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Anxiety
Using Depth Psychology to Find a Balance
in Your Life
Original title:
Fritz Riemann: Grundformen der Angst. Eine tiefenpsychologische Studie.
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Introduction 7
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III Fear of commitment 20
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The schizoid personalities
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T h e s c h i z o i d per s o n a n d l ove 25
T h e s c h i z o i d per s o n a n d a gg res s i o n 31
T h e b i o g ra p h i c a l b a c k g ro u n d 35
E x a m p les o f w h a t t he s c h i z o i d pers o n ex pe r i e n ces 42
S u m m i n g u p 49
Fear of self-becoming 61
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: The depressive personalities
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Fear of change 1 09
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The compulsive personalities
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T h e c o m p u l s i ve pers o n a n d l ove 1 22
T h e c o m p u l s i ve pers o n a n d a gg res s i o n 1 28
T h e b i o g ra p h i c a l b a c k g ro u n d 1 35
E x a m p l es of w h a t t h e c o m p u l s i ve pers o n ex pe r i e n ces 1 43
Summing up 1 48
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Fear of necessity 159
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Conclusion 202
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Introduction
The character of anxiety
and life's antinomies
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it, to cover it up or to disclaim it. However, just as death does
not cease to exist when we are not thinking about it, neither does
anxIety.
Anxiety exists independently of the culture or level of devel
opment of a people or an individual. What are different are mere
ly the obj ects of fear, those things which trigger the anxiety and,
correspondingly, the means and measures we avail ourselves of
in order to combat this anxiety. Today, in general, we no longer
fear natural phenomena such as thunder and lightning, and solar
and lunar eclipses have become an interesting natural spectacle.
They elicit no anxiety as we know they do not denote a perma
nent disappearance of these heavenly bodies or even the end of
the world. In their place we have anxieties that earlier cultures
were not affected by - we are afraid, for instance, of bacteria, of
new diseases, of automobile accidents, of old age and loneliness.
In contrast to this, the methods of dealing with anxiety have
changed very little. Only today, in place of sacrifices and magic
al counterspells, we have modern, fear-suppressing pharmaceut
ical treatments - but anxiety is still with us. Probably the most
significant new prospect for anxiety management is psychother
apy in its various forms: first it reveals the history of the origins
of anxiety in the individual, then it researches the interrelation
ship between individual-familial and socio-cultural conditions.
This makes possible the confrontation with anxiety - the goal be
ing fruitful anxiety management through further maturation.
Obviously, one of life's balancing acts lies herein: If, through
the agency of science and technology, we are able to make pro
gress in mastering the world and therefore eliminate or do away
with certain fears, we still exchange these fears for others. The
fact that anxiety is an inescapable part of life is not altered in the
least. Only one new fear seems to belong to our modern life: We
increasingly recognize anxieties that arise from acts and deeds of
our own making which turn against us. We recognize the fear of
the destructive forces within ourselves - think only of the dan
gers inherent in the misuse of nuclear power or of the possibil
ities for power arising from intervention in natural life cycles.
Our hubris appears to be turning against us in the manner of a
boomerang; lacking in love and humility, the will to have power
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over nature and over life gives rise to the fear in us that we our
selves can become manipulated beings, empty of meaning. If in
former times mankind was afraid of the forces of nature, helpless
and at the mercy of threatening demons and avenging gods, to
day we must be afraid of our very selves.
Therefore, it is an illusion to think that "progress" - which is
always also a regress - will relieve us of our anxieties; certainly,
it will remove some of them, but it will at the same time result in
new fears.
The experiencing of anxiety is thus part of our existence. How
ever valid this is, every human being experiences his or her own
personal variation of anxiety, "the" fear, which exists as little as
does "the" death, or "the" love and other abstractions. Everyone
has his or her own personal, individual form of anxiety that be
longs to them and their being just as everyone has their own form
of love and has to die their own death. Thus, anxiety only exists
when experienced and reflected by a particular person. Therefore
it always has a personal imprint in spite of the collective funda
mental experiencing of fear common to all. This, our personal
fear, is linked to our individual life situation, to our disposition
and our environment; it has its own phylogenesis which starts
virtually when we are born.
If we look at anxiety for a moment "without anxiety", we get
the impression that it displays a double aspect: on the one hand
it can stimulate us, on the other it can paralyse us. Anxiety is at
all times a signal and a warning in the case of danger, while at the
same time having the character of a challenge, namely the impulse
to overcome it. The acceptance and mastering of anxiety signi
fies a stride in development, it allows us to mature a step further.
Avoiding anxiety and the need to deal with it, on the other hand,
causes us to stagnate. It hinders our further development and we
remain childish in that area where the obstacle of anxiety has not
been overcome.
Anxiety always arises when we find ourselves in a situation
with which we cannot cope or cannot cope with yet. Every de
velopment, every step on the road to maturity is a cause of anx
iety as it leads us into something new, something unknown and
for which we do not yet have the coping skills. It leads us into
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internal or external situations that we have not experienced be
fore and which we have not yet experienced in ourselves. Along
side the attraction of something new and the love of adventure
and j oy of taking risks, everything new, unknown, done-or-ex
perienced-for-the-first-time contains anxiety. B ecause our lives
constantly lead us into unknown territory, into what is unfamil
iar and not yet experienced, anxiety is our constant companion.
We generally become conscious of it at important stages in our
development. Those places where old and trusted ruts must be
abandoned, where new tasks are to be dealt with or changes are
due to be made. Development, becoming an adult and matur
ation therefore appear to have a lot to do with mastering anxiety,
and every age has its own appropriate rites of passage with the
corresponding anxieties that must be mastered if the process is
to be successful.
Therefore, there are completely normal, age- and develop
ment-appropriate anxieties that a healthy person can weather and
can grow through. Coping with these is important for his or her
further development. Consider for a moment the first indepen
dent steps of a small child when for the first time it has to let go
of the mother's hand and must overcome the fear of walking alone,
the fear of being left alone in an open space. Or think of the great
turning-points in our lives. Let us take the first day of school when
the child has to leave the bosom of its family and is expected to
adapt to a new and strange community and to assert itself there.
Let us take the example of puberty and the first encounters with
the opposite sex under the compulsion of erotic longing and sex
ual desire; or let us think of the commencement of a career, the
founding of one's own family, of motherhood and, ultimately, of
growing old and the encounter with death. In all beginnings or
before any first-time experience, there is always anxiety.
All these fears belong, in a manner of speaking, to our lives in
an organic way because they are linked with bodily, emotional
or social stages of development that manifest themselves with the
assumption of new functions in a community or society. Such a
step always signifies a crossing of borders and challenges us to
let go of what is habitual and trusted and to venture into new and
unfamiliar territory.
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In addition to these fears, there are a plethora of individual
anxieties that are not necessarily typical of the particular bor
derline situations mentioned above and which we often cannot
understand in others as we do not have them ourselves. Thus for
one person loneliness can trigger severe anxiety, while another
suffers in crowded gatherings; others have panic attacks if they
have to cross bridges or an empty square; some cannot stand to
be in enclosed rooms; and yet others are afraid of harmless ani
lllals such as beetles, spiders or mice.
As varied as the phenomenon anxiety might seem in the case
of different people - there is practically nothing that we cannot
develop anxiety about - when we look more closely it is always
variations of quite particular anxieties which I call for this reason
"basic forms of anxiety" and which I would like to describe. All
possible variations of anxiety are derivatives of these basic forms.
They are either extreme and distorted variations of these forms
or they are displaced onto other obj ects. We have the tendency,
namely, to attach anxiety that has not been dealt with, not mas
tered, onto harmless substitute obj ects that are easier to avoid
than the actual elicitor of anxiety which we are unable to elude.
The basic forms of anxiety are linked to our mental state to
wards the world, with our 'extendedness' between the two great
antinomies in their insoluble dichotomy and polarity in which
we are expected to live. I would like to clarify these two antino
mies with an allegory that positions us in relation to superper
sonal order and the natural laws of which we are generally not
conscious but which are real nevertheless.
We are born into a world which obeys four powerful impul
ses: Our earth rotates around the sun according to a certain
rhythm, that is, it moves around the central star in our closer world
system in a movement that we call revolution, that is, "upheaval".
At the same time, the earth also revolves around its own axis there
fore carrying out the rotary motion called self-rotation. This sets
two further contradictory or complementary impulses in motion
that keep our world system moving while at the same time im
pelling this movement to keep to prescribed courses: gravitational
force and centrifugal force. Gravitational force holds our world
together, so to speak, adjusting it centripetally inwards towards
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the centre and has the features of a holding and attracting pull.
The centrifugal force strives centrifugally outward, fleeing the cen
tre, it thrusts out into the vastness of infinity and has the features
of a letting-go, a drawing away. It is only the equilibrium of these
four impulses that guarantee the lawful, living order in which we
live and which we call the cosmos. Should one of the movements
overweigh the others, or fail, this would disturb and even destroy
the magnificent order of the universe and lead to chaos.
According to this cosmic analogy, we are subj ect to four fun
damental imperatives that are reflected in us as strivings, each con
tradicting the other but at the same time complementing one an
other. In ever-changing manifestations they run through our
whole life continually demanding new responses from us.
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life, we need to open ourselves. If we do not risk this, we will
remain isolated single beings without commitment, without be
longing to anything greater than ourselves; and ultimately with
out security because we have not learned to know ourselves or
our world.
In this first antinomy we have encountered the one paradox
ical imposition demanded of us by life: We should live by the pre
cepts of self-preservation and self-fulfilment as well as those of
self-surrender and self-forgetfulness; at the same time we must
overcome the fear of self-loss and the fear of self-becoming.
And now to the other two imperatives that stand in a polar rela
tion of contradiction and complementation as in the ones just de
scribed:
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this semblance of stability and permanence, this illusory eterni
ty' is a significant impulse that drives us to act.
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All possible forms of anxiety are ultimately always variations of
these four basic forms and are connected to the four basic im
pulses that are also part of our being and that also complement
and contradict each other in pairs: As a striving towards self
preservation and dissociation with counter-striving towards self
abandonment and belonging; and on the other hand as a striving
towards permanence and security, with counter-striving towards
change and risk. Every striving is accompanied by the anxiety of
the counter-striving. And yet, if we return to our cosmic allego
ry, a living order only appears possible if we attempt to live an
equi-potentiality between these antinomian impulses. However,
an equi-potentiality such as this does not mean something stat
ic, as one might think; rather, it is full of tremendous inner dy
namism because it is something that is never attained but must
always be re-created.
Here, we must take into account that the type of anxiety be
ing experienced and its degree of intensity are in a large measure
dependent upon our genetic makeup, on our "inheritance" as well
as on the environmental conditions into which we are born; that
is, on our physical and mental-spiritual constitution as well as on
our personal biography, the history of our coming into being.
Our anxieties have their own history too, and we will see what
great importance our childhood has with regard to this. Anxiety
in every person is influenced by disposition and environment,
which partially explains why other people's anxieties are difficult
to empathize with - they arise from life-conditions that are too
disparate from our own.
Disposition and environment - to which society belongs along
with the family, the "milieu" - can also encourage certain anx
ieties while leaving others in the background. A mainly healthy
individual - one who is not disturbed in his or her development
- will usually be able to cope with anxieties and perhaps be able
to overcome them. Those disturbed in their development experi
ence anxiety more intensely as well as more often, and one of the
basic forms of anxiety will predominate.
Anxiety can be a heavy burden and cause illness if it increa
ses above a certain level or if it lasts too long. Those that cause
the most severe strain are the anxieties that were experienced too
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early in childhood, at an age when the child had not yet been able
to develop defences against them. Whenever anxiety becomes too
great due to intensity or duration, or if we encounter it at an age
when we are not yet ready for it, it is difficult to cope with. The
activating and positive aspect of anxiety does not apply; arrested
development, stagnation or regression into earlier, childish be
haviour patterns, as well as symptom formation, are the result.
Understandably, it is particularly in childhood that we will en
counter anxiety experiences that are not age-appropriate and anx
ieties in such quantities that they override the degree of what can
be tolerated. The weak ego of the child, still in the process of de
veloping, cannot yet cope with certain levels of anxiety; the child
is dependent on outside help and will sustain impairment if left
alone with such overwhelming anxieties.
In the case of adults, rare exceptional circumstances such as
war, imprisonment, life-threatening danger, natural and other ca
tastrophes as well as endopsychic experiences and processes, can
also overstep the threshold of tolerance so that they react with
panic, impulsive acts or neuroses. In normal cases, however,
adults have the advantage over children in that they have a much
broader selection of responses and counterforces at their dispos
al. They can defend themselves, think through the situation and
recognize the anxiety trigger; most importantly, they can under
stand where the anxiety comes from; can communicate it and
therefore can depend on understanding and assistance; and they
can calculate possible endangerment correctly. All this is not yet
available to a child; the smaller it is the more it is an obj ect of its
anxieties, it is helplessly at their mercy without the knowledge of
how long they will last and what might still happen.
We will see how becoming supervalent of one of the four ba
sic anxieties - or, seen from the other point of view, largely giving
up one of the four basic impulses - leads us to four personality
structures, to four types of being-in-the-world, the varying nu
ances of which we all recognize and in which we all take part with
a varying degree of emphasis. These personality structures, there
fore, can be understood as one-sided accentuations with regard to
the four main anxieties. The more marked and one-sided the per
sonality structures being described are, the more probable it is that
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they arose from developmental disorders in early childhood. Ac
cordingly, it could be regarded as a sign of good mental health if
someone were able to live with the four basic impulses in a dy
namic equilibrium - at the same time this would mean that he or
she had also dealt with the four basic forms of anxiety.
To begin with, the four personality structures are normal struc
tures with certain accentuations. If the accentuation becomes
markedly unilateral, it will attain borderline values that are to be
understood as distorted forms or extreme variants of the four nor
mal basic structures. Here we are confronted by the neurotic vari
ants of the structure types as described by psychotherapy and
depth psychology in the four great forms of neuroses: schizo
phrenia, depression, compulsion neurosis and hysteria. These
neurotic personalities only reflect in an intensified or extreme
form general human existential forms that we all know.
Ultimately, we are dealing here with four different types of
being-in-the-world. In giving an account of these, I would like
to describe the results of the aforementioned unilateralness from
what we could still call quite healthy manifestations through
lighter disorders up to severe and then the most severe disorders.
Constitutionally accommodating traits should be taken into ac
count; but our interest will be focussed particularly on the bio
graphical background.
One other important point: Insofar as the description of the
four personality structures takes on the semblance of a typolo
gy, this would be distinct from other typologies. Based mainly
on psychoanalytical knowledge and experience, it is less fatalis
tic and irrevocably determining than types derived from consti
tution or temperament. The latter are represented as inevitable
and unalterable - to be accepted as given. I am interested in some
thing else altogether.
It is not only because I have certain physical characteristics
that I am like this or like that. Because I have a certain approach,
a certain attitude towards the world and to life, gained from my
life-history, my personality is imprinted and has been given cer
tain structural features. What has been decreed by fate - genet
ic psychophysical predispositions, the environment of our child
hood and the personalities of our parents and educators as well
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as society with its rules into which we are born - can be reshaped
to some extent by ourselves, can be changed. It is not something
that has to be accepted. The personality structures dealt with here
should be understood as partial aspects of an integral holistic hu
man picture. The later continuing development of what at first
were the inevitable, insufficiently developed, neglected, misdir
ected or alienated and repressed partial aspects of our being can
change the acquired structure. It can complete it for the benefit
of that envisioned wholeness, maturity or rounding-out to the
degree to which each individual is capable of achieving for him
or herself.
As our point of departure, we are therefore, taking the four
generally valid basic attitudes and behavioural choices, as opposed
to the conditions and dependencies of our being whereby we en
vision the cosmic ideal of a living order and equilibrium between
apparently irreconcilable contradictions.
Retaining the conceptual terms taken from the theory of
neurosis for the four structural types, as well as for the so-called
healthy ones, has practical advantages because in these concepts
the biographical genesis and the neurotic variant can be seen to
gether. They have also become so widely accepted that finding
new terms seems superfluous. The reader will soon understand
this when the concepts of the schizoid, the depressive and so on
have become familiar and tangible in the imagination.
In this book I have avoided availing myself of the usual dis
tinction, often encountered in literature, between anxiety and fear.
It was of no importance to my basic concept and also appeared
to me to be not cogent or convincing enough as is evident in the
uncertainty of the use of both terms in colloquial speech. We speak
of death anxiety and fear of death and cannot differentiate be
tween them without bending over backwards. The general dis
tinction of applying fear to something specific and concrete and
anxiety to something vague, even irrational, might have a certain
justification but this does not always stand up under closer scru
tiny: Fear of God, for instance, ought to be God anxiety accord
ing to the above distinction. I have, therefore, consciously de
sisted from undertaking a conceptual separation of fear and anx
iety in this book.
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This book has been written in order to help the individual to
live, to convey to him or her more self-awareness and under
standing of others and to show how important our early years
are for our development. It is also written in order to awaken a
sense, to reawaken a sense, of the great interconnectedness of the
universe of which we are part and from which, I am persuaded,
we have much to learn.
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Fear of commitment
The schizoid personalities
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needs to maintain distance, does not allow others to come too
close and interacts only marginally with them. If these borders
are overstepped, it is felt as a threat to his or her life space, as a
danger to the need for independence and integrity and such a per
son will react brusquely in defence. This is how the typical fear
of human closeness develops. However, in normal life, closeness
is difficult to avoid, so protective measures are sought behind
which he or she can hide.
In particular, such a person will avoid close personal contact
and no intimacy will be allowed. Encounters with individuals or
partners will be shunned and human contacts reduced to the busi
nesslike. If other people should be sought out, then such a per
son will feel most comfortable in groups or collectives where it
is easier to maintain anonymity but, with common interests as a
base, a certain feeling of belonging can be experienced. For such
an individual, the cap of invisibility, as in fairy-tales, would be
ideal. From under its protection one could take part in the lives
of others without having to give anything of oneself.
The impression such a person makes on his or her environ
ment is one of aloofness, distance, coolness, of being unap
proachable, impersonal and even cold. They often appear odd or
peculiar, their reactions incomprehensible or disconcerting. One
can be acquainted with them for a long time without ever really
getting to know them. If good relations seem to have been es
tablished, they will suddenly turn around and behave as if they
had never met one before: as if the closer the contact, the more
brusque the cold shoulder must be. The reaction can be unfath
omable as it is often accompanied by apparently groundless ag
gression or hostility which can be very wounding to us.
The avoidance of any trusting closeness due to fear of intim
acy, the fear of opening up and giving of oneself, results in the
schizoid person sinking ever more deeply into isolation and lone
liness. The fear of closeness increases proportionally the nearer
it approaches. Because feelings such as affection, sympathy, ten
derness and love result in our coming closer to one other, they
are experienced as particularly dangerous. This explains why it
is usually in such situations that these personalities react in such
a detached, even hostile way and reject others brusquely. They
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switch off abruptly, break contact, retreat into themselves and
can no longer be reached.
This causes a yawning chasm to open up between schizoids
and their environment which becomes wider with the passing
years and isolates them even further. As a result, more and more
problematical situations arise. Due to their remoteness from the
rest of humanity, these personalities understand too little about
others. Broader and broader gaps in their knowledge of other peo
ple develop and cause insecurity in their interactions with oth
ers. They never really know what is going on in the mind of an
other, as this is only possible - if at all - in an atmosphere of trust
and affection. This means that they are dependent on assump
tions and imaginings when trying to orient themselves toward
others. They are, therefore, prey to deep-seated insecurities as to
whether the impressions and expectations they have of others are
their own imaginings - are all their perceptions merely imagin
ings and projections or are they indeed reality ?
An image, that was probably first used in this context by
Schultz-Hencke to illustrate the perception of the world that such
people have, helps to clarify this - we have all experienced this
situation: We are sitting in a train at the station prior to moving
off. There is also a train on the neighbouring track. Suddenly we
realize that one of the trains is moving. As most trains today move
off very smoothly and almost imperceptibly, we have felt no
tremor, no jerk, so that we have only the optical impression of
movement. We cannot orient ourselves immediately as to which
of the trains is moving, we have to wait until we can pinp oint a
fixed obj ect outside the train before we can decide that it is our
train that is moving and the other that is still, or vice versa.
This picture exemplifies the inner situation of a schizoid per
sonality for us in a very striking way. They never know for cer
tain - and this to a degree far beyond the maximum possible in
security that can be experienced by a healthy person - whether
what they are feeling, perceiving, thinking or imagining exists
merely inside themselves or if it is also " outside". Due to the fra
gile nature of their contact with human society, a person like this
lacks the ability to find orientation in it and so when evaluating
experiences and impressions vacillates doubtfully between won-
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dering if they are real or are merely imagined, belonging only to
their inner world. Is that person staring at me mockingly or am
I just imagining it ? Was my boss really giving me the cold shoul
der today, doesn't he like me, was he different from usual - or
did it just seem so to me ? Is there something conspicuous about
me, something wrong with me, or is it just my imagination that
people give me strange looks ? This insecurity can manifest itself
in all degrees of severity, from ever-increasing mistrust and patho
logical self-referentiality to actual fantasies and perceptual illu
sions in which the outer and inner worlds are indeed inter
changeable, without being recognized as such, because one has
reached the stage of assuming one's projections are in fact real.
We can imagine how tormenting and deeply disturbing it must
be when this form of uncertainty becomes a permanent state of
affairs, particularly when it cannot be adjusted due to the above
mentioned lack of close contacts. In order to confide in some
one, to communicate to others one's insecurity and anxiety would
presuppose an intimate closeness. Not having such a relationship
with anyone, such a person must go in fear of being misunder
stood, laughed at, or even declared insane.
Full of mistrust and acting from a deep-seated insecurity -
which, as we will see, is primarily the cause and also secondly the
result of diminished human contact - schizoid persons endeav
our to develop the functions and skills which they see as promis
ing to help orient themselves better in the world; the perceptions
of the senses, intellectual insight, consciousness and reason. As
anything to do with emotions and feelings causes them anxiety,
they strive for "pure" knowledge, detached from emotions, which
promises to deliver results on which they can depend. Here one
can understand why schizoid personalities prefer to devote them
selves to the exact sciences, as these offer them this security and
detachment from subj ective experiencing.
The development of feeling does not keep pace with the de
velopment of this rational side of the character. Feeling is de
pendent on intimacy, on a partner, on emotional reference and an
exchange of feelings. It is therefore characteristic for these per
sons that although they are often very highly developed intellec
tually, they appear to be retarded in the emotional department;
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their feelings are underdeveloped, even stunted. This results in
an all-pervasive insecurity in interpersonal relationships which
can make for an infinite number of difficulties in daily life. They
are lacking the interpersonal niceties in their dealings with oth
ers and do not have an understanding of the nuances of these at
their disposal so that the simplest interactions can become fraught
with difficulty. Here is an example:
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The schizoid person and love
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described gaps in the ability to make contact and the missing nu
ances in human interrelations which by this age have grown into
an extensive ineptness in dealing with people, integrating sexual
ity is particularly difficult for such a person. The finer nuances
of how to behave are lacking here too: neither the courting-con
quering nor the seductive-surrendering aspect is available to
someone like this. Tenderness, the verbal or emotional expres
sion of affection is alien to this personality and, to a large extent,
there is a lack of empathy, an inability to put oneself in another's
place.
Attempts to solve the conflict between urgent desire and fear
of human contact can take on different forms. Often this person
only enters into non-binding and easily dissolved or purely sex
ual relationships in which the sexuality is more or less detached
from any experiencing of feeling. The partner is therefore merely
a "sex object" for satisfying the senses but not of any further in
terest. In addition to this, due to the lack of emotional involve
ment, partner relationships are easily interchangeable. By avoid
ing engagement in a deeper intimacy, this person thus protects
him or herself from revealing the entirety of their awkwardness
and inexperience in matters of feeling and from risking the dan
ger of love. For the same reason he or she repels affectionate ad
vances by the partner - does not know how to respond and finds
them rather embarrassing than otherwise.
Things get more difficult when the schizoid takes out on the
partner the brusque ambivalence between feelings of love and hate
and the deep-seated misgivings about ever being able to be loved.
Then, the partner is subj ected to ever-new tests, and, in an at
tempt to allay the distrust, new proofs of love are continually de
manded. This can escalate to mental as well as actual sadism and
the behaviour can become downright destructive; proofs of love
and signs of affection offered by the partner are debased, belit
tled, analysed, doubted, or, in a diabolically cunning manner, re
interpreted as something else. For instance, a spontaneous token
of affection by the partner is interpreted as an expression of an
uneasy conscience, feelings of guilt or attempts at bribery ("What
are you hoping to achieve with this? " "What is this making up
for? "). As there is usually a good theoretical-abstract psycho-
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logical talent for making associations, this offers infinite possi
bilities for tendentious reinterpretations such as this. In the nov
el "Warrior's Rest", the writer Christiane Rochefort has described
such a relationship in an exemplary way. What is particularly well
depicted is how a woman capable of love is brought over time to
the limits of her tolerance by the schizoid partner.
It is not seldom that, in order not to be trapped, the schizoid
partner destroys with cynicism all tender impulses in him or her
self as well as in the partner. In a moment when the partner is par-
. ticularly intilnate and loving, the schizoid personality will wound
him or her in the most vulnerable place by ironically ridiculing
their facial expression or what they have said: "Don 't look at me
with such doglike devotion "; "If you knew how silly you looked
just now "; or "Oh leave off these stupid declarations of love and
let's get down to brass tacks " and so on.
Naturally, all the partner's impulse to love is destroyed, un
less they have an unusual capacity for loving or are of a masochis
tic countertype who believes - from feelings of guilt, fear of loss
or other motivation - that they must put up with everything or
who experiences pleasure when being tormented. Otherwise the
partner will ultimately have to withdraw or begin to hate, which
can be experienced by the schizoid person as a feeling of triumph
("Now you 're showing your true nature "), but the schizoid per
son does not realize that his or her own behaviour brought the
partner to this pass. The autobiographical novels of Strindberg
contain much of this schizoid tragedy while at the same time of
fering telling descriptions of the biographical background of such
personality developments, as in, for instance, "The Son of a Serv
ant". Axel B org, the protagonist of his novel "By the Open Sea"
is also a brilliantly depicted schizoid person with clearly auto
biographical features.
If the emotional coldness has progressed further, it escalates
into the extreme and pathological and the borderline to rapes and
sexually motivated murder becomes very thin; particularly when
unresolved feelings of hate and revenge are unconsciously pro
j ected onto the partner, "transferred" as psychoanalysis calls it
unresolved feelings that originally applied to the former person
of reference in childhood. A disassociated instinctual drive that
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is not integrated into the personality as a whole is always dan
gerous; if a deep-seated inability to empathize with the partner
and emotional atrophy are added to this then all sex crimes are
conceivable.
Due to the difficulty of entering into an emotional involve
ment, even of finding a partner at all, most schizoids attempt to
manage on their own, taking themselves, as it were, as partners
in an exclusive gratification of self. Or they fall back on substi
tute obj ects as in the case of fetishism. Of course, their ability to
love will not develop when practised on such substitute obj ects.
However, these forms of a disordered ability to love still retain
elements of wanting to love and are an expression of their search
ing desire.
In the case of schizoid personalities one often finds sexual de
velopment arrested at the infantile stage even in highly differen
tiated individuals. It can be understood from the occasional choice
of sexually immature children or adolescents as sexual partners
that the severely contact-disturbed person has less anxiety with
this type of partner and counts on their childlike trust.
Sometimes the suppressed ability to love and yearning for the
giving of oneself break out in extreme jealousy, intensifying to
delusional j ealousy. The schizoid sees how unamiable their be
haviour is, how minimal their ability to love and senses that for
these reasons it is unlikely they will ever be able to keep their
partner. This is why they have to see rivals in every shadow whom
they often - justifiably - assume are better lovers and more en
dearing. Harmless and perfectly natural behaviour on the part of
the partner is then reinterpreted with sophistry and hair-splitting
as enigmatic, purposeful and demonic. This can increase to a delu
sion of reference and, over time, make the relationship unbear
able, ultimately destroying it with a lust of destruction under
which the perpetrator suffers while still being unable to change
his or her behaviour. The motivation could look like this: If it is
not possible that I can be loved, then I would rather destroy what
I am unable to hold onto myself - then I am at least the active
party and not the sufferer. Thus one can understand this type of
behaviour, that just when this person wants most to love and to
be loved they behave in a particularly unlovable manner. If this
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then results in the retreat of the partner, this is less painful for
them than if they had really exerted themselves to win the other
and had still been abandoned. Such disappointment prevention
is not rare in schizoid personalities; it also contains -- for the most
part unconsciously - an aspect of a test for the partner: If he or
she still loves me in spite of my behaviour then they really do
love me. B ehind this, one can see everywhere how difficult it is
for such a person to see themselves as loveable. In extreme cases
the mistrust and j ealousy can lead to murder: If the partner does
not love me then I'll make sure they can't love anyone else.
Consciously, the fear of abandoning oneself is usually expe
rienced by schizoids only as fear of commitment. The yearning
for abandoning oneself, which is part of our being, accumulates
due to being suppressed and intensifies the anxiety so that com
mitment can only be imagined as a total surrender, as the re
nouncing of the ego and thus leaving one open to being engulfed
by intimacy. This leads to a demonizing of the partner that
retroactively magnifies the anxiety thereby making some incom
prehensible behaviour patterns of the schizoid more under
standable, particularly their sudden hate arising from the feeling
of being threatened by an all-powerful intimacy without their re
alizing that their own proj ection imbues the other with such pow
er in the first place.
It is difficult for the schizoid person to venture into a long
term emotional relationship. He or she tends more towards short
term, intense but alternating connections. For them, marriage is
an institution with all the imperfections of a human construct and
thus naturally dissolvable when it is no longer experienced as sat
isfying. According to them, it should take human needs more into
account and be adapted to them. For them, infidelity is unavoid
able in a long-term relationship; he or she demands freedom for
themselves and is prepared - although more theoretically and not
necessarily in reality - to accord it to the partner also. Often this
person is a theoretician of marriage, a marriage reformer; at least
they venture to assert the viability of their own lifestyle against
conventions and traditions and to live according to their own
ideas. Here they often show more honesty and the courage of
their convictions than many others do. They often do enter into
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long-term relationships, merely being wary of legalizing them
which is why there is a preponderance of cohabitation without
marriage. After early loss of a mother-relationship or after dis
appointment in the mother, schizoid men often develop rela
tionships with older, motherly women; these can help him to make
up some of what was missed in childhood. Such women can some
times offer warmth and security without making great demands
for themselves; they are giving women who have an intuitive un
derstanding of his situation and do not expect what he cannot
give. This can bind him more than he would normally allow. Only
the deeply disturbed with correspondingly traumatic early ex
periences develop outspoken misogyny with impulses of revenge
against the woman. As the schizoid man in his life history has ex
perienced the feminine as unfamiliar and threatening, it is not sel
dom that we find him turning to the same sex; or he chooses a fe
male partner who has almost masculine traits and does not ap
pear to him to be " quite as different" as a very feminine woman
would be. The relationship is then often more that of a brother
and sister, or comradery; it is based more on shared interests than
on the erotic attraction of the sexes. In all relationships he finds
it hard to tolerate permanent closeness - he takes separate bed
rooms as a matter of course, and the partner must be under
standing about this if she does not want to drive him into a de
fensive position and therefore force an alienation.
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" all anger" or " all anxiety" possessed only by the urge to act it
out, to discharge it. Thus, a reflexive constriction, a withdrawing
from the world or the outburst of reaction described above are
the two primitive forms of reaction to anxiety and aversion which
are also true for other forms of life: the flight away from danger,
withdrawing until thanatosis, or the flight towards danger, the
outburst of reaction, the attack.
If a schizoid person continues to live without emotional bonds,
he or she will continue to experience themselves as insecure, un
protected, abandoned and threatened and will experience real or
imagined attacks and threats as endangering their entire existence.
Their reaction to this is correspondingly quite archaic in the
above-mentioned sense: immediate and ruthless aggression that
has only the goal of removing the anxiety or the anxiety trigger,
of unburdening the existential orientation - "to get it out of their
system" as is said so aptly.
One can imagine how dangerous these archaic schizoid ag
gressions can become when they are based on a feeling of an ex
istential threat in persons who have little acquaintance with emo
tional ties. The aggressions are held and attached by nothing; they
are not integrated into the personality as a whole. Thus they re
main the catharsis of an elemental and ruthless urge. As we have
seen in the case of sexuality, their aggression and their outbursts
remain isolated from the collective experience; they are dissoci
ated' purely urge-driven catharses and are not fused into a whole
and emotional experience. As they are generally lacking in em
pathy, there are hardly any curtailing powers available. Aggres
sion continues to serve only as a discharge of tensions and is lived
unchecked and without feelings of guilt. In addition to this, due
to their lack of interpersonal reference, schizoid persons have no
idea of the effect of their outbursts and aggressions on others -
they have " only" got it out of their system; the other was hard-
1y of any interest to them. This is why they are often too sharp,
wounding and brusque without realizing it. The report that an
adolescent had killed a young boy was in the daily papers. Asked
what his motive had been he answered with a shrug that he didn't
have a particular reason - the boy had just somehow got on his
nerves. This is how dangerous an aggression can be that is iso-
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lated, split-off from the collective experience; it is attached to noth
ing and comes from a readiness to hate that can be triggered by
the smallest incident. It can become independent and take on all
imaginable extreme forms, particularly when combined with a
sexual drive that is not integrated either. The " Self-portrait ofJur
gen Bartsch" is harrowing witness to this. Bartsch sexually abused
and killed four young boys before being apprehended.
The American psychiatrist Kinzel discovered when observ
ing prison inmates that the most violent of the men had a circle
of protection twice the size of the non-aggressive inmates. The
violent ones - we would classify them with the schizoids - would
react to the overstepping of this circle of protection, this invisi
ble and imaginary border, with panic which immediately turned
into a ferocious attack. An impressive example of schizoid exist
ential orientation towards the way the world is that a patient once
formulated as follows: "If someone invades my space, I start to
hate ". This is reminiscent of the reactions of some animals de
scribed by Konrad Lorenz who attack with intense aggression
any who overstep the boundaries of their territory (Konrad
Lorenz " On aggression").
The interpersonal insecurity and lack of commitment, as well
as the mistrust arising from these factors, result in the schizoid
person experiencing the approach of another as a threat that he
or she responds to initially with anxiety immediately followed
by aggression. This basic vital feeling of the schizoid makes what
are sometimes incomprehensible reactions understandable. An ar
chaic, non-integrated, split-off aggression can attain a degree of
violence that eliminates another person as easily as one would an
annoying insect when one feels pestered by it. As is the case with
all unattached drives that are split off from the collective experi
ence, aggression can also become dangerously independent and
lead to asocial or criminal behaviour.
But even if we disregard such extreme examples, it is not easy
for schizoid persons to control their aggressions. They do not
generally suffer from them themselves, however, their sur
roundings suffer all the more. What was originally a defence
against anxiety can turn into a lustful aggressiveness which is then
practised for its own sake leading to all possible forms of cruel-
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ty and sadism. Brusqueness, suddenly wounding harshness, icy
coldness and unapproachableness, cynicism and a switch in a mat
ter of seconds from affection to hostile repulse are the most com
mon forms of expressing aggression. Here too, the "middle
tones ", the nuances of a controlled, skilled, situationally appro
priate aggression are lacking - however, only from an external
point of view, from the experiencing of the schizoid individuals
in question, their behaviour is very much appropriate to the situ
atlon.
