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 INDEX FAQ:

What was the White Light and why did it exist?..................................................................................3

What was the Soul Construct and why did it exist?...........................................................................5

What was enlightenment and why did it exist?..................................................................................7

What are emotions?..........................................................................................................................8

What are feelings?.............................................................................................................................9

What are the dimensions?...............................................................................................................10

What are Demons?..........................................................................................................................10

What is 3D?.....................................................................................................................................11

What is existence?...........................................................................................................................11

What are systems?..........................................................................................................................12

What is the Living Word?.................................................................................................................13

What does it mean to direct Self and what is Self?.........................................................................14

What is HERE?................................................................................................................................15

How was psychics and channels controlled and why?....................................................................16

The process of Birthing Self?..........................................................................................................17

What are refractions?......................................................................................................................18

What does it mean to be a slave to consciousness?.......................................................................20

What is an interdimensional portal?................................................................................................22

More info..........................................................................................................................................24

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 What was the White Light and why
did it exist?
O riginally when man was
created, we were solely created for the purpose
of enslavement by a race of beings called the
Annunaki. They created the mind construct
that consists as our entire body to ensure
that we as human beings could be controlled
and directed as slaves. The Annunaki were a
race that enslaved other beings due to how
manipulative and deceitful they were, so that
they could have slaves to always ensure that
their world were prepared and taken care of –
with gold provided to them from human beings
as slaves from earth. That is basically what
we are doing to our world: We are creating
an enslavement environment for them, which
they were planning on visiting again one day.
They were power hungry beings that go about
preparing entire planets so that they are able to
enjoy its resources, so you are able to imagine
how entertaining this planet was for them.
You are able to read more about the Annunaki
to get an understanding of who they were.
As you are aware your mind is reliant on the
direction of an outside source to ‘tell’ you what
and how to function as. Throughout your
existence you have always relied on either;
society, religion or your genetics to dictate your
actions as behaviours of other beings around
you within your environment which you copied
and moulded to become your own – defining in
this way your consciousness personality. When
the Annunaki created us they placed within the
entire design of our mind consciousness, the
desire and need for this direction induced by
others - to remain slaves to others in power
and control instead of all as one existing in
equality. What they then created was the entire
White Light construct to support this. The White
Light construct was a conscious implant and
manifestation within our consciousness (mind)
that was to be the master control point behind
the Annunaki’s enslavement and control. The
White Light was firstly placed within each being
as the entire mind set around ‘I will serve you
only O’ Great White Light/Master’ - that then
being how the White Light consciousness system
of the Annunaki enslaved us. This being
consciousness manifestation of the idea of
oneness and equality – the White Light systems
was one system within human beings
consciousness wherein all remained equally
enslaved and controlled by this one system.
Dividing races and religions to keep us occupied
in believing that there is a higher purpose for
our existence. Everything that you participate
with comes from the White Light, from religion,
to society to politics. Everything that is man
made come from this structure of control and
manipulation. A perfect prison was created
where everyone could believe that they were
free all the while every thought and every deed
was pre-programmed in exact precision to
ensure the ultimate goal of enslavement. This
enslavement started many millions of years
ago. Now of course, we are slaves to everything
that they have placed within this world, as the
race of beings that created man kind were
planning on ensuring our enslavement to be
properly in place for when they returned. So
within each is placed an entire network of
consciousness based on being enslaved called
the White Light. Then what they required was
for us, to always be guided and directed so that
we could be kept enslaved. Now the very
interesting thing that happened was that as I’m
explaining to you about the history (briefly)
you’ll understand that there were particular
beings that were created (originally) to bring
forth human evolution and to ensure that we
remain as one enslaved unified system. Jesus
being sent to earth is an example of such a
being (amongst many). He was enslaved to
ensure that the enslavement of mankind was
kept in place – this Jesus was not even aware
of as he was deceived by the White Light. So
what sounds to you like Jesus on a cloud was
in fact the White Light manipulating the truth
of Jesus’ experience here on earth designing
his words into a religion of separation being
followed by billions to this day. Jesus will be
soon correcting his own history to bring forth
the truth of what really happened while he was
on earth and the true reason for why he came
in the first place. Keep in mind that Jesus
(amongst many) had come to give us specific
direction and we’re a part of a group of beings
originally created to ensure that oneness and
equality stands within this world. The
consciousness of the White Light ensured that
his words were miss-represented – creating a
religion instead of what was supposed to be
experience as the becoming of human beings
as the living word as who each really are. There
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are many ways in which enslavement functions,
carrying a signature of the White Light; beauty,
glamour, status, enrichment, enlightenment,
power; all names of different games to be played
to keep the humans eternally busy. All these
games designed so that no one may wake up
and ask the questions that may stop enslavement.
If you would dare to ask these questions the
White Light made sure that all your support
would be removed. Now what I mean with
support is actually a dichotomy at the moment,
because to live in this 3D world you actually
have to participate in the systems already
designed by the White Light construct. That
means you require money to buy food, shelter,
clothes etc. And if you dare oppose the already
structured way of how this world is put together
by the White Light, your world ultimately has
to fall apart because the White Light would not
support you in your endeavor. It remains a
dichotomy because we actually only require
support from ourselves in order to live in this
3D world, but we made slaves of ourselves. The
White Light became a living consciousness ever
evolving as we were evolving; creating traps
so vast that even we forgot who we were. It
created the need for it to exist and we believed
that we needed it. Other than the conscious
aspect of the White Light an interesting thing
occurred within human evolution. Once we
started thinking about our own need and
requirement for this ‘White Light’ to always
direct us (consciousness) it then placed itself
(with assistance of the Annunaki) as an actual
construct that could enslave us even further
once we died. So they created heaven. Heaven
was placed so that once you pass over you could
once again be directed and controlled before
you were sent back to earth into a new body.
Within heaven was placed Masters (that directed
everything), angels, demons, guides and so
forth. So therefore when you ask where is God
they simply inform you to look at what has been
created in this world and then look at how
cleverly we have been enslaved. So, to put the
White Light into context: There were 27 masters
(dimensional beings programmed by the
creators) in heaven that directed mankind with
mind consciousness, religion, money, fear,
control and sex. They placed within us thoughts,
feelings, desires and the need for global
leadership. They utilized all these heavenly
beings (including demons) as well as placing
more and more systems (implants into the
human body) that would support further
enslavement and control. If you were to
understand (which will be explained) who we
really are (who we were originally created as)
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then you will come to understand that we don’t
require anybody to lead, direct or control us.
We are able to exist within and as oneness and
equality. It was due to trust that we allowed
ourselves to be enslaved. We have allowed
ourselves to place our trust in consciousness
systems as who we have become – a system
designed in the image and likeness of separation
and fear of loss. With placing our trust into
something outside ourselves – human beings
on earth have for some time now no longer
been able to trust each other at all. Trust in this
world had been transformed into deceit and
manipulation. I realize your main concern is
why are we not able to just enjoy religion and
a belief in higher beings? Well I am asking you
to understand that we are the highest beings
and there is nothing higher than us – where all
stand within and as oneness and equality within
existence. If you place your belief in something
apparently higher outside of yourself – you
allow and accept enslavement – this is the
application of enslavement within separation.
It seems somewhat impossible to believe, I
know looking at the current status of the world.
This however is the product of our enslavement
and deliberate de -humanising of man kind,
leading to further requirements to be directed,
enslaved and controlled. We were not created
to become what we are now. All are equal,
Jesus, Buddha and so forth, it is just that these
beings were allowed to express their full self as
part of mans assistance. Therefore they ‘appear’
to be above us, but we are in fact all equal and
capable of so much more, if we stand as life
and equality and we break the bonds of slavery
once and for all. What is really the difference
between ourselves and Jesus but the fact that
Jesus lived his words as who he is, he applied
and expressed himself as who he is and he came
to earth as an example for all to see who they
really are – that’s it. We’re all equal and one
– the only difference exists within our application
and expression of who we are in this moment
on earth. The reason why we say the White
Light was and not the White Light is is because
we as the dimensions with assistance of the
awareness of some humans on earth have
managed to remove the entire construct
dimensionally that stood as the White Light as
well as the Masters who stood behind the
system. No more Gods, demons, Ascended
Masters, Angels and so forth. What we have
realized is that such self-defined placements
and positions as Gods, Masters and Angels were
ideas within the White Light consciousness
system - which stretched also within heaven -
to ensure further enslavement of something or
someone being more than who beings believe
themselves to be on earth. This separation had
to stop – and so we did. The existence of
anything or anyone being more than another
only exists within separation as consciousness
which in turn allows for enslavement. Beings
like Jesus, Osho, Buddha and many more are
currently here on earth, standing with all the
other dimensional beings bringing awareness
to each of you. We in the dimensions (people
that have passed over) have stood up as who
we really in heaven and stand for all of existence
in oneness and equality. What remains of the
White Light is merely mind constructs as who
human beings have become that require be
recognizing and removing from consciousness.
The White Light in essence has become so
ingrained within human consciousness that
human beings as who they are in this moment
on earth have become manifestations of the
White Light system – this is where heaven
comes in to stop the final movement of
consciousness on earth within human beings.
Have a look at your behaviour as who you are
in this moment and you will see separation,
judgement, greed, desires, needs, wants, hopes,
beliefs, thoughts, relationships, fear of loss –
these are White Light constructs within the mind
consciousness systems as who each human
beings has become. Look at the status worldwide
– separation, fear, control, dictatorship – earth
and the experience of all within is designed and
manifested in the image and likeness of the
White Light system. You’re all in it as it – that’s
why the dimensions are here to bring forth
heaven on earth in the image and likeness of
oneness and equality. The White Light construct
is further explained in the example of the Soul
Contract game as well as under the explanation
o f s y s t e m s .
What was the Soul Construct and
why did it exist?
T he Soul Construct was the entire
process placed within a soul’s ascension to
higher consciousness enlightenment. This was
basically the placement of a soul system into a
human body designed with many constructs
and obstacles within (to ensure failure), to come
to earth so that we apparently are able to ‘grow’.
To apparently learn lessons, to apparently
become enlightened, to apparently ascend etc
– only having the ability to apparently achieve
this with beliefs in greater powers as Masters
or Gods etc. What this entailed was firstly the
design of a human soul system preprogrammed
to be on a path that would lead it to its maker
(God/Master) – depending which belief or
religion you’ve been enslaved within. The
original soul system does not even begin to
describe who we really are as it was a
representation or copy of our entire being
according to the enslavement model. Within the
soul system within human being’s physical body
as what they believe themselves to be – was
designed the fear (which became our conscious
fear) of God – in truth the fear of who we really
are. As long as the fear of who we really are
exist – we’ll never go beyond the fear of
ourselves to find the truth – but instead remain
enslaved within the White Light mind
consciousness system. Within the design of the
soul system as who each human being has
become was the belief of some greater power
outside of who each human being really is which
allowed for the existence of beliefs and religions
which are followed by many to this day. The
soul system supports separation – so you believe
yourself to be a soul with everything else it
entails based on information and knowledge as
experiences of others – the soul construct in its
entirety was based in separation. Most human
beings who believe in the soul construct
