Netru,muthal thadavaiya irunthathinaale,payanthu payanthu thaan seithiruppanga...

nee enna
pandre... aduththa muhoorththa naalaa paarththu ,avangalai serththu vaikka erppaadu
pannu...athu varaikkum avanga onnu seraama paaththukko...appuram neeyum un purusan kitte
irunththu thalliye iru."
"ennaththe ...ippadi solreenga?...avanga neththu potta aattaththa paaththu ...enakke keele
namachal eduththukkuchu...aduththa muhoorththam varaikkum eppadi naan
thaakkuppidikirathaam?"
"...inga paaru... kaaththirunthu...athukkaaha engi...appuram anubavichaathaan kalkandaa
inikkum,venumkirappa ellaam virichu kaattittaa nallaa irukkaathu...athanaale,avanga ,antha
muhoorththa naalle sernthathukkappuram ,aduththa naale...delhi-kku purappattu
vanthudu...enna...solrathu purunchuthaa?"
"sari aththe...innailernthu naalaavathu naal ,muhoorththa naal thaan...avanga
senthathukkappuram, naan delhi vanthu phone pandren."
"Ellaam saridee... unakkuthaan video padam edukka theriumille?...marakkaame video eduththu
anuppu...appuram marakkaame...buvanavukku un purusanidam solli 5 pawn doller chain poda
sollu...doller locket-la un purusanoda padam irukkattum...appuram ...(kisu kisu kuralil )...
avala'loop' maattikka sollu, eno thaanonnu iruntharapporaa...sariyaa? "
"sari ,aththe vachudaren "endru solli phone-i vaiththuvittu ,muham kazhuvi mani paarththaal
,...mani maalai 5.
Veliye scooter saththam kettathu, (avarththaan vanthu vittaar.)..kuzhanthaiai kaiyil
thookkikondu ,veliye sendru kathavaith thirakkavum,scooteril ,...buvana ,avarin pin pakkam
,ennudaiya sudithaar aninthu kondu...irandu pakkamum kaal pottu...thuppattaa aval
kazhuththuppakkam meleri irukka ,avalin irandu muzhaam pazha mulaihal ,en kanavarin muthuhil
azhuntha...kaihalai munnaal konduvanthu avarin nenjodu serthu thol pattaiai
pidiththirukka...muthuhil kazhuththai saaiththu paduththirunthaal .
Veliye nindriruntha ennaip paarththu punnahaiththa avar, buvanavidam thirumbi"...aai...buvana
veedu vanthuruchu irangudi"endru solla...etho ,mayakkaththil irunthaval pol
,ezhunthu..."sorry'nnaa...veedu vanthathai kavanikkalai" endru solli irangi ennidam vanthu ,en
iduppil iruntha avalathu kuzhanthaiai konjiapadi vaangikkondu,vaangivanthiruntha mallihaipoovai
ennidam koduththaal.Itharkkul avarum irangi ennidam vanthu..."hospital-la erinappa
kattippiduchavathaan...veetukku vanthuthaan mulichup paakkuraa"
"Aamaam ...ungalukkum ...thangachi,panchu maathiri mulaihalai unga muthuhula ,azhuththikkittu
vanthathu, kushiyaaththaan irunththirukkum...avala ezhunthirukka kooda sollaama...nallaa enjoy
pannikkittu vanthuttu...ippa inga vanthu nalla pillayaattam pesureenga..."endru naan poi
kovaththudan sollavum, buvana idai mariththu "aamaam anni...pallam medu varum... irukkamaa
puduchukko-nnu solraar...appa naan enna pandrathaam?"
"...mmm...unakku onnume theriyaathu paaru...neththu neenga potta attaththa paaththa enakke
,keele nama,namannu namachaleduthukkichu,...thuppattava sariyaa podudi...paathi mulainga
veliye theriyuthu paar."
"Antha maathiri sudithaar thechu vachirukkeenga...yaru paakkara?... ennoda annan thaane
paakiraar...parththuttu pohattume...avar paakkaame vera yaar paappaanga?"endru kindalaai
solla... siriththa padiye moovarum veettukkul nulainthom.
