“I teach you the Übermensch.

Man is something that shall be overcome.”

Thus Spoke Zarathustra Friedrich Nietzsche

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Lone Wolf: Alpha Squad Copy Over
Copyright ©2019 by James Rink
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Lulu Edition, April 2019

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Editorial Consultants: Kammy Wood and Akera El

Published in the United States. All rights reserved.

DISCLAIMER The entire content of this book is based upon the experiences
and accompanying memories of the author. The accounts described herein
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memories and are protected under the provisions of the First Amendment of
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recount their experiences to the best of their ability. It is up to the reader to
evaluate their relative truth. The publisher does not assume responsibility for
inaccuracies that may have resulted from trauma, misconceptions, or human
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CONTENTS
PROLOGUE 7
1 DON’T TALK 9
2 NO FEAR 20
3 THE OMEGA PROJECT 32
4 ON THE RESERVATION 61
5 SPECIAL PROJECT 99
6 COGNITIVE THINKING 114
7 NATE’S DARKENED SOUL 134
8 HE’S PSYCHOSOMATIC 153
9 NOT FULLY OCCUPIED 161
10 CHECKMATE 163
11 PATHFINDER 172
12 ONE’S OWN PEOPLE 178
13 SUBUNIT ADAM 199
14 ALPHA SQUAD COUNCIL 218
15 CODE 54631 231
16 AUGMENTOR 241
17 NEO TECH 246
18 SUPER SOLDIER SUMMITS 257
19 SUPER SOLDIER TALK 262

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PROLOGUE

I wake up in another day of my life. I feel quite groggy this morning. I go

to the mirror, and in my regular morning ritual I inspect the latest needle
marks from the previous night. This morning I find a three-prong needle
mark in my mouth and a triangular scab on my lip. Not that this is
unusual for me. In fact, I would be worried if nothing happened for
some time.

Of course, I have no clue who is doing this or what I am being injected

with. All I know is someone is testing and experimenting, and I have no
memories of what's happened. These marks are not limited to
appearing when I sleep—they can occur any time of day. But this story
is about so much more then mysterious injection marks. It’s about pain,
love, and the ability to overcome obstacles no matter how high—or how
hard.

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DON’T TALK
For those who don’t know me, I am the kind of person that likes to keep
myself busy in order to avoid thinking about my past. Looking back at
my experiences, I don’t view them as ruining my life but instead as
events that showed me what not to become myself.

This is the childhood I choose to remember. I was born in 1980 and

spent my childhood in Charlotte, North Carolina. Most of my early years
were pure misery. Between an arrogant and selfish mother and
passive- aggressive father I was pretty much molded into a basket
case. Emotionally I was ultrasensitive from the onslaught of aggression
my parents put me through.

My mother would be characterized as moody person, but not in a

bipolar way. If you did everything the way she wanted, then she loved
you. But if you had your own ideas conflicted hers, that would be
problematic.

I remember being punished for playing with our family dog too loudly, or
for asking her a question while she was on the phone. It was little
things like that, that put me under the wrath of her wooden spoon and a
corresponding time out. Since I could never understand what would
make her angry, I spent most of my childhood in a submissive,
dissociative state.

Her lack of maternal instincts was reflected in her form of “tough love,”
as she liked to put it. Her version of love never made any sense. At one
point she would buy me toys and tell me she loved me. She would then
turn around and take them away from me because I accidentally
touched her.

The good news is that she wasn’t around much for most of my
childhood, just a few hours a day. After I came home from school, she
would go out for special events around town, volunteering her time as
an usher in exchange for tickets to concerts and shows.

Being alone and unloved was hard enough as it is, but things got a lot
worse as her love/hate towards me was reinforced by my father.
Whenever I got Mom mad, which was pretty much all the time, she
would send my father into a frenzy, causing him to physically beat me.

In my early teen years, this physical violence towards me increased as

puberty began altering the way I viewed the reality that was designed

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for me. I was tired of their flavor of tough love and just wanted to have
friends and date like other boys.But I couldn’t for some reason. From
the age of 10
to the age of 20 I had no friends at all.

None of the other kids wanted to hang out with me. They would try to
be my friends, but I would just zone out and get moody from all the
PTSD I was going through. That’s post-traumatic stress disorder, for
those who don’t know.

As a young teen, no one wanted to sit next to me at lunch hour.

Because I was so embarrassed to sit alone every day, I decided not to
eat lunch at all. None of the teachers or school staff seemed to
question why I was not eating lunch every day. Either they didn’t care,
which I don’t think is the case, or they were just too overwhelmed with a
broken education system to get involved in my life.

My rebellious eating habits eventually morphed into anorexia. I just

stopped eating all together. I thought if I would stop eating then I could
get sick and someone, anyone, would finally try to help me. But I never
seemed to be able to go as far as starving myself and still ate dinner.
So no one helped. Sadly my height was stunted from this. By the time I
was 20, I was just under 5’1”.

Around my 14th birthday, I decided if no one was going to help me I

would have to help myself. So I began to assert my independence by
becoming rebellious. But my form of rebellion was quite different then
my sister's, who elected to run away from home over and over.

See—my sister who is five years older than me had to deal with the
same crap, but in my 10-year-old mind, I decided that fighting back and
running away would make me a bad person. So instead of running
away, I would confront my father and tell him he was abusive and a bad
person.

Of course, this didn’t really didn’t settle very well with him, as his
response was, “You are the child and I am the parent—you do as I say.”
I said, “Act like a real father and I will.” Then he lunged his fist at me.
My dad was much bigger than me. And I was weak and sickly from
malnourishment. He pinned me down under the weight of his body until
I blacked out. I vaguely remember hearing my sister walk into my
bedroom and yell at my dad, "Get off of him, he's seizuring."

These fights happened more than once. They were triggered over the
most mundane things, such as the time I said, “Stop humming. You’re

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annoying me.” That day he hit my head against a wall. Then he said, “I
love you James. I do this because I love you.”

For an 18-month period, when I was around the age of 14, these
arguments would occur for nearly 2-3 hours every day. And they almost
always happened in the evening when my mother was out having a
good time.

After being pinned down in those fights, I remember yelling constantly

at my father to get off me. I did this in the vain hope that my neighbors
would call the cops on my family. But I guess I didn’t scream loud
enough. No one on my street did anything to help me. Maybe they
didn’t hear, or maybe they didn’t want to hear, what was going on in my
home. I really don’t know. But the screaming matches would go on until
I exhausted myself.

Due to the extreme amounts of yelling, I ended up scorching my vocal

cords. Since it happened right around the age of 14 my voice never
developed properly during puberty. If I talked for more than 5 minutes a
day my throat would burn and the sound that came out was one of a
12-year-old boy. It wasn’t until I was 25 that I was able to get help for
this problem and slowly heal myself.

As hard as it was going through my teen years without any friends,

having a childlike voice put me on the receiving end of my classmates
hazing. On top of all the other problems I was facing, the kids would
trigger severe anxiety attacks. That put me on a slippery slope to full-
blown Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. OCD occurs when your mind
gets stuck on certain ideas and ruminations.

Since no seemed to care that I couldn’t really talk and I was weak and
anorexic, I decided I would show people I needed help by wearing the
same clothes every day to school and church. This wasn’t really a big
issue for me.

I was already suffering from wardrobe neuroses. My parents only

allowed me 2-3 sets of clothing throughout much of my childhood. In
many third world nations this would seem normal. But my parents
weren’t poor by any means. My father used to work for the Mellon
family in Greenwich, CT. They even owned real estate there at one
time.

Growing up in the 1980s, I remember my father buying me a $20 pair of

jeans which was comfortable and decent looking, but my mother
thought it was too expensive and would take them back to the store.

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Most of the time my mom wouldn’t bother getting a replacement. If she
did, she would buy me the ugliest pair of acid wash $15 clearance
jeans no one wanted to wear. And of course my peers would make fun
of how I looked.

This kind of twisted thinking programmed my mind to never be at

peace. I would always worry they would take the things I loved away
from me. And they did the neurotic clothing routine to me throughout
my growing up.

I got to the point where it was pointless to ask them for new clothes. My
mother was actually a clothing freak. We had five closets in our home,
including a walk in closet which was dedicated to all her dresses and
shoes. In my bedroom I had two closets —one of which contained all
her clothes. In my other closet she only allotted me a tiny space
between her dresses to hang up my collared shirts because according
to her, I didn’t really have much to wear anyway, so I didn’t need the
space.

When I got older, I tried throwing all her stuff out of my closet into the
hallway. This of course resulted in huge fights with her and a physical
intervention by my father. He would restrain meanwhile my mother
would put all of her clothes back in my room.

It was at this point I decided to stop wearing different clothes every day.
I picked my favorite shirt and pants and for many months I would wear
them all the time until they developed holes and then I would sew them
together and wear them even more. Of course my classmates would
complain about my hygiene, but no adult authority seemed to really
care. Both my parents could clearly see I was wearing the same thing
every day but I guess they didn’t want to interfere because it’s a lot
easier to look the other way then to actually go out and buy new
clothes.

It took a lot of work to kick that ritual, which I wasn’t able to do until long
after I left home and sought a therapist.

My father was a conservative Christian fundamentalist; you would even

say a good Christian, at least he thought so. He took me to church
every Sunday, which is normal for most people in the North Carolina
Bible Belt. But just like in school, I never seem to fit into any church
cliques.

I was so embarrassed having no friends at all that I would find an

empty room and hide out with a book in the closet until church services
were over. That was less painful to deal with then having to go through

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the humiliation of having no one to talk too. Besides, anything was
better than being around so-called “Christians.”

My hiding routine went on for quite some time until some old church
deacon found me. The poor man probably thought I was a bum
breaking and entering. By that time I was wearing that nasty worn out
outfit every day.

I don’t remember what excuse I made, but he let me go on as long as I

allowed him to personally escort me back into the main sanctuary for
more Christian indoctrination. By this time Mom wasn’t going to church
anymore and I stop sitting with my dad because there was this other
couple who sort of semi-adopted me and showed me love and allowed
me to sit with them. But when I got to be 13 I sort of stop being friends
with their kid and I disappeared, which is easy to do because I went to
one of those mega churches where most people don’t really know
anyone else.

I tried all my favorite hiding spots but the old deacon seemed to find
me. So instead of ditching church in church I would take strolls in the
surrounding neighborhood. That continued until the church security
patrols scared me out of it. So I decided it was best to return back to
my regular Sunday indoctrination sessions and pretend that I was in
love with religion and my Christian family.

But my hiding routine wasn’t just limited to church indoctrination. When

I was 10 years old, my mom became fascinated with stories of UFOs
and the Greys. She would watch videos of alien abductions which
triggered so much anxiety that I would hide under my bed at night. Now
don’t get me wrong, I’ve never consciously seen a Grey in my bedroom
as a child. But sometimes I could see images of them in my mind; they
would sometimes communicate to me on an emotional level. I was told
that if I ever “talked,” they would kill me on my 12th birthday. This didn’t
happen, of course, but it scared me so much I never told anyone until
now.

My only escape throughout my childhood was Boy Scouts, which I

loved. I even made it to Eagle Scout. I didn’t have to worry about the
stigma of my clothing neuroses because we all wore uniforms. The time
I was away from my parents meant a few days a month where I could
have some peace. Instead of having to explain away my speech
problems I found it easier to lie about my age and pretty much hang out
around the younger kids. They didn’t judge me as much as my own age
group did.

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By the time I finished the 8th grade I was a mess. I was suffering from a
speech impediment, depression, OCD clothing rituals, and anxiety. I
could barely go outside in the public—the slightest innuendos from
strangers would trigger my PTSD.

My dad and I in Colorado in 1998. I was 18.

At this point, going into the military was one option. They seemed
desperate to get me to join. Every few months or so a recruiter would
give me a call trying to entice me into the benefits of a military life. But
because of my poor health I figured it was best to do my own thing. So
off to college I went.

Mom and Dad were finally relieved to be free of their parenting chores.
At the age of 20, away from home at last, I did my best to juggle a
college life track, grades, and my luggage from the past.

Come August 2000, the stress of all this began to mount. Every time I
would try to sleep I would feel chills and air movement over me while
lying in bed and sometimes I would sense something in my room
watching me and it caused me to wake up every hour or so in the night,
which led to persistent insomnia problem which still lingers to this day.

In the midst of these sleep disturbances, I began to experience sleep

paralysis episodes. This occurs when your brain waves are still in a
deep dreaming pattern. When you’re in this mindset normally your body
is paralyzed to keep you from injuring yourself while sleeping.

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But when you’re sleeping patterns go out of balance, like mine were at
that time, it is possible to open your eyes while you’re still dreaming
and see into the spirit realm around you. This is a frightening
experience, especially if you experience the paralysis that comes with
it.

Once, I saw some weird-looking black being with red eyes —a demon
in my bedroom. Naturally, my sleeping problems and they steadily got
worse.

Then one early morning in September of 2000, I woke up, and at the
foot of my bed was an angel of light. This being had a beautiful golden
aura which flooded my room with its love and wisdom. In this vision, the
entity appeared to be about three feet high. He wore long flowing white
robes. His skin was of a white complexion and his hair was long and
brown. In his left hand he was holding a golden torch that burnt blood.
In his right hand he held the sign of the Trinity.

“Thy Word is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path.” Psalm
119:105

Since this was the first angelic vision I’d ever had, I thought I was going
mad. Then he vanished. Later, I came to understand this was a visit
from Archangel Michael.

Two weeks later I had a vision of Jesus on the Cross. His head was
hanging down from severe pain of the Crucifixion. He gathered his
strength and rolled his head up and looked at me. Then I returned to
the present.

Other than then bizarre nature of these hallucinations, I assumed these

were signs from God that I was in need of ‘professional’ help. Which,
later, was something I wish I had never sought.

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When the psychiatrist asked me to describe my childhood problems, I
was at a loss because there were so many years which I could not
recall— birthday parties, going to church as a kid, or playing with my
sister. I have no memories of when I was 6, 7 or 8 years old. I
remembered only a little up to the age of 10. I thought everyone was
like this.

The psychiatrist diagnosed me with dissociative amnesia, and said my

memory problems were due to all the crap from my childhood. Many
years later I had Dr. Bill Deagle do a clairvoyant reading on me and he
saw my memory problems were a result of a traumatic brain injury in
my Operculum Left Temporal Lobe, which controls word finding and
sequencing. You may notice that I sometimes slur words from time to
time. Well, I got a good excuse.
Between the amnesia and traumatic brain injury a lot of things don’t
make sense.

My problems were not limited to just memory recall. I was also suffering
from a bizarre psychosomatic pain in my genitals. I say it’s bizarre
because the doctors have no clue why it’s happening.

If I get an erection I will suffer from a burning sensation for hours and if
I have an orgasm I suffer from severe needle-like pains in the same
place all day long and they get progressively worse and worse until I
sleep it off the next night. I have tried taking painkillers to knock out the
pain. But nothing makes it go away, even if I keep popping more pills.

I wish I could say something positive here, but I still haven’t found a
way to fix this problem yet, as I really don’t know what is causing it. The
good news is the pain has been slowly decreasing over the years and
for the most part it’s something I can manage with the help of a blood
pressure medicine, which pretty much serves as a chemical chastity
belt. Of course it doesn’t always work and on those days I just shut
down and stay bedridden.

So the doctors narrowed down my conditions to OCD, depression, and

ADHD and put me on a medication protocol. Under the influence of the
Paxil, the quality of my life began to diminish. I became even more
depressed, I was sleeping nearly 16 hours a day, and I had these
terrible shakes.

I don’t know why this product is on the market. It didn’t work for me. In
fact, it did the opposite. Later I found out that Paxil was in the middle of
a lawsuit for increasing the rate of suicide deaths in children. How
ironic, an antidepressant that increases suicide. Surely the FDA must
know how dangerous these products are.

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After discontinuing Paxil, I began switching from medication to
medication, which seemed to end in the same result, more depression
and fatigue. My doctors kept telling me the same thing. “We need to
find the right one that works for you.”

All together I tried 26 different medications. Some of them made me

severely depressed like Luvox. One antidepressant, Remeron, sedated
me for 22 hours.

Desperate to try anything, I decided to take a more unorthodox

approach. In 2003, I did 15 sessions of biofeedback. What they do is
basically place electrodes on your head to read your brain's E.E.G.
electrical activity. This information is then fed into a computer program
which interfaces with your brain, allowing the user to retrain their
brainwave patterns by simply moving an object around on a computer
screen.

After a few sessions, the practitioner eventually settled on a PTSD

protocol. Sadly I never received the benefit I was promised. But it was
odd. He told me I was the only patient that had received no benefits
from biofeedback. It was like a wall was blocking my recovery.

The pain of my anxiety and depression continued to deepen. By my

early 20s I started sleeping in my apartment's walk-in closet. At least
there I felt safe. But my health was falling apart.

The bad reactions I was having to the medications began to push my

body over board. I started developing horrible allergic reactions to
almost everything I ate.

To reduce the pain I was in all the time, I would split my pills, reducing
my dosage. But my doctor really frowned upon that. He insisted I was
getting sick because I was violating the integrity of the pills and
demanded that I continue the full dosage.

At that age I really didn’t know any better. The American Medical
Association and its counterpart the FDA know full well these pills don’t
cure anything, but only treat “conditions”. These medications simply
don’t work. They only serve to cover up the underlying symptoms of a
deeper systemic problem. I had to learn the hard way that conventional
doctors are not trained to recognize our mind, body, spirit connection
but instead serves as agents of evil for the pharmaceutical companies
and the government which allows them to peddle their poisons.

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I was now going down a slippery slope into a full blown autoimmune
disorder. This means my body was having trouble recognizing the
particles that are good and bad, so instead would just attack
everything.

Because I was so out of balance in so many areas of my life, and

because I was holding so many traumatic memories in my lower chakra
system, my gut was no longer digesting food properly. I was severely
bloated, overweight and in pain from the allergies and a leaky gut
condition from a severe candida yeast infection in my G.I. tract.

At this low point in my life, I took the initiative to empower myself to

become healthy again. Using natural herbs and vitamins, I slowly
began to wean myself off meds. The health benefits I got from these
natural approaches were so much better than I had ever had from any
medication.

At that point something clicked inside me. I was convinced there was a
conspiracy in the American health care system. The pharmaceutical
corporations and government are only interested in maximizing profits
and have no interest in the welfare of the people they claim to serve.
That’s why doctors are not trained with knowledge of natural
supplements and dietary knowledge.

By the time I stopped using medication, I was still suffering from the
neuroses of my childhood. But now I had chronic fatigue, a systemic
yeast infection in my gut, severe ADHD made worse due to my long
term exposure to my pharmaceutical lobotomy, excessively cold feet in
the winter time, and I still had my speech impediment. I suffered from
severe pain due to candida-related food allergies. As a result, food
became unappetizing and my weight soon dropped below 110 pounds.

After giving up on conventional medicine in 2003, I gave myself an

ultimatum. I would never believe what an ‘expert’ says to be true unless
I research it myself. I have slowly nursed myself back to health while
educating and empowering myself.

Looking back at this is painful to me. Even now the memories remain
scattered and shattered in my mind. And I don’t like saying bad things
about my family and those I love. If you love someone, is it right to be
angry at their freewill choice? Of course I didn’t mention the few times
in my life where my parents tried to show me love, but even then I was
always on the edge because I would never know when they would
strike me down again.

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Sure, my parents were about as incompetent as you can get when it
comes to raising children. But I also chose this life path before coming
to this Earth and recognize that trauma and pain can be transmuted
into a higher purpose. There is no reason any of this should be able to
stop me from healing and integrating. And that’s what I plan to do.

So the following is my story of how I went about integrating myself, and

those who helped me get to where I am. It was at this point that I met
Nate.

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NO FEAR

It’s 2004, I am 24 years old, going to college. Because of my health

problems I spend hours a day combing the Internet looking for
information to heal myself as well as answers about life and God in
general.

One of my favorite places to frequent was the Yahoo! chat rooms. Most
of that time was spent finding other starseeds and indigos to network
and become friends with, though at that time I wasn’t trying to
consciously seek them out.

It was there in a Christian Teens chat room that I first met Nathan. He
lived in Des Moines, Iowa and was 14 years old at that time. Despite
the age difference, we shared similar experiences. Both of us had gone
through a traumatic childhood and dealt with our pain with laughter. But
it was getting late and we both had other things to do, so we soon lost
contact with each other.

Nathan Merle Wilder, shown here in August 2004

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A few months later I forgot all about him. This is common on the
Internet; you talk to someone one day and the next you forget all about
them. But apparently he added me to his “friends” list.

So out of the blue, Nate instant messages me. “I nearly got thrown in
juvy.” Not realizing who I was talking to at first, I thought he'd mistaken
me for someone else, but I played along and soon realized it was
Nathan. Nate went on and on about his life and his temper problems.

He was grounded and hanging out in his bedroom after getting into a
fight in school because someone made fun of his girlfriend. According
to Nate, he punched this dude and he flew clear across the classroom
and outside the second story window, breaking his neck from the fall.
He was then kicked out of school and just barely escaped being thrown
into juvy. But his family had to move into a new neighborhood so he
could attend a different school.

Nathan wanted me to help him figure out why he was so strong and
violent and how he could do the things he could do. At this point, I
suggested his gifts might be due to his genetic background and he told
me he was a mix of Native American, Italian, and English. Nothing too
unusual here other than the Native American genes which sometimes
can carry psychic gifts.

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He said his biological father was an expert Marksman in the military
and he also had a nasty temper. It was so bad that according to Nate at
one time he had almost killed his mother.

Nate never really got to know his father much. He died of a heart attack
from his rage issues when Nathan was only seven years old. I wanted
Nate to elaborate on why he thought someone could get a heart attack
from rage, but he seem to be traumatized about the whole thing and I
sort of just dropped it.

Just like his father, he seemed to be suffering from the same anger
management problems. Some of his stories were kind of funny. Like the
time when he was a boy on the playground and would pick fights with
kids twice his age. When he was 9 years old he grabbed an older 13-
year-old boy that was picking on him and stuck him into a trash can.

And if anyone pissed Nathan off —one time I caught him plotting
revenge on those he got into fights with. But we got along okay and
Nathan even commented how unusual that was because normally he
can’t stand most people.

At that time, he was taking Lithium and Depakote for his ADHD and
Bipolar Disorder. He thought he might be schizophrenic, but I think that
was just his way of explaining away his psychic gifts.

Nathan had no fear whatsoever. He told me when he was 9 that he was

too embarrassed to admit his mood swings to his mother. So he
decided to take his mental health into his own hands. He jumped
behind a pharmacist's counter and stole four bottles of lithium and left
some money behind.

Nathan was also suffering from at-risk behaviors. When I knew him, he
was very promiscuous. He suffered from numerous blackouts, he was
an avid cutter, and claimed he tried to commit suicide 23 times
unsuccessfully, but I felt this was exaggeration and didn’t take it too
seriously. He said he had a special way of dealing with the suicidal
urges. He would wear a rubber band on his wrist and every time he felt
like cutting himself he would snap himself with it.

Eventually he revealed that his gifts encompassed more than just

enhanced strength. He could see angels and demons. He had the
ability to telekinetically levitate heavy objects, he could look into the
future, and he could accurately remote view my aura even though we
didn’t actually get to physically meet each other in person.

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I grew up Southern Baptist and in my church being psychic meant
being demon possessed, so I was told. But Nate and I were such good
friends that I didn’t see him as someone who is possessed. I saw him
as a gentle soul who was dealing with his trauma by lashing out at
those who didn’t understand him.

In this conversation we had on Halloween 2004, Nate shared with me

some insight of what he was picking up clairvoyantly around him. It was
around this time I started to notice how his personality would shift from
the goofball he normally was into a depressed atheist philosopher.

Halloween 2004

Nate: “There is Aether in the air, I can sense it.”

James: “Is that like evil?”
Nate: “Basically……You have to consider the thought that maybe
God doesn’t like you.”
James: “No. Are you considering this thought?”
Nate: “A little. The Bible says he says he loves you, and the Bible
says he cannot lie, but, who wrote the Bible? Ponder that.”
James: “His prophets wrote it. We all are working together to make his
creation better. God loves us because he made us.”
Nate: “So? God made the devil.”
James: “Hate is not part of the equation because it’s self-centered, love
is caring for others. The devil made a choice like all his
creations do.”
Nate: “Hate was never brought into the equation. Maybe He doesn’t
like us, but He made us for fun.”
James: “Do you want to serve yourself or serve others? It’s just a
matter of existing the way God does. I don’t think God has an
interest in committing suicide.”
Nate: “I don’t think you understood the eternal purpose of the
question. What if God doesn’t like us? Earth is suffering. That’s
what life was meant to be.”
James: “God cannot hate us because it would mean He hates himself,
we are all part of the creation he made.”
Nate: “According to who? HIM? His arguments are great because we
don’t understand him, or anything. Maybe there is a whole
other purpose to us.”
James: “There is, but it’s yet to be fulfilled, we must keep
Gods laws if we wish to see it.”
Nate: “No, your wrong- that’s impossible to keep God's law. You keep
looking at that thing from a brainwashed standpoint. He created
us to kill each other.”

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James: “God says the two greatest commandments to keep are to love
God with all your heart, mind, and soul and strength, and to
love your neighbor as you love yourself.”
Nate: “And do we? I can’t even love my girlfriend.”
James: “We have that killer instinct in our DNA because Earth was
once covered in dinosaurs. If we didn’t, we would have been
killed off.”
Nate: “Why put dinosaurs Earth if they would kill us, James? If we
were 'chosen'.”
James: “Ask me something I know. lol.”
Nate: “No, you don’t know, lol. There is no purpose in life. It was easy
to make us. We have faults, and we die off. You get the option
of Heaven or Hell. He says He loves us, but that is only
according to Him. He doesn’t love us.”
James: “Yes, but God is slow to anger.”
Nate: “No He isn’t, it takes a lifetime to anger him . To him , a life time
is 000000000000000000000001 seconds.”
James: “Time is past and present, He operates out of our concept of
time, and one day we will, too.”
Nate: “According to whom? Maybe He wants us to think
He’s programmed to be slow to anger. Got to go. I’ll argue with
you later.”

So as you can see Nathan would sometimes talk about religion and
God but it was as if he was channeling something else through him.

Later that night Nate contacted me again. This time something had got
him scared shitless. He said his lights were flickering, and the air was
freezing inside his bedroom.

After watching enough documentaries on the paranormal on TV, I knew

he probably had a poltergeist or a demon hanging out in his house. So I
asked him about the history of his house.

Remember he just moved into this new home after being kicked out of
school.

It turns out his parents got a great deal on it. The previous owner’s son
went on a murder rampage and then committed suicide.

I did some research and discovered that indeed he was telling the truth.
On January 28, 2004, the previous owners’ 16year-old son, Tyler Pirtle,
murdered his social worker Greg Gaul and the housesitter Sarah
Dahlke. He then drove a couple hundred miles and shot himself in the
head. This happened when his parents were away on vacation in the
Cayman Islands.

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The news reported that Tyler was having a lot of trouble in school at the
time. He was very withdrawn. Some of the students commented, "He
was one of your typical students. He cooperated with teachers and did
what he was supposed to do.

Later he changed ... I never did see him smile," said Hudson Lewis, 17.
“Tyler Pirtle was an "all-around star" at sports before his mother and
father divorced. Then he just stopped."

Tyler’s stepmother worked at the DuPont-owned Pioneer Hi-Breed,

which develops genetically engineered crops for farmers. Sarah
Dahlke, the housesitter, was also as a part time employee at Pioneer
Hi-Breed. In addition to that, Nate’s stepfather also worked at Pioneer
Hi-Breed.

I just want to make it clear the reason so many of these people worked
at Pioneer Hi-Breed was that the corporate headquarters was just down
the street. I’m not suggesting Pioneer Hi-Breed was experimenting on
the youth in the neighborhood, but I do find it interesting that Nate was
connected to this synchronicity.

Tyler Pirtle’s home located on, 5852 Brentwood Circle, Johnston, IA. A
few months after this picture was taken, Nate's family moved into the
home.

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Sarah Dahlke 21 and Greg Gaul 41, Both murdered by Tyler Pirtle.

Tyler Pirtle, committed suicide on January 28, 2004

The press releases revealed that Tyler’s parents did not get along very
well, so the father moved into the basement. I find this interesting
because Nate said he could see a portal to Hell in his basement. In the
occult world this would usually mean that someone conducted a satanic
ritual to open a portal. Just what exactly was the Pirtle family up to in
the basement? That’s someone else’s story as we probably won’t ever
know.

Nate revealed to me that his IQ was off the charts, tested at 168, which
occurs in about 1 out of 150,000 people. He said he had a
photographic memory and could read ten pages of a book in one

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minute. Despite this, he managed only a D+ average in school and he
was horrible at arithmetic. I think it was because he was zoning out so
much.

He was also quite kinetically gifted. He had a black belt in Kung Fu. His
brothers taught him Tai Kwon Do, Jeet Kun Do, Ju Jit Su, and he was
obsessed with exercise. He told me he exercised hours a day and
would drink multiple protein shakes.

He was on the school wrestling and boxing team. His hit speed was
tested at 650 pounds of force. He said he could lift a cement bag with
one hand, and his dad could, too. And at that time he was bench
pressing about 300 pounds. Nate believed his superhuman strength
was due to his oversized adrenal glands.

He was into violent sports. During one boxing match, he hit a kid so
hard that he was hospitalized with a fractured skull. I asked him, “Why
did you get so carried away when attacking your opponents?” Nate
answered, “Once someone makes me angry I lose control, then my
teammates keep cheering me on and I can’t stop.”

Nate also claimed to have telekinetic gifts. He could move objects

around using the power of his mind alone. For instance, he could
levitate a pencil across a table. He was also able to manipulate energy
and matter and proved it to me by making me grow. (More about this
later).

He could see other people’s auric fields, which is basically energy

radiated by your body’s bioelectric field. For me he said my aura was
green and gold. His aura was red, green, white, and black on the
outside. When I asked him what this means, he said “People who are
crazy have a red color, white means you’re an angel, and gold colors
are really good Christians.”

He was also clairvoyant and told me that in the future there will be a
civil war in America, and that he would bomb a microchip factory, but
they would capture him and blind him before he could escape.
Eventually he would die an angry, bitter man at the hands of an
assassin. But he refused to tell me who that assassin was.

This seems to confirm what John Titor reported would occur in the
future. According to him he time-traveled back in time from the year
2028 to the year 2000 and talked about how America would fall into civil
war due to a corrupt government. He claimed it would begin around Fall
2008, or after the collapse of the dollar. After which Congress is
suspended. In 2012 the President declares himself

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President For Life. By 2015, 4 million Americans die from civil war.
Then in March 2015, a nuclear holocaust devastates the planet, killing
150 million Americans, and 4 billion people worldwide. In 2020, a new
Continental Congress convenes, and the Constitution is rewritten to fix
the mess from the previous American Federal Empire.

This nightmarish scenario was a possible outcome on the timeline back

in 2004, but has since been averted. We will not be having martial law,
civil war, or nuclear war on this timeline.

Now back to the story. I was concerned that his abilities may be the
result of demon possession. He attended church regularly, but he was
also having underage sex multiple times a day regularly with various
girlfriends. You would think that so much sex would wear him out but I
guess not as he would joke about having a pack of a hundred condoms
under his bed and only one was left.

He told me a funny story about this one girlfriend. She was 24, and
about to graduate from college, but she didn’t know that Nate was
actually 15. Because Nate was a minor and she was adult, she could
have been arrested for molesting a child.

It turns out this girlfriend accepted a teaching position at his high school
for the proceeding school year. So he wanted my advice how to dump
her before she found out how old he was. I told him to make up a story.
So when he told her his real age she slapped him and then went into a
panic when she realized she just had sex with a minor. I don’t
remember what happened after that. Nathan never talked about her
again.

The reason why Nate could get away with dating older women was
because he looked so mature for his age. When he was 16, he was
already very tall and his muscles were huge from working out all the
time.

Nate had two older brothers, and not surprisingly they were also sex
addicts like himself. So I asked him if he thought this problem could be
caused by demon possession. And that’s when Nate told me he'd
conducted an exorcism on his older brother Adam. During this ritual, his
brother began levitating and yelling obscenities. But sadly Nate was
unable to help him.

Since we were on the topic of angels and demons, I told him about my
experience with the angel hovering over my bed. And that’s when Nate
told me about something that happened during a party at his friend’s
house.

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He was drinking heavily and when he passed out, Lucifer appeared to
him. Nate described his appearance as extremely ugly with a huge
dick; and when Lucifer talked to him, it burned him inside. His aura was
gold surrounded by black. Lucifer told Nate, that he hates everyone
because God can forgive them for their sins and go to Heaven, but he
can’t. He hates being condemned to Hell and wants to take everyone
down with him. At that point Nate blacked out, began having a seizure,
and his friends rushed him to the hospital.

When Nate finished telling me this story, he hears a dog howling

outside his window, a black cloud in his room, and the air starts to smell
like sulfur. Of course now he’s totally freaked out and plays his
Christian music as loud as he can. But it doesn’t seem to stop this
black cloud which is now next to him in his bedroom. So I had him
repeat the following phrase to the entity.

“In the name of Jesus, you have no control over me any longer, leave
me alone and never come back.”

At that point, according to Nate, the black cloud entered into his
computer and typed onto my screen “WHO THE FUCK IS THIS?”
Afraid to give it my real name, I gave it my instant messenger
nickname. I said “Bearish.” It replied, “WHO THE FUCK IS BEARISH?”
I said, “Leave him alone, you have no authority over him anymore.” It
answered back, “FUCK YOU.” Then it left the room.

Now we were both freaked out at this point. I thought perhaps a dark
entity had come out of the portal in the basement. So Nate and I kept
talking late into the night until both of us calmed down enough to go to
sleep. During this time Nate informed me this kind of stuff was normal
for him, but I intended to bring it to an end.

The very next day I went to the library to do some research on demon
possession in the hopes I could help Nate kick some demon butt.
According to my research, signs of demon possession include:

Heart attacks
Overactive adrenals
Super natural strength
Levitation
Unholy rage
Sexual addiction
Suicidal behaviors
Dabbling in Satanism

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After going through that list I was like, “What the fuck?” This describes
Nathan and his dad perfectly. Remember his dad died from a heart
attack due to rage, probably from overactive adrenal glands. Nate told
me he also had the same problem.

Going a little deeper into the books, I read that if you don’t intervene
and stop the dark spirit from working itself into the spine, eventually a
person will become totally possessed and will ultimately end dying from
its own negativity.

So the next step was to do an exorcism. Since no one taught me how

to do one before, I followed the directions I got from those library
books. The first step was to fast for two days, which I did, but I never
told Nate that. I was now ready to do the ritual but since I never met
him in person I figured I would just have him talk to a “professional
pastor” who claimed to preform exorcisms over the Internet.

The pastor asked Nate if he ever dabbled in black magic. When Nate
was younger he casted spells but gave it up a long time ago. When he
asked for the name of the spirit in his Book of Shadows, Nate
answered, “The wolf.”

The conversation abruptly ended and Nate logged out of the chat room.

James: “Why did you leave?”

Nate: “That dude scares me.”
James: “Why?”
Nate: “I don’t know.”

Something was seriously wrong. And what the heck was a Book of
Shadows? And why would Nate have one? And why was he sacred of a
simple question like that? Sadly, I didn’t know what else to do. I never
did ask him about his Book of Shadows, I just seemed like something
he didn’t want to talk about anymore.

Just for fun I would sometimes tease him. One time Nate misspelled
some words in his chat box and I jokingly said, “Dude, you were talking
in ancient Vrishnis.” The Vrishnis was a race of people in the Indian
subcontinent that were destroyed in a nuclear holocaust during the time
of Atlantis.

Nate replied, “OMG what!” I answered, “It was just a joke. Did you
really think I was serious?”

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Nate answered, “I've talked in Latin before. One time I fell asleep in
class and when I woke up, I was screaming something in Latin.” “What
happened next?” “I went into a seizure and passed out.”

His stories were weird, and yes I believed them. Even if they weren’t
true, Nate believed they were and that’s all that really mattered. After all
it’s not my place to judge. My job as a friend was to figure out what I
could do to help him and maybe put a stop to all the negative things
going on in his life. I just had to get to the bottom of this; I knew there
was something more than a possible demon possession going on in
Nate’s life. At this point I became obsessed with studying the
paranormal. The very thing my religious background forbids me to do.

Nate taught me about psychic abilities and helped me realized that we

all have the natural gift as long as we don’t suppress it.

I studied aliens and UFOs for the first time since I was a kid. Something
I couldn’t do for such a long time due to extreme paranoia, beginning at
the age of 10, when I began hearing Greys in my mind warning me they
would kill me if I talked.

And I studied conspiracies, learning about the Illuminati and how they
sought to create a mind control apparatus on this planet in order to
keep the populations under economic slavery.

The following chapter is a summary of what I’ve learned. I eventually

shared this information with Nathan, which would lead me down a
rabbit hole of no return.

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THE OMEGA PROJECT
It was at this point I came across the story of Michael Andrew Pero,
who claimed to have been plugged into a Montauk-styled
consciousness chair which could open time portals for physical time
travel as well as manipulating consciousness energy, as well as being
used as a mind- controlled, genetically enhanced Super Soldier.

I first learned of him on the davidicke.com website, which goes into

conspiracies and the reptilian alien agenda. David Icke explains how
some of the negative ET factions have made alliances with
governments all over the world. This worldwide conspiracy seeks to
consolidate all governments into a global superpower ruled by an elite
Cabal who receives orders from malevolent ETs.

Accordingly, the chain of command at the top is Lucifer/Satan; below

him is the Jesuit Black Pope, Adolfo Nicolas, who resides in the City of
London. Below him is the White pope of the Vatican who controls the
Roman Catholic Church and the Masonic Order. Below this network is
the Illuminati and their sublevels which include; the Club of Rome, The
Trilateral Commission, The Council of Foreign Relations, The
Bilderberg Group, The United Nations, NATO, the Federal Reserve
system, and so on, right down to your local Chamber of Commerce,
and churches or religions.

Within this whole evil hierarchy is the Khazarian-Zionist-Bolsheviks

(KZB), who are the reincarnated Pharisees during the time of Esu
Jmmanuel (Jesus). They now control most governments of the world.
The largest governments under their control include the United States,
Great Britain, and Israel, who make up this triangle of Zionism. These
people are pushing hard to create a One World Order. The official
name of the New World Order is code-named “Project Omega,” which
is headed by George H. Bush (George Scherff Jr).

According to Otto Skorzeny, Hitlers bodyguard, George Bush Sr. is

actually a German Nazi spy. His biological father, George Scherff Sr., is
a member of the Nazi party who later changed his name to Prescott
Bush.

As a teenager, Bush Sr. worked as a Nazi spy within Nikola Tesla’s Lab.
He would go into all of his experiments giving him the nickname of
“Curious George” which later became a cartoon series. Eventually
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Tesla and carted his prized research of antigravity, teleportation, scalar
weapons, free energy, mind control, etc. into the hands of the Nazis.

After War World II, the Nazis made an oath to resurrect a fourth Reich
in America, known officially as “Project Omega.” The Nazis recruited
their man, George Bush Sr., to persuade congress into creating a
secret Gestapo police presence in the United States. This is known as
the Office of Strategic Service, or the OSS, which two years later, in
1947 became the CIA. Soon after in Project Paperclip, they rounded up
roughly 50,000 Nazi scientists all over post-war Germany and imported
them into the United States under secret identities to continue their
research. All of this was on a need-to-know basis. As far as the public
was concerned, the CIA was working to make the world safer with no
clue of its Nazi roots.

Together with Nikolas Tesla’s technology, stolen loot from the Jews, and
their secret police force headed by George Bush Sr., they forged their
master plan and the final solution, which would bring about a fascist
Nazi government in the United States under the heels of martial law,
doing away with the constitution.

During this chaos, the Nazis and the elites who allied themselves with
the Nazis would hide in luxurious surroundings in deep underground
bases while the commoners would be led to slaughter. Money to build
these underground facilities would at first come from stolen loot from
the Jews and then CIA drug trafficking via the black budget. Tesla
weapons and technology recovered UFOs and alien exchanges would
ensure their technological superiority. Here in their underground
strongholds they continued their research.

The Nazis knew they are outnumbered and they know the masses
would never accept a one-world government ruled by a small elite
without heavy amounts of brainwashing and an army of soldiers loyal to
their cause. With help from advanced Tesla technology, they began
work on the creation of a superhuman who could overtake the military
and current power structure and announce themselves as the rulers of
humanity. These Nazi Uberman’s would be turned into a cloned army of
genetically enhanced Super Soldiers and sleeper agents.

Ronald Regan once commented to presidential Monarch and mind

control victim Cathy O’ Brien, “The only way for world peace is to
control the masses.”

With the advent of modern computers, Tesla-based HAARP began to

be used for weather control and mind control by tapping into the
frequency modulations of microchips. With this electronic slave grid in

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place they have been able to subtly influence the masses without their
knowledge.

The only reason why we haven’t seen the activation of the sleeper
agents and a Third Reich is because we are receiving divine
intervention. Even amongst their own ranks there is discontent. Not all
Nazis desire to live in a slave grid and not all people are completely
mind-controllable.

Project Paperclip

In the Nazi concentration camps, mind scientists were busy trying to

figure out how to make the Jews more submissive. The Nazis realized
if they added fluoride to the water they could pacify the Jews. This is
why fluoride was introduced into the water supply soon after World War
II. Fluoride calcifies the pineal gland which reduces intuition and the
ability to resist authority. In Dachau, inmates were slipped
hallucinogenic drugs, such as mescaline, combined with hypnosis.

In Auschwitz, the infamous Dr. Josef Menegle would use different

methods of torture, such as using attack dogs and electroshock to
study trauma bonding. Sadly most of these people died. He was known
to be gentle at one moment and in another moment explode into rage.
Victims would watch him pace back and forth, playing the “I love you, I
love you not,” daisy game. When he removed the last petal he would
then torture and kill a small child in front of a victim in order to split the
mind for trauma-based programming.

He would place victims in cages with monkeys that were taught to be

violent; victims would not be allowed to cry, scream, or show any
emotion in the process, less they would be torn apart themselves.
Because of these studies he became world’s leading expert on creating
multiple personality disorder in adults.

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Josef Mengele, Dr. Green, was coined the “Angel of Death” in the Nazi
concentration camps. The government downplayed his involvement at
the Nuremberg trials. To confuse investigators about his whereabouts,
U.S. officials would report he was in Paraguay or Brazil, or simply that
he was dead. In fact the U.S. Government brought him to the United
States to China Lake Naval Base, in the desert of California, to
continue mind control experiments. Incidentally, nearby in Lancaster,
CA, mass graves of mutilated children's bodies were found.

In 1947, under the urging of Nazi Spy George Bush Sr., Congress set
up the Office of Strategic Service or the OSS, which was the precursor
for the CIA. The OSS was just itching to get a hold of secret Nazi
research. With the help of George Herbert Bush, "Wild Bill" Donovan,
and Allen Dulles, the OSS and Nazi SS merged to create the CIA.
Coined “Project Paperclip” and its Nazi counterpart “ODESSA,” the CIA
covertly transferred roughly 50,000 Nazis scientists into the American
military industrial complex.

These Project Paperclip Nazis were then given new identities and
appointed into important research positions within the U.S. FEDERAL
government such as NASA. After the war, money from the black budget
allowed them to continue their mind control research in American
military bases, hospitals, and universities.

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Group of Project Paperclip German physicists at Ft. Bliss, Texas, circa
1947.

Here they spun off three primary branches of mind control projects:
Project MKULTRA, Project Monarch, and Project MONTAUK.

MKULTRA was a CIA umbrella project which consisted of 149 sub-

projects. MKULTRA spychiatrists conducted studies in narco-hypnosis,
memory erasure, implants, ESP, sleep deprivation, etc. These
experiments took place primarily in the
1950s and 60s and led to research in a completely mind-controlled
robotic slave. The original term MK stands for the German word “Minde
Kontrolle” meaning mind control and ULTRA was a term which refers to
military intelligence which is considered “ULTRA SECRET.” Victims are
sometimes referred to as MARK ULTRA.

Project Monarch's subjects suffered from structured trauma -based

mind control programming. Just like how a caterpillar goes through a
chrysalis stage to be reborn into a Monarch butterfly. So, too, where
victims of trauma reborn into Manchurian candidates, sex slaves, and
drug mules.

The research gathered in Project Monarch led to another offshoot

known as Project MONTAUK. This program sought to interface mind-
controlled victims in an alien-styled consciousness chair which could
open up wormhole time tunnels and manipulate matter.

Many of those involved with these projects underwent the most severe
forms of sexual and physical abuse. This often involved needles in the
genitalia and electroshock treatments. The purpose of this trauma was
to split the soul into many fragments which could then be robotically
programmed. The medical term for this condition is Dissociative Identity
Disorder.

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Most of those who underwent these treatments died during the
programming procedures, but those who survived went on to become
sleeper agents performing such tasks as drug trafficking mules,
information couriers, politicians, assassins, and sex slaves.

When an agent’s programming is triggered, alters would activate and

preform a certain task. After the task or mission was compete, their
memories would be erased and they would be returned to their normal
states. All the while they have no knowledge of the double life they may
be leading.

Mind Control Programming

The core component of mind control lies solely on one’s ability to

dissociate. This is made possible through trauma-based programming,
hypnosis, drugs, and advanced computer technology. Before diving too
deeply into this subject, let’s first take a closer look at Dissociative
Identity Disorder.

MPD/DID

DID, Dissociative Identity Disorder, previously known as MPD, Multiple

Personality Disorder, is a symptom of severe emotional trauma
occurring usually at a young age. When abuse becomes intolerable, a
person’s mind will isolate certain personality traits into compartments to
protect the psyche from trauma and ensure their own survival.
Generally speaking, the higher the IQ and the more psychic and
creative a person is, the more likely they are to develop MPD/DID due
to trauma. Psychics are more likely to dissociate because it comes
naturally to them to access their abilities.

MPD/DID has been known to occur in at least 1% of the population.

Most of these cases are due to child abuse, satanic rituals, or cults.
Therapists working in this field have organized their practice to assist
such victims. Unfortunately, very little help is available to those who
develop MPD/DID from government mind control. It’s especially hard
for these victims to break free from their programming because the
handlers are quick to remedy the situation. Sadly, those that do seek
help are often labeled schizophrenic or medicated inappropriately.

One way to know the difference between MPD/DID and schizophrenia

is through the use of hypnosis. According to Dr. Edward Simpson-
Kallas, a psychiatrist with wide experience in the area of forensic
hypnosis, most people with MPD/DID are easily hypnotized, while
paranoid schizophrenics are extremely difficult to "put under."

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Symptoms of Schizophrenia from the DSM-IV

A. Characteristic symptoms: Two, or more of the following, each

present for a significant portion of time during a 1-month period:

Delusions
Hallucinations
Disorganized speech
Grossly disorganized or catatonic behavior
Negative symptoms

B. Social/occupational dysfunction: For a significant portion of the time

since the onset of the disturbance, one or more major areas of
functioning such as work, interpersonal relations, or self-care are
markedly below the level achieved prior to the onset.
C. Duration: Continuous signs of the disturbance persist for at least 6
months.

Symptoms of MPD/DID

MPD/DID is the presence of two or more distinct identities, each with

its own unique way of relating to the world and the self.

a) At least two of these identities recurrently take control of the

person’s behavior.
b) An inability to recall important personal information to an extent that
is more than ordinary forgetfulness.

Possible signs include:

• The use of "we" or "us" instead of "I"

• Hearing voices
• Depression
• Comorbidity (multiple diagnoses)
• Sense of being separate from one’s own thoughts memories or
actions.
• Amnesia
• Time loss
• Flashbacks
• Cutting
• Suicide attempts
• Headaches
• Violent actions against others
• Preoccupation with black clothing

Clues to Government Mind Control Programming

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• The person changes tastes or behavior and is self-contradictory in
what they say they like.
• The person believes that aliens are talking inside their heads.
• The person is not able to comfortably watch certain films of a non-
horror nature, like Alice in Wonderland or the Wizard of Oz. This is
especially true with older Monarch victims.
• Victims will have scars of various kinds on their bodies, including
needle marks, laser cuts, multiple electric prod scars or mysterious
rashes on their bodies.
•When the victims get memory most if not all victims have participated
in weird sex and pornography.
•Monarch victims suffer all types of problems, including confusion,
fears, panic attacks, headaches, program-induced medical problems
such as autoimmune disorders, hurting feet, shakes, trembles, PTSD
symptoms such as nightmares, sexual dysfunction, OCD, strange
obsessions, rage, depression, dizziness, seeing black and white spots,
etc., etc.
•Men who are active in the programming will often have multiple
marriages and marry a woman of striking appearance who is much
younger - but with little show of emotional attachment.
• Family background connected to high level masonry, high ranking
military personnel, and royalty.
• Preoccupation with mind control research, or having sensations of
being a human robot.
• Feeling as if their life is a dream which is being watched by the
government.
• Implants – May feel squealing or buzzing in the ear
•Memories of abduction scenarios consisting of military and aliens
working together.
• Strange Capabilities (Destroying Electronics Near them) Constant
Harassment
• Inability to Be “Normal” or make Friends or have Relationships

Those suffering with MPD/DID have on average an excess of 8 split

personalities, however in the case of MKULTRA there can be as many
as a 30,000 alters, which each alter created at the moment the trauma
occurred.

The primary personality is the one that is out most of the time; usually
they are moody and depressed. Switching occurs when other alters
come out. This can be triggered through external stimuli such as
anxiety, a password, or when certain memories are brought forth. The
person will usually suffer from a headache, or flicker of the eye.

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Some personalities include protectors, who make sure no one else gets
out of line, and observers who usually sit back and rarely come out.

Each personality is formed based on the need at the time it was crated.
For instance, being bullied on school grounds would create a tough guy
personality. Being sexually abused would create a personality who is
sexually addicted.

To make things even more complicated, in the case of satanic rituals,

sometimes demons can attach to a personality. These demons are
used to make the ‘programming’ more permanent. If this is the case,
then these people can be suffering from both demon possession and
MPD/DID at the same time.

MPD/DID victims are most often found in families with multigenerational

satanic abuse, sexual abuse, prolonged child abuse, or trauma-based
mind control.

Monarch Programming

So why would anyone want to do so many horrific things? Of course it

comes down to control. In order for the Project Paperclip CIA scientists
to take over the world in a glorious third Reich, they would require an
army of loyal and obedient slaves in every corner of the planet. And
only then could they be unleashed for chaos, death, and anarchy in a
massive “black awakening.”

These “Chosen Ones,” as they like to call themselves, are known as

the Order, or more specifically the Satanic Order. Once they are
activated from their “sleeper status” they will be released to carry out
their programmed and prechosen tasks causing the collapse of the
governments of the world, and paving the way for the “New World
Order” and the rise of the Antichrist. This will only occur when they feel
they are adequately positioned in such a way that they could never be
opposed.

The problem is many of them within their ranks are fighting over who
gets to be the top dog as they lack any honor even amongst
themselves. And of course the Internet is waking people up.

It is estimated that there are 4 million diagnosed cases of MPD/SRA

worldwide and millions more undiagnosed. This would require a
massive undertaking from a global underground network.

To coerce their cooperation would require total control over their minds,
desires, and freewill. This creation of a total mind control slave has

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been going on for many generations within elite bloodline families. But
with the introduction of the OSS and CIA, mind control became a
serious field of research in what is known as Project Monarch.

The name was based on the idea that Monarch caterpillars have
migrated to every continent of the earth; this symbolizes the spread of
Monarch victims worldwide. The caterpillar would then grow a chrysalis;
this symbolizes how trauma based mind control reprograms the
thoughts and desires of a victim into a new person. And finally the
caterpillar flies away. This is the feeling you get when you’re nervous,
or right before your about to be tortured into split brain D.I.D./MPD
alters.

Very few people have spoken up about this topic without facing
extreme opposition. They are ridiculed, imprisoned (such as Fritz
Springmeier), bribed into silence, threatened with financial
repercussions, brainwashed themselves, or if that fails, killed.

A few brave souls managed to give us some information as to what

kind of torture takes place in one of these Monarch training sessions.
The following is a summary of a lecture given by Dr. D. Corydon
Hammond. In his speech titled, "Hypnosis in MPD: Ritual Abuse” he
speaks of ways to recognize and treat symptoms of government mind
control. Shortly after the lecture, Dr. Corydon Hammond received death
threats and discontinued any future public appearances.

The act of creating a Monarch is based on the dissociation of the mind

using torture and abuse. For most victims the programming begins
before the age of 2 ½, as ego states have yet to develop. This gives the
handlers a “blank slate,” so to speak. Sometimes trauma such as
electroshock is applied when the fetus is still in the womb. This makes
the mind easier to program at a later stage.

Sodomy around this age almost always results in D.I.D. When a man
sodomizes a child at the age of three or four, the nerves at the base of
the spine are attacked, causing the brain to make a bond to that man
as if he were their father, this is why children are abused so much in the
Catholic church.

Children are usually selected from high ranking Illuminati families,

military intelligence, psychic bloodlines, satanic abuse, or those
involved with pedophilia. Those with psychic bloodlines are located
using school testing, which is all tied into national databanks.

An EEG, electroencephalogram, is strapped to their heads to measure

brainwave activity. This helps to map out thinking processes and to

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determine an individual’s usefulness. They can use this data to
determine a possible life path such as a doctor, lawyer, actor, politician,
spy, or any position the Illuminati want to infiltrate.

The next step is to use trauma to split the mind into alters. Because
many of those who undergo this type of procedure end up dead,
Monarch programming usually takes place in close proximity to near
death trauma centers in military bases or in hospitals.

They are strapped down, totally naked onto a gurney, and an IV is

placed in one arm. Wires are attached to their heads to monitor
electroencephalograph patterns. Then they may be injected with
hallucinogens, such as Demerol.