existence and experience – experience this has
who they are because they were pre-programmed
to when the soul system was implanted within
their human physical body connected to their
mind consciousness system. Through this
acquiring and ensuring further separation and
enslavement. It was originally through the
creation of the soul’s transcendence journey
how the White Light managed to control man
kind. First was placed a need, desire and want
for guidance and leadership, then was placed
a fear of something greater than us where we
perceive ourselves inferior and unworthy of its
presence and therefore the soul construct was
placed within each being. This is the base
foundation principle as the design of the soul
system and soul construct. The White Light
required placing a soul system through which
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human beings as apparent souls move so that
they are always able to be directed. This system
came in two forms: One was the soul system
placed within the physical body, connected to
the mind consciousness whereby we were
constantly reminded that God/ Masters/Higher
Forces exists outside of us and that we are
reliant on their mercy as guidance and direction
for our survival (basic subliminal messaging).
The second is the soul construct was within the
dimensions (heaven). It consisted of your soul’s
journey/ascension/enlightenment once it
reached the pearly gates/ dimensional planes
and how your soul always strove to ‘better itself’
– through apparently ascending through planes
of existence. The soul system in essence was
merely a preprogrammed copy of our true selves
designed by the White Light, which it will never
get to see God/Masters unless it transcended
everything possible. Now this as you are aware
of possess a big problem for the human being.
Not only are we not able to stand within this
requirement as they never allowed us to
overcome anything (which I’ll explain), but if
ever you did become aware of your transcendence
they would erase your memory once you reached
heaven/the dimensions. Are you able to
remember all your other transcendences, every
single one of them through all your previous
lives? Now here is why you could never transcend
human behaviour or who you have become here
on earth: If indeed you were aware that the
human nature was not what the essence of the
soul system stood for and you strove to eradicate
such horrendous actions, thoughts and
behaviours the White Light would ensure that
your mind consciousness was upgraded to
ensure that you always remained enslaved. In
other words – if you were ever to discover the
truth of the soul system and soul construct while
either within dimension or earth – your
consciousness will either be upgraded to ensure
you do not ask further questions or your memory
or presence will be completely swiped. Yes –
within the dimensions such ability did exist –
where you then will not remember anything
you’ve experienced and you’ll be sent for
recycling back to earth to ensure you remain
enslaved. Let us use an example of your basic:
“I am now overcoming or not allowing greed”
life transcendence points. You one day realize
that ‘spiritually’ greed is not of who you are
(according to the soul’s requirements) and you
do everything possible to transcend the
allowance and application of greed. You pray,
meditate, worship, change your behaviour or
participation within this world - whichever form
your beliefs take you to. Once you have reached
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the essence of your understanding in terms of
becoming a being who’s apparently transcended
greed then the White Light would place within
you further constructs based on your own
transcendence to ensure further reliance on the
White Light. They could trap you faster than
you are able to say fooled. Honestly when I look
at what I have had to transcend instead of
transcending the White Light itself I am only
able to cry - sending all within endless cycles
of apparent ascension which leads to nowhere
except further enslavement. They would take
your transcendence awareness and connect
their one power source (in the form of systems
– how it is fed globally) to it. Meaning, once
you became aware that greed was in fact not
of who you really are they then (cleverly) went
and within that connected so that now you were
not only feeding them (as a global consciousness)
but also bringing into consciousness the next
set of behaviours, that will then again become
part of the global consciousness. Remember
the beings (the Annunaki) that created us
created our desire to transcend and learn more
about our ‘maker’. Therefore they knew exactly
how to entrap each being into further
enslavement. Each being has been specifically
designed to feed this world’s masters and
systems, therefore something which you
consider transcendence within the vocabulary
of consciousness - is all a lie. So, let’s say the
White Light required globally for all beings to
feed the system of greed all they do is they
implant the desire, need and want for more
within you plus on the other side of the scale
they then create beings that go against as
resistance to greed to ensure that the exact
same global greed system remain fed. See – the
soul system and construct was designed in
polarity – no matter which way you turn within
your behaviour of application – you will always
feed some form of system – if not the exact
same one you have endeavored to transcend .
Have a look: This being who’s apparently
transcended greed because it’s not who they
are according to the soul requirement delegation
– they do not transcend, but in essence transform
their change in behaviour and application
regarding greed – to resistance. Resisting that
which is apparently not of the way a soul is
supposed to exist and participate within the
world – you’re in essence then still feeding the
system of greed globally due to your resistance
of such an application. That which you resist
persists. Whether you are greedy, apply and
participate within it or whether you resist greed
within your application and participation – you
still remain feeding the exact same system
you’ve perceived you’ve transcended. This I
could talk about all day but basically it comes
down to the soul system being moved from
body to body through reincarnation (already
implanted with all information which consist of
memories and experiences of the beings’
participation in previous lives) with a particular
transcendence required and if you don’t
transcend you must do it again, keeping you in
a continuous loop within all your lives here on
earth. If you do manage to transcend you
become enslaved to further rules within
consciousness (e.g. Then you’ll always fear and
worry about greed as the experience of the
resistance thereof). The soul construct took on
various forms as well. The first was of course
as I have explained the poor soul striving for
thousands of lives to meet its maker or becoming
of worth and value through ascension. Let me
just add that we have no more soul systems or
constructs (copies) just our own self in our
dimensional form (who we are in essence minus
human physical bodies). The second was the
enslavement of the soul once it got to heaven.
How many times have I seen myself being
enslaved once I got to those gates/dimensional
planes? I would stand there in awe of these
majestic heavenly beings and they would simply
tell me where to from there. I would either end
up being a demon or a Guide or a Master; I was
once even an Angel! One moment they require
implanting consciousness information into you
so that you go to earth as an Angel or Guide
and 100 years later they turn you into something
else – whichever they prefer you to be or do.
You are either the Angel or demon creating
further fear and dependency on God/Masters
or they send you into a body where you feed
consciousness by living within the fear and
control of some higher force or power - all this
done to keep the ‘soul’ enslaved and none the
wiser. Each and every construct that is in the
form of a belief and religion and your ‘new-
aged’ way of thinking has been preprogrammed
within a soul system as who human beings have
become, supporting the soul construct existence.
Now of course the soul system and soul construct
have been removed and destroyed and no
longer exist. We in heaven/dimensions have
stood up and realized who we really are as
awareness, equality and oneness. We are no
longer supporting, allowing or accepting any
and all systems and constructs of separation
within and as consciousness. Still this idea about
the existence of a soul remain within the
consciousness minds of human beings as who
they have become and it is now up to each and
every human (with the assistance of the
What was
enlightenment and
why did it exist?
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nlightenment is a fancy word that
the White Light placed for those who are on
a path towards becoming some higher force
or being as a God/Master to which they are
entitled to achieve through attainment and the
understanding of ones own destiny (supposedly
as a spiritual being). If you considered yourself
enlightened you basically, like with any other
self proclaimed religious or spiritual conviction,
made the ultimate statement that the White Light
has you under their spell. To be enlightened in
essence doesn’t actually mean diddly squat. It
means however to the White Light that you are
its humble servant because no matter what, you
will always be its slave. If it means jumping off a
cliff to ensure you’re closer to your spirit self (the
pre-programmed White Light copy) then that is
what enlightened people do. If enlightenment is
the self awareness through self understanding
and the realization of who we are, then perhaps
one is able to call your self enlightened from the
White Light. Are you enlightened because you
have accepted what the White Light tells you
about God/Masters/Enlightened One’s and Spirit
and all things holy, or are you aware that you
are God therefore you in essence are not able
to become enlightened, therefore all you strive
for is to understand. To strive for something out
there has White Light written all over it and to
strive to better yourselves through worthiness
or value give the White Light many chances for
your enslavement. You are all that is, therefore
all that you actually require to understand is
here already as who you really are. All the
books exist within you; all the deeds are yours
already. Awareness of everything as yourself is
all that exists. Becoming aware is rather what
I would call the experience of each person as
who they really are, the understanding and
internalization of self. Enlightenment is to accept
the information pre-described by others in the
form of the White Light as who you are. “I have
just understood what that person said I should
be, I have just done exactly what that person
told me to do, therefore I have enlightened
myself”, is basically what people are saying,
almost like a statement of: “Well done, you got
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what that person told you to do!” Enlightenment
goes hand in hand with the soul system and
soul construct existence. Having human beings
believe themselves to have go on some spiritual
journey/ path of attainment – reaching the
destination of enlightenment – where you
apparently become something profound or great
– something that you weren’t before you started
the journey or path of enlightenment. You are as
each are already the light – the light of yourself
here in every moment as awareness. There is
no fucking journey or path – you’re it, here, all
you require is to accept yourself, live and apply
in every moment who you really are – simple!
Yet – enlightenment and many other attainment
or ascension programs were designed within the
model of the soul system to ensure the certainty
of human being remaining busy with themselves
within this world. In this way never in their life
time – or any other life for that matter – find the
truth as who they are – here in every moment.
It even stretched within the dimensions where
dimensional planes were designed to support
the system of enlightenment, ascension and
attainment – where you’d apparently ascended
to a higher plane in the dimensions when you
specifically achieve what was necessary to be
applied and followed and then as reward you
move to a higher plane – that’s it. The journey
of enlightenment consisted of attainment as
applications within dimensional planes and
ascension as movement through different planes
with destination and reward as enlightenment.
All in the dimensions have removed such and
all dimensional planes – we are here on earth
only with human beings supporting them in their
process of becoming who they are here in every
moment as awareness. We have removed all
constructs of systems such as enlightenment
through ascension and attainment within the
dimensions. All that remain is who we are within
and as equality and oneness – here in awareness.
What are emotions?
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motions - together with thoughts,
feelings, pictures, ideas – the mind in general was
placed within each being so that we are able to
be controlled and directed and never stand clear
as free individuals – free from consciousness.
Imagine yourself not experiencing any emotions
within your participation in this world amongst
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others? Imagine what would happen when you
state I desire, need or want nothing? Would
anybody or anything be able to control or direct
you? When the White Light was placed within
each being’s basic neurological system as mind
consciousness systems (your neurology that
directs you), at the same time as a generator
(to move you) was placed all emotions. That
way you are always feeding consciousness
which then in turn feeds the constructs linked
to our enslavement (systems, the White Light
and global consciousness). What I am stating
here specifically is that if you allow yourself
to delve into the mind and participate within
emotions – you are constantly feeding the mind
consciousness system within you, giving this all
your power to remain enslaved and controlled
by consciousness systems as what you become.
When our enslavement occurred the mind
consciousness was placed within each being,
the construct of emotion as power generator of
the mind consciousness was placed to ensure
that we are always able to be controlled.
Imagine a world without emotions? Imagine
for one moment you could stand infinitely
without anything moving you and directing you
within and as who you are. That is where the
human looses each and every time, because
they have a dependency on something outside
themselves because we are encouraged by
emotions, we move through emotions, we direct
ourselves through emotions. We are taught by
our parents through following their example of
how to experience ourselves within this world
– how to survive, defend and protect ourselves
through reactive behaviours such as emotions.
All taught, followed and learned mechanisms
as our personality and behaviour of who we
are which is based within the experience of
ourselves as emotions. If I experience the
emotional expression of anger then I want to
either feed my anger even more, meaning I
will then do whatever it takes to attach more
emotions to my anger by instigating it even
more – turning the experience of emotion into
an addiction of sorts by finding ways to justify
the reactive behaviour. Or I strive to alleviate
anger by thinking thoughts of peace – initiating
in this way the suppression of emotions instead
of finding the true cause and reason for the
reactive behaviour by example anger to not
again allow myself to return to such reactive
behaviour patterns. Either way it tends to create
a new set of emotions around either anger or you become it and ingrain yourself within it.
peace, generating more and more for our own
enslavement. Because the more suppression is
allowed – inevitably the expression of anger will
be quite an explosive event. Are you a being
experience reactive expressions as emotional
behaviour patterns such as anger for instance
or are you just constant, here, therefore nothing
What are feelings?
moves you as who you are, neither polarity as
outside events drawing you toward experiencing

