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FR Seraphim Rose - His Life and Works PDF
Hieromonk Damascene
Third Edition
http://www.sainthermanpress.com
Front cover: Fr. Seraphim at the St. Herman of Alaska Monastery, Platina, California, 1979. Photograph by Gary Todoroff.
Back cover: Fr. Seraphim atop Mount Yolla Bolly, October 11, 1981.
Photo on spine: Fr. Seraphim at the St. Herman Monastery.
Frontispiece: Photograph by Fr. Lawrence Williams.
Publishers Cataloging-in-Publication
BX310.D35 2003
281.9/092 [B]—dc2
2003092930
THEN PILATE entered into the judgment hall again, and called Jesus, and
said unto Him, “Art thou the King of the Jews?” Jesus answered him,
“Sayest thou this thing of thyself, or did others tell it thee of Me?” Pilate
answered, “Am I a Jew? Thine own nation and the chief priests have
delivered thee unto me: what hast thou done?” Jesus answered, “My
Kingdom is not of this world: if My kingdom were of this world, then would
My servants fight, that I should not be delivered to the Jews: but now is My
kingdom not from hence.” Pilate therefore said unto Him, “Art thou a king
then?” Jesus answered, “Thou sayest that I am a king. To this end was I
born, and for this cause came I into the world, that I should bear witness
unto the Truth. Every one that is of the Truth heareth My voice.”
John 18:33–37
Fr. Seraphim at St. Elias Skete on Noble Ridge, with the top of Mount St. Herman in the
background. St. Herman of Alaska Monastery, Platina, California.
Photograph by Solomonia Nelson.
CONTENTS
Preface
Introduction
PART I
1. Beginnings
2. Seeds of Rebellion
3. The Nonconformists
4. The Search for Reality
5. Behind the Mask
6. Pursued by God
7. “World, Good Night!”
8. The Taste of Hell
9. Truth Above All Else
10. Two Teachers
11. In Sight of Home
12. Dead End
13. The Truth as Person
PART II
14. Good-bye
15. Truth or Fashion
16. Early Influences
17. This World Must End
18. The Way of the Philosopher
19. A Clarified Perspective
20. The Kingdom of Man and the Kingdom of God
21. Crisis
PART III
22. A Revelation of Orthodoxy in the New World
23. Holy Russia in America
24. On the Threshold
25. Into the Father’s Embrace
26. Good Ground
27. Wonderworker of the Latter Times
28. Links to Ancient Sanctity
29. Of Stars and Music
30. A Saint on Trial
31. Thomas Merton, Chiliasm, and the “New Christianity”
32. Old Ties
33. Meeting Russia in Monterey
34. “I Trust You”
PART IV
35. The Brotherhood
36. Theological Training
37. The Bookstore
38. The Orthodox Word
39. Podvig
40. The Soul of an American
41. The Apostolic Vision of Archbishop John
42. The Death of a Saint
43. The Vision of a Skete
44. Preparation
45. Land from Archbishop John
46. Breaking Ground
47. Deliverance Out of the World
PART V
48. Set in the Wild West
49. Frontiersmen
50. In the Steps of Blessed Paisius
51. Nature
52. Zealots of Orthodoxy
53. The Apogee of the Brotherhood
54. Tonsure
55. Conflict and Reconciliation
56. Looking Upward
PART VI
57. Archbishop John’s Sotainnik
58. The Desert Paradise
59. The Mind of the Fathers
60. Modern Academic Theology
61. The Desert in the Backyard
62. On the Means of Our Redemption
63. “Super-Correctness”
64. Genesis, Creation and Early Man
PART VII
65. Children
66. Brothers
67. The Desert for American Women
68. Adam’s Friends
69. “An Orthodox Corner of America”
70. The New American Pilgrims
71. An Orthodox Survival Course
72. “Spiritual” Self-Opinion
PART VIII
73. “It’s Later Than You Think!”
74. Suffering Russia
75. Toward the Restoration of Optina
76. Monastic Books
77. Orthodoxy and the Religion of the Future
78. Western Orthodox Roots
PART IX
79. The Inheritance of the Serbian Bishop Sava
80. A Prophet of Suffering Orthodoxy
81. The Royal Path
82. Ordination
PART X
83. Missions
84. Pastoral Guidance
85. A Man of the Heart
86. Orthodoxy of the Heart
87. Simplicity
88. Converts
89. Across the Country
90. St. Xenia’s Sisters
PART XI
91. The Soul After Death
92. Theology Above Fashions
93. The Resurrection of Holy Russia
94. Today in Russia, Tomorrow in America
95. Santa Cruz
96. Forming Young Souls
97. Heavenly Visitations
PART XII
98. “A Giant of the Older Generation”
99. Hope
100. The Death Knell
101. Ad Astera!
102. Repose
103. The Forty Days
104. With the Saints
Hieromonk Ambrose (at left) holding a memorial service for Fr. Seraphim at the latter’s grave, on
the eve of the twentieth anniversary of his repose.
St. Herman of Alaska Monastery, Platina, California, 2002.
Truly, in the years since his repose, Fr. Seraphim has, by God’s grace,
emerged from the quiet, almost hidden but extremely productive, “Platina
years,” and become now a “shooting star” — no longer a steady small flame
burning on a mountaintop in northern California, but now part of the fiery
firmament of heaven itself.
This biography is the story of how that happened.
F ATHER SERAPHIM ROSE is an American known and loved today all over
Russia. Anyone in Russia who knows anything about his ancestral Faith —
Orthodox Christianity — knows Fr. Seraphim’s name. His books, the people
there say, change lives.
An American Orthodox convert who spent several months in Russia has
written: “When I would meet Russians, invariably, after finding out I’m an
American, they would excitedly ask: ‘Did you know Fr. Seraphim Rose?’ It is a
startling fact that almost everyone knows of him, even the children. They
consider Fr. Seraphim, his writings and the witness of his life in Christ, to be
pivotal to the resurrection of Holy Russia in our days.” 1
During the era when their religion was being mocked and undermined by an
atheist state, Fr. Seraphim spoke openly to people in Russia against the spirit of
international godlessness, making them unashamed of their ancient Faith, giving
them strength and courage to continue struggling. He spoke to their hearts and
souls in a way that made sense out of their long decades of persecution,
suffering, and purification.
Thirty years ago, Fr. Seraphim’s works reached Russia from America, were
translated, and were clandestinely distributed in typewritten manuscripts from
one end of Russia to the other. Later, with the advent of freedom in Russia, they
began to be published there openly in mass quantities in books and magazines,
and began to be talked about on television and radio. His books have been made
available everywhere — even on book tables in the Metro (subway) and in
kiosks on the street. Thus, just as Russia once brought the fullness of Truth —
Orthodoxy — to America, so now America, through Fr. Seraphim, is bringing
that Truth back whence it came.
In other Orthodox countries — especially those formerly dominated by
Communism — Fr. Seraphim is also widely loved, his works published and
studied, and his name held in great reverence. His works have been published in
Greek, Serbian, Romanian, Bulgarian, Georgian, Latvian, Polish, Italian, French,
German, Chinese, and Malayalam (south Indian).
WHO was this man who, although known to only a small segment of
people in the affluent, pluralistic West, has made such a tremendous impression
on suffering Eastern Orthodox lands? Who was this penetrating spiritual
philosopher who appears to have emerged out of some ancient Patericon? Who
was this “desert-dwelling” monk whose name in Russia became surrounded with
legends about his remote life in the wilderness?
The answer is that this man who came to be called Fr. Seraphim Rose was
basically a simple, straightforward, and above all honest American. He was
raised in sunny southern California, a few hundred miles from Hollywood and
Disneyland, by parents who knew next to nothing of Eastern Orthodoxy. His
mother only wanted him to be successful; his father only wanted him to be
happy.
The story of Fr. Seraphim Rose is not just the story of one individual; it is
the story of what can occur in the conscience of the American soul, when God
stirs there the chords of righteousness.
Fr. Seraphim’s basic honesty enabled him to pierce the darkness of his
times, not only for his fellow countrymen, but for those in far-off, enslaved lands
as well. At an early age he rebelled against the superficiality of modern
American society: against its worldliness, materialism, light-mindedness, and
boring rationalism. As part of his rebellion he partook of the restlessness,
despair, nihilism, and moral anarchy of the “angry young men” of his
generation: the progressive intellectuals, bohemians, and beatniks. His forthright,
self-sacrificing character, however, pulled him out of the self-indulgent and
forbidden escapes that his peers were making. Even the ideas and practices of
Buddhism, which were just becoming popular in the West at that time, left his
soul empty and yearning.
It was then that God revealed Himself to Fr. Seraphim’s sorrowing soul,
and the conversion from modern American rebellion to ancient, apostolic
Orthodoxy was begun. When he did come to the Orthodox Church, he cut
through all the externals and went right to the essence and heart of otherworldly
Christianity. He has blazed the path for other honest, forthright American souls
to follow, as they too heed God’s call to righteousness.
But there was another aspect of Fr. Seraphim, one that especially endeared
him to the hearts of Orthodox Christians behind the Iron Curtain. As his
monastic co-laborer of many years observed: “Fr. Seraphim was a man who
knew how to suffer.” He knew the value of redemptive suffering, saw it
manifested in the Christian martyrs and confessors of his own time, and
consciously embraced it — not only outwardly through the hardships of his
wilderness monastic life, but also inwardly, in the “pain of heart” that
characterizes true Christian love. Before he found the Truth, he had suffered for
the lack of it; now having found it, he suffered for the sake of it.
THE author of these lines was a spiritual son of Fr. Seraphim, having been
returned to the love of Jesus Christ through him. My initial impressions of him
were, first of all, that he was the wisest man I had ever met, and secondly, that
he was as one dead: a man who had died to himself and to everything in this
world because he had set his sights on the Kingdom above. I was in awe of him.
During my subsequent visits to his monastery and my talks with him, I gradually
came to know more deeply the One Who lived within him. But I did not know
him: I did not know the story of how he became the man he was. It was only
after his repose that I learned of his former life, of the darkness from which he
had emerged. And I was even more in awe — of Christ Who had transformed
him into a new being, and of Fr. Seraphim himself, who had allowed his old self
to be put to death so completely and, along with the Apostle Paul, had been
“dying daily.” [a] I saw that not only had my first impression of him been true,
but that it had only scratched the surface of a profound mystery which the world
can never comprehend: the re-creation of a soul through the grace of Jesus
Christ.
As I stood beside Fr. Seraphim’s coffin in his simple monastery church,
beholding the radiant, heavenly image of his face in repose, I shed tears of
gratitude, thanking him for giving me the Truth — the pearl of great price, for
which it is worth selling everything that is in the world.
Today, now that nearly three decades have passed since his repose, I see the
tremendous potential of what he accomplished in his all-too-brief life of forty-
eight years. Mine is only one of the millions of lives that his has deeply touched.
I feel compelled to make his message known, to give back to others what he
has given me. Through him, modern America brings forth, out of its own soil, a
harvest of ancient, mystical Christianity. It is a depth of Christianity that
America as yet scarcely knows: hidden from all earthly tumult and vanity, and
partaking of the otherworldly Kingdom of God.
Hieromonk Damascene
St. Herman of Alaska Monastery
Platina, California
Fr. Seraphim during the “New Valaam Theological Academy” course, 1980. Photograph by Fr.
Lawrence Williams.
PART I
Eugene’s maternal grandparents, John and Hilma Holbeck. Wedding picture, 1896.
F ATHER SERAPHIM ROSE—who has been called the first American-born link
to the mind of the ancient Holy Fathers — was born into a typical white,
Protestant, middle-class family in a typical California coastal city, San Diego.
The name given him at birth was Eugene, which means “wellborn” or “noble.”
Eugene’s parents were second-generation immigrants to the United States.
Both of his mother’s parents came from Norway. John Christian Holbeck, his
grandfather, arrived with his family when he was thirteen. Hilma Helickson, his
grandmother, though born in Norway was actually Swedish; she was brought to
America at age three. The Holbecks and Helicksons settled in the small town of
Two Harbors, Minnesota, where John and Hilma grew up, met, and were
married in 1896. John worked as a driller in a diamond mine and then tried his
hand at farming. He and Hilma had five children. Their third child, Esther, born
in 1901, was Eugene’s mother.
Esther was raised on a forty-acre farm that her father had bought at ten
dollars an acre. It was poor land — “stumpland,” she used to call it — and she
remembered her father using dynamite to get rid of the stumps. John had to
augment the income of his growing family by working a night shift in town.
Later, he had cows and peddled milk from house to house.
The Holbecks had their children baptized and raised them in the Lutheran
Church. Great emphasis was placed on education. They sent the oldest son, Jack,
to college at great financial sacrifice, and he repaid them after he became
established financially. Although only two of the Holbecks’ children were able
to attend college, nearly all their grandchildren and great- grandchildren earned
at least one college degree. As a matter of pride, everyone was expected to be
successful.
John Holbeck was the epitome of the sober, hardworking immigrant. His
daunting task of hewing out a living from the land left no room for pastimes.
Once, when his daughter Esther returned from a walk in the woods singing and
carrying flowers, he immediately looked on this in terms of its practical value.
“You can’t eat music or flowers!” he told her in his heavy Norwegian brogue.
Later in life, Esther did take time out to pursue music and to paint (mostly
flowers). But the experience of growing up in such a hardworking family gave
her a no-nonsense practicality that never left her. She was always concerned
with the financial side of things.
The man she married, Frank Rose, was of a different stamp. A humble,
quiet, agreeable sort of fellow, he was one to take what comes in life.
Frank was of French and Dutch stock. On his father’s side, he had a French
ancestor who had been a soldier in Napoleon’s army and had married a
Hungarian Gypsy. If there was any passionate Gypsy blood in the Rose lineage,
however, it certainly skipped a generation in the person of Frank.
Frank’s father, Louis Deseret (L. D.) Rose, had emigrated from France to
Canada, and then to the United States, and had opened an ice-cream parlor and
candy store in Two Harbors. He had a wooden leg, the result of a train accident
as a young man. “No one pitied him for this or talked about it,” recalls one
family member; “it was just something that happened, and life went on.”
Although from a Roman Catholic background, Louis was a confirmed atheist
with sympathies toward socialism. He claimed to have read the New Testament
before the age of twelve — the impressiveness of this claim evidently being
intended to lend weight to his atheism. Louis’ views on religion, however, did
not prevent him from marrying a devout Dutch Roman Catholic, May
Vandenboom, whose family had settled in Marquette, Michigan.
Louis and May had four sons, one of whom drowned at the age of twelve.
Frank, their second child, was born in 1890. According to his mother’s wishes,
he served as a Catholic altar boy for several years. May died at the age of forty-
eight, when Frank was only fourteen, but he continued serving in the church for
four more years.
Frank Rose fought for his country in the Army during World War I, going
to France and returning home as a sergeant. He met Esther Holbeck when she
was working at his father’s shop, “Rose’s Candy Store.” She was eleven years
younger than he, and had just graduated from high school. In 1921 they were
married in Two Harbors. Frank tried his hand at the candy and ice-cream
business, even opening his own store after his father’s had closed down. Later he
worked for General Motors, during which time his first child, Eileen, was born.
In 1924, when Eileen was two years old, Frank and Esther moved to
southern California, away from the bitter Minnesota winters. In San Diego they
opened another candy store, a franchise “karmel-korn” shop, which did good
business only when the navy fleet came into town. They eventually had to close
it, and Frank got a steady job as a janitor for the San Diego Park and Recreation
Department. His work consisted mostly of taking care of the sports stadium.
Two more children were born to the Rose family in San Diego: Franklin,
Jr., who was born four years after Eileen, and Eugene, who was born another
eight years later. All three of the Roses’ children were intelligent, good-looking,
and above average in height.
Eugene Dennis Rose was born on August 13, 1934. This was during the
depth of the Depression. The Roses had bought stocks and lost them, and at
times they had scarcely enough to eat. Although Eugene was probably too young
to remember this period, Eileen recalls the family standing in bread lines. “When
there is hardship because of lack of money,” she said, “this is something that is
not easily forgotten. Success becomes equated with monetary reward.” Esther,
already inculcated with the values of hard work and thrift, now became frugal in
the extreme. She remained this way throughout her life, even after Eileen and
Franklin Jr. were on their own and the family was comfortable financially. She
never gave up her practice, learned during the Depression, of saving slivers of
soap from the household sinks and then boiling them down to make new soap
cakes. All of her children were raised with a no-frills attitude toward life.
Frank Rose was already in his mid-forties when Eugene was born. Because
he was so much younger than his brother and sister, Eugene was raised
essentially as an only child. When he was born, his parents called him their
“Extra Dividend.”
When Eugene was only four years old, his sister Eileen (then sixteen)
graduated from high school and left to go to business college in Los Angeles.
Two years later she married, and in subsequent years saw her younger brother
only infrequently. Before she left home, she would take care of Eugene at home
when her parents were working at the karmel-korn shop. “I remember him as a
happy, lovable child,” she later said.
Eugene’s surviving grandparents moved to San Diego after his parents did.
Louis Rose died when Eugene was only seven years old, but John and Hilma
Holbeck lived until he was full-grown. In later years he was given a family
heirloom: a grandfather clock which had been given to Louis and May Rose as a
wedding present. To the end of his life, Eugene treasured this clock as a link to
family tradition, and continued the custom of winding it every night, long after it
stopped telling the correct time.
Eugene at age one and a half.
The Rose family. Left to right: Frank, Franklin, Jr., Eileen, Esther, and Eugene.
Eugene, “the only child,” with his mother and father.
San Diego High was an ethnically diverse school, with the majority of its
students coming from families on a lower-middle-class income. The college-
prep students formed a relatively small percentage of the student body. These
intellectual achievers were in the same clubs and took the same courses in the
pre-college curriculum together, but within their ranks was a clear social
division. The main group of them, by far the larger, was composed of students
from wealthy families from the “good” part of town. The smaller group was
composed of six or seven boys from middle- to lower-middle-class families,
three of whom were Jewish and one of whom was of Mexican descent. Eugene
and Walter belonged to the latter group.
The members of the wealthy group were active in student government,
seeking election as class officers, and made up the membership of the school’s
social clubs of the pre-fraternity/sorority type. Although they were friendly to
the other students (“After all,” says Walter, “you were a vote”), they generally
kept their own company. They were the social elite of the campus.
The smaller group was united by a common interest in music, literature, and
art. During lunch breaks, the boys would discuss books they had read or the
works of classical music they loved. They never listened to the pop music of
their era. (“We were hardly aware that such a thing existed,” Walter recalls.)
Although Eugene and some of the others had athletic ability and received A’s in
gym class, they did not try out for team sports. Says Walter: “We were what
today would be called the ‘nerds.’”
The students in Eugene’s group were very well-read and culturally
advanced for their age. Walter felt privileged to be a part of the group and to
learn from it, since he had been exposed to relatively little culture prior to high
school. The Jewish boys had been raised on classical music and had some strong
opinions on the subject. They especially praised Mozart, Beethoven, and
Brahms, but had no use for the modern composers. Walter, on the other hand,
preferred the moderns, and so would enter into debate with the others on the
relative worth of, for example, Debussy and Brahms.
Where did Eugene stand in these discussions? “He was more attracted to
the distinctly classical than to the modern composers,” Walter says. “But he
listened to everything and gave it all a chance. He was slow to pass judgment.”
Eugene (left) with classmates at San Diego High School.
Eugene’s favorite piece of music at this time was an aria in the last act of
Puccini’s Tosca, in which the hero, about to be executed, writes a letter to his
beloved, beginning with the words, “And the stars were shining.” Eugene
especially liked the recording of this aria sung by Ferrucio Tagliavini. “We
listened to it many times,” Walter says, “and rhapsodized about how great we
thought it was.”
When the group of friends argued over intellectual matters, Eugene was not
wont to express his own opinion. “Mostly he would examine things,” Walter
says, “and if you made a blunder in your argument, he’d be quick to show it. The
most quiet and introspective among us, he was more likely to be a commentator
than an agitator.”
EUGENE studied intensely in high school, “burning the midnight oil,” as his
mother said. Once Esther told him, “At the rate you’re studying, you’ll be a very
smart man someday.” “I don’t want to be smart,” he said, “I want to be wise.”
“With his native intelligence Eugene could have received B’s without doing
anything,” Walter attests, “but he worked harder than anyone I ever knew. He
was so incredibly thorough in everything he put his hands to. When we were
assigned a science report, he would cover all the ends of the subject. He had an
analytical way of looking at things. His slowness in passing judgment was
especially helpful in chemistry, because he would carefully look at all parts of an
experiment before forming a conclusion.”
In the words of Eugene’s nephew Mike Scott, who was only seven years his
junior, “Eugene was phenomenal academically. He was off the scale.”
Sometimes his class marks were so high above those of other students that he
had to be given the only A. At the same time, however, he continued to exhibit
the qualities of his father. His mother recalled him saying: “Don’t let anyone
think you’re important.”
Sally Scott, Eugene’s niece, remembers the following about him: “He was
always Uncle Genie to me. He was quiet and very much the scholar. He was
ever the teacher, ever patient, and even as a youth had a certain inner composure
which set him apart. As a boy that difference may have caused him some grief
until he found his true home....
“I remember one incident that involved books. At family dinners on
holidays, Gene would join the group for dinner and retire to his room and studies
immediately after. I have a love of books myself, and one day he found me in his
room reading his books. (I was perhaps nine or ten years old and a bit frightened
at being ‘caught.’) He asked me which books I liked best. There were two: A
Dog Named Chips and Charlie by Albert Payson Terhune. He then presented a
challenge. If I could memorize the titles and author’s full name by my next visit,
the books would be mine to keep. I read them many times over the years and
have read them to my daughters. I still have the books.”
Together with Walter, Eugene was a member of the high-school German
Club, Chemistry Club, and Chess Club. In the German Club and German class
he was called by the German version of his name, Eugen (pronounced “Oy-
gen”). Walter began to refer to Eugene in this way outside of class, associating
the sound of “Oy-gen” with the name of the famous Russian narrative poem by
Pushkin and the opera by Tchaikovsky, Eugene Onegin. Eugene was to carry
this nickname beyond his high school years. When writing to friends in college,
he would sign his name “Eugen” and occasionally use the transliterated form
“Oign.”
In high school Eugene demonstrated a remarkable facility in languages,
learning not only German but also French and Spanish. By the time he
graduated, he was writing original poems in German. He also excelled in
mathematics, which Walter attributes to the fact that this discipline, in addition
to requiring an analytical mind, involves a great deal of introspection. Eugene’s
math teacher hoped he would pursue a career in this field, and championed him
as a student worthy of receiving college scholarships.
Eugene’s English teacher, Mr. Baskerville, also took an interest in him and
his future. According to Walter, Baskerville encouraged a free, artistic lifestyle.
He enjoyed music and had a great love for Spanish Romantic poetry. Among
other things he introduced Eugene to the American nature poet Robinson Jeffers,
a man who protested against society and its wars at a time when it was very
unfashionable to do so.
During his high school years Eugene read Dostoyevsky’s Crime and
Punishment, but, as he later said, he did not fully understand or appreciate the
depth of Dostoyevsky at that time.
“Eugene had no time for trivia,” his mother has said. The senseless
diversions of high school students, as well as the pomp of high school
ceremonies, were a source of absolute boredom to him. Mike Scott remembers
being amazed that Eugene had no desire to learn to drive, let alone own, a car, at
a time when great peer pressure was attached to having a driver’s license.
Eugene felt that even his friend Walter was not serious enough, and objected to
his carousing and running around at night “like a butterfly.” When it came time
for the high school graduation exercises and celebrations, with all the proud
parents and pageantry, Eugene did not want to be bothered with the standard
renting of a tuxedo.
Eugene did, however, take part in the production of the school play that was
performed during the commencement. Along with twelve other students under
the supervision of a teacher, he helped to write the play, acted in it, and was in
charge of the tickets. The play, entitled “Grown a Little Taller,” was written with
the aim of pleasing the students’ parents and relatives who comprised the
audience. Expressing the American dream that was still prevalent in the early
1950s, it upheld the ideals of family, religion (within reason), economic and
career advancement, responsibility, and hard work, together with humanitarian
service in the spirit of Albert Schweitzer.
EUGENE graduated from San Diego High School in June of 1952. He was
ranked at the top of his class. In his high school yearbook, his fellow students
wrote notes such as: “Eugene the Genius... Lots of luck & don’t give Einstein
too much competition.” He received a number of scholarships, the largest being
the four-thousand-dollar George F. Baker Scholarship, which he was given
thanks to the enthusiastic endorsement of his math teacher. When he received
this award, he did not make a big show of it. His mother, having found out about
the award, elatedly asked him, “Where’s the letter?!” “In the drawer,” he replied
calmly. Remembering this and similar incidents, his mother once said of him, “I
never saw such a modest boy!” He even returned the smaller scholarships he
received, explaining this by saying, “I’ve had enough.”
At this time Eugene had no definite ideas about a future career, no plans
beyond a decision to enter Pomona College in southern California. (His math
teacher was later disappointed when Eugene did not major in mathematics).
“Eugene could have succeeded in anything,” Walter says, “but he did not have
anything to pour himself into. He needed something to be passionate about.”
San Diego was filled with canyons, parts of which were overgrown with
trees, brush, and grasses. Near the Roses’ modest suburban home was one such
ravine, locally called Juniper Canyon. Through this canyon Eugene often took
long walks alone, studying nature or — when he went at night — gazing up into
the starry realm above the trees. What he thought about during these hours of
solitude is unknown. Judging from the turns his life was soon to take, however,
it could be that these long walks were bound up not only with thinking, but also
with traces of suffering. Fr. Paul Florensky, the great Russian scientist and
martyr, once said: “The fate of greatness is suffering from the external world,
and inward suffering that comes from oneself. So it was, so it is, and so it shall
be.” Eugene was soon to enter into that unnamed inward suffering, which was
the consequence of his being set apart from the world around him. Since his
mind enabled him to understand things far ahead of others, he was plagued with
boredom with the common things he had already experienced and understood.
He had a longing for more, he wanted to go on, but to where? There was on him
that stamp of nobility which made him incapable of finding fulfillment in lower,
material things — the things of this earth.
“Eugene had deep eyes,” Walter recalls. “You didn’t want to look into
them, because they would burn into you. It was as if he was attempting to see
into the heart of the matter always. He always seemed to me like a tea kettle that
was about to blow out steam. You knew something was boiling in there; you
waited for him to blow his stack — but he never did. He was always calm,
observing things, waiting to do something with what he was soaking up.”
Eugene had become a thinker, a lover of wisdom who required an answer to
the question “why?” And whatever that answer was, he had to experience and
live it. This much he knew — or rather felt — even then; and it was this which
would determine the course of his life, up until his very death.
College Avenue, Pomona College, 1954.
2
Seeds of Rebellion
The errors of great men are more fruitful
than the truths of little men.
—Friedrich Nietzsche 1
E UGENE had begun his philosophic search by repudiating the very thing he
was seeking. At the deepest level, he was being driven to find God, but he
would have to go full circle before unexpectedly returning upon that from which
he was running.
Young people like Eugene, being at an age of acute self-consciousness and
spiritual hunger, are apt to fall into despair at not finding fulfillment in the
material world, and to be, in the words of the young poet John Keats, “half in
love with easeful death.” Although Eugene had hardly started out in life, he
already had a longing to leave this world behind. In the midst of his doubt and
confusion, there was only one person to whom he began to open his inner world.
This was a young woman, a freshman like himself, named Alison Harris.
In November of 1952, Eugene went to a concert at the Bridges Auditorium
on the college campus. The gray winter sky was darkening as he climbed the
steps and walked under the lofty archway. The building was at that time the
largest auditorium in California, with tall Grecian pillars in front, over which the
names of great composers were chiseled.
The music, Schumann’s piano concerto, was particularly stirring. After the
concert, as Eugene was walking down the aisle, he was greeted by an
acquaintance named Dirk Van Nouhuys. Beside Dirk was his date Alison.
Eugene had seen Alison before in a class they had together, “The History of
Western Civilization,” but he hadn’t met her until now. Alison was at once
intrigued with Eugene. She liked the dignified way he carried himself; she
thought he was handsome; but what especially struck her was the strange,
melancholy depth of his eyes.
After Dirk made the introductions, he asked Eugene to have coffee with
him and Alison. Eugene accepted Dirk’s offer, and the three of them stepped out
into the cold night air. They went nearby to the “Sugar Bowl,” a small,
inexpensive café run by two quiet ladies. As they warmed themselves with the
coffee, they spoke of how the music that night had moved them.
AFTER that fateful night in November, Dirk, Eugene, Alison and others
began to go to the “Sugar Bowl” to study. They formed a group of friends, made
up of the nonconformists of the campus who were interested in things other than
popularity and “success.” As with Eugene’s group of friends in high school, this
new group was united by a common love for art, music, and literature.
Like Eugene, Alison was a quiet person, and deeply lonely. She had come
from an artistic family, her mother having been an opera singer and her uncle a
screenwriter. At the tender age of eighteen, she had already experienced much
pain in her life. There were periods in her past too horrible to remember; she
could recall nothing before the age of eight. Having been driven into a shell by
the overpowering and sometimes ruthless personality of her egotistical mother,
she was terribly shy around others. She tried to take after her saintly
grandmother. By the time Eugene met her, she had become a devout Christian,
having been converted largely through the poetry of T. S. Eliot. With her thin
body and face, her sharply outlined features, and her shoulder-length dark blond
hair, people said she looked just like the actress Lauren Bacall. She herself,
however, disliked this actress and wanted to be more like Jennifer Jones, who
had made her screen debut at Alison’s age, playing St. Bernadette of Lourdes.
Dirk Van Nouhuys (who insisted that his name be pronounced “Dairk”)
was an unusual young man. Gifted with a brilliant mind, he had started college
when he was but sixteen years old. He had a great knowledge of music, and went
on to become a professional writer. For a while he was receiving D and F grades
for his English Composition papers simply because his spelling was atrocious.
When Alison began editing his papers, changing nothing at all except the
spelling, he instantly received A’s. He came from a wealthy family which never
pushed him to “be” anything. One Thanksgiving vacation, the group of friends
went to stay at his parents’ large home in Berkeley.
The most gregarious of the group, Dirk had a good sense of humor and a
special talent for giving people nicknames (his own girlfriend he called “straw-
headed thing”). Eugene, however, retained the nickname he had received in high
school; all of his college friends called him “Oign,” and he even signed his
letters to Alison this way.
Alison posing for a “mood shot” by a friend who was taking a photography class, 1952.
Another member of the group was Albert Carter, a history major. Very
mature for his age, Albert was even-tempered, always sympathetic and
understanding of others, and ready to listen. He went on to get his Ph.D. at
Princeton and teach English in a university.
Among the young women in the group was Lee Van Deventer, who later
married Albert and, like him, was a very compassionate person. Remembered as
a lively conversationalist, she was majoring in comparative literature and later
became a school teacher.
There was also Claire Isaacs, an earthy, outspoken drama major who took
on the role of the “mother” of the group. Though not religious, Claire was very
proud of her Jewish heritage.
The group also had a music major, Laurence McGilvery. A modern,
sophisticated young man pursuing a wide interest in the arts, he later became an
independent publisher and purveyor of art books.
Also in the group was John Zeigel, a postulant for the priesthood in the
Anglican Church. Highly educated for his age, John had studied Latin for four
years at a boy’s school run by the Episcopal Order of the Holy Cross. He had a
beautiful singing voice, and at night would chant his prayers in Latin out of a
Roman Catholic service book. He loved the high art of the Western Church, its
Gregorian Chant and its ancient ceremony. According to his fellow Anglican
Alison, however, he had not yet found true joy or peace in his faith, and was still
trying to come to grips with it. He majored in classics at Pomona, and, like
Albert, went on to become an English professor.
Of all the students in the group, the one that Eugene most admired was a
Japanese American named Kaizo Kubo. Kaizo was twenty-four years old,
considerably older than the others, being a transfer student to Pomona. Although
he was not of the “popular” crowd, he was one of the most widely respected
students on campus due to his integrity and honor in dealing with people.
After Pearl Harbor, when Kaizo was only fourteen, he and his family had
been “evacuated” with many other Japanese Americans to a restriction camp and
relocation center. “I don’t bear any grudge against America,” he used to say. “If
the Japanese had been in the Americans’ shoes, they would have been much
crueler.” 1 His family was poor: both his parents worked as day laborers, packing
fruit and picking tomatoes under the hot sun. In 1950, soon after his father died,
he entered Reedley Junior College in the San Joaquin Valley. In his junior year
he transferred to Pomona as a history major, having been given a full-tuition
grant. In his senior year, to pay for his room and board, he got a job as a resident
assistant in one of the dormitories.
Kaizo Kubo. Photograph taken when he was at Reedley Junior College, before he came to
Pomona. Courtesy of Jane Hildebrand and Karen Atkisson.
Like Eugene, Kaizo was a loner, emotionally reserved and inscrutable, but
when he spoke he did so with simplicity and intensity. He never fully became
part of the group of friends and seemed to feel himself an outsider wherever he
was — which Albert attributed to his early experience of being sent to the
relocation center. He did, however, spend a lot of time with Eugene.
Eugene’s college friends remember Eugene as having been very genial, and
their relationships with him marked by a certain dignity. They remember his
understated wit, his ability to see things differently and make observations on
life which were the reverse of the usual ones — observations which at times
made his friends roll with laughter. All the male friends mention his remarkable
athletic ability (“He was enormously strong,” Dirk says). Whenever the group
would get together to play games in the quadrangle — volleyball, baseball, etc.
—Eugene would throw himself into the match with enthusiasm and outstrip
them all, so that they would consider it a misfortune to be placed on the
opposing team.
Alison in 1953.
DURING the summer between his freshman and sophomore years, Eugene
worked at a bookstore in San Francisco. His high school teacher Mr. Baskerville
was a friend of the store’s owners, and recommended Eugene for the job. While
working in San Francisco, Eugene stayed for three months at the Hotel de
France, a boarding house where everyone spoke French and ate European
cuisine.
When he returned to Pomona for his second year, Eugene was assigned a
roommate who was a math major. According to John, “This young man was
constantly studying math problems, hardly ever cracked a smile, and had
virtually no sense of humor. Eugene did not get along with him at all; they were
totally mismatched roommates.” It is interesting to observe that this roommate
was precisely the kind of college student that Eugene’s high school math teacher
might have expected Eugene to become. As John has said, however, “Once
Eugene found philosophy, everything changed for him.”
After the first semester of his sophomore year, Eugene was anxious to
escape the dormitories, and so rented an inexpensive room, with a private
entrance, built onto someone’s house. Like Kaizo, he had to earn money during
his student years to pay his rent.
Besides the Sugar Bowl, Eugene’s room became the main meeting place for
his group of friends. One of the group’s acts of nonconformity was to stay at the
meetings long past the ten o’clock curfew at the dormitories. Although such acts
were hardly what one would call revolutionary, the group did evoke some
antagonism on the campus. “In the fall of 1953,” Laurence McGilvery recalls, “a
politically minded classmate campaigned for election and won as Men’s Senior
Class President on the platform of ‘getting the nonconformists.’ We innocents
surely were his chief targets, with our undefined aspirations and our passionate
conversations in the Sugar Bowl and our midnight revels — at least once or
twice — in the Greek Theater out in the Wash.”
At Eugene’s place the group would stay up all night, listening to classical
music and talking (in Alison’s words) about “great things.” “Mostly we talked
about the meaning of life,” Alison recalls — though some of the others who
were there merely recall talking about “books, music, painting, and sculpture.”
When the subject would turn to the question of God, John would sometimes start
complaining about how he would have to give up women to be a priest.
According to Alison, “He believed that the best priests were celibate, and he
wanted to let everyone know what a sacrifice he would be making.”
At most of these meetings, Eugene would remain characteristically silent,
taking it all in carefully. He genuinely appreciated the company and the
intellectual forum, but there were times when he felt that all this talk about the
meaning of life was becoming just that: talk. He wanted to do something, even if
he didn’t know what it was. When he did take part in the discussion, it was often
by way of challenging John’s ideas about God. “Eugene was an iconoclast,”
John recalls. “He would deliberately say things to shock us and then would
watch our reaction.” Sometimes he would break his silence and, right in the
middle of a discussion, come out with a statement that would reduce everyone to
speechlessness.
4
The Search for Reality
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?
—Edgar Allan Poe 1
I N his study of philosophy, it did not take Eugene long to recognize the limits
of discursive reasoning. The flimsy answers he had given to the questions of
existence in his essay, “God and Man: Their Relationship,” probably did not
fully convince him even at the time he wrote them. He was not at all impressed
with the Rationalists whose works he read in his philosophy classes. Nor was he
convinced by the arguments of Hume, the skeptic who overthrew the
Rationalists’ belief in reason, only to rely on a lower faculty: “common sense.”
In an essay on Hume’s philosophy, Eugene had one word to say about it: “It is
common. It fairly reeks with commonness.... In affirming the common, he denies
the un common. What, then, of the subtler human experiences — in art, in
religion, in any field where there must be some degree of imagination, of a
vision above the common?” 2
Eugene also found little to be gained from the philosophy of Schopenhauer.
In an essay entitled “Schopenhauer: System; Comment,” he wrote: “We do not
accept Schopenhauer’s pessimism, not because we have had a more
commanding vision, but because Schopenhauer does not speak to us as one who
knows, as one who has truly had a vision of the nature of things.”3
In later years Eugene recalled: “I was an undergraduate, looking for some
kind of truth in philosophy, and not finding it. I was very bored with Western
philosophy.”4 Even Nietzsche (though one could never accuse him of being
boring) could do scarcely more than fuel Eugene’s inward rebellion against
society. It was inevitable that Eugene’s search again enter the sphere of religion.
“Why does a person study religion?” Eugene asked toward the end of his
life. “There are many incidental reasons, but there is only one reason if a person
is really in earnest: in a word, it is to come into contact with reality, to find a
reality deeper than the everyday reality that so quickly changes, rots away,
leaves nothing behind and offers no lasting happiness to the human soul. Every
religion that is sincere tries to open up contact with this reality.” 5
T HE aspect of Eugene that his friends Dirk and Albert found most
phenomenal was his aptitude for languages. In his freshman and
sophomore years of college, Eugene continued to perfect his knowledge of
German and French, and then in his junior year he went on to take Mandarin
Chinese. “There was a young woman in his Chinese class,” Albert relates, “who
had come from the Chinese community in San Francisco and spoke the
Cantonese dialect. After a year of the class, she said that if you closed your eyes
when Eugene spoke, you couldn’t tell he wasn’t Chinese. She was very
embarrassed because he was better at it than she was, and it was her language.
He could intuit and visualize the Chinese character-graphs, and maintained that
they looked like what they were supposed to represent — though none of the rest
of us could see it.”
Eugene now resolved to earn his bachelor’s degree in Oriental Languages.
This decision stemmed, of course, from his new interest in Zen and Eastern
thought, but Albert also attributed it to the fact that Eugene, having so easily
mastered European languages, was looking for a challenge. At that time,
Pomona had the second largest collection of Chinese texts in the country (the
largest being at the University of California, Berkeley), but since the Chinese
department was very small, most of it remained on the shelves unused.
Because of the low student/teacher ratio at Pomona, almost every student
had a professor who personally looked after his or her educational formation.
Eugene’s main patron was his Chinese language and history instructor, Shou-yi
Ch’en, with whom he conducted a friendly correspondence for a few years after
graduating.
Also due to his interest in Zen, Eugene took up the art of archery.
According to Albert, his athletic ability combined with his power of
concentration made him a wonderful bowman.
AT the end of Eugene’s junior year, tragedy struck his group of friends.
The year before, at the advice of professors and friends, Kaizo had become a
graduate student in history. He felt guilty about this, thinking that, after getting
his bachelor’s degree, he should have immediately gone for a teaching credential
so as to support his family. He worried that his widowed mother had to go on
working to support his education. “Fruit packing is seasonal employment,” he
said, “so most of her income comes from working in the onion fields. I hate to
see her pulling onions day after day. She’s such a frail old woman.” 5
When the time approached for Kaizo to turn in his master’s degree thesis,
his worries increased. The topic he had chosen had proved too big for him, and
the professor who had always supported and helped him was then on sabbatical.
He knew he would never meet the deadline. His strong Japanese sense of honor
tormented him. He thought of his mother working in the fields, and he felt he
had failed in his filial duty. Being such a loner, however, he kept the extremity
of his depression to himself.
In the evening of May 2, 1955, the due date for his unfinished thesis, Kaizo
put on several layers of clothing and got into bed. He put two pillows against his
chest and stomach, and fired twice at his heart with a pistol. Though muffled by
the clothes and pillows, the shots were clearly heard by the student in the next
dormitory room. The student ran to Kaizo’s room and found him lying in the
doorway, murmuring, “I shot myself.... This is the way it should be.” 6
News of Kaizo’s suicide hit Eugene hard. It came as a tremendous shock to
everyone, but, as Eugene’s group of friends recalled, no one was as profoundly
saddened by it as Eugene. Kaizo was a person very similar to Eugene, a noble
soul whom, in his own unspoken way, Eugene loved. Life had continued as
usual under a fragile veneer of normality, and suddenly Kaizo was gone — to a
state which Eugene thought might in fact be preferable to his present one.
Having also heard about Kaizo’s death, Alison was sitting with friends at a
booth in the “Sugar Bowl.” Eugene walked in and sat down alone at the counter.
Alison went up to him and looked at him expectantly, but he said nothing.
Finally, after brooding a long time, he concluded, staring off into space: “Each
of us wears a mask... and no one knows what’s behind it.” He rose up, and
Alison followed. For miles he walked with her, not saying a word.
6
Pursued by God
I walked in darkness, and in slippery places, and sought Thee abroad out of
myself, and found not the God of my heart; and had come into the depths of
the sea, and distrusted and despaired of ever finding truth. [a]
—The Confessions of Blessed Augustine 1
You must picture me... night after night, feeling, whenever my mind lifted
for a second from my work, the steady, unrelenting approach of Him Whom
I desired not to meet.
—C. S. Lewis 2
L ONG silences were not uncommon for Eugene. His relationship with Alison
was such that they did not feel they needed to be always talking when
together. “We spent hours studying the stars,” Alison recalls. “He pointed out to
me the constellations, knowing them all from memory. He was fascinated by
ants, birds.” She remembers how he once lay down on the sidewalk to watch the
ants, while she looked on. “He had a deep love for the sea,” she says. “We
watched the sea and sat in silence for many hours. He loved the night, and
walking....
“He told me many of his feelings. He was pretty desperate, actually: he told
me he was suicidal. He felt there was no place for him anywhere — no one who
understood him. He felt that life was futile.... He was (in our college years)
contemptuous of people, but he was also afraid of them. He felt rejected by
people, especially his family. And in fact, they did reject him through lack of
understanding.”
“I never saw anybody who could concentrate as much as Eugene could; he
just shut everything else out.... He wasn’t an outward, emotional type like I was.
But inside he was very, very passionate. I mean that not in a worldly sense, but
in a spiritual sense. He was an all-or-nothing kind of person; he never did
anything halfway. And I think that’s why his family didn’t understand him.
“I also felt there was no place for me in the world. I suppose I was the only
one who knew how he felt, and vice versa.”
Being estranged even from his own parents whom he loved, Eugene felt
like one born out of place, out of time. Alison remembers his dislike for modern
civilization, and especially for the products of technological progress. “He didn’t
like automobiles, electricity, clocks,” she says. “He didn’t even like doctors and
hospitals.”
Following in the steps of T. S. Eliot, Alison had become a member of the
Anglican Church, and considered herself an “Anglo-Catholic.” “In my youth I
was very opinionated,” she says. “I told him he shouldn’t judge Christianity by
what he saw in people who practiced it in various and sundry strange ways. I felt
that his interest in Zen was a college fad and not to be taken seriously.”
Repeating Nietzsche’s well-known phrase, Eugene told Alison that he
believed God was dead. [b] “He also believed that there was a God,” says Alison,
“but that God had been ‘put into a box’ by people. People believed their idea of
God that they had invented, and not the reality of God. Eugene was very bitter at
times. I think he felt there was something wrong with him and that he could
never find God — so he substituted studying for direct apprehension of truth and
tried to withdraw from life and hide.”
For an understanding of Eugene’s idea of God at this time, we must look at
one of the earlier, scholarly books of Alan Watts: The Supreme Identity: An
Essay on Oriental Metaphysics and the Christian Religion. This was Eugene’s
favorite of all Watts’ works. In it, Watts posits that modern Christianity is
ineffective in leading man to an awareness of his true nature and the reality of
God. What in the West is called God is actually, according to Watts, the
transpersonal ground of man’s consciousness, man’s true “Self.” At the end of
The Supreme Identity, Watts discusses the ways of realizing this Self, stating that
the way of Zen is more suited to modern culture than the devotional practices of
Christianity.
It so happened that Watts had apostatized from the same Anglo-Catholic (or
high Anglican) branch of the Anglican Church to which Alison belonged. Watts’
Christian writings had even been in the tract rack at Alison’s church until Watts
had left the Faith, at which time Alison’s priest had thrown them out. Needless
to say, Alison had scant respect for Watts. She told Eugene that “Zen was a lot
of nonsense, and that Christianity (more specifically Catholic Christianity) was
the only truth worth having.”
Eugene would become irritated when Alison would criticize Zen, and he
would sometimes laugh out loud at her attempts to convert him to Christianity.
Nevertheless, he asked her many questions about the differences between
Protestantism and Catholicism. As an Anglo-Catholic, Alison did not have a
high opinion of Protestantism and at the same time considered the Church of
Rome to be in great error because of the papacy.
As part of her attempt to convert Eugene, Alison told him to read
Dostoyevsky’s The Brothers Karamazov. She was, she has said, “trying to show
him there was another side to God that he did not realize.” He could not have
helped but notice that Dostoyevsky was dealing with exactly the same
philosophical issues as was Nietzsche — and just as powerfully — only from a
Christian point of view. Nietzsche’s statement, “There is no God, therefore
everything is permitted,” was only an echo of Ivan Karamazov’s almost identical
words, written by Dostoyevsky in Russia three years earlier. Nietzsche in fact
called Dostoyevsky the most profound psychologist in world literature.
Although Eugene argued with Alison, there can be no doubt that he had
some admiration for her youthful convictions and her degree of faith to which he
himself could not attain. Despite their opposing views, there was a spiritual
longing that the two of them had in common. With his other friends he shared
intellectual pursuits but not that deeper longing, and thus they could never
understand the deeper part of him. With the exception of John, who was still
struggling with his faith, all of Eugene’s other friends in the group of non-
conformists thought that Christianity was only for children and for people
without full intellectual capacity. Eugene shared their rejection of the Christian
Faith, and yet it was not to his fellow skeptics in the group that Eugene opened
his soul, but to Alison, the one believing Christian. Many years later, when
Eugene said that Alison had “understood” him, she took this as the highest
compliment possible.
Eugene felt pity for Alison as for one who was unhappy like himself. Those
long silent walks they took together were a kind of sharing of each other’s pain,
and a balm that helped soothe it. The love that he felt for her did influence his
spiritual development, though the changes wrought through her became apparent
only years later.
Alison remembers the happy moments that shone against the somber
background of their relationship. “Once we were walking by a park at night,”
she recalls, “and we saw that the sprinklers were on. I loved to run through
sprinklers, so I went over the fence and ran. Eugene laughed. He was always
very amused when I did silly things. He, however, never did things like that —
he was dignified.”
There may have been some justification for Alison’s accusation that Eugene
was only “playing” with Zen. She recalls that he “threw out his alarm clock and
his aspirin (two of his ‘needs’ which were scorned by Zen).” As a result of this
“renunciation,” Alison had to give him aspirin, knock on his door to wake him
up, and tell him when to go to class.
“Zen helped Eugene in a negative way,” says Alison. “He went into it with
the idea of finding knowledge of himself, and what he found was that he was a
sinner. In other words, it awakened him to the fact that he needed something, but
provided no real answers.”
Eugene himself, toward the end of his life, had this to say about Zen when
someone asked him about the origin of the concept of an impersonal deity (i.e.,
the “Self” that Watts wrote about): “That concept comes from people who don’t
want to meet the personal God, because He definitely requires things of one. I
think that, in many cases, when people say they have this experience, it’s some
kind of illusion — some kind of wishful thinking. This is very much helped by
the feeling of Zen meditation, in which you ‘quiet yourself down.’ —And if you
haven’t got anything really deep inside of you that wants to come out, you can
get yourself into some quiet state, and think you’ve met God, or whatever you’re
looking for. It’s a kind of spiritual immaturity; but I think that, if there’s
anything passionate inside of you, finally you’ll go crazy and break the bonds.” 3
This may be seen as a description of Eugene himself during his years at
Pomona. He was one of those who did have something passionate inside. It may
even be said that he never truly ceased believing in the reality of Jesus Christ,
but that, in rebelling against the forms of Christianity with which he had
personally come into contact, his mind was trying to convince his heart that he
did not believe. Or, as Dostoyevsky would ironically put it: “If he was to find
out that he believed in God, then he would believe in Him; but since he did not
know that he believed in Him, then he did not believe in Him.” 4
Alison was witness to incidents which indicated how Eugene was “going
crazy” and trying to “break the bonds” without really knowing how to do so. She
recalls the night when Eugene and John’s argument about God came to a head.
John, Eugene, Alison, and a few others had gone to the top of Mount Baldy,
another local meeting place of the group of friends. Everyone became drunk
with wine, except Alison. “John was crying and ranting about how he had to
give up women for God,” Alison recalls, “and Eugene became totally disgusted
with the whole scene.”
Then something unexpected happened. Eugene stood up and began
shouting at John. “There is no God!” he bellowed. “Your God is a fable! If there
was a God, He wouldn’t torment his followers. You believe that God is having
fun sticking pins in people. Such a God does not exist!”
In his drunken rage, Eugene proceeded to pour wine over John’s head,
saying, “I’m John the Baptist!” Then, raising a fist to heaven from the top of the
mountain, he cursed God and dared Him to damn him to hell. “See! Nothing
happened,” he cried, looking at the distraught Alison with wild eyes. The others
took this as some kind of joke, but Alison could see in it Eugene’s horrible
struggle with God. In his despair, it seemed worth being damned forever by
God’s wrath, if only he could empirically know that God existed — rather than
remain in a stagnant state of indifference. If God did damn him to hell, at least
then he would, for that blissful instant, feel God’s touch and know for sure that
He was reachable.
Alison was to see other such manifestations of the torment and spiritual
void within Eugene. “He would drink out of despair,” she says. “I never knew
anyone who could drink so much. He would drink until he would throw up, and
would weep inconsolably.” Again, only Alison saw this. As far as his other
friends knew, Eugene was drinking only for “recreation.”
Sometimes Eugene would read the words of Nietzsche while intoxicated,
and he would feel stronger. Strangely enough, these words would also have an
effect opposite to what their author had intended. In sharing Nietzsche’s
rebellion, Eugene sensed that Nietzsche — as well as he himself — was not just
rebelling against an idea or an obsolete belief system designed for the “herd.”
The rebellion was much too passionate, too elemental, too personal for that.
Nietzsche was fighting against something real, something neither he nor Eugene
could escape.
Although Eugene was the most openly atheistic of all her peers at Pomona,
Alison recognized him as being also the most spiritual. “Even when he was an
atheist,” she says, “he gave it his all.”
“Atheism,” Eugene wrote in later years, “true ‘existential’ atheism burning
with hatred of a seemingly unjust or unmerciful God, is a spiritual state; it is a
real attempt to grapple with the true God Whose ways are so inexplicable even
to the most believing of men, and it has more than once been known to end in a
blinding vision of Him Whom the real atheist truly seeks. It is Christ Who works
in these souls.... Nietzsche, in calling himself Antichrist, proved thereby his
intense hunger for Christ....” 5
7
“World, Good Night!”
Whithersoever the soul of man turns itself, unless toward Thee, it is
riveted upon sorrows, yea though it is riveted upon things beautiful.
—The Confessions of Blessed Augustine 1
J UST as Zen, in spite of itself, had indirectly reminded Eugene of what his
soul truly needed, so had Nietzsche. But there was another influence that
reminded him directly: music. Music, as the Fathers of the Church teach, is the
language closest to the soul.
“Eugene did not read as much as he listened to music,” writes Alison. In
1954 he took her to a performance of the Russian opera Boris Godunov by
Mussorgsky, which intrigued him by showing another, foreign aspect of
Christianity, and which made him comment, “I thought the Germans were deep,
but it seems the Russians are much deeper.”
Nevertheless, it was the German composer Johann Sebastian Bach who was
to be the pivotal composer in Eugene’s life. “The music we listened to was
almost all Bach,” Alison continues. “Our friend Albert Carter loved Bach: he
introduced both Eugene and me to him. There were about ten of us who used to
sit up all night and listen to Bach. Eugene especially liked the Mass in B Minor,
the St. John Passion, the St. Matthew Passion, the Magnificat, the cantatas, and
the Christmas Oratorio.... At first he loved the music, then the words took over
in his mind.... The words which Bach used were directly from the Gospels and
other Scriptures. So it was hearing the words of the Bible set to music that had
the most profound influence on him.”
One Bach cantata in particular, no. 82, helped to change Eugene’s life. It
was called Ich Habe Genug (“I Have Enough”), and it dealt with the subject of
death. Composed for one voice and orchestra, it was written for the Feast of the
Meeting of the Lord, [a] when the Christ-child is presented in the Temple and St.
Symeon greets Him and His Mother, telling the Lord that he is now ready to die.
What Bach created was a stirring expression of man’s longing for the heavenly
realm, to go beyond this “vale of tears.” The baritone sings three arias,
addressing his own soul to the accompaniment of simple, compunctious
melodies of sublime beauty. The first is a sigh of relief that the end of life
approaches: “I have enough. I have received the Saviour, the hope of the faithful,
in my yearning arms. I have enough! I have seen Him; my faith has embraced
Jesus, and today I would gladly leave this world. My only hope is that Jesus
shall be mine and I His. I cling to Him in faith and, like Symeon, I already see
the joy of that other life. Let us join Him! If the Lord would only deliver me
from the chains of my human form; if only the time for my departure were here,
with joy I would say to the world, ‘I have enough.’”
