselves. To meet


them was often an exhausting chore. My request for an appointment was almost always met by cold silence or a refusal (the four-

teen in the book are not the only ones

they answered yes,

had

to wait

and

tried to meet),

months

for

them

to grant

if later

me

an

hour or half hour.

When

was

keep them
ever,

finally in their presence,

for longer

became

it

game

mine our destiny are not


ther more intelligent nor
Only

If

had

to exert

Once

justified their

power. Those

who

deter-

than ourselves; they are nei-

stronger nor

more enlightened than ourmore ambitious.

more

in the rarest cases did

enterprising,

have the certainty of finding myself

make

face to face with a person born to lead us or to

road instead of another. But these cases involved

not themselves in power; in fact they had fought

own

to

how-

really better

anything, they are

the risk of their

myself

there,

reach the truth and discover that not

to

even a selective criterion

selves.

than an hour or half hour.

lives.

As

it,

whom

for those

us take one

men who

were

and fought
I

it

at

who

liked or

charmed me in some way, the moment has come to confess that


my mind remained reserved and my heart dissatisfied. Deep down I
was sorry that they were

was unable

to believe

sitting at the

them

them innocent. So much


Perhaps

it is

men

by which

because

Whether

not obey.

power

as

it

liked,

feel

themselves invested or become in-

comes from

and punish them

a despotic sovereign or

from a murderous general or

a beloved

an inhuman and hateful phenomenon.

if

they do

an elected

leader,

may

but the earthly paradise did not end on the day that

see

be mistaken

Adam

and Eve

from now on they would work by the sweat


brows and bring forth children in sorrow. It ended on the

were told by
of their

could not judge

the less as traveling companions.

vested with the right to rule over others

president,

top of the pyramid. Since

would have

do not understand power, the mechanism

women

or

as

God

that

day that they realized that they had a master

them from

who

tried to

keep

eating an apple, and, driven out over an apple, placed

themselves at the head of a tribe where

it

was even forbidden

to eat

PREFACE

Of

pork.

course, to live in a group requires a governing authority;

otherwise there

human
me precisely that of needing an authority to
One can never know where a chief's power begins
chaos. But the most tragic side of the

is

condition seems to
govern, a chief.

and ends; the only sure thing is that you cannot control him and
that he kills your freedom. Worse: he is the bitterest demonstration
that absolute freedom does not exist, has never existed, cannot

Even

exist.

look for
feel

and

this,

it

necessary to behave as though

is

Whatever the

it.

if

also that apples are

same degree

that

Still

born

how much

more

to

to

power,

cially those

who

who

to

criticize

rebel against

am

convinced of

be picked, that meat can even

remind him or her

do not understand power,

who oppose

and

price.

should warn the reader

be eaten on Friday.

existed

it

power,

who

that, to the

do understand those
contest power, espe-

power imposed by

brutality.

have

always looked on disobedience toward the oppressive as the only

way to use the miracle of having been born. I have always looked
on the silence of those who do not react or who indeed applaud as
the real death of a woman or a man. And listen: for me the most
beautiful monument to human dignity is still the one
saw on a
I

the Peloponnesus.

hill in

It

was not

a statue,

three letters that in Greek signify No: oxi.

dom

had written them among the

cupation, and

for thirty years that

trees

No

it

was not

Men

but

a flag,

thirsting for free-

during the Nazi-Fascist oc-

had remained

unfaded

there,

by the sun or rain.

Then

stroke of whitewash.

But immediately, almost magically, the sun

and

rain

letters

the colonels had obliterated

it

with a

had dissolved the whitewash. So that day by day the three

reappeared on the surface, stubborn, desperate, indelible.

Truly, then, this book does not claim to be anything but what

does not want to promise anything more than

is.

It

is,

a direct testimony

by fourteen

political figures of

it

it

claims, that

contemporary

each with his or her symbolic meaning and alignment in a


symbolic sequence. (Because of this, I did not want to bring any inhistory,

up to date, not even the older ones, nor to re-elaborate


them, thereby spoiling their value as documents that crystallized
terview

the

moments

they were recorded.

wanted

to leave

them intact in
Golda Meir

their genuineness, without worrying over the fact that

is no longer prime minister, Willy Brandt no longer chancellor,


Thieu no longer dictator of South Vietnam, and Alexandres

PREFACE

14

Panagoulis no longer a persecuted hero of the Resistance to the


Greek colonels. But while reading it, you should keep in mind that

No
on

that reappears, stubborn, desperate, indelible,


a hill in the

among

the trees

Peloponnesus.

ORIANA FALLACI

INTERVIEW

WITH HISTORY

Henry Kissinger

This too famous, too important, too lucky man,

Superman, Superstar, Superkraut, and who

whom

they call

stitches together para-

doxical alliances, reaches impossible agreements, keeps the world

holding

its

breath as though the world were his students at Harvard.

This incredible, inexplicable,

Mao
it,

Tse-tung when he

who meets
when he feels like

unbearable personage,

likes, enters

the Kremlin

wakens the president of the United

States

and goes into

his bed-

room when he thinks it appropriate. This absurd character with


horn-rimmed glasses, beside whom James Bond becomes a flavorless creation.

He

does not shoot, nor use his

speeding automobiles

ends wars, pretends


still,

who

is

Books are

to

fists,

Henry Kissinger?
written about him

as

about those great figures

whom

now digested. Books like the ones


and cultural background, written by admiring university

illustrating his po-

history has by
litical

nor leap from

James Bond, but he advises on wars,


change our destiny, and does change it. But
like

leagues, or like the

one celebrating

his talents as a

col-

seducer written

by a French newspaperwoman with an unrequited passion. With

With the French


make love. He alludes to them
all with a vexed grimace and dismisses them with a scornful wave
of his plump hand. "They understand nothing," "None of what she
his university colleagues he never cared to speak.

newspaperwoman he never cared

says

is

to

true."
17

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

l8

The

story of his hfe

is

the object of research bordering

on

a cult,

simultaneously paradoxical and grotesque, so everyone knows that

he was born

Furth,

in

Germany,

in 1923,

son of Louis Kissinger, a

high-school teacher, and Paula Kissinger, a housewife. Everyone

knows

that his family

is

Jewish, that fourteen of his relatives died in

the concentration camps, that together with his father and mother

and

his brother

York, that

at

Walter he

fled in

that time he

was

1938

to

fifteen

London and then


years old

to

New

and was called

Heinz, not Henry, nor did he know a word of English. But he


learned
clerk

it

and

very quickly, and while his father worked as a post-office

mother opened

his

studies that

he was admitted

a bakery shop,
to Harvard,

he did so well

at his

where he graduated with

honors with a thesis on Spengler, Toynbee, and Kant, and

became

later

a professor.

Everyone knows that at twenty-one he was a soldier in Germany,


where he was one of a group of GI's selected by test and judged to
have an IQ close to genius, that because of this (and despite his
youth) he was entrusted with the job of organizing the government

German

without a government. Indeed

it

was

in Krefeld that his passion for politics flowered, a passion that

was

of Krefeld, a

to

city left

be gratified by his becoming an adviser to Kennedy and Johnson,

later the presidential aide to

until

he came

And

to

Nixon,

finally his secretary of state,

be considered the second most powerful

man

in

some maintained that he was


much more, as is shown by the joke that for years made the rounds
of Washington. "Just think what would happen if Kissinger died.
Richard Nixon would become president of the United States!"
They used to call him Nixon's mental wet nurse. They had even
coined a wicked and revealing surname for him and Nixon: Nixinger. They said that Nixon could not do without him; that he wanted
him always at his side on every trip, for every ceremony, every official dinner, every vacation. Above all, for every decision. If Nixon
decided to go to Peking, thereby dumbfounding both the right and
left, it was Kissinger who had put the idea in his head. If Nixon determined to go to Moscow, thereby confounding East and West, it
was Kissinger who had suggested it. If Nixon announced reaching
an agreement with Hanoi that would abandon Thieu, it was Kissinger who had persuaded him to take this step. Thus Kissinger
America.

already at that time,

acted as an ambassador, a secret agent, a negotiator, a Mazarin, a

Henry Kissinger

who

Metternich, a veritable president

own

19

used the White House as his

house.

Kissinger did not sleep there, since he wouldn't be allowed to

women, you would have

bring in

said (he had not, as yet, married


Nelson Rockefeller). For nine years he had
of his amorous adventures and he carefully

a former assistant of

created

myth

nourished

always allowing himself to be seen with actresses,

it,

starlets, singers,

models,

women

and million-

journalists, dancers,

though many did not believe such a


myth and the skeptics claimed that he couldn't care less about these
Insatiable as a bull,

airesses.

women, he behaved

this

way

as a

game, conscious of the

fact that

it

increased his glamour, his popularity, his photographs in magaIn this sense,

zines.

man

he was the most talked-about

too,

in

America, and the most fashionable. His thick glasses had created a
fashion, his curly hair, his gray suits and blue neckties, his decep-

ingenuous

tively

Then Nixon
secret

"This

air of

one who has discovered

unmasked and defeated by

resigned in shame,

Putsch that nobody

Some

will ever consider a Putsch.

the end of Kissinger too." Well,

is

remained where he was,

pleasures.

life's

it

was

Kissinger

not.

a powerful secretary of state

still

said,

and the

new mental wet nurse of Ford, as unshakable and indestructible as


a rock, or a cancer. Had he managed this devious Putsch? Was he
irreplaceable, as the new president had intimated while begging
him to stay? The mystery arose and is left to history.
After all, the whole Kissinger case is a mystery. The man himself,

as well as his unparalleled success,

is

unexplained. As often

happens when someone becomes very popular and very important,


the more you know about him, the less you understand. Besides,
he protects the incomprehensibility of
trying to explain

it

becomes

phenomenon

his

so well that

a fatiguing exercise bordering

on the im-

possible. Very rarely does he grant personal interviews; he speaks only


at press

that

conferences arranged by the administration.

will

never understand

days after receiving


sions.

Hanoi

He
in

says

it

my

why he

letter,

was because of

February 1969.

me on one

the meeting,

to

do the

swear

had entertained no

interview with General

be

so.

But the

fact

illu-

Giap

in

remains that

he changed his mind and decided to

condition: that he would

was

agreed to see me, scarcely three

which

my

may

It

after his extraordinary "yes,"

see

in

And

talking,

tell

me

nothing. During

and from what

said

he would

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

20

me

decide whether to grant

Assuming he

the interview or not.

could find the time. Yes, the time was found, the appointment

made

Thursday, November

for

2,

when

1972,

saw him

arrive out

of breath and unsmiling, and he said, ''Good morning. Miss Fallaci."

Then,

me

without smiling, he led

shll

into his elegant office,

of books and telephones and papers and abstract paintings and

full

photographs of Nixon. Here he forgot about me, turned his back,

and began reading

a long typewritten report. Indeed

embarrassing to stand there

had

his

back

to

nered on his

And

studied me.
so short

me and

kept reading.

However,

part.

was

It

also stupid

me

allowed

it

was

it

and ill-man-

him

to study

before he

not only to discover that he wasn't attractive

and thickset and weighed down by

sheep, but to discover also that he

little

middle of the room, while he

in the

is

head

a large

at all,

like a

by no means carefree or sure

of himself. Before facing someone, he needs to take time and pro-

himself by his authority, a frequent

tect

who

try to

Or by

rude.

phenomenon

conceal their shyness and by this


really

effort

in

shy people

end by seeming

being rude.

meticulously and
me and
he
turned

After reading the typewritten report


to judge

by the time

me

vited

to

sit

it

took

down on

him

carefully,

to

finally

the couch.

Then he

armchair, higher than the couch, and from this privileged and
tegic position

examining

me

of

my

whom

a pupil in

at

me

stra-

questions in the tone of a professor

he has

little

confidence.

mathematics and physics teacher

Florence, an individual

by staring

me

began to ask

in-

took the adjacent

at

He reminded

the Liceo Galilei in

me
He even had

hated because he enjoyed frightening

from behind

ironically

his spectacles.

same baritone, or rather guttural, voice as this teacher, and the


same way of leaning back in the armchair with his right arm outthe

stretched, the gesture of crossing his legs, while his jacket


tight over his

stomach that

it

was so

looked as though the buttons might

pop.
If

he intended

The nightmare
at

of

to

make me

my

if

don't,

about General Giap. "As


views.

The

reason

granting you one

is

at ease,

schooldays assailed

each of his questions,

swer? Because

ill

he'll

me

you,

perfectly.

such a degree

to

Oh, God,

flunk me.

I've told

why
that

thought.

he succeeded

will

His

first

know

that,

the an-

question was

never give personal inter-

I'm about to consider the possibility of


I

read your interview with Giap. Very in-

Henry Kissinger

What

teresting.

time

Httle

is

Giap

He

like?"

at his disposal, so

had

asked

sum

to

21

it

with the

it

all

"He seemed to me
same time, but actually

up

tive

remark, and answered,

vial

and arrogant

as

day.

It

was

about him.

less

almost an

an interview than

what he

Still

To minimize

told

me

French snob.

Jo-

boring as a rainy

couldn't get excited

turned out to be true."

American was
enamored of him as they were
ago of Rommel. The expression "French snob" therethey were

all a little

Perhaps he did not understand

fore left Kissinger bewildered.

The

a lecture.

of having

the figure of Giap in the eyes of an

insult;

thirty years

at the

air

in a single effec-

revelation that he

was "as boring

as a rainy

it.

day" disturbed him;

he knows that he himself carries the stigma of being a boring type,


and his blue eyes flashed twice with hostility. The detail that struck

him

the most,

however, was that

gave Giap credit for having

predicted things correctly. Indeed he interrupted me:

"Why

true?"

Giap had announced in 1969 what would happen in


1972. "For example?" For example the fact that the Americans
would withdraw little by little from Vietnam and would end by
abandoning a war that was costing them more and more money
and had soon brought them to the brink of inflation. The blue eyes
flashed again. "And what, in your opinion, was the most important
thing that Giap told you?" His having essentially disavowed the Tet
offensive by attributing it to the Vietcong alone. This time he did
not comment. He only asked, "Does he think that the initiative was
started by the Vietcong?" "Perhaps, yes. Dr. Kissinger. Even children know that Giap likes tank engagements la Rommel. In fact
the Easter offensive was carried out la Rommel and ..." "But
he lost!" he protested. "Did he really lose?" I replied. "What makes
you think that he didn't lose?" "The fact that you have accepted an
agreement that Thieu doesn't like, Dr. Kissinger."
In an attempt to draw some information out of him, I added in a
distracted tone, "Thieu will never give in." He fell into my little
replied that

trap.

He

trated

Thieu.

He has to." Then he concenHe asked me what thought of


had never liked him. "And why have you
Kissinger, you know better than I. You

answered, "He'll give

on Thieu,
told

him

in.

his mare's-nest.

that

never liked him?" "Dr.

tried for three days, or rather four, to get

This drew from him


spect,

is

surprising.

a sigh of assent

Kissinger

knows

and

something out of him."


a

grimace

perfectly

how

that,

in retro-

to control

his

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

22
features;

seldom happens that

it

feehng. But during that

himself Every time

Httle effort to control

Hps betray an idea or

his eyes or

made

meeting, for some reason he

first

said

something against

Thieu, he nodded or smiled with complicity.


After
Tri.

me

Thieu he asked

Of the

first

Of
known him. "Was he

the second he said he was sorry not to have


really a great general?" Yes,

confirmed, a great general and a cou-

whom

rageous one, the only general

and

Do Cao

about Nguyen Cao Ky and

he said that he was weak and talked too much.

into combat.

For

this too,

had seen go

to the front lines

suppose, they had assassinated

him. Here he pretended astonishment. "Assassinated? By


"Certainly not by the Vietcong,
didn't crash because

it

was

hit

Dr.

Kissinger.

by mortar

fire,

The

whom?"

helicopter

but because someone

had tampered with the blades. And certainly Thieu did not shed
any tears over that crime. Nor did Cao Ky. A legend was being

up around Do Cao Tri, and he spoke so badly of Thieu and


Ky. Even during my interview with him, he attacked them mercilessly." And this answer disturbed him more than the fact that I
later criticized the South Vietnamese army.
This is what happened when he asked me about the last time I
had been to Saigon, about what I had seen, and I replied that I had
seen an army that wasn't worth a fig, and his face assumed a
built

perplexed expression. Indeed, since

on an

act,

find out these things.

me

question

ments, or as
flatter

matic?

if

with

was sure that he was putting

You who

are the

as if the fate of the

he could not

diabolical,

live

me you

need

me

to

my

irony and continued

cosmos depended on my judgHe knows how to

without them.

hypocritical

or

should

say

diplo-

finesse.

After fifteen minutes of conversation,


for

tell

most well-informed person

But he did not understand

in the world!"
to

joked. "Dr. Kissinger, don't

having accepted

this

when

was biting

absurd interview from the

posed to interview, he forgot a

little

man

my

nails

was sup-

about Vietnam, and, in the

me which

heads of state had


word "impress.") Resigned, I
listed them. He agreed with me primarily on Bhutto. "Very intelligent, very brilliant." He did not agree about Indira Gandhi.
"Did you really like her?" He didn't even try to justify the unfortunate choice he had suggested to Nixon during the Indo-Pakistani
tone of a zealous reporter, asked

impressed

me

most.

(He

likes the

Henry Kissinger

when he

conflict,

23

who were

sided with the Pakistanis

to lose the

war against the Indians who were to win it. Of another head of
state, of whom I had said that he did not seem to me highly intelligent but that I had liked him very much, he said, ''It's not intelligence that's

important in a head of

counts in a head of

state

The

state.

quality that

strength. Courage, shrewdness, and

is

strength."
I

consider this remark one of the most interesting things he said

me, with or without the tape recorder.

to

The man

personality.

loves strength above

and strength. Intelligence

ness,

himself possesses

it

illustrates his type, his

It

interests

Courage, shrewd-

all.

him much

less,

abundantly, as everyone says. (But

though he

is it

a matter

The intelligence that


counts, as far as I'm concerned, is the humane kind, that which is
bom from the understanding of men. And I wouldn't say that he
of intelligence or of erudition and cunning?

has that kind of intelligence. So on this subject one ought to go a

The
I

Assuming

deeper.

little

Taken by

with the cease-fire?"

had written

would be
on.

a great

"And

worth the trouble.)

examination emerged from

"What do you

really didn't expect.

what

it's

my

phase of

last

a question that

think will happen in

surprise,

in a dispatch just

told

him

Vietnam

the truth.

said

published in L'Europeo: there

bloodbath, on both sides, and the war would go

I'm afraid that the

first

to

begin the bloodbath will be

He jumped up, almost offended. "My friend?"


"Well, anyway, Thieu." "And why?" "Because even before the
Vietcong embark on their slaughter, he will carry out a secret massacre in his prisons and jails. There will not be many neutralists or
many Vietcong to form part of the provisional government after the

your friend Thieu."

cease-fire.

."He

"So you too believe

frowned, looked perplexed, and finally said,

in the

bloodbath.

But there

will

be inter-

Dacca there were the


Indians. But they didn't succeed in stopping the Mukti Bahini from
What if the
know, and if
slaughtering the Biharis." "I know,
armistice were delayed for a year or two?" "What, Dr. Kissinger?"
national supervisors!" "Dr. Kissinger, even in

"What

if

my

my

example of
opinion.

tongue,

when

the armistice were delayed for a year or two?" he repeated.

perfect

about

his

And

shrewd use of
yet,

fell

flatter)':

could have wept. Indeed

looked at

him

he couldn't care

for the ploy.


I

think

less

could have bitten

my

again. "Dr. Kissinger, don't

eyes were wet

make me

suffer

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

24

from the thought that


singer, the

two

year,

put a wrong idea in your head. Dr. Kis-

I've

mutual slaughter

years.

And

if

anyway today, in a
on another year or two, besides

will take place

the war goes

we will have to count those from the


bombing and fighting. Do I make myself clear? Ten plus twenty
makes thirty. Aren't ten victims better than thirty?"
Stupidly unaware that he had made fun of me, 1 lost two nights
of sleep over this, and when we met again for the interview I told
him so. But he consoled me by saying that I shouldn't upset myself
the dead from that slaughter,

by feeling

guilty,

personality.

my

that

better ten than thirty,

The man

mathematical calculation was correct,

and

this

likes to

episode too illustrates his type and

be liked, so he listens to everything,

And

records everything like a computer.

some now old and

has discarded
brings

though

forth as

it

it

when

just

seems that he

it

useless piece of information, he

were valid and up

to date.

After about twenty-five minutes, he decided that

had passed

little:

was a woman.

who had

was with

It

woman,

my

him

examination. But there remained one detail that bothered

the French journalist

had had an unfortunate experigood intentions, I too were to cause

written the book, that he

my

ence. Supposing, despite

him embarrassment? At this point I


him what was on the tip of my

tell

got angry. Certainly

intention of falling in love with him. But

could

tell

couldn't

tongue, namely that

had no

him

other

That I was not going to put myself in a situation


like the one in which I found myself in Saigon in 1968 when, due
to the poor figure cut by a cowardly Italian, I had had to put on a
stupid display of heroics. That Mr. Kissinger should understand
that I was not responsible for the bad taste of a lady who happened
and

things,

to

did.

be in the same profession

for that, but, if

he

liked,

as my own. So I shouldn't have to pay


would wear a false mustache the next

time we met.

He

agreed to

nounced

let

that he

o'clock, Saturday,
ten-thirty
fortable

me

interview him, without smiling, and an-

would

November

it

4,

entered his office to

and the worst interview

chore! Every ten minutes

and

find an

hour on Saturday. And at ten


was back at the White House. At
begin perhaps the most uncom-

that

we were

have ever had. God, what a

interrupted by the telephone,

was Nixon who wanted something, asked something, petulike a child who cannot be away from its mother.

lant, tiresome,

Henry Kissinger

25

and the conversation

Kissinger answered attentively, obsequiously,

me

with

more

was interrupted, making the

Then,

difficult.

me

forth for

just at the

me

And

was Nixon. Could Dr. Kissinger look

it

in

minute? Of course, Mr. President. He jumped up, told

to wait, saying

left.

high point,

the elusive essence of his personality, one of the tele-

phones rang and again

on him

understand him still


when he was setting

effort to

he would

still

thus ended our meeting.

try to give

me

Two

later,

hours

Campbell, came

waiting, his assistant, Dick

little

time, and

while

was

still

embarrassed and

in all

explained that the president was leaving for California and that Dr.

He would not be back in Washingevening,


in
time for the first election returns,
Tuesday
ton before
but it was extremely doubtful that he would be able to conclude the
could wait until the end of November,
interview at that time. If
Kissinger had to go with him.

when many
I

would be clearer
couldn't, and anyway it wasn't worth the
things

point of trying to clarify a portrait that

emerging from

portrait

reticent

swers,
viously,

he had

much

tell

as

confusion of

sentences,

he could not
said as

irritating

me

trouble.

What was

already had before


lines,

silences.

colors,

On

anything more, and

the

me? A

evasive an-

Vietnam, ob-

am amazed

he had: that whether the war were

to

that

end or

go on did not depend only on him, and he could not allow himself
the luxury of compromising everything by an unnecessary word.
About himself, however, he didn't have such problems. Yet every
time
had asked him a precise question, he had wriggled out like
an eel. An eel icier than ice. God, what an icy man! During the
whole interview he never changed that expressionless countenance,
1

and never altered the tone of that sad, mounchanging voice. The needle on the tape recorder
when a word is pronounced in a highei or lower key. With

that hard or ironic look,

notonous,
shifts

him

and more than once had to check to make


machine was working. Do you know that obsessive,
hammering sound of rain falling on a roof? His voice is like that.
it

remained

still,

sure that the

And

basically his thoughts as well, never disturbed by a wish or fan-

tasy,

by an odd design, by a temptation of error. Everything

is

in

him

calculated, controlled as in the flight of an airplane steered by the

automatic

pilot.

He weighs

every sentence

down

to the last

ounce,

no unintentional words escape him, and whatever he says always


forms part of some useful mechanism. Le Due Tho must have

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

20

sweated blood in those days, and Thieu must have found his cun-

ning sorely

Kissinger has the nerves and brain of a chess

tried.

player.

Naturally you will find explanations that take into consideration


other aspects of his personality. For example, the fact that he

mistakably a Jew and irreparably a


that, as a

German. For example,

Jew and German, transplanted

country that

to a

is

un-

the fact

still

looks

with suspicion on Jews and Germans, he carries on his back a load


of knotted contradictions,
manity. In

resentments, and perhaps hidden hu-

they attribute to

fact,

him boundless gifts of imaginaCould be. But in my eyes

tion, unappreciated talents for greatness.

he remains an

sentative of the kind of

they say 'Die',

common man

entirely

we

and the most

guilty repre-

power of which Bertrand Russell

shall die. If they say 'live',

we

speaks:

'*If

shall live."

Let us not forget that he owes his success to the worst president
that the United States has ever had: Nixon, trickster

and perhaps

in his nerves
all,

to

in his

and

liar,

an undignified end. Let us not forget that he was, and

Nixon's creature.
never even have

If

Nixon had not

known

sick

mind, who has come, despised by


existed,

that Kissinger

probably

still is,

we would

had been born. For years

Kissinger had been offering his services to two other presidents, neither of

who

whom

took

him

seriously.

He was

picked up by a governor

most certainly did not shine with acute brilliance and had ar-

prominence only because of his billions: Nelson


Rockefeller. Later Rockefeller had recommended him to Nixon,
and the latter, in his ignorance, had been seduced by the pompous
erudition of the German professor. Or was it by his totalitarian
rived at political

theses

on the balance of the great powers,

a laborious dusting-off of

the Holy Alliance? Theirs was a meeting of two arrogant minds that

believed neither in democracy nor in the changing world.


that sense

it

was

And

in

a successful meeting, so successful that the ease

with which Kissinger abandoned Nixon

when

the latter

fell

into

disgrace and shame seems truly astonishing. So far as I know, he


did not even take the trouble to pay a visit to his Pygmalion who lay
"dying" in a California hospital. He didn't even bother to say a few

words

in his defense, to

assume any

responsibility for the misdeeds

of which he was surely not ignorant and that he had probably endorsed. He went over bag and baggage to his successor, Ford, and
merrily continued his career as secretary of

state.

Henry Kissinger
Let's put

it

this

way: he

is

would be nothing wrong in


(many great men and many
say almost all)

if

27

And

an intellectual adventurer.
great politicians have

he succeeded

there

an intellectual adventurer

his being

in living in his

own

been

would

time and invent-

ing something new, instead of going back to the decrepit concepts

of his erudition or to personages


stead he

is

man who

who

are in every sense defunct. In-

without understanding the

lives in the past,

present and without divining the future.


really believes
to say
ters

Much

as

he denies

it,

he

himself to be the reincarnation of Metternich, that

an individual

who depended

is

only on himself to arrange mat-

while basing his actions on secrecy, absolutism, and the igno-

rance of people not yet awakened to the discovery of their rights.

And

it is

for this reason that Kissinger's successes always turn

out to

be brief and accidental: a flash in the pan or smoke in the eyes.

It is

for this reason that in the

long run each of his undertakings, each

of his expectations,

and he commits such gross

fails,

errors.

His

peace in Vietnam did not resolve the problem or even the war. In

Vietnam,

after the armistice, the fighting

and dying continued; in


the war) there was

Cambodia (where he and Nixon had brought


never a

moment

of truce.

And

peace accords were a fraud.

home

finally

it

ended

as

it

did,

because his

fraud to save Nixon's face, bring

American boys, the POW's, withdraw the troops, and


erase the uncomfortable word "Vietnam" from the newspapers.
And his mediation between the Arabs and Israelis? Extolled and
the

publicized as

it

has been,

it

Middle East by an ounce and

has not lightened the tragedy of the


if

anything has worsened matters for

the proteges of the United States. Since he began

meddling

in that

grown and a war has broken out,


Arafat has been received at the UN as a head of state, and Hussein has been deprived of all rights to the West Bank. And the
Cyprus drama? It was precisely under Kissinger that the Cyprus
drama exploded, with all its consequences. Did Kissinger know or
not know that the fascist junta in Athens was preparing that invasion? If he knew, he was a fool not to understand the mistake. If
he didn't know, he was a bad secretary of state and even lacked the
information that he boasts of having. And, in any case, the Cyprus
drama deprived him of valuable allies: the Greek colonels. In abdicating they left Greece on the brink of war with Turkey. Constantine Karamanlis left NATO, and the Turks threatened to do likepart of the world, the conflict has

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

28

What American,

wise.

NATO

with two

made

Atlantic Alliance

And then on
The documents

before Kissinger, has ever found himself

countries preparing to go to war and with the


to look so ridiculous?

Kissinger

lies

the horrible stain

that have appeared in the

known

American

as Chile.

press prove,

beyond any possibility of denial, that it was Kissinger as well who


wanted the overthrow of the democratic regime in Chile, the end
of a democratically elected government. They also prove that Kissinger unleashed the

CIA

against Salvador Allende Gossens, that

who were preparing the coup


many who wonder if, like Macbeth, he is not

Kissinger financially helped those

dtat. There are

troubled at night by a bloody ghost of Banquo: the ghost of Allende.

No

toasts

Chou

with

En-lai and Leonid Brezhnev will ever

be able to wash away the suspicions that


death.

Nor does

how

help to see

it

lie

on him

for Allende's

generously Kissinger behaves

with Franco and Franco's Spain, deaf to the future that a democratic

Spain prepares for herself

how

unbelievable

of Fascism.

And

is

it

have the

man whom

Communist

final say

on

it

leaders'

for the countries ruled

poor consolation

declining, that perhaps

will

in spite of Ford's visits.

shaker of

esteem and friendship only

his

is

this

to

has already

this too

It is

almost

hands shows
by some form

go on saying that his


that

set,

it

is

star

history that

famous, too important, too lucky

they called Superman, Superstar, Superkraut.

Published in

its

entirety in the weekly

New

Republic, quoted in

more salient moments in the Washington and New York dailies,


and then by almost all the newspapers in the the United States, the interview with Kissinger kicked up a fuss that amazed me as much as
its

its

consequences. Obviously,

man and

had underestimated the

the interest that flourished around each of his words. Obviously,

had minimized the importance of


him. In

fact

it

that unbearable

hour spent with

immediately became the topic of the day.

And

the

Nixon was enraged with Henry, that he


therefore refused to see him, that in vain Henry telephoned him,
asking for a hearing, and went to seek him out in his San Clemente
residence. The gates of San Clemente remained closed, the hearing
was not granted, the telephone went unanswered because the presi-

rumor soon spread

that

dent did not care to answer.


did not forgive

Henry

for

The

president,

what Henry had

among
said to

other things,

me

about the

Henry Kissinger

"...

reason for his success:

cans

like that

wagon

immensely. Americans

rides all alone into the

The

Ameri-

that I've always acted alone.


like the

cowboy who

leads the

by riding ahead alone on his horse, the cowboy

train

ing else.

29

..." Even

town, the

village,

the press criticized

who

with his horse and noth-

him

for this.

had always been generous with Kissinger, merciless


toward Nixon. In this case, however, the sides were reversed and
press

newspaperman condemned the presumption, or at least the


How did Henry Kissinger dare to
assume the whole credit for what he had achieved as Nixon's
envoy? How did he dare to relegate Nixon to the role of spectator?
every

imprudence, of such a statement.

Where was

the president of the United States

when

the

sor entered the village to arrange things in the style of

little

profes-

Henry Fonda

Western film? The cruder newspapers published cartoons


as a cowboy and galloping toward a sapicture
of Kissinger in cowboy hat and
Others
showed
a
loon.
spurs, with the caption "Henry, the Lone Ranger." An exasperated
Kissinger let himself be questioned by a reporter, to whom he said
in

showing Kissinger dressed

that receiving

me

he declared that

had been "the stupidest thing

had garbled

in his life."

Then

his answers, distorted his thoughts,

embroidered on his words, and he did so

in

such

clumsy way that

Nixon and took the offensive. I sent him a


telegram to Paris, at the American embassy, where he happened to
be at the moment, and in substance I asked him if he were a man
of honor or a clown.
even threatened to make public the tapes of
the interview. Mr. Kissinger should not forget that it had been
I

became

angrier than

recorded on tape and that this tape was

at the disposal

of everyone

I made the
Time magazine, Newsweek, the CBS and NBC
television networks, and to anyone who came to ask me about what
had happened. And the altercation went on for almost two months,

to refresh his

memory and

same declaration

to the

the exactness of his words.

to

unhappiness of both of

me.

name was enough

stand

Henry

Kissinger; his

tested

him

such a point that

to

us, especially

could no longer

to upset

me.

de-

wasn't even able to realize that the

man had had no

other choice but to throw the blame on me.


would be incorrect to say that at that time wished
him all success and happiness.
The truth is that my anathemas have no effect. Very soon Nixon
stopped looking askance at his Henry and the two of them went

poor

But certainly

it

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

30
back to cooing

who were such

oners

Their cease-fire was ac-

of doves.

pair

like

The American

complished.

home. Those

pris-

Mr. Nixon. And the

real-

prisoners returned

a pressing issue for

Vietnam became a period of waiting for the next war. Then,


later, Kissinger became secretary of state in place of William
Rogers. In Stockholm they even gave him the Nobel Peace Prize.

ity

of

a year

Poor Nobel. Poor peace.

ORIANA FALLACI: I'm wondering what you feel these days. Dr. Kissinger. I'm wondering if you too are disappointed, like ourselves, like most of the world. Are you disappointed, Mr. Kissinger?

HENRY

KISSINGER: Disappointed?

days about which


O.F.:

Something not

Why? What

has happened these

should be disappointed?

exactly happy. Dr. Kissinger.

Though you had

was "at hand," and though you had confirmed


that an agreement had been reached with the North Vietnamese, peace has not come. The war goes on as before, and
said that peace

worse than before.


H.K.:

There
It

will

will

We

be peace.

come

have decided

have

to

within a few weeks' time or even

it

and we

less;

that

will.

is,

im-

mediately after the resumption of negotiations with the North

Vietnamese
ago and

This

for the final accord.

repeat

Yes,

it.

ably short period of time

we
if

what

is

said ten days

have peace within

will

Hanoi agrees

to

a reason-

another meeting

before signing the accord, a meeting to settle the details, and


it

same

accepts this in the

that

it

spirit

held in October. These

these days. But


consider.

is

it

and with the same

''ifs"

is

an uncertainty that

no need

succumb

to

attitude

are the only uncertainty

don't even want to

You're letting yourself succumb

these matters there

if

to

panic,

and

in

Nor even
months we have

to panic.

Well, for
The fact is that
been conducting these negotiations and you reporters haven't

to impatience.

believed us. You've kept saying that they would


ing.

Then,

all

ready here, and

to

noth-

now

finally

al-

you say the negotiations have

you take our temperature every day, four


day. But you take it from Hanoi's point of view. And

failed. In

times a

come

of a sudden, you shouted about peace being

saying

this,

Henry Kissinger
.

nnind you,

31

The

understand Hanoi's point of view.

North Vietnamese wanted us to sign on October 31, which


was reasonable and unreasonable at the same time and
No, I don't intend to argue about this.
.

O.F.:

But you had committed yourselves

H.K.:

and repeat

say

and

on October 31!
on this date,

to sign

were the ones

that they

to insist

an abstract discussion about dates that

that to avoid

at the

time seemed entirely theoretical, we said that we would make


every effort to conclude the negotiations by October 31. But

was always clear, at least


sign an agreement whose

to us, that

we would not be

details

remained

still

to

be

it

able to

clarified.

We

would not have been able to observe a date simply because, in good faith, we had promised to make every effort to
observe it. So at what point are we? At the point where those
details remain to be clarified and where a new meeting is indispensable.
sary.

They

say that

it

But

this

is

not indispensable, that

it's

indispensable and that

is

will take place as


Paris.

say

soon

as the

will take place.

it

North Vietnamese

November

only

4,

today

is

not neces-

it's

It

me

call

November

4,

to

and

can understand that the North Vietnamese don't want

resume negotiations

just a

they had asked us to sign.


things.

But

I,

meeting. Just

at least,

ment,

if

can understand their postponing

will be, certainly, if

only to

fail

on

covered ninety percent of the

reach our goal. No, I'm not disap-

to

Hanoi should

can't believe that, no.


far

to

on which

after the date

cannot conceive their rejecting another

now when we have

ground and are about


pointed.

few days

Hanoi should break the agreeBut

refuse to discuss any changes.

come

can't even suspect that we've

a question

so

of prestige, of procedure, of

dates, of nuances.

O.F.:

And

yet

Kissinger.

it

looks as though they've really

They've gone back

to a

hard

become
line,

serious, almost insulting, accusations against you.

H.K.:

Oh,
gave

that
it

means nothing.

any importance.

It's

rigid.

they've
.

happened before and we never

would

say that the hard line, the

serious accusations, even the insults, are part of the


situation.

Dr.

made

Nothing has changed

essentially.

normal

Since Tuesday,

October 31, that is ever since we've calmed down here, you reporters keep asking us if the patient is sick. But I don't see any

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

32
sickness.

And

more or

less as

weeks

But when

H.K.:

As soon

Peace,

say.

to see

waiting. But without feeling anxious,

don't see

The

a few days go by.

When

you were

I'm here

again.

to

go by between one

why now we should

only reason that you're

"But

that people are wondering,

is

talks?"

me

assure you. For God's

two or three weeks used

meeting and another!


if

develop

be resumed? That's the point.

Le Due Tho wishes

sake! Before,

to

within a few

few weeks.

will the negotiations


as

come

repeat, will

resumption of negotiations. Not within a few

after the

months. Within
O.F.:

maintain that things are going

really

will

be upset

so nervous

all

they resume these

cynical and didn't believe that any-

all

thing was happening, you never realized that time was passing.

You were

timistic after

pessimistic.

You

proceeding as
I

too pessimistic in the beginning, then too op-

my

and now again you're too

press conference,

can't get

it

into your heads that everything

is

had always thought it would from the moment


was at hand. It seems to me I then figured on

said that peace

a couple of weeks. But even

should take more

if it

That's

more about Vietnam. I can't


allow myself to, at this time. Every word I say becomes news.
Listen, why don't we
At the end of November perhaps
meet again at the end of November?
O.F.: Because it's more interesting now, Dr. Kissinger. Because
Thieu, for instance, has dared you to speak. Look at this clipping from The New York Times. It quotes Thieu as saying:
"Ask Kissinger on what points we're divided, what are the
enough,

don't want to talk any

points
H.K.: Let

me

don't accept."
see

it.

any attention

Ah! No,

won't answer him.

won't pay

to this invitation.

O.F.: He's already given his

own

ready said that the sore issue

answer, Dr. Kissinger. He's


is

al-

the fact that, according to the

terms accepted by you. North Vietnamese troops will remain


in

South Vietnam. Dr. Kissinger, do you think you'll ever


Do you think that America will

succeed in convincing Thieu?

have to come

me
...

Don't ask

H.K.:

days ago
I

do not think

to a separate
that.
I

have

cannot,

will

agreement with Hanoi?


to

keep

to

what

said publicly ten

must not consider an hypothesis

happen.

An

that

hypothesis that should not hap-

Henry Kissinger
pen.

can only

you

tell

that

peace, and that in any case

time possible

can say what he


O.F.: Dr.

my

after

Kissinger,

likes.
if

are determined to have this

have

will

That's his

own

put a

to

in the shortest

it,

next meeting with Le

were

we
we

33

Due Tho. Thieu

business.

pistol to

your head and ask

choose between having dinner with Thieu and having


whom would you choose?
dinner with Le Due Tho

you

to

H.K.:
O.F.:

And

if

more

were

to

answer by saying that

cannot,

cannot

H.K.:

So can you answer


Yes. I found him

think you'd

this

man

very dedicated to his cause, very

very strong, and always polite and courteous.

serious,

sometimes very hard,


something

I've

Also

in fact difficult, to deal with, but this

always respected in him. Yes,

have great

is

re-

Le Due Tho. Naturally our relationship has been

spect for

very professional, but

tain niceness that shines

that at times we've


that

I'd like to

Le Due Tho?
I do not wish to answer that question.
question: did you like Le Due Tho?

willingly have dinner with

O.F.:

H.K.:

cannot answer that question.

one day

...

think

think I've noticed a cer-

through him.

even succeeded

might go

to

in

It's

a fact, for instance,

making

jokes.

We

teach international relations

at

said

the

Hanoi and he would come to Harvard to teach


Marxism-Leninism. Well, I would call our relations good.
O.F.: Would you say the same thing for Thieu?
H.K.: I have also had good relations with Thieu. At first
O.F.: Exactly, at first. The South Vietnamese have said that you
University of

didn't greet each other like the best of friends.


H.K.:

What

did they say?

That you didn't greet each other like good friends, I repeat.
Would you care to state the opposite, Dr. Kissinger?
H.K.: Well
Certainly we had and have our own viewpoints.
And not necessarily the same viewpoints. So let's say that we
greeted each other as allies, Thieu and I.
O.F.: Dr. Kissinger, that Thieu was a harder nut to crack than anyone thought has now been shown. So as regards Thieu, do
you feel that you've done everything you could or do you hope
to be able to do something more? In short, do you feel op-

O.F.:

timistic
H.K.:

Of

about the problem of Thieu?

course

feel optimistic!

still

have things

to do.

lot to

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

34

do! I'm not through yet, we're not through yet!


feel powerless,

don't feel discouraged.

and confident. Optimistic.


tell

you what we're doing

doesn't

mean

If

Not

And

at all.

can't speak of Thieu,

don't

feel

ready

if

can't

point in the negotiations, that

at this

I'm about to lose faith in being able to arrange

things within the time I've said. That's

why

it's

useless for

Thieu to ask you reporters to make me spell out the points on


which we disagree. It's so useless that I don't even get upset by
such a demand. Furthermore I'm not the kind of person to be
swayed by emotion. Emotions serve no purpose. Less than
anything do they serve to achieve peace.
O.F.:

But the dying, those about


singer.

In the

ture: a very

And then

newspapers

to die, are in a hurry,

this

morning

there's

young Vietcong dead two days

Dr. Kis-

an awful pic-

after

October

31.

there was an awful piece of news: twenty-two Ameri-

cans dead in a helicopter downed by a Vietcong mortar, three


days after October 31.

And

while you advise against haste, the

American Defense Department is sending fresh arms and ammunition to Thieu. Hanoi is doing the same.
H.K.:

That was

inevitable.

It

always happens before a cease-fire.

Don't you remember the maneuvers that took place

in the

Middle East at the moment of the cease-fire? They went on for


at least two years. You see, the fact that we're sending more
arms to Saigon and that Hanoi is sending more arms to the
North Vietnamese stationed in South Vietnam means nothNothing. Nothing.

ing.

nam anymore,
O.K.:

And

don't

make me

talk

about Viet-

please.

Don't you even want to talk about the fact that, according to
many, the agreement accepted by you and Nixon is practically
a sellout to Hanoi?

H.K.: That's absurd!

It's

absurd to say that President Nixon, a presi-

who in the face of the Soviet Union and Communist


China and on the eve of elections in his own country has assumed an attitude of aid and defense for South Vietnam
against what he considered a North Vietnamese invasion
dent

it's

absurd to think that such a president could

Hanoi.

done

And why should he

hasn't

been a

sellout.

sell
It

out just now?

sell

out to

What we

have

has been to give South Vietnam

an opportunity to survive in conditions

that, today, are

more

Henry Kissinger
than military.

political

win the

Now

it's

up

35

to the

South Vietnamese

to

awaiting them. As we've always

political contest that's

you compare the accepted agreement with our proposals of May 8, you'll realize that it's almost the same thing.
There are no great differences between what we proposed last
said.

If

May and what

We

the draft of the accepted agreement contains.

new

haven't put in any

concessions.

"sellout." But, really that's


Let's talk

clauses,

we

haven't

made

other

absolutely and totally reject the notion of a

enough

now about Vietnam.

talk

about Machiavelli, about Cicero, anything but about

Vietnam.
about war. Dr. Kissinger. You're not a

O.F.: Let's talk

pacifist, are

you?
H.K.:

No,

really don't think

pacifists,

with halfway

one

side

am. Even though

respect genuine

don't agree with any pacifist, and especially not


pacifists:

you know, those who are pacifists on


pacifists on the other. The only

and anything but

pacifists that

agree to talk to are those

who

right to the end.

quences of nonviolence

I'm only willing to speak to

them

tell

accept the conse-

But even with them

that they will be crushed

by the will of the stronger and that their pacifism can only lead
to horrible suffering.

that

War

is

not an abstraction,

depends on conditions. The war

ample, was necessary. By that


sary in
virility.

don't mean that war

that nations have to

itself,
I

mean

something

it is

against Hitler,

make war

to

for ex-

neces-

is

maintain their

which na-

that there are existing principles for

must be prepared to fight.


O.F.: And what do you have to say about the war in Vietnam,
Dr. Kissinger? You've never been against the war in Vietnam,
it seems to me.
H.K.: How could
have been? Not even before holding the position
have today
No, I've never been against the war in Vietnam.
O.F.: But don't you find that Schlesinger is right when he says that
the war in Vietnam has succeeded only in proving that half a
million Americans with all their technology have been incapations

ble of defeating poorly

armed men dressed

H.K.: That's another question. If

Vietnam was

necessary,

it

is

in black

pajamas?

question whether the war in

a just war,

rather than

Judg-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

36

ments of that kind depend on the position that one takes when
is aheady involved in the war and the only thing

the country

conceive a way to get out of

left is to

America was involved

who

operated by criticizing and nothing

reduce the war and then ended

When

say

was

principle.

And

it.

Yes,

It

this

which

end the war. In

who

we who tried to
the verdict is up to hiswar, it's not enough to

must be ended
is

our

role,

did more: those

else,

involved in a

is

must be ended.

it

some

a country

my

all,

the degree to

in the war, so as then to

the final analysis, history will say

tory.

After

it.

more and more

has been to reduce

role,

or

in

accordance with

quite different from saying that

it

right to enter that war.

But don't you find, Dr. Kissinger, that it's been a useless war?
H.K.: On this I can agree. But let's not forget that the reason why
we entered this war was to keep the South from being gobbled

O.F.:

up by the North,

it

was

to

permit the South

remain the

to

Of course, by that I don't mean that this was our only


But today
objective. ... It was also something more
South.

I'm not in the position to judge whether the war in Vietnam


it was useful or
Vietnam?
O.F.: Yes. And, still speaking of Vietnam, do you think you can say
that these negotiations have been and are the most important
undertaking of your career and even of your life?
H.K.: They've been the most difficult undertaking. Also often the
most painful. But maybe it's not even right to call them the

has been just or not, whether our getting into


useless.

But are we

still

talking about

most difficult undertaking. It's more exact to say that they have
been the most painful undertaking. Because they have involved me emotionally. You see, to approach China was an
intellectually difficult task but not emotionally difficult. Peace
in

Vietnam

instead has

been an emotionally

for calling these negotiations the

difficult task.

most important thing

As

have

No, what I wanted to achieve was not only peace


done
in Vietnam, it was three things. This agreement, the rapprochement with China, and a new relationship with the Soviet Union. I've always attached great importance to the problem of a new relationship with the Soviet Union. I would say
no less than to the rapprochement with China and to ending
.

the war in Vietnam.

Henry Kissinger
O.F.:

37

you've done it. The coup with China has been a success,
coup with Russia has been a success, and the coup of
peace in Vietnam almost. So at this point ask you, Dr. Kissinger, the same thing I asked the astronauts when they went
to the moon: "What next? What will you do after the moon;

And

the

what

else

can you do besides your job

an astronaut?"

as

H.K.: Ah! And what did the astronauts say?


.1 don't know."
O.F.: They were confused and said, "We'll see
afterward. But,
what
I'll
do
H.K.: Neither do I. I really don't know
unlike the astronauts, I'm not confused by it. I have found so
.

many

my
... Of course,

things to do in

this post

just leave

soon as
that's

I've

and

it

life

and

I'll

need some time

start

something

influence

attitude

H.K.:

in the position

is

leave

else right

am

away. But, as

been decompressed, I'm sure to find something


it could
I don't want to think about it now,

my

my

work. We're going through such a rev-

own

life,

nowadays,

worthy of the nineteenth-century lower middle

Would you go back


I

when

to recuperate, a

worth doing.

olutionary p>eriod that to plan one's

O.F.:

sure that

No one who

period of decompression.

can

am

might. But

it's

ing things, and

to

teaching

with

all

some way of keeping up an

ally

be

my own

There

fault.

are

more

the experience I've had,

find

an

Harvard?

at

very, very unlikely.


if,

is

class.

interesting

Furthermore,

I've

life

...

it

interestI

didn't

will re-

by no means decided

like it very much, you know.


Power is always alluring. Dr. Kissinger, to what
degree does power fascinate you? Try to be frank.
will. You see, when you have power in your hands and have
H.K.:
held it for a long period of time, you end up thinking of it as
something that's due you. I'm sure that when I leave this post,
I'll feel the lack of power. Still power as an instrument in its
own right has no appeal for me. don't wake up every morn-

to give

O.F.

Of

up

this job.

course.

ing saying,

airplane at

me

my God, isn't
my disposal, that
it

extraordinary that
a car

can have an

with a chauffeur

Who

is

waiting

would ever have said it was possible?


No, such thoughts don't interest me. And if I should happen
to have them, they certainly don't become a determining factor. What interests me is what you can do with power. Believe
Anyway it wasn't a
me, you can do wonderful things.

for

at the

door?

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

38

power

desire for

my

me

that drove

figured in

my

plans.

If you look at
Nixon couldn't have

to take this job.

poHtical past, you'll see that President

been against him

I've

good three

in a

elections.
O.F.:

know. You once even

president."

Has

Nixon "wasn't

stated that

made you

ever

this

be

to

fit

embarrassed with

feel

Nixon, Dr. Kissinger?


H.K.:

don't

remember

the exact words

Richard Nixon. But

more

or less like that

Anyway

in quotation marks.

Nixon wasn't included

ment
didn't

And

position.

know him

may have

said against

must have said something


since people go on repeating the phrase
suppose

in

if

my

did say

that's the

it,

proof that

plans for gaining a high govern-

as for feeling

at that time.

embarrassed with him

tude of intellectuals, do you see what

mean? But

wrong. President Nixon has shown great strength, great

Even by
offered

calling

me

on me.

this job.

had never shown


yes,

O.F.:

He

he showed great courage

made

was

ability.

it.

After

all

he knew

friendship or sympathy for him.


in calling

Oh,

me.

it.

Dr. Kissinger. Except for the ac-

against

you today, that you're Nixon's

didn't lose anything by

cusation that's

atti-

had never approached him when he

was astonished by

much

...

had toward him the usual

mental wet nurse.


H.K.: That's a totally senseless accusation. Let's not forget that be-

he knew me. President Nixon had been very active

fore

foreign policy.

It

had always been

Even before he was


was

a very

on the

consuming

in

interest.

was obvious that foreign policy

it

important matter for him.

subject.

become

elected,

his

He

has very clear ideas

He's a strong man. Furthermore, you don't

president of the United States, you don't get nomi-

nated twice as a presidential candidate, you don't survive so

weak man. You can think what you


like of President Nixon, but one thing is certain: you don't
twice become president by being someone else's tool. Such interpretations are romantic and unfair.
O.F.: Are you very fond of him. Dr. Kissinger?
long in

H.K.:

politics, if you're a

have great respect

for

him.

O.F.: Dr. Kissinger, people say that

They
They

say that all

say

you care nothing about Nixon.


is this job and nothing else.

you care about

you would have done

it

under any president.

Henry Kissinger
H.K.: Instead I'm not at all sure that

with another president what


cial relationship,

mean

I've

39

would have been able to do


done with him. Such a spe-

the relationship there

and the president, always depends on the


In other words,

don't

know many

who would have had

eral,

who would

leaders

I'^e

men.
met sev-

anybody.

to

know

don't

leave to their aide the task of nego-

with the North Vietnamese, while informing only a

tiating

group of people about

tiny

and

the courage to send their aide to

Peking without saying anything

many

me

of the two

style

leaders,

between

is

it.

Certain things really depend on

the type of president; what I've done has been possible because

he made

And

O.F.:

it

yet

presidents

possible for

you were

who were

nedy, Johnson
H.K.:

My

or not.

an adviser

presidents has always been to leave to

all

job of deciding

When

if

they wanted to

me

they asked

them, indiscriminately, what

me what

Even

to other presidents.

Nixon's opponents. I'm speaking of Ken-

position toward

them the

me.

also

for
I

it,

gave

thought.

party they belonged to.

know my opinion
it

them,

to

telling

never mattered to

It

answered questions from

Kennedy, Johnson, and Nixon with the same independence. I


It's true that it was more difficult

gave them the same advice.

with Kennedy. In fact people like to say that


with him. Well

was

much

yes,

it

was mostly

my

didn't get along

mature than now. And then

less

At that time

fault.
I

was

a part-

time adviser; you can't influence the day-by-day policy of a


president

you see him only twice

if

him seven days


son

now

was never

mean

in a position

week when others

see

with Kennedy and John-

comparable

to the

one

have

with Nixon.

O.F.:

No

H.K.:

No, none.

O.F.:

a week.

Machiavellianism, Dr. Kissinger?

Why?

certain moments, listening to you, one might


wonder not how much you have influenced the president of

Because

at

the United States, but

how much

Machiavelli has influenced

you.
H.K.: In

no way

at all.

There

can be accepted or used


I

is

really very little of

in the

modern

find interesting in Machiavelli

is

his

world.

Machiavelli that

The only

thing

way of considering the

will of the prince. Interesting, but not to the point of influenc-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

40
ing me.
I'll

you want

If

to

know who has

influenced

me

the most,

answer with the names of two philosophers: Spinoza and

Kant,

So

me

curious that you choose to associate

it's

me

People rather associate

Machiavelli.

Metternich.

Which

written only

one book, which was

is

actually childish.
to

On

with

name

with the

Mettemich

of
I've

be the beginning of a

long series of books on the construction and disintegration of


the international order of the nineteenth century.

was

series that

to

end with the

First

It

was

World War. That's

all.

There can be nothing in common between me and Metternich. He was chancellor and foreign minister in a period
when, from the center of Europe, you needed three weeks to
go from one continent to another. He was chancellor and
foreign minister in a period when wars were conducted by professional soldiers and diplomacy was in the hands of aristo-

How can you compare that with today's world, a world


where there is no homogenous group of leaders, no homogenous internal situation, no homogenous cultural reality?
O.F.: Dr. Kissinger, how do you explain the incredible movie-star
status you enjoy, how do you explain the fact that you're almost more famous and popular than a president? Have you a
crats.

theory on this matter?


H.K.: Yes, but

won't

tell

The

ple's theories.

then intelligence

you. Because

it

doesn't

match most peo-

theory of intelligence, for example.

is

not

all

power, and often actually doesn't help. In the same way

head of

state, a

My

intelligent.

won't
of

my

tell

you.

fellow

theory

Why

who
is

work? Rather, you

does

my

tell

as

long as I'm

me

still

my

interview.

And

don't find

it.

erything there's your success.

you've

made two

H.K.: Yes,

my

main point

success.
.

mean,

who checkmate

China has been

chanics of

Well, yes,

one through
a

like

this

tell

chess player,

first

element

yet that's not the


I'll

you too

of

all.

Peo-

the king.

a very important

And

middle

suppose that at the root of ev-

or three good moves. China,

ple like chess players

repeat,

popularity.

O.F.: I'm not sure. Dr. Kissinger. I'm looking for


I

in the

yours. I'm sure that

have a theory about the reasons for

as a

job doesn't need to be too

completely different, but,

should

And

that important in the exercise of

you.

in the

me-

point.

The
The

main

What do

care?

Henry Kissinger

main point
Americans

who
the

from the

arises

wagon

cowboy who

train

he doesn't shoot.

He

You

see.

and ready
geous
H.K.:

Not

with his

Western.

fists

for

Henry Fonda, unarmed

honest

courageous. All he needs

that he rides into the

to

is

cowboy

suits

alone has always been part of

my

me

me

and

ple feel

me. And

for

been convinced that

had

and believe

it,

me

in

to

it.

when

precisely because

style or, if

Oh,

technique. Together with independence.


portant in

doesn't have

be alone, to show others

town and does everything by himself.

This amazing, romantic character


to be

Alone, coura-

ideals.

necessarily courageous. In fact, this

to be

a pistol, since

by being in the right place

acts, that's all,

see yourself as a kind of

to fight

town, the village, with

Maybe even without

else.

at the right time. In short, a

O.F.:

cowboy

like the

by riding ahead alone on his horse,

rides all alone into the

and nothing

his horse

always acted alone.

fact that I've

immensely. Americans

like that

leads the

41

you

like,

that's very

always

finally, conviction. I've

do whatever

And

And

done.

I've

my
im-

peo-

care about the fact that they

you sway or convince somebody, you


shouldn't confuse them. Nor can you even simply calculate.

believe in

Some

people think that

forts.

They think

this

preoccupation

consequences of what

stead the

On

know,

of losing

do,

ment, have never bothered me.


not looking for popularity.
to

is

my

always on

mean

my

public;

can allow myself

genuine

in

me.

If

if

The

really

were
if
I

want

really
all

afraid

think. I'm

to let

myself be

were

to act solely

would accomplish
a

rely

only

technique and

convictions at the same time. Like me, they're gen-

don't say that

may evaporate as
moment it's there.
O.F.:

mind. In-

good ones don't

on technique. They perform by following

own

you

what

to say
I

basis of a calculated technique,

nothing. Look at actors.

uine.

my

the public's judg-

don't ask for popularity, I'm

the contrary,

disturbed by the reactions of the public,

their

are to be the

initiatives or ef-

care nothing about popularity. I'm not at

referring to what's

on the

what

carefully plan

consequences, for the public, of any of

Are you trying

all this

quickly as

to tell

me

has to go on forever. In
it

came. Nevertheless

you're a spontaneous

fact,

for

man, Dr.

it

the

Kis-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

42

My

singer?

God,

whom

with

if

seems

it

leave out Machiavelli, the

me

to

some cold mathematician,

character

first

natural to associate you

would be
Unless

painfully self-controlled.

I'm mistaken, you're a very cold man. Dr. Kissinger.


H.K.: In tactics, not in strategy. In fact,
relations than in ideas.

more

believe

use ideas but

need

human

in

human

relations,

shown in my work. After all, didn't what happened to


happen by chance? Good God, I was a completely
unknown professor. How could I have said to myself: Now I'm
going to maneuver things so as to become internationally famous? It would have been pure folly. I wanted to be where

as I've

me

actually

things were happening, of course, but


getting there.

I've

made

never

never paid a price for

concessions.

say

happened because

it

when

always say

it

had

I've

let

then

happen. That's what they

to

things have happened.

They never

say that

didn't

happen the history of things that


hapf)en has never been written. In a certain sense, how-

ever,

I'm a

about things that don't

course,

fatalist.

that

believe in destiny.

you have

to

I'm convinced, of

reach a goal. But

fight to

believe that there are limits to the struggle that a

up
O.F.:

always

One might

myself be guided by spontaneous decisions.

responsibilities that you've

lous reputation you enjoy?

Chou

En-lai, or

How

Le Due Tho

Don

Mao

frivo-

Tse-tung,

you seriously and then

let

Juan or simply a playboy?

embarrass you?

at all.

ate with

what

it

reconcile the

assumed with the

can you get

to take

yourself be judged as a carefree

Doesn't

how do you

thing, Dr. Kissinger: but

tremendous

Not

also

can put

reach a goal.

to

One more

H.K.:

man

Why

should

Le Due Tho?

have

know what

to
I

it

me when go to
speak to Le Due Tho,

embarrass

When

negotiI

know

do with Le Due Tho, and when I'm with girls,


must do with girls. Besides, Le Due Tho doesn't

at all agree to negotiate

ample of moral

with

rectitude.

me

He

because

represent an ex-

agrees to negotiate with

because he wants certain things from

me

in the

same way

me
that

I want certain things from him. Look, in the case of Le Due


Tho, as in the case of Ghou En-lai and Mao Tse-tung, I think
that my playboy reputation has been and still is useful because
it served and still serves to reassure people. To show them that

Henry Kissinger

museum

I'm not a

Anyway,

piece.

43
this frivolous reputation

amuses me.
O.F.:

And

to think

beheved

an undeserved reputation,

it

mean

playacting instead of a reality.


H.K.: Well,
it,

partly exaggerated, of course.

it's

What

true.

it's

what degree
degree

counts

And

that

at all.

spend only

see by taking a look at


else:

it's

life,

true, or to

what

to

is

a central preoccupation.

me women are only a divertoo much time with his hob-

a limited

time with them you can

my

schedule.

I'd

rather see

not seldom that

it's

For

Nobody spends

sion, a hobby.
bies.

my

are part of

Well, they aren't that

in part, let's face

women. What counts

devote myself to

women

But

not to what degree

is

tell

I'll

you something

my two children.
much as before. As a

see

rule,
them often, in fact, though not as
we spend Christmas together, the important holidays, and several weeks during the summer, and I go to Boston once a
month. Just to see them. You surely know that I've been
divorced for some years. No, the fact of being divorced doesn't

The

bother me.

me

give
over,

any

and

there was

much

fact

guilt

was not the

it

fault of either of us that

no reason not

closer

my

to

H.K.:

it

ended,

Furthermore, I'm

to get divorced.

was their
now than when
much happier with them now.

children

mother's husband. I'm also


O.F.:

my children doesn't
my marriage was

of not living with

complexes. Ever since

Are you against marriage. Dr. Kissinger?

No. The dilemma of marriage or no marriage


be resolved as a question of principle.
get married

again

know, when you're

is

one

happen.

a serious person, as, after all,

with someone else and survive that living together


ficult.
is

The

But,

am,
is

I'll

you

to live

very dif-

woman and a fellow like me


One has to be careful. Oh, it's
these things. I'm not a person who

relationship between a

inevitably so complex.

difficult for

can

that

could happen that

that could

yes,

It

me

to explain

confides in reporters.
O.F.:

So

see.

Dr. Kissinger. I've never interviewed anyone

evaded questions and precise definitions


defended himself

like

Fairly so.

But

you, anyone

you from any attempt by others

trate to his personality.

H.K.: Yes.

like

as

to

who
who

pene-

Are you shy, Dr. Kissinger?

compensation

think I'm pretty well

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

44
balanced.
rious,

You

see, there are those

who depict me as
who depict me

tormented character, and those

a mysteas

an

al-

most cheerful fellow who's always smiling, always laughing.


Both these images are incorrect. I'm neither one nor the
other. I'm ... I won't tell you what I am. I'll never tell anyone.

Washington, November 1972

Nguyen Van Thieu

The appointment
morning
invited

Nguyen Van Thieu was

with

in the presidential palace in

me

to

for eight in the

Saigon, where the president

have breakfast with him.

And

at eight

on the dot

Nguyen Van Thieu entered the room where I, along with his
Hoang Due Nha and the photographer Gianfranco
Moroldo, was waiting for him. A great smile on his round and

special adviser

shining face, an unexpected cordiality in his voice and eyes, Thieu

came forward extending me his open hand and immediately began


with a joke. "Which of you two is the chief?" he asked, indicating
with his short index

finger

Moroldo. "Not

at all,"

Moroldo and me. "Both,"

joked back. "I'm the chief, even

and I'm short." And, perhaps because the dictator


shorter than
full

I,

he liked the answer. In

fact,

replied
he's tall

so short,

he exploded

and exclaimed, "Right.

of approbation

Power should not be

is

if

in a

absolutely

even
laugh

agree.

There should be only one, that's all."


Precisely the concept he was to repeat at the end of the interview,
when, all excited, he was to say, "Ask me who's the chief here."
And I, "Who's the chief here?" And he, "I am! I'm the chief! Moi!
C'est moi

le

chefr

divided.

He had been

described to

me

as a very closed

man, and I was therefore dumbfounded. I actually wondered if what


had made him so cheerful and extroverted might not be the bombings of Hanoi, which had been going on implacably for days. He
had not yet received the news that the Americans had again sus45

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

46

pended them and that Kissinger would again meet with Le Due
Tho.
Thieu was wearing a gray suit with a hght shirt. Two days before,
he had sent me a message asking whether I preferred him in full
uniform or in civilian clothes, and I had answered, "I always prefer
civilian clothes." But as with many military men, civilian clothes
do not suit him, and this produced a certain clumsiness in him that
communicated itself in all his gestures. His effort to make me feel

welcome, for example, or so that I would judge him


Goodness, wasn't it too early an hour for me? Had
coffee?

Would

already had

me

like his little breakfast? Please, follow

other room. Please


his

a perfect host.

sit

here.

He

down

sat

napkin tucked into the collar of his

at the

shirt,

to this

head of the

table,

and when Moroldo

made the gesture of taking the first photograph, Nha began a little
dance of winks and black looks by which he begged him to remove
the napkin from the collar of his shirt, for God's sake. He didn't

And with his imploring gaze, he seemed to reply, "But


you saying? What do you want?" Then in the end he un-

understand.

what

are

And took it off. Gonfused, blushing. But his sulky face


seemed to comment, "But why? What's wrong with it? Now I'll get
spots on my suit and my wife will get angry." Nha was seated to his
left, watching out for any error.
I,
to his right. The table was
carefully set, the breakfast excessive. Fish soup, vegetables, meat
rolls, sweets, tea, coffee, solicitude: "Eat, eat. It's good, you know?
It's good when it's hot. Gome on, aren't you hungry?"

derstood.

The

conversation flourished as soon as

ing impatiently for


yes!

me to

Almost always."

Just

asked the

first

question:

Mr. President?" He was waitsay something. His answer burst out. "Oh,
think, at six-thirty, to hear the news on the

"But do you always wake up so

early,

But he stayed in bed until seven-thirty to reflect a little. And at


eight he was ready to meet with generals, ministers, and smoke his
radio.

cigar.

"Just one, eh?" "That's

been doing

years I've

smoking

smoke

it,

a pipe. In fact,

a pipe,

Whoever

told

it

whole day. For two


mean ever since I gave up

for the

a half,

not a good thing

it's

cigar

is

at all for a

president to

better for a president, right?"

smokes

that a president

only knows. In any case,


this prattle

two and

do you think?

him

enough

cigars,

not a pipe,

God

could only have been an American, and

immediately made you

course, Mr. President. That's true."

feel a little sorry for

him. "Of

Nguyen Van Thieu

47

went on, he went to bed very late. Until two


morning he never slept. Falling asleep, he left the radio on,
and so the radio stayed on even while he slept. He was so used to
sleeping with the radio on, even to distinguishing music from
words in his sleep, that when the music stopped and the news
began, he immediately opened his eyes and listened with a clear
mind. By that I shouldn't think, however, that he didn't know how
to enjoy life. Sometimes he played tennis, went horseback riding,
and three or four times a week he had them show a film for him.
Lx)ve stories, Westerns, judo, and karate. The only thing he didn't
have time to do was read. Takes too much attention, doesn't it? "Of
course, Mr. President. I understand."
In the evening, he

in the

me

Eating with appetite, even voracity, he told

stories of his

youth, of his military career, of his participation in the coup d'tat

Diem, and the name of Diem evoked in him an unex'They promised me not to kill him. I had said to
them, 'All right, I'll join you on condition that he's not killed.' In-

against

pected sadness.

him, those

stead they killed

me

a pain that

Each anniversary of

And

chapel.

to

thought:

bombs
aim

is

chef

men and

a million

if

little,

he was

maybe he

are falling

to

remain

here in

my

a tyrant protected

you were even surprised

really

as perfidious as they

on Hanoi;

because he

even naive as

it

to find yourself
said.

And you

so

much

joviality

is

former peasant.

comedy whose
Maybe he didn't

is

overbearing, but simply because he's

And

strange, perhaps paradox-

even knowing that the prisons of South Vietnam were

represents,

stolen
to

le

sounds: even knowing that he was a dark dic-

Vietcong, even hating

obedience

by

doesn't have that contented look because the

afraid of not being taken seriously.

tator,

gave

heart.

with that business about power not being divisible, his

c est moi,'

ical,

It

by a police corps that carried out

to disguise his shyness as a

start off

said,

my

be sincere. Nothing in him betrayed the diabolical

massacres. Little by

wondering

head and

have a Mass

shrewdness thanks to which he was

an army of

my

always pray for him, for his soul."

He seemed

his death

madmen.

Irresponsible

idiots.

have, here between

still

full

of

him and having always hated everything he

and undeserved power, ignorance, corruption,

the strongest,

abuse,

in

spite

of yourself and with

human sympathy for him.


lost, so alone. He seemed the

anger you ended by feeling a

He seemed

so small, so

very sym-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

48

boi of a crushed, exploited country, humiliated by the interests of

those

who make and unmake

the destiny of others like a toy: the

global strategies of Dr. Kissinger. His

war on the

minuet with China and Rus-

who tell you one day, "You must make


communists! The communists are bad! You must kill

The cynicism

sia.

of those

them!" And the next day


the communists?

you,

tell

The communists

"Why

are

you making war on

are not bad. There's

them, don't you understand? Sign here and have a

kill

no need

to

Don't

cigar.

smoke a pipe. American presidents have always smoked cigars." He


had rebelled through having realized that he had lost his friends and
perhaps had never had friends, only masters.

And now he was

look-

Even for an hour, for a morning, with a foreign


newspaperwoman whom he had never seen and whom he knew
was no friend of his. "Oh, Mademoiselle! Sometimes I feel as
though there's nothing left to do except pray to God, Mademoiing for friends.

selle!"

with

When

breakfast was over

the discomfort that a Euro-

all

soup at eight in the morning he asked


would care to continue the interview in his office. Perhaps Mr. Moroldo would prefer another background for his
photographs. So we went into his office and there we stayed until

pean can

me

feel eating fish

courteously

if

We

spoke almost always in French, the language

studied.

Only when he wanted to clarify an idea, in


himself and to be understood at least

half-past twelve.
in

which he

his desperate

need

to explain

by someone, he repeated the sentence


is

not good and so he asked

he had

tears in his eyes.

Nha

Sometimes

was immediately choked back.

And

pain, with passion.

to

in English.

come

But

to his aid.

his voice

his

English

Sometimes

broke in a sob that

And he trembled

with rage, with

also with dignity. ''Messieurs les

Amri-

to be sold to Russia and China!


and death! To be or not to be!" In
short, there was a certain dignity in him and in his tragedy. Had we
understood him well? That, at least at that particular moment, he
was no longer the ridiculous puppet of the Americans that we had
believed him to be? And, since it is always good to redeem a man,

cainSy

For

me

told them.
it

is

have nothing

a question of life

any man, even

bad man,

was now glad

to offer

him some com-

passion and a certain respect.

Was I wrong?
I

have

I'm afraid

tried to give

so, today. In fact,

compassion and

almost every time that

respect to a

government

leader,

Nguyen Van Thieu


almost every time that

have

49
even

tried to absolve

partially

some

famous son of a bitch, I have later been bitterly sorry. Despite all
his chatter, Thieu soon signed what Kissinger wanted. And, once
having signed, he kept his prisons

full,

refused to call the elections

and never opened negotiations with the


Vietcong. So the war went on and now he has finally lost it, as he
he

had

deserved

promised,

to.

ORIANA FALLACI: Mr. President,

it is

no longer

you and the Americans today there

The

friendship.

between

a secret that

more emnity than

exists

harshness with which in October you rejected

the agreement accepted by Kissinger, the coldness with

you received General Haig


you are now

that

swords' points.

at

what Thieu thinks of

this

And

people are wondering

drama.

NGUYEN VAN THIEU: Mademoiselle,


am not
that many believe. On the contrary, I'm
I

never hide anything, even in


those

who

advise

In fact,

posite.

me

which

Christmas, everything shows

at

politics,

not to say what

the mysterious type


a very

and

open man.

don't listen to

think or to say the op-

always answer, "Instead one should say

it.

Loud and clear." But when we come to a subject like this, I


have to remember that
represent South Vietnam. As PresiI

dent Thieu,

enemy

my

cannot allow myself the luxury of being an open

of the United States, which for better or worse

friend,

my

ally.

conflicts should arise,

Besides

we would

promised Nixon
still

be

allies

is

still

even

that,

if

and not consider

ourselves enemies. Mademoiselle, can't there perhaps be quarrels

between husbands and wives? And do they become ene-

mies

for that?

Not only

that, quarrels

wife should take place in the

between

bedroom and

husband and

after the

door has

been locked. Children should never see their parents


pulling match. It's the same for friends. And it's in

in a hair-

est,

in the interest

my

inter-

of the United States, to avoid any public

row that serves the communists.


O.F.:

understand. But

when

interviewed Dr. Kissinger,

impression that there was no love


I'm a
N.V.T.:

little

Vous

had the

between you two and

surprised at your caution, Mr. President.

savez,

Yes, forget.

lost

Mademoiselle, one must know

When

how

to forget.

you're running a country, you can't afford

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

50
to

My

nourish rancor.

been very

Kissinger have

discussions with Dr.

At times, actually harsh.

frank.

I'd

go so

far as to say

very harsh. Nevertheless, basically they remained discussions

between friends and


his departure,

all

^well,

must

treat

him

as a friend. After

me, "How
"When you talk

the journalists in Saigon asked

And

goes the disagreement?"

answered,

about disagreement, you must

about agreement. Between

talk

the two of us there are agreements and disagreements."


moiselle,

have said "no"

to the

you want? When I say no, I mean no. But the


come to announce to the world that everything

hope

is still

for peace.

may come even


give
O.F.:

up

Then

still

have

faith that

There
come. It

over.

is

peace will

few weeks, in a month.

in a

Made-

What more do
moment hasn't

Americans.

It's

no time

to

in desperation.
it's

true that your "no"

That is, a no
N.V.T.: Not at all.

repeat,

say, "I don't agree with

though

is

"no"

mean yes.
when I say no,

vietnamienne.

la

that could

you

at all,

remain your friend,"

mean

Messieurs

mean

that

no.
les

And when

Amricains,

and nothing

else.

have always maintained that Dr. Kissinger, as Nixon's repre-

and negotiator, has the sacred duty of consulting ijie


and reconciling my point of view with the American point of
view. 1 have always expected the government of the United

sentative

States to

munists

uphold
to

my

views and to help

me

modify their demands. And, so

convince the comas

not to be vague

you that there are two fundamental points


accepted by Kissinger and rejected by me. One is the presence
of North Vietnamese troops in South Vietnam. The other is
the political formula that the North Vietnamese would like to
impose on our future. Like the whole agreement, these two

about

it,

will tell

points have been conceived by the

communists

in Paris.

So

mean to
North Vietnamese. What the

explained to Dr. Kissinger that to accept them would

bow

to

the

demands of

the

North Vietnamese demand is the


end of South Vietnam. Voil.
O.F.:

Couldn't you explain yourself

N.V.T.:

Mais vous

savez,

better,

South Vietnam, the

Mr. President?

Madenoiselle, cest

trs

simple!

The

South Vietnam there are 145,000 North


say there are 300,000, and anyway there's no

Americans say that


Vietnamese,

loss of

in

Nguyen Van Thieu


need
(but

Whether

to quibble.
it's

51

the exact figure

is

theirs or

mine

mine), to tolerate the presence of 300,000 North Viet-

namese, sanctioned by a
ternational conference

juridical

Because

unacceptable.

absolutely

agreement,

ratified

by an in-

and therefore by the whole world,


like

it's

is

recognizing their

maintain that

right to call themselves liberators, their right to

Vietnam is one country from Hanoi to Saigon, but belonging


to Hanoi and not to Saigon. Do I make myself clear, Mademoiselle? I maintain that to accept an army of 300,000 soldiers in a country means to recognize the sovereignty of such
an army over that country. It means to consider the North
Vietnamese

of aggressors.

instead

liberators

as

And con-

means to consider the South Vietnamese army as


mercenary
army of the Americans. In short, turning everya
thing upside down. And this is what I said to Kissinger: "But,
Dr. Kissinger, don't you understand that by doing this you
place the legal government of South Vietnam in the position
sequently

it

of a puppet
O.F.:

But

govemment

installed

after the armistice,

by the Americans?"

the North Vietnamese

would with-

draw from South Vietnam, wouldn't they?


N.V.T.:

Eh

hien, the

say so. That's

honest.

minds,
against

If
if

agreement doesn't say so

why

say to the

you don't have something


you

really don't

No,

it

doesn't

at

the

back of your

intend to renew your aggression

South Vietnam, why do you

business of leaving an

at all.

North Vietnamese: "Let's be

army here?

insist so

After

all!

much on

this

You demand that


days, you demand

American troops withdraw within sixty


kick out our allies, and then you want me to keep the
aggressor here. Mais cesi foul It's senseless, crazy!"
O.F. Mr. President, let's be realistic. What is there to fear with an
army of a million soldiers at your command?
N.V.T.: Voil la question. Everybody asks me the same thing. "Mr.
President, if you are so strong from the military and political
standpoint, what are you worried about?" I'll tell you what I'm
worried about. It's not at all difficult for a North Vietnamese
to learn the accent of the South and pass himself off as a
South Vietnamese. They too are Vietnamese. Among us
the

that

they're not at

all

recognizable like the Americans.

they already played that

little

trick

in

Haven't

Laos with the Pathet

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

52

Lao? In 1962, when the Americans withdrew from Laos, the


North Vietnamese were also supposed to withdraw. But do
you know that happened? The Americans went to the airport,

and one by one, from the

first

general to the last soldier, they

recorded their departure.

We

even knew the number:

forty-

Instead the North Vietnamese stayed in the

eight persons.

jungle speaking as Pathet Lao, disguised as Pathet Lao, and no

commission was ever able

control

were.

Mademoiselle,

that's

thing would happen here.

to find

Isn't

out

system.

their
it

how many

there

Exactly the same

happening already? They

learn the accent of the South, they spread through the villages,

they infiltrate Vietcong units and so

activists

ready to

Amricains,

how come
Changed

come

say,

become 300,000

together again as an army. Messieurs

does that sound acceptable to you?

And

les

then

you've changed your minds?

minds about what?


N.V.T.: Mademoiselle, I'll give you an example. When a thief
breaks into your house, there are two things you can do: either
call the police or get rid of him yourself. But if you call the
police, and the police come, and instead of arresting the thief
say to you: "Come on, make peace with this thief, you must

O.F.:

their

accept the fact that he's already in your house, cheer up, sign
this
I

paper to legalize his presence in your house

get

mad. And

answer, "Eh, Mr. Policeman, have

,"

then

we gone
that we

tell me that we must arrest thieves,


must call the police, that we must defend ourselves, and now
you tell me that I must accept the thief in writing? How come?
First you were so afraid of the thief, and now you aren't any
more? Now you actually authorize him to steal my things?
Monsieur le policier! Mais alorsl"
O.F.: It really drives you out of your mind, doesn't it, Mr. Presi-

crazy? First you

dent?
N.V.T.: Bien sur! Because, Mademoiselle,

what kind of peace

peace that gives the North Vietnamese the right


troops here?

What

kind of treaty

presence here de facto?

though

it

was

to

my

is

to

is

keep their

a treaty that legalizes their

proposed another solution, even

disadvantage.

said,

"Let the North Viet-

namese troops withdraw simultaneously with the American


troops, then I promise to demobilize the same number of sol-

Nguyen Van Thieu

145,000

North

the

If

diers.

soldiers,

Vietnamese,

53

withdraw

example,

for

demobilize 145,000

soldiers.

they with-

If

draw 300,000, I demobilize 300,000." They didn't accept.


Why? I know why. They need all their troops so as to have a
fine bloodbath.

O.F.:

Mr. President, do you think that the ceasefire

about

will bring

bloodbath?

no need to take
and in his
propaganda. He keeps saying that the North Vietnamese don't
want a communist government in South Vietnam, they don't
want a bloodbath in South Vietnam, they don't want to take

Oui

N.V.T.:

bien

seriously

sur!

There's

inevitable.

It's

what Pham Van Dong

says in interviews

over South Vietnam, but he only keeps saying

Americans who are

Quang

posed to forget the massacres around

it

to quiet the

Are we perhaps sup-

afraid of a bloodbath.

An

Tri, at

Loc,

on Highway One, which is now called Horror Road? Are we


supposed to forget what they did in 1968 in Hue, during the
Tet offensive? And what did they do in Hanoi after they took
power?

talked about this with Kissinger too.

Kissinger, so should

we have

sacrificed

we have fought

told him: "Dr.

should

for eighteen years,

hundreds of thousands of

human

lives in

order to have a million heads cut off after the cease-fire?

want
If

to

sign

go

down

man who

in history as a

what you want, within

And I
people who

bath.

six

months

there'll

care nothing for the applause of the


cry,

too
too!

be a blood-

moment,

bravo, bravo! Vive la paixf

'Bravo,

brought peace.

the
care

about what happens afterward."


O.F.: So,

in

your opinion, Nixon and Kissinger

Mr. President, how do you

made

a mistake.

explain the fact that they

made

a mistake?

N.v.T.

It's

simple; they were too impatient to

and

patient to negotiate

sign.

When

munists, you mustn't set a deadline.


that

you want

as

soon

as possible

dangerous

vantage of you.

It's

oners must be

home

before the

You

to repatriate prisoners as

conclude peace

peace, too im-

mustn't

soon

tell

them

as possible

otherwise

and

they take ad-

them candidly, "The

pris-

by Christmas. Peace must be reached

end of the

elections, before the

to tell

make

you deal with the com-

presidential

New

Year

mandate, before the new

..."

It's

huge mistake be-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

54
cause they

and

know

the Western mentahty, Western democracy,

They know

so they blackmail you.

United States

president of the

Congress

what

will

be

after

are they able to

very well that

...

told the

Americans,

In other words,

He

set.

himself!

they exploit the opposition, discredit the government, and

one must be patient

*'Be patient,

No

with the communists, more patient than they."


O.F.

the

him to make him keep his promise. And


show? That President Nixon is incapable

of bringing peace by the date that he himself

And

if

the whole

deadline,

sets

Mr. President, you expected

use.

just

what has

happened.
N.V.T.: Mademoiselle!
I

know

1968,

North or South, we

the Vietnamese a

when

are all Vietnamese,

and

better than the Americans. In

many

the peace talks opened in Paris,

asked me, "Mr. Thieu,

And

little

when do you

people

think the talks will end?"

communists agree to
Not that they
want peace. What they want is a bombing halt in order to
catch their breath and launch another offensive. By taking advantage of this pause, they'll try to inflict another Dien Bien
Phu on us." More or less what they did during the Geneva
Conference of 1954. In Geneva they did nothing but waste
time and they played the same game that they've been playing
for four years in Paris. But when they won at Dien Bien Phu,
I

answered, ''Vous savez

negotiate,

it

means

they were quick to

that they

come

to

If

need

the

to negotiate.

an agreement.

If

it

hadn't been for

Dien Bien Phu, the Geneva Conference would

still

be going

on.
O.F.:

Mr. President, allow

me

to think that this talk

tell

about patience

What

wasn't the only thing you said to Kissinger.

else did

you

him?

N.V.T.: Voil.

You

are a giant,

told

him.

anything because you have nothing

to

You

don't care about

be afraid

of.

You weigh

you swallow the wrong pill you


don't even notice it. Your organism neutralizes it. But I'm just
a little man, maybe even a little sick. I weigh hardly a
hundred pounds, and if I swallow the same pill I can die of it.
two hundred pounds, and

You

are a great boxer.

if

You walk through

broad shoulders, your big muscles, and

you

in the

the streets with your


if

stomach, you don't even notice

someone punches

it.

At the most, you

Nguyen Van Thieu

him with a contemptuous smile. Inand maybe I'm not even a boxer

turn around and look at

I'm a

stead

my

because

someone

little

55

boxer,

me

physical constitution won't allow

me

gives

same punch,

the

such

sport. If

on the ground

fall

like a

So you can allow yourself the luxury of accepting such an


agreement. I can't. To you a bad agreement blows neither hot
nor cold. For me it's a question of life and death. A//ons,
rag.

done!

What

300,000 North Vietnamese

are

you? Nothing.

to

What is the loss of South Vietnam to you? Not even a speck


on the map of the wodd. What's more, the loss of South Viet-

nam might
China,

it

even be

wodd

helps your

me

Amricains, for

Moscow and

your convenience.

to

for

helps to contain

me. Messieurs

les

not a question of choosing between

it's

Peking.

But

strategy.

It

It's

a question of

choosing between

life

and death.
O.F.: I'd like to

know what he answered!

N.V.T.: Mademoiselle, his strategic idea of the world


liant.

is

very bril-

Southeast Asia controlled by the Russians, or an In-

and

in order to control

dochina controlled by the Russians,


contain China.

The

Chinese, so

necessary to ask the Russians to contain the

it's

Russians are

Chinese and oppose Indochina

to

less

them

dangerous than the


as a threat

on the

southern borders of China, et cetera, et cetera, amen. Good,


very good!

the strategic points.

isn't

But

who

for the

looks at the

map and marks

poor captain leading his com-

and woods, for the poor captain climbing


under enemy fire and sleeping in trenches, in mud, it
so good at all. He doesn't have any global interests on this

pany through
hills

general

like a

It's

planet.

He

rivers

doesn't even have anything to give in exchange.

He

doesn't have the Middle East to exchange for Vietnam, Ger-

many
life

for Japan, Russia for

what he

risks

to fall

is

and Peking, which


Voil
far,

China!

He

has only the question of

or death for seventeen and a half million inhabitants.

too

le

is

the

same

problme, Messieurs

far;

we

And

under the aegis of Hanoi. Or of Moscow


thing.
les

Amricains!

can't allow ourselves to

do

You

that.

look very

You're not

only a great boxer, a giant, you're also a very powerful busi-

nessman and can afford the luxury of saying, 'Tve spent a


now must make an exchange, and business is busi-

dollar but

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

56
ness,

money

doesn't count, and allez hop!

The

back only ten cents.

ninety

me

Ninety cents are nothing!" For


cigar

and pay

a dollar for

need those ten cents

American

friends.

interest

in survival.

world

is

among

it,

am

it's

must

to eat.

lose

who

not

resell

don't

mind

gives a

buy

a
I

don't have your global interests;

dear

only

Ah, these great powers who divide the

They have an open market

themselves!

where and what does

my
my

country,

little

damn?

for a dollar ten.

like that. If
it

getting

it

matter

if this

market costs the

every-

life

of a

small country?
O.F.: In other words,

Mr. President, you think that Kissinger was

in the name of his world strategy.


Eh hieriy I don't know if that was exactly his intention. It
may even be that he believed, in good faith, that it was a good

about

to sell

Vietnam

N.V.T.:

agreement.
be.
O.F.:

That

And

so

is

Anyway

him: "Doctor

told

you won. At

Where does

it

put you, Mr. President,

sign without you? Kissinger said


ference:

"With

to

be or not to

N.V.T.: Allons done!

they

To

if

we

have

the Americans

already

wouldn't have waited until today!

we reach an agreement

will

sign what? If they

would

if

clearly in his last press con-

it

respect to Saigon,

that the president considers just,

selves,

moment. Your "no" prethe moment. But for how

least for the

vented the agreement. At least for


long?

the question for us!"

go ahead."

wanted

to sign

by them-

signed.

They

certainly

The

fact that they haven't

signed by the date set by themselves, with or without the consent of South Vietnam,

allows

me

to

think that President

Nixon has thought it over and understood that such a signing


would have meant abandoning South Vietnam.
But I want to answer you in a more direct way. Mademoiselle, because you are not the first person to ask me: "If the
United States abandons you, what do you do?" Here's my answer: "I suppose we'll fight until the last cartridge and that
then the communists will conquer us." It's certain. There can
be no doubt. The French abandoned us in 1954, and as a
result, half of Vietnam fell into communist hands. If the
United States repeats what the French did, the other half of
Vietnam will end up the same way. Because once the Americans have gone away with a signed agreement, the Russians

Nguyen Van Thieu

57

and Chinese won't leave us in peace. And where is there


another power that could help us like the United States has

Maybe

helped us?

we'll find other countries ready to give us a

hand, but none of them would have the means of the United
States.

No, no,

if

America abandons

us,

for us

it's

the end.

The complete, absolute end, and there's no use discussing it


any more. Remember Tibet? No one intervened in Tibet, not
even the United Nations, and now Tibet is communist. When
a country

but
O.F.:

cannot

let itself

resist

Mr. President, doesn't

much on
N.V.T.:

is

nothing

it

can do

it

seem

to

you

that you've

counted too

the Americans?
can't

still

moment
doned."

an invasion, there

be invaded.

still
I

make such
come

hasn't

have

to

judgment. Mademoiselle!

me

for

to

say,

go on explaining myself

The

'Tve been abanto the

Americans,

you see what I mean. Maybe I've


But in my place you
it's true.
much,
them
too
counted on
like mine, to keep
country
A
small
would have done the same.
aid to ecomilitary
from
its independence, needs everything
nomic. Oh, sure I counted a lot on the Americans, sure! I still
count on them, despite everything! If you don't trust your

who

look too far ahead,

if

friends,

then

who

should you

Until the day she abandons

trust?

day you get a divorce, there has


O.F.: Well,

a little trust

friend

is

you or you abandon


be

to

trust,

must have come back

like a wife.

her, until the

doesn't there?
to

you when the

Americans resumed the bombing of Hanoi. Here in Saigon we


said: 'Thieu must have toasted the news with champagne!"
certainly
Nobody loves war.
make war gives me no joy. So the
bombing of Hanoi doesn't make me drink champagne, just as
the rockets falling on Saigon don't make me drink champagne.
But frankly, and since this war exists, we have to do it. And on
the day when these bombings are again suspended, I'll ask Mr.

N.V.T.: Let's get

one thing

straight.

don't love war. Having to

Nixon:

"Why? What do you hope

to

do you think you've achieved?" No,


for the
to

bombings

achieve that

They have
purpose, wc have
to end.

speaking as a soldier,
atrocious

it

is.

tell

you

achieve that way?

What

won't be the one to pray

a purpose,
to

and

if

we want

bomb. Mademoiselle,

that the shorter the

war the

less

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

58

what advocates of the atomic bomb say, Mr. President.


an advocate of the atomic bomb. I'm not talking
about the atomic bomb. I'm talking about
Have you ever
heard of gradualism? Well, in my opinion, gradualism is no
way to cure an illness. Especially when the illness has been
going on a long time, it should be cured in a hurry, with drastic medicine. Mademoiselle, war is an illness. Nobody likes it,
but when it gets a grip on you, it has to be cleared up quickly.
Without gradualism. The gradualism of President Johnson was
untenable. He never realized this simple truth: either you fight
a war or you don't. And the gradualism pursued by the Americans after Johnson has been the same. The Americans have
been bombing for years, not bombing, bombing again, reducing, escalating, above the twentieth parallel, below the twentieth parallel
But what is all this? War? That's not war,
it's half a war. C'est une demi-guerre.
So far we have fought
half a war, une demi-guerre. And I tell you that had we attacked North Vietnam with a classical war, had we continually
bombed North Vietnam, had we landed troops in North Vietnam, the war would be over today. And let me add that if
peace negotiations fail, there is only one way to end this war:
to carry the war to North Vietnam. In every sense, including

O.F.: That's

N.V.T.: I'm not

landing troops.
O.F.:

Do you mean

to say that

landing troops

is still

under consider-

ation?
N.V.T.:

Why

not,

if

the Americans are ready to do

it? If

the Ameri-

When
nobody can! But let me
I was defense minister and the Americans began bombing in
June 1965, one of them asked me, ''Monsieur le Ministre, do
you think these bombings will end the war in three months?"
And I answered, "It depends on you Americans." Then I
repeated the example of the boxer. "You are a big boxer and
North Vietnam is a little boxer. If you want to, you can knock
him down in the first round. If you don't want to and you
cans can't do

explain better.

it,

prolong the match until the ninth round, the public


discouraged and

demand

its

money

may

get

back. But even worse:

while prolonging the match you get a cramp, that

little

if

oppo-

nent might even beat you. Allans, done! Soyez de grands boxeursl

Knock him down

in the first

round. You'll never get any-

Nguyen Van Thieu

59

where by bombing gradually. On the contrary, you'll furnish


Giap with an argument to maintain that a small country like
North Vietnam can resist American might. They are putting
you to the test, Messieurs les Amricainsl Don't go through the
motions of bombing, don't

fight a psychological war,

fight a

war!"

Mademoiselle,
bardments.

I've

been through them

Japanese were here.

endure bombing

bomwhen the

of us have been through American

all

And

myself, in 1942,

remind you that

not so difficult

it's

after a while you get in the habit, espeyou have good shelters. Thus, after the first bombings,
the North Vietnamese were completely discouraged. And the
morale of the population was low, and in Hanoi they were expecting a landing. But the Americans didn't insist, and
The Americans kill for five minutes, then they give four minto

cially

if

utes breathing space, then they

me

Mr. President, allow

O.F.:

Don't you

on

whom

feel

uneasy

bombs

the

at the

kill

again.

Or simply human.

be naive.

to

thought that those poor wretches

Hanoi

are falling in

are

Vietnamese

like

yourself?
N.V.T.: Mademoiselle!
like myself.

know

Deep

that to

that the

end

in

know

my

very well that they're Vietnamese

heart,

don't enjoy

war you have

end of the war

in

to

it

at all.

But

bomb them, and

also

know

South Vietnam means the end of


you think that they've had

the war in North Vietnam. Don't

enough of it too? Do you think that they suffer only from the
bombings? Can you imagine what it means to sustain the burden of an expeditionary force to the South? They have nothing
because of that expeditionary force.

to eat

many dead by now! Together


to today, they
in

my

else,

secret

have had 1,057,000 dead. Look,

documents. And then they

the North Vietnamese.