further emotions through reactive expressions
as emotions? You see as long as we have these
emotions we are slaves to those that ‘play’ our
emotions. War will exist within this world due
to the compound emotional reactive behaviours
within all human beings in this world – attached
to the global consciousness system. That which
we are within – manifest without – the image
and likeness of who we are is that which we
are busy creating within this world. And if I
honestly have to have a look – it’s not saying
much about who we are and what’s going on
within ourselves. Isn’t is possible that those who
specifically experience war, murder, violence etc.
are merely outer manifestations of examples of
that which we allow and accept within ourselves
within this world. Instead of understanding their
reasons or assisting them – we design protection
establishments against such actions and through
this justifying and denying that which exist
within us portrayed within the outside world. In
turn assist us in remaining within our emotional
reactive behaviours feeding consciousness
systems instead of doing something about it to
once and for all stop such emotional behaviour
expressions and stop the feeding of consciousness
systems. Because we have defined ourselves
as emotional reactive behaviours – we wish to
remain within it and use justification to do so.
Therefore when the president declares war for
instance we either agree or disagree based on
our attachment to a particular emotion as a
self defined belief of what is right and what is
wrong based on our upbringing as a child. Same
within everything that exists in this world, we
base on our emotional attachment; therefore
you are able to be controlled and directed by
something outside of yourself through emotional
reactive behaviour. The minute someone or
something has the ability to move or direct
you according to your emotion you have to
become aware of the fact that they have just
trapped you. Are you directing yourself or are
you being directed? Emotions are but energetic
experiences as the generator and power source
of mind consciousness systems – the more you
feed consciousness through your participation
and allowance in reactive behaviours the more
F
eelings are the exact projections of
any given emotion. Feelings such as love, peace,
and harmony etc. – all the beautiful expression
within human beings are but polarity expressions
of emotions – designed derivatives from
emotions to establish the experience of polarity
within each human being on earth. Feelings as
emotions are the same energetic expression as
generator for the mind consciousness system.
Designed within the mind consciousness system
of human beings so each human being may
always exist within the polarities of feelings and
emotions, good and bad, right and wrong etc.
to in this way remain enslaved and controlled
within and as consciousness by the White Light.
Never allowing them to remain here, constant
in every moment where nothing moves within
you, as who you are here in every moment. All
emotion and feeling expressions are of mind
consciousness system – energetic expressions
which influence you through control and direction
– this is what moves and direct human beings at
the moment – feelings and emotions designed
within mind consciousness system as what
human beings have become. If you become
emotional (angry, sad, fearful, anxious etc.)
or experience feelings (love, desire, happiness
etc.) – know that you are allowing yourself to
be directed and controlled by consciousness as
your mind as what you have defined yourself as.