In the second part, the music becomes calm and gentle, like a lullaby, and
the soul is moved to shut its eyes on life forever: “Slumber now, weary eyes —
close softly and peacefully. World, I stay here no longer. I renounce thee that my
spirit may thrive. Here all is misery, but there I shall behold sweet peace, perfect
repose.”
A fervent plea is then voiced: “My God! When wilt Thou call me in peace
to join Thee, to lie in the cool earth and rest there in Thee?” The soul dies to the
world and bids it farewell: “World, good night!”
The melody ceases, and only the low drone of an organ is heard,
representing the passage of death. In the third part the soul, freed of earthly
attachments, leaps out of the body and into eternity. The music reflects the
lightness, freedom, and rapture of a soaring bird: “I rejoice in my death!” 2
ICH HABE GENUG was loved by Alison as well as by Eugene. When she
would go to see him, she would ask him to play it. Eventually this became a sort
of tradition with them, and he would always play it before she would go home.
He would not, however, play it if anyone else was in the room. When it would
be time for her to leave he would get up and every time would say the same
phrase: “Wouldn’t you like to hear some music before you go?” Oblivious to
what she would say, he would pick up that very record and ask which side she
would like to hear. And again, regardless of what she would say, he would put
on the side with Ich Habe Genug. Then he would sink deep into his armchair,
not looking around or speaking. He would play it over and over. When Alison
would rise to go, he would say nothing and remain silently listening. For hours
he would sit without moving, contemplating what had been revealed to him
through the cantata, which said something so deep that nothing else in his life
seemed to matter.
As we have seen, the reality of death strongly affected Eugene. He, too, had
“had enough” of life in this world, and he longed for something else. In some
sense he had, in his suffering, already “died to the world.” And the music of
Bach hinted at another world beyond death which was as yet terra incognita to
him. This was not just beautiful music, composed by an extremely refined
genius; rather, it had obviously been written by a man who had experienced God
and the immortality of his own soul, and who used the language of music to
describe this experience.
Alison believes that Bach played the greatest part in eventually bringing
Eugene back to faith in God. “I’m sure of it,” she says, “because it actually
tormented him.” The God of contemporary Christianity, which he found boring
and unconvincing, was of course dead to him irrevocably; he could never go
back to that. But what of Bach, that eighteenth-century Lutheran? Eugene could
not so easily dismiss what that music was saying directly to his soul.
Thus it was that it “tormented” him. “He would get drunk,” Alison recalls,
“and would lie on the floor, pounding it with his fists, screaming at God to leave
him alone.”
In Dostoyevsky’s The Possessed, there is a Nietzsche-like character named
Kirilov, who wages a one-man war against the idea of God; and another
character, Pyotr Verkhovensky, makes the insightful comment that Kirilov, in
his consuming desire to prove God does not exist, shows that he “believes
perhaps more thoroughly than any priest.” 3 When one thinks of the young
Eugene pounding on the floor in despair, one is reminded of this same comment.
Here was a man for whom the question of God was ultimately the only thing that
mattered, whether He existed or not. For, however much his mind may have
taken refuge in a rationally concocted impersonal “Self,” his heart told him that,
without a personal God, life was futile indeed.
8
The Taste of Hell
For it was my sin, that not in Him, but in His creatures — myself and
others — I sought for pleasures, sublimities, truths, and so fell
headlong into sorrows, confusions, errors.... I wandered, O my God,
too much astray from Thee my stay, in these days of my youth, and I
became to myself a barren land.
—The Confessions of Blessed Augustine 1
I N 1955, while still a student at Pomona, Eugene attended the summer school
of the aforementioned American Academy of Asian Studies in San
Francisco. He took a course taught by Alan Watts, “Comparative Religions, East
and West,” and also a course in Oriental calligraphy taught by a Japanese Zen
priest. For lodging he once more rented a room for the summer at the Hotel de
France.
Founded in 1951, the Academy of Asian Studies was located in a large
mansion in the luxurious Pacific Heights area of San Francisco, overlooking the
Golden Gate Bridge and the hills of Marin County. A graduate school affiliated
with the College of the Pacific (California’s oldest institution of higher learning),
it offered master’s and doctor’s degrees in Far Eastern, South Eastern, Near
Eastern, and North African Studies. The courses concentrated on the religion,
philosophy, psychology, arts, and social institutions of Asia, and provided
instruction in its classical languages: Sanskrit, Hindi, Chinese (Mandarin and
Cantonese), Arabic, and Japanese. At the time Eugene went there, it had a dozen
distinguished instructors from all over the world and fewer than a hundred
students.
According to the ideas of its original financial backers, the Academy was
set up as a cultural information service at the graduate level. Its purpose, as
noted in the San Francisco Chronicle, was “to provide practical training for
leaders in government, education, politics, industry, foreign trade, and social
service.” But the Academy’s founder, Professor Frederic Spiegelberg of
Stanford University, together with its dean Alan Watts and much of its faculty,
had no real interest in this idea of a training center for future businessmen and
ambassadors. In Watts’ words, “We were concerned with the practical
transformation of human consciousness, with the actual living out of the Hindu,
Buddhist, and Taoist ways on the level of high mysticism.... In retrospect one
can see that the Academy of Asian Studies was a transitional institution
emerging from the failure of universities and churches to satisfy important
spiritual needs.... By and large our students wanted no more than to get by in the
world of supposedly practical affairs. They had no ambitions for working with
the Department of State, and still less for making fortunes in commerce with the
Far East. They might, in a one-eyed way, be thinking that a Ph.D. would be
useful in getting a teaching position, as a reasonably interesting way of
supplying bread and butter. But the other eye was on something else — the thing
variously called moksha, bodhi, kaivalya, or satori in the Asian religions.” 2
The Academy offered a program of public information, separate from the
graduate studies, conducted by means of public lectures, conferences,
performances of Asian music, and art exhibitions. Averaging about three per
week, the public lectures were given both by the resident faculty and by visiting
speakers, including the renowned authority on Zen, Dr. Daisetz T. Suzuki.
Through this program the Academy began to attract the progressive intelligentsia
of San Francisco: poets, artists, writers, and students.
In the center of all the activity was the Academy’s dean, Alan Watts, who,
although he was less grounded in any Eastern tradition than the other instructors,
could speak more eloquently, captivatingly, and convincingly than any of them.
Already he was a local celebrity in the San Francisco Bay area. As one of his
biographers stated: “No one could expound the mysteries of the East and make
them more mysterious, yet let the people believe they had almost reached the
brink of understanding — no one in the world could do it as well as Watts.” 3
It had been the presence of Alan Watts, of course, that had drawn Eugene to
the Academy in the first place. As he recorded, for the summer course in 1955
he used Watts’ The Supreme Identity as one of his “textbooks” when writing his
term paper. At that time, in addition to taking a class from Watts, he participated
in a small, informal Zen study group which gathered atop meditation cushions
under Watts’ tutelage. As he wrote to his friend Dirk Van Nouhuys:
I am sitting once weekly before the barefoot feet of Alan Watts, to learn of
Zen, with three others. Twice a week, as you know, I sit before his shodden
feet to learn of “comparative” something or other.... His subject matter, and
his stage presence I suppose, seem very attracting. He also has something to
say; how much, I can’t possibly find out until I’ve got somewhere in the
maze myself. Thus far he knows and communicates enough to keep me
coming. Some of his insights are particularly revealing. 4
IN San Francisco, Eugene sought to find a place for himself on the outskirts
of the society he had rejected. He began to estrange himself from the status quo,
from what he saw as the dullness of the contemporary “mob.” Through his
association with the Academy, he naturally fell in with the intellectual elite of
the city and began to take on its affectations. He saved his limited funds to go
with friends to gourmet and exotic restaurants, and became a connoisseur of fine
wines. Occasionally he smoked expensive Balkan Sobranie cigarettes, which
according to Alan Watts were “the best cigarettes imaginable.” 5 As much as
possible, he would attend operas, concerts of classical music, art exhibits, and
theater productions of both the classical and avant-garde genres, and would
compare and discuss these with others of the literati. In some of his letters he
took on the “spontaneous” writing style of the new, progressive writers, with
rambling sentences and no regard for grammar and capitalization. As he later
confessed, all this did not come from himself, from what he truly was inside. “I
was only mimicking,” he said.
The progressive intelligentsia which Eugene had entered saw itself as a
highly cultured set. As one of his friends from those days has written: “From this
distance and in these cruel times, we may look like so many butterflies — snobs,
dilettantes. There is some truth in that, but we also cared truly and deeply and
passionately for the music, the writing, the making of subtle and important
distinctions, the experience. Under the mask of elitism, I think we did exactly
what a liberal education intended us to do: explore.”
Eugene at his graduation from Pomona College, 1956.
San Francisco had become a center for the avant-garde of the nation, a
countercultural movement of exploration that would help move society out of
the relatively innocent and complacent era of the early 1950s. Out of the San
Francisco “bohemian” intelligentsia sprang the “beat” movement, which was
also largely restricted to intellectuals. The new ideas and ways of thinking of the
elite would later trickle down to the masses of the young generation, producing
the huge, unrestricted, and international phenomenon of the “hippie” movement,
which also had San Francisco as one of its first main centers.
Thanks to the talents of Alan Watts, the Academy of Asian Studies helped
effect these cultural changes. The Academy, wrote Watts in his autobiography,
“was one of the principal roots of what later came to be known, in the early
sixties, as the San Francisco Renaissance, of which one must say, like Saint
Augustine when asked about the nature of time, ‘I know what it is, but when you
ask me, I don’t.’ I am too close to what has happened to see it in proper
perspective. I know only that between, say, 1958 and 1970 a huge tide of
spiritual energy in the form of poetry, music, philosophy, painting, religion,
communications techniques in radio, television, and cinema, dancing, theater,
and general lifestyle swept out of this city and its environs to affect America and
the whole world, and that I have been intensely involved in it. It would be false
modesty to say that I had little to do with it.” 6
Long before the word “hippie” entered our lexicon, the progressive
intellectuals of San Francisco had turned away from the American dream, with
its ideals of family and Judeo-Christian religion. They were delving into
anything that was different, drawing above all from Eastern religions. In
rejecting Western morality and taking only what they wanted from the East, they
were free to explore forms of debauchery, degradation, and perversion
unacceptable in any civilized society, combining cultural pretensions with what
Eugene would later refer to as “the spirit of lawlessness.” Among the most
influential preachers of this new moral relativism was Alan Watts. Now a
constant critic of Western religion, he advocated a new “freedom” from the God
of the “uptight Christians and Jews,” 7 and by this he meant above all freedom
from Christian sexual morality. An admitted hedonist, he claimed that the “guilt”
imposed on people by Judeo-Christian religion was a debilitating, cramping
force on the human personality, and should be eradicated from Western society.
From his first summer at the Academy in San Francisco, Eugene embraced
the countercultural moral codes (or lack of them) of the intellectual elite, which
in thirty years would become the standard morality of much of the nation. Under
the influence of Watts, he rationalized this with teachings selected from Eastern
religion. In a letter of 1955 he wrote:
Western man is a man of anxiety and sin par excellence; he approaches
God only with fear and trembling — or he makes himself a machine to
produce more and more and thus “progress” to damnation. He is a man with
an enormous sense of guilt.
Eastern wisdom tempers my own feeling of sin; I am therefore perhaps
really not to seek ‘God’: I begin to state the problem in other terms. But the
fact remains: no finite goal suffices. 8
I deny that anything I have ever perceived or thought through any organ
whatsoever is “non-existent”; I affirm that practically everything I have
ever perceived or thought is abstract, relatively unreal thereby (for the
concrete is the only real), because perceived by my own abstraction-
clouded senses. Anything that can be called a thing is something; but no
things are really things, they are only called things. As Buddhism, the
Chinese language, Ezra Pound, [Ernest] Fenellosa, and some modern
philosophy, psychology, and semantics affirm: THERE IS NO THING IN
NATURE, reality as “things” is a figment of our imaginations, and seeing
reality as “things” is what is symbolized (I think) by the Buddhist and
Christian Hells. Abstraction is Hell, and I hate it; and I shall not stop talking
about it just because I know words are futile, and will save nobody. And I
will try as far as I am able, or think I am able, to stop worshipping these
“things,” no matter how exalted a form they may take — be the abstraction
God himself.... Salvation is seeing things as they are, not looking at things
through pink spectacles and proclaiming to all the world, Behold! the One
God is Pink! Being true to oneself is abstract, is Hell itself, as long as one
worships it as an end, hides it in his mind’s eye and says, This is reality.
One can start with oneself as little as with “God,” if both are abstractions. It
is waking up alone that counts — the Buddh in Buddhism....
If one cannot save oneself through “God,” through “self,” through any
of these abstractions, HOW does one save oneself?... One DOESN’T save
oneself. It’s absolutely impossible and futile. If God, “God,” feels like
saving us damn sinners, he will, and there’s nothing we can do about it;
there is likewise nothing we can NOT do about it — activity is futile, but so
is inactivity. 9
But these diversions only increased his guilt, which in turn piqued his
desire for more escapes — especially into drink. He purchased wine by the
gallon. At one drunken revel, attended by Alan Watts, he became so intoxicated
that he remembered nothing of what happened that night. Even in his most
intoxicated states, however, the God he had rejected as an “abstraction” would
not leave him alone. In one letter to a friend at Pomona, which he composed
while drunk, he wrote lines of devilish bravado and mischief, only to lay this
game aside and ask: “Do you know why I am in San Francisco? Because I wish
to find out who I am and who God is. Do you wish to know these things? They
are the only things I care to know.” 11 In another letter, also written while drunk,
he admitted: “I am certainly ‘sick,’ as all men are sick who are absent from the
love of God.” 12
On occasion Eugene would seek refuge in nature, finding that walks in the
woods helped him to get out of his head, away from his morbid thoughts —
which included thoughts of suicide. In a letter he wrote: “I find that... when I...
(as I did yesterday) go out on a Greyhound bus to Mill Valley and spend the day
hiking in Muir Woods, or (as I shall next Sunday) climb Mount Tamalpais, [c] I
do not cling to objects of my desire as I do when I walk the streets of San
Francisco or go to a movie or eat a candy bar, and neither am I obsessed with the
morbid thoughts of self-emptiness [d] and will to suicide which inevitably catch
up with me when I think about things for very long.” 13
As Eugene related in later years, he was so miserable during this period that
he began to experiment with insanity. In this he was influenced by the
existentialist writers of nihilism and the absurd — Nietzsche, Kafka, Camus,
Ionesco — but also by his Eastern ideas. If, as he was taught by Watts and
Buddhism, abstract thinking is delusion, and knowledge is ignorance, then
perhaps the breakdown of logical thought processes could end in the liberation
from delusion, in a glimpse of truth. In a letter Eugene wrote:
The punishment of sin is sin. Pain is the greatest blessing, for it awakens
man from his self-hypnosis, the self-delusion that can take any earthly goal
— be it crude, such as sex, food, comfort, or subtler, such as art, music,
literature — as final. The desire for these things fails, and man becomes
weary. Then: he fades away or kills himself; or he undertakes the path to
deliverance, salvation....
Disease, suffering, death — these are reminders, convenient
reminders, that man most profoundly is not of this world. In an age of
pleasure, God is seldom seen. 19
It has been said that, at the Last Judgment, the fire that will burn those who
are worthy of torment will also illumine those who are to inherit the Kingdom of
God. 20 This, perhaps, was one of the reasons why Eugene deliberately did those
things by which he could experience the flames of hell. It was a twisted way of
seeking the God Whom he believed could not be “sought”: to be reminded of
His presence by feeling the intense need for Him, the torment, and the despair
which come from being separated from Him. As Blessed Augustine put it in
describing the dissipation of his own youth: “Safety I hated, and a way without
snares, for within me was a famine for that inward food, Thyself, my God.” 21
This was a hell that Eugene wished on no one. In later life he said that
certain sinful realities, which he had known while being in that hell, are best left
unmentioned so that they will not be put into the air. Such was his desire to bury
the sinful aspect of his past that, in his later years, he did not even want anyone
to see a photograph of himself from his “bohemian” days, showing him sitting at
a desk and wearing a goatee.
When by the grace of God Eugene was finally transformed into a new man,
the old man of sin, who had always been foreign to his soul, was dead to him
forever, and he buried him gladly. The new man that he became was profoundly
ashamed of what the old man had been. But his experience of hell — the moral
degradation, absurdity, and despair that was rising like a wave to inundate
America and the world — gave him an edge that he would use later on. Having
entered more deeply than most of his contemporaries into the growing nihilism
of his age, he would one day oppose it more strongly than they, for he knew its
true evil. Having once stood on the vanguard of the destruction of traditional
Christian society and morality, he would one day be on the vanguard of the path
of return.
9
Truth Above All Else
Every kind of partial and transitory disequilibrium must perforce
contribute towards the great equilibrium of the whole, and nothing can
ultimately prevail against the power of truth.
—René Guénon
C ITING the words of Confucius, Eugene once asked: “Shall I teach you what
knowledge is? When you know a thing, hold that you know it; when you
do not know a thing, allow that you do not know it. This is knowledge.” 1
As Alison has observed: “Eugene knew himself; he recognized his
limitations completely, much more than most people.” Despite the intellectual
elitism of his youth, Eugene was the first to admit that everything he had ever
learned with his mind meant nothing beside true wisdom — what he called the
“vision of the nature of things.” In an essay for a philosophy class at Pomona, he
had written: “The author of this paper confesses himself unenlightened by such
metaphysical knowledge.... The nature of things is non-intellectible in essence,
can never be known by the intellect.... Some other relationship, then, is wanting
between the individual and this ‘reality’; what must it be?—feeling, intuition,
what? We cannot say.” 2
At the Academy, which had a large collection of books on religious
philosophy, Eugene took the opportunity to make a careful study of the works of
various metaphysicians, endeavoring to learn what they had to say of the way to
true wisdom — though fully realizing that such study was a poor substitute for
that wisdom itself. Evelyn Underhill, Ernest Fenellosa, and other writers
interested him and gave him food for thought; but one in particular stood high
above the rest. This was the French metaphysician René Guénon, who had died
in Cairo when Eugene had been a junior in high school. “I read and studied with
eagerness all his books that I could get hold of,” Eugene recalled later. 3 Some
books he was able to find in English translation; others he read in the original
French.
Alan Watts was also familiar with Guénon’s works and had mentioned him
briefly in The Supreme Identity. But for Watts, Guénon was just one thinker
among many whose ideas might be taken into consideration. For Eugene, he
became much more: a single vantage point from which he could view the myriad
fruits of man’s immemorial search for meaning. The influence of Guénon on
Eugene’s spiritual development can hardly be underestimated. All the other
writers whose works he pondered in his early days — including Nietzsche and
Watts — represented only passing phases for him, but Guénon actually formed
him for life. Without Guénon to help him take a crucial step at this juncture, his
spiritual growth might have been stunted irrevocably.
In a letter he wrote many years later to another seeker interested in Guénon,
Eugene was to tell what precisely Guénon did for him: “It so happens that René
Guénon was the chief influence in the formation of my own intellectual outlook
(quite apart from the question of Orthodox Christianity).... It was René Guénon
who taught me to seek and love the Truth above all else, and to be unsatisfied
with anything else.” 4
Guénon, who believed that an intellectual elite was needed to restore true
metaphysical knowledge to the West, could hardly help Eugene overcome his
elitism. Since his approach was exclusively intellectual, his teachings were
incapable of morally regenerating Eugene, of releasing him from his hell and of
opening to him the fullness of the truth he sought. Guénon was, however, the
first one to set him on the path toward this truth, showing him the way of true
philosophy. It could be said that Guénon’s works were to Eugene what the
written exhortations of Cicero had been to the young Augustine, who said that
by these exhortations he had been “strongly roused, and kindled, and inflamed to
love, and seek, and obtain, and hold, and embrace not this or that sect, but
wisdom itself whatever it were.” 5
After encountering Guénon, Eugene was never to be the same, never to see
things in the same way. From now on — whether reading, listening to music,
looking at art and architecture, or just observing life around him — he was to do
this with the aim of seeing how each thing related to transcendent and timeless
truth.
Guénon was like Watts in pointing out the problems of Western
civilization, but he looked at these problems far more deeply than Watts.
Whereas Watts was always trying to show how everything Western was inferior
to what was in the East, Guénon demonstrated that the problem lay not in the
West itself, but in the modernist spirit that had taken over the West. Whereas
Watts was first of all a critic of the West, Guénon was first of all a critic of
modernity.
In Guénon’s writings Eugene found things he had always felt without being
able to quite understand, having never had a clear perspective on them. He had
always felt there was something wrong with the modern world; but since that
was the only world he had known directly, he had had nothing by which to judge
this matter, and had thus been inclined to think there was something wrong with
himself. Guénon taught him that it was in fact not him, but the modern world,
that was abnormal.
Through Guénon, Eugene was introduced to an outlook completely at odds
with the spirit of his times and with the modern philosophies he had previously
studied. Reading Guénon’s works for the first time, he noted in a letter: “My
‘schooling’ for sixteen years has taught me to think hazily; in the presence of
such clear thinking I scarcely know what to do.” 6 In essence, Guénon convinced
him that the upholding of ancient tradition was valid, and not just a sign of being
unenlightened, as the modernists would claim. Whereas the modern mentality
viewed all things in terms of historical progress, Guénon viewed them in terms
of historical disintegration. According to the spirit of the times, the newer a
thing is, the better it is; according to Guénon, it is apt to be better if it is older.
Guénon indicated that modern Western society is based on a rejection of the
traditional spirit of ancient cultures. He said that it is only through a return to the
traditional, orthodox forms of the major world religions, either Eastern or
Western, that man can even begin to come once more into contact with truth. As
it is, without a traditional worldview to bring all into a coherent whole, modern
life becomes fragmented, disordered, confused, and the modern world heads
toward catastrophe.
In his book The Reign of Quantity and the Signs of the Times, Guénon
explained how the elimination of traditional spiritual principles has led to a
drastic degeneration of humanity. He showed how modern science, with its
tendency to reduce everything to an exclusively quantitative level, has corrupted
man’s conception of true knowledge and confined his vision to what is temporal
and material. As we have seen, in his freshman year at Pomona Eugene had
trusted the modern scientific outlook (for lack of anything better, he had said);
with his study of Guénon, this was to change completely. He was still to regard
modern science as a way to knowledge, but now he saw this as “knowledge of
the lowest, commonest sort.” 7 Guénon wrote elsewhere that, “in attempting to
reduce everything to the stature of man taken as an end in himself, modern
civilization has sunk stage by stage to a level of his lowest elements and aims at
little more than satisfying the needs inherent in the material side of his nature.” 8
Trying to fill in the gap that science and materialism have left in the modern age,
“pseudo-religions” have sprung up; but in their confusion of psychic with
spiritual reality, they have only further obscured the truth.
Viewing this downward trend according to the eschatologies of traditional
religions, Guénon wrote: “Whereas the modern world considered in itself is an
anomaly and even a sort of monstrosity, it is no less true that, when viewed in
relation to the whole historical cycle of which it is a part, it corresponds exactly
to the conditions pertaining to a certain phase of that cycle, the phase which the
Hindu tradition specifies as the final period of the Kali-Yuga.” 9
According to Guénon’s reading of the Hindu tradition, then, the modern
world is now at the end of the fourth and last age of the Manvantara time cycle:
the Kali-Yuga or “dark age.” Guénon wrote that, since the beginning of the Kali-
Yuga, the “truths which formerly lay within reach of all mankind have become
more and more hidden and difficult to approach; those who have access to them
grow gradually fewer and fewer.”
Such words must have had a tremendous effect on Eugene when he first
read them. They were enough to provide a precise explanation of his own
experience: why the truth had always seemed hidden from him, why he had
always been looking for something more, why he had felt out of place amidst
modern civilization and technology.
Guénon, having been raised as a French Catholic, saw the doctrine of the
Kali-Yuga in the light of Christian teaching. The degeneration and departure
from the truths of the ancients, as foretold in Hindu eschatology, was equated to
the Christian concept of the apostasy; the cataclysm and destruction of the
present world which will mark the end of the Kali-Yuga was equated with the
apocalypse. All this, Guénon remarked, “should be viewed such as it is, not only
without optimism but also without pessimism, since... the end of the old world
will be the beginning of a new one.” In Guénon’s view, this new world described
in ancient Sanskrit texts will be the fulfillment of the Biblical promise of a new
heaven and a new earth—a reality entirely different from the existing one. [a]
Finally, Guénon saw the deceptions and delusions characteristic of the last phase
of the Kali-Yuga as being those of the Antichrist. The modern partisans of
progress, Guénon asserted, are deluded in expecting a “golden age” to dawn
within the present time cycle. “Their error,” he wrote, “in its most extreme form,
will be that of the Antichrist himself when he claims to bring the ‘golden age’
into being through the reign of the ‘counter-tradition,’ and when he even gives it
an appearance of authenticity, purely deceitful and ephemeral though it be, by
means of a counterfeit of the traditional idea of the Sanctum Regnum.” 10
Unlike Watts, Guénon had no axe to grind with Christianity, seeing it as the
authentic spiritual tradition of the West. It was only Protestantism and other
modernistic deviations from traditional Christianity that Guénon did not accept.
“Actually,” Guénon wrote, “religion being essentially a form of tradition,
the anti-traditional spirit cannot help being anti-religious; it begins by denaturing
religion and ends by suppressing it altogether, wherever it is able to do so.
Protestantism is illogical from the fact that, while doing its utmost to ‘humanize’
religion, it nevertheless permits the survival, at least theoretically, of a supra-
human element, namely revelation; it hesitates to drive negation to its logical
conclusion, but, by exposing revelation to all the discussions which follow in the
wake of purely human interpretations, it does in fact reduce it practically to
nothing.... It is natural that Protestantism, animated as it is by a spirit of
negation, should have given birth to that dissolving ‘criticism’ which, in the
hands of so-called ‘historians of religion,’ has become a weapon of offense
against all religion; in this way, while affecting not to recognize any authority
except that of the Scriptures, it has itself contributed in large measure to the
destruction of that very same authority, of the minimum of tradition, that is to
say, which it still affected to retain; once launched, the revolt against the
traditional outlook could not be arrested in mid-course.” 11
This sober view of Protestantism, of course, brought Eugene much closer to
the truth than did the blanket repudiation of Christianity that he had encountered
in Nietzsche and, to a lesser degree, in Watts.
Gi-ming Shien conducting a class in Chinese philosophy at the Academy of Asian Studies.
spiritual path was of his own devising, drawing from many different traditions
but mostly from Christianity. His interest in Eastern Christianity centered largely
on the philosophy of Nicholas Berdyaev, a modern Russian religious thinker
who took pride in his liberal and nonconformist approach to his native Faith.
The other Academy student who was involved in Eastern Orthodoxy was
Eugene’s roommate, Jon. A convert to the Orthodox Faith, Jon attended various
Russian Orthodox churches in San Francisco. Unlike Crist Lovdjieff, he was
concentrating on the traditional texts of Eastern Orthodox Christianity. He
introduced Eugene to the Philokalia, a compilation of writings by the early
Fathers and ascetics on the spiritual life, as well as to The Way of a Pilgrim, an
account of a nineteenth-century Russian pilgrim’s experience of prayer.
Eugene’s first reaction was to note the outward similarity between the Jesus
Prayer described in the Philokalia and the Shinshu Buddhist prayer to the Amida
Buddha called the “recitation of the Divine Name.” His understanding of Eastern
Christian spirituality may not have gone much deeper than this at first, but at
least he now knew that the religion of his native culture —Christianity — had
something comparable to what he once thought he had to look to other religions
to find.
Eugene’s appreciation for the mystical depth of Christianity was further
increased by a book published in English only a few years before he had come to
San Francisco: The Transcendent Unity of Religions by the French-Swiss thinker
Frithjof Schuon. At one time Schuon had been a follower of Guénon. It seems
that Guénon had known little about Eastern Orthodox Christianity, which has
been aptly called “the world’s best kept secret.” [b] Coming a generation later,
Schuon had acquired considerable knowledge of its most exalted spirituality, and
led Eugene to view it as the purest form of the Christian tradition. Like Eugene
at this time, Schuon knew of Christianity as an outsider, as one still too “wise
and prudent” to see the secret things revealed to babes. Eugene had the acuteness
to benefit from Schuon’s knowledge, even though he had not yet the experience
to see through his shortcomings.
The Russian Orthodox Cathedral of the Mother of God “Joy of All Who Sorrow,” on Fulton
Street in San Francisco.
Photograph taken in 1999.
“For years in my studies I was satisfied with being ‘above all traditions’ but
somehow faithful to them.... When I visited an Orthodox church, it was only in
order to view another ‘tradition’—knowing that Guénon (or one of his disciples)
[d] had described Orthodoxy as being the most authentic of the Christian
traditions.
“However, when I entered an Orthodox church for the first time (a Russian
church in San Francisco) something happened to me that I had not experienced
in any Buddhist or other Eastern temple; something in my heart said that this
was ‘home,’ that all my search was over. I didn’t really know what this meant,
because the service was quite strange to me, and in a foreign language. I began
to attend Orthodox services more frequently, gradually learning its language and
customs, but still keeping all my basic Guénonian ideas about all the authentic
spiritual traditions.” 4
After his first experience of an Orthodox service, Eugene attended services
in a number of Orthodox churches. Above all he was attracted to the Russian
tradition. In San Francisco, three overlapping “jurisdictions” of the Russian
Orthodox Church were represented: the Russian Church Abroad, the American
Metropolia, and the Moscow Patriarchate. Eugene went to services in the
churches of all three.
In 1957 Eugene was profoundly moved while attending the Holy Week and
Pascha (Easter) services in the various Russian churches in San Francisco,
especially in the Holy Trinity Cathedral of the American Metropolia. At that
time the Metropolia’s ruling hierarch in San Francisco was Bishop John
Shahovskoy. A highly regarded and influential church figure, Bishop John had
grown up as a prince in pre-Revolutionary Russia. He was tonsured a monk on
Mount Athos, Greece, in 1926, and served as the dean of St. Vladimir’s
Seminary in New York before being appointed Bishop of San Francisco and
Western America in 1950. [e]
Describing the Good Friday services in Bishop John’s Cathedral, Eugene
wrote: “Good Friday was solemn. In the evening there was a solemn procession
of the Shroud of Christ, taken from the coffin inside, over which the service for
the dead was chanted, and the bell tolled sadly as the procession proceeded
around the church.”
The solemnity of this service only served to highlight the joy that was felt
in the same Cathedral on the Feast of Christ’s Resurrection. As Eugene wrote: “I
have never seen a happier man than Bishop John on Easter eve as he walked
through the congregation radiantly chanting Christos Voskrese! (Christ is risen!),
nor a more ‘together’ people than those who answered Voistinu Voskrese!
(Truly, He is risen!)....
“Every day of the week is a feast day. In Russia the bells ring all day every
day.” 5
Eugene’s experience in the Russian Cathedrals — both of Archbishop
Tikhon and of Bishop John — did not bring about an immediate change in him.
A seed had been planted, one that would grow inside of him and later transform
him into a new being. Almost three years would pass between his first entrance
into an Orthodox Cathedral and the time when he would come to know Him
Who was depicted in the Cathedral’s icon.
Archbishop Tikhon Troitsky (†1963) of San Francisco and Western America, of the Russian
Orthodox Church Abroad. Photograph taken in 1953.
Bishop John Shahovskoy (1902–89) of San Francisco and Western America, of the American
Metropolia (later the Orthodox Church in America).
A rare photograph taken at the Russian Monastery of St. Panteleimon on Mount Athos, Greece, in
1926, showing the future Archbishop Tikhon and Bishop John Shahovskoy together. Left to right:
newly tonsured Monk Basil Krivocheine, the future Archbishop of Brussels (Moscow
Patriarchate); Archimandrite Kiryk, who gave the future Bishop John Shahovskoy the monastic
tonsure shortly after this picture was taken; Prince Dimitry Alexeyevich Shahovskoy, the future
Bishop John; Archimandrite Tikhon, the future Archbishop, who was on pilgrimage from Serbia
at the time this picture was taken; and Monk Sophrony Sakharov, the future Archimandrite and
renowned spiritual father of England (see chapter 35 below).
Holy Trinity Cathedral at the corner of Green and Van Ness Streets in San Francisco. Photograph
taken in 1999.
I was becoming more miserable, and Thou nearer. Thy right hand was
continually ready to pluck me out of the mire, and to wash me
thoroughly, and I knew it not.
—The Confessions of Blessed Augustine2
A T the end of 1956, the Academy of Asian Studies was in crisis. Despite the
higher aspirations of both its students and faculty, its Board of Directors
was trying to transform it, in Eugene’s words, “into a dull, respectable graduate
school for manufacturing degrees.”3 Alan Watts, after a public duel with the
Chairman of the Board, resigned from his position as dean, though he continued
to teach at the Academy for another semester. The Chairman threatened to
remove other members of the faculty, among whom was Gi-ming Shien.
The new dean, Ernest Egerton Wood, was an elderly Theosophist. At one
time a candidate for President of the Theosophical Society, he had lived for
thirty-eight years in India and had authored about twenty books on Asian affairs,
some of which had been published by the Society. Amidst the students at the
Academy, however, he was something of a dinosaur, part of a dying breed of
Western Orientalists that was totally out of touch with the spiritual seekers of the
new generation. As Eugene noted, “He gives lectures on ‘Emerson as Unifier of
East and West’ in the Theosophical vein... and [his] students (in the Indian-
Theosophical Department) are little old ladies who come to the Academy when
there is no séance or spiritualistic meeting elsewhere.”4 It was perhaps no
coincidence that Eugene’s main term paper from this time, “Pseudo-Religion
and the Modern Age,” began with an exposure of Theosophism as a spiritual
fraud.
“If the Academy survives,” Eugene wrote in his letters, “it will be as a
pseudo Indian establishment.... Now it is officially an institution of
‘specialists’—which it cannot be, since Berkeley is so much better at it.... I will
stay as long as Gi-ming is there, but he is very discouraged about it himself.”5
In the spring of 1957 Gi-ming left the Academy, and Eugene followed him.
A year or so later the College of the Pacific severed its connection with it, and,
in the words of Alan Watts, “the project faded into dismal obscurity.”6
Eugene was now a college student without a college. He could not see
studying Chinese philosophy at an American university if a traditional teacher
like Gi-ming were not there to teach it. “I will stay with my Chinese professor,”
he wrote, “the only Chinese scholar known to me, present or past, qualified to
teach Chinese philosophy.”7 Eugene wrote to his former Chinese language
instructor at Pomona, Shou-yi Ch’en, asking if there were any teaching positions
available for Gi-ming in Pomona’s Philosophy/Religion Department, but was
regretfully told there were none.
Gi-ming now became a private tutor in San Francisco, and Eugene became
his main pupil. Eugene assisted him in translating, editing, and typing his works
in English. Among these was a unique exegesis on China’s oldest written
document, The Book of Changes, in which Gi-ming showed how the stages in
the historical development of this book perfectly express the essence of Chinese
culture in each age, revealing how a civilization moves from a state of innocence
through increasing levels of corruption.
IN the fall of 1957, while still studying with Gi-ming in San Francisco,
Eugene enrolled in the University of California at Berkeley in order to complete
his master’s degree in Oriental Languages.
The city of Berkeley was located on the other side of the San Francisco
Bay. Its university, the hub of the University of California system, was
commonly called “Cal.” With over twenty thousand students, Cal was many
times larger than Pomona. Whereas Pomona had more of a community
atmosphere, Cal was much more cosmopolitan and institutionalized, its students
much more anonymous. And whereas Pomona, having been founded by
Congregationalists, had as its motto to “uphold Christian civilization,” Cal,
being state-run, had a prevalent sense of humanistic skepticism toward religion.
Cal had a good program for the study of Oriental languages; but perhaps its
greatest asset for a graduate student like Eugene was its library, which, as we
have said, had the greatest collection of Asian texts in the country.
Eugene did not go to Cal to study Chinese philosophy, which he believed
could not be adequately taught there. His aim was only to master the language of
ancient China, in order to use this as a tool by which to present, in the spirit of
Guénon, the essence of Chinese philosophy to the West. During the course of his
work at Berkeley, Eugene also studied Japanese, Latin, classical Greek, and
Sanskrit. Since the Oriental Languages Department offered no instruction in
Sanskrit, Eugene proceeded to learn it on his own — an undertaking which some
people in the Department thought was remarkable.
In 1958 Eugene took a good class on Chinese poetry, for which he
produced some beautiful translations of early Chinese verse. He liked the
instructor of this class, Professor Shih-Hsiang Chen, whom he said had a
genuine feeling for Chinese literature and “does not try to make of it something
more than it is.” Compared with Gi-ming Shien’s approach to China, however,
Eugene found the approach of the other Berkeley Sinology professors to be what
he called “sheer boredom.” “If China is all they make it out to be,” he wrote, “I
cannot see how they can survive the prospect themselves. But they do, and they
even become ‘passionate’ and ‘original’ over it; though, of course, the passion is
contrived and the originality very dim-witted.... Fortunately, my earnest study
lies outside of hours.”8
In the middle of 1958, Gi-ming left for New York, where he had lived
before, leaving Eugene without an instructor for his earnest philosophical
studies. “I am still in the very elementary stages of Chinese philosophy, too,”
Eugene noted regretfully.9
In New York, Gi-ming joined the faculty of the proposed East-West
Institute. At first he wrote optimistic letters to Eugene about his new position,
but after some months it became apparent that the new institute was not suited
for him. Eugene continued to edit and type Gi-ming’s manuscripts from afar, and
kept him informed on the progress he was making in ancient Chinese at the
University of California. In November of 1958 he received from Gi-ming the
following letter:[a]
Dear Eugene:
I am more than happy to hear from you and learn that you took five
courses at the U.C. this fall, and that they were rather more interesting than
the courses you took last academic year. All the courses you are taking at
the U.C. this year, in my opinion, are useful insofar as the Chinese
(language) is concerned. They will make you a master of the Chinese
language. Of course, language is just the means, not the end. However,
without the means, the end cannot be achieved.... If one wishes to know the
underlying meaning of the philosophy of the classics, the commentaries as
given by the Neo-Confucianists in the Sung and Ming dynasties are very
important, as these commentaries were directed to the underlying meaning
of the words....
It is nice to hear that Mr. Chen has personal feeling for Chinese poetry
and culture, rather than merely knowledge stored up in the head. I have not
yet met him. I hope I shall see him some day....
Regarding the East-West Institute... if it is opened, I do not think it is a
good place for me, as the courses are so mixed up. (There are courses in
cooking and dancing, etc.) I do not think it is a good sign for the future. So,
up to now, besides my reading, I am still looking for a position for next
year.... With best wishes,
Your friend in Tao,
Gi-ming
MEANWHILE, having been shown through Guénon that the modern world
was nothing less than a “monstrosity,” Eugene was finding it increasingly
intolerable to live in what he called “the insanity, the hell, of modern life.”10 In
defiance of the artificial, concrete world of modern civilization, he deliberately
did not obtain a driver’s license. He avoided riding buses, but consented to ride
on trains; mostly he walked from place to place in the city. He loathed television
as a conformer of innumerable human minds to the one abnormal mind of the
age. Any opinion that was considered popular was regarded with suspicion if not
outright disdain by him. He was especially intolerant of what he called “Lucies”
— people of the shallow “herd” mentality who have nothing to say and yet are
always talking. To him, a “Lucy” was epitomized by a person who interrupts a
classroom discussion to expound on his or her own boring opinions, forcing
everyone else, out of politeness, to listen to and take into consideration all kinds
of inanities. “Democracy,” he said, “is government according to the opinions of
Lucies.”
To escape from modern society, Eugene had identified himself with
society’s discontents; but now that was proving to be a dead end also. The
counterculture of his generation, he perceived, was just another modern fashion,
more a product and symptom of modern civilization than a viable alternative to
it. Thus, he was feeling estranged not only from society, but from those who had
themselves rebelled against it. “It is rather interesting,” he wrote, “to observe the
different levels of social life in San Francisco, from the disreputable to the very
fashionable (and the different ways in which one can be disreputable or
fashionable), all of which exist side by side virtually unaware of each other’s
existence. I am rather puzzled as to which level I am supposed to belong to.”11
By 1958 the “beat movement” had reached its peak, restlessly trying to
extend art, music, and literature to more free-form expression, and espousing, in
the words of its founder Jack Kerouac, “mystical detachment and relaxation of
social and sexual tensions.”12 Poets and jazz musicians began to congregate in
the North Beach area of San Francisco. Eugene went there, but was
unimpressed. “We attended a Beat Generation party recently,” he wrote in a
letter. “Rather dull, with bongo drums (or whatever they’re called) and Herb
Caen.”13 [b] With his background in classical music, Eugene had no tolerance for
jazz.
On one occasion Eugene met Jack Kerouac himself, who ten years earlier
had given the Beat Generation its name. “Like we were a generation of furtives,”
Kerouac had said in those days, “... with a kind of beatness, a weariness with all
the forms, all the conventions of the world.... So I guess you might say we’re a
beat generation.”14 Like Eugene, Kerouac had a strong Christian conscience and
felt miserable trying to live outside the will of God; like him also, he had a brief
liaison with Buddhism, but found it powerless to cauterize the wounds of his
soul.
Eugene also met Gary Snyder, the Zen hero of Kerouac’s book Dharma
Bums, who was a personal friend of Alan Watts and visited the Academy several
times. As one beat historian has written, “Kerouac’s portrayal of Snyder’s values
and lifestyle became a blueprint for the hippie culture a decade later.”15
As soon as the beat movement became popularized, tourists and onlookers
began to flock to North Beach, trying to catch sight of a “real” beatnik. The
place became inhabited, in Eugene’s words, by “bearded, belligerent boys who
have suddenly discovered they are ‘beat’ and all the rage.” Meanwhile, the real
beatniks like Kerouac — those aging veterans of its endless, meandering search
— found their untamed energy being replaced by stagnation and despair. Life
could not be imbued with meaning simply by the attempt to live it to its fullest.
Eugene, of course, could identify with Kerouac’s weariness with the world, his
searching, and the high value he placed on suffering (“I was born to suffer,”
Kerouac had said), but he also came to see that that kind of searching and
suffering, having no aim except to perpetuate itself, was self-absorbed and self-
destructive. In a letter from that time Eugene wrote: “The Beat Generation...
seems pretty well beaten.”16
But the values of the Beat Generation did not die. In the words of Kerouac:
“The bop visions became common property of the commercial, popular cultural
world.... The ingestion of drugs became official (tranquilizers and the rest); and
even the clothes style of the beat hipsters carried over to the new rock ‘n’ roll
youth... and the Beat Generation, though dead, was resurrected and justified.”17
As part of the spiritual quest inaugurated by the beat movement,
hallucinogenic drugs began to be utilized for their supposedly spiritual value.
Their first exponent had been Aldous Huxley, author of Brave New World, who
in 1953 had published The Doors of Perception about his psychedelic
experiences with mescaline. Their second main popularizer was an old friend of
Huxley’s, none other than Alan Watts. In 1958, a year after leaving his position
at the Academy of Asian Studies, Watts took the synthetic drug LSD as part of a
controlled experiment at the University of California, Los Angeles. He went on
to take the drug several more times, and in 1962 wrote a book on his supposedly
“mystical experiences” through LSD, The Joyous Cosmology. (In light of what
Eugene observed about the difference between the Chinese and Indian traditions,
it is noteworthy that Watts wrote of these experiences: “Oddly, considering my
absorption in Zen at the time, the flavor of these experiences was Hindu rather
than Chinese. Somehow the atmosphere of Hindu mythology and imagery slid
into them.”)18 During the same year of 1962, Watts received a two-year travel
and study fellowship from Harvard University, where he became acquainted
with Harvard Professor Timothy Leary. Leary took LSD for the first time in
1962, and went on to advocate psychedelic experience as a new world-religion.
Although Watts was, in his own words, dismayed “to see Timothy converting
himself into a popular store-front messiah with his name in lights,”19 he himself
had already done much to attract the young generation to hallucinogens with the
promise of attaining mystical enlightenment.
Eugene read The Doors of Perception, and after examining Huxley’s
psychedelic experiences he noted: “The drug increases sensitivity, not
consciousness (or only very secondarily).... [It] causes a change in perception, in
the subjective state—not a change in being, which is what religion wishes.’”20
In the very first years of LSD experimentation (almost a decade before it
was outlawed), one of Eugene’s friends, Eric, tried to persuade him to try it.
“This young man,” Eugene recalls, “a typical religious searcher, told me: ‘No
matter what you might say of the dangers of drugs, you must admit that anything
is better than everyday American life, which is spiritually dead.’ I disagreed,
since even then I was beginning to glimpse that spiritual life spreads in two
directions: it can lead one higher than this everyday life of corruption, but it can
also lead one lower and bring about a literal spiritual — as well as physical —
death. He went his own way, and before he was thirty years old he was a wreck
of an old man, his mind ruined, and any search for reality abandoned.”21
ERIC, through his chemically enhanced “search,” had within a few years
reached a state toward which society as a whole, through a more gradual
process, was headed. Eugene himself had taken part in the early stages of that
countercultural movement which, far from arresting this “progress” of society,
had done much to speed it up. At the end of the age he lived in, Eugene saw a
dead end, madness and dissolution. One day he wrote:
“We know too much to see that winter is the only season, because it is now
and always.
“The city, though unavoidable, is still a barbarizing machine; but despite
the city, it is still our blindness. It was inevitable that the earth be paved and man
dehumanized, but woe to them through whom these evils come! It is truly ironic
that no one believes in damnation any more, and even more so that everyone
looks to the ‘future.’ It is interesting, too, that our imagination is so narrowed
that we can imagine nothing more ‘horrible’ than a brave new world, or 1984, or
an ‘atomic war.’ We must have much to learn, who have forgotten so much....
“Oh, brave new dead end!”22
Beyond the dead end of the modern world, Eugene saw hell and damnation.
Yet, despite his rejection of this world, he was still part of it, still ensnared in its
creeping despair.
The exit, however, had been with him all along. Not many years later,
having recognized it at last, he was to write: “Christ is the only exit from this
world; all other exits — sexual rapture, political utopia, economic independence
— are but blind alleys in which rot the corpses of the many that have tried
them.”23
Icon of Christ the Pantocrator (Ruler of All), Moscow, ca. 1670.
13
The Truth as Person
No one has rightly sought the truth who has not encountered at the end
of this search — whether to accept or reject Him — our Lord, Jesus
Christ, “the Way, the Truth, and the Life,” Truth that stands against
the world and is a reproach to all worldliness.
—Eugene Rose1
Many Eastern religions are fine as far as they go, but only Christianity
can open heaven to you....
—Fr. Seraphim Rose3
FOR years Eugene had suffered because the Truth had eluded him. He had
sought the Truth above all else, and had sought it with his mind: through
Western philosophy, through Guénon’s metaphysics, through Eastern religions,
even through trying to sidestep logical thought processes with his mind. Now, as
his firsthand experience of Orthodoxy began to work in his soul, he began to
realize that the Truth was not at all what he had thought it to be, and that he had
been using altogether the wrong tool to find it. “With my exposure to Orthodoxy
and to Orthodox people,” he recalled later, “a new idea began to enter my
awareness: that Truth was not just an abstract idea, sought and known by the
mind, but was something personal — even a Person — sought and loved by the
heart. And that is how I met Christ.”8
While under the influence of Alan Watts and Eastern religion, Eugene had
thought that the principle of a Personal God was unworthy of the Absolute, a
product of people’s minds, and that beyond this was the Impersonal “Self.” With
his new awareness, however, he found that the exact reverse was true: that belief
in an impersonal deity was “a kind of spiritual immaturity,” as he said, and that
beyond this was the Creator of the universe Who has revealed Himself as a
Personal Absolute, Whose Name is I AM.9
The Truth Eugene had always sought was indeed a Person — He Who said,
“I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life”10 — and, in the words of Dostoyevsky,
how beautiful and profound, how manly was that Truth! Blessed Augustine, in
seeking the Truth like Eugene, had once asked, “Is Truth therefore nothing
because it is not diffused through space finite or infinite?” — and the Truth
answered him from afar, “Yet verily, I AM that I AM.” Beholding the glory of
Him Who is Truth, Augustine could only utter: “O Truth Who art Eternity! and
Love Who art Truth! and Eternity Who art Love!”11
This Truth had descended to earth and taken flesh in order that man — that
Eugene himself — could be one with Him. In the words of St. Ephraim the
Syrian: “Truth came down into the womb, came forth from it, and cast man’s sin
aside.” Now, in order to know the Truth, Eugene had to enter into a personal
relationship with Him, to repent of his sins and purify himself of all uncleanness,
and to love Him with all his being.12
In his journal Eugene wrote: “Our age has been taught to believe in nothing
higher than the human mind, and in the ideas of that mind; that is why the
conflicts of our day are ‘ideological,’ and why Truth is not in them. For Truth is
only in living communion with living Truth, Christ; apart from Him there is no
life, no Truth.”13
In other notes Eugene expressed himself even more strongly: “The Truth is
Jesus Christ, the God-man; error is to deny this Truth, which is simply to wish
oneself to be as God. All who are not with Him, are against Him, for He is
Truth, the Truth of all that is and of our deepest being, and whoever denies that
denies all. Indifference is error; the indifferent one has chosen — not to accept
Him....
“When we are in true submission to Him, the Truth, the Truth dwells in
us.”14
Many influences had brought Eugene to the threshold of Truth: Bach with
his elevating Christian music, Guénon with his emphasis on the necessity of
ancient tradition and his critique of modernity. But it was Orthodoxy — being
the fullness of Christianity — that alone brought him into contact with the
fullness of Truth, the undistorted image of Jesus Christ. Nothing else had
satisfied him; but when he had first encountered Orthodoxy personally, his heart
had immediately said, “This is home,” even though it took his mind some time to
respond.
Toward the end of his life Eugene asked: “Is there a special organ for
receiving revelation from God? Yes, in a certain sense, there is such an organ,
though usually we close it and do not let it open up: God’s revelation is given to
something called a loving heart....
“It is not first of all miracles which reveal God to men, but something about
God that is revealed to a heart that is ready for it. This is what is meant by a
‘burning heart.’”15
Mom has a complex fear of Russia and all things Russian. She is greatly
confused between the actions of Russia’s present and past governments and
the wishes of her people. Since you have shown your interest in
Catholicism, especially of the Russian Orthodox, she has lumped that in
with the other elements. Having been raised in an atmosphere of socialism
and under the influence of Karl Marx, who is the father of the present
communist movement (it seems to me), and knowing that the greatest point
in the Marx creed is that there is no religion with any sound basis or reason
for existence, I know that the Russian Catholic church and the communist
movement must be deadly enemies. For that reason, I have never connected
your liking for that church as having any connection with or inclination for
the communist movement. I don’t know just where mom got the idea of a
connection other than the general idea is that the two are in Russia.
... So when you get any of these pessimistic splurges that come from
mom, just keep in mind that I am firmly with YOU. Don’t let these things
depress you. They are but small digressions in the greater trend.
Always,
Pop 2
DURING his Christmas break from university work in 1959, Eugene went to
visit his parents at their new home in the scenic coastal town of Carmel, where
they had retired two years earlier. While there, he invited Alison to come and
stay for three days.
Eugene had kept in touch with Alison during his first years in San
Francisco, but the letters he had written to her during those dark days had so
depressed her that she had burned them. Now, having virtually given him up as a
lost man, she was overjoyed to learn that he had ceased kicking against the
pricks (Acts 9:5) and had turned to Christ. Since becoming a Christian, he told
her, he had been praying for her every day; but lately she had been asking him to
confide in her more. On August 17 she had written: “You asked me once if you
seemed distant, and you do.... Why is it that you never talk about yourself?... Is it
perhaps that the coldness you once said you felt for people includes me?... I pray
for you also each day. I am grateful for your prayers. Do not say they are feeble.
I feel that you suffer, but you do not tell me.”
Alison arrived in Carmel on December 27. Her memorable visit was marred
only by her tense relationship with Esther. For some reason Esther disliked
Alison, and when Alison asked Eugene for an explanation, the latter only
replied, “She’s jealous.” For her part, Alison resented what she saw as Esther’s
pressure on Eugene to become what she wanted him to be: a “successful” man of
the world. “Why can’t you be like your brother Franklin?—he already owns his
own gas station,” Alison heard Esther ask her son. To this Eugene replied
simply, “He has more problems than I.”
With its dramatic, rocky coasts and verdant forests swept by fresh sea
breezes, Carmel was an ideal place for Eugene to take the long, meditative
nature walks he loved so much. He and Alison spent much time walking along
the beach. “He loved the Carmel coastline,” Alison recalls, “but he hated the
Carmel lifestyle.” Carmel had been a center for the avant-garde movement, for
bohemians and beatniks such as Henry Miller, Jack Kerouac and Gary Snyder;
but more recently it had been taken over by the retired nouveaux riches with
their rows of trendy shops and restaurants.
When Eugene and Alison returned in the evening from a long winter walk,
they went into the Roses’ warm living room. Eugene put Ich Habe Genug on the
phonograph and sat down in meditation. His mother, suspecting that a romance
might be developing, peeked in, but all she saw was the two of them sitting
motionlessly, looking at the floor, and listening to a piece of music on the theme
of death. When the cantata was over, Alison turned off the phonograph but said
not a word, knowing Eugene did not like to speak at such times. Going to her
room, she left him alone with the sound of the surf crashing against the Carmel
coast and Bach’s vivid reminder of the other world still ringing in his ears.