They

suffer

suffer

suited to their mentality, to their

they've had so

have

it

here

from something

from

regime that

way of life. Communism is no good for the Vietnamese. They are too individualistic, and
assure you that only a few million out of twenty
assure you that the
million in the North are communists.
great majority of them would rise up if there were a landing.
Which seems to me unlikely with all the problems that Nixon
isn't

O.F.

And

with the Vietcong, from 1964

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

6o

has to face with Congress, the Senate, with pubHc opinion


that has

had enough of

this

war and demands

that he give

it

up, Mr. President.


N.V.T.: That's another matter.

cident that

was the

know Nixon's problems;

first

to

it's

no

ac-

applaud his doctrine. In June

1969, when I made that trip to Taiwan and South Korea,


Chiang Kai-shek and Chung Hee Park asked me, "But what's
going on? Is it true that the Americans want to withdraw their
troops from Vietnam? Why do you accept such a thing? Why
don't you ask them to stay until the end of the war?" And I answered,

"It's

not a matter of preventing the Americans from

withdrawing their troops.

It's

a matter of resolving the

by replacing their troops with an army of


the

army they should have given

Mademoiselle.

In

when

1954,

me

my

problem

own. Namely,

a long time ago." Yes,

the French pulled out,

the

Americans had already foreseen that the North Vietnamese


would attack us just as the North Koreans had attacked South
Korea. And if they had furnished us with an army, there

would have been no need

come in order
ever. And when

said,

"Help

We'll fight alone."

realized that,

tion,

me
And

and Nixon began

to
I

to

by their presence

million

men withdrawn

that's left

is

in

for-

South

risked being sent to the

help you. Give us a strong army.


agreed with Nixon on Vietnamiza-

withdraw

his troops,

the history of war has anyone seen an

can

them

asked

an immediate problem, not

Vietnam, two American presidents


devil,

We

to ask for their help.

to resolve

to

and when

army of over

in

a half

The only thing AmeriAnd Vietnamization has worked

in four years?

the air force.

splendidly, as everyone recognizes, and things have gone just


said. I had even said that there would be an attack before
American elections, another in 1973
Mr. President, allow me one observation. I'm not at all sure

as

the
O.F.:

that everyone recognizes the success of Vietnamization.

If

it

hadn't been for the American air force, the North Vietnamese
would have won their Easter offensive.
N.V.T.: Oui. D' accord. But Vietnamization couldn't be done in a
day, Mademoiselle. Not even in a year. We knew it would
take from five to seven years, and so it's not yet finished. It's
true that we would have lost in the face of Giap's attack, if it

Nguyen Van Thieu

61

who

hadn't been for American air power. But

took

Quang

Tri

and Binh Dinh? Who stopped the North Vietnamese at An


Log and Kontum? The Americans maybe? Vietnamization
will be complete only when our air force has been strengthened.

Mr. President? But you have plenty of planes,

O.F.: Strengthened,

reconnaissance planes, cargo planes, while the

helicopters,

North Vietnamese have nothing but two or three MiGs!


one arrives at the Saigon airport

When
N.V.T.:

selle.

them,

We

have the planes but we don't have the

We

to train

we do

We

don't have the technicians.

them. And that takes

before? Because

it

first

pilots,

still

Why

a year or two.

we had

Mademoi-

have to teach
didn't

army!

to see to the

we wouldn't be ready before 1973. That's why


the communists demand the suppression of the Vietnamization program and are afraid of it. Do you know how long it
takes to create a modern army?
always said that

O.F.:

Mr. President,
started talking

don't understand anything any more.

We

about peace, and here we are

talk-

more or

ing again about war.

less

Do

you want

to

end the war or win the

war?
N.V.T.:

like

want

to

Giap.

end

And

it,

Mademoiselle. I'm not looking

what do we have
treaty tomorrow, what

say,

I'll

you what.

tell

for victories

speaking as a soldier, not a politican,


to

win by

will

war?

we have won

Inflation,

God know how many

this

If

in

we

let

me

sign a peace

South Vietnam?

hundreds of thousands of dead,


a million refugees, a

cities destroyed,

month
means to have

million soldiers to be paid each

Fighting the war

lost the war, even if


own country really
the victory is set down in black and white in an armistice. In
fact, the art of war is to carry the war into enemy territory, to
destroy in enemy territory', as Giap could explain to you very
well. In that sense, he has every right to say that he's won the
ask you: If we sign a peace treaty tomorrow,
war. And again

in

your

what have we won? Have we perhaps conquered a square inch


of territory in North Vietnam? Have we perhaps won a seat in
the North Vietnamese parliament?

nothing.

peace

We

treaty.

have

lost in

We

have

won

nothing,

order to exchange our defeat for a

Mademoiselle! They've called

me

intransigent.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

02

How

man

can a

ate with the

be called intransigent

NLF,

man who

before the elections? Are the various

Duans,

Vo Nguyen

So how long

ready to negoti-

is

Giaps ready

down

month

Pham Van Dongs, Le

to negotiate

with

me? Are

down?

they ready to step


O.F.:

who

ready to step

is

will this

war

Mr. President? Years, months,

last,

weeks?
N.V.T.:

Did you ever put

O.F.: Yes, but

that question to

Giap?

almost four years ago.

And what did he answer?


He told me the war might even

N.V.T.:
O.F.:

N.V.T.: Voil la rponse. This

wants, that

were able

is

war

war

go on for

he wants

for as long as

to carry the

go on for twenty years,

will

to

as

impose

long as Giap
it

on

us.

North, as he has brought

to the

If
it

to

the South, then you would have every right to put such a

question to

me and

insist

on an answer. But now

can only

you an opinion. Either peace will come within a few


weeks, let's say a month, or the war will go on for another
three or four years. It's too difficult to stop a war based on
give

guerrillas.

thousand?

Twelve

How many guerrillas were there in Malaya? Ten


And how long did it take the British to beat them?

years.

It's

hard to fight a war being waged by hoo-

ligans.

Did you tell that to General Haig when he came here? Because from what I understand, you didn't exactly throw your
arms around each other, you and Haig.
N.V.T.: Eh bieUy Mademoiselle, vous savez ... He calls me Mr.

O.F.:

President,

We

call

didn't have

him Mr. General,

much

to say to

here you are, General. Tell

And he

me

or rather General, so

each other.
in

said to

him, "So

what capacity you're here."

answered, "I'm here to explain President Nixon's point

of view."

Then

as a negotiator,

pointed out to

him

he was here only

this point of view,

General."

He

that

he wasn't even here

as a messenger. "Let's hear

explained

it

to

me.

listened

him only that would answer Nixon directly, by


a personal letter. And I would give this letter to him, Haig, in
his capacity as messenger. Haig went away, next day he came
back, and
gave him the letter. "Voil la lettre, mon general.
Bon voyage. Au revoir.'' I keep explaining myself to the Ameriand then

told

Nguyen Van Thieu

And

cans.

go on and on,

in the

63

hope that

they'll

understand

me. The day that they tell me, "We don't understand you,
Mr. Thieu, and so we abandon you ..." Bon! You'll see me

to

Saigon

to see

me.

just.

he's
.

about

Maybe

dent, in

my

treaty."

Then

come

to

hasn't yet

moment.
reach an agreement that to him seems

to

tell

it

wasn't the right

to come and tell me, "Mr.


moment has come to sign a

about

he's

opinion the
I'll

why he

don't understand

I'm ready

him

I'm always expecting

come. Maybe he thought

Maybe

... Of course

day

react to their peace. Until that


to receive Kissinger again!

him, "Have a

seat.

Presi-

peace

Let's take a look at

what kind of peace you're talking about."


O.F.: And are you ready to invite him to breakfast,

as you've invited

me?
N.V.T.:

Why

not?

cuits,

why

good

as

If

the North Vietnamese offered

shouldn't

offer

him

breakfast?

I'm not an

enemy

it

like.

try

of Dr. Kissinger. I'm not even an

communists when they want

They can keep

it

in their

to discuss

doesn't ruin your digestion.

the North Vietnamese as North Vietnamese.

here.

tea and bismanners are as

Le Due Tho's. And you can always

things while eating, as long as

are the

him

My

Mademoiselle, when the war

is

for as

over,

of

communism

to bring

own house

enemy

My only enemies

I'll

long as they

be more than

And even go to have supper


mon general! Let's talk a
I'm from the South. You have a

ready to shake hands with Giap.

home. And

in his
little.

lot

say to him, "A/ors,

You're from the North,

of coal and

railroad

have

from Hanoi

to

a lot of rice.

thanks for the supper, and


receiving you as
O.F.:

How many

my

will

Now

have the honor of

guest in Saigon?"

One would say


mind! What do you think
N.V.T.: Mademoiselle,

the

when

name of Giap, Mr.


you always have that name in
of Giap?

times you've mentioned the

President!

means

Let's build a beautiful

Saigon and exchange our goods.

Asian

that

think he's been a good general but by no

Napoleon

that

he

thinks

he

greatness was invented by the French press after

is.

Giap's

Dien Bien
Phu. And Dien Bien Phu is still his only great victory, though
it wasn't the extraordinary victory he thinks it was and that the
French have always maintained in their newspapers. From a

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

64

Dien Bien Phu was an easy battle for


at Dien Bien Phu: neither
nor artillery. Giap had only to use waves of

military standpoint,

The French had nothing

Giap.

planes, nor tanks,

and the

assault troops

honest.

What

Not even
in

tactic of rotating his divisions. Let's

a tenth of their

Indochina

be

did the French really lose at Dien Bien Phu?

Any French

army.

time will

at the

tell

you

was by no means completely defeated;

general

who was

French army
had sent them

that the
if

Paris

reinforcements, they would have been able to defend even

North Vietnam.
The French didn't

war at Dien Bien Phu because of


Dien Bien Phu because it had already been lost in France, politically, psychologically, morally. It's Giap who's got the idea in his head that he did something militarily decisive at Dien Bien Phu. And ever since he's
done nothing but look for his new Dien Bien Phu, without
understanding that a modern army today hasn't much in common with the French army in the 1950s. Giap's error, in this
war, has been not to recognize the extraordinary strength of
the American army and also to underestimate my army.
O.F.: Mr. President, we've been talking about the North Vietnamese and nothing else. So I think the moment has come to talk
about the Vietcong and the other disagreement you had with
Giap.

The war was

lose the

lost at

Kissinger.

N.V.T.: Trs bien.

maintain that the

the Americans in October

is

political

formula accepted by

an untrustworthy formula by

which the North Vietnamese are trying to impose a coalition


government on us. I maintain that we'll never accept such a
formula, no matter how it's disguised, since I'm not imposing
any government on Hanoi and I don't want Hanoi to impose
something on Saigon. The constitution of North Vietnam says
that Vietnam is one, indivisible, from Lao Kai to Ca Mau.
The constitution of South Vietnam says the same. Vietnam is
one from Ca Mau to Lao Kai, and so forth. But there is still a
de facto situation: two

states

North Vietnam and the

own government,

its

state

own

Therefore each of the two

state

of
its

parliament,

its

own

constitution.

must decide its political future


Like Germany. Like Korea. Do

states

without the other interfering.

The

of South Vietnam, each with

within this nation.

Nguyen Van Thieu


I

make myself

clear?

two

said

Like Korea. Like Germany.

When

tion.

Personally

it

two

states,

Two

such a reunification
can't see

65

states

states,

two

states.

waiting for reunifica-

come, God only knows.

will

happening before another twenty years


have always asked that North Viet-

or so, and for this reason

nam and South Vietnam

be admitted to the United Nations.

But the Vietcong

O.F.:

exist,

Mr. President, and they are South

Vietnamese. They should participate

in

the political

of

life

South Vietnam.

nam. So

say:

let

on the

part of

North Viet-

the political future of South

Vietnam be

N.V.T.: Yes, but without interference

decided by ourselves and the communists of South Vietnam.

NLF, I agree
having them as a

agree to negotiate with the

with them,

But

future.

agree to

this

a matter of

is

North Vietnamese
I

want

politics!

to negotiate freely

to

organize elections

]X)litical

South Vietnamese

party in the
politics,

not

don't want impositions by Hanoi;

with the

NLF! But how can

do so

the North Vietnamese stay here disguised as Vietcong?

if

Made-

moiselle, not even the Liberation Front could negotiate freely

me

with

while having three hundred thousand North Viet-

namese armed with

artillery weapons on its back! So I repeat:


and the Vietcong. We'll understand each
other better, and more quickly. We are all South Vietnamese
and I know that most of the Vietcong who have been fighting
for twenty years don't want to invade South Vietnam! How

leave us alone, us

could they

if

they are South Vietnamese?

only want to participate in the political

and
O.F.:

they

if

know

that they

of the country

Have you ever

N.V.T.: But

life

tried to

how can

if

open

talks

with them, Mr. President?

the North Vietnamese are here?

the North Vietnamese are here? This

is

what

How
1

can

keep on

repeating to the Americans and what they don't understand.


Let's

suppose that

thing by the

can she?

men
only
free
I'll

way

Madame

are the

want to meet with Madame Binh, somemight even like to do. How can 1? How
Binh isn't free to speak to me; her spokes-

that

North Vietnamese!

tell

you. Mademoiselle, that

when the North Vietnamese leave will the Vietcong feel


to come and speaV with me. And they'll come. Because

invite

them, and because they

will

no longer be controlled

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

66

The fact is that


Mademoiselle, two or three
we had something here called the "Chu Hoi movement." Chu Hoi means, more or less, "Vietcong deserter."
Well, at a certain point their number was very high: about two
hundred thousand. And this worried the North Vietnamese
by others.

years ago

if you let the Chu Hoi conSo what did the North Vietnamese do? They scattered themselves through the villages and in

immensely, because, obviously,

tinue there'd be

Vietcong units

And

deserting.

no

NLF

to

replace the Vietcong or keep

left.

agreement with Dr. Kissinger

a result of the first?

is

understand that the main problem


three
O.F.

them from

don't you understand that this second dis-

is still

Don't you

the presence of those

hundred thousand North Vietnamese?

Yes, Mr. President, but you go a


facto a coalition government.

Vietcong

in the politics of

If

further by rejecting ipso

little

you are ready

to

accept the

South Vietnam, why do you

reject

the idea of a coalition government?

what

N.V.T.: Because

government,

it

for a coalition

nists,

reject

government!

yes or no?

government

mean

a coalition

simply means Vietcong participation

Because what

elections!

tions

said so far doesn't at all

So even

A
if

is

the

demand by

have

to

the

government is the result of elecone day there should even be a

Saigon completely controlled by the

in

this will

in

other people

come about through

commu-

elections.

Yes or

no? Not a prefabricated government. Not a government imposed

What am

by Hanoi.

months

basically

for discussions with the

come

to

tions,

and

an agreement with the


finally the elections

NLF,

NLF

on

asking

plus three

Three
months to

for?

and organize the

one-man-one-vote

elecbasis.

what do they expect of me? What, more


than this? I represent a legal government, and I submit to
holding discussions with those who would like illegally to take
God
my place, I agree to having them in the elections

Allons, done! But

damn

it!

even accept the

possibility

that they

may

win,

though I'm ready to bet that won't happen; I'll cut my throat if
they win
No, no. Mademoiselle. They represent too
small a percentage of the population. Their number is around
.

one hundred thousand. From


thousand and
.

fifty

thousand

to

one hundred

Nguyen Van Thieu

who
may even be

O.F.: Plus those


sis

of those

facts

are

now

Mr. President, your analy-

in prison.

convincing, at

But examined

first.

you don't mention,

67

it's

less

in the light

convincing.

How

can

you organize real elections with the thousands of Vietcong and


suspected Vietcong who fill the prisons and concentration
camps of South Vietnam?
N.V.T.:

I'll

answer that reproach right away.

When

you're at war,

obvious that you put in prison anyone working for the

it's

enemy who

is

making war on you.

It

happens

coun-

in every

And

those who today


who have participated in acts of murder
or other atrocities. And there are less of them than you think.
Nevertheless, when peace comes, even their problem will be
try.

C'est las normalit, Mademoiselle.

are in prison are those

resolved.

ask nothing better than an exchange of prisoners.

Civilians,

everybody. Well, the North Vietnamese

military,

have refused

this too.

And

say,

how come?

am

ready to

exchange ten thousand North Vietnamese prisoners of war and


some thousands of civilian detainees for five hundred Ameri-

POWs. I'm ready to give free passage to all of them.


North Vietnamese, Cambodians, Laotians, Vietcong, civilians, all of them, and they're still not happy! Certainly such
an exchange would have to take place when the war is over,
can

not before! Do you know what the real problem is? It's that the
Americans have shown too much anxiety, too much concern
about those five hundred prisoners in Hanoi, and now the
North Vietnamese use them as though they were merchandise
to

O.F.:

impose their

And

political conditions.

the neutralists, Mr. President?

It's

disgusting.

From what

understand,

they constitute the majority of a population that's had

enough

of everything: Thieu, the Vietcong, the Americans, the North

Vietnamese, the war

N.V.T.: They're not the majority of the population. If


say.

Mademoiselle,

it

were

as

majority of the South Vietnamese has great fear of the


munists.

fear that

you

wouldn't be here. Believe me, the great

com-

was crystallized by the Tet offensive and

by the massacres that took place around the time of the Easter
offensive. There's

during the

flag

no other way

campaign. All

everybody bought a

flag

to explain

what happened here

do was say the word and


or painted the colors of our flag on the
I

had

to

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

68

Do

fap ades of their houses.

you

really think that certain things

can be imposed by an order? Mademoiselle


neutralists as
let

myself worry about them.

look on the

idiots,

and don't

feel very sorry for

them, the

because they lend themselves

neutralists,

...

poor innocents, or rather poor

communist

to the

game. They're so naive. They think they're acting

politically

communists lead them by the nose. It would


be better if they joined the Vietcong units and fought with
weapons. I'd have much more respect for them. This way they
are neither politicians nor soldiers, they take risks on one side
or the other, and
Soyons srieux, Mademoiselle! How
can anyone be a neutralist in Vietnam?
and they

let

the

O.F.:

why

Is this

ties in

N.V.T.:

you've issued a decree suppressing opposition par-

Vietnam, Mr. President?

Mon

Dieu!

The

decree

suppress them.

isn't to

to

It's

courage them to unite. There are twenty-seven legal

en-

political

South Vietnam, plus forty illegal ones. Such an


abundance would be a luxury even in peacetime just imagparties in

And

ine in time of war.

not forget that our constitution

let's

encourages the two-party system.


peace agreement

months we

is

arrive at

fighting the

that, at the

is

communists

legal

ones are on the other.

Isn't

to

win? So

suppose that the

suppose that

in*

three

NLFwhat

moment when we

are

where the communists are on one


political parties and forty illegal

and twenty-seven

want

let's

the game called democracy, an

in

electoral battle takes place


side

let's

an understanding with the

What happens

happens?

Now

signed in Paris,

said, let's

it

better to regroup a

little,

if

we

regroup our minor parties into no

more than six major parties. Mademoiselle, ga suffit! It seems


me enough for a country of seventeen and a half million in-

to

habitants! Politics doesn't have to be irresponsibility. Allons,

done!
O.F.:

Mr. President, we've been talking a lot about democracy and


So I feel entitled to ask you a disagreeable question.
What do you have to say to those who call you the dictator of
elections.

South Vietnam?
N.V.T.: Tiensl

we should

knew you'd
take this

ask that! Mademoiselle,

down

too

on your tape

don't

know

recorder, but

take a look at the countries of Southeast Asia

and then

tell

if
.

me

Nguyen Van Thieu


which ones can be

called democratic according to your con-

cept of democracy. Thailand? Korea?


moiselle!

nam

...
still

is

69

In all sincerity,

it

The

seems

to

Philippines?

me

most democratic country.


like, but democracy

the

democratic as you would

can be applied

that

racy as they have

it

in
in

Maybe
is

Made-

South Viet-

that

not as

not a standard

an identical way everywhere. Democas you have it in Europe,

America, or

exist here yet. We're not yet ready for it. Don't forget
has never known a democratic life in the sense
Vietnam
that
that you give to this expression. Up until 1945 we were a
French colony. Until 1954 we were dominated by the Vietminh. Until 1963 we were under President Diem. So I allow

cannot

myself

to state that

democracy, here, only began

to exist in

1963 when Thieu became president.


O.F.:

But what kind of democracy

is

democracy

that offers only a

single candidate in elections? In the 1971 elections

you didn't

even have an opponent, Mr. President!


N.V.T.: Tiens, tiens. Mademoiselle!

We must judge these things in


We must remember that the

the context of South Vietnam.

would be the president who would


must remember that just at that time, that
is when there was no longer any political stability because my
opponents had withdrawn their candidacies, the North Vietnamese were grouping their divisions beyond the demilitarized
zone and along the frontier with Cambodia, in preparation for
launching a new offensive. Well, while this was happening, a
lot of people came to me and said, "Mr. Thieu, if the others
withdraw their candidacies, you too must withdraw. Otherwise
it's
not democracy." And I answered, "Our constitution
president elected in 1971

discuss peace.

We

doesn't stipulate that the elections are annulled

one candidate.

if

there

is

doesn't even say that a single candidate

It

only

must

That takes at least six or


months the North Vietnamese

step aside or look for an opponent.

seven months. In

have

all

six

or seven

the time they need to complete their preparations for

an offensive and

to attack us

say.

To

attack us just at the time

and political leadership. Good-by


South Vietnam. So say what you like. I'm staying. What's
your next question, Mademoiselle?

when we

O.F.:

are without military

brutal question,

Mr. President.

hate to be brutal, espe-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

yO

been so nice

cially since you've

and so

forth,

Here's the

but

have

to

mind

in

me,

What have you

first:

inviting

to

Who

of the

Amer-

says that?

Almost everyone. Does

O.F.: Everyone.

Do

O.F.: Yes,

"man

'?

icans

N.V.T.:

to breakfast

say about the fact that

you're called an "American puppet" or the

N.V.T.:

me

a series of brutal questions.

it

you?

really surprise

the Americans say so too?

many Americans.

Uhm

N.V.T.: Ah! Tiens!

American puppet,
interview. I'm an

man

Vietnamese, not the


as

Mademoiselle!

think

ally

am

of the Americans.
I've

man of the
am I an

the

Even

recently shown.

of the Americans, that's

less

Even
all.

in this

Go

on,

please.
O.F.:

I'll

go on. Question number two.

those
in

who

What do you have

to say to

accuse you of being corrupt, the most corrupt

man

Vietnam?

N.V.T.: Mademoiselle,

What

should

not even worth the trouble to answer.

it's

answer?

Once

machine to throw slander on


no stopping it. Such accusathey happen for a precise pur-

the

a president starts going, there's


tions don't

pose.

happen by

You can

error

you ever seen

only: have

correct an error, but not a purpose.


a president's

boardinghouse run by nuns

say to

you

daughter living in a

London? That's where mine

in

lives.

O.F.: Well, then let's put

it

another way, Mr. President.

you were born very poor?


N.V.T.: Very true. My father was an orphan

Is

it

true

that

when he

got married,

my mother

at

the age often.

And

supported the family by

bringing baskets of rice and coconuts to the village market.

Thirteen days
their

to study in

Hue. But

Paris.

had

of self-made

And

child, she

My

is it

to her,

my

river,

had

to sell

because she

elder brother was able

younger brother was able to study in


We're a family

to study in the village school.

men

today

sisters still carry

to sell like

O.F.:

first

hut and move to the other side of the

had no money. And, thanks

my

her

after the birth of

my

brothers are ambassadors.

But

chickens and baskets of rice to the market

my mother

did.

Oui,

true that today you're

c'est vrai.

immensely

rich, with

bank ac-

Nguyen Van Thieu

71

counts and houses in Switzerland, London, Paris, and Australia?

N.V.T.:

of

not true.

It's

my

son that

swear to you on the head of

own

don, nor a house in Paris, nor a house

house

Switzerland.

in

my

daughter and

nothing abroad. Neither a house in Lon-

nor

in Australia,

technology

sary

eras to

les

Amricains, you have

to discover this

photograph

me

Bring

it.

house,

all

the neces-

all

the necessary

photographs of

in

And

Switzerland some time ago through some Americans.

answered, ''Messieurs

heard the story about the house

cam-

house."

this

own something in Vietnam, and you want to know


An apartment in General Headquarters where, being a
general,
am entitled to two small bachelor apartments. So
only

what?

I've

combined them

keep

it

belong to me,

it

modernized

into one. I've

go on weekends. But

as a place to

it
it

a little,

and

doesn't really

And I'll give it back to


museum. Then I have a wooden
go when I want to water-ski. It's a

belongs to the army.

the army, transformed into a

house on the

river,

where

prefabricated house, very cheap.

lumbermen's union. Then

It

was given

to

have the house where

me
I

by the

was born,

which is the poorest in the village. People go by it and laugh.


"Look at the house of President Thieu!" Finally I own a little
land where I enjoy making agricultural experiments. And
there I grow rice and melons; I raise chickens, geese, pigs, and
even

fish,

Since
stead

since there's a pond. That's

I've

been president,

use President Diem's.

all.

haven't even bought a car


It's

in-

an old Mercedes with an

always breaking down. Can you imagine the


Vietnam returning solemnly from some trip, getting off the plane, and getting into this Mercedes that starts
and all of a sudden stops? So that the military police have to
push it in the hope of starting up the motor, and bang! bang!
must
bang! While the president is cursing, "God damn it!
buy a car!" Go on. Mademoiselle.

engine

that's

president of

O.F.: I'm

you
dent
N.V.T.:

going on, Mr. President. Question number four. Aren't


afraid of being killed?

For instance, assassinated

like Presi-

Diem?

No. Frankly, no.

protects

believe in

me. Mind you,

it's

God and

in the fact that

he

not that I'm a one-hundred-per-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

72
cent

In other words,

fatalist.

you and

there to protect
yourself.

On

the contrary,

you. But there's a limit to


clude, "I do

my

some

wouldn't be

con-

risks that

much

Mademoiselle,

Joking aside.

trust!"

me.
keep

it

shake hands with every-

my

attention;

And

nothing but complain.

protect

is up to God. Even he should


me, nest-ce-pas? After all, it's a

at all difficult to kill

body and don't pay

always

rest

responsibility for

of mutual

question

hand and help him to


everything, and in the end
a

duty and defend myself from the

such duty involves. The


take

is

therefore useless to protect

it's

think that one should do every-

God

thing possible to give

God

don't believe that

that

do

security agents

insisting,

''Messieurs les

I do my job, you do yours.


do it, so much the worse for you and me. I don't
damn. ]e men fous." I don't give a damn because

agents, quest-ce que cest que ga?i


If

you

can't

give a

how can you

avoid being killed if someone really wants to do


week I reviewed five thousand men of the defense
forces. Each one had a loaded rifle and all that was needed to kill
me was a single bullet from a single rifle. Nothing is simpler
it?

Last

than to assassinate a president of Vietnam. But


they since I've told
prefer to go

away

them

that

alive rather

it's

than dead? Furthermore, I'm not

obsessed by the idea of dying.

God knows how many

ting in

why should

not worth the trouble, that

And

I've

shown

it

battles until 1965,

by participa-

even recently

facing the North Vietnamese artillery and Vietcong gunfire.

No one
tum.

forced

was

went.

me

to

go to

Quang

Tri, to

Binh Long, or Kon-

a president, not a general at the front!

prayed to the Holy Virgin and then

And

still

went.

O.F.: You're very religious, eh?

N.V.T.: Oui, oui, oui! Beaucoup! Beaucoupl Every

Mass

my

troops

blood.
get
I

my

in

me

chapel and every evening

would

retake

Quang

pray.

Sunday

Tri without spilling too

even prayed when Dr. Kissinger came here

to accept things

was converted

after

hear

much

to try to

couldn't accept. I'm a true Catholic.

thinking about

was already a Catholic when

Church

also prayed that

it

for eight years.

married her

in 1951,

My

wife

and since

insisted that the marriage was valid only if I conwent to the priest and told him, "Monseigneur, I'm
an officer and I'm fighting a war. I have no time to study the

the

verted,

Nguyen Van Thieu

me

73

When

the war is over, I promise


and
convert." Then the war
you, I'll
it wasn't as
my
promise.
But
easy as I
ended and I kept
drove that
thought. I wanted to understand everything and
poor priest crazy with my questions. He was a country priest,
he didn't know how to answer. I had to find me a Dominican
Voyez bien, Mademoiselle, anything I do I like
father and

catechism. Give

time.

study the catechism

to

do

well.

Whether

it's

being converted, or playing tennis, or

riding a horse, or holding the office of president.


sibility

more than power. That's why

never be shared with others.


decide! Always!

may

like

respon-

power should
That's why I'm always the one to
I

say that

listen to others suggest

some

decision,

and then make the opposite decision. Oui, cest moi qui dcide. If one doesn't accept responsibility, one isn't worthy to be
the

chief and

Mademoiselle,

O.F.:

Thank you, Mr.

Now

me

ask

"Who's the chief here?"


O.F.: Who's the chief here?
N.v.T.
am! I'm the chief! Moi! Cest moi

le

this

question,

chef!

can go.
you leaving? Have we finished? Are you satisfied. Mademoiselle? Because if you're not satisfied, you must tell me.
Mademoiselle, I hope you're satisfied because I've hidden
President.

think

N.V.T.: Are

nothing from you and


ness.

swear.

what can

didn't

I've

want

spoken

do? That's the way

you with complete frank-

to

to in the

beginning. But then

am.

Come

on,

tell

me. Did

you ever expect to find such a fellow?


No, Mr. President.
N.V.T. Merci, Mademoiselle. And, if you can, pray for peace in
Vietnam. Peace in Vietnam means peace in the world. And
sometimes
feel as though there's nothing left to do except
pray to God.

O.F.:

Saigon, January 1973

General Giap

He was the man whose name was most often heard during the
Vietnam war. And not because he was minister of defense in
Hanoi, commander in chief of the armed forces, deputy prime
it was he who had defeated the French at
Dien Bien Phu. The Americans lived in the nightmare of a Dien
Bien Phu, and as soon as things began going badly, they said, "It's
Giap getting ready for a new Dien Bien Phu." Or else, simply, "It's
Giap." They spoke of Giap in February 1968, when the Vietcong
unleashed the Tet offensive. They spoke of Giap in March and
April, when the North Vietnamese took Hue and besieged Khe
San. They spoke of Giap in May and June, when the Vietcong
launched the second offensive on Saigon and the central highlands.
They would go on speaking of Giap for years. The name, short and

minister, but because

dry as a slap in the face, was a threat forever suspended in the

air, a

You frighten chilbogeyman." You frightened

bugbear from the seventeenth parallel on down.


dren by whispering, 'Til send for the
the Americans by whispering,

hadn't they inflated

They

him

"Giap

is

coming." Furthermore,

themselves, with their mania for legends?

hadn't even asked themselves

if

the legend might not be

premature.

At Dien Bien Phu, Giap had of course won


yet to be seen
itary strategy,

triumph, but

it

was

an Asian Napoleon, a genius in mila perennial victor. Had not the Tet offensive perhaps
if

he were

really

74

General Giap

75

May offensive? Had not Hue fallen and the


Khe San been lifted in the end? The war, in that February
1969, had gone more in favor of the Americans and South Viet-

failed, as well as the

siege of

of

namese. Hanoi's only real victory had been the abdication of Johnson and the suspension of the bombings over North Vietnam. In
Saigon, Thieu had consolidated his power.

But Giap was

wanted

still

to interview

Giap.

Giap.

It

And anyone who was

He

too old by now, too sick.

journalist

Ho Chi Minh

was obvious why.

shook the hands of

visitors,

was

made

some exclamation about final victory, and then withdrew coughing. A meeting with Ho Ghi Minh was good only from a human and
personal point of view, that is, you could say, "I've met Ho Chi
Minh." But it didn't give you much else to say. But a meeting with
Giap! Giap had plenty of things to say, and he hadn't been saying
them since 1954. More unapproachable than even Ho Chi Minh,
he had not turned up even at official functions; every so often a
rumor circulated that he was dead.
So as soon as I had arrived in Hanoi in that February of 1969, I
had asked to see Giap and with stubborn hope was getting ready for
the meeting, carefully reading up on his biography. And such a fascinating biography. Son of a landowner reduced to poverty, he had
been

raised in a rich

tion.

Like a good bourgeois, he had studied

in

Hue, then

at

French family,

from

a far cry

at

a Marxist educa-

the imperial college

the University of Hanoi, where he had taken his

degree in jurisprudence and philosophy; finally he had been a


teacher of literature and history at the French lyce in Hanoi,

tormenting his pupils with the campaigns of Napoleon. On the


blackboard he used to draw the details of battles, analyzing them at
length,

and

become

a general?"

But

his colleagues

made fun

of him.

"Do you want

he had begun very early

as a revolutionary,

at

to

the age of

fourteen. At eighteen, moreover, he had already been in prison; at

Ho Chi Minh. For his thundering


Ho Chi Minh used to call him Volcano

twenty he aligned himself with


rages

and stony

silences,

Covered with Snow, and for his courage he used to call him Kui,
or Devil. In 1935 he had joined the Communist party and married
one of his comrades, Minh Tai. In 1939, the year when the communists had been outlawed, he had escaped
Tai had covered his

flight

to

China, and

by getting herself arrested

Minh

in his place.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

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Because of

this she

had died

in

1941, in a rat-infested

Giap had learned

closed to all pity, open to all cruelty.


when, between 1945 and 1954, they had

poisonous bees, his

Many

to hate

fallen into his traps full of

of snakes, or were blown up by booby

hidden under corpses abandoned by the wayside?

traps

pits full

cell.

and become
Didn't the French find it out

believe that as a result of this

master of sabotage, he liked to say that guerrilla warfare would

always win out over modern weapons.

And

goes without saying

it

Dien Bien Phu he had won with cannons. A hundred cannons transported by the Vietminh piece by piece, on their backs,
on bicycles, by forced marches and without rations. If Dien Bien
Phu had cost the French twelve thousand dead, it had cost Giap a
good forty-five thousand. And it goes without saying that he would
mention it with indifference, detachment. "Every two minutes
three hundred thousand people die on this planet. What are fortyfive thousand for a battle? In war death doesn't count." His
harshness was not free of cynicism, and indeed he had little in
common with the austere Marxists of Hanoi. He always wore new
and well-pressed uniforms; he lived in a beautiful colonial villa
built by the French and furnished in French taste; he owned a limousine with curtains, and was remarried to a beautiful girl many
that at

years younger than himself. In short, he certainly did not lead the

monk or a Ho Chi Minh.


my request to interview Giap had been received with
many reservations by the North Vietnamese. "Why does it have to

life

of a

Hanoi

In

be Giap? Giap

isn't

the only one in this war.

And

besides

Giap

my departure, my
brought me the news that

doesn't receive visitors." But, three days before

female guide and interpreter.

An The,

could see Giap, "Tomorrow

yes,

Not

for

an

official interview,

not alone: together with the other


other

women

(Partito

whom

Socialista

of the delegation."

communists and

Italiano

had been invited

the afternoon.

for a causerie, a chat.

women

of the delegation were two

from the PSIUP


together with

at three-thirty in

mind you:

to

And
The

a socialist

d'Unit Proletaria),

North Vietnam. Their

names were Carmen, Giulia, and Marisa: intelligent, friendly


women. They understood the difficulty that this collective appointment gave me and promised not to open their mouths so that
could question Giap as comfortably as possible. They also promised
to yield their place should he choose one of them to sit next to
I

General Giap
him, and

he were

to take notes if

77

to forbid the use of the tape re-

corder.

Next day they dressed carefully and were already ready by noon.
tense and nervous. In fact I don't remember what
I as well

And

happened from noon on. I remember only that we left escorted by


An The, her assistant Huan, and the interpreter Ho, and that staff
were waiting

officers

entrance to the

for us at the

War

Ministry,

all

Then one

grave and smartly dressed in their olive-green uniforms.

by one they bowed with broad smiles and escorted us along a corridor

Giap.

The

was astonished

less

than

five

of

first

all at

but,

how

that

fat.

Vo

seen

in

look purple. No,

this

and

a very short

neck that

His body was squat,

jacket.

blue veins

little

was not an extremely likable

it

it

you some

cost

effort to

keep from looking

him, where the things you found were scarcely

huge mouth
a

knew he was

Perhaps because of that purple color, perhaps because of those

uncertain outlines,

huge

way, he looked even

His face was swollen and covered with

made him

face.

the

was

a lead soldier,

short he was.

short legs, short arms,

immediately disappeared inside his

even

many armchairs along

stiff as

legendary Giap.

feet tall,

He had

shorter.

divan and

room,

In the center of the

Nguyen
I

room with

to a large

walls.

full

nostrils, the

mop

at

The

interesting.

of tiny teeth, the flattened nose enlarged by two

forehead that stopped

of black hair

at the

middle of

his skull in

But his eyes! His eyes were perhaps the most intelligent eyes I
had ever seen. Sharp, shrewd, laughing, cruel everything. They
shone like two drops of light, pierced you like two sharp knives, and

conveyed such sureness, such authority. I even asked myself incredulously: Is it possible that these eyes wept one night in the Lam

Son mountains? One


was organizing

night, in the

Lam Son

guerrilla warfare against the

brought Giap the news that

mountains, where he
French, someone had

Ho Chi Minh was

dead. And, in one

of his books, he had recounted the episode as follows: "I


thing whirl around mc.

used as a suitcase and asked


tion.

It

long

to

was very cold and millions of

Who

full

of tears

looked

knows! Perhaps

in

every-

pronounce the funeral oraillumined the immensity

stars

of the sky. But an infinite sadness twisted


eyes

felt

collected his things in the straw basket he

at

the stars and

some remote

my
all

heart,

and with

my

of a sudden wept."

past these eyes

had

really

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

78

wept, but nothing in the world could have

He came

toward

me

made them weep

again.

with his hand extended in a worldly, free-

and-easy manner. There was even something worldly in his smile.

He

asked

me

if

inquisitorial that

spoke French and his voice was


I

shrill, his

tone so

was intimidated and answered "Ouz, Monsieur'

mon General/' But this didn't irritate him, and in


seemed to me that he liked hearing himself called Monsieur
instead of "Comrade," the appellation used by Giulia, Carmen,
and Marisa. He led us to the back of the room so that we could sit
down, asked Ciulia and Marisa to take the armchairs, and invited
Carmen to sit down next to him on the divan. True to her word,
Carmen demurred and moved so that I could take her place. But
this took time, and several minutes went by before everyone was
setded: my friends, An The, Huan, and Ho in the armchairs on
our right and the staff officers to our left. The shoes of one of the
officers were too tight. He loosened the laces from one hook, then
from another, and still another, and soon both his shoes were completely unlaced. Then another officer did the same, and then even
a third, while I kept wondering how to conduct the interview.
It was certainly not an ideal situation for me, with all these people seated in a row as though in school or at the theater. There was
no way of knowing what the proper ceremony was and what would
instead of "Oi//,

fact

it

happen

in the first ten

minutes: an exchange of compliments,

freshments? In front of the divan

where

re-

was seated with Giap was

meat
croquettes, comfits, cookies, and little glasses of red liqueur. But no
one touched them except myself, and something happened that
made me win the match. It happened that Giap saw my tape rea table loaded with delicacies: fried cheese balls, rice sweets,

corder and was alarmed. ''Je vous prie, pas celui-l, ga sera seulement une causerie entre nous, vous savez/' I tried to argue, a discussion ensued at the end of which we agreed on the necessity of at
least taking notes. And, in the wake of this conversation, I was able
to get him to speak.
I must confess that it wasn't even difficult. Giap loves to talk and

he talked

for forty-five

minutes, without letting up, in the pedantic

tone of a professor lecturing some rather unintelligent pupils.


interrupt to ask a

To

question was a hopeless undertaking. Giulia, Car-

men, Marisa, An The, Ho, all those who were taking notes
up with him. It was even pathetic to see those heads

couldn't keep

General Giap

79

bent over their notebooks and those hands writing, writing, writing
so breathlessly. I was the only one not writing, but how could I have

done so while his terrible eyes sought mine?


Giap in his turn questioned me, reproached me, challenged
and it was not seldom that he abandoned himself to passionate
bursts. As when I said to him that the Tet offensive Had failed,
he got up nervously, walked around the table, and with

me,
out-

and
out-

arms exclaimed, 'Tell that to the Liberation Front!"


(Thus disclaiming any responsibility for the offensive that everyone
attributed to him.) His litde hands moved ceaselessly, he showed
the satisfaction of one who likes to hear the sound of his own voice,
stretched

and he

let

up only when he

interview had been passed.

jumped

to his feet,

who had unlaced


face, they

And

floor.

on the

realized that the time limit set for the

He

stopped suddenly.

which made everyone

their shoes did not

know what

feet,

to do.

Red

in the

on the
stumbled and almost ended up

arranged the laces that had been


one, getting to his

And immediately
The officers

else rise.

left in a

tangle

floor.

we transcribed word for word the notes made by


Carmen, Marisa, An The, Huan, and Ho; then we compared them and composed the text of the interview, without omitIn the hotel

Giulia,

much as a comma. But a surprise was in store for me next


An The arrived with three sheets of typewritten onionskin,
she
gave to me saying that this, only this, was the text of the
which
ting so

morning.

conversation

had had with the general. The general would not

must promise to publish it. read the


had heard and that
sheets. There was no longer anything of what
the others had transcribed. There was not his answer to the question about the Tet offensive, there was not his answer to the one
about the Paris peace talks, and not even the one on the end of the
war. There was nothing except a series of vague and rhetorical senrecognize any other text and

tences
insists

good

at

the most for a political

on the publication of

raised. 'Til publish it,"

And

rally. "1 repeat,

this text," said

replied.

An The,

the general

her forefinger

"But together with the true

text."

did.

Giap never forgave me, and the North Vietnamese who had
given me a visa even less. Independence of judgment, as we know,
is a virtue that many communists don't like. Or they like it only in

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

8o

where you are prompted to write something in their favor. In


Hanoi they had accepted me for what I had written in 1968 from
Saigon, attacking the Americans and praising the Vietcong. But
now that I was explaining, in the same spirit, where they were
wrong in Hanoi, all their tender feelings for me vanished, together
with their good memories of me. They insulted me and called me
stupid names. They said that I had wronged General Giap in order
to render a service to the Americans, even that it was the Americans who had sent me to North Vietnam: "obviously I belonged to
the CIA!" But I did not get more upset than necessary, least of all
was I surprised, and this interview remained a document that is still
talked about today. Published all over the world, it even landed on
the desk of Henry Kissinger, who, thanks to it (as I have explained
elsewhere), agreed to see and talk to me.
cases

ORIANA FALLACI: General Giap,


the following question:

in

Who

many

of your writings you pose

after all will

win the war

in Viet-

months of 1969,

nam? So
do you think you can say that the Americans have lost the war
in Vietnam, that they have been militarily defeated?
vo NGUYEN GIAP: They recognize it themselves. But now I'll show
you why the Americans have already been defeated militarily
I

ask you: Today, here in the

first

And

show you their military defeat, I go


back to their political defeat, which is at the bottom of everything. The Americans have committed a very grave error in
choosing South Vietnam as a battlefield. The reactionaries in
Saigon are too weak even Taylor, McNamara, and Westmoreland knew this. What they didn't know is that, being so
weak, they would not know how to profit from American aid.
Because what was the goal of the American aggression in Vietnam? Clearly, a neocolony based on a puppet government.
But to create a neocolony you need a stable government, and
the government of Saigon is an extremely unstable one. It has
no effect on the population, people don't believe in it. So in
what paradox do the Americans find themselves? The paradox
of not being able to withdraw from South Vietnam even if
they want to, because in order to withdraw they must leave
and

politically.

to

behind a

stable political situation.

That

is,

a few servants capa-

General Giap
ble of taking their places.

Servants yes, but strong ones. Ser-

vants yes, but serious ones.


is

81

The puppet government

neither strong nor serious;

it's

of Saigon

worth nothing even

as a ser-

on its feet even when propped up with


tanks. And so how can the Americans leave? And yet they
must leave they can't keep six hundred thousand men in
Vietnam for another ten, fifteen years! This then is their political defeat: to achieve nothing from a political standpoint despite the enormous military apparatus at their disposal.
vant;

can't stand

it

O.F.: General, this doesn't

mean

that militarily they've lost the war.

Of

they didn't feel themselves beaten, the

If
it means that.
White House wouldn't

be talking about peace with honor. But

let's

V.N.G.:

Be

me.

patient, don't interrupt

course

go back awhile,

to

Geneva and Eisenhower. How did the Americans


begin in Vietnam? With their usual methods, namely, military and economic aid to puppet governments. Together with
the times of

the dollar.

Because they always believe they can solve any-

thing with the dollar.

Even

a free

ment, they thought they could

set

it

and independent govern-

up with the

dollar: that

is,

with an army of puppets bought with the dollar, with thirty

thousand advisers paid

with the invention of

in dollars,

stra-

hamlets built on dollars. But the people intervened, and

tegic

American plan failed. The strategic hamlets failed, the


army of puppets failed. And the Americans
found themselves forced to intervene militarily, as Ambassador
Taylor had already recommended.
So the second phase of their aggression began: the special
the

advisers failed, the

war.

They were

certain of being able to conclude

most by 1966

at the

and eighteen

with

billion dollars.

hundred and
But

in

fifty

it

by 1965,

thousand

men

1966 the war was by no

means over, and in fact had risen to another two hundred


thousand men, and they were talking about the third phase,
namely limited war. The famous two-pronged policy of Westmoreland: on one side to win over the population and on the
other to exterminate the Liberation forces. But the two prongs
didn't take hold

he

lost

made

it

in

and Westmoreland

1967,

when he wanted

that optimistic report to

1968 would be

good year

lost

the war. As a general

additional troops sent and

Washington, announcing that

for the

war

in

Vietnam,

it

would

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

82

Johnson to win re-election. In Washington, Westmoreland was greeted as a hero, but he certainly knew that
this war was beginning to cost a little too much. Taylor had
understood that from the beginning. Come on now! Korea
cost the Americans twenty billion dollars, Vietnam has already
cost them more than a hundred billion. Korea cost them more
than fifty-four thousand dead, Vietnam has already surpassed
allow

this figure

O.F.:

The Americans

Hm

V.N.G.:

...

say thirty-four thousand dead, General.

give figures lower than the truth:

They

stead of five.

And when

dead.

hundred of

The Americans

say at least double.

I'd

it

suits

had only

can't have

always

them, three

thirty-four

in-

thousand

down more than thirty-two


And when they admit that one out of

we've

their planes!

when

shot

every five of their planes has been shot down! Look: in five

war they've certainly

years of

sand men.

And maybe

lost

no

less

than sevent>' thou-

that's too low.

the Americans also say that you have lost half a

O.F.: General,

million.
V.N.G.:

The

exact

number.

O.F.: Exact?

V.N.G.: Exact. But to get back to

what

was saying, 1968

arrives

and in that year the Americans were really certain of winning.

Then

just look, all

of a sudden there was the Tet offensive and

the Liberation Front shows that


ever

it

wherever

wants,

defended

cities,

admit that

this

Namara admits

it

including Saigon.

war

And

They recognize that


that Montgomery was

it.

torious Tet offensive


O.F.

able to attack

them when-

Including the most well-

a strategic error.

is

wrong place,
army must not be brought onto
the

it is

wants.

the Americans finally

Johnson admits
it

it,

Mc-

was the wrong time,

right in saying that the

the Asian continent.

The

vic-

General, everyone agrees that the Tet offensive was a great


psychological victory. But from a military standpoint don't you

think

it

was a

failure?

V.N.G.: Failure?
O.F.:

would

say so. General.

V.N.G.: Tell that

to,

or rather ask, the Liberation Front.

O.F.: First I'd like to ask you. General.

General Giap

You must understand

V.N.G.:

that this

cannot express judgments of


the affairs of the Front.
.

Anyway you

very delicate

political standpoint

did not

went on

for a

was not

it

huge

up, and after two weeks

rise

the Americans regained control.


saga that

in

me, since the whole world has


military and political standpoint, the

The population

victory.

cannot meddle

a delicate thing

It's

even from a

O.F.: General,

dehcate question, that

is

this kind, that

surprise

recognized that, from a

Tet offensive

83

Only

in

Hue

we

did

see a

month. In Hue, where there were

North Vietnamese.
V.N.G.:

know

don't

the Front foresaw or desired the population

if

though

to rise up,

would think

that without the help of the

population the forces of the Front would not have been able to
cit>'. And
won't discuss the Tet offensive, which
depend on me, didn't depend on us; it was conducted
by the Front. But it's a fact that, after the Tet offensive, the
Americans passed from the attack to the defense. And defense

enter the

didn't

is

always the beginning of defeat.

without contradicting myself. In

come and one cannot

say beginning of defeat

our

fact

final victory

Americans. Actually the Americans are

deny

it?

will

It

completely.
dier

strong.

much

take

military

problem

is

and military

who can

part to beat

now

them

speak as a sol-

the Americans are strong, their

weapons

are
in

strategy are not

enough

either to

win

it

or under-

it.

But

V.N.G.: Don't interrupt

me. The United

waging war by arithmetical

strategy.

States,

They

was saying,

is

ask their computers,

additions and subtractions, extract square roots, and on

that they act. But arithmetical strategy doesn't


did,

to

not only a military war, and so military strength

O.F.: Yes, General.

make

strong,

still

on our

effort

But that won't do them any good because the war

Vietnam
stand

The

yes,

still

is still

yet speak of the definite defeat of the

they would

work here

have externnnated us already.

airplanes, for example.

It

With

if it

their

was no accident that they thought

they could subdue us in a few weeks by unloading on us

all

those billions of explosives. Because, as I've already told you,

they figure everything in billions,

in

dollars.

And

they un-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

84
derestimate the

get

homeland from

its

heads that the war

in their

it

of a people that knows

spirit

just cause, to save

in

how

to fight for a

They

the invader.

can't

Vietnam can be under-

stood only by the strategy of a people's war, that the war in

Vietnam

not a question of numbers and well-equipped sol-

is

that

all

They

said

that to

win

and reduced

and

When

against them.

you can do. And


date

was

Then

This

it.

is

there's

ratio

dangerous

this

of

to one, six to

no wealth

nothing

there's

rebels,

one,

whole people

is

to

No, something

ratio.

something

whole people

came down

they

needed than an equation of three

is

twenty-five to one,

have

to

they realized that figure was impossi-

to six to one.

it

three, maintaining that

more

was necessary

it

Then

twenty-five to one.
ble

For example.

that doesn't solve the problem.

diers,

world that can liqui-

in the

the reason for our strategy, our tactics, which

the Americans can't understand.

Gen-

O.F.: Since you're so sure that they'll ultimately be defeated.


eral,

v.N.G.

when do you

Oh,

this isn't a

order to

war that you resolve

United

against the

Americans

think this will happen?

will

tire

in a

you need time, time

States,

be defeated in time, by getting

them, we have

to

go on, to

That's what we've always done.

time.

few years. In

last

tired.
.

war

The
And in
.

for a

long

Because, you know,

we're a small nation. We're scarcely thirty million, half of

and we were hardly

Italy,

when

a million at the

beginning of the

Mongols came. After conquering


Europe and Asia, the Mongols came here. And we, who were
scarcely a million, defeated them. They came here three
times, the Mongols, and three times we defeated them. We
didn't have their means, yet still we resisted and endured and
repeated to ourselves: all the people must fight. What was
Christian era,

valid in

lem

is

1200

is still

the same.

the

valid in the twentieth century.

We

good

are

soldiers

The

prob-

because we are Viet-

namese.
O.F.: General, the

side the

Vietnamese

Americans

in the

South who are fighting along-

are also Vietnamese.

them as soldiers?
V.N.G.: They can't be good

soldiers.

Because they don't believe

in

what

They

What do you
aren't

good

they're doing

think of

soldiers.

and therefore

General Giap
they lack any combat

and

they're ver>'

much

85

The Americans know

spirit.

better.

If

this too,

known

the Americans hadn't

would have had no


into Vietnam.
own
troops
need to bring so many of their
O.F.: General, let's talk about the Paris Conference. Do you think
that peace may come from the Paris Gonference or from a
military victory like the one you had at Dien Bien Phu?
that puppet-soldiers are bad soldiers, they

V.N.G.:

Dien Bien Phu

Dien Bien Phu

The fact that


And it can't be

we've gone to Paris proves our good intentions.


said that Paris

is

only ourselves but also the

useless, since not

we must translate to a poMadame!


Vietnam and

Liberation Front

is

in Paris. In Paris

what

is

happening

litical level

Madame,

Paris,

in

...

vous savez

something

is

for the diplo-

mats.
O.F.:

So
in

you saying, General,

are

that

Paris,

it

matically, that the

come and
V.N.G.:

will

itself.

And

just as

we beat

itself.

still

is

definitely

to

lose

come. And

the war at the

strength reaches

together

its

moment when

It's

O.F.:

will

Look,

time

this

Madame,

their

moment when

it's

it

will

we

will

Dien Bien

come. The Americans

in

their

will

military

moving. We'll beat them, that

they have the most

weapons, the most hope of winning. Because


that strength,

still

and the great machine they've put

height,

no longer succeeds

at the

will

it

But

the French militarily,

beat the Americans militarily. Yes,

Phu

never diplo-

Dien Bien Phu of the Americans must

Dien Bien Phu, Madame, Dien Bien Phu

repeat

be resolved

will not

militarily,

come?

not always true that histor\ repeats

is,

war

that the

can only be resolved

become

men, the most


all

that wealth,

millstone around their necks.

inevitable.

Am

mistaken, General, or did you already

Khe San?
V.N.G.: Oh, no. Khe San didn't
Dien Bien Phu. Khe San
Bien Phu

was only
cans

try a

second Dien

at

to

Khe San

just look at the usual

as

it

was important

their prestige

it

have been,

was

to the

at stake.

Or

a
it

AmeriBecause

paradox that you always find with the

long as they stayed in

prestige, they said

nor could

wasn't that important to us.

the extent that

in fact at

Americans:

try to be,

Khe San

Khe San was important.

to

defend their

When

they aban-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

86

doned Khe San, they said Khe San had never been important.
Besides, don't you think we won at Khe San? I say yes and
but do you know that journahsts are curious? Too
.

curious.

And

and put

since I'm a journahst too, I'd like to reverse roles

couple of questions

Do

to you. First question.

you

agree on the fact that the Americans have lost the war in the

North?
General.

O.F.: I'd say yes,

bombings,

by war

If

North you mean the

in the

think the Americans have

Since they've

lost.

achieved nothing substantial and then have had to suspend

them.
V.N.G.:

Second question. Do you agree on the


lost the war in the South?

fact that the

Ameri-

cans have
O.F.:

No, General. They haven't


ally

them

kicked

lost

out. They're

V.N.G.: You're mistaken. They're

Stranded, paralyzed,

Or

it.

still

still

not

there.

yet.

And

there, but in

the expectation of

in

defeats that

avoid without knowing how. Defeats that have and

try to

will

have disastrous consequences for them

their

haven't re-

what condition?

new

they

nomic,

You

they're staying.

historical point of view.

political,

hands

tied,

locked in their

own

from

They're there with

strength; they

place their hopes in the Paris peace

an eco-

talks.

can only

But even there

up their positions.
you say that the Americans are stubborn in Paris.
But the Americans say the same thing about you. So what good

they're so stubborn, they don't give


O.F.: General,

are these Paris peace talks?


V.N.G.:

Madame,

vous savez

O.F.: General, here

that

nobody

we do nothing but

really

wants

talk

it

seems

will these Paris

peace

about peace but

So how long

it.

talks last?

V.N.G.:
its

long time! Especially

position.

if

the United States doesn't give

long time. All the more since we

ours, we're not in a hurry,

won't give

up
up

we have patience. Because while


we go on with the war. We love

the delegations are discussing,

peace but not peace

Peace

for us

the Americans.

And we
O.F.:

at

any

can only mean

price, not

peace by compromise.

total victory,

the total departure of

Any compromise would be

a threat of slavery.

prefer death to slavery.

So then, General, how long

will the

war go on?

How

long

General Giap
will this

poor people be asked

87

to sacrifice itself, to suffer,

and

die?

V.N.G.: As long as necessary: ten, fifteen, twenty,

fifty

years.

Until

we achieve total victory, as our president, Ho Chi Minh, said.


Yes! Even twenty, even fifty years! We're not in a hurry, we're
not afraid.

Hanoi, February 1969

Golda Meir

The

story of this interview

quite special.

is

It is

the story of an inter-

view that was mysteriously stolen and had to be done


I

theft occurred.
after the theft

for

had occurred. So

think

have talked four times and for

fantastic

woman whom you

admit that

let's

Am

fantastic.

have nothing against feminism,

ing her with the disenchantment


I

six

revile as
I

hours with

you

like

but

mistaken?

this

who

Am

even say feminism? Maybe. But while

never be objective about Golda Meir.

when

good

can praise or

cannot be denied the adjective


optimism, or

can say I'm the only jour-

nalist to

guilty of

over again.

all

more than three hours, before the


again saw Golda Meir twice, for about two hours,

had met Golda Meir twice,

will

would

say that a powerful personage

is

must add

that

I
I

will

never succeed in judg-

like to

impose on myself

phenomenon

to

be ana-

lyzed coldly, surgically.


In

my

with her

opinion, even
politics,

if

one

is

not at

all in

agreement with her,

her ideology, one cannot help but respect her, ad-

mire her, even love her.

almost loved her. Above

all,

she re-

minds me of my mother, whom she somewhat resembles. My


mother too has the same gray curly hair, that tired and wrinkled
face, that heavy body supported on swollen, unsteady, leaden legs.
My mother too has that sweet and energetic look about her, the
look of a housewife obsessed with cleanliness.

women, you

see, that has

gone out of

style

They

are a breed of

and whose wealth con-

Golda Meir

89

sists in a disarming simplicity, an irritating modesty, a wisdom that


comes from having toiled all their lives in the pain, discomfort, and
trouble that leave no time for the superfluous.
All right, Golda Meir is also something else, something more.

For example: for years

was she who could have lighted or extin-

it

guished the fuse of a world conflict. For years she was the most authoritative representative of a doctrine that

and whose tenets

reject:

Zionism. But

many

this

people condemn
we know. And I'm not

what we know about Golda Meir. I'm interwhat we don't know. So here is the story of this in-

interested in telling

ested in telling

Or

terview.

rather

my

Golda Meir,

story with

at that

time prime

minister.

My

first

meeting took place

Jerusalem residence.

was

It

my mother

at

the beginning of October, in her

Monday, and she had

when

dressed herself

She had
mother does when she's expecting
visitors. Seated in the drawing room, with a cup of coffee and a
pack of cigarettes, she seemed concerned only to make me feel at
ease and to minimize her authority. I had sent her my book on
Vietnam and a bouquet of roses. The roses were in a vase and the
book in her hands. Before I could ask any questions, she began to
in black, as

also

does

powdered her nose,

discuss the

way

in

as

which

she's expecting visitors.

my

had viewed the war, and so

it

was not

difficult to get

her to speak about her war: of terrorism, of the Pales-

tinians, of the

occupied

territories,

of the conditions that she would

put to Sadat and Hussein should she

come

to negotiate

with the

Her voice was warm and vibrant, her expression smiling and
jovial. She charmed me at once, without effort. Her conquest was
complete when, an hour and a quarter later, she said she would see
Arabs.

me

again.

The second meeting


ministerial office.
cal questions,

Two

took place three days


highly interesting hours.

on which

followed her

at

later,

in

her prime

Abandoning

politi-

times with reservations, in

the second meeting she talked exclusively about herself: about her

childhood, her family, her

Nenni,
a

for instance, for

trials as a

whom

touching affection. At the

woman,

her friends. Pietro

she feels boundless admiration and

moment

of saying good-by,

we

our-

had become friends. She e\en gave me a photograph for my


mother, with the most flattering dedication in the world. She
begged me to come back and visit her soon. "But without that thing

selves

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

90

there, eh? Only for a chat between ourselves over a cup of tea!"
That thing there was the tape recorder, on which I had taken down
every sentence, every reply. Her aides seemed astonished; it was the
first time she had spoken with such candor in front of that-thingthere. One of them asked me to send him a copy of the tapes to
give to a kibbutz that is preserving documents on Golda Meir.
The tapes. As I said at the beginning of this book, for my work
nothing is more precious than tapes. There are no stenographic
records, memories, notes that can take the place of a person's live

voice.

The

tapes were two minicassettes of ninety minutes each,

plus a third of five or six minutes.

Of

the three, only the

put them in

my

purse with the care reserved

been transcribed. So

and

for a jewel,

left

next day, arriving in

the evening. At nine-thirty


hotel.

And

checked into

here, as soon as

minicassettes out of

my

Rome

was

about eight

a hotel.

my

in

first

room,

had

thirty in

famously good

took the three

them in an envelope. Then


placing on top of it a pair of glasses,

purse and put

put the envelope on the desk,

valuable compact, and other objects, and

left

the room.

locked

the door, of course, gave the key to the desk clerk, and went out.

For about

fifteen

minutes: time to go across the street and eat a

sandwich.

When

came

upstairs, the

else

was

door

in order.

back, the key had disappeared.


to

my room

My

that nothing

seconds for

me

still

went

were locked, the valuable compact


where I had left them at first glance it

had been touched. And

to realize that the

tapes were gone.

suitcases

and other objects were

seemed

And when

was open. Only the door. Everything

Even my

it

took a couple of

envelope was empty, that Golda's

tape recorder,

tape with a few sentences, was missing.


traveling bag, ignoring a jewel box,

which contained another

They had taken

it

out of a

and then had carefully

rear-

ranged the contents of the bag. Finally they had taken two necklaces that

had

left

on the

table.

To throw

us off the track, the

police said.

The

police

came immediately and

political division

men who

stayed until dawn.

Even the

came, represented by sad and unpleasant young

no interest in ordinary thefts but only in more delicate matters. Even the scientific division came, with the cameras
and instruments that are used to find clues in murder cases. But
they found only my fingerprints: the thieves had operated with kid
take


Golda Meir

Then

in every sense.

gloves,

concluded that

was

it

91

the sad and unpleasant

a political theft,

as

young men

myself already knew.

What
couldn't understand was why it had been done and by
whom. By an Arab looking for information? By some personal
enemy of Golda's? By a jealous journalist? Everything had been
done with precision, speed, lucidity la James Bond. And surely
I

had been followed; nobody knew

at that

hour, in that hotel.

disappeared from

The

What

would

arrive in

appeared

had found the bags


to turn thern

that day,

had the key

pigeonhole?

its

A woman

next day something strange happened.

airline bags

Rome

Why

about the key?

at the hotel

in the

with two

to see the police.

She

bushes of the Villa Borghese and wanted

over to the police.

twenty minicassette tapes

and asked

like

What

did the bags contain?

mine. She was seized

at

Some

once and

Here, one by one, the tapes were


on them were popular songs. A warning? A
hoax? The woman was unable to say why she had gone to

taken to the police station.


played. All that was
threat?

look for the police in that particular hotel.

To
ning,

get

back

when

interview:

to

Golda. Golda learned of the theft the next eve-

she was

"The day

at

being interviewed by
aides,

who handed

erything stop

home

with friends and was telling about our

had an experience; I enjoyed


She was interrupted by one of her

before yesterday
.

her

try to see

."

my telegram. "Everything stolen repeat evme again please." She read


they told me,
it,

put her hand to her breast, and for several minutes didn't say a

word.

Then

she raised two distressed, determined eyes, and said

with careful enunciation, "Obviously somebody doesn't want this


interview to be published. So we'll have to

couple of hours for a

do

new appointment." This

is

it

over. Eind

just

what she

me

said,

they assure me, and

I
can't believe that any other government
would have reacted in this way. I'm sure that any other, in
her place, would have given a shrug. "So much the worse for her.
already gave her more than three hours. Let her write what she can
remember, manage the best she can." The fact is that Golda,

leader

before being a statesman, is one of that breed of women that has


gone out of style. The only condition she made was that we wait a
month, and the new appointment was set for Thursday, November
14.

And

so

it

didn't imagine

happened. Certainly, returning


1

would discover how much

to

her that day,

could love her

in spite

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

92
of

But, to explain such a serious statement,

all.

moved me
Golda

must

what

tell

more.

still

At night there

lives alone.

her sleep in case she feels

is

there

ill;

is

not even a dog to watch over


her bodyguard on duty

at the

During the day, to help her


around the house, she has only a girl who comes in to make the
bed, dust, and do the ironing. If she invites you to dinner, for example, Golda herself does the cooking, and after cooking, she
cleans up: so that tomorrow the girl doesn't find everything dirty.
Well, the evening before my appointment, she had guests to dinner
and they stayed until two in the morning, leaving a shambles of
dirty dishes, dirty glasses, overflowing ashtrays, disorder. So that tomorrow the girl wouldn't find everything dirty, at two in the morning Golda began washing dishes and glasses, sweeping, and tidying,
entrance to her

villa

and she did not

get to

and

that's all.

bed before three-thirty. At seven, she got up,

as always, to read the papers

and

listen to the

news on the

At

radio.

eight she conferred with certain generals. At nine she conferred

with certain ministers. At ten


enty-four, three

When
''Let's

and

heard about

it,

she

felt

ill.

At the age of sev-

hours of sleep are not enough.

a half
I

was ashamed

put off the appointment,

it

come

to

doesn't matter,

in.
I

kept saying,

swear

doesn't

it

matter!" But she wanted to keep her engagement: "Yes, poor thing,

she

came

all this

way and

it's

the second time she's

stole her tapes." After resting for

come and

they

twenty minutes on the divan in her

office,

she appeared behind her desk, pale, worn out, and very

sweet.

much

me

wasn't to worry about the delay; she would give

time as

And

needed.

the interview was resumed

as

like the

time before, better than the time before. In October she had been

unable
her

to speak of her

life.

husband, of what had been the tragedy of

This time she did even

painful for her,

when

this,

and since

to speak of

is

it

so

she found that she couldn't go on, she reas-

sured me: "Don't worry, we'll finish tomorrow!"

Then

she gave

me

a fourth

which we spoke of old


she looked

Golda

is

when

appointment, the splendid hour in

age, youth,

and death. God, how alluring

she talked of these things!

Many

maintain that

ugly and rejoice in doing cruel caricatures of her.

swer: Certainly beauty

beautiful old

is

an opinion, but

woman. Many maintain

to

that

enjoy spreading vulgar jokes about her.

me Golda

Golda

is

seems

an-

like a

masculine and

answer: Certainly femi-

Golda Meir

93

is an opinion, but to me Golda seems a woman in every


That
way.
gentle modesty, for instance. That almost incredible
candor when you remember how crafty and clever she can be when
she swims among the whirlpools of politics. That torment in con-

ninity

woman

veying the anguish of a

enough. That tenderness

in

whom

for

childbearing

is

not

evoking the testimony of her children

and grandchildren. That involuntary

The

flirting.

time

last

saw

her she was wearing a sky-blue pleated blouse, with a pearl necklace. Stroking

to

it

with her short, pink-manicured nails, she seemed

be asking, ''So do

look

all

And thought, a
who command.

right?"

power, a pity she's on the side of those


like this,
I

power

is

an error

pity she's in

In a

woman

in taste.

name

won't repeat that she was born in Kiev in 1898, with the

of Golda Mabovitz, that she grew up in America, in Milwaukee,

where she married Morris Meyerson

in

1918 she

1917, that in

emigrated with him to Palestine, that the surname Meir was urged

on her by David Ben-Gurion because it sounded more Hebrew,


that her success began after she had served as ambassador to Moscow in the times of Stalin, that she smokes at least sixty cigarettes a
day, that she keeps going mainly on coffee, that her working day
lasts

eighteen hours, that as prime minister she earns the miserable

sum

of about four hundred dollars a month. I'm not about to look

for the secret of her legend.

with

all

The

her good and her flaws.

interview that follows explains


I

composed

it

it

following the chro-

nology of the meetings.

Naturally the police never got to the core of the mystery' sur-

rounding the
it,

more than
it,

theft of those tapes.

Or,

if

they did get to the core of

they took care not to inform me. But a clue that soon

if

a clue offered itself.

And

it's

worth the trouble

became
to relate

only to give another idea of those in power.

my interview with Golda Meir,


Muammar el-Qaddafi. And he, through a

At about the same time as


asked for one with
official

of the Libyan Ministry of Information, had

that he

would grant

it.

But

all

The correspondent rushed

coincidence, Qaddafi regaled

answers

to

had
high

me know

of a sudden, a few days after the theft

of the tapes, he sent for the correspondent of a

L'Europeo.

let

him with sentences

what Mrs. Meir had

told

rival

weekly of

off to Tripoli and, by

me. The poor

that

some

sounded

journalist,

like

need-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

94
less

to

was ignorant of

say,

realized

at

it

how was

it

And

once.

possible for

this

But

detail.

more than

raised a

Mr. Qaddafi

needless to say,

I,

legitimate question:

answer something that had

to

never been published and that no one, other than myself, knew?

Had Mr. Qaddafi

listened to

my

Had he

tapes?

actually received

them from someone who had stolen them from me? And immediately my mind recalled an unforgotten detail. The day after the
had played amateur detective and gone on the sly to rumtheft
mage in the trash collected on the floor of the hotel where the
1

crime had taken place. Here, and though they swore

no Arab had gone up

that

paper written in Arabic.

for days,

had given

it,

in the hotel

had discovered

along with

my

a piece of

statement, to

the political division of the police.

And, of course, I might be mistaken. Of course, the


well have been some American tourist or some
Frenchman. Qaddafi never granted me the promised interview. He
never called me to Tripoli to dispel the shameful suspicion that I
That's

thief

still

all.

might

feel justified in

About Golda,

nourishing.

well, she isn't involved

power. She

taste called

is

any more

no longer prime

in that error of

minister. In a sudden,

somehow

brutal way, history took her off the job and sent her
home. But home was the kibbutz where she had been longing to
live and, I bet, that brutality was the nicest gift she could dream of.
Nobody will ever convince me that she is not much happier now,
far from power, than she ever was when I met her. After all, she
deserves to end her days as she always dreamed. You will under-

stand

it

from her own words.

GOLDA MEIR: Good morning,

dear,

good morning.

ing at your book on the war.

women

really react differently to

And

was

just look-

was asking myself

war than men.

...

I'd

if

say

no. In these last years and during the war of attrition, I've so
often found myself having to

make

certain decisions: for in-

stance, to send our soldiers to places from where they wouldn't

come
lives

commit them to operations that would cost the


who knows how many human beings on both sides.

back, or

of

And I suffered ... suffered. But gave those orders as a


man would have given them. And now that think of it, I'm
I

Golda Meir
not at

sure that

all

more than

suffered any

Among my male

have.

95

colleagues

man would

have seen some oppressed

by a darker sadness than mine. Oh, not that mine was

But
.

didn't influence, no,

it

War

is

an immense

it

didn't influence

my

little!

decisions.

someday

stupidity. I'm sure that

all

wars will end. I'm sure that someday children in school will

men who made war

study the history of the

as

you study an

They'll be astonished, they'll be shocked,

absurdity.

just as

today we're shocked by cannibalism. Even cannibalism was

accepted for a long time as a normal thing.


least physically,

it's

And

yet today, at

not practiced any more.

ORIANA FALLACI: Mrs. Meir, I'm glad you were the first
this subject. Because it's just the one with which
begin. Mrs.

East? Will

You

G.M.:

war
I'll

will,

Meir,

we be
I

when

able to see this peace in our lifetimes?

think.

Maybe ...

certainly won't.

think the

Middle East will go on for many, many years. And


you why. Because of the indifference with which the

in the
tell

Arab leaders send

their people off to die,

estimate in which they hold


ity

be peace in

will there

up
meant to
the Middle
to bring

human

life,

because of the low

because of the inabil-

of the Arab people to rebel and say enough.

Do you remember when Khrushchev denounced

Stalin's

crimes during the Twentieth

Communist Congress? A

was raised

hall,

you,

at the

back of the

saying, ''And

Comrade Khrushchev?" Khrushchev

voice

where were

scrutinized the faces

no one, and said, "Who spoke up?" No


one answered. ''Who spoke up?" Khrushchev asked again.
And again no one answered. Then Khrushchev exclaimed,
"Comrade, was where you are now." Well, the Arab people
are just where Khrushchev was, where the man was who reproached him without having the courage to show his face.
before him, found

We

can only arrive

at

peace with the Arabs through an

evolution on their part that includes democracy. But wherever


I

turn

my

eyes to look,

don't see a

see only dictatorial regimes.

count

to his

even have

many

to

And

people for a peace he doesn't make.

account

for the dead.

Egyptian soldiers died

mothers,

shadow of democracy.

a dictator doesn't

sisters,

wives,

in

relatives

Who's

have

He

doesn't

ever found out how-

Only the
them come

the last two wars?

who

to ac-

didn't see

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

96
back.

Their leaders aren't even concerned

they're buried,

While you?
CM.: Look at these

O.F.:

if

they're buried.

five

biography of every

man and woman

when we

war, even

joy in our streets.

know where

to
.

volumes. They contain the photograph and

war. For us, every single death

make

While we

No

soldier

a tragedy.

is

win. After the

who

died in the

We

don't like to

one, there was no

last

dancing, no songs, no

festivities.

And

you should have seen our soldiers coming back victorious.


Each one was a picture of sadness. Not only because they had
seen their brothers die, but because they had had to

enemies.
speak.

Many

Or when

a refrain: "I

they opened their mouths,

had

to shoot.

Arabs. After the war


prisoners.

we

it

was

to repeat like

offered the Egyptians an exchange of

Seventy of theirs for ten of ours. They answered,

lahin, peasants. I'm afraid

Are you

their

killed." Just the opposite of the

''But yours are officers, ours are fellahin!

O.F.:

kill

locked themselves in their rooms and wouldn't

afraid that

It's

impossible." Fel-

war between

Israel

and the Arabs may

break out again?


G.M.: Yes.

It's

possible, yes. Because,

you

many

see,

Arabs are ready to sign an agreement with

us.

say that the

But, in these

regimes, who is to say that such an agreement


would be worth anything? Let's suppose that Sadat signs and
is then assassinated. Or simply eliminated. Who's to say that
his successor will respect the agreement signed by Sadat? Was
the truce that all the Arab countries had signed with us respected? Despite that truce, there was never peace on our
borders and today we're still waiting for them to attack us.
O.F.: But there's talk of an agreement today, Mrs. Meir. Even Sadat
dictatorial

is

talking about

was
G.M.:

it.

Isn't

it

easier to negotiate with Sadat than

it

to negotiate with Nasser?

Not

at all.

It's

exactly the same. For the simple reason that

Sadat doesn't want to negotiate with

him.

I've

and see

if

to negotiate with

down

at a table

flatly refuses.

He's not a

us.

been saying

I'm
it

more than ready

for years: "Let's

sit

we can arrange things, Sadat." He


bit ready to sit down at a table with

me. He goes on talking about the difference between an agreement and a treaty. He says he's ready for an agreement, but

Golda Meir

97

would mean recogSee what


mean? Sadat doesn't mean definite talks that would put an end
to the war, but a kind of cease-fire. And then he refuses to
not a peace

Because

treaty.

peace

treat>'

nition of Israel, diplomatic relations with Israel.

negotiate with us directly.

We

mediaries.

senseless, useless! In

It's

He

can't talk to

wants

to negotiate

through

inter-

each other through intermediaries!

1949

too, in

Rhodes,

after the

War

of

Independence, we signed an agreement with the Egyptians,


Jordanians, Syrians, and Lebanese. But

termediary, through Dr. Bunche,

Nations met

Great
O.F.

And

it

who on

was through an

with one group, then with another.

first

in-

behalf of the United


.

results.

the fact that Hussein

talking about peace

is

that isn't a

good sign either?


G.M.: I've said nice things about Hussein lately.

having talked about peace

for
I

in public.

believe Hussein. I'm sure that by

tile

it

would be

for

has understood that

he went

to

now

I'll

congratulated

he's realized

pen

how

fu-

him to embark on another war. Hussein


he made a terrible mistake in 1967, when

war with us without considering the message Esh-

had sent him: "Stay out of the war and nothing

kol

him

go further and say

to you.

He's understood that

"

it

was

will

hap-

a tragic piece of fool-

and his lies about bombing Tel


now he wants peace. But he wants it on his conditions. He claims the left bank of the Jordan, that is the West
Bank, he claims Jerusalem, he invokes the United Nations
ishness to listen to Nasser

Aviv. So

We once accepted a United Nations resoluwas when we were asked to divide Jerusalem. It was a

Resolution.
tion.

It

deep wound

know

in

the Jordanian army? No,


tered Jerusalem!

still we accepted. And we all


Were we maybe the ones to attack

our hearts, but

the consequences.

it

The Arabs

was the Jordanian army that enare really strange people: they lose

it.
After all, did we or didn't
Day War? Do we or don't we have the right to
our conditions? Since when in history does the one who at-

wars and then expect to gain by

we win
set

tacks

the Six

and

loses

have the right

They do nothing but


this, give up that
.

O.F.: Will

tell

to dictate

us: restore this,

terms

to the

winner?

restore that, gi\e

you ever give up Jerusalem, Mrs. Meir?

up

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

98
G.M.: No.

Never. No. Jerusalem no. Jerusalem never. Inadmis-

Jerusalem

sible.

is

We

out of the quastion.

won't even agree

to discuss Jerusalem.

Would you

O.F.:

On

G.M.:

give

up the West Bank of the Jordan?

this point there are differences of

opinion

Let

me make

myself clearer.

So

in Israel.

possible that we'd be ready to negotiate about the

it's

West Bank.

believe the majority of Israelis

would never ask the Knesset to give up the West Bank completely. However, if we should come to negotiate with Hussein, the majority of Israelis would be ready to hand back part
of the West Bank. I said part
let that be clear. And for the
moment the government hasn't decided either yes or no. Nor

have

Why

I.

should we quarrel

head of an Arab
us? Personally,
ate with us,

state says he's

think that

we might

give

if

among

ready to

ourselves before the

sit

down

at a table

Hussein should decide

him back

a part of the

with

to negoti-

West Bank.

Either after a decision by the government or parliament, or


after a

referendum.

We

could certainly hold a referendum on

this matter.

And Gaza? Would you

O.F.:

G.M.:

say that

opinion.

give up Gaza, Mrs. Meir?


Gaza must, should be part of Israel. Yes,

Our

opinion, in

fact.

However,

don't ask Hussein or Sadat to agree with


say,

"My

opinion, our opinion,

part of Israel.

down

at a table

know you
and

start

to

reach an agreement.

that

me on

Do

my

any point.

Gaza should remain

think otherwise. All right,

negotiating."

by no means indispensable

It's

before the negotiations:

is

that's

to start negotiating,

let's

sit

make myself clear?

to find ourselves in

agreement

we hold

negotiations precisely in order

When

state that

be divided, that Jerusalem will remain

Jerusalem will never

in Israel,

don't

mean

mention Jerusalem. I don't


even mean that they shouldn't mention Gaza. They can bring

that Hussein or Sadat shouldn't

up anything they like at the time of negotiations.


And the Golan Heights?
G.M.: It's more or less the same idea. The Syrians would like us to
come down from the Golan Heights so that they can shoot
down at us as they did before. Needless to say, we have no in-

O.F.:

tention of doing so, we'll never

come down from

the plateau.

Nevertheless, we're ready to negotiate with the Syrians too.

Golda Meir

On

And our

our conditions.

border between Syria and

conditions consist in defining a

Israel that stabilizes

our presence up

In other words, the Syrians today find themselves ex-

there.
actly

99

where the border ought


Because only

yield.

to be.

On

this

don't think we'll

they stay where they are today can they

if

down

be kept from shooting

at

us as they did for nineteen

years.

And

O.F.:

G.M.:

the Sinai?

We've never

the Sinai.

Sharm

we wanted

said that

We

the whole Sinai or most of

don't want the whole Sinai.

We

El Sheikh and part of the desert,

desert,

connecting

Must

repeat

it?

Is

that clear?

Maybe we

don't even want half of the Sinai. Because


us to be sitting along the
that the

Suez Canal

them

even represents

it

say a strip of

El Sheikh.

don't want most of the Sinai.

Israel

We

Sharm

with

want control of

let's

is

it's

not important to

Suez Canal. We're the

first

to realize

too important to the Egyptians, that to

We

a question of prestige.

also

know

Suez Canal isn't necessary for our defense. We're


ready to give it up as of today. But we won't give up Sharm El
Sheikh and a strip of desert connecting us with Sharm El

that the

Sheikh. Because
leave

Sharm

we want our

ships to be able to enter

we

El Sheikh. Because

and

don't want to find our-

we found ourselves in the other


when we gave up Sharm El Sheikh. Because we don't
want to take the risk of waking up again some morning with
selves again in the conditions

time,

the Sinai

full

of Egyptian troops.

these terms, are

me
O.F.:

we ready

On

these terms, and only

on

with the Egyptians.

To

to negotiate

they seem very reasonable terms.

And

so

it's

obvious that you'll never go back to your old

borders.

G.M.: Never.

And when

annex new
fense,

territory.

our survival.

say never,
It's

it's

because we

If there's

any

not because

mean

possibilit>'

peace you spoke of in the beginning,

There'd never be peace

if

this

we mean

to

ensure our de-

to

of reaching the
is

the only way.

the Syrians were to return to the

Golan Heights, if the Egyptians were to take back the whole


Sinai, if we were to re-establish our 1967 borders with Hussein. In 1967, the distance to Natanya and the sea was barely
ten miles, fifteen kilometers.

If

we

give Hussein the possibility

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

lOO

of covering those fifteen kilometers, Israel

two and

They accuse

me, we're not

believe

new

terested in

interested in expanding.

And

borders.

1967 borders.

to the

risks

If

being cut

us of being expansionists,

look, these Arabs

in

but,

We're only inwant to go back

why

those borders were the right ones,

did they destroy them?


O.F.: Mrs. Meir, so far we've

been talking about agreements, nego-

But since the 1967

tiations, treaties.

Middle East has taken on

new

war

cease-fire, the

in the

face: the face of terror, of ter-

What do you think of this war and the men who are
it? Of Arafat, for instance, of Habash, of the Black

rorism.

conducting

September leaders?
G.M.:

simply think they're not men.

human

don't even consider

and the worst thing you can say of

beings,

them

man

is

human being. It's like saying he's an animal,


isn't it? But how can you call what they're doing "a war"?
Don't you remember what Habash said when he had a bus full

that he's not a

of

children blown up?

Israeli

they're

war.

still

It's

ment

at the

was one
struggle.

party

One

the Israelis while

kill

movement because

that rose

up

considered

that

day a

isn't

move-

can't be called revolutionary.

beginning of the century in Russia,

movement

lutionary

kill

best to

on, what they're doing

not even a revolutionary

that only wants to

Look,

"It's

Come

children."

man from

to

in the revo-

overthrow the czar, there

terror

this party

means of

only

the

was sent with

bomb

where the carriage of one of the czar's high


officials was supposed to pass. The carriage went by at the expected time. But the official was not alone, he was accom-

to a street corner

panied by his wife and children. So what did


tionary do?

He

hand and was blown


groups during the

And

to pieces.

War

was opposed

of Independence: the Stern, the Irgun.

them,

to

was always opposed

But neither of them ever covered


Arabs have done with

us.

ever provoked tragedies like

And how can one


ally think

it

fight

helps to

itself

to

them.

with such infamy as the

Neither of them ever put bombs in

supermarkets or dynamite

O.F.:

this true revolu-

bomb. He let it go off in his


Look, we too had our terrorist

didn't throw the

in

school buses. Neither of

Munich

or

Lod

such terrorism, Mrs. Meir?

bomb Lebanese

them

airport.

villages?

Do you

re-

Golda Meir
G.M.:

To

Of course. Because the fedayeen are


The Lebanese themselves say, "Certain

a certain extent, yes.

those

in

loi

villages.

So

Fatah territory."

Al

are

areas

cleaned up.

It's

the Lebanese

should be

areas

certain

who

should think of cleaning

up. The Lebanese say they can't do anything. Well,


what Hussein used to say at the time when the fedayeen
were encamped in Jordan. Even our American friends said it:
''It's not that Hussein doesn't want to get rid of them! It's that
he doesn't have enough strength to get rid of them." But in
September 1970, when Amman was in danger and his palace
was in danger and he himself found himself in danger, Hus-

them

that's

sein realized that

he could do something. And he liquidated

the Lebanese go on doing nothing, we'll respond,

them.

If

"Very

well.

thing.

But we can. And

We

your

realize

difficulties.

You

show you,

just to

do any-

can't

bomb

we'll

those

areas that shelter the fedayeen."

Maybe more than any

other Arab country,

Lebanon

is

offer-

The Japanese who carried out


Lod massacre came from Lebanon. The girls who tried to

ing hospitality to the terrorists.

the

hijack the

Sabena plane

in

Lebanon. Are we supposed

Tel Aviv had been trained

to sit

in

here with our hands folded,

praying and murmuring, "Let's hope that nothing happens"?

What

Praying doesn't help.


possible
like.

that's

helps

is

to counterattack.

With

all

means, including means that we don't necessarily

Certainly we'd rather fight

not possible

them

in the

open. But since

would you be ready to talk with Arafat or Habash?


CM.: Never! Not with them! Never! What is there to discuss with

O.F.: Mrs. Meir,

who haven't even the courage to risk their own skins


and consign the bombs to someone else? Like those two Arabs
people

in

Rome,

for

player with a

want

example.

bomb

to arrive at

to the

regime

isn't

two stupid English

peace with the Arab

governments of the Arab


their

The ones who handed

states,

the

record

Listen,

we

with responsible

whatever their regime, since

our concern. But

Arafat, Black September,

states,

girls.

to

people

we have nothing

like

to say.

Habash,

The

jx?oplc

to talk to are others.

O.F.:

Do you mean

G.M.: Exactly.

us F^uropeans, Mrs. Meir?

The Europeans, and

not only the Europeans, must

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

102

decide to stop this business that you

been too

there's

me

much

that has

say,

never exhausted

is

shown

Jews. History has

in the suffering of just

that anti-Semitism in the world has

always brought on disaster for everyone.

It

begins by torment-

To

ing the Jews and ends by tormenting anybody.

example, there was that

trite

about
don't

and no

it,

and today

reacted,

madman
inal

If

he had said

air piracy

wouldn't

air piracy

can hijack

you

a
It

to Algeria.

it

was too bad, others were happy

dreamed of

pilot

Algeria."

fly to

nightmare of

it

give

airplane that was hijacked.

first

was an El Al plane, remember? They hijacked


Well, some people said

now

to

tolerance, let

unextinguished anti-Semitism.

roots in

its

But anti-Semitism

Up

war.

call

tolerance on your part.

this, if

"From now on

they had said

exist today.

is

declaring,

it,

this

no one

Instead

custom of our times. Any

plane to indulge his madness, any crim-

can hijack a plane

to extort

money. You don't need

politi-

cal reasons.

But
its

let's

get back to

Europe and the

fact that terrorism has

headquarters in Europe. In every European capital there

movements, and you know


offices. But you do
them.
You'll
sorry.
Thanks
to your inertia
nothing against
be
and your indulgence, terror will be multiplied and you'll pay
the price of it too. Haven't the Germans already done so?
are offices of so-called liberation

very well

O.F.: Yes,

it's

not a matter of harmless

you were very hard on the Germans

after they released

the three Arabs.

Oh, you must try to understand what the Munich tragedy


meant to us! The very fact that it happened in Germany
I mean, postwar Germany is not Nazi Germany. I know Willy
Brandt; I always meet him at socialist conferences; he was
once here too, when he was mayor of Berlin, and I'm well
aware that he fought the Nazis. Not for a moment did I think

G.M.:

that he

You

was glad

see, I've

to release those Arabs.

never been able to

relations with

mind and

heart.

prime minister,

Germany.
For us
Germany.

set foot in

Austria and can't bring myself to enter


Jews,

But Germany

go to

Germany are such a conflict between


Don't make me say such things. I'm
.

have certain responsibilities

Look,

let


Golda Meir

me

conclude by saying that

helped.

The

my

harsh judgment couldn't be

made by

statements

ing insult to injury. After

all it

103

the

was

participated in the killing of eleven

now

unarmed

Israelis

add-

like

Arabs

who had
and who

will try to kill others.

Mrs. Meir, do you

O.F.:

Germans were

a matter of

know what many people

think? That Arab

terrorism exists and will always exist as long as there are Palestinian refugees.

G.M.: That's not so, because terrorism has

national evil

become

people

a sickness that strikes

kind of inter-

who

have nothing

do with Palestinian refugees. Take the example of the Japanese who carried out the Lod massacre. Are the Israelis oc-

to

cupying any Japanese


wherever

As

territory?

for the

refugees,

listen:

war breaks out there are refugees. Palestinian

refu-

gees aren't the only ones in the world; there are Pakistani,

Hindu, Turkish, German ones. For heaven's


millions of

now

German

were

sake, there

refugees along the Polish border that's

And

yet Germany assumed the responsiwho were its own people. And the
Sudeten Germans? Nobody thinks the Sudeten Germans
should go back to Czechoslovakia they themselves know

inside Poland.
for these

bility

people,

never go back. In the ten years

they'll

tions meetings,

never heard anyone

attended United Na-

about the Sudeten

talk

Germans who were thrown out of Czechoslovakia.

Why

does

everyone get so emotional about the Palestinians and no one


else?

But the case of the Palestinians

O.F.:

cause

is

different,

Mrs. Meir, be-

It certainly is. Do you know why? Because when there's a war


and people run away, they usually run away to countries with

G.M.:

a different

own

The Palestinians instead fled


own language was spoken and their

language and religion.

to countries

where

their

religion observed.

They

fled to Syria,

where nobody ever did anything


the Egyptians
tinians to

weapon

who

took

Gaza

work and kept them

in

to

Lebanon, Jordan

help them. As for Egypt,

didn't even allow the

poverty so as to use

against us. That's always been the policy of the

countries: to use the refugees as a

weapon

Pales-

them

against us.

as a

Arab

Ham-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

104

marskjold had proposed a development plan for the Middle

and

East,

this

plan provided

of

first

the resettlement of

all for

the Palestinian refugees. But the Arab countries said no.

you

O.F.: Mrs. Meir, don't

G.M.:

Of course

But

do.

at least feel a little sorry for

pity

is

the Palestinians

sibility for

them?

not responsibility, and the responisn't ours,

We

the Arabs'.

it's

in

Israel have absorbed about 1,400,000 Arab Jews: from Iraq,


from Yemen, from Egypt, from Syria, from North African

who when they got here were


know how to do anything. Among
thousand Jews who came here from Yemen, for

countries like Morocco. People

of diseases and didn't

full

the seventy

example, there wasn't

them had

a single doctor or a single nurse,

And

and

al-

we took them, and


built hospitals for them, and took care of them, we educated
them, put them in clean houses, and turned them into
most

of

all

tuberculosis.

farmers, doctors, engineers, teachers

who came

Jews

group of

Of

helped them.

Among

the 150,000

and

yet today their children go to the

we have problems with them all that


the fact remains that we accepted and

course,

not gold

thing for their

here from Iraq, there was only a very small

intellectuals,

university.
glitters is

still

but

The
own

Arabs, on the other hand, never do anypeople.

They make

use of

them and

that's

all.

O.F.:

Mrs. Meir, what

if

Israel

let

the Palestinian refugees

come

back here?
G.M.: Impossible. Eor twenty years they've been fed on hatred for
us;

they can't

come back among

born here, they were born

know

in the

that they

must

found arithmetic books

in the

they

like this:

many

is

"You have

Israelis

kill

us.

Their children weren't

camps, and the only thing


Israelis,

destroy Israel.

Gaza schools

five Israelis.

You

are left to be killed?"

kill

that put

problems

three of them.

When

We
How

you teach such

no more hope.
no other solua solution. It was

things to children of seven or eight, there's

Oh,

it

would be

tion for

a great

them but

misfortune

to return here!

if

there were

But there

is

demonstrated by the Jordanians when they gave them citizenship and called on them to build a country called Jordan. Yes,
what Abdullah and Hussein did was much better than what
the Egyptians did. But did you know that in the good old days

Golda Meir
in

105

Jordan, Palestinians were holding office as prime minister

and foreign minister? Did you know that

of

after the partition

1922 Jordan had only three hundred thousand Bedouins and

why ...

they accept Jordan as their country,

Because they don't recognize themselves

O.F.:

Why

refugees were in the majorit>'?

that Palestinian

didn't

as Jordanians,

Mrs.

Meir. Because they say they are Palestinians and that their

home is in Palestine, not Jordan.


Then we have to understand what we mean by the word Palestine. We must remember that when England assumed the

G.M.:

mandate over

Palestine,

Palestine was the land included be-

tween the Mediterranean and the borders of


by the same high commissioner.
titioned

and the

it,

territory west

This Pales-

Iraq.

and was even governed

tine covered both banks of the Jordan,

Then

1922 Churchill par-

in

of the Jordan became Cisjor-

dania, and the territory east of the Jordan


dania.

Two names

for the

became Transjorsame people. Abdullah, Hussein's

grandfather, had Transjordania and later he also took over Cisjordania, but,

repeat,

Before

Palestine.

Hussein. But Arafat


at the

end of the

called Palestine:

the

Israel,

same people. The same


Arafat should

He

talk

I'll

And

customs

Shut up

yet they survived,

not

recognized

Russia,

in ghettos, persecuted,

exterminated.

and they never stopped being

just for this

should have their

CM.: Look,

I'xe

England, Ara-

It's

Italy,

a people,

and they came together again to found a nation.