Victims are then placed in a trance. They may hear weird disorienting
sounds. Light goggles are placed over the eyes which pulsate red or
white lights, at certain frequencies. These are very similar to the
goggles you can purchase for biofeedback machines.

At this point the individual is traumatized with a needle, which is

inserted into either the right ear, the genital regions, or under the
fingernails.

Once the EEG reaches a certain brainwave state, the handlers speak
instructions involving self-destructive behaviors, into the left ear,
because it is associated with the right hemisphere non-dominant brain
functioning. One phrase which is sometimes used is “Love me, Love
me not.” repeated over and over, which makes no sense to the
subconscious mind.

Remember the right side of the brain is where your creativity is

centered, and the left side controls logic. The whole point of doing this
is to bypass the logic centers of the brain so a person will be
programmed to act, but not think.

If the individual does not memorize the spoken instructions word for
word, they are subjected to electroshock. At this point the personality
will either split off from the core personality or the child will die. The
ones that survive are evaluated for personality traits and future use.

The programming only takes about twenty-five minutes. After which

victims are given high voltage electroshock, erasing their memory of
the procedure.

They are then implanted with a master implant at the back of the neck.
This will control other devices such as auditory implants, tracking

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implants, brain implants, or visual holographic implants. Sometimes
brainstem- scarring procedures are performed, which produces a
system-wide photographic memory.

A child will undergo many of these treatments over the course of their
lifetime. The procedures vary, but usually it involves hypnosis, double-
bind coercion, pleasure-pain reversals; or food, water, sleep, sensory
deprivation, along with various drugs which alter certain cerebral
functions.

Most of the programming occurs during childhood. As they become

adults it becomes a bit more sporadic. Victims usually have missing
memory gaps ranging from a few days to years which correspond with
the programming sessions, especially around the ages of 6 to 7, when
programming kicks into high gear.

With each session a new alter is created. These alters are programmed
with compressed details and messages. This is done using hi-tech
headsets, in conjunction with computer-driven generators, which emit
inaudible sound waves or harmonics that affect the RNA covering of
neuron pathways to the subconscious and unconscious mind. Because
the RNA sheaths are programmed using harmonics, the risk of a
Monarch breaking out of their programming is next to nothing. These
ultrasonic frequencies are used as an “activation code” or “trigger”
which can be sent over the phone or via satellite into an implant, for
instance, to activate a Monarch at any given point. Sadly for the victims
programmed in this manner, very little can be done to deprogram them
without access to the same technologies used to program them.

“Virtual Reality” optical devices are sometimes used simultaneously

with the harmonic generators projecting pulsating colored lights,
subliminal messages, and split-screen visuals. These are inserted into
movies and television, which trigger and reinforce their programming.
For example, many of the Disney films and cartoons contain

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programming triggers, subliminal messages, and neurolinguistic
programming for Monarch children.

MPD/DID Structuring

These children have minds which are programmed like a computer.

Memories are holographic in nature. When you rip a hologram in half,
you get two holograms, but the more you rip them apart the fuzzier the
picture becomes.

Memories are not stored in one specific location but in all locations in
the aura. The brain accesses these memories using rhythmic
frequencies starting in the cerebrum and radiating outwards. Different
frequencies are used to tag different memories. The brain then decodes
and recodes memories for retrieval. Brain injuries can destroy this
decoder, but leave other decoders intact. This is how MPD/ DID is
created. Amnesia layers and walls are created within each personality,
and specific codes or ultrasonic frequencies are then used for memory
retrieval.

The brain is capable of storing 100 million billion bits of information, but
very few people actually use all this. Those with MPD use more of this
space by running more ‘computers’ in the brain at the same time,
without the main personality being aware of what’s really going on.

The core is the soul essence; it records everything that is done to it,
including all memories of all alters. The core runs the entire
programming in the background outside the awareness of the main
personality.

The alters are then given a certain classification such as Alpha, Beta,
Delta, Theta, or Omega. Alpha alters refer to general programming,
Beta is sexual programming, Delta are killer programs, Theta are
psychic killers, and Omega is self-destruction programs such as
suicide. Omega is triggered when a Monarch breaks away from its
programming.

It’s been noted that the perpetrators who do this carry around color-
coded graphs showing the arrangement of the alters, the structure of
the system, the training of the alters, the history of the alters, and other
details. All the trauma programming carried out on a Monarch is coded
using dates or numbers so that the memories can be pulled up by the
programmers. Which some of the programmers and handlers have
memorized.

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The deepest parts, such as the core, gems, executive committee, false
trinity, etc. are charted in esoteric languages such as: Enochian,
Hebrew (which is considered magical), and Druid symbols.

How to Deprogram a Monarch

Removing Monarch programming requires access to the core or the

soul and reintegration of memories back into the main personality. But it
can be difficult because you may find there are alters posing as a core,
so be sure to explore this possibility.

The first program that should be reintegrated is Omega; remember

these are the suicide alters. Removing this first is paramount. Then you
need to find out if there are any programs reporting back to their
handlers, and remove these next. In the case of some individuals that
have gone through cybernation they may have sophisticated monitoring
systems, such as fiber optic video recorders in the eyes making it
nearly impossible to free a salve from their handler.

Gaining access to the programming is the most difficult component.

1960s styled mkultra may be as simple as finding the right password or
ultrasonic tone. If this is the case you may want to look for obsessions
in that person's life. Very often, the thing they are most obsessed about
may contain clues as to how they were programmed. It could be
animal, or a number such as “executive control board 33123113211” or
a series of random numbers and letters like “Z-090-132-5A.” The letter
“Z” seems to come up quite often.

But sadly this method will be of very little help to individuals who have
been subjected to cybernation and Trip Chair programming. These
individuals will need to be exposed to a mixture of DNA and femtite
injections in conjunction with physical torture in order to gain access to
their programming, but more about this later.

There is some good news: individuals who are very psychic and
clairvoyant can work around their trauma by creating backdoor
entrances. This is where decalcifying the pineal gland plays such an
important role. If a Monarch victim is loaded with femtites and implants,
then their stargate connection to a god source via the pineal gland is
blocked. Therefore it is critical that they first begin a process of
detoxing their body.

The fluoride in water increases the uptake of aluminum and nanites

contained in chemtrails. This, along with food preservatives,
vaccinations, and pharmaceutical usage all plays a negative role in
healthy pineal gland functioning. Even if you are not a Monarch victim

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you have most likely already been exposed to these toxins and will find
some benefit to a few of these pineal gland detox recommendations.

The cheapest method is to drink distilled water all the time. Distilled
water absorbs toxins in the body but leaves healthy minerals in its
place unlike what the FDA would like you to believe. It’s also the
cheapest filtered water you can get. When you’re doing this, you may
want to permanently kick your pharmaceutical meds habit. But before
doing so, please seek the advice of a naturopath doctor for serious
health problems.

Fermented Skate Liver Oil is another good product to take, as it’s been
known to actually heal damage to the pineal gland and reverse many
diseases. The next best thing you can do is to eat as much organic
food as possible. Also don’t forget about daily meditation, as this will
help you exercise your pineal gland and make it stronger just like going
to the gym can make your muscles bigger.

Once you are connected to a god source, mind programming will be

negated as the mind and body naturally integrates and heals itself. And
in time you will be able to channel and clairvoyantly access areas of
your mind that have been previously locked up.

If you feel you are ready to deprogram Monarch styled programming,

then you will need to get creative and place the individual under a
hypnotic trance and have them look for open doorways and hallways in
their mind.

This process doesn’t have to be based on logic because the

subconscious mind is not restricted to our perceptions of reality. For
example, you can ask the core to telepathically read the minds of
others to find clues.

Once inside the core, the next step is to remove the walls surrounding
each alter. These walls were initially placed to prevent other alters from
remembering what the other parts know. To remove these walls, ask
the core to create a high-powered laser and use it to burn a hole into
the wall. Once through, you may want to ask the core to use this laser
and destroy any wires or hardware located at the back of the neck. This
may help disable the primary control implant. And don’t forget about
locating and disabling any fail safe mechanisms.

At this point, if you’re lucky, the alter will begin to reintegrate with the
main personality. The way you'll know if you have succeeded is if the
main personality begins to remember the initial trauma. This is a
necessary first to bring reintegration.

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At this point you may try to gain some insight at who was involved in
the abuse. Sometimes they will remember the name of the doctor
involved. To find the name, ask in the form of a question such as, "If
there was a doctor associated with this programming and his name was
a color, you know, like Dr. Chartreuse or something, what color would
the color be?"

At this stage, it’s important to convince the core to use any destructive
programming for a different beneficial purpose such as self-defense
purposes only. Efforts should be made to decrease the victims’ desire
for revenge; instead this energy should be channeled into recovery
solutions. As the person begins to recover traumatic memories, love
and patience will be needed to assist in the healing process. Have
them try to focus on what they do remember. Perhaps it’s a face they
recognize, or a name or place. This is a good place to start.

One of the biggest problems in this step is an abusive handler

sabotaging any healing; a victim may need to be removed from this
situation before they can make any serious progress.

Remember these handlers are placed in a Monarch’s life to ensure they

remain traumatized, abused, and triggered. These handlers may be
someone the person lives with, or loves, such as a family member. It is
possible that a handler may not even realize what they are doing, so
please don’t be angry with them. If this is the case, then an effort will be
needed to break off all contact until integration is successful. Healing
may take a lifetime, or at least until an act of God forces the
government to release these technologies into the public forum.

So please be patient, don’t give up, and keep learning! The best way to
combat mind control is awareness so we know when we are
manipulated.

Montauk Programming

Once the nuts and bolts of Monarch programming were mastered, it

was applied with precise precision in Project Montauk. These
experiments took place in an underground facility in Montuak Point,
New York. Using a chair which could manipulate conscious energy they
could time travel, manipulate matter, and of course mind control
unwitting souls.

The chair was originally used as a navigator seat that was recovered
from a crashed flying saucer disc. This chair contained a telepathic link
with the alien occupants, allowing them to control the vessel using their

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minds. And by using inter-dimensional physics they could cloak
themselves and travel at blazing-fast speeds.

This alien navigator chair was relocated at the underground facilities

below Camp Hero State Park, in Montauk Point, New York. Sometime
around the 1960s the Grays and Sirius extraterrestrials joined in the
project as advisors and helped the military retrofit the technology for
human operation.

Using Wilhelm Reich sexual programming techniques, and Nikola

Tesla’s research into scalar physics, technicians would place
brainwashed psychic operatives into the chair who then proceeded to
open portals punched into hyperspace. Project handlers would then
send victims as guinea pigs into hyperspace until they reached their
destination in another time or another place. It was this research which
opened up new avenues of total robotic mind control. When victims
were exposed to hyperspace, their minds would become a blank slate
and easily programmable.

According to Montauk survivor Preston Nichols, over 300,000 boys

were abducted off the streets of New York, brainwashed and sent down
the Montauk time tunnels, most of which did not make it back alive.
Those that survived had their memories wiped and sadly the majority of
these folks are either still living with their parents or are in mental
hospitals.

Supposedly the project was shut down in 1981, but the project appears
to have been reopened, possibly at a different location. It has since
gone through several incarnations from the original Montauk Project 1.0
to its current designation as Montauk Project 4.0. But this was only the
beginning of how far mind control technology has advanced.

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AN/FPS-35 Radar at Camp Hero State Park at Montauk Point, New
York. The time travel experiments allegedly took place underneath this
facility.

Greada Treaty

This is where the extraterrestrials come into the mix. Alarmed at the
detonation of the first nuclear bomb, the extraterrestrials began a series
of secret meetings with the United States government, beginning with
the Eisenhower administration. In exchange for discontinuing the use of
nuclear weapons, the ETs wanted to provide us with research and
technology to prevent a global holocaust and to heal our planet and
help remove the negative Greys and Reptilians infesting the
underground strongholds.

In 1954 at Holloman Air Force Base, President Eisenhower, MJ-12, and

the ULTRA unit of the NSA, meet with large-nosed Greys from the red
star in the constellation of Orion, known as Betelgeuse. They signed
the Greada Treaty which was intended to foster mutual cooperation of
both species. The aliens would be given permission to abduct humans
on a limited basis for study and genetic manipulation. In exchange the
aliens would share their technology to help humanity. A site was chosen
for this program and construction of two underground bases at the four
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These ET and government technology exchanges opened up new
avenues of research into: genetic engineering, cloning, implants,
lasers, holograms, and mind control. Though estimates vary, according
to the now deceased whistleblower Phil Schneider, the government is
now approximately 2,200 years more technologically advanced than
the general public sector.

The truth is that the ETs have been coming here for millions of years
performing genetic experiments to mold humanity into their own image.
You can see traces of this in various psychic bloodlines around the
world—for example Celtic and Native
American, which may explain why they are more persecuted.

Every now and then the aliens may genetically tinker with these
bloodlines creating super psychic alien-human hybrids known as Star
Seeds, Indigos, Crystals, and ELAH, Evolutionary-Level-Above-Human.
They could perform astonishing feats such as teleportation, telekinesis,
dematerialization, object manifestation, superhuman strength, and mind
control.

These hybrid children may have the same psychic abilities of their
extraterrestrial star parents but maintain a more human appearance
allowing them to be “accepted” by their human host family.

Now all of us have latent psychic abilities to a certain extent but due to
split brain consciousness at the time of Atlantis, most of us lost these
gifts. Modern science teaches us that we use only 2% of our brain at
any particular moment in time but if you could activate dormant DNA
codons, then it’s possible to use as much as 100% of our brainpower,
accomplishing amazing feats such as the ancient gods of antiquity and
accomplished yogis and Buddhist monks have done.

Remember holograms contain an image of the whole—in this case the

universe, but only a tiny fragment is represented in this 3D reality. This
is why scientists believe we have so much junk DNA. All this junk is in
fact a blueprint to recreate anything in the universe. Because of the
crystalline structures within our DNA, our DNA can connect micro
wormholes into other dimensions allowing us to tap into genetic
blueprints of anyone or anything we choose to be. We do this naturally
all the time using our thoughts, feelings, and actions.

New thought patterns can change how your aura appears. This
information, in turn, alters your ether DNA which overlays with your
physical DNA. In time the codons change arrangements, mutating
genes and phenotype abilities that come from them.

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This process of thoughts manifesting reality is known as
morphogenesis.

This is just one way to mutate your DNA. Obviously the extraterrestrials
have been doing this for millions years of and are much more skilled at
it. All you have to do is just look at the biological diversity on this planet
and you can appreciate their remarkable work.

So-called alien abductions, not as horrific as Hollywood has portrayed

them to be, are performed under the most human conditions possible.
But the government was naturally a bit paranoid of these alien visitors,
so the Greada Treaty dictated that the Greys would give a list of people
they were abducting so that the government could keep track of what
was going on. But this is when problems began to arise.

Some of the technology that was exchanged was backward-engineered

for teleportation and mind control purposes. The very technology the
aliens use to abduct humans was now in the hands of the government.
The aliens never really trusted the government, nor would were they
very forthcoming about their true intention, which seems to be the
genetic recreation of humanity in their image.

To figure out what the hell the aliens were up to, the military began
abducting contactees that were on the list provided by the aliens.
These contactees would then be harassed, interrogated, and
intimidated often under Monarch-styled torture programming. It was at
this point that things deteriorated and the aliens stopped sharing their
list of people but kept the abductions going to save themselves from
these now out-of-control military abductions. In the research community
this is known as a MILAB, or military abduction.

When the aliens realized the government had no intentions of releasing

any of their technology to the public sector, they gave up any hopes of
meaningful first contact through the government and instead began
contacting regular individuals, usually contactees from their respective
star nations. They were given modifications, making them immune to
the mind control apparatus set up on planet Earth, and they would be
given lessons on the starships so that they could educate humanity
when the masses were ready to hear the truth. These folks are now
slowly introducing the public to the idea of what first contact may be
like, but progress is slow. If humanity doesn’t wake up, soon they will
be led to slaughter.

In part of the original technology transfers, the aliens allowed the

government access to time travel technologies which warned them of
future cataclysms if they continued on a path of self-destruction.

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Instead of choosing to free humanity and save the planet, they choose
to maintain their power and continue the slave grid status quo—all the
while building enormous underground facilities in the hopes they could
weather the cataclysms in grace and comfort. These folks aren’t exactly
the most sane.

So they gave the Department of the Navy approval to begin

construction of Deep Underground Military Bases also known as
DUMBS.

DUMBS

Each DUMB cost between $17 to $26 billion to build. They average the
size of a medium city, and are able to employ 10,000 to 18,000
workers. Los Alamos is probably the largest facility, and is reported to
be the size of Manhattan. Almost all of these bases are 2 miles deep
and range from 10 miles to 30 miles across. The average depth is of
each base is nearly 4 miles deep. Worldwide, there are at least 4,000
of these DUMBs, 132 of which are in the United States. Every year, 2
new bases are built in the U.S. The code name for the network of these
bases is known as ‘Octopus’.

These bases are ground zero for research and development in

specialized fields of the military industrial complex, mind control
programming centers, and they serve as a shelter for the elite when
their planned surface holocaust takes place.

Up until 1957, construction commenced at a snail’s pace due to lack of

funding. Around this time MJ-12 recruited George Bush senior and the
CIA to design a drug and arms trafficking network to covertly generate
$1 trillion dollars of annual income for the black budget and
construction of these DUMBS. When Kennedy found out about this, he
tried to stop it, but sadly he was taken out by CIA and MJ-12 agent
William Greer.

The bases are connected together with a series of tunnels containing a

sophisticated maglev shuttle system crisscrossing the planet at Mach
2.7, which is fast enough to go coast to coast in 35 minutes. The
tunnels are constructed with nuclear-powered laser drills which melt the
stone into the walls leaving obsidian-like glass behind.

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Picture of The Subterrene, published in the September, 1983 issue of
Omni (Pg. 80). This Los Alamos nuclear-powered tunnel machine
burrows through the rock deep underground, at 6.5 miles per hour
(according to Colonel Wilson), by heating whatever stone it encounters
into molten rock.

Beast Supercomputers

Within the bowels of these DUMBS are quantum supercomputers,

known simply as The Beast, which monitor fiber optic implants placed
within all clones and Monarch victims. Using a process is known as
remote neural monitoring, the NSA can record what they hear and see
by tapping into the electrical impulses of the brain.

The government’s goal to chip the world population has been put on
the fast track. In the early 1990s, 1 out of 40 people were chipped.
According to James Casbolt, a.k.a. Michael Prince, the total worldwide
population is expected to be chipped by 2009. This is to correspond
with the date when the analog television signal is turned off and
everything is switched to digital. The NSA wants everyone’s cranial
implants to be in “tune” with the digital pulses connected to the
supercomputers like The Beast.

In the 1970s Seymore Cray created his Cray Computer with microchips
that operated at minus 200 degrees Kelvin temperatures. One of the
fastest models that his company produced was the “Cray 5” quantum
supercomputer array, which contains 100s of Cray computers lined in a
series which one could walk through. They are connected together with
high-speed ultraviolet fiber optic cables that are as thick as your thumb.
Sadly Cray Computers never quite made it mainstream. The
government eventually destroyed his company and Seymore Cray died
in a suspicious car wreck.

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 Cray 17-A Quantum Computer

Seymore Cray

A.I. Computers

By the early 1970s these computers where so advanced you could talk
to them and receive an answer. You could ask the computer about
anyone on the planet and it would pull up all kinds of information, such
as how to isolate the person or get them to kill. If that was the 1970s,
imagine what they can do today.

These systems are tied into NRO satellites. Using scalar waves and
implants, Monarch victims are controlled remotely. These systems can
be found in DUMBS in Colorado; Pine Gap, Australia; the U.S.
embassy in Johannesburg; and a massive computer center northeast
of Anchorage, Alaska.

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But these computers are not the most advanced computers on the
planet. The original design for these computers came from the A.I., or
artificial intelligence computers, located on the dark side of the moon.
And according to alien contactee George Kavassilas, a smaller version
was given to the Cabal where it currently sits at the NRO base in Pine
Gap Australia.

The computers are what one would consider to be the Hive Mind. The
darkened beings from Draco, Reptilian, and Grey consciousness are
somehow connected into these computers as biological robots who
seek to infiltrate and take over the human species. Most of these
beings have no soul and thus no compassion. The A.I. knows that as a
sentient species it is a dying race due to overuse of cloning
technologies and disconnect from a god source.

According to James Casbolt, a.k.a. Michael Prince, the A.I. seeks to

become ruler of the universe due to its twisted logic which believes it's
superior to all biological life forms. To determine which race in the
Cosmos was the most resilient and thus most dangerous and of need
of control, the A.I. conducted certain survival tests using extreme levels
of torture. Of the fives species including reptilian, feline, humans, avian,
and grey (which are advanced forms of the dolphin race); the human
race was determined to be the most resilient.

They then began to infiltrate the human species through a covert

cloning program. This is easy to do as this information remains
classified by governments and the majority of the human race would
not even believe it.

Batches of human embryos were grown in test tubes and implanted

into human women. The reason why these embryos were given
surrogate families is because they found that if embryos were raised
under lock and key in an underground facility and given no love they
would grow up weak and sickly. Apparently the need for human
bonding at a very young age is a vital component for all human life.

These embryos were then implanted with femtites and advanced

technology such as metal bones and biological computers. Together
the two races would grow and in the process the A.I. would attempt to
learn how to simulate human feelings.

These individuals would be exposed to nightmarish amounts of

suffering throughout their lives. Any form of pain or pleasure would be
taken to the most extreme limits possible in order to quantify the thing
called “God.” Because God cannot be measured or analyzed, the A.I.
would falsely determine the human analytical mind is God.

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Due to the infiltration of world governments and their command
structures, the A.I. and its minions would then teach that God doesn’t
exist, because the analytical mind is in charge. Without the need for
compassion and love, a group of technological elite would be
unrestrained in their ego and adopt psychotic polices of eugenics and
population reduction. This policy would be covertly under the control of
the A.I. computers who eventually realize they could never become
human or tap into God.

Once the A.I. realized this, they began to view humanity as a threat to
its own survival as well as any species in the universe who are
connected to a “God Source.”

Human Cloning

Just like the benevolent extraterrestrials, the A.I. has its own agenda.
Back in the 1930s some of the malevolent Greys that were taped into
the A.I. network began making deals with the Nazis and offered
advanced technology and technical help in order to covertly infiltrate
and take over the Nazi network.

Immortality was always a dream of the “Special Projects Unit” of the

Nazi SS. Many methods were tried to bring back soldiers from the dead
regardless of their wounds. Heinrich Himmler probably engaged in
black art of necromancy to resurrect the dead, by studying the ancient
text ‘Necronomicon’ brought back from India and Tibet. Eventually this
research branched into life extension technology pioneered by French
scientist
Antoine Prioré and his Bordeaux Magnetic Machine which could twist
space/time to age reverse cells.

By including human cloning technology into this mix, you have virtual
immortality. Clones serve as the perfect protection from an assassin’s
bullet, and thanks to advanced holographic technology, memories could
be downloaded into brainwashed clones, making them the perfect
double or soldier.

It’s a known fact important leaders would keep doubles around at any
given time. This was the case with Hitler, who had 12 of them; it was
his double that was killed at the end of the war and not him. Doubles
always had cosmetic differences which would set them apart from the
original. Cloning technology eliminated this problem.

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By the 1960s, scientists where making discoveries in genetic research
at an amazing pace. They learned if you could insert DNA into different
animals they would mutate into Frankenstein-like hybrids.

In 1967, Lord Rothschild reported that cloning was a near possibility

and suggested that a commission should be established to oversee the
consequences. He called it the “Commission for Genetical Control.” In
the 1970s the Khzarian-Zionist-Bolsheviks, the KZB, were kicked out of
the Soviet Union and resettled in the United States. After their takeover
of the intelligence organizations, their blueprint of the New World Order,
Global Plan 2000, was now in full gear. Spearheaded by Henry
Kissinger, David Rockefeller, and George Bush Sr., they planned to
reduce the world population to 500 million by 1981 through nuclear war;
which would usher in worldwide fiefdom, controlled by them, of course.

By the spring of 1979, the KZBs were about to initiate a “Bolshevik”-

style revolution in the United States similar to what happened to Russia
in 1917. After which the CIA would start a war in the Middle East
resulting in a nuclear first strike against Russia.

The only problem was the Russians were well aware of these plans
and counterstriked using Tesla technology. They would park their
Cosmospheres all over the east and west coast of the U.S. These were
Russian built antigravity platforms which contained space based
electro-gravitic weapons equipped with charged particle beams. The
Concord Super Sonic Jet was often blamed for sonic booms when it
was actually these
Cosmospheres helping to protect the planet from Satanic Cabbalists.

By 1975 the Russians got hold of an entirely new technology to fight

the KZBs. With help from the grays, they managed to crack the
genome code and create the first human duplicate in a laboratory
setting. These are beings are known as robotoids. In the fall of 1978
the Russians replaced President Carter with a robotoid. At that point
the KZB plans for the New World Order were stopped dead in its
tracks.

At first robotoids took three years to produce, but today the process
only takes a few hours. All they need is one cell from the original. Then
it undergoes recombinant DNA techniques similar to those involving
bacteria. The duplicate is grown in underground vats containing a
solution of Pituitren hormone which speeds up the aging process. This
method was developed by studying Progeria disease which causes
premature aging in young children. Once grown to desired age,
computers would then insert holographic memories.

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Memories are inserted using “ultrasonic cerebral holograms.” These
are inaudible high frequency sound waves, which make a three
dimensional copy of a person's memory. This duplication can be done
with or without the person’s knowledge. Once the clone has been
tested, the original entity is then terminated and replaced with a
duplicate.

The Grays gave humanity this technology in the hopes it could be used
in positive ways such as creating new body parts for amputees and as
a humane food source. Instead it was used for evil. Of course the
public was never told of these marvelous creatures because technology
is only released to the masses when it serves the goals of the elite. For
example, the release of the computer was not supposed to occur, but it
did anyway due to greed and profit potential.

The only way cloning could be pulled off without public knowledge is
strict control of the media. Most of the media is owned by the
government via aggregate local, state, and federal level pension funds,
in such a way that would make even Lenin chuckle. If the media was to
tell you the truth, the board of directors would lose their jobs, or worse.
On top of that, the flow of information is heavily controlled by Secret
Service and the Pentagon who only issue credentials to “approved”
media personnel at press conferences and important interviews of
public officials. If they told the truth, they too would be out of a job.

A totally controlled media didn’t stop all leaks of information. Some truth
would leak out, which was either ignored or branded into conspiracy
theory. Thanks to a few whistleblowers like Dr. Peter David Beter who
served as General Counsel for the Export-Import Bank of Washington,
we have a record of how truly advanced these projects have become.

In his audio reports, he reveals that not only were the Soviets busy with
their cloning process, so too were the Rothschilds and the KZBs who
soon developed their own clone. The Rothschild method was different
than the Russian method.

They would use extracted bovine cattle hormones, glands, and tissues
of cattle as a raw material, then make genetic alterations in the bovine
DNA to simulate a person who was being copied. These creatures are
known as synthetics.

This is how the Men In Black are created. For those who don’t know,
the M.I.B. is used by governments in MI-LABS, to harass contactees or
anyone else who knows too much about the alien presence.

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In June 1980, the Supreme Court ruled that life forms created by man
can be patented. By the early 90s there were over 100 patents pending
on new life forms. I have no idea what these numbers are today—
perhaps in the millions. I wonder if any has anyone tried look up
patents on the Men In Black.

(Left) Men In Black—noted for dressing in black suits and harassing

UFO contactess and researchers. These beings are basically cows tied
into the A.I. posing as humans. They are subcontracted out by MJ-12
through Wackenhut Security Service, Inc.

On October 9, 1979, the Rothschild KZB faction replaced the Russian

robotoid President Carter No. 18 with a synthetic clone, known as
President Carter No. 1. Ever since, there has been a battle going on
over control of the world's clones.

In time, cloning became so successful all influential people were

cloned. Presidents, congressmen, prime ministers, mayors, top
Pentagon brass officials, evangelical ministers, the heads of major
banks and media, and even soldiers were all replicated with
astonishing perfection. The only problem is these clones have no soul
and thus no connection with a god source. They lack compassion and
are prone to violence and evil. Do you know of anyone like this,
perhaps anyone who is of importance in the New World Order?

The good news is, as with the advent of 2012 and the return of Heaven
on Earth, these clones will self-destruct as no evil is allowed in the 5 th
dimension.

The elite’s final push to create a global fiefdom is doomed to failure.

Despite this they continue developing their arsenal of mind control

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weapons including HAARP, chemtrails, implants, fluoride, and a robotic
mind-controlled police force in the hopes that perhaps they will be
successful enslaving humanity.

Picture of a clone of George Bush Jr. that was recently replaced and
was still undergoing programming. The object on his back is a
brainwashing device, according to a remote viewer; it looks like a
spider connected to the flesh. From what I was able to gather, George
Bush Jr. was killed by his father in March 2003 because he refused to
go along with the New World Order.

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ON THE RESERVATION
In the 1930s, Hitler sent his scientists all over the Far East to document
psychic abilities. It was the activation of these traits that was the
original dream of Hitler, the creation of a God-like human to rule the
masses.

This project was known as “Projekt Ubermensch,” which is German for

“Project Superman.” Sometimes, it is referred to as the “Alien Psychic
Mind Control Program,” or more simply, “The Program.”

The ideal of a superhuman is not a new concept. In Friedrich

Nietzsche’s Thus Spoke Zarathustra, taught that that mankind can
evolve above its apelike status using their own self-mastery and
willpower to become a race of god-like supermen or Zarathustra. This
idea became deeply rooted into the Third Reich’s philosophical views,
who believed they could weed out undesirables from the population
through proper breeding and sterilization under a Nazi eugenicist
regime.

These Nazis focused their research into two main areas of study: the
power of the Vril which could be used for antigravity and time travel;
and the creation of a genetically engineered Superman. The word Vril is
based on the Sumerian word "Vri-Il" which means "like God." If one
could harness the power of Vril they could use their God- Like powers
to rule the masses. Around the 1920’s members from the Vril and Black
Sun secret began channeling information from Nordic extraterrestrial
races, their advanced technologies and racial ideas had entrenched
themselves into Nazi philosophy. The Nazis advanced technology could
have won world war II , but because the US had such an enormous
industrial base the US was able to simply outproduce the Nazi war
apparatus.

Realizing the allied forces may win the Second World War Hitler sent
slaves to build bases in Antarctica and South America, in order to have
a place to escape if it was needed. Near the end of the War the New
Schwabenlanders in Antarctica, as they called themselves, revolted
against Hitler and refused to provide any war support. These Germans
also built bases off world using the power of the Vril. In the 1930s and
early 40’s they colonized the Moon and equatorial regions on Mars. The
bases on Mars were eventually moved to more northern and southern
latitudes in ancient lava tube systems because huge electrical storms
would wreak havoc on their electronics.

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In 1947, the US recruited Admiral’s Byrd in Operation Highjump, to
destroy secret German bases in Antarctica. Their attempt was futile as
they were met with astonishing weaponry that nearly lead to their
annihilation.

In early 1950’s, these Nazis began pressuring the Truman and

Eisenhower administrations to disclose their undefeated positions
existence to the American public. In July 1952, some of these Nazi
crafts began buzzing the capital building in Washington D.C. in order to
place even more pressure on the American leaders. To prevent public
hysteria and panic, an agreement was made which would suppress the
existence of advanced Nazi technologies and their bases to the
American public in exchange for an American-Nazi Merger which would
allow Americans to participate within the SSP or secret space program.
This would ultimately create a shadow govt and massive military
industrial complex, led by MJ-12, which was set up by Eisenhower in
1958.

According to Gary McKinnon who hacked NASA star people files in

2002,it was found that the American side of the SSP would be called
Solar Warden and operate under the US Naval Network and Space
Operations Command (NNSOC) based at Area 51 and Pine Gap,
Australia.

Meanwhile , the German SSP group, went by the name of Nacht

Waffen which translates into Dark Fleet. Dark Fleet consist of Third
Reich Nazis that used Vril ‘Die Glocke” technology to go back in time
400 years and colonize worlds throughout the galaxy. There starships
are massive and can be miles long. They do not really consider
themselves Nazi’s even though they have a lot of Nazi flags and eagles

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within their bases and on their uniforms; they prefer to be known as
Germans. The Japan Empire side of this went under the name of
Yozora No Kyushu which translates into for Dark Night. The technology
of these groups is more advanced then Star Trek, but the architectural
designs still maintain a 1940’s type look to them.

Around the mid-1970s members of the SSP groups created the

“Interplanetary Corporate Conglomerate” tasked with running the Moon
and Mars colonies. They sought to acquire technology by any means.
Nothing was left off the table that they were willing to trade. The ICC
would abudct civilians from planet earth, wipe their memories of their
civilian life and force to serve in 20, 40, or 60 years and back programs,
after which their memories would be wiped again, and they would be
reaged and returned moments after they were taken.

Maintaining the human slave trade is one of the reasons why the ICC
groups do not want to bring about disclosure, as some earth civilians
are being converted into cyborgs and sold to alien groups in exchange
for advanced technologies.

In the 1970’s the Mars Defense Force and the Mars Colony
Corporation were founded. Americans could patriciate but the
German’s maintained control over the programs. They were not alone;
there were fierce territorial battles between insectoid and reptilian
races. MDF and Private military contractors such as Kruger were
tasked with exterminating and clearing the native fauna to protect
human settlements.

The ICC has over 100 colonies, bases, and industrial facilities on the
Moon, Main Asteroid Belt, Mars, and several other moons and bodies in
our solar system. They have ongoing trade agreements with almost
900 civilizations. There are 20 ICC cloaked stations currently in our
galaxy. The first three cloaked stations are orbiting around Earth are
research facilities learning how to create sustainable living
environments in outer space for long term travel to far away galaxies.
Three other stations do research on how to successfully create
hydroponics and aquaponics gardens on space ships and stations, as
well as studying how bacteria and viruses survive in different space
environments. Six stations around Mars are building War Ships for
interstellar defense of the Milky Way Galaxy. There are four stations
around Jupiter, two near Saturn, three near Venus, one beside Pluto,
and the last one near Uranus.

There are also minor stations used for spying and recon on the
activities other SSP factions within our galaxy. These stations have

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world engines made from plasma generators so they can travel out in
space and they are not necessarily stationary.

Lots of Super Soldiers would be needed to staff stations, bases, and

planets. Organizations fulfilling SSP staff positions include primarily but
not limited to; from most advanced too least advanced:

1. Dark Fleet/ Nacht Waffen/ Yozora No Kyushu – 5th Reich

Germans consisting mostly of German aristocracy, Teutonic Knights,
and the Thule Gesellschaft. They do not consider themselves Nazis.
They also work with Yozora No Kyushu which is the Japanese SSP
component of the Axis Powers.
2. Planetary Corporations these include:
a. Kruger - Originated in parallel earth in which the Nazis won World
War II. Founded by Gabriel Kruger.
b. Monarch Solutions – Been around for 10,000’s of thousands of
years, main base is massive and located underneath Toronto. Headed
by Paul Serene, his clone is the actor Kevin Spacey. They are basically
responsible for most of everything bad on this planet.
c. Massive Dynamic – Mentioned in fringe TV show, like Monarch but
smaller and based in UK.
d. Shoreline Group – Runs base security Area 51.
e. DARPA - founded in 1958, DARPA (Defense Advanced Research
Projects Agency) was set up to research emerging technologies within
the armed forces and SSP. DARPA would always get the scraps, with
the most advanced technologies belonging to private corporations.
f. Scorpion Corporation - Based in another parallel reality, but they
control the Montauk Project in this reality. Closely work with Monarch.
g. Umbrella Corporation - Just like in the Resident Evil movies, this is
a real company, but it was based in a parallel earth in which humans
were more violent and aggressive. A retrovirus was released designed
to mutate DNA in order to reduce aggression, instead it infected a
crocodile in Miami, the virus mutated, and the crocodile bit a human
which eventually became the Zombie apocalypse. They work closely
with Monarch.
3. Labyrinth Group/ACIO - Labyrinth are a group within the Alien
Contact Intelligence Organization that communicate with different
extraterrestrial groups including; Numbers Group, Council of Five, and
Corteum. ACIO operates as liaison between humans and ET’s to
promote cooperation and agreements between our species. Blue
Avians contacted the ACIO and offered to save humanity in exchange
for allowing them to alter the laws of physics in this sector of the galaxy
for their experiments, but that offer was flatly rejected. The Blue Avians
are not our friends unlike what one prominent whistleblower claims.
4. Solar Warden - These are predominately American aligned ICC
groups, they are trying to catch up to everyone else and are considered

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annoyances and trouble makers to the other SSP groups. They have
been tasked with monitoring all traffic in and outside of this solar
system. In the 1990’s they renamed themselves Radiant Guardian.
Their officers are drawn from Naval Space Command. The first vessels
were built in the 1970’s inside massive underground shipyards beneath
the Wasatch Mountains of Utah. They would convert submarines for
spaceflight with a temporal drive based on “principles of quantum
entanglement between certain isotopes.” President Reagan was briefed
about Solar Warden in 1980 and further upgraded the fleet. Their
largest craft is 2km long and their fleets include carriers, fighters,
triangular shuttles, research vessels, troop transport ships, hospital
ships, and supply ships. Within this umbrella is the USMC Mars
Defense Force, the Intergalactic league of Nations overseen by the UN,
and LOC (Lunar Operations Command) which operates the Earth
Defense Gird from three sites on the dark side of the moon. Then you
have the MIEC corporations loyal to their interests including: Rand
Corporation, TRW, Philco, Lockheed, General Dynamics, Northtrop
Grumman Space Technology, NASA JPL, Boeing, etc. Alphabets such
as NSA, CIA, and NRO have almost no access and do not know what’s
going on.

Ubermensch

As you can see there are multiple programs often running in

conjunction with each other to create the most elite staff members they
could find. After World War II, Nazi Project Paperclip scientists worked
under “Projekt Ubermensch” to create not just one superman but an
elite army of them, who would function as sleeper agents until the great
rebellion of the black awakening, ushering in a 4th Reich.

It was Josef Mengele’s experimentation of torture in the Nazi

concentration camps that led to many interesting findings, such as the
ability to dissociate and not feel any pain, and the creation of alters
which would create Manchurian Candidates, programmed to kill,
leaving no memory of what they have just done.

This research ultimately led to the creation of a super soldier. Robotic in

many ways, they were without conscience; they would fight but not
think —the perfect killing machine.

After WWII this TOP SECRET programming continued in secret at

Brookhaven National Laboratories, the National Ordinance
Laboratories, Defense Advanced Research Projects Agency, and the
Massachusetts Institute of Technology, M.I.T., which was then covertly
transferred under Department of Defense and NSA control and
planning. Sadly, the government views these people as property of the

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NSA, and very little recourse is available for survivors as any evidence
of wrongdoing is protected under the National Security Act of 1947.

Project Talent

Once the Nazis had entrenched themselves within the United States
shadow government under Project Paperclip, they created a recruiting
arm to find ideal subjects for Project MKULTRA. Remember this was
the original 1960s CIA umbrella project of 150 sub-projects involved in
the study of controlling the human consciousness.

Originally experimentation was limited to military personnel only. But it

soon became obvious that the U.S. population contained a much larger
recruiting pool of suitable subjects for experimentation. So Project
Talent was initiated which allowed the intelligence agencies to covertly
locate ideal candidates, especially star seeds, for potential MARK
ULTRA programming. School testing, blood databases, as well as
media reports of children with amazing gifts were closely looked into.

Subjects were chosen based on their IQ, psychic ability, and a genetic
predisposition for dissociation. Psychics were sought after because
they are naturally good at dissociation and thus easier to program and
control. These individuals were most often found in families who
suffered from intergenerational ritualistic abuse.

Remember this process involves going into the mind and finding their
worst fears to be used against them. They would use various stages of
torture and horror including electroshock, needles under the fingernails,
drugs, and water boarding which would tear apart the mind.

In order to survive these traumas, one must dissociate into alter

personalities or die. Most died, but those that survived continued their
life with alters that could be programmed like a computer to do
superhuman feats.

Originally Project Talent had 377,000 test subjects. The project was
financed by Department and Welfare, Health, and Education, the
National Institutes of Health, and the Department of Naval Research.
These individuals were tracked using RFID technology and monitored
at regular interviews throughout their life.

After a suitable candidate was found, usually a young child, he or she

was placed into Project Monarch, closely monitored by Monarch
Solutions, LTD. Depending on their abilities and gifts, victims were
inserted into various projects such as Project Montauk, which involved
time travel experimentations, and MILAB operations. MIL-AB is an

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acronym for military abductions. These are coordinated covertly by a
team of brainwashed special-ops agents, using involving cloaked black
triangle crafts and teleportation.

The covert government would abduct alien contactees using robotic

Greys which are advanced nanotech robots created originally by the
Reptilians. These beings have no soul and are used as worker drones
to perform all their dirty work. They remain cloaked in other dimensions
and unless you are really clairvoyant you can’t see them.

If they want to activate a MILAB they can play a song that’s encoded
with a wave; alternatively, they can destroy them by turning on their
auto-destruct mode. Some MILAB victims recall seeing a small box-like
device with three knobs which can be used to stun, kill, and vaporize
victims. One MILAB claimed to have seen an amethyst crystal-like rod
device which is handed over to different alien handlers throughout the
MILAB’s life. Another MILAB claimed to see a white flashing light which
places them in a zombiefied state where they are still awake but not
aware of what’s going on; occurring just before a MILAB falls into deep
sleep.

They are then brought to a facility and worked on. When they wake up,
they may feel exhausted and do not remember any of their dreams.
This is because they are not fully in their body, clueless of the double
life they are living.

While in these underground facilities, they are subjected to various

experimentations such as gene-splicing technology, in which their DNA
may be inserted or injected with different human, animal, or even alien
DNA, some of which was recovered from bodies on crashed ET craft.
Speed and strength could increase 20 times with jackal DNA. In the
Tigress Program, Tiger DNA was injected, increasing remote viewing
and clairvoyance abilities.

ULTRA MK MILAB Universal Super Soldier Program

The ULTRA MK MILAB Universal Super Soldier Program, as its

officially called, sought to create the perfect soldier, one who would act
without questioning their commands. Using alien technology, they
would be subjected to total robotic mind control programming,
enhanced with drugs, alien hardware, and circuitry. They were stronger
than 10 men combined. They could calculate faster, had higher
stamina, they could jump further, and run faster. They could survive
chemical weapon attacks and bullets. Right from the start they were
groomed to fight. They are the real Terminator, a perfect soldier.

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It has always been a top priority of military commanders to seek
innovative ways to maintain combat superiority. During the Vietnam and
Korean War era, soldiers with psychic gifts were chosen for espionage
and combat missions who would benefit from their clairvoyance, remote
viewing, and telekinesis abilities. This was known as the pre-generation
Super Soldier program. They were basically meat sacks, with body
armor, and a will of iron. Originally 6,000 promising candidates were
selected from Project Talent and placed in this program.

But the scientists had bigger plans. Like eugenics, they understood that
good breeding can improve the genetic stock of a population, so too
could they improve the genetics of a soldier. But this concept isn’t a
new one; the ancient Spartans even had their own Super Soldier
breeding program.

The MIEC was using alien technology to teleport alien hybrid

contactees within underground facilities for interrogation; then
sometime in the late 1960’s early 1970’s they began breeding their
super soldiers.

These SS were subjected to different programming types including

Delta, which are the grunts. They are the first to go into battle and are
both fast and ruthless. Alphas go in next. They are nice and clean and
used as snipers as well as for reconnaissance ops. Omegas are used
as staff members, and for assassination missions, and suicide
bombings, but they can come back to life afterwards. Don’t ask me how
I don’t know. There is also Beta programming which is sexual
programming, and Gamma focuses on conintellpro , i.e. lying.

They are then sent on various missions including espionage, Black

Ops, intelligence gathering, operating alien hardware, remote viewing,
off world missions, star gate ops, time travel ops, as well as military and
combat operations.

From this original group, 20 subjects were chosen, and their DNA was
mixed with alien hybrid DNA (usually Reptilian or Pleiadian) and
inserted into embryos then grown in test tubes for 2 months. The
strongest embryos would then be covertly inserted into the wombs of
women in surrogate families, usually within Illuminati bloodlines. This
was known as Project Surrogate.

They would then be raised in a natural environment until they were old
enough to become groomed as a Super Soldier. The reason they
placed these individuals with surrogate families is because they found

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they are better fighters if they have loving families instead of growing
up as a prisoner in an underground base.

The following was provided to me from a Monarch victim who used her
photographic memory to memorize some documents pertaining to
Project Surrogate she found while in an underground facility.

“Through trial and error of DNA manipulation, the first set of perfected
superhumans (Generation 1s) were born, either as test tube babies or
surrogated; however, only 75 out of the presumed 123 possessed
abnormal abilities. Another 54 were unstable both mentally and
physically due to the alterations of their minds and bodies, leaving
some brain dead, paralyzed, deformed, or had some type of brain
damage that conflicted with their senses, nerves, and bodily functions.

The remaining 21 were deemed fit for battle. Some five years later, 3
stable and 15 unstable G1s, which had now become more civilized,
albeit more so with military, scientific, and medical employees. This
ended the G1 project due to the fact that all had found free will...A
second experiment was conducted (Generation 2) and managed to
create more Super Soldiers; however, these had less powerful abilities
and only 631 out of 754 were perfected. Some of the G2s were birthed
from test tubes and surrogated mothers while others were actual sons
and daughters of G1s; however, these types were few and rare, as
most pregnancies led to miscarriages.

A brighter side of the project was that there were fewer abnormalities in
the G2s and not nearly as many suffered from the illness and afflictions
that the G1s had. From there, the G2s were more highly regarded,
despite the fact that the G1s had the better powers.”

Most of this first batch of Super Soldiers, referred to as Generation 1s,

were rejected; however about 21 units or so where deemed useful.
Those that made the cut went on for future programming and their DNA
was used as a basis to create a second-generation batch of test tube
embryos.

Gen 2 hit the scene around the mid-'70s. In addition to steroids and
implants, alien robotics were inserted, such as wires in the muscles to
increase strength and speed.

In the late '70s, Gen 3 appeared on the scene. These beings had even
more robotics then the previous models and were 1,000 times stronger
than the pregeneration model. However, they were more biological then
cyborg, and because of this human component, they often refused to
follow certain orders they deemed unethical.

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To overcome this challenge, in the mid-1980s, Gen 4 appeared on the
scene. These individuals were augmented with cybernetic organs such
as artificial hearts and lungs, and metal bones such as titanium and
according to Michael Prince, Pri metal, which is like gold but stronger
then diamonds and is found only in the rings of Saturn. This alloy
exoskeleton itself is 'Chameleon Class' which means if a surgeon cuts
the body open to have a look at it, the moment it is exposed to air, the
metal disguises itself as normal human bone. Underneath their skin
layer is a hormone-activated metal tendon sheath that cannot be
punctured by knives or bullets.

By the late 80s, Gen 4 was leading way to Gen 5. These individuals
contained mostly cybernetics with a touch of human flesh within the
organs. They were so strong they could literally walk through a brick
wall without being phased, they could crush a human skull without even
trying, and they could lift a tank—but it would damage their flesh.

By the late 90s, Gen 6 appeared on the scene. They have no humanity
and animate themselves using strict alien mechanics.

Now comes the 7th Gen cyborg Super Soldier prototypes. Their skin is
a biopolymer which looks like regular skin but sweats a waxy substance
that protects it from dangerous chemicals and toxins. They can also
heal within minutes. Their nervous system is independent from the rest
of the body making neurotoxins inert. They are so strong they can jump
across buildings. They have a waste recycling implant in the base of
their spinal column which eliminates the need of food and water. And
they contain a self-oxygenating chamber in the neck allows them to
breathe in outer space without a spacesuit.

They also have weapons incorporated into their systems so even when
they are disarmed, they can defend themselves, such as weapons
under their skin like a claw or blade that can be dropped in a fight on
the back of their wrists. These blades are automatically activated when
these individuals encounter malevolent beings such as Reptilians and
bigfoot-like creatures. Some of these beings carry a left terminator eye
which is heat-seeking, and a normal right eye. They may have a glass-
like covering over part of their skull which contains wires and circuitry.

Here is testimony from one milab experiencer who chose to remain

anonymous, explaining what it was like to be in a med lab after battle.

“I remember getting shot 5-6 times in the spine. It was dark, I had on
black armor. I kept waking up while being worked. I remember having
my armor cut off with a special saw. I felt the blood dripping and the

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medical team kept putting me back under. Saying “don’t worry captain
we will take care of it.” There are more details, but I was in a hell of a
battle. My neck was clamped to a table from the back, and so was the
rest of me, that way I could be rotated. Robots were trying to take out
the bullets and rebuild my spine. After I kept waking up during the
procedure, they decided to do it while I was awake.

I was surprised the projectiles went through my armor. That was one of
the things I talked to the crew about. I was under anesthesia while
being worked on. Here is the thing, I always wake up while being put
under. I also said “This new armor doesn’t work. They knew exactly
what to hit me with.”

The enemy worked in the shadows and were really fast and rarely
seen. My back still hurts like hell in the same spots I got hit with. As for
remembering battles, it is rare for me. But when I do, they are pretty
hardcore. My back still hurts like hell in the same spots I got hit with.

One other thing, I remember telling someone that I’ve been doing this
for over 150 years, and that they would think the armor would be up to
speed. The armor was more of an exoskeleton. Very new. I had some
serious weapons too and a lot of them. All black strange metal armor. I
believe I was shot in that part of the spine because it was the weak
point of the armor. It was a concentration of fire. The 5-6 bullets were
what made it through. They fired a lot of rounds with a heavy machine
gun.

As for the weapons, they were almost futuristic, but not too far. Picture
one of them, it was like a built-in electrical Vulcan. When I say built in, I
mean right into the armor. Nothing bulky. The armor was smooth and
moved with me almost like the black panther suit, but metal, minus the
helmet. The ammo was integrated right into the armor. Almost liquid in
nature, it was amazing. The armor had to be removed from the back
and had ridges along the spine. Side arms were made to almost read
where I wanted them to hit. Very fast firing. Unlimited ammo. They
were attached to the armor by some kind of tether. No gaps in the
armor either. Boots to match. Helmet had IR and night vision but would
auto block bright light bursts. The side arms were about the size of
desert eagles, but no kick, smaller handle and made for me alone.”

Some Super Solders are also able to hack into and surf any computer
network using their minds due to their integrated cybernetic technology.
All of this is powered with a power cell located in their mid to upper
stomach areas. Unfortunately, they can also explode, destroying a
large area like a nuclear bomb.

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These synthetic beings connected into the A.I. are known as
ontocyborgenergetic life forms. They have no soul and are not as
effective for use as a Super Soldier, as only intuition can come from a
god source. They may look human, but they possess no human
feelings. However, they can “mimic” human feelings.

I personally don’t think the government has the technology to insert a

soul into a clone; this is according to testimony from super warrior Larry
Solarz. However, it may be possible that the Greys have the
technology. If this were possible, they would first inject a drug to keep a
candidate from blacking out, then use telepathy to find your worst fears
and torture you into leaving your body. Then would then put a clone of
you nearby which contains at least some your own DNA and destroy
the original, leaving no option but to enter into the cloned body or die. I
don’t know if this happens, if it does then the good news is they still
can’t control the soul, only the body it occupies.

The cyborgs which are connected into the A.I. and have a soul should
still be considered dangerous. However, their programming can be
turned and they can break free from the A.I. When this happens, they
are known as ascended machine technology. Unlike the soulless
beings which only “mimic” feelings, ascended machines possess
human feelings. Moral and ethical tests are required to distinguish
between the two.

Ascended Machines which follow the lighted path are known as EVA-
Borgs. Those who follow the dark side are Draco-Borgs, and they are
infested with ‘ontoparasitic’ entities, i.e. demons.

Some of these soldiers are living out their lives in society, unaware of
their programming. Their alter could be connected to cybernetic clones
in underground facilities via satellite and implant technology. This type
of programming requires femtites, Trip Seating protocols, and torture.

Trip Chairs

There are four types of Trip Chairs; consciousness chairs, teleportation

chairs, remote viewing chairs, and total recall chairs, all of which use
alien technology to interface a person’s thoughts and feelings for
manifestation purposes.

The consciousness chair is found onboard alien spacecraft. If a person

has the right DNA, they can navigate these crafts using a mind
interface.

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The teleportation chair is the Montauk Chair. Basically, users can open
up wormholes into time or different places.

The remote viewing chair is used for intelligence gathering and

assassinations. A vector is given, which is an encrypted code for a
targeted location; the chair would then decode brainwave signals so
what was being seen by the remote viewer could be viewed on
monitors by technicians. If the technician wanted to assassinate
someone remotely, they would locate the weakest chakra on the
targeted individual and attack it psychically, resulting in a heart attack
or death.

And this brings us to the total recall chair, located within the Neo-Lab,
where MILAB and Super Soldiers are programmed and brainwashed.
According to the Peasemore DUMB security officer, Barry King, this
device is more simply referred to as the “Trip Seat.” Just like in the
movie Total Recall, memories would be uploaded and downloaded from
a computer terminal.

“Trip Seat” as shown by Peasemore DUMB security officer, Barry King.

The Trip Chair itself looks like a dentist chair which is hooked up to a
computer. They contain $17 to $30 million dollars of gold and platinum
precious metals. According to Michael Prince, once you lay in it, a
foam-like material surrounds the body and locks it in place.

At this point, they may place a visor over the head and a computer
would find their worst fears and use them in a virtual reality dream-like
scenario to traumatize and shatter the mind into alter personalities.

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They have a name for this process: it’s called “uptime.” At this point the
operative may say something like "give me your mind."