Eugene said little to Alison about the past. She noted later that he did not
once mention any of their friends from their Pomona days. Eugene was now
embarking on a new life, and his former life was peeling off in layers. Certain
things had become clear to him. He told Alison that the reason he had been
drinking so heavily was that he had been without God. Now, having acquired
faith in Him, he no longer had need of those intoxicated states.
He told her about the Orthodox Church that had brought about this change
in him. At one point he exclaimed, “Orthodoxy is better than Bach!” He asked to
take her to an Orthodox Liturgy on Sunday. She agreed, but said she would also
like to go to an Anglican Mass so that she could receive Communion. Much of
that Sunday was thus spent in church. They attended the Anglican service first,
after which Eugene politely told Alison, “That wasn’t so bad.” The Orthodox
Liturgy they attended next was at the St. Seraphim Russian Church in the town
of Seaside, about five miles away from his parents’ home. Alison was impressed
by the beauty of the service, but there was one problem: in this traditional
Orthodox church there were no pews, and her feet were becoming tired from
standing a long time beside Eugene. Without so much as moving her head, she
glanced at some benches pushed against the wall. Somehow fathoming her
thoughts, Eugene told her in a low, serious voice, “Those are for the aged and
the infirm.” She remained standing. Afterwards, she recalls, he took her out to
lunch and made up for this. In general, she remembers him as having been “very
considerate” of her feelings.
At the Orthodox church, Alison had noticed the people crossing themselves
from right to left, the opposite of Roman Catholic and Anglican practice. “Why
do you cross yourself backwards?” she asked Eugene. “Why do you?” he
responded with a smile.
Seeing Eugene’s love for the Orthodox Church, Alison also noticed his
hesitation to join it. “He was always very slow to make decisions,” Alison
recalls. He knew that his joining the Church would — or should—change
everything in his life, and he did not want to take it lightly.”
It was not difficult for Eugene to attend Russian churches only as an
“observer.” He was a foreigner in a Church full of immigrants, many of whom
knew very little English. At that time there was no Orthodox convert movement
in America and Western Europe as there is today. There were very few Western
converts to Orthodoxy, and most of these were either intellectuals or people who
had converted as a prerequisite to marriage to an Orthodox spouse. In the minds
of many Russians in the churches Eugene attended, the idea of an American
converting to Orthodoxy on his own was all but incomprehensible.
Alison, on the other hand, did not hesitate to reprove Eugene for not
making a commitment to the Orthodox Church. “You can’t just go to church and
never do anything about it,” she told him. “You need to be baptized or confirmed
as a member because you need the Sacraments.”
Half a year later, in the summer of 1960, Eugene saw Alison again in Long
Beach, where she had rented an inexpensive place from a crippled Hungarian
immigrant and his daughter. Already she noticed a change in him. He was much
more committed, thought of himself as being Orthodox, and knew it was only a
matter of time before he fully entered the Church. But he was still uncertain
about his future.
As Eugene later wrote to Alison, he had by this time renounced the sins and
immorality of his dark years.[b] Now he was considering the possibility of
eventually getting married and having children. At their meeting in Long Beach,
he brought up the subject of marriage to her, and spoke about the possibility of
their being married in the Orthodox Church. “He talked about perhaps becoming
a priest someday,” Alison recalls. “He said he wanted a wife and family, but he
said he couldn’t handle all the worldly things that go along with them: money, a
job, a car, etc. He didn’t think he could stay at a nine-to-five job. He hated the
academic world and felt that people there lived in a little world of their own,
without seeing reality. He knew his limitations; he knew he wasn’t meant for the
world. But he didn’t know what he was meant for.”
Alison told Eugene that, if they were to be married, she would get a job and
support him. “He said he would never agree to that,” she recalls. “To him it was
not honorable.”
As he had at Pomona, Eugene opened his soul to Alison, expressing his
most private fears and concerns. Looking back years later on Eugene’s week-
long visit to Long Beach, Alison concluded: “Although he talked at length about
marriage and all that it would involve, he knew deep down that he was not going
to get married. But he cared for me, and wanted me to know that.” She believes
he sensed even then that he would be seeing her for the last time. He was very
sad, especially when parting; and indeed, even though he was to continue writing
her, he was never to see her again on this earth.
15
Truth or Fashion
In the modern academic world, you cannot deeply love anything, for
this is not considered objective. The principle is this: first you KILL
the subject, then you dissect it. You must take out its soul before you
can “objectively” study it, decide what it is. Once this is done you
can’t bring it back to life. You have acquired knowledge of it, yes, but
it lies dead and dissected before you.[a]
—Eugene Rose1
... See how music can release one from the world?... And if music so
releases one from the world, then so much more does prayer.
—St. Barsanuphius of Optina (†1913)2
O NE who knew Eugene at this time has written: “He very early developed a
profound devotion to the Mother of God, and even before he started using
the Jesus Prayer he was saying the Panagia Prayer: ‘Most Holy Mother of God,
save us.’”
Eugene now took it upon himself to learn Russian without personal
instruction, which was relatively easy for him due to his linguistic training and
talent. Attending services at the Russian Cathedral, however, was not always so
easy for him at this stage. As he later confessed, for a time he feared that he
would become just a routine churchgoer. On Sunday mornings he would fill
himself with Bach’s Mass in B Minor in his apartment, and then, with it still
ringing in his ears, would go immediately to the Orthodox Liturgy. This was a
way of keeping alive his initial flame of zeal, the inspiration that had first
brought him to Christ.
Eugene understood that what he beheld in Orthodox tradition — the
worship, the spiritual teachings — provided direct access to Divinity. He could
see, as so few can, the Church for what she actually is: the presence of heaven on
earth. But he feared that in growing accustomed to it, he would lose it. His study
of Guénon and the esoteric dimensions of Eastern religions had equipped him
with the ability to go directly to the ascetic, mystical aspect of Orthodox
Christianity, to perceive the essence of it, and to look above the prosaic, human
aspect: the pettiness, the politics, etc. He did not want to expose himself to
worldliness in church circles, to be compelled to view the Church as another
institution of the world.
While this was a valid concern on Eugene’s part, it also created a problem.
In trying to stay above the fallen human aspect of the Church, Eugene was also
staying apart from the human beings themselves. This problem was aggravated
by the fact, mentioned earlier, that as a foreigner he was already set apart from
the Russian churchgoers. There was still a part of him in need of spiritual
healing, and this healing could only occur through the agency of other people in
the Church.
THE deceptive spirit of the age, which makes man seek to fulfill his innate
yearnings in this world, is, Eugene believed, the spirit of Antichrist. Eugene
philosophically viewed the Antichrist not only as that which is against Christ,
but also as that which replaces and mimics Him, since Satan is the “ape of God.”
“The Antichrist,” Eugene wrote, “is the fake Christ who promises to give
outwardly and obviously what Christ brought inwardly and hidden.”3 Christ
promises a perfect Kingdom of Heaven; the Antichrist, whose master Satan was
cast out of heaven and consigned to earth, promises a perfect Kingdom in this
world. Modern man, having lowered his gaze from celestial reality to what is
most “obvious,” succumbs to the latter, false promise; he thinks that an ideal
society on earth is more attainable than a vague heaven, whereas such a society
is made impossible by the unavoidable reality of the primordial fall.
On the satanic imitation of God’s otherworldly Kingdom, Eugene wrote:
“Modern man lives on the dregs of Christianity, on Christian experience digested
and turned into ‘ideas’ for mass consumption. Hence the parody of Christianity
is to be seen in modern ideas like ‘equality,’ ‘brotherhood,’ ‘charity.’... And
Christian messianism — the coming Kingdom which is not of this world (John
18:36)—has been perverted into the coming Kingdom in this world that
practically everyone believes in today. Even those who see through the delusion
of idealism — Buber and Berdyaev, for example — fall prey to the second idea,
the idea that Truth can somehow be realized in this world, in the coming age of
the ‘spirit,’ or in the relation of ‘man with man.’ But this world cannot hold the
Truth in its fullness, any more than it could tolerate the presence in it of the God-
man; for man is called upon to be more than man, he is called to deification, and
this can only happen fully in the ‘other world’—which, though it constantly
impinges on this world, never does so more than partially, giving us warnings
and indications of what is to come. This world must end, man as we know him
must die, must be crucified before that ‘other’ world can come into being.”4
From his own experience, Eugene believed that modern man cannot truly
return to Christ until he is first aware of the apostasy of his age. And he
considered it his calling, as a writer, to spread this awareness, to differentiate
between that which is of Christ and that which — no matter how harmless or
even “Christian” it seems — stands in opposition to Him.
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The Way of the Philosopher
One thing is needful; and Mary hath chosen that good part, which
shall not be taken away from her.
—Luke 10:42
B EYOND recording his ideas in fragments and brief essays, Eugene wished to
compile a whole book that would be a systematic presentation of all that
he thought important to say. In 1959, he conceived an expanded and completely
revised version of the paper he had written for Alan Watts in 1957, “Pseudo-
Religion and the Modern Age.” It was meant to be a general analysis of the
apostasy and the various surrogates that the modern world supplies in order to
satisfy man’s natural need for religion. “Man lives by faith alone,” wrote Eugene
in his notes for this work. “... The stature of a man, his humanity, may even
perhaps be judged by the quality of his faith, and by the objects of his faith.
Modern men have faith in machines, in material well-being, in the substantiality
of all that seems obvious to common sense; this is petty faith, the faith of petty
men. The Christian has faith in God and the world to come, in the
insubstantiality of all that is obvious, in the passing of this world and the coming
of the new, transfigured world; if there is a faith worthy of men, it is surely this.”
And it is only in such faith, as Eugene pointed out, that man can find true
happiness: “Man hungers after what is more than himself, what is more than the
world; it is man’s hunger for God, to be a partaker of His nature, that ruins all
attempts to make him satisfied with less. And this hunger is so central to man
that it manifests itself today most evidently in spite of the fact that men have lost
awareness of it. In fact, the ‘irrational’ character of so much of contemporary
history is a result precisely of this unawareness on man’s part of what he truly
desires.”
After experimenting with different approaches to his book and writing
numerous outlines, Eugene found that the original title, Pseudo-Religion and the
Modern Age, was too limiting to his subject. Pseudo-religion comprised only one
aspect of the whole phenomenon of the apostasy that he was to examine. At the
center of his thought was the realization that man has a choice between two
faiths: faith in the eternal God or faith in the temporal world, and that modern
society is the product of the latter. It was this, then, that Eugene chose to make
the initial thesis of the book. A title, broad in its implications, was finally
decided upon: The Kingdom of Man and the Kingdom of God.
The book would be a monumental undertaking, demanding all his mental
energy. And it was the only work that inspired him now. The pursuit of an
academic career had come to appear thoroughly odious and futile in his view. He
longed to shake the dust of the academic world off his feet forever; but, not
being one to make sudden decisions, and knowing that his mother would be
shattered by such a decision, he settled upon a tentative plan. He would leave the
academic world for a year in order to write his book, and at the end of that year
make a decision as to whether to go back.
On June 14, 1961, within a week after turning in his master’s thesis, he
wrote the following letter to his parents with the aim of explaining the reasons
for his plan:
Liebe Eltern,[a]
A hot day — too much like summer for San Francisco. I finally
finished the thesis and turned it in last Friday, but they don’t get around to
sending out the degrees until September, for some reason. For the time
being I’m still involved in Chinese things, as I’m helping my former
Chinese professor [Gi-ming Shien] translate an article (from Chinese) on
Chinese philosophy for a philosophical journal. The hypocrisy of the
academic world is nowhere more evident than in his case. He knows more
about Chinese philosophy than probably anyone else in the country, and
studied with real Chinese philosophers and sages in China; but he can’t get
a job in any college here because he doesn’t have degrees from American
colleges, and because he isn’t a fast talker — he’s too honest, in short.
It’s true that I chose the academic life in the first place, because God
gave me a mind to serve Him with, and the academic world is where the
mind is supposed to be used. But after eight or nine years I know well
enough what goes on in universities. The mind is respected by only a few of
the “old fashioned” professors, who will soon have died out. For the rest,
it’s a matter of making money, getting a secure place in life — and using
the mind as a kind of toy, doing clever tricks with it and getting paid for it,
like circus clowns. The love of truth has vanished from people today; those
who have minds have to prostitute their talents to get along. I find this
difficult to do, because I have too great a love of truth. The academic world
for me is just another job; but I am not going to make myself a slave to it. I
am not serving God in the academic world; I am just making a living. If I
am going to serve God in this world, and so keep from making my life a
total failure, I will have to do it outside the academic world. I have some
money saved up, and the promise of some more by doing a little work, so I
should be able to live frugally for a year doing what my conscience tells me
I should do — to write a book on the spiritual condition of man today,
about which, by God’s grace, I have some knowledge. The book will
probably not sell, because people would rather forget about the things I am
going to say; they would rather make money than worship God.
It is true that this is a mixed-up generation. The only thing wrong with
me is that I am not mixed-up, I know only too well what the duty of man is:
to worship God and His Son and to prepare for the life of the world to
come, not to make ourselves happy and comfortable in this world by
exploiting our fellow man and forgetting about God and His Kingdom.
If Christ were to walk in this world today, do you know what would
happen to Him? He would be placed in a mental institution and given
psychotherapy, just as would His saints. The world would crucify Him
today just as it did two thousand years ago, for the world has not learned a
thing, except more devious forms of hypocrisy. And what would happen if,
in one of my classes at the university, I would one day tell my students that
all the learning of this world is of no importance beside the duty of
worshipping God, accepting the God-man Who died for our sins, and
preparing for the life of the world to come? They would probably laugh at
me, and the university officials, if they found out, would fire me — for it is
against the law to preach the Truth in our universities. We say that we live
in a Christian society, but we do not; we live in a society that is more
pagan, more Christ-hating, than the society into which Christ was born.
Recently a Catholic priest at U.C.L.A.[b] had the nerve to say that U.C.L.A.
had a pagan atmosphere; and the university officials called him a “fanatic”
and “insane.” But he spoke the truth — but men hate the truth, and that is
why they would gladly crucify Christ again if He came amidst them.
I am a Christian, and I am going to try to be an honest Christian. Christ
told us to give all our money away and follow Him. I am very far from
doing this. But I am going to try to take no more money than I need to live
on; if I can earn this by working a year or two at a time in a university, all
right. But the rest of my time I am going to try to serve God with the talents
He has given me. This year I have the chance to do this, so I shall do it. My
professor [Boodberg], being a Russian (the love of God seems to be more
deeply imbedded in the Russians than in other peoples), has not tried to talk
me out of leaving the academic world for a year; he knows too well that the
love of truth, the love of God, is infinitely more important than the love of
security, of money, of fame.
I can only follow my conscience; I cannot be false to myself. And I
know that I am doing right. If what I do seems foolish in the eyes of the
world, I can only answer with the words of St. Paul: all the wisdom of this
world is but folly in the eyes of God. This is something we forget too
easily.
But I must get back to my Chinese translation. My regards to Eileen.
Liebe,
Eugene1
Eugene’s mother, on hearing that her son planned to take a leave from his
teaching post and earn only what he “needed to live on,” was horrified. She had
been so proud of his scholarships, the Phi Beta Kappa membership, etc.; but
now, she wondered, what would it all come to? It seemed that he in whom she
had put so much hope was destined never to follow in the steps of his wealthy
brother, Franklin, but rather in those of his father, the janitor. It was too early for
her to see that Eugene was called to a special path, and that it was only by
abandoning the ordinary paths that he could pursue it.
Eugene had become one of the “angry young men” of his generation.[c] But
there was a difference: while the typical “angry young man,” steeped in modern
culture, was calling for a new order, Eugene, steeped in ancient culture, was
harking back to the old order, when dignity and meaning were still present in the
mind of the times.
At the university, one of the things that Eugene found especially unnerving
was to hear scholars say, “Take this idea and play around with it — see what you
come up with.” At one point an essay came out in his field — a comparative
study of ancient Chinese toilet seats — which was generally hailed as a brilliant
work of great significance. Since Eugene could not imagine himself studying
ancient Chinese culture except for the sake of truth, the fact that others could
derive such inspiration from something so mundane again told him he was in the
wrong place. He later cited the acclaim accorded to this paper as one of the “last
straws” that convinced him to leave the academic world.
Eugene would instead follow the way of the true philosopher, and would
suffer all the hardships that this entailed. At the end of 1960 he wrote in his
journal:
“To be a ‘philosopher’—not a ‘professional’ or ‘academic’ philosopher, but
a man for whom to live is to think—means to suffer greatly....
“‘Philosophy’ as a matter of life or death — this is the path of the true
‘philosopher.’ He must be so attached to thinking that he will abandon it for
nothing less; and he should be sufficiently unattached to it not to make of it an
idol between him and Truth, which is not ultimately arrived at by a process of
thought. But I have respect even for him who makes an idol of thought — if he
does not give up that idol for anything less, for ‘common sense’ or ‘security.’
There is great integrity in someone like Nietzsche, who ‘thought himself to
death,’ but little in Hume who in the end could not believe that thought was
really important. But the greatest ‘philosopher’ is he who thinks himself out to
the end, and finally accepts that which is beyond thought. But to go this far is to
be more than a ‘philosopher’; it is to be fully human.
“But to return to the starting point: to think is to suffer. An idea, if it is
one’s own, is not merely ‘thought out’; it is brought to birth through experience
and suffering.”2
FOR some time after leaving the university, Eugene remained in contact
with Professor Boodberg and continued to have dinner at his house occasionally.
Gi-ming Shien, however, moved away suddenly from San Francisco. “In
Guénonian fashion,” Eugene recalled, “he disappeared utterly, leaving no
address.[d] I remember him fondly, but after becoming Orthodox I saw how
limited was his teaching: the Chinese spiritual teaching, he said, would disappear
entirely from the world if Communism endures another ten or twenty years in
China. So fragile was this tradition — but the Orthodox Christianity I had found
would survive everything and endure to the end of the world — because it was
not merely handed down from generation to generation, as all traditions are; but
was at the same time given from God to man.”3
Having earned his master’s degree and finished his teaching obligations at
the university, Eugene was free to begin working on his book in earnest. He
painstakingly gathered information and ideas related to the past causes, the
present state, and the future development of the apostasy. The reading he did
was prodigious. He often went to libraries and used-book stores in San
Francisco, returning to his apartment with armloads of books; and he saved
newspaper and magazine articles that provided him with further insights.
He lived according to his belief in suffering for the sake of philosophy —
the “love of wisdom.” Having chosen not to support himself by the teaching
position for which he had been trained, he sought out the most unskilled jobs in
restaurants, working as a busboy and later as a janitor. In this he was not unlike
his father, who, as Esther said, “always took the lesser job.” Eugene, having
worked all his life in an academic environment, found this work very exhausting.
“I understand somewhat better the plight of the work-drugged proletariat,” he
wrote.4 But he chose such jobs for a reason: he wanted work that would require
no mental strain, so that it would not interfere with the careful thought his book
required.
As he wrote to his parents, Eugene had little hope that his book would sell.
He had made this sacrifice only out of love for the Truth. “Let us,” he wrote in a
journal entry, “throw over all who want to know the Truth ‘because’—if there is
any motive for seeking the Truth outside of a deep personal hunger for it, if we
wish to use it for anything, if we love it not only and purely for its own sake —
then we are not lovers of Truth, and we shall not find it, and it shall not make us
free.” 5
19
A Clarified Perspective
The age of distinctions is gone.
—Søren Kierkegaard
B Y the time Eugene conceived The Kingdom of Man and the Kingdom of
God, he had resolved many of the questions that had troubled him while
working on the expanded “Pseudo-Religion” paper. The issue that had given him
the most difficulty was Christianity’s relationship to other religions. This was so
important to him that he had even considered writing another book on the
subject. In 1959 he had attempted to somehow assimilate the “transcendent unity
of religions” thesis into his Christian philosophy by stating that all true religions
provide effective means for salvation or deification, but only in the incarnation
of God in Christ are the effects of the primordial fall reversed. His writings of
1961, however, show a different, more consistent outlook that attempted no
compromise between opposing beliefs. At this time, the “transcendent unity”
concept was no longer a stumbling block to him.
“The truth revealed to the non-Christian religions is various,” he wrote.
“Each tradition possesses truth, beyond doubt, but in varying measure. The truth
of no one tradition can be said to be precisely equal to that of another, and the
truth of none may be compared with that of Christianity, which in this respect is
unique — a fact which no non-Christian tradition has been able fully to accept.
The ‘equality’ and ‘transcendent unity’ of religions is a notion from the
modernist ‘simplistic’ mentality which is incapable equally of understanding the
essential differences between religions and of appreciating the uniqueness
among them of Christianity, which by comparison with them may, from a certain
— and that an essential — point of view, not even be called a ‘religion’ at all.”1
In rereading a few essays of Ananda Coomaraswamy, an adherent of the
“transcendent unity” concept who had once influenced him, Eugene commented:
“How remote does this advocate of ‘mutual understanding’ and tolerance
between ‘East and West,’ of ‘world citizenship,’ of the ‘philosophia perennis et
universalis’ at the heart of all religions, sound to me now. And all the more
remote is he for the fact that at least a part of what he desired may after all
happen: the advent of the ‘universal scholar,’ at home in the several provinces of
‘comparative religion,’ with genuine insights into many of the common elements
of all religions. But what are these men in the end but — scholars? Christ does
not require ‘understanding’ of us, either for our salvation or even for the
restoration of order among men; great understanding, perhaps, is even a sign of
the end of worldly order.... For all the ‘wisdom’ of Coomaraswamy, Guénon,
and the lesser wise men of today, we seem near an even greater collapse.
“Christ requires us not to ‘understand,’ but to suffer, die, and arise to Life
in Him.... Christ is unquestionably the spiritual foundation of Western
civilization, yet He spoke not a single word of ‘comparative religion.’...
“For all the ‘understanding’ of the modern ‘wise men,’ then, their vision is
perhaps not so keen as that of the ‘unsophisticated,’ ‘naive’ Christians they
deplore, who in being blind to the ‘wisdom’ contained in other religions yet hold
fast to the Divine ‘folly’ of Christianity which, in no very ‘understandable’ way,
is yet wiser than all these.”2
EUGENE, then, did not deny the truth contained in non-Christian religions;
he only indicated its incompleteness. He took a similar approach when
comparing Orthodoxy and Roman Catholicism: “The Catholic Church, however
much it has itself capitulated — and continues to capitulate — to the modernist
mentality, has remained in contact with that Truth revealed in the Person of the
God-man Jesus Christ and transmitted since without interruption in the apostolic
succession. But what has been transmitted with imperfect understanding in the
Catholic Church has been transmitted in full by the Orthodox Christian East,
which has even to the present day preserved intact that whole Truth from the
fullness of which the Catholic West departed in schism now nearly a millennium
ago.”3
Having come this far, Eugene indicated the starting point from which, in his
book, he would proceed with his study of modernist errors: “Modernism being a
deviation from Christian Truth, it may be fully understood only by reference to
that Truth through the denial of which it owes its whole existence. The standard
of measuring modernism is, and can only be, Christian Truth. There have been,
before this, attempts to find this measure in the Christianity manifest in the
Western Middle Ages; but even at such an early date the Christian West, cut off
by schism from the whole Church of Christ, had within it distortions and errors.”
Eugene believed that the present-day apostasy of Western culture had its very
origin in the schism of the Roman Church in the eleventh century. “Modernism,
indeed, was no sudden arbitrary movement, but had roots that reach far into the
character of Western European man. It is in the Orthodox Christian East alone,
then, that is to be found the whole standard wherewith to measure the denial of
Christian Truth that is modernism.”
Eugene understood that this Orthodox Christian standard was by its very
nature radical to the modern consciousness. In a tentative preface to his book, he
accounted for the fact that some would object to his “uncompromising tone” and
accuse him of “giving offense to many of sincere but opposed convictions.” The
first to take offense, he expected, would be “the half-hearted, those who claim to
make a decision for or against Christ without that decision revealing itself in the
inmost places of their being, those who live as though life were a ‘neutral,’ an
‘academic’ thing.” For the sake of such people, Eugene indicated that “whatever
may have been possible before Christ, after Him there is no possibility of
‘neutrality.’” For the sake of others, “those who deny a Christianity of whose
nature they are ignorant,” Eugene pointed out that “Christianity in its fullness is
not better, but much ‘worse’ (from their point of view) than they might have
thought it: more of a scandal and insult to the ‘wisdom’ and instincts of ‘this
world,’ less compromising and more intolerant... where the living Truth is
involved.”
Eugene wanted to make clear to his readers that the uncompromising stance
reflected in his book came out of his conviction in the universality of Orthodox
Christian Truth, and not out of any attempt to pose as a theological or spiritual
authority. Having only recently been introduced to the Orthodox Faith and not
yet having entered it sacramentally, he knew he was in no position to dogmatize.
He therefore maintained his approach to be, in a loose sense, ‘philosophical.’ In
concluding the preface, he wrote that “the author is not a theologian or a monk;
indeed, it is his position in the world and his involvement with the very errors he
attempts to explore that have led him to undertake a book like this. If his analysis
of errors is substantially correct, however, it does not follow that his
understanding of the spiritual Truths that dispel them is as profound as would be
that of someone more advanced in the spiritual life. All ‘philosophy,’ however,
especially ‘religious philosophy’ like this, must be subject to the higher
correction offered by theology and the profounder insight of those advanced in
the spiritual life. If, then, there be in these pages errors of theology or faith, we
defer to the higher authority of the Church, whose teachings are their
corrections. It is of particular importance to say this as the author’s ‘religious
philosophy’ is a fruit of his Russian Orthodox faith, and in modern times
‘Russian religious philosophy’ has had an unfortunate tendency toward and
reputation of being extraordinarily ‘free,’ too often to the point of actual heresy.
A case in point is that of Nicholas Berdyaev, a philosopher of profound
historical and social insight who was carried away by an excessive
‘individualism’ that permitted him to place himself outside and above the
Church, and to consider his own personal opinions on theological subjects (of
which he had a very deficient knowledge) as of greater weight than the universal
teaching of the Church.
“The author sincerely hopes that this book will be a less ‘original’ and more
humble contribution to ‘religious philosophy.’”
20
The Kingdom of Man and the
Kingdom of God
Every man, by virtue of being human, must choose God or himself.
Every man, in fact, has chosen, for we are what we have chosen. And
with our choice we indicate our preference for one Kingdom or other:
for the Kingdom of God, or the Kingdom of self.
—Eugene Rose1
Part IV: Orthodox Christian Spirituality and the “New Spirituality” (About
four chapters.)
Of these approximately fourteen chapters, the only one that was typed in
completed form was the seventh, on Nihilism.[a] This chapter alone comprises
over one hundred pages, which gives an idea of the magnitude of Eugene’s
proposed book.
In studying the thousands of pages of material compiled for Eugene’s book,
one finds that the preponderance of it is devoted to refutation, and relatively little
to affirmation. Its one-sidedness bespeaks Eugene’s own state at the time, when
he was more capable of writing authoritatively on the realm of evil in which he
had suffered for years, than on the sphere of holiness of which he had as yet only
scratched the surface. This one-sidedness makes Eugene’s early thought no less
true, but rather points to the need for the other side to be developed more fully
later on, which in fact it was. The thorough ness of his critique in The Kingdom
of Man and the Kingdom of God was a sign of his attempt to make a thorough
break with the apostasy of Western culture; and it was from this point of
departure that he was later able to take up the path of restoring the abandoned
spiritual heritage of the West.
FOR Part One of the book, Eugene wrote by way of introduction: “The two
Kingdoms have been built on two faiths: the Kingdom of God, upon faith in
Christ; the Kingdom of Man, upon faith in the world.” The latter faith, he stated,
is based ostensibly on its “obviousness” and “necessity,” but, at a deeper level, it
stems from man’s desire: “The fact is that the worldly man does not desire any
other world. For the ‘other world’ introduces a depth and complexity of
existence that men quite ‘naturally’ (in their fallen state) do not wish to face; the
‘other world’ disturbs all worldly ‘peace of mind’ and distracts men from the
‘obvious’ and simple duty of ‘getting along in the world.’”
In this first part, Eugene went on to say that, although the Christian may
seem to be an escapist, it is he rather than the worldly man who is the true
realist, since it is he alone who can face existence as it is: “The pain and
suffering and death inseparable from all life are, theoretically, accepted by the
worldly, though in actual fact they do all in their power to abolish or at least
mitigate them, and to forget them by looking on the ‘positive’ side of things; the
Christian accepts them and, indeed, welcomes them, for he knows that without
such trials there is no progress in the spiritual life.... The world must be faced;
but in Christ we know a power that ennobles us to face and overcome the
world.”
THE second part, called “The Kingdom of Man in the Modern Age,” was
to include an Orthodox Christian interpretation of the modernist mentality. One
of the “laws” of this mentality that Eugene planned to discuss was that of
“simplification,” which accounted for the modern naiveté regarding things
“spiritual.” By investigating, according to modern “scientific” faith in the
obvious, only the physical manifestations of the spiritual world (“phenomena”),
man threatens to usher in what Eugene called the “age of magic.” This was an
idea introduced in Soloviev’s “Short Story of Antichrist,” in which a future
technology was mysteriously combined with seemingly magical phenomena.
“The omnivorousness of modern man,” wrote Eugene, “born of his need to find
something to replace Christ — this attitude that underlies both his mania for
experimentation and his celebrated ‘tolerance’ (which is quite limited, actually)
—can only come to a natural end in magic, moral perversion, occultism, which
might be defined as the ‘ultimate in experimentation.’”
In discussing the nature of modernism, Eugene also wished to judge,
according to Orthodox Christian teaching, three worldly “idols” of the modern
age. The first he called the “cult of civilization.” Having outlined several aspects
of this idol, he indicated how Christians can succumb to it by making their
service to “humanity” an end in itself; and he contrasted this with reflections on
the nature of true Christian charity. A Christian responds to an immediate human
need out of love, in the name of Christ; but when he begins to think, “If it is
good to feed one hungry man, it is much better to feed a thousand — one is but a
drop in the bucket,” then he begins to make of Christianity a system, to reduce it
to an ideology. Recalling Christ’s words Ye have the poor always with you
(Matt. 26:11), Eugene wrote: “Christ did not come to feed the hungry, but to
save the souls of all, hungry or replete.”2
Science was the next idol of the modern age that Eugene planned to discuss.
“Modern science,” he wrote, “... has given itself totally to power. Even
‘curiosity,’ the root of modern science, aims at power, for the objective
knowledge arrived at through curiosity is one in which ‘facts’ are seen to be at
one’s mercy.” Again, he compared science and magic, stating that “their
viewpoint is the same. Both are preoccupied with phenomena and their
manipulation, with wonders, with results. Both are an attempt at wish
fulfillment, an attempt to bend reality to one’s own will. The difference is simply
this: science (modern science) is systematic magic; science has found a method,
where magic works in fits and starts.... Yes, scientists can consider themselves
rational (in the narrowest sense of the word) as long as they keep themselves
buried in the laboratory, enslaved by technique. But to someone not so enslaved,
someone capable of looking at things in a larger frame of reference — do not the
results of science today resemble a magical landscape?”3
The modern idol of science is related to the third idol that Eugene was to
describe: the belief in the historical progress of humanity. Eugene, of course,
regarded this belief as an exact inversion of the truth. According to the common
opinion of his contemporaries, the “progress” of civilization somehow leaped
from classical antiquity to the Renaissance, right over the back, as it were, of
medieval civilization. As against this, Eugene wrote that the Renaissance was in
fact “a transition between the medieval and modern mentalities, taking the form
of a profound degeneration when compared to the former, and an early chaotic
stage of the latter....” In this transition, new forces were arising and mingling
with the old. “A compromise,” he wrote, “was attempted in this period between
the new and the old, ‘Christianity’ and ‘humanism.’... The new forces were too
strong to be satisfied with compromise, and the Church would sooner or later
awaken to the fact that in such ‘compromise’ it had sold its soul.”
Eugene saw the eighteenth century as a turning point, when
“uncompromising modernism was to be free to do what it could, outside the
Church (whether ignoring or attacking it), and to prove its own errors in
practice.... Since the eighteenth century, we live in a ‘new world,’ a world in
which continuity has been broken, a world no longer of the ‘given’ but a world
to be constructed, a world of fragments from which man — now against and not
with nature and God — attempts to build his home, his city, his Kingdom — his
new Tower of Babel.”
The eighteenth century saw the collapse of the rationalist hypothesis once
propounded by Descartes, Bacon, and others: that absolute, objective truth could
be arrived at through human reason and observation. By the latter part of that
century, the irrational was entering the sphere of human activity, as was seen in
the French Revolution as well as in the new sense of the irrational and unreal in
the arts. For Eugene, the fallacy of the modern idea of “progress” was evidenced
by the degeneration of Enlightenment rationalism and humanism into
irrationalism and subhumanism. Humanism, he wrote, is “a rebellion against the
true nature of man and the world, a flight from God the center of man’s being, a
denial of all the realities of man’s existence, clothed in the language of the
opposite of all these. Subhumanism, therefore, is not a disturbing obstacle to the
realization of humanism; it is its culmination and goal. Just so, the irrationalism
of our day is an unmasking of Enlightenment rationalism, revealing it for the
tissue of lies and deceptions it really is. Subhumanism teaches us that
Enlightenment ‘humanism,’ which denies man’s true nature as the image of
God, is no true humanism at all; irrationalism teaches us that Enlightenment
‘rationalism,’ which divorces itself from God the ultimate ‘reason,’ is not
ultimately rational.”4
PART Three, an examination of the Old Order and the “New Order,” was to
be perhaps the most important section of Eugene’s book. It was here that he
would uncover what he called the root of the revolution of the modern age:
Nihilism. He found a succinct definition of it in the writings of Nietzsche, whom
he called the fount of philosophical Nihilism: “That there is no truth; that there is
no absolute state of affairs — no ‘thing-in-itself.’ This alone is Nihilism, and of
the most extreme kind.”5 According to Nietzsche, the twentieth century would
mark the “triumph of Nihilism.” Eugene wrote that “Nihilism has become, in our
time, so widespread and pervasive, has entered so thoroughly and so deeply into
the minds and hearts of all men living today, that there is no longer any ‘front’
on which it may be fought.”6
“The question of Nihilism,” Eugene explained, “is, most profoundly, a
question of truth: it is, indeed, the question of truth.... No one, surely — is the
common idea — no one is naive enough to believe in ‘absolute truth’ any more;
all truth, to our enlightened age, is ‘relative.’ The latter expression, let us note
—‘all truth is relative’—is the popular translation of Nietzsche’s phrase, ‘there is
no (absolute) truth.” Eugene observed that “‘relative truth’ is primarily
represented, for our age, by the knowledge of science,” a system which works
from the basic presuppositions that “all truth is empirical, all truth is relative.”
As he pointed out, either of these statements is a self-contradiction: “The first
statement is itself not empirical at all, but metaphysical; the second is itself an
absolute statement.” Any system of knowledge must have an absolute,
metaphysical first principle, “but with the acknowledgment of such a principle,
the theory of the ‘relativity of truth’ collapses, it itself being revealed as a self-
contradictory absolute.”7
The development of modern thought, Eugene wrote, has been “an
experiment in the possibilities of knowledge open to man, assuming that there is
no Revealed Truth.... The conclusion of this experiment is an absolute negation:
if there is no Revealed Truth, there is no truth at all; the search for truth outside
of Revelation has come to a dead end.... The multitude demonstrates this by
looking to the scientist, not for truth, but for the technical applications of a
knowledge which has no more than a practical value, and by looking to other,
irrational sources for the ultimate values men once expected to find in truth. The
despotism of science over practical life is contemporaneous with the advent of a
whole series of pseudo-religious ‘revelations’; the two are correlative symptoms
of the same malady: the abandonment of truth.”8
The Nihilist mentality has the single underlying aim of destroying faith in
Revealed Truth and thus preparing for a “New Order” in which there shall be no
trace of the “old” view of things and man shall be the only god there is. “This
mentality,” stated Eugene, “manifests itself in phenomena as diverse as the men
who share it.” He perceived that such phenomena reduce themselves to about
four different types or stages. These stages “are not to be understood as merely
chronological, though in the narrowest sense they are in fact a kind of chronicle
of the development of the Nihilist mentality.”9
The first stage Eugene described was Liberalism, a passive rather than an
overt Nihilism, a neutral breeding-ground of the more advanced stages. Some
beliefs of the Old Order are retained, but without the meaning and power they
once had. The God whom Liberals may profess, Eugene wrote, “is not a Being
but an idea.... Uninterested in man, powerless to act in the world (except to
inspire worldly ‘optimism’), he is a god considerably weaker than the men who
invented him.”10 The liberal view of government is also weak, arising from an
attempt at compromise between two irreconcilable ideas: government as
Divinely established, with sovereignty invested in a monarch, and government
with the “people” as sovereign. “In the nineteenth century,” Eugene wrote, “this
compromise took the form of ‘constitutional monarchies,’ an attempt — again
— to wed an old form to a new content; today the chief representatives of the
Liberal idea are the ‘republics’ and ‘democracies’ of Western Europe and
America, most of which preserve a rather precarious balance between the forces
of authority and Revolution, while professing to believe in both.... A government
must rule by the Grace of God or by the will of the people, it must believe in
authority or in the Revolution; on these issues compromise is possible only in
semblance, and only for a time. The Revolution, like the disbelief which has
always accompanied it, cannot be stopped halfway; it is a force that, once
awakened, will not rest until it ends in a totalitarian Kingdom of this world. The
history of the last two centuries has proved nothing if not this. To appease the
Revolution and offer it concessions, as Liberals have always done, thereby
showing that they have no truth with which to oppose it, is perhaps to postpone,
but not to prevent, the attainment of its end.”11
At the second stage of the Nihilist dialectic is “Realism,” by which term
Eugene meant to include various forms of naturalism and positivism, and to
indicate the doctrine that was popularized precisely under the name of Nihilism
by the Russian writer Turgenev. Realism, Eugene wrote, is the simplification of
everything into the terms of the most “obvious” explanation, the “reduction of
everything men have considered ‘higher,’ the things of the mind and spirit, to the
lower or ‘basic’: matter, sensation, the physical.... The Liberal is indifferent to
absolute truth, an attitude resulting from excessive attachment to this world; with
the Realist, on the other hand, indifference to truth becomes hostility, and mere
attachment to the world becomes fanatical devotion to it.” Eugene pointed to
examples of Realist “simplification” in the socialist dictators of the twentieth
century, with their radically simple solutions to the most complex problems, and,
more profoundly, in “the simplistic ideas of men like Marx, Freud, and Darwin,
which underlie virtually the whole of contemporary thought and life.”12
The attempt of Realism to eclipse all but material reality evoked a reaction
that Eugene regarded as the third stage of Nihilism: Vitalism. With the Realist
utopia threatening to be an inhuman technological system, protests were raised
in the name of the unplanned and unsystematic needs of human nature which are
at least as essential, even for a purely worldly “happiness,” as the more obvious
material needs. The Vitalist movement originally took such forms as Symbolism,
occultism, and various evolutionary and “mystical” philosophies. In it, “a quite
understandable lament over the loss of spiritual values becomes father, on the
one hand to subjective fantasies and (sometimes) to actual Satanism, which the
undiscriminating take as ‘revelations’ of the ‘spiritual’ world, and on the other
hand to a rootless eclecticism that draws ideas from every civilization and every
age and finds a totally arbitrary connection between the misunderstood
fragments of its own debased conceptions. Pseudo-spirituality and pseudo-
traditionalism, one or both, are integral elements of many Vitalist systems.”13
Eugene went on to indicate the diverse Vitalist manifestations in modern
society which have come out of the restless search of people “to find a substitute
for the God who was dead in their hearts.” He pointed to the popular unrest
revealed in politics, the media, and the arts; to the varieties of “new thought” and
“positive thinking” which try to harness and utilize a vague, immanent “force”;
to spurious forms of “Eastern wisdom” which claim to invoke “powers” and
“presences”; to the indiscriminate quest for “awareness,” “realization,” and
“enlightenment”; and to the “cult of nature” with its “primary” elements of the
earth, the body, and sex. “Perhaps the most striking manifestation of the popular
unrest,” Eugene wrote, “has been in crime, and particularly in juvenile crime.”
He noted the increasing number of “absurd” crimes which, unlike the crimes of
former eras, are committed for no “practical” reason: “When questioned, those
apprehended for such crimes explain their behavior in the same way: it was an
‘impulse’ or an ‘urge’ that drove them, or there was a sadistic pleasure in
committing the crime, or there was some totally irrelevant pretext, such as
boredom, confusion, or resentment. In a word, they cannot explain their behavior
at all, there is no readily comprehensible motive for it, and in consequence —
and this is perhaps the most consistent and striking feature of such crimes —
there is no remorse.”14
In the Vitalist stage, the criterion of truth is replaced by a new standard: the
“life-giving,” the “vital.” This new, “dynamic” standard, Eugene said, underlies
much of the formal criticism of contemporary art and literature, as well as of
discussions of religion, philosophy, and science: “There are no qualities more
prized in any of these fields today than those of being ‘original,’ ‘experimental,’
or ‘exciting’; the question of truth, if it is raised at all, is more and more forced
into the background and replaced by subjective criteria: ‘integrity,’
‘authenticity,’ ‘individuality.’”15
In concluding his discussion of this stage, Eugene wrote that “the Vitalism
of the last hundred years has been an unmistakable symptom of world-
weariness.... It is the product, not of the ‘freshness’ and ‘life’ and ‘immediacy’
its followers so desperately seek (precisely because they lack them), but of the
corruption and unbelief that are but the last phase of the dying civilization they
hate.”16 Thus, Eugene believed, beyond Vitalism there can be only one more,
definitive stage through which Nihilism may pass: the Nihilism of Destruction.
“Here at last,” he wrote, “we find an almost ‘pure’ Nihilism, a rage against
creation and against civilization that will not be appeased until it has reduced
them to absolute destruction.”17 This was the Nihilism of the ruthless Russian
revolutionary Sergei Nechayev (the model for Pyotr Verkhovensky in
Dostoyevsky’s The Possessed) and of Nechayev’s one-time co-conspirator
Mikhail Bakunin, who, when asked what he would do if the New Order of his
dreams should come into existence, frankly replied, “Then I should at once begin
to pull down again everything I had made.”18 It was in this spirit, wrote Eugene,
“that Lenin (who greatly admired Nechayev) assumed ruthless power and began
Europe’s first experiment in totally unprincipled politics,”19 and that Hitler once
exulted: “We may be destroyed, but if we are, we shall drag a world with us — a
world in flames.”20
Eugene followed his description of the various forms of Nihilism with an
exploration of their spiritual sources. He wrote: “We shall be unprepared to
understand the nature or the success of Nihilism, or the existence of systematic
representatives of it like Lenin and Hitler, if we seek its source anywhere but in
the primal satanic will to negation and rebellion.” Finding no rational
explanation for the systematic Bolshevik campaign to uproot the Christian Faith,
Eugene saw it as “a ruthless war to the death against the only force capable of
standing against Bolshevism and of ‘disproving’ it. Nihilism has failed as long
as true Christian faith remains alive in a single person.”21
Modern men who, in Nietzsche’s words, have “killed God” in their hearts,
now have a dead God, a great void, at the center of their faith. But this, Eugene
observed, is only a moment of “crisis and transition” in man’s spiritual history,
at the end of which he expects a new god to appear. Modern man has not come
to this point by himself. “A subtle intelligence,” Eugene wrote, lies behind the
phenomenon of Nihilism: it is the work of Satan.22
Having exposed the spiritual core of Nihilism, Eugene went on to discuss
the “positive” program by which it seeks to further its satanic ends: “The first
and most obvious item in the program of Nihilism is the destruction of the Old
Order, which was the soil, nourished by Christian Truth, in which men had their
roots.... It is here that the peculiarly Nihilist virtue of violence comes into
play.”23 After this comes a stage of transition between the Revolution of
Destruction and the proposed earthly paradise, a stage known in Marxist doctrine
as the “dictatorship of the proletariat.” Here the “Realists,” both in the
Communist and the free world, work toward the New Order, “where there are
everywhere organization and efficiency, and nowhere love or reverence.”
Eugene saw signs of this in the sterile “functionalism” of modern architecture, as
well as in the disease of total planning: in “birth control,” in experiments that
look to the control of heredity and the mind, in the “welfare state,” and in all
schemes where “precision of detail is united with appalling insensitivity.”24
Eugene pointed out that the destruction of the Old Order and the
organization of the new earth are only a preparation for a work more significant
and more ominous than either: the “transformation of man.” This was the dream
of Hitler and Mussolini, and also of philosophers like Marx and Engels, who saw
a magical change to be wrought in human nature through the violence of
revolution. Many contemporary philosophers and psychologists have
commented on the changes in humanity in the violent twentieth century, saying
that man has become uprooted and the individual “reduced” to the most
primitive and basic level.
An image of the “new man” has been portrayed in the painting and
sculpture that has arisen, for the most part, since the end of the Second World
War. “The new art,” wrote Eugene, “celebrates the birth of a new species, the
creature of the lower depths, subhumanity.” But beside this image of hopeless
deformity is a current of optimism that has produced its own “positive” new
man, a man “both idealistic and practical, ready and anxious to cope with the
difficult problems of the day.” Both the positive and negative images, Eugene
wrote, “are one in issuing from the death of man as he has hitherto been known
— man living on earth as a pilgrim, knowing Heaven as his true home — and in
pointing to the birth of a ‘new man’ solely of the earth, knowing neither hope
nor despair save over things of this world.... The age of denial and Nihilism,
having gone as far as it could, is over; the ‘new man’ no longer has enough
interest in Christian Truth to deny it; his whole attention is directed to this
world.”25
NIHILISM, in coming to the end of its program, points to the goal that lies
beyond it:
“The first corollary of the Nihilist annihilation of the Old Order is the
conception of a ‘new age’—‘new’ in an absolute, and not a relative, sense. The
age about to begin is not to be merely the latest, or even the greatest, of a series
of ages, but the inauguration of a whole new time; it is set up against all that has
hitherto been.”26
The second corollary of Nihilist thought is the transformation of man, not
only into a “new man,” but into a god. The various conceptions of the “new
man” — found in the Realism of Marx and the Vitalism of numerous occultists
and artists — are but preliminary sketches of the Superman that Nietzsche
envisioned beyond Nihilism. “Dead are all the gods,” says Nietzsche’s
Zarathustra: “now do we desire the Superman to live.”27 The “murder” of God is
a deed too great to leave men unchanged: “Shall we not ourselves have to
become gods, merely to seem worthy of it?”28 Ten years before Nietzsche wrote
these lines, this inevitable corollary of Nihilism was anticipated by Dostoyevsky,
whose Nietzschean character, Kirilov, concluded: “If there is no God, then I am
God.”29
The final corollary of the Nihilist annihilation of the Old Order is “the
conception of an entirely new species of order, an order which its most ardent
defenders do not hesitate to call ‘Anarchy.’”30 Whereas Nihilism is a question of
truth, “Anarchism is a question of order — the question of what kind of order is
possible without truth.... Nihilism is the means, Anarchism the end.”31
Eugene wrote that, in the Marxist myth, “the Nihilist State... is to ‘wither
away,’ leaving a world-order that is to be unique in human history, and which it
would be no exaggeration to call the millennium.” The revolutionary dream of
this “Anarchist Millennium” is an “apocalyptic” dream, a strange inversion of
the Christian hope in Heaven. It is “the vision of the reign of Antichrist, the
satanic imitation of the Kingdom of God.” If Nihilists see the Revolutionary goal
“beyond Nihilism” as a reign of love, peace, and brotherhood, that is because
they have actually begun to live in the Revolutionary Kingdom and to see
everything as Satan sees it, as the contrary of what it is in the eyes of God.32
IN Parts One and Two, Eugene had planned to discuss the modern ideas
that had begun to change people under their influence. In Part Three he had
wished to describe the organization and systematization of these ideas, which
required a new conception of order (Anarchism) based on a new conception of
truth (Nihilism). In Part Four, he was to describe the “New Spirituality” that was
to flower on these foundations, causing people to accept them as naturally and
spontaneously as they once accepted Christian Truth. Although Eugene never
developed Part Four beyond the form of notes and outlines, many ideas from it
were incorporated fourteen years later into his book Orthodoxy and the Religion
of the Future. At the beginning of this part he intended to reveal the
philosophical origin of the “New Spirituality.” This he saw as a reorientation
stemming from the time of Immanuel Kant and German Idealism, in which
man’s mind replaces God as the center of the universe. Related to this
“psychocentric” view is another corollary of Kant’s philosophy: subjectivism,
the idea that “what I experience is all there is,” the systematization of the
worship of the self.
Both psychocentrism and subjectivism have led to what Eugene called the
“cult of experience.” When man, and not the God-man Jesus Christ, is regarded
as the center of existence, man becomes belittled and searches for momentary
“inspirations” which make him forget the pettiness of being human in the new
sense. The cult of “religious experience,” Eugene wrote, is “the substitute for the
true spiritual experience — and ultimate deification or salvation — of the
Christian.” Eugene wished to make clear “the abyss between these two
experiences: between self-centered experience that may be ‘obtained’ (by drugs,
hypnosis, or other ‘tampering’ with the mind; or by a legitimate aesthetic or
‘cosmic’ insight), a very special experience that may give man a glimpse of
other realities than the everyday... but remains powerless to transform the whole
man permanently, and in modern context indeed tends to make a person think he
is something very ‘special’ for having the experience, and so leads to further
ensnarement in self and illusion; between this partial experience which is not
‘religious’ in itself and may be demonic (modern man’s absence of doctrine
renders him totally blind to demons), and true spiritual experience, which is a
real encounter with the Divine... a living experience that is patient, suffering,
humble, reverent, trusting, an experience which is not necessarily ‘pleasant’ or
‘satisfying’ but may cause great sorrow and hardship, an experience which ends
not in itself but in Heaven....
“The negation of Christ by modern men is precisely this rejection of true
spiritual experience, which is concrete and full of suffering; by making Him into
a ‘symbol’ or ‘embodiment’ of some abstract principle, one can put Him into
one’s mind and call Him out to ‘experience’ Him at one’s pleasure.... And all of
this leads to the root of the whole modern aberration: the retreat of man into his
mind, away from reality, into the prison of his own illusions.”
Eugene further noted that occultism and “psychic” philosophy, which had
formerly been the interest of fringe movements, were now finding their way into
more conventional channels. He discussed neo-theosophical cults that claimed to
have contact with highly “evolved” wise men on other planets, and he
commented on their similarity to modern scientists who attempt to send and
receive radio messages from outer-space beings. “Scientific ‘psychic research,’”
he wrote, “will have to acknowledge the reality of ‘spirit communication,’ for
they are actual phenomena; cannot the same forces that produce them produce
phenomena of radio communication? If they do, modern man cannot but
‘believe’ in them, for they are ‘facts.’ These are possibilities ... which open the
way to an invasion of demons which will make all the ‘irrational’ phenomena of
our century appear as child’s play.”
MANY would-be prophets, observing the spiritual receptivity of modern
man, have foreseen a coming “Age of Spirit.” This age, being actually the time
of the “New Christianity” and the reign of Antichrist, was to be discussed in Part
Five, the last section of Eugene’s book. Eugene noted how a new imminent unity
was being sought to replace the unity of God and His creation in the “old view.”
This new unity, he said, appears in many guises: the world-state, ecumenism, the
“transcendent unity of religions,” etc.—all inheritors of the “universalism” of the
Enlightenment. It is seen in evolutionism, including that of the Roman Catholic
thinker Teilhard de Chardin, who predicted the absorption of highly “evolved”
beings into one cosmic mind. Even more alarmingly, Eugene saw it in the
contemporary Roman Church itself. He perceived the emerging “New
Christianity” as a kind of “Religion of Humanity,” which watered down the
traditional Christian confession of absolute truth in order to unite mankind under
the banner of earthly “brotherhood.”
The this-worldly religion of Antichrist, Eugene noted, will be a whole and
unified pseudo-tradition. The new “unity” will superimpose itself upon the
collectivist order of the Communist state. Room will be made not only for man’s
economic and social needs, which Communism aims to satisfy, but also for his
personal and spiritual needs. The age of Communism, having fulfilled its
purpose, will end, and this will correspond to the promised “withering away of
the state” of Communist doctrine.
Eugene explained why the reign of Antichrist must have a pseudo-spiritual
dimension. Once the promised “peace” and security have been given to man,
they will no longer be capable of inspiring idealism and will be seen for what
they are: conditions or means, and not as ends. Recalling the Lord’s words “Man
shall not live by bread alone,” Eugene asked: “After the problem of this-worldly
organization, of government and ‘bread,’ is solved — then what? The question,
perhaps, is really: what kind of circuses will the new world provide for the
people who have enough bread? This is not merely a question of ‘amusement’; it
will be a question of life and death for the new governments, for if they do not
provide relatively harmless circuses, the people will devise their own, which will
more often than not not be harmless. Dostoyevsky spoke of this a century ago —
the people, when given all they need to be ‘happy,’ will precisely then turn on
themselves and their world in a frenzy of dissatisfaction. For the hunger of man
cannot be satisfied by worldly bread; man must have otherworldly bread — or a
clever substitute.”
It was the necessity of this clever substitute that led Eugene to foresee what
he previously referred to as “the age of magic.” This is the goal of utopian
idealism as well as occult prophecies: the age of abundance and marvels when
the pseudo-religion of Antichrist will be validated and made attractive by
miracles and signs. Eugene wrote that “the infinite ‘curiosity,’ as well as the
spiritual hunger of men, will alike demand a magical universe to serve as
surrogate for their impoverished intellectual and spiritual needs.... Magic alone
can keep people ‘happy’ who have everything worldly.”
