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I woke up to the hard landing of the airplane realizing we were finally there. I
reach for my weapon under my seat and stand up to grab my bag in the overhead
compartment. We start to unload and I get ready to head towards the door with the
others. I remember talking to the person behind me when I started walking down the
aisle of the airplane. I focused back on the door and watched a friend of mine look
outside the door his hand immediately coming in front of his eyes and seriousness
came across his face. I finally reach the door myself and immediately put my hand up to
shield my eyes as well. I stepped outside the airplanes door and into Kuwait City airport
as a U.S. Army private on my way to Iraq. From that moment forward my life would
change forever.
As I got off the airplane I was told to get onto buses that were waiting for us. I headed
for the second bus in the line of nine and sat all the way in the back. Jerry a buddy of
mine came and sat next to me we both had no idea what lied ahead of us. Everyone
finally got loaded onto the buses, by that time it was well after midnight and we started
driving into the desert. It was very dark and felt very disorientating being in a foreign
country in pitch black with no idea about your surroundings. Jerry finally spots a bright
light on the horizon and as we get closer I realize that it’s a military base in the middle of
the desert. As the bus pulls up to the front gate I see gate towers and armed U.S.
civilian contractors stopping the bus. The guard climbs into the bus and asks everyone
to show their military I.D. and he walks down the aisle looking at each. Once he had
checked each bus we were let onto the base and driven to flimsy looking white circus
tents. Everyone got off the buses and started taking their bags into the tents and picking
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an area to setup a cot. I picked an area towards the front door flap and made it as
My team leader woke me up early the next day and told all of us to get ready for a run in
fifteen minutes. I threw on my work out cloths and go outside the tent to get my first look
at the base during the day. My team leader gets us all into a formation and we start
running on the perimeter road right inside the walls. Within the base it was just white
tents with the white shower conexs. Army trucks and tanks parked in the motor pool
areas with the mechanics working hard to get them ready for the trip north. The sand
berms around the base were about thirteen feet tall and had constantia wire in rows of
three on top. There were guard towers every hundred feet along the sand berms with
guards looking out into the empty desert. We run for about thirty minutes and come
back to our tent to shower and change into our combat fatigues before breakfast chow.
Once I had showered and changed, my whole team which was around four members
headed to the chow hall together. The wind had really picked up while I had been
changing. A nasty sand storm had rolled in while we were waiting to get inside and eat.
The heat plus the sand blowing into your face felt like a hair dryer turned on at full blast
with sand paper being rubbed across your face. It really opened my eyes to what lay
The next few weeks everyone started training and prepping their vehicles for the trip
into Iraq. Most of the training involved weapons drills and vehicle bail out practice. We
had to start training early in the morning before it got above 115F°. Once it got too hot
outside my team leader would take us in the tent and we would go over the maps of Iraq
and practice first aid and CPR. I remember our commander called everyone into a circle
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in the tent one day. I knew we were heading north to Iraq soon but like everyone else
didn’t know any details or exactly when it would happen. The commander told us that
we needed to start prepping the trucks for a trip north. He also said we would be leaving
at midnight in three days. So many emotions came over me at that moment; I felt
excited to finally get to do my job but also scared of the unknown. The commander
released everyone but told a few people including myself to stay. He told me and the
others that we were the convoy group and would be driving all the way up to our base in
northern Iraq. The rest of the company would be flying into Iraq and would be at the
I was put in charge of a humvee truck and told to armor and prep it for the trip north. It
was not designed to be in direct combat so we had to add homemade armor onto the
truck. We built hollow plywood boxes and put them standing in the bed of the humvee.
Once they had been bolted into place we filled them with sand bags and Kevlar blankets
for added protection. I then built another box to go on top of the roof for a machine gun
position to help cover the convoy during our trip. At the time this made me feel safe but I
truly had no idea what IED’s and rifle rounds were capable of at the time. To be honest I
probably would not have gone on that convoy had I know how much danger I was in.
The night that we were supposed to leave came quickly. I spent the last few hours
preparing my gear for the trip. I cleaned and checked my weapon over and over to
make sure it was good. Then I focused on my ammo and made sure that I had enough
and that it was all in magazines. I looked over each of my M203 grenades and made
sure there were no dented or bad rounds. I added fresh batteries to my night vision
goggles and checked them in a dark corner of the tent. Prepping my assault pack I
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made sure I had plenty of water, smoke grenades and extra ammo that I may need.
Then I walked out to the truck and checked the oil and fluids one last time. The radios in
the truck had to be setup and encrypted to the right channels so I did that as well.
Earlier that day I had loaded 2000 rounds of Machine gun ammo into the truck so I
double checked that while I was at the trucks. I finished getting everything ready so I
went back to the tent and took a nap until it was time to leave.
Yelling in the tent woke me up, it was still 20 min till we had to go out and get on the
trucks. I knew I needed the extra 20 minutes of sleep but it was just too loud in the tent.
I grabbed all of my things and my weapon and headed to the truck early. I went over
everything one last time to make sure things were good. I packed all my things neatly in
the back of the truck so that if we got in a fight nothing would get in the way. Everyone
else came out shortly and we all gathered around the front truck for a brief and look at
the route we would be taking to the north. The convoy commander was a short stocky
man and very well spoken. He told us it would take about two days to get up to the base
in Iraq and showed up on the map were it was. The Chaplin came out and gave the
whole convoy a blessing and said a prayer. We headed back to the trucks and loaded
up I took my spot in the bed of the truck with the machine gunner. The time had finally
come to do my job and I felt that I was ready for whatever Iraq could throw at me. In
reality I had no idea what I was getting into or how I would react in a firefight.
The drive across Kuwait and to the first Iraqi checkpoint was very uneventful. Once we
passed the first check point the sun was coming up and I could see Iraq for the first
time. It was not as I had pictured with the rolling sand dunes and the empty landscape.
There were palms trees everywhere and houses spaced out along the road each about
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ten feet apart. All the houses were made out of mud and straw but I noticed they still had
a satellite TV dish on top their house. The drainage ditches that ran along the road were
full of waste and smelled horrible. The Iraqi’s were just waking up while we drove by
and I noticed they were all sleeping on the roof of their houses. The kids all ran up to
the trucks asking for anything that we were willing to part with. We continued on north
towards Bagdad and arrived right after dark. I put my night vision goggles on and
scanned the windows and alleys as we drove by. I could hear fighting in the distance
and explosions that were closer than I would have liked. I silently hoped no one I knew
was in any of those fights and that it didn’t head our direction.
We quickly passed through Bagdad and drove over the Tigris River onto the lush green
areas of the small jungles. The radio squealed and the convoy commander said we
were making better time than he had planned. He said that we were to meet another
army unit about thirty miles ahead and they would escort us to our base. It was starting
to get light out again by the time we met up with the escort unit. I was happy that we
were almost there as I had not slept in over thirty hours. As we pulled up to our base I
saw M1 tanks guarding the front gate which had to move in order to let us on. The base
was very small with less than 150 people on it. We parked the vehicles in the motor pool
and I unloaded my gear. I was directed to an old tank hanger were cots had been setup
and I picked one and dropped my stuff. As I lay down I looked up at the roof and saw
mortar and bullet holes all over the place. I couldn’t help but think what had I gotten
myself into and that I still had eleven more months in this place.