Muham ,kaal,kai kazhuvittu...Coffee saappittuvittu...moondru perum sofa-vil... naan avarin oru
pakkaththilum,aval innoru pakkaththilum nerukki utkaarnthu kondu
pesikkondirunthapothu...buvana than annanidam,"anna ennai mannichudunnaa" endraal.
"Nee ennamma thappu pannine?...unnai mannikarathukku...unnoda ekkaththe theerththu
vachuttengira santhosam thaan enakku... athuvumillaame koodap poranthavangalukku enna
venumkirathai kuripparinchu avanga ketkaamale kodukkiravangathaan oru nalla annanaavo,
akkaavo irukka mudium" endru solliapadi, avar than thangaiai than tholil saaiththu netriyil
muththam koduththaar.
"Anna,naan onnu sonnaa thappaa eduththukka koodaathu..."
"Nee ethu sonnaalum thappaa eduththukka maaten...Sollumma"
"Annikkum enakkum college-lernthe lesbian pazhakkam irukku ,athu mattumillaame ...Annium
ennai maathiri ,avaloda annanukku irakkappattu...kalyaanaththukku munthi avala
koduththuttaa...aana kalyaanaththukkappuram...ungalaiththan ellaamunnu nenaichu
vaazhnthitirukkaa...eppadiyaavathu intha visayaththai ungakitte sollidanumnu try pannirukka
...neenga ethaavathu thappaa nenaichuppeengalonnuthaan iththanai naalaa sollaama
vittirukkaa...ippakooda avalukku solla theirium varalai...ithuthaan santharppamnu naan ungakitte
sollitten...avalaiyum mannichudunnaa"
Ennai oru nimisam paarththa en kanavar ,amaithiyaai irukka... enna solvaaro? endra payaththil
thalai kuninthu iruntha en thalai nimirththi "kalyaanathukkappuram enakku nalla
pondaattiyaathaan nadanthukitte...pazhasa nenachu ethukku varuththappadure?...un mele un
annanukkuththaan urimai athiham...nee un annanudan sernthu santhosama irukkanumnu
nenaicheena ,athukku naan entha thadaium solla maatten.En thangaiai ennodu serththu vaiththa
unakku ithaivida kai maaru ethuvum illainu nenaikkiren" endra en kanavaraip paarththu a,dakka
mudiyaatha santhosaththilum , paasaththilum appadiye avar kaalil vizhunthuvitten.
Ennai thookki niruththia en kanavar, en kanneerai thudaiththuvittu..."innum paththu naalle nee
delhi-kku poi ,ange un annanoda evvalavu naal unakku irukkanumnu thonutho,aththanai naal
ange irunthuttu vaa...enna sarithaane?"endru kettavaraip paarththu punnahaiththa naan,...avar
thambikku,avarin thangai vasanthiai... varra deepavali annaikku parisaa kodukka i aththai mplan
panniyirukkira visayaththaium...athukku munnaale en kanavaraium avar thangai
buvanavaium,serthu vaikka ,enathu aththai potta naadahaththai patrium ...atharkku en annan
vazhi kaatti... (appathaane than aasai thangachiai thirumbavum okka mudium),...avarathu
manaiviyaahiya,buvanavai ingu anuppi vaiththathaip patrium naan vilaavaariyaaha solli
mudiththathum ...konja neram ,annan thangai iruvarume vaai pilanthu asanthu poi nindranar.
Naan en kanavarai usuppi,"Enna asanthu poi ninnutteenga ,ithukkellaam plan pottukkoduththathu
unga ammaathaan...athanaale avangalukkuththaan muthalle nandri sollanum...inthamaathri oru
amma kidaikka koduththu vachirukkanum...athe maathiri...intha maathri maamiyaar kidaikka
naanum koduththu vachirukkanum...appuram ,solla maranthitten, unga amma phone
panninaanga..."
"Enna visayam?"
"verenna...unga rendu perththa paththithaan...aduththa muhoorththam varaikkum poruththirunthu
unga thangachi kooda chera sonnanga...appuram ...neenga seirathai video eduththu
anuppanumaam..."
