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Topic 14: Desert Conversions: Saint Mary of Egypt and Saint Moses the Ethiopian .. 65
Topic 15: Saint Moses of Ethiopia: The Convert’s Wisdom ......................................... 69
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Program Summary
Discover the timeless wisdom of our spiritual ancestors.
Beginning in the 3rd century AD, pious men and women journeyed into the
Egyptian desert, where they sought to be “alone with God alone.” Known as the
Desert Fathers and Mothers, they pursued lives of solitude and prayer in order to
make complete offerings of themselves to God. In doing so, they acquired great
insight into the spiritual life, which has been passed down to us in the Sayings of
the Desert Fathers, a timeless collection of profound wisdom.
Now, you can discover the fascinating lives and works of our spiritual
forefathers. Join Father Bochanski in exploring the lives of such awe-inspiring
figures as St. Antony the Great and St. Mary of Egypt. Through 15 video or
audio lectures, you will journey into the ascetic world of the desert—a world
that has much to teach us about our own time.
The greatest and wisest of these desert monks and nuns were recognized as
abbas (“fathers”) and ammas (“mothers”), and their life stories have inspired
countless men and women through the ages. You will begin by looking at an
overview of the purpose and method of their lives before considering how their
teachings can be applied to your spiritual life today.
Like the monks themselves, the teachings of the desert are characterized by
their simplicity, practicality, and timelessness. Although they were developed
amid circumstances quite different from modern urban life, you will find them
readily adaptable and applicable to your daily circumstances. Most importantly,
getting to know the Desert Fathers and Mothers will show the power of God at
work in the lives of ordinary people who trustingly hand their lives over to Him.
In his foundational book, The Lausiac History, Palladius wrote, “Seek for
meetings with holy men and women so that you may see clearly your own
heart.… The grace of their thoughts will increase your strength.” By looking at
the heroic examples of the Desert Fathers and Mothers, you will gain invaluable
insight into your own spiritual journey.
Throughout his priestly ministry, Father Bochanski has been active in the
work of adult faith formation. He is a frequent presenter of lectures and courses
at the parish and archdiocesan levels, including a course on the Church Fathers.
He presently serves as Chaplain to the Holy Spirit Adoration Sisters in
Philadelphia, to the Philadelphia Guild of the Catholic Medical Association, and
to the Philadelphia chapter of the Courage Apostolate.
Part I:
Alone with God Alone
II. Several historical landmarks set the scene for the age of the Desert Monks
A. The “Golden Age” of desert monasticism runs from the foundation of Antony’s monastery,
around 305, to the attacks on the monks at Scetis, around 407-08.
B. Important changes were happening in the world and in the Church at the time.
1. The experience of persecution
a. Under the emperors Decius and Valerian (250–57), and again under Diocletian (302–05),
persecution and execution of Christians was widespread in the Empire.
b. Some Christians—like Saint Paul “the First Hermit”—left the cities in early days to avoid
the persecutors and took refuge in the desert, whether in monasteries or in caves and
hermitages.
c. This would become an issue again from time to time, especially at the beginning of the
fifth century with barbarian invasions.
d. Under the emperor Constantine, Christianity was officially tolerated (313) and
persecutions ceased. From this point, many Christians went to the desert, not to avoid
suffering, but to seek out an alternative way to make a “real” offering of themselves for
Christ—a “living” martyrdom, so to speak.
2. The rise of Christological heresies
a. As the faith spread, various misunderstandings took hold in certain areas over certain
aspects of Church teaching on the Incarnation of Christ—that is, how it is that Jesus
Christ is truly God and Man.
b. These misunderstandings developed into controversies that sometimes had political
overtones as well. Those who held the true faith in opposition to an emperor or local
governor who was a heretic could be exiled or persecuted. They sometimes sought refuge
among the monks.
c. A series of Ecumenical Councils met, beginning in A.D. 325 at Nicea, to address these
heresies and develop the authentic teaching of the Church. It would take several
centuries—and much theological and pastoral work—for the teaching of the Councils to
take hold.
3. The development of monasteries
a. At first, monks lived in isolation, alone or in small groups.
b. Beginning with Saint Pachomius in Tabennesi around the year 320, they began to
organize more structured communities, with numerous buildings and walls.
c. These could house several hundred or even thousands of monks safely. They attracted
monks and nuns in great numbers.
3. The spiritual “athlete” fights against the passions before they can do him harm
IV. The desert monks developed a new vocabulary to describe this spiritual battle:
A. Ascēsis (ἄσκησις): “exercise” or training in holiness through self-discipline
B. Athlētēs (ἀθλητης): a monk saw himself as an “athlete” who wrestled with his desires and
temptations to master them in hand-to-hand combat
C. Mortification (mors, mortis = “dead”; facere = “to make”): putting the desires of the flesh to
death through voluntary sacrifice
REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. What did the desert mean for God’s people in biblical times? How does this compare to the desert
experience in the fourth and fifth centuries A.D.?
2. Are there aspects of the desert that would remain valuable for us today? How can we seek them out, amid
the conditions of urban/suburban/modern life in the 21st century?
3. Compare the external battle against persecutors with the internal battle against the self. Which, do you
think, requires more strength and courage? Why?
