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„ლიტერატურული გაზეთი" N 255
„ლიტერატურული გაზეთი" N 255
#23 (255) 13 - 26 dekemberi 2019 gamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT fasi 80 TeTri
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ar viqceviT warsulad. mere ezos ga- vas iwyebda. ukve bevrgan iyo amZvrali.
davxede da yvelafers mivxvdi. ai, Tur- erTi bolo rom Camogexia, mTlianad
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da. avzis dasadgmelad Cemi teritori- eZaxda, miyvars misi surnelebao. mere
iTac esargebla. saxli xom momijnaved ra, rom daskdomas iyo da dapobil Se- loginzeve daewyoT. etyoba, waRebas Tavsxmac rom iyos, mainc CamogakiTx-
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cotaobiT gaezidaT da Tan mTeli ezo _ didad ar vCqarob, magram magden drukad gamoiyurebodnen, rac iSoves, erwymiso. zogan sarecxis nacvlad
moeoxrebinaT. aq Cemi adgili aRar iyo, xans mainc ver davicdi! imiT Semosiliyvnen. saxeze, ganier tomrebi Sreboda. aivnis kedelze
magram verc sxvagan momekidebina fexi. _ maSin ra giTxra, an sasaflaoze qudebSi rom malavdnen, gulCaTxro- lursmnebi mieWedebinaT, zed Ciris da
sofelSi erTaderTi perspeqtiva to- iqneba, an soflis klubSi, anda vin icis! bili mzera aRbeWdodaT. mTel am dux- nivris acmebi ekida. fanjara oTaxis
fosTan gasaubrebaSi mdgomareobda. _ fexiT waval, sofels mainc vnax- Wir SemogarenSi sazeimo ganwyoba mx- gulispirs hgavda, gadmoSveril
manqanaSi imdeni bargi ganvaTavse, av! _ vTqvi me, _ cota gaseirneba ar olod mzes gaaCnda, sxva danarCeni so- fardebs niavi odnav arxevda, TiTqos
sabargulSi rom Camteoda. skamebze mawyenda! cialurad mZime elementebs moecva da sakinZe Sexsniao. mere viRac qali
mainc arafers davdebdi. merCivna, Sem- rkinigzas gaswvriv jarTiT savse ruxi saRebavebiT Sesrulebul ferwer- gamoCnda, yelze iaffasiani samkauli
deg wamosvlaze wamomeRo. mere teritoria esazRvreboda, sadac so- ul tilos hgavda, gamofenisTvis rom ubrWyvialebda.
daviZari. sanam trasaze gavidodi, qar- cializmis drodan darCenili aTaso- dawunebuli namuSevariviT uRimRamod _ vis eZebT? _ mkiTxa man.
ma daubera da wvimam dacxo. sofelSi biT sawarmo naSTi iyo mimobneuli. saw- rom aRiqmeboda. yoveli arsebuli _ ragos saxlidan movdivar, iq
albaT gaixarebdnen. totebi ise izniqe- yobebi relsebTan ganeTavsebinaT. vi- forma xom damcxrali stiqiis Sedegia. aravin damxvda, xom ar icnobT?
boda, TiTqos wyalmcenareebi amboxe- Raceebi am naSTebs Seseodnen da warmovidgine, rogori iqneboda aqau- _ erTi saaTis win iqiT davinaxe, _
bulano. SuSis sawmendebi WraWunobda vagonebSi tvirTavdnen. iseTi piri roba am Senobebis gareSe pirvelqmni- TiTi miwayrilisken gaiSvira, _ gzeb-
da minis gawmendas ver aswrebda. magram uCanda, rom es procesi didxans gastan- li saxiT. mdinare mdored miedinebo- is gasayarTan, zemo gza sasaflaosTan
amindi rogori siswrafiTac airia, da. ficrul iatakze, romelzec mrava- da gaudaburebul ferdobebs Soris, midis, qvemo gamgeobis SenobasTan. mere
aseve uceb gaidara. li lursmani CaesoT, braguniT yrid- gegoneboda gamofatrul saqonels aRar daminaxavs, saiT wavida!
karga xans movdiodi mdumared, nen uvargis nivTebs. ganZelebi iqac sisxli sdiso. ekliani buCqebi, momcro TemSaraze Savgvremani biWi gamoCn-
erTi saaTi mainc. mere telefonze elaga. gzis da relsebis gasayarze kaqtusebs rom hgavda, mTel aremares da. qalma dauZaxa, erTxans gruza Tme-
damirekes. manqana Slagbaumis gaswvriv gamxmari balaxebi usicocxlod gam- vrclad mosdeboda. zed fuWad daTes- bze akvirdeboda, mere ki hkiTxa, sever-
relsebTan gadavayene. Cemi mezobeli oiyureboda. liTonis korpusi gan- dnen rames. zogierTi saxli nangrevad ianis SviliSvili xom ara xaro, biWma
iyo, naTloba Semdeg kvirisTvis gada- calkevebiT ido. manqanis danjRreuli qceuliyo, barakic aRar eTqmoda, mx- Tavis qneviT daudastura.
vdeo, bodiSebs mixdida. guSin veraf- nawilebic eyara, SeWeWyili bidonic olod kedlebi idga, Jestis nacvlad _ am kacs sasaflaos gzamde mihyevi,
riT dagikavSirdi, Seni mobiluri ar
egdo, romelsac verc veraferSi iy- ciT da sivrciT gadaxuruli. gzidan xom mainc iqiT midixar! _ Tqva da
iWerda, etyoba iseT adgilas iyavio.
enebdnen da verc eleodnen, jarTSi aqa-iq orRobeebSi Sukebi Sedioda. Tavis Svils uxmo, gakraxmalebuli Te-
fuWad miCqaria, magram aRarc ukan
Cabareba imitomac gadawyvites. amdeni sicxeSi moyiJine bavSvebs saxe ula- Treuli rom gaeWimaT. madlobis niS-
gabruneba Rirda. manqanidan rom gad-
mZime da umniSvnelo sagani erTmaneTze plapebdaT, zeTiT gazinTulebs hgavd- nad Tavi davukari. is biWi ubrad gam-
movedi, adgili mecno.
ise mWidrod ganaTavses, gegoneboda, nen. etyoba aqaurobas autaneli pa- iZRva. sasaflao soflidan karga man-
tafobi _ ewera msxvili asoebiT.
sadacaa yvelaferi Cayiravdebao. panaqeba Cveoda, Cixebic ki ixuTeboda. Zilze yofila. vifiqre, rago jer iq
ragos sofeli yofila. jandabas, verc didroni xeebis CrdilSi hpoveb- mividoda. teritorias dabali yore
teritoriis gaswvriv carieli jix-
gavuvli da waviyoleb-meTqi, gadavw- di Svebas. wyali blanti xdeboda da na- ertya. netav ra mniSvneloba hqonda
urebi gamoCnda, romelTagan mxolod
yvite. dro mainc Tavze sayrelad hqon- pirebTan gubdeboda, lamis Waobad aseT dabal galavans, muxlamde rom
erTi iyo Ria, TiTqmis gzispiras, ety-
da. manqanidan gadmovedi da jix- qceuliyo, xolo haeri cxeli abazanis gwvdeba. sxvaganac minaxavs da
oba zed trasasTan dadgmis nebas ar
urisken gavemarTe. iq meisres gamove- orTqls damsgavseboda. mze garemos davfiqrebulvar. veluri WinWrebi da
rTavdnen. iqac mzesumzira da saReW
laparake, rago gecodineba-meTqi, rezini iyideboda. kidev muyaos movarayebas tofosaviT ganagrZobda. saflavis qvebze gamosaxuli saxeebi
sofelSi xom yvela erTmaneTs icnobs. qaRaldze dawebebuli feradi suraTe- adamianebSi asea miRebuli, roca kadri erTmaneTSi ireodnen, TiTqos aseTebi
pasuxad Tavi damiqnia da sayviris xmac bi cnobil msaxiobTa portretebiT. ver amarTlebs, Semcvlels uZebnian, iyvnen da arc cdilobdnen ukeTesad
gaisma. man Slagbaumi ise swrafad dauS- etyoba Tavisi myidveli aseT rameebsac buneba ki mzis gamoCenas srul ndobas warmoCeniliyvnen. iqve eklesia Canda
va, Ruzis jaWviviT aWrialda. lian- hyavda, raxan cicqna gamyidveli moT- ucxadebda. mere Rrublebi ise efine- moxatuli kedlebiT.
dagze savaWro matarebeli Semodioda. minebiT eloda maT gamoCenas. sayrdens boda cas, TiTqos veeba sabnebi gaSale- _ rogor gaCanagebula! _ miv-
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tareblis xmas ise iyo SeCveuli, bgere- tom, rom ar dayrdnobodi. gamyidvels vanismcemlebiviT elodnen mzis _ Cven nurafers dagvabralebT! _
bis gamocalkeveba ar uWirda. me ki vkiTxe, ragos sad vnaxav-meTqi. sofel- gamoCenas. miwac cxeli iyo. amitomac aRSfoTda igi, _ Cvenamde gaaCanages!
araferi mesmoda saSinel raxraxSi, Si ikiTxeo, mirCia. gza ganvagrZe da amodiodnen qvewarmavlebi da iqauro- monRolTa Semosevebs Tu gulisx-
drodadro Cemi manqana rom gamoCnde- erT qals gadavawydi, am sicxeSi daT- ba xvlikebis dedaqalaqs emsgavseboda. mobda. gareT dedaberi idga gawvdili
boda xolme fragmentiviT. iqneb rasac biluli zeda rom ecva, win ki tabure- mcxovreblebic maT hgavdnen, uRimRa- xeliT. monaxa amanac samaTxovro adg-
Cven vxedavdiT mxolod anarekli iyo, ti daedo. isic mzesumziras hyidda mo fasadebTan marcvleuls rom ezide- ili-meTqi, gavifiqre. irgvliv kaciS-
mTavar gamosaxulebas mainc vtoveb- qaRaldis parkebiT. Sors, ferdobze bodnen da welebze TavianTi nafexure- vili ar WaWanebda, xurdas roca vuwv-
diT, aCrdilebTan davZrwodiT da maT saxli miCvena, ragos ekuTvnis, jer iq bi etyobodaT. didi. ragos Sesaxeb gamovkiTxe. bavS-
vesaubrebodiT. yovelTvis vifiqrebdi, moikiTxeo. sofels Turme adre mJave ragos saxlSi, mixedvis rom araferi vobaSi da tifiT gardacvloda,
rom meisrem umjobesi sityvebi war- wylebs eZaxdnen. tafobad qceuli mi- etyoboda, aravin damxvedria. kacma ar mSoblebic dards gadahyolodnen, maT
moTqva, vidre sinamdvileSi, mainc damo samyaros kides hgavda, mJave wyle- icis, fuli sad mihqonda. saintereso saflavebze xSirad amodiso, Tqva. mere
araferi gamigia. matareblis xmaze bi gzis gayvanis dros gamqraliyo, mx- xedi iSleboda. simetriulad ganlage- adgilsamyofeli mimaswavla.
katac dafrTxa da jixuris saxuravze olod saxeli darCenoda. gawiTlebu- buli ferdobebi tolferda _ Tu aravin dagxvda, ese igi wasu-
aforTxda. iqidan xeze gadaZvra da vi- li nakvalevic amaze metyvelebda. samkuTxeds qmnida. nuTu es iyo ragos la! didsulovani kacia, rago! guli
wro tots CaebRauWa. siCume sabolood erTi-organ aRmarTul trafaretze sanukvari mxare, romelic iseT aRfr- mwydeba, ojaxs rom ar moekida. marto
maSin Camodga, grZeli Semadgenloba sicxisa da wvimisgan warwerebi ise gada- TovanebaSi mohyavda am Camkvdari bar- cxovrobs, TviTon uwevs tansacmlis
rom SeCerda, romelsac arc Tavi uCan- xunebuliyo, namyofi Tu ar iyavi, gzas akebis xilvas, guli albaT amovardnas kemsva da recxva, dRes qaRaldis fuli
da da arc bolo. gamaxsenda, manqana verc gaignebdi. mitovebuli saxlebi hqonda. es alagi qceoda savaned da maCuqa! _ msxvili kupiura aRtacebiT
rom ar Camiketia. ficrebiT aeWedaT, nestsa da Smors Tavs veRarafriT daaRwevda. zRur- miCvena da sevdianad ganagrZo, _ yov-
_ ar idardo! aravin mokidebs xels, mTeli aveji gaefuWebina, amoburculi blze Camomjdars Zili momeria, meCve- el ambavs saflavis qva gaasrulebs.
kargad dgas, arc satvirTos SeuSlis! zedapiri usiamo sanaxavi iyo. skamebi na, TiTqos ragos daJinebiT vumtkiceb- warwerebs xavsi moedeba. qveynad mniS-
_ Tqva meisrem. Tavi saxelmwifo TokebiT gadaebaT, daxveuli leibebi di, xom geubnebodi, moval-meTqi, vnelovani araferi yofila. es Cven vaz-
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viadebT. ise kargia, saTiTaod rom _ sofeli ki ara, labirinTia! _ mewile eyoleboda, Tanac iseTebi, fuZe maSin mnaxulobs. rame Tu darCa, mec
vixocebiT, erTmaneTis damarxvas mainc aRmovTqvi gacxarebiT, _ iSviaTad rom daiviwyes, fulze ki uars ar ity- miwiladebs xolme!
vaswrebT, magram sxvebisTvis zrunva vinmes rom gadaawyde! odnen. ra eqnaT, Tuki am Tixnarevma mi- mdidari momWirnea, glaxaki ki mow-
sakuTar Tavs gamogatovebinebs! _ es asakovani kaci Semomxvda, mSvenieri wam zRapruli bedis gamosaWedad Tu yale, imis nacvlad, piriqiT iyos, gav-
bolo sityvebi raRacnairad Tqva, iqneb adgili gqoniaT-meTqi, gamovelapar- ver ivarga, bavSvobidan rasac gegmavd- ifiqre me, amaT rago mdidrad miaCndaT
sakuTar ambavs gulisxmobda, iqneb ra- ake. nen. da TxovniT iklebdnen, radgan roca
gos, iqneb sulac orives. _ ra aqvs mSvenieri? Cveni Semxed- _ mosawyenia soflis cxovreba! adamiani rames gTxovs, gulTan mita-
saflavze aravin iyo da ukan gamovb- vare aq damkvidrebuli mdidaric ki yvelaferma mobezreba icis, Tanac nilad rom CageTvalos, jibezec unda
rundi, gasayarTan, mere qvemo gzas ga- siRatakisTvisaa ganwiruli. SeZle- aRarc qarxana muSaobs! _ es ambavi ise gaikra xeli.