O.F.: But that's just what the Palestinians want, Mrs. Meir:
a nation.

remind you that

their language wasn't spoken, their religion

their

that,

wasn't

Jews were refugees par excellence! Dispersed

Czechoslovakia, Poland, Cermany, France,


bia, Africa

Israel

And then

Syria.

about refugees,

is

liquidate

know

doesn't even

was called Southern

where

not observed,

still

World War, what now

First

it

for centuries the


in countries

was

so ignorant.

is

we must

after all! If

it

liquidating

state

reason that

some people

to

form

say they

on the West Bank.

already explained that to cast and west of the Jor-

dan you find the same people. I've already explained that once
they were called Palestinians and later were called Jordanians.
If
I

they

now want

couldn't care

to call

less.

It's

themsehes Palestinians or Jordanians,


none of mv business. But it is mv busi-

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up another Arab

ness that they don't set

and what

now

is

state

between

Israel

called Jordan. In the stretch of land between

the Mediterranean and the borders of Iraq, there's

only tuo countries: one Arab and one Jewish.

If

room for
we sign a

peace treaty with Hussein and define our borders with Jordan,

whatever happens on the other side of the border won't concern

The

Israel.

come

Palestinians can

to

any arrangement

they like with Hussein; they can call that state what they
give

it

any regime they

Arab

state doesn't

want

it.

We

like.

The important

thing

is

emerge between us and Jordan.


it.
Because it would come

can't allow

like,

that a third

We
to

don't

be used

as a dagger against us.

up another subject. And here it is.


one has a dream, this dream feeds on utopia. And
when the dream is realized, one discovers that
utopia is
utopia. Are you satisfied with what Israel is today?

O.F.: Mrs. Meir, I'd like to take

When

woman.

G.M.: I'm a frank


I

who

is

what

has always laid great

her socialism, well,


I'll

answer you frankly. As

I'll

can't say that Israel

explain. For

cialism.
that's

know

how

Israel

me, the

dreamed. As

stress
is

a socialist, no.

a Jewish socialist

on the Jewish component in


dreamed. Now

more than what

Zionism

realization of

is

part of so-

that other socialists won't agree with

think of

I'm not objective about

it.

me, but

this,

and

think there are a couple of gross injustices in the world: the

one oppressing black Africans and the one oppressing Jews.


And besides I think these two injustices can only be corrected
by socialist principles.

been the purpose of


fifty

years ago,

sovereign

state.

To

my

see justice for the Jewish people has

life

and

had no hopes

We

...

to cut

at all that

do have one now, so

short, forty or

it

the Jews
it

would have a
seem to me

doesn't

and defects. We have


where we can realize our
ideals of socialism that before were just hanging in the air.
That's already a lot. Of course, if I were really to examine my
right to

a soil

worry too

thoughts

What

O.F.:

much

about

where we can put our

is

faults

you don't

it

its

feet,

like

in

Israel?

What

is

it

that's disap-

pointed you?
G.M.:

Oh ...

think that none of us dreamers realized in the

Me ir

Golda
beginning what

difficulties

107

would come up. For example, we

who had
grown up in such different countries and remained divided
from each other for so many centuries. Jews have come here
from all over the world, as we wanted, yes. But each group
had its own language, its own culture, and to integrate it with
other groups has been much more difficult than it seemed in
hadn't foreseen the problem of bringing together Jews

theory.

me

gave

There was bound

disappointment and
but

naive,

foolish,

homogenous nation with peo-

not easy to create an

It's

ple so different.

wouldn't be the
prostitution

thought that

evils that afflict

...

Also

grief.

in

Jewish

we have

other societies. Theft, murder,

no murders, there was no

everything, everything.

haven't created a

no

fort)'

CM.:

And

instead

something that

it's

hurts

still

believe in socialism as

still

the basic idea.

still

you did

years ago?

Essentially, yes. That's

honest, one must look at things realistically.


that there's a big difference

between

cialism as put to a practical

test.

come
for a

and

thefts,

Now

prostitution.

more than to discover that you


more just, a more equal society.
it

Mrs. Meir, but do you

O.F.:

there

thought so because we had started out well.

breaks your heart;

state

it

me

you'll think

Fifteen years ago in Israel there were almost


there were

And

to be a clash.

to

But

be

to

One must admit

socialist ideology

and

All socialist parties that

so-

have

form governments and assumed the responsibilities

country have had to stoop

to

compromise. Not only

that,

ever since socialists have been in power in individual countries,

international socialism has declined.

be an international

was

socialist

when

was

It

was one thing

a girl, that

is

to

when no
The

power, and quite another now.

socialist

party

dream

had, the dream of a just world united in socialism,

in

has gone to the devil. National interests have prevailed over


international interests,

themselves to be
of

all

This

first

and the Swedish

of

all

socialists

Swedes, the English

have shown

socialists first

Englishmen, the Jewish socialists first of all Jews.


began to understand during the war in Spain. In a

countries there were socialists in power. But they didn't


finger for the Spanish socialists.

lot
lift

of
a

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But what socialism are we talking about, Mrs. Meir?

O.F.:

do you agree with Nenni when he says that

mean,

come

he's

to prefer

Swedish socialism?

Of course! Because, you see, you can have


but when you're dreaming, you're not

G.M.:

like,

you wake up, you

common

with

To

think, that's so necessary.


illiterate,

and

lege

exists.

still

be

And when

Soviet Russia

poor,

isn't

At the United Nations

it

And

yet there the people don't dare speak.

...

in

little

be able to say what you

free, to

the dreams you

awake.

your dream has very

realize that

reality.

all

isn't

privi-

never saw any

difference between the foreign ministers of socialist countries

and the foreign ministers of reactionary countries.


by abstaining from voting, they even
ing us war criminals.

met them

And

my

told

let a

year ago,

resolution pass call-

socialist colleagues

when

Vienna Conference: "Your country abstained


from voting. So that makes me a war criminal, eh?" But you
Nenni is something else.
were speaking of Pietro Nenni
at the

Nenni's

a separate

one of the

best individuals existing in the world today. Because

such rectitude

he's so honest, there's

such courage of his convictions!


I'm proud to be able to call

else.

course

think the

same

Mrs. Meir, do you

O.F.:

you?

I've

chapter in the history of socialism. Nenni's

as

him, such humanity,

him

a friend.

no one

like

And ...

of

he does about socialism!

know what

been wondering

in

admire him

if

so

I've

been thinking, listening

much

to

sadness hasn't

made you

my

illusions,

cynical, or at least disillusioned.

G.M.:

Oh,

no!

that's all.

socialist

Me, I'm not


For example,

one

I've lost
I

thought that a

was always an honest person, incapable of

Now know
I

at all cynical!

forty or fifty years ago,

instead that a socialist

else, capable of lying like

honestly like anyone

is

anyone

human
else,

telling lies.

being

like

and behaving

else. That's sad, of course, but

it's

anydis-

not

enough to make you lose your faith in man! Not enough to


conclude: man is fundamentally bad. No, no! Look, when I
meet someone, I always think that this is an honest person and
I go on thinking so until I have proof to the contrary. If later I
do have proof to the contrar>', I still don't say that that person
is bad. I say that he or she has behaved badly with me. After
all, I'm not suspicious. I never expect the worst from people.

Golda Meir

109

if I'd call myself an optimist. At my


much of a luxury. But, look, in my long
life I've seen so much evil, that's true. In return, I've also seen
And if in my memory
so much good. So very much.
go over the many individuals I've known, believe me, there

And ...

don't

optimism

age,

is

know

too

are very few

But are you

O.F.:

Oh,

G.M.: No!

No,

girl.

faith.

can judge

when was a little


come from a religious

never have been. Not even

this attitude of

mine

comes from my

It

completely negative way.

Mrs. Meir?

religious,

no!

in a

doesn't

men, from my

instinctive faith in

stubborn love for humanity.

Religion

You know, my

Only my grandfather
him you go very far back in time, you
go back to the days when we lived in Russia. In America, you
we spoke Hebrew among ourselves, we observed the
see
holidays, but we went to temple very seldom. I only went for
family was traditional but not religious.

was

religious, but with

New

the

The

sit.

in

my mother and

Year, to go with

only time

I've

find her a place to

followed the prayers in a synagogue was

Moscow. And you know what I say?


religious. Maybe.

If I'd

stayed in Russia,

might have become

O.F.:

Why?

G.M.: Because in Russia the synagogue

can express themselves. Listen

Moscow
mission.

in

1948 by

my

me

and

said,

gathered

"Take

the only place where Jews

what

to

government,

Before leaving

going with

is

all

when

did

the synagogue." Well,

course, the

and

the people

all

just

Saturday no one knew

how
I'd

it

go

found hardly two hundred people

to

who were

meet Jews only


happened.

to the

there.

Of

synagogue

Or

little

Rosh Hashana, the Jewish New Year, and for


Kippur, the Day of Atonement, the\ came in thousands.

more. But

Yom

first

that's

was sent

your prayer books, prayer

shawls, yarmulkes, everything. I'm sure we'll


in

head of the diplomatic

as

for

stayed in the s\nagogue from

moment when

morning

the rabbi intoned the

last

to night,

and

at

the

sentence of the prayer

of atonement, the one that says ''Leshana habaa b'Yerusha-

laym, next year

in

Jerusalem," the whole synagogue seemed to

And I, who am an emotional woman,


You understand, it wasn't like being in Buenos

tremble.

prayed.

Really.

Aires or

New

York

and saying,

"Next year

in

Jerusalem."

From

no

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Buenos Aires, New York, you take a plane and you go. There
in Moscow, the invocation took on a special meaning. And
while praying, I said, "God, make it really happen! If not next
year, in a few years." Does God exist and did he listen to me?

happening.

really

It's

O.F.

Mrs. Meir, don't you

some sentimental

feel

You know, many

G.M.: No, none.

my

of

friends

with Russia?

tie

who

left

adults say that they feel attached to that country, to


literature,

its

those things.

sia

was too

and of Russia

eight,

little

scenery,

didn't get time to appreciate

when

Russia;

left

was only

only have bad memories. No, from Rus-

me

didn't take with

memories up

But

music.

its

Russia as

its

even

a single

moment

of joy

all

the age of eight are tragic memories.

to

my

The

nightmare of pogroms, the brutality of the Gossacks charging

down on young
packed

know

first

memory

windows

the door and

to

our house and killing


nails

hoofs

horses'

that's the

luggage

my

life?

My

father nailing

up

keep the Gossacks from breaking into

Oh, that sound of the hammer


wooden planks! Oh, the sound of

us.

into the

when

in

Do you

Russia and carried to the United States.

in

what's the

pounding

shrieking

socialists, fear,

the

Gossacks are advancing along our

street!

O.F.:

How

old were you, Mrs. Meir?

G.M.: Five or

remember everything

my

and the day

in Kiev,

States

But

six.

We

father

left

We

so vividly.

Kiev to go

to the

lived

United

were very poor, we didn't even have enough

and he thought of going to America for a year or two,


little money and coming back. In the early 1900s, to
the Jews America was a kind of bank where you went to pick
up the dollars scattered on the sidewalks and came back with
your pockets full. So my father left Kiev, but Kiev was a city
to eat,

saving a

forbidden to Jews

my

father's,

had

to leave too.

And we went
was
ity

who

didn't have a job, for

in 1903.

to Pinsk,

We

I,

my

mother,

fact,

my

stayed in Pinsk until 1905,

of the czarist regime reached

of 1905, in

example

a job like

he being a craftsman, and once he had

was

together and arrest

a dirty lie

them more

its

height.

two

left,

sisters.

we

That

when the brutalThe Gonstitution

a trick to gather the socialists

easily.

And my

elder

sister,

who

Golda Meir
was nine years older than
ment. Her

belonged

I,

my mother

late at night,

crazy because our house was next to

where they brought the young

a police station

They

moveand it

to the socialist

her out

political activities kept

used to drive

ill

socialists they'd

them to death and every night


you heard such cries! My mother always thought she could
recognize my sister's voice. "It's she! It's she!" Oh, we were so
happy when my father wrote us to join him in America beand

arrested

beat

cause in America things were good!


O.F.:

You're very attached to America, aren't you?

G.M.: Yes, and not only because

America

went

twenty. Because

How

in

America, because

lived there until

can

my

ter-

me

lost

between America and Russia? Look, when we arrived,

more than

little

and

my

my

eight years old,

younger one four and a

in

was almost

explain the difference for

because in America

well,

ror of Pinsk, of Kiev.

grew up

and

to school,

was

elder sister was seventeen,

My

half.

father

was working

and belonged to the union. He was very proud of his union,


and two months later, on Labor Day, he said to my mother,

"Today

you

there's a parade. If

all

come

to the

corner of such

and such a street, you'll see me marching with my union!"


My mother took us along, and while we were there waiting for
the parade, along

the marchers

came

do you

old sister couldn't

the
see?

know

my

The

Cossacks!"

peating:

knew

police to clear a path for

little

four-and-a-half-year-

and when she saw the police on


tremble and then to cry, 'The Cos-

We

had

to take her

father the satisfaction of seeing

union, and she stayed

my

that,

horseback, she began to


sacks!

mounted
But

in

bed

away, without giving

him marching

for days

"The Cossacks! The Cossacks!" So,


is

a place

where

men on

with his

with a high fever,


look, the

re-

America

horseback protect a parade of

knew is a place where men on horseback


massacre Jews and young socialists.
o.F.: That's not exactly how it is, Mrs. Meir, but anyway
G.M.: Oh, listen! America is a great country'. It has many faults,
workers, the Russia

many

social

inequalities,

problem wasn't resolved


still

and

fift\'

it's

or a

tragedy that the Negro

hundred years ago, but

it's

a great country, a country full of opportunity, of freedom!

Does

it

seem

to

you nothing

to

be able to say what you

like, to

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

112

what you

write

even against the government, the Es-

like,

tabhshment? Maybe I'm not objective, but

America

for

feel

such gratitude! I'm fond of America, okay?

Okay. We've

O.F.:

shall

we

man

in

talk

my

come

finally

called ''the ablest

cabinet"?

up around me.

G.M.: That's one of the legends that's grown


a legend I've always

compliment.

great

Golda Meir. So

to the figure of

woman Ben-Gurion

about the

found

Is it?

though

irritating,

wouldn't say

so.

men

also

It's

use

as a

it

Because what does

mean? That it's better to be a man than a woman, a


on which I don't agree at all. So here's what I'd like
to say to those who make me such a compliment: And what if
Ben-Gurion had said, 'The men in my cabinet are as able as a
it

really

principle

woman"? Men
happened
I

made

always

a speech,

of mine.

An

feel so superior!

congress of

at a

and

my

York

audience there was

in the

honest person,

When

never forget what

I'll

New

party in

man

in the 1930s.

a writer friend

of great culture and refine-

was over, he came up to me and exclaimed,


"Congratulations! You've made a wonderful speech! And to
ment.

it

think you're only a

woman!"

That's just what he said, in such

a spontaneous, instinctive way.

of humor.

good thing

have a sense

The Women's

O.F.:

It's

Movement

Liberation

will

like

that,

Mrs.

Meir.
G.M.:

Do you mean

around

all

those crazy

women who

burn their bras and go

men? They're crazy. Grazy.


such crazy women who think it's a

disheveled and hate

But how can one accept

misfortune to get pregnant and a disaster to bring children into


the world?

And when

over men! Feminism

the greatest privilege

it's
.

Listen,

time of the First World War,

and

I've

O.F.:

was sixteen or seventeen,

movement,

woman

men

all

my

has never, never

never

made me uncomfortable

plex.

Men

and

life,
I

say,

or given

have always been good

Are you saying you prefer them

to

to

When

found only hvo other

ninety percent of my comrades were men.

and worked among


being a

never belonged to a women's organization.

joined the Zionist labor

women

when

we women have

got into politics at the

yet to

me

I've lived

the fact of

been an obstacle.

me

an

me.

women?

inferiority

It's

com-

Golda Meir

113

G.M.: No, I'm saying that I've never suffered on account of

because

me

was

woman.

men

I'm saying that

men

have never given

my
women have
my personal

special treatment but neither have they put obstacles in

Of course

way.

been lucky, of course not

I've

had the same experience, but be that


only one point on which

woman

may,

it

are right. There's

agree with them: to be successful, a

much more

has to be

as

women

case doesn't prove that those crazy

all

capable than

man. Whether

she dedicates herself to a profession or dedicates herself to poli-

There

tics.

aren't

me

that bothers

many women in our parliament, something


And these few women, let me assure

a lot.

means

you, are by no

less

capable than men. In

much more capable. So


women there still exist so many

often

tices, that

when

list is

ridiculous

it's

reservations, so

men? Wouldn't

it

toward

many

injus-

being drawn up for the elections, for

example, only men's names get chosen. But


of

fact, they're

that

be,

is

it

all

the fault

the fault of

at least partly,

women

too?
O.F.: Mrs. Meir, you've just said that to be successful a
to

be

mean
CM.:

much more
more

it's

difficult to

Yes, of course.

More

be a

woman
more

difficult,

sons, I'd say. After

want only
also

wants

all,

it's

the

men
woman who

raises the children.

man?
more painful. But

for biological rea-

gives birth.

And when

to give birth, to raise children

work, to be somebody

to

has

than a

tiring,

not necessarily through the fault of

woman who

woman

capable than a man. Doesn't that perhaps

a
.

well,

It's

the

woman

doesn't

when

woman

it's

hard. Hard,

hard.
know it from personal experience. You're at your job
and you think of the children you've left at home. You're at
home and you think of the work you're not doing. Such a
I

struggle breaks out in you, your heart goes to pieces.

you

Unless

where life is organized in such a way


that you can both work and have children. Outside the kibbutz, it's all running around, trying to be in two places at
live

in a kibbutz,

once, getting upset, and


reflected

band

is

on the

well, all this can't help but be

structure of the family. Kspecially

if

Nour hus-

not a social animal like yourself and feels uncomfort-

able with an active wife, a wife for

only a wife.

Hiere has

to

whom

it's

be a clash.

not enough to be

And

the clash

mav

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

114

even break up the marriage. As happened


paid for being what

what

O.F.: In

am. I've paid


Mrs. Meir?

sense,

G.M.: In the sense of

when

children,
I

little,

...

so often.

you

see,

suffered a lot
I

member how happy

they were,

work because of

"Mamma's

laughed and sang,


headache!"

have

know

my

on

Menahem, even today when


And still
.

my

that

account.

my

Oh,

be.

to

every time

children,

re-

headache. They jumped and


staying

Mamma

home!

they're adults
still

have

to

has a

Sarah and

great sense of guilt toward

of their own.

I've

was never with them when

should have been and would have liked


didn't go to

me. Yes,

to

a lot.

pain. Because,

they were

them alone

left

and have children


be honest and ask

myself, Golda, deep in your heart do you really regret the fact

you behaved as you did with them? No. Not deep in my


Because through suffering I gave them a life that's more

that

heart.

mean, they didn't


narrow family environment. They met important

interesting, less banal than the ordinary.

grow up

in a

people, they heard serious discussions, they took part in big


things.

And

if

thing. They'll

made

she

you

tell

them,

talk to

you: "Yes,

they'll

Mamma

you the same

tell

neglected us too

much,

us suffer by her absence, her politics, by not paying

we can't bear her a grudge because, being


way she was, she gave us so much more than any other

attention to us, but

the

mother!"
If

you knew how proud

time when we were

handbills that the boys and


the walls at night.

My

felt

the day that

fighting the

British,

girls in

...
I

In 1948, the

was writing the

movement pasted on
know was the one who

the

daughter didn't

was writing those handbills, and one day she said

"Mamma,
back."

Then

I'll

be back

"Why?"

late tonight.

asked, alarmed. "I can't

ting

tell

to

won't

you.

up handbills

at

what was

in that package,

night was very dangerous.

me,

come

Mamma."
Nobody

she went out with a package under her arm.

could know better than

dawn

And maybe

and put-

stayed

up

till

waiting for Sarah, cursing myself in the fear that some-

thing had happened to her. But at the same time

proud of her!

was so

Golda Meir
O.F.:

115

Mrs. Meir, that sense of guilt that you


dren, did you also feel

...

G.M.: Let's not talk about that

...
see,

never

talk

about

my husband

was also

home,

don't want to talk about

Well,

it

You

let's try.

him was good. But he

who was

only interested in his family, his

music, his books.

He was aware of social problems,


to his home and the unity of his

when

of course, but

it

came

family, they lost whatever interest they

from him.

different

all right,

was an extraordinarily nice person. Edu-

person

his

it

good. Everything about

cated, kind,

toward your chil-

feel

toward your husband?

it

had

for

him.

had always been. Domestic

was too
wasn't

bliss

enough for me, had to be doing what I was doing! To give it


up would have seemed to me an act of cowardice, of dishonesty with myself.
would have become set in my discontent,
1

in sadness.

met my husband when I was just fifteen. We got married


him learned all the beautiful things like
music and poetry. But I wasn't bom to be satisfied with music
and poetry, and ... He wanted me to stay home and forget
about politics. Instead I was always out, always in politics and
... Of course have a sense of guilt toward him too. ... I
made him suffer so much, him too. ... He came to Israel
I

very soon, and from

because

because

wanted
wanted

that didn't suit

to

to

come

him because

couldn't do without.

Because, as
ferent

woman

to Israel.

be on a kibbutz.

say,

...

he was

It

He came to the kibbutz


He took up a way of life

was the kind of

it

was

a tragedy.

that

life

great tragedy.

wonderful person and with

a dif-

he could have been very happy.

you ever make an effort to adapt yourself to him, to


him?
G.M.; Eor him
made the biggest sacrifice of my life: left the kib-

O.F.: Didn't

please

butz.

You

butz.

see, there

was nothing

liked everything

and

swamps and
trees, fruits,

have spent

in

the

beginning

sand, but soon

and

it

just to look at

my whole

much

as the kib-

about the kibbutz: the manual work,

the comradeship, the discomforts.


Jezreel,

loved so

life

it

Ours was

became
it

there.

in the valley of

had nothing

gave

me

garden

to
full

offer

but

of orange

such joy that

could

Instead he couldn't stand

it.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

Il6

neither psychologically nor physically.


ing at the

communal

He

stand the hard work.

had

couldn't stand eat-

He

couldn't

couldn't stand the climate and the

feeling of being part of a


ualistic,

He

table with the rest of us.

community. He was too individHe got sick and ... we

too introverted, too delicate.

to leave,

of pain that

go back

still

to the city, to

goes through

tragedy for me, but

more

And

Tel Aviv.

It

like a needle.

put up with

the family would be

wasn't like that.

me

it,

tranquil

was
It

really a

thinking that in the city

and more united. But

1938 we separated. Then

in

a feeling

was

in

it

1951 he

died.

Wasn't he proud of you,

O.F.:

G.M.:

don't

know ...

thought in the

at least in the last years?

don't think so.

don't

and besides he was

last years,

so

know what he
withdrawn that

nobody would have been able to guess it. Anyway his tragedy
come from the fact of not understanding me he understood me very well. It came from the fact that he did understand me, and at the same time realized he couldn't change
me. In short, he knew I had no choice, that I had to be what I
was. But he didn't approve, that's it. And who knows if he

didn't

wasn't right.

But you never thought of getting

O.F.:

a divorce,

never thought of getting married again

Mrs. Meir, you

when he

died?

Such an idea never entered my head, never!


I've always gone on thinking of myself as married to him! After
the separation we still saw each other. Sometimes he came to
Maybe you haven't understood one
see me in my office.

Oh,

G.M.:

no! Never!

important thing: even though we were so different and incapable of living together, there was always love between us.

was

a great love;

died.

And

from the day we met

till

the day he

is

it

How

true you're very modest?

should

say

it

very puritanical, very concerned with moralit\'?

G.M.: Look, as

said before,

never, never has a

my
Do

lasted

a love like that can't be replaced.

Mrs. Meir,

O.F.:

it

Ours

man

I've

always lived

allowed himself to

among men. And


tell a dirty

joke in

presence, to say anything disrespectful or proposition me.

you know why? Because I've always said that if I'm given a
that water must be clean. Otherwise I don't

glass of water,

drink

it.

That's the

way

am;

like things to

be clean.

dear

Golda Meir
friend of

There
ful

are

17

mine once said to me, "Golda, don't be so rigid.


no moral or immoral things. There are only beauti-

or ugly things."

suppose he was

What's more,

right.

suppose that the same thing can be beautiful and ugly. Because

They

G.M.:

don't

Maybe

I,

say too that you're very hard, inflexible

way: love

this

is

ugly.

hard? No. There are a few points, in politics, on which

me

they might think

and
it

However

to others ugly.
.

always beautiful, but the act of love with a prostitute

is

O.F.:

some it looks beautiful and


know how to explain.

to

...

comes

to Israel

believe in Israel,

most

hard. I'm the

mean

word

when

inflexi-

in private life,

it's

compromise

to

don't yield

period. Yes, in that sense the

human problems

with

people,

me. But otherwise,

ble applies to

one

hard. In fact, I'm not

say so adamantly.

foolish

to

with

say

I'm

sensitive creature that you'll ever meet.

It's

no accident that many accuse me of making political decisions


on the basis of my feelings instead of my brain. Well, what if I
do?

don't see anything bad in that, quite the contrary. I've

always

felt

sorry for people

their emotions,

who

are afraid of their feelings, of

and who hide what they

wholeheartedly. Because anyone

who

and can't cry

feel

can't cry wholeheartedly

can't laugh wholeheartedly either.


O.F.

G.M.:

Do you sometimes really cry?


Do
And how! And yet if you
I!

were

Golda, have you had more laughter or


answer, "I think

from

my

such

fine people,

people

laughed more than

I've

I've

especially in the

moved within
I'd really

CM.:

life?" I'd

cried." Aside

years I've spent in Israel.

fift\'

I've

a circle of intellectual giants; I've always

be ungrateful

if

didn't

else

can you ask of

know how

for-

to laugh.

woman who's considered the symbol of Israel.


Some symbol! Are you maybe pulling my leg?
You didn't know the great men who were really the symbol of
Israel, the men who founded Israel and by whom
was influNot bad

O.F.:

your

I've

my life has been so lucky. I've known


had the friendship of such interesting

been appreciated and loved. And what


tune?

me, "Tell me,

family dramas,

always

to ask
tears in

I,

for a

symbol?!

it

enced. Ben-Gurion

you on
myself

my

in the

is

the only

one of them

children and grandchildren that

same

category- as a

and

left,

I've

Ben-Gurion or

swear

to

never put

Katznelson.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

Il8

Fm

not crazy!

say that

if

been any
O.F.:

done what

I've

I've

done,

But

that's true.

can't

hadn't done what I've done, Israel would have

different.

Then why do

who can

they say that you're the only one

hold

the country together?

Now

G.M.: Nonsense!

When

tell

I'll

Eshkol died

you something that'll convince you.


conducted a poll to find out

in 1969, they

how much popularity his possible successors had. And you


know how many people came out for me? One percent.
Maybe one and a half percent. All right, there was a crisis in

my

and even

party

but

as foreign minister I'd felt the effects of

one, one and a half percent!

still

it

And

woman

so un-

popular up until three years ago should today be the one holding

the

country

together by

Believe

together?

itself;

me,

country

the

doesn't need a prime minister

it

holds

named

Golda Meir. If the young people were to say, "Enough fighting,


enough war, let's surrender," no Golda Meir could do anything about

the kibbutzim of Beth Shean, they had

If in

it.

"Enough of living under the rockets of the fedayeen,


enough sleeping in shelters, let's go away," no Golda Meir
said,

would have been able

to

do anything about

was by accident that Golda Meir got


Eshkol was dead, someone had

thought
factions
cept.

can ask

that's all.

In fact,

had got out of governmental

my

What's more,

it.

it

lead the country.

to take his place,

might replace him because

and

to

and the party

was acceptable

to all

want

to ac-

didn't even

politics,

was

You

tired.

children and grandchildren.

O.F.: Mrs. Meir, don't try to

tell

me

that you're not aware of your

success!

CM.: Of course
neither

am

am!

don't suffer from delusions of grandeur, but

troubled by an inferiority complex.

When

deny

being a symbol and holding the country together, I'm not saying I'm a failure!

may

not always have been perfect but

don't see that I've failed in

my

career, either as labor minister,

or foreign minister, or party secretary, or head of the govern-

ment. Indeed

must admit

that, in

my

opinion,

women

can

Oh, Lord,
maybe I would have functioned just as well if I'd been a man.
... I don't know, I can't prove it, I've never been a man.

be good government leaders, good heads of

state.

Golda Meir
.

But

119

women, more than men,

think that

pacity that helps in doing this job.

possess a ca-

that of going right to the

It's

Women

essence of things, of taking the bull by the horns.

more

more

practical,

in mystifications like

They

realistic.

are

don't dissipate themselves

men, who always beat around

the bush

trying to get to the heart of the matter.

And

O.F.:

you sometimes speak

yet

though you didn't

as

Do you like yourself, Mrs. Meir?


What person with any sense likes himself?

like

your-

self.

G.M.:

well to like myself.

know

like to be.

And

to give

you who

like:

my

all

you an idea what

daughter. Sarah

When
When she

so intellectually honest!

goes

the way.

all

\yithout

what

I'd

I'd like to be, I'll tell

so good, so intelligent,

is

thinks something,

she says

it

gives in to others, to

same

really can't say the

know myself too

she believes in something, she

mincing words. And she never

the majority.

too well that I'm not

When

for myself.

you're doing the job I'm doing, you always have to stoop to

compromises, you can never


percent faithful

to

compromise, and
stoop enough.

your

Of

ideas.

can't say

And

yourself remain one hundred

let

course, there's a limit to

always stoop to them. However,

why

That's another reason

that's bad.

can't wait to retire.

you

O.F.: Will

G.M.:

give

five.

really retire?

you

my

May

word. Listen, in

I'm old. I'm exhausted.

heart functions, but

My

can't go

next year

health

on with

you only knew how many times

is

I'll

this

madness

my

forever. If

To

say to myself:

be seventy-

essentially good,

hell with

done my share, now


let the others do theirs, enough, enough, enough! There are
days when I'd like to pack up and leave without telling anyeverything, to hell with everybody, I've

one.
it's

If I've

stayed this long,

out of duty and nothing

out the window! Yes,


they'd better believe

1973.

In

October of

many
it,

I'll

if

for the

else.

moment

I'm

still

here,

can't just throw everything

don't believe that

leave. Well,

I'll

even give you the

'73 there'll be elections.

date:

Once

October
they're

over, good-by!
O.F.:

don't believe

it.

And everyone

because you aren't able

to

says you'll

sit still

change your mind

and do nothing.

G.M.: Look, there's another thing that people don't

know about me.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

120

By nature, I'm

who

has to

fill

a lazy woman. I'm not one of those people


up every minute or else get sick.
like to be
I

with nothing to do, even just sitting in an armchair, or wasting

time with

little

things

cooking a meal

enjoy. Cleaning the house, ironing,

I'm an excellent cook,

an excellent

My

mother used to say, "But why do you want


study? You're such a good housewife!" And then I like
housewife.

sleep.

Oh,

about

this

like to

go

it

so

and that

like

to hell

to the theater.

bodyguard underfoot.
to see a film, they

me? This

with
to

do what

with

my

that

lists

much!

How

did

it

It's

talk,

political talk!

go to the movies, without

happen

my

whenever I want
army reserves along

that

Israeli

been years that

to sleep, to talk

to

be with people, to talk

with serious

like to

even send the

a life?

is

like,

like to

to

about

haven't been able

trivial things,

to

sit

hands folded. I'm always tied to this piece of paper


what I have to do, what I have to say, half hour by

half hour.

Ah! And then


children to say,

my

there's

family.

and neglected them, and

later

children.

And

grand-

badly with her children

she behaved badly with us and

neglected us." I'm a grandmother.


years to live.

my

don't want

"Grandma behaved
I

don't have

many more

intend to spend those years with

also intend to spend

my

them with my books.

grandI

have

morning when I go to bed, I take one of them in my hand and try


pff!
fall asleep and the
to read it, but after two minutes
I
book drops. Finally I want to go to Sarah's kibbutz when I
like. For a week, a month, not rush there Friday evening to
rush back on Saturday evening. I should be the master of the
clock, not the clock the master of me.
O.F.: So you're not afraid of old age.
G.M.: No, it's never frightened me. When I know I can change
things, I become as active as a cyclone. And almost always I
succeed in changing them. But when I know I can't do anyshelves full of books that I've never read. At two in the

thing,

resign myself.

an airplane

in

work, eh, not for fun!


took

off,

that

I'll

never forget the

first

time

flew in

1929, from Los Angeles to Seattle. For

thought:

calmed down

It

How

was

a little

crazy!

Why

plane and the


did

what good would

it

do
do

it?

But

my

moment

it

right after

to get frightened?

Golda Meir
Another time

New

flew from

we

of mine, and

him, "Stop

My

do?"

Once

my

might

Chicago with

The

a friend

plane was

crying,

So
what good does

an airplane flying

nothing you can do.

in a

You

it

storm.

can't stop a

you can't stop time. So you


wisdom.
wisdom that sometimes makes you severe with young

as well take

this

Is it

to

friend cried like a baby.

you

are
like

is

there's

it,

you can't stop

plane,

O.F.:

why

it,

dear, old age

you're in

York

got caught in an awful storm.

bouncing and swaying, and


said to

121

a storm,

easy, with

it

people?
G.M.: Listen, you'd have to be crazy not to realize that the younger

way

generations think differently and that that's the


be.

would

It

be dreary

really

if

it

should

every generation was a copy of

the previous one; the world wouldn't go forward any more.

accept the fact with joy that young people are different from

What

me.

condemn

in

"Everything you've done


beginning." Well,

them is their presumption in saying,


is wrong so we'll redo it all from the

they were to do

if

wouldn't even mind, but

many

in

it

all

over again better,

cases they're

no

and can even be worse. The calendar

us old people

better than
isn't

the

know selfish and reactionary


evil!
young people and generous and progressive old ones. And
condemn in young people: their
then there's another thing
mania for copying whatever comes from outside. Their fashions irritate me. Why that music that isn't music and is only

standard for good and

good

to gi\e

skirts?

you

an imposition,
for

a lack of

some reason

they

all

I've

freedom.

women

that

that long hair, those short

alwass hated them. Fashion

Somebody

in

is

Paris decides

should wear miniskirts, and here

are in miniskirts: long legs, short legs, skinny legs, fat

ugly legs.

legs,

When

Why

headache?

hate fashions, and

they're

men who grow

Never mind as long as they're young.


mad. Have you seen those old

fifH',

really get

bunch

of

little

curls

on the back of

their

necks?
O.F.

The

fact

is,

Mrs. Mcir,

while the one of today

CM.: So
I

see

is

tiiat
.

the one of today. Like

men

tvvent\',

of forty-fi\ e or

thirh' vears

yours was a heroic generation,

fifty

my

children's generation.

When

who've been fighting the war

But vou know what

sav?

for

E\en the

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

122

young people of today

When

Israel.

and that

diers,

and

that's

among

all

be a soldier here doesn't

to
.

my

feel

could tear them away from their desks,

moment

For the

in a

month

whim

in

my

five

minutes

say to myself, Golda,

they could be at the front. Don't be impatient with

let

them be conceited,
Last week

arrogant. So

long hair.

miniskirts,

was

So

a trip!

them wear

kibbutz in the

at

let

north. In the office they were shocked, they said,

such

go

of Sadat's

lump

get a

training

When

often get impatient with them.

argue with them. But after

them. So

in

least

mean

just

heart bursting.

high-school students and think that a

throat.

At

are a heroic generation.

think that at eighteen they've already been sol-

"To make
why

You're crazy!" But you know

tiring!

my old comrades
Day War he had lost two

went? Because the granddaughter of one of

was getting married. And

in the Six

grandsons.

have you ever

O.F.: Mrs. Meir,

No

G.M.:

pened

anyone.

to kill

to kill.

It's

exactly

I've

never hap-

there's no
making decisions by which you
the same thing. And maybe it's

don't say

difference between killing and

send others

anyone?

killed

learned to shoot, of course, but

I've

as consolation

it

worse.
O.F.: Mrs. Meir,

G.M.:

can

how do you

you

tell

look on death?

my

right away:

know, old age

is

not a sin

only fear

and not

disagreeable things about old age.

and down the


physical

What

not

stairs,

some

get used to

to

to live too long.

is

there are plent)' of

to

be able to run up

a joy

Not

be able to jump.

things without difficulty.

and

troubles,

physical

You

It's

troubles

And

just a

aren't

yet

you

matter of

degrading.

become
known people who died too soon,
and that hurt me. I've known people who died too late, and
that hurt me just as much. Listen, for me, to witness the

senile.

is

degrading

Senility

is

to lose

happen

only fear
Jerusalem,

to

is

me.

want

is

an

insult.

to die with

to live too long.

November 1972

lucidity, to

I've

decay of a fine intelligence


to

your mental

don't want that insult

my mind

clear. Yes,

my

Yasir Arafat

When

he arrived, on the dot

moment

for the

appointment,

uncertain, telHng myself no,

too young, too innocuous. At least at

him

in

that

showed

emanates from
face.

and

The only
rifle

of one

who

air

much,

that

a leader to assail

striking thing

is

feet.

Too

you

like a

his

noticed nothing

to

perfume or

a slap in the

all

Arabs, and the

shoulder with the free-and-easy

never separated from

it.

Certainly he loved

it

very

have wrapped the grip with adhesive tape the

say.

I'd

glance,

mustaches worn by almost

color of a green lizard:


five feet three,

first

for a

He seemed

about him was his mustache, thick

he wore on

that

rifle,

remained

couldn't be he.

authority, or that mysterious fluid that always

identical with the

automatic

it

somehow amusing. He was


And even his hands were

short in height,

small, even his

small, you thought, to sustain his fat legs and his massive

huge hips and swollen, obese stomach.


a small head, the face framed by a kassiah,
and only by observing this face were you convinced that yes, it was

trunk, with
All this

its

was topped by

he, Yasir Arafat, the

whom

man

about

ver\'

strange,

among

most famous

guerrilla in the

Middle

East, the

people talked so much, to the point of tedium.

unmistakable face that you would have recognized

thousand

in the dark.

1 he face of an actor. Not only for

now distinguished him like the eycpatch of


enemy Moshe Dasan, but for his mask, which

the dark glasses that by


his

implacable

resembles no one and recalls the profile of a bird of prey or an


123

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

124
angry ram. In
thing
in

he has almost no cheeks or forehead. Every-

fact,

summed up

is

in a large

mouth with

and

red

fleshy lips, then

an aggressive nose, and two eyes that though screened by

lenses hypnotize you: large, shining,

With

those eyes he was

Then in
English, "Good

now

mindedly.

a soft,

in

evening,

and bulging.

Two

glass

ink spots.

looking at me, courteously and absent-

murmured

almost affectionate voice, he


I'll

be with you in two minutes." His

voice had a kind of funny whistle in

it.

And something

feminine.

Those who had met him by day, when the Jordanian headquarters of Al Fatah was thronged with guerrillas and other people,
swore they had seen around him a stirring excitement, the same as
he aroused every time he appeared

was

and

at night,

at that

in public.

But

my

appointment

hour, ten o'clock, there was almost no

one. This helped to deprive his arrival of any dramatic atmosphere.

you would have concluded that the man


was important only because he was accompanied by a bodyguard.
But what a bodyguard! The most gorgeous piece of male flesh I had

Not knowing

his identity',

who

ever seen. Tall, slender, elegant: the type

though they were black

coveralls as

Western

features of a

with blue eyes,

lady-killer.

tie

and

wears camouflage

tails,

with the chiseled

Perhaps because he was blond and

had the spontaneous thought that the handsome

even a German. And perhaps because


him along with such tender pride,
had the still
more spontaneous thought that he was something more than a

bodyguard was

a Westerner,

Arafat brought

bodyguard.

very loving friend,

let's say.

In addition to

him,

who

soon turned on his heel and disappeared, there was an ugly individual in civilian clothes

"Touch my chief and

who
I'll

gave you dirty looks as though to

drill

you

full

say:

of holes." Finally there was

who was to act as interpreter, and Abu George, who was


down questions and answers so that they could later be

the escort
to write

my

checked with

These

last

view. In the

text.

two followed us into the room chosen

room

for the inter-

there were a few chairs and a desk.

vocative, exhibitionist gesture, Arafat put his automatic

desk and sat


of a wolf

down

On

With

a pro-

rifle

on the

with a smile of white teeth, pointed as the teeth

his windbreaker, of gray-green cloth, a

badge stood

out with two Vietnam Marines and the inscription "Black Panthers
against

American Fascism."

from California

who

It

had been given

called themselves

to

him by two

kids

American Marxists and had

Yasir Arafat

come

125

him the alhance of Rap Brown,


make money. told him so. He was
struck by my judgment but not offended. The atmosphere was
relaxed, cordial, but unpromising.
knew that an interview with
Arafat is never good for obtaining memorable responses. And even
with the pretext of offering

but in reahty to do a fihn and

less for getting

any information out of him.

The most famous man

in the Palestinian resistance

most mysterious; the curtain of silence surrounding


is

so thick as to

make you wonder

Even

to obtain

also the

doesn't constitute a trick to

if it

increase his publicit)', a piece of coquetry to


cious.

is

his private life

an interview with him

make him more prevery difficult. With

is

is always traveling, now to Cairo and now to


now to Lebanon and now to Saudi Arabia, now to Moscow
and now to Damascus, they keep you waiting for days, for weeks,

the excuse that he

Rabat,

and

if

then they give

to you,

it

it

is

with the air of presenting you

with a special privilege or an exclusive right of which you're not


worthy.

meantime, you tr\', of course, to gather information on


on his past. But wherever you turn, you find an em-

In the

his character,

barrassed silence,

only partly

justified

maintains the greatest secrecy about

you with

its

by the

fact that

leaders

and never supplies

Al Fatah

their biographies. Under-the-table confidences will whis-

per that he's not a communist, that he never would be even

Tse-tung himself were personally


dier, they repeat, a patriot,

Indiscretions by

now

Jerusalem, sometime

and

his

fortune

youth spent

will

if

Mao

a sol-

confirm that he was born

in the late twenties, that his

in easy

is

and not an ideologue.

widespread

Such

in

family was noble

circumstances: his father

largely unconfiscatcd.

still

him; he

to indoctrinate

owned an

old

which took
had been imposed by

confiscation,

place over the course of a century and a half,

the Egyptians on certain land estates and on certain property in the

center of Cairo.

And then? Lx^t's sec.


Then
who were giving birth
.

fought against the Jews

in

1947 Yasir had

to

Israel

and had

enrolled in Cairo University to study engineering. In those years he

had

also founded the Palestinian Student Association, the same


from which the nucleus of Al Fatah was to emerge. Having ob-

tained his degree,

founded

had joined

he had gone

newspaper
a

in

to

work

in

Kuwait; here he had

support of the nationalist struggle, and he

group called the Muslim Brothers. In 1955 he had

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

120

gone back

to

Egypt

ize in explosives; in

an

to take

officers' training

course and special-

1963 he had helped especially

Fatah and assumed the

name

Builds, Father Builder.

In

of

of Al

in the birth

Abu Ammar. That

is,

Who

He

1967 he had been elected president of

PLO, the Palestinian Liberation Organization, a movement


now includes the members of Al Fatah, of the Popular Front,

the
that

of Al Saiqa, and so forth; only recently he had been chosen as the

spokesman of Al Fatah, its messenger.


At this point, if you asked why, they spread their arms and answered, ''Well, someone has to do that too, one person or another,
it

make any

doesn't

difference."

Of

his daily

life

they told you

nothing, except for the detail that he didn't even have a house.
it

was

slept

When

true.

he wasn't staying with

his brother in

on the bases or v/herever he happened to be. It was also


was not married. There were no known women in his

that he

and despite the gossip of


writer

a platonic flirtation

who had embraced

the Arab cause,

could do without them: as


the

it

And

Amman,

he

true
life,

with a Jewish

woman

seemed

that he

really

had suspected seeing him

arrive with

handsome bodyguard.

You

my

see,

suspicion

is

that,

except for whatever details might

serve to correct any inexactness, there


Arafat.

When

he conceals

it,

man

is

nothing more

has a tumultuous past, you

since his past

is

written

on

feel

to say

about

even

when

it

his face, in his eyes.

But

on Arafat's face you find only that strange mask placed there by
Mother Nature, not by any experience for which he has paid.
There is something unsatisfactory about him, something unrealized. Furthermore, if you stop to think about it, you realize that
his fame burst out more through the press than through his exploits. Even worse, it was pulled out of the shadows by Western
journalists
skillful in

and particularly by the Americans, who are always


inventing personalities or building

them

so

up. Just think of

what they did with the bonzes in Vietnam, and with that nobody
called the venerable Tri Quang. Of course, Arafat cannot be compared to Tri Quang. He is truly a creator of the Palestinian resistance, or one of its creators, and a strategist. Or one of its strategists. But this doesn't mean, all the less did it mean when I met
him, that he was the leader of the Palestinians in war. (The real
brains of the movement, at the time, was Farolik EI Kaddoumi,

Yasir Arafat

Abu

called

Lotuf.)

And,

any case, among

in

Or should
not a

is

one

say the

man bom

difficult to feel

to

sympathy

liked.

for

the Palestinians

impressed

liked

be

all

me least of all.
least of all? One thing is certain:
He is a man born to irritate. It is

who

met, Arafat remains the one

he

127

him.

First of all for the silent refusal

anyone attempting a human approach: his cordiality is superficial, his politeness (when it exists) is formal, and a
trifle is enough to make him hostile, cold, and arrogant. He warms
that he opposes to

up only when he

gets angry.

loud one, his eyes

become

he would

Then,
plies.

In

like to tear

to pieces

opinion,

view but the answers.

it

charm

all his

enemies.

characterizes

his re-

all

not the questions that count in an inter-

is

If a

becomes

his soft voice

along with

of originality and

a lack

my

you

And then

pools of hatred, and he looks as though

him

person has talent, you can ask

or her

the most banal thing in the world: he or she will always find the

way

to

cre,

you can put the most acute questions in the world to him or
he or she always answer you as a mediocrity. If then you apply

her:

such

answer you

law

brilliantly or profoundly.

man

to a

person

struggling between calculation

watch out. After listening


handed. With Arafat

If a

to

really

him, you're

likely to

found myself

left

medio-

is

and passions,

end up empty-

empty-handed.

He

almost always reacted with indirect or evasive discourses, turns of


phrase that contained nothing beyond his rhetorical intransigence,

persuading me.

his constant fear of not

He had no

wish

the point of view of others.

counter between an Arab

who no

latter

Nor

who

longer believes in

Also because the

even

to consider,

it

is it

to

believes in the

is

game,

as part of a dialectical

enough

an immensely

observe

war and
difficult

how
a

the en-

European

encounter.

remains imbued with her Christianity, with

her hatred for hatred, and the other instead remains muffled inside
his

law of an eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth, which

is

the

epitome of any mistaken pride. But there comes a point at which


such pride fails, and it is there where Yasir Arafat invokes the understanding of others or

by doubts behind his


to

admit

its

fundamental

therefore risk one's


for

insists

own

him. Facu

own

to this

on dragging anyone who

barricade.
justice,

physical

To

is

disturbed

be interested in his cause,

to criticize

and moral

its

weak

safety, are

points,

and

not enough

he reacts with the arrogance that

men-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

128

most unjustified haughtiness, and

tioned, the

And

tion to pick a quarrel.

medi-

of insufficient intelHgence?

ocrity,

The

interview lasted ninety minutes, a great part of which was

me

wasted in translating the answers that he gave


sisted

that absurd inchna-

aren't these the characteristics of

on

this

himself

so

each of those ninety minutes


level as well as

on the

in Arabic.

ponder each word,

as to

me

left

dissatisfied

But

intellectual or political.

He inAnd
human

suppose.

on the
was amused

to

discover that he doesn't wear dark glasses in the evening because he

needs them

to see.

He

wears them to be noticed. In

by day or night, he sees very well.


Hasn't he even

made

around

whole Palestinian

UN

fact,

whether

blinkers, but very well.

a career in recent years? Hasn't

elected head of the


travel

With

resistance

he got himself

and doesn't he

chief of state? As such, doesn't he go to the

like a

where he shouts, "An

olive

branch

in

one hand and

gun

in

the other hand," thus disturbing the best friends of the Palestinian

cause?

Nobody could

ever accuse

me

of denying the rights of the

Palestinians. I'm convinced that they will

win. Yet
ple.

is

it

And

bitter to see their rights

here

is

my

win because they must

advanced by inadequate peo-

on

personal judgment

history will inevitably reassess, like Kissinger,

Arafat:

and

someone

that

restore to his real

proportions.

ORIANA FALLACI: Abu Ammar, people talk of you


most nothing is known about you and
.

YASIR ARAFAT:

The only

Palestinian fighter.

of

my

thing to say about


I

became one

taken place in

much

but

al-

is

in 1947,

family. Yes, that was the year

awakened and

me

so

that I'm a

humble

along with the

rest

when my conscience was

understood what a barbarous invasion had

my

country. There had never been one like

it

in the history of the world.

O.F.:

How

old were you,

Abu Ammar?

ask because there's

some

controversy about your age.


Y.A.:

O.F.:

Y.A.:

No

personal questions.

Abu Ammar, I'm only asking how


woman. You can tell me.
I

said,

no personal

questions.

old you are. You're not a

Yasir Arafat
O.F.:

Abu Ammar,

129

you don't even want

if

your age, why do

to tell

you always expose yourself to the attention of the world and

let

the world look on you as the head of the Palestinian resis-

tance?
Y.A.:

But I'm not the head of


it.

member

I'm just a

and

it!

who

be precise the one

to

spokesman. That

don't want to be! Really,

has been ordered to be the

what others decide.

to report

is

swear

of the Central Committee, one of many,

a great

It's

consider

me

the head

the Palestinian

resistance doesn't have a head.

We

try in fact to

apply the con-

misunderstanding

to

cept of collective leadership and obviously the matter presents

we

but

difficulties,

on

insist

it

we

since

believe

it's

indispens-

able not to entrust the responsibility and prestige to


alone.

It's

masses

modern concept and helps not

who

are fighting, to

should die, your

our brothers

curiosit}' will

erything about me. Until that


O.F.:

who

be exhausted

moment,

wouldn't say your comrades could afford to

No. Probably instead


Ah,

alive.

yes,

my

an incentive. Let
of dying

I'd

me

it

you

go around

you

let

ev-

useful dead than

help the cause, as

many
If

probabilities
I

die,

it's

not

world to repre-

in the

don't care about

Abu

die,

say they think

else will direct the battles.


I

If

know

my

safety as

I'm

much

think.

understand.

Israel

have

you'll

I'd

tonight, tomorrow.

else will

someone
more than ready to die.
I

much more
much to

even add that

could happen
someone

sent Al Fatah,

as

be

death would do

a tragedy

O.F.:

to the

are dying.

no.

Ammar. And, to judge by your bodyguard,


you're much more useful if you stay alive.
Y.A.:

one man

do wrong

to

once

On

in a

the other hand, you cross the lines into

while yourself, don't you,

Abu Ammar? The

convinced that you've entered Israel twice, and just


escaped being ambushed. And they add that anyone who sucIsraelis are

ceeds in doing this must be very clever.


Y.A.:

What you

my home

call Israel

is

with e\ery

there, but

much more

tinually,

go when

fairly difficult
less difficult

their

my home. So
right to

go

to

was not

my home.

often than only hvice.


like.

Of
it

but

in

Yes, I've been


I

go there con-

course, to exercise this right

machine guns

than they think;

in Israel

arc always rcad\

But

is

it's

depends on circumstances, on

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

130

You have

the points chosen.

about

right

that.

be shrewd about

to

no accident

It's

that

we

they're

it,

call these trips "trips

of the fox." But you can go ahead and inform them that our

make

boys, the fedayeen,

know

they'll

we

Gaza

Strip

there.

The Gaza

receive

Y.A.:

to

We

move about

us,

done

there
as the

it,

even carry weapons

fighters don't receive their

Abu Ammar, how

We

and learn

land,

not always to

to crossing the lines so

get as far, because I've

and the Sinai Desert.

them from

be able to

And

these trips daily.

accustom them

own

their

with ease. Often

O.F.:

We

enemy.

attack the

arms by sea

they

from here.

long will

all this

How

go on?

long will you

resist?

don't even go in for such calculations. We're only at the

beginning of

this war.

We're only now beginning

to prepare

ourselves for what will be a long, a very long, war. Certainly a

war destined

be prolonged for generations. Nor are

to

generation to

first

fight.

The world

doesn't

know

we

the

or forgets that

in the

1920s our fathers were already fighting the Zionist in-

vader.

They were weak

adversaries

then, because too

much

alone against

too strong and were supported by the En-

by the Americans, by the imperialists of the earth. But

glish,

we

who were

are strong

since January 1965, that

is

since the day that

Al Fatah was born, we're a very dangerous adversary for Israel.

The fedayeen
attacks

their

numbers

improving

how

to resist

long the

their

guerrilla

tremendous

are increasing at a

long we'll be able

should ask

they're stepping

are acquiring experience,

and

that's the

Israelis will

You

rate.

ask

up

their

how

wrong question. You

be able to

never stop until we've returned to our

tactics;

resist.

home and

For

we'll

destroyed

The unit>' of the Arab world will make this possible.


Abu Ammar, you always invoke the unity of the Arab world.
But you know very well that not all the Arab states are ready to
Israel.

O.F.:

go

to

war

for Palestine

peaceful agreement

Even Nasser

is

said so. If

and

that,

possible,

for those already at war,

and can even be expected.

such an agreement should take place,

as Russia too expects, what will you do?

Y.A.:

We

won't accept

Israel

it.

Never!

We

by ourselves until we

will

continue

to

get Palestine back.

make war on
The end of

Yasir Arafat
Israel

131

and

the goal of our struggle,

is

compromise

nor

whether our friends


the principles that

Al Fatah.

First:

The

mediation.
like

allows for neither

it

issues

of

this

struggle,

or not, will always remain fixed by

it

we enumerated

1965 with the creation of

in

revolutionary violence

the only system for

is

liberating the land of our fathers; second: the purpose of this

violence

to liquidate

is

Zionism

and military forms, and

in all

to drive

it

economic,

political,

its

out of Palestine forever;

our revolutionary action must be independent of any

third:

control by party or state; fourth: this action will be of long du-

We

ration.

know

the intentions of certain Arab leaders: to

resolve the conflict with a peaceful

happens, we will oppose


O.F.

Conclusion: you don't

hoping
Y.A.:

No!

this

at all

want the peace

that everyone

is

for.

We

means
call

When

agreement.

it.

We

don't want peace.

want war,

victory.

Peace

peace

is

peace for

and the

Israel

We

and shame.

injustice

imperialists.

for us

What you

the destruction of Israel and nothing else.

For us

it

Decades

will fight until victory.

is

if

necessary, generations.
O.F.: Let's be practical,

Abu Animar. Almost

are in Jordan, others are in

all

the fedayeen bases

Lebanon. Lebanon has

little

wish

and Jordan would very much like to get out of


suppose that these two countries, having decided on a

to fight a war,
it.

Let's

peaceful agreement, decide to prevent your attacks on

Israel.

In other words, they prevent the guerrillas from being guerrillas.

It's

already happened and will happen again. In the face

what do you do?


and Lebanon?

of

Y.A.:

this,

We

can't fight

state to

with

Israel;

promise.

with

on the

decide what

us.

ing Israel

it's

our

Among

it

Do you

basis of "ifs."

right to

want

the right of any Arab

to return

the Arab states,

a risk that

It's

war on Jordan

wants, including a peaceful agreement

Others not. But the


is

also declare

risk

some

home

without com-

are unconditionally

of remaining alone in fight-

we've foreseen.

It's

enough to think of
we have been so

the insults they hurled at us in the beginning;

maltreated that by

ment.

Our

now we

verv formation,

don't pay any attention to maltreatI

mean,

is

a miracle.

1 he candle

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

132

was lighted

that

now we

are

1965 burned

in

many

candles, and

And beyond

nation.

But

the whole Arab

the Arab nation.

O.F.: That's a very poetic

the answer to what

in the blackest darkness.

we illuminate

and very diplomatic answer, but


asked you,

Abu Ammar.

it's

not

asked you:

If

Jordan really doesn't want you any more, do you declare war

on Jordan?
Y.A.: I'm a soldier

secrets

and

a military leader.

As such

must keep

my

won't be the one to reveal our future battlefields

to

would court-martial me. So draw your


own conclusions from what I said before. I told you we'll continue our march for the liberation of Palestine to the end,
whether the countries in which we find ourselves like it or not.
Even now we are in Palestine.
O.F.: We're in Jordan, Abu Ammar. And I ask you: But what does
Palestine mean? Even Palestine's national identity has been
you.

If

did, Al Fatah

with time, and

lost
lost.

its

geographical borders have also been

The Turks were

here, before the British Mandate and


So what are the geographical borders of Palestine?
don't bring up the question of borders. We don't speak of

Israel.

Y.A.:

We

borders in our constitution because those

were the Western colonialists

From an Arab
estine
is

is

a small dot in the great Arabic ocean.


it

is

a nation extending

the democratic Palestinian

But when you

set

up borders

after the

Turks.

is

to free

And our

nation

from the Atlantic

Red Sea and beyond. What we want, ever

trophe exploded in 1947,

O.F.:

who

invaded us

point of view, one doesn't speak of borders; Pal-

the Arab one,

the

who

to

since the catas-

our land and reconstruct

state.

talk of a state,

you have

to say too

within what

is formed or will be formed! Abu


you again: what are the geographical borders of

geographical limits this state

Ammar,

ask

Palestine?
Y.A.

As an indication, we may decide that the borders of Palestine


Mandate. If

are the ones established at the time of the British

we

take the

Anglo-French agreement of 1918, Palestine means


Naqurah in the north to Aqaba in

the territory that runs from

the south, and then from the Mediterranean coast that in-

cludes the
Desert.

Gaza

Strip to

the Jordan

River and the Negev

Yasir Arafat
O.F.:

But

see.

this also includes a

part of Jordan,

mean

133

good piece of land that today

is

the whole region west of the Jordan.

Cisjordania.

But

Y.A.: Yes.
is

O.F.

repeat that borders have

important, that's

no importance. Arab unity

all.

Borders have importance


of a country that already

if

they touch or overlap the territory

exists, like

Jordan.

What you call Cisjordania is Palestine.


O.F.: Abu Ammar, how is it possible to talk of Arab unity if from
now on such problems come up with certain Arab countries?
Y.A.:

Not only
There

is

that,

but even you Palestinians are not

even a great division

in

agreement.

between you of Al Fatah and the

other movements. For example, with the Popular Front.


Y.A.: Ever)' revolution has

its

private problems. In the Algerian rev-

more than one movement, and for all I


know, even in Europe during the resistance to the Nazis. In
Vietnam itself there exist several movements; the Vietcong are
simply the overwhelming majority, like we of Al Fatah. But we
olution there was also

of Al Fatah include ninety-seven percent of the fighters and

who conduct the struggle inside the occupied terwas no accident that Moshe Dayan, when he decided

are the ones


ritory'.

It

to destroy the village

of El Heul and mined 218 houses as a

"We

must make it clear who controls


He mentioned Al Fatah, not the
Popular Front. The Popular Front ... In February 1969 the
Popular Front split into five parts, and four of them have al-

punitive measure, said,


this village,

we

or Al Fatah."

ready joined Al Fatah. Therefore we're slowly being united.

And

George Habash, the leader of the Popular Front, is not


with us today, he soon will be. We've already asked him to
join us; there's basically no difference in objectives between us
if

and the Popular Front.

The Popular P>ont is communist. You say that you're not set
up that way.
Y.A.: Ihere are fighters among us representing all ideas; sou must
have met them. Therefore among us there is also room for the
Popular Front. Only certain methods of struggle distinguish us

O.F.:

from the Popular Front.


hijacked an airplane,

caused shooting

in

In

f^ict

wc

of Al Fatah ha\c never

and wc ha\c nc\er planted bombs or

other countries.

We

prefer to

conduct

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

134

purely military struggle. That doesn't mean, however, that


too don't have recourse to sabotage

you
O.F.:

For instance,

call Israel.

bombs

Tel Aviv,

in

That involves

it's

we

inside the Palestine that

almost always we

who

set off

in Jerusalem, in Eilat.

civilians,

however.

not a purely military

It's

struggle.

Y.A.:

Because, civilians or military, they're

It is!

wanting

to destroy

have been arrested

carr>'

them

helping our commandos, eight thou-

tortures

have been

our

that

without

destroyed,

undergo

brothers

out certain operations,

that we're capable of keeping

methods. This inevitably


first

equally guilty of

their

in

and napalm bombings of the unarmed population.

prisons,

We

for

houses of Palestinians

sand

counting the

all

our people. Sixteen thousand Palestinians

sabotage,

called

them

show

but civilians are the

hits civilians,

accomplices of the gang that rules

Israel.

Because

approve of the methods of the gang

civilians don't

to

check by the same

in

in

the

if

power,

We

know very well that many don't


who lived in Palestine before the
and even some of those who immigrated

they have only to show

it.

approve. Those, for example,

Jewish immigration,

with the precise intention of robbing us of our land. Because


they

came here

innocently, with the hope of forgetting their

ancient sufferings.

They had been promised

Paradise, here

on

Too late they discovered that instead it was hell. Do you know how many of
them now want to escape from Israel? You should see the emiearth,

and they came

over Paradise.

to take

gration applications that pile

up

Canadian embassy

at the

in

Tel Aviv, or the United States embassy. Thousands.


O.F.

Abu Ammar, you never answer me directly. But this time you
so. What do you think of Moshe Dayan?

must do

Y.A.: That's a very

embarrassing question.

hope

one day

How

whether

he's really a brilliant leader or

Abu Ammur,
respect

is

something

he'll

he's

can

answer? Let's

be tried as a war criminal,

brilliant leader

O.F.:

that

say this:

whether the

title

of

bestowed on himself.

seem to have read somewhere that the Israelis


you more than you respect them. Question: Are you
1

capable of respecting your enemies?


Y.A.:

As

fighters,

must admit

and even
that

as strategists

some of

their

war

sometimes

yes.

tactics are intelligent

One
and

Yasir Arafat

can be respected. But

as

135

them. People often

talk

because they always

no,

persons,

behave Hke barbarians; there's never

drop of humanity

of their victories;

about their victory of 1967 and the one

1956 shouldn't even be called

queued up

after the British

have

my own

in 1956.

in

ideas

The one

in

a victory; that year they

only

And

they

and French

aggressors.

won

with the help of the Americans. As for their 1967 victory,

they

owe

ish

to the

it

help of the Americans.

Money comes

and uncontrolled donations from the Americans

And

money, they

besides

also get lavish

shipments of the most

The

powerful weapons, the most advanced technology.


the

comes from outside

possess

Israelis

wonders that they have achieved


re-examined with

much

is

and

this

story

is

not:

We

know

you don't

best

of the

our country ought

a greater sense of reality.

what the wealth of Palestine


than just so

in

in lav-

to Israel.

to

be

very well
get

more

out of our land; you don't create gardens

out of the desert. Therefore the major part of what they possess

comes from

outside.

imperialists supply

And from

the technology with

which the

them.

Abu Ammar. They've put and are putting


use. And as soldiers, they come off well.
Y.A.: They have never won by their positive aspects; they've always
won through the negative aspects of the Arabs.
O.F.: That too is part of the game of war, Abu Ammar. Besides,
they've also won because they're brave soldiers.

O.F.

Let's be honest,

technology

Y.A.:

to

good

No! No! No! No, they're


to face, they're not

even

not! In

soldiers.

hand-to-hand combat, face


They're too afraid of dying,

show no courage. That's what happened in the battle of


Karameh and that's what happened the other day in the battle
of El Safir. Crossing the lines, they came down on Wadi Fifa
with forty tanks, on Wadi Abata with ten tanks, on Khirbet el
Disseh with ten tanks and twenty jeeps with 106-caliber machine guns. They preceded the advance with a heavy artillery
bombardment and after ten hours sent in their planes, which
bombed the whole area indiscriminately, and then helicopters
they

to fire missiles against

Their objective was


never reached

them back

it;

our positions.
to reach the valley of El

after

Nmeiri. They

twenty-five-hour battle,

across the lines.

Do

we drove

you know why? Because we


INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

136

We

used more courage than they did.


attacked

them

in the rear

with our

face to face, without fear of dying.

with the Israehs. They're good

surrounded them, we

rifles,
It's

with our bazookas

always the same story

at attacking

with planes because

know we have no planes, with tanks because they know


we have no tanks, but when they run into face-to-face resistance, they don't risk any more. They run away. And what

they

is a soldier who takes no risks, who runs away?


Abu Ammar, what do you say of the operations carried out by
their commandos? For example, when their commandos go to
Egypt to dismantle a radar station and carry it away? You need

good
O.F.:

a
Y.A.:

little

courage for something

No, you

don't.

easy objectives.

like that.

Because they always look

Those

for very

are their tactics, which,

weak, very
repeat, are

always intelligent but never courageous in that they consist in

employing enormous forces


cess they're a

an undertaking of whose suc-

in

hundred percent

They never move

sure.

they're certain that everything will go well,

them by

surprise, they never fully

commit

time they've attacked the fedayeen

have been defeated. Their


O.F.:
Y.A.:

Maybe not by you,


What they're doing
chological war.

in

commandos

and

unless

you take

if

themselves. Every

strength,

the

Israelis

don't get by us.

but they do get by the Egyptians.


in

Egypt

Egypt
is

is

they're trying to demoralize

it

not a military action,


their strongest

still

and undermine

it's

a psy-

enemy, and
it

through

so

a psy-

chological war incited by the Zionist press with the help of the
international press. Their

game

action by exaggerating

Everybody

it.

possess a powerful press agency.

consists in propagandizing an

We

falls for

it

because they

have no press agency, no-

body knows what our commandos are doing, our victories go


unnoticed because we have no wire service to transmit the
news to newspapers that anyway wouldn't publish it. So no

one knows, for example, that on the same day that the Israelis
were stealing the radar station from the Egyptians, we entered
an Israeli base and carried off five large rockets.
O.F.: I wasn't talking about you, I was talking about the Egyptians.
Y.A.: There's no difference between Palestinians and Egyptians.
Both are part of the Arab nation.
O.F.: That's a very generous remark on your part, Abu Ammar.

Yasir Arafat

137

Especially considering that your family was actually expropriated by the Egyptians.
Y.A.:

My

family was expropriated by Farouk, not by Nasser.

the Egyptians well because

and

went

know

to the university in Egypt,

fought with the Egyptian army in 1951, 1952, and 1956.

my

They're brave soldiers and


O.F.: Let's get

back

brothers.

Abu Ammar. You say that with


huge losses. How many Israelis do you

to the Israelis,

you they always

suffer

think you've killed up to this date?


Y.A.:

you an exact

can't give

figure,

but the

Israelis

have confessed

war against the fedayeen, a percentage of


men that is higher than that of the Americans in Vietnam in
proportion, of course, to the population of the two countries.
And it's indicative that, after the 1967 war, their traffic deaths
to

having

in the

lost,

increased ten times. In short, after a battle or a skirmish with


us,

it

comes out

that a lot of Israelis have died in automobile

been made by the Israeli newswe know that the Israeli generals

accidents. This observation has

papers themselves, because

never admit to losing

men

going by the American


lost

O.F.:

1247

men between

And do you pay an

at

the front. But

statistics, in

can

the battle of

tell

you

that,

Karameh they

dead and wounded.

equally heavy price?

we don't care if we die. Anyway,


we have had slightly over nine hundred

Y.A.: Losses to us don't count,

from 1965

to today,

dead. But you must also consider the six thousand civilians

dead

in air raids

and our brothers who die

in prison

under

tor-

ture.

O.F.

Nine hundred dead can be many or few, depending on the

number

How many

of combatants.

fedayeen are there

al-

together?
Y.A.:

To

tell

you

that figure,

the Military Council, and

me. But

can

tell

you

would have
I

to ask

permission from

don't think they would give

that at

it

to

Karameh we were only 392

against 15,000 Israelis.


O.F.: Fifteen
Y.A.:

thousand?

No! No! No!

Abu Ammar, maybe you mean

1500.

said 15,000, 15,000! Including, of course, the

employed with the heavy artillery, the tanks, the


and the parachutists. As troops alone,
they had four companies and two brigades. What we say is
soldiers

planes, the helicopters,


INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

138

never believed by you Westerners, you listen to them and

you believe them and

that's all,

and

say
O.F.:

Abu Ammar, you're an unfair man.


And after this interview

ing to you.

what you've
Y.A.:

told

You Europeans
beginning

But
O.F.:

to

is

am

I'll

are always for them.

understand us

your war,

we

yours

here and I'm listen-

report

word

for

word

me.

essentially you're

This

you report what they

that's all,

that's all!

still

it's

Maybe some

of you are
one can sense it.

in the air,

them.

for

Abu Ammar,

not ours.

But even

are only spectators.

And

war of
you can't

in this

as spectators

and you shouldn't be surprised if


We've seen them persecuted, we've persecuted them. We don't want it to happen
ask us to be against the Jews
in

Europe the Jews

are often loved.

again.
Y.A.: Sure,

you have

And you want

pay your debts to them.

to

to

pay them with our blood, with our land, rather than with your
blood, your land. You go on ignoring the fact that we have
nothing against the Jews, we have it against the Israelis. The
Jews will be welcome in the democratic Palestinian state.
We'll offer them the choice of staying in Palestine when the

moment arrives.
Abu Ammar,

O.F.: But,

the Israelis are Jews.

tify

themselves with

self

with the Jews.

Israel,

but

And you

Not

Israel can't

all

Jews can iden-

help identifying

it-

can't ask the Jews of Israel to go

wandering around the world once more and thereby end up

in

extermination camps. That's unreasonable.


Y.A.:

So you want

O.F.

No.

Y.A.:

We

to

send us wandering around the world.

don't want to send anybody.

You

least

of

all.

what we're doing now. And if you're


anxious
to
give
a
homeland
to the Jews, give them yours
so
in
Europe,
in America. Don't presume
you have a lot of land
to give them ours. We've lived on this land for centuries and
But wandering around

centuries;

we won't

is

give

it

up

mitting an error even from a

to

pay your debts. You're com-

human

point of view.

How

is

it

Europeans don't recognize it even while


being such civilized people, so advanced, and perhaps more
advanced than on any other continent? And yet you too have
possible

that the

fought wars of liberation,

just think

of your Risorgimento.

Yasir Arafat

Therefore your error

is

139

on purpose. You

can't claim ignorance

about Palestine because you know Palestine well.

your Crusades, and


not Amazonia.

awaken. But

till

it's

You

sent us

country right under your nose.

believe that

someday your conscience

that day

better that

it's

we

It's

will

don't see each

other.
O.F.:

Is

Abu Ammar,

that the reason,

that

you always wear dark

glasses?
Y.A.:

No.

wear them so

asleep or awake.

my

as not to let people

know whether

I'm

between ourselves, I'm always awake

But,

when I take them off, and I


no personal questions.
O.F.: Only one, Abu Ammar. You aren't married, and there are
said to be no women in your life. Do you want to be like Ho
Chi Minh, or is the idea of living with a woman at your side
behind

Y.A.:

glasses.

sleep very

little.

repugnant

to

said,

you?

Ho Chi Minh.
right

sleep only

had

No,

woman. And now

woman called Palestine.


Amman, March 1972

let's

there's

say that I've never found the

no more time.

I've

married

Hussein of Jordan

The

wounded pride devoid of


him without feeling a need to do

king was the picture of bitterness, of

all illusions.

something

You

for

couldn't look at

him, perhaps whisper

to

Majesty.

Go

they

you, no one will pardon you.

kill

away, save yourself.

you've taken too

Or

many

rather than whisper

and

it

If

you

risks already.
it

to

him, "Give up everything,


stay here, they'll kill you. If
It's

not worth

You're only

in

it.

Majesty;

your

thirties."

him, you would have shouted

wasn't the fear of insulting

the knowledge that he knew.

It

him

it

at

that restrained you.

him,

It

was

was written on that face whose mus-

tache was already sprinkled with gray, whose lines already covered
the

memory

of a remote youth.

than the face of Hussein? His

Have you ever seen

lips are strips

looks as though he's about to cry even

Besides

when he

don't think that he's able to laugh

moments when he

a sadder face

of disheartenment; he
smiles or laughs.

except perhaps

Wherever and however you find him, he has the air of


you can't say that life is a gift of God. He lives it,

whom

certainly not as

an

ascetic or saint.

He

man

yes,

to

and

women, motorcycles,
emotions. He defends it,

likes

racing cars, seaside vacations, and violent


yes,

at rare

plays with his children.

and certainly not as a weakling; for this reason he has learned


and his aim is deadly. But with detachment, with anger I

to shoot

would

The

say,

and the suspicion that each day may be

his

last.

king was seated in an armchair in his office in the royal pal140

Hussein of Jordan

141

ace, wearing a greenish, not very elegant suit, with a shirt that instead suited

him

well,

and

chair was huge and this


size

about

chosen with

taste.

The arm-

made him

look smaller than his actual

inches.

when he leaned

five feet three

In fact,

touched the carpet. But he leaned back

his feet hardly

resting his

a necktie

all

back,

the same,

elbows on the arms of the chair and clasping his hands

over his stomach, almost as though to show you that his short

stat-

him no complexes, and indeed he carried it with great dignity, aided by a well-developed body. Wide shoulders, bulging
the body of a young bull
biceps, solid thighs, and muscular calves
ure gave

ever in search of a brawl or a female to mount.

The comparison came

to

you spontaneously

you forgot

if

his

he had the desperate strength of a young bull that never gives

face;

him and he gets away, then he comes charging back.


him again, shut him up in a cage, and he shakes it until
you let him out into the arena. Where he fights. The more you
prod him, the more you torment him, the more you wound him,
the more he fights. Albeit in an uncertain, confused, mistaken way:
up.

You

You

rope

catch

a thrust of the horns here, of the

The

politics

of Hussein.

And

head there,

stamp of the hoof.

one can only wonder

if

his bitterness

and sadness are not chiefly born of this: of the realization of being
only a young bull flung into a corrida from which he can only
emerge dead. Picadors, banderilleros,
in

what

is

all

are united against

To

him

power is
ha\e been

basically a very simple conspiracy. In his case,

anything but comfortable. Just think of the attempts that

made on

enemies,

friends,

toreros,

Egyptians, Syrians, Palestinians,

Israelis,

his life ever since his youth.

say Hussein

is

to say assassination attempts.

To

say conspira-

bombs, poison. He himself has written that the


against him have been so numerous, varied, and continous

cies, pistol shots,

plots

that he

sometimes

time, as

feels like the

hero of

we know, was when he was

a dctectixe story.

sixteen

they killed his grandf^ither, King Abdullah.


the Aksa

only

Mosque

fired at

was saved by

in

Abdullah
a

when

one

also hit

heavy medal that

took place in 1958.


tu'o

of

them

was on the

first

his eyes

steps of

Jerusalem, and the revolver shots were not

him, aimed

his grandfather

uniform; the bullet smashed against

MiGs

It

The

and before

He was

it.

at

the heart.

had pinned on

He
his

I'he episode of the Syrian

flying his plane toward

Europe

attacked him, and he only escaped thanks to his

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

142

skill as a pilot, going into a dive and then rising again, zigzagging,
and running the risk of crashing in the mountains and hills.
In 1960 they tried to do him in by a more insidious method. He
had developed sinus trouble and the doctor was treating him with

nose drops. One day Hussein opened a new bottle and a drop fell
on the washbasin, the washbasin began to sizzle, and a hole soon

appeared

acid for the medicine.

him

stab

Someone had substituted sulphuric


And what to say of the servant who tried to
Or of the cook who put poison in his food? It

in place of the drop.

in his sleep?

was discovered because one of


palace cats and the cats died.
his

his orderlies tested the food

And

the

bomb

on the

placed in the office of

prime minister, Hazza Majali, on the day when Hussein was

pay him a

Hussein did not die because the

visit?

bomb

exploded

to
in

advance, killing only the prime minister and eight other persons.

And
his

the four bursts of

machine-gun

fire

against

what looked

automobile and instead was the automobile of

the military revolt organized by the

army,

Abu Nuwar? The

jumped

sein

fired

around with
it

The most
life is

supreme commander of

his

and overtook them. Descending from the


at

him;

this

time he was saved

more quickly than the other man. He always goes

Colt .38 stuck in his

under

like

And

troops had been quartered at Zerqa; Hus-

he saw a revolver pointed

jeep,

because he
puts

a jeep

in

his uncle?

belt;

when he

goes to bed he

his pillow.

is that the more his


more he exposes himself. The day I arrived in
had noticed on the runway a sturdy young man with a

extraordinary fact about Hussein

in danger, the

Amman,

mustache who very

much

resembled Hussein.

He had

helped a

way to
London. Then he had gone to a Mercedes parked near the gate,
taken the wheel, and driven off by himself, taking the road that
leads into the city. I had exclaimed, "That looks like Hussein!"
And someone had answered, "Yes, it was Hussein. He always goes
pleasant lady and two children to board an airliner

without an escort, unguarded." Furthermore,


sist

that Hussein

1967,

when

head of

is

courageous.

He

is

go

to the front.

its

even absurd

to in-

so in a rash, irritating way. In

the Israelis were advancing

state to

it's

on

on Jordan, he was the only

Alone, in his jeep. His soldiers

fled,

and he went forward, under the whistle of bombs and


mortar shells. When the Israelis crossed the frontier at El Sifa and
in tatters,

attacked with

fifty

tanks,

he rushed off there and began following

Hussein of Jordan

143

done by the

the battle. Certain things were

condottieri of the past;

today not even the generals participate in combat.

So you can only conclude that he

emphasize the word physical

The

bulls.

nothing

danger.

likes physical

which

is

his great limitation.

And
As

in

very sports he practices represent a physical danger and

He

else.

enjoys parachuting, shutting off the engines of his

resume control only at the last


up to 180 miles an hour, doing
reckless stunts with his Hawker Hunter jet. There was a time when
he also liked to disguise himself as a taxi driver and look for passengers at night in the streets of Amman, so as to ask them what they
helicopter and letting

moment,

new

thought of the

The

king

named

Hussein.

king did not stand out in any particular gesture

tioned so

On

far.

smile carefree.

It

me

right for

in

had been so from the

Jordan and

thing happened,

whom

was

my
if

to let

moment he had thrown

hand, asking

if

things were going

me

anyone had given

him know immediately.

It

was obvious

to

remind you

that the master of the

point, the king

had offered

forward to light

it,

me

and
"

for

me

time

to address

forget

he had answered. "Nowadays a king

ployee of the

ceremony.
This

the second

is

state;

it

never do

quite true

doesn't

is

this

Jordanian cigarette and had leaned

enjoying the remark by which

ignorance of protocol. "They told

mind,

house

made

himself and not the fedayeen you've just met. Having

esty,'

all

trouble. If any-

he was alluding. His tone was that of the master of the

who wants

house

have men-

the contrary, his attitude was quiet, cordial, his

open the door and shaken

to

to

fall,

it

racing in his Porsche

seem

to

me

is

had

you

as

stressed

my

'Your Maj-

Majesty." "Never

nothing but an em-

appropriate to stand on

it."

when you remember

journalists in his shirt sleeves, that

he lived

that he often received


in a small villa of a

few

rooms where the servants were few, and that his wife Muna did the
cooking. At that time his wife was Muna, the nice British former
stenographer whose name before marrying him was Tony Gardiner. At the time,

and even while unfaithful

to her in countless af-

What accounted for


was really the simplicity of a woman who did
by cooking for him and who refused the title
fairs,

Hussein loved her.

reluctantly accepted that of princess.

would repudiate

her,

Kvo years

later,

this love,

not

feel

it

seems,

diminished

of queen, and only


So no one suspected that he
for a younger and more beau-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

144
tiful wife.

opposed

His family

had been

life

like that

of any

little

bourgeois

to divorce.

if I might begin the interview. He nodded and at


same moment his carefree attitude disappeared. His voice,
which before had sounded masculine, authoritarian, sank and gave
out in a polite murmur: "Please, go ahead." This led me to suspect
something the possibility of which I hadn't even considered: that he
was timid. He is. Quite in the same way as fighting bulls when they
discover you're not hurting them and, overtaken by embarrassment,
retreat, bowing their necks. But still I was surprised. You're not
surprised, however, by the showman's instinct with which he anticipates your questions, the serpentine skill with which he parries
them. In fact, if his education is Western (we must not forget that
Hussein studied in a Swiss school and was molded by Glubb Pasha,
Sir John Bagot Glubb, the Englishman who set up his army), his
blood is Arab a thousand percent, laden with astuteness, with deI

asked the king

the

viousness.

At

my

first

question, his jaws closed, his arms jerked in an im-

perceptible shudder, and this reaction was to be repeated several

Or rather, every time I


him something uncomfortable. He does not enjoy

times in the course of our conversation.

may have

asked

being interviewed, and for

this reason

one.

He had promised me

over,

he looked

at his

forty

my

interview was not a long

minutes.

When

forty-five

watch and, scarcely concealing

were

his relief,

murmured, "I'm sorry, we must stop. I have another appointment." Nor was there any way to keep him longer. We parted at
the door with the promise to complete the interview a few days
later.

Instead,

didn't see

him

again.

Perhaps because he did not want to resume a conversation that


he knew had not been sincere? Or because actually what he had
told

me

about the Palestinians was one big

that engulfing armchair,

lie?

That day,

he had shown himself so

so tolerant, so desirous of peace.

sitting in

solid with

He had chewed

them,

the word peace

with the same wholeheartedness with which one masticates chewing

gum.

Five

months

later,

instead,

he was

to

Bedouins against the fedayeen and decimate them


bloodbath, the massacre that today goes under the

September.

The

unleash his
in a frightful

name

of Black

fedayeen defended themselves; the battle raged for

Hussein of Jordan

145

But in vain. They had been taken too much by surand could not hold out against an entire army. Even in the
refugee camps there were thousands of dead. Those who saw the
several days.
prise,

dead

state that

Hussein's troops were merciless.


off

And among

decapitated.

... An

children.

arms cut

genitals, legs,

Some had had

their

being tied up. Others had been

after

women and

the victims there were old

ugly, brutal story.

Indeed the whole civilized world reacted with disgust and con-

demned

And many

Hussein.

pushed the situation

much

worse.

to the

Nor were

What we now have to


Munich and Fiumicino,
Should

much

so.

it

Europe, with such episodes

with carnage that

is

as

not our business, with

Anyone who

at the

is

cannot reveal

as his certainly

less

he had
would be

a gesture

now on

strength by redoubling their terrorism.

suffer in

despise Hussein because he lied to

wouldn't say

mented

such

they wrong, for the survivors took refuge in

Lebanon and there regained

blackmail and

said that by

extreme, that from

me?

head of

don't know;

country so

his strategy to the

tor-

enemy,

confide in a journalist. Since his way of freeing himself

from the fedayeen was based on


ticipated massacre,
lied too well,

sudden about-face and an unan-

he had no other choice but

and that

lie

depicts a

man who

is

to lie to

me. But he

tragic, yes,

treacherous. Tragic by destiny, treacherous by necessity. As

convince myself when

but also
I

could

met him again almost three years later.


I met him again in November of 1974, one month after the Arab
Summit in Rabat. The summit where, unanimously, the Arab
leaders had taken from him Cisjordania and his right to negotiate
on the Palestinians' behalf. This time Hussein looked destroyed,
I

a living portrait of defeat

and humiliation. And indeed, the humiliit had been the fruit of a vengeance

ation had been burning, as

wanted and organized by

Arafat.

Seen under such circumstances,

Hussein aroused sympathy, almost

choose

let

truth:

his side of the barricade.

But

need

to

absolve

him and

us not forget the following

Those who hold power and shape the destiny of others should

never be judged in
corpse

hung by

moment

the

feet,

of misfortune or defeat.

If

seen as a

even Mussolini could arouse some

pity.

Those who hold power and shape the destiny of others must be judged

when

they are alive. So, in

remains the one that

my

opinion, the real portrait of Hussein

painted in

my

first,

and by now

old, interview.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

146
It is

that interview that

and of

prefer to offer for the verdict of today

tomorrow.

ORIANA FALLACI: Majesty, but who

command

in

is

Jordan? At the

in

check points people are stopped by the fedayeen,


the fedayeen attack, in the villages
cide.

It's

no longer paradoxical

within your

Many

provokes friction.

things are not going well,

is

Jordan

I'm asked

why

fedayeen out

a sovereign state.

is

my

to

words

like

reasonable people

out.

going as

is

...

answer:

Not because

And
why

I'd like.

don't stop the fedayeen,

propaganda

says.

not true that

It's

cause they have every right to

and the

for twent>' years,

That land

Israelis

found, so to speak,

among

leaders aren't fools

Israeli

occupying

are

Be-

They've suffered

my

their land.

population

have

to

with them.
with

if
is
is

be with them.

much

haven't found

the fedayeen.

And

and have anger

I've

often

in their hearts,

We

will

reach an agreement

and I'm an optimist. Certainly

times painful. But in

faith

to. It's

what

that's

have uncontrolled consequences. This grieves

but doesn't discourage me.

keep

won't throw

hostility.

suffer oppression

their actions

faith

who should help them

But they aren't with you. Majesty.


friendship toward you

keep

when

don't forget that the tragedy of the refugees

Palestinian,

more evident here than elsewhere.

at

can't control them.

not Jordan? Don't forget that a good part of

When men

don't throw the

don't want

fight, to resist.

also Jordanian territory

is

still

won't stop them,

can't but because

not true that I'm a prisoner of the fedayeen;

H.:

observe and

to

think that certain things will change. But we're far from

saying that everything

O.F.:

this

the country that pays for the Israeli reprisals.

Their leaders have reacted

them

know. Ex-

talked at length with their leaders.

I've

agreements they bound themselves

Jordan

de-

a state

Sometimes

can't allow.

that often they haven't observed

and

up

to say they've set

cesses, a taking of positions that

And

borders

who

state.

HUSSEIN OF JORDAN:

cited the

at the

the fedayeen

it's

my

life

I've

it's

me

their

difficult,

one must make choices and then


to keep the fedayeen and I

chosen

choice.

Even

if

my

position

may seem

Hussein of Jordan
quixotic or naive

one day

we'll

147

have

to arrive at a

peace-

ful solution.

do you

O.F.: Majesty,
H.: Yes,

really believe in a peaceful solution?

do. I've always accepted the resolution offered by the

Security Council; I've always fought for


ing for
Israelis

in

H.:

to

position

do

is

to

is

clear:

say

and

go on

will

UN

fight-

and repeat that all the


territories occupied

withdraw from the

But the

There's no other way to achieve peace.

1967.

Israelis

O.F,:

My

it.

have

it

don't want to withdraw; they don't want peace.

By accepting the Security Council resolution, you grant Israel


the right to exist. In short, you don't deny that Israel is an historical reality that cannot be eradicated.

No,

don't deny

To

it.

accept that resolution automatically

includes the recognition of

Israel.

And

that

means

believe in

the possibility of living in peace with Israel.

But

O.F.:

this

is

exactly the opposite of

what the fedayeen want,

The fedayeen want to destroy Israel; they don't recognize Israel's right to exist. TL^ fedayeen consider as an enemy,
or rather a traitor, anyone who accepts the resolution offered
by the UN Securit)' Council. They reject every peaceful comMajesty!

promise, they don't exclude war, they're calling for war. Maj-

how can you

esty,

reconcile your position with that of the

fedayeen?
H.: In

appearance they can't be reconciled, but I'm sure that sooner

or later the fedayeen will end by being persuaded that


essary to reach a peaceful
states as well will

when you

my

tween

West

that

convince them of

stop to think of

it,

this necessity.

there's

no

nec-

And

then,

great difference be-

search for peace and their desire for war.

may

it's

compromise. Because other Arab

seem a paradox, but for us

who ha\e

In the
a

more

elastic mentality, there's no paradox. Both the fedayeen and


would never
myself want to see our rights recognized. And
I

accept a peace that didn't recognize our rights, their rights.


tell

you

if Israel

were

to accept the resolution of the Securit)'

the comattacks would cease


mandos would no longer have any reason to exist. It's the

Council,

the

commando

stubbomness of the
the
O.F.:

commandos, not

Allow

mc

Israelis that brings

about the existence of

vice versa.

to disagree, Majesty.

The fedayeen wouldn't

at all

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

148
be

with

satisfied

the

If

tories.

withdrawal from the occupied

Israel's

were

Israelis

fedayeen would pursue their attacks

why

other reason
H.:

must

believe,

still

want

to believe

someone must

believe in peace,

must

want

to set

that that's not so.

believe

O.F.: Majesty, in speaking of the Palestinian state they

up, the leaders of the fedayeen always repeat that

clude the territory on the

left

bank of the Jordan,


belong

doesn't this territory

it

will in-

in short the

to the

kingdom of

Jordan?
but

H.: Yes,

it's

almost completely inhabited by Palestinians

So

Palestine.

the

That's an-

farther.

the Israelis don't withdraw.

West Bank. But

terri-

withdraw their troops,

to

normal

it's

possession sooner or

for the Palestinians to

later.

And,

to

keep

want

it's

to regain

with the choices

faith

made, it's likewise normal that I don't oppose it. When


the time comes, I'll ask the Palestinians of the West Bank to
decide whether they want to remain with Jordan or become
I've

independent.

O.F.:

Bank

be

left

constitutes

cupying

it,

the

what

will

be

left

of

it?

West
the most fertile territory in Jordan. By ocIsraelis have caused us immense economic
.

what's

left.

harm. But once again there


either interests or conscience.

know

very well that the

arises the necessity for a choice:

When

a king,

anyway

head of

he recognizes the right of self-determination of

state, says that

a people, he

for your-

accept what they've decided.

I'll

But then Jordan

H.: There'll

Decide your future

say to them:

I'll

Then

selves.

must

carry

it

through

to the end.

It's

very easy to

be liberal in words, very difficult to be so in deeds.

And

also

war is over, Jordan will turn out to be the country


that has paid most cruelly and most bitterly of all.
O.F.: That part of Jordan you're ready to give up includes Jerusa-

when

this

lem, Majesty.
H.:

Yes

erty.

but Jerusalem should never be anyone's private prop-

Jerusalem

is

as sacred to the

Muslims

as

it is

to the Chris-

and Jews on this we Arabs are all in agreement. The


immediate problem, therefore, is for the Israelis to realize it as
well and recognize our rights over the Arab part of Jerusalem.
And not insist on annexing it to Israel. You emphasize the future conflicts in the Arab world and forget that it's the Israelis
tians

who want

to crush us

by their expansionism.

Hussein of Jordan
Majesty,

O.F.:

belong

these

149

don't belong to

conflicts

Arab unity doesn't

to the present.

the

exist

they

future,

we saw

that in

Rabat.
H.:

The Rabat conference

wasn't useful, but I've always

Arab unity wouldn't be achieved

known

that

conference table by

at the

gathering the heads of the various Arab states in one room.

can be reached only through separate contacts between

and

state

ourselves

slowly, patiently.

been

I've

and ourselves, Egypt and

Syria

Egypt several times, and

to

back again because each meeting

Corners

imagine.

..

fied

is

smoothed

get

It

state

more

away,

I'll

go

than you

fruitful

are

details

clari-

Even with Egypt, with Nasser? And speaking of Nasser, its


who went to him, Majesty. It's never Nasser who
comes to you. Is one permitted to draw conclusions?
Those who have less fear of traveling are the ones who travel.

O.F.:

always you

H.:

Some
much

people are bothered by airplanes because they cling too


to life. Let's

put

this

it

have no fear of traveling

way: airplanes don't bother me;

in search of friends.

Not even when those friends try to make you crash, as happened with those Syrian MiGs? Am I wrong, Majesty, or is it
always your Arab friends like Nasser who want to kill you?
I
don't want to talk about that.
There's no need to talk
about it.
The Arabs are my allies, my friends.

O.F.:

H.:

O.F.:

know, Majesty. But we

Italians

have

enemies,

I'll

look after

my

your friends, you always


tol

H.:

is

enough

to

me

is,

carr>' a pistol.

me

from

it.

to see

Are you sure that

a pis-

be killed.

I'll

swear

now

times that by

I'd

I've

it.

The

first

thing they

looked death

in

don't

the face so

I'm as accustomed to the risk as to

if

let

myself be obsessed by the idea

no longer go out of

feel safe there.

my

when you go

but aren't you afraid of being killed? No,

day and night. Besides,


of death,

guarantee your safet}?

even think about

many

protect

friends. In fact,

Westerners are always afraid


ask

God

case should be reversed as follows:

proverb that in your

I'm an Arab,

my

house and wouldn't even

believe in fate. God's will be

done, and what will be will be.


O.F.: All those

who

enjoy taking physical

risks

speak of fatalism.

Majesty.
H.:

No,

it's

not true that

enjoy

risks

no

intelligent person likes to

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

150

gamble with his hfe. But for me risk has become the natural
element in which to live what water is to a fish. A fish

doesn't even realize

elsewhere.

risk

for that;

do them because

courage

telligence,

the

man

Yes

Majesty.

that.

my

me

some

of

ad-

I'm afraid

enough.

And your

case shows

so.

