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LECTUR:4 ..​22/10/2019
In the start of new year we do some promises with
ourselves about our every day life but in real all these
promises end in the first week of the year.Basically the
reason is that when we realize that we have wasted our
time in last year and we feel guilt about our
irresponsible behavior ,for removing that guilt we make
some aims and do some promises for the next year and
in this way we get satisfied...
The poetess says that no things or secrets are hidden
inside her like others .Rather,there is the voice of
silence in her and she aims in the start of new year to
drain the draughts of silent from herself..
For example we want to keep silence,sit lonely,give time
to ourselves but at that time other people think that we
need the company or sampathy of others.They think
that in this way they make us happy and comfortable
but actually this is wrong...Iqbal said think about
yourself then you will realize about others.You will
know that the conditions on which we become happy
or sad ,others will also have some results on these
conditions.we can make a good a good society by
relaizing about our duties...
 ​Butterfly effect
The butterfly effect is an idea that says that a small
change can make much bigger changes can happen...
It means for example , a bad action about which we
think that it is a minor but it is not.Because when this
action is done at large scale this may become a serious
problem...
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Another problem is that we use every thing as drugs
for satisfication e.g we have listened that ther is
satisfication or comfort in islam..But our prophet(S.A.W)
said that the life of a believer is like a prison.
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​Mesocism

In mesocism you start enjoying the pain because you

beome sampathy seekers.After sometime you get
addict of this sampathy seeking and from then you start
wishing that someone might heart you so that you can
get sampathy of others....
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We need loneliness/solitude for keeping silence
because we started enjoying silence and talking with
ourselves...basically we want to get rid of the previous
daily life routine but in actual it is not possible ...
The poetess is forcing herself to believe in that she will
fulfill his promise which she has done with herself but
in real she knows that it is impossible and these all
resolutions will end in 1st week of new year..she is just
following the fictionalism....

Fictionalism
(willing suspension of disbelieve)
Believing on those things on which u do not believe and
which are real like believing on the names of characters
of movies although we knew there real names.....