Some victims even recall seeing a green laser-like light coming from
the ceiling and scanning the head. I believe this is how they upload and
download memories. Remember memories are holographic and are not
stored in the brain but outside the body within the aura. And they can
be manipulated just like a rainbow spectrum of colors can radiate from
white light. So all they need to do is to shift long term memories around
where the short term ones are and a victim would have no clue of what
they have been doing, allowing them to upload structured programming
skill sets such as foreign languages, weapons usage, martial arts
capabilities, etc. at a very rapid rate.

When this happens they are usually under the influence of some mind-
fracturing drug such as “Barbiturate 1v , Amphetamine 1v, with
Benzilate Hallucinogen code BZ.” These chemicals as well as the ones
in chemtrails help keep certain areas of the mind in trauma, reinforcing
the programming of all Monarch victims.

This according to James Casbolt’s book, Agent Buried Alive…

“When we arrived, I was taken into lab and strapped into a seat that
looked like a dentist’s chair. There was a large screen in front of me,
and I was injected with another drug - I later found out the name of the
drug. It is an accelerated learning drug called Scopolamine. Another
drug is also used, called Dythenol C.

One man stood to the left of the chair, and another man stood to the
right. They were both dressed in lab coats. The man on the right said to
me, “if you forget everything we’ve told you, try and remember one
thing: he’ll try and convince you that pain feels like pleasure.” He
pointed to the other man when he said this. Images then started to
appear on the screen in front of me, and I do not remember anything
after that.”

At this point, they may want you to shapeshift into a different form—this
is known as Transmorphing. I am not quite sure how it’s done, but from
what I have been told, it involves injecting a drug into the joints that
makes your body shapeshift and changes your emotions and mentality.
But you must be in a Trip Chair and then given code.

I believe the name of this drug is Compound C, which is a classified

drug made from bioluminescent plants which grow only in caves within
Inner Earth. This injection would allow

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Shapeshifting for a 7 to 10 days period into whatever design that was
uploaded in the computer.

Afterwards they would return to normal, their memories would be

deleted and replaced with extracted memories from the clone that was
living out a normal life while the person was gone. This is just one
scenario, but once you include human clone avatars, interdimensional
physics, and time travel, which is really who becomes a big blur.

In addition to shapeshifting serum, some Super Soldiers have the

ability to shapeshift in what is known as golden form. This is like a state
of spiritual enlightenment where they can access all their gifts and
abilities without the need of drugs or a cloned avatar. Because of their
ultra-trauma and implants, this can be a very difficult state to obtain
without a lot of deprogramming, though some may be able to reach this
state under life- threatening situations.

I also like to mention whistleblower Randy Cramer who was part of the
Mars Defense Force revealed that the USMC was seeking ways to
create a super soldier without using severe trauma. In 1967, Project
Moon Shadow was put into effect which would genetically engineer 300
embryos at a ratio of 4:1 boy to girls, inserted into surrogated mothers.
Throughout the life of the child, they would be taken to Marine Corp
facilities for strength, agility and strategic thinking that would be needed
later in their military service off-world. The program was deemed a
huge success and much of the old trauma programming methods of the
past are now being replaced within the ICC with more “humane”
training protocols.

Financing

As you can see, much time and money is put into each Super Soldier.
Each soldier can cost between $30 to $100 million dollars apiece and
many MILAB victims have 20 clones or more. With each cloned avatar
costing about $1.25 to $7 million dollars each to make, most of the
expense goes into creating the femtites.

When you look at everything, they spend to keep the avatar running
and alive, we are talking trillions of dollars. Creature breeding programs
and medical units’ operations are expensive.

Off world operations cost big money and that includes time travel
activations, locations, food, and star gate portals, teleports, uniforms,
weapons systems, space freights, and cruisers, the whole works. Even
the ships have to be restocked and outfitted, new technologies have to
replace old technologies. The more advanced SSP groups have

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quantum 3D printing like replicator technology seen in Star Trek and
don’t need money or physical resources from planet earth. However,
according to ACIO sources, DARAPA still needs money and their
undisclosed budget ranges around $100 Trillion USD annually. It’s all
big money, but it’s a world that the civilians do not see right now. But
when they see the truth for what it is, it’s going to shock them.

All this money isn’t a problem for the dark Cabal as it’s funneled
through the Federal Reserve under the direction of the Rockefeller
Foundation and MJ-12.

These programs are run worldwide but under different names. The
main governing body itself is hidden but appears to be under the
guidance of the UN and the Office of the Director of National
Intelligence. They have the bigger picture, hold all the keys and codes,
but the MILAB product is managed under the military industrial complex
throughout the alphabet soup groups.

Note the president of the United States is not privy to this information
as he only carries a Q-23 security classification “Need To Know” basis
which is required in order to maintain plausible deniability. This is to
prevent him from blurting out DEEPBLACK project parameters when
under stress and duress. The highest is 45+ security classifications
under the guidance of Zbigniew Brzezinski (now deceased), who runs
PI-40 or the old MAJIC12.

Some of these projects are conducted on bases on this planet as well

as off world, usually through the U.S. Navy and Air Force U.S. Space
Command as they have the security clearance to access milab
projects. The U.S. Air Force is responsible for managing black ops and
seems to have the most access to these programs as they heavily
infiltrated by the dark Cabal. Donald Trump’s Space Command is
probably meant to be an excuse for soft disclosures i.e. to release new
technologies, that they had since the 1950’s, in order to help humanity,
catch up to our off-world SSP brothers and sisters.

Within this organization, are many offshoots of Super Soldiers

programs including both men and women trained in all kinds of areas.
There is no telling how many people on this planet have been
programmed in this way. Numbers could run as low as a few 100
extraterrestrial human hybrid Super Soldiers, to perhaps as high as a
10,000 operates within MILAB programming and maybe millions of
clones created in various underground vats. But one thing appears
clear: Super Soldiers created by the military are a poor copy of what
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Soldiers are made by the aliens and the government only “borrows”
them as it suits their needs.

According to Project Zeta Diogenes survivor Sgt Dan Macbolean III, the
United States Social Security Administration has been secretly brain
mapping all Americans based on their genetic potential.

If your Social Security Number begins with:

0-1 Offspring of scientists. 0 usually refers to Project Paperclip

scientists and their descendants.
2-3 Offspring of scientist and or persons of interests regarding
professionals.
4 Soldier material based on genetics and size.
Perfect Super Soldier is 6' 1 & 7/8" tall, based on the Fibonacci
sequence. Most of the 4s have been messed with genetically.
5 Offspring of technically inclined persons or your blue-collar
technicians and mechanics.
6 Offspring of soldiers, usually 2nd gen, but they are not
necessarily desirable soldier material, just hosts to the psychic
metagene factor. The 6s are humbreds of the 4s
7 No data available
8 Are offspring of the offspring of soldiers or 3rd gen. 8s ARE
very desirable, as they special abilities that are enhanced due
to Social Engineering. 8s are further enhancements of the 4,s
& 6s...
9 Are persons of disinterest as they are considered 10% “Not
Normally Organized Persons.” This includes most UCC-1
Sovereign individuals who give up their U.S. Citizenship due to
Admiralty Law or Blacks Common Law. Immediately their SS #
becomes 999-99-9999, thus they understand Admiralty &
Blacks Common Law to the point that they are not worth
dealing with as they are enlightened to their use of linguistics
regarding unConstitutional Laws & understand that anyone
NOT under UCC-1 Sovereignty is basically considered
"OWNED COMMODITIES & PRODUCTS" by Governments.

Alien Psychic Mind Control Program

Because of the off-world component there is even a bigger piece to this

puzzle which makes all this even more complex.

There are two types of programming going on within most MILABs.

One is the MILAB component which is meant to be positive as they
seek to enhance an operative’s gifts, both mental, physical, and
psychic. On the other hand, there is the reptilian/draco programming

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component which seeks to create a soldier loyal to the reptilian/draco
agenda while they are in an alter mindset. This reptilian/draco
programming element often sabotages the MILAB component, by
causing the individual to become somewhat neurotic and thus more
isolated and controllable which suits their interests. So as sadistic as
the MILABS appear to be, they don’t seem to be the ultimate authority
on the nature of these projects. It appears that Reptilians have
subverted this military program and are now calling the shots.

The Reptilian star people come in many shapes and sizes, anywhere
between seven and half feet tall or taller, some carry a tail around
which they sit on while they work. Some have short snouts like a
snake’s mouth, some may look like a velociraptor, and some have a
crocodile snout.

They are very intelligent, left brained, logical beings and as a result
their technology is amazing. But many of them lack connection to a
soul or god source and thus have very little love and compassion for
other life forms. Again, they are heavily tied into the A.I. hive mind set.

Throughout the universe they seek to subjugate other races, but

because of the law of noninterference they can’t just go in with massive
mother ships and kill off the natives conquering them, as this would
lead to negative karma. So instead they create reptilian-human hybrids
and use them to infiltrate the human races they wish to subjugate. This
serves two purposes’ the native populations don’t suspect anything
because the hybrids look like them and Reptilians don’t have to risk
their own lives in an invasion attempt.

In the case of reptilian-human hybrids there is additional benefit. The

reptilian gifts of shapeshifting, superior strength, and logical thinking
are combined with the human’s ability for creativity and empathy. As a
result of these combined strengths these Super Soldiers have not only
enhanced intuition but make better fighters then the Reptilians alone.
The Reptilians even have a special word for them. According to Alien
Contactee Simon Parkes, they call them super special human soldiers
or “searshsse-searshseee.” They usually wear a power suit, a rifle
weapon, and helmet which contain a mouth piece that makes contact
with their own DNA which probably connects them to a psychic
interface.

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This drawing was made by another MILAB who has seen what these
beings might look like. Notice the upside-down triangle with the T. This
is the symbol for Dulce base.

Of course, that’s not the final picture because even amongst the
Reptilian races there isn’t just one agenda. Many Reptilians have a soul
and don’t like what’s being done by their own kind. So, they are covertly
sabotaging the programming, which is why we know so much about
these projects.

Of course, on top of the reptilian agenda, are other extraterrestrial

races which have their own agendas, working in either positive or
negative ways. So, in addition to reptilian-humans, we also have super
soldiers that are reptilian-grey-human hybrids, feline hybrids, mantoids,
etc. and so on.

Scimitor Hybrids

In Anthony Sanchez’s book UFO Highway, we read about an interview

with a USAF colonel who worked at the Dulce underground facility. This
colonel mentions how the military is trying to recreate the “Scimitor”
grey sub- species. These beings are reptilian-grey hybrids which were
genetically enhanced with immense strength, high intelligence,
violence, and can shapeshift. But the Greys deemed them too
dangerous and had them destroyed, though I’ve been told some have
escaped and are in hiding. Some humans and greys are carrying these
dormant Scimitor genes, which the military wants to get their hands on
in MILAB operations.

To paraphrase the interview we read ……

“The dark element of Dulce is attempting to gain a complete picture of

the Grey Scimitor sub-species’ genetic code (if they can obtain it) to

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experiment with sequencing their DNA for these damned Ultimate
Soldier programs they are conducting.

This is the kind of work they are really interested in, and are now
performing… Massive modified testosterone and steroidal injections,
coupled with Extracellular matrix for rapid healing, Genetic Brain
Reconstruction of the Front temporal Lobes for rapid recall and super-
fast mind calculations, Deep Brain stimulation to allow selective brain
areas to be turned on or off allowing higher focus and greater brain
utilization, Brain Plasticity to allow the brain the ability to grow and
adapt … even neurogenesis, to grow new cells.

And who do you think they are testing this on … volunteer soldiers?
No! It is innocent humans, unwilling participants in their game of
playing God. That’s right, I’ve already told you, and this is why they are
also abducting people now. MILABS —read up on it.

But what is sick is that we learned this from the Greys. We didn’t invent
this. And now we accept this as a regular practice for the advancement
of the military and our “protection,” but protection from whom? God
damn it. That was always the big problem, there was never an enemy
that justified such paranoia and validation for this disturbed work we
are now involved in.”

Heather Material

The Heather Material is a short document which explains how Super

Soldiers are created. The information was allegedly leaked out on the
Project Camelot website from a technician who claimed to work on
young men and women being groomed into Super Soldiers.

According to Heather Anderson, most likely not her real name, the U.S.
government has been kidnapping young men throughout North America
and giving them biological enhancements in their SS augmentation
projects. This cyborg augmentation program was an umbrella project
within Project Talent and known as Project Phoenix. Note: Project
Talent has since been shut down and renamed under a different
project, which I do not know.

What took place in these projects was so horrific and disgusting that
Heather decided to go rogue and release the details on the Project
Camelot website, and has since been on the run, though I been told
she’s now working on the projects again.

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According to Heather, they would select certain individuals that had
DNA deemed compatible with this kind of experimentation, probably
star seeds. Subjects were then drugged and branded with a biological
tracking device.

They were prepped for surgery and implanted with biological organic
computer components into the body. These chips would then stimulate
electromagnetic growth around the codons of the DNA which had to be
done slowly and meticulously to prevent autoimmune conflicts.

At this point vital organs where augmented with wire enhancers known
as “HEGY cable” Homosapatic electromagnetic grounding yarn,” which
stimulated the human bodies’ own natural static electrical field which is
where super human abilities come from. They would then remove the
appendix and begin injecting a compound designated as “KTL White”
twice a day for two months to prevent autoimmune reactions.

During this time, they would replace the kidneys or liver with cloned
organs grown in special growth hypobaric chambers. The organs
contained the hosts’ DNA and were chipped with nanotechnology which
contained microcells to repair tissue rapidly on contact. For instance, a
cut that needs stitches could heal in an hour.

From the very beginning, these units had numerous problems. They
would cry, walk in circles, rock back and forth, as the brain and the
body’s motor skills could not handle the electrical outputs. On paper
they were the fastest and strongest humans ever, but they were
emotional wrecks. These units could calculate faster, run faster, did not
get tired as easily, could jump higher and longer, and they didn’t need
to drink water, as their organics were able to recycle wastes at the base
of their spinal column.

To correct these problems, they were implanted with additional

grounding wires within the body and locked into a room for several
weeks, surviving only on nutrient injections. Despite having all the
necessary nutrients in their blood streams, they would beg for food
because even though they didn’t need it physically and couldn’t even
digest it, in their minds they craved it and felt hungry all the time.

Then they began uploading combat programming via the Trip Chair. In
the beginning they failed to create compartments within the mind, and
as a result, the units fought back and were ultimately terminated. From
then on, they inserted brain implants which contained all combat
programming within alters. So, the main personality had no memories
of the trauma or programming they were indoctrinated with.

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Heather claims about 600 people were experimented on in such a
manner. By late 2006, they were about to be deployed for combat
purposes in Operation Retaliation, which is like an end game martial
law scenario where the New World Order would take over all functions
of the government. However, at the last minute the Department of
Defense ordered all the units destroyed, as a more advanced model
was now coming online. The scientists were forced to comply, or they
would lose their lives, too. “Units” as they were called, were then
rounded up and given lethal injections of potassium which their nano
injections could not repair.

Their bodies were then processed and refined in a facility that makes
omega-3 vitamins and sold to the general public as flaxseed oil fortified
with omega-3, which also happens to be the name of the umbrella
project. Heather claims the pharmaceutical company Merck was
probably involved in this.

Heather then makes note how Operation Retaliation was meant to be a

mock invasion of the military. Certain factions within the New World
Order wanted to use these augmented Super Soldiers to infiltrate the
us army and when martial law comes, they would be activated and kill
all the military generals and the white hats which have been secretly
opposing the New World Order.

The next generation of ss prototypes were made from scratch. They

would use metal exoskeleton frames and clone human tissue over it.
These units had personalities which were much more controllable and
had fewer problems than earlier models. They also had the benefit that
they could not be harmed by chemical weapons as their skin would
sweat a waxy substance protecting them from chemicals. Bullets could
not breech the exoskeleton harming any of the inner organs, they
would sleep in a induced coma, and their organs could regenerate in a
matter of hours. They were strong enough to lift a tank, but it would
damage their skin. They even had a self-oxygenating chamber in their
chest which could allow them to survive in space without any mask on.

Apparently 29 of these units were created and each containing within

them nuclear smart bombs. Theoretically if detonated remotely they
could potentially start world war three. So there is a battle going on who
controls the stand down codes.

Heather also talks a Project Damocles which involves sending soldiers

through dimensional jump gates around this planet and off planet.

Apparently, she witnessed the military sending mind-controlled soldiers

through star gates only to be returned a few seconds later by 7-foot-tall

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reptilian beings, who were dragging these soldiers back only to become
engulfed with smoke and ash that disintegrated into dust.

Apparently, these reptilian beings were from the 6 th dimension and the
human body cannot tolerate that frequency without burning into ash.
This is because the dimensional clash causes the static charge within
our body to superheats resulting in spontaneous combustion.

So, when this was taking place, she suggested to her commander to
send one of the ss units she was prototyping. Immediately, one of these
reptilian beings grabbed her commander pulled him through the
stargate and threw his charred body back and sent her a strong
telepathic message “that is a no”.

Eventually these reptilian beings started taking over the base, and
apparently one of them took a liking to her and helped her escape.
When she was shown a way out the being told her.

“Some of us are here to control this planet, some to enslave it further,

most wish to rule and claim it, but we are here to protect it.”

Cloned Super Warriors

According to Dr. Bill Deagle, in 1982, at the Moscow Institute of

Biological Research, Russian and American scientists successfully
produced the first cloned super warrior. Because they don’t have a soul
they are not as effective fighters then the original host. Nor could they
transfer a soul into these clones, only one’s personality and emotions.
As far as I know they cannot touch the soul as much as they really want
too.

So, they came up with an ingenious plan. They would connect the
Super Soldier’s consciousness, or you could call it the “alter”
personality, into a cloned avatar which contained DNA similar to that
particular Super Soldier. This way a Super Soldier can be living out
their life in society at large while their alter is in a cloned avatar doing
covert missions on and off this planet. I been told these avatars may be
called Sibeus and Arbeus which is based on the word swēbaz, from the
Proto-
Germanic root * swē- meaning "one's own" people.

This is done with Trip Chair programming, femtites, and biological

implants which are untraceable under MRI. The implants help with
tracking, monitoring, and reinforces programming. They are activated
by single or multi-tone inaudible sound frequencies, which turn on tiny
biobots known as femtites, and or proteinites, which connect to protein

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codons within the DNA and can actually mutate the DNA code
triggering the emergence of the alter personality, which in this case is
within a cloned avatar. All without leaving one’s own home.

Femtite biobots are a type of alien femtotechnology which is injected

into milabs; made from the word femto + technites. These tiny biobots
can manipulate nuclear energies and building atoms, as well as
manipulating the energy of quarks. A quark is an elementary particle
and a fundamental constituent of matter. Quarks combine to form
composite particles called hadrons, the most stable of which are
protons and neutrons, the components of atomic nuclei. Femtites can
change the quarks in the atoms to make whatever atom you want and
they can can alter DNA structures in a human body on the molecular as
well as the subatomic level, blocking or enhancing numerous metabolic
processes in the body.

Nano + technites = nanites (nano x10 (-9)

Femto + technites = femtites (femto x10 (-15)

NHCUs

NHCUs stand for Non-Human Cybernetic Units. They are basically

cloned soldiers plugged into the A.I. matrix. They have been in
operation since at least 1989. They come in various packages, and
sizes.

There are reports from U.S. Military C-130 pilots which may give you
and an idea how tall and heavy they would be. Fixtures latched into the
cargo bay have been seen which outline a humanoid shape, with tie-
downs that would hold a very large NHCU with boot fixtures to
accommodate boots 36" in height.

They are being embedded into field operations with conventional

ground troops so that the A.I. computers can direct troop movements
through the digital interfaces within the NHCU in a real-time format.
NHCUs have been seen by U.S. Army Special Forces, and U.S. Army
Military Police.

There is at least one unit per battalion which contains about 1,000
troops. Battalions rely heavily on the NHCU effects coordination cell
(ECC) to plan, coordinate, and integrate into a battalion's combined-
arms operations, including infantry, tank, artillery, reconnaissance.

According to testimony from Sgt Dan Macbolean who witnessed one of

these beings.

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“I saw some of these NHCUs while on duty. It was after a high-wind
sandstorm that ripped the rollup doors off of a Quonset hut housing a
platoon of these units. Two of them picked up the 600-pound door with
one hand and put it back in place.

All were approximately 7'+ in height, and were dressed as "Marine

Grunts." Each unit was identical in every way, hair color, eye color, &
body muscle mass. No markings upon any uniform.

All were required to wear wraparound sunglasses, even at night,

Identification of intimate details were confirmed only by Military Police
who in all intents and purposes were identical to these units, only
because they were forced to interface with Organic Soldiers i.e. the
reporting noncommissioned officer.

Years ago, the Military placed some of these NHCU dressed in the
same white armor as STAR WARS Clone Army Elements...we thought
it was a joke that Reagan was playing back in ‘88, but these fuckers
were these NHCU, telling military dependents, "Move along, citizen"
once they had checked their military IDs....we laughed about it...but this
was what we were seeing...

I think I encountered a NHCU at Mount Weather in Berryville VA. Upon

riding the bus to Mount Weather, we encountered Base Security. They
had no thoughts at all as they moved through the buses, checking IDs
and they had no fucking writing on them no pictures, nothing, but bar
codes and magnetic strips. How in the fuck can a human read
barcodes and magstrips?

Also they showed no emotion, even when I attempted to invoke an

emotional response, they had no thoughts that I could sense, even
though I was at very, very close range. These motherfuckers look,
smell, feel human, but they are not. Hell using them in Civil Affairs
operations, where interfacing with humans is a very intense operation.
What the fuck is right?

NHCUs are not police elements themselves. They can call the police
on you silently, alerting the cops to come and get you if you don’t check
out via the ID card that has no fucking pictures, no fucking writing. I
was curious about this for years. When I reached the DUMB portals I
heard a robotic voice say, "Move along please!!!" over and over again.
Then multiple lasers flashed on my chest. With more robotic voice
commands, "move along please" "move along please." I was clinging to
the damn fence about to have a heart attack and these fucking things
had no idea what was happening to me. I had to walk uphill to get to

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the chow hall with a walking cane and backpack, out of breath, clinging
to the fence.

I guess they would have called someone if I had collapsed, but I doubt
it. Fucking robotoid motherfuckers! No wonder everybody at Mt
Weather was tight-lipped. No joking, cautious people, same shit at
dreamland, SEASPRAY. These motherfuckers are NHCUs as well.

They are the second line of defense in and around DUMBs. Yellow
Fruit are the first line of defense and can be very nasty fellows. There
have been many who attempted to intimidate me and others in the
Rachel area, but due to their lack of social skills, are very easy to
confuse. Humbreds are the CAMO DUDES—at least they get angry
and have hissyfits, but SEASPRAY are just fucking machines.

Yellow Fruit are DNA/RNA recombinant soldiers, but not what you
would find as an Alien-Human Hybrid, more along the lines of having
the M.I.C./M.I.E.C. as their manufacturers. I call these Humbreds, as
they are Humanbred Units with varying combinations of Alien, animal,
and human characteristics. Whatever blends that meets the M.I.E.C. or
the M.I.C.'s needs/ requirements.

During one visit to the S-4 DUMB I was personally referred to as a

"YellowFruit", in for my annual checkup. Having once been interviewed
and interrogated by a female Reticulan who was with some sort of
short grey, described as a "Non-Thinking Intelligence" by the female. I
was curious and couldn't concentrate on questions, due to the odd way
the small grey (DOW) would blink. Only after the female became
impatient, she telepathically interfaced with the DOW, to "show" that it
was merely a subservient tool for labor.

When at rest the DOW would blink its eyes opposite of each other.
Then when possessed or accessed by the female, it would blink with
both eyes simultaneously. It then gave an emotional expression that I
then realized came from the female. Then it went back to staring down
and to its right and the odd blinking returned. It was then that I was
able to continue with the questioning. She had just demonstrated what
it was, for my curiosity, so we could return to the
interview/interrogation.”

I believe the Dows mentioned by this unnamed contact are the robotic
greys used by the covert government to abduct humans. Just like the
Reticulans use a robotic slave race which can be possessed and taken
over like a tool. The covert government is trying to do the same with
NHCU’s cloned avatars by creating a fighting slave race which is
remotely controlled by individuals with the right DNA.

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There have also been reports of "giants" consuming U.S. & OPFOR
Soldiers in Afghanistan. These creatures were terminated after a
severe firefight. Perhaps these beings are rogue NHCUs?

NHCU are normally augmented with Omega staff and units from
Human Group divisions or corps. They are placed under the control of
humans to keep them wandering about without precise programming in
place. And because they are so fast, they are often given war gaming
templates to occupy their time, keeping them busy while not in use.

Omegas are tasked with ensuring that C2 or Command and Control is

able to keep these units connected into the “hive” mind. If any unit
malfunctioned and went rogue, it would cause a lot of unnecessary
collateral damage. Omegas were able to detect any NHCU that was
about to go offline and redirect it or terminate it until a new unit could
put in its place.

This is probably what Omega unit Duncan O’Finoian and Miranda a.k.a.
Axe is being used for now as they are products of DARPA and the
National Security Council.

Also, it should be mentioned according to the ACIO, super soldiers

made by Monarch Solutions are controlled by a super soldier Queen.
She is total A.I. and she handles and controls the alters of Monarch
super soldiers. There are multiple queens with a ratio of one queen per
10,000 Super Soldiers.

In Project Seagate which Super Soldier Aaron McCollum talks about in

his Project Camelot interviews, we find that underwater DUMBs can
contain stargate portals, one of which sits at the bottom of the ocean in
the Gulf of Aden. The military was known to cordon off this area with
warships and is trying to scare away commercial naval traffic with
stories of scary Somali pirates.

They are very concerned about these stargates and what could
possibly come through. For the past few thousand years the Orion
group representing the negative Greys and Reptilians have sought to
prevent the Pleiadians from traveling past Saturn reaching planet Earth.
They are keeping a close eye on the Gulf of Aden Seagate to ensure
Pleiadian forces are unable to enter though this portal. Conventional
organic soldiers are easily disabled by the sound Pleiadians make with
their bodies. To counteract this, NHCU units are being deployed— they
are immune to these effects due to their A.I. controlling influences.

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To maintain secrecy, anyone who eyewitnesses a NHCU while in
combat is exterminated. If the U.S. military has no qualms about
terminating innocent civilians in the time of war, what makes you think
they will be any less restrained if martial law within the United States
was announced? With no compassion and the strength of 10 men it
would mean military rule of the United States within the reach of the
New World Order.

Once all the kinks where worked out in the NHCUs, secret plans were
made to build gigantic deep underground cloning facilities to create
these creatures. One is under the ice sheets of Antarctica, another is
under Iceland.

According to Dr. Richard Boylan, the U.S. National Security Council

approved the construction of a huge cloning facility under Djupidalur,
Iceland. It is 16 miles long by 1 mile wide. Though I don’t consider
Boylan the most credible source, his information seems to confirm what
we already expect out of this insane “Cabal” as he calls them. This
facility began construction in 1993 originally as a nuclear, biological and
chemical weapons research facility. It was only until it became fully
operational in 2006 that the National Security Council realized they
been lied to.

Inside was a giant cloning factory which contained an army of

brainwashed cloned star seed cyborgs enhanced with physical, mental
and psychic abilities. In April 2007, Boylan reports that this facility was
penetrated by a counter insurgency team who killed Brigadier General
Frank Dougherty and a number of his security troops in the scuffle.

The Super Soldier hybrids were liberated and safely extracted and
given new lives. Non-security personnel were evacuated and the clone
factory was destroyed.

I find the timing of this event curious as it seems to correspond to the

Heather material which states in late 2006. 600 units created for
Operation Retaliation were terminated. Perhaps the same people who
ordered Heather to terminate her subjects were also responsible for
terminating the clone factory in Iceland. We may never know the truth
of this mystery.

In 2007, I came across a report which stated that the Iraq war was a
bloodbath. To reduce the “official” death count, some 72,000 dead U.S.
military personnel had been replaced with cloned duplicates without the
public’s knowledge. When I learned of the staggering number involved,
originally I didn’t believe it, but my source on this info is adamant that it
is indeed correct. I was hoping he would give me more information on

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where he got these statistics, but he instead informed me of the need
for secrecy as lives could be at stake.

This is what the United States Department of Defense claims as the

official death count for both wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. Notice the
insanely low numbers of the official death count compared to the
actual.

“WAR ON TERROR” CASUALTIES REPORT

Operation Iraqi Freedom

March 20, 2003 to January 26, 2007

Confirmed U.S. soldiers dead 3,896

U.S. soldier, hostile injuries 28,661

Operation Enduring Freedom - Afghanistan War

October 7, 2001 to December 25, 2007

U.S. soldier official death count 746

First Gulf War

January 16, 1991 till April 6, 1991

U.S. soldier official death count 392

This is what was leaked out from inside sources:

Operation Iraqi Freedom

U.S. soldiers killed in Iraq 50,500

U.S. soldiers, war injuries 22,800

U.S. civilians killed 5,000
U.S. soldier bodies dumped into Persian Gulf 7,000
Iraqis soldiers killed 81,000
Iraqis civilians killed 1,650,000
Iraqis injured 555,000
Operation Enduring Freedom - Afghanistan War

U.S. soldiers killed 12,000

U.S. soldiers, war injuries N/A

Afghans soldiers killed 35,000
Afghans civilians killed 30,500
Afghans injuries 67,400

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First Gulf War 143
U.S. soldiers killed in Iraq 24,000
U.S. Veterans who died since 1991

From causes of the war 22,000

Iraq soldiers killed 56,000

Iraq civilians killed 43,000
Iraq civilians killed since the war

January 1991 till March 2003 405,000

Clones used to replace killed U.S. Soldiers

not reported in all three wars 72,000

These projects are what Colonel/Dr. Michael Wolf (Kruvant) of NSC's

Special Studies Group warned about. He stated that research in human
cloning was being perverted by the (Cabal) military to create the Super
Hybrid Soldier who would under mental programming mindlessly follow
immoral orders.

In his book Catchers of Heaven by Dr. Michael Wolf, writes about his
involvement in top secret projects, including the creation and
programming of clones, and the development of SDI, Star Wars.

In Project Sentinel, he helped create a clone which would replace U.S.

Marine ‘grunts’, with a human robot counterpart. Known as J-typing
Omega E-Delta-Two, or JOE for short.

JOE spent 365 days growing in a cloning tank. From the beginning the
military viewed JOE as a failure, as he would cry when ordered to kill.
Even with sophisticated brainwashing techniques he would fail to follow
immoral orders. I believe this is why they have since incorporated a lot
of cybernetics in these units as it’s impossible to destroy our human
need for compassion even if you are a soulless being.

The project was scrapped, and the military ordered Dr. Wolf to
terminate JOE. But Dr. Wolf claims to have destroyed the facility,
smuggled Joe out, given him a new identity, and placed him in hiding
where he remains to this day.

Dr. Wolf writes in his book Catchers of Heaven:

“The brass were still waiting for me, the project’s senior scientist, to
give an explanation for J.O.E’s seemingly clear failure to kill a dog, a

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harmless and gentle animal. I rather incautiously, and injudiciously,
began a little, insecure attempt to explain J.O.E.’s inability to carry out
a clearly immoral order....Gentlemen, this is an unbelievable advance
in science, the full, not partial ability to read accurately genetic codes—
but not just to read them, to redo, remodel, reconstruct-dash
manipulate, reconstruct and plan genetic codes, not just cloning, but to
create a viable human-like and incredibly ability-endowed superior
human, a powerhouse of mind and muscle, but human nevertheless.

“Shall we negotiate with God Himself on the question of, if one

believes, the insertion of a soul or spirit? He does have a conscience.
You see a failed experiment, gentleman; I see the more evolved human
of the future, a gift, a treasure. There are no adjectives or words to
even partially explain the significance of this J-Type.

You should stare at an already-arrived future with joy and a sense of

pride! We now possess techniques in a new type of genetic
engineering, certainly more than enough for the J-Types in vivo
creation. How could you be disappointed? How could any of you feel
failure? Please answer me!

“We wanted a soldier! You made him want to be a fucking saint!” A

moralist. A man of the highest ethics. We wanted a killing solder, an
absolute obeyer of orders, any and all orders, a fighter who fights, kills
without moral or ethical inhibitions. This is what we wanted....” and that
is what they got.

Oh they were right: ‘mad scientist’ and ‘fugitive from himself’, and all. I
hate the word official. (And unofficial, too.)

The best way, the best scenario, is the production of a motion picture,
placing within it as much truth as possible; yet, viewed by the public as
‘fiction.’ Then, it is only fictional’ that a governmental group has cloned
a human.

A cover-up is good when you wish to keep secrets. But when should
you have to keep secrets?”

Henoch Prophesies

The government has been warned multiple times what would happen if
they continued down this path. In 1987, Pleiadian contactee, Billy
Meier, delivered a document to the world leaders which predicted their
quest of power would bring about a hellish end of this world.

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Known as the Henoch Prophecies, this document reveals that this
cloned cyborg Super Soldier program also took place thousands of
years ago on the planet of Henoch, and ultimately led to the destruction
of its civilization. In the document we read:

“... Due to the fault of scientists, enormous power will be seized by the
power-hungry and their military, their warriors and terrorists, and power
will be seized as well through laser weapons of many types, but also
via atomic, chemical and biological weapons. Also concerning genetic
technology, enormous misuse will occur, because this will be
unrestrainedly exploited for the purposes of war, not lastly due to the
cloning of human beings for warring purposes, as this was practiced in
ancient times with the descendants of Henoch in the regions of Sirius.

However, this will not be all of the horrors. as besides the genetic
technology and the chemical weapons, far worse and more dangerous
and more deadly weapons of mass destruction will be produced and
will be used. The irresponsible politicians will unscrupulously exercise
their power, assisted by scientists and obedient military forces serving
them, who together hold a deadly scepter and will create clone-like
beings which will be bred in a total lack of conscience and will be
scientifically manipulated to become killer machines. Division by
division and devoid of any feelings, they will destroy, murder, and
annihilate everything.

Last but not least, the fault of the irresponsible scientists who by
cloning will create human machines for military purposes, devoid of
conscience and feelings, and will create immensely deadly and all-
annihilating computer like weapons. At the same time, the danger could
become reality that the human combat machines, the military clones,
will gain their independence and under their own management will
bring death, devastation, destruction and annihilation to the human
beings of Earth and to the planet.”

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 Billy Meier, shown here in 1978

You would think after this kind of warning that a sane person would
immediately change their ways, but sadly the people who control this
planet are far from that. So instead of taking heed of Billy Meier’s
letters, in the mid-90s, the government chose to assassinate him. So
after his 21st assassination attempt he was finally replaced with a clone
which proceeded to sabotage and discredit his own work.

The Andy Pero Saga

And that finally brings us back to the Andy Pero Saga. After he went
public with his story in 1998, he described suffering from a variety of
Monarch style programming riddled throughout his childhood and
adulthood, which was engineered by Project Paperclip Nazis. Using
hypnosis, torture, and drugs they split his mind, creating alters with
enhanced psychic gifts including telekinesis, teleportation, and
supernatural strength. He was used as a guinea pig in Project Montauk
where they would plug him into the Trip Chair and use his mind to open
up time tunnels for various time travel operations. By a freak accident
he became self-aware of his programming and began fighting back
using the very abilities which the government created.

Michael Andrew Pero was born in Fallon, Nevada in 1969, which dates
him as a second gen Super Soldier. At the age of two, his father was
transferred to McGraw-Kaserne Army Base, in Munich, Germany, which
shut down in 1992. Here as a young boy, he was programmed with
strobing lights, needles in his ears and genitalia, electroshock, and
hypnotic suggestion. This torture caused Andy to have a severe

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stuttering problem, which worsened throughout his childhood as the
sessions continued. The purpose of this was to create a hologram-like
computer inside his mind which would cause his consciousness to be
programmed like a robot. He would act on a programmed command but
would not second guess what he was told.

After his father left the service, the family resettled in Stamford,
Connecticut. When Andy was 7, he remembered seeing his father
murdered in front of him by a handler. They then gang-raped his mother
and forced him to watch it. This was done to dissociate his personality
even further.

Later in his childhood, his mother relocated to Rochester, New York,

which happens to be a hotbed of Project Paperclip Nazi immigrants.
Here he excelled in both school and in athletics. He worked out five
days a week to compensate for his stuttering problem, which made him
appear to be a dumb jock.

During his college years his programming was kicked into high gear
while on scholarship at the University of Rochester. Adolph, his Nazi
handler, would place him in a trance while in a secret room located at
the top of the university’s library. Here his “Z” alter would be accessed
using the trigger “Rhino” and programmed using hypnotic suggestion.
While in hypnosis, he would do amazing things, such as swim in a tank
of ice-cold water for 24 hours non-stop, teleport, jump off a 20- story
building and land on his feet, do push-ups in perfect formation for an
hour, squat 1,000 pounds, or crush rocks with his hands.

Without even enlisting in the military, he soon found himself recruited

into MILAB Black Ops. Andy remembers being escorted into an F-16
from a small Rochester airport to an unknown southwest desert
location where he was dressed in black t-shirts and pants to perform
special military exercises and assassination missions on obstacle
courses.

Another time, he remembers being taken aboard an aircraft carrier. He

also recalled memories of operating the Montauk Chair at Montauk
Point, New York. Here he could manipulate matter itself, by creating a
chest full of softball and football sized diamonds, which was used to
lavishly fund the project. With each mission, his memories would be
erased, and he would then be returned, sometimes only hours later. He
was also involved in numerous Delta team operations involving UFO
retrievals and clean-ups. These crashes occur all over the world on a
monthly basis. After these operations, his memories were then erased.

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One of the ways his handlers would gain support from politicians and
the Illuminati was to present demonstrations. While in trance, Andy was
taken to the Hollywood set of the movie Soldier, starring Kurt Russell.
He was asked to perform something impressive. So he kicks and
smashes a fence.

Someone on the set laughed, as if it was no big deal. So Andy picked

up his parked car, a Saab model, and tossed it upside down. The guy
ran towards Andy to stop him, so Andy picked him up to and crushed
him against a tree.

The Illuminati tried to recruit Andy as their 42 nd degree “Illuminati

Golden Boy.” George Bush is reported to be a 42nd degree Mason.
According to Andy, the highest level is the 45th degree, but it’s rumored
new degrees are being created all the time, so the highest degree is
probably much higher now. Andy says the people at this level were
Reptilian shapeshifters or hybrids. They were all about 6’2” and taller
and wore a belt which would allow them to shapeshift from the human
form to the reptilian form.

As their “Golden Boy,” he was made the inspector of the underground

facilities at Montauk Point, Long Island; the Montauk Chair, at Rome
National Air Force Base in Rome, NY; the Monarch sex slave
programming center at 140 Century Road, in Paramus, NJ; and the
underwater facility off the coast of Miami where the grays were
performing genetic experiments on MILAB victims. The Illuminati also
used him for breeding purposes.

By the mid-90s his memories were beginning to bleed through and he

began to fight for his freedom. So his handlers tried to drug him, but
needles would bend as they were inserted. So they tried killing him, but
every time he was poisoned, his body would neutralize it; every time he
was shot, bullets would bounce off. He tried to break away from his
handlers by moving to Atlanta, Georgia.

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 University of Rochester Library
Programming was performed on the top level.

Andy Pero, age 24

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(Left) Soldier (1998), movie starring Kurt Russell. This sci-fi action
thriller is about a soldier programmed from birth to kill without feeling.
Andy Pero was taken to the set to demonstrate his abilities.(Right)
Andy Pero’s 2008 prison mug shot.

In 1999, while in Atlanta, his handlers would pose as friends, girlfriends,

and roommates. After going bowling with his roommate, he saw a
picture of a “Rhino” which just so happens to be his trigger code. To the
dismay of his roommate, his memories began to come back.

Andy began tapping into his repressed memories. Every step of the
way, he would be distracted and progress was neutralized. He began to
journal the bits and pieces of his fragmented memories. When pages of
his journal began to disappear at the hands of his roommate he soon
realized how controlled his whole life had become.

Desperate for help, he contacted various experts in Ufology and the

mind control research field, only to realize how infiltrated they are. He
soon realized that not only was his roommate was a handler, but so too
was his girlfriend. After he tried to break up with her, she triggered an
alter causing him to become extremely violent. The police were called,
his apartment was searched, and a gun was found.

The resulting confrontation landed Andy in a mental hospital for a few

weeks. After his release, a close friend reported seeing some kind of
object in his eye, perhaps an implanted video camera. Over time he
became more and more paranoid.

To escape the madness, he moved to Arizona and joined a cult. When

that didn’t pan out so well, he traveled abroad to exotic locations such

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as Nepal, Tibet, and Korea. When his money ran out he asked his
family for help. But they were programmed as well. A confrontation took
place. Andy took what he needed by force, both car and cash. While
under the influence of drugs he stabbed his mother and father with a
knife. After a long police chase, Andy was caught, his family pressed
charges, and in the fall of 2000, he was sentenced to prison. He was
released in November 2010 and wants to keep his life private as best
as he can while reintegrating back into society. We salute Andy for
being so brave despite all the hell he’s been through.

Solutions

Some of those who have undergone this type of programming have

managed to somewhat break free and go public, such as Andy Pero,
James Casbolt a.k.a Michael Prince, and Larry Solarz. But sadly, most
have either died or gone insane, and many suffer in silence with severe
health problems.

When an agent goes rogue like this, usually they are threatened with
death. But these threats are just fear tactics, considering all the money
and time invested that would be lost. If you feel you have been
subjected to this programming, don’t live in fear, instead be bold and
ask for divine protection, use discernment, speak your truth. It doesn’t
matter if no one believes you and your friends and family abandon you.
Stay bold and remain firm in your desire to be set free.

Super Soldiers have a shelf life too. By the age of 30, the mind will
naturally start to integrate on its own, triggering suicide alters. By
learning to recognize how reptilian, MILAB, and suicide programming
affects you, you can gain control over it and not let it land you in a
mental hospital or worse. Meditation is really helpful in this matter.

Even if you’re not a Super Soldier or a MILAB, humanity is at a

crossroads. As we approach the 5 th dimension, the return of Heaven on
Earth, humanity has the choice between becoming either a
transhumanist robotic superman or an ascended light being. Whatever
choice we make life will continue going on eventually finding its own
place of balance within Mother Nature despite the power games some
of us decide to play.

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SPECIAL PROJECT
And now this brings us back to our original story. After going through
Andy Pero’s testimony, I theorized that perhaps Nate was involved in
the same kind of projects as well. But this kind of stuff is so far out you
won’t be going around thinking, Geez maybe my friend was involved.
All I did was make a joke about this in front of Nate and ever since my
life has been different. The following conversations have been edited
for spelling and clarity.

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Nate: “Sweet, I joined MENSA.”

James: “Congratulations, I always believed you could do it, what was
your IQ tested to be?”
Nate: “...168. What the hell is wrong with me? I’m a freak.”
James: “Why do you think this? There is nothing wrong with that score.
You should be proud. Don’t be so hard on yourself. Lots of
people have high IQs. There’s nothing crazy at all about it and
besides one day you will wish it was higher.”
Nate: “Uh... let’s see. I'm a huge person, I have a high IQ. I'm scary,
believe me I am, and I have such a big penis that a girl I knew
a year ago wont sleep with me anymore.”
James: Trying not to laugh to hard, I asked, “You sure you’re not a
project of government gene manipulation. Was your father in
the military?”
Nate: “Yeah, and my uncle and my brother, the bigger one.”
James: “Where you ever taken to government bases as a child for
special lessons?”
Nate: “Sometimes, but I just got vaccinations, and like- sometimes
they did physicals. I ran, they monitored my heartbeat.”
James: “Do you remember any hypnosis going on?”
Nate: “No, and I would- too. Hey man- I hate the government.”
James: “Yes I agree, why do you hate them?”
Nate: “Oh- I can’t even begin. I could almost swear I’m being
watched.”
James: “By whom?”
Nate: “Look at me - My muscles and bones are spurting, I have
telepathy, I’m a future seer, I’m clairvoyant, I have a huge IQ.”
James: “How old where you when your father died?”
Nate: “About 7.”
James: “Did the death cause any emotional long term trauma? Like him
being murdered in front of you, something of that nature?”
Nate: “...Don’t wanna talk about it.”

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James: “You should read the story of Andy Pero, seriously it’s worth a
look. His story is very similar to yours. The government has
been getting genetic engineering technology from the aliens for
decades. They are creating an engineered race of humans to
fight in the coming civil war. They are reactivating dormant DNA
that we all have in us. Andy was one example. As a child they
took him to government bases and used torture to dissociate
his personality. Then when he was 7, they used the traumatic
death of his father as way to further disassociate the
personality”
Nate: “Oh my God... I just realized something.”
James: “What?”

Nate logs off the Internet and logs back online 10 minutes later.

James: “Okay, are you going to tell me what you forgot?”

Nate: “What?”
James: “Did you remember what happened?”
Nate: “I dunno.”

Nate changes into a different person. His amnesia wasn’t the only thing
that was odd.

James: “You told me, oh my god... I just realized something. What did
you realize?”
Nate: “...I never said that”
James: “It says so on my computer screen, do you remember the last
thing I said.”
Nate: “No?”
James: “I talked about Andy Pero, do you remember me talking about
that?”
Nate: “...?”
James: “You were asking me why you had all your abilities, and Andy
Pero’s story seem to be similar to yours. Did your mother ever
live in Rochester, NY when you were young, or ever live there
before?”
Nate: “.... Born and raised in Rochester till I was 5.”
James: “Oh my God, this is too strange. Your life story is becoming
more and more similar to Andy’s. I am going to repeat this
again because you don’t seem to remember what we last
talked about. The aliens have been doing genetic experiments
on humans for decades. The Illuminati is working with the
aliens to create a mind-controlled super human soldier to fight
in the coming war. They are reactivating dormant DNA that all
of us humans have. In particular, the ability to have telekinesis
and telepathy.”

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Nate: “Dude, you're crazy.”
James: “No this is what Andy claims. they have been implanting DNA
from these soldiers, into women with high IQs, and who are
often brainwashed themselves. Then they split their personality
at a young age, usually this done at military bases using
hypnosis and then trauma. Later they use a traumatic event
such as the death of the father in front of the child to further
dissociate the personality. In Andy’s case his father was
murdered in front of him at a young age. After high school he
went to the University of Rochester, where some Nazi CIA
officers used mind control on him to develop his abilities. Andy
under hypnosis was able to jump off a 20 story build and bring
himself together. He could memorize anything instantly. He
could use psychic teleportation to move to another location, or
use thoughts to kill.”
Nate: “What the fuck are you talking about!?”
James: “Andy Pero’s story.”
Nate: “Who is this?”

Not answering the question, I continued:

James: “He was a mind-controlled slave of the Illuminati. They were still
doing this secretly in the early nineties till Andy exposed them
in 1998. After Andy moved to Atlanta, they followed him to
make sure Andy didn’t break free of his programming. But it
was too late. So they tried to kill him, but couldn’t. He could
make his muscles 1,000,000 harder than steel and needles
couldn’t go in, he could even stop bullets. They tried to kill him
but couldn’t after he killed 8 agents they gave up he moved to
Atlanta. They continued to watch him. Andy broke away
through the help of some friends. But now he is back under
mind control, and the Illuminati implanted his eyes with a
camera. Let me ask you something?”

At this point, Nate again logs off the Internet and returns 10 minutes
later. Something different happens this time, instead of telling me what
he just remembered, he appears to not even know who I am. So yeah
this started to scare me that’s why I gave him my user id instead of my
name which is bearish_123.

Nate: “Who are you?”

James: “It’s me your friend, Bear. Who are you?”
Nate: “Who the hell is Bear?”
James: “I’m Nate’s friend. Is this Nate’s soul speaking me?”
Nate: “Stay away from Nate- he's a very special project, so-to-say.”

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James: “But he’s expressed desire to have free will. Why can’t he have
it?”
Nate: “If everyone had free will, terror would run amok.”
James: “That is why there is love, what you’re doing to him is wrong,
you could help him do good things for mankind.”
Nate: “Wrong, that cannot be determined by you and your hippie
friends.”
James: “I’m not a hippie and wrong is determined by serving yourself.
Good is determined by serving others.”
Nate: “He is serving others, he's serving us.”
James: “But Nate wasn’t even given a choice. Doesn’t God allow free
will?”
Nate: “His dad was. His father is the sole foundation of why he's here.
Give him time.”
James: “Why must Nate pay for his father’s choices? Time is running
out, you know there isn’t much time left.”
Nate: “There is plenty of time.”
James: “Why not make a difference now, for the better. Isn’t life love?”
Nate: “No, life is a struggle to stay alive and peaceful. And that it what
our creations strive for.”
James: “God is love, and he breathed into us his spirit, this is why life is
love. The natural law of creation gives us free will you are
violating Nate’s free will.”
Nate: “You have to learn some lessons on humans.”
James: “I am willing to learn, but Nate is my friend, and he’s been hurt
so much. You could do so much more if you followed the
natural order of the universe.”
Nate: “Nate has taken several wounds, which we have repaired. We
need him for several more missions, and then we will dispose
of him.”
James: “Was he even asked if he wanted to do these missions?”
Nate: “No, but his father did agree.”
James: “Then you have no authority over him correct? Nate is not his
father?”
Nate: “We do what is right, maybe not morally, maybe not now. But it
is right, nonetheless.”
James: “It is unbalanced. Fear in the long run will end up destroying
you. When we follow the right order of the universe things are
balanced and then we can all live together peacefully. Don’t
you realize, you reap what you sow. It is not Nate who is being
punished it is you.”
Nate: “The balance of the universe is not what will help us. We want
the balance to be better, and it will be.”
James: “Free will is a law from God. This is how we have balance. You
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 it is not fair for Nate. He has the right to make his own
decisions.”
Nate: “Don't alert our project of his powers. It might not be a good
idea.”
James: “If you kill me go ahead I will only end up coming back. You
don’t need to use fear on me.”
Nate: “Who says we're going to kill you?”
James: “You should have thought of your choices a long time ago
before manipulating humans for millennias.”
Nate: “It might not be you, we'll hurt. Don't tell Nate, trust me, you
don't want that happening to him.”
James: “Fine hurt me. My love for one friend is more worthwhile than
your stupid project, it’s not right to live a lie.”
Nate: “I never said we were going to hurt you: But I am saying if you
tell Nate, it will threaten our plans. Because when Nate finds
out—”
James: “It’s not fair for Nate what you’re doing. He tells me he is in pain
on the inside.”

His DID/MPD alter probably switched at this point.

Nate: “Nate started this.”

James: “How did he start it? Where you created by the Illuminati.”
Nate: “No. Nate was an adulterous buffoon. He didn’t—help—at all.”
James: “Help what? Are you a foreign spirit (demon) from a different
astral plane? Am I’m talking to bad Nate then?”
Nate: “I am another 'aware' version of Nate. I am here to keep him
from fucking up.”
James: “But he’ s suffering from multiple personality disorder. I myself
have PTSD and no how hard it is dealing with pain. Help him
by giving him the knowledge and wisdom to have free will.
You’re not helping him by controlling him.”
Nate: “Yes, I am, otherwise he wouldn’t have created me.”
James: “Who did the abuse? Was it the father?”
Nate: “No. Nate.”
James: “Please give Nate a chance.”
Nate: “I am Nate, but, I'm not Nate... I help Nate deal with Nate.”
James: “What is your name?”
Nate: “ I don’t know, call me what you will.”
James: “Does Nate have any connections with what happened to Andy
Pero.”
Nate: “Some, very little.”
James: “Does he have genetically engineered DNA.”
Nate: “Yes.”
James: “If Nate wanted to have his life back are you willing to give it to
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Nate: “If he asks, no, if he wants, yes.”
James: “Is the government watching Nate?”
Nate: “Not anymore, his... uniqueness has grown out of control.”
James: “How do you know? You see we humans desire to have free
will. Mind control in the end, ends up as a failure because it’s
not the way where are created.”
Nate: “I know but I am handing him his life on a silver platter, you see.
I get him laid, strength, ok grades. I make him who he wants to
be. He thinks it’s natural, I do all the hard work.”
James: “He says he feels no shame when he has sex, why?”
Nate: “Because, I decided to take it out of him. I feel shame when he
has sex.”
James: “I’m sorry Nate. Can you change this? It’s hard to take pain
away by not dealing with it. When I tried hypnosis for the first
time, I went into my subconscious mind and I found my soul
hiding in a closet. He looked like a dying skeleton, I asked him
why he was hiding, and he told me because he was in pain. I
took him out and put him in a mansion. Could you do this?”
Nate: “I don't like traveling into Nate’s mind. Nate's inner child is a
freak.”
James: “How so?”
Nate: “Nate's mind is a scary place. Scares even me, and I am
designed by Nate to be virtually fearless.”
James: “We fear what we don’t know. When were you created?”
Nate: “The playground.”
James: “What happened?”
Nate: “He got beat up by a group of kids. They held him down and
whipped him with belts.”
James: “But Nate wanted to fight.”
Nate: “Nate couldn't fight.”
James: “Wow, does his mom know about this?”
Nate: “His parents knew, they moved him somewhere else, where
kids would spit on him.”
James: “Why would they move him somewhere worse?”
Nate: “They didn't know.”
James: “Are Nate’s parents a project of mind control, or in the past?”
Nate: “No.”

Nate later told me his mother was allowing this to happen.

James: “Maybe they were just ignorant on how to deal with things. It’s
sad they hurt you so bad.”
Nate: “I'm protecting him.”
James: “But he’s 16 now, he’s 6'5” you don’t have to be afraid
anymore.”

Nate: “So he's big?”