II. Where are they going when they leave the world?
A. Many monasteries were in Egypt
1. The capital, Alexandria, was on the coast, at the Nile delta.
2. Antony’s birthplace and first monastery (Pispir, the Outer Mountain) were about 100 miles
south
3. Closer to Alexandria were “second generation” monks, who had been disciples of Antony
and then founded their own monasteries:
a. Nitria—where there were mines for natron, an important mineral
b. Scetis—also known as Skete, which became a generic word for a loosely-organized
monastery
4. About 300 miles south of Alexandria in Upper Egypt (called this because the Nile flows
south to north) was Tabennesi, where Pachomius and his sister founded their monasteries.
B. Later, famous monasteries would be founded in other places:
1. Mount Sinai
2. Palestine, especially near Bethlehem and Jerusalem
3. Syria
IV. This vocabulary may be confusing to us, because we often think of a monastery as a
place to house many monks. In fact, there were various ways to live as a desert monk:
A. In a cell (κέλλα), that is, a small chamber or enclosure
1. This is the same root word from which we derive our jail “cell”—though this was a cell for
setting someone free.
2. It could take several forms
a. A hut or shack on the outskirts of a town
b. An abandoned cemetery vault or mausoleum
c. A natural cave or grotto
d. A small purpose-built structure made by the monk himself
3. A monk could live alone, or several monks could find or build cells close enough to one
another to come together for prayer and spiritual conversation, but distant enough to provide
privacy and solitude.
B. In a hermitage (ἐρήμος), a solitary cave or cell located at a great distance from anyone, often in
the deep desert
1. Some hermits lived for decades without any human contact.
2. Some reported mystical visions and miraculous provisions of food and the sacraments.
3. The stylites didn’t go out, but up—they constructed pillars, sometimes 45 feet high or more,
and lived at the top of them for years at a time.
C. A laura (λαύρα)—the Greek word for “alley”—consisted of a number of cells built close
together.
1. These were just niches at first, dug into the side of a cliff or hill and just big enough for
shelter.
2. As time went on they became more elaborate and organized.
3. St. Pachomius began life in an arrangement like this, and was inspired by God to develop a
new kind of desert living:
D. The coenobium (κοινόβιον, from κοινός, “together”, + βίος, “life”)—what we would recognize
today as a monastery, a group of buildings including dormitories, a central church and refectory
(dining hall) and other common areas
1. It was usually walled for protection against intrusion and for privacy.
2. Each dormitory slept about forty brothers, and there could be 30 or 40 houses in a large
monastery—making 1,200 or 1,600 members in a large coenobitic community.
3. The monasteries had a common rule, written by their founder, and were often grouped
together under a regional superior. In Upper Egypt, this man was responsible for the
supervision of about 50,000 monks at the time of Saint Jerome in the early fifth century.
REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. Compare the different forms of monastic life. What do they all have in common? Is there a logical
progression from one to another?
2. Do you think you could live like the hermits, separated from all human contact for 30 or 40 years or
more? Why or why not? What is the value of a sacrifice like this?
3. What are the similarities between life in a coenobitic monastery and life in a modern family, or a house
with roommates? Can we apply lessons from the desert monasteries to modern life?
II. The monks had to be trained to renounce their own wills and trust in the advice of their
spiritual fathers or mothers.
A. They never did any activity in or out of the monastery without permission
B. They were taught to reveal their thoughts and temptations in a special relationship with the
spiritual father (abba — ) or mother (amma — ).
1. This was a deep relationship based on honesty and openness.
2. The best way to overcome the devil is to submit in humility to the abba.
3. Once the monk was able to share a burden with the abba, the devil lost his power over the
monk. He no longer had to fight the temptation alone.
C. A similar relationship exists today in what is commonly called spiritual direction.
D. The abbas all had abbas of their own, and handed on the wisdom acquired over many
generations.
III. Basic rules for daily life kept the monk focused on God
A. He worked quietly at manual labor, including plaiting leaves to make baskets and mats.
B. He did not speak in the cell, but meditated on the words of the abbas and his superiors.
C. No one ate during the day, and they did not sleep except at fixed hours. They never stretched out
to sleep, but had little seats on which to recline.
D. The monks gathered at regular hours for prayer and meditation on the Scripture.
1. Everyone had to be able to read, so as to be able to pray with Scripture, and especially to
memorize the psalms.
2. The synaxis was the common liturgical prayer on Saturday and Sunday, which included the
celebration of the Eucharist.
3. They continued prayers throughout the night, doing work to keep awake until dawn.
E. Constant prayer and watchfulness was joined with abstinence and fasting.
1. No one ate until 3:00 p.m., and usually ate only once a day.
2. The old or the inexperienced might take a second meal; others ate only every few days.
3. Usually everyone ate at a common table, though some were allowed to take bread and water
in their cells.
IV. This strict asceticism was not for its own sake.
A. The strict rule of fasting gave way to the rule of hospitality.
REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. How did the dress of the monks express their detachment from material things? How can we translate this
ideal in modern circumstances?
2. Do you think it was easy for the young monks and nuns to converse with the abbas/ammas about their
struggles and temptations? What makes a relationship such as this possible and fruitful?
3. What was the ultimate purpose of the ascetical practices of the desert monks? How did their external
works relate to their internal dispositions?
Part II:
Saint Antony the Great
IV. About six months later, he was going to church for the liturgy, and entered as the
Gospel was being read.
A. The text for the day was Matthew 19:21—“If you wish to be perfect, go, sell what you have and
give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me.”
1. Like the young man in the Gospel to whom Jesus was speaking, Antony took these words as
being addressed directly to him.