And

mean

telling

There

it

it.

when

are days

He wakes up

up and dream

all to

go

to hell

man who

does

morning and
dilemma to keep
end up resolving the di-

Every morning

Majesty,

it.

fine plans, but I'd like to reply

peace?

job really thinks of

says

isn't a

question. Don't you ever get fed

realistic

man

enough if it's
I most admire
in a man is intelligence.
do you resolve things, and with determination.

retiring to live in

in a

man. But physinot accompanied by in-

of something more practical,

H.:

admire most

without courage

isn't

you've just told

and

gift

and what

Only with that


Not even with
with a

if

them

don't do

to take exercise.

hesitated before answering yes. Certainly

mire courage;

me

asked

couldn't live

always offer a

have to move,

it

sports

or else they're not sports. But

Someone once

cal

and

true,

it's

margin of

was courage.

O.F.:

sports,

like

living in water because

it's

in the

is

morning I
lemma by saying to myself: Keep going, you have to keep
going. You see,
wasn't born to do a king's job. When I was a
boy and the prospect of becoming king was still remote because I knew that when my grandfather died, the kingdom
would pass to my father, I thought of choosing a profession.
And I hesitated between the law profession and that of being a
pilot. The study of law is beautiful if you believe in the law as
I do. And then law is a search for all the whys
I would have
going or not.

every

made an excellent lawyer,


just

and unjust, of

being a

plane,

Though

pilot.

ing joy: the


I

right

open

never

let

and wrong.

for

me

The

it.

dialectical play of

Yes,

flying a plane

spaces, the technology.

is

become

my

still

better than

an overwhelm-

When
And

the copilot take the controls.

grandfather died so soon and

my

know

fly

instead

father got sick,

my
my

and

it

So young. Hardly seventeen.


Early, too early. If only you knew how tough it was for me. I
For so many
knew nothing and I kept making mistakes.

was

turn to

king.

years

made

mistakes. I've learned very late.

Hussein of Jordan
O.F.:

And once
let's

What
that

you'd learned, did you like

Or

Majesty?

it,

rather,

put the question in the most brutal and honest terms: as of

do you think

today,
H.:

151

it's

didn't choose this job

wouldn't have chosen

term

worth

it.

and

Majesty?

that, if

Because,

being a king

in prison,

it,

embarrassing question.

a difficult,

is

consider the problem of whether

if

life
I

I've

already told you

could have, perhaps

being head of

sentence. But

like

it

or not,

state

is

shouldn't

should con-

problem of doing it even if I don't like it. In any job


you get days of weariness, of nausea but if we give in to them,

sider the

who

we'd be

like those misfits

me,

never give up the job of king.

changing jobs and


end by doing all of them badly. No, so long as my people
want me, or so long as I'm alive among a people who want
I'll

before swearing
pride,

it

believe me.

think that to give

it

Because

tries to

Amman,

what

send

it

me

April 1972

sworn

it

to

myself

And

on the Riviera would be an


stay.

may. I'm ready


away.

I've

not only as a question of

love this land of mine.

live

of cowardice, of treason. So
not, cost

And

to others.

up and

are always

Whether

to face

it's

worth

anyone, anyone

it

act

or

who

Gandhi

Indira

This incredible

woman who

governed almost half a billion people

and won a war in the face of the opposition of the United States
and China. You looked at her and thought no one would succeed
in driving her from the throne she had democratically conquered,

Some

at that time.

said she

would go on being prime minister of

India for twenty years, and since she was only in her

might
it,

stay there for the rest of her

life.

When

you came

fifties

she

to think of

she was the only true queen and one of the few remarkable

rulers in the world, a


so, at that time.

women

good

And

thoroughbred horse,

at that time.

liked her

used to choose her as an example to show

can be

when

they govern a country.

who warned me,

refused to listen to those

admired

saying,

how
her.

"Maybe

you shouldn't trust her that much." I judged them envious of her
and her success. Then, suddenly, this changed.
It was in the spring of 1975, when she gave up democracy and

talent

became

a dictator.

It

and what she had

was when she forgot what her father had done


lasted

for,

freedom.

All

quickness of a blow, in a few days, a few hours.


as

it

is

wrongly,

so

recent.

maybe

She had been

excessively,

campaign (some minor

for

tried

illicit

fault that all

152

We

know

the story,

and convicted, maybe

behavior in the electoral


politicians

country and in the world) and she had been

having to consider resigning her power,

happened with the

like

commit

in

her

put in the situation of

Nixon had done. Resig-

Gandhi

Indira

153

nation was imperative. Yet she would not resign. She refused to do

what even Nixon had done. And, with

coup

be compared to
up being Prime

to

the coups of the most ruthless tyrants, she gave

Minister Indira to

become

Dictator Indira. Overnight she had

all

the opposition arrested, the constitution violated, and freedom as-

name

sassinated. In the
order.

It

of democracy, of course,

always takes place that way.

not summarize; people

will

because of the coup,

my
woman to

know

rejected her

and shame

didn't hide

regret

as a

love and respect.

But

it.

and of law and of

said this in a report that

and

it's

my

admiration for her.

having portrayed her

at

worth recalling that


I

in the past

been a disturbing task at


Her personality eluded any attempt to fix it in any
precise shape or color. It was too many things at once, and all in
Jt

is

true that doing a portrait of her had

that time too.

conflict

among

themselves.

Many

people didn't

called her arrogant, cynical, ambitious, ruthless.

like her.

And

they

They accused her

of ideological inconsistency, of demagoguery, of playing a double

game. Many, on the other hand,

And

in love with her.


brilliant.

They

liked her, to the point of falling

they called her strong, courageous, generous,

extolled her

good sense, her equilibrium, her hon-

Among those who didn't like her, you often found men.
Among those who did, you often found women. Indeed it's hard
to be a man and accept the remark that circulated in India: "She
esty.

wears the trousers

woman and

be a

all

not

right." In other words,

it

was impossible

to

redeemed, vindicated, by her enormous

feel

which belied all the banalities used to justify patriarchy


and male rule in any society. Being a woman, justifications of
success,

her wrongs

came much

easier. In fact, at that time,

liked to point

out that to rule a country and especially a country

like

so quarrelsome, so complex, one must not be a saint.

Henry Kissinger may


important

that's

head of

state

is

in

say

strength.

rule a country like India


saint,

about

head of

state.

power

The

("It's

not

India,

Whatever

intelligence

quality that counts in a

Courage, shrewdness, and strength"), to


one must be intelligent. She is truly not a

hou

she knows in every sense

used to say, on the other hand, she

to drink
is

from the cup of

intelligent.

life,

mitting that interviewing her was easier than understanding her,

gave judgments that even

now

must recognize

now

that

And, while adI

don't withdraw. For instance, even

on personal matters, she

is

spontaneous.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

154

She hides nothing, she unveils herself in a caressing, modulated,


highly pleasant voice. Her face too is pleasant. She has beautiful
hazel eyes, a little sad, and a strange, indulgent, enigmatic smile
that awakens curiosity. She resembles no one, not even in her
black curls that on the right side are lightened by an odd streak of
gray hair, almost a flash of silver. I also must recognize that she
bursts out with modern ideas. Note her answer to my question
about religion. When one is the leader of the most religious people
on earth, it takes guts to say that you don't believe in the gods but
in man.
Also,

cannot forget that she

not an ordinary

is

ordinary destiny and an ordinary past. First of


Jawaharlal Nehru; second, she

ter of

all,

woman

she

a disciple of

is

is

with an

the daugh-

Mohandas

K.

(Mahatma) Gandhi the two legendary figures who dared to challenge the British Empire and started its breakup. In their shadow
she grew up, was educated and shaped. And if today Nehru is mentioned

as

Indira's

Nehru's daughter.

until

father,
If

today the

with Indira's surname (she has

Mahatma),

related to the

yesterday

name
it

of

Indira

Gandhi

among

until yesterday Indira

owed

the case of a

The

among

the founders of the Congress Party,

ecutive committee, and also her aunt

was

to

be the only

woman

child, Indira not only sat


laps of

The
first

all

school of

make

life

Pandit,

called to preside over the

ex-

who

UN. As
sat

on the

were to create India.

independence took place before her eyes, her

being the police

There

arrests.

and saying, "I'm

Vijayalakshmi

on the lap of the Mahatma, she

men who

the important

struggle for

in politics for generations.

which Indira belongs. Her parents were members of the

to

to

is

part of her

exceptional people in exceptional times.

Nehru family had been immersed


grandfather had been

as

from her husband, who was not

popularity to the fact of being called Gandhi. Hers

person born

was known

creates confusion

is

who descended on them

a story of her

sorry, there's

no one

opening the door

at

grandfather, grandmother, and aunt are

home.
all in

My

at

night

to friends

father,

mother,

prison." Also for this

reason she was sent to study in Switzerland at the age of eight. But
at thirteen

the

she

Monkey

strict

came back and founded

a corps of little guerrillas,

Brigade. Six thousand children

themselves to carrying messages

British barracks.

Led by

her.

The

who

did not always re-

sometimes they

letters that

attacked the

Nehru wrote her from

Indira

...

you

fascinated

how your

read the story of Jeanne d'Are, and

first

ambition was to be something hke her?

making

155

"Do you remember how

prison are of this period.

were when you

Gandhi

In India today

we

are

and you and I are fortunate to see this happening


before our eyes and to take some part ourselves in this great
drama." Today the letters are collected in two volumes and used in
history,

the schools.

She too was

in prison

for thirteen

sentence of the special tribunal,

months, but according

to the

should have been seven years.

it

She was there with her husband. Returning to Europe to attend


Somerville College at Oxford, she had joined the Labour Par^^y and
met a young lawyer from Bombay Feroze Gandhi. He too was up

neck

to his

months

1942. Six
rested

this

Delhi in February

had them both

ar-

was the beginning of

and certainly not happy, marriage.

In 1947,
to

woman

in

later the British authorities

and charged with subversion, and

difficult,

went

They were married

in politics.

when Nehru became prime minister, Indira practically


with her father, who was a widower and needed a

live

at his side.

He opposed

it

Feroze Gandhi could never accept

until the

day he died,

in 1960,

this choice.

of a heart attack. But

he didn't blunt her decision. Driven likewise by resentment over


the excessive attentions that,

women,

for

Feroze paid

so they say,

than with her husband. They called her "the


"the daughter of the nation." Together with
received heads of state, held

committee of the

tive

men

death, in 1964,

seemed

in

it

rallies.

first

lady of India,"

him she

traveled,

In 1956, she joined the execu-

party. In 1958, she

and expelled the

And

other

to

seventeen years Indira spent more time with her father

became head of the

she had admired as a child.


inevitable that she

would

On

party

Nehru's

take his place.

the elections of 1966 she did so, carrying off 355 seats as

against 169. Later, in the 1970 elections, her triumph was doubled

and didn't end

till

the day she betrayed democracy, the

memory

of

her father, herself. So, until that day, one could say that her political

biography had something in

who

also

came

between the two

to

women

whom

with that of Golda Meir,

a party career.

And

the parallel

did not end there, since

unhappy marriage, Golda too


loved and by

common

power through

sacrificed to

Golda too had an


power the husband she

she had had two children. Their lives con-

firmed with chilling exactness

how

difficult

it is

for a

woman

of

tal-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

156

her talent and at the same time save her happiness.

,ent to realize

More than

actually impossible to the point of tragedy.

difficult,

and injustice of being a woman


were demonstrated precisely by the two women who had arrived at
the top of the pyramid. And it was painful ind infuriating to disParadoxically,

cover that a

mean, the

man

with a destiny can follow

up

family, without giving

things don't coexist.


truth doesn't

strain

Or

end because

love.

A woman

it

without giving up his

cannot. For her, the two

And such

they coexist only in tragedy.

democracy has ended.

Indira's belief in

It

on which men should meditate a lot. I say


more: in that sense, I'm still on the side of Indira. My refusal of the
woman as politician is not accompanied by my refusal of the
woman as such. Even during the hours that followed the arrest of
the opposition leaders and her coup, that is even during the burst of
remains a

my

bitter reality

indignation against her,

was and how

how

couldn't help thinking

much more unhappy

man who

than a

alone she

puts himself in

same situation.
met Indira Gandhi in her office in the government palace. The
same office that had been her father's large, cold, and plain. She
was sitting, small and slender, behind a bare desk. When I entered,
she got up and came forward to give me her hand, then sat down
the
I

again and cut the preliminaries short by fixing

meant:

Go

ahead with the

first

me

with a gaze that

question, don't waste time,

really

She answered cautiously at first. Then she


up
like
flower
and the conversation flowed along without
opened
a
obstacles, in mutual sympathy. We were together for more than
have no time

to waste.

two hours, and when the interview was over, she

accompany me
corridors

me

to the taxi waiting for

and going down the

though she had always known

she held

stairs,

me and

me

don't envy you, and

said,

"The problem

is

all

talked about this

of a sudden

and

whether she had, even then,


later,

that,

officials.

She

down
And she

exclaimed, "Deep

shouldn't like to be in your place."

that unfinished phrase.

represented and, years

not in the problems

around me. Democracy, you know

meant by

Along the

by the arm, as

responding with an absent-minded nod to the bows of


looked tired that day, and

the office to

left

in the street.

."I

have,

in the idiots

it's

now wonder what

And sometimes

a certain contempt
would overthrow.

for the

she

ask myself

system she

Indira

Gandhi

Forty-eight hours later, having found


I

157

some gaps

in the interview,

wanted to see her again, but without standing on ceremony

to her house,

No one

Rajiv and Sanjay.

when

she

flowers.

asked her

The

if

went

with

came

wreaths of

protests,

petitions,

bell, the secretary

to open the door, and

me

the prime minister could give

another half hour.

went away and came

"Let's see," then

secretary answered,

Gandhi
morning when she

accessible than Indira

realize this in the

who come

rang the

more

is

home, and you

is

people

receives

modest bungalow that she shares with her sons

sit down, let's have a cup of tea." We


room opening on the garden and talked

back with Indira. "Come,

sat

down

for

the living

in

another hour. Besides the things

who

me

asked her, she told

about her

and is a pilot for AirIndia, then of her younger son Sanjay, who is an automobile designer
and still a bachelor. Finally she called a beautiful dark little boy
who was playing on the lawn, and embracing him tenderly, murson Rajiv,

mured, "This
world."

is

was

It

is

married to an Italian

my
a

of,

their

own

The
read

is

man

the

a child.

It

brought back

the solitude that oppresses

lost his

might hear

to

women

own dreams,

destinies, their

mind

the injustice

The

mistakes.

fact

is

temper, and feeling jealous, sent for

his side.

chapter on Bhutto.

But

this

What

is

a story

on defending

intent

own

their

interview with Indira had a sequel.

it,

love most in the

sensation to watch this very powerful

strange

woman embracing
spoke

grandchild; this

girl

that Bhutto

me

so that

will save for later, in the

care for, instead,

to

is

make

clear that

must be read recalling that it took place when she


saw her as I don't today. Usually I
wasn't what she is today, and
met and judged.
do not change my mind about people whom
The first impression remains valid. But sometimes I do, with pride.

this interview

Because having

mind means

also using

it

to recognize a mistake

and correct it. Fspccially wiien history is involved. And history


something in movement, in process, like life. History is life.

is

have so many questions to ask


ORIANA FALLACI: Mrs. Gandhi,
and
political.
The personal ones, however,
you, both personal
I

I'll

leave for later

afraid of

once

you and

call

I've

understood

you cold, indeed

why many people


icy,

hard

are

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

158

INDIRA GANDHI: They say that because I'm sincere. Even too sin-

And because

cere.

don't waste time in flowery small talk, as

people do in India, where the

how

pliments: ''How are you,

grandchildren, and so forth."

And compliments,
"Hurry up,

let's

that goes with

know how
am,

to

Then

frankness:

mood

act;

I'm

there's another reason,

don't put on an act.

always show myself

I'm happy,

If

in.

react.

You can
O.F.: Fine.

how

ask anything

I'll

don't

what

for

look happy;

a war.

dangerous one.

tory a

And now

others will react.

you

if

you hoped

But quite

ally

should avoid dangers.


if

what seems

Do you

really think that

for? Aren't

right involves

thought of the consequences of


the consequences later,
face the

new

dangerous.

situation.

those

risks

with the

ment.

new
want

reality.

danger

my

And

may

don't think one

that's

reality

hope

situation arises

You

it.

yet

I'll

never

I've

examine

and

then

say this victory


tell

if it's
If,

is

danger-

however,

act in accordance

that sounds like a positive statein a positive

way.

want

to state

be friendship between Bangladesh and our-

not a one-sided friendship, of course

If

one must

a necessary action.

new

anything for nothing; each has something


thing to take.

turn out in-

well,

philosophy

no one can

answer you

to

will

it

don't see the risks you mention.

should become

that there will


selves.

when
And

say that today

ous, that today

this vic-

Bangladesh

think one should do what seems right.

danger. That's always been

risk the

You have won,

few of us consider

you afraid
stead to be a most uncomfortable burden?
Look, life is always full of dangers and
be the

go ahead.

like.

begin with the most brutal question.

more than won,

that

And

doesn't worry about

And

done. But

is

mine, and when

this attitude of

show it. Without worrying about how others may


When one has had a life as difficult as mine, one

I'm angry,

I.G.:

are your

refuse to indulge in small talk.

hard.

icy,

my

put on an

whatever

in

how

get to the point," they feel hurt.

think I'm cold, indeed

one

com-

spent in

is

save for after the job

people can't stomach

in India
say,

if at all,

half hour

first

are your children,

we

Bangladesh

offer
is

something

offering

to

Bangladesh,

something

shouldn't Bangladesh be able to keep

no one does

to give

its

to

us.

and someit's

obvious

And why

promises? Economi-

Gandhi

Indira
cally
it

of resources and can stand on

full

it's

seems

me

to

159

led by trained people.

shelter here are going

home.

going

home?

refugees

Are they

I.G.:

Yes, two million have already gone back.

O.F.:

Two

I.G.:

No, but give them time. They're going back


I'm

O.F.:

million out often. That's not

More than

satisfied.

took

much.
fast.

Fast enough.

expected.

Mrs. Gandhi, in mentioning the dangers of your victory,


wasn't referring only to Bangladesh.

West Bengal, which


its

independence.

And

was also referring

and which

India,

is

And you know why? Because

already taking place in India.

is

already

Calcutta

to

for
.

revolu-

Shanghai and Calcutta."

No. That's not possible.


here

in

"The world

there's a sentence of Lenin's that says,

lution

now clamoring

is

heard the Naxalites

I've

tion will pass through


I.G.:

who

O.F.:

really

Politically

its feet.

The

peacefully

and

a revo-

Things are changing

democratically.

no

There's

danger of communism. There would be

if

government instead of mine.

communists gained

strength in India

ing to the right.

In fact the

we had

a rightist

when the people thought my party was movAnd they were correct. In the face of such a

threat, they

had no other choice but

the far

But now that the people are conscious of our

forts,

left.

now

to

throw themselves

to
ef-

communists
West Bengal, they

that they see us resolving problems, the

are losing strength.

for the Naxalites in

under control, and I'm sure that the ones

are completely

Bangladesh

As

will also

be brought under control. No,

in

don't ex-

pect trouble.
O.F.

They've already given you some trouble,


fearful lynchings in

I.e.:

They happened

Dacca

in

Bangladesh.

saw

after the liberation.

in the first five

days and were few

in

compari-

son with the massacres that the others carried out, in comparison with the million people the others

some unfortunate
them.

If

incidents,

inevitable that

you

stand

true,

killed.

and we

There were

tried to

prevent

you only knew how many people we saved! But we

couldn't be everywhere,

ties

it's

some

we

find groups that

them

too.

couldn't sec everything, and it was


would escape us. In all communibehave badly. But you must under-

things

They were

so enraged, blinded by resentment.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

l6o

To

be

one should not consider what you saw

just,

days but what they saw and suffered for


O.F.: Mrs.

dians

Gandhi, you know the accusation that

who provoked

this

in a

few

many months.

war and attacked

was you In-

it

What do you

first.

say to that?
I.G.: I'd

answer by admitting

that, if

helped the Mukti Bahini. So,

you .want to go way back, we


you consider it all as begin-

if

ning with that aid and from that moment, yes


ones to

start

But we couldn't do otherwise.

it.

keep ten million refugees on our

an unstable situation

for

soil;

we

on

were the
couldn't

couldn't tolerate

who knows how

refugees wouldn't have stopped

^we

We

long.

That

the contrary.

such

influx of
It

would

have gone on and on and on, until there would have been an

We

explosion.

were no longer able

those people, in our

own

interest

to control the arrival of

we had

to stop

it!

That's

what I said to Mr. Nixon, to all the other leaders I visited in


an attempt to avert the war.
However, when you look at the beginning of the actual war,
it's

not hard to recognize that the Pakistanis were the ones

to

planes, at five o'clock that

who descended on us with their


afternoon when the first bombs fell

on Agra.

you by the

attack.

They were
I

the ones

can prove

it

completely by surprise.

to

The weekend

fact that
is

we were taken
when

the only time

government can leave Delhi, and, well, almost no


one was in Delhi. I had gone to Calcutta. The defense minister had gone to Patna and from there he was to go to Bangalore in the south. The finance minister had gone to Bombay
and was about to go to Poona. The head of the armed forces
was somewhere else; I don't remember where. We all had to
rush back to Delhi, and for this reason our troops went on the

we

in the

counteroffensive only the next day, instead of in a few hours.

some
we were prepared; we knew that something
would happen. But we were only really ready for air attacks. If
For

this

areas.

it

O.F.:

I.G.:

reason the Pakistanis succeeded in occupying

Naturally

hadn't been for that, they would have knocked us out.

trip you took to Europe and


America to avert the conflict. Gan you tell the truth today
about what happened? How did things go with Nixon?
I made the trip knowing I was like the child putting his finger

Mrs. Gandhi, you mentioned the

Gandhi

Indira

And

into the hole in the dike.

don't

know

one can't

...

there are things that

oh,

And

spoke clearly to Mr. Nixon.

161

why
I

The truth is that


him what had al-

not!

told

Pompidou, Mr. Brandt. I told


him, without mincing words, that we couldn't go on with ten
million refugees on our backs, we couldn't tolerate the fuse of
such an explosive situation any longer. Well, Mr. Heath, Mr.
Heath, Mr.

ready told Mr.

Pompidou, and Mr. Brandt had understood very well. But not
Mr. Nixon. The fact is that when the others understand one
thing, Mr. Nixon understands another. I suspected he was
knew that the Americans had
very pro-Pakistan. Or rather
I

always been

were

of Pakistan

in favor

in favor of Pakistan,

However,
changing

so

much

because they

had recendy had the impression they were

not

becoming

not

but because they were against India.

so

much

by becoming

less anti-India.

anything but avert the war.

me

perience taught

less

My

was wrong.

It

pro-Pakistan as by

Nixon did

visit to

was useful only

to

me. The ex-

when people do something

that

against

you, that something always turns out in your favor. At least

you can use


and

it

you'll see

know why
liked

me,

to
it

won

yes,

your advantage.

It's

a law of life

holds true in every situation of


the last elections?

because

It

but also be-

yes,

cause the opposition had behaved badly toward me.

you know why


do

yes,

it,

won

this

it

Do you

was because the people

had worked hard,

check

life.

war? Because

my army

And do

was able

to

but also because the Americans were on the side of

Pakistan.
O.F.:
I.G.:

don't understand.

Let

me

been

explain.

But

stan.

if

it

America always thought

hadn't helped Pakistan,

a stronger country'.

You

it

was helping Paki-

Pakistan

would have

don't help a country b\ support-

ing a military regime that denies any sign of democracy,

what defeated Pakistan was

its

military regime.

and

That regime

supported by the Americans." Sometimes friends arc dangerous.


O.F.:

And

We

must be very careful about the help friends give


The Chinese too were on Pakistan's

the Chinese?

and unless I'm mistaken, China

is

the largest potential

us.

side,

enemy

of India.
I.e.:

No.

don't see

why we and

the Chinese should have to be

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

102

We

enemies.

don't want to be their enemies.

we

they want,

can't

they really want


sis

it

because

it

well,

so?

don't think

more

lighter

than the

skillful

touch

had

they could have done more for Pakistan.

to,

who

was the Americans

It

for the position they held in

think they've been

Americans. Certainly they've had

wanted

what

If that's

but

it,

don't think that in the final analy-

would do them any good. As


war

this

do anything about

they

Isn't that

sent the Seventh Fleet into the

as to take no chances,
remove our troops from the Chinese border, but never
believed the Chinese would intervene by making a false move.

Bay of Bengal, not the Chinese. So

didn't

never believed in the danger of a third world

In other words,

war. Naturally,

if

the Americans had fired a shot,

enth Fleet had done something more than


of Bengal

O.F.:

It

up

all

the Third

in the cult of

nonviolence, Mrs.

You must keep in mind that


And anyway I'll

by a
mir,

World War would have

ex-

who were brought


Gandhi!
wonder how

about war with you

it

face others.

when

the Sev-

these days of conflict.

felt in

wasn't

tell

you

my

first

war; I've had to

a little story

about non-

had barely become independent,

India

violence.

if

there in the Bay

honesty, not even that fear occurred to me.

feels so strange to talk

you've
I.G.:

yes,

ploded. But, in

sit

in

1947,

which at the time was ruled


maharajah. The maharajah fled, and the people of KashPakistan invaded Kashmir,

Sheikh Abdullah, asked

led by

who was

Mountbatten,

Indian help.

for

Lord

governor general, replied that he

still

wouldn't be able to supply aid to Kashmir unless Pakistan


declared war, and he didn't seem bothered by the fact that the
Pakistanis were slaughtering the population.

So our leaders

decided to sign a document by which they bound themselves


to

go to war with Pakistan.

And Mahatma Gandhi,

apostle of

He
when one

nonviolence, signed along with them. Yes, he chose war.

was nothing else to do. War is


must defend somebody or defend oneself.
persist in seeing this war
O.F.: The point is

inevitable

said there

brothers.

And both
I.e.:

Not

even said so
of

entirely.

as

war between

General Aurora and General Niazi.

them answered,

basically

ally brothers.

to

"Basically

The

know you were

we

are brothers."

Indians and Pakistanis are


surprised

when,

liter-

after the fall of

Indira

Gandhi

163

officers

shook hands. But do you

Dacca, Pakistani and Indian

reaHze that, up until 1965, in our army and the Pakistani one

you could come across generals who were brothers? Blood


brothers, sons of the same father and the same mother. Or you
found an uncle on one side and a nephew on the other, a
cousin here and a cousin there. Besides

true today.

it's still

I'll

There was a time when even two ambassadors to Switzerland, the one from India and the one from
Pakistan, were two blood brothers. Oh, the Partition imposed

tell

you something

on us by the

else.

was so unnatural!

British

them

families, to break

up.

It

served only to divide

remember harrowing

episodes.

who emigrated, people who didn't want to emigrate.


Many Muslims didn't want to leave India to go to live in

People
.

Pakistan, but the propaganda was that there they'd have greater

opportunities and so they

want

hand, didn't

and so they

prop>erty

Many

left.

to stay in Pakistan,

Hindus, on the other

but they had

ties

there or

stayed.

To become our enemies what an absurdity. A crazy absurdity when you stop to think that we, Muslims and Hindus,
had conducted the struggle

for

independence together. Yes,

even under the British there were hostile groups. There were

we found out

But, as

clashes.

who had no
Partition. The

these were clashes pro-

later,

on

the

voked by those

wish to

eve of the

policy of keeping us divided was

let

us live together

always followed by foreigners, even after the Partition.


dians and Pakistanis had been together

...

If In-

don't say as con-

federated countries but as neighboring and friendly countries


.

.like Italy

and France,

for

of us would have progressed


that

it

was not
It

war, that

we

tear

in

"someone's"

each other

solve the Pakistanis.

one encouraged them


ons to attack us.
O.F.:

And

How

You know

What

talks,

"someone"

interest that

to pieces. Yes,

me, both
would seem

believe

further. But,

it

for us to make
we be always at

I'm inclined to ab-

should they have behaved? Some-

to attack us,

someone gave them weap-

they attacked us.

Bhutto says that he would be ready


with India.

I.e.:

interest of

in the

was

progress.

example

much

to set

up

a confederation

do you think of that, Mrs. Gandhi?

Bhutto

is

not a very balanced man.

vou never understand

When

what he means. What

he

does he

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

164

mean

time? That he wants to be friends with us? We've

this

wanted

to

wanted

to.

be friends with him for some time;

always

I've

Here's something that Westerners don't know.

The

Western press has always insisted that India was Pakistan's


enemy and vice versa, that the Hindus were against the Muslims and vice versa. They've never said, for instance, that my
been fighting

party has

membered

into

this attitude ever since

that religious hostilities are

wrong and absurd,

cannot be eliminated from

a country, that

religions

must

how

we were

dis-

two countries. Since then we have maintained


that minorities

people of different

live together.

possible for people in the modern world to go


on killing each other for religion? The problems we should be
concerned with nowadays are quite different! They're the

But

is

it

problems of poverty, of the

rights of the

of the

individual,

changes brought about by technology. They're the ones that


count,

more than

religion!

Because they're universal prob-

lems, because they pertain in equal measure to Pakistan and


ourselves.

can't take

scream that religion

is

it

seriously

when

people get excited and

and similar

in danger,

fortunately even in India there are people

And

they're the

same ones who

Un-

talk like that.

"We should never have


Now that exists, ought

say,

accepted the existence of Pakistan.


to

stupidities.

who

be destroyed." But these are only a few

it

it

madmen who

have

no following among the masses.


In India you don't find propaganda against Pakistan. During
the war there was a little of it, naturally, but even during the
war we were able to control it. In fact the Pakistanis were astonished by this. There were prisoners in the camp hospitals
who exclaimed, "What? You're a Hindu doctor and you want
to cure me?" Lx)ok, I can only reply to Bhutto that, if he
knows what he's saying, he's saying the only thing to be said.
And if he didn't say that, what would his future be? I'm told
Bhutto is ambitious. I hope he's very ambitious; ambition may
help
O.F.:

To

him

see reality.

digress a

moment, Mrs. Gandhi. You're not

religious, are

you?
I.G.:

Well

...

Certainly

it
I

depends on what you mean by the word

religion.

don't go to temples and pray to the gods or any-

Gandhi

165

by rehgion we

mean a behef in humanmake man better and a

Indira

thing hke that. But

little

O.F.:

if

rather than the gods, an effort to

it\'

happier, then yes, I'm very religious.

hope

that wasn't

an embarrassing question, Mrs. Gandhi.

No, why?
O.F.: This one is embarrassing, however. You've always proclaimed
a policy of nonalignment, then last August you signed the
Indo-Soviet friendship pact. Isn't there a conflict between the
I.G.:

tuo things?

No,

I.G.:

wouldn't say

so.

Because what does nonalignment

mean? It means we don't belong to any military bloc and that


we reserve the right to be friends with any country, independently of the influence of any countr). All this has remained

unchanged

after

others can

say

the signing of the Indo-Soviet treaty,


or think

what they

change because of the Soviet Union.


India's destiny
exists,

Soviet

you

how

and

it

Union than

Yes, the treaty

We

our
know

we have toward other


Nor does it exist on only one

Look

That

is,

It

it

is

international

in

Still,

us from being friends with other countries,

doesn't prevent

which indeed we

same nonalignyou we'll go on making

doesn't prohibit us from practicing the

ment, as indeed we do.

And

assure

our decisions without worrying whether

it

pleases or displeases

anyone

the Soviet Union, China, America, France, or

Do you want

to

know something

else?

A month

else.

after the sign-

someone asked Chou En-la what he thought of it. And


don't see
En-lai answered, "It makes no difference.
why it should make any difference."
Opening an Indian embassy in Hanoi in the near future does
make a difference, however. In fact, you are head of the International Control Commission for Vietnam. What does this
mean? That you'll give up membership on the commission
ing

Chou
:

countries.
side.

we're situated geographically and you'll see that India

matters, the treaty changes nothing.

O.F.

treat)'

puts us in a different position toward the

very important for the Soviet Union.

are.

very well that

the one

exists.

and
won't

policy

linked to world peace. However, the

is

say,

like

and your chairmanship?


I.e.:

don't know.

still

()b\iously the problem arises.

haven't thought about

how

to resolve

it.

And

to talk

But

about

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

l66
this.

Let's talk

about

Control Commission

What good

thing.

does

do

gave

happy
O.F.:

Saigon the situation

in

have done what

to

So are people

be on

to

it

never done any-

it's

or not? Before opening

a lot of thought, but

it

American policy

really a painful decision.


is,

anyway. Listen, the International

it

the embassy in Hanoi,

it

it

doing anything,

isn't

in

wasn't

it

Vietnam

is

what

anything but normal, and I'm

is

did.

right to think you're

more on

the

left

than your

father was?
I.G.:

Look,

and

don't see the world as something divided between right

left.

And

I don't at all care who's on the right or left or in


Even though we use them, even though I use

the center.

them

myself, these expressions have lost

one

interested in

label or the other

all

I'm

solving certain problems, in getting where


certain objectives. They're the
to give

same

meaning. I'm not


only interested in

want

to go.

my

objectives

have

father had:

people a higher standard of living, to do away with the

cancer of poverty, to eliminate the consequences of economic


backwardness.
best

way

tions

want

And

to succeed.

possible, without caring

leftist

It's

the

want

succeed

to

whether people

in the

my

call

ac-

or rightist.

same

story as

when we

nationalized the banks. I'm

not for nationalization because of the rhetoric of nationalization,

or because

see

in

nationalization the cure-all for

every injustice. I'm for nationalization in cases where

When we

my

it's

nec-

was

dis-

turbed by one trend in favor and one against. So as not to

split

essary.

the party,

were

first

considering

it,

party

suggested a compromise: to give the banks a year's

time and see

if

they succeed in showing us that nationalization

wasn't necessary.

done any good,

The

year went by and

that the

money

still

we

realized

ended up

in the

the rich industrialists or friends of the bankers. So


that

it

was necessary

Without considering

to nationalize the banks.


it

socialist gesture or

gesture, just a necessary one.

Anyone who

it

hadn't

hands of

concluded

And we

an

did.

antisocialist

nationalizes only so

be considered on the left to me is a fool.


However, you've used the word socialist on various occasions.
Yes, because it's the closest to what I want to do. And because

as to

O.K.:
I.G.:

in all societies that

have applied a form of socialism, a certain


Indira

Gandhi

167

degree of social and economic equality has been achieved. But

now even

by

Swedes

The Russians

themselves

call

Germany

word socialism has

the

interpretations.

And

socialists.

many meanings and

so

themselves

call

there was also a national socialism.

O.F.:

Mrs. Gandhi, what does the word socialism

I.G.:

Justice.

more
O.F.

But

the

socialists,

not forget that in

let's

Yes,

it

means

justice.

It

means

mean

to

you?

work

trying to

in a

egalitarian society.

pragmatic sense, free of ideologies.

in the

I.G.: Yes. Because what good does

logy

if

it

do

remain

to

you don't achieve anything by

you can't work

it?

an ideo-

tied to

have an ideology

vacuum; you have to have faith in


something. As my father said, you have to keep an open
mind, but you have to pour something into it otherwise
ideas slip away like sand between your fingers. The fact that I
myself

in a

mean

have an ideology, however, doesn't

Nowadays you can no longer


the

wodd

years ago

changing so

is

Look, for

me

today;

it's

outdated.

the only point that has remained

through the years

is

that in India there

great part of the people

still

is still

become

it

free?

were always

do

be free? After

to

Not

just to

clear.

We

so

unchanged

much

poverty.

don't enjoy the benefits they

should have derived from independence

good does

I'm indoctrinated.

yourself be indoctrinated

Even what you wanted twenty

fast!

no longer relevant

is

let

all,

throw out the

and

why

so then

British.

About

this

all

to

we

always said that our struggle was not

only against the British as representatives of colonialism,


against

what

we want

did

the evil that existed in India.

The

evil

it

was

of the feudal

system, the evil of the system based on caste, the evil of eco-

nomic

injustice.

Well, that

evil

twenty years we're politically


ing reached the objective
O.F.:
I.G.:

we

has not been uprooted. After

free, yes,

but very

far

from hav-

set for ourselves.

So then what point have you reached?


7

hat's difficult to say

shifting.

you

because the point of arrival

Have you ever climbed

arrive at the top of a

the highest point. But


long.

You soon

it's

is

continually

mountain? You

see,

once

mountain, you think you've reached


only an impression that doesn't

realize that the peak you've

last

climbed was one

of the lowest, that the mountain was part of a chain of

moun-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

l68

that there are

tains,

climb.

climb

And

the

even though

still so many,
so many mountains
more you climb, the more you want

to
to

you're dead tired.

I mean,
poverty assumes so many aspects here in India.
There aren't only the poor that you see in the cities, there are

among the tribes, the poor who live in the forest, the
who live on the mountains. Should we ignore them as
long as the poor in the cities are better off? And better off with
reference to what? To what people wanted ten years ago? Then

the poor

poor

it

seemed

vast

like so

much. Today

when you govern

look,

and complex

when you

you never

as India,

so

and especially

much. So

a country so

arrive at anything. Just

think you've achieved something, you realize you've

And

achieved nothing.

same

no longer

it's

a country,

toward

still

dream

you have

go forward

to

just the

so distant that your road has neither

beginning nor end.


O.F.:

And

you, Mrs. Gandhi

at

what point have you

arrived

on

this road?
I.G.:

At no point,

important point: that of having con-

at a very

vinced the Indians that they can do things. At


asked us,

"Can you do

it?"

didn't believe in ourselves,

we

"When
is

say to us,

can you?" Because the Indians

finally believe in

individual thinks he won't do

capable, one

if

must have

it,

he'll

never do

he has countless

faith in oneself.

believe we've acquired faith in ourselves.

provided this

faith, I've

faith.

give.

It

it.

talents.

Even if he's
To become

Well, as a nation,

And

like to

think

also like to think that by providing

focused their pride.

something you

say focused because pride isn't

doesn't even break out suddenly;

feeling that grows very slowly, very confusedly.

grown

Oh, the word

so important for a people, for an individual! If an

highly intelligent, even

I've

people

we
we could do
"Can you?" They

themselves, they believe they can do things.

"when"

first

kept silent because

didn't believe that

Today people no longer

things.
say,

And we

Our

it's

pride has

though others don't underand underestimate it. You've never been very generous, you Westerners, toward us Indians. You should have

stand

in the last twenty-five years,

it

seen that things were changing, albeit slowly.

You should

Gandhi

Indira

169

Not much, but

have seen that something was happening.


something.
O.F.:

Have you really not also given your people


Gandhi? You yourself are so proud.

I.G.:

No.

O.F.:

Of

On

Mrs.

the contrary, I'm not. No.

course you are. Wasn't

an act of pride

it

to refuse the aid

you during the famine of 1966?

the world offered


a ship

pride,

loaded with grain, with food, that never

And

Naples.

remember

left

the port of

everything spoiled, while the people of India

were dying.
I.G.:

never heard about

But

true that

it's

And

Yes,

And

me,

it

had

happened by

"no" exploded

that

to

make myself the


to

help

We
I

want

didn't

know.

us

It

wasn't

itself, all

it.

my
that

of a sudden.

all

over India, in an act of

Then even

the political parties,

us.

repeat,

always

when we

interpreter of that no, repeat

And
it.

it

was hard

for you,

it

to those

understand.

Sometimes we hurt one another

to hurt you.
I

understand. But you must also understand

undervalued, underestimated, not believed. Even

believed,

you didn't believe

obtained our freedom.


to

bet-

it.

possible to fight without violence?

mocracy

it's

be taken for a nation of beggars.

think you were hurt by

without realizing

I.e.:

true.

It's

the

it

believe

was

refused

refused foreign aid.

of hunger than

who wanted

O.F.:

that the ship

of them, even the deputies in Parliament, said no:

ter to die

know

pride that surprised even me.


all

didn't

of a sudden inscriptions appeared on walls. Signs ap-

all

peared.

sail

personal decision,
said no.

No,

it.

otherwise wouldn't have


whole country
however was

loaded and ready to

You

work with an

said,

"

us.

"How

illiterate

You

said,

"How

is

it

But without violence we


is

people

hunger?" But with that people we made

it

possible for de-

who

are dying of

democracy work.

You said, "Planning is something for communist countries;


democracy and planning don't go together!" But, with all the
errors we committed, our plans succeeded. Then we announced that there'd be no more starvation in India. And you
responded,

"Impossible.

You'll

never succeed!" Instead

we

succeeded; today in India no one dies of hunger any more;

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

lyo

food production

exceeds consumption. Finally

far

ised to limit the birth rate.

And

you

this

we prom-

really didn't believe;

you smiled scornfully. Well, even in this things have gone


The fact is that we have grown by over seventy millions

well.

but

in ten years,

many
O.F.:

we have grown

also true that

it's

Often through dreadful methods,

Do you

approve of

than

ing gi\'en

woman

Most of our

epics

woman
myself, in my

when the population was low, the bless"May you have many children."

was,

and

many

children hasn't declined.

heart, say that people

dren they want. But

it's

should have

a mistaken

idea,

must protect

we must

families,

like

and

ideas that go back thousands of years,

We

and the idea

literature stress this wish,

should have

that a

of men.

like the sterilization

Mrs. Gandhi?

that,

I.G.: In India's distant past,

out.

less

other countries, including the countries of Europe.

it

all

the chil-

many

of our

must be rooted

protect children,

who

and should be loved, should be taken


care of physically and mentally, and should not be brought
have inalienable

rights

Do you know

into the world only to suffer.


cently,

that,

until re-

poor people brought children into the world

for the

making use of them? But how can you change,


by force or all of a sudden, an age-old habit? The only way is
to plan births, by one means or another. And the sterilization
of men is one method of birth control. The surest, most radical method. To you it seems dreadful. To me it seems that,
properly applied, it's by no means dreadful. I see nothing
wrong in sterilizing a man who has already brought eight or
sole purpose of

ten children into the world. Especially

if it

helps those eight or

ten children to live better.


O.F.:
I.G.:

Have you ever been


No, never.
do what

I've

a feminist, Mrs.

never had the need

wanted.

On

the other hand,

considered the fact of being a

She had her


almost

all

the street.

Gandhi?

to; I've

reasons. In her day

woman
women

always been able to

my mother

was. She

a great disadvantage.

lived in seclusion

in

Indian states they couldn't even show themselves on

Muslim women had

to

sheet that covers even the eyes.


in the doli, a

go out

in

purdah, that heavy

Hindu women had

to

go out

kind of closed sedan chair like a catafalque.

mother always

told

me

My

about these things with bitterness and

Gandhi

Indira

She was the

rage.

two

oldest of

her age. She


and then all of a
They had forced on her her "woman's

to the age of ten, like a wild colt,

sudden that was over.

destiny" by saying, "This

worthy of
At

isn't

done,

this isn't

good, this

isn't

a lady."

moved

a certain point the family

woman

and two brothers, and

sisters

who were about

she grew up with her brothers,

grew up,

171

to Jaipur,

where no

could avoid the doli or purdah. They kept her

house from morning

to night, either

in the

cooking or doing noth-

She hated doing nothing, she hated to cook. So she


became pale and ill, and far from being concerned about her
health, my grandfather said, "Who's going to marry her now?"
So my grandmother waited for my grandfather to go out, and
ing.

my mother

then she dressed

My

with her brothers.

my mother

me

told

as a

man and

her go out riding

knew about it, and


smile. The memory of

the story without a

these injustices never

let

grandfather never

left

her.

Until the day she died,

my

mother continued to fight for the rights of women. She joined


all the women's movements of the time; she stirred up a lot of
revolts. She was a great woman, a great figure. Women today
would like her immensely.
O.F.: And what do you think of them, Mrs. Gandhi? Of their liberation
I.G.:

movement,

think

rights of

it's

mean.

good. Good.

Because, you see, until today the

people have always been put forward by a few individ-

name of the masses. Today instead people


no longer want to be represented; each wants to speak for himself and participate directly
it's the same for the Negroes, for
the Jews, for women. So not only Negroes and Jews, but also
women are part of a great revolt of which one can only approve. Women sometimes go too far, it's true. But it's only
when you go too far that others listen. This is also something
uals acting in the

I've

learned from experience. Didn't they perhaps give us the

vote because

women

the reason.
In India

men

It's

too far? Yes,

in

a reason that also has to

women

even

emerged

we went

the Western world,

have no other choice. In India, no.

in

have never been

in hostile

the most distant past,

as a leader,

And

do with

I'll

explain

my own

case.

competition with

every time a

woman

perhaps as a queen, the people accepted

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

172

As something normal and not exceptional.

her.

symbol of strength

forget that in India the

goddess Shakti. Not only that

is

that. In the

got our independence,

women

revolutions have always been

Now we come
you
For

find herself

me

men and by
no one forgot

have participated,

made by men

And

more

here's the

at ease

men

with

first:

but

yes,

alone.

Mrs. Gandhi.

to the personal questions,

I'm ready to ask them.

I.G.:

the

Western world, on the other hand, nothing of the

kind has ever happened

O.F.:

not

the struggle for independence

here has been conducted in equal measure by

women. And when we

Let's

woman:

Does

or with

Now

woman
women?
a

like

treat one and the other in


same way. As persons, that is, not as men and
women. But, even here, you have to consider the fact that I've
it's

absolutely the

same

exactly the

had

a very special education, that I'm the

like

my

father

and

woman

like

my

daughter of

mother.

grew up

man
like a

boy, also because most of the children

who came

were boys. With boys

ran races, and wrestled.

climbed

trees,

to

our house

At the
I had no complexes of envy or inferiority toward boys.
same time, however, I liked dolls. I had many dolls. And you
know how I played with them? By performing insurrections,
assemblies, scenes of arrest.

My

dolls

were almost never babies

men and women who attacked barracks and


ended up in prison. Let me explain. Not only my parents but
the whole family was involved in the resistance
my grandfather and grandmother, my uncles and aunts, my cousins of
to

be nursed but

both sexes. So ever so often the police came and took them
away, indiscriminately. Well, the

my

father

and mother, both

both an uncle and an aunt,

on men and

women

my

fact that they arrested

both

grandfather and grandmother,

made me accustomed

to looking

with the same eyes, on an absolute plane

of equality.
O.F.:
I.G.:

And
Yes,
girl.

then there's that story about Joan of Arc,


it's
I

went
I

true.

to France.

was

isn't

there?

my dream

as a little

discovered her toward the age of ten or twelve,

recall that she

me.

true that Joan of Arc

It's

wanted

to

don't

remember where

read about

when

her, but

immediately took on a definite importance for


sacrifice my life for my country. It seems like

Indira

and

foolishness

yet

engraved forever on our


O.F.:

I.e.:

173

what happens when we're children

Gandhi

Yes indeed. And I'd like to understand what


you what you are, Mrs. Gandhi.

The

suffered since

privilege

was

a child.

my

in

sometimes wonder

it

that's

made

me

did to

were bursting

to

have lived

young people today aren't


If you only knew
us.
that house where the police

if

in

everyone away!

in to take

have led

generation have had this

deprived of the dramas that shaped

what

is

a great privilege to

It's

and many people

difficult life,

it

had, the difficulties, the hardships, the pain I've

I've

life

is

lives.

certainly didn't have

happy and serene childhood. I was a thin, sickly, nervous


little girl. And after the police came, I'd be left alone for weeks,

months,

to get along as best

along by myself.
I

was eight years

between

India

began

learned very soon to get

in Europe, when
was already on the move

by myself,

At that age

old.

and

could.

to travel

Switzerland

Switzerland,

France and England. Administering

my own

and

France,

finances like an

adult.

People often ask me:

Your

Who

has influenced you the most?

Mahatma Gandhi?

father?

my

Yes,

damentally influenced by them, by the

me

infused in

who

ther,

my
my

right to say that

and

it

from Mahatma Gandhi. But

my

the friends

me

anything on

It

with

my mother

us.

It

was

all

or the

one ever indoctrinated me.

of them;

much

who

time

to be

didn't have

How much

I.G.:

Oh,

yes!

my

father cared

courageous."

But he ne\er said

it.

He

did something difficult or

O.F.:

just

won

you must have loved

My

father

was

always discovered things for

I've

about courage, physical courage as well.

spised those

want you

it

or

was

fact that

myself, in marvelous freedom. For instance,


very

Mahatma

no one ever imposed


impose himself on the others. No

was the very

or tried to

fa-

not

say whether

father or

who were

complete thing.

it's

me more than others,


my personality was

father influenced

wouldn't be able to

formed more by

of equality they

comes from my

obsession for justice

in turn got

choices were fun-

spirit

a saint.

to

He
me,

de"I

smiled with pride every


a race

with the boys.

that fiither!

He was

the closest thing to a

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

174

you can

saint that

normal man. Because he was so

find in a

good. So incredibly, unbearably good.

and

as a child,

think I'm

Oh, he wasn't

least.

He was

word.
India

always defended him,

defending him

politician,

no sense of the

in

his policies at

sustained in his work only by a blind faith in

We

in

such an obsessive way by the

fu-

understood each other.

O.F.:

And Mahatma Gandhi?

I.G.:

lot

at all

he was preoccupied

ture of India.

still

of mythology arose after his death. But the fact remains

that he

was an exceptional man,

mendous

intuition for people,

He

right.

said that the

first

and

terribly intelligent,

a great instinct for

with

tre-

what was

president of India ought to be a

He was so against the class system and the oppression of women that an untouchable woman
became for him the epitome of purity and benediction. I
began to associate with him when he came and went in our
house together with my father and mother he was on the executive committee. After independence I worked with him a
lot
in the period when there were the troubles between
Hindus and Muslims, he assigned me to take care of the
Muslims. To protect them. Ah, yes, he was a great man.
However
between me and Gandhi there was never the
understanding there was between me and my father. He was
always talking of religion. ... He was convinced that was
right.
The fact is, we young people didn't agree with him
on many things.
O.F.: Let's go back to you, Mrs. Gandhi, to your history as an unusual woman. Is it true that you didn't want to get married?
felt
I.G.: Yes. Until I was about eighteen, yes. But not because
like a suffragette, but because I wanted to devote all my energies to the struggle to free India. Marriage, I thought, would
have distracted me from the duties I'd imposed on myself. But
was about eighlittle by little I changed my mind, and when
teen,
began to consider the possibility of getting married. Not
to have a husband, but to have children. I always wanted to
have children
if it had been up to me, I would have had
harijan

an untouchable.

girl,

my husband who wanted only two.


you something else. The doctors advised me not
have even one. My health was still not good, and they said

eleven.

And
to

It

was

I'll

tell

Gandhi

Indira

pregnancy might be

that

maybe

wouldn't have got married. But that diagnosis pro-

voked me,

if

not to have children?

want you

would

protect

me

a little

if

being

remaining pregnant. All

succeed

in

weight.

And

started

me what

to tell

were

do you think
don't want to

They shrugged

order to have children!"

in

shoulders and grumbled that perhaps


that

"Why

answered,

can't have children;

do

to

me.

infuriated

it

I'm getting married

hear that

have

they hadn't said that to me,

If

fatal.

175

right,

put on weight

to

so thin,

their

would never
I'll put on

said,

having massages, taking cod-liver

oil,

much. But I didn't even gain an ounce. I'd


made up my mind that on the day the engagement was announced I'd be fatter, and I didn't gain an ounce. Then I went

and eating twice

as

Mussoorie, which

to

instructions;

tors'

a health resort,

is

invented

weight. Just the opposite of what

problem of keeping slim.


Yes,

I've

realized

even showed

it's

manage.

And,

that.

No one

Mahatma Gandhi
.

now.

I'd like

Now

don't

gained

have the

know

if

not mistaken,

I'm

if

you

wasn't happy about

it.

it,

As

it.

as

for

my

father

people say, but he

suppose because the fathers of only

daughters would prefer to see them get married as

Anyway

you

wanted that marriage, no one. Even

not true that he opposed

wasn't eager for

sible.

by getting married.

it

indeed.

Yes,

I.e.:

ignored the doc-

regime and

determined woman.

realize I'm a
O.F.:

Still

and

my own

like to think

it

was

for that reason.

late as pos-

My

fiance,

you see, belonged to another religion. He was a Parsi. And this


was something nobody could stand all of India was against
us. They wrote to Gandhi, to my father, to me. Insults, death
threats. Every day the postman arrived with an enormous sack
and dumped the letters on the floor. We even stopped reading
them; we let a couple of friends read them and tell us what

was
into

in

them. "There's

who wants to chop you both


someone who's ready to marry you

a fellow

pieces. 1 here's

little

even though he already has

Hindu." At
troversy

I've just

imploring people

minded.

In

found an
to leave

any case,

He says at least he's a


Mahatma got into the con-

a wife.

certain point the

article

him

in

he wrote

in his

newspaper,

peace and not be so narrow-

married Mr. Feroze Gandhi.

Once

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

176

an idea

get

my

change
O.F.: Let's

my

in

hope the same thing

married an ItaHan
I.G.:

head, no one in the world can

happen when your son Rajiv

didn't

girl.

Times have changed;

two of them didn't have

the

through the same anguish

me

make me

mind.

One

did.

day

to

go

1965 Rajiv wrote

in

from London, where he was studying, and informed me,

"You're always asking


girl,

and so

proposed

when

yet,

went

to India,

England,

I've

met

So we waited

live in India.

and

to India,

Sonia

And when

her.

still

Rajiv returned

think about her in the

until she

for her to

was sure she'd

months

like to

be twenty-one, and she

and we announced

said she liked India,

the engagement, and two

have a special

But she couldn't get married

said yes.

was twenty-one, and

until she

wife.

girl

whether

girls,

met a special girl. I haven't


I want to marry." A year later,

"Do you

asked him,

about

but she's the


to

same way?" And he

came

me

Well,

forth.

were husband and

later they

almost completely an Indian by now, even

is

though she doesn't always wear

saris.

But even

I,

when

was

student in London, often wore Western clothes, and yet I'm


the most Indian Indian

you only knew, for instance,


Do you know I'm
twice a grandmother? Rajiv and Sonia have had a boy and a
girl. The girl was just born.
O.F.: Mrs. Gandhi, your husband has now been dead for some
years. Have you ever thought of remarrying?
I.G.: No, no. Maybe I would have considered the problem if I'd
met someone with whom I'd have liked to live. But I never
met this someone and
No, even if I had met him, I'm

how much

know.

sure

If

enjoy being a grandmother!

Why

wouldn't have got married again.

now

married

that

my

life

so full?

is

No, no,

should

get

out of the

it's

question.
O.F.: Besides
I.G.:

can't imagine

you

as a housewife.

You're wrong! Oh, you're wrong!

was

a perfect housewife.

Being a mother has always been the job


lutely.
fice

To
I

savored every minute of those years.

was crazy about


bringing

them

my

up.

sons and

Today

Abso-

liked best.

be a mother, a housewife, never cost

me

My

any

sons

sacri-

...

think I've done a super job in

in fact they're

two

fine

and serious

Gandhi

Indira

men. No,

women who,

never understood

I've

177
because of their

children, pose as victims and don't allow themselves any other

not at

activities. It's

hard to reconcile the two things

all

when my

organize your time intelligently. Even


little,

was working.

Council

was

Child Welfare.

for

four years old at

worker

a welfare
tell

I'll

you

day the mother of one of his

"Oh,

said in a sugary voice,

little

was only

One

to kindergarten.

came

friends

must be

it

for the Indian

a story. Rajiv

that time, and was going

you

if

sons were

and

to see us

you

so sad for

to

have

no time to spend with your little boy!" Rajiv roared like a lion:
"My mother spends more time with me than you spend with
your little boy, see! Your little boy says you always leave him
alone so you can play bridge!" I detest women who do nothing
and then play bridge.
O.F.:

So there was

I.G.:

long period in your

Didn't you believe in

politics.

Politics.

What we

You

see,

my

did during

when you

life

stayed out of

any more?

it

depends on what kind of

it

father's generation

was

politics.

And

a duty.

it

was the conquest of freedom.


Don't think that
What we do now, on the other hand
I'm crazy about this kind of politics. It's no accident that I've

was beautiful because

goal

its

done everything to keep my sons out of it, and so far I've succeeded. After independence I retired immediately from politics. My children needed me, and I liked my job as a social
said, "I've done my share. Leave the rest to the
worker.
went back into politics only when it was clear that
others."
was
things weren't going as they should have in my party.
I

always arguing,
the leaders
it

was

in

had known since

don't

challenge, so
rary,

and

my

you

tried.

father,

with my

was a child

But

thought

who had

could

it

him,
O.F.:

And

who

are wrong.

say

When

them.

never

never tried to involve

really didn't suspect the

yet everything

and one day,

Go

resist

was something tempo-

it

it

in his

was her father

he asked

consequences.

began because of him.

me

was her father who

prepared her for the post of prime minister,


her,

things, correct

Well,

try?"

thought so too. People

who launched

father, with

them exclaimed, "You do nothing but

you think you can correct

why

activities,

argued with everyone

1955, one of

criticize! If

ahead,

me

to

help

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

lyS

He was prime

LG.: Obviously.

home,

to

minister,

and

to take care of his

my

automatically meant to have

be his hostess,

meet people, to know their games, their


secrets. It also meant to fall sooner or later into the trap of
direct experience. And this came in 1957, a weekend when
my father had to go north for a rally. I went with him, as
hands

in politics

to

when we got to Chamba, we discovered that the


who had charge of his schedule had also set up a meeting
for Monday morning. So if my father
for him someplace else
had given up the rally in Chamba, we'd have lost the elections
in Chamba; if he gave up the one in the other city, which was

always, and
lady

near Pathankot, we'd lose the elections there. ''And


I

suggested.

two places

had

to

He answered

was impossible.

have

I'd

was already two o'clock Monday morning. So


pity, it seemed to me

it

you

It

was from

to Pathankot.

You'll arrive in time.


rally. It

was

still

my

woke

father.

up,

It

said,

found

a note

"A plane

will

From there it's only three hours by car.


Good luck." I arrived in time and held

a success

the beginning of

Were you

when

five-thirty,

under the door.

O.F.:

it

cover three hundred miles of bad road through the

good idea." At

the

went?"

good night and murmured, "A

said

take

if

spoke, and explained that you couldn't be in

once?"

at

And

hills.

''If

and

was asked

That was

for others.

everything.

married

at that time, or

were you already sepa-

rated?
I.G.:

But

always stayed married to

day he died!
truth

My

is

otherwise and

husband

my

lived in

husband! Always, until the

we were

not true that

It's

why

not say

My

Lucknow.

separated! Look, the


for

it

once and

for all?

of

father lived in Delhi,

and Lucknow and


naturally, if my husband needed me on days when I was in
Delhi, I ran back to Lucknow. But if it was my father who
needed me, on days when I was in Lucknow, I ran back to

course.

So

Delhi. No,

shuttled between Delhi

it

wasn't a comfortable situation. After

quite a distance between Delhi and

my husband
quarreled a

got angry.
lot.

It's

equally pigheaded
I

like to

And he

true.

We

quarreled.

We

all there's
.

yes,

We

quarreled.

were two equally strong types,

neither of

think those quarrels

Lucknow. And

us

wanted

made

to give in.

And

us better, that they enliv-

Gandhi

Indira

179

ened our

life,

because without them we would have had a nor-

mal

yes,

but banal and boring.

life,

mal, banal, and boring

After

life.

We

didn't deserve a nor-

ours had not been a

all,

...

forced marriage and he had chosen me.

one

the

know

to

if

him

loved

engaged but

wasn't easy

rather than

choosing him.

as

something great and


It

mean he was

... don't
much as he loved me when we became
Then love grew, in me as well, it became

me

choose

wouldn't have been easy

you must understand him!

well,

him

for

be

to

for

my

son-in-law!

father's

too was a deputy in Parliament! At a certain point, he gave

He

Lucknow and

decided to leave

house, with

him and me.

It

anybody. Let's not forget that he


Delhi, in

live in

my

in.

father's

But, being a deputy in Parliament,

how could he meet people in the house of the prime minister?


He realized that right away, and so he had to find himself
another small house, and this wasn't convenient either. To be
a little
.

little

there, a

little

with us and a

little

alone.

No, life wasn't easy for him either.


Gandhi, have you ever had regrets? Were you ever

here and a

O.F.: Mrs.

afraid

of giving in?
I.G.:

No. Never. Fear, any

And

everything

In doing

it,

Monkey

plunged

I've

Whether when

was

Brigade, or

children, or

fear,

done,

I've

when

is

in

do

it.

headlong, always believing in

it.

a child

when
was

Like regrets.

a waste of time.

done because

I've

wanted

to

and fought the British in the


was a girl and wanted to have

woman and

devoted myself to

my

making my husband angry. Each time I stayed involved all the way in my decision, and took the consequences.
Even if I was fighting for things that didn't concern India. Oh,
I remember how angry I was when Japan invaded China! I immediately joined a committee to collect money and medifather,

cines,

immediately signed up

for the International Brigade,

plunged headlong into propaganda against Japan.


son

... A

per-

me

dosn't have fear first and regrets afterward.


you haven't made mistakes. There are those who say
having won this war, no one will be able to dislodge you

like

O.F.: Besides,
that,

and
I.G.:

you'll stay in

power

for at least twent\' years.

instead haven't the slightest idea

don't even care to know, becuse

how

long

don't care

if

I'll
I

stay,

and

remain prime

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

l8o

minister. I'm only interested in doing a good job as long as I'm

capable and for as long as


tired

work doesn't

But nothing

it's

getting bored that's tiring.

and no one can predict what

in the near or distant future. I'm

know

people,

tire

lasts forever,

me

happen to
Not a bit.

don't get tired. I'm certainly not

I'll

will

not ambitious.

astonish everyone by talking like this, but

Honors have never tempted me and I've never


sought them. As for the job of prime minister, I like it, yes.
But no more than I've liked other work that I've done as an
it's

God's

adult.

cian.

truth.

while ago

little

instead, think

I,

said that

my

am. But not

terested in a political career

father

was not

a politi-

being in-

in the sense of

rather in the sense that

necessary to strive to build a certain India, the India

The

India

and

less

want,

poor

never

I'll

India,

one

tire

of repeating,

it

want.

more

is

think

just

entirely free of foreign influences. If

thought the country was already marching toward these objec-

up

tives, I'd give

politics

immediately and

retire as

prime min-

ister.

O.F.:

To do what?

LG.: Anything. As

always

try to

only job in
village

me

ested

my

I'll

As

fall in

And

well.

Or

very
else

much,

I'll

could

live

my

to taking care of children.

Or

it's

go back

to studying history

Or

else

in a

country
else

I'll

a science that's always inter-

also in relation to the

degree in history.

do and

I'm not governing

When

go back

love with anything

so? Being prime minister isn't the

I'm concerned,

far as

satisfied.

studying anthropology

start

erty.

it

life!

and be

any more,

told you,

do

...

cinated by the tribal communities.

problem of pov-

at

Oxford

don't know,

I'm

took
fas-

might busy myself with

them.
Listen,

certainly won't have an

doesn't frighten me, even


ficulties.

empty

life!

And

the future

threatens to be full of other dif-

I'm trained to difficulties; difficulties can't be elimi-

nated from

possible

them.

It's

When

it's

life.

Individuals will always have them, countries

have them.

will always
if

if it

The only

overcome them, otherwise


all

right to fight, yes, but

is

to

accept them,

come to terms with


only when it's possible.
to

compromise, withand without complaining. People who complain

impossible,

out resisting

thing

it's

better to stoop to


Gandhi

Indira

When

are selfish.

Now

more.

was young,

181

was very

come
happy woman?

the victim, and I'm always ready to


O.F.:
I.G.:

Mrs. Gandhi, are you a


I

Happiness

don't know.

there's

no such thing

moments

say
if

If

reason

and

I.e.:

New

view

There are only

And if
known ecstasy,
because those who can
to ecstasy.

Yes, I've

it

last

mean

long and

is

seldom

instead an ordinary

contented. Not satisfied

fairly

word

use only in reference to

satisfied for

my

goes up the mountain,

the great irritation of

my

country. For this

my

choose the foot-

bodyguards.

you, Mrs. Gandhi.


you.

And

best wishes.

you an easy time, but

may

I'm

life.

go on taking difficult paths, and between a paved road

To

Thank
Thank

is

never be

a footpath that

path.
O.F.:

I'll

by happiness you

contented. Satisfied

and

be able to say

contentment, then yes

countr>',

ecstasy.

not any

don't play

a fleeting point of

But ecstasy doesn't

are ver>' few.

ever repeated.

such

from contentment

mean

a blessing to

it's
it

is

terms with

to

as continual happiness.

of happiness

by happiness you

and

now

selfish,

don't get upset by unpleasant things,

always say,

do not wish

wish you that whatever difficulty you

have, you will overcome

Delhi, February 1972

As

it.

Ali Bhutto

The

was disconcerting.

invitation

and there seemed no way


for
ist

Rawalpindi

soon

as

to

It

came from

account

as possible.

dreams of being summoned

at

for

it.

It

Zulfikar Ali Bhutto,

asked only that

you go looking for them, run away or say no. But illogic
of dreams and leads to suspicion. Why did Bhutto want

To

entrust

me

with a message for Indira Gandhi?

having portrayed her with esteem and sympathy?


esis

sian diplomats.

his

enemy

The second

leave

for that there

is

the stuff

me?

to see

To punish me for
The first hypoth-

was immediately discarded. Bhutto had no need of

communicate with

wondered why. Every journalleast once by those who, when


I

a courier to

were Swiss and Rus-

hypothesis was soon discarded. Bhutto

has the reputation of being a civilized person, and civilized people


don't usually

intended to

kill

let

their invited guests.

me

ment. And, instead,

my

The

interview him, filled


this

was

just

third hypothesis, that he

me

with proper astonish-

what Bhutto had

in

mind,

after

on the president of Bangladesh, the unfortunate


Mujibur "Mujib" Rahman. As I found out when my curiosity won
reading

out over

my

accepting

it,

article

suspicion and
I

let

him know

decided to accept the invitation. But


that being his guest

would not keep

in

me

from writing about him with the same independence of judgment


that I applied to everyone without distinction and that no amount
of courtesy or flattery would ever be able to buy me off. Bhutto an-

Ali Bhutto

swered: certainly,
the

all right.

And

this

183

gave

me my

first

impression of

man.

The man

is

unpredictable, bizarre, carried away by whims, by

And,

strange decisions.

let's

of an astute, foxy kind,

same time nourished by

face

bom

it,

highly intelligent. Intelligence

charm,

to

culture,

to confuse,

memory,

great urbanity. At the Rawalpindi airport

while

As well

flair.

was met by two

at the

by a

as

officials

who announced to me with considerable emotion that the president


would receive me in an hour. It was ten in the morning, and I had
had no sleep
tested;

that

ing

about forty-eight hours. Not

for

needed

good bath and

would have been an


till

seven-thirty in

for supper,

insult.

good

Not

sleep.

to

him.

an hour,

in

pro-

Well, to someone else

He

put off the meet-

the evening, adding that he was expecting

me

and since intelligence combined with courtesy is the


it was inevitable that this meeting

best instrument for seduction,

should be cordial.
Bhutto, wreathed in smiles, greeted
tall,

stocky, a

looked
his

little

banker who wants to get


He seemed older than his

like a

bank.

beginning

me

to

with open arms. He was


and delicate feet, and he
you to open an account in

stout for such thin legs

forty-four

years.

eyebrows, his face looked heavy: heavy cheeks, heavy


eyelids.

He was

go bald; his remaining hair was gray. Under his thick


lips,

heavy

mysterious sadness was locked in his eyes. There was

something shy about

his smile.

many powerful leaders, he too is weakened and crippled by


shyness. He is also many other things and, as with Indira Gandhi,
all of them in conflict among themselves. The more you study
Like

him, the more you remain uncertain, confused. Like

prism turn-

and at the
same moment that he gives in to your scrutiny, he withdraws. So
you can define him in countless ways and all of them are true: liberal and authoritarian, fascist and communist, sincere and a liar.
He is undoubtedly one of the most complex leaders of our time and
the only interesting one his countr>' has so far produced. The only
one, moreover, capable of saving it, at least for a while. Anyone
will tell you there is no alternative to Bhutto. If Bhutto goes, Pakistan will be erased from the map.
In this sense, he reminds you less of Indira Gandhi than of King
ing

on

a pivot,

he

is

forever offering you a different face,

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

104

Hussein. Like Hussein, he


born. Like Hussein he

is

is

in

accused of leading a nation

artificially

an earthenware pot squeezed

among

iron pots: the Soviet Union, India, China, America. Like Hussein,

he

is

determined not

trapeze

to yield,

and

resists

with the courage of a

with no net to protect him. But in another sense, he

artist

reminds you of John Kennedy. Like Kennedy, he grew up


kind of wealth for which nothing

is

quest of political power, cost what

it

in the

impossible, not even the con-

may. Like Kennedy, he had a

comfortable, happy, privileged childhood. Like Kennedy, he began

power very

his rise to

The fact
He studied

early.

he comes from

is

at

a family of aristocrats

Berkeley and then

at

more than

ternational law. At slightly

thirty,

he was one of Ayub

Khan's ministers, though he detested him. At


forty,

he was one of Agha

and landowners.

Oxford, taking his degree in in-

Muhammad

though he despised him. He arrived

slightly

Yahya Khan's

at the

less

than

ministers,

presidency with painful

patience, without letting himself be bothered by the bad odor of


certain associates.

Power is a more overwhelming passion than love. And those who


power have strong stomachs, and even stronger noses. They
don't mind bad odors. Bhutto didn't mind them ever. He loves
love

power.

It

is

response to
tell

difficult to guess the nature of this


it

is

power. His

own

ambiguous, he warns you against politicians who

the truth or exhibit a boy-scout morality. Listening to him, you

are almost led to believe that his ambition


really intends to build a sincere

then you

visit his

is

noble one, that he

and disinterested socialism. But

splendid library in Karachi, and discover that in

the place of honor are sumptuous volumes on Mussolini and Hitler,

bound

From

in silver.

you conclude that


idle curiosity.

the tenderness with

their presence

Doubt and anger

is

which they

are kept,

not due to a book collector's

arise

in you.

You

ask him,

and

Sukarno and Nasser: two individuals


perhaps moved by good intentions but certainly not two liberals.

learn that his true friends were

be exalted

dream to become dictator, to


one day by sumptuous volumes bound in silver? Mind

you, this

the kind of question asked by Westerners ignorant of the

You're

left

is

perplexed.

Is it

his secret

tragedy of a country where freedom, democracy, and political opposition have never

had any meaning and have always been

placed by hunger, injustice, and humiliation. But

it

is still

re-

a valid

Ali Bhutto

ominous

question, as

185

as the expression that fires

up

his gaze

when

something displeases him.

The
the

following interview was conducted in five sessions, during

days that

six

through

recorded on tape,

The

in

first

remained

my

Rawalpindi, the evening of

The

the plane that took us to Lahore.

The

fourth and

fifth in

Karachi.

the table or en route, and

him from my

adhering

strictly

to his

a trip

words

as

thus a mosaic of five different conversations.

is

it

and followed him on

his guest

few provinces. While

if

arrival.

The second on

third in Hala, a city in Sind.

was always

wanted

to,

whether

at his side,

at

could do a portrait of

diary of those days. Bhutto, dressed in Pakistani fash-

pajamas and sandals,

ion, in gray-green

who harangues

the crowd

Sanghar where several years ago he escaped an assassination attempt, and the crowd is sullen; he shouts hoarsely into the microin

phone

in

Urdu, then

in Sindhi,

throws out his arms, offers himself

with audacious insolence to other possible gunshots.

Bhutto the demagogue, avid

for

Bhutto making people wait for hours


city notables are there
is

night

when he

beautiful carpets,

him

side

most

and

the only

in a

but he lingers in his

finally arrives,
like a

courtyard in Hala; the

room

advancing

a well-calculated provocation.

so

Thus

with a haughty signal of his finger;

he

is

writing.

It

prince on the

like a

sits down and has me sit bemany mustachioed men, al-

prince he

woman among

seated, he receives in au-

dience members of his party, governors,

man

And this is
Or else

applause and authority.

one by one,
end he receives a poor

separatists,

at the

with a goat covered with tassels to be sacrificed in his honor.

And this is the aristocratic Bhutto, the Muslim Bhutto that no


amount of Western culture will ever basically change it is no accident that he has two wives. Or else Bhutto flying in a military

on his head a cap given him by


During the flight he gazes with tears in

helicopter, uncomfortable, wearing

Chou

En-lai

his talisman.

his eyes at the dry uncultivated

fields,

the

mud

huts where the

peasants live a prehistoric existence. All of a sudden he clenches his


fists

and murmurs,

"I

must succeed,

must succeed." And

this

is

the Marxist Bhutto, submerged up to his neck in the mirage of

making Pakistan
Bhutto

who

less

receives

unhappy and

me

in his

less

houses

hunger-stricken. Finally, the


in

Karachi and Rawalpindi:

explaining himself, pleading his cause, ruthlessly attacking Indira

Gandhi, Mujib Rahman, Yahya Khan. His houses

are furnished

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

l86

taste, old Persian rugs and precious enamels, air conand photographs with inscriptions by his most powerful

with exquisite
ditioning,

Mao

world colleagues, beginning with


Nusrat, a beautiful

son comes

in,

woman

a lively

At dinner we

Tse-tung.

perhaps eat caviar; also present

drink wine,

his

is

second wife,

with pleasant manners, and

boy with long

little

And

hair.

later his

this

is

the

European Bhutto. Bhutto the brilliant speaker,


author of books, who knows the English language better than Urdu
and evokes the sympathy of any Westerner. A rash conclusion. As
modern,

refined,

Walter Cronkite said when

asked

him about Richard Nixon, Lynleaders he

don Johnson, Dwight Eisenhower, about the


viewed
a

in his

head of

long career

by seeing

state

moment you

Because the

him only

in

the

discover that he too

is

the virtues and defects and inconsistencies of a


like

him and

inter-

only a man, with

man, you

inevitably

forget the rest.

This interview with Bhutto also unleashed


a journalistic

had

You cannot judge


man. You shouldn't.

as a television reporter:

one

as in the case of Kissinger,

even international one. For


read that Indira called

just as

pandemonium. Not

but a diplomatic and

Bhutto had been offended

him an unbalanced man,

so Indira

fended to read that Bhutto called her a mediocre

woman

was

to
of-

with a

mediocre intelligence, a creature devoid of initiative and imagination, a

drudge without even half her

father's talent,

the idea of meeting her, of shaking her hand,

filled

and

said that

him with acute

had every reason to be offended. In


judging her, Bhutto had been heavy-handed and too guided by
hatred. I myself was actually embarrassed by it, and in my embarrassment had tried repeatedly to restrain him. ''Aren't you being a

disgust. Needless to say, Indira

little

excessive,

little

unjust?" But Bhutto had

not taken

my

on adding other perfidious


remarks that I had not published, and my censorship had not done
much good. The result was the dramatic, or rather ridiculous, consuggestion,

and indeed had

sequences that

insisted

involuntarily caused.

Bhutto and Indira were supposed

to

meet

at that time, to sign the

peace agreement between India and Pakistan. Alerted by certain


sentences reported in the New Delhi newspapers, Indira requested
the complete text of the interview and had

from Rome. Then she read

it

it

transmitted by cable

and announced that the meeting be-

Ali Bhutto

187

tween herself and the prime minister of Pakistan would not take
Bhutto

place.

sador to

Italy.

head and, not knowing where on earth

lost his

turn, turned to

me

me. He sought

He

see Haile Selassie.

me

traced

And

Addis Ababa, where

to

made

here he

to

out again, through his ambasI

had gone

to

the most extravagant request

of me.
I

must

write,

he

second

said, a

article

and say

that the interview

with him, Bhutto, had never taken place because


up.

was

to say that the

uttered by him, but rather those that,

thought he might

At

utter.

had dreamed

it

opinions about Indira were not opinions

first

in

my

imagination,

didn't think

had

had understood.

"What

did you say, Mr. Ambassador?" "I said you should write that
you invented everything, and particularly the part about Mrs.

Gandhi." "But are you crazy, Mr. Ambassador? Has your prime
minister gone crazy too?" "Miss Fallaci, you must understand, the

hundred million people depend on you, they're in your


him to go to hell. But Bhutto did not give
up and went on looking for me. Wherever I went I was pursued by

lives

of

six

hands."

cursed and told

who begged me

an important Pakistani
then reminded
in

my

me

hands. Vainly

my

replied that

to

disavow the interview,

hundred million people were


hands were too small to con-

that the lives of six

hundred million human beings, vainly I shouted that their


demand was absurd and insulting. The nightmare ended only when
Indira magnanimously decided to act as though Bhutto's error
had never happened. And the two of them met to sign the peace
tain six

accord.
It

was amusing

to

watch them on television while they shook

hands and exchanged smiles.


ironical. Bhutto's displayed

was triumphant and

Indira's smile

such discomfort

and-white screen, you seemed

that,

even on the black-

him blushing

to see

to the roots of

his hair.

ZULFIKAR ALI BHUTTO:


you. First of

all,

must

written the truth about

very

tell

you why

was so eager

because you're the only journalist

Mujib Rahman.

much. And then because

joyable to read that

suppression in Dacca.

look,

had something

to

to

enjoyed your
it

was

meet

who

much

has

article

less

en-

do with the March

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

100

ORIANA FALLACI: Something to do with? Mr. President, in Dacca


they come right out and say it was you who wanted the massacre. You who wanted the arrest of Mujib. And that for this
reason you stayed in the city until the morning of March 26.
Z.A.B.: To enjoy the spectacle from the windows of my suite on the
top floor of the Hotel Intercontinental, drinking whisky and
perhaps playing the lyre like Nero. But how dare they try to
discredit me by an incident so barbarous and stupid? The
whole business was conducted in such a stupid way. They let
all the leaders escape to India and then they took it out on the
poor wretches who counted for nothing. Only Mujib was arrested. Let's be logical. I would have done it with more intelligence, more scientifically, less brutally. Tear gas, rubber
bullets, and I would have arrested all the leaders. Oh, only a
disgusting drunkard like ex-President Yahya Khan could have
sullied himself with an operation carried out so badly and
bloodily.

Anyway, what interest would I have had in wanting such


Do you know that Yahya Khan's first victim was not
to have been Mujib but myself? Many people in my party
were in prison, and at the end of 1970, November 5, 1970, to
be exact, he had said to Mujib, "Should I arrest Bhutto or
madness?

why he

not?" Look, the only reason


that in

West

reversed his schedule was

Pakistan he couldn't control the situation as in

East Pakistan. Besides Mujib has never been intelligent


let

he

himself be backed into a corner.

But

to

surprise.

conclude, the tragedy of

Yahya Khan

March 25 caught me by

He had given me an
And, days later, General

fooled even me.

appointment

for the following day.

Mohd Umar

revealed to

me

that he'd resorted to this stratagem

Dacca and "see the efficiency of the army." I


give you my word of honor that all this is true.
O.F.: All right, Mr. President. But I wonder if history will ever have
the exact version of what happened that terrible night and in
the months that followed. Mujib Rahman
so that I'd stay in

Z.A.B.:

Mujib, as you've seen,

telling lies

it's

is

a congenital

liar.

something stronger than he.

He

can't help

Mujib

talks

at

random, depending on his mood and


mind. For instance, he says there were three million dead.

the disorders of his sick


Ali Bhutto

He's mad, mad!

And

they're

all

189

mad, the

press included,

who

repeat after him, 'Three million dead, three million dead!"

The

Indians had

the

man

out the figure of one million.

let

along and doubled

it.

Then

he'd done the

tripled

same

it.

It's

He came

a characteristic of

for the hurricane.

Look, ac-

cording to Indian journalists, the dead that night were between

and seventy thousand. According

sixty

to certain missionaries,

what I've been able


must have been something like fifty
thousand. Mind you, too many. Even if the action was morally justified. I'm not trying to minimize things; I'm trying to
bring them back to reality
there's quite a difference between
fifty thousand and three million.
The same goes for the refugees. Mrs. Gandhi says ten milthere were thirty thousand. According to
to find

out so

far,

there

lion.

It's

obvious she started with that figure in order

ize her offensive

vited the

Why

to legal-

and invade East Pakistan. But when we

United Nations

to

in-

check, the Indians were opposed.

were they opposed?

If

the

figure

were exact,

they

The fact is it's


not a question of ten million but of two. On the number of
dead may even be wrong, but not on the number of refugees.
We know who left the country. And many were Bengalis from
West Bengal, sent from Calcutta. It was she who sent them
Mrs. Gandhi. Since the Bengalis all look alike, who was to
shouldn't have been afraid of

its

being verified.

know?

And now
and

killed.

let's talk

about the other

don't believe

it.

women

story: the

raped

Certainly there was no lack of ex-

General Tikka Khan says that

months he
him directly.
He made his appeal with loudspeakers, and still he came to
know of only four cases. Shall we multiply by ten and make it
cesses, but

in

those

often invited the population to report abuses to

fort)'?

We're

still

by Mujib and
O.F.:

la

from the senseless figures spread around

far

Gandhi.

No, Mr. President.

Go

ahead and multiply by

even by ten thousand, and you'll come

thousand and

Mujib is talkrandom when he says three million dead, Tikka Khan is


joking when he says four cases. Mass atrocities took place, and
closer. If

ing at

how! I'm speaking


by the way, you

as

just

one who saw the corpses

in

Dacca.

And

used an awful expression, Mr. President.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

190

You

"Morally

said

justifiable."

understand you? Did you really

was morally
Z.A.B.:

Or rather,
mean to say

"justified."

when

necessary. For instance, in the

can't build without destroying.

obliged to use force and


force and

justified?

Every government, every country, has the right

force

Did

that this massacre

kill.

Mao

kill.

To mention

To

name

to exercise

of unity.

You

build a country, Stalin was

Tse-tung was obliged

to use

only two recent cases, without rak-

ing over the whole history of the world. Yes, there are circum-

where

stances
In

March

and justified.
on the suppression of
out with such brutality on the

bloody suppression

justifiable

is

the unit)' of Pakistan depended

the secessionists. But to carry

it

people instead of on those responsible wasn't necessary. That's


not the way to convince poor people who've been told that

with the Six Points there'll be no more hurricanes, no more

no more hunger. I spoke out against such methods


more emphatically than anyone else, and when no one dared

floods,

do
O.F.

so.

Nevertheless you've

now

put Tikka Khan, the general

who

directed the massacre, at the head of the army. Right?


Z.A.B.:

Tikka Khan was

a soldier

doing

He

ders.

my

anyway

his

events

politics.

bad reputation

There's

ated.

only

one

picked

same

orders with the

nose in

stick his

came back by

to

precise or-

did what he was ordered to do, though he wasn't

always in agreement, and


follow

He went

a soldier's job.

East Pakistan with precise orders and

him because

discipline.

can't destroy the


for the events in

man

really

Yahya Khan. Both he and

And he

know
won't

he'll
try to

whole army, and


Dacca is exagger-

responsible

his advisers

for

those

were so drunk

with power and corruption they'd even forgotten the honor of


the army.
cars,

They thought of nothing but acquiring

beautiful

building beautiful homes, making friends with bankers,

and sending money abroad. Yahya Khan wasn't

interested in

the government of the country, he was interested in power for


its own sake and nothing else. What can you say of a leader
who starts drinking as soon as he wakes up and doesn't stop
until he goes to bed? You've no idea how painful it was to deal
with him. He was really Jack the Ripper.

Ali Bhutto
O.F.:

Where

is

191

What do you

he now, Yahya Khan?

intend to do

with him?

under house arrest in a bungalow near Rawalpindi, a


bungalow that belongs to the government. Yes, I have a big
problem on my hands with him. I've set up a war commission

Z.A.B.: He's

to study the responsibilities inherent in the recent conflict. I'm

waiting to see the results, and

commission

we

defeat

having

him

finds

suffered

won

is

guilty,

his

but

a war,

Gandhi can

won

she

thank Yahya Khan and his gang of


to get

lose

him

it,

task

The

trial.

rightly boast of

she should

of

first

it

made you

only

your temper.

In April, after that fine business in Dacca, he sent for

He

all

psychopaths. Even

illiterate

was an impossible

to reason

to decide. If the

think there'll be a

Mrs.

if

me

help

that'll

looked

of himself, by

satisfied, sure

He

the situation in hand.

Mujib but

me

offered

he

ticians are really finished,"

said.

arrest you,

a drink. "Well,

Then he

too was considered an agitator,

'Tm

ing against the unity of Pakistan.

Bhutto."

got so angry

me.

now convinced he had


you

poli-

said that not only

too was preach-

always under pressure to

lost all control.

answered

would not let myself be intimidated by him, that his


methods had led us to disaster; I threw away the glass of whisky
and left the room. There I was stopped by General Pirzada,
who took me by the arm. "No, come on, calm down, have a
seat, go back in."
calmed down and went back.
tried to
that

explain to

him

and Mujib: he was

O.F.:

a great difference

a secessionist

got nasty and

and

wasn't.

between

me

useless task.

me, he went on drinking, drinking.

Instead of listening to

Then he

was

that there

Mr. President, can we go back a moment and try to understand how you arrived at that terrible March, morally justifiable or not?

Z.A.B.:

Look

On

here.

with Mujib.

If

January 27

you wanted

had gone

Dacca

to

confer

with him, you

to make a pilgrimage to Dacca


he never condescended
come to Rawalpindi. went even though it was just that day

had
to

to

to discuss matters

that

my

ancestral

sister's

tomb

husband had
in

Larkana.

died; he

And my

was

sister

to

be buried

in the

was offended. In the


INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

192

Mujib had obtained a majority in East Pakistan and


in West Pakistan. But now he was insisting
on the Six Points and we had to come to an agreement
Yahya Kahn was demanding that within four months we work
out the Constitution, otherwise the Assembly would be dissolved and new elections called. To make Mujib understand
elections,
I

had obtained one

this

was

a desperate undertaking

someone who

you

doesn't have them.

can't expect brains from

argued,

explained, and

he kept repeating dully and monotonously: 'The Six Points.

Do you

accept the Six Points?"

the second,

on

the third

Good

Lx)rd,

was even ready

on the

first,

would make
arrangements any way

fourth anticipated that each province


foreign trade

and foreign

What would happen

aid

its

own
liked.

it

to the sovereignty of the state, the unity

of the country? Besides that,

it

East Pakistan from

to separate

on

But the

to negotiate.

was known that Mujib wanted

West

Pakistan and that he'd

been keeping up connections with the Indians since 1966. So


in January our talks had been interrupted and we come to

March.
In the
told

me

middle of March, Yahya Khan came


he was going

to

Dacca

did

to

Karachi and

want to go too? Yes, I


to me. The telegram inI

Mujib were ready to talk


forming me that Mujib was ready to talk to me was sent from
Dacca by Yahya Khan himself. I left on March 19. On the
twentieth I met Yahya and on the twenty-first I met Mujib,
together with Yahya. A surprise: Mujib was all sweetness and
answered,

if

with Yahya. "I've come to reach an agreement with you,


Mr. President, and I want nothing to do with Mr. Bhutto. I'll
tell the press that I have met with the president and that Mr.
light

Bhutto was there by chance," he said

in a

ceremonious tone.

And Yahya: "No, no, Mujib. You must speak for yourself."
And Mujib: "So many people are dead in the hurricane, so
many people are dead." That's the way he is. All of a sudden a
on his sick mind, even a sentence that
do with what you're talking about, and he goes

sentence engraves
has nothing to

on repeating
tience.

How

it

itself

like

was

an obsession. At a certain point


responsible for the hurricane?

Had

lost paI

been

the one to send the hurricane? Mujib's answer was to get up

Ali Bhutto

193

and say that he had to leave to go to a funeral. And


it's not worth the trouble.
O.F.: Yes, it is. Please, Mr. President, go on.
Z.A.B.:

The

fact

is

when you

that

seems so incredible.

him

take

seriously.

up too,
want me

got

anteroom, though he didn't

oh,

about Mujib, everything

talk

how

don't understand

Well,

the world can

to escort
to.

him

In the

to the

anteroom

there were three people: Yahya's aide-de-camp, his military

and

secretary,

his

political

General Umar. Mujib

butcher.

"Go away, everybody go away! have to talk


The three of them went out. He sat down and
brother! We must come to an agreement,

began screaming,
to

Mr. Bhutto!"
"Brother,

then:

God, I implore you!" Astonished, I


one would hear him. Outside, and in a
particularly excited tone, he declared that I must take West
Pakistan for myself, he East Pakistan, and that he had set up
everything for a secret meeting. After dark he would send for
told him I didn't like this business. I hadn't come to
me.
Dacca to meet him like a thief under a banana tree and in the
dark, I didn't intend to dismember Pakistan, and if he wanted
brother! For the love of

him

took

outside so no

secession, he had only to propose

on

his absolute majority.

to

accept

to the

it

Assembly, counting

I had
compromise of resuming talks through our
spokesmen. Which is what happened without leading to
anything, of course. In those days he was more deranged than

But

it

was

like talking to a wall.

the

ever

he

lost his

head over nothing. And so we arrived

at the

twenty-fifth.
O.F.:

You

on March 25?

didn't notice anything suspicious

Z.A.B.: Yes.

felt a

had come

certain uneasiness, a strange sensation,

to a head.

Every evening

went

to

Yahya

which

to report

that Mujib and


weren't making any progress, and Yahya
showed no interest. He looked away or complained about the
1

television or
ite

the

songs

grumbled because he couldn't listen to his favorfrom Rawalpindi. Then

his records hadn't arrived

morning of the

something that left me


meet Mujib today. We'll see
Still
said, "All right," and at

twentv-fifth he said

disconcerted: "I'here's no need to

him tomorrow, you and


eight in the evening

1."

reported everything to Mujib's envoy.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

194

And he

exclaimed, 'That son of a bitch has already

didn't believe

it.

left."

telephoned the presidential residence and

asked to speak with Yahya.

They

me

told

he couldn't be

turbed; he was at supper with General Tikka Khan.

distele-

phoned Tikka Khan. They told me he couldn't be disturbed;


he was at supper with Yahya Khan. Only then did I begin to
worry, and suspecting a trick, I went to supper. Then to sleep.
I was awakened
by gunfire and by friends running in from
other rooms. I ran to the window, and as God is my witness, I
wept. I wept and said, "My country is finished."
O.F.: Why? What did you see from that window?
Z.A.B.:

any indiscriminate

didn't see

demolish the

trying to

newspaper that had

killing,

but the soldiers were

offices of the People,

an opposition

offices right in front of the Intercon-

its

With their loudspeakers they were ordering people to


leave. Those who came out were put to one side under the
threat of machine guns. Other groups, on the sidewalk, were
being kept at bay with machine guns and the hotel was surrounded by tanks. Anyone who tried to take shelter in it fell
into the hands of the soldiers. That's all. That Mujib had been

tinental.

arrested

did

take

found out
it?

at eight in the

was glad he was

have maltreated him

might help
in prison

more than

left.

How

thought they might

month

or two, and in the

meantime

back law and order.

to bring

told you,

'Tou take West Pakistan and


how it's turned out. Do you

take East Pakistan." That's just

him
Not at

hate
Z.A.B.:

little. Then 1 thought that his arrest


compromise. They wouldn't keep him

Mr. President, Mujib


I'll

and

to reach a

we'd be able
O.F.:

morning, when

alive

for this?
all.

hypocritically.
feel great

And
I

say

don't say

compassion

lacking in culture,

it

in the

Indian fashion, that

sincerely because, instead of hatred,

it

for

is
I

him. He's so incapable, conceited,

common

sense,

everything.

He's in no

position to resolve any problem: either politically, or socially,

I've

He only knows how to


known him since 1954 and

understood from the very

or economically, or internationally.

shout and put on


I've

never taken

first

moment

that he

a lot

of

him

seriously

that there

was an

airs.

was no depth

agitator breathing a

him, no preparation,
lot of fire and with an
to

Ali Bhutto

The only

absolute lack of ideas.


is

idea he's ever

Toward someone

the idea of secession.

you

195
in his

head

how can

anything except pity?

feel

In 1961, during a trip to Dacca,

the lobby of

Mujib,

let's

seemed

full

talk quietly.

my

have

hotel;
a

went up

cup of

tea."

saw him again.

him and

to

He was

of bitterness, and this time

He

said

how

just

very true;

I'd

He was

out of prison, he
able to

East Pakistan was exploited by


its

even written the same thing

in

"Hello,

said,

we were almost

Pakistan, treated like a colony, sucked of

blood

and

in a book.

West
it

was

But he

draw any conclusions, he didn't explain that the fault


economic system and in the regime, he didn't speak

didn't

was

had

like that,

in the

On

of socialism and struggle.

the contrary, he declared that

the people weren't prepared for struggle, that no one could op-

pose the military, that


the injustices.

was the military that had

it

He had no

He

courage.

really call himself, to journalists, "the tiger of

O.F.:

He

even says that

at his trial

to resolve

never has had. Does he

Bengal"?

he refused to defend himself and

was heroic. He was in a cell


where there wasn't even a mattress to sleep on.
Z.A.B.: Come on now! He wasn't in a cell, he was in an apartment
that his behavior after his arrest

that's

put

at the disposal

of important political detainees. In

Lyallpur, near Mianwali, the Punjab prison. True, he wasn't

allowed to read the newspapers and

had the entire

and he

library of the

listen to the radio,

governor of Punjab

lived quite well indeed.

but he

at his disposal

At a certain point they even

gave him a Bengali cook because he wanted to eat Bengali


dishes. At his trial

he defended himself, and how!