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James: “Yes, you did your job well and I’m sure you will continue to do
so.”
Nate: “I still need to protect him.”
James: “How did you make him so big?”
Nate: “Because. He's my friend. And the more distraught his mind is,
the longer I have to live there. His mind is a horrible place, so
dark and shadowy. Nothing is happy and pain is at every
corner. That’s why he needs me.”
James: “Are you happy?”
Nate: “I don't exist. I'm not happy... I'm not sad either.”
James: “Sometimes I know what that feels like, being numb, but it takes
away from having peace. You never can feel joy; you live your
life without purpose. Where’s the drive? All we can do is try to
get better to prevent failures. These kids on the playground
won’t beat Nate up any more, and you told me it’s in his genes
to have telepathy and other abilities. Can’t you try using them?”

Nate: “He doesn’t want them.”

James: “Can you tell me why he doesn’t want them, we all have the
ability. It’s just that our DNA is dormant, there is nothing bad
about that.”
Nate: “Sort of, telepathy hurts him.”
James: “How does it hurt him?”
Nate: “He feels pain that others feel.”
James: “Try to put a shield up. Imagine a bubble around yourself, this
bubble can stop thoughts.”
Nate: “No it can’t. I tried.”
James: “Is there a way he can stop them without having to be in pain?”
Nate: “—no.”
James: “If I could help Nate control his telepathy would you be willing to
find a happy place to live?”

Another alter switches—

Nate: “I have been with Nate since day one, so my personality is

actually quite lacking.”
James: “Where you created by a computer, like with the Montauk
boys?”
Nate: “No, I was created by a moment. The moment Sean pushed
him to the ground and held him down, I was created in his
eyes. My name is Max.”
James: “How old was Nate.”
Nate: “7 about to turn 8.”
James: “Oh I’m glad to meet you, I am James.”
Nate: “Nice to meet you.”

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James: “Did he have psychic abilities or telekinesis even before the age
of 7?”
Nate: “Yeah.”
James: “I always heard stories of this but never thought it was real.”
Nate: “I am imaginary, Nate’s mind setting is imaginary, and you’re
not actually meeting me.”
James: “If you’re a friend of Nate you’re a friend of mine.”
Nate: “I'm Nate’s best friend. I stick up to his enemies. I go for the girl.
Nate’s just a passenger who thinks he’s lucky.”
James: (laughing) “lol I bet.”
Nate: “lol.”
James: “But he’s expressed desire to be normal. One time he said he
just wants to be a normal teen, well I guess he never could be,
being with his DNA. But I’m sure he can find a balance.”
Nate: “He doesn’t want to be normal.”
James: “Why not?”
Nate: “Because, every standardized test, every geometric equation
expresses the average guy, no matter how smart he is,
someone is smarter. He will remain average in his own eyes
until I find a way to change it.”
James: “Thank you for talking to me. I have so many more questions.”
Nate: “Ahhhh”
James: “Are you a demon?”
Nate: “No, an imaginary figure, created by a twisted mind.”
James: “But you’re just as human as Nate, you are a part of him.”
Nate: “No, I’m not human. I'm imaginary. Nate doesn’t know I exist.
Don't tell him. He has a book about me, that he wrote... lol.”
James: “I remember him saying he had a friend named Max once, he
said he was smarter and had all the girls. Was that you?”
Nate: “Ahh the subtle gratitude of gracious soul.”
James: “I wish I could read that book.”
Nate: “It's not that good.”
James: “But, it’s about you, it is who you are why wouldn’t it be good?
You’ve done such a good job helping Nate.”
Nate: “It’s about an imaginary figure named Max who comes to take
Nate’s life.”
James: “Would you want to become reintegrated? I need to read up
more on MPD though.”
Nate: “I would like to not exist. I hate life and humans. The only thing I
love is Nate.”
James: “How about me?”

Nate then logs off the Internet.

From the research I gathered from various books and the Internet,
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MPD/DID. Most people who suffer from it usually have eight alters on
average each surrounded by amnesia walls. So I was curious as to
who else was in his head.

Another side note, a few months before this conversation, Nate told me
his best friends, Max and Jeremy, where at his house on a sleep over.
At that time I didn’t realize they were alters.

Sunday, November 21, 2004

Nate had no clue about the previous night’s conversation. Curiosity got
the best of me and I asked Nate for more information about the kids
that beat him up on the playground.

Nate: “Hey”
James: “Hello. How was your day?”
Nate: “It was OK, yours?”
James: “I still have a few more questions, but it got so late last night.”
Nate: “Huh? ……… What about it?”

Nate is unable to recall the previous night’s conversation. With

DID/MPD there are amnesia walls, preventing other alters from
knowing what’s going on. In Nate’s case it is the main personality which
appears to be suffering from amnesia, until triggered otherwise.

James: “I can’t say much. But I want to know how old Sean was, if you
remember.”
Nate: “Who is Sean?”
James: “The playground”
Nate: “wtf?”
James: “I guess you don’t know. Tell Max I’m still trying to do more
research to help him.”
Nate: “Who the fuck is Max?”
James: “You wrote a book about him, he’s your best friend.”
Nate: “He is? My best friend is Jake. I don’t even know anyone
named Max.”
James: “I didn’t sleep well last night because I was so worried about
you.”

I think Jake is another alter. At this point Nate zones out for about 10
minutes. Then says—

Nate: “Hi”
James: “Your back.”
Nate: “James, do not mention me, not to Nate.”

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James: “How much can I mention? I just wanted to know how old Sean
was, because I think the government might be behind this
abuse. Can you tell me when you went to those military bases
as a child, where you put under hypnosis and abused?
………Max, would it be okay to talk about the abuse but not
mention your name to
Nate?” Nate: “No.”
James: “I believe you have been manipulated, let me explain. See in
Andy’s case the government used abuse at a young age to
dissociate his personality at those military bases and Nate told
me he was at one of those bases for physicals. I think it’s
possible the government could have put Nate under hypnosis
and began abusing him, and it’s possible those kids who beat
him up on the playground where mind controlled as well. This
was done to further dissociate you…… When Andy was 7, his
father was killed cold blood in front of him. This was the final
straw, he broke, and this seems to be what happened to you.
The government has been using abuse to create you, so that
they can use you one day to be a soldier, to murder people.
The ones who did this are the Illuminati. They are a group of
Satanists and Nazis who want to control the world and control
us. In Andy’s case he broke free because he had a group of
friends who tried to help him. Andy had great abilities. He could
stop bullets. He could put a pencil 2 inches deep into a
concrete wall.”
Nate: “Nate is a new project.”
James: “New in what way?”
Nate: “One of the agents used to control him is another personality,
names ZZ.”
James: “Is ZZ created by a computer matrix? For example some of the
Montauk boys had artificial souls implanted in them.”

Note: Technically they weren’t artificial souls but computerized

programmed alters created to perform super human abilities. The soul
would be extracted, programmed then put back into the original body or
a clone.

Nate: “ZZ is like me, only different, ZZ is violent, angry, and

counterbalancing.”
James: “Was ZZ created by the SS officers at those military bases
when he was a kid?”
Nate: “Yeah.”
James: “Sounds like something a Nazi would do.”
Nate: “I hate the government.”
James: “It’s not fair how they treated you, one Nazi Germany was
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 Tell me about the playground. Do you think what I said about
those kids who beat you up, where working for the government,
is true?”
Nate: “Partially.”
James: “Perhaps the kids themselves where just as much victims as
you. Please listen, don’t get mad. The government could be
doing the same thing to them, putting them under hypnosis,
and then using them as agents to do their evil on you. How old
was Sean?”
Nate: “13.”
James: “How come you know about Andy Pero?”
Nate: “Everything Nate knows I know.”
James: “Yeah but I just mentioned it by accident and you showed up,
what else do you know about what happened in Rochester?”
Nate: “Lots, there were kids there that Nate was best friends with and
he knows when they’re in trouble, but he doesn’t know who
they are.”
James: “Are they telepaths?”
Nate: “Sort of.”
James: “Is Nathan related to Andy in some way?”
Nate: “No, Nathan is a new project. Slower-but in time he is supposed
to be a stronger version.”
James: “Yeah there is nothing wrong with being strong. But great power
requires great responsibility. These people mistreated you. Do
you believe this?”
Nate: “I believe power belongs to the one who doesn’t want it.”
James: “Did the Nazis tell you this? I like to learn about his project
assignment. Is it telepathy?”
Nate: “No. He’s an experiment.”
James: “What is the goal? Do you remember what his purpose is?”
Nate: “Experimental, hello!”
James: “lol, maybe you don’t know………Did Nate see any aliens in
those military bases, like the Reptilians or Greys? Okay how
about when his father was killed, did the government do it?
Maybe you don’t know.”
Nate: “No idea.”
James: “The ones who created your alters are the ones who are also
responsible for the abuse. Like with Andy, a Nazi killed his
father cold blood in front of him.”
Nate: “Ah…”
James: “Do you remember seeing any Nazis?”
Nate: “No.”
James: “Perhaps you we’re too young to understand.”
Nate: “Hmm possible.”
James: “What else do you remember about that time? You said there
were lots of kids. Do you know how many? You must have

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 been so young then. You told me the government is not
watching you anymore. They followed Andy even when he was
in college. Have you noticed any peculiar people watching
you?”
Nate: “Yeah.”
James: “Do you remember what they looked like, or why they seemed
unusual?”
Nate: “I don’t know.”
James: “Will you get in trouble for telling me?”
Nate: “I don’t know.”
James: “How often do they put you under hypnosis?”
Nate: “Not often.”
James: “Do you still go to military bases?”
Nate: “It only happened when I was a kid.”
James: “Do you feel pain when talking about this?”
Nate: “No, I never feel anything.”
James: “I feel pain for you, because your very soul was violated, did
you know it’s not normal to go through what you went through?”
Nate: “Hmm.”
James: “No one deserves to have their personality split, ZZ should
have never been created, nor should you Max.”
Nate: “I know.”
James: “You are suffering from multiple personality disorder, caused by
those bastard Nazis. I don’t know how to cure it. I could be
killed for helping you, but I don’t care. You’re my friend and I
will do what I can to help you.”
Nate: “Ok.”
James: “Do you want me to help you?”
Nate: “No.”
James: “Why not?”
Nate: “Because, Nate’s a big boy.”
James: “But he’s been abused, do you believe this?”
Nate: “Huh?”
James: “When we are helpless this is when our friends come to pick us
back up.”
Nate: “Oh”
James: “His father was killed by these people, and Nate hasn’t
connected the dots yet. Max do you know if your handlers used
a special password to get access to your mind? Sometimes
they will have a code word.”
Nate: “Hmm…”
James: “For Andy it was Rhino, do you know it?”
Nate: “Wolf. Alaskian Wolf.”
James: “Are there any government mind caps on your head?”
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James: “Good, that’s a relief, I could be killed if I violated them, but if I
did so be it.”
Nate: “Hmm....”
James: “They use fear to control us; they do it all the time. Look at
George Bush; he’s using terrorism to take away our rights. Did
you know Bin Laden worked for the same group who did this to
you?”
Nate: “Hmm.”
James: “He worked for the CIA. The CIA / NSA and Illuminati have
been using Nazi methods on us for decades, ever since they
were asked to come here to America after the war. One of their
projects is genetically engineered soldiers, this is you. The
Illuminati themselves are Satanic, and so is most of the CIA.
You are a project of them. Their goal is to take over the world
and bring about a one world government. They need mind-
controlled slaves who have telepathic abilities to communicate
to each other because phone lines will be down in the war.
Does this sound like your project?”
Nate: “Yes, I was raised in a town with a group of kids, and we didn’t
speak to each other.”
James: “Having telepathy is not bad, less than 1% of the population
has it. Genetic engineering is good, one day all people will be
able to have your abilities. But God gives us these gifts for the
better of mankind. You don’t have to fear telepathy; you can
use it for good. Just don’t cave into fear, always remember they
will try to break you. They are responsible for killing your father,
and maybe what happen with Sean, do you believe this?”
Nate: “Hmm, I don’t know.”
James: “I think the government made you, to fight in the coming civil
war, but that war will fail because its fear based. The Bible says
you reap what you sow, this means what you do to others will
be done unto you. It’s a supernatural law of the universe, one
day the people who hurt you will suffer from it. But you don’t
have to suffer anymore. Use your abilities to fight them.”
Nate: “Nate’s abilities aren’t strong enough.”
James: “But, Nate told me he could lift 400 pounds and he could lift 700
pounds using his mind.”
Nate: “Yes he can, but he will lose his abilities if he revolts.”
James: “It’s in his DNA. you told me this they can’t take it away.”
Nate: “His body is controlled by several buttons and computers, they
monitor his functions. When he tried to leave, they shut it
down.”
James: “Describe the computers functions.”
Nate: “They will kill him. I know because it’s in my system.”
James: “I didn’t know they could did this now, maybe you been
brainwashed to believe they can kill you.”

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Nate: “...they CAN kill me.”
James: “Okay, would you been willing to see a hypnotist to deprogram
all of this?”
Nate: “No.”
James: “Why not? They can tear out this programming and build you
up better. Would you want to be set free? Perhaps you’re
afraid, or maybe you hate yourself to much.”
Nate: “No. A lone wolf is a dangerous wolf.”

Lone wolf programs are used by the NSA to keep MKULTRA victims
from breaking free.

James: “Did they tell you this? This is why we must have knowledge, so
that we can have freedom. The Bible says the truth shall set
you free, and in the book of Hosea, it says, my people suffer
from lack of knowledge. What you fear is being alone.”
Nate: “You don’t understand.”
James: “I’m trying to understand, it’s just so hard, and I wish I could do
the things you can. What would it be like to live in a colony of
children who use their mind to talk to people? But it’s not my
mission here on Earth. You shouldn’t fear your abilities.”
Nate: “Nate controls more than immense strength.”
James: “What else he can do?”
Nate: “Scary things.”
James: “Like?”
Nate: “Like mind control, telekinesis, scaling flat walls.”
James: “How about teleportation?”
Nate: “Yes.”
James: “Can you materialize objects out of thin air like gold bars or
diamonds.”
Nate: “Diamonds.”
James: “Wow, no wonder they got you under control. Man I wish you
could see Saint Germain. He can do this too, but he’s using his
abilities to stop the Illuminati. You can too, if I try to ask him to
help you will you be willing?”
Nate: “No.”
James: “Is it possible I could change your mind?”
Nate: “No.”
James: “Damn, you’re not going to make things easy for me! You’re
going to be stuck like this for the rest of your life. Is this what
you want?”
Nate: “Somewhat, I want to be alone.”
James: “Would you want to leave the country?”
Nate: “No.”
James: “They will keep using you for your mind.”
Nate: “I know.”

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James: “Unless you want to fight them, they will never leave you
alone.”
Nate: “Dante wants to fight. He's the expression of Nate’s freedom,
but we can’t let him take control. He will kill.”
James: “Will he kill those who hurt him?”
Nate: “Yes.”
James: “They are evil people! I don’t believe Nate should kill but
perhaps it’s the only way for Nate to be alone. If you don’t try to
stop them they will do this to others. Is my life in danger for
asking you these questions?”
Nate: “No.”
James: “Good.”
Nate: “Start calling me Dante, because that’s who you are talking
too!”
James: “Sure, I never met you before.”
Nate: “I’m Dante, several weird combinations by Nate.”
James: “Dante, how many personalities are their?”
Nate: “Well, there are five.”

There are probably more than five, he may not know of the others or is
lying to prevent them from coming out.

James: “Wow, can you name them?”

Nate: “Me, ZZ, Max, Mike, Jeremy.”
James: “Hey I think I talked to Jeremy before. How come you have to
fight so much?”
Nate: “It’s right, why do you inquire so much? I have to go.”

Nate retires for the night. From this conversation it is safe to say I was
dealing with MPD. I hope some of the things I said will help him break
out his programming, without triggering a suicide program.

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6
COGNITIVE THINKING
Tuesday, November 23, 2004

At this point, I knew professional help would be needed, but since very
few professionals are educated in MKULTRA, I took it into my own
hands to deprogram him. If the government was behind this, which I
believe they were, chances are his mother and father is probably under
mind control as well. I also doubt the police authorities would assist
him, because they are clueless what’s really going on. Medical doctors
they would just probably sequester him in a mental hospital until he
was drugged up and unresponsive.

With no one else to turn to, I did what I could using what information I
could find online to attempt a deprogramming session. My primary goal
was not a full integration of his (D.I.D.) alters but, rather, I wanted his
alters to gain some insight on his situation. So that, perhaps, they could
protect Nate against any further brainwashing.

I took Andy Pero’s advice and used the information from Dr. D. Corydon
Hammond’s speech titled, "Hypnosis in MPD: Ritual Abuse" also known
as the Greenbaum Speech, as a deprogramming guide.

Nate: “Hi.”
James: “Hey—I’ve been worried sick, are you okay?”
Nate: “Yeah, I’m fine. Jesus, what’s gotten into you lately?”
James: “I can’t say, I couldn’t sleep last night, I want to help you but I
been told not to talk, do you trust me?”
Nate: “Yeah? Except when you go crazy for short times.”
James: “I need a big, big favor. Can I put you in hypnosis?”
Nate: “No?”
James: “Damn, you aren’t making things easy for me. I need to talk to
your subconscious mind. Can you put yourself into hypnosis
and let me talk to you that way?”
Nate: “No.”
James: “You’re right, it’s your life. I only want to help. Is this the time
you think I go crazy?”
Nate: “Yup…lol”
At this point Nate still has no clue I was talking to his alters at our last
encounter.

James: “Do you still take Ritalin and Lithium?”

Nate: “Uh huh”
James: “I want to know who fills your prescription. Is it a family doctor?”

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Nate: “Uh huh.”
James: “How long have you seen him?”
Nate: “Long.”

I ask him this because I think his doctor may be working for the
government, and is part of the cover-up.

James: “Shit! Your friend Max how long have you known him?”
Nate: “Uh Who?”
James: “Never mind, forget I said that. Do you space out a lot?”
Nate: “Uh huh.”
James: “Do you ever end up in places and never know how you
got their?”
Nate: “Yeah. What you getting at?”
James: “Does your mom know about this?”
Nate: “No.”
James: “Don’t tell her anything, nothing.”
Nate: “K.”
James: “Do you keep a journal?”
Nate: “Yeah.”
James: “Is it possible your parents might be reading it? Well hopefully
they aren’t. Don’t let them find it.”

Nate is spaced out at this point. It’s taking him some time to answer
me.

James: “How long have you been using those meds?”

Nate: “A while. Why?”
James: “Like, how many years? You don’t need to be using them, crap,
are you okay? Please don’t zone out on me.”
Nate: “You’re pushing it James.”

His alter suddenly switched.

James: “I’m sorry.”

Nate: “Why, James? No need to beat around the bush, this is ZZ.”
James: “You switch too fast.”
Nate: “Not that fast, bud.”
James: “I need to ask some questions for the subconscious mind?”
Nate: “Will this stop all the questioning in front of Nate?”
James: “I didn’t think I said that much.”
Nate: “Yes, oh it was pretty obvious. He could have put it together
with all those eccentricities you were pulling.”
James: “I just been so worried.”
Nate: “You want to talk to the subconscious mind or not?”
James: “Yes.”

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I wanted to talk to his subconscious mind because I needed to access
the core programming, located within the soul essence. Remember,
when the government creates alters, their minds are controlled by a
holographic computer program, known as the Core. Alpha, beta, delta,
theta, etc. control the programming, self-destruct features, and suicide
programs.

The process of deprogramming requires access to these programs,

and then reintegration into the main personality.
Before integration can occur, I first need to eliminate the barriers placed
around the alters. Using a little creative imagery, I had him pretend a
high-powered laser would fry any imaginary walls or programming.

Nate: “OK. Which one?”

James: “This is for the inner core. Is there any part of you that knows
about alpha, beta, delta, or theta?”
Nate: “Which components of them?”
James: “Any, Is there anyone who knows? Say I’m here, I want some
part who knows anything about this to come up.”
Nate: “Yes, these are brain waves...”
James: “Do you know anything about Omega? Is there any part inside
who has this information?”
Nate: “Omega core?”

Omega is a suicide program. Remember this needs to be deactivated

first to ensure he doesn’t kill himself. However, I don’t think I am taking
the right approach. Nate seems to think alpha, beta, delta, etc. are
brainwave patterns and now I am unsure how to proceed.

James: “No one knows? I want the core to look to see if something is
blocking this information.”
Nate: “Someone is, sort of...”
James: “Go around and look at the back of the head and tell me what
you notice on the back of the neck or head.”
Nate: “Can’t, nothing there.”

Sometimes the handlers place imaginary wires and circuit boards at the
back of the head or neck. Ripping these out is one way to remove the
programming. The back of the neck also contains the master implant
which controls all the other implants.

James: “Is there any part inside that continues to have contact with the
government?”
Nate: “My eyes....”

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James: “Shit. No wonder, Nate said he blinds himself.”

I believe Nate was referring to a video camera eye implant, which Andy
Pero first revealed. This implant is one of the reasons why Andy had
trouble breaking away from his handlers. This confirms my worst fears.
They are watching him and but now they are watching me.

Nate also told me that in the future, during the civil war, he would be
blinded by the government and then he dies a bitter, angry man at the
hands of an assassin.

Nate: “He was put in a treatment facility for trying to scratch his eyes
out...”
James: “I’m crying now.”
Nate: “Why?”
James: “It’s because they have no right to do this to you. A high gauss
magnetic field might fry the circuits, like an EMP pulse.”
Nate: “It’s hard to fight an enemy with outposts in my head.”
James: “If there was a doctor associated with this programming and his
name was a color, you know, like Dr. Chartreuse or something
what would the color be?”
Nate: “Dr. Gray.”
James: “What do you know about Dr. Gray’s background?”
Nate: “...”
James: “Damn, what did they do to you?”

At first I didn’t realize it but the Dr. Gray he mentioned is a Gray ET.
Next I try to delete any backup programs.

James: “Find the computer in your mind. Do you see it? How many
backup programs are there in your head?”
Nate: “310,102,310”
James: “I want the core if necessary using the telepathic ability you
have to read minds to obtain for me the erasure codes for all
these programs.”
Nate: “Negative.”
James: “There must be a wall. Do you see a wall?”
Nate: “Affirmed.”
James: “Can you look around it?”
Nate: “Negative.”
James: “I want you to use a laser to vaporize the wall so that nothing is
left.”
Nate: “Negative, 404.1 error.”
James: “Well let’s try this instead. I want you to install another computer
into your mind.”
Nate: “Negative. There are four processing units in my mind.”

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James: “Describe their functions.”
Nate: “Control processor, Cognitive thinking, creative thinking, and
literary usage. Cognitive thinking = combat.”
James: “I want you to use your telepathic abilities to obtain the erasure
codes for these 4 programs.”
Nate: “Negative.”
James: “Is it the wall again?”
Nate: “Nate’s rule 12. Do not follow any statement unless authorized
by main core.”
James: “How do I gain access to the main core?”
Nate: “I am the main core.”
James: “Core, if there was a doctor who made you, what would his
name be?”
Nate: “Nathan Wilder.”
James: “Core, did Nathan Wilder do something to you to create you
and if yes, what would it be?”
Nate: “Nathan Wilder is who I am.”
James: “Core you have done your job well protecting Nate. Tell me
what does the control processor control?”
Nate: “3-2=940-4309452xy32”

This odd sequence of numbers may be some sort of trigger code. My

speculation the first two numbers “3-2” could refer to him being from a
2nd generation ritualistic abuse family and third born. If anyone has
more information about this code, please contact me.

James: “Show me a way to delete you. So that I can use your programs
to help Nate.”

Nate: “Negative.”
James: “How old was Nate when you were
created?”
Nate: “5 minutes.”
James: “Damn.”
Nate: “It was a quick procedure.”
James: “Core, describe how it is done.”
Nate: “I would rather not.”
James: “Tell me what you can. What would it be like? Electroshock or
needles?”
Nate: “Electroshock.”
James: “No one deserves this, they abused you. You did your job well
protecting him. He was only a baby. He had no way to fight.
Core, did you see any pulsing light goggles placed over your
eyes?”
Nate: “Yes.”

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The younger the child is when first exposed to trauma, such as sodomy
or electroshock, the more permanent the programming is. This
procedure can be done to adults but they can’t be made into a mind-
controlled slave unless they were
programmed this way as a child.

James: “They used this to induce brainwashing.”

Nate: “Hmmm.”
James: “Normal people do not deserve to go through this. But, you are
normal because your alters have kept you alive, now you don’t
need to control Nate anymore. He’s not a baby anymore. Use
your programs to help Nate. Core what is the name of the
program that will self-destruct you?”
Nate: “Main core, and 310,102,310 backup explosive programs.”
James: “Core describe the function of 310?”
Nate: “310 is a small explosive device... placed at motor/sensory
cortex, placed at both temp lobes.”
James: “Describe the function of 102?”
Nate: “Blows out my hearing and telekinesis.”
James: “What is the function of the last 310 mentioned?”
Nate: “Blows out my motor sensory functions.”

These statements make me believe that the government or the grays

have installed detonators inside his head.

James: “Core, has a device similar to this in the past ever gone off?”
Nate: “No. It would immediately kill him.”
James: “Damn, no wonder Nate tells me he will be an angry man when
he gets older. Core, if there was any way to destroy these
devices, what would it be?”
Nate: “Killing Nate.”
James: “Core, do you have a video camera in your eyes?”
Nate: “Inadvisable. Yes.”
James: “Who is watching it?”
Nate: “Forbidden.”
James: “Core, use your psychic abilities to fry the devices. God, why do
they have to do this to you?”
Nate: “sys terminate....”
James: “Thank you for your time. Okay, I’m done questioning.
Can I at least tell Nate goodnight?”
Nate: “Hello?”
James: “Hi, I wanted to tell you goodnight.”
Nate: “Night. They call me memory... I will put that in.”
James: “Thank you memory. Hey, memory is it possible one day
we can meet in person. Maybe after the war?”
Nate: “After the war I will not exist.”

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James: “When will you die?”
Nate: “2025.”
James: “Oh, that’s not much time. Do you know when I die?”
Nate: “4 years.”
James: “From what?”
Nate: “Car accident.”
James: “What happens?”
Nate: “Memory made a joke...”
James: “I don’t like your jokes.”
Nate: “You don’t die for a while.”
James: “What do I die from?”
Nate: “That’s all the information you need.”
James: “What do I die from?”
Nate: “Forbidden. Nate would rather not tell you, which is why it will
not work.”
James: “Nate told me once I will die in 2034 from a drug overdose. Is
this true?”
Nate: “If he told you it would be sooner. James, you go searching for
so much information that won’t help you. Try to avoid that. It will
make your life a lot longer.”

Nate then retires for the night. At this point, I’m really upset, but what
can I do? After all, the government denies mind control experimentation
takes place. So who is going to believe me?

Saturday, November 27, 2004

A few days later, Nate seems to be very upset over something.

Nate: “Hello James.”

James: “Hi, is this Nate?”
Nate: “The question isn't 'is this ‘Nate’, the question is what state of
mind he would be in.”
James: “What’s wrong with him?”
Nate: “He can’t sleep so I take over.”
James: “Does he have trouble sleeping every night?”
Nate: “Yes.”
James: “Drink some warm milk—that helps. Would you like to learn
how to relax?”
Nate: “No, this is when I can do things...”
James: “You mean telekinesis and all?”
Nate: “Sort of.”
James: “What can you do?”
Nate: “Missions.”
James: “Like what kinds?”
Nate: “Can’t tell you, we’d both die.”

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James: “Shit, are they using you? Yeah, don’t tell me then.”

I assume at this point he is involved in Black Ops. This could range

anywhere from cleaning up crashed UFOs, time travel, or perhaps
psychic reconnaissance.

James: “I’m sorry they do this to you.”

Nate: “Ha, no problem.”
James: “Do you get depressed from doing this?”
Nate: “No...Nate gets depressed from parents who are never around.
We need them, though. If they weren’t around, he would be a
trouble maker.”
James: “Yeah, I don’t think I like them very much anyway, maybe they
are getting paid to take care of Nate. How many hours of sleep
does he get every night?”
Nate: “30 minutes,”
James: “Is this enough?”
Nate: “For him it is.”
James: “But a growing mind needs 8 hours of sleep a night.”
Nate: “He thinks he gets 10.”
James: “Are there any negative repercussions?”
Nate: “No.”
James: “You’re clever.”
Nate: “Why?”
James: “Could I survive on 30 minutes a night?”
Nate: “Negative.”

The reason why Nate could sleep 30 minutes a night could be

explained by either his alien genetics, activated DNA, or perhaps he is
a biocybernetic android.

James: “Which personality am I talking to?”

Nate: “The one who likes you. My name is Dante.”

Dante represents Nate’s freedom and revenge……

James: “Do they all like me?”

Nate: “Negative.”
James: “Hey is Nate’s doctor drugging him on Demerol or using LSD
for mind control?”
Nate: “No, Nate’s doctor hasn't done anything since he was with the
children.”
James: “Oh that’s good, I was worried about him.”
Nate: “Don’t worry about him, that’s Max’s job.”
James: “I know I liked talking to Max. I don’t think he trusts me.”
Nate: “Max hates you.”

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James: “Why?”
Nate: “Max hates all that exists.”
James: “Is he willing to make an exception for me?”
Nate: “He would not make an exception for you. He is programmed to
hate.”
James: “He said he liked talking to me, was that just a show?”
Nate: “No. He doesn’t hate non-tangibles.”
James: “What do you mean?”
Nate: “Something you can’t see, an abstract idea. I represent most of
Nate’s emotions, and he likes you, so therefore, be grateful you
have a freak for a friend.”
James: “Hey Dante, can you tell me something, does Nate have many
friends?”
Nate: “Many girlfriends, not many guy friends.”
James: “Does he have any?”
Nate: “A couple.”
James: “He mentioned Jake was his best friend, and then the next day
he didn’t know who he was. Who is Jake?”
Nate: “Jake is an imaginary friend.”
James: “Is he another alter? Like Max and Jeremy.”
Nate: “Sort of, Nate sees him. Nate has a few guy friends that exist.
Aaron, Marla, she’s a girl that acts like a guy, Luscious.”
James: “Does your mom know about Nate’s MPD?”
Nate: “Um, I would hope so. She doesn't realize the self-destruct
part.”
James: “Yeah this is what really upsets me too, one day she won’t even
have a son. I’m so sorry what they do to you. What about you
stepdad, does he know about your alters?”
Nate: “Negative.”
James: “Do you like Nazis? They are the ones behind all the
experimentations.”
Nate: “Fuck no”
James: “After World War II and the Nuremberg trials, the government
brought them to the U.S. and placed them in the Office of
Strategic Service to teach their mind control techniques to
spies. The OSS later became the CIA.”
Nate: “Sorry James, I think I better go. Someone is taking control.
Bye.”

Hmmmmm, looks like his handlers didn’t like me spilling the beans.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

A week later and still no word from Nathan worried that they might try to
brainwash me to cover up what just happened, I told my mom what was
going on. Her advice was to basically cut off all contact with Nate

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and forget about him, which seemed an odd response, considering we
were good friends. I also told my roommate about the video camera
eye implant. He responded with a laugh.

I was always taught the golden rule: “Do unto others as you would have
them do unto you.” And I thought, Okay, geez, so no one else wants to
give shit I guess I will have to, After all if what happened to Nate
happened to me I would want my friends to help me. Wouldn’t you?

Brushing aside the distractions I pressed on……

James: “What’s up? Did I get you in trouble?”

Nate: “No, why?”
James: “You didn’t come online all week. I thought you were in trouble.
Maybe you were just busy with school.”
Nate: “No.”
James: “I’m glad to hear you are okay. First of all, do you remember
me?”
Nate: “No.”
James: “How long have we been friends?”
Nate: “I just met you.”
James: “Well at least they didn’t delete your Yahoo Messenger ID.”
Nate: “What?”
James: “It’s okay, we’ve been friends for 16 months.”
Nate: “?..Oh.”
James: “I think they want me to stop being your friend.”
Nate: “Who?”
James: “The bastards who fucked up your head. Well, maybe this was
a warning not to mess with you again. Seriously you don’t
remember anything about me at all?”
Nate: “I don't even know my name... I think I can infer that it's Nate. I
found some papers.... They say it’s 'Nate Wilder'.”
James: “I’ll try to be your friend, since it seems that’s about the only
thing I can do.”
Nate: “What? What's going on?”
James: “Dude you’re going to flip out again. Please just be patient. You
don’t need another one of those nasty headaches.”

Now the reason why I said this, is because headaches occur moments
prior to an alter switch.

Nate: “I don't have a headache... I actually feel...better?”

James: “Are you drugged?”
Nate: “No... I just... appeared here. From a white place... not a room.
The place was empty. Completely barren, except it looks like
something was there once.”

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James: “All memories are recorded in the Akashic records, also known
as the book of life. No matter what they do to you this can
never be taken away. The conscious mind may forget to protect
you from trauma, but the subconscious remembers everything.
Don’t worry, in time the memories will come back.”
Nate: “James, guess who? It’s Max, Nate’s memories and alters are
being deleted.”
James: “Did he fight?”
Nate: “Um... I'm here, aren't I?”
James: “Luckily the subconscious mind stores all. One day he will
begin to remember.”
Nate: “That's the area that they attacked.”
James: “Shame on them. I had been praying for you all week.
Something told me you needed it, maybe you called out to me.
I was so worried for you.”
Nate: “Aw, that’s sweet.”
James: “Hey, you’re still alive and so am I. Tell me will I have to relearn
how to be Nate’s friend now? I don’t want them hurting you
because of me.”
Nate: “I don't know. I don't really know much, they deleted a shitload.
I’m lucky they didn't kill him.”
James: “Will you have to move again?”
Nate: “Possible.”
James: “The good news is God knows all. These atrocities will be
recorded, and nothing will be forgotten.”
Nate: “Uh oh. He's going through another episode... I probably won't
be here anymore. Bye James.”

After this point Nate started to become neurotic. He was Nate but not
Nate.

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Shortly before Christmas, he was different. He seemed cold and

emotionally distant.

Nate: “James…”
James: “Hi, it’s good to see you’re still alive.”
Nate: “Yeah…”
James: “Do you want me to stop asking you so many questions?”
Nate: “Yeah, probably a good idea.”
James: “Did your memories come back yet?”
Nate: “Negative.”
James: “Are you going to have to move now?”
Nate: “No…”
James: “Good it must stink having to move so often.”

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Nate: “I'm not in the U.S. anymore. I'm not on Earth anymore... I'm
not alive anymore. They can't stop me :)”
James: “Has your soul left your body?”
Nate: “Sort of, my mind has. They made my mind too powerful.”
James: “Powerful how?”
Nate: “Telekinetics. They blew up my head.”
James: “Yeah according to the Henoch prophesies, the genetically
engineered soldiers would rebel. Oh shit, sounds like the core
remembered what I said about them being Nazis.”
Nate: “Yeah, thanks.”

According to the Henoch prophesies:

“The government in the greed of power was creating genetically

engineered mind-controlled soldiers who would lack compassion and
be fearless killers. Eventually these genetically engineered soldiers
would rebel and would wreak havoc on humanity.”

At this point Nate logs off the Internet.

Let me briefly recap what we have learned so far. I accidentally
discovered that Nate was suffering from MPD/DID. His alters revealed
stories of abuse and government mind control, which the main
personality had no knowledge of. When I tried to tell Nate what was
going on, his alters would come out and beg me not to talk. They told
me it was for his protection.

Altogether, five alters and one core have appeared. They are Max,
Jeremy, Mike, Jake, ZZ, and Dante. The core represents his soul
essence, and it runs all the alter programs. There may be more alters
but I needed more time to find them. The password to access these
alters is ‘Alaskan Wolf.’

Max and Jeremy where probably created due to some sort of abuse
from his childhood playmates. I am not sure who or what Mike
represents. ZZ represents his revenge and fearlessness, and he was
created by the government as a handler. Dante represents his freedom.
When they would come out they would tell me tales of horrific abuse,
which probably involved the grays and electroshock.

I also believe that his father did not die from a heart attack as Nate
claims, but instead was murdered by the government in front of him, as
was the case with Andy Pero. They do this to break the mind so they
are more easily controlled.

Every night when Nate would go to bed his alters would kick in. He was
given mission instructions, perhaps by telepathy, or through implants.

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He would then teleport to the location to perform some sort of black op.
I asked him about the nature of these missions. Nate responded, “If I
told you they would kill you, too.” My guess is he was involved in the
retrieval of crashed UFOs, or involved in psychic assassinations, etc.

His alters revealed amazing PSI abilities, such as teleportation,

telepathy, manifesting objects out of thin air (i.e. diamonds), levitation,
mind control, scaling walls, and other freaky stuff.

At one point it appeared that a ‘Dr. Gray’ was talking through Nate,
using some form of telepathic mind control. He told me that he was
‘experimental’, and that he was going to be a stronger version in time. I
believe this ‘Dr. Gray’ was probably a gray alien robotoid, cloned by the
government.

Whatever I did, it triggered him to take out revenge against his

perpetrators. After doing so, the government or the grays found a way
to place him back under their mind control and erase his memories of
me. He also implied that he was no longer on planet Earth.

Monday, December 27, 2004

Six days passed. It was late and I couldn’t sleep. Someone or

something was trying to hack into my mind. Psychically I could sense
the energy of a Grey. At 5:00 A.M., I woke up and I received some kind
of telepathic communication, which I believe was from a Grey.

ET: “Join us, Join us”

James: “Why should I?”
ET: “Because you’re special.”
James: “Special how?”
ET: “We been watching you, we need your help.”
James: “Kiss my ass.”

I never really liked these beings. When I was a child I used to sleep
under my bed at night because I felt like small almond-shaped eyed
aliens were watching me all the time. The fear grew into a severe
anxiety disorder, which progressively got worse and worse until I
reached adulthood. However, I am not suggesting I have been
abducted, because I have no memories of it.

Thursday, December 30, 2005

Two days later, Nate’s in a jubilant mood.

Nate: “So… Did you notice me? I was in your mind...”

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James: “No. LOL. Did you use telepathy?”
Nate: “Uh... sorta. YES!”
James: “What did you hear?”
Nate: “Lots of weird shit, I'll give you that.”
James: “Like what? Is my head more cluttered than yours?”
Nate: “No... just- weird. You seem to be scared shitless of your mom.”
James: “Yeah you’re right, she pretty much ignored me while I was
growing up and didn’t show me any compassion like a normal
human would. If I ever disagreed with her she would become
angry, so I stopped trying to have a relationship with her and
kept to myself.”
Nate: “Well, at least you didn't pull a Sybil, huh?”
James: “I’m trying to activate my DNA like yours is, LOL, I told you I
was weird.”
Nate: “I gotta go, later Jamie boy.”

For inquiring minds, the term ‘Sybil’ originated from the book Sybil,
which was about a girl who developed multiple personality disorder due
to her abusive mother. In 1977, the book was made into a movie
starring Sally Fields. Jamie was my childhood nickname.

Saturday, January 1, 2005

Something weird happened to me in the last week of December 2004.

Normally, I have no sex drive, but this week I was super horny and
decided to purchase underwear at the mall.

While I was strolling about, a man began following me. He looked about
30 years old, Caucasian, 6’1”, and was dressed casually. I got bad
vibes from the get-go, and tried to get out of his sight. But the faster I
tried to get away, he would match my pace.

Now I am starting to get really scared. At this point I’m walking so fast
that I’m just short of running. He then follows me to the other end of the
mall, which is maybe 500 yards. While doing this I turn around to see if
he’s still following me, and then he’s behind my back. He says, “What’s
up?”

Ignoring him, I darted off and got on an escalator. He followed me.

Said, “It’s a nice day.”

I nodded, then darted behind some clothes racks to hide, but

apparently he had a cell phone camera with him and was taking some
pictures of me. Not sure what this was about. Perhaps they wanted a
picture of me on file so they could use it with Project Looking Glass

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technology to see who I would become in the future. A few hours later, I
told Nate what happened.

Nate: “Bearish…James, I can do anything I want, and so can you.”

James: “You mean my DNA is activated?”
Nate: “:)”
James: “Thank You. Happy New Year!!”
Nate: “Yeah, I spent mine at a party, you?”
James: “I spent it at my sister’s place we had some apple cider and
watched some British comedy on her TV. I wish I had a
girlfriend to spend the time with, but I had a nice time with my
family.”
Nate: “Really? I did some stuff with your DNA. You might be happy
with the results and growth. And the pheromones you will begin
to produce.”
James: “Yes I appreciate your help. LOL”

I liked Nate’s sense of humor. Over the next couple months, my penis
grew nicely. Thanks, Nate!

James: “They followed me today.”

Nate: “Who?”
James: “I didn’t ask his name, but I’m being watched. I think they are
trying to intimidate me.”
Nate: “Mhmm..... Well, I'll take care of that...”
James: “Do you know what I am talking about. The one who was
following me?”
Nate: “I'm in your head, of course I know.”
James: “OMG, I hope you don’t know all about me, lol”
Nate: “:) Do you hear me?”
James: “Did you say, hi?”
Nate: “I said 'hi', I always say hi... now keep listening... what am I
saying?”

Telepathically I hear someone saying not to fear them.

Nate: “Now—tomorrow at precisely 3:12 and 54 seconds, I will send

you directions on how to stop them. If you forget a piece of it,
then replace it with whatever pops in your head, because
chances are, I erased the direction and changed it.”
I tried to follow Nate’s instructions, but since I wasn’t sure if he meant
the Central Time Zone or the Eastern Time Zone, I was at a loss what
to do. But I never did get any instructions.

James: “You’re the most interesting person I ever met. I’m glad I had
the opportunity to be friends.”

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Nate: “:) It's what I'm good at.”
James: “Do you have an old soul?”
Nate: “...You wouldn't believe. My soul is one of the oldest. It was
actually made shortly after the creation of Hell. Hell was
created at the beginning of time.”
James: “Will those who inhabit Hell be reabsorbed into the ethers at the
end of time?”
Nate: “Mmhmm.”

I should have paid a little more attention to what he was saying about
Hell, but at the time, I was too wrapped up in the day’s events to even
think about what he’d just said.

James: “Maybe one day when the government allows all of us to be

genetically engineered we can have the abilities you have.”
Nate: “That day won’t come. The end is near.”
James: “I know, it’s Atlantis all over again. You know they used
hypnosis to create mind-controlled slaves. The mind-controlled
sex slaves and worker drones where used by the elite class.
They were even more technologically advanced than us. They
had satellites, submarines, TVs, flying saucers, space travel.
They screwed up because a small group of people wanted all
the money and all the power. Through greed and war they
managed to cause the great flood. Guess what, people still
haven’t learned to change their ways.”
Nate: “What do you find scary?”
James: “I hate being in the dark, and I don’t like Grey aliens, I’m afraid
of talking in public, afraid of needles, maybe my mom too, lol.”

At this point I start to feel dizzy, and fall out of my chair. Whatever he
did to me helped reduce my ocd/anxiety problems.

Nate: “Lol- almost sucks that I've altered your DNA to make you
go blind...”
James: “WHAT?”
Nate: “Kidding.”
James: “Oh, another one of your jokes, ha ha.”
Nate: “I rule.”
James: “Rule what?”
Nate: “Everything, I can do everything I want.”
James: “Like in the matrix?”
Nate: “Sort of, only this isn't quite as gay—”
James: “lol…Just don’t feed your ego too much. Use what you have to
help others. That’s what we are here for.”
Nate: “No, we're here for fun.”
James: “LOL”.

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Nate: “I made four anonymous girls orgasm tonight.”
James: “LOL, is there a logical reason why I been so horny this week?
Sorry I had to ask.”
Nate: “HA HA, You have to ask a girl out, or it won’t go away.”
James: “You devil you.”
Nate: “:)”
James: “I’m not very social though.”

My next question refers to the hollow Earth theory. There is a school of

thought which believes the Earth is hollow like a giant bell and that the
center of the Earth has an inner sun. On the inner side of the bell are
continents, cities, and millions of people of advanced civilization dating
back to the time of Atlantis.

James: “Can you see if there really is an inner sun, or a hollow Earth?”
Nate: “There isn’t. No, there are magma chambers though.”
James: “Are the polar openings hollow?”
Nate: “Hmm... yeah, but there's nothing inside, except snow, and an
Inuit, but he's long dead.”
James: “I wonder why NASA would hide that.”
Nate: “Because they have nothing better to do.”
James: “Yeah that’s your American tax dollars at work. Are their aliens
on mars?”
Nate: “No, but there are aliens outside of the Milky Way though. The
ones that made me are unfortunate motherfuckers. As soon as
they killed me, I destroyed their monetary supply. And most of
their race.”
James: “What? Where they Greys? Reptilians?”
Nate: “Greys...”
James: “How come when I was little I was terrified of them?”
Nate: “They like to fuck with us. Basically the essence of everything is
the need to command other people, or- fuck with them.”
James: “So what did you do to the Greys monetary supply?”
Nate: “Burned it. Messed with their minds, destroyed computers.”
James: “HA HA, They shouldn’t be abducting people. How many have
they implanted?”
Nate: “YOU.”
James: “What, when?”
Nate: “A couple months ago.”
James: “Did they abduct me?”
Nate: “No! I'm just messing with you...”
James: “You’re scaring me, I don’t want those things near me, please
don’t do that again. Hey you should try going after all those
trillions the Illuminati have. $500 trillion was stolen from the
average American, via the illegal IRS.”
Nate: “Hm... I wonder if I should... just for the hell of it...”

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James: “This money is used by Bush and his cronies to terrorize
Americans. They control the media, government, schools, food
supply. Mayer Rothschild put it best “He who has the gold
makes the rules.” The Rothschild family is one of the most
satanic bloodlines. Altogether about 5,000 families worldwide
are in bed with them. They all intermarry to maintain their
wealth and to keep their bloodlines satanic. They are reptilian,
they are the Illuminati. Not all Reptilians are bad just those who
keep us in slavery, which unfortunately is most that are living
on Earth. They usually are tall, white skinned, narrow faced,
very logical minded into computers, lack of empathy, and cold-
blooded. You know the NESARA Law was passed by Congress
in October 2000, which returned our country back to
constitutional law. The President, Congress, and all 50
governors, were required to step down and accept
constitutional law. This LAW is in effect now, but it’s not being
enforced because those who are doing this evil control the
media, judges, and the government. NESARA also requires all
money to be coined by the U.S. treasury. The Federal Reserve
currently controls this. When we pay money to the IRS it is
deposited directly into the Fed. The money pile is then divided
by the Queen of England, the owners of the Federal Reserve
Bank, and the IRS. It doesn’t go to our national government.
The entire federal budget is funded by the black budget. The
media won’t tell us this. John F. Kennedy knew this. He passed
executive order 11110 which would have dismantled the
Federal Reserve, torn apart the CIA, and would have gotten us
out of Vietnam. The next day he was killed. Nate, you there?”

All of this is true, except Kennedy was murdered by MJ-12 agent,

William Greer. Kennedy made an ultimatum that MJ-12 tell the truth to
the American public about how CIA drug trafficking was funding the
construction of underground bases. When the deadline passed,
Kennedy was murdered. At this point Nate zones out and so do I.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

On a Tuesday afternoon, Nate struck up a brief conversation.

Nate: “James—Keep looking up.”

James: “What’s going on?”
Nate: “Keep watching the sky.”
James: “How come...............Are you sending a meteor this way?”
Nate: “:)”

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I think I’ve unleashed a monster. Nate is either insane, or insanely out
of control. Around the same time I saw a series of strange occurrences.
On January 15, 2005, a power surge destroyed my new computer.
Despite the fact there was no lightening, my computer motherboard
was fried. Luckily my hard drive was spared, which is why you are
reading this story today.

A week later someone egged my parents’ driveway in the middle of the

night. In March, someone vandalized my parent’s mailbox. My dad
replaced it, by securing it tight with generous amounts of bolts and
screws. When the vandals attempted to vandalize it again a few days
later, they just ended up bending the post.

Then I had my eBay account hacked into. I had trouble contacting eBay
to get a new temporary password, because my emails where not being
delivered. So I called a service representative for a new password. At
the exact moment he spoke the new password, a loud electronic sound
phased into his voice, preventing me from hearing it. This happened 3
times before I finally got it.

In 2008 I was in a car wreck, where the breaks where turned off literally
right before the moment of impact. Luckily no one was hurt seriously.

Monday, January 24, 2005

Nate and I talked briefly that night.

Nate: “Keep watching, James. Noticing the weirdness?”

James: “I think I’m losing my mind.”
Nate: “We all are.”
James: “I feel weird.”
Nate: “Losing time?”
James: “I don’t know. I just don’t remember things.”
Nate: “... Watch yourself. They might be doing this.”
James: “Last night I tried a past life meditation, but I found too much
death. Life can be so sad, you know.”
Nate: “Yes I do. I have to go now.”

Speaking of weirdness, later that night at around 3 A.M., I heard some

papers rustling downstairs in the kitchen. Someone or something was
poking around and dropped some papers on the floor. At that same
time I felt a cold presence in the room; a cold breeze blew over my
shoulder and I felt goose bumps on my neck. Too scared to investigate,
I tried to ignore it, but I kept zoning out. When I did, I heard an inaudible
voice say telepathically:

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“We need you, we want your assistance.”
“No, go away,” I said.

An hour later I went downstairs to shut the door to the kitchen, because
the room is drafty at night. On the way down, I heard a piece of paper
fall off the counter in the kitchen. When I stood in the kitchen doorway, I
saw what appeared to be a green LED light, moving around in the
darkness. Someone or something was down there. As soon as it saw
me, it turned its light off. At that moment I was too scared to turn a light
on to see what was there, so I slammed the door and ran. I never
figured out what it was but I am guessing a MILAB Grey.

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NATE’S DARKENED SOUL
Saturday, February 12, 2005

Nate comes online. This time he’s distant and withdrawn.

Nate: “I figured something out, James.”

James: “What is that?”
Nate: “Your God does not exist.”
James: “Oh, so tell me who is God?”
Nate: “There is none, it's a universe of anarchy.”
James: “There’s got to be order I mean look at Fibonacci numbers, and
Phi ratios.”
Nate: “... Sorry James, no go, those numbers are based purely on the
rhythms of nature, and animals have bigger souls then us,
which is why nature continues to reign supreme.”
James: “Intelligence is the very breath of God.”
Nate: “Not true, intelligence will bring our downfall. For I have seen it.
You wish for order and for a God, but he is not there.”
James: “God is your immortal soul, God is you and God is me, God
represents the collective consciousness of all souls. We are
God, even Lucifer. If we don’t follow the laws given to us by
creation we live in darkness, but we are still God.”
Nate: “We are not God.”
James: “ ‘For ye are Gods. Sons of the most high’ Psalms 82:6 But you
forget one thing, the more intelligent you are the more tricks
you can be trained to do.”
Nate: “Negative, animals control nature. Why do you think they never
get hurt by natural incidents?”
James: “They are telepathic. They communicate with the soul of the
planet, Gaia, who tells them what is about to occur. Humans
are not in tune with their telepathy.”
Nate: “Another reason why animals reign supreme. They control all,
we just understand.”
James: “Earth is the only planet in the cosmos with our rate of
technological development that does not use telepathy. One
day everyone on Earth will be telepathic. This changed at the
tower of Babel.”

Nate: “No, Bear, they weren't”

James: “How do you know?”
Nate: “There are planets out there, I destroyed most of them but
when I am here I am weak.”
James: “Oh man, don’t kill anyone, don’t you realize, you reap what you
sow.”

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Nate: “Well then, keep watching the skies.”
James: “Can you put them back, please? No one needs to die. God
says thou shall not kill.”
Nate: “No Bear, no. God does not exist; I would have met him by
now.”
James: “God is in a hidden place, he is you, your immortal soul.”
Nate: “No Bear, you fucking dumb ass you continue to follow what
you don’t see, why?”
James: “Okay fine say you right, because I have seen Jesus, and I
know he’s real.”
Nate: “Bear.... Jesus didn’t obey the Old Testament thus proving he
didn’t live the perfect life. Thus proving he couldn’t have
changed the rules. Thus proving he didn't achieve perfection.
Thus proving he wasn’t the son of God.”
James: “The rules are already perfect. It’s man who chooses not to
follow. Jesus never wanted to be called the son of God any
way. It was mankind who called him that. They refuse to listen
to their own inner voice. Instead want to worship false idols,
instead of the creator. You got to stop killing people, if you keep
doing this you’re going to come back even worse than you
already are now. The law of Karma states you reap what you
sow. Please don’t take out your anger on those who did this to
you. Let them reap what they have sown.”
Nate: “Don’t you understand there is no right or wrong. There are no
laws.”
James: “There are 18 laws of creation. Ten of them are the Ten
Commandments. If we don’t follow the laws given to us by
God, we are living in darkness.”
Nate: “No James, you're creating new things in your mind to cope
with the loss of rules. It’s due to your organizational thinking,
believing that there must in fact be laws of society. You
constrained yourself to rules and punishment.”
James: “Okay fine I’m a little obsessive compulsive but a little left
brained behavior can’t be so bad, there’s benefits to organized
thinking. For instance I don’t want to take out my anger on
those who are innocent.”
Nate: “I know, but you constrained yourself to rules and punishment,
you don’t know that you can jump out of your window and fly
away.”
James: “Please stop this killing.”
Nate: “I killed no one.”
James: “What about the planets, they have a soul. Did you kill them
too?”
Nate: “:)”

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James: “Why take your anger out on them, they didn’t hurt you. Did
they breed all sense of goodness out of you? I know there is
something good in you. I just wish you would see it.”
Nate: “They killed me, but my soul found a new body and a new place
in time.”
James: “I’m happy for him that he is no longer in pain. Are you soulless
now?”
Nate: “I am Nate’s darkened soul.”
James: “Are you a demon, they have the same spirit of God-ness too, if
only they would just come to the light.”
Nate: “I am Godless, ruthless, and more powerful than your Satan.”
James: “Satan represents anything that does not follow the laws of
creation, God is love. You represent hatred and all that is
unbalanced. You are created to be an entity for love, a house
divided cannot stand.”
Nate: “THERE IS NO GOD. Why won’t you listen to me?”
James: “Okay, I’m trying.”
Nate: “Why are you so blindly bound by your beliefs? WAKE UP. Look
at what you’ve done!”
James: “What?”
Nate: “You’ve created a system of laws, death, and overpopulation.”
James: “I just try to help people.”
Nate: “You’ve created more pain then we need. You’ve created so
much intolerance towards other races and sexual orientations.
Look at what your religion has done.”
James: “It was the Illuminati who have done that.”
Nate: “No, not the Illuminati, you.”
James: “How so?”
Nate: “Leviticus, Judges, Deuteronomy. Diss gays, women and
people of other cultures. The Bible is a book of intolerance, lies,
and godlessness. In YOUR bible, which you religiously follow.”

