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TERENCE DAVIES

Of Time and the City –


a transcription

Image Sound

Philharmonic screen rising. Into my heart an air that kills


(Consolation No. 3 in D flat From yon far country blows:
major – Franz Liszt) What are those blue remembered
hills,
Track into screen, as lights What spires, what farms are those?
change colour on curtain.

That is the land of lost content,


I see it shining plain,
The happy highways where I went
And cannot come again.
Images appear on the (A. E. Housman, ‘A Shropshire
screen – Overhead Railway. Lad’, Poem 40)
Title – ‘Of Time and the City’.
Image on screen, looking down
on the Overhead Railway.
Fade into the image. Various I met a traveller from an antique
shots of railway. land
Who said: Two vast and trunkless
legs of Stone
Stand in the desert . . .
And on the pedestal these words
appear:
‘My name is Ozymandias, king of
kings:
Look on my works, ye Mighty, and
despair!’
Nothing beside remains. Round
the decay
Of that colossal wreck, boundless
and bare,
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The lone and level sands stretch far


away.
(Shelley, excerpt from ‘Ozymandias’)

If Liverpool did not exist, it would


have to be invented
(Myrbach)

Enter tunnel and into darkness.


Darkness.
Emerge from darkness, and
the tunnel, into Liverpool.
(Music for the Royal
Fireworks – George Frederick
Handel)
St George’s Hall. Portico.
Engravings. Front columns.
SPQL on door.
Inside the Great Hall. We love the place we hate, then
hate the place we love. We leave
Track to organ. the place we love, then spend a
lifetime trying to regain it.
Come closer now, and see your
dreams,
Come closer now and see mine.
Fade to altar at Sacred Heart.
No meat on Friday, confession on
Saturday, emerging cleansed and
pleasing to God. Mass on Sundays
and holy days of obligation.
Fade to religious painting.
Despite my dogged piety, no great
revelation came, no divine balm to
ease my soul, just years wasted in
Fade to statue of Jesus and useless prayer. If I pray long
Mary, with candles in front. enough I will be forgiven, if I am
forgiven I will be made whole, all
I’ll need then is the girl.
Fade to religious triptych.
Suddenly I knew, suddenly I
thought, it’s all a lie, paradise
Fade to altar. betrayed, there was no God, only
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Satan sauntering behind me with a


smirk saying ‘I’ll get you in the end’.

Fade to petals falling past ‘Tu es Petrus’ – you’re a brick Pete.


camera in the Alma de Cuba.
Various shots of Alma de Cuba. Here people married.
Here people died and were buried.
In deconsecrated Catholic churches,
now made into restaurants as chic
as anything abroad.
Now the congregation can eat and
Shots of the bar.
drink in the sight of God. Who will
no doubt disapprove of cocktails in
Babylon.

Is this happiness, is this perfection?

Fade to shots of people


walking circa 1970s. As you are now, we once were
(James Joyce)

Fade to Bernard Fallon They that go down to the sea in


tugboat photo. B&W. ships and that do business in great
waters, these see the works of the
Lord and his wonders of the deep.

(The Protecting Veil – John Tavener) Anno Domini.

B&W. Cut to boat moving along Removed from the sight of happier
the water. classes, poverty may struggle along
B&W. Various shots of packed as it can.
ferry, docking, people getting off. (Friedrich Engels)
B&W. People playing at lido and
the beach in New Brighton.

B&W. Getting back on board


the ferry. Radio broadcast of football results.
Fade to shot of a packed
football crowd.
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B&W. Footage of the 1955 FA On slow Saturdays, when football,


Cup Final. like life, was still played in black
and white, and in shorts as long as
underwear. When it was still not
venal, when sports men and wo-
man knew how to win and lose
with grace, and never to punch the
B&W. End of match. Players air in victory.
shake hands. Shots of the crowd.
Match over, pea soup made, my
mother calling from the kitchen,
my eldest brother listening to the
football results in front of the
Bakelite radio, marking his coupon,
hoping to win millions. Accrington
Stanley, Sheffield Wednesday, Ha-
milton Academicals, Queen of the
B&W. Fade to Sefton Park. South.
Various shots around the park.
And on even slower Sundays when
it felt as if the whole world was
listening to the Light Programme,
Kenneth Horne, promptly at two
o’clock, and long before the repeal
of the Sexual Offences Act, would
regularly visit two of his very
special friends . . .