In reviewing his observations, Eugene wrote that “the modern world is
unique only in the extent of its satanic deceptiveness and its nearness to the reign
of Antichrist which it is preparing.” As for the “last Christians” living in the
modern age, they “can only give the testimony of their Truth to the world, even
to the martyrdom that the world will have to exact from them, placing their hope
in the Kingdom that is ‘not of this world,’ that Kingdom whose full glory cannot
even be suspected by men living in the world, the Kingdom that shall have no
end.”
It was with this subject — the Kingdom of Heaven which will remain when
the Kingdom of Man has passed into oblivion — that Eugene planned to
conclude his book.
IN the decades since Eugene wrote the material for The Kingdom of Man
and the Kingdom of God, the trends and movements that he discussed have
grown in proportion, and the Nihilistic ideas that underlie them have continued
to be played out in human history. In 2002 a renowned cultural commentator of
our times, Phillip E. Johnson,[b] acknowledged the astuteness and accuracy of
the observations made by Eugene in the early 1960s: “I recall that when I first
read Nihilism [c] several years ago, knowing nothing else about Fr. Seraphim, I
thought it was fascinating but extreme, even wild. For a long time I believed that
modernist rationalism needed only to be fixed, that with some adjustment it
could be set on the right path. Further reading and recent experience have taught
me that the situation is much worse than that, and what at first seemed wild to
me now seems like sober good sense.”33
The observer of today’s culture is continually struck by news of events
which corroborate Eugene’s diagnosis of modern Nihilism. The senseless, in
comprehensible crimes of which Eugene wrote — especially those committed by
juveniles — have steadily grown both in scale and in number during the last few
decades, to such an extent that public schools are no longer generally regarded as
safe places for children. While today’s psychiatrists attempt to find
abnormalities of the brain that could induce children to commit such crimes,
Eugene diagnosed the deeper cause many years before: the spiritual vacuum of a
Nihilistic society that has “abandoned God, Revealed Truth, and the morality
and conscience dependent upon that Truth.”34
In 1973, twelve years after Eugene wrote of the Nihilist dream of the “new
earth” — a world without “love or reverence,” of “total planning” and “alarming
insensitivity” — the United States Supreme Court legalized abortion, and since
that time over forty million unborn children have been killed in this country for
very “practical” reasons. The distribution to scientists of fetal body parts from
these abortions has now become a multi-million-dollar industry.
The “ultimate in experimentation,” which Eugene wrote about at the dawn
of the 1960s, revealed itself shockingly in the course of that decade. Most of all,
it was evident in the popular youth movements, and was heard in the popular
music which, as Eugene anticipated, was to take on an “increasingly primitive
and savage character.”35 Interestingly, the youth movements of the 1960s and
beyond have tended to correspond to Eugene’s description of the four stages of
Nihilism. The optimistic hippie movement of the sixties and early seventies was
an example of Vitalism acting against dead Liberalism and dry Realism, while in
the decades that followed this movement gave way to manifestations of the
Nihilism of Destruction in a now far more fragmented youth culture: pessimistic,
anarchistic, and satanic elements, revealed especially in such “music” as death
metal, black metal, thrash metal, punk, goth, grunge, and rap. Further, the
contemporary youth trends, which have raised up people like the blasphemous
“Madonna” as cultural heroes, provide clear evidence for Eugene’s conclusion
that Godless humanism must inevitably revert to subhumanism. In the dazzling,
artificial image of man which today’s media propagates and to which young
people aspire, one sees the fulfillment of a statement made by Eugene in 1961:
“The subhumanist superman is a striking figure — empty, mediocre, but
‘colorful’ to men who know and can conceive of nothing better.”
A year earlier, in August 1960, Eugene wrote: “Modern man, in his self-
love, wishes to explore every possibility open to the self — and that is why he
must descend ever deeper into the mire, to find some filth that no one has wanted
to explore before. All the lowest possibilities of man are to be explored in this
age, the dregs must be exhumed and eaten....” Yet lower levels have been
reached in the years following 1960. More significantly, this vileness no longer
is reserved for fringe groups of decadents and “aware” artists, but is openly
promoted for mass consumption. It is seen in the images of human torture,
mutilation, and slaughter that are presented for popular entertainment (reminding
one of the “harmless circuses” which Eugene said must be devised lest
physically harmful ones come into being), and in the misuse and exploitation of
human sexuality in practically every way imaginable.
The “sexual revolution” of the 1960s played out what Eugene had written
about sex at the very beginning of that decade. Having himself emerged out of
the sexual immorality that was on the rise in the free world, Eugene could well
discern its meaning and its enslaving power. In notes for his book he wrote: “In
the ‘free world’ a great exploitive force is that of ‘sex.’ It seems to be today a
vast, impersonal power that holds men in its jaws, leading them on not only to
reproduce their kind but — thanks to the many devices for ‘exploiting’ this
power more efficiently — to indulge this impersonal force for its own sake.
Some may object that ‘sex’ is indeed a very ‘personal’ thing, but nothing could
be further from the truth. Like all other human impulses, the sexual instinct may
be subordinated to the power of personality and attain its proper place as an
expression of married, chaste love; but only the most naive romanticist could
affirm that such is the ‘sex’ that is exalted today. Sex as pleasure, as an
expression of man’s freedom to do what he pleases: this is what it means to
contemporary man. Marriage, banished from the Church, has become a mere
license for sexual activity; sex has become the basis of marriage, another case of
the ‘lower’ usurping the role of the higher. The easy divorce laws make of
marriage as practiced by most moderns merely a kind of legalized promiscuity.
“Promiscuity is indeed the rule. Sex is good, wholesome, free, say the
moderns, use it freely with whomever you please. This attitude is revealed in the
face of contemporary man: that blank, greedy, faceless, totally outward face,
hungry for ‘experience’ of any sort, ready to exploit — let us not deny the
evidence of those horrible faces — who devour anyone and everyone with whom
they come in contact. How different, how utterly foreign and incomprehensible
to contemporary man, is the face of the Christian ascetic, who by striving to
master instead of indulge his passions reveals an inwardness undreamed of by
the moderns. These moderns think they are being ‘realistic’ when they frankly
admit their slavery to sexual impulses; well, of course, they are being ‘realistic’
since such slavery is indeed true of weak men, men who will not strive for
anything higher than the obvious — but they are surely indulging in the wildest
fancies when they think that by doing this they become ‘free.’ ‘Sexual freedom’:
this coupling of words that represent totally incompatible realities (since ‘sex’ as
practiced today is slavery) is but another instance of that modern incompetence
to do anything but follow one’s passions and accept whatever vulgar slogan
justifies this aim.”
It hardly needs be said how relevant this diagnosis has become in the years
since Eugene wrote it. Today, the sole context of sexual activity blessed by God
— which, as Eugene affirmed, is marriage — has come increasingly under
attack. Nearly forty percent of the babies born in the United States are now born
out of wedlock; “living together” before marriage has become the norm;
homosexual activity has become accepted as a “lifestyle” rather than a sin;
families are being redefined to include any combination of consensual sexual
partners; and in general the attitude of sex “with whomever you please” has
become the rule much more than it was in 1960. The devastated lives of
children, an increasing number of whom are now being kept on prescription
drugs to keep them under control, are the tragic fruit of this abandonment of the
true meaning of marriage.
In the realm of “spirituality,” the currents that Eugene wrote about have
also gathered momentum. The “charismatic movement” that mushroomed in the
sixties and seventies showed all the signs of the “New Spirituality” and “New
Christianity” he had mentioned; and he was to examine this movement in his
later book Orthodoxy and the Religion of the Future. The “New Age”
movement, an infantile stage of the “age of magic,” has become a circus for
affluent Americans for whom the “question of bread” has been solved. Its many
faces — including pseudo-Christian ones such as the “creation-centered
spirituality” of Matthew Fox, the gnostic “Christianity” of Elaine Pagels, and the
“Christ consciousness” message of Oprah Winfrey — corroborate Eugene’s
statement that the “new spirituality” of Antichrist will believe in “a world that is,
like man, basically ‘innocent’ and unaffected by any kind of ‘fall.’”
Today’s New Age movement is built upon the corollaries of Nihilism that
Eugene described: the concept of the inauguration of an entirely new kind of
time, and the idea of the transformation of man into a god. Often the human-
transformation concept is cloaked in terms of “God-realization,” or of an ape-to-
man-to-god “spiritual evolution” that mirrors its naturalistic Darwinian
counterpart. One of the latest catchwords in New Age circles is precisely
“transformation” — a word that resonates with the vague longing of the “new
man.” As Eugene explained forty years ago: “Just as nothingness, the god of
Nihilism, is but an emptiness and expectancy looking to fulfillment in the
revelation of some ‘new god,’ so too the ‘new man,’ whom Nihilism has
deshaped, reduced, and left without character, without faith, without orientation
— this ‘new man’... has become ‘mobile’ and ‘flexible,’ ‘open’ and ‘receptive,’
he is passive material awaiting some new discovery or revelation or command
that is to remold him finally into his definitive shape.”36
Also in the realm of spirituality, the “rootless eclecticism” that Eugene
described has taken many forms in the last several decades. In the 1980s and
early 1990s its most popular spokesman in America was the late Joseph
Campbell; today it is Ken Wilber.[d] Their theories of “comparative mythology”
and “integral practice” sound impressive to those who are themselves without
roots, but their dilettantism is easily discerned by those who are truly grounded
in traditional culture and religion.
In the political sphere, one wonders whether the collapse of the Iron Curtain
and Communist power in Russia and Eastern Europe corresponds to the
“withering away of the Nihilist state” described by Eugene, after which there is
to be a “world-order unique in human history.” Communism has done its job: it
has effectively destroyed the Old Order. Now there can be an “opening up” to
make way for the next stage of the Nihilist program, directed by internationalist
forces. As Eugene wrote, the final epoch will not, after all, be characterized by
national disputes and the Communist stifling of man’s spiritual needs, but by a
superficial world unity and a fulfilling of these needs by means of clever
substitutes.
Precisely three decades before the collapse of the Soviet Union, Eugene
wrote the following words, sobering in their prophetic import: “Violence and
negation are, to be sure, a preliminary work; but this work is only part of a much
larger plan whose end promises to be, not something better, but something
incomparably worse than the age of Nihilism. If in our own times there are signs
that the era of violence and negation is passing, this is by no means because
Nihilism is being ‘overcome’ or ‘outgrown,’ but because its work is all but
completed and its usefulness is at an end. The Revolution, perhaps, begins to
move out of its malevolent phase and into a more ‘benevolent’ one — not
because it has changed its will or its direction, but because it is nearing the
attainment of the ultimate goal which it has never ceased to pursue; fat with its
success, it can prepare to relax in the enjoyment of this goal.”37
In 1989, during the era of glasnost and perestroika immediately preceding
the fall of the Soviet Union, General Secretary of the Communist Party Mikhail
Gorbachev made a revelatory statement that chillingly echoed Eugene’s
prediction from the early 1960s. “Having embarked upon the road of radical
reform,” Gorbachev said, “the Socialist countries are crossing the line beyond
which there is no return to the past. Nevertheless, it is wrong to insist, as many
in the West do, that this is the collapse of Socialism. On the contrary, it means
that the Socialist process in the world will pursue its further development in a
multiplicity of forms. Let us leave it to experts in anti-Communist propaganda to
rejoice in the ‘triumph of capitalism’ in the Cold War.”38 Indeed, many forces in
the world today — from international political organizations, banks, and
corporations to the New Age movement and a host of special interest groups —
are working toward the common goal of a “world-order unique in human
history,” quite distinct from the Old Order of the traditional Christian
worldview. At the same time Gorbachev was presaging the furtherance of
International Socialism “in a multiplicity of forms,” he was calling for “a new
era, a new age” to replace Cold War antagonism — a “New World Order,
relying on the relevant mechanisms of the United Nations.”39 And as these
pronouncements were being made by the head of the soon-to-be-dissolved
Soviet Union, virtually identical statements about a “New World Order” were
coming from the President of the United States and from heads of state in
Western Europe.
In The Kingdom of Man and the Kingdom of God Eugene had written: “The
last hope for modern man is in fact but another of his illusions; the hope for a
new age ‘beyond Nihilism’ is itself an expression of the last item in the program
of the Revolution. It is by no means Marxism alone that promotes this program.
There is no major power today whose government is not ‘revolutionary,’ no one
in a position of authority or influence whose criticism of Marxism goes beyond
the proposal of better means to an end that is equally ‘revolutionary’; to disown
the ideology of the Revolution in the contemporary ‘intellectual climate’ would
be, quite clearly, to condemn oneself to political powerlessness....
“The Nihilist disease is apparently to be left to ‘develop’ to its very end; the
goal of the Revolution, originally the hallucination of a few fevered minds, has
now become the goal of humanity itself. Men have become weary; the Kingdom
of God is too distant, the Orthodox Christian way is too narrow and arduous. The
Revolution has captured the ‘spirit of the age,’ and to go against this powerful
current is more than modern men can do, for it requires precisely the two things
most thoroughly annihilated by Nihilism: Truth and faith.”40
He who has not the spirit of his age, of his age has all the misery.
—Voltaire
A T the time he was working on The Kingdom of Man and the Kingdom of
God, Eugene wrote a separate essay entitled “The Philosophy of the
Absurd,”2 in which he explored one of the cultural outcomes of the modern
abandonment of Truth. He stated that “nothing in the world — not love, not
goodness, not sanctity — is of any value, or indeed has any meaning, if man
does not survive death.” With the loss of meaning arising from loss of faith in
God and the immortality of the human soul, there is no longer any center to hold
things together. It is only natural that many modern artists and thinkers have
come to depict the world as absurd and man as empty and dehumanized.
“Absurdism,” Eugene wrote, “is, one might say, the last state in the dialectical
process of humanism away from Christian truth.... The fact that the world fails to
make sense could only occur to men who have once believed, and have good
reason to believe, that it does make sense. Absurdism cannot be understood apart
from its Christian origins.
“Christianity is, supremely, coherence, for the Christian God has ordered
everything in the universe, both with regard to everything else and with regard to
Himself, Who is the beginning and end of all creation; and the Christian whose
faith is genuine finds this Divine coherence in every aspect of his life and
thought. For the absurdist, everything falls apart, including his own philosophy,
which can only be a short-lived phenomenon; for the Christian, everything holds
together and is coherent, including those things which in themselves are
incoherent. The incoherence of the absurd is, in the end, part of a larger
coherence.... Never has such disorder reigned in the heart of man and in the
world as today; but this is precisely because man has fallen away from a truth
and a coherence that have been revealed in their fullness only in Christ.”
Eugene believed that the artists of the absurd do “express a partial insight”
in that they agonizingly show existence without God to be a kind of living hell.
Many truth-seekers have arrived, as did Eugene himself, at this point of
disillusionment in the course of their search; and it was for this reason that
Eugene felt more sympathy for the absurdist than for the happy humanist who
cannot face the logical end of his philosophy. To remain at this point, however,
is deadly; for, as Eugene indicated, “there is no annihilation, and there is no
incoherence, all nihilism and absurdism are in vain. The flames of hell are the
last and awful proof of this: every creature testifies, with or against his will, to
the ultimate coherence of things. For this coherence is the love of God, and this
love is found even in the flames of hell; it is in fact the love of God itself which
torments those who refuse it.”3
OTHER important ideas which came out of Eugene during this period are
found in his seventy-two-page philosophical journal, which dates from July 30,
1960 to April 3, 1962. Here he spoke of true art as a reflection of the artist’s
relationship to ultimate reality; of the twentieth century as the “age of
superstition”; of the Beast of the Apocalypse as the apotheosis of self-love, in
whom everyone will worship himself; of the Olympic Games as another means
of unifying the world on an external basis; of Hitler’s National Socialism as a
product of, rather than a reaction to, the modern Revolution; of the parable of the
Prodigal Son as an instructive parallel to the modern age; of Judas as the first
“modern man.” He also wrote further on the use of sexuality as an “impersonal
force” by which to govern man: “Just as modern man has been made into a
‘political animal,’ so has he been ‘sexualized’—brought to an awareness of and
preoccupation with sex that is proving to be another disintegrating force upon
him. And so we await the ‘leader’ who can channel this newly loosed energy,
just as Hitler did.”4
In August of 1960, while sitting on the shores of Bon Tempe Lake, Eugene
made this entry in his journal:
“How marvelously quiet — only the sounds of a few water birds, and a few
land birds behind me. High up, beyond the far end of the gently rippling lake, the
Mountain. The Spirit of God is here — but there is no pantheistic confusion of
Him with nature. The marvelous scene before me may be obliterated in the
twinkling of an eye, and it would be as if it had not been. Indeed, is it not the
Christian teaching?—rejoice in these things today, and fear God in them now;
take no thought for tomorrow, for tomorrow — the Apocalypse.”5
In this description of nature, one may note the flavor of ancient Chinese
texts. Even Eugene’s reflection on the fleetingness of material things is
characteristically Chinese, though he articulated it according to Christian
teaching. But beyond this, this short passage is a succinct statement of how he
viewed reality. It was not of course the created world that he hated, but rather
what modern man has made of it by worshipping himself instead of God. “It is
not the world that is irrational, but man,” he had written in his treatment of
absurdism.[a] And yet, even amidst the evils of the modern age, he sought to find
goodness. In his journal he reflected: “Evil can never even exist except beside
the good. If ours were a totally evil age there would be no exit from it, and the
pessimists of the age would be right. But we believe in the creation of the
Christian God, not the Manichean demiurge, and so we must believe that, while
the modern age is primarily a manifestation of evil, it is at the same time and in a
much less obvious way, a manifestation of Good. It is not ‘good’ in the shallow
sense of the ‘enlightened’ thinkers of the age, who never penetrate beyond the
obvious (and what better example is there of spiritual blindness than this — to
accept only what the ‘age’ gives one, to be a slave of history), but it is Good in a
mystical sense that may only be penetrated by those who are able first to suffer
in intense form its great evil.” To seek the inner meaning of the modern age, he
said, is to seek “not only what it reveals to us of man’s weakness, but even more
what it reveals to us of God’s greatness and His incomprehensible love. Let petty
minds tremble at this paradox, but let us Christians seek to experience its
meaning, insofar as we are able.”6
In the passage written on the shore of Bon Tempe Lake, Eugene expressed
his profound love of nature, a love that remained with him throughout his life.
He believed that “only he who loves God can love the creation which comes
from God. To love creation (or anything, for that matter) one must love it as it
truly is; and since creation comes from God, one can only love it as from God
and cannot help loving God thereby as well.”[b] At the same time, however,
Eugene actually felt “guilty” about enjoying nature too much. This feeling was
born of his fundamentally ascetic worldview, from which his entire philosophy
was also derived. No matter how beautiful was God’s creation, it was subject to
corruption. It would one day pass away, while Eugene himself would not;
ultimately he was not meant for it. God’s creation was indeed good, but it was
not perfect. “If it were perfect,” he observed, “men would be satisfied with it
alone and not be led by its ‘broken’ character to what must be above it.”7
THIS period of bitter repudiation of the world was, perhaps, necessary for
Eugene’s spiritual and philosophical development. Years later, when he had shed
his anger and bitterness, he would smile at the mention of some of the writings
he produced during this period, and would say he was a “crazy convert” then.
And yet these writings possess a striking intensity, a youthful ardor that comes to
a man only once in life. The writings produced by Eugene in subsequent years
were different in tone, and possessed a more commanding vision of the Good
that was to counteract the evil of the present age, but in many of their essential
points they mirrored his early Christian writings.
If Eugene’s negation of the spirit of Antichrist in the world was a stage in
the process of his spiritual growth, what lay beyond it? He was not content with
just possessing the Orthodox revelation of Truth, nor even with sitting in
isolation and writing critiques of modern society. His love and zeal for Truth
demanded that he do more. His friend Jon, who had introduced him to
Orthodoxy, had already been received into the Church. Recently Jon had even
seen the publication of a book he had written, The Transfigured Cosmos: one of
the first introductory books on Orthodox spirituality to appear in the English
language.17 To Eugene, however, Jon’s involvement in the Orthodox Church
seemed too abstract, based too much in the appreciation of Orthodoxy’s
intellectual profundity and outward splendor. Eugene, who believed that one of
the diseases of modern civilization was the “worship of ideas,” was determined
that the Truth enter practically into the whole of his life. Orthodoxy demands
death to oneself. Jon could not attain to this; but Eugene, who had already died
to the world, wanted to die for the Truth. Just being an outward member of the
Orthodox Church would not, he felt, satisfy his thirst for otherworldliness. He
longed to enter into the Church’s very heart.
Eugene needed two things: first, someone who came from within the
Church’s heart to bring him into it; and secondly, a means of devoting his life to
it. He was lost on both counts. He had not yet become close to a living contact
with Orthodox tradition, to a Christian equivalent of Gi-ming Shien. And the
thought of one day serving the Church in one of its paid positions filled him with
apprehension, first of all because of his feeling of unworthiness, and secondly
because he feared to take the Church for granted and thus lose the heavenly
image he had of her.
Eugene was pained at heart. He yearned as always for the Kingdom of
Heaven, but he knew he had not fulfilled his designation on earth. As he
continued to endure the tension this caused within him, a crisis occurred that
made his predicament more immediate. In 1961 he fell ill with an intestinal
disorder which caused him tremendous pain. At the time he decided to keep this
to himself, to suffer in silence. He did, however, write down in his journal these
poignant thoughts on his suffering:
“Why do men learn through pain and suffering, and not through pleasure
and happiness? Very simply, because pleasure and happiness accustom one to
satisfaction with the things given in this world, whereas pain and suffering drive
one to seek a more profound happiness beyond the limitations of this world. I am
at this moment in some pain, and I call on the Name of Jesus — not necessarily
to relieve the pain, but that Jesus, in Whom alone we may transcend this world,
may be with me during it, and His will be done in me. But in pleasure I do not
call on Him; I am content then with what I have, and I think I need no more. And
why is a philosophy of pleasure untenable?—because pleasure is impermanent
and unreliable, and pain is inevitable. In pain and suffering Christ speaks to us,
and thus God is kind to give them to us; yes, and evil too — for in all of these
we glimpse something of what must lie beyond, if there really exists what our
hearts most deeply desire.
“But how doubtful would all these speculations be, how founded on nothing
but human fancy, had not Christ come to show us, who else were blind.”18
Perhaps out of his dislike for modern doctors and hospitals, Eugene did not
go to a doctor. Instead he checked his unusual symptoms in medical books, and
concluded that he was suffering from a fatal malady. Whether his self-diagnosis
was accurate we cannot say; but, as Alison has observed, “Eugene was not a
hypochondriac. He did not imagine things.”
Whatever the case may have been, he later affirmed that, at the time, he was
convinced he was dying. He thought he should trust in the justice of God and
accept his ailment as a punishment for the sins he had renounced, knowing that
the wages of sin is death (Rom. 6:23). But he could not keep resistance from
rising within him. Something, he felt, was wrong; something was missing. Could
God have fated him to die already, before giving him a chance to justify his
existence? Once, when he was writing philosophical reflections in his journal
and was tormented at the same time by physical pain, he was overcome by
faintheartedness. The old rebel within him came out unbidden, and he began to
rage, albeit indirectly, at a seemingly unjust God, only to break down in the end
in contrition:
“Do we weary of life and long for rest, faintly cursing the world and
whoever it was that brought us into it for leaving us in a vacuum of boredom
when we are not in pain?—again we do this out of hatred of God and out of
unwillingness to be fully human — man in the image of God. In everything we
do, we curse or we bless God, this unfathomable Father who, it seems, never
tells us what He wants of us, withdraws when we beg Him to speak, smites us
with plague when we advance in righteousness and love, and lets the world go
on its way with no sign that He is watching or cares — and these lines, too, are
written out of hatred and blindness. God, have mercy!”19
Toward the end of 1961, Eugene visited an art store in San Francisco. As he
paused to look at a selection of postcards on a rotating rack, his eyes fell upon a
photograph of an old Serbian icon of the Mother of God.[d] He started to pray,
but again could not hold back the storm raging inside him. It was the kind of
anger born out of confusion, of straining but not being able to see what lies
ahead. He tore his heart before the Mother of God, revealing to her the desperate
state of his soul. “You gave birth to Him Who gave me life,” he prayed, “to Him
Who came to earth so that having, acquiring, consuming Him, we can go to
heaven. Make sense out of my life. I still have talents — let them not be wasted.
Grant me to enter your Son’s Church, His saving enclosure, into the heart of
hearts. Grant me to serve your Son!”
In his desperation he spun the postcard rack around and quickly left the
store.20
PART III
Eugene with his cat, “Alexander.” San Francisco, early 1960s.
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A Revelation of Orthodoxy in the New
World
Knock, and it shall be opened unto you.
—Matthew 7:7
E UGENE’S prayer for a way to serve God had not gone unheard. Only a few
days later it would be answered by the arrival of one who was at that time
praying for the very same thing. Eugene had never met this person, a young
Russian man six months older than himself, named Gleb Dimitrievich
Podmoshensky. It was known only to the Lord, to Whom they both prayed, that
the paths of their lives would soon be bound together.
Gleb came from a background much different from that of Eugene. Since
he was of Russian descent, the outward circumstances of his life afforded him
both more hardships and more access to the ancient Orthodox worldview. Unlike
Eugene, he had been able to discover his Orthodox roots within the culture of his
immediate ancestors, and thus he had already received a rich spiritual formation.
Gleb was twenty-eight years old when he met Eugene. He was about six
feet tall, with brown hair and a thin beard. His almond-shaped eyes, slanting
forehead and high cheekbones bespoke Asiatic ancestry: Mongol blood mixed in
with the Russian. He had big bones and strong hands. Extroverted and creative,
he was one to take charge of situations. He had a magnetic personality and could
captivate listeners with his gift of storytelling. From his mother’s family, which
had worked in the theater and ballet, he had inherited a definite flair for the
dramatic, with a tendency to humorous exaggeration reminiscent of Dickens. By
temperament he was an artist, and he looked at life as such. Largely working on
artistic impulses, he was often impatient, unpredictable, and erratic. He was
extremely energetic, and was seldom seen not going at full throttle. Partly
through the influence of his spiritual preceptor, Fr. Adrian (of whom more will
be said later), he had developed an uncanny insight into human nature. At times
he would come up with a diagnosis of a person which, though no one else would
have thought in the same terms, would ultimately prove to be true.
Seminarian Gleb Podmoshensky in the church of Holy Trinity Monastery/ Seminary, 1959.
Gleb was a man moved by big ideas, of the stuff that “starving artists” are
made of. In this respect he was of the same stamp as Eugene, despite all the
obvious differences in their personalities. Since his discovery of the riches of the
Orthodox Faith and his subsequent conversion, Gleb had become a caring,
giving person who took personal interest in alleviating the plight of others. It
was for this reason, perhaps, that God chose him to help Eugene break out of his
shell of bitterness and isolation, and unlock the kind and caring heart that lay
within. But there was another reason why Gleb’s entrance into Eugene’s life
would be seen to be Providential: Gleb possessed a special talent for infusing
others with his big ideas, inspiring them to serve God. This ability had been
evidenced during his years as a seminarian at Holy Trinity Monastery in
Jordanville, New York, where he had helped set several young pilgrims on a
path of lifelong service to the Church.
In 1961 Gleb visited San Francisco. Having recently graduated from the
seminary at Holy Trinity Monastery, he was on a long missionary pilgrimage
that had already taken him to Alaska and Canada; and California was his last
stop before he returned to the monastery and eventually to his home in Boston.
He had funded this trip by giving slide shows for various Orthodox parishes on
the subject of monasticism in America today. When he was in San Francisco,
news of his shows spread among the Russian community there, and he was
asked to give presentations in the city’s churches. “Thus it was,” Gleb recalls,
“that I met Mrs. Maria Shakhmatova, the former matroness of the St. Tikhon of
Zadonsk Orphanage in San Francisco, which had been founded by one of the
greatest Orthodox ascetics of modern times, Archbishop John Maximovitch. She
greeted me with joy, as if she had known me for years. At once she began to
insist that I meet one of her former orphans, who had definite religious
inclinations and whom, she said, I should help to go to a seminary. Shortly
thereafter I met this young man, Vladimir Tenkevitch, and we became friends.
He was younger than myself and full of ideas new to me: he wanted to be a
missionary to Norway and go to the Moscow Theological Academy. He was
aware of the need of missionary work among Americans, and wanted me to meet
one of these Americans. I agreed to go a day or so later, after the Liturgy of the
Feast of the Entrance of the Most Holy Mother of God into the Temple.
“That day [November 21/December 4][a] I received Holy Communion in
the Fulton Street Cathedral,[b] and we walked quite a distance downtown to
Sutter Street. The day was sunny and, as was usual for San Francisco, cold and
windy. We were to visit a Berkeley university student who had given up a
brilliant career in the Sinology Department in order to write a book on the
philosophy of nihilism, and who was supporting himself by washing dishes in a
restaurant just to be left alone by the academic world which he abhorred.”
Eugene’s apartment was on the first floor. Vladimir and Gleb knocked on
the window. Seeing that the door was already open, they walked right in. They
entered a large room, fairly dark. Part of one wall was covered with icons,
illumined by a suspended vigil lamp. In front of these icons stood Eugene,
wearing a green sweater, holding a pipe, and looking very much the reserved,
gentlemanly intellectual. He bowed respectfully to his guests. As he later
admitted, he felt he had somehow seen Gleb before.
Suddenly Gleb exclaimed, according to his “apostolic” custom, “Peace be
to this house!”
Eugene looked at him inquisitively and rather cautiously.
“Where’s the plug?” Gleb added.
“I beg your pardon?” responded Eugene. Noticing the slide projector which
Gleb was carrying and which, as a rule, always accompanied him in his travels,
Eugene pointed to an electrical outlet on the nearest wall. Immediately Gleb
plugged in his slide projector and began to shoot on the wall a series of slides,
many of which he had taken himself. The show was entitled “Holy Places in
America.”
Before Eugene’s amazed expression, Gleb recalls, “a new world of
Apostolic Orthodoxy revealed itself. Color icons and portraits of saints and
righteous ones of America; scenes of Blessed Fr. Herman’s Spruce Island in
Alaska; renewed miracle-working icons that had been brought to America from
Shanghai; abbesses and schemamonks in America;[c] Canadian sketes; Holy
Trinity Monastery and New Diveyevo Convent in New York, which brought the
tradition of the Optina Elders to America, and so on. I gave a brief explanation
of the slides, and of the phenomenon of the martyrdom of Holy Russia. Finally I
told of the martyric fate of my father and its consequences, which had brought
about my conversion to Christ and had eventually brought me here.
“The lecture was finished. My host, Eugene Rose, the future Fr. Seraphim,
drawing in his breath, said, ‘What a revelation!’”
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Holy Russia in America
In the conditions of emigration, when the Russian people, confused in
the midst of foreign conditions of life and non-Orthodoxy, were caught
in the whirlpool of fate, the Lord helped us to establish... the Orthodox
way of life, a church atmosphere of the quietness of Christ and of
godliness; to establish Holy Russia in a foreign land.
—Fr. Adrian Rymarenko of New Diveyevo Convent, Spring Valley,
New York1
E UGENE’S first meeting with Gleb was indeed a catalyst in his life. In a letter
written less than a year afterward, Eugene stated: “For myself, my own
faith grew rather gradually, as a more or less ‘existential thing,’ until the
stunning experience of meeting a Christian (a young Russian [man]) for whom
nothing mattered but the Kingdom of the world to come.”2
Let us now go back and trace the personal history of Gleb, whose ideas and
inspirations were soon to help chart the course of Eugene’s life. In giving Gleb’s
background, we will also be introducing the setting that Eugene was about to
enter: a realm that Gleb, following his spiritual preceptors, called “Holy Russia
in America.”
The first thirteen years of Gleb’s life were spent in Europe. Before he had
come into the world, his parents had fled from Russia to Latvia to escape
Communism. He was born in the city of Riga on March 26, 1934, and as an
infant was baptized into the Orthodox Church. Soon the tentacles of
Communism spread into Latvia as well. When Gleb was only six years old, his
father Dimitry was arrested and sent to the terrible Vorkuta concentration camp
in Russia, located thirty miles north of the Arctic Circle, in order to labor as a
slave in the coal mines. The shock of suddenly losing his father affected Gleb
profoundly. He would pray with all his heart, especially around Christmastime,
for God to return his father to him, but his father never came. It was not until
fifty years later that he learned for certain that his father had died in the camps.[a]
Gleb and his sister Ija were raised solely by their mother Nina. Nina was
descended from two families of artists in Russia: her paternal uncle was Michael
Fokine, one of the greatest choreographers of all time, and her maternal uncle
was Pavel Filonov, founder of Russian abstract art. From her, Gleb acquired a
love for classical arts of all kinds, and a sensitivity to refined beauty.
During World War II, Gleb was evacuated with his sister and mother to
Germany, where they lived in poverty and uncertainty in refugee camps. In 1949
they were able to immigrate to America, where life continued to be fraught with
troubles. Gleb’s mother became ill; and the seventeen-year-old Gleb, while
attending the High School of Music and Art in New York City, had to work hard
in order to support her together with his younger sister, who suffered from
epilepsy.
While attending college in Boston, Gleb, like Eugene, entered a period of
desperate soul-searching. His mother, being of the Russian intelligentsia, had not
raised him in the Orthodox Church. Nearly all his life had been difficult, and
most difficult of all had been the absence of the strong hand of a father. He
looked at other people his age, who had fathers who provided for them,
protected them, cared for them, and guided them along life’s path, and he cursed
the fate that had deprived him of this. Now he had to know why he had to keep
struggling to support himself and his family. As he himself writes: “I had murder
in my heart; I was suicidal. My rebellion was not the popularized rich-boy
frustration of the 1950s beatnik, which was like what they said about Tolstoy:
‘going crazy on a full stomach.’ No, I was miserable because I had no answers to
my questions, and I took them dead seriously.... I wanted life, but I had to know
why. To live just because I was born, in order to aimlessly suffer and die? I did
not ask to be born! I did want to live; but I had already surpassed a state of such
despair when everything becomes unbearably hideous, allowing some infernal
energy of total indifference to take hold of one’s whole being, removing all
natural fear. This state might be called ‘the silent horror.’ Having experienced
this, I know what goes on with the suicidal young people of today. I was one of
them. I was eighteen/nineteen years old.”
Only the grace of God was able to deliver Gleb from such a state. While
standing on a bridge in Boston contemplating suicide, he was suddenly struck by
the memory of several color pictures of a Saint he had known about in
childhood, St. Sergius of Radonezh. This fourteenth-century Russian ascetic had
lived as man was intended to live: with God in the bosom of nature. The thought
whispered to Gleb: “Give it a chance; see if such a genuine life of purity, away
from the world and in unison with nature, is a reality. If it is not, and all is just a
daydreamer’s delusion, a fairy tale, an ‘opium of the people’—then take your
life....”
Then something else pulled Gleb back from the abyss. One evening around
Christmas, as he was dragging his cold, wet feet down Symphony Road in
Boston, a total stranger unexpectedly gave him a free ticket and led him into
Symphony Hall, where he attended a grand performance of Handel’s Messiah.
He wept for joy as the music, the magnificent Hallelujah chorus, spoke directly
to his soul. Through this work of high art and transcendent beauty he began to
perceive — not logically or rationally — that man is a spiritual being, and that
what he had been seeking all these years had been simply — God.
But it was not until Gleb made his first pilgrimage to the Holy Trinity
Russian Orthodox Monastery in Jordanville, New York, that everything made
sense to him. There for the first time he encountered the Faith of his fathers in its
full glory. Remembering how he arrived at the monastery church on the eve of
Palm Sunday, he writes: “As the doors opened for the Vigil of Christ’s Entry
into Jerusalem and I heard the magnificent, deafening double chorus, coming
antiphonally from both sides of the altar, I immediately recognized that same
glorious feeling of Handel’s Hallelujah, which I had been searching for in
churches and only now finally got hold of — and my heart was won! I was born
again to life in Christ.”
HOLY Trinity Monastery was the main spiritual center of the Russian
Orthodox Church Abroad. There Gleb was taken under the wing of the young
and energetic Hierodeacons[b] Vladimir Sukhobok. A short monk with bright
green eyes, Fr. Vladimir overflowed with joy and Christ-like love. Gleb recalls:
“After Compline in the evening, Fr. Vladimir said to me, ‘Let’s take a walk to
the cemetery.’ He was in klobuk[c] and mantle. He was absolutely jubilant, as if
he would be dancing if he could. He said, ‘You want to talk?’ I was actually
weighing him to know whether I could reveal to him the innermost part of my
soul. We started walking, and then he said, ‘Let me first tell you who I am, and
then you tell me who you are.’”
Fr. Vladimir of Jordanville (1922–88).
Fr. Vladimir unfolded his own story, which in some respects resembled
Gleb’s life. Born in the southern Russian province of Chernigov, Fr. Vladimir, at
the age of nineteen, had been conscripted by the occupying German forces
during World War II. In Soviet Russia his father had been an atheist and his
mother had refrained from telling her children about religion; but as the boy left
her, never to see her again, she told him, “Be aware: you’ve been baptized.” In
Germany he worked as an Ostarbeiter,[d] digging people out from under the
rubble after the American bombing of Berlin. It was there, in postwar Germany,
that the lonely youth encountered God for the first time. He was led to Fr.
Adrian Rymarenko, a Russian priest of indomitable faith who at that time had
formed a Christian community of forty to fifty lay people, mostly impoverished
Russian refugees, in the German town of Wendlingen. Fr. Adrian continually
imparted his own inspiration to others. It was through his influence that Fr.
Vladimir decided to become a monk, first in Germany and later in Jordanville.
“Fr. Vladimir’s narrative was long,” Gleb continues, “—about two hours.
He revealed to me what made him tick, his inner world. I was overjoyed that I
had met a man who was a normal human being, who had similar problems, who
spent time with me, condescended to my unworthiness, talked with me, laughed
and joked.
“When Fr. Vladimir’s story was finished, my heart was opened. It began to
bubble. I wanted so much to say what was in my heart. And then he said to me,
‘Now you tell me your story.’ I poured out everything: my life, my unhappiness,
my confusion, my dilemma. My conversion actually took place right there, in the
middle of the night, between the cemetery and the monastery. I was very
inspired by that talk. I felt I had found someone who cared.”
What Gleb called his conversion, it will be seen, occurred at the very
moment when he realized he had found a father-figure in Fr. Vladimir. His
conversion marked a dramatic change in the eyes of all who knew him. Before,
he had commonly been known as “Gloomy Gleb.” Now he was deeply happy,
with a sense of purpose.
Through Fr. Vladimir, Gleb was introduced to the ascetical, mystical
dimension of Orthodox Christianity. The first book Fr. Vladimir gave him to
read was the Life of the God-illumined visionary, St. Seraphim of Sarov
(†1833), one of the most beloved saints of the Russian land. This was followed
by a Life of St. Sergius of Radonezh, and then by the classic book on inward
prayer, The Way of a Pilgrim.
Gleb’s soul thirstily drank in books by and about the saints of Holy Russia.
He discovered that, besides Saints Sergius and Seraphim, there was a whole host
of “desert-dwelling”[e] ascetics who lived in communion with God in the vast
forests of Russia right up to our own century. He was especially moved by the
Lives of the Elders of Optina Monastery, who, having originally come from
among the desert-dwelling hermits of the Roslavl forest, comprised one of the
most extraordinary spiritual lineages in Church history. During the nineteenth
and early twentieth centuries, the Optina Elders had a tremendous impact on
Russian society, eliciting a nationwide blossoming of sanctity. Fulfilling the
ancient prophetic ministry of the Church,[f] they were given the grace to see into
human hearts and heal the wounds of soul and body. Their prophecies and
Divinely inspired counsel attracted spiritual seekers from all over Russia,
including the writers Dostoyevsky, Gogol, Leontiev, and Tolstoy.
AGAIN through Fr. Vladimir, Gleb was to meet a close disciple of St.
Nektary, the last Optina Elder. This disciple was that very priest, Fr. Adrian
Rymarenko, whom Fr. Vladimir had met in Wendlingen. The elderly Fr. Adrian
and his wife were now living in Spring Valley, New York, where he had
founded the convent of New Diveyevo. There, as in Europe, he also served as
spiritual father to a lay Christian commune that had formed around him.
It had been Fr. Adrian’s lot to endure terrible, traumatic experiences
together with his flock. During World War II, shrapnel from a bomb had torn off
half of his son’s head right before his eyes. Fr. Adrian accepted this suffering
wisely, using the knowledge gained by it to help and console people, and they
clung to him. As a priest, father confessor, and orator, he attracted many
hundreds of people to his Church services and his way of life. He was clearly a
man who was giving his life for his flock. So fatherly was he that they called
him “super-priest.”
Fr. Adrian’s pastoral art was not of his own invention, but was the result of
his having attuned himself to the mind and heart of Elder Nektary. In 1928 the
holy Elder Nektary had died beneath Fr. Adrian’s priestly stole, and now the
grace of the Optina lineage was upon Fr. Adrian himself. Like his Elder, Fr.
Adrian had become a true “knower of hearts”: one who could look at someone
for the first time and say something that had tremendous import for that person,
but would mean nothing to anyone else.
Before meeting Fr. Adrian, Gleb did not know all this about him. He first
went to see Fr. Adrian not of his own accord, but as an obedience to Fr.
Vladimir. Gleb had told Fr. Vladimir that he was absolutely satisfied to receive
his spiritual instructions from the monastic warriors of Holy Trinity Monastery,
and especially from Fr. Vladimir himself; but Fr. Vladimir had said no, that
since he was still in the world he needed a priest who lived an ascetic spiritual
life in the world. He told Gleb that if he would go all the way to New York City
and up the Hudson River to a tiny women’s monastery, he would not regret it.
Recalling his first meeting with Fr. Adrian, Gleb writes:
“After a train ride, a subway ride through the city, and finally an hour on a
bus going to Spring Valley, I arrived and had to walk an hour or so across town
to the convent. It was a small estate in a suburban area opposite a local airport,
and seemed quite out of place there, meaningless to my new life. I knew no one
in the convent of New Diveyevo and had not the vaguest idea of what to expect
there, save for a host of imaginary pictures of what it might have looked like in
St. Seraphim’s old Diveyevo in Russia. I was hardly born, fresh to everything
and just learning to walk in the Church atmosphere.
“I do not remember who showed me to Fr. Adrian’s little cottage. It was
right in the center of the court, to the left of and behind a white church, which
was not yet fully built but had a nice blue dome. At my timid knocking, the door
of the cottage was opened by an elderly and energetic lady, Fr. Adrian’s wife,
who called him. He came out from a door to my right and asked me to come into
his little vestibule — an office with a low ceiling and an air of warmth and
coziness. He bade me sit in a chair with my back to the window, facing an icon
corner with many dark icons and a burning lampada.[g] Then he sat down
opposite me on a little divan against the wall, and looked at me with a very
inspiring smile. He was tall and handsome. His bright blue eyes were joyous, yet
his whole appearance was very serious.
“I had not come to find an ‘elder,’ as I later learned that concept. Neither
had I any urgency in seeking him, for I felt all was being taken care of in
Jordanville. Nor was I burdened with any questions. I basically came for a visit,
and he understood this and started asking me questions about myself. It was very
brief and insignificant, and I was paying more attention to the many portraits of
monks in klobuks on the walls than to what he was saying — when all of a
sudden he baffled me by asking whether I did a certain sin. I sank in utter
amazement at his clairvoyance. I never even thought that he might have this gift.
Then he drew himself closer, looking intensely straight into my eyes, and opened
to me things about myself which I had never realized.
“The talk was not long, but I was utterly overtaken by the idea that before
me sat the perfect embodiment of an all-knowing, caring, and convincingly well-
disposed father, one who was interested in you the way you were, not trying to
mold you into anything. Of course I wept, not because my heart was touched,
which it was, but because I had found something wonderful, for which my soul
had been hungry for so many years. I immediately had a thousand questions with
which I had long been tormented, and he gave me in a nutshell principles by
which to unlock these dilemmas by myself. He told me answers to the question
of what is evil; he told me that the purpose of man’s life upon this earth is
contained in the daily cycle of Church services; that icons are windows into
heaven, which we can see into by getting to know the saints; that painting,
music, and other arts can be ways to come closer to God as Creator; that the
relationship between family members is connected with the mystery of knowing
God; what is righteousness; what is theology; what is our duty before society,
before suffering Russia, before America, which he loved. And above all he
expressed his exuberance over the Optina Elders, whose faces now radiated from
the walls around me. I had known that he was the spiritual son of Elder Nektary,
for I had read portions of his wife’s reminiscences of the Elder’s life in
persecuted Russia in a Jordanville periodical.3 Fr. Adrian always referred to
Batiushka[h] Nektary, and would illustrate his points with some anecdotes about
that holy Elder.”
Fr. Adrian (later Archbishop Andrew) of New Diveyevo (1893–1978).
IN 1958 Gleb entered Holy Trinity Seminary, which as noted earlier was
attached to the Jordanville Monastery. The seminary was then at its height, with
such outstanding instructors as the modern-day confessor Archbishop Averky
Taushev, the philosophers Archimandrite[n] Constantine Zaitsev and I. M.
Andreyev, and the theologian Fr. Michael Pomazansky. Here the living tradition
of the Russian Church was breathed into Gleb by righteous men who embodied
the spirit of “Holy Russia.”
Upon graduating from Holy Trinity Seminary, Gleb wanted to do
something with the spiritual legacy he had been given; but, as with Eugene, the
way had yet to be opened to him. His first desire was for monasticism, but for
the time being this aspiration was squelched by his mother, who told him she
would curse him if he became a monk. Under Fr. Adrian’s influence, his
thoughts naturally turned to evangelism, to the aim of enlightening America with
Orthodox Christianity. He found a model for this proposed activity in Blessed
Fr. Herman of Alaska, who, besides being a monk of holy life, was one of
America’s first missionaries. But as even more than an example to live by, he
saw Blessed Herman (though he was then not formally canonized) as a heavenly
intercessor before God, one to whom he could pray for an indication of his life’s
path.
Left to right: Archbishop Averky, Seminarian Gleb, and Fr. Vladimir in front of the Holy Trinity
Monastery church, 1958.
In 1794 Blessed Herman had come to Alaska from the ancient monastery of
Valaam, located on an island in northwestern Russia. On remote Spruce Island in
Alaska, he had communed with God in the silence of the forest, preached the
Gospel to the native Aleuts, cared for their orphaned children, and finally
reposed in 1836. Gleb first read Blessed Herman’s Life, which had been
published at Valaam in 1894, one spring day near the end of his last year of
seminary. “I was deeply struck,” he recalls, “that there was such a holy man and
that he was buried on the same continent I’m on! I can actually walk to him, to
this Saint of Holy Russia — here in America! I can make an attempt of going to
him and begging, ‘praying out’ from him anything I need. He is the holiest piece
of sanctity on this continent! And he can help me and settle my life... and
indicate from God what I should do. But I must not just go as a tourist; I must
suffer it out without any money....
“I was struck with the idea that a piece of Holy Russia is in America. The
idea of transplanting Holy Russia into American soil — which Fr. Adrian was
consciously doing in New York and so earnestly talked about to me on that
memorable starry night — captured my soul. O God! A ‘desert’ island in
Alaska! A Saint’s relics on that island! Going across wide America and then up
to Alaska, so close to much-suffering Russia — without any money, according
to the Gospel! And on top of this, getting from him, from a podvizhnik,[o] an
answer just like it used to be done in Russia! What a crazy, inspiring idea!
“I rushed back to the monastery, came to Fr. Vladimir’s cell and stated: ‘Do
not say it’s crazy what I’m about to say, just listen. I’ve decided what I want to
do the very day I graduate. I want to, without any money, go to Alaska to ask Fr.
Herman to help me settle my life! Do not laugh!’
“‘It is not crazy at all!’ Fr. Vladimir said with a very serious look. ‘Your
forefathers (he always stated this because my father was from Pskov, and he
thought that was a great thing) used to work out their salvation with such an
occupation! It is called making a Pilgrimage to a Prepodobny.[p] No, I don’t
think it is crazy or funny at all! It’s a great idea, God-sent! Mark my words;
before you know it, you will have ways to bring it about and be on your way.
Only come back straight here from that Pilgrimage.’ And he lovingly blessed
me.
“I was amazed and believed him that it all was from God, which proved to
be so. He told me that there was an old Russian hermit, Archimandrite Gerasim
Schmaltz, then living on the island, with whom he had been in correspondence. I
wrote to Fr. Gerasim, and he invited me to come that summer. The question
remained how to do it. I got the idea of giving slide-lectures along the way,
across the states, visiting our churches and recruiting seminarians.”
WITH the money he received for his slide shows, Gleb was able to pay his
way to Alaska. He arrived on Spruce Island in August of 1961. Having been lost
for several hours in the forest, he finally made it to Blessed Herman’s old
monastic settlement. He met Fr. Gerasim at the chapel which the latter had built
on the site of Blessed Herman’s half-earthen dwelling. The surrounding forest
was mossy and wet, strangely beautiful and wholly wild. About five hundred
steps away was “Monk’s Lagoon” and the roaring ocean. Gleb was afraid at his
first sight of real desert-dwelling. “I sensed right away,” he wrote, “that it was
definitely something real, like in Holy Russia — and very lonely, like the path of
Blessed Herman.”
Some people at Holy Trinity Monastery had told Gleb to beware of Fr.
Gerasim, saying he was something of a lunatic. There were even rumors that he
was a Communist and a Freemason. On meeting the old hermit in person, Gleb
was relieved to find that the rumors had been totally off the mark. Fr. Gerasim
was a simple, down-to-earth, warmhearted old monk who had retained his love
for monasticism in spite of years of hardship and abandonment. “We had much
in common,” Gleb recalls. “My parents were of the same social class as his, and
he loved my spiritual father, Fr. Adrian, with whom he corresponded.”
As Gleb later wrote: “Fr. Gerasim’s standard was the basic Christianity of
the heart. He was a genuine transmitter of the authentic experience of Orthodox
Russia, placed in the context of twentieth-century America, and yet so few
valued him.”4 Neither at his seminary nor elsewhere had Gleb met an ascetic
desert-dweller of this kind. Fr. Gerasim had lived on Spruce Island since 1935,
caring for Blessed Herman’s grave and relics, keeping monasticism alive on the
island that Blessed Herman had called “New Valaam” in memory of his beloved
Valaam Monastery in Russia.[q] Gleb understood that Fr. Gerasim was indeed
the one whom Blessed Herman had prophesied a hundred years earlier, when he
had said: “A monk like me, fleeing the glory of men, will come and settle on
Spruce Island.”
Gleb’s visit to Spruce Island occurred during the fasting period before the
Feast of the Dormition of the Mother of God. Fr. Gerasim had prayer services in
his cabin and commemorated all the people he had known in his life. “The lists
were endless,” Gleb recorded, “and so were his tears. I was shaken to the depth
of my soul at that prayer. I was caught up in the fervency of his pleading,
imploring prayer, and I could not help but weep my heart out.... But the tears
were not tears of sorrow, but of some sweet, unexplainable contrition of heart....
When he would finish this prayer, he would be cheerful again as usual, offering
me tea and salmon pie of his own baking, and only the starry sky above the
gigantic black spruces bore witness to the length of his standing before God.”5
Archimandrite Gerasim (1888–1969), hermit of “New Valaam,” Spruce Island, Alaska.
Monk’s Lagoon, Spruce Island. Photograph taken by Gleb during his pilgrimage, August 1961.
Fr. Gerasim’s cabin (foreground) and the Kaluga Mother of God chapel.
Photograph taken ca. 1990.
A week went by on the island. Gleb had several talks with Fr. Gerasim, but
he received no answer in his heart concerning what he should do with his life.
He began to fear that he would have to return home without having realized the
main purpose of his journey.
A few days before the Feast of the Dormition, some of Fr. Gerasim’s old
friends from the town of Kodiak came to visit him. Fr. Gerasim met them with
lively hospitality. Gleb, meanwhile, walked a short distance away to a small
spring, surrounded by ferns, which Blessed Herman had once used as his water
source. Sitting down on a mossy stump by the trickling stream, he opened a book
that he had borrowed from Fr. Gerasim’s cabin: an anthology of the Lives of
Russian ascetics. On the page he had randomly turned to, he read the following
passage from the section on St. Seraphim of Sarov: “One day at the end of 1832,
one monk asked the Elder [St. Seraphim], ‘Why don’t we have podvizhniki
[ascetics] of the ancient strict life?’ ‘Because,’ answered the Elder, ‘we do not
have determination. God’s grace and help is the same nowadays as it was earlier
for those who are faithful and who with their whole heart seek the Lord — and
we also could have lived like the ancient fathers, for, according to the word of
God, Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, and today, and forever (Heb. 13:8).”6
“Suddenly,” Gleb recalls, “everything became clear to me. It was because I
had not yet made an act of resolve, a total sacrifice of my life to Jesus Christ,
that God had not yet opened the way to me. I had still been ‘seeking my own.’
Immediately I jumped up from the stump and ran up a narrow path away from
the cabin. Within a few moments I reached the large white chapel that had been
built by the native villagers over the grave site of Blessed Herman. Running up
the steps, I rushed inside, fell on the righteous man’s coffin, which had been
placed beside the right wall of the chapel, and prayed fervently in my desire to
truly serve Christ.”
It was not long after this that, over a thousand miles away in that San
Francisco art store, Eugene implored the Mother of God from the depths of his
being: “Grant me to serve your Son!” Like Eugene, Gleb was “ripping his heart”
on the altar of sacrifice. Acting on St. Seraphim’s words, he was finally making
his step of determination. He made a vow, offering himself wholly to God, for
better or for worse.
“The next moment,” Gleb writes, “I heard a faint, gentle voice, seeming to
come from the coffin before me. One word was spoken: ‘Mechtai!’—the
Russian way of saying, ‘Make a wish!’ I wondered if I had imagined the voice,
if I was going crazy; but no, I had heard it plainly! There was no mistaking the
import of that word. I had just dedicated my life to God, wanting to apply my
zeal to some holy cause, and God, through Blessed Herman, had told me to ask
for whatever I wished.