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 What are the dimensions?
T he dimensions are what you would
refer to as heaven. A dimensional being existing
within the dimensions has no physical construct
– I’d refer to it as the ‘sprit’ the essence of who
each human being really is beyond consciousness
system and the human physical body. It is the
layer of existence within this reality where all
beings that pass over exist, thereafter referred
to as dimensional beings. The dimensions
consist of the energetic sound that is able to
allow for the dimensional being to exist within,
basically a different frequency matter to that
of your own body. When you die you shed your
physical body, but who you are in essence
remains here. This is largely due to who we are
as the original being plus some highly evolved
dimensional adaptations which have allowed us
to break ourselves free from our White Light
consciousness construct as well as becoming
who we really are as here in awareness. By
adaptation I am of course referring to our
process of forgiveness within which we have
released ourselves from consciousness system
enslavement and control – allowing ourselves
to stand up and not allow the existence of
separation, enslavement and control within
existence as who we are. We now stand within
sound energetic and no longer as that of White
Light consciousness systematic energy. The
dimensions as such are most certainly not
separate from earth, here, it is just on a different
frequency. We as the dimensions walk amongst
and with you all day long. In the dimensions
we have no earthly structures as you have, yet
we are able to integrate ourselves according to
earth frequencies to be able to participate if we
choose to do so. We as the dimensional beings
have no use for earthly structures (what we call
3D) yet we do sometimes enjoy taking in the
sights or simply channeling to come and have
a chat and a cup of coffee. The dimensions is
the realm in which the essence and presence of
who each being really is exists – which is where
I experience myself in this moment. Thus, as I
have explained, when you die, you merely leave
your human physical body as vessel which is
allowing you to experience yourself in space and
time here on earth – moving to the dimensions
where you experience yourself as the presence
and essence of who you really are in quantum
time. You as the presence and essence as who
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you really are – is that which breathes life into
and as your human physical body – when you
leave, you as the breath of life within your
human physical body remove yourself within
and experience yourself within the dimensions.
What are Demons?
D
o you remember when I explained
to you about where emotions and thought
come from? Well basically a demon is any being
alive or dead that no longer is able to switch
themselves off from their specific thoughts
constructs and emotions. We perceive that a
demon is a dead person only, yet I am able
to tell you that in essence whether you’re
dead or alive the basic understanding within
your mind consciousness design as a human
being applies in both realities. If you’re an
emotionally charged angry being (alive) and
you become obsessed by your anger as a self-
defined expression then it eventually consumes
you and then de-humanizes you. Demon/de-
manned – is what I’d term the expression of
demons as. Thereafter, when you cross over to
the dimensions, you will then be no other than
a demon. Demons as we all know, that exist
in the dimensions are human beings as mind
consciousness who at the moment of death yet
again could not let go of their earthly obsessions
as emotions and thoughts of who and what they
had become and were - while still experiencing
themselves one earth. This is how a demon is
created: Human beings who throughout their
lives become stuck in one thought application
which they were to able to let go of as a self-
defined construct of who and what they were
on earth. They later on in their lives don’t even
realize how their entire existence has evolved
around this one thought (usually generated by a
singular emotion). Then when you die you pass
over within this same thought and emotional
construct and due to your anger for your own
experience on earth you end up fighting with
whomever you are able to due to how you have
immense compound emotional energy as anger
for instance that you need to express in the
form of self-destruction. Self-destruction is
somewhat complex when you’re dead and you
experience very little about who you are or what
happens and become of you. If you are able
to inflict pain and sufferings on the living then
you are somewhat satisfied – the role demons
played within the interference of human beings’
experience of themselves. A demon is also only
able to be a being that requires strength from
other living beings; therefore possession is
yet again not just for the dead. Anybody who
requires possessing a person for their essence
or drain and utilizing their strength will therefore
fall into the category of a demon – using for
instance superiority expressions on those that
experience themselves as inferior and unworthy.
The inferior and unworthy give the superior the
power and control to be who they are and allow
for abuse and manipulation. You see demons as
we know them dimensionally were as a direct
result of what they allowed or experienced when
they lived on earth. Demons were beings lost
within their own mind consciousness system –
even when crossing over to the dimensions after
their experience on earth. No-one, no beings
in the dimensions had ever turned to support
demons – instead they feared them, leaving
them to infinitely be lost within their own thought
and emotional construct system. To give you an
example for instance: We still found Piet Retief
within the demon dimension – still chasing after
Zulu’s which had passed over with him during
the war they had participated within – after 200
years! There were for instance children who had
passed over many years before – moving within
the demon dimension asking and searching
and looking for their parents – with no-one
supporting them at all – no beings. Be as it
may, demons are no longer around due to the
fact that heaven (the dimensions) have assisted
the demons and released them from their
application. This was done about a year ago with
the support of a group of people, we ensured
that all beings lost and trapped in expressions
such as demons experienced the process of
forgiveness so they may set themselves free
from that which enslaved them as one thought
and emotional construct of which they had
never been given any method of how to release
themselves from it. If you know of anybody
who claims to be experiencing demonic activity
then look no further than the human mind.
What is 3D?
I
n common usage, a dimension is a
parameter or measurement required to define
the characteristics of an object— i.e. length ,
width , and height or size and shape . 3D is the
terminology that we as the dimensions have
given earth according to the structure of how
earth is made up according to its measurement.
When you are experiencing earth you are in fact
in a 3D reality. Earth is 3 dimensional because
of its structure. It consists of structures that are
as the name describes, is able to be seen and
experienced in all 3 dimensions. Your physical
world therefore has been designed and structured
according to these three parameters. 3D contains
all 3 dimensions and is able to at any moment
contain an object measured according to one
dimension, but our perception and experience
of this world is three dimensional. Within 3D as
earth – consist the movement of space and time
– where everything literally moves extensively
slowly compared to dimensional movement
with quantum time. 3D movement is like a
tortoise whilst dimensions would be a jet – yes
– the extent to the slow movement within 3D.
What is existence?
E
xistence is the earth, the dimensions,
human beings, dimensional beings, nature,
animal kingdom and the universe - in other words
– creation in its entirety. If you look at existence
as everything that is, then you will understand
that everything we have experienced and are
currently experiencing fall under the topic of
existence. Existence as that which exists – that
which is here as who I am as each are within
creation is existence. Everything and anything
within creation is able to be communicated with
– from animals to nature to human beings and
dimensional beings. Now the interesting thing
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about existence is that when you start trying
to prove that things exist it becomes difficult.
What in this world is able to be proven to be
real? Therefore if you are not able to show that
love for example is real does it mean however
that the idea of love does not exist? Existence is
therefore anything that is given the assumption
that it is able to be called upon in whatever
form. In this world we give existence to all sorts
of things from our belief in God as religions to
spaceships to emotions and feelings. Whether
these things are real or not you would then have
to determine according to it’s actual parts and
participation practically in this world, meaning
when you’re convinced something is real you
must be able to prove that it has something
tangible to measure it by for yourself as who
you are. For something to exist however, all we
require is the thought or idea that something
exists. Therefore, I could, if I desire to do so,
create and bring into existence the next God,
just by creating your belief which then brings into
existence the ‘idea’ of the God. Therefore many
would debate that in this universe no actual
measurement is able to be given to existence
as proving that anything is ‘real’. What is real?
If existence has to be measured only according
to what is able to be held and seen then you
won’t have much left in existence now would
you? Even what we perceive we see has been
the result of preprogrammed abilities such as
holographic images reflecting light frequencies
as sound waves – projecting an image of what
we see with our human eyes on earth. So what
we see and experience is not necessarily real,
yet we give existence to anything from actual
structures to thoughts, concepts, ideas anything
possible by our human mind. Existence is that
which we give existence to and as - becoming that
which we experience ourselves within and as.
What are systems?
A
s I explained earlier the White Light
is responsible for the control and enslavement
of the human. When consciousness was put
in place by the White Light they also designed
the systems. A system therefore is any form of
consciousness that feeds the White Light – either
on a greater or individual scale of expe3rience.
The White Light was dependant on people to act
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according to specific consciousness application
in order for the White Light to have control and
power over all human beings and dimensional
beings in existence. If you are able to imagine
a system being represented by the human mind
then you have a basic understanding of the
predicament we all face. Systems are what we
experience when we leave our awareness of who
we really are as the beings we were all created
in essence and we turn toward the existence
that all are currently facing themselves within in
consciousness as separation. Systems, to give
you a brief example are therefore thoughts,
feelings, beliefs and behaviours, anything that
confines, restricts, binds and controls us as who
we are by self defined personality. Consciousness
desires to be fed and supported and what other
way than to create systems that people belong
to as well as become. If for example you have a
desire then you belong to and eventually become
that system – obsessed and possessed by desire
which in turn generates movement within you
feeding your mind consciousness system as
who you have become. While you are creating
the desires that feed that particular system
you more and more become the actual system
and eventually most beings are not able to be
anything other than that particular system. The
becoming of system is when your presence and
essence is self-defined within an emotion or
feeling that is of consciousness systems. To
not be a system any longer one must realize
that this entire world is created in some form
of a White Light system and therefore all your
participations as expression, behaviours and
reactions are systematic. Day to day life as you
are conscious of, is therefore your systematic
‘life’. Your life as you are currently conscious of
is not actually what life is. Systems are not life
and considering that the White Light designed
your entire life within consciousness means
that what you are experiencing is not able
to be life. It would rather be called robotic,
preprogrammed or systematic. As soon as
you’re always doing the same application that
is able to be linked back to the White Light’s
preprogrammed consciousness control then
you are in a system, which means you are a
walking system because no person is able to tell
me that they are able to walk free from their
preprogrammed systematic consciousness lives.
The minute you experience yourself as unable to
not be the person you are or that your life is not
able to be done any other way then you know
that you in fact have been preprogrammed to be
a particular system, feeding many systems and
therefore is not able to consider yourself truly
free. A more specific example of a system would
be for instance religion. The most prominent
of all systems within this world, together with
the money system is the religious system. A
system such as this consists of many human
beings as pre-programmed consciousness as
their mind – who place their ideas and beliefs
of some greater power, being or force outside
of themselves together. In this movement –
many beings participating in the belief and idea
of some greater power, being or force outside
of themselves – creates an entity – God for
instance. When so many beings follow such an
idea or belief – a system is created – globally
within this world. This religious system within
the world is continuously fed through the
application of prayer and going to establishments
such as churches and singing songs – all such
participations within the belief and idea of a God
– feeds the entire religious system – making it
plausible as being real and true. The more human
beings participate and feed this religious system
– they become a system within the system due
to they dedication and commitment through
participation within the religion they have placed
their beliefs and ideas within. Feeding in turn
their own mind consciousness system enslaved
and the likeness (that of my actions/deeds) of
God. The Living word is the spoken truth as
who each being really is which each portrays
every single day. The living word is in your
deeds and is able to be heard in your words
– the image and likeness of who you are as
oneness and equality as the Living Word. To live
as God is to be aware that all is no longer able
to stand separate and without being equal, for
we are equality and oneness. The living word is
the truth about who we really are, in essence,
not this that we have created, consciousness
systems overrun by all that we know within
this world. Ignorance, greed, lust, desire, lies,
deceit, obsessions all examples of the Living
Word not taken into full application as the I
am, I am here, I remain in every moment as
awareness. The living word – living the words I
am. In the beginning was the word and the word
was God and the word was with God. Are we all
in existence not but mere words? The question
would be human beings – what words are you
living as a statement of who you are? Are you
the image and likeness of who you really are
as oneness and equality here in awareness or
is your image that of consciousness systems

