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The Galloping Lantern
The Galloping Lantern
The Galloping Lantern
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In memory of our imaginations and the dreams I used to have when I was much younger. RV
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‘Good evening, Mr. Andrews’, the man behind the counter said as Bartholomew
‘Good evening, Jones’, he replied with a nod. He removed his broad rim hat,
straightened his long black coat and quietly stood by the bar, as usual, while Jones poured his
ale.
The Galloping Lantern, like scores of other public houses in Port Nolath, was filled
with pipe smoke and working class men, dirty from a hard day’s work. The mixed aroma of
tobacco, sweat and stale beer filled every corner and a wood fire kept the punters thirsty and
cosy, unwilling to leave the comfort of those stained walls for the cold, dark rain outside
where horse and cart clattered loudly over cobbles and angry wives waited in dingy houses
like rabid dogs in rancid kennels. On those dark winter’s nights the odds were firmly stacked
Bartholomew paid for his pint and crossed the room to his usual seat, in the corner
furthest from the bar. He sat down and, as usual, took a book out of his leather bag and
opened it on his lap. Conversation flowed in from all angles to where he was sat. ‘A bit of
trouble with the missus’, went along with ‘he ain’t ever paid me for what I work for’, to be
mixed with ‘what did you expect? He’s a grass, ain’t he?’ All these bits floated past
Bartholomew and made him feel great. The more he listened the better his mood got.
He sat for a while longer, staring blindly at his book, allowing himself to follow a
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conversation or two. It was the same old nonsense, regurgitated in slightly different words
and before long he was bored, his interests satisfied. He finished his drink, pulled his hat
down over his head and slowly stood up to make his exit.
Bartholomew paused for a second, not looking to see who it was, instead scanning to
find the quickest exit route. His eyes flashed around the room towards the entrance where a
group of young men were streaming through the door, pushing to get to the bar first. Even in
his corner, on the far side of the bar, men were suddenly stood shoulder to shoulder. A ship
load of thirsty sailors had just come in, Bartholomew thought to himself. Great.
This time Bartholomew turned to see who it was. A man with a round pink sweaty
face stood an arms length away from him, pushed between two men much taller than him.
Bartholomew crossed his arms and waited for him to finish squeezing passed the two men.
He seemed fairly harmless and not the sort of fellow who would have many, if any, friends in
After a bit of a tussle and at least one curse the pink faced man came to stand in front
‘Sir,’ the man was as twitchy as a bag of mice, jumping from one foot to the other -
not a good sign. Bartholomew watched him closely whilst trying to resist pulling his nose up.
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‘How very annoying.’ Bartholomew thought to himself, but he kept his calm. It was
too crowded in there to get rid of a problem without causing an upset and what if the man
was insane? Port Nolath was too comfortable a setting to be ruining it all for the sake of a
madman who thought he ‘knew’ something. Also, Bartholomew did not think his associate,
‘You… what?’ Bartholomew spoke slowly and made no effort to hide his annoyance
at being disturbed.
constantly changing his weight from leg to leg, glancing over his shoulder at the two big men
behind him.
‘Listen man, I do not know what it is that you KNOW, but you have the wrong
person. I can guarantee you that.’ The man shrunk away from Bartholomew, the anger in his
Like lighting Bartholomew grabbed the shorter man by his collar and pulled his pink
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‘Children!’ the man choked, shocking Bartholomew to silence. ‘You hurt me, sir, and
I will shout it out for all to hear, I swear it.’ he hissed, his pink face showing up red patches
‘Fine,’ Bartholomew released his collar slowly, feeling very conspicuous, very
conspicuous indeed. He glanced around them to see if anyone had heard anything, but every
one was drawn into their own conversations, no eyes looking in their direction. ‘We can’t talk
here.’ he said and made for the door. He shouldered his way through the crowd and quickly
Outside it was darker and damper than Bartholomew Harbottle expected, a blustery
wind pelting rain and sleet into his face. He put his broad hat back on, obscuring his face in
shadows from the people on the street. Noises were drowned out by the stormy weather and
people were taking cover where ever it was to offer - just what he needed. After about a
minute the short man burst through the doors, looking over his shoulder, checking to see if he
was being followed. Bartholomew spotted him and waved him over. His little legs were quick
‘Follow me,’ Bartholomew said as soon as the man was near enough. He swept his
long cloak around him and stretched his strides up the cobbles, listening to make sure the
They walked away from the busy pubs and late night flower sellers and away from the
places decent people went. The streets fell silent as they walked, their feet echoing lonely
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noises up narrow lanes whilst Bartholomew whispered softly. Eventually the sleet stopped
and the cold wind dropped slightly. Bartholomew smiled from under his hat as he moved
steadily onwards, watching the world transformed for the words he spoke. Just outside of
their peripheral a big grey shape joined the shadows, keeping its ears pitched to the sound of
Bartholomew’s voice. The short fat man behind Bartholomew was silent, his eyes wide,
focussed on buildings around him as they twisted and distorted themselves, eerie lights
shining out of their windows in greens, reds and blues. It was as if they were entering another
Port Nolath, a Port Nolath that was falling apart at the hinges. All around them the living
lanes of a once vibrant city bent and bent into deserted rows, doors drooping more and more
with every passing house, windows hanging on their hinges, some falling and smashing to the
ground as the two men walked by. The short fat man craned his neck as Port Nolath became
unrecognisable, his heart beat in his chest and his tongue tied in this throat. Behind them a
wolf howled.
