envoy out to nose the garbage at roads edge before creeping into the expanse. And the rest follow with cheap hunger ten at once through the swaying curtain, heads tipped, disappearing in the dim. Wrong to think of them as vessels in which your feelings live, leaping across emptiness. Light a candle. Entertain pity all evening. It isnt the deers work to hold you. That isnt you growing full in the field. Paint them, your heaviest brush lavish with creams and blacks, trembling, timid, before the canvas.