A Guest Site about Girlhood Adolescence And Sexuality

( Guest Blog Written by: Mattie Scribblez )

Girlhood Adolescence and Sexuality - My first exposure to nudity was clearly once I was a
very young child. Within my family, nudity wasn't a big deal. Babies, toddlers, and young
children had the freedom to run around nude, or in my case fairly regularly - topless. Even
the adults in my own family casually walked to and in the shower unclothed.
My first real memory of being nude in public was when I was 5 years old. My family was
vacationing in the Bahamas. I had been riding on the back of my mom's moped when she
skidded out on some gravel while making a right hand turn. The both of us had enormous
abrasions going along our legs. On top of that, we had left the bathing suits behind. The
wound on my leg was filthy. I recall protesting because I did not have a bathing suit, but
eventually obliged. I remember looking down the plage to see if anyone could see me. I was
both embarrassed and excited by the thought of strangers seeing me nude. The water felt
good on my bare skin.
Maybe this memory sparked my naturist and exhibitionist tendencies that I started to display
as a preteen. My girlfriends and I found delight in flashing our growing breasts in public. At
this kind of embarrassing age it was often difficult for me to distinguish between nudity and
sexuality. I started engaging in promiscuous acts at the young age of 12.
Nudist Adolescence And Sexuality
Only at that point in my own life I 've begun to accept the fact that I'm merely an extremely
sexual man. I've a high sexual desire. I have come to accept this as who I am. My biological
makeup is the reason for my sex drive. I'm not an amoral man due to my hormones, as I
thought I was when I was growing up.
Faith and social view helped promote the growth of self-loathing in reference to my sexuality.
This kind of low self-esteem eventually landed me in the psychiatric ward, which simply
perpetuated my stigmatization. Not only was I a filthy slut, now I was crazy too! I internalized
these negative images of myself and retreated into isolation.
It wasn't until I moved to the mountains when I finally found myself. Through a combination of
the aesthetic beauty of the great outdoors and the thrill of adrenaline-pumping activities, I
had been able to find my peace in life. It was this love of outdoor adventure sports and my
inherent comfort with nudity that eventually led me to this community of naturists.
Clearly now I 've acquired the ability to distinguish between nudity and sexuality, but am also
aware of the link between the two of them. In my own opinion, they're not two separate
compartmentalized terms. Being that I am new to the naturist community, I am unclear about
what the societal standards are concerning sexuality among naturists. From what I've heard
it is generally frowned upon. Nonetheless, I was under the beliefs that among the chief
concepts of naturism is the acceptance of what's natural.
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