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1. ..... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - AÝepÐd_y„ Dv¹$NdrbÞvy$ ........................ 3
`v$p®api 2. ..... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - Mf¡Mf kpNf .................................. 6
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pf 3. ..... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - ApN _¡ dpÓ _¡ dpÓ ApN ................ 9

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4. ..... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - _MriM L$sgMp_y„ .......................... 12
5. ..... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - A¡L$ M|„Mpf fpnk .......................... 15
6. ..... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - Msf_pL$ S>„Ng.............................. 18
7. ..... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - v$v$®_pL$ â`„Q ................................ 21
Heart to Heart
8. ..... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - rblpdZp¡ L$pfphpk .......................... 24
9. ..... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - Mf¡Mf õdip_ .............................. 27
10. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - lÐepfy„ rhjh©n .............................. 30
11. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - rhrQÓsp_p¡ hfkpv$.......................... 33
12. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - A¡L$ b¡Of Of ............................... 36
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dlp¡`pÝepe 13. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - cX$L¡$ bmsp¡ D_pmp¡ ........................ 39
AÝepÐdkpf A„sN®s chõhê$`tQs_-Ar^L$pf 14. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - a¼s õhp\®_u kNpC ....................... 42
15. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - lmplm T¡f ................................. 45
Ap^pqfs âhQ_^pfp
16. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - v$v$®_pL$ vy$O®V$_p............................... 48
17. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - A¡L$ Myhpf `qfhpf ......................... 51
18. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - cX$cX$ bmsp¡ r_cpX$p¡ ..................... 54
19. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - cep_L$ eyÙc|rd ............................ 57
20. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - _eȳ `pNgMp_y„ .............................. 60
râed¹ 21. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - A¡L$ ¾|$f díL$fu .............................. 63
22. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - lX$lX$sy„ Sy>V¹$W$pÏ„ ............................. 66
23. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - dpÓ dpepÅm ............................... 69
24. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - _fu l¡fp_Nrs ............................... 72
] âkpfL$ ] 25. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - `|f¡`|fu `fhisp ............................. 75
bpbycpC kf¡dgÆ 26. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - Mf¡Mf `p_Mf .............................. 78
rkÙpQg b„Ágp¡T, lufp S>¥_ kp¡kpeV$u, kpbfdsu-380005 27. .... Ap R>¡ k„kpf - a¼s tlkp_y„ sp„X$h ......................... 81
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AÝepÐd_u c|rdL$p, AÝepÐd_u ìep¿ep A_¡ kfmsp_y„ kp¡`p_ - Ap
ÓZ Ar^L$pf_¡ `pçep bpv$ lh¡ kdSy> ìe[¼sA¡ ip„s d_¡ k„kpf_p
õhê$`_y„ tQs_ L$fhy„ Å¡CA¡. AÝepÐd A¡L$ kfp¡hf R>¡. Ap tQs_ A¡_p¡
cu_p¡ cu_p¡ `h_ R>¡ _¡ h¥fpÁe_u Apõ\p A¡ `h__¡ h^y kd©Ù b_ph¡
R>¡. S>¡_y„ `qfZpd Ap_„v$ rkhpe buSy>„ L$iy„ S> _\u. —&&1—&&
ApS>\u gNcN 325 hj® `l¡gp \C Ne¡g A¡L$ dlp`yfyj A¡V$g¡ S>
dlp¡`pÝepe îueip¡rhS>eÆ dlpfpÅ. A¡d_u cusfdp„ Dcfpsp op__p
dlpkpNf_¡ A¡dZ¡ k¢L$X$p¡ N°„\p¡dp„ W$pgìep¡ lsp¡. A¡L$\u A¡L$ QX¡$ A¡hp N°„\p¡_u
fQ_p L$fsp L$fsp AÝepÐd_p rhjedp„ A¡dZ¡ A¡L$ Av¹$cys N°„\_u fQ_p
L$fu. S>¡_y„ _pd R>¡ AÝepÐdkpf. A¡L$hui Ar^L$pf A_¡ gNcN kpX$p _hkp¡
Np\pAp¡dp„ `\fpe¡gp Ap dlpN°„\dp„ A_¡L$p_¡L$ rhjep¡ `f kp¡_¡fu âL$pi âkpf¡gp¡
R>¡. S>¡dp„ Qp¡\p¡ Ar^L$pf A¡V$g¡ L¡$ 4th chapter R>¡ - chõhê$`tQs_
Ar^L$pf. k„kpf_p¡ Apdp„ `v$p®api R>¡. k„kpf_p A¡L$ A¡L$ `pkp_u A¡L$ A¡L$
`p¡g Apdp„ DOpX$u `pX$u R>¡. Ap`Z¡ S>¡_¡ k„kpf L$luA¡ R>uA¡, s¡ lL$uL$sdp„
iy„ R>¡ ? Ap`Z¡ S>¡_¡ kyM_u MpZ kdÆA¡ R>uA¡ A¡_p `¡V$pmdp„ iy„ cf¡gy„ R>¡ ?
Ap`Z¡ ApMu e tS>v$Nu S>¡_u `pk¡ kyM_u cuM dp„Nhp dpV¡$ lp\ g„bphsp
S> fluA¡ R>uA¡, A¡ lL$uL$sdp„ Ap`Z_¡ iy„ Ap`¡ R>¡ ? S>¡_u `pR>m Ap`Z¡
chp¡ch bfbpv$ L$fsp Apìep R>uA¡ A¡_u Mfu gpeL$ps iy„ R>¡ ? Ap b^u
f 3 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
S> hpsp¡_¡ Äep„ õ`ô$ fus¡ Mp¡gu_¡ Ap`Zu kpd¡ âõsys L$fu v$u^u R>¡, A¡_y„
_pd R>¡ chõhê$`tQs_ Ar^L$pf.
I request you, Ap b^y„ ÅZu_¡ iy„ L$fhy„ ? A¡ sp¡ Ap`Zp lp\dp„
S> R>¡. `Z Ap b^y„ ÅZhy„ S> _l], _¡ gp¡L$âhpldp„ S> sZpsp fl¡hy„ A¡
A¡L$ Ås_u ApÐdlÐep R>¡. Ap`Z¡ S>¡ qv$ipdp„ v$p¡X$hp dp„Nsp lp¡CA¡ A¡ qv$ipdp„
R>¡ iy„ ? A¡ ÅZhy„ b¡lv$ S>ê$fu R>¡. A_¡ buÆ hps A¡ R>¡ L¡$ A¡ qv$ip_u
ÅZL$pfu Ap`sp S>¡ kpC_ bp¡X®¹$k Ap`Z_¡ ggQph¡ R>¡, A¡ bp¡X®¹$k_u kÃQpC
ÅZhu `Z A¡V$gu S> S>ê$fu R>¡. A_pqv$L$pm\u k„kpf¡ Ap`Z_¡ R>¡sep£ R>¡.
b¡õV$ `¡qL„$Ndp„ h¡õV$ dpg Ap`Z_¡ `^fpìep¡ R>¡. A¡Z¡ Ap`Z_¡ _hX$pìep e
R>¡ _¡ fp¡hX$pìep `Z R>¡. `Z sp¡ e Ap`Zp d_dp„ KX ¡$ KX ¡$ A¡L$ hps Of
L$fu NC R>¡, L¡$ "k„kpf kpfp¡.'
But here is a right Sign-board for us. L$v$pQ L$p¡C ch¡ Ap`Z¡
L$ë`_p e _ L$fu lp¡e, k„kpf_y„ A¡ kÐe Ap bp¡X®$ `f õ`ô$ gM¡gy„ R>¡.
A¡_¡ hp„Qu_¡ L$v$pQ ùv$e_¡ A¡L$ ^½$p¡ gpNi¡, byqÙ_¡ Ap„QL$p¡ gpNi¡, d_
A¡_p¡ CÞL$pf L$fhp dpV¡$ DR>mu `X$i¡. hjp£ Sy>_p¡ Arcâpe L$v$pQ V$k_p¡ dk
_l] \hp_u Æv$ `L$X$i¡. But truth is a truth. A¡_¡ Ap`Zp CÞL$pf
L¡$ rhfp¡^ kp\¡ L$p¡C S> õ_p_-k|sL$ _\u. kÐe_¡ kdS>iy„ sp¡ aphu S>iy„.
A„^pfpdp„ Ap„^myqL$ep L$fhp S>iy„ sp¡ L|$sfp_p dp¡s¡ dfiy„. Please try to
realise the truth. Wish you all the best.
kfp¡hf_p ÓZ am lp¡e R>¡. (1) v$plp¡`id - A¡dp„ Xy$bL$u gNphhp\u
ifuf_u bmsfp dV$u Åe. (2) s©óZp¡ÃR>¡v$ - A¡_y„ `pZu `uhp\u sfk
rR>`pC Åe. (3) dgânpg_ - A¡dp„ õ_p_ L$fhp\u ifuf_p¡ d¡g ^p¡hpC
Åe.
AÝepÐd kfp¡hf\u `Z Ap S> ÓZ am dm¡ R>¡. `Z ApÝep[ÐdL$
õsf¡. H$mohpå_ C {U½JhrE Xmhñgmodg_mo hmoB - ¾$p¡^_p¡ r_N°l \pe A¡V$g¡
ApÐdp_p¡ b^p¡ S> k„sp` idu Åe R>¡. bmohpå_ C {U½JhrE VÊhmdmoÀN>o`Amo
hmoB - gp¡c D`f L$pby dm¡ A¡V$g¡ s©óZp Mgpk \C Åe R>¡. H$å__b-
AÝepÐd_y„ Dv¹$Ndtbvy$ 4 f
gmohUoU Aßnm C {Uå_bmo hmoB - L$d®dm_u iyqÙ \hp\u ApÐdp r_d®m
b_u Åe R>¡.
A¡L$ k„s_¡ L$p¡CA¡ âñ `|R¹>ep¡, ""sd¡ rhh¡L$ L$p¡_u `pk¡\u iu¿ep ?''
k„s¡ [õds L$fu_¡ S>hpb Apàep¡, ""Arhh¡L$uAp¡ `pk¡\u. A¡d_y„ S>¡ S>¡ Arhh¡L$ceȳ
hs®_ lº„ Å¡sp¡, A¡dp„\u d_¡ â¡fZp dmsu L¡$ Aphy„ Aphy„ rbëLy$g L$fhp S>¡hy„
_\u.''
k„kpf A_¡ AÝepÐd hÃQ¡ Apd sp¡ gpMp¡ qL$gp¡duV$fp¡_y„ A„sf R>¡, `Z
Å¡ Ap`Zu `pk¡ kv¹$byqÙ lp¡e, sp¡ k„kpf S> AÝepÐd_y„ Dv¹$Ndtbvy$ b_u
Åe R>¡. cg¡ _¡ k„kpfdp„ fpN_p gpMp¡ sp¡ap_p¡ lp¡e, rhh¡L$u dpV¡$ sp¡
A¡ S> rhfpN_y„ âbm r_rdÑ b_u Åe R>¡. `s„S>rg F>rjA¡ ep¡Nk|Ódp„
Mfy„ S> L$üy„ R>¡ - Xþ…I_od gdª {ddo{H$Z… & - rhh¡L$_u Ap„M¡ Å¡sp sp¡
k„kpfdp„ kyMp¡_p¡ ^p¡^dpf hfkpv$ hfksp¡ lp¡e, A¡dp„ e vy$:M_p v$php_m
rkhpe buSy>„ L$iy„ S> v$¡Mpsy„ _\u. kyM k„kpfdp„ R>¡ S> _l], kyM R>¡ dpÓ
_¡ dpÓ AÝepÐd A_¡ h¥fpÁedp„. ÜptÓriL$p N°„\dp„ `|. rkÙk¡_ qv$hpL$fk|qf
dlpfpS> L$l¡ R>¡ -
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S>¡ kyM_p d|mdp„ h¥fpÁe _\u A¡ kyM kph S> `p¡L$m R>¡. kph S>
bp¡Nk R>¡. Mfp A\®dp„ L$luA¡ sp¡ A¡ kyM S> _\u.
Qpgp¡, h¥fpÁe_u hpV¡$ S>CA¡, AÝepÐdepÓp_¡ ApNm ^`phuA¡, kyMu
\hp_p¡ D`pe Ap_p rkhpe buÅ¡ L$p¡C S> _\u.
Z Z Z Z Z bk Ap ¾$d Qpëep S> L$f¡ R>¡. Qpf¡ bpSy>\u Ap vy$:jl ApN_¡ kl_
f 5 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Ap R>¡
k„kpf a Mf¡Mf kpNf a 2
BV… H$m_m¡dm©{¾Ád©b{V n[aVmo Xþ…gh BV…,
nVpÝV J«mdmUmo {df`{J[aHy$Q>m{ÛK{Q>Vm… &
BV… H«$moYmdÎmm} {dH¥${VV{Q>ZrgL²>J_H¥$V…,
g_wÐo g§gmao V{Xh Z ^`§ H$ñ` ^d{V ? &&2&&
Ap bpSy> R>¡ L$pd-hX$hp_m, S>¡ Qpf¡ bpSy>\u bþep L$f¡ R>¡. Akü
R>¡ A¡_p¡ sp`. Ap bpSy>\u rhje-`h®s_p riMfp¡ `f\u Ry>Ë$u `X$u `X$u_¡
rigpAp¡ `X$su S> Åe R>¡. Ap bpSy> R>¡ ¾$p¡^-hdm, S>¡_y„ A_yk„^p_
rhL$pf-_v$u kp\¡ R>¡. Mf¡Mf kpNf R>¡ Ap k„kpf. L$p¡_¡ A¡_p¡ X$f _
gpN¡ ? —&&2&&
v$qfep_p `¡V$pmdp„ A¡L$ ce„L$f ApN `¡v$p \pe R>¡, S>¡_y„ _pd R>¡
hX$hp_m. `pZudp„ S> A¡ `¡v$p \pe R>¡. v$qfep ApMp_p e `pZudp„ A¡
spL$ps _\u L¡$ A¡_¡ byTphu iL¡$. A¡ ApN A¡V$gu Msf_pL$ lp¡e R>¡, L¡$
A¡_u Apk`pk_y„ `pZu sp¡ DL$m¡ S> R>¡, A¡ ApN_¡ S>¡ õ`i£ A¡ e cX$\y„
\C Åe R>¡. k„kpf `Z A¡L$ kpNf R>¡, Äep„ L$pdhpk_p_u ApN kss
cX$L¡$ bmsu fl¡ R>¡. _¡ cgcgp_¡ e kss bpmsu fl¡ R>¡. vy$r_epcf_p
cp¡Nkp^_p¡ dmu Åe sp¡ e A¡ ApN byTphu A¡ i¼e S> _\u. Af¡,
byTphp_u hps sp¡ S>hp v$p¡ A¡ ApN A¡_p\u h^y cX$L$u DW¡$ R>¡. afu
cp¡Nkp^_p¡_u ip¡^, afu cp¡NhV$p_y„ Np„X$`Z _¡ afu A¡ ApN_p¡ cX$L$p¡...
L$fsp¡ L$fsp¡ R>¡hV¡$ dpZk cX$\y„ \C Åe R>¡.
v$qfepdp„ L¡$V$L¡$V$gp `h®sp¡ lp¡e R>¡, L¡$V$gpL$_p riMfp¡ Ap`Z_¡ blpf
v$¡Mpe R>¡, sp¡ L¡$V$gpL$ ApM¡ ApMp A„v$f S> Xy$b¡gp lp¡e R>¡. Ap b^p„
Mf¡Mf kpNf 6 f
`h®sp¡dp„\u ¼epf¡ L¡$V$gu rigpAp¡ Ry>Ë$u `X¡$ _¡ L¡$V$gp S>gQfp¡_¡ Ry>„v$u _p„M¡
A¡_p¡ L$p¡C S> cfp¡kp¡ _l]. k„kpfkpNfdp„ e A_¡L$ `h®sp¡ R>¡, S>¡d_y„ _pd
R>¡ rhjep¡, L¡$V$gpL$ blpf âNV$ lp¡e R>¡ - A¡ R>¡ `p„Q C[ÞÖep¡_p rhjep¡.
L¡$V$gp„L$ A„v$f Ry>`pe¡gp lp¡e R>¡ - A¡ R>¡ d__p rhjep¡. Apdp„\u L$ep¡
`h®s ¼epf¡ s|V$u `X¡$ _¡ A¡dp„\u L$C rigpAp¡ ¼epf¡ Ap`Zp D`f ^ku
`X¡$, A¡_p¡ L$p¡C S> cfp¡kp¡ _\u. We think objects are good for
us. But reality is this - They are our enemies. A¡ Ap`Z_¡
L$p`u _p„M¡ R>¡, Ry>„v$u _p„M¡ R>¡, V$uQu _p„M¡ R>¡, _¡ Ap`Zp¡ L$ÃQfOpZ hpmu
_p„M¡ R>¡. iÓy bmhp_ lp¡e A¡ A¡V$gy„ Msf_pL$ _\u, A¡_p\u h^y Msf_pL$
sp¡ A¡ R>¡, L¡$ iÓy iÓyê$` S> _ gpN¡, Af¡, A¡ `fd rdÓ gpN¡.
v$qfepdp„ hdm `Z lp¡e R>¡. S>¡_¡ cdfu `Z L$l¡hpe. A¡L$ dp¡Vy„$
hsy®m lp¡e, S>¡dp„ `pZu suh° h¡N\u Np¡m Np¡m afsy„ afsy„ _uQ¡ _uQ¡ Dsfsy„
S>sy„ lp¡e. kp¥\u D`f_y„ hsy®m k¢L$X$p¡ duV$fp¡_y„ e lp¡C iL¡$. kp¥\u _p_y„
hsy®m duV$f_p¡ kp¡dp¡ cpN `Z lp¡C iL¡$. S>¡ lp¡X$u hdmdp„ akpC A¡
NC. `R>u gpM âepk R>sp„ e A¡ _ bQu iL¡$. Ap hdm_p¡ k„`L®$ L$p¡C
^kdksu _v$u kp\¡ \C Åe A¡V$g¡ M¡g Mgpk. Ap sp„X$h ce„L$fsp_u
b^u S> kudpAp¡_¡ `pf L$fu Åe. k„kpf kpNfdp„ e A¡L$ hdm R>¡ S>¡_y„
_pd R>¡ ¾$p¡^. AbÅ¡ qL$gp¡duV$fp¡\u e _ dp`u iL$pe A¡V$gp¡ A¡_p¡ O¡fphp¡
R>¡. `mcfdp„ sp¡ ¼ep„_p ¼ep„ `lp¢QpX$u v$¡ A¡V$gp¡ A¡_p¡ h¡N R>¡. Q½$f Aphu
Åe, A¡hu A¡_u cdfu R>¡. blpf_p v$qfepdp„ hdm lp¡e, _¡ _ `Z lp¡e,
k„kpf-kpNfdp„ ¾$p¡^-hdm lp¡e S> R>¡. Äep„ ky^u sd¡ k„kpfdp„ R>p¡, Ðep„
ky^u sd¡ A¡_p\u bQu S> _ iL$p¡. k„kpf-kpNfdp„ A¡L$ ^kdksu _v$u
Aph¡ R>¡, S>¡_y„ _pd R>¡ rhL©$rs-rhL$pf. ¾$p¡^-hdm A_¡ rhL$pf-_v$u Ap b¡_p¡
k„Nd \C Åe R>¡, A_¡ A¡_u kp\¡ S> k„kpfkpNf_u cep_L$sp gpMp¡NZu
b_u Åe R>¡. L$v$pQ Ap b¡\u S> ApMp¡ e chkpNf cfpC Åe R>¡.
L$jpep¡ _¡ rhL$pfp¡_p¡ A\® S> sp¡ k„kpf R>¡.
k„kpf A¡ A¡hu hõsy R>¡, S>¡_¡ Å¡C_¡ R>mu S> `X$pe, DR>mu S> `X$pe,
f 7 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
ApMpe ifufdp„\u NcfpV$_y„ gMgMy„ S> `kpf \C Åe, _¡ dyW$uAp¡ hpmu_¡
cpNu R|>V$pe. Å¡ Aphy„ L$iy„ S> Ap`Z_¡ _ \sy„ lp¡e, sp¡ A¡_p¡ A\® A¡ R>¡
L¡$ lÆ ky^u Ap`Z¡ Ap„Mp¡ Mp¡gu S> _\u.
Ap`Z¡ S>¡_¡ NgNrgep L$luA¡ R>uA¡, A¡ lL$uL$sdp„ L$pd_p¡ k„sp` lp¡e
R>¡. Ap`Z¡ S>¡_¡ lpC-V¡$ç`f L$luA¡ R>uA¡ A¡ lL$uL$sdp„ L$jpep¡_u Nfdu
lp¡e R>¡, Ap`Z¡ S>¡_¡ gh L¡$ A¡V¡$Qd¡ÞV$ L$luA¡ R>uA¡ A¡ lL$uL$sdp„ rhL$pfp¡
lp¡e R>¡. ApMf¡ ¼ep„ ky^u Ap`Z¡ Ap`Zu Ås_¡ b¡hLy$a b_phsp fluiy„ ?
¼ep„ ky^u lp\¡ L$fu_¡ vy$:Mu \sp„ fluiy„ ? ¼ep„ ky^u Ap`Z¡ Ap vy$:M_p
fõs¡ v$p¡X$sp„ fluiy„ ?
ApS>¡ L$v$pQ chkpNf_p vy$:Mp¡ Ap`Z_¡ _ `S>hsp lp¡e, sp¡ e iy„ ?
Ap`Z¡ lÆ e chkpNfdp„ S> R>uA¡, A¡ `Z dp¡V$p vy$:M_u hps R>¡.
_pMyv$p Myi R>¡ L¡$ L$pbydp„ fl¡ R>¡ _p¥L$p,
_¡ c|gu Åe R>¡ L¡$ v$qfep `f Ar^L$pf _\u.
vy$:M_u cfsu _¡ kyM_u Ap¡V$ Al] Nd¡ Ðepf¡ Aphu iL¡$ R>¡. _ph_p
cy½¡$ cy½$p bp¡gphu v$¡ A¡hy„ sp¡ap_ Al] Nd¡ Ðepf¡ ÓpV$L$u iL¡$ R>¡. Xy$bpX$u
S> v$¡ A¡hy„ hdm Al] Nd¡ Ðepf¡ _¡ Nd¡ Ðep„ ÅNu iL¡$ R>¡. _ph_p¡ `Ñp¡
S> _ fl¡ A¡hp T„Tphps Al] Nd¡ Ðepf¡ Aphu iL¡$ R>¡.
chkpNfdp„ lp¡hy„, _¡ r_tòs lp¡hy„ A¡ A¡L$ Ås_p¡ CNp¡ R>¡ - rdÕep-
Arcdp_ R>¡, L¡$ ÅZ¡ Ap`Z_¡ L$p„C \hp_y„ S> _\u.
H$~ra Jd© Z H$s{O`o, a§H$ Z hm§ñ`o H$mo`,
AOhþ Zmd gmJa _| h¡, Zm OmZw Š`m± hmo` ?
chkpNfdp„ lp¡hy„, _¡ DqÜ‚ _ lp¡hy„, cecus _ lp¡hy„, A¡ A¡L$ Ås_y„
Np„X$`Z R>¡. Xy$bhp_u b^u S> i¼espAp¡ hÃQ¡ e õhõ\ lp¡hy„, _¡ Xy$bsp Xy$bsp
e lksp fl¡hy„ A¡ Np„X$p_y„ S> gnZ R>¡ _¡ ? Please, be wise, L„$CL$
X$fp¡... L„$CL$ L$fp¡... sp¡ S> bQhp_u i¼esp Ecu \C iL$i¡. sp¡ S> Ap`Zu
_ph ch`pf L$fu iL$i¡.
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Ap R>¡
k„kpf a ApN _¡ dpÓ _¡ dpÓ ApN a 3
{à`m Ádmbm `Ìmo-Û_{V a{VgÝVmnVabm,
H$Q>mjmZ² Yy_m¡KmZ², Hw$db`Xbí`m_béMrZ² &
AWmL²>JmÝ`L²>Jmam…, H¥$V~hþ{dH$mamü {df`m,
XhÝË`pñ_Z² dh²Zm¡, ^ddnw{f e_© ¹$ gwb^_² ? &&3 &&
`Ð_u Äep„ frs-k„sp`\u Q„Qm ÄhpmpAp¡_¡ Ap¡L¡$ R>¡. A¡ S> L$V$pnp¡
L$f¡ R>¡, A¡ ÅZ¡ ^ydpX$p_p Np¡V$p lp¡e R>¡. íepd L$dm_u `p„MX$uAp¡ S>¡hp¡
A¡_p¡ f„N lp¡e R>¡, A¡L$ A¡L$ A„N Al] A„Npfp¡ lp¡e R>¡. A¡L$ A¡L$ rhje
Al] Ås Ås_p rhL$pfp¡\u bpmsp fl¡ R>¡. Mf¡Mf ApN R>¡ Ap k„kpf_y„
ifuf. Al] kyM ¼ep„\u dmu iL¡$ ?—&& 3—&&
kss _¡ kss S>¡ ÄhpmpAp¡_¡ R>p¡X$su fl¡ A¡_y„ _pd ApN. k„kpf `Z
A¡L$ ApN R>¡. S>¡dp„ râep ÄhpmpAp¡_¡ Ap¡L$su fl¡ R>¡. Ähpmp L$v$u [õ\f
_\u lp¡su, Q„Qm lp¡e R>¡. dpZk_¡ S>¡ ÷u râe lp¡e R>¡, A¡_u `pk¡\u
A¡_¡ A`¡np sp¡ frs_u S> lp¡e R>¡, `Z A¡_u `pk¡\u A¡_¡ S>¡V$gu frs dm¡
R>¡, A¡_p L$fsp lÅfp¡ NZu sp¡ Afrs dm¡ R>¡. _¡ A¡ Afrs_p cV¹$W$pdp„
frs_u iusmsp_y„ ¼ep„e _pdp¡r_ip_ _\u fl¡sy„. Å¡Csu lsu frs _¡ dþep¡
frsk„sp`.
Qp„v$_u kdÆ_¡ Ad¡ dyV¹$W$u cfu
_¡ dyV¹$W$u Mp¡gu sp¡ sX$L$p¡ _uL$þep¡.
râep S>¡ ÄhpmpAp¡_¡ R>p¡X¡$ R>¡, A¡ e Q„Qm lp¡e R>¡, A¡_u Q„Qmsp_y„
flõe lp¡e R>¡ frsk„sp`. _ L$l¡hpe, _ kl¡hpe, _ fl¡hpe A¡hu Ap vy$r_ep_u
[õ\rs R>¡. L$v$pQ ApN lÆ kpfu R>¡, v$php_m lÆ A¡V$gp¡ Mfpb _\u,
S>¡V$gp¡ cep_L$ R>¡ k„kpf. ApNdp„ k`X$pe¡gp¡ dpZk Quk `pX$u iL¡$ R>¡. bQph
f 9 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
dpV¡$ b|dp-b|d L$fu iL¡$ R>¡. b^y„ S> Å¡f gNphu_¡ cpNu R|>V$u iL¡$ R>¡. k„kpf
R|>V$hp sp¡ _\u S> v$¡sp¡, A¡L$ iåv$ bp¡ghp_u e R|>V$ _\u Ap`sp¡. bk, Q|`Qp`
A¡_u fpM L$fu _p„M¡ R>¡.
Cã^oC A§Jwqb gmo nw[agmo, g`bpå_ OrAbmo`på_ &
H$m_§VEU Umat, OoU Z nÎmmB§ XþŠImB§ &&
ApMu vy$r_epdp„ A¡ `yfyj Ap„Nmu KQu L$f¡, S>¡Z¡ _pfu_u L$pd_p L$fu_¡
vy$:Mp¡ _ cp¡Nìep lp¡e.
hps a¼s `yfyj_u _\u. _f dpV¡$ _pfu A¡ Ähpmp R>¡. _pfu dpV¡$ _f
A¡ Ähpmp R>¡. rhÅsue A¡ S>¡V$gp kp¡lpdZp lp¡e, S>¡V$gp ApL$j®L$ A_¡
gp¡cpdZp lp¡e, A¡V$gu S> ìe[¼s A¡d_pdp„ h^y dp¡lpe R>¡, _¡ A¡V$gu S>
h^y vy$:Mu \pe R>¡. L$v$ê$`u `Ð_u dm¡ sp¡ dpZk vy$:Mu R>¡. ê$`pmu `Ð_u
dm¡ sp¡ dpZk h^pf¡ vy$:Mu R>¡. epv$ Aph¡ _ursip÷ - ^m`m© ê$ndVr
eÌw… - ê$`pmu `Ð_u A¡ iÓy R>¡.
ApN R>¡ k„kpf. A¡_¡ Äep„\u `Z õ`ip£, S>¡hu fus¡ `Z õ`ip£, Äepf¡
`Z õ`ip£, A¡ a¼s sd_¡ bpmu iL¡$ R>¡. A¡_p õhê$`_u S>hpbv$pfu_¡ A¡ M|b
S> r_›$p`|h®L$ r_cph¡ R>¡. "k„kpf' `f `|f¡ `|fp¡ cfp¡kp¡ fpMÅ¡. A¡ sd_¡ bpmi¡
S>. Apdp„ g¡i `Z i„L$p L$fhp_p¡ AhL$pi S> _\u.
÷u_u dp¡lâ¡fL$ ×rô$_¡ k„õL©$s cpjpdp„ L$V$pn L$l¡hpdp„ Aph¡ R>¡. A¡_p\u
"Opeg' \hp `f L¡$V$L¡$V$gp L$pìep¡, L$rhspAp¡, NTgp¡, ipefuAp¡ A_¡ qaëdu
Nusp¡ b_u Q|¼ep R>¡. `Z "Opeg`Zp'_u L$b|gps L$fhp R>sp„ e Ap vy$:M_y„
L$pfZ R>¡, l¡e R>¡, R>p¡X$hp ep¡Áe R>¡, Aphu "kp_' Aphsu _\u. bÅfdp„
OÏ„ OÏ„ dm¡ R>¡. `Z Ap "kp_' ¼ep„e dmsu _\u. L$pfZ L¡$ bÅfdp„
Ap`Zp rlsdp„ L$p¡C_¡ e fk _\u.
Ap`Zp rls¡ÃRy> sp¡ R>¡ op_uAp¡. A_¡ dpV¡$ S> s¡Ap¡ sp¡ õ`ô$ L$l¡
R>¡, L¡$ râep S>¡ Ähpmp Ap¡L¡$ R>¡, A¡_p L$pmp L$pmp ^ydpX$p R>¡ Ap L$V$pnp¡.
^ydpX$p\u e Ap„Mp¡ bm¡ R>¡, _¡ Ap L$V$pnp¡\u e Ap„Mp¡ bm¡ R>¡, dpÓ Ap„Mp¡
ApN _¡ dpÓ _¡ dpÓ ApN 10 f
S> L¡$d ? d_ `Z bm¡ R>¡, Æh `Z bm¡ R>¡. kyM `Z bm¡ R>¡. Apgp¡L$
`Z bm¡ R>¡ _¡ `fgp¡L$ `Z cX$L¡$ bm¡ R>¡. epv$ Aph¡ C[ÞÖe`fpS>eisL$ -
n[ahagw VAmo Vmqg {XqÆ> {X{Æ>{dgñg d A{hñg &
O§ a_UrU`U~mUo M[aÎmnmUo {dUmg§{V &&
S>¡_u _S>fdp„ e T¡f lp¡e, A¡hp kp`_¡ L$p¡Z _S>f kpd¡ gph¡ ? L$p¡Z
A¡_p\u v|$f _ cpN¡ ? bfpbf A¡ S> fus¡ _pfu_u ×rô$_¡ `Z A¡hp¡CX$
L$fhu Å¡CA¡. Ap sp¡ A¡ bpZ R>¡, S>¡ QpqfÓ_¡ Msd L$fu _p„M¡ R>¡.
k„kpf_y„ A¡L$ A¡L$ A„N A„Npfp¡ R>¡. A¡_¡ Äep„\u `Z AX$p¡, sdpf¡ v$pThp_y„
R>¡, bmhp_y„ R>¡, _¡ M|b M|b `õsphp_y„ R>¡. cusfdp„ cf¡gu rhjep¡_u c|sphm
Apdp„ vy$L$pmdp„ Ar^L$ dpk-_p¡ OpV$ OX¡$ R>¡. L¡$V$L¡$V$gp rhL$pfp¡_u ApN Dd¡fpe
R>¡, _¡ cX$L¡$ bm¡ R>¡ ApMp¡ k„kpf.
Mfp¡ khpg A¡ _\u, L¡$ Ap [õ\rsdp„ kyM lp¡C iL¡$ L¡$ _l] ? Mfp¡
khpg sp¡ A¡ R>¡, L¡$ Ap [õ\rsdp„ kyM ip¡^_pf ìe[¼s dp_rkL$ fus¡ õhõ\
lp¡C iL¡$ L¡$ _l] ? Please, ask yourself, who are you ? Normal
or abnormal ? sd¡ S>¡ `Z lp¡, op_uAp¡A¡ lh¡ sd_¡ L$iy„ S> L$l¡hp_y„
fl¡sy„ _\u.
Z Z Z Z Z
f 11 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Ap R>¡
k„kpf a _MriM L$sgMp_y„ a 4
Jbo XÎdm nme§, VZ`d{ZVmñZohK{Q>V§,
{ZnrS>çÝVo `Ì, àH¥${VH¥$nUm… àm{Uned… &
{ZVmÝV§ Xþ…ImÎmm©, {df_{df`¡Km©VH$^Q>¡-
^©d… gyZmñWmZ§, VXhh _hmgmÜdgH$a_² &&4&&
`yÓ A_¡ `Ð_u âÐe¡_p¡ õ_¡l A¡ R>¡ Nmpdp„ _p„M¡gy„ b„^_, `uX$p A¡V$gu
R>¡ S>¡_y„ hZ®_ _ \C iL¡$, OpsL$u MpV$L$u S>¡hp rhjep¡ Äep„ rbQpfp Æhp¡
`f s|V$u S> `X$ép R>¡, L$sgMp_pdp„ S>¡ v$ip `iy_u \pe R>¡, A¡ S> v$ip
k„kpfdp„ Æhp¡_u \pe R>¡. k„kpf A¡L$ L$sgMp_y„ S> R>¡. cep_L$ iåv$
sp¡ ¼ep„e dp¡mp¡ `X$u Åe, A¡V$gy„, lv$ blpf_y„ A¡ cep_L$ R>¡—&&4&&
b„^__u L¡$V$guL$ õ\|m ìep¿epAp¡dp„ Ap`Z¡ akpC Nep R>uA¡. A¡
L$`X$p_p¡ `Ë$p¡ lp¡e, gp¡M„X$_u kp„L$m L¡$ b¡X$u lp¡e, L$QL$Qphu_¡ bp„^¡gu fõku
lp¡e, etc. etc. but reality is different. b„^__p¡ A\® ApV$gp¡ S>
_\u. gp¡Y$p_u b¡X$u `Z Å¡ Ry>Ë$u-AgN `X$u lp¡e, sp¡ A¡ b„^_ _\u.
õhS>_ hN¡f¡ A¡hu ìe[¼s S>¡_p\u Ry>Ë$p `X$hy„ i¼e _ lp¡e, sp¡ A¡ b„^_
R>¡. b„^__p¡ ku^p¡ kpv$p¡ A\® A¡ S> R>¡, L¡$ S>¡_p\u sd¡ R|>V$u _ iL$p¡. `Ð_u
A¡ b„^_ R>¡. v$uL$fp¡ A¡ b„^_ R>¡. Of A¡ b„^_ R>¡. lÆ KX$pZdp„ DsfuA¡
A¡V$g¡ ¿epg Aphi¡ - õ_¡l A¡ b„^_ R>¡. S>¡ k„kpf_p L$sgMp_pdp„\u
Ap`Z_¡ R|>V$hp v$¡sy„ _\u.