In the case of schizoid persons, aggression often has another
function than that of defence and protection. In the sense of the
original meaning of the word ad-gredi to approach someone,
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tion and love that it needs at this time; unwanted children also
fall into this category.
In addition to these constitutional aspects - although the re
action to their surroundings often tends to be more responsible
for schizoid development than does predisposition itself - there
are the environmental factors which are seen as the decisive trig
gers of schizoid personality development. In order to understand
this better we must take a look at the situation of the child after
being born and during its first weeks of life.
In comparison to other forms of life, a human child is, for a
long time, extremely helpless and is completely dependent on its
environment. In this connection, Adolf Portmann has spoken of
human beings as being born too early.
In order for the child to be able to gradually open itself trust
ingly to the world and can consummate the first finding of the
" other", this world must appear acceptable and inspire confidence:
acceptable in the sense of corresponding to its age-appropriate
needs. The very small child needs an atmosphere that can best be
described as secure, as safe, where it feels comfortable and pro
tected in appropriate living conditions. The child should be al
lowed to experience this "paradisiacal" phase of taking the ful
filling of its needs for granted, because its ability to gradually ven
ture to committing to life without the fear of being destroyed is
based on this primal trust.
Strangely enough, for a long time we only had very vague ideas
of the necessary living conditions for very small children; usual
ly the differentiation and perceptual abilities of infants were
greatly underestimated as well as the effects on the child of ex
ternal influences. The studies on newborns by the Swiss paedia
trician Stirnimann are very impressive in this regard. Here are
some quotes from his book "Psychologie des neugeborenen
Kindes " (Psychology of the Newborn Child): " In otherwise se
rious books . . . sensitivity to pain before the age of six weeks is
considered impossible; . . . that this is not the case I was able to
observe while giving inj ections where I could predict with the
surety of an experiment . . . that newborns began to cry before the
second inj ection on the following day when we merely began to
disinfect the area. " And on the subj ect of memory: " . . . there is a
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prenatal memory: based on the observations of the infants' nurses,
the children of women working in inns are often awake until
after midnight without crying, while the children of bakers' wives
often become restless at two or three in the morning. Through
the daily work and the nightly rest of the mother, the child had
already accustomed itself to the rhythmic alternation between
movement and rest. "
There is obviously much research still t o b e undertaken in this
direction; it emerges from these and other observations of Stirni
mann that we have greatly underestimated the sensory, percept
ual and emotional life of the newborn. For a long time, correct
infant nursing, nutrition and hygiene seemed to be the most im
portant, and entirely adequate, requirements in caring for the very
small child. It is only through careful research into early child
hood, particularly through the psychoanalysis of Freud and his
students, that we have gained completely new insights, comple
mented by research, into behaviourism. We can thank this research
for the knowledge of the significance of the imprinting of first
impressions and early experiencing, particularly for the know
ledge of the significance of the first weeks of life.
Goethe had already reached the same conclusion (conversa
tion with Knebel in 18 10) when he said "A basic evil is that too
little attention is paid to the earliest education. In this, however,
lies for the most part the whole character, the whole essence of
the future human being. " Such intuitive insights remained the ex
ception, however, and the necessary conclusions were not drawn.
Today we know that the first surroundings of the child must
also offer -- in addition to the indispensable infant care already
mentioned - emotional warmth, attention, appropriate amounts
of stimulation as well as peace and quiet and a certain stability in
its living conditions so that it can centre itself and respond trust
ingly and openly. Of particularly great importance is that the child
experiences enough proximal tenderness.
If, in contrast, the child experiences the world as sinister and
unreliable, as empty or, on the other hand, as overwhelming and
overpowering, it will withdraw from the world and become dis
couraged. Instead of approaching the world with trust, it will very
early in life acquire a profound mistrust. Both the emptiness of
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the world that the child experiences when it is left alone too of
ten and for too long and the surfeit of stimuli and changing im
pressions have a schizoidizing effect on it; it will become disturbed
in its first attempt to approach the world and be more or less
thrown back on itself.
In his study of children in institutions, Rene Spitz has shown
that children who were separated for too long a period from their
mothers in the first weeks of life, and therefore experiencing very
early a loss of motherly love, suffered from severe to irreparable
impairment in their development - even when nutrition was of
the best and hygienic conditions irreproachable in a home in which
there were ten children to one nurse. All children neglected at an
early age or alarmed by overstimulation will demonstrate in their
development at least: some slowness in development, unilateral
ity, deficiency symptoms or age-inappropriate prematurity be
cause they did not experience the living conditions necessary at
this age or not in the required measure and, therefore, were sub-
J ect to age-InapproprIate anxIetIes.
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it can begin to trust it - becoming familiar with something is the
basis of being able to trust. Persons of reference that change too
often, too much variation in the surroundings and sensory im
pressions can not be coped with by a small child; (for instance,
loud background noises such as radio and television, bright lights
up to and into the bedtime of the child, frequent and restless j our
neys and so on). Such restlessness in surroundings and mothers
who in a manner of speaking break into the child, overrunning
its need for peace and solitude by occupying themselves with it
constantly, taking it everywhere with them and giving it no chance
to follow its own impulses, also have the effect of making the
child withdraw and close itself off, anxious and irritated. In ad
dition to these milieus there are others that overtax the child too
early and therefore have a schizoidizing effect because they do
not allow growth to proceed organically. For instance, those in
which the child has to manoeuvre precariously between difficult
or immature adults who are unable to cope with their own diffi
culties or their own lives . Too early it must learn to gauge moods
and understand situations in order not to overburden the simul
taneously tense and unstable atmosphere with its own person.
Yes, it is not seldom that a child even has to take on the role of
the parent for itself as well as for the parents because they can of
fer no support, not having any themselves. This, of course, ut
terly overtaxes a child; before it has found itself, it is forced into
the parents' role, must be understanding of adults with the result
that it never gets around to becoming itself. It has to think in all
directions, mediate, understand and counterbalance, thus in this
way having to live the lives of others more than its own. This not
only cheats it of its childhood, but also its inner being, a feeling
of security in its own self, remains undeveloped; one of its basic
vital feelings is that of standing on unsure ground.
If this is all one knows, one endeavours to make oneself in
vulnerable - like Siegfried bathing in dragon's blood - in order
at least to save one's face to the world. But vulnerable spots will
always remain. How to make oneself invulnerable ? Obviously
by making sure one's feelings cannot be reached, by going through
life incognito, as it were, wearing a cap of invisibility. One con
structs a smooth fas;ade that no-one can see behind, therefore no-
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one can really get close to one. Insofar as feelings are unavoid
able, one develops the ability to regulate them, to accept them in
doses. They are reflected upon and one learns to purposefully al
low them or to switch them off, but will in no case abandon one
self to them spontaneously as that could be dangerous. Once,
when the friend of a young patient told her that her parents had
complained that the patient was so cold and hostile toward them
she replied, after short consideration, "All right, I will switch my
hate off" with the result that her relations with the parents were
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back on itself and take itself as a partner, thereby not sufficient
ly consummating the step away from itself and towards others.
In its further development, and if it does not happen to experi
ence correcting incidences, the above-mentioned gaps, the ten
dency towards independence and egocentricity, towards self
centredness, will be the result.
These, roughly outlined, are the environmental factors that
facilitate the development of a schizoid personality. Here we could
indicate that for the generation born just before or during the
war, this period signified the above-mentioned environmental
factors for many small children (unrest during the first weeks of
life, night-time bombings, fate as refugees, separation of the fam
ily, loss of the home etc.). This generation has a preponderance
of schizoid features: The avoidance of family ties, the tendency
to form into groups and congregate in masses in which one can
feel a sense of belonging while remaining anonymous, and the
lack of commitment in the relations between the sexes can be
counted among them. The problem with young hooligans can be
seen in connection with this as this generation entered puberty.
Some features of modern art can also be characterized thus,
through "loss of the centre" as it was termed. Schizoid art often
gives the effect of a j olt and is also often repellent. According to
Fuhrmeister and Wiesenhiitter ("Metamusik"), after performing
mainly contemporary pieces of music, sometimes a whole or
chestra feels ill.
But also the entire environmental situation of western civil
ization can have a schizoidizing effect: The world offers us less
and less security; in spite of all our comforts we feel continually
more threatened and our vital awareness of life becomes unstable
due to the overabundance of stimuli to which we are subject and
against which we can protect ourselves only with difficulty; the
spectre of possible wars and the knowledge that today we are in
the position of being able to destroy ourselves utterly; the dan
gerous feasibility and pervasiveness of biological developments
through technology and the natural sciences have given rise to a
feeling of existential threat like that which we have recognized as
being responsible for the formation of schizoid structural fea
tures. The countermovement to this is measurable in the increasing
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tendency toward practicing yoga and to meditative exercises. The
tangible need for a recollection of one's inner world can be rec
ognized in the use of drugs; hippies and drop-outs want to con
sciously renounce the achievements of technology and civiliza
tion whose uncontrolled rule has become more and more ques
tionable to us all. Our mastering of nature, technology which
conquers time and space, and the living conditions under which
we have to carry on our struggle for existence threaten to pro
gressively atrophy our emotional nature more and more, so that
we can indeed speak of the schizoidizing process of western civ
ilization.
A lack of age-appropriate security in earliest childhood is thus
a formula for the development of the schizoid personality struc
tures insofar as they coincide with environmental factors. Whether
or not, and in what measure, prenatal and intrauterine influences
via the maternal organism have an effect has not been researched
sufficiently although it seems extremely likely. Stirnimann states
in the aforementioned book that it was possible to prove pre
natal hearing ability: A pregnant woman stood in front of an x-ray
while a car horn was honked, this made the child j erk. Possibly,
a certain insecurity could even begin to develop in the womb via
the emotional and affective experiencing of the mother via her
emotional attitude towards pregnancy and the child if instead of
affirmation and j oyous expectation she had - for whatever rea
son - a hostile, negative or hate-filled attitude towards the un
born child.
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therebyforfeiting his chance. He argued to h imself that h is friend had
only wanted to sho w off h is superiority and den igrate h is o wn m iser
able situation - maybe he was even homosexual.
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various relatives while young and was felt by them to be a bur
den. A further example of this personality structure:
A middle -aged man experienced h imself again and again in the tor
menting role of an outsider. He had the feeling of not really belonging
anywhere and thought that other people regarded him with repulsion
or ironically and critically. He suffered m uch because of this, it made
himfeel insecure and h is professional career threatened to collapse be
ca use others saw him as alien and "extremely difficult ". In his reaction
to this, in a classical an dfa teful vicious circle, he really did become more
difficult to deal with. He would often suddenly became abusive with
out apparent motive, would be cuttingly sarcastic to h is superiors or
"cut " his colleagues without reason . He became so conspicuous in his
dress and behaviour that people distanced themselves more and more
and wanted to have nothing more to do with him.
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I would now like to go into the biographical background of this
man in more depth in order to show how the seeds of his schizoidia
were laid which led to his later social and interpersonal difficul
ties and which he did not recognize as being in any way connect
ed to them; he only saw his difficulties as mysterious and fateful.
He came from an un usual milieu. His father was a tra vel writer and,
during the early childhood of h is son, h is only child, was very success
ful. He earned a lot of money at that time, lived in luxury and gave wild
parties. The mother revelled in this social wh irl and luxury and had lit
tle time for the ch ild - in truth, little interest and love. He was, there -
fore, left mainly to the attentions of a housemaid a n d later, still a t a
very early age, to those of a black servant. He seems to remem ber that
at least they were not overtly unfriendly toward him .
When he was five years old, his parents divorced. O n e could not
call their marriage a true partnership as both parties - they thought
th is was modern and a sign of liberal sophistication - had several in
timate affairs with other partners. He remained with h is father and
was merely informed that his mother was leaving {for a long time "
without anything else being said. Soon afterwards - he did not fin d
out about this until m uch later - his mother went into a psych iatric
clin ic to be treatedfor a mental illness. We can inferfrom this that she
was not mentally healthy beforehand either. Shortly after the divorce
the father married one of h is mother's sisters - it was h is th ird mar
riage. This stepmother n ursed hatred against her sister who had al
ways been the fa vourite at home. When the boy was fifteen she com
m itted suicide and the father married for the fourth time.
Mr. X gre w up in th is milieu. He always felt like the fifth wheel on a
wagon; n o -one really paid h im any attention; he had the feeling from
an early age that he was a n uisance, basically superfluous and ultim
ately un wanted. Th is was magnified by the following situation: His
parents ' house lay outside the city on an isolated hillside in afairly un
inhabited area so that the boy had no playmates nearby. The father,
who was a loner, drank often and had an un usual lifestyle; he turned
night into day, worked only at night and slept during the day so that
his son rarely sa w him; he was also often awayfor weeks at a time. He
did not th ink m uch of collective systems and made fun of them as be
ing only fit for the stupid and the weak.
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Th us the son, when he came of school age, was not sent to school
but had private lessons at homefrom - once againfrequently chang
ing - tutors. He was not sent to school until he was ten years old. Now
his first contact difficulties became apparent, hardly surprising con
sidering the course h is life had taken so far. He had literally never had
experiences with people of h is own age before and had never experi
enced being part of a com m unity. Beca use of h is insecurity he now
searched for a role that he could play in class and behind wh ich he
could h ide himself As he had formerly, in some situations where he
had inadvertently been funny, experienced sympathy and bene volent
laughter, he became the class clown to begin with and later what we
would now call a hooligan. He courted the sympathy of h is schoolfel
lows by ridiculing everything, making fun of the teachers, being im
pervious to warnings and punishments and playing truantfrom school.
Hisfatherfoundthis all rather am using than otherwise due to his afore
mentioned attitude so that he e ven won some fatherly sympathy -
his father was proud that h is son bowed to collective systems as little
as he h imself did.
However, in spite of his yearning for them, friendly contacts still
remain ed elusive beca use although others found him interesting and
am using he was nevertheless seen as a somewhat peculiar outsider.
As he was very talented and clever, he won a certain amount of recog
n ition from h is schoolfellows but had no real friends.
When he was 1 2 years old, what he later called h is "great illness "
began: Slender, pale, tall and susceptible to sickness as he was, his step
mother had him abstain from school sports andforbade h im any oth
er kind of sport "beca use ofyour heart and because you have shot up
too fast ". The result was, among other things, that he was unable to
develop a healthy somaesthesia, a feeling for his o wn body, did not
feel at home in it and showed the characteristic features of th is situ
ation of inh ibition and awkwardness; here therefore, afurther oppor
tunity ofpossible contact, ofphysical proximity and healthy rivalry was
negated.
His stepmother, hiding her antipathy behind over-protectiveness,
dragged him from doctor to doctor. He had to remain in bed for long
periods without anything specific having beenfound wrong with him.
The doctors played th is game until one of them managed tofind a la
tent tuberculosis. Now,for o vertwoyears he was confined to his room,
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and most ofthe time even to his bed. D uring this time he read an enor
mous n um ber of books, indiscriminately, whatever he could lay his
hands onfrom h isfather's well-stocked library. During th is treatment
he once said very percipiently of himself: "Em otionally I am ten years
yo unger th an intellectually " wh ich is a typical statem ent from a
schizoid personality. "I don 't know ifl am homosexual or heterosexual "
was another of h is comments expressing the insecurity of h is sexual
feelings.
He did n ot return to school until he was overfourteen, and this sec
ond attempt was no happier than the first with regard to establishing
contacts. The twoyears ofisolation, particularly during puberty, which
he had spent separatedfrom people of h is o wn age and during wh ich,
lacking a partner, he was dependent on h is own imagination, had un
derstandably thrown h im back upon h imself e ven more and magni-
fied his difficulties in comm unication . Again, he was regarded by oth
ers as an alien presence - moreover, h e entered a class that had al
ready been togetherfor some years and had gro wn close.
In a test questionnaire dealing with career aspirations the fifteen -
year-old wrote "professional smoker". People reacted with annoyance
to this teenage sarcasm and did not see the need and helplessness be
hind it did not understan d h is behaviour as a signal to h is surround
ings. When he became a student, hejoined a duellingfraternity - some
thing not really in characterfor him but a new attempt "to belong ': to
measure h imself with those of h is own age and to be seen as mascu
line. For the same reasons he volunteered for the army b ut here also
he remained the odd man out often giving others ca use to ridicule
him, albeit good-naturedly,for his clumsiness.
After lea ving the army he contin ued h is studies; he studied h is
tory, lang uages and literature. After graduating he became a teacher
and became a recogn ized specialist kno wn as a loner who was only
at home in the world of books. The students appreciated h is profound
kno wledge andforga ve h im his weaknesses. When he was 24 h e mar
ried, or, it m ight better be said, someone married h im . The woman
soon complained that he was more interested in h is books and h is
studies than in her - wh ich he did not understan d at all, he was giv
ing her all the affection he was capable of giving. He, on h is part was
also disappointed that she entered so little into h is intellectual world
and h is interests. This resulted in infidelity on both sides early on in
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the marriage, on h is part these were also homosexual experiences to
wh ich he responded with severe feelings of g uilt an d reactions bor
dering on a persecution mania wh ich finally brought h im to psy
chotherapy.
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One more brief example, a self-description, which describes
in a particularly vivid way the lack of an emotional orientation
to making contact and the attempt to substitute rational means
of orientation for it - a schizoid patient once said, " I always
have the impression that in cases where others react straight from
their feelings, in my case it rapidly becomes a series of switch-
. "
Ing gears.
An excellent description of how, in the case of schizoid per
sons, the immature emotional capacity is replaced by intellectual
alertness and a radar-like sensitivity of the sensory organs and
thinking processes - the " switching gears".
Severe stresses and conflicts that they are unable to cope with '
are then manifested in bodily symptoms; corresponding to the
problem, it is particularly the sensory organs as well as the or
gans of contact and exchange that are affected - the skin and
breathing. Asthmatic symptoms and eczema can be classed here,
often emerging at a very early age. The skin is the organ that brings
us into contact with the world while at the same time demarcat
ing us from it and it is here that the contact difficulties of schizoid
persons are expressed most readily - in circulatory disorders,
psoriasis, sweating and so on.
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via their understanding and sensory apparatus because they did
not learn sufficient emotional orientation. Thus they have no nu
ances of feeling at their disposal; they are only acquainted with
the primitive pre-forms of feeling - the affects; it is as though on
their palette of possibilities of expression the middle shades are
missing and only extreme black and white are available. All this
is the result of a deficiency in emotional interpersonal ties.
As protection against their fear of closeness, schizoids attempt
to achieve the greatest measure of independence. However, such
a tendency toward autarky and their avoidance of close ties
makes, the rotation around themselves and an increasing ego
centricity unavoidable, which then drives them ever further into
isolation. One can understand that people like this experience the
most intense anxiety there is, as loneliness and isolation magni
fy feelings of anxiety; particularly their fear of becoming insane
can increase to intolerable proportions. Here too the experienc
ing of being-different-from-others and the feeling of the world
being an insecure place are reflected. One of these patients once
said, "Fear is the only reality that / know ". Characteristically, he
could not describe his anxiety as a fear of something in particu-
1ar' of something tangible, he experienced it as an entirety. And
yet another, "/ don 't know fear; something in me somewhere is
probably afraid but this fear is not in my ego ". He had disassoci-
ated himself so completely from his anxiety that it appeared to
have disappeared from his consciousness; but one can imagine
how unstable such a situation is, how easily the ego can be over
whelmed by the split-off anxiety.
Just being able to communicate an anxiety brings some relief;
however, if one never dares to do this because one is afraid of sur
rendering something of oneself to others or is afraid of being
thought insane if one were to show oneself in all one's weakness
and vulnerability, then fear accumulating over a long period can
reach an intensity that is no longer bearable. Then the anxiety can
break out, even becoming a psychosis in a last desperate attempt
to flee from it. One is "insane", moves away from normal stand
ards, and finds refuge in an unreal world in which one is healthy
and the outside world is insane - which in some cases could even
be true. One shifts one's anxieties onto objects in the outside world
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where they can be more easily avoided, fought or removed; but
there is no escape from inner anxiety.
With growing autism, the schizoid person increasingly loses
interest in the world and the people in it; a process that has been
called obj ect loss and is described by such people themselves as
an apocalyptic experience. Namely, if one loses an interested em
pathy with the world and one's emotional attention to it and in
creasingly withdraws oneself, then the world becomes impover
ished, it " comes to an end", becomes nothing, is destroyed. Such
a vital sense is often expressed in the dreams of schizoid persons:
{(/find myseIJon a large rotating plate like those at thefair wh ich spins
faster and faster; / can hardly hold on any more and am sliding clos
er and closer to the edge and could be flung out into n othingness at
any second. "
Or:
(� fort with walls of cement with afe w tiny spyholes in the m idst ofa
h uge sandy desert; the fort is heavily armed and stocked with foodfor
years; / Iive in it alone. "
The loneliness, the shielding, the defence against anxiety and need
for autarky could scarcely be described more succinctly.
One could hardly find more concise illustrations for the
schizoid experience of-being-in-the-world than are to be found
in such dreams. A similar mood appears to have been shared by
Maxim Gorky who had a difficult childhood and was forced to
leave home very early, roaming the country in search of ways to
earn money. Once, when he visited Tolstoy, he described a dream
to him in which he had seen a pair of boots marching along one
of the endless wintry Russian roads - only the boots. One can
not describe loneliness more pithily than this.
The removing-oneself-from-the-world and withdrawing
into-oneself, therefore, lead gradually to world loss which is ex
perienced with great anxiety as a falling into nothing, into ab
solute emptiness, as in the dream with the spinning plate. Often,
in the case of schizoid personalities, ideas of anxiety and dreams
can also take the form of world disasters of an apocalyptic kind.
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Whoever wants to hold onto him or herself so fast threatens to
lose the world so that in the end they appear to themselves to be
alone in existence.
Let us use some examples to describe the results that arise from
fear of closeness and the supervalent " self-rotation". The mis
trustful alertness that occurs increasingly threatens to become a
pathological self-referentiality; such people begin to hear "the
grass grow" as the saying is, or "the fleas cough", meaning that
they suspect a threat always and everywhere and ascribe ominous
motives to the most harmless comment.
If one sets more or less everything that one notices in the world
in reference to oneself - which no-one with more contact and
more vital relations to the human environment would dream of
doing - one is increasingly subj ect to delusions of reference and
interpretation which can be built up into an actual delusional sys
tem which can no longer be treated. In this case, one no longer
encounters anything or anyone coincidentally, nothing happens
that is not in secret reference to oneself and of special significance
which one must then endeavour to find out.
This is, naturally, extremely tormenting and disturbing; not
only does one lose all unaffectedness, one is also constantly on
the " qui vive ? ", always prepared to shield oneself against sudden
surprises and supposed dangers. Therefore, one stretches out one's
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antennae only very cautiously to the world, like a snail, always
prepared to draw back immediately if someone approaches too
closely.
We can even recognize the rudiments of such delusions of ref
erence in ourselves in emotionally fraught times, or when we have
anxieties or feelings of guilt that have not been dealt with. Some
one, for instance, who disapproved of the Nazi party and those
in authority during the Third Reich and who had expressed his
or her disapprobation could easily begin to suffer from a mild
feeling of persecution, seeing in every SA or SS officer a danger
ous enemy who might have heard from a denouncer what one
had said, or who knew of something else that would be enough
to have one arrested and carried off to a concentration camp. Lone
liness and isolation as well as human insecurity and real dangers
facilitate delusional reactions. If you are alone at night in a strange
house, perhaps even in a strange land, and hear unfamiliar noises
you will tend more easily toward interpreting them erroneously
and delusionally - particularly if you are emotionally upset or
prey to anxiety or guilt - than if you found yourself relaxed and
in the secure society of familiar people. Thus the delusions of ref
erence of the schizoid person reveal once again their basic pro b
lem: their isolation and lack of human security. At the same time,
the examples show how fine the line is between the healthy and
the ill and how we can exhibit reactions in exceptional situations
that are usually only manifested by the ill. For a long time these
ill persons have lived under exceptional conditions in which they
developed their "pathological" reactions - had to develop them
- as self-protection.
Another example of how a different schizoid patient coped
with his suppressed yearning for contact and his need for ten
derness:
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off uncertainly but rose to a pan ic when he thought he could see
coloured circles emanating from the young man that were trying to
loop around him as if the other were attempting to encircle, to cap
ture him . He broke out in a cold sweat and he had to leave the concert
hall at a run.
Here one can clearly see how the suppressed wish for contact,
for tenderness, and behind these a homosexual inclination that
he was incapable of venturing to indicate or communicate to the
other man, was now projected onto the other, as if the other had
wanted to take possession of him. Here also the situation is more
or less insane, the inner anxiety is transferred onto an external
threat which can only be dealt with by fleeing from it. If one is
so unstable and unprotected, at the mercy of the world internal
ly and externally, one can understand that schizoid persons at
tempt to develop a technology for living that does not allow any
thing to really touch them any more and which makes it pos
sible to remain untouched and unmoved, always businesslike,
detached and if possible with a feeling of superiority, unflappable
but also unreachable by any means. This way of living can attain
all degrees of cool distance, arrogance, and aloofness up to icy
coldness and callousness or, if these protective measures are no
longer sufficient, to sudden fierceness and explosive aggression
such as we have described. Here the respective environments can
represent a real help for the schizoid person if they can learn the
reasons for their behaviour and if they can understand from what
inner distress their behaviour patterns stem.
Working in therapy with schizoid persons, one comes into con
tact with borderline situations that illuminate the hazard of hu
man existence. It is for just this reason that we can learn from
them what is existentially vital for a human being and, on the oth
er hand, what familial and social environmental factors can en
danger our development to such a degree that they can only be
counterbalanced with great difficulty, if at all. Very gifted people
can sometimes develop in spite of such a background by accept
ing the feeling of being totally in question - in which context we
have indicated the often very fine line dividing genius and psy
chosis. This much is certain: If these people are capable of sur-
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viving and overcoming their suffering and their anxieties, they
can achieve the highest human potential.
Here we must emphasize that schizoid features can take on
extremely varying degrees of intensity. If we would attempt to
list schizoid personalities from the still definitely healthy to the
slightly and more severely disturbed to the very disturbed, we
would have a list like this: slightly contact inhibited - overly sen
sitive - loners - originals - misfits - eccentrics - weirdos - out
siders - asocials - criminals - psychotics. There are often talent
ed geniuses among them. With the genius, loneliness and de
tachment have a positive effect because they are more free of
traditions and considerations and can thus recognize things that
the secure and tradition-bound do not see, or do not dare to see.
Their exposed situation allows them to achieve insights that over
step boundaries from which others respectfully keep their dis
tance. If their emotional life is not impoverished but only timid-
1y withdrawn, schizoids can be very differentiated and sensitive
people who have a profound dislike of everything banal and shal
low. It is only in the case of emotional flattening and callousness
that they do not quite achieve true humanity.
In their relationship to religion, schizoids are usually sceptics,
often cynics, quick to point out the " absurdity" of belief, critical
toward rites, traditions and anything formalistic. Generally, they
enjoy disenchanting and disillusioning others going as far as ir
reverent " explanations" of the inexplicable. The present time with
its orientation to enlightenment and the natural sciences offers
plenty of opportunities for this debunking. Thus they are often
the rationalists among us, lacking the ability to experience some
areas, which is why one cannot discuss these areas with them.
However, it often seems as though this attitude towards reli
gion or belief is also a subconscious disappointment prophylax
is: They do not dare to believe in order not to be disappointed
and are secretly waiting for the " proof" that could persuade them.
Sometimes they can be nihilistic and destructive and take diabolic
enjoyment in destroying the faith of others. But in the endeav
our to convert others to their own disbelief one can again recog
nize the ambivalence of their attitude; perhaps they just do not
want to be left alone with their lack of faith. Having never experi-
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enced security and love, the severely disturbed among them can
not find a way to believe and tend therefore toward atheism. They
often make themselves the standard by which everything is meas
ured, which can lead to megalomaniac arrogance and to auto
divinization. It is as though this withdrawing of their interest from
the world and the increasingly exclusive turning of their atten
tion to their own person gives these a power and a significance
that gradually permeates their whole consciousness. However,
some of these persons can seek and find in religion the never-ex
perienced security; this will not be a childlike faith and also not
a belief in a personal and loving God. Rather, it will be the ac
ceptance of something superpersonally unfathomable that they
correlate with the dignity of the conditionally free individual and
the consciousness of being human that will be compelling.
For schizoids, ethics and morals appear rather questionable.
They do not think much of challenges that burden the type of
person that he or she happens to be by precipitating feelings of
guilt. Due to their lack of interpersonal relationships such per
sons are less socially adapted; they live egocentrically, emphasiz
ing the self-protective aspects and evaluate life according to what
is appropriate to them. Thus they can develop what Nietzsche
called a "Herrenmoral" (morality of the masters) which only per
tains to themselves and is full of contempt for the "weaklings"
who feel bound by ethical scruples that appear to them to be based
mainly on cowardice and lack of courage in seeking autonomous
independence. If the schizoid has a strong personality, they will
live autonomously. For them, the saying - with all its inherent
possibilities and dangers - "the strong are strongest alone" is true.
Only the strong have the power to make a virtue out of what they
have very early become conscious of: that they are different, as
illustrated in this chapter. The weaker and more fragile withdraw
from the world while continuing to observe it, seeking to find
balance in constructing a private world in order not to be de
pendent on others. A conspicuous, almost exclusive attention to
animals or to dead matter can be the result of this. If they are
deeply disturbed, people like this often have a destructive-cor
rosive effect, become antisocial and exploit others ruthlessly for
their own ends.
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Schizoid parents and teachers do not give the child enough
warmth; they remain too detached, cannot adequately accept and
respond to the emotional needs of the child and often ridicule
any emotional expression. They make the child feel slightly in
secure by seeing through it and ascribing psychological motives
to it at a young age, thereby forcing the child too early into self
reflection. It feels chilled in their proximity and is disturbed by
their abrupt reactions that are difficult for it to comprehend, keep
ing it in a constant state of alertness. In their company the child
finds little opportunity for loving identification, they are too un
approachable for the child. With very small children, however,
they often have good relations as they are able to be tender to
ward them. Later they hide their affection behind mocking irony
which makes it difficult for the child to have the feeling that its
love is something of value, that it could mean something to some
one else, as it never feels that its feelings are taken seriously. ("Oh,
my honoured son has suddenly succumbed to an access of affec
tion "; "Madam daughter must want something, she is being so
nice to me today ".)
Because of their inner structure they prefer professions that
do not bring them into contact with others. They have a propen
sity to choose theoretical-abstract fields. Among them one can
very often find meticulous natural scientists, astronomers, physi
cists' mathematicians and engineers. If they deal with people on
a scientific basis, then this is usually indirectly, by circuitous
routes: via psychological testing, with microscope and x-ray ap
paratus or, as in pathology, via corpses. In their case the soul eas
ily becomes an accumulation of physiological reflexes and they
can say, with Schopenhauer: "Dear God, if there is a god, save
my soul, if I have one". Their psychology often has something
that wants to reveal, to disclose. As doctors they are more the re
searchers than the therapists, often with a particular relationship
to psychiatry and the borderline sciences; as theologists they tend
more toward religious science than to practicing as clergymen.
They often turn their back on people and devote themselves to
animals, plants and stones, discovering the world micro- and
macroscopically with the improved sensory organs of microscope
and telescope.
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One can imagine how dangerous knowledge and opportun
ities for power can be in the hands of a severely schizoid scientist
who, bound by no human ties, only lives autistically for his or
her own ideas, striving to realize them. In addition to the deter
minations of disposition and talent, the choice of profession is
often motivated in schizoid persons by the search for a field in
which they hope for reliable findings, unclouded by subjective
emotions. As philosophers they are often the abstract thinkers,
far removed from everyday life as generally they are more drawn
to theory than to practise.
In politics they prefer to represent revolutionary to anarchis
tic elements, pronounced and extreme points of view, radicalism;
or they can be politically disinterested - politics "is not for me"
they say from their solipsistic standpoint; the community, of what
ever kind, does not interest them.
In art they are more interested in abstract-unrepresentational
positioning, they attempt to present their complex inner experi
ences and tend to express them in cipher or symbolically; or
they can be the sharp critics, satirists and caricaturists . Their
style is usually individual, unconventional, at any rate original
and sometimes trendsetting. If, in their lack of reference, they
do not address a certain public but express human and funda
mental issues over their own concerns, they can trigger new de
velopments. They often grasp psychological-atmospheric issues,
allude to the unutterable and intrude into regions avoided or
not seen by others, so that their works can deepen our under
standing of humankind. They are seldom popular while still
living.
Their profession is often just a j ob to them because ultimate
ly it is unimportant to them how they earn their daily bread -
they lead their real lives outside their career, here one finds their
enthusiasms and hobbies. They also like to take up professions
where solitude is a factor and which demand little interpersonal
contact. Their preoccupation with the world of animals, plants
and minerals in any form is not rare. They often gravitate to pro
fessions such as electrician, traffic administrator and others that
in an abstract way, as it were, unconsciously and symbolically fill
the need for contact and attachment .
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Schizoid people with charisma can often trigger great up
heavals, can be pioneers and initiators. These people - who ex
perience most intensely the questionability of human existence -
comprehend things, experience infernos and suffer borderline
states in their loneliness and exile that those who live in more se-
curIty cannot even ImagIne.
. . .
Age can make them even more isolated and eccentric. Some,
however, become wiser. Generally one can say that schizoid per
sons understand how to become older better than others; thanks
to their being accustomed to independence and isolation they can
cope better with loneliness. They have constructed a world for
themselves early on in which they can live without being too de
pendent on interpersonal sympathy. They have less fear of death,
accepting it unsentimentally and stoically as a fact. As they have
not invested very much in the world and in other people, they
have less to lose and to relinquish; they are not particularly
strongly attached to anything, not even to themselves and can
therefore let go much more easily.
The positive aspects of schizoid persons is shown in their sov
ereign self-reliance and independence, in the courage of their con
victions and of the autonomy of the individual. The gift of keen
observation, a dispassionate and cool objectivity, a critical and in
corruptible view of the facts, courage to see things as they are
without mitigatory or extenuating trimmings are among their
strengths. They are the ones leas t constricted by traditions and
dogmas of any kind, they are not dependent on anything, do not
undertake anything without first having tested it and thought it
through. Unsentimental as they are, they hate ardour, ambigu
ity and mawkishness. They present their convictions clearly and
without compromise and have their own independent opinion
on everything. They also usually have an ironic and satirical side
and a sharp eye for the weaknesses of others; it is therefore dif
ficult to hoodwink them and they are often felt to be "inconveni
ent" in interpersonal contacts as they are rarely prepared to ac
cept spuriousness and false fronts. They believe in their capabil
ities and are able to live to a large extent without illusions; they
want to master fate, destiny is something to be overcome - they
see the individual as the creator of his or her own fate.
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One should also mention the schizoid persons who have a
strongly schizoid structure but who do not suffer from it, there
fore seeing themselves as healthy. They affirm their autarky and
lack of ties as a value and live them at the expense of others, who
suffer from their lack of consideration. Here we can class many
of those in power or those people who generally have others at
their command and who exploit them ruthlessly for their own
ends - this springs from a deep contempt for others.
