June 1940 - March 1941 9 Blighty 52 10 Colonel Mason 56 11 Back To School 65 12 Colonel Mason's Test 91 13 The Agent's First Disobedience 95
PART 3 Louis-Philippe's War
April - May 1941 14 Forbidden Knowledge 98 15 Home 103 16 Monsieur Lvy 110 17 Back to School Again 113 18 The Gestapo Recruit 117 19 The Gardener's Boy 121 20 Maman the Spy 124 21 The Gestapo Raid 132 22 The Widows of Verdun 137 23 The Messenger 142 24 Escape Line 149 25 The Traitors 155 26 Death is Always Waiting 167
PART 4 Madeleine's Nightmare
July 1942 27 Yellow Stars 174 28 Outcasts 180 29 The Betrayal 188 30 Cattle Trucks 192 31 The Cuckoos 199 32 The Faceless Girl 204 33 Drancy 208 34 The Boys From The Eleventh 218 35 The Way to Pitchipoi 225
PART 5 Prisoner of the Gestapo
August 1942 36 Gestapo Ambush 240 37 Revenge 248 38 Flight to England 256
PART 6 Madeleine's War Diary
August - November 1942 269 June 1944 294 January 1945 297 May - September 1945 311 PART 1 The Refugee May 1940
1 Invasion!
At first he did not know that something world-shattering had happened.
He was looking through the hotel window at the forest-covered hills. They belonged to a baron who hunted there. He wondered what it would be like to be a baron, to own a forest, but he couldn't do things like that - imagine what other people felt. He knew that made him different. "Louis-Philippe," his maman's voice penetrated his thoughts. "You must escape." It was the note of alarm that brought him back to the hotel room not the words. He checked what had been said while he was in his private world. Somehow he heard even when he wasn't listening. Belgium - Invasion - Panzers: German tanks had come through the Ardennes Mountains. But everyone knew that was impossible. Tanks could not penetrate the forest. It was too dense. There could be no panzer blitzkrieg here like the one which had torn Poland apart last year. His father was on the telephone but using English. He concentrated on what was happening. At home they spoke English so that he would learn it. His maman was French, papa English. But for business, on the telephone, papa always used French. Or German. So why was he speaking English now? "I'm telling you they have," he was saying quite loudly. "Commandos have knocked out the border posts. Bridges have been seized. Panzer columns are driving through Belgium." Belgium, he thought. His friends at school had laughed when he'd told them he was going there on holiday. They looked down on the Belgians, the country was a joke. They asked him: Why don't Belgians go water-skiing? Answer: Because they can't find any lakes that slope downhill! But water doesn't slope, he'd said. He never got jokes. His friends teased him about it, but one boy, Daniel, had kept on laughing at him as if he was the joke. His friends had told him that he would never stop until he fought him. So he'd hit him and kept on hitting him until his friends pulled him off and told him that would be enough. And it was. Well, no one would laugh now. He was in the middle of an invasion. "Will you pass on the information?" his father was demanding. He sounded impatient with whoever was at the other end. He always expected to be obeyed immediately. "The Germans are invading France. Columns of armour miles long are attacking through Belgium. Have you got that? They are circling round the end of the Maginot Line. The French forts are useless. As of now there are no defences in the path of the German advance." Suddenly, he understood what was happening. France and England had been at war with Germany for eight months, but there hadn't been any fighting. The newspapers called it the 'phoney war'. Now the real war had started. "Hallo? Hallo, hallo?" His father rattled the phone. "Dead," he said. "The lines have been cut." "What will you do?" his mother asked. "Go to the meeting as arranged," his father said. "You must go back to Paris. Leave immediately. Keep ahead of the German columns." "Will we see the panzers?" Louis-Philippe asked. He'd watched them on the newsreels at the cinema. They had raced across Poland accompanied by military music and explosions. He'd admired the German army. That was when the phoney war started. France and England had told Germany to get out of Poland or else. Now it was or- else time. Except it seemed to be the Germans who were attacking which was the wrong way round. "You are going to England," his maman told him. "You'll be safe there." "I want to stay with you." He felt a sudden chill. She took his face in her hands. "Listen to me, Louis-Philippe. You don't understand what it's like to be invaded. I was your age the last time the Germans came. The Great War: it was a nightmare for civilians." "You were all right, weren't you?" "It's all arranged," his papa said flatly. "Monsieur Barras is coming to take you to Calais. He will put you on a boat for England. You're nearly twelve. In a war you have to grow up quickly." He saw his parents exchange a glance but was not sure what it meant. The thought of being sent to England on his own made his stomach clench. He was half English, but it felt like a foreign country. "What about you?" he asked his mother. "I will follow you as soon as I can. I have things to clear up in Paris before I leave." What things? He stared at her, unblinking. She had short curly hair, a pointed chin, a bow-shaped mouth and brown eyes which suddenly seemed to have grown lines at the corners. She was small, like him. He felt lost already. He didn't understand the world. His father was searching through papers in his briefcase. "Won't the Germans invade England as well?" he asked. "They might try," his papa said, "but the Royal Navy will stop any invasion fleet the Germans can send. You'll have time to learn what you need there." He spoke as though they wouldn't be with him. He took a map out of his briefcase and wrote down figures on a piece of paper. Why was he being sent with Monsieur Barras? He worked for the same company as papa. They were engineers. Their factory made parts for planes. "Are you listening?" his maman asked, shaking his shoulders. "Yes, maman," Louis-Philippe said automatically. "What did papa say?" He checked the recording in his head. "I am going to Calais with Monsieur Barras to catch a ferry to England. When I get there I must phone Colonel Mason on 503991 or 495760..." For the first time he heard what he was saying. "Why don't I go to Aunt Marigold's?" "Colonel Mason is your legal guardian in England," his papa told him, impatient at having to explain. "He'll arrange for you to go to a special school. Go on." "If I can't contact him by phone I am to go to London and find him in Caxton Street." "That's right." His father sighed. "How does he do it?" his mother asked. She knew he'd been born with a photographic memory so why did she ask? It was nothing he'd done. He didn't understand himself. He was both clever and stupid. He could remember anything but never understood why people asked questions like that. He saw that his father had taken a drawing out of his briefcase. It looked like one of the engineering plans he used. It was on blue draughtsman's paper, but the plan was not of a plane. It was a strange object. The underneath part seemed to be a bomb but with wings like a plane. While fixed on top was what looked like an aircraft engine but without a propeller. When his father saw him staring at it he quickly folded it and replaced it in his briefcase. Louis-Philippe had the feeling that his father had wanted him to see it. But why would he hide it if he wanted him to see it? It did not make sense. People did not make sense. "Will you remember when you get to England?" his maman asked. "What?" he blinked, coming back to the hotel room. Did she mean the plan? His mother shook her head as though she wanted to scream. "Louis-Philippe, you're like a visitor who sometimes comes out of his private world to see what the rest of us are doing," she told him. "The numbers, the street, what you've got to do when you get to England. Will you remember?" "Of course." She knew he would, so why did she keep asking? But he didn't know then what war was like. He'd only seen it on the cinema newsreels. He did not know that it could destroy him.