2. Upon returning home, he gave away almost all he had, keeping only enough for him and his
sister to live on.
B. On a later occasion, he went back to church and heard another Gospel, Matthew 6:34—“Do not
worry about tomorrow; tomorrow will take care of itself.”
1. Now he sold his house and all his remaining possessions, giving the money to the poor.
VI. He soon departed the town and the tombs, and went to Mount Pispir (later known as
the “Outer Mountain”)
A. He found an abandoned military fort, which provided shelter.
B. His friends and people seeking his advice would not give him peace.
REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. How did Antony see God at work in his life? What difference did this make in Antony’s ability to trust
the Lord and to follow Him?
2. What, do you think, was the source of Antony’s strength against temptations? Was this something unique
to him, or can anyone learn and develop such endurance?
3. How did Antony spend those twenty years during which he was barricaded in the fort at Mount Pispir?
What impact did this have on his spiritual life? What lesson(s) can this teach us, as we strive to grow in
holiness and a relationship with God?
II. This was not a proper “monastery”, as we have seen, but a collection of “cells” at a
distance from one another, around Antony’s dwelling.
A. Athanasius says that the desert was soon “colonized by monks” who were attracted by Antony’s
example.
B. He guided them by his own example, and by exhortations, both individually and in groups.
C. A large portion of the Life of Antony contains his teaching to his fellow monks, as we shall see
later.
III. Around the year 311, a persecution of Christians broke out, under the emperor
Maximinus Daia.
A. The patriarch Peter of Alexandria was killed, along with many others.
B. When Antony heard of this, he and many of his monks made the journey to the city (about 150
miles) to encourage those facing persecution.
1. At this point Antony was about 60 years old.
2. He was willing to die for the faith, but he did not seek it out.
C. A large crowd gathered to support those on trial; the judge ordered all the monks out of the court,
insisting that they were not fit for the dignity of the emperor’s halls.
D. Antony went home, washed his clothes and his body, and came back to sit in the front row. His
personal appearance and dignity were such that no one dared confront him. His presence brought
great strength to the martyrs.
IV. Upon his return from Alexandria, Antony sought greater solitude.
A. At first he thought he would take a boat to the Thebaid (Upper/southern Egypt) and live
unknown in a large monastery.
B. He heard a voice telling him to join a caravan heading east. After a three-day journey (about 70
miles) he came to the “Inner Mountain,” near the coast.
VI. Antony died at the Inner Mountain in A.D. 356, at the age of 105. His Life by Saint
Athanasius appeared the following year.
VII. This is the most important of several sources that we have for the teaching of Saint
Antony:
A. The Life of Saint Antony by Saint Athanasius
1. Its 90 chapters teach by example.
2. A quarter of these chapters (16–43) comprise “Antony’s Address to the Monks,” a record of
a discourse that he gave one day at the Outer Mountain.
3. A significant portion of this Address deals with the demons and their strategies.
B. Seven letters from Saint Antony to his fellow monks, living in the areas surrounding the Outer
Mountain.
1. These may have been dictated, or written in Antony’s own hand.
2. They deal mostly with the common life and fraternal charity.
C. Thirty-five sayings in alphabetical collection of the Apophthegmata Patrum, and others
throughout the anonymous collection
REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. Why do you think so many people were attracted to follow Antony’s example, and came to live in the
desert? Would he have the same kind of impact if he were living today?
2. Do you think it was selfish of Antony to want to go farther into the desert, and to flee to the Inner
Mountain? Why or why not? How was this a part of his vocation?
3. What was the source of Antony’s wisdom, both practical and theological? Why does Athanasius make a
point of telling us that Antony did not have a formal education?
4. God takes pity on the soul dedicated to repentance and gives a person the strength to
accomplish the necessary tasks.
III. Many of Antony’s teaching come to us in the form of anecdotes and sayings:
A. On humility:
1. “I saw the snares that the Devil spreads out over the world, and I said groaning: ‘What can
get through from such snares?’ Then I heard a voice saying to me: ‘Humility.’”
(Alphabetikon, Antony 7)
2. “He who knows himself knows God, and he who knows God is worthy to worship him as is
right.” (Letter 4)
B. On fraternal charity and love of neighbor:
1. “Our life and our death is with our neighbor. If we gain our brother, we have gained God.
But if we scandalize our brother, we have sinned against Christ.” (Alphabetikon, Antony 9)
REVIEW QUESTIONS
2. How does Antony’s teaching about the strategies of the demons compare to the way they are presented in
the modern world, especially in movies and television? Which approach do you think is more realistic and
useful?
3. How do we balance Antony’s teachings on vigilance and relaxation? How did he achieve this balance in
his own life?
Part III:
A Garden in the Wilderness
B. The most famous, The Institutes and The Conferences of St. John Cassian, became standard texts
for monks for many centuries.
1. Like Palladius and Rufinus, Cassian had travelled in Egypt and spoke with many monks
there over a period of several years.
2. More than a decade later, he recorded his experiences at the request of his bishop in
Marseilles, where he had founded a monastery.
3. He freely adapted the lessons of the Egyptian desert to the semi-urban life of southern
France. There was as much of Cassian in his works as there was of the desert fathers.
C. Other works were the compilation of the life experience of abbots, written at the request of their
superiors to be used:
1. By abbots of other monasteries
2. Or by those who would succeed them after their death
D. The best example of this sort of work is the Ladder of Divine Ascent by the abbot John of the
Monastery of Mount Sinai in the seventh century. He became known as John Climacus—that is,
“John of the Ladder.”