vuyevi, romelic gzajvaredins kveTda. bulsac boganod aqcevs, ifiqreb, gulisgamawvrileblad mamcno, albaT _ wesiT male unda gamoCndes! _
mTavari moedani dResaswaulebi- risTvis garjilao. es saxlebi Tu dain- ifiqra, romelime organizacias xmas Tqva meisrem da saaTs daxeda.
sTvisaa saWiro, saxalxo karnaval- greoda da Cvenc dagvxocavdnen, Tanax- mivawvdendi, romlebic maSinve dasax- da marTlac Sors, sadac Zlevamo-
isTvis, sadac aRmasrulebeli pirebi ma viqnebodi. rogorRac icocxlao, mareblad gamoeqanebodnen. reaqcia sili qariSxlebis gzaze gamxdari xeebi
mxolod imitom gamoCndebian xolme, dae ase waaweron Cems saflavze! _ rom ar gamovxate, mSvidad ganagrZo: ubadruk zRudeebs qmnidnen, adamianTa
xalxs maTi arseboba rom ar miaviwydeT. gaavebuli Canda, ragos adgilsamyo- _ ara uSavs, iolad gavalT jgufi davinaxe. rago iyo, Tavis madli-
ai, axlac, viRac warmomadgeneli wve- felze ki araferi icoda. rogorme, ise rago sworad moiqca, er amalasTan erTad. vin daswama mas Zun-
odaT, aTiode glexi Semoekriba irgv- gzis gayolebaze simindebi daeTe- qalaqSi rom gadabargda. samSoblo woba. etyoba vinc anegdotebs Txzavs,
liv da roca CoCqoli miwyda, enad saT, romelic SemoRobili nakveTiT TavSesafaria, romelic sxvebs darCaT, Worebsac is igonebs. qalaqSi, CvenTan ra
gaikrifa: Tavdeboda. iq saqmiani ezoc moewyoT, maTTvis ucxoa Cveneburi adaTi. Cven ki mozRudulad cxovrobda, aq ki ra ambebSi
_ Cven qveyanas sulieri, sasazRvro aqa-iq aguris natexebi, qviSis grova da viviwyebT aqaurobas, TiTqos beds ga- yofila. yvelani erTxmad emadlerebod-
da ekonomiuri problemebi aqvs, magram dakemsili tomrebi eyara. etyoba qviSa vurbodeT, romelic winaswar nen. mis saxels iseTi mowiwebiT warmoTq-
sxva mxriv yvelaferi zedmiwevniT kar- am tomrebiT moezidaT. viRac kaci mo- gangvisazRvres! vamdnen, brinjaos Zeglsac daudgamdnen,
gad aris, Cinebuladac ki, dRisiT mze tors Cahkirkitebda. daqoqvisas kbi- _ gaqcevas Sveba ar moaqvs! _ vTqvi gamgeoba nebarTvas Tu gascemda. vaglax,
amodis da RamiT varskvlavebi lanebi mWaxed trialebda, aSkarad uxalisod, _ es morig Cixamde gaRwe- didi xniT weliwadSi mxolod erTxel
kaSkaSebs, qveynis saerTo mdgomareoba zeTi aklda. mis garda aravin iyo. mx- vas hgavs! stumrobda sofels, Svebuleba roca
Cven sofelzec aisaxa. aqauroba qvis olod katebi knaodnen, gafSekili _ arafers ar moaqvs Sveba! _ uwevda. Turme im dRes did sufras Sli-
dasaxlebas hgavs momakvdinebeli ier- kudebi rom egrixebodaT, TiTqos yve- dameTanxma Tavis kanturiT, radgan es da da mTel sofels patiJebda, romelT-
iT. es ki winsvlas aferxebs. Caxergili la erTad mousavleTSi gadakar- saqcieli mdebareobasTan Sesabamiso- ac lamis iyo, moZravi dResaswauli
gzebi saxelmwifos moSlas emsaxureba. guliyo, vinc ki beds damdureboda. baSi modioda. am SenobaSi adre kanto- daewesebinaT, ragooba, anda sulac raime
miwis mTeli sivrce ganvrcobili sim- ragoze vkiTxe, mgoni iqiT movkario ra yofila, kantora ki iseTi adgilia, sxva saxelwodebas moufiqrebdnen. bavS-
didrea, xolo madani koncentrirebu- Tvali, qongurebiani saxlisken mimiTi- sadac Tavebs akantureben. vebi orTvala velosipedebiT elodnen,
li ganZi. rkina gacilebiT bevri moi- Ta, gamgeobis Senoba yofila. daxvewi- iatakze Jurnalebi Sekvrebad eyara, rago maT Cavlisas xurda fulebs Cuqni-
poveba masalisTvis, spilenZi ki cota lobis SegrZneba gagiCndeboda, magram etyoba arc ki gaexsnaT, wakiTxvaze xom da, moxucebi locavdnen, ubralo gamv-
mosavarayeblad. yvelafris gamoyene- isic Selaxuli Canda, baTqaSi Camocven- laparakic zedmeti iyo. momcro magi- lelebi uRimodnen. rago arafers Taki-
ba mogviwevs. sxva gamowvevebis zRur- oda da agurebi gaSiSvlebuli neknebiv- dis irgvliv skamebi mwyobrad lobda. aq is namdvili iyo, Tundac sxva-
blze vimyofebiT, magram zRurbli iT aCnda. odesRac dasaxlebis yvelaze daelagebinaT, TiTqos leqciisTvis gan yvelgan eTamaSa.
dasasrulTan erTad xom dasawyissac RirsSesaniSnav nagebobad iTvleboda, emzadebodnen. yoveli maTgani _ maS Sena xar? _ momiaxlovda Tu
niSnavs! _ aRmatebul azrebs gac- sadac rCevisTvis dadiodnen, magram WraWunobda, mwiri avejis xvedrs axmo- ara, xmamaRla SesZaxa tafobis
ilebiT paTetikurad gamoTqvamda, mimsvlelni arafriT Secvlidnen erTx- vanebda, raRa maincdamainc am dasakar- gmirTagmirma, _ bevrgan miTxres, vi-
TiTqos cxel-cxel statiebs kiTxu- el arCeul cxovrebis wessa da nirs. gavSi gagvamweseso. wina rigSi iseTi Rac geZebso!
lobso, xolo saxe gazeTili da yovelgvar SemoTavazebas daJinebiT dabali skamebi gaemwkrivebinaT, qon- _ manqaniT var, gaviyoleb-meTqi!
dalaqavebuli gazeTiviT atkecoda, uaryofdnen, fuWi ybedoba ki guls driskacebisTvis gankuTvnili gegone- _ erTi wamiT damicade! _ Tqva man
lampis qveS rom dadeben xolme, vini- urevdaT. gamgeoba Tavis funqcias boda. magidaze grafiniT wyali idga. da jibidan rkinis fuli amoaZvrina,
cobaa zeTi daiqceso. didi Sebertyili mainc asrulebda _ raRacis nebar- _ davlev, SeiZleba? _ gaviSvire SesaZloa ukanasknelic ki, magram
vinme ki Canda, etyoba, ZalauflebaSi Tvebs iZleoda, raRacis SezRudvebs TiTi. TiTqos mze amoCaxCaxdao, meisres ise
mosvla imitom gadaewyvita, cixeSi rom awesebda. _ macivridan mogawvdi, es Tbili gaunaTda saxe.
ar aRmoCeniliyo. amitomac aTas rames xelmZRvaneli civad momesalma. iqneba! mere manqanSi CavsxediT da roca
pirdeboda amomrCevlebs. rago arc etyoba, qalaqur dialeqts zizRs ucx- sanam Wiqas avsebda, mosacdelSi uS- daviZariT, xalxis Jriamulic miwyda.
maT Soris idga. moSorebiT sacxobi adebda. raRac cnobars aTvalierebda. foTveli laparaki gaisma, yayanad rom _ dagvewyeba isev erTi da igive! _
SevniSne da iqiT gavemarTe. firmis agentebi mstumroben da aTas aRiqmeboda, radgan erT sityvasac ver vTqvi me, rogorme laparaki rom ga-
_ RumelSi gamomcxvars sxva gemo saqonels mTavazobeno, ukmayofilod gaarCevdi. wasvla rom davapire, xe- mogvsvloda.
aqvs! _ amixsna mzareulma, saqmis zed- aRmoTqva, sainformacio literatura lmZRvaneli didi ambiT gamomemSvido- _ gana erTi da igive ar jobs? _
miwevniT mcodne rom Canda da saxec tonobiT SemoaqvT da sarekomendacio ba. wamodga da xeli CamomarTva. iseTi mipasuxa ragom.
saucxoo hqonda _ zRvisferi Tvale- statiebsac ar gvakleben, magram Cven civi hqonda, gegoneboda didxans edo _ ginda Tqva, rom mogwons?
bi da mkafio nakvTebi, lampa unda migeS- yvelaze metad sakaceebi gvWirdeba. im macivris yinulebSi, saidanac wyali _ yovel SemTxvevaSi, ase mirCevnia,
vira da misi cqeriT damtkbariyavi, gam- sakaceebis didi partia CvenTvis mis- gadmoiRo. simarTle iTqvas, ragos xasiaTis gadawyoba mainc ar momiwevs!
Wvirvale mzeriT SoreTs gahyurebda. wreba iqneboda. vinc saxlidan fexiT aRarc veZebdi. rogorRac xeli Cav- mis naTqvamSi ido azris marcvali,
iqneb bavSvobas igonebda, rac ufro gadis, umetesobas sakaceebiT iqnie. an ras avitexe, waviyoleb-meTqi. im SemTxvevaSi, Tu movaleoba sasjelad
Sordebi, miT ufro keTilad rom gax- vabrunebT. xalxs Sia da nerviulobs. TviTon gaaRwevda rogorme. geqca, jobs, dRis reJims Seeguo da
sendeba. viRac sicxiT gaTangul qals xan vin xdeba cudad da xan vin. zogi isev ukan gavbrundi. rkinigzas rom meqanikurad miyve.
Taiguli mohqonda. viTom moarTveso, yanaSi ecema, zogi pirdapir gzaze, maT mivadeqi, Cemi manqana Soridanve _ manqana gyolia odesme? _ misi
gaWores sacxobSi, arada TviTon iyid- sakaceebze vaTavsebT da raionuli SevniSne. matarebeli wasuliyo, Sors mikroavtobusis ambavi gamaxsenda da
dao. netav visi ra saqme iyo. adamianebi centris hospitalSi gadagvyavso. mere elmavals movkari Tvali vagonebis movayoleb-meTqi, vifiqre, cota xasi-
gverdigverd dadian, magram zogi dainteresda, ra sakiTxze viyavi misu- ugrZesi mwkriviT. sadac jarTi eyara, aTze movidodiT.
dards dahyavs da zogi sixaruls. li. rom gaigo, ragos veZebdi, damok- cecxli daenToT, boli bolqvebad if- _ ara! _ Tqva man.
dasaxleba arc ise didi Canda. naxe- idebuleba Seicvala da seriozulad anteboda haerSi. _ nuTu arasdros? _ gakvirvebiT
var saaTSi boloSi gaxvidodi, magram mommarTa: _ didad Seuvali vinme gyoliaT aviCeCe mxrebi.
ragos moZebna mainc ver movaxerxe. sa- _ oci wuTis win wavida, oRond ar rago, _ mivaxale meisres, CvriT xelSi _ saidan unda myoloda? marTvis
dac mimaswavlidnen, iqidan wasuli mx- vici, saiT! _ Tqva da saSaqarlame gad- lampis Camqral naTuras damCneul naT- mowmobac ara maqvs!
vdeboda, TiTqos gansazRvruli niSnu- mowia Cemsken. zed kanfetebi ewyo. iTurebs rom wmendda _ versad movix- mere kidev erTxel gaxeda sofels,
li unda momenaxa da iq SevCerebu- _ miirTviT, samarxvo Sokoladia, elTe! ai, mivdivarT, guli ki aq mrCebao, Tqva
liyavi, Torem uTavbolod vivlidi ragom mogvarTva! _ soflidan rom gadis, mxolod da mTeli gza xma aRar gagviRia.
ase. dasasruls ver vpovebdi. mere gza _ ara, madlobeli var! _ Tavi ga-
ganvagrZe. erTgan xarixebi aexorxlebi- daviqnie.
naT, xidis gadebas Tu apirebdnen, gamv- _ miyvars aseTi nugbari, Tan marx-
lelebi albaT forTxviT gadadiodnen vas arRvev, radgan mainc Sokoladia,
zed. wylis Tavze orTqli licliceb- Tan ar arRvev, radgan mainc samarxvoa!
da, TiTqos mdinare, taxtze gamowo- _ mere TviTonve aiRo da piri gaitk-
lili, gaTangul sxeuls asvenebso. baruna, _ didebuli pirovnebaa rago,
dinebis SuagulSi qva egdo, TavgaCex- mzrunveli, samkiTxvelos gafarToeba-
il qalas rom waagavda.zed wvrili Wav- ze gvexmareba, biblioTekaze farTis
lebi gadadioda, gegoneboda uferu- miSenebas vapirebT, xalxi midis da
li sisxli sdiso. napirTan bavSvebi rogorme xom unda davakavoT, ragom
Tevzaobdnen da nadavls pirdapir mi- imdeni qviSa mozida, yornebis gunds
waze yridnen. WuWyiani WiWyinebi qviSa- gavaTeTrebdiT! _ TviTonve moewona
Si amogangluliyo. norC mebadurebs Sedareba, romelic didi mgosnisgan
parki daviwynodaT, Tu ver viSoveT, esesxa. mere erTixanoba saarqivo
cecxlze SevwvaTo, mwvanilsac aqve sabuTebis Cxrekas da daxarisxebas
davkrefT, oxraxuSi yvelaze metad Seudga, etyoba imisTvis, usaqmurad
miyvars, misi surneli rehanisas rom ar mimeCnia. netav raSi Wirdeboda
mirCevniao, daeCemebina SedarebiT kidev erTi oTaxis miSeneba. mosaxleo-
ufross. ragos veZeb-meTqi, gamovela- bis raodenoba klebulobda, vinc rCe-
parake. Tavi gadaiqnia, dRes ar dami- boda, sakiTxavad ver moiclida. riT
naxavso. ragos romc Caeara, yura- gaamarTlebda gaweul xarjs? samosax-
dRebas arc miaqcevdnen, ise iyvnen lo sivrce isedac ikumSeboda. Zveli
Tavisi saqmiT garTulni. verc me Semam- nangrevebi balaxma gadafara. ara mgo-
Cnies, TviTon rom ar gamovlaparake- nia, am miwebisTvis realur myidvels
bodi. mere erTxanoba fuWad viare. moekiTxa, TiToeul nakveTs imdeni
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_ mogvxedeT, xalxo! _
Tund taZari agigiaTo...