He

asked for

the services of two eminent lawyers:


Brohi,
prison

Kamal Hussain and A. K.


his legal adviser and friend. Kamal Hussain was in
but not Brohi, and to have Brohi means to have the

best of the best.

didn't

want

I'll

to accept

tell

you something

but Yahya

then presented himself

at

the

other lawyers. Paid for by the


that

trial

else.

At

first

Brohi

forced him, and he

with four assistants, four

state, naturally. It cost a fortune,

Well, Brohi has only one


So every time he came back

trial.

terbox.

Khan

fault: he's a bit

to

of a chat-

Karachi from Lyallpur,

he told about the conversations he'd had with Mujib and said
it

would be

difficult to find

him

guilty-

Mujib had put

things

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

196

such a convincing way as regards his respect

in

for the unity of

Yahya Khan. Mujib never tired of


repeating that Yahya Khan was a fine man, a great patriot, and
that he had been led astray by me
the only one responsible
Pakistan and his devotion to

for his arrest.

This was confirmed

whom said,
me a fine man,

to

to

happen.

"Give him

to

a great patriot,

to

me

me and
and

by General Pirzada,

you'll see that he'll call

insult you." Just

what was

But he was convicted and sentenced.

O.F.:

No. The special tribunal found him

guilty and from then on


Yahya Khan, as administrator of martial law, to
decide on the sentence, which could have been five years or
life
imprisonment or the death penalty. Yahya decided
nothing the war had broken out and he had plenty of other
things on his mind.
O.F.: Mujib told me they had dug his grave.
Z.A.B.: Do you know what that grave was? An air-raid shelter. They
had dug it all around the walls of the prison. Poor Mujib.
Z.A.B.:
it

was up

to

Being so

fearful,

he mistakes everything

for a

death notice. But

Yahya was thinking of killing him. On


December 27, when I was sworn in as the new president of the
Republic, I met with Yahya Khan. He was desperate, drunk,
he looked like the portrait of Dorian Gray. He told me: 'The
greatest mistake of my life has been not to execute Mujib
Rahman. Do it yourself, if you like."
I

O.F.:

don't believe that

And you?

Z.A.B.:

said that

supposed
pathy

wouldn't, and after thinking

atrocities of the

over,

got ready

much sympa-

thought the gesture would accelerate the return

of our war prisoners. So


to bring

for the

army, Pakistan needed some sym-

thought the act of clemency would get

thy. Besides

pur

it

Mujib. Having been condemned by everyone

to free

Mujib

to

me

immediately sent an order


in

Rawalpindi.

When

to Lyall-

the order ar-

Mujib got frightened. He began moaning that they'd


him out and execute him; he didn't calm down
even during the journey or when he entered the bungalow I'd
put at his disposal. A beautiful bungalow for important guests.
rived,

come

When

to take

clothes,

arrived with a radio, a television

set,

and

bundle of

he assailed me: ''What are you doing here?"

ex-

Ali Bhutto

plained
tone.

become

I'd

He threw

his

197

president and he immediately changed his

arms around

my

was always sending


been the one

I'd

me

to get

to save

him

him.

out.)

me

neck, he told

the most wonderful news he'd ever had in his


.

Then

was

this

that

life,

God

(The other time too

just as I'd foreseen,

began attacking Yahya, pausing only

me

to ask

he

he could

if

free. I saw him again twice before he went


Dacca by way of London. And both times he took out
his book of the Koran, he swore on the Koran that he'd keep
up relations with West Pakistan. He swore it also on the plane,
when I saw him off at three in the morning, and I almost succeeded in being moved. He swore and embraced me, he
thanked me, he repeated his eternal gratitude: "Don't worr>%
Mr. President, I'll be back soon. I want to know your beautiful
country better, and you'll see me again soon, soon."
O.F.: Are you ever sorry you freed him?
Z.A.B.: No, never. He's a Pakistani like myself, whatever he may
say. And more than once we've suffered the same accusations,
the same persecutions
underneath it all there's a bond between us.
always remember him as I saw him one day in
January, when he clutched my arm and sobbed and begged,
"Save me, save me." I feel genuine pity for him. Besides, poor

consider himself

back

to

Mujib, he won't
he'll

see,

last

long. Eight months, at

most

a year

then
You

be swallowed up by the chaos he himself wanted.

Bangladesh today

is

a satellite of India.

But

will

it

soon

become a satellite of Russia, and Mujib isn't a communist.


Even if he were to manage all right, which is most unlikely, at
on
them on

that point he'd find the Maoists


victors in this war.

Politically the

He

has

his back,

his

Mukti Bahini count

who

are the real

back already.

for nothing,

lacking as

they do any ideological preparation, any indoctrination, any

Then socially speaking, they're a disturbance they


know how to fire in the air, frighten people, steal, yell Joi
Bangio. And you can't run a country by yelling Joi Bangla.
The Bengali Maoists, on the other hand
well, they cerdiscipline.

only

tainly don't represent a \ery refined product

read half of
force

Mao's

and don't

let

little

red book.

at

most they've

But they're an articulate

themselves be used by the Indians, and

don't even think they're against the unity of Pakistan. They'll

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

198

end by having the upper hand. Good Lord, it would take a genius to cope with such complex and frightful problems
just
imagine Mujib coping with them. And then that's such an un-

fortunate land. Hurricanes, floods, storms.

born under an unlucky

and

star,

let's

One would

not forget

it's

say

it's

always

been the dregs of the world. You should have seen Dacca
1947 and even
even

in

Now

streets.

1954!

dirty village

that everything

is

in

where there weren't

destroyed, thanks also to

the dynamite of the Mukti Bahini, Bangladesh

you say Bangladesh.


Z.A.B. Obviously I say it with anger and scorn. Obviously for me
it's
still
East Pakistan. But, rightly or wrongly, and even
though it's the result of a military action by the Indians, fifty

O.F.: I'm surprised


:

countries have recognized


to recognize

it,

if

it.

must accept

it.

I'm even ready

India gives us back our prisoners,

sacre of the Biharis ends,

if

we're to reunite ourselves in a federation,


tablish diplomatic relations.

the mas-

if

the federalists aren't persecuted. If

And

we must

first

es-

think that within ten or

fif-

teen years Pakistan and Bangladesh can be reunited in a federation.

Can and

should, otherwise

West Bengal, which wants

who

will

fill

separate from

to

the

vacuum?

India? There's

common between the East Bengalis and the West


Between us and the East Bengalis, on the other
hand, there's religion in common. The Partition of 1947 was a
nothing

in

Bengalis.

very good thing.


O.F.:

Very good! To create a country with two stumps two thousand


kilometers apart and with India in the middle?

Those two stumps stayed together for twenty-five years, despite all the mistakes that were made. A state isn't only a terri-

Z.A.B:

torial

or geographical concept.

national

When

anthem the same, the

the flag

is

the same, the

religion the same, distance

is

no problem. At the time when the Mongols unified India, the


Muslims of this part took a hundred days to reach the other
part. Now all they needed were two hours by air. Do you see
what I mean?
O.F.: No, Mr. President. I understand Indira Gandhi better when
she says that the Partition of 1947 was wrong and that wars of
religion are ridiculous in the 1970s.
Z.A.B.:

Mrs. Gandhi has only one dream:

to take

over the whole

Ali Bhutto

199

subcontinent, to subjugate us. She'd Hke a confederation so

make Pakistan
why she says

as to
that's

We

brothers.

disappear from the face of the earth, and


we're brothers, and so forth. We're not

never have been.

our souls, into our ways of


attitudes are different.

Hindu and

they die, a

life.

Our
Our

rehgions go too deep into


cultures are different, our

From the day


a Muslim are

they're

bom

to the

day

subject to laws and cus-

toms that have no points of contact. Even

their

ways of eating

and drinking

are different.

They're two strong and irrecon-

cilable faiths.

It's

shown by

the fact that neither of the two has

compromise with the other, a


Only dictatorial monarchies, foreign invasions, from the Mongols to the British, have succeeded in
holding us together by a kind of Pax Romana. We've never arrived at a harmonious relationship.
You see, the Hindus are not the mild creatures that Mrs.
Gandhi would like you to think. They have respect for their
ever succeeded in reaching a

modus

vivendi.

sacred cows, but not for Muslims. They've always mistreated

and humiliated
to

me

in 1944.

us.
I

I'll

never forget an episode that happened

was on holiday with

was running up and down


point

got very thirsty. So

water and asked

him

a hill, as
I

went up

for a drink.

my

parents in Kashmir.

boys do, and at


to a

man who was

The man

filled

a certain

selling

the cup,

hand it to me, then stopped and said, ''Are you a


a Muslim?"
hesitated to answer
I
desperately
wanted that water. Finally I said, 'Tm a Muslim." Then the
man poured the water on the ground. Tell that to Mrs.
started to

Hindu or

Gandhi.

You two

O.F.:

z.A.B.

really can't stand

each other, can you?

To me

don't even respect her.

she's a

mediocre

woman

with a mediocre intelligence. There's nothing great about her;

only the country she governs


that

makes her seem

And

also the

name

tall,

is great.
I mean,
it's that throne
though actually she's very small.

she bears. Belic\e me,

if

she were prime

minister of Ceylon, she'd be nothing but another Mrs. Bandaranaike.

Come
Golda

And

now,
is

far

if

she were prime minister of Israel

wouldn't dare compare her

Golda Meir.
too superior. She has an acute mind, sound judgI

ment, and she goes through

much more

to

difficult crises

than

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

200

those of Mrs. Gandhi. Also she

came

to

power by her own

ent. Mrs. Bandaranaike, instead, got there by the simple

tal-

fact

Gandhi by the simWithout having Nehru's


light. With all her saris, the red spot on her forehead, her little
smile, she'll never succeed in impressing me.
She's never impressed me, ever since the day I met her in
Lx)ndon. We were both attending a lecture, and she was taking
notes so insistently and pedantically that I said to her, "Are
you taking notes or writing a thesis?" And speaking of theses,
you know I can't believe she succeeded in getting that degree
in history at Oxford. I completed the three-year course at Oxof being Bandaranaike's widow, and Mrs.
ple fact of being Nehru's daughter.

ford in

two

years.

And

in three years she wasn't able to finish

the course.
O.F.: Aren't

you being

Or are you
a woman?
Z.A.B.:

men.
tive.

last so

My

if

Do you

unjust?

little

re-

she wasn't worth something?

women

have nothing against

don't think

long

obliged to think she's worth nothing because she's

No, no.

though

a little excessive, a

she could

ally think

women make

as

heads of

state,

better heads of state than

opinion of Mrs. Gandhi

is

impersonal and objec-

not even influenced by the fact that she behaves so

It's

deplorably by not returning our war prisoners and not respect-

Geneva Convention. That's how

ing the

a diligent

drudge of a schoolgirl,

and imagination.
was studying

woman

always seen her:

devoid of

in

initiative

when

All right, she's better today than

Oxford or taking notes

at

I've

she

London. Power has

given her self-confidence and nothing succeeds like success.

But

a question of success out of proportion to her merits;

it's

India and Pakistan were to

have no trouble

become confederated

in carrying off the post

countries,

if

I'd

from Mrs. Gandhi.

I'm not afraid of intellectual confrontations with her. Having


said that,

Even
like

in

I'm ready to meet her

New

Talleyrand

that bothers

when and where

Delhi. Yes, I'm even ready to go to

she

New

likes.

Delhi,

Congress of Vienna. The only idea


that of being escorted by an honor guard

after the

me

is

from the Indian army and physical contact with the lady herself.

It

instead:

irritates

me. God! Don't make

me

think of

what did Mrs. Gandhi say about me?

it.

Tell

me

201

Ali Bhutto

She told me you're an unbalanced man, that today you say


one thing and tomorrow another, that one never understands

O.F.:

what's on your mind.


Z.A.B.:

Ah, yes?

I'll

answer that

basic concept should

one should be able

pole,

now

to the other.

and precise idea


into

sinks

thing

In other words,

accept

"Consis-

this statement:

is

think a

remain firm but, within that basic con-

cept,

single

The only

right away.

from the philosopher John Locke


tency is a virtue of small minds."

move back and

to

An

intellectual

he

monologue,

to

one
to a

should be

into

Now

should never cling

forth.

Otherwise he

elastic.

fanaticism.

politician,

the

movement per se a politician should be


mobile. He should sway now to right and now to left; he
should come up with contradictions, doubts. He should

same.

Politics

is

change continually,

from every side so

test things, attack

as to

weak point and strike at it. Woe to


him if he focuses immediately on his basic concept, woe if he
reveals and crystallizes it. Woe if he blocks the maneuver by
which to throw his opponent on the carpet. Apparent inconsistency is the prime virtue of the intelligent man and astute politician. If Mrs. Gandhi doesn't understand that, she doesn't
single out his opponent's

understand the beauty of her profession.


derstood
o.F.

Indira

Now

her father un-

it.

Gandhi

says her father wasn't a politician,

he was

saint.

Z.A.B.:

Oh, Mrs. Gandhi

was

a great politician

is

wrong about her

she should have

Nehru

father!

instead

half her father's talent!

Look, even though he was against the principle of Pakistan,


I've

When

always admired that man.

ally enthralled

by him. Only

a spellbinder with

many

later did

vain,

faults,

was young

and that he

ruthless,

didn't have the class of a Stalin or a Churchill or a

And what

tung.
O.F.:

She

said

it

what

26,

front. East Pakistan

not Pakistan? Let's be serious.


it was Emerson who said
minds." (Translator's note.)

Actually
little

it:

"A

If

Tse-

started the war.

Everyone knows they were the ones

on the eastern

Mao

Mrs. Gandhi say?

else did

was you Pakistanis who

Z.A.B.: Ridiculous.

November

else,

was actu-

understand that he was

to attack us.

was perhaps

someone invades Palermo,

foolish consistency

is

the hobgoblin of


INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

202

don't you conclude that Italy has been attacked?

someone

If

invades Marseilles, don't you conclude that France has been

Gandhi pretends

attacked? Mrs.

to forget that

our counterat-

on Deremember seeing Yahya on November 29 and


reproaching him for our failure to counterattack. "You're be-

tack in Kashmir, disputed territory, took place only

cember
having

3.

though nothing has happened

as

By delay-

in the east.

ing action, you're playing India's game, you're making people

West

believe that East Pakistan and

country,"

he changed
officers

soldiers

make

year

it

and hold out

the whole world will be

on our

better.

God!

was

there as a tourist and

of the
O.F.:

And

Z.A.B.:

UN.

you'd

made

a little territory

and

ordered Niazi to

a thousand times and


remember. He'd sent me

could have died


York,

found myself at that incredible session

I'd

that scene.

admit. But

The arrogance

great powers,

But he was only

side.

real scene,

disgust.

New

in

said;

months, a

for ten

And when he

plant the flag of Bangladesh.

felt

fourth time our

withdraw into Dacca,

Let's

a fortress out of

concerned that the Indians not conquer


surrender

The

were beating their heads against the tanks

And Dacca?

in desperation.

we'll

me. Four times

listen to

his orders for a counterattack.

and

same

Pakistan aren't the

him. But he didn't

told

was convulsed with

of the Indians.

who wanted

The

fear

only to placate India.

rage, with

shown by
I

the

wasn't able

made that speech in which told


to control my passion, and
them all to go to hell. wept too. Yes, often weep. always
weep when discover something disgraceful, unjust. I'm very
I

emotional.
O.F.

Emotional,

complicated,

unpredictable,

talked about.

It

seems

to

me

the

moment

your personality, Mr. President. Let's

man who
and
Z.A.B.:

is

are

many

reconcile them,

remain

come

talk a little

much

to take

about

up

this

very rich and yet a socialist, lives like a Westerner

yet has two wives.

There

and

has

this

conflicts in

me

I'm aware of that.

overcome them, but

my

soul Eastern.

As

for

my

try to

don't succeed and

strange mixture of Asia and Europe.

layman's education and a Muslim's upbringing.

Western and

My

have a

mind

is

two wives, what can

Ali Bhutto

do about

it?

They married me

203

off at thirteen, to

was thirteen and she was twenty-three.


what it meant to have a wife, and when they

my

cousin.

didn't even

know

tried to explain

it

didn't
went out of my mind with rage. With fury.
wife, I wanted to play cricket. I was very fond of
cricket. To calm me down, they had to give me two new
cricket bags. When the ceremony was over, I ran off to play
cricket. There are so many things I must change in my coun-

me,
want a
to

try!

And

was fortunate. They married

age of eleven to a

woman

my

playmate off

He

of thirty-two.

at the

always said to me,

"Lucky you!"

When

in

fell

She was

three.

love with

my

also studying in

an Iranian, that

is,

was hard

second wife,

was twenty-

England, and though she was

from a country where polygamy

me

tom,

it

have

many arguments

for

to

the cus-

is

persuade her to marry me.

didn't

except for the two words, "So what,

dammit!" No, the idea of divorcing my first wife never went


through my head. Not only because she's my cousin, but
because I have a responsibility toward her. Her whole life has
been ruined by

custom

we

raised.

She

my

born of
as

second marriage.

was an adolescent

story of injustice.

lygamy

lives in

besides

it

I've
I

my

spent

went

little

And

No?

Z.A.B.:

No.

feller.

owns

in

to the

four children are

West

you

to study.

as

do everything I can to discourage pocauses no small economic problem. Often

I'll

not everyone can afford

so rich as
O.F.:

house

time with her

the wives are separated in different houses or


case.

my

see each other every so often. She's almost always

She hasn't even had children

alone.

soon

absurd marriage to a boy, by the absurd

which we've been

in

Larkana;

this

it

as

can.

cities, as in

Though

my

I'm not

say.

To
To

a lot

means to be a duPont or a Rockemeans much less. Here anyone who's rich


of land, but actually he's no richer than those Eu-

you, to be rich
us,

ropean barons

it

who own splendid crumbling villas and play the


live. Our land is dry and produces little. So

gigolo in order to
let's

say that instead of rich, I'm relatively rich, that

that

my

been

to

sister lives well, that

my

live well,

brother lived well, that we've

good schools but have never wasted

penny.

I've


INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

204

When

never been a playboy.


at

Oxford,

never bought a

was

car.

wisely, for instance in order to go to

ing people and buy books.

where

you'll see

many

because

them

of

my money on clothes
my clothes; I've

time

a long

because I'm

but only because

when

flower

O.F.: Finally

Juan.

Is

are dirty

didn't even have air conditioning.

or stupid people.

silly
I

others are dancing. Finally

you have the reputation of being


it true, Mr. President?

Z.A.B.: That's also very exaggerated. I'm a

you can be
romantic

and

stink.

too.

But

to

dance,

hate to be a wall.

a lady-killer, a

romantic

politician without being romantic

Don

don't think

and

think there's nothing so inspiring as a love

for

like to enter-

know how

music and because

like

clean.

never been able to

and comfortable houses. That's true

but never

tain,

But not

true.

It's

and change

who

Some

Like sports.

squander

beautiful

library,

in books.

old and beautiful

of being well dressed.

stand Indian and Pakistani princes

own

interest-

my

my money:

me

love to bathe

meet

to

take a look at

always immensely enjoyed reading.

people accuse

you

money

always handled

Europe

put a good part of

have thousands of them,


I've

If

America and

a student in

I've

as

affair.

There's nothing wrong with falling in love and conquering a

woman's

heart

woe

men who

to

don't

fall

in love.

You can

hundred times, and I do fall in love. But


even
I'm a very, very moral man. And I respect women. People
think that Muslims don't respect women. What a mistake. To
fall in love a

and protect them

respect

prophet

Mohammed.

I,

physical violence, once


ciously,

till

had raped

when

stripped
drels!

thing

I'll

read that

one

teachings of the

champion of
man. I whipped him feroyou know why? Because he

Do

was blind with rage

some hundred

this

morning,

students had attacked and

some girl students on the beach in Karachi. Scounmake them subject to martial law. And say someI

else. If

olence on the
to try

O.F.: Let's

And

first

don't call myself a

whipped

the blood came.


little girl.

one of the

is

who

were

to ascertain that

women

our

of Bangladesh,

soldiers really used vi-

I'd

insist

on being the

them and punish them.

go on to something

else,

Mr. President.

Let's

go on to

Ali Bhutto

how you can reconcile


your Muslim faith.

your Marxism and

even with

leges,

Z.A.B.:

fine

to

myself a Marxist

call

205

in the

economic

sense; that

myself to accepting Marxist doctrine so

What

economics.

terpretation of history,

God

Righdy or wrongly,
or doesn't.

exists

If

and I'm not ready

theories of

its

As

or not.

exists

Marxism

reject in

does,

it

it

concerns
in-

believe

God.

in

something that either

is

name

in the

it.

It's

in

me,

of the ecclesias-

or philosophical aspects of Marxism. At the

tical

con-

dialectical

its

useless to discuss

it's

renounce

to

faith

it

is,

the question whether

good Muslim,

believe

far as

are

life,

with your privi-

it

same time

I'm convinced that to call oneself a Marxist and call oneself a

Muslim

are

two things that can go together

underdeveloped country

especially in an

Pakistan where

like

don't see any

solution except scientific socialism.

Pakistan

said

tional

I'm

my

not sticking

crusades; I'm

others.

not raising any banners for interna-

nose

concentrate on the reality of

my

in

the affairs of

country and

that's

No, not by a process of revolution I recognize that. I


would like to, since I can look you in the eye and swear to you
I'm a revolutionary. But I can't afford sudden and bloody revolutions. Pakistan wouldn't be able to stand it; it would be a disaster. So I must proceed with patience, by reforms, measures
all.

that will gradually lead to socialism


sible, refraining

capital of

surgeon

from

when

pos-

must take

my

time, be a

doesn't plunge his knife too deeply into the fabric

of society. This
knife,

slowly for a

nationalizing when

necessary, respecting the foreign

which we have need.

who

under the

it

is

a very sick society,

you have

wound

to operate

to heal, for a

and

if

it's

not to die

with caution, waiting

reform to be consolidated.

We've been asleep for so many centuries, we can't violently


wake ourselves up with an earthquake. Besides, even Lenin, in
the beginning, stooped to compromises.
O.F.:

Mr.

President,

you're a

people don't believe you.

They
else,

say
that

do anything to hold on to your power, that you'll never


up your possessions.
No? By the agrarian reforms I've made in these three

you'll

give
Z.A.B.:

many

demagogue seeking power and nothing

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

2o6
months,

my

family has lost forty-five thousand acres of land.

And

personally have lost six to seven thousand.

my

more,

children will lose

of selfishness.
since the day

no

I've felt
I

God

more.

still

I'm not playing with socialism, that

can even

my

witness that

don't proceed slowly out

fear of giving

read Marx.

is

Til lose still

up what I own ever


you the time and

tell

Bombay, 1945. As for the accusation that I'm only out


this would be a good time to understand what
we mean by the word power. By power I don't mean the kind
Yahya Khan had. By power I mean the kind you exercise to
level mountains, make deserts bloom, build a society where
have no evil
people don't die of hunger and humiliation.
platforms. I don't want to become a dictator. But so far I can
place:
for

power, well,

say that

have

I'll

The
mend are often in splinters.
splinters. And if throw them away

be very tough, even authoritarian.

to

broken windows I'm setting out


I'll

have

throw away the

to

too carelessly,

to

won't have a country,

I'll

have a bazaar.

Anyway look, you don't go into politics just for the fun of it.
AnyYou go into it to take power in your hands and keep
trying
always
are
Politicians
is
liar.
the
opposite
a
one who says
to make you believe that they're good, moral, consistent.
it.

Don't ever

me when

ther taught

he

said,

ready to be hit twice by him."


I've forgotten the

They

O.F.:

say,

no such thing

their trap. There's

fall in

moral, consistent politician. Politics

is

"Never

The

hit a

rest

is

man

Mr. President, you're

my

fa-

unless you're

boy-scout

boy-scout virtues ever since

good,

as a

give-and-take, as

went

a great reader of

stuff,

and

to school.

books about

Mussolini, Hitler, Napoleon.


z.A.B:

Of

also

Do you want

fascist

tual

And

course.

Stalin.

is first

of

enamored of

books about

De

Gaulle, Churchill,

make me confess I'm a fascist? I'm not.


an enemy of culture, and I'm an intellec-

to

all

culture.

fascist

is

man

of the right, and

come
from the aristocracy. To read about a person doesn't mean to
make him your hero. I've had some heroes, yes, but when I
I'm a

man

of the

was

a student.

get

chewed,

when

left.

fascist

a petit bourgeois,

Heroes, you know, are

spit out,

like

changed, and you

you're young. Anyway,

chewed the

is

if

chewing
like

and

gum

they

them especially
know whom I've

you care to
Genghis Khan, Alexander,

longest, here they are:

Ali Bhutto

little

And

baldi.

Napoleon most of all. But I've also


of Mazzini, a little of Cavour, a little of Gari-

Napoleon.

Hannibal,

chewed

And

see.

ask

Z.A.B.:

One

contra-

who

me

better, let

little

whom

to

you've

felt

or

you the most.

liked

He said was cut from the same cloth. He


And worshiped him. He was an exceptional
I

despite his weaknesses

women.

our time

those you've liked or

worshiped me.

man

understand you a

figures of

Sukarno.

is

how many

see

me?

so, to try to

you who are the

feel close:

You

of Rousseau.

lot

dictions there are in


O.F.:

207

with

his vulgarity

for instance

neither necessary nor dignified continually to

It's

show your own virility, but he didn't understand that. Furthermore he didn't even understand economics. The other is Nasser. Nasser too was a first-rate man, with Nasser too I got

He

along very well.


I

loved

me and

loved him. In 1966,

me

Egypt and received

he

said

could

Then,

let's

see

Stalin has always


as

my

with the honors of a


long as

stay there as
.

My

Stalin.

been deep, a gut feeling

antipathy for Khrushchev.

to

head of state, then

needed.

Yes,

Stalin.

when

me

was forced to leave the government, Nasser invited

respect for

I'd say, just as

much

You may understand me

bet-

when say never liked Khrushchev, that always thought


him a braggart. Always swaggering, yelling, pointing his finger
And always ready to give in to
at ambassadors, drinking.
the Americans. He did a lot of harm to Asia, Khrushchev.
And finally ... know, you're waiting for me to say someter

Mao

thing about

about a giant
about

Chou

Tse-tung. But what do you want

Mao

like

Tse-tung?

En-lai. He's the

one

easier for

It's

know

me to say
me to talk

better, the

one

I've

and discussed things with longer. Endless discussions,


from dawn to dusk, for days, at least once a year. It's since
1962 that I've been going to China and meeting Chou En-lai.

talked

And
O.F.:

him, simply,

Mr. President,

all

these

admire him.

men

to struggle a lot to gain

have had

power. But not you.


Z.A.B.:

You're wrong.

been put

It

in prison,

hasn't been easy for


I've risked

my

life

Ayub Khan, with Yahya Khan. They


soning

my

food, by shooting at

me

to get here.

plent\ of times.

tried to kill

mc. Twice

in

me

I've

With

by poi-

1968, once in

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

2o8

1970. In Sanghar, two years ago,


the cross

was kept

for

an hour under

One man

of assassins sent by Yahya Khan.

fire

while shielding me, others were seriously wounded.

not forget moral suffering;

let's

become
your

own

who
The

aren't

who

hardest thing for

been

it's

me on

had

start,

play at being psychoanalysts,

My

was

father

which

And

was born didn't


hadn't had this

if

ever since

it,

how was
was

it

we must

say

a brilliant politician

manifested?

politics, that

if we want to
owe it to my

But

a boy.

a pity

so very early, after having lost certain elections.

high conception of

sincerity.

and

privileges in

the poor,

who

did this vocation

Z.A.B.: I've always

parents.

Neither friends in

myself taken seriously by those

Aladdin's flying carpet.


.

And

hasn't been to escape the bullets

to get

vocation for politics

And how

me

died

you're born rich and

in fact

me. The

didn't believe

O.F.:

when

believes you.

make fun of you, nor


enlightened enough to believe in your

circle,

the poison,

put

no one

a socialist,

he

retired

He had

a very

of an aristocrat who's aristo-

and he talked to me in such an inaround Larkana, he showed me the


temples, the splendid houses, the vestiges of our civiliand he said to me: "Look, politics is like building a
a house. Or else he said it was like writing music, or
My
And he mentioned Brahms, Michelangelo.
family
and
was
poor
from
was different. She came
a

cratic to his finger tips,

spired way.

ancient
zation,

temple,
poetry.

He

took

me

mother
haunted by other people's poverty. She did nothing but repeat
to me: "We must take care of the poor, we must help the poor,
the poor shall inherit the earth," and so forth.

When
ears that

I
I

went

to

became

America, her message had so sunk into


a radical.

went

to

America

my

to study at the

University of California, where a great jurist of international law


I wanted to take my degree in international law.
was the period of McCarthyism, of the communist
witch-hunts my choices were laid out. To get away from

was teaching.

And

that

Sunset Boulevard, from the

girls

with red nail polish,

ran off

to Maxwell Street and lived among the Negroes. A week, a


month. I felt good with them they were real, they knew how
to laugh. And the day in San Diego when I wasn't able to get
a hotel room because I have olive skin and looked like a Mex-

Ali Bhutto

ican

ately

well, that helped.

And

England.

209

Then, from America,

those were the years of Algeria, so

took the side of the Algerians.

Number

slogans in front of

cause I'm secretly a

crowd and

little

10

more

intelligent,

O.F.:

more

subtle,

Street.

shy, I've never liked to

participate in turmoil.

I've

went to
immedi-

But not by shouting

Downing

cussion by writing, a struggle by the

Maybe
mix

be-

in the

always preferred a dis-

game

of politics.

It's

more

refined.

One last question, Mr. President, and


Do you think you can last?

excuse the brutality of

it.

Z.A.B.: Let's put

think

I'll

First

of

work, as

young

last
all
I

this

it

way.

could be finished tomorrow, but

longer than anyone else who's governed Pakistan.

because I'm healthy and

full

do, even eighteen hours a day.

I'm

barely forty-four,

of energy

Then because

can
I'm

ten years younger than Mrs.

I
know what I want. I'm the only
World who has gone back into politics

Gandhi. Finally because


leader in the Third
despite

the

of two

opposition

great

powers

in

1966 the

United States and the Soviet Union were both very happy to
see

me

in trouble.

And the reason I've been able to overcome


know the fundamental rule of this profes-

that trouble

is

that

What

is

the rule? Well, in politics you sometimes have

sion.

and make others believe they're the

to pretend to be stupid

only intelligent ones. But to do this you have to have light and

Have you ever seen a bird sitting on


must have fairly light,
fairly flexible fingers, to insinuate them under the bird and
take away the eggs. One by one. Without the bird realizing it.
flexible fingers,
its

and

eggs in the nest? Well, a politician

Karachi, April 1972

Willy Brandt
-

It

will

be up

and

great statesman

what extent Willy Brandt was


man. But it was already clear that as

decide

to history' to

a great

to

a
a

chancellor he was the only large figure in Europe. Everyone liked

him. Everyone believed him. And everyone recognized

new Germany,

leader of a

hatred or

fear:

his credit.
Prize.

But

the word

much

Not

as

it

there

was no need

him

for

him

to read the

so.

And

this to

much

has

to

to

against Hitler

Hitler.

blows with the Nazis, he

to kneel

down

in

fled

man who

past.

in Jerusalem. Still,

There
he did

than his Ostpolitik, his

humanitarian,

rejects every

in this socialism that

from the

Warsaw. There was no need

less significant

his socialism, a

mayor of

against

fists."

psalm of forgiveness

socialism, as befits a

was

the

having made us understand that

mean

me seems no

Europeanism, and

it

still

not the slightest stain on his democratic

is

him

in

no longer inspired

"by words and He fought


He wrote

does not

came

for

thermore,

that

might arouse envy. He

his chief credit lies in

German

the Nazis, he

Germany

nothing did they give him the Nobel Peace

for

since the age of fourteen

Nazis

liberal,

modern

shade of dogma. Fur-

he grew up, became

a jour-

and always took his stand. Let


us not forget that Willy Brandt was the only head of state who
spoke out with the same clarit>' and firmness against the Greek colonels and against the Soviet functionaries who are out to destroy
nalist, a writer,

their opponents.

the

Berlin,

Willy Brandt
His

moment

has been exceptional from the

life

December

1913,

18,

in

He never knew

never acknowledged him. Only

his father

of his birth, on

His mother was a

the city of Lubeck.

young, unmarried trade union worker.

and

211

at

his father,

about the age of

name, which sounded Swedish or Norwegian or Danish. In a book he writes, "The boy heard but was not
interested. Or was he? An opaque veil extends over those years,
gray as the fog in the port of Lubeck. Figures and faces merge like
shadows that rise to the surface and disappear. ... It is hard for
me to believe that that boy called Herbert Frahm was myself."
He does not like to speak of his father. I was dumbfounded when

thirteen did

he hear

his

who he

he confessed he had always known

And one should

meeting him."

gitimate son" has caused


reer.

"He was

it

"ille-

it

this

casts

dark

helps us to understand

often distinguished from others for having suffered

is

pain and humiliation


often born of

alive

shamelessly even in election

shadow over our image of Adenauer,

One

still

interested in

trouble in his political ca-

But though

Adenauer.

Especially

not forget that the stigma of

him no small

His opponents have exploited

campaigns.

Brandt.

was.

end of the war. But not even then was

after the

great dreams,

sometimes even success, are


if as a child he had

hunger and unhappiness. Perhaps

been dandled on

a father's knee,

Willy Brandt today would not be

Willy Brandt.

He

does not

much

resemble his fellow countrymen. For twelve

years he was Norwegian,


reckless sincerity,

more than

that

he

and he admits candidly, or rather with


still

Norway

has

in

"When,

his blood.

you escape to a country whose culture and


language you absorb, you lose one homeland only to find another.
For me Norway was a second homeland." Is it still? The more you
look at him and listen to him, the more you wonder where the
German in him leaves off and the Norwegian begins. Or vice versa.
He has a house in Norway and goes back there every year on vaca-

little

tion.

a boy,

His closest friends are in Norway.

met both

his

first

half Norwegian.
is

said,

and

this

He wrote
is

was

in

Norway

that

he

I'd

extraordinary that a

Norwegian than in German, it


which Adenauer attacked
foreigner. He looks on passports

better in

something

him, calling him an interloper,


with indifference

It

wife and his second, and his children are thus

else for
a

say with a shrug of his shoulders.

man

And

isn't

it

so devoid of narrow-minded nationalism

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

212

should represent the country that unleashed a world war in the

name
in

of nationalism? Brandt resumed his

1946

to

have chosen

to

German

the future Europe. I'm sure not to be mistaken


the final analysis he

many, and,

still

citizenship only

do so honors the new Germany and

represents

when

say that in

Europe more than he does Ger-

in that sense, his role isn't finished.

What a sorrow to have seen him resigning because of a dirty spy


who lived next to him as a secretary; what a bitter blow to have seen
him

giving

up because of the even

around him.

When

he proudly

dirtier

left

blackmail that developed

his nation's

helm,

all

of pro-

Europe knew they had lost a battle; the defeat was not his
alone. It was the defeat of all those who believe in peace joined
with intelligence, freedom won with courage, and socialism
gressive

achieved with patience.

The

only consolation

not losing a war.

losing a battle

is

their seed has

been sown. This

The

Men

man

like

is

the thought that

him cannot be

Brandt

is

stopped;

not dead.

following interview took place in his office in the Bun-

derkanzleramt on two occasions: Tuesday, August 28, and

Mon-

Seldom is an interview the portrait of a man in


the way this one is. Not so much for what he says or doesn't say as
for how he says what he does. He speaks in a precise, prolix, and
severe manner. He almost never engages in remarks that might impair his dignity or makes admissions that would diminish his remoteness. If you try to probe his soul more deeply, he withdraws
it was
courteously and becomes silent. I tried again and again
useless. He opened the doors wide when I interrogated the politician; he closed them when I sought the man. Never have I en-

day, September

3.

countered such modesty, such shyness.

It is

therefore hard for

me

him as others do that is to say as a cheerful Teuton fond of


women, wine, beer, and a good laugh. can more easily identify
him with the peasant of the fiord whom he describes in the interview. Tough, solid, hard as iron, and the enemy of unnecessary
things. Even his politeness and the cordial way he receives you are
devoid of anything unnecessary. A pity I wasn't able to talk to him
to see

alone. Present at the interview were his adviser Klaus Harpprecht,

and the head of

his press office,

while a stenographer not in

my

employ to take notes operated a tape recorder placed next to mine.


It seemed like a summit meeting, a council of state. It was he who

Willy Brandt

wanted

way. And, though at

this

it

What

with respect.

filled

first

213
it

annoyed me,

consolation to be

don't

among

was soon

who do

people

things seriously.

ORIANA FALLACI: Frankly


Brandt.

have so

many

of your name, which

is

know where

Chancellor

to begin.

things to ask you, including the

stor>'

not the one you were born with. That

was Herbert Frahm, and


WILLY BRANDT: Yes, I started using the name Willy Brandt at the
beginning of 1933
before leaving Germany and after the
.

come

Nazis had

power.

to

chose

it

as a

nom

de guerre with

which to devote myself to clandestine activity against Hitler.


But it was under that name that I went abroad, when I was
nineteen. Under that name I began writing for the newspapers
and publishing my books, under that name I went into politics
and became an adult and came back to Germany at the end of
never
the war. Everything is tied up with that name, and
1

thought of taking back the one

was born with.

was as Willy Brandt that you got married and beNorwegian citizen. There, maybe that's where we
should start. I mean the fact that for years you had been a citi-

O.F.: Besides

came

it

zen of another country. Except

Germans who

left Hitler's

No, actually there were quite

W.B.:

for Jews, there weren't

a few. If

away.

And

it

goes without saying that almost

Why

I.

did

would have been

At

first

hadn't

all

and sent

much chance

expatriate,

to

my

going away.

When

and

I'd

ing as a broker's agent, and

would have had

this

stayed,

camp.

of getting out. Even

is

to

I'd

started

was interesting work

if

leave

have been

one contributing

finished school,
it

them were

if I'd

to a concentration

Lubeck. But not even by leaving Lubeck would


able to go to the university,

of

Germany? Because

leave

arrested

didn't have

become an

my own city,
many who went

you take

Lubeck, as an example, you'll find there were


older than

many

Germany.

factor

work-

for a year.

wanted to study history, and in Hitler's Germany it was


no longer possible to study history. So as soon as I got the
chance
But

A man who

belonged

to

my

group was supposed

to escape


INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

214
to

Norway and open an

office there to take care of

some of the

problems connected with our resistance movement.

him

arranged for a fishing boat to take


place not far from the house where

and

did so, but

all

and sent

arrested

me

friends asked

was

same the man

the

living.

wanted

to

had

all

from

help

to

He was
Then my Berlin
place. And
ac-

didn't get away.

concentration camp.

to a
if

was

It

across, leaving

go in his

would mean staying away so long.


Many people thought that Nazism wouldn't last. They said
twelve months, at most four years. I didn't belong to the ranks

cepted.

had no idea

of the optimists, but

wouldn't

it

deluded myself into thinking that

World War.

longer than the First

last

Instead

it

it

lasted twelve years.


it, those twelve years you spent in Scandinavia
which your opponents have often reproached you. So let
ask you this question: Are you sorry not to have partici-

O.F.: That's just


for

me

pated directly,

W.B.:

mean

in

Germany

the struggle

in

itself,

Nazism?

against

I showed,
then and later, that I was willing to risk my life
whenever necessary. And even when it wasn't necessary. I
came back secretly to Hitler's Germany. I stayed several
months, before escaping again because they were about to
catch me. I went to Sweden, and to Norway, which was oc-

cupied by Hitler. So

I've

my

taken

risks.

question from a rational standpoint,

Germany

instead of expatriating myself,

have had the same opportunities


for

what

I'd

to

did in Berlin or later.

And
say

ferent

And

that

mean

the price

a strange

they supplied

especially

my

strange that so

my

pay was quite

my

identify with

say strange?

wonderful thing that so

dif-

countrymen.

true that to

It

some people

this

say to such people that

many Germans

Euro-

you pay

judgment

opponents with the opportunity to

fidence in me. Did


It's

it's

to

sure,

way of paying, and by

campaign against me. But

ful.

had

from that paid by the majority of

seemed

stayed in

develop and prepare myself

was the price of going away. Yes,

I'd

probably wouldn't

pean and international experiences. To be


price for everything.

looking at your
if

me and

it's

start a

just as

have con-

should have said wonder-

many Germans have con-

Willy Brandt

man whose

fidence in a

Not

has been different from theirs.

life

better. Different.

Chancellor Brandt,

O.F.;

215

assume

that in speaking of the price

you

paid you're also referring to the fact of being deprived of your

German
you

Was

citizenship after your expatriation.

German

your

to lose

it

on

citizenship and take

painful for

that of

Nor-

way?
No.

W.B.:
O.F.

Why? Did you

w.B.

Yes.

already like

considered

abroad as a young

home and

at

it

Norway

so

much?

second homeland. Because

man and

...

learns to speak the language well

Norwegian very quickly, and


I

man. And

that

was

true,

learned

much

wrote Norwegian

times that

if

lands in a country where

even

if

it

learned

well. I've said

better than

today

one goes
one feels

it's

many

wrote Ger-

not true any more.

when the country that takes you in becomes a place


where you make friends, when you absorb its culture to the
roots, when all this is easy for you because you come from the
Besides,

Baltic

well,

you

you from your

that this separates

feel

countrymen, but you also

feel

enriched by something you or-

Do

dinarily wouldn't have had.

make myself

clear?

mean

you begin by losing one country and end by finding another.


Nor is this something I'm discovering today, since I've always
admitted
a

it

to

be true. During the war

book published

Norway and

in

Sweden,

wrote

in the preface

work simultaneously

of

for a free

democratic Germany. This means a Europe

where Europeans can


citizenship for

"I

me

live."

didn't

Anyway,

mean

on Norwegian
up Germany. Or

to take

giving

my conception of Germany.
me reverse my previous question. Was

should say
O.F.:

Then
you

let

to lose

your Norwegian citizenship

in

it

painful for

order to get back

your German?
W.B.: No.

There are countries

that don't confront

you with such

become an American citizen,


wouldn't have
been able to hand back my passport, and at most would have
had to keep both nationalities. In Norway that doesn't happen

choice.

If I'd

You're either a Norwegian citizen or you're not. So


in

my Norwegian

passport without any fuss,

knowing

turned

full

well

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

2l6

that a passport has nothing to

knew

I'd

keep going back

to

do with your attitudes or ties. I


Norway, to see my friends and

my ties there wouldn't be


Many people have a passport

speak the language, and that in short

broken

just

because of

a passport.

me, "So

ask

is it

important

to

if

you were

I'd

answer,

and

that doesn't correspond to their nationality,

have a passport?"

to
it's

important primarily for crossing frontiers but the question of

documents

is

often overrated. National identity

is

something

else.

O.F.:

So

was

it

try,

W.B.: No.

you back

came back

1945 and

later in

and see a

trials

your mother coun-

a search for national identity, for

that brought

to Berlin after the

Germany as a
1946. I came back

little

of the country.

war?

to

cover the Nuremberg

been asked

I'd

it.

Then my good

to take over

Germany, but

the editorship of a newspaper or news service in

nothing came of

in the fall of

journalist,

to

friend Halvard Lange, at

Norwegian foreign minister, had said to me, "If


you don't go back to Germany within a year, why don't you
join my ministr)' and go to Paris as part of the Norwegian embassy?" But just as I was about to accept, he changed his
mind. "The prime minister and I think it would be better if
that time the

you went to Berlin as a press attach, with the job of supplying


the Norwegian government with political information and
evaluations." That's

my

of

head.

how

it

going to Berlin brought

Or

rather,

it

And

happened.

this process

obviously brought

gone

to Paris,

I'd

of identification to a

to a

it

than whatever would have happened had

obviously the fact

head

much

gone

to Paris.

sooner

Had

probably have joined some international

organization. And, at least for a few years

you would have gone on being a Norwegian citizen.


W.B.: Well, yes. At least for a while anyway. Later perhaps no. In
fact, if I'd waited a little longer, there wouldn't even have been
the need for me to request German citizenship again. By the
terms of the Constitution of 1949, all I would have had to do

O.F.:

was present myself

in

some

office

and

say,

"I'm here to regain

the nationality that the Nazis took away from me."

become a German
new German state in the

other hand, asked to


there existed a
.

I,

on the

citizen again before

spring of 1948. Yes

.just imagine, the government of Schleswig-Holstein re-

Willy Brandt

my

stored

on

nationality

on

swastika printed

even have new

home.

keep

official

as a

to

They were
They had to

forms.

in ink.

it

still

had the

so poor they didn't


obliterate the swas-

have that document

still

souvenir of the way

went back

at

being a

to

citizen.

amusing. But

O.F.: That's

back

it

paper that

a sheet of

Yes, yes!

it!

tika by scribbling over

German

217

what brought you

can't believe that

Germany was only chance and not

W.B.: Nevertheless

true.

it's

It

sentiment.

wasn't a sentimental thing. No.

re-

turned to Berlin for the simple reason that Berlin was interesting.

It

was the center of the conflict between East and West.

was the place


identification

That

to be.

then accelerated

this

another matter.

is

cess of political identification

my

And I don't mean only a promean a process of identifica-

tion with people living in poverty, in defeat. Berlin

of ruins, but

came

among

out. Yes,

it's

verse times, but

Berliners

it's

It

process of

was

a pile

those ruins the best qualities of the people

phenomenon

that often

happens

in ad-

always surprising. Oh, the morale of the

was never so high as in the first postwar years. Even


it was never to be so high. And so my pro-

during the blockade

cess of identification
O.F.:

But what do you mean by identification?

What

they call one's

country?
W.B.: No.

It

wasn't the country that drew

me

back.

It

was the case

of a people who, having passed through dictatorship and war

and destruction, were trying

to rebuild for

based on freedom. Yes,

this that

German

again.

each of them,

it

It

it

was

was the

themselves a

induced

fantastic will to

was that capacity

me

work

to

life

become

that

was

in

accomplish something,

to

one another. ... A desire we've lost by


becoming rich. ... It was in the air, like a feeling that everyone was sticking together to do something despite the economic miser}'. Do you see what mean? A question of human
and moral values rather than a nationalistic fact. The more I
think of it, the more I'm convinced it was those years in Berlin
that desire to help

that implanted in

mc

the idea of Europe.

Or

rather of the fu-

ture of Europe.
O.F.:

keep wondering, Ghancellor Brandt,

or rather your mind, you're not

if

deep

in

your heart,

more European than German.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

2l8

...

Well

W.B.:

It

would be too much

German chan-

to expect a

admit

cellor who's almost sixty years old to

to that. Especially

knowing that Europe hasn't moved as far as it should have.


No, you can't ask me to feel and behave more like a European
than a German. One shouldn't even ask me to give that impression. So let's say I try to be a good European when I assume the responsibilities of a German. To answer your question: no, I'm German.
and I'm thinking of your visit to the Warsaw
O.F.: I see. But then
ghetto
let me ask you: To what extent does the guilt complex
that your generation carries along with the word German

weigh on you?
W.B.:

make

a distinction

feel guilty myself,

between

and

think

and

guilt
it's

responsibility.

don't

neither just nor correct to at-

complex to my people or my generation.


never to a
be imputed to an individual
else. And
something
is
Responsibility
generation.
or
a
people
I'd
even
though
early,
very
even though I had left Germany
such

tribute

Guilt

is

a guilt

something

to

never been a supporter of Hitler

put

to

mildly

it

Yes, even

still

why

ask ourselves:

answer:

not only

enough

to follow

yet

of people

millions

Of

course,

was young

I'd

we

only

were stupid

him, but also because the others were

too belong to that group of people

people,
In fact,

And we can

did he take power?

because

capable of stopping him.

And

my

coresponsible for the advent of Hitler.

feel

must

dissociated myself from

if I'd

can't

Or corespon-

exclude myself from a certain responsibility.


sibility.

in-

at that time.

who were

incapa-

ble of stopping him.


In the

life

of a people, the crucial

the people allow power to end

And

when

up

moment

takes place

when

the hands of criminals.

in

having the opportunity, don't use it


to maintain the conditions necessary for a responsible government. Because afterward you can't do anything. Afterward it
also

a people,

becomes more and more

who

difficult to

have taken power. In short, as

begins before and ends

after.

saw

as their fathers,

see

it,

And even young

nately, find this coresponsibility

same degree

throw out the criminals

on

but

coresponsibility

people, unfortu-

their shoulders.
.

Not

to the

You mentioned War-

Willy Brandt
O.F.:

Why

W.B.:

did you kneel

wanted

down

didn't kneel because


to identify

whom

people from

It

guilt to confess, but

my

myself with

people.

mean

because
with the

who had committed such terrible


That gesture wasn't only directed at the

those

things had emerged.


Poles.

Warsaw, Chancellor Brandt?

in

had any

219

was also directed

at the

Germans. Anyone who thinks

was only apf)ealing to the victims of Nazism and


lies is mistaken. I was also and primarily appealing

their fami-

to my own
the
need not
many
of
them,
too
many,
have
people. Because
to feel alone and to know we must bear this burden together.

O.F.:

Chancellor Brandt, did you decide on that gesture on the spur

moment,

of the
W.B.:

or had you already thought of

hadn't thought of

subconscious

it

it

before?

how can we know what our


mind? The idea was surely in my

before, but

may have

in

I remember, I woke up that


morning with the strange sensation that I wasn't just going to
place a wreath of flowers and let it go at that. I saw intuitively
that something else would happen. Even though I didn't know
what. Then suddenly I felt the need to throw myself on my

subconscious already, because, as

knees.
O.F.:

And

Yad Vashem, during your last trip to Israel? Your gesYad Vashem couldn't have been decided on at the last
moment.
at

ture at

W.B.: You're right. Before going to Israel,

about what

could do.

thought for

heard that they

I'd

call

long time

Yad Vashem

the place of truth, the terrible truth beyond everything that the

human mind

And

can imagine.

stance to this truth, because

on earth

And

exists. It

seems

to

me

wanted

most of those who were

So while

had already said

when

living in

again.

And,

in

in

in

hell

Warsaw.
Sweden I

for

my

trip to Israel, that

tried to explain to

as

was

it

knew about it before


or outside of Germany.

Germany.

was getting ready

of coresponsibility that

me

in

some sub-

to give

Auschwitz showed that

think I've already said that

knew what was happening

over

Warsaw,

sense

you before came


myself that

told

wouldn't be able to limit myself to placing a wreath of flowers

my face. Once I was


would have to react in
you see? wanted to do

with a stony or emotional expression on

confronted by what had happened,

some way

to

my own

impotence.

Do

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

220
something,

want

didn't

to

remain

passive.

my-

kept telling

must really be some gesture I can make for the good


Germans and the Jews, a gesture to open the way to the
future. Oh, I don't want to speak lightly of reconcilithere

self:

of the

ation

depend on me. But the solution I found


because we have something quite

that doesn't

seemed

me the right one


in common with

to

important
at least the

the Jewish people

Old Testament. That's why

Or

the Bible.

decided to read Psalm

103, verses 7 to 16: They will flee at thy threats; they will be
terrified at the

German,

sound of thy

in the

...

voice.

decided to read

in

it

language of Martin Luther. Certain expres-

young
studied the text and

sions were hard to understand, however. Especially for

So, while flying to Tel Aviv,

people.

compared Martin Luther's translation with the Jewish version


of the same words in German. I kept almost all of Martin
Luther's poetic expressions and added a few phrases from the
Hebrew Bible. I believe the Israelis understood what I wanted

And for this I'll always be grateful to them.


You were very eager to make that trip to Israel, weren't you?

to do.

O.F.:

Perhaps more than the


W.B.:

It

in
I'd

Warsaw.

trip to

was a question of two different things, since

Warsaw and

new

everything was

me.

to

On

Meir
But

knew nobody

the other hand,

mayor of

already been to Israel in 1960 as

even met Ben-Gurion and Eshkol. Then

Berlin; there I'd

had seen Golda

several times at international socialist party congresses.


.

because

it's

true,

was eager

was going

make

to

the trip

as the representative of

my

last

June

nation and

people. In short, not as Willy Brandt but as the representative

of a
first

new Germany. To
or

my

to Lidice

last

put

it

better,

Jerusalem was not

confrontation with the past. In

when

visit

I'll

my

also go

Czechoslovakia. Jerusalem, however,

most completely
represented the recognition of our

was the most important stop


expressed our dark days.

fact,

It

one

the

that

us that nothing of
it reminded
what we did should be forgotten or swept under the rug. No, it
responsibilities as

shouldn't.
left to

...

It

confess, by

Germans;

shouldn't.

Not

that there's anything

now. By now everything

recognize our responsibilities

is

known. But

to

Well, that not only serves

Willy Brandt
to cleanse

221

our conscience but helps us

to live together. Jews,

Germans. Since we must live together.


O.F.: Still Golda Meir, when I interviewed her last November, told
me she'd never set foot in Germany.
know. She's said it to others too. And I can't blame her for
W.B.:
Poles,

Nevertheless

that.

invited

I've

her

both privately and in public, and

she's accepted

officially,

hope she'll come. I really


do. I'm sure she's ready to come, and I like to think my visit to
Israel may have helped to make the idea of setting foot in Ger-

many

a little easier for her.

cinating

woman. A woman

Golda

of almost

woman. A fasAnd ev-

a great

is

Biblical stature.

eryone knows her qualities, which only old-fashioned people


call

masculine. Her strength of

ness.

Those

And then Golda

just gifts, that's all.


.

O.F.:

That

say she'll

faith,

barely touched

you: Europe.

when you

has such

up again

to take

on but which one

a subject we've

Ghancellor Brandt, you sounded discouraged

referred to

it

^they're

human warmth.

can't avoid going into with

a little

it

while ago. Don't you ever have

Europe

is

a utopia?

united Europe can be achieved.

Certainly

good picture of Willy Brandt. And

like

I'd

the suspicion that a united


W.B.: No.

example, her shrewd-

come.

faith gives a very

speaking of

steel, for

are neither masculine nor feminine gifts

hasn't developed

It's

being achieved.

and won't develop

in the

way our

Second World War when


they spoke of a United States of Europe. The Americans made
the mistake of comparing the possibilities for unifying Europe
with what had happened in the United States. A meaningless

American

friends thought after the

comparison.

The United

are too different

thing entirely.

To

States

is

from ours, and


create

melting pot whose

to create

Europe means

of national identity and then build over

to

Europe

is

realities

another

maintain the values

them

the structure of a

European government. And even though it's very slow, unfortunately, even though unfortunately it has no political sex appeal,

even though

procedures,

move

it

isn't that

freely in

involves the obstacles of bureaucratic

perhaps what's happening? Don't people

Europe?

never had before

in

Isn't

there a level of trade such as

Europe? But of course Europe

is

we

being

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

222
achieved! I'm

more and more convinced of

Community

pare the European

it

whenever

com-

of today with the one four or

five years ago.

O.F.:

But the Europe we


cellor Brandt!

W.B.: Look,
a

It's

Europe

call

entirely unified

choose the

to say I'd

Europe, Chan-

a very tiny

would have been overjoyed

United States of Europe.

Europe

is

not even half of Europe!

If

and

a part of

But

first.

if

we'd been able

to build

myself could choose between

it's

Europe

unified, needless

not possible

we're not

in

the position to be able to choose between an imperfect solu-

We

must work
We must
work with a Western Europe, that is, one capable of moving
toward a structure of common government. Then, through
the policy oi detente that has already begun, we must increase
communication between Eastern Europe and Western
Europe despite the differences that exist between their social
system and ours, between their political structure and ours.
Oh, if someone were to offer me a way of uniting something
tion

and

more than

a solution that's

perfect.

with a Europe divided in two, and even in three.

more than Western Europe,


you. But

it's

not possible,

existing fact that

United

States.

it's

call the third

The United

area of security.

I'd

say,

fine,

wonderful, thank

not possible. Besides, there's that

dimension: Europe plus the

Europe

States as a part of

in the

So you're not thinking of a neutral Europe, capable of representing an equilibrium between the two great powers?
W.B.: No. 1 wouldn't look on Europe as a force placed between the
two world powers. Aside from the fact that when one speaks of
world powers, one should speak not of two but of three, and

O.F.:

to speak of Europe as a fourth power,


Aside from the fact that to speak
and add a fifth Japan.
of Europe as a fourth power wouldn't be exact, since if a
united Europe were to begin trading, it would become the
No, I don't
number one commercial power in the world.
that would
Europe
at
a
aiming
want to give the impression of

then one would have

maintain a policy of neutrality

vis-a-vis the

two blocs repre-

sented by America and the Soviet Union. Naturally

want

different relationship with the United States than the one with

the Soviet Union.

With

the

United States

want

a part-

Willy Brandt

same time

nership, even though at the

Furthermore

policy.

would

like to see us

have so
O.F.:

223
I

want an independent

believe that even

behave

in a

United States

the

more mature way than we

far.

But then

the reunification of

Germany? Things being

as

they are, do you think you'll see the reunification of Ger-

many?
W.B.: No.

don't think so. Look,

already told you.

And

soon be

I'll

don't expect to

sixty years old, as I've

become

Methuselah.

Maybe, if did expect to become a Methuselah, my answer


would be more positive. Because I'd have to arrive at least at
I

the age of

years

do

man
tions

or

German

fifty

prob-

can't even imagine an isolated answer to the Ger-

problem.

Germanys

Germany. Not even within twenty

anticipate an isolated answer to the

lem. No,

people in the Caucasus, to see

30, like certain old

the reunification of

will

think a change in relations between the two

only

come about

change

as a result of a

in rela-

between the two Europes. So look, I'm not giving you an

I give you an answer that includes the


Europe may resolve the division between the
two Germanys. But mark my words: if that should happen,

optimistic answer, but


possibility that

don't

man

mean
state.

decide to

go back

to say that we'll


I

mean

to say the

to

forming

a single

Ger-

people of the two Germanys will

live a different relationship,

under

a roof different

from the one they've lived under since the end of the Second

World War.
O.F.:

Chancellor Brandt, when you speak of Western Europe,


you're obviously referring to a politically unified Europe. But

what does
W.B.:

It

this expression

means

done.

mean

to

you?

three things. Because there are three things to be

The

first

going on, since

is
I

economic

integration.

But

think we're heading toward a

that's

already

common mon-

Not in the sense that we must necessarily use the


same money, but in the sense that there'll be a stable rela-

etary system.

among our currencies. Yes, yes, in some way we'll arsome form of a conmion European bank; in some way
we'll arrive at economic and monetar)' union.
The second thing is what call European social union. And
when I say "social union," I'm not referring only to social poitionship
rive at

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

224
icy

the old sense of the word, the sense used by trade

in

and

unionists,

union

That too

so forth.

mean what

is

important, but by social

modern slogan

called the "quality of

In other words, I'm not referring only to an increase in

life."

productivity, since an increase in productivity

not a goal in

is

I'm referring to problems of the environment, working

itself.

conditions, education.

One

has to be

fairly

ambitious to

bring about within ten years a unified Western Europe that

most progressive

socially will be the

part of the world.

years are sufficient; in ten years

we can do

course we'll be able to arrive

common

at a

economic

since that cannot exist without


cial

union.

ties.

The

third thing

would be

It

is

And

it.

Ten

then of

political structure,

integration

and

so-

maintain our national identi-

to

a misfortune to give

them

up.

Western Europe that you're ambi-

O.F.: Yes, but in this splendid

what do we do with nondemocratic countries? What do we do, for example, with Spain and Greece?
W.B.: It's clear that no country can become a member of the Euroaiming

tiously

pean

at,

Community

if it's not based on the institutions we have.


government or parliament elected by the people,
unions, and so forth. It's clear that if a country doesn't

Namely
trade

some minimum respect for the Declaration of Human


can't become part of our Europe. So it's a big problem. All the more so in that I've learned from experience that

observe
Rights,

it

you almost never succeed in bringing freedom back in a


country that's lost it. If you do succeed, it's almost always the
result of a war
it seldom happens that a nation oppressed by

dictatorship finds a

way

without a war.

to liberate itself

speeches and actions of others help even


Boycotting

its

products,

on vacation. ...

there

always has

for
It

example.

The

less in liberating

it.

Refusing to go

doesn't do any good. But history

new developments up

its

sleeve,

and sometimes

sat-

isfying ones.
Let's take Spain.
as a

young man

about
I
I

six

knew Spain during

went there

months, especially

in

the Civil

as a journalist.

War, when
stayed there

Barcelona and Catalonia, and

remember the tremendous hatred that divided the two sides.


remember the incredible poverty of the country people.

Since then

I've

been back only once,

to

spend

a vacation

on

Willy Brandt

225

an island, and another time for half

went

United States by ship.

to the

and we stopped
around

the place, but what

velopment.

not that you could

saw seemed

to

me

walked

much from

tell

had known. So

within a generation, Spain were to

if,

and enter

itself

an extraordinary de-

was no longer the Spain

It

wouldn't be surprised
transform

That was when

Malaga, where

half a day in

for

Well

little.

a day.

took the ship from Naples

into the

European Community.

It

could happen by a process of evolution.


O.F.:

W.B.:

And Greece?
Oh, the

case of Greece

When we

more complicated.

is

talk

about Greece, we mustn't forget that things are not so simple


as

insist when they state that up until 1967


democracy in Greece a splendid democsudden became a military dictatorship. I

our Greek friends

there was a splendid


racy that
visited

and

of a

all

Greece in 1960, when Karamanlis was prime minister,


met Kanellopoulos, who today is very courageously in
Ah, yes

the opposition.

With
in

strong

wonderful man, Kanellopoulos.

German

ties to

touch during these years when he's had

ficulties.

Athens was

But the

much

fact

different

happen

in

Greece. All

if

it's

can hope

The

fact

is

mocracy by arms. Arms serve only


freedom. They can

O.F.:

if

some

And then even

them
Good. And now

those

let's

can't help but think of

me

many

friends

if

in the case

they want

Even with-

special situation arises.

go back to Willy Brandt. We've been

you

me

as a journalist.

Chancellor,

You were

a journal-

journalism for you?

was simply

always been easy for

of war. But

can regain their

to,

the help that their friends abroad are

What was
it

coun-

freedom

from Willy Brandt, and

for so long.

in

Because,

getting a

W.B.: Look, for

had

in that country.

will be useful.

ist

I'd

that the forces of

able to give

little far

in

held in other parts

I'd

remains, however, that you don't regain de-

think that the Greek people,

out arms.

dif-

press conference

they are, there's no doubt that they'll find

abroad.

many

to face so

not easy to foresee what will

be strong enough

will

my

I'd say, to

of limited democracy. So

and the future

that

is

from those

of the world. Rather similar,


tries

We've always kept

culture as well.

way

to earn a living.

Writing has

began writing when

went

to

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

226

To

school.

diploma,
write

will

"journalist";

and

cialist

man

studies,

worked

them

wanted

writer for newspapers.

someday

I'd

become

"Zeitungsleft-wing so-

life,

me

and wrote "jour-

wanted

undertake

to

was

Even the study of

a journalist.

in

order to be-

And when thought of how should orgaalways came to that conclusion. My dream was

a journalist.

my

nize

write

never had any doubts, from the time

was something

historv'

come

objected to the use of foreign words in the Ger-

Anyway

boy, that

in

young

to

was

language. But they didn't listen to

nalist."

newspaper

for a

when I finished school, they wrote on my


become a journalist." I didn't want them to

in fact

"He

Schreiber'

to

my

pay for

and

Liibeck,

be the editor of a Liibeck daily and later a deputy to the

Reichstag in Berlin.
O.K.:

So your

was

final goal

not journalism.

politics,

W.B.: Let's say political journalism plus politics.


O.F.

Politics or

power? Somewhere

I've

read a sentence you're sup-

when you were mayor

of Berlin: "Power is
way to do something sensible."
W.B.: I don't remember exactly, but it must have been something
like that.
said it during a friendly argument with my wife,
who was afraid that power was too important a responsibility.
Power ...
don't like the word power. It's a word that gives
rise to misunderstandings. In my case, I'd prefer the word inmaking it clear
fluence. But let's go ahead and say power

posed to have said


the only

that

we mean

it

in the

good sense. Well,

achieve something, you must be

something.

And

in

it's

obvious that

not necessarily the position of head of

though you can do

a lot as

head of

to

the position to achieve

state.

Provided

state,
.

Pro-

vided you remain so for a certain period of time.


O.F.

You've remained

so,

and you're prepared to stay there for a


I ask you: what is, what was your goal?

good period of time. So

Why

did you want power?

W.B.: Inside the country', to achieve a

mean
rium.
that

said social equilibrium, not equality. Outside, to

my

nation could have good neighborly relations

with East and West. Perhaps


giving

more modern way of

life.

higher level of democratization and social equilib-

Germany

might say

a foreign policy because

show

both

was interested

in

Germany had no

Willy Brandt
foreign policy. But

it's

bad

to

put

it

227
that way, since

explain that our foreign policy was

Germany and secondly

divided

still

of

first

Germany

of the

it

doesn't

that of a

all

torn apart by

would be more correct to say I was anxthe occupation. So


ious to have Germany settled in a European context, and with
neighborly relations at home and abroad.
it

O.F.:

1
suppose you're referring first of all to your Ostpolitik, the
opening toward the East. Chancellor Brandt, are you satisfied

with what you've achieved by your Ostpolitik?

When

W.B.: Almost.

look back,

might have handled


I'm

all

happy

fairly

two or three points that

But not too

myself that

to tell

uation where you can

tell

differently. All in

hope

an old man. Oh, mind you,

self-satisfied as

won't

feel too

there's never a sit-

yourself 1-couldn't-have-done-bet-

what he does is genwhich he finds himself


before you arrived, I was here with my
the United Nations, and he was telling me
seldom

Besides, a person

ter.

find

differently.

acts alone

erally the result of a vast process in

involved.

Still

ambassador

some

to

very flattering things about his contacts with the other

Including those from

ambassadors.

Eastern

think I've done a lot and intend to give

my upcoming

during

me.

mean

throw stones

They

O.F.:

was very glad

at

New

trip to

Europe.

They

good reception

York. Well, that pleased

know

to

me

that they're not going to

me.

didn't throw stones at

you even

in

Erfurt,

when you

went to East Germany. How did you feel in front of that


crowd that applauded you so enthusiastically?
W.B.:
was very moved but also frightened. Frightened for them,
I

for the risks they


I

excited.
O.F.:

were taking by

did nothing but

That

man

It

make

signs to

was dangerous

for

letting

them

like that.

them.

me to ask you a question


woman in power. Do you think

entitles

or

themselves go

so they wouldn't get too

I'd like to

put to every

that history

is

changed

because one individual comes along instead of another? In


other words, do you think that the
the
W.B.:

same

if

Germany

of today would be

Willy Brandt hadn't turned up?

think that individuals play a definite role in histor>. But

also think that

it's

stead of another.

make one

emerge

in-

talent that already existed, obviously.

I'll

situations that

talent

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

228

you an example.

give

out in 1939,

the Allies hadn't been so unprepared,

if

the invasion of

World War hadn't broken

the Second

If

Norway and Denmark

if after

Hitler hadn't launched

his attack on Holland, Belgium, and France, what would have


become of Winston Churchill? Would he have been an ex-

ceptional

man

all

the same, or wouldn't he rather have been a

somewhat querulous outsider with the habit of raising his


voice? What happened happened, and at the critical moment,
since Churchill was not too old, the British were able to rally

around him and have the advantage of

his immense ability.


mean? Does it mean that Churchill's importance would have been the same even if those events had
happened five years later, or does it mean that Churchill's im-

But what does

this

portance would have been

No,

five years later?

in

a certain situation,

would be able

to do.

those events had happened

less if

not easy to

it's

De Gaulle
And still

France could have done.


exist,

and certain individuals must

as that situation. If the individual

the

mechanism

set off

is

know

finding ourselves

if,

we're doing things that no one else

no one

did things
I

else in

must
same moment

say that a situation

exist at the

and the situation meet, then

by which history takes one direction

instead of another.
O.F.: Strange that

birth of

W.B.:

De

you

cite

De

Gaulle, the

man who

delayed the

Europe.

Gaulle was a great man, the only

man

capable of freeing

complex that the Second World


War had caused it. The only one capable of making it a great
power honoris causa. If one looks on Europe with the concept
of a United States of Europe, then he was certainly not a supporter. But the astonishing fact remains that, under him, the
France from the

inferiority

European Community went forward instead of being dismantled. He could have stopped it and instead he let it go on.
We mustn't put all the blame on him. And when we speak of
Ostpolitik
O.F.:

The

Ostpolitik

is

Brandt, because

it's

Brandt

who went

to the

East.

W.B.: Yes, but

someone else could have developed


Even if I hadn't begun that policy in
was foreign minister, someone else

don't deny that

a policy similar to mine.

1967 and 1968 when

229

Willy Brandt

would have done it later. Albeit under less favorable conditions. It had to be done, otherwise Germany would have remained in a corner and in contradiction with the policy already undertaken by its most important allies. Namely the
United States and France. Oh, believe me, the individual
must be there but the
were a Marxist
W.B.:

thought

as a

young man

socialist as

O.F.:

too.

argument. Chancellor Brandt, you

young man, weren't you?


I worked hard enough

was. But I'm not sure

become one. Too


as a

must be there

situation

O.F.: That's almost a Marxist

bad.

becoming

excellent preparation for

is

to

should have. Because to be a Marxist


a

good

an old one.

Anyway you were

a left-wing socialist. Well, what's left in

of the socialism you dreamed of

when you were

you

tempestuous

and enthusiastic youth?


W.B.: Look, a good portion of that socialism has

become

reality. If

compare the conditions in which the people lived then and


live now, I have to conclude that a good portion of material
security has

What remains

been achieved.

to

be accomplished

permanent commitment of socialism. Not only as


regards wages, which are important too, but as regards the

today

the

is

don't know if
human personality.
make myself clear. One must know what to do with one's life.
And
you see, as a young man didn't know that socialthought socialism was
ism is a permanent commitment.

strengthening of the

something

to put into practice

prove on. Instead

it's

and then,

if

much, much more.

anything, to im-

It's

bining freedom and justice and solidarity in a


that never ends.

Socialism

learns to be a sailor, even

the sea. Because


the horizon

is

on

becomes

so

always

many

very quickly

line.

When

the ship moves, the

farther on, always farther on, until

horizons that arc always new. Oh, yes.

That's

and

which wc always

to

who

boy and has never seen

his first voyage, the sailor discovers that

how

like a sailor

he's only a

not a boundary

horizon moves too


it

is

if

way of comcommitment

see socialism

like a

horizon we'll never reach

try to get closer.

what degree were you influenced by


Scandinavian socialism? Or rather, were you influenced by it?
W.B.: Yes, of course. Take a country like Norway. A country that's

O.F.:

Chancellor Brandt,

to

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

30

been so important

to

me.

One

of the best experiences

I've

had

Norway the peasants


have never been slaves. Never. The peasant movement remains at the base of their modern democracy and
that

has been to hve in Norway, because in

me. There I discovered the elements of


which humanitarian socialism can't exist.

certainly influenced

liberalism without

Chancellor Brandt,

O.F.:

and

Oh, he wouldn't

W.B.:

know

that your eldest son

is

Maoist

and perhaps

himself a Maoist.

call

Marxist-Leninist.

He

says he's a Marxist

He's twenty-five years old

now, an adult man, and he no longer represents the young

who

rebels

The

O.F.:

themselves Maoists. Even

call

from the ideas of

different

question

Do you

though.

if

his ideas are very

his father.

to ask you still holds good


young people of today a certain inblindness to what has been done so that

was getting ready


find in the

gratitude, or a certain

they could live in a better world?


w.B.

No.

wouldn't put

make

don't

it

young people today

that way. Because

the comparison between today's reality and yester-

The misery, for example, in which we were


drowning during and after the war. Most of them weren't even
born when we were drowning in that miser}', and so they compare the reality of today with the possibilities of tomorrow.
day's misery.

You

mean? They don't reason like ourselves, who


we have today on one pan of the scales and on the
what we had in 1945 and 1946. Then we weigh it and
what

see

put what
other

"We've done

say,

well, we've

done

good job."

When

talk

young people of today, I defend what


none of you can take away our pride in havgood deal. But I don't expect them to identify with

face to face with the

we've done.

say,

ing

done

my

problems, since they aren't their problems.

my times
my children

The result is I
And this happens
advantage that we avoid argu-

defend

and they defend

with

too, with the

theirs.

ments. We've never had very many,


spent so

I've
.

If

us

But when

pay

me

it

is

little

my

eldest son,

must

...

who

so

to analyzing the

engaged,
isn't

mine."

"My

we

because

home.
comes to

at

don't quarrel.

which each of
problem isn't yours, and

moral category

cut things short:

say, also

seldom

lives in Berlin,

a visit or spends his vacation with us,

comes

yours

time with them

in

Willy Brandt
It's

231

made you

extraordinary that politics hasn't

Chan-

cynical,

cellor.

No, no. Never! You surely run the risk of becoming


when you achieve power. But I've always succeeded

and then overcoming it.


Even when Adenauer attacked you with such

cynical
in

con-

trolling
:

stressed the fact that

you were an

illegitimate son, that

taken Norwegian citizenship, that


:

ferocity

and

you had

behaved very badly with me. And yet,


on the personal level, he never showed any
hostility. Though he said all those ugly things about me, he
had a kind of sympathy for me. And I, though I strongly
disagreed with his methods and politics, had great respect for
him. During the election campaign of I96I, and right in the

Adenauer

really

strangely enough,

middle of

that mudslinging,

all

Right here where

we

are

now and he was

you're sitting

me

he called

now. Or

rather,

sitting

was

to

his office.

sitting

here where I'm

where
sitting.

it seem right
on an election campaign
the way you're doing?" He answered, "But, Mr. Mayor! I
don't understand what you're talking about! Do you think I
have anything against you? Not at all! If I had something
against you, I'd call you aside and we'd talk about it." So I
didn't react. Or not as I'd reacted in the campaign he'd
launched against me in 1957 and 1958. Then the whole business was repeated in 1965, and this time
really got mad.
no
longer wanted to run in the elections.
said to my party:

Right away

does

to you,

said to

it

seem

him, "Mr. Chancellor, does

sensible, to carry

"That's enough; I'm too heavy a burden for your shoulders.


Better to leave the candidacy to

And

was

it

at that

Sometimes you have


tomobile

else.

withdraw."

to

slow

down

or actually stop the au-

up speed. In 1966 my party held its


ended with unanimous support for Brandt,

in order to pick

convention.

and

someone

point that things began to go well for me.

It

And Brandt became foreign minister, then chancellor, and


won the Nobel Peace Prize. Chancellor Brandt, is it
true that you cried when you received the news?

then even

No,

me
me

that's

an exaggeration. No.

the prize, and

when

Ahlers,

I'd

heard that they would give

one of

a sheet of paper with the news,

my

assistants,

said nothing.

handed
took the

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

2 32

and went on writing sonne notes.


The Bundestag met that day and
Certainly I was moved.
paper, put

in a drawer,

it

But
O.F.:

didn't cry at

Do you

all.

never cry?

become an adult. Very rarely. I may


happy or unhappy or moved. Look
like most Nor-

W.B.: Very rarely since I've


feel

isn't

alien to

And

in the

me, but

romantic,

always

try to

prefer to laugh. Especially

evening and

am

weakness of mine.

The
who

I'm sentimental.

dics,

trouble

is

with

you

conceal

when

friends.

I
I

like.

So emotion

Or

it.

control

it.

drink a glass of wine


like to tell jokes.

It's

them all and often invent them.


laugh at them more than the people

collect

often

my

if

are listening.

it seems to me almost impossible that


you can speak of the Nobel Prize with such detachment. Not
many politicians receive the Nobel Prize and
W.B.: That's because there aren't many good politicians, and because the committee has to be careful not to offend anyone. In

O.F.: That's all very nice, but

my

case, they chose the right

when

the Nobel,

You want

derstand.
faction of
I

my

to

portant,

list

still

know

No.

life.

didn't react to

through the

when

moment, namely, the moment


number of people. In

they would have offended the least

fact, despite

but

It
it

if

have a

of people

who have won


is

Anyway

me

when he was

it

of friends. Yes,

un-

satis-

was something that encouraged me,


by dancing up and down. If I run

think that the Nobel Prize

wasn't like giving

lot

the Nobel was the greatest

to give

to Carl

prizes,

and even

considered the most imthe Nobel Peace Prize

von Ossietzky. They gave

it

to

him

camp, and he was taken out


of that concentration camp only to be kept under arrest in the
hospital where he died. Ossietzky was a symbol, a martyr. I'm
really not a martyr and I wasn't suffering at all when I got the
in a concentration

prize.

on the word suffering. Chancellor Brandt. And I'll


ask you something I've wanted to ask since the beginning of
this conversation. Have you suffered from the fact of not
knowing who your father was?
W.B.: No. I haven't suffered from it, no. If instead of did I "suffer,"
you were to ask me was I "affected" by it, then that's different.

O.F.: I'm seizing

Willy Brandt

And

But

say yes.

long time that

my

to build

did affect me, that goes back such a

if it

almost forgotten about

I've

by myself.

life

my own, mine

233

it.

began so early

began so early

have

to

name

of

no accident that I've always considered the name I carry as my real name. Literally. And then it's
not correct to say didn't know who my father was. I'll tell you
something I've never told anyone. Anyone ... I knew who
my father was. I knew his name. But I never wanted to meet
him. He was still alive after the end of the war. But not even
only.

It's

then was

W.B.:

O.F.:

of resentment?

don't know.

you the

facts

and

understand.

When
me "Why did
Yes.

Out of

don't care to

respect for your mother?

comment on my

attitude.

give

that's all.

And

suppose then that your mother has been

very important in your

w.B.

meeting him.

interested in

Why? Out

O.F.:

life.

was a child,

a boy, yes.

you become

a socialist?"

In fact,
I

when

they ask

my
women
meetings, my

answer: through

mother. Even though she was very young, and though

were even forbidden

to participate in political

union movement. And so not

mother was

active in the trade

only was

born into socialism and trade unionism

where

grew up. With very strong

Do you

roots.

see

that's

what

mean? It wasn't to my credit. It was to hers.


O.F.: Maybe you've become Willy Brandt just because you had no
father

W.B.:

That

and did have such

mother.

don't know. I've never been to a psychoanalyst and

can't answer you.

subconsciously,

have had

all

but

can only say


this

don't

I've

had the impression

has had an influence. Yes,

know

to

what

extent. Besides

if

it
I

that,

must

look at

myself at all clearly, I can say that my attitude toward life has
been influenced more by reading than by people. Aside from
my mother, of course. To the question, "Which is the writer,
the politician, the

you?"

find

And

possible.

much."
I've

it

man who

has had the greatest impact on

very difficult to give an answer.


I

don't

end up

saying, "I've read a

know even how

to

connect the

read with the circumstances in

raised.

But what's more significant

I'm not interested in bringing

my

is

which
that

Or

lot,

rather,
I've

im-

read so

effect of

what

was born and

don't care about

unconscious

it.

to the surface.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

2 34

Chancellor Brandt, are you religious?

O.F.:

W.B.:

Hm.

The way

interpret religion

is

completely nonorth-

No, I'm not an

simply interpret what people

God
those

who

to reveal

That

atheist.

if

that's

what you want

or transcendental problems in a different

And

go to church.

because

it,

O.F.:

odox, but I'm not an atheist

because

myself completely.

I've

know.
call

manner from

usually don't like to talk about

...

to

In short,

it's

against

wouldn't succeed even

my

nature

if

tried.

well understood. Chancellor Brandt. I've never in-

terviewed a

man

and modest

so reserved

as you.

One can

talk

with you about ever\'thing except Willy Brandt.


W.B.:

You must remember

that

come from the Baltic, that I'm


Norway had a great effect

half sailor, and that those years in

on me. And so to absolve myself, I'll tell you a joke, a Norwegian one of course, that might have been invented just for
me. On a mountain above a fiord there lived two peasants.
Each one on his own. One day, one of the two peasants goes
to visit the other. He enters his house and says nothing. He
barely nods his head. Nor does the other one say anything. He
doesn't even nod his head. But he glances toward the sideboard, where there's a bottle of aquavit. The peasant who's
come to visit understands. He goes to the sideboard and takes
the aquavit; he takes two glasses. He puts them on the table.

He

pours the aquavit.

silence,

slowly,

one

The two

start

drinking.

glass after another.

grunt to interrupt this

dumb

show.

They

drink in

There's not even a

But,

at the

last

sip of

come to visit raises his glass and


mumbles, ''Skoal." Then the other one explodes. "You stupid
bastard! Did we get together to drink or to talk nonsense?"
aquavit, the peasant who's

o.F.

won't say skoal to you, Chancellor Brandt. But

arrivederci

and thank you?

Bonn, September 1973

may

say

IO

Nenni

Pietro

^^--

Locked

in

an ivory tower that hardly

now seldom

him, the grand old

suits

man

which he has dedicated over three-quarters of his more than eighty years and given
everything a man can give. Even a daughter, dead in the extermiparticipates in the political

camp
mon

nation

''Dites a

that

times
to

of Auschwitz after writing to her French comrades:


pere que

his

is

house

ideas).

He

Rome and

in

go to the Senate.

nai jamais

je

never betrayed his

life to

trahi ses ides" (Tell

leaves this ivory tower,

at others his villa in

They have made him

He

drawer.
lost

it

hall

in

it

it.

He

and unconfessed
1968 he was heard

bitterness

was

and he
the

In the Socialist

when convenient,
lost his battle

disgust.

at

be folded up and put away in a

did not succeed in unifying

badly,

congress

a flag to be unfurled
to

life,

he who was on

point of being elected president of the Republic.


party of today he counts as
and when not convenient

father

which

Formia, only

senator for

has accepted the office with great hesitation

my

to

and

Leaving the

murmur, "Here

have had much


Age has imparted him only the image of a
tired patriarch, for the rest he still is in excellent shape. He gets up
every morning at seven and reads the newspapers while pedaling on

Nenni has no more

to say,

much

friends."

glass

He

He would

still

to give.

his bicycle exerciser for a

lometers.

pity.

time equivalent

does not worry about his

of wine or a coffee.

He

to

an excursion of

diet,

five ki-

nor deny himself a

plays bocce with the enthusiasm of a


235

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

236

young boy. And the doctors look


But best of

mind remains.

He

spends

him with incredulous

bom

him

functions for

It still

much

working on

lessly

at

in this lion's organism,

all,

computer.

like a

of his time studying and writing.

book that

is

supposed

stupor.

not to surrender, the

He

is

end-

be his autobiography,

to

but given his modesty in speaking about himself, will end by being

something

He wants

else.

to call

it

Witness

to

a Century.

Many

wonder if on arriving at the last chapter, someday, he will finally


say what today he does not want to say or says unclearly: namely
that his socialism is no longer the one of fifty years ago, nor even
the one of twenty-five years ago. For now it is a socialism that
rejects

dogmas,

programs,

abstract

formulas;

in

in

democracy,

pardonable heresies for a true Marxist.

If

you

faith in

he changes the subject. Or

resorts to twisted

try to

and

is

in

is

truth does

not ruled only by

is no different from private capitalmore despotic since it evades the laws

state capitalism

some ways

still

of criticism, of the market, of competition.


dictatorship of the proletariat

can

is

arguments, vague ad-

not escape you: he has realized that the world

economics, that

it

in

which he then immediately withdraws. But the

missions,

ism,

return

man. Unpin him down,

freedom,

nourished by a blind

fight the Fiat

is

He

nothing but

company but not

the state

has realized that the

catchword, that you


as

was shown by the

Danzig and Szczecin, by the intellectuals


thrown into prisons or madhouses in Moscow and Leningrad. "I
feel more at ease in Stockholm than in Leningrad," he says. And
that is the only uncompromising statement by which he dares to
break his reticence. He has become enamored of Swedish social-

workers massacred

at

which has not abolished private property but has given man
more than what doctrinaire and scientific socialism has given. And,
ism,

perhaps, his youthful love for an anarchism interpreted as the de-

Who can say how


may have cost him and still does?
how much anguish, caused by his

fense of the individual has re-emerged in him.

much torment
Or how many

such a discovery
sleepless nights,

whose teacher he has been for two generaApproaching the end of his life, he suffers a tragedy compato the tragedy of theologians who discover they no longer

scruples toward those


tions.

rable

God. Or no longer believe


believe in God.
asked him to talk to me, out of his

believe in
still
I

in the

Church, even

lucidity

if

they

and wisdom, and

to

Nenni

Pietro

explain to

me what

is

happening

237

in the Italy

And

of the 1970s.

this

and was broken up

in a conversation that lasted several days

he did

into several meetings. His health is not perfect; he has heart trouble
and cannot endure prolonged exertion. So I met him in his house
in Formia, where he goes for weekends or whenever else he can, or

house

in his

had played

Rome, on

the top floor of a building in the Piazza

generally talked for a while in the morning, after he

game, and stopped when

his bocce

We

lunch.

in

We

Adriana.

ate

in

French wine, and then he took

we resumed our

it

was time

to

go

to

helped along by a good

fashion,

leisurely

Toward four or five o'clock


way of speaking. He

a nap.

conversation, slowly, like his

answered each question with exasperating slowness, separating one

word from another

though he were dictating

as

commas, and paying no

lingering over periods and

And

clock.

caught

so dusk

ideas that nevertheless

turn on the light.

I'll

in this prolix process

us,

me

enchanted

always

of words and

to the point of forgetting to

remember

a session that

ended

dark,

and neither of us had realized that darkness had

were

in his

a desk, a bookcase,

came

and scolded

in

us.

and two

"What's

is

just as

small but

over the day bed,

is

We
a

chairs. Pina, his housekeeper,

this?

Do we

sit

around talking

somewhat resembles

a large portrait in oils of his

there are the photographs of Vittoria,

like

Rome,

the blind?" At other times twilight caught us in his study in

which

in the

fallen.

room furnished only with

study in Formia, a small

day bed,

secretary,

to

attention to the

a sanctuary.

Here,

dead wife and then

the daughter

who

died

at

Auschwitz. But not ordinary photographs from happy times: photos


taken upon her entrance into the extermination camp, wearing a
prisoner's striped

face

and one

never

gown, and with

in profile.

to forget at

I've

number

at

the bottom.

One

full

always wondered why. Perhaps so as

any moment, and even

less at

the

moment

of

closing his eyes in sleep or reopening them, the sacrifice of his

daughter?

Our meetings

in the

Rome

study were primarily to go

over and discuss the transcription of the dialogues recorded on tape


in

Formia.
It's

not easy to interview Pietro Nenni, as anyone

knows.

journalist himself,

who

has tried

instead of letting himself be

it

inter-

viewed, he would prefer to do the interviewing and then draft the


article

every

so

himself

as to

measure every sentence, every adjective,

comma, and perhaps immediately

afterward to strike every-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

238
thing out and

When

writes.

He

over again.

start all

is

never

with what he

satisfied

he was the editor of Avanti!, the

he

socialist daily,

compose his pieces in type, against the clock, so


as to keep himself from making corrections in extremis. So just
imagine his being satisfied with what he says into a tape recorder.
"I don't much care for that machine of yours, it's dangerous." If
you interview him in successive stages, as I did, next day you find
him submerged in a sea of slips of paper covered with scribbles,
forced himself to

corrections, afterthoughts. Raising his wrinkled forefinger, he reads

them, and unfailingly

is

it

new

to

it

you,

and having dictated

Copiously. "Cut out that

/.

out those theys and put we.

when

was

it

And

honesty.

he

is

is

such

also

it,

told you:

he dictates

adds supplementary changes.

not good to keep saying

You'd

/,

/,

Cut

/.

like

to get

angry and instead


a professor of

a professor of generosity: in

judging others

He begged me

not to write an

man

he never liked because of the connot to seem unjust. ''After

for others, so as

weren't for him,

it,

not good to put the blame on others

always afraid of offending them.

tempt he showed

what he had

such an honorable man, such

opinion about Churchill, a

it

It's
It's

my own."

also

you're moved: he

version of

But rather than reading

verified, expurgated, ruined.

we wouldn't be here today

Churchill, Joseph Stalin, Charles de Caulle,

to talk."

Mao

all,

if

Winston

Tse-tung, Nikita

Richard M. Nixon, Antonio


John
Gramsci, Filippo Turati, Enrico Malatesta, Queen Elizabeth all
have passed through his life and not superficially. ''I remember
Mao Tse-tung saying to me ... remember De Gaulle saying to
me ..." And the time he, a republican, was supposed to ride in

Khrushchev,

F.

Kennedy,

the golden carriage of

"No, don't make

me

Her Royal Highness the

think of

it."

And

Princess Margaret:

the time they wanted to seat

Greek ambassador at an official dinner. And he infelt


seat. "Ah, what agony, what a pain.
sick to my stomach." To listen to him is a pleasure that should be
taken as a gift. To write what you have listened to, on the other
hand, is a torment that can only be taken as a punishment.
So when I sat down to compose this interview, I found myself
faced with a problem of conscience: to compose it in my way or in

him next

to the

dignantly changed his

his

way, to recount everything he had told

me

before his after-

thoughts or to report only what his excessive scruples had insisted

on?

No

small problem

when you

respect a

man

to the

degree that

Nenni

Pietro

him and

respect

And

dut>'.

same time beHeve

at the

for several days

dilemma by

in

agonized over

what he wanted and then deciding


resolved the

239

to

own work as in a
now deciding to do

your
it,

disobey him. In the end

posing the interview in the way that seemed right to me, while
the

It

same time accepting some of

his

had betrayed neither

beginning of a friendship
see,

in

possible dreams.

who

It

which

was also

And

thoughts nor himself.

it

take the greatest pride.

his ideas, doubts,

reflected in myself,

daughter

his

at

recommendations.

me

worked. After reading the published interview, Nenni told

that

compromise. Namely by com-

a kind of

uncertainties,

was the
I

like to

and im-

a great relief because, as Vittoria, his

died at Auschwitz because she was his daughter, un-

derstood, above

all

crime

many have

moment when

they should

he must not be betrayed,

committed. Far too many. Even

at the

have been honoring him by electing him president of the Republic.

He would have made a splendid president of the Republic, and it


would have done us good to have him in the Quirinale. But they
didn't let him, they didn't let us.

His friends

still

more than

his

enemies.

ORIANA FALLACI:

In an

interview in Europeo,

"Who

of the Italians,

said

you're the

first

Arthur Schlesinger

can ever understand you

when

not to understand yourselves?" Senator Nenni,

I'm here to ask you to help us understand ourselves and what


is

happening today

pessimist,

know.

PIETRO NENNI: No, I'm


mediate events
I'll

me

say

it

will

in Italy.
Still

You have
when

a pessimist

if

you ask

the reputation of being a

me

it

comes

to evaluating

if you ask
become, then
believe in man, in his ca-

probably be something unpleasant. But

optimist. That's because

pacity to improve.

ning and end of

man,

is

im-

what's going to happen tonight,

what's going to happen in the years to

come an

It's

because

things.

all

consider

man

as the begin-

Because I'm convinced that he,

always the decisive proof, and that only by changing

man do you change


in

political

society. In sixty-five years of participating

struggles,

improving myself

as

my problem
a man and of

has always been that of

helping

my comrades

in

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

240
arms

make

to

the

derstand man.

same

effort.

And when

It's

not impossible,

if

you un-

Schlesinger says you can't under-

making

stand the Itahans, he's just

more incomprehensible than

They're no

a wisecrack.

others,

and no worse.

It's

only

that they have great difficulty in rationalizing their collective


life and in taking certain threats seriously. The unsuccessful
coup by Valerio Borghese, for example. Obviously the danger
is not Valerio Borghese in himself and for himself. The danger
is the breakdown of the democratic state
a breakdown we encourage by doing and undoing things, thus running the risk of

letting ourselves

phenomena

be overtaken by such

as Valerio

Borghese.

admit

O.F.: You'll

hard to take a Valerio Borghese seriously, or

it's

even a dictatorship headed by Valerio Borghese.


P.N.:

You remind me
crisis:

of

all

"But you take

because you were

who

the people

in jail

said, in the

Mussolini too seriously!

this

with him. But

1920-1922
It

must be

how can a fellow like


no man who can set

government? There's
up a dictatorship in Italy!" What does it mean, "There's no
man"? You don't need an exceptional individual to make him
the symbol of a situation! All you need is some fanatic, some
supposedly harmless eccentric, some conceited type out for
success. Besides what was Mussolini in 1920, and even in
1921 and twenty-two? He'd received four thousand votes in

that take over the

the elections of 1919

four

thousand votes

he'd practically controlled since 1913,

He was

of Avanti!.

more
I

was

afraid

a city

when he became

editor

ready to run off to Switzerland; he had

than

faith in that possibility

and forming

Milan,

in

government.

And

he would. Because

or rather condottieri,

in the idea

went

knew

when

that

can operate within a

Rome

of going to

instead he

to

Rome. As

adventurers,

sick society, any-

thing becomes possible.

So

it's

irresponsible to smile

Mussolini?

Where

today

is

vented. Hitlers get invented.


are a
a

hundred newspapers

pope

to declare,

Churchill to

state,

and

say.