E. The sayings occur in various editions, in Greek, Latin, and Syriac; they have been translated
many times.
1. The Verba Seniorum of Pelagius the Deacon (Rome, 550) was the standard Latin text in the
Middle Ages.
2. The Spiritual Meadow, translated into Latin by John Moschos in Jerusalem around 600
3. The Evergetinos, published in Greek around 1050 in Constantinople
4. The Philokalia, compiled in Greece by Nicodemos of Mt Athos in 1783
F. The oldest Greek collections exist in two main forms:
1. The Alphabetikon: connected to specifically-named persons
a. Nearly 1,000 sayings in total
b. Attributed to 131 monks—128 men, 3 women
i. Only 21 of these have more than 10 sayings; many only have one or two.
ii. Many of these monks don’t appear in any other source.
iii. Over half of the sayings are attributed to only 10 abbas.
iv. 21% attributed to Abba Poemen; perhaps the collection was begun by his disciples
and added to later
2. The Systematikon
a. Anonymous sayings in most cases
b. Arranged systematically according to theme
REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. Do you have a favorite spiritual author? Does he or she write long treatises or short reflections? Does this
have anything to do with why you enjoy his or her writing?
2. What is important about the fact that the “sayings” of the abbas and ammas are case-specific and usually
uttered in response to specific questions and situations? What must we keep in mind when we read them
and interpret them?
3. Some “desert literature”—notably the work of St John Cassian—is already “translated” and adapted for
life in situations other than the desert. How can we continue to “translate” the advice of the abbas and
ammas to our own modern circumstances?
II. One day Abba Arsenius came to a place where there were reeds blowing in the wind. The
old man said to the brothers, “What is this movement?” They said, “Some reeds.” Then
the old man said to them, “When one who is living in silent prayer hears the song of a
little sparrow, his heart no longer experiences the same peace. How much worse it is when
you hear the movement of those reeds.” (Alphabetikon, Arsenius 25)
A. For Arsenius, silence was the way to purity of heart, that made it possible to hear the voice of
God speaking.
B. The “movements” of thoughts could come from various sources:
1. From the Evil One, in the form of temptation
2. From the world, in the form of distraction
3. From the self, in the form of desire
4. From God, in the form of inspiration
C. Silence was a necessary component of discernment and reflection, so that the monk could tell
where the “movement” of the heart originated and act accordingly.
III. It was said of him that, just as none in the palace had worn more splendid garments than
he when he lived there, so no one in the Church wore such poor clothing. (Arsenius 4)
It was said of the same Abba Arsenius that he only changed the water for his palm leaves
once a year. . . . One old man implored him in these words: “Why do you not change the
water when it smells bad?” He said to him, “Instead of the perfumes and aromatics that I
used in the world, I must bear this bad smell.” (Arsenius 18)
A. Arsenius determined that his attachments to worldly things had become obstacles to a deeper
dependence on God and a real love for him.
B. He was determined to overcome these obstacles by deliberately sacrificing luxuries and even
taking on things that were disagreeable.
C. He sought out penances that were opposed to the things he used to depend on.
E. Cassian says Macarius was the first to find a way to live at Scetis.
V. Abba Pambo said to him, “Father, say a word to the brethren.” He said, “I have not yet
become a monk, but I have seen monks.” (Alphabetikon, Macarius 2)
A. This story comes from a time when Macarius had been living for many years at Scetis, and had
become the abba of the place.
B. He relates how he left Scetis for a while and met two hermits who lived like wild beasts in the
deep desert, totally cut off from all human contact.
C. They wore no clothes and depended totally on God for safety, shelter, and food. They had been
living this way for forty years.
D. He realized that, for as much progress as he had made, there was still a long way to go before he
could say he was completely detached from the world and dedicated to God.
E. It is a reminder that the spiritual battle and the work of growing in holiness is never really
finished as long as we are in this world.
VI. Abba Macarius while he was in Egypt discovered a man who owned a beast of burden
engaged in plundering Macarius’ goods. So he came up to the thief as if we were a
stranger and he helped him to load the animal. He saw him off in great peace of soul,
saying, “We have brought nothing into this world, and we cannot take anything out of the
world” (1 Tim 6:7). (Macarius 18)
A. This is one of several stories that speak of Macarius’ simple, happy detachment from material
goods.
B. This is particularly interesting given his background, and the fact that he was sometimes accused
of having been a thief himself.
C. It was said that, if people treated him as a saint, he avoided them, but if they brought up his
supposedly shady past, he welcomed them joyfully, because they helped him to stay humble.
D. The next time the Devil came to tempt the brothers, he told Macarius that he was not able to
conquer any of them, especially the brother with whom Macarius had spoken, who had
developed new strength against temptation.
REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. Not everyone understood Abba Arsenius’ desire to remain silent and separated from people. What do you
make of it? Does it seem extreme to you?
2. Do you understand Abba Arsenius’ idea that the way to overcome attachments that have become
obstacles between the self and God, is to do penance by accepting the opposite suffering—silence instead
of music; bad smells instead of perfumes; etc.? How could you put this into practice in your own life?
3. Do you think that Abba Macarius was right in the way that he spoke with the brother who had been
overcome by temptations—as if he himself were the one with many failings? Can you think of other
situations in which a similar approach would be effective in helping someone to see the truth?