(Radio archive – Round the Horne)


(Slang)
Kenneth Horne: . . . I was recom-
B&W. Sefton Park lake.
mended to a fashionable firm of
solicitors in Lincoln’s Inn, the brass
plate on the door read ‘Bona Law’
(Laughter).

Kenneth Horne: Hello – anybody


there?

Julian: Oh hello, I’m Julian and this is


my friend Sandy. I’ve got me articles
and he’s taken silk . . . frequently. Well
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Mr Horne how nice to vada your dolly


old eek again, oh what brings you
trolling in here?

Kenneth Horne: Can you help me?


I’ve erred.

Julian: Yes we’ve all ‘eard, ducky.

Sandy: I mean it’s common knowl-


edge, isn’t it, Julian?

Kenneth Horne: Will you take my


case?

Julian: Well it depends on what it is,


we’ve got a criminal practice that
takes up most of our time (laughter).

Kenneth Horne: Yes, but apart from


that.

Julian: Oh, ain’t he bold! (laughter).

But the law proscribed and was


anything but tolerant, as when,
contemporaneously, two gay men
were arrested and convicted, and
were to be made an example of,
B&W. Fade to the Ritz and the judge said to them before he
cinema. Première. Lights. was passing sentence, ‘Not only have
Crowds. Stars arriving. you committed an act of gross
indecency but you did it under
one of London’s most beautiful
bridges.’

Pathé Newsreel.
V/O: Show-place of the North, the
Ritz Theatre, Birkenhead, again, pre-
sents a replica royal film performance.

Stars talk and joke on stage. (‘Hooray for Hollywood’ – Benny


Goodman and his orchestra).
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At seven I saw Gene Kelly in


Singin’ in the Rain, and discovered
the movies, loved them, and swal-
lowed them whole.

Last shot of the Ritz cinema with And my love was as muscular as my
the spotlights spinning in the sky. Catholicism, but without any of the
drawbacks. Musicals, melodramas,
westerns, nothing was too rich or
too poor, for my rapacious appetite
B&W. Fade to wrestling ring, as I gorged myself with a frequency
a fight is in action. that would shame a sinner.

But soon darker pleasures: at 15, I


saw Dirk Bogarde in Victim, and
discovered something entirely dif-
ferent.

And when I was not at the movies


on Friday nights, I was at the
Liverpool Stadium watching the
wrestling. Not for its pantomimic
villainy, but for something more
illicit, and in short, I was afraid. As
I struggled with my adolescent
desires, as I waited at the top of
the aisle as the wrestlers swag-
gered up from the ring, their trunks
B&W. A masked wrestler looms tight across the buttocks, I could
in the ring. feel their body heat as I furtively
touched a back or a thigh, choking
with schoolboy guilt and trembling
B&W. Fade to a track across with the fear of the wrath of God.
the religious stations in Sacred
Heart church. Oh save me from those dark desires
which thrill and compel. The world,
(Beata Viscera – Andrew Pickett) the flesh, and the devil.

B&W. Wide shot, track across


altar in Sacred Heart. Caught between canon and the
criminal law, I said goodbye to my
girlhood.
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B&W. Cut to: A painting of


Christ’s face, lit by candles
Here I wept, wept and prayed,
underneath.
until my knees bled, but no suc-
B&W. Face of a young boy cour came, no peace granted. Here
in church. was my whole world; home,
A nun. school, the movies, and God.

Cut to: A cityscape full of


smoking chimneys. You who damn, but give no
comfort. Why do I plead? Why
do you not respond Angel Eyes?

Jesus mercy, Mary help, lull me to


Cut to: Trains in action. People safety.
on trains. Travelling. Disembarking.
City life beginning to stir into Between sleeping and waking,
action. earth does not revolve,
and slow turns a life
of meagre timbre,
B&W. People starting their of dullest breath.
days, walk past the Liver buildings.
Between birth and dying,
some lovely moments grow,
and sorrows (not known until
tomorrow) cloud the happy hours
Various shots of the city continue. spent dreaming in the sun.

Between joy and consolation,


no easy path . . . some flights of
fancy, some colour (glorious old
Hollywood), small comic England
(black and white).