Ap`Z¡ S>¡d_¡ "Ap`Zp' kdÆA¡ R>uA¡, A¡ lL$uL$sdp„ Ap`Zp Nmpdp„
bp„^¡gy„ b„^_ lp¡e R>¡. R|>V$u S>hp_y„ b^y„ S> kpdÕe® lp¡hp R>sp„ e, cpNu
S>hp_u b^u S> i[¼s lp¡hp R>sp„ e A¡ b„^_ _X$sfê$` b_¡ R>¡. _¡ Ap`Z¡
_MriM L$sgMp_y„ 12 f
A¡L$ `R>u A¡L$ eps_p kl_ L$fsp„ L$fsp„ R>¡hV¡$ Ap k„kpf_p L$sgMp_pdp„ A¡L$ dfsp fl¡hp_p¡ _¡ buÅ¡ dpfsp fl¡hp_p¡. op_uAp¡ L$l¡ R>¡ - n#m gyZm
L$`pC S>CA¡ R>uA¡. J¥hñWñ` - N©lõ\_¡ `p„Q L$sgMp_p Qgpìep rkhpe R|>V$L$p¡ S> _\u. Q|gp¡
~ÝYZm{Z Ibw gpÝV ~hÿ{Z, A¡ L$sgMp_y„ R>¡. Mp„X$Zu _¡ `¡jZu A¡ L$sgMp_y„ R>¡. `prZepfy„ _¡ dp¡fu
ào_a‚myH¥$V~ÝYZ_Ý`V² & A¡ `Z L$sgMp_y„ R>¡. ApS>¡ Ap`Z¡ Ap¡h_, N°pCÞX$f, Äeykf, rd¼kf, äuS>
Xmé^oX{ZnwUmo@{n fS>§{h´>- A_¡ g¡qV²$_ Üpfp Ap L$sgMp_pAp¡_¡ AëV²$p dp¡X$_® b_pìep R>¡. ârsqv$_ Ak„¿e
{Z©pîH«$`mo ^d{V nL²>H$OH$moeo && A_¡ A_„s Æhp¡_u lÐep Ap L$sgMp_pAp¡ Üpfp \su S> fl¡ R>¡. L¡$V$L¡$V$gp
Æhp¡_¡ L$Qfu_¡, fl¢ku_¡, L$p`u_¡, Ly$V$u_¡, Ry>„v$u_¡, DL$pmu_¡, dkmu_¡ A_¡
b„^_ sp¡ OZp„ e lp¡e R>¡, `Z â¡d_p v$p¡fX$p_y„ b„^_ L„$CL$ Ap¡f
bpmu_¡ Ap`Z¡ Ap`Zp k„kpf_y„ NpXy„$ NbX$phsp lp¡CA¡ R>uA¡ A¡_p¡ Ap`Z_¡
S> lp¡e R>¡. cdfp¡ Apd sp¡ gpL$X$p_¡ e L$p¡sfu_¡ _uL$mu Åe R>¡. `Z
¼ep„ ¿epg lp¡e R>¡ ?
Äepf¡ kp„S>_p kde¡ L$dm_p¡ fk Q|ksp Q|ksp L$dm buX$pC Åe, _¡ cdfp¡
A„v$f `|fpC Åe. A¡V$g¡ A¡ S>¡g_¡ A¡ d„S|>f L$f¡ R>¡, `Z L$dm_u L$p¡dm
¹$ J¥hñWm@@l_o Y_m}, `Ìmß`maå^^ré{^… &
`p„MX$uAp¡_¡ L$p¡sfhp_p¡ rhQpf kyÙp _\u L$fsp¡. v$¡Musu fus¡ A¡ L$dmdp„
EH$moXamWª fS²>Ordm, {damÜ`ÝVo {XZo {XZo ? && `wJm{XXoeZm &&
b„^pe¡gp¡ R>¡, `Z lL$uL$sdp„ A¡ dp¡ldp„ b„^pe¡gp¡ R>¡. L$p¡Z L$l¡ R>¡ L¡$ N©lõ\`Zpdp„ ^d® R>¡ ? Nd¡ s¡V$gp kdS>¡gp _¡ tlkpcufyA¡
`Z Al] A¡L$ dpÓ `¡V$ Mpsf fp¡S>¡ fp¡S> jV¹$L$pe_p Æhp¡_u lÐep L$fhu
Ap„Mp¡_¡ b„^ L$fu_¡ Å¡hp_p¡ âepk L$fp¡. k„kpf_p L$sgMp_pdp„ `rs-
S> `X¡$ R>¡.
`Ð_u-`yÓ hN¡f¡_p õ_¡l_p¡ Nprmep¡ Ap`Zp Nm¡ _p„Mu_¡ Ap`Z_¡ dyíL¡$V$pV$
bp„^u v$u^p„ R>¡. L$jpep¡ _¡ rhjep¡ Ap`Z_¡ Y$p¡f dpf dpfu füp R>¡. gp¡lugylpZ Please, Now stop this nonsense. ipZ`Z dfhpdp„ `Z _\u
\C_¡ Ap`Z¡ L$Zku füp R>uA¡. R>¡hV¡$ edfpS> _pd_p¡ MpV$L$u Aph¡ R>¡, A_¡ ipZ`Z dpfhpdp„ `Z _\u. ipZ`Z sp¡ R>¡ Myv$ bQhpdp„ A_¡ i¼e
Ap`Zp `f dp¡V$p R>fp_p¡ dfZsp¡g âlpf L$f¡ R>¡, A¡L$ S> TpV$L¡$ ApMu e A¡V$gp buÅ_¡ bQphhpdp„. Come on, Hurry up. Let's get out of
Nfv$_ L$`pC Åe R>¡. gp¡lu_p¡ aºhpfp¡ _¡ L$p_ apX$u _p„M¡ A¡hu Quk... iy„ this slaughter-house.
`l¡gp _uL$þey„ A¡_u Ap`Z_¡ e Mbf _\u. cep_L$ fus¡ sfaX$u sfaX$u_¡
Ap`Z¡ dfu S>CA¡ R>uA¡. afu _hp¡ S>Þd... _hy„ b„^_... _hu eps_p... Z Z Z Z Z
_¡ _hy„ dp¡s.
ApÐdp_p A_pqv$L$pm_p Crslpk_p¡ Ap k„n¡` R>¡. A_„s A_„s A_„s
chp¡_u Ap L$p¡d_ õV$p¡fu R>¡. iy„ Ap S>Þd `Z Ap_p dpV¡$ S> ? iy„ A_„s
i[¼s_p¡ dprgL$ Ap`Zp¡ ApÐdp Ap fus¡ L|$sfp_p dp¡s¡ dfu S>i¡ ? _¡ chp¡ch
Ap S> fus¡ dfsp¡ fl¡i¡ ? iy„ Ap S> R>¡ Ap Æh__p¡ A\® ?
k„kpfdp„ Ap`Z¡ b¡ S> fp¡g L$fuA¡ R>uA¡. A¡L$ `iy_p¡ _¡ buÅ¡ L$kpC_p¡.
f 13 Ap R>¡ k„kpf _MriM L$sgMp_y„ 14 f

Ap R>¡
k„kpf a A¡L$ M|„Mpf fpnk a 5
A{dÚm`m§ amÌm¡, Ma{V dhVo _ypÜZ© {df_§,
H$fm`ì`mbm¡K§, {jn{V {df`mñWr{Z M Jbo &
_hmXmofmZ² XÝVmZ², àH$Q>`{V dH«$ñ_a_wImo,
Z {dœmgmhm}@`§, ^d{V ^dZº§$Ma B{V &&5 &&
A¡ cd¡ R>¡ Aop__u A„^pfu fps¡. A¡_p dp\¡ R>¡ Msf_pL$ L$jpe-kp`p¡.
A¡_p Nmpdp„ R>¡ rhje-lpX$L$pAp¡. A¡ v$¡MpX¡$ R>¡ dp¡V$p dp¡V$p v$p¡jp¡_p v$p„s.
A¡_y„ hp„Ly„$ dp¡Yy„$ R>¡ L$pd. Mf¡Mf, M|„Mpf fpnk R>¡ Ap k„kpf. A¡_p¡ gNuf¡
cfp¡kp¡ L$fhp S>¡hp¡ _\u.—&& 5—&&
fpnk_y„ A¡L$ _pd R>¡ r_ipQf. A¡_p¡ õhcph R>¡ fps¡ afhp_p¡. k„kpf_u
`Z L„$CL$ Aphu S> hps R>¡. Äep„ ky^u dpZk A„^pfpdp„ lp¡e R>¡, Ðep„ ky^u
S> A¡ k„kpfdp„ lp¡e R>¡, A¡L$hpf A¡_u cusfdp„ op__p¡ âL$pi `\fpC Åe
A¡V$g¡ k„kpf `pk¡\u Ecu `|„R>X$uA¡ cpNu S>hp rkhpe buÅ¡ L$p¡C S> rhL$ë`
fl¡sp¡ _\u. buÅ iåv$p¡dp„ L$luA¡, sp¡ sd¡ L¡$V$gp ìep¿ep_p¡ kp„cþep, L¡$V$gp
N°„\p¡ hp„Ãep _¡ sd_¡ L¡$V$gy„ L¡$V$gy„ AphX¡$ R>¡, A¡ b^u S> hps S>hp v$p¡. Please
tell me. sd¡ k„kpfdp„ R>p¡ ? L¡$ k„kpf\u dy¼s R>p¡ ? Å¡ k„kpfdp„ R>p¡
sp¡ sd¡ A„^pfpdp„ R>p¡. Op¡f Aop_dp„ R>p¡. _¡ Å¡ dy¼s R>p¡ sp¡ sd¡ kdS>v$pf
R>p¡. op_u R>p¡.
fpnk_p dp\¡ kp`p¡ gV$L$sp lp¡e R>¡. k„kpf_p dp\¡ kp`_p e bp`
S>¡hp L$jpep¡ lp¡e R>¡. L$jpep¡ hNf_p¡ k„kpf, A¡ `pZu hNf_p v$qfep S>¡hu
hps R>¡. `pZu A¡ S> v$qfep¡ R>¡, L$jpep¡ A¡ S> k„kpf R>¡. dpV¡$ S> L$l¡hy„
`X$éy„ R>¡ - H$fm`_w{º$… {H$b _w{º$aod & L$jp¡ep¡\u dy[¼s A¡ S> dy[¼s R>¡.
f 15 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
ip„s rQÑ¡ L$v$u rhQpfp¡ sp¡ Mfp„. k„kpfdp„ b¡W$p„, A¡V$g¡ L¡$V$L¡$V$gp L$jpep¡
L$fhp_p _¡ L¡$V$L¡$V$gp L$jpep¡ hÃQ¡ fNv$p¡mphp_y„ ! L¡$V$gp Nyõkp ! L¡$V$gp CNp¡ !
L¡$V$gp R>mL$`V$ ! _¡ L¡$V$gu `¥kp_u c|sphm ! kp` _¡ AS>Nf S>¡hp Ap A¡L$
A¡L$ L$jpep¡ Ap`Zp ApÐdp_¡ X„$M dpfsp S> Åe, dpfsp S> Åe, _¡ Ap`Zp¡
ApÐdp b^u S> k|TbyT Mp¡C_¡ nZ¡ nZ¡ Y$mu `X¡$, afu afu `V$L$pe, Akü
`uX$p\u A^dyAp¡ \C Åe, Ap k„kpf_u L¡$hu L$pmu L$v$\®_p !
fpnk_p Nmpdp„ lpX$L$p„Ap¡_u dpmp lp¡e R>¡, k„kpf_p Nmpdp„ rhjep¡
R>¡. lpX$L$p„ iåv$ L$v$pQ A¡_p dpV¡$ lgL$p¡ gpNi¡, `Z lL$usdp„ sp¡ rhjep¡
lpX$L$p„ L$fsp„ e h^y c|„X$p R>¡. lpX$L$p A`rhÓsp_y„ ârsL$ NZpe R>¡. rhjep¡
`rhÓ\u `rhÓ ApÐdp_¡ N„v$L$u\u MfX$u _p„M¡ R>¡. lpX$L$p_u lpS>fu AõhpÝepreL$
b_¡ R>¡. (S>¡dp„ õhpÝepe _ \C iL¡$.) rhjep¡ ApÐdp_¡ "õh'_p AÝepe\u
rhM|V$p¡ `pX$u v$¡ R>¡. lpX$Ly„$ dX$v$p„_y A¡L$ A„N lp¡e R>¡, rhjep¡ A_„sp_„s dX$v$p„Ap¡_p¡
ApNpdu `ep®e lp¡e R>¡. lpX$L$p„_p¡ lL$uL$sdp„ L$p¡C S> kvy$`ep¡N lp¡sp¡ _\u.
ApÐdrls_p k„v$c®dp„ rhjep¡ kph S> _L$pdp lp¡e R>¡. lpX$L$p_¡ QpV$_pf _¡
bV$L$p cf_pf L|$sfp¡ lL$uL$sdp„ d|M® b_sp¡ lp¡e R>¡. ApÐdp_¡ Ap`hp dpV¡$
rhjep¡ `pk¡ d|M®sp rkhpe buSy>„ L$iy„ S> _\u. epv$ Aph¡ C[ÞÖe`fpS>eisL$ -
U bhB Ohm {bh§Vmo, _wh{„`§ A{Æ>`§ Ohm gwUAmo &
gmogB VmbwAa{g`§, {d{bh§Vmo _ÞE gwŠI§ &&
_{hbmU H$m`godr, U bhB qH${M {d gwh§ Vhm nw[agmo &
gmo _ÞE damAmo, g`H$m`n[añg_§ gwŠI§ &&
L|$sfp¡ lpX$L$p„_¡ QpV¡$ R>¡, lpX$L$p_¡ bQL$p cf¡ R>¡, `Z lpX$L$p„dp„\u A¡_¡
L$iy„ S> dmsy„ _\u. bQL$p„ cfsp„ cfsp„ A¡_y„ `p¡sp_y„ S> spmhy„ apV¡$ R>¡.
gp¡lu _uL$m¡ R>¡. h¡v$_p e \pe R>¡, `Z A¡ gp¡lu_¡ QpV$sp QpV$sp L|$sfp¡
kdS>¡ R>¡ L¡$ d_¡ Ap õhpv$ lpX$L$p„\u dmu füp¡ R>¡, lpX$L$p„A¡ d_¡ L¡$V$gy„ kyM
Apàey„ !
bfpbf Ap S> fus¡ ÷u_u kp\¡ d¥\y_ L$fsp¡ `yfyj `Z A¡d kdS>¡
A¡L$ M|„Mpf fpnk 16 f
R>¡, L¡$ ÷u\u d_¡ kyM dmu füy„ R>¡. lº„ A¡_p\u kyMu \C füp¡ R>¡. `Z
lL$uL$sdp„ A¡_¡ L$iy„ S> kyM dmsy„ lp¡sy„ _\u. S>¡ v$ip lpX$Ly„$ Mpsp L|$sfp_u
lp¡e R>¡, A¡ S> v$ip A¡ dp¡lp^u_ `yfyj_u `Z lp¡e R>¡. A¡ rbQpfp¡ `p¡sp_u
L$pep_p `qfîd_¡ S> kyM kdS>¡ R>¡.
lpX$L$p R>¡ `p„Q C[ÞÖep¡_p rhjep¡. L|$sfp¡ b_ph¡ R>¡ A¡ ApÐdp_¡. A¡
DÑ¡S>_p S>NpX¡$ R>¡, Apip S>NpX¡$ R>¡, sg`p`X$ L$fph¡ R>¡, v$p¡X$ph¡ R>¡, D\g-
`p\g L$fph¡ R>¡, TNX$p„ L$fph¡ R>¡, \L$hu v$¡ R>¡. kyM dpV¡$_u Ap ApMu epÓp
e vy$:Mde lp¡e R>¡, A_¡ Ap epÓp_y„ `qfZpd `Z vy$:M rkhpe buSy>„ L$iy„
S> lp¡sy„ _\u.
fpnk_p dp¡V$p dp¡V$p v$p„sp¡ lp¡e R>¡. k„kpf_p dp¡V$p dp¡V$p v$p¡jp¡ lp¡e
R>¡. v$¡Mphdp„ ê$`pmu ìe[¼s `Z Å¡ v$p¡jp¡\u cf¡gu lp¡e, sp¡ dpZk A¡_¡
Å¡hu `Z `k„v$ L$fsp¡ _\u. k„kpf b^u fus¡ rblpdZp¡ R>¡. L$p¡C A„i¡ A¡
kp¡lpdZp¡ gpNsp¡ `Z lp¡e, sp¡ e A¡_p v$p¡jp¡ S> A¡V$gp cep_L$ R>¡, L¡$
A¡_y„ b^y„ S> ê$` L$v$ê$`y„ b_u Åe R>¡. fpnk_y„ dp¡Yy„$ hp„Ly„$ lp¡e R>¡. k„kpf_u
`Z Aphu S> [õ\rs R>¡. A¡_p hp„L$p dp¡Y$p_y„ _pd R>¡ L$pd. H$m_ñ` dm_m
J{V… - Ly$qV$gsp A¡ L$pd_u `p¡sp_u Qpg R>¡. lp\ Å¡X$_pf\u dp¡Yy„$ a¡fhu
g¡hy„, `N¡ `X$_pf_¡ gps dpfhu, Qpl_pf_p¡ rsfõL$pf L$fhp¡, A„v$f blº duWy„$
gpNsy„ lp¡e, sp¡ e L$X$hp¡ ârscph Ap`hp¡, A„v$f CÃR>p L|$v$pL|$v$ L$fsu lp¡hp
R>sp„ blpf\u _p _p L$l¡hy„.... This is L$pd. rhrQÓ iåv$ ¼ep„e `pR>m
flu Åe, A¡hy„ A¡_y„ õhê$` R>¡. hp„L$p¡ iåv$ sp¡ kph ku^p¡ gpN¡, A¡hu A¡_u
ApX$pC R>¡. ApN\u Å¡ W„$X$L$ dmu iL¡$, sp¡ S> L$pd\u kyM dmu iL¡$.
dp\p\u `N ky^u... Å¡hp_p¡ âepk L$fp¡ Ap k„kpf-fpnk_¡. A¡L$ A¡L$
fy„hpXy„$ ^°yÆ DW¡$ _¡ gp¡lu \uÆ Ney„ lp¡e A¡hy„ gpN¡ sp¡ kdS>Å¡ L¡$ sd¡ A¡_¡
Å¡ep¡ R>¡. A¡L$ `m `Z A¡_p¡ cfp¡kp¡ L$fhp S>¡hp¡ _\u. Fast, Run away.
sdpfu S>¡V$gu i[¼s lp¡e, A¡ gNpX$u_¡ sd¡ A¡_p\u cpNu R|>V$p¡. bQhp_p¡
Ap_u rkhpe buÅ¡ L$p¡C S> D`pe _\u.
Z Z Z Z Z S>sy„ fl¡ R>¡.
f 17 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Ap R>¡
k„kpf a Msf_pL$ S>„Ng a 6
OZm bãÜdm Y_©-Ð{dUbd{^jm§ H$W_{n,
à`mÝVmo dm_mjr-ñVZ{df_XþJ©pñW{VH¥$Vm &
{dbwQ>çÝVo `ñ`m§ Hw$gw_ea{^„oZ ~{bZm,
^dmQ>ì`m§ Zmñ`m-_w{MV_ghm`ñ` J_Z_² && 6 &&
dp„X$ dp„X$ L„$CL$ ^d®-^__u rcnp dmu. gC_¡ `kpf \sp„ lsp„ gp¡L$p¡.
Ðep„ sp¡ _pfu-`ep¡^f_u AV$`V$u V¡$L$fu\u L$pd-cug Aphu `X$ép¡, bm
L$fu_¡ g|„V$u gu^p A¡d_¡. Mf¡Mf, Msf_pL$ S>„Ng R>¡ Ap k„kpf, A¡dp„
k\hpfp hNf S>hy„ M|b S> Å¡Mdceȳ R>¡. —&&6&&
^_ L$dphp dpV¡$ `fv$¡i S>hy„ `X$sy„ lp¡e R>¡, `fv$¡i S>hp dpV¡$ S>„Ngdp„\u
`kpf \hy„ `X$sy„ lp¡e R>¡. A_¡ A¡dp„ cugp¡_u g|„V$ap„V$ L¡$ lÐepL$p„X$_p cp¡N
`Z b_hy„ `X$sy„ lp¡e R>¡. dS>b|s kp\® lp¡e, kyfnp lp¡e sp¡ tQsp_p¡ L$p¡C
khpg _\u. _¡ A¡hy„ L$iy„ S> _ lp¡e sp¡ tQsp_p¡ L$p¡C `pf _\u.
A_„sL$pm¡ A_„s `yÎe_p Dv$e\u Æh_¡ L$p¡C ^d®-kp^_p dmsu lp¡e
R>¡. dp„X$ dp„X$ dp¡nepÓpdp„ L„$CL$$ `p `p `Ngu cfsp¡ Æh `p„QL$p-v$iL$p
S>¡V$gp ^d®-^__¡ gC_¡ _uL$þep¡ lp¡e, Ðep„ sp¡ A¡L$ cug A¡_p `f ÓpV$L¡$
R>¡ S>¡_y„ _pd R>¡ L$pd. Apk-`pk_p _Nf_p fpÅAp¡ k¥Þe kp\¡ Aphu_¡
cugp¡_¡ `L$X$u _ g¡, A¡ dpV¡$ cugp¡ rhjd `h®s_p¡ Apifp¡ gC_¡ fl¡sp
lp¡e R>¡. A¡_p L$pfZ¡ \p¡X$p `Z cugp¡ fpÅ_u dp¡V$u `Z k¡_p_¡ cpf¡
`X$u Åe. L$pd-cug S>¡_p¡ Apifp¡ g¡ R>¡, A¡ R>¡ _pfu_p `ep¡^f. A¡ Ðep„\u
ÓpV$L¡$ R>¡. _¡ rbQpfp¡ Æh kph S> g|„V$pC Åe R>¡. A¡Z¡ gp„bp kde
ky^u dl¡_s L$fu L$fu_¡ S>¡ ^d®-^_ d¡mìey„ lsy„, A¡ b^y„ S> A¡L$ S> `mdp„
Msf_pL$ S>„Ng 18 f
 Ap R>¡ k„kpf-S>„Ng, Apd Sy>Ap¡ sp¡ cug_u L$p¡C S> l¡rkes _\u, L$p¡C S> bp„^R>p¡X$ L$fhp_u s¥epfu _ lp¡e, sp¡ A¡ ApÐdp b°ûQe®_p¡ `pf
`Z A¡_¡ kpdu ìe[¼s_u _bmu L$X$u Mbf R>¡. Å¡fphf\u e Å¡fphf dpZk `pd¡ R>¡. ip÷op_, s`õep s\p DN° k„ed_p buÅ gnZp¡ Qpl¡ Nd¡ s¡V$gp
A¡L$ S> _bmu L$X$u\u ^p¡bu`R>pX$ lpf MpC Åe R>¡. Æh_cf_p kyM-Q¡__p lp¡e `Z NyfyLy$ghpk _ lp¡e, sp¡ A¡ ApÐdp `|f¡ `|fp Å¡Mddp„ R>¡. L$pfZ
k`_p Å¡sp¡ dpZk afu\u rcMpfu \C Åe R>¡, _¡ afu\u v$f v$f_p ^½$p L¡$ _h hpX$_y„ sp[ÒhL$ `pg_ `Z NyfyLy$ghpkdp„ S> i¼e R>¡. dpV¡$ S> `|.
Mpsp¡ \C Åe R>¡. Ddpõhprs dlpfpÅ sÒhp\®cpóedp„ L$l¡ R>¡ - JwéHw$bdmgmo ~«÷M`©_²
Ap_p\u e h^y vy$:M_u hps sp¡ A¡ R>¡ L¡$ A¡_u S>¡ _bmu L$X$u NyfyLy$ghpk A¡ S> b°ûQe® R>¡.
lsu, A¡ Myv$ S> L¡$V$gu _bmu lsu ! A¡dp„ gp¡cphp L¡$ dp¡lphp S>¡hy„ Å¡ dyr_ dpV¡$ `Z Ap S> hpõsrhL$sp lp¡e, sp¡ N©lõ\_u iy„ hps
lsy„ S> iy„ ? _pfu_y„ S>¡ S>¡ A„N `yfyj_¡ ApL$j£ R>¡ A¡_u a¼s QpdX$u L$fhu ? Å¡ `rhÓ fl¡hy„ lp¡e, kv$pQpf_¡ Åmhhp¡ lp¡e, QpqfÓ_u Qpv$f_¡
v|$f L$fu_¡ A¡_u kpd¡ fSy> L$fhpdp„ Aph¡, sp¡ iy„ A¡ \y \y _l] L$fu _p„M¡ ? L$pmu _ L$fhu lp¡e sp¡ k„edÆh_ gC_¡ NyfyLy$mhpkdp„ [õ\f \C S>hy„
iy„ A¡_¡ rQsfu _l] QX¡$. A¡L$ `yfyj ÷udp„ S>¡ Å¡sp¡ lp¡e R>¡, A¡ S> A¡ S> A¡L$ D`pe R>¡. rhS>e i¡W$ A¡ A¡L$ Apòe® OV$_p R>¡. dpV¡$ S>
A¡L$ L|$sfp¡ L|$sfudp„ Å¡sp¡ lp¡e R>¡, A¡ S> A¡L$ N^¡X$p¡ N^¡X$udp„ Å¡sp¡ lp¡e A¡ 84000 kp^yAp¡_u sp¡g¡ Apìep lsp„. Myv$ su\¯L$f¡ Ap âdpZ`Ó Apàey„
R>¡, _¡ A¡ S> A¡L$ c|„X$ c|„X$Zdp„ Å¡sp¡ lp¡e R>¡. Å¡ c|„X$Z c|„X$u R>¡, sp¡ lsy„. b^p_p¡ sp¡ A¡dp„ _„bf ¼ep„\u gpNu iL¡$ ?
kdÆ gp¡ L¡$ ÷u `Z c|„X$u R>¡ S>. L$pfZ L¡$ kp¥Þv$e® sp¡ b¡dp„\u A¡L¡$ e dp„
Ap`Z¡ CÃR>uA¡ sp¡ Ap`Ï„ b^y„ S> ^d®-^_ bQphu iL$uA¡ R>uA¡,
_\u. kp¥Þv$e® sp¡ Å¡_pf_u _S>fdp„ lsy„, _p, bëL¡$ Å¡_pf_u c°dZpdp„ lsy„.
n¡dLy$im Ap S>„Ng_¡ `pf L$fu iL$uA¡ R>uA¡, l„d¡i dpV¡$ Ap`Zp Ofdp„ Apfpd
÷u_¡ `yfyjdp„ S>¡ ê$` v$¡Mpe R>¡, Ðep„ `Z Ap S> b^u hpsp¡ gpNy afdphu iL$uA¡ R>uA¡. If we wish. L$pd-cug lp\ Oksp¡ flu S>i¡.
`X¡$ R>¡. dp¡l A¡ A„^p`p L$fsp„ `Z h^y cep_L$ R>¡. A„^p`pdp„ a¼s v$¡Mpsy„ Mf¡Mf.
_\u. dp¡l_p Dv$edp„ K^y„ v$¡Mpe R>¡. A„^ ìe[¼s_¡ sp¡ ¿epg _l] Aph¡,
sp¡ Ðep„ _¡ Ðep„ Ecu fl¡i¡, dp¡l^u_ L$d k¡ L$d lp\-`N sp¡ cp„Ni¡ S>.
Z Z Z Z Z
L$pd-cug lÅfp¡ ê$` L$fu_¡ Ap`Z_¡ g|„V$u g¡hp dpV¡$ sg`p`X$ R>¡. A¡
Nd¡ Ðepf¡ Nd¡ Ðep„\u Nd¡ s¡ fus¡ s|V$u `X¡$, _¡ Ap`Z_¡ kph S> rcMpfu
b_phu v$¡, A¡hu `|f¡`|fu i¼esp R>¡. bQhy„ R>¡ ? sp¡ dpÓ Ap b^u hpsp¡
L$pd _l] Aph¡, dpÓ ip÷p¡_p Aæepkp¡ L$pd _l] Aph¡, A¡_p dpV¡$ sp¡ Å¡Ci¡
k\hpfp¡. dS>b|s k\hpfp¡ _¡ S>X$b¡kgpL$ kyfnp kp\¡_p¡ k\hpfp¡, S>¡_¡ op_uAp¡
NyfyLy$ghpk L$l¡ R>¡.
hpsp¡ Ap`Z¡ cg¡ _¡ Nd¡ s¡V$gu dp¡V$u dp¡V$u L$fuA¡, _bmu L$X$u A¡
_bmu L$X$u S> R>¡, A_¡ cug A¡ cug S> R>¡. ip÷op_ L$v$pQ Ap¡Ry>„
lp¡e, `Z NyfyLy$ghpk_u dep®v$p_y„ kˆ>X$ `pg_ lp¡e, _h hpX$_u dep®v$pdp„
f 19 Ap R>¡ k„kpf Msf_pL$ S>„Ng 20 f

Ap R>¡
k„kpf a v$v$®_pL$ â`„Q a 7
YZ§ _o Joh§ _o, __ gwVH$bÌm{XH${_{V-
{dn`m©gmXmgm-{XV{dVVXþ…Im A{n _whþ… &
OZm `pñ_Z² {_Ï`m-gwI_X^¥V… Hy$Q>KQ>Zm-
_`mo@`§ g§gma-ñV{Xh Z {ddoH$s àgO{V && 7 &&
dpfp¡ `¥kp¡... dpfy„ Of... dpfp¡ v$uL$fp¡... dpfu `Ð_u... Ap b^u c°dZp\u
S> dpZk vy$:Mp¡_¡ CÞhuV¡$i_ Ap`¡ R>¡. S>¡ lL$uL$sdp„ kyM S> _\u, A¡_p\u
`p¡sp_¡ kyMu dp_¡ R>¡. Mf¡Mf, v$v$®_pL$ â`„Q R>¡ Ap k„kpf. rhh¡L$u ApÐdp_y„
d_ sp¡ Apdp„ ¼ep„e Qp¢V$u iL¡$ s¡d _\u.—&& 7—&&
"`¥kp¡' A¡ kÐe lp¡e R>¡. "dpfp¡' A¡ L$ë`_p lp¡e R>¡. "Of' A¡ lL$uL$s
lp¡e R>¡. "dpfy„' A¡ lhpdp„ lp¡e R>¡. "v$uL$fp¡' A[õsÐh ^fphsp¡ lp¡e R>¡. "dpfp¡'
A¡ c°dZp lp¡e R>¡. "`Ð_u' kdÆ iL$pe R>¡. "dpfu' A¡ N¡fkdS> lp¡e R>¡.
lSy> h^y KX$pZdp„ S>CA¡ sp¡ ¿epg Aphi¡, L¡$ "dpfp¡'_p¡ R>¡v$ DX$u Åe A¡V$g¡
"`¥kp¡' lp¡e L¡$ _ lp¡e, A¡_p\u L$p¡C S> afL$ `X$sp¡ _\u. L$d k¡ L$d dpfp
dpV¡$ sp¡ A¡ _\u S>. Then result is this - "dpfp¡ `¥kp¡' - A¡ e L$ë`_p
_¡ c°dZp\u h^y buSy>„ L$iy„ S> _\u. dpfy„ Of, dpfp¡ v$uL$fp¡ _¡ dpfu `Ð_u -
Ap b^y„ lL$uL$sdp„ dpfu iyÙ N¡fkdS> R>¡. iyÙ A¡V$gp dpV¡$ L¡$ A¡dp„ kdS>_u
S>fp `Z c¡mk¡m _\u.
dpZk_¡ Mf¡Mf vy$:Mu vy$:Mu L$fu v$¡hp¡ lp¡e, sp¡ A¡_p¡ Ultimate way
Ap S> R>¡ L¡$ A¡_¡ c°rds L$fu v$¡hp¡. A¡ fp¡Ndp„ e kyMu lp¡C iL¡$ R>¡, Nfubudp„
L¡$ Ap`rÑdp„ e lksp¡ flu iL¡$ R>¡. `Z c°dZpdp„ sp¡ A¡ Ðepf¡ `Z vy$:Mu
S> lp¡e R>¡, A_¡ c°dZp_y„ `qfZpd `Z vy$:M rkhpe buSy>„ L$iy„ S> lp¡sy„
f 21 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
_\u. epv$ Aph¡ dlpcpfs -
Z H$mbmo XÊS>_wÚå` {ea… H¥$ÝV{V H$ñ`{MV² &
H$mbñ` ~b_oVmdV², {dnarVmW©Xe©Z_² &&
We say, L$pm fyW$ép¡ R>¡. What is this ? L$pm fyW¡$ A¡V$g¡ A¡ L$p„C
sghpf gC_¡ L$p¡C_y„ dp\y„ _\u L$p`u _pMsp¡. L$pm_y„ bm sp¡ A¡V$gy„ S> R>¡,
L¡$ A¡ A¡_¡ lL$uL$s L$fsp K^y„ v$¡MpX¡$ R>¡. bk, ApV$gy„ \pe, A¡V$g¡ L$pm_y„
L$pd `|fy„. `R>u sp¡ dpZk Ås¡ S> `p¡sp_y„ dp\y„ L$p`u g¡ R>¡.
A_pqv$L$pm\u Æh_p¡ L$pm fyW$ép¡ R>¡. A¡ K^y„ S> Sy>A¡ R>¡, K^y„ S>
kdS>¡ R>¡, _¡ K^y„ S> L$f¡ R>¡. 84 gpM ep¡r__u A¡_u cep_L$ fTm`pV$,
A_„sL$pm_u A¡_u r_Np¡v$_u S>¡g _¡ kps¡ _fL$_p 84 gpM _fL$phpkp¡dp„ A¡Z¡
cp¡Nh¡gu eps_pAp¡_p d|mdp„ Ap kps S> Anf lsp„ - rh`fusv$i®_. epv$
Aph¡ D`r_jv$p¡ -
Ûo nXo ~ÝY_mojmä`m§, g_o{V {Z_©_o{V M &
__o{V ~Ü`Vo OÝVw-{Z©_©_o{V {d_wÀ`Vo &&
b„^__y„ d|m R>¡ "dd' A_¡ dy[¼s_y„ d|m R>¡ r_d®d. ddÐh\u Æh b„^pe
R>¡, A_¡ r_d®dÐh\u dy¼s \pe R>¡.
