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Hues of A Solitary Century
Hues of A Solitary Century
Hues of A Solitary Century
Very few things in life are as dear as loneliness. It is not a feeling, but a blanket; or maybe a fitted coat
we live in, that hangs to the skin like a pet adored. When I sit by the window, I draw patterns with my
fingers, cutting through the damp, foggy gloom. This pet of mine stares at me and my deplorable little
artwork with a pitiful eye, gently digging the emotions out of my apparent expressionless eyes, and
wiping away the pain that gently flows within. On other days, it follows me. Close to the heels, across
the streets on chilly mornings, settling like snow or rain on heaved shoulders- spreading like dark,
blotted ink.
Or suddenly it floods an entire room with warm, golden sunlight. So intense, that it blinds the eyes,
making delicate, green leaves quiver with the warmth of its touch. It breathes life into cold, shadowy
corners. Soon it whispers in a kind, hushed voice, “I am here”. You look around and realize that
loneliness has always been with you, playing like a child with soft, gentle steps while wandering in
delight, making the most out of a tranquil winter afternoon. As joy spreads its warm, pulsating colours
and life feels full to the brim, one asks, “For what is loneliness, but the other side of solitude?”
Mornings now are remains of a shell-shocked soldier’s life. Alternating light-and-darkness confuse us;
birds seem to chirp in Greek while panic creeps into the gut like a small iron ball, heaving down the
spirits like a grim, cloudy sky. We carry on, squinting at the sky, hoping for a chance of light, burying our
hands into our coat-pockets and turning up our collars to the rain that digs its needles in vain into our
stubborn, weather-beaten skins.
Tempests
Rough waves never held silence between them.
-Dipanjana Das