They were at the top of Star Hill, one block away from the graveyard, when
Bartholomew stopped and waited for the little man to catch up. Bearing up at the two men,
like gnarling faces, were hordes of dilapidated houses, windowless frames like hollow eyes,
broken doors like jag toothed mouths, open and silently screaming. In contrast, visible over
the broken roofs of these houses, as if seen through a dream vial, Port Nolath lay in all her
splendour. Ships full of people could be seen going up and down the Ess, buildings flickered
their lights, proof of the wealth and life held within their walls, whilst all around
Bartholomew and the little fat man, less than a mile away, it was barren. Nothing moved,
They were surrounded by the Port Nolath in Bartholomew Harbottle’s dreams. Not the noisy,
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bustling, vital city, where people worked and lived, but instead it was a silent, deserted Port
Nolath, where nothing lived, empty and devoid of laughter. It was his favourite place to do
‘business’.
‘Now, tell me,’ he said as the man approached, pausing to let him catch his breath.
‘Now tell me, stranger, what is this that you spoke to me about earlier?’ He leant forward,
looking down at the much shorter man from under his hat.
The little man looked around him, shoulders heaving. He lived in Port Nolath all his
life and did not know where he was. ‘I was hoping, sir.’ He might have been hoping, but his
high pitched tone led Bartholomew Harbottle to believe that he was actually wishing.
‘I…’ he continued, again skipping from one foot to the other, more and more rapidly,
‘well, I happen to know what sort of business you are in and I was hoping to… you know…
negotiate.’
‘Paul, just call me Paul,’ Paul giggled nervously. He knew that he had a second name,
it was only that nobody has asked him in such a long time that he had actually forgotten what
it was.
‘Well, Paul. What do you know of my affairs?’ Bartholomew asked, angry eyes
staring out from under the rim of his hat. What does this man possibly know? He wondered.
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‘Sir, I,’ he swallowed, ‘actually, we… We have been watching you and have seen you
talking to a number of children, all of whom have recently been reported as missing.’
‘We know sir, we saw them walking right up to you and taking your hand like it was
the most natural thing in the world. They were not under threat of violence, it was clear to
see.’ His eyes searched Bartholomew’s face. ‘We know sir…’ Paul seemed to think he knew
Bartholomew stared at him for a long time, watching the man twitch and wriggle, like
a fly in a glass thimble. ‘That’s right, those poor children came to me to be rescued. They had
been kept in squalor, brought up in homes where their lives would have amounted to nothing
and I,’ he took one step towards Paul whilst pointing a thumb at his own chest, ‘I offered
‘Exactly, sir. We agree. Good on you. But,’ he swallowed again, hard, ‘according to
the city’s law enforcers you have abducted those poor wretched souls from their very
homes… from the loving arms of their mothers. Some of those mothers I know very well and
it seems slightly unfair to them that their children should be stolen away like that.’ He gave
Bartholomew another meaningful look although he could not see his eyes.
‘What?!’ Bartholomew shouted. It suddenly became very clear to him what the man
Paul was aiming at and it angered him. Not only did the miserable man not have a clue what
his business was, but the arrogance to think that he could black mail Bartholomew
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Harbottle?!
‘Well,’ the man cowered, but kept on speaking, ‘we just thought that a man,
donation of sorts to another of the city’s needy funds… our pockets. Or, he would risk being
‘Oh, I get your intention…, I get your intention loud and clear.’ Bartholomew turned
around and nodded to the grey figure which was hiding in the shadows. It growled and
walked slowly towards them. It had been sniffing the man’s scent all night, eagerly
anticipating the moment when the signal was giving to kill, but it liked to take it slow, draw
Bartholomew smiled and turned back to face Paul, who had gone ashen white. ’I get you,
Paul, don’t I?’ Behind Bartholomew the giant wolf’s eyes burnt into Paul’s scull, dribble
‘Easy now, sir. Not so hasty.’ he took a few steps back, holding his hands up in front
of him, eyes wide. ‘The others are waiting for me. If I am not back with them shortly they
will inform the authorities, sir.’ he spoke quickly, wanting to say his bit, wanting to save his
own life.
‘Do you think I care about what you or your people tell the police?’ Bartholomew and
the wolf walked slowly towards Paul. ‘Do you think the police, with their silly little hats and
whistles, would have any idea what to do with the likes of me?’ The fat little man struggled
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backwards and tripped over a cobble, hands still held high. It suddenly occurred to him that
the man with the giant wolf and the devil in his smile was in a different league to the sort of
criminals they were used to. There was a slight chance they might have underestimated this
particular monster. Bartholomew did not seem to be feeling threatened, he did not even seem
to be particularly angry. No, Paul thought to himself, before him was stood a man who did
not feel anything except maybe a slight annoyance at having to wash his hands again tonight,
a man to whom life meant nothing. Paul instinctively knew that Bartholomew had fed this
‘Sir, I beg you.’ It was a useless plea, but it was all he could think of. The wolf was
now directly behind Bartholomew where it growled loudly and kept its evil murderer’s eyes
‘You beg me?’ Bartholomew looking at him as if he was crazy, mock smile on his
face. ‘After threatening me, you beg me?’ he stepped out of the way and the wolf leapt
forward, its paws coming down heavily on the man’s chest. It ripped at Paul’s shirt with its
teeth and then bit into his arm, holding him painfully while Bartholomew continued speaking
to him. ‘You take my position for a second, stand in my shoes and tell me what to do. I have
the likes of you threatening to blackmail me. What would you have me do?’
Paul turned his head in an attempt to keep himself as far away from the animal’s face
as possible. ‘Let me go?’ he said, even though he knew it was not going to happen.