If here, and in the following pages, the "positive" representa
tives of the individual structure types appear to be described too
summarily, it is because the principle of the four personality struc
tures can be illustrated best by the marginal forms. I hope that
no-one will deduce a judgement from this; each structure has its
own potential for developing to a high level.
What is most important for the schizoid person is not to neg
lect the counterpoint to his or her striving for self-protection and
autarky, that is, the aspect of surrendering the self, but to inte
grate it for the supplementation in the measure necessary so that
the one-sided and supervalent " self-rotation" does not become
absolute and drive them into pathological isolation which causes
the loss of all ties. " It is not good that man should be alone".
People with no ties become inhuman all too easily. As we will see
in the last chapter, there is a tendency in all four personality struc
tures for fascination with the respective opposite type. In this I
would like to see our subconscious drive to completion, to lib
eration of pathological one-sidedness; as we cannot simply leave
out one of the four basic impulses and avoid the corresponding
anxiety without damage to ourselves. In venturing to turn to
wards others with trust, in venturing into self-forgetting lies that
which can help us out of our endangering isolation and can offer
the chance to experience ties not only as burdens, fetters and dan
gers but instead as a being-held, as a sharing of experience and
development and as an extension of our ego-limitation through
a partner.
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Fear of sel f- becoming
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as well as making possible our own ability to love, which wants
to return what it has received. Now we should consider what
would happen if a person, avoiding self-becoming, attempts to
live mainly through ego-abandonment and commitment.
The first consequence would be that the other, the respective
partner, becomes supervalent. A loving wanting-to-give-oneself
necessitates a partner, is bound to the being of another person
and is not possible without him or her. Thus a dependency has
already been established and this is the central problem for the
type of person whom we will call depressive: they are more de
pendent than others on a partner; be it because of their ability to
love and preparedness to love, be it because of their need for be
ing loved - two aspects which can be brought together in the words
of Erich Fromm from his book "The Art of Loving" in the two
sentences " I need you because I love you" and " I love you be
cause I need you". On the one hand one needs someone in order
to love them, in order to use one's ability to love; or one needs
someone because one wants to be loved by them and has needs
that one believes unable to fulfil oneself.
If, therefore, a person needs someone else so urgently, he or
she will strive to remove as much of the separating distance be
tween them as possible. People like this are tortured by the chasm
between I and Thou - the distance which the schizoid needs so
desperately and endeavours to sustain as self-protection. In com
parison, the depressive wants to be as close as possible to the Thou,
and to stay there. The less " self-rotation" they have developed,
the more they experience any distance, any removal and separa
tion from a partner, with anxiety and will attempt to prevent it.
For them distance means being forsaken and abandoned, and this
can lead to profound depression and desperation.
What can one do in order to avoid being subject to the tor
menting fear of loss and separation? The only remedy would be to
develop so much autonomy and independence that one would not
be so utterly dependent on a partner. But this is just what is so dif
ficult for a depressive, because then of course they must loosen the
close ties to the other and this would immediately trigger the fear
of loss again. Thus they search for other securities that might solve
the problem but, as we will see, that ultimately only make it worse.
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This avoidance of the process of individual differentiation is
paid for dearly by the fact that a person like this does not dare
to live all the things within him or herself such as wishes, im
pulses, emotions and urges. They do not permit themselves to
do so, either due to fear or to their ideology - they cannot sud
denly begin to do what they have condemned in others. This is
why they are more and more dependent on having their wishes,
which of course they still retain, fulfilled by others. Those who
do not dare to hope that they will receive this fulfilment - per
haps even as a reward for their humility - hope that it will come,
if not here below then at least in heaven, as Christian ideology
promIses.
From this emerges the passive mental set of depressives which
does not, however, protect them from disappointments and the
depression resulting from them when life does not fulfil their ex
pectations. If, on the other hand, they were to renounce this ex
pectation of reward, then depression would break out in real
earnest. During their lives, depressives often find themselves in
the situation of Tantalus: they see the fruits and the water before
them but cannot reach them because they have not learned to grasp
something for themselves or have not allowed it to happen for
themselves. They cannot demand, cannot claim something for
themselves; they cannot be healthily aggressive. This all has the
effect of their developing weak self-esteem which in its turn
weakens their courage to demand and to take hold. Here is an
example of depressive behaviour:
A young married woman said: "My h usband often goes out with a
young g irl; I know hertoo, she is very attractive and my h usband is eas
ily seduced. I then sit at home and cry my eyes out but don 't want h im
to notice. Ifl were to reproach h im he would think I was narrow-mind
ed andjealous and I 'm afraid that would get on his nerves and would
drive h im a way completely. He says men are just made that way and
that if I really loved h im I would allow h im th is. JJ
She is obviously unsure what exactly she "must allow" her hus
band in order not to disappoint his idea of a modern relationship
although she does not share it. She is unsure of what she should
"/ can try a s hard a s / wan t b u t everyth ing always goes wrong. Yester
day / wen t to the hairdressers, they completely ruined my hairdo, cut
it all wrong. Then the repairman didn 't come like he said he would
th is kind of thing always happens to me. To cheer myself up / went to
buy a blouse but at h ome realized / didn 't like it at all, / actually want
ed a completely differen t one. JJ
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Here one can easily see that such persons do not express their
wishes clearly enough or that they only have unclear, vague wish
es. This results in their always being disappointed, blaming it on
external circumstances or just their bad luck. She had not told the
hairdresser clearly what she wanted, nor, when buying the blouse
did she have a clear idea of what she really wanted - she just want
ed to do herself a "favour" to make up for the disappointments.
She was feeling sorry for herself and had the feeling that she was
always unlucky and that life discriminated against her; she did
not understand that the vagueness of her wishes and her inabil
ity to demand something were the actual problem. The experi
ence with the repairman, common enough today, she interpret
ed tendentiously so that she could feel sorry for herself and see
herself as an unlucky person, thereby veiling the possibility of
recognizing her own part in the events. With her "this kind of
thing always happens to me " she thrust the cause away from her
self and onto the "big bad world" and could therefore lay the
blame of her inhibition and anxiety at the door of fate that damned
her to being an unlucky person. She drew a certain satisfaction
from this self-pity - it meant she did not have to change herself.
The conflicts depressives are subject to are often expressed in
disturbances of the upper digestive tract which of course is sym
bolically representative of everything to do with taking for one
self, incorporating into oneself, grasping and demanding. In con
flict situations they easily exhibit psychosomatic symptoms in
the throat, the tonsils, the oesophagus and the stomach. Adipos
ity and anorexia can also be connected psychodynamically with
such conflicts. The colloquial " drowning one's sorrows " de
scribes pithily the experience that after disappointments or loss
es we like to compensate by eating or drinking. From this, it is
often a short step to addictions of all kinds that should be un
derstood as substitute gratification or as a fleeing from the world.
In the case of depressives, the difficulty of appropriating some
thing for oneself, of taking possession of something, can also be
expressed in - as they call it themselves - a "feeble memory". They
have trouble remembering things, forget quickly and think this
is an organic symptom. When one looks more closely, however,
it is apparent that they do not apperceive impressions complete-
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The d epressive person and love
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they can offer security, emotional closeness and warmth and un
conditional love.
In the more disturbed depressives, the fear of loss predom
inates in love relationships; this causes the typical, difficult de
pressive partner relationship. The two most common forms look
like this: One attempts to live only through the partner, in com
plete identification with him or her. This indeed makes the great
est closeness possible. One has become one with the other, has
stopped being a separate individual being, stopped having a life
of one's own. One thinks and feels like the other, guesses their
wishes; one knows what the other dislikes and what bothers them
and makes sure to keep such things away from them; one takes
on the same views and shares their opinions - in short, one lives
as though a different way of thinking, a different opinion, a dif
ferent taste, just generally a being-different-from-the-other and
being-oneself were dangerous and would inevitably invoke the
fear of loss. Therefore, one enters completely into the partner and
lives in the consciousness of self-sacrificing love and selflessness.
The truth or falsehood of such love is differentiated by whether
one attempts to avoid the " self-rotation" and the corresponding
fear of loss or whether, in spite of recognizing the endangerment
inherent in all loving, one can free oneself and the other to allow
for individual development and still venture to love them.
Here, "wither thou goest, I will go " becomes more or less ab
solute. For the partner, a relationship like this is in many ways
very comfortable; however, those who expect more from a part
nership than finding merely an echo of themselves in the partner
or a spirit always at one's beck and call will be disappointed in it.
Similar to this is when one gives oneself up to such an extent from
fear of loss that one more or less becomes a child again. One dele
gates everything that one actually could and should do oneself
to the partner, thus becoming ever more dependent and helpless
without the partner. This is based on the idea that the partner
would think one didn't need them if one was more independent
oneself - the depressive imagines being able to hold the other more
securely by exploiting their own neediness. Subconsciously, in this
case, one is often obviously repeating a father-child or mother
child relationship in the partner relationship - and it is not only
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a few marriages that take on this form. Similar to this is the way
that some people, only recently widowed, marry again immedi
ately even though they loved their late partner in their own way.
They have too little life of their own and are able to adjust and
adapt to any new partner - the main thing being that they are not
on their own.
What is being aimed for in all these situations is similar to a
symbiosis, a dissolving of the separating borders between I and
Thou. One strives for a merging in which I and Thou are no longer
different and where, as a depressive once said, "You don't know
where you stop and the other starts ". Preferably, the depressive
would like to melt into the other completely or lovingly " eat them
up " so that he or she would be completely absorbed or would
completely assimilate the other. In both cases, the problem lies
in the fact that one is avoiding the process of individual differ
entiation or not permitting it in the other.
Often, in partner relationships, one finds an attitude of "If I
love you, what business is it of yours ". This is an admirable at
tempt to avoid fear of loss; the partner can behave however they
like - because one loves the feeling for him or her more than the
person themselves and is therefore only dependent on oneself and
one's willingness to love; thus one can achieve eternity and im
mutability.
More difficult is the other form of depressive partner rela
tionships, the blackmailing love. This likes to clothe itself in the
guise of overprotectiveness behind which is concealed a dom
ineering nature stemming from the fear of loss. If one cannot
achieve what one wants by this means, one proceeds to stronger
measures, to threats of suicide and particularly to engendering
feelings of guilt in the partner. If all this proves to be inadequate,
they fall into profound depression and desperation. Formulations
such as "If you don 't love me any more then I don 't want to live
any longer" burden the partner with the responsibility that the
life of the other is dependent on their behaviour. If they are too
soft and tend towards feelings of guilt then they cannot assess the
situation properly, and tragedies can be played out here from
which there is no escape if the mutual entanglement is too deep.
This results in those partnerships that are only maintained due
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ruling; here, each must find the solution appropriate to their cir
cumstances. People, their predispositions, their biographies and
their social situations differ too much to make it possible that
one could find a valid form for all partnerships, judging diver
gent forms as wrong or bad. We must muster enough human
understanding for each other that we can respect forms of love
that are alien to us; otherwise it becomes too easy to judge those
who have already experienced deprivation in their childhood, have
difficulty finding a mature love and are now even being punished
for this.
fter all we have said, you will understand that dealing with
A aggression and emotions is a large problem for depres
sives. How can they be aggressive, carry their points and assert
themselves if they are full of the fear of loss, experiencing them
selves as dependent and thus relying on love ? The dependent can
not attack the one they are dependent on, whom they need. That
would mean sawing at the branch they are sitting on. On the oth
er hand, aggression and emotions are inescapable, as is the world
and the people in it, and naturally, as is oneself. What is one to
do with one's aggressions when they loom so menacingly ?
One possibility is to evade them. This can perhaps be achieved
by developing an ideology of peaceableness. Thus one no longer
perceives the opportunities for aggression, nor the aggression it
self, not inside oneself and not in the world around one. When
the situation demands that one assert oneself, defend oneself, it
is defused by reinterpreting the state of affairs and presenting it
as harmless: the other didn't mean it that way; it's not worth get
ting aggressive about such a bagatelle; one will only lose face over
it. The more one withdraws into oneself within the framework
of such an ideology and allows oneself to be slighted without de
fending oneself, the more one has to compensate for this attitude
by a feeling of moral superiority, without realizing that this is
also a - sublime - form of aggression.
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This attitude can be magnified into the role of the martyr which
can lead to mental, moral or sexual masochism. In this case, a
bizarre reciprocation can emerge where what is not lived, not
dared, is experienced in the identification with the other to whom
one cedes it, delegates it. Whoever thus allows themselves to be
come the object of a demanding, grasping and aggressive partner,
experiences in the identification with them not only these aspects
which are suppressed in them but is strongly subject to that feel
ing of moral superiority: as the sufferer, he or she is the better
person and believes they remain free of guilt if they ensure the
other becomes the guilty party. This makes clear the question
ability of living one-sided "virtues": while one believes one is con
sciously the sufferer, one unconsciously turns the partner into
the sufferer; the sado-masochistic relationship is reversed; the
"saint" becomes the tormenter, the " sinner" is tormented. "Not
the Murderer (but the Victim) is Guilty," is the name of a work
by Franz Werfel. Allowing the other to become aggressive, "bad"
and therefore guilty while exhibiting patient martyrdom one
self awakens in the partner an increasing sense of guilt; if one
even goes so far as to become ill due to the partner's behaviour,
then he or she will never escape this feeling of guilt while the
apparent victim remains the virtuous sufferer. Macabre things
can take place in cases like this which allow one to gain an inkling
of the intensity of the emotions behind severe depression with
out their ever being recognized as aggression by the person con
cerned - he or she would be deeply shocked if offered this in
terpretatIon.
We have already mentioned that subconscious aggression is at
work behind the overprotective love of depressive persons; with
such overprotectiveness they can suffocate the partner downright,
can "reduce them to a j elly".
The aggressions in probably the most common form of de
pressive aggression also remain subconscious: in querulousness,
complaining and lamenting. People like this are not aware that
these can have a draining effect on the partner. They complain
that everything is just too much, people are so wicked, so incon
siderate; they wear a face of wordless accusation and awaken feel
ings of guilt in the other in myriad ways so that the partner sees
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him or herself forced to be ever more considerate and sympa
thetic in their dealings with the depressive. Or, it can all become
too much for the partner, they see through the situation and lib
erate themselves from the sense of guilt with which the depres
sive has burdened them.
If the aggression does not find one of these indicated paths for
expression, it can be manifested first of all in self-pity and ultim
ately turn itself against one's own person as is seen most in
tensely in the melancholic. From the conflict, which for him or
her has become insoluble, between aggression, feelings of guilt
and the fear of losing love he or she must now turn all the accus
ations, reproaches and hate that were formally directed at an
other towards themselves - up to self-hatred and to conscious or
unconscious self-destruction. Truly tragic is the self-destruction
arising from formerly justified feelings of envy and hatred in child
hood that one was never allowed to express because this would
have worsened one's situation and made one feel wicked. Because
one found no opportunity, no vent to release one's emotions and
because they were experienced with feelings of guilt, one had to
turn them against oneself which also serves as self-punishment.
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The greatest tragedies take place in childhood; in this case, that
the child has to internalize the rej ection of itself as self-hatred and
due to its fear of loss and insecurity must experience its aggres
sion as representing too great a burden on its already endangered
situation. Thus, the later depressive has not learned at an early
age to deal with his or her aggression. This regularly results in
the fact that they realize, too late or not at all, where and when
they ought to have been, or could have been, aggressive. They
have the wrong idea of the measure of aggression necessary to
achieve something, to carry a point or to assert themselves. They
give in to resignation in the face of the idea that enormous
amounts of aggression, which they do not have at their disposal,
would be called for. Ultimately, they have a greatly exaggerated
idea of what the possible consequences of expressed aggression
might be. From their anxiety and willingness to shoulder guilt
they imagine these consequences to be too great - they are al
ways fearful of the boomerang effect, which strikes one with dou
ble the force with which it was originally thrown. Recognizing
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The mature form of coping with aggression can only be ac
quired by having experiences with one's aggressivity. Healthy and
mastered aggressivity is an important part of our self-esteem, the
feeling for the dignity of our personality and for a healthy pride.
The low self-esteem of depressive persons has its root in their
not-ventured, not-mastered aggressivity. Goethe's words from
"Elective Affinities", "Against the great advantages of another
there is no succour but love" is a sublimation of envy, but - a child
can not yet sublimate.
Now we should again ask ourselves how the development of
depressive personalities can occur, how the fear of loss and the
fear of self-becoming can become so supervalent in a person.
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a phlegmatic character and love of convenience among the con
stitutionally favouring factors - although the question here of
what is disposition or what is reactive response is very difficult
to answer.
Again, the constitutional and the biographical conditions will
overlap one another. We can best understand the biographical con
texts that promote depressive personality development when we
once again place ourselves in the situation of the small child, now
in its second stage of development. In contrast to the earliest phase
in which the child gradually began to perceive its environment
consciously, it has now recognized the mother as the source of
the satisfaction of all its needs, for which her regular and reliable
reappearance is decisively important. The child needs the mother
and is full of anxiety when she goes away. It is quite dependent
on her and oriented to her, she is its most important point of
reference. The child absorbs her image and her being with all its
senses. Through the long period of its complete dependency on
the mother, her image is imprinted deeply on its soul. Thus the
mother is "internal-ized" and becomes an extremely integral part
of the child's soul: The way it experiences the mother in her at
titude towards herself will form the foundation in its innermost
being of how it will relate later to itself. This inner portrayal, this
"introjected" or "incorporated", as psychoanalysis calls it, mother
figure, the individual mother-experience is reflected later in our
attitude towards ourselves. Those who were lucky enough to have
a loving mother to introject find themselves utterly lovable and
those who had the bad luck of having to incorporate a hard and
rejecting mother within themselves will find themselves utterly
unlovable and will need a long time and many new experiences
in order to be able to believe that they are worthy of love. Thus
the capital inherent in a successful mother-experience cannot be
appreciated highly enough.
In a good mother relationship there is a proportion between
give and take which is experienced by mother and child as en
j oyable. Echo-like, the child reflects what it is given; it answers
the mother's smile with a smile and, later, its smile will call forth
one from the mother. There is an intimate affinity, a speculative
understanding between the two which is one of the happiest things
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life has to offer and we can understand that here the first awak
enings of thankfulness, hope and loving are made. The child is
still in the short Eden-like period of its life where nothing is de
manded of it, in which its needs are anticipated and satisfied and
in which it can, and should, experience its being with j oy and
comfort. What is new in this second phase of early child devel
opment is the now recognized dependency on another human be
ing and at the same time the emerging need for trusting closeness
to this human being who normally is the mother.
It is of great importance that the mother offers this opportun
ity to the child in order for it to become capable of "taking some
one into its heart". After all, the mother figure and her being make
up the first impression of people, of being altogether human which
the child will internalize. Whether or not it will experience for
the first time love or rej ection, will feel loved or unloved, depends
on how the mother looks at it, touches it, treats it and takes care
of it. The sensitivity and impressionability of the child already
reacts to the most subtle impressions. The road is being paved
here for its later relationship towards itself which supplies the
deep foundation for its self-esteem - " as you call into the woods,
so comes back the echo".
Now let us ask ourselves wherein the possibilities for disor
ders lie during this phase that cause the impulse to " self-rotation"
to be experienced with anxiety and guilt instead of with j oy. There
are two characteristic faulty attitudes of the mother which we
will call spoiling and rej ection.
Let us deal with spoiling first. Here we mainly find the dis
tinctly small-child mother, the "mother hen" who would prefer
that the child remain a baby, helpless and dependent, never ceas
ing to need her. Mothers, that is, who often themselves belong to
the depressive structure group and who spoil the child from sub
conscious fear of loss and fear of life or from fear of losing love.
They overwhelm it with tenderness and will not hear of it learn
ing a healthy and necessary doing-without.
Sometimes destiny takes a hand; such as with women who are
disappointed in their marriages or who have lost their partner and
for whom the child now represents their whole life-interest. They
need the child too much, need its love and will undertake every-
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as a Cockaigne - which conceal the underlying depression. In his
novel " Oblomov", Goncharov drew a brilliant picture of such a
development.
The extensive loss of desires, wanting and impulses also caus
es a general ineptness in dealing with the world as such, so a sec
ondary result is that one remains even more dependent on others.
Often, mothers like this tell their child that the world outside is
evil and dangerous so that in its further development it believes
that warmth, security, understanding and safety are only to be
found at home with mother. This weakens its impulses of turning
towards the world even further, after all, at home it has everything
it could possibly want. If possible, such mothers do not allow oth
ers to approach their children and shelter them jealously; girlfriends
and boyfriends are denigrated or the mother reacts aggrievedly
and sadly to friendships as if they were infidelities against her, as
she sees in everyone a potential rival who might steal her child
from her. The child is thus kept wrapped in cotton-wool, often
until far beyond puberty; its own impulses are smothered in the
enveloping folds of protective motherly love. Nothing rough, hard
or cold on which it could measure itself is permitted to approach
the child. It remains with the expectation that the world outside
will continue to spoil it and is doomed to failure when confront
ed with reality. This is when it experiences its own incompetence
and weakness and has to seek refuge in the old security. Due to its
ego weakness, coping with life appears to be such an enormous
task that it takes fright and gives up in resignation.
Mothers like this are thus unable to let go of their child at the
right time and appropriate age and to liberate it for its own de
velopment. They bind it to them with their love needs which does
not even allow the child to freely express its own affection but
demands it instead: "Be nice to me ", "Give me a kiss ". They re
lieve the child· of everything: "Leave that, I'll do itforyou ", "That's
too heavy for you ", " You are too small to do that " and interrupt
its own impulses "Why don 't you play with this? ", "Stop doing
that " without any idea of the harm they are causing. Namely, in
this way, they are killing all healthy self-development and ultim
ately also the so important preparatory imaginings about life
in the first preliminary stirrings towards coping with the world.
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If, under such conditions, the child cannot learn its "self-rota
tion", it will stay fixated on the mother, stay a reactive echo and
will neither learn to know the world nor its own possibilities and
limitations. It remains passive and willing to conform and with
expectations that life will continue to be a mothering entity will
ing to spoil it. Naturally, disappointments are inescapable and for
the most part these lead to the outbreak of the so far latent, in
sidious depression.
The situation of the mother towards the child can be made
more severe by various twists of fate such as divorce or widow
hood, by the birth coming at a difficult time in the marriage, or
by too many births following one after the other. Single children
are understandably generally more endangered in this regard
than are children with siblings, where the possessive love of the
mother does not have just a single child as an outlet. A patient, a
single child, once made the drastic statement,
"When my mother pours the corn ucopia of her love over me, I come
away with bruises ".
Having to let go of one's children is a necessity that makes the
whole being-a-mother in this sense a thankless task, especially
the more one expects thanks, or even demands them. If one does
not have, or strive to acquire, the maturity to see the healthy self
development of one's children as the true reward of one's love,
trouble, sacrifice and renunciation, one will cause them and one
self unnecessary and avoidable suffering.
The inner situation of such children is even more complicat
ed. It is no wonder that they can also feel hate for a mother who
so disemp owers them and takes possession of them. Should they
ever dare to express even a part of this she will awaken a sense of
guilt in them by cataloguing all the things she has done and sac
rificed for the child. This is of course true, only the child did not
ask for these things and now must be thankful for something that
it not only did not want, but which has even been detrimental to
it. It must probably shamefacedly realize that it must appear ex
tremely ungrateful and so relinquishes its bid for freedom from
a sense of guilt. Particularly sensitive children can suffer exceed
ingly under this and incur impairments as will be seen in the ex-
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amples. They do not venture to undertake the age-appropriate
steps of disengagement from the mother. And this throws light
on the whole danger of ties that are too constricting and a de
pendency that is too great. The child must renounce its own self
development, sacrifice it, rather than bear the burden of guilt of
causing the mother so much grief which, as seen from the child's
point of view, is the only possible solution for this situation. There
is almost nothing more oppressive for a child than such a "bring
ing up " by means of inculcating a sense of guilt; it is one of the
great sins that the later adults have difficulty forgiving their par
ents for; that is, if they ever get as far as managing to distance
themselves and to recognize the unnecessary suffering that was
imposed upon them by what was allegedly love. Here is a typi
cal and not uncommon example:
When the child had been naughty in the eyes of its mother - wh ich
usually only meant that it did not obey her immediately or did some
th ing s h e didn 't like - she would lie o n the sofa a n d "die }}. That is, she
wo uld not move for a long time or react to the ch ild 's entreaties until
it wept with distress.
Similar threats to arouse feelings of guilt are frequent - "I'm
going away and not coming back ", " You 're driving me into the
grave " and so on.
If the first motive in spoiling the child was the wish to be loved
by it and to awaken grateful obligation, the second motive is more
complex and with usually more tragic results for the child. We
are talking about the situation where a mother did not want the
child or, for whatever reason, rej ects it and harbours hostile
thoughts towards it while at the same time feels she must be a
good mother and is prey to a feeling of guilt because she is un
able to do this. She then spoils the child from a sense of guilt and
as an attempt at compensation. This is difficult enough for the
mother - this situation is, understandably, very likely the case
with step-children - but even more so for the child. It can sense
the effort being made but also the rejection or hostility behind it,
the lack of real love that the spoiling is not only unable to coun
terbalance but which also forces the child into the situation of
having to be thankful for something that is given grudgingly. This
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can result in the child feeling guilt at its own existence, experi
encing itself as an imposition because it senses itself as a burden
to the mother. It feels as if it does not really have the right to live
and must be glad when it is even tolerated.
Now let us observe the aspect of withholding love from the
child which illustrates the other underlying biography of de
pressive personality development. The women described here,
austere, lacking the ability to offer motherly love and often hard,
were usually deprived of love in their own childhood and there
fore lack an image of a mother figure in their experience. They
know too little of the needs of their child. Still relatively harm
less are the "programme mothers" who, from insecurity and lack
of empathy, nurse and bring up their child according to a rigid
schedule without consideration for the individual needs. This is
illustrated in the diary of a mother, writing of her first-born son,
"The boy has been screaming for hours now, but it is not yet his
feeding time. This entry is repeated in the diary over a long pe
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something like this does come to pass, then they feel guilty and
ask themselves how they came to deserve it. They can never tru
ly delight in something and often ruin happy moments with their
disappointment prophylaxis: as they are not confident that they
will be successful in anything they do not bother to attempt it
with the necessary energy because failure would be even more
painful. If one does not expect anything positive to begin with
then one can only be pleasantly surprised. Here is an example of
such an early withholding-of-love experience that can leave a deep
imprint - once again from a mother's diary:
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This report obviously speaks for itself - it contains pretty much
every instance that could be burdensome for a child and cause
negative imprinting. Early experiences of being deprived of love
can have a twofold effect on the child. First, it learns to become
resigned much too early. This causes it to be inhibited in all ar
eas of taking-something-for-itself, of demanding and grasping.
Whoever is so willing to renounce their needs and is not ade
quately able to take what they want will have difficulty refrain
ing from envy when they see how others unabashedly take what
they do not dare to. Because one feels guilty again for feeling envy
and also bad, one attempts to avoid this by making a virtue of ne
cessity: one raises one's inhibitedness to a value, to an ideology
of diffidence and modesty as described above. Now one at least
has the consolation of a moral superiority.
The other result arising from early experiences of being de
prived of love is of imbuing in the child the feeling of not being
lovable. This sets the stage for a deep sense of inferiority - one
must have experienced having been loved in order to see oneself
as lovable and if one has not experienced it then it is one's own
fault, one is just not lovable. This feeling of inferiority is also con
nected with the fact that the child has no criteria for comparison
at this age. It cannot, therefore, realize that its parents are not ca
pable of love; its world is "the" world and the way its parents are
is obviously the way " all parents are".
In the case of severe feelings of inferiority, the feeling can arise
that one does not really have a right to live, that one must first
earn this and is only justified in existing if one lives for others.
''just by being alive I am guilty ", stated a depressive patient with
a background like this. This can lead to a guilty fixation on the
mother or the parents, expressing itself in reparation tendencies
towards them; then one sacrifices one's life on the altar of parental
egoism and even takes this for granted.
Ultimately, the effects of spoiling and rej ection are similar:
Both usually lead to the development of a depressive personal
ity structure. The difference is that the spoilt child does not ex
perience anxiety and crises until later, not until life spoils it less
than the mother used to and there are no substitute mothers at
hand - such as a caring marriage, state institutions, social securi-
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ty etc. Then it becomes apparent that it cannot cope with the harsh
ness and demands of life and there is an outbreak of depression.
Often an escape is found in some form of addiction.
The child who grew up with deficiency experiences and un
der emotionally deprived circumstances learns very early, too ear
ly, to do without. It becomes a quiet, undemanding child, shy and
adaptable, which is very convenient for the parents who do not
recognize the depression behind this behaviour. It is so used to
deferring to others, to having no demands of its own that later it
is also always oriented towards others and strives to fulfil their
demands and expectations. As an adult he or she has too little
self-being to present to the world, is too little his or her own sub
j ect and therefore becomes the obj ect of others. As it becomes
progressively more impossible to fulfil all the supposed demands
- because depressive personalities ultimately experience every
thing as a demand which they feel bound to fulfil - they become
prey to continually renewed feelings of guilt and, following on
from these, depression. This is why many depressives avoid con
tact with several people at the same time - how could they fulfil
all the divergent demands - one could attempt this, if at all, with
just one single person. Some might find the solution lies in want
ing to give others what they themselves never received; they at
tempt to sublimate the love-deficiency in helping activities, in de
voted altruism, in charitable professions - but they want to be
loved or rewarded for this, otherwise they risk overtaxing them
selves.
The forms this can assume, when one finally experiences every
thing as a demand, can be illustrated by the following sketches :
Thus he did not want, as a subject, to read the book, rather it be
came a demand, making him the obj ect, so to speak, and there
fore made him lose all interest in it. It is easy to imagine how such
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peration. From the same ego weakness they have neither strong
impulses, wishes or goals of their own, nor are they able to re
pudiate the excess demands in a mature way - or even to recog
nize them at all as such; depressive persons have difficulty say
ing "no" from the fear of loss and from the feelings of guilt that
this would result in. All that remains to them is depression or the
subconscious strike when their threshold of tolerance has been
reached - which, however, does not liberate them from the feel
ings of guilt. The hatred and envy, which has accumulated in the
depths of their being and which they have never dared to express,
can poison their entire vital sense or must be expiated in ever
lasting self-accusations and self-punishments. As long as they
attempt to evade the fear of self-becoming by renouncing their
self-being, the situation will remain unresolved. The only thing
that can help here is venturing forward to become an independ
ent individual.
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trary, she felt cheap even harbouring s uch petty thoughts - they were
not worthy of her. Th us she allowed herself to be o vertaxed and ex
ploited, let her resentment "eat into " her and only the pains showed
her that someth ing was wrong, that her subconscious was sending
alarm signals and reacting with symptoms which expressed what she
did not venture to live consciously: the annoyance and the not-being
able -to-demand expressed themselves in the headaches and stomach
aches. To make matters more complicated, she was half-Jewish and
thought the colleag ue would assume it was her Jewishness that made
her so petty about money - she had always thought she m ust regard
being Jewish as something negative. She finally managed, in spite of
her reservations, to suggest to her colleag ue that she contribute to the
cost of petrol and, to her surprise, the colleag ue agreed. Not only did
her weekend symptoms then disappear, but the relationship ofthe two
turned into a friendship. The attitude towards her colleag ue vvas just
one example of many others in her daily life.
She was the only child in a very difficult mixed marriage - the moth
er was Jewish. From a very early age she was witness to the fierce ar
guments between her motherandfather. Many times the child thought
there was no helpfor it, this time they would separate. Sometimes the
situation in these scenes became so threatening that she was afraid
they would h urt each other. On a n um ber of occasions the parents ex
pressed to the child their determination to separate; they would say,
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"Mummy and Daddy want to divorce;you have to decide who you want
to live with, whomyou love the best. " Th is demand, ofafour-year-old,
put her in an untenable situation. She loved both her parents and de
ciding between them would have been completely beyond her ability.
Even if she could have made up her m in d, it would have been only with
great feelings of g uilt towards the "betrayed " parent. Th us she at
tempted desperately - and this was a permanent condition during her
childhood - to reconcile and mediate between the parents. In secret
she told her mother that the father hadn 't meant it that way, he was
just excitable and she m ustn 't take it so seriously, he had told her th is
himself recently and regretted h is beha viour. To the father she went
just as secretly and told h im how unhappy her mother was at the th reat
ened separation and that she kne w that the mother loved h im, shejust
wasn 't very good at showing it. Partly due to th is spadework, partlyfor
other reasons, the decision to separate was postponed a n um ber of
times. However, the patient had the feeling of living on a volcano that
could erupt at any moment. She took on a very importantfunction in
her parents ' marriage: She tipped the scales or, as she put it herself
"l was the glue and the oil " between her parents - in other words, she
had the feeling it depen ded on her whether or not the parents stayed
together or divorced.
One can imagine that under conditions such as these she could
never h a ve dared to encumber the so unstable and endangered rela
tionship between the parents with her o wn needs and problems - she
imagined e veryth ing would then have fallen apart. Therefore, she
could never be un inhibitedly and age -appropriately ch ildlike, be her
self She had to in voluntarily and reflexively set aside all her o wn de
sires, impulses, worries, negative emotions and anxieties; apparently
they did not even arise in her any more. In their stead she developed
symptoms: at a very early age she began to lose her hair, her teeth be
came loose and the skin flaked off her whole body. She also had an
other and very annoying and for her embarrassing symptom: when
she was with other people she was freq uently subject to very lo ud g ur
glings in her stomach wh ich she began to understan d as a subcon
scious protest against the situation threatening to overwhelm her and
which she felt helpless to defen d herselffrom. In this symptom one
can see the precursor of the stomach pains she was to h a ve later due
to the situation with her colleague .
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She th us developed into a person who (functioned "perfectly under the
demands made on her. She fulfilled them conscien tiously and in an
exemplary manner wh ile at the same time suppressing her o wn needs.
Howe ver, she became distressed and was helpless when she had to as
sert herself or in the office had to ask someone else to do someth ing.
She thenfell prey to vague anxieties and preferred to do the tasks her
self, which of course was taken advantage of by her colleagues.
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There are often environmental influences in the biographical
background of depressive persons that have impeded or made
more difficult the child's development towards an autonomous
self. This patient had also been an only child in an unhappy mar
riage and had had to learn from an early age to withdraw into the
background and to understand the problems of the parents be
fore she had had a chance to discover and develop her own be
ing. Now an example of the spoiling environment:
Mr. S. was also the only child of h is paren ts in an averagely good mar
riage. His mother, who had few interests of her own, was not unhap
py in h er marriage b u t i n some way unclear to herself was n o t q u ite
fulfilled. When the child was born after several years, she thre w h er-
selfon it with the whole weight of her unfulfilled desires and it became
her most important life -interest. She sheltered him as the apple of her
eye, was overprotective and strove to shield h im from e veryth ing that
in her eyes was rough, hard and dangerous. And what things she saw
as dangerous ! If the wind freshened she predicted pneumonia and
wrapped h im so warmly that h is school comrades split their sides
la ughing (which mothers like this never understand). If the child played
in the sand, it wasfull of treachero us bacteria. Riding a bike ? How easy
tofall off and break bones or be run over by a car! Trips with the school
or with frien ds - what dangers lurked there, starting with spending
the n ight in a barn and witho ut the good, n utritious and healthy
mother's cooking and leading maybe to kidnapping and homosexual
attacks ! She bathed her son until after puberty, scrubbed h is back,
brought h im breakfast in bed - in short he lived in the land of m ilk
and h oney but at the price of n ot being allowed to have a will of h is
own and not being able to gro w into man 's estate.