"Sari...nalla rasichu paakkaramaathiri senchu anuppittaa pochu" endru solli buvanavai
paarkka,avalathu muham vetkaththil sivanthu poi irukka,avalathu kannaththil sellamaaha idiththa
naan...aduththa muhoorththam varaikkum poruthirppiyaadi en sakkalaththy?" endru ketka "ponga
anni, ennennamo senchu ennai en annan kooda padukka vachuteenga ,athukku en vaazh naal
poora naan ungalukku nandri sonnaakkooda pothaathu "endraal buvana.
"Nandri ellaam onnum venaam...vaazh naal poora naano,allathu en annano
aasaippadurappo...enga rendu peraium serthu vacheenave pothum" endru solli,... Vaangi vantha
mallihaipoovai eduththu vanthu en kanavarin kaiyil kodukka,athai ennai thirumbach solli en
thalaiyil soodivittu,sirithu neram kazhiththu... buvana than thalaiyil mallihaippoo vaikkaamal
irunthathaip paarththavar,"en?... buvana vachukkalaiyaa"endru ennidam ketkka, atharkku
naan...,"neengathaan vachu vidanumaam"endren. (Aval onnum sollalai, naane buid up seithu
onnukku irandaaha sonnathu)
Buvanavai aruhil azhaiththa en kanavar, avalai thirumbach solli,avalathu pin puram
nerukkamaaha nindru...avarathu moochuk kaatru aval tholil pada...poovai avalathu thalaiyil soodi
vittu...avalai thirumbach solli...kungumam vaiththa avalathu netrikku muththam koduththu...naan
pakkaththil irunthathai kooda maranthu...iruha anaiththu,avalathu ithalhalai suvaikka...vittaal
kaariam ellai meeripoi vidum endru unarntha naan avarhalai thisai thiruppum
vithamaaha..."ikkkummm"endren.
En saththaththaik ketta iruvarum, oruvaridam irunthu oruvar vilahikkondu... vetkaththil
punnahaiththu nindranar.
Moovarum kadaikku sendru ,pattup pudavai eduththukkondu,nahaikadaiyil ,avarin padam
vaiththu locket-udan koodiya 5 pawn chain-kku order seithu ,veliyil saappittuvittu veettukku
thirumbi..veettil sofvil utkaarnthom.
Appothu ,buvanavin kanavar (en annan )phone panninaar.naanthaan eduththu pesinen, "enna
geethaa ellaam nalla padiyaa mudinchuthaa?...buvana ethaavathu maatten,keettennu
sonnaala?...machaan enna solraar?"
"Anna...orutharukoruththar sariyaa purinchukkaamale,thideernu onnaahittaanga...varra 13 aam
thethi nalla muhoorththamgirathaale,annaikku rendu perum onnu serap poraanga,avarukku ella
visayaththaium sollitten...phone-i unga pondaattikitte kodukkiren,nera ava kittaye pesikkonga"
endru solli, phone-i buvanavai kooppittu aval kaiyil koduththen.
Phone-i kaiyil vaangia buvana,"ennanga,oru visayam ungakitte sollanum..."
"Nee enna solla varrengarathu enakku therium...un annan istappadi nadanthukka...rendu
maasam muscut-la irunthittu, appuram unga annanoda delhi-kku vanthidu.Geethaavai inge 14
aam thethi anuppi vachudu...inge naan nallaathaan irukken...phone-i machaankkitte kodu..."
"Anna... inthaanga maamaa pesaraar"endru phone-i avalathu annanai kooppittu kodukka ,kaiyil
vaangia en kanavar,"vanakkam maamaa...nallaa irukeengalaa?"
"Naan nalla irukken ...ella visayamum ungalukkum therinchu irukkumnu nenaikkiren.Buvanavai
innum 2 maasam angeye irukkattum. Geethaakitte ellaam solli irukken...agreement
mudunchathum buvanavukku kidaikkira amount-i vaangikittu,rendu perum nera delhi
vanthudunga maththathai delhi-la pesikkalaam"endru solli phone-i vaiththu vittaar.
Moondru perukkum moondru naalai ottuvathe periya paadaaha irunthathu...antha 13 aam thethi
vanthathu...kaalai 6 manikke ezhunthu anaivarum kuliththuvittu , kovilukku kilambinom.Indraikku
kattikolvatharkkaahave naangal vaangi vaiththiruntha pattu pudavaihalai kattikkolla, avar pattu
vesti,pattu sattai aninthukondu...(naan engal kalyaanthinpothu paarththamaathiri)... puthu
maappillai kanakkaaha irunthaar.