‘I don’t think so.’ Bartholomew whispered and the wolf leant in closer. ‘I have no
choice but to kill you. You know that and I know that, so you can just as well make your
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peace with it.’ The wolf growled loudly through it’s clenched teeth, it was mad with blood
lust now. Paul felt his knees go weak and he suddenly felt sick to his stomach, a funny
metallic taste at the back of his throat. Black dots started filling his vision and he was just
‘Hey! Hey! Stay with me!’ Paul snapped his eyes open and saw the man and wolf
standing over him. He felt his chest and searched for the blood he expected to see, but there
‘Oh, not so fast,’ Bartholomew smiled a cruel smile down at him. ‘We have to savour
this moment together man. It is the last minutes of your life, you don’t want to rush it, do
you?’ He shook his head at the wolf which reluctantly let go of the man’s arm and took a few
steps back. Beneath them Paul sighed deeply. His arm, where the wolf had held him, was
‘No, I didn’t think so.’ Bartholomew patted him on the head and then sat down on the
floor next to him. The wolf circled just behind them, glaring at Paul.
‘Besides, before I kill you, I want to let you know exactly who it was you were
dealing with tonight. Can’t have you dying as ignorant as you were born, can we now?’ He
looked at Paul sympathetically, still smiling, watching the fat man’s mind racing to find an
escape from his ordeal. Bartholomew instantly wished that he had not let go of the man. He
really wanted Paul to listen to what he was saying, but it seemed that the little man was more
interested in running away. Bartholomew stared out over the city of Port Nolath and all it’s
beautiful lights whilst in the corner of his eyes he watched Paul shift his hefty frame, reading
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‘Well, I hope you are listening because this is a story you will never hear again.’
Bartholomew looked Paul square in the eyes as he said this and then added, ’I know exactly
what you are doing, little man. Don’t even think about it.’ He waited until he was confident
‘Many years ago, when I was about twenty, I happened to meet a most extraordinary
man whilst I was struggling to make a living as a street-magician. I was going about my
business, performing my art in the market before a small group of people, when I noticed in
the crowd a face that stood out from the rest. He was tall and thin, his head and face totally
bald, even devoid of eyelashes. Instead of hair he was completely covered in the strangest
markings. Little birds in flight, people in battle, maps of the world, poems and phrases in a
dozen languages and all other manner of things covered him completely, every picture
connected to another picture by a thin string drawn on his skin. A remarkable man from the
sight of him and an awesome man if you ever got to know him as I did.’ Bartholomew smiled
into the night as he spoke, his eyes stroking the Ess and its many bridges.
‘I finished my show and everybody left, as usual, to go about their daily tasks, but not
the ‘pictured man’, as I had heard people refer to him then. He remained standing where he
was during the show, staring straight at me. Eventually I walked over to him and introduced
myself; so starting the most incredible journey of, not only my life, but the most incredible
journey of any life I had ever come across or heard of. He introduced himself simply as ‘the
teacher’ and not even for one second did I doubt the appropriateness of his title. His high
forehead and sharp cheekbones gave him the air of a man who ’knew’ things. I was instantly
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eager to learn from him whatever it was that he wanted to teach me. ‘What are your
teachings?’ I asked him. My words had not even echoed off the walls when I found myself
stood amongst a crowd of people again. The teacher was stood amongst the crowd as before.
Everything was as it had been a few moment earlier during my show. The man with the
pictured skin had somehow turned back the very essence of time. It was the hardest thing
ever, but I somehow managed to finish my show again. I waited for the crowed to disperse
and approached the teacher, as I had done only moments before. I introduced myself again
and so did he, but this time I did not ask him what his teachings were, I only asked him if I
had time to gather my belongings. Had he said ‘no’ I would still have followed him, but he
said ‘yes.’ I insisted that he accompany me home, not wanting to let him out of my sight, lest
I return to find that he had gone. He waited at the door while I said ‘farewell’ to my elderly
mother and gathered my clothes. After what he showed me I could not return to an ordinary
life. Even my childhood sweetheart, whom had been constantly on my mind those days and
whom I had vowed to marry, was forgotten the moment I met him. Learning from the teacher
was instantly far more important than everything else, everything.’ Bartholomew turned his
‘Have you ever had an experience like that, Paul? A moment in your life that you can
earmark as ‘the’ moment? ‘The’ moment when everything changed for you?’
‘No sir, I am afraid I cannot say that I have ever had such an experience.’ Paul
Bartholomew Harbottle stared at the man called Paul for a hard second. ‘Every person
like you has had a moment like that, Paul. Every cracked little soul was once whole. There
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must be at least one memory of when it all went wrong for you.’ His eyes probed Paul’s,
searching for that moment. After a second Bartholomew smiled again and Paul could have
sworn he heard him say ‘nasty’, but before he could even think on it Bartholomew continued.
‘It is a shame you can’t remember yours because it would have been quite something. A
moment like that makes you believe in fate and more than that, it makes you feel special, as if
fate did not categorise you, but unambiguously searched you out. Indeed, it felt as if fate had
a special eye out for me and that she chose to change my life. Change for the better or the
worse, which ever, it really doesn’t matter. What does matter is that fate chose me. My life out
of all the thousands of lives out there. You cannot help but feel unique, more that just alive,
preordained to do ‘something’’. He looked over at the miserable little man next to him and
laughed. ‘Well, perhaps in your next life you would remember this moment as the moment
fate smiled on you. Your wretched life has hardly been worth living.’