Where

And

to invent

to repeat daily,

"He's the
"He's the

the will of the Italians." As

today

is

there a

there a Hider? Mussolinis get in-

man
first

one

all

you need

"He's a great man,"

of Providence," perhaps a

man

behind

whom

sense

happened with Mussolini. So why

Nenni

Pietro

same way, invent

can't one, in the

former prince and colonel,

boat

commander? Certainly

241

a Valerio Borghese,

a sinker

coup looks

his unsuccessful

caricature of a coup dtat: you don't occupy


ing the Palazzo Chigi

Not unless

who

is

of ships and ex-torpedo

Italy

by occupy-

and the RAI radio and television

there's complicity within

the state,

like a

for

station.

instance

support from the armed forces and the police, something that

could happen today only on a very reduced scale and thanks


complicity

at the top.

only after receiving the king's telegram inviting him

train

there's Saragat.
is

O.F.:

no king today
And anyway that's not the

But

the Quirinale.

to

Mussolini took the

Let's not forget that

there's

in

to

the Quirinale,

point.

The

point

One moment.

Senator Nenni. You're upholding

theory. You're saying there are similarities

1971 and the


P.N.: Yes, to

some

Italy

of 1922.

a dreadful

between the

Italy

of

that so?

Is

The Italy of 1971 is not the Italy of 1922,


we didn't know fascism and now we
well, nor are we ready to go through it a sec-

extent.

of course. At that time

know

it

only too

ond time. But


between the
the one

there's

Italy

one point

that

shows

of seventy-one and the

indicated to the Senate

when

striking similarities

Italy

of twenty-two

reminded

it

that

what

ruined us in 1922 was not the offensive strength of fascism.

was the weakness of the ruling


divisions that

Giolitti

what

was waiting

maybe

spite,

and

It

false

It

was the petty


hopes

among

believed in the danger. Everyone waited.


in

Vichy, pondering no one knows exactly

the awful words of Cromwell: "Things will have

worse before

to get

many

promoted jealousy,

No one

politicians.

political class.

we can expect them

to get better."

How

same thing? And don't


they also risk waking up one fine day, or rather one bad da\
without being able to do anything more about it? Let's not
forget that one night in 1967 the Athenians went to bed with
politicians today are thinking the

their eyes

and ears

still

full

of popular demonstrations for old

Papandreou, and woke up next morning with the colonels

in

power.
O.F.:

But

Italy

is

not Greece, Senator Nenni.

And

in Italy the left

is

strong.
P.N.:

We

were also strong

in

1920

it's

not enough to be strong.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

242

One must know how

prevent certain things by making the

to

the government, the padiament function, and not go

state,

postponing,

made

we've

postponing

postponing,
too

many

For years

talking about fascism,

lance.

They

on deaf
at the

time said

and called

And

left."

slowness, meanness.

spite,
I

better too

don't listen to me. These words of

summer

ears in the

it

we found out

of 1964. In

fact,

mine

also

fell

the communists

was talking about an ''imaginary danger,"

a "diversion to

yet

on
which

to

now tell you: when you're


much than too little vigi-

been repeating what

I've

practice

concessions in recent years. For years

been warning against jealousy,

I've

conceal the failures of the center-

was expounding

later

about

mands. Look, how

is

it

real facts. Just

SIFAR

think of what

and certain military com-

possible that in Reggio Calabria that

Franco Ciccio or Ciccio Franco or whatever


able to play the role of Masaniello?

How

is

it

his

name

is

was

possible that the

away from Aquila? These were municipal revolts


mind you, they took as their target the headquarters of

parties stayed

and,

parties and the government. Not the headquarters of


MSI.* So the point to be examined, as I said, is not
Valerio Borghese, but rather what made Valerio Borghese
think that a sudden attack on the Palazzo Chigi and the radio
and television station could be transformed into a coup dtat
and receive the thanks of the state?

the

leftist

the

there an answer?

O.F.:

Is

P.N.:

Of

course there

Here

is!

on the help they'd

get

too, as in 1922, the fascists

from the

eternal right, the right that has

right.
little

The

counted

classical right, the

voting strength but pos-

economic power, and has leverage in the administration


and the armed forces. The right that would like to reabsorb the
sesses

moderate forces of the Christian Democrats. The

would
cline.

like to re-establish a

The

makes use of the

right that

provocation because

bourgeois order that's

it

fascists as

needs disorder, that

is,

always useful to the enemies of democracy.


*

Servizio Informazioni Forze

Informazioni

della

Difesa,

Armate

military

della Repubblica;

now

Disorder

even useful

Movimento

is

to

called SID, Servizio

counterespionage organization.

(Translator's

note.)
*

in de-

an element of

fear.

It's

right that

now

Sociale Italiano, the neofascist party. (Translator's note.)


Nenni

Pietro

who can

the communists,
just

how

imagine

O.F.

what our poH-

to the right. That's

when

they play at making

That's what our youth groups outside

when by

don't understand
tionaries

thus pose as defenders of legaHty, so

it is

understand

ticians don't

refomis.

useful

243

artificial

Parliament

their violence they help the reac-

and the MSI.

Senator Nenni, do you think

MSI

right for the

it's

be

in

with

all

to

Parliament?
P.N.:

No,

don't think

one more mistake by us


seriously.

who

Italians,

keep

the Constitution,

its

it

prerogatives:

it

bom

was

have accepted

to

was

it

never take things too

Yes, even in the case of the

state failed to

which

MSI

Because the

right.

it's

the characteristics of a fascist party

MSI

our democratic

did not apply Rule 12 of

Law

didn't even apply the Scelba

of 1952,

explicitly forbids the formation of organizations or par-

ties that

renew

importance
fascist type,

ties

since

Anyway

with fascism.

to the fact that in


I

give only relative

Parliament there's a party of the

The

see things in political terms.

fascists

you can dissolve when and how you like that's not enough to
suppress them. To suppress them you have to pull up the social, political, and psychological roots that produce fascism.

And

these roots

still

haven't been pulled up in

Italy,

only cut

at the surface.

O.F.

That's just what

wanted

position the Italians

Fascism
therefore

is
it

of

first

to get to.

show toward
all

contempt

violence,

doesn't only

come

Senator Nenni: the predisthis disease called fascism.

democracy
Don't you

for

dressed in black.

think that these roots that have never been pulled up also
flower into the violence of extremists on the
P.N.: Yes, the youngsters

who

call

left?

themselves Maoists, Trotskyites,


true.

And

examples, pretexts, they nourish hatred and

fear,

neoanarchists indulge in violence,

it's

izing that they have nothing to gain by hatred

one shouldn't confuse them with the


an extremist movement

it's

fascism,

fascists.

that's

so they offer

without

and

Fascism
all.

real-

fear.
is

But
not

Fascism

is

what we went through under Mussolini, under the Sal Republic. It doesn't want to advance the world, it wants to make
it

go backward.

mean, an

of fascist violence

may

be,

act of
yes,

Maoist violence and an act


the

same

thing,

but only

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

244

roughly speaking. Morally and historically there's a great


ference.

The

fascists

to a

them

the

recent tradition of our country and have behind


forces of reaction; the so-called

because they don't go beyond

The

them

ideas that inspire

Maoists are not dangerous

a revolt that after all

explode in France in

May

is

childish.

are not despicable but Utopian

or rather European,

outside Italian,

dif-

are dangerous because they go back

1968.

What

We

reality.

and

saw them

did they get by

it?

Just

what they were after. May 1968 was enough to


bring about an involution of French society and bring it back
to its conservative foundations. If today in France you have a
Gaullism without De Gaulle, and it has power and keeps it,
the opposite of

this

is

many

also

owing

people.

to the

reminded the Senate of

Lenin: "Above

And when

P.N.:

Oh,
by

no.

it

These

Turin?

in

It

was

that occasion.

a little incident of intolerance.

One

fear."

to heart.

Nenni the raspberry, as


way they behaved with you on

was

It

at all.

it

they give a

despicable the

sentence from

beware of arousing useless

all

youngsters ought to take


O.F.:

youth movement that frightened so

wasn't upset

of their comrades had been arrested and they

were protesting against anyone representing the authority of


the government. For them I was the government, and responsible for the arrest.

Let's not forget that

young

extremists

are the historical result of all the authoritarianism that


find in every social system, in
in trouble if at the

you

every organized society. You're

age of twenty you reason with the mentality

someone eighty years old like me. Or even with the mentality of someone forty. Believe me, my indulgence toward them
doesn't come from discouragement, it comes from a knowl-

of

edge of history. In our society the


revolt
this

comes and goes

phenomenon

in precise cycles

at the

of youthful

beginning of

century the revolt of young people was one of the strongest

movements.

It

was

all

there,

even then, and on an interna-

tional scale: antimilitarism, anticlericalism, futurism, the gen-

We too rebelled
terms. We too didn't

eration gap between parents and children.


against our families,

though

in different

accept the words of the peasant mother

and

said,

who shook

"Never mind, things have always been

her head

like this

and

Pietro

always will."

remember

it

Nenni

245

very well

was one of the most

outraged participants in that revolt.


O.F.: History repeats
P.N.:

Of

itself, after all,

course he's

conditions but
tremist

trade

it

and Giambattista Vico

History doesn't repeat

right.

repeats

itself.

unionism,

right.

is

the

itself in

same

At that time too there was ex-

then too they resorted

wildcat

to

The most typical demonstration was called the match


strike, when they set fire to the crops. In Bologna, Parma,
Modena. The class struggle, at that time, was mainly the
struggle of peasants and day laborers. The culmination for us

strikes.

was Red Week, which

had the good fortune

side of Enrico Malatesta.

Aquila as a result of
Before Red

Week,

to direct along-

Court of Assizes

in the

accused of an attack on the

it,

in 1909,

for the anarchist

strike

ended up

we had

tried a great international

They

Francisco Ferrer.

Barcelona, for intention to

commit

in

state.

a crime,

him

shot

and

in

was one of

the sponsors of that strike in the city of Carrara, then anarchist

and republican.

war

In Forl

also sponsored the strike against the

in Tripoli.

We

believed in strikes as the

means

for

render of the capitalist forces, and also as a


ing war and guaranteeing peace
these crises in

current crises.

among

obtaining the sur-

means

nations.

for prevent-

...

repeat:

which everything is called into question are reSometimes they take cultural forms, sometimes

social ones, but essentially they're the

same

thing. In

my

time

we looked to Georges Sorel, to his Rflexiones sur la violence.


Today they look to Mao's thoughts. Whether inspired by Mao
or Sorel, the phenomenon always goes back to the same law.
The law by which young people are a component in the development of societies. The boys and girls of today think they've
invented the world.

Youngsters always think that the world

begins with them.


O.F.

Senator Nenni, your revolt emerged from

and oppression
don't you feel

that's

a state

of poverty

not even comparable to that of today. So

that your

violence was

more

justified

than

theirs?
P.N.:

me

of an article

been written about the "moderate" Nenni

the man of

Undoubtedly. And your question reminds


that's

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

246

Red Week who today


acknowledged

article

my

me,

dear friend.

defend, and in

exists

Today no one can


and

time we had nothing

open

really

is

my

In

time

it

demon-

to

didn't exist.

you from transforming the present

stop

my

to

Or

defend.

at all to

in

civil

time you were stopped. In short, every

freedom should include the defense of freedoms

struggle for

already gained, and

when

look

at the

young people of today

I'm sorry about only one thing: that they

let

ruined by the resurgent myth of violence.

midwife of

It

to organize,

to think,

everyone.

to

social order. In

me.

Because today we have something

Today freedom

very litde.
strate

my

This

asks that violence be rehnquished.


a logical continuity in

history, yes

right conditions of
at present in

themselves be

Violence

but only when you

exercise

in the

time and place. Such conditions don't

our country. Violence

is

a response to

the

is

it

exist

abuses that

you no other way to claim justice, yes but we have


means of struggle against what survives of those abuses
today. If these young people were to conduct their action on
the plane of ideas, it would be much more effective. The troumany of these rebels are
ble is that not all of them have ideas
leave

other

the

industrialists

many

and the bourgeoisie of tomorrow.

of the rebels

became

tury later

me, sometimes

who exploded
fascists,

wonder

at

fascist ministers.

Believe

their explosions in the streets

universities aren't a passing fashion, a

a price paid to

as

the beginning of the cen-

and even
if

Just

way of

and

letting off steam,

momentary resentments, rather than the conwhich in great part they belong.

sidered rejection of a world to


O.F.:

They
them

on democracy. Senator Nenni. It's not unusual for


on the Resistance. Through Mao they take as
their model a society with which we have nothing in common. Now, you who have been to China and met Mao Tsetung

spit

to spit

P.N.: Yes,

but

it's

not by brief contact with an

unknown country

man. I
don't have much faith in such trips. You see, Khrushchev
once told me that Stalin knew very little about Russia, and
that

we

get to understand a revolution, a system, or a

when he saw my astonishment, he explained, ''We made films


for him and then showed them to him. Scenes of city and
answered jokingly, "The
country life all concocted." And

Nenni

Pietro

247

show us when we come to Russia." That's


know much about the Soviet Union, even
after having been there. And we don't know much about
China after having been there. For instance, how can you get
same

how

things you

it

We

is.

don't

behind the mystery of


tion? Insofar as
to

it

phase of the Chinese revolu-

this recent

can be seen

as a Hbertarian revolt,

be something positive. But has

it

been only

seems

it

a matter of a

As

libertarian revolt? We'll find out in the future.

Mao

for

moment you approach Mao Tse-tung,


approaching an ordinary man who has the features

Tse-tung, look: at the


you're not

of

Mao

Tse-tung

you're

approaching the creator of

a great

The

revolution and you're in a very special frame of mind.

same thing happened to me with Mao Tse-tung as happened


to me with Stalin. Seen face to face, Stalin seemed like a
harmless and polite little man. He was so affable, he actually
gave the impression of being slipshod. But you never forgot he
was Stalin, one of the victors, if not the victor, of the Second
World War, the great leader of Russia.
O.F.: Let's go back to Mao Tse-tung. Did you like him?
P.N.:

Of
But

He may

course!
if

had

Because

no

peasants, with

me

wouldn't be able.

suppose

peasant background.

liked

And

about

Mao?

We

him because

I'm the son of

city or middle-class mixtures.

to say

Mao, what do

were together

noon, half of which was taken up by translation


about things through an interpreter. Not even

who's been

French

miner

well,

in

Chou

Mao

was

cordial.

at

the time.

En-lai,

He even

explained to

him

to

asked

encourage them

to turn to the left,

me
me

a lot in the

that

it

was an

opening toward the Christian Democrats, so

at

opinions.

So

after-

talked

to speak

and who certainly speaks English, spoke

what was Operation Ncnni, about which there was


attempt

an

for

we

Belgium and should know how

without an interpreter.

newspapers

the most.

I've liked

for this choice,

a matter of instinct.

it's

he comes from

you want

be the world figure

account

to

as to

but he didn't express any

You can see some things don't enter into his frame
Then we talked about China's entry into the UN,

of reference.

about mutual recognition by our two countries, about the


Catholic missions in China with regard to which there had

been some

talk

of massacres.

He seemed

to

me

verv alive.

And

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

248
I

well with

feel

men who

They never

stone walls.
talk

they shy away from

Which

are alive.

You

especially for Khrushchev.

also goes

and

see, the Soviet leaders are like

bring anything

human

into

pleasantries, they're always so

their

pomp-

Khrushchev instead was never pompous, even in front of


me. He drank, he joked, he made fun of his
collaborators. Speaking of Molotov, he said to me, "You
know, that one's a mule!" Anyway I'd found out he was a
mule myself when we'd met to discuss the Trieste problem.
But what do these memories have to do with anything?
Weren't we supposed to be talking about Italy and the Italians?
O.F.: Yes, and here's a question that many people would like to ask
you. People are talking more and more about a council Republic composed of Catholics and communists. Do you think
such a marriage is imminent, or rather possible?
P.N.: No, I don't much think so. The council Republic is a suggestive formula, like the one of "spaghetti with Chilean sauce."
But I'd say even this formula is anything but imminent and
probable. It's not based on solid realities. And too many factors are holding it back: a Socialist party aware of its role and
its autonomy, the lay forces represented by such parties as the
ous.

a foreigner like

Republican

engaged

party,

presence in

the

of freedom.

in the defense

the Christian Democrats and the

seems

protest

political

attractive.

dream.

It's

Italy
.

It's

obvious that

Communist

to

party such a

two-party system, basically,

is

their

obvious that there are currents engaged in

even

an operation of

this

and Communist

parties there are those

kind

union of the "black

that a

of cultural circles

priests"

outside the Demo-christian

who delude

themselves

with the "red priests" would

guarantee for several years a relative social peace, the preserva-

same thing happen with me,


There were many who believed
open the doors of the government to the socialists

tion of the status quo. Didn't the

with the opening to the


that to

would help
little

no.

left?

to safeguard the status

quo. But,

repeat,

belief in the possibility of such a deplorable event.

It's

too pessimistic to talk about

it.

don't want

have

No,

to.

do it anyway. Even on the level of political fantasy.


Senator Nenni, just what would a council Republic be? What

O.F.: Let's

consequences would

it

have

for us?

Nenni

Pietro
P.N.: Clearly

it

249

would be the marriage of two integralist groups in


point: to remove from our midst all the
go back to the principles of democracy and free-

agreement on one
forces that

dom. Two

integralist

groups that are aware, yes, of certain

to me are fundamenWith the council Republic we'd witness the division of power between two
churches: to one church, the hegemony of the state; to the
other church, the hegemony of the opposition. At the same

problems but aren't aware of others that

tal:

individual freedom, democratic

life.

time we'd see the eventual suppression and disappearance of


every intermediary force capable of applying any restraint. In
substance, the Socialist party would disappear as well as the

bloc of lay forces.

Also to disappear would be vast sectors.

Christian in inspiration, that have


to the secular

and democratic

made

broad contribution

rebirth of Italy. I'm speaking in

abstract terms,

you understand, because each

would have

reckon with

to

integralist

the imagination of foreign observers, the

same

of "spaghetti with Chilean sauce." Abroad, in

lem of the communists


Christian Democrats
don't consider

it

in the

is

solution of this problem

formula

as the

the prob-

fact,

government with or without the

presented as the problem of

the problem.
is

group

Look, such a marriage tempts

us.

consider ita problem.

still

in the

hands of the

Italy.

And the
commu-

nists.

O.F.:
P.N.:

What do you mean?


mean that the clarification
I

whose

common

This

what

of their presence in a coalition

democracy depends on them.


the communists have done.
True, sometimes they've varied their methods and tactics. Just
think of the switch they made in Salerno in 1944, with Togliatti's meeting with the king. True, they've made statements.
is

it

They've taken

denominator

doesn't

risks.

seem

to

is

me

But the communist objective remains the

conquest of power under the more or

mony
torical

less totalitarian

hege-

of their party. I'hen on an international level their hisposition

directed from

remains within the Soviet system, which

Moscow even when

what happened

in

is

they express reserxations on

Czechoslovakia and Poland, even when

they knov\ the Soviets were ready to intervene in

they had intervened in Prague. In short, arc the

Warsaw

as

communists

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

250
approaching

democratic and

human

sociahsm or not? Are

new

they about to accept this revisionism of a sociahsm with a


face or not?

Nenni, do you think

O.F.: Senator
P.N.:

note that

even

it

it can happen?
happened in the last fifty years, and not
Quite a long period of time. We know

hasn't

in the last ten.

that in the countries they govern, every revisionist attempt to

have a socialism with


lence and terror.

We

human

know

face has

been crushed by

that Peking calls the Soviet

group of monopolist and

a ''paradise for a

capitalist

crats as well as a prison for millions of workers."

Moscow

"one of the
Hider."

compliment by

returns the

course

We

Gasperi

said to

is

might not,

at

me

He

the time was frightened by their moderation.

offer
fifty."

me

you

can't deal with


ten,

Would

Togliatti

politically because,

arrives

and immediately

they do the same tomorrow?

Who

knows? Only by examining things vigorously can we give


to the

elements of

a historical process that will

munists on the outside. So what


still

valid

their part.
is

today:

I've

communists and

But the key

keep the com-

been saying

issue in the Italy

The

rise

for years

is

must each play


of today, believe me,

socialists

not that of the council Republic.

with Chilean sauce.


is

of

possible,

communists have already been in the govwere there together, from 1944 to 1947. And

me, "Look,

when you
offers

absurd to take

also

Everything

to

communists

the Italian

ernment.

De

it's

something that might happen and

but anyway hasn't yet happened.

that

Tse-tung

comparable only

these basic conflicts the Italian

have never clearly expressed themselves. So


for granted

bureau-

know

Mao

calling

greatest traitors of history,

And on

We

vio-

Union

It's

not that of spaghetti

key issue, or rather the key problem,

the crisis of the center-left.

It's

the weakness of the

demo-

cratic state that this crisis involves.

O.F.

And

that's

center-left

and
P.N.:

is

what

wanted

one of your

to

Senator Nenni.

The

But must we speak of

crisis

get to,

creations.

failure?

Must we consider
shouldn't we rather examine
Failure?

this

experiment

failure,

or

the points from

its crisis and


which strength be regained? True, there have been errors on
our part. There have been contradictions, delays, culpable

Nenni

Pietro

Worse

slowness.

there's

been

251

degeneration in the ohgarchi-

cal sense of power, a corruption in the relations between pub-

power and

lic

been

private interests. There's

weakening of

ideal values. That's the reason for the discredit that's fallen

on

everything and everybody, for the lack of public confidence in


the political class. But

the center-left,

it's

center-left. All the

the

communists

more

emphasize the

right to

if it's

not right to

condemn

since this

is

totally the

what the

just

are thinking of abundantly.

errors of

work of the
right

and

Don't forget an

important thing: the center-left has not only had to face the
sores inherited

from fascism,

it's

also

had

to face

new phenom-

ena and problems that are troubling the entire world. Think of

what

it's

meant,

in the entire world, the eruption

tionally applied by the schools

maker of
workers,

man

its

it's

and the family, so

own tomorrow. Think

of the

as to

be the

new needs

of the

of the tragedy they've discovered with automation:


of the machine instead of the machine at
man. Think of the sexual revolution and the way

at the service

the service of

O.F.

on the pub-

scene of a younger generation that evades the control tradi-

lic

cut into family

agree.

difficult

ties.

The center-left has found itself in power at the most


moment, with the old rules collapsing, cultural values

changing, and humanity going through a

crisis

of growth. But

other countries too have found themselves going through the

same

and

upsets,

still

they've

done something about

it.

And

today they don't have to use the sober words that you've rightly
used: degeneration of power, corruption,

weakening of

ideal

values.
P.N.:

know.

In the

German

social

democrats and

votes.

And, with those

Federal Republic the

liberals has
five

force,

and the

some

five or six

proportions, like the agree-

the mutual renunciation of

treaty with Poland. In Italy the center-left has a

majority of a hundred votes and every day


front of

coalition of

or six votes, Brandt has been able

on problems of historical
ment with the Soviet Union on

to take

little

only a majority of

difficulty or other; for the

most

it

gets stalled

in

part difficulties of

an internal kind: groups large and small, each of which claims


a

slice

of power,

courage and

the squandering of energies,

initiatixc.

sometimes wonder

if

the lack of

the generation

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

2 52

middle

in the

namely

now knocking

mine and the one

the one between

the door

at

hasn't arrived too easily at the

summit of power. From the school cloisters


as the Frenchman Nobcourt said in his

interview with

Europeo. No,

man

game,

to be what's

don't pretend that behind every

behind many

in

my

the darkest tragedies of our century.

them
as

P.N.:

some

Still

there has

having lived through

Still

obstacle might not have been so bad for

little

right,

the power

generation: the burden of the

battle against fascism, the misfortune of

O.F.:

to

Senator Nenni? They've

all

been born ministers,

you exclaimed one day.

But they have problems that give them no


just!

Look

at the

respite.

Let's

be

exodus from the countryside, hundreds of

thousands of families that burst pell-mell into the


themselves abruptly in contact with another

cities to find

reality.

Look

at

the dizzying growth of the schools: in eight years a student

population that increases from

than

seven

teaching

Look

staffs.

less

than two million to more

without adequate

million,

at tax

O.F.:

Now

P.N.:

No. Nothing

will

you admit

ment

to

or

in Italy

These are

terrible prob-

than elsewhere.

being a pessimist. Senator Nenni?

irreparably

compromised. There's only one

before which we'd be defenseless: an economic,

possibility

monetary

is

facilities

reform, health, city planning, the

regional governments to be organized.

lems and they're worse

school

crisis,

instability.

combined with governburst and swamp


can be avoided provided we roll up

a crisis of production

Then,

yes, the

everything. But even this

dam would

our sleeves, provided we carry out reforms, provided we stop

dawdling with polemics on the new equilibriums


of

some

future historical process.

mean

in the sphere

the one to be carried

out in the next ten years. I'm neither a prophet nor the son of
I say that this argument about the new equilibon an equivocation and on a very debatable prosthe development of the communist party. By losing our-

prophets but

riums
pect:

rests

selves in certain worries

we run

the risk of pursuing an illusion

and destroying what's been accomplished. We risk interrupting


the contribution the Christian Democrats have made to a policy of social progress and driving them back into the arms of
the right.

Nenni

Pietro
O.F.

Senator Nenni, your refusal to be pessimistic would be acceptable

But

the Socialist party were what you had imagined.

if

not.

it's

you

to ask

can die

peace."

Today ...

And

must be able

when

To

today?

look on these things with great regret but also

without any feeling of

back.

When you
"Now

a bad, question.

bringing about the unification, you said,

in

eighty,

So I'm about

in the country.

and perhaps

a brutal,

succeeded
in

and one through which you

a divided party

It's

can no longer determine events

P.N.:

253

man

guilt.

the political battle, but

lost

accept defeat. All the

to

more

one

so at the age of

many chances for a comemean to consider


made my contribution, for

doesn't have

recognize defeat, however, doesn't

defeat as absolute and final.

whatever

worth.

it's

And

I'd

I've

make

again

it

if

saw that republi-

can institutions, the democratic freedom of the masses, were


in

danger.

tain

think

one wanted

made an important

I've

My

achievements.

contribution to cer-

was the Republic

commitment equal

with a

it

greatest victory

mine.

to

no

And

if

haven't been successful in consolidating socialist unification,


it's

because

thought that

it

had

foundation

in

the con-

sciousness and will of the militants. Because that consciousness

and

will haven't stood the test, the test of

of success

1968 elections,

the

in

our

relative lack

of the controversy over

disengagement, of the argument over new equilibriums.

me

do you want
this

one of

to say?

a typically Italian

It's

divisions, of schisms.

No one

What

phenomenon,

waits for events to

prove them right or wrong; everyone wants to be right immediately.

So?

wanted

a party

conscious of

its

autonomy, dedi-

cated to winning over the working masses again and the positions lost after the

schism of 1947.

wanted

a party

capable of

creating a socialist alternative within the sphere of the centerleft.

With

this

possibility

gone,

can only hope that the

center-left will regain awareness of itself

engaged
O.F.: Senator

in the politics

Nenni,

isn't

and become deeply

of things.

it

that the Italians arc only comfortable

with dogmatisms and churches?


P.N.:

No, even

if

they're comfortable with power, since they

still

haven't liquidated the heritage of past centuries of servitude to


foreigners

and subordination

to

domestic tyranny.

"I

have

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

54

family to support.

family

up through

children, eight children," they

six

a skeptical, corrosive intelligence that dissolves

An

everything.

To

have

tell

social

it

you. And that's one aspect of that heritage, fed by


insecurity at many social levels. By saying "I have a
to support," they give up the struggle. Or else they give

always

enemy

intelligence that's the

criticize everything

and everybody

is

of concreteness.

way of

criticizing

nobody it's just a way of staying outside the struggle. And


that's something we're very good at. But look, it's not correct
to say the Italians are only comfortable with dogmatisms and
churches. To oppression and compromise they react in lively
fashion. Or rather let's say they always end by reacting. And
compensates

that largely
tional,

and

social,

backward compared
O.F.

for the

negative heritage of a na-

upbringing

political

undoubtedly

that's

to other nations.

Speaking of an intelligence that dissolves things, Schlesinger


that interview in Europeo,

in

said,

modern

Italy

knew

P.N.: Schlesinger

esteemed

it

that the real tragedy of

was the death of the Action

because

lectual qualities

party.

the leaders of the Action party and rightly


it

men

attracted

who

men

rich in

moral and

intel-

contributed in remarkable mea-

sure to the struggle against fascism, to the advent of the Republic,

But

to the birth of the Constitution.

up with time

outside reality, fated not to stand

was

it

a party

precisely be-

cause of the kind of intelligence we mentioned: the kind that


dissolves everything

misfortune

most inspiring

many
in

figure:

power

It

was

in

after

it

had the

having

lost

its

knew Carlo Rosselli,


murdered him and his brother

Carlo Rosselli.

years before the fascists

France.

letter

and creates nothing. Besides

to arrive at the test of

1925, after

had written

upholding the necessity of giving our

my

comrades

European

battle a

look and not wasting ourselves on such anarchist activities as


assassination attempts.

door.

let

him

in

One morning

and he

said

a stranger

something

Rosselli, professor at the University of


letter to

the leaders of the party and

Genoa.

liked

knocked

like this:

it

'Tm

I've

very

at

my

Carlo

read your

much. I'm

economic problems that hinder so


many of you. I've come to ask you if we can work together."
We did work together. Together we founded Quarto Stato,
rich

man;

don't have the

Nenni

Pietro

the magazine to

255

which some of the most worthy men of the


repeat, there was

future Action party were to contribute. But,

And when

a dissolving spirit in their fine intelHgence.

tion party died


O.F.:

those worthy

the Ac-

men

dispersed into other parties and

all

of

us ended by being contaminated by the dissolving spirit of


their fine intelligence.

You

in the Socialist party first

P.N.: Yes,

all.

Is

but the difficulties of the Socialist party have been of a

different kind.

The

political space

being undermined from

left

conditions

hard to defend yourself.

and you

it's

risk

to the right
to

of

what you mean?

that

Socialist party

being sucked

and you

have clear ideas

risk

if

in

is

with

a borderline party,

and

right

in

its

such

small step to the

left

by the communists, a small step

being taken for a moderate.

you want

to

You have

defend socialism and not

fall

one or the other.


O.F.: Senator Nenni, when you speak of socialism, what do you
mean? Your socialism today is not that of fifty years ago.
P.N.: Yes and no. Because, you see, the socialism of fifty years ago
was directed toward projects that were in part Utopian, or still
Utopian. It experienced, and then some, the reality of daily
struggle, the struggle of the workers and peasants, but it had
no models for the "city of tomorrow." Today, instead, these
models exist in concrete form. They exist in the two types of
into the orbit of

socialism that have been taking shape: the

communist kind

and the Swedish. The communist kind has achieved the


tion of private property, but

society closed to every breath of individual


cratic

life,

among men,

kind has led

the democratic

level so far achieved, but


ist

ownership.

grad.

ing

feel

it

more

life

human

problem

that
isn't

by attempting

you don't

state

oppression

is

freedom, equality'

of the masses, to the highest

hasn't broken the system of capital-

at

ease in Stockholm than in Lenin-

think that in Stockholm there's a

life

freedom and demo-

through barrack societies where

The Swedish

fierce.

aboli-

has done so in the context of a

it

find

in

new way

Leningrad.

rcsoKcd by an clcnicntar\' choice


a synthesis of the

of conceiv-

Nexertheless the

Kvo experiments;

it's

resoKed

mean

a sys-

tem where the sociality of the means of exchange and production is combined with the greatest freedom for man. Because

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

256

what

basically

man's principal objective? To achieve the

is

freedom from

greatest freedom:

anny.

But

this discussion

all

from

exploitation,

would be more

all

tyr-

suitable for a

study club than for an interview about Italy in the 1970s.


O.F.:

It

don't think so.

should interest

It

many Italians of the 1970s.


who have realized that they're un-

should interest

all

those

able to accept scientific socialism, the dogmatic socialism that

imposes

itself

by the negation of freedom. But do you think

your socialism can be achieved?

even

P.N.: Yes,
I

if

don't

know what concrete form

say this because I'm not bothered

up

setting

a future society in advance.

everybody, sooner or
isn't this

sides,

and

it

It's

now

free.

socialism already being realized in Italy

in a great part of the world?

Look,

in

And

disease of

a disease that hits

but of which I'm

later,

will take.

anymore by the

one century

Beitself

social-

ism has become the driving force behind every struggle for

freedom and equality, the impulse behind every


independence of

men and

nations.

It's

battle for the

penetrated into the

seem to
and the
relations of classes, but also the relations between men and
their way of thinking, of being. Why? Because, by becoming
concrete, the very concept of socialism has taken on new characteristics. And it's shown us that in democratic societies the
state tends to become the state for everyone. In communist
most diverse

exist.

It's

societies,

even those where

it

doesn't

transformed not only the conditions of

countries instead, no.

The

life

dictatorship of the proletariat was

conceived by Marx as an exceptional form of power

to

be exer-

cised during the transition from capitalist to socialist society.

communist countries the dictatorship of the proletariat


has become the dictatorship of the Communist party over societ>' and the workers. And within the party it's become the dictatorship of the party machine over the party. In the party
machine it's become the dictatorship of a charismatic leader
But

in

like Stalin. In short,

tion, if

we've seen that even a proletarian revolu-

not sustained by the

spirit

of democracy and freedom,

can degenerate into bureaucracy, technocracy, police tyranny.

The mere

abolition of capitalist ownership hasn't resolved the

problem of socialization

and of self-management for the


It's merged into a state

means of production and exchange.


Pietro

Nenni

257

capitalism that's no different from private capitalism, or rather


is

and alienating

just as oppressive

fact

as private capitalism.

that principles are always enticing

is

We

formula.

never realize that

when

when

The

expressed by a

translated into reality

they have unforeseeable effects precisely because they emerge

from
O.F.:

a formula.

And

to think that this

formula, the dictatorship of the prole-

many

has convinced so

tariat,

But didn't you

Beginning with you.

Italians.

realize these things the

first

time you went to

Russia?
P.N.:

Of course.

In fact,

even then

was

and not

a socialist

com-

munist. But there was no need to go to Russia to realize these

We

things.

socialists

have always rejected the Soviet example.

became

Before the Soviet Union


States

on the

level of military

Bolshevik revolution. But


facts as difficulties

owing

it

United

the equal of the

power,

it's

we defended

true

the

was because we interpreted certain

to the

backward nature of Russian

so-

emerged from the process of industrialization in a predominantly peasant country. What's more,
engaged as we were in the struggle against Nazi fascism, we
had to seek the collaboration of the communists at home and
difficulties

ciety,

that

the support of the Soviet


You'll say to me:

And

How's

Union

that?

after those trials, the

in the international sphere.

What

Moscow

about the

trials?

extermination of a great part of the

Bolshevik group that had guided the October Revolution?

Look,

wrote four articles in

publishing

Moscow
merit.

in

trials

But

Paris.

Nuovo Avanti! which we were

In those four articles

denounced the

and denied that they had any moral or


didn't

draw

drastic

juridical

conclusions from them,

make them the reason for a resounding rupture. Why?


Because we were in Spain together, we socialists and communists
exposed to the same risks, which isn't important, politi-

didn't

cally tied to the success or lack of success of the

War, and

that's very

important.

We

knew our

be a very hard blow against Nazi fascism,

would accelerate

Hitler's race

were shooting were Soviet

toward war.

rifles,

Spanish Ci\il
victorv'

that

And

the few tanks

would

our defeat

the

rifles

we had

we

a\ail-

ablc were of Soviet make. 1 here was only Russia to help us

France and England sympathized onh with words. 1 he shock

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

258

came
shock.
nist

O.F.:
P.N.:

later.

It

The

came with Hungary. And

only thing

was

it

a really violent

had never believed was that

country could crush a people's

movement

commu-

with tanks, a

movement that had exploded out of a need for freedom.


And it was then that you returned your Stalin Peace Prize.
"Returned"

is

a verb

don't like because

atrical gesture that doesn't


it

this

way:

I'd

go with

my

presupposes

it

temperament.

crisis

me

me

East,
to

seemed

it

when

received that prize in 1952, and

broke out in Hungary, parallel with the


to

that the prize given

be used for peace. Therefore

Red Cross,

the

in the

for

a the-

Let's put
crisis

Middle

peace ought

donated the sum of money

to

Hungarian refugees and


for the victims of the Anglo-French war in Egypt. But what
good does it do to talk about it?

the International

O.F.:

P.N.:

It goes to show that in


men. And getting back to
European context?

for the

Italy there are still a


Italy,

how do you

see

few honorable
its

place in the

To speak of Italy in the European context means to speak of


Europe itself. And when Joseph Alsop says that Europe doesn't
exist, Europe doesn't count, he's unfortunately speaking a bitter truth. I too think that the future of the world today is no
longer decided in Europe. As furthermore
in

America. By

now

it's

not decided only

an Asian component that Euro-

there's

peans and Americans must take into account, and I'm not
speaking only of China.

of India.

I'm speaking of Japan,

Europe would have had an immense role in the world if it had


the great idea that
realized its political and economic unity
twenty-five years
But
from
the
Second
World
War.
emerged
united
nor is it about
have gone by and Europe has not been

to be.

The

particular interests of individual states have pre-

vailed over the

hand,

community of

how can we

fail

to

interests,

understand

it

in

and, on the other

an

Italy

where not

even the municipal particularisms between Catanzaro and


Reggio Calabria, Aquila and Pescara, can be overcome? Particularism in the face of

Then
error.

it

From

Europe, and
trials

European unity began in England.


became De Gaulle's historical

spread to France and

he

this

to

standpoint,

France

as

De Gaulle

well.

did great

harm

to

True, he avoided painful

was probably the only one who could have

liqui-

Pietro

Nenni

259

dated the terrible Algerian adventure. But taken

was

his action

backward one. Backward

dom, of democracy, of

foreign policy.

not unite was also partly his

P.N.:

And

that

man.

people

On

open.

that couldn't
frontiers

fail to

be

irritat-

found him very

the Val d'Aosta, for instance, he had rejected the

suggestions of the military


its

But on the problems of our

ing.

took up

A complex

because he was too conde-

don't say fascinating,


in talking to

of free-

Europe did

when we

the war,

the subject of the peace treaty with Italy together.

scending

together,

fault.

You knew him too, didn't you?


knew him immediately after
Yes,

O.F.:

all

in the area

men and

who demanded

politicians

annexation by France. He'd accepted the same suggestions

on Briga and Tenda, he told me, because a "moral sanction"


was necessary against Italy for having unjustifiably entered the
war against France. Look, there's one Gaullism to which I'm
faithful, and it's the one of June 18, 1940, when De Gaulle
rebelled against the unconditional surrender of France. But
there's a

Gaullism

survival of the

can't accept

produced De Gaulle's aversion


me: But he said no

tell

NATO,

and

it's

one of 1958: the


state. That too

the

monarchical conception of the

to

for the unity

NATO.

In

of Europe. You'll

order to say no to

to European unity. By themEuropean countries are no longer capable of withdrawing from the influence of one bloc or the
other. If today the world is more or less divided up between
the United States and the Soviet Union on the basis of the

he should have said yes

selves, the individual

quo,

status

it's

united Europe.
O.F.

precisely because

On

that

we weren't

able to create a

have no doubts.

Senator Nenni, to what degree has your

life

been marked by

doubt?
P.N.:

To

a great degree, always.

even

in

exaggerated

carry doubt inside

Once

form.

me, sometimes

had an argument with

Gramsci about doubt. And it seems to me that Renan says,


"Without the presence of doubt, wc lose the exact evaluation
of events and things; the mania for ccrtaint\ is the approach to
fanaticism." By the mania for certainty you end by not allowing the opinions of others.
listen to the

instead have always been ready to

opinions of others and to look for positive eie-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

200
ments

them. Doubt

in

me

suits

because

and doesn't necessarily involve the

Even with

fight.

O.F.

And

all

requires freedom

it

of

loss

of the will to

faith,

the inevitable mistakes.

the inevitable sorrows, the inevitable resignation, the in-

you have had and have

evitable bitterness. All things that

abundance. Senator Nenni, have you ever wondered

if it

in

was

worth the trouble?

Not even now when my

P.N.: Never.

life

paid,

what
a

have no

had

more

just

Because

regrets.

to do,

and because

humanity.

is

my

look back and think of the ideals of


I

believe I've simply

worth the trouble

it's

my

my

them,

think:

my

These decades of

today people are so


time. Yes,

that of

children,

life is

much

such

much

my

was born, and

were

let's

in every area.

more. Every bewildered person ought


while

listen,

at

in vain;
in

my

no comnot speak

life;

Even

we've achieved
in that

of free-

dom. You seem to me bewildered by this Italy, so full of


ment and discontent. And I understand you. In fact, I'll
which we ought to
it.
But look here.

I've

mine,

and grandfather were born.

father

higher level of civic

such formidable progress

done

Looking

infinitely less harsh today. There's

of the world in which


at

eyes:

been

better off than they

parison with the world in which

We're

grandchildren.

struggle haven't

I've

to fight for

worth the trouble, believe me.

It's

seen a good three generations grow up before


that of

When

almost over.

youth, of the price

all

to

fer-

say

be an alarm bell to

we

too often,

don't listen to

When

you analyze sector by sector, bit by


bit, thing by thing, it looks as though everything's about to
collapse. Examining the whole, you realize the structure is on
its feet.

O.F.

Then why such

fears,

such violence, such rejection of what's

been done?
P.N.:

Because once

Or

others.

status

It's

problem

is

quo, he never arrives

lems." He'd be in trouble


the

solved, another immediately arises.

a characteristic of

if

man.

Man

at saying, "I

he

did.

never accepts the

have no more prob-

Everything would sink in

mud, become debased, and would come

to lack the

im-

makes life acceptable. Namely, the constant search


something better. My dear friend, life should be looked at

pulse that
for

with the pessimism of intelligence, with the

critical

sense of

Pietro

Nenni

261

doubt, but also with the optimism of the


will,

nothing

unchangeable.

Man
O.F.:

fatal,

is
I

told

you

the creator of his

Thank

nothing
at

own

you. Senator Nenni.

Rome, April 971

is

will.

the beginning:
destiny.

When

inevitable,
I

there's a

nothing

believe in

is

man.

II

Mohammed

Riza Pahlavi

The shah was

standing and waiting for

magnificent salon that serves


the

speech by which

little

view and

handshake was

stiff.

him

as

Still

an

more

me

in the

middle of the

He made no reply to
granting me the inter-

office.

thanked him

for

extended his right hand.

very coldly,

silence,

in

stiffly

me

he asked

to be seated.

everything took place wordlessly, without a smile. His

have said he was trying


idea

what

it

to

reproach

me

for

were

lips

sealed as a locked door, his eyes as icy as a winter wind.

His

And
as

You might

something, and

had no

Or was he simply inhibited by shyness, by anxiety


regal tone? Once I was seated, he too sat down: legs

was.

not to lose his

together and arms crossed, torso rigid (because of the bulletproof


vest,

suppose, that he always wears).

Thus
that

rigid

he stared

had happened

me and

at

me, remote, while

at the gate,

where

his

made me late for the appointment. finally heard


when he replied that he was very sorry but that certain

almost

his voice

mistakes happened out of an excess of zeal.


voice.

Almost

Under

his white hair,

a voiceless voice.

stood out. As for his body,

well,

It

was

a sad,

His face was also sad and

tired
tired.

woolly as a fur cap, only his enormous nose


it

breasted gray suit, so thin, that

Very

related the incident

bodyguard had stopped

looked so fragile under the doubleI

promptly asked him

he replied; he'd never


262

felt

better.

if

he

The news

felt

well.

that his

Mohammed

Riza Pahlavi

263

health was in danger was devoid of foundation, and he had wanted

weight because he was getting a

to lose

We

had gotten off on the wrong

up the atmosphere. Now


asked if I might light the
hour.

that

"You could have

myself, but

and

think of

it,

cigarette that I'd

so before.

said

too

little

foot,

fat.

took a lot to

it

been craving
I've

in,

But almost everything

given up cigarettes

served in gold cups with gold teaspoons.

in the place

was gold: the ashtray that you

the box inlaid with emeralds, the knickknacks

didn't dare dirty,

covered with rubies and sapphires, the corners of the table.

phires,

and

irritating glare

sat for

Then, suspecting

him

see

days

again.

an

for half

smell of tobacco, the smell of smoke." At this

like the

point tea was brought

that absurd

warm

succeeded only when

about two hours, trying


that

He

And

in

of gold, emeralds, rubies, and sapto

fathom His Majesty.


I asked if I might

had fathomed nothing,

agreed, and our second meeting took place four

later.

To

This time His Majesty was more cordial.


pose, he

had put on

flowed easily,

might be on

if

gaudy

somewhat

Italian necktie,

ruffled

on

The

his police blacklist.

please

me,

sup-

and the conversation

his side by the fear that


fear struck

him when

had

one of my questions by explaining that my book on Vietnam, Nothing, and So Be It, had been banned from the bookstores
of Teheran during Nixon's visit. At this information he had jumped
up as though pricked by a knife through his bulletproof vest. His
look had become restless, hostile
for God's sake, was I therefore a
dangerous character? Some moments went by before he decided to
overcome the dilemma in the only way possible, namely, by relinquishing his excessive composure. Thus his smile opened up and,
amidst smiles, we talked about the authoritarian regime in which
qualified

he believes, of his relations with the United States and the USSR,

we talked about everything. Only after had


we had not spoken of the martial crisis that he

of his oil policy. Yes,


left

did

realize that

said to be going through with Farah Diba. He had only denied


me, with anger and indignation, that he had secretly remarried.

was
to

also realized that

still

knew

very

little

about him, perhaps

than before; despite three hours of questions and answers, the

remained

a mystery.

So

it

is

not easy for

me

less

man

to define his character.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

264

like Bhutto's, a character in

It is,

merge

flicts

which the most paradoxical con-

reward you for your pains with an enigma.

to

He

believes in prophetic dreams, for example, in visions, in a childish

mysticism, and then goes on to discuss


is).

He

an expert (which he

oil like

governs like an absolute monarch, for example, and then

refers to his

who believes in them and


White Revolution that would seem to be
combat illiteracy and the feudal system. He

people in the tone of one

loves them, by leading a

making an
considers

effort to

women

as

simply graceful ornaments, incapable of think-

man, and then

strives to give them complete equality of


and duties. Indeed, in a society where women still wear the
he even orders girls to perform military service.

ing like a
rights
veil,

So who

is

this

Mohammed

Riza Pahlavi

who

for over thirty years

has been seated solidly on the most scorching throne in the world?

Does he belong
Is

he

to the era of flying carpets or to that of

a relic of the

oil wells?

My

Prophet

suspicion

is

Mohammed
that he

is

computers?

or an adjunct of the

Abadan

a highly dangerous megalo-

maniac, because he combines the worst of the old and the worst of
the new, not only to the detriment of his
as well,
is

Europe

own

people but of others

in particular. Also, thanks to his foolish visions,

he

too firmly convinced of being the reincarnation of Darius and

Xerxes, sent to this earth by

God

to rebuild their lost empire.

In a brilliant short story of political fantasy, the writer Paul Erd-

man

him the dream of provoking


War. History will tell if this judgment is excessive. But meanwhile the hypotheses formulated by
Erdman seem to me entirely possible. Does not Mohammed Riza
Pahlavi have at his disposal the most long-lasting oil wells existing
in the world and an army that for the moment lacks only the
atomic bomb? What is to keep him, with his oil and his army,
from occupying, for example, Saudi Arabia and Kuwait, establishing himself on all the shores of the Persian Gulf, supplanting
the United States and the Soviet Union, and neutralizing both?
Has he not already begun his invasion of the West by trying to buy,
among other things. Pan American and Fiat?
We Europeans were naive, indeed superficial, in our underestimation of him, seeing him as a sad and harmless monarch who
spent his time agonizing over the lack of an heir. In our superficiality and naivete, we created a figure that did not exist, and reicalls

him

insane and attributes to

and winning the Third

Wodd

Mohammed

Riza Pahlavi

265

egated him, with his courtships, his engagements, his marriages,

and promenades

divorces, adulteries,

in

Rome and

Saint-Moritz, to

the pages of the scandal sheets. Nearsighted, incapable of seeing

beyond
glasses

we never took

this fapade,

and see anything

else.

on our eye-

the trouble to put

For instance,

and concentration camps overflowing with

his country's prisons

political prisoners, the

where they were tortured by medieval means, the courtyards of the barracks where they were shot dozens at a time, under
jail

cells

a hellish, ruthless dictatorship

We

racy was a mortal sin.

where even

to utter the

word democ-

didn't even bother to count his oil wells,

which were spreading like wildfire and increasingly fortifying his


power at home and abroad. Today, in effect, we are paying the
price for our myopia.
I

will

never forget Riza Pahlavi curtly raising his forefinger, while

on me that the price of oil


would go up, up, up, tenfold. And from the nausea I felt before
that gaze and that finger, there remains to me today one small satishis eyes glared with hatred, to impress

faction: to

have made him uncomfortable

he understood that he had made

at

the

mistake

moment

in

which
me.

receiving

in

("You're not on the blacklist?" "I'm on everybody's blacklist.")


Then, the pleasure of discovering that even this Majesty could

When the interview was published,


get me to disavow his remark that the

behave without majesty.

Riza

Pahlavi went

price

out to

all

would go up, up, up, tenfold. Indignantly I refused. He


I had invented it.
And then a little later he
went ahead and raised the price.

of

oil

reacted by stating that

ORIANA FALLACI: First of all, Majesty, I'd like to talk about yourself
and your position as king. There are so few kings left, and
can't get out of my head something you said in another interview: "If I could do it over again, I'd be a violinist, or a
surgeon, or an archaeologist, or a polo player.
Anything
I

but a king."

MOHAMMED

PAHLAVI:

RIZA

words, but

if

did,

a big headache.

with being king.


I'd

give

it

up

So
It

don't

remember having

was referring
it

said

those

to the fact that a king's job

often happens that a king gets fed

me too. But that doesn't mean


much belief in what am and what

hapiXMis to

have too

is

up

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

206

You

when you

I'm doing for

that.

few kings

you're implying a question to which

left,

see

say there are so

can only

When

one answer.

you don't have monarchy, you have


anarchy or oligarchy or dictatorship. And anyway monarchy is
the only possible way of governing Iran. If I've been able to do
something, or rather a lot, for Iran, it's due to the small detail
that I happen to be king. To get things done you need power,
and to keep power you shouldn't have to ask permission or advice from anybody. You shouldn't have to discuss your decigive

anyone and

sions with
takes too.
to carry

my

But

You

and mine

last

how many

M.R.P.: Twice,

mis-

mission

out to the end

it

can't foresee the future, of

Or should

times have they tried to

matter?

it

killed. Really.

And

then

What

if

me? Oh, why

kill

bomb and

of dying

it

have nothing

to

But

What

if

don't

do with

it.

Oh, why

me and

they've planted

Now

And courage and

feel.

when

time

they've planned to assassinate

goes off in flight? Not any more.


I

said to myself.

take that plane?

something

is

you?

kill

only knows.

There was

it.

did. Fifteen years ago, for instance.

go to that place?

God

don't live with the obsession of being

never think about

last

say that your regimes

will?

officially.

what does

have

but I'm convinced the monarchy in Iran will

O.F.: Majesty,

they

may have made

believe

still

intend to carry

throne.

longer than your regimes.

won't

Naturally,

out to the end, and

without giving up
course,

am human.

too

the fear

defiance

Such equanimity comes from

kind of fatalism, from blind faith in the fact that nothing can

happen

end. Yes,
to finish.

want
O.F.:

me

to

I'll

until the

Then why

I've carried

stay alive until

And

to kill

day

such time

been

that day has

out

my

as

finish

mission to the

what

have

who

by God, not by those

set

me.
are

you so

Majesty?

sad.

may

be wrong, but you

always have such a sad and worried look.


M.R.P.:

Maybe

sadness

my

is

a mystical one,

mystical side.

man

I'm a sad

think.

wouldn't know

no reason why
wanted as a man and
there's

Maybe

you're right.

how

should be sad.
as a king.

at heart.

sadness that

else to explain
I

now have

really

But

my

comes from
it,

since

everything

have everything,

my

Mohammed
life

And

yet

on your

yet a cheerful smile

part

ficult,

twelve years of

first

Mossadegh

personal sufferings
Besides

man, I'm
to be

My

I'm

a king.

And

to

much

And

1953

referring to

my

sufferings as a king.

the king. Before being a

swayed by

is

a great nuisance!

anyone

to

a mission

mean,

it

must be

for

what he

king,

says

when he

and does,

doesn't

is

inevi-

alone. But I'm not entirely alone because I'm

accompanied by
force.

put up with

in

being a king instead of a man.

account

tably very

my

to

Rome

the rest doesn't count.

must be

it

man from

don't deny I'm lonely. Deeply so.

have

had

reign.

king whose destiny

accomplished.

goodness,

my

referring to

can't separate the

pretty lonely
I

what

remember? And I'm not even

has to

it

has always been so dif-

life

so exhausting. Just think of

during the

me. But

to

Which doesn't happen often.


who laugh at everything silly,

No, I'm not one of those people


but you must understand that my

M.R.P.:

rarer than a shooting

is

Only when something funny happens

be something really very funny.

O.F.:

world

in the

Don't you ever laugh, Majesty?

star.

M.R.P.:

and

I,

267

Nobody

goes forward like a beautiful dream.

should be happier than


O.F.:

Riza Pahlavi

then

My

force that others can't see.

mystical

get messages. Religious messages. I'm very,

God, and I've always said that if


would be necessary to invent him. Oh, I
feel so sorry for those poor souls who don't have God. You
can't live without God. I've lived with God ever since the age
of five. That is, since God gave me those visions.
very religious.

God

believe in

didn't exist,

it

O.F.: Visions, Majesty?

M.R.P.: Yes, visions. Apparitions.


O.F.:

Of what? Of whom?
Of prophets. Oh,

I'm surprised you don't

M.R.P.:

Everyone knows
biography. As
and one when

had

I've

a child
I

was

he who, according

had two

The

six.

to

visions.

even wrote

time,

it

in

One when

visions.

first

know about

my

it.

auto-

was

five

saw our Prophet

Ali,

our religion, disappeared

to return

on

when he would save the world. had an accident


fell against a rock. And he saved me
he placed himself between me and the rock. know because saw him. And not in
the day

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208

dream in reality. Material reality, if you see what I mean. I


was the only one who saw him. The person who was with me
a

him

didn't see

me

except

But no one

at all.

because

was supposed

else

Oh, I'm

afraid

him

to see

you don't understand

me.
O.F.:

Indeed

don't. Majesty.

had got off

don't understand you at

such a good

to

and instead now

start,

business of visions, of apparitions

We

all.
.

This

not clear to me,

It's

that's all.

M.R.P.

Because you don't believe.

don't believe me.

He
Anyway many

believe

accomplish

take

all

O.F.:

reign

God was

My

beside me.

Mind

that there

you,

mean,

could. But

was someone

told you, only as a child.

At intervals of one or two


years.

it.

didn't ever

visions were miracles that saved the

it's

else

not

don't want

behind me.

well, did

it's

For instance,

Never

as

to,

it

me

to

I've

done

because

was God.

later as

an adult

Or even

years.

It

saved

fair for

you have these

only as a child, or have you also had them


I

if

has saved the country and

you see what I mean?


No, Majesty. Because

M.R.P.:

father didn't

the credit for myself for the great things that

for Iran.

know

my

he always laughed about

it,

people, albeit respectfully, ask

a mission.

My

because

don't believe in God, you

was a fantasy. My answer is no. No, because I


God, in the fact of having been chosen by God to

it

believe in

country.

You

people don't. Even

never believed

it.

suspect

Many

Do

visions

an adult?

only dreams.

every seven or eight

once had two dreams

in the

span of

fif-

Dreams

in

teen years.
O.F.:

What

M.R.P.

dreams. Majesty?

Religious dreams.

my

Based on

mysticism.

which I saw what would happen in two or three months, and


that happened just that way in two or three months. But what
these dreams were about, I can't tell you. They didn't have to
do with me personally; they had to do with domestic problems
of the country and so should be considered as state secrets. But
perhaps you'd understand better if instead of the word dreams I
used the word presentiments.

Some

believe in reincarnation,

have continuous presentiments,

believe in presentiments too.


I

believe in presentiments.

as strong as

my

instinct.

Even

Mohammed
when

the day

they shot at

269

Riza Pahlavi

me

from

a distance of six feet,

it

was

my instinct that saved me. Because, instinctively, while the asdid what in boxing is
sassin was emptying his revolver at me,
called shadow dancing. And a fraction of a second before he
I

my heart, moved aside in such a way that the bullet


also believe in miracles.
went into my shoulder. A miracle.
When you think I've been wounded by a good five bullets,
aimed

at

one

one

in the face,

so

last

one stuck

You have to
jammed
many air disasters, and yet

trigger

scathed

thanks

to a

one

in the shoulder,

the body, and that the

in the

head, two in

in the barrel

because the

believe in miracles. I've had

always

come out un-

God and

the prophets.

I've

miracle willed by

see you're incredulous.

More than

O.F.:

because

incredulous, I'm confused. I'm confused, Majesty,

Well, because

visions

you.

Not

to

find myself talking to a person

knew nothing about these miracles, these


... came here to talk about oil, about Iran, about
Even about your marriages, your divorces.

hadn't foreseen.

change

must have been

the subject, but those divorces

quite dramatic. Weren't they. Majesty?


M.R.P.:

It's

my life has gone forward under the


when my personal feelings have had to

hard to say because

sign of destiny,
suffer, I've

and

always protected myself with the thought that a par-

was willed by

ticular pain

when you have

sonal feelings don't count.


hasn't the right.

had such
told

king or one

sponsibilities

first

of

all

duty,

of duty. For instance,

in a king, per-

and

was

my

when my

know

her."

One

If

one

isn't.

all

is

a king,

one must bear

it

father

didn't

agreed

is

all

He

always

I've

duty to agree at once.

to object or say, "I don't

it

and

And

marry Princess Fawzia of Egypt,"

to

me

to

once because

can't rebel against destiny

king never cries over himself.

king means

a strong sense

even occur
at

me, "You're

You

fate.

mission to accomplish.

either

the re-

the burdens of being a king, without giv-

ing in to the regrets or claims or sorrows of ordinary mortals.


O.F.

Fawzia, Majesty, and take that

Let's skip the case of Princess

You chose

of Princess Soraya.
didn't

M.R.P.:

it

Well

her yourself as your wife. So

hurt you to repudiate her?


.

yes.

that, for a certain

For

a while, yes.

period of time,

it

can actually say

was one of the

greatest sor-

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270
rows of

my

But reason prevailed very soon, and

life.

What must

myself the following question:


try?

And

the answer was find another spouse

my

share

whom

destiny and from

my

throne. In other words,


vate matters but

on

throne. But

an heir

to ask for

to the

on

pri-

royal duties. I've always trained myself not

not talk of such things

let's

asked

my counwith whom to
for

feelings are never focused

my

be concerned with myself but with

to

do

country and

of my

divorces,

my
and

so forth. I'm far above, too far above, these matters.

But

O.F.: Naturally, Majesty.

since

think

ought

it

one thing

there's

can't help asking,

be cleared up. Majesty,

to

is

you've taken another wife? Ever since the day the


press published the

it

true

German

news
and it was spread around by the French
it had been
published by the Palestinian
.

M.R.P.: Slander, not news,

agency

press

after

newspaper A/ Mohar
disgusting slander.

I'll

for

only

woman who's supposed to


of my niece, the daughter
besides

is

obvious reasons.

you

tell

my
my

be
of

stupid,

vile,

that the photograph of the

fourth wife

is

twin

My

sister.

photograph
niece,

who

married and has a child. Yes, some of the press

would do anything to discredit me it's run by unscrupulous,


immoral people. But how can they say that I, I who wanted
the law by which it's forbidden to take more than one wife,
have got married again and secretly? It's unthinkable, it's intolerable,

it's

shameful.

O.F.: Majesty, but you're a

take

Muslim. Your

religion allows

another wife without repudiating the Empress

you

to

Farah

Diba.
M.R.P.

as the

sick,

or doesn't want to

ing her husband unhappiness

In

could, so long

be honest, one must

For instance, when a wife

is

after all!

You'd have to be
tolerate such a

husband would

your society, when a circumstance of that kind

arises,

doesn't a

our

society, a

man
man

take a mistress, or

on which

more than one? Well,

can take another wife. So long

wife consents and the court approves.


ditions

to

her wifely duties, thereby caus-

fulfill

hypocritical or naive to think a


thing.

religion,

queen gave her consent. And

admit there are cases when

in

my

Yes, of course. According to

based

my

as the first

Without those two con-

law, however, the

new marriage

Mohammed
So

can't take place.

I,

daughter?! Listen,

so vulgar.

And

O.F.: All right. Let's not talk

about

everything. Majesty, and


M.R.P.:

deny nothing.

My

whom?!

to

niece?!

My

sis-

don't even want to discuss anything

refuse to talk about

271

myself, should have broken the law by

getting married in secret?!


ter's

Riza Pahlavi

another minute.

it

any more.

it

you deny

Let's say

don't even take the trouble to deny

it.

don't even want to be quoted in a denial.


O.F.:

How come?

you don't deny

If

people will go on saying the

it,

marriage has taken place.

my

M.R.P.: I've already had


O.F.:

And nobody

believed

embassies issue a denial!

So the denial must come from you.

it.

Majesty.
M.R.P.: But the act of denying

the matter

you

it

debases me, offends me, because

of no importance to me. Does

is

that a sovereign of

my

should lower himself

lems,

niece? Disgusting! Disgusting!


king,

deny

to

Does

How

Majesty.

strange.

been talked about


beginning
your
M.R.P.

you that

right to

in relation to

to suspect that

women?

women,

women

you.

it's

have counted

And now
for

made

really afraid you've

have

left

their

in

a correct observation.

my

you know
them; they've

profited

Revolution.
rights

and

where they

life,

the things

let's

put

it

this

way.

more than anyone

different.

women. Women,

marriages, certainly not

Look,

I've

my

in

mark on me, have been quite

Certainly not

else

don't underrate

from

my White

fought strenuously so that they'd have equal

responsibilities.

I've

even put them

get military training for six

in

the army,

months and

are then

sent to the villages to fight the battle against illiteracy.

not forget I'm the son of the

veils in Iran.

But

man who

wouldn't be sincere

fluenced by a single one of them.

nobody.
life

I'm

nothing

life.

Here I'm

let's

one monarch who's always

If there's

Because the things that have counted


that

prob-

an emperor of Persia should waste time talking

that

about such things? Talking about wives,


O.F.:

right to

my

with

marriage with his

his

seem

it

seem

it

stature, a sovereign

only

Still less a
if

woman.

they're beautiful

if

stated I'd

Nobody can

Women

And

took away women's

been

in-

influence me,

are important in a

man's

and charming and keep their femi-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

272

ninity and
This business of feminism, for instance. What
do these feminists want? What do you want? You say equaHty.
Oh! I don't want to seem rude, but
You're equal in the
.

eyes of the law but not, excuse

my

saying so, in ability.

No, Majesty?
M.R.P.: No. You've never produced a Michelangelo or a Bach.
You've never even produced a great chef. And if you talk to

O.F.:

me about opportunity, all 1 can say is, are you joking? Have
you ever lacked the opportunity to give history a great chef?
You've produced nothing great, nothing! Tell me, how many
women capable of governing have you met in the course of
your interviews?
O.F.:

At

M.R.P.:

Golda Meir and

least two. Majesty.

Who

knows?

All

much

govern, are

more

can say

is

Indira

that

harsher than men.

Gandhi.

women, when

Much

cruder.

they

Much

bloodthirsty. I'm citing facts, not opinions. You're heart-

when you have

less

power. Think of Catherine de Mdicis,

Catherine of Russia, Elizabeth

of England. Not to mention

your Lucrezia Borgia, with her poisons and intrigues. You're


schemers, you're

evil. All

of you.

it's you who appointed the


Empress Farah Diba regent should the crown prince accede to

Majesty, because

O.F.: I'm surprised,

the throne while

Hm

M.R.P.:

a minor.

still

well

Yes,

before the required age.

my

if

son should become king

Queen Farah Diba would become

But there'd also be a council with which she'd have to


consult. I, on the other hand, have no obligation to consult
with anyone, and
don't consult with anyone. See the difregent.

ference?
O.F.:

see

And

it.

if

But the
you took

remains that your wife would be regent.

fact

this decision.

Majesty,

it

means you think

she's capable of governing.

M.R.P.:

Hm. ...

the decision.
are

In

any case,

And

that's

what

thought

when

we're not here just to talk about

took
this,

we?

O.F.: Certainly not.

Besides

things that interest


to talk

me

about you, here

haven't even begun to ask you the

most. Majesty. For example,


in

when

Teheran, people lock themselves

try

in

Mohammed
They

a fearful silence.

Why

Majesty.

Out of an

M.R.P.:

Riwa Pahlavi

don't even dare pronounce your

name,

that?

is

excess of respect,

they don't behave like that at

America,

273

drove through the

the airport to the palace

With me,

suppose.

When

all.

city in

in fact,

returned from

an open

car,

was wildly applauded, by

and from
at least a

They cheered,
they were by no means locked

people overcome with enthusiasm.

million

they shouted patriotic slogans,

Nothing has changed since the day I


my car on their shoulders
and carried it for three miles. Yes, it was three miles from the
house where I lived to the building where I was to take my
oath to the Constitution. And I was riding in that car. After a
few yards the people lifted the car like a sedan chair and
you

in silence as

became king and

rried

on

it

say.

the people lifted

their shoulders for a

O.F.:

God

forbid. Majesty.

good three miles.

What was

mean? That they're all against me?


meant only what I said. Here in Te-

your question supposed

to

heran people are so afraid of you they don't even dare pro-

nounce your name.

And why should

M.R.P.:

what you're

see

they talk about

me

to a foreigner?

many

O.F.: I'm referring to the fact, Majesty, that

you

don't

people consider

a dictator.

what they write

M.R.P.: That's

work

my

for

people.

O.F.: Yes, yes, but

M.R.P.:

referring to.

No,

in

Le Monde. And what do


Monde.

care?

don't work for Le

would you deny you're

wouldn't deny

it,

a very authoritarian king?

because in a certain sense

am. But

through reforms, one can't help but be authori-

look, to carry
tarian.

Especially

when

the reforms take place in a country

where only twenty-five percent of the inhabitants


know how to read and write. You mustn't forget that illiteracy
like

is
I

Iran,

drastic here

it'll

take at least ten years to eliminate

don't say to eliminate

for those

when

who

it

for

everyone

today are under the age of

three-quarters of a nation doesn't

it.

And

say to eliminate
fifty.

it

Believe me,

know how

to read or

you can provide for reforms only by the strictest authoritarianism


otherwise you get nowhere. If hadn't been harsh,
I wouldn't even
have been able to carry out agrarian reform

write,

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

274

and

my whole

Once

reform program would have been stalemated.

had happened, the extreme

that

would have

left

dated the extreme right within a few hours, and

White Revolution

the

do what

would have been

that

For instance, order

did.

anyone opposing the distribution of


no democracy

there's
O.F.:

finished.

troops to

So

land.

liqui-

not only
I

open

had
fire

to

on

to say that in Iran

there, Majesty?

Is

M.R.P.:

my

it's

assure you, there

is.

many ways

assure you that in

more democratic than your countries

Iran

is

Europe. Aside from

in

own their land, that the workers parmanagement of the factories, that the large industrial complexes are owned by the state instead of private individuals, you should know that elections here begin in the
the fact that the peasants
ticipate in the

villages
els.

and take place

at local,

municipal, and provincial lev-

In Parliament, of course, there are only two parties. But

they're the ones that accept the twelve points of

Revolution,
ideology of

and how many

my White

two that are able


negligible,

parties

ought

to

my White

represent the

Revolution? Besides those are the only

to get

enough

votes

the minorities are so

so ridiculous in size that they wouldn't even be

able to elect a deputy.

And

tain minorities to elect

be that as

may,

it

any deputies. Just

as

don't want cer-

won't allow the

Communist party. The communists are outlawed in Iran.


They only want to destroy, destroy, destroy, and they swear
allegiance to others instead of to their country and their king.

They're
O.F.:

traitors,

and

I'd

be crazy to

let

them

Maybe I explained myself badly, Majesty.


as we understand it in the West, namely,
mits anyone to think as he likes and

is

exist.

meant democracy

regime that per-

based on a parliament

where even minorities are represented.


I don't want that kind of democracy! Don't you understand? I wouldn't know what to do with such a democracy! It's
all yours, you can have it! Your wonderful democracy! You'll
.

M.R.P.: But

see, in a

O.F.: Well,

few years, where your wonderful democracy leads.

maybe

it's

a little chaotic.

you respect man and

But

it's

the only thing possi-

freedom of thought.
ble
M.R.P.: Freedom of thought, freedom of thought! Democracy, deif

his

Mohammed
With

mocracy!

Riza Pahlavi

streets.

going on

children

five-year-old

parading through the

275
strike

and

That's democracy? That's free-

dom?
O.F.: Yes, Majesty.

me. And

M.R.P.: Well, not to

you done

in the last

go on not studying

me

let

few years

add:

in

how much

your universities,

in

studying have

your universities?

how

will

And if you
you be able

keep up with the needs of technology? Won't you become

to

Americans thanks

servants of the

to

your lack of preparation,

won't you become third- or even fourth-rate countries? De-

O.F.:

mocracy freedom democracy! But what do these words mean?


Excuse me if I take the liberty of saying it. Majesty. But in my
opinion they mean, for example, not removing certain books
to Teheran. I know that
book on Vietnam was removed from the bookstores when

from bookstores when Nixon comes

my

Nixon came here and put back only

after he'd left.

What?

M.R.P.:

O.F.: Yes, yes.

M.R.P.: But you're not

Here

O.F.:

on the

Teheran?

in

blacklist, are

don't know.

It

you?

could be. I'm on every-

body's blacklist.
M.R.P.

Hm.

And

here I'm receiving you in the palace, and

you're here sitting next to me.


O.F.:

Which

is

Hm. ...
dom here.

M.R.P.:

O.F.:

It

very kind of you. Majesty.


certainly

It
.

shows we have democracy and

certainly does. But I'd like to ask

I'd like to

and

ask you:

lived here

free-

if

you something. Majesty.

were an Iranian instead of an

and thought

as

do and wrote

as

do,

Italian,

mean

would you throw me in jail?


M.R.P. Probably. If what you thought and wrote went counter
our laws, you'd be put on trial.
I

were

O.F.: Really?

M.R.P.:

And sentenced

think

you'd find

you
oil

if

to criticize you,

so.
it

to

too?

Naturally. But, between ourselves,

don't think

me in Iran. What would


my foreign policy? For my

easy to criticize or attack

criticize or attack

me

for?

For

policy? For having distributed land to the peasants? For

allowing workers to share in profits up to twent) percent and to

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

276
be able

to

buy stock up

For fighting

to forty-nine percent?

illit-

eracy and disease? For having brought progress to a country

O.F.:

where there was little or none?


No, no. Not for that, Majesty.

I'd attack

know:

out against students and

for the repression carried

been

lectuals in Iran, for example. I've

you

let's see.

intel-

told the prisons are so

new arrests have to be put in army camps. Is that


true? But how many political prisoners are there in Iran today?
M.R.P.: I don't know exactly. It depends on what you mean by the
expression political prisoners. If you're speaking of the communists, for instance, I don't consider them political prisoners
that

full

because

it's

forbidden by law to be a communist. Therefore a

me

communist

to

criminal.

then you

If

is

not a political prisoner but a

death of old people,

more obvious
oners.

that

To them,

kill

pity for those criminals

me, but

you

I've

son

if

I've

who

only to plot against public

the
the

political pris-

always pardoned

never had the slightest


or for traitors to the

call guerrillas

country. They're the sort of people

my

them

don't even consider

show no mercy. Oh,

those who've tried to

common

mean those whose actions result in


women, innocent children, it's all

are capable of killing

safety.

They're people

to

be eliminated.

you have them shot, don't you?


Those who have killed people, of course. They're
because they're
not because they're communists

O.F.: In fact,

M.R.P.

Communists

may

are simply sentenced to prison,

Oh,
and so

vary from a few to several years.

for

shot.

But

terrorists.

terms that

can imagine what

forth. But, you see,


you think about the death penalty,
certain opinions depend on the type of education one has had,
on culture, on climate, and you shouldn't take it for granted
that what goes for one country goes for them all. Take an
apple seed and plant it in Teheran, then take another seed
from the same apple and plant it in Rome the tree that grows
in Teheran will never be the same as the tree that grows in
Rome. Here it's right and necessary to shoot certain people.

Pietism

is

absurd here.

While listening to you, I was wondering something, Majesty.


I was wondering what you think of the death of Allende.
M.R.P.: Here's what I think. I think his death teaches us a lesson;

O.F.:

Mohammed

Riza Pahlavi

277

you must be one thing or the other, be on one side or the


if you want to accomplish something and win. Middleof-the-road compromises aren't possible. In other words, either

other,

you're a revolutionary or else you insist

on law and order

Much

can't be a law-and-order revolutionary.

And

one.

Allende wanted

if

why

Marxist ideas,

Castro

while

came

to rule

at least ten

am

force

And

I.

is

still

a certain

But then

in power.

plan on staying there by showing that with

you can do

socialism

When

thousand people,

of you said, "Bravo, bravo, bravo!" Well, in

all

sense he deserved the bravos since he's


so

accordance with his

didn't he organize himself better?

power, he killed

to

in

you

less a tolerant

of things, and

a lot

I'll

even prove that your

finished. Old, obsolete, finished. People

were

talk-

hundred years ago; they were writing


about it a hundred years ago. Today it no longer goes with
modern technology. I achieve more than the Swedes, and in
fact can't you see that even in Sweden the socialists are losing
ing about socialism a

ground? Ah! Swedish socialism!

and water.

ized forests

O.F.: Again, Majesty,

...

It

hasn't even national-

have.

me

don't understand. Are you telling

a certain sense you're a socialist,

that in

and that your socialism

is

more modern and advanced than the Scandinavian kind?


M.R.P.: Of course. Because that socialism means a system of social
security for those
salary- at

cialism of

my White

centive to work.
lieve
really

who

me,

It's

have nothing
by

will

leftists,

like

who do

those

work.

Revolution, on the other hand,

new, original socialism, and

Iran we're

in

you Europeans
infiltrated

don't work and nevertheless receive a

month

the end of the

to

much more advanced


learn from you.

never write

The

be-

than you and

But these are things

the international press

by the so-called

so-

an in-

is

left.

Ah,

is

this left!

so
It's

Even the priests! By now even


whose purpose is only to destroy,
destroy, destroy. And even in Latin American countries, even
in Spain! It seems incredible. They abuse their own church.
Their own church! They talk about injustice, about equality'.
even corrupted the clergy.

they're turning into elements

O.F.:

Ah,

Let's get

this left! You'll see, you'll see

back to you. Majesty-.

maybe even

ruthless,

where

it'll

bring you.

So intransigent, so harsh,

behind that sad

face. In the

end so simi-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

278

your father.

lar to

enced by your

wonder

to

what extent you've been

influ-

father.

Not even my father could influence me. I've


nobody can influence me! Yes, I was fond of my father. Yes, I admired him. But that's all. I never tried to copy
him, to imitate him. Nor would it have been possible, even if
I'd wanted to. As personalities we were too different, and even
the historical circumstances in which we found ourselves were

M.R.P.:

None

at all.

told you,

too different.
to

My

father started

When

from nothing.

he came

power, the country had nothing. Nor did he even have the

problems we have today on the


Russians.

And my

The

relations with everyone.

by the British,
selves

frontiers, especially

father could afford to have

who

with the

good neighborly

only basic threat was represented

1907 had divided Iran between them-

in

and the Russians, and wanted

Iran to constitute a kind

of no man's land between Russia and their empire in India.

But

later the British

easy for

my

gave up this plan and things

became

fairly

father.

...

from nothing, I found a throne.


on the throne than I found myself having
to lead a country occupied by foreigners. And I was only
twenty-one. That's not much, twenty-one, not much. Besides,
I didn't only have to keep the foreigners in check and nothing
had to face a sixth column on the extreme right and exelse.
treme left to exert greater influence on us, the foreigners had
No, it wasn't
created the extreme right and extreme left.
easy for me. Maybe it was more difficult for me than for my
father. Without counting the period of the cold war, which
lasted up until a few years ago.
O.F.: Majesty, you just mentioned the problems you have on the
I,

instead

But no sooner was

didn't start

Which is your worst neighbor today?


You can never tell, since you never know who your worst
neighbor is. But I'd be inclined to say that at the moment it's
frontiers.

M.R.P.:

Iraq.

O.F.: I'm surprised, Majesty, that

neighbor.
M.R.P.:

The

Soviet Union.

good diplomatic and trade

we have

you should

was expecting you

gas pipeline.

With

the Soviet

relations.
I

cite Iraq as

to say the Soviet

mean we

With
sell

your worst

Union.

Union we have
Union

the Soviet

gas to the

Soviet

Mohammed
Union. Technicians come
the cold war

over.

is

Riza Pahlavi

to us

279

from the Soviet Union. And

But the question with the Soviet Union

always be the same, and in negotiating with the Russians,

will

must always keep

Iran

communist or

in

mind

No one

not?

Russian imperialism.

And though

imperialistic policy, the fact

ous today because


say

it's

it's

become

the chief dilemma: to

can be so crazy or naive as to deny


Russia has always had an

remains

linked to

it's

much more

communist dogma.

danger-

mean

to

easier to face countries that are only imperialist than

countries that are both imperialist and communist. There's

what

USSR's pincer movement. There's their dream


Ocean by passing through the Persian

call the

of reaching the Indian


Gulf.

And

Iran

this bastion,

and

is

the

last

bastion for the defense of our civili-

what we consider decent.

zation, of

So the problem of

will to resist.

now on.
O.F.: And Iran

If

they were to

our survival would depend

today

is

resisting

pretty strong militarily, isn't

M.R.P.: Very strong, but not strong

enough

to

try to attack

on our capacity
comes up from

solely

it?

be able to

resist

the

For instance,

Russians in case of attack. That's obvious.

bomb. But I feel strong enough to resist


should the Third World War break out. Yes, I said Third
World War. Many think the Third World War can only break

don't have the atomic

out over the Mediterranean, but

more

who

easily over Iran.

say

it

Oh, much more

easily!

control the world's energy resources.

the world,

oil

can break out

To

It's

much

we, in

reach the

doesn't go through the Mediterranean,

through the Persian Gulf and the Indian Ocean. So

if

fact,

rest
it

of

goes

the So-

And we'd probably be


overcome, and then the noncommunist countries could
hardly sit there with their hands folded. And they'd intervene.
And it would be the Third World War. Obviously. The nonUnion were

viet

to attack us,

we'd

resist.

communist world couldn't accept the disappearance of Iran,


because it knows that to lose Iran would mean to lose everything. Have
made myself clear?
I

O.F.: Perfectly clear.

World War

like

And

horribly.

something

Because you

that's

talk of the

going to happen

Third

in the

near

future. Majesty.

M.R.P.:

speak of

it

as

something possible with the hope

that

it

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

28o

won't happen. As a possibility for the near future,

see instead

war with one of our neighbors. After all, we have


nothing but enemies on our frontiers. It's not only Iraq that's
a small

giving us trouble.
O.F.:

And your

great friend. Majesty,

mean

the United States,

is

geographically remote.
M.R.P.: If you're asking

swer

is

States

me who

our only friend

isn't

consider our best friend, the an-

among

the United States

others.

plenty

Because the United

of countries

show us

friendship and believe in us, in the importance of Iran. But

the United States understands us better for the simple reason


that

many

has so

it

interests here.

Economic and

and therefore

direct interests, political

therefore

indirect interests.

one of the keys, to the


world. I need only add that the United States cannot shut itself
up within the borders of its country, it cannot go back to the
Monroe Doctrine. It's obliged to honor its responsibilities toward the world and thus to be concerned with us. And that
does nothing to detract from our independence, because everyone knows that our friendship with the United States
I've just said that Iran

doesn't

made
for

make

the key, or

is

us slaves of the United States.

The

Not elsewhere. Not


along with Nixon as I've

here, in Teheran.

example.

get

other presidents of the United States, but

along with
friend.

him only

if

in

decisions are

Washington,

got along with

can continue

I'm sure that he's treating

In fact, as a friend

who

to get

me

as a

within a few years will repre-

sent a world power.


O.F.:

The United

States

is

also

good friends with

Israel,

and you've

expressed yourself lately toward Jerusalem in very harsh terms.


Less harshly toward the Arabs, on the other hand, with

whom

seems you want to improve relations.


M.R.P.: We base our policy on fundamental principles, and we canit

not accept the idea that a country, in this case

annex

territory

this principle

is

through the use of arms.


applied to the Arabs,

plied to us. You'll


tiers

war.

tell

me

it's

it

We

Israel,

should

can't because

may one day

always been like

if

be ap-

this, that fron-

have always changed as a result of the use of arms and


I

no reason to recognize this fact as a


Besides everyone knows that Iran has accepted

agree, but that's

valid principle.

Mohammed

UN

the

you

are

What's

from using the


it's

to

21

the Arabs lose faith in the

if

persuade them that they've been de-

to

keep them from taking their revenge? Even

weapon? Oil

oil

go

will

to their heads. Besides

already going to their heads.

you

O.F.: Majesty,

M.R.P.: Oil

should

Arabs but

side with the

care

why

if it

shouldn't

goes to Israel?

our personal relations with

embassy

in

Israel?

goes where

It

Israel, as

Jerusalem but we have

it

you know, we have no

Israeli

We're Muslims but not Arabs. And


very independent position.

Our oil
And why
goes. And as

anyone.

to

go to

it

the Israelis.

sell oil to

and so

sold by the oil companies,

is

goes everywhere

for

and

resolution of 1967,

UN, how
feated?

Riza Pahlavi

technicians in Iran.

in foreign policy

we

take a

Does such a position foresee the day when Iran and Israel will
normal diplomatic relations?
M.R.P.: No. Or rather, not until the question of the withdrawal of

O.F.:

establish

Israeli

And

troops from the occupied territories has been resolved.

as for the possibilities of this question

can only say that the


live in

Israelis

peace with the Arabs.

It's

And

keep

up

it

occur

on nursing the
time of

its

Europe

who spend

it's

the

also

strikes, for

and

How

example.

long will

fantastic spirit that inspired

Israel
it

go

at the

new genwho come from Eastern

formation? I'm thinking especially of the

to find

said Iran

materials,

they want to

how either the Arabs or Israelis can


Besides, new phenomena are beginning to

terrible

erations in Israel,

O.F.: Majest>',

if

don't see

for long.

in Israel

not only the Arabs

enormous sums of money on war


Israelis.

being resolved,

have no choice

you

and of the

Israelis

themselves treated differently from the others.

said

something

would soon represent

You

while ago that struck me.


a

wodd

haps referring to the forecasts of those

Were you
economists who say
power.

perthat

within thirty-six years Iran should be the richest country in the

world?
M.R.P.:

To

say

it

will

become

perhaps going too


greatest

far.

the richest country in the world

But

to say

it

will rank

and most powerful countries

Thus

in the

among

world

is

the five

isn't

going

same level as the


United States, the Soviet Union, Japan, and France.
don't
mention China because China isn't a rich countrv, nor can it

too far at

all.

Iran will find itself at the


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202

become

one

within

if

twenty-five

years

it

reaches

the

1,400,000,000 inhabitants that have been predicted. We, on


the other hand,

twenty-five years will be 60,000,000 at

in

we can expect

most. Oh, yes,

and great strength,


no coincidence that

great wealth,

may

whatever the communists

say.

It's

I'm getting ready to launch a birth control program.


here's the point

omy

want

make: you can't separate the econ-

to

is rich economibecomes powerful on an


when speaking of the economy,

from other things, and once

cally,

it

becomes

international level. Besides,


oil

I'm

country

rich in every sense.

I'm not only referring to

It

referring to a balanced econ-

omy

that includes every kind of production,

trial

to the agricultural,

made

should have

And

from handicrafts

from the indus-

We

to electronics.

the transition from carpets to computers

the result, instead,

that we've kept the carpets while adding

is

We

make carpets by hand, but we also


make them by machine. What's more, we make wall-to-wall
carpeting. Every year we double our national production.
Anyway there are so many signs that we'll become a world
power. Ten years ago, for instance, when my White Revoluthe computers.

still

tion began, there were only 1,000,000 students in the schools.

Today

there

and

3,100,000,

are

ten

in

years

there'll

be

5,000,000 or 6,000,000.
O.F.:

You've
esty,

puters,

made

we

all

know

and that

rugs,

thanks to

it's

It's

thanks to

it's

thanks to

simple.
it

we

Shall

oil.

can exploit

that

about the policy you've

finally talk

and with regard to the West?


this
oil and I can't drink it. But
have

rest

it

of the world. Therefore


sale

its

to

I've

of

from being used

to

I've

chosen

I've

already said that

and everyone knows that

Arab, therefore what

do

is

a policy

my

It

never thought of aligning

myself with the Arab countries that were threatening


mail the West.

rest

everyone without distinction.

hasn't been a difficult choice

dent,

know

to the utmost without blackmailing the

of guaranteeing

Maj-

you have com-

oil

the world and even by trying to keep

blackmail the

referring to oil,

oil that

you turn out machineare also coming to you

oil that

and that tomorrow's riches

adopted concerning
M.R.P.:

you weren't only

just said that

but

my

country

country

is

is

to black-

indepen-

Muslim but not

not to suit the Arabs but to help

Mohammed

283

Riza Pahlavi

you can make a


me and
the Arabs. Because the countries that say "we won't sell any
more oil to the West" don't know what to do with their money
needs money, and with

Iran. Besides Iran

lot

Oh,

of money.

oil

whole difference between

that's the

and so they don't worry about the future. Often they have a
population of only six or seven hundred thousand inhabitants

much money

and so

in the

pumping

or four years without

have these thirty-one and

economy

to

Therefore

develop,

that they could live for three

or selling a drop of

oil.

a half million inhabitants,

program of reforms

need money.

know what

pump

can't afford not to

bank

oil.

to

to

Not I.
and an

complete.

do with money, and

can't afford not to sell

to

it

anyone.
O.F.:

Meanwhile Qaddafi

Me

M.R.P.: Traitor?!?

my

into

calls

a traitor,

you

a traitor.

when

taken the whole business

I've

hands and already dispose of

fifty-one percent of the

production that formerly belonged exclusively to foreign

companies?

me and

insult to

seriously.

all

country as

that he shouldn't

Look,

hand, will
sixt}'.

much

scream so

last at least thirty

very, very likely that

But even

if

1976

new

Our

we'll be extracting as

M.R.P.:

That

still

sell

the West, and

decision not to blackmail the


follow
If

my

example.

If

not

all

like

Iran,

it

terms.

They

visibly increasing

quite a

OPEC
may

West

in

lot.

hasn't yet decided

very well be that

my

induce the Arabs

will

the Arabs, at least

Some

to

some of them.

countries aren't in-

they haven't the experts Iran has, and

they don't have the people behind

my own

is

few enemies. Majesty.

not right away, in a short time.

dependent

manage extremely

we'll

as eight million barrels a

lot,

can't say. In fact, the

oil to

on the other

oil,

deposits will be discovered.

much

any case, you've made quite

not to

My

And maybe fifty,


we discover new deposits,

production

day. Eight million barrels are a


O.F.: In

the Libyan oil reserves

or forty years.

that shouldn't happen,

well just the same.

at

serving his

in

can only remind him

depends on whether or not

It
it's

Mr. Qaddafi

can't take this

be exhausted in ten years' time.

will

and

can only wish him success

succeed in serving mine,

oil

wasn't aware Mr. Qaddafi had addressed such an

still

can't.

them

It's

as

do.

can dictate

not easy to reach a point

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

284
where you can

sell

your

oil directly

and be

com-

free of the oil

panies that have had a monopoly for decades and decades.

And
.

if

even the Arab countries were

Oh,

would be

it

so

much

to follow

my

decision

simpler, and safer too,

Western countries were exclusively buyers and we


sellers!
.

There'd be no resentment, blackmail, rancor,

Yes,

and

in

open

it

may

to

hostility.

very well be that I'm setting a good example,

any case I'm going ahead with

anyone who wants

many have

the

if

direct

it.

Our

doors are wide

to sign a contract with us,

and

already offered to do so. British, Americans, Japa-

Germans. They were

nese, Dutch,

so shy in the beginning.

But now they're becoming ever more daring.


O.F.:

And

the Italians?

selling much oil to the Italians at the moment,


we may reach an important agreement with ENI * and I
think we're on the way to doing so. Yes, we may become ex-

We're not

M.R.P.:

but

ENI, and anyway our relations with the


Italians have always been good. Ever since the time of Mattei.
Wasn't the agreement I signed with Mattei in 1957 my first

cellent partners with

success in breaking the old system of exploitation by foreign

companies? Oh,
but

him.
a

know
I

man

I'll

liked

don't

know what

oil

others say about Mattei,

never be able to be objective in talking about

him

too

much. He was

a very

decent fellow, and

capable of reading the future, a really exceptional per-

sonality.

O.F.:

As

a matter of fact, they killed

M.R.P.: Probably.

him.

But he shouldn't have been

bad

flying in that

and

oil
The
bad
just
the
wasn't
it
can really become a curse. But maybe
weather. And anyway it was a great shame. For us too. Well,

weather.

fog in

Milan

gets very thick in winter,

I'm not saying that Mattei's death brought about a setback in

our relations with ENI. No, no, since we're about


a large deal. Mattei couldn't have

we're about to do

had

lived,

back and

Do you

really the
this

to

conclude

better, since

maximum.

Still if

what

Mattei

agreement years ago.


you mentioned before,

clarify the point

or don't you think that the Arabs will end by

Ente Nazionale Idrocarburi

note.)

is

we'd have reached

O.F.: I'd like to go

Majesty.

now

done any

National

Hydrocarbon Authority. (Translator's

Mohammed

Riza Pahlavi

carrying out their threat to cut off


M.R.P.:

It's

hard to

To

inclined to say no.

of

oil to

the West?

just as easily

chance of being wrong. But

cut off

would be

profit,

all sales

Very hard, because one can

say.

say yes or no, with an equal

source of

285

be

I'd

up

the West, to give

oil to

that

them.

a very difficult decision for

and while

Not all the Arabs


some may not need money, others certainly do.
O.F. And meanwhile the price of oil will go up?
M.R.P.: It certainly will. Oh, most certainly! You can carry back the
bad news and add that it comes from someone who knows
what he's talking about. I know everything there is to know
are following Qaddafi's policy,

about

everything.

oil,

really

It's

my

specialty.

a specialist that the price of oil will

other solution. But

it's

on yourselves. Or,

if

like,

And

you

tell

as

go up. There's no

to

you Westerners have brought


brought on by your

a solution

you

have

a solution

overcivilized industrial society. You've increased the price of


wheat by three hundred percent, and the same for sugar and
cement. You've sent the price of petrochemicals skyrocketing.

You buy crude

from us and then

oil

You make
only

it's

Ten

us

fair that

Let's say

O.F.

pay more

from

sell

back

it

to us, refined

hundred times what you paid

into petrochemicals, at a

for everything, scandalously

now on you

for

it.

more, and

should pay more for

oil.

ten times more.

times more?!

M.R.P.: But you're the ones,

who

repeat,

me

force

to raise prices!

you have your reasons. But too, if may say


in
so, have mine. Besides we won't go on quarreling forever
less than a hundred years this business of oil will be finished.

And

certainly

The need
posits are

for oil

rising at

is

an accelerated pace, the

de-

oil

being exhausted, and you'll soon have to find

new

sources of energy. Atomic, solar, or something. There'll have


to

be

we'll

many

solutions;

even have

one won't be enough. For example,


by the ocean tides.

to resort to turbines driven

Even I'm thinking of building atomic


nating sea water.

has

come

else we'll

have

installations for desali-

to drill

thousand meters below sea

for oil at ten

North Pole

Or

...

don't know.

to take strong

always done.

It's

more

know only

that the

measures and not waste

crime

to use

it

as

deeply, look

level, look for

wc

it

at

the

moment

oil as

we've

do today, crude.

If

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286

we'd only think that soon there won't by any more,


only remember that
derivatives,

namely, petrochemical products.

always a shock, for instance, to see crude

oil

price,

it's

lasting

about

talk

we'd

For

oil,

it's

the fact that oil

and that before we exhaust

it

it's

we must

Oh,

lost.

the most important thing

not Qaddafi's boycott,

me

used for electrical

generators, without paying any heed to the value

when you

if

can be transformed into ten thousand

it

is

the

isn't

not ever-

new

invent

sources of energy.
O.F.:

This curse we

M.R.P.:

call oil.

Sometimes

wonder

if

when you have


other

it's

it,

we

on the one hand

call oil,
it's

a blessing but

inconvenience. Because

a great

it is. So much
and believe me,

not really what

that's

has been written about the curse

it

on the

represents such a

The world could blow up on account of this damned


I see
And even if, like me, you're fighting the threat

danger.
oil.

O.F.: I'm smiling.


talk

about

attention.

oil.

You

light up,

you

vibrate,

You become another man.

when you
you concentrate your

the two elements that merge in


.

And

Majesty.

On

modern and

you're so ancient, on the other so

Majesty, because you're so different

going away without having understood you.

Eastern that

Why?

you're smiling.

I'm

the one hand,


.

