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The Tiniest Mythologies
The Tiniest Mythologies
annie ho
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dreams.
the illusory demons and illusory shining gods;
Contents
s e a s i c k ............................................................................ 5
c r o n u s ............................................................................. 6
t u e s d a y h o r o s c o p e ................................................................ 7
n a v a r r e ............................................................................ 8
n o t e s o n v u l n e r a b i l i t y .......................................................... 9
b a b y f e v e r ....................................................................... 10
p a p a v e r s o n i f e r u m ............................................................... 11
t h e f a m i l i a r i t y o f h o l l o w n e s s ................................................. 12
f i r s t w i n t e r ..................................................................... 13
p a p s m e a r ......................................................................... 14
s o f t n e s s i s n ’ t f o r b r o w n g i r l s ................................................ 15
i r e m e m b e r m y s e l f , u n g r a c e f u l a n d s t o u t ..................................... 15
m y g r a n d p a r e n t s a s k w h y i d o n ’ t c a l l a n y m o r e ............................... 16
j e f f r e y ........................................................................... 17
p o p l a r s t . ....................................................................... 18
l a s t s u m m e r ...................................................................... 19
rainy season ....................................................................... 20
beholden ........................................................................... 21
studies of light ................................................................... 22
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seasick
cronus
tuesday horoscope
we run into a still flock of pigeons on our walk to the subway station
is it a blessing or omen or
nothing at all?
i feel wild
and read you your daily horoscope in the crosswalk:
and appalled, i say: these city pigeons have grown complacent, but
you marvel at these city pigeons and their boldness
“they’ve just learned how to live”
navarre
notes on vulnerability
you ask:
what’s the difference between a cat scr atch and a back scratch?
i answer “i don’t know” in between mouthfuls of ash.
my limbs are splayed out like yesterday’s kill on your bed.
left-
then,
right.
it’s:
-the phantom limb syndrome when your bod y unravels itself around me in
the morning
-your amber porch light turned to nothing by the rising sun
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baby fever
i think about you when the moon sits fat and ripe in the sky -
pungent and low hanging, ready for the cull
i set aside seeds for you- one for every year you would have had
i swallow all five and then cut off my tongue for good measure
the Ghosts with no name look at me and grin knowingly & hungrily
papaver soniferum
first winter
pap smear
i think about middle school frog dissections && try to stare at the
overhead light, pretend it is the sun and i am 4 again && if i stare long
enough, a beautiful burst of primary colors will dot my vision
make a run for the water where i can be safe and whole
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jeffrey
poplar st.
12:02am:
liquid amber night diffuses into my lungs
& ur fingers do a frantic tarantella along my thighs.
the streetlights whisper to us (“good luck”)
2:34am:
[the night air lingers :: an angry slap on my styrofoam skin]
our bodies crumple like wet leaves on the sidewalk
& their limbs mold misshapen stars on ur tissue -paper bedsheets.
4:00am:
i watch the Moon curdle ur perfect face & She smiles at me - placid.
in the doorway, i shed the fur coat i slept in (Cold forgot to come & i’m
no small creature)
the streetlights hum my name & i turn around & wave (“goodbye”)
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last summer
rainy season
beholden
mother nature works her way into me like a stubborn thorn in my side
i am wilting like mama's roses in the garden at night
&& the cicadas buzz with anticipation, warning me of the last Golden Days
mama says that to be woman is to be beholden to the men that hold you
i scrub away my desires then the dishes then the clothes then myself wring my hands
then my body fling myself onto the clothesline to dry
my father would be proud and pleased to hand me off to my new husband, neat and
starched
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studies of light
morning:
sun
caught in the
blades of your shoulder
illuminating your
big dipper freckles
afternoon:
light
bright like
the singing of the homeless
man down the street through
our open window
twilight:
soft
pink against
the eggshell of the bedroom
warm blush spreading
from sky to
face to
bellies
night:
moon
carves out the
boundaries of our bodies
and the stars are
all-knowing and smug
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annie ho is a human who proudly makes bad art. they believe in the
inexorable power of poetry. they can be reached at annie.ho14@gmail.com