‘Well, myself and the ‘pictured man’ took our horses and rode out of my village that
same night. We travelled nights and made our camp every day at first light, all in absolute
silence. I woke when he woke, I ate when he ate, I mounted my horse when he mounted his
and only when he spoke did I speak. I did not question our destination, if indeed we had one,
but I noted our route in my mind. For a week our road climbed steadily upwards, out from the
marshes of Duin ‘le Gran and then higher, rimming up the mountains above the forest of
Duin ‘le Gren. The higher we climbed the stronger the wind around us blew. When the wind
blew from the back we made steady pace and the horses seemed hardly to notice their load,
but when it blew head-on we made little progress. On such occasions we stopped when flecks
of foam blew from the horses’ mouths. Asides from the strong winds the animals also had to
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contend with the thin air and sparsely scattered grasses which were devoid from nourishment.
The higher we climbed the worse it got for them and on the eleventh day my horse collapsed.
Tried as I did I could not resurrect her and I was forced to carry all my belongings whilst
trying to keep up with my companion who did not seem to slow his pace, his eyes focussed
on the road before him, as if lost in a dream, impervious to the storm blowing around us. That
whole night I struggled ahead, my legs giving way beneath me several times and I lost nearly
half of my belongings. It was not long before I realised that ‘the pictured man’ had left me
completely. The wind whipped at my coat furiously, threatening to blow me over the edge of
the narrow pass and snow gathered on my eyelashes, freezing into place, blocking my vision,
blinding me. Several times I found myself one or two steps away from a thousand foot fall.
How I did not succumb that night I still don’t know.’ Bartholomew smiled to himself. ‘After
a while my senses left me and I gave in to marching blindly ahead. If my feet took me where
I was meant to go it suited me, if they took me over the lip of the road and to certain death
that suited me fine as well, besides, I realised I was slowly freezing to death. Time had lost all
meaning for me, but I must have been marching all night and in the right direction for, just as
the sun was coming up the next morning, I noticed an entrance carved into the shear rock face
to my left. My vision was still blurred, but I recognised a human shape hurrying towards me
dressed in a long brown robe. In the distance voices shouted. I had arrived at the monastery
of Duin ‘le Furges where my companion was waiting for me. Do you know the place?’
‘No, sir. I ain’t ever left these streets me whole life.’ Paul said.
‘You should regret not travelling while you still had life in you to do so, the world is a
far more beautiful place than you would ever know. The monastery, whilst it was working
was amazing, honestly awe inspiring. Even now, I hear, in it’s ruined state, it still brings tears
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to the eyes of pilgrims who are left breathless by the obvious devotion that carved the holy
city out of solid rock using the most basic of tools. I admit, I have not been there in a very
long time, but the memory if it is still fresh in my mind.’ Bartholomew smiled at Paul again.
‘I was rushed into the monastery and given warm goats milk to drink. I had been on
the brink of death, but as soon as I swallowed some of the milk I felt instantly rejuvenated.
When I felt well enough to speak I thanked the monks over and over for their hospitality,
which they accepted reluctantly for they were humble and were embarrassed by my gratitude.
My teacher spoke to them, for what seemed like a long time, in a language I could not
understand. It sounded full of high pitched clicking noises and low rumbles, melodic, yet
silent. In my confused state I could not even try to guess at its origins. When they finally
stopped talking my teacher turned to me and told me that they had invited us to stay with
them for as long as we wanted. Again I went to thank them, but he stopped me and told me to
go back to sleep instead. For ten years we stayed in that monastery and never once did they
complain or insinuate that we were taking rude advantage of their hospitality. In fact, they
became like a family to me and I can still remember their faces now as clearly as if they were
sat here with us.’ Bartholomew went quiet for a second, fiddling with the hem of his coat.
‘But while we were there,’ he continued eventually, ‘we would wake every morning early
and, weather permitting, climb the mountain behind the monastery, reaching the summit just
after midday. From there one could see most of the kingdom it seemed, but of course it was
only the valleys beyond Duin ‘le Furges. Even so, the sight never seized to amaze me. It was
on that summit, several thousand feet high, nestled firmly in the clouds where my education
of The Craft began. For ten years I learned all about how the universe moved around us, how
each and every thing on Earth, living and dead, were connected and how, by manipulating
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one tiny string in all of this connectedness, it was possible to do the impossible.’ With that
Paul rose to his feet quickly, turning his head this way and that, looking for
Bartholomew and the wolf, but he found himself completely alone. From far away, down the
empty streets he could hear cats and foxes rummaging through piles of rubbish, husbands and
wives shouting at each other from behind cracked walls and steamboats blowing their horns
up and down the Ess. He gauged he was about a mile from St. Paul’s and, sprinting, made his
way down a street to his left. There was a corner he could take a hundred yards down the
street and he tried to move his legs as quickly as he could. ‘I need to get out of sight’, he
thought, ‘if I could just make it around that corner.’ He gritted his teeth and picked up his
pace as much as he could. It was now fast approaching and he did not even notice that it was
a dark abyss between two horrid looking houses, complete with gargoyles staring down at
him. ‘Nearly there’, he thought, running faster than he had ever run before. He leant into the
corner and then tried to stop as quickly as he could. In the middle of the road ahead of him,
stood with its feet apart and heckles up, was the wolf. It barked loudly, very loudly and Paul
slipped. The speed he was running at, the sudden stop and the weakness in his knees caused
his body to straighten out in mid-air, completely parallel to the floor, feet flying out from
underneath him. When he hit the floor he hit it hard, the air knocked from his lungs and for a
few second he did not move. ‘Ouch…’ he moaned as he lay on his front. He pulled his arms
around his head trying to find the strength to pull his knees up underneath him. The wolf had
long since stopped barking. Instead he was stood watching the man unsympathetically as he
crawled in pain. After a few seconds though, it seemed the wolf had become bored of waiting
and he lazily walked over to Paul, lowered his big hairy head and firmly took the man’s arm
in his jaws. Paul screamed all the way as the wolf dragged him back to where he had been
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‘Wow, you really hit the floor hard there Paul. I hope you haven’t broken anything.’
