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Weight of Glory
Weight of Glory
We must not be troubled by unbelievers when they say that Now, if we are made for heaven, the desire for our proper
this promise of reward makes the Christian life a mercenary place will be already in us, but not yet attached to the true
affair. object, and will even appear as the rival of that object.
There are different kinds of reward. And this, I think, is just what we find.
There is the reward which has no natural connection with the No doubt there is one point in which my analogy of the
things you do to earn it, and is quite foreign to the desires schoolboy breaks down. The English poetry which he reads
that ought to accompany those things. when he ought to be doing Greek exercises may be just as
good as the Greek poetry to which the exercises are leading
Money is not the natural reward of love; that is why we call a him, so that in fixing on Milton instead of journeying on to
man mercenary if he marries a woman for the sake of her Aeschylus his desire is not embracing a false object. But our
money. But marriage is the proper reward for a real lover, and case is very different. If a trans-temporal, transfinite good is
he is not mercenary for desiring it. our real destiny, then any other good on which our desire fixes
must be in some degree fallacious, must bear at best only a
A general who fights well in order to get a peerage is symbolical relation to what will truly satisfy.
mercenary; a general who fights for victory is not, victory
being the proper reward of battle as marriage is the proper In speaking of this desire for our own far-off country, which we
reward of love. find in ourselves even now, I feel a certain shyness.
The proper rewards are not simply tacked on to the activity for I am almost committing an indecency. I am trying to rip open
which they are given, but are the activity itself in the inconsolable secret in each one of youthe secret which
consummation. There is also a third case, which is more hurts so much that you take your revenge on it by calling it
complicated. names like Nostalgia and Romanticism and Adolescence; the
secret also which pierces with such sweetness that when, in
An enjoyment of Greek poetry is certainly a proper, and not a very intimate conversation, the mention of it becomes
mercenary, reward for learning Greek; but only those who
imminent, we grow awkward and affect to laugh at ourselves;
have reached the stage of enjoying Greek poetry can tell from the secret we cannot hide and cannot tell, though we desire to
their own experience that this is so. The schoolboy beginning
do both. We cannot tell it because it is a desire for something
Greek grammar cannot look forward to his adult enjoyment of that has never actually appeared in our experience. We
Sophocles as a lover looks forward to marriage or a general to
cannot hide it because our experience is constantly
victory. He has to begin by working for marks, or to escape suggesting it, and we betray ourselves like lovers at the
punishment, or to please his parents, or, at best, in the hope
mention of a name. Our commonest expedient is to call it
of a future good which he cannot at present imagine or desire. beauty and behave as if that had settled the matter.
His position, therefore, bears a certain resemblance to that of
the mercenary; the reward he is going to get will, in actual Wordsworths expedient was to identify it with certain
fact, be a natural or proper reward, but he will not know that moments in his own past.
till he has got it. Of course, he gets it gradually; enjoyment
creeps in upon the mere drudgery, and nobody could point to But all this is a cheat.
If Wordsworth had gone back to those moments in the past, When they want to convince you that earth is your home,
he would not have found the thing itself, but only the notice how they set about it.
reminder of it; what he remembered would turn out to be itself
a remembering. They begin by trying to persuade you that earth can be made
into heaven, thus giving a sop to your sense of exile in earth
The books or the music in which we thought the beauty was as it is.
located will betray us if we trust to them; it was not in them, it
only came through them, and what came through them was Next, they tell you that this fortunate event is still a good way
longing. off in the future, thus giving a sop to your knowledge that the
fatherland is not here and now.
These thingsthe beauty, the memory of our own pastare
good images of what we really desire; but if they are mistaken Finally, lest your longing for the trans-temporal should awake
for the thing itself they turn into dumb idols, breaking the and spoil the whole affair, they use any rhetoric that comes to
hearts of their worshippers. For they are not the thing itself; hand to keep out of your mind the recollection that even if all
they are only the scent of a flower we have not found, the the happiness they promised could come to man on earth, yet
echo of a tune we have not heard, news from a country we still each generation would lose it by death, including the last
have never yet visited. generation of all, and the whole story would be nothing, not
even a story, forever and ever.
Do you think I am trying to weave a spell?
Hence all the nonsense that Mr. Shaw puts into the final
Perhaps I am; but remember your fairy tales. speech of Lilith, and Bergsons remark that the lan vital is
capable of surmounting all obstacles, perhaps even death
as if we could believe that any social or biological
development on this planet will delay the senility of the sun or
Spells are used for breaking enchantments as well as for reverse the second law of thermodynamics.
inducing them.
Note: The title of this discourse is taken from a verse in Paul's
And you and I have need of the strongest spell that can be letter to the Corinthians: (2 Cor. 4: 16, 17, 16 KJV)
found to wake us from the evil enchantment of worldliness
which has been laid upon us for nearly a hundred years. 16. For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man
perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day.
Almost our whole education has been directed to silencing this
17 For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh
shy, persistent, inner voice; almost all our modem for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory;
philosophies have been devised to convince us that the good
of man is to be found on this earth. 18 While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the
things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are
And yet it is a remarkable thing that such philosophies of temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal.
Progress or Creative Evolution themselves bear reluctant
witness to the truth that our real goal is elsewhere.