_ esRa aRmoxda moklul ilia
WavWavaZis daWril meuRles.
...rogorc sxvagan,
CvenSic asea:
_ wuxs mSobliuri literatura!
_ quxs mSobliuri makulatura!
_ CamorCenili ar gegonoooT!..
ganwiruli Zaxili ismis,
saqarTveloSi goimoba
ufro aSinebT, vidre sikvdili.
ukanaskneli mogoneba Cemi mzera daiWira, igrZno, rogori sofelSi. aivanze gamosasvleli kari _ am diliTac hqondaT paemani mT-
vuZRvni r. q-s aRtacebiTa da gaocebiT vucqerdi. WrialiT gaiRo da gamovida TxuTme- vares da mzes, magram mxolod wamiT,
odnavi sevda Caudga zurmuxtisfer tiode wlis gogona, romelsac mokle Semdeg ki mTvare miicvala mzis sxiveb-
mravali wlis Semdeg, sikvdilis TvalebSi da sibraluliT gamiRima. CiTis kaba ecva: kupriviT Savi Tma Can- Si, _ momigo Tvalebgabrwyinebulma
winaSe mdgari, vfiqrob im uCveulo sa- misi silamazis WvretiT mogvrili sia- CqeriviT gadmoCqefda brinjaosfer gogonam. Zroxis wvelas rom morCa, ga-
Ramoze, romlis mogoneba winaT mtan- movneba peSvSi dagrovili wyaliviT zurgze, wamwamTa CrdilSi ori Savi reT gamovida. xelSi rZiani qvabi eWira,
jvel sevdas mgvrida, axla ki bedniere- swrafad daiwrita da damrCa mxolod muguzali kiafobda, saxe Sav vards mi- romelSic Tbili rZe qafqafebda.
biT mavsebs. is dRe erTaderTia, mim- sulis gamyinavi amaoebis gancda. gana ugavda, SveliviT yeli ise moeRerebi- _ ho, marTla, Cven jer kidev ar
qrali sanTeliviT odnav rom anaTebs ar vicodi, im mSvenier ucnob qals, si- na, rom kocna mogindebodaT, patara, vicnobT erTmaneTs, me daviTi mqvia, _
da aferadebs Cemi cxovrebis nacr- bralulis garda aranairi sxva grZno- magram mkrivi ZuZuebis landebi ikveT- warvudgine Tavi da xeli gavuwode.
isfer dReebs. erTdroulad mwuxare- ba ar SeiZleboda gaCenoda Cems mima- eboda Txel kabaSi, romlebic axlad _ me ki marexi, _ mipasuxa gogonam
bisa da sixarulis iseTi mZafri grZno- rT, magram mainc saSineli tkvili vi- akokrebuli vardis kokrebiviT uR- da rZis wveTebiT daTrTviluli brin-
ba metad aRarasodes ganmicdia, grZeni... Tvali davxuWe, veRar SevZe- viodnen, SoltebiviT swori da grZe- jaosferi xeli CamomarTva.
swored amitomaa Zvirfasi is sicocx- li imisi sibraluliT savse Rimilis li fexebi hqonda, romlebic siarulis _ ratom ver mogkariT Tvali guSin
liT savse ramdenime saaTi CemTvis. atana. Tumca, meore mxriv, im qalis ase- dros arc ki exebodnen iataks, mzis sx- saRamos? _ vkiTxe odnav darcxvenil
Tumca amas gvian mivxvdi! cxovrebaSi Ti reaqcia sulac ar iyo uCveulo da ivebi eTamaSeboda mis RvediviT moqnil Tanamosaubres.
zogjer aris wuTebi, roca erTmaneT- moulodneli, manamdec SemimCnevia ms- sxeuls. gaocebuli mivSterebodi am _ guSin mezobels vexmarebodi Tx-
Si imdenadaa Serwymul-SeduRabebuli gavsi gamometyveleba quCaSi Semxvedr- TiTqmis SiSvel angelozs, romelic ilis darCevaSi. SuaRameze davbrundi
avi da kargi, tkbili da mware, Sxami da Ta saxeebze. rodesac es gavacnobiere, wamiT Sedga da Tavisi cecxlovani Sin da fexakrefiT amovipare aivanze,
neqtari, rom bedniereba ubedurebad gadavwyvite, mec RimiliTve mepasuxa Tvalebi SemomanaTa, Semdeg ki sxeulis Tqven da givis ukve geZinaT, _ momigo
eCveneba kacs. magram dros erTi dide- misTvis. magram Tvali rom gavaxile, is narnari rxeviT Cavida kibeze. marexma da Tvalebi morcxvad daxara.
buli Tviseba aqvs _ is aramxolod ayu- qali aRarsad Canda, lamaz zmanebasav- gaognebuli viyavi misi pirvelyo- _ modi, Tavi gavaneboT TqvenobiT
Cebs sulier tkivils, aramed raRac- iT gamqraliyo... fili silamaziT da bunebis am umSve- saubars, _ vuTxari marexs, romelsac
nairad amsubuqebs da sasiamovnosac ki giSrisferi Tvalebi zebunebrivad
xdis. amitomaa, rom yvelaze usiamovno gasxivosneboda, _ ramdenadac maxs-
ambavic saamo mogonebad iqceva xolme. ovs, givis arasodes uxsenebia Seni sax-
mec ase damemarTa... eli.
restoranSi Cemi Zmis dabadebis _ Sens Sesaxeb ki bevrs miambobda,
dRes aRvniSnavdiT. xalxmraval su- _ bavSvuri gulubryvilobiT Tqva mar-
fraze yovelTvis mowyeniloba mipy- giorgi mgalobliSvili exma da gadaikiskisa. gancvifrebuli
robs. lxini nebismieri adamianis Tval- Sevcqerodi am mokiskise nakaduls. ue-
Si ararad iqceva, Tu ar icekva, imR- crad sevdam daufara saxe. ukuni Rame-
era, ixumra da sakuTari azri Tanamein- saviT Savi, uZiro Tvalebi kaeSanma
axeebs ar gauziara, me ki arc metyvele- moicva, _ me oboli var, mSoblebi gar-
ba SemiZlia da arc damoukideblad dacvalebis Semdeg givis bebiam Semi-
gadaadgileba. fara, romelic yovelmxriv cdilob-
im saRamosac TandaTanobiT da, ar megrZno oblobis simware. ara-
dameufla mowyenilobis gancda. sodes gavurCevivar Tavisi SviliS-
dro rom rogorme gameyvana, Tvali vilebisagan, piriqiT ufro manebivreb-
movavle darbazSi Sekrebil sazoga- da. RvTisnieri qalia bebia Tekle, de-
doebas. uecrad SevniSne saocrad dasaviT miyvars. me axla unda wavide,
lamazi qali, romelic mopirdapire naxvamdis.
magidasTan ijda. ase, ocdaTxuTmet- givis gamoRviZebisTanave kur-
ocdaTeqvsmeti wlisa iqneboda. dRelze sanadirod wavediT. foTleb-
abreSumiviT nazi da mbzinvare qviS- is Wreli xaliCa mTel tyeSi mofenil-
isferi Tma zurgs ukan talRebad eS- iyo. cad aziduliyvnen mzis sxivebs
veboda. wamwamTa CrdilqveS ulamaz- danatrebuli xeebi, romlebic mwvane
esi mwvane Tvalebi ganabuliyo. amo- foTlebs saucxood SeemosaT. gveliv-
maval mzesaviT mSvenieri, Tbili Ri- iT daklaknil fesvebs xavsi modeboda.
mili gadaurbenda xolme tuCebze da sul ufro da ufro Rrmad SevdiodiT
mTel saxes uciskrovnebda.Tvals ver tyeSi, magram kurdRlis kvalic arsad
vaSorebdi momxiblav qmnilebas da Canda. uceb broliam yurebi cqvita da
vgrZnobdi, TandaTan rogor ipyrob- SurduliviT gaqanda buCqnarisaken,
da Cems suls ganumeorebeli sil- saidanac ori didi TeTri kurdReli
amaziT. gamovarda. iWeqa Cvenma Tofebma da
maT magidas warmosadegi garegno- orive kurdReli usulod daeca Zirs.
bis axalgazrda mamakaci miuaxlovda mTeli dRe vixetialeT tye-RreSi da
da qali sacekvaod gaiwvia. man jer uar- kidev ramdenime kurdReli movkaliT.
is niSnad Tavi gaaqnia, magram biWi rom sisxlisferi mze zecis ukidegano sare-
aRar moeSva, wamodga, xelebi gaSala da celze sulTmobrZaviviT iwva da Tan-
gediviT gacurda priala, yavisfer mTvaris dedofali nieresi qmnilebis kidev erTxel xil- daTanobiT qreboda misi lamazi sic-
iatakze. vaJi marcxena mxridan `sria- vis dauZlevelma survilma Semipyro. ocxle. cecxlovani burTi dasa-
la svliT~ kvaldakval mihyveboda, ma- Ramis sigrilis wyalobiT zafxu- wamis uswrafesad tanT Cavicvi da kibe lierisaken mieqaneboda da gzas uTmob-
gram Tan frTxilobda _ ar Sexeboda lis sicxisagan daosebuli adamianebi Cavirbine. ezoSi vardebis Tavbrudamx- da wyviadis mzes _ mTvares, romelic
qalis grZel saRamos kabas, romelic Zilad mivardniliyvnen. sruli mdu- vevi surneli trialebda. mwvane moli jer kidev ar amocurebuliyo cis ka-
maRal, moxdenil tans umSvenebda. cdi- mareba gamefebuliyo mTel sofelSi, aRmosavluri xaliCasaviT iyo moqar- badonze. bunebas Tvali mielula da
lobda, win gadaRobeboda da sulis mxolod Ramis WriWinebis WriWini guli mindvris nair-nairi yvavilebiT, Rrma Zilis molodinSi Tvlemda.
damatyvevebel TvalebSi Caexeda. Tavs ayruebda aremares. badri mTvare amo- romlebzec dafarfatebdnen Wrel- Talxisferi bindi jer kidev ar iyo
evleboda, Tvals wamiTac ar acileb- suliyo, gadaeyara Rrublebi, TiTqos Wreli peplebi. TviTmkvlelobis JiniT Camowolili, roca Sin davbrundiT.
da, TiTqos mis garda amqveynad aravin es Rrublebi xels uSlidnen misi sil- Sepyrobili cvari xteboda balaxis marexi da bebia Tekle WiSkarTan Se-
iyo. vaJiT moxibluli qali drodadro amazis srulad aRqmas. mTvaresac hyavs wveridan. Tvali movkari qvabiT xelSi mogvegebnen, CamogvarTves nanadirevi
ajildovebda mas Tavisi Suqmfeni Ri- Tavisi dedofali, romelic TeTr- boselSi Semaval gogonas. fexakrefiT da saxlSi SegviZRven. marexi saocari
miliT. atlasiviT sriala, naz Rawvebs lurj sadedoflo kabaSi gamowyobili mivipare gomuris karTan da Sig Se- moxdenili da msubuqi moZraobebiT
mkrTali vardisferi Sehparoda. of- dabrZanebula mTvaris taxtze. is zvi- vixede. gogona ijda dabal samfexa ska- Slida sufras aivnis qveS. givis babua
lis wvrili wveTebiT dacvaroda Ria adi da civia, magram mainc siyvaruls mze da jiqans banda Zroxas. Tmis Savi Tamadad dadga, romelmac pirvelad
xorblisferi saxe. vuyurebdi maT da eswrafis. mTvaris dedofali mudam farda ufaravda saxes, romelic yor- Cveni bedukuRmarTi qveynis sadRegr-
sunTqva mekvroda, guli gamalebiT satrfos maZiebelia, Tumca amaod, misi nis frTasaviT ubzinavda mzis umcir- Zelo Tqva:
micemda, mTeli sxeuli zambarasaviT samflobelo xom ukacrielia. amito- es sxivzec. TeTri, qaTqaTa naWriT _ guli mewureba, rodesac
damWimoda, TiTqos mec maTTan erTad mac agzavnis RamRamobiT mTvaris ded- gaumSrala ZuZuebi Zroxas, Semdeg saqarTvelos istorias vkiTxulob.
vrokavdi. ofali Tavis vercxlisfer sxivebs Seudga qvabi da daiwyo wvela Tavisi lamis fizikur tkivils vgrZnob yove-
cekva rom dasrulda, is qali dedamiwisaken, raTa adamianebma Seiy- grZeli, Tlili TiTebiT. uecrad gam- li wagebuli brZolis, yoveli goji
ratomRac Cveni magidisken wamovida, varon igi. oixeda da me rom daminaxa, Tvalebi wy- dakarguli miwis gamo, _ daiwyo babua
Cems zurgs ukan unda Caevlo. saSinlad mzis pirveli sxivebi ise elacice- romiT aevso, TiTqos Seuracxyofili rostomma, _ cocxal arsebasaviT me-
mominda, gamovlaparakebodi, naxevrad boda Cems daxuWul Tvalebs, rom darCa, mis ubadlo silamazes uCumrad braleba es pawia saqarTvelo. axla ki
Sevbrundi Cemi etliT da piri gavaRe, TiTqos surda, gaveRviZebine da mexi- rom vuWvretdi. saavdrod gamzadebu- me minda, Sevsva SarSan ruseTTan uTa-
magram iqidan mxolod xorxismieri la ganTiadis mTeli simSveniere. aRmo- li RrublebiviT Sehyara Tavisi grZe- nasworo brZolaSi daRupuli gmireb-
gaugebari bgerebi aRmomxda, yvelam savleTiT cas cecxli wahkideboda, li da wvrili warbebi, wamic da RvTi- is Sesandobari.