"dpfp¡'-"dpfp¡'-"dpfp¡' Aphp AS>`pS>` Å` kp\¡ S>¡ `¥kp_u `pR>m
v$p¡X$ép, S>¡_p Mpsf L¡$V$L¡$V$gu D\g-`p\gp¡ L$fu ! L¡$V$L¡$V$gu l¥ep lp¡muAp¡
L$fu ! qv$hk-fps A¡_¡ `pdhp_u d\pdZdp„ Xy$bu Nep ! `pçep `R>u A¡_¡
kpQhhp_u tQspdp„ DÅNfp L$ep®, A¡ S> `¥kp¡ Mf¡ kde¡ L$pd _ gpN¡, A¡
S> `¥kp¡ fpsp¡fps fhp_p \C Åe _¡ ep sp¡ A¡ `¥kp¡ Ðep„_p¡ Ðep„ flu Åe
_¡ Ap`Z¡ D`X$u S>hy„ `X¡$, sp¡ A¡ A¡L$ R>¡sft`X$u _\u sp¡ buSy>„ iy„ R>¡ ?
h©Ùpîddp„ Ap„ky kpfsp gp¡L$p¡_¡ `|R>p¡ sp¡ s¡Ap¡ blº kpfu fus¡ kdÅhu
iL$i¡ L¡$ "dpfy„ Of' A¡ Ad¡ `p¡s¡ S> `p¡sp_u kp\¡ L$f¡g A¡L$ v$Np¡-aV$L$p¡
lsp¡. `p¡s¡ S> Ecp L$f¡gp `p¡sp_p S> Ofdp„ _p¡L$f_u S>¡d lX$^|s \C_¡ fl¡sp
hX$ugp¡_¡ `|R>p¡ sp¡ "dpfy„ Of'_p¡ b^p¡ S> cp„X$p¡ s¡Ap¡ ap¡X$u v$¡i¡.
v$v$®_pL$ â`„Q 22 f
 _h drl_p `¡V$dp„ cpf JQL$u_¡ _fL$ S>¡hu `uX$p klu_¡ S>¡_¡ S>Þd Apàep¡,
g¡i `Z AfyrQ rh_p S>¡_p dm-d|Ó-L$a hN¡f¡ lp¢i¡ lp¢i¡ kpa L$ep®, c|¿ep
flu_¡ S>¡_¡ S>dpX$ép¡, DÅNfp L$fu_¡ S>¡_¡ JOpX$ép¡, cu_¡ k|C_¡ S>¡_¡ k|L¡$ k|hpX$ép¡
_¡ S>¡_u `pR>m s_-d_-^_ b^u S> fus¡ OkpC Ry>V$ép A¡ S> v$uL$fp¡ sdpQp¡
dpfhp S>¡hy„ L$pd L$f¡ A¡ rhðpkOps _l] sp¡ buSy>„ iy„ R>¡ ?
d_ Apd `Z QQ„m R>¡. rhjek¡h__u bpbsdp„ A¡_u Q„Qmsp A_¡L$NZu
b_u Åe R>¡. L¡$V$L¡$V$gu ÷uAp¡_¡ `Ð_uê$`¡ Å¡sp¡ `rs _¡ L¡$V$L¡$V$gp `yfyjp¡_¡ `rsê$`¡
Å¡su `Ð_u A¡ Ap k„kpf_u L$X$hu kÃQpC R>¡. Ap [õ\rsdp„ "dpfp¡ `rs' L¡$
"dpfu `Ð_u' A¡ A¡L$ R>m-â`„Q _\u sp¡ buSy>„ iy„ R>¡ ?
epv$ Aph¡ ip„sky^pfk - AmË_Þ {H${#mÎmd & - ApÐdp_¹ ! ip dpV¡$
Mp¡V$p ddÐhp¡dp„ dp¡lpe R>¡ ? lL$uL$sdp„ Apdp„\u L$iy„ S> spfy„ _\u. sy„ S>
spfu Ås_¡ R>¡sf¡ R>¡, _¡ sy„ S> spfu Ås¡ vy$:Mu vy$:Mu \pe R>¡.
Mbf R>¡ dpfy„ L$iy„ `Z _\u,
R>sp„ `Z R>p¡X$hp_y„ NSy>„ `Z _\u.
A_pqv$L$pm_u Ap c|g_¡ ky^pfhp_p¡ Ap Ahkf R>¡. rhh¡L$_u Äep¡rs_¡
âNV$phhp_p¡ Ap Ahkf R>¡. A¡L$ hpf A¡ Äep¡rs âNV¡$ A¡V$g¡ v|$^_y„ v|$^
_¡ `pZu_y„ `pZu \C S>hp_y„. õh A_¡ `f_p¡ c¡v$ õ`ô$ \C S>hp_p¡, _¡
A¡_u kp\¡ S> Ap v$v$®_pL$ â`„Q `f `|Z®rhfpd dyL$pC S>hp_y„. Come, Let's
enlighten this light inside us. You are welcome.
Z Z Z Z Z bpf hj® ky^u k„kpfdp„ S>L$X$u fp¿ep¡ lsp¡.''
f 23 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Ap R>¡
k„kpf a rblpdZp¡ L$pfphpk a 8
{à`mñZohmo `pñ_Z² {ZJS>gÑemo `m{_H$^Q>mo-
n_… ñdr`mo dJm}, YZ_{^Zd§ ~ÝYZ{_d &
_X_oÜ`mnyUª, ì`gZ{~bg§gJ©{df_§,
^d… H$mamJoh§ V{Xh Z a{V… ¹$m{n {dXþfm_² && 8 &&
Äep„ b¡X$u R>¡ râep_p¡ õ_¡l. `l¡fNufp¡ R>¡ õhS>_p¡. _hy„ b„^_ R>¡ ^_.
DcfpC flu R>¡ Äep„ "dv$'_u N„v$L$u. L$ep„ v$fdp„\u ¼epf¡ L$C D`pr^ blpf
Aph¡ A¡_p¡ Äep„ L$p¡C S> cfp¡kp¡ _\u, A¡ R>¡ Ap k„kpf. A¡L$ rblpdZp¡
L$pfphpk. kdSy>_¡ Apdp„ ¼ep„e L$iy„ e Nd¡ A¡ i¼e S> _\u. &&8&&
î¡rZL$ dlpfpÅ_u khpfu _uL$mu R>¡. ApÖ®Ly$dpf dyr__¡ h„v$_ L$fhp dpV¡$
A¡d_y„ d_ sg`p`X$ R>¡. ApMu e fpS>N©lu _Nfudp„ Qp¡f¡ _¡ Qp¡V¡$ A¡L$ S>
hps R>¡, "dyr_fpS>_p âcph\u lp\u_p gp¡Y$p_p b„^_p¡ s|V$u Nep, A¡ dy¼s
\C Nep¡. dyr_fpS>_¡ âZpd L$fu_¡ S>„Ngdp„ S>sp¡ füp¡.' lÅfp¡ gp¡L$p¡ DdV$ép
R>¡, dlpfpÅ î¡rZL$ dp„X$ dp„X$ fõsp¡ L$fu L$fu_¡ dyr_hf ky^u `lp¢Q¡ R>¡. cph`|h®L$
h„v$_ L$f¡ R>¡. dyr_hf_u õsyrs L$f¡ R>¡, _¡ âbm rS>opkp kp\¡ A¡L$ âñ
L$f¡ R>¡ L¡$ "cNh_¹ ! ApV$gy„ vy$óL$f A_¡ Av¹$cys L$pe® iu fus¡ \ey„ ?' dyr_hf
N„cuf õhf¡ S>hpb Ap`¡ R>¡, L¡$ ""Ap L$pe® sp¡ kyL$f lsy„, `Z s¡ qv$hk¡
v$p_ipmpdp„ A¡ î¡›$u-L$Þep îudsuA¡ dpfp `N `L$X$u_¡ d_¡ S>¡ õ_¡l`pidp„
bp„Ýep¡ lsp¡, A¡dp„\u R|>V$hy„ dpfp dpV¡$ M|b S> vy$óL$f bÞey„ lsy„. A¡L$ _p_L$X$p
bpmL¡$ d_¡ L$pQp k|sf_p sp„sZp\u bp„^hp_p¡ âepk L$ep£, A¡Z¡ d_¡ bpf-
hps L$fsp L$fsp„ A¡ dyr_hf_u Ap„Mp¡ e DcfpC Åe R>¡, _¡ hps
kp„cmsp kp„cmsp dlpfpÅ î¡rZL$ `Z cu_p cu_p \C Åe R>¡.
gp¡L$p¡ L$l¡ R>¡ L¡$ õ_¡l kpfp¡. `Z Ap`Zp ApÐdp_p¡ Crslpk L$l¡ R>¡
rblpdZp¡ L$pfphpk 24 f
L¡$ k„kpf_y„ cep_L$\u e cep_L$ L$p¡C sÒh lp¡e, sp¡ A¡ õ_¡l R>¡. M|b
KQ¡ Apìep `R>u `Z S>fpL$ dpV¡$ Ap`Ï„ rls \sp„ AV$L$u Ney„ lp¡e, A¡hu
OV$_p A_„shpf b_u R>¡.A¡ "S>fpL$'_y„ _pd õ_¡l lsy„.
`Ð_u_p¡ õ_¡l `fpL$p›$p_p¡ `Z lp¡C iL¡$ R>¡. fpS>õ\p__u A¡L$ âpQu_
L$rhspdp„ L$üy„ R>¡, L¡$ "õ_¡l A¡ L$p¡C AÅ¡X$ sÒh R>¡, S>Þd Ap`_pfu dpsp
a¼s fX$u_¡ AV$L$u Åe R>¡, _¡ `Ð_u cX$cX$su ÄhpmpAp¡ hÃQ¡ rQspdp„ `rs
kp\¡ Æhsu bmu df¡ R>¡.' lp, v$f¡L$ `Ð_u_p¡ õ_¡l A¡hp¡ _\u lp¡sp¡, `Z
Å¡ A¡hp¡ lp¡e sp¡ e iy„ ? A¡_p\u ApÐdp_y„ L$ey„ L$ëepZ \C Åe R>¡ ?
k„kpf_y„ kp¡lpdZp\u e kp¡lpdÏ„ NZpsy„ sÒh lL$uL$sdp„ Ðepf¡ S> kp¡lpdÏ„
L$lu iL$pe, Äepf¡ A¡_p\u ApÐdp_p S>Þd-dfZ_p a¡fp V$mu S>sp„ lp¡e, Å¡
A¡hy„ lp¡s, sp¡ op_uAp¡ Å¡f-ip¡f\u A¡_p NyZNp_ L$fs. op_uAp¡_¡ k„kpf
kp\¡ L$p¡C S> rhfp¡^ _\u. A¡d_¡ sp¡ h¡v$_p R>¡ ApÐdp_p Arls_u. A¡d_¡
sp¡ hp„^p¡ R>¡ vy$:Mp¡_u `f„`fp kpd¡.
râep_p¡ õ_¡l `Z kpfp¡ lp¡s, Å¡ A¡ dp¡n_p¡ kp^L$ \C iL$sp¡ lp¡s,
`Z A¡ sp¡ dp¡n_p¡ bp^L$ \pe R>¡. A¡ sp¡ ApÐdp_¡ rls_p dpN£ S>sp fp¡L¡$
R>¡. b^y„ S> kdÄep `R>u `Z b^y„ S> c|gphu v$¡ R>¡. v$¡Musu fus¡ v$¡hu
gpNsu A¡hu `Z _pfu Ap fus¡ sp¡ ApÐdp dpV¡$ fpnku `yfhpf \pe R>¡.
S>¡ A¡_p b^p„ S> _|f_¡ Q|ku g¡ R>¡. A¡_u b^u S> i[¼s_¡ lfu g¡ R>¡.
A¡ tkl S>¡hp¡ lp¡e sp¡ e riepm S>¡hp¡ \C Åe R>¡. A¡ dp¡lfpÅ_p¡ L$ÃQfOpZ
hpmu v$¡hp kd\® lp¡hp R>sp„ e dp¡lfpÅ_p¡ v$pk b_u Åe R>¡. _¡ A_„sL$pm¡
Ecu \e¡gu ApÐdL$ëepZ_u i¼esp Ðep„ _¡ Ðep„ kdpá \C Åe R>¡. `Ð_u
kpfu lp¡e, ê$`pmu lp¡e, L$üpNfu lp¡e _¡ `rs `pR>m dfu qaV$_pfu lp¡e, sp¡
e A¡ Apc|jZ _\u, `Z b¡X$u R>¡. S>X$b¡kgpL$ b¡X$u. L$pfZ L¡$ A¡_p¡ õ_¡l
ApÐdp_¡ k„kpf_u S>¡gdp„\u R|>V$hp v$¡sp¡ _\u.
S>¡gdp„ `l¡fNufp¡ lp¡e R>¡. L$v$pQ L$p¡C L¡$v$u b¡X$udp„\u R|>V$u Åe, sp¡
A¡ `l¡fNufp¡ A¡_¡ O¡fu hm¡ R>¡. A¡_u R|>V$hp_u k„cph_p_p fpd fdpX$u v$¡
R>¡. k„kpf_u S>¡gdp„ õhS>_p¡ A¡ `l¡fNufp¡ lp¡e R>¡ - hp¡Qd¡_. blº L$X$L$
lp¡e R>¡ A¡d_p¡ `l¡fp¡. "Ap`Zp'_p õhê$`¡ S> "Ap`Zp vy$íd_p¡' lp¡e R>¡.
A¡L$ vy$íd_ Ap`Ï„ S>¡V$gy„ bNpX$u iL¡$, A¡_p\u k¢L$X$p¡NÏ„ s¡Ap¡ S> Ap`Ï„
f 25 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
bNpX$sp lp¡e R>¡. hpõsrhL$sp sp¡ Ap R>¡. `R>u s¡d_¡ s¡hp¡ bNpX$hp_p¡ Apie
R>¡ L¡$ _tl, A¡_p\u Ap`Zp `n¡ L$p¡C S> afL$ `X$sp¡ _\u.
k„`rÑ A¡ b„^__p¡ Dd¡fp¡ R>¡. L$v$pQ L$iy„ S> _ lp¡s, sp¡ Ap S>¡gdp„\u
R|>V$hy„ OÏ„ kl¡gy„ bÞey„ lp¡s. `Z rbQpfp¡ Æh k„`rÑ_p b„^_\u S>L$X$pe¡gp¡
R>¡, A¡V$g¡ Ap L$pd h^y dyíL¡$g bÞey„ R>¡. Års_p¡ Al„L$pf, L$p¡C gpc d¡mìep_p¡
Al„L$pf, Ly$g L¡$ A¥ðe®_p¡ Nh®, bg, ê$` L¡$ s`_p¡ dv$ L¡$ op__p¡ Al„L$pf Ap
b^u dm-d|Ó S>¡hu N„v$L$u R>¡, S>¡ k„kpf_u S>¡gdp„ DcfpC flu R>¡. r_v$®e
S>¡gf_u S>¡gdp„ L¡$v$u S>¡d `p¡sp_p S> dm-d|Ódp„ My„Q¡gp¡ flu_¡ kX$ép L$f¡ s¡d
k„kpfdp„ v$p¡jp¡_u N„v$L$udp„ Æhp¡ kX$ép L$f¡ R>¡.
S>¡gdp„ L¡$V$L¡$V$gp v$fp¡ lp¡e R>¡, L$p¡Cdp„\u kp` _uL$m¡, L$p¡Cdp„\u h]R>u
_uL$m¡, L$p¡Cdp„\u Jv$f _uL$m¡... ¼epf¡ L$p¡Z L$fX$u Mpe A¡_p¡ L$p¡C S> cfp¡kp¡
_l]. bfpbf Aphu S> [õ\rs R>¡ k„kpf_u. Al] ¼epf¡ `N_p¡ `¡fprgrkk \C
Åe L¡$ Ap„sfpX$_y„ Aëkf \C Åe, A¡_p¡ cfp¡kp¡ _\u. ¼epf¡ lpV®$ A¡V¡$L$ Aphu
Åe L¡$ b°¡C_ l¡df¡S> \C Åe, A¡ L$lu iL$pe A¡d _\u. rQÓ-rhrQÓ fp¡Np¡,
rQÓ-rhrQÓ OV$_p, rQÓ-rhrQÓ `qf[õ\rsAp¡_y„ r_dp®Z... Ap R>¡ k„kpf.
rifpA¡ rifpdp„ kyf„Np¡ cfu R>¡,
Nd¡ Ðepf¡ aºV$i¡ ^X$pL$p_p¡ dpZk.
lksp¡-bp¡gsp¡-Mpsp¡-`usp¡ dpZk A¡L$ S> rdr_V$_u A„v$f Ofdp„ dp„k_p
`p¡V$gpê$`¡ `pR>p¡ af¡, A¡ iy„ Ai¼e hps R>¡ ? r`L$r_L$ dpV¡$ _uL$m¡gp¡ dpZk
a¼s A„rsdepÓp dpV¡$ S> Of Ap„NZ¡ Aph¡, A¡ iy„ _hu hps R>¡ ? L$fp¡X$p¡_u
L$dpZu L$fsp¡ dpZk kph S> Mpgu \C Åe A¡hu iy„ k„cph_p S> _\u ?
â¡d_p `pÓ b_¡g gp¡L$p¡ Æh g¡hp ky^u _uQ¡ Dsfu Aph¡, A¡ iy„ L$v$u b_u
S> _ iL¡$ ? kp` _¡ h]R>u cf¡gp v$fp¡ hÃQ¡ Æhsp L¡$v$u A_¡ Ap`Zp
hÃQ¡ lL$uL$sdp„ iy„ afL$ R>¡ ?
cep_L$\u e cep_L$ S>¡gdp„ kbX$sp L¡$v$u_¡ S>¡d `m¡ `m¡ A¡dp„\u cpNu
R|>V$hp_u CÃR>p lp¡e, A¡d kdSy> ìe[¼s_¡ `m¡ `m¡ k„kpfÐepN_u CÃR>p lp¡e.
kdS>v$pfu_y„ gnZ `Z Ap S> R>¡, A_¡ kdS>v$pfu_y„ am `Z Ap S> R>¡.
Achieve it please. Ap Æh__u kamsp Ap_u rkhpe i¼e S> _\u.
Z Z Z Z Z
rblpdZp¡ L$pfphpk 26 f

Ap R>¡
k„kpf a Mf¡Mf õdip_ a 9
_hmH«$moYmo J¥Y«mo-@Zwna{Ve¥Jmbr M Mnbm,
ñ_amobyH$mo `Ì, àH$Q>H$Qw>eãX… àMa{V &
àXrá… emoH$m{¾-ñVV_n`emo ^ñ_ n[aV…,
ñ_emZ§ g§gma-ñVX{^a_Ur`Ëd{_h {H$_² ? && 9 &&
Äep„ Nu^ R>¡ dlp¾$p¡^. Q„Qm riepmZu R>¡ Arhfrs. Äep„ Oydfpsp¡ OyhX$
R>¡ L$pd. A¡_p¡ L$X$hp¡ iåv$ Äep„ âNV$ S> lp¡e R>¡. ip¡L$_u ApN Äep„ âv$uá
R>¡ _¡ A`ei_u fpM Äep„ Qp¡d¡f huMfpe¡gu R>¡. A¡ R>¡ Ap k„kpf. Mf¡Mf
õdip_. L$lp¡ sp¡ Mfp ? Apdp„ kp¥Þv$e® L$lu iL$pe A¡hy„ R>¡ iy„ ? &&9&&
ÆNfÅ_ v$p¡õs... g„Np¡qV$ep¡ v$p¡õs... _S>f_u kpd¡ S> rQsp `f k|sp¡
R>¡. Ar‚v$pl v$¡hpC Åe R>¡. ApMu e rQsp ApN `L$X$u g¡ R>¡. S>¡_u kp\¡
fçep... S>¡_u kp\¡ S>çep... S>¡_u kp\¡ cÎep... S>¡_u kp\¡ dp¡V$p \ep...
kyM-vy$:Mdp„ S>¡_u kp\¡ füp... A¡ _S>f kpd¡ S> bmu füp¡ R>¡. ^ud¡ ^ud¡
A¡_y„ ApMy„ e ifuf huMfpsy„ Åe R>¡... _¡ A¡ A¡L$uV$k¡ Å¡sp Å¡sp cusf_p¡
dp¡l Q|f Q|f \C_¡ s|V$u füp¡ R>¡. k„kpf_p¡ b^p¡ S> fpN cep_L$ TX$`\u Ap¡Nmu
füp¡ R>¡. lh¡ b^y„ S> i|Þe gpN¡ R>¡, _ufk gpN¡ R>¡, kph S> _L$pdy„ gpN¡ R>¡.
NCL$pg_u d_p¡v$ip _¡ ApS>_u d_p¡v$ipdp„ Apkdp_-S>du__p¡ afL$ R>¡. ApS>¡
A¡ dpZk bv$gpC Nep¡ R>¡, _p, ApS>¡ vy$r_ep ApMu bv$gpC NC R>¡.
S>bfv$õs Akf R>¡ õdip__u. cgcgp_p dp¡l_¡ Dspfu _pM¡. fpN_p
b^p„ S> sp¡ap_p¡_¡ X$püp-X$dfp L$fu v$¡. L$p...i dpZk L$ped dpV¡$ õdip_dp„
S> fl¡sp¡ lp¡s ! `Z lL$uL$sdp„ sp¡ Ap S> lL$uL$s R>¡. dpZk L$ped dpV¡$
õdip_dp„ S> fl¡sp¡ lp¡e R>¡. L$pfZ L¡$ Ap k„kpf S> A¡L$ õdip_ R>¡.
õdip_dp„ D`f Nu^X$p„ Q½$f gNphsp lp¡e R>¡. cep_L$ ¾$p¡^_p Nu^X$p
f 27 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Ap k„kpfdp„ kss Q½$f gNpìep S> L$f¡ R>¡. A¡ ¼epf¡ _uQ¡ Dsfu `X¡$ _¡
Qp„Qp¡ Op¢Qu Op¢Qu_¡ Ap`Z_¡ ap¡gu Mpe, A¡_p¡ L$p¡C cfp¡kp¡ _\u. õdip_dp„
riepmZu R>¡. Æhsp„ L¡$ dX$v$p„ S>¡ dm¡ A¡_¡ apX$u Mphpdp„ A¡_¡ L$p¡C S> R>p¡R>
_\u lp¡sp¡. k„kpfdp„ Arhfrs _pd_u riepmZu R>¡. kdSy>„ L¡$ AZkdSy>„ b^p„_p
A¡ lpg-lhpg L$f¡ R>¡. A¡_p\u bQ_pfp A_„sdp„ cpN¡ lp¡e R>¡, A¡_p\u
`|fp \C S>_pfp A_„sNZp lp¡e R>¡. õdip_dp„ OyhX$p¡ afsp„ lp¡e R>¡. rbëLy$g
kp„cmhp¡ _ Nd¡ A¡hp¡ A¡d_p¡ AhpS> lp¡e R>¡. A¡L$ `m dpV¡$ `Z _\u
kp„cmhy„ A¡hy„ \C Åe, `Z kss A¡ kp„cþep rh_p R|>V$L$p¡ S> _ \pe,
A¡hu lp¡e R>¡ õdip__u hpõsrhL$sp. k„kpfdp„ e A¡L$ OyhX$ R>¡. S>¡_y„ _pd
R>¡ L$pd. b^u fus¡ A¡ hp„L$p¡ R>¡. L$v$ê$`p¡ R>¡. v$uW$p¡ e _ Nd¡ s¡hp¡ R>¡. _¡
A¡ S>¡ L$l¡ R>¡, A¡ kp„cmsp„ e ifd Aph¡ s¡hy„ R>¡. N„v$pdp„ N„v$p lp¡e R>¡
A¡_p iåv$p¡. L$p_¡ lp\ v$¡hpC Åe A¡hp R>¡ A¡_p iåv$p¡. L$X$hpi_u b^u
S> lv$_¡ Ap¡m„Nu Åe, A¡hp R>¡ A¡_p iåv$p¡. kpfp¡ dpZk A¡L$ nZ dpV¡$
`Z _ kp„cmu iL¡$ A¡hp R>¡ A¡_p iåv$p¡. `Z sp¡ e k„kpfdp„ A¡_p iåv$p¡
kp„cmhp S> `X¡$ R>¡. hps ApV$g¡\u S> _\u `ssu, k„kpfdp„ A¡_u hps dp_hu
`Z `X¡$ R>¡. epv$ Aph¡ op_pZ®hh©rÑ -
Hw${WVHw$UnJÝY§ `mo{fVm§ `mo{ZaÝY«§,
H¥${_Hw$beVnyUª {ZP©aËjmadm[a &
Ë`O{V _w{Z{ZH$m`… jrUOÝ_à~ÝY…,
^O{V _XZdra-ào[aVmo@L²>Jr damH$… &&
kX¡$gp dX$v$p„_u hpk dpf¡ R>¡. k¢L$X$p¡ L$uX$pAp¡ A„v$f Mv$bv$u füp R>¡.
N„vy$„ `pZu Ahpf _hpf Tep® S> L$f¡ R>¡. A¡hy„ - kph S> rQsfu QX¡$ _¡
\| \| \C Åe - A¡hy„ R>¡ rhjek¡h__y„ A„N. dyr_hfp¡ A¡_p¡ rhQpf kyÙp
e _\u L$fsp„ A_¡ dpV¡$ S> A¡d_p k„kpf_p¡ Apfp¡ Aphu Åe R>¡,`Z rbQpfp
bpL$u_p Æhp¡ "L$pd'_p Cipfp_¡ Ap^u_ \pe R>¡ _¡ A¡ N„v$L$u_p L$uX$p b_u
Åe R>¡.
õdip_dp„ hpf„hpf rQsp kmNsu S> fl¡ R>¡. k„kpfdp„ e A¡L$ rQsp
Mf¡Mf õdip_ 28 f
afu afu kmNsu fl¡ R>¡. S>¡_y„ _pd R>¡ ip¡L$. QL$dL$_p `Õ\f Okp¡ A_¡ ApN
_ \pe A¡ lÆ i¼e R>¡. k„kpf dp„X$p¡ _¡ ip¡L$dp„ i¡L$phy„ _ `X¡$ A¡ i¼e _\u.
Photographer has to tell you - smile please. Why ? ip¡L$,
r_fpip, Dv$pku, AS>„`p¡, Afrs, AfyrQ - Ap b^y„ k„kpf_p¡ A¡L$ cpN R>¡.
rQsp hNf_y„ õdip_ lp¡C iL¡$, sp¡ S> ip¡L$ hNf_p¡ k„kpf lp¡C iL¡$. afL$ lp¡e,
sp¡ A¡V$gp¡ S> L¡$ rQsp dX$v$p„_¡ bpm¡ R>¡, ip¡L$ Æhsp_¡ bpm¡ R>¡. ip¡L$-dy¼s
\hy„ lp¡e, sp¡ k„kpfdy¼s \ep rkhpe buÅ¡ L$p¡C rhL$ë` S> _\u.
õdip_dp„ Äep„-Ðep„ Äep„ Sy>Ap¡ Ðep„ fpM huM¡fpC lp¡e R>¡. k„kpfdp„
e A¡L$ fpM `\fpe¡gu R>¡, S>¡_y„ _pd R>¡ A`ei. sd¡ gpM-^d`R>pX$p L$fp¡
L¡$ lÅf âepk L$fp¡, t_v$p, bv$_pdu, çl¡Zp„-V$p¡Zp Ap b^p„_p cp¡N sdpf¡
b_hy„ S> `X¡$. `R>u sdpfp¡ L$p¡C hp„L$ lsp¡ L¡$ _ lsp¡, A¡ Sy>v$p¡ rhje b_u
Åe R>¡. kv$p¡j dpV¡$ Ap t_v$p A¡ dp¡s S>¡hu `uX$pv$peL$ lp¡e R>¡, sp¡ `R>u
r_v$p£j_u sp¡ iy„ hps L$fhu ? But, this is Sansar. õdip_ A_¡ k„kpf
- Ap b¡dp„ L$p¡C aqfepv$_p¡ L¡$ hp„^p¡ DW$phhp_p¡ L$p¡C AhL$pi S> _\u. sd¡
aqfepv$ L$fp¡ sp¡ e A¡_p¡ L$p¡C A\® _\u. A¡ sp¡ Aphp S> lsp„, Aphp S> R>¡,
_¡ Aphp S> fl¡hp_p R>¡. sd¡ a¼s A¡_u blpf _uL$mu iL$p¡ R>p¡, _¡ A¡ fus¡
S> A¡_u b^u S> L$fyZsp\u dy¼s \C iL$p¡ R>p¡. If you wish.
Z Z Z Z Z
f 29 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Ap R>¡
k„kpf a lÐepfy„ rhjh©n a 10
YZm@@em `ÀN>m`m-@ß`{V{df__yN>m©àU{`Zr,
{dbmgmo ZmarUm§, Jwé{dH¥$V`o `Ëgw_ag… &
\$bm@@ñdmXmo `ñ`, àIaZaH$ì`m{Y{Zdh-
ñVXm@@ñWm Zmo `wº$m, ^d{dfVamdÌ gw{Y`m_² &&10&&
A¡_u R>pep R>¡ `¥kp_u c|M. Ðep„ b¡ksp_u kp\¡ dpZk_¡ b¡cp_ b_phu
v$¡ A¡V$gu sp¡ A¡ L$prsg R>¡. A¡_p aŸg_p¡ fk R>¡ _pfu_p _Mfp„. sd_¡
b^u fus¡ V$¹huõV$ L$fu v$¡ A¡V$gp¡ A¡ T¡fu R>¡. _¡ A¡_p am_p¡ V¡$õV$ R>¡
_fL$_p fp¡Np¡. Al]_p cep_L$ fp¡Np¡_¡ e sd¡ Apfp¡Áe L$l¡hp s¥epf \C
ÅAp¡, A¡V$gp A¡ Msf_pL$ R>¡. Ap R>¡ k„kpf. A¡L$ lÐepfy„ rhjh©n.
kdS>v$pf_¡ A¡_p dpV¡$ g¡i `Z gpNZu fpMhu DrQs _\u.—&& 10—&&
cpfs_p âpQu_ Crslpk\u gC_¡ ApS> ky^udp„ A_¡L$hpf gudX$p S>¡hp
h©np¡_u R>pep rhj¡ k„ip¡^_p¡ \ep R>¡. AdyL$ âL$pf_p fp¡Np¡ dpÓ A¡_u R>pepdp„
fl¡hp\u dV$u Åe, A¡hp âdpZp¡ D`gå^ \pe R>¡. In short, h©n_u R>pep_p¡
`Z L„$C _¡ L„$C âcph lp¡e R>¡, S>¡hy„ h©n A¡hp¡ A¡_u R>pep_p¡ âcph. A¡dp„
rhjh©n_u R>pep_p¡ A¡hp¡ âcph lp¡e R>¡, L¡$ A¡dp„ fl¡_pf b¡cp_ \C Åe.
A¡ k|TbyT Nydphu v$¡ _¡ r_ò¡ô$ \C_¡ `X$u Åe. ^ud¡ ^ud¡ A¡_u b¡cp_u h^y
_¡ h^y suh° b_su Åe. `R>u Å¡ A¡_¡ A¡_u R>pepdp„\u blpf _ gphhpdp„
Aph¡, _¡ L$p¡C D`Qpf _ L$fhpdp„ Aph¡, sp¡ A¡ L$v$u `Z cp_dp„ S> _
Aph¡, _¡ A¡ d©Ðey ky^u b¡cp_ S> fl¡.
k„kpf_u `Z L„$CL$ Aphu S> v$põsp_ R>¡, A¡_u R>pep_y„ _pd R>¡ ^_s©óZp
- `¥kp_u c|M. kcp_sp_u b^u S> d|X$u_¡ g|„V$u_¡ A¡ dpZk_¡ b¡cp_ b_phu
v$¡ R>¡. k|T-byT-kdS>-rhh¡L$-Ap¥rQÐe - Ap b^y„ e Nydphu_¡ dpZk `¥kp
lÐepfy„ rhjh©n 30 f
`pR>m `pNg b_u Åe R>¡. S>¡ dep® `R>u kp\¡ Aphhp_p _\u, Æhsp„
ky^u e S>¡ v$f¡L$ vy$:M_¡ v|$f L$fhp_p _\u, Af¡, S>¡_¡ kpQhhp_u tQspdp„
e dpZk vy$:Mu vy$:Mu \C S>hp_p¡ R>¡, _¡ S>¡_¡ d¡mhsp d¡mhsp e dpZk AX$^p¡
\C Åe R>¡, A¡ `¥kp `pR>m `pNg b_hy„, A¡ b¡cp_u _l] sp¡ buSy>„ iy„ R>¡ ?
k„kpf-rhjh©n_y„ buSy>„ i÷ R>¡ A¡_p aŸg. A¡_u R>pep_¡ ¼ep„e V$`u Åe
A¡hp R>¡ A¡_p aŸg. A¡ R>¡ _pfu. aŸgdp„ fk lp¡e R>¡. _pfudp„ rhgpk lp¡e
R>¡. ApS>_u cpjpdp„ _Mfp„. k„kpf_u R>pepdp„ b¡k_pf_¡ L$v$pQ \p¡Xy„$-OÏ„ "cp_'
flu Ney„ lp¡e, sp¡ A¡_¡ e `|fy„ L$fu v$¡ R>¡ _pfu_p¡ rhgpk. ApÐdp\} Æh_p
dpV¡$ lmplm T¡f R>¡ A¡. epv$ Aph¡ `fd `ph_ îu v$ih¥L$prgL$ k|Ó -
{d^ygm BËWr g§g½Jmo, nUr`§ ag^mo`U§ &
Uañg@ÎmJdo{gñg, {dg§ VmbCS>§ Ohm &&
ifuf L¡$ hõÓp¡_p¡ iZNpf, ÷u_p¡ k„`L®$ A_¡ fkv$pf cp¡S>_. ApÐdp\}
d_yóe dpV¡$ Ap ÓZ¡ hõsy A¡hy„ L$prsg T¡f R>¡, S>¡ A¡L$ S> `mdp„ A¡_u
ApÐdkp^_p_p âpZ lfu g¡ R>¡.
A¡ gC Åe, A¡dp„ iy„ Apòe® R>¡ ?
fpÅ_p A„s:`yfdp„ S>¡d `yfyj_p âh¡i `f kMs ârsb„^ lp¡e, s¡d
ApÐdp\}_p Aphpkdp„ rhÅsue_p âh¡i `f kMs ârsb„^ lp¡hp¡ Å¡CA¡. A_¡
Å¡ A¡ _\u, sp¡ `R>u A¡_p dpW$p„ `qfZpdp¡ Aphi¡ S>. Reason is the
invitation of the result.
k„kpf-rhjh©n_y„ A„rsd A_¡ `fpL$p›$p_y„ i÷ R>¡ A¡_p am_p¡ Apõhpv$.
A¡ R>¡ _fL$_p fp¡Np¡. cep_L$\u e cep_L$ R>¡ A¡ fp¡Np¡. L$fp¡X$p¡_u k„¿epdp„
R>¡ A¡ fp¡Np¡. Al]_p v$f¡L$ fp¡N L$fsp„ A_„sNZp Msf_pL$ R>¡ A¡ fp¡Np¡. _\u
`¥kp R>p¡X$hp, _\u ÷u R>p¡X$hu, _\u k„kpf R>p¡X$hp¡, sp¡ Ap hapv$pfu_u L$v$f
Ap rhjh©n L$fhp_y„ S> R>¡. It has a ready fruit for you & that's
hell. I suggest you 2 books - "h¡v$_p_p riMf¡' & "_fL$ vy$:M h¡v$_p
cpfu.' There are some trailors of the hell. Please watch those.
"am' kdÅC S>i¡, sp¡ ApM¡-ApMy„ rhjh©n `Z kdÅC S>i¡. A¡_¡ R>p¡X$hp
dpV¡$ A¡_¡ kdS>hp rkhpe buÆ L$p¡C S> S>ê$f _\u. Mf¡Mf.

"d_¡ iy„ \hp_y„ R>¡ ?' - Aphu r_c®esp A¡ ApÐdp\}_y„ gnZ S> Z Z Z Z Z
_\u. ApNd L$l¡ R>¡ -
~hþñgwAmo ` Omo H$moB, Jr`ËWmo dm {d ^m{dAmo &
g§Vogmhma_mB©gw, gmo {d {Ißn§ Vw Iwã^B &&
ip÷p¡_p `pfNpdu lp¡e, Nusp\® lp¡e, cprhs `Z lp¡e, sp¡ e cphsy„
cp¡S>_, sfyZ _pfu hN¡f¡ rhjep¡ D`[õ\s \pe, sp¡ s¡ e s¡ S> nZ¡ A„v$f\u
Mmcmu Åe R>¡.