He peeked up over his arms, laying in a heap where the wolf had left him, and saw the
man with the broad rimmed hat sitting as if he had not moved.
‘What did you think you were doing?’ Bartholomew asked him.
He did not answer but merely rolled over unto his back and drew in a few deep
breaths. Slowly the tension in his chest ease and he pushed himself up. ’Aargh…’ he moaned,
‘You should really try and be a bit more steady on your feet Paul.’ Bartholomew
mocked him, causing Paul to shrink where he was sat. His predicament was clearly a lot more
‘Where was I?’ Bartholomew Harbottle continued, ‘Oh yes. For ten years I learned
about the connectedness, the string, the line which bound everything and then one morning
my teacher announced that we were leaving the monastery and I was to take nothing with me.
Odd as it seemed we did exactly that, my teacher even leaving his fine horse behind as a gift
to our kind hosts. The decent thing to do, I remember thinking, but as soon as we set out I
wished for that horse. We were leaning into the blustery wind and sleet, descending the road
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we had taken so many years previous. At first it was impossible to speak as we walked, the
wind blowing our voices away before it left our lips, but after a few days travelling down the
mountain, the wind subsided and I asked him why we had left everything behind. ‘We cannot
take it where we are going.’ he said simply and waved his hand around us, letting his fingers
ride the wind. From between the white patches of snow purple flowers bloomed before my
very eyes. Then red ones and yellow ones. It was unbelievable. They were coming up as
quickly as I am saying this to you. Then, like a deep green wild fire, white hills were replaced
by rolling hills of grass, crowding the flowers. As soon as the last bit of white disappeared,
the earth began to tremble like a green ocean being brought to bowl. The green hills shook
and then bubbled as thick trees pushed through the earth reaching hundreds of feet into the
Bartholomew shifted his weight, the cobbles obviously uncomfortable beneath him, but Paul
‘It was the most terrific sight. Where we had, only moments before, been stood on ice fields,
we were now stood in a dense dark forest which stretched for many miles around. ’Can you
feel the power of the Craft you could control, Bartholomew?’ my teacher asked me then, and
I replied as any man would have replied. That day all doubt was removed from my mind and
my devotion was complete, no matter the price. Can you imagine what it felt like in that
moment, Paul?’ Paul was silent. ‘Can you imagine the overwhelming feeling of possibility? I
had just seen a forest being made to appear where before there was nothing!’ Bartholomew’s
eyes were wide, the moment playing itself out in his memory. ‘If I could have that power, I
thought, I could do anything. I could rule which ever kingdom I chose to rule, I could have
whatever treasure my heart desired and I could travel anywhere without a thought. My heart
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had swelled so much with the gravity of that moment that I distinctly remember tears running
down my face. It was the single most incredible moment of my life and I wanted it to last
forever. How could I die when I could make the very earth obey me? How could anything
with such great power be troubled by something so insignificant as death? I instantly asked
my teacher if there was a way to eternal life. ‘Good question, Bartholomew’, he said as he
nodded his answer and then he said these mysterious words to me:
‘Remember the balance of life,’ he said pointing at a picture of scales tattooed over his
heart,
‘remember the string that connects,’ and he pointed at a ribbon which ran between
‘remember that time is like water,’ a few wavy lines depicted a river on his lower
stomach,
‘and remember that if you stood still you’d be the mountain instead of the mountain,
for the mountain still moves as it rotates with the earth and the earth still moves as it turns
For many years I considered this, what he had said, and for many years it made no
sense to me. Day in and day out all I could think of was how I could stand still in respect to
everything. It was a mystery to me then and in many respects it still is, but I have learned how
to do it and it is quite something.’ Bartholomew looked at the man next to him. ‘Do you want
to see it?’ he said excitedly. ‘I bet you would just die to know what I am talking about,
wouldn’t you?’ Paul shook his head. He had heard too much, he thought. His head hurt.
‘Well, come on then.’ Bartholomew said and put his hand out to help Paul up.
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The short fat man pushed himself up, ignoring the extended hand and followed behind
Bartholomew Harbottle once again, hoping to be heading to a safer haven, hoping that at the
end of it all he could go home without a dagger poking out of his ribs.
Bartholomew led the way with his long strides and they marched off together in the
direction of Port Nolath Bridge. Paul knew the area very well and he started thinking about a
possible escape once again, his head turning back every now and then to see where the wolf
was, which had seemed to have disappeared. Given the right moment he could make a run for
it and this time he was going to be sure that it was the right moment. He looked at
Bartholomew who was whispering to himself, as he did before when they left the Galloping
Lantern, apparently lost in a world of his own. ‘Barker Street’, Paul noted silently, ’three
more roads and we’d be on Mule Street. If only the lanky git would look away at that corner I
can make meself scarce, hit the passage next to Peggy’s Flowers an’ slip through the grate
window into Peter Ol’fella’s bot’le thingy.’ Him and his friends used to play on these streets
when they were about eleven or twelve, he couldn’t remember, but he remembered the grate
window quite clearly and Peter’s store room. It was a knowledge which had saved his skin on
many occasions when him and his friends been running from the coppers, as they usually did.