Once, around puberty, he made an attempt at rebellion. Against
the wishes of h is mother, he wan ted to undertake a long bicycle trip
with some friends. She stood in front of the cellar door behind which
the bicycle was locked and cried with dramatic pathos "only o ver my
dead body! " The son capitulated and was rewarded with h is favourite
dish and q uantities ofmotherly caresses. After puberty the mother was
not sparing with warnings against girls. In alternating versions the
essence was, "They only wan t your money': "Don 't let yourself be
ca ugh t they want to get married so thatyou 'll take care of them. They
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know you will inherit e verything and are only coun ting on your for
tune " ad infinitum. Naturally, as soon as he began to be interested in
girls, none of them stood up to the critical gaze of the m other. She
found someth ing wrong with all of them; one came from "a bad back-
ground" others were dressed too daringly and erotically and were there
fore out of the q uestion, others weren 't respectful enoug h to her and
ultimately 'you are too good for any of them ". She den igrated all of
them to h im and, as he was used to seeing the world thro ugh her eyes,
he came to the conclusion that she was righ t while at the same time
rationalizing h is fear of making a conq uest of a girl.
To h is m isfortune, hisfather died when Mr. S. wasfifteen. This sealed
hisfatefor the time being. Now the mother had only h im and he could
not leave her by herself as h e was given to understand in various, but
in variably adamant tones. He sufferedfeelings ofguilt when he stayed
out a little longer in the evenings mother would be so worried! He
spen t all h is weekends and holidays with her. When he left home to
study in a n earby city there was a heartbreaking farewell as if he were
leavingfor anothercon tinent or as ifit were th efinalfare well although
they had already arranged that he would come home every weekend.
His mother knew e verything about h im . Not because he was par
ticularly com m un icative but because she always wormed e verything
out of h im, it had become second nature to tell her everything. The
mother was proud to be able to say, "My son has no secrets from me ".
He himself was so used to th is lack of distance that he found nothing
strange in the fact that she opened and read h is letters as a matter of
course. If e very now and again an in ternal or external threat to this
shared life reared its head, then the mother became ill atjust the right
moment and bound her son even more tightly to her.
So he gre w up as the eternal son. His few uns uccessful attempts to
cut the umbilical cord were experienced withfeelings ofg uiltfostered
by the mother and were soon abandoned. In life otherwise he also re
mained the ''good son ': an upright fool, friendly and obliging but
somewhat colourless and sexless. He developed an increasing fear of
women and was clumsy and shy in their presence. He had no idea of
how to court a woman as he had only e ver learned the good-son be
haviour and was, therefore, m ost at ease with older, motherly women.
He was on safe ground here, as women they did not appear to h im to
be dangerous, and they were delighted with the polite and consider-
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ate young man. !fa woman ofa s uitable age became interested in h im
and attempted to approach him, he would hide beh in d h is mothers
warnings that sounded in h is inner ear at the hint ofdanger: She 's only
after my money. Th us the emptiness of h is life and what was for h im
the increasingly embarrassing sensation of being unable to make
friends with men or wom en perpetuated the situation and contin ued
to bind h im to his mother who, at h is expense, remained surprisingly
youthful in this satisfying {{marriage " with her son -lover.
On the other hand, due to the spoiling, he was immensely de
manding, q uite unconsciously beca use it had become second nature
and takenfor gran ted. Afterfinish ing h is studies,friends of h is father
offered h im ajob as salesman in a big company. Due to h is mother's
overestimation of him, and certainly in compensation for h is weak
nesses, he thought of h imself as someth ing quite special wh ich oth
ers ought to recognize without h is having to prove anything. He was
sensitive to criticism and annoyed h is superiors with h is arrogant be
haviour. However, due to h is polite manner, he quickly won customers
even tho ugh h is kno wledge and expertise in the {{s ubject "were not par
ticularly good. He had the ten dency to postpone tasks, occasionally
(th is was possible as a travelling salesman) taking the afternoon off
to sit in a cafe, go s wimm ing or to the cinema. Naturally, this hin dered
h is rising in h is job as fast as he thought he should, but he assumed it
was because his superiors did not recogn ize or appreciate h is skills.
On one of h is business trips and under the influence of alcohol he was
finally seduced by a girl but found h imself to be impotent e ven after
repeated attempts. This became the inducement to seek help in psy
chotherapy - and this against the wishes of h is mother, wh ich signi
fied a great deal for h im and was prognostically a good sign.
{{My ch ildhood was so frigh tening that it would have had catastroph
ic consequences if! had experienced itfully conscious; this is why ! have
slipped under the surface of the water, so to speak. ! hope thatyou will
drive a way the ghosts, p ull me to lan d and teach me order in manag -
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ing my time and with regard to the people and things surrounding me;
and that you will help me in the strugg le against sleeping pills, n ico
tine and alcohol and teach me to assert myself towards other people
even when I hold opin ions different to theirs, instead of harbouring
those mountains ofnegative emotions in my depths that cost so m uch
energy. I have to battle against great resistance which has never been
taken seriously, probably because I am outwardly so compliant. I still
have no real connection to work and am exceedingly lazy. For me, the
relationsh ip to myfather was probably the most serious in my child
hood. And still he remains h idden and never appears to me in dreams. "
The father was mentally ill and, un til h is death (at which time the pa
tient was twelve), lived in the family with a male n urse. He was also an
alcoholic and when under the influence of drink would have outbursts
of violent temper and attacks of man iacal fury wh ich the child was
witness to. The mother was very unstable and when pregnant with the
three -year-younger brother fell ill with a puerperal psychosis leaving
her for a long period with severe obsessions {for example, she m ust
kill her children by the cruel method ofdrilling a needle into their heads}.
It was in this atmosphere, when she was five years old, that the fol
lowing incident took place: In one of h is violent outbursts the father
flung into the room where she was sitting with her mother, shot a re
volver at her narrowly m issing the top of her head, and ran out of the
room again . The mother wanted to call the police or a doctor but the
child said: ((L et 's tell Daddy, he will help us ".
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ered her unconditionally to her fear and insecurity. So she un
dertook the leap from consciousness and saved the image of a
good and protective father by splitting off the threatening side of
him as if it had been a stranger who had threatened her; if she
now turned to him for help the threat was disassociated from him
and he could remain in her consciousness as the helping father
whom she so desperately needed. But what degree of fear and
desperation must be necessary in order that a child could per
form such an act, must perform such an act, in order to cope with
the incident! Naturally, this scene was a particularly traumatic
and tormenting experience; but one can imagine how insecure,
anxious and desperate the reality of her childhood must have been
otherwise. Where could she have fled to, where could she have
found real protection ? What remained - in addition to the ad
dictions mentioned above - was a life as if in a dream. She never
really existed completely in reality; as a shield against expected,
always imminent dangers and threats she never looked closely or
sharply at anything, withdrew her feelings of sympathy for the
world in order never to be assaulted so traumatically again. Her
addictions were also ultimately the expression of removing-one
self-from-reality, preferably into the state of not having been born
at all. One can, therefore, understand her image of wrapping her
hands around her knees and letting herself glide into a lake with
open eyes and gazing up at the sky through the water which she
experienced with a profound feeling of joy. Thus she saved her
self by retreating into what amounts to a sleepwalking life in or
der to survive reality at all, thus she stood between depression
and psychosis which were to protect her from further unbear
able clashes with reality.
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was therefore rejected by the mother. With the instinct C?f a child, he
sensed how his mother would like him to be: as the good son who did
e verything to please her. He renounced all boyishness, all masculinity
and instead helped h is m other in the kitchen, kept h imself clean and
tidy and became her darling thereby cutting out h is older brother
but at the cost of h is masculinity. He carried this behaviour ofthe good
son in to h is marriage - here also he was more the good son than the
h usband, contin ued to play the role already learned there by o vertax
ing h imself and allowing h imself to be o vertaxed by h is wife without
being able to express h is anger for fear of losing her love, as would
have been the case with h is mother, by rebelling against her. He had
not learned to demand somethingfor h imself or to say n o. His symp
tom was a solutionfor all conflicts: It was h is revenge and h e punished
h is wife by no longer being able to satisfy her, but without having to
feel g uilty because, after all, it was a "physical problem " wh ich was not
h is fault. At the same time it was a self-punishmen tfor h is h idden ag
gression towards his wife - naturally all of this was subconscious. Once
he understood the connection, it led to an outbreak. He got drunkfor
the first time in h is life, smoked h is first cigar (his mother did not like
smoking and drinking so for her sake he had always abstained) and,
for the first time in h is marriage, came home in a very merry state at
four in the m orning instead of straight from work as usual. His wife
was alarmed but glad that he had come home and, as she was ultim
ately a sensible woman who wanted a real man and not a son, she
took h im in her arms laugh ing, seduced h im, and they had their first
s uccessful intercourse in a long time.
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remains in the position of owing something vital to one's human
essence and will become increasingly an obj ect in life. The will
ingness to labour under a sense of guilt shown by depressive per
sons is probably related to the fact that they feel they can avoid
one of the greatest challenges of life by not becoming complete
ly adult.
Let us attempt to round out the clinical picture of depressive
personalities. If, in avoidance of individuation, the depressive lives
the aspect of commitment supervalently, the usual result - as we
have seen - is that the other assumes an exaggerated value while
correspondingly he or she loses value. Seen positively; to begin
with, this deferral of one's own ego generates everything that lies
in the area of understanding, empathy, sympathy and compas
sion. One always thinks of others first, of their situation and in
terests, feels at one with them - up to and including identifica
tion. This enables a deep understanding to develop for what is
alien, that is, an ability to put oneself in another's place which is
initially something very positive. The actual depressive, however,
remains stuck, in a manner of speaking, in the identification and
does not return to him or herself. This results in their losing too
much of their own autonomy and perhaps becoming merely
an echo of the other - one could say they misunderstand the
Christian precept "love your neighbour as yourself" to mean
" more than yourse If" .
The world and people being what they are, those having such
an attitude are usually taken unfair advantage of fairly quickly.
The expectation that others have the same attitude as oneself, are
just as considerate, compassionate and adaptable, is only rarely
fulfilled. On the contrary, one realizes that others are much more
unabashedly egotistical and with this attitude, therefore, achieve
even more in life. Here lies the critical point - we have already
described it - one makes a virtue of necessity and must raise one's
behaviour to an ideology in order to cope with one's envy of oth
ers by drawing consolation from the fact that one is morally su
perior. It takes a lot of character to concede to others without
envy what one forbids oneself or cannot achieve - unless of course
such attitudes correspond to collective or religious ideals, as is
the case in some of the teachings of Christianity.
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The ideologies of depressive persons are - as is ultimately true
of all ideologies - difficult to correct. The reason they do not want
to give them up is because they have cost so much in renunci
ation and envy-processing. There is also the moral satisfaction
they draw from them - and, finally, one cannot suddenly begin to
do what one has been so quick to reject and condemn in others.
Here also one must count the fact that there are so many ways of
dealing with the world and people in which depressives are inex
perienced and unskilled and that for this reason alone they do not
dare. A little life-technique is lacking in them which means they
always fall back into old grooves. Thus one is caught increasing
ly in the meshes of one's ideology, which does not offer a real
solution anyway because it is constructed to bridge a weakness,
an anxiety. The ability for true sublimation as expressed in the
words of Goethe seldom exists; those who are unassuming and
modest because it is demanded by an ideology will not be able to
avoid envy, in bitterness at the "unjustness" of life.
Everyday life contains an abundance of what are actually ba
nal, unimportant situations in which depressive behaviour in its
neurotic sense is manifested and which can dig the ruts deeper,
but once one begins to pay attention to them they can be changed.
If a depressive has guests, for instance, or is a guest in someone
else's house, he or she will always have the feeling of being sole
ly responsible for the success of the evening, of having to keep
the conversation going. They will suffer from feelings of infer
iority or guilt if the invitation is not really successful; but it is just
these constrained efforts that pre-empt a relaxed atmosphere.
They will not stop to consider that others will also contribute to
the evening and that luck also plays a part in whether something
is " successful" or not - they always feel responsible for too much.
Thus, a patient always found himself in a tormenting situation
when he introduced a new acquaintance to his friends. He was
unable to do this in a relaxed manner but instead was always wor
ried if the friends would like the new person and if this person
would like his friends. If he went to a concert he could not sit
back and enjoy it; he identified with the artist as well as with the
audience in the double anxiety that the artist might fail and dis
appoint the audience or that the artist might be disappointed in
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the audience's lack of applause. He could never really be himself
but was always suspended in a peculiar indeterminate position
between himself and others, unconsciously repeating the situ
ation of his early years in which he always had to empathize with
the people in his surroundings, to understand and to satisfy them
while retreating himself to the background in order not to risk
losing the little security or love offered by them. What might ap
pear here as an example of self-referentiality is what we saw in
the case of the schizoids, although apparently coming from a com
pletely different orientation. In their case, a delusion of reference
can arise from lack of social contact. With depressives, the ap
parent self-centeredness is, in truth, an extreme other-centered
ness: If they feel responsible for everything, it is not from meg
alomania but, on the contrary, from a lack of ego-strength which
makes them live more in others than in themselves.
It is quite understandable that ultimately bodily symptoms
can arise, as a final - unconscious and therefore not experienced
with guilt - self-protection from allowing themselves to be over
taxed, a situation that they cannot escape in any other way. Such
people can deeply enjoy a sickness and a stay in hospital - final
ly they are also justified in having others care for them and not
having to do anything themselves - as long as they can manage
not to blame themselves and guiltily feel that they have "failed"
by becoming ill.
The subject-being which is not lived thus leads almost in
evitably to a having-to-hate based on envy, on helpless weakness
and on bitterness from being taken advantage of. It then appears
as though a possible rescue from such feelings, which are tor
menting and experienced with guilt, must consist of developing
an ideology of humility, modesty, peaceableness and frugality;
thus hoping to find peace in oneself, but this is a continually en
dangered peace underneath which the suppressed negative emo
tions smoulder. It would be worth undertaking a special study to
discover why Christianity, which calls itself the religion of love,
features so much hate, cruelty and war in its history. Could this
be connected with the Christian ideology of humility? This has
always been exploited by the power of the church in order to
keep the believers in subjugation with the promise of reward in
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consider healthy; the manifestation of the depressive personal
ity can range from light, to severe and most severe, through to the
most extreme. We can outline them as follows: contemplation,
tranquillity, introversion -- humility, shyness - inhibition in de
manding and asserting oneself - laziness and a receptive passiv
ity - a passive expectatory mental set (taking Cockaigne for
granted) - hopelessness - depression - melancholia. Not rarely,
the final point of this linear progression is suicide or total apathy
and indolence or evasive action via an addiction, which, however,
only temporarily strengthens the ego and lifts the depression. The
manic depressive mood disorder - characteristically we speak here
of a mood disorder or affective psychosis and not, as in the case
of a schizoid, a mental disorder which shows that the genesis of
these two illnesses arise on different levels - often reflects the
biographical background particularly clearly in the alternating
manic-euphoric and depressive-despondent phases ("up one
minute - down the next"). In the manic phase, all inhibitions and
attitudes of renunciation are in abeyance, the subject is exaltedly
cheerful, goes shopping, runs up debts, is extravagant and full of
optimism - until the depressive phase kicks in and everything is
reversed and he or she falls into self-accusation, despondency,
resignation and apathy. If in life a certain rhythmic alternation
between euphoria and despondency is the case, for these ill per
sons we often find a particularly abrupt alternation between
hopeful glimpses of light and hopeless desperation in their bio
graphy, while in the case of melancholia only hopelessness exists.
Depressive persons are often religious; in religion they are
drawn most strongly by the image of salvation, the deliverance
from suffering and the forgiving of their guilt. Their yearning of
ten tends towards the mystic experience of being one with the
universe, a unity that they hope to find via the meditative path.
In addition to the Christian religion, which appeals to them with
its dogma of humility and of purification through suffering, they
often feel an affinity to Buddhism and its renunciation of the
world. All forms of belief which propagate self-forgetting and
the dissolution of the ego exert a pull on them. In a more child
ish form they believe that, as they could not create a fulfilled life
here on earth, they will find a better in the hereafter, and that
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those who humbled themselves here, or were humbled by oth
ers, will find a hearing there. Since the growth of scepticism re
garding such an equalizing justice in the beyond, it has become
increasingly difficult to find young trainees for the professions
that require great self-sacrifice and self-denial such as the care
giving ones. Perhaps it is depressives who have had the hardest
time enduring the undermining of their faith, possibly induced
by knowledge revealed by modern natural sciences. Their faith
gives meaning to their life and upholds them. The often one-sided
sciences, accentuating the rational, measurable and provable, de
preciate belief and attempt to "ascribe " religious feelings to a nar
row, non-metaphysical psychologizing or declare them to be
naIvete or purely wishful thinking. The depressive often does not
realize that these sciences with their quantative and causal meth
ods can only measure a limited partial aspect of life and the world,
the dead aspect of nature. A science which has the subjugation
of nature as its main aim will be caught in its own net sooner or
later - signs of which we can already observe.
On the other hand, depressives tend to leave much up to God
and the Devil. We carry heaven and hell within ourselves, also the
responsibility for them; as we learn to recognize evil within our
selves, to accept it and to struggle against it, not projecting it onto
the devil or other enemy image. We should also learn to search
for the good in ourselves, the divine essence and to try to realize
it for its own sake and our own sake, not for a reward in the here
after. Depressive persons see all too easily, and in everything, too
often the "will of God" and divine dispensation, and elude self
responsibility in a misconceived humility. In pathological cases,
depressives can suffer from religious mania, identification with
Christ, Messianic delusion and similar manifestations.
The healthy person with depressive impact can achieve great
ardour and depth in their religiosity, which not infrequently
makes mystic experiences possible. Death is experienced by them
as a sal�ation and here we most often find the humility of dying.
"Thy will be done" can lead to submission to whatever destiny
might bring which signifies great strength. Thus, such a person
often has an attitude of acceptance toward fate, assuming in it its
most mature form rather the sense of amor fati; he or she will eas-
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ily tend toward seeing blows of fate almost too exclusively as
being related to their own guilt. They are prepared for penance
and can easily become the victim of those who know how to
exploit this.
In ethical issues, they often take commandments and inter
dictions too literally, feel overtaxed thereby and thus confirmed
in their willingness to accept feelings of guilt. Renunciation, self
denial, sacrifice and ascetism suit them, but they can also become
a means of avoiding having to deal with the world. As always,
here too our life is lived on a knife's edge and it is always only a
small step from the real to the unreal. As parents and educators,
people with depressive structure attributes are good at interper
sonal relations and strive to empathize with the child and to un
derstand it. The danger lies in their binding the child too close to
them due to their life-anxiety and fear of loss; they are overpro
tective and do not maintain an adequate distance. They have dif
ficulty letting the child go at the age-appropriate stages necessary
for its development. It is difficult for them to be consistent, and,
if necessary, severe; they pamper the child in the wrong way, do
not like to ask anything of it because they are afraid of losing its
love. The questionability of ties that are too close can be illus
trated in them most clearly. Mothers who suffered a deprived
childhood often have the attitude, "My child is going to have it
better than I did", and then proceed to provide too much of a
good thing.
Professionally they tend to follow the " motherly" and caring
careers, the helping, serving, nursing ones where - self-sacrifi
cing, patient and compassionate as they are - they have the great
est opportunities for development. They feel best in social and
caring, medicinal and psychotherapeutic, and charitable occupa
tions. They can "wait" in the good double sense of the word; that
is: wait with patience and then wait on others, as in nursing, as is
inherent in the word. As doctors, priests and pedagogues etcetera,
they are those who choose these professions less from financial
motives or those of prestige than from a sense of vocation; to them,
their profession is rarely just a j ob. They are to be found also
among the gardeners, foresters, innkeepers, in the food industry
and related "motherly" occupations.
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being able to bear up under strain are two of their main virtues.
One could recommend the words of Spitteler from his
"Prometheus and Epimetheus" to depressive persons, of being
"bashfully mindful of their own worth" - they hide their light
under a bushel so that they have to be "discovered". They are of
ten the still waters that run deep; emotionality, a depth of emo
tion and warmth are among their most beautiful characteristics.
In their innermost being they are thankful for what they have;
their successes they ascribe less to their own self and to their skills
than seeing them as a gift and a blessing, thereby living humility
In Its true sense.
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Fear of c h ange
The compul sive personalities
"J u st o n ce t o be s t o ne!
J u s t o n ce to be per m a n e n t ! "
Hes se
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The striving for permanence is therefore an integral part of
our being; together with the yearning for the everlasting constancy
of a loved being who loves us in return, it is certainly at the root
of religious feelings. In the idea of the timelessness, eternity and
omnipresence of a divine being, humankind has fulfilled this need
for permanence. Just how deep this need is in us is not always
evident; but we experience it immediately when the familiar, the
habitual, what we have taken to be unalterable suddenly begins
to change or even threatens to stop altogether, to cease to exist.
Then the dread hand of transience reaches for us and we become
conscious of our dependency, our impermanence.
Now we will turn to the description of the third form of anx
iety intimated here: the fear of change. It befalls us all the more
severely, the more we try to insure against it.
Let us illustrate first of all what the consequences can be when
a person experiences the fear of change supervalently or, seen from
the aspect of the impulses, attempts to live the striving toward
permanence and security supervalently - in the language of our
allegory, that is, accentuates the centripetal force which unilat
erally corresponds to gravity.
The most general result will be that such a person has the ten
dency to leave everything as it is. Changes of any kind remind
them of transience which they are trying to avoid at all costs. This
is why they always try to rediscover or re-create the same thing,
what is already known and familiar. If something changes they
feel disturbed, unsettled, even anxious. This is why they will en
deavour to prevent changes, to halt or to restrict them and when
possible, to impede and fight against them. They challenge innov
ations where they find them, which becomes increasingly a
Sisyphean task as life is always in flux, everything is in a state of
constant change, " everything flows " in a ceaseless ebb and flow
that cannot be halted.
What form will such an attempt take ? For instance, one might
hold indomitably to opinions, experiences, attitudes, tenets and
habits and if possible try to turn them into an eternal principle, an
incontrovertible decree, an "immutable law". New experiences will
be avoided, or, if this is not practicable, one will reinterpret them
and seek to assimilate them into what one knows and is conver-
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sant with. This can result in conscious or unconscious dishonesty
by, for instance, overlooking details of the new, tendentiously mis
understanding them or simply emotionally rejecting them with
already threadbare excuses which reveal the fact that the true is
sue is not objectivity but the salvation of a cherished attitude which
may not be shaken. The history of science is full of examples of
this and of fruitless arguments about who is "right".
If one holds so fast to the familiar and habitual, one unavoid
ably approaches all things new with a prejudice that is meant to
protect one from the unusual and the unknown. One does not
fall prey to the danger of accepting things without proof in a naIve
faith in progress. However, one is all the more subj ect to the oth
er danger of not being open enough to what is new, thereby re
tarding developments - also one's own - inhibiting and maybe
even forestalling them altogether.
We can thus recognize the fundamental problem of compul
sive personalities in their supervalent need for security. Caution,
forethought, a focus on goals and long-term planning - attitudes
of permanence generally - are connected with this. From the as
pect of anxiety, we can describe their fear as fear of risk, of change
and transience. They resemble the man who did not want to en
ter the water until he had learned to swim - they are, so to speak,
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new would be to commit oneself to time and therefore to its
ephemerality, to use time up and therefore be able to see the end
of it. Everything that comes to an end reminds us of transience
and ultimately of death.
We all carry this fear in ourselves and the wish for permanence
and immortality; we are all searching for something eternal and
have a deep sense of satisfaction when we find things as we ex
pect them, as we left them. This explains our collecting instinct:
Whatever one collects - be it postage stamps, coins or porcelain -
an often subconscious motive is to have a little piece of eternity,
a guarantee of infinity, as one will never be able to finish one's
collection, there will always be some items missing. Others seek
permanence and eternity in inventions that promise to prolong
life or in the search for the perpetuum mobile; or, one elevates
one's own views and theories into a coherent and timeless phil
osophy, thereby gaining something which will withstand time in
the striving towards eternal validity. Merely our holding on to
beloved habits and our touchiness when we are forced to change
them or when they are disturbed makes this desire for perma
nence visible.
We can find the same tendency to avoid the fear of change and
transience in the rigid holding on to traditions, and this in all
imaginable areas. Traditions of the familial, social, moral, political,
scientific and religious kind lead to dogmatism, conservatism, to
principles, prejudices and to various forms of fanaticism. The more
rigidly one advocates these, the more intolerant one is towards
those who attack or question them. Behind this is always the fear
that what is habitual, learned, believed and recognized, what gives
one security, could be relativized by new insight; a fear that de
velopments would prove these beliefs to be an illusion or error,
and one would for this reason be forced to adapt or change one
self. The narrower one's own horizon and living environment is,
the more one wants to keep it unchanged and the more one must
be afraid of losing one's security due to new developments.
Thus, the more we attempt to hold fast to the old, the more
we must sense the fear of transience; the more we resist new de
velopments, the more surely and sharply we will constellate the
counterforces. This can be seen especially clearly in the conflicts
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lieve they can capture everything in one system in order to have
it under their eyes and to rule it, thereby violating the laws of na
ture - Nietzsche once said that the will towards a system always
contains something spurious just because one is simplifying the
rich diversity of life by force.
In the area of interpersonal relationships, compulsive patterns
of behaviour follow a similar course. Consciously or uncon
sciously one attempts to dictate to others how one would like
them to be. This becomes most conspicuous in the relations to
the partner, dependents and children. The generation gap, the con
flict between the generations, is constellated in these persons par
ticularly harshly, as we have indicated above. Because they reject
or want to suppress everything new, unaccustomed or unusual,
they easily keep up their attitude ad absurdum thereby calling
the dreaded counterforces into the field, the rebels and revolu
tionaries who on their part now think they must fight them with
the weapons of the other extreme, frequently throwing the baby
out with the bath water. Herein lies a small, common human
tragedy, but not an insurmountable one if one is willing to accept
the new and to try to understand it.
These people are always afraid that everything will become
insecure and slide into chaos if they were to loosen their grip for
only a moment, were to open themselves a little to difference,
yield only briefly or were to spontaneously be themselves with
out the constant need for self-control and extrinsic control. They
are prey to a ceaseless anxiety that what they have suppressed and
repressed in themselves or what may not be, in their opinion, in
the outside world would overwhelm everything if they would
permit it just one single time. They are like Hercules who thinks
he knows that the Hydra will grow at least two new heads for
each one he cuts off. Thus they are afraid of the "first step" which
in their imagination, once taken, will trigger the incalculable. They
are, therefore, always at pains to achieve a state, by means of pow
er, knowledge and practice, where nothing unwilled and unfore
seen can "happen" and live according to the motto "what if". What
will the result be if I do this or that? This makes them experts as
"dry-runners", those who never get around to living because they
are so busy safeguarding and preparing for it.
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A patient, asked to relax on the couch and to let his mind wan
der, indignantly retorted, "But then the whole shit will rise to the
surface " - drastically expressing how much he had suppressed
and kept in repression with his permanent self-controlling and
"pulling himself together". Safeguarding against everything that
may not be, against everything that one wants to avoid becomes
the most important life-principle for the compulsive personal
ity; j1nd they become very inventive in order to keep it that way.
Let us look at some examples of this:
One possibility of keeping oneself high and dry away from the
vital river of experience is procrastinating, hesitating and doubt
ing. Here is an excerpt from the letter of one such compulsive per
sonality - the question was whether she wanted to undergo psy
chotherapeutic treatment with me or to go to a spa for a cure:
"Many thanks for your letter! It has plunged me into severe conflicts.
I don 't kno w if we talked about my decision making neurosis in our
first meeting - probably only very superficially.
I hadjust written to the spa, Bad X, who had requested m e to make
a decision and answer them by the 7 5th July to confirm my reserva
tion. ln the meantimeyour lettercame saying that perhaps I could work
with you after all. Since then I have been dithering back andforth, the
situation is abominable. The end of the story will be that Bad X will be
full if I decide to go there. Actually the decision is quite simple: I don 't
have enough money to come to Munich. I repeatedly add up the sums
that are necessary but there isjust not enough. So it won 't be possible
after all. A n d then I thin k how necessary it would be, how urgent even.
I imagine that my everlasting, apparently organic illnesses m ight take
a turn for the better and that something positive m ight come of it to
help my general condition and the difficulties that I have.
But then I have nowhere to stay in Munich. I 'm sure I could go to
Bad X again later this year - but isn 't that too strenuous, driving (from
there to Mun ich) every day ? I m ust not do that again under any cir
cumstances whatsoever. Ifl th ink I am driving into the unknown again,
I am full of apprehension. A lthough a war is not about to take place!
I am assum ing you are horrified at my indecision . But you are an
analyst! And you know that I didn 't marry the man I liked because
I couldn 't make up my m ind to. And afterwards it was too late ! And
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now the same thing is going to happen with this journey. Finally n ei
ther one nor the other will work out. The fact remains that Munich is
worrying because of the m oney q uestion. That is a reality. lsn 't it bet
ter to make sure of one 's finances first and then to travel in peace ? I 'm
sure I could probably have it all arranged by nextyear in May andJune.
We have only received halj-pay twice, thoughfrom now on the pay will
be normal.
I th ink I will go to Bad X, e ven ifl will be screamingfor Munich once
I get there. This is what I can afford without worry. If I now receive a
letterfrom them telling m e they couldn 't hold my reservationfor s uch
a long time, then I m ight decide to come to Mun ich after all. A n d for
this even tuality I would like to kno w if I could pay for the hours with
you on the 1 5th of Septem ber and if I could work with you from 7th
A ugust to 7th September.
What a difficult birth !!... When I write this all down I thin k I m ust
try and analyse a little bit but - th ings are the way they are.
PS., I can 't make up my m ind, it 's torture for me. I would like to see
if Bad X still has room for me. If I only knew ifyou are there until the
7th Septem ber and that I could payyou on the 1 5th. Maybe I will send
a telegram. JJ (This she did and finally made up her m ind to come for
analysis.)
One can imagine how agonizing such indecision and being un
able to make up one's mind can become, particularly if the issue
is something more important than was the case here. One can also
see how such people make their decisions dependent on external
things - not a few count off the buttons of their j ackets or throw
dice or some such thing. We will see later how such fear of self
responsibility can arise.
A further example of how compulsive persons put obstacles
in their path to uninhibited experiencing: in analysis, a patient is
relating a dream and then continues:
({Is there any point in giving meaning to dreams ? Everyth ing is rela
tive, one can read into or in terpret all kinds of things - who will tell me
that I have found the right idea ? Maybe I changed the dream when
telling it or can 't remem ber it exactly ? Doesn 't that make everything
questionable ? Dreams are only foam, dealing with them is unscien -
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tific. Freud andJung e ven had q uite different ideas about dreams and
interpreted them quite differently. There is obviously nothing authori
t? tive and reliable. A nd the ideas! What sort of ideas am I s upposed to
have . . . that leads to losing control . . . one loses oneself completely
into the unknown . . . and anyway, I can 't th ink of anyth ing . . . "
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he had to find the "right" ideas, thereby making free ideas im
possible). They are not conscious of the fear of risk concealed be
hind this.
If one takes everything so on principle, the living order be
comes pedantic orderliness, necessary consistency becomes ob
stinate rigidity, sensible economy becomes miserliness and a
healthy self-will truculent stubbornness leading to despotism. If
all this is not enough to subdue the anxiety because the richness
of life does not allow itself to be captured in rigid rulings, the de
velopment of compulsive symptoms and compulsive acts will be
the result. These originally had the function of restraining the
anxiety but gradually become independent and become an inner
must. " It" forces them onto such persons and even when they
find the compulsions senseless they can no longer desist from
them. Obsessional washing, obsessive rumination and remem
brance, and arithmomania are some of these compulsive acts.
Whenever one attempts to refrain from a compulsion or to ter
minate it, the anxieties tied to it are released.
As variegated as compulsions can be, it is always ultimately
the fear of risk, of insouciant spontaneity that we encounter. Al
ways, in their genesis, is the attempt to evade something, be it
something new, unknown, unsure, forbidden; be it a temptation
or a deviation from habit. If everything stays the way it is: the
o bj ects on the desk in their hallowed order; the unshakable val
idity of an opinion on something; a moralistic judgement in the
rigidity of an article of law; a theory as an unassailable pro
nouncement; the faith in an unswerving absolutism - then time
seems to stand still. Then everything is predictable, the world will
remain unchanging and life will only offer a repetition of what is
known and has gone before - then what was a living and pulsing
rhythm has become a monotone and stereotyped beat. Sometimes
a certain magnanimity can lie in such attitudes, but it is a tragic
magnanimity because the obdurate desire to coerce and subdue
the forces of life, the lack of elasticity, as well as the impossibility
of the undertaking itself, already carry the seed of failure in them
selves. Inherent in the tragedy is also the failure in the face of an
absolutism which one experiences as a genuine, apparently in
escapable, demand that one must fulfil, or believes one must fulfil.
III
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III
As they develop, the compulsions of a truly obsessive-com
pulsive person can take on frightening and macabre features by
increasingly taking over that person's life and leading a life of their
own with downright demonical power. One can understand how
in earlier times, when the psychological implications were not yet
known, these eerie compulsions, carried out even when obvious
ly senseless, were seen as possession by the devil or demons. The
obsessive-compulsive persons themselves often experience the be
ing forced to carry out their compulsive acts as if subj ect to a strange
power because these acts are ego-dystonic, alien to their ego.
Inherent in every compulsion is the tendency - to borrow a com
parison from somatic pathogenesis - to create metastases; that is,
for the compulsion to proliferate and to spread to as-yet-untouched
areas. This can result in life being increasingly constricted and filled
with compulsions, as we will see in some later examples.
The processes described here can also take place only endo
psychically such as in defence against unsettling " evil" thoughts,
desires and impulses that one believes must be suppressed. Then,
a large part of one's time and energy goes to fighting against them.
For instance, one will use counterspells in a manner of speaking;
if one wants to defend oneself against evil, sinful, dirty thoughts
or desires, then each time they threaten to arise one must imme
diately undertake countermeasures - perhaps a magic formula
("Jesus - Mary - ]oseph") - or must do something else to thrust
from one's consciousness what is to be avoided. In a severe form
this can lead to self-punishment which we see particularly in the
realm of religious fanaticism - just think of the flagellants. The
"metastases", the spreading excrescences of such compulsions,
can extend to ever more areas that must now be avoided: even
harmless words and concepts that are phonetically or otherwise
associatively connected with the ones to be avoided are suspect
and must be avoided also. This is caricaturized in the j oke of the
" Christian multiplication table" where one has to count " one -
two - three - four - five - fie ! - seven" because six (pronounced
in German like " sex") is reminiscent of proscribed sexuality and
must therefore be left out. Here one is also in the situation of
those who want to keep the room absolutely dust-free. One is
reminded of the Latin proverb, "N aturam expellas furca, tamen
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usque recurret" - You may drive out nature (life) with a pitch
fork, yet she'll be constantly running back. This can take on such
convoluted forms as in the following example where under the
conscious aspect of defence, what was being defended against is
surreptitiously reintroduced.