II. It was said of Abba John that he withdrew and lived in the desert at Scetis with an old
man. His abba, taking a piece of dry wood, planted it and said to him, “Water it every day
with a bottle of water until it bears fruit.” . . . Then the old man took some of the fruit and
carried it to the church, saying to the brethren, “Take and eat the fruit of obedience.”
(Alphabetikon, John the Short 1)
A. The water was so far away that he had to leave in the evening, stay overnight, and return the next
morning.
B. It took three years for the tree to bear fruit.
C. This story is the most famous about Abba John. It testifies to his unquestioning obedience, a
mark of his humility and his trust in his vocation.
III. Abba John said, “I am like a man sitting under a great tree, who sees wild beasts and
snakes coming against him in great number. When he cannot withstand them any longer,
he runs to climb the tree and is saved. It is just the same with me. I sit in my cell and I am
aware of evil thoughts coming against me, and when I have no more strength against
them, I take refuge in God by prayer and I am saved from the enemy.” (12)
A. He had learned from experience not to trust himself, but to rely on God in the midst of his
struggles.
B. This was not something that came automatically to him. God trained him through long
experience of temptation. His abba advised him not to ask God to take him temptations away,
but to give him the strength to bear them well.
C. He learned how to protect himself from temptations and the occasions of sin. He was content
with the knowledge that he was weak, and did not resent it.
IV. Abba John said, “A house is not built by beginning at the top and working down. You
must begin with the foundations in order to reach the top. The foundation is our neighbor,
whom we must win, and that is the place to begin. For all the commandments of Christ
depend on this one.” (John the Short 34)
A. Charity for the neighbor is the beginning of his whole spiritual plan:
1. We should have a little bit of all the virtues.
2. It takes daily, persevering effort to acquire them.
3. We must use great patience and fervent love of God.
4. We must practice great humility, vigilance and purity of speech and thought.
5. We must not get angry when insulted, but maintain peace and equanimity.
6. We must not pay attention to the faults of others, but consider ourselves the least of
everyone.
7. We must renounce material possessions and live by the Cross.
8. We must do our work in peace and persevere in the ascetic life.
9. At all times, we must remember the nearness of death.
V. Abba John was singularly generous with him time and energy.
A. He recognized his abilities and knowledge as gifts from God, and therefore something that must
be freely and joyfully shared with others.
B. He encouraged his disciples to adopt the same attitude toward those who came to them for help.
1. This is 15% of the whole collection, though he is only one of the 131 monks in the book.
2. Some scholars think that the collection was begun by his disciples, who added other abbas’
sayings to the list of Poemen’s that they had already compiled.
VII. A brother said to Abba Poemen, “Give me a word.” The old man said to him, “As long as
the pot is on the fire, no fly nor any other animal can get near it, but as soon as it is cold,
these creatures get inside. So it is for the monk: as long as he lives in spiritual activities,
the enemy cannot find a means of overthrowing him.” (Poemen 111)
A. Fervor is a necessary component of the spiritual life.
B. It is kept going by
1. Fear of the Lord
2. Prayer
3. Works of charity
4. Detachment and asceticism
C. Still, in the midst of fervor, moderation and periodic rest are also important.
VIII. A brother came to see Abba Poemen and said to him, “Abba, I have many thoughts and
they put me in danger.” The old man led him outside and said to him, “Expand your chest
and do not breathe in.” He said, “I cannot do that.” Then the old man said to him, “If you
cannot do that, no more can you prevent thoughts from arising, but you can resist them.”
(Alphabetikon, Poemen 28)
D. We will always face temptations, as long as we are living in the flesh.
E. We cannot avoid them, even in the solitude of the desert.
F. The fight goes on continually, and so vigilance is necessary.
IX. A brother said to Abba Poemen, “I have committed a great sin and I want to do penance
for three years.” The old man said to him, “That is a lot.” The brother said to him, “For
one year?” The old man said again, “That is a lot.” Those who were present said, “For
forty days?” The old man said again, “That is a lot.” He added, “I myself say that if a
man repents with his whole heart and does not intend to commit the sin any more, God
will accept him after only three days.” (Poemen 12)
A. It is not the external works—not even the asceticism of the desert—that “wins” forgiveness from
God.
B. Rather, sins are overcome with patience and great trust in God’s mercy.
C. Forgiveness and reconciliation are gifts of grace and given freely by God. They are not earned,
even by lots of works. This does not mean that penance is unimportant, but our focus must be on
internal repentance which leads to conversion.
REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. What do you make of Abba John’s total obedience, even to the point of watering the stick? Was this
“blind” obedience, or was it based on something deeper? What impact did it have on his life as a monk?
As an abba?
2. What would Abba Poemen identify as the “bare essentials” of a successful life as a desert monk? How
can we translate these into qualities we can seek in our own lives?
3. Do you see similarities in the personalities of Abba Poemen and Abba John? Where do you think such
similarities originate?
Part IV:
Saint Syncletica
and the Desert Ammas
I. Not surprisingly, ancient sources do not always give “equal time” to the women who
answered the call to live as ascetics in the desert.
A. The histories do not even fully account for their presence there, but they were indeed represented
in large numbers.
1. Pachomius’s sister founded a monastery for women near his, near Tabennesi
2. The women lived on the other side of the river from the men.
3. They followed a similar rule of life and were organized along the same general lines.
4. Palladius reports that, in the early fifth century, at least 400 women lived here.
B. The Lausiac History of Palladius relates a number of stories of women
1. “. . . The courageous women to whom God granted struggles equal to those of men.”