Pakkathil ulla kovilukku nadanthe sendrom.kovilil avarhal enna vendikondaarhalo enakku
theriyaathu...naan intha puthia uravu endrendrum thodaravendum...anaivarum inai piriyaathirukka
vendum ' endru vendikondu,...gurukkalidam enathu thaaliaium,en naaththanaarin thaaliaium
kazhattik koduththu, samiyidam vaiththu archanai poojai seithu eduththu varach chonnen.
Gurukkal saamiyidam vaiththu poojai seithu engalidam kondu vanthathum,buvanavin thaaliai
padakkendru eduththu en kazhuththil aninthukondu...ondrum theryaathaval pol ,kangalil
otrikkonden.Buvanavum oru ganam ennai paarththuvittu, en thaaliai eduththu aval kazhuththil
aninthukondu,kangalil otrikondaal. veliyil vanthu light aaha hotel-il saappittuvttu veettukku
vanthom.
Veedu thirumba mani 6 aahi vittathu...veettukku vanthathum,avarai kizhakku thisai nokki nirkka
vaiththu iruvarum avar kaalil vizhunthu vananginom.Engalai anbudan kai koduththu thookki
niruththia en kanavarai,naangal iruvarum pattu pudavai sara sarakka,aalukkoru pakkamaaha
anaiththukkondu kannaththil muththamitta pothu,engal iruvaraium serththu anbudan
anaiththukkondaar.
En kanavarai engal bed roomi pookkalaal alangarikka sollivittu...buvanavai manap pennai
alangarippathu pol alangariththu,(en kanne pattu vidum pol irukkirathu...naalaikku muthal
velaiyaaha sutrip poda vendum.)... pala konangalil pattup pudavaiyil poss kodukka solli video
eduththen...(video --vil kooda, enga buvana azhahaahaththaan irukkiraal..oru kuzhanthaikku thaai
endraal yaarum namba maattaarhal) ...en kanavar bed room-i pookkalaal alangariththu
vaiththirukka,... buvanavidam puthu sombil paal koduththu ,avalayum azhaiththukkondu,video
camera-vai kaiyil eduththukkondu bed room-kkul nuzhainthu kathavai thaalitten.
Bed room-il nilai kollaamal thaviththaar en kanavar.Buvanavai azhaiththu sendru avaridam vitta
naan,"ini neengalaachu ,unga thangachi aachu..avasarappadaama step by step-a pannunga ..."
endru solli... buvanavidam,"enndi ready-a ...innum vetkaththaip paaru ...poi paalai avar kaiyil
koduththu aarambichu vaidee" endren.
"Dress ellaam avuththuttu,azhahaa ammanamaa paal kondu varach cholludi" endru avar
ennidam sollavum...naan buvanavaip paarththu ,"aasaip pattu ketkiraar ille...ellaaththaium
avuththuttu podi " endru naan solla ,oru ganam vetkaththil amaithiyaai nindra buvana...aduththa
nimidam,...than pattu pudavaiai mella avizhkka arambiththaal...munthaanaiai keele
irakkiyathum...antha pattu jacket-il paruththu iruntha mulaihal paathi veliye therinthathu...antha
alavukku jacket kazhuththu irakki vetti thaithirukkiraal...ottiya vayiru...ahandra idai...(eppadithaan
udambai chik endru maintain pandraalo...rahasiyaththai ketkavendum ) ...camera-vukku poss
koduththapadiye jacket-ium kalatri,bra , paavaadaiudan... vetkkaththil thalai kuninthu
nindrirunthaal.
Kovil silai pola ....bra vukku mel pithungikkondu pon niraththil ,pala palaththu pithungiya avalathu
mulaihalin azhahaium...melithaana pavadayil ulle therintha thiranda thodai azhahaium paarththu
'kick' eriya en kanavar ezhunthu vanthu ... kaiai pidiththu izhuththu ,aasai melonga katti anaiththu
kanda idangalil veriththanamaaha muththamittu , paavaadaiaium ,bra vaium satendru
uruva...palingu niraththil pala palaththaal.