Between loving and hating,


the real journey starts,
let go the latter,
embrace the former,
then fall to heaven on a gentle
smile.
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Between waking and sleeping, the


earth resumes its turn,
B&W: Cut to: Two women the soft light fills the room,
walk along with their bags of the nightly demons perish from the
washing perched on their heads. bed, and all humanity braves an-
other day.
Shots inside the washhouse. ‘Untitled’ – TD)

Audio archive:
Woman walks back along WOMAN: We used to help one another
street, washing on top of her head. out, and go the washhouse. Do
washin’ for anyone, (indistinguish-
able) nursing them if they’re sick.
B&W. Two ships on the Mersey.
Worker on ship loading bananas. And then, of course, my mother died,
on Christmas Eve, and she left me at
14, a little baby 12 months old, and
Wall daubed with the graffiti: another one, erm, four. Me dad
‘God bless Fr Maxwell’. stayed with us eight weeks, and then
he got a ship and went away and left
(‘Dirty Old Town’ – The Spinners) us, so of course he died after, y’know.
B&W. Cut to: Montage – Then I had more trouble on me plate
various shots of the city. Trains like, me husband never ever got much
going along the tracks. Liver work and I had to work all me life,
buildings. Ships. Hustle and bustle but thank God, God’s been very good
of the city. Cars, buses, people. to me, and his Holy Mother.

Cars entering Mersey tunnel.

A bonfire goes on. People


with torches light the bonfire.
Children gather round and
watch the fire.
The bonfire burns; fireworks are
The year moves towards Novem-
set off, people smile and laugh.
ber, Bonfire Night, a penny for the
Guy, someone singing, ‘Keep the
Home Fires Burning’.
As Jimmy Preston and me, the
only ones left now, roast potatoes
on sticks. We sit, quiet at the last,
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Jimmy Preston who was a real boy,


and whom I envied, Jimmy Preston
Fade to black. who once put his hand on my
shoulder and I didn’t want him to
remove it.

B&W. A wide cityscape, down Don’t go in just yet, please, not just
a sloping, terraced street. yet. But he does.
Track along a terraced street.
Empty streets and playgrounds
as dawn breaks. Twilight and evening bell,
Milk is delivered on the step. And after that the dark.
An elderly woman lights the fire. (Tennyson)
Scenes of life in the home.
Mum cooking, dad shaving,
children stirring in bed.
Women scrub the front step, (‘Watch and Pray’ – Angela Gheor-
clean windows. ghiu)
Young girls sing and play.
Boys on the playground play a
‘dip’ between each other.
Women scrub and work in
the washhouse.
Men work in the street. People
on the streets. Children play in
the playground.
GIRLS SINGING: Good bye Betty; while
Young boy swings from a lamppost. you’re away, send me a letter to tell
Various shots of children playing. me that you’re better. Good-bye
Betty, and while you’re away, don’t
forget your old pal Anne.
Good-bye Anne while you’re away,
send me a letter to tell me that you’re
better. Good-bye Anne, and while
you’re away, don’t forget your old
pal Pat.

B&W: Cut to: A woman walking CHILD SINGS: He bought me a shawl of


and looking into shop windows. red, white, and blue. And when we
got married he tore it in two. Oh gee
Old lady walks down the street. I love him, I can’t deny it, I’ll be with
him wherever he goes . . .
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Audio archive:
WOMAN: I would have liked to have
worked on but they threw me out,
B&W. Cut to: Hands folded into
because I was old. It’s a sin to grow
a lap. An old woman sits and looks.
old you know. We had an old lady
Fade to young girls smiling.
here, and, erm, she, everybody would
Shots of streets.
run and get her a cup of tea, and
they’d wait on her, and do all those
little things, but she’d always say
‘nobody wants me’. Well, I mean, if
you take that attitude you can’t
expect anyone to want you, can you?