2. He recalls some of them by name:
a. The matron Paula, a confidant of Saint Jerome
b. Amma Alexandra, who lived walled in a tomb for 10 years
c. Amma Isidora, who did menial work and let everyone in her convent think she was
insane
C. The Sayings of the Desert Fathers include four women, along with 128 men.
1. Amma Theodora
a. She was the wife of a tribune who became notable for her detachment from possessions.
b. She was often consulted by monks about the monastic life, and even the archbishop
Theophilus came to her for counsel.
c. “Just as the trees, if they have not stood before the winter’s storms, cannot bear fruit, so
it is with us. This present age is a storm, and it is only through many trials and
temptations that we can obtain an inheritance in the kingdom of heaven.”
(Alphabetikon, Theodora 2)
2. Amma Sarah
a. By her own admission, she struggled against temptations and impure desires for more
than 13 years. She fought against them with strict asceticism.
b. Finally the demon of lust appeared to her in visible form and admitted defeat.
c. An idea of her spirit of self-denial is given in one anecdote that is told of her: She had
lived near a river for 60 years, it is said, but was surprised one day when someone
mentioned how pleasant it was to be close to running water. In all that time, she had
never raised her eyes and looked at it.
d. “If I prayed God that all men should approve of my conduct, I should find myself a
penitent at the door of each one. I shall rather pray that my heart may be pure towards
all.” (Sarah 5)
D. Amma Matrona
1. She was born in Asia Minor in the early fifth century and lived in Constantinople. She
married a wealthy man, and they had a daughter.
2. She was very devout and would spend entire days sometimes in church. In her early twenties,
she began to live a very ascetical life, drawing sharp criticism from her husband.
3. Eventually she felt called by God to leave her husband and become a nun; she entrusted her
daughter to the care of the widows of the local church and left for the desert.
4. To hide from her husband, she disguised herself and entered a monastery of men. When she
was discovered after some time, the abbot arranged for her to enter a women’s monastery in
Emesa, where she eventually became abbess.
5. Her husband tracked her down, and she fled from him to Lebanon. After his death she and
the sisters with her moved back to Constantinople, where she died at the age of 100, after 75
years of the monastic life.
6. “We carry ourselves wherever we go, and cannot escape temptation by mere flight. Many
people living secluded lives on the mountain have perished by living like people in the world.
It is better to live in a crowd and want to live a solitary life than to live a solitary life but all
the time be longing for company.”
II. The best known and most influential of the women of the desert was Amma Syncletica.
A. She was born in Alexandria, Egypt, around AD 270.
B. Her parents were wealthy Christians, originally from Macedonia.
1. They emigrated to Alexandria because of the reputation of Christians there.
2. She had several siblings:
a. One sister (who was blind)
b. A brother who died in childhood
c. Another brother who died just before he was to be married
REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. Can you identify specifically feminine or “maternal” aspects of the stories and teachings that come down
to us from the desert ammas? What special benefits can we derive from them?
2. Do you think Amma Matrona was right to leave her family to become a desert nun? Why or why not?
How did she explain her decision?
3. Amma Syncletica’s biographer claimed that her decision to give her life completely to Christ was a
greater and more painful sacrifice than if she had died as a martyr. Do you agree with this? In what ways
do you think he meant it?
I. As soon as she entered the wilderness, Syncletica began to deny herself all sorts of
things.
A. In this way, her biographer says, she headed off the first impulses of temptations.
B. Her austerities included:
1. Reducing her food to only bran bread in small amounts
2. Taking water only when necessary, and often no water at all for long periods
3. Sleeping on the ground at all times
4. Constant prayer
5. Practice of the virtues, especially faith, hope, and love
6. Love for neighbor, and almsgiving, “if not in actuality then certainly in intent”
C. She knew to moderate her penance when the battle was easier, in order not to lose strength.
II. Although she loved solitude, her reputation spread, and women came to her from the
surrounding towns and villages and asked for advice on the spiritual life.
A. At first she refused to teach them because in her humility she considered herself just a beginner.
B. Eventually gave into their request, and (like Saint Antony) a large part of her Life is a discourse
1. 80 of the 113 chapters (70%!) records her advice to these women.
2. However, her biographer insists that they learned more from her example than from her
words.
C. It seems that many women came to live with her in the same region.
III. She lived in this way into her late 60s. After many years of penance, she was stricken
with great suffering.
A. A cancer in her lungs afflicted her for 3½ years.
B. She developed a fever that burned her insides.
C. Next, a terrible infection in a molar quickly destroyed her jaw and her tongue.
1. This was particularly devastating, as it affected her ability to speak and to teach and
encourage others.
2. It also became an occasion for testing and teaching others to be humble, as it created a
terrible odor that repulsed those who looked after her.
D. Syncletica became a model of patience in suffering, and taught patience to those who tended her.
E. She suffered in this way for many months, and eventually died on the day she had predicted, at
the age of 80.
IV. In her teaching, Amma Syncletica was always practical, especially with those who were
just starting out in the spiritual life.
A. “I am telling you these things to safeguard you from the Adversary. What is being said, however,
is not suitable for all, but only for those who choose this life. Just as one diet is not suitable for
all animals, so the same instruction is not appropriate for all people.”