“‘Send me an idiot like me,’ I prayed, ‘—someone who’ll understand me
and what I’m after.’
“Again I heard the gentle voice of Blessed Herman: ‘I yescho?’ [‘And what
else?’]
“I gasped. If my first request is granted, I thought, I should somehow repay
Fr. Herman. ‘Grant me a brotherhood,’ I said with trepidation, ‘that will glorify
you and proclaim your holiness to the world.’
“Having uttered these words, I could not bear to be in the presence of such
holiness any longer. I left the chapel as swiftly as I had entered, and hurried
down the trail to see Fr. Gerasim. Finding him preparing tea for his guests, I told
him, ‘I’ve got my answer!’ Fr. Gerasim, crossing himself with reverence, said
simply, ‘Glory be to God!’—not knowing what it was all about.”
What was the meaning of the two requests that Gleb had made of Blessed
Herman? When he had asked for an “idiot” like himself, he had been thinking
specifically of a wife who would share his ideals and help work for them. He had
known several nice, pious girls whom he might have married, but they had been
more interested in settling down in a comfortable home than in pursuing Gleb’s
romantic visions of self-sacrificing missionary work. Since his mother had
always called him an “idiot” for cherishing “unrealistic” ideas, he believed that
only another “idiot” like himself could fully appreciate them.
Gleb’s second request, born of spontaneous gratitude to Fr. Herman, was
less definite in his mind. He had thought of some kind of association or
brotherhood that would help bring about Fr. Herman’s canonization and at the
same time help support Fr. Gerasim in forming a monastic community on the
island. The seeds for this idea had been given to him by Fr. Gerasim during their
talks together.
The idea of a brotherhood in the name of Blessed Herman fit in well with
Gleb’s missionary dreams. The example of Fr. Herman, Gleb believed, would be
a powerful one for the young generation of American God-seekers. Having seen
through what he called the “rich-boy frustration” popularized at this time, Gleb
concluded that what the soul of complacent America now needed was the
Orthodox idea of podvig, or spiritual ascetic endeavor, the sacrificing of oneself
and the endurance of hardships for a lofty, noble cause. America’s frontiers had
all but vanished, but its pioneer spirit was potentially still present. In the image
of Blessed Herman — a humble monk seeking oneness with his Creator in the
vast northern wilderness, single-handedly continuing and spreading an ancient
and holy tradition in a new land, giving fatherly protection to the oppressed and
orphaned — Gleb saw an image that would provide an outlet for the latent spirit
and untapped religious fervor of contemporary America.
The chapel of Saints Sergius and Herman of Valaam, built over the grave site of Blessed Fr.
Herman of Alaska at Monks’ Lagoon.
The interior of the Saints Sergius and Herman Chapel. At right is the coffin containing the relics
of Blessed Herman.
Gleb left for home on the day of the Feast of the Dormition. Fr. Gerasim
walked with him to the beach. “I hate goodbyes,” he said. For a remote desert-
dweller like him, such partings usually meant he would never see the person
again.
As his boat pulled away, Gleb saw Fr. Gerasim standing alone in tears on
the shore of Monk’s Lagoon, blessing him. He reflected that he was leaving as a
different man. “I knew then,” he later wrote, “that I had beheld, contrary to my
expectation, a spiritual giant who breathed into me a life of decision, a resolve
for a living continuation of Blessed Herman’s work for the glory of God in His
Orthodox Church, and that, with God’s help, nothing could take this away from
me.”7
ON his way to San Francisco, Gleb detoured to visit two Canadian sketes
(small monasteries) built by a saintly missionary, the late Archbishop Ioasaph
Skorodumov.[r] The surrounding birch and aspen forests were strikingly similar
to landscapes in Russia, and within the sketes themselves there were still monks
and nuns who embodied the authentic spirit of the Russian monastic tradition.
Gleb also went to visit Archbishop Ioasaph’s successor, Bishop Sava
Sarachevich, a Serbian hierarch of the Russian Church Abroad who resided in
Edmonton, Alberta, Canada. Bishop Sava spoke with Gleb until the early
morning hours, telling him of the spiritual revival that had been headed in Serbia
by the holy hierarch Nikolai Velimirovich.[s] Bishop Sava had himself been
fortunate enough to take part in this revival while living in the old country, and
now he wanted to bring it to North America. He felt that the time had come to
lift the spirits of despondent Russians in the free world, who were tired and were
losing their Orthodox identity. “He was full of energy and animation,” Gleb
recalls. “But no matter how much I agreed with him and was caught up in his
enthusiasm, I had deep reservations. I felt that, in spite of all the spiritual wealth
which the Orthodox Church preserved and with which it was able to ignite the
whole world, its true representatives were for the most part incapable of passing
it on to the new generation, from which they were worlds apart. The modern
mentality, being based on the spirit of moderate nihilism, is diametrically
opposed to the traditional values inherent in Orthodoxy. This mentality exerts a
powerful influence on the new generations of cradle Orthodox in the Diaspora,
causing many to neglect or reject their Orthodox roots. That is why I, having
finished my seminary courses, still needed to get a satisfactory answer as to how
to serve God and His Church in America. The only hope, I thought, is to go as
the Apostles did to the highways of today’s America and preach in simplicity the
Orthodox Gospel of Christ.”
With such thoughts Gleb left Bishop Sava and the Canadian sketes. When
he arrived in San Francisco he visited his friend, the humble Fr. Nektary (later
Bishop), who fascinated him with his firsthand accounts of Optina Monastery
and its holy elders. He also met Fr. Nektary’s brother, the church writer Ivan M.
Kontzevitch, who lived with his wife Helen in San Francisco. Ivan and Helen
had previously written to Gleb in Jordanville when they had read an article of his
on Elder Macarius of Optina. Like Fr. Adrian, both Fr. Nektary and Ivan
Kontzevitch had been personal disciples of Optina Elder Nektary.
It was during his stay in San Francisco that Gleb had his first and fateful
meeting with Eugene Rose, as we have already related.
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On the Threshold
One can’t be a half-hearted Christian, but only entirely, or not at all.
—Fr. Seraphim Rose1
GLEB planned to return to the East Coast, and he knew he could not leave
Eugene in limbo. Eugene was clearly not flirting with Orthodoxy — he was
intensely serious. But how to bring him into the Church? Gleb could see that
Eugene had little contact with the Orthodox community and that, being an
introverted philosopher from an alien ethnic background, he could never fully fit
in with the Russian church society. The contact provided by Gleb’s visit, which
Eugene so obviously appreciated, had to be built upon. Gleb needed someone
else to help Eugene draw closer to the Church.
Not long before Gleb left town, his new Russian friends in San Francisco
gave him a going-away party and presented him with a gift. Having opened it,
Gleb made an announcement. “I have a present for you, too,” he said. “You
know that I came here to the West Coast as a missionary, to inspire people with
Orthodox ideas. But I did not want my work to be only for Russians. With them,
the task is just to bring them back into the Church. Orthodoxy has been brought
to America, and now we have a chance to bring Americans to Orthodoxy. This
not only helps them... it also helps us who are already in the Church.... I recently
met an American interested in Orthodoxy. His name is Eugene. He is the
present.” The people looked at Gleb expectantly. “I want you to make me a
promise to help Eugene,” he continued, “to guard him. A seed has been planted
in him, and I need you to water it.”
Everyone promised to fulfill Gleb’s wish. Gleb turned to one of his friends,
a young man named Dimitry Andrault de Langeron. “I’d like you,” he said, “to
take special responsibility for Eugene.” Dimitry agreed.
Gleb returned to the East Coast by train. Arriving at Holy Trinity
Monastery on the eve of Blessed Fr. Herman’s commemoration (December
13/26), he was met by Fr. Vladimir, who immediately served a memorial
Pannikhida[a] for the blessed one.[b]
At this very time Eugene was with his parents in Carmel. While there, he
attended Liturgy at the Church of St. Seraphim of Sarov in Seaside where he had
taken Alison exactly two years before. This time, perhaps due to the closer
contact he had made with Orthodoxy through Gleb, he overcame his natural
reticence and made personal contact with the priest, Fr. Grigori Kravchina. As it
happened, Fr. Grigori was the first Orthodox priest to whom Eugene ever spoke.
Having been raised as an orphan in the village of Pochaev in Russia, in the
shadow of the famous Pochaev Lavra,[c] Fr. Grigori was a pious, humble, God-
fearing man, and was a distant relative of Fr. Adrian. In Seaside he had received
a revelation from St. Seraphim to name the church in that Saint’s honor.
At the end of 1961 Eugene returned home to San Francisco. On the feast of
St. Seraphim, January 2/15, 1962, he wrote a letter to Gleb which well expresses
his thoughts and feelings at this time:
Fr. Grigori Kravchina.
Dear Br. Gleb,
S Rozhdestvom Khristovym![d]
I have just recently returned from Carmel, where I spent Western
Christmas[e] with my parents. Carmel, in case you have not heard of it, is a
town about 120 miles down the coast, very beautifully situated among pines
and cypresses and the ocean, formerly a colony of Bohemian artists and
poets, now a rather too “quaint” and “arty” place of retirement for the
moderately wealthy who have some cultural pretensions. It has a strong
odor of comfortable worldliness....
To me... this worldly atmosphere is an instruction in the “spirit of the
age,” as well as in humility — though I fear I take all too little advantage of
the latter. In this outwardly “neutral” and seemingly harmless atmosphere I
detect all too clearly the signs of the spirit of Antichrist: the pseudo-pious
“religiosity” and self-righteousness; the superficial anti-Communism which
can all too easily be fanned into a pseudo-religious, neo-fascist “crusade” to
make the world safe for “Christian democracy”; the mental and spiritual
aimlessness, covered with a cloak of vague morality and well-meaning
“idealism” that can regard a pernicious heretic like Albert Schweitzer as a
“saint,” and that believes all the pious propaganda of “peace” and
“brotherhood” that emanates from both sides of the Iron Curtain. All of the
spiritual falseness seems to me but raw material that is waiting to be
exploited by the Prince of Evil for the establishment of some monstrous,
deceitful “Kingdom of this world”; indeed, I detect in this atmosphere — as
in the whole spirit of the age — a sense of expectancy, as if men were
awaiting the coming of some Messiah to solve all the seemingly insoluble
problems and resolve all the agonizing anxieties that characterize our age;
men seem ready to prostrate themselves before some great apocalyptic
figure who will bring “peace” and “brotherhood” — and, most of all,
forgetfulness of Christ and of the fact that the “problems” of our age are not
external but internal, for they are the product of our turning away from the
Face of that terrible God Who expects so much from us, and has promised
us an eternal life that will be unbearable to men who want only to “get
along in the world.”
All of this is the subject of the book I am writing on the spiritual
condition of contemporary man, and I am sometimes frightened by the
magnitude of the undertaking and by my own unworthiness to under take it.
I actually began thinking and writing about it a number of years ago, before
my conversion to Orthodoxy, when I was full of pride over my own
“knowledge” and hatred of this contemporary world; my visits then to my
parents and their world reduced me to a state of rage and despair. But since
my conversion and my growth in faith these feelings have been replaced by
a feeling of pity and helplessness: pity over the sad state of a world that has
renounced Christ and is not even aware of the fact, a world full of “well-
meaning” people who are miserable and do not even know it — or if they
know, do not know why, and look vainly outside themselves for the cause
—; and helplessness over the fact that, try as I might, I can never
communicate with the vast majority of these people. My only hope is to be
able to communicate what little I know — or think I know — to the more
thoughtful, especially among the young, who are not totally deceived by
this false world but still do not know where to turn for the Truth.... For the
others, my uncompromising tone (for I think it is too late to speak “mildly”
about such things, for there is the danger of being confused with the vague
“new spirituality” of Berdyaev and other “well-meaning” people that is so
increasingly prevalent) will no doubt provoke hostility, if not ridicule; so
much so that I have doubts of even finding a publisher. But even this
hostility may be of some use; for I think it a good thing for people to know
that not all who call themselves “Christians” are satisfied with the vague
pseudo-religious “spirituality” being propagated on all sides today; and I
think it needs to be pointed out with absolute clarity that the religion of
“compromise” is self-deception, and that there exist today at bottom only
two absolutely irreconcilable alternatives for man: faith in the world and the
religion of the self, whose fruit is death; and faith in Christ the Son of God,
in Whom alone is eternal Life.
I would like very much to receive your comments and criticisms of all
this.
Fortunately, Carmel is but five miles away from Seaside, where there
is the marvelous little church of St. Seraphim I told you about. I attended
Liturgy there several times on previous visits, but this time for the first time
I went to see the priest, Fr. Grigori Kravchina. (I visited him, by the way,
quite unintentionally, on the day of St. Eugene.) My visit confirmed the
very favorable impression he had already made on me, both from his
appearance and from his careful celebration of the Liturgy. He is a very
sensitive and intelligent man, and he seems very genuinely humble and
simple. If the choice were mine, I should certainly go to him as a spiritual
father.... It is unfortunate that you were unable to see him; I am sure you
would have received a favorable impression of him — as well as of his
beautiful church. I mentioned you to him, and he had heard of you and
wondered why you had not visited him and shown your slides to his flock. I
hope you can meet him sometime. It seems strange to me that he is so little
known in church circles; he appears to be quite isolated.
I cannot express to you my joy over your visit. I had become
accustomed to almost total isolation from Orthodox people, and your visit
was truly providential. My own faith has been greatly strengthened by
yours and by your revelation of the spiritual life at Jordanville. I hope to
hear from you soon, and I ask your prayers, as I pray for you.
Your brother in Christ,
Eugene
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Into the Father’s Embrace
One cannot help looking upon the whole modern aberration as a kind
of last “fall” of man, an imitation on a worldwide scale of the sin of
the first man — the desire to be as God, to know fully. And who can
say why God allows this — unless it be simply that in the end, as in the
beginning, we confront Him. There was no “reason” for the fall of the
prodigal son — and yet how much joy there was on his return.
Perhaps after all God “allowed” the modern age for the joy over the
reception of repentant sinners at the end of it.
—Eugene Rose, January 18, 1961
The son said... Father, I have sinned against heaven, and in thy sight,
and am no more worthy to be called thy son. But the father said to his
servants, Bring forth the best robe, and put it on him; and put a ring
on his hand, and shoes on his feet.... For this my son was dead, and is
alive again; he was lost, and is found.
—Luke 15:21–22, 24
G LEB’S friend Dimitry kept his promise and visited Eugene often. Of
French and Russian descent, Dimitry belonged to a line of French
nobility. Having grown up in Belgium, Germany, France, and Peru, he knew
many languages, and spoke English with a French accent. Although he was a
blue blood, he had received a devout upbringing in the Church through his pious
Russian mother, Svetlana Romanovna.
Fr. Nicholas Dombrovsky, the priest in San Francisco who received Eugene into the Church.
O N Thanksgiving of 1962, Gleb left his home in Boston and came to the
West Coast to stay. At first he worked as a busboy in San Francisco,
where he visited Eugene on several occasions. A few months later he was given
a job teaching Russian at a language college in Monterey, not far from where
Eugene’s parents lived in Carmel. Monterey, having been the capital of
California at the time Blessed Herman had come to the Russian-American
colonies, had many old, historic buildings. There were still virgin forests along
its coast, through which Gleb would often take long walks. Sitting on the moss
for hours on end, he would pray the Jesus Prayer and read books on the northern
Russian desert-dwellers or the Optina Elders. These books were rare treasures
sent by his spiritual father on Mount Athos, Schemamonk Nikodim, or borrowed
from Ivan and Helen Kontzevitch. The latter, being spiritual children of Optina,
possessed priceless texts from the ruined monastery itself.
When paying regular visits to his parents in Carmel, Eugene always visited
Gleb in Monterey. Gleb recalls their first meeting there:
“I moved to Monterey during Great Lent, and all was new and fresh to me
in that historic city. I was especially attracted by the abundance of flowers in
bloom so early in the year. I settled in a small cottage overlooking the bay, as a
roommate to my former seminary comrade who had got me the job teaching in
the language school. The rather shabby cottage was surrounded by overgrown
mimosa bushes, which were covered in bright yellow bloom....
“It was not long before Eugene came to see me for the first time at my
cottage, coming by train. It was early afternoon, and we had time to visit the old
buildings of the city, witnesses of the time of the first American-born Orthodox
martyr, St. Peter the Aleut, about whom Eugene knew nothing. He showed me
the Carmel Mission and the distant shoreline, with a lonely convent facing the
sea, housing cloistered nuns who had given vows of silence and contemplation.”
ON succeeding visits Eugene and Gleb roamed for hours on the seashore
and through the woods. “I was interested in what made him so deep and
penetrating,” Gleb writes. “I asked him what movie or opera moved him deeply,
what books, poems, philosophers. Then I did not know what made him tick, as
the saying goes. Lucia di Lammermoor and Turandot moved him a lot, as did the
movie Tales of Hoffman and others which I knew also. But it was not enough for
me. I wanted to know his soul.
“One night we were walking on the beach in Pacific Grove. The night was
warm and fragrant because of the blooming oleanders and other plants which
blossom early in the year. The sea was agitated and the moon was bright. I
thought I sensed a feeling of inspiration in him, and was ready to devour what
would come out from that highly inspired soul which was, as I thought, ready to
open. But I was mistaken. He was closed and tightly shut. I could not enter his
world, to which I felt so akin. So I decided to go ahead and open up my world to
him, a world filled with great mystics and ascetics, some of whom I knew
personally, treasuring every bit of knowledge about them. I told him all about
the Optina, Valaam, and Mount Athos podvizhniki [ascetics]. He was silent and
deeply taken by it. But to my great surprise I felt it was all familiar to him. Not
the factual information, but the spirit which moved these ascetics, and which was
so foreign to the cold, materialistic reality of our days and to our prosaic
American lifestyle. He understood what I was so energetically trying to instill in
him!! How was it possible that he knew? That fervency was familiar to him. All
I could get out of him that wonderful March night was that he knew what
suffering meant! But how could a kid of southern California — full of comforts
and complacency—understand, how could he relate to the ascetic fervency of an
Orthodox struggler in the cold, faraway north of Russia?
“Of course I loved the whole thing. Of course I saw that my listener was
gobbling up my own treasure. In his quiet, reserved way he was very happy. He
marched with his long strides along the glistening sand, transported into another
world. But he did not share it with me aloud.
“Later, we continued our walks in the mossy ravines. We hunted for
mushrooms, and I read to him in Russian from Optina books on the Roslavl
desert-dwellers. He was reserved, sober, fully aware of the magnitude of the
narrative. I disclosed to him the Lives of Zosima, Basilisk, and Peter Michurin of
Siberia. I even gave him a Russian book for Pascha — a biography of Optina
Elder Joseph — having already fully retold the book on Elder Gabriel of Pskov.
The Life of Blessed Theophil, Fool-for-Christ of the Kiev Caves, was next. But
Eugene was silent. Why? What held him back from expressing out loud what
was in his obviously moved heart? I knew not. Be it that we were of different
temperaments: I, an extrovert, and he, perhaps, an introvert. But this was still not
convincing enough for me — until I finally discovered the meaning of that
hesitancy in his emotional reactions. He had an analytical mind and a heart that
was more absorbing and deep than mine, but his mind had to evaluate
everything, perhaps even a step ahead, to see how it all fits into the grandeur of
God’s created world and the closeness of His Providence. And I was at awe!
What a rare, deep phenomenon was before me! Immediately the Gospel image
came to my mind, of a seed falling on good ground that brings forth fruit a
hundredfold. And then I knew: I must do anything in my power to help him
bring forth this spiritual harvest — in a time and place so hostile to genuine
Christianity.
“Here was a genius out of place, a man whose life was to be spent among
those who were below him. Although there would be some in our Russian
Orthodox Church — such as Fr. Constantine of Jordanville — who would most
assuredly understand him, there would be others who would not understand or
care who he was. The danger, I felt, lay in his getting all fired up at first and then
suffering shipwreck, disappointment, and perhaps loss of faith in all his ideals,
since nobility was a quality inherent in him. How was I to help? I must dream up
a situation in the Church wherein he could grow and blossom out.”
Archbishop John Maximovitch (1896–1966) with altar boys, San Francisco, 1965.
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Wonderworker of the Latter Times
Chosen wonderworker and superb servant of Christ, who pourest out
in the latter times inexhaustible streams of inspiration and a multitude
of miracles. We praise thee with love and call out to thee: Rejoice, O
Holy Hierarch John, wonderworker of the latter times.
—Kontakion[a] to St. John (Maximovitch) of Shanghai and San
Francisco (Tone 8), composed by Fr. Seraphim Rose
G LEB, as we have seen, had been much more privileged than Eugene in
having known a whole host of great “living links” with Orthodox
tradition. In December of 1962, however, Eugene met the greatest of them all:
the future Saint, Archbishop John Maximovitch.[b] Interestingly, Archbishop
John arrived in San Francisco one year to the day after Eugene had first met
Gleb: the Feast of the Entrance of the Mother of God into the Temple.
Archbishop John was well known to the Russian community in San
Francisco. He had once been the Bishop of Shanghai, where he had gathered
hundreds of sick and starving children off the streets and housed them in an
orphanage. When the Communist takeover of China occurred, he was forced to
evacuate his orphans and his Russian flock, taking them first to the Philippines
and then to America, where he founded the St. Tikhon Home for orphans in San
Francisco. He was then appointed Bishop of Paris, but still he came to visit his
orphans in San Francisco whenever he could.
At the end of 1962, circumstances arose that enabled Archbishop John to
return to his exiled flock. Archbishop Anthony Sinkevich of Los Angeles, who
had replaced Archbishop Tikhon on the latter’s retirement, had governed that
diocese in such a way that the whole congregation became divided. Work on the
new Russian Orthodox Cathedral of San Francisco, which had been begun by
Archbishop Tikhon, was halted. As the controversy over the building of the
Cathedral raged, the hired workers were being paid, according to contract, for
doing nothing.
The San Francisco congregation, composed largely of Archbishop John’s
spiritual children from Shanghai, appealed to the Synod of Bishops to send
Archbishop John to save the day. After some hesitation the Synod agreed, and
Archbishop John was assigned to the San Francisco diocese on a temporary
basis. Suddenly the Orthodox community there became alive. Donations poured
in for the building of the new Cathedral. Committees, fellowships, and charities
were established; and, despite some difficulties caused by Archbishop Anthony’s
old guard (of which more will be said later), church activity in general increased
in a wave of enthusiasm.
Eugene was immediately aware of the change. When he attended services
in the Cathedral, he saw the new bishop wholeheartedly taking part, sometimes
pulling out services to relatively unknown saints, especially those of Western
European lands. There was something unearthly in this tiny, bent-over old man,
who by worldly standards seemed hardly “respectable.” Archbishop John’s hair
was unkempt, his lower lip protruded, and he had a speech impediment that
made him barely intelligible. He sometimes went about barefoot, for which he
was severely criticized. Instead of the glittering, jeweled mitre worn by other
bishops, he wore a collapsible hat pasted with icons embroidered by his orphans.
His manner was at times stern, but a playful gleam could often be seen in his
eyes, especially when he was with children. Despite his speech problem, he had
a tremendous rapport with children, who were absolutely devoted to him.
Occasionally the Cathedral clergy were disconcerted to see him, in the middle of
a service (though never in the altar), bend over to play with a small child.
Commenting years later on the Archbishop’s apparently strange actions,
Eugene wrote: “Even though I didn’t understand them, I glimpsed something
deeper in them, and they taught me not to be satisfied just with fulfilling the
external parts of services, etc.”1 Such actions were related to what in Orthodox
tradition is known as “foolishness for Christ’s sake”: the renouncing of the
“wisdom of this world” for the wisdom of God.[c]
There was indeed much more to the Archbishop than the strange sight that
met the eye. From Archbishop John’s flock Eugene and Gleb heard accounts that
offered further insights into his hidden life with God. It sounded like something
straight from the Acts of the Apostles, but it was occurring right now, in modern
times.
Archbishop John was a severe ascetic. Ever vigilant before God, he was in
a constant state of prayer. He ate only once a day, at midnight, and never lay
down in a bed. His nights he usually spent in prayer, and when he finally became
exhausted he would catch a few hours of sleep before dawn, either bent over in a
chair or huddled on the floor in the icon-corner. Upon waking, he would splash
cold water on his face and begin the Divine Liturgy, which he served every day
without fail.
That he was a worker of miracles was widely known. Wherever he had
been — China, the Philippines, Europe, Africa, America — countless healings
had taken place through his prayers. There were also many cases of his having
saved people from impending disaster through God-revealed knowledge. At
times he had appeared to those in need when it was physically impossible for
him to reach them. He had also been seen levitating in the altar during prayer,
surrounded by celestial light.2
As Eugene was later to write, however, such miracles were not remarkable
in themselves: “All this can easily be imitated by false miracle-workers.... In the
case of Archbishop John, those who have come to believe through him have
been moved not first of all by his miracles, but by something that moved their
hearts about him.”3
Eugene heard stories of the Archbishop’s profound compassion: of how in
Shanghai he had gone to the most dangerous neighborhoods to rescue neglected
children from brothels, and abandoned ones from garbage cans; of how
emotionally scarred children, closed in upon themselves after witnessing the
brutalities of war and revolution, would blossom out at a word from him; of how
he would always visit people in hospitals, after which believers and unbelievers
alike would be healed through the grace that flowed from him; of how hardened
criminals would suddenly and inexplicably weep when they saw him making the
rounds of their prisons, though they had never set eyes on him before; of how,
wherever he was, he had a practice of making rounds all night long, stopping
before people’s rooms to bless and pray for them as they slept on, unawares.
As in Christ’s parable of the man who sows seed and later watches plants
spring up he knoweth not how (Mark 4:27), Archbishop John’s courageous acts
of love and mercy continued to bring forth unexpected blessings in the lives of
men. It so happened that one of the children whom Archbishop John had rescued
from the crime-ridden slums of Shanghai was Vladimir Tenkevitch — the same
person who, many years later, brought about the meeting of Eugene and Gleb.
IT did not take long for Archbishop John to take notice of the thirsty soul
of Eugene, who stood at the back of the Cathedral and ardently prayed. People
who were with Archbishop John during that time noticed that he took a special
interest in Eugene, as if seeing in him something extraordinary. He summoned
him several times to draw closer to the kliros[d] and the altar. In the beginning
Eugene was reluctant, first of all because he felt he could not adequately take
part in the services, which were all in the ancient Church Slavonic language, and
secondly because he did not want to be distracted from prayer by the talking that
sometimes occurred on the kliros. Forcing his will, however, he began to try to
take part. Once Archbishop John perceived Eugene’s submission to this out of
love for Christ, he called him to himself and told him not to pay any attention to
anything or anyone outside the context of the flowing cycle of services. In the
altar Archbishop John himself never said a word apart from the services. And
when he was in the nave outside the altar (except sometimes when he was with
children), he limited himself to a few brief words, or mostly to nods and
gestures.4
With the encouragement of Archbishop John and his devoted priest Fr.
Leonid Upshinsky, Eugene was soon chanting and reading Church Slavonic
services not only at the Cathedral but also on the kliros in St. Tikhon’s Home,
where Archbishop John lived. Having overcome his bashfulness, he felt at peace.
In spite of his American accent, he was accepted by everyone as if he had always
belonged on the kliros.
B ESIDES Archbishop John and Abbess Ariadna, there were other “living
links” in San Francisco with whom Eugene made contact. We have
already mentioned Fr. Nektary and Ivan M. Kontzevitch, two blood brothers
who had both been disciples of Elder Nektary of Optina.
Fr. Nektary Kontzevitch was a tall, handsome man, with smiling blue eyes,
a long blond beard, and curly hair down to his shoulders. A prize swimmer in his
youth, he had a robust frame which had now grown rather stout. Big and
generous in his gestures, he was yet the most humble, gentle, and pious man one
could ever hope to meet. His world was a small one, for he shut himself off from
all that was not related to the Church; and because of this, unfortunately, he
never learned English. He had a wonderful sense of humor, and would tell
stories from his life in Russia with such endearing warmth that his listeners
would want to join him in his little world, where even the saddest event would
be transfigured in the light of Christian love.
Fr. Nektary lived and breathed the warm, Christ-loving spirit of Optina.
When he came to San Francisco, he became the cell attendant of another Optina
disciple, Archbishop Tikhon.[a] He kept the Archbishop’s huge prayer rule,
which, added to the daily cycle of services, usually kept him up until two or
three o’clock in the morning. He followed this rule to the end of his life. Gleb
had met Fr. Nektary some years earlier in Jordanville, and had liked him at once.
In Optina, Elder Nektary had handed Fr. Nektary over to the spiritual care of Fr.
Adrian. And now Fr. Adrian, when Gleb moved to the West Coast, said, “I’m
handing you over to Fr. Nektary.” With this he moved his upturned hands as if
transferring a baby from one place to another.
Through Archbishop Tikhon’s influence, Fr. Nektary was made a bishop in
1963, and became a vicar to Archbishop John. He regarded both Archbishops
Tikhon and John as living saints.
Bishop Nektary’s older brother, Ivan Mikhailovich Kontzevitch, was a
professor of engineering as well as a church scholar. Having been converted at
Optina, he sought to pass on its legacy through his writings, combining careful,
honest scholarship with a firsthand knowledge of saints. It was he who first
identified the essence of Christian eldership as a continuation of the prophetic
ministry of the ancient Church.[b] His classic work The Acquisition of the Holy
Spirit in Ancient Russia[c] — a treatise on “inward spiritual activity” and its
historical manifestation in Russia — had so enthralled Gleb that for a while he
had carried it around with him wherever he went and had even slept with it
under his pillow.
Professor Kontzevitch’s wife Helen was no less of a rarity. She was the
niece of the famous Russian church writer Sergei Nilus, who had authored books
on Optina and uncovered the famous “Conversation of St. Seraphim with N. A.
Motovilov.” Like her husband, Helen had known saints and martyrs in Russia,
including Elder Anatole the Younger of Optina. In France she had been the
spiritual daughter of one of the greatest Russian ascetics and Patristic
theologians of the twentieth century, Archbishop Theophan Bystrov of Poltava.
Although she took no credit for it, she actually did a lion’s share of the work for
her husband’s books, doing research while he was working as an engineer for
their livelihood. She was a strong-willed woman, quite open in expressing her
views; and she told Gleb and Eugene valuable things which no one else would
have told them. When Gleb met them, the Kontzevitches were living in a tiny,
damp basement apartment in San Francisco, underneath the apartment of Bishop
Nektary. From there they moved to a small house in Berkeley in order to be
closer to the university library. They were dignified, refined, highly cultured
people, which of course Eugene could appreciate at once.
“Mr. and Mrs. Kontzevitch,” Gleb recalls, “had no children, and hence all
their energy and time was dedicated to the matter closest to their hearts: Optina
and the propagation of the Patristic outlook on life — the very essence of
Christianity, that salt which the Christian world is losing fast, and upon the
exhaustion of which the end of the world will occur. They had a wonderful
Patristic library. I would visit them in enthralling, several-hour-long sessions,
covering a wide range of profound subjects. When I would leave their dear little
house off Telegraph Avenue in Berkeley, I would be in a state of exaltation,
carrying with me a new heap of Patristic books from the later period, some of
them from the very libraries of Optina and Valaam. I realized full well that the
very books I held, in trains and buses going home, had been held and touched,
perhaps pored over with tears, by the great Optina monks, and even by the great
saintly Elders themselves! What a feeling! Fr. Adrian had instilled in me the idea
of transplanting Holy Russia’s holiness upon the vastness of America’s fertile
soil. These books I trembled over were the seeds for this transplanting.”
Ivan Kontzevitch (1893–1965) and his wife Helen (1893–1989) in front of their icon corner, at
the time they collaborated on The Acquisition of the Holy Spirit in Ancient Russia, Paris, 1950.
Gleb called Bishop Nektary, Ivan, and Helen “my three Kontzevitches.”
These rare carriers of the Patristic worldview and the Optina tradition were to
have a great impact on the lives of both Gleb and Eugene. In time, they were to
make them their spiritual heirs.
IN 1963 there arrived in San Francisco another valuable “living link,” a
spiritual son of Archbishop John by the name of Fr. Spyridon Efimov. Eugene
and Gleb were never to meet a person closer in spirit to Archbishop John.
Although Fr. Spyridon was not a figure built on such a grand scale as
Archbishop John, he was like him in having repudiated the standards of the
world and taken on a certain measure of “foolishness for Christ’s sake.”
Together with Archbishop John, he had an unusual rapport with children.
Although already old and gray-haired, his face was like that of a seven-year-old
boy.
Fr. Spyridon had grown up in the town of Kronstadt in northern Russia,
where his family had been close to the extraordinary pastor and miracle-worker,
Fr. John of Kronstadt. In 1927, at the age of twenty-two, he arrived in
Yugoslavia, which at that time was the heart of the Russian anti-Communist
emigration, and entered the theology department of Belgrade University. It was
then that he met the future Archbishop John, who was a fellow student at the
university, six years his senior. His friendship with the future Archbishop
changed his life, opening to him an inner reality that was not earthly, and helping
to determine his life’s path in monasticism. When he was eventually ordained to
the priesthood and stationed in a Russian refugee camp in Trieste, Italy,
Archbishop John was his ruling bishop and came to visit him regularly. In 1963
Archbishop John asked him to come to San Francisco, where he made him one
of the leading clergymen and the inspector of the cathedral high school.
Archimandrite Spyridon Efimov (1902–84).
Eugene and Gleb first met Fr. Spyridon when the latter gave his first
sermon in San Francisco. “Our first impression of him,” Gleb later wrote, “was
magnificent. We could see right away that he was a childlike and guileless
person. We noticed that his speech was filled with deep theological knowledge
and that his face shone with an otherworldly radiance.”
On leaving the church after the service, Gleb asked Eugene what he thought
of Fr. Spyridon. Eugene said he liked him very much, but could see that the
Russian society in San Francisco might make fun of him. And indeed, from the
point of view of social “respectability,” Fr. Spyridon was something of an
embarrassment. As Gleb recalls: “His archimandrite’s mitre and monastic
klobuk often stood askew on his head, with tufts of unruly gray hair falling over
his eyes and the rest hanging down in streams on either side. His little fingers on
both hands were broken and bent. His cassock was a bit too short, and from
under it the tall black socks on his thin legs could be seen. His shoes were
enormous and their tips pointed outwards; in them he would briskly march
around with a noticeable limp, his face beaming. How endearing was the sight of
this odd character, so set apart from the prosaic tumult of our secularized
society!”1
In 1964, Eugene and Gleb met yet another close disciple of Archbishop
John: Fr. Mitrophan Manuilov, a jovial, warmhearted priest-monk with a ruddy
complexion. Born Alexey Manuilov, Fr. Mitrophan had grown up in the town of
Voronezh in southeastern Russia. There the young Alexey had known a genuine
fool-for-Christ named Theoktista Mikhailovna, and had been the spiritual son of
a righteous man of prayer and disciple of the Optina Elders, Archpriest
Mitrophan Buchnev, who later became one of Russia’s New Martyrs. Alexey
married Archpriest Mitrophan’s daughter Nadezhda, who as a child had often
accompanied her father to Optina and about whom Elder Nektary had said, “She
has the soul of an angel.” Later Alexey and Nadezhda fled to Germany. When
his wife died of cancer in 1953, Alexey fell into despair, but he was greatly
consoled by Archbishop John, who was at that time stationed in Europe.
Archbishop John advised him to go to the St. Job of Pochaev Monastery in
Munich, and to pray there for his wife’s repose. The desire to become a monk
ripened in him. Within a year he was tonsured a monk by Archbishop John,
taking the name of Mitrophan after his martyred father-in-law; and soon
thereafter he was ordained to the priesthood. “By God’s Providence,”
Archbishop John wrote to the new priest-monk Mitrophan, “our earthly sorrows
sometimes work to our great advantage in eternal life. Thus the repose of your
spouse has prompted you to go in the footsteps of her father, and she herself will
receive indispensable benefit from being commemorated [by you] at the
Liturgies.”2
Archimandrite Mitrophan Manuilov (1900–1986).
I N the year 1963, Eugene also met the outstanding theologian and humble
hierarch, Metropolitan Anastassy Gribanovsky, together with Gleb’s friend,
Bishop Sava Sarachevich of Edmonton.
The ninety-year-old Metropolitan, having been consecrated a bishop in
Russia in 1906, had carried the grace of an apostle for over half a century. Since
1936 he had been the chief hierarch of the Russian Church Abroad, and had
upheld the Church in the Diaspora through great events and shocks, especially
during the Second World War. His circumspection in dealing with complex and
at times volatile matters affecting the Church had earned him the title “Most
Wise” among the Russian bishops. A refined and cultured man, he was the
author of a fascinating philosophical book entitled Conversations With One’s
Own Heart, consisting of random meditations on theology, art, literature, and
music. He was the senior hierarch of Archbishop John, who had great respect for
him and later wrote his short biography.1
Eugene’s brief but close contact with Metropolitan Anastassy occurred only
two years before the latter’s repose, and under unusual circumstances. Gleb
relates how the meeting occurred:
“In July of 1963, one of my students, who took part in my singing group,
informed me of a Bach Festival held annually in the nearby village of Carmel. I
was very interested to attend, especially since I was expecting Eugene to visit his
parents in Carmel at that time, and I knew he would want to go also. He
especially loved Baroque music....
“Just before the opening of the Festival, my student told me that he had
been offered to be an usher there and that, if I wished, I too could get to the
concert in the same way, helping them out as an usher. I gladly accepted and
arrived way before the beginning. It was fabulous: the opening program included
a complete oratorio of Handel, The Judgment of Solomon. The singers were
highly professional, and the orchestra and chorus were huge.
“Just before the beginning I was pleasantly surprised to see at the concert
Eugene, who, to my astonishment, was ushering in the ninety-year-old
Metropolitan Anastassy. The Metropolitan was with his devoted chauffeur, who,
I was told, was a great connoisseur of music like the hierarch. Bishop Sava of
Edmonton, Canada, followed the procession.
“I had been aware that the Metropolitan was visiting the West Coast, but of
course I never could have expected to see him here in Carmel. Many people
stood up out of respect as the ancient patriarchal figure of our dear Metropolitan
was slowly, actually barely, walking down the aisle of this beautiful church-like
concert hall, in his white cowl and black robes. He was very small in stature and
highly awe-inspiring. I took his and Bishop Sava’s blessing and was asked by
the latter, who was my old friend from my Canadian sojourns and a frequent
correspondent, to see to it that the doors be kept shut as the Metropolitan had a
bad cold and drafts were fatal to him. I at once understood why I of all people
had to be, for the first time in my life, an usher that very afternoon.
“The Metropolitan was well known to me from my Jordanville days. I had
several conversations with him there. One of them concerned Elder Herman of
Alaska, whom he highly regarded, since I asked his blessing to go to Alaska on a
pilgrimage right after my graduation. He blessed my good intent and asked me to
pray fervently at the grave of the Elder (whom he emphatically called “the future
saint”) for the whole Russian Church, which is in great need of heavenly
protection. ‘You be our messenger,’ the ancient prelate said to me then, ‘and
bestow our blessing upon the faithful guardian of his holy remains —
Archimandrite Gerasim,’ which of course I did....
“The orchestra began. Eugene was asked to sit right next to the frail
Metropolitan and was instructed to keep covering him with a blanket. On the
other side of Eugene sat Bishop Sava, who clearly enjoyed the musical rendering
of the Biblical story and was constantly smiling and rubbing his hands. And I
too, standing and guarding the door, lest any foreign gust of wind disturb the
vibrant air of the audience’s apprehension, enjoyed every minute of that
occasion....
“When the first part of the overpowering, superb oratorio was over, the
ailing Metropolitan began to shuffle out of his seat. He had no strength to stay
for the rest of that night’s program. But I was elated. With my own eyes I saw a
great, truly Orthodox theologian, one who had lived long enough and had
certainly led a rich enough life of purely ecclesiastical refinement to be able to
discern what was great music. He had troubled himself to come all the way here
in order to relish with us this dignifying music on a Biblical theme. That was a
gift to me from above.
“This was the last time that I saw the Metropolitan. As we came out into
that warm summer night, with that Judgment of Solomon still ringing in my ears,
this kind and gentle little man of a Metropolitan, a giant in my sight, bestowed
his last blessing upon my sinful head.... ‘O Lord, have mercy on me, a sinner,’ I
whispered in my heart with a feeling of gratitude, as the car with the hierarchs
swiftly rolled down the hill toward the blinding sunset over the shining sea.”2
FROM the time of Eugene’s first visit to Gleb’s cottage in Monterey earlier
that year, he and Gleb had found common ground in their love for classical
music: music that had helped lead both of them, in different ways, to the
threshold of Orthodoxy. Remembering that day in early spring, Gleb writes:
“After seeing the historic sites in Monterey, Eugene and I went to his
parents’ house in Carmel. I met his parents for the first time, had dinner with
them, and then had the opportunity to listen to some of Eugene’s music. He
walked with me all the way back to my cottage, a distance of about five miles,
through all kinds of shortcuts he knew. I was being inwardly fulfilled by our
discussion. That night I learned much about his soul, not through what he said
about himself, but through what he said about his appreciation of music. There
was a language — a link — between him and the world of music, which he was
reluctant to share. Monteverdi, Telemann, and Corelli were the subject of his
talk. As we walked I almost heard the music, and somehow associated this with
his soul’s deep dissatisfaction with the way the world operates.
“It was late at night. The sky was strewn with stars. I was so hopeful about
my job, California, and the future; yet nothing concrete pleased me. I longed for
my love for the world of ascetics to be realized. Eugene was far from the factual
knowledge of the ascetics, but somehow he knew what moved them to undertake
the desert podvig [struggle].
“Eugene remained an enigma to me, as we stood at the door of my cottage,
surrounded by the mimosa bushes with their bright yellow blooms. Our talk
ended on the subject of stars. ‘I have to confess,’ he said to me then, ‘that what
touches me most in the world is the stars.’
“We parted. He went all the way to Carmel on foot, probably walking
through the whole night, while I entered my cottage. Since it was my custom
then to read the daily Compline Canon to the Theotokos, I opened my large
Slavonic liturgical book and began to chant aloud. I sang far into the night, with
my candle burning and the mimosa bushes swaying outside my open window.
And I thought, in connection with the repentant thoughts of the Canon: How
mysterious is the world, how short and fleeting! And what great opportunities
God sent to this New World, if we could only tap the ancient wisdom of the
Orthodox Church.
“Then and there that night, I placed in my heart a decision: to make
available the mysteries of the fragrant desert to the young God-seeker Eugene,
who wandered the nights in prayer, deeply longing for the immortal realm that
was only hinted at by the music we had just heard, and by the stars that filled the
sky.”3
30
A Saint on Trial
The ungodly, reasoning within themselves not aright, said: let us
oppress the righteous man... he was made to reprove our thoughts; he
is grievous for us even to behold, for his life is not like other men’s, his
ways are of another fashion. We are esteemed of him as counterfeits,
he abstaineth from our ways as from filthiness, he pronounceth the end
of the just to be blessed.
—Wisdom of Solomon 2:1, 10, 14–16
I speak to your shame.... Brother goeth to law with brother, and that
before unbelievers.
—I Corinthians 6:5–6
The sword of our soul does not acquire a keen sharp edge unless
another’s wickedness hones it.
—St. Gregory the Great1
N EARLY all the “living links” whom Eugene met in San Francisco were
members of the Russian Orthodox Church Abroad (also called the
Russian Church Outside of Russia, or simply “the Synod”), which as we have
noted was then headed by the venerable Metropolitan Anastassy. Of this branch
of the Russian Church Eugene was an ardent member. As far as he could see, the
Russian Church Abroad was blessed to have in its membership the most vivid
representatives of Holy Russia who were then living in the Diaspora: miracle-
workers, prophets, elders, true theologians, and philosophers. Eugene had
become a young Orthodox zealot, and in America the Russian Church Abroad
had been the Church most zealous in upholding Orthodox traditions. It was one
of the few Orthodox Churches in the West that had not accepted the Church
Calendar reforms of the 1920s and had remained on the Julian (“Old”) Calendar.
For Eugene, who understood well the infernal nature of the modern Communist
movement, it was also important that the Russian Church Abroad had not
compromised with the Soviet regime in Russia. Formed in 1920 in accordance
with an emergency decree issued by Patriarch Tikhon of Moscow in that same
year,[a] the Church Abroad had resolved to remain administratively separate
from the Church in Russia until such time as the latter was liberated from
persecution by the godless Soviet authorities. At the same time, as its founding
hierarchs affirmed, the Church Abroad considered itself from the beginning to be
“an inseparable, spiritually united branch” of the Mother Church in Russia.[b]
But while everyone in the Russian Church Abroad was for upholding
tradition and against capitulation with the Soviet regime, Eugene was soon to
learn that not everyone was of the same spirit. As he later remarked in a letter: “I
think you well realize that not everything in the Synod is the same quality as
gold, and for our own sake and the sake of those who trust and listen to us we
must find out and cling to only the best quality. All of us who have the ‘one
thing needful’ at heart should become even closer together in the dangerous days
ahead.”2
Within the episcopate of the Church Abroad itself, there were some who
did not see eye to eye with the hierarchs whom Eugene had come to love and
admire. It was the outspoken Helen Kontzevitch who first brought this to
Eugene’s attention. “From the first ‘milk’ I drank in as an Orthodox Christian in
the Synod,” Eugene was to recall in later years, “I was taught that we have two
kinds (or perhaps ‘traditions’) of bishops: on one side Vladikas[c] John, Averky,
Leonty, Nektary, Sava; on the other, those who now seem to have the governing
positions.”3
It was the lot of the great and holy hierarchs of the Russian Church Abroad
to suffer much at the hands of those of the “other” tradition. And the one to
suffer the most was the holiest of them all: Archbishop John.
Archbishop John was himself a loyal member of the Russian Church
Abroad, and believed that it should remain administratively separate from the
Church in Russia — the Moscow Patriarchate — so long as the Communist
regime enslaved his homeland. While in China he had remained under
Metropolitan Anastassy and the administration of the Russian Church Abroad
even when the five other Russian hierarchs in the Far East had placed
themselves under the Moscow Patriarchate. As Eugene wrote, however, “he was
absolutely above ‘parties,’”4 and thus he could not be counted on to adhere to the
isolationist position that many wished to see prevail in the Church Abroad. He
had been known to concelebrate, for example, with clergy of the Moscow
Patriarchate, the “Evlogiite” Church,[d] and the New Calendar Orthodox
Churches, an action which many considered taboo. In 1945, while serving as
Bishop of Shanghai, he had also been known to commemorate the newly elected
Patriarch of Moscow, Alexey I, along with Metropolitan Anastassy during
Church services. For this he was suspected by some people of having mixed
loyalties and a dangerous sympathy with the Soviet-dominated Moscow
Patriarchate. And indeed, although he himself never compromised with the
Soviet regime, he had compassion on those in the Church in Russia who could
not escape or resist the Communist authority. Looking to the deeper spiritual
unity that exists in the Church as a whole, he saw beyond temporary
administrative divisions resulting from unfortunate outward circumstances. He
told Eugene that the divisions in the Russian Church were provisional, and that
once Russia was free these divisions would end.5 In all this he was very much in
keeping with the founding principles of the Russian Church Abroad.
Archbishop John’s lack of political partisanship — coupled with his
eccentric appearance and behavior, and the fact that he was first in line to
succeed the ailing Metropolitan Anastassy as the next chief hierarch of the
Russian Church Abroad — made him a very troublesome person for some
people in the Church Abroad to deal with. At the same time, many thousands of
other people within the Church Abroad regarded him as a living saint, and were
ready to defend him to their last breath.
recorded: “On Thursday [June 6, 1963], the evening Divine services had only
just ended when an American Court official arrived, attended by one Russian. As
soon as I left the church, he delivered to me a copy of a complaint of sixteen
members of the parish council and of their collaborators, against sixteen
members of the former parish council,[h] and against ME and Archpriest
Nicholas Dombrovsky.13 [i] I was served a Court order which forbade me from
making appointments to have the meeting [for a parish council election] and
from signing contracts [with building contractors to continue the building of the
Cathedral].14 Together with this was a summons to appear in Court on May
31/June 13. The former parish council was charged with causing losses for the
church in the conducting of its economic matters, and I was charged with
covering up [the actions of] that council.”15
Archbishop John visiting the school at the Convent of the Vladimir Mother of God, San
Francisco, 1963. At right, Abbess Ariadna (†1996). Photograph from the San Francisco News
Call Bulletin, April 29, 1963.
Eugene was present when Abbess Ariadna, staff in hand, spoke out boldly
in the Cathedral in her indignation over how a faction of church members had
risen up against a living Saint. She told the congregation that those who felt as
she did could come instead to her for services. They marched with her out of the
Cathedral, leaving it empty, and went directly to the convent.
The strife was so intense that Archbishop John blessed several members of
his flock to go to the Moscow Patriarchate church in San Francisco instead of his
own church. Here, once again, he showed a lack of political partisanship and a
spiritual vision of the unity of the Church that transcended jurisdictional
divisions. Boris Massenkoff and other orphans were among those whom
Archbishop John sent to the “rival” Russian church.
SAN FRANCISCO’S three leading newspapers of the time, the Chronicle, the
Examiner, and the News Call Bulletin, published articles on the dispute
throughout the days of the trial, focusing their attention on the controversy
surrounding Archbishop John. On July 9, 1963, the Examiner featured a
photograph of Archbishop John sitting in the courtroom.
The trial lasted four days, and each day the courtroom was packed. Gleb
was working in Monterey and so could not attend, but Eugene went to all the
hearings. He saw the bishops and clergy who came to defend Archbishop John
lined up next to him on the bench. Besides Bishops Sava and Nektary, his friend
Archbishop Leonty Filippovich of Chile had come to be with him, having
traveled all the way from South America. Fr. Spyridon, Fr. Mitrophan, and
Abbess Ariadna were also there.
From the beginning of the trial, Judge Edward O’Day, a kindly old Irish
Catholic, could see that he had no ordinary defendant before him, but a true man
of God. For the first time in the history of San Francisco, the judge allowed the
defendant to say a prayer at the beginning of each session.[l]
Following the monastic principle of not seeking to justify oneself,
Archbishop John sat through all the hearings without saying a word.
At the beginning of the first hearing the Secretary of the Synod of Bishops,
Archpriest George Grabbe, unexpectedly arrived. “His continual meetings with
the plaintiffs’ lawyers,” Archbishop John recorded, “arrested one’s attention.”
On the third day of the trial the Synod Secretary testified for the plaintiffs, and
on the following day the plaintiffs’ lawyer gave a speech directed chiefly against
Archbishop John. “The accusations were so many,” Archbishop John wrote,
“that the Judge said that if each one were considered, the business would never
end.... The Judge, wishing to end the business in peace, for which he repeatedly
called in his talks in court, adjourned the session.... The session was suspended
until further notice.”24
Within a few days, three lawyers of the plaintiffs were flown to the Synod
headquarters in New York City. There, noted Archbishop John, “they
deliberated with Archbishop Vitaly, who had arrived [at the Synod headquarters]
again, and with Archbishop Nikon and Fr. George Grabbe. Their meeting lasted
for more than four hours.”25
One of the most disturbing aspects of the whole affair had been the
telegrams supposedly coming from the chief hierarch, Metropolitan Anastassy,
through the Synod Headquarters. Whenever Archbishop John or Bishop Sava
had spoken on the telephone with the Metropolitan, they had found him
supportive of their actions and judgments; he had confirmed Archbishop John’s
authority in San Francisco and, as we have said, had sent signed telegrams as
proof of this. At the same time, however, other telegrams were being sent, also
bearing the Metropolitan’s typed name as author, which stated things exactly to
the contrary, undermining Archbishop John’s authority, going against all his
decisions and enabling the plaintiffs to tell the Court that they were only “acting
in obedience to the Synod.” These telegrams were sent directly to the plaintiffs
and their lawyers, and in one instance to Judge O’Day himself; and Archbishop
John would only learn of them later. The Metropolitan was then quite frail; and,
as Archbishop John hinted in his report to the Metropolitan and the
Archiepiscopal Sobor, the telegrams most likely did not come from the
Metropolitan at all. “Recently,” Archbishop John wrote, “the still glorious and
esteemed name of Metropolitan Anastassy was covered with disgrace because of
the contradictory decisions, the appeal to the Court and other actions which have
injured his prestige, not only in our flock but also among those of other faiths,
since they proceeded from his name. We, his closest co-workers, know how
incompatible this is with his character, and we are unable to lay complete
responsibility for this upon him.”26
Archbishop John with his fellow hierarchs during the time of his trial, San Francisco, 1963. Left
to right: Archbishop Leonty, Archbishop John, Bishop Sava, Bishop Nektary.
In the beginning I did not especially feel this, since the presence of
Archbishop Afanassy and Bishop Sava controlled that which was coming
out officially from the Synod. But after their departure and the coming of a
new session, business set off with unrestrained swiftness, with no control...
decisions flew out provided only that they satisfied the plaintiffs.... The
execution of the illegal decision of the Synod threatened church life with
great complications and not only did not bring peace, but on the contrary
provoked new complications and shocks....
The impression appears that the “Synod” — or, rather, persons who
speak in its name — was bound up with those who were elected to the
parish council of the preceding year, who want to retain power for
themselves or at least for their close associates and those of one mind with
them, be this by legal or illegal means.
In every parish, there are people who are dissatisfied with the way
things are. There were also such people in San Francisco before the present
disturbance. But the creation from them of a united group working now in
defense of the local church authority, now against it, now in accordance
with the canons, now in contradiction to them, but always unanimously and
obstinately, is not just a local phenomenon, but is now guided by someone
who is near to the Synod.
With this explanation, all that happened in San Francisco becomes
understandable, from the beginning of the origin of the disturbance even to
this day. Certain events which arose in other dioceses also become
understandable.
