Empirical or rational-the debate within subsists

Perhaps it is philosophy or existential crisis

Rose glowed bright, beauty enshrined in thorn
Like these days I laugh around,roam about alone

Compromised and let go,probably left my desire

Yet I fight back against dark, some unknown fear
They say, “you are atheist or blasphemous you are”
My Songs preached in different modes, faces alter

She lives as she used to,in my heart- silent & serene

Whistling a new serenade through decree of incitive grin
Diverse deflection what destiny wrote, I’m finding bridge to my soul
Your scent is arrested indiscrete around my air, ripples in the puzzle

Empty words,empty tunes-abandoned this kingdom,irregular hollow all flaw

Night seduces cause-effect changing conclusion of day, myths of reason flow
Interpretation and intelligence at conflict and "we" pestered in between
Life gasps in thirsty gaze, race is on-eyes become heavy in stale ambition

Mundane yet precious, lazy yet something dearly in its own free accord
Stained in habit, step by step you swirled down inside, consciously stored
Neither I understand nor I could undo arbitrary faults,probably too bold
Stoic moments of closed veils, tore open thoughts to sell my share of cold.

The door was calling, said-“you can’t stay”

Built up blush crushed again,it starts to defy
Evolve around this chill to and fro,void I behold
All remains bleakly spoken-change drifts in cold