Zm_m{n ór{V g§‡m{X, {dH$amoË`od _mZg_² &
{H$ånwZX©e©Z§ Vmgm§, {dbmgmo„m{gV^«wdm_² &&
"÷u' Ap _pd `Z d__¡ c°pdL$ kyM_p¡ A_ych L$fph¡ R>¡, A_¡ rhL$pf
`dpX¡$ S> R>¡. sp¡ `R>u ÷u_y„ r_funZ lp¡e, _¡ A¡ ÷u `pR>u rhgpk\u Ap„Mp¡_u
c°dfp¡_¡ _Qphsu lp¡e, `R>u sp¡ L$l¡hy„ S> iy„ ? _uQdp„ _uQ rhL$pf ky^u
f 31 Ap R>¡ k„kpf lÐepfy„ rhjh©n 32 f

Ap R>¡
k„kpf a rhrQÓsp_p¡ hfkpv$ a 11
¹${MV² àmÁ`§ amÁ`§, ¹$MZ YZboemo@ß`gwb^…,
¹${M‚mm{Vñ\$m{V…, ¹${MX{n M ZrMËdHw$`e… &
¹${M„mdÊ`lr-a{Ve`dVr ¹$m{n Z dnw…-
ñdê$n§ d¡få`§, a{VH$a{_X§ H$ñ` Zw ^do ? && 11 &&
¼ep„L$ rhipm kpd°pÄe, ¼ep„L$ b¡ `¥kp_p e kp„kp„, ¼ep„L$ DÃQ Års,
¼ep„L$ _uQ sfuL¡$_u bv$_pdu, ¼ep„L$ Av¹$cys ê$` - ip¡cp _¡ ¼ep„L$ ifuf
kyÙp_p W¡$L$pZp _l]. Ap R>¡ k„kpf. rhrQÓsp_p¡ hfkpv$. L$p¡C_¡ L„$CL$ Nd¡
A¡hy„ Al] R>¡ S> iy„ ? && 11&&
"âdyM'_u kuV$ `f b¡ku b¡ku_¡ V¡$hpC Ne¡gp_¡ `|R>p¡ sp¡ Mfp, L¡$ Äepf¡
_uQ¡ Ap¡qX$eÞkdp„ b¡khp_y„ Aph¡, Ðepf¡ d_ `f iy„ hus¡ R>¡ ? hMpZp¡ kp„cmu
kp„cmu_¡ aºgpC Ne¡gp_¡ `|R>p¡ sp¡ Mfp, L¡$ Äepf¡ A¡L$pv$ Npm kp„cmhu `X¡$,
Ðepf¡ L¡$hu lhp _uL$mu Åe R>¡ ? dgbpflug\u cpe„v$f õ\mp„sf L$fhp_p¡
hpfp¡ Apìep¡ lp¡e, Ðepf¡ Ap`Ops_p¡ fõsp¡ `k„v$ L$fu g¡_pfp_p v$pMgp iy„
k|Qh¡ R>¡ ? A¡L$ S>Þd_u \p¡X$u D\g-`p\g `Z Å¡ Æh_ âÐe¡ AZNdp¡
S>Þdphu iL$su lp¡e, Æhs¡ Æhsp„ S> dp¡s S>¡hu h¡v$_p Ap`u iL$su lp¡e,
A_¡ Ap`Ops L$fhp ky^u Dspfu iL$su lp¡e, sp¡ dpÓ _¡ dpÓ D\g-`p\gp¡\u
S> cf¡gp Ap k„kpf_u A_„s chp¡_u epÓp rhj¡ iy„ L$l¡hy„ ?
ip÷_u Ap„M¡ dpÓ Ap`Zp S> c|sL$pm `f A¡L$ _S>f _p„MuA¡ sp¡
Ap k„kpf dpV¡$ _afs R|>V$u Åe. ¼epf¡L$ Ap`Z¡ dp¡V$p fpÅ-dlpfpÅ \ep,
gpMp¡-L$fp¡X$p¡ gp¡L$p¡ Ap`Z_¡ âZpd L$fsp„, kp¡_p-Qp„v$u _¡ lufp-dp¡su\u Ap`Zp¡
MÅ_p¡ R>gL$psp¡ _¡ ¼epf¡L$ Ap`Z¡ rcMpfu \ep. L¡$V$gp„e qv$hk_p c|¿ep.
fõs¡ Qpgsp gp¡L$p¡_¡ b¡ `¥kp Ap`hp dpV¡$_u L$pL$g|v$uAp¡ L$fsp„... A¡d_¡ lp\
f 33 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Å¡X$sp, A¡d_¡ `N¡ `X$sp„, Ap`Zp A„N¡-A„N\u gpQpfu V$`L$su _¡ gp¡L$p¡ Ap`Z_¡
lX$k¡gp¡ dpfu_¡ Qpgu S>sp„... Ap R>¡ Ap`Zp¡ Crslpk.
¼epf¡L$ Ap`Z¡ A¡hp Ly$mdp„ DÐ`ß \ep L¡$ bpm`Z\u gp¡L$p¡ Ap`Z_¡
`|S>sp.. Ap`Zp v$i®__¡ `rhÓ dp_sp, c¡V$-kp¡Npv$p¡\u Ap`Ï„ Of cfpsy„,
Ap`Z_¡ b^¡ S> kçdp_ dmsy„... _¡$ ¼epf¡L$ Ap`Z¡ A¡hp Ly$mdp„ S>Þçep L¡$
Äep„ bpm`Zdp„ e Ap`Z¡ L$p¡C L$pe®¾$ddp„ Nep lp¡CA¡, sp¡ gp¡L$p¡ Ap`Z_¡
A¡V$gu lgL$u fus¡ L$pY$u dyL$sp S>¡ fus¡ L$p¡C L|$sfp_¡ L$pY$u dyL$sp lp¡e. Ap`Z¡
L$p¡C_¡ c|g\u AX$u S>CA¡, sp¡ e Ap`Z¡ Npmp¡ Mphu `X$su, Ap`Z_¡ Å¡sp-
h¢s gp¡L$p¡ dp¡Yy„$ `¡fhu g¡sp.. Ap R>¡ Ap`Zp¡ Crslpk.
¼epf¡L$ Ap`Z_¡ A¡hy„ ê$` dþey„ L¡$ Ap`Zp A„N¡ A„N¡\u gphÎe _usfsy„
lsy„, Ap`Zu A¡L$ TgL$ Å¡hp dpV¡$ `Z gp¡L$p¡ sg`p`X$ lsp„, A¡ s¡S>.. A¡
L$p„rs... A¡ kp¥Þv$e®... A¡ ApL$pf... Ap`Z¡ Myv$ Ap`Zp ê$` `f dyõspL$
lsp„... `m¡ `m¡ fpÆ_p f¡X$ \sp lsp Ap`Z¡... _¡ ¼epf¡L$ A¡hp¡ ch
dþep¡ L¡$ S>Þd\u S> Ap„^mp, d|„Np A_¡ bl¡fp„ lsp„ Ap`Z¡, _pL$_u S>ÁepA¡
a¼s b¡ L$p„Zp lsp„. A¡L$ lp\ M|b V|„$L$p¡ lsp¡ _¡ `Ndp„ `Z N„cuf Mp¡X$ lsu.
S>¡_¡ "ifuf' L$l¡hy„ L$v$pQ Arsiep¡[¼s \C Åe A¡ Ap`Zu lL$uL$s lsu. Å¡C
iL$uA¡ sp¡ Afukpdp„ Å¡C_¡ Ap`Z¡ Myv$ NcfpC S>CA¡ A¡hp¡ Ap`Zp¡ v$¡v$pf
lsp¡, L|$sfp_¡ e lÆ L$p„CL$ lŸ„a dmsu lp¡e R>¡, Ap`Zp dpV¡$ sp¡ bmsfp A¡
S> Æh_ lsy„... Ap R>¡ Ap`Zp¡ Crslpk.
Let me say, Mfp¡ âñ A¡ _\u L¡$ Ap`Z¡ rcMpfu \hy„ `X$éy„, Mfp¡
âñ sp¡ A¡ R>¡ L¡$ k„kpf¡ Ap`Z_¡ dlpîud„s b_phu_¡ g|„V$u gu^p„. Mfp¡ âñ
A¡ _\u L¡$ Ap`Z¡ _uQ sfuL¡$ lX$^|s \ep„. Mfp¡ âñ sp¡ A¡ R>¡ L¡$ k„kpf¡
Ap`Z_¡ \pmu `ufku_¡ T|„V$hu gu^u. Mfp¡ âñ A¡ _\u L¡$ Ap`Z¡ b¡lv$ L$v$ê$`p
\ep, Mfp¡ âñ sp¡ A¡ R>¡ L¡$ k„kpf¡ ê$`_p¡ \p¡X$p¡L$ õhpv$ QMpX$u_¡ Ap`Zu ¾|$f
díL$fu L$fu. vy$:M A¡ k„kpf_u Mfu kdõep R>¡ S> _l]. k„kpf_u Mfu kdõep
sp¡ kyM R>¡. S>¡ A_„sL$pm¡ ¼epf¡L$ S> dm¡ R>¡, S>¡ kph \p¡X$p kde dpV¡$
S> dm¡ R>¡, S>¡ kph _Æhy„ _l]hs¹ S> dm¡ R>¡, S>¡ kph fk-L$k hNf_y„
rhrQÓsp_p¡ hfkpv$ 34 f
S> dm¡ R>¡, _¡ A¡V$gp - b^u S> fus¡ syÃR> kyM dpV¡$ \C_¡ Ap`Zp¡ ApÐdp
`pNg_u S>¡d v$p¡X$ép S> L$f¡ R>¡. Ap A¡L$ A¡hu v$p¡V$ R>¡, S>¡ Mfp kyM_u
rbgLy$g rh`fus qv$ip_u lp¡e R>¡, Ap A¡L$ A¡hu v$p¡V$ R>¡, S>¡_p L$pfZ¡ ApÐdp
ApÐdrls_¡ Q|L$u Åe R>¡.
lÆ KX$p DsfuA¡, sp¡ Mfu kdõep vy$:M `Z _\u, A_¡ Mfu kdõep
kyM `Z _\u. Mfu kdõep k„kpf Myv$ R>¡. blº \ey„ lh¡. blº _Qpìep¡
A¡Z¡ Ap`Z_¡ _pQ. M|b M|b Apàep¡ A¡Z¡ Ap`Z_¡ Ópk. AY$mL$ l¡fp_Nrs
L$fu A¡Z¡ Ap`Zu. Ap`Zu Ap„sfX$u L$L$mphhpdp„ A¡Z¡ L$iy„ S> bpL$u fp¿ey„
_\u. lh¡ A¡ ¼epf¡L$ "âdyM'_u kuV$ Ap`sp¡ `Z lp¡e, sp¡ e Ap`Z¡ \|„L$hy„
Å¡CA¡ A¡_p `f. k„kpf âÐe¡ lh¡ Ap`Ï„ A¡L$ S> Ap¥rQÐe R>¡, A_¡ s¡ R>¡ -
bye bye Sansar ! Ap`Zpdp„ \p¡X$u `Z kdS> lp¡e sp¡ k„kpf âÐe¡ Ap
rkhpe buSy>„ L$iy„ S> L$fhp S>¡hy„ _\u.
Z Z Z Z Z
f 35 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Ap R>¡
k„kpf a A¡L$ b¡Of Of a 12
BhmoÔm_… H$m_…, IZ{V n[anÝWr JwU_hr-
_{dlm_… nmœ©-pñWVHw$n[aUm_ñ` H$bh… &
{~bmÝ`ÝV…H«$m_Z²-_X\$U^¥Vm§ nm_a_V§,
dXm_… qH$ Zm_ àH$Q>^dYm_-pñW{V gwI_² ?&&12 &&
vy$íd_ R>¡ Äep„ L$pd. Mp¡v$u _p„M¡ R>¡ NyZp¡_u ^fsu_¡. kss _¡ kss
bpSy>dp„ S> R>¡ Äep„ Mfpb rhQpfp¡_p¡ TNX$p¡. Ås Ås_p Arcdp_p¡_p
kp`p¡ Äep„ v$fp¡dp„ kmhmu füp R>¡. A¡ R>¡ Ap k„kpf. A¡L$ b¡Of Of.
d|M®_¡ sp¡ gpN¡ R>¡, L¡$ A¡dp„ kyM R>¡, `Z A¡_p rhj¡ Ad_¡ L$iy„ S>
L$l¡hp S>¡hy„ gpNsy„ _\u. && 12—&&
Of A¡ _\u L¡$ Äep„ V$`pgu V$`pg Ap`u Åe R>¡, Of A¡ _\u L¡$
Äep„ dpZk S>d¡ R>¡ _¡ k|h¡ R>¡, Of A¡ _\u L¡$ Äep„ v$uhpgp¡_¡ R>s R>¡.
Of sp¡ A¡ L$l¡hpe L¡$ Äep„ dpZk b^u S> D`pr^Ap¡\u dy¼s \C_¡ lpiL$pfp¡
A_ych¡. `Z Aphy„ Of lp¡e R>¡ ¼ep„ ?
R>N__p Of `pk¡\u A¡L$ S>_pÅ¡ _uL$msp¡ lsp¡, fp¡sp„ fp¡sp„ gp¡L$p¡ bp¡gsp
lsp - "sd¡ Ad_¡ R>p¡X$u_¡ Ðep„ L¡$d ÅAp¡ R>p¡ ? Äep„ A„^pfy„ R>¡, vy$:M
R>¡, Ópk R>¡, k„sp` R>¡...' R>N_ sp¡ DR>mu S> `X$ép¡, b|d `pX$u_¡ `Ð_u_¡
L$l¡, "v$p¡X$ S>ëv$u, v$fhpÅ¡ b„^ L$f, Ap sp¡ b^u Ap`Zp S> Of_u hps
R>¡, ¼ep„L$ dX$vy$„ Al] S> fl¡hp _ Aphu Åe !'
b¡Of Of_p¡ A\® Ap R>¡. Äep„ Ofdp„\u Of _uL$mu Ney„ R>¡. \p¡X$p h^y
Qp¡¼Mp iåv$p¡dp„ - S>¡ Ofdp„ Of S>¡hy„ L$iy„ S> _\u. R>N__p Of S>¡hp¡ R>¡ Ap
ApMp¡ k„kpf. kpfy L$lu iL$pe A¡hy„ L$iy„ e Al] _\u. A_¡ Mfpb iåv$ Myv$
cp¢W$p¡ `X$u Åe, A¡V$gu Mfpbu Al] W$p„ku W$p„ku_¡ cf¡gu R>¡.
A¡L$ b¡Of Of 36 f
 A_yL„$`p_p L$pep£ L$f_pf¡ d_¡ hps L$f¡g - "T|„`X$`Ë$udp„ A¡hp Ofp¡ `Z
lp¡e, S>¡_y„ Ly$g n¡Óam Ap Qpf gpv$u S>¡V$gy„ S> lp¡e, afL$ A¡V$gp¡ S>, L¡$
Ap gpv$uAp¡ ku^u R>¡, Ðep„ A¡V$gu S> S>Áepdp„ MpX$p-V¡$L$fp lp¡e.' R>s L¡$
qv$hpg _ lp¡e A¡ lÆ L$v$pQ kü b_¡, `Z S>du_ ? k„kpf Of_u Ap
[õ\rs R>¡. Al] Nd¡ Ðepf¡ L$pd ÓpV$L¡$ R>¡. _¡ ApM¡ ApMu S>du_ S> Mp¡v$u
_pM¡ R>¡. kv¹$NyZ A¡ S>du_ R>¡. "L$pd'_p¡ âh¡i \pe A¡V$g¡ b^p„ S> kv¹$NyZp¡_u
Mp_pMfpbu \C Åe R>¡. epv$ Aph¡ ep¡Nkpf -
VmdÕ¡`ª _hÎd§ M, VmdV² VmdV² Hw$brZVm &
H$Q>mj{d{eImZ² `mdZ², Z {jnpÝV _¥JojUm… &&
^ufsp Ðep„ ky^u S> R>¡, dlp_sp A_¡ Ly$gu_sp `Z Ðep„ ky^u S> R>¡,
Äep„ ky^u ÷uAp¡ L$V$pn_p bpZp¡_¡ a¢L$sp _\u.
lÅfp¡ NyZp¡_¡ Op¡mu_¡ `u S>hp A¡ L$pd dpV¡$ A¡L$ klS> OV$_p R>¡.
VO² kmZ§ Vƒ {dkmZ§, VÎmn… g M g§`_… &
gd©_oH$nXo ^«ï>§, gd©Wm {H$_{n {ó`… &&
s¡ op_, s¡ rhop_, s¡ s`, s¡ k„ed - Ap b^y„ S> A¡L$ kp\¡ Mgpk
\C Ney„. Mf¡Mf, ÷uAp¡ dpV¡$ L$ep¡ iåv$ hp`fhp¡ A¡ S> Mbf `X$su _\u.
qv$hpgdp„ bpL$p¡fy„ lp¡e A¡ lÆ Qpgu iL¡$, R>sdp„\u `pZu V$`L$sy„ lp¡e,
sp¡ e L$pd Qpgu Åe, `Z S>du_ S>....??? N©lõ\Æh_ lp¡e L¡$ k„edÆh_,
L$pd b^y„ S> M¡v$p_ d¡v$p_ L$fu v$¡ R>¡.
"Of'_u buÆ V²¡$S>¡X$u lp¡e R>¡ - TOX$p¡. Nd¡ s¡hp¡ lpC-apC b„Ngp¡
lp¡e, k¢L$X$p¡ sp¡ A¡dp„ kNhX$p¡ lp¡e, `¥kp_u f¡gdR>¡g lp¡e, `Z Å¡ A¡dp„
Ahpf_hpf TNX$p„ \ep L$fsp lp¡e, sp¡ A¡ Of dV$u_¡ eyÙc|rd b_u S>i¡.
kss lpCV¡$ç`f, kss s„N hpsphfZ, kss L$fãey S>¡hp¡ dplp¡g _¡ kss
L„$L$pk... ÅZ¡ cpfs-`pqL$õsp__u bp¡X®$f. k„kpf_u [õ\rs bfpbf Aphu R>¡.
kss _¡ kss Mfpb rhQpfp¡_p¡ dp¡fQp¡ Al] Qpgy S> lp¡e R>¡. A¡ rhQpfp¡_y„
A[õsÐh A¡ `p¡s¡ S> blº dp¡V$p¡ TNX$p¡ R>¡. TNX$p¡ `Z dp\y„ Mfpb L$fu v$¡
f 37 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
R>¡, _¡ A¡ rhQpfp¡ `Z dp\y„ Mfpb L$fu v$¡ R>¡. rhðeyÙ hÃQ¡ b¡W¡$gp¡ dpZk
`Z õhõ\ lp¡C iL¡$ R>¡, `Z Ap rhQpfeyÙdp„ õhõ\sp_p¡ A„i `Z lp¡e,
A¡ i¼e _\u.
v$fp¡hpmy„ Of A¡ lL$uL$sdp„ S>„Ng L$fsp„ e bv$sf lp¡e R>¡. sL$gua A_¡
Å¡Md sp¡ A¡ b„_¡dp„ lp¡e R>¡. `Z afL$ A¡ lp¡e R>¡, L¡$ S>„Ngdp„ kNhX$_u
L$p¡C A`¡np _\u lp¡su, S>„Ngdp„ L$ô$ Aphu `X¡$ A¡dp„ L$iy„ S> ASy>Nsy„ gpNsy„
_\u. Ofdp„ kNhX$_u `|fu A`¡np lp¡e R>¡, _¡ A¡dp„ Aphsy„ L$ô$ `|Z®`Z¡
AõhuL$pe® lp¡e R>¡. k„kpf A¡ A¡L$ A¡hy„ Of R>¡, S>¡dp„ D`f, _uQ¡, v$uhpgp¡dp„
b^¡ S> - W¡$f W¡$f v$fp¡ _¡ fpaX$pAp¡ R>¡. S>¡dp„ dv$_p kp`p¡ kmhþep S> L$f¡
R>¡, ¼epf¡ L$ep¡ kp` blpf Aphu Åe _¡ dfZsp¡g X„$M dpfu v$¡ A¡ rhj¡
Al] L$iy„ S> L$lu iL$pe A¡d _\u.
vy$r_ep_p Mfpbdp„ Mfpb, ce„L$f\u e ce„L$f A_¡ `fpL$p›$p_p vy$:M\u
cf¡gp Of_u L$ë`_p L$fp¡. k„kpf A¡_¡ `Z gpM v$fˆ>¡ kpfy„ L$l¡hX$ph¡ s¡hy„ Of
R>¡. S>¡ Ofdp„ "Of'_p¡ L$p¡C S> `Ñp¡ _\u. Mfp A\®dp„ "Of' sp¡ R>¡ dp¡n. iy„
Å¡CA¡ R>¡ Ap`Z_¡ ? k„kpf L¡$ dp¡n ? ip„rs\u rhQpfuA¡ sp¡ `k„v$Nu rbgLy$g
AOfu _\u.
Z Z Z Z Z
A¡L$ b¡Of Of 38 f

Ap R>¡
k„kpf a cX$L¡$ bmsp¡ D_pmp¡ a 13
V¥fmÎmm©… {IÚÝVo {df`{ddem `Ì ^{dZ…,
H$ambH«$moYmH$m©ÀN>_ga{g emof§ JVd{V &
ñ_añdoXŠboX½b{nVJwU_oXñ`Zw{XZ§,
^dJ«rî_o ^rî_o {H${_h eaU§ VmnhaU_² ? && 13 &&
cp¡Ns©óZp\u gpQpf R>¡ Äep„ Æhp¡. A¡d_p M¡v$_p¡ L$p¡C `pf _\u. ¾$p¡^-
k|fS> Äep„ rhL$fpm bÞep¡ R>¡, _¡ k|L$pC Ney„ R>¡ ApMy„ e âid kfp¡hf.
"L$pd'_p¡ `fk¡hp¡ Äep„ _usfu füp¡ R>¡. \pL$_p¡ L$p¡C `pf _\u. NyZp¡_u
Nqfdp Äep„ fp¡S>¡ fp¡S> Ap¡Nmsu S> Åe R>¡. Ap R>¡ k„kpf. cX$L¡$ bmsp¡
D_pmp¡. L$p¡Z b_¡ Al] ifZ ? L$p¡Z L$f¡ sp`_y„ lfZ ? && 13&&
D_pmp_u R> ìe\p lp¡e R>¡. (1) sfk (2) \pL$ (3) Akü sX$L$p¡
(4) k|L$p S>mpiep¡ (5) `fk¡hp¡ (6) ifufip¡j. k„kpf `Z A¡L$ âL$pf_p¡
D_pmp¡ S> R>¡. D_pmpdp„ `pZu_u sfk lp¡e R>¡. k„kpfdp„ rhjecp¡N_u sfk
lp¡e R>¡. A¡hu sfk S>¡ L$v$u rR>`psu S> _\u. S>¡ rR>`phhu i¼e S> _\u.
epv$ Aph¡ C[ÞÖe`fpS>eisL$ -
VUH$Æ>oqh d A½Jr, bdUg_wÔmo ZBghñgoqh &
U ` B_mo Ordmo g¸$mo, {VßnoC§ H$m_^moJoqh &&
ApNdp„ Nd¡ s¡V$gp Opk _¡ gpL$X$p„ _p„Mp¡, A¡_¡ gNuf¡ s©[às _l] \pe.
ghZkdyÖdp„ A_pqv$L$pm\u lÅfp¡ _v$uAp¡ kss _¡ kss `pZu W$pghsu Aphu
R>¡, `Z lÆ ÅZ¡ A¡_¡ L$iy„ dþey„ S> _\u. bfpbf Ap [õ\rs R>¡ Ap
Æh_u. vy$r_epcf_p L$pdcp¡Np¡ A¡_¡ L¡$V$gue hpf dmu Q|¼ep R>¡, `Z A¡_u
v$ip A¡hu R>¡, ÅZ¡ lÆ ky^u A¡_¡ L$iy„ e dþey„ S> _\u. lÆ sfk...
M|b sfk... Akü sfk.. `Z v$qfep¡ `u gu^p `R>u e S>¡ sfk _\u
f 39 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
rR>`pC, s¡ sfk lh¡ V$u`p„-b¡ V$u`p„\u rR>`pC Åe A¡hu L$p¡C i¼esp S>
_\u.
`qfZpd ? M¡v$, \pL$, Ópk, L„$V$pmp¡, lpehp¡e _¡ cep_L$ cp¡N-c|sphm.
A^yfu CÃR>p ¾$p¡^_¡ S>Þdph¡ R>¡. epv$ Aph¡ cNhv¹$Nusp - H$m_mV²
H«$moYmo@{^Om`Vo & L$pd\u ¾$p¡^ DÐ`ß \pe R>¡. ¾$p¡^ rhL$fpm õhê$` ^pfZ
L$f¡ R>¡. ÅZ¡ A„Npfp_p¡ hfkpv$ hfkphsp¡ k|fS>. _¡ âid_y„ kfp¡hf ApM¡-
ApMy„ kyL$pC Åe R>¡. kyM-k„h¡v$_p_u dpR>guAp¡ sfaX$u sfaX$u_¡ dfu Åe
R>¡. cusfu iusmsp_u b^u S> gugp¡sfu k|L$p¡sfu b_u Åe R>¡. kdS>Z_p
smdp„ dp¡V$u dp¡V$u rsfpX$p¡ `X$u Åe R>¡.
sX$L$p_p L$pfZ¡ `pZu k|L$pC Åe _¡ ky½$u ^fsudp„ sX$L$p¡ h^y gpN¡,
Ap D_pmp_y„ rhjQ¾$ R>¡. Akü sX$L$p¡ L¡$V$L¡$V$gp vy$ó`qfZpdp¡_¡ S>Þd Ap`¡
R>¡, A¡_y„ A¡L$ gp„by„ rgõV$ \C iL¡$ R>¡. k„kpfdp„ ¾$p¡^_p¡ k|fS> S>¡ sp` _¡
k„sp` a¡gph¡ R>¡, A¡_y„ rgõV$ L$fhp S>sp„ ApMu tS>v$Nu `|fu \C Åe s¡d
R>¡. "âidfrs' L$l¡ R>¡ -
H«$moY… n[aVmnH$a…, gd©ñ`moÛoJH$maH$… H«$moY… &
d¡amZwfL²>JOZH$… H«$moY…, H«$moY… gwJ{VhÝVm &&
¾$p¡^ bmsfp L$f¡ R>¡, b^p„_¡ l¡fp_-`f¡ip_ L$fu v$¡ R>¡, h¡f_u ce„L$f
Np„W$ b„^ph¡ R>¡ ¾$p¡^. _¡ kv¹$Nrs_u i¼esp_y„ kÐe_pi hpmu v$¡ R>¡ ¾$p¡^.
¾$p¡^_u Nfdudp„ âid_y„ kfp¡hf V$L$u iL¡$ A¡ sØ_ Ai¼e R>¡. sfk
Akü R>¡. _¡ L$pd_p¡ `fk¡hp¡ _usfu füp¡ R>¡. A„N¡ A„N ëlpe ëlpe bm¡
R>¡. S>¡_¡ `pZu kdÆ_¡ Ap ApN_¡ byThhp S>CA¡ R>¡, A¡ sp¡ `¡V²$p¡g _uL$m¡
R>¡, bmsfp Ap¡f h^u Åe R>¡. sp¡ e kp_ W¡$L$pZ¡ Aphsu _\u, afu A¡
S> `¡V²$p¡g, A¡ S> ApN, A¡ S> `¡V²$p¡g, A¡ S> cX$L$p¡... epv$ Aph¡ ep¡Nk|Ó -
`Wm@ä`mg§ {ddY©ÝVo {df`m… &
rhjes©óZp_u S>¡d S>¡d `|rs® L$fhp ÅAp¡, s¡d s¡d A¡ s©óZp_u h©qÙ
S> \hp_u R>¡.
cX$L¡$ bmsp¡ D_pmp¡ 40 f
 iy„ L$fhy„ ? s©óZp sp¡ R>¡, s©óZp_u `uX$p e R>¡. Ap [õ\rsdp„ S>¡ hõsy_u
s©óZp R>¡ A¡_u `pR>m _ v$p¡X$uA¡ sp¡ buSy>„ L$fuA¡ `Z iy„ ? A_pqv$_p¡ R>¡
Ap khpg. dp¡V$p cpN_p Æhp¡_u R>¡ Ap kdõep. `fd `ph_ îu DÑfpÝee_
k|Ó Al] S>hpb Ap`¡ R>¡ -
AËWo Ag§H$ßn`Amo VAmo go nhr`E H$m_JwUogw VÊhm &
rhjes©óZp_¡ v|$f L$fhu R>¡ ? sp¡ A¡_p¡ fpdbpZ D`pe Ap R>¡ - rhje_u
`pR>m v$p¡X$sp s__¡ sp¡ fp¡L$p¡ S>, d__¡ `Z fp¡L$p¡. rhje_p¡ rhQpf kyÙp _
Aphu iL¡$ Aphu v$ip_p sd¡ õhpdu b_u ÅAp¡. Ap A¡L$ A¡hu v$ip R>¡,
Äep„ s©óZp Myv$ sfk¡ dfu Åe R>¡.
We don't know, L$pd_p `fk¡hpdp„ kv¹$NyAp¡_y„ b^y„ S> Ap¡S>k¹ Nmu
Åe R>¡. Ap`Z_¡ kph S> Mpgu L$fu_¡ A¡ Mpgu`p_¡ v$p¡jp¡\u W$p„ku W$p„ku_¡
cfu v$¡hp_y„ L$pd L$f_pf R>¡ "L$pd'. epv$ Aph¡ `fd `ph_ îu v$ih¥L$prgL$
k|Ó -
_yb_o`_hå_ñg _hmXmogg_wñg`§ &
A^d®_y„ d|m R>¡ Ab°û. dp¡V$p dp¡V$p v$p¡jp¡_p¡ fpaX$p¡ R>¡ Ab°û.
L$jpep¡, rhjep¡, L$pdhpk_p, v$p¡jp¡... b^u S> fus¡ cX$L¡$ bmsp¡ D_pmp¡
R>¡, Ap k„kpf. A¡ A_pqv$L$pm\u Aphp¡ S> R>¡ _¡ A_„sp_„s L$pm ky^u Aphp¡
S> fl¡hp_p¡ R>¡. kdfpqv$ÐeL$\p L$l¡ R>¡ - BBgmo Mod g§gmamo & k„kpf Aphp¡
S> R>¡. k„kpf_¡ W$pfu _\u iL$psp¡. a¼s R>p¡X$u iL$pe R>¡. If you don't
like heat, get out of the kitchen. A¡ i¼e R>¡. If we wish.
Z Z Z Z Z `Ð_u ¼ep„ ky^u `Ð_u ? A¡ AL$õdps¹dp„ rhL$gp„N _¡ L$v$ê$`u _ \C Åe
f 41 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Ap R>¡
k„kpf a a¼s õhp\®_u kNpC a 14
{nVm _mVm ^«mVm-@ß`{^b{fV{gÕmd{^_Vmo,
JwUJ«m_kmVm Z Ibw YZXmVm M YZdmZ² &
OZm… ñdmW©ñ\$mVm-d{Ze_dXmVm@@e`^¥V…,
à_mVm H$… »`mVm-{dh ^dgwIñ`mñVw a{gH$… &&14 &&
r`sp lp¡e, dpsp lp¡e L¡$ kNp¡ cpC `Z L¡$d _ lp¡e ? õhp\®`|rs®
\su lp¡e, sp¡ A¡ b^p„ kNp„ R>¡, _¡ _l] sp¡ A¡ b^p„ AÅÎep R>¡.
Al] Ap`Z¡ Nd¡ s¡V$gp„ kpfp lp¡CA¡, Ap`Zp kpfp`Zp_¡ õhS>_p¡ ÅZsp
`Z lp¡e, _¡ A¡d_u `pk¡ AY$mL$ ê$r`ep `Z lp¡e, sp¡ e Ap`Zu
S>ê$f hMs¡ Ap`Z_¡ L$iy„ S> dmu iL$sy„ _\u. õhS>_p¡_¡ L$ip¡ cph
S> _\u A¡hy„ _\u. A¡d_¡ M|b cph R>¡. M|b D‰pk R>¡. qv$hk-fps
l„d¡ip \_N_pV$ R>¡. `Z A¡L$ dpÓ `p¡sp_p õhp\®_¡ kf L$fhpdp„. Ap
R>¡ k„kpf. a¼s õhp\®_u kNpC. k„kpf Å¡ Ap¡mMpC Åe, bfpbf
Ap¡mMpC Åe, sp¡ A¡_p L$l¡hpsp kyMdp„ L$p¡C S> fk V$L$u iL¡$ s¡d
_\u. && 14—&&
r`sp ¼ep„ ky^u r`sp ? A¡ L$dpsp lp¡e _¡ Ap`Ï„ cfZ`p¡jZ L$fsp„
lp¡e Ðep„ ky^u. dpsp ¼ep„ ky^u dpsp ? A¡ Of_p L$pd-L$pS> L$fu iL¡$ Ðep„
ky^u. cpC ¼ep„ ky^u cpC ? A¡ cpC `pk¡ lp\ _ g„bph¡ Ðep„ ky^u.
Ðep„ ky^u. rdÓ ¼ep„ ky^u rdÓ ? A¡_p ^„^pdp„ dp¡V$u Mp¡V$ _ Åe Ðep„
ky^u.
Ap`Z¡ ApMu tS>v$Nu c°ddp„ lp¡CA¡ R>uA¡ L¡$ "Ap b^p„ kNp„-ìlpgp
R>¡. Ap b^p_¡ dpfu kp\¡ kN`Z R>¡.' We are nothing but a
a¼s õhp\®_u kNpC 42 f
middelman. Just a media. b^p_y„ kN`Z sp¡ `p¡s`p¡sp_p õhp\® kp\¡
lp¡e R>¡. Å¡ Ap`Zp Üpfp A¡ õhp\®_u `|rs® \C iL$su lp¡e, sp¡ Ap`Z¡ A¡d_p
kNp„ R>uA¡. S>¡ qv$hk¡ Ap`Z¡ Ap L$pd dpV¡$ _L$pdp \C Nep, A¡ qv$hk¡ Ap
kN`Z s|V$u Åe R>¡. _¡ Å¡ Ap`Z¡ A¡d_p õhp\®_u ApX$¡ Apìep, sp¡ Ap`Z¡
Myv$ s|V$u S>CA¡ R>uA¡, A¡ `Z A¡d_p lp\¡.
Ap`Ï„ L$p¡Z ? Ap A¡L$ r_fyÑf âñ R>¡. ApMu tS>v$Nu Ap`Z¡ S>¡
L$fuA¡ R>uA¡ A¡ dp¡V¡$ cpN¡ Ap`Zu d|M®sp_y„ âv$i®_ lp¡e R>¡. A„^pfy„ R>¡ A¡V$g¡
S>¡ qv$ipdp„ Ap`Z¡ lp¢i\u v$p¡X¡$ S>CA¡ R>uA¡, AS>hpmy„ \C Åe sp¡ Ap`Z¡
A¡ qv$ip_¡ Å¡hu kyÙp `k„v$ _ L$fuA¡. õhp\®_p k„b„^_¡ Ap`Z¡ "Ap`Zp¡' k„b„^
dp_u gCA¡ R>uA¡, Ap A¡L$ S> N¡fkdS> Ap`Zp ApMp Æh__¡ fp¢N_„bf
`f_p¡ v$uO®-k„hpv$ b_phu v$¡ R>¡.