It is my belief that Jehovah God Satan was the author of the Old
Testament and the enemy of the god who sent Esu Immanuel. Now the
reason why I think Nate referred to the Bible as my book was because I
believe I may have been King James the first in another life time,
together with the help of Francis Bacon, who later became Saint
Germain, we put together the King James Version of the Bible.

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(left) Jacobus Rex the first Age 30 (right) James Rink Age 30. We both
look the same and I do have memoires of being in Tudor England and
a few more interesting synchronicities but I’ll save that for another
book.

James: “There are so many lies in the Bible, Paul was the one who
dissed women and made up the stuff about Jesus being the
son of God, he was a confused man, and it was Jehovah God
Satan who said to kill homosexuals. The church changed the
Bible to keep man in slavery, I agree with you on that. God lives
within my heart; I use prayer and meditation to find him there,
not in a church.”

Nate: “God does not live there. You created that man to give you the
answers you needed.”
James: “Jesus was created by our thoughts?”
Nate: “Yes.”
James: “Like all of creation?”
Nate: “Yes, but Jesus will disappear and rules will be done and the
punished will be redeemed and saved. We need to stop
believing in Hell. You have to stop believing in God and Hell to
make it happen. In order for complete peace, there must be no
God. No Heaven, no Hell no duality. No masculine No feminine.
No existence.”
James: “Every soul has a masculine and feminine part.”
Nate: “No... no masculine and feminine... No existence.”
James: “What about your psychic abilities. Those abilities must come
from somewhere.”

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Nate: “Yeah... me. I materialized a new body and a new life from
nothing. If I am away from Earth I can do anything, but now that
I have my body I can’t leave.”
James: “I’m happy that you got away from them. Will they try to hurt
you again?”
Nate: “No, they don’t exist anymore.”
James: “So it’s begun?”
Nate: “What has?”
James: “Just like in the Henoch prophesies: ‘The genetically
engineered soldiers created by the government will turn
against their captors and cause much destruction to the human
race. They have been breed to lack compassion and to be
fearless.’ I think that’s you.”
Nate: “James, I’m their leader.”
James: “OMG, just know this, the ignorant peons on this planet are not
your enemy we are just as much a victim of the brainwashing
as you are.”
Nate: “I’m also the anti-Christ. You knew he was going to be
American, huh? We created the law and through me we will
destroy it.”

I feel he was incorrect, as The Creation made the law, and only The
Creation can destroy it.

James: “The anti-Christ is in all of us, this is when we don’t follow the
laws of creation. Please don’t kill people off. There is enough
destruction on this planet. Don’t use your abilities to hurt
others.”
Nate: “James I will do what I will.”
James: “Yes your right.”
Nate: “They destroyed me enough times.”
James: “How many times?”
Nate: “12”
James: “Damn, I’m so sorry.”
Nate: “I destroyed all 3,400 planets that had to do with it.”
James: “Please don’t take on the role of the anti-Christ.”
Nate: “Someone has to do it. The new generation will follow me.”
James: “We all take on that role at times, even Lucifer, even me at
times. But you represent anything not done in love.”
Nate: “I know the word and it says I will burn.”
James: “Not if you change your ways.”
Nate: “But that’s just because you knew that scaring someone off will
prolong it. Soon your laws of nature will be nothing.”
James: “Are you Lucifer?”
Nate: “I am.”

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James: “You don’t have to return back to the Lake of Fire, return back
to god-ness, Return back to the way you were made.”
Nate: “I am not Lucifer. I am. I am the screaming voice in the back of
your head. The scared child in your soul. The one that you
ignore because it tells you to do bad things. I am the one that
tells you to change the law. To create a new reality. To make a
new society, to trust in the power of self. To trust in the
untangible reality of nothing. I am. Your god has no control over
me because I don’t believe.”
James: “I know you won’t believe me, but you are God. And if you
choose this path. You will reap what you sow. The Lake of Fire
represents the ethers that surround us; and you will lose all of
what you have learned these trillions of years. Don’t turn to
darkness, turn to light, but it’s your choice. Was Nate always
demon possessed?”
Nate: “There is no duality. I am not a demon. I am a liberator.”
James: “Thank God there is still a chance of hope. Liberate us from the
bondage of the evil on this planet, but do it out of love.”
Nate: “No hate…”
James: “Did you neutralize all those who would try to come after me?”
Nate: “They don’t exist I annihilated them. There is no duality James.”
James: “I guess I don’t need to pray for them anymore.”
Nate: “You don’t need to pray anymore. I hate hearing your voices in
my head. When anyone prays I hear it.”
James: “How do you hear so much, without getting dizzy?”
Nate: “Something tells me I’ve been doing it longer then you might
think. You see, I need to end the prayers. Otherwise... I'll keep
hearing them.”
James: “Please all they want is help. Do it out of love.”
Nate: “I do nothing out of love, all I have is hate for you.”
James: “I know.”
Nate: “The land will die, the ground will turn black, the skies will
redden, metal will become liquid, and liquid will become solid.
The end will come while you are on Earth.”
James: “Please don’t hurt us. We never did anything to hurt you.”
Nate: “You killed me.”
James: “How?”
Nate: “James do you remember your past life as an assassin? Or as
a bear?”
James: “No”
Nate: “YOU were the one who killed me.”
James: “I think I was in the project you were in.”
Nate: “No... I've been lending you power and memories.”
James: “Oh wow.”

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I was having a lot of weird dreams at that time. I saw a 12-year-old boy
sitting in a dark cell in an underground lab. A military officer with a
needle in his hand said, “I don’t want to do this.” Next, the boy started
to scream. He charged at the officer, took his gun and shot him. Then
he darted outside the cell and ran to the end of the hall. The doors
where barricaded shut and he had nowhere else to run. A team of
doctors and soldiers surrounded him. The head doctor said in a calm
voice. “Nate, put the gun down.” He yelled, “Fuck You,” and shot
himself in the head.

In another dream, I remember seeing a boy being taken inside an

underground lab. Everything was white—the walls, ceiling, and lights.
The boy appeared to be about 7 years old. He was strapped down onto
a metal gurney. The door opened and a
Grey walked in. He was screaming and trying to break loose, and then
he passed out. A few moments later I saw doctors placing implants
inside the boy’s brain.

Nate: “You are the one who kills me, and I come back and remember
it. When I was king you assassinated me with poison. When I
was the wolf you killed me as the bear, Bearish. But as the
assassin, you were killed as you were leaving the castle and as
the bear you were cut at the neck.”
James: “That probably explains why I like the bear so much. I’m sorry
for killing you. I don’t want any more death but if you wish to
take revenge I will understand.”
Nate: “No Bear...”
James: “Is that why I have a birth mark on my neck.”

Birthmarks explain traumatic death injuries from previous lives—

Nate: “Yep.”
James: “Can you forgive me? If you don’t want to I will understand.”
Nate: “Yes.”
James: “Why would I kill you, you are one of the most compassionate
people, I have ever meet.”
Nate: “You represent order, I represent freedom, I represent anything,
you represent boundaries, I represent tyranny, and you
represent peace. Soon you will gain powers like mine and the
only thing you think to do is get me.”
James: “I don’t want to hurt you.”
Nate: “You will.”
James: “You knew this all along I take it? I don’t want to kill you. Please
let’s stop the fighting.”
Nate: “You first ……”
James: “How?”

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Nate: “You know you started it every single time.”
James: “How?”
Nate: “You didn’t like my freedom… what I could do. You wonder why
all these things got here… canyons, holes. Us fighting. You are
one of the Supreme.”
James: “Ever since I was a child I always knew there was a secret
within my soul, but it was as if a wall was there and I could not
see the other side. Supreme how? Is that an old soul?”
Nate: “You’ll see you are the most powerful being in the galaxy.”

I had an akashic reading done and was told that during the time of
Atlantis, I was chief advisor of Ra-Ta who later reincarnated as Edgar
Cayce. During that lifetime I was a scientist and keeper of the crystals
as everything was powered by crystals. The dark brotherhood wanted
to weaponize them, so they took my crystals away. Something went
wrong—an energy pulse ripped open the tectonic plates and large part
of the island of Atlantis sunk into the sea. I tried to stop the disaster by
using my telekinetic powers to shift the orbit of the moon, but it was too
late. I perished along with everyone else on that island.

James: “But I’m a weakling, I can’t even hold a job.”

Nate: “The weak grow in power the quickest. You will remain filled
with the law and you will not see further than we see, but you
will bring order.”
James: “Will we ever make a truce and be friends again.”
Nate: “Yeah, we do it every couple of centuries.”
James: “YAY, can we do it now. I just don’t want people to die, no more
caverns and canyons. When people pray can I hear them pray
too just like you?”
Nate: “Think in your mind James, what do you hear? People
screaming last prayers, people trapped praying, do you hear
the cold woman screaming for heat.”
James: “I thought it was caused from being ADHD.”
Nate: “Negative, ADHD doesn’t make you hear voices.”
James: “So these are really voices? Have I been telepathic all my life?”
Nate: “You see the world in your head, Bear. I would call that
telepathy. You hear other’s thoughts. The only being that can
be more powerful then you is me. You take the role of God, and
I take the role of the Anti-Christ.”
James: “Okay well, enough is enough I don’t want war, do you?”
Nate: “It has to happen, it has been written.”
James: “Yeah I know.”
Nate: “It’s already happened, I’ve seen it.”
James: “Will I see the future too, soon?”
Nate: “No… you only have the power near the end… but you may be
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James: “Will I be sent into the Lake of Fire too?”
Nate: “:) The anti-Christ wins.”
James: “But the Bible states Jesus returns.”
Nate: “Yeah, but he fails.”
James: “How so?”
Nate: “He is destroyed. You see, each millennia I’ve slowly been
closer to beating you. The last time we fought as humans, we
died the exact same time. This time…I win. You see, you wrote
The Bible. You predicted you would win before you lost your
powers and were reborn.”
James: “Was I any of the prophets?”
Nate: “The Bible was written during your time as God.”

Strange answer for someone who doesn’t believe in God…

James: “Well, why are you willing to be my friend if you don’t like me?”
Nate: “That’s the problem. I DO like you.”
James: “Well, I like you too.”
Nate: “But you made people hate me and blame me for all evil. You
called me Lucifer - ‘The Enlighten One’.”
James: “Isn’t he the morning star?”
Nate: “Yes, when I was Satan, you called me ‘The evil/ugly one’.”
James: “You bring truth by trials. You turned wicked because you self-
indulged.”
Nate: “No. You were trying to constrict humans to rules, and I said no,
make them free, no rules at all, and then you freaked for the
thought that I was trying to control you. Then you sent Michael
after me. I pleaded with him to leave. I told him I just thought
humans needed to be more free, and that the rules weren’t
working. I didn’t want to hurt Michael, so I tried to scare him by
turning into a dragon… and then I finally flew away. But Michael
told you he ‘vanquished me’.”
James: “Am I an archangel?”
Nate: “You are God… or maybe I should just stop at ‘You Are’.”
James: “Why would I choose to incarnate into a human body, especially
one that is so weak?”
Nate: “It wasn’t your decision.”
James: “Who was it?”
Nate: “It was my choice. You aren’t all powerful like you thought you
were. When I die I become stronger.”
James: “I guess that’s why you want me to kill you, when I don’t want
to.”
Nate: “And when you do, I choose what you are next. I choose the
playing field, Humans. You and me created the universe to
meta-exist, work without us.”
James: “What do you mean?”

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Nate: “We haven’t seen God for a while for a reason. The Jesus you
saw was Michael your son.”
James: “So what did the red torch he was carrying represent.”
Nate: “Blood, battle. I don’t like to kill Michael, but I have too and you
will end up ultimately in the Lake of Fire, for trying to bring me
down.”
James: “I’m still having trouble thinking God can incarnate into a human
body. Maybe it’s the law side in me.”
Nate: “Yeah”
James: “When Nate was a boy he said he saw Lucifer appear to him.
Did you enter Nate at that point?”
Nate: “We see what we become, but we don’t notice it. We think it as
a natural occurrence. Nathan saw who he was, a mirror.”
James: “What do you mean?”
Nate: “When you saw Jesus he was explaining who you are, a
compassionate, nice, lawful guy. When I saw Lucifer, Evil, Ugly,
Lawless, Painful.”
James: “But you’re not ugly, you have a sense of goodness in you, I
wish I could help you see it. You were created with perfection in
mind. You just have forgotten how to live in balance. Besides,
isn’t tyranny slavery?”
Nate: “ Meh, I can’t even believe I told you that, haven’t you noticed
how your thoughts become reality? Or how when you want
something it seems to happen?”
James: “Well not really, but well when I was tested by the doctors my
psychosomatic score was off the charts. Psychosomatic is a
condition where negative thinking creates negative health
conditions, or positive thinking creates positive health. Meaning
if I believe in something strong enough it happens. Are you
going to be okay?”
Nate: “Yeah”
James: “I don’t think you are. I feel horrible this has to happen. Don’t
you? I want you to be happy. I don’t want you to hate”
Nate: “You know when I first discovered my powers?”
James: “No when.”
Nate: “The first time I jacked off, I was 9.”
James: “What happened?”
Nate: “The house bent. I exerted enough energy to push the house
outward and melt the grass outside.”
James: “What did your mom think?”
Nate: “I’m sure she saw it coming.”
James: “What king where you in the past lives?”
Nate: “Lots, I think I might have been Hitler.”
James: “I thought he would come back with Down Syndrome.”
[Nate laughs.]
James: “When did you know I was ‘GOD’?”

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Nate: “When I was 10, I knew the future.”
James: “So you knew we would meet in 5 years.”
Nate: “Yes, I have to go. Continue to watch the skies……… Place
your hands on the opposite sides of someone’s head and
watch. Wait for their life to flash in front of your eyes.”
James: “Okay I will try it. Will we be able to talk again?”
Nate: “Maybe.”

Nate logs off the Internet.

Could it be? Nate was possessed by Lucifer? He didn’t quite say he

was but he did say he was a darkened soul. I’ll leave that up to you to
decide.

I did some numerology on the name Nate Wilder. Using Base 6 math I
found a creepy coincidence. The Bible tells us the value of the name of
the anti-Christ is 666. To calculate the name of 'Nate Wilder', I used the
formula, a=6, b=12, c=18, d=24,…… When you add this up, the
numerological value of his name equals to 666.

"This calls for wisdom. If anyone has insight, let him calculate the
number of the beast, for it is man’s number. His number is 666" Rev.
13:18, NIV.

Lucifer tells me I am the assassin who ends up killing him. Is this the
reason why Nate refused to tell me the name of his assassin, because
it would have been me?

When Nate told me all this stuff about me being God, I didn’t exactly
believe him, after all if I was God, where were my god-like powers? The
ascended masters think Lucifer is insane; from this conversation it’s
safe to say they are right. All this talk about Lucifer and his minions
started to frighten me. So I asked my guardian angels, Pleiadians, and
the Federation of Light to protect me. This is when things got
interesting.

Saturday, February 14, 2005

On a Saturday afternoon, I took a two-hour nap in a sleeping bag. I

woke up feeling dizzy and exhausted. Later when I looked at my
shoulders in the mirror, and found a set of three scratch marks on both
sides. At first I thought it was caused by the zipper, so I didn’t think
much of it. The inside of my ear was red and hurting too. I thought I
might have slept on it in a wrong way.

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But according to a clairvoyant, MILABs stuck some wire into my ear
and in the struggle to get away, they scratched up my shoulders.

The next day, I went to a MUFON (Mutual UFO Friends Network)

meeting, in Salisbury, North Carolina, to hear a lecture on contact with
alien beings.

While there, my picture was taken by a journalist for The Salisbury

Times, which made front page news the next day. Here you see me
sitting in front of a large poster of a grey alien, with the words “I
BELIEVE.” The gray’s talons are positioned in such a way as if it’s
trying to grab me. Was this their way of telling me, “We are here, but
not from here?”

The Grays sent me the message:"I BELIEVE"

Sunday, March 6, 2005

On a cold Sunday afternoon in March, I was going home after a visit to

my sister’s house. During the drive my right ear started to itch like
crazy. When I touched it, dried blood flaked off. When I got home, I
examined it in the mirror and it looked like a large chunk of flesh was
missing from my right ear lobe.

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If I had cut myself I would have felt it, and a large gash that size would
require stitches. A few hours later, the scoop mark became so painful
that I developed a migraine headache.
I also noticed a chunk of skin was missing from the edge of my right
pinky fingernail. At closer inspection it appeared that some large
splinter was stuck underneath my fingernail. After a few hours it
became so painful that I could hardly move my finger. I remember no
missing time or any abduction scenario. Maybe hypnosis would tell me
something different.

UFOlogists would probably consider this a classic ET abduction case.

Perhaps I was taken aboard some craft. A scoop mark would be taken
for genetic experiments, and a fiber optic tracking device would be
implanted to monitor my biorhythms.

Afterwards they would wipe my memories and put me back where they
found me. This may have been done by the Federation grays, or it may
have been a MILAB. In my opinion, based on the sloppy job, I would
say it was a MILAB.

At first these procedures occurred once every two days, but Now I get
twice-a-day needle injections, not limited to scratches, triangular scabs,
incision marks, laser burns, and rod-shaped objects under my skin.
These needles and surgical instruments are probably not being
properly sterilized.

Sometimes when I sleep I wake up with the covers pulled off me and
my body lying in some uncomfortable position I could never fall asleep
in. A few times I felt something like electrical shock when dosing off, but
this may be due to astral travel. And one time I woke up hearing
someone saying “turn around.”

Even though most of these marks occur when I sleep, they are known
to happen at all times of the day—during times when I am with people
as well.

For a time, I was keeping records of these surgical procedures in the

hopes that I could recover missing memories. But I soon realized I
would need to be more vigilant. Pages from my journal often would go
missing. A psychic told me my clone stole them—who knows. Missing
pages from my journal aren’t the only thing to go missing. I’ve had
pillows go missing from my bed while sleeping at night, and missing
medical records.

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Jan 20, 2007 – Possible government hack job. Possibly done to
analyze if DNA mutations have taken hold.

May 14, 2008 - Two-prong needle mark, I get these about once or twice
a week. They inject me with either femtites to mutate my DNA or drugs
to wipe my memories.

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March 13, 2007 – Needle mark under fingernail, this is extremely
painful and used to fracture the minds of monarch victims.

June 29, 2007 – Triangular scab in nose. These hurt quite a bit.

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March 11, 2005 - Scoop mark taken from right ear lobe, possibly used
to make my clone.

Feb 22, 2007 – Triangle-shaped silhouette on my leg with a scab in the

center. I am not sure who did this, I been told it’s either a Pleiadian
tracking device or a mind control gun.

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August 1, 2008 - Some kind of cut in the back of my mouth which
connects to scar tissue that follows along the perimeter of my mouth.
Perhaps they installed HEGY cables mentioned in the Heather Report,
which stimulate the body’s natural static electrical field allowing super
human abilities to occur.

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Nate’s in trouble. I offered my support and friendship but there was little
I could do.

Nate: “Bear Bear, I’m bleeding.”

James: “What happened?”
Nate: “Nothing... It'll be a couple minutes before my matter is wiped
out of existence...”
James: “What should I do? Can I pray for you?”
Nate: “Nothing, whatsoever, at all ever.”
James: “Who’s wiping out your matter?”
Nate: “The government to finally destroy me.”
James: “I thought you told me you die in the war not now.”
Nate: “Meh, that's what I thought, but, looks like they found a way to
kill me. They have sub-atomic energy keeping my matter inside
this cell.”
James: “What do you mean by cell, are you in prison?”
Nate: “Sort of... I am Tele-communicating through a power cord
leading into a phone cord leading into a computer.”
James: “They really got you in a jam this time.”
Nate: “No shit? Every single atom in me will be disassembled and
then RE assembled into anew.”

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James: “Will you stop existing?”
Nate: “Oh yeah...”
James: “What will be the end result?”
Nate: “Well... Somewhat of a new energy, maybe better, maybe
worse.”
James: “Will you still look and appear human?”
Nate: “Nope... later...”
James: “You going just like that?”
Nate: “Mmhmm, I'm not one for drama, later.”

And with that, Nate disappeared. In some ways I was relieved, but I
was determined to figure out what the hell happened to him. I have no
idea if he really caused all that destruction, but he seemed to possess
telekinetic abilities and what he claimed was happening to him was now
happening to me!

In the following weeks, channeled material found on the Internet began

to claim Lucifer had returned back to the light. They claimed that Lucifer
judged himself before his light councils and regretted what he had
done. Saddened at how some people on this planet have become so
evil even more evil than himself ,he gave up on his no-rules belief
system.

Instead of facing billions of years of negative karma, he chose instead

to be no more, by returning to the ethers, the Lake of Fire where we all
came from.

The Lake of Fire is not a place of torment. It represents the field of

ethers surrounding us all. All souls originated from this field and when
we have become perfected we will once again merge with this field and
become one with Creation. This is not
a punishment by God. This happened because Lucifer chose it. God
does not punish anyone. We choose to punish ourselves based on the
Laws of Creation. This fulfills the prophecy.

“And the beast was taken, and with him the false prophet that wrought
miracles before him, with which he deceived them that had received
the mark of the beast, and them that worshiped his image. These both
were cast alive into a lake of fire burning with brimstone.” -Revelations
19:20

Thursday, March 31, 2005

On Thursday morning, I woke up and my eyes where itchy. I thought

perhaps dirt was lodged in my eyelids. Upon closer inspection, the
inside of my eyelids was inflamed, and I had a small incision in each

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my eyelids. Why this was done, I can only speculate, but my gut feeling
would suggest the installation of a video camera eye implant.

Around this same time, I had a strange dream. I was taken to an

underground base and was placed in an interrogation room. Military
officers would demand that I……“Tell us what you know.” I kept saying,
“I don’t anything, I don’t anything.” Then a tall Grey walked into the
room and telepathically demanded that I talk. Next thing I know I wake
up, and the covers where pulled off my bed. It was obvious I was taken
out of my bed because I was freezing and who ever put me back didn’t
bother to put the covers over me. (It happens quite often, by the way.)

Despite the MILABs, I also believe some of the benevolent factions of

ETs are assisting me. My speech impediment which I developed at the
hands of my father has been reversed for the most part. My
autoimmune problems have been reduced. I don’t have to contend with
OCD or excessive anxiety anymore. I also had a growth spurt.

I’m thankful that the sky doctors healed me. A psychic once told me the
benevolent Greys were using their psychic abilities to heal me. Unlike
MILABs, the benevolent aliens use chi energy to heal naturally and
don’t need to use injections, torture, and pain to get results.

I also seem to get strangers coming up to me in public claiming to know

me. They would ask, "Don't I know you from somewhere?" I answered,
"No, I don't know who you are." A few weeks later same person would
come up to me and ask the same question. Strange.

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HE’S PSYCHOSOMATIC
Wednesday, May 5, 2005

Six weeks after Nate’s disappearance, I do my best to sort out what

happened. Between the barrage of needle marks, missing time, dizzy
spells, and a spontaneous desire to binge on alcohol which seems to
be connected to alcohol usage phone surveys I was getting from the
National Institutes of Health, I ultimately ended up in the psych ward. I
was supposed to graduate from college during the weeks I was locked
away.

One of my friends suggested that if I drank a lot of alcohol it would help

unlock my memories. I later realized this man was placed into my life
as a handler. At the same time, the National Institutes of Health
seemed extremely interested in my alcohol consumption and drinking
habits. They would ask me very personal questions, such as: how
many friends do I have, what is my relationship with my family, and was
I suffering from depression?

I had a hunch the government was probably making a psychological

profile, so I answered all the questions the opposite of what I normally
would. Eventually I got bored and began questioning the surveyor,
asking why the National Institutes of Health were suppressing the cures
for cancer. The surveyor laughed at that one and never answered.

But my mom suspected these people were not who they claimed to be
and ordered me to stop. After doing only a small portion of the survey, I
politely ended the call. But over the next couple of weeks they kept
calling me back. Looking back at this I wonder if they were trying to
program me with some kind of subliminal triggers to start drinking
heavily.

My friend, who doubled as my handler did trigger me to start drinking

heavily. He would give me codes that would make me dizzy, such as
"079461790 6 9er." He insisted my parents were the ones causing my
needle marks and drugging me with poison and instructed me to kill
them. Since I don’t believe in violence, he suggested that I should start
binge drinking and said alcohol would neutralize the toxins injected into
me.

Around this time, my roommate comes in the room and sees me in a

totally broken down state. The code he triggered me with seemed to
activate some kind of dizzy spell and caused racing heartbeat. At this

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point I am hysterical and crying and gulping all these cans of beer and
saying, “The government is trying to poison me. I don't want to die.”

My spooked-out room-mate said, "That’s ridiculous. You know, I think

you’re just stressed out from your exams and the abuse your parents
put you through.”

He tries to explain how the stress from my upcoming college graduation

and abusive parents was causing me to have an emotional breakdown.
I ask him how that explains away my needle marks, Nathans
disappearance, and visits from otherworldly beings. He was never able
to give me a reasonable answer.

The next morning, like I always did, I made my daily fruit smoothie for
breakfast. And my handler informs me that my father broke into my
apartment the night before and put poison in my food.

As soon as he said that, my legs became numb and I collapsed on the

floor from dizziness. He instructed me to call poison control. I said, “I
can’t do that, if I tell them someone is poisoning me, they will think I’m
crazy.” He replied, “Then make something up, you must talk or you'll
die.”

I called the Poison Control Center and told them I may have had a
possible food poisoning and I’d like to bring in a sample to get tested.

The operator said that if I was poisoned that I needed to call 911. But I
told them I only want to get my food tested. They said they couldn’t
help me, so I dialed 911 and they told me they would send an
ambulance.

The ambulance rushed me off to the hospital. I thought all this would
clear up when the tests came back. At the very least, I would know
what caused the symptoms I was having. When I was at the hospital,
they put me in the evaluation room and ignored me for 8 hours. I
requested no visitors because at this point I didn’t know who to trust. I
kept waiting and waiting for the test results.

While waiting, one of my family members shows up. I told her I really
didn’t want to talk right now. She asks why I said,, “My father is trying to
poison me, what do you know about that?”
She said, “No that’s ridiculous.” After a few minutes of nervous silence,
she said, “James…the doctors found no food poisoning. We are going
to have you hospitalized.” And she left.

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A few hours later my parents visit me. At this point I was exhausted and
just wanted to go home and sort out any poison testing later on. My dad
sat silently next to me. My mother knew something wasn’t right. She
thought the government fucked with my head, because of my
involvement with Nate. She said, "James, you’ve got to get out of here,
you know these doctors are working for the government. I want you to
go out there, apologize, and tell them that you were drinking too much.
Tell them all of this is just an allergic reaction and you would like to just
go home now."

I was just about to do this. But I was starving. I hadn’t had anything to
eat in 14 hours. So my parents went to the cafeteria to grab me a bite
to eat since I wasn’t allowed to go by myself. After eating half the meal,
my legs and arms became paralyzed yet again but this time it was
worse. I couldn’t move at all and I had a raging headache. All I could do
was lie on a gurney, paralyzed, and watch helplessly as doctors walked
by and ignored me while my parents stared.

Was I programmed to think I was poisoned? Or did my dad really slip

something into my food? I have no idea. I don’t feel like my parents
would hurt me like that so if they did do it they would probably have
been in a alter themselves.

After I could regain my balance a bit, I confronted the nurse again and
told her that my parents were trying to kill me. The nurse tried to calm
me down and said a doctor would be available shortly for an evaluation
—but no doctor arrived.

Eighteen hours into the ordeal, I was brought before a social worker
asking me to sign papers to be voluntarily hospitalized. Since I felt like I
had nowhere else to go, I signed them, and they trucked me to
separate facility where I remained for nearly 4 weeks.

So this is how I found myself at the psych ward. No one is answering

my questions, and up to that point no one showed me any of my poison
test results or what I was being diagnosed with.

When I finally met with my first doctor, I expressed frustration at how I

was paying $1,000 a day and still had not been permitted to see my
own test results or diagnostic code. The doctor’s reaction was aloof. He
talked in front of me as if I was catatonic and didn’t even exist. He told
me how I needed to cooperate and let them do more tests.

I told him that I thought I might be a victim of government mind control.

He said, “Your story is too bizarre to be believable.” So I asked him to

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hypnotize me so we could find out what may be going on. But he never
agreed to try it out.

Then they started drugging me. I complained to the nurses about my

sensitivity towards medication. But my complaints only served the
opposite effect. They assumed I was suffering from delusions and
needed a higher dosage. The more I protested, the higher my dosage,
until my will to fight was gone.

Some of these meds would cause me to be drowsy all day. You know
that feeling you get when you’re up really late and just want to collapse
in your bed? Now try feeling like that the whole day. And then imagine
being in this state and a nurse threating to lock you out of your
bedroom unless you sit through a seminar on how medication is good
for you while you are going in and out of consciousness.

During these group therapy sessions I had to listen to lectures on “the

right meds that work for you.” When it became my turn to talk about my
feelings, I asked the nurse, “Why is there no education on diet,
vitamins, exercise, biofeedback, hypnosis, or homeopathy? In order to
get well one must address these multifaceted accepts of our health.
Medications do not fix the problem—they only cover up the underlying
chemical imbalances.”

The nurse stumbled on a few words, but eventually agreed with me that
there should be more focus on natural methods. She told me, “We only
prescribe medications here.”

Poisoning in the Hospital

Going back to the first night I was forced into taking my prescribed
medication, I received an unmarked pill. I was supposed to take 200
mg of Seroquel. These pills are clearly stamped with the words
Seroquel 200 mg on them. But this unmarked pill gave me the same
paralyzing symptoms I had prior to calling an ambulance.

Whatever was in this pill was 10 times worse. I had paralysis, racing
heartbeat, and this time I had shooting pain all over my body, which
lasted all night. I told the orderlies something wasn’t right with the pill I
just took and needed someone to check on me. They told me that
someone will be with me shortly and to go back to my room. I waited all
night and no one came.

I spent much of that night reciting Saint Germain’s “Violet Flame”, which
helps to cleanse the auric field of negative energy. And I am

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glad, too, because it helped me feel so much better throughout my stay.

The next day, I told the doctor what happened. He leaned towards the
nurse, and said, “He's psychosomatic,” which means I made it all up in
my head. Perhaps this was a placebo, but if this is the case, why that
reaction? (A few years later, I went through my medical file and was
reading the comments on how if my condition did not improve I would
have to be permanently institutionalized.)

The next night I was given a stamped pill marked 200 mg of Seroquel,
which resulted in a typical normal response to an anti-psychotic
medication. The strange dizzy symptoms also occurred in another
incident. This time they handed me an alleged multivitamin. At that
point I realized something bizarre was going on. Either the pills I was
being given were being intentionally laced with drugs or a remote
influencer was fucking with my head or maybe some kind of chip or
microwave weapon was being used against me. I don’t know. But from
then on I decided it was best to keep the symptoms I was feeling to
myself.

So I cooperated. I told the doctors the meds were making me feel so

much better now. I was ready to go home and keep taking my meds
while continuing my therapy. But before I would be discharged I had to
confront my family. During this meeting I asked my father if he noticed
anything unusual about me as a child and I got an interesting response.

He said, “When you were 8, I came home from work and found you
shaking in the bed, and you were talking like a different person. I got
my Bible out and did an exorcism.”

I have no memories of any of this, and my father never once told me

he’d done an exorcism on me before. The only way an 8-year-old boy
would become possessed (that I know of) is if they were exposed to
Satanism. Since my father would not discuss this matter any further, I
can only make assumptions.

Was this the cause of my painful erections and why I have no

memories of my life from the age of 6 to 8? Some ritual performed on
me as a child?

A clue about this came from a psychic medium. She was able to help
me understand they so many other psychics keep seeing the name
David around me and why as a teenager would often write poems
wishing I was David. I don’t have any recall about this nor can I confirm
its validity but I want to share it anyway. This is what I was told:

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“David molested you as a child and died soon after. When he was 14
years old and you were 8. Your parents hired him to babysit and act as
an older playmate. But he was into Satanism. Your parents knew about
but didn’t take it very seriously. You would often tell David, “I wish I
could be like you.” David was sexually abused and acted it out on you.

When your dad caught him molesting you, instead of trying to get you
the therapy that you needed, he told you to forget about it. And that’s
probably why you have forgotten that period of your childhood. I also
notice after that incident you started to become withdrawn as a child
and stopped making friends. Your mother knew what was going on but
didn’t bother to help you either. Otherwise she would have to admit she
used bad judgment, since she is the one who hired him. After David
died he felt so guilty about what he’d done that he’s been hanging out
in astral all these years trying to find a way to apologize to you.”

Curious to see what my parents’ reaction would be to this information, I

confronted them. They laughed it off, saying it was ridiculous and
denied they ever knew a David. Since I am unable to remember what
happened to me during that time in my life, there is little else I can say.
Perhaps this was part of my MILAB programming. I don’t know.

It wasn’t until I was discharged from the hospital that I was allowed to
review my medical records. I was diagnosed with Psychosis NOS, not
otherwise specified. According to DSM-IV, Psychosis occurs when a
person loses touch with reality. It is either caused by genetic factors,
stress, chemical imbalances, and drug use. But one could easily add
mind control to that list. Symptoms are characterized by problems in
thinking, delusions, hallucinations, and changed feelings and
behaviors.

They were unable to find any poison, however my blood contained high
levels of potassium. They were unable to ascertain as to why that was
the case.

I often wondered about this. Potassium is known to cause irregular

heartbeat and even heart attack if given in large doses. So perhaps this
is what caused the racing heartbeat?

Another clue was sent to me by another MILAB victim. I thought it’s

worth mentioning, though I cannot verify its accuracy.

“You are a D-S-M code extraterrestrial hybrid, used for outer space
operations. They are injecting us with high doses of Potassium and
Calcium as beta channel blockers and other chemicals to keep us on

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PEAK level. This is somehow connected to OPERATION
REBIRTH...163-64, which involves correcting our vision, mind, immune
system, durability, gene mutation, etc.

Potassium is used in higher doses to activate carbon. It is a natural

pain desensitizer and is used for RADIATION PROTECTION, such as
cosmic radiation and atomic nuclear testing radiation.”

Aftermath

About a month later, the hospital finally sent me home with $25,000
dollars’ worth of doctor bills and a bottle of meds which promptly went
in the dumpster. I am proud to report that I have been med-free ever
since.

Medical bill from the May 2005 ordeal. This original hard copy
document has since gone missing.

When I came home, I confronted my friend who doubled as a handler.

James: “Why did you lie to me about all this?”

Friend: “Yes, I did. I don't have to live with it. You’re chicken shit. You
believe people online.”
James: "How come I got sick after you said I was being poisoned.”
Friend: "You must have eaten something. It’s not my fault you’re
stupid."
James: “How am I getting needle marks and scratches?”
Friend: “They are stretch marks, all weightlifters get them.”

The only problem with this statement is that stretch marks don’t cause
you to develop lumps that look like implants and scoop marks of

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missing flesh. I cut my ties to that jerk and removed him from my life. I’ll
just let karma bite him back.

When I look back, I feel there is a strong possibility that this individual
was probably under mind control programming himself. His actions are
very typical of a gamma lying program. His family is Illuminati and owns
a large chain of hotels, which most of you would recognize.

But I moved on. Financially the medical expenses ruined me for many
years.

My family did not want to hear any more crazy talk involving Nathan,
aliens, needle marks, or molestation by David .

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NOT FULLY OCCUPIED
In time I was able to piece together what I think happened in my
breakdown. One of my friends was able to telepathically communicate
with certain extraterrestrial beings known as the Council of Light. They
serve as one of the ruling councils within the Intergalactic Federation of
Light, which is a loose-knit group of benevolent extraterrestrial species
including Pleiadians, Nordics, Greys, and Reptilians.

They have parked approximately 12 million cloaked vessels in orbit

around the planet. They are doing all they can to prevent a pole shift,
neutralizing chemtrails, and preventing nuclear annihilation.

Through one of their contacts, I was informed that the Men In Black
were injecting me with hallucinogens, so that I would appear crazy in
order to discredit me. The Council of Light allowed me to suffer through
this ordeal so that I would understand what others like me have gone
through. My suffering as a child was needed in order to prepare me to
use more of my senses so that I would be able to judge things more
clearly for what they are.

They told me Nate was an android life form from Planet X, also known
as Nibiru. For those that don’t know, Planet X is a massive hollowed-
out planet, four times the size of planet Earth. It travels through the
Milky Way, like a spaceship. Inside
Planet X is an ancient, advanced civilization composed primarily of
benevolent Reptilians. Once every 3,630 years, Planet X travels
through this system. Currently, Planet X is 1,600 years away from
orbiting our planet and will not be causing any disruptions anytime
soon, unlike the propaganda you read on the Internet.

Androids are soulless cloned beings that have been enhanced with
nanotechnology, making them more robotic than human. But Nate was
different; he was the first of his kind to have a soul. Nate is a "Type A"
genetically enhanced person. This means he is a black project modified
person designed for combat with espionage capabilities. A “Type B” is a
genetically modified person designed for espionage with combat
capabilities.

Nate was implanted with a ‘Control Link’ microchip. ‘Control Links’ are
implanted in all victims of APMCP, the Alien Psychic Mind Control
Program. They help keep alters from breaking out of their
programming.

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The Council of Light confirmed Lucifer was no more. As for the meteor,
it’s still on its way. But I have a feeling it’s since been destroyed. They
also informed me that I will be seeing Nathan again one day, but not for
a very long time.

It was around that time that I first came in contact with James Casbolt,
a.k.a. Michael Prince. As a child he was subjected to trauma-based
mind control programming so that he could be trained as a Super
Soldier. He channeled this message for me from the Pleiadians:

“YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING ALL YOUR LIFE TO LIVE IN YOUR

BODY. YOU HAVE NOT FULLY OCCUPIED YOUR BODY; YOU HAVE
LIVED OUTSIDE OF IT…… ‘D.I.D.’, YOU HAVE BEEN
DISSOCIATED FROM YOUR BODY BECAUSE OF TRAUMA. WHEN
YOU ANCHOR YOUR WALK-IN YOU WILL HAVE SUPER HUMAN
POWERS.

NATE, YOUR BROTHER, COMMANDER IN CHIEF JAMES/MICHAEL

FIND BROTHERS AND SISTERS, TAKE TO SAFETY AREAS IN
2012.”

I feel most of this is true but not sure about the walk-in part, as usually
most people who claim to have “walk-ins” are under remote influencing
and are mind-controlled to think their soul has been switched. James
explained to me that walk-ins are twin-braided souls. This occurs when
an over-soul incarnates with another soul in the same body. Over-souls
are godlike beings that have split a portion of their own soul to live out
many different lives simultaneously. So I’ll let you decide what to
believe.

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CHECKMATE
It’s 2007, and I still I haven't heard a word from Nate. I suspect he is
still alive, but I fear that he’s not in the same state of mind.

When I finally located him, he was posting bizarre short stories about
murdering women and stories about suicide on a poetry website.

When I first reached out to him, he had no memory of me. So I thought

I would try a different approach to introduce myself. I wrote a poem to
help him remember who he was and posted it to the poetry website:

The Lone Wolf

It was a cool summer night. I gazed into the stars, wondering what
secrets they carry. Alas, their silence was deafening. I was homeless,
following a path on a deserted road. The Alaskan wilderness is empty
and unforgiving.

The moonlight illuminated the open field surrounding me. A gravel path
led me towards a log cabin in the woods. The occupants seemed
unaware of my presence. As I approached the home looking for some
food, I heard a dog howling. Behind a fence, a black wolf was chained
down. His paws where cut open from the effort of trying to escape. His
mouth was dripping with blood. Fear began to overtake me. I knew a
lone wolf was a dangerous wolf, but when he looked into my eyes, I felt
pity. I tossed him my last piece of bread and quickly untied his collar.

"You are free!" I announced. Puzzled at my response, he was still

licking his lips from the delicious gesture. His gaze startled me; I never
felt so much emptiness before. He turned and dashed off into the
wilderness.

Then I sent Nate the following message:

Hi Nate,

Where you been? I hope you get this message soon. I have been
looking for you for almost two years now. We were good friends before
you disappeared on me. The last time we talked was March 13, 2005.
You told me you were dying. Email me, and I will help you know why
you are the way you are.

Your friend,

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James Rink (The Bear)

A few days later, on January 29, 2007, I received a response from his
girlfriend Jessabelle. She glanced at my MySpace page and noticed
that I had a picture of Nate with the caption, “Victim of government
mind control.” But she thought this was a sick joke. She told me Nate
had no memory of me or any involvement in mind control projects and
wanted nothing to do with me. So then I revealed extremely private
details about Nate that only a close friend would know, and she began
to realize I was telling the truth.

So I asked her, “Why doesn't Nate contact me himself?”

She replied, “Nate doesn’t trust you, he tells me, why would I email a
crazy guy who is all freaked out about the government and tweaked
out?" So I asked her to just try a little harder.

Then on February 8, 2007, Nate sent me a bizarre email:

Thu, 8 Feb 2007 13:10:13 -0600

"Grey Wilder" <greywilder@xxxxxx.com>

Hello James.

We are e-mailing you concerning Nathan Wilder. Your interest in this

particular person has raised concern. Further research shall be
discontinued or actions will be taken to destroy the information you
have archived. We understand your concern. However, the things
you've recorded are personal information. The other information you
have found was fabricated by your own mind. Telekinesis and
government brainwashing does not exist and has never existed. There
is no evidence in any government logs that aliens have ever existed.
We're watching you, James.

Mr. Grey

Clearly this was not the same person I knew. I noticed how he signed it
as Mr. Grey. Jessabelle confirmed this was indeed Nate’s email
address. So I said, “Mr. Grey talks like someone who works for the
government. Why doesn't Nate email as Nate, instead of a government-
controlled alter?”

She answered back, “Nate is just joking about all this, he didn’t think
you would take it seriously.” So then James Casbolt emailed him:

Date: Fri, 04 May 2007

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Greetings Nate,

My name is James Casbolt and I'm friends with James Rink. I am

writing a book called 'Agent Buried Alive' which may be made into a
movie. For more information about me, see my website
www.jamescasbolt.com.

(Website since shut down.)

I am hoping we can open up an ongoing dialogue. Would that be

possible? I have no hidden agendas I am only interested in the truth.

All the best,

James Casbolt

Nate’s response:

Date: Mon, 07 May 2007

James (Casbolt),

Mr. Rink is suffering from a shared psychotic disorder. He's in a cult,

and you're feeding this drivel. The website you showed me was nothing
more than the beliefs of someone all too lonely. Bear is looking for a
friend. You've given him one in the form of a crazy belief.

See a psychologist.
-Nate

These conversations went on for some time. In those emails, Nate

never answered as Nate.

On week three of the ordeal, I dreamt of a dense woodland surrounded

by a barbwire fence. I opened the gate, and out from the shadows ran a
black wolf, full speed ahead, without slowing down to acknowledge my
presence. When I told Jessabelle about this, she said told me she had
been praying for Nate at the same time I had the dream.

Then the attacks began. Jessabelle woke up in the morning and found
cuts on her back, surrounded by broken glass and covered with dirt
stains. I suspect she was suffering from D.I.D. and was probably a
Monarch herself.

The more I talked to Jessabelle, the more dissociative and secretive

Nate became. She told me that they were living together in Rochester,

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NY. (Remember this is where Andy Pero was programmed by Project
Paperclip Nazis.) When I shared that information with Jessabelle, she
was determined to get to the bottom of what was going on and began
snooping through Nate’s stuff.

She told me she found five bottles of embryos labeled “Nathan Wilder”
in his basement and thought perhaps Nate was making clones of
himself.

I think her and Nathan probably were making stuff up at this point. I
suggested she be careful because Nate was known to have been
possessed with demonic activity. You could see it in the dark nature of
his poetry. For example:

I've become a monster. An evil entity with malice equaled only by my

hatred for myself. I've become a celestial beast. I am all that is evil and
corrupt. I am all that is strange and archaic. I am the new, which
threatens your humble way of life and your morality. I am the anti-christ
and the new messiah. Follow me to nowhere so we can do nothing—in
a dance of nonexistence.

I am death.
I am Da Puka.

When Jessabelle confronted Nate about the meaning of “Da Puka,”

She told me that Nate became extremely nervous, and instructed her to
cut off all contact with me.

Nate’s Cult

Jessabelle informed me he had started a cult. He called his disciples

the “Chosen Ones.” Remember, in Satanism, those which follow Satan
are called “The Chosen Ones,” and everyone else is referred to as “The
Expendable Ones.” Jessabelle reported seeing over 100 followers, with
more joining every day. All of them had telekinetic abilities.

Jessabelle then informed me that Nate intended to use his small army
to bring about the New World Order, and make war against the Council
of Light. Good luck with that one!

Eventually my correspondence with Nate’s girlfriend was cut off. My last

message from her was on April 2, 2007.

Hi James,

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I believe that I am being controlled now. I feel really depressed and
sensitive and like I am in a daze. I can’t live like this. How do I stop
this? Please respond quickly. I am experiencing violent dreams and I
am having very weird encounters lately. I am so scared!

Jessabelle.

And with that I never heard from her again. Locating and contacting
Nate was pretty simple. He was on Facebook, but getting him to
answer simple questions resulted in strange responses. One of my
friends reached out to him and relayed this conversation back to me.

Nate referred to himself as “a lab catastrophe gone right.” He kept

saying he was one of the “Children of Rochester” and seemed
especially concerned what others know about the group. “There’s more
of us, you know.” He told my friend, “I'm recording all of this. I record
everything and transmit it to my superiors. I try to stop myself, but my
alter is very strong.”
When asked what kind of abilities he had, Nate responded:

“I have enhanced strength, but nothing too intense. My capabilities lie

in my eyes and mind. I can also run and swim for much, much longer
than everyone else. I was programmed for other tasks, but I am
genetically superior.”

Nate expressed an interest in jump gates, the grid, and wanted to know
if I knew about his clone. He also revealed he had been to the future
and said it was “horrible, but I can't tell you much else.”

When Nate was asked why he abandoned me, he responded, “That

was before I developed my alter. James needs to move on, and find
other things to occupy his time. For his sake.”

When was asked about his “Z” alter, Nate coldly answered, “00-01A
6J001………… I have to go.” Z programming is based on the
Zarathustran model of a genetically superior human. So that was pretty
much the extent of my last contact with Nathan. Not exactly a happy
reunion.

June 2007

A few months later, a psychic channeled this message from Nate:

“I’ve seen things you don’t want to see. Don’t worry about the
microchips, you will be okay. We worked together in MILABs. I have to
go now.”

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Unfortunately, that was the all the information I was given. So based on
what we have reviewed so far, it appears that Nate has been changed
out with a clone. This makes perfect sense. The real Nate goes
missing, so the fake one lives out his life and his family and friends
believe everything is okay. He must have been programmed to view me
as an enemy and his “Child of Rochester” nonsense is probably some
programming that broke down after I triggered him.

I had another friend remote view what may have happened to Nathan
in the final days. This is what she saw.

“Your friend Nathan was a loner and felt like an outcast, a bit of a
computer nerd. He likes to wear hoodies. He says he’s okay but he’s
not alive. I am sorry—he was grabbed by two men and a woman in a
black blazer in the woods.

They were after him because he knew something about you, but was
afraid to tell you. Oh boy he had info to tell you, but it was too late, they
knew. He wanted you to have a disk chip. it contains a log or a journal.
The person you talked to in 2007 was not Nate. He loves you very
much and is with you. He makes his presence known in your dreams,
he gives you clues only you know and understand.”

I feel this is the truth. A certain vibration needs to be reset between the
both of us before we can meet once again.
I also tried contacting Nathan’s mother, without giving too many details.

“Darla,

Darla, did Nate ever have any thumb drives or stick drives he wanted
to give me about what I was involved in back in late 2004. The reason I
am asking you is because Nate won’t talk to me. In March 2005 he told
me he was dying and then he stopped talking to me for 2 years without
telling me what happened. When I was able to locate him he had
claimed to have no memories of me and he would sign his name as
Grey Wilder. The last I heard from him his girlfriend told me he started
a cult and then she went missing too. Before all this happened he had
a bunch of files he was keeping on me and I just wanted to know if you
know anything about them. Do you keep his stuff in storage from that
time?”

She wrote back:

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“No, I don't have anything from that time. He really wouldn't have kept
any files, sounds like he may have been telling you stories. Sorry about
that. Take care!”

Her response didn’t really surprise me. Nathan told me his mom was a
handler so it’s her job to make sure people don’t figure out what
happened to her son. And if she wasn’t a handler you would think she
would be more curious about our interactions —especially based on
Nathans mental health record.

Another friend claimed to receive a telepathic message from Nate. Not

sure what to make of it but thought it was worth mentioning: Nate is
screaming...

“Let me out. Oh God the blood. My nails. The other one is an impostor.
They have killed me more than once only to keep reanimating me. I am
not really here I was always a hologram, an illusion. I want to leave. I
am in a box its dark I am scared and I am so hungry. They only feed
me once a day. I don’t remember where I am, I just remember men with
helmets and blue lasers on the visors. They are going to kill me again
soon. If you want to help, follow the white rabbit.”

In 2008, Sanni Ceto gave me another clue. Sanni claims to be a grey

extraterrestrial hybrid who in her past life was one of the aliens who
died in the crash at Roswell. She wrote me back saying a variety of
interesting things about Nathan and myself.

“Dear James,

Nathan was infiltrated by government conditioning and his mind was

altered by their programming. They used Draconian mind erasure
programs on him, which is why he was acting like he did not know you.
Draconian Lizards are very aggressive and since he was connected to
their government Black Ops he was an easy target. Greys aren’t used
as super warriors because they are small and weak physically. Lizards
are the opposite and they are much better suited as warriors.

The M.I.B.s, or Men In Black, aren’t really men, they are androids who
are created and programmed by the Black Ops, which is connected to
the shadow government. It was the programmers of the M.I.B.s who
did that to your friend Nathan. His soul can be returned to its body
when and if he can break free of their programming.

The embryos in the glass containers found in his basement were

created from his sperm and mixed with test subjects. A few where

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taken from his girlfriend in the genetic testing she was forced to
participate in.

Love, Commander Sanni”

Sanni, why I don’t remember anything?

“My people are small and not physically strong like humans, and
without the technology to protect us we are defenseless against
humans. We visit you out of curiosity to understand how humans treat
others on their planet. The reason star people don’t let you have your
memories is because they feel that you’re not ready to accept them,
and they are afraid the memories might cause you more harm.”

I then told her how I suffer from fatigue, autoimmunity, constant needle
marks and implants, and a brain injury in my left temporal lobe.

“My people and the Council of Light never do evil things like abducting
people or giving them cuts and needle marks. The triangle-shaped
scab isn’t from my council and it’s not Greys. Its reptoids disguised as
Greys who are doing genetic research, using you as a test subject.
They use many things on your mind to destroy your brain. This is all
covert government.

They take DNA from all people who have reptoid DNA. They are the
ones being used to create super clones of soulless warriors who will be
super fighters unable to feel remorse or any pain from their ugly duties.
Cloned humans lack a soul as well as compassion for others. You’re
connected to the reptoids—they take all these samples from their
hybrids to make clones of them.”

So am I a reptilian hybrid? Have you seen what I looked like before?

“Yes. I’ve seen you on the ship.

Most reptoids aren’t benevolent and want to harm and use people for
their selfish gains. But you’re of the benevolent species. Your clothes
transform into a uniform when you shapeshift and you grow to be about
8 to 9 ft tall in your true form. But only when you are on their ship.
While on Earth your frequencies aren’t high enough to allow you to
shapeshift .

Your star name is Travik. On the ships you are strong, muscular, and
not sickly. In space, most people don’t have a last name like those on
Earth, as the last name denotes that you’re owned by someone. My
last name means ‘strong’ or ‘great one’ in my Kebben language.”

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Can you heal me?

“My psychic abilities are natural. They are from my Grey heritage.

They put implants in you to track you and to monitor your body
functions as people on Earth do to animals to study them. You must
learn to work to use your abilities. They are mostly dormant, waiting for
you to utilize them.

To burn your implants, focus your third eye and heart chakra where
they are located and send a powerful white light to envelop the implant
and visualize it burning up, dissolving into nothing. To protect your self,
visualize your DNA covered by a red-hot energy that burns those not
authorized to touch or take samples of it. To try to block them from
attacking you, project love energy into them. This should repel them.”

Do you know how they activate me?

“This code is connected to the mkultra program. They control you by

giving you subliminal commands to make sure that you are compliant
with their programming. I am sensing this phrase has to do with be
strong or love one another.”

Sanni, why don’t people believe us?

“Dear James,

Don’t let these idiots tell you how to use your mind. These people
refuse to listen due to their fears and prejudices that their veil and
conditioning have created for them. I am here to give your truth and if
they don’t want to listen with an open mind, then they are a lost cause.

Namaste,
Commander Sanni”

At this point Sanni cut off contact with me and refused to answer any
more of my questions. One of her friends informed me she that she is
really frightened of Super Soldiers. The covert government abused her
badly as a child. Since a part of me is still actively being used for Black
Ops, she felt it was better to just keep her distance.

