the sense of longing

I always ask my friends about what it means to miss? I never know if

miss it a sense of love or just a word spoken by many people. miss my
friend told me it was a sense of where you're away from someone you
love, there you feel any sense of longing. but that answer does not satisfy
me. I tried to seek to know and want to feel the sense of longing. a month
later I met a girl who I thought perfectly good person, Soleha, smart, and
beautiful. Our good friends motivate each other to each other, reminiscent
of when done wrong, encouraging and also fights about small issues. thus
making us a true relationship. three years later it was time for our high
school graduation we apologize to shake hands with all the friends. after
my name was called to receive a toga I immediately went to approach
him. I told him about the memories we've ever passed, tells the story of a
wonderful future with him. I tried to make her laugh and forget that this is
our last day of high school, but it all failed, he began to shed tears and
said "Do not ever leave me and forget me even though we are separated
by a distant city and different universities" I can only say "yes," while
wiping her eyes. one year after the breakup I never got word about him
we do not berkomukasi each other. suddenly I heard from a friend who
said that "... had died" due to severe cancer illness at the time I just kept
silent and mersasa loss. the next day I came to his house to pray for the
last time. a month after that I felt the loss deeply and always remember
him on all of his memories with this incident I got the answer that it was
not only missed when he is far away but missed it when you recall
memories with him and want to repeat it again.