õL|$g-r`L$r_L$ `f S>hp dpV¡$ A¡L$ R>p¡L$fpA¡ dçdu `pk¡ 500 ê$. dp„Áep.
kph S> Nfub Of_u hps. M|b kdÅhhp R>sp„ R>p¡L$fp¡ _ S> kdÄep¡. dçduA¡
Ofdp„\u b^y„ S> c¡Ny„ L$fu_¡ A¡_¡ 35 ê$. Apàep„. lh¡ A¡L$ `¥kp¡ `Z _\u
A¡d L$üy„. R>p¡L$fp_p¡ r`Ñp¡ Nep¡. R>fu gC_¡ ^ku Apìep¡. dçdu_p `¡V$dp„
lºgphu v$u^u. \p¡X$u S> hpfdp„ dçdu_p fpd fdu Nep. Ap R>¡ k„kpf. apV¡$
_l] Ðep„ ky^u Mbf S> _ `X¡$ L¡$ A¡ bp¡çb R>¡. Ap`Z¡ L$l¡iy„ L¡$ A¡ R>p¡L$fp¡
sp¡ _pv$p_ lsp¡. op_uAp¡ L$l¡ R>¡ ApMp¡ k„kpf _pv$p_ R>¡. õhp\®_p¡ k„b„^
A¡_p¡ A¡ S> R>¡. õhp\® s|V$sp_u kp\¡ S>¡ Ap„sqfL$ `qfhs®_ \pe R>¡, A¡
`Z A¡_p¡ A¡ S> R>¡. dpÓ A¡_u Arcìe[¼s_p âL$pfp¡ Sy>v$p Sy>v$p lp¡e R>¡.
epv$ Aph¡ `¡gu L$rhsp -
lh¡ sp¡ fp¡L$_pf `Z d_¡ fõsp¡ L$fu Ap`¡ R>¡,
lh¡ L$p¡C S>_pÅ_u S>¡d lº„ _uL$msp¡ flº„ Ry>„.
op_uAp¡_¡ Ap`Zp A¡L$ `Z kNp„_u A¡L$ `Z aqfepv$ _\u. Ap`Z¡
A¡ kNpAp¡_¡ hmNu `X$uA¡, A¡dp„ A¡d_¡ L$p¡C _yL$ip_ _\u A_¡ Ap`Z¡ A¡
kNpAp¡\u AmNp„ \C S>CA¡, A¡dp„ A¡d_¡ L$p¡C apev$p¡ _\u. Ap`Z¡ Ap`Zp
kNp„Ap¡_¡ Ü¡j A_¡ rsfõL$fp_u ×rô$\u Å¡sp \C S>CA¡, A¡hp¡ A¡d_p¡ L$p¡C
f 43 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
DØ¡íe _\u. A¡d_p¡ DØ¡íe sp¡ A¡V$gp¡ S> R>¡, L¡$ Ap`Z¡ Ap`Zp¡ Mfp¡ DØ¡íe
iy„ R>¡, A¡_¡ c|gu_¡ Ap vy$g®c S>Þd_¡ ìe\® Nydphu _ v$CA¡. "Ap`Zp'_u
Mp¡V$u ^pfZpdp„ akpC_¡ "Ap`Zp'_u lL$uL$s\u R>¡X$p¡ _ apX$u gCA¡.
kNp„_p dm|dp„ "ñdH$m…' A¡hp¡ k„õL©$s iåv$ R>¡. S>¡_p¡ A\® \pe R>¡
"`p¡sp_p„.' ip„s rQÑ¡ rhQpf L$fuA¡ L¡$ Ap`Zp "`p¡sp_p„' L$p¡Z ? õhS>_p¡
L$v$pQ r_:õhp\® õ_¡lu lp¡e, sp¡ e Ap`Zp "`p¡sp_p„' Mfp„ ? dçdu_p M|_u
R>p¡L$fp_u Al] S>¡ hps L$fu, A¡ R>p¡L$fp dpV¡$ A¡ dçduA¡ dfsp dfsp L$üy„ lsy„,
L¡$ "A¡_¡ L$p¡C kÅ _ \pe, A¡_y„ Ýep_ fpMÅ¡.' ApV$gp¡ `fpL$p›$p_p¡ r_:õhp\®
õ_¡l lp¡hp R>sp„ `Z A¡ R>p¡L$fp¡ vy$N®rsdp„ _ S> Åe, A¡ rhj¡_u L$p¡C S>
S>hpbv$pfu dçdu gC iL¡$ R>¡ Mfu ? Af¡, A¡ chdp„ e A¡_¡ ap„ku _ S> \pe
A¡ dpV¡$ dçdu iy„ L$fu iL¡$ R>¡ ? sp¡, Apgp¡L$_y„ L¡$ `fgp¡L$_y„ A¡L$ `Z rls
L$fhp dpV¡$ S>¡ ^fpf gpQpf R>¡, A¡ r_:õhp\® õ_¡lu lp¡e, sp¡ e iy„ ? iy„
A¡d_¡ "`p¡sp_p„' L$lu iL$pe Mfp„ ? gpM ê$r`ep_p¡ âñ sp¡ A¡ R>¡, L¡$ Ap`Zp
L¡$V$gp„ kNp„Ap¡ A¡hp R>¡ L¡$ S>¡d_¡ r_:õhp\® õ_¡lu_y„ e rhi¡jZ gNpX$u iL$pe ?
Ap`Zp„ "`p¡sp_p' R>¡ v$¡h-Nyfy-^d®. Ap`Zp "`p¡sp_p' sp¡ v$i®_-op_-
QpqfÓ. Ap`Zu L$ped dpV¡$_u b^u S> S>hpbv$pfu g¡hp A¡ s¥epf `Z R>¡ A_¡
A¡ knd `Z R>¡. Ap`Z_¡ A¡ Å¡Csp„ lp¡e, sp¡ A¡d_y„ d|ëe blº S> _Æhy„
R>¡, kph S> syÃR> R>¡, A¡ R>¡ k„kpf.
Z Z Z Z Z
a¼s õhp\®_u kNpC 44 f

Ap R>¡
k„kpf a lmplm T¡f a 15
nU¡… àmU¡J¥©h²UmË`hh _h{V ñdmW© Bh `mZ²,
Ë`OË`wƒ¡bm}H$-ñV¥UdXK¥UñVmZnaWm &
{df§ ñdmÝVo dŠÌo-@_¥V{_{V M {dœmgh{VH¥$V²,
^dm{XË`wÛoJmo, `{X Z J{XV¡… qH$ VX{YH¡$… ? && 15 &&
dp¡V$p¡ õhp\® lp¡e, Ðepf¡ sp¡ `p¡sp_p¡ Å_ Ly$fbp_ L$fu v$¡sp lp¡e, A¡V$gy„
b^y„ ìlpg bsph¡, _¡ õhp\® `|fp¡ \C Åe, A¡V$g¡ Opk_u S>¡d TpV$L$u_¡
a¢L$u v$¡. A„sfdp„ T¡f A_¡ dp¡Y$pdp„ Ad©s. _ep£ rhðpkOps. Ap R>¡ k„kpf.
lmplm T¡f. Å¡ Ap iåv$p¡\u e k„kpf `f\u d_ Dsfu S>sy„ _ lp¡e
sp¡ A¡\u h^y sp¡ iu L$fyZsp lp¡e ? && 15 &&
"lº„ sp¡ sdpfp rh_p A¡L$ `m `Z Æhu iLy$„ A¡d _\u.' ApNgu S>
fps¡ Ap„Mp¡dp„ Ap„ky kp\¡ Aphp â¡dpgp`p¡ L$ep® lp¡e, _¡ buÅ S> qv$hk¡ A¡
â¡d`pÓ(!)_u `p¡s¡ S> L$f`uZ lÐep L$fu lp¡e, A¡hu L$fp¡X$p¡ ìe[¼sAp¡ \C
NC R>¡. `l¡gp dp\¡ QX$phhp _¡ `R>u `N sm¡ L$QX$u _p„Mhp Ap A¡L$ "L$pe®_urs'
lp¡e R>¡. QX$su hMs¡ S>¡ gpNZuAp¡ DNsu _¡ `p„Nfsu lp¡e R>¡, A¡ b^u
S> gpNZu L$QX$psu hMs¡ ce„L$f fus¡ L$QX$pC S>su lp¡e R>¡. Ap `Z A¡L$
âL$pf_u lÐep R>¡. S>¡_¡ Ap`Z¡ rhðpkOps L$luA¡ R>uA¡. ifuf ðpk\u Æhsy„
lp¡e R>¡. d_ rhðpk\u Æhsy„ lp¡e R>¡.
gpNZu A¡ Ap`Ï„ `p¡sp_y„ õhê$` lp¡e R>¡. gpNZu s|V¡$ R>¡, Ðepf¡ Ap`Z¡
`p¡s¡ s|V$uA¡ R>uA¡. Ap`Zp ApSy>-bpSy>_y„ kdN° hsy®m Ap`Zu gpNZu_¡
kpQhhp Å_ `V$L$u v$¡, sp¡ e Ap`Zu gpNZu l¡d-M¡d fl¡ A¡hu Mpsfu fpMu
iL$pe s¡d _\u. buÆ bpSy> hpõsrhL$sp A¡ R>¡ L¡$ Ap`Zu gpNZu kp\¡
buÅAp¡_¡ âpe: Mpk õ_p_-k|sL$ lp¡sy„ _\u. Ap`Z_¡ S>¡d Ap`Zu gpNZu
f 45 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
kh®õh gpN¡ R>¡ A¡d buÅ_¡ `Z `p¡sp_u S> gpNZu kh®õh gpN¡ R>¡. Ap
[õ\rsdp„ \pe iy„ ? dpÓ õhp\®rkqÙ _¡ A¡_p dpV¡$_p L$php-v$php... dpep-
â`„Q... kpdp_u gpNZu `f DTfX$p _¡ âlpfp¡... ùv$edp„ T¡f... hpZudp„
Ad©s. I mean, rhðpkOps.
Ap A¡hu `qf[õ\rs R>¡, S>¡dp„ dpZk Æhsp ky^u dfsp¡ fl¡ R>¡. Ap
`qf[õ\rs dpV¡$ L$p¡C_¡ v$p¡j Ap`u iL$pe s¡d _\u. k„kpf_p¡ Ap õhcph R>¡.
Å¡ k„kpfdp„ L$pedu kyM-Q¡_ lp¡s, sp¡ op_uAp¡_¡ Ap D`v$¡i Ap`hp_u S>ê$f
S> _ `X$u lp¡s. Ar‚ Nfd R>¡ sp¡ A¡ Nfd S> R>¡. gpMp¡ QQp®Ap¡ L¡$ gpMp¡
âepkp¡ `Z A¡_u Nfdu_¡ _pb|v$ L$fu iL$sp _\u. A¡ QQp®Ap¡ _¡ âep¡kp¡_p¡
L$p¡C S> A\® _\u. tS>v$Nu ApMu husu S>i¡ A¡_¡ W„$X$p¡ L$fhpdp„. lL$uL$sdp„
L$fhp_y„ L$p„CL$ buSy>„ S> lsy„, _¡ Ap`Z¡ L$fu füp R>uA¡ L$p„CL$ buSy>„ S>. epv$
Aph¡ `¡gy„ Nus -
Åhy„'sy„ DNdZuA¡ _¡ Ap\dZu qv$ipA¡ S>C f¡ QX$ép
Ad¡ ch_p dykpqaf, c|gp f¡ `X$ép...
Ad¡ ch_p dykpqaf, c|gp f¡ `X$ép..
Ap ch lsp¡ `fdpÐdp_p Ad©s-hQ_p¡_y„ `p_ L$fhp dpV¡$, Ap ch
lsp¡ kp^_p_u ky^pdp„ õ_p_ L$fhp dpV¡$, Ap ch lsp¡ kv¹$NyZp¡_p Ad©sdp„
Xy$bL$u gNphhp dpV¡$. Ap ch lsp¡ Ap_„v$_p Ad©sdp„ fdZ L$fhp dpV¡$. _¡
Ap`Z¡ iy„ L$fu füp R>uA¡ ? S>¡dp„ dpÓ D`f_u k`pV$u S> Ad©s R>¡ _¡
bpL$u b^y„ S> L$X$hy„ T¡f R>¡, A¡dp„ Ap`Z¡ A¡V$gp dp¡lpC Nep R>uA¡, L¡$ Mfp
Ad©s_u AhNZ_p L$fu füp R>uA¡. Af¡, `¡gy„ Ad©s sp¡ b_phV$u R>¡. T¡f
L$fsp„ e bv$sf R>¡. A¡ S> sp¡ Ap`Zp Æh__¡ T¡fdp„ Xy$bpX$_pfy„ R>¡. A¡_p
dpV¡$ Mfp Ad©s_u Ahop - A¡ Ap`Zu L¡$V$gu rhrQÓ h©rÑ !
d_¡ L$l¡hp v$p¡, L¡$ k„kpfdp„ kNp„-k„b„^uAp¡dp„ L$fpsp¡ lgL$pdp„ lgL$u
L$np_p¡ S>¡ rhðpkOps lp¡e, A¡_p L$fsp„ `Z h^y rhðpkOps Ap`Z¡ Ap`Zu
Ås âÐe¡ L$fu füp R>uA¡. vy$r_ep sp¡ Ap`Ï„ bNpX$u bNpX$u_¡ L¡$V$gy„ bNpX$i¡ ?
lmplm T¡f 46 f
Ap`Zp ApÐdp_y„ Mfy„ Arls sp¡ A¡L$ S> ìe[¼s L$fu iL¡$ s¡d R>¡ A_¡ s¡ Ap`Z¡
`p¡s¡ R>uA¡.
S>¡ k„kpf¡ - S>¡ kN`Z¡ - S>¡ `qfhpf¡ Ap`Z_¡ A_„s hpf sdpQp
dpep® R>¡, A¡ lÆ Ap`Z_¡ "Ap`Zp' gpN¡ R>¡ _¡ S>¡ v$¡h-Nyfy-^d® Ap`Zp
A¡L$p„s rls_¡ kp^u_¡ Ap`Zp¡ A_„s crhóeL$pm ky^pfu v$¡hp_p R>¡, A¡ lÆ
e Ap`Z_¡ "`pfL$p' gpN¡ R>¡, A¡ S> Ap`Zu kp¥\u dp¡V$u L$d_kubu R>¡.
k„kpf `pk¡\u Ap`Z¡ dpÓ _¡ dpÓ A¡L$ S> hõsy_u A`¡np fpMhp S>¡hu
R>¡ _¡ s¡ R>¡ DÜ¡N... L„$V$pmp¡... h¥fpÁe... Ähg„s h¥fpÁe. k„kpf_u i[¼s
`Z Ap S> Ap`u iL$hp_u R>¡ A_¡ k„kpf `pk¡\u L$p„C g¡hp S>¡hy„ lp¡e,
sp¡ A¡ `Z Ap S> R>¡. Please, try to achieve it, wish you all
the best.
Z Z Z Z Z ìe\p_¡ sp¡ S>¡ A_ych¡ A¡ S> kdÆ iL¡$. Ap R>¡ k„kpf. A¡L$ v$v$®_pL$
f 47 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Ap R>¡
k„kpf a v$v$®_pL$ vy$O®V$_p a 16
Ñem§ àmÝV¡… H$mÝV¡…, H$b`{V _wX§ H$monH${bV¡-
a_r{^… {IÞ… ñ`mX², KZYZ{ZYrZm_{n JwUr &
Cnm`¡… ñVwË`mÚ¡-anZ`{V amof§ H$W_{n-,
Ë`hmo _mohñ`o`§, ^d^dZd¡få`KQ>Zm && 16 &&
S>¡ ApL$j®L$ Ap„Mp¡ Ap_„v$ D`Åh¡ R>¡, A¡ S> Nyõkp\u sNsNsu lp¡e,
Ðepf¡ kph S> \L$hu v$¡ R>¡. îud„s _¡ fpÅ-dlpfpÅ S>¡hp dpV¡$ `Z
Ap A¡L$ dlp-ÓpkS>_L$ OV$_p lp¡e R>¡. L¡$V$L¡$V$gu Qp`gyku _¡ kph Mp¡V$u
Myipdsp¡ L$fu L$fu_¡ dp„X$ dp„X$ A¡ Nyõkp_¡ v|$f L$fhp¡ `X¡$ R>¡. L$v$pQ blpf_u
b^u S> A_yL|$mspAp¡ lp¡e R>sp„ e `p¡sp_p S> d__¡ L$QX$hp_u Ap
vy$O®V$_p. dp¡l_y„ Ap `p¡sp_y„ Of R>¡. Äep„ rhjdsp S> lp¡e, A¡dp„ L$p¡C
Apòe® _\u. && 16—&&
hkrs-âdpS>®__u q¾$ep L$fsp„ L$fsp„ A¡L$ îdZ cNh„s_¡ Ahr^op_
DÐ`ß \ey„. Ap Asu[ÞÖe i[¼s\u D`f Ak„¿e ep¡S>_ v|$f v$¡hgp¡L$_¡ `Z
Å¡C iL$pe A¡hy„ i¼e bÞey„ lsy„. A¡ dlpÐdpA¡ Å¡hp dpV¡$ âepk L$ep£ L¡$
CÞÖ dlpfpÅ AÐepf¡ iy„ L$fu füp R>¡ ? Å¡sp„_u kp\¡ A¡ õså^ \C Nep„.
32 gpM rhdp__p dprgL$, Ak„¿e v$¡hp¡_p õhpdu CÞÖ dlpfpÅ qfkpe¡gp
CÞÖpZu_p `N¡ `X$u_¡ A¡d_¡ d_phhp_p¡ âepk L$fu füp lsp„... hNf c|g¡
ndpepQ_p... hNf Ny_p_u L$pL$gyv$uAp¡... hNf NyZp¡_u Myipdsp¡... hNf
hp„L$_u kÅ... _¡ R>su i[¼sA¡ gpQpfu... R>su dprgL$uA¡ v$pkÐh... R>sp„
rhh¡L¡$ d|M®Ðh _¡ R>sp s¡S>¡ r_õs¡S>sp... epv$ Aph¡ C[ÞÖe`fpS>eisL$ -
_aUo {d XrUd`U§ _mUYam Oo Uam U O§n§{V &
Vo {d hþ Hw$U§{V b{„§ ~mbmU§ UohJhJ{hbm &&
v$v$®_pL$ vy$O®V$_p 48 f
 ep L$pL$gyv$u L$fhu `X¡$, _¡ ep dfu S>hy„ `X¡$, Ap [õ\rsdp„ S>¡Ap¡ dfu
S>hy„ `k„v$ L$f¡, `Z L$pL$gyv$u sp¡ lfNuT _ L$f¡, s¡Ap¡ `Z ÷uAp¡_u `pk¡
Qp`gyku _¡ L$pL$gyv$u L$fhpdp„ L„$C S> bpL$u fpMsp _\u. Ap¡ L$pd ! Mf¡Mf,
spfpdp„ _¡ c|s_p hmNpX$dp„ L$p¡C S> afL$ _\u.
A¡L$ rhQpfL¡$ L$üy„ R>¡ - "Second is hell. buÆ ìe[¼s A¡ _fL$ R>¡.'
S>¡ sd¡ _\u A¡_u kp\¡ sdpfp¡ d¡m iu fus¡ b¡ku iL¡$ ? A¡_u kp\¡ sdpf¡
k¡V$ \hy„ lp¡e, sp¡ sdpf¡ sdpfp`Ï„ Nydphhy„ `X¡$. That means L$p¡CL$_y„ d|ëey
"lº„' lp¡e R>¡. \p¡X$p Qp¡¼Mp iåv$dp„ L$luA¡ sp¡ k„b„^_¡ kpQhhp dpV¡$ Ås_¡
h¢Qu v$¡hu `X¡$ R>¡. Apdp„ Mfu V²¡$S>¡X$u sp¡ A¡ \pe R>¡ L¡$ Ås_¡ Nydpìep `R>u
A¡ k„b„^ "Ås'_p¡ sp¡ _\u S> fl¡sp¡ sp¡ Ap ApMu e d\pdZ dyMp®du_u
`fpL$p›$p _l] sp¡ buSy>„ iy„ R>¡ ? epv$ Aph¡ âopkh®õhd¹ -
na{Z~ÝYZm Vw{ï>-ñVÎdV AmË_{dH«$`… &
ñdê$n_{n Z¡d§ ñ`mV², H$ñ` Vw{ï>{Z©JÚVo ? &&
L$p¡C_p\u Myi \hp_p¡ âepk A¡ lL$uL$sdp„ `p¡sp_u Ås_y„ h¢QpZ R>¡.
Ap kp¡v$pdp„ sp¡ `p¡sp_y„ A[õsÐh S> fl¡sy„ _\u, sp¡ `R>u Myi L$p¡Z \i¡ ?
d_ Myv$ rhrQÓ R>¡. L$pdhpk_p A¡_u rhrQÓsp_p NyZpL$pfp¡ L$f¡ R>¡,
_¡ L$pd_p¡ rhje õhp^u_ lp¡e, A¡V$g¡ A¡ rhrQÓsp b^u S> lv$ hV$phu Åe
R>¡. Å¡ L$pd_y„ c|s _ hmÁey„ lp¡e, sp¡ Ap rhrQÓsp_¡ L$p¡Z L$b|g L$f¡ ?
L$p¡Z A¡_¡ `N¡ `X¡$ _¡ L$p¡Z A¡_u Myipds L$f¡ ? Mf¡Mf, kdSy> _¡ rhh¡L$u_¡
`Z Np„X$p¡s|f b_phu v$¡ R>¡ L$pd.
VmdÝ_hÎd§ nmpÊS>Ë`§, Hw$brZËd§ {ddo{H$Vm &
`md‚db{V ZmL²>Jofw, hÝV ! n#mofwnmdH$… &&
dlp_sp, rhÜÑp, Ly$gu_sp A_¡ rhh¡qL$sp - Ap b^y„ Ðep„ ky^u S> lp¡e
R>¡, Äep„ ky^u dpZk_p„ v$¡ldp„ L$pdhpk_p_u ApN apV$u _ _uL$m¡. A¡L$ hpf
Ap ApN gpNu A¡V$g¡ Mgpk. `R>u A¡ b^p„ S> NyZp¡ _ ÅZ¡ ¼ep„e S>sp„
fl¡i¡, _¡ A¡ dpZk Ðep„ ky^u _uQ¡ Dsfi¡ L¡$ A¡ hps Ål¡f \pe, sp¡ A¡
f 49 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
L$p¡C_¡ dp¡Yy„$ kyÙp _l] v$¡MpX$u iL¡$.
Ap¡ L$pd ! s_¡ S>¡V$gp r^½$pf Ap`uA¡ A¡V$gp Ap¡R>p R>¡. dp„X$ dp„X$
A_„sL$pm¡ NyZp¡_u Nqfdp `pX$_pf_¡ kph S> `iy S>¡hp¡ b_phu v$¡_pf sy„ R>¡.
`h®s S>¡hp ^¥e®_¡ `Z kph S> `pZu `pZu L$fu v$¡_pf sy„ R>¡. kph A_yrQs
OV$_p_¡ klS> fus¡ OV$phu v$¡_pf sy„ R>¡. r^½$pf... r^½$pf... rhÅsue -
ìe[¼s\u dp„X$u_¡ sdpd Ap^yr_L$ kp^_p¡ âÐe¡_p¡ suh° AZNdp¡... _h hpX$_y„
kyrhiyÙ `pg_ A_¡ rS>_hQ__y„ r_f„sf `qfcph_ - Ap_p Üpfp S> "L$pd'\u
bQu iL$pe. iyÙ kp^ysp rh_p Ap i¼e S> _\u. N©lõ\ dpV¡$ sp¡ Ap õhà_
S> _l], õhà__y„ `Z õhà_ R>¡.
õhõ\ rQÑ¡ rhQpf L$fuA¡ Ap`Z¡, L$p¡_p `N `L$X$hp ? L$p¡_u Apop
dp_hu ? âcy_u L¡$ dp¡l_u. âcy_u Apop dp_uA¡ sp¡ iuO° r_õspf R>¡ A_¡
dp¡l_u Apop dp_uA¡ sp¡ A_„s k„kpf R>¡. A_„s hpf Ap`Z_¡ _fL$dp„ dp¡L$g_pf
dp¡l_u Apop dp_hu A_¡ Ap`Z_¡ kv¹$Nrs_u `f„`fp kp\¡ dp¡n ky^u
`lp¢QpX$_pf âcy_u Apop_¡ AhNZhu - Apdp„ AhmQ„X$pC rkhpe buSy>„ L$iy„
S> _\u, Ap AhmQ„X$pC dpÓ âcy kp\¡ S> _\u, Ap`Zu Ås kp\¡ `Z
R>¡. Please, Let's stop this stupidity.
Qpgp¡, rS>_pop_¡ Ap`Ï„ Æh_ b_phuA¡. k„kpf_u vy$O®V$_p_¡ kdpá
\C S>hp dpV¡$ Ap\u h^y L$p¡C S> A`¡np _\u.
Z Z Z Z Z
v$v$®_pL$ vy$O®V$_p 50 f

Ap R>¡
k„kpf a A¡L$ Myhpf `qfhpf a 17
{à`m àojm nwÌmo {dZ` Bh nwÌr JwUa{V-
{d©doH$m@@»`ñVmV… n[aU{Va{ZÝÚm M OZZr &
{dewÕñ` ñdñ` ñ\w$a{V {h Hw$Qw>å~§ ñ\w$Q>{_X§,
^do VÞmo Ñï>§, VX{n ~V g§`moJgwIYr… && 17 &&
rhiyÙ ApÐdp_p¡ A¡L$ õ`ô$ Ap„sqfL$ `qfhpf lp¡e R>¡. Äep„ râep R>¡
kv¹$byqÙ, `yÓ R>¡ rh_e, `yÓu R>¡ NyZfrs, r`sp R>¡ rhh¡L$ A_¡ dpsp
R>¡ `qfZrs. `Z "k„kpf' A¡ A¡L$ A¡hu L$fyZsp R>¡, Äep„ Ap ApMp¡
e `qfhpf Myhpf \C Åe R>¡. Apdp„\u L$iy„ S> _\u dmsy„ k„kpfdp„.
õhS>_ L$lu iL$pe, A¡hy„ L$p¡C S> _\u Al], Al] R>¡ dpÓ k„ep¡N. `Z
rbQpfp¡ Æh A¡d dp_¡ R>¡ L¡$ A¡_p\u lº„ kyMu \C Nep¡. && 17 &&
kfL$pf¡ gp¡L$p¡_¡ A¡L$ k|Ó Apàey„ R>¡ - R>p¡V$p `qfhpf-kyMu `qfhpf. Ap
k|Ó L¡$V$gy„ kpQy„ R>¡, s¡ A¡L$ AgN rhje b_u Åe R>¡, `Z cNhp_¡ A¡L$
kp¡ V$Q_p kp¡_p S>¡hy„ k|Ó Apàey„ R>¡ - Ap„sqfL$ `qfhpf kyMu `qfhpf. bpü
`qfhpf õhp^u_ _\u lp¡sp¡. ApMu tS>v$Nu dpZk b^p„ R>¡X$p„ d¡mhsp d¡mhsp
lp„au Åe R>¡. ÓZ kp„^p¡ _¡ s¡f s|V¡$ A¡hu vy$v$®ip S> A¡_y„ `pqfhpqfL$ Æh_
lp¡e R>¡. ApV$gy„ \C Åe A¡V$g¡ r_fp„s - Ap gpgQ A¡_¡ Æh_cf v$p¡X$phsu
S> fl¡ R>¡. S>¡_p dpV¡$ A¡ v$p¡X¡$ R>¡, s¡Ap¡ `Z A¡_¡ Apfpd Ap`sp _\u.
`Z ÅZ¡ Qpb|L$ aV$L$pfu aV$L$pfu_¡ A¡_¡ `fpZ¡ `fpZ¡ `Z v$p¡X$pìep S> L$f¡
R>¡. epv$ Aph¡ `¡gu L$rhsp -
ApMu tS>v$Nu S>¡dZ¡ `N sm¡ L$QX$ép¡ d_¡,
A„s h¡mp A¡d_u S> L$p„^¡ QX$hp_y„ bÞey„.
k„kpfdp„ A¡d L$l¡hpe R>¡ L¡$ `qfhpf hNf_p¡ dpZk ip¡c¡ _l], A¡_p
f 51 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
`f L$p¡C rhðpk L$f¡ _l], hp„Y$p¡ dpZk b^¡ gOysp `pd¡. kpdprS>L$ âk„Np¡dp„
k`qfhpf ìe[¼s ip¡cpõ`v$ b_¡. `Z Ap_u kdp„sf kÐe A¡ R>¡, L¡$ dp¡f
`]R>pAp¡\u kpfp¡ `Z gpN¡ R>¡, _¡ A¡_¡ `]R>p„_p¡ cpf `Z gpN¡ R>¡. gÁ__p¡
A\® rhhpl, S>¡_p¡ ku^p¡ A\® \pe R>¡ M|b S> cpf DQL$hp¡. `rs_p¡ `ep®e
iåv$ R>¡ rhhp¡Y$p, S>¡_p¡ iåv$i: A\® R>¡ M|b cpf D`pX$_pf. `Ð_u_p¡ `epe®
iåv$ R>¡ cpep®, S>¡_p¡ õ`ô$ A\® R>¡ cpfhpmu. S>¡ `qfhpf_y„ d|m S> ApV$gy„
vy$:Mv$ lp¡e A¡ `qfhpf_p¡ rhL$pk(!) L¡$hp¡ lp¡C iL¡$ ?
A¡L$pv$-b¡ bpmL$p¡ _¡ `Ð_u kp\¡ L$p¡C gÁ_-âk„Ndp„ kfk v$¡Mpsp¡ dpZk
`p¡sp_p A„Ns Æh_dp„ L¡$V$gp¡ _ufk lp¡e R>¡, A¡ sp¡ A¡_y„ d_ S> ÅZsy„
lp¡e R>¡. b^p„ kp\¡ b^u fus¡ b^y„ S> ku^y„ `X¡$ A¡hy„ `yÎe sp¡ cNhp__y„ e
lp¡sy„ _\u. afL$ A¡ `X¡$ R>¡ L¡$ A¡ rbQpfpdp„ cNhp__p gpMdp cpN_u e
kl_iugsp lp¡su _\u. `qfZpd ? Æh_ _fL$ b_u Åe R>¡.
hps hp„Y$p`Zp_p kd\®__u rbgLy$g _\u. k„kpfdp„ flu_¡ A`qfZus
fl¡hy„ A¡ âpe: L$fu_¡ h^y v$p¡jp¡ A_¡ h^y vy$:Mp¡_y„ L$pfZ b_sy„ lp¡e R>¡. Al]
sp¡ hps R>¡ `|Z®`Z¡ vy$:Mdy[¼s_u. Al] sp¡ hps R>¡ `|Z® kyM_u A_yc|rs_u.
A¡ `Z `qfhpf\u S> dm¡ R>¡. bpü `qfhpf\u _l], `Z Ap„sf `qfhpf\u.
S>¡dp„ `Ð_u R>¡ kv¹$byqÙ. kss kp\¡ _¡ kp\¡ fl¡ R>¡ A¡. Ap`Z_¡ lº„a
Ap`¡, tlds Ap`¡, kpQu â¡fZp Ap`¡ _¡ v$f¡L$ `qf[õ\rsdp„ kpfpdp„ kpfy„
`qfZpd gphhp_u Mpsfu Ap`¡. A¡_¡ e Ap`Z¡ ^pfZ sp¡ L$fhu S> `X¡$.
`Z A¡_p¡ cpf rbgLy$g _\u. DëVy$ A¡_¡ `pçep `R>u M|b S> lmhpi gpN¡ R>¡.
S>¡dp„ `yÓ R>¡ rh_e. _pd fp¡i_ L$f¡ _¡ h„i_¡ `ph_ L$f¡ A¡_¡ `yÓ L$l¡hpe
R>¡. nwZm{V d§e{_{V nwÌ… & rh_e r_ròs`Z¡ Ap L$pe® L$f¡ R>¡. A_yb_§V§
derH$aU_² d|mu L¡$ d„Ó hNf_y„ hiuL$fZ R>¡ rh_e. Ap`Z¡ A¡_p sfa\u
L$p¡C S> A`dp_ L¡$ DÙspC kl_ _\u L$fhu `X$su, DëVy$ A¡ Ap`Ï„ Ap
ch_y„ _¡ chp¡ch_y„ v$mv$f a¡X$u _p„M¡ R>¡.
S>¡dp„ `yÓu R>¡ NyZfrs. A¡ ìlpg_p¡ v$qfep¡ sp¡ R>¡ S>, `Z NyZp¡ âÐe¡.
A¡L$ Myhpf `qfhpf 52 f
bpL$u sp¡ v$uL$fu_y„ ìlpg âpe: Æh_cf_u ìe\pdp„ `qfZdsy„ lp¡e R>¡. NyZp¡
âÐe¡_u frs kh®kyMp¡_u S>__u b_¡ R>¡. "b¡V$u bQphp¡'_y„ Ap„v$p¡g_ Å¡ Ap
qv$ipdp„ \pe, sp¡ ApMp cpfs_p¡ dp¡n \C Åe.
S>¡dp„ r`sp R>¡ rhh¡L$. Ap`Ï„ rls L$fhp_u ndsp, Ap`Ï„ rls L$fhp
dpV¡$ S>ê$fu âp¥Y$sp A_¡ Ap`Zp âÐe¡_u hÐkgsp Ap ÓZ¡_p¡ k„Nd Ap r`spdp„
R>¡. `psurs r`sp - S>¡ fnZ L$f¡ s¡ r`sp L$l¡hpe. Ap`Zp ApÐdp_y„ fnZ
A¡L$ dpÓ rhh¡L$ S> L$fu iL¡$ s¡d R>¡.
S>¡dp„ dpsp R>¡ `qfZrs. Np¡m rh_p k|L$p¡ L„$kpf dp rh_p k|_p¡ k„kpf.
`qfZrs rh_p b^y„ S> i|Þe R>¡. `qfhpfdp„ dp kh®õh lp¡e R>¡. ApÐdp_p
A„sf„N hsy®mdp„ `qfZrs kh®õh lp¡e R>¡.
d|Y$ Æh ApMu tS>v$Nu c°dZpdp„ fpQsp¡ lp¡e R>¡, L¡$ dpf¡ `Ð_u R>¡,
`yÓ R>¡, `yÓu R>¡, dp-bp` R>¡, `Z op_uAp¡ A¡_¡ A¡V$gy„ S> `|R>¡ R>¡ L¡$ cpC !
iy„ spfu `pk¡ kv¹$byqÙ R>¡ ? Å¡ _p, sp¡ sy„ rh^yf R>¡. iy„ spfu `pk¡ rh_e A_¡
NyZfrs R>¡ ? _l] _¡ ? sp¡ sy„ r_:k„sp_ R>¡, iy„ spfu `pk¡ rhh¡L$ _¡ `qfZrs
R>¡ ? _p _¡ ? sp¡ sy„ A_p\ R>¡, Mf¡Mf A_p\.
ApS>¡ L$v$pQ âbm dp¡l_u v$ipdp„ spfp¡ `|f¡-`|fp¡ dv$pf bpü `qfhpf
`f li¡, A„sf„N `qfhpf L$v$pQ s_¡ _ufk A_¡ _L$pdp¡ gpNsp¡ li¡. `Z
spfp Æh_dp„ âpe: A¡L$ nZ A¡hu S>ê$f Aphi¡, Äepf¡ Ap S> b^u hpsp¡
spfy„ `p¡sp_y„ k„h¡v$_ b_i¡, A¡ `m¡ spfu Ap„Mp¡ DcfpC NC li¡. "bpü'
A¡ spfp¡ `qfhpf _l] `Z spfp¡ "c°d' lsp¡. A¡ kÐe s_¡ kdÅC Ney„
li¡, `Z spf¡ bpÆ spfp lp\dp„ _l] flu lp¡e.