B&W. Cut to: Christmas holly Oh watch and pray, watch and
in close-up. A woman picks out pray. Do you remember, you who
a turkey from a shop-front. are no longer young, and you who
Children play with fruit. still are, do you remember the
months of November and Decem-
ber? Wet shoes and leaking ga-
loshes, and for the first time,
chilblains, with Christmas in the
air. God was in his heaven, and oh,
how I believed, oh, how fervent I
was. And on Christmas Eve, pork
roasting in the oven, the parlour
cleaned, with fruit along the side-
board. A pound of apples, tangerines
in tissue paper, a bowl of nuts, and
our annual, exotic pomegranate.
People hustle round shop Do you remember?
displays, eyeing the goods. Do you?
Will you ever forget?
Shots of cinema fronts. Neon signs Archive Audio:
identifying each cinema by name. (Laughter) Happy days.
My mother, generous with her small
nest-egg of twenty-five pounds, bor-
rowed from the ‘Leigh and Lend’.
Love and cellophane. My brothers
with their made-to-measure suits,
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Cut to: A wintry park. bought on HP, my sisters and a dab


Snow-covered trees and roads. of scent, maybe only ‘Evening in
Paris’, but making it seem as if
the whole world was drenched in
Chanel.
Being taken to the pictures and in
all those movies, it was always
Christmas, and it was always per-
fect.
Snow-covered buildings. Seven Brides for Seven Brothers,
Young at Heart, All That Heaven
Cut to: Gunships blazing as Allows, but all, all are gone, the old
they fire. familiar faces.
Soldiers march in driving And yet, time renders, deceive the
snow. Montage of war scenes. eye, deceive the heart. A valedic-
tion and an epitaph. Now voyager,
(‘He Ain’t Heavy, He’s My go forth, to seek and find. But my
Brother’ – The Hollies) eldest brother, lying in an army
hospital in Leamington Spa,
Colour. Soldiers on parade.
Gates of Buckingham Palace.
B&W. Various shots of street He will not go to war, he will be
parties. safe.

Colour. Scenes of the Coronation. Cometh the hour, cometh the man,
The Queen in an extravagant horse- cometh the Korean War.
drawn carriage.
For Queen, country, and the civil list.
And yet all over the country street
parties were held to celebrate the
start of The Betty Windsor Show.

When the golden couple married in


1947, the following was lavished on
the ceremony: jewellery from other
Royals, a washing machine, a
fridge, 76 handkerchiefs, 148 pairs
of stockings, 38 handbags, 16
nightgowns, 500 cases of tinned
pineapple, 10,000 telegrams, 2,000
guests, 5 kings, 7 queens, 8 princes,
and 10 princesses. And for the
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10,000 pearls sewn onto her wed-


ding dress, Her Majesty allegedly
B&W. The 21 hose salute in saved all her clothing coupons.
Scotland.
Even more money was wasted on
her coronation, as yet another
Colour. The Coronation ceremony fossil monarchy justified its exis-
proceeds down the aisle. tence by ‘tradition’, and deluded
Colour. Marching soldiers. itself with the notion of ‘duty’,
privileged to the last, whilst in
England’s green and pleasant land
the rest of the nation survived on
rationing in some of the worst
slums in Europe.

And in bonny Scotland, they gave


More Coronation footage.
Her Majesty a 21 hose salute – or
maybe they were just taking the piss.
B&W. Queen waves from a balcony.
After Korea, EOKA and Mau-
Mau, India had gone; soon Africa
would go, then Suez as a last
hurrah, leaving only a fading
memory of when most of the globe
was red, and Victoria was the first
and only diminutive bourgeoisie
imperatrix.
B&W. Shawlie and Husband Betty and Phil with a thousand
(Bernard Fallon). flunkies.

The trouble with being poor is that


it takes up all your time.
(Willem de Kooning)

The trouble with being rich is that


it takes up everybody else’s.

After farce – realism.


The heart that beats beneath the
heart is tender, is not savage.
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It beats, in time though years apart


from struggle’s silent marriage,
(‘Folks Who Live on the Hill’ – of storm and stress, of quiet love,
Peggy Lee) as when the lights begin to fall
and he just smiles, or she just hums
B&W. Cut to: Photo of a tune that fitted like a glove, that
women standing on front step. tapped its rhyme, still and small
Montage of people. into their room, when nightfall
Derelict and broken-down thrums a kind of peace, that
housing. Children vandalising. soothes the heart and lets the years
Houses being knocked down. fall from nought and down, as they
‘The Long Walk’ (Bernard shuffle off to bed, apart, then meet
Fallon photo). again beneath the Eiderdown.
New roads, tower blocks, suburbs. (TD – ‘Cocoa’)

B&W. Stormy waters crash


against the pier.

B&W. Beatles sing on stage.