Cemken moixeda, Zalian Semrcxva, Tavi dasavleTiT ki cisfer ukidegano uri risxva damatydeboda Tavs, Tumca _ RmerTma naTelSi amyofos imaTi
CavRune... im wams sul gadamaviwyda, rom okeaneSi RrubelTa TeTri kunZulebi umalve gaupo alisferi bage bavSvur- suli, vinc samSoblosaTvis Tavi
metyveleba ar SemeZlo, me xom riyis gafantuliyo. cecxlovani burTi ma Rimilma. gaswira. Zveleburad brZola aRar Seg-
qvasaviT utyvi da uZravi var. man al- ufro da ufro Zalumad maWyetda _ xom araferi gWirdebaT, ase di- viZlia, _ kbilebSi gamocra givim, _
baT kargad gaigona Cemi `xarirmisebri TvalebSi Tavis cxovelmyofel sx- laadrian rom wamomdgaxarT? _ oraswlovanma batonobam Cakla qarTu-
Zaxilis~ xma, magram Cemda sabednierod ivebs. Citebis gabmulma WikWikma sul mkiTxa gogonam alersiani xmiT. li samxedro genia.
araferi SeimCnia da ise ganagrZo gza, mTlad gamomafxizla. wamovjeqi xis _ gmadlobT, ara. ubralod, aseT _ maTi saxeli marad dauviwyari
TiTqos es ucnauri xmebi arc ki gaugo- ZvelTaZveli aivnis iatakze dagebul mSvenier dilas wola da Zili ar Sei- iqneba, sanam iarsebs qarTveli eri, _
nia. leibze da namZinarevi Tvalebi movifS- Zleba. ginaxavT mTvaris sikvdili da vTqvi da Sevsvi Sededebuli sisxliviT
karga xnis Semdeg avwie Tavi da Tva- vnite. iqve iwva Cemi megobari, romel- mzis xelaxla dabadeba? _ vkiTxe gog- blante wiTeli Rvino, _ arc erT damp-
li gavapare im qalis magidisaken. man mac guSin saRamos Camiyvana TavisTan onas. yrobels ise ar gaucamtverebia
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saqarTveloSi samxedro saqme, ufro vuaxlovdebodi marexs, ukve mis viTarebuli, rom TviT RvTaebriv apo- siyvaruls moiTxovda. vaJma Tavisken
rogorc ruseTs, magram amis gamos- sunTqvasac vgrZnodi, is ki gaunZrev- lonsac SeSurdeba. miizida nica, xaverdiviT naz beWebze
woreba SesaZlebelia. brZola xom lad idga da mTeli sxeuliT caxcaxeb- taatiT mimaval qal-vaJs gulze moealersa. veluri marwyviviT tkbil,
gamocdilebaa, sabrZolo gamocdile- da. margalitiviT brwyinav cremlebs Talxisferi sevda awevs, radgan sul funCula tuCebSi akoca. xelis msubu-
ba ki mraval wagebul da mogebul brZo- daeTrTvila mTvaris SuqiT ganaTebu- ramdenime saaTSi nica sami wliT unda qi moZraobiT gaxada atmis yvavilis-
las moaqvs Tan, mudmivi brZola ki an li saxe. gaemgzavros amerikaSi swavlis gasagr- feri kaba da bambis TeTri qveda sacva-
sruliad gaanadgurebs ers, anda us- _ Sen xval midixar, ara? _ aTr- Zeleblad. es maTi erTad yofnis uka- li. wamiT SeCerda, xelovanis TvaliT
azRvrod gaaZlierebs da maradiul Tolebuli xmiT mkiTxa marexma. naskneli Ramea, romelic win uZRvis dauwyo Wvreta gogonas sruliad SiS-
sicocxles SeZens mas. sunTqvaSekruli SevyurebdiT erTma- ganSorebis usasrulo dReebsa da vel, RvTaebriv sxeuls, romlis mSve-
ukve karga xnis daRamebuli iyo, neTs da usityvodac vxvdebodiT, rom Rameebs. gogonas iseTi grZnoba aqvs, nierebamac meramdened moajadova da
roca movrCiT Cveni qveynis Wir- uerTmaneTod sicocxle aRar SegveZ- TiTqos gadasaxlebaSi midiodes. ara- daatyveva. talRebad CamoRvril mzis-
varamze saubars. gulze sevda Semowo- lo. da, mSvenivrad icis, rom msoflioSi fer Tmebs naxevrad daefara forTox-
lilebi SevcqerodiT marexs, romel- _ ho, magram Sen nu idardeb, male yvelaze Tavisufal qveyanaSi mifri- lisodena, mkvrivi ZuZuebi. swori zur-
ic nel-nela alagebda sufras. janR- Camoval, _ vuTxari dilis namiviT mS- navs xval, Tumca guli da goneba mainc gi odnav Sezneqili weliT sruldeba
isfer RrubelTa Soris amocurda venier gogos, romelsac cremlebisa- sxvadasxva hangze mReris. nicam saxl- da iwyeba patara, mrgvali, atlasiviT
savse mTvare, romelic vercxlisferi gan mTlad danisloda Tvalebi. xeli idan gasvlisas tyuili uTxra dedas, sriala ori naxevarmTvare. simwifeSi
sxivebiT ealerseboda Cems daRlil movxvie werwet welze da zemoT viTom amaRam mis megobar ekasTan dar- Sesul TeZoebs dasrulebuli formebi
sxeuls. rodesac dasaZineblad avdio- avediT. Ceboda. sinamdvileSi ki vaJTan Sesax- miuRia. nicas srulqmnili sxeulis
di meore sarTulze, yuri movkari mar- swored im dros gamomeRviZa, rode- vedrad gaiqca, raTa wasvlamde dar- xilviT gamowveuli gaogneba sul erT
exis CurCuliT naTqvam sityvebs: `Tek- sac mTvare da mze erTmaneTs unda Se- Cenili dro erTad gaetarebinaT. wams gagrZelda, Semdeg isev vnebam
le bebo, amaRam `xoWoWinaSi~ unda viba- hyrodnen. aivnis xis iatakze dagebul mqrqalma mTvarem kekluci qaliv- sZlia esTetikur tkbobas. giorgim xe-
nao~. givim baliSze Tavi dado Tu ara, fumfula matylis leibze viweqi, Cems iT Camoifara RrubelTa muqi lurji lSi aiyvana gogona da sawolze daawv-
maSinve CaeZina. me ki im uRmerTos si- gverdiT iwva givi da tkbilad eZina. ride. caze aqa-iq Cans fosforisferi ina. daewafa mis mxurvale, alisfer
tyvebma Zili gamikrTo, daRliloba mzis sxivebma STanTqes mTvare. Tval- varskvlavebi. celqma siom aaSriala bages...
sadRac gaqra.
ezos bolos kamkama wyaro Camodio-
da, romelic qvis sarkesaviT priala
da swor kalapotSi miedineboda. al-
baT am adgilebisTvis odesRac lavas
gadauvlia, magram sakvirveli is iyo,
rom am danis piriviT swor zedapirze
alag-alag patara qvevrebiviT CaR-
rmavebebi gaukeTebia bunebis jados-
nur xels. erTi maTgani sakmaod didi
moculobisa iyo, romelsac marexi
`xoWoWinas~ eZaxda. es qvabuli mSveni-
er sabanao auzs qmnida, sadac zafxu-
lobiT sicxisagan gaTanguli marexi
grildeboda. iqve erTi didi muxis xe
idga, romelzec katasaviT swrafad da
uxmaurod avZveri, moxerxebulad mo-
vikalaTe erT did totze, romelic
dahyurebda wyaros Tavze. CiraRdaniv-
iT anTebuli mTvare ise Zalumad dan-
aToda wyarodan gamomaval nakaduls,
rom mis lariviT swor fskerze ken-
Wsac ki SeamCnevdiT. mouTmenlobisa-
gan guli meleoda, Tumca didxans lo-
dini ar momiwia. ai, isinic gamoCndnen.
guli sagules aRar mqonda. RvTismSo-
beliviT lamazi marexi win modioda,
bebia Tekle ki ukan mohyveboda.
swored im dros, rodesac kaba unda
gaexada, mTvare kuprisfer Rrubleb-
Si gauCinarda, sruli wyvdiadi Camow-
va. verafers vxedavdi, mxolod wylis
Cxrialis xma mesmoda, romelic mis
RvTaebriv sxeuls ealerseboda. vw- win medga marexis cremliT danamuli xeTa kenweroebi. gogo da biWi mixveul- Tan marjvena xelis grZeli, Tlili
yevlidi mTvares am sastiki oini- saxe. dRem sZlia Rames, buneba nel-nela moxveuli gzebiT midian. xan erT qu- TiTebiT nazad usress gamkvrivebul,
saTvis. da mainc ratom momeqca mTvare iRviZebda. axlad dabadebulma jer Caze amoyofen Tavs, xan _ meoreze. muq yavisfer ZuZus Tavs. kocnis, efer-
ase ulmoblad?! iqneb mTvaris dedo- kidev sisxlisferma dilam imis us- bolos erT-erT myudro CixSi uxveven eba SveliviT mSvenier yelze da vard-
fali qalurma eWvianobam Seipyro da azRvro imedi Camisaxa gulSi, rom me da didi, lamazi saxlis win Cerdebian, is kokoriviT surnelovan mkerdze.
amitomac Camoifara RrubelTa Savi da marexi usaTuod erTad viqne- romelic srul sibnelesa da mdumare- xvevna-alersiT sul ufro qvemoT da
farda, rom ar mexila SiSveli marexis bodiT... baSi CaZirula. fanjrebSi mxolod qvemoT miiwevs. vnebaatanili tani sio
mSveniereba?! wyvdiadis mzem isev rom TeTri fardebis landebi moCans. ho- monaber foToliviT tokavs da krTis...
gamoanaTa moqufruli Rrublebidan, lismagvar oTaxSi Sedian, Sida kibes zRvasaviT aRelvebuli sxeuli Tan-
marexs ukve ecva TeTri saRamuri per- vardisferi Rame swrafad airbenen da vaJis saZineblis daTan dauwynarda. vnebisagan daosebu-
angi da svel Tmas ivarcxnida, romel- vuZRvni n. b-s kars aReben. saxlSi maT garda aravi- li gogona nela wamojda TovliviT
ic bzinavda mTvaris mkrTal Suqze. naa, giorgis mSoblebi ori dRiT gaemg- TeTr loginze da vaJs perangi gaxada.
sunTqvaSekruli davyurebdi bunebis zavrnen sofelSi. didi, wyliani TvalebiT Sexeda
seqtembris Tbili saRamoa. Rames
am ulamazes Sav margalits, romelic nica siyvaruliT aTvalierebs araCveulebrivad momxiblav, mamaka-
jer mTlad ar gauxvevia Tavis yornis-
andamativiT mizidavda da mixmobda. oTaxs, sadac vin moTvlis, ramdenjer- cur saxes. peplis frTebiviT sifrifa-
fer frTebSi qalaqi. qalis saxianma
mware sinanuliT gavcqerodi sax- aa namyofi. es sakmaod didi zomis na xelebi mohkida kunTmagar mklave-
savse mTvarem mkrTalad gamoanaTa.
lisaken mimaval marexsa da bebia Tek- oTaxi Zlier uyvars gogonas, radgan bze da bavSviviT daawvina did, fafuk
aremare TandaTanobiT minavlebul na-
les. nuTu es mxolod vnebaa, wadilia misi yoveli kuTxidan gamokrTis vaJis sawolze. Tavi ukan gadaagdo, grZeli
kverCxals emsgavseba. lampionebiT ga- Tavisufali da faqizi suli.
misi dauflebisa?! ara, ara, mxolod Tmebi vaJis fexebs daefina. cxenze mj-
siyvaruls SeuZlia, ase Zalumad ag- naTebul quCaSi ulamazesi wyvili nela giorgim Ramis sanaTi aanTo da nica domi mxedariviT ritmulad adis-Cadis
iZgeros guli da dagatkbos Seni say- miseirnobs. vaJs xeli mouxvevia gogo- dasva magidasTan, romelzec ewyo ram- zemoT da qvemoT, zogjer ki sacrise-
vareli qalis mSvenierebis WvretiT. nas werwet welze. maT Zalze naRvliani denime wigni, kompiuteris monitori da burad gaaqnevs TavTuxisfer TeZoebs.