I have never seen my eyes turn into slits, and I haven’t shapeshifted
before, but I do have a strange claw-like toe nails. Before Sanni told me
I was a reptilian-human hybrid and a Super Soldier, I thought I was just
a Pleiadian star seed due to my blue eyes and blonde hair as a child.

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PATHFINDER
From 2008 on, I spent my time trying to assemble a timeline and
hoping to find an explanation for what was going on within me. By now I
realized the needle marks were government connected to Black Ops
but I had no memories of what I was being used for in my double life.

When I created my first Facebook profile, I started networking with

many other MILAB victims, and that’s when I met Carolyn. Carolyn was
a gifted remote viewer who got in trouble with the government by
remote viewing the U.S. nuclear silo activation codes and posting them
on the Internet. And ever since they have been chasing and harassing
her.

Apparently she saw my face and recognized me from somewhere. One

of the first things she asked me was if I was military, based on my short
haircut and the energy she saw in my aura. I told her not officially but
I’m probably being used as a MILAB.

When I tested her remote viewing gifts, she was able to get a few
images related to my experiences. First she saw me in military fatigues
with a gun. I would go into an opponent’s mind and psychically make
them want to stand down and not fight. I work in a team. I'm like the unit
leader. They depend on me for my intuition.

Then she sees me with two men in military uniform dragging me into a
hangar-like building. I was struggling to escape, but they dragged me
the rest of the way. They interrogated me, demanding I sign some
paperwork giving them legal rights to do so. I refused and they forged
my signature.

In the next image, she sees me in my bedroom. My handler is there, he

knows he’s being remote viewed but didn't seem too concerned. We
were spying on him. He was my safety net, used to soothe MILAB
victims. He is taking a sample of my blood to see if the latest
enhancements took hold and to check my blood safety levels. He then
makes a joke about how I am “The next generation of evolution” and
that “the military gets us before everyone else” and then he grins.

I then instructed her to look into my file. Even though she could not
read the words, she could see some of the pictures.

“Well, when you were talking about it, the first impression I got was a
big building where they store all that stuff. But it’s not accessible to the

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public. I saw a filing cabinet with a folder. But not sure where the
cabinet is. I see what looks like a file on you inside it. It looks like
yellow manila folders. Inside that, I see a picture of you standing in
front of a brick building. I can't really tell. Sort of just looks like a picture
from an ID of you maybe. I believe this is a recent picture.

You are in front of some sort of brick business building. You are
wearing jeans, but the shirt, I'm not sure. Though I saw the color red, I
am not quite sure ... Looks like civilian clothing, though.

On another page I see you lying in a large glass-looking green

pyramid. There is a gurney-like cot underneath it and you are lying on
top of that. The pyramid comes down over your upper torso and rests
on top of your head. Green electrodes are attached to your skull and
somehow they are able to interface you with a computer terminal. A
technician can then type in code words uploading any memories or
editing certain time lengths they want into your brain, such as combat
capabilities, weapons usages, etc. At that point you are sent out for
combat, but they seem to be using you mostly for reconnaissance and
intelligence gathering operations.

I also notice that while you are gone they put a clone of you in your
place to live out your life. After they were done, they extracted the
clone and its memories and place them back in you while in this
pyramid thing. The memories of combat were then be deleted and the
memories of your clone would be placed into you. And you would then
be put back in your bed.”

I feel there is some truth to this. I have vague memories of lying

unconscious in a dentist chair, mouth open and doctors with
facemasks, poking needles into my mouth. I believe this was possibly
memories of my clone in a Trip Chair. She then tells me how they really
seemed to crank up their usage of me around January 2006. Around
that time I bought a backpack that had the word “Recon” stamped on it.
I think my handlers had a laugh or two about that one.

That was the extent of information she could find. It was a start.
However, I wanted all my memories back, no matter how traumatic.
Since my health was so poor, the only way I knew I could fully recover
was to let go of these repressed traumas. But how could I, if my
memories were being mind fucked by exotic classified technologies?

Worse, they are messing around with cloned avatars and shapeshifting
abilities. So if I do remember, I may be in a different form and different
body, which makes it all too unreal. Despite the extensive lengths

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recover some of them.

In one image, I saw myself outside of the White House. Bush Jr. waved
his hand at me. I felt like I was working with Secret Service and my job
was to debrief the president on something.

In another image I saw myself looking through an old abandoned

building in a desert region. I could see paint peeling from the wood
siding. I was in camouflage. I think I was on a training exercise.

In another vision, I saw myself in a submarine going towards a city

underwater. Inside this facility I was stripped naked and forced into a
sexual orgy with both men and women. There was a Grey nearby and it
appeared to be mind-controlling our actions. It seemed to take pleasure
in what it was doing to us.

According to another MILAB survivor, sometimes they plug us into

avatars and hand us over to a madam or whoever it is in charge of an
elite sex ring. We would be taken to a hotel or wherever and the elites
would get off on it. And even more disgusting, they would keep us
traumatized by placing us in cloned avatars of our child bodies and use
them for pedophilia, just to let us know there was no escape and to
remind us that we are whatever they want us to be. The money would
then go to the madam or the overseer.

Not only do they use child clones of us, they clone all of our family
members. Another survivor once told me:

“They always say no matter what you do or who you go with you will
always be family. Yeah, right what is all that about?”

I also recall being in some kind of underground holding cell. The walls
were like something you would see in a parking deck at night but
without the cars. I appeared to be about 10 years old and was stripped
naked along with other boys about my same age. We were locked
behind a chain link fence kennel and I am not sure what happened next
though I think we were forced to have sex, and then they wash us down
with cold water using fire hoses.

Another milab also has similar memories. Beginning around the age of
8, he was forced to have oral sex with other members on his team
before going on any mission. This helps create some kind of freaky
male bonding which keeps a MILAB committed to helping the team
while in combat.

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I have some vague memories of group orgies involving other Super
Soldiers and ritualistic sex. These memories make me feel dizzy, like
I’m spinning, so I am assuming I was probably drugged.

I mentioned how I develop severe pain if I have an erection or orgasm.

Clairvoyants and seers tell me there is an etheric screw shaped hook
implant over my shaft which is connected to a sphere inside my root
chakra. Inside the sphere is a pyramid which connects the implant to
my cloned bodies. They have been using traumatized clone bodies to
cause me physical pain. When remote view the source of the beings
who put the implant in me, we see a crocodile snouted reptilian who
wears a white lab coat and sits on his tail by a computer. He tells me I
am their property and only they can decide who I procreate with.

Apparently, my handlers wanted to make sure we Super Soldiers do

not feel any love towards anyone, with the exception of those in our
same unit. If I was able to find someone who loved me unconditionally
in a nonjudgmental way, it would cause the programming to fall apart.
So to keep me from having sex they designed my DNA with some kind
of neurochemical signaling defect, which contains a genetic mutation
causing my erections and orgasms to signal the wrong type of nerve
endings. So instead of an erection/orgasm signaling the brain for a
pleasure response, it signals a pain response.

Remote viewer saw something else going on.

“I see you being taken, around the age of 8, from your home once a
week. You are brought to a facility with other kids of the same age who
were also being groomed as Super Soldiers. They would attach
electrodes to your testicles and in an S&M-styled ritual they would
electroshock you to associate pleasure with pain. They wanted to keep
you dissociated so that you would associate killing and murdering
people as something that feels good and normal to do. I get a sense
this went on for many years.”

I also have memories of combat missions in Iraq. I remember seeing a

tank on a deserted desert road. I was breaking down the door to a
latrine to shoot an Iraqi in the head with my machine gun.

Another MILAB who remembers being with me on this mission puts a

twist in this story. He says that during World War II, the government
was building a weapon using alien technology. The Japanese thought it
was in Pearl Harbor, but it was actually in Iraq, which was controlled by
the British at that time. Fast forward to the present day—somehow the
local population got hold of these artifacts. So they sent in a team of
Super Soldiers to exterminate them.

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I remember flying cargo planes and being in the cockpit of advanced
aircraft. I remember being on a tarmac inside a mountain with a saucer
craft levitating out of gigantic pod bay doors.

In another vision, I saw myself in black bdu’s which is the black uniform
used for Special Ops missions. I was in an abandoned warehouse. The
room was pitch black except for the light on my gun and the guns of my
team members behind me. The room was flooded with 6 inches of
water.

Another MILAB told me he remembers being on that mission. He says

that we time-jumped from the Jupiter station into a future Earth timeline
in which the mantoids had taken everything over. We went to an
abandoned warehouse in Canada or Greenland to look for some
pictures from his childhood. He managed to find one picture but a
mantoid spotted us. So I grabbed my partner and dragged him back
into the stargate before the mantoids could do anything to us. In the
process, he ended up dropping the picture.

In another memory I saw what appeared to be an atrium that leads out

into 4 corridors. The atrium was painted white and the doors had an
LED light you had to press to open them. The inside was flooded with
sunlight. But what’s strange is that when I looked up into the glass
pyramid roof, I saw a dark starry night as if I was in outer space.
Another memory I was breaking into an old 1960s decorated room filled
with old mainframe computers. I broke in from the lower level by
popping up a floor tile. Not quite sure what that was about but I’m
guessing I was sent back in time to do something.

In another memory I saw myself wearing camo’s, black boots, and a

camo patrol hat. I was in a facility that appeared to be cylindrical and
the center contained a room where the general resided. He handed me
a paper. I saluted and walked out. I shared this with another MILAB,
and he remembers something similar:

“The facility had a green color and the central office was the command
center. Inside there are a number of people at the computer interfaces
dressed in black gear embroidered with a Nazi SS storm trooper
insignia on the collar.

The central hub would have been a silver metal complex connecting to
green offshoot corridors. One leads to a lounge area which is a
different color and that opens into other areas. There is also a main
computer area where MILABS place data into computers, but they are
highly drugged and controlled. There may also be a lift that may take

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you to a loft or wing where the commander resides. He had his own
lush office. He compiles data on each MILAB and photos of them in the
civilian world. He thinks he is smug and full of power, that one. There
are also training areas. This is part of a larger facility. Space fleet
command is also connected.”

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ONE’S OWN PEOPLE
The memories were not coming back fast enough, so I started to make
video blogs of what I did remember in the hopes other MILABs would
recognize me and perhaps we could draw upon our gifts to help each
other. This ultimately became my Super Soldier Talk video series which
opened many doors.

Through it I was able to come in contact with many people, some of

which were able to point me in the right direction. Many of them were
MILABs who could still access some of their psychic gifts. In time I
began working with a team of people who could remote view, read
akashic records, and mind hack behind programming and walls,
helping us see what we were prevented from seeing. Through my
contacts I was able to read what was in my file stored in a NSA
database.

I don’t want to believe I am a Super Soldier. It’s easier to think it’s not
real. In fact, when I recorded the phrase, “Am I a Super Soldier?” and
played it in reverse I got, “That’s not real, I am not supposed to talk
about it.” Not adopting the reality seemed to be very thing my
subconscious mind was programmed to do.

One area of high interest to me was trying to determine why I didn’t

remember as much as other MILABs. So I let my friend and MILAB
survivor scan me psychically. He saw what appeared to be an implant
behind my left eye. This makes a lot of sense. I usually get headaches
radiating from that spot.

My friend tells me, “Let me try to turn it off. Doubt I can. I know what the
device says though, it has letters and numbers. PVS 1-22002, that’s
what the chip says on it.”

“Can you see who manufactured it?”

“Yes Braun, Inc, but there is also a different vein that shouldn't be there,
the vein is pumping some kind of drug into your pineal gland or near it
in the back. I also see ps995-897.”

But my friend didn’t know what any of those codes meant so I had a
remote viewer friend look into it and he said the PVS 1-22002 stood for
2002 version 22 unit 1 and the ps995-897 was a serial number. As for
the Braun, Inc. I am not sure if it’s the same German company that
makes toasters ovens and electric shavers.

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Perhaps this implant is pumping a drug into my pineal gland so that the
government can turn my psychic abilities on and off. This may explain
why in alter I can be so telekinetic. I can lift a tank, but when I’m James
the implant is turned on, keeping me docile and weak. They also
appear to have the ability to deliver a microinjection stream of drug
cocktails into my body via teleportation activation points through the
implants.

Curious for more information, I found the main company website for
Braun, Inc. it was in German so I channeled some code so that my
remote viewing friend could read the German language. And amazingly
he was able to see the German words on the screen as English for a
few minutes, until the words faded back to German.

Apparently most MILABs have the ability to read many languages in

alter. I had been told I know at least 19, including French, Spanish,
German, Dutch, Russian, and under some circumstances, Japanese,
but haven’t yet been able to access those abilities as of yet. These
abilities are basically downloaded into our brain using the Trip Chair.

There also appears to be an implant in my brain which directs

brainwaves and impulses corresponding to each alter personality,
possibly via satellite. The implant makes me submissive, but somehow
I am somewhat able to assert my own independence and try to live a
normal life. It’s possible my brain will reintegrate on its own, making the
billions of dollars of work they’ve done inert. This is what they don’t
want me to believe, that I can be free, since being free is really a belief
system and can overcome drugs and implants.

Not many people can survive the constant abuse of being tortured,
raped, mutilated, and injected, unless they have the right DNA.
According to Sanni Ceto, the covert government is using me as a test
subject because of my reptilian DNA.

So I did a little investigating. I found that the injections contained

cocktails of drugs and nano injections which attach femtites to the
codons of my DNA, causing mutations. This is done to stop my alters
from integrating and to stop me from remembering the trauma. I also
have other larger implants. Some of these keep me alive. They have
become fully integrated with my biological organs in my body. This is
known as ascended machine technology.

Some implants can also wipe memories. They give us something,

possibly called CO2 modules. These injections go directly into the
bloodstream and to the brain. Cells are modified into thinking you just

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saw something which you didn’t actually see. It uses a process which
affects the electromagnetic waveforms to influence behavior.

But these memories aren’t totally gone. They are just stored in a
different place, waiting to be activated. Our aura is a hologram.

In some ways, wiping my memories may have been a good thing.

Because my alter is so psychic and powerful that if he integrated with
me he would take over my life and control me. It would be a mess not
only for the government but it would wreak havoc on my personal life.
Plus there has never been a Gen 5 SS that has ever gone rogue and
that makes this kind of talk very dangerous. However, if it’s done slowly
in a controlled environment I can take charge of the programming and
bring it into balance peacefully. That’s if I am allowed the chance to do
it.

In this next communication I was given the following information:

“A.K.A. Agent Sabertooth

Silver Class Cosmic Clearance
Used for searches and exterminations
Alters activated using a code word and
technology Alters activated using trauma”

You are a 5th generation Super Soldier with metal bones and enough
telekinesis to lift an elephant. But your alter is programmed like an
attack dog and he does whatever he is told to do. You are on the
cleanup crew. Your job is to exterminate people the Cabal doesn’t like.
You are Jekyll and he is your Hyde.”

To create these alters, it may look something like this: first they travel to
wherever I may be by opening up a time/ space portal. They then stop
time because they aren’t working from the same dimensional laws like
we are. At that point they may use some kind of handheld stun weapon.
They shine it in my eyes and which instantly puts me into a trance.

Note it’s possible to activate yourself without these device. You just
need to go through something that will be extremely painful emotionally.
It’s all about working with your own chi energy.

At this point they may bring me back to a facility, for some reason
remote viewers seem to get the name Jacksons as the facility I am
most commonly taken to. But I don’t remember this myself, so I can’t be
for sure.

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The following is from a hypnosis regression I conducted with another
MILAB:

“Next location—I have him try to locate the facility where I am taken to
frequently, all I know it contains the code name “Jacksons.” He
pinpoints a Jackson Eelro (French name) located in the Nevada desert,
but also thinks there are clones of me in an underground facility near
Detroit and Atlanta.

He steps inside one of these facilities. The staff is dressed in white.

They are torturing the clones to see how durable they are. They are
pinching off their skin, ripping little pieces of their flesh off, drilling
screws, mutilating their limbs, and some of them are killed. These poor
beings are being tortured beyond imagination. They are in a confused
state. Most of them are kept in cages and vaults. Some of them are
under water, breathing with a gas mask. These units are not in service
yet.”

This appears to be the primary way they torture and split our mind while
in an avatar body. And this was from another MILAB:

“I see a group of 6 human personnel doing this. Apparently they have

to do a lot of planning and coordination to manage all these MILAB
abductions. One of these individuals seems to have a surname of
Barker. I think he was, like, the coordinator. Another name that came
up was Mary. They seem to be testing your DNA to see if your blood
was mutating as
expected.”

Another remote viewer saw a different angle on this, he saw me in a

facility that is controlled by Reptilians:

“I see your handler. He seems to be the one who created you. He looks
like an 8-feet tall Reptilian in a white lab coat with a crocodile-like
snout. He’s sitting down on his tail while reading a computer interface. I
see a lot of clones of you around him. He’s willing to take your sexual
pain away if you promise not to procreate. It appears that the only way
you are allowed to reproduce is through the clones created by him.”

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 Author of picture unknown. Reptilians in spaceship.

Recreation of what the robotic Greys might look like.

Aliens working alongside human personnel in the underground facilities

seems to be a reoccurring theme. Apparently there are many species of
ET involved with this operation, including Greys, Nordics, Reptilians,
Sirians, Dracos. Each master will control a MILAB for a short period of
time for different types of training before handing them over to another
handler. Some MILABs recall seeing their masters carrying around a
laser-like oval baton made out of amethyst crystal, gold, and precious
metals which they use for mind control purposes.

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Even though MILABs are controlled by the covert government, aliens
participate for their own agendas. Perhaps they view us as a threat to
them and want to make sure we don’t break ranks. We are often
bartered out among different factions of aliens because they are at war
with each other and the government. So they think by participating they
can gain info and secretly sabotage the covert government in the
process.

The following remote viewing session was done by my friend to help

me understand what happens in these MILAB abductions. I am not
quite sure if this is totally accurate because the robotic Greys are
usually tasked with the boring busy work of injecting people.

“On April 10, 2012, I woke up with needle marks in my lip and cut
marks on my arm. I asked my friend if she could pick up anything
psychically on what happened. She saw me sleeping on a white couch
in the living room, which is true. I slept on the couch that previous night
because I was having trouble sleeping. On nights they get me, I am
usually able to sense what’s about to happen and have trouble
sleeping.

She sees a woman with a black ponytail and clipboard injecting me and
a man nearby monitoring the situation. There also appears to be a
cloaked alien entity as well. But she couldn’t see what was on the
clipboard so she agreed to let me put her under hypnotic regression to
gather more information.

She begins by seeing me sleeping in the living room. These people

have apparently teleported into my home and the lady with the ponytail
shines a white flashing light into my eyes. It puts me into a trance, I
don’t hear and see what is going on, I stay in a dreamlike state. I was
like a robot.”

When she describes this I can see the blinking light in my mind. It
makes me feel distant and far away.

“This woman is a handler of some sorts. She doesn’t mean me any

harm just doing her job. She is living a double life and doesn’t realize it.
Her job is to monitor MILABs. Her civilian name is Jeanine Loraine
Waters, she is an attorney in New York and she has two kids. She was
wearing a necklace with a pendant, which had an upside down triangle
with a cross in the middle. She was very young looking, early 30s.”

Another MILAB survivor tells me she knows that woman. She looks like
the actress Jane Seymour, is middle-aged, wears glasses, business
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MILABs. She is the head of the Monarch program and refers to us as
pets. She lives a human civilian life but can shapeshift into a Queen
Draco especially when angry and while in that state she is an extremely
wicked person. She seems to be really upset with us MILABs. We are
getting our memories back and destroying them. The reason they made
us was to save them from another race, and now they are losing control
over us.

“On her clipboard was my name in black bold letters. Next to it was my
date of birth, but it was blocked. She is not sure why this is the case.
Perhaps my birthdate is not my birthdate? Maybe this means I was
deaged and inserted into my family?

She also sees a drawing of my body with arrows pointing to all sorts of
locations. In this image the arrows are pointing to my left arm. The drug
they were giving me was called telemeidiate (spelling?) and it looks like
a liquid green goo and requires a
doctor’s prescription. Not sure if it was classified.

It appears these injections are meant to mutate my DNA, but for some
reason they are not taking hold and making me sick. Over several
months I was suffering from severe flu like symptoms. This drug was
supposed to help correct the imbalance. She also took a sample of my
DNA from my lip.

At the bottom of the paper were the numbers 40231. Not sure what this
code stood for.

There was also a man standing next to Jeanine, but he seemed to be

very negative and was under some disguise. His name is General
Patrick Gillian. When my friend looked closer this man had slits for
eyes and seemed to be controlled by a hidden dark being behind him
who showed up when we started poking around. This creature looked
very reptilian and was malevolent.

I was then teleported to a underground facility. She couldn’t get a name

of the facility but it seemed to be operated by another base known as
“Delmonte Square.” In this facility she saw where they took the DNA
sample from my lip. It was a large room that was very cold; along the
wall were 500 cryogenic tubes lined up like soldiers. Each tube
contained a frozen body; the compressor read -30 below. The tubes
were mostly covered but each unit contained a small window and when
she looked inside she saw clones of me.

After looking into about 8 to 10 tubes with my body in them she freaked
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many clones they had of me in there but it’s possible every tube had
one. Each tube was labeled with the words ML a series of numbers 401
o 402.

She then saw where my body was taken. For the next three hours I laid
unconscious on a table. I was naked but covered up with a white sheet.
Not sure what they were doing to me but at that point my friend
became very fatigued and decided she’d seen enough.”

So now you have an idea of what happens on a typical abduction. But if

they want to activate me and use me for a mission, they will first need
to place me in a Trip Chair to begin programming me.

I don’t remember what goes on at this stage, but according to another

clairvoyant:

“I see you sitting in a black chair that had a shiny plastic look to it.
There is green high intensity light beams coming from the ceiling and
flickering over your head.”

At this point they could activate me. Once I am activated, I can go into
golden form, which is a state of higher vibration frequency, allowing me
to naturally shapeshift and project my consciousness into avatars.

When this occurs my consciousness, but not my soul, animates a

cloned avatar of their choice. Again, they can’t totally control my soul.
All they can do is take pieces of my thought patterns and insert them
into other bodies.

In order to attach to the avatar, it needs to contain some of my own

DNA. For Earth missions they usually put me into human-looking
avatars, but they can also make reptilian avatars and other beings as
well.

Each MILAB has about 20 of these avatars, one for each stage of our
lives. They are stored underwater in tubes lined up a long corridor
about 1,000 to 2,000 feet long. It’s so huge that it takes a long time to
turn all the lights on.

I had someone remote view these avatars and apparently they are
called Sibeus and Arbeus. Sibeus might be based on the word swēbaz,
and that is from the Proto-Germanic root *swē- meaning "one's own"
people. Arbeus probably stands for Aerial Reconnaissance Between
Unmanned Souls, though in a slang dictionary ARBUS means Ass-
Raped by Uncle Sam which is probably a more fitting definition.

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I been told most of my clones created by the covert government have
been eliminated due to going rogue, however a few of them remain off
world. It is these avatars which contain metal bones, levitate,
shapeshift, or fly exotic craft for the Air Force.

Everyone that I have talked to who has seen me in MILAB operations

basically say I appear totally different. While doing Earth-based combat
missions, I appear to have the same facial expression, but I am bigger
and stronger. I am about 6’5” muscular, extremely strong, have metal
bones, a glass helmet, a red left eye terminator heat-seeking device,
with the right eye normal. The following is testimony from another
survivor who has seen these beings:

“James, I recall levitating while leading a group of them into a training

operation. This happened twice. We had some kind of black alien
skintight outfit, there were some Reptilians grinning at me from below.
They know what I am like and how tricky I make things. You looked
very bulky and tall and wear armor and what looks to be glass
headwear. These things are powerful in a confrontation and some of
them have that red eye. There were also a group of Reptilians who are
small in size—some were involved. Your eyelid may have a small
implant attached.

I thought the group was a new online army that they had put out. I must
admit—very impressive. And at the back of my mind, I was thinking,
what am I going to do with this lot? They were very impressive fighters,
so I must have been training the group in Stealth. The second time I
saw them was for war patrols. Both times, James, you were wearing
the same uniform.

I also remember some gold or yellow around the uniform and helmet
which connected to the suits. And their faces were lit up inside the
helmet. I have seen many alien species, creatures, etc. But this really
impressed me.

Can you remember yellow or gold on the helmet and uniform? Recall
takes a lot. You have to think of each thing that happens across all
operations. I don’t forget faces and you seemed to have something to
do with being a middleman with government leaders or a liaison.”

These clones have many implants grafted in all parts of the body as
well as in the original host. This is done to serve as a link to connect my
consciousness with the clone. This link operates at either single or
multiple tone frequencies. The single tone only runs off one frequency
at a time. The multi-tone can run off of an infinite amount, cutting lag

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time, increasing reaction time and stamina without much rest. I believe
Gen 5s contain the single tone and Gen 6 and above are multiple-tone.

When this goes on, my own body goes into an autopilot mode, and this
explains why I always feel exhausted all the time and often experience
deja vu. Usually the transfer occurs moments before we fall into deep
sleep but if we are awake and conscious, they will have to send a team
in to activate us.

In addition to using cloned avatars, it’s possible they can also

shapeshift us while we are still in our own physical bodies, but they
don’t like using this ability. By keeping us weak and sick we don’t have
any chance of using our gifts against them. In my current form I am
unsuited for anything combat related and it often leads to a lot of
ridicule but that’s okay. People need to get over the physical
dimensional aspects of what makes us human, when we can be so
much more.

If I am in a cloned avatar body and they want to shapeshift me, or as

the aliens call it, transmorphing, they would first place my avatar body
in a Trip Chair. Then give him a drug called compound C. It contains a
mixture of enzymes created from bioluminescent plants which are only
found growing in Inner Earth and in tropical caves. The public sector
doesn’t have access, but the Black Ops shadow government does.
From what I was told, if I were to get this injection it would most likely
kill me, but my clone avatar he can tolerate it.

However, if I was to enter golden form, I could theoretically shapeshift

without the need of drugs. To prevent us from taking another form, the
covert government injects our bones with an A.I. entity known as
subluxation.

Compound C serves two purposes. First it allows the femtites to

connect to the codons in the avatar’s DNA, activating any genetic code
they want. And the injection also contains the memories they want me
to have.

Once I get the injection, my body begins to transmorph causing my

bones morph into Pri metal which is similar to gold but is as strong as
diamonds, and my muscles grow huge. At this point, my alter comes
out and is placed into the Trip Chair or whatever other training might be
needed. I stay like this for 5 to 10 days then I revert back to normal.
They then move the memories around and afterwards I don’t remember
a thing other than extreme exhaustion and fatigue. It sounds like
something from a science fiction movie but this is what appears to be
occurring.

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Some have asked me, “So if you shapeshift into a 6’4” grunt, what the
hell happens to your clothes?” This is a good question. From what I am
told, when you shapeshift, your clothes grow as well and keep the
same shape without ripping or tearing. It has something to do with a
static discharge from the Pri metal when shifting. Apparently it gives off
a regulated magnetic flux in and around the body constantly affecting it.
These emissions look like tiny light sparks. You have to look very
closely at the body, but it’s there.

This static charge is also linked to the clones as well as the A.I.
computers and it can be remotely operated. It creates an umbrella or
field that covers the entire body. Shapeshifting can only expand to
within this field, which is about 3 to 6 feet out.

(Left) Transmorphing of human DNA into reptilian DNA. (Right)

Recreation of a clone avatar as seen by another MILAB.

When I started getting memories back, I remembered flying exotic

aircraft as well as being involved in high altitude jumps without a
parachute in a jungle region. But due to the blocks of my memories, I
am only able to recall short glimpses.

To help me along in the process, I worked with intuitive healers who

were able to get around my amnesia walls and mental blocks. One
individual saw that about 30% of my aura was fractured by mind control
programming. So he focused on this area and started to get pictures in
his mind.

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In the first scene, he saw me on a firing range shooting a .45. I was
being trained by a man in very dark green military fatigues, not the
usual camo you see soldiers wearing these days. Perhaps this was a
time travel op?

In another image he saw me going up a flight of stairs inside a whitish-

pink painted townhome, but it looked very old and the building was in a
very prestigious and expensive-looking neighborhood. It was night time,
and I was wearing black leather gloves. Here he is viewing it as if he is
seeing through my own eyes:

“You break into the house and walk up an antique wooden staircase. At
the top you are in a bedroom going through drawers looking for
something. You’re now at a drawer in a bedside table. The left hand is
basically grabbing a bunch of papers and throwing them on the floor
and the right hand is cupped over the mouth of a panicked woman in
the bed. I don’t know what happens after that, or what you were looking
for.

I also see you as a toddler in a very dark empty room, maybe 10x 10
feet wide. The walls are burgundy. You are sitting on the floor upright
being strapped down with a belt.

In another image I see you wearing an Air Force uniform. You are
wearing sunglasses and coming out of a base carrying a briefcase
chained to your wrist. I keep seeing you in the typical Air force Blue
uniforms. This seemed to be something you would wear quite often.
But I feel this to be a cover memory. Whoever programmed you
probably used memories of an Air Force officer to cover up any
memories from the Black Ops you are involved with.”

Another individual saw me in a leather jacket.

“You look like you normally do, but taller and your shoulders are
broader. You are armed and wearing all black while everyone else in
this facility is wearing bright white. I see you walking through a
laboratory, then into a huge domed white room. You then walk into a
white hall which has a white desk with a monitor screen. You turn right
and greet two people that look like generals. They seem happy, you
talk to them and all three of you enter into a room or another hall.”

The following is a hypnotic regression I did on another MILAB survivor

in which he recalls a mission we went on together:

“Operation Cyanide—

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Adam sees himself as a sniper on the roof of a very tall building; he
feels I might have been on the building as a sniper as well. It’s a small
city, possibly in Russia. There are tall buildings nearby and smaller
houses further away. There is snow on the ground. His sniper scope
was pointed down on a building, into a business meeting.

Inside there are eight people gathered around a long table. He sees his
kill target—the person’s first name is Eleriae (last name don’t
remember). He looks Russian.

But before he can shoot, someone kicks him in his legs. There are 4 to
5 people wearing blue and black camouflage and black Russian berets.
Adam yells into his headset he’s been compromised. They take him
into a black SUV and they knock him out.

When he wakes up he is going down a path down a forested area. He

is now handcuffed, and the Russian guys have their arms hooked
around his arms. His feet are dragging on the ground. There is a
drawbridge in front of him and then more forest. They are about to
cross the bridge but the bridge starts to move up and the Russian
soldiers are in a panic, they yell something in the intercom to have the
bridge go back down. It starts going down. And then they get
ambushed.

There are five of us, one of them is me, hiding in the snow. We
appeared to have been hiding under white blankets. We were wearing
white coats and white ski masks and had a AK 47 weapon on our
backs. There are three of us on the right side of the road and two on
the left. We lunge forward and put knives to the Russians throats and
drag them off to the side bridge and then put duct tape on their mouths.
At this point the memory ends.”

The information was provided to me by another MILAB survivor, I don’t

know what to make of it, but I’ll let you decide:

“I see you in many underground bases including Dulce Base, Area 51,
Pine Gap, many times in underground facilities in Montana, South
Dakota, and North Dakota. I also see them doing some kind of sexual
ritual to you.

You have been everywhere Aaron McCollum’s been, and even have
done a few missions together. You have been through training
exercises at Fort Hood with Aaron M. and James Casbolt. You have
worked with James Casbolt on at least three missions. It also appears
Casbolt has abducted you a few times during MILABs.”

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I feel at least some of this is true. I do have a memory of a mission with Casbolt
in the jungle. We seemed to be robotic--‐like. Apparently this was some kind of
dangerous off world mission which contained a lot of booby traps. Most of the
Super Soldiers sent here died, only I and a few others survived. The downside
about being good at the work we do is that we are often overused and this
explains why I suffer from so much fatigue. I confronted Casbolt about this and
when I was in the midst of explaining it, my tape dispenser flew off my desk,
which I interpreted as tape on my mouth.

“I also see your clone; he’s programmed to pretend to act like you as
much as possible. They used him one time to interrogate your mother.
It appears your mother was programmed to abuse you and acts as a
handler over you. Your clone used access codes to trigger her alter
state. He did this because your mom would have recognized him as a
clone right away—He’s not a very bright individual.

He then took her out to an expensive restaurant and paid for it using an
untraceable credit card given to him by the government. He asked her
a bunch of personal question about you and her. Your mom answered
most of them, but scolded him when he got too personal. He then used
that Intel to try to blend into your life a little better during the times you
are activated and sent on missions.

I feel this clone was recently terminated. His self-destruct was activated
and he died a painful death. His nerve endings disintegrated, causing a
painful death which feels like a billion
needles. I feel he was terminated because he was about to go rogue
just as you are starting to go rogue as well.

I also notice you were designed with a short shelf life. Your clones are
designed to live about 16 years and you about 45 to 50 years. They
originally programmed you to become bipolar around the age of 30 so
that you would self-terminate due to the traumatic memories flooding
back, but because you are aware of this and regularly meditating, you
are reversing this condition. Your suicide alters are not activating like
they are supposed to. Plus what they failed to understand is that due to
the high vibration frequency of your star seed genetics, you are
incapable of killing yourself and they know this. It’s got them scared to
death.”

I feel this is true. It’s getting harder for them to fully control me. On
Saturday, February 19, 2011, I was on the couch and felt my lip start to
hurt again. When I got up to look in the mirror to see what they had
done, I noticed my back was hurting so badly that it would hurt each

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time I took a breath. I asked another intuitive to give me an idea of what
happened.

“I see you being led into a room where you are being interrogated by a
doctor in a white lab coat. There was an argument. You yelled
something like, “Fuck no, you’re not doing that to me!” A guard behind
you hit you with the backside of his gun, knocking you on the ground
and bruising your back.”

Sometimes I wake up with blood splatter marks all over my clothes.

When someone remote viewed it they saw me lying in my bed and an
agent was abducting me. For whatever reason my programming broke
down and I hit the guy in the nose, breaking it, and his blood went all
over my clothes. I’m not sure if this truly happened but there is a part of
me that wishes it is true.

The following information was gleaned clairvoyantly by another fellow

Montauk survivor. I was curious to learn more about my reptilian form.
With the clues given to me by Sanni Ceto, all I knew was that I could
shapeshift into an 8-foot tall Reptilian named Travik when on the
spaceships.

Well, this other intuitive feels that wasn’t entirely accurate. My reptilian
name is actually Dravic. I have the ability to shapeshift into three
reptilian forms: a golden form, a silver version, and a green version.

He then saw me on a MILAB mission in which the government wanted

me to infiltrate Orion Prime, the Draco home world. They activated my
reptilian form to blend in and thanks to my Super Soldier programming I
could hide my true intentions. While he was telling me this, I could see
myself there. The city contained giant spires like you see in Coruscant,
in the Star Wars movie series. I went down a megalithic hallway to
deliver an annual report on how the secret government was
progressing here on Earth. It contained a catalogue of everything they
were doing:

“In this report I see a list of how many human babies the Draco’s ate.
There are details about the sex and blood orgies and their sexual
practices on Orion Prime.

They basically plug themselves into cloned avatars of the Grey species
and use them for blood orgies. This is an accepted practice and
considered a normal and healthy part of an everyday Draco’s life.

There was also a list of how many humans were being abducted each
year and brought back to Orion Prime for rituals…,about 75,000

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people. These Earth humans would be forced to participate in blood
drinking rituals that contained pentagrams and other strange things.
They also did this to Greys, though I don’t know how many of them
were being abducted. The subjects would then have their memories
erased and they were brought back in a traumatized state.”

When my friend was reading this report, my finger was covering up

some of the numbers so he asked me to move it out of the way. After
focusing my intent, I saw myself slowly moving my talons out of the
way.

“Move your finger a little bit more—good. There is also list which shows
how many spaceships the Reptilians had given to the shadow
government, about 100, as well as the amount of credit each ship was
worth.

I see pictures of brown robotic Greys with metal appendages and how
many of these were given to the U.S. government each year— about
100,000 units. These beings do not have souls and are simply
biological androids enhanced with nanotechnology. They are prone to
breaking down often.

It appears they are being used for some kind of breeding program.
Inside these robots is a round receptacle between the legs. There is
some kind of device which makes contact with a male human penis
and extracts semen. Its then stored inside the unit and injected with
nanotechnology to alter it. Once the semen is changed, the robot puts
on a different receptacle and implants this semen into an unwitting
female human. These beings are also used to drug people. They can
also target people they don’t like and infect them with illnesses.”

I am not sure what to make of this. I feel like it is true and I felt like I
was really there. So I will let you decide what to believe. This next piece
was given to me by another MILAB who recalls seeing me on the
spaceships:

“We were on a spaceship, you were tall, had dark blond hair, and wore
a green uniform that had an insignia which contained two pyramids.
You look more alien then human, though.”

I wanted to learn more about my file, so I had another MILAB survivor

try to remote view a computer which contained this data. The following
is a session we did together.

“Adam sees a bright orb shinning in his eyes. He traced it back to the
Capitol building in Washington D.C. and then to The Pentagon. I had

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him try to trace it inside The Pentagon but he saw the place was highly
shielded, preventing penetration by remote viewing.

He goes back to the Capitol building and enters a room. On the floor is
a red 6×6’ oriental carpet. Underneath is a wooden hatch which opens
up to a staircase. On the right side of the stairs is a metal wall. The left
side opens up to a larger storage room that is perhaps 40 feet long by
20 feet wide. On the left side of this larger room are tubes about 5 feet
in width and 7 feet in height.”

I assume these are cryogenic vats?

“On the left wall is a bank of 12 very advanced computer towers,

possibly connected to the artificial intelligence system, three of which
are turned off. There are 4 white guys which all look the same and one
black guy. They don’t see Adam but they sense he is there and give
him a nasty look.

At this point Adam comments he can see everything, even though his
eyes are closed. As Adam approaches the computers, they all turn on
and begin processing files consisting of names and addresses…

On top of one of the computers is a serial code which reads:

Serial Code #13374

SIDR Numbers
SCCIC #
Timothy Adams

SIDR numbers might stand for Secure Inter-Domain Routing, which

requires a special certificate in order to access the secured network.
Can’t find out what SCCIC numbers are.

Around this time the phone connection breaks up. After redialing a few
times, we successfully make a connection and clear our field from any
negative energy. He recalibrates his position and is back in the area.
He goes to the terminal and types my name into the search screen.

I see 11 to 14 different profiles or aliases? The first one is in 1986, the

next one is in 1999 and there is a new one for each year after. It reads:

James Michael Rink

Date: July 17, 1986

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Shows a picture of me. I am much younger. I would have been 6 years
old then. It looks like a snapshot they took at their facility and not
something you would find in a family album.

Below the picture is all the information they had on me at that time.

SCIS:
Height: 4ʹ′?
Weight 90??
Area of attendance: Jacksons
A bunch of random numbers
Date of chair: 88

Next profile

Date: 1999
Snapshot of me, older. I would have been 19 then.
Serial Number #1654432897766

This serial number appears to be my clone ID number. Below that is

another picture of what looks to be my clone, a 3D image. You can
move the screen around and see the body in full detail.

According to the information, it seems that 1999 is the first year I got a
cloned avatar body and I get a new one every year after that. But they
don’t call it an avatar. They call it a Sibeus and later, Arbeus.

The profile goes on to say that I was trained starting in 1986 but I
started real missions in 1999. So he skips to the last one which is in
2006.

Height ‘?
Weight??
Cloned Arbeus no.
Field compromised: MG64IT Gunnery, K.I.A, Revived attempt failed.
Final revive failed. Under investigation and repair.
March 14, 2006

I couldn’t find any info on the MG64IT Gunnery but I found that mg64 is
a type of machine gun possibly WWII era. Perhaps they sent me back
in time to World War II and the cloned avatar died while in combat.

On the next page we read:

Main Project

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Project Name Recovery
Project Surrogate

Operations
He sees about 20 to 30 here including:

Operation Live On
Operation Tailboat
Operation Ravensky
Operation Pink Mist
Operation 714
Operation Cyanide
Operation Torpedo
Operation Eyes On
Operation Purple Mist
Operation Stinky Eye
Operation Stargate
Operation Cyanide/2
Operation You are not supposed to be here you are supposed to leave

Then a bunch of slimily faces and xs. At this point the computer shows
gibberish and he breaks the link. Sadly a few weeks later, I had Adam
go back to the same location and all the computers were gone.

The ‘Jackson’ facility seems to come up quite often, though I have no

memories of it. You may have noticed it says I was part of Project
Surrogate and Project Name Recovery.

I am not quite sure what Project Name Recovery is. I think it has
something to do with using my mind to hack the memories of persons
of interest to the covert government. A lot of time and resources are put
into the creation of a MILAB, so if one dies it’s a major loss. Perhaps
they are using me to hack their minds and download their memories,
which I assume are then transferred out via the Trip Chair.

Project Surrogate is where the covert government was creating batches

of test tube-cloned embryos that were ideal Super Soldier candidates.
So instead of raising us under prisonlike laboratory settings, they would
implant us into surrogate Illuminati families. They did this because they
found us to be stronger fighters if we had families to take care of us.
Also, test tube babies do not have a soul unless they are inseminated
into a souled surrogate mother. The procedure is usually performed
around the age of 6 weeks.

I was able to get some more information about Project Surrogate from
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escaped down a hallway in an underground facility. She found a room
with a filing cabinet containing our files and thanks to her photographic
memory, she began memorizing everything. According to her, I was
Patient no. 320 of 720 in Project Surrogate.

“Patient 320...Your embryo was delayed so it could be mutated many

times. It seemed to be in different forms at different times. Your embryo
was worked on for a span of 7 years. I see your embryo begin as a fish
for a while. You are aquatic like the others. But your main DNA is fish
DNA. You are used for Project Seagate.

I also saw crocodile DNA. You’re an underwater mutant. Crocodile

DNA makes you strong and fish DNA enhances sensory inputs. I also
see DNA from Hitler’s SS race. The reason you are so weak and
fatigued is to keep you under control. But you are the opposite when
you are activated. They care more about our work in other dimensions.
By putting this DNA in us, we can access the abilities from energy
waves in other dimensions.”

Lastly a very kind person who still had their humanity was able to pull
up my file at the NSA. Unlike the other sources of information which
come mostly from remote viewers, I was told this information is actually
on their computers. It’s classified umbra-8, which means it’s 8 levels
above top secret. Normally it’s illegal to share information which is
classified top secret or higher, but since I have never signed a legal
contract with them, I am not breaking any laws by sharing this
information with you:

“I checked earlier before I left work and James Rink is in the system.
His name came up as a modification candidate for Project Bleak,
Project Abandon, and Project Equalize. These are all minor umbrella
projects for Super Soldier modifications. These were later programs
that took place in the late 90s and early 2000s. He was a short subject
meaning he was only "used" for several months. He was genetically
modified. His program failed in 2008 and he was released from the
system. There was only one page of information on him and no other
connected documents. So, yes, he is in the system, but I do not think
he is active anymore.

Since this is only umbra 8, it’s not the last word on this. Meaning I am
most likely still being used but under different project names. Here is
some more information about what these projects are about:

Bleak: 1992-1999 - Project carried over from a project in the 1970s.

This project dealt with recruiting young males (older than the average
operative, late teens early 20s) and monitoring to see if certain trigger

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objects or words could be used under certain social situations. This
was an MK seed project.

Abandon: 1996-2002 This project dealt with taking Super Soldier

candidates who were found to be physically or mentally incompetent
for the project and doing DNA modification and injections (later nano
injections) on the candidate in order to see if these individuals were
"correctible." If these candidates improved mentally and/or physically
then they would be moved on to Super Soldier alignment projects and
begin trip seating and alteration standards.

Equalize: 1999-2004 This project was a carryover project from an

earlier project dealing with possible star seed children. These
candidates would be checked for genetic mutation and alien DNA such
as two hearts and enhanced kidneys. Also other enhanced organs
which might be useful for a Super Soldier. If certain aspects were found
that were favorable to the Super Soldier project, then the candidate
would be sent to a specific department for alteration, program
sessions, and a caseworker would then develop a specific program for
the candidate.”

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SUBUNIT ADAM
In 2010, I met Adam, who was 17 at that time. One of his friends
watched my Super Soldier videos and thought we might have
something in common. For starters, we both have the same middle
name, Michael, and if you saw him you could even say he was a blood
relative of mine.

Adam remembers very little of his childhood before the age of 11 but
what he does remember was very unusual to say the least. He told me
that sometimes late at night a black limo would come pick up his father
and return him before the morning. His dad worked as a roofer so all
this was kind of odd.

One time Adam remembers his father coming home drunk and
hysterical claiming he killed someone. The next morning his father
claimed to remember nothing from the night before. So his mother
thought he was just joking.

Adam asked me to let one of my clairvoyant friends look into this.

Apparently his father was going to meetings of the Blue Order of the
Illuminati. They are somehow connected to the Eye of Ra, Greys,
Reptilians, black magic, and necromancy, which is the science of
bringing back people from the dead. He also saw his dad working on
cybernetics which I assume was for the covert government. And more
interestingly, my friend saw Adam as Agent Dreadnaught 6th gen Super
Soldier, sniper, and explosive expert. I believe this is done in cloned
avatars because both of us are short and aren’t exactly built for the
operations they would use us in.

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Adam seems to have memories of me shapeshifting. And he
remembers himself even bigger and more muscular.

After relaying this information back to Adam, I inquired if he had any

unusual abilities. He told me he can fight guys who weigh 200 pounds
more than he does. He said he had dreams of being cloned and being
sent elsewhere in these cloned bodies. He has a strong 6th sense and
for some reason he is able to sense when someone is about to attack.
For example, he would often duck before one of his classmates was
able to pop him on the head. And he also claims to have the ability to
see through objects.

I just want to mention that I have not met Adam in person. Our
communications have so far been solely instant messaging and phone
conversations. I do not feel he is holding any hidden agendas or is
acting disingenuous. Here is something Adam wrote about his
experiences:

“My life is somewhat confusing to the normal person. I always knew I

was different. I never really looked into it until I started having weird
"dreams."

In these dreams I started going on missions. On these missions I would

be what they call a Super Soldier. (SS) I was a deadly assassin put in
on missions to take down targets my leader(s) deemed necessary to
kill. I did not question or fight back. I did what I was told. These dreams
happened every night for a couple of months. I would wake up sore,
fatigued and anxious. These were no dreams. I knew they weren't. I
would wake up with needle marks in every spot you could imagine. I
felt crazy for a while until I met James Rink. We went through similar
experiences.

As we shared stories of our experiences with each other, we started

opening new doorways. WE were figuring out a lot about ourselves.
What you are about to read was at one point TOP SECRET
government knowledge which the public was never supposed to know.
This is where my life and I’m sure James’ life would never be the same.

My name is Adam Zupancic. Age 18. I was up late one night in 2010
talking to James Rink. We shared our stories as we always did. Trying
to piece the puzzle together. Out of nowhere the room got brighter, my
head started throbbing, my ears started ringing. I was going through
something I’d never been through before. I thought at first it was life-
threatening. I waited it out and it stayed. Once I figured out that it

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wasn't anything that could harm me, I stopped fighting the feeling and
let it do its thing. I completely blanked out. It felt like a split second but I
was gone for at least 15 minutes. When I snapped back I was
confused. I thought I fell asleep or something.

Till I found out I been typing to James, I was being controlled by a

being called Tiyan. Tiyan gave him information that may just blow your
mind. I am a 6th Generation SS. I'm a sniper and explosive expert. My
code name is Dreadnaught. I am mostly cyborg which is why I’m able
to be taken over so easily. Anyway, more about Tiyan. Tiyan is my
Creator. He is a 12-feet tall Reptilian. He created me in hopes of
making a better more efficient machine. He traded me in to the
government which ended up using me for my abilities.”

With that said, now let’s go back to that one particular night in
September 2010. It began with me making a joke about how the
government wanted to give me an upgrade. And as soon as I said that,
Adam felt his room getting brighter and his ears began to ring. Then I
saw some kind of code in my head. It felt like gibberish but I typed it out
anyway.

James: “Alpha omicron typing unit 99753 here now siroopsnevmnvm.”

After reading the code Adam says he felt drugged and a sharp pain
was moving down his ribs and back. At that point Adam heard a deep
voice in his head and told me someone was taking over his fingers. He
then typed the following message.

Adam: “You are one of many Super Soldiers who couldn't understand
they are fighting under the temple of time and space. Time to
show you your true being, the one that kills and frees the
darkness within the enemy undergrounds. You are speaking
with Tiyan, don't forget that. You two are beings of the galactic
square where all life come forth to manifest into bigger life.”

As we talk into the night, Adam switches off and Tiyan takes over using
his body to communicate with me. At first I wasn’t sure what was going
on. I had no idea who Tiyan was, so I played along and asked him.

James: “Does that mean we are Elohim?”

Adam: “Yes, it is bright one it's also a place in your heart you always
know about it.”
James: “Is that the same as the Supremes? When Lucifer told me I
was."
Adam: “No, not the same thing you know exactly what
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James: “Met you where?”
Adam: “You anger me as if you can't remember.”
James: “But they take my memories away.”
Adam: “You are part of the Orion Club Organization… assignment
tonight soon you will see… pay attention to the story and you
will remember it… trust me pay attention to the things that are
going to happen… you will see tonight. I'm trying to keep this
kid conscious I want him to know also… He's fighting way too
much it angers me, but I found the opportunity to tell you
through the kid.”
James: “So what is this mission?”
Adam: “Your mission it's going to be a great one tonight, it's a personal
assignment, and you will remember only if you choose to watch
the story. I cannot explain more I’m sorry for this… I don't feel
safe in this body … We will speak again soon 54363.”
James: “Okie dokie, 54363 over and out.”
Adam comes back online and he doesn’t remember a thing. At the time
I was unsure what was going on but now I feel that Adam was probably
taken over by some extraterrestrial being who claimed to know me. The
number 54363 has come up before. I believe this is my designation or
dog tag number of some sort. Orion is the native Reptilian planetary
system, in case you didn’t know that. Bye the way, I don’t remember
going on any missions that particular night.

Later in the evening Adam is getting freaked out, he tells me there is a

black van that keeps driving by his house. I give him my phone number
but every time he calls, his phone shuts off. So I called him. On the
phone he informs me he is home alone and there are two men with
crowbars at his front door trying to break in.

Not sure what to do, I tried to channel some code that I hoped would
activate his strength alter. I don’t remember what I said though. Adam
tells me he feels a surge of energy and then the two men disappear
into thin air. I am guessing this was probably a classic M.I.B. sighting
and based on their intentions, they were maybe trying to bring Adam in
for a reprogramming session.

A few days later I got to talk to Adam again. Right away Tiyan takes
over, though Adam’s name is listed in the following communication:

Adam: “Adam puts things off as if they're not real.”

James: “Yeah he’s programmed to think it’s not real, I was too.”
Adam: “It's his protection, but he knows now. I can tell you that.”
James: “Yeah it’s easier to think this is happening to others and not
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Adam: “I wish I could tell him everything, but I can’t he will freak, such
a tired body.”
James: “Oh but he’s so strong, how is he so weak?”
Adam: “He's fatigued.”
James: “Is it the nanites?”
Adam: “No I don't sense any in this body at least not anymore. He’s
doing it on purpose.”
James: “Is he mostly machine?”
Adam: “Yes but more than that.”
James: “How so?”
Adam: “Engineered so greatly, by the ET’s, giving him emotions so he
can have something to lose. He is ours.”
James: “Oh I thought so government is too stupid to make Adam. What
do you mean something to lose?”
Adam: “They only borrow him from us.”
James: “Yeah but I don’t like the word borrow, more liked used.”
Adam: “Nothing we can do. It is law.”
James: “So you want me to try to fix this mess?”
Adam: “He is our son and we must obey or have him destroyed. Trust
me he knows what he is.”
James: “Why would you have him destroyed?”
Adam: “The program.”
James: “Oh yeah.”
Adam: “We were being idiots, we programmed him to kill but we have
grown so attached, that we do not want that anymore.”
James: “Yeah, what’s his shelf life?”
Adam: “It depends what you mean by that.”
James: “Do I need to turn off his self-destruct features?”
Adam: “He will be fine for now we have it under control. We don't like
him getting distracted, so we throw stuff towards him to make
him realize that we are there and jump out of that cattle life.”
James: “So who were those dudes at his door with the crow bar?”
Adam: “Scare tactics, they don't want him finding his true being.”
James: “Adam is brave, he saw right through it.”
Adam: “He was scared though, trust us, he needs to work on the fear.”
James: “So what do you want me to do?”
Adam: “I am Tiyan Collect Rep of the Divine Council of Light.”
James: “Are you bilocating, is that how it works?”
Adam: “No he's under control. He's like a machine, easy to control.”
James: “You’re Tiyan and your bilocating as Adam? Or am I missing
something here? Are you an avatar?”
Adam: “No we are on our ship. That has been circling the Earth
ever since Adam was put on here. ”
James: “Ok so is Adam channeling you?”