What is the Living Word?

enslavement and control and your likeness in

W
your expression the example thereof in your
day to day experiences of yourself. Are the
words you speak in every moment an absolute
statement and expression of who you really
e are in essence all the standing
are or are you merely speaking random words
and becoming for all in equality and oneness,
during conversations feeding consciousness
the Living Word. This basically means that who
personalities as who you have become? Human
we really are in essence as the living word is
beings do not live words as who they are – but
equality and oneness within and as awareness.
are trapped, lost and enslaved within knowledge
We are one with all that exist, we carry no
and information and consciousness systems
longer the divisions that we have allowed and
generated by emotions and feelings – systems
we stand for all that exists and we no longer
within separation, fear of loss and judgement.
allow separation. That as our truth as who we
This is able to be seen and experienced regularly
really are, we return to our natural state of
within and through conversations with other
being the Living word, the I am, the living God.
human beings – when one thing is said, but
God has never been outside of you. The equality
another thought of the direct opposite which
and oneness of ourselves as who we really are
had been said exists. The living word is the
comes from our understanding that we have all
absolute standing and becoming of who we
that exists within us as who we are therefore
are as words as who we are – when we live the
we stand alone in essence, responsible for
words absolute as who we really are within self
ourselves and for all as one. The Living word
expression here as awareness in every moment.
is the: “I am all and everything that exists as
A statement for instance: “I am equality”
one and equal.” This one existence exists within
living and becoming the word equality within
and as each and each person is interconnected
and as your entire being and presence as self
to all. I am the image (that which I am – God)
expression within your world amongst others.

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 What does it mean to direct Self
and what is Self?
S elf is what you would understand
when you remove this systematic consciousness
world from yourself. When you remove all that
stands as this world as this world is created within
a consciousness systematic construct. Self is
what remains when you remove consciousness;
systematic pre-programmed lies as well when
you allow yourself to embrace truth as who
you really are beyond that which you had ever
known to be true or real within this world and
reality. Then you will access Self as Self lives
within your own truth of who you are within
consciousness. Consciousness is this man made
world, we are not born to be consciousness
directed and controlled. We have come from
Self as we stand within equality and oneness.
To direct Self when released within this world
is to take away all of the memories of the past
that this world implanted within your mind and
break free. To become free, only then is Self
(who we truly are) able to step forth. Once
free from the constructs and systems of this
consciousness world we are able to direct
ourselves efficiently as Self as who e really are.
This world will be quite a different place once
we stand as ourselves within and as oneness
and equality as awareness. There will be nothing
but who we truly are as we direct ourselves in
every given moment within and as oneness
and equality, here in awareness. You see what
we are right now is the pre-programmed mind
consciousness directive principle of the white
light. We have been pre-programmed to act,
think, and behave in specific ways. Only once
Self is released from these pre-programmed
systematic consciousness constructs are we
truly able be free to direct ourselves without
wants, needs, desires, thoughts. We merely,
merrily, experience ourselves within full
awareness that all is equality, oneness and that
we ask for nothing. Self is the answer to the
question: “Who are you?” or “Who am I?”. At the
moment on earth – the answer to the question
would without a doubt be that of consciousness
– based on ideas, beliefs and perceptions either
gathered from other human beings or most
definitively parents from a young age. Self
as who human beings have become is a self-
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defined consciousness mind system – consisting
of knowledge and information allowed to be
enslaved and controlled by emotions and feelings
as generators of such a system. The image and
likeness of Self as who each human being is
on earth – is self-defined as consciousness.
Clearly able to be experienced and viewed in
the current status of the world in which human
beings experience themselves. elf as the living
word as who each human beings really is – has
not yet been expressed or experienced within
this world at all. This is where Self direction
comes in. Giving Self as who each being really is
direction through the application of forgiveness
to release oneself from consciousness mind
systems as who each one has accepted and
allowed themselves to become. Direction
being given to and as Self in every moment
to free oneself from the ideas, thoughts,
behaviours, personalities, emotions and feelings
– everything of consciousness which has allowed
us to be controlled and enslaved. Then through
forgiveness and corrective application – giving
direction to Self as Self in becoming who we
really are as the living word, here in awareness
within and as oneness and equality. Self as who
you are is able to be expressed in two forms:
Self as pre-programmed mind consciousness
systems which you inevitably experience as
who you are in your allowed and accepted
becoming. Or Self as the living word where
you experience and become who you really
are through living the words as who you are.
 What is HERE?