ZlivZlivobiT CamovforTxdi mux- saxeebi aqvT. nica ocdaerTi-ocdaori yvavilebiT savse larnaki. sanaTis goneba kriala casaviT naTeli aqvs,
is xidan. sakuTar Tavze mecineboda, me wlis iqneba. mokle, xasxasa vardisferi mkrTali Suqi moefina ganier, rbil magram mainc araferze SeuZlia fiqri,
xom ymawvili aRar viyavi, romelsac kaba acvia. oqrosferi, talRovani Tme- taxtsa da tansacmlis karadas Soris radgan siamovnebas sruliad STaunT-
kidev epatieboda amgvari saqcieli. bi CamoSlia xorblisfer zurgze. ma- moTavsebul patara, xavsisfer noxs, qavs misi arseba. simiviT daeWima mTe-
uamravi lamazi qalis gulTampyrobe- Rali Sublis qvemoT gawolila wvrili mTeli kedlis gaswvriv wignebiT gaWed- li sxeuli, da uecrad mZafrma, fera-
li vyofilvar, magram arc erT maTgans da lariviT swori warbebi. saocrad il sarTulebad ganlagebul Taroebs. dovanma SegrZnebebma ise Zalumad gad-
ise ar auforiaqebia Cemi boboqari lamazi yavisferi Tvalebi cremlebi- gogonam idumali RimiliT gaxeda moxeTqa, TiTqos sadRac siamis kaSxa-
suli, rogorc am pawia velur mindvris Taa danisluli da sisxliviT wiTeli giorgis mier zeTis saRebaviT Ses- li garRveuliyos... qancmileuli daes-
yvavils. daRlil-daqaculi saxlisak- tuCebi odnav uTrTis. kenar tans nar- rulebul mis TiTqmis SiSvel, kedelze vena vaJis mkerdze. moTenTil sxeulSi
en mivlaslasebdi, uceb SevniSne kibeze narad miarxevs da jeiraniviT grZel, dakidebul portrets. Semdeg vaJs saamo Jruanteli uvlis. netarebis
fexakrefiT Camomavali marexi, romel- Camoqnil fexebs msubuqad adgams Sexeda, romlis kupriviT Savma Rimilma gadaurbina wyurvilmoklul
ic ise frTxilad adgamda Tavis naqan- qvafenilze. giorgis TeTri perangi da Tvalebma mTlianad monusxa, da nicas tuCebze, rodesac giorgim xeli gada-
dakar fexebs mTvaris SuqiT ganaTebul Savi Sarvali acvia. ase, ocdaxuT wlam- uceb iseTi dauokebeli ltolva gauCn- usva da akoca qarvisfer Tmebze.
safexurebs, rom TiTqos bebia Tekles de unda iyos. Sublze Camoyril Sav da mis mimarT, rom TiTqmis gaucno- usurvaziviT erTmaneTSi gadax-
gamoepara da axla ki yoveli gafa- Tmebs niavi nazad ufrialebs. gaparsu- biereblad wamodga skamidan da neli larTul qal-vaJs imaze fiqrSi CaeZi-
Cunebisa eSiniao. Cveni Tvalebi erTma- li, kalmiT naxati saxe qarTul fres- nabijiT miuaxlovda. na, rom roca nica dabrundeboda
neTs Sexvdnen, mis mzeraSi nazi da kas miugavs. saamo sanaxavia misi maRa- giorgis winaSe udabnos vardiviT amerikidan, es vardisferi Rame ucil-
uTqmeli grZnoba gamosWvioda, romel- li, welwvrili, mxarbeWiani tani. kunT- mSvenieri gogona idga, romelic oblad ganmeordeboda da saukunod
ic guls midaRavda. sul ufro da magari sxeuli ise harmoniuladaa gan- vnebiT savse TvalebiT misgan mxolod SeaerTebda maT...
8 poezia literaturuli gazeTi 13 - 26 dekemberi 2019
ZilSic meloda,
rac Cven davSordiT, Semodgomis tye
ramdenjer Caqra da gamelotda.
yvela sizmari ucbad axdeba, Turme aravis ar gvqonia mZime bavSvoba, anderZi
velebi, wvimis mwvane frTebia _ mZime iq dagvxvda, saiTkenac moviCqarodiT,
SurisZiebis nazi naRmebiT sadac, erT dResac, oreuli sarkidan gvetyvis: morigeobiT wavidnen
yayaCoebi afeTqdebian. _ vidre sibere gamogwuravs da moginelebs, im saukunis `asebi~ _
mag qvamarilis lukma unda loRno, sawyalo! gangebam miscaT ufleba
saxuravebze gadarbis wvima _ codvil miwaze daSvebis.
maRalwviveba, mkvircxli iabo,
xval, cxra mTas iqiT sxvas mouyveba daumTavrebeli leqsi ician Tu ukvdavebas
zRapars, romelsac axla giambobs. vin rogor gaexaxuna _
sad darubandi, sad nikofsia, zogma didube Seavso,
aseTi turfa, ase kopwia... zogma mTawminda daxura.
***
Semodgomis wvimebi, foTolcvenis glova, Tavis nebaze midi-modian, da natvra hqondaT saerTo,
netav kidev ramdeni didTovloba mova. erTad ixuvles, erTad idroves, rogorc saCxerel perperas _
Cemo qveyanav, `dedaSvilobam, bevrs ar gTxov~ _
netav kidev ramdeni Camodneba lolo, Sarvlis totiviT gulisficarze eweraT!
ianvris dasawyisSi an Tebervlis bolos. CagWres, Cagkeres, Cagaviwroves,
vin gitiros, martma Tu, aprilma Tu, maisma, da visac rogor moesurvila, ***
Wirisuflad, miTxari, sazRvrebi ise miswi-moswia _ gadaikara da sasurveli,
romel dobils daisvam!.. arc darubandi, arc nikofsia, dawveTebuli lurji namiviT,
aseTi turfa, ase kopwia... CaWkna ia da Caqra surneli
kalendaris furclebze Rrenen weliwadebi, tyispirebidan Camotanili.
rom gegona Catkbebi, ufro metad avdebi.
reanimacia CaWkna ia da
ayalyuli ulayi, viT karRia troas, gulic gacivda,
rodis gamogaRviZebs `megobaro, droa.~ gamomaRviZebs _ naRveli feTqavs, wlebi daRmarTSi uceb daxevdnen.
ukve wakiTxulia, daixura, Toma, ar icis dRe da ar icis Rame, rad Cauxseni xsovnas sakinZe,
erTi kacis cxovreba, akinZuli tomad. monotonuri dacema wveTis warsulSi ratom gadamaxede?
odesme gaxvrets meore mxares.
Sexe, zamTris saRamos TeTrad daaTova _ vidre oboli cremli ielvebs,
mainc ratom gegona, rom arasdros mova! ratom datoves onkani Ria, Cveul sidinjiT da garindebiT,
rom arasdros mova!.. mouTokavi nervebi SemSlis, modis saRamo _
rom arasdros mova!.. wveTs wveT-wveTobiT sicocxle miaqvs _ nanadirevi,
Sxamis oxSivars amosuls yelSi. welze Sebmuli moaqvs bindebi.
kvalisa
mama bolos rom naxa, iseTi Cia da dapataravebu- ebis kvalze kargad irbenso. magram papa gardaicva-
li moeCvena, rogorc is msxlis xe, mezoblis mitove- la da taxebze nadirobis ocnebamac Cailuris wyali
bul baRSi rom idga. bavSvobaSi biWebTan erTad xSir- dalia.
ad ipareboda xolme iq, trifoliatis mouvlel erT zamTars didi Tovli movida. ramdenime dRe
Robeze ikawravda xelebsa da fexebs. nesvisferi msx- gadauReblad bardnida. man da misma ganuyrelma me-
lebiT ivsebda ubeebs. xe baRis SuagulSi idga da im- gobarma, maxom, gamoabes kvalisas kiserze kapronis
simaRle iyo, sadacaa cas miswvdeboda. mere ki, erTx- Toki da tyeSi SaSvebze sanadirod waiyvanes. magram
el, roca didobaSi isev im baRSi moxvda, gaukvirda. maxom SaSvis nacvlad tyvia kvalisas ar moartya?!
Turme, is xe casTan arc ise axlos yofila, pat- ase dakoWlda sabralo.
araobaSi rom eCveneboda. marTalia, meZebari iyo, magram kvalisa ezos
manqana mixveul-moxveul gzas miuyveboda. mZRo- erTgulad icavda. ucxo xmas gaigebda Tu ara, maS-
lis gverdiT ijda. araferze fiqrobda, verafers inve yefas atexda. mere da mere virTxebze daiwyo
grZnobda. ukvirda, ase uemociod rom xvdeboda mSob- nadiroba, sastikad emtereboda. dro gadioda da
liur mxareSi dabrunebas. Tormeti weli cixeSi ga- kvalisac berdeboda, uZlurdeboda. ezoSi mxiaru-
etarebina. kidev ori cixis saavadmyofoSi iwva, tu- li kudis qiciniT aRar egebeboda. ucxoebsac ufro
berkulozs ebrZoda. mamam bolos saavadmyofoSi zantad uyefda. Zlivs aaTrevda xolme miwidan dam-
miakiTxa. sayelosTan gadaqeqili pijaki ecva, xelSi Zimebul tans, roca saWmelad eZaxda. amas isic dae-
naWris CanTa eWira. akankalebuli xeliT amoiRo mata, rom fexze axali iara gauCnda. didedam eqim-
iqidan TavianTi venaxis yurZeni da TvalebSi gaube- baSidan raRac malamo moutana, magram vera da ver
davad Caacqerda. cremlebi yelSi moawva. moxuci Seuxorcda.
mixvda, daibna. uazro kiTxvebiT Seecada saavadmyo- erT dResac, roca skolidan saxlSi dabrunda,
fos mZime, dagubebuli haeris ganmuxtvas: „mainc WiSkarTan saxeawiTlebuli maxo Semoegeba:
daviT weredianis am leqss „megruli motivi~ hqvia rogor gZinavs Rame?~ „aqedan rodis apireben Sens _ kvalisa waiyvanes, _ gafarToebuli
da „svanuri simRerebis~ literaturuli versiis av- gamoSvebas?~ „isev gawuxebs xvela?~ „ras iZaxian eqime- TvalebiT miaxala.
tori am SemTxvevaSic Rrmad wvdeba idumal, sevdian bi, iqneb cdebian da tuberkulozi sulac ara gWirs?~ _ gaswi aqedan, _ gauwyra RobesTan balaxis
da nostalgiur „nervis Zafs~. da swored es „Zafi kiTxvebma kidev ufro aaRelva, gaaRiziana. uxe- glejvaSi garTuli dideda da WiSkris kari cxvir-
nervisa~, ukvdavi poetisgan udides simZafremde daW- Sad pasuxobda, Tvals aridebda... moxuci uxerxulad win miuketa.
imuli, im gzad, im simaRled rCeba, romelic yvela iRimeboda, ar icoda, ra eTqva, xSir-xSirad isworeb- _ Zia vanom Caisva manqanaSi da sadRac waiyvana,
namdvili poetisTvis zneobrivi orientiri unda da gadaxunebuli pijakis sayelos da drodadro _ maxos ganwiruli xma axla Robis iqidan ismoda.
iyos. oxravda. roca cremlebma yelSi ise magrad mouWira, _ ra xdeba, bebo? _ didedas miaCerda.
es gza da mzadyofna am gzisTvis kargad Cans rene rom xmis amoRebas veRar axerxebda, mamas naZaladevi, magram moxucma kiTxva banze augdo da zurgi
kalandias leqsSi „zugdidi: wignis maRazia, 16 gulgrili RimiliT gamoemSvidoba da zurgi Seaq- Seaqcia.
aprili (baCana bregvaZes)~: cia. skolis CanTa iqve miagdo da kvalisas dauwyo Zeb-
„aha, nisiad damiTmes mere didxans ixsenebda am Sexvedras da guli na. ezoSi yvela misi sayvareli TavSesafari Seamow-
Tqveni naTargmni platoni! _ stkioda. ma. arsad iyo. „sad waiyvana Zia vanom?~ xan dedas
kvlav cal-calke varT _ me, fuli, moxuci noemberSi gardaicvala. albaT Tavisi xe- miadgeboda, xanac didedas, magram xmas aravin scem-
Sveicariis kantoni... liT dawuruli Rvinis gadaRebac ver moaswroo, mar- da. SuadRisas SemTxveviT mokra yuri ufrosebis
ufulod rogor keTdeba to es gaifiqra. amis Semdeg arc araferze udardia. saubars:
saqmeni _ sadiadoni, xandaxan sakuTari Tavi Seecodeboda xolme da es iyo. _ sabralo kvalisa, gana ras gviSlida? _ Cur-
kargad uwyoda platonma, oci wlis jer ar iyo, qalaqSi rom gadmovida Culebda deda.
mec vici, Tumca marto var... sacxovreblad. RamiT taqsis mZRolad muSaobda, _ biWi mecodeba, mTeli dRea, TvalebSi ver Semi-
vnaxav: sul Sesva sokratem, dRisiT institutSi dadioda, meRvineoba undoda. xedavs, rom gaigos, gagvigiJdeba, _ qoTqoTebda
Tu ori wveTi Catova _ Seyvarebuli hyavda. is gogo saeqTnoze swavlobda, didedac.
