Hi this is me again, with a new interest, Type of struggles.

This is the another

part of Girl who born to learn.
It is true ! Struggles teach us a lot but some time, your own struggles teach you
to quit… just to quit everything but I did not do that.
I started my struggle when I was a kid. I lived like a boy. My papa was willing me
to live like a boy and I did. My first struggle started from here. every one used to
ask me that why I am so but I liked myself as I was. I studied well. I participated
in almost every curricular activities. I stood first, struggle starts here. Suddenly
my sister got married and Now my mum was doing all the works alone. Now as
being a girl, I was the only person who can do household works on regular basis.
(As an typical Indian mentality) I had seen the days when my brother was not
doing any work at home but I was doing because I am a girl. Yes! I am a girl but
the things differentiate. Here struggle starts. I started comparing the things like
he is a boy and he is not doing these things and I am a girl and I have to do such
things. It was my internal struggle. I was not talking to others for this. Yes! I was
in depression for the same. I was losing my interest in most interested things of
life as student.
I did my senior secondary with Physics, Chemistry & Mathematics. I was willing
to do Engineering after that. I had given entrance test for Engineering but could
not do. Again! another struggle starts here. I have joined Bachelor’s in Science. I
tries to quit everything in between but struggle made me to run again. I tried to
quit but I couldn’t. I get frustrated but I ran. Again! struggle starts here. After
breaking my dreams with a big hammer, I reunite again and moved to NZ. I was
home sick, alone and losing hope there. I was jobless, lack of money, no work. I
frustrated. Again! Struggle starts here. I worked hard met some beautiful Kiwis, I
learnt how to be only strong if nothing else. I worked with inspirational people. I
learned new things. then studies completed, again in search of better
opportunity. Again! struggle starts here.
The Struggles always are different at different situations. Some time, we are
unable to express what we did and what we want to do and inner struggle starts
which is most dangerous. We are unable to control our brain and heart at same
time. So try to opt only one among both otherwise internal struggle will never
quit. We took some serious steps in pressure or to avoid those struggles but
nothing changes because your early step dig a well to fall in. Struggles are the
part of bright future ! BUT if you are still struggling internally then please don’t.
Express it your near ones to protect your self ,to live your dreams alive.
So in nutshell, Struggle for your will, struggle for your dreams but do not struggle
internally. Always remember, “Where there is the SUN there is the SHINE.” Bright
Shine.

https://rairazia.wordpress.com/2017/07/03/types-of-struggles/