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The co m p u lsive person and love
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strate a great capacity for dependability and resilience. Fidelity
is close to their hearts for economic reasons alone. Marriages are
often entered into for rational reasons with material aspects and
other securities playing a not insignificant role. B efore they en
ter into a binding relationship they can be prey to long-lasting
doubts; this results in overlong engagements and repeated post
ponements of the wedding date. Once they have made up their
minds they see the tie as insoluble either from religious or ethic
al reasons or merely because they do not want to capitulate, even
if they or the partner are suffering or if the partner wants to dis
solve the relationship.
A woman asked her h usband why he would not agree to the divorce
she had wan tedfor a long time, especially as their marriage, evenfrom
his point of view, had become intolerable. His answer was, "Because we
are married " as if this meant something imm utable had been created.
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con tained clauses prohibiting her h usband from smoking in the bed
room, with specific amounts of monetary fines in the case of in -
fringements or non -compliance with these rules. ljthe h usband signed
the contract she was willing to remain married to h im . She was seri
ously of the opinion that th is was a business -like and fair suggestion
of hers wh ich would enable the contin uation of the marriage.
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variety and cheerfulness in everyday life. In the face of such " de
mands" - and the compulsive person must perceive them as such
from the viewpoint of his or her austerity and restraint - they
feel the other is insatiable. Thus both live alongside each other
with no understanding and contact and the problems continue to
escalate.
In partnerships a special role is played by time and money,
punctuality and frugality; this is where the power drive, pedantry
and rigidity come most conspicuously to the fore. Dinner must
be on the table exactly " on the stroke" of the hour; the house
keeping money is doled out with demands for receipts " down to
the last penny" or the husband must hand over all his wages at
home and is then allotted pocket-money and so on. Necessary
acquisitions turn into dramas; their necessity is discussed end
lessly or they are held up as a sign of the extravagance of the part
ner or of how negligent they are with things so that a new pur
chase - i s necessary " again" . Money problems in such marriages
are the most frequent crisis trigger.
In the patriarchy with its male privileges, marriages were of
ten at the expense of the woman. Even just the "marital rights "
to which the woman's sexuality was degraded, which had the ef
fect of debasing her self, is an example of this. In the next chap
ter on hysteria we will see how woman revenged herself for this.
In patriarchy, the usual marriages were those in which the man
held everything in his hands and in which the woman was more
or less deprived of rights, at the very least seen and treated as an
immature child and kept in total dependency.
In the case of severe compulsive traits, these people find it of
the greatest importance that the partner "functions ", punctually,
exactly, reliably and as smoothly as a well-oiled machine, with
out ever honouring the partner's own wishes, never mind emo
tional needs. Instead of a living exchange, instead of a mutual give
and take, there are only conditions and rules as to how the part
ner should behave. One can imagine how cold and programmed
such a marriage must be. Frequently the sexual side of the mar
riage is also governed by a rigid schedule. It becomes a compul
sory exercise and is not enjoyed according to inclination and mood
- one sleeps together when and because it is " on the schedule" .
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The attitude towards sexuality, as towards all the j oys of life
and possibilities of pleasure, becomes ever more problematic the
more the compulsive traits increase. We have already indicated
that sexuality is often "planned". This lends the whole love life
something Eros-hostile and mood sobering, something com
pletely un-Dionysian. This can even lead to the first encounter
with the opposite sex being a failure - think of the frequent di
sasters on the wedding night. The lack of empathy with the part
ner, the lack of erotic fantasy, means that the love life remains in
the rut it first made. Not infrequently, the sexuality of a com
pulsive has a sadistic impact, in wanting to force the partner, in
the merging of an intimate relationship with the will-to-power.
Also retaining feelings of shame and guilt learned at an early
age in connection with sexuality can turn an intimate relation
ship into something tormented, unjoyous and unimaginative that
is only allowed within a rigid framework and under certain con
ditions. This can go so far that long periods of doubt or an " aver
sion barrier" are erected as a shield in front of the "forbidden"
urges or other scruples and rationalizations occur.
The compulsive man often carries over into his sexuality his
will to perform; the sexual relationship becomes a testing ground
for his functional capacity, his potency, and the partner therefore
becomes the 0 bj ect of his performance test. The German language
(in which this book was originally written) has the same word
for sexual and financial potency and with these persons one of
ten finds the same attitude to their sexual potency as they have
to money. Either they want to demonstrate that they have enough
"fortune", or they are miserly with their potency from the fear
that there is only a certain amount available to them and they
must therefore hoard it, must not " shoot their bolt" - this is the
same way they deal with their money.
The erotic and sexual love relationship is prone to disorders
in their case and often dependent on certain conditions that must
be fulfilled. Sounds, smells, lighting, doors that are not properly
closed and other external circumstances can disturb them so
much that they are no longer in the mood or are not potent at all.
Some of them need long washing preparations beforehand, there
by robbing in advance the intimate rendezvous of all excitement;
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or they avoid it by having to deal with " duties" that must be car
ried out first - something needs tidying, needs finishing. Tired
ness is also a favourite excuse or pressure of work - there are of
course myriad possibilities for evading a living partnership and
its corollary loving attention. They just have difficulty finding
uninhibited j oy in their senses. If they cannot free themselves from
regarding their partner as their possession, they tend towards jeal
ousy which in this case is more of a power problem: They do not
want the partner to elude their grip. If the partner attempts to do
so, the compulsive will constrict them even more, endeavouring
to ensure their " ownership ", which only exacerbates the situa
tion. It was probably a compulsive in former times who invent
ed the chastity belt.
Frequently, with compulsives, one finds a sharp distinction
between love and sexuality, between tenderness and sensuality.
This means that they cannot desire those they love and on the
other hand can only desire those they do not love because they
do not associate sex, which appears to them to be dirty, with the
woman they love - that would degrade her. Thus one often finds
men who adore a woman but live out their sexuality with pros
tItutes.
The healthy persons in this category who only exhibit slight
compulsive traits are generally not passionate lovers but on the
other hand are reliable and stable in their affection. They can of
fer their partners consistent affection and a feeling of security, of
being sheltered and in good hands and the assurance that they
will always stand by them responsibly. As marriage partners they
are good providers and their family often gives an impression of
a "wholesome" companionship in a very positive sense, which is
constructed securely on mutual respect, affection and responsi
bility.
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The co m p u lsive person and ag gression
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are throttled too strongly and are being dammed up inside and
ever more control is needed so they do not break out. From this,
obsessive-compulsive symptoms can develop, such as with the
woman who never expressed the hostility she felt for her hus
band but developed instead a fear of knives and sharp obj ects.
She had to clear them away immediately when she saw them; if
she looked at them too long, they could have triggered the sup
pr�ssed aggression and then who knows what she would have
been capable of? If she had discussed her feelings with her hus
band, her aggressions would not have taken on the threatening
intensity engendered by damming them up.
A further possibility for compulsive persons in this dilemma
is to find legitimate opportunities for expressing the impulse.
There are events and occasions that do not just allow expressions
of aggression but actually make them appear of value. This is pos
sible in some professions where they fight everything that they
have to forbid themselves, everywhere they find it. This can re
sult in creating fanatics who fight relentlessly, implacably and
without consideration against something or other - be it in the
hygienic, instinctive, moralistic or religious fields. They no longer
direct their aggression against themselves as do the depressives,
but, with a clear conscience because they are persuaded they are
doing something worthwhile, against something or someone out
side. One can imagine how dangerous this can become; when one
is looking for a vent for one's aggressions, one will always find
something that one can fight against "with conviction". This al
lows them to express the most colossal aggression which is now
sanctified by the intent. We have already mentioned this phe
nomenon with regard to Christian ideologies.
Here also, the border between the healthy and the patho
logical is very fine as aggressions combine with norms that in
themselves have value or that at least are indicative of one. How
catastrophic the effects can be if, for instance, one can bring an
entire collective to put its aggressions at the service of an ideo
logy can be seen in the persecution of the Jews during the Third
Reich and can be seen in all wars where the destruction of the
enemy is raised to a virtue and maybe even sanctioned by the
church.
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A milder variant of the described "legitimate" aggressions is
exaggerated correctness which, along with the suppression of ag
gression, is probably the most frequent form of obsessive-com
pulsive expression of aggression - with the rider that the com
pulsive person does not generally recognize the aggression as such.
The opportunities of expressing one's affects through such cor
rectness, which can reach almost sadistic patterns of behaviour,
are extremely numerous: the clerk who closes the counter punc
tually on the dot although there would have been time enough
to help one more person; the teacher who chalks up the tiniest
punctuation or inattention mistake; the examiner who only ac
cepts as correct the exact answer that he is looking for; or the
judge adhering rigidly to the letter of the law without taking the
motive into account and for whom a deed is a deed. One could
find many more examples of equivalent aggressions. In such ap
parently legitimate ways through over-correctness, these people
live out their aggressions, abuse their power and disguise their
behaviour from themselves by believing they are only being con
sistent, doing what is right, representing a value. It is just this,
though, that makes the aggression of compulsives dangerous.
They plead values which makes it difficult to recognize what
is appropriate for the issue and what is self-interest. Naturally,
things must have an " order" - but a living one, not a pedantic
orderliness; ethical principles have value, but a life-hostile moral
ity does not.
From this premise, a direct line leads towards everything that
we can label obedience training, as drill, as we know it from the
military. For the aggression of compulsives it is, as we have seen,
generally characteristic that they like to adhere to norms, rules
and principles; this happens preferably " in the name of. . . " and is
usually closely linked to the instinct for power. This makes it dif
ficult to prove their aggression to them, and it also lends it some
thing superpersonal, anonymous, behind which the personal lust
for aggression conceals itself.
A further characteristic of compulsive aggression is its con
nection to the will to power; it is not only for defence, self-pro
tection and coping with the aggression as with the schizoids, here
the issue is power. The aggression of compulsives serves power
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and the power in its turn serves the aggression. This is why we
find compulsive people in professions that confer power and at
the same time offer the opportunity to live out aggression legal
ly, in the name of order, discipline, the law, and authority. It should
not surprise us that many politicians correspond to this structure
type to a greater or lesser degree, also the military, police, civil
servants, judges, priests, pedagogues and prosecuting attorneys.
It is dependent on the maturity and integrity of the respective
personalities how they deal with power and aggression. As in
every society, ours, with its orders and hierarchies, offers com
pulsive personalities rich opportunities to live out their aggres
sion and their hate legitimately under the guise of good princi
pIes. Parents, school and church are the first educative milieus or
institutions, that by means of drill, obedience training, and love
less methods of education, by awakening feelings of guilt and
through punishments, prepare fertile ground for a later compul
sive personality development in children - we will understand
this better in the next chapter.
Another form of obsessive-compulsive aggression is devi
ousness, that is, the deceitful cowardly, hidden aggression which
lies in wait to attack from ambush. We find this in people who
were severely punished in childhood for expressing their aggres
sion; they were not allowed to openly articulate feelings of defi
ance' negative emotions etc. They only did so secretly and on the
sly - they were forced into hiding, as it were, if they dared. The
borderline to perfidy, to maliciousness, to the "wolf in sheep's
clothing" is then a very fine one.
A further consequence of all too severe punishments, particu
larly of the child's motoric-expansive and affective-aggressive
patterns of behaviour, is that the child cannot develop a healthy
somaesthesia, that is, a feeling for its own body. It does not learn
to handle its body properly, does not "feel at home" in it. In or
der to feel j oy in one's body one must be able to use it freely, to
have a freedom of movement which one experiences as pleasur
able. If, on the other hand, one always has to be careful not to
put people's backs up then one will not only develop a motoric
aggressive inhibition but also a broader uncertainty in movement
that we call clumsiness in its more marked form and which can
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become blundering in more severe cases. In cases like this, ag
gression can only be asserted in the above-mentioned mistakes.
The aggressions of the awkward, clumsy, blundering person then
"happen", "inadvertently" apparently without intent. Thus they
live out their suppressed aggressions and affects in the form of
dropping the valuable vase "by mistake" that was to be filled with
water, of stumbling and toppling over the standing lamp and so
on. One can be annoyed at them, but cannot really make them
responsible for what they have done; thus they enjoy a certain
fool's privilege and one might even have a slight benevolent-pity
ing feeling of superiority - which is how finely tuned his or her
revengeful attitude towards the people around them are, the peo
ple who were originally the cause of their being " all thumbs ".
Not infrequently there is a further fringe benefit: one doesn't let
them do anything because they will do it wrong anyway and in
this way they evade many annoying chores.
Let us just mention in passing that having to pull oneself to
gether all the time in conjunction with the supervalent self-con
trol can give the impulse for a hypochondriac self-monitoring;
this can also be employed as an aggression equivalent by tor
menting one's surroundings with one's hypochondriac anxieties
and symptoms and in this way destroying all cheerful moods.
Then, perhaps, the real or imagined faulty workings of the bow
els can result in a family upheaval or something similar.
We can describe other aggression equivalents in the case of
compulsive persons in which their suppressed aggressions and
affects assert themselves, although once again they are not con
sciously experienced and are therefore without feelings of guilt:
Dawdling, the circuitousness and indecisiveness with which they
can cause considerable torment and annoyance to the people
around them, is a very fine and concealed form of aggression.
Here we can class the women who when getting ready to go to
the concert or the theatre are never ready on time thus bringing
their partner to a white heat; or the men who start at the year
dot, so to speak, to explain the most trivial incident as in the fol
lowing example from a compulsive patient who wanted to ex
plain to me why he was " almost two minutes" ( ! ) late for his ap
pOIntment:
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"I left my office os usual p unctually at 6. 7 5pm; I walked at my usual
pace to the bus stop; the bus come almost three m in utes late but
caught up roughly one m in ute. With th is delay I arrived at the bus stop
that I m ust get off at in order to reach you; I wonted to make up 0 bit
for this by walkingfaster but was stopped by 0 woman who asked me
the way to 0 certain street, and whom I of course hod to answer - it
wasn 't very easy to describe the way to her - and I hod to run fast the
final yards to your office. "
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infrequently the precursor to apoplectic seizures), headaches and
migraines, sleep disorders and intestinal affects (colics etc.) can
be the result, and respectively the expression in body language of
affects and aggressions that have been suppressed for too long.
In these symptoms, an insoluble conflict between wanting to be
aggressive and not being allowed to, between wanting to mas
terfully coerce and a not-venturing yielding to others having their
way is taking place. However, the damming up of the affects and
the corresponding inner pressure can result in outbreaks of what
is suppressed culminating in running amok, violent fits of tem
per or an indiscriminate volition to destroy. In his novel "The
Notebooks of Malte Laurids Brigge", Rilke fascinatingly de
scribes such a motoric outbreaking. An example for the soma
tizing of affects and aggressions:
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posts where they believe they cannot allow any affects, because
of their image or because of a self-imposed role model.
I would like to mention one more aggression defence which
is particularly characteristic of the compulsive personality: he or
she can protect themselves from their aggressions by idealizing
and therefore making unassailable the person who is responsible
for them - after childhood we find this mainly in pupil-master
relationships. Ultimately though, this means one remains a type
of son or daughter; this is also true in the religious area.
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certain that disposition is a factor which we tend to neglect too
easily in favour of research into environmental factors; in the same
way one used to underestimate environmental factors when the
attention was aimed primarily at genetic factors. What do the en
vironmental factors look like then? There is a situation where the
need for safeguarding and permanence on the one hand and fear
of transience and change on the other become supervalent.
In order to understand this, we must take a closer look at the
developmental phase following on from that of the two earlier
ones. This is the period from two to four years of age when the
child is first confronted by the imperatives and prohibitions of
its environment. This is when it falls from the grace of the "in
nocent" earliest years where nothing was expected or demanded
of it, where nothing was forbidden, all its needs were satisfied
without its having to do anything itself. Now, for the first time,
the child is in the situation of being in conflict with its sur
roundings, in a conflict between its own wishes and impulses, its
will, and the will and demands of its educators. It has now reached
an age in which something can be demanded of it. However, it
already has so much ego, so much self-being, so much motor drive
and faculty of expression that it wants to approach the world and
interact with it; during the earlier phases everything was brought
to it. It can now express its wishes and affects with more skill as
well as verbally; it conquers space and tests its strengths and strives
to assert its will over resistances.
Following the phase of complete dependency on the mother,
it now experiences a detaching phase with a growing tendency
towards independence - this is the phase when it says " I " for the
first time, as an expression of the recognized, experienced dis
tinction from its mother, from the symbiosis with her in which
it did not experience the I and the Thou as different. With the ac
quired growing ability to manage its body, its motoricity, ag
gressivity, expansiveness and self-will are directed increasingly
towards its surroundings. It learns, from the conflict with it, of
the resistance of "matter" as well as the reactions of its environ
ment to its behaviour. Here, it experiences its skill, its power, and
their limits. Here, among other things, but essential for this phase
of development, the child acquires the orientation toward what
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is allowed and what is not, the early forms of the categories of
good and bad. Each child must find its own individual solution
between its self-will and having-to-obey, between asserting itself
and adapting itself. The result of this approach to a solution is
dependent on its disposition and the environment this meets with.
The first important opportunity for experiencing its self-will
or having-to-obey, and one which engraves lasting behavioural
patterns, is offered by toilet training. Here, the foundations can
be laid either for the child's healthy self-determination, or for an
attitude of defiance or for a yielding docility, depending on how
the child is treated during toilet training: whether one allows it
time to gradually take the step on its own or constellates its de
fiance with forced obedience training, or ultimately breaks its self
will at an early stage with coercion and punishment. With the
child's growing acquisition of skills and through its need to in
teract with the world, the need to do something with the things
it encounters, there are a growing number of situations in which
it can collide with the world, can be a nuisance and experience it
self through the reactions of its surroundings as " bad" or
"naughty" . During this age of between roughly two and four, the
first steps towards the destiny of its expansive-motoric and ag
gressive drives as well as the forming of its self-will are deter
mined; the processing patterns learned here will become the be
havioural models for its personality development.
It is now of decisive importance when and in what way the
first imperatives and prohibitions are presented to the child. The
first "fall from grace" does not become possible until the experi
encing of the first stirrings of being-good-or-bad. Now for the
first time it hears "you should", or "you may not", or "you may
not yet", and the child experiences itself as good when it obeys
and bad when defying. If it is confronted with these challenges
too early or too late; if one treats it too rigidly and too based on
principle or in too lax a manner and too inconsistently; if defi
ance and disobedience are broken when they first awaken or are
led with loving guidance towards voluntary deeds - then these
can all form the basis for those early imprints. Fundamentally,
these early imprints mould the way the child deals with its self
will and spontaneity in the broadest sense of these impulses. Thus,
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the deepest substructure is laid for whether a person will have
healthy self-confidence, healthy self-will and the courage of his
or her convictions or if he or she will defiantly rebel against au
thorities or will adapt to them compliantly thereby acquiring the
beginnings of a later compulsive personality structure.
Through the experiences of the first clashes of its will with the
should and the must, the may and the may not, the course is set
for the child to experience the freedom or the shackling of its im
pulses of volition; the severity or mildness of its moral conscience,
its "super-ego " - as psychoanalysis calls this entity, the environ
mentally conditioned part of the integral conscience acquired in
childhood - as well as for the degree of its uninhibited spontaneity
or on the other hand, its inhibition due to supervalent self-con
trol. The child also internalizes the reactions of the environment
to its behaviour, but now as a judge who represents what were
originally the externally imposed imperatives and prohibitions;
the child thus continues to assimilate what has been learned and
" engrave d" .
In the biographical background of those who later become
compulsive personalities, we regularly find that, in their child
hood age-inappropriately much too early and too rigidly, the liv
ing, aggressive, affective impulses that desire to shape and change
as well as any spontaneity, any expression of healthy self-will have
been curbed, inhibited, punished or suppressed. And this in the
phase of development in which the unfolding of this age-appro
priate learning of skills and behaviour is due and necessary and
which should lead to greater self-reliance and independence. As
we can see everywhere in the realm of the living - just think of
the results of behavioural research - first impressions and experi
ences have a most particular imprinting effect when they refer
ence new things to be learned at the appropriate stages of devel
opment. It is especially then, at the very beginning, that they eas
ily attain a fateful significance and imprint categorical patterns of
behaviour in the area of what is to be newly learned.
It begins, for instance, where everything in the surroundings
of the child may only ever happen or be carried out in a certain
manner, and deviations from this norm are experienced by the
child as dangerous because it has behaved badly. The reactions of
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its environment to its " mis behaviour", censure, warnings, threats,
punishments and withdrawal of love, are henceforth associated
and connected within the child with its impulses which are ob
viously seen as undesirable by the world. It will, for example, ex
perience the mother looking reproachfully or rebukingly at it or
meting out punishment when it is loud, topples something over
or breaks something. From such repeated experiences the child
will at least become a little more careful, hesitant, controlled, per
haps even a little uncertain and inhibited; in very anxiety-filled
cases it will gradually, when an impulse in a dangerous direction
arises, develop a reflex that immediately applies the brakes or sup
presses It.
Here one can better understand the connection mentioned
above between the environment and a constitutional disposition
in the development of compulsive personality structures: lively,
impulsive, motoric-vital, aggressive-expansive children will nat
urally be more frequently scolded, restrained, and more strictly
kept in check than quiet children; if there is more than scolding,
if punishments or threats of withdrawal of love are employed,
the results will be correspondingly more serious.
Age-inappropriate demands can be that the child must be toi
let trained too early, should sit at the table and eat "properly",
should not break anything and may not express - even justified
- affects. One of the most grotesque examples of this:
In one fam ily, the children had to press a coin in each armpit when
eating so they did not toke up too m uch room when eating and to lea rn
{(g ood manners " - the coins were not allowed to fall out.
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early to keep an eye on itself, to "pull itself together" then this
will not only increasingly be at the expense of its natural unin
hibitedness and spontaneity but also the fear of punishment and
its propensity for feelings of guilt will become supervalent.
The birth of siblings during these years tends to be difficult
to cope with because the Cain-Abel problem is most strongly
constellated at this age. The child has already developed its self
will and its aggressivity and therefore consciously feels the next
child to be a rival. If the parents are not understanding of this and
do not help alleviate the situation for the child, a burdensome
situation can develop. Due to its hostile feelings for the sibling,
it must react with feelings of guilt which lead to an early compul
sive safeguarding.
The only child of a mother who, beca use she suffered from m igrain es
was delicate and particularly easily annoyed, always had to take its
shoes off o utside the door when it came home from o utside or from
playing in the garden in order to make no mess or noise. If when it was
playing in the apartment and had the impulse to show the mother
something and would run into her room, disarraying the fringe on the
carpet by m istake, then this was the only thing that mattered. The child
was rebuked with a sigh, told it never took care; the mother wen t and
got a com b and com bed the carpetfringe again precisely and "accur
ately" (a favourite word of hers) and what the child had wanted to
say was completely forgotten. Or the ch ild heard repeatedly, "Don 't
bother me now, you can see I have a headache; that I 'm reading; that
I 'm busy; that I haven 't got any time just now".
One can easily imagine what the effects of such experiences must
be over a long period of time.
But it can begin much earlier. This from the diary of a mother
writing about her first child (usually the firstborn is most strong
ly subject to such measures because one wants to do everything
right and has read so much on the subj ect); the notes deal with
the first year in the life of the child.
"I began to potty-train you when you were three months old - I wan t
edyou to be toilet-trained as soon as possible. You were a restless and
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lively child; ifyou wouldn 't keep still when I was feeding you, I had to
give you a good smack un tilyou learned to keep still - later it was usu
ally enough when I looked threateningly at you foryou to be good. So
from an early age I made sure you didn 't defy me. As I had read in a
book,you are supposed to break defiance righ tfrom the start; so when
you cried when I left the room I gave you a really good smack then too;
this made you s(jream e ven louder to begin with but I leftyou alone till
you had screamed yourself out. It was quite obvious you only wan ted
to annoy me.After thatyou were a good ch ild; later there were no m ore
power strugg les and people were always so amazed thatyou were such
an obedient ch ild and could be governed withjust a look. Sometimes
I really had to force myself to be so strict - but I sa w it was doing you
good and thought you would understand later that I only wanted the
best for you and it was out of love that I was so strict. Father was in
the war and I was solely responsibleforyou. When he came back l wan t
ed h im to fin d a properly brought-up child. JJ
This should be enough to show that a child like this has to learn
from a very early age to restrict its impulses immediately, to throt
tle them in order not to be rejected or to annoy. With time this be
comes " second nature", becomes reflexes which ultimately auto
matize themselves. Later, one inserts a stop, a hiatus as it were, an
interruption between every-impulse and its execution because first
one has to ask oneself if one can risk giving in to the impulse or if
it might be better to forego it. This leads increasingly to the fact
that because of the interruption and the thinking, the impulse is so
weakened that it can no longer assert itself; or it remains bogged
down in doubt as to whether one may or may not. This doubt can
reach such a degree of intensity that it takes on a life of its own as
a compulsive having-to-doubt, arising with every impulse that has
a semblance of danger and more or less annulling it.
After this, we can understand that for compulsive personal
ities doubt in all its possible variations plays a large role. It is a
protection against dangerous spontaneity, against a letting-one
self-go which would be regretted. Thus the doubt can absolutize
itself more and more, becoming an end in itself and therefore a
substitute for real doing. All these doubts lead back through the
earlier experiencing to the primal doubt: May I be myself and do
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what I want or must I obey and forego my impulses - must I be
" good" or may I be "bad"; or rather, is what I want to do good
or bad ? In compulsive persons, this doubt brings about the ten
dency, characteristic of this type, to vacillate and hesitate, to be
indecisive and to postpone and to procrastinate. They find them
selves in the position of Buridan's donkey that starved between
two bundles of hay because it couldn't decide which one to eat
first; only in the case of compulsives they cannot decide between
having the courage to do the deed and the fear of punishment. In
their case, the decision is made more difficult by the conflict be
tween the original impulse and the conditioned fear of following
this impulse. Schematically we can say that the strength of their
compulsions is dependent upon the ratio between the instinctual
drive and the fear of punishment as it existed in their childhood.
This doubtful hesitating and faltering, the tormenting indeci
sion becomes more comprehensible when one knows that for these
people decisions and resolutions once made have the character of
immutability, something irrevocable; they have to be "absolute
ly" right, otherwise they will have to count on being punished.
This can make a problem out of unimportant decisions - they al
ways have to find the right solution, otherwise anxiety sets in.
The more compulsive one is, the more room such obsessive
doubts usurp the place of sensible acts; they can escalate to a
doubting mania and become so reflexively entrenched that every
thought must be answered with a counterthought. When the suc
cession of impulse and counterimpulse accelerates even more, it
finally reaches the stage of happening almost simultaneously: first
of all the pause, the hiatus between impulse and counterimpulse
is even longer; then it continually becomes shorter to a rapid suc
cession of yes-no-yes-no which, when manifested physically, can
lead to tremors or stuttering depending on whether it refers to
the wanting-to-do-something-but-not-being-allowed or want
ing-to-say-something-but-not-being-allowed. Finally, both an
tithetical impulses occur at practically the same moment and
paralyse the compulsive p ersonality in total deadlock and cata
tonic rigidity: if one simultaneously wants to speak and not speak,'
to hit and to refrain from hitting, this must lead to complete pa
ralysis. At the end of this sequence, stimuli and impulses are no
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longer perceived; they no longer reach the consciousness because
the defence reflexively takes over so that the impulse is throttled
at birth.
The compulsive person, therefore, has had the experience too
early in life that in the world very many things may only be done
in a certain way and that much that they would have liked to do
was forbidden. Thus the idea arises that there must be something
like an absolute rightness, from which his or her tendency to
wards perfectionism develops. They then raise this perfectionism
to a principle; all living things should be subject to the conditions
they feel to be right, "for" - as Morgenstern has his Palmstrom
say - "that which must not, can not be".
A child growing up in a chaotic milieu can also develop com
pulsive traits, but in this case they will have a reactive and com
pensatory origin: It can find no possibilities for orientation, no
stability, it experiences a freedom which causes anxiety because
it contains all possibilities of arbitrary caprice. Therefore, find
ing no stability in the outside world, it seeks an inner one. It will
attempt to develop orders and basic principles on which it can
depend and which offer it security. These can assume a compul
sive structure because they are repeatedly endangered by its sur
roundings, meaning they must be clung to ever more tightly.
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lining the road. This distracts h im from h is dangerous impulses and
into something neutral. Once the way was paved, in all situations in
wh ich hefeltfeelings ofguilt or anxiety because ofhis instinctual wish
es, he began compulsively to coun t something close at hand. Th us h e
rescued himselffrom decisions a n d actions in hazardous situations
by this compulsive counting which lasted until the temptation was over.
He did not recognize the connection and was only upset at this, to h im,
incomprehensible compuls ion wh ich obtruded on h im and which h e
found annoying.
Here one can clearly see the cause, emergence, habituation and
the function of an obsessive-compulsive symptom: The cause is
a situation of temptation imbued with anxiety; in order not to
have to decide whether to renounce it or to grasp it, he inserts a
neutral activity as a distraction which saves him from taking ac
tion until the danger has passed. In this young man's case, there
was a family history.
His mother had been widowed early and also had n oticeably compul
sive traits. After the death of her h usband she made great efforts to
keep everyth ing in the apartmentjust as it had been when he wasalive.
This wen t so far that at mealtimes the father's place was still always
set. His desk and h is books were kept punctiliously as he had liked them
with the excuse that when he came home he should find everything
exactly as he left it. Th us, the home had something of the atm osphere
ofa m useum permeated with a hallowed tradition which also extended
to theformerly expressed opinions and remarks ofthefather that were
now presented as imm utable truths. This meant the father remained
beyond the son 's reach - he seemedfaultless and perfect. Th is caused
difficulties in his relations with women: His mother gave him the im
pression that women were someth ing exceedingly fine and delicate
and that compared with them, men were coarse and uncouth fellows
who did not kno w how to treat women - except of course the father
who was an exception. He had courted the mother for years without
ever being importunate and had pampered and waited on her. This
was obviously what he would have to be like in order to find favour
with women, would have to be in order to fulfil h is m other's unat
tainable ideal of a man .
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If his obsessive-compulsive symptoms had no longer been suffi
cient as a shield against his impulses, he would have had to erect
more substantial safeguards. In this case, even just sexual thoughts
would have triggered the defensive shield. In critical situations,
he could have had a consciousness disorder, a sudden short-term
blackout, which would have meant an even more effective bail
ing out of the dangerous situation; or he could have felt sudden
ly exhausted. In short, there are various compulsive methods with
which to sidestep temptation and avoid conflict.
A h igh -ranking officer had two sons: he was very ambitious for them
both; they were s upposed to fulfil h is q uite specific expectations of
them. Their education was Prussian in thefig urative sense; expressions
of emotion, especially crying, were frowned upon ("Boys don 't cry "). In
the home, e veryth ing had to run smooth ly, the fam ily had to function
like well-drilled recruits on the parade ground. On going to bed the boys
had to "give notice of the inten tion to go to bed " wh ile standing strict
ly at attention; the elder exactly one hour later than the other who was
younger by one year, as if he had a higher rank and therefore more
privileges.
The younger brother, a more artistic and emotional child, seemed
to thefatherfor this reason to be a sissy: he had to listen to 'you aren 't
a proper boy " when he showed his needfor tenderness or if tears came
to h is eyes when h is hands, h urting abominably,froze blue in the win
ter; according to hisfather's toughening -up methods gloves were un
manly. Toughening was the main topic in many areas. Thefather want-
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ed to send the boy to one of what were then the famous "FLJhrer
schools where the next generation of Nazis were to be educated. The
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son was naturally not asked children were to do as they were told
andfathers kne w what was bestfor them. When he was fifteen or six
teen he entered this school with its m ilitary drill and was desperate ly
unhappy; he was n o t s uccessful there either. Not long thereafter, dur
ing parade when he was shouted at he began to stutter. Th is rapidly
progressed to become so serious that he could no longer remain at
this school, which, after all, was to train up a corps ofyoung men elite
in every way. With this symptom he completely th warted his father's
plans for h im without being responsible for it. A t the same time, it was
the only way out the only solution that the father would have to ac
cept; a conscious rebellion against h im would have been unth in ka ble
and would have certainly led to even more severe measures - but then
he would never have dared to even think ofsuch a thing. With this symp
tom, h is subconscious found the m eans to achieve what needed t o be
ach ieved: to be taken out of the hated school but not to be g uilty of
this, not to open ly rebel against thefather. A t the same time he satis -
fied h isfeeling ofrevenge, a s thefather was helpless against the symp
tom. There was also a subconscious self-punishmentfor h is insurgency
in his s uffering - stuttering was after all something tormenting and
embarrassing.
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dence from their self-will, say "no" to everything on principle,
querulously find fault with everything thus neurotically making
up for all the things they were not allowed to do in childhood.
In families where the "persona" as Jung calls it - the role one
plays in the world or that one believes one must play - is taken
very seriously, it is quite frequent that the children are under great
compulsion to appear as particularly well brought-up. This atti
tude, which the parents " must" uphold for " reasons of their pos
ition" and which the world expects of them, forces the children
to be model children who must prove to all how well-behaved
they are to contrast favourably with others in their performance
and manners and who must never " disgrace" their parents. This
is made more difficult when the child goes to the same school as
the father, for instance. A little of the personality of the father or
the status of the family must, in a manner of speaking, be appar
ent in the children from milieus such as this - it would be un
thinkable if they were to fail or otherwise bring shame on the
family. This can become the basis of compulsive developments if
children are not strong enough to rescue themselves by rebellion
and to "break the mould" as one used to say. This is the health
ier path but it is not forgiven; not by the parents, for them it is a
proof of the "bad character" of the child, not the proof of their
bad education; and the wider community - particularly in vil
lages and small towns where everyone knows everyone else - does
not forgive them either; behind the moral indignation of the neigh
bours is concealed their malicious glee.
Many children are sacrificed to such professional persona and
to the societal or social prestige befitting one's social standing; it
obviously takes a great deal of human magnanimity to set the good
of one's children over that of social ambition.
This brings us to something else characteristic of compulsive
persons: in order to safeguard themselves, they make themselves
very dependent on public opinion, on "what people will say",
what "they" say and do, or do not say and do, on conventions.
Here they reflect their bringing-up where they were always told
" one doesn't do that" and so on without being given a sensible
explanation of why or why not. When such imperatives and pro
hibitions are demanded without offering the child understand-
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able reasons, it will have little willingness to comply with them.
In the fading era of patriarchy it was seen as the norm that par
ents were always right and their authority was not to be ques
tioned. Even in the myth of paradise a tree is forbidden to the
first human couple without their being given a reason. People be
ing what they are, this naturally challenged their curiosity there
by constellating their fall from grace.
Perhaps in these examples it has become clear how diverse and
complex the backgrounds of compulsive personality development
can be. They could be presented here only in a very shortened
and fast-motion manner. Every life plays before a wonderfully
multi-layered backdrop, and one would have to be a poet in or
der to be able to capture and to portray everything that ultimately
makes us the human beings we are.
