By DeYtH Banger

(Short Story)
So much things could happen inside in so much time = circle. I accept hour/s as
circle and circles.
Easy as that!
- But, but, but waiiiiiit! I am just starting ( I promise that I won't shout, plea
se stay and follow with me the lines of this story)
(And the music goes .WORLDSTARHIPHOP mainly rap, the style of these music is Uniqu
eble, awesome and random)
- People don't stop blowing my mind with the facts which they find on the intern
et and share them in videos or in real Life (As I will say It's matter of fact not
matter of moment.)
The main reason is my morbid curiosity (It's not audacity, that's for sure!) I c
an't stop it It just fucking caught me
It's something in which shoes I feel save, this emotion can't be explained, but
I won't reject that and I have and addiction into this.
Truth
- I thought that you ready
you are ready, right?
I mean about what's going to happen here?
Sure?
.
Really?
"Feelings"
- Have them or don't have them, but they have never changed what's going to happ
en on the way which you are going throught.
(FAKE OR REAL OR NOT IT REALLY DOESN'T MATTER WHAT'S THE CASE THAT'S CASE WHAT YOU A
RE TRYING MORE LIKELY TO DO IS TO INFLUENCE AND KIND OF MANIPULATE THE CHOICES W
HICH THE PERSON NEXT TO YOU IS GOING TO CHOOSE... (Which reminds me for the huma
n creativity as first the emoji's on the internet aren't very creative in the sp
here "how we really feel" As second Children from very smaller probably somewhere
around 5-6 years are very manipulative As third when is about crelativity
(If you can't handle it you can still stop here this here stop is special made for
you and it's for the bus on which you are now on... (Think fast))
"death", is again some kind of creativity you never know can ya imagine the way b
y which you gonna die or not? Possibility . Probability!
.
As wise people say "If it is written it's going to happen, if not it won't happen
" (I am gonna point that razor is kind of cliche old school )
It's strange that for one "Friendship" theoretically as for time it's going to t
ake in about 1 year or even 2 years which means trust to come on the way to get to
know you "someone" better and so on and so on. What my theory says is that 2 year
s friendship needs just 1 up to 2 hours and it can be FUCKING ruined.
(It's kind of surpise????)
"Remember"
- Remember . Remember
.
.
Remember!
- My favourite topic it is more likely "I was going to say.." but I forgot what "I
was going to say"
.
It's difficult to remember
It's kind of bit odd
It's difficult to recall
(Even so FUCKING even what I am thinking about I kinda can't explain it)

(Swear why do I Swear?... I do it because I want to enter "American Style" they FU

CKING don't stop to swear as for the shouting they made me "He Whom walks behind th
e rows")
"Scenario"
- You were suppose to tell me If the scenario is going to be changed you should te
ll me You know here all is about the roles and the perfect playing of these roles
, If it's you you needed to sacrafice everything
- Eat 5 slices of pizza? - You can eat it at once?
- So do I
(Pfff.. . This "So do I" If you lie so do I If you are honest so do I - A razor bla
de with two sides!)
- Play games?
- So do I
- Watching series films
- So do I
.
Roles for me are my life you probably have saw Robin Williams at his last movie t
he role which he was playing. I am the same I am ready to sacrafice everything fo
r my roles my passion depression confession bipolar disorder
.
(Of come on it was a joke don't get mad by itself jokes are lies Let me continue th
e joke)
(PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DON'T SPOIL THE FUN)
To be honest don't want somebody to throw me out from this place. So far that's t
he only job which I have since 5 years so far and I can't afford to lose it.
I have spend so much time in doing that and that and that and that I remember the
old days in which I had a mind like yours fresh (Not flashy neither and fleshy ) the
se days I miss that fresh and clean mind Now my mind is a victim of the corrupted
humans nation .
You should next time have this in mind
be alone"
(What you should do?
Leave
Leave
Leave
Leave

your
your
your
your

and remember

"If I go in hell

I ain't gonna

mind
thoughts
Expressions
actions

Leave all this to flow but use rope to don't lose the whole data) The truth is that
you are the person by what the code says about you.
"Messages"
Songs.. films books
.. novels all are about sending and making an message for the whole world.
- Messages sometimes say too much or other are very cold... sometimes there are
and cases in which messages hurt people.
(Please please open the window
.
..
Please open it Oh, that's better some fresh cold air )
.
"Memorize"
- As for school I have good memory and so far I am passing in everything - Each
subject!
(AND THE MUSIC CONTINUES THE BLACK PEOPLE'S RAP DOESN'T STOP)
But as outside I kind of suck with this scenarios to play that game I just don't g
et them but somehow I fit inside kinda magic.. . FUCKING MAGIC!
I don't get the idea of jokes what's the purpose of joke?
- I never have found them funny more likely lies at state of deeper level very very
funny.

What's the idea of "Sorry" "No problem"???

.
I don't get the idea why people say "Sorry " - and point reason or reasons and the
guy next to them answers with "No pRoblem" "No pRoblem" "No pRoblem" .. Sounds like "
Whatever" "I don't care" "The Problem is fixed" "There was error but it's ignored" an
d so many other definions which most likely go like negative, than positive.
"Answer"
Oh oh this guy won't answer I just FUCKING screw up again I know I just know that this
person Ain't gonna answer that's for sure.
(No 404 errors neither and others nothing has been ever ignored)
.
But at streets give me 3 times to go at that place and I will remember it forever
.
"Understand"
- Sorry sorry I feel very guilty that now I am saying this not before but does it re
ally matter? Before was the perfect time I don't know will this change the way you
see me ( Papa as a some kind of rabbit and sometimes kinda hackerboy).
But the question is does it really matter?
Does it????
Does it?
Sorry, papa I really didn't understand you properly...I miss the way you were sayi
ng the words
"Understand" "Understood" but does it matter?
I saw the image I saw that fucking bloody image neither and support did I get for
real either and "GoodBye"
(GoodBye - sounds like a style for forever and ever bye )
I saw how you made it when I see it these days.. I imagine your face to be style
"I don't give a shit" , "Whatever" and "I don't care" - It makes me less to care abo
ut you.
And the biggest question was
Did I changed your life?