Pick pocketing was a lot harder than most people would think.
He watched Bartholomew carefully. This time he was making his escape for real, not
like last time, he decided. Ahead of him Bartholomew seemed to have all but forgotten about
the man walking behind him, his whispering becoming more and more cheerful. As they
crossed the first of the two crossing before Mule Street Bartholomew started to do a little skip
after every couple of steps. As they crossed the second he quietly giggled to himself, ‘Oh, this
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is so exciting. I cannot wait. What a surprise!’ Behind him Paul was scanning the empty
streets. By his estimates it was about half twelve and on a Tuesday night and it was not
uncommon for the streets to be deserted at this time, yet it felt remarkably eerie. It was too
quiet. He shook himself and fixed his eyes on the Mule Street crossing which they were now
approaching. Peggy’s Flowers should be just to their right, if his memory served him right,
but it was still around the corner and he could not see it from where they were.
Bartholomew, ahead of him, had stopped and was staring at a building across the
street, the opposite side from Peggy’s. ‘Make hay while the sun shines’, Paul thought and
sprung past Bartholomew, nipping around the corner before he was seen. Much to his
annoyance Peggy’s Flowers was not where it was meant to be, it’s space taken up by a dull
looking carpenter’s shop. He glanced to his left and saw, with a sigh of relief, that at least the
narrow passage was still there. In a flash he disappeared down it. Half way down the passage
he stopped at the grate window and bent down to undo the latch. It was just as rusty as he
remembered and with a satisfying ’pop’ the window swung down. Paul squeezed himself into
Peter’s bottle store. As soon as his feet hit the floor he turned around and pushed the window
up, closing it behind him. He heart raced and he stood still for a few seconds to catch his
breath. The place had the exact smell of freshly tilted earth as he had remembered. The
cracked brick walls were still covered in moss and the floor was damp as it always had been,
the only thing missing was the soft trickling of water one almost expected in a place such as
this. Paul pushed his back to the wall and waited to hear the footsteps outside, but it was quiet
out there, a distant horse cart the only evidence that the city was not deserted. He shuffled
along the wall, closer to the window, where he held his breath and listened, nothing. He
moved closer, to right underneath the window and listened again, but it was absolutely quiet
outside. It seemed that he had lost his attacker. A smile crept across his face. He had done it!
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‘Peter Ol’fella, you’ve saved me skin again, you ol’ bag!’ he said to himself, his voice
echoing off the cellar walls. But his smile quickly disappeared when a sound from the back of
‘Oi, did ya’ make sure ya’ weren’t followed? I don’t want no-one knowing we’re
‘Yes, yes, o’ course I checked. What do ya think I am, stupid?’ another replied.
‘Shh…’ a third whispered loudly, ’all of ya’. Blimey, i’ is like a flippin’ carnival in
here. If the coppers ain’t heard ya’ I bet all of Port Nolath has. Pipe down.’
Paul swallowed hard. Did he recognise those voices? Who could they be? He did not
know any children anymore… it had been such a long time since he had been that young.
Slowly, scared to make a noise and alert them, he made his way towards where he had heard
them speaking. When he was near enough he could see them, sitting with their legs crossed
facing each other, in the far corner. A streak of street light from the low cellar window shone
Paul’s hand instinctively came up to his mouth, but it did not stifle his cry. ‘My God!’
he exclaimed. The three boys, sitting on the floor, was himself, aged eleven, Ben, the
neighbour’s boy and Frederick. Ben and Paul had met Frederick when he tried to steal their
washing off the line in their communal back garden. The three of them had been inseparable
ever since.
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‘How can this be?’ Paul asked them, but they ignored him.
‘Where are we going to put this then?’ young Paul asked his two friends. In his left
hand he was holding a book, covered in satin lace and silver. It was worth more money than
any of them could imagine. ’I can’t keep it my house, wha’ if the coppers come round?’ his
‘Look’ the older Paul shouted, ’never mind the bloody book! Why are you here?!’
‘They can’t hear you, Paul’, Bartholomew said quietly. He was leaning against the
‘Well, you can forget about bringing it round mine… They’re round there every
blooming day as it is.’ Frederick said and crossed his little arms.
‘Look at them, Paul, sitting there discussing what to do with their prized possession.
You remember how this day ended, don’t you, Paul?’ Bartholomew looked down at the boys
‘Yes, I remember,’ Paul said. That day was etched into his mind like a red hot
smelting groove.
‘Do you not think that fate somehow stepped into your life on that day?’
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‘Definitely’, Paul muttered without hesitating, his eyes fixed on the three young lads.
He had wished that day away so many times. So many times had he wished he had not gone
out that day, or that he just had not nicked that book. He looked at the three boys in their dirty
clothes, the light shining across their smooth young faces, their dirty hair. They looked so
innocent, so harmless. They would play together all day and get up to all sorts of mischief,
but at the end of every day, each one of them looked forward to running home to their
‘If you had just taken the book home… or if you had just not taken the book to start
with… or even worse still, if you had just not cared so much about the old man who saw you
hiding the blasted book under the bridge.’ Bartholomew pointed down at the young Paul
while he looked the older Paul in the eye. ‘Hey Paul, what if you had just turned around and
walked away as apposed to throwing that old man in the river to save your skin? What if you
had not committed your first murder at the age of eleven, hey? What if, Paul? What if?’