CemTvis?..~ lamazi ar iyo, magram raRacnairi sayvareli saxe Zia vano papis naTluli iyo, dabali, WrelTvale-
iSviaTad minaxavs adamiani, pirvelive Semx- hqonda, Tvalebi sul ucimcimebda. am Semodgomaze ba, mousvenari kaci. soflis boloSi sazamTros baRi
vedrTan, TiTqmis ucnobTan ise daxarjuliyos, Tu ara, momaval wels davtaceb xels da sofelSi Ce- hqonda. mTeli wlis ganmavlobaSi Tavwaxrili
rogorc es rene kalandias SeeZlo. da yvela, vinc mebTan aviyvano, fiqrobda. magram gazafxulze ram- muSaobda. mere ki, roca veeberTela sazamTroebi
mis pirad saubars Seswrebia, damerwmuneba, rom lit- denime Ramis uZilos saWesTan CaeZina da mopirda- TiTis sisxo Reroebs gamoebmeboda, krefda da
eraturuli Tu sxva saxelebis damowmebac uxvad ico- pire manqanas Seaskda. TviTon gadarCa, Tumca am am- CrdilSi awyobda. kviraSi erTxel Tavis manqanaze
da _ TiTqos maT ki ar axsenebda mxolod, sityvasa bavs sami kaci emsxverpla. arc gaqceva ucdia, arc tvirTavda da mezobeli soflis bazarSi mihqonda
da sityvaSi svamda, rogorc mokavSires, mesaidum- gadamalva. cixeSi yofna misTvis Sveba iyo.
les, megobars. amiT TanamosaubresTanac saerTo enas gasayidad. axsovs, erTxel bazarSi gahyva. ras ar
uReltexilis aRmarTs daadgnen da manqanam svla
poulobda, rom imwuTieri simartovidan amoeRwia. naxavda iq kacis Tvali: kurdRlebs, ixvis axladga-
Seanela. nacnob velebs gadaxeda: venaxebs, baRebs, si-
gamomcemlobis aivanze vdgavarT, rene eweva, ko- moCekil WuWulebs, indaurebs, lurjTvala virebs,
mindis yanebs sxvadasxvafrad daesera miwa. mainc ve-
rpusebs gavcqeriT da uceb meubneba: cxenebs, qaTqaTa ciknebs... nair-nair xilsa Tu bost-
rafers grZnobda. araferi uxaroda. ukvirda, Tum-
_ erTma mweralma miTxra, gamixarda, mweralTa neuls, CurCxelebs, Cirebs, TavsafrebiviT Tokze
ca arc es uemocioba adardebda. gza tyeSi gadioda.
kavSiridan Cems garicxvas xeli rom ar moawereo. me gadakidebul tylapebs, sazamTrosa da nesvis
muryansa da rcxilas TandaTan Svindi, askili da
vuTxari, vinmes garicxvas rom xeli movawero, mere gorakebs. am saocari adgilisken mimaval Zia vanos,
xuTgula enacvleboda. roca manqana yvelaze maRal
im xeliT leqsi rogor unda davwero-meTqi... ra unda momxdariyo, sazamTroTi miwamde damZime-
wertils miuaxlovda, mis xmaze gzis orive mxares
buli manqana maT WiSkarTan ar gaeCerebina da did-
abuzulma ZaRlebma Tavebi wamoyves da naRvliani
edasTvis ar ekiTxa, bazridan rame xom ar gamogiy-
mzera gamoayoles.
oloo. bazarSi mimavals ki swored is adgili unda
_ gaaCere, _ uceb iyvira da mZRolmac mowyvetiT
gaevlo, sadac bevrjer unaxavs sacodavad abuzu-
daamuxruWa.
li, mitovebuli ZaRlebi. mixvda, sad waeyvanaT misi
_ ra moxda? _ ikiTxa gakvirvebulma.
kvalisa.
xma ar gasca, manqanidan gadavida.
mTeli saRamo sawolidan Tavi ar auwevia, pirqve
_ cuga, cuga, _ daiyvira da ZaRlebs daustvi-
iyo damxobili da tiroda. Sebindebisas WiSkarTan
na. misken gamoqandnen. sul pirveli gaZvaltyavebu-
manqana gaCerda da ramdenjerme daasignala. mama
li, TeTri lekvi mivarda. sicivisagan aprialebul
Tvalebs damfrTxali acecebda. xeli staca da man- iyo. uxalisod wamodga loginidan da ezoSi karis
qanaSi Caisva. gasaRebad gavida. TeTri „Jiguli~ ezoSi Semogor-
_ wavideT, _ uTxra taqsis gakvirvebul mZRols. da Tu ara, kvalisas yefa moesma. ifiqra, meCvenebao,
manac manqana daZra. danarCenma ZaRlebma cota xans magram gadmovida mama manqanidan da kvalisac gad-
sdies, mere gaCerdnen da aqeT-iqiT uxalisod moxta. koWlobiT miuaxlovda da xelebis lokva
gaifantnen. dauwyo.
lekvi mis fexebTan kmayofili moibuza, Tavi _ ra moxda? aq saidan gaCnda? _ gareT gaxare-
baTinkze Camoado. buli deda da didedac gavidnen.
_ ras daarqmev? _ ikiTxa mZRolma. _ iseTi Wkviania, amis saxlidan gaSveba rogor
_ kvalisas, _ miugo TiTqos gamxiarebulma. SeiZleboda? bazarSi gavedi saqmeze. ukana gzaze ras
_ kvercxebis, wiwilebis, qaTmebis Wamaze SemC- vxedav, zis kvalisa gzis piras, gafacicebuli ay-
neulebi mohyavT xolme aq da toveben... xandaxan si- olebs Tvals manqanebs. daminaxa Tu ara, moswyda
beriT dauZlurebulebic amohyavT... codoni ki ari- adgils da gamomekida. etyoba, manqana icno. natke-
an es sawylebi... yvelaze maRali adgilia, axlo-max- ni fexiT xuTas metramde mainc mdia. Semecoda da
lo soflebic araa, versad midian, wvanan ase da gam- gavuCere. aba, ra unda meqna? _ mama mxrebs uxerxu-
vlel-gamomvlel manqanebs Sehyureben imedis lad aTamaSebda da damnaSavesaviT iRimeboda.
TvaliT... manqana axla Tavqve eSveboda. siamovnebisgan ga-
mZRoli laparaks ganagrZobda, magram aRar us- nabuli lekvi axali patronis kalTaSi iyo
menda. lekvs kefaze efereboda da fiqrebSi wasuli mokalaTebuli. isic kefaze efereboda da RimiliT
didi xnis winandel ambavs ixsenebda: albaT sami-oTxi Cahyurebda aprialebul did TvalebSi. sul sxvanai-
wlis iqneboda, papam saxlSi meZebris patara lekvi ri iyo, magram mainc Tavisi kvalisas danaxvas cdi-
rom miiyvana. saxelic papam daarqva _ kvalisa, tax- lobda.
12 proza literaturuli gazeTi 13 - 26 dekemberi 2019
gamogitydebiT, rom azrze ara var, amiforiaqebia-meTqi es sruliad uc- toris wignma daibuda, male saukeTeso debi, rodis moadgeba Cem „feisbuqs~ ian
aqvs Tu ara raime genetikuri kavSiri Cem nobi adamianebi. erT-erTi maTgani ga- masalebiT agavsebT-meTqi. belinski da RriWoSi axal baraTs dam-
israelel, rusulenovan, virtualur momityda, am moTxrobebma ise SemZra, kidev, minda giTxraT, rom israel- itovebs. is Turme sikvdils ebrZvis, me
megobars ian belinskis mecxramete sxva literaturas erTxans, albaT, ve- Si ramdenime qarTveli megobari myavs. ki imis miwerac ar vaRirse, dapirebu-
saukunis gamoCenil moazrovnesTan _ Rarc gavekarebio. wigni 1986 wels mo- erTi didi xania, rac „amovida~. omic li wigni Camovitane da SegiZlia asli
filosofossa da kritikos besarion mpares. es Cem cxovrebaSi marTla mZime gamoiara. meore gavicani, roca erT gadaiRo-meTqi. diax, asli, radgan sa-
grigoris Ze belinskisTan. samagierod danakargi gaxlavT. rusulenovan gazeTSi saxalxo medici- mis nacvlad, TbilisSi wignis erTi eg-
vici, rom es wignis moyvaruli adamiani, _ gmadlob, ian, am araCveulebrivi nis sveti _ „bebia~ _ gavxseni. qarTve- zemplari Zlivs vipovne. isic aqeT wam-
mTeli arsebiT, qarTveli mwerlis je- mogonebisTvis da jemalis Semoqmedeb- li qalbatoni ciala, qalaq iavnidan, oviRe, magram am saswaulad gadarCe-
mal TofuriZis SemoqmedebiTaa gatace- is siyvarulisTvis. Tqven namdvilad gazeTSi miTiTebuli telefonis nom- nil egzemplars axla ians ki ara, TviT
buli. daimsaxureT originali da sityvas ga- riT damikavSirda da mas Semdeg vmego- besarion belinskisac ver davuTmob _
jemal TofuriZisadmi didma siy- ZlevT, Tbilisidan aucileblad Camog- brobT. xSirad davdivar xolme mis marTla aslis gadaReba mouwevs. mivw-
varulma ian belinski Cemi „feisbuqis~ itanT. manamde ki, Cem internet-blog- ojaxSi stumrad. qaliSvilis qorwil- ere, gavaxare, wigni aq aris-meTqi.
kedlamde Sori gzebiT atara da mas Sic dampatiJes. Tavad ciala qarTve- imanac mipasuxa, krizisma Caiara da
Semdeg, rac momagno, „inboqsSi~, vi- lia, qmari qarTveli ebraeli hyavs _ male dagikavSirdebio:
Tarca „godebis kedelSi~, patar-pat- Rrmadmorwmune kaci. misi ori vaJi da _ nu dardobT, manana. aseT Zvirfas
ara baraTebs mitovebs. mistikuri qaliSvilic religiurebi arian, ma- saCuqars isedac ver miviRebdi. aslic
damTxvevaa, albaT, rom jemal Tofu- gram ara fanatikosebi. ciala xSirad meyofa. ucnauria, rom am xnis ganmav-
riZem mTeli bavSvoba da Segnebuli dadis saqarTveloSi da iqidan lobaSi aravis mosvlia azrad, jemal
cxovreba, dedasTan erTad, belinskis yovelTvis sevdiani da Cafiqrebuli TofuriZis yvela moTxrobis rusulad
quCaze, babuamisis suleiman diasamiZ- brundeba. erTxel guli gadamiSala, Targmna... aseTi mZafri istoriebi! Tan
isa da biZamisis niaz diasamiZis saxlSi aqaur cxovrebas ver veguebi, ucxoa rogori adamianuri, rogori niWieri!
gaatara, saxlSi, romelic erTaderT CemTvis, sul iqauroba menatrebao. iq Tqven meubnebiT, samSobloSi jemalis
navsayudlad miaCnda, Tumca, ise mox- yvelaferi mSobliuri da axlobelia Semoqmedebas kargad icnoben da afase-
da, rom cxovrebis bolo wlebSi mainc _ ambobs ciala da dards SviliS- ben kideco. kargia, Tu afaseben, magram
sul sxva saxlSi gadavida. am ucnauri vilebis movliT iqarvebs. misi Semxed- is marto samSoblos ar ekuTvnis. maxs-
damTxvevis Sesaxeb ian belinskim vare im daskvnamde mivedi, rom in- ovs, rogor aRvarRvares cremlebi
araferi icis. gpirdebiT, rom male teligenti qarTveli qali SeiZleba misi wignis furclebze im ucxo go-
gaigebs, manamde ki, ambavs imiT daviw- iyos Senze bevrad erudirebuli, gans- goebma matareblidan. ramdenime dRe
yeb, rom 2016 wels, israelSi samuSaod wavluli, Rrma, magram amas arasodes vimgzavreT im matarebliT da krebu-
Camosvlidan sul ramdenime dReSi, Cemi daganaxebs, piriqiT, iseT garemos Seg- li TiTqmis yvela mgzavrs wavakiTxe. ar
„feisbuqis~ `inboqsSi~ vinme ian belin- iqmnis, TiTqos yovelive zemoTqmuli maviwydeba maTi reaqciebi. zogi STa-
skisgan aseTi Sinaarsis werili miviRe: mxolod Sen gaxasiaTebdes. warmogid- beWdilebas ise emociurad gamoxatav-
_ gamarjoba, manana! gwerT Cemi geniaT, amiT rogor komforts giqmnis da, Tavs uxerxuladac ki vgrZnobdi.
nacnobis, gogi CxaiZis Suamdgomlo- da sakuTar TavSi ramxela rwmenas erTi moTxrobis finali orazrovnad
biT, romelmac, TqvenTan damegobreba-
ze dasturis misaRebad, mirCia, nino
goguas saxeli uxseneo... RmerTo, ar
mjera, rom axla im avtoris meuRles
vesaubrebi, romlis nawerebmac Tavis manana dumbaZe
droze goneba amomiyirava. genialuri
mwerali, Tan, albaT, urTulesi
pirovnebaa TanacxovrebaSi. `diosk-
urias~ mixedviT Tu vimsjelebT, metad
mokali es biWi!
impulsuri adamiani unda yofiliyo.
jemal TofuriZis filosofiis gacno-
bierebam CemSi gardamtexi namdvili ambavi
fsiqologiuri Zvrebi gamoiwvia. gavix-
senoT, Tundac, nawarmoebis is momen-
ti, roca axalgazrda mama igrZnobs,
rom misi mozardi vaJi dasmul SekiTx-
vaze gaRizianebiT pasuxobs, TiTqos mas
baZavs... mama im wuTasve xvdeba, rom
droa, biWi Tavis gzaze gauSvas, ganeri-
dos mas, raTa fsiqika sabolood ar
daungrios... sakuTar fsiqikas, Tavad,
ukve veRar marTavs, Tumc saRi azri
jer ar daukargavs. jemal TofuriZis
wignis dakargva CemTvis tragediis
tolfasi gaxldaT. mompares. udavod
iman moipara, vinc am moTxrobebis fasi
kargad gaigo.
