This poem reflects on the poet's upbringing and where they come from. It describes fond memories of their grandparents, childhood friends, favorite foods, and time spent with family on their farm. However, it also references feeling impatient with their grandmother and an unhappy memory of upsetting their tired father by complaining about a gift. Overall, the poem provides glimpses into the poet's childhood and family through brief, vivid snapshots.
This poem reflects on the poet's upbringing and where they come from. It describes fond memories of their grandparents, childhood friends, favorite foods, and time spent with family on their farm. However, it also references feeling impatient with their grandmother and an unhappy memory of upsetting their tired father by complaining about a gift. Overall, the poem provides glimpses into the poet's childhood and family through brief, vivid snapshots.
This poem reflects on the poet's upbringing and where they come from. It describes fond memories of their grandparents, childhood friends, favorite foods, and time spent with family on their farm. However, it also references feeling impatient with their grandmother and an unhappy memory of upsetting their tired father by complaining about a gift. Overall, the poem provides glimpses into the poet's childhood and family through brief, vivid snapshots.
I am from the disappointed look of Grandpa at my birth,
also from the final triumph of my mom avoiding my adoption by others.
I am from countless giggles,
while snaking up my dads back, circling his neck, whispering I love you in his ears.
I am from the new red-dotted suit,
fashionable and cool, sewn by my ingenious mother, wearing it, I am praised and envied by peers.
I am from sudden fidget of puberty,
from being mean and impatient, about Grandmas slowness, clumsiness, and blurred eyes.
I am from the weak but caring look
on her weather-beaten and wrinkled face, as she waits at the gate alone to greet my afterschool return while standing on her three-inch bound-feet and arching back.
I am from a long and chilly winter nights warmth
derived from Grandmas hands holding my stony feet every night, like a stove flaming in smiling dreams.
I am from Jingjing and Nan Wang,
childhood friends whispering and scheming together, envying, helping, quarreling, hurting and also healing.
I am from the mouth-watering desire
for instant noodles and ham, despised as junk food by adults, but the best food I have ever had.
I am from incredible vanity,
unwilling to walk out of the house, because of an ugly short haircut, crying and making trouble out of nothing.
I am from the school bed,
lying there angry about a pair of unwanted white sneakers brought from afar, no gratitude for my hungry and exhausted father.
Unspoken, he left my room,
sad and dejected, his arched back was the final snapshot I have, a bleeding swan song, a wound I still carry.
I am from the addiction of
splashing in puddles after rain, and treading through channels, water pumped from a well winding into the vegetable fields.
I am from running carefree
on the endless green sweet-potato fields, in step with the symphony of cicadas and crickets, and tireless opera singer magpies.
I am from reaping wheat in nearby fields in the scorching summer,
from squatting there helping with my little hands, collecting wheat seeds gushed out from a thresher in front, along with stacks of wheat straws mounting behind.