Paul looked at the three boys, tears streaming down his face. ‘Go home lads!’ he
shouted, ‘Go home now!!’. But they did not hear him and he watched helplessly as they
continued their discussion, deciding on a plan of action that would ruin all of their lives. After
what happened that day none of them returned to being children. The guilt and the shame of
what they had done weighed them down so much that Ben ran away from home and was
found frozen to death several weeks later. Frederick hung himself a few years later at the age
of eighteen, his entire life had been unhappy and his only regret was that he had not done it
earlier. Paul was the only survivor of that day and he lived his life in the gutter. He knew that
decent people did not throw old men off bridges and he also knew that he was not a decent
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person. He begged for what he could not steal and ate his dinner out of dustbins.
Bartholomew Harbottle walked over to where Paul was stood. ‘It is terrible what
happened, I know and I am sorry I had to bring you here, but I could not think of a better
example of what I wanted to show you.’ He looked at Paul and then down at the children.
‘I think you would agree that their lives are wasted from this point forward,’ he did
not look to see if Paul agreed, ‘but, it does not need to be a complete waste… Let me show
you.’
Bartholomew walked back to where the boys were sat and stood himself in the
middle, between them. ‘Look closely, Paul. See how life, even as useless as these, can be
made into something worthwhile.’ He stretched his hands out over the boys, whispering as he
looked down at them. Paul could not hear what he was saying, but after a few seconds he
noticed a sort of white steam coming off the top of the boys’ heads, floating half an inch
The steam grew slowly denser and higher. Before long each boy had a three inch
column of steam rising from his head. Bartholomew worked his hands up these columns, one
at a time, using his palms to shape the loose columns into thin, bright rays of light.
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‘See Paul, it is all to do with balance. These three evil boys, if removed, would leave
an imbalance for which I can compensate.’ As he said that a long black tail appeared behind
him, whisking from side to side. It reminded Paul of a cat, moving the way a cat’s tail did
before it pounced.
‘If I take one of these for example,’ Bartholomew said and wrapped his tail around
Ben’s steam column, ‘I can correct that balance and take over where Ben here left off.’
‘Not really’. Bartholomew said quietly, his attentions already moved on to Frederick.
‘If you think about it, I am actually doing them a favour, saving them from a meaningless
existence.’ His long black tail whipped around another silver column and Frederick fell over
‘Now,’ Bartholomew turned to face Paul, his hands working the young Paul’s life
force into a narrow ribbon, his black tail whipping from side to side impatiently, ‘here we are,
Paul. At the end of a hard day’s work, like my daddy used to say. Here we are and we don’t
know what to do.’ Bartholomew looked down at the silver ribbon in his left hand and then up
‘Let us not forget, Paul, you came to me tonight, I did not come looking for you. What
ever reasons you have to hate me you have brought upon yourself for I am the mountain.
Look.’ Bartholomew waved his free hand and the scene around them faded to be replaced
with the inside of The Galloping Lantern where Bartholomew was sat with a mug of ale in
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front of him and a book open on his lap. He looked up from his book and said, ‘See, I told
you… I have not moved’. Paul stumbled over backwards and landed heavily on the damp
cellar floor.
‘Tell me what to do Paul. Tell me if your life is worth living. I could end it all here
tonight, set you free from your guilt or… or you can carry on fighting to try and be someone
when you know you are no-one, an utter waste of space.’ Bartholomew was back in the cellar
with him, stood next to the young Paul, silver ribbon in hand.
‘End it now!’ Paul shouted. ‘I can not carry on like this!’ he sobbed.
‘Are you sure?’ Bartholomew asked and stroked the silver ribbon with his black tail.
‘Ahh, come now, Paul. Don’t give up so easily! For once try not to be so pathetic.
How about a bit of salvation?’ Bartholomew smirked down at him. ‘Why don’t you tell me
where the rest of your group are hidden and so seek retribution for their many, many wrongs?
Paul stopped sobbing for a second. There were fourteen other thieves in his group,
each of them far more evil than Paul and they were waiting for him to bring back
Bartholomew Harbottle‘s blackmail ransom. It was their fault he was here, but if he died
without bringing them back the money they would probably curse him, even if he died for
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them. They were like that, selfish and unkind. Where Paul felt truly bad for the wicked things
he had done, they revelled in it. They loved their wickedness and did not once feel bad for the
people they wronged every single day. They even made fun of Paul when he reprimanded
them for their unnecessary cruelty. ‘Saint Paul, the murdered!’ they would shout at him.
‘Their souls could buy my salvation?’ Paul asked Bartholomew, his eyes wide with
hope.
Paul dried his tear streaked face with his dirty sleeve and sat up. ‘Really?’
‘They have rooms above The Galloping Lantern, but I don’t want anything to do with
this if their lives cannot buy my salvation.’ Paul shook his head as he said this.
‘Spoken like a true blackmail artist,’ Bartholomew laughed, ‘who just had the blood
‘You said their lives could buy my salvation!’ Paul shouted, realising that he had been
tricked.
‘And it could!’ Bartholomew shouted back, mocking his tone, ‘If you were stood in a
court of law they would have happily traded the lives of your fourteen friends for yours and
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you would have walked away a free man. Sadly though, this,’ Bartholomew waved his hand,
showing the cellar, ‘is not a court room and although you are free, know this; you have sold
your only friends because you were too soft and too self-obsessed to let go of something that
Bartholomew let go of the silver string he had been holding on to and they both
watched as the young Paul ran up the cellar stair to make his way to the bridge where he had
‘That old man probably wanted to die, but you have decided to beat yourself up over
it and now fourteen of your friends will die because of you.’ Bartholomew said.