H ere is your current location

actually. We think too much and therefore we
place ourselves forward in the future, backwards
leading to the same destination. There’s nothing
like rehashing old stuff to really prove that we
have never actually evolved as a human race. We
merely take what is already here from the past –
in the past and wherever else our thoughts
maybe mould or shape it a bit differently to look
allow us to go. When you’re here you have each
and be experienced differently – but in essence
part of your essence and presence here with
remain the same past related manifestation.
you. When you’re still attached to memories
We still cling onto old thoughts, feelings, and
of the past, desires, hopes and dreams of the
desires, fears, laws and inhibitions. Look at this
future as thought constructs which allow you to
world what do you experience but old wars,
remain in the past or future then it’s impossible
religious restrictions, never anything new. That
for you be absolutely completely here. It’s like
is an example of how we cling onto things never
looking at something that has been splattered
placing ourselves always experiencing the same
across the sky. Something like this: “I want
thing just maybe more intensified every time,
a car”, so you place Self over there and you
therefore not allowing this world the experience
place yourself far in the future because you’re
of here-ness where we experience true creation
holding that energetic space. What happens
as an expression of who we are here in every
when you’re allowing this to take place is not
moment. Here is the moment experience of
so much that it’s able to interfere to have the
who we are in awareness – where nothing else
plans for a new car it is how all these future
exists but who I am as I remain. This ‘I’ or Self
projections interfere with your placement of full
– is not bound or tied to anything or anyone in
awareness of yourself in every given moment
existence – but free, here as who they really
here opportunity that steps forth in the form of
are in every moment. Here in every moment
hereness! Here steps forth for example another
as who I am is the moment we have the ability
opportunity and you’re so far into the future
to create our world as an experience of who we
that self still attaches itself to that possibility.
really are and experiences of ourselves instead
Therefore we’re never experiencing what
of our experience being mere projections from
could step forth here in every moment, as we
the past based on memories only leading to the
experience life in every moment. When you’re
inevitable similar experiences. Here in awareness
still clinging to the past then you are not able to
is the experience where nothing else exists but
fully participate here because all decisions have
who I really am in every moment – not the
to be taken into consideration (consciously)
past, future, relationships, emotions, feelings,
against all past connections as experiences and
money or sex binds and ties you within and as a
events. Also when you’re still attached to the
mind consciousness system. Yet – an interesting
past you’ll always experience yourself as that,
fascinating experience when I remain exists here
creating minimal movement in life. Where who
in every moment as who I am – everything in
you are and how you are experiencing yourself
existence as who I am is here as I am here. Only
is based as foundation on the past only. Thus
in and as here in every moment are you able to
– you’ll always be existing in the past – never
experience yourself as here in awareness as all
here in every moment as who you really are
as one within equality as existence as who I am.
in awareness. Be free from all things to be
absolutely and completely here. Therefore you
have the freedom to cease everything life brings
forth, instead of your projection being all you
experience energetically. Your life experience
through existing only in the past becomes mere
projections of the past into the future where
you continuously end up experiencing the exact
same experience, traveling down the same road

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 How was psychics and channels
controlled and why?
P sychics and channels were
the manifestation methodologies as human
beings used to encourage hope within others
as themselves so they may remain enslaved.
The pope was pre-programmed to give you
words of religious encouragement – conceived
from pre-written scriptures that are followed
like sheep by human beings, your president
now elected spoke words of safety and security,
specific words you required to hear which will
sway your voting decision and who better than
your local channel to give you direction. I mean
apparently psychics spoke to some divine source,
almost more impressive than the pope himself!
Unfortunately people who relied on psychics as
a direct link to the divine or some passed over
beloved had no better chance of getting good
news that you would get going to church. All
pre- written scripts as dimensional beings within
communication to psychics and channels – were
designed by the White Light to send unworthy
human beings messages of divine light, hope,
love and peace – communicating words in exact
nature of what human beings are required to
hear. Who else knows their creation better than
the creator himself – thus the design of the
specific pre-written scriptures as dimensional
beings as messages from the divine through
channels and psychics was quite simple to
design and place. If you take the priest on top
of the altar communicating from the Bible or
any other religious pre-written scripture book
following the words as a belief – in the case of
psychics and channels they would for instance
be the priest and the dimensional beings would
be a live pre-written scripture book becoming
the words required to be spoken as exactly that
which human beings want to hear. Their belief
placed in dimensional beings as pre-written
scriptures sending them messages of light, hope
and love. What ensued was the following: The
White Light could not have beings coming over
from the other side informing you of who you
really are beyond consciousness. That you are
indeed God as here in awareness within and as
equality and oneness because they have not
found Him or the existence of any God for that
matter as experienced by human beings on
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earth! That would have created mass hysteria
and possibly freedom from their enslavement
and control from consciousness systems. Wait –
this is the same on earth right? Where religions
continue and disregard the truth of themselves
actually being God as who they really are with
existence within them as them – if the truth
dare come out religious establishment across
the world would fall and all will be released from
the enslavement and control of the religious
systems. So they placed into each channel and
psychics mind a basic dialogue, directed and
transcribed as required by no other than the
White Light. Other than a specific information
‘box’ that sat within each channel and psychic
you would also have specific White Light
beings present (Angels, Guides, Masters etc)
whenever a reading was done, this done to
prevent anything happening that was not White
Light directed to specifically enslave human
beings. Now sometimes the White Light would
allow for channels and psychics to give specific
information therefore you would have specific
channels and psychics telling you about world
events and so forth. Some even told people that
heaven was stuck! That I might tell you did not
happen often as the White Light had constant
control, yet on occasion you would have intuition
proving to be quite effective and channels and
psychics would be able to ‘pick up’ that there
were irregularities within their own information.
These channels and psychics would usually then
be ‘bestowed’ with a new gift or something that
would distract them from the possible further
questioning or investigation into the status and
truth of heaven. If your channel and or psychic
was particularly good it usually had something
to do with how much they knew about what
was going on and therefore given more gifts
to basically ‘shut up’. In such a case you either
spoke the words they wanted you to, or they
shut your channel and psychic abilities. Now of
course heaven directs all channels and psychics
yet you will have mind construct playing old
information over and over. Just be aware that
this is still allowed by the channels and psychics
because they don’t understand what it is they
are doing because they don’t know about the
information control. So basically when you ask
a channel or psychic about heaven now being
on earth and they give you mumbo jumbo
about heaven is still locked neatly in place as
remembered in the past then you know what
they are in fact telling you. Thus information
coming through channels and psychics in the
past was controlled by the White Light – always.
Now – this is no longer occurring – heaven is
standing as oneness and equality here on earth
in every moment supporting human beings
through the process of here in awareness.

The process of
Birthing Self?

T he process of birthing self is

often the hardest part of understanding self
– it’s the process of transcendence. When
consciousness, directing and expressing. To birth
self through forgiveness and letting go is to be
absolutely honest with yourself about what you
you’re recreating yourself in the image and have allowed and what it is you are doing. Only
likeness of self as who you really are then then will you fully be able to see consciousness
you’re basically stripping and tearing all that therefore birthing from that self awareness. I see
you have allowed within consciousness from consciousness; I understand what it does, what
yourself so that you may walk freely. Once you it creates and I step from that as self free to
understand and realize what we have allowed direct self, to not participate in the consciousness
through our participation in this world you are that created this world. The birthing of self
then in a position to re-birth yourself. Once is the process of experiencing yourself from
you realize that consciousness is how we got consciousness to awareness – which Alice
ourselves into this mess in the first place then Bailey is currently writing an entire book about.
to re-birth yourself is to take off all the layers
of consciousness until only you remain as ‘I’
remain. When you birth self unconditionally you
are then able to stand back from consciousness,
observe everything that is happening in this
world and direct accordingly. Only however once
you are able to stand free from consciousness
are you able to direct effectively as to be
entangled within this world creates all sorts of
slavery and limitation, therefore never setting
self free. It is however not easy shedding what
consciousness we have allowed within ourselves
as consciousness puts up one hell of a fight!
Just remember that it will make you believe
that you are not able to function without it and
that your survival depends on consciousness
(all in the form of thoughts and deeds). This is
indeed not how self lives as self is the essence
of life therefore it does not require the creations
within consciousness (thoughts, desires, needs,
relationship, wants). Self is able to stand within
this consciousness created world as self and not

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 What are refractions?