laparakia 1983 wels gamomcemloba
„meranis~ mier dastambul prozaul
krebulze, romelSic jemal TofuriZ-
is rusulad Targmnili 11 novela Sev-
ida (mTargmneli: aleqsandre zlatki-
ni). wigni gamosvlisTanave gaqra dax-
lebidan da dRes igi bibliografiuli ze SediT da iq rusul enaze jemalis giRvivebs? amas winaT erT karg rusul momeCvena da davinteresdi, sxva ra ax-
iSviaTobaa. vidre „inboqsSi~ meore kidev erTi moTxroba „maTTvis, vinc serials vuyure _ “Tqven geyolebaT snas mouZebnis-meTqi. es „gamous-
werils Camigdebda, ian belinskis mivw- mamam miatova~ (mTargmneli ana grigi) Svili!~ qarTvel da rus gogonas Soris worebels~ exeba _ sevdian moTxrobas
ere, rom TbilisSi, saxlSi, rusuli waikiTxeT. es moTxroba krebulSi araa filmis finalurma dialogma gamao- Zalian Ronier, samarTlian da uiRb-
krebulis mxolod sami egzemplari Sesuli, _ mivwere ian belinskis. gna: mainc ra fsiqologiuri motivebi lo enver niJaraZeze, romelic
damrCa da erTs aucileblad saCuqrad _ Zvirfaso manana, wavikiTxe unda amoZravebdes pirvels (qarTvel moTxrobis finalSi isev usamarTlod
Cavutandi. moTxroba ufro gvian, vidre warmoid- gogonas) da ra daskvnebma SeiZleba ga- zis cixeSi da isev viRac ubadruks sak-
_ ra bednieri damTxvevaa, rom axla gendiT, radgan ar miyvars monitorSi napirobos, rom dialogis sadaveebi nis avtoritetebisgan icavs. sikvdil-
me da Tqven, orive, Tel-avivSi vcx- kiTxva. teqsti eleqtronul wignSi ga- arcerT momentSi gauSvas xelidan _ is win enveras dananebiT wamocdeba „ra-
ovrobT, Tan, mezobel ubnebSi. rogor davitane da kiTxvas ierusalimisken situacia bolomde marTos. aSkarad, tom?~ da Tvalidan cremli gadmou-
gavkadnierdebi da originals rogor mimaval avtobusSi Sevudeqi. jemal mentaluri tradiciebi erTvebian. vardeba. is, visac is icavda, erTi umaq-
mogTxovT _ qsero-asliTac davkmay- TofuriZis Semoqmedeba, udavod, ioli am werilis Semdeg ian belinskisgan nisi adamiania da garda imisa, rom sa-
ofildebodi. roca jemalis wigni aRsaqmeli araa, Tu Tavidanme mis erTxans araferi mimiRia da uceb: sowarkveTili bRavis _ „mapatie en-
SeviZine, „artekSi~ vmuSaobdi. TiTqmis sruliad gansxvavebul, mZafr emoci- _ manana, albaT Zalian uweso ad- vera!~ _ sxvas verafers axerxebs. Cem
yvelas wavakiTxe. wignma banakSi iseTi ur amofrqvevebs ar aewyobi. amiani ggonivarT, wignis aslis Rirsic kiTxvaze, ra moxda cixeSi, ratom mok-
interesi gamoiwvia, wakiTxvis msur- gagikvirdebaT da am moTxrobam Zalian Tu ver gavxdi. uTuod, ar vimsaxureb. les enverao, zogma xeli gaSala, ar
velebi rigSi winaswar ewerebodnen. advilad wamakiTxa Tavi. pirvelive marTalia, werili damigvianda, magram vicio, zogma Tqva, qurdi Citas
mere, roca erT-erT maTgans gavumxile, frazidan yurSi gonieri, magram saqme isaa, rom ukve Svidi welia, SekveTili iqnebodao da mxolod erT-
wigni aRara maqvs, davkarge-meTqi, ise- saocrad refleqsuri biWis mkafio xma onkologiur daavadebas vebrZvi. ma, albaT ufro gamocdilma, Tqva: im
Ti isterika atexa, mTeli banaki fexze Camesmoda. eqimebma Cemi Zvlis tvinis kibos da- orma, vinc enveram fizikurad dajabna
dadga. imas moswonda Cemi gemovneba, aq, israelSi, me ZiriTadi samuSaos muxruWeba SeZles, magram amas winaT, da daamcira, mesames uTxra, mokali is
xedavda, ra gabruebuli davdiodi je- garda, Teatralur dasebTanac seriozuli krizisi mqonda: wamlebi- biWi da valebs gapatiebTo. saRi azria!
malis frazebiT, pasaJebiT...mokled, vmuSaob, romlebic konkursebze wasa- sgan gaJRenTili organizmi daibloka, P.S. ian, iciT ras vfiqrob? egeb je-
ar danebda, ra ar viRoneT erTad, sad kiTx axal, saintereso teqstebs da in- hoda, eqimebs ori Tve riskis zonidan malis rusulad Targmnili 12 moTxro-
ar veZebeT wigni, magram _ amaod. scenirebebs eZeben. ai, dResac gamomig- gamovyavdi. axlaxan davbrundi saavad- ba Tqven geTargmnaT ivriTze? gamom-
vidre davkargavdi, „dioskuria~ zavnes moTxovna, moviZio da SevTava- myofodan. cemels aq me viSovi, _ mivwere ian be-
matarebelSi gverdiT msxdom gogonebs zo raime ucnobi, emociuri teqsti. ma- esec Seni belinski. arc ki vici, ra linskis ramdenime dRis winaT, magram
vaTxove wasakiTxad. oTxivem waikiTxa SinaTve jemal TofuriZe gamaxsenda da vTqva, arada, jemalis dapirebuli wig- pasuxi jer ar mimiRia. belinskis quCis
da roca bolos xelSi maTi cremliT kolegebs mivwere, Tu gamimarTla da ni ra xania, Camovitane da Tel-avivSi, ambavs siurprizad vinaxav, pirispir
dambali wigni SemrCa, Sevwuxdi, rogor Cem biblioTekaSi erTi saocari av- ben amis quCaze, Taroze midevs. velo- Sexvedris dros unda gavumxilo.
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literaturuli gazeTi Targmani 13
Sua saukuneebis sparsuli poezia
meubneboda: awi sizmrad TuRa mixilav, baba Taheri
mixvda, mis Semdeg sizmarSi var da ara _ cxadSi.
***
satrfov, xalvaTad mnaxe da Semdeg
***
aRarc mosulxar, aramcTu mende,
vuTxar: am Rawvebs nu miyviTleb, makmare urva,
Sengan dafleTil sulis sayelos
nurc nuravisTan ityvi Cemgan gangebis mdurvas,
aRar Sevkerav gankiTxvis dRemde.
miTxra: Tu CemTan SeerTeba guliT gwadia,
sulac rom mogkla, nu dagcdeba kvnesa da krulva.
***
xe var nayofiT mwiri da cida,
*** nawarsulari ganqarda dvrita,
sanam sinanuls ar aRgiZravs Senive yofa, waiqarvisfrebs Cemi Rawvisgan
romeli rjuli Segikedlebs, mavalo soflad, Cems samareze gazrdili tita.
sanam urwmuno ar gaxdebi am qveynis TvalSi,
mijnurTa wesiT vin gaRirsebs muslimad yofnas?
aTari niSabureli
***
gulo, xom naxe satrfos wasvlas, mokvdi kirTebiT! ***
Tvalo, iqeci jeihunad, cremlnazvirTebi, meCeTis gza romelia, Rvinis duqnis romeli?
abu saidi sulo, nu fiqrob, Cems satrfoze Zvirfasi iyo, CemTvis oriv daxSulia, oriv miuwvdomeli.
moSordi sxeuls, usatrfood arc Sen mWirdebi.
*** veCvenebi rindad meCeTs, guli dardma waleka,
Tu qaabas xar, xolo guliT sxva rames lamob, duqans xamad vesaxebi, zar-zeimis mgmobeli.
eg morCileba TvalTmaqcobad geTvleba, xamo, ***
xolo Tu guliT RmerTTan xar da duqanSi zixar, Tu satrfo Senze gamwyralia, nu dardob ise, meCeTsa da duqans Soris erTaderTi gza ari,
tkbili Rvino svi, radgan xvedri mogelis amo. TiTqos maradJams cremlis Rvari gdiodes pirze, eg erTi gza eZieT da sxva ki daTmeT yoveli.
uwyode, Seni gulis erTa sarkis msgavsia,
sanam Sehyureb sarkes, isic iqamde gimzers. ager, mTvrali imami wevs sirajxanis karebTan,
*** ra kerpia, ra sacduri, marad daucxromeli.
saiT wavide, bulbuli xmobs baRis binadarT,
uSenod ra vqna, Sesadaro saro-CinarTa, dRes qaaba xarabaTad miCans SezarxoSebuls,
***
Seni tania, riTac saro awverzidula, meriqife imamia, sardafSi rom momelis.
satrfov, agavse Cemi arsiT, dRemde eulma,
Seni saxea, riTac vardi apirmcinarda. es arc fandia da arc guli gadareula,
aTar, wadi, sadac igi sxvaze ukeT Seicnobs, _
Tu sakuTari arsi ukve pirwmindad daTme,
romelia Tavkaci da mawanwala _ romeli.
iqneb, me Sen var, iqneb, satrfod Tavad vqceulvar?!
***
RvTiuri arsi uCinoa da nuras cxarob,
dafarulia, viT jurRmulSi sicocxlis wyaro,
*** saadi Sirazeli
Tu yvela Tevzi erTdroulad gamoCnda zRvaSi,
RmerTo, codvili sakuTar Tavs Tavadve vZraxav, fragmenti „busTanidan~
TviT zRva gaxdeba uxilavi Tevzebis gamo.
amdeni codvis gadamkides ra melis axla?
Cems guls wyalobiT moaSuqe zesTasoflidan, ***
rom samudamod ganverido amao zraxvas. erTma farvanas ase uTxra: Tu jerac feTqav,
***
wadils aRgviZrav, Sen xar gulis baton-patroni, wadi, sxva satrfo gamoZebne, sxva gulis erTa.
uSenod vgdivarT sulTmobrZavni, martodmartoni, sasoebis gziT gaeSure da nuRar iwvi,
nuRar gamyidi, nuRarc sabels amxsni yelidan, *** aba, sad Sen da sad _ sanTeli, elvare miwyiv.
asi mona gyavs, me ki mxolod erTi batoni. niRbis gareSe Seni saxe ar ixilveba, cecxlTan nu brunav, salamandra ara xar, ici,
daefineba guls mimwuxri sevdis Crdilebad, Widils sWirdeba vaJkacoba da ara fici.
sanam Subistars ar gascdeba qveynis mnaTobi, Ramura bnelSi ixafreba mzisagan mfrTxali,
*** ar SeuZlia misi Wvreta arc erT qmnilebas. umecrebaa, rkinis mklavebs miudge ZaliT.
aSiks satrfoTi eJRinTeba suli da garsi, vinc duSmania, molizRari, gimtrobs maradis,
satrfo ki urcxvad koxtapruwobs, gind iyos nasi, ugnurebaa, mas moyvrobde kubos karamdi.
Cven SevcodeT da man mogvago uxvi wyaloba, *** mosaTnebared aseT qcevas aravin giTvlis,
rac ekadreba, imasve iqms yoveli arsi. meaxla trfoba, simZimilis Tan mohyva gancda, radgan TviT sulic Segiwiravs tarigad misTvis.
moWirnaxules xeleuri miqcia nacrad, mefis asuli Turme colad surda ambokars,
gulis ZarRvi da yvela myesi ise damiwva, niri wauxda, veRar iTno gulSesamkobad.
*** Tvals nakverCxlebi gadmoscvivda cremlebis nacvlad.
netav imis guls, vinc iTmina gawamawia, is gulisworad rogor CagTvlis, roca gznebians
vinc ar auwya Tavisi sve dids Tu pawias, Tavad sulTnebis siyvaruli moyirWebia.
rogorc sanTeli, gulis alze CamoiRvenTa, zizilpipila am mejlisSi nasaTuTebi
magram cecxlidan xeli ukan aRar gaswia. *** nu gegoneba, eniazos ubirs wuTebiT.
guls vkiTxe: gulo, rogora xar, rad mimzer mrudad? Tu gind yvelasTan uwyinari darCes srulebiT,
gulma cremlis RvriT damiSina tkivilis gunda, sabralov, dagwvavs, roca axlos daegulebi.
*** mere momigo: is sabralo rogor iqneba, daxeT, farvanam ra pasuxi gasca neliad:
satrfo TvalSi myavs, guli oxvriT ar unda vcviTo, vinac am qveynad sxvis nebaze icxovros unda. romc davibugo, sawuxari araferia.
rarig amoa, TvalSi rom zis, mosuli ciTo,
satrfoa cecxli, daviwyebas rom ar bardeba,
Tvalsa da satrfos veRar varCev didi xania,
an TvalSi mizis anda Tvali is aris TviTon. wamekideba misi ali, TiTqos, vardebad.
***
me ar vewevi satrfos kalTas gulis siamiT,
TvalSi cremli dgas Zilis nacvlad naavadari,
sulis sayelos eqaCeba misken trfiali.
radganac SeniT kvlav gizgizebs gulis Radari,
*** cecxlSi xom CemiT ar vvardebi, mixvdebi amdens,
meubnebian: daiZine, rom sizmrad naxo,
guli sevdis Cangs ar akvnesebs Sengan naZraxi, kirTmomsarTveli trfobis jaWvi kiserze madevs.
uvicno, viwvi! aseT dros ki Zili sad ari.
azri ara aqvs, Tuki Sens guls varams CasZaxis, me SoriT mwva da SoriT mdaga misma xatebam
xmamaRla vgodebT, magram mainc ar geyureba, da ara axla, alebad rom mefarfateba.
cecxlSi viwviT da arsad ar Cans kvamlis nasaxi. is ar mpasuxobs, siyvarulze arc ki izraxvis,
***
viT gandegili saamsoflo sicocxlisaTvis.
survilTa baRSi vardis krefas jafas adrian,
vin ras damzraxavs Tu satrfosken miviwev vnebiT
*** iqvea naric, baRnari ki erTi adlia,
da Tanaxma var mis fexebTan usulod gdebis.
qalaqSi satrfo ar Cans Cemebr dardis mzidveli, imedis rtoze gafurCqnula natvris vardi da
Tavs Tu ar daxri, ver miwvdebi furcelmadlians. ici, daRupvas rad veswrafvi? esec wesia,
bazarSi damsves da gverds mivlis xalxi imdeni, roca „is~ aris, me rom gavqre, umjobesia.
vinc myidvelia, igi TvalSi ar momdis didad, minda, daviwva, misi trfobis mTangavs zmaneba,
vinc TvalSi momdis, sul ar aris igi myidveli. masze ukvalod ar Caivlis satrfos wameba.