Azhahaaha ,sethukkia silai pola ,ammanamaaha nindra en naaththanaarai...pala maathiri nirkka
solli pala konangalil video padam edukka ,athai avalathu annan paarththu rasiththukkondirukkum
pothe , avarathu sunni neendu viraiththu, thalai thookka arambithtathu.
"Ennanga paaththutirukeenga...vaangi vantha antha doller chainai aval kazhuththil maatti
vidunga" endru sonnathum,avar buvanavin kazhuththil kidantha irattai vada chain ,maangaai
maalai chain,laxmi doller chain...appuram...en thaali chainodu serththu athaium
aniviththaar.Appadi anivikkum pothu aatharavaaha antha azhahu mayil than annan nenjil
saainthukondaal.
Thanathu annan aniviththa doller chinil iruntha locket thiranthu...thanathu annanin muhaththaip
paarththu ...athai than annanukkum kaatti..."neenga ,annikku kattya thali en kazhuththil thaan
irukku paaththeengalaa...ini naanthaan unga pondaatti ...tharalamaai ennai okkalaam..enkitte
ennenna ungalikku pudichirukko athai neenga thaaralama eduththukkalaam...ithai unga thaliai
sumanthitrukaravandra murayil solren"endraal, muhaththai vetkaththil kuninthu kondu
siriththapadi.
Naan sollikkoduththapadi paal sombai than iru kaihalil yenthi,than mulaihalukku naduvil
irukkumaaru pidiththukkondu...sooththu meduhal eri ,iranga aninthiruntha velli kolusuhal 'jal'
'jal'ena sangeetham paada...aval annanidam sendraval,"anna ,paal kudinnaa" endraal.thangaiyin
mulaiaium, paal sombaium maari maari paarththa, avalathu Annan sombiliruntha paalai
vaangaamal,...thazhumbi thanga kudangalaai nirkkum avalathu mulaihalai ,aasaiudan
paarththu,miruthuvaaha 'mozhu mozhu' mulaihalai thadavikkonde..."intha paalnaa evvalavu
venna kudikkiren "endrsolla,avar thangaium atharkku salaikkaamal..."unga marumahalukku
(kuzhanthaikku) konjam michcham vachuttu, venumkirathai kudinga...ungalukku illaathathaa
"endru solli,kaiyil vaiththiruntha paal sombai , aruhiliruntha tea poi mel vaiththuvittu,than irandu
kaihalayum than irandu mulaihalin adiyil koduththu nimirththi... avalathu annanin vaaikkul thinkka
muyarchiththa pothu,...avar ezhunthu nindru,avarathu sattai, vettiyai avizhkkasolli... thangai mun
muzhu nirvaanamaaha ninraar(ulle jatty ethum podaamal mun erppaadaahathaan
irunthirukkiraar).
Vettiai avizhththathum ,vinnendru nimirntha than annanin sunniai,methuvaaha pidiththu athan
azhahai rasiththukkondirukka...aasai konda avalathu annan avalai iruha anaithukkondaar.Appadi
anaikkum pothu avarathu neendu viraiththa sunni avarathu thangaiyin vayiru,pundai medu,
thodaihal aahiya idangalil urasi,unarchi ootti...nerukkamaaha kattippidippatharkku idanchalaai
irukka...athai than oru kaiyaal ithamaaha pidiththu,nimirththi 90 degreeyil nirkka vaiththu than
vayitrin mel vaiththu , azhuththa...ippoththu iruvarin vayitrukkum mel azhuththamaaha
puthainthu ,veth vethppaai kidantha avalathu annanin sunniaip paarththu aachariap pattaal.(En
endraal athu avalathu thoppulukkum mele 3 cm neendirunthathu...keele thonga vittu pidiththaal
nichchayam avalathu kaal muttiai thodum...).
Annanin sunniai avalathu vayitril pathukki vaiththukkondu,iruha katti piodiththukkondu ithalodu ,
itha l kavvi ,echil rasaththai kudiththu nimirntha avalin ,idaiai thaangippidiththu,oru mulaikkaambai
vaayil pathamaaha nuzhaiththa avalathu annan ...palai vaai niriya urinchi...nimirnthu...aval vaai
thirakkach cholli athil paathi koduththu meethiai vizhunginaar.(thangai annanin peruththa neenda
sunniai paarththu aachariyap pattaalendraal,annan thangaiyin mulaihalin valarchi,sezhumai pala
palappai kandu aachariyap pattaar).