A„sf„N `qfhpf_y„ A¥ðe® Ap`hp_u k„kpfdp„ spL$ps S> _\u. A¡ sp¡
a¼s "c°d' Ap`u iL¡$ R>¡. fTmphu iL¡$ R>¡, _¡ fX$phu iL¡$ R>¡. A„sf„N `qfhpf_y„
âráõ\p_ R>¡ k„edÆh_. A¡_¡ `pdu gp¡ sp¡ A¡ qv$ìe `qfhpf õhe„ õhp^u_
b_u S>i¡. `R>u sp¡ vy$:M iy„ lp¡e ? A¡ e c|gu S>ip¡. _¡ kyM iy„ lp¡e ?
- Ap_p S>hpbdp„ sdpfy„ S> Dv$plfZ Ap`hy„ `X$i¡.
Z Z Z Z Z qL$e¡ vy$:M lp¡e.' op_uAp¡ L$l¡ R>¡ -
f 53 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Ap R>¡
k„kpf a cX$cX$ bmsp¡ r_cpX$p¡ a 18
nwam ào_m@@aå^o, VXZw VX{dÀN>oXKQ>Zo,
VXþÀN>oXo Xþ…ImÝ`W H${R>ZMoVm {dfhVo &
{dnmH$mXmnmH$m-@@{hVH$bedÎmmn~hþbmO²,
OZmo `pñ_Þpñ_Z², ¹${MX{n gwI§ hÝV ! Z ^do &&18&&
â¡d_u iê$Aps L$fhp S>sp„ S> vy$:M_u iê$Aps \C S>su lp¡e R>¡, A¡
â¡d s|V$¡ _l] A¡_u d\pdZdp„ vy$:M_p¡ kpfp¡ A¡hp¡ rhL$pk \C S>sp¡ lp¡e
R>¡, _¡ â¡d S>¡ `m¡ s|V¡$ A¡ `m¡ sp¡ vy$:M_p Xy„$Nfp S> s|V$u `X$sp lp¡e
R>¡. L¡$V$gy„ L$W$Z li¡ A¡ d_ ! L¡$ ApV$gp Akü vy$:Mdp„ e Q|fp¡ _\u
\C S>sy„. Ap R>¡ k„kpf. cX$ cX$ bmsp¡ dpV$gp_p¡ r_cpX$p¡. sp`\u
s`u s`u_¡ Äep„ bfpbf `pL$u S>hp_y„ R>¡. dp_hy„ S> `X$i¡, k„kpfdp„
¼ep„e kyM R>¡ S> _l] —&& 18—&&
L$pQu IV$p¡ _¡ L$pQp dpV$u_p hpkZp¡_¡ `L$phhp dpV¡$ r_cpX$pdp„ dyL$hpdp„
Aph¡ R>¡. Akü sp`_p¡ A\® S> r_cpX$p¡ R>¡. ApMp e r_cpX$pdp„ ¼ep„e
g¡i `Z iusmsp lp¡e A¡ k„crhs S> _\u. Af¡, A¡ r_cpX$p_u ApSy>bpSy>dp„
e Nfdu\u i¡L$pC S>hpe A¡hu `qf[õ\rs lp¡e, sp¡ `R>u A¡ r_cpX$p_u A„v$f_u
sp¡ iy„ hps L$fhu ? bk, Ap R>¡ k„kpf. r_cpX$pdp„ Å¡ W„$X$L$ lp¡C iL¡$,
sp¡ k„kpfdp„ kyM lp¡C iL¡$.
d|Y$ ApÐdp_¡ A¡hy„ gpN¡ R>¡ L¡$ "â¡d_¡ L$pfZ¡ k„kpf kd©Ù R>¡. â¡d S>
Ap Æh__y„ kh®õh R>¡. â¡d dpV¡$ S> Ap Æh_ R>¡, A_¡ â¡d A¡ S> A¡L$
dpÓ kyM_p¡ öp¡s R>¡.' `Z hpõsrhL$sp Ap_p\u rbgLy$g DëV$u R>¡. "âus
cX$cX$ bmsp¡ r_cpX$p¡ 54 f
 gå~ÝYmZmË_Zmo OÝVw-`m©dV… Hw$éVo {à`mZ² &
VmdÝVñVñ` Om`ÝVo, öX`o emoH$eL²>H$d… &&
Æh `p¡sp_p S>¡V$gp„ S>¡V$gp„ râe k„b„^p¡ bp„^¡ R>¡. s¡V$gp s¡V$gp S> A¡_p
ùv$edp„ ip¡L$_p suÿZ L$p„V$pAp¡ cp¢L$pe R>¡.
vy$r_epdp„ "rgh C_ qfg¡i_iu`' S>¡d S>¡d h^su Åe R>¡, s¡d s¡d
Ap`Opsp¡ A_¡ `pgN`Ï„ `Z h^sp S> Åe R>¡. `yfphp¡ R>¡ Ap A¡ hps_p¡ -
L¡$ â¡d A¡ vy$:M rkhpe buSy>„ L$p„C S> Ap`u iL¡$ s¡d _\u. rhÅsue_¡ Å¡hp_p
âepk, A¡_¡ dmhp_p âepk, A¡_p¡ `qfQe L$fhp_p âepk, A¡_u kpd¡ dp„NZu
dyL$hp_p âepk.. Ap b^y„ iy„ kyM lp¡e R>¡ ? Å¡ DÑ¡S>_p, Apsyfsp, A^ufpC
A_¡ CÃR>p_p sp¡ap_p¡ e kyM lp¡e, sp¡ `R>u vy$:M L$p¡_¡ L$l¡ip¡ ? `„Qk|Ó
L$l¡ R>¡ - A{dŠIm AUmU§Xo & - A`¡np Ap_„v$ _\u S>. kss DÑ¡rS>s
L$fsu fl¡su qaëd_¡ Å¡C_¡ R>¡hV¡$ dpZk kph S> \pL$u Nep¡ lp¡e R>¡. We
have to trust - Excitement is not a pleasure, but a labour-
work. epv$ Aph¡ ep¡Nkpf -
Z¡anoú`mXZm¡ËgwŠ`§, AZm¡ËgwŠ`mƒ gwñWVm &
gwñWVm M nam@@ZÝX-ñVXnojm§ Ë`OoÝ_w{Z… &&
r_f`¡nsp dm¡ A¡V$g¡ DÐkyL$sp S>su fl¡ R>¡, DÐkyL$sp S>su fl¡ A¡V$g¡
õhõ\sp dm¡ R>¡, A_¡ õhõ\sp A¡ S> sp¡ `fd Ap_„v$ R>¡. dpV¡$ dyr_A¡
A`¡np_p¡ ÐepN L$fhp¡ Å¡CA¡.
â¡d_p âpf„cdp„ A`¡np W$p„ku W$p„ku_¡ cf¡gu lp¡e R>¡. â¡d s|V$¡ _l]
ApV$gp¡ rhQpf kyÙp `Z A`¡np rkhpe buSy>„ L$iy„ S> _\u. A`¡npAp¡_p¡
d¡fy S>¡V$gp¡ cpf dp\¡ gC_¡ afsp¡ dpZk A¡ b^u S> A`¡npAp¡ s|V¡$ A¡V$g¡
aV$ v$C_¡ s|V$u Åe R>¡. L$v$pQ A`¡np d¡fy S>¡V$gu _l], `Z A¡_p\u e h^pf¡
cpf¡ lp¡e R>¡. _¡ dpV¡$ S> A¡ cpf¡ `X$u Åe R>¡.
dpZk gpNZu â^p_ R>¡, A¡ â¡ddp„ ApM¡ ApMp¡ `fp¡hpep¡ lp¡e R>¡.
\p¡X$p h^y õ`ô$ iåv$p¡dp„ A¡ Myv$ â¡dde b_u Nep¡ lp¡e R>¡. â¡d L$ep£ A¡V$g¡
f 55 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
sd¡ Nep. "Of bpmu_¡ suf\' L$fhp S>¡hu Ap OV$_p R>¡. â¡d L$fu_¡ kyMu
\hp Åhy„, A¡ T¡f MpC_¡ Æhhp_p¡ âepk L$fhp S>¡hu OV$_p R>¡. â¡d_¡ `p¡sp_y„
b^y„ S> Ar`®s L$fu v$u^p `R>u A¡ â¡d s|V¡$ L¡$ â¡d`pÓ s|V¡$ A¡V$g¡ dpZk `p¡s¡
S> s|V¡$ R>¡.
rhv$¡idp„ b^u bpSy>\u s|V$u Ne¡gp¡ dpZk R>¡hV¡$ L|$sfp `f Y$m¡ R>¡.
`Z A¡ L|$sfp¡ `Z sp¡ ipðs _\u lp¡sp¡. A¡_y„ Apfp¡Áe `Z sp¡ L$ped _\u
lp¡sy„. A¡_p¡ k„ep¡N `Z sp¡ 24 x 7 L$gpL$ _\u lp¡sp¡. â¡dc|¿ep¡ dpZk
kfhpm¡ sp¡ c|¿ep¡ S> flu Åe R>¡.
ApÐdp_p¡ Ap¡[¼kS>_ fpN _\u `Z rhfpN R>¡. rhfpN\u ApÐdp Æh¡
R>¡, rhfpN\u ApÐdp `yô$ \pe R>¡, rhfpN\u ApÐdp `fdp_„v$dp„ çlpg¡ R>¡,
`Z fpN\u A¡ fuskf_p¡ qfbpC Åe R>¡. gÿe sp¡ R>¡ rhfpN cph... `fd
gÿe sp¡ R>¡ husfpN cph... `Z A¡_y„ dpÝed R>¡ âiõs fpN. v$¡h-Nyfy-
^d® âÐe¡_p¡ fpN. op_-v$i®_-QpqfÓ âÐe¡_p¡ fpN. AQm fpN. ArhlX$ fpN.
I suggest you a book - Ap¥f _ Qplº„ f¡ L„$s. There is an emotion
of the divine love. k„kpf_p¡ b^p¡ S> â¡d "`fd' D`f Dsfu Åe, sp¡
ApÐdp_p¡ b¡X$p¡ `pf R>¡. `R>u sp¡ A¡_p¡ L„$W$ R>¡, A¡_¡ ipðs kyM_u hfdpmp
R>¡.
Z Z Z Z Z
cX$cX$ bmsp¡ r_cpX$p¡ 56 f

Ap R>¡
k„kpf a cep_L$ eyÙc|rd a 19
_¥Jmjrѽ~mU¡-[ah {h {ZhV§ Y_©H$Q>H§$,
{d{bám öX²Xoem Bh M ~hþb¡ amJé{Ya¡… &
^«_ÝË`wÜdª H«y$am ì`gZeVJ¥Y«mü V{X`§,
_hm_mohjmoUr-a_UaU^y{_… Ibw ^d… && 19 &&
h]^pC NC R>¡ Äep„ ^d®k¡_p ÷u_u ×rô$_p bpZp¡\u. MfX$pC Nep„ R>¡
Äep„ ùv$e_p cpNp¡ fpN_p gp¡lu\u. k¢L$X$p¡ Ap`rÑAp¡_p ¾|$f Nu^X$p„ Äep„
D`f QL$fphp gC füp R>¡. Ap R>¡ k„kpf. cep_L$ eyÙc|rd. dlpdp¡lfpÅ
Äep„ b^u S> fus¡ ÓpV$L¡$ R>¡ Ap`Zp D`f. —&& 19&&
eyÙ A¡ A¡hu hõsy R>¡, S>¡dp„ b^u fus¡ _yL$ip_ R>¡, lpfp¡ sp¡ sp¡
sd¡ Nep S>. Æsp¡ sp¡ e S>¡ _yL$ip_ \ey„, A¡ sp¡ \ey„ S> R>¡. dlpfpZp
âsp`_¡ lfphu_¡ fpÅ dp_tkl qv$‰u_p v$fbpfdp„ Nep, Ðepf¡ AL$bf¡ A¡d_u
âi„kp L$fhp_¡ bv$g¡ A¡d_¡ fuskf M„M¡fu S> _p¿ep lsp„. L$pfZ L¡$ AL$bf_p
`|fp 50,000 k¥r_L$p¡ A¡ eyÙdp„ M`u Nep lsp„. AL$bf_¡ lpf L$fsp„ `Z
A¡ Æs cpf¡ `X$u NC lsu. epv$ Aph¡ `¡gu L$rhsp -
lh¡ Ap spd°`Ó_¡ ¼ep„ gNpX$ip¡ ?
Æsp¡ Å¡ eyÙ, lp\ Nydphpep¡ lp¡e R>¡.
eyÙ_p¡ A\® rh_pi R>¡. dpV¡$ S> _urshp¼epd©sd¹ N°„\ L$l¡ R>¡ -
nwîn¡a{n `wÕ§ Zr{V{dXmo ZoÀN>pÝV &
_urs_p ÅZL$pfp¡ aŸg\u `Z eyÙ L$fhp dp„Nsp _\u.
dp¡lfpÅ_u cep_L$ eyÙc|rd S>¡hp¡ R>¡ Ap k„kpf. Ap eyÙc|rddp„ Dsfhy„
A¡ ApÐdp dpV¡$ `|f¡ `yfy„ Å¡Md cf¡gy„ R>¡. Ap eyÙc|rddp„ ApÐdp_u lpf
f 57 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
âpe: r_ròs lp¡e R>¡, A¡ `Z cpf¡ _yL$ip_ kp\¡. b°ûQe®_u _h hpX$_p¡
A\® Ap S> R>¡, L¡$ dp¡lfpÅ_u kpd¡ ku^¡ ku^y„ eyÙ R>¡X$hp_u ApÐdp_u
[õ\rs S> _\u. A¡ eyÙ kyÙp A¡L$ âL$pf_u ifZpNrs b_u Åe A¡hu
`|f¡ `|fu k„cph_p R>¡. dp¡l sp¡ A_pqv$L$pm\u kss Æssp¡ Apìep¡ R>¡. M|b
sNX$p¡ \C Nep¡ R>¡ A¡. ApÐdp A_pqv$L$pm\u A¡_p lp\¡ ^p¡bu`R>pX$ lpf MpC
MpC_¡ A^dyAp¡ \C Nep¡ R>¡. lh¡ A¡ ku^¡ ku^p¡ A¡_u kpd¡ gX$hp Åe,
sp¡ \pe iy„ ?
÷u_u ×rô$ A¡ dp¡lfpÅ_y„ A¡L$ lÐepfy„ iõÓ R>¡. ÷u_u ×[óV$ kp\¡
×rô$ d¡mhhu A¡ ApÐdp\} Æh_p dpV¡$ dp¡lfpÅ_p bpZp¡_p hfkpv$dp„ S>hp
S>¡hu OV$_p R>¡. A¡ Æh¡ S>¡ L$p¡C `Z ^d®kp^_p L$fu li¡, S>¡ L$p¡C `Z
NyZp¡_y„ D`pS>®_ L$eȳ li¡, A¡ ApM¡ ApMu ^d®k¡_p A¡ bpZp¡_p A¡L$ S>
hfkpv$dp„ h]^pC_¡ Y$mu `X$i¡. epv$ Aph¡ C[ÞÖe`fpS>eisL$ -
n[ahagw VAmo Vmqg {XqÆ> {X{Æ>{dgñg d A{hñg &
O§ a_UrU`U~mUo M[aÎmnmUo {dUmg§{V &&
ApÐd_¹ ! S>¡_u _S>fdp„ e T¡f lp¡e A¡hp kp`\u sy„ S>¡ fus¡ v|$f
S> fl¡, bfpbf A¡ S> fus¡ ÷u_u _S>f\u `Z v|$f S> fl¡S>¡. lL$uL$sdp„
A¡ _S>f _\u, `Z bpZ R>¡. Æhg¡Z bpZ. S>¡ spfp QpqfÓ_p fpd
fdpX$u v$¡i¡.
eyÙc|rddp„ dpfp¡-L$p`p¡_y„ sp„X$h dÃey„ lp¡e R>¡. âlpf L$f_pfp_y„ gÿe
ùv$e lp¡e R>¡. ùv$e Ney„ A¡V$g¡ A¡ k¥r_L$ Nep¡. dp¡lfpÅ_y„ gÿe `Z
ùv$e R>¡. A¡ S>¡_p `f âlpf L$f¡ A¡_y„ ùv$e fpN_p gp¡lu\u MfX$pC Åe
R>¡. dp¡l A_¡ `rhÓsp Ap b¡ A¡hp R>¡X$p R>¡, S>¡ L$v$u `Z c¡Np \sp
S> _\u.
A„sfpÐdp_¡ Ap`Z¡ A¡L$ khpg `|R>hp S>¡hp¡ R>¡, L¡$ spf¡ `rhÓsp Å¡CA¡
R>¡ L¡$ N„v$L$u ? Å¡ `rhÓsp S> Å¡CA¡ R>¡ sp¡ Ap S> nZ¡ õLy$g/L$p¡g¡S>/
Ap¡qak/vy$L$p_/duqX$ep/Ap^yr_L$ âkpf dpÝedp¡/ä¡ÞX$ kL®$g Ap b^y„ S> R>p¡X$u_¡
cep_L$ eyÙc|rd 58 f
kv¹$Nyfy_y„ ifZ gC g¡hy„ Å¡CA¡. L$pfZ L¡$ Ap b^y„ S> A¡L$ ep buÆ
fus¡ N„v$L$u_y„ hplL$ b_u füy„ R>¡. Å¡CA¡ R>¡ `rhÓsp _¡ Ap b^p„_¡ R>p¡X$hp
_\u, Ap bfpbf A¡hu hps R>¡ L¡$ L$fhu R>¡ hëX®$ Vy$f `Z Of_p¡ Jbfp¡
R>p¡X$hp¡ _\u.
Äep„ ky^u rhÅsue_p¡ Ap¡R>pep¡ kyÙp g¡hp_y„ kplk R>¡, Ðep„ ky^u ApÐdp
Akgpds R>¡. A¡_p b^p„ S> NyZp¡ Å¡Mddp„ R>¡, A¡_u b^u S> kp^_p L$C
`m¡ cp„Nu_¡ cy½$p¡ \C Åe, A¡_p¡ L$p¡C S> cfp¡kp¡ _\u. dp¡l_p b^p„ S>
r_rdÑp¡\u v|$f fl¡hy„ A_¡ A„sf„N ^d®k¡_p_y„ h^y _¡ h^y `p¡jZ L$fsp fl¡hy„,
A¡ ApÐdp\} Æh_y„ `fd L$s®ìe R>¡. Ap L$s®ìe_¡ Av$p L$fhy„ lp¡e sp¡ k„kpfÐepN
A_¡ NyfyLy$mdp„ hpk - Apdp„ g¡i `Z rhg„b L$fhp S>¡hp¡ _\u.
bpZp¡_p âlpfp¡_¡ gp¡lugylpZ v$ip - Ap b„_¡_u `R>u_u eyÙc|rd_u
ÓuÆ hpõsrhL$sp R>¡ - ¾|$f Nu^X$pAp¡_p QL$fphp.
A¡ A¡L$ A¡L$ Nu^ edfpS> b_u iL¡$ R>¡. i÷âlpfp¡\u S>¡ L$p„C bpL$u
flu Ney„ lp¡e, s¡ b^y„ S> `yfy„ L$fu iL¡$ R>¡. dp¡lfpÅ_u eyÙc|rd D`f
k¢L$X$p¡ k„L$V$p¡_p ¾|$f Nu^X$pAp¡ QL$fphp gC füp R>¡. They are just
finding a chance. Even a small chance they find, can be
our death. A dangerous death.
ApV$ApV$gy„ kdÄep `R>u `Z lÆ e A„v$f\u ApÐdrls_u sfa¡Z
L$fsp¡ L$p¡C S> S>hpb _ Aphsp¡ lp¡e, sp¡ A¡_¡ `Z dlpdp¡lfpÅ_u eyÙc|rd_p¡
S> âcph kdS>hp¡ `X$i¡. Please, get out of it. A¡ kh®_pi rkhpe
buSy>„ L$iy„ S> _\u.
Z Z Z Z Z
f 59 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Ap R>¡
k„kpf a _eȳ `pNgMp_y„ a 20
hgpÝV H«$sS>pÝV jU_W M {IÚpÝV ~hþYm,
éXpÝV H«$ÝXpÝV jU_W {ddmX§ {dXYVo &
nbm`ÝVo _moX§ XY{V n[aZ¥Ë`pÝV {ddem,
^do _mohmoÝ_mX§ H$_{n VZw^mO… n[aJVm… &&20&&
nZdp„ lk¡ R>¡... fd¡ R>¡... _¡ nZdp„ sp¡ _h®k \C Åe R>¡. fX¡$ R>¡...
Ap¾„$v$ L$f¡ R>¡... _¡ nZdp„ TNX$hp gpN¡ R>¡... hmu cpNu Åe R>¡...
Myi \pe R>¡... _¡ _pQhp gpN¡ R>¡. L¡$hu R>¡ rhhisp Æhp¡_u ! Ap
R>¡ k„kpf ! _eȳ `pNgMp_y„. Äep„ dp¡l_p DÞdpv$¡ dpTp dyL$u R>¡.—&& 20 &&
A¡L$ lsy„ `pNgMp_y„. qv$hpmu_p qv$hkp¡dp„ ApSy>-bpSy>_u ApsibpÆ
Å¡C_¡ `pNgp¡A¡ d¡_¡S>d¡ÞV$ `pk¡ dp„NZu L$fu, Ap hMs¡ Ad_¡ `Z ApsibpÆ
L$fhp Å¡CA¡. d¡_¡S>d¡ÞV$ sp¡ `pNg _'sy„ \C Ney„. A¡V$g¡ `pNgp¡_p lp\dp„
L$p„C S> Apàey„ _l]. R>¡hV¡$ Ås-dl¡_s tS>v$pbpv$ L$fu_¡ `pNgp¡ `p¡s¡ S> L$pd¡
gpÁep. ApMp `pNgMp_pdp„ MpMp-Mp¡mp L$fsp„ L$fsp„ A¡L$ `pNg_p lp\dp„
¼ep„L$\u dpQuk Aphu NC. A¡Z¡ b^p„ `pNgp¡_¡ A¡L$ lp¡gdp„ c¡Np L$ep®. `p¡sp_u
Ap Av¹$cys rkqÙ bspX$u. b^p„ Myiu\u Ap¡f `pNg \C Nep. b^p„ bpfu-
bpfZp L$ep® b„^. `¡gpA¡ A¡L$ kmu kmNphu. b^p„ "qv$hpmu... qv$hpmu..'
L$fu_¡ _pQhp gpÁep. A¡ kmu `|fu \C NC. b^p„ r_fpi \C Nep. L¡$V$gp„L$
sp¡ fuskf fX$hp gpÁep. L¡$V$gp„L$ sp¡ R>psu S> Ly$V$hp gpÁep. Ðep„ sp¡ A¡ `pNg¡
OV$õap¡V$ L$ep£. "tQsp _l] L$fp¡. lÆ A„v$f OZu qv$hpmu R>¡.' A¡Z¡ sfs
buÆ kmu kmNphu. b^p„ fuskf L|$v$hp gpÁep... "qv$hpmu... qv$hpmu..
qv$hpmu...' A¡L$ dp¡V$p `pNg¡ `p¡sp_u byqÙ_¡ L$pd¡ gNpX$u. qv$hpmudp„ hÃQ¡
b°¡L$ _ `X¡$ A¡ dpV¡$ A¡Z¡ A¡L$ TpXy$dp„\u dp¡V$u kmu M¢Qu L$pY$u, A¡_¡ `¡gu
_eȳ `pNgMp_y„ 60 f
qv$hpmu_p¡ L$f„V$ gNphu v$u^p¡. b^p„ lkhp _¡ L|$v$hp S> gpÁep... "qv$hpmu... S>¡ "lº„' _\u A¡_¡ "lº„' kdS>hy„, S>¡ "sy„' _\u A¡_¡ "sy„' kdS>hy„. S>¡ "dpfy„'
qv$hpmu.' A¡L$ lÆ dp¡V$p `pNg¡ ApMy TpXy$ S> qv$hpmu_¡ kdr`®s L$fu v$u^y„.. _\u A¡_¡ "dpfy„' kdS>hy„ - `pNg_u Ap ìep¿ep iy„ Ap`Zpdp„ auV$ \su _\u ?
cX$L$p¡ \ep¡. `pNgp¡_¡ sp¡ Myiu_p¡ `pf _ füp¡... "dp¡V$u qv$hpmu... dp¡V$u S>¡_¡ Ap„Mp¡_u L$uL$u _¡ L$pmÅ_p¡ Vy$L$X$p¡ kdÄep¡, "dpfp¡' "dpfp¡' L$fu_¡ S>¡_¡
qv$hpmu...' DR>¡fhpdp„ Ås ApMu Oku _pMu, OX$`Z_u A¡ gpL$X$u V¡$L$p¡ b_hp_p bv$g¡
"dpf' b_u S>su lp¡e, sp¡ ApS> ky^u_y„ Ap`Ï„ Æh_ A¡ Np„X$`Z _l] sp¡
Ðep„ sp¡ ApMy„ d¡_¡S>d¡ÞV$ v$p¡X$u Apìey„ - lp\ vy$:Mu Åe A¡V$gu lv$¡
buSy>„ iy„ lsy„ ? S>¡_¡ Æh_kp\u dpÞep A¡ A^hÃQ¡ S> Ap`Z_¡ dyL$u_¡ rhv$pe
bpfÏ„ MMX$pìey„... "Ap qv$hpmu _\u. lp¡mu R>¡. kmNu S>ip¡ b^p„ e. S>ëv$u
gC g¡, A¡ vy$:M lL$uL$sdp„ L$p¡C_u rhv$pe_y„ _\u lp¡sy„, Ap`Zu c°dZp `f
blpf _uL$mp¡, _l] sp¡ dfu S>ip¡ b^p„.' `pNgp¡A¡ W„$X¡$ L$g¡S>¡ L$üy„, "sdpfp
âlpf \ep¡ A¡_y„ lp¡e R>¡. A¡ c°dZp lL$uL$sdp„ A¡L$ âL$pf_y„ `pNg`Ï„ S>
Ofdp„ lp¡mu li¡. Adpf¡ sp¡ qv$hpmu R>¡. Please, do not disturb.' A¡L$
lp¡e R>¡. _p¡V$b„^u_u Ål¡fps\u gp¡L$p¡ vy$:Mu \ep, A¡_y„ d|m L$pfZ _p¡V$b„^u
lp¢riepf `pNg¡ TpXy$_u R>¡ëgu R>¡ëgu qv$hpmudp„ A¡L$ sqL$ep¡ õhplp L$fu v$u^p¡,
_ lsu, `Z Ap b^u _p¡V$p¡ dpfu k„`rÑ R>¡ - A¡hu N¡fkdS> lsu. sp[ÒhL$
buÅA¡ Npv$gy„, ÓuÅA¡ V¡$bg, Qp¡\pA¡ `g„N... X$p¡¼V$fp¡ b|dpb|d L$fsp„ füp...
×rô$A¡ Å¡CA¡ sp¡ Ap N¡fkdS> A_¡ Np„X$`Z - Ap b¡dp„ L$p¡C S> afL$ _\u.
dp¡V$pdp„ dp¡V$u qv$hpmu d_phu_¡ `pNgp¡ kmNu_¡ fpM \C Nep„.
op_uAp¡_u ×rô$dp„ ApMp¡ e k„kpf A¡L$ `pNgMp_y„ R>¡. Äep„ dp¡V$p cpN_p
`pNgMp_p_u Ap OV$_p Ap`Z¡ S>¡ fus¡ Å¡C, bfpbf A¡ S> fus¡ op_uAp¡
Æhp¡ Ås_¡ kmNphhp_p âepkdp„ S> fÃep `Ãep R>¡. op_uAp¡ `¡gp X$p¡¼V$k®_u
Ap`Zu OV$_p Å¡C füp R>¡. Äep„ lkhp S>¡hy„ L$iy„ S> _\u Ðep„ Ap`Z¡
S>¡d A¡d_¡ `qf[õ\rs kdÅh¡ R>¡. k„kpf_u blpf _uL$mu S>hp dpV¡$ L$fyZp`|Z®
lkuA¡ R>uA¡. Äep„ fpÆ \hp_y„ lp¡e R>¡, Ðep„ Ap`Z¡ fX$hp b¡kuA¡ R>uA¡. â¡fZp L$f¡ R>¡. `...Z... A¡ rbQpfp Æhp¡_¡ A¡hy„ gpN¡ R>¡, L¡$ `p¡s¡ X$püp R>¡
Äep„ dp¥_ fl¡hp_y„ lp¡e R>¡, Ðep„ Ap`Z¡ rhhpv$ L$fhp gpNuA¡ R>uA¡, Äep„ _¡ op_uAp¡ `pNg R>¡. iy„ \pe ? `pNg`Zp_p Al¡kpk dpV¡$ `Z \p¡Xy„$ sp¡
W$fuW$pd \C S>hp_y„ lp¡e R>¡, Ðep„\u Ap`Z¡ cpNu R|>V$uA¡ R>uA¡. `p¡L$ dyL$u_¡ X$lp`Z S>ê$fu lp¡e R>¡. M¡f, A¡d_u bpÆ Ap`Zp lp\dp„ _\u. `Z Ap`Zu
fX$hp S>¡hy„ lp¡e R>¡, Ðep„ Ap`Z¡ MyiMyipg \C S>CA¡ R>uA¡. Äep„ cp„Nu `X$hp bpÆ Ap`Zp lp\dp„ R>¡. Please, try to understand. _l] sp¡ Ap`Z¡
S>¡hy„ lp¡e R>¡, Ðep„ Ap`Z¡ _pQu DW$uA¡ R>uA¡. Äep„ kh®õh_u lp¡mu \C S>su e kmNu_¡ fpM \C S>Ciy„.
lp¡e R>¡, Ðep„ Ap`Z¡ qv$hpmu d_phsp lp¡CA¡ R>uA¡.
sÒh×rô$\u Å¡hp_p¡ âepk L$fuA¡, sp¡ A¡L$ `pNg A_¡ Ap`Zpdp„ afL$ Z Z Z Z Z
iy„ R>¡ ? A¡_¡ `p¡sp_u Ås_y„ cp_ _\u, Ap`Z_¡ e "ApÐdp'_u kcp_sp
¼ep„ R>¡ ? A¡ ìe\® bpbsp¡_¡ dlÒh`|Z® lp¡e A¡hp Y„$N\u L$ep® L$f¡ R>¡, sp¡
Ap`Z¡ e A¡ rkhpe buSy>„ iy„ L$fuA¡ R>uA¡ ? `p¡sp_¡ cpf¡ _yL$ip_L$pfu lp¡e,
A¡hu hõsy `Z A¡_¡ M|b S> D`ep¡Nu A_¡ S>ê$fu gpN¡ R>¡. cpf¡ Å¡Md_¡ `pdhp
dpV¡$ A¡ cpf¡dp„ cpf¡ Å¡Md_¡ fyrQ`|h®L$ DW$phu iL¡$ R>¡, sp¡ iy„ Ap Ap`Zu `Z
lL$uL$s _\u ?
f 61 Ap R>¡ k„kpf _eȳ `pNgMp_y„ 62 f

Ap R>¡
k„kpf a A¡L$ ¾|$f díL$fu a 21
AnyUm© {dÚod àH$Q>Ib_¡Ìrd Hw$Z`-
àUmbrdm@@ñWmZo {dYdd{ZVm`m¡dZ{_d &
A{ZîUmVo nË`w_¥©JÑe Bd ñZohbhar,
^dH«$sS>md«rS>m Xh{V öX`§ VmpÎdH$Ñem_² && 21 &&
ÅZ¡ A^yfu rhÛp... ÅZ¡ gyÃQp kp\¡ rdÓsp... ÅZ¡ A„^¡f _Nfu _¡
N„Xy$ fpÅ... ÅZ¡ eyhp_ rh^hp... ÅZ¡ b¡hLy$a `rs âÐe¡_p¡ b_phV$u
â¡d... Ap R>¡ k„kpf. A¡L$ ¾|$f díL$fu. sp[ÒhL$ ×rô$\u A¡_¡ Sy>A¡, A¡_y„
ùv$e bmu Nep rh_p _ fl¡.—&& 21 &&
`|fu rhÛp A¡ rkqÙ lp¡e R>¡. A^yfu rhÛp A¡ a¼s `qfîd A_¡
bp¡Å¡ lp¡e R>¡. A¡ L$ip e L$pddp„ _\u Aphsu. DëVy$, A¡ D`pr^ `Z
L$f¡ R>¡. ApL$piNprd_u rhÛp A^yfu lp¡e, sp¡ lp\-`N L¡$ dp\y„ cp„Nu iL¡$.
ê$``fphrs®_u rhÛp A^yfu lp¡e sp¡ ep b¡ e bpSy>\u fl¡ _¡ ep sp¡ dpf
Mphp¡ `X¡$. In short, A^yfu rhÛp A¡ A¡L$ ¾|$f díL$fu R>¡. A¡d Ap k„kpf
`Z A¡L$ ¾|$f díL$fu R>¡. Al] `qfhs®_p¡ R>¡, rhL$pk _\u. `qfîd R>¡ ipðs
rkqÙ _\u, Al] OÏ„ OÏ„ L$ep® L$fhy„ `X¡$ R>¡, _¡ A¡_p bv$gpdp„ D`pr^Ap¡_p
Y$Ngp„ dm¡ R>¡. Ap A¡L$ ¾|$f díL$fu _l] sp¡ buSy>„ iy„ R>¡ ?
gyÃQp_u kp\¡ ä¡ÞX$iu` A¡ A¡L$ blº dp¡Vy„$ Å¡Md R>¡. op_uAp¡ L$l¡
R>¡ - Amaå^Jwdu j{`Ur H«$_oU & vy$S>®__u d¥Óu khpf_p `X$R>pep S>¡hu
lp¡e R>¡, S>¡ `l¡gp sp¡ blº dp¡V$u lp¡e R>¡, `Z `R>u kss _¡ kss
V|„$L$u \su Åe R>¡. vy$S>®_ rdÓ L$fsp sp¡ kˆ>_ iÓy kpfp¡. vy$S>®_ Äepf¡
rdÓ-ê$`¡ dm¡ R>¡, Ðepf¡ b^y„ S> g|„V$u g¡ R>¡. `¥kp¡, Of, `qfhpf A¡ b^y„
f 63 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
sp¡ Mfy„ S>, `Z dpZk_p¡ rhðpk `Z g|„V$u g¡ R>¡. Ap ApOps hÇ>pOps
b_u_¡ dpZk_¡ kph S> sp¡X$u _pM¡ R>¡. k„kpf_p õhê$`_p¡ Ap kpf R>¡.
k„kpf_¡ kdS>hp dpV¡$_y„ Ap Dv$plfZ R>¡ - gyÃQp_u d¥Óu. S>¡ lL$uL$sdp„ A¡L$
¾|$f díL$fu rkhpe buSy>„ L$p„C S> _\u.