1. She was attentive to the needs of each person who came to her.
2. She sent many home to the city, to be holy right where God had put them.
3. Those who stayed she led in the way that God knew best.
4. She was willing to praise beginners when possible, so that they did not get too discouraged
by criticism.
5. There is a particularly motherly quality to her approach to holiness.
B. “For those who are making their way to God, there is at first great struggle and effort, but then
indescribable joy.”
1. She compares growth in holiness to building a fire.
a. First, there is little to show for it but lots of effort and lots of smoke.
b. This causes tears and coughing, which can lead to discouragement and a desire to give
up.
c. It is only if one perseveres through this initial phase, when it does not seem like much is
happening, that one arrives at the flame that is useful and gives warmth.
d. Because we know it is the Lord’s desire to kindle the flame in us, we must persevere in
our efforts until it catches.
C. This growth in holiness requires a total commitment.
1. Conversion cannot be something superficial or merely external.
2. The renunciation of the world, and of the external, material things that come from it, make it
possible for the nun to concentrate on what needs conversion within herself.
3. Syncletica uses the image of cutting off her hair upon entering the monastic life:
a. Now that the scalp is clean, the little “lice” that cling to it are visible and can be attended
to.
b. The locks of hair represent big, material attachments. The tiny lice are the internal
problems like pride, anger and envy. They are less noticeable, but more dangerous when
hidden.
c. Now that they are out in the open, a nun must not stop growing in holiness until all of
these hidden vices are addressed and eradicated.
REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. Do you think it was any more difficult for Amma Syncletica, as a woman, to go off into the wilderness
and live the ascetical life than it would have been for a desert monk, like Saint Antony? Why or why not?
2. Have you experienced the kinds of initial trials that Amma Syncletica describes when she uses the image
of trying to light a fire and achieving only smoke at first? What makes it difficult to persevere? How can
one get the strength to keep going?
3. What does Amma Syncletica mean by the “lice” that are hidden by the “hair” on the “head” of the soul?
How does this image help us to understand the process of conversion in our own spiritual lives? Is this an
easy process to undergo? Why or why not?
II. We remember that she was from the port city of Alexandria, which was home to the
Pharos, the great lighthouse which was among the Seven Wonders of the World. A
number of her sayings have to do with sailing, navigation, or shipbuilding:
A. “The mind must become painstakingly diligent with respect to its thoughts. We are sailing in
uncertainty. For our life is a sea . . . But some parts of the sea are full of reefs, and some full also
of monsters, but some too are calm. We seem to be sailing in the calm . . . during the day. It often
happens, however, that the secular person has saved his ship in the midst of storm and darkness,
by crying out and staying awake. We, on the other hand, have drowned in calm waters through
carelessness in letting go of the rudder of righteousness. Let the one standing firm, therefore,
take care lest he fall.” (Life, para. 46–48)
B. “Like a ship our soul is sometimes engulfed by the waves without, and is sometimes swamped by
the bilge-water within. We must guard against onslaughts of spirits from outside us, and bail out
impurities of thoughts inside us. Against the storm waves outside, salvation often comes from
ships nearby when the sailors cry out for help. But bilge-waters overflow and frequently kill the
sailors, often when they are asleep and the sea is calm.” (Life, para. 45)
C. “Just as a ship sailing without rudders is constantly tossed about, so is danger ever gusting
against negligent souls. They are not able to reach a safe harbor since they have dropped the
Lord as their pilot.” (Life, para. 85)
D. “Just as one cannot build a ship unless one has some nails, so it is impossible to be saved
without humility.” (Alphabetikon, Syncletica 26)
III. Humility and patience also figured prominently in her spiritual program.
A. The seemingly little sins like envy and malicious talk were, in the long run, more dangerous to
the common life than the big ones like lust, greed and murder.
1. The bigger, more obvious sins are healed by being found out, and the person is soon brought
to conversion.
2. But the anger and resentments that one harbors in her heart can linger unnoticed for a long
time and poison relationships in small and subtle ways.
3. Once they have taken hold of the heart, they become increasingly difficult to root out.
i. “They do damage not by the size of their blow, but by the negligence of the
wounded.” (Life, para. 65)
B. Humility could be acquired, she said, by the particular asceticism that came from being obedient.
1. This internal sacrifice of being obedient to the amma—of following another’s will and
directions rather than our own preferences—is more valuable than lots of external sacrifices.
2. There is often danger, she saw, in doing visible things, since they can draw attention to the
one performing the penance.
3. But obedience always trains the heart and mind to be humble rather than proud.
IV. She also saw the necessity of voluntary poverty and detachment from material goods.
A. It led to freedom from temptation and openness to God’s will.
B. Detachment was aided by generous acceptance of ascetical penances.
C. The “involuntary” giving up of strength that came along with old age was also a form of
detachment and led to a greater dependence on God, which is very necessary as one draws closer
to death.
REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. What might the sayings from Amma Syncletica about ships and navigation tell us about her history and
personality? Does this help to “humanize” a figure who would otherwise be somewhat remote from us?
2. Amma Syncletica is often more attentive to small, internal sins than more visible, external ones, and
encourages others to be equally vigilant. To what do you attribute this special concern of hers?
3. How did Amma Syncletica incorporate her personal story and experience—her long life, her illness, and
her great suffering—into her teaching on the spiritual life? Does this help us or not as we try to learn from
her?