(‘Hippy Hippy Shake Shake’ –


Swinging Blue Jeans)

B&W. Cut to: Crowds of By the waters of Babylon, there we


fans screaming and waving. sat down, yea we wept when we
remembered Zion, and they that
carried us away captive, required
of us a song, saying, sing us one of
the songs of Zion. But how shall
we sing in a strange land?
Beatles struggling through
hordes of fans. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

B&W. Police struggle to


contain crowd. People pass out.
The Beatles wave from a balcony. And in an era when pop music was
still demure, before Presley, before
the Beatles; John, Paul, George,
and Ringo, not so much a musical
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(Elizabethan Serenade – Ronald phenomenon, more like a firm of


Binge) provincial solicitors.
B&W. People queue to enter the
Cavern Club. Dancing inside. A
band plays on stage. People dance. When they are given the freedom
of the City, Teddy Johnson and
Pearl Carr, Dickie Valentine, Lita
Roza, Alma Cogan (music fades
out), sedate British pop was
screamed away on a tide of Mer-
seybeat – and the witty lyric, and
the well crafted love song seeming
as antiquated as antimacassars or
curling tongs.

After the rise of rock and roll, my


People dancing in the Cavern and interest in popular music waned
similar clubs. Cut to: and as it declined, my love of
classical music increased; Sibelius,
Elegant hall with people ballroom Shostakovich, and my beloved
dancing in synch. Bruckner.
Then in my overwrought adoles-
cent state of mind, I discovered
Mahler, and responded completely
to his every overwrought note.
Dancers finish in perfect position. And in classical music they had
such wonderful foreign names;
Amy Shuard, Otto Klemperer,
Elizabeth Schwarzkopf, Anneliese
Cut to: Young girls in a circle clap Rothenberger. Furtwängler and
and play singing games. Munch, Knappertsbusch and
Cut to: A football crowd clapping Gauk, Robert Merrill and Jussi
and chanting. Björling in ‘The Pearl Fishers’.
Cut to: People in umbrellas queue
at Aintree racecourse. Horses line But there was still ballroom dan-
up. cing, as staid as a funeral parlour,
hectares of tulle, Brylcreem, and
the fish-tail. Accompanied by Vic-
tor Silvester and his famous or-
chestral whine, as thin as a two-
step, as quick as a foxtrot.
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The race commences. People V/O: A thousand throng Aintree


watch through binoculars. racecourse for the biggest event in
the steeplechasing world, the Grand
National. Even umbrella weather
Race continues. won’t stop the crowds coming to this
almost legendary racing classic . . .

All of Britain listened to the Grand


National on radios as small and
brown as Hovis, made bets, off-
course and absolutely illegal, but it
The race finishes, crowds was only once a year and a shilling
surround the winner. win, so where was the harm?
Sundew, ESB, Early Mist.
Even mum opened her purse, for
her annual little flutter and said, I
really fancy Quare Times – each
way.

Radio commentary.

Bob Danvers-Walker, the voice of


Cut to: The Orange Lodge
British Pathé, Michael O’Hehir,
parade.
Peter O’Sullivan, the voices of
racing, listening to their controlled
excitement pouring through the
wireless.

Radio commentary – And Quare


Times, who cost his owner only three
hundred guineas, wins the National.
Cut to: B&W. Children out Mum, smiling at her small win, and
playing together on a long those who’ve lost think, well there’s
terraced street. always next year. God willing.
Girl skips along an empty road
by herself. Two boys stand,
The twelfth of July and the Orange
looking glum.
Day Parade through the city, wind-
Children play in a puddle.
ing their way towards Exchange
Station and Southport, to toast
King Billy in a perruque, and say
‘fuck the pope, and all those
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Fenian bastards’ – whatever, who-


ever they were. And on the train
coming home, slightly the worse
for wear, howling at the papist
moon.

But no religious divide in my street,


Shots of fairs, fêtes, jumble just quiet acceptance that Catholics
sales, and races. did everything in mysterious Latin,
while Protestants sang ‘Jesus Wants
Me for a Sunbeam’, in plain, no-
nonsense English.

Although sometimes it felt as if


one’s entire world was one long
Fête. Sunday afternoon. Nothing to do,
nowhere to go.

Then mum or one of my sisters


would say, ‘Let’s have a day out
next week’, and the ensuing seven
days were streaked and gilded.