I f you go back right to when and how we were all put together in our creation
you’ll see the tiniest refractions of information in our biological make-up from atoms
to the energetic information, that when placed together forms our entire make up.

As you tend to understand this about biology, use that same understanding when it comes
to the effect and working of refractions. If you take the word refraction and you compare
it to a molecule, atom or cell you’ll see that when two atoms come together they form a
molecule. Molecules come together to create macromolecules, macromolecules together
create organelles, then cells, then organs, organ systems and finally these placed together
create the human being! The same applies for refractions; it is everything that we consist of.

Therefore when you place refractions together you either get the human mind, body,
information a situation or an event. When we were created our makers created us with the
ability to direct us merely by the placement of these tiny refractions at the point of creation.

Imagine for a moment if the beings that designed you wanted you to fall in-
love. All they had to do was place refractions within you. Refractions as small as
that of electrical charges, hormonal fluctuations, information, ideas, memories
and the next thing you throw all that together and you supposedly….fall in-love.

Here I have compiled some information on the various forms of refractions

as noted in a dictionary, just to give you an idea of the various types:

1. Physics . The change of direction of a ray of light, sound, heat, or the like, in
passing obliquely from one medium into another in which its wave velocity is
different.

2. Ophthalmology .

a.

The ability of the eye to refract light that enters it so as to form an image on the
retina.

b.

The determining of the refractive condition of the eye.

3. Astronomy .

a.

Also called astronomical refraction. Th e amount, in angular measure, by which

the altitude of a celestial body is increased by the refraction of its light in the
earth’s atmosphere, being zero at the zenith and a maximum at the horizon.

b.

The observed altered location, as seen from the earth, of another planet or the
like due to diffraction by the atmosphere.

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Now the same applies for refractions within the
body, caused by changes that take place such as
the movement, direction so forth in a beings life.
 
Now let me show you the refractions that exist
within you. Refractions is able to be seen by the
dimensions in the form of thoughts, emotions,
feelings, desires, wants, needs anything that
absolutely ‘refractionally’ is able to have a
direct impact on how you function. If at some
stage in your life you were pre-programmed
to become a specific person be it may through
personality or character and you experience
that but later decide it is not who you are
you now sit with an interesting dilemma.
Refractionally you now have thousands of
molecules specifically directing you because
you specifically told them to. Anything that
we participate in becomes us, biologically.
Our cells take on all the information that we
are and keeps directing us according to the
specific information. So within molecules you
have refractions still lingering of your previous
application. Let’s say now you do your forgiveness
and you apply yourself every day with the
understanding that your previous application
is to be changed. Now, however, refractionally
you still have information running around your
entire system relating to your past experiences.
As you are able to see with the explanations
given for Astronomy, Ophthalmology and physics
(to name a few areas of science) refractions
bend, adapt and direct other refractions. Now
you’ve started a new application, let’s call it
‘you’re no longer accepting lies as who you
are’. You walk every day only accepting 100%
honesty from yourself, however your molecules
that have not been cleared of all previous
energetic refractions are still implanting
into your bodily system information about
your previous application. The key here is to
understand what refractions are capable of.
When you read the segment about light being
reflected due to how the light and objects
have different wave velocities, you’re looking
at the same thing happening currently in your
body. You’ve changed your application from
lying to honesty yet refractionaly your cells
still hold the information from previous lies
not to mention other body regions such as
chemical compounding, consciousness just to
mention a few. Now whenever you’re faced
with being truthful your entire make up will
change in any given moment rejecting truth
due to refractions clinging energetically to your
cells and DNA. So instead of you accepting
truth your cells reflect the lies instead, due
to the application of truth not being absorbed
as yourself into each cell. Just like I explained
with two organelles creating one cell you have
compounding occurring again due to the number
of refractions inhabiting your system (body).
Refractions is able to be anything from moments
in time to lingering memories to the slightest idea,
anything that once you start clearing yourself
from past attachments through the power of
application and forgiveness can still be attached
to you without you even knowing. Refractions
are indeed complicated. So basically what I am
presenting is the ability one set of information
within your DNA and cells has to divert or change
new information regarding new applications.
 