îpÙNyZrhhfZ _pd_p N°„\dp„ A„^¡f _Nfu _¡ N„Xy$ fpÅ S>¡hu A¡L$ OV$_p
Aph¡ R>¡. fpS>v$fbpfdp„ A¡L$ ìe[¼s aqfepv$ gC_¡ Aph¡ R>¡ - "dpfp¡ v$uL$fp¡
L$pg¡ Qp¡fu L$fhp Ne¡g. v$uhpgdp„ bpL$p¡fy„ `pX$hp S>sp„ ApMu v$uhpg S>
s|V$u `X$u. dpfp¡ v$uL$fp¡ dfu Nep¡. d_¡ Þepe A`php¡.' fpÅ gpg-`ump¡
\C Nep¡. "bp¡gphp¡ A¡ Ofhpmp_¡.' rbQpfp OfdprgL$ ^°yS>sp ^°yS>sp Apìep.
`p¡sp_u `f_p¡ Apfp¡` kp„cmu_¡ L$l¡, "A¡dp„ lº„ iy„ L$fy„ ? A¡ sp¡ L$qX$epAp¡_p¡
v$p¡j R>¡.' A¡ e Apìep. L$l¡, "Ad¡ sp¡ dS>b|s S> L$pd L$fuA¡ R>uA¡.
`Z A¡ L$pd L$fsp lsp, Ðepf¡ Ðep„\u A¡L$ h¡íep `kpf \su lsu, A¡_¡
Å¡ep L$fhpdp„ L$pd L$pQy„ \ey„.' fpÅA¡ h¡íep_¡ bp¡gphu. A¡_p¡ e L$p¡C v$p¡j
_ lsp¡. A¡L$ qv$N„bf kp^y_¡ S>sp„ Å¡C_¡ A¡Z¡ A¡ qv$hk¡ ifdpC_¡ fõsp¡
bv$ëep¡ lsp¡. lh¡ Apfp¡`u sfuL¡$ A¡ kp^y_¡ lpS>f L$fpep. A¡ sp¡ Å¡C
S> füp L¡$ Ap b^y„ iy„ Qpgu füy„ R>¡ ? fpÅA¡ Å¡ey„ L¡$ Ap L„$C bp¡gsp
_\u. A¡V$g¡ A¡ S> Mfp Ny_¡Npf R>¡. "QX$phu v$p¡ A¡d_¡ i|mu `f.' k¡hL$p¡
A¡d_¡ gC Nep. \p¡X$uhpfdp„ `pR>p Apìep. "A¡ blº ÅqX$ep lp¡hp\u i|mu
`f kdpC iL¡$ s¡d _\u.' fpÅA¡ aV¹$ v$C_¡ fõsp¡ L$pY$ép¡, "S>¡ kdpC iL¡$
A¡_¡ QX$phu v$p¡.' k¡hL$p¡A¡ Å¡ey„ L¡$ fpÅ_u `pk¡ S>¡ A¡d_p¡ kpmp¡ R>¡, s¡
`psmp¡ R>¡. s¡ kdpC S>i¡. fpÅÆ_u d„S|>fu gC_¡ k¡hL$p¡A¡ A¡_¡ i|mu
`f QX$phu v$u^p¡.
Ap R>¡ k„kpf. A¡_¡ lpõepõ`v$ L$l¡hp¡ lp¡e sp¡ hp„^p¡ _\u. `Z v$qfep_p„
v$qfep cfpC Åe A¡V$gy„ fyv$_ A¡_u cusfdp„ cf¡gy„ R>¡.
bphui hj®_u he¡ h¥^ìe_p¡ âpf„c L$fsu fdZu_u L$ë`_p L$fp¡. A¡
Np¡fu R>¡, ê$`pmu R>¡, eyhp-_heyhp hedp„ R>¡, cp¡N_u b^u S> i¼espAp¡
A_¡ cp¡N_u ce„L$f s©óZpAp¡_¡ A¡ cusfdp„ cfu_¡ b¡W$u R>¡, `Z lh¡
A¡L$ ¾|$f díL$fu 64 f
A¡ b^u S> i¼espAp¡ Ai¼e b_u R>¡, A_¡ A¡ b^u S> s©óZpAp¡ A_„s
b_u R>¡. rh^hp_y„ ep¥h_ A¡ A¡L$ Akü v$v$® R>¡. A¡_¡ sp¡ S>¡ A_ych¡
A¡ S> ÅZ¡. `rs `pR>m Æhsu bmu S>su ksuAp¡ L$v$pQ Ap S> L$pfZ\u
âkß`Z¡ dfsu lsu. "rh^hp' kdÆ iL$pe R>¡. "ep¥h_' kdÆ iL$pe R>¡.
`Z "rh^hp_y„ ep¥h_' _ kdÆ iL$pe, _ L$ë`u iL$pe, _ õhuL$pfu iL$pe
A¡hu [õ\rs R>¡. Ap A¡L$ ¾|$f-M|b S> ¾|$f díL$fu R>¡. k„kpf "Ap' R>¡. eyhp-
rh^hp dpV¡$ "dp¡s' ky^u_u kÅ R>¡. Ap`Zp dpV¡$ "dp¡n' ky^u_u kÅ R>¡.
ApNdp¡_u Ap„M¡ k„kpf_y„ v$i®_ \pe, sp¡ Ap hpõsrhL$sp õ`óV$`Z¡ v$¡Mpi¡.
`rs b^u fus¡ õdpV®$ lp¡e, _¡ `Ð_u_p¡ õ_¡l Æs¡ A¡ Sy>v$u hõsy
R>¡, _¡ `rs b^u S> fus¡ AZOX$ lp¡e _¡ sp¡ e `Ð_u_¡ õ_¡l bsphhp¡
`X¡$ A¡ Sy>v$u hõsy R>¡. õ_¡l L$v$pQ kpQp¡ e lp¡e, `Z `pÓ kpQy„ _
lp¡e, sp¡ A¡ õ_¡l `Ð_u dpV¡$ A¡L$ kÅ\u h^y buSy>„ iy„ lp¡C iL¡$ ?
Think well, k„kpfdp„ dpZk S>¡ S>¡ õ_¡l-k„b„^ bp„^¡ R>¡, S>¡ S>¡ hõsy
L¡$ ìe[¼s_¡ Qpl¡ R>¡, s¡ hõsy L¡$ ìe[¼s_u lL$uL$sdp„ iy„ A¡hu gpeL$ps
lp¡e R>¡, L¡$ A¡_¡ Qplu iL$pe ?
Mf¡Mf, b^u S> fus¡ A¡L$ ¾|$f díL$fu R>¡ k„kpf. ×rô$dp„ dp¡l lp¡e
sp¡ kpfp¡ gpNi¡ Ap k„kpf, `Z Å¡ ×rô$ sp[ÒhL$ lp¡e sp¡ kph S> _W$pfp¡
_¡ _p„Mu v$¡hp S>¡hp¡ gpNi¡ A¡. dp¡Y$pdp„\u A¡L$ rkkL$pfp¡ _uL$mu S>i¡ _¡
bmu S>i¡ ùv$e. Just watch it's reality, k„kpf_p b^p„ S> dp¡l_¡ dfu
S>hp dpV¡$ Ap\u h^y L$p¡C S> A`¡np _\u.
Z Z Z Z Z rbQpfp¡ Æh k„kpf dpV¡$ L„$CL$ buSy>„ S> ^pfsp¡ lsp¡... A¡_¡ L$p¡CL$ buÅ S>
f 65 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Ap R>¡
k„kpf a lX$lX$sy„ Sy>V¹$W$pÏ„ a 22
à^mVo gÄOmVo, ^d{V {dVWm ñdmnH$bZm,
{ÛMÝÐkmZ§ dm, {V{_a{daho {Z_©bÑem_² &
VWm {_Ï`mê$n…, ñ\w$a{V {d{XVo VÎd{df`o,
^dmo@`§ gmYyZm-_wnaV{dH$ënpñW{V{Y`m_² && 22 &&
khpf \pe A¡V$g¡ r_Öp S>su fl¡ R>¡. rsrdf-fp¡N Åe _¡ ×rô$ r_d®m
\C Åe, A¡V$g¡ b¡ QÞÖ v$¡Mpsp b„^ \C Åe R>¡. bfpbf Ap fus¡
sÒhârscpk \pe, A¡V$g¡ âÐen v$¡Mpe R>¡ L¡$ k„kpf A¡V$g¡ A¡L$ lX$lX$sy„
Sy>V¹$W$pÏ„. sf„Nu_p b^p„ S> rhQpfp¡\u dy¼s lp¡e R>¡ kÄS>_p¡. A¡d_u
×rô$dp„ k„kpf Ap\u h^y buSy>„ L$iy„ S> _\u.—&& 22—&&
r_Öp_p¡ k„b„^ fprÓ kp\¡ lsp¡, khpf \C A¡V$g¡ r_Öp NC. A¡hp¡ Qny-
fp¡N lp¡e R>¡, S>¡dp„ A¡L$ hõsy lp¡e s¡ b¡ v$¡Mpe. A¡ fp¡N_y„ _pd R>¡ rsrdf.
NC L$pg ky^u S>¡ ìe[¼s_¡ Ap fp¡N\u b¡ QÞÖ v$¡Mpsp lsp, ApS>¡ A¡_p¡
A¡ fp¡N S>sp¡ füp¡ _¡ A¡_¡ ¿epg Apìep¡, L¡$ d_¡ S>¡ "b¡ QÞÖ' A¡hy„ gpNsy„
lsy„ A¡ Mp¡Vy„$ lsy„. bfpbf Aphu S> OV$_p b_¡ R>¡ k„kpf_¡ Ap¡mMhp_u bpbsdp„.
A_pqv$L$pm\u fprÓ lsu. dp¡l_y„ O¡_ lsy„. Aop_-rsrdf_p¡ fp¡N lsp¡,
õhê$`¡ Å¡sp¡ lsp¡.. A¡_¡ A¡dp„ kyM v$¡Mpsy„ lsy„, rls v$¡Mpsy„ lsy„, kp¥Þv$e®
v$¡Mpsy„ lsy„, `p¡suL$p`Ï„ v$¡Mpsy„ lsy„. A¡_p b^p„ S> ârscpk_p¡ kpf Ap lsp¡-
k„kpf blº kpfp¡. bk, Ap A¡L$ S> ârscpk_p Ap^pf¡ Æh A¡hu âh©rÑ
L$fsp¡ füp¡, S>¡_p\u A¡ kss vy$:Mu vy$:Mu \sp¡ Nep¡. lÅf `R>X$pV$ Mphp
R>sp„ e A¡_¡ L$v$u rhQpf kyÙp _ Apìep¡, L¡$ dpfu L$p¡C c|g sp¡ _\u \su
lX$lX$sy„ Sy>V¹$W$pÏ„ 66 f
_¡ ? A¡_y„ O¡_... A¡_p¡ ×rô$fp¡N M|b M|b dS>b|s lsp¡... A_„s su\¯L$fp¡
A¡_p kdn D`[õ\s \ep. k„kpf_p kpQp õhê$`_u A¡_¡ v$¡i_pAp¡ Ap`u.
`Z A¡_¡ sp¡ ÅZ¡ L„$C k„cmpey„ S> _l]. O¡_ L$p¡_¡ L$l¡hpe ? bk, A¡
`p¡sp_p Aop__¡ S> op_ dp_sp¡ füp¡. kph Mp¡V$p `Ngp cfsp¡ füp¡. epv$
Aph¡ ep¡N×rô$kdyÃQe -
Hw$H¥$Ë`§ H¥$Ë`_m^m{V, H¥$Ë`§ MmH¥$Ë`dV² gXm &
Xþ…Io gwI{Y`m@@H¥$ï>m…, H$ÀNy>H$ÊSy>`H$m{XdV² &&
Ly$L©$Ðe L$s®ìe gpN¡ R>¡ _¡ L©$Ðe l„d¡ip AL$s®ìe gpN¡ R>¡. vy$:Mdp„ "kyM'
v$¡Mpe R>¡, M¢Qpe R>¡ A¡_p sfa _¡ R>¡hV¡$ cep_L$ `uX$p_¡ cp¡Nh¡ R>¡. S>¡d
MpS>_p¡ v$v$} MZS>_¡ M„S>hpmhpdp„ kyM kdS>¡ R>¡ _¡ R>¡hV¡$ gp¡lugylpZ \C
Åe R>¡.
AdoÚg§doÚnX-_mÝÜ`§ XþJ©{VnmVH¥$V² &
rblpdZu hõsy Äep„ kp¡lpdZu v$¡Mpe R>¡, A¡ A„^sp_y„ _pd R>¡ -
Ah¡Ûk„h¡Û`v$. A¡ Æh_¡ `Ng¡ `Ng¡ Np¡\p MhX$ph¡ R>¡, _¡ A„s¡ vy$N®rsdp„
`pX$u v$¡ R>¡.
Acìe lp¡e L¡$ cìe lp¡e, b^p„ Æhp¡ A_„sL$pm ky^u Ap L$fyZsp_p¡
cp¡N b_¡ R>¡. S>¡ cìepÐdp_p¡ dp¡n _ÆL$ Aph¡ R>¡, A¡_u Ap fprÓ `|fu
\pe R>¡. AfyZp¡v$e\u k|ep£v$e ky^u_u Ap epÓpdp„ `„MuAp¡_p d^yf L$gfh
S>¡hu su\¯L$fp¡_u v$¡i_p ApÐdp_p âv$¡i¡ âv$¡i¡ k„cmpe R>¡. kçe¼Ðh_u k„h¡v$_p
ÅZ¡ ApMp e hpsphfZ_¡ Myi_ydp b_phu v$¡ R>¡. k„kpf_p¡ A¡L$ A¡L$ A„i
A¡_p Mfp õhê$`¡ âNV$ \pe R>¡. _¡ A¡ `m¡ cusf_u r_d®m Ap„Mp¡ A¡_¡
Å¡C S> fl¡ R>¡.. "f¡... Ap sp¡ b^y„ kph S> Mp¡Vy„$ R>¡. c°ddpÓ R>¡. rdÕep
R>¡.' ~«÷ gË`§ OJpÝ_Ï`m - _u Ap âsurs lp¡e R>¡, S>¡dp„ ApÐdp rkhpe
b^y„ S> ap¡NV$ gpN¡ R>¡. gw{dUw ìd gìd_mb_mb§ - _p¡ Ap Al¡kpk lp¡e
R>¡, S>¡dp„ õhà_ A_¡ kÐe - Ap b„_¡ kdp_p\} gpN¡ R>¡. BÝÐOmb{_X§
gd©_² - _p¡ Ap kpnpÐL$pf lp¡e R>¡, S>¡dp„ b^y„ S> D`Åh¡gy„ gpN¡ R>¡.
~mbYy{bJ¥hH«$sS>m - _p¡ Ap A_ych lp¡e R>¡, S>¡dp„ L$p¡C hõsy_p¡ L$p¡C A\®
f 67 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
S> fl¡sp¡ _\u. {dn`m©gm{deofV… - _u Ap k„h¡v$_p lp¡e R>¡, Äep„ Ap„Mp¡
My‰u lp¡e L¡$ b„^, L$p¡C afL$ S> `X$sp¡ _\u.
"kpfy„', "kfk', "Av¹$cys', "dpfy„', "ê$`pmy„', "õhpqv$ô$' - Ap b^y„
k„kpf_u hõsy[õ\rs _\u, d|Y$ Æh_p "rhL$ë`p¡' R>¡. rhL$ë` A¡ l„d¡ip A„sN®s
hõsy lp¡e R>¡. bpü hõsy A¡_¡ rbgLy$g b„^pe¡gu _\u. kpfp-_fkp_p g¡bgp¡
L¡$ dprgL$u_p g¡bgp¡\u hõsy_¡ iy„ afL$ `X¡$ R>¡ ? Of lsy„, `Z lº„ S>¡_¡ "dpfy„
Of' L$l¡sp¡ lsp¡, A¡ sp¡ A¡ _'sy„ S>. sp¡ `R>u lº„ iy„ Å¡sp¡ lsp¡ ? Of_¡ ?
_p, dpfp c°d_¡, In more clear words - lº„ ×íe_¡ _'sp¡ Å¡sp¡. dpfp¡
c°d d_¡ S>¡ v$¡MpX$sp¡ lsp¡ A¡_¡ Å¡sp¡ lsp¡ A_¡ c°d A¡ L$v$u `Z hõsy[õ\rs_¡
v$¡MpX$u iL$sp¡ S> _\u.
khpf \pe R>¡ _¡ A„^pfp_y„ b^y„ S> sp„X$h `|fy„ \C Åe R>¡. sÒhop_
\pe R>¡ _¡ rhL$ë`p¡_p b^p S> sp¡ap_p¡ idu Åe R>¡. sÒh_p¡ iyÙ ârscpk
\pe A¡V$g¡ k„kpf ApMp¡ e rdÕep sfuL¡$ âÐen v$¡Mpe R>¡. A¡dp„ A¡L$ lX$lX$sp
Sy>V¹$W$pZp rkhpe buSy>„ L$iy„ S> v$¡Mpsy„ _\u. k„kpf R>p¡X$hp¡ `X¡$ - Apdp„ lÆ
e c|g \pe R>¡. k„kpf R|>V$u Åe - Apdp„ A¡ c|g L„$CL$ ky^f¡ R>¡. k„kpf
S>¡_p\u "gpNsp¡' lsp¡ A¡ c°d S> V$mu Åe - Apdp„ A¡ c|g _pb|v$ \pe
R>¡. epv$ Aph¡ D`r_jv$p¡ - A{dÚ_mZm `m@{dÚm, V`m {dœ§ {IbrH¥$V_²
- c°d A¡ Apd sp¡ L$iy„ S> _\u. R>sp„ e A¡Z¡ S> vy$r_ep ApMu_¡ bp_dp„
gu^u R>¡. We can be free. If we wish.
Z Z Z Z Z
lX$lX$sy„ Sy>V¹$W$pÏ„ 68 f

Ap R>¡
k„kpf a dpÓ dpepÅm a 23
{à`mdmUrdrUm-e`ZVZwgå~mYZgwI¡-
^©dmo@`§ nr`yf¡-K©{Q>V B{V nydª _{Va^yV² &
AH$ñ_mXñ_mH§$, n[aH${bVVÎdmon{ZfXm-
{_XmZr_oVpñ_Z², Z a{Va{n Vw ñdmË_{Z a{V… && 23 &&
râep_p iåv$p¡, huZp_y„ k„Nus, ie_¾$uX$p... Ap b^p„ kyMp¡\u `l¡gp
Ad_¡ A¡hy„ gpNsy„ L¡$ Ap k„kpf Ad©s\u S> b_¡gp¡ R>¡. `Z AQp_L$
Ad_¡ sÒhflõe kdÅey„, _¡ lh¡ Adpfu [õ\rs A¡ R>¡ L¡$ k„kpfdp„ Ad_¡
L$p¡C S> fk _\u, lh¡ sp¡ fk R>¡ dpÓ Adpfp ApÐdpdp„.—&& 23 &&
dpZk lL$uL$sdp„ ×íe_¡ Å¡sp¡ S> _\u. A¡ Sy>A¡ R>¡ dpÓ `p¡sp_u
×rô$_¡. A¡L$ S> ×íe_p `fõ`f rhfyÙ Arcâpep¡ S> Ap hps_y„ âdpZ`Ó
R>¡. _hh^|_p dX$v$p„dp„ L$pdu_¡ ep¥h_ v$¡Mpe R>¡, Qp¡f_¡ Ag„L$pfp¡ v$¡Mpe R>¡,
op_u_¡ `yv¹$Ngp¡_p¡ S>Õ\p¡ v$¡Mpe R>¡. õhprcâpe\u hõsyõhcph_u L$ë`_p
L$fhu A¡ A¡L$ dp¡l R>¡. Aop_ R>¡.
¼epf¡L$ L$p¡C ìe[¼s d_¡ L$l¡ R>¡ - "l„' b¡ v$rhk `R>u `pR>p¡ Aphy„
Ry>„. "lº„ Ap`_p Qp¡dpkpdp„ Ðep„ Aphui...' hN¡f¡ hN¡f¡. Ap b^u hpsp¡_y„
A\®OV$_ lº„ A¡V$gy„ S> L$fy„ Ry>„, L¡$ "lº„ b¡ qv$hk `R>u `pR>p¡ Aphy„, A¡hu
d_¡ AÐepf¡ cph_p R>¡.' "lº„ Ap`_p Qp¡dpkdp„ Ðep„ Aphy„, A¡hu d_¡ lpg
CÃR>p R>¡.'... hN¡f¡... hN¡f¡. Å¡ A¡ ìe[¼s_u hps_p¡ word to word
meaning L$fhp S>CA¡, sp¡ A¡ e Mp¡V$p¡ `X$u iL¡$ R>¡, _¡ A¡ meaning
_u ^pfZp bp„^u_¡ b¡W¡$gp Ap`Z¡ e Mp¡V$p `X$u iL$uA¡ R>uA¡. cph_p_¡
S>¡d crhóehpZu dp_u g¡hp_u c|g L$fhp S>¡hu _\u, A¡d Arcâpe_¡
hpõsrhL$sp dp_u g¡hp_u c|g `Z L$fhp S>¡hu _\u.
f 69 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
""÷u A¡ k©rô$_y„ khp£ÐL©$ô$ kp¥Þv$e® R>¡, ÷u_p iåv$p¡ M|b S> d^yf
R>¡. k„Nus_u kyfphguAp¡ A¡ S> ApMu vy$r_ep_p¡ kpf R>¡. ÷u kp\¡ rhjek¡h_
L$fhy„ A¡ S> Ap Æh__y„ L$s®ìe R>¡... ApMp¡ e k„kpf Ap b^u hõsyAp¡\u
S> Ad©s S>¡hp¡ R>¡. ApM¡ ApMp k„kpf_¡ Ap b^u hõsyAp¡A¡ S> Ad©s
S>¡hp¡ b_phu v$u^p¡ R>¡.'' Ap b^u hpõsrhL$sp _\u. dp¡lp^u_... d|Y$...
kçd|Y$... dp¡lpÞ^ Æh_p¡ Arcâpe R>¡. a¼s A¡L$ Arcâpe. S>¡_¡ s¡ s¡
hõsy_y„ hpõsrhL$ õhê$` rbgLy$g b„^pe¡gy„ _\u.
÷u Å¡ rhð_y„ khp£ÐL©$ô$ kp¥Þv$e® lp¡e, sp¡ vy$r_epdp„ N„v$L$u S>¡hu L$p¡C
hõsy S> _l] fl¡, `yfyjifuf _h Üpfp¡\u A_¡ ÷uifuf bpf Üpfp¡\u N„v$L$u_¡
R>p¡X$ép S> L$f¡ R>¡ A¡ L$p¡Z _\u ÅZsy„ ? A¡L$ dÝeõ\ rhQpfL¡$ g¿ey„
R>¡ L¡$ "÷u_u rhjek¡h__u S>Áep A¡ lL$uL$sdp„ \|„L$hp ep¡Áe L¡$ hd_ (DëV$u)
L$fhp ep¡Áe `Z õ\p_ _\u.' hps L$p¡C_u t_v$p_u _\u, ifuf_p õhê$`_u
R>¡. ifufdp„ L$v$pQ `rhÓsp lp¡s, sp¡ e ApÐdp L$p„C A¡_p\u dlp_ \C
S>hp_p¡ _ lsp¡. ifuf N„v$L$u\u cf¡gy„ R>¡, A¡_p\u ApÐdp A^d `Z \C
S>sp¡ _\u. dlp_sp_p¡ k„b„^ a¼s NyZp¡ kp\¡ R>¡, A^dsp_p¡ k„b„^ a¼s
v$p¡jp¡ kp\¡ R>¡. ifufõhê$`_u lL$uL$s_¡ t_v$pdp„ Mshu v$¡hu, _¡ A¡_p âÐe¡
Ap„M ApX$p L$p_ L$fhp, A¡ A¡L$ Ås_u ApÐdlÐep R>¡, L$pfZL¡$ A¡_p Üpfp
dp¡l_y„ S> `p¡jZ \pe R>¡. I mean, Ap`Zp¡ vy$íd_ S> dS>b|s b_¡ R>¡.
÷u QpdX$u hNf_u lp¡e A¡_u L$ë`_p sp¡ L$fp¡, DëV$u _ \C Åe
sp¡ S> Apòe®. A¡ S> ifufdp„ L¡$Þkf âkfu Ney„ lp¡e, L$uX$p„ Mv$bv$sp
lp¡e _¡ dp\y„ apV$u Åe A¡hu vy$N¯^ Aphsu lp¡e. Ap `qf[õ\rs_u L$ë`_p
sp¡ L$fp¡, fpN_p R>p¡sf¡ R>p¡sfp _uL$mu S>i¡. A¡ S> ifuf_u 50 hj® `R>u_u
[õ\rs_¡ Å¡hp âepk L$fp¡, fuskf rQsfu S> QX$i¡. Ap R>¡ A¡ AprcâpreL$
kp¥Þv$e®_y„ rhïg¡jZ. A¡_¡ kp¥Þv$e® L$l¡hy„ A¡ kp¥Þv$e® iåv$_p¡ ce„L$f vy$fy`ep¡N
R>¡. It's completely misplaced.
k„Nus_u kyfphguAp¡ Å¡ ApÐdp_p DÐ\p_dp„ r_rdÑ b_su lp¡s, sp¡
A¡_¡ d^yf L$lu iL$ps. `Z A¡hy„ sp¡ _\u. gìd§ {db{d`§ Jr`§ - dp¡X®$_
dpÓ dpepÅm 70 f
çeyTuL$ _¡ dp¡s_p dfrkep - Ap b¡ hÃQ¡ sp[ÒhL$ ×rô$A¡ L$p¡C S> a¡f
Ap R>¡
_\u. çeyrTL$ `Z ApÐdp dpV¡$ _L$pdy„ R>¡ _¡ dfrkep `Z _L$pdp S> R>¡.
k„kpf a _fu l¡fp_Nrs a 24
÷u kp\¡ rhjek¡h_ A¡ lL$uL$sdp„ kyM _\u, `Z dp¡l_p lX$L$hp_u
`fpL$p›$p R>¡. Aop__p Np„X$`Z_u A¡L$ lv$ R>¡. epv$ Aph¡ AÝepÐdkpf -
JU`pÝV OZw… ñd_W©dV², gwaVmo„mggwIoZ ^mo{JZ… & XYmZm… H$m{R>Ý`§, {Zad{YH$_m{dÚH$^d-
_XZm{h{dfmoJ«_yÀN>©Zm-@@_`Vwë`§ Vw VXod `mo{JZ… && àn#mm… nm#mmbr-Hw$MH$bedÞm{Va{VXm… &
cp¡Nu_¡ gpN¡ R>¡ L¡$ L$pdcp¡N\u dpfy„ Æh_ kp\®L$ b_u Ney„. `Z JbË`kmZm^«o, àg¥_aéMmdmË_{Z {dYm¡,
ep¡Nu_¡ Mbf R>¡ L¡$ Ap sp¡ L$pd_p kp`¡ X„$M dpep£ R>¡ _¡ rbQpfp¡ Æh {MXmZÝXñ`ÝX…, ghO B{V Voä`mo@ñVw {da{V… && 24 &&
cep_L$ b¡cp_ Ahõ\pdp„ kfL$u Nep¡ R>¡. Ap fp¡N_p cp¡N b_hy„, A¡
S> lL$uL$sdp„ cp¡N iåv$_p¡ A\® R>¡. lv$ blpf_p¡ c°d-cf¡gp¡ R>¡ Ap k„kpf. M|b L$W$p¡f _¡ L$W$Z R>¡ Ap
k„kpf. ÅZ¡ `|smu_u R>psu. v$¡Mph\u A„ÅC_¡ dpZk A¡_¡ c¡V$hp Åe
iy„ `Qui Ås_p T¡f_¡ c¡Np„ L$fhp\u Ad©s b_u Åe ? L¡$ `R>u lmplm
sp¡ A¡dp„ iy„ kyM dm¡ ? `Z A¡L$ `m A¡hu Aph¡ R>¡, L¡$ c°d_y„ hpv$m
T¡f b_u Åe ? byqÙdp„ dp¡l_y„ T¡f cm¡ A¡V$g¡ k„kpfdp„ Ad©s_p¡ Apcpk
Mku Åe R>¡. ApÐd-QÞÖ_u Qp„v$_u ìep`u Åe R>¡. cusfdp„\u op_-
\pe R>¡. A_pqv$L$pm\u dp¡V$p cpN_p Æhp¡ Ap rdÕep-cpk_p cp¡N b_u_¡
Ap_„v$_p TfZp„ klS> hl¡hp gpN¡ R>¡. Ap [õ\rsdp„ k„kpf\u `|Z® rhfrs
`p¡sp_p ApÐdp_p¡ ce„L$f Öp¡l L$fsp„ Apìep R>¡ _¡ cep_L$ vy$:Mp¡_¡ cp¡Nhsp
Dv$edp„ Aphu Åe, A¡dp„ iy„ Apòe® R>¡ ?—&& 24—&&
Apìep R>¡. ÷u hN¡f¡ rhjep¡ _¡ `¥kp_u `pR>m `pNg b_¡gp¡ Æh Äepf¡ A¡
`p`p¡_p am_¡ cp¡Nhsp cp¡Nhsp _fL$-rse¯QNrsdp„ ce„L$f Qukp¡ `pX$sp¡ lp¡e
A¡L$ dpZk_¡ NsL$Xy„$ k|Èey„. gpL$X$p„_p c|„kp_p gpX$hp b_pìep. A¡_¡
R>¡, Ðepf¡ ¼ep¡ rhje A¡_¡ bQphhp Aph¡ R>¡ ? Af¡, bQphhp_u hps sp¡ v|$f
gpg-`ump f„N v$u^p„. Å¡sp_u kp\¡ dp¡Y$pdp„ `pZu Aphu Åe A¡hp A¡ gpX$hp.
flu, A¡ rhjep¡A¡ S> sp¡ A¡_¡ ^½$p¡ dpfu_¡ vy$N®rsdp„ `pX$ép¡ lp¡e R>¡.
gpX$hp_u A¡Z¡ gpfu L$fu. JQp¡ cph Ap`u Ap`u_¡ gp¡L$p¡ lp¢i¡ lp¢i¡ gC
Ad©s_u hps sp¡ S>hp S> v$p¡. kph bp¡Nk R>¡ Ap k„kpf. lmplm Nep. A¡_¡ Mphp S>sp„ Ql¡fp_p¡ _¼ip¡ L¡$hp¡ \ep¡ li¡, we can imagine...
T¡f R>¡ Ap k„kpf. "sÒh' kdÅe sp¡ k„kpf_u A¡L¡$ e hõsydp„ gNuf¡
Ap R>¡ k„kpf. _fu l¡fp_Nrs. A¡ v$¡Mpe R>¡ gpX$hp¡. ApL$j£ R>¡ Ap`Z_¡.
fk fl¡ A¡ i¼e S> _\u, `R>u sp¡ fk fl¡ dpÓ _¡ dpÓ `p¡sp_p ApÐdpdp„.
v$p¡X$uA¡ R>uA¡ Ap`Z¡ A¡_u `pR>m. `fk¡hp¡ `pX$uA¡ R>uA¡ A¡_¡ d¡mhhp dpV¡$.
Please, try to be interested in your soul. A¡ rkhpe S>¡_pdp„
ApL$pi-`pspm A¡L$ L$fu_¡ L$v$pQ Ap`Z¡ A¡_¡ d¡mhu `Z gCA¡ R>uA¡, `Z
fk g¡iy„ A¡ Ap`Z_¡ sdpQp¡ dpfhp_p R>¡. Ap`Z_¡ bfpbf fp¡hX$phhp_p
R>¡. ApÐdpdp„ S> fk lp¡hp¡ A¡ kyM `Z R>¡, kyM_u `f„`fp `Z R>¡ A_¡ S>¡_p dpV¡$ Ap b^u S> lÅds L$fu lsu A¡ ¼ep„ dm¡ R>¡ ? S>¡ dm¡ R>¡ A¡ iy„
ipðs kyM_y„ buS> `Z R>¡. \p¡X$u `Z kdS> lp¡e, sp¡ Ap Æh_dp„ Ap_u lp¡e R>¡ ? A¡dp„ "õhpv$' L$lu iL$pe, "kyM' L$lu iL$pe, "kpfy„ `qfZpd' L$lu
rkhpe buSy>„ L„$C S> L$fhp S>¡hy„ _\u. iL$pe A¡hy„ iy„ lp¡e R>¡ ?
Z Z Z Z Z gpL$X$p_p gpX$hp _¡ dp¡suQ|f gpX$hpdp„ S>¡V$gp¡ afL$ R>¡, A¡_p L$fsp„
f 71 Ap R>¡ k„kpf _fu l¡fp_Nrs 72 f
A_„sNZp¡ afL$ k„kpf A_¡ k„eddp„ R>¡. gp¡Y$p_u `|smu _¡ Æhsu eyhsudp„ ~«÷mZÝXo {Z_¾ñ`, {df`m@@em Z VX² ^doV² &
S>¡V$gp¡ afL$ R>¡, A¡_p L$fsp„ A_„sNZp¡ afL$ rhjek¡h_ A_¡ k„edkyMdp„ {df§ Ñï²>dm@_¥V§ Ñï²>dm, {df§ Ë`O{V ~w{Õ_mZ² &&
R>¡. Æhsu `Ð_u_¡ R>p¡X$u_¡ d|Y$-d|M®-Ao dpZk `|smu `pR>m `pNg b_¡ A¡L$ hpf ApÐdp b°û_p Ap_„v$dp„ Xy$åep¡ A¡V$g¡ `Ðey„. `R>u A¡_¡ rhjep¡_u
R>¡, A¡_¡ Å¡ep L$f¡ R>¡, A¡_¡ c¡V¡$ R>¡, A¡_u kp\¡ â¡dQ¡ô$pAp¡ L$fhp d\¡ R>¡, Apip ÅN¡ A¡ i¼e S> _\u. T¡f `Z Å¡ey„ A_¡ Ad©s `Z Å¡ey„, lh¡
S>¡ A¡_¡ A¡d L$fsp fp¡L¡$ _¡ kpQu kdS> Ap`¡, A¡ b^p„ A¡_¡ vy$íd_ gpN¡ Å¡ A¡ ìe[¼s byqÙipmu li¡ sp¡ iy„ L$fi¡ ?
R>¡. A¡ `|smu rR>_hpC Åe, sp¡ A¡_y„ b^y„ S> kyM rR>_hpC S>i¡, A¡hy„
We prove ourself. Who are we ? Smart or Stupid ? _fu
A¡_¡ gpN¡ R>¡. A¡ dfrZep¡ b_hp `Z s¥epf R>¡. A¡ `|smu_¡ S> A¡ Æh_-
l¡fp_Nrs_¡ `k„v$ L$fhu L¡$ _ep® b°û-Ap_„v$_¡ ? ApS>¡ sp¡ r_Z®e Ap`Zp
kh®õh dp_u füp¡ R>¡. `Z `|smu A¡ `|smu S> R>¡. A¡ A¡ S> Ap`u iL¡$ R>¡,
lp\dp„ R>¡. k„ed\u b^u fus¡ Þepg _¡ k„kpf\u b^u fus¡ L„$Npm. õhõ\
S>¡ A¡_u `pk¡ R>¡. A¡ R>¡ L$W$p¡fsp. A¡ R>¡ L$ô$. A¡ R>¡ ìe\® dS|>fu _¡ A¡ R>¡
rQÑ¡ rhQpfuA¡ sp¡ `k„v$Nu rbgLy$g AOfu _\u A_¡ `yfyjp\® kph S> kl¡gp¡
rhðpkOps.
R>¡. Wish you all the best.