***
guli amevso Senze WmunviT, qvesknels Casuli, _ kvlav sakuTar Tavs daubrundi _
RmerTo, uSenod momeZala cru da avsuli, mirCev mudariT, _
***
gulgabasrulTa Tanalmobas Tavad iCemeb, sxva gamoZebne, Seni sulis navsayudari.
yvelas yibla xar, vinc geaxla sinaTlis svetad,
Senken miuwevs guli yvela marTals da netars, ager, meca var aranakleb gulgabasruli. nu aZlev rCevas, saunjebels aTas wignebad
me is mafiqrebs, vinc dRes Sengan piri ibruna, mas, vinc verasdros ver miiRebs Sens darigebas.
xval raRa piriT Semogbedavs saxeSi Wvretas?! „sindbad-nameSi~ Tqmula zustad es erTi pwkari:
*** „Tavad cecxlia siyvaruli, rCeva ki _ qari~.
Tqvi: niSaburis mTvare var da gadavSli kalTas. sikvdili sadme Casafrdeba, yovlis mzveravi,
*** niSaburelo, niSaburi Tavs gixris karTan, sjobs, satrfos xeliT momewios mosawevari.
satrfo, romelmac trfobis aRTqma gatexa wamSi, rac Sen gaqvs, is xom Senia da, rac Cven gvaqvs _ isic,
midioda da xeli kalTas CavWide maSin, maS, gviTxar, raRas gvaWirdideb marTla da marTla?! Targmna giorgi xulordavam
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amas Tu gaakeTeb,
SeafurTxeben Sens simamaces,
xelSi momarjvebuli iaraRiT.
isini ar apireben,
rom Tavi kargad gagrZnobinon
didi xnis ganmavlobaSi.
nabiWvari Zalebi ar apireben,
dajdomisa da mosvenebis
ufleba mogcen.
Tqven maT gzaze moxvdiT.
mware da SurismaZiebel
ubedurebas
sWirdeba mZleveli,
romelic Sen xar,
andac sxva vinme agoniaSi myofi.
an jerjerobiT ukeTesad
vidre sikvdilia.
*** gareT gamoRweva surs lurj Cits, raRac Sens mimarTulebiT muSaobs axla,
Tu cdas daapireb, yvelaferi gaakeTe amisTvis. romelic Cems gulSia, me Sen ggulisxmob, sxva aravis,
winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi, arc ki daiwyo. magram me Zalian Wkviani var, Sen!
mas mxolod RamRamobiT vuSveb
Tu cdas daapireb, yvelaferi gaakeTe amisTvis. xandaxan, roca yvelas sZinavs.
veubnebi, vici rom aq xar, axali adgili
es SeiZleba, niSnavdes Seyvarebulis dakargvas,
ar iyo mowyenili.
colis, me vbeWdav fanjarasTan, rom saxeebi
naTesavis, SeiZleba miwis zedapirze
Semdeg me mas ukan vabruneb,
samsaxuris, aRmoCndes, Tu Camovvardebi.
da SeiZleba sakuTari Tavisac ki. is ki Cumad mReris.
yvelaze cudi, rac SeiZleba moxdes,
bolomde ar momiklavs aris binZuri perangi
es SeiZleba niSnavdes sami-oTxi dRe mSierad yofnas me igi da bananis xis qveS.
es SeiZleba niSnavdes parkis skamze gayinvas, Cven, Cvenive saidumloebebiT
es SeiZleba niSnavdes patimrobas, erTad gvZinavs. me vwer adamianebis wasvlaze,
es SeiZleba niSnavdes dacinvas, es ki sakmarisia, rom umetesad qalebis,
es SeiZleba niSnavdes izolacias. atirde... da me vzivar Cems SortebSi,
magram me maisuris gareSe,
izolacia aris saCuqari. ar vtiri... da Sen? da vcdilob, davarwmuno isini,
rom ar var mTlianad SiSveli.
sxvebi amowmeben Sens gamZleobas, da me vxedav maT saxeebs,
ramdenad ginda marTla amis gakeTeba. romlebic Tavs maCveneben, rom
Rimili saxsovrad
da Sen amas gaakeTeb, miuxedavad uarisa ver xedaven verafers.
da mcire Sansebisa. magram vfiqrob, rom
Cven gvyavda oqros Tevzebi, isini yvelafers xedaven.
da amaze ukeTess Sen verasdros warmoidgen.
romlebic mZime, Camokonwialebul isini mxedaven ise, rogorc
Tu cdas daapireb, yvelaferi gaakeTe amisTvis. fardasTan axlos, magidaze mdgar TasSi me leqsis ofls,
ar arsebobs aq amis msgavsi SegrZneba. aqeT-iqiT dacuravdnen. msgavsad maxinji Roris nakbenisa,
da dedaCemi, rogorc ver dasrulebul
Sen iqnebi marto RmerTebTan erTad da da yovelTvis momRimar dedaCems mzis Casvlas bulvarSi.
Rameebi cecxlisagan daiwveba. surs, rom yvelani bednierebi viyoT.
gaakeTe es! gaakeTe es! gaakeTe es! nebismieri gziT. man miTxra: „iyavi bednieri, henri!~ motelis niSnulTan,
da is marTalia: yovelTvis ukeTesia sadac adamianebi arkanzasidan
Tqven gaatarebT cxovrebas mudmivad sicilSi. bednieri iyo, roca es SegiZlia, ixdian ZilisTvis bevrs
es aris yvelaze kargi brZola am samyaroSi. da ocneboben kinovarskvlavobaze.
magram mamaCemi agrZelebda mis cemas,
agrZelebda Cems cemas, ramdenjerme kviraSi.
iqiT karSi aris religiuri adamiani
lurji Citi da is usmens musikas maRal xmaze,
rodesac mas aseT mZvinvares vxedavdiT, vamzadeb werils.
ver vxvdebodiT ra ubiZgebda amisken.
gareT gamoRweva surs lurj Cits,
da iq aris TeTri kata,
romelic Cems gulSia.
dedaCemi, sawyali Tevzi, gaubedurebuli da nervoziani,
magram me Zalian mkacri var mis mimarT.
surda, rom bednierebi vyofiliyaviT, romelsac eZaxis orjer an samjer dReSi,
veubnebi, darCi CemTan, ar vapireb
orjer an samjer mainc dReSi. Wams da tovebs,
ufleba mivce vinmes, rom gnaxos.
meubneboda, iyavi bednieri! „henri, gaiRime! magram ubralod iyureba misken,
ratom arasdros iRimi henri?~ suls urxevs simebis msgavsad.
gareT gamoRweva surs lurj Cits,
romelic Cems gulSia. da igive axalgazrda nudisti kaci,
da Semdeg is iRimoda, rom eCvenebina, mirekavs da vesaubrebiT erTmaneTs.
magram me mas viskis vasxam da sigaretis rogor unda gameRima. da mominda, rom damekida
kvamls vasunTqeb. da es iyo yvelaze sevdiani Rimili yurmili.
bozebi da barmenebi, rac ki odesme minaxavs cxovrebaSi.
sasursaTo maRaziis TanamSromlebi, rbilad rom vTqva, sulelia.
verc ki xvdebian rom is aq aris.
erT dRes, xuTive oqros Tevzi mokvda,
isini wylis zedapirze axla qali mirekavs vaxSmisTvis.
gareT gamoRweva surs lurj Cits, kargia gqondes saWmeli.
romelic Cems gulSia, tivtivebdnen,
magram me Zalian mkacri var mis mimarT, Tvalebi jer kidev Ria hqondaT, roca sakmaod mSieri xar,
veubnebi, darCi sadac xar, da rodesac mamaCemi saxlSi dabrunda, yovelTvis gaxsendeba
ginda gamabrazo? isini katas miuyara saWmelad saswauli.
ginda rom gamaubeduro? samzareulos iatakze. qira aq cota maRalia,
da Cven vuyurebdiT, rogor magram jerjerobiT vaxerxeb
ginda rom Cemi wignebis gayidva SeaCero? iRimoda dedaCveni. mis gadaxdas.
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literaturuli gazeTi Targmani 15
da esec saswaulia, rac Cven gvWirdeba, aris naklebi poetebi, magram qali icvleba
msgavsad imisa, darCe igive, rac Cven gvWirdeba, aris naklebi bukovskebi, bavSvebisgan,
maSin roca, fiqrob iaraRze, rac Cven gvWirdeba, aris naklebi bili grahamebi. asakisgan,
trotuarebze da moxucebze dietisgan,
biblioTekebSi. yvelaze metad rac gvWirdeba aris, urTierTobebisgan,
meti ludi, seqsisgan,
jer kidev patara raRac meti mbeWdavi, mTvarisgan,
unda gavakeToT, ufro meti skvinCebi, ukmarisobisgan,
msgavsad amoxeuli furclis Wamisa, meti mwvaneTvaleba bozebi, romlebTac mzis arsebobisa da
rom SevinarCunoT sicocxle. ar SeuZliaT Seni gulis SeWma, kargi dReebisgan.
rogorc vitaminis abebi. qalma unda iarsebobs
saWmeli civdeboda, siyvaruliT.
me unda wavide. Cven ar vfiqrobT erTi adamianis teroris Sesaxeb, kacs SeuZlia, gaxdes Zlieri
mas ar esmis, rom unda mivaRwio aCrdili erT adgilas, siZulvilSi yofniT.
am raRacis finiSamde, marto
magram es aris ubralod Seuxebeli me vsvam am Rames spangleris barSi
patara Raribi samezoblo, arasasurveli mcenareebis morwyva. da me maxsovs Zroxebi,
aq ar aris bevri adgili xelovnebisTvis, yofna telefonebis gareSe, romlebic erTxel davxate xelovnebis
sulerTia ra aris, romlebic arasdros rekaven, gakveTilze da isini
me movusmine Sadrevnebs, radgan ar aris is erTi. ar gamoiyurebodnen cudad.
aq aris gasayidi kalaTebi isini gamoiyurebodnen imaze kargad,
da biWi gorgolaWebiT. meti moZuleebi vidre Seyvarebulebi, vidre sxva yvelaferi aq. me vsvam
danawevrebuli kanonebi rogorc qsovilebi. spangleris barSi da mainteresebs,
me mivdivar, me mivdivar... romeli miyvars da romeli mZuls,
adamianebi ar arian kargebi erTmaneTisTvis, magram wesebi gaqra.
saswaulisTvis, saWmlis saswaulisTvis, adamianebi ar arian kargebi erTmaneTisTvis, me miyvars da mZuls mxolod
iqneb gabrazebuli aravin iyos kidev, adamianebi ar arian kargebi erTmaneTisTvis Cemi Tavi,
am adgilas, da kidev sxva adgilebSi. isini Cems gareT dganan
da mZivebis rxeva da Rrublebi magididan gadmovardnili, gagorebuli
da ZaRlebi afsamen vardebs. forToxlebis msgavsad,
sulieri krizisi da okeane modis is, rac me maqvs gadawyvetili:
da midis movkla Cemi Tavi Tu
Zalian bevri, da midis Seviyvaro Cemi Tavi?
Zalian cota, ugrZnobeli mTvaris mimarTulebiT romeli aris Ralati?
an arasakmarisi, saidan modis es informacia?
da adamianebi ar arian kargebi erTmaneTisTvis.
Zalian msuqani, wignebi... rogorc damsxvreuli SuSa.
Zalian gamxdari, me ar vapireb trakis awevas jer.
an aravin, fostis misaRebad gamosuli
sicili an cremlebi, xedav, rom Ramdeba?
unaklo an umniSvnelo, xumara SuadRe,
sadac Wiebis diviziebi, Cven vsvamT aq da velaparakebiT erTmaneTs
moZuleebi, striptiziorebis msgavsad, erTmaneTis SecnobisTvis.
Seyvarebulebi. arian gaupatiurebulebi Savi Citebis mier.
iyide Zroxa yvelaze didi saxeliT,
armielebi darbian sisxlian quCebSi, gavedi gareT, iyide Zroxa yvelaze didi dunduliT,
iqneven Rvinis boTlebs, zogi zemoT miyveboda quCas, zogi qvemoT,
xiStebs Cxvleten da qalwulebs aupatiureben. mwvane armielebi gaferadnen barmeni misxams luds,
maradiulad. is Caicucqa barSi
beberi kaci iaffasian oTaxSi 4 ivlisi. olimpieli morbenlis msgavsad.
merlin monros suraTiT, me Zalian gaberili vCandi Signidan,
TiTqos raRac usaxelo organo gamiskda, barTan Camomdgari vsvamdi,
bevri moxuci iaffasian oTaxebSi amindi ZroxebisTvis cudia,
yovelgvari fotoebis gareSe. SegrZneba, SesaZlebelia, rom mteri magram wkepla
arsad iyos axlo-maxlo. mzadaa dartymisTvis.
am samyaroSi Zalian didia martooba,
Tqven SegiZliaT naxoT saaTis neli moZraobebi. da me mivaRwie safosto yuTamde, mwvane balaxze
araferi ar aris, arasaimedo mwvane Tvali
am samyaroSi Zalian didia martooba, arc gazidanaa werili, romelic yovelTvis masevdianebs,
Tqven SegiZliaT dainaxoT mocimcime neonis niSnebi mafrTxilebs xolme, rom gaTiSaven. me vsvam luds da Semdeg
vegasSi, baltimorSi, miunxenSi. dabla davaxeTqe,
arc Cemi yofili colisganaa araferi. swrafad rom momcen
aq aris Zalian bevri daRlili adamiani, Zlieri siyvaruli.
ganadgurebulebi, brwyinvaleba da misi
„dasaxiCrebulebi~ siyvaruliT amJamindeli bedniereba. Targmna guro daviTliZem
an usiyvarulod.
Cemi xeli raRac rwmeniT mainc iqeqeboda
garigebis yidva safosto yuTSi
SesaZlebelia supermarketSi. iqamde, sanam ar davnebdi,
mkvdari buzic ki ar aris iq.
Cven ar gvWirdeba axali mTavroba,
axali revoluciebi, vfiqrob, rom suleli var,
Cven ar gvWirdeba axali kaci, unda vicode, rom es ase muSaobs.
axali qali,
Cven ar gvWirdeba axali gzebi, me Sevedi saxlSi yvavilebis
colebis gamocvlebi, msgavsad Secvlili.
wylis sawolebi,
kargi kolumbiuri koqteilebi, aris raime? _ qalma mkiTxa.
wylis milebi,
xelovnuri penisebi, araferi _ vupasuxe. ra gvaqvs sauzmed?
saaTebi, romlebsac SeuZliaT giCvenon dro.