Annanin vaayilirunthu avar echil kalantha paalai vayil vaangiyaval... suvaiththu
vizhungi...sombiliruntha paalai vaai niraiya kudiththu,ooravittu ...annanai iruha kattipidiththu...echil
kalantha paathi paalai annanin vaaikkul seluththui,meethi paalai thaan kudiththu
punnahaikka...ithai paarththu video-vil padameduththukkondiruntha enakku 'keele' nama nama
endrathu.
Iru mulaihalilum maatri maatri pal kudiththa avar, athil paathiai aval vaayilum koduththu
kudikkacheithu rasiththaar. Pinnar methuvaaha than valathu kaiai keele kondu sendru pundai
mettai thadavi nadu viralai pilavup pallaththi l seluththi,soruhi...sotha, sothavendru oria avar
thangaiyin pundaiyil irunthu thenai valiththeduththu than vaaikkul seluththi rusi
paarththavar,...naakkaai sappukotti...evvalavu taste-aa irukku theriumaa...un anni pundai juice
kooda ivvalavu taste-aa irunthathillai" endru puhazhnthaar.
Than iru kaihalaalum than thangaiai poo pol thookka...avar thangaiyo avar tholil
mayakkaththudan saainthu kondaal.kaihalil oru kuzhanthaiai pol thookkiya buvanava...i bed-in
kurukkaaha ,padukka vaiththa avar ,...aval kaalhalai madakkacholli,... (shave seithu 3
maasaththukku mel aahi vittathaal mudihal lesaaha valarath thodangi irunthathu )...avalathu
pundai ithalhalai roja ithazh halai virippathupol ,than iru virahalaal viriththup pidiththu...suranthu
vazhintha juice-i camera-vukku kaatti ,
punnahai seithu... etho muththu eduppavar pol,virinthu ,pilanthu sivanthu, semmalaarai iruntha...
juice nirambia ,avarathu thangai pundaiai,thaan nakkuvatharkku etramaathiri mandi ittu...echil
oori sottiya than naakkai than thangai pundai pilavinul nulaiththu nakka aarambiththaar.
Senthooramaai sivanthiruntha aval pundaiyil irunthu manantha thaazhampoo vaasanaiai
muharnthu konde,than iru kaihalium aval sooththukkadiyil koduththu enthiyapadi... paayasaththai
thattil yenthi paruhuvathaipol ...karumame kannaaha navaal nakki nakki kodukka...erppatta
inbaththil buvanavum than annan nakkuvatharkku vasathiyaaha thodaihalai viriththu...than
pundaiai satru thookki kodukkavum seithaal.
Appadi aval thookki kodukkum pothu, pundai innum nandraaha virinthu...avar mookku ,kannangal
ena avar muhamengum aval pundai juice-i appi...paduththapadiye... than annan ,aarvaththodum
aasaiyodum than pundaiai ladjai ilaamal,vetkap padaamal ,asingam endru ninaikkaamal
nakkuvathai paarththu santhosappattu,ullam mahilnthu...muhamengum pundai juice appiyathu
kooda theriyaamal mummooramaaha velai seitha than annanaip paarththu punnahaiththu
...annanin thalai mudihalai kalainthu appadiye than pundaikkul annanin thalaiai amungach
cheium veriyil azhuththinaal.
Than thangaiyin azhuththaththai,purinthu konda avarum moochu adakki muththu eduppathu pol
than muzhu naakkaium avalathu aazhap pundaikkul naakkai asaiththu ,nulaiththu urinchi...muzhu
aazhaththukkum sella muyantru... thotraar.'Ivvalavuthaana un naakkin neelam'? enbathu pol
paarththu siriththa avar thangaiyidam... irudi mele vanthu kavanichukkaren enpathupol thalai aatti
oru paarvai paarththu vittu ...than naakku vilimbai rambam pola avalathu paruppil
theikka..."assssuusss" endru anaththa...antha anaththalai rasiththapadiye,sivantha paruppai
pallaal methuvaaha kadiththu vaiththapothu..."aaaavvv" endru alarinaal buvana.