Aop__y„ hpv$m Mku Åe R>¡ A¡V$g¡ ApMp¡ e k„kpf A¡ gp¡Y$p_u `|smu
S>¡hp¡ v$¡Mpe R>¡. `R>u ÷u A_¡ `|smu - Ap b„_¡dp„ L$p¡C a¡f S> fl¡sp¡ _\u. Z Z Z Z Z
`R>u v$f¡L$ gpX$hp¡ gpL$X$p_p¡ gpX$hp¡ v$¡Mpe R>¡. `R>u v$f¡L$ L$Þep rhjL$Þep v$¡Mpe
R>¡. `R>u v$f¡L$ cp¡S>_ rhjcp¡S>_ v$¡Mpe R>¡. `R>u v$f¡L$ k„`rÑdp„ rh`rÑ_p
v$i®_ \pe R>¡.
Aop__y„ hpv$m Mku Åe A¡V$g¡ A¡L$ kp\¡ b¡ OV$_p b_¡ R>¡... A¡L$
bpSy> k„kpf ApMp¡ e T¡f_p¡ v$qfep¡ v$¡Mpe R>¡. buÆ bpSy> ApÐdp_u cusfdp„
Ad©s_p TfZp„ v$¡Mpe R>¡. ApÐdp A¡ QÞÖ R>¡. Aop__y„ hpv$m Mksp_u
kp\¡ A¡_u iusm Qp„v$_u Qp¡d¡f f¡gphp gpN¡ R>¡. QÞÖ_y„ A¡L$ _pd R>¡ Ad©sqL$fZ.
L$l¡hpe R>¡ L¡$ A¡_p qL$fZp¡dp„ _L$fy„ Ad©s lp¡e R>¡. QÞÖqL$fZp¡\u AdyL$ fp¡Np¡
dV$u iL¡$ R>¡, dpV¡$ Aphu hps ârkÙ R>¡. `Z ApÐdp_u bpbsdp„ Ap kp¡
V$L$p kÐe R>¡. ApÐdp_u Apcp A¡ _usfsy„ Ad©s R>¡. A¡ Apcp âNV¡$ A¡V$g¡
op_ A_¡ Ap_„v$_p TfZp õhe„c|`Z¡ aŸV$u aŸV$u_¡ hl¡hp gpN¡ R>¡.
k„kpf `|Z®`Z¡ l¡e gpN¡ = a¢L$u v$¡hp S>¡hp¡ gpN¡. ApÐdp `|Z®`Z¡ D`pv$¡e
gpN¡ = Xy$bL$u gNphhp S>¡hp¡ gpN¡ - `R>u A¡ ìe[¼s L$fi¡ iy„ ? `R>u
A¡_u klS> âh©rÑ iu li¡ ? `R>u A¡_u qv$ip L$C li¡ ? `R>u A¡_p¡
Y$p¡mph L$C sfa li¡ ? L$iy„ e L$l¡hp_u S>ê$f S> _\u. epv$ Aph¡ D`r_jv$p¡ -
f 73 Ap R>¡ k„kpf _fu l¡fp_Nrs 74 f

Ap R>¡
k„kpf a `|f¡`|fu `fhisp a 25
^do `m amÁ`lr-J©OVwaJJmogL²>J«hH¥$Vm,
Z gm kmZÜ`mZàe_g{hVm qH$ ñd_Z{g ?&
~{h`m©… ào`ñ`…, {H$_w _Z{g Vm Zm@@Ë_aV`…,
VV… ñdmYrZ§ H$-ñË`O{V gwI{_ÀN>Ë`W na_² ? &&25&&
lp\u, Op¡X$p„ _¡ Npep¡_p `qfN°l\u k„kpfdp„ fpÄek„`rÑ fQpe R>¡. `Z
iy„ A¡hu fpÄek„`rÑ Ap`Zp `p¡sp_p d_dp„ _\u ? op_ A¡ NS>fpS>
R>¡, Ýep_ A¡ lZlZsp Op¡X$p R>¡, âid A¡ rhfpV$ Np¡Ly$g R>¡. blpf S>¡
râepAp¡ R>¡ s¡ iy„ ApÐdfrs-ê$`¡ cusfdp„ _\u ? sp¡ `R>u L$p¡Z A¡hy„
lp¡e ? S>¡ õhp^u_ kyM_¡ R>p¡X$u v$¡, A_¡ `fp^u_ kyM_¡ CÃR>¡ ?—&& 25 &&
S>„Ngdp„ afsp afsp kd°pV$_¡ A¡L$ TpX$ _uQ¡ A¡L$ k„s v$¡Mpep. A¡d_¡
M|b Apòe® \ey„. k„s `pk¡ Aphu_¡ A¡dZ¡ ^ud¡ flu_¡ `|R¹>ey„, "sd¡ L$p¡Z
R>p¡ ?' k„s¡ M|b S> klS>sp\u S>hpb Apàep¡, "lº„ kd°pV$ Ry>„.' kd°pV$
sp¡ dp¡Yy„$ hL$pku_¡ Å¡sp„ S> flu Nep„. k„s¡ A¡d_¡ `|R¹>ey„, "sd¡ L$p¡Z R>p¡ ?'
kd°pV$ L$l¡ - "lº„ kpQp¡ kd°pV$ Ry>„. dpfu `pk¡ MÅ_p¡ R>¡. k¡hL$p¡ R>¡.
k¡_p R>¡.' kd°pV$_p iåv$¡ iåv$¡ Nh® lsp¡. k„s_p Ql¡fp `f [õds afL$u
füy„. A¡dZ¡ L$üy„, "lº„ Nfub _\u, dpV¡$ dpf¡ MÅ_p_u S>ê$f _\u. lº„ Apmky„
_\u, dpV¡$ dpf¡ k¡hL$p¡_u S>ê$f _\u, A_¡ lº„ cecus _\u, dpV¡$ dpf¡ k¡_p_u
S>ê$f _\u. lL$uL$sdp„ sd¡ kd°pV$ R>p¡, A¡ sdpfu c°dZp R>¡. Mfp¡ kd°pV$ sp¡
lº„ Ry>„. dpfp A„sf„N kpd°pÄe_p õhprdÐh_p¡ d_¡ S>¡ Ap_„v$ R>¡, A¡_u sd¡
L$ë`_p `Z L$fu iL$p¡ s¡d _\u.'
A¡ `m¡ Al¡kpk \ep¡ A¡ kd°pV$_¡ L¡$ lº„ sp¡ rbQpfp¡ Ry>„. rcMpfu
Ry>„. ApS> ky^u lº„ kph S> A„^pfpdp„ flu Nep¡, L¡$ "lº„ kd°pV$ Ry>„.'
f 75 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
fpÄe A¡ A¡L$ âL$pf_p¡ `qfN°l R>¡ A_¡ `qfN°ldp„ kyM lp¡C S> _
iL¡$. epv$ Aph¡ _urshp¼epd©sd¹ -
`ñ` `mdmZ² n[aJ«h…, g V§ VmdXod gÝVmn`{V &
JOo JX©^o M amOaOH$`mo… g_ Ed {MÝVm^ma… &&
S>¡_p¡ S>¡V$gp¡ `qfN°l lp¡e, A¡ s¡_¡ s¡V$gp¡ S> k„sp` Ap`¡ R>¡. ^p¡bu_¡
S>¡V$gu N^¡X$p_u tQsp R>¡, A¡V$gu S> fpÅ_¡ lp\u_u tQsp R>¡. cpf sp¡
b„_¡_p dp\¡ kfMp¡ S> R>¡.
Mfy„ fpÄe sp¡ A¡_¡ L$l¡hpe, S>¡_p õhpdu_¡ dp\¡ cpf_p¡ A„i `Z
_ lp¡e, S>¡dp„ _ tQsp lp¡e, _ D`pr^ lp¡e, _ hluhV$_p N|„QhpX$p lp¡e,
_ T|„V$hpC S>hp_p¡ ce lp¡e, hNf dl¡_s¡ klS> fus¡ S>¡_u kudpAp¡ h^su
S> Åe, S>¡_p¡ rhõspf \ep S> L$f¡, S>¡ lmhpi Ap`¡, âurs Ap`¡, kyM
A_¡ Ap_„v$ Ap`¡. L$ey„ R>¡ Aphy„ fpÄe ? A¡ R>¡ A„sf„N kpd°pÄe. epv$
Aph¡ op_kpf -
JO©ÄkmZJOmoÎmwL²>Jm, aL²>JX²Ü`mZVwaL²>J_m… &
O`pÝV _w{ZamOñ`, e_gm_«mÁ`gånX… &&
op__p lp\uAp¡ Äep„ NS>®_p L$fu füp R>¡ A_¡ Ýep__p Op¡X$pAp¡ Äep„
R>gp„N gNphu füp R>¡. A¡hy„ R>¡ Ap âid_y„ A„sf„N kpd°pÄe. S>eh„su
R>¡ Ap dyr_fpS>_u cusfu k„`rÑ.
k„kpfdp„ kpdpÞe\u kyM_p b¡ öp¡s dp_hpdp„ Aph¡ R>¡ - (1) îu
= k„`rÑ (2) ÷u = _pfu. fpÄe A¡ k„`rÑ_y„ Dv$plfZ lsy„. lh¡ hps
Aph¡ R>¡ ÷u_u. blpf S>¡ râepAp¡ d__¡ gp¡cph¡ R>¡, A¡ Æh_¡ L¡$V$gy„
kyM Ap`su lp¡e R>¡ ? A¡_u `pk¡\u Æh_¡ S>¡ kyM A`¡rns R>¡, A¡
lL$uL$sdp„ sp¡ ApÐdfrs-ê$` Ap„sqfL$ râepAp¡\u S> dmu iL¡$ s¡d R>¡. sp¡
`R>u A¡d_pdp„ S> L¡$d _ gp¡cphy„ ?
blpf_u õÓu_p¡ k„N Of-`qfhpf-^„^p-D`pr^-tQsp-lpehp¡e-k„¼g¡i-
\pL$-vy$:M-ApOps - Ap b^u S> v$v$® cf¡gu `f„`fp_y„ d|m R>¡. syÃR> d^yrbÞvy$
`|f¡`|fu `fhisp 76 f
dpV¡$ dkdp¡V$u lp¡_pfsp¡_¡ r_d„ÓZ Ap`hp S>¡hu Ap d|M®sp R>¡. `|fZ`p¡mudp„
A¡L$ L$p„L$fu e ApMu dÅ dpfu _p„M¡ A¡ lL$uL$s R>¡. Äepf¡ k„kpf sp¡
L$p„L$fu`p¡mudp„ ¼ep„L$ `|fZ_p¡ L$Z lp¡e sp¡ lp¡e - Aphu v$ip gC_¡ b¡W$p¡ R>¡.
Apdp„ ¼ep„ dp¡lphy„ ? op_uAp¡ L$l¡ R>¡ -
^moJm ^wOL²>J^moJm^m, {df§ gm§gm[aH§$ gwI_² &
{ó`… {l`ü VÝ_yb§, H$W_m{Ð`Vo ~wY…? &&
_pN_u aZp S>¡hp R>¡ cp¡Np¡, _¡ T¡f R>¡ kp„kpqfL$ kyM. ÷u A_¡
k„`rÑ A¡d_p d|m R>¡. L$ep¡ X$püp¡ dpZk A¡d_¡ Qpl¡ ?
blpf S>¡ L$p„C `Z R>¡ A¡ Ap`Z_¡ A¡L$ S> hõsy Ap`u iL¡$ R>¡,
S>¡ R>¡ vy$:M. blpf_y„ b^y„ S> `fp^u_ lp¡e R>¡ A_¡ `fp^u_spdp„ vy$:M
_ lp¡e A¡ i¼e S> _\u. kyM sp¡ õhp^u_spdp„ S> k„chu iL¡$ A_¡
õhp^u_sp sp¡ cusf_p kpd°pÄedp„ S> R>¡. epv$ Aph¡ ep¡N×rô$kdyÃQe -
gdª nade§ Xþ…I§, gd©_mË_de§ gwI_² &
EVXþº§$ g_mgoZ, bjU§ gwIXþ…I`mo… &&
`fhi b^y„ S> vy$:M, õhhi b^y„ S> kyM. Ap S> R>¡ kyM A_¡
vy$:M_u ip¡V®$ X¡$qa_¡i_.
`fp^u_ kp^_p¡\u `fp^u_ kpÝep¡_¡ kp^sp `fp^u_ kp^L$ b_hp L$fsp„
õhp^u_ kp^_p¡\u õhp^u_ kpÝe_¡ S> rkÙ L¡$d _ L$fhy„ ? lL$uL$sdp„ Mfy„
kpÝe cusf_y„ S> R>¡. A¡_p kp^_p¡ `Z cusfdp„ S> R>¡. bpü hõsy_¡
gÿe b_phhu, A¡_p dpV¡$ v$p¡X$hy„, A¡ _ dmsp r_fpi \hy„ _¡ A¡ dmsp
_pQu DW$hy„ Ap b^y„ S> d|M®sp_y„ âv$i®_ R>¡. Please, don't be fool.
k„edÆh__p âidkpd°pÄe rkhpe Ap Æh_dp„ buSy>„ L„$C S> gÿe b_phhp
S>¡hy„ _\u. A¡ dmu Åe sp¡ sd¡ S> Ap vy$r_ep_p b¡spS> bpv$ipl R>p¡.
Mf¡Mf.
Z Z Z Z Z L$f¡ R>¡, vy$:Mu \pe R>¡, `uX$pe R>¡, qfbpe R>¡, `Z dp¡lfpÅ_u dpepÅmdp„
f 77 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Ap R>¡
k„kpf a Mf¡Mf `p_Mf a 26
namYrZ§ e_©, j{` {df`H$mL²>jm¡K_{bZ§,
^do ^r{VñWmZ§, VX{n Hw$_{VñVÌ a_Vo &
~wYmñVw ñdmYrZo-@j{`{U H$aUm¡ËgwŠ`a{hVo,
{ZbrZmpñVð>pÝV, àJ{bV^`mÜ`mpË_H$gwIo && 26 &&
k„kpf_y„ kyM `fp^u_ R>¡, _ðf R>¡, rhjes©óZpAp¡\u drg_ R>¡ A_¡
cep_L$ R>¡. sp¡ e vy$by®qÙ_¡ A¡ S> Nd¡ R>¡. kdSy> sp¡ a¼s ApÝep[ÐdL$
kyMdp„ S> gegu_ \pe R>¡, L$pfZ L¡$ A¡ kyM õhp^u_ R>¡, ipðs R>¡.
rhjes©óZp\u dy¼s R>¡ A_¡ r_c®e R>¡.—&& 26—&&
kyM dpV¡$ L$p¡C_p dp¡Y$p kpd¡ Å¡sp fl¡hy„ `X¡$, A¡_y„ _pd `fp^u_sp.
dm¡gy„ kyM Å¡sp _¡ Å¡sp Npeb \C Åe A¡_y„ _pd _ðfsp. ggQphu
ggQphu_¡ sfaX$ph¡ A¡_y„ _pd R>¡ rhjes©óZp. rhep¡N_p NcfpV$dp„ AX$^u
L$sg L$fu v$¡, A¡_y„ _d cep_L$sp.
kp„kpqfL$ kyM_p Ap Qpf L$g„L$ R>¡. L„$CL$ L$pmy„ L$f¡ A¡_¡ L$g„L$ L$l¡hpe R>¡.
Ap L$g„L$p¡ A¡V$gp„ dp¡V$p„ R>¡, L¡$ L$p„C ^p¡my„ S> fl¡hp v$¡sp _\u. kp„kpqfL$ kyM_¡
kyM L$l¡hy„ A¡ "kyM' iåv$_y„ A`dp_ R>¡. A¡_p D`f L$p¡C g¡bp¡f¡V$fudp„ KXy„$
k„ip¡^_ L$fu_¡ A¡_¡ "Op¡f vy$:M„' sfuL¡$ Ål¡f L$fu v$¡hy„ Å¡CA¡. lL$uL$sdp„ Ap
L$pd \C Q|¼ey„ R>¡, `Z dp¡V$pcpN_p Æhp¡A¡ ep Ap Ål¡fps kp„cmu S> _\u,
_¡ ep kp„cþep R>sp„ A¡_p¡ A„sf\u õhuL$pf L$ep£ _\u.
X$Ng¡ _¡ `Ng¡ Æhp¡ k„kpf_p L$l¡hpsp kyM_p Ap L$g„L$p¡_p¡ A_ych
s¡Ap¡ A¡V$gp akpe¡gp lp¡e R>¡, L¡$ s¡d_¡ lÆ A¡ "kyM' S> gpN¡ R>¡. A¡d_p¡
Mf¡Mf `p_Mf 78 f
âepk a¼s A¡ L$g„L$p¡dp„\u dy¼s \hp_p¡ lp¡e R>¡, `Z A¡d_¡ Mbf _\u
L¡$ L$g„L$ sp¡ kp„kpqfL$ kyM_p¡ õhcph R>¡. A¡_p L$g„L$\u dy¼s \hp_p¡ A¡L$
S> D`pe R>¡, L¡$ sd¡ A¡_p\u S> dy¼s \C ÅAp¡.
R>N__p Of¡ `p¡rgkp¡ Apìep. "A¡L$ Msf_pL$ Ap„sL$hpv$u sdpfp Ofdp„
Oyk¡gp¡ R>¡, A¡hp Adpfu `pk¡ kdpQpf R>¡.' R>N_¡ L$üy„, "hps sp¡ kpQu R>¡,
`Z ldZp A¡ A¡_p r`ef NC R>¡.'
_µOm ^r AmVr h¡ Xþ{Z`m go {Xb bJmZo H$s,
gµOm ^r {_bVr h¡ Xþ{Z`m go {Xb bJmZo H$s &
k„kpf_y„ L$l¡hpsy„ kyM-d_Ndsp rhjep¡ - Ap b^y„ F>syQ¾$ S>¡hy„ lp¡e
R>¡. dpZk hk„s Å¡C_¡ dp¡lpe R>¡, `Z lÆ sp¡ A¡ A¡_¡ g¡ _ g¡, Ðep„
A¡ `p_Mf \C Åe R>¡. L$pm_p F>syQ¾$dp„ hk„s _¡ `p_Mf_p¡ kde kdp_
lp¡e R>¡. ÷u - hN¡f¡ rhjep¡dp„ hk„s_p¡ kde _l]hs¹ lp¡e R>¡, _¡ `p_Mf
L$ped_u b_u Åe R>¡. L$pm_p F>syQ¾$dp„ buÅ hj£ afu hk„s Aph¡ R>¡, rhjep¡_u
hk„s NC s¡ NC. `R>u S>¡ `Z `qfhs®_p¡ lp¡e R>¡, s¡ a¼s `p_Mf_p¡ rhL$pk
lp¡e R>¡. L$pm_p F>syQ¾$dp„ hk„sdp„ sp¡ hk„s S> lp¡e R>¡. rhjep¡_u hk„sdp„
e `p_Mf_u ApX$MuguAp¡ lp¡e R>¡.
k„kpf `pk¡ kyM_u dp„NZu L$fhp_p¡ ku^p¡ A\® Ap S> R>¡ L¡$ Ap`Z¡
A¡L$ rcMpfu `pk¡ L$fp¡X$p¡ ê$r`ep_u dp„NZu L$fu füp R>uA¡. k„kpf A¡ gyÃQp
_¡ blºê$`u rcMpfu S>¡hp¡ R>¡, S>¡$ i¡W$_p õhp„N\u Ap`Zu Ap„Mp¡dp„ ^|m _p„M¡
R>¡, Ap`Z_¡ Apip S>Nph¡ R>¡, k`_p v$¡MpX¡$ R>¡, A¡ b^p„ S> k`_p A¡_u
L©$`p\u kpL$pf \C S>i¡ A¡hu c°dZpdp„ Ap`Z_¡ `pX¡$ R>¡. A¡ rcMpfu Å¡
ku^p¡ lp¡s, sp¡ Ap`Zp g„bpe¡gp lp\_¡ A¡ `p¡sp_u díL$fu kdS>s. `Z
A¡ M|b hp„L$p¡ R>¡, A¡V$g¡ A¡ Ap`Zu díL$fu L$fu füp¡ R>¡.
Ap`Z_¡ S>¡ Å¡CA¡ R>¡, s¡ k„kpf `pk¡ R>¡ S> _l]. S>¡ kyM klS> _ lp¡e,
S>¡ kyM_p¡ rhep¡N \pe _¡ Ap`Z¡ s|V$u `X$hp_p lp¡e, S>¡dp„ s©óZp _¡ ce_u
lpX$dpfuAp¡ lp¡e, A¡ sp¡ Ap`Z_¡ ¼ep„ Å¡Csy„ S> lsy„ ? Ap`Zu b^u S>
f 79 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Demands _¡ Å¡ op_uAp¡ `pk¡ fSy> L$fu v$CA¡, sp¡ op_uAp¡ A¡d S> L$l¡i¡,
L¡$ sdpf¡ lL$uL$sdp„ A¡V$gy„ S> L$l¡hp_y„ lsy„ L¡$ "sdpf¡ ApÝep[ÐdL$ kyM Å¡CA¡
R>¡' - sd¡ S>¡ S>¡ hõsy_u hps L$fp¡ R>p¡ s¡_y„ _pd Ap R>¡.
ApÝep[ÐdL$ kyM õhp^u_ R>¡. blpf_p L$p¡C kp^_p¡_u, õhS>_p¡_u,
`qf[õ\rsAp¡_u L¡$ OV$_pAp¡_u A¡_¡ L$p¡C A`¡np S> _\u. klS> õhhi
õhdpÓpîe R>¡ A¡ kyM. gp¡L$p¡ L$l¡ R>¡ buÅ_u L$pf L$fsp `p¡sp_u kpeL$g
kpfu. op_uAp¡ L$l¡ R>¡ L¡$ ApÝep[ÐdL$ kyM A¡ `k®_g l¡rgL$p¡àV$f L$fsp h^pf¡
d|ëehp_ R>¡. buÅ iåv$p¡dp„ L$luA¡ sp¡ `k®_g-iåv$_p¡ Mfp¡ A\® ApÝep[ÐdL$
kyM_p k„v$c®dp„ S> k„Ns \pe R>¡.
ApÝep[ÐdL$ kyM ipðs R>¡. ÅZ¡ hk„s Aphu _¡ F>syQ¾$ Ðep„_y„ Ðep„ \„cu
Ney„. This is the ever green bliss... gXm-~hma _y„ A¡L$ dpÓ Dv$plfZ
AÝep[ÐdL$ kyM R>¡.
ApÝep[ÐdL$ kyM `|Z®`Z¡ s©óZpdy¼s R>¡. õhõ\sp _¡ ip„rs_y„ A¡L$R>Óu
kpd°pÄe A¡dp„ R>hpe¡gy„ R>¡. "Å¡CA¡'_u b^u S> S>„Åmp¡_p Äep„ kudpX$p Aphu
Åe R>¡ A¡ R>¡ ApÝep[ÐdL$ kyM. "L$iy„ S> _ Å¡CA¡' - _u A[õdsp Äep„
A¥ðe® b_u Åe R>¡, A¡ R>¡ ApÝep[ÐdL$ kyM.
ApÝep[ÐdL$ kyMdp„ ce_y„ L$p¡C S> õ\p_ _\u. N¡flpS>fu_p¡ ce lpS>fu_¡
e qa½$u b_phu v$¡ Ap k„kpf_u L$d_kubu R>¡. "AÝepÐd'dp„\u L$iy„ e s|V$u
iL¡$, bNX$u iL¡$ L¡$ S>C iL¡$ A¡ i¼e S> _\u.
ApÝep[ÐL$d kyM_p A[õsÐh dpV¡$ spqL®$L$ âdpZp¡ L¡$ ip÷ue âdpZp¡_p¡
L$p¡C S> sp¡V$p¡ _\u. But I suggest you, Please once experience
it. `R>u sd_¡ L$iy„ S> L$l¡hp_u S>ê$f _l] fl¡. `R>u sp¡ sd¡ Myv$ bp¡gip¡.
sdpfp¡ A_ych bp¡gi¡.
Z Z Z Z Z
Mf¡Mf `p_Mf 80 f

Ap R>¡
k„kpf a a¼s tlkp_y„ sp„X$h a 27
VXoVX² ^mgÝVo, OJX^`XmZ§ Ibw ^d-
ñdê$nmZwÜ`mZ§, e_gwI{ZXmZ§ H¥$V{Y`… &
pñWar^yVo `pñ_Z², {dYw{H$aUH$ny©a{d_bm,
`e…lr… àm¡T>m ñ`mO², {OZg_`VÎdpñW{V{dXm_² &&27&&
Ap R>¡ k„kpf_p õhê$`_y„ Ýep_. kÄS>_p¡ A¡Z¡ rhð âÐe¡_y„ Acev$p_
L$l¡ R>¡. âidkyM_y„ d|m L$pfm L$l¡ R>¡. Ap Ýep_ [õ\f b_¡ _¡ rS>_pNd_p
sÒh_y„ õhê$` kdÅe A¡V$g¡ ei_u ip¡cp_p NyZpL$pfp¡ \C Åe. A¡
ei S>¡ epv$ A`ph¡ Q„ÖqL$fZp¡_u A_¡ L$`|f_u.—&& 27 &&
_p¡V$b„^u_u S>bfv$õs L$fyZspdp„ dp¡V$p cpN_p gp¡L$p¡_¡ A¡L$ S>bfv$õs
Apðpk_ lsy„ - "rbQpfp _¡spAp¡_p sp¡ L¡$V$gpe Nep R>¡. A¡d_u L„$`¡fdp„
Ap`Ï„ sp¡ iy„ Ney„ R>¡ ?' fpN-Ü¡j_p b^p„ S> sp¡ap_p¡_¡ kph S> ip„s
L$fu v$¡hp dpV¡$ kd\® R>¡ chõhê$`_y„ Ýep_. epv$ Aph¡ ip„sky^pfk -
¹${MXþËgd_`_w‚mdb§, O`_L²>JbZmX_² &
¹${MX_ÝXhhmad§, n¥WwemoH${dfmX_² &&
¼ep„L$ R>¡ A¡L$ R>Óu DÐkh... âL$pi... S>ed„Nm_pv$... _¡ ¼ep„L$ R>¡
dp¡V$p¡ lplpL$pf... AapV$ ip¡L$ _¡ rhjpv$. Qp¥v$ fpS>gp¡L$_¡ ip÷p¡_u Ap„M¡
Å¡hp_p¡ âepk L$fuA¡ sp¡ Ap`Zp kyMdp„ e L$p„C L$k _ gpN¡ _¡ vy$:Mdp„
e L$p¡C v$d _ gpN¡. lj® A_¡ ip¡L$_p¡ A\® d|Mp®du rkhpe buÅ¡ L$p„C
S> _ fl¡. b^p„ S> rhL$ë`p¡ idu Åe. d_dp„ Q„Qmsp_y„ _pdp¡r_ip_ _
fl¡. AÝepÐd_¡ Ap`Zp d_dp„ âh¡ihp dpV¡$ buSy>„ L$iy„ S> Å¡Csy„ _\u.
ip„sky^pfk L$l¡ R>¡ -
f 81 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Ed§ bmoH$mo ^mì`_mZmo {d{dº$çm, {dkmZm§ ñ`mÝ_mZgñW¡`©hoVw… &
ñW¡`ª àmáo _mZgo MmË_ZrZm, gwàmß`¡dmÜ`mË_gm¡»`àgy{V… &&
rhh¡L$`|h®L$ rhðõhê$`_y„ tQs_ d__¡ [õ\f L$fu v$¡ R>¡. _¡ d_ [õ\f
\C Åe A¡V$g¡ AÝepÐdkyM_p¡ S>Þd kygc b_¡ R>¡, A¡ S>Þd S>¡ ApÐdp_¡
Adf b_phu v$¡ R>¡.
bpf cph_pAp¡dp„\u b¡ cph_p Ap k„v$c®dp„ M|b S> D`ep¡Nu R>¡ -
(1) k„kpf cph_p (2) gp¡L$õhê$` cph_p. Ap cph_pAp¡\u cprhs b_¡
s¡ ApÐdp kdN° rhð_¡ Acev$p_ Ap`¡ R>¡. L$pfZ L¡$ Ap cph_pAp¡\u
S>¡ Mfp A\®dp„ cprhs b_¡ A_¡ chõhê$`_y„ sp[ÒhL$ A\®dp„ Ýep_ L$f¡
s¡ k„kpfdp„ flu S> _ iL¡$. k|fS>_u ApSy>-bpSy> Å¡ A„^pfy„ V$L$u iL¡$, sp¡
Ap cph_p _¡ Ýep__u ApSy>-bpSy> k„kpf V$L$u iL¡$. jV¹$L$pe_u rhfp^_p,
`Ð_u-`yÓpqv$ `qfhpf, ^„^p-_p¡L$fu_u S>„Åm, fpN-Ü¡j_p sp¡ap_, L$jpep¡_u
L$pmpi, rhjes©óZp_u âbmsp - Ap b^y„ Ðep„ S>lp¡C iL¡$ Äep„ chõhê$`_y„
tQs_ _\u. Ýep_ _\u. Ap tQs_ A_¡ Ýep_ Aph¡ A¡V$g¡ ApÐdp k„kpf_u
kdõs S>„Åmp¡\u dy¼s \C_¡ S> fl¡ R>¡. kpQu kdS> l„d¡ip kq¾$e lp¡e R>¡.
b^y„ kdÆ_¡ S>¡Ap¡ k„kpfdp„ S> b¡W$p„ fl¡ R>¡, s¡Ap¡ lL$uL$sdp„ L$iy„ S> kdÄep
_\u.
chõhê$`_p Ýep_\u ApÐdp k„kpf_p¡ ÐepN L$f¡ R>¡. A¡_u kp\¡ S>
A¡ õh-tlkp A_¡ `f-tlkp b„_¡\u dy¼s \pe R>¡. fpN-Ü¡j_p Acph\u
õh-tlkp\u dy¼s \pe R>¡. jV¹$L$pees_p_p âcph\u `f-tlkp\u dy¼s \pe
R>¡. Ap b„_¡ tlkp_p¡ Acph r_rdÑ-Acph\u rkÙ \pe R>¡. Ap r_rdÑ-
Acph âpreL$ R>¡. k„kpfdp„ õh-`f tlkp_p r_rdÑp¡ âbm A_¡ Ahíe
R>¡. k„eddp„ Ap r_rdÑp¡ rir\g A_¡ rhfg (Rare) R>¡. A¡ r_rdÑp¡_¡
k„eddp„ r_óam `Z L$fu iL$pe R>¡. A_¡ ¼epf¡L$ A¡ r_rdÑp¡ kam `Z
\C Åe, sp¡ âperòÑ Üpfp iyqÙ L$fu iL$pe R>¡. iyqÙ \pe A¡V$g¡ r_rdÑp¡_u
kamsp `f Qp¡L$X$u gpN¡ R>¡.
õh + `f = rhð. "õh + `f'_u âÐe¡ Acev$p_ A`pe A¡V$g¡ k„`|Z®
aL$s tlkp_y„ sp„X$h 82 f
rhð âÐe¡ Acev$p_ A`pe R>¡. "Æhv$ep'_p AdyL$ Qp¡½$k L$pep£ dpV¡$ Ap`Z¡
S>¡V$gp ÅN©s lp¡CA¡ R>uA¡, A¡V$gp S> Å¡ chõhê$`_p Ýep_ dpV¡$ ÅN©s
\CA¡, sp¡ Ap`Z¡ khp£ÐL©$ô$ Æhv$ep L$fu iL$uA¡ s¡d R>¡. S>¡_p A_„sdp„
cpN_u e Æhv$ep Ap`Z¡ A¡ Qp¡½$k L$pep£\u L$fu iL$sp _\u.
A_yL„$`p_p¡ L$p¡C r_j¡^ _\u. R>su i[¼sA¡ s_-d_-^_\u Æhfnp
L$fhu-L$fphhu A¡ ^d} ApÐdp_y„ L$s®ìe R>¡. `Z ^d®_y„ õhê$` Ap S> _\u.
Æhv$ep_p¡ Ap AÐe„s k|ÿd A„idpÓ R>¡. `p„Q-`ÃQui Æhp¡_¡ bQph_pf
`p¡sp_u S> lp\¡ jV¹$L$pe_p gpMp¡-L$fp¡X$p¡-AbÅ¡-Ak„¿e _¡ A_„s Æhp¡_p¡
L$ÃQfOpZ hpmsp¡ lp¡e, A¡_¡ v$epmy L$l¡hp¡ ? L¡$ tlkL$ L$l¡hp¡ ? kdN°
rhð_¡ Acev$p_ Ap`hp_p¡ A¡L$ dpÓ fõsp¡ Ap S> R>¡ - k„edõhuL$pf.
sd¡ õhtlkp\u `Z dy¼s b_u ÅAp¡ A_¡ `ftlkp\u `Z dy¼s b_u
ÅAp¡. "Æhv$ep'_y„ kpdÁ°e Apdp„ S> kdpe¡gy„ R>¡.
L$p¡C ìe[¼s L$p¡C Æh_¡ dpf¡ L¡$ _ dpf¡ A¡ Ap`Zp Ar^L$pf_u hõsy S>
_\u. Ap fus¡ sp¡ A_„s su\¯L$fp¡ `Z vy$r_ep_¡ tlkpdy¼s L$fu i¼ep _\u.
kdqL$su Q¾$hs}Ap¡ L¡$ CÞÖp¡ kyÙp `Z kph _p_p `pe¡ `Z Aphy„ L$iy„ S> L$fu
i¼ep _\u. Ap`Zp¡ Ar^L$pf sp¡ ApV$gp¡ S> R>¡ L¡$ Ap`Z¡ L$p¡C Æh_¡ dpfhp¡
L¡$ _l] ? Ap`Z¡ CÃR>uA¡ sp¡ Ap`Zp sfa\u rhð_p sdpd Æhp¡_¡ Acev$p_
Ap`u iL$uA¡ R>uA¡. Ap Æh__y„ Ap`Ï„ Mfy„ L$s®ìe `Z Ap S> R>¡.
vy$r_ep L$v$u `Z tlkpdy¼s \C _\u A_¡ \hp_u _\u. tlkp \su
flu R>¡, A_¡ \su fl¡i¡. tlkp L$f_pfp Æhp¡ s¡_p cep_L$ amp¡_¡ cp¡Nhsp
fl¡i¡. S>¡ ìe[¼s `p¡s¡ tlkpdy¼s \i¡ s¡ sÐnZ `fd kyMu \i¡ _¡ `f„`fpA¡
ipðs kyM_¡ `pdi¡ A¡ `Z r_ròs R>¡.
sp¡... L$s®ìe R>¡ k„edõhuL$pf... A¡_p dpV¡$ `Z L$s®ìe R>¡ k„kpfÐepN...
A¡_p dpV¡$ `Z L$s®ìe R>¡ chõhê$`Ýep_... ApÐdp\} Æh¡ kss Ap L$fhp
S>¡hy„ R>¡... ^mdo`ìd§ ^dgê$d§ &
f 83 Ap R>¡ k„kpf
Ap Ýep_ [õ\f \pe A¡V$g¡ L$ëepZp¡_u `f„`fp ApÐdp_y„ õhpNs L$f¡
R>¡. A„s¡ rkqÙky„v$fu A¡_p L„$W$dp„ hfdpmp `l¡fph¡ R>¡ _¡ Qp„v$_u _¡ L$`|f_u
epv$ Ap`¡ A¡hp¡ ei* kh®Ó âkfu Åe R>¡. BX_od na_§ lo`….... Please,
try to achieve it. This is the only result of your intelligency.
Please, let it be successfull.
Z Z Z Z Z
* ei - Here is the double meaning. A¡L$ S>¡ v$¡MpC Aph¡ R>¡ s¡ L$urs®.
buÅ¡ A\® R>¡ Nrc®s`Z¡ dyL¡$g L$sp®_y„ _pd - N©lõ\`Z¡ S>ih„s. v$urns`Z¡
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