What then are the consequences? The authority of the Synod is nearly
annihilated....
That which happened in San Francisco has quickly spread to all the
Diaspora and threatens the existence of the whole Church Abroad with a
falling away of part of her offspring in general from the Faith....
With pain it comes about, then, to watch and see the breakdown of the
Church Abroad, profitable only to her enemies. We, her hierarchs, cannot
allow this, nor this: that one organized group should dominate over the
other bishops and by any means promote whatever that group wants.28
To date the defendant has been needlessly forced by the plaintiff faction to
incur legal expense totaling several thousand dollars in efforts to protect
parish interests. The delay in construction of the cathedral occasioned by
this litigation has increased the construction costs beyond belief.
At no point in this litigation has the plaintiff faction come forward to
the Court with a single shred of legally sufficient evidence to support any of
the unfounded charges made by them....
The Court is aware of the needless dissension and strife among the
parish members caused by the unfounded allegations made by the plaintiff
faction. Great religious unrest within the parish has been the direct result of
the litigation.
The true business of this [parish] corporation, that of furthering the
religious ideals of the parish members, has been seriously interfered with by
the furor and disharmony resulting from the litigation.
The financial losses suffered by the corporation would in and of
themselves be sufficient reason for the court to deny the plaintiffs’ Motion.
Neither the Court-supervised receiver nor Price, Waterhouse & Company
reported any evidence of financial wrongdoing in connection with the
church affairs. The damage to the corporation, both from the theological as
well as the financial standpoint, approaches that of irreparable injury....
Archbishop John during the building of the new Cathedral, 1963. Behind him, to the left, is Fr.
Elias Wen, a Chinese priest originally from Shanghai.
W HILE Eugene was working on his book The Kingdom of Man and the
Kingdom of God, Gleb sent a preliminary draft of the chapter on
nihilism to Archimandrite Constantine Zaitsev, then the editor of Russian and
English language publications at Holy Trinity Monastery in Jordanville. Himself
a penetrating philosopher who thought and wrote about the apostasy along
similar lines, Fr. Constantine was highly impressed with Eugene’s work. Later,
on the basis of this chapter, he referred to Eugene in a Russian journal as “an
established ecclesiastical writer.”
In 1963 Eugene undertook to write an essay on Dostoyevsky’s “Grand
Inquisitor” and the “New Christianity” of Rome, utilizing material he had
written for the “New Christianity” chapter of his book. When finished, he
planned to send the essay to Fr. Constantine in the hope that it would be
published. A few hundred pages were written and rewritten, but, like Eugene’s
magnum opus, the essay was never completed and polished due to changes that
were to occur in his life.
AT the beginning of the essay, Eugene outlined the principles of the reign
of Antichrist as described in Patristic writings and in the works of the Orthodox
authors Soloviev and Dostoyevsky. The religion of Dostoyevsky’s “Grand
Inquisitor,” he wrote, “is the religion of earthly bread. It has one central doctrine,
and that is: the welfare of man in this world is the only common and
indispensable religious concern of all men. To anyone capable of distinguishing
between them, such humanitarianism seems indeed a paltry substitute for
Christianity; but it is by no means superficial. It appeals to some of the highest
human emotions; and its logic — once one grants the initial premise — is
irrefutable. It is, in fact, the profoundest and most ingenious substitute for
Christianity ever devised.”
The religion of the “Grand Inquisitor,” Eugene maintained, takes
fundamental Christian values — peace, brotherhood, unity, love — and distorts
them to be used toward the furtherance of purely earthly aims. It does not openly
do away with Christianity; it only reinterprets it, so thoroughly that sincere
Christians are eventually led to work for the same goals as secular idealists who
are seeking to build their kingdom of heaven on earth.
Eugene identified the worldly idealism of the modern age, whether it comes
from “Christians,” occultists, Communists, or Western secularists, as a form of
the ancient heresy of chiliasm. Apart from its theological definition as a specific
Christian heresy — the belief that Christ is soon to come to earth and reign right
here with his saints for a thousand years before the end of the world[a] —
chiliasm can refer more generally to any secular belief in a future age of perfect
peace and heavenly blessedness on earth. Along with nihilism (of which it is
only the “brighter side”), chiliasm is the key to understanding the spirit of the
age, for it is the hub around which many disparate elements will unite.
In the proclamations of the contemporary Roman Church, Eugene saw the
most obvious indications of a “transvaluation” of Christian values in the
direction of secular chiliasm. He quoted Pope John XXIII’s appeal to Orthodox
Christians to listen to the “spirit of the times” and his remarkable statement that
“the voice of the times is the voice of God.” He related how the Pope mocked
the idea that the end of the world might be at hand and how he expounded, on
the contrary, the doctrine of an imminent “new order of human relations.”
In contrast to the Scriptural injunction to “love not the world” (I John 2:15),
Eugene cited the words of Pope Paul VI: “We shall love our time, our
civilization, our technical science, our art, our sport, our world.” Just as this
worldly feeling of universal optimism is a denatured form of true Christian love,
so also the “New Christianity’s” concept of unity is an externalized form of the
spiritual, inward unity of believers that Christ spoke of. Pope John XXIII
rejoiced at what he called the “unity in esteem and respect for the Catholic
Church which animate those who follow non-Christian religions.” In light of this
statement, Eugene concluded: “If mankind is indeed, as Rome claims, to attain a
visible religious harmony on this earth, there will doubtless be involved, not one
common Christian Faith, but some such agreement based on tolerance and
esteem.”
“Humanitarian idealism,” Eugene wrote, “is what is left of Christianity
when specifically Christian truth has evaporated from it. It is the one ground on
which Christians and non-Christians can unite; for, having sprung from
Christianity and derived its specific coloration from Christian doctrine, it yet
appeals to everyone who believes first in man and in earthly happiness.
Everyone, receiving this doctrine, can read his own meaning into it. Christians
may find in it the earthly side of a doctrine which in its fullness speaks also of
Heaven; non-Christians can find in it a doctrine of man and a ‘higher reality’ that
does no violence to their own specific ideas of what lies above man and outside
this world; and anti-Christians may find in it an expression of universal wisdom
that itself exhausts the religious needs of man. Rome thus can become the
teacher of mankind, the fount of universalistic humanitarianism which ‘every
man of good will’ can accept without accepting the specific Christian Faith from
which it sprang.”
Two years after Eugene wrote this, on October 4, 1965, Pope Paul VI gave
an unprecedented address before the United Nations. This event corroborated
exactly what Eugene had told Gleb about the United Nations back in 1961, on
the day of their first meeting.
“An examination of the Pope’s address,” Eugene wrote, “reveals a singular
fact: the purpose of the Church of Christ is not mentioned, and the name of
Christ appears in it only once, in an ambiguous final sentence. It is perhaps
assumed that the audience knows for what the Pope stands; he said, indeed, ‘You
know our mission.’ But later, when characterizing the ‘aspiration’ of the Church
of Rome, he said only that she wished to be ‘unique and universal’—‘in the
spiritual field’!
“For a single moment only in his address did it seem that the Pope might be
about to speak a word of genuine Christianity. Citing the commandment of our
Lord to His Disciples to ‘go and bring the good news to all peoples,’ the Pope
announced that he indeed had a ‘happy message’ for ‘all peoples’ represented at
the United Nations. For Christians, this can only mean one thing: the good news
of salvation, of eternal life in God. The Pope, however, had a different, an
astonishing message: ‘We might call our message... a solemn moral ratification
of this lofty institution.’ This is what Rome offers today in place of the Christian
Gospel!...
“The Pope’s ideals come not from our Lord, not from the Apostles and
Fathers of the Church of Christ, but rather from the rationalist dreamers of the
modern age who have revived the ancient heresy of chiliasm—the dream of an
earthly millennium. This heresy was explicit in the Pope’s evocation of the ‘new
age’ of humanity, and of a ‘new history — peaceful, truly human history as
promised by God to men of good will.’ The Church of Christ has never taught
this strange doctrine; it is, however, one of the cardinal doctrines of
Freemasonry, of occultism and numerous related sects, and even (without
mention of God) of Marxism. For adopting this sectarian fantasy into the body of
Latin doctrine the Pope was acclaimed by the press as a ‘prophet.’
“Involuntarily one calls to mind the last work of the nineteenth-century
Russian philosopher, Vladimir Soloviev — the ‘Short Story of Antichrist’ (from
Three Conversations)—in which, basing himself primarily on the Holy Fathers,
he draws a chilling picture of Antichrist as a ‘great humanitarian’ and superman,
accepted by the world as Messiah.
“This ‘Messiah’ wins the world by writing a book, The Open Way to
Universal Peace and Prosperity, which was ‘all-embracing and all-reconciling,
combining noble reverence for ancient traditions and symbols with broad and
bold radicalism in social and political demands.... It brought a better future so
tangibly within reach that everyone said: This is what we want.... The wonderful
writer carried all with him and was acceptable to everyone.’ Those who were
concerned because the book did not mention Christ were given the assurance
that this was not necessary, since it was ‘permeated by the truly Christian spirit
of love and all-embracing benevolence.’ Swayed by the great man, an
‘International Assembly’ was formed to create a world government; he was
unanimously elected world ruler and issued a manifesto, proclaiming, ‘Peoples
of the world! My peace I give unto you. The ancient promises have been
fulfilled; eternal and universal peace has been secured.’
“... Paul VI is not Antichrist; but in the whole ‘drama’ in which he was the
chief ‘actor’ something of the seductiveness of Antichrist is already present. To
be sure, it is nothing original with him; it is rather the culmination of centuries of
apostasy.”1
IN his letter, Eugene told Merton that “we are witnessing the birth-pangs
of... a ‘new Christianity,’ a Christianity that claims to be ‘inward,’ but is entirely
too concerned with outward result; a Christianity, even, that cannot really
believe in ‘peace’ and ‘brotherhood’ unless it sees them generalized and
universally applied, not in some seemingly remote ‘other world,’ but ‘here and
now.’...
“Christianity become a ‘crusade,’ Christ become an ‘idea,’ both in the
service of a world ‘transformed’ by scientific and social techniques and a man
virtually ‘deified’ by the awakening of a ‘new consciousness’: this lies before us.
Communism, it seems clear, is nearing a transformation itself, a ‘humanizing,’ a
‘spiritualizing,’ and of this Boris Pasternak[b] is a sign given in advance; he does
not reject the Revolution, he only wants it ‘humanized.’ The ‘democracies,’ by a
different path, are approaching the same goal....
“An age of ‘peace’ may come to weary — yet apocalyptically anxious —
man; but what can the Christian say of such ‘peace’? It will not be the peace of
Christ.”
At the end of his letter, Eugene encouraged Merton not to be ashamed of
genuine, otherworldly Christianity, no matter how foolish it may appear in the
eyes of worldly men. “Above all,” he wrote, “the Christian in the contemporary
world must show his brothers that all the ‘problems of the age’ are of no
consequence beside the single central ‘problem of man’: death, and its answer,
Christ. Despite what you have said about the ‘staleness’ of Christianity to
contemporary men, I think that Christians who speak of this problem, and in
their lives show that they actually believe all that ‘superstition’ about the ‘other
world’—I think they have something ‘new’ to say to contemporary man. It has
been my own experience that serious young people are ‘tired’ of Christianity
precisely because they think it is an ‘idealism’ that hypocritically doesn’t live up
to its ‘ideals’; of course, they don’t believe in the other world either — but for
all they know, neither do Christians....
“The outward Gospel of social idealism is a symptom of this loss of faith.
What is needed is not more busyness but a deeper penetration within. Not less
fasting, but more; not more action, but prayer and penance.... If Christians in
their daily life were really on fire with love of God and zeal for His Kingdom not
of this world—then everything else needful would follow of itself.”5
Eugene was one with Dostoyevsky in believing that any true improvement
of society must come through the spiritual transformation of each person. As
Elder Ambrose of Optina clearly expressed it: “Moral perfection on earth (which
is imperfect) is not attained by mankind as a whole but rather by the individual
believer according to the degree to which he fulfills God’s commandments and
the degree of his humility. Final and complete perfection is attained in heaven in
the future eternal life for which the short terrestrial life serves only as a
preparation.”6
IF Eugene ever sent his letter to Thomas Merton, no reply from the latter
has been preserved.[c] In succeeding years, Eugene was to watch with sadness as
the consequences of Merton’s “disturbing” orientation played themselves out. In
1966 Merton formally rejected the outlook he had held twenty-five years earlier,
when he had entered the monastery and written The Seven Storey Mountain. He
mocked what he felt to be his former delusion in renouncing the world, believing
this to be part of the “negative,” “world denying” Christianity that had existed
throughout the centuries but was now outmoded, ready to be replaced by the new
vision of Pope John XXIII. In outlining his new way of thinking, Merton said
that the true duty of the Christian was “to choose the world.”7
The tragedy of Thomas Merton — and such it was, no matter what the
world may try to make of him — bore witness to Eugene’s statement that “the
outward Gospel of social idealism is a symptom of loss of faith.” At the same
time that Merton made a break with the tenets of his younger days, he began to
take his spiritual search outside Christianity and into Eastern religions. At first
Eugene hoped that this search would free him from the straitjacket of Roman
Catholic institutionalism with which he was struggling as a monk, and would
lead him, as it had Eugene himself, to the “Eastern,” mystical dimension of
Christianity — Orthodoxy. But such was not the case. Merton’s investigation of
Buddhism and Hinduism only led him deeper into them. Following from his
Church’s striving for “universality in the spiritual field,” he gradually lost his
faith in the uniqueness of Christian Truth. “Starving men cannot distinguish
flavors.” By the time of his famous pilgrimage to Hindu and Buddhist centers of
Asia, Merton viewed Christianity as but one path among many; he said he felt
more rapport with Buddhists than with Roman Catholics,8 and expressed his
desire to “find a Tibetan guru and go in for Nyingmapa Tantric initiation.”9
One can imagine where Merton’s course would have taken him and his
millions of admirers had he been able to finish his Asian pilgrimage and return
to America. When he died suddenly in Bangkok after lecturing at a conference
of United Religions in Calcutta, Eugene felt that he had been mercifully stopped
by God’s Providence. With sorrow he remarked to Gleb on the fate of this man
who had once given him hope — hope that it was indeed possible for a modern
man to live for the otherworldly Kingdom of Christ.
Eugene was now going in a direction opposite to the one Merton had taken
at the end of his life. For Merton, pagan Asia was “clear, pure, complete... it
needs nothing.” But Eugene, from his own years of searching in Buddhism, had
already felt most excruciatingly that it still lacked the most essential thing of all.
Merton, who had reached a spiritual impasse in contemporary Roman
Catholicism, believed that he had “fully utilized his own tradition and gone
beyond it.”10 Eugene, on the other hand, had already experienced the limitations
of the non-Christian religions which Merton had been exploring. He had already
gone beyond them to find, for the first time in his life, joy and spiritual
regeneration in Jesus Christ; and his growth within the Orthodox tradition had
only begun.
32
Old Ties
A friend loveth at all times, and a brother is born for adversity.
—Proverbs 17:17
O N July 12, 1963,[a] on returning home from church where he had partaken
of Holy Communion, Eugene received a letter from Alison. He had lost
contact with her for almost three years and had, as he said, “despaired of ever
hearing from her again.” Since he had last heard from her, she had gotten
married and moved to a farm in Illinois. In her letter she told Eugene that,
although she had no intellectual doubts about Christian Truth, she now found her
faith to be more or less dead.
“And so,” Eugene wrote back to her, “it seems that in these few years our
roles have been reversed: I, who was still seeking then, have found the object of
my search; and you are now once more seeking. But this is as God wills.
“I am very happy to hear again from you, and I am quite certain about the
meaning of your writing now. I have prayed for you always, and have thought
often about you.”
Eugene went on to tell Alison about his entrance into the Church, and said
he believed that she had written at this time because God wished him to tell her
about Orthodoxy. He wrote of how the Orthodox Church continues to produce
saints, and cited Archbishop John as an example. “If you are really interested in
Orthodoxy,” he offered, “I can begin to send you books (not books about
Orthodoxy so much as books of very practical spiritual advice which are a
necessary nourishment of the Orthodox life), icons, etc., as well as introduce you
to Orthodox people.... One of the joys of the Orthodox life is knowing such
people (even if only by correspondence), for in Orthodoxy especially the sense
of community is very strong; among devout people, everyone is ‘brother’ and
‘sister,’ and these words are not mere metaphors. All who have taken the name
of Orthodox Christians are striving together for the same goal; and even in this
life we have a foretaste of the perfect love that will bind us together in our Lord
in the eternal Kingdom He has prepared for His faithful.”
Eugene went on to state that “the heart of Orthodoxy is prayer; and I may
truthfully say that before I found Orthodoxy I never had the slightest idea of
what prayer was or what power it had. Often, of course, one is cold in prayer;
but I have known times, both by myself and with others, of truly warm and
fervent prayer, and of heartfelt tears of repentance: and I have known the joy of
seeing my prayers answered. Thus encouraged I, feeble and unworthy, have been
bold to speak to our Lord and to His Mother and His Saints (I have known no
one who prays to the Saints with such faith and fervor as Orthodox believers),
and their guidance in my life is as real to me as my own breathing.”
“Write soon and tell me what is in your heart,” Eugene concluded. “If I
have spoken boldly, it is out of the intense certainty and joy with which I am
filled by our Lord when I receive His Most Holy Body and Blood. How can I not
speak boldly when it is as clear as day to me that everything in this world passes
away in an instant, and all that remains is our Lord and the indescribable
Kingdom He has prepared for us who take His light yoke upon ourselves (and
indeed, how light is that yoke that looks so heavy to unbelievers!) and follow
Him. Pray for me, who am unworthy of everything that has been given me.”1
A few months after writing this letter, Eugene wrote to a devout young
woman named Nina Seco, an American convert to Orthodoxy, and asked her to
make contact with Alison. About Alison he wrote: “The last time I saw her she
was a fervent Anglican (High Church), with a great deal of spiritual awareness
and a great love for Our Lord.... I know she is capable of suffering a great deal in
silence if need be.” He told Nina that he would be sending Alison some
Orthodox books and icons, but that “what she needs most is contact with real
believers and fellow pilgrims on earth.”2
From another letter that Eugene wrote to Alison in 1963, it is evident that
his parents were growing concerned that he was becoming overly religious.
“Speaking of my family,” he wrote, “I saw them last week, and it is obvious that
they are becoming more and more worried about me. They would have been
only too happy if I had followed a normal worldly vocation, but they set their
hopes so high on me and now I turn out to be a religious ‘fanatic.’... A young
Russian friend of mine who lives in Monterey [i.e., Gleb] showed them some
slides of Russian monasteries and churches in North America, and they thought
they were ‘quaint’ but old-fashioned, etc. But what really shocked them, my
father especially, was a photograph of an old monk who had spent forty years in
his cell and hardly even spoke with other people. He has perhaps attained to a
high spiritual state, but all my parents could see was the example of a totally
‘wasted life.’ I fear I became rather desperate when I spoke of a life of prayer
and spiritual attainment, and how the true values are not of this world but of the
next — only to meet with total incomprehension and the suggestion that too
much religion is really ‘sickness.’ Well, where communication breaks down at
least prayer is still possible; but it makes me both angry and sad to think of the
many Protestant ministers posing as preachers of ‘Christianity,’ but actually
leading their flock down the path of seduction and leaving them totally
unprepared for the severe realities of the next life. I met my parents’ minister: he
never once spoke of God or religion, and on hearing I was writing a religious
book he seemed anxious to change the topic of conversation.”3
In yet another letter to Alison, Eugene expressed his hope that they would
be together in the Kingdom of Heaven: “In reading your letter over again, I see
that you say, ‘Your life is now complete, and you have many friends a great deal
dearer than I. I am not one of you.’ But that is not true. As a matter of fact, I
have very few close friends; but that is not what I mean. Spiritual friendship (and
every other kind, while having its consolations, ends with death) does not require
the conditions (common activities or work, a common circle of acquaintances,
frequent meetings, etc.) without which worldly friendships simply evaporate.
Spiritual friendship is rooted in a common Christian faith, is nourished by prayer
for each other and speaking to each other from the heart, and is always inspired
by a common hope in the Kingdom of Heaven in which there shall be no more
separation. God, for His own reasons, has separated us on earth, but I pray and
hope and believe that we shall be together when this brief life is over. Not for a
single day have you been absent from my prayers, and even when I heard
nothing from you for two years and thought perhaps I would never hear from
you again, you were still closer to me than most of the people I see frequently.
Oh, if we were real Christians, we would be strangers to no one, and would love
even those who hate us; but as it is, it is all we can do to love a few. And you are
certainly one of my ‘few.’”4
EUGENE was still working on The Kingdom of Man and the Kingdom of
God while supporting himself with menial jobs. In his letter to Nina he wrote:
“The book I have been writing is in much better form, though still far from
finished.... I sometimes despair that I am making it too abstract and
philosophical, so that no one will be interested in it or read it.” While he was
bussing dishes, his mind would turn to his true work, which he described to Nina
as “a study of the consequences of atheism as contrasted with the consequences
of faith (historical-spiritual-philosophical-theological).”5 Once his philosophical
cogitations caused him to accidentally drop a stack of dishes. Turning around at
the sound of the crash and seeing the broken pieces on the floor, the angry
restaurant manager put his hands on his hips and bellowed: “ROSE! YOU’RE
FIRED!”
“It is somehow a sobering thought for me,” wrote Eugene to Alison, “with
all my philosophical and abstract pretensions, to be a failure as a lowly
busboy.”6 Later Eugene worked as a busboy in a restaurant which he said was a
“pleasanter place,” but he lost this job, too. As he explained: “They sensed that
my heart wasn’t in my work, which it certainly wasn’t.”7
In between jobs Eugene would devote himself full-time to his book until his
money began to run out. After his busboy jobs he got employment as a janitor,
just like his father Frank. He found that being a busboy was easier, but he
preferred working as a janitor because it was quieter and he was able to work at
night, when the restaurant was closed.
Eugene wanted to visit the Jordanville monastery and seminary during
Christmas of 1963, but failed to save enough money for the trip. This was
unfortunate, for within a dozen years nearly all of its great teachers would be
gone. In 1975, Eugene was to make this statement on what Jordanville had been
when he had first planned to make a trip there: “Today an education on
Orthodox principles is just about extinct. The seminary in Jordanville in the
1950s and 1960s was actually one of the models in the modern world although
few people were aware of it, because it had a greater collection of true Orthodox
thinkers than has been gathered at any place since 1917, in Russia or outside of
Russia, if we except the prison camp at Solovki. But the great men who were
there — such as Professors I. M. Andreyev and I. M. Kontzevitch,[b] Nicholas
Talberg, Archbishop Averky, Archbishop Vitaly [Maximenko][c] before him,
Archimandrite Constantine, Fr. Michael Pomazansky and others — these men
are now gone or almost gone, and one must confess with some sadness that not
many people appreciated them. And now there is no one to replace them.”8
Eugene did, however, take advantage of opportunities to meet with the
Russian Orthodox thinkers who were then living in San Francisco. His godfather
Dimitry recalls: “The 1960s was a time of a great Russian émigré renaissance in
San Francisco, both religious and cultural. There were many outstanding
personalities — clerics, writers, artists. The center of this radiance was
Archbishop John, together with several outstanding bishops with links to the
spiritual traditions of old Russia. It was a great privilege to be there at that time!
Dimitry Andrault de Langeron. Photograph taken during the time he was living in San Francisco.
“My friends, the brothers Zavarin, had organized in their home meetings of
the Umolyubtsy (Lovers of Wisdom), which had a philosophical but also a
religious and literary orientation. Eugene came, and talked about his ideas.[d]
Professor Ivan Kontzevitch, a gifted and well-known theologian, also came, as
did professors of the university at Berkeley. Discussions lasted long into the
night. The thinkers we discussed included Hegel, Kant, Dostoyevsky, and
Professor Ivan Ilyin; and we dealt with such topics as the boundaries between
science and religion.”9
I N July of 1963 Gleb’s mother Nina came to Monterey and moved into a
rented house with Gleb. Gleb’s younger sister Ija had already been living in
California for over a year, in the city of Oakland, and made frequent trips to
Monterey to visit her mother and brother. Thus it was that Eugene, on his own
trips down the coast to visit his parents, got to know all three Podmoshenskys.
Eugene’s parents had liked Gleb from the time they met him, and when
they learned about Ija they hoped that a relationship might develop between her
and their son. They invited the three Podmoshenskys for dinner one Sunday
afternoon, and the two families got along famously. This was a great relief to
Eugene, since in the past his mother had generally disapproved of his friends.
When in Monterey, Eugene played guitar for Ija, continued to roam for
hours with Gleb on the seashore and through the woods, and went mushroom
hunting with both Gleb and Nina in the Monterey Presidio Park. Mushroom
hunting is a favorite activity of Russians, and it became such for Eugene, with
Nina as his instructor. In a letter to his godfather Dimitry he wrote: “Last week I
was in Carmel, and I spent several enjoyable days hunting mushrooms with Gleb
and his mother in the woods near their house. I had always been terrified of wild
mushrooms before, but now I discover that there are many varieties that are both
delicious and easily (and safely) identified.”1
NINA PODMOSHENSKAYA, who was then sixty-seven years old, became for
Eugene one more link to Russia — as well as a flesh-and-blood witness of his
whole philosophy. Having lived in Russia both before and after the Revolution,
she provided a firsthand description of how a nihilistic society manifests itself,
producing “subhumanity.” Eugene asked her detailed questions about the Soviet
judicial and prison systems. Not only had her husband been imprisoned, but her
father and twenty-year-old brother had as well. Her father had lost all his hair
and her brother all his teeth within a week due to the terrible conditions of the
Vologda prisons; and the ruthless Soviet agents — mere hooligans trained
specifically in sadism — had even shot the family dog, since they believed pets
were “capitalist parasites.”
Eugene in 1963.
Eugene and Ija in San Francisco.
Nina Podmoshenskaya.
Nothing gave Nina greater pleasure than to pour out her rich life experience
before such an avid listener as Eugene, speaking in her native tongue with
dramatic force garnered from her Fokine ancestry. “He absorbs it like a sponge!”
she told Gleb. She did not limit her discourse to the horrors of Communism —
which to her was nothing less than a satanocracy — but spoke just as
emphatically about the glories of pre-Revolutionary Russia. “You wouldn’t
believe it,” she would say. “Everywhere there were churches, sometimes three
on a block! Huge churches of all kinds, of bright colors. Rich benefactors would
build one in memory of a loved one, or a community would build one in honor
of some miracle. All over you would see shining cupolas. In the morning
hundreds of bells would be ringing, calling people to prayer and making the
whole atmosphere of the city light and joyful. And there were holy shrines all
over, too, with lampadas burning all day and night before holy icons. People
often stopped in the middle of their daily tasks to venerate them and say a
prayer.”
Being from a high-society family of the Russian intelligentsia, Nina had not
appreciated these religious manifestations while in the old country; it was only
after she had seen her son “born again” as an Orthodox Christian that she had
come to realize their value. Before, she had been taught to view Russian
Orthodoxy as the mere “religion of maids and cooks.” Now she recalled how her
family cook in Russia had, after putting food in the oven, gone to church every
morning. When he returned to serve the meal, Nina said, he emanated a deep
spiritual peace that had a calming effect on the entire household: “It was like
being in the presence of a real saint. And he was just an ordinary layman —
people like him were quite common.... How great was Holy Russia!” Nina
concluded. “But here in America,” she sighed, “everything is based on making
money!” and she pretended to slap a wallet on her hip.
This appraisal of contemporary American culture, of course, more or less
matched Eugene’s. He felt so much more at home in Russian culture that, in a
letter of 1963, he wrote that he felt himself “to be more Russian than
American.”2 But there are some things a true American never loses; and no
matter what Eugene may have thought of himself at this moment of his life, he
retained to the end a peculiarly American spirit of independence and a strong
work ethic.
In his love for Russia, Eugene did not go so far as to believe that becoming
Orthodox required one to change one’s ethnic identity. To another of the rare (at
that time) American converts to Orthodoxy, he wrote: “I am quite interested in
your English-language Orthodox Church and would like to hear more about it
and about the priest. While I am quite satisfied with the Church Slavonic
myself... I realize that one can’t expect many converts to go so far. In fact, one
of the chief difficulties I’ve had in my own modest missionary endeavors is the
linguistic and cultural barrier. People are invariably fascinated by the Slavonic
services, but any more intimate contact with the Church seems out of the
question to them. What kind of success has your Church had?”3
A T this time Eugene was considering what to do with his life after
completing his book. He was strongly drawn to monasticism. In 1963 he
wrote to Alison: “God willing, I intend to become a monk (and perhaps a priest)
in the service of God when I have finished the book in a year or two.”1
Considering all the inspired activity that Archbishop John had generated in the
San Francisco community, there were surprisingly few potential monastics there.
As Eugene remarked in a letter: “There are few any more who think of the
monastic life or take it seriously, even among Russians; Gleb’s mother, for
example, gave me some very ‘practical’ advice on why I shouldn’t be a monk.”2
Bishop Sava, when he came to San Francisco to defend Archbishop John,
spoke of his hopes of establishing a monastery and looked around for
prospective monks. “For myself,” Eugene wrote with regard to this possibility,
“I have yet to finish my book and see Jordanville before I make my choice.”3
Gleb, meanwhile, was facing his own questions about the future. For now
he had to stay in Monterey to support his mother, who had told him he could not
leave without having first bought her a house and found a good husband for his
sister.
Gleb was, it is true, getting on quite successfully at his job at the language
college. With his outgoing personality, he was popular with the students, and
had been asked to take further courses in order to obtain a better position in the
field of linguistics. Inwardly, however, he felt unfulfilled. He longed for the
realization of those “dreams” which he had expressed to Blessed Herman on
Spruce Island. He had already laid the beginning for a missionary brotherhood
that would glorify Fr. Herman, having written a letter of intent to Archbishop
John and having recruited young men in San Francisco, including Eugene. As
yet, however, this brotherhood had not taken shape or accomplished anything.
Where was the “idiot” whom Gleb had begged from Blessed Herman, the
one who was to be a lifelong partner in fulfilling his missionary dreams? Since
the threat of his mother’s curse still hung over him if he left her without means
and became a monk, he thought that he was to become a married missionary
priest, and that his partner would one day be his Russian girlfriend in San
Francisco, Sonya.[a] Sonya was a devoted churchgoer, but after some time she
made it clear to Gleb that she wanted a normal life in the world and was not
interested in pursuing his “big ideas” of total self-sacrifice for God. They both
understood they would have to part ways. After what turned out to be his last
meeting with Sonya, Gleb went to Eugene’s apartment and with tears told him
that he had just given up his last hope for happiness in the world. Later, when
Gleb was about to return to Monterey, Eugene looked at him with a very serious
expression. As Gleb recalled, “He expressed to me the following thought:
Whatever the future now held, I must not forget that I, having made this break
with Sonya, had thereby made a commitment to God to serve Him, helping
people to come closer to the spiritual heart of Orthodoxy. I knew how sorry
Mother would be, and that Fr. Vladimir in Jordanville would have to wait longer
for me to be a priest.[b] — But I felt a victor, and had to make new resolutions.”
GLEB continued to roam the forests around Monterey, reading the Lives of
the ascetics and praying to God for enlightenment. “Once I walked off into the
woods,” he recalls. “The ocean was shining through the trees down below on my
right, as I walked and walked on the moss. I was reading the Life of the desert-
dweller Elder Zosima of Siberia.... I fell asleep and woke up well into the night.
The moon was high and very bright, and the ocean below was bathed in its light.
I decided to go south along the shore but within the forest. The thoughts in my
heart were transfigured — I felt I was somewhere in Holy Russia or Mount
Athos, because I had recently read portions of Fr. Denasy’s descriptions of his
visit to forlorn and lost desert-dwellers. I knelt facing east and our St. Seraphim
Church[c] several miles away — and I prayed fervently — asking one question
over and over again: ‘Why, O Lord, cannot this wonderful land of Fr. Herman
— this California of Fort Ross[d] — produce this desert-dwelling fervency? Why
should such exalted dreaming, wishing and inspiration ultimately go sour and
revert to prosaic, smug adjustment to the world? Make more misfits, ‘fools,’
outcasts from the world, and give them this indescribable happiness which I now
experience!’ I prayed to Elder Zosima and Elder Basilisk and their disciple Peter
Michurin; to Anthony and Moses of Optina and all the Roslavl Elders, including
my beloved Theodore of Sanaxar, Theophan of New Lake, etc. I don’t know
how long I prayed, kneeling on that soft moss in that blessed spot with bright
stars and the moon above me.... I wandered more, fell to the ground again, and
made a thousand promises.—Just let this feeling I had be passed on to someone
smarter than me who could find ways and means to propagate on rooftops this
unexplainable oneness with God’s creation, that is outside of personal egotism or
gain.”
On their forest walks together, Gleb could see that Eugene shared his
aspirations: “It was clear in my mind and heart that Eugene also loved nature and
did associate religious feelings with it. But his was a silent love, a stillness that
sensed the inner essences of created things. I discovered how he became
absorbed in the contemplation of nature, in total external and internal silence,
and how he profoundly longed for this. I was amazed and began to disclose all
the ‘Roslavl forest’ dreaming of mine. He was entirely into it, stating that it was
his old dream — but the question remained as to how to bring it into reality. We
read the Canon to the Mother of God, kneeling in the moss....
“Once Eugene expressed a desire that I go with him to the Muir Woods,
around Sausalito, where he used to go, getting lost for a day. I was to meet him
on Van Ness Street very early in the morning, and we would take a bus to Mill
Valley with the intention to spend a night there with a bonfire. We spent the
whole day in almost total silence, and shivered the whole night somewhere in
some gazebo-type shelter against horrible wind and rain. Something like that
was also experienced on a beach, where for hours he sat like a statue, deeply
engrossed in thought. It did not strike me as something constructive. But then the
intent was to endure exposure to outdoor living. The bonfire made me very sad
for some reason. The sky became beautifully red, and he ‘consoled’ me with
roasted marshmallows, which was new to me but brought him some old
childhood recollections, and he was talkative. My sadness was due to the ‘miss’
in our ‘hit and miss’ experiments. They did not do anything to further the
podvizhniki idea of Siberia or Blessed Herman of Alaska. But the aim, of course,
was to grow accustomed to each other and see how we worked and interacted
with each other — realizing full well that the two of us were of almost opposite
natures....
“As the months went by, I became more and more pressured by my
conscience that I was wasting my time. But above all I was concerned about
Eugene’s book, The Kingdom of Man and the Kingdom of God, part of which I
had sent to Fr. Constantine, who loved it, calling Eugene an ‘established
ecclesiastical writer.’ Although this book was so needed by modern man, I knew
that no one would bother to print it. The big commercial book companies would
abhor it because of the terribly negative way Eugene treated the modern age,
calling it the pre-Antichrist period. But at the same time no church publisher
would venture to support the printing of such a huge undertaking: they would
not even read it, never mind attempt to publish it! Even Fr. Constantine had been
reprimanded for publishing a big book of Christian philosophy when
contemporary church people were not interested in buying such things.
“So, Eugene was spending time writing the book — for whom? Who would
ever see it? Yet, I knew that it was absolutely imperative, not only that the book
be printed, but that the very voice of a man of such calibre be heard, which
would be of such great benefit to the true believer of Orthodoxy! How could I
combine two things: for the Church to utilize Eugene’s talent, and for Eugene to
benefit from the Church? Some solution must be found. How could he avoid
going sour like other converts had? I knew there had to be an answer — and I
fervently prayed to St. Seraphim.
“There is a spiritual law: in the work of the Lord one can’t pursue personal
gain or be moved by egotism. Clearly, Eugene lived by this law; he did not care
for himself. He was a selfless idealist, but with a head well screwed on, as
Russians say: a man who wanted to live for God, and God alone.
“I looked on Eugene as a kind of romantic figure, like some consumptive
poet who could wither and die in the rain without anyone knowing or
understanding what he lived for. What I saw as Eugene’s nobility was precisely
the suffering of a soul that yearns for Beauty and Truth despite the fact that
worldly reality works against this. This was inborn in him, and it had to be
preserved....
“As a rule I always walked to and from the St. Seraphim Church along the
beach, about two miles. The sea always put me into a state I loved best to be in
— removed from the tumult of the world. One Saturday evening at the end of
August, 1963, I walked to church at sunset — golden and beautiful, when the sea
and the sand and the sky and everything turns into one glorious hue. The church
was unusually empty for the Vigil service. The priest served all alone, and I
alone sang the service with him. He had a beautiful, high tenor voice and knew
all the monastic chants. He was a wonderful man, but a bit scared inside. The
local ‘intelligentsia’ teachers drove him to this state, so that he refused to give
sermons, and when he rarely did he feared for every word he said. What a pity
— he was a bastion of wisdom and knowledge and human kindness. These
people should have learned from him, but they did not.[e]
“After this lonesome Vigil I went home by way of the beach. Instead of
being inspired by the service, I was filled with a feeling of helplessness and
futility at the sight of the unappreciated priest serving alone in the church. And
here I was praying to God to help Eugene find his place in that very Church!
What if he were to get involved and then, when the newness wore off, he was to
find himself in the same dead state that so many others are in? The key was this:
he was new wine, and I must find for him new bottles; for none of our converts,
if they are honest with themselves, can fit into our old bottles.
“With these thoughts I walked towards home along the beach. The horizon
glowed with ominous red, its color soon to disappear into night. When I came to
Fisherman’s Wharf in Monterey there was already total darkness, save for the
neon lights of late commerce. I walked on the railroad tracks towards Cannery
Row and Pacific Grove. I could not go home in this state of burden. I had to find
a way out of that dead end which I felt was ahead of Eugene. I wept bitterly in
this state of dark helplessness, and walked on the rocks which surrounded the
bay, high above the splashing dark waters beneath me. I looked into the faded
horizon and cried out into space: ‘O God, what must be done?! Enlighten me!’
“And all of a sudden I clearly heard coming from out of that dark abyss, as
if billows of air rolling towards me, repeating several times, in rhythm with the
beating of my heart, ‘bookstore,’ ‘bookstore,’ ‘bookstore,’... and fading away the
same way they had rolled in. Like a wave that splashed at my feet, this
tremendous idea! I immediately grasped the message and heard myself repeating
several times until I came to myself: ‘Bookstore, bookstore, bookstore!’
“That was God’s obvious help and revelation. I had had some thoughts on
the subject before, along with a whole lot of other ideas. But now I clearly got
the answer, like a long sought-for piece of a jigsaw puzzle. It fit Eugene, the Fr.
Herman Brotherhood, his book, the converts, the desert ideal, the Orthodox
Church — all, all into one whole. The picture was immediately clear.
“The bookstore would house the Brotherhood, proclaiming the podvizhnik
desert-lover Herman. It would sell books. The profit from the books would
enable us to get a printing press, which in turn would print Eugene’s Kingdom
book, which would give us money to get deserted land for a skete, which would
enable us to prepare, by doing missionary work, to go to Alaska and restore Fr.
Herman’s New Valaam! How clever, how obvious!
“I was overwhelmed with the whole clear plan that lay before me. Right
then that very night I conceived the idea of ‘holy money,’ that is, profit from the
sale of purely Orthodox material which sets forth the integral Patristic
worldview — no heresies, or even freethinkers. I wanted to propagate
podvizhniki using holy means (as opposed to the jesuitical idea of ‘the end
justifies the means’). The ‘holy money’ we earned, upon which would rest God’s
blessing, would be the foundation rock upon which we could safely build.
“And the second idea was yedinodushie [oneness of soul], which in practice
meant not doing anything without each other’s blessing. Through this we could
avoid the way of the world, which is for everyone to play God and each one to
seek his own will.
“I had to know if this was all God’s doing or my feverish daydreaming. I
resolved to pray hard and then present these ideas of mine to Eugene first, even
before revealing them to Archbishop John and other potential brothers. Already I
had told some of my ideas concerning a brotherhood to Archbishop John, when I
had come to California in November of 1962.
“Soon I arrived at Eugene’s place. Jon was also there. At once I stated that I
had come with the most important proposal of my life, and that I begged their
attention and time. We at once faced the icon corner and on our knees read and
sang the entire Supplicatory Canon to the Theotokos. After its completion, I
stated points about the Brotherhood based on a bookstore and asked for an
honest reaction. We stood up. Even before finishing I felt that Jon was upset.
The first thing he said was: ‘I don’t want to have anything to do with it! It’s too
involved. And besides, it’s repulsive to combine religion and money. Count me
out.’
“Then in silence I turned to Eugene, who struck me as being absolutely
peaceful and inwardly still, while I was literally burning. He looked deep into
my eyes and calmly said with total firmness, so that Jon could clearly hear, as I
at once understood: ‘I TRUST you!’
“That was all that was needed. I knew right then and there — that before
me stood that very ‘idiot’ for whom I had asked Fr. Herman over his coffin, after
which I had been given an affirmative feeling in my heart—‘you’ll have one.’
“I stood still but my whole being was charged with energy, for at this
moment I knew that all my ideas would come true: that there will be a
Brotherhood glorifying Fr. Herman; that he will be canonized and made a saint;
that we will have the store with the ‘holy money’—and a magazine, and the
desert; and that I’ll buy the house Mother wanted, and my sister will get married
well, and Eugene’s book will get printed — and some day we will have a New
Valaam in Alaska.
“Eugene did not know all that. He continued looking at me with firmness,
emphatically so, while Jon swayed angrily back and forth, and soon left. I
understood that Jon really could not enter upon this whole venture. I knew he’d
be a help and would take part in all this, but it was beyond him. What amazed
me, though, was that Eugene had not said to me, ‘how smart of you,’ or ‘this
idea is prudent,’ or ‘let’s see if it works,’ or ‘what will others say?’ No. With this
word TRUST he had hinted without any of my probings that we could have
oneness of soul, even though we were so different in temperaments,
personalities, etc. In spite of it! And it proved to be right!”
PART IV
The Brotherhood’s icon of Blessed Father Herman, painted by Gleb Podmoshensky in 1962.
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The Brotherhood
Obtain by thine intercession a speedy softening of our hardened souls,
pray that we may understand what is the will of God; and though we
have done nothing good before God, may we make a good
beginning....
—Service to our God-bearing Father Herman of Alaska1
A LL this time, almost from the time of his arrival in San Francisco,
Archbishop John had been praying before an icon of Blessed Herman for
the realization of a missionary brotherhood in his name. Gleb relates how this
came about:
“While at Blessed Herman’s New Valaam site in Alaska, I had wanted to
see a traditional painted icon of him. Since I had never seen such an icon,
depicting him in a halo, I asked Fr. Gerasim to bless me to paint one. This he
did, stating that he’d like to see a photograph of it if possible. The design was
conceived at the relics of Blessed Herman, and the icon was executed in Boston
during the Paschal period of the following year. Fr. Gerasim approved of it, and
I took it to be approved also by Fr. Adrian of New Diveyevo and by Fr. Cyprian,
the iconographer in Jordanville.
“Associating this icon with the dream of the Fr. Herman Brotherhood, I
traveled with it across the United States when I moved to the West Coast. At that
time Archbishop John had just been stationed in the San Francisco diocese. I
brought it to Archbishop John’s house chapel in St. Tikhon’s Orphanage, and
giving it to him I asked him to pray. He placed it in the ‘high place’ behind the
altar table,[a] saying that it would stay there and he would pray for the
Brotherhood until we came to take it to the Brotherhood’s future headquarters.
The icon witnessed many Liturgies performed by Archbishop John.
“At the same time I gave him a little black-and-white print of Blessed
Herman with the troparion[b] to him written underneath it. Later I saw this print
framed and placed in a prominent place in Archbishop John’s study, where it is
hanging to this day. Maria Shakhmatova told me that she often saw Archbishop
John praying before it.”
ON the night that Eugene had said “I trust you,” the new Brotherhood had
at last been truly born; and the brothers reflected on how this had come about
through the prayers of Archbishop John. The first step the new Brotherhood took
was to ask Archbishop John’s blessing upon its labors. When the Archbishop
heard about the brothers’ proposal for a bookstore, he was careful to make them
understand that their success depended on their own effort and on God. Thus, in
response to Gleb’s request for his archiepiscopal approval, he simply wrote:
Dear Gleb,
Your intention is clearly good and the cause is good. You must exert
all your effort for its realization. I am asking God for His almighty help. If
it is pleasing to God, then it will go forward. May the Lord bless you.
With love,
Archbishop John
August 28, 1963
St. Moses the Ethiopian and St. Job of Pochaev[c]
The brothers thought it significant that Archbishop John wrote this blessing on
the day of St. Job of Pochaev, the patron of Orthodox missionary work through
the printed word. It was also the commemoration day of St. Moses the Black,
which made the brothers feel the Archbishop’s blessing on future Orthodox
outreach to African Americans.
One of Archbishop John’s orphans from the St. Tikhon of Zadonsk
Orphanage in Shanghai, the same Vladimir Tenkevitch who had introduced
Eugene to Gleb, became one of the Brotherhood’s founding members. Another
founder was a Serb named Anthony, a student of the St. Tikhon of Zadonsk
Seminary in South Canaan, Pennsylvania.
Gleb sent news to Fr. Gerasim in Alaska about the founding of the
Brotherhood. This came as a consolation to Fr. Gerasim, who, it will be re
membered, had first inspired in Gleb the idea of a brotherhood in Blessed
Herman’s name. On March 16, 1964, Fr. Gerasim wrote back to Gleb:
EVEN at this early stage of the Brotherhood, it was clear what form Gleb
and Eugene’s partnership would naturally take. Gleb would be the one to dream
up the big ideas, paint them in vivid colors, and emphasize their importance.
Eugene, meanwhile, would listen attentively, absorbing it all into his analytical
mind. At first he would say nothing, but later, after having carefully thought it
over, he would reveal a precise plan for implementing the ideas, which would
amaze Gleb with its simplicity and practicality.
Eugene did not try to implement all of Gleb’s ideas, which simply would
have been impossible. Rather, he prioritized them, gave them structure, and
reined them in when they were too impractical. It was indeed a providential
partnership, for without Gleb, Eugene would not have stepped out on his own
with novel ideas; and without Eugene, Gleb’s ideas would have remained just
that: ideas.
Eugene was well aware of this. In a letter to his godfather Dimitry, he wrote
regarding the bookstore project: “It was originally Gleb’s idea, and it should be
successful if we can keep his very active imagination within the realm of
practical realities!”3
Gleb recalls how once, when relating some of his own recent ideas, he
began to grow sad and stopped talking.
“Go on,” Eugene said.
“What’s the use of going on?” Gleb lamented. “It’s all in the realm of
dreaming.”
“Why should we let external hindrances get in the way of our vision?”
“But how do we overcome those hindrances?”
“By putting two and two together,” Eugene concluded.
FROM the beginning, the brothers resolved that their bookstore would not
be located inside a church, as was usually done. Gleb in particular had always
hated the idea of people jingling money while services were going on — it
reminded him of Christ throwing the money changers out of the temple. (In this
he took after his spiritual father Fr. Adrian, who had tried to forbid the passing
of a collection plate during services.) Having an Orthodox missionary bookstore
in a separate building, however, was actually a new idea at this time. As far as
the brothers knew, there was then in America no other city storefront that sold
exclusively Orthodox material.
In September of 1963, Eugene wrote to Gleb about the bookstore idea:
After some thought, I’ve decided your idea is really quite practical. Here
are some of my own ideas about putting it into effect:
First, find a garage or a small shop in or near the Richmond district...
for no more than $30 a month.... It should have a fairly large window for
display purposes; if there isn’t one, we should make one. Then, equip it
with a few tables, bookcases, etc., with of course an icon with lampada in
one corner, Fr. Herman[e] on one wall, pictures of Jordanville, etc., on other
walls, and a bulletin board by the door. Also a samovar, or at least a pot of
hot water, in the back. Then, get a supply of books, icons, etc., from
Jordanville... and whatever other Orthodox materials from other places that
can be obtained with little or no immediate payment.... Several people
could be responsible for opening and closing the shop, a different person
each day, to divide the labor. All work would be voluntary and unpaid, all
proceeds going to expansion of the activities of the “Brotherhood” — first,
purchase of more books for sale, especially the Fathers;[f] second, providing
the bookstore is a success, the publication of some sort of bulletin
(perhaps), etc....
All that is required to begin is a small amount of cash (for rent,
furniture, paint, etc.) and, most of all, at least four or five enthusiastic
workers. I am quite enthusiastic already.4
WITHIN a few weeks Eugene found a storefront that seemed ideal for their
purposes. Less than a block away from the new Cathedral, which was at that
time not quite completed, the storefront was on a busy street and was easily
accessible. Eugene described it thus in a letter to Gleb: “The store is about 15’ ×
30’, and about 13 feet high. It has a balcony, which will be our shipping
department, and in future it can serve as a place for our printing press (!). You
will like it very much I’m sure.”6 The rent — eighty-five dollars per month —
was more than Eugene had planned for, but when he talked it over with Gleb
they decided to take the place.
On January 14/27, 1964, the feast of St. Sava the Enlightener of Serbia,
Eugene made an agreement with the owner. That same day he wrote to Gleb
about what he felt to be a beneficent sign from God: “In my own Gospel reading
(one chapter daily) I read today St. Luke 10—which, as you recall, was the same
passage I opened at random and we both read when we were returning by train
from Carmel almost exactly a year ago. ‘The Lord... sent them two by two
before His face into every city and place, whither He Himself would come.
Therefore said He unto them: The harvest truly is great, but the laborers are few:
pray ye therefore the Lord of the harvest, that He would send forth laborers into
His harvest....’”
The new “Joy of All Who Sorrow” Cathedral on Geary Boulevard in San Francisco, while
construction on it was being completed.
“I think the place next to the new Sobor [Cathedral] is perfect,” Eugene
continued. “If we cannot succeed there, we can succeed nowhere. The location
itself is probably worth at least $50 a month in advertising.”
The following day Eugene paid the first month’s rent. “Now it’s too late to
back out,” he wrote. “Now it is time to get to work.”7
Gleb was gladdened by Eugene’s enthusiastic letters, especially by the
phrase about getting down to work. “I am very happy inside,” he wrote to
Eugene.
W HILE all these preparations for the store were going on, Eugene became
involved in another endeavor. Archbishop John, ever working to
increase apostolic activity, summoned his vicar Bishop Nektary and the rest of
the local clergy in order to form a series of theological courses. The courses
began meeting several times a week and were highly successful. Men and
women filled St. Tikhon’s basement hall where the classes were conducted, and
every lecture was followed by an inspired discussion. Archbishop John taught
Liturgics, Bishop Nektary — Patristics, Fr. Spyridon and Fr. Leonid Upshinsky
— Old Testament, Fr. Nicholas Dombrovsky — New Testament; and others
taught Apologetics, Church History, Pastoral Theology, church singing, and
even Russian literature.
Eugene attended the courses for three years. One thing that struck him early
on was the other students’ lack of knowledge of the Bible. “The Russians ask
such obvious questions,” he told Gleb, “as if they never read the Scriptures.”
“They don’t,” Gleb responded. “It’s not a habit for them. They follow the
traditional forms of worship, which no one can deny is a good thing, but they
neglect the Scriptures.” This discovery strengthened Eugene’s conviction about
the need for Orthodox missionary work — for the sake of those in the Church as
well as those outside it.
Seeing Eugene’s willingness and his ability, Archbishop John looked for
opportunities to let him do a little missionary work of his own. Once he asked
Eugene, instead of hearing a presentation at St. Tikhon’s Home, to give one
himself. The talk went well, but afterwards Eugene faced his first head-on
challenge as a missionary. His opponent sounded like something straight out of
Dostoyevsky. “My talk on Sunday,” he wrote Gleb, “provoked a very animated
argument, chiefly between me and an atheist named Vadim, who set forth a
complete ‘Superman’ philosophy and accused Christianity of being a failure,
both because it is no longer powerful (in a worldly sense) and because every
Christian isn’t a saint. Some of his arguments were half-true, but mostly he
spoke straight from Satan, and I was rather discouraged at the weakness of my
own words. How small and feeble we have become! But how much more must
we fail to become discouraged, and trust more in Our Lord.”2
Gleb sent these heartening words in reply: “Yes, I know how one feels
when one is confronted with a man deeply believing in the anti-Christian logic
of ‘this world that lies in evil’ (according to St. John). I never met this Vadim,
but all these people, being atheists, help us to ‘buckle-up’ spiritually. One ought
not blame them; they are not born anew, as our Lord asks us to be, in order to
follow Him.”
Archbishop John gave Eugene another missionary opportunity when, in
1963, he asked him to contribute articles to a local newsletter called Pravoslavny
Blagovestnik (Orthodox Tidings). This small publication, begun by Archbishop
Tikhon, had previously been solely in Russian, but now Archbishop John wanted
at least one English article to be included in each issue. This was to serve as the
Archbishop’s outreach to those who could not read Russian. He was so adamant
that not a single issue be without an English article that he would call late at
night or early in the morning to make sure the article had been submitted to the
press. Approving of everything Eugene wrote, he never made a correction.
It was thus in Orthodox Tidings that Eugene began to be published. His
articles for it, which have been posthumously published in the book Heavenly
Realm, covered a variety of topics: feast days, saints, and teachings on the
spiritual life. Written in the form of brief sermons of one or two pages, they bore
witness to his growth in the Orthodox Faith. Now he was writing first of all
about the “Kingdom of God,” not the “Kingdom of Man.” In some passages of
his “lay sermons,” however, he did bring out philosophical ideas which he had
been writing about in his magnum opus.
Reflecting on his “lay sermons” years later, Eugene was to write: “I don’t
know who if anyone read them, and looking back on them now I find them,
despite the ‘feeling’ I put into them, somewhat ‘abstract,’ the product of thinking
that hadn’t had too much experience as yet either of Orthodox literature or
Orthodox life. Still, for me they served an important function in my
understanding and expression of various Orthodox questions, and even in my
Orthodox ‘development,’ and Vladika John ‘pushed’ that.”3
Archbishop John in his office in St. Tikhon’s Home, where he would speak with Eugene and
Gleb. San Francisco, 1966.