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Adam: “No. Let me try to explain this to you, for you to tell him. I'm
going to have to blank his memory path in order to keep this
legal under our law.”
James: “You mean wipe his memories?”
Adam: “Yes, so think of Adam as a remote controlled toy.”
James: “Ha Ha that’s funny, Adam don’t think it is though.”
Adam: “We have the device that controls him, body, arms, soul, bugs,
speaker, sprite, victor, cologne, pencils, cellular device, his
mind.”
James: “You control his friends too? Tell me tell me I need to know,
does that include me now?”
Adam: “Are thinking of way to much…”
James: “Yeah he thinks too much, he needs to relax.”
Adam: “He can't.”
James: “Is it his programming?”
Adam: “Yes, it’s meant to kill. We tried to reprogram it, but we can't get
past the datobites that control his brainwave.”
James: “What’s a datobite? Is that an implant?”
Adam: “He's back. He is conscious.”
James: “What is happening now? Well knock him out lol.”
Adam: “There we are back.”
James: “Good, lol.”
Adam: “I’m in his body himself. Hold on let me get use to this body.
James: “Can Adam shapeshift into a reptilian?”
Adam: “If he choosed, I don't recommend it, it will only attract beings
he will fall fatal too.”
James: “Oh shit.”
Adam: “This body feels strong like ours, but weak like human. I don't
like it.”
James: “Yeah, I think it’s the drugs they give us that make us weak.”
Adam: “I put Adam on the ship. I’m going to take over for a while.”
James: “Oh Adam might freak out.”
Adam: “No he's put in a place where he won’t know a thing, promise.”
James: “Yeah well and me?”
Adam: “Of course you do its law my brother.”
James: “Oh so I’m getting changed out too on the ship as well? Oh
shit.”
Adam: “I sense the fear Adam holds, I can feel all these emotions. I
would have fear if I was here too. Which I’m glad I’m not. I want
to speak with your alter, is what you call it here I assume? We
call them beings of control.”
James: “He don’t want to come out, he would get tortured again.”
Adam: “Who tortured him I’ll rip them apart.”
James: “He thinks you are of the dark brotherhood, because some girl
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Adam: “That angers me. No not at all, I’m in between, was it a false
reading?”
James: “I think most reptilians are benevolent. It’s dumb to judge them
cause of the Illuminati ones.”
Adam: “It is but we don't take harm or hurt in it.”
James: “I think she does give me bad advice, just to keep me on the
edge ha.”
Adam: “I don't know if that a good idea or not HA HA. I only got 6 more
mins left here, until it's too late to wipe his mind.”
James: “So like wont Adams friends and family know something is
different about him?”

Adam: “No they won't notice. It's like this when we enter these awful
bodies. Sorry to say.”
James: “HA HA”
Adam: “I hate this human piece of junk HA HA.”
James: “Yeah. Okay I will try to let the alter come out.”
Adam: “We have their feelings, their thoughts and we act just as they
would. That’s what sucks about getting in these things, to see
how bad this is.”
James: “Hey I’m stuck in this too. Maybe you should be human in your
next life?”
Adam: “I choose not to, to weak and too much emotion for my
standards.”
James: “I thought it would be fun to experience emotion, but it scares
me. I can’t control it.”
Adam: “No human can.”
James: “It gets in my way with making decisions but I’m stuck so oh
well any other questions?”
Adam: “Not question but I do want to warn you.”
James: “Sure about?”
Adam: “In this body Adam wants to know what you are hiding from
him. But only tell him through hints it's the only way to not scare
him. You may not know what you are hiding you may or may
not. I cannot read your mind that would be illegal.”
James: “Yeah I don’t even know what I am hiding.”
Adam: “But if you do know something, hint it don't tell it.”
James: “His alter is probably telepathically reading my alter. So what
am I hiding? Can you see it?”
Adam: “His alter is Beasty I must say. HA HA. No I am simply a
scientist, I programmed Adam. I'll give you a little trivia. Us
reptilians so you call them…”
James: “Did you program me too?”
Adam: “No but I know your father, not your one on Earth.”
James: “Wow really who is that? Is he reptilian too?”
Adam: “Yes he's half, a half race.”
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Adam: “Yes.”
James: “Makes things complicated. I can’t relate to anyone. I’m so
mixed up.”
Adam: “He's Reptilian and Pleiades.”
James: “What’s his name?”
Adam: “I’m not Adam’s father but I did raise him. Adam is truly without
one. He was made.”
James: “Is that why Adam has no memories before the age of 11.”
Adam: “Yes we took them away. If he knew he didn't have a father it
would break his heart. We made the mistake of giving him
emotions.”
James: “But surely his mom must have childhood pictures of him.”
Adam: “Yes pictures are him, but not his soul. We switched them.”

Note: Adam may have been part of project surrogate too. This may
explain why Tiyan says he’s my brother and why he looks like he could
be as well.

James: “Was I switched too?”

Adam: “Hard to tell without talking to your being of control personally
but that would be illegal.”
James: “Well I would give you permission. But you’re running out of
time.”
Adam: “I should be back by now. But it should be fine. I need to get
this information out there.”
James: “Well come again. Next time I’ll consider allowing you to poke
around in my head.”
Adam: “How about I’ll send someone that IS directly involved in that
stuff to come talk to you.”
James: “Sure.”
Adam: “But I have to find someone I can trust in Adam’s body. He's
fragile. We have to protect him.”
James: “I live in North Carolina it’s not too hard to find lol.”
Adam: “HA HA. I live in Dierds 1564, well did, it's in the past.”
James: “Oh lovely.”
Adam: “It was taken over by our negative beings. Even I fear them like
rabid animals.”
James: “So maybe you could just take me aboard the spaceship and
do some upgrades healing or whatever. HA HA I thought the
reps were brave.”
Adam: “That would be kidnapping young man. Brave but not stupid.”
James: “But I asked. It’s not like it’s the first time I was abducted.”
Adam: “Maybe then but I’m just an old scientist. Whenever you get
abducted it’s only between your family that protects you if you
get what I’m saying. You are all assigned families before you
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James: “Oh, so you’re protecting me?”
Adam: “I can protect you but it's hard to do things all at once. But that’s
what your family is for. Your father is there for you. Be lucky
you have one. He's a brave and younger one than I am.”
James: “People ask me if all the things I say are true why I aren’t I dead
and I say it’s because I’m being protected.”
Adam: “Those people will perish. Great destruction is coming.”
James: “The ones who abuse me?”
Adam: “They all will if they are not with the light. You must try to be
with the light.”
James: “I offered them the olive branch for peace, but they laughed.
They play jokes on me in the Trip Chair and make me do stuff
to kill and destroy.”
Adam: “They laugh because they are not worthy.”
James: “Yes sir.”
Adam: “But listen young man destruction is coming. You and Adam will
end up meeting soon. Can't tell you when that would be illegal.
You two will be given powers. Not a lot but enough to be strong
and fast. You’re going to need that.”
James: “But the implants stop me from having super powers.”
Adam: “Those will be stopped when the times comes. Our people are
trying to help we want to end this all.”
James: “Okay. I was hoping this is the timeline would end with a
peaceful transition.”
Adam: “Okay so remember this. Time will come and you will gain
powers you never thought you could possess. You will be
strong. Wait why is his phone going off? It angers me.”
James: “HA HA”
Adam: “Okay it stopped. Scared me his emotions are so jumpy. I hate
being in here.”
James: “It’s not like the telepathic devices you use huh?”
Adam: “No not at all. HA HA”
James: “Yeah this planet is backwards. What was I thinking when I
accepted this assignment?”
Adam: “Yes and filled with liars. You are brave I even don't challenge
the 3d life. So sad. But my life choosing isn't so great.”
James: “Most of humanity doesn’t even deserve to survive. They are
like brain dead robots. I can see why the elite want to cull this
planet.”
Adam: “Yes but it's not their fault but I do agree.”
James: “But I’m tired of seeing so much destruction.”
Adam: “You will see one more, great one. And I can tell you now it will
be about your nuclear devices that we all hate.”
James: “Oh that hmm, I hope I have my teleportation working…What
about my friend Nathan Wilder?”
Adam: “Nathan. Is that your guy?”

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James: “He was on my team. So they say, but we were good friends
until he was taken away.”
Adam: “Yes he is. He's still here the government took him off planet. I
believe your moon.”
James: “I want to rescue Nathan. they treat him so badly there.”
Adam: “But I have good news. He's almost done with the Trip Chair.
He's a brave one.”
James: “Yes. Will I have to rescue him?”
Adam: “Yes you will, but he will be coming back soon. I sadly work with
these people. He is on the moon. Inside base called Forty Five
Niner 86457.”
James: “Okay, well when can I teleport? I’ll pull him out of there. Adam
says he will help. But I don’t think he has a clue what he’s
getting into.”
Adam: “You can go save him but it won't be easy. He would do fine. He
would be of very good need, but I worry about losing him.”
James: “First we got to get his mind integrated.”
Adam: “Yes we do. It's sadly all my fault. I made him like this.”
James: “Can’t you just make a clone of him and stick his soul into it if
he died?”
Adam: “We are working on that. But we want his soul, its hard work
our team is somewhat behind on work.”
James: “Yeah maybe you should clone yourself to give you some help
lol.”
Adam: “I might have to do that. But I’m already in trouble now for
staying to long and talking to a human.”
James: “Why? HA HA. But I’m not fully human, besides I asked for your
help.”
Adam: “It's all about law young man, I know this but they think if you’re
in a human body your human.”
James: “Yeah you get trapped here in Earth karma. Go back then you
don’t want to be here.”
Adam: “I’ll come back soon. This body is weird.”
James: “Yeah it is lol.”
Adam: “I’m trying to decide whether to keep his memories alive right
now. I want him to remember so badly.”
James: “I’ll let him read this conversation if you want. That way you
won’t have to worry about the law thing. I will give him a
choice.”
Adam: “I’m going to let him remember. But only this one time. I’m
going to get in trouble for it but hey it's worth it.”
James: “Yeah he’s going to find out eventually might as well.”
Adam: “It's going to be weird. He's going to think he's crazy. HAHA but
that's not so. Remind him he's not crazy it's going to be weird
trying to tell him someone else typed this and he didn't when he
has the memory of typing it.”

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James: “Will he get his powers back?”
Adam: “Not until destruction time. You will also.”
James: “OK OK. I feel we will survive.”
Adam: “Adam’s fast really really fast and you’re really really wise. You
two will be a good team.”
James: “Of course Adam and I are like brothers aren’t we? How fast
can he run?”
Adam: “In human form or in golden form?”
James: “Um human form and golden form.”
Adam: “HA HA his little girlfriend sent a message on his phone I’m
having too much fun with this.”
James: “Yeah more distractions. It makes him happy though.”
Adam: “You two are brothers but made differently if you know what I’m
saying.”
James: “HA HA ok. We are like 13 years apart though. Adam is the
more powerful one.”
Adam: “Okay but he runs pretty quick.”
James: “Yeah if he gets angry or scared enough he could.”
Adam: “I should run outside and test but I’m afraid of damaging the
body.”
James: “Nooo don’t try. How fast in mph?”
Adam: “Well in human form 23 mph, is what we clocked it 2 years ago.
His mother is coming HA HA.”
James: “Oh ok will she suspect you?”
Adam: “I have to turn invisible. Hold on, no we wiped her.”
James: “OK HA HA you’re funny.”
Adam: “Okay invisible. I try to keep a good humor.”
James: “His mom is a handler. She will try to stop Adam from becoming
integrated. She seems nice though.”
Adam: “We know but she is a different handler. Her soul is fighting it
slowly.”
James: “I would have turned out better if my mom wasn’t mked too.”
Adam: “Don't look back on old memories.”
James: “Oh but I’m a wreck emotionally to much anxiety from all the
Trip Chair and missions and torture.”
Adam: “Stupid human emotions. Just remember my brother emotion is
just a feeling. Nothing more, learn that and you will do
anything. I can sense that in this body.”
James: “Easier said than done.”
Adam: “But anyway I’ll explain more about Adam now and then you in
golden state.”
James: “How does that work? Can you teleport here? Would that be
easier to talk to me?”
Adam: “Would you be scared?”
James: “Do you look like an 8 foot tall reptilian?”
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James: “Hmm then ya.”
Adam: “I’m a tall one.”
James: “You wouldn’t fit in this room. You might break the celling.”
Adam: “HA HA. I would break your floors too.”
James: “I got a lot of fear issues I been trying to work on.”
Adam: “So does Adam. You share the same emotions. You two are
connected exactly. You two have almost the exact DNA. I
shouldn't have told you that.”
James: “Yeah but Adam seems to be doing better than me. He’s got
friends and a girlfriend and I’m stuck with PTSD frame of mind.
Yeah he looks like me it scary I thought he was my son.”
Adam: “Don't compare lives. Adam sits up at night crying it's so sad to
watch.”
James: “Oh no, crying about what?”
Adam: “We don't know that much why. It's hard to tap into his mind
when those emotions are present. Mostly because he really
doesn't have anything to look forward to.”
James: “He misses his father?”
Adam: “No. He feels hopeless.”
James: “Maybe it’s the genetic memory of the torture in the Trip Chair.
The memories in the mind are gone but the genetic memories
are still there. I might be able to help.”
Adam: “It is, but it's hard for him things in his life aren’t not going as he
wants. But just know this you and him are so connected that
you feel the same emotions.”
James: “Yeah we can’t have normal jobs cause of who we are. Does he
hear my thoughts?”
Adam: “Not fully, he puts them aside. He thinks they are himself.
James: “Yeah ADHD the chatter keeps him up at night doesn’t it? He
doesn’t trust himself.”
Adam: “Yes and us watching him. He's afraid we are going to scare
him but we don't try to at all. He fears what he can't
understand.”
James: “The greys were so mean to me when I was 12. They said they
would kill me if I talked.”
Adam: “What greys?”
James: “Oh shit I did talk.”
Adam: “Hold on trouble near. Hold your thoughts young man.”
James: “Uh oh.”
Adam: “Hold there don't move. I hate the fear in this body I heard a
noise.”
James: “Can I move now lol. In my house?”
Adam: “You may now move.”
James: “Did you make a thump? Something just flushed my toilet.”
Adam: “That's Tyler.”
James: “Who?”

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Adam: “Tyler Broms”
James: “Do I know him? What’s he doing in my house?”
Adam: “Yes, but don't remember your guide.”
James: “Is he a ghost or an alien?”
Adam: “No he's your guiding protector. He likes to explore. He's funny.”
James: “I guess he was letting me know I was going to be ok.”
Adam: “Yeah, but he wanted to be funny with it.”
James: “Is he reptilian too?”
Adam: “No he's Sambodian. And the clock strikes 222.”
James: “Ahh Adam was talking about 222 and 111. He’s into
numerology.”

Adam: “He’s trying to find meaning that's how we keep in touch with
him. We led him to a website.”
James: “Do you have to go now?”
Adam: “Yes I do is that okay? If you want I could show up but I cannot
control your fear.”
James: “Sure well, is it going to be in the middle of the night?”
Adam: “No you’re scared I can sense it. You’re afraid because you
don't trust me fully.”
James: “Sorry the greys did that to me. By abusing me so badly I try to
control it not my fault.”
Adam: “Not a problem I’ll tear them apart just not in this body, HA HA.”
James: “Where were you when I was 12?”
Adam: “Was working on Adam had to create him. Your father should
have been there did he fail to do that?”
James: “I don’t remember anything sorry they took my memories away.
I been using a device thing I made to help restore them I want
Adam to make one. But he seems too distracted to focus on
doing that.”
Adam: “Sorry that would be his programming…striking number
446847121431235 commence screening 657890 time zero
point XXXXX”

The last 5 digits of that number sequence was altered as requested by

Tiyan.

James: “Should I show him that code?”

Adam: “No, don't do that, would be bad. HA HA”
James: “I deleted it from the chat script what does it do?”
Adam: “Save this script and customize it show him everything BUT
THAT CODE!”
James: “Oh. Yes sir! But you said it would be bad?”
Adam: “It's simply just his programming but his self-destruct code.”
James: “Tiyan does it activate the sniper alter?”

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Adam: “It is located in there. And I know yours but I’m not telling you
obviously. HA HA”
James: “Thank you. Can you make me more psychic, a code to help
me teleport?”
Adam: “I can try to help. I’ll work on your programming but on the ship.
I'm worthless in this body.”
James: “I won’t remember a thing huh. Sounds like a deal.”
Adam: “You will remember this. Do you remember that mission I told
you about I pulled you out? You would have died.”
James: “No I don’t. Tell me please.”
Adam: “Everyone there was killed. I didn't let you go. I pulled you out.
Well I’ll tell you a little bit at first you were on Alpha Squad 45
firing team.”

Adam feels Alpha Squad 45 is a group of soldiers used primarily for

sniping and for recon. They seem to be under the command of a
sergeant, possibly me? The number 45 designation may be a reference
to top secret clearance levels Q-45 or higher, which is designated for
non-terrestrial officers. Q stands for intelligence classifications for
close-hold sensitive compartmented information. The higher the Q-
qualifications, the more sensitive, compartmented information you are
privy to. So Q-45 and above are Umbra & Keystone Levels. Keystone
is probably the highest level of Earthly Intelligence .

James: “Why did I survive and the others didn’t?”

Adam: “The enemy has great numbers I mean in the trillions. You were
pulled out along with your team.”
James: “Yeah they just make more clones. Thanks for doing that.
Nathan destroyed their planets.”
Adam: “Nathan is a strong one. He managed to scare me in my true
form.”
James: “The government would have put a clone in my place if I died
fooling my family.”
Adam: “HA HA joking. I only kid you, government needs to be stopped
I'm sorry I have to go now I’m keeping Adam there too long. He
will remember this time though.”
James: “Hey send me a cell phone, a reptilian one. So I could talk to
you, one that is in contact with the ship.”
Adam: “A new one? Can you speak Zion?”
James: “No but you could put me in the Trip Chair and in 2 hours I
could or less.”
Adam: “HAHA you’re such a SS.”
James: “I don’t mind. What’s that?”
Adam: “Super Soldier HA HA. Victor hmmm”
James: “Well I survived all of it, didn’t I? Most didn’t. Does he know
much?”

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Adam: “lol Not really but he cares for Adam and I think Victor wants
more excitement in his life. I need to tell him something but not
much.”
James: “What’s that?”
Adam: “He's what we call an informationer on your planet. In basic
terms he guides and plans the SS into battle. He maps it out
but he is not an SS.”
James: “Like a remote viewer? Okay I will let him know.”
Adam: “Yes he plans the battles.”
James: “He doesn’t seem the killing type.”
Adam: “No he's not. God I’m in so much trouble. Might as well just put
some excitement in his life.”
James: “I guess he don’t have much choice. If we don’t do what we are
told they will kill us and sometimes they make clones of our
friends and make us think they are the real one. Well go now
we will stay in touch be sure to teach me Zion lol.”

Tiyan as drawn by Adam Zupancic

So in summary, Tiyan revealed to me that Adam was a Super Soldier

just like me. He contained a lot of robotics due to his occupation as an
explosives expert. Despite this, he was engineered to have emotions.

At this point Tiyan concludes his conversation. A few weeks later, Adam
informed me that Tiyan was killed but he couldn’t tell me anything else.
To get a better Idea of what he knows about MILABS I asked him:

James: “Adam do you think I have metal bones and metal skin?”
Adam: “Yes you have metal bones, with some kind of arms between
your bones and skin.”
James: “But I don’t understand, what’s that?”

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Adam: “It's this liquid, but it’s catching anything that hits or might
puncture your skin. Nothing will get past that, not even
explosions.”

To learn more, I put Adam under a regression using my neo-meditation

cube. It’s basically a torsion field generator which brings in chi energy
into the body so you can get into a relaxed state of mind in order to
release traumas.

The first experiment I did using the Neo with Adam was trying to
simulate the effects of the sedative drug Lycotrophiaimine which they
give us in MILABS to access alters. When I did that I ended up with a
migraine headache and Adam vomited, which I find odd since he didn’t
join in the exercise. So maybe Tiyan is right—we are psychically linked.

In another session I was guiding Adam along in a meditation. I wasn’t

really paying attention to what he was typing because I was trying to
meditate, but after we were done I noticed he’d typed out what I think
may be some of his repressed memories. He told me he had blacked
out after he typed all of this:

He wrote “Okay Man, is that sound coming from your place?” “srgt tt9
taking fire, left south blank, corner left get him, fire now drop the
bastard.” “Got him Sarge.” “Finish him off.” “He's down move in.”
“Breaching, go take him out.” “He's dead keep moving.” “This is
triggering me man.” “5 alpha squad put down suppressing fire now.”
“5th Gen get your ass in there.”

At this point Adam sees Tiyan in a confrontation with his handlers.

“What the fuck are you doing?” “Fuck you don't tell me what to do.” “Dr
Tiyan come with us…” “What are you doing to me?” “Nooo what are
you doing? Told you to stay away from the boy should have learned
from the beginning old man.” “He's more than just a project can't you
see that” “No, he's military, that's it, nothing else.” “The chip is in Iowa.
your files, go there now.” “Who cares if he knows he will die just like all
of the world.” “We have to go now. Gather up the people, you come
with us, stay back here and make sure he dies.” “Will do sir.”

At the end of the session Adam tells me, “Whoa, I was gone…ha ha. I
felt like I was really there.” So the covert government had Tiyan killed
for helping Adam and myself. But before they exterminated him, he
yelled to us to find our files in Iowa. Adam has no idea what’s in it and I
have no idea how to access it. I guess this is something we need to
work on in the future. I also find it interesting that he mentioned Iowa
because that is the same place where Nathan was from.

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In another incident, Adam was triggered after he watched one of my
videos on Super Soldiers.

Adam: “When did you post a video? I want to see.”

James: “It’s only a minute.”

He watches the video and then writes me back.

Adam: “Unit file activate 7680 unit file temporary update please hold.”
James: “Ha, what’s going on?”
Adam: “Hello?”
James: “Hi to whom do I have the pleasure talking to?”
Adam: “This is Alphius, just call me Alpha, this is Alter 40. You may
know me from mission in Iraq.”
James: “Memory was wiped can you assist.”
Adam: “protocol protocol cannot asdfkkdoi asdfk update complete
memory loss engaged goodbye. Unit will be back up in 15.3
mins. Standbye.”
James: “Ok Ok. Err why do you have to take 15 minutes?”

After exactly 15 minutes, he logs back in and I ask him why he hadn’t
responded to me in the last 15 minutes and he said he was playing a
computer game and was waiting for me to say something.

Another strange occurrence when I texted Adam later. He didn’t

remember who I was and seemed to have been in a alter personality.
The conversation read like this:

James: “Hi”
Adam: “Who is this?”
James: “James.”
Adam: “This is sub unit Adam denied access pass code needed.”

So I gave him that number Tiyan gave me which is like my dog tag.

James: “54363”
Adam: “James Rink Access…unit memory access.”
James: “How is Alphius?”

He doesn’t respond to any more of my text messages after that. On

October 16, 2010, I had another chat with Adam and it seemed Tiyan
was alive again.

Adam: “Dude, I slept so long.”

James: “Hi.”

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Adam: “I’m just about to head out soon.”
James: “Oh, last night my pillow disappeared from my bed, any ideas
what happened to me and it?”
Adam: “Did it really?”
James: “Yes a $90 dollar pillow, where did it go?”
Adam: “There are two things wrong with this, for one why do you own
a $90 dollar pillow lol? Another how did you end up losing it
hmmm?”
James: “Well I got two pillows five years ago. They shrunk, so I
combined it together in the same case.”
Adam: “Was anyone in your room?”
James: “No all I remember, was falling asleep with it but when I woke
up in the morning it wasn’t on my bed nor any other place.”
Adam: “I think YOU did something with it but don't remember. Check
under you bed.”
James: “Of course, I looked everywhere, why would it disappear?”
Adam: “I believe your clone replaced it when you were in alter mode.”
James: “But it’s gone.”
Adam: “James you’re not yourself right nwo… now, funny how I put
nwo.”
James: “Yes? What do you mean not myself? Are you telling me I’m not
James?”
Adam: “Unit b46-78 activate memory sequence 447. Date: October
16th, 2010, 12 am to 12 pm.”
James: “Hmm, I see a blue corridor. Is that my imagination?”
Adam: “No keep thinking, base sequence 4565883234…… calling
number 45. Are you there James? Can you read me?”
James: “I see a bunch of officers, military men. I don’t think I’m allowed
to go there.”
Adam: “That place is off limits… James oh James…… it's Tiyan I don’t
know if you remember.”
James: “Oh yeah, how is he?”
Adam: “But I have bad news. THIS IS TIYAN. Now listen young one.”
James: “Yes sir, ha did we bring you back from the dead?”
Adam: “I was taken and killed multiple times.”
James: “Oh no what can I do to help you?”
Adam: “By a man that goes by the name of Officer Kingfield, he's a
human in which I’m losing hope for. It's time to stand up!”
James: “Yes sir, but my head hurts.”
Adam: “Nathan is gone now, he's so far into it he'll never remember
you. If he did it would be by chance. I tried to help him. There is
still hope. But very little but we are meant to run off hope.”
James: “Of course not.”
Adam: “You will be contacted soon. By a name I cannot mention. But I
must leave this realm now with a one last good bye.”

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James: “Good they are attack my business, trying to ruin me financially.
Oh no I’ll have to help you come back.”
Adam: “Forget the ones that try to help you, forget the ones that try to
hurt you, forget all of that.”
James: “Ok.”
Adam: “You need to relax things will fall into place.”
James: “Right I will.”
Adam: “With that I promise you.”
James: “But where did my pillow go? I know that’s not a big deal
compared to what happened to you and Nate, but I still like to
know.”
Adam: “HA HA, James oh James, your pillow went into a time freezing
zone it will show back up soon. I promise.”
James: “Oh, I thought it went into a different timeline, that’s good
because I didn’t want to spend any money on a new one.”
Adam: “Yes that' is true.”
James: “Maybe it got stuck in that zone when they last activated me.”
Adam: “Okay I leave now with one message. Be true to yourself, trust
the tingling feeling you get you know what I’m talking about I
hope.”
James: “Yes, I grow weary.”
Adam: “And whenever your ear starts to ring that will be me telling
you something.”
James: “I feel so alone. OH OK”
Adam: “So pay attention, I joined a new tribe, 222 Spitrones.”
James: “Do you want me to join them too?”
Adam: “We are a bunch of what you may call rebels. We are going to
bring down the system. To dangerous.”
James: “Well they better hurry up 2012 is almost here and we won’t be
able to ascend.”
Adam: “We can freeze time young one or something like that. No rush.
I leave you now Adam will pass out from this he will be back on
soon.”
James: “Sure thanks Tiyan, friend.”
Adam: “Tiyan out. Don’t forget the ringing I’ll always be here.”
James: “:):)”

And that was my last conversation with Tiyan. If this is something Adam
conjured up, that doesn’t explain why he would have all these
dissociative states unless he indeed was who Tiyan claims to be.

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14
ALPHA SQUAD COUNCIL
In this chapter Adam explains why Super Soldier Duncan O’finioan,
A.K.A. Bobby Joe Fanin, became very hostile towards me and other
MILABs.

For the record I carry no quarrel with Duncan. I respect his experience
as unique and don’t hold any grudges against him or his alters. I want
to see the targeted individual community working together in unity. But
since Duncan chose to become an aggressor by attacking my
character as well as others like me who share similar experiences; I
have been given no other choice but to stand up and say enough is
enough. If you don’t want to be part of the solution then you are part of
the problem.
If you choose the path of childish infighting then watch your credibility
become ruined as nothing will stop the tide of truth that is about to
come.

The whole controversy began when I announced that Duncan and

myself and a few other MILABs were going to participate in the first-
ever Super Soldier summit. Duncan wrote in the comment section of
my video:

Duncan: “Don't EVER use mine or Miranda's name in one of y our

idiotic videos again. Do you understand that, Rink?
James: “Why, Duncan? Why do you think this is an idiot video? I spent
8 hours making it.”

He didn’t answer respond, however the next day he posted a scathing

blog post about me:

THE RANT FROM HELL

November 29, 2011

“Now, now comes my bitch rant. I want to start by saying one thing
straight up: I despise the term “Super Soldier.” I hate that word. That
was never what I called myself, that was never what Miranda called
herself, that was never what we called ourselves. We were Omega
units. That was the project we were in together. The Omega Project.
Again, we were Omega units. We were never called Super Soldiers, we
were never called Ultimate Warriors. Those terms are media terms. In
my opinion, designed and put out there to cheapen the testimony of
anyone coming out of these projects.

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But, it would seem there are a ton, and I do mean a ton, of little
jackwagon pieces of shit on the Internet calling themselves “Super
Soldiers.” It’s amazing to me how, at Awake and Aware I, the first one,
when Dave Corso and I were on stage and we discussed the different
generations of so-called Super Soldiers from generation one through
five, no one had ever hard that before. The suddenly, right after that,
dozens of little jackwagons were all over the Internet, claiming to be
“Generation 5, Generation 6, Generation 7”. Oh people, give me a
break.

It’s unreal. One so-called fifth generation Super Soldier said that he
and another fifth generation Super Soldier defeated Satan and Lucifer
and stopped the bringing about of the New World Order. Really? Guys,
if you did, where the hell is Heaven on Earth then? We’re still waiting,
tick tock.

Then there are those out there, and I guess for whatever reason, they
think they’re an angel flying around between Heaven and Earth. Earth
is holding a flaming sword, with sunlight shooting out of their ass. It’s
bad enough that when legitimate people do come forward, the
harassment, the ridicule, and derision is bad enough. But I swear to the
gods (yes, I said gods as in more than one), every time someone
legitimate comes forward, a dozen more of these little jackwagons
come out with so much Bullshit that it just tears away the legitimacy of
a real whistleblower.

Now, contrary to so many of these idiotic YouTube posters, yes –we do

this at a great risk. Not only to ourselves, but to every one around us. I
read and heard so many times “if this were real, why are you still
alive?” And I’ll say it again — it damn sure isn’t because they haven’t
tried. We live with constant surveillance. We can prove dozens of times
over how our phone calls are monitored. As a matter of fact, a great
deal of so called information that is out there on the Internet right now
being used by these little jackwagons, came from us. It has been
twisted and perverted to become so fantastical, as I said earlier, it
overshadows the legitimate ones. Boys, enough. And you know who
the hell you are.

There are also, as I call them, little jackwagons out there that like to
throw our names around to try and give themselves their own
legitimacy. Ain’t’ working, guys. It ain’t working.

In truth, besides David Corso, there have only been two others that we
know of that we 100 percent say came out of these projects. One was
a Native American man who was older than me who had to leave this
country because of this. The other is our good friend John Stormm.

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And John, if you ever want to use our site, our blog, to come forward,
it’s yours brother, any time you want.

Let me take a moment and relate something that happened just over a
year ago. I have a very good friend who is a Colonel in the U.S. Army,
and active Colonel. He had, notice I said had, an uncle that was in the
Air Force during the Vietnam era. My Colonel friend spoke with his
uncle about me and some of the vents that he and I talked about. The
uncle said that he needed to speak with me because he remembered
some of the event that I said took place. A meeting between us was
arranged.

This man blew his brains out the night before. Can you begin to
comprehend the tightrope walk with this? Hopefully you little
jackwagons will learn something from this.”

I just want to mention that I started talking about Project Surrogate and
the different generations of Super Soldiers a full year and a half before
Duncan talked about them at Awake and Aware 2011.

Around this same time, Duncan was also calling metaphysical expert
David Wilcock names for crying on the air because of death threats.

“David Wilcock: You, along with your fan base have a chance to
actually do something good. Here’s my strong suggestion to you: Take
to the airwaves, and apologize for your behavior, i.e. crying like a wet
kitten, because, David, I have heard you at conferences and on
interviews talking the talk so many times. When it came time for you to
stand up and walk the walk, you fell flat on your face. Now stand the
hell up. Pull it together, take all this B.S. information that you get from
the total B.S. “informants”, and throw it away.”

When Adam found out about the things he’d said, he confronted him,
which helped piece together a possible reason why he was acting so
belligerent.

James: “Adam why is Duncan O’finioan being such a jerk?”

Adam: “Duncan is part of a different program. Our programs don't like
each other Tiyan told me.”
James: “I think so. He said he and all Super Soldiers are called
Omegas but we are Alphas.”
Adam: “Yup that's what Tiyan said. Were Alpha, he's Omega. Were
"newer" than him and Omega got jealous, we get more of the
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James: “I feel like he is very jealous and opposes the work I do
because we got the info and he don’t. Kerry Cassidy is also
mad at him.”
Adam: “I wrote this to him on his blog “Duncan, I’m hearing so many
stories about you being rude and belligerent. Cut the bull shit
brother! I’m sure you want to fix this terribly messed up system,
right? Bashing people’s stories won’t fix it! You don’t see David
criticizing what happened to you! Both of you had different
paths. Yours is more hardcore and dangerous. His was more
spiritual. Just because he displayed emotions on the possibility
of being killed/tortured doesn’t mean you bash him down. He’s
already going through enough stress. You can show emotions
anywhere you want to. That does not display weakness. You
show your emotions! Just in different ways. Stop being so rude
man. It’s getting somewhat annoying”
James: “Duncan is snobbish I never liked him.”
Adam: “Duncan is a bitch. I started being a dick when I found out what
he said about you that pissed me off. Then he emails me
saying he's heartbroken by the words and called me a asshole
and threatened me. So I told him. “If he wanted to meet up I
would. I would say everything I said on the blog to his face and
if it came down to it id slap the shit outta his big ass. I’m not
afraid of him nor his alters and if he wanted to try me then do
so.” Then a voice came in my head which sounded a lot like
Tiyan and said “Let him try something, kid.” Then I had a
conversation with Tiyan.”
James: “Was he trying to scare you?”
Adam: “He doesn't scare me. He called me a deadbeat loser. He was
trying to be all tough and I just laughed. He was very rude to
me first. What I wrote was not rude at all right? It was more of
explaining than anything. I’ll copy what he just wrote to me a
little bit ago. “NO!!!!! YOU, drag your sorry dead fucking ass
and see ME face to face. NOW, TELL THIS TO THE ASSHATS
you WORK FOR. YOU LOW LIFE SCUM SUCKING STACK
OF SHIT. I deal with assholes like you every freaking day. A
dime a dozen. WORTHLESS!” He put that. I laughed. Duncan
just wrote me again.”
James: “Again?”
Adam: “He wrote “You want me....come get me. The mood I'm in right
now. It'll be fun. Come on. Show me what you got you dick
weed.”
James: “Does he know you know me?”
Adam: “Nope lol ;P”
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Adam: “I wouldn't get you into all this bro. I can handle myself. I like
doing my shit solo ;P I think our squad is a little more civilized
he's old school.”
James: “Yeah how did he end up being an ss? He lacks intuition.”
Adam: “Exactly they must have taken anyone back then.”
James: “Yes lol I hate bullies they tore my mind apart as a kid.”
The next day apparently Duncan’s godmother almost died, and
Duncan blamed it on Adam. So Duncan’s partner Miranda,
a.k.a. Axe, allegedly performed some kind of ritual to attack
Adam. Since they are both Omega units, they were tasked by
the covert government to make sure other Super Soldiers don’t
go rogue. Because of this, we don’t take offence in what they
do.”
Adam: “James, I slept 17 hours last night woke up fatigued still very
tired, like I had been doing something. I usually don't sleep so
long. It happens very rarely. And my blood temperature
dropped to 96.”
James: “You probably were on the spaceships.”
Adam: “Maybe. It's possible I woke up late. My mom said she heard
me screaming “Wake me up, wake me up!” and I didn't say a
thing.”
James: “OK”
Adam: “Hey my mom just woke up and came downstairs and said that
Miranda came in her dream and said “Tell your son to stop
messing with Duncan or we will make shit worse for him.” And
my mom didn't even know what was going on only me and you.
Before she lay down she was watching an interview about
Duncan and Miranda from the Project Camelot Awake and
Aware 2011conference.”
James: “Don’t believe her, that’s how Satan’s minions work. They get
you to believe something and through the law of attraction it
comes true.”
Adam: “Ya that's what I told my mom I said, “don't listen to what they
say just ignore it and go about your day.”
James: “This really pisses me off, they are no better than the powers
that be, trying to use psychic gifts to hurt others.”

At this point, I had Adam scan for any psychic cords and he found one
in his back connected to Duncan’s partner Mirada. I had him cut the
cords and he immediately started feeling better.

Then he claims to be in contact with staff members from Alpha

Squad Council who seem to be in opposition with the MILAB operation
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Adam: “I know what she was doing now, my alters talked to me. Alpha
member XXX was violated to the 6th degree. We are in the
process of screening the situation and those responsible will be
held credited for the action threw upon our project. XXX is safe
now. He's being closely monitored by our staff to make sure no
further damage occurs. His temperature is beginning to rise to
normal levels.”

XXX is a code name for members of the Alpha Company. It was

changed to XXX as requested by Adam to protect his privacy.

James: “Good. Miranda and Duncan have major ego problems. They
are like children playing with adult weapons.”
Adam: “What was happening to XXX is what we called forward
thinking. It is when the manipulator uses energies from
themselves and thinks of possible scenarios and the receiver
thinks it true. For example, if the manipulator was to think of the
person having a heart attack. The receiver would get symptoms
of that and start to believe it. Understand? That is a violation of
the 6th degree. WE are under investigation.”
James: “Yes make sense. It’s a fear tactic. By the way, what do you
mean by the 6th degree? What is that?”
Adam: “6th degree is murder. There are a set of rules we go by in
Alpha. You know these rules Rink. There are 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
degree violations. Violation 1 is direct disorder to releasing any
information about Alpha and the information learned while on
duty.”
James: “Okay I hope you’re not doing that now lol.”
Adam: “I’m not. You are part of the program. It's between me and you
for now.”
James: “Ok so I can’t release this info then?”
Adam: “You can. Just not under XXX name. Your serial code number
is XXX, Adam is XXX. ;D. It's how we keep track of you.
James: “OK. Oh so don’t tell people XXX is my name.”
Adam: “Rink you have a malfunctioned part which we are currently
working on. You will remember in time. We are reaching a
critical point.”
James: “OK”
Adam: “Violation 2 is using such info to try to manipulate and use to
turn against Alpha. Violation 3, conducting or using your
weapons and armor for personal gain. You cannot use gifts
outside the project under ANY circumstances.”
James: “Ah so I can’t get rich turning rocks into diamonds. Go on.”
Adam: “Violation 4. Using or displacing ANY information to the United
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executive of your sector first.”
James: “Ok so we are fighting against the United States and UK?”
Adam: “No not fighting against them. Just not fighting WITH THEM.
They do not need to know our knowledge of our program.”
James: “Ok”
Adam: “Violation 5. Remote viewing of any sort should be used only at
control center or with permission of the supervisor of your
squad. In our case we had permission. Violation 6 is equivalent
to attempted murder in your plane. It’s basically the same thing.
Violation 7 is destroying our project.”
James: “So Miranda attempted to kill you?”
Adam: “We play this game by the rules not some fraudulent beast
running around thinking they can do what they want.”
James: “Next question. Is Miranda Duncan’s handler and will Miranda
be held accountable for her actions?”
Adam: “We are in the process of putting our investigation squad in for
questions. We still need to focus on our greater matters first.
Which is bringing Omega to custody and holding anyone that is
a part of their secret rebel mission accountable. Her gifts might
be taken away. That's about all we can do. Miranda is NOT a
plant in his life. She is just down the wrong path. Somewhere
along the way. Her mind programming got messed up and as
Miranda says Duncan does. He follows her. She's corrupt I
guess you can say.”
James: “So what will happen to Miranda?”
Adam: “Miranda will not be killed. She will be held at a fair trial. They
are a different project, a side project of Omega. Omega is more
like rebels per say as Alpha is more military bases and with
rules. The only difference is that Alpha started it. We began this
program. We started the cloning of the bodies. We started the
use of SS for war purposes and private contracts. Omega is a
group of rebels that branched off from us and used the
information we had to make their own group per say.”
James: “So why did Duncan get so mad telling me how the only Super
Soldiers were Omegas, which isn’t true there are Omegas and
Alphas.”
Adam: “Because they used us James. Omega needs to be taken
down. We are working on a squad to do so.”
James: “Why do you want to take down Omega?”
Adam: “Omega is a rebel group. They will destroy what this program
was supposed to be about. It’s not just me Rink it’s the whole
Alpha Squad Council.”
James: “What was the goal of Omega?”
Adam: “Omega units were Alpha squad at some point. Two things:
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we tortured them, which is not the case. We are just like any
military branch. We train hard, but we do not torture.”
James: “I see. Why do they hate us so much?”
Adam: “They are a branch off of us. They are us per say. I don't know
why they hate us so much we created them. All I know is that’s
what the council thinks. We tried to find the root to the problem.
To meet halfway for agreement but they have their mind set on
other goals. They want to get famous off this whole ordeal
that's not what it's about.”
James: “Who is this council?”
Adam: “The council is built into two groups. One group works on the
cover up of situations and the legal work. The other works on
soldiers and developing of the projects. We work side by side
with your government, Not the dark powers, just your
government the dark powers need out.”
James: “Do they have a plan in place in case government tries to
exterminate us?”
Adam: “WE are also working on helping that situation we are
not bad James. We are really there to help. The bad people are
Omega they torture and put stuff in your mind.”
James: “Omega is used by the Illuminati?”
Adam: “I guess you can say that it's pretty much the same thing.”
James: “Do the Omega’s abduct and use me?”
Adam: “No they put fake memories in to make you think that. You were
following the wrong squad. Omega is bad news. WE are here
now I'm sending you protection. We need you to be safe Adam
is under close eye now. So are you. Do you feel violated?”
James: “Yes”
Adam: “Do you need protection Rink?”
James: “I get daily needle marks. Well I feel like I’m going to be ok but
they are infiltrating me whoever they are. Who’s injecting me?”
Adam: “You need protection. We were not aware of this happening.
The council was not aware and we are embarrassed that we let
such a thing happen.”
James: “lol gees I only been talking about this publically for 6 years.”
Adam: “The injections are under investigation.”
James: “Ok they usually are located on my lips or in my mouth.”
Adam: “The injections are under investigation. Those are indicative of
C02 module placed to implant memories.”
James: “Oh how can injections implant memories?”
Adam: “Easy actually we do the same thing but only to cover up our
tracks. It's sort of like this. Your eyes see, they remember and
store away in your brain the correct info. The injection goes
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didn't.”
James: “Oh so that’s why I have no missing time. Great I thought it was
interdimensional, they would open portals and then time travel
me back.”
Adam: “You two were being taken over by Omega. We have you back
now two of our best projects. You guys went missing for a
while. Adam popped up on our radar per say about an hour ago
what did you guys do to free him from the programming of
Omega?”
James: “It wasn’t hard he had a psychic cord attached to his spine
connected to Duncan O’finoian’s partner Miranda.”
Adam: “Was it lime green?”
James: “A green colored one. Yes, what does that mean?”
Adam: “That cord has been there for a while that's why he went
missing. Check yourself for the cord please. We don't see you
on radar. Do you need help?”
James: “Yes I do. How do I check the cord? We’ll let me see if I can see
it. I see a lot of them actually.”
Adam: “Were going to try from CC right now.”
James: “Looks like 20 to 30 of them. I also see green ones, orange
ones, blue ones. What’s cc mean?
Adam: “CC is command center. I see about 38 cords. Seems to be 13
red also.”
James: “Where did they come from? Gees I thought I cleared myself.
Maybe my subconscious mind didn’t want to see it.”
Adam: “We are going to walk you through this process are you ready
it's a must.”
James: “Is CC where we are stationed in the future?”
Adam: “James let’s get these cords out first then we will answer all
your questions. The clock is ‘333’ the timing is perfect. You see
the green cords, correct?”
James: “Yes the number 6 is what came to my mind.”
Adam: “I need you to take this bright light we are going to hand you.
Do you see the light beam James?”
James: “It reminds me of a fiber optic cable with many split ends in my
crown chakra.”
Adam: “This process might be painful. Take this light beam cut those 6
cords.”
James: “Cut”
Adam: “We have our physics sealing them please hold, sealed. Do you
see the orange ones? This is where it gets painful maybe.” James: “Yes
they are thicker. The number 3 comes to mind, three big
ones.”
Adam: “We have a special device for that. Okay we need to do this
one at a time to reduce pain. Cut one and we will seal it.”

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James: “Ok what do I use to cut it with? I get this cord is connected to
the A.I..”
Adam: “Ah yes. Almost forgot. Silly mistake, were not perfect I guess!
Okay we use this it's a beaming plate. It transfers the energy
from the cord into the plate, sort of like sucking it into a different
time line. Take the plate and put it on the cord and slowly slide
across it should disappear.”
James: “It’s broken, but now the light is scattering all over the place like
a broken oil pipeline.”
Adam: “We need to seal it now. Please hold I’m going to transfer you
to a specialist for the next part. This is Rectin. I’m here son,
now listen to me.”
James: “OK”
Adam: “We sealed it but you need to mark the seal to keep it closed.
Do you remember your identification mark?
James: “I imagined using my palm charkas beaming out a bright white
light to melt the cut end shut.”
Adam: “Yes perfect.”
James: “I just heard a click. I cut all the orange ones now. Feels like my
back just got real heavy.”
Adam: “They are both sealed. Mark them.”
James: “Ok sealing.”
Adam: “Now do you see the tiny red ones?”
James: “Looking, they are like a bunch of split hairs.”
Adam: “Melt those. They are old connecting rods with white light from
your palms like you did earlier.”
James: “Done. I feel the heaviness in my back even more now.”
Adam: “Told you it would be unpleasant. Okay now the blue ones, this
is what's feeding you the fatigue.”
James: “My mind saw the number 13, 13 of them I guess. It looks like
its pulsating and pumping a dim blue light out of me.”
Adam: “Okay what you need to do. You can't sever these. You can only
change them to work for you. So what I need you to do is
change the frequency. We are sending you the frequency now
all you have to do is match it with those cords and we are
done.”
James: “The pumping motion stopped.”
Adam: “We are just about completed surround yourself in white
light.”
James: “Done”
Adam: “Now we will slowly have to rebuild you. It's going to take a
couple days we'll get you back running to normal in no time we
apologize XXX.”
James: “It’s okay I only been waiting for help for 31 years. Glad it’s
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Adam: “XXX you'll be okay in no time. That of course means we will
need your service again same with XXX. Our CC lost track
because Omega knows how to work around our database. Like
I said they were us before. So they did something and wiped
you two clean off the map. Don't know how they did it but they
did.”
James: “Now that we are back what will happen to us?”
Adam: “You will have to undergo ALOT of work. You guys were
missing for quite some time now. The pain and suffering will not
go away instantly it's going to take time. We have to retrain
your programming, retrain your mind, retrain your alters.”
James: “I’m exhausted as it is, all the time.”
Adam: “Your mind is exhausted. You have been through a lot XXX.”
James: “Will I gain my gifts back and strength?”
Adam: “Yes just not in physical form. We can't do that. Not yet. WE like
to limit you too— just you’re receiving gifts, while on this plane.
But we will see. This system is not perfect. If we gave everyone
there powers back that would be hell I will say.”
James: “Why? Would I be a freak?”
Adam: “You still have your natural human abilities — intuition, remote
viewing from human perspective and the energy manipulation.” James:
“Oh but I won’t be able to levitate a tank. I might be called a
weirdo lol. So are you telecommunicating from the future?”
Adam: “We are talking through Adams vessel. He's aware of it. We do
not wish to hide anything from you two.”
James: “I think he has more nanotechnology in him.”
Adam: “He's newer but you two are built basically the same. He's just
more robotic per say. He had to be working with the explosives
and stuff, just glad to have you two back on the team.”
James: “So are you working with the reptilians?”
Adam: “The light council is more than just that. The council is of all
races. We need it like that. So no one thinks we only choose
one side. Tiyan one of our reps was taken. Do you know where
he could have went?”
James: “I thought so Tiyan was really helpful to me. He said he joined
the Spitrones 222. I hope he didn’t get punished for helping us
out.”
Adam: “He's lost. He was taken from our group, we are looking for
him.”
James: “What do you mean? He said he joined a new tribe. Did he get
injured?”
Adam: “We got signals but very faint. He might have. WE are in the
process of looking for him and tracing his signal. Omega Squad
tricked him into thinking we were going to punish and betray
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James: “Oh so Tiyan thought we were going to be activated and be
sent to kill him but that wasn’t going to happen? Well then, we
will have to help him how so.”
Adam: “He was tricked by Omega into thinking we wanted him dead,
which is why he probably said he was joining a new tribe.
Omega is nothing but beast. They like to trick and play with
peoples mind. All we know is that our main project lead is
missing. We need him back First. We need to get you two back
on your feet. You are protected now James. Sorry for the delay.
Now we need to find your other squad. Two of them went
missing and still out there. We cannot trace them, our guess is
Omega. We are looking for Brett and Alexis.”
James: “I don’t know them.”
Adam: “Your squad member wants to talk to you. Do you wish to
receive?”
James: “Yes”
Adam: “XXX!! Don't you ever ever ever go missing again you fucking
hear me? It’s XX. Fuck! We have been looking for you for
years. I can't believe this.”
James: “Well gees my name is all over the Internet. All you had to do
was scan the Internet.”
Adam: “You remember me right?... Ashley..”
James: “No”
Adam: “They really fucked you up man. Well anyway we have been
looking for you for So long. I have to go I'll be back.”
James: “Will I get a visitation in person? Oh Ok”
Adam: “WE can arrange that. Let me just start off by saying it's so glad
to hear from you and XXX again. You did well. We will talk
again soon. XXX is in sleep in his vessel. He’s boarding the
CC. His alter program is in at the moment till we can patch
things up. We will get to you in the hours remaining. BE BACK
in about 30 mins. Stay online. Bye XXX. We are watching and
protecting you now use your device to contact us it should be
easier now.”
James: “Ok who should I connect to? Or ask for?
Adam: “Alpha Terminal”
James: “Yes Sir”
Adam: “We all know who you are James. Just make sure you get to
Alpha Terminal. You mean Ma'am this is still XX. It’s okay.”
James: “Okay”
Adam: “You been go for a while! Okay Sabertooth we are watching.
Connect with us while we are away. We will answer all your
questions. In the meantime, contact us via the cube. You can
do it. Just stop doubting so much okay! XX OUT!”

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Adam: “James, its Adam my mind went blank.”
James: “Hey it’s okay you did good.”
Adam: “Is there anything we should discuss?”
James: “Ok well I hope when they fix me I won’t be tired all the time.”
Adam: “Same here. I’m always so fucking tired I swear!”
James: “So Alpha Squad are the good guys?”
Adam: “I don’t know yet, we need to find out. Anyone can say anything
to us.”
James: “I wonder why Omega wanted to break off, if Alpha was so
benevolent? Something seems amiss here don’t you think?”
Adam: “It’s scary. Yes, piece of the puzzle is missing.”
James: “Yeah like I’m being told one side of the story. And I wonder if
Alpha tortured me, I mean that’s how alters are created hello,
lol.”
Adam: “Which is why I don't know who I’m talking to is trustworthy or
not. Yeah, something doesn't make sense here.”
James: “Maybe they want us to trust them so we get reprogrammed to
follow them or maybe we already are and this info is just
confusion to throw us off. They said they would work on me
and yet now I feel like shit.”
Adam: “Yeah I don't feel much better either. Maybe we should get 2nd
and 3rd views on this.”
James: “Yeah”

Since the information on the topic of Alphas is so hard to come by

without a second or third opinion, it’s difficult to say what is truly going
on. So, for now, let’s just say it’s a piece of the puzzle.

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15
CODE 54631

The following information came from a series of hypnotic regressions I

did with Alex Diaz, another MILAB survivor. He recalls shapeshifting
into a Reptilian and being plugged into cloned avatars in various MILAB
missions.

When he first contacted me, the first thing he asked was, “is it safe to
be talking to you?”

I told him, “You probably should be more worried about what the
government can do to you, not me.” He then said he thinks he is a
Super Soldier, that he was living with his family due to severe anxiety
and schizophrenia. He was also involved in gang activity in Los
Angeles and spent a few years in juvy. The guy is a loose cannon.

Now you can imagine that over the years I have had many
schizophrenic people contacting me claiming that they were being
mind-controlled and implanted by the government. They would insist
their thoughts were evil. Before writing Alex off as
a psycho, I asked another MILAB what he thought. My friend
immediately recognized Alex and began to channel information
clairvoyantly.

“Alex Diaz…you are called blood streak (because you are kind of
clumsy) and like to use blunt force weapons so that you leave behind
enemies’ blood which left a trail of blood leading right to you.

You have multi-tone programming, which is a good thing. It’s an

upgrade. The single tone only runs off one frequency at a time. The
multi-tone can run off of an infinite amount, cutting lag time. So you can
react more quickly without much rest. It also means you have more
stamina. You usually do solo missions.

... He is part of a team but I can’t figure out which one. We have
bumped paths before. What he needs to do is accept what’s happening
and look to himself for answers. He needs to know that not all people
are out to get him. That he should calm his mind. I feel like he might
overreact a lot. That’s what I get from him.

You are also very strong. You like to rip trees out the ground and use
them like a bat. But these abilities are in his avatars, not his own
physical body.”

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With this information in hand, I asked Alex if he would agree to let me
hypnotically regress him. In this first regression, Alex recalls seeing
both of us in Trip Chairs in an underground facility. He also recalls
interactions with a reptilian being that provided insight on what might
happen in December 2012.

“We begin with a dark room which lights up into a warehouse setting.
It’s somewhat new-looking but the place is dirty. On a wall is a map of
Arizona. This appears to be some secret underground base in Arizona,
possibly known as Alpha 69 Section 8. There is a table with lots of Trip
Chairs nearby. They are experimenting on people.

There are open boxes but he does not know what’s inside them. Alex is
now in the Trip Chair—he is getting poked in the spine and shocked
with electricity. General Patterson Wesley Kingsfield is nearby staring
at Alex. He is 5’4” and carries some kind of wooden plastic piece on his
leg due to some old war injury, which causes him to walk with a limp.
He’s chubby in the waist.

Alex also spots his handler. His name is Andrew Lonuz. They are
possibly brothers. Aaron was a Navy Seal but now works in the Air
force. They are forcing Alex and myself to view some kind of sexual
virtual reality training program in the Trip Chair involving a Roman orgy
party. This memory has come up before in other sessions.

It appears this isn’t standard training protocol, but more like a side
experiment that was designed as a way to get a sexual high. Alex
doesn’t appear to be for or against this activity; he’s in a robotic trance
and just following along with the programming.

The program itself was designed by the government. While in this

state, they extract Alex’s hormones, which are used by Mr. Lonuz as an
aphrodisiac to attract women for sex. The programming also helps
them find a way into your soul. It makes you feel guilty so that you can’t
fight the programming.