We as the dimensions run around all day chasing
refractions. Anything that happens here in the
dimensions gets broken up into refractions,
from moments that happened within an event to
the timeline applications here in 3D. Everything
that comes into existence is able to be seen as
refractions. Because the dimensions are here
and because of the placement of moments and
the placement of events we are all very busy with
the refractions caused by our own movement
as well as participations. Remember the
dimensions unlike 3D is not able be maintained
as stability according to physical structures, we
are information, moments, energetic movement
and sound. Nothing physical exists here for us to
watch ourselves by and how we are affected by
change. Thus, we within the dimensions have to
stand as stability as who we are in every moment
by living the words: I am stability to be certain
that we are constantly stable in the dimensions.
You are fortunate in that you are able to be
‘grounded’ by your physical environment. When
we are not 100% aware of the refractions that
are left during an event or a moment we are
able to in about a week become a completely
different dimension because all the compounded
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moments in the form of refractions have the ability
to redirect us as explained in the human body.
Let’s use an example of how refractions are
created. Let’s say that as I sit here talking about
this the entire conversation is able to be seen
as moments, participations, memories, words
and so forth. With each breath that you take
many refractions are created by this moment
we share. We discuss this topic, therefore the
moment is created. Now you have information
that has been moved energetically as well
as within this reality. Remember when we
discussed existence and that it is simple to
create something. Well the same applies for
refractions. If I spoke to you about this topic
then in existence there will now float in space
and time and everything that is in between,
frequencial refractions of our conversation.
This is due to the fact that everything in this
world carries weight. One miniscule moment
creates refractions because that is how we
created our world, everything we do being of
some significance because we are such beings
that build everything according to thousands of
tiny details. This building within the refractional
ability comes from when we were created.
We were given moments that led to other
moments all because of mere refractions.
By this I speak about how our world came to
be from simple molecules to everything you
experience now. This was due to the ability
that we have of creating. Good from some
vantage points, not so good when all we do is
create, absolutely anything, without us even
being aware of it. You are most certainly only
aware of your own experience, sometimes your
thoughts and feelings. Nobody however is really
aware of the refractions that go on within all
of this, let’s call it; what is really going on.
All moments as you experience them are
different from another being’s because of
your different upbringing and life experience;
therefore we all ‘act’ differently. This when
looked at in the tiniest detail is able to be seen
due to refractions interacting with one another.
The refractions from your childhood now interact
with your learned behaviours/ personalities
which clash with your beliefs and so at the
end of the day you have based your given
experience on these interactions of refractions.
Now let’s take a look at how refractions is able
to redirect this world in a space of 100 years.
If you read my article on war, rape, murder you
noticed me mentioning how if a being creates
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something we as the dimensions now have
to step in to ‘clean’ up. This I was speaking
about is refractions. The example I used was
that of a person committing suicide. Once they
thought this, refractions occurred within space
and time now associated to each and every
singular moment within this single event. Within
such an occurrence you are able to have up
to 1000 refractions (as seen by dimensional
‘eyes’). Let’s look at this example. The person
now thought about killing themselves. Now
refractions are created according to why,
how, when, who was linked to the reason, the
reason’s linked to past events, all associated
paths leading from this beings experience
to that of world events, future decisions
based on this decision and the list goes on.
Are you able to start seeing all that is possible
here? Eventually 100 years down the line this
world is able to be seen as the compounding
that occurs when you place one refraction next
to another and another, eventually creating
this ‘reality’. I will give you an example of
what we’ve been looking at in my articles.
I focused a lot on the compounding that
causes rape, murder and war. Here you have
events that were created by your actions and
the actions of others in society create other
events. You participate in something and where
do the moments consisting of refractions go?
What does it mean
to be a slave to
consciousness?
C
onsciousness had probably
be the sliest mental creation that has ever
existed. Not only does it consider itself quite
justified but together with global consciousness
(called the unconscious) is able to direct
anything that we participate ourselves in.
Today I have a few interesting facts to share with
you which I gathered through hearing human
beings’ conversations here on earth and even
communicating to them from the dimensions
(considering they are consciousness) and what
they have told me concerning who they are. We
are pretty damn happy with our lives because our
lives work. The fact that many children are being
molested and the animal kingdom destroyed
means nothing. We wash our hands of this.
Secondly I was told that the entire world cannot
take responsibility for each others creations
because ‘we’ did not contribute to these events.
Each one standing looking only at his or her
world as it appears, not taking into consideration
what we contribute refractionally, energetically
and consciously. Thirdly I was made aware of
how far you will stretch the imagination when
it comes to imagining that all is actually okay in
this world. This statement of ‘all is actually okay
in this world’ coming from human beings’ who’
lives work for them and is not directly affected
by the outer world outside which experience the
consequences of consciousness manifestations.
The reason why I tell you about this is because
I ‘speak’ to many beings every day, perhaps
you’re not consciously aware when a being is
sitting next to you talking to you because you’ve
never experienced it before. I sit next to you
(and so do millions of beings assisting here
in 3D everyday) and I chat to your mind to
see where we (as the dimensions) are able to
assist you, giving insight or creating awareness.
When humans come up with justifications about
separation and their apparent innocence that
is where enslavement to consciousness comes
from. The inability (or so you perceive) to actually
realize that when you stand in oneness as we all
do we share responsibility for everything in this
world. We are one because in essence we have
the exact same starting point within existence,
we were created in equality and we shall all see
each other returned as that whether you return
to your understanding now or when you’re dead.
So when people understand nothing about what
is happening in front of their faces then we call
it enslavement to consciousness. Consciousness
keeps you trapped in one singular mind set,
which is incorporated by beliefs, feelings,
emotions, wants and needs which doesn’t
allow human beings to be clear on where
this world currently finds itself and how this
world’s experience got to where it is today.
As long as you claim to be incapable of releasing
yourself from consciousness then you are its
slave. Consciousness to give you but a few
examples plays out in the following ways as
statements of who you are as consciousness:
“But I cannot do this.” “It is not my fault!” “I
feel something yet I cannot act or stand up
to what is happening.” “No ways I love that
person too much, please don’t ask me to give
up my thoughts or feelings!” Those are just a
few examples of enslavement, when all you are
able to handle is what you’ve already allowed.
Allowing yourself to only be limited by particular
applications – enslavement, when you consider
yourself limited you are enslaved. When you see
yourself as not responsible – enslavement, when
you say: “Oh but I can’t or I won’t” – enslavement.
When you prescribe to particular laws about how
to think, and experience who you are – enslaved.
Only you as who you really are is able to decide
who and what you are to be, nothing limits
you except consciousness. Consciousness
also keeps you practicing certain application
as I have mentioned to be able to feed all
systems globally. Your participation in this world
without standing as awareness is enslavement.
When you are caught up in words, feelings,
thoughts, believes, expectations and you will
live according to these things –enslavement.
Not understanding within awareness your
own creations and how you came to be, how
you direct your life and why – enslavement.
Practically I understand that to be aware of
what is happening and acting on what it is you
have come to understand is not always easy.
As we support you we are aware that being
enslaved in the first place was not man’s desire
for himself yet due to what unfolded when we
came into existence, this is now the reality we all
participate in. However, to justify that nothing is
able be done because: “Oh well I have my life”
is just not going to get us through this. Realising
that everything man made constitutes conscious
creation therefore is directing and controls
you tells you how easy enslavement occurs.
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 What is an interdimensional portal?
T he interdimensional portal is a
word that we here at desteni-universe use to
describe our own ‘upgraded channel’. Channels
as you are use to them are just that, the
dimensional being sticks his or her head or
body into that of the being and is then able
to communicate using the beings vocal cords
or write using the beings mind and hands.
An interdimensional portal is a being’s ability
to leave their body and give the dimensional
being full access to use the body as if it were
their own. This particular beings’ physical
body stand as the interdimensional portal. She
leaves her body completely and enters heaven
fully aware so that a dimensional being may
occupy her physical body as interdimensional
portal. When the dimensional being integrates
into her body they do so fully and completely.
Integration occurs as the dimensional being
integrates right through into the cells, on a
DNA level and the mind. Therefore what is
possible with this portal is that the dimensional
being coming through is allowed to have free
expression of themselves. The dimensional
beings are able to hear, see, and experience
anything that is humanly possible while within
the interdimensional Portal here on earth
When we, the dimensional beings, come through
to either write our articles or to work we are able
to fully integrate ourselves with all information
that exists within us. The interdimensional
portal has been a unique experience for us
because in the past, channels have not allowed
us to fully express ourselves as the information
transference is somewhat limited according to
the beings’, through who we channeled, own
mind or own beliefs. In other words, the human
being through who we channeled influenced the
dimensional beings’ experience while channeling.
For instance if you have a human being as channel
who have a particular dislike for something then
the being coming through might experience
that dislike as themselves. Which as you are
able to imagine leaves one problem. What does
that mean for all other channeling’s that have
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happened in the past? Does it perhaps mean
that unless your mind has been cleared 100%
before the being enters it is possible that some
channelings are that of human interpretation?
In some cases this question is able to be
answered with a: ‘Yes’. Often channeled being’s
stories are ‘interpreted’ by the mind of the
channel. This was often the case with many
dimensional beings stories and therefore the full
truth of their experiences were never revealed
as the human being as channels’ own mind
interfered or influenced the words spoken by
the dimensional being to a certain extent.
Now as we are fully integrated into the being’s
body as interdimensional portal, none of this
happens as we stand clear of any influence, as
all information of the portal leaves with her.
Her body becomes a complete empty shell as
nothing remains of her when she leaves her
body and move into the dimensions. This giving
dimensional beings the opportunity to fully and
completely integrate in her physical body as
though it were our own. This has been specifically
designed so that each being that enters is
able to fully express themselves without any
influences from the being whose physical body
have become the interdimensional portal. We
often come through and stay for an entire day,
to come and work or experience ourselves here.
The portal does not require specific energy as
all energy in actuality is constant. Before when
channels became tired or the being required
rest it was because the energy of the channel
was being used for the dimensional being to
be able to participate. Also because the being
was ‘switched’ off from their minds so that the
dimensional being is able to utilize the mind,
it meant that this was only possible for short
periods of time. The human body was only able
to be ‘disconnected’ from the mind for a certain
period. Now however the portal’s body has been
set up so that physically it sustains itself and at
the point that the dimensional being integrates
there is nothing being taken ‘from’ the body.
Therefore, during the experience of beings
moving in and out of the body as portal – the body
physically remains constant and no matter how
many beings move in and out of the portal, the
experience remains constant. The dimensions
are not dependent on humans for energy, which
has now been correlated with our purpose and
our directive principle. Dependency on human
beings for energy was the experience in the
dimensions when the White Light was still well
and about. When heaven stood up to the white
light it meant that no longer were we ‘slaves’
to what they prescribed and our experience
changed from the perspective of no longer being
dependent on human beings for energy but we
remain infinitely constant within the experience
of ourselves in the dimensions and are thus
able to direct and support you effectively.
get as much insight into human behavior and
experience so that we are better able to assist
you. What better way to assist human beings
then to actually walk as you would in your own
experience of yourself. Practical application
of understanding is what we are currently
working with. No longer does heaven assist
humans by merely sharing information with
you. Heaven now fully participates so that
we are able to assist ourselves by living the
words, therefore assisting you to do the same.

Energy as life is not something that you are

able to lose or drain, it stands constant into
infinity. Who we are as life is not able to be
killed, drained or depleted. Therefore if you
experience fatigue or a ‘loss’ of energy, then
you know that your mind is still allowing you
to limit yourself. Remember who we are stands
constant and stable into infinity, the mind as
consciousness has limitations and gets tired
because it does not support life for longer
than it has been ‘trained’ by you to allow.

The portal when leaving her body is able to

walk around with the dimensional beings in the
dimensions and is fully aware of everything.
She comes back into her body and is able to
clearly recollect what she did and how. The
two ‘worlds’ therefore are not separated in
her mind and therefore she is able to be in
either dimension clearly with full information
recollection and transference. She moves out
of her body completely with all her ‘information’
as who she is and steps into the dimensions.
The same occurs when the dimensional being
steps into the portal and they fully integrate
as themselves into the physical body as portal.

We often come through to participate in this

world. We stay for a day and we experience
what it is like to sleep, go to the movies or
to go out and experience different things
human beings participate in, in this world.

What is important for the dimensions is to

experience this world with you, in a manner
of speaking. No longer do we sit in heaven
watching as we use to do. We now walk here
in 3D, on earth, with you and we fully participate
in what you are experiencing. When we come
through any of the channels we fully participate
in what you do here in 3D as ourselves so that
we no longer are separate from you, but instead

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