But you still had to wait. Those


days, queuing was De Rigueur,
B&W. Masses of people wait queuing modestly for modest en-
to board the ferry. tertainment at the local fête, in
posh parts of the city, like Stoney-
croft, where they sounded their
‘Hs’ and knew what ‘sculleries’
were.

Colour. People disembark from


the ferry. A jumble sale, a fancy dress
parade, a foot race, with someone
collapsing from heat-stroke be-
Colour. Montage of beach scenes. cause the temperature rose a cou-
ple of degrees above freezing.
The scouts, darts, and a May
Queen crowned, a nation deprived
of luxury relishing these small
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delights. Decorated prams and


bicycles, a smattering of applause,
all the fun of the fair.

So, to New Brighton, only a ferry-


ride away, but happiness on a
budget.

Colour. Beauty competition They board in black and white . . .


goes on.
Then disembark in colour, for
things were changing.
World War II was over, peacetime
and hardship eased.
Various New Brighton footage.
And all day on the beach, com-
pletely unsupervised, with no fac-
tor two hundred sun block, and
safe as houses, little baby Joyce –
Tarquin, and Gemma being as yet,
unknown.

Stiff at joy time with Aunty Lil’.

Bathing beauty competitions, in


their day harmless, now as quaint
as the bustle, now as unacceptable
as Chinese foot-binding.

Pretty young women being kissed


The fairground lights spin by the Lord Mayor, given a sash, a
against the night sky. trophy, and some small modest
fame, and oh, how we laughed.

A stroll along the prom, deck


chairs and the Floral Clock, sand
in the egg sandwiches, tea at three,
then a snooze.

New Brighton rock as sweet as


sick, and gobstoppers that would
last until your middle age.
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A ride or two, then the miniature


railway, then maybe to the dance,
Colour. The sun slowly sets maybe a jive, maybe a gin and
over New Brighton pier. orange, and maybe love.

(Concertino for Guitar and Orchestra Kiss me quick and roll me over,
in A minor, Opus 72 – Bacarisse) announce an engagement, plan a
wedding, taffeta skirts and blue
serge, youth that cannot end and
Colour. Cut to: Driving hopes as high as Blackpool Tower,
through terraced streets. when all the world was young and
People on the streets, kids knew no bounds.
playing, etc.
Children playing in tower blocks.

Colour. Montage: Deprived Then, the journey home, tired,


and rundown areas. Shabby cocoa and toast – and happiness
tower blocks. Graffiti. Derelict unlimited.
and vandalised housing.
The golden moments pass and
Poor area, in the shade of leave no trace – Chekhov.
the Catholic Cathedral.

Colour. Priests walk up the steps We had hoped for paradise, we got
of the Cathedral and enter. the Annus Mundi.

Various shots of the


Cathedral’s inauguration.
(Symphony No. 2 in C minor, Rise, oh rise, oh surely thou shalt
‘Resurrection’ – Mahler) rise.

Colour. Cut to: Various images


of people. Liver buildings. But not before the opening of the
Tug boats coming into dock. Metropolitan Cathedral of Christ
Building work. Rundown areas. the King, inaugurated by Cardinal
Colour. Grim tower block. Heenan in his brand-new frock.
The Vatican’s response to Schia-
parelli. I had lived my spiritual and
religious life under Popes Pious the
Twelfth, John the Twenty-Third,
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and Clitoris the Umpteenth, which


is enough to turn anyone pagan. As
far as I knew Holy Mother Church
(Brahms’s ‘Wiegenlied’ – still wanted me, but I no longer
Jennifer John) wanted her, for I was now a very
Colour. Various shots around happy, very contented, born-again
the industrial area of the docks. atheist. Thank God, Oh Come All
Ye Faithful have another plateful.
B&W. Cut to: Still –
warehouse workers caught in a
shaft of light.

Cut to: Colour. Modern Municipal architecture dispiriting at


recreation of Overhead the best of times but, when combined
Railway footage. with the British genius for creating
the dismal, makes for a cityscape
that is anything but Elysian.

Out at sea the dawn wind


Wrinkles and slides. I am here
Or there, or elsewhere.
...
In my end is my beginning.
(T. S. Eliot, excerpts from
‘Four Quartets’)

We meet our destiny on the road we


take to avoid it
(Carl Jung)

I said to my soul, be still, and let


the dark come upon you
Which shall be the darkness of God.
...
I said to my soul, be still, and wait
without hope
For hope would be hope for the
wrong thing; wait without love,
For love would be love of the
wrong thing; there is yet faith
But the faith and the love and the
hope are all in the waiting.
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...
The rest is not our business.