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n a certain sense, one can say that habits are the beginnings
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of compulsions. Certain ceremonies in the sequences of get
ting up, getting washed and dressed or other "treasured habits "
that have become entrenched give us a certain satisfaction, and it
upsets our mood slightly if we can't carry them out as usual. How
ever, these habits are not felt as distressing, nor as compulsions;
they have originated mainly from an economizing of time and
energy, and we could change them if we wanted to if it seemed
expedient for us to do so. Such rituals are deeply and extensive
ly entrenched in our social, societal and religious life. It belongs
to our way of being to create orders and rules of behaviour that
we observe regularly. It is only when we are unable to refrain
from doing something in a particular way, even if it is senseless,
that we can speak of compulsions.
We have seen that too rigid methods of education, too au
thoritarian and doctrinaire attitudes of the parents and educators
can become triggers for compulsive development, particularly
when the child is subj ected to them at too early an age. Having
to avoid all undesirable patterns of behaviour from an early age
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paves the way for perfectionism, for intolerance against oneself
and others and in an escalated form for dictatorial and dogmatic
traits. This perfectionism always reveals itself in some aspect of
compulsive persons and can lead to detached, aloof and hostile
to-life attitudes. Perfectionism always wants to dictate to life what
life should be like. The compulsive personality wants to coerce
life in the same measure as it originally had to coerce what was
alive in its being and the effort itself now becomes a compulsion.
Only by keeping a ceaseless and alert watch over " chaos" and
defining it with rules and regulations can a guarantee be given
that nothing happens that may not happen. Even a picture hung
crookedly on the wall can be terribly irritating, not for aesthetic
reasons but because the order, the rules of how pictures are sup
posed to hang, is disturbed. All, even the smallest, deviations from
the "norm" are reminders of possible dangers: If pictures are start
ing to hang crookedly, what other things could start to slide into
disorder and evade my control ? Seen like this, some behaviour
patterns of obsessive-compulsive personalities become more un
derstandable: their great annoyance at being disturbed and the
sensitivity with which they react to bagatelles. For them, a
bagatelle can be the "beginning of the end ", a little irregularity
and a brief wandering of attention could lead to an outbreak of
C what is suppressed, could be the final snowflake triggering the
avalanche of repression to start its unstoppable slide.
Geologists have a paradoxical saying that can illustrate this:
As it is very easy when freeing fossils from the surrounding stone
to do too much of a good thing and to damage the fossil by chip
ping too close to it, they say one should never "make that last
stroke". It is just this, though, that is so difficult for the compul
sive person; his or her perfectionism drives them continually to
extreme precision. As appropriate and necessary as this might be
in some fields where precision is the foundation for, let us say,
the functioning of a machine or for the stability and solidity of a
building; as constricting can be its effect in the area of living and
of living, naturalistic thought. Only compulsive spirits would ever
come up with the idea of worrying about how many angels would
find room on the head of a pin. Compulsive ways of thought eas
ily begin to run in sterile ruts and become an inhibitory barrier
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for free creative energy. The having-to-safeguard against possi
ble mistakes and errors assumes supervalent forms in their case
and can lead to the situation where they are never finished with
corrections and improvements because perfection has still not
been achieved. Therefore, compulsive persons always run the risk
of refining ad absurdum what are actually correct insights and
knowledge as they want to elevate them to an absolute, simpli
fying omnivalidity. However, looking at this from a broader view
point, they might be fulfilling one of life's laws: B ecause of their
rigid and wanting-to-fix-things-forever attitudes, a counter
movement is set in motion which in a more living and realistic
way corrects the pronouncements and relativizes them, thereby
providing an impetus for further developments which lead away
from sterility. A compulsive "quod dixi, dixi" - "what I have said,
I have said forever" would not, however, allow of any more vi
tal development. One could quote an experimental psychologist
once speaking of the soul to characterize the compulsive attitude:
"We don 't know precisely what we are measuring - but what we
measure, we measure precisely. "
In everyday life, the progression from one-Iast-Iook-if-I
really-turned-off-the-gas or locked-the-door-when-going-out
can lead to ever more serious and time-consuming compulsions
which then begin to lead a life of their own. These are usually
experienced by those concerned as ego-dystonic occurrences that
are forced upon them: They themselves are unable to act differ
ently. If they do attempt to desist from such a compulsion, in
definable anxieties and feelings of agitation arise. Also charac
teristic is that one rationalizes one's compulsions to oneself and
others, trying to find reasons for them, probably because one
senses their unnatural and compelling nature and does not want
to admit it. If, when in a strange toilet one lays toilet paper on
the seat and presses the door handle with one's elbow when leav
ing and justifies this with fear of infection, this is exaggerated
enough; but it can progress to an infection phobia which sees
bacteria everywhere and which can increasingly restrict one's
enVIronment.
Help can only come from making conscious what actually lies
behind the compulsions and in acceptance and integration of the
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feared, and therefore avoided, vital impulses. Generally these are
the aggressive, affective and sexual impulses. I have already indi
cated that by defending oneself constantly against the proscribed
activity, one can thus indirectly occupy oneself with it without
interruption. This throws a light on those who struggle fanat
ically against something: the chastity fanatic is constantly on the
search for the sexual and therefore in the fight for chastity is oc
cupied continually with " dirty sex" - but from "moral motives".
This is generally characteristic of the compulsive person; they fight
more against what is evil than for what is good.
A patient with a compulsive personality structure could sit in
front of a waterfall for hours, fascinated by what he could not do
himself: let himself fall, flow, without the fear that suddenly there
would be no more to come, that the flow might cease. One can
understand that, in the case of compulsive personalities, the safe
guarding attitude against transience leads to their behaviour with
regard to time and money. Here one can sense transience most
strongly and at the same time the possibility, the illusion of hav
ing permanence and security in our power. The way I deal with
my time and my money is dependent on my will. In his novel
"The Woman from Sarajevo " ("Das Fraulein " ), Ivo Andric paint
ed a brilliant portrait of a compulsive personality in all its hope
less tragedy.
The custom of American undertakers of preparing the dead
to look as if they were still living, so true to life, is almost macabre
in its unwillingness to accept transience and death. This is even
surpassed by shrewd businesses that, for a high price, will freeze
corpses. The hope is that one day science will be able to reawak
en them and bring them back to life. But only those who know
nothing of death are immortal, and being cognizant of death, in
cluding one's own, is a part of every human being and is what
makes one truly human.
Now we will attempt to give an indication of the patterns of
behaviour of compulsive personalities with regard to the funda
mental areas of life. In religion they tend towards dogmatism and
orthodoxy with concomitant intolerance for those of another
faith. Their image of God often bears the aspect of the strict and
vengeful Father, displaying all patriarchal traits and demanding
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unconditional faith and obedience. At the same time, they are also
often subject to superstitious and magical ideas. They are sus
ceptible to rites and ceremonies which can become more import
ant to them than the actual belief. The idea of being able to pur
chase absolution or an indulgence for the remission of purga
tory could only have sprung from a compulsive mind. Prayer
wheels and rosaries, if they do not serve concentration and in
ternalization, easily become a stereotyped compliance with a rule.
In his story "Pamphalon the Mountebank" ("Der Gaukler Pam
phalon"), Nicolaus Leskov describes impressively such a perfec
tionist-compulsive piety, juxtaposing it with a simple humanness
in the figure of the juggler.
In all areas, compulsive people adhere to institutions, regula
tions and principles and by following them to the letter turn them
into something mechanical and senseless; the more these signify
an unconscious anxiety shield for them, the more intolerant they
are when someone questions them - this threatens to topple the
shield. But it is just this striven-for absolutism which presents the
greatest threat to their faith, of being attacked by doubt, because
they do not allow themselves any questions or doubts. This is
why one finds in this sphere the most violent religious wars and
a continual effort to suppress doubt or to refute it. As in all cases
of repression, what has been suppressed can one day suddenly
break out, here it would take the form of blasphemous thought.
Insofar - from their position of power - as the churches misuse
religion to keep the faithful subj ect to feelings of anxiety and guilt,
they will foster compulsive traits which the great number of ec
clesiogene neuroses is witness to. Today, one can sense the at
tempt to become free of this, a resistance against such depriva
tion of rights.
In the case of compulsive personalities, crises arise most of
ten when their rigid principles, opinions or theories clash with
new developments, with new knowledge and progress that threat
en their existing orientation and force them to give up their sys
tems or when their security and possessions appear threatened.
As parents, compulsive personalities are reliable, consistent
and have a sense of responsibility. They represent values with con
viction and give stability and guidance. With an escalating COffi-
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pulsive structure these attitudes become more and more rigid and
absolute. "As long as I am alive we 're not changing anything ";
"we weren 't allowed to do that either when we were children ";
"if you do that again we are finished with each other " would be
typical instances. They take a child's age and individual traits too
little into account, leave it too little elbowroom, in every sense of
the word, and their ideas of how it ought to be are too inelastic.
For them, the maxim "if someone has told a lie you can never be
lieve them again " is universally valid. They are often the "basta "
type, with whom a "no" is a "no" and remains one with no con
tradiction, no reason given and which demands the blind obedi
ence of the child, depriving it of its rights. They often bear a grudge
and give the child the feeling that mistakes are difficult to make
up for. This means that even small " offences" by the child attain
a supervalent importance, and the fear of guilt and punishment,
the moral anxiety, is intensified unnecessarily. Long periods of
estrangement and the difficulty of winning forgiveness add to the
child's distress. They set the child limits usually much too early
in the fear that allowing more freedom could develop danger
ously. They have too little trust in a naturally unfolding devel-
( opment because they did not experience it themselves. Age-ap
propriate experimentation by the child is interpreted by them as
the expression of dangerous character traits. The child is over
taxed by being expected too early to be able to do too much and
too perfectly: for instance, senseless punctuality for its own sake,
pedantic orderliness; "you'll have some of everything on the
table"; or the amount put on the plate, in which the child has had
no say, must be eaten completely. If it shows age-appropriate at
titudes of defiance, the adults already see the future rebellion
which must be driven out betimes. Because of the overtaxing hav
ing-to-do-everything-too-early, the child becomes insecure and
has feelings of inferiority; its being loved is always only depend
ent on its performance. One can raise overachievers or failures
with this anxiety and overtaxing. Their education throttles the
expansive and aggressive, and particularly the sexual, impulses of
the child. If it cannot deal properly with its motoricity and acci
dentally knocks something over, for instance, it is reprimanded
as if the incident was destructive not only in its effect but also in
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its intent. This can result in uncertainty in trusting its own body
and lead to clumsiness, as we have seen. At the same time, the
child's preparatory attempts to develop constructive and creative
abilities are nipped in the bud. Thus parents breed espalier trees
at best and not those that can spread their branches freely to the
sky; they train more than they educate and turn the children into
puppets. They think punishm�nt is very important, and this is
where their sadistic side often comes to the fore: in the severity
of the punishments, in the compelling of obedience, in punish
ments that ensure the child feels the power of the parents and
which often humiliate it. "Standing in the corner", along with cor
poral punishment, was still one of the favourite forms of pun
ishment in schools and families at the beginning of the twentieth
century. Also having to make humble apologies ("1 will never do
it again ") is one of the measures that can destroy the feeling of
personal dignity in a child while at the same time demanding from
it something impossible to fulfil.
Educated restrictively and compulsively themselves, it is dif
ficult for these parents to allow their children a freedom that they
did not have themselves . Thus they hand on unchanged the trad
ition they were subj ect to, even though they suffered under it
themselves. Compulsive parents are those who come most fierce
ly into conflict with the younger generation, to whom they have
difficulty ceding the rights of their generation. They still repre
sent the "tried and true" educational methods and do not realize
that the earth has continued to turn and that youth must grow
up in a changed world. This often results in the harshest conflicts
between young and old; these parents believe they must contin
ue to show their power and superiority and have difficulty ad
mitting to their own mistakes, as if this would rob them of some
thing. They think they must represent absolute authority and must
give young people the impression they are infallible.
The dreams of compulsive people are often marked by par
ticular meagreness and colourlessness. They tend to have fewer
dreams, that is, they do not remember them as well as others do;
in the same way that they have difficulty finding access to their
deeper, unconscious emotional levels. They tend to mistrust
dreams, which they prefer to label as bubbles, than to take them
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seriously. Their dreams tend to use technical-mechanical images
for living processes as an expression of their remoteness from the
physical and natural. Embarrassing and anal themes are frequent
which are indicative of the emergence of their compulsions in con
nection with toilet training. Inhibited aggression is expressed in
the dreams in elemental outbreaks (volcano eruptions, earth
quakes, bursting dams, inter alia). The theme of impulse and coun
terimpulse is also frequent; of a deed done which in the same dream
is then undone.
In addition to the already mentioned professions connected
with power, people with a certain amount of compulsive struc
ture also lean structurally-specific towards professions in which
accuracy, solidity, precision, meticulousness, responsibility and
overview are important and which require perseverance, thor
oughness and patience more than initiative, flexibility and cre
ative freedom. They generally acquire an admirable expertise in
their chosen field and are reliable and consistent in their work.
Depending on the degree of compulsive traits, they can achieve
high levels of performance or turn towards activities in which the
precise regulations relieve them of having to make their own de-
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cisions; improvisation is not their cup of tea.
So they are the conscientious and responsible civil servants as
well as the pedantic ones; tradesmen where the emphasis is on
precision; meticulous natural scientists, lawyers, surgeons, tax of
ficials and bankers, pedagogues and priests, systematic types in
all possible fields. The borderline where the positive characteris
tics of this personality structure touch the negative is very slim.
The judge can be the person with a feeling of responsibility mak
ing an effort to be objective, as well as the inhumane person recit
ing articles of law for whom a deed is a deed and who is not in
terested in the motive and psychosocial background as these
would threaten to unsettle the system: the system which passes
judgement according to the letter, investing in him not only pow
er but sparing him his own decisions and perhaps scruples as well.
The priest can be the exemplary father of the community as well
as the inflexible moralizer threatening hellfire and awakening anx
iety and feelings of guilt with a power arrogated to himself bor
dering on the sadistic.
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Compulsive persons are often interested in anything histor
ical. History as such interests them, as well as the history of art,
of medicine and of philosophy amongst others. What has already
gone before can no longer be lost and so the occupation with this
has something timeless about it. Archaeology, antiquity and relat
ed fields have a particular attraction; they are the ancient philolo
gists among the philologists, the prehistorians among the his
torIans.
Due to the aspect of power, compulsives are attracted particu
larly to politics; here they can live out their desire for power le
gitimately and it depends on their human stature how they deal
with it. Generally they tend more towards conservatism and re
main true to the prevailing party or existing regime, this is not
least because of the attitude that the old is at least tried and test
ed and known. They rej ect everything extremist and experimen
tal as being not in keeping with their character.
Understandably, compulsive traits tend to become more pro
nounced with age, as, from a deep life instinct one generally leans
towards guarding what one still has and desires to stop the river
of time flowing. Thus the compulsive attitudes described above
can assume intensified forms: the compulsives want to hold fast
to their positions at any price, do not want to give up their place,
even though perhaps too old to fill it properly, which can result
in hate for everything new or young. Aging is generally very prob
lematic for this type because they are so focussed on perform
ance and volition and now have to learn to let things happen to
them, to let go. They like to think of themselves as indispens
able. The abatement of their strength leads to slightly hypochon
driac traits, to an anxious self-monitoring and health fanaticism.
Because they only take heed of the diminishing of their strength
and of their usual performance, they do not see the advantages
of aging which lie in being liberated from duties and in more let
ting-things-happen-to-them. In the case of a strongly compul
sive impact, the rigid self-will can make dying particularly agon
izing because they see every yielding as a weakness and frequently
the most severe death struggles are the result.
In some cases, however, when they become older these peo
ple achieve a patriarchal stature and venerableness, becoming a
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symbol of the values they represent. For them, death is a natural
imperative and there is no sense in struggling against it; it is the
ultimate reality to which one must bow and which one must ac
cept with countenance and dignity when the time has come. They
put their affairs in order and have their wills drawn up in good
time. Some attempt to wield power from beyond the grave with
conditions laid down in their wills.
If the compulsive does not achieve this stature, he or she can
come to see the whole meaning of life as living on at any price
which can lead to macabre forms of existence; the suppressed fear
of death is shifted so that one cannot throw anything away, one
surrounds oneself with useless things and avoids everything that
could remind one of transience and the final end.
If we try to sketch a progression extending from healthy per
sons with a compulsive structure impact through those with
stronger manifestations to the actual obsessive-compulsive neur
otics, we can see two possibilities emerging. In the case of the
constitutionally vitally strong personalities, the line leads from
( the matter-of-fact, businesslike, duty-bound, reliable type via in
creasing sobriety to the ambitious over-achiever - to the obstin
ately self-willed and querulous - to the tyrannical person hun
gry for power, despots and autocrats to the obsessive-compul
sive neurotics of all degrees; at the end of the line is the psychotic
catatonia. For the constitutionally vitally weak, the line would
look like this: Unassuming and adapted - those mainly safe
guarding themselves due to life-anxiety - the hesitant and the pro
crastinators - pedants and naggers - the sycophants and toad
eaters - ascetic hypochondriacs; and finally also the obsessive
compulsive neurotics in the in the more specific sense.
The healthy person with compulsive structure impact is
marked by stability, resilience, endurance and a sense of duty. He
or she is ambitious and hard-working, plans ahead and is goal
oriented. As they are usually attuned to future aims they are more
interested in what they hope to achieve than in what they pos
sess at the moment, which is why they are often not very good
at enj oying the present. With their consistency, efficiency and
toughness, their sense of responsibility and marked sense of re
ality, they are capable of achieving much. Solidity, correctness,
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reliability, constancy and clean living - this also in the figurative,
moral sense - are among their virtues. In their emotions they are
more reserved, although constant in their affections, as they are
geared to permanence in all things and do not like to be distract
ed from something once undertaken. Their basic mood is rather
serious than otherwise; they stand by their opinions, are con
scientious and strive for objectivity. In his book " Phillip 11 " ,
Reinhold Schneider described a man of great stature belonging
to this structure type.
The danger for these people always lies in that they unilater
ally accentuate their need for permanence and security. It is, there
fore, particularly important for them to recognize the possibil
ity inherent in this attitude of their becoming rigid. They should
attempt to better integrate the counterimpulse of a living change
and to venture to accept what they believe they must secure them
selves against - transience. They should learn not always to as
sert their own volition but to let things happen to them too. With
in the human community they have an important function; to up
hold tradition and to strengthen it; in a way they are the " pillars
of society" as long as they do not let their safeguarding or pow
er-hungry aspects to become overriding factors in the inhibition
of their development and instead allow the more vital counter
forces to manifest.
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Fear of necessity
The hyster i c personal i t ies
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ing and obligatory, nothing can expect to have eternal validity.
For them, everything should remain relative, living and colour
ful - only the present, the moment, is important. "Carpe diem "
"seize the day ", it might never come again. The past is past and
no longer of interest; the future is the broad field of opportun
ity; but is not actually planned for - that would already be too
determinative - it is only important that one is open to it, will
ing to detach oneself from what already exists.
Now what would happen if, in the language of our allegory,
one neglected the contractive, concentrating force of gravity and
attempted to live supervalently the counterimpulse, the fleeing
from the centre, the centripetal force ? This would mean that one
would live from moment to moment, never having a determined
plan or a clear goal but living continually in the expectation of
something new, always on the lookout for new attractions, im
pressions and adventures; hence, always easily distracted and se
duced by the current reigning stimulus or desire being offered
from inside oneself or from outside, respectively. Above all, one
needs the feeling of freedom because order and natural laws con
stellate the fear of being tied down, of not-being-able-to-evade.
The obligatory systems that are generally valid are experienced
mainly under the aspect of the restriction of freedom and then,
if possible, rej ected or avoided. The freedom being striven for is
more of a freedom from something than for something.
Now what happens when one is not prepared to accept the
valid rules pertaining to human co-existence or natural and liv
ing physical laws ? One lives as if in a world of rubber which ap
pears to yield randomly and can be arbitrarily stretched in any
direction. Ultimately, one does not need to take its natural laws
seriously as these are also in a constant state of flux. In a world
like this one will always find a little back door out of which one
can escape from the consequences of one's deeds. The law of
causality, for instance, the association between cause and effect,
may lie in the realm of physical nature, but I am not prepared to
acknowledge my being subj ect to it and, who knows, it might not
be valid just here, just now.
Of course, the result is that one must fear, and avoid when
possible, everything that simply and inescapably determines and
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constrains us: biological and natural laws such as the genders of
male and female, aging and dying, as well as conventions and rules
of all kinds created by our collective for social co-existence in ad
dition to provisions and laws. To summarize: one fears most the
inescapable constraining aspects of life and the world that we usu
ally call "reality". That is, the world of facts that we must adapt
to, that we must accept when we recognize our dependency on
the physical laws of life.
We deal quite generously with this reality: one questions it,
relativizes, trivializes or overlooks it, one attempts to demolish
it, to evade it, and to find whatever other possibilities there are
of avoiding it, of not having to recognize it. Thus one attains a
semblance of freedom which can become increasingly dangerous
because one is living in an unreal and illusory world consisting
only of fantasy, possibilities and desires with no limiting real
ities. One begins to live more and more in a pseudoreality, in an
"unreal realness". However, the more one removes oneself from
reality, the more one pays for one's apparent freedom by becoming
a stranger to " authentic realness ", becoming unable to cope with
it. The result is that when one does try to deal with it, the at
tempts are unskilled and therefore correspondingly disappoint
ing so that one withdraws even further into one's desired world
and the chasm between the wish world and reality widens even
more. This is the vicious circle in which those persons with hys
teric personality structure are caught.
Let us look a bit more closely at this aspect of pseudoreality.
One of the realities of our being is the above-mentioned law of
causality, the law of cause and effect, of action and consequence.
This forces us into a state of lawfulness that we cannot trivialize
without punishment. From a sense that causality is merely re
strictive, coercing one to consistency and to renunciation, the hys
teric person attempts to evade it by the ostrich head-in-the-sand
policy. He or she merely pretends causality does not exist. Pos
sessed by the dominating desire of the moment, the consequences
of which they do not even want to test, they act more or less ac
cording to the motto " After me, the deluge". They have the naIve
tendency to hope that, just for them, causality and logical conse
quences of actions are not valid or at least not for the situation in
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question at the moment. They are so permeated with their wish
to have or to achieve what they want that they simply ignore the
possible consequences; they think only of the final result, as it
were, skipping the causality, which can imbue the desire with an
extremely suggestive effect. Here is an illustrative example:
A school class was selling badgesfor a charitable cause. Each pupil re
ceived a list in which the amounts donated were to be entered and a
certain n um ber of badges for them to sell. Thirteen -year-old Inge ap
proached people unabashedly with her charm and winn ing smile so
everyonefelt they could not say no. In a short time she had sold all her
badges. Now she suddenlyfelt the intense wish to re ward herself had
a cravingfor someth ing s weet - she had worked so hard, she had ob
viously earned it. A t the same time the money was very tempting; it
offered so many possibilities - she no longer remembered where the
money came from and what it was for - and at the m oment, at least
it "belonged to her". She was unable to withstand the wish, took some
of the collected money and bought herfavourite treat with the vag ue
idea, characteristic of s uch people, that she would "somehow" deal
with the problem later; now, she was only full of the need wh ich de
manded immediate gratification .
For the hysteric, the following points are characteristic: the short
span between desire for a thing and seizing it, the general inabil
ity or aversion to tolerate need-tension. Every impulse, every wish
must be satisfied immediately because having to wait is unbear
able. In this lies their great susceptibility - they have great diffi
culty in resisting temptation.
The lists and the money were due to be handed in at school. What to
do ? Inge wen t to her teacher and askedfor more badges; she was sure
she could sell some more and would then hand everything in togeth
er - she had left the money she had already earned at home (finding
too many excuses is also characteristic, as the weaker an excuse orfib
is, the more "reasons " need to be found to make it believable, more
anyway, than for a true state of affairs). She was given new badges;
now she had won a little time and perhaps a "miracle " would happen
in the meantime to solve the situation (th is gaining time and using
putting -off tactics is also typical). In the meantime it was already
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evening and time to hand in the money. Then she had - it appeared
to her - a brillian t idea: she went to the neighbour and asked her if
she could lend her the m issing amount un til the next day: she needed
some exercise books for school but her mother was at a frien d 's house
and couldn 't be reachedjust then . She was given the money and once
aga in had gained time and with it space for a m iracle; now at least,
she was able to hand in the correct amount of money. The neigh bour
and the money owed her were forgotten in the quiet hope that by her
own forgetting, the neighbour would also forget the 'Jew pence ".
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These people have honed to a fine art such vague expectatory imag
inings of possible miracles and nostrums; they demonstrate an
amazing naIvete in the way they believe in them, thus avoiding
the demands of reality rather after the manner of "what I don't
acknowledge can't hurt me". And, of course, everyone forgets
something occasionally . . . Here one can clearly observe the dis
placement tendency: The real issue, namely the pilfered money,
has already been forgotten; all that is remembered is the small
amount borrowed perfectly legitimately from the neighbour which
one is naturally going to pay back (the when and how is not im
portant at the moment). Should the neighbour ask for it before
one has been able to pay it back, one can say that one had hon
estly forgotten all about it and apologize. She might even forget
it - it is only a small amount for her after all, and I have often done
her a favour too. Or, I might even be given some money from
"somewhere" or can earn some by doing some small jobs - "things
are bound to work out".
Several days later, the neighbour asked Inge 's motherfor the m oney,
the whole story came to light and was m uch more unpleasant than
would have been the case if she had admitted to it at the right time.
Bein g una b le to with sta nd the i m m ediate g ratification of her wish had
become the trigger for a whole chain of unpleasant consequences,
wh ich ultimately made the fleeting enjoyment m uch too expensive at
the price.
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tion which does not allow one to think of anything else at that
moment; the unreal attitude shown in disregarding the conse
quences of one's own actions, of the connection between deed
and consequence; the playing-for-time and hoping-for-a-mir
acle; the imaginative dexterity in evading consequences, although
when one darns one hole another usually appears; the reinter
preting and falsification of the " story", that is, the actual incident;
the skill in forgetting unpleasant things, particularly one's own
feelings of guilt; and finally the avoidance of uncomfortable ne
cessities such as having to do without, waiting and having to deal
with the consequences of one's actions. Nietzsche's words per
tain to these people particularly well " I have done that" says my
memory, " I couldn't have done that" - says my pride, and re
mains implacable. At last, memory yields.
With similar insouciance, the hysteric deals with another real
ity, with time. Punctuality, time-planning and time-management
are a burden to them, appear to them as pedantic and petty
minded, a belief they not infrequently demonstrate at the other's
expense.
Or let us take the biological reality, our subjection to gender
specific conditions, to maturation processes and to aging. Here
also, one does not like to be tied down; one would prefer to stay
a child, without obligation, or at least youthful, for as long as pos
sible because then the world forgives one much and one does not
have to become fully responsible. This is because responsibility
is one of those uncomfortable concepts that want to tie one down,
to remind one of the law of causality and disagreeable conse
quences. And aging - this can be kept at bay with a number of
devices: one is only as old as one feels and does not have to tell
everyone one's true age. If one avoids everything that makes one
appear older, then one can uphold the illusion of eternal youth.
Starting with clothing, with which one can make oneself younger
and there are also countless cosmetic aids and cosmetic surgery
that support this illusion. The hysteric personality also thinks it
is better if one does not allow worries and upsets to affect one by
explaining that one cannot cope with them just now; if they are
absolutely unavoidable, one can always become ill and evade them
in this manner.
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be prey to temptation. Naturally, this avoidance is not a true so
lution and is also not a reliable anxiety shield - somehow or oth
er one will always be confronted with one's anxiety and com
pelled to deal with it. However, when one feels backed into a cor
ner and sees no possibility of escape then panic reactions can arise
and one "takes the bull by the horns", which leaves no room for
taking stock of the situation and thinking it through sensibly.
Now we would like to show how these characteristic devi
ation patterns can gradually accumulate and land the hysteric in
ever more hopeless situations.
What means can one employ in order to successfully evade
duties and ultimatums ? The most certain method appears to be
to only live in the respective moment, as if it had no history and
no consequences. If I was guilty of an error yesterday, did some
thing stupid and was found out, then there is no yesterday and
life begins today. By breaking through temporal and causal as
sociations, the hysteric personalities achieve an amazing plasti
city; they live without a history, without a past. This means they
unburden themselves of a great amount of ballast, but on the oth
er hand their life has something of a punctated appearance, frag
mentary and chequered, there is a lack of continuity. Chameleon
like they can adapt to every new situation but develop too little
ego-continuity which we usually give the name of character. They
therefore give the impression of being unpredictable and difficult
to pin down. They are always playing some role or other which
is tailored to the particular situation and its exigencies as well as
to the respective person of reference; and due to all this role-play
ing they end up not knowing who they are themselves any more.
Thus they develop a pseudo personality without continuity, clear
contours and indiviuality of character.
A further possibility, when one is subj ect to anxiety and feels
driven into a corner, is to " turn the tables", to shift the guilt onto
others. Self-reproach is thus transformed into inculpation of the
other, which happens almost automatically, as is the case with chil
dren: When one of them says, "you 're stupid", the other answers
almost reflexively with "stupid yourself". If one is being criticized
and reproached, this is transformed immediately into counter
criticism and counter-reproach which can be quite far-fetched and
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ing eminently loveable, which makes up a great part of their charm
and their sex appeal. They possess great powers of suggestion
which are difficult to withstand - the consciousness of their mer
its and attraction is so convincingly presented that one just has
to believe them.
In love, they often employ the above-mentioned powerful
wishful thinking. They are the "veni-vidi-vici" type and take the
citadel by assault, not by laying a long siege. They know how to
deal with the opposite sex; a relationship with them is never bor
ing. They often love love more than the partner themselves, and
want to become acquainted with it in as many of its forms and
manifestations as possible, full of curiosity and hunger for life.
They love pomp and glamour, parties and celebrations, always
"party while they have the chance", are good at organizing them
and are usually the life and soul of the evening due to their charm,
temperament, wit and straightforward manner. The one deadly
sin is not to find them loveable, this they find hard to bear and
will scarcely be able to forgive it. They are up for any fun and
games; the more sensational life is, the better - boredom is dead-
1y and they become bored easily when alone. This makes them
colourful, lively, affectionate partners, spontaneous in expressing
their emotions and capable of living the moment intensely to the
full. They are hedonistic, imaginative and playful. Fidelity - at
least their own - is not very important to them; secret love affairs
have a particular attraction for them and give their romantic imag-
InatIon wIngs.
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power over the partner. Less from the need to coerce the partner
as in the case of the compulsive, but rather to experience the in
toxication of the emanation of the power of their being. Women,
particularly, easily misuse sexuality extortively in their giving
themselves or withholding-themselves.
The more this involves the actual hysterical personality struc
tures, the more a demanding attitude and the need for confirm
ation take on supervalent forms. Then the love relationship takes
on the semblance of an institution that one needs for one's self
confirmation that is supposed to bear repeated witness to one's
irresistibility. This is because their self-esteem is constructed
mainly of such successes, of the admiration reflected back to them,
of being seen as desirable. Understandably, this becomes more
difficult with age when an attractiveness which was based main
ly on the exterior begins to abate, which is why this personality
has the most extreme aging-related crises.
The hysteric needs a partner; but not because they feel unable
to live without someone, as in the case of the depressive, but as a
mirror in which they want to see themselves reflected as lovable
in order to boost their unstable self-esteem. Their narcissism, their
self-love need constant confirmation; this is why they are so sus
ceptible to flattery which they believe all too easily. They espe
cially need the partner to assure them of their charm, their beau
ty, their importance and their other good qualities. This is why
they tend towards a narcissistic choice of partner, not from the
fear of the " complete difference" of the opposite gender as in the
case of the schizoid, but because they seek something as like to
themselves as possible in the partner so they can rediscover and
love themselves in the other.
Not infrequently, however, hysterical people of both sexes also
seek rather nondescript partners against whom they stand out all
the more glamorously while being admired by them utterly. This
is reminiscent of the fable of the peacock who wants to marry a
plain little hen; at the registry office, when the officiating crow is
amazed that such a splendid bird wants to take such an unim
pressive hen to wife, the peacock responds with dignity:
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Relationships based on such a strong need for confirmation are
naturally not necessarily crisis-proof; the partner will hardly be
able to fulfil such needs adequately. Then one seeks a new part
ner and everything repeats itself. Practiced womanizers and man
eaters are found along this spectrum, those who collect scalps and
whose self-esteem is dependent on the number of victims, and for
whom love is a game that they must win at any cost. As their ex
pectations of love are too great, their life is full of disappointments,
dissatisfaction, moods, depressions and demanding accusations for
ever-new proofs of love - in which the financial outlay and the
public success of the partner, in which one wants to be reflected
as if it were one's own, play no small role. As their self-esteem is
almost exclusively drawn from proofs of love, they are of course
insatiable, and the ways and means they use to exact them myr
iad: comparing the partner with others who "really" love them;
hints of what another partner would do for one; scenes and pas
sionate reproaches because one is "not given enough"; catastrophic
reactions when the partner distances themselves. In all this there
is an obscure mixture of feeling and cold calculation so that the
partner never really knows where they stand.
If one has illusionary expectations of love or marriage and de
mands more than one is willing to invest oneself, one will always
be disappointed. Generally, this connection is not recognized and
one relnains searching for " true love". This is why it is in the part
ner relationships of the hysteric personalities that one finds the
most frequent separations and new beginnings. The latter are sup
posed to make up for past disappointments, so new relationships
are overtaxed from the very start, and herein already lies the seed
of failure.
We all have our first experiences of the other sex with our par
ents and siblings. The relations of the parents to one another, the
marriage or other relationship thus experienced and the experi
ences with siblings form our expectations of partnership, love and
sexuality. If we were lucky enough to be able to love our parents
as a couple, without having to idealize them or on the other hand
to feel sorry for them or to despise or even hate them; if we were
able to experience their limitations, their worries and problems
as well as their j oys, their holding-together, their understanding
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for and trust in one another, then we have a better chance of find
ing a partner who corresponds to such expectations and also have
a realistic image of our own being-a-partner. Parents who believe
they must uphold their superiority and infallibility in front of the
child, who pretend they have an ideal marriage which, however,
looks very different behind the scenes, allow the idea of a possi
ble ideal marriage to form which the child believes it will be able
to find later. And parents who do not fulfil the need of the child
with regard to gender-specific role models, who set a disap
pointing or deterrent example, also negatively colour the child's
expectations of a partnership.
The love life of hysteric personalities is made more difficult
by the fact that they remain fixated on their first person of refer
ence of the opposite sex longer than other people and have more
difficulty detaching themselves from their identification with
them. Hysteria commences in the last of the child's phases of de
velopment - that is, at around four to six years of age when the
child, as we will see, identifies itself with the role models it has
encountered and acquires the first pre-forms of its later attitude
to its own and to the opposite sex. In principle, there are the fol
lowing possibilities: One repeats the former childish-adoring or
idealizing attitude of the parent of the opposite sex or a sibling,
thereby expecting to find the dream man or dream woman. Or,
one transfers the old disappointments, anxiety or hate which one
acquired from the person of reference when a child and has not
yet dealt with - that is, one's negative experiences - onto the part
ner as expectations. In this way later relationships are burdened
from the beginning with the prejudice that all men or women are
like those who were first experienced. One proj ects the former
father or mother image onto the partner and relates to this pro
j ection as one related to the primal image thus not doing justice
to the partner nor to one's own partner role because one is too
bogged-down in the old role of son or daughter.