Archbishop John’s office in St. Tikhon’s Home, as it has been preserved after his repose.
WHEN Eugene was not making preparations for the bookstore or working
at menial jobs, he sought opportunity to pursue his favorite pastime: hunting
mushrooms. Scouting out those parts of San Francisco that had not been covered
by concrete, especially around the city’s Presidio, he was able to come a little
closer to nature while living amidst the civilization in which he felt so out of
place. His fondness for this activity can be gleaned from references to it in his
letters. “I was planning to go mushroom hunting tomorrow,” he wrote to Gleb,
“but unfortunately I have to work tonight (at the Mark Hopkins Hotel,[a] and
everyone will be drunk, I imagine), so I will have to postpone it until Saturday.
I’ve been reading some mushroom books, and I discover that there are several
other very edible and easily identifiable varieties in this area.”4 And in another
letter: “The mushrooms are about exhausted in this area, but I have discovered a
new and most delicious variety (the ‘honey mushroom’) that grows on the roots
and trunks of trees and is quite common.”5
As he had done for years, Eugene would also leave the city and hike around
the Mount Tamalpais State Park and the Muir Woods, sometimes climbing
Mount Tamalpais. To Gleb he wrote: “I think I will run away from everything
and go to the woods tomorrow (just for the day).”6 On these outings he would
study the flora and fauna, making notes in his guidebook of native trees of the
San Francisco Bay region.7
Mushroom hunting and wilderness hikes, however, could hardly satisfy
Eugene’s deep love for nature. He would have rejoiced to get out of the city for
good, but now, with the burgeoning missionary activity, it was clear that this was
where God had placed him, for the time being.
37
The Bookstore
If you want to see a living miracle of Blessed Father Herman of
Alaska, go next door to a tiny store....
—Archbishop John
B EFORE the brothers opened their store to the public, they asked Archbishop
John to come and bless it. The Archbishop designated a day when he
would come. “But when that day arrived,” Gleb recalls, “instead of Archbishop
John there appeared in our doorway the rather peculiar figure of Fr. Spyridon,
with his disheveled hair hanging in front of his face, his worn klobuk, his short
cassock and huge shoes, walking in like Charlie Chaplin.
“We were at first disappointed that Archbishop John himself had not come
to sanction the beginning of our missionary endeavor. Fr. Spyridon, stuttering
and short of breath, announced rather sheepishly that unfortunately he had been
sent in place of Archbishop John, and that he regretted this and deeply
apologized for it. Evidently he had noticed an expression of disappointment on
our faces. But when I turned to Eugene, I could see that he was very happy to
behold such a genuine man — for there could not be found in the whole San
Francisco area a humbler figure than Fr. Spyridon.
“Fr. Spyridon proceeded to serve a Moleben[a] before the Brotherhood’s
icon of Fr. Herman. At the end of it he turned around and delivered a speech to
the small gathering of our humble brotherhood, in a rather exalted, dramatic
fashion. He took a very high pitch, and, since he was tone-deaf and his voice was
cracking from the enthusiasm he so abundantly generated, the tone of the speech
was rather unusual, to say the least. From the very start his excitement evoked
his asthma, and it was apparent that every breath he took in speaking was from
the sheer sincerity and glorious well-wishing of a loving heart. The contents of
the speech were, alas, never recorded, but the impression was overwhelming.
We could not have asked for a better identification of our Brotherhood’s goals,
expressed in beautiful, classic Russian. He understood what we were after. No
one else, before or after, so precisely identified the purpose of our mission and
actually set us on the right path. We ourselves had never expressed exactly what
we had in mind: it was through his mouth that it came. We were surprised to see
in a Russian clergyman such a clear understanding of the need to spread
Orthodoxy to the English-speaking world and to the entire apostate West.”1
ON March 27, 1964, “Orthodox Christian Books and Icons” was opened at
last. Eugene began to work full time at the shop, even spending most of his
nights on a cot in the back. He put all his passion into this new work — which
had finally come as the answer to the desperate prayer he had once made to the
Mother of God.
Gleb, who still had to work in Monterey to support his mother, could only
come on the weekends to help. Living as they did in different cities, he and
Eugene were concerned that a fissure might occur in the foundation they had
laid. In order to achieve a unity of mind and purpose, they agreed to remember
to pray every day at noon, wherever they might be. This common and
simultaneous offering to God was one of the primary means of keeping the
Brotherhood together in its first years.
From the beginning, the brothers established certain principles that helped
them overcome the standard temptations of people who want to be productive in
the spiritual life. One of these principles, acquired through the teachings of the
Russian-Romanian Elder Paisius Velichkovsky, was that of mutual obedience.
This meant that, before doing anything, Eugene and Gleb would have to ask and
receive the other’s blessing. To some of the other brothers who helped in the
shop, this practice was exceedingly irksome. A few of them spoke out
vehemently against it, calling it stupid and a waste of time, but Eugene and Gleb
learned its value.
Another principle the brothers instituted was the aforementioned concept of
holy money. This meant acquiring funds by the sale of godly objects — spiritual
literature, icons, etc.—and then putting that money back into godly things. They
would never accept a donation connected with anything ungodly.
This was related to the next principle, that of being suppliers. “All people,”
Gleb would say, “are divided into two categories: consumers and suppliers. And
all Christians are supposed to be suppliers.” Therefore the brothers resolved not
to beg for money. Before they had even opened the shop, a Russian man had
asked Gleb if he was starting a new religious society. When Gleb said yes, the
man remarked, “Oh, so that means there’ll be one more group passing around a
collection plate!” Gleb clenched his teeth. “God forbid!” he thought. But on
reflecting further, he realized that what the man said contained much truth.
“Everyone does it,” he considered. “As if religious organizations are supposed to
exist on donations. But we won’t!” Archbishop John firmly supported the
brothers in this. The Brotherhood would be giving to the Church rather than
taking from it, supporting the Church rather than being supported by it; and God
would take care of those who worked for Him.
Finally, the brothers resolved not to pray for any particular person to join
them. This prevented the Brotherhood from becoming a closed fraternity
composed of people whom they chose. They would let God select who would
come.
The brothers found that those who suffered shipwreck either were unaware
of the above principles or lacked the determination to follow them. As Gleb was
to observe later: “It is very difficult for people not to combine serving God with
some form of egotism and self-worship. But I could see that Eugene was a
priceless man who could endure the pain of dying to himself. We voluntarily
‘inflicted’ on each other principles that opposed the egotism of the old man.”
The principle of mutual obedience, which was especially painful in this regard,
also proved especially effective in uniting souls in serving God rather than
themselves.
THE brothers advertised their store in the local Russian newspaper, and
also through a small introductory brochure which was composed by Eugene and
printed at Abbess Ariadna’s convent. Soon they were to learn firsthand that, as
Mr. Gubin’s sales had indicated, the native Orthodox read very little spiritual
literature. Many who came to the store were only interested in buying the gazeta
(Russian newspaper).
This situation had long been a source of pain to Fr. Vladimir in Jordanville,
who after years of persistence had succeeded in having printed several volumes
of the Lives of ascetics. Both Gleb and Helen Kontzevitch worked to awaken
interest in these books by writing reviews of them for inclusion in the gazeta
itself. Later Archbishop John thanked Gleb for this.
Unlike books, devotional items were always in steady demand from the
local Russians; and Eugene quickly realized that he had to have a good stock of
them in order to keep the store going. Not only did he need icons of all kinds and
sizes, but also incense, icon lamps, icon rizas[b] and kiots.[c] Eugene had to learn
carpentry skills and to make the kiots himself.
Eugene in 1965.
By this time Eugene had become so fluent in the Russian language that
many Russians were convinced that he was a Russian. One friend of the
Brotherhood recalls trying in vain to convince a local Russian lady that Eugene
was actually an American. “Anyone who can speak Russian as well as he does,”
the lady insisted, “has to be a Russian!”2
It was not long after they opened the shop that the brothers encountered
local prejudice from Russians who were afraid of something new and different.
In a letter to Gleb, Eugene related a rather humorous incident: “A Russian lady
came in this morning to look us over and tell us of the rumors about us in the
Russian colony: that we are Communists with a store full of Soviet books; that
we are Soviet diplomats using the store as some kind of front; that we are
American converts (!); etc. By the time she discovered I wasn’t Russian, she was
so charmed that she didn’t mind too much and even bought ten dollars worth of
eggs, icons, and cards.”3
As with this lady, suspicion among the Russian community quickly
disipated. Those who came to the store were impressed by the tall,
conservatively dressed, thoughtful young gentleman they met there. Gleb recalls
that some of the Russian ladies, young and old, even “melted” before Eugene —
which made Eugene feel very uncomfortable.
The elderly members of the Russian community became especially fond of
the brothers. In one of their periodicals they expressed their appreciation for
these two young men who, they said, sacrificed their careers for the sake of “our
ancient Christianity.”
As the brothers had hoped, young American spiritual seekers also began to
come into the store. Bishops and clergy in the area, as well as Abbess Ariadna,
would send any Americans interested in Orthodoxy to see the brothers. Other
seekers, of course, would come in right off the street. These Americans were
also impressed with Eugene, but in a different way. They could see he was a
totally committed man who did not say a word without thinking. As they told
him of their opinions or perplexities, they could see from his gaze that he was
not only listening carefully, but was at the same time deducing the philosophic
import of what they were saying. As one young American seeker later recalled:
“He had the largest eyes of anyone I had ever known — penetrating eyes, which
were at the same time very warm and calming.”4 Eugene’s answers to the
questions posed to him were to the point and without any intellectual affectation.
For Americans born into an age where statements about truth were expected to
be qualified, or where dogmatism was often characterized by naive
superficiality, it was invigorating to come into contact with a man like Eugene,
one who combined simple, firm belief with depth of thought.
As it turned out, however, it was a Russian rather than an American who
was given to perceive just what a treasure Eugene actually was. Once, when
Eugene was out and Gleb was watching the store, a Russian woman came in and
spoke to Gleb in her native tongue. “You’ve got a genius here!” she said. “A real
genius! And it seems no one notices it.”
Another time when Eugene was away, a white-haired Russian man and his
wife came in asking for him. “I heard Eugene was working here,” the man said,
“and I wanted to see how he was. I’m his former professor, Peter Boodberg.”
“Oh!” Gleb started. “Eugene’s told me a lot about you.”
“Is he happy here?”
“I think he’s very happy,” Gleb answered. “He’s doing what he believes in
most.”
Professor Boodberg nodded and his wife smiled. Eugene, it was true, had
lost the prestige of the academic world, but he had found something far greater,
something which Boodberg himself inwardly longed for: “rest for his soul.”[d]
Eugene at the baptism and chrismation of his godson Sasha, performed by Fr. Ambrose Pogodin
in San Francisco.
Sasha, Eugene, Fr. Ambrose Pogodin.
“Good!” concluded the kind professor. “Eugene did the right thing!”
B Y SEPTEMBER of 1964, the brothers felt the time had come for them to
pursue their plans of printing Orthodox materials. For Eugene, this feeling
was further confirmed when, one Friday, the bookstore was visited by two
Orthodox priests whom he had never met before. As he wrote in his Chronicle,
he noticed in them a “modernist, flippant tone and (at least in the case of one of
them) an appalling ignorance of and indifference to books on the spiritual life.
One of them had apparently not even heard of the Philokalia, and the other had
had it recommended to him as a ‘good book.’ If these are today’s pastors, what
hope can there be for the flock?
“All the more important, therefore, to make available the voice (or just a
voice) of true Orthodoxy to whomever will hear it. For this a magazine must be
started soon.”2
After some searching for a printing press, Eugene found a simple, hand-
operated one with type for two hundred dollars (all he could afford at the time),
and bought it on the Feast of the Nativity of the Mother of God. “Now,” he
wrote in his Chronicle, “for a while at least, our ideological fantasies must be
replaced by the practical problems of getting the press into operation. We are
weak, but if God is with us anything is possible.”3 And in a letter to Gleb he
wrote: “I’m still a little stunned. There will be nothing but work from now on.
To succeed we must be really brothers.”4
On September 30, Eugene recorded: “Today, less than twenty-four hours
after our printing press arrived, Archbishop John came to our shop ‘by chance.’
When he saw the press his first thought was to bless it with holy water and
prayer, which he did immediately. Thus our press is spiritually born on this
day.”5
The title of the Brotherhood’s magazine was given by Archbishop John.
Gleb had originally thought of calling it The Pilgrim, after the outstanding pre-
Revolutionary Russian journal The Russian Pilgrim (Russkiy Palomnik), and
also after his favorite book, The Way of a Pilgrim. Together with Eugene, he
chose five possible names for the magazine and sent the list to Archbishop John,
asking him to give his blessing to the one he thought best. On September 30,
1964,[a] the same day he blessed the printing press, the Archbishop wrote back,
suggesting a title that the brothers had not submitted:
Dear Gleb!
May the Lord bless you in the second year of the Brotherhood’s
activity, and in its necessary undertakings. It would be good to call the
publication you have planned “The Orthodox Word.”
I’m calling God’s blessing upon you and all members of the
Brotherhood.
Archbishop John
Within a few weeks Eugene and Gleb printed the first page on their new
press: one of the spiritual instructions of St. Seraphim of Sarov. Their dream of
starting an Orthodox journal was becoming a reality, although from a financial
point of view it seemed inconceivable. “We’re dreaming about a magazine and
we can’t even afford the paper!” Eugene wrote to Gleb. “Nonetheless, if we
work hard God will bless us.”6
EUGENE and Gleb had several long discussions on the nature and format of
their magazine. Although they agreed on its basic purpose — to provide English-
speaking peoples with the sources of the Orthodox Faith — they differed over
the manner of its presentation. Their disagreement centered on one question:
whether or not to include pictures in the magazine, especially on the cover. Gleb
envisioned an illustrated journal with a different picture on every cover, like the
beautiful pre-Revolutionary Russian religious magazines he had seen. Eugene,
who had not been exposed to these magazines, wanted just a simple, standard
cover logo with no picture, as is done with most serious scholarly journals. He
was familiar with some of the Orthodox theological journals of his own time,
and felt that they breathed the same spirit of modern academia he had left
behind. He thought the Brotherhood’s magazine should have a similar outward
presentation, but breathe the spirit of traditional Orthodox piety.
Eugene and Gleb’s debate over this question became heated, until Gleb
showed Eugene copies of the old, illustrated Russian journals that he cherished.
Seeing these journals, with their paintings and photographs depicting the beauty
of Holy Russia, Eugene understood how illustrations could make the spirit of
Orthodox piety much more vivid to readers. He conceded that Gleb was right.
For the beginning issues of their magazine, he was to print all the illustrated
covers himself.
Another advantage of including illustrations was that it would make the
magazine more accessible to young people. And the magazine, Eugene now
reflected, could not only inspire idealistic young people who read it, but could
also give them an opportunity to work for a lofty cause. In his Chronicle he
wrote:
“An important question today: What can be done about Orthodox young
people? Are not many of them losing faith and straying from the Church? The
answer of many to this question is: dances, picnics, social gatherings. But this is
a worldly answer — as though gathering people together were an end in itself,
and a short prayer or talk sufficient to make the occasion ‘religious’ and
‘Christian.’ But these things pass and are forgotten, and no one is the more
Christian for them.
“What does youth want? Not many are really satisfied by the pursuit of
pleasure — that is an escape; nor by lectures (though an occasional appropriate
lecture might do some good). Youth is full of ideals and wishes to do something
to serve these ideals. The answer for someone who wishes to work with youth
and to keep them in the Church is to give them something to do, something
useful and at the same time idealistic.
“Our printing press is perfect in both regards, and already we have three
Russian young people who seem enthusiastic about helping with it — Petya,
Alyosha, Misha. This is something small, but it is a good beginning. God will
teach us what more we can do!”7
One young man used to help Eugene with printing in the afternoons after
school. Twenty-five years later, this same person came back looking for Eugene,
but learned that he had already died. When asked what had caused him to
remember Eugene all these years, he said that it was because Eugene believed in
Christianity more than anyone he had ever met, before or after.
ON December 29, Fr. Spyridon held a special prayer service for the new
venture. As Eugene recorded: “Today Fr. Spyridon served a Moleben in our
shop for the beginning of our journal, The Orthodox Word. In his short sermon
he spoke of the need to preach the word of the true Church of Christ today, so
that there may be fulfilled the infallible prophecy of Holy Scripture.... He spoke
also of the importance of preaching in the English language, which is the most
widely spoken in the world. Truly, our responsibility is great.”8
The brothers set up their printshop in a tiny room at the back of the store,
where there was hardly enough room to turn around. There they printed the first
three issues of The Orthodox Word on the small hand-press that Eugene had
purchased. Because the press was only large enough to print a page at a time, the
brothers had to run each sheet of paper through the press four different times.
Each tiny metal letter of the text was typeset separately by hand, a painstaking
and laborious procedure which, in the beginning, required a full day to set up a
single page. Eugene would often be typesetting throughout the day and straight
into the late hours of the night, until drowsiness would overcome him. When
Gleb would come on the weekends, he too would work nonstop until he would
fall asleep right on the floor of the shop. On Sunday, totally exhausted, he would
have to catch a bus to Monterey in order to be at work the next morning.
On March 14, 1965, the end of the first week of Great Lent, Eugene wrote
in his Chronicle: “Today, after the feast of the Triumph of Orthodoxy, which
lasted in the Cathedral next door until 3:30, Fr. Spyridon came to serve a
Moleben of thanksgiving for the publication of the first issue of the magazine.
What a joyous feeling one has spending the whole day in prayer! Fr. Spyridon
again gave a short sermon emphasizing the importance of our work in spreading
the Word of God. Yesterday we began printing the second issue. From now on
there are supposed to be services in the Cathedral every day — that will be a
great help and comfort for us.”
After the third issue, the brothers began looking for an electric printing
press and found a suitable one. On the evening of June 28, Eugene noted,
“Archbishop John gave his blessing for this important step, and gave us
encouragement.” Although printing on an electric press saved some time, the
whole process remained incredibly time-consuming, for they still had to set the
text by hand, letter by letter. “The publication of the magazine,” Eugene wrote in
a letter, “is so difficult that it is only with God’s help that we are able to put it
out at all.”9
The laborious process, however, gave the magazine a quality of
craftsmanship unequaled by rapid modern methods. Having never done such
work before, Eugene worked hard to learn the ins and outs of their outmoded
printing methods. With Gleb’s artistic input, the format of each issue, though
simple, had a classical look, as in books of a bygone era. When reading the
magazine, one felt that one was holding something special, a true labor of love.
Many years later, when the activity of the Brotherhood expanded and the
brothers began to have their materials printed by the modern offset method, the
issues lost much of this natural dignity and beauty.
With the tremendous task of putting out a magazine, Eugene no longer had
time to work on The Kingdom of Man and The Kingdom of God. Through The
Orthodox Word, he was now aiming to give modern man an Orthodox vision
whereby he could reach the Kingdom of God. As Gleb observed much later,
Eugene’s magnum opus ultimately turned out to be not his unfinished work of
philosophy, but The Orthodox Word itself, which, in the over one hundred issues
he completed before he died, formed an exceedingly rich compendium of
Orthodox literature.
Helen Kontzevitch praised the magazine for what she called its
présentation[b] of Orthodoxy: the fact that it did not just include a hodgepodge of
unrelated material which happened to be at hand, but that it carefully presented
relevant material in a traditional context which was at the same time accessible
to contemporary readers. The brothers achieved this through a blending of
ancient and modern materials (including their own writings), through
explanatory notes and prefaces, and not least through lots of pictures.
Hurt by this bitter response, the brothers told Archbishop John what had
happened. As Eugene looked on, Gleb asked the Archbishop, “Why didn’t you
check over this issue so we would have known before we printed it?!”
Having learned the contents of the article in question, the Archbishop
looked keenly into Gleb’s eyes. “Didn’t you attend the courses at the seminary?”
he asked.
“Yes,” Gleb said.
“And didn’t you complete them?”
“Yes.”
“Did you have Archbishop Averky as your instructor?”
“Yes.”
“And weren’t you taught that in times of trouble, each Christian is himself
responsible for the fullness of Christianity? That each member of the Orthodox
Church is responsible for the whole Church? And that today the Church has
enemies and is persecuted from outside and within?”
“Yes, I was,” Gleb affirmed.
This, the Archbishop went on to tell the brothers, was why he deliberately
did not look over each issue of their magazine. He wanted them to be
responsible for what they printed. If they made mistakes, they would be the ones
to answer for them before God, and would not be tempted to blame others. In
times like these, he said, it is crucial for the preservation of Christianity that
Orthodox workers be able to work for Christ without depending on others every
step of the way. It is praiseworthy when they do creative work without waiting
for detailed instructions.
“Besides,” the Archbishop concluded, “what you wrote in that article is in
agreement with Archbishop Averky, and I happen to agree with him.”
The brothers’ doubts were overcome. Eugene smiled at the outcome, which
was, after all, in keeping with his American pioneer spirit. From then on, he and
Gleb took upon themselves full responsibility. Although they no longer sought
for everything to be inspected prior to publication, they continued to come to
Archbishop John whenever they had specific questions, and he answered them
with love. For answers to theological questions which might arise, he said they
should write to Archbishop Averky, with whom he had complete oneness of
soul.
Thus, as the brothers’ archpastor, Archbishop John gave them a certain
level of freedom, but he made them to understand the responsibility that came
with that freedom. Moreover, he made clear that their freedom must always
remain within the context of obedience to the Orthodox Church and her
tradition, through their taking counsel not only from him but from other elders in
the Faith whom he trusted.
In a letter written several years after Archbishop John’s repose, Eugene
recalled how the holy hierarch had taught those who labored in the Church this
principle of freedom with responsibility:
“One thing is principles, which remain the same; but it is human nature to
attach to these principles certain purely idealistic preconceptions about persons,
and this is what can lead to shipwreck. This is above all true of bishops, the
leaders of the Church. In our days of general decline in the Church, one should
not expect too much of them. While giving them all due honor, respect, and
obedience, one must realistically acknowledge that (save in rare cases) they are
not in a position to serve as personal guides, least of all to converts. The one
outstanding exception to this general ‘rule,’ Vladika John, to whom we believe
one could have entrusted oneself entirely—made it a point precisely NOT to
accept disciples, but rather to inspire and encourage independent labors within
the Church, under the conditions of growth and mutual counsel within the
Orthodox tradition. On numerous occasions we ourselves went to ask his
blessing for various things, for example to buy a piece of new printing
equipment, and his reply was always the same: I don’t know anything about
printing. Judge yourself what you need, buy it if you can, and God will bless
your labors. If what you do is pleasing to God, it will prosper; if not, God will
place such obstacles in your way that you can’t go on.”11
There were other ways whereby Archbishop John taught the brothers that
Christians should be responsible for themselves. He insisted, for example, on
paying the cover price whenever he took a copy of The Orthodox Word.
“But Vladika, you’re our bishop!” the brothers would object. “Take as
many as you want, free!”
“No, no, no,” Archbishop John would say with a smile, handing them coins
from his little pouch. “It’s your work, and I’m supporting it.”
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Podvig
Give blood and receive the Spirit.
—St. Longinus of Egypt (fourth century)
W HEN The Orthodox Word first came out, Eugene feared it would not be
able to pay for itself. With the small number of American converts to
Orthodoxy in those days, and with many cradle Orthodox reading religious
material in foreign languages or not reading it at all, there was hardly a market
for a journal of traditional Orthodox spirituality in English. The brothers wrote
to the Jordanville monastery asking for addresses of any people who might be
interested in reading such a magazine. The poor old Russian fathers there did
their best: they came up with a total of thirty-seven addresses.
Reviewing the prospects, Eugene asked Gleb, “Who will be our clientele?”
To this Gleb replied, “We have to create our own clientele.”
Eugene liked that answer. It was a challenge; it meant they would be
starting from scratch, asking God’s help. They would have to have, as he noted
in one place, a “pioneer spirit.”1 If there was not yet an Orthodox convert
movement in America, their magazine would help start one. In later years
Eugene was to recall: “When we began The Orthodox Word (with twelve
subscribers!) we realized that from the business side we would have to make our
own market. This we managed to do, and the majority of our subscribers now
actually pay us to give them what we think they should have!”2
Fr. Constantine helped out in the beginning by publishing notices of The
Orthodox Word in the weekly Russian-language periodical he edited,
Pravoslavnaya Rus’ (Orthodox Russia). He did this periodically until the
twentieth issue of The Orthodox Word came out, commenting on the timeliness
of its articles and the elegance of its appearance.
During the first year, less than five hundred copies of each issue were
printed. In succeeding years the circulation increased to nearly three thousand,
partly because the magazine itself did indeed help to expand the market for
Orthodox literature in English.
Gleb’s mother, however, was skeptical at first. To her friends she would
joke: “My son translates the articles himself, typesets them himself, prints the
pages himself, staples them himself, cuts them himself, and then reads them —
all by himself!”
A Russian priest, Fr. N. M., told the brothers that they would never succeed
in supporting themselves through missionary outreach to Americans. Later he
walked into the shop seeking confirmation of his belief.
“How are you doing here?” he asked the brothers with a smile. “Having
trouble making ends meet?” Gleb admitted that they were not doing too well in
that regard.
The priest rubbed his hands. “I was right. I told you so!” he said. “I knew
you wouldn’t be able to succeed. It’s unrealistic to try to do missionary work
like this!”
As the priest left, Eugene stood for a moment looking after him. Then,
slamming his fist down on the table, he shouted, “I’d rather die than fail!”
Another time, the shop was visited by a priest who worked for a Russian
newspaper, Fr. A. P. He examined the brothers’ operation condescendingly, no
doubt thinking how much it stood in contrast to his own advanced newspaper
firm. Shortly thereafter he published in the paper an article about the brothers,
which read something like this: “What a labor of love!—Two intelligent young
men, with college educations and theological degrees, doing such work on
fifteenth-century printing equipment. Just think, this is the twentieth century —
and these people are going back to Gutenberg times.... But why?”
Reading this, Gleb thought: He writes as if we’re deliberately trying to use
such primitive methods, as if we’re able to afford anything else! He probably
assumes that we get our money from the diocese. But that’s just it — we don’t
want to be supported by the diocese!
Taking Eugene before the icon corner in the shop, Gleb told him to cross
himself and then read the article. Having done so, Eugene said with a determined
expression that, despite what that man had written, he wanted podvig.[a] “Only
podvig justifies us and our work,” he said. “It makes us real.”
Eugene had spoken a great truth. Their Brotherhood had been founded on
the principle of co-suffering for a common vision, for God. Without podvig,
their work was in vain. How hypocritical it would be for them to publish the
Lives and writings of saints who constantly took on voluntary hardships for the
sake of the Kingdom of Heaven, if they themselves did not taste just a bit of
those trials. Eugene and Gleb concurred that, without self-sacrifice, their printed
word would have no spiritual power.
It is no wonder, then, that the devil tried to tempt them to give up on their
podvig. Once, while Gleb was away working in Monterey, a man entered the
store and informed Eugene that he was from the “Orthodox Christian Education
Society.” The Society, he said, was highly appreciative of the Brotherhood’s
work in the line of Orthodox education, and wanted to help support the brothers
with a donation of ten thousand dollars. In return, it asked only that the Society
be advertised on the back cover of The Orthodox Word.
Ten thousand dollars was, of course, a considerable sum back in 1965. With
it, the brothers could not only solve all their immediate financial worries, but
also begin to acquire more advanced and efficient printing equipment. When
Gleb came that weekend, Eugene joyfully told him all about it and asked him
what he thought.
“There has to be some kind of catch to it,” Gleb said. “What did you say
their name was?”
“The Orthodox Christian Education Society,” Eugene replied. What more
innocuous name could there be? But when Gleb looked into it, he found that
there was indeed something fishy. The Society had been founded to promote the
works of Apostolos Makrakis (†1905), a Greek writer and preacher who taught
idiosyncratic doctrines which were condemned by a local bishop’s council in
Greece in the late nineteenth century. His ardent followers exalted him above all
the Holy Fathers of the past, calling his works “the greatest books since the
Bible.” These were the books that the visitor had wanted to advertise in The
Orthodox Word.
The brothers thanked God for delivering them from that temptation. They
wrote a letter respectfully declining the Society’s offer, and went back to setting
type by hand.
Meanwhile, the newspaper article about the brothers’ “backward” printing
operation had a somewhat ironic sequel. Their store was visited by a Russian
antique dealer, who, having read that they were using “fifteenth-century printing
equipment,” wanted to see for himself what valuable antiques they might
possess. He was disappointed to find that they were instead using inexpensive
equipment of their own century.
AS Eugene and Gleb continued in their common podvig, the other two
founding members went on to other pursuits. Like Eugene and Gleb, they
eventually became priest-monks: Vladimir in the Russian Church and Anthony
in the Serbian Church. Thus they fulfilled the agreement that all four of them
had made at a meeting of the Brotherhood on September 12, 1964: “To devote
our whole lives to the service of the Holy Orthodox Apostolic Church.”3
Still, it was with some sadness that Eugene and Gleb watched the other
founding members go. One of them left the city suddenly, leaving behind only a
short note. When Archbishop John heard of this, his only comment was “So he
was ne-tvërdy [not firm].” And Eugene, writing in his Chronicle, came to the
conclusion that, “Surely, our Brotherhood is to be built on hard experience!”4
Another founder faded away gradually. “I gather that he has no interest in a
Brotherhood,” Eugene wrote to Gleb. “Which means, I suppose, that we two
‘brothers’ should work all the harder.”5
40
The Soul of an American
The Christian loves his fellow man because he sees in him one created
in the image of God and called to perfection and eternal life in God;
such love is not human but Divine, seeing in men not mere earthly
mortality, but heavenly immortality.
—Eugene Rose1
B EING able to devote all his waking hours to the work of God, Eugene was
quietly contented. Gleb, who still had to divide his time between his
secular job in Monterey and his labors for the Brotherhood in San Francisco, was
not so fortunate. As Eugene noted at the time, “[Gleb] immensely enjoys
printing, but I am afraid that he is in general still in a rather agitated state, and
will be until he finds a settled place in life. As for myself, I have been too busy
working in the store and printing (and editing) to be able to think of anything
else.”2
One young Orthodox convert who visited the store several times recalls: “I
can’t say that I got to know [Eugene] very well during this time. He was never
particularly talkative and seemed somewhat introspective. Perhaps there was an
element of shyness in him as well. But I remember that he was continually busy.
There was always something going on. Whether it was tending to the demands
of the bookstore, singing the daily cycle of services each morning and evening
on the kliros in the adjacent Cathedral, or working on some aspect of The
Orthodox Word, Eugene was always laboring.”
Another young visitor to the store was a Mexican American named
Anthony Arganda. With Eugene and Gleb’s help Anthony was received into the
Orthodox Church, and soon thereafter he became a part-time helper in the store.
“Eugene exuded a quiet sobriety,” Anthony recalls. “He always spoke in a
measured fashion. He thought over what he would say, and would not join in a
conversation if he wasn’t asked something; but when he was asked a question,
he would floor everyone with his encyclopedic understanding of the Faith. If you
engaged him in a private conversation over tea, he would talk at length about
matters of the Faith, but would never talk about himself or his background.”
D URING his time in San Francisco, Archbishop John established the Russian
Orthodox Icon Society, which encouraged appreciation for the traditional
style of iconography. Archbishop John was the president, later giving this
position to Fr. Spyridon; and Eugene was the treasurer.
From the beginning, one of the Society’s main activities was to support the
work of the master iconographer of the Old Believer school, Pimen Maximovich
Sofronov. For over fifty years Sofronov had been creating extraordinary,
luminous works of sacred art, and Archbishop John wanted him to paint the
frescoes in the new Cathedral. In 1965 the Society invited Sofronov to the city to
teach courses in icon painting, and in 1966 it held a public exhibition of his
works in the cathedral hall, for which Eugene and Gleb printed an illustrated
brochure.
Notwithstanding the Society’s modest aims, it was not long before it
became embroiled in controversy. There lived in San Francisco at that time
another iconographer, N. S. Zadorozhny, who said he wanted to paint the
Cathedral instead of Sofronov. A master of the realistic modern style of
iconography, he promoted this style in articles he wrote for the Russian
newspaper. He was strongly supported by one of the city’s main priests, who
disdained the traditional style and called it “Old Believerism.”
Others rose in defense of the ancient way, publishing a polemic article that
accused the realistic style of being decadent. Eugene and Gleb, zealots of “true
and traditional Orthodoxy,” belonged to the latter camp. But here again they
were taught an important lesson by Archbishop John, who, although he also
supported the old style and wrote an article about it, was able to go deeper than
the externals. As Eugene recalled, “One member of the Society, who was very
zealous for the old icon style, wanted the Archbishop to make a decree in the
diocese that only old-style icons were to be allowed, or at least to make a
decision that this was the officially approved position. In a way, this man’s
intention seemed good. Archbishop John, however, told him, ‘I can pray in front
of one kind of icon and I can pray in front of another kind of icon.’ The
important thing is that we pray, not that we pride ourselves on having good
icons.”1 At another time the Archbishop pointed out that the Mother of God
weeps and performs miracles through any style of icon.
LITTLE more than a week later, another major event took place in San
Francisco thanks to Archbishop John: the first consecration of a bishop for the
French Orthodox Church.
Archbishop John’s contact with the French Church had begun in 1957,
when he was living in France as Bishop of Western Europe. It was then that he
met for the first time with the Church’s founder, the talented and creative Fr.
Eugraph Kovalevsky.
Of noble lineage, Fr. Eugraph had been born in Russia, from which his
family had fled to France in 1920. As a young man he had had a vision of the
fourth-century Gallic Saint, Radegunde, and after this he had dedicated his life to
restoring France’s lost Orthodox heritage, the veneration of her ancient saints,
and the usages of her ancient Church. Ordained a priest in 1937, he had
researched and revived the liturgical rite that was used in France before the
Church was subjected to the See of Rome: the Gallic Rite of St. Germain of
Paris. To house his growing congregation of French people in Paris, he had
restored an old cathedral, dedicated it to St. Irenaeus of Lyons, and covered its
walls with icons of French saints painted by his own hand.
Fr. Eugraph had always had difficulty finding hierarchs and clergyman
from among the Eastern Churches who showed any interest in and sympathy to
the cause of Western Orthodoxy. It was a hermit of Mount Athos, Nikon of
Karoulia, who first pointed members of the French Church to Archbishop John
as one of the few hierarchs capable of understanding and helping them.3
In 1958 an icon of St. Michael the Archangel located in the church of St.
Irenaeus began miraculously to exude fragrant oil. Archbishop John regarded
this as a sign, since St. Michael has traditionally been known as the heavenly
intercessor of the land of France. In 1959 Archbishop John took the French
Church, at its request, under his archpastoral protection and care. He became
very active in helping the budding Church, visiting its parishes, blessing chapels,
ordaining priests, teaching at the Church’s theological school of Saint-Denis, and
celebrating the Gallic Liturgy at the St. Irenaeus Cathedral and elsewhere. He
presided over a liturgical commission charged with verifying the Orthodoxy of
the ancient rite of the Gauls. “The seriousness which he brought to his task as
liturgist was exceptional,” members of the French Church recall. “His
penetrating reflections accompanied each word, each translation. He loved
Liturgy. A wise man, he did not restrict himself to the theoretical study of the
proposed texts.... In the conviction that the liturgical value of a Liturgy or of an
office can only be evaluated fully in its live celebration, Archbishop John,
himself a fluent French speaker, insisted that he should himself celebrate each
particular service, prior to according it definite approval or referring it back to
the commission for further study.”4
Archbishop John amidst members of the French Orthodox Church. At right, Fr. Eugraph
Kovalevsky.
The Risen Christ sent the Apostles to preach to all nations. The Church of
Christ was not founded for just one people, for any particular country; all
nations are called to the Faith of the True God. According to established
tradition, Lazarus, he who was raised from the dead after four days, landed
in France, fleeing before the Jews who wanted to murder him. He installed
himself with his sisters Martha and Mary, and preached in Provence.
Trophime of Arles and others among the seventy apostles also traveled in
France. Thus, since Apostolic times in Gaul — currently France — the
Orthodox Faith of Christ was preached. To this Orthodox Church belonged
St. Martin of Tours, the great Cassian — founder of the Abbey of Marseille,
where for many long years he gave the example of the ascetic life — as
well as St. Germain of Paris, St. Genevieve, and a multitude of other saints.
This is why the Orthodox Faith is not, for the French people, the Faith of a
foreign people. It is her own, confessed here in France since ancient times
by her ancestors; it is the Faith of her fathers.
We sincerely and warmly wish that the Orthodox Faith, firmly restored
in France, will once again become the Faith of the French people as it is of
the Russians, the Serbs, and the Greeks. May Orthodox France be reborn,
and may the Divine benediction be upon this Orthodox France!10
As Eugene and Gleb learned, Archbishop John had sought to resurrect not
only Orthodox France. While in Europe he had been just as instrumental in
establishing the Orthodox Church of the Netherlands.11 He had celebrated the
Divine Liturgy in Dutch, just as before, while in Shanghai, he had served
Chinese Liturgies.
The ceremony of the elevation of the crosses atop the new Joy of All Who Sorrow Cathedral in
San Francisco, 1964, which was preceded by a solemn procession through the streets. Left to
right: Bishop Sava, Metropolitan Philaret, Archbishop John, Bishop Nektary.
May the Lord bless the preaching of the Orthodox Word. Christ
commanded His Disciples, Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing
them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit,
teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you.
May this preaching serve for the strengthening of true Orthodox Faith and
Christian life in North America, with the help and the prayers of Blessed
Father Herman of Alaska, whose sanctity was manifested on this continent,
and the Aleut Martyr Peter, who suffered martyrdom in San Francisco.12
O N June 28, 1966, Archbishop John came into the bookstore bringing the
miracle-working Kursk Icon of the Mother of God, before which St.
Seraphim of Sarov had once prayed and received healing. After the Archbishop
had blessed the shop and printing room with the icon, he proceeded to talk to the
brothers about saints of various lands. “He promised,” wrote Eugene in his
Chronicle, “to give us a list of canonized Romanian saints and disciples of
Paisius Velichkovsky. He mentioned having compiled (when in France) a list of
Western pre-schism saints which he presented to the Holy Synod.”[a]
In particular, Archbishop John talked to the brothers about St. Alban (t305),
the first martyr of Britain. Out of his little portfolio he pulled a short life of the
Saint, together with a picture postcard of an eleventh-century cathedral, located
in the town of St. Albans near London, which had been built over the site of the
Saint’s martyrdom and in which his relics had been interred. The Archbishop
looked up into Gleb’s eyes to see if he got the point. St. Alban, like most of the
saints of Western Europe, was not in the Orthodox Calendar; and before
Archbishop John had started compiling lists of these saints, Eastern Christians
had not even thought of raising them from obscurity and praying to them.
After telling the brothers about St. Alban, Archbishop John reminded them
that the very next day, a Wednesday, would be the feast of St. Tikhon of Kaluga.
Eugene and Gleb knew that St. Tikhon had significance for their Brotherhood,
since it was from his monastery in Russia that Fr. Gerasim had come. The
Archbishop said that in the evening he would serve a Vigil to St. Tikhon at the
chapel in the St. Tikhon of Zadonsk Home, and in the morning he would serve
the Liturgy. Again he looked searchingly into the brothers’ eyes, and with a
smile said he wished they would come to the services.
The St. Tikhon of Zadonsk Home in San Francisco, where Archbishop John lived and where he
had his chapel. Photograph taken in 1999.
Eugene made a point to go to the evening service, but both he and Gleb
failed to attend the Liturgy the following morning. It was the middle of the
week, The Orthodox Word was behind schedule, and they were swamped with
work.
The brothers were never again to see Archbishop John in their shop. Soon
he made a trip to Seattle, carrying with him the Kursk Icon. On his way he
stopped in Redding, California, where he visited Valentina Harvey together with
her husband and mother.
Three days later, at the conclusion of a Liturgy that he celebrated in Seattle,
Archbishop John spent three hours praying in the altar. He then went to his room
in the parish building near the church. After a few minutes had passed, he was
heard to fall. Having been placed in a chair by those who ran to help him, he
breathed his last peacefully and with little evident pain.
Archbishop John had apparently foreseen his end some months in advance.
In May he had told a woman whom he had known for many years, “I will die
soon, at the end of June[b]... not in San Francisco, but in Seattle.” Again, on the
evening before he left for Seattle, he astonished a man for whom he had just
performed a Church service with the words, “You will not kiss my hand again.”2
Eugene and Gleb were informed of Archbishop John’s death in the evening,
a few hours after it occurred. Immediately they remembered how he had wanted
them to attend the Liturgy at the St. Tikhon Chapel; and they lamented that, in
not coming, they had perhaps missed some last word of instruction for the
Brotherhood.
In his Chronicle, Eugene wrote: “Tonight we were informed, just before the
beginning of the All-night Vigil, of the sudden death of our beloved Vladika
Ioann, in Seattle. The Brotherhood mourns the loss of its Archpastor and
spiritual guide. Perhaps this is the end of the first stage of the existence of our
Brotherhood. This truly righteous man was a gentle guider and inspirer of our
first unsure steps, and now, weak as we are, we will be from now on ‘on our
own.’ May our dear Vladika Ioann, now in the Kingdom of Heaven, be our
guide still, and may we be faithful to his example of true Orthodox life and to
the spiritual testament which he has left us....
“Amid the talk of the ‘testament of Vladika Ioann,’ what has our
Brotherhood to offer? This seems to be clearly indicated both by our very nature
and by Vladika Ioann’s instructions to us. On his last visit to us especially, he
talked of nothing but saints — Romanian, English, French, Russian. Is it not
therefore our duty to remember the saints of God, following as closely as
possible Vladika’s example? I.e., to know their lives, nourish our spiritual lives
by constantly reading them, making them known to others by speaking of them
and printing them — and by praying to the saints.”3
Some time later, reflecting further on Archbishop John’s testament to the
Brotherhood, Eugene wrote in a letter to Gleb: “Perhaps the one thing that we
have most to learn from Vladika Ioann is — he lived entirely by trust in God. He
blessed us and even (if I may be so bold as to say it) rejoiced in our path of
service to God. And he was beyond doubt clairvoyant. Can we do anything else
but trust in God? God calls us to do much, and we have not much time to do it.”
ON the day after Archbishop John’s repose, with heavy hearts the brothers
assisted in the second biweekly English Liturgy. Archbishop John had
inaugurated these Liturgies just in time; and the brothers knew it was his wish
that they be continued for the sake of the American mission.
That evening, Archbishop John’s body arrived in the San Francisco
Cathedral, and there began a vigil that was to last for over four days. As Eugene
later described it: “Every day after the morning and evening services a solemn
Pannikhida was served, and the rest of the day until midnight the Gospel was
read uninterruptedly by the diocesan clergy. After midnight there was a touching
scene: the servers and readers of the Cathedral read the Psalter the whole night,
and so the Archbishop was surrounded in death by the young people whom he
loved so much, keeping a last vigil with him.” Eugene was one of those young
people.
“From the first day of the vigil,” Eugene wrote, “it was apparent that this
was to be no ordinary farewell to the departed, not even for a hierarch. There
was a sense of being present at the unfolding of a mystery: the mystery of
holiness. Those present were devoutly convinced that they had come to bury a
Saint.
“In all these days there was an extraordinary outpouring of love. Everyone
suddenly discovered himself an orphan, for to each the Archbishop had been the
one person most near, most understanding, most loving. Hardened enemies, and
there were such, came to beg forgiveness in death of a man who had held no ill-
will for them while living.”4 Even his friends accused themselves for not having
defended him during his hour of trial. They had seen how unjust treatment at the
hands of his fellow church members had inwardly crushed him, and they felt
themselves somehow responsible. Standing in the darkness along the walls of the
Cathedral, they wept profusely.
The vigil was climaxed by the funeral service itself, which was held in the
evening of July 7. Five hierarchs were present: Bishops Nektary, Sava, and
Leonty, who had defended Archbishop John during his trial; Archbishop Averky
of Jordanville; and Metropolitan Philaret Voznesensky, the newly elected chief
hierarch of the Russian Church Abroad. Nearly two thousand people overflowed
the large Cathedral, and their number did not diminish for six hours. Eugene and
Gleb, wearing white robes and holding liturgical fans, were among the acolytes.
As Eugene wrote: “The fervor of those who attended the long service which
the Church of Christ appoints at the repose of her hierarchs has probably been
rarely equaled in this century; it could best be compared with the fervor that is
sometimes manifested at the services of Passion Week and Pascha, and the
feeling was indeed similar.”5
The funeral of Archbishop John. On the left side of the coffin is Eugene, in a white acolyte’s robe.
On the right side, behind the acolyte directly opposite Eugene, is Fr. Spyridon. In front of the
coffin, in klobuk and mantle, is Bishop Nektary.
“The officiating bishops,” Gleb recalls, “wept so much that the tears were
running down their cheeks. Their faces were all wet and shiny, reflecting the
myriad of candles surrounding the coffin. Strangely, there was a feeling of quiet
joy, even though the whole congregation, as with one voice, was literally
heaving with waves of loud sobs.” Eugene was struck to the core of his being by
the sight of Archbishop Leonty — a robust man with a large beard — sobbing
uncontrollably like a child. Later this hierarch was heard to say of Archbishop
John’s death: “One of the last true apostles has left this earth. And who is there
now to take his place?”
The funeral service was followed by the kissing of the relics by all present.
Eugene, Gleb, and the other acolytes had to exert all their strength, holding each
other’s hands to keep people back so that the clergy could come first to bid
farewell. Archbishop John’s coffin was then carried three times around the
Cathedral by the orphans whom he had rescued and raised in Shanghai. The
atmosphere now became especially light. “This,” wrote Eugene, “was the
culminating point of these solemn days, and it was a veritable triumphal
procession. It was as if one were attending, no longer the funeral of a deceased
hierarch, but the uncovering of the relics of a newly proclaimed saint.”6
The funeral of Archbishop John, with officiating hierarchs (left to right) Bishop Sava, Archbishop
Leonty, Metropolitan Philaret, Archbishop Averky, Bishop Nektary.
Gleb was the last one to touch Archbishop John’s body as the coffin lid was
being closed for the last time. As the lid went down, he saw the tear-drenched
face of Archbishop Leonty. Their eyes met. The Archbishop shone with a radiant
smile and said, “Now we have a Saint!”[c]
The relics of Archbishop John were interred in a small basement chapel
under the altar of the Cathedral. His devoted Bishop Nektary earnestly desired to
make this the holy man’s final resting place, but it was learned that there was a
local law against burying people within city limits. The same lawyer who had
defended Archbishop John at his trial, James O’Gara, Jr., was hired to make an
appeal to the city government. Within four days, in an unprecedented action, the
city Board of Supervisors amended the law to permit the burial of prelates in
their cathedrals, and the resting place of Archbishop John in the basement chapel
became final.
On the night following Archbishop John’s funeral, Gleb was blessed by
Bishop Nektary to read the Psalter before Archbishop John’s coffin in the
basement chapel. The door was locked. He read throughout the night, with only
a candle illuminating the room. As day began to dawn, in the window he saw the
faces of people praying to Archbishop John for his intercession. In pleading
voices they spoke to the blessed one just as they had when he was alive. One
after another people came up to the window, pouring out their hearts to their
fatherly protector, whispering their problems and calamities. How small seemed
death in the face of this love! Archbishop John had crucified himself in this life,
and this was his victory. Yes, the people would continue to speak to him, and he
would answer them as he had always done. Such greatness of soul, such
transcendent compassion, could not be killed with the body.
A few months after Archbishop John’s repose, Eugene noted that “He has
already been glorified in the hearts and prayers of those who knew him, and
there is daily pilgrimage to his tomb.... From the time of the burial service not a
day has passed but that some of the Archbishop’s spiritual children have come to
‘speak to Vladika,’ to read the Psalter that is constantly open before his grave,
and to seek his intercession.”7
Thus began the posthumous veneration of St. John of Shanghai and San
Francisco, the wonderworker of the latter times.
43
The Vision of a Skete
For our solitary life let us choose places where there are fewer
opportunities for comfort and ambition, but more for humility.
—St. John Climacus1
The Sepulchre of Archbishop John, 1966. Left to right Archimandrite Mitrophan, Laurence
Campbell, V. M. Naumov, Eugene Rose.
The completed Sepulchre, with icons by Pimen Sofronov.
Soon after Archbishop John’s repose, Eugene went to sing in the cathedral
choir. He had done this a few years earlier, but had ceased at the advice of
Archbishop John. Now, due to the choir director’s repeated requests (the choir
always needed tenors), he felt obliged to help out. After he sang on a few
occasions, however, he had a dream in which Archbishop John once more
instructed him, “Do not go to the choir to sing,” but stay only on the kliros. As
Eugene told Gleb, he was very relieved when he had this dream. He did not like
being in the choir loft which, being set apart from the other churchgoers, was
often a place of frivolous conversation (and an occasional shot of vodka!) during
services. By telling Eugene to be in the kliros rather than the choir, it seemed
that Archbishop John was preserving and preparing him for monasticism, since
all the monastic offices are read on the kliros.
THE question of leaving the city was becoming more immediate in the
minds of both Eugene and Gleb, and they often talked about it. The pull of the
“desert,” which they had shared during those walks along the Pacific coast, was
felt by them more strongly than ever. They understood that desert monasticism
had kept alive the spirit of the ancient Christian catacombs, setting the tone for
the faith and practice of the whole Orthodox Church throughout the centuries.
For several years now they had been forming their souls with the Lives of desert-
dwellers both ancient and modern, and they longed to follow their way of life.
Describing this longing some years later, Eugene wrote: “The impulse that had
produced the original flight to the Egyptian desert was... the elementary
Christian impulse to give up everything for God, to abandon all things and
influences of this world in order the better to prepare oneself for the Kingdom of
Heaven.”4
As mentioned earlier, Gleb’s first thought was that the Brotherhood would
move to the “desert” of Blessed Herman: Spruce Island, Alaska. He knew that
such would be the wish of the man who had first instilled in him the idea of the
Brotherhood: Archimandrite Gerasim. As early as 1954, when Fr. Gerasim had
first proposed the formation of a brotherhood in the name of Blessed Herman, he
had spoken at the same time of the need to establish a skete on Spruce Island. In
an article for the Russian-American Orthodox Messenger, Fr. Gerasim had
written:
Soon it will be 120 years since the repose of Elder Herman in Alaska. He
was buried on Spruce Island. It is necessary to renovate the chapel there and
paint it. There is need of a lampada. It is time to light a lamp with an eternal
flame on the grave of our Wonderworker. One wishes that a skete will be
established there. Perhaps some monks will be found who will express the
desire to come to this desert-dwelling place from their noisy cities. Perhaps
there will be found some kind people who will be willing to organize a
society or a brotherhood in the name of Fr. Herman of Alaska and to labor
for this godly elder by finding means to fix the chapel and erect a house for
guests.... It would be good to have a skete here: the place is very suitable; it
is deserted here. It is possible to build little cells in the woods and live one
by one. With God’s help everything is possible to achieve. In Alaska there
must be a skete!... Prepodobny Herman is waiting for monks. He
prophesied that they will be [living] on his New Valaam. The time is
approaching for this to be achieved. That was his prophecy.5
Gleb thought back on how, when he had visited Fr. Gerasim in 1961, the
latter had reiterated to him the need of “keeping the monastic lampada burning
on Spruce Island.” Now that the Fr. Herman Brotherhood was considering its
next step, Gleb wondered if the time had come to fulfill Blessed Herman’s
prophecy and Fr. Gerasim’s long-held wish for a small monastic community on
New Valaam.
Gleb could see, however, that Eugene’s heart was not in this, at least for the
foreseeable future. In keeping with Archbishop John’s words to him, Eugene
was dreaming of a missionary monastery in California. He wanted to spread the
Orthodox word of God to his fellow Americans, and on Spruce Island the
resources for such work, especially as a means of livelihood, were extremely
limited. Going there was out of the question until the Brotherhood had built up a
secure base of operation in the California wilderness and had extra people to
send forth to other fronts.
THE brothers were given other alternatives besides going off into the
wilderness. When Bishop Sava came to the West Coast for the funeral of
Archbishop John, he again made an offer. As Eugene wrote in his Chronicle,
referring to himself in the third person: “Bishop Sava (of Edmonton) attempted
to interest Br. Eugene in a different path: attendance at the Seminary at
Jordanville, ordination, a possible bishopric: this would enable one to ‘organize’
something and really get missionary activity started. He sees our bookshop and
even our magazine as much effort expended with negligible results. Br. Gleb
foresaw (and mentioned just a few days earlier!) such attempts to swerve us
from our path for the sake of greater efficiency and organization.”6
Bishop Nektary, too, presented another path: to join a monastic community
he was planning to form at a house-chapel dedicated to the Kursk Icon of the
Mother of God, located in the nearby town of Alameda. This alternative was
more attractive than the previous one, since it would mean a monastic life under
the direction of Bishop Nektary himself, a direct disciple of Optina Elders. There
were several reasons, however, why the brothers declined. In the first place, the
proposed monastery was in the middle of a city; secondly, in Eugene’s words,
this choice “would have placed our mission of the printed word in a decidedly
secondary position, which we viewed as dangerous;”7 and lastly, the brothers felt
that having a monastery that was at the same time a bishop’s residence would
have necessarily entailed ties with the world. The brothers loved Bishop Nektary
deeply and even came to regard him as a father, but as Eugene wrote, “Our soul
was just not in the kind of monastery he wanted.”8
Not being inclined to follow the ecclesiastical paths that had been laid out
for him, Eugene asked the question: “What is our path, and where does it lead?