At the still point of the turning


world.

Suspended in time, between pole


and tropic.

And all is always now.

Home is where one starts from. As


we grow older
The world becomes stranger, the
pattern more complicated
Of dead and living.

There is a time for the evening


under starlight,
A time for the evening under
lamplight,
(The evening with the photograph
album).
(Dolly Suite, Op. 56, No. I. Love is most nearly itself
‘Berceuse’ – Fauré) When here and now cease to
matter.
(T. S. Eliot, excerpts from ‘Four
Colour. Modern Liverpool. Quartets’)
Wind farm in Mersey.
People, children in prams in
city centre. Williamson Square, etc.
Men drinking in pub, laughing.
I said to my soul be still, and accept
this my chanson d’amour, for all
Cut to: Colour. Sefton Park, that has passed, but where oh
modern day. Various shots of where are you, the Liverpool that
the Glass House. I knew and loved, where have you
gone without me? And now I am an
alien in my own land. Oh Tempora,
oh Mores. Oh the times, oh the
fashions. Tread gently, stranger, as
you softly turn the key, to unlock
time and cause the years to fall
Of Time and the City – a transcription 21

Plaque, ‘Olive and Bob Dryhurst – towards their end. Speak low love,
If wishes could be granted but speak wisely for frail time
and dreams really could come hangs by a thread above the world
true . . . xx’ with only hope to keep us safe. Tap
Cut to: Colour. Modern footage lightly at the door, then close it
of the Catholic Cathedral. The with a silent shock, but never ever
Three Graces. yield to the night.
Modern aerial footage of
Liverpool city centre. Liver
buildings, etc. Container
ships, docks.
We shall return with hope to the
good earth, and you my dear
children, you are the earth.

I reason, Earth is short –


Modern footage continues. And Anguish – absolute –
Night time on the busy streets And many hurt,
of Liverpool bars and clubs. But, what of that?
I reason, we could die –
The best Vitality
Cannot excel Decay,
But what of that?

I reason, that in Heaven –


Somehow, it will be even –
Some new Equation, given –
But what of that?
(Emily Dickison)

We shall not cease from exploration,


And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time.
Through the unknown, unremem-
bered gate
When the last of earth left to discover
Is that which was the beginning;
...
A condition of complete simplicity
(Costing not less than everything)
And all shall be well and
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All manner of thing shall be well


(T. S. Eliot, excerpts from
‘Four Quartets’)
Cut to: Colour. Mother and child
in street. Sun sets over Mersey. If all the world and love were
young,
And truth in every shepherd’s
tongue, These pretty pleasures
might me move
To live with thee and be thy love.

Time drives the flocks from


field to fold
When rivers rage and rocks grow
cold,
And Philomel becometh dumb;
The rest complains of cares to
Modern shots of Sefton Park, come.
with sunset.
The flowers do fade, and wanton
fields
To wayward winter reckoning
(Symphony No. 2 in C minor yields;
‘Resurrection’ – Mahler - resumes) A honey tongue, a heart of gall,
Is fancy’s spring, but sorrow’s fall.

B&W. Montage of old Liverpool. Thy gowns, thy shoes, thy beds of
Old footage of St George’s Hall. roses,
Colour. Various old footage Thy cap, thy kirtle, and thy posies
of ships. Soon break, soon wither, soon
Statues outside St George’s Hall. forgotten –
Colour. Cut to: Modern In folly ripe, in reason rotten.
St George’s footage,
Thy belt of straw and ivy buds,
Thy coral clasps and amber studs,
Liver buildings, etc. City
All these in me no means can move
skyline with rainbow.
To come to thee and be thy love.
Fade to: Skyline at night
But could youth last and love still
erupting with fireworks.
breed,
Had joys no date nor age no need,
Then these delights my mind might
move
Of Time and the City – a transcription 23

To live with thee and be thy love.


(Sir Walter Ralegh –
Reply to Marlowe
– ‘The nymph’s reply to the shepherd’

We are being gathered in – at


gloaming.
Is it sleep . . . or is it death.

Good night, ladies, good night,


sweet ladies, good night, good
night.
(T. S. Eliot – excerpt from ‘The
Waste Land’)
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