The son disappointed by the mother can develop into a mis
ogynist and revenge himself on his partners for former disap
pointments by seducing women and then abandoning them again
like Don Juan. He thus metes out to them what he experienced
with his mother. The daughter disappointed in her father revenges
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herself on men in her own way: she can develop a hatred of men
or become an emancipated woman but with the wrong under
standing; one who does not endeavour to achieve the equality of
the sexes from a feeling of justice and self-esteem but who wants
to turn the tables and her demand for equality means giving pow
er to women as revenge. Or she throws herself away on a large
number of men in order to wound the father ("If you don 't love
me then I am worth nothing and can throw myself away " - the
psychodynamic background of many prostitutes). Or she be
comes a Circe, seizing men for their sexuality, "turning them into
swine " as in the Odyssey; that is, using them, debasing them and
attempting to make them sexually dependent. Close to these are
the women who overtax men physically, mentally or materially,
exploit and bleed them dry, disempower and "castrate" them by
denigrating their masculinity. Such demonically destructive
women are often described in Strindberg's novels and plays. Fi
nally, disappointment in the opposite sex or the fear of it can lead
to homosexuality. A brother or sister can also always take on the
role of the father or mother.
The bond with our first person of reference of the opposite
sex is a general human phenomenon that the French express as
follows: " On revient touj ours a ses premiers amours" . (One al
ways returns to one's first loves.)
A further example of the hysteric's dependency on early per
sons of reference, on their "family story" can be recognized in
the situation where they, not infrequently, tend to become in
volved in triangular relationships in which they unconsciously
repeat their position between the parents. This is found especial
ly in single children with this personality structure. They often
find themselves, apparently willy-nilly and as if ordained, in such
three-cornered relationships - often believe that it must be their
fate that all the men or women to whom they feel attracted al
ways have a partner already. In reality, they are actually seeking
partners who are already committed - they can start an affair with
them knowing the other is not free, thereby repeating the old
rivalry that they had, as son or daughter, with their father or
mother. They have remained fixated in this, obtruding into the
relationship of two partners and trying to take one away from
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the other by entering into rivalry with the one of their own gen
der and cutting them out. They shy away from a relationship in
which the partner would be free as this would place seriously
committed and undivided demands on them.
One must know the life-background of such people in order
to be able to understand their behaviour; they are often only hand
ing down the sins that were perpetrated on them. In their fam
ilies they did not have the opportunity to develop their feminin
ity or masculinity in a healthy way, they were too bound to the
family; or they had no role model for developing their gender
role, either because it was rej ected in them or because their sexu
ality was addressed too early or inappropriately. This would con
stellate the little woman or little man in them before they had a
chance to acquire enough self-identity and self-esteem for the man
or woman to develop; before, therefore, they were emotionally
mature enough for sexuality.
The main problem of hysterics with regard to love and part
nership can be seen as their illusionary anticipatory images of life,
of love, of marriage and the opposite sex. The demanding attitude
and the willingness to give do not stand in a healthy ratio to one
another. It is just this that always triggers new disappointments
from which they could learn that their fundamental attitude is based
on an error which makes these disappointments inevitable. An ever
alert yearning and the expectation that they are entitled to some
thing without asking themselves what they are prepared to con
tribute on their part are their most problematic characteristics.
This is evident in their choice of partner for a start; material
aspects and prestige - the partner's status, wealth, title and ex
ternal assets - are more important to them than character and good
values. Here also they remain children for a lengthy period, al
low themselves to be impressed by externalities which seem to
promise a pleasant life; disappointments are then the partner's
fault. The fear of experiencing their own worthlessness can, in
their case, result in an addiction to reassurance which, as with any
addiction, can never be satisfied because it seeks something " out
side", something that one really needs to actualize within one
self; in this case the striving for a true ability to love which is ca
pable of creating a true feeling of self-esteem.
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Naturally, the tendency to project one's own deficiencies be
comes particularly problematical in a partnership. It can reach all
degrees ranging from recurring arguments as to whose "fault"
something was, through accusations and tendentious, fact-bend
ing "logic" up to defamation and intrigue. Especially difficult are
the connections between hysteric and compulsive partners as they
are total opposites. The more the compulsive partner relentless
ly and systematically insists on a hair-splitting discussion of the
situation at hand and on proving that he or she is in the right, the
more the hysteric partner extricates themselves with, to them, ir
refutable "logic", with "knight's moves" of thought, as so appo
sitely put by Schultz-Hencke referring to the unexpected move
ment of the knights on a chessboard. The hysteric personality can
clearly feel the intent of the other to pin him down to past mis
takes with no way of escape and attempts to defend him or her
self against this with all the means at his or her command. If one
is more flexible, one can build them a bridge, if one allows them
the possibility of escape then things progress much more easily.
Instead, therefore, of driving the hysteric into a corner, the com
pulsive partner should attempt to understand the situation from
the viewpoint and experience of the other.
The hysteric personality, however, tends to avoid schizoid
partners - these can see through them too easily and are unwill
ing to fulfil their need for affirmation and admiration. They pre
fer depressive partners who do have this willingness and fur
thermore will allow themselves to be overtaxed. A long-term re
lationship such as this tends to exist too unilaterally at the expense
of the depressive partner. Ties between two people having a hys
teric structure are only successful when the hysteric structure im
pact is not too strong - otherwise the rivalry and wanting-to-cut
out-the-other constitute an unavoidable divide.
In literature we find many examples of brilliantly depicted hys
teric women such as Somerset Maugham's "Luise" or Scarlett in
Margaret Mitchell's " Gone with the Wind" In the letters of
Pushkin and Fontane, it is easy to see the difficulties of having a
partner with a mainly hysteric structure. Here one could also men
tion the fairytale of the " Fisher and his Wife".
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The hysteric person and aggression
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Hysteric aggression is often close to the earlier form of out
bursts of reaction. While in the schizoid's case, aggression was an
expression of affectivity in the face of existential endangerment,
here it is used more for dramatization, to impress the other. In
their expression of aggression, the hysteric is the surprise win
ner; they like to catch one unawares because this seems to them
to promise more success than a carefully prepared strategy. For
them, attack is the best form of defence. One could also call hys
terical aggression "illogical". An example of this:
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to an "audience" . Flaming indignation, melodramatic gestures and
passionate accusations are typical hysterical expressions of ag
gression which often collapse in on themselves when the audi
ence is no longer there.
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of four and six. At this age the child, now growing out of the in
fant stage and becoming more adult, faces important develop
mental steps. It has now acquired more prolific skills and discov
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ered many more ways of behaving, but must also shoulder new
tasks: it must now gradually grow into the world of adults and
learn the rules governing it; in the first rudiments of its gender role
as girl or boy it must anticipate the future as a field of experiment
and a measuring against others. This also means that it must give
up its previous magical wish-world with its fantasy of unlimited
possibilities in favour of what we usually call reality, including the
reality of the limitations of its own volition and competence.
The child's inner and outer experiencing has become broader
and richer and comprises essentially all the areas of experience
that belong to the life of an adult. One expects of it discernment,
responsibility and sense - in short, the child must here fulfil the
reality testing, reality finding and reality acceptance that go hand
in-hand with becoming an adult.
If these steps in maturation are to be successful the child must
have convincing role models to which it can orient itself. It must
observe what appears to be worth striving for being lived; the
adult world must seem attractive, its systems and ways of living
worthy of imitation.
At this time the parents are challenged in a new way; they are
no longer confronted by the infant for whom they were sover
eign demigods but a critically observing child with an increasing
thirst for knowledge who questions and wants to receive reasons
for imperatives and prohibitions; who wants to be taken as a whole
person and to experience itself as lovable; and above all wants to
experience that its love means something to the parents, that it
has something to give. It is developing the rudiments of its gen
der-specific patterns of behaviour, courting or conquering, and
wants to be taken seriously in this. The maturity and under
standing of the parents is particularly important here, after all,
the child needs healthy role models for the tentative design of its
self which will lead to a healthy self-esteem and ultimately to its
discovering its true identity.
It is at just this time, in which the need for guidance and role
models is strongest, that the hysteric personality lacks them. In
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he was prey to agonizing anxiety when he was alone in a room, the
ceiling couldfall on h is head; at the same time he wasfilled with anx
iety that these senseless - as they appeared to him -fears would drive
him insane. Th is fear of becoming insane had been the one ca using
him the most distress over the lastfe w years (his bro ther had been in
an institution for the mentally ill and had died there).
Here an outline from his biography which will help to clarify his
anxIetIes:
As an only son for an exten ded period - h is brother was eight years
younger - he was very spoiled by h is mother. The father was a correct
strongly compulsive civil servant who always brought work home
from the office so that the fam ily rarely saw h im except at mealtimes.
The mother spoiled h im beh ind h is father's back, gave him money se
cretly, bought h im lots ofclothes and always placed herseljas a buffer
between h im and the world, in the case of difficulties at school,for ex
ample. The father never n oticed any of this, was not particularly in
terested either and happy not to be disturbed with unpleasant things.
As a ch ild the patient was often ill, g iving the mother all the more rea
son to spoil him. Disappoin ted in h e r marriage to a m uch older and
very unemotional man, her son was more important to her than any
thing else and she sought to retain h is love by spoiling him . In his post
puberty period, together with a frien d, the son began trading on the
black-market where he earned good money and began to live extra
vagantly - which included lots of girls. Only the m other kne w about
these dealings which would have appeared to the father, with h is at
titude and position, as h ighly reprehensible (the father was so correct
that when the bus conductor could n ot reach him to stamp h is ticket
due to overcrowding in the b us he would stamp two the next day). The
son n o longer went to school reg ularly but because of th is and also
due to his secret and illicit activities wh ich might be discovered at any
moment was increasingly prey to anxiety. He led a double life - infron t
of h is father he was the proper son b u t behind his back, shielded by
the mother, was someth ing of a gam bler.
A s attractive as this life was, he was subject to heart trouble with
increaSingly frequen t feelings of dizziness which were a somaticized
expression that h is life was built on lies. He had no real grounding, nei-
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ther in h imself nor externally. Iden tifying with the father not only held
too little attraction but was also made very difficult because the two
had such little contact with each other. /f for instance, he came in to
h is father's study on Sundays - it was not allowed at other times
father and son would sit at a distancefrom each other, thefather read
ing the newspaper, the son a magazine; they hardly exchanged a word
for they had noth ing to say to each other and because of a m utual
constraint they found no common groun d. He found h is father and
h is way of life strange; with h is mother he could laugh beh ind the
father's back about the "old man " and h is idiosyncrasies and exagger
ated correctness. The mother, who had married the m uch older man
while still very young, mainly because of h is position, had herself re
mained a child in the marriage and in opposition to h im . Through her
son she enjoyed the "good life " which she yearnedfor and was th us in
no position to offer him guidance, she merely gave h im false protec
tion when he encountered difficulties.
Th us he found a true orientation nowhere, had nofirm gro und un
derfoot; instead, in its place was the constantfear of a disaster where
e veryth ing could collapse around his ears (the ceiling couldfall on h im)
and that noth ing could support h im (his bridge phobia). The other anx
ieties referred to situations in wh ich he could not "get out" when he
wanted to; the whole "dizziness "on which his life was constructed could
sudden ly come to light (the heart trouble with dizzy spells). The fear
of becoming insane was partly connected with his brother, partly it
was the expression of a vag ue consciousness that things could not
contin ue as they were for m uch longer.
The " golden cage" milieus of the so-called upper classes can also
promote hysteric development. In these circles appearances are
given priority; social prestige is more important than the chil
dren, who are usually left to "personnel" while at the same be
ing admonished to remember "who they are" and the roles their
parents play in the world outside. They are envied by their class
mates because they seem "to have everything" and have to con
stantly play the role of happy children - otherwise they would
be ungrateful; thus they disguise their misery with an arrogance
that no-one understands and even come to see themselves as in
deed enviable.
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If the parents are not really adequate role models for the child,
only two possibilities remain to it. Either it identifies itself with
them and their false values in spite of everything, or it no longer
takes the parents seriously; this, however, can make it feel com
pletely abandoned. When the child grows up it will take on the
behaviour demonstrated in the parents' example or will remain
in opposition to them, "not wanting to be like them at any price",
which is, of course, not a constructive ideal.
It is also difficult for a child if its parents have swapped gen
der roles, when the mother "wears the trousers " and the father is
"henpecked". This does not mean that the gender roles as laid
down by society and supported by the conventions valid at the
respective moment are interchanged, but the distorted forms of
what is masculine and what is feminine. The henpecked husband
is a man who has been disempowered by a woman, who is afraid
of her; and a woman "lording" it over others has an attitude of
rivalry or hatred towards what is masculine and despises her own
sex. The child thus does not receive an adequate ideal for its gen
der role which, at the very least, can impede development in this
direction and tends to become problematic later in life for its at
titude towards the opposite sex. The parents' successful approach
to their own sexuality is one of the most important factors for
the child in order that it can be attracted to, and identify with,
the fatherly-masculine or the motherly-feminine figure.
Society should offer more varied opportunities to men and
women for accepting their gender roles and do more justice to
the many diverse possibilities of being a man or a woman. A uni
lateral adherence to how " a man" or " a woman" ought to be and
must behave in order to be accepted by the collective as such has
its origins in hierarchical or ideological claims to power. Today
we are beginning to divest ourselves of these in favour of an eman
cipation from such "roles" pertaining to both sexes and to free
ourselves from such defining fetters. The fact that what is mas
culine and what is feminine is lived very differently in different
cultures should make clear to us that such roles are subj ect to
temporal conditions and not, as we tend to believe, to a biologic
al imperative. Every society creates the male and female roles
which it needs and begins teaching them in early childhood. In
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her book "Male and Female", Margaret Mead gives impressive
examples of this.
Another factor facilitating hysteric developments while the
child is at this age is the parents' unhappy marriage. This is par
ticularly true of only children and when a child is taken as a part
ner substitute by one of the parents. Then it is not only inap
propriately overtaxed for its age because it is thrust into a role
for which it is not yet mature enough, but it also leaves behind
its uninhibited childhood much too early, becomes precocious in
many ways before it has had a chance to complete the age-ap
propriate stages of development. A son, for instance, becomes the
comforter or accomplice of a mother who is disappointed in the
father; he is entrusted with confidences that are age-inappropri
ate and that represent a burden for him; he pays for his role of
mother's confidant, which is too close, too intimate, with - among
other things - her creating antagonism between him and his fath
er, often ruining their relationship because the son sees him
through the mother's eyes. The healthy possibility of loving the
parents as a couple and showing them both affection without feel
ings of guilt cannot be experienced. Precocious traits are paired
with infantile ones and the maturing exchange with the father,
which is so important for proving oneself later in the world of
men, is skipped. Mutatis mutandis, the same goes for the daugh
ter; both are robbed of the chance to build a healthy relationship
to the parent of the opposite sex.
A further result of forcing a role onto the child that does not
correspond to its actual being and is only a superimposed func
tion into which it is pushed, is that it offers no real security. In
the main, the parents continue to treat it as a child in other re
spects and this juxtaposition of having-to- be-an-adult and being
treated-as-a-child is profoundly confusing and gives rise to feel
ings of inferiority in the child when it cannot fulfil the expect
ations imposed on it, not recognizing that they are excessive
demands.
Parents who are dissatisfied because they have not achieved
in life what they wanted can promote hysteric developments in
a child when they want the child to achieve in their place what
they did not accomplish. Not only can they not offer an exam-
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pIe or give the child guidance, but urge it into a role which often
is completely foreign to its nature. In this situation, hybrid hys
teric-depressive structures of the personality often arise.
Similar cases are the result when the child is forced into the
role of "Mummy 's or Daddy 's little ray of sunshine ". Children
like this must always smile, be cheerful and in a good mood and
be a j oy to their parents; they are loved and admired for this but
have to live a fa�ade which delays finding their own identity and
also makes it very difficult. The role can become so much second
nature that they live alongside themselves, as it were, and later
tend towards severe depression or collapses when the role no
longer supports them or is no longer needed.
Also difficult are the milieus which, for whatever reason, are
too far removed from the generally normal, which represent a
certain social consciousness of status or a minority in the collect
ive. The child learns attitudes and behaviour at home that are
valid in the family and even rewarded, but are rej ected in the out
side world. The child therefore - usually when it starts school
experiences crises and situations for which it is not prepared or
prepared for in the wrong way. Disappointment in the world,
feelings of insecurity and of embarrassment and the bitter real
ization that what one learned at home is useless in the outside
world fixate the child regressively and more strongly on the fam
ily again. Hybrid hysteric-schizoid structures frequently form in
these conditions.
Thus the central problem of hysteric personalities is that they
have not yet found an identity for themselves. Either they can
not find a way out of the identification with the examples in their
childhood or they remain bogged down in rebellion against them
or they assume other roles which they were compelled into or
which seemed expedient.
In addition to the above-described milieus which can foster
hysteria, a personality structure such as this can also develop in
an extremely compulsive environment. This is then in protest
against rigid and constricting educational attitudes that curtail all
living impulses and which prevent the healthy urge for freedom
relevant to this age. In opposition, however, one escalates into
extreme behaviour, more or less throwing the baby out with the
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bath water by not only rej ecting all the supervalent constraints,
but also, in conscious or unconscious challenge, living the oppos
ite of what was expected of one in everything. This explains many
a child from a particularly severe, prudish or authoritarian and
narrow milieu who "turned out badly". This is not a "real" hys
teria, but a reactive one.
Let us just touch on the historical fact that formerly hysteria
was ascribed solely to women. This is already inherent in the name:
the word hysteria is derived from the Greek "hystera" womb. =
Schiller's Song of the Bell), in contrast to that of the man who had
a much richer field of opportunities for self-realization open to
him. Due to this, a partner relationship had a different signifi
cance for a woman than for a man. At the same time, the social
role of the man was privileged in many ways; male performance
was generally rated higher while women's was valued and paid
less and the woman kept in legal and economic dependency. Dis
advantaged at every turn, limited to home and family for her pos
sibilities of development and, furthermore, forced to fulfil the
ideals and expectations of men and society more than her own;
subj ect to collective prejudices that even, for a long time, denied
her a soul and later denied her her own sexuality; the situation of
a woman under a patriarchy was not an enviable one. Hysteria,
therefore, became the only weapon available to her for asserting
her desires and claims in the overpowering world of men and re
venging herself at the same time. One could almost say she "in
vented" hysteria as the behaviour for which there was no " cure"
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and in the face of which men felt helpless and had to capitulate.
Hysterical behaviour is so irrational, illogical, baffling, incom
prehensible and inexplicable that the man with his fund of ra
tionality and logic was powerless against it. What was purpose
ful in the reactions of the woman and what was illness ? How much
was not-wanting and how much not-being-able ? The dramatic
scenes, the physical symptoms, the outbursts of despair leading
to threats of suicide overwhelmed the man with riddles in which
he often foundered if he did not want to "tame the shrew" with
Nietzsche's whip, thereby destroying the partnership forever. The
sexuality of the woman, degraded to "marital duty" was often
the cause of her "frigidity", which was then also laid at her door.
However, behind this male hubris, behind his claim to power and
possession lay carefully sheltered and hidden his deep fear of
woman, of the " other side" of life which is experienced as all the
more dangerous and threatening, the more one overestimates and
overvalues the masculine. With the genius of the subconscious,
the woman found the counterweight to male " superiority" in hys
teria which was simultaneously self-defence and revenge. It is no
coincidence that in a gradually declining patriarchy, the so-called
classical hysteria has become rarer; a woman who is regarded as
an equal and who is not suppressed in her opportunities to de
velop herself no longer needs it.
What we can learn from the genesis of hysteria is: Suppres
sion, debasement, bondage, coercion and obdurate attitude on
the part of the partner or society give rise to hysterical patterns
of behaviour as a counterreaction, independent of gender. The
other described milieus fostering hysteria are also independent
of gender.
In broad strokes we have drawn the genetic background of
hysteric personality development from which comes the anxiety,
characteristic of them, of being subj ect to constraints, of finality
and necessity. They experience disappointments when the pat
terns of behaviour they have learned do not lead to the success
they expected - which they expect faster and sooner the more of
ten they experience failure. They experience too little satisfaction
in their skills; this heightens their need for affirmation which they
now attempt to satisfy with meagre means. This leads to the hys-
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teric vicious circle which can only be broken through by means
of consistently acquired knowledge and skills. This also makes
their great susceptibility more understandable: Their general dis
satisfaction with themselves and life makes them hungry for stim
uli; they are always on the lookout for new incentives, for changes
in which they see promise of new hope. They always think the
changes must be undertaken outside, not within themselves; to
recognize this would be the beginning of a recovery.
For them, help lies in no longer evading reality but in recog
nizing its rules, orders and laws in their logical consistency and
accepting them with a willingness to develop self-recognition and
maturity. Also necessary is the courage to be authentic and a will
ingness for a necessary renunciation, which we must all have. Only
then will reality also show its positive side and give them the mea
sure of satisfaction and fulfilment which is possible for them too.
It is an odd circumstance that the concept of hysteria is so of
ten used derogatively; in the case of the compulsive, depressive
or schizoid person we are generally more indulgent, we are more
prepared to see them as sufferers. If, on the other hand, we call
someone a hysteric, most people seem to think they are justified
in having a feeling of moral superiority. This might be connect
ed with the fact that we feel the hysteric is only playing at being
ill, could be sensible and so on if he or she "really wanted to ", or
that we have taken over and retained old prejudices. Perhaps now
it has become clearer from the cases described here that hysteria
is an illness with a demonstrable history of development and that
the person suffering from hysteria is as much a sufferer as other
ill persons. Maybe our prejudice is also strengthened because -
seen outwardly - it appears as though hysteria befalls those who
are privileged in life and to whom, for this reason, we are un
willing to concede the right to fall ill. If one knows their life story,
one will have to revise one's opinion; ultimately we all suffer from
a past not sufficiently dealt with. Those whose past was such that
they were still able to shape their life fruitfully because they re
ceived more help than injury should, out of gratitude for this,
have more understanding and tolerance for those less fortunate.
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E x a m p les of what t he hysteric person
ex peri ences
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her h usband in the same light mainly as a source of income. She was
supported in th is by h er m other with wh om sh e spent more time than
in her o wn home. Her motherfrequen tly den igrated her son -in -Iaw
she thought her daughter ((deserved better". The son -in -law was a
teacher and therefore had a ((s ecure "job and could lookforward to a
pension but great riches were not to be expected of h im . She encour
aged her daugh ter to get as m uch out of h im as possible and to en
sure herself a comfortable life. So the daughter indulged her inclin
ations and pleasures and neglected her household. She did not wan t
any children a n d h e r attitude was that h e r h usband should b e g lad h e
was allowed to love s uch a charming a n d desirable creature a s her
self Her h usband, who had originally been happy with her capricious
nature, had hoped that her difficult traits would smooth out with mar
riage and children. However, this did not happen, nor did h is wife wan t
to give up the close ties to h e r mother - s h e remained more her daugh
ter than a wife who would stand by h im. The estrangemen t between
them gre w greater. When her husband entered into a relationsh ip with
another woman, the wife disposed of the past and her own part in the
events with one broad sweep,focussing only on the currentfact of h is
infidelity which made him the g uilty party. She was not prepared to
confront herself with her o wn self and her behaviour, although th is
would have represen ted a chance for insight andfor talking about the
problems wh ich might h a ve brought them closer together again - but
that would have been too m uch constricting reality, would have de
manded too m uch unpleasant self-recognition and would h a ve had
been too stren uous.
In this case, the woman had not detached herself from her fam
ily, particularly from her mother; she was still deeply embedded
in identification with her and adopted unquestioningly her stan
dards and opinions. Such incomplete detachments from early per
sons of reference are characteristic of hysteric personalities. Here
is a further example with a somewhat fuller description of the
background milieu:
Miss P. was the only daugh ter of a very difficult marriage. The father
was a liberal and successful politician but who was at home tyranni
ca I,fu 11 of cap rice and intolerance, an extreme despot. The mother, who
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herself came from a fam ily where the men enjoyed patriarchal priv
ileges and the women were relegated to secon d place, had remained
a narrow-minded mother hen, anxious and dependent but at the same
time doggedly and obstinately hanging on to the prejudices and opin
ions that had been prevalen t in herfam ily. She had n e ver bothered to
form her own judgemen ts about people or life questions; the more in
secure she felt in herse!f the more strongly she defended what she
took as gospel. She lived in a {(one-world " in wh ich there were no prob
lems because {(o ne " always knew how {(one " should behave.
She utterly adm ired her successful and well-kno wn h usband, left
all decisions up to h im {{(after an you understand it better': {(t am of
your opinion " - as a good wife {(one " sho uld have the same opin ion as
{(one 's " h usband), subordinated herself completely to h im and th us
never developedfurther in her marriage. This did not interest her h us
band m uch anyway a s he was satisfied t o have such an amenable crea
ture at home who looked after him and adm ired him and who spoiled
him when he came homefrom hisfrequentjourneys. On the other hand,
she also bored h im because she was so uninteresting and lacking in
independence. Because she did not take herself serio usly, neither did
he and soon had affairs with other women. She found out but he did
not even bother to deny it. She did not want to get divorced because
that would have meant standing on her own two feet; he did not wan t
to either for reasons of con ven ience, this way h e h a d h is adven tures
as well as h is home - and also, a divorce might have damaged h is
reputation. She reacted with helplessness to the situation, first of all
subjecting h im to despairing scenes and reproaches which only bored
and disg usted him. So everyth ing stayed as it was, only that in her dis
tress she clung more and m ore to her da ugh ter. She confided her
troubles to her ch ild very early, not only burdening her inappropriate
ly for her age but also managing to make her see the father through
the mother's eyes as a bad man and a deterrent example of what {(m en "
were like. The da ughter sided m ore with the mother beca use she spoil
ed her and gave her m ore attention than the always b usy, frequently
travelling and so impatient and unpredictable father.
On his part the father became more interested in her when she
reached puberty and turned in to a very attractive young girl. He flirted
with her, obviously preferring her to the mother, made complimentary
remarks about herfig ure and caressed her in a way that was notjust
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fatherly any more. The two de veloped a relationship with erotic n u
ances which made herconscious ofher physical attractions.A t the same
time this put her in a difficult emotional situation as the beha viour of
the father turned her into the rival of her m other, whom she needed
so m uch for her reliability and constant availability. Th us on the one
hand, she was flattered by the masculine recogn ition and affection of
herfather which gave her a whole newfeeling of self-esteem but on
the other, she hadfeelings of guilt towards the mother beca use in the
father's presence the mother was more or less degraded to the house
keeper. He undertook the enjoyable things - going o ut visits to the
city, etcetera, only with her. A t the same time she also felt a secret
triumph that she had cut her mother o ut; she was, however, anxious
about forfeiting her mother's love because, at the end of the day, it
was her mother to whom she could always tell her troubles and on
whom she could rely,from whom she received emotional warmth .
So she was pulled back and forth between contradictory feelings:
The father represented for her the "big wide world " and with h is life
style awakened hazy expectations and vague ideas of a life which, she
clearlyfelt, her mother would never be able to satisfy - the mother was
diffident and m uch m ore focussed on doing without. She was frigh t
ened of that world in which she feared she would not be able to assert
herself and which, she felt had also taken her h usband a wayfrom her.
Th is problematical situation became more pronounced when the
paren ts separated without being divorced; the father moved to a lar
ger city and she remained with her mother in the customary condi
tions. With the departure of the father, the {(big wide world " seemed to
depart also. She moved closer to her mother who,for her part saw her
remaining life interest bound up in her daughter. By spoiling her and
awakening feelings ofguilt when the da ughter wanted to lead her own
life and left the mother on her own, she tied the daughter to her, there
by exhibiting the same behaviour she had shown towards her h usband.
Disappointed by herfather, the daughter now exploited the more than
willing mother for what she could get. In unconscious identification
with the father, in an attempt to balance his loss, she now tyrannized
the mother on her o wn account, treating her as the father had done.
Th us both women contin ued in the old marriage situation with the al
teration that the daughter took on the role of the father: she criticized
the mother as herfather had done, let herself be spoiled and waited on
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A difficult marriage of the parents into which the child - especially an
only child - is drawn into in an age -inappropriate manner; a lack of
real guidance and gender-specific role -models; a milieu full of contra
dictions with too little opportunityfor healthy orientation to the world;
a fixation on one parent for too long; a lack of solid skills and know
ledge; temptations and a wakening ofvague expectationsfor thefuture;
and resulting from all this, no s uccessful identification with oneself.
Miss P. never really kne w what "reality" really was; the generous
world of herfather or the narrow but nevertheless emotionally warm
and pampering world of her mother. What should she be herself?
Should she be a great lady ? But how did one become that ? Or should
she be like the mother ? But what a boring and unattractive idea that
was ! And what would she do if the mother ever died ? This was not to
be imagined and caused her, in spite of all her tormen ting and ex
ploitation of her mother, to often be very nice to her in order to keep
herfor herself as long as possible. One can understand the hopeless
ness of the relationsh ip between the two women - they needed each
other too m uch so that they could not let go of each other the be
coming adult of one of them would h a ve threatened the neurosis pro
tecting them, would have forced them both in to steps towards mat
uration, wh ich they were afraid of The illness of the daughter was an
alarm signalfrom the still-healthy part in her that things could not go
on as they were for m uch longer.
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them very much. They like to think of God in the sense of a good
father, who, of course, loves them particularly and will definite
ly prove it one day. Thus they remain in many ways childlike and
immature, naIve and with a belief in miracles, are easily tempted
by promises of salvation that do not demand great self-sacrifice.
This is why they are often members of corresponding sects that
appeal to their need for sensation. As patients in psychotherapy
they would like best to be hypnotized with the expectation of
being rid of their difficulties in the twinkling of an eye without
any effort on their part.
Towards ethics they also have a similar naIve and non-bind
ing attitude. The possibility of relativizing everything and of seek
ing the scapegoat outside, in the other and never in oneself, is tak
en full advantage of. This impedes autognosis and autocriticism
which is why they rarely learn anything from their crises.
In their case also we are ultimately dealing with general hu
man issues in which we all participate to varying degrees because
we must all travel through the imprinting developmental stages
of our childhood with their concomitant tasks and anxieties. We
are acquainted with the same process of projecting our own de
ficiencies and feelings of guilt onto others in order to exonerate
ourselves, and also in the collective sense where it can play a large
and dangerous role. In this case an " enemy" is particularly suit
ed to such proj ections, and one has the impression that enemies
must be invented for discharging one's own guilt. Whole peoples,
religious denominations and races tend to proj ect onto one an
other what they refuse to recognize in themselves. This willing
ness to project can be fanned into flame by the unscrupulous
among those in power and exploited politically or ideologically.
Such uncontrolled and impassioned projections contribute deci
sively as a psychodynamic background to wars, racial hatred and
religious conflicts. This wanting-to-free-oneself from an onerous
and guilt-ridden past is a general human need. In contrast to the
depressives, who feel they are guilty of too much, the hysterics
tend to forget their guilt or to disclaim it. The word "lapse", which
through a quirk of language can be used in a temporal sense as
well as in a moral one, could make us think - do our lapses elapse
with time ? The hysterical part of us would like to think so.
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As parents and educators, people with an hysteric personal
ity impact can enthuse and carry one along; they have a strong
suggestive power, are persuasive and can give the child the feel
ing that life is beautiful and worth living. In their emotional ap
proach they tend to be more spontaneous than reliable; children
see their parents as lovable and are proud of them, admire them;
the parental home has " atmosphere", is hospitable and many envy
them their parents - frequently, however, only until they perceive
that it is mainly a fa�ade. When the parents have a preponderance
of the hysterical structure, the main difficulty lies in the lack of
consistency in the child's education. Spoiling and deprivation of
ten lie very close together so that the child has difficulty orient
ing itself, never really knows what to expect; usually this is be
cause the behaviour of the adults is dependent on their mood and
less on objective facts. Thus they often convey an emotional " April
weather" which has the effect of making the child feel insecure
and confused. Frequently they awaken unrealistic expectations
of life. If they have disappointed the child or must insist upon a
necessary sacrifice, they will make vague promises of some dis
tant future or other - "when you are grown up " - thus they dis
tract the child from a discussion with them and the possibility of
gaining insight into why the sacrifice is necessary. Every sacrifice
or relinquishment is then connected in the child's mind with the
expectation of a reward due shortly. This awakens in the child
the dangerous expectation of a future full of miracles that will
take place sooner or later and sustains its illusionary wishful think
ing instead of the child being guided towards reality.
In this way, as well as in others, they do not really give the
child any useful tools on its life's path, too few sensible and sup
portive experiences. This paves the way for later disappointments
in its own self and in life. On the one hand, they tie the child too
intimately to themselves and, on the other, suddenly thrust it away
if it becomes a demand, a burden and a responsibility. If the child
seeks understanding for its problems, it will suddenly feel aban
doned and must realize that the professions of love were really
only empty words. Hysterical parents cannot tolerate criticism
from the child, take it as a personal affront and have great diffi
culty in admitting their own errors - in contrast to compulsive
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persons not from a claim to power and perfectionism but from
wounded vanity and self-love. If pinned down by the child and
asked to explain themselves, they do not respond to this concern
but merely emphasize that they always want what is best for it
and have sacrificed so much for it. The child then has feelings of
guilt due to its ingratitude instead of having its difficulties taken
seriously.
Also dangerous is the tendency to "educate" one's children to
be model children; they are then supposed to reflect glory onto
the parents and dare not disappoint them, this would mean los
ing their love. Generally, the danger of pushing the child into a
particular role is the greatest with these people. This is partly be
cause they misuse the child in order to enhance their own status,
partly because it must fulfil the parents' own unfulfilled desires -
remember the example of the model.
In politics, hysterics prefer to represent the liberal or revolu
tionary parties, not least from a need of sensation as well as an
uncertain dissatisfaction and expectations of the future that are
just as vague. However, they are not revolutionaries with the
severity and consequence of the schizoid: they believe in progress,
often nai:vely by having faith in the new only because it is new
and different - here again we have the clear antithesis to the com
pulsive person who holds fast to the old because it is at least tried
and true. A politician of great stature with hysteric impact was,
according to the description of Andre Maurois, Benj amin Dis
raeli. As politicians they are the thrilling and inspiring speakers
who tend to promise too much. Often they are leadership per
sonalities who are more interested in initiating things, in follow
ing new paths than sitting at the drawing board planning the nec
essary details for the execution of their ideas. They can also be
the tempter, cunningly exploiting the secret desires of their vot
ers in order to climb higher and living according to the precept
"apres moi le deluge" - they are those who do not care what ava
lanche they have kicked loose; sometimes they are the Vabanque
players putting everything on one chance and rising like a phoenix
out of the ashes after every defeat.
