Letter for my future self

Today is the last day of NSO 2019. This is really tiring and embarrassing for me. But
it's still fun because I get new experiences and knowledge. From this activity, I began to
find out who I am. Learn from all the shortcomings. Maybe with this activity, I can
correct bad behavior and not benefit other people. And also, this event adds to a sense
of solidarity, tolerance and teamwork.

I don't like crowds and prefer to be alone but I don't want to be alone and lonely. My
withdrawal from the social environment does not mean that I can be said to be
anti-social but that I prefer to pay attention and act behind the scenes. For the next 10
years, I will be very different and remain the same. I will remain who I am. Someone
who is quiet, shy, indifferent but caring. What's changed is - what have I done? What
benefits do I give to the community? I will graduate from university and enter the real
world.

I have a dream. I want to be a Minister for Women's and Children's Empowerment. I

believe that women and children are the initial foundation to change a civilization for
the better. In the next 10 years, I don't expect to become a minister immediately. At that
time, I will become an activist to fight for the rights of women and children.
Conducting activities to improve the quality of a woman and child. It sounds
impossible with my personality. But I believe in uncertainty. Everything can be
achieved if there is intention and effort.

I don't need to change myself into someone else. I will only be myself. Being in a crowd
may not be my comfort zone, but I am increasingly aware that I have to expand the
scope of my comfort zone. Maintaining an unfavorable comfort zone will harm
yourself and many people. What's important is how you can be useful to others. Don't
be selfish. The world doesn't only revolve around you.