Maybe

it's

you, the Western and the

No, we Iranians aren't all that different from you Europeans. If our women wear the veil, so do yours. The veil of
the Catholic Church. If our men have more than one wife, so
do yours. The wives you call mistresses. And if we believe in
visions, you believe in dogmas. If you think yourselves supe-

M.R.P.:

rior, we have no complexes. Don't ever forget that whatever


you have, we taught you three thousand years ago.
see now you're smiling too,
O.F.: Three thousand years ago
more. Ah, it's too bad we
any
look
sad
You
don't
so
Majesty.
.

on the business of the blacklists.


M.R.P.: But can you really be on the blacklist?
O.F.: Majesty! As if you didn't know, you the King of Kings and
who knows everything! But I told you, it may well be. I'm on
can't agree

everybody's blacklist.

Mohammed
M.R.P.:

What

a pity.

the blackhst of

my
O.F.:

Or

my

rather,

it

287

Riza Pahlavi
doesn't matter.

authorities,

I'll

Even

heart.

You

frighten

me. Majesty. Thank you. Majesty.

Teheran, October 197

if

you're

put you on the white

list

on
of

12

Helder Camara

His church was a poor church in the

city of Recife, there in the

north of Brazil where the only thing beautiful


close to the equator,

it is

and the drought had

is

always hot. That year

killed plants, children,

nothing else because there was nothing

it

the sea and, being

had never rained,

hopes.

It

had

else in Recife except

killed

dozens

and dozens of baroque churches, coated by time with a black pano one thinks to clean. His church instead was

tina of dirt that

There the only dirt was the


inscription in blood-red paint, which he had whitewashed over, but
the paint showed through and the inscription was legible. It said,
''Morte ao bispo vermelho. " Death to the Red Bishop. It had been left
there not long before by his persecutors, when they fired those maclean, white as his good conscience.

at him and threw hand bombs. And since then


church plaza was almost always deserted; many people were
to go near it. If you asked a policeman, 'Tor favor onde est

chine-gun bursts
the

little

afraid

a Igreja das Fronteiras?'' he looked

down

the license

number

of your

at

you suspiciously and jotted


happened to me. The taxi

taxi. It

driver was quaking with terror.

His house was attached to the church and hardly seemed the
dwelling of an archbishop. Clothed in

soft fabrics,

covered with

jewels, waited on by obsequious footmen, archbishops usually


in palaces

with entrances on elegant

reached by a

street

streets.

perpendicular to the

little

live

His instead could be


plaza,

Rua

das Fron-

Helder Camara

289

and was enclosed by the low wall against which they had fired
machine guns. In this low wall you hardly noticed the little
door with its green enamel paint, and the bell with no name. You
rang the bell, some chickens fluttered, a cock crowed, and mingling with this noise a soft voice was heard: 'Tm coming, I'm comteiras,

their

Then

ing!"

the door opened, cautiously at

and there stood

hesitantly,

still

the cassock a

The

eye.

mouth,

who

wooden

man was

little

nose

little

cross

little

man

suspended by a

then widely, but

first,

in a

black cassock.

steel

On

chain caught the

pale, bald, with a wrinkled face, a witty

like a boiled chestnut,

much

doesn't get

sleep.

He had

and the

of one
humble look

tired eyes

the innocuous,

of a parish priest.

He was not, he is not, a parish priest, and not even a little man.
He is the most important man you can meet in Brazil, or rather in
all of Latin America. And perhaps the most intelligent, the most
courageous. He is Dom Helder Camara, the archbishop who defies
the

government and denounces the

about which others keep

ism and say no to violence.

Nobel Peace
anything,

The

is

Many

him

call

a saint. If the

word

means

saint

government does not think so. The Brazilian govfascist, most sinister government that

perhaps the most

in Latin

freedom,

and infamies

too say he's a saint.

Brazilian

ernment
exists

Prize.

injustices, abuses,

who has the guts to preach socialMore than once he was up for the

silent,

its

America. For those

who oppose

by demanding

it

police inflict tortures that surpass any imagining.

They

use the pan de arara, or parrot's perch, which consists of a pole


similar to the
serted

one on which

parrots swing.

Of iron

or wood,

it

is

in-

between the knees and the arm sockets of the naked victim,

then hoisted up and held halfway between the floor and the ceiling.

Here the victim remains hanging during the interrogation, and

bound

since his feet and ankles are


circulation

is

plode, as though

And

its

by cords, the blood

weight had increased tenfold.

then, for those opponents

the "hydraulic method,"


is

tightly

stopped and the body swells as though about to ex-

which

who demand

freedom, there

consists of a flexible tube; the tube

introduced into the victim's nose and water poured into

the

mouth

in fact

it

moment

is

is

held shut.

a partial

of death.

Thus

drowning

And

the victim feels he

then,

is

to

be interrupted a

for those

it

while

drowning, and

is

little

opponents

before the

who demand

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

290

freedom, there are electric shocks to be apphed to the

ears, genitals,

anus, and tongue.

The

up

produces epileptic seizures, violent convulsions,

and

to 230,

it

charge

is

generally of 110 volts but

may go

third-degree burns, sometimes death, as has happened in a great

many

cases, including the

Such
the

a journalist

who

received a charge

died at once.

on

tortures are inflicted

DOPS,

all

who

those

fall

into the

hands of

the Division of Public and Social Order, the Brazilian

military criminal police.

nuns and

nists,

one of

He

of 230 volts in the anus.

They

are inflicted

on

liberals

and

commu-

and students, even foreign citiBrazil are full, and have been for many years.
guerrillas

priests,

The prisons in
You know when you go in but you never know when you'll come
out. If you come out alive, in eighty cases out of a hundred you
come out mutilated with a broken spine, paralyzed legs, crushed
testicles, eyes and ears that no longer function. The literature on
this infamy is endless. You can find it in the mimeographed sheets
zens.

issued

by resistance organizations,

American and European

in

newspapers, in embassy dispatches. Even

because Brazil

is

far

if

away, because Brazil

with sea, music, sambas, coffee, because

it is

the world often forgets,


is

a vacationland filled

not "convenient" to

dis-

turb the trade relations between democratic countries and dicta-

even though the tragedy

torships,

But beware of talking about

denouncing

sions to

it

or

Camara

is

the only one

small group of prelates


pays for

it

on

is

public knowledge.

in Brazil,

And most

beware of making

people keep

silent.

allu-

Helder

who dares to raise his voice, together with a


who have not forgotten the Gospels. But he

God, how he

tures inflicted

it.

it

pays!

When

in Paris

political prisoners in the

he described the

jails

tor-

of Sao Paulo, Rio

de Janeiro, Belo Horizonte, Porto Alegre, Recife, they called him


"traitor,"

tions

"defamer," "demagogue."

from the

little

house

in

Rua

When

he

fired off his

accusa-

das Frontieras, they fired back

machine guns and wrote Morte ao bispo vermelho on the wall.


infamous Brazilian authorities consider him a public
menace, and keep careful watch on his every gesture, his every en-

their

And

so these

counter.

The people instead worship him. They turn to him as to a father


who never rejects them and is ready to receive them at any hour of
the day or night.

If he's

an oppressed person

in

not

at

some

home,
prison,

it

means he has gone to see


some hovel, some village


Helder Camara

291

where people die of hunger and thirst before reaching the age of
forty and where death is a merciful liberation. If then he is not in
Recife, it means he is traveling about the world, to shout out his

now

message and his indignation,

now

Detroit,

Vatican

the

in

in Berlin,

now

in Kyoto,

arms

emaciated

his

now

raised

in
to

God. Though
nonviolent, he is a man who has chosen combat, cost what it may.
And the fortresses he attacks are the fortresses of shame, privilege,
heaven and

his

dictatorship.

He

fingers tensed claws reaching for

no one: neither Catholics nor Marxists, neicommunist ones, but least of all does he

spares

ther capitalist empires nor

whom

spare the fascists,

termined

Dom

he thrashes with the anger of a Christ de-

to drive the Pharisees

from the temple.

bom

Helder Camara was

in Fortaleza, in the northeast of

His father was a tradesman

Brazil, in 1909.

who

dabbled in jour-

nalism and theatrical criticism, his mother a teacher in an elementary school.

petit bourgeois origin.

And he

five

other children in the family died a few

tery

and lack of treatment. He went


His vocation burst out

boy.

teriously

at the

and insistendy. From

apart, of dysen-

seminary very

early, as a

age of eight, he says

mys-

then on he never conceived any

other

commitment

priest

toward the age of twenty-two,

for

to the

never knew wealth

months

himself except that of a

priest.

when he became

He became

a fascist. Yes,

one of us sleeps a fascist


and sometimes he never wakes up; sometimes instead he does." He
tells it without shame, scourging himself by this admission, and the
for

some time he was

a fascist. ''In every

when he

only justification he offers

is

who

a fascist.

asked

soft fabrics,

him

become

to

explains that

One

it

was

his

bishop

of those bishops clothed in

covered with jewels, waited on by obsequious footmen,

with entrances on elegant streets. One of


whose motto is God-Fatherland-Family.
Ah, yes, he knows the fascists well, Dom Helder does. He knew
them long before he landed in this little church in Recife, in this
little house where the hens flutter inside, and where he gets only
four hours of rest out of twenty-four because at night they awaken
him by continually telephoning insults to frighten him: "We're
coming to get you now and kill you, you dirty communist." "Com-

and

who

live in palaces

those

mend your

soul to

you ugly son of

God

because you won't

a bitch."

sleep a night are

enough

But he says
for

him.

it

live to see the

morning,

doesn't matter; four hours of

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

292
I

interviewed

him

there, in the course of three days.

We

spoke in

French, a language he knows well, and very often he seemed

more

like a political leader

than a

He had

priest.

voice of a leader, the shining eyes, the sureness of one

Every half hour he got up and went

he's believed.

Then he came back

coffee.

to

me

the impassioned

to

who knows
make me

with the coffee and cookies, taking the

street, to check that no one was there


daub the wall again or throw a bomb. I followed him with my
gaze and thought of Camilo Torres, the young priest who had put
away his cassock to shoulder a gun and had died in his first combat,

occasion to peer out into the


to

a bullet in the

middle of his forehead.

Alencar, the young

Dominican

whom

thought of Father Tito de

the

DOPS

had tortured

in

Sao Paulo with all the inhumanity of the Inquisition. Open your
mouth and we'll give you the consecrated host before killing you.

Then

instead of the host, they gave

the tongue.

thought of

all

him

charge of 222 volts on

the priests and nuns

who

fill

the prisons

of Latin America and die in their sufferings, while the bishops


clothed in

soft fabrics,

covered with jewels, and waited on by ob-

sequious footmen collaborate with the generals in power and protect the executioners.

In Brazil, in Chile, in

Venezuela, Guatemala.

And

came

won't give you the Nobel Peace Prize,


give

it

And

to you.

to

Uruguay, Paraguay,

the conclusion:

Dom

"They

Helder. They'll never

You're too disturbing.

indeed they didn't give

it

Willy Brandt, and in 1973 when

to

him. In 1971 they gave

his

name came

it

to

up again, they

Henry Kissinger and Le Due Tho. And Le Due Tho,


thank heaven, refused it. Not Kissinger. As we all know.
gave

it

to

ORIANA FALLACI: There's a rumor, Dom Helder, that Paul VI calls


you "my red archbishop." And as a matter of fact, you can
hardly be a convenient man for the Vatican. You must scare a
lot of people inside it. Shall we talk about this a little?
HELDER CAMARA: Look, the pope knows very well what I say and do.
When I denounce the tortures in Brazil, the pope knows it.
When I fight for political prisoners and the poor, the pope
knows it. When I travel abroad to plead for justice, the pope
knows it. He's known my opinions for some time because

Helder Camara
we've
exact,

known each other for some


when he was prosecretary of

don't hide anything from him;

was wrong

for

felt

it

me

to stop, I'd stop.

know

me

ordinary

And

never have.

if

if

affairs.

the pof)e

he were

to tell

Church and

a servant of the

the value of sacrifice.

archbishop," he does

way they do here

tionary

Since 1950, to be

time.

state for

do what I'm doing,

Because I'm

But the pope doesn't


the

to

293

is

me

that,

and

if

he

calls

me

his "red

jokingly, affectionately, certainly not

in Brazil

said to be a

The

munists.

tell

it

where anyone who's not

communist

a reac-

or in the service of the

com-

were an

agita-

accusation doesn't touch me.

If

communist, I wouldn't be able to go to the United


States and receive honoris causa degrees from American universities. Having said that, however, I should make it clear
that by my ideas and speeches I don't pledge the authority of

tor,

what

the pope
bility.

Which

to speak out.

denounced

and do

say

doesn't

The

first

is

my

make me

exclusive personal responsi-

hero

I'm not

the only one

tortures in Brazil, for instance,

have been

and foremost by the papal commission, which

does pledge the authorit>' of the pope. The pope himself has
condemned them, and his condemnation counts for much
more than that of a poor priest who doesn't scare anyone in
the Vatican.
O.F.:

poor

priest

who's

a prince of the

most admired and respected

whom
poor

men

Church, who's one of the

in the world.

they're thinking of giving the

priest

who when he

poor

Nobel Peace

priest to

Prize.

speaks of the tortures succeeds in

ing the whole Palais de Sport in Paris and

awakening the con-

science of millions of people in ever>' country. Shall

about

this,

Dom

fill-

we

talk

Helder?

it was like this. I was in Paris and they asked me to tell


what was going on. I said sure, it's also a priest's duty to inform people, especially with regard to a country like Brazil
where the press is controlled or subser\ient to the go\crnmcnt.

H.C: Well,

began by reminding the PVench that

crime quite familiar to themselves,


during the Algerian war: torture.

I'd

be talking about

who had been

guilty of

a
it

I
added that such infamies
happened through the weakness of us Christians, who are
too accustomed to bowing before power and its institutions or

also

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

294
keeping

else to

anything

silent.

new because

it

explained that

was no longer

Middle Ages,

sufferings, like those of the

prisoners

ical

Brazil

in

wouldn't be telling

inhuman

a secret that

are inflicted

on

polit-

documentation had

irrefutable

al-

ready been published everywhere.

Then

methods of

described the

And

shocks to the pau de arara.

from

torture

myself had checked. For example, the case of

whom

a student to

they did such horrible things that he threw himself

from the window of

name. And the

De

there together with

condition.

tortures,

one of

my

Among

And

advisers.

Ledeiros

at suicide,

As soon

as

rushed

was able

he was

his

is

to see

in fright-

other things, they had torn out four of

and crushed

Those

his testicles.

two regular

are

The
him confirmed this to me and
a doctor, tell him to come here

tearing out fingernails and crushing testicles.

who was
"Go to the

doctor

taking care of

said,

governor, he's

and examine the bodies of the tortured."


looking

De

Ledeiros was in the hospital,

him. Quite aside from the attempt

his fingernails

Luis

a police station.

story goes essentially like this.

learned that Luis

ful

electric

incidents that

related

for: to

have

in

my

hands,

It

finally,

was

just

what

was

a direct witness.

went immediately to the governor's palace, with my


bishop, and made the denunciation. Then I forwarded the denunciation to all the parishes, all the bishops, and to the conauxiliary

ference of bishops.
O.F.:

Some

bishops don't believe

with those

who deny

it,

Dom

the tortures.

Helder, and they side

How

do you judge these

men?
H.C.:

How

do you want

enlighten them,
I've

me

to

judge them! By hoping that

make them worthy of

God

always been for the pluralism of the Church, but

see the ones

who

will

their responsibilities.

when

represent the putrid part of the Church,

get

the urge to say what Pope John said to certain individuals:

"Dear Father, don't you know you're


of

God

has never got to you, has

it?"

really rotten?

Good

Lord,

it

The
was

spirit
legiti-

mate at first, or almost, to have doubts about the tortures.


There was no proof. But to doubt it today is grotesque. Examples have been published in the report of the World Associwith names, surnames, dates. And then how
ation of Jurists

Helder Camara

many

295

They're not the majority since

priests are in prison?

it's

more convenient to arrest a layman than a priest, to torture a


layman than a priest, but there are still many and they're valuyou can succeed

them.

in getting to

say "if"

able witnesses

if

because today

when you go to prison, it becomes imanyone know and to get in touch with a relative

possible to

let

in Brazil

or lawyer. But even that's not the worst thing

it's

the silence

of the press and citizens. Neither one nor the other dares speak

and

out,

so

it

looks as though the people are in accord with

the regime, that the victims are telling falsehoods or exaggerating.

can only hope that the scandal

that's

broken out

in the

world press and the intervention of the world Church will help
to

O.F.:

improve things.

What happened
made

H.C:

to you,

Dom

Helder, after the statements you

in Paris?

To denounce the tortures in Brazil is considered by the government a crime against the fatherland. And on this point too
there's a certain divergence of views between me and the government. In

fact,

consider

not to denounce them. So

happens

to

you,

Dom

Nothing happened.

it

left

Helder,

crime against the fatherland

Paris thinking. We'll see

when you

what

get back to Brazil.

went quietly through the

police, the cus-

toms, and went home. True, there were attacks in the press.

Curious, funny attacks. But

don't care about those, since

rarely read the newspapers, so as to avoid getting bitter.

sides

it's

useless to try to intimidate

no doubts, and what's

in

my

me;

in

my

Be-

heart there are

heart goes directly to

my

lips.

say to my flock, in my pastoral visits, in my sermons, the same


things I'm saying to you. Nor can they drown me out, since in
recognize no other authority but the
the exercise of my office
pope. Of course, I'm forbidden to speak on the radio, on television, and since I'm not naive I'm aware that sooner or later
I

they might deprixe

me

of

my

civil rights.

For whatever those

no one can exercise the vote, there


enjoy a certain freedom;
But on the whole

are worth, since in Brazil


arc

no

elections.

they only bother


O.F.:

What

H.C: Death

mc

with threats.

kind of threats?
threats,

no? Machine-gun

and slander addressed

to

fire,

bombs, telephone calls,


You must know that

the Vatican.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

296

here in Brazil there's an extreme

"Family and Security." They

some time

ago.

movement

rightist

called

me

started using that to harass

They approached people on

church and asked them, "Are you

way

their

to

commu-

for or against

nism?" The people said against, naturally, and so they collected signatures

and then sent them

Dom

"throw out that communist

to

gave

it

any importance, and neither did

But then

Ku Klux

Command,

or

CCC.

at us, or

And

This

CCC

home where

at

machine-gun

and made

once

On

me.

and

now

me

several times this

they ruined the wall with

I'm

CCC.

at the

Catholic Institute,

accustomed

know
a

who preached

we found him hanged

bullets.

going.

in the

twenty-seven-year-old

Henrique Pereira Neto,

the slums;

body riddled with

to

But they've never injured

he's paralyzed forever.

teacher at the University of Recife,


in the favelas,

machine
insults on the
fires

it

the other hand, they shot a student

collaborator of mine,

his

live,

once

another church where

Always leaving the signature


spine and

a kind

mess on the wall of the church,

at the archbishop's palace,

in

movement,

throws hand bombs, and writes

fire

him

never

takes a particular interest in

they've paid their respects to

way: twice here

once

The pope

Klan, a so-called Communist-hunting

houses where suspected communists

walls.

pope, asking

I.

later there arose a clandestine

of Brazilian

guns

to the

Helder."

Things that

sociology

the Gospels

to a tree

in Recife are

and

no

longer surprising.
O.F.:

No

H.C.:

No,

longer surprising?!

They

like the

me

telephone threats.

I've

got used to

them by now.

and say,
communist, get ready to die, we're on
our way, and we're going to show you what hell looks like."
What idiots. I don't even answer them. I smile and. hang up
the receiver. But why do you pick it up in the first place?
you'll ask. Because it's my duty to answer the telephone. It
could be someone who's sick, who needs me, who's asking for
help. Am I a priest or not? During the world championship
soccer matches they calmed down a little. For those days they
only thought about the game. But then they started up again,
and last night too they didn't let me pray or get any sleep.
call

"You're an

at night, at

agitator, a

hour or half-hour

intervals,

Helder Camara

297

Every half hour, ring-ring! ''Hello, we're coming to

They

Idiots!

still

haven't understood that

it's

no use

kill

you."

killing

me;

there are plenty of priests like me.


O.F.

Dom

Unfortunately not,

But

let's

are

your

go back
political

Helder. Rather there are very few.

nickname of "red archbishop." What


views today? Are you a socialist, as people

to that

say, or not?

H.C:

Of course
ness,

am! God created man

in his

slave.

How

and made

can we allow the majority of

to live like slaves?

ism. But neither

do

see

it

like-

you don't

be exploited

to

in the socialist

on

examples that are


dictatorships,

and

arrive at socialism with dictatorship. Dictatorship

my
amazing admit

have already

that's

changing

ide fixe. Yes, the Marxist

that the Soviet

cess in

men

don't see any solution in capital-

offered us today, because they're based

is

own image and

because he was his cocreator and not because he was a

its

has shot ahead in a

own
still

structures,

we

experiment

Union has had great sucI


admit that Red China

more extraordinary way. But when I


Red China, the

read what's happening in the Soviet Union, in


purges, the informers, the arrests, the fear,
parallel with rightist dictatorships

find

the coldness with which the Soviet

such a strong

When

and fascism!

observe

Union behaves toward un-

derdeveloped countries, Latin America for instance,


so identical with the coldness of the
to

some example of my

see

United

States!

perhaps,

socialism,

countries outside the Russian or Chinese orbit


perhaps, Czechoslovakia before they crushed
there.

O.F.:

My

socialism

spects the

human

cialism

justice.

Dom

is

is

it.

find

might

it

try

certain

in

Tanzania,

But not even

a special socialism, a socialism that re-

person and goes back to the Gospels.

My

so-

Helder, there's no word so exploited as the word justice.

There's no more Utopian word than

mean by

justice.

What do you

justice?

H.C: Justice doesn't mean assigning evenone an identical quantity


of goods in an identical way. That would be dreadful.

It

would

be as though everyone had the same face and the same body

and the same voice and the same brain.


believe in the right
to have different faces and different bodies and different voices
and different brains God can afford the risk of being judged
I

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298

God is not unjust and wants that there be no


and oppressed, he wants for each to receive what's

But

unjust.

privileged

essential for living

mean by

mean

justice?

remaining

^while

and international

a national

to

do

is

remember

To

demonstrate the

in the

latter all

that eighty percent of this planet's

resources are in the hands of twenty percent of

namely

both on

There's an internal colonial-

scale.

ism and an external colonialism.

you have

So what do

different.

a better distribution of goods,

its

countries,

hands of the superpowers or the nations that

serve the superpowers. Just to give tu'o small examples: in the

years the United States has earned a good eleven

last fifteen

on Latin America

billion dollars

that figure

the statistical bureau of Detroit University.


a

Canadian

tractor

Jamaica has

two hundred tons of sugar.

to

is

supplied by

just say that for

pay the equivalent of

... To

on the other hand,

Or

thirty-

demonstrate internal co-

do is think of
would be generous to call underdeveloped. Other areas remind you of prehistory: people there live as in the time of the caves and are
happy to eat what they find in the garbage. And what can I tell
these people? That they have to suffer to go to Paradise? Eternity begins here on earth, not in Paradise.
O.F.: Dom Helder, have you read Marx?
lonialism,

all

you have

to

Brazil. In northern Brazil there are areas that

B.C.: Sure.

And

don't agree with his conclusions but

with his analysis of capitalist society.

one the
fact

is

right to pin the label of

that

it

Marx should be

that has changed, that

is

Which

do agree

doesn't give any-

honorary Marxist on me. The

interpreted in the light of a reality

changing.

always

tell

young peo-

Marx literally; Marx should be utilized while keeping in mind that his analysis is of a century
ago. Today, for instance, Marx wouldn't say that religion is an
ple

it's

mistake to take

alienated and alienating force.

ment but such

pening with the

judgment
priests

is

Religion deserved that judg-

no longer

valid; look what's

hap-

of Latin America. Everywhere. Besides

many communists know it. People like the Frenchman


Garaudy know it, and it doesn't matter if people like Garaudy
they exist and they
are expelled from the Communist party
think, they incarnate what Marx would say in our time. What
can
say? The men on the left are often the most intelligent


Helder Camara

and most generous, but they

299
misunderstanding com-

live in a

pounded of naivete or blindness. They


heads that today there are

can't get

into their

it

the world: the two cap-

five giants in

two communist

giants, and a fifth giant that's


namely the underdeveloped world.
The first capitalist giant, there's no need to stress it, is called
the United States. The second is called the European Common Market, and it too behaves by all the rules of imperialism. The first communist giant is called the Soviet Union, the
second is called Red China, and only imbeciles delude themselves that the two capitalist empires are separated from the
two communist ones by their ideologies. They divided up the
world at Yalta and they go on dividing it up while dreaming of
giants, the

italist

with clay

a giant

feet,

second Yalta Conference. So

where

for us,

feet,

is

with the clay

for the fifth giant

there hope?

don't see

either in the

it

American and European capitalists or in the Russian and


Chinese communists.
O.F.: Dom Helder, I must ask you an embarrassing question. There
was a period in your life during which you embraced fascism.

How

was

it

H.C:

You have

And how

possible?

ferent choices?

did you arrive later at such dif-

Excuse the ugly reminder.

me

every right to remind

of that ugly

memory and

I'm not ashamed to answer. In every one of us sleeps a fascist

and sometimes he never wakes up; sometimes instead he does.


In me he woke up when I was young. I was twenty-two, I was
dreaming even then of changing the world, and I saw the
world divided between right and

left,

that

Brazil

it

was called

Integralist Action.

green shirts instead of black ones

And

solini.

that

their

sounded

youthful simplicity,
there weren't
ten

And

to.

chose fascism. In

The

many

me.

my

How

good

do

faith,

under Mus-

motto

judge this now? By

my

books to read, nor

also by the fact that

wore

integralists

like the Italians

motto was God-Fatherland-Family

fine to

com-

fascism and

is

munism. As an opponent of communism,

my

lack of information

many

sane

men

to lis-

my superior, the bishop of


me to work with the in-

Ceara, was favorable and had asked


tegralists.

seven?

when

You know
began

worked with them

till

was twenty-

to suspect that that wasn't the right path

arrived in Rio de Janeiro,

only

where Cardinal Leme, who

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300

didn't think like the bishop in Ceara, ordered

the

me

to

abandon

movement.

I'm not embarrassed to

you

tell

this,

because any experi-

ence, any mistake, enriches you and teaches you

if

nothing

To the fascists of today,


know
what I'm talking about when
say there's not only fascism,
there's not only communism; reality is much more complicated. But you want to know how arrived at my choices today.
The answer is simple: when a man works in contact with suffering, he always ends up being pregnant with suffering. Many
else,

understand others.

to

reactionaries

are

what they

because they don't know

are

When did
get pregnant? Who
that my pregnancy already existed in

poverty and humiliation.

knows?

can only say

1952 when

was named bishop. In 1955, the year of the Init was already an advanced

ternational Eucharistic Congress,

pregnancy.
the

de Paul.

got

Dom

Helder,

What do you
H.C.:

respect

When we

it.

ideas

one day

in 1960, in

the Candelaria, for the Feast of Saint Vincent

up

and began speaking of charity

in the pulpit

understood as justice
O.F.:

my new

gave birth to

Church of

and not

some mean

as beneficence.

to arrive at that justice

by violence.

think of violence as an instrument of struggle?

But here

something that must be

there's

we mustn't

speak of violence

forget that the

stated.

number

mother of all violence, is


So the young people
who try to interpret oppression react to the number one violence with a number two violence, namely the current violence, and this provokes the number three violence, namely
fascist violence. It's a spiral. I, as a priest, cannot and must not
accept any of these three violences, but the number two vioprecisely because I know that one arlence I can understand
rives at it through provocation. I detest those who remain pasone violence, the violence

bom

of grievances.

It's

that's the

called injustice.

sive,

dare.

who keep silent, and


The young people in

violence are idealists

whom

love only those

Brazil
I

who

must add,

if

with weapons, the oppressors will crush you.

them on

their level

is

fight,

who

admire. Unfortunately their vio-

lence leads to nothing, and so

ing

who

react to violence with

pure madness.

you

start

To

think of fac-

playing

Helder Camara
O.F.: In other words,
revolt

is

Dom

301

me

Helder, you're telling

armed

that

impossible in Latin America.

H.C: Legitimate and impossible. Legitimate because provoked, impossible because

The

be crushed.

it'll

fare was the only solution for Latin

Fidel Castro's victory.

idea that guerrilla war-

America developed

But Fidel Castro,

didn't have the United States against him!

The United

was taken by surprise with Cuba, and

Cuba,

after

after

the beginning,

in

it

States

organized

antiguerrilla warfare in all the countries of Latin

America,

prevent other Cubas. So today, in Latin America,

all

men in power are


anyone who attempts a
tary

to

the mili-

helped by the Pentagon in crushing

Not only

revolution.

are there special

schools for war where soldiers are trained under the harshest
conditions, in the jungle,

among

the snakes, but where they're

That is, while their bodies


minds are persuaded that the world is divided in two: on one side capitalism with its values, on the
other communism with its antivalues. These special forces, in
short, are so prepared that anyone who tries to face them
also taught political propaganda.

learn to

their

kill,

inevitably ends by losing.


O.F.: Like

Che Guevara? Dom

Helder, what's your opinion of

Che

Guevara?

Cuba, the genius of guerrilla warfare. He


Cuba, since it was he and not Fidel Castro who

H.C: Guevara was,

showed

it

in

in

carried off that extraordinary victory.

cause

say extraordinary be-

haven't forgotten, you know, what

the times of Batista! Others have,

haven't.

Cuba was
But from

like in

a politi-

Guevara was much less of a genius, and his


my argument is right. Then he chose Bolivcountry with a very small privileged class and

cal standpoint,

death shows that

ia, namely a
where the masses

live

below the

human

level

with

the hope nor the awareness necessary for revolt.

And

mistake because he couldn't be helped by those for

was fighting

those

have a reason
antiguerrilla

peated,

and

was

whom

he

who have no reason to live don't even


He remained alone, and the experts in
devoured him. No, Cuba can't be re-

to die.

warfare
I

neither
it

don't believe that Latin America has "need of

many Vietnams,"

as

Che Guevara

said.

When

think of V^iet-


INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

302

nam,

is

who

think of a heroic people

superpower, since

there to defend the free world. But

Red China
really

damn

gives a

are fighting against a

by no means beheve that the United States


don't even think that

about Vietnam and

when

delude yourselves that

that

war

ask,

"Do you

over, the Viet-

is

namese people will come out the winner?"


And Camilo Torres?
H.C.: The same. Camilo was a sincere priest, but at a certain point,
while remaining a priest and a Christian, he lost any illusion
that the Church knew or wanted to realize its beautiful texts.
And he thought the Communist party was the only one capable of doing something. So the communists took him and sent
him immediately into combat, where the danger was gravest.
They had a plan in mind: Camilo would be killed and Colombia would catch fire. Camilo was killed but Colombia didn't
catch fire. Neither the young people nor the workers stirred.
And we go back to my statement of before.
O.F.: Dom Helder, would you also apply that statement to the
young people who are carrying out guerrilla warfare in the cit-

O.F.:

ies

H.C.:

of Brazil?

Of

Oh, I respect enormously the young Brazilians of


you speak! I love them because they're daring, mature,
because they never act out of hatred and think only of freeing
course.

whom

their country.

At the cost of their

to prepare the masses,

their lives.

but

have

nothing?

to.

Is

it

They

they're impatient,
like to

don't have time

and they pay with

discourage those young people

worth while

to

sacrifice

their lives for

Or almost nothing?

Consider
the

wouldn't

lives.

money

first

of

all

commit to get
Weapons cost a disgustcities is a mad undertaking

the bank robberies they

necessary to buy weapons.

ing price, to bring

them

into the

that risk, that sacrifice, isn't

it

therefore disproportionate?

Now

consider the kidnapping of diplomats, done for the purpose of


freeing their

comrades

in prison.

released by the guerrillas in

Every time an ambassador

exchange

prison, the police send out a dragnet

up again. As well

as the torture

for their

and the empty

chambers.

come out, and on the other they go


The sense of making an exchange,

in

comrades

On

one

cells

is

in
fill

side they

^what's the sense of

it?

of adding cripples to crip-

Helder Camara

The

deaths to deaths?

pies,

303

sense of increasing the spiral of

violence, of facilitating the fascist dictatorship?

My

opposition, as you see,

but on tactical ones.

comes from an

isn't

were

United

States,

idealism,

it

realism that

France,

Italy,

any of these countries the young people

If in

pour out into the

to

exquisitely political realism.

applies to any other country:

Spain, Russia.

based on religious motives

come from any

doesn't

It

and attempt

streets

revolution,

they'd be annihilated in a flash. In the United States, for in-

Pentagon would end up completely

stance, the

in

power.

We

mustn't be impatient!
O.F.

Even

Jesus Christ was impatient,

who

have always been those

And

Helder.

In the history of the world those

authorities.

H.C:

Dom

And he

didn't

arguments when he defied the constituted

offer a lot of tactical

who have won

challenged the unchallengeable.

young
knew how I understand the young! I too was impatient as a young man
at the seminary I was such a disthat
wasn't
allowed
to become a Child of Mary.* I
senter
If

the

only you

talked during the hours devoted to silence,

though

new

was forbidden,

it

generations of today

argued with

me

fill

my

wrote poetry even

a hundred times more disobedient than


hundred times more courageous. In the United

Europe, everywhere.

the

with admiration because

they're

sians,

And

superiors.

know nothing about

the

was,

States,

in

young Rus-

but I'm sure they too are trying something. Yes,

know

young people of today it's all much easier because


they have more information, more communications, they
that for the

have the road that


it

my

so well, that road!

for revolt,

such

generation paved for them. But they use

There

is

them such

a thirst for justice,

They're exacting to-

ward

their parents,

They

turn their backs on religion because they've realized that

religion

their teachers,

came

to sec

The Children

themselves.

And they're sincere when they


Some time ago some young Marxists

me, and with

a certain

decided to accept me. Listen,

(Editor's note.)

their pastors,

has betrayed them.

find sincerity, sensitivity.

in

a sense of responsibility.

of

Mary was a pious

arrogance they said they'd

listen,

said, so let's

suppose

organization, something hke a devotional elub.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

304

don't accept you. That led to a heated, in fact harsh, discussion, but

ended

it

people of today,
to live their

in

an embrace.

young

don't only love the

envy them, since they have the good fortune

youth together with the youth of the world. But

me

you can't stop

from being old and therefore from being

wise, not impatient.


O.F.:

Of

course not. So

Anyone who
fool.

ask you,

your wisdom found

tions has
H.C.:

me

let

Dom

Helder, what solu-

for eliminating injustice?

has the solution in his pocket

have no solutions.

is

presumptuous

have only opinions, suggestions,

which can be summed up in two words: peaceful violence.


That is, not the violence chosen by young people with
weapons in their hands, but the violence, if you like, already
preached by Gandhi and Martin Luther King. The violence of
Christ.

call

it

violence because

it's

not content with small

on a complete revolution of
present structures
a society remade from top to bottom. On a
socialist basis and without shedding blood. It's not enough to
struggle for the poor, to die for the poor
we must give the
poor an awareness of their rights, and of their poverty. The
masses must realize the urgency of freeing themselves and not
reforms,

but

revisions,

insists

be freed by a few

idealists

who

face torture like the Christians

faced the lions in the Colosseum.


lions doesn't

much good if
But how do we

do

the spectacle.
feet? you'll

Well,

answer

may

this

is

To

get yourself eaten by

the masses stay seated to watch

get them to stand up on


game of mirrors!

be a Utopian and naive, but

"consciencize" the masses, and, perhaps,


a dialogue with the oppressors. There's
pletely wicked;

even

in the

say

possible to

open
no man who's comit's

possible to

most infamous of

and what

it's

their

human

beings

we succeed in some way


men? What if we
were actually to succeed in inducing them to revise their politknow
ical philosophy? Having been an integralist, a fascist,
may even be that we'll
the mechanism of their minds
it
succeed in convincing them that that mechanism is wrong,
you

find valid elements

in talking with the

more

if

intelligent military

that torturing

and

killing don't kill ideas, that order isn't

tained by terror, that progress

is

main-

reached only by dignity, that

the underdeveloped countries don't defend themselves by put-

Helder Camara

305

ting themselves at the service of the capitahst empires, that the

capitaHst empires go

arm

arm with

in

the

communist empires.

We
O.F.:

H.C.:

must try.
Have you tried,
I

Dom

I'm trying

will try.

Helder?

now

by talking to you in this interview.

They'll have to understand too that the world


that the breath of revolt

on the whole

Latin America, but also

planet.

On

even blown on the Catholic Church!

Church has

is

going forward,

not only blowing on Brazil and

is

Good

Lord,

it's

the problem of jus-

already arrived at certain conclusions.

tice

the

And

those conclusions are on paper, and signed. For

that

many

priests are talking

about celibacy, but

still

true

it's

more

are

hunger and freedom. And then, you know, one

talking about

must consider the consequences of the discussion about celibacy: there's a relationship between the various revolts; you
can't demand a change in the outer structures if you don't
change the inner ones. The great human

have the courage

to

problems

the

aren't

America, of

Dom

United

in the

monopoly of

still

Latin

in

Canada, everywhere.
Dom Helder. At the top of the pyra-

States, in

O.F.: They're isolated groups,

mid we

living

priests

Helder. They're faced by priests in Europe,

have those

who

defend the old structures and the

established authorities.

H.C:

can't say you're wrong. There's an

enormous

difference be-

tween the conclusions signed on paper and the living

The Church

realities.

has always been too preoccupied by the problem

of maintaining order, avoiding chaos, and this has kept


realizing that
der,

its

without excusing the

and virtuous people

many

injustices.

found

it

truth

is

to

those
tige,

normal

P\)r

neck

who
but

if

in

three centuries

Negroes

for the

we want

we have

to

it's

it

often

from

won-

possible for serious

in

It

Church
The
mechanism of

Brazil

the

be kept in slavery!

to

Church belongs

commercial

hold wealth.

disorder.

have accepted and go on accepting so

rhe Church has money, so

its

selves,

to

that the Catholic

power,

up

more often
Church, how

order was

it

to the

inxests

enterprises,

thinks in that

its

money,

and attaches

way

to protect

sinks

itself to
its

pres-

to sustain the role

we've arrogated to our-

stop thinking in

terms of prestige.

should we wash our hands

like

Pontius Pilate;

Nor
we must cleanse

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

3o6

ourselves of the sin of omission and settle our debts.

reacquire the respect of the young people,

and maybe

Away

with that money, and enough of preaching religion in

Enough of

prudence,

obedience,

men

to say, I'm entitled to

being poor, the underde-

to

veloped nations to being underdeveloped.

way we prove the Marxists

opium of
O.F.:

My

are right

an alienated and alienating

religions are

ham!

with which the poor

priests are responsible for the fatalism

have always resigned themselves

You

by giving away sandwiches

and cookies, but by teaching them

this

benefi-

suffering,

beneficence, sandwiches, and cookies.

don't defend the dignity of

We

not their

their love.

terms of patience,
cence.

if

And

sympathy

And by going on
when they say that
namely the

force,

the people!

goodness,

Dom

Helder! But does Paul VI

know you

say

these things too?

H.C:

He knows, he

knows.

And he

he can't speak the way

doesn't disapprove.

He

do.

It's

just that

has certain people around

him, poor man!

Dom

O.F.: Listen,

the

Helder, but do you really think that nowadays

Church can have

a role in the search for

and application

of justice?

H.C: Oh, no.


caused so
role.

We

Let's get the idea out of

much

trouble the

have the duty

ostentation.

Without

to

at

round

forgetting

table

having

such a

render that service, yes, but without


that

belongs to us Christians. Last year


Berlin

after
itself

our heads that

Church can allow

the

most serious

participated for a

of Christians,

Buddhists,

guilt

week

in

Hindus,

Marxists. There we discussed the great problems of the world,


examined what we'd done, and concluded that religions have
a

great debt toward

humanity, but that the Christians, or

rather the Catholics, have the biggest debt.

How

do you ex-

plain that that handful of countries that have in their hands

eighty percent of the world's resources are Christian countries

and often Catholic? So


the effort

of

all

Church alone

conclude:

if

religions put together.

hope

Not

exists,

in

or in Christian religions alone. By

not a single religion that has

many

it

lies in

the Catholic

possibilities.

now

there's

Peace can


Helder Camara

whom

only be reached thanks to those


of good
O.F.:

H.C.:

307

Dom

They're a minority without any power,


the minorities that count.

It's

men

Pope John called

will.

It's

Helder.

the minorities that have

always changed the world, by rebelling, by fighting, and then

Some

by awakening the masses.

some bishop

there,

but

to flatter you,

ple

who

ists

must

tell

you

Who,

like journalists.

some

priest here,

guerrilla

journalist there. I'm not trying

one of the few peo-

that I'm

not the journalists, report in-

if

and inform millions and millions of people? Don't cut

justices
this

some

here,

remark out of the interview:

modern world

in the

journal-

an important phenomenon.

are

There was
about our

Now

folklore.

when you came

a time

our

butterflies,

instead

our poverty, of our

parrots,

to Brazil only to talk

our carnival,

you come here and

tortures.

Not

all

who

don't care

our

in short

raise the

problems of

of you, of course

we

there

hunNot always with success, of course


your thirst for truth stops where the interests of the enterprise
you serve begin. But God is good, and sometimes he sees to it
are also the thoughtless ones

if

die of

ger or electric shocks.

that

your bosses aren't very

ing,

rebounds with the speed of


even

if it's silent.

and once

its

truth:

it's

read.

I'm only waiting for

one mustn't say

The

banks.

has eyes and ears, even

It

mouth. And the day always comes when

what

it's

a rocket directed at the

spreads like a river overflowing


stupid,

Thus, with God's

intelligent.

the news always gets through,

to

it

it

bless-

printed

it

moon, then
public
if it

isn't

has no

thinks back

on

read this ultimate

that the rich are rich because they've

worked harder or are more

One

intelligent.

mustn't say that

When hope
no longer does any

the poor are poor because they're stupid and lazy.


is

lacking and one inherits only poverty,

good
O.F.:

Dom

H.C.:

You

to

work or be

Helder,

if

intelligent.

you weren't

needn't bother to ask

thing but a

priest.

it

a priest

Just think,

can't even imagine being any-

consider the lack of imagina-

tion a crime,

and

not a

For me, being

a priest isn't just a choice,

what water

for a fish, the sky for a bird.

priest.

way of

life.

It's

yet

haven't the imagination to see myself as

is

it's
I

re-


INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

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ally believe in Christ;

Christ to

he's a personal friend.

Being a

me

me, nor given


family in the

been

me

is

not an abstract idea

Celibacy, chastity, the absence of a

regrets.

way you laymen understand

burden

me.

to

never disappointed

priest has

has never

all this

it,

missed certain

If I've

had and

joys, I've

much more sublime. If you only knew what I


feel when
say Mass, how
become one with
The Mass for
me is truly Calvary and the Resurrection; it's a mad joy!
Look, there are those who are born to sing, those who are
born to write, those who are born to play soccer, and those
who are born to be priests. was bom to be a priest
started
saying so at the age of eight and certainly not because my
parents had put the idea in my head. My father was a Mason
have others so
I

it!

my mother went to church once a year.


one day my father got frightened and

and
that

even remember
said,

"My

what

that

who must
I

O.F.:

said, "I

Not

means?

priest

someone who

is

because he belongs

himself,

God and

to

doesn't belong to

men, someone

to

dispense only love and faith and charity.

know. That's why

want

son,

know

you're always saying you want to be a priest. But do you

..." And

be a priest."

to

monk, however. Your telephone rings too often, and


machine guns wouldn't be suitable for a

that wall hit by the

monastery.

H.C: Oh, you're wrong!

carry a monastery inside myself.

me, and even

there's little of the mystic in

in

my

Maybe

direct en-

counters with Christ I'm as impertinent as Christ would want.

But there always comes

manner of

moment when

isolate

myself

in the

monk. At two in the morning I always wake up,


get up, get dressed, and gather up the pieces I've scattered during the day: an arm here, a leg there, the head who knows
where.

sew myself back together again;

thinking or writing or praying, or

man. I
you see;

the day I'm a frugal

cious crucifixes, as

eat
I

wonder why

whether

it's

man

ing the tomato


ize

it,

make

it

detest rings

life.

Life

one should

or a tomato. Yes,
it

alone,

start

During
and pre-

rejoice in gifts that are right at

to sustain life

make

all

get ready for Mass.

little,

hand: the sun, the water, people,


often

become

Dom

is

beautiful,

kill

know

another

that while

and

life

chew-

Helder and thus ideal-

immortal. But the fact remains that I'm destroy-

Helder Camara

tomato

the

ing

why?

fathoming and so

set

more important than

And when

O.F.:

doesn't

it

in

man

is

Doni Helder,

you're not thinking of the tomato,

monk and a
men who are

of a

less

them

at least hitting

fists?

were

that

If

a tomato.

than a tomato and dream of

less

succeed

don't

never mind,

ever happen to you to be a Httle

with your
H.C.:

aside, saying

it

of a priest? In short, to get angry with

little less

worth

mystery

It's

309

happen,

to

And

shoulder.

be a priest with a

I'd

much

very

my

on

rifle

on
arms against an

respect the priests with rifles

their shoulders; I've never said that to use

immoral or anti-Christian. But it's not my choice,


it's not my way of applying the Gospels. So
it's not
when I get angry, and I notice it by the fact that words no
stop and say, "Calm down,
longer come out of my mouth,
oppressor

is

my

road,

Dom

Helder!" Yes,

what

just said

with what

on the other

astery,

understand, you aren't able to combine

said before:

politics.

on one

But what you

me

game, he didn't

religion. Christ didn't play the oppressors'

is

mon-

side the

call politics for

who told him if you defend the young people


who kidnapped the ambassador, if you defend the young people
who rob banks to buy weapons, you're committing a crime
against the fatherland and the state. The Church wants me to
libbusy myself with the liberation of the soul, but how can

give in to those

erate a soul
I

want

to

if

send

don't liberate the body that contains that soul?

men

O.F.:

Thank you,

Dom

Dom

H.C: Bah!

much

vinced they can't


does want
grace

it'll

The
Recife,

seems

kill

will

myself,

courage

me

if

me

hair, the little that's left

be a

little

So

that about says


to

bump me

to

God

to

happen

right,

is

August 1970

it.

is

God.

and

it

But I'm conIf

instead

God

accept that as his

white, and

don't have

their threats don't frighten

accept

all,

help. I've lost almost

hard for them, that way, to

only judge

myself,

off.

doesn't want
it's

it

you?

don't defend

because he thinks

years to live.

puppies

less

testicles.

who knows, my death could even

my

more

it,

It

now what

don't hide

wouldn't take

all

Helder.

Helder. But

Much

heaven, not puppies.

to

with empty bellies and crushed

me.

many

In short,

make me shut

up.

13

Archbishop Makarios

At a certain point
ten's advice."

"An

woman

intelligent

"No, but you're


keep

to

me

should never

from realizing

combat.

and ready

same

rapidity with

him

know

gave

it,"

said.

And

to give

it

back.

The blow

which he had

flared up,

story.

"As

was

didn't

me up

all

you
it-

his

com-

telling you, I'm lucky.

when

pass to a bet-

read such nice obituaries about myself.

for dead,

The

come. With the

he regained

already what the newspapers will write


Last July

doing

then his gaze hard-

arched, like the back of a cat preparing

posure and went on with his

ter life.

know how innot a woman."

others

too arched myself, waiting for the blow of his

claws,

let

intelligent, so intelligent that you're

ened, something in
self for

"You remind me of Jane Aus-

Makarios smiled again. "But I'm

telligent she is."

can

said to Makarios,

Makarios smiled. "What advice of Jane Austen's?"

remember? The cables

to

my

They

ambassadors

came from Lord Caradon, the last British


met Lord Caradon in
governor of Cyprus and a great enemy.
London. We got to talking about the old days when we used to
quarrel over the British bases on Cyprus. I told him those bases had
were nice

too.

nicest

been good
he

forgets

shout

at

for just

me

and help

one

thing: to give

me

refuge after the coup dtat

leave the island." Every time his

Jane Austen's advice, you're a

him, "Pay attention!"

And
310

it

mind wanders and

little sorry.

You want

to

goes without saying that in

Archbishop Makarios

mind

interview his

this

one of the reasons


hadn't liked

that
in

him

at the

peared,

dressed

all

up

like

like

The

some

vestments.

at least his

because

that he represents the

He

the Vatican; he

is
is

on the

is

erect

had remained seated

me

at

And

once.

his

was

I?

solemn advance,

me

sits

How

did

as

he

To

the

and,

that blessing.
it.

Let us not forget

temporal power with

solid fusion of the

pope who

mine

his eyes pierced

Who

irritating to say the least.

most

like a

floor,

The only

could have done happily without

layman, he

the spiritual.

knelt

chair was situated between the elevator

and he noticed

Needless to say,

Some

lobby became a chapel.

their navels,

passed in front of me, he imparted to

was

was staying there too.


and as soon as he apan icon, shining with gold and jewels,

However, he continued

mind of

It

needles of indignation, surprise, sorrow.

dare?

show him

tried to

his blessing.

to the lobby,

visible besides,

a high armchair.
exit,

had even

Bretagne, and

his pastoral scepter, the

head was mine, very

and the

had received

time of the wedding of Juan Carlos and Sophia.

bowed till their noses touched


some tried to kiss his hand or
on

Once

before.

He was staying at the Grande


One evening he came down
and gripping

is

Makarios.

didn't, with the result that

Athens,

Almost always. Which

often wandered.

like

311

in the

Quirinale instead of

Church on

the head of the Greek Orthodox

Cyprus and the president of Cyprus. So, you never know whether
to address
call

him

him

as a religious leader or a political

one, whether to

Beatitude or President, Archbishop or Mr. Makarios.

Nor

does the fact that he was democratically elected help you to forget a
bitter

reality:

he

gets those votes thanks to

his

heaven. For the peasants of Cyprus, voting for


rament. While handing

communists make the

in

their ballots with his

sign of the cross.

of the few heads of state before

your

feet

if

whom

And

it's

relationship with

him

yet,

almost

is

a sac-

name, even the


he's one
yet
.

worth the trouble

to get to

not to kneel down. Because he's one of the few with

Along with brains, courage. Along with courage, a sense of


humor, independence of judgment, dignity. A dignity that approaches regality, and God knows where it comes from. The son of

brains.

an

illiterate

Many

shepherd, he guarded sheep until the age of twelve.

people cannot stand him.

of devoting or having devoted too

They accuse him,

much

for instance,

attention to

women,

of

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

312

being in no sense an ascetic.

governing through

lies,

believe

believe completely unless by

West but

is

culture that

He

West.

we

sophisticated

He

use in the West.

belongs to something that

is

not yet the East, something that sinks


is

this

don't

you mean Byzantinism, by

lies

not be judged by the yardstick


to the

him of

also accuse

in-

by opportunism, imagination. His character can-

trigue, elasticity,

belong

They

it.

and opportunism. And

intrigue,

and archaic

at

does not

no longer the

its

roots into a

same time, and

the

which has mastered the art of survival. He has the gift of survival,
gained and regained through fast stepping, contortions, cleverness,
lucidity, cynicism. Four times they tried to kill him. Four times he
escaped. Twice they sent him into exile. Twice he came back. And
after the coup of July
only once did he seem to have lost for good

who

1974. Instead, those

won
now

as a result of that

finds itself

under

archbishop-president,

him
I

lost

were those

close

my

to

in

the

and

New

his flight.

interviewed

him

and

and taking

he's a socialist.

of

six

hours.

The

interview as

written skips over such well-known incidents as the attempts


life

have

fell

eyes on the subject of the

can't help accepting Makarios

when he tells me
him twice, for a total

seriously even

interviewed

thought

coup, the Greek military junta

arrest. If
I

who were

in his suite in

on

his

the Plaza Hotel

York, where he had gone to keep an eye on Kissinger and

UN. No

longer dressed up in gold and jewels, he wore a plain

blue cassock and seemed older than his sixty-one years. His attitude

was mild, deliberately humble.


suave.

He

His voice was

said "he's a criminal" in the

soft,

deliberately

same tone with which he

''he's a good man." I wasn't bored for a minute,


and indeed enjoyed myself. He knows how to be so brilliant. And
at several moments I admired him. He cares so much about freedom. We parted friends. In the doorway, he whispered, "That ad-

might have said

vice of Jane Austen's

woman." And

...

answered,

it

goes for you too.

"What

What

a pity you're a

a pity you're a priest."

ORIANA FALLACI: An abrupt question, Beatitude: are you going back


to Cyprus or not?
ARCHBISHOP MAKARIOS: Of coursc I'm going back. Certainly! I'll go
back in November. At the latest, the end of December. The
date depends entirely on me. I haven't gone back as yet be-

Archbishop Makarios
cause

was waiting

Greek government

for the

coup

replace the officers responsible for the


also because

from near

by.

doubt about

nobody

wanted

return

against

is

follow the

to

my

after all

UN

why

don't understand

my

313

And

debate on Cyprus

there should be any

Nothing and

didn't resign.

going back, except those

of being tried and punished, something


since

withdraw and

to

against me.

who

are afraid

don't intend to do

would hurt the unity of the country. Mind you,

it

mean

doesn't

On

the facts.

pened. But

intend to

let history

the contrary,

want

have

that

a distorted version of

want the world

to

know what hap-

any punishment, any revenge.

I'll

grant a general amnesty, and anyone who's anxious about

my

calm

return can

to avoid

his fears. Besides

it's

only a question of a few

The people support me today even more than


coup. And they're eager to have me back. They're

individuals.

before the

ninety-nine percent for me.


O.F.:

Ninety-nine percent of the population includes the Turkish

And

Cypriots.

don't think they're so eager to have you back.

Beatitude.
M.:

Of course.

president,
arrive.
to

me

nity.

don't think either that the majority of the Turks are

of me.

favor

in

is

But

Mr.

sure

the Turkish

Dektas,

worry me, and anyway

this doesn't

to negotiate

That

I'm

vice-

anything but pleased with the idea of seeing

will

negotiator and

it

won't be up

commu-

with Mr. Dektas and the Turkish

still

me

be done by Clerides, who's an excellent

knows Dektas

better than

do.

Oh,

naturally

it's

understood that Clerides won't make any decisions without

my

consent.

Cyprus,

It's

mean

understood that
to

speak of going back to


I'll

the

question of whether

me

And

go back as president,

concerns

when

go back as president. I'm the president,

alone.

never agree to go otherwise.

I'll

remain president

I'll
I'll

make

for a

that decision

long time or not

when

Cyprus. I'm saying

from the presidency

after a certain period of time.

don't exclude the

I'm back in

of retiring

po.ssibilit\

I'll

have

to

decide on the basis of the situation. Should a bad agreement


be reached, for instance,

But
O.F.
M.:

this,

What do you mean

Turkey

is

wouldn't care

to stay as president.

repeat, we'll see later on.

going

by a bad agreement?

to insist

on

a geographical federation,

and

will

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

314

never accept a federation on a geographical

basis.

would

It

lead to a partition of the island and to a double enosis: half of

Cyprus consigned

mean

to

Greece and half

Turkey.

to

the end of Cyprus as an independent

than ready to discuss a federation,


not a geographical one.

tive basis

but on an administraone thing to have areas

yes,
It's

governed by Turks and areas governed by Greeks;


another

to divide ourselves

two

into

would

It

I'm more

state.

parts.

It's

it's

quite

one thing

to

group, for example, two or three Turkish villages and entrust

them to a Turkish administration; it's quite another to shift


more than two hundred thousand people from one end of the

The Turkish

island to the other.

How

Cyprus.

can you say

to

Cypriots are scattered

all

over

them, "Pack up your things,

your land, and move elsewhere because

leave your house,

we're going to have a federation"?!

It's

inhuman,

to say the

mean

the tragedy

me

that so far

least.

O.F.:

Is

this really

what worries you, Beatitude?


It doesn't seem

of the Turkish Cypriots?

much

been the object of

they've

treated like second-class citizens


M.: That's not true!

It's

not true!

to

They've been

concern.

and

Though

they're a minority, they've

and they've behaved as though they


represented the majority. We haven't been the ones to mistreat
had

a lot of privileges,

them,

was

it

their

Turkish leaders, by forcing them

separate villages, blackmailing them, keeping

to live in

them from co-

operating with us even economically, and from progressing.

They

didn't even let

them do business with

us, or

help us to

develop tourism. They weren't our victims, they were their

Nobody can deny

victims.

one, exists in Cyprus.

abuse

me

come

to

liked.

and
see

The

insult

me

trouble

at
is

me

that a true
their

In

as

democracy, and

much

as they liked.

they were obliged to

mixed
problem living together, in the past and
Greco-Turkish war as well. What you say
:

And

is

it

true that

good

They could

the archbishop's palace whenever they

out their leaders knowing

O.F.

newspapers the Turks could

it.

In

come

secretly, with-

villages
at

we had no

the time of the

isn't true.

you deprived them of many constitutional

privileges. Beatitude?

M.:

deprived them of nothing.

simply complained about those

Archbishop Makarios

hamper the functioning

privileges because they only served to

of the

The

state.

315

Constitution provides that they be repre-

And

sented in the government at the ratio of thirty percent.

very often the Turkish Cypriots didn't have people capable of

There was,

filling that thirty percent.

could have been


given to an

filled

Turk

illiterate

they voted against taxes.


can't survive

anyway. So

if
I

for

example,

by an intelligent Greek and

a post that

had

it

tried to explain to

them

be

to

Once

because he was a Turk.

just

that a state

the citizens don't pay taxes, and they refused

them

forced

abuse? Another time,

pay

to

when

Was

the same.

all

was about

to

go

to

that

an

Belgrade for

the conference of nonaligned countries, Mr, Dektas tried to

me

stop

from going by exercising

"Exercise

it

all

you

like.

his veto power.

I'm going just the same."

him,

told

Was

that an

abuse?
O.F.

Beatitude, whether you're right or wrong, the reality today

The Turks occupy

different.

and
M.:

And
I

of the

is

island

don't accept

percent

forty

Because

it.

can't legalize with

of force. So-called

my

can't recognize a fait accompli,

signature a situation created by the use

realists

advise

me

geographi-

to negotiate a

cal federation with the Turks; they say

should be

less rigid.

on to forty percent of the island, they repeat, the Turks might be content with thirty percent. So be
flexible.
don't want to be flexible.
O.F.: Flexible is a word dear to Henry Kissinger. Is he the one who
Instead of holding

says that?
M.: Kissinger has never clearly told

graphical

federation.

me

he was

He's never told

me

in favor of a geo-

clearly

what

he's

doing. He's always talked about a "solution acceptable to both


sides"

and always repeated "we don't want

we're doing to persuade Turkey." So


ally

preparing the agreement that

we're
to,

still

in

disagreement on

the United States could play a

role in this matter.

Turkey?

Turkey

it

to say

openly what

can't state the he's actu-

reject,

things.

more

but

Many.

decisive

can
If

it

tell

you

wanted

and precise

supply economic aid and arms to

it the only one that could persuade or even force


more reasonable?
do you think that what happened in Cyprus would

Isn't

to be

O.F.: Beatitude,

Doesn't

many

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

3l6

M.:

have been possible without the tacit authorization of Kissinger


and the Americans?
Ah! I think the United States and other countries knew in ad-

vance that the Turks were preparing the invasion of Cyprus.

And

perhaps they were fooled by the Turks, perhaps they

when Turkey

into the trap

tion

said

it

would be

police action to restore constitutional order in two


later what Turkey's real
same they could have prevented what

Perhaps they understood only

days.

plans were. But

the

all

happened. They could have stopped the continuous


Turkish troops.

And

fell

a limited opera-

had

expressed to

arrival

a long discussion with Kissinger

him

all

no uncertain terms how

my

disappointment;

dissatisfied

of

about

it.

him

in

told

was with the attitude

held by his country.

And he?
He answered

O.F.:

M.:

that he didn't agree with

me, that he had

tried to

persuade Turkey, that he had acted behind the scenes. But


again he didn't want to explain clearly what he had done.

many

O.F.: Beatitude,

people

feel that Kissinger's responsibility

that of the United States go well

and

beyond the Turkish invasion

of Cyprus. Let's not forget that the invasion took place following the

coup

and that
M.:

Of

course!

carried out against

you by the junta

The

first

Greek military

And

Athens

chapter of this tragedy was written by the

junta.

Cyprus had been

the intervention of Greece. Turkey


evil.

in

I'm sorry to say

so.

first

came

of

all

later,

destroyed by
like a

second

I'm sorry because the present

Greek government is behaving well toward me, in a frank and


honest manner. I've not met Karamanlis or Averoff, but I've
known Mavros. And I like Mavros. He's a good man. He's sincere, open, and that's more than enough for me. But the fact
remains that Greece would not have regained its freedom if
Cyprus hadn't lost its own. The fact remains that Turkey
would never have dared intervene if the previous government,
the junta, hadn't offered it the pretext. The Turks had been
threatening to invade us for such a long time, and yet they'd

never done

it.

They'd never found an excuse.

you think the United States and the CIA had


do with that coup dtat? There are rumors that

O.F.: Yes, but don't

something

to

Archbishop Makarios
the

CIA

317

unhappy about the attempts on your

wasn't exactly

hfe.

M.:

As regards those attempts,


in fact,

it

during a

was people

trip

don't beheve

took to Africa,

in

last

one,

Nairobi,

who informed me my life was in


said, "We know that when you

me and

danger.

They came

go back

they'll try to kill you.

to

Before the

it.

American embassy

at the

Be careful."

few days

later, in

Cyprus, they confirmed the information to me, adding that


the attempt

would

two weeks. As indeed

take place within

coup dtat, on the other hand ... I


don't know. Kissinger told me, "It wasn't in our interests to
have that coup detat against you." I suppose I ought to believe
happened. As

for the

There

him, but should

I?

just the opposite

of what Kissinger told me, and

nothing

I've

to

go on.

I've tried to find

even asked

out more.

No

use.

have

any proof that

to offer

added, "Naturally

we were following

have

to

keep

my

idea

correct. Kissinger

it's

the situation and

loannides nor the

to us that neither

still

information from Athens;

for

without being able

known

show

are plenty of indications that

rest

it

was

of the junta

liked you. But we had no concrete information as to 'the day'


when the coup dtat against you would take place."
O.F.: Maybe it was helped along by the letter you wrote to Gizikis
in July.

M.: Let's say that that letter speeded things up. If

hadn't written

it,

coup would have happened all the same, a month or two


later. As Kissinger admits, it had been more than decided on;
all that remained was to set the date. I was too big an obstacle
to enosis, and they were too anxious to have enosis. Every time
we were on the point of reaching an agreement between Greek
Cypriots and Turkish Cypriots, officials in Athens intervened
the

by shouting about enosis.

ficials

who came to
Anyway it will

can send troops


will intervene

week

enosis. "

don't care about your local

remember one of these ofme one day and said, "You must declare

agreements, our goal

enosis.

"We

to

is

take three or four days before the Turks

Cyprus. In the meantime the United States

and keep them from invading the

enosis will be a fait accompli."

lieved that annexation to

way they expected me

Greece was

to take orders

Maybe

island.

In a

they really be-

a viable alternative.

Any-

from Athens, they wanted

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

31

me
my
O.F.:

M.:

obey

to

puppet, and that's absolutely impossible with

like a

temperament. I obey only myself.


So you too were expecting the coup.

No.

never thought they'd be so stupid as to order a coup

against me.

In

tion.

seemed impossible

it

that they

mean Turkish

interven-

thought they might do such a thing by

a deal with

me

consequences.

its

At the most

making

to

fact,

wouldn't consider

Turkey, that

authorizing Turkey to in-

is,

tervene so that Greece could then respond, to be followed by

and double

partition

when

the coup,

realize that loannides

And

telligence.

been

in

yet

Cyprus

day he came

me

"explain to

He had bowed
fully, then:

as

to see

I went on thinking so even after


London. It took some time for me to

enosis.

got to

had simply acted out of

knew him.

In

an officer of the National Guard, and one

me, accompanied by Sampson, in order to


would settle everything."
me, he had kissed my hand most respect-

secretly a plan that


to

"Beatitude, here's the plan.

To

attack the Turkish

To

Cypriots suddenly, everywhere on the island.

them one and

all.

Stop."

was flabbergasted.

couldn't agree with him, that

Do you

had

to

you

he came

prefer, less stupid.

Cyprus, shortly

to

presidency, and

him any

no one can

times in Athens,

me much

He

kissed

my hand

you, he's a criminal.

At

when

must say

least he's

met him

after his

first

intelligent,

time

when

coup, as minister for the


I

saw him again

went there
that

more

for the

say that at that time

great consideration. But

Cyprus, and

him

choose between Papadopoulos and loan-

nides, I'd choose Papadopoulos.


or, if

eliminate

told

Papadopoulos better?

find

M.: I'd say yes. If

people.
tell

couldn't even conceive the

many innocent

idea of killing so

again and went away in a huff.


O.F.:

lack of in-

1963 and 1964 he had

to discuss the

was paying
a

couple of

problem of

on those occasions he seemed

smarter. In any case, supplied with

common

to

sense.

Well, Papadopoulos was suffering from megalomania, and besides

don't

know what he

really

thought about Cyprus.

the other hand, he was capable of controlling

many

On

situations

simultaneously, and he was head and shoulders above his collaborators.

don't even think he hated me, in the beginning.

Archbishop Makarios

He

started hating

only
O.F.:

me

in the last

later,

You

we

And though
moments when
I

say that

me

Because you make


you're a priest. So

above

all a priest.

and

at all.

priest

and consequently

don't

much

my

the

bishops,

laymen

who

priest at

Better

a politician.

of

priest, first

all a priest,

has been asked to be head of

But one would say you

to

In the world

it.

consists precisely in

in,

live

not allowing the

from becoming a

so

in

Cyprus,

it's

fairly

political one.

common. And

where the archbishop,

like

in

Cyprus, the archbishop

and administrator of the Church,

tional figure.

The

Church should

ethnarch.

And

then,

in

isn't

only a

he's also a na-

my

interest itself in all aspects of life

opinion, the

the Chris-

tian religion doesn't confine itself to taking care of the

ing.

see

all

the

elected directly by the people, with universal suf-

representative

progress of

the

spiri-

be confused with the temporal power, and in

a religious leader

is

who

what extent

like that.

In other words,

frage.

and then
I'm a

world, on the other hand,

more

let's

priest.

a politician.

No, and I'm dismayed by

keeping

All right,

you smiling?

can't understand to

priest first

state

power

are

conclude that maybe you're not a

wrong. I'm a

struggle of

human

part of

think of certain Renaissance popes

I'm not a politician

still,

M.: In

Why

but a big politician dressed as a

M.: You're

is

when ...

well,

don't like certain people.

led their armies in war,

tual

call hatred

anyone from feeling it once in a while.


don't like to admit it, since I must preach love,

can't stop

there are

O.F.:

And maybe

years.

you, Beatitude, are you capable of hating?

nature.

all,

two

in the last year.

And

M.: Well, let's say that the feeling

O.F.:

319

men, it's also concerned with their


no conflict between my position as

position as president.

moral

social well-bepriest

see nothing scandalous about

and

my

my

hold-

ing both the temporal and spiritual power. Besides I don't lean
on a party; I'm not the leader of a political party who goes
around asking people to elect him. simply serve the people in
I

and almost unanimously offered me. As I explained many years ago to another
layman, Prime Minister George Papandreou, I'm strong bethe

two capacities that they

insistently

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320
cause

Fm

weak. Because

have neither a party nor an army

nor a pohce force behind me.

And because

the rules of pohtics. Because

and not games,

are Christian principles

don't even

know

follow certain principles that

ma-

political

tricks,

neuvers.
O.F.:

Oh, come

off

Beatitude! You,

it,

who

are a past master in the

most Byzantine game of compromise. You, who are considered the most brilliant specialist in intrigue and calculation.
M.: No! I don't use those methods, I don't! I yield to compromises,
of course, but never to anything that's not clear and honest.
I'm not a

success,

my

But I'm an honest man, and

saint.

be dishonest.

politics has to
it's

don't believe

don't think that in order to have

Do you know why

necessary to indulge in deceit.

me? Do you know why they

people love

mistakes

forgive all the

make? Because they understand that those mistakes

You must

are caused by bad judgment, not by bad intentions.

me

not confuse

were

to ask

with the popes of the past, and in

me,

have

a very negative

ly try to bring Christian teachings into the


that's

been entrusted

to

me and which

fact,

opinion of them.

maze

if
I

you

real-

of the office

accepted.

give

I'll

you

an example. In Cyprus we have capital punishment, and

head of

I'm the one

state,

who

death sentences. But executions in Cyprus are very


cause every time a

as

has to put his signature on

condemned man

appeals to me,

rare,
I

let

be-

him

Cyprus knows the death penalty is nominal,


that I always suspend executions. Those popes went to war,
but I don't accept war, I consider it a madness that's destined

off.

to

Everyone

in

end someday,

to

be remembered with

disbelief.

don't ac-

cept bloodshed.
O.F.:

Excuse me, Beatitude, but you were the one who actually
beginning of the struggle for the independence of

said, at the

"Much

Cyprus,
M.:

blood will have

can't possibly have said


to

freedom

Maybe
kill."

is

said,

was

it

with

irrigated

to flow."

that way.

Maybe

blood,"

said,

something

"The road
like

that.

"We'll have to die," but not, "We'll have to

in favor of sabotage, yes, but

on condition

that

it

didn't cost the blood of innocent people. All that killing took

place

when

Oh, I'm not

was

and couldn't do anything


person you think!

in exile

the terrible

to stop

it.

Archbishop Makarios
But

O.F.: We'll see.

you. First of
M.:

all,

now let's forget about Cyprus and


why did you become a priest?

always wanted to be a

when

barely thirteen
is

hard for

me

priest.

Ever since

was

about

talk

a child.

was

entered the monastery. But the reason

to explain.

Maybe

the monasteries around

visits to

321

been impressed by

I'd

my

village.

liked the

my

monas-

was so different from the kind we


and
sometimes wonder if for me the
monastary wasn't a way of escaping the sheep, the poverty. My
father was a shepherd. And he always wanted me to help him

much.

teries so

led

Life there

the village,

in

look after the sheep, and

my

from

elder son!

have to turn to

didn't like looking after the sheep.

complain and

In fact, he used to

my

If

and say

But

everyone

to stop

O.F.
M.:

him

told

I'll

so often that in
I

but he couldn't under-

in the family,
I

priest say

wanted

wasn't scared,

it

monastery and help the


I

said

life, when
was already archbishop, liked
"Do you remember when you used to grumble
you couldn't expect anything from me?" He was very

why on Sunday morning

when

anything

him:

religious, like

stand

He

younger son!"

the last years of his


to tease

say, "I can't expect

need help when I'm an old man,

the sheep to run to the

left

Mass.

was twelve years old

to take that path,

and he got angry.

was so sure that nothing would be able

me.

And your mother?


don't

remember my mother

very small;

the

She died when

very well.

was

don't even have a picture of her. In those days,

poor didn't get their pictures taken,

mountains of Cyprus. About

my

mother,

especially

the

in

only remember the

There was only one doctor in the whole district, and my father set out on foot to look for him. He had no
idea in what village he might find him, and went wandering
around for hours, and finally he came back dragging the doctor like a sheep. The doctor used the same pill for all illnesses.
Aspirin,
guess. He gave my mother the pill, and she died

day she got

ill.

soon
slept
I

after.

with

remember

my

remember

the night

"If you'll stop crying,

grandmother taking

the funeral.

because with him

father,

when he
I'll

me

remember
I

could cry

the nights

too started crying, and

stop too."

And

then

And

better.

said,

remember my

away, and the relatives saying

to

my

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322
father, ''You're

young, you should get married again. Also for

my

the children." Besides myself, there was

my

little

brother,

and

who had just been born. And one day they


brought me home to meet my new mother Father had got
married again. My new mother was a woman in the middle of
the room, and she kept whispering, ''Come in, come in!"
didn't want to go in because
didn't know her. But then
litde sister

went in and soon


and still nice, and
and

ficult,

loved her. She was nice. She's

still

Very much. Oh,

love her.

you where

also so easy, to tell

still

come

so dif-

it's

from.

alive,

My

fa-

my mother, nor my
think my father resigned

ther couldn't read or write. Neither could

grandmother, nor
himself
there

would

my

stepmother.

to the idea of letting

learn to read

me

and

go into the monastery because

write.

When

Were you

O.F.:

disobedient then too?

he took

me

there,

..."

he kept urging me: "Be obedient, study

You

just told

me

that

you

only obey youself


M.:

was shy.

was so shy that

in

school

courage to get up and show that


the teacher called

When

the beard.

monastery ordered

able to obey.

was twenty years

me

my

to let

obliged to grow a beard.

didn't even have the

and my

blushed

But not even then was

lyzed.

isn't

on me,

studied the lesson.

I'd

old,

Take the

story of

the abbot of the

beard grow.

refused,

When

tongue got para-

And

novice

and he got angry. "Ei-

you obey or out you go." "All right, I'll go. Then I
packed my bag I knew exactly what would happen. "You
mustn't go! Stay." "All right, I'll stay." "But grow a beard."
ther

"

"No, no beard." "Look out or I'll beat you." "Beat me." He


started beating me, and while he was beating me, he yelled,
"Will you let it grow?" "No." "Now will you let it grow?"
"No." Finally he sat down, exhausted. "Please. Let it grow a
little.

bit

Just a

needed

little,

to

O.F.
M.:

And

little

bit?"

ask

little

whether you have one or not."

"Yes." "Like now?" "Yes." "Not even


millimeter more." "All

compromise was reached without my giving

in

obedience.

Revealing,

It's

won't lose face." "No." "Just the

millimeter more?" "Not even a

right."
to

make people

smiled. "This
a

so

my

I'd say.

strategy.

It

always has been.

mean,

I've

always enjoyed

Archbishop Makarios
the

game

of pushing myself to the edge of the abyss and then

stopping so as not to
stop at the last

You

fall.

moment

The

the brakes.

knew

can go that

It's

far

not that

there;

is

and no

fall,

go along very quietly, knowing

was the same with the abbot.

It

fur-

commit

to

put on

I'll

hadn't the slight-

I liked it too much. But


making him believe the contrary and taking his
he'd give in and accept a compromise that for me was

of leaving the monastery;

est intention
I

mean?

realize the abyss

others, naturally, think I'm about to

Instead

suicide.

what

see

because

calculate to the millimeter that


ther.

323

that by

beating,

a victory.

O.F.:

And
work,

M.:

when your

has there been any case

when

calculations didn't

destiny decided for you?

don't believe in destiny. Everyone makes his


the

most there

exist

must know how

to take

foreseen that

become bishop

archbishop
ing. After

I'd

own

unforeseen circumstances,

advantage

at thirty-seven.

of.

at the

But

I,

for instance, hadn't

age of thirty-five and

that's a story

to take

my

degree

caught by the war, the


tion, a

worth

tell-

seven years in the monastery, three of which were

spent studying at the high school in Nicosia,

Athens

destiny. At

which one

tough

Italian

as well as

tion,

however,

went

to

Boston.

in

was sent

law and theology. There

to

was

and then the German occupa-

adventurous period. After the libera-

got a scholarship in the United States and

America

liked

among

they'd given me,

other things, a small Greek Orthodox parish.

decided

to stay

there for five years instead of the three that had been arranged

my teaching degree in theology. And here the plan


Two years had barely gone by, in fact, when received
a cable from Cyprus informing me that a certain district
wanted to elect me its bishop.
was alarmed.
didn't want to

and take
failed.

leave America,

want

didn't

to

go back

to

Gyprus. Gyprus

meant nothing to me except a vague geographical knowledge.


And a limited one at that, since all had seen were the mountains where
was born, the monastery where I'd grown up,
and the school in Nicosia where I'd studied. Do you know
I

was eighteen when


back:
O.F.:

"Many

Are you

saw the sea

thanks but

telling

me you

for the first

don't want to

time?

become bishop

weren't ambitious?

cabled
stop."

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324
M.:

Of course

No

was!

priest

can be happy

my

an ecclesiastical career. But


fact

no sooner had

that

is

sent

my

was 1948, the eve of the struggle


"Will

ing everybody,

Then

when

reply

second cable

independence. Sadly

for

remember

that there

something very democratic. The people participate


taneously, enthusiastically, and without tricks. But
that

mad

I've

cism. In any form.

out to look for a

to

it

taxi,

fanaticism.

didn't

saw

crowd

this incredible

myself to the Church and to Cyprus.

do everything

tell

fanatically

shall dedicate

is

spon-

my name. recovered myself if only to utter


be my first political statement: "You wanted me.

shouting

was

in

And can't stand fanatiSo you can imagine how I felt when, going

arouses a

it

find a taxi at the Nicosia airport?"

already told you that in Cyprus the election of a bishop

you

It

kept ask-

took the plane from Athens to Nicosia and

in

The

you unanimously."

arrived: "Elections held. People elected

took a plane to Athens, and

he doesn't succeed

if

ambitions were different.

can

to

help Cyprus win

the chains of colonialism."

Then

So

And

I'll

freedom and break

its

saw myself

taken to Larnaca, the district where

what

lifted

up and

been elected. And

I'd

moment on, Cyprus became my life.


A good life. Beatitude. A lucky life, let's face
A tough, difficult life, full of assassination attempts,
from that

O.F.:

M.:

it.

anxiety,

and

Still it's

true that two years later,

exile.

was

was triumphantly elected

in

youngest head of a Church


liked

it.

But

it

To get
and ... Of

exile.

doubled

rid

seems anything but


vacation.
respected.

his

in the

my

when

whole world.

political

when

tragic.

Actually

It's

true that

commitment and

me

look back on
it

becoming the

thus

cost

me

to the Seychelles

it

today, that exile

wasn't an exile,

was given a nice house where

The

risks,

the archbishop died,

place,

of me, the British sent

course,

of

in the Resistance against the British.

it

was

was served and

landscape was marvelous, so marvelous that

went back as a tourist and even


bought a little piece of land near the same house, which the
owner, unfortunately, didn't want to sell. The British treated
me well and didn't keep me there long just eleven months.
But at that time I didn't know it and thought they'd keep me
for at least ten years or forever. I had no idea what was going

wanted

to see

it

again,

and

Archbishop Makarios

on

Cyprus,

in

had no

no newspapers, and

radio,

And

speak with anyone.

325
couldn't

And?

O.F.:

M.: Well, all right,


life.

can

you.

tell

I'll

up

stay shut

on the eighth day

have

wasn't born for the contemplative

week

for a

but

in this suite in the Plaza,

go out, see people, do something,

to

You'll object: didn't the monastery teach you anything?

live.

Well, our monasteries aren't very

them do

strict

those who

and not because

so by choice

stay inside

And

they're forced to.

no one says I should go back and live in a monastery. I prefer


to do what I'm doing and
why should I go back to a
.

monastery?

So

O.F.:

was

compare you with those popes. Besides

right to

I've

never believed in the picture some people paint of you: ascevegetarian

tic,

M.: I'm not a vegetarian!

my

of

me

was offered

and

answered

is

Then he

dinner that

came over and

thought he was asking

yes.

put a

One

also eat meat.

a certain official

in India. Tlie waiter

"Are you vegetarian?"


bles

but

like vegetables

most painful memories

flc .ver

if

asked me,

liked vegeta-

my

beside

plate

whole meal served me nothing but vegetables.


was consumed with envy seeing the others devouring chicken,
fish, steaks. In fact, now whenever they put a flower in my
and

for the

hand,
O.F.

But

get suspicious.

was referring

at a party

and you're

said to

know

don't

No, no,

O.F.:

where

true,

It's

What

certain

was trying

who

love popular dances,

should
.

and

cursion,

say?

adjustments.
to

in the

not one of
.

At the same time, however

When

necessary

...

make

like to walk, for instance, to run,

keep

dislike fat people.

walk

was talking about

to ascertain that you're

pray from morning to night and

climb mountains,

sports

I'm usually a very simple man.

to

dance,

woman

is

wasn't talking about folklore.

those priests

seems you

It

a wild belly

have remarked, "The beauty of

that incident.
.

belly dancing.

Beatitude.

dancer did

of God."

like folklore

M.:

to other flowers.

were once

gift

M.:

woods.

shape.

in

Also because

So whenever
.

can,

Under my

robe,

like

take an ex-

you

see,

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

326
wear

trousers.

home,

sock and

If

because

it's

But cocktail

me

at

in a cas-

me,

parties bore

Maybe

clear, Beatitude.

by their right names.

to call things

to the

things.

made myself

haven't

still

people are used to seeing

can't disappoint them.

and so do worldly
O.F.:

always dress this way, in robes, even

my

was referring

it's

better

women,

to

rumors that you're very fond of women. They even say


Cyprus you have two, well, two wives.
now. In the Orthodox Church, bishops and archbishops

that in

Come

M.:

Only

can't marry.

priests can.

But then they don't become

bishops.
O.F.:

M.:

O.F.

know.

M.:

Isn't
.

said "wives" to be polite.

true you're very fond of

it

women?

let's change the subject. They also say you're not a


man, that a word of truth never comes out of your
mouth. Do you think a head of state should be permitted to

O.F.: All right,

sincere

tell lies?

M.:

No,

this

silent.

something

is

any

lies,

lie,

that

Silence

is

can't accept. I'm so incapable of telling

when

can't

the truth,

tell

always better than

Resistance struggle, the British arrested

being arrested,

deny what
tacts

M.:

What

several times. After

lie,

don't want to say anything.

couldn't

had con-

answered, "I can't

refuse to answer."

kept silent.

what you did with

O.F.: Just

me

was interrogated, and naturally

with Grivas. So, in order not to

prefer to keep

Look, during the

was doing. And then everyone knew

say anything.

And

lies.

did

me when

asked you about

women.

say?

O.F.: Nothing.

M.:

The

O.F.: I'm

me

perfect answer.

beginning
to insist

M.:

And

at this

rule through favors,

and that you're very

possess nothing. Absolutely nothing except that

it

pains
in-

rich,

land in the Seychelles.


world.

point

on the ugly things they say about you. For


you

stance, that

and that

to like you, Beatitude.

little

piece of

haven't a penny in any bank in the

have nothing but a kind of salary, which

can use

as

Archbishop Makarios
but

Hke,

very small.

it's

Greek Orthodox Church


bishop

in

327

administer the properties of the

Cyprus,

and

true,

it's

as arch-

to the arch-

can dispose of anything that belongs

bishop's palace, but I'm not authorized to use a single cent for

Theoretically,

myself.

bishop's palace. As

But

My

my

brother

my

is

driver.

when you

my
I

linen belongs to the arch-

That

many people,
And my relatives

help

than anyone.

friends less

reer; also

even

for favors,

doesn't

seem

me

to

it's

still

true.
less.

a great ca-

stop to think of the attempts that are

made

on my life. I stay in good hotels when I travel, it's true. But do


you know why? Because I have friends all over the world and
they're anxious to pay for me. In London, for instance, after
the coup d'tat, I went to the Grosvenor House, where I
always go. The next morning Charles Forte, whom I'd known
from Cyprus where he wanted to open a hotel, came to me
and said, "Do you know I'm the owner of the Grosvenor
House?"
you

as

And

so

in

my
I

New

hadn't known.

''It

will

be an honor for

me

didn't pay. In fact, he even

York,

cept because

at
I

wanted

me

want

to take

have

to be his guest

the Pierre, another hotel he owns.

didn't

to

London."

guest for as long as you care to stay in

didn't ac-

advantage of him.

why do

they call you the Red Archbishop?


where that came from. Maybe from the
I've never made anticommunist propaganda. Or the
Most of the nonI follow a policy of nonalignment.

O.F.: Yes, but then

M.: I've never understood


fact that

fact that

aligned countries are accused of being leftist-oriented and even

of looking to the Soviet Union.


O.F.

Are you

a socialist. Beatitude?

M.: If you're referring to

can say
social

really

systems,

Swedish socialism, not Soviet socialism,

have nothing against socialism.


it's

the closest to Christianity,

Christianity, or at least to

any social system, from the

capitalist

can contain something good. But

if

system, or the most Christian system,

communism. And

one
had
I'd

let

opinion, the future belongs to socialism.


ing,

through

to

It

it

be.

recognizes that

to the

communist,

choose the best

to

choose socialism.

me

add

will

kind of osmosis between the

all

certain

what Christian teaching should

Christianity doesn't favor any social system

said socialism, not

Among

that, in

end by

my

prevail-

communist coun-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

328
tries

and the

The

capitalist ones. Spiritually

that

socialist,

human

egalitarian,

is,

Today

relationships.

it's

already happening.

spirit

equality

permeating

is

all

an almost spontaneous

is

feeling.

an optimist, Beatitude.

O.F.: You're

M.:

And

always have been.

never

at

random. In the

last thirty

change has happened in the world. Thirty years


ago who would have imagined that colonialism would be over
and that war would no longer be accepted as a means for subjugating a country? Who would have imagined that social

years a great

would no longer be accepted with conviction,

hierarchies

that

the word socialism would no longer be frightening?

you believe in socialism, how can you administer a


one of the richest in the world?
Never so rich as the Catholic Church. And anyway the Church
But

O.F.:

if

church

M.:

isn't

that's

reactionary force;

world.

If

it

sentatives.

it

represent the capitalist

doesn't

only of

often goes to the right, the fault

is

And

Church

the representatives of the

repre-

its

aren't the

Church; the representatives of religion aren't religion. When


you think that not even the priests, bishops, archbishops, and
theologians have been able to uproot religion from the hearts
of men! I may be too optimistic, but even the Catholic
Church leads me to make a positive judgment. It's changed so
much in recent years, thanks to Pope John. In 1961, when I

was asked

And

dered

if

naturally

Not only had

a state visit,

had a great desire

was invited by the

to go,

but

still

won-

lack of understanding goes back so

never met a Catholic bishop,

priest!

Our

should.

Catholic

Rome on

to stop in

pope.

I'd

told myself that the other heads of the

dox Church would be offended. But

far.

never met a

Ortho-

soon after that the patri-

arch of Constantinople, Athenagoras, met with Paul VI in


Jerusalem.

Did you

O.F.:

M.:

It

O.F.:

was

feel at ease

interesting.

And who

with the pope?

pity all that protocol.

are the leaders with

M.: Let's say that


that others

some

leaders, not

have

left

me

whom

men, but they were only men

tries.

Among

who

felt at

ease?

They were considered

indifferent.

great

those

you've

many, have impressed me, and


at

the head of great coun-

impressed me,

I'd

put Jack Kennedy.

Archbishop Makarios

329

That childish face of his was really nice; it had a dignity of its
own. Besides Kennedy was simple, human. Along with Kennedy, I'd put Tito. But Tito and I are friends; I like to think he
has the same affection for

such

me

liked Nasser too.

that

have

just let

him.

for

He's

And generous

of clear ideas.

full

"Anything you need,

sides.
I

dynamic man,

me know,"

he always

be-

says.

remember meeting him at the first conferin Bandung in Indonesia. It was

ence of nonaligned countries,


the

time he'd

first

left

Egypt, the

time he'd flown

first

nonmilitary plane, and he was so excited.


ing.

As

for Castro

...

He

don't know.

has certain qualities

With me he behaved
Colda Meir is a very strong,

necessary for a leader.

behaved

like Castro.

in a

found that touch-

he

well,

interesting

woman, but we disagree about too many things. We've met


twice and we didn't exacdy throw our arms around each other.

...

Sukarno

he didn't impress me. Nixon even

And then

less.

An

ordi-

what do you want


me to say? I like Constantine. Not because I'm a monarchist
I saw him coming into the world, I saw him grow up, I
him.
like
But I can't say that because I shouldn't be making
nary man, very ordinary.

propaganda

political

And Mao Tse-tung?

M.:

wouldn't say

him.

for

O.F.:

much

have

in

common

And

with him.

don't

know how to define the impression he made on me. His


met him last May, really wasn't good and
health, when
Let's put it this way: in China he's a kind of god. His fingerI

prints are everywhere,

that

hate fanaticism.

Besides I've

known him

Conference.

Chou

him you can even

me

obsessively,
I

feel

for

En-lai
joke.

more

and

I've

at ease

already told you

with

Chou

En-lai.

nineteen years, since the Bandung


is

He

so intelligent, so pleasant, with

prepared a fabulous

hundreds of thousands of people

welcome

in the streets

for

of Peking,

I
kept saying to him, "You want to
somebody!" We also had fun when he
started talking about our two countries, about the role they'd
."
play in history. He kept repeating, "Our two countries

Shanghai.

a million

in

make mc

feci

like

Finally

interrupted and exclaimed, "Will you do

me

a favor?

Will you stop talking about our two countries, about their historical roles?

feel

ridiculous.

How

can you compare

a little

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

330

hundred thousand inhabitants with a China of


hundred milhon? What historical role can we have in
common, we two? I'm a mosquito next to an elephant!" Mao
Tse-tung was there too. He tried to smooth things over by saying that mosquitoes can sometimes give a lot of trouble, while
elephants are innocent. But that didn't go down with me. And
island of five

eight

M.:

Do

Ah,

my

kept

still

O.F.:

inferiority

you often

yes. If

complex.

not inferiority,

it's

complex?

feel that inferiority


it's

uneasiness. During

the Soviet Union, for instance,

Every morning

"Good

said to myself,

An

Lord!

Podgorny was nice and

inside the Kremlin!"

my

visit to

stayed inside the Kremlin.

archbishop

polite;

he did

in making me
combined my state visit
with a visit to the Russian Orthodox Church. And that was
worse. The coronation ceremony for the new patriarch of
Moscow was taking place just then, and the crowd was as
numerous as in Peking, as in Shanghai. It was very hard for

nothing but smile

me

behave

to

as

To

M.:

M.:

it,

really felt important.

Look, there's

complex.

lost that inferiority

When?

When

O.F.:

get out of

though

when

only one time


O.F.:

me, but he didn't succeed

at

forget the paradox.

We

visited Malta.

can offer you San Marino.

They've never invited me. But


too.

Oh,

it's

extraordinary the

been named

that have

nothing but meet

Makarios Avenue.

ple.

all,

asked,

in

Nairobi

one week

Mombasa

In
.

did
in

there's a

Ah, Nairobi was the

baptized five thousand peo-

said,

"As many

sand?" "Even

fifty

much.

"Let's

said,

arrived in two days,

naturally

didn't

Muslim.

me very much, and all of


"How many people could

week?" They

And

in

is

Tanzania

and the same

been invited by Kenyatta, another leader who's ima sudden I had an idea. I

I'd

pressed

And

because

of babies and streets

in Africa! In

black Makarioses,

little

Zanzibar, though Zanzibar

best of

number

me

after

comfortable in Africa

I've felt

want

to

as

baptize

you

thousand." Well,

do

five

like."

foot

stayed here a
fifty

first

contingent

from very distant

The water

is

thou-

thousand was too

fifty

should have baptized them


risk.

"Even

thousand." The

coming on

run the

if

villages.

in the river.

But

polluted and I'm a

Archbishop Makarios

331

hygienist. So I threw them all into a swimming pool, adults


For a week I did nothing but fill that
and children, and
pool. It was amusing because there's a Catholic mission there
.

not too well liked because of

that's

nialism,

and

to baptize

its

old

with colo-

ties

even a single person those poor mis-

Help women give birth, nurse


and what have you. For me instead it was quite simdidn't have to do any of those awful things, and the
is that in Africa 1 have at my disposal the largest concen-

sionaries have to sweat like hell.


babies,
ple.

result

Orthodox Christians. Naturally they underit means to belong to the Greek Orthodox Church. You meet some fellow on the street and ask
him, "What religion do you belong to?" And he answers, "To
Makarios's religion!" But it's all right just the same and

tration of black

stood nothing about what

Look,

my
O.F.:

I'll

life.

But

And now
tude.

M.: See

always

if

live in

told you,

couldn't live in Cyprus,

Cyprus

I'd live in

Good-bye, thank you, and see you again

you

York,

is

now

Africa.

begin to understand something about you. Beati-

again in

Cyprus.

as president.

New

Cyprus. As

November 1974

Come when

you

like.

in

Cyprus.

I'll

receive

you

14

Alexandres Panagoulis

That day he had the

face of a Jesus crucified ten times

and he

looked older than his thirty-four years. His pale cheeks were already

furrowed by wrinkles, his black hair already showed wisps of white,

and

his eyes

were two pools of melancholy. Or rage? Even when he

laughed, you didn't believe his laugh. Besides,


that hardly lasted

like

it

was a forced laugh

His

a burst of gunfire.

lips

immediately

locked themselves again in a bitter grimace, and in that grimace

you looked

in vain for a

lost his health,

the

first

reminder of

his health

along with his youth, the

tied for

time to the torture table and they had said to him,

you're going to suffer so

But you understood

at

much

once that he wasn't

once that he was one of those


life,

so well

"Now

you'll be sorry you were ever bom."

sorry to have

he had never been sorry and never would

way of

and youth. He had

moment he was

men

for

do they spend

be.

whom

You

been born;

understood

at

even dying becomes a

their lives.

Neither the most

atrocious tortures, nor the death sentence, nor three nights spent

waiting to be shot, nor the most

inhuman

prison, five years in a

concrete cell one and a half meters by three, had broken him.

Two days earlier, coming out of the Boyati prison with the pardon granted by George Papadopoulos along with an amnesty for
three hundred political prisoners, he had not uttered a single word
that might have helped him to be left in peace. In fact, he had
352

Alexandres Panagoulis
declared contemptuously, "I didn't ask for

imposed

it

on me. I'm ready

deed those

who

more than

before.

to

go back

333
it,

They

that pardon.

to prison right

now."