In the social community they are suited for all professions that
require a personality-specific approach, an elastic reaction to the
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exigency of the moment, flexibility, sociability and adaptability
and which correspond to their craving for recognition and their
desire to engage personally. Thus they prefer those activities in
which they represent dignity and authority, which give them a
symbolic significance as they identify themselves to a large ex
tent with the authority or dignity of a role. In their case, the of
fice or dignity is less of a duty than is the case with the compul
sive persons; instead it is rather the opportunity to heighten the
glamour of their personality which is why medals and titles are
particularly attractive to them. All activities in which the ability
to make contact is important and which satisfy their need for the
human reference, their wish for an " audience", are popular with
them. They are the persuasive door-to-door representatives or
the convincing and suggestive salesperson who induces one cus
tomer to buy some old dusty article as a real bargain and anoth
er, who merely wanted a tie, to buy a whole new suit of clothes
before leaving. They are everywhere where charm, physical at
traction, adroitness and spontaneous goal-orientation are re
quired; where improvisation is important and winning by sur
prise and taking people unawares. They are drawn by all profes
sions which offer vague promises of life in the "big wide world"
or which bring them into contact with it; photo models, fashion
models and managers; the j ewellery and beauty industry as well
as the hotel business also attract them. In their performance they
are more person than issue-oriented which makes the perform
ance very dependent on whom they are working for. With the
requisite talent they can sublimate their dispositions and charac
teristics, their strong desires and imagination, their expressivity
and j oy of presentation into artistic pursuits, particularly into
those of acting and dancing.
Aging and death are the final unavoidable realities of our life
which cannot be denied forever. Unused to accepting realities and
to bowing to necessity, hysterics have the tendency to shut their
eyes to these realities and for as long as possible. Age and death
are facts, of course, this cannot be denied, but this pertains to oth
ers and not really to oneself. This is why they attempt to sustain
as long as possible the illusion of eternal youth and the idea of a
future still before them full of all kinds of opportunities. They
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are particularly susceptible to all kinds of methods and practises
that promise to preserve youth, as well as for teachings that deal
with life after death, preferably as a continuation of their p erson.
A frequent result of disregarding their own death is that they do
not make their wills in time or leave their affairs in order so that
they can sometimes leave everything in chaos behind them. In
old age, under the pressure of impending death, they are not in
frequently subject to sudden and radical reorientations and al�
terations in their behaviour which are reminiscent of the saying
"young whore, old Mistress Piety" and which, when observed
closely, have an opportunistic appearance so the authenticity of
such a conversion is somewhat open to scepticism. These are the
ones who have the most difficulty in aging with dignity but have
in its place the ability to glorify their past and to live in memories
which they have altered according to their wishes and in which
they play the leading role. Some do manage to give the manner of
their dying some glamour and can make an impressive perform
ance of leaving the stage of life by dying with heroic dignity.
Art in all its forms is the preferred domain of hysteric per
sonalities; what they create carries indelibly their personal sig
nature; sometimes they tend towards a certain exhibitionism. They
are good letter-writers and have a leaning towards autobiography
and self-portrayal; colourfulness, originality and vitality are their
strengths; however formality is not very important to them. They
also have a marked tendency towards daydreaming in which the
inherent danger is that their imagination is not directed in a healthy
way towards preparing for life, but is drawn away from it into a
world of dreams and desires increasingly distant from reality -
only an artist could make something creative out of this.
The dreams of hysteric personalities - insofar as they reflect
the structurally-specific problematical nature - often show wish
fulfilment in a naIve form, have something illusionary about them
because the laws of reality are suspended and thus have a fairy
tale character. Easy solutions for existing problems are " dreamed
up" - in a hopeless situation one can suddenly fly or has magical
abilities or another deus ex machina appears out of the blue and
saves the situation. The suppressed anxiety in the depths is not
infrequently expressed in dreams in that one no longer has solid
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ground under one's feet or is suddenly on the edge of a cliff - situ
ations, that is, which one could typify with the image of the rid
er over Lake Constance. Their dreams are usually colourful, live
ly, full of incidents, and even longer dreams are usually easily re
membered. Further, it is also characteristic that the resolution of
a difficult task that would necessitate great effort is not under
taken by the dreamer but is dealt with by other people.
If we try to trace a rising line of hysteric personality struc
tures from the healthy person with an hysteric personality im
pact to the light and more severe disorders with this personality
structure, it will look like this: lively-impulsive persons with ac
centuated self-love and desire for recognition - narcissistic need
for confirmation and being the centre of attention - supervalent
craving for recognition and contact addiction - father-daughters
and mother-sons who have not detached themselves from their
family story - hysterical unauthenticity, role-playing and retreat
from reality leading to imposture - eternal teenage girls and
youths - misogynists and man-haters who do not accept their
gender role and not infrequently avoid it by becoming homo
sexual - "castrating", destructive women with a marked hatred
of men and Don Juan types with a revengeful attitude towards
women - phobias - severe hysterical, clinical syndromes with
emotional and physical symptoms which cannot be ascribed to
one particular organ system but tend to affect the extremities (signs
of paralysis).
The healthy person with an hysteric personality structure im
pact is willing to take risks, has a love of adventure and is always
ready to turn to something new; he or she is flexible, plastic, live
ly, often ebullient and full of contagious enthusiasm, lively and
spontaneous, improvising and experimental. He or she is a good
companion and never boring, there is always "something hap
pening"; they love all new beginnings and are full of optimistic
expectations of life. Every new start seems to them to contain all
opportunities, is filled with the magic that dwells in every new
beginning, as expressed in the quote at the beginning of this chap
ter. This person gets everything moving, shakes up traditions and
obsolete, dusty dogmas and has something overpoweringly com
pelling as well as much charm that they know how to employ.
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They do not take anything too seriously - unless perhaps them
selves - because they are cognizant of the relativity of most things
in life; they are better at impulse-setting and getting-things-mov
ing than in perseverance and patient carrying-out of plans. But it
is just this impatience, this curiosity and light-heartedness towards
the past which allow them to see and to grasp the chance that oth
ers with a different nature might not see or that they would re
gard as a deterrent, a barrier. Thus, headstrong and daring, they
can see life as a colourful adventure; and for them the meaning of
life lies in living it as richly, intensely and fully as possible.
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Conc lusion
I f eve ry o n e k n ew a l l t h a t m a d e u p t h e ot h e r,
h e w o u l d fo r g i ve e a s i ly a n d w i t h p l e a s u re ,
t h e re wo u l d b e n o p r i d e , n o c o n d e s c e n s i o n .
H a fe z
ehind the four primary forms o f anxiety are general and hu
Bman problems that we all have to deal with. Each of us will
encounter the fear of commitment in one form or another; all of
which have in common the feeling of our existence, our person
al living space or the integrity of our personality being threat
ened. Every trusting opening of oneself, every love in our lives
or tenderness can endanger us because we are then unprotected
and more vulnerable, must sacrifice something of ourselves, give
up something of ourselves to someone else. This is why all fear
of commitment is linked to the fear of a possible ego-loss.
Everybody also encounters the fear of self-becoming, of in
dividuation, the process of individual differentiation. The various
forms of its manifestation all have the common denominator of
the fear of loneliness . Every individuation means removing one
self from the protective community. The more we become our
selves, the more lonely we are because then we experience the
isolation of the individual.
Everyone also encounters the fear of transience in his or her
own way; it is an inescapable fact that we repeatedly experience
that something is finished, that it ends, is suddenly no longer there.
The more tightly we cling to something, want to retain it, the
more we are subj ect to this fear. In all its forms it reveals itself as
the fear of change.
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And everyone has also encountered the fear of necessity, of
the harshness and severity of finality, all forms of which have in
common the fear of being inescapably tied down to something.
The more we strive for non-binding freedom and caprice the more
we must fear the consistency and limitations of reality.
As the great anxieties in our lives which are so important for
our mature development cannot be avoided, we pay for our at
tempt to circumvent them with countless small, mundane anx
ieties. These neurotic fears can be projected onto almost every
thing and can be dissolved only when we have recognized the ac
tual fear behind them and have begun to deal with it. In the
displacement of, in the playing down and caricature-like distort
ion of these existential fears, the neurotic anxieties appear to be
without meaning to us - they are only tormenting and provok
ing. We should, however, learn to see them as alarm signals, as an
indication that somehow we are not quite as we should be, that
we are attempting to avoid something instead of dealing with it,
something more existential and which the displaced fear is try
ing to conceal. Encountering the great fears is a partial aspect of
our development toward maturation; the displacement onto those
substitute neurotic anxieties not only has a paralysing and in
hibiting effect but distracts us from the crucial tasks in our life
that are integral to our being human.
Thus, anxiety in the basic forms we have described takes on
an important significance: No longer is it merely an evil to be
avoided if possible but - and right from the very beginning - a
factor without which our development cannot be imagined.
There, where we experience one of the great fears, we are always
at the centre of one of life's challenges; in accepting the fear and
in attempting to overcome it, we develop new skills - every mas
tery of anxiety is a victory which makes us stronger; every avoid
ance of it is a defeat which weakens us.
As was clearly to be seen in the biographical examples, our
anxiety has a prior history, a phylogeny. The degree, intensity
and obj ect of our anxieties as adults have always been pre-shaped
and determined by our childhood fears. The person with a more
or less successful childhood is, if no catastrophic happenings in
tervene, generally in a position to deal with the basic anxieties; at
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least insofar as he or she will not suffer illness because of them as
he or she was able to construct a stable foundation for their per
sonality .
Those persons, on the other hand, who were subject too ear
ly to age-inappropriate anxieties and strokes of fate, who found
no support in their environment, will later experience fear as much
more threatening and oppressive because it activates old un
processed fears stemming from a very early age. In one of its forms,
psychotherapy can help in the processing of these fears. What can
also be a help, however, in the case of anxieties which are almost
unbearable but when seen from an obj ective point of view appear
to be out of proportion, is to realize that one is certainly dealing
with the re-animation of childhood anxieties which one was help
less against as a child but against which one now has weapons
available which were lacking in the past: trust, hope, discernment
and courage.
Rilke once said of humankind, "Make him know his child
hood once again, the unconscious and the wonderful, and of his
portentous early years, the endless ring of legend rich in mys
tery" - they are certainly profound words, but sadly this is not
true for many people; their early years were rather richer in dark
ness than in mystery, more oppressive than portentous and more
frustrating than wonderful. But for them also it can help to
process their past in a psychotherapeutic post-developmental
process and thus free themselves as far as possible from their in
juries. The encounter of our disposition with the environment
into which we are born - environment to be understood in the
broadest possible sense - makes up what we call destiny; this, our
destiny is pre-formed in its beginnings by our childhood; it com
mences here - it is the "imprinted form which develops through
life". But psychotherapy has given us the possibility of recog
nizing that some things which we believed to be destiny and, there
fore, to be suffered, are consequences of early environmental dam
age and can be made up for at a later date.
It is important to mention that, with regard to this early im
printing, the respective societies play a decisive role. If they have
been neglected here, it is not because their significance has been
underestimated but because the parents are the main persons of
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reference in the early years of childhood. Sociopsychological in
fluences only touch the child tangentially through its parents,
through their attitude towards society, to authority, to perform
ance, to religion and to sexuality among other things. This is why,
in the described faulty attitudes of the parents toward the child,
there is also some social criticism insofar as the parents are mem
bers of a community, a culture, a social class or a ruling ideology,
and they convey the demands of these to the child. Society, and
the state also, must deal with the four basic anxieties, and their
response to them differs depending on the ruling ideology.
With the four primary forms of anxiety, or with the four ba
sic impulses or basic demands, something generally valid and fun
damental is meant which, already reduced to its essence, belongs
to our existence. This also seems to be based on the fact that we
theoretically always have four possibilities of responding to a life
situation; to every human relationship, to every task or demand
we can adjust in many ways. We can take note of them while dis
tancing ourselves from them; we can lovingly identify with them;
we can accept them as we would a natural law or try to transform
them according to our wishes. Every essential task, every deci
sion, every crucial human encounter, every fateful incident car
ries the potential of all four possible responses within it. To have
them available to us and to employ them as the conditions of the
situations and our own character demand or, at least, to take them
into account as alternatives when making our decision is a sign
of vitality. But not only that, sometimes, for instance, a human
relationship demands that we must practically live all four im
pulses in a vital pervasion. Think of education: This requires from
the educator a necessary creative detachment in order to ac
knowledge the child's self and to permit it; it requires a loving at
titude in order to make the development of trust possible for the
child and to understand the child with empathy; it requires a
healthy strictness and consistency so that the child can experi
ence order; and finally it requires trust in and respect for the au
tonomy of the child so that one does not mould the child according
to one's own wishes thereby estranging it from itself.
Such " completeness ", however, is only ever possible for the
individual to a limited degree as we humans are imperfect and in-
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complete. It seems to me to be important, though, to orient the
unilaterality of our being which limits us individually towards
the imagined idea of such a wholeness. Each of us has his or her
individual possibilities and limitations, his or her incompletenesses
and unilateralities based on one's inherited physical and mental
constitution; on the environment and influences one has en
countered; on one's individual experiences and acquired patterns
of behaviour; and based on the life history that shapes one's per
sonality and character. One person will attempt to affirm his or
her limitations and unilaterality and to live as fruitfully as pos
sible because they know that the "wholeness" cannot be attained.
Thus they become, in a manner of speaking, a representative of
one of the four basic attitudes, an exponent of one of the four ba
sic impulses which they will live with the greatest possible per
fection. Another will attempt to gradually approach the whole
ness, the completeness because he or she knows that "perfection"
is unattainable and that the richest self-realization is not possible
from one's own self alone. The greatness of the one lies in the
conscious renunciation of possibilities and in the consequent per
fecting of their being with all its limitations; the greatness of the
other lies in integrating as much as possible of what is initially
strange and foreign to their being, and thus always expanding
anew. Perfection and completeness - two human ideals, both of
which are unattainable and which we can only hope to work to
wards within the bounds of our limitations.
We can apply them to the four basic aspirations: Always, we
can try to stay true to ourselves, to retain our individuality, to
avoid dependencies and, through insight, to understand the world
and to live our self-being without fear.
Always, we can try to free ourselves from the constricting ego,
in human closeness, in compassionate love and selflessness, in
pushing beyond limits, in a transcending commitment and self
abandonment.
Always we can try to acknowledge that what we feel to be
true, good and beautiful is something eternally valid and for the
permanence of which we oppose short-term, changing influences
which want to upset and destroy it; to be firm advocates of laws
and systems that we have seen to be necessary.
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gles. Or one hopelessly misunderstands being-different from the
other because one is not willing to learn something new or be
cause one measures them against one's own scale of reference,
which, of course, is not applicable to the other.
When schizoid and depressive partners feel instinctively drawn
together, this is usually for the following reasons: the schizoid
can sense the willingness and ability to love of the depressive,
their willingness to make sacrifices, their empathetic troub1ing
themselves and their self-effacement; he or she can sense that here,
if anywhere, lies the chance of being delivered from their isol
ation, the possibility in the partner of being able to make up for
something, that they were never permitted to experience: a feel
ing of trust and security. The fascination lies in the fact that the
schizoid can feel in the depressive possibilities that are also in
herent in their own being but were never activated in their de
velopment. And conversely, the depressives are fascinated that
the schizoids live something that they have never dared to do or
were never permitted to do: to be an independent individual with
no fear of loss and no feelings of guilt. At the same time, they
sense that there is someone here who urgently needs their will
ingness to love. How unsuccessful this can be has been described
above. When the schizoid feels the clinging pull of the depres
sive, this constellates his or her central fear of dependency and
when the depressive senses the urge to independence of the
schizoid, this constellates his or her central fear of loss. Then both
escalate their defence behaviour to an endless tragic misunder
standing.
The person described as compulsive is fascinated by the colour
fulness and vitality, the willingness to take risks and the openness
for everything new of the hysteric countertype because he or she
so superva1ent1y clings to the habitual, is always so intent on se
curity, thereby - and they sense it themselves - needlessly con
stricting their lives. And correspondingly, as we have indicated,
the hysteric is fascinated by their countertype because they have
the stability, solidity, the consequence and reliability, this 1iving
within-the-system which he or she is so sorely lacking. And again
this can lead to tragic entanglements and misunderstandings if in
the relationship, each attempts to force his or her way of being
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onto the other from the standpoint of their own specific anxiety.
Then the compulsive, with increasing efficiency, pedantry and
nagging, with dogmatic inflexibility and claim to power and with
their tendency to want to coerce, will only drive their partner to
growing hysteria because he or she feels as though the air they
need to breathe is being denied them. The correctness, sobriety
and objectivity of the compulsive partner, who hides his or her
central fear of change behind this behaviour, makes the hysteric
feel as though life with them is programmed, predetermined, lack
ing glamour and variety, without spontaneity and an enlivening
of daily life with small bright spots which they need as much as
they do affirmation from the partner who is all too sparing with
it from fear of spoiling them. From his or her central fear of be
ing tied down too much, the hysteric will then unsettle and alarm
the compulsive partner more and more deeply or even drive them
to resignation in the face of the hysteric's incomprehensible il
logic, contradictions and irresponsibility, now consciously em
ployed as a defence; but it is particularly through their demands
that they lead the compulsive partner to use ever stricter meas
ures. Here also, both merely live alongside each other and miss
the chance to integrate their complementary natures.
In both cases, help can only lie in understanding the concerns
of the other, taking them seriously and not hardening one's own
structure due to anxiety. However, in the case of countertypes
with extreme features, this is scarcely achievable because both
partners experience a heightening of their anxiety due to the oth
erness of the partner and feel they must defend themselves against
it; then they no longer feel the fascination exerted by the coun
tertype but only perturbation and alienation.
Seen from this aspect, knowledge of the four basic attitudes
and basic fears can also be helpful for partner relationships as well
as for other interpersonal relations. With the tendency, so com
mon today, of dissolving partnerships when the first disappoint
ments arise, one often robs oneself of the chance to develop one
self a little further through attempting to understand the other.
Because these four forms of being-in-the-world are possibil
ities fundamental to our being, they have always existed and will
always exist. Different times, cultures, social structures and col-
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lective living conditions; period-specific ideologies and values;
ethical and religious, political and economic attitudes - all give a
different accentuation to the experiencing of the basic anxieties,
and to a different evaluation of the structure types. Thus, whole
epochs can fall under the dominance of one of the four structure
types, which means that the individual corresponding to a pre
vailing attitude can develop more fully as the children are already
brought up in this way; the countertype has more difficulty be
cause it is collectively rejected or devalued.
Therefore, an agricultural-settled culture will foster the guard
ing traits, that is, the tendency towards tradition, towards experi
ences handed down unchanged, towards security, possession and
permanence - traits such as we have described pertaining to the
compulsive. The urbanisation and industrialisation which we ex
perience today, which has torn us from many natural ties and
which demands of so many that they occupy themselves with
uninspired activities as well as threatening to lead to mass stereo
typing processes, has, as does every uprooting, brought in its wake
a clearly recognizable schizoidizing effect. This is in the de
scribed sense of a growing lack of commitment and neglect of the
emotional side, supported by a technocracy in which everything
has become possible. It is all the more important for us then, to,
on the one hand, accentuate the positive aspects of schizoidia,
namely the striving for individuation - not as an isolating self
realization and egocentric uniqueness, but as a task in the service
of a greater, superindividual whole; and on the other, cultivate
more consciously the antinomian attitude of reflecting on emo
tional and human values.
The obvious drawing to a close of the patriarchy with its typ
ical traits of absolute power and authority, its clinging to trad
itions and its own institutions was an expression of the domi
nance of the compulsive; but no longer on an organic-living basis
as in the agricultural communities, but rather with a much stronger
accent on power, on suppression and exploitation of the dependent
and the weak. This resulted in a much sharper constellation of
the antithesis, expressed in extreme form in the demand for anti
authoritarian education, in the sexual revolution and in the dis
solution of taboos, and positively in the search for new freedoms.
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opment backwards on a higher level, whereby we must re-con
quer the corresponding anxieties once again. This begins when
we realize that the future lying before us is limited, that the cor
nucopia of all possibilities no longer lies in front of us - here we
encounter again the fear of finality. Then we realize that what we
have created, material goods and mental possessions, change be
neath our hands, that our vitality decreases, that there is no ab
soluteness and no permanence - and thus we experience again the
fear of transience. Then we experience separation; the children
leave us and start their own families; we lose those close to us to
death and we begin to understand that we must learn to let go -
which constellates in a new way the fear of loneliness. And in the
last phase of our life, death itself is waiting for us; dying, that we
share with no-one, into which we can take no-one with us - and
we encounter for the last time the fear of self-abandonment, this
time to death. The cycle of our existence is complete with this
last step into the great unknown, out of which we emerged with
our first step.
Of course, some people who do not dare to complete these
steps repeat the reversal in a much more literal way: they do not
accept aging and wish to remain young at any price; the more
they feel their time and their strength dwindling, the more they
cling to their possessions. In old age they become children again,
are only interested in eating and drinking, in their digestion and
their health, and finally end up as helpless dotards who are diffi
cult to distinguish from helpless infants.
The reader might be disappointed when attempting to recog
nize him or herself in one of the four described personality struc
tures and cannot come to any definite conclusion, but rather finds
in him or herself a bit of each as well as of each of the four basic
anxieties. For me this seems to be in favour of the reality and
verisimilitude of the basic anxieties and the personality-structure
types that they do not manifest in a "pure" form. Such unam
biguousness would correspond much more closely to our need
for clear definitions and limiting systems than the reality of life,
which always does violence to this. If, in addition to this, the ba
sic impulses and the corresponding anxieties are general human
conditions and if their implementation is connected to the tra-
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216 :• I ndex
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Correctness, exaggerated 1 3 0, 1 8 1 , Empathy 70, 78, 1 07
209 -, lack of 26, 32, 5 1 , 8 5 , 1 2 6
Cultural relativity of specific Environment, role o f 9, 1 5, 1 7, 35f,
anxieties 8 3 8, 4 1 f, 48, 54, 79, 94, 1 1 2, 1 3 5 -
Cynicism, schizoid person and 1 3 9, 1 77f, 1 84, 204, 2 1 5
27, 34, 48, 5 5 Envy, depressive p ersonality and
76 - 78, 87, 90, 93, 1 00 - 1 03
Death, awareness o f 1 5 1 Esteem, striving for 1 75f
-, fear of 1 8, 5 9, 1 1 3 , 1 5 7 Eternal son 95
Delusion, depressive personality and
65, 1 0 1 , 1 05 Fanaticism, compulsive person and
-, schizoid p ersonality and 2 8 , 52f 1 1 2f, 1 2 0, 1 56
Dep endency, depressive personality Fascination of the opposite p erso
and 62 - 66, 7 1 f, 74, 79f nality type 60, 1 03 , 207 - 209
-, knowledge of 80, 1 1 0, 208 Fatalism 45, 68, 1 05f, 1 72
- on fellow human beings 2 3 , 25, Finality, fear of 1 4, 1 59, 1 65 , 1 77,
3 6, 43, 56, 5 9, 79f, 84, 89, 1 22, 1 86, 203 , 207, 2 1 2
1 47, 1 72, 1 77, 1 92, 207 First-time experience 1 0
-, sexual 1 70, 1 72 Freud, Sigmund 3 7, 1 1 7, 1 1 9
Depression 62, 66f, 69f Freudian slip 1 03, 1 1 9
Desire, sexual 25f, 34, 1 2 7, 1 68 Fromm, Erich 62
Development-appropriate anxieties Fundamental imperatives of human
10 life 1 2f
Differentiation, fear of 6 3 - 66, 72,
202 Gender role, parents as models for
Disappointment, comp ensation of 1 73 , 1 78f, 1 82, 1 94
66, 68f, 1 07, 1 70 - 1 73 Generation conflict 1 1 2 - 1 1 4, 1 54
-, prevention of 29, 5 5 , 66, 86, 1 93 Guidance during childhood 4 8 ,
Dishonesty 1 1 0, 1 67 1 3 7, 1 52, 1 78f, 1 8 1 - 1 83 , 1 94
Disposition, role of 9, 1 5, 1 7, 3 5f, Guilt, feeling of 26f, 3 1 f, 4 8 , 5 3 , 56,
78f, 1 3 5f, 1 3 9, 204, 2 1 5 67, 69, 72f, 75f, 80f, 83 - 90, 92, 95,
Dream interpretation 5 1 , 1 03 , 1 07, 99 - 1 02, 1 06, 1 1 9, 1 2 1 , 1 26, 1 2 8 ,
1 1 6f, 1 54f, 1 99f 1 3 1 f, 1 40, 1 44, 1 52f, 1 55, 1 64, 1 66f,
1 83 , 1 9 1 , 1 94f, 1 97, 208
Early childhood, care in 3 7f, 80
-, overstimulation in 3 8 History, life without 1 66
-, relation to mother in 70, 8 5 , 92, - of personal anxieties 8, 1 5 , 30,
1 06 4 8 , 1 87, 203, 206
Egocentricity 4 1 , 50, 56, 2 1 0 Homosexuality 47f, 54, 1 72, 200
Emotions, control of 3 3 , 1 1 4f, 1 1 7, Humility, depressive p ersonality
1 1 9, 1 22, 1 2 8 , 1 32, 1 34, 1 3 8f, 1 75 and 65f, 77, 1 02 - 1 05 , 1 08
-, evading of 7, 74, 1 1 8, 1 32, 1 6 1 , Hypochondriac anxieties 1 32, 1 56f
1 64 Hysteria, as a female answer to
-, regulations of 1 24, 1 49, 1 5 5 , 1 59 patriarchy 1 25, 1 85f
I ndex : 217
It
-, as counter-reaction to Laziness, depressive personality and
suppression 1 84 - 1 8 6 8 1 , 97, 1 04, 1 07
-, development o f 1 71 , 1 83f, 1 87, Leisure time, depressive personality
1 93f, 209 and 93
Logic, hysteric personality and
Idealization of other people 64f, 1 6 1 , 1 65 , 1 74, 1 76, 1 86f, 209
1 3 5 , 1 70f Loneliness, acceptance of 48, 55,
Ideology, compulsive p erson and 59, 2 1 1
1 2 8f, 1 4 5 -, fear of I 1 f, 2 1 , 3 1 , 5 0f, 5 3 , 5 9,
- , depressive person and 65f, 74, 6 3 , 65, 99, 202, 2 1 1 f
77, 8 7, 1 00 - 1 03 Lorenz, Konrad 3 3
Imagining the feelings of others Loss, compensation o f 68
22f -, fear of 1 3f, 5 1 , 62 - 65, 70f, 72 - 74,
Immediate satisfaction of desires 76, 78, 80, 90, 99, 1 06, 208
1 62f - of the centre 41
Impotence 96, 9 8f - of motherly love 3 0, 3 8 , 76, 1 06,
Indecision, compulsive personality 1 09
and 1 1 5f, 1 32, 1 42 Love, ability to 2 5 - 2 8, 3 0, 40, 43,
Individuality 12, 20, 5 8f, 1 46, 202, 5 7, 6 1 f, 65, 71 - 74, 78, 1 00, 1 09,
206, 208, 2 1 5 1 27, 1 67f, 1 72f, 208
-, depressive p ersonality's fear of - deprivation of 74, 8 5 - 8 7, 1 2 8 ,
64 - 66, 71 - 73, 90 1 39
-, formation of 1 2, 1 8, 6 1 , 64, 66, - motherly/parental 35f, 3 8, 45,
90, 1 3 7, 1 46, 202, 1 2 0 6 1 , 63, 70, 80 - 8 7, 96, 1 06, 1 3 9,
Inferiority, s ense o f 2 4 , 8 7 , 1 0 1 , 1 4 1 , 1 53 , 1 7 1 , 1 78, 1 80, 1 84, 1 8 8 ,
1 53 , 1 83 1 9 1 , 1 96f, 2 1 3
Infidelity 29, 47, 1 89
Internalization of the mother Manic depression 1 04
figure 80, 89 Marginal forms of p ersonality
Interpretation of dreams types 60
see Dream interpretation Marriage, compulsive p erson and
Intolerance 1 03 , 1 1 2f, 1 1 7, 1 49, 1 2 3 - 1 25, 1 27
1 5 1 f, 1 89f -, schizoid person and 29f, 47f
Martyr, self-stylized 75, 77
jealousy, compulsive p erson and Masochism 27, 65, 73 , 75
127 Maturation 1 78, 1 83 , 1 87, 2 1 5
- , depressive person and 66f, 69, - difference between emotional
82 and intellectual 49f
-, schizoid person and 2 8f -, of women in patriarchy 1 25
jung, Carl Gustav 1 1 7, 1 47 -, through anxiety management
8 - 1 0, 78, 1 3 1 , 1 93f, 203
Kinzel, Augustus F. 3 3 , through new encounters 1 59
Knowledge o f mortality 7 , 1 3 , 1 1 2, Mead, Margaret 1 83
151 Melancholia 76, 7 8 , 89, 1 04
218 :• I ndex
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Milieu, influence in p ersonality Pessimism 8 5
formation 1 5, 3 9, 45, 1 3 1 , 1 43 , Political radicalism 5 8
1 45, 1 47, 1 79 - 1 8 1 , 1 84 - 1 8 6, Prejudice 1 1 1 , 1 7 1 , 1 8 7, 1 90
1 89f, 1 93f Prenatal influences on child
Miracle, hysteric p erson's waiting development 3 7, 42
for 1 62 - 1 64, 1 95f Professions preferred by
Moral superiority, feeling of 65, compulsive persons 1 29, 1 3 1 ,
74f, 8 7, 1 00, 1 32, 1 8 7 1 45, 1 5 5
Mother, hatred towards 89f - preferred by depressive p ersons
-, role of 1 7 1 f, 1 78, 1 82 - 1 85 88, 1 05f
- preferred by hysteric persons
Narcissism 48, 1 69, 1 75 , 200 1 97f
Necessity, as a virtue 4 8, 65, 8 7, - preferred by schizoid p ersons
1 00 5 7f
-, of a partner 62, 73 , 1 69f Progress 8f, 1 1 1 , 1 97
Neurosis 1 7f, 93 , 1 0 1 , 1 1 5, 1 2 1 , Proj ection of fears and deficiencies
1 47, 1 5 7, 1 93f onto others 22f, 27, 29, 44, 54,
-, and fear 1 7f, 1 93f, 203 1 67, 1 95, 203
Proofs of love, demand of 26, 1 70
Obedience training 1 3 0f, 1 3 7, 1 4 1 , psychosomatic symptoms 6 8 , 77,
1 46, 1 53 92, 96, 1 3 3f, 1 80, 2 1 4
Obj ect loss 5 1 Psychotherapy 8, 1 7, 1 95 , 204
Openness t o the world 1 4, 3 5 , 208 Puberty 1 0, 25, 34, 4 1 , 47, 82, 94,
121
Paralysing effects of anxiety 9, 1 42, Public opinion, dependence on
203 1 47
Paranoid self-referentiality 23, 52,
1 02 Reality, attitude towards 22, 50,
Parents, compulsive p erson as 1 52 82, 98, 1 5 7, 1 6 1 , 1 63f, 1 67, 1 76,
-, depressive person as 1 06 1 78f, 1 8 7, 1 93f, 1 96, 1 99f, 203
-, hysteric person as 1 96 Religion, compulsive personality and
-, schizoids as 5 7 151f
Patriarchy 1 25 , 1 4 8, 1 5 1 f, 1 85f, -, depressive personality and 1 04
1 90, 2 1 0 -, hysteric personality and 1 94
Pedantism 1 1 8, 1 24f, 1 3 0, 1 53 , 1 5 5 , - negative influences of religion
1 57, 1 64, 209 on psychic development 1 02,
Perfection(ism) 1 3 5, 1 43, 1 49f, 121
1 52, 206 -, schizoid personality and 55f
Permanence, compulsive personality Resignation 69, 76, 8 1 f, 89, 1 04,
and 1 09 - 1 1 2 , 1 3 6, 1 5 8f 1 07, 209
-, human strive for Revolution, schizoid and hysteric
1 3 - 1 5, 2 1 0, 2 1 2 inclination towards 5 8 , 1 1 4, 1 97
Personality structure, four types of Rivalry between father and s on
1 6 - 1 8, 2 1 0, 2 1 2 1 72, 1 75
I ndex : 219
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Sadism, compulsive person and Super-ego 1 3 8
1 23, 1 26, 1 3 0, 1 54f Superiority, feeling o f 54, 6 5 , 74f,
-, tendency of schizoid p erson 8 7, 1 00, 1 32, 1 54, 1 7 1 , 1 8 7
towards 26, 34 Suppression of emotions,
Science and technology, depressive compulsive personality and
personality and 1 05 1 1 4f, 1 1 7, 1 1 9f, 1 2 8 - 1 3 0, 1 32,
, relation to anxiety 8 , 4 1 1 34, 1 3 9, 1 52
- schizoid person's favour for 23, Surrendering oneself, fear of see
55, 57 Self-abandonment
Self-abandonment 1 5, 2 9 , 4 0 , 62,
65, 2 1 2 Teacher, compulsive p erson as
Self-pity 6 8 , 76 1 30, 1 45
Self-referentiality 23, 52, 1 02 - depressive person as 1 06
Sense of guilt 26f, 3 1 f, 4 8 , 5 3 , 56, 67, -, hysteric person as 1 96
69, 72f, 75f, 80f, 83 - 90, 92, 95, 99 , schizoids as 47, 5 7
- 1 02, 1 04, 1 06, 1 2 1 , 1 2 6, 1 2 8 , 1 3 1 Therapy s e e psychotherapy
- 1 3 3 , 1 40, 1 46, 1 52f, 1 5 5 , 1 64, Time, hysteric personality and
1 66f, 1 83 , 1 9 1 , 1 94f, 1 97 1 62 - 1 64, 1 67
Sex crimes 2 8 Toilet training 1 3 7, 1 3 9f, 1 55
Sexuality, and love 2 6 , 67, 7 3 , 1 2 7, Tradition, compulsive p ersonality
1 70, 1 73 and 1 1 2f, 1 54, 1 5 8
-, compulsive person and 1 2 6f Transience, fear of 1 4, 1 1 0 - 1 1 2,
-, female s . in patriarchy 1 25 , 1 72, 1 3 6, 1 5 1 , 1 57f, 202, 2 1 2, 2 1 5
1 8 5f Triangular relationships 1 72
-, hysteric person and 1 6 8f
Sibling, hostile feelings towards 1 40 Uniqueness, sense of
-, relationships with 99, 1 40, 1 45 , see Individuality
1 70 - 1 72, 1 76 Universality of anxiety 8
Society see environment unwanted children 36, 3 8, 45
Somaesthesia 46, 1 3 1
Spoiling mother/parents 8 0 - 84, Virtue, depressive p ersonality and
8 7, 94, 96, 1 80, 1 90 - 1 92, 1 96 65, 69, 75, 87, 1 00
Stagnation due to avoidance of
anxiety 9, 1 6, 73 Warning, anxiety as a 9
Stimulant, anxiety as 9 Western civilization, schizoidizing
Stirnimann, Fritz 3 6f, 42 effect of 4 1 f
Stuttering 1 42, 1 4 6 Will t o power, compulsive person
Subj ect-being, fear o f 6 4 , 6 9 , 8 9 , and 1 22, 1 26, 1 3 0
9 1 , 9 9 , 1 02f Withdrawal of love 27, 34, 1 3 9
Suicide 45, 70, 72, 89, 1 04, 1 2 1 , Women, fear of 95, 1 86
1 86, 1 8 8 World loss 5 1
2 20 :• I ndex
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