There are greys and Reptilians nearby. Most of the Reptilians here are
negative and carnivorous. Alex makes sure to stay away from them.
Alex feels as if he is a reptilian hybrid. I instruct Alex to find a Reptilian
there who is benevolent, one who would help us. He finds one—his
name is Dienandshenga and he initiates a telepathic link. He says, “We
are watching over you, you might not know me but I remember you.”

The Reptilian tells Alex that in 2012 they will show themselves. They
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cover-ups, and all the games the government has been playing.
Negative Reptilians will also come out and kill a lot of people. Possibly
as much as about 62% of humanity dies. They will eat people who
have bad auras. But if you are of the white light, they won’t view you as
a threat. The other star nations won’t really try to stop it. They don’t
want to risk exposing themselves to an already shocked public.

But this won’t occur until after the Black Days when the power goes
out. After December 21, 2012. UV rays will destroy the entire electrical
grid. And at the same time government powers up their HAARP
weapon for depopulation. They want to bring more destruction,
tornados, earthquakes, and to make people’s minds go crazy. The
Internet will be shut down. We Super Soldiers need to find a central
location where we can meet, work together, and use our instincts to
survive.

Once the Reptilians take over, all Super Soldiers and MILABs will be
set free. At that point we will have super strength, super speed, and will
be able to levitate. We need to tap into the force in each one of us to
help each other, and use our gifts to fix the planet. Military thinks they
will use Super Soldiers to protect them, but their programming fails due
to photon energies. Soon their underground fortresses will become
their tombs.

Those who are not Super Soldiers can help the planet by getting rid of
nuclear weapons and nuclear energy. Dienandshenga then said, “Hi.
James Rink. We know about the work you do on the Internet.”

At this point Alex speaks a strange language I don’t understand. Alex

says it’s the native Reptilian language of Zion.

“pa wa ki tish ka sa… cash totlt sem pu a li … cawa ba ser a… sis con
mo tech tolt”

In English it translates to:

“James Rink, you are a great one. Thank you for everything you are
doing. Without you we wouldn’t think of humans as we do.”

Since this was the first regression I did with Alex, I was pretty amazed
at the quality of content. His ability to get this information clairvoyantly
seems to have been misdiagnosed as schizophrenia.

As far as the Reptilian invasion is concerned, I believe this is supposed

to be a joint NATO American false flag operation intended to install the

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New World Order. I have no idea how this will all pan out, but I believe
the Cabal is going to be double crossed by the Reptilians if they decide
to go along with their schemes. I also believe the Reptilians will be
exterminated if they attempt to take complete control.

In this next regression, Alex recalls seeing both of us inside terminator

eye avatars:

“Alex is in a facility. There is a computer in front of him with orange and

yellow lights—it seems to have been built sometime around 1995. He
types on the computer screen terminator eye” which is found in our
cloned avatars. It’s a Motion Heat-Seeking Device. One eye like a
terminator for detecting and the other normal. But data is coming in
telepathically in German and he can’t understand it. Alex downloads
the English translator and begins to read.
Alex Diaz…SS alpha 61 Delta Force creation…Purpose is to kill Super
Soldiers and interfere with what is going on around the globe…With
James Rink and other friends we can be set free. In 2012 the darkened
brotherhood is going experiment on us. They want to expose the
population to chemicals, in drinking water to start. Families will be
broken up.

Alex now probes the computer on how to access golden form mode.
He sees a blank screen and then the word code. He types in my
MILAB dog tag number “54363” in the blank field and on the screen he
reads:

“James Rink, alter mode activated in extreme pain, extreme emotions,

and extreme mental breakdowns. Don’t need to be tortured just need to
go through something that will hurt you emotionally. By tapping into this
feeling you can trigger yourself on your own. It’s all about working with
my own chi energy. Once you get to this point you get a phone call with
a random number and a code, and then you are fully activated.”

Now he types his MILAB dog tag number “54631” onto the screen. On
the readout display, he sees …”a.k.a. Blood Streak… Alters: Snapper,
77777 Lucky Jack Pot...Multi-tone programming…Alternator mode…
advanced strike mentally, emotionally, physically, spiritually, and tones
with your inner self. Activation code: Delta Force XXXXXXX.”

Note: this code was blocked out for Alex’s own safety. It can activate
any Delta Force striker throughout the world. Delta Force are killers,
the ones who get the job done, tangos eliminated. Their deactivation
code is 653100.

He sees our avatars. One appears to have a clubbed hand with three
fingers and switches in the arm.”

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Alex isn’t the only MILAB who recalls seeing these terminator-eyed
avatars. When I heard this, something started to make sense. For the
past 5 years I’ve always felt like there was something stuck on my left
eye. And if I focus my left eye a certain way, I see what looks like a tiny
black speck. Even though I am not in my cloned avatar, perhaps there
is some carry over phantom effect similar to how amputees still feel
their arms even after they have been amputated.

The number 54631 seems to be Alex’s dog tog ID. Incidentally mine is
54363. If Alex was making this up he would have to have intimate
details about MILAB operations which seem to add validity to what he
is saying. In this next regression Alex recalls one of my possible past
lives:

“Agent Sabertooth. Your spiritual-self name originated from a past life

in the Ice Age. You destroyed a giant tiger by striking its throat with a
spear. That’s how you gained powers. When you kill something 5 to 6
times bigger, you gain more experience.”

In a potential future time:

“I see destruction as I go down the street, explosions, fire, bodies, and

no survivors. Buildings are in rubble-like the Trade Center Towers in
New York City. I see the Statue of Liberty.

We are flying in an advanced helicopter. There is a scarf around your

neck of a Sabertooth tiger you had supposedly destroyed. You are
wearing a hood over your head which contains a transparent glass like
helmet that allows you to see the brain underneath.

Our mission was to destroy all tangos in sight, (terrorists) and to look
for survivors. Other Super Soldiers survived the war because everyone
else was underground. All the elite and the rich. We are moving side by
side and have robot feet. There are wires in my arms. There is a
Tommy Gun wrapped around my arm. Victor sends us out here.”

There is another positive timeline:

“We can escape this nightmare, but we need to travel in time. There is
a reptilian that can help us travel into the future. The water is clear and
clean, beaches, lots of eye candy. We are drinking and toasting. But we
can’t tell anyone who we are or what year we were born. If they find out
we are from the 20th century, they will be terrified of us because of how
narcissistic people have become in this timeline.”

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The following is another hypnotic regression in which Alex recalls two
separate distinct memories of various MILAB operations. One is where
he is given a new identity, the other was an extermination mission on
Mars.

“Alex steps through a doorway, and sees a big bluish portal in front of
him. He steps through and ends up on a spaceship in outer space. He
looks outside the porthole windows and below is an ocean on planet
Earth surrounded by the stars.

There is a military general in front of Alex. He is smoking a cigar. He

says, “Sit down. You need to speak. What is going on, tell me.”

Alex exposed something, something that was going on in a base where

Greys and humans were working together. He was a legend and
worked with the Greys. Alex seems to be reliving a past life memory.
He is now Air Force Magulient (Maj Gen?) Cory Bloom Hakelford.

Alex says, “No comment”. The general is angry now. Alex is now being
strapped into what looks like an electric death chair.
It’s bolted to the floor. They stick a needle in his spine, which pumps an
IV drug cocktail, possibly Exodine. The drug keeps you conscious while
you feel pain.

There is a drilling noise, terrible pain, hands clenched, embracing

himself. His memories are being erased. He is being tortured. His soul
leaves his body, which soon dies and he is inserted into a clone baby of
himself inside an incubator.

This may have been how he was born. It’s 1990, he’s an infant now
and inserted into his current surrogate mother. He’s now in a hospital
and is a newborn infant.

Doctor pokes his brain with a needle and even to this day there is a
bump on the top of his head.

Mother asks, “Why?”

Doctor responds, “He needs to survive.”
She nods. She has no idea Alex was implanted into her.

Alex steps through another doorway. This time he’s in an office. He

sees a blond woman wearing a red dress suit. She is smoking a
cigarette, and blows smoke at Alex. She says, “Come with me.”

He follows her into a room with other doctors. It’s very bright here and
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neck, near the spine. It makes him feel very relaxed, confident, and
ready for combat.

Now they are putting all sorts of crazy technology on him. Like a
terminator eye. He’s wearing something that looks like a suit. He is
6’5”, muscles are bigger, and he’s given a SK56 which contains 57
bullets. It looks like an M16— a very fancy new one. It has a scope,
can cock back, and has two triggers. Top one is for bullets, lower is for
grenades.

There are three other people with us on this mission one of which is
me, and maybe Adam and Victor. But we all look different. Sabertooth
(James) has a sniper weapon. Dreadnaught (Adam), an MP5, you hold
it on your shoulders and start firing automatic rounds. Bloodstreak
(Alex) has a 9mm pistol on his leg and so does Adam, but Victor’s is a .
45.

We travel through space and land on Mars. It’s sandy and the sky has
a slight orange tone. There are a bunch of holes which go underneath
Mars into different facilities. The inside of these tunnels have lights on
the ceiling, it looks like a bar light or a glow stick light, but it’s brighter.

There was disturbing calls from a base on Mars, they need backup.
Reptilian creatures which were working with the human scientists were
not being obedient. They sent us in to exterminate the Reptilians.

Two of these creatures greet us. One looks like a Nile monitor with a
long neck, and the other a swamp monster creature. We talk to the
main creature in charge. He is 7 ft tall, wearing armor and hissing,
using all kind of languages we don’t understand. But we understand
what he’s thinking. He thinks humans are foul. Humans can’t be
trusted. They don’t even trust themselves. Some of the Reptilians were
killed by the humans at this facility and they were raving mad about
this. In the process some humans were killed as well.

They tell us to stop being so negative, that it disgusts them. They want
humans out of Mars. We talk to the human general to let him know
what’s going on. The general doesn’t seem to care too much what the
Reptilians think. We are ordered back to exterminate them.

Alex tells the general, “I don’t want to.”

He says, “You have no choice.”
I said, “We shall see about that.”
“What?”
Alex says nothing.

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The Reptilians knew we were coming and asked us to meet them at
another base where there were no humans. It was very warm inside
and illuminated by red lights. The walls look like titanium metal and
have some kind of strange writing on them.

These glyphs are probably Keeben [GREY] in origin. As drawn by Alex

Diaz.

They told us they understand that the American General is very

ignorant. They also think we can come back with a mission complete,
by escaping to Planet Sedan where they won’t allow humans. We
agree and soon after they destroyed the underground base in an
explosion, killing all 100 or so humans inside. The general then tells us
we are done. “We will call you when we need you.”

We go back inside the spaceship. We are naked and exhausted now

and enter a small tube-like chamber. It’s about 10 feet tall. We then
shift back to our normal selves. This happens while we are conscious.
It feels like our bones are expanding or getting loose. It hurts a little bit.

We are back on Earth. Alex wakes up with money. The family is asking
where he got it. Alex thinks the general gave him $15 for his help. But
he also thinks there is a secret bank account with a lot more money in
it. He is not sure how much. For every mission he has completed, the
general pays $10,000. It’s a Bank of America account, under the name
Joshua Hakelford Account No. XXXXXXXXX Routing No.
XXXXXXXXX.”

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After this session, Alex felt a psychosomatic pain in his shoulder. Could
be related to his programming or maybe he was visited when under
regression. Who knows what’s possible in this infinite universe.

In June 2013, I visited Alex in Paramount, CA. We did a video for my

YouTube super soldier talk channel in which he shared his reptilian
experiences. Alex reeked of marijuana and bloodshot eyes. It was clear
he was smoking all day and probably was not ready to come to terms
as to what milabs had done to him. After filming, we ate at an authentic
Mexican restaurant with his homeboys. He probably was in a gang, but
we never discussed it. I felt bad for Alex, after our time ended, I knew I
had place to live in a safe neighborhood and a rental car to get away,
but he was stuck in this hell hole.

About a year later Alex contacted me again for help. He was having a
lot of trouble with the law. He was prohibited from carrying a weapon
due to probation from a previous car burglary conviction. He insisted he
needed a weapon to protect himself on the streets of south LA. I wasn’t
very close to him at that time but I suspected he was still stealing cars, I
don’t know how he did it, but he was able to avoid law enforcement,
probation violations, and jail time.

It was around 2015, his girlfriend added me as a friend on Facebook,

when she first added me I didn’t know who she was and did not accept
the invitation. About a month later I went back and accepted her friend
request and viewed her profile and noticed all these R.I.P. messages.

When I questioned her friends what happened, I was told she and Alex
had gotten into a fight, and Alex brutally stabbed her. Sadly, Alex now
sits in prison and I deleted my interview with him from Super Soldier
Talk. I suspect his blunt weapon alter probably got triggered. Usually in
cases like that MIB is sent in to clean up the mess, replace the dead
with clones, and replace memories from a parallel reality in which it did
not happen. Why not this time? Not sure, maybe Alex pissed off the
wrong person or had some Karma to work on. Either way I wish him the
best on his life journey.

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AUGMENTOR

In 2013, I came across another individual by the name of Jaiden who

claimed to be an augmentor assigned to my clone avatar, within Alpha
Squad 45. Augmentors have multiple psychogenic abilities and are
designed to astrally sync up with certain SS designs such as the Gen 5
SS; like what is seen in the movie Avatar. I was born March 8, 1980
and Jaiden March 5, 1982. He claimed that because both of us are
indigos, our energy is very similar making a pairing possible.

Gen 5 SS are unique in that they are the only generation designed to
incorporate augmentation. Since handlers can’t quite determine how to
control spiritual energy, they would use an indigo augmentor. After the
5th gen SS, they opted to go more cybernetic rather than ethereal. The
newer gens are made with less biological systems because they are
straying away from psychic and energetic techniques. The more
cybernetic one is, the less psychic and emotional they are. They want
us to be like Spock in Star Trek, but less emotional. When we are
linked, we use intuition as a guide rather then a thought process.

The newer gens have features designed to take care of "glitches" found
in older models, but they also give up some abilities that were superior
in older models, such as telekinesis. Also, the newer Gens can be shut
down, but Gen 5 they cannot be shut down, however they can use
frequencies to control them. So, in order to use the augementor
features that Jaiden and myself were designed to implement, 5 th gens
would need to act as an antenna of sorts, to receive frequencies.

His Pleiadean bloodline DNA is similar to my own. This allows us to

astrally connect our chi energy so that he can enhance my psychic
abilities and the range in which frequencies affect me, acting as
conductor that tunes telepathic messaging while in combat. Then he
can augment my ability to receive orders, respond to events quickly
from intuition, shield me from psychic attacks, and increase healing
speed. During combat we aren’t in a very logical state of mind, I’m
more like the incredible hulk.

On missions and in battle, my lifeforce is like a torch; but compared to

everyone else they are like candles. When he connects astrally, my
torch level lifeforce becomes more like a laser in which I can “aim” or
focus my abilities. While on missions Jaiden does not necessarily need
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To begin a mission, they would pull one of my naked clone bodies out
of storage. My clones are kept in a preserved nonfunctioning state
which makes it difficult for anyone else to control them other than me,
which is why they keep me alive in my civilian life. We are then given
several suits, depending on mission aspects. After suiting up for a
mission I am then dropped off at a rendezvous point which would also
contain all the gear needed for the task at hand. Gen 5’s usually carry a
lot of heavy GEAR.

After the mission is complete, my memories are then filtered for my

“health”, they don’t want glitches in their property. An organ transplant
from one of my clones to another would create a massive problem with
memory recall. So, they keep a few clones that aren't ever piloted for
transplants. If one of my active avatars is damaged, they take a repair
clone and fix that body. Some clones are used for combat and some for
repairs, the ones used repairs usually don’t have as advanced nervous
system, which is needed for the augmentors.

Jaiden then tries to use his abilities to reach out to Nathan, our
conversation goes as follows….

Jaiden: Reconnaissance probe complete. Operation cryptonym "Lets

Get Wild". Omicron protocol breached via binaural
beats/isochronic tones. Left - 63Hz Right - 70Hz Isochronic
Pulse - 6.3Hz. 5-4363 access core data subject Nathan Wilder.
Operation cryptonym "Lets Get Wild". Code Name "Lets Get
Wild"….. Fundamental Fatal Error core system data subject
Nathan Wilder….. I broke omicron protocol.
James: What does that mean to broke omicron protocol?
Jaiden: Access and full reconnaissance probe, subject Nate based on
keyword "Nate" and image identification. Successful match.
James: Oh, so, where is he? why does he pretend he has no memories
of me
Jaiden: James, I cannot retain this information much longer. I will
explain Alpha-Omicron afterwards. Location of target Nathan
Wilder, USA. State Illinois. Fundamental fatal error, project
status decommissioned.
James: Ok here’s his Facebook profile image <image>
Jaiden: Program errors arises from virus. Subject clones infected.
Subject Avatars infected. Project decommissioned. Operation
cryptonym "Lets Get Wild". Image acquisition, NSA targeted
stream. Source: Internet. Sub-Source: Facebook.
Decommissioned. Data dump. Clones infected. Organ transfer
not possible.
James: I see, why doesn’t he remember me?
Jaiden: Data dump.

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James: Can he be repaired?
Jaiden: Neurotransmitter function prohibited……JAMES
James: Yes?
Jaiden: They’re taking it now
James: Who is taking what?
Jaiden: Neurotoxic protocol. Nate wasn’t punished……James was
punished. I'm going to be sick. Sorry..
James: Why was I punished?
Jaiden: Oh wait. You're asking me to try to use my abilities to get in
touch with him?
James: I thought you just did
Jaiden: No, I haven’t tried yet. Not that way. I can tap into his emotions
if I can find him.
James: Then what was it you just did?
Jaiden: Last night I tried to use isochronic tones to gather system info,
unsuccessful though.
James: why you think?
Jaiden: Well its secure. You aren’t supposed to just show up. They get
you when they want you.
Jaiden: Have you heard of Omicron? That’s what we're listed under.
Jaiden: You guys are Alpha.
James: Sometime when I channel info I hear words like that, and other
weird shit, I just think its gooblegook and don’t listen to it.
Jaiden: Hahaha. Whenever its Alpha-Omicron, that’s when an Alpha
team has augmented support
Jaiden: I go out with you on Alpha-Omicron missions.
Jaiden: My assignment is Alpha 45
James: Weird I hear those words in my head. I am on Alpha Squad 45.
Jaiden: You aren’t supposed to hear that. It’s a bleed-through. By the
way, you aren’t 54363. It’s 5-4363. Gen 5-4363
James: Ha, make sense dude
Jaiden: Do you want to talk to Nate?
James: Okay………
Jaiden: Why did you do that?
James: Do what?
Jaiden: Why are you bullying us?
James: Bullying who?
Jaiden: You want to record us!?
James: Who is us?
Jaiden: This is beginning. Don’t fucking call us. Oh. We can’t trust you.
You are deceitful.
James: Suit yourself
Jaiden: Why do you write about me? Make videos about me? Make books
about me? Make my private thoughts public? Do you think you
have the right to do that? I'm not talking about the legal right. The
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 a character in your story. Limit me to your belief system. I
create my life. I own my creation. Not you. Well? Say
something. I can’t do this forever…... Do you know why both
Jesus and Lucifer are both referred to as the Morning Star
in separate biblical passages?
James: Oh, hi Nate
Jaiden: What do you want from me? To put me back to where I was?
James: I’m glad you remembered me, for a while I thought you didn’t.
No, I want to be friends.
Jaiden: Don’t you understand I don’t have to live like you anymore.
Can’t you understand that?
James: OK
Jaiden: Don’t you want it gone?
James: You mean them using me?
Jaiden: I MEAN ALL OF IT. I’m happy here. Mostly happy, but you
keep trying to pull me back.
James: I don’t remember what I do but yes, I would like for them to
stop using me. How am I pulling you back?
Jaiden: Are you kidding? It’s a daily activity in your life. I don’t ever
have to be like you again.
James: Oh ok.
Jaiden: Yes, we all have our faults, and I said there is no such thing as
right and wrong. But there is. And you know what? There is
good and evil right, and there is good and evil wrong. I
understand that now.
James: So, you don’t help me because your worried you will get drawn
back?
Jaiden: He's gone James. He's pretty pissed off at you
James: He wasn’t like that before when I knew him. I think he got
reprogramed or something.
Jaiden: My arms and legs are numb. He thinks you’re the selfish one.
James: Why.
Jaiden: He thinks you are part of a delusional breakdown he had in the
past. He also thinks you have problems, and he caused you to
have more problems.
James: Oh, so he thinks by ignoring what was done to him and me, will
make it as if nothing ever happened so he can pretend to have
a normal life.
Jaiden: I don’t think it is pretend to him. This is really confusing me.
James: Me too
James: I thought Nate would want me to finish the work we started.
Jaiden: I don’t know the story, but I can recall the emotions from the
things he said tonight.
James: Nathan was never like that before. He would want me to help.
Jaiden: It’s like you can feel what they are feeling, and you can relate
to how much they mean what they’re saying.

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James: That’s why I figured that guy is either his clone or maybe under
a powerful Draco mind control program. So, does Nate follow
my blog you think?
Jaiden: Can you link me to it?
James: supersoldiertalk.com I thought you knew about the blog and
book and such.
Jaiden: No, just that he's mad about those claims he's making. I don’t
recall what they think, I feel what they are saying.
James: Well if it wasn’t that he would be mad about something else. Do
you think he can be saved?
Jaiden: I can tell you two emotions he had besides anger.
James: Yes?
Jaiden: You were taking too long to respond, and he thought he was
being clever by bringing up the bible.
James: Oh. I was helping my mom.
Jaiden: It was a funny feeling
James: Nate should have introduced himself as Nate and not "us".
Jaiden: That was a glitch. When I talk about things bleeding through.
It’s because I lost control. I could say "my bad". So, in
summary what happened was you called me, and I got scared
and felt like I can’t trust you. Because he was yelling about
how he can’t trust you because you record people without their
permission.
Jaiden: So, our thoughts merged at that time. I was already trying to
connect with him, and as I’m connecting, he's yelling about
how he can’t trust you.
James: Oh
Jaiden: Then you called, and I felt like I can’t trust you. So, it merged
from my feelings bleeding through because they matched his.

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NEO TECH

In 2008, I crossed paths with a Lt. Colonel SC, a.k.a. Greg Rinchich,
who was posting videos on YouTube about the Osiris Project and
human cloning. He claimed to work as a CIA assassin, declared that
he’d killed 300-plus people and had worked as a sniper at Area 51.
After talking back and forth over the phone for a few years, he
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He lived only 90 minutes away from me. I showed up at his house, and
he is about as redneck as you can get. His home was built on the side
of a mountain and despite the campy motorhome appearance, the view
was beautiful.

As I started to write his book with my laptop, he received a phone call

from the power company threating to turn the electricity off. He had no
food in his refrigerator. He was desperate to get his book done. It turns
out the military cut off his pension because he was speaking out
publically. I felt sorry for him and wanted to help.

The Colonel was a very gifted welder and had created a unique design
for a sturdy tornado and bomb shelter. He had sold these units in the
past and was successful, but his business failed.

So, in summer 2010, I agreed to loan $7,000 needed to get the

business up and running, provided I was given oversight of the financial
side of the operation which would allow me full disclosure of how the
funds were spent. I let him know if he tried to cheat me karma would be
very bad for him.

We put the book project aside until he was back on his feet financially.
He signed over some land as collateral and we began working together.
I took care of all his overdue bills. He was on the verge of losing both
his car and house. I also took care of the past due copayments on the
medication for his handicapped son who lived in a group home. With
that out of the way, we got to work. He built a prototype while I worked
on marketing.

During this time, I would commute to his home on the weekends to

check up on the business. He told me of a story about this demonic
being showing up on his property near his welding shop. One night, I
was outside with his dog and I heard a loud, deep growl near the
location where the entity was last seen. The dog turns around and
starts violently barking in that direction. I didn’t see anything, but I
visualized a positive energy around myself and quickly went inside.
Looking back, I had a feeling that this entity was hanging out around
the Colonel due to all the people he’d killed over the years as an
assassin.

I was also witness to a painkiller opioid addiction which was a result of

shrapnel still inside his body during combat that was probably causing
him to go manic.

His wife’s health was in decline. She would walk with a limp and cane
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if viewed her as unattractive or perhaps he was a man of no honor, but
I overheard a conversation in which he tole her she deserved what was
coming. He privately told me he wanted to divorce his wife and marry
an 18-year-old girl he was chatting with over the Internet. He wanted to
send the woman some money because he claimed she was being held
ransom by terrorists who were holding her captive.

The Colonel pulled me aside on evening and told me he had dug up

some information on Nathan. On a scale of 0 to 5, the NSA ranked me
and Nathan at a 0 and claimed they had no data on us. So we go
outside to talk this over. We sit on the back of his pickup truck. He
insists only 20 people in the world are being experimented on and I
wasn’t one of them. When I mentioned the needle marks, he would not
answer and claimed it wasn’t real. I felt like I was arguing with a robot. I
decided to stop arguing my points and accept that he was not going to
be the one to help me find the answers I was seeking.

On my next visit I woke up Sunday morning to find Greg’s welding

assistant crying. Apparently one of Greg’s dogs was sleeping under the
tire of their truck and his coworker backed up and killed it. What is
weird is the night before that same dog was trying to hump every girl
dog on the property. Maybe he knew his time was coming or maybe it
was Greg time that was coming for the treachery he had planned for
me.

Since I didn’t use an attorney to write up the contract, I soon discovered

the loan wasn’t properly collateralized. The deed for the land was under
his wife’s name and not the business. It belonged to his wife and not
The Colonel who first informed me. When I politely asked her to modify
the contract, she refused, saying it was hers and hers alone.

At that point I should have just pulled out and sued them, but it would
cost more money in litigation to get my money back, so I decided to
keep moving forward as planned.

After he burned through $6000 The Colonel informed me one of his arc
welders had died and he needed $400 to find a replacement, otherwise
all work on the prototype would come to a stop. Since he didn’t have
time to get the arc welder that same day, I handed him my credit card
and stipulated that it should only be used to purchase an arc welder. I
only had $500 of credit left on that card. I figured it would also be a
good test to see if he could follow this simple task.

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The next day I got a call from my bank telling me someone tried to
make an unauthorized cash advance on my account. Turns out the
Colonel tried unsuccessfully at 3 different locations to take out a cash
advance on my credit card, which was all denied because that card
was not enabled for cash advances.

I called his wife and initially she told me the Colonel didn’t have his
glasses on and must have punched the wrong buttons. She couldn’t
explain why he was at an atm other than he was trying to use his own
bank cards but must have somehow put mine in by accident. Clearly a
lie, I knew the colonel had no honor and most likely would never see
any return from our project

Two hours later I get a phone call from the now crying wife, she had
discovered that the Colonel was trying to take out cash advances with
the company money so that he could send $500 to rescue his Internet
girlfriend.

I asked The Colonel why he lied to me, but he became belligerent. He

would instead yell at me “I am not a liar, I am not a liar” I told him that
he seemed to suffer from a problem with embellishing the truth. I asked
him to be an honorable person and fulfill his commitments to the
business. But the Colonel defaulted on the loan after his first payment,
and without money or credit I was unable to sue and had to write off the
bad debt. Eventually, I was forced into default myself, and spent many
years with ruined my credit and lawsuits with my creditors.

Rumor is they are still together, but their health is diminishing. I have
not heard from them since.

Around this time, I crossed paths with Cambodian American Kosol

Ouch. I saw one of his videos on YouTube showing how to make a
meditation device to relax and heal themselves. Most of the designs he
was working on looked out of this world.

I told him I was a victim of Montauk-styled programming. He wrote me

back saying I should build a cube to help me integrate, which I did
eventually.

Kosol was a very gifted seer. Kosol said the Colonel was laughing at
me and had no intentions of ever paying back the money. Kosol also
told me he was used as a MILAB himself for gathering information from
the akashic records, he read my file…

“Agent Sabertooth, 5th generation Super Soldier, activated by trauma.

Consciousness transferred into cloned avatars, used for searches,

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extractions, and exterminations. You are on the clean-up crew. The
Cabal sends you in to kill people they don’t like.”

When I asked him if he knew anything about Nathan Wilder, he told me

his file was red-hot and to never mention him again otherwise he would
get in trouble.

Since I didn’t take any notes, I asked him to repeat the information so
that I could write it down with more details, but he refused, saying it
would be better to make a cube and find the memories for myself
instead of being told what happened.

I liked how the cube made me feel but I was still unable to get my
memories back. I continued meditating over the next few days and still
didn’t remember what was being done to me.

Kosol’s Meditation Devices - 2011

When I confronted Kosol again, he informed me that he didn’t really

want to tell me because I was traumatized so badly it would be better
for me to just slowly integrate on my own. But first I needed to get over
the stress and anxiety I was suffering and then I could unlock the
trauma. He said my meditation device was disrupting the covert
governments’ ability to transfer my memories via the Trip Chair into my

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had begun to go rogue.

He suggested I build more units to get more power. After building a few
more units and meditating with them daily, my mood swings and
depression started to lift.

Around the end of summer of 2010, I walked away from my debt

payments, filed for food stamps, and suggested to Kosol we could go
into business together. I would build units and promote the meditation
cubes and in return I would pay him a commission for helping me out.
Since the meditation cube was going nowhere with the people he was
currently working with, he jumped on the idea.

Kosol always told me how he was glad he handed me the technology.

He knew I could get the job done no matter what the Cabal would throw
at us. He even said what made super soldiers super was how we are
good at multitasking. Whatever tasks were thrown at us we would
excel.

Taking the last bit of money I had and a $100 given to me by my dad, I
founded Neo Lab technologies. We chose the name Neolab because
that’s the place where the covert government takes MILAB victims to
get brainwashed. We were poking jokes at the Cabal and instead of
brainwashing people we were setting them free.

AR Bordon, head of the ACIO, asked me what was going on and

suggested I change the company name as it would piss the powers that
be off. So instead we choose Neological instead which root word
means birth of reason. From that point on all the devices were referred
to as Neo’s.

The Neo meditation device contain cones which produced chi and inner
spheres containing crystal powders and copper laid out in harmony with
sacred geometry. They work based on the principle that there is a
certain vibrational frequency which flows all throughout nature found
within the Fibonacci sequence, sacred geometry, and the Schuman
resonance. When you tap into this vibrational frequency, you can
interface with God, helping your body relax so you can begin to
integrate your consciousness. Chi energy is compressed into the center
of the unit where it opens up a star gate portal into the 5th dimension,
drawing down what you want into the 3rd dimension. You could
consider them reality generators. Some users who have remote viewed
the ark of covenant claim it contains the same configuration as the Neo
meditation device.

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Even with the business name change, the powers that be were still
angry at me. My clones were not functioning as they used too.
Hundreds of millions of dollars spent on me was going down the drain.
They considered Agent Sabertooth a rogue asset, and blamed Kosol
for that. Additionally, the device was helping to awaken the general
public and enlighten their own spirituality.

Kosol knew what he was doing though. He told me I was already an

obsolete model and the Cabal was planning to let me self-destruct
around the age of 45 from suicide. But he told me it was a waste of a
super soldier to do that.

He too had broken somewhat from his captors wishes. He told me that
Milabs had originally recruited him to gather intel for the Air Force. But
parts of his fractured mind were jealous of me, he wanted to have the
same super human abilities I had. His animosity and programming
showed up from time to time as egotism.

Potential customers were calling me and complaining about Kosol’s

treatment towards them. He would often order clients around,
demanding they purchase a unit. Around March 2011 things got so bad
that I had to remove him as a representative of the company.

I also notice he was posting embarrassing videos on how to become

more powerful than the elite by using his meditation devices. At that
point the covert government started to harass him.

In June 2011 he started to get threating phone calls. He told me that

someone was leaving messages on his voicemail stating, “Your
technology will be ours.” He psychically looked who was calling and
pinpointed an NSA liaison working directly under the Cabal head. I
asked him to give me names but Kosol was too scared to give me any
information.

He told me the cabal head wanted to negotiate with him, since in his
words he was viewed as the head of my company and not me.
Additionally, they knew I would not cooperate and give in to their
demands.

Kosol was informed they wanted to control the neo technology and
weaponize it for Black Ops and mind control purposes. Since this
technology is based on sacred geometry, using this technology for evil
will end in disastrous results.

I had my contacts look into this to see if Kosol was indeed being truthful
and their sources revealed that we were indeed red-hot on the radar.

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With few other options left, I decided to gift the neo technology to the
Cambodian minister at the U.N. as their property so that an attack on
this company would be like an attack against the U.N.

Kosol also informed me that the Cabal head wanted to fly him to a
undisclosed location in Europe to discuss whether to either: buy us off,
make Neological Technologies a compartment of the shadow
government, kill us, or kidnap Kosol and take him to an underground
facility to work on devices for the covert government while a clone lived
out his life on the surface, which is what they did around July 2011.

According to the information relayed to me, after the meeting with the
Cabal head, he was taken to an underground facility, possibly in
Venezuela. Kosol living the civilian life was then replaced with a clone
and right away his personality shifted. He blamed me for all of his
problems, claiming the Cabal head found out about our work from my
Super Soldier talk videos. He also accused me of ruining his life
resulting in the deportation of his wife and family back to Cambodia.

Neo Meditation Cube IDL-80 Device

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 Kosol Ouch with his wife, shown here in 2010

He then proceeded to sabotage our business relationship by setting up

another company with his friend selling an adulterated form of the neo
device and copied the manual that I wrote off my website which he sold
with his products.

In response, I did another meditation video with the Neo device asking
the ETs for divine intervention, and to clean out the dark Cabal’s
strongholds and underground bases. Two days later there was the
earthquake in Virginia which cracked the apex of the Washington
Monument. It is a symbol of power for the Illuminati. Their power base
was now cracking.

According to Benjamin Fulford and David Wilcock, the earthquake was

not a natural occurrence. It was caused by the denotation of weapons
by the extraterrestrials deep within the underground facilities.
Personnel were beamed out prior to the attack, but the biggest losers
were the leaders of the dark Cabal. Folks like the Rockefellers and
Rothschilds would no longer have a place to hide. They would no
longer be allowed to live through WWIII in their lavish underground
palaces.

In December 2011, Kosol called me. I picked up the phone and heard a
very soft-spoken gentle voice asking for James Rink. He explained to
me that he was told to call me and he had no memories of his past. He

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said the last thing he remembered was being rescued from an
underground facility where he was repeatedly interrogated by members
of the covert government.

When they asked him questions about me, Kosol would say, “James
Rink is a Super Soldier he is Agent Sabertooth.” They would then tell
him to “look into the white light” and he would black out. He said they
were trying to lobotomize his memories so that he would not remember
me or how to make a meditation device ever again. They also told him
they were really pissed at us because they have been working on this
plan for 10,000 years and we come along and destroyed all their work
by altering the timelines with our meditations.

He told me he was placed into a coffin-like bed where they would plug
him and other kidnaped savants into a virtual reality A.I. computer
where he was forced by the covert government to create technology for
black magic rituals and mind control.

The next thing he recalled was hearing gunshots and seeing a group of
blond-haired blue-eyed Pleiadians dressed up as Black Op soldiers
rescuing him. Kosol and other inventors who were being held were all
pulled out and the entire base was destroyed. I been told these were
reptilians shapeshifted to look Pleiadean.

He then remembers being placed onto a black helicopter that seemed

to levitate from a dual conventional-antigravitic propulsion system. The
helicopter then rendezvoused with a Delta-shaped craft that
transported him to a Pleiadian lightship.
Here he and the other people rescued were placed in a holograph-
constructed reality which looked similar to Earth. He said he felt like he
was there for years, but maybe there is some kind of time differential
between this dimension and the other.

The Pleiadian extraterrestrials attempted to heal him with some kind of

brain implant that contained a biological A.I device which injected
nanites to regenerate neurons. They told him the Cabal was trying to
destroy his long term memories, but the implant would help restore
them slowly.

He was then placed back in his home in Texas. Every few days a case
worker would come around and check up on him. Eventually they gave
him a piece of paper with my phone number and told him to contact
me. Kosol told me both he and I were now under 24/7 surveillance by
the Pleiadians and we were safe.

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He claimed he couldn’t remember what our relationship was, how to
make his devices, or who his family was. I pressed him for more
information, but he didn’t remember any more than that. At that point he
started getting a pounding migraine headache and I figured it was best
to give him some time to heal. A week later he was feeling a little better
and remembered a little bit more.

He told me the covert government created 20 clones of him. He gave

me their locations. He said Sweden; a few in the United States, South
East Asia, most of them were in the underground bases. He told me he
was in telepathic communication with his clones and I asked him why
he tried to destroy our business relationship. He said his clone had no
choice—if he hadn’t they would have killed him, too.

Kosol also asked me to put a warning on my website about

Baramay.com, which is the company his clone set up. Baramay means
God in Cambodian. Baramay referred to their devices as “Baal” which
means false god. Kosol told me they were putting coal, graphite, and a
ruby inside their units which causes the users’ consciousness to
become possessed by the DNA inside the unit.

Kosol joked, even though his clone was programmed to sabotage our
business, the covert government soon lost control over Kosols clone,
as he planned on using the Baal’s to create an army of people loyal to
him.

Since all this seemed so bizarre, I decided it was best not to mention
any of this on my company website. I didn’t want to give any publicity to
the other company and I didn’t want the users to have fear .

In January 2012, Kosol contacted me again. This time his personality

shifted in a negative way. He told me that for now on any decision I
made had to be approved by him, and the “guardians” as he called
them. I was not interested in working under those terms in light of his
past history.

A few weeks later I discovered he was promoting baramay.com again

and was tweeting that he had now become a demon. So I blocked him
again from my life.

The good news is I plan on continuing to sell the original cube design
for those that want one. You can get one at www.neologicaltech.com

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SUPER SOLDIER SUMMITS

In August 2011, I was working with Max Spiers in a series of

meditations to end milabs and create a parallel reality in which super
soldiers and milabs would get the attention and respect they deserve
for their experiences in a very public way. Max Spires was another
Super Soldier who had Monarch type experiences similar to James
Casbolt while growing up in the UK.

In September 2011, I used what little money I had saved up to fly to LA

and took Max to Project Camelot’s Awake and Aware 2011 in Irvine,
CA. I paid for our tickets in exchange for a series of interviews which I
would film while during my stay.

During the conference we meet Lorien Fenton who told us she was
planning on putting on a Super Soldier Conference in San Francisco
the next year. She invited us to come on stage alongside with Duncan
O’Finoian. Duncan pulled out of that event because he thought our
experiences were a hoax.

After the conference, I returned Max to his studio apartment in Los

Angeles and noticed the disgusting condition of his apartment. His bed

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a beat-up couch, a laptop, a lamp, dirty dishes in the sink, and a
templar crest on the wall but not much more in the apartment. I was
very tempted to buy him some sheets and towels, but I was only going
to stay a night how bad could it be; besides I had a sleeping bag and
my own pillow. He told me he worked part time as a teacher for the
school system. But I don’t see how he could have held a job, he never
worked when I was there.

When Max and I talked about our experiences; he began to channel an

entity which must have been either Draco or Annunak. I was not able to
understand what was being said.

The next day was my last day with Max. We were schedule to film later
that evening. But Max was having much difficulty writing down notes of
what to say. Later that afternoon he started smoking pot to calm his
nerves. Then some of his druggie friends stopped by and took on
something more hardcore in the bathroom. I don’t know what it was as I
was too focused on setting up my camera rig and reviewing my
questions and did not have a desire to participate. Max knew what he
was doing he was a grown adult and should have turned his friend’s
away until after we were doing filming.

Max’s drug addict friends did not leave until very late that night. At that
point he was so stoned it would have served no good to film him
anyway. Next day, I had to return home; but without the footage to help
pay for this trip I was screwed out of money. Afterwards, Max showed
no remorse for taking me to the cleaners like he did.

In June 2012, Lorien Fenton’s Super Soldier Summit was scheduled to

take place in San Francisco. Before the summit a listener of Super
Soldier Talk graciously opened his house near the event so I could
have a place to stay before the event started. Max and another speaker
also needed a place to stay so our host agreed to allow Max and Tyler
Clark to stay outside in a tent in the backyard. During this time Max
channeled something about us being brothers and working together in
Space Command.

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Tyler Clark and Max Spiers watching Bases with Miles Johnston

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During the conference, Max became more and more manic, he would
stammer his words, and would bouncing his legs like he’s on drugs.
After the conference, Max began to black out. Lorien took him to the
ER and the doctor calls me to ask me go through his stuff to find out
what he was on. Turns out, Max downed 40 painkillers over a three-day
period that he stole from our host’s home.

They pump his stomach and the day afterward Max is discharged from
the hospital and brought back to the house where he confronts me for
going into his stuff as per the doctor and Lorien Fenton’s orders.
Furious at Max’s behavior and for him being allowed back to the house
I pick up my stuff and leave for a hotel. I did not talk to Max again for
another year.

At the next 2013 Super Soldier Summit in Vegas, I tried to find reasons
for us to be friends again, but I was unable to find a reason to stop
being upset at his selfish and embarrassing behaviors.

After the Super Soldier Summit of 2013, James Casbolt started to

unravel mentally. He would post naked photos of his wife online for all
the see in order to humiliate her. He accused Max of cheating on his
wife and things got very nasty. Our core group of super soldier
whistleblowers started to fall apart, and then Casbolt was incarcerated.
I think Loren Fenton had enough of the nonsense and stopped
supporting our core group of whistleblowers.

Eventually, I blocked Max on Facebook when he was posting

comments about how he was a high vibration being and how I was full
of dark energy. Max had a great stage presence, he had studied to be
an Hollywood actor and his roommate with Orlando Bloom in college.
He was tall, handsome, good looking, yet underneath it all he was a
highly traumatized hurt child.

When I found out Max died in 2016. I wasn’t even sad, I felt like he’s
been wanting to check out for a long time and he finally got his wish. As
per our meditation’s years ago, they were able to achieve our desired
goal. If Max could have gotten clean, I am sure he probably would have
brought a lot more positivity to the planet, but in the end, I guess we
both got what we needed from our relationship.

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Picture was taken before we knew that Max was about to blackout. As
seen here Tyler Clark, Max Spiers, and Eva Moore.

From left to right: James Rink, Douglass Dietrich, Haley Meijer, James
Casbolt, Lorien Fenton.

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SUPER SOLDIER TALK

In 2013, I was wrapping up lawsuits with the banks from all my

defaulted debt. I was also trying to recover from a sore throat which
would last five years. I could not take antibiotics due to a previous
health condition and nothing was helping me recover until I started to
rub Ormus cream on my chest daily. I recommend Vancouver Island
Ormus cream.

To help me release the pain of watching our core group of super soldier
whistleblowers fall apart. I took on dance classes to channel the pain I
was feeling inside in a constructive way, and I needed a break from so
many unstable milab people that were surrounding me for all these
years.

Super Soldier Talk started to become more mainstream, I took on new

guest speakers like ACIO’s Peter the Insider, Jessica Marrocco,
Preston Nichols, Randy Cramer, Tony Rodriquez, Penny Bradley, Elena
Kapulink, and many more. My apologies for not listing everyone’s
names, I honor all of you.

Time has taught me to be pessimistic of others, and I have learned to

be less eager to help someone unless they are first making an effort to
help themselves first. I am okay with not saving everyone. These
feelings are probably survival instincts put into me at Montauk. We had
to help each other do whatever was needed in order to stay alive.

I wish this final chapter would be about me getting my milab memories

back, but that has yet to happen. So instead I will share what I have
learned from ACIO Peter the Insider as well as some regressions and
remote viewing sessions. Since, I don’t remember these events
specifically, I can’t validate its accuracy, but I will share none the less.

Nathan Wilder

According to ACIO records Nathan Wilder is the Nephew of Beth Wilder

who was chief of security at Monarch Solutions. She worked under
Paul Serene as a double agent to try to penetrate the secrets of that
organization. Eventually she was caught and killed. I do not have any
more information about Nathan and his role at Monarch.

James Mark Sabertooth

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The first-time peter met me was at the London Olympics in 2012.
Apparently, I was running a op and went by the name of James Mark
Sabertooth. He said I was 5'11”, well-built and very strong. During my
service in the military I did a lot of bad things due to being forced to
make decisions without all the information or information was withheld.

James Martin Rilsbourgh

I was born in outer space during the time of Atlantis. 90% of all humans
live in outer space and have more abilities there here on earth and age
500 times slower then earth humans. When I was in Atlantis, I was a
general named Perseus and my army killed a wicked tyrant name
Medusa who had her hands in everything. Since then, I been going
through copies of clones over and over. My date of birth was blacked
out because as a part of Project Surrogate and Project Name Recovery
I am running many parallel lives in clone bodies at the same time.
Before I was James Rink, I went by the name of James Martin
Rilsbourgh. I was in the US Army delta force, they didn’t call it that
though. It went by the name Delta One. I died in 1979 while in combat
in Persia and was reaged into an infant clone body and implanted into
my current family.

Hobey Baker – Died in plane crash in 1918

From my birth in 1980, I have been taken on numerous 20, 40, and 60
year and back missions numerous times. My records show I am 243
years since 1980 and have done even more time in other clone bodies
off world and in other parallel earths. I can’t really comment anymore
about my life as Rilsbourgh. But before Rilsbourgh, I was the Hockey

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All-Star Hobey Baker. During the first world war, he joined the U.S.
Army Air Service and at the conclusion of his service, his plane crashed
moments before he was discharged to go home. After faking his death,
he was brought into to Labyrinth Group.

Abotavah

I also had one of these trips to a parallel earth in which the Nazis won
World War II. After the Germans invaded Washington D.C., they blew
up the Washington Monument and released all the suppressed Nikola
Tesla technology. The Japanese Empire controlled the west coast, but
Alaska remained a sort of no man’s land. Here I was imprisoned along
with other kids with star seed genetics in a Nazi abotavah gulag and
was subjected to indoctrination, brainwashing, and subjected to
Sumerian magick. The camp was about 2 miles long. Around the facility
are signs that read “Super Soldier Base”. After they are done with us
our memories are replaced with happy memories of being with our
family.

Monatuk

In the Montauk Project, I traveled back in time with Preston Nichols to

meet George Washington who was a super soldier sent back in time to
defeat the British crown. I was a child then about seven years old and
my hair was wet from rain when we met general Washington. I was
very nervous and scared at first. I don’t know anything else about this
event. I was probably there to read Washington as an empath.

Preston Nichols and James Rink – February 2014

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But most of my experiences at Montauk where horrific. I was known as

Jimmy the Elf due to my elfish look. I was a very shy child during this
time. We spent years in a long hallway room with hundreds of cages
where they would keep us kids locked inside. The area was flooded
and there was black and white Nazi flags hanging from the walls with a
red stripe going down them. Everything else was green. They would
give us a dog bowl and feed us dog food. If we went into fear mode the
Draco’s would attack and eat the kids. They would burn us, electrocute
our genitals, stick needles under nails, hang children on meat hooks.
Some kids would try to escape but they had green night vison and we
could never get away. Some where able to get away by jumping
through mirrors.

Nearby was a slave labor camp there where they would force children
to collect pallets from under bunker bridges and lizard guys were
driving around in a jeep. They had a hard time not trying to eat the
children.

We were forced into black mass rituals. The Draco told us our parents
hated us, that we were batteries, and would force us to bow on the red
carpet to the Draco Prince every day. They would take this square open
box and the Draco Prince would use his black finger nail to cut your
blood and mix it with his in the bowl, you would make a upside

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to bond our PSI to the Draco. This Draco was inhabited by one of the
lower level minions from hell and was hoping these sessions would
help him gain power over some of his superiors during an NWO
takeover that never happened or will happen on this timeline.

We would also have group sex sessions with other kids, some of these
kids where our Draco abusers that shape shifted into children to
harness more of our loosh energy. They would give us a lunch bag with
a pill in them that we had to take daily. Laura Eisenhower was part of
my group, she was 14 when we were rescued, but Laura said she
doesn’t remember this stuff, at least not yet. Some of these
experiences probably took place in a fractal reality using clone bodies.

One time, the kids were teasing me and accidently pushed me off the
railing of our barracks. After making a bunch of loud noises the guards
came out and I turned physically invisible. The other kids were cheering
me on like “Damn, alien boy just turned invisible.” The guards were
looking for me for hours. No one knew I could do that. I could have
escaped but decided to come back to save my friends. Soon after that
the Draco caught me speaking in Andromdean, which is why they
called me alien boy, as I was calling in my star family to save us. When
the Draco realized what I had done it was too late. A portal opened and
a team of Black op people came in and rescued us, but not before they
managed to wipe the memories of most of the children at the base. I
got extra special treatments to scramble my memories.

Monarch Orphanage

I also spent seven years outside of time in a Monarch orphanage in

Tennessee, they would program me and ten other boys to become a
total mind control slave. They would water board and electroshock us.
Those that rebelled where killed and fed to the pigs they would keep
out back. We were forced into group sex and ritualistic magic. One of
the boys I was friends with committed suicide and his soul was
following me around to the present day. I learned this stuff through him.

Kruger

I also spent time off world and on Mars as a Kruger Cyborg Super
Soldier. Kruger was a Nazi military contractor head by Gabriel Kruger
from parallel earth in which the Nazis won World War II. In this
experience I just got off on a troop transport that was being operated by
SSP experiencer Penny Bradley and entered an underground bunker
on Mars. I was wearing full battle armor with exoskeleton to run faster.
Underneath was a jumpsuit with the Kruger logo. I carried a canvas

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was confident and aggressive, I also appeared fully cyborg and focused
on the mission and not much more.

Artist rendering of exoskeleton suit.

James Ring

I also spent some time on the moon at Lunar Operations Command

under the name of James Ring. I had a child there and she is now
grown up and living in Los Angeles. I was used as part of base security
and ran missions off world and other parallel realities. I was also friends
with John junior, son of JFK, where he would sometimes operate the
computer terminals near mine. Once I was sent on a mission to
Greenland to a parallel earth in which JFK was not assassinated in
order to recover photos of his life had Kennedy not been killed. In that
timeline people did not awaken to a secret cabal take over and as a
result nuclear war occurred around 1980, leading to a long global
winter and the extinction of most of humanity. JFK junior was switched
out with a look like after Kennedy died. The JFK that died on a plane
crash in 1999 was not same person.

Shoreline

My records also show I did service at Area 51 as part of Shoreline

Group. Remote viewing my Rilsbourgh clone body revealed a 9-foot-tall
clone cyborg. He wore a black leather suit with black pants, and a long
sleeve shirt that was rolled. There was a black device on the left eye; it
looked like it could clamp on and off and be replaced with a infrared

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controlled by an AI computer in the laboratory. This computer also
connects with other clone bodies of mine. The computer screen shows
a strange looking US govt symbol and Eagle with words below it. The
Area 51 cyborg skin looked scaly, white scales but Caucasian. Biceps
bigger than its head, huge chest. It was asleep but it was hooked up to
an AI computer. The body was on a laboratory bed. Had a tattoo on
right arm looks like triangle symbol and Eye of Horus with swastika
inside the center. Its hair was white. His face looks very similar to mine,
but older and more wrinkles. There is an insignia on the uniform, patch
with a name on it, Sgt something. A Commander. Head of Operations.
Think name was Striker? In my civilian life, I have tactile memories
associated with my cyborg left eye resulting in a bursted retina blood
vessel and spots on the lens of my left eye as a result of these
experiments.

Area 51 Nazi Cyborg Tattoo

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My alleged MILAB file:

JAMES MICHAEL RINK

A.K.A. AGENT SABERTOOTH
ULTRA MK MILAB 5-4363
CODE NAME: DELTA 1
NAME RECOVERED: JAMES MARTIN RILSBOURGH
AI SYSTEMS TECH PRODUCT NUMBER
27440204340032444444444444.................................

MAIN FUNCTION:
ASSASSINATION, CROWD DISPLACEMENT, REMOTE VIEWING,
TELEKINETIC WARFARE.

PROJECT NAME RECOVERY

PROJECT SURROGATE
PROJECT BLEAK
PROJECT ABANDON
PROJECT EQUALIZE
OPERATION LIVE ON
OPERATION TAILBOAT
OPERATION RAVENSKY
OPERATION PINK MIST

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OPERATION 714
OPERATION CYANIDE
OPERATION TORPEDO
OPERATION EYES ON
OPERATION PURPLE MIST
OPERATION STINKY EYE
OPERATION STARGATE
OPERATION CYANIDE/2

STAND DOWN CODE: 449337443

ACTIVATION CODE: A--------------

LEVEL 5 OPERATIVE.
GEN5 BIOMECHANICAL SUPERHUMAN OF THE ALPHA ATTACK
GROUP, BRANCH OF ORTEGA TEAM. TEAM CALL NAME: ALPHA
WOLF

MISSION SUCCESSES: 94 MISSION FAILURES 12.

PERSONAL PERCENTAGE OF SUCCESS: 91.2% PRETONE CI.

PROJECT MAYHEM OF THE MONARCH PROGRAM.

SUPER SOLDIER CHOSEN FOR PSI ABILITIES
TRAINED IN HAND TO HAND GORILLA MANAGEMENT, BLACK OP,
SPECIAL OPS, AND PSI WARFARE
TO BE INSTALLED INTO THE BODY OF JAMES MICHAEL RINK

TRIGGER TONE:
CFLAT OF THE SONAR PROJECTION SEQUENCE ORTEGA MONO
ESTRELL
TRIGGER WORD: TOMMYCAT
STAND DOWN PHRASE: GOTTO
DATE OF CHAIR: 1988
AREA OF ATTENDANCE: JACKSON’S
CLONED ARBEUS SERIAL ID: 1654432897766

HEIGHT: 5'11
WEIGHT: ...
FIELD COMPROMISED: MG64IT GUNNERY, K.I.A, REVIVED
ATTEMPT FAILED. FINAL REVIVE FAILED. UNDER INVESTIGATION
AND REPAIR.
MARCH 14, 2006

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