In-

him feared for his safety, now, as much and


Out of prison he was too disturbing for the colo-

loved

nels.

Tigers on the loose are always disturbing. Those in power

shoot

at tigers

on the loose or else they set a trap to put them back


long would he remain in the open air? This was
thing I thought that Thursday, August 23, 1973, on seeing

in the cage.

the

first

How

Alexandres Panagoulis.
Alexandres Panagoulis. Alekos to his friends and to the police.
Born in Athens in 1939, son of Athena and Basil Panagoulis, who
was an army colonel decorated in the Balkan War and in the First
World War and in the war against the Turks in Asia Minor and in
the civil war that lasted until 1950. Second of three brothers, democrats and antifascists all. Founder and head of Greek Resistance, the

movement

Author of the
to cost

on August 13, 1967, failed by a hairbreadth


and bring down the junta. For this he
tortured incessantly until the trial, where they

Papadopoulos

had been

the colonels never succeeded in destroying.

plot that

arrested,

his life

had discovered that he was not an executor of orders but the leader
of Greek Resistance,

movement that made up most


condemned to death

the

alty that

he himself had asked

for in a defense

hours kept the judges spellbound.


tyranny and
also

know

know

you'll

send

"You

me

pen-

speech that for two

are the representatives of

before the firing squad. But

swan song of every true


squad." That unforgettable

that the

before the firing

of the

opposition; and for this he had been

fighter
trial.

is

his final gasp

Never before had

an accused been seen so transformed into an accuser.

He arrived in
The police

the court with his hands handcuffed behind his back.

took off the handcuffs and locked

him

in a vise that

the shoulders, the arms, the waist, but he

jumped

him by

held

to his feet all the

same, pointing his finger and shouting his contempt.

So

as

not to

make him

a hero, they did not

goes without saying that he

became one

all

execute him.
the same,

And

it

because

it is easier to die than to live as he lived.


They transhim from one prison to another, saying, "The firing squad is
waiting for you." They came into his cell and beat him almost to
death. And for eleven months they kept him handcuffed, day and

sometimes
ported

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

334

though

night, even

had begun

his wrists

him from smoking, from

they kept

to fester.

Then

periodically

reading, from having a piece of

paper and a pencil to write his poems.

He

wrote them

the same, on tiny pieces of onionskin from

all

packages of the gauze they put on his wounds, using his blood for

"A match

ink.

ink

do

pen

for a

write?

Maybe

ink has coagulated

managed

now a

on whom,

my

you from

write

a prison

address
/

in

But what

Strange, the

Greece."

He

even

send them outside the prison, those beautiful poems

to

written with his blood. His

he was

forgotten gauze for paper

only have time for

I
I

blood that has dripped on the floor for

some

the package from

first

book had won the Viareggio Prize and

recognized poet, translated into Italian and French, and

critics

wrote essays, sententious

literary analyses.

The symbol of courage,

than a poet he was a symbol.

But more

of dignity, of the

love for freedom.

me, now

All this troubled

you greet

it

perfectly.

that

has just

symbol? And

sf)eak to a

member

man who

was

come out

in his presence.

of a tomb?

was nervously biting

remember

it

because

from that Thursday, August 23. The landing


not finding

him though

had

search for Aristofanos Street,

house was. The

taxi driver

who

let

in

How

How

my

nails

do

do you

re-

remember everything
in

Athens.

him know of my

The

fear of

arrival.

The

the Glifada quarter, where his

finally

found the house and began

The sultry day, my clothes


The crowd of visitors who thronged the garden,
the terrace, every comer of the house. The other journalists, the
voices, the shoving. And him, sitting in the midst of chaos with the
to

shout and make the sign of the cross.

sticking to

my

skin.

face of Christ.

He

as soon as he saw
and ran to embrace me as though he
had always known me. Anyway, if he hadn't always known me, we
already knew each other. In those periods when he was allowed to
read a few newspapers, he was to tell me, my articles had kept him

me

looked very

he sprang up

tired,

indeed exhausted. But

like a cat,

company. And he had given me courage by the simple fact of existing, of being what he was. So my worry about having to face a
symbol instead of
''ciao/'

come

he replied

or felicitation.

stay in

man

''ciao,"
I

I returned his embrace, saying


and there were no other words of wel-

vanished.

simply added, "I have twenty-four hours to

Athens and prepare the interview. Immediately afterward

Alexandres Panagoulis

335

must leave for Bonn. Is there a corner where we can work quietly?"
He nodded silendy and then, plowing his way through the crowd of
visitors, led me into a room where there were many copies of one
of my books in Greek. Besides these, there was a bouquet of red
roses that he had sent to me at the airport and that had come back
because the friend charged to welcome me had not been able to
find me. Touched,
thanked him brusquely. But he understood
my brusque tone because, for a moment, the melancholy look
disappeared from his eyes and his pupils showed a flash of amusement that dismayed me again. It was a flash that made you divine a
host of tender and vehement feelings in conflict among themselves,
1

without peace.

a soul

We

be able to understand this

And immediately

which was beguiling, resonant, almost

voice,

persuade people.

who

Would

began the interview.

The

man?

was struck by

guttural.

his

voice to

tone was authoritative, calm, the tone of one

no replies to what he says


no doubts about what he says. He spoke, that is, like a
political leader. While speaking, he smoked his pipe, which he almost never took from his mouth. You would have said his attention
was concentrated on that pipe, not on you, and this imparted to
is

very sure of himself and allows

since he has

him

a certain harshness that

recent harshness,

that

is

to

was intimidating since

it

was not a

say ripened by physical and moral

agony, but an innate one and thanks to which he had been able to

triumph over physical and moral agony.


At the same time he was considerate,

polite,

and he

left

you

al-

most dumbfounded when, by a sudden veering you know, the way


a motorboat veers when it is proceeding directly and then suddenly
turns to go back

his harshness broke into sweetness, as melting as

The way he poured you a beer,


The way he touched your hand to thank you for some
the smile of a child.

changed the features of

came disarmed. His


eyes,

its

large

and

his face,

face

still

which, no longer sorrowing, be-

was not handsome with

more

strange

mouth,

And

yet quite soon

its

small, strange

forehead too high,

its

and, finally, those scars that ruined everything.

cheekbones.

for instance.

remark. This

On

the

lips,

on the

he seemed almost handsome

an

absurd, paradoxical handsomeness, and independently of his beautiful soul.

No, perhaps
first

would never understand him.

meeting that the

man was

decided from that

a well of contradictions, surprises,

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

33^
egotism,

generosity,

which would always enclose

illogicality,

mystery. But he was also an infinite fountain of possibilities, and a


personality

whose worth went well beyond

Perhaps

sonality.

only a part of his talent. Perhaps,


they didn't put

him

for

him back

moment

they didn't

if

in the cage,

that of a political per-

only a

politics represented

in his life,

him

kill

soon,

if

we would one day hear about

heaven knows what other things.

How many

hours did

books and flowers?

It's

we

the one detail

aware of time passing when you


story of the tortures,

first

of

room with

stay there talking in the

all,

the

don't remember. You're not

listen to

to tell. The
He had them

what he had

the origin of his scars.

all over his body, he told me. He showed me those on his hands,
on his wrists, his arms, his feet, his chest. Here they were exactly
where the wounds of Christ were at the level of the heart. They
had inflicted them on him, in the presence of Papadopoulos'
brother, Constantine, with a jagged paper knife. But he showed
them to me with detachment and no self-pity, stiffened by an excessive, almost cruel self-control. All the more cruel when you
realized that his nerves had not emerged intact from those five years

of

hell.

And

this

was revealed by

was revealed by

his eyes

when

mute contempt. Pronouncing

his teeth

they
the

mother when she came

into

names of his

isolated himself in impenetrable pauses


his

when he

dimmed
and

in to ask if

bit his pipe;

it

lamps of hatred or

torturers, in fact,

failed

even

to

he

answer

he wanted more beer or

coffee.

His mother came in often. She was old, dressed in black like the
widows in Greece who do not give up their mourning, and her face
was a network of wrinkles as deep as her suffering. Her husband
dead of a broken heart while Alekos was in prison. Her eldest son
disappeared. Her third son in prison. Furthermore she had been in
prison herself, for four and a half months. But they hadn't suc-

ceeded

in

breaking even her. Neither by threats nor by blackmail.

In a letter to a

London newspaper, she once wrote of her

sons:

"Trees die on their feet."

At a certain point Eustace, the youngest brother, freed by the amnesty only a few hours earlier,

came

everyone called Stathis, seemed


his youth,

his health,

into the

his cheerfulness.

with laughing eyes and prancing

room. Eustace,

different. Prison

legs,

He was

whom

had not impaired


a

handsome boy

the look of a baseball player.

Alexandres Panagoulis

Alekos without mawkishness, but so violently as to

He embraced
make

his

bones crack, then

tried

to

minimize

whelmed by

his

sat

down to one side to listen; he almost


You guessed him to be over-

presence.

It

was

he had taken

ref-

his admiration for Alekos, his love for Alekos.

Alekos that

for

337

in

1972 he had

left

Rome where

uge, and had returned secretly to Greece.

He wanted

to organize

him another escape attempt, and for this he had been arrested,
and condemned to four years and nine months. Plus four

for

tortured,

and

a half years as a draft dodger.

However, he had been

in prison

1967, and you lost no time in discovering

before, for instance in

he was made from the same dough, or rather the same rock,
he
was the third pillar of this extraordinary family.
that
Ah, if only we had also seen George arrive from the garden! But
that

George was not

to arrive.

the eldest brother

the rank of captain.

remain

in the

fled across the

No one knew

who had
In

anything more of George,

followed his father's career and attained

August of 1967 George had refused

Greek army, and

like

Alekos had deserted.

to

He had

Evros River to Turkey, and arriving in Istanbul had

sought asylum in the Italian embassy.

To our shame,

the Italian

embassy had refused him asylum, beating about the bush over the
necessity of informing the Turkish government, then the Italian
government, and so on. George had

fled again, this

time

to Syria,

Damascus he once again appealed to the Italian embassy,


which behaved in the same way. Nevertheless, an embassy more
deserving of respect, a Scandinavian one, had taken him in, and
and

in

there he

had remained

for a

month,

until the

the street and the Syrian police discovered

Now

fleeing

day he went out into

him without

a passport.

from the Syrian police, he had reached Lebanon.

From Lebanon he would have

liked to

embark

for Italy,

but did not

do so since the Arab countries recognized the Greece of the


colonels.

He had

preferred to cross over into Israel, a country that did not

have diplomatic relations with the Greece of the colonels, and


go to

Italy

on

a ship

from Haifa. And instead,

had arrested him. George had trusted them, he had told them
he was, and they had arrested him

all

to

in Haifa, the Israelis

the same, to turn

who

him over

to

They did not even give him the benefit of a


trial; they simply loaded him on the Anna Maria, a Greek ship that
plied between Haifa and Piraeus. And at this point all trace of him
the Greek government.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

338

was

lost.

seems that George was

It

still

in the cabin before the ship

straits between Aegina and Piraeus. But when the ship


was approaching port, the cabin was found empty. Did he escape
by jumping ship? Was he hurled by someone from the ship? His
body was never to be found. Every so often the sea gave up a

entered the

corpse, the authorities

summoned Athena

to see

if

she recognized

and Athena answered, "No, that's not my son George."


At some hour in the evening we interrupted the interview. The
crowd of visitors had dispersed, and Athena had offered me hospitality for the night. She had also prepared a dinner, set out on the
best tablecloth, and so we ate: myself, she, Alekos, Stathis, a
friend. Alekos seemed less tense, less solemn, and soon opened a
it,

door

to his infinite surprises, letting

He

versation.

called his cell,

himself go in a facetious con-

example,

for

"my

villa

in

Boyati,"

with outdoor and indoor

describing

it

swimming

pools, golf courses, private cinemas, dazzling salons, a

chef who sent

as a very luxurious place,

for fresh caviar

polished his handcuffs.

hunger

strike

from

Iran, odalisques

In this paradise

who danced and

he had once gone on

"because the caviar wasn't fresh and wasn't gray."

And then, in the same


known friendships" with

tone,

he gave examples of

his

"widely

Aristotle Onassis, Stavros Niarchos, Nel-

son Rockefeller, Henry Kissinger, or described his "personal

jets,"

and the yacht that the day before he had "borrowed from Princess
Anne of England."
I

couldn't believe

concrete

my

eyes and ears.

Was

it

possible that in the

tomb he had been able to salvage his sense of humor, his


Not only possible, but undeniable. "You can't

capacity to laugh?

me at one point, "if you


making fun of people. He's always been like
that." However, after dinner when we resumed the interview,
Alekos returned to being serious and nervously biting his pipe. We
spoke, this time, until three in the morning, and at three-thirty I
fell exhausted on the bed they had prepared for me in the living
room. Over the bed was a photograph of Basil in his colonel's uniform, and the frame was crowded with gold, silver, and bronze
medals, evidence of the various campaigns he had fought up until
understand Alekos," Stathis confided to

don't

know

his habit of

when he was an engiUniversity and member of the

1950. Beside the bed was a picture of Alekos

neering student at the Polytechnic


central

committee of the Youth Federation of the "Union of Cen-

Alexandres Panagoulis
ter" party.

An

intelligent

and

witty

little

mustaches, and which was no help

Then

remembered having

to

339

face, at that

me

time without

fathoming

in

a mystery.

seen, in the next room, pictures of

the three brothers as children.

up and examined them. The

got

one of George revealed an elegant and solemn little boy, politely


seated on red velvet. The one of Stathis revealed a somewhat less
elegant, less solemn little boy, but likewise seated politely on red
velvet. The one of Alekos showed a tiger cub with an angry scowl

on the red velvet, seemed to announce with


"No, and I mean no! I won't sit on that
thingamajig!" His little knitted outfit hung loosely to show that he
didn't give a damn about his outer appearance, and so it was useless
for his mother to scold him or plead with him; he was going to do
as he liked all the same. And almost as though to show his rejection
of advice, orders, and the interference of others, his right hand
rested proudly and provocatively on his hip; his left was holding up

who, standing

erect

anarchistic independence,

where he had

his pants at the point

How

long did

remember. But

really don't

attention

was

attracted by

ered with dust.

took

it

document

But

it

was

remember

something

in

my hand

ing a secret, and discovered

with a

attributing

it

button.

who had

photographs? This

that at a certain point

else: a

rectangular object cov-

seventeenth-century Bible,

ownership

to

Alekos Panagoulis.

document, and

this

Alekos was

fought as a guerrilla against the Turks.

from the seventeenth century

find out later that,

my

with the sensation of penetrat-

was

its

a three-hundred-year-old

an ancestor

lost a

stay there studying those

was

to 1825, the

to

Pan-

Some had been


young Jorgos who died in the
1823. Others had been named Stathis. But most

agoulis family had supplied nothing but heroes.

named

Jorgos, that

is

battle of Faliero in

of

George,

like the

them had been named Alekos.


Next morning

was not

made me promise
in the hospital,

clear

poem

left for

a final departure.

up the

come

Seeing

me

it

goes without saying that

off at

it

the airport, Alekos had

back, and a few days later, while he was

returned to discover things that helped a

little

to

secrets of his elusive personality. First of all, the long

to me. It was entitled "Voyage" and


on an endless voyage, a ship that never
the temptation or the need to dock in any port, approach

that he

had dedicated

told of a ship that

yielded to

to

Bonn. And

had

any shore, or drop

its

left

anchor.

The crew

protested,

at

times im-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

340

would have resisted a storm,


and continued to follow a light.
The ship was himself, Alekos. And also the captain was himself,
also the crew. The voyage was his life. A voyage that would end
only with his death, since the anchor would never be dropped.
Neither the anchor of love, nor the anchor of desires, nor the
anchor of a deserved rest. And no argument, no flattery, no threat
would be able to induce him to do otherwise. So if you believed in
that ship, if you cared about that ship, you must not try to hold it
back, nor to stop it by the mirage of green banks and earthly paradises. You should let it go on the mad voyage that had been
chosen, and that amidst his host of contradictions was the fixed
point of an absolute consistency. "Even Odysseus at the end rested.
He reached Ithaca and rested," I remarked after reading the poem.
And he answered, "Poor Odysseus." Then he handed me another
poem that began as follows: "When you landed in Ithaca / what
unhappiness you were to feel, Odysseus / If you had more life
ahead of you / why arrive so soon?" I think I really became his
plored, but the captain resisted as he

friend that day, listening to

him

in the hospital.

went other times to Athens, and never mind if each


time the Greek authorities were less pleased. While not daring to
deny me an entrance permit, the police filled out forms about me
that they never filled out for anyone, and during my stay in Athens
Indeed

they scrupulously occupied themselves with


difficult thing to do, since

lived in the

house

my

person. Hardly a

in Aristofanos Street,

where the telephone was tapped and four policemen in uniform,


heaven knows how many in civilian clothes, kept watch on every
door, every window, the street

itself,

twenty-four hours out of the

twenty-four.
Psychologically,

it

was

as

though Alekos were

were there with him. Once he accompanied


days.

And

for five

still

me

in prison

and

to Crete, for five

we were constantly followed, spied on,


we had gone to visit Knossos, the
bumper to bumper. We went into a restau-

days

provoked. At Heraklion, where


police cars followed us

and they planted themselves there to wait for us. We


museum, and they planted themselves there. Then
often we saw them coming from the opposite direction, because
they were equipped with radios and had changed shifts. A nightrant to eat,

went

into a

mare. At the Xania airport

was insulted by an agent

in civilian

Alexandres Panagoulis

On

clothes.

the plane that took us back to Athens,

egated to the

whole

in

sure of a supper in

dog our

heels.

minister

rel-

seats

They even

who had

we were

and kept under surveillance for the


wouldn't even allow us the pleathey
Athens,
Piraeus without a policeman soon arriving to

two

last

Back

trip.

341

harassed us at the funeral of a democratic

died of a heart attack, and needless to say, Papa-

dopoulos never granted the interview that according to the Greek


embassy in Rome he had been ready to give me. What a pity. It

would have been amusing


stood by democracy.

And

would have been

It

to ask

Mr. Papadopoulos what he under-

also by amnesty.

more amusing

still

wherever he went, was welcomed


stopped
his

him

let

to tell

him

that Alekos,

national hero.

embracing him and even trying

in the street,

hand. Taxi drivers

like

him

drivers stopped traffic to greet

get in

him.

even

And

at

People
to kiss

forbidden points. Car

not seldom, in bars, they

want him to pay the check. In short, everyone was for him
and with him, and only those who were in the service of the colo-

didn't

And

nels were against him.

non,

finally

object of

it.

understanding a

man

for

phenome-

who was

the

example, his disgust and

peace that would never be achieved

through explosions of desperate and de-

spairing rage, heedless audacities,

loannides, the strong

the difficult creature

better,

thirst for a

that manifested itself

followed this extraordinary


little

Understanding

unhappiness, his

and

mad

telephone

of the regime, daring

Dimitrios

calls to

him

to arrest

him

again.

Or

else following in

him

ing intuitions of Odysseus,

the craftiness of Odysseus, the shatter-

whom

he increasingly resembled

in

And the tears that filled his eyes when he looked at the
Acropolis, to him the symbol of everything in which he believed.
And his dark silences. And the outbursts of joy that brought back

every sense.

all

of a youthfulness regained for a few hours, for a few minutes.

immedimood. And the exaggerated,


indeed puritanical modesty with which he refused women when
they offered themselves to him with love notes, open invitations,
cunning stratagems. Besides, neither of his past adventures in love

And

the sudden boyish laughter, the unforeseeable jokes

ately canceled by those about-faces of

nor of
body:

was

his present sentiments did

"A

serious

man

he ever confide anything

to

any-

doesn't do that." Shy, stubborn, proud, he

thousand persons inside

a single

person

whom

you could


INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

342

What

never cease to absolve.

a joy to hear

him

with his assassination attempt, "I didn't want to


capable of killing a man.

even easy

him

for

In

request.

wanted

to obtain

for a passport.

documents

the

no record of

was missing from the

name, but not

came

ing he

was not

it

register.

He laughed

his.

office, for instance,

having been born. Suddenly his

his

you

terness. "I wasn't born,

Who

But

necessary for the

every office where he applied he found underhand

Kafkaesque obstacles. At the Glifada municipal


there was

man. I'm not

to kill a tyrant."

meantime, he had asked

In the

connection

say, in
kill a

name was

Athena's

about

see.

it,

there,

name

Stathis'

with poorly concealed

bit-

was never born." But one morn-

back, jumping with joy. "I was born!

was born!"

can say why they changed their minds.

A week

later,

it

was

Monday, they gave him

valid for a single round-trip journey.

on an

And

the passport

three hours later,

we

left,

Rome. But not even our departure was

Alitalia flight for

Once past the customs, the police, the baggage exwe came down into the waiting room and immediately

civilized one.

amination,
a flock of

policemen

in civilian clothes

surrounded us

provoca-

and we reached Gate 2. We presented our embarkation cards. They pushed us back. *'Why?"
Alekos asked. Silence. "We have regular passports and regular embarkation cards. And we've completed all the formalities." Silence.
All the other passengers had gone through, boarded the bus, got off
the bus, and boarded the plane. The plane was awaiting only us.
And we couldn't even approach the boarding ramp. What was
tion.

Then

worse,
Alitalia

the flight was called

we were given no

explanation, nor was any given to the

employees who were escorting us

Ten minutes,

fifteen,

twenty,

like

VIPs.

twenty-five,

thirty

...

still

haven't understood why, after thirty minutes had gone by, they
us go on board.
security.

Maybe

let

they had telephoned to the chief of public

Maybe he had informed Papadopoulos and Papadopoulos

had decided that


point as well, to

it

wasn't a good idea, from the international stand-

make

the last minute. But

the mistake of preventing our departure at

haven't understood something else:

haven't

understood why, once the doors were closed, the plane was held for
another forty minutes on the runway. There were no problems with
the control tower that day. There was only a great embarrassment

Alexandres Panagoulis

on board. An embarrassment
were

in the sky.

The

however, once we

that vanished,

bluest sky in the world.

he was received

In Italy

343

And

hero, as a symbol.

as a

also in

France, in Germany, in Sweden, wherever he went in Europe to

keep his struggle

alive,

help against the dictatorship in

to ask for

him

Greece. Only the United States did not receive

They

at all.

He dreamed of going to Washington to


thank the senators and congressmen who had helped to save his
life, to explain to them why he went on fighting for freedom. He
him

steadily refused

wanted

also

wanted him

a visa.

accept the

to

from

to read

American consulate

the

been the
answered

in

Milan.

"Where

in surprise.

The one where

itary prison!

happened

was

Boiati?"

is

was held

intervened: "Sir,

It
I

first

all

"Next

to

Athens!

His eyes

who was con-

filled

with terror, he grabbed the passport where he

though unsigned, and

he refused

back

to

to give

it

its

to call the Italian police

owner.

come: The

insult,

and

insult of the

this

almost an hour

for

finally did

CANGELLED

was the beginning of

American ambassador

when

in

threat-

for robbery.

that soiled the

many

insults to

Rome, Mr. John

who never answered the protests that wrote him. (Volpe is


man who grants visas to any Italian fascist who wants to visit

Volpe,
the

He

and have him arrested

But then he stamped an enormous


an

including the per-

Lyndon Johnson." The vice-consul became

visa,

like

mil-

death

thought you had recognized Mr.

had already put the

page

The

for five years after the

the democratic governments of the world,

ened

room of

in a

death and not executed because of the intervention of

to

sonal intervention of
pale.

for the

''Where have you

there.

Panagoulis, the hero of the Resistence in Greece

demned

that

universities

years?" the vice-consul asked. "At Boiati!" Alekos

last five

sentence!" So

some

poems. But when he asked

something shameful happened.

visa,

of

invitation

his

America and have


Almirante,

who

is

his contacts in

on

trial for

Washington, including Giorgio

reconstruction of the Fascist party in

Italy.) The insult of the American general consul in Rome, a


woman, who wrote Panagoulis a brutal letter to endorse the behav-

ior of the vice-consul

and

praise

man who had


therefore a man guilty

it,

explaining that no visa could be

of a head of

granted to a

attempted to take the

state,

of a breach of such-and-such Immigra-

tion

Rules,

which meant

that

life

Mr. Panagoulis had commited

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

344

crime of "moral turpitude." The insult of Henry Kissinger himself,

who
tors

personally denied the visa in spite of the intervention of sena-

and congressmen. The


and

singer
sider

"moral turpitude"

it

Many

insults of all those

things have

to fight

happened since then.


found its voice

sistence to the dictatorship

the Polytechnic

Papadopoulos

Under

tyrants.

only

to

like

Henry

Kis-

November 1973

In

replaced

loannides' leadership, the

re-

in a students' revolt at

be silenced by their massacre. As a

only to be

fell,

who,

hands with the dictators and conthem.

his ambassadors, shake

by even

new

more

result,

vicious

colonels dared to at-

tempt that which even Papadopoulos had studiously avoided: the


conquest of Cyprus and assassination of Archbishop Makarios.

Faced with the prospect of war with Turkey, the colonels were
forced to resign, and democracy was resumed with the return of

Karamanlis.
struggle

was July 1974, and Alekos, who had continued the


exile in Italy, was finally able to return home. He

It

from his

had made several clandestine

power and he chose August

trips

while the dictatorship was

13, the anniversary of his

sassination of Papadopoulis, as the day he

would

still

attempted

in
as-

officially return

home.
Three months later, November 17, the anniversary of the day on
which his death sentence had been handed down, Alekos was
elected to serve as deputy to the Greek parliament. Together
with the other sixty members of the Union of Center Party, he
serves in the opposition.

In addition to his political activities, the

seriousness of his interest in literature was confirmed by the release

of a

new

poetry collection,

Alekos has entered a

Wn'fe from a Prison

new world whose

broadened and matured him. (Someday, someone


of the noble position he took in Papadopoulos'

posed the death penalty

Greece.

in

heavier responsibilities have

for the ex-dictator.

will

trial,

have

to tell

when he

op-

Alekos argued that such

would be just only when the suppression of freedom has


upon the citizen the moral right and duty to act as pros-

a sentence

forced

ecutor, judge,
killing

is

And because
cluding one in
for those

When

and executioner.

freedom has been restored,

reduced to mere personal vengeance.)


of these
this

trips

have made

book. By that

who oppose power and

want

to

this interview the

demonstrate

fight against

it.

my

So here

is

con-

choice
the in-

Alexandres Panagoulis
terview

had with Alexander Panagoulis

when we met
that

has

it

for the first time.

like to say

In

at the

It

it

what

politics

to say. Perhaps,

the same, he

all

sense,

not be surprised

and

may

it

be crazy to say

point. True,
it

them. But

his activities

it

man
but

has everything to say.

still

don't know. In

if

mind

release and that the

fact,

repeat,

it

possible that

is

And

only one aspect of his talent and personality.

is

nor does

end of August 1973

should be read keeping in

took place only two days after his

much more

345

were

undergo

to

a turn at

would
some

he carries the stigmata of the tribune and the leader,


to me that it will be easy for him to free himself of

seem

his authentic culture

thentic vein

is

based on literary culture, his au-

is

the poetic vein, and

repeat, "Politics

is

a duty, poetry

it

is

no accident

that

he

likes to

a need." In the mystery that

is

surrounds him and will perhaps always surround

him

in

my

eyes,

only one point seems clear to me: he will never find what he
seeking. Because

what he

seeking does not

is

exist.

It

is

is

dream

And weeping, cursing, suffering, we


when a thing does not
exist, one invents it. Haven't we done the same with God? Is it not
perhaps the destiny of men to invent what does not exist and fight

called freedom, called justice.

can only pursue

for a

telling ourselves that

it,

dream?

ORIANA FALLACI: You don't look happy, Alekos. But why? You're finally out of that hell and you're not happy?
ALEXANDER PANAGOULIS: No, I'm not. I know you won't believe

me,
feel

did

I know this will seem absurd and impossible to you, but I


more irritated than happy, more sad than happy. I feel as I
last Sunday when I heard those hurrahs coming from the

other prisoners, and

cells of the

the hurrahs, and thought:

Papadopoulos

is

It

making

didn't

must have

his

to

know

the reason for

do with an amnesty.

proclamation,

so

getting

he's

ready to put on a show with an amnesty that will impress the


naive.

By now he can

tend to be
us go.

me

too.

feel

any

it's

all

tious;

less afraid.

doesn't cost

thought "some of us" because

rather, prelet

some of

didn't think he'd free

And when found out on Monday morning, didn't


None whatsoever. said to myself if he's decided
I

joy.

right to free
it

Or
him much to

afford to be less afraid.


It

means

me

too,

he's really

it

means

his plan

is

more ambi-

counting on legalizing the junta

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

346

within the framework of the Constitution and seeking recogni-

from

tion

Coming

his old opponents.

commandant had announced


you've been pardoned."

doned?

didn't ask

soon realize
Before

get

Erythrae
O.F.:

You

A. P.:

Sure.

it's

him

What

the prison

cell,

pardon."

me

Erythrae,

you'll

in

but hard

to get

me

have put

in

me

that?

else

could

say?

you, very kind of you, give

Should I perhaps have said thank


compliments to Mr. Papado-

my

poulos? Besides Tuesday was worse.

You know,

there's a spe-

procedure for reading the amnesty decree to the

cial

out.

again."

suburb of Athens.

is

told

for

easy to put

to

my

"What do you mean, parThen added, "You'll

said,

anyone

in

the pardon to me: "Panagoulis,

pris-

ceremony with a platoon presenting arms, the


others standing at attention, and so forth. So, around noon.
Prosecutor Nicolodimus arrives for the ceremony, and they
take me out of my cell and lead me in front of the commandant's quarters, where everybody is standing up, and so forth. I
see a chair and immediately sit down. Dismay, surprise. "Panagoulis! On your feet!" orders Nicolodimus. "And why?" I answer. "Why do you have to read a piece of paper that you call
oner

a kind of

a presidential decree but for

colonel?
others

on

down.

me

And

me

only the piece of paper of a

is

won't get up. No!"

When

with

and

And

stay sitting.

so forth,

They had

and me

my
I

legs crossed.

provoked him

Take your things."

if

to celebrate the
I

the lieutenant colonel

in the afternoon,

free.

A. P.:

to pieces.

sat there

yourself.
O.K.:

No,

their feet, at attention,

ing them.

two

wouldn't have given up that chair even

chopped
while

The

sitting

they had

ceremony

never stopped provok-

came

to get

me, about

too. "Panagoulis, you're

"I don't take anything.

Take them

didn't ask to leave."

he?

said the same thing as the others. "Once you're outyou won't say that. You'll discover the dolce vita and
change your mind." Then they took my bags and carried them
to the gate like porters. It was amusing because in one of those
bags they were carrying like porters I had hidden the last

Oh, he

side,

poems

I'd

written and the

little

saws

used to saw the bars.

They're tiny saws, look. But they work. Seventeen times they

Alexandres Panagoulis

found these saws on me, and yet

when left Boyati


And the next time

of them, and
here, see?
to

A. P.:

come back and

me
O.F.:

get

me

to take

347

more
them
I'm always expecting them
me back there. And you want
I

was always able

had about

ten.

to get

kept

be happy!

to

once you were outside, when you saw the sun and
your mother, it must have been wonderful.
It had
It was like going blind.
It wasn't all that wonderful.
been so many years since I'd been outside that concrete tomb,

And

so

yet,

many

years since

When

strong sun.

Then

I'd

and outside there was a very


had to close my eyes.
it on me,
I
little, but only a little, and with my

felt

reopened them

seen the sun and open space.

I'd

what the sun was

forgotten

like,

went forward. And by going forward, I discovered space. I no longer remembered what space was like.
My cell was a meter and a half by three; I could only take two
and a half steps in it. At the most three. Rediscovering space
eyes half-closed

made me

dizzy.

round, and

walk

more than

for

myself spinning inside

felt

staggered and almost

fell.

hundred meters,

merry-go-

like a

Besides even now,


I

and

get tired

if

dis-

oriented.

No,
fort to

hasn't been wonderful.

it

believe

it.

Or

go forward

sudden, in

all

And

don't care

do care and never mind.

made

in all that sun, all that space.

that sun, in

all

that space,

saw a

if

you don't

a terrible ef-

Then
spot.

all

of a

And

the

And from that group of people a


black figure detached itself And it came toward me, and little
by little it became my mother. And behind my mother another figure detached itself And this one too came toward me.
And little by little it became Mrs. Mandilaras, the widow of
emNikoforos Mandilaras, murdered by the colonels. And
spot was a group of people.

braced
terward

my
.

O.F.: Afterward
A. P.:

No!

who

mother,

af-

you

cried.

didn't cry!

don't cry.

others.

embraced Mrs. Mandilaras, and

If

Not even
by chance

my mother
we

In these years I've cried

dered Georghadjis and

But no one saw

me

when

cry

cried!

We're people

we never cry
only twice: when

cry,

they told

was inside

in front of

they mur-

me my father was dead.


my cell. And then
.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

348
then nothing.
laras

went home with

and the lawyer. And

at

my mother and

home

found

Mrs. Mandi-

a lot of friends.

my friends until six in the moming, then went to


bed in my own bed, and don't ask me if felt moved at sleeping in my own bed. Because
didn't feel moved.

was with

Oh, I'm not

you know! I'm not! But I'm hardened. Much hardened, and what else do you expect from a
man who for five years has been buried alive in a concrete
tomb, without any contact with the world except with those
who beat him, insulted him, tortured him, and even tried to
murder him? True, they didn't execute me after pronouncing
insensitive,

instead of dead.

me

But they buried

that death sentence.

And

for that

all

despise them.

the
It

same

alive

was their

right

me, since I made that assassination attempt, and


how! But they had no right to bury me alive instead of dead.

to execute

That's

now

why

allow

O.F.: Alekos,

feel

me

who

nothing but rage toward those clowns

my

to sleep in

bed.

Do you want

don't say such things.

to

go back to

prison?
A. P.: If

we were

to look at things logically,

should really have been

taken back before arriving in Erythrae. I'm ready to go back to


prison at any

moment. From

this

moment

on. Since yester-

day, since the day before yesterday, since the

moment

was

you something else: if my going


back to prison would do any good, I'd be happy to go back.
Because for what reason should they take me back to prison?
blinded by that sun.

I'll

tell

For what I say to others or to you? But isn't it my right to say


what I think under a democratic regime, and doesn't Papadopoulos insist that Greece is a democracy? Papadopoulos has
every interest in keeping me outside and showing the world
that he cares nothing about what I say. And if he wants to go
about harming me intelligently, he has to make me fall into
some trap. But that he's already tried.

The day

after

my

release

was a student, though

just

some

from

big kid

came here

his haircut

saying he

you could

tell

right

away that he belonged to the military police. He told me he


had killed an American who'd been taken as a hostage to free
Panagoulis, some time ago, and then asked me for some machine guns. I yelled and threw him out, and then telephoned

Alexandres Panagoulis

immediately

to the military police.

who had

of those

him

receptionist, "Tell

agents provocateurs,

They weren't

Who

me

he sends

said to the

another one of his

me

in prison

My

God!

imagine them

just

me now.

being able to break

it

if

and so

out,

beat the hell out of him."

able to break

O.F.: Alekos, aren't


A. P.:

that

I'll

one

tried to get the chief,

He was

tortured me.

349

you

afraid of being killed?

knows! Since they want

look like liberals, democrats,

to

wouldn't even be to their advantage

to

me

kill

for the

moment. But they might be thinking about it. In March of


1970, immediately after the murder of Polycarpos Georghadjis,
the hero of the war of liberation in Cyprus and minister of

Archbishop Makarios, they


evening and

of a sudden
fire.

was

beasts,

floor;

open the door. But

was about seven

It

it.

new hunger

day of a

my

heard a whistle and

threw myself on the

tried

in the fifth

in the

strike.

All

straw mattress caught

shouted murderers, bastards,

was more than an hour before

it

opened the door. An


hour during which the mattress went on burning and burning
... I couldn't see any more, I couldn't breathe. When the
prison doctor came, a young second lieutenant, I was in a

me

they took

out, or rather before they

coma.

As

found out

he wanted

later,

the hospital, but they didn't

between

life

and death

ate effort to save

hospital.

me and

The men

my

my

cell.

me

to take

him, and

The

succeeded

for

immediately to

two days

doctor

made

in transferring

stayed

a desper-

me

to the

of the junta showed themselves to be

Very often

pletely indifferent.

because

in

let

fainted

and

com-

couldn't speak

throat hurt and even breathing was painful. After

young second lieutenant got some older


come and see me, and when they saw what

forty-eight hours that

medical officers
condition

was

cal officers said

telephoned
later,

forces,

to
in,
it

they were furious.

was

crime

to

keep

to his superiors to protest.

he also called the commander


who's

now

Odysseus Anghelis.

The

chief of the medi-

me

If it's

in

in the cell,

true

what

and

heard

chief of the armed

vice-president of the pseiido democracy,

He

told

him

that their refusal to have

transferred to a hospital

was

denounce them. And

was thanks

it

a criminal act
to

him

me

and that he would


that they finally ad-

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

350

mitted me. In the hospital they found ninety-two percent carbon dioxide in my blood and they said I wouldn't have lasted
more than two hours even if Fd gone beyond the two hours,
But do you
in any case, I wouldn't have survived. And

know why
O.F.:
A. P.:

they freed Theodorakis?

Theodorakis? No.

Because I was about to die. That Frenchman was in Athens.


That Servan-Schreiber. And it seems he'd come to take me
away. They wouldn't have handed me over to ServanSchreiber, of course, even if I'd been well. And besides there

was the
tempt

I was in a
murder me. So,

fact that

to

state

of

coma

as a result of their at-

in anticipation of the scandal that

would have broken out with my death, they gave him Theodorakis. Amusing, isn't it? I don't mean by this that I wasn't
happy about the release of Theodorakis. He had suffered so

much

tried to

A
it.

But how

O.F.: Interesting.

A. P.:

But

in prison.

the story

did you

come

is still

amusing.

have proof that they'd

to

murder you?

few days before, they had taken away

my

mattress to *'dust"

That happened very seldom, every three or four months.

And when they brought it back to the cell, the guard came to
me. The guard was a friend. He said, "Alekos, did you hide
anything in your mattress?" "No, nothing. Why?" answered.
I

saw Corporal Karakaxas poking around inside it as


though he were looking for something." I didn't give any im"Because

thing

at the time,

but

still

thought when the mattress caught

fire

was that they'd put

portance to the matter

phosphorous or

name

that

cused

me

something inside

plastic or

came

to

mind

the

it.

first

And

the

first

was Karakaxas. Naturally they ac-

of setting myself on

fire.

that six days before they'd taken

But when

my

reminded them

cigarettes

and matches,

they realized they were in trouble. Major Kutras of the mili-

came to me and said, "If you don't


what happened, you have my word of honor that
you and let you go abroad."
tary police

Since

me

mother's

saw him

anyone

refused even to discuss such an offer, after ten days

they threw

my

tell

we'll release

back in the

visits

cell,

and from

were forbidden. As

in five years.

for

on even

that time

my

never received his

lawyer,

letters,

never

he never

Alexandres Panagoulis

351

And even that's not all there is to be said about


and criminal treatment of me. They were obviously afraid I'd reveal the attempted murder and so all my
mail ended up on the prison director's desk. Even the letters I
wrote to Papadopoulos. I wrote to Papadopoulos as the moral
received mine.

their illegal

him all my disgust and conThey should have had the courage to publish them,
those letters, or at least to make them public. I sent so many of
them, to all addresses. And then wrote to the president of the
sent him telegrams to let him know
Constitutional Court.
me and to tell him I was ill. But not
doing
to
what they were
leader of the junta, to express to

tempt.

even he ever received


F.:

And how

p.:

Less well than

my

telegrams and

My

look.

health

weak, exhausted. Sometimes

walk

you now, Alekos?

are

when

another

yesterday,

three steps and

a lot of things are

was

have

wrong

They've taken

me

been reassuring

Monday

to

just

have

had one

out of prison.

liver,

my

and the

to the clinic
I

always feel

can't

down. And aside from

sit

my

in

good.

isn't

have breakdowns.

to

my

lungs,

that,

kidneys.

results haven't

first

go back.

weakened me. You'll


on yourself? Because during interrogations a hunger strike is a means of keepmean, that they can't take
ing your head. You show them,
hunger

All those

say but

why

strikes, for instance,

hunger

also inflict those

strikes

everything away from you since you have the courage to reject
everything.
tack them,

I'll

doesn't allow

During

up

try to explain.

them

man

is

to

himself.
is

and

it's

and you

the

man

at-

being tortured keeps

personal struggle by the tortured


1

this

mean

that with

hunger

strikes,

won't allow the interrogation to

useless to interrogate or torture

These conditions are

some-

realized

days without food or water, especially

if

you

because of the wounds inflicted by the tortures. So

they're forced to transfer

even

if

loses consciousness.

after three or four

lose blood

Understand?

weakened and

be continued, since

one who

to eat

aggressive attitude, systematic interroga-

transformed into

the body

you refuse

apply a systematic form of interrogation.

torture, for instance,

a provocator)'

tion

If

they get nervous and the fact of being nervous

my memories

you

to the hospital

and

of the hospital are painful.

They

Oh,

tried to

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

352

me

feed

then
O.F.:
A. P.:

And

my

with a plastic tube put up

when

even

had the feeling

nose.

suffered a

lot,

And

was gaining time.

then?

Then, from the

room and
hunger

hospital,

and again

strike,

me

they took

started torturing
I

me

me

tried to feed

havior of

some

to the torture

me

new

started a

provoked them, again

temptuous, aggressive. So their system


they were forced to take

back

Then

again.

was con-

And

failed again.

again

where again they

to the hospital,

through a tube in the nose. Oh, even the be-

doctors was disgusting.

My

continued

torturers

way

the interrogation in the hospital, but in a less consistent


since there they couldn't use their methods.

and

repeat,

that

was important

been impossible

for

me

me. In

to

short,

up hunger

to give

gained time,

would have

it

strikes.

They were

too indispensable a weapon.


O.F.:

During the

interrogations,

understand.

But

later,

Alekos, in prison?
A. P.:

Even

in prison

had no

better

way

to express

my

disgust,

contempt, and to show them they couldn't break me. Even

was now

my
if

By rebelling through hunger strikes, I had


of not being alone and I felt 1 was offering some-

a convict.

the feeling

thing for the cause of Greece.

thought

if

kept a steady, cou-

rageous attitude, the soldiers and guards and the officers themselves

would understand

determined

that

to win. Besides

was there

many

to represent a people

of the hunger strikes

went

on in prison were provoked by the way they behaved with me.


They wouldn't even let me have a newspaper, a book, a pencil,

a cigarette.

And

in order to

have

newspaper, a book, a pen-

on end. I
smoke
lasted
that
went on one strike that lasted forty-seven days, one
forty-four, one forty, one thirty-seven, two thirty-two, one
thirty, five between twenty-five and thirty ... I went on so
many. And despite this, they never stopped beating me.
Never. I took so many beatings in that cell. They broke my
cil,

ribs

or to

when

healed.
O.F.:

When

A. P.: If

a cigarette,

they
.

beat

me

refused to eat. For days

with

iron

rods;

they've

barely

did they beat you for the

last

time?

you're talking about a serious beating,

on October

25, 1972,

Alexandres Panagoulis

on the

day of

thirty-fifth

hunger

the straw mattress.

of a sudden he said that

all

Papadopoulos and that

Then
had

my

left in

Malakas

and

throat

rain of blows that

me

think of

couldn't

lift

Switzerland.
little

for

an hour and

my

a half.

it.

a finger

they'd beaten me. They'd tied

the sheet and saw

lifted

when

hurts

still

it

March 17

and beaten

in

yelled, ''Malakas! Dirty

defended myself. But that day


Also on

money

me

to assassinate

gathered what

could

started insulting

voice

malakasr

bad word in Greek. Zakarakis reacted with such a

is

silent.

was lying on

strength;

been paid

I'd

put the

I'd

couldn't keep

just

and

more

same he

hardly breathe any more. All the

and

in,

didn't have any

Nicholas Zakarakis,

strike.

came

the director of the Boyati prison

353

When

me

Usually

and

to the cot

Dr. Zografos

body, he closed his eyes in horror.

one bruise from head to foot.


on the lungs and on the loins,
and so for two weeks I spat blood and urinated blood. So how
can you expect me to feel well now? Besides the business of
urinating blood also comes from something else they did to
It

was

body

as black as ink,

me

They'd beaten

me

especially

during the interrogation.

won't ask you about

O.F.:

A. P.:

Why
which

not?

tied

one of

naked

urethra.

Alekos.

it,

it's

something

also told at the trial

informed the International Red Cross about.

Babalis,

Anyway

to

my
that

bed,

iron

kind of needle.

was

was

he put an iron wire up

my

who

torturers,

did

it

Then while

ing obscenities, he heated the

"After

they don't

all,

know how

to

do

the others were shout-

It

about torture,

To

stay

handcuffed

was awful. You can

day and night,

how do you

perhaps

isn't that

my

morning,

wrists,
at

for a

few hours.

my

they had running sores.


I

Two

succeeded

in

informing

is
I

Ten months,
month did they

or three hours in the

were bleeding, and

wrists

me,

a torture?

My

hands

some

places

the insistence of the prison doctor.

were swollen,

to

decide which

months, ten months

for ten

day and night. Only beginning in the ninth


free

was sticking

that

But they did that thing

it.

talk

say,

me. While

they didn't use electric shocks on you." No,

and when you


the worst?

to

end of the wire

out red-hot with his cigarette lighter.


say,

and

It

in

my

mother,

who

filed

an

official

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

354

And

written accusation with the prosecutor general.

cusation

proof, because

is

my mother

if

had written

that aca false-

hood, wouldn't they have indicted her? Didn't they indict


Mrs. Manganis

when

she revealed that her husband. Professor

George Manganis, had been tortured? They put her in prison


too, that great lady, though she'd told the truth. They could
afford to because in her case

But

cusations.

mother

had

my

left

list

prove the ac-

difficult to

They

And were

couldn't imprison

my

They were

the

obvious.

my whole

on

carried

make

on the

three sears

broke

scars

to

was

it

no.

case,

the proofs existed.

wounds and
If

my

in

body.

of the tortures

side of the heart.

foot with the phalange.

got

them

Look

at these

the day they

Naturally they always

used the phalange on me, which consists in beating you on


the soles of your feet until the pain arrives at your brain and

you faint. I even stood that fairly well. But that day Babalis
went all out and broke my left foot. Five minutes later Constantine Papadopoulos came in. You know, Papadopoulos'
brother. He put his pistol to my head and shouted, "Now I'm
going to kill you, I'm going to kill you!" and he started hitting
me. While he was doing that, Theofiloyannakos hit me over
the heart with an iron paper knife with a jagged point. 'Til
stick

it

in

your heart,

I'll

stick

it

in

your heart!" That's

how

got these three scars.


O.F.:

And

these scars

A. P.:

Oh,

these

ing serious.

know,

one and

on your

have scars
say:

wrists?

when they pretended to open my veins. NothThey only cut me superficially. Anyway, you

got

all

over

Now when

did

my

body. Ever so often

discover

get that? After three weeks of tor-

them any more. I felt my


opening up somewhere
else, and just thought: Here we go again. They usually began
their tortures by whipping me with a metal cable. It was Theofiloyannakos who whipped me. Or else they hung me from the
ture,

didn't pay any attention to

blood dripping somewhere,

ceiling by

my

wrists

and

my

left

me

flesh

there for hours.

It's

hard to

becomes
as though paralyzed. I mean, you can't feel your arms and
shoulders any more. You can't breathe, you can't cry out, you

take because after a while the upper part of the body

Alexandres Panagoulis

way and

can't rebel in any

and when

They knew

reached that point they beat

Do you know what


*

Theofiloyannakos

all this,

me on

of course,

the loins.

could never get used to? Suffocation.

did that to

me

my

holding

too,

nose and

Oh, that was the worst of all. The


He held my nose and mouth for one minute, watching

mouth with both


worst!

his hands.

the clock, and he

He

blue.

355

me

let

stopped doing

biting him.

almost

using a blanket and

with his hands

But then he switched

bit off his finger.


.

Another thing

when I was turning


when I succeeded in

take a breath only


it

to

couldn't stand were

tortured me in silence. Never. They


... In voices that were no longer voices
And then the cigarettes crushed out between

They never

the insults.

shouted, shouted.

but roars.

the testicles.

why do you

Listen,

from me?

not

It's

only want to hear about these things

They

right.

Military Hospital 401,

if

With him, during

taklis.

Do you know what

aloni.

do

didn't just

you can, and ask

interrogation,

his

the aloni

is? It's

me. Go to
Major Mus-

to

it

to see

they

when

used the

the torturers

stand in a circle, then they put you in the middle, and they

you

hit

at

his neck. He's

still

I'd

him

lies in

bed

like a

"clinically dead."

you something, Alekos. Before

to ask

like

He

completely paralyzed.

vegetable and the doctors pronounce


O.F.:

all

once. They beat him on the spine and the back of

all

this

hap-

pened, could you stand physical pain?


A. P.:

Oh,

The

no! No.

and

surably,

people suffer

least little

made me

suffer.

to tolerate physical pain


is

how

credible

man can show


bearable.

harder

Some
*

The

admired people who were able

and couldn't see how they did

That

man can

it.

got.

change, and

it's

Man

It's

wonderful

in-

how

himself to be capable of bearing the un-

rhetorical proverb,

really true,

is

me immea-

an extraordinary creature, a sea of surprises.

really

fire,"

toothache bothered

couldn't stand the sight of blood. Just to see

The more

steel

is

they tortured me, the

say that under torture

chief of the torturers,

'The

tempered by the

you know. The more they tortured me, the

you

now condemned

call

to

on death

twenty years

more

resisted.

as a liberation.

in prison.

(O.F.)

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

356

not true. At least not for me.

It's

never afraid, but

be lying

I'd also

be lying

I'd

if

said

my

Dying was the

last

not giving

of not talking, and of rebelling.

in,

idea to enter

knew how many times


iron table,

hit

them

head.

myself!

kicked and bit them.

fainted.

Then

ing.

A. P.:

always wanted to

If

they started again, but

No.

only realized

and

you only

was very useful because

It

me

harder

till

like rest-

the day they

it

shouting

Now

Czechoslovakia!

showed

me

came

"Russian

my

to reporters, after

And

the heart.

know!" And
it

most awful thing,

Go on
I

with your

cell

have

realized

first

waving
entered

seemed to
you know,

felt

me

something
was

it

when

they

escape attempt. There

were so many, from so many countries. And


''But then they

my

in

tanks

nobody'll have the time or wish to be

concerned about you!" And then

A. P.:

If

wasn't tied to the

because fainting was

faint,

was

Excuse me, Alekos. I'm curious about something. But did


you know that the whole world was concerned with you and
was protesting about you?
newspapers

O.F.:

said

thought only of

they got more furious than ever and beat

O.F.:

if

ever wanted to die.

said to myself,

like a caress

on

alone. Because the

less

isn't to suffer. It's to suffer

alone.

story, Alekos.

was saying that when they insulted me, "criminal, bastard,


fag," other unrepeatable vulgarities,

traitor,

back.

daughter!" But coldly, without losing

mean? I'm
they sent

it's

better that

you

as

had the
it.

glass in

Then

scoundrels.

me

head, you see what


get cold.

One

day

an officer who was an expert in psychological inYou know, one of the ones who says, "My dear

for a glass of water.

broke

them

insulted

me

him
I

my

very emotional, but with rage

terrogation.

boy,

For instance: 'Til fuck your

yelled frightful things.

Seeing he was so

talk."

He had

my

it

brought

to

polite,

me. But

asked

as

hand, instead of drinking out of

with the broken

glass,

soon
it,

threw myself on those

them before they jumped on


on the pieces of glass, and one

cut two or three of

and threw

me

to the floor,

piece almost cut off half

my

right little finger.

also cut the

I can't move this finger any more. It's a dead


Then you know what that beast Babalis did? He called

tendons, you see.


finger.

the doctor, and without freeing

my

wrists,

which were

tied

Alexandres Panagoulis

my

behind

back, he had

him

screamed

like a

A. P.:

Never! Never! Never!

to

finger.

little

That day

hurt!

to talk?

never said anything. Never.

had taken

attempt on

myself for the

bility

it

madman.

implicated anyone. Never. Since

wanted

how

you ever tempted

O.F.: Listen, Alekos, weren't

my

take stitches in

Like that, without an anesthetic. God,

screamed.

357

know who would have

all

never

the responsi-

Papadopoulos'

they

life,

taken over the responsibilities

of the government

if the attempt had been successful. But they


word out of me. One day when I was lying on the
iron bed and really couldn't take any more, they brought in a
Greek named Brindisi. He had talked, and now he was crying.

didn't get a

Crying, he said, "Enough, Alekos.

It's

no use any more. Talk,

The only BrinThe same day they brought in


Avramis. Avramis was a member of Greek Resistance, an expolice officer, a brave and honest man.
knew
denied that
Alekos." But

disi

know

answered, "Who's

an

is

this Brindisi?

Italian port."

him,

denied that he belonged

filoyannakos yelled,
ready admitted

it.

knows you. And he's alAdmit the same thing and we'll get this

"You can

business over with."

were

my

to get

this

Even
man. You've

you want him

said,

hands on you

confess anything.

know

to."

Greek Resistance. Theo-

to

that

see he

Theofiloyannakos.

"Listen,

one hour,

for just

If

make you

I'd

you raped your mother.

don't

him and now he says what


And Theofiloyannakos: "Whether you talk
tortured

or not, we'll say that you've talked."


Listen, even

under the most atrocious tortures

trayed anyone.

Anyone. And

animals respect.

The

the chief of police,

direction of

his

head and

happens once
doesn't

talk.

agoulis.

He

in

But

this

is

my

tortures

was entrusted

One

said, "It's

night, seeing

no

use.

No

hundred thousand times


is

that case.

to tell

you

this.

spit

blood,

that

It

someone

He's too tough, this Pan-

won't talk." loannides has always

group. This tiger broke his handcuffs." Well,

me

me

to

now

use insisting.

said,

group we can be sure we haven't decimated


nice for

never be-

something even those

the then Lieutenant Colonel and

Brigadier General loannides.

he shook

this

Maybe

is

"The only
Panagoulis'

maybe

it's

not

you'll get the idea I'm a

fop and write that I'm self-satisfied and stuff like that. But

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

358

must

you

tell

tion. Isn't

O.F.:

Of

the same, because after

all

a great satisfac-

all it's

it?

course

it

And now

is.

Alekos. After suffering so

like to

I'd

much,

know something

you

are

else,

capable of loving

still

men?
A. P.:

Of still loving them? Of loving them more, you mean! God


damn it, how can you ask such a question? You don't think I
humanity with the brutes in the Greek military police?
only a handful of men! Doesn't it mean anything

identify

Why,
to

that's

you

that in

same ones?

these years they're always the

all

Always the same ones! Listen, bad people are

a minority.

And

bad man, there are a thousand, ten thousand good


ones namely their victims. The ones you have to fight for.
You can't, you shouldn't, see things so black! I've met so
many good people in these five years! Even among the cops.
for every

who

Yes, yes. But just think of the soldiers

smuggle

my

letters,

my

risked their lives to

poems, out of prison! Think of

all

who helped me when tried to escape! Think of the docwho had me taken to the hospital, and when was in the

those
tors

hospital ordered the guards not to keep

me

my

said.

ankles. "I can't

"This

isn't a

prison!

who

Panayotidis

do that," the guards


It's

a hospital!"

me? One day he came up


I

have done

if

it

the

even

courage

me

to

all

rebel.

about that fellow

me
it

to do.

my

to

me,

Forgive

man
Do you mean man is fundamentally good, man
A. p.: No.
mean that man is born to be good, and
good than bad. And listen, to accept men, all
.

the doctors:

embarrassed and

what they ordered


they'd told me to do

did

to

And

and always spat on

participated in the tortures

"Alekos, I'm sorry.

haven't

What

bed by

tied to the

said,

would

father.

Alekos."

Oh,

O.F.:

is

think of something that happened

when

was

born good?

is
I

more

have

to

often

do

is

in the hospital

me by setting fire to my mattress. There


woman in that ward. You know, one of
those old women who mop floors and clean toilets. One day
she came by and stroked my forehead and said, "Poor Alekos!
after

they tried to

kill

was an old cleaning

You're always alone!


back tonight and
things, all right?"

sit

You

never speak to anyone.

beside you, and you can

Then

tell

I'll

come

me

about

she went toward the door and there

she was grabbed by the guards,

who

took her away. She didn't

Alexandres Panagoulis

come back
back.

and

to her

O.F.:

that night.

waited for her but she didn't

never saw her again.

359

come

never found out what happened

Are you crying, Alekos? You?!

don't cry. I'm moved. Kindness moves me.


I'm not crying.
Goodness moves me. And so I'm moved. Understand?
O.F.: I understand. Are you religious, Alekos?
mean, I don't believe in God. If you talk to me
A. P.: Am I? No.
I
can only say that I agree with Einstein: I believe
about God,
in Spinoza's God. Call it pantheism, call it what you will.
And if you talk to me about Jesus Christ, I can say that's all
right with me, because I don't consider him the son of God
but the son of man. The sole fact that his life was inspired by
the wish to alleviate human suffering, the sole fact that he suffered and died for men and not for the glory of God, is enough
A. P.:

to

make me consider him

You

vented by man.

The

great.

man

see,

of consideration because he can't


ceived so

As

love.

grew up

much

hate in

my

life

a child, for instance.


in

wasn't just a question of family.

should

say?

Of

on

diers.

happy child because

was

a question of

it

how

discoveries.

For instance, during the


the island of

re-

much

loved each other. But

all
It

I've

received so

I've also

was

without love.

live

but

where we

a family

greatest of all the gods in-

can't leave the idea of love out

occupation we took refuge

Italian

Leukas where there were a

They always

me

called

lot

of Italian sol-

"little one, piccolo, piccolo, pic-

and then gave me presents. A chocolate, a biscuit. My


father, an army officer, didn't want me to accept those
presents and insisted
throw them away. But my mother said,

colo!''

My

"Pick them up and say thanks."

doing

it

to insult

me

bad soldiers but good men.


up.

It's

hard

mother knew they weren't

but to be kind. She

been

I've

less

completely happy

to feel

knew they weren't

happy since growing

when you

realize that

others don't always care about the things you care about.

when

saw the indifference of

problems of

life,

well,

my

And

contemporaries for the

wasn't able to be happy any

more. Like today.


O.F.:

It's

curious, Alekos.

You

talk like a

ceive the idea of trying to


A. p.:

Before April 21, that

is

kill

man who

can't even con-

someone.

before the

coming of the

colonels,

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

360

couldn't even conceive the idea of killing.

been able

wouldn't have

harm my worst enemy. Anyway, even

to

idea of killing

repugnant

is

to

me. I'm not

today, the

a fanatic. I'd like for

everything here in Greece to change without spilling a single

drop of blood.
way.

Still less

don't believe in justice applied in a personal

do

believe in the

who've tortured me,

word revenge. Even

for those

don't conceive the word revenge.

the word punishment and imagine only a

trial.

For

use

me

it

would be enough to see them sentenced to one day of prison


in the cell where I spent five years. I care too much about law,
never challenged Papadopoulos' right

rights, duty. In fact, I've

to

me

have

the

tried

way they

and sentenced. What

always protested was

carried out the sentence, the beatings they gave

me, the cruelties they inflicted on me, the concrete tomb


where they kept me without even allowing me to read and
write. But when someone does what I did, the attempted assassination

mean, he doesn't go against the

And

acting in a lawless country.

what

lawlessness. See

Look,

if

one, and

mean?

come up and

start

slapping you, and you can't even

me because the law doesn't protect


think? What are you to do? Mind you,
slaps, nothing more. A slap doesn't even
But there should be

law that forbids

And

if

this

me

even

law doesn't

a necessity!

was talking about

hurt,

it's

me

only an in-

to slap you!

you a kiss if you don't want it!


what do you do? Don't you have

to give

maybe even

To

bother you any more?

you, what are you to

law that forbids

exist,

the right to react and

becomes

is

you're walking in the street and not bothering any-

report

sult.

law. Because he's

the answer to lawlessness

Or

kill

me

so that

won't

your own hands

take justice into

rather a duty! Yes or no?

O.F.: Yes.
A. P.:

I'm not afraid to say


so

much, and I'm

those

who

killed

it

it:

full

in

know what

hatred

is

too.

love love

who kills freedom,


instance. God damn it, it's

of hatred for anyone

Greece, for

hard to say these things without sounding rhetorical, but

There's a sentence that turns up often in Greek literature:

"Happy

to

be free and free

a natural death in his bed,

with rage.

to
I

Overcome with

be happy." So

...

when

can't help

hatred.

In

my

it,

a tyrant dies

I'm overcome

opinion,

it's

an

Alexandres Panagoulis

361

honor for the Itahans that Mussohni came to the end he did,
and it's shameful for the Portuguese that Salazar died in his
bed. Just as it'll be shameful for the Spaniards when Franco
dies of old age.

God damn

You

it!

can't let a

And

into a herd of sheep.

listen,

whole nation be transformed


I'm not dreaming of utopia.

know

very well that absolute justice doesn't exist,

never

exist.

But

know

where those who

where

there are countries

get

country

is

deprived of their

insulted,

attacked,

it'll

a process of

So what I'm dreaming of

justice gets applied.

that

Is that too much to ask?


man can ask. That's why get
so angry with the cowards who don't rebel when their fundamental rights are violated. wrote on the walls of my cell: "I

can demand

rights,

Bah!

It

seems

justice in a court.

me

to

the least a

hate tyrants and cowards disgust


O.F.: Alekos

when
A. P.:

this

What

did you feel

they sentenced you to death?

At that moment, nothing.


for

me."

a difficult question.

is

and

it,

dying

so

was expecting

it,

was prepared

didn't feel anything except an awareness that by

be contributing to a struggle that would be carried on

I'd

by others.
O.F.:

And were you

A. P.:

Yes. Absolutely sure.

O.F.: Alekos

know

if

about

he's

this

you'll
to

would shoot you?

sure they

question

want

is

more

still

to answer.

What

And

difficult.

does a

man

don't

when

think

be shot?

wondered myself Many times. And I tried to say it in a


poem I wrote in my head the morning when they came to find
out if I was asking for pardon and I answered no.
It's a
poem that gives a pretty good idea of what was thinking at

A. P.: I've

moment.

that

hear
ders
ries

/
/

the

first

reached
that

It

goes like

my

ears

"As

morning

will

that

lost

but not for a

for a

flooded

moment was
it

the branches of the trees

so

as far as

in a

way

morning

that

moment

my mind

tomorrow

was only

was waiting." And look,

who've explained

At the same

thought dead

ing sobs of the past

ers

this:

blows of the ax

the or-

memo-

old

like sobs

wish
I

Hope?

sorry

/ it

rend-

The

too

was

that wouldn't arrive

that the platoon

know, there are three


similar to

what

felt.

writ-

One

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

362
Dostoevsky

is

The

third

in

death of Christ.

But

Idiot.

The

Idiot.

What

is

Camus

in

The Stranger.

later in Boyati,

it

disturbed

me

of the

tells

knew
says,
The Stranger, and when

Dostoevsky

hadn't read

Another

Kazantzakis in the book where he

is

read

I'd

did,

The

much

thought the

to discover that I'd

same things while I was waiting for the hour of execution. I


mean, all the things you'd like to do if they weren't about to
cut off your head. To write a poem, for example, or a letter.

To

read a book, to create a

cell.

life just as

for yourself in that little

little life

wonderful because

it's

life.

But

was

especially disturbed to read the version that Kazantzakis gives

on the death of

moment

Christ. There's a

book when
And dreams a

in that

Christ closes his eyes, on the cross, and sleeps.

dream that's a dream of life. He dreams that


But I don't
want to talk about it. It's not good to talk about it.
O.F.: It doesn't matter, since I've understood anyway that you were
dreaming of making love to a woman. In Kazantzakis' book,
Christ dreams he's making love to Martha and Mary, the sisters of Lazarus. Yes
ten minutes of sleep to dream of life.
.

A. P.:

right like that,

It's

it's

beautiful like that. But

how

did

you spend the rest of that night?


The cell was a bare cell, without even a cot. They'd put a
blanket on the floor for me, that's all. I was handcuffed.
Always handcuffed. So for a little while I lay there handcuffed

on the

My

then

floor,

got

up and

about twenty-one. They looked


hostile;

me
To

in

at the

cheer them up,


as

stration.
sive,

Young,

thought that

in a little

started talking

would have spoken

to

about

while

I'd

politics.

students during a

be shot.

spoke to

demon-

explained to them that they shouldn't remain pas-

they should fight for freedom.

with respect.

Deaths."

officers.

nice guys and they weren't

like

looked as though they were sad about

fact they

depressed

them

started talking to the guards.

were three noncommissioned

guards

even recited a poem

You know,

music. While

was

And

they listened to

I'd written:

me

"The Three

the one that Theodorakis has set to

reciting, they

wrote the verses on their cig-

arette packages.

Then
scripts,

those three were relieved by three


and among them was one who sang

others, also conin the

choir of a

Alexandres Panagoulis
church.

myself play a cruel joke.

let

what he sang
joking,

"Some

him,

told

when you

sing for

me,

him

asked

sang

it

of those words

my

at

He

Mass.

for the funeral

363
to sing

me. And

to

don't

like.

me
still

And

funeral Mass, you mustn't say

call me servant of the Lord.


No man should be anybody's
servant. Not even of the Lord." And he promised that for me
he wouldn't sing those words, he wouldn't call me servant of

them. For example, you mustn't

No man

anybody's servant.

is

we stopped that cruel game and went on to sing


some other songs by Theodorakis.
what does a man feel when they tell him that
O.F.: Alekos
they're not going to shoot him after all?
A. P.: They never told me the death sentence was suspended. For
the Lord. So

three years they never told me.

tence

And

Greece

in

death sen-

At any moment, during those

valid for three years.

is

three long years, they could have opened the door of

and said, "Let's go, Panagoulis.


you."

The

first

morning,

had gone

and

by,

suspended

Maybe

thought

ready.

six, six-thirty,

was something new. But

When

seven,

eight,

squad came

Here we

myself:

go.

some

to the

for a

maybe

red tape.

door of

cell

at five, five-

didn't think the execution

five-thirty

my

had been

few hours.

the prosecutor

Then, around

And

cell.

said to

But someone gave an order and the squad

disbanded. Right after that they told

me

my

waiting for

began to suspect there

the helicopter had been held up,


to take care of

is

saw that

had been delayed

it

had had

squad

firing

was expecting to be shot

Even the grave was

thirty.

The

morning because

me

they wouldn't shoot

was the Feast of the Presentation


of the Virgin, so there wouldn't be any executions. They'd
that

shoot

me

November 22.
dawn again, and the second night was
and at dawn was ready again. An officer came

next day,

started waiting for

like the

and
I

it

first,

said,

refused,

"Sign the request for pardon and you won't be shot."

and

just as

was refusing,

giving a curt order to the soldiers outside.

we

go.

and

in

prison.
trol

Here we

really

go

took

me

to

And

this time. Instead

the afternoon they took

They

heard another officer

me away

me

to

thought: Here

from the Aegina

the military port and

Boat P-21, they took

nothing happened,
there, with Pa-

the office of the military

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

364

The

police.

an

place where

and he

officer

I'd

said to

been interrogated. Here there was


me, "Panagoulis, the newspapers

have already reported your execution.

you

terrogate

and

like,

as

we

you'll die

Now

we'll be able to in-

make you tell anything we


under torture. And nobody will know it

please. We'll

because everyone thinks you've been executed."

they

malicious threat, however

didn't torture

was only

It

me

that day. At

dawn on November 23, they put me in a car and said, "Panagoulis, no more fooling around. We're taking you to be executed." Instead they took

me

to Boyati.

wonder how you've managed to keep a clear mind


after having been five years alone and buried inside a concrete
box not much wider than a bed. How did you do it?

O.F.: Alekos,

A. P.:

Simply by rejecting any idea of having been defeated. Besides


I

never

ing.

defeated. That's the reason

felt

Every day was a new

new

be a

battle.

thought of

my

into energy.

battle.

was

just this

and

little,

had come

my

my

into inertia.

fall

came from my

to

rage was transformed

want

me

to

to escape for the

not to be in prison.

struggle,

to

wanted

to

my comrades
to give my all,

be with

determined

certainty that I'd given too

done too little.


Greece had been overwhelmed by the

that I'd

When
I'd said to

my

friends,

"My

only ambition

put an end to this dictatorship,

one

didn't

into the struggle

desperation

my

fight-

wanted every day

energy that always helped

new ways to escape.


escaping, I mean so as

escape to continue
again.

never allowed myself to

think up
sake of

Because

oppressed people and

It

never stopped

Not

to die in this battle.

my

is

only wish

so as to live

dictatorship,

my

to give
is

to

life

be the

more than

to

last

others but

more than others." And today, in all sincerity, I can


same thing to my friends and I don't care if our enemies know it. On the contrary. I certainly don't delude myself

to give

say the

that

I'll

be alive the day

believe with

all

my

when

victory will be celebrated, but

heart that that day will be celebrated. For

that to happen, however,

must go on

fighting.

together with the idea of escaping, helped

me

And

this idea,

not to go crazy

in those five years.

O.F.:

But

how

A. P.: In the

did you plan to escape from that tomb?

most incredible ways.

First of all,

thought of a way

to


Alexandres Panagoulis
send messages to

my comrades.
my succeeding
.

possibility of

little

in escaping, the idea

left

me. Never.

My

fail

than to

yourself into inertia.

lull

two attempts that

principle was the

but that to

failed

night the guards open the door of

and they don't

always,

panicky and

idiots get

me

find

was fun

to listen to

had the keys!" "Well,

As

I'd

you about

tell

One

amusing.

the

same time

as

foreseen, those

on the

the walls,

could have been hiding: under the


it

cell, at

inside.

never

as today: better to

Now I'll
me seem

my

me on
for me

and not thinking of looking

only place where

cot.

was under the

cot,

who came in
who

the other: "You're the one

not fight about

let's

ceiling,

in the

them. "You're the one

And

the cell this morning!"

same

shouting, panting, mutually accus-

start

ing each other, looking for

and

Even knowing there was

365

him!" And away they go, out of the

it!

and find

Let's try

cell, to give

the alarm

leaving the door open.

So
fifty

rushed out of the

meters.

another

and ran

cell

stopped against a

tree.

in the dark,

From

this tree

for
I

some

reached

then the shadows of the kitchen, and then the

tree,

People were yelling

prison wall.

all

over the yard: "Alarm,

"Alarm canceled. Canceled!" I hoped


someone would hear it and believe it. Now all I had to do was
get over the wall. I was just about to when a soldier saw me
and grabbed me.
O.F.: How did you feel when they grabbed you?
A. P.: I certainly wasn't happy about it. But
just
didn't get angry;
alarm."

yelled too:

thought:

It

Next time

doesn't matter.

will

it

go

better.

of soap.

I'd

made

using soap and pieces of bread, and then

I'd

painted

next time was with a pistol

with the

of burned matches.

tips

time, as though

it

were

a brush.

barrel.

One

night they

food and

...

came

pointed

The

myself,

it

it

black

You know, one match at a


The barrel I'd made with the

from cigarette packages and

tinfoil

my

made

it

looked

my cell
my pistol

in

just like a

metal

as usual to bring
at

me

them. There were

They got so scared that the one holding the tray


The other two looked paralyzed. And the whole

three of them.
let

it

drop.

business was so funny that


to

laugh was too strong.

given in to the desire to

couldn't keep

it

up

the impulse

You won't believe it, but if hadn't


laugh, maybe
would have succeeded
I

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366

But

in escaping.

And that's
But how many

fun.
O.F.:
A. P.:

had the consolation of having had

times did you

Many times. Once, for


of my cell with a spoon.
I'd

succeeded

in getting

hole

in

try to escape,

Alekos?

example, by digging through the wall


It

was October 1969, and

them

then, by a hunger strike,


tain

to

put a

toilet in

even got them

front of the toilet.

to let

at that

time

the cell.

And

me

chose that place

the curtain acted as a screen.

make

to

worked on

put a cur-

through

it

but

couldn't get

had too many clothes on.

had

out through the hole, and then

all

to

the

for at least

it

two weeks, and on October 18 the hole was ready. So


slip

a httle

something.

tried to

way through because I


take them off, throw them
the

slip

through the hole again.

That spoiled everything. A guard went by, saw the clothes,


and gave the alarm. They immediately pounced on me. Right

away the interrogation began. They didn't want to believe that


I'd dug through the wall with nothing but a spoon. They tortured me to find out how I'd done it. Oh, you can't imagine
how they tortured me!
After the tortures they took me back to my cell and even removed my cot. I went back to sleeping on the ground, handcuffed, and with nothing but a blanket. Two days later Theofiloyannakos reappeared. "How did you do it?" "You know,
with a spoon." "That's impossible, it's not true!" "And what
do I care if you believe it or not, Theofiloyannakos?" And that
was the beginning of more kicking and beating. Then, two
weeks later, there even came a general: Phaidon Gizikis. All
nice and polite. "You can't complain, Alekos, if they keep you
handcuffed. After all you dug a hole in the wall with a spoon!"

And

I:

"You're not really going to believe those imbeciles?

You're not really going to take the story about the spoon
seriously? After
his feelings.

all,

And

back on a hunger

a wall isn't a custard

for

having teased him

strike.

They

cot, or take off the handcuffs.

and gave

me

back the cot

didn't

O.F.:

Which one?

want

to give

But they took them

after forty-seven

nothing but a few drops of coffee.


it.

pudding!" That hurt


like that,

had

me

to

back

off,

go

my

finally,

days of living on

even wrote a poem about

Alexandres Panagoulis
A. P.:

The one

Want."

called "I

want

"I

to

367
pray/ with the same

want to punish / with


the same strength with which I want to pardon / I want to
give / with the same strength with which I wanted to in the
beginning / I want to overcome / since I cannot be over-

which

strength with

want

to curse

come."

now

But

made

at

ferred

me

ril

you about another attempt. The one

tell

Goudi and
away I started

to the military police training center in

of the guards was a friend of mine. Right

one

the end of February 1970. In January they had trans-

My

planning another escape.

had two

cell

locks.

asked

my

and buy as many


Along with the locks, the keys. He
brought me back about a hundred of them. One by one we
tried them, and one was the one we were looking for. But it
opened only one lock, of course. So we had to find the second
locks as he could,

friend to go to the market

similar to those

one

too.

guard

He

locks.

told

We

we found

so

was

mad

we would
escape.

And

spent the morning trying the

with joy

crete.

now

new

my

locks,

would

get

away

that night.

Or

rather,

certainly couldn't stay there after

Everything was ready.

It

seemed impossible

my

to fail.

Instead two hours later, about eleven in the

me and

to get

they had built


I

He

get away.

instead

February 16, he was

later,

the key that opened the second lock.

morning, they came

Where

go back to the market and buy other

to

eight to eleven in the morning, from ten to mid-

night at night.

and

him

and two days

did,

from

two.

me

took

understood that the transfer

me

only so as to build

me

new

cell.

back

to Boyati.

In reinforced con-

a special cell.

Goudi had been

to

secure

cell, in

reinforced

concrete.
O.F.:

The

cell

A. p.:

Yes.

And

from

this

you were

in until the

they locked

new

cell

me

in

was June

it.

2,

other day?

The
1971.

first

time

Then

tried to

again to the military police center, but there too

cape

on

publicity,

August
since

30.

That was the escape


trial.

You

see, the secret

in
is

yourself, never to feel yourself a victim, never to

victim.

I've

never played the victim

not

me

tried to es-

most

that got the

Lady Fleming was involved

terward there was that

escape

they transferred

it,

and

af-

not to resign

behave

even when

like a
I

was

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

368

wasting away with hunger


ideas for escaping,

or aggressive.

won

was dying of sorrow. Sorrow.

How many

through

my

And how

solitude.

overcome by

my mind

given birth to in

lives I've

book of poems that

also told about that in the

overcome

trying to

new
mood

always thought up

the Viareggio Prize. Look, solitude can be

imagination.

life

strikes.

always appeared to be in a good

Even when

...

Solitude.

and

intensely

each

lived

imagination.

O.F.:

But once, Alekos, you did succeed

A. P.:

Yes, with George Morakis,

who

in escaping.

because of

all

me

has been

sentenced to sixteen years in prison and can't even benefit

from
a

this

amnesty since they consider him

young noncommissioned

me

spontaneously offered

Morakis was so amusing.

my hand

carrying in

we

got to the last door,

officer,

his

Oh, my escape with

help.

was dressed

bunch of

He was

a deserter.

George Morakis, and he


like a corporal

keys for

threw the keys

all

and was

the cells.

When

to the little soldier

on

"Open the door, goldbrick." The soldier didn't


recognize me. He snapped to attention, opened the door for
us, and I even told him not to make a lot of noise asking whogoes-there in case we came back. You understand, there was
always the possibility of not being able to make it and of having to sneak back in if we didn't succeed in getting over the

guard and

said,

wall.

The

last

door

out of there

all

let

us out

we had

to

the wall was very high and

my

on the actual

military field

do was climb the

wall.

to get

Even though

surmounted by barbed

wire.

bent

Then
he reached down, I grabbed his arms, and away we went. Out
for a stroll through the streets of Athens. Too bad they caught
us, four days later. They arrested me in the house of a traitor,
Takis Patitsas. He had had connections with Greek Resistance,
this Patitsas, since 1967. He worked in a travel agency and had
supplied us with a certain number of stolen passports. They
had wanted to know about him too when they tortured me
over, Morakis got

on

shoulders and got up the wall.

during the interrogation, and naturally

was never

Patitsas

After

meant

my

hadn't talked. In

fact,

arrested.

escape

to stay there a

went

to his

house

full

of

few days. Just long enough

trust.

only

to get infor-

Alexandres Panagoulis

369

my comrades in my Greek
me with hugs and kisses, but

mation and make contact with

He

Resistance group.
the next day he

received

the house where

left

reappeared after forty-eight hours.

We

was

and only

his guest

we

talked,

ate together,

saying he was going to work. Instead

and next morning he

left,

he didn't go

He went to the police station and handed


how they caught us, by opening the door

to

work.

over the keys. That's

with

As

Patitsas' keys.

About seventeen
you don't mind.
O.F.: Yes, let's talk

he got

a reward

about something

five

hundred drachmas.

about something

Let's talk

dollars.

else.

Let's talk

else,

if

about Papado-

poulos.

Papadopoulos seriously. He's a type


I can't take this
you can't understand unless you examine his history. A history
that shows right away how dishonest, mentally sick, and what
a liar he is. For six years he's told nothing but lies, and how

A. P.: Listen,

many times, to vomit out my


You know, those letters that

disgust,

each one

a criminal,

called

him comical,

and mentally

gerating or carried

sick.

wrote to

tell

him

so!

gave to the prison director. In

a ridiculous clown, a buffoon,

And

away by anger.

don't think that

was exag-

All these things are

abun-

dantly clear from his biography.

He was

the

captain

who

participated

the

in

1951 coup

dtat, which failed however, with the brigantines Cristeas and


Tabularis.

And he who,

commission
which they tried
the

When

that
to

as lieutenant colonel,

drew up the famous

falsify

the democratic

was secretary of

Pericles

the results of the

government ordered an

Plan by

1961 elections.
investigation of

the Pericles Plan, that idiot replies that he didn't

know Greek

syntax and so couldn't have been the one responsible. You'll


find this information in official
in all
It's

of his

Greek newspapers

documents, published besides

the time.

who at the beginning of 1963 carried out a sabotage


own department and then personally tortured some of

he

his soldiers to get


tage.

at

them

He was head

logical Warfare,

to confess that

it

was communist sabo-

of the Office of Propaganda and Psycho-

and e\eryone knows he was the one who

or-

dered the murder of Polycarpos Georghadjis. Everyone knows

he was the one behind that incident where they

tried

to

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

370

murder

me

That

in prison.

can also judge from the

man

he's a ridiculous

fact that he's

anyway, you

extended the amnesty

isn't

O.F.

it

tantamount

Yes, but

it

to

to

And

the torturers. Isn't that an admission that torture existed?

encouraging more torture?

doesn't keep

him from being

power and staying

in

there.
A. P.: Listen, if

you're saying that

power,

ity to stay in

in

Rome

saw

let

all this

me make

the Italians had

was

was astonished and wondered

managed

with such a ridiculous

And

When

with Mussolini speaking to the crowd

a film

from the Palazzo Venezia.

how

doesn't exclude his capac-

an observation.

up

to put

man who

for so

many

years

spoke in such a ridiculous

was a powerful dictator and in his way


power and keeping it keep anyone from
being ridiculous? The difference between Papadopoulos and
Mussolini is that, for better or worse, Mussolini had popular
support. Papadopoulos doesn't even have that. His power is

way.

capable.

yet Mussolini

Does

stealing

based on the junta and nothing

who

namely on ten

else,

control the entire army. He's the

little

officers

leader of a

little

clique.

Moreover he
like

Franco,

acts in

who

bad

says, "I

am

faith.

He

doesn't present himself

the master. Period."

He

presents

himself by talking about revolution and then even about de-

mocracy. Democracy! What the hell kind of democracy is a


democracy where one goes up for election alone, without even
having the decency to invent an opponent or an opposition?
You can say: But you're out of prison because of Papadopoulos'

amnesty.

But don't you understand that

mockery? Don't you understand that behind


there's a
O.F.:

hidden stratagem

What do you

A. P.: I've

to

it's

trick,

this action

of his

extend the tyranny?

think of Constantine, Alekos?

always been a republican, of course, and I'm certainly not

the one to feel sorry about Constantine. Besides, Constantine

created the conditions for having himself thrown out of the

country

But

when he

forced Papandreou to resign, in July 1965.

don't care to emphasize whether

not. I'm only interested to see

if

like

Constantine or

Constantine can be useful

the struggle against the junta. Perhaps he can. Because


stantine

may

still

have some influence

in

Con-

in certain sections of

Alexandres Panagoulis

among

the army, especially

371

the officers. Perhaps, the situation

the problem of him, at the

And we can't deal with


moment. By now he's an enemy of

And

has no other choice but to remain

being what

the junta.

we

is,

it

can't ignore him.

now he

by

an enemy of the junta.

you don't supjx)se that Papadopoulos

O.F.: Alekos, but

A. P.:

Of course

And

is

way

now. They're joining

a reality. People are joining in

The

dictatorship unanimity.

world

political

all

out

mistake because the resistance in

that's his

Greece
for

you

But he doesn't think that he's capable of being

not.

overthrown.

let

him?

so as to overthrow

is

task

it,

albeit in a passive

instance, by refusing the

in, for

assumed by the whole Greek

that of following the popular will.

And

that

shows up by not helping Papadopoulos to legalize his


regime. I'm sure no resjjectable politician in Greece will par-

task

You must understand that


we can overthrow him. Papadopoulos didn't come out of a
civil war like Franco
he came out of a coup dtat. When
Franco came to power, his opponents were decimated. Deticipate in the farce of the elections.

The

feated.

Here

it's

last

democrats

different.

has been decimated.

end

The

Who

knows!

logic.

But

Italians

And

But

Maybe

made

Attica,

about

power.

to

politics

to

go to sleep as the Italian

much

But what

A. P.:

I'm not a communist,

your

awaken them.

to

information, and even

were

to

when

has

history,

the

say

make

themselves be seduced by Mussolini,

let

He

existed,

and Papadopoulos wouldn't

controlled only a few units in


in

all

Macedonia. And when you

political ideology,

if

that's

reject

Alekos?

what you want

dogmas. Wherever

to

know.

never

dogma,
me. Whether

there's

no freedom, and so dogmas aren't for


dogmas or sociopolitical ones. Having said that,
hard for me to make a distinction and say that I belong to

there's

religious

of

talk

O.F.:

could be, since

No one

will take for the dictatorship to

lack realism,

and some units

is

it

history? If logic

wouldn't have

come

all

doesn't take

it
I

and Hitler wouldn't have


have

El Campesino.

you're going to talk about logic,

if

logic ever

like

people always tend to sleep, to resign them-

to accept.

selves,

Spain

Greek people not

for the

is

people did.

left

Here no one has been defeated.

it's

this

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

372

or that other ideology.

our times

when

normal,

it's

you I'm

tell

a socialist

in

say inevitable, to be a socialist. But

about socialism, I'm talking about

talk

can only

I'd

socialism

applied in a regime of total freedom. Social justice can't exist


if

freedom doesn't

For me, the two concepts are con-

exist.

nected.

And

this

the kind of politics

is

I'd like to participate in,

Greece only had democracy. This


always attracted me. Oh,
try,

really think I'd

now and what

And

better. In

to

men who

so far isn't politics


yes,

but

only a

flirta-

like love

much

it's

And

my

that's

trouble.

You

see, there

are capable of politics only in time of war, that

is

dramatic circumstances, and there are others capable of

politics

only in time of peace, that

Paradoxically,

belong

understand that ever since the


neither
will

we

mustn't,

my

nor

until the

we

in

normal circumstances.

prefer Cavour.

moment

But you must

the junta took power,

comrades have been making

politics.

is

the

you say

Nor

overthrown.

We

we have an operating force. And


resistance, namely the struggle.

this

moment when

the junta

is

can't, unless

operating force
Alekos,

is

to the latter. All things considered, be-

tween Garibaldi and Cavour

O.F.:

flirt,

democratic coun-

be in politics becomes as beautiful as

to

be in love with love.

are
in

democracy

to a

Because what I'm doing

politics.

like to

if

the kind of politics that's

belonged

go into

done

I've

tion with politics.

if

is

that paradoxically

you belong

the Ca-

to

vourians. Truly paradoxically, since as a political figure you

became famous through


tempt. Alekos, do

a rather Garibaldian assassination at-

you ever curse the day you

made

that at-

tempt?
A. p.:

And

same reason for which I never feel any


would have been enough for me to say at
the trial that I repented, and they wouldn't have condemned
me to death. Instead I didn't say it, just as I don't say it now,
because I've never changed my mind. And I don't even think
Papadopoulos is guilty of high
I'll change it in the future.
treason and of many other crimes that in my country are
Never.

for the

repentance. Lx)ok,

it

punished with the death penalty.

and I'm not

mad

fanatic.

instruments of justice.

Both

When

didn't act like a

and

tyranny

is

my

mad

fanatic

comrades acted

imposed on

as

a people,

Alexandros Panagoulis
the duty of every citizen
to repent

to kill the tyrant.

is

and our struggle

373

are re-established in Greece.

There's no need

go on until justice and freedom

will

on

or rather we, have set out

I,

road on which there's no turning back.


O.F.:

A. P.: It

me

know. Tell
was

about the attempt, Alekos.

down

a well-prepared attempt,

thought of everything.

to the last details.

had

have to open the electrical

would

switch of the two mines from a distance of about two hundred

myself.

had made them


The two mines were well placed.
They were two good mines. Each one contained five

kilos of

TNT

meters.

rial,

C-3.

and

and

a kilo

had placed them

sides of the

a half of

two

to the

would have to
road from Sounion to Athens.

bridge that Papadopoulos' car

little

cross going along the coastal

The

another explosive mate-

depth of one meter

at a

explosion was to expand in an arc of forty-five degrees and

open

chasm about two meters

a circular

in diameter.

single

explosion would have been enough, the explosion of a single

mine to hit
moment.
But

the target, provided the car went by at the right

was the

it

fault of the

comrade who had put

it

in the

trunk of the car that the fuse turned out to be so tangled and
knotted that

The

fact

is

all
it

tance, because

The

could salvage of

it

was some

forty meters.

wasn't possible to open the switch at that disI

wouldn't have had any place

only place where

to

hide myself.

could have hidden was between eight

and ten meters from the bridge.

had

to try just the

same.

could see right away the drawbacks and dangers of such a position.

The most

very well.

serious was that

had made many

chosen the position


that

when

hidden by

at

trials,

couldn't see the highway

before the attempt, and had

two hundred meters because

the car was between


a billboard.

At that

noted

I'd

me and the bridge, saw half


moment would have opened
I

it

the switch. Instead from the

new

view of the highway, so

couldn't perceive the car at the

moment when
back of

should have to

this position

position

didn't have a

The

light the fuse.

was that from there

it

other draw-

would be almost

impossible to get away. Along the highway,


hundred meters, there was a patrolman. And
eral police cars. Besides

good

ever\'

fifty

or a

farther on, sev-

one not more than ten meters away.

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

374
O.F.:

So you would have had

A. P.:

Exactly.

some

And

three

from

Then

swam under

came up
hadn't seen me jump

all sides

me, hidden

for

could see right away that

the same.

all

it

right in the water.

thirty meters.

from there?

almost impossible but impossible.

cided to go through with

that they

in the sea

hundred meters away.

to escape wasn't just

jumped

jump

to

motorboat was waiting

a fast

for air.

de-

the fuse and

lit

water for twenty or

realized immediately

in the sea.

Cops were running

toward the point of the explosion.

swam

little

more and then came out of the water to try to get to the motorboat across the rocks and so more quickly. I was running
bent over, with my head down. And all of a sudden I saw the
motorboat leaving. The plan stipulated that it would wait for
me five minutes, no more. Still I didn't despair.

The

plan had an alternative:

able to come, or else


I

was

eral cars that

my

too

the motorboat hadn't been

if

to leave

would wait

all

Of

had on was

much

me

for

without picking

me

up,

course

Two

hid inside a

me

became

little

cave and stayed

hours during which the coastal and

military police kept looking for

those two hours that

it

after

would have been able to


would be uncomfortable,
I

a pair of bathing trunks, but that wasn't

of a problem. So

there for two hours.

and

in different places,

hiding place in the dark,

reach one of them.


since

had

hide in the rocks until late that night. There were sev-

to

leaving

if it

all

over.

optimistic

And

it

was during

so far they hadn't

found me, and so they'd never find me.

Then something happened


above the cave where
officer.

heard him

that

away. In a
asking me,
got

away

split

"Who

me

fate.

all

Where

Just

a police

take a look

the other side."

side,

he

back-

fell

me

me. He saw

right

on top of me. Hitting me,

are the others?


talk!"

And

Who

blows

was
.

it

and

pretended to be a mute and didn't answer

their questions.

and shoved

call

let's

him on

toward the other

are you?

for

right in front of

fell

motorboat? Talk,

more blows ...


any of

starting

second they were

in the

can only

"He's not here,

say,

behind those bushes and then look

But just as he was


ward and ... he

was hiding, there was standing

in a car

and

Then
.

they took

me up

to the road

Alexandres Panagoulis
O.F.:

Don't go on,

A. P.:

Why?

if

you don't want

In the car,

was about

375

That's enough.

to.

to say, there

was the minister of

pubhc security. General Zevelekos, and Colonel Ladas. A cop


who'd known me for some time exclaimed, "It's Panagoulis!"
So the
George

officers

thought

my

was

whom

Panagoulis,

Captain

brother George.

been

they'd

looking

since

for

"We've got you. Captain!


Now we're going to kill you!" It would take another thirty
hours before they realized their mistake. During those thirty
hours they used on me all the most brutal, most infamous interrogation methods. They said to me, "We've arrested Alex-

August 1967. They

started yelling,

And

ander, in Salonika!

naturally,

didn't

now Alexander

right

more than you!" They

me

also asked

know. They asked me,

General Anghelis,

who

suffering even

whom,

officers

for instance,

about

commander in chief
know if he was involved
out. They were carried

time was

at that

They wanted

of the armed forces.

is

about

to

in the plot and tortured me


away by panic and did awful things to me, but their interrogathey were hysterical. When
tion was anything but systematic
they finally understood that I was not George but Alexander,
they became so ferocious they doubled the tortures.
to find

O.F.:

Don't think about

it

say so, but that's the

symbol

to

whom

any more, Alekos. Maybe

way

had

it

it's

dreadful to

Because today you're a

to be.

even your enemies look with admiration and

respect.
A. P.:

You sound

to

me

symbol and

It

disturbs

who

me.

I've

And

when

swear to you, I'm only able


I

think that

same detachment with which

tence. But, even putting


It's

you do, Alekos?"


to disappoint

it

unpleasant.
I

that way,

When

feel like fainting.

helps as

it

And

death sentence would have helped.

popularity.

embarrasses me.

this popularity

already told you: I'm not the only Greek

suffered in prison.

ate this popularity

the

"Alekos, you're a

say,

don't feel like a hero. I'm not a

don't feel like a symbol. I'm not a leader and

don't want to be a leader.

who

ones

like the

hero!" I'm not a hero and

so

accepted
it's

you

to toler-

much

look on

my

as
it

my

with

death sen-

a very uncomfortable

all

ask

me "What

What should

you? I'm so afraid of disappointing

do

will

so as not

all

of you

INTERVIEW WITH HISTORY

37^

who

see so

not seeing

in

me

me

things in me!

Oh,

as a hero! If only

only you could succeed


you could succeed in seeing
if

only a man!

O.F.: Alekos,
A. p.:

many

in

what does

means

it

mean

to

be a

man?

It means to believe
means to love without allowing love to become an anchor. It means to struggle. And to win. Look,
more or less what Kipling says in that poem entitled "If." And
for you, what is a man?
It

in

to

have courage,

humanity.

O.F.: I'd say that a

to

have dignity.

It

man

Athens, September 1973

is

what you

are, Alekos.

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