Paul crawled backwards into the corner where the boys had previously been sat and
hugged his knees to his chest, tears again streaming down his face. ‘You’ve deceived me!!!’
Bartholomew turned his back on the short, fat man and walked towards to stairs.
‘Only because you set out to trick me, Paul.’ he said quietly when he reached the bottom run.
‘Only because you wanted to steal from me, have I stolen from you. You wanted money, I
wanted life… We trade in the same way, you and I - with the same tendency to short change,
Paul shook where he was hunched against the wall, his mind exhausted and his eyes
sore from crying. ’There must be a way’ he said out loud. ’There must be a way that I can
stop that old man from dying.’ For a second he seemed lost in thought and then he jumped
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up, ran up the stairs and out of the back of Pete‘s glass shop. He remembered exactly where
he had been when they had pushed the old man off the bridge and ran there as quickly as he
could, he legs barely able to hold his big frame. On reaching the bridge he could see his
young self walking along on the riverbank, book hidden under his jacket. He tried to call out,
but his voice caught in his throat. Desperately he waved his arms trying to get the boy‘s
‘How?’ he asked the air around him. ‘How can I stop this awful thing from
happening?’. There was no-one there and no-one answered. He looked up and down the
street, hoping to see the old man. Maybe he could distract him, maybe he could make him
take a different route, but the street was empty. It was only him at the top of the bridge and
him on the river bank. He lent over the railing again and caught sight of his younger self
moving some rocks and sliding the book into a ready made hidey-hole. Suddenly the boy
looked up at him and snarled. ‘Yes,’ Paul thought, ‘come after me, you little blighter.’ He
‘Mind ya’ own, ol’ man!’ the boy shouted back at him.
‘You come here and say that to me face, you little mongrel!’ he shouted back.
He smiled as he saw the boy leave the rock pile and run up the river bank towards the
stairs on the side of the bridge. ‘I might just be able to save him’, he thought to himself. ‘I
might just be able to make his life worth living again.’ He could have danced with
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excitement.
Before he knew it his younger self was stood in front him, nearly as tall as he was, but
‘Who do ya’ think ya’ are, hey?’ the boy challenged him.
‘Ya’ wha’? Ya’ making fun o’ me, ol’ man?’ the boy shouted at him.
‘No, jus’ trying a’ stop ya’ from making a fool o’ yer’self.’ he said calmly.
‘You’re the fool, ol’ man.’ the boy said and grabbed hold of Paul’s coat.
‘Hey, hey. There is no need for that!’ Paul shouted. ‘I wasn’t going to tell no-one.’
‘Oh, yeah? And how am I suppose to believe that?’ the boy said.
‘Cause I said so, didn’t I?!’ Paul shouted and tried to pull his coat free from the
remarkably strong young hands, but the boy did not let go.
‘I don’t have no’ing to give ya’’ Paul replied, still struggling for his coat.
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‘Then give me ya’ coat!’ the boy shouted and viciously pulled at him.
Paul had to fight hard not to let the boy rip the coat off him and during the struggle he
leant back over the railing, away from his younger self, trying to use his weight to his
advantage, when he heard a terrible rip. For a second the world came to a complete stop and
Paul look back at his younger self. The young face was frozen in horror, mouth open mid-
shout, eyes wide with the realisation that something had gone dreadfully wrong.
Like a hammer, it struck Paul between the eyes. His entire life had been haunted by
the old man’s face, killing him with guilt every time he looked at the mirror. Turns out the
face was his all along. They had both been here before, but neither of them knew it until it
was too late. On the far side of the bridge Bartholomew sat on a bench, the wolf laying, with
its head on its paws, on the floor next to him, like tourists gawking at the strange customs of
There was only one last thing left to do, Paul thought and he closed his eyes. For one
last moment he felt the wind blow on his skin and he smelled the air. He knew that he would
not survive the fall, but was not concerned about that. He knew the water would be cold, but
did not care. What broke his heart was the young boy stood on top of the bridge. ’Jump in,
lad!’ he shouted as he fell and he would have shouted it again if he had the chance, but the
water quickly swallowed him up, the freezing cold stopping his heart before he had time to
In a room above The Galloping Lantern fourteen men sat drinking. They had spent
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most of the evening waiting for one of their number to return and they were growing very
‘At last,’ one of them said and stood up. He put his eye to the looking hole and could
‘Good evening, gentlemen,’ Bartholomew Harbottle smiled whilst stepping into the
room, ‘I take it you all know who I am, but sadly I don’t really know who you are and I am
dying to make your acquaintances.’ Some of the men jumped from their seats, but retreated
more quickly. Behind Bartholomew the hall way was suddenly filled by a massive grey wolf.
It dropped its head as it stepped into the room, its back touching the top of the doorframe.
‘Oh, do excuse my bad form,’ Bartholomew apologised. ‘Please meet my friend, the Wyn’aìr.
Thought I’d invite him out for a spot of lunch as we hadn’t seen each other in a while…’
Bartholomew and his associate had been travelling away from Port Nolath for over a week
when Jones discovered the remains of the fourteen men, two floors above the public bar. Had
their rent payments been up to date they would have stayed there until they stank, but they
were nearly two months late and Jones was forced to go round, threatening eviction. He
didn’t say anything though, considering the state they were in, but called the funeral director
and the police instead. It was a peculiar case, everybody agreed and Jones really hoped it
would not have an effect on his business. For weeks the news papers would report on the
’mass murder’, but in the end people gave up trying to solve it, distracted by other more
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