Part V:
Finding Healing in the Desert
5. “When I see the cross of your Son, I will go wherever you shall lead.”
C. Now she was able to enter, and saw the bishop raise up the Cross of Jesus
1. She experienced a conversion and left the church with great joy.
2. Then she wondered how to keep her promise to follow the Blessed Mother. At once she
heard a voice saying, “If you cross the Jordan you will find peace.”
a. A man in the crowd pressed some coins into her hand—“Here, mother, take this,” he
says—and she used the money to buy three small loaves of bread.
b. She asked the baker how to get to the Jordan River. There, she found the Church of St
John the Baptist, where she went to Mass.
c. The next day she crossed the Jordan and went into the desert, where she would begin a
live of asceticism in reparation for her past sins.
REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. Mary knew that her story would be painful for Zosimas to hear, but she thought it was important to tell
him. Why do you think she felt this to be true? Do you agree with her?
2. What was your initial reaction to hearing about the way Mary lived as a young woman? Do you think
that, at the time, the Lord was judging her in the same way? Why or why not?
3. Do you think it was really possible for Mary to be converted all at once, as she claimed? What would
make it difficult to accept this? What makes it possible to take her at her word?
D. Zosimas quickly tells her story, and she becomes a model of repentance:
1. Like St Paul, Mary may be considered an “extreme case” of God’s mercy.
a. Zosimas assumed she must always have been holy.
b. Mary knows that the transformation in her soul is due to God’s grace and not her own
deserving it or earning it.
2. The fact that she was healed of many sins led to a great love for Christ.
3. It is a powerful reminder that we must never lose hope for anyone’s conversion and
salvation.
III. Eventually he arrived at the hermitages of Scetis, which had been founded at about the
time he was born.
A. It is unclear whether his conversion happened on his way there or only once he arrived and met
the monks.
B. At any rate, he changes his life and becomes a monk at Scetis.
C. He is first under the direction of Abba Isidore, who teaches him patience and perseverance.
1. At first he is very hard on himself, taking on strict penances.
2. He has brought himself with him into the desert, after all, and is troubled with many
temptations and memories of his old life.
3. Several times he is ready to leave the desert because the trial is so fierce.
D. Isidore advises him to calm down and to be content to grow in virtue gradually, just as the dark
sky lightens gradually as the sun rises.
1. This is a difficult lesson for Moses to accept: he is tough and wants to solve the problem right
away.
2. He is encouraged by the thought that God provides help for those who struggle to do his will.
E. Moses later became a disciple of Abba Macarius: Moses was thus a spiritual “grandson” of St.
Antony, who had trained Macarius.
IV. Moses’ deep repentance for his sins and his fierce battles against temptations lead him
to:
A. True humility
B. An unwillingness to judge any of his neighbors
C. A deep joy in God’s love and in having been forgiven by God
D. A genuine hospitality and love of neighbor
V. He became a priest at the urging of the abbot, in order to provide the sacraments for
his fellow monks. Eventually, seeking greater solitude, he moved to Petra.
VI. He dwelt in the desert until he was 75. He died on August 28, 410.
A. At that time, barbarians attacked Scetis.
B. He sent his disciples away, though 7 remain with him, and they died a martyr’s death. At his
death, he left behind 70 disciples.
REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. Did Mary see her ascetical life as “paying off” her past sins? If not, what was the purpose of her time in
the desert? Did she accomplish what she set out to do there?
2. Mary of Egypt and Moses the Ethiopian both took winding paths to get to the desert. Does this make a
difference in the “value” of their self-offering to the Lord? Why or why not?
3. What particular challenges did Moses face as a desert monk because of his personal history? Did his past
experience give him any particular benefit or advantage as a monk?
I. Saint Moses’ experience of sin and conversion led him to be compassionate toward
others.
A. One very powerful anecdote expresses his attitude quite well.
1. The fathers of Scetis were gathered to judge a brother who had committed a serious fault.
2. They had sent for Moses, but he would not come. They sent again, and would not begin until
he arrived.
3. He finally came, carrying a large basket filled with sand. He had pierced a hole in the basket
so that the sand ran out behind him.
4. When they asked what he meant by this, he replied: “My many sins run out behind me, and I
do not see them, and today I am coming to judge the error of another.”
5. Impressed by his words and actions, the assembly forgave the brother and gave him another
chance.
B. Moses advised that a person must “die to his neighbor”—that is, he must not notice his faults or
judge him in any way.
C. If one pays attention to his own sins and weaknesses, he will not notice those that his neighbor
may commit.
5. They asked him why he kept getting up and going outside (he was looking for rain clouds).
He explained:
6. “I was arguing with God, saying, ‘You brought me here, and now I have no water for your
servants.’ That is why I was going in and out. I was going on at God until he sent us some
water.” (Alphabetikon, Moses 13)
a. This shows a great deal of trust and humble acceptance of God’s will.
b. He is able to pray with boldness because he relies on God to keep his promises and to do
what is necessary.
REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. Do you think that Moses’ history made a difference in the way that his fellow monks looked at him, and
listened to his words? Would it have been a positive or negative difference? Why?
2. Moses was well-known for his cheerfulness and hospitality toward visitors. To what do you attribute
these aspects of his personality and spiritual life?
3. How do you interpret Moses’ advice to learn holiness by sitting in your cell? How can we apply this word
to our modern lives? What impact could this have if we really tried to follow it? What things would have
to go, or at least be modified, from our day-to-day lives?
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