The brothers have never, in so many words, set a definite goal for themselves,
but have rather felt their way from day to day, trusting in God’s Providence and
the gentle guidance of Vladika Ioann, building upon daily labor and prayer
(feeble as these have been) rather than plans and organization. God has so far
blessed this path, and it seems clearly to be leading (bold as that is) to the
formation of a monastic brotherhood and a skete[a] that will be a missionary
center.
“To sustain such an undertaking there must be generated a spiritual energy.
Bishop Sava’s plan would require this energy to emanate from a single organizer
— such as the late Archbishop Vitaly.[b] But all of us are weak, and if the whole
enterprise were to depend on one of us, it would surely fail. To say this is not to
doubt God’s help which is given to those who fervently ask it — it is simply to
look at ourselves realistically for what we are.
“But there is another way to generate spiritual energy, and it is this way that
we have, with greater or less success, been following for the past two and a half
years. This is the generation of spiritual energy through brotherhood. When ‘two
or three are gathered together in My name’—then anything becomes possible, if
they have true faith and are bound together by true love. The times are late, there
are no startsi [elders]—now perhaps it is only brothers working together who
can accomplish something in such a large undertaking as missionary work. We
are to be known as Christians, according to the Evangelist John, not by the
miracles we work (for few are given this) but by the love we bear one another,
which is expected of all.
“We are on the right path, but it is a difficult path and will become more
difficult as more brothers come to us. Vladika Vitaly[c] made out of seven
brothers over a hundred — but that is not the most difficult part. The most
difficult is to make two from separate brothers: this we already have....
“Our next task is to find a piece of land and begin the boldest and most
dangerous part of our path: the formation of a skete. May God and our heavenly
patrons — Fr. Herman and Vladika Ioann — help us!”9
TOWARD the end of 1966, Eugene was already setting down on paper ideas
about the skete. The desert life he envisioned would be rigorous, requiring much
spiritual endurance, allowing little catering to personal likes and dislikes. As
much as possible, the brothers had to keep the “world,” even worldly ways of
thinking, out of the desert.
On August 17/30, Eugene wrote:
About these plans Eugene wrote: “God will teach us if all this is fantasy or
reality.” He remembered well Archbishop John’s original blessing for the plan of
the Brotherhood: “If it is pleasing to God, then it will go forward.”
44
Preparation
When I became a Christian I voluntarily crucified my mind, and all the
crosses that I bear have been only a source of joy for me. I have lost
nothing, and gained everything.
—Eugene Rose
EUGENE’S writings during this period reflect the seriousness with which he
was pondering the next stage of the Brotherhood. One of his memos concerns
how the Brotherhood should conduct itself in San Francisco in preparation for its
move:
The needs of the Fr. Herman Brotherhood if Br. Gleb is granted freedom:
1. System
a. Regular times for rising, eating, working, praying.
b. Division between the two workshops to allow maximum concentration
and efficiency.
2. Independence
The brothers must not allow togetherness to lead to softness. Work periods
must be as far as possible silent; solitary work (chiefly writing) must be allowed
every day.
3. Determination
The brothers must do everything possible to bring their goal — a monastic
life of work apart from the world—into reality. They must not allow themselves
to be distracted by worldly influences. They must refuse all but absolutely
unavoidable invitations to houses, and must not be seen at worldly
entertainments. The shop must not be a place where people come to engage in
pleasant conversations.
Eugene was concerned about the lack of seriousness in some of the helpers
in the shop, seeing in this a potential for problems in the future, when they
moved to their skete. In a letter he sent to Gleb in Monterey, he wrote:
Last night... Br. L—— gave me a pouchenie [teaching]: I do not talk
enough, for instance to people like our new Br. E——. I received this
pouchenie in silence, as usual, but in all honesty I think he is wrong. If
anything I talk too much.
When I say this I do not think I am trying to justify myself; forgive me
if I am wrong. I mentioned to you this weekend that I thought our skete was
no longer a dream, but real. It is already so real to me that I can see it
failing after we have started — for many reasons, but to begin with for one
reason: in our shop there is much talking and little action, and this kind of
talk could destroy us. For you and me I am not afraid. We know what we
want and when we are free we will be able to work 100% for it....
Perhaps my main function in the Brotherhood will be to introduce
seriousness by pointing to the work that must be done. So far our
Brotherhood has been a picnic, with much laughing, but what happens
when the sorrow and tribulation and real work begins? Are we ready for it?
What can we do to prepare ourselves for it?
I can try to give work quotas; but I don’t think any ustav [rule] would
do much good now. We need a single-minded seriousness about the work
before us; otherwise any little thing can deflect us from our path. What
would happen, for example, if the four of us are in our skete, and R——
drives up? If we are no stronger than we are now, it would split us. Will we
be strong enough to do the work, keep up the services, get up in the
morning, refrain from unnecessary talk, keep all the canons, and yet keep
harmony?
Do you know what we are embarking on? It’s beyond us! And yet with
a serious ustav and by God’s grace, we can do it. Since there is no one else,
you and I must do the leading; if we are strong enough, it can cover up at
least some of the weakness of our brothers.
Brother, life is passing, and we shall die. Let us be even more resolved
to bring into reality what we dream about.
You can tell me if what I see is true, or if I am simply filled with a
sense of self-importance....
Pray for me, your determined but sinful brother,
Eugene4
Gleb’s letters to Eugene during this time also contained thoughts on the
struggles ahead:
God has not yet sent us real helpers, and we don’t know if He ever will. We
must first of all be real, and get fulfillment in what we do, and not build
castles — sketes and monasteries — in the air....
Just before receiving your remarkable letter... I opened the book
Letters of Fr. Macarius of Optina,[c] and it said to this effect: Do not hurry
to put on monks’ clothing until it is given to you, but rather make yourself
indeed a real monk of humility, etc., right now not having any monastic
garb. He even concludes the letter by saying, Stay where you are until God
calls.
Once Gleb expressed his fear that Eugene, being an intellectual and a
philosopher, might not entirely fit in rugged desert surroundings, with all the
physical demands this places on one. Eugene, however, wrote back to him:
“Do not worry about my philosophical nature. When I became Christian I
voluntarily crucified my mind, and all the crosses that I bear have been only a
source of joy for me. I have lost nothing, and gained everything.”
TOWARD the middle of 1967, a new ruling bishop was appointed to the
Diocese of San Francisco and Western America, Archbishop Anthony
Medvedev. Not to be confused with the Archbishop Anthony mentioned earlier,
this one had been in Australia at the time of Archbishop John’s trial and thus had
had no part in that affair. He was, however, careful not to offend his brother
hierarchs who were still ill-disposed toward Archbishop John.
Archbishop Anthony’s mission was to bring peace between the factions that
had been created over the building of the Cathedral and the trial of Archbishop
John and the parish council. To some degree, peace had already been established
in San Francisco when a number of Archbishop John’s enemies had begged
forgiveness at his coffin. Nevertheless, tensions remained strong in many
quarters. The diocese was then divided into two diocesan administrations — the
Western American and the Southern Californian — and there were two Russian
cadet groups and two scout groups in the same diocese.5 In order to bring the
faction that had opposed Archbishop John into unity with the rest of the church
community, Archbishop Anthony felt obliged to check the influence of
Archbishop John’s venerators. He disbanded Archbishop John’s “Brotherhood
of Laymen”; he allowed the Divine Liturgy to be served in his Sepulchre only
once a year, on the day of Archbishop John’s repose; and he said the Psalter
could no longer be read in the Sepulchre while services were being conducted
upstairs, although it was only at such times that the Sepulchre was allowed to be
open. Later, he discontinued Archbishop John’s Orthodox Tidings and replaced
it with his own periodical, Tropinka (The Little Path).6
At this juncture Fr. Spyridon left his important position in San Francisco
and became the second priest in the nearby town of Palo Alto, where he
eventually served as an assistant to a young priest. Bishop Nektary was in no
position to object to the changes being effected in San Francisco. He was now a
vicar under the new Archbishop, and was given authority over only one city in
the Western American Diocese: Seattle, Washington.
Archbishop Anthony’s actions had nothing to do with any personal
resentments against Archbishop John. He regarded Archbishop John very highly
and said many good things about him. Nevertheless, as Eugene was later to
write, “The people in the Archbishop John Society tell us that... they feel
Vladika Anthony is not devoted to the memory of Vladika John and they feel he
is a foreigner.... Vladika Anthony does not encourage veneration of Vladika
John because he still has many enemies and thus Vladika Anthony regards his
memory as a divisive factor in his diocese.”7 Little did anyone know that this
same Archbishop Anthony would, less than thirty years later, be one of the main
people responsible for Archbishop John’s canonization in San Francisco.
On coming to his new post, Archbishop Anthony was well-disposed toward
Eugene and Gleb, seeing in them an asset for the diocese. At one point he made
the brothers a generous offer. He told Gleb they could turn the old Cathedral into
an official diocesan printshop and be in charge of it. “It will be on a big scale,”
he said. Gleb repeated the offer to his brother, but Eugene said he would not be
able to function well under such an arrangement.
The changes that had occurred in the San Francisco diocese made the
brothers feel even more inclined to make a break with the world. They felt that
now was the time — if the Brotherhood was to stay on the path on which
Archbishop John had placed it — for them to embark upon a new chapter, to
depart, in Eugene’s words, to “the purity of nature’s bosom — the fragrant
desert.”
45
Land from Archbishop John
I long for scenes where man has never trod—
For scenes where woman never smiled or wept—
There to abide with my Creator, God,
And sleep as I in childhood sweetly slept,
Full of high thoughts, unborn. So let me lie,—
The grass below; above, the vaulted sky.
—John Clare (1864)1
E UGENE now began to repeat to Gleb: “Let’s get out of here. Let us live for
real.” He contacted real estate agents. According to their original plan, the
brothers began to look at coastal property north of San Francisco.
On one outing they went hundreds of miles north, to a place near the coastal
town of Garberville, where a large and beautiful log house was nestled between
rolling hills. It was cold and foggy that day, which made it difficult for the
brothers to see the surrounding countryside. When they came to the cabin, they
were met by an attractive middle-aged lady. She invited them inside and
proceeded to show them the house, which she wanted to sell soon and was
offering for a reasonable price. Everything was clean, decorated with taste and
with careful attention to color combinations. One could smell the pleasant aroma
of seasoned redwood and of espresso brewing on the crackling stove. Classical
music was being played softly in the background. The hostess was good-natured
and obviously cultured. She told the brothers how much she loved this elegant
and comfortable home. When they had finished their tour and warmed
themselves with coffee, they stepped outside again into the fog.
“Wasn’t that nice?” Gleb exclaimed. “Now, that’s high society!”
“How terrible!” Eugene remarked, shaking his head.
“What do you mean?” asked Gleb.
“It’s worldly,” Eugene said. “That’s just what we want to get away from.
People who buy places like that want that kind of life — beautiful, ‘chic.’ But
that’s not what we’re after.”
The brothers went again to Garberville in the spring to look at another piece
of land. This time they had to walk several miles along dirt roads from where the
bus dropped them off. When they found the land, with the torrent of a seasonal
spring rushing through a sloping meadow, they were disappointed to see a
private house nearby, on the neighboring property.
“We were still exhausted from the Paschal services,” Gleb recalls, “and
from the sleepless night on the bus. I took a walk while Eugene stretched out on
the green grass and fell into a deep sleep. I watched him sleeping in the sunshine
amidst the flowers and the rushing of the spring torrents. This picture remained
fresh in my mind — a God-touched man as if dead amidst the living, waking,
rapidly growing nature; dead to the world while alive.
“When he woke up, his face was gray and worn-out. I sensed then that he
was not to live long. That was why, time and again, he pushed me to work, to
‘produce’: the waking work! Work that would wake people up to the reality of
his newly discovered Truth which exists, lives, grows, and is tangible,
accessible....
“That trip was followed by another in Laurence’s car somewhere in the
vicinity of Fort Ross, and then another, further inland. We actually had no
money, so the most we could do was just shop around. We could barely make
the eighty-five dollar per month rent for the shop, taking into consideration all
the other expenses.
“Then Eugene got a notice about a large piece of land for sale a bit further
up the state, as he termed it, a few miles from the hamlet of Platina (population
sixty-four). We made plans to go see it. The following Sunday was the first
anniversary of Archbishop John’s repose. We received Holy Communion in the
Sepulchre that day and prayed hard about the trip.
“The next day, July 3, 1967, Laurence drove us northward in his car. It
turned out to be very far — as far as Red Bluff, which we reached that Monday
afternoon. From there the real estate man took the three of us westward in his
covered jeep. When the summer sun was at its height, along the scorched hills
galloped several cowboys with their herd of cattle, which they were about to
bring across the road. We stopped and waited as the friendly men waved their
hats. Eugene smiled with indescribable happiness. How fitting it was, he
thought, to bring Orthodoxy into the midst of these simple people, into the land
of the cowboys!
“After about an hour’s drive from Red Bluff, the man drove us high up
some dirt road and parked on the road. We walked up a small driveway and
found ourselves in a clearing of huge, beautiful oak trees on the north side of a
hill. There was an unfinished hunting house: all it had was a tin roof; there were
no walls and no floor. Further east there was a brand-new, nicely built outhouse
with a crescent moon vent in the traditional style. That was all there was. The
place had an air of dignity and grandeur. It was warm and the day was well
spent. The man took us up the slope, when all of a sudden we were on the top of
a beautiful hill. There was a rock plateau facing south and a stunning view, so
breathtaking and peaceful that we became silent.
“‘I like this.’ Eugene said softly. Laurence, who tended to make critical
comments, was somehow melting and kept his comments to himself. I went up
to the real estate man, who was pointing out a lookout knoll and other places
with his outstretched hand, and I asked, ‘How much will the monthly payments
be, if we meet the down payment?’ (The price was fourteen thousand dollars for
eighty acres, with this mountaintop in the middle of the property. This was
actually only one-half of what was for sale: since we said we had no money he
had divided it in half. The other, western half was way down below and had a
creek, year-round.) ‘One hundred dollars is the monthly installment!’ he
answered.
“I looked at Eugene with deep regret, knowing that we could not get such
money each month. As I said, we could barely get the eighty-five dollars for the
store rent, besides the rent for Eugene’s house which he somehow met. Also, I
had my house payments to meet in Monterey. My heart was instantly filled to
the brim with sadness, for this land was our dream place.
“Eugene now had a strange expression on his face. It had become somehow
dark, as though he was no longer here and had entered into the depths of his
soul. I could feel, somehow I understood, that he had made his decision. This
was where he wanted to die! ‘O God,’ I called out mentally for the sake of my
brother, ‘let us live here!’
“The down payment was not too much. This was because the owner wanted
to sell it quickly, and there was no water on the property. And it certainly was a
wilderness, all around this land. To the west it bordered the National Forest. To
the south, for forty miles there was not a town, house or ranch — all government
land, known for bears and other wildlife. To the north and east was land owned
by the rancher W. D. Snow, who left it without touching it. The smell was rich,
full of pine, and a fresh breeze came from the west, where the same dirt road ran
six miles down to a dead-end canyon — the Beegum Gorge. It was just beautiful
land.
“I said to Eugene, ‘But what good is it if there’s no water?’ He retorted,
‘That’s the best part about it!’
View of Beegum Gorge and the Yolla Bolly Mountains.
“Then the man took us to the west, across the road and deep into a ravine.
At first he showed us a spring where there had already been made a wooden box,
in which water collected and then spilled out. We drank the cool, clear water.
Then we climbed a ridge and went down another gorge, where we saw, tight
between hills, an abandoned cabin with a huge stove. We wondered how they
ever got it all in. By mules, was the answer.
“Then he took us back to the jeep. We went across the creek bottom and up
the opposite hill, and saw another piece of property, also nice, but nothing like
that oak grove.... In the whole area I saw a poetic image — and I scolded myself
for being such a romantic.
“In Red Bluff we bade farewell to our Mr. Stroup, or whatever his name
was, got into Laurence’s car, and went home across the hot, flat, wide
Sacramento River Valley. I loved its breadth also. It had the feeling of the wide
Russian steppes of blindingly white heat: just burnt grass, with a strong wind
moving across in wavelike patterns, and the golden-pink sunset on our right. It
was time for Vespers and we began to sing the peaceful ‘Bless the Lord, O my
soul’ as the sun was setting and the wide horizon was gradually changing its
colors to darker hues. I sat behind and saw how Eugene’s eyes were at first wet
and then slowly tears began to stream down his cheeks. We kept on singing the
whole while, for we had the necessary service books, and were finished by the
time it got dark. Laurence got us to the shop and went home exhausted, stomping
away with ‘I’m sick and tired of giving you these futile rides. I wish you’d make
up your minds about the land. Now, there’s nothing wrong with that one.’ We
remained at the shop door, but instead of going in we simultaneously in silence
walked down to the Sepulchre of Archbishop John and, since we had the keys,
fell on his coffin and prayed in silence and utter exhaustion. There was silence in
the marble crypt; only the faint sound of some crackling would from time to time
break the silence.
“We both prayed not for the land, for it was obvious that that was just right
for us, but for enlightenment as to what was God’s will. In silence we blessed
each other. He went home, and I went to the balcony of the store where I spent
my weekend nights.
“As I entered, I stopped by the door. Above the door was our icon of Christ.
Without moving, just leaning on the locked glass door, I begged God to bless
me. I felt God was in the store. I knew He was, because so many wonderful
things happened there. But it was time to go, time to ‘progress in the Spirit,’ so
to speak, yet I knew I would miss this holy spot. Behind me was the world with
zooming cars, street lights, and Saturday-night people walking and loudly
talking. I clearly heard them because the window above the door was open for
ventilation. This sound did not bother me. Actually, nothing indeed bothered me.
Deep down I was happy. I knew that there was a change in the air. I knew with
my whole heart that this shop was a mystical hill which we had ascended, and
now we were before a new one: the hill near Platina was before me that whole
night, or whatever was left of it. It was lit with some golden hue, its foliage
trembling; and I heard my favorite sound — the sound of a rushing mighty wind.
Where was I?
“That night Eugene wrote about the land in his Chronicle: ‘It has everything
for inspiration — forest, isolation (two miles from anyone), views of mountains,
snow in winter — but no water; perhaps the latter is the ‘proof’ that we should
buy, since we do not want to live by the wisdom of this world.’2
“Early in the morning, Liturgy was served in the Cathedral. Everyone
received Holy Communion, including Eugene and myself. After Liturgy Bishop
Nektary for some reason went home to prepare breakfast for us, saying that he
would bring it into the shop where we all would eat as in a monastery with
readings [from spiritual books].
“I went down to the Sepulchre. Kneeling before the coffin and placing my
head on Archbishop John’s mitre, I froze with a prayer: ‘Lord, show us the way.’
Then, without making the slightest movement, I clearly heard the loud voice of
Fr. Mitrophan (who was hard of hearing) talking to Eugene as he descended the
stairs and entered the Sepulchre: ‘Genya![a] At our last parish council meeting it
was decided, since you come to all the services every day anyway, to offer you
the position of a Psalmist [Psalomshchik][b] with the monthly pay of one
hundred dollars! Do you accept this? You need money, so we shall give it to you
no matter what you say.... You will have one day free — the whole day Friday.’
“I could not believe my ears! I stood up and saw two pairs of eyes looking
at me. Fr. Mitrophan repeated to me word for word what he had just said,
thinking that I had not heard, and then went about his business completing the
divesting, etc. People surrounded him.
“‘What do you think it all means?’ Br. Eugene asked me, half whispering in
a serious tone. ‘Do you think it means God wants us to have the land?’
“‘Stupe, absolute stupe! Of course! See how close is God!’ I answered in
absolute happiness, about to leave. He stopped me, squeezing my arm so hard
that it hurt, then looked deep into my eyes and said, ‘That means Archbishop
John gives us the desert!’ He pulled me down to the coffin to thank our blessed
protector, then quickly kissed Archbishop John’s mantle, mitre and staff. ‘But
keep it silent.’ I totally agreed!
“‘I want to see it again,’ he said. ‘We could ask Nicholas Marr, who is now
at St. Tikhon’s Home, to drive us in his car. What do you say?’
“‘When? Tomorrow?’ I asked.
“We did it. We asked Nicholas, who took us early the next morning and
promised to tell no one. We reached Platina in no time, climbed up the hill and
fervently prayed. The Akathist to the Theotokos was sung on top of the
mountain, a prayer to Archbishop John was said, and we sprinkled all around
with holy water. We saw it in the morning; it was in a different light. We scouted
out where and what we should build, etc., and returned home by dark....
“Within a month the land was ours.”
46
Breaking Ground
Break up your fallow ground: for it is time to seek the Lord, till He
come and rain righteousness upon you.
—Hosea 10:12
A T first Eugene and Gleb told no one save three of the Brotherhood’s
helpers about the purchase of the land in Platina. Eugene was particularly
concerned that, if many people found out about this “secret” too soon, he and
Gleb would encounter conflict from others who would want to take part in their
wilderness venture but would not share their vision. In a letter to Gleb dated
August 7, 1967, he expressed this concern:
I hate to burden you with my own fears and worries.... Sooner or later
people are going to find out about our secret (and that is all right)—but
what happens if they find out about it before we are ready for them?
Frankly, I trust no one but you, and I would much have preferred if no one
had known, and you and I could have gone and prepared everything by
ourselves. But we have allowed ourselves to depend on others, and so
already three others know....
One thing is certain: no matter how many people know, and feel
themselves to be brothers, and all the rest—we must make all the decisions.
This will not be pride or self-will. The whole thing will flop if there is no
leader, and since we have none, you and I together must supply the
leadership. The brotherhood (with other brothers) must develop later, on the
foundation which you and I must build. If we go there [to Platina] thinking
that everyone who joins us is immediately a brother and we should make all
decisions together — then we fall flat on our faces, and the whole thing
falls apart because everyone will have his own selfish desires.
You and I together, with God’s help, will have the sense to choose
what is best for the brotherhood, and not follow merely selfish desires. But
no one else has entered into our brotherhood to this extent. No one who has
come to us has the faintest idea what we are after and what we will have....
We can listen to advice and suggestions from others, but you and I
must make the decisions. You and I must provide the leadership and the
strength — this is what God has been preparing us for during these years....
Forgive me for the excited tone — but I think you will understand the
importance of it.
Pray for me.—Your brother in Christ,
Eugene
FOR Gleb, the main obstacle hindering the flight to the desert had been his
family responsibilities. He had been taking care of his mother and sick sister for
so many years, and still he was not free to go. His mother’s ultimatum still stood
firm: he could go off to the “desert,” but only after he had settled her in a house
of her own, with a view of the ocean, and had found a tall, well-to-do husband
for his sister.
Gleb bought the house after years of saving his earnings, but getting the
husband was not such a straightforward matter. It was through a miracle of
Archbishop John that the answer came. In December of 1966 Gleb went to the
Sepulchre and read the Psalter for a long time, until everyone had gone. “I
looked around,” he recalls, “and saw that no one would be coming. I was all
alone with the blessed one! And then something deeply touched my heart and I
began to weep. I fell on his mantle and covered his dear coffin. And then
suddenly I realized that since he is alive with the Lord and from there he hears us
— let him help me in my various needs. And I earnestly began to pray to him for
my sister, who wanted very much to get married, but because she had been sick
for many years could not find a man close to her heart. Soon the service upstairs
ended and they came down to close the Sepulchre, and I left. That was Sunday
night. The next day in the evening my sister told me that she had a met a young
man and felt that they liked each other. Their wedding soon followed, then a
child, and now already for several years they have lived happily together. But
the remarkable part of it is that their meeting took place the very hour when I
prayed to Blessed John about it.”
IN 1967 Gleb at last gained his “freedom,” thanks to a kind old Russian
gentleman, Mr. Sergei Hodson. “Mr. Hodson’s mother Lydia died,” he recalls,
“during whose last days my mother had been of great help. He heard me say that
I planned to leave my job at the school and devote my time to my magazine in
San Francisco. He said that he’d like to rent a room in my house — the house
which, through the intercession of the Theotokos, I had bought for my mother
two years earlier. Mother was all for the idea. Knowing full well that my heart
was ‘on Geary Boulevard, on the balcony,’[a] as she’d joke, she agreed that I
leave school. Since Mother’s financial situation would be taken care of by the
gentleman’s rent, this was an unexpected joy indeed. Within a year he also died
and left us some money, which also helped. I went to the bank and rewrote my
portion over to my mother and sister — it was a gift to them for my freedom.
They took over the house with all its mortgage. And I was about to be free.”
On the Feast of the Dormition (August 15/28), 1967, Gleb moved into the
house that Eugene had rented on Clement Street in San Francisco. To this house
they moved their hand-typesetting operation, since it was so distracting to
typeset in the store. They would take turns, one brother managing the shop while
the other stayed home typesetting. The two of them did the daily cycle of Church
services in the house. From this time until his death almost exactly fifteen years
later, Eugene followed the liturgical cycle nearly without interruption.
“OUR whole attention was on moving to the land in Platina,” Gleb recalls.
“We visited it that winter, on February 12, 1968. There was a huge snowfall, and
we had to walk up in snow up to our waists. We barely made it by nightfall, all
wet. We walked three hours, but it was wonderful — silent, pure, and cut off.
“We decided to start building in the spring. Eugene learned how to drive
and got a license. Philip Potowka[b] from Michigan moved into our house in San
Francisco. We bought a truck and began planning to build in earnest, only to
discover that Philip was not really into that. Neither was Laurence. Jon visited
Platina once in the very beginning, but it was not his cup of tea.
“It certainly was ours. We loved it! God began to show us in mystical ways
the meaning of the whole enterprise. And Archbishop John, as before, helped us
in moments of doubt, weakness, and hesitancy.
“It was decided that at first I would go and stay there for a week alone,
going by bus somehow; and then the following Sunday Eugene would drive me
back to the bus stop and spend a week alone himself, while I would replace him
as Psalmist in the Cathedral. Eugene was a bit apprehensive about letting me go,
but being a man of nature he of course loved the idea.
“On my nameday, May 2/15, having received Holy Communion I took a
bus to Red Bluff. From there I began to walk, since there was no bus to Platina. I
started in the morning. It was hot. I walked several miles, then someone gave me
a ride for just a few miles and I continued marching, carrying a suitcase. An
older man, a mover, picked me up and gave me a ride all the way up to our
desert home. I entertained him for a while and then I remained all alone — and
the evening was nigh. I was, I must admit, not just a little bit scared, but very
much so, especially when the evening westerly winds began to blow and howl
on our mountain, making weird screeching noises in the branches of the dead
trees. An owl hooted, and mice ran all over the place, since there were no walls
in our house, just a frame building with a good tin roof and a porch.... I began to
pray.
“The first feeling of the Platina desert was of something very real, and truly
it was fragrant. The air was full of the strange aroma of sweet flowers and earth.
“I began to put siding outside on the west wall. The first days were spent
scouting around, which I did with caution, knowing that if anything happened to
me I was all alone and no one would know. However, I did walk down to the
store several times, expecting a letter from Eugene.
“Then came a memorable day which I like to think was the beginning of
our life in Platina. It was a gloomy, overcast day, that of St. Job of Pochaev.[c] I
was especially gloomy, thinking of how much hard work we still had to do in
order to move, and, once we did, how would we live? It was so impractical —
moving all those presses here, etc. I also had my perpetual fears of inadequacy. I
wondered whether it was all meant to be, although the whole atmosphere was
such an alluring one in which to spend the rest of one’s life.
“I spent most of the day in deep fear and tears, begging God to give my
stupid head some wisdom. A mere little crack of the trees, or even the chirp of
birds, would be magnified into huge proportions and startle me. At night, the
mice were merciless and my fearful dreams no better. I would greet the day like
new life in the morning, and then run around the whole place, blessing it all
over, thanking God that I was in the wilds. The winds at night were ferocious;
some trees even fell to the ground with horrifying thunder.
The first cross erected on the Platina skete property. Photograph taken in the winter of 1969–70.
“At about noon I was worn out and begged God to let the day slip by as
quickly as possible so I could sleep, and soon Eugene would come and rescue
me! Rescue me from what? Myself? But then what was the very purpose of
planning to spend the rest of our lives here? Was this not a proof that it was all
only a fantasy, an unrealistic escapade doomed to failure? I was ashamed of my
faintheartedness and tried to forget myself in physical work. But thoughts, like
annoying flies, would whirl around me in clouds, biting at my fearful heart.
Nothing seemed right, no prayer helped, no walking or running about. It was not
the fact that I was alone: I never had trouble with being alone, although I never
was a loner. I was experiencing the agony of the desert. The only consolation I
had was the visits, quite frequent, of the wild deer which would come and watch
me with great curiosity.
“That afternoon it began to get dark and dreary; heavy gray clouds covered
the sky, and mist began to creep between the trees, making the place look
ominous. I turned to the Cross in my prayers, when all of a sudden I was
overtaken by a shocking idea, that we did not have a cross anywhere. And I
began to nail together a huge one, to be placed before our entrance.... It turned
out to be larger than I had expected, and I could hardly lift it. As I barely
dragged it, all exhausted, falling under its weight, rain began to fall in the total
silence of the woods. All alone I was carrying my cross, which I had made
myself and had put upon myself, thinking, Of what value is such heavy labor,
who needs it?
“Since we had no shovel there, I had only been able to dig a very shallow
hole to put the cross in. When I had dug it, I had not realized how huge the cross
would be. Now I realized it as I stood with the cross before that tiny hole. What
to do? In hope of unburdening myself of the weight of the cross, I pulled all my
strength together, lifted the cross and placed it in the hole, thinking that at least I
would see how much deeper I must dig. I had been singing the prayer to the
Cross all the time I had been carrying it. As I placed it, I suddenly felt that it
stood by itself. In shock I stepped away — and it stood straight, barely six inches
in the hole! I was amazed and realized at once that it was a miracle, a sign to me
of some sort; as if the cross was suspended in the air, or held by invisible angels.
I walked away, made three prostrations, kissed the cross, put at its feet whatever
rocks I could find, and walked away in awe, not knowing how to react. But that
was a miracle!
“Then it began to rain, and it rained throughout the whole night, with winds
howling and echoing all over the forest.
“That night I saw a dream. I saw a crowd of people walking, sort of
marching in rows of ten or so. I was walking right next to Archbishop John. On
the other side of me there were my friends and others, and they asked me to
intercede for them to Archbishop John. I said I would. I bent down to Blessed
John in hope of talking to him on behalf of the others. I wanted to get his
blessing, which he gave me, and I kissed his hand. Then he grabbed me by the
hand, looked straight into my eyes, and kissed my hand in return. Amazed and
embarrassed, I felt that what he had done was to thank me for erecting a cross
over this wilderness. I had made the Exaltation of the Holy Cross over this once
demon-filled pagan area, that Christ would dwell in it and enlighten this nation!
“When I looked in the calendar, I realized what day it was: the
commemoration of the Sign of the Precious Cross over Jerusalem in A.D. 351,
and also the day of St. Nilus of Sora, desert-dweller of the Russian North! It all
seemed to be very significant. The day was sunny and the sky bright blue. I ran
to see if my cross lay on the ground, tossed there by the ferocious winds of the
previous night. But to my surprise it stood straight up, firmly! I left it at that,
hoping it would stay like that until Br. Eugene would come and see for himself,
for he was to come that day.
“On the calm, warm morning of Sunday, another wilderness encounter
occurred. I was in a walking mood after prayer and food. My heart was full of
hope and glory, that somehow everything would be all right and God would
bless our venture. I walked to what is now called ‘Whispering Pines’ and
glorified God with hymns and spiritual songs.[d] As I returned I saw a big rock
on the road, which I picked up and carried on my shoulder in order to put it at
the base of the cross. I walked quietly, thinking of St. Nilus of Sora and how he
preferred to be in the total wilderness.
“All of a sudden I heard, close to my right, a rustle of the leaves. I thought
it was a startled deer about to rush away. But there was no more movement, and
I, not even looking in that direction, said aloud: ‘Well, why don’t you run, if you
are so afraid of me?’ I looked up at the slope — and froze to the ground! Before
me, only about six feet away, stood a full-grown mountain lion gazing right at
me! I had to believe my eyes, for our eyes met and both of us did not dare move.
He was the handsomest creature I ever saw, a hundred times better than in all
pictures or in the zoos! He was the most perfect embodiment of the king of the
wilderness, the personification of the desert in which I had come to dwell! His
fur was exactly that beautiful earth color with a tinge of violet; his eyes, I could
clearly see, were blue. He stood higher than me on the hillock, and it would take
him only a second to jump on me. He did not move; neither did I. I did not know
what to do. I thought that I would hurl at him that rock which I carried on my
shoulder should he jump at me, but I did not mind being ripped to pieces by this
perfect being, who was in charge here — I being an intruder. I began to pray to
God to bless him, to let me quietly go. I made one step forward, continuing to
gaze straight into his calm eyes. It was obvious that he was curious to see me.
Perhaps he had never seen a man in his life, a man who was made to rule over
him and who became weak and fearful at any minute noise in the nature he was
made to command. I whispered to him kindly: ‘Let me go! I’m afraid of you! I
mean no harm! But I do want to live here with you rather than with the men who
hurt me.’ I don’t know why I said this, begging him to accept me, as it were. I
made another step forward while slowly turning my back towards the direction I
had to go. He was quiet; not a single movement did he make, yet he followed me
with his eyes. I made further steps backwards, not taking my eyes away from
him, then gradually increased my pace until I began to run. He remained
motionless, watching me in total silence. I ran home and in fear jumped into my
sleeping bag and prayed. When I calmed down I said prayers of thanksgiving;
but I shall never forget the beauty of that creature of God, from which came a
sense of nobility, power, calm, and the grandeur of God’s works, truly
marvelous! I did indeed sense the closeness of God in that meeting, perhaps
because I knew I was possibly facing death. God gave me a little experience of
the real desert!
“The same day, in the evening, both Eugene and Philip arrived and I went
to San Francisco. When Eugene returned a week later, he told me of his
experiences. We went west from our shop towards the beach in the Sea Cliff part
of town, where there were expensive mansions. We would often go there to
escape the crowd of the Sobor. It was late and a beautiful sunset began to hover
in the sky. I did not even have a chance to tell him of my ‘exaltation of the
Cross,’ when he interrupted me and told me the following:
“When they had come to Platina, Philip had at once shown that he was not
interested in the desert. He was lazy; he walked to town for a beer once a day,
which of course would tire him out for the rest of the day. Eugene was often left
to work alone. He put up boards to enclose the cabin, and began to prepare an
area for the printshop.
“One afternoon, being exhausted from work, Eugene went inside to rest in
his folding chair, while the door to the porch remained open. He either dozed off
or was just resting when he saw that Archbishop John appeared on the porch,
dressed in a black monastic robe. Not knowing whether this was an apparition or
a dream, he, without jumping up, thought that he should take the opportunity
while it was there, knowing full well that Archbishop John had died almost two
years before. At that time he was very despondent, full of fears similar to mine,
wondering how in the world we would ever accomplish all the moving and
survive in this wilderness. He quickly asked Archbishop John several questions:
1) ‘Will you be with us?’ To this the blessed one nodded. 2) ‘Will Gleb be with
me?’ Also an affirmative answer followed by a nod. 3) ‘Will we go into the
wilderness to live?’ Again an affirmative answer. 4) ‘Will anyone join us (of
serious help?)’ There was a negative shaking of his head to this one. And finally,
5) ‘Will we be in Platina for good?’ Again a negative sign, and he was gone! A
feeling of reaffirmation followed, from which Eugene concluded that it was from
God.”
Leaning on a railing before the ocean and the setting sun, Gleb now asked
Eugene what his conclusion was about this incident.
“That it will be just as difficult in Platina as it has been in San Francisco,”
Eugene said.
EUGENE and Philip returned to Platina in the second week of July and
stayed for a week. The weather was unusually hot then, rising to 105–110
degrees during the first three days of their stay. Like Gleb, Eugene and Philip
were kept awake at night by mice foraging for food. “Some of the creatures here
are fantastic,” Eugene wrote to Gleb, “—flying ants 5/8 of an inch long! Last
night Philip was attacked by some kind of flying beetle: 2¼ inches long (3” if
you include the antennae) and almost as wide, and almost an inch thick, in the
shape of an Egyptian scarab.”1
When the heat abated somewhat, Eugene chopped down some trees for the
first time, and he and Philip set to work on the foundation of the printshop. “Last
night,” Eugene wrote to the brothers in San Francisco, “I made my first concrete
pier and laid down the first pier for our printing shop — over 200 lbs. in one
pier. I hope it will hold up the building. Eleven to go. The building area is now
cleared and staked out and it begins to look serious.”2
At the end of August Eugene went again to the land in Platina and stayed
for two weeks, this time by himself. (“Br. Philip,” he noted in his Chronicle,
“has lost interest in working.”)3 Arriving at dusk, he found that some items had
been stolen from the cabin: two sleeping bags with mattresses, and a gasoline
stove and lantern. In a letter to the brothers, he commented on the theft with
remarkable equanimity: “Whoever took them left everything very neat behind
him. The two kerosene lamps work nicely, and I’ll try Mrs. Kontzevitch’s sun
chair for sleeping tonight, so I won’t suffer too much from the loss.”4
That same evening he went to inspect the pier blocks he had made and
placed in the ground during his previous visit. “As I approached them in the
twilight, a creature slid away from the very center of the building area — a good
sized rattlesnake. I didn’t chase him into the darkness, but ‘meditated’ for a
while on the lesson: the Christian must watch every step, for he knows not what
enemy hides in his path — demons, passions, and the more obvious ones. The
Serbians would probably regard that as a good sign — a snake right on the spot
of our first ‘church’ (though mostly printshop). But again I spoiled it. I heard the
creature slithering in the darkness toward the truck and our cabin, and I had
horrible visions of surprise attacks, so I got my flashlight and a shovel and found
him. He stopped and listened — he was a beauty. Big — over three feet long and
several inches wide, with eight or ten segments in the rattle.... With a somewhat
shaky hand I plunged the shovel into his neck — a mortal blow.... I was a little
sorry to do it, but it seemed a matter of self-defense.”5
The next day, a Sunday, Eugene wrote: “Today I rested, but even so I
haven’t completely put off big-city tenseness and entered into the spirit of this
place.... Now it is dark, with the half-moon rising from the trees on the hill. The
wind is quite vigorous and isolates one completely from the outside world.”6
On Monday Eugene finished a window and made forms for the remaining
pier blocks, and on Tuesday he drove to Red Bluff to pick up more sand and
cement. “I returned from town strangely depressed,” he recorded, “and trying to
persuade myself that I was too exhausted to work. But necessity compelled me (I
have one form for the two biggest cement piers, so I have to finish one and wait
for it to dry before I can do the other — hence if I didn’t do one today, I would
lose a day, and it will take several days as it is for the cement to dry enough to
put logs on top). I finished 11/2 piers; the other 11/2 tomorrow. And at the end I
was no longer exhausted, just tired. Thus will hard and necessary labor be our
friend in the wilderness, forcing us to continue, whatever we may ‘feel’ like
doing.
“But more important will be a regular rule of life, the good effect of which I
am already observing, in a rudimentary way. In the morning I read Matins and
morning prayers, then breakfast and reading of monastic instructions (Bishop
Ignaty Brianchaninov).[e] Then work (when I start getting up earlier, probably
there will be a two-hour period at midday for rest and reading and writing.) One
hour before sunset (7 p.m.) Vespers, then an evening walk and supper, writing,
reading Bulgakov,[f] and evening prayers. The prime object of all this, when we
are established, will be to become permeated with the grace of that path which
Vladika Ioann blessed us to follow when he named our magazine The Orthodox
Word: the services, Lives of Saints, spiritual reading, translations, all have this
aim. Since man is a slovesnyi creature, ‘wordly,’ this is our path to salvation.”7
Over the next three days Eugene finished making and placing the piers,
which consisted of several tons of concrete. “No cars on the road for the second
day,” he observed. “For all practical purposes (and maybe in fact) I’m the only
person in these mountains (south and west of Platina). But there’s no feeling of
loneliness at all — I’m too busy with the work and with preparing this to be a
place for bearing spiritual fruit. I spend the whole time around the cabin, where
the work is, and even have no interest in the rest of the land, since the time
hasn’t come to use it yet. Only at dusk, after Vespers, I like to get up high and
look at the mountains. It was a little hazy tonight — i.e., the view no more than
thirty miles in each direction — and the moon was orange rising. And at dusk
the bats swoop on you from everywhere.”8
Eugene now began to prepare logs for the base frame of the printshop. He
hunted for suitable trees (preferably dead ones) on the Brotherhood’s property,
chopped them down, trimmed them, transported them to the worksite, and then
stripped the bark. In this way he was able to reduce the cost of lumber for the
building. As he noted: “Such labor is the long and hard way, of course — typical
of our way of doing things. If we had had $500 or so extra cash it could have
been done much quicker.”9
It was an arduous task for only one person. “Some of the bigger [logs] are
difficult to drag down the hill,” he wrote, “and the prize one (for the front sill),
which is 19 feet long and 8 inches thick, I could hardly lift even one end of, but I
managed to somehow roll it down the hill, lifting it over stumps. I still have to
drag it somehow the last 50 yards to the lumber pile. It must weigh 300–400
pounds.
“I find that one learns to love the land much better when one works on it,
when every foot is covered with one’s sweat, than when one approaches it from
a leisurely point of view.”10
On the following Sunday, Eugene set down more thoughts on life in the
wilderness: “Today I got some much-needed rest, spending the time in reading
and writing and a short walk.... Besides the regular services I read an Akathist to
the Mother of God after Vespers....
“For concentration and intellectual work this is a paradise. There are man-
made noises, but that only reminds one that one can’t escape entirely the
twentieth century and modern civilization. But in general the atmosphere
inclines one to sobriety and keeps one in contact with reality. Again, of course, it
comes down to a rule of life, which one can set according to any standard here;
the problem will be keeping to it.”11
EUGENE’S next trip to Platina was in November. This time he stayed for
three weeks, again by himself, save for a brief visit from the Brotherhood’s
young helper, the aforementioned Anthony Arganda. After several days of
solitude, he reflected: “And what do we have now in the wilderness? A little
something more than we had six months ago, psychologically perhaps much
more. Anthony called it a ‘refuge’; and already I can sense the passing of a
watershed — from the time when it was difficult to persuade anyone to come
here to help, to the time when people will start flocking (comparatively
speaking, of course — for us, two or three is already a flock) to this place. But
our responsibility will now be the greater to keep it a spiritual ‘refuge’—a place
of prayer and labor, not recreation. Every day at least Vespers and Matins must
be sung and the Lives of Saints be read — for a beginning. And there will never
be an end to the labor that must be put into this place.”12
Eugene continued to work on the printshop but was unexpectedly
interrupted by winter snows, which came early that year. On November 14 he
wrote to the brothers in San Francisco: “I write this, not knowing when I will be
able to mail it. Today I thought of going to Redding for our last heavy supplies
of the year — the plywood to finish the outside. But the cold (33 degrees) and
overcast sky made me hesitate. Finally at 11:30 I decided to risk the trip, but had
reached no more than halfway down the hill when it began to snow. I came back,
taking no chances. It was very beautiful, the quiet snowfall, light at first, then
heavier. But now, after eight hours of continuous snowfall, I’m completely
snowed in! There’s been probably a foot of snow, with drifts much deeper. The
snow comes almost to the level of the back doorsill — that door is useless now. I
beat some kind of trail... a burrow with a foot or two of snow heaped on each
side, but I can’t say that it will still be there tomorrow. I have enough firewood
here and on the porch for another twenty-four hours at most, then I’ll have to
venture into the drifts no matter what. Our front porch is half-covered with
snow. Fortunately my tool shed saved the other half, so at least the front entrance
is clear. The temperature is 24 degrees and going down about 1 degree an hour.
The roof is covered, and there’s an overhang of snow and ice 6 inches thick
extending 6 to 10 inches beyond the roof. I must admit I wasn’t prepared for this
so early. I trust there will be a thaw before the real snows begin and I can get out
with the truck — right now I couldn’t get to town by foot, and the truck is
buried.
“Well, I guess this is for experience. So far it’s cozy enough inside, but I
think I’ll have to sacrifice some sleep and keep the fire going tonight.
“But oh, it is beautiful! A real wilderness, white everywhere — even on our
warm-weather California manzanita and sagebrush (the white looks like
unseasonal blossoms on them). The pine branches are covered with snow, and
the slightest wind shakes a blizzard of white into the air. Our prayer-rock at the
top of the hill looks like some misplaced iceberg. A little strange at first — our
California landscape in the snow; but then it fits, and I feel I’ve been here for
years already. And one sings for joy, troparions to all the Saints, and ‘With the
Saints give rest’ for our dear Vladika [Ioann], who is here too....
“I have enough food and enough work to keep me going for a week — I
hope I can get out by then. God is with us. All will be fine.”13
Eugene was snowed in for the next four days. “An indescribable sight!” he
exclaimed in a letter. “I am in a forest of icicles in an ice house. Every branch of
every tree is laden with snow, up to a foot deep. The sky is white. The ground is
covered with a foot to 11/2 feet of snow. I tramped down the path and unburied
the truck — but now it’s 33 degrees and everything is beginning to drip. So I
think I’ll get it out....14
“I can see where the moisture comes from to grow the big pines — it’s
rained or snowed almost every day I’ve been here, and there have been only two
or three days with any appreciable sunshine. It’s a little depressing when you’re
alone in it — summertime is much easier to be alone. At night there are howling
coyotes.... For this place a community of four or five would be just right. God
will show us.”15
After much of the snow had thawed, he reflected: “With the earth visible
again, and a little of its smell in the air, one breathes a little easier. In itself, snow
has little to recommend itself, apart from its beauty. Snow is death; the earth,
life. But for our purposes, since we don’t want things ‘pleasant,’ snow can be
very valuable: it makes one more attentive to the perils of existence; it gives
silence and remoteness; it transforms our Platina paradise into a real northern
desert.”16 On the next day the clouds finally dispersed. “Glory to God!” he
rejoiced. “Blue skies and a sunny day, with visibility unlimited. I feel as glad to
see the sun as I was to see the snow five days ago.”17
A few days later, on the eve of his departure, Eugene wrote to Gleb: “I
think that people living in such mountains would eventually be reduced to
silence, because the converse with creation is so much more intimate without
words, man’s mood responding to nature’s... To be removed from the vanity and
anxiety of the city we could hardly have picked a better place.”
In the same letter, Eugene confided that Archbishop John had once again
appeared to him in the wilderness: “I saw him the other night, and he gave me
some definite instructions... only not about the questions I would have liked to
ask him.” In conclusion, evidently having in mind the striking changes in
weather he had just experienced, Eugene again pondered over what the future
might bring for the Brotherhood: “I trust in God, I ask Vladika to guide us, and I
will work with all my energy on The Orthodox Word and on this wilderness.
What will come of it is in God’s hands.... I emerge from these three weeks more
certain than ever of our path, but less certain about any definite schemes. Rather
like Platina in the fog — I trust in God Who has the power to dispel the clouds in
an instant and reveal a panorama of Paradise.”18
At right, Esther and Frank Rose at a church social in Carmel, not long before Frank died.
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Deliverance Out of the World
Happy the man whose wish and care
A few paternal acres bound,
Content to breathe his native air
In his own ground.
It was extremely difficult for Esther to live with the fact that she had not
been able to say good-bye to or exchange last words with her husband. Eugene
immediately went south to be with her. Eileen and Franklin were also there.
Franklin took care of Esther’s financial matters, but for moral support in her
hour of grief Esther turned most of all to her “religious” son. Eugene’s presence
there was very important to her; and, as he wrote to Alison, this meant a great
deal to him. It seems that some past differences were healed. At such a time it
was not outward success but faith that Esther needed.
Sylvia was not prepared for what she would experience at the Russian
convent. As she later recalled, “The Slavonic services were incomprehensible to
me, but they struck me as being totally different than anything I had experienced
in Catholic churches — including Russian/Byzantine Catholic churches where
they also held services in Slavonic. As the people in the convent chapel read and
sung the prayers, I felt that they were saying what they believed. ‘This is real,’ I
thought, almost in spite of myself. ‘This is it!’”
Little Maurin remained in the hospital for two months, and did recover. But
Charles and Sylvia, after the powerful experience in the convent chapel in their
hour of extreme pain and need, were never to be the same again. They began
poring over books on the Orthodox Church and discussing them late into the
night. In addition to attending Catholic churches, they attended services at the
“little” Russian convent whenever they could. Later they began to go to services
at the Russian Cathedral.
Thus it was that, early in the year 1968, Charles again found himself at
“Orthodox Christian Books and Icons,” this time with his whole family. They
came when Eugene was working there with Anthony Arganda. “The Andersons
were very enthusiastic,” Anthony recalls, “They asked lots of questions, and
Eugene patiently answered them all. Eugene liked them very much, and after
that day he took them under his wing. Most of the Orthodox converts at that time
were intellectuals who had come to the Church individually. Eugene liked the
idea of families — and especially big families like the Andersons — coming into
the Orthodox Church together. ‘We need more people like this,’ he told me.”
Since they had been totally dedicated to the Roman Catholic Church
throughout their lives, it was difficult for Charles and Sylvia to leave it and
become Orthodox. After a series of clearly Providential experiences, however,
they knew that God was calling them to take this step. On September 28, 1968,
after having been well grounded in the Faith with Eugene and Gleb’s help, the
Andersons were received into the Orthodox Church at the “little convent.”
Charles decided to take the name of St. Vladimir, having been moved by the
story of this Russian grand prince who had baptized his whole kingdom. As he
later recalled, “When St. Vladimir sent his emissaries to find the true religion for
the Russian people, the emissaries came back saying ‘We’ve found it!’ for they
had experienced ‘heaven on earth’ while attending the Orthodox services. We
felt the same way.” Filled with apostolic zeal, the new Vladimir wanted to
follow the example of his patron saint by bringing many of his fellow
countrymen to the Orthodox Faith, having already begun with his family of nine.
Eugene became the godfather of every one of them.1
AFTER Eugene’s trip to the land in Platina in November 1968, the brothers
did not visit there for several months. Eugene’s experience of being snowed in
had marked only the beginning of a series of an unusually severe snow storms in
northern California. This, combined with the fact that the brothers had to wait to
be granted a building permit from the local authorities before completing the
printshop, pushed back their plans to move. On March 7, 1969, Eugene and Gleb
returned to their land, only to find that they had to walk up the mountain through
four feet of snow, barely reaching the cabin. “Life here will not be easy!”
Eugene remarked in his Chronicle.
The two brothers went again in April, and in May they at last received the
building permit. By summer they had resolved to move as soon as possible.
“With God’s help,” Gleb writes, “the building was finished well enough to move
in. Neither the walls nor the roof were on the printshop, but we decided to go
nevertheless.
“At that time we were highly respected by all the clergy. Archbishop
Anthony came to visit the house where we lived and where we did our
typesetting. Bishop Nektary — who had been placed by Archbishop John to take
care of us, and to whom I had been handed over by Fr. Adrian as my spiritual
father — still wished to open his monastery in Alameda, and still hoped we
would join him. Fr. Nicholas Dombrovsky used to invite us for lunch on
Sundays, hoping we’d marry two of his daughters, Alla and Tamara, who were
indeed lovely young ladies. All suspected, however, that our hearts wanted to
serve God through some ‘inhuman’ podvig, though no one knew that we already
had land. We needed money to move, and had none, even though by this time we
had printed several books, and the 1968 volume of The Orthodox Word was the
thickest ever.... But God intervened again to help us move.
“One day Eugene came in from his early daily Liturgy and showed me ten
one-hundred-dollar bills in his hand. That morning a pious Russian lady,
Elizabeth (known as the ‘incense lady’ because she always bought incense from
us), had just handed it to him, saying that he would need it, and that he should
keep silent about it! This meant that God saw we were ready to go.[b] We began
to pack our things into boxes.”
Vladimir Anderson offered to take over the store after the brothers left. “I
kept it open on weekends just so that it wouldn’t close,” he later recalled.
Because he lived a three-hour drive from San Francisco and worked full-time as
a school teacher, he took on this new responsibility at considerable sacrifice.
Every Friday after school he went to San Francisco on a Greyhound bus, going
home on Sunday. The bookstore’s rent was paid largely with his teacher’s salary.
Although the brothers’ impending move had by this time been blessed by
Fr. Adrian, Archbishop Averky, and Fr. Nikodim of Mount Athos, the brothers
had hesitated to tell Bishop Nektary, knowing how it would hurt him. When
Bishop Nektary was finally informed he was indeed very disappointed, telling
the brothers that they had “spit into his soul.” The brothers explained their
reasons, and he of course understood, but still it was hard for him to give up his
last hope for a monastery in Alameda, which hope lay precisely in them. “We
are only sad,” Eugene later wrote,” “that we ourselves caused Vladika Nektary
sorrow.”2
The brothers also had a talk with Archbishop Anthony, who, as Eugene
noted, “expresses approval for the moment.”3
In August of 1969 the brothers rented a large U-Haul truck and moved all
their machinery into it. “When we were moving the printing press,” Gleb recalls,
“Fr. Afanassy came and gave us a hint on how to do it by putting rollers under it.
I looked at him and saw for the first time his exceptionally loving eyes. He was a
great admirer of Archbishop John and felt that Archbishop John was among us.
“The work took such a long time. Finally, on the eve of the Dormition of
the Mother of God, August 14/27, we left early in the morning, hoping to return
that night for the Vigil service and to return the truck. It was exceptionally hot.
The truck was huge, and I don’t know how Eugene managed it so calmly and
perfectly. By early afternoon we arrived. We cut off huge branches in order for
the truck to get to the platform of our printshop so we could roll out the presses.
We ate, worked, and then just collapsed. I lay down on the warm platform — the
floor of the future printshop — and fell into a deep sleep for many hours. When I
woke up it was night. The stars and moon came out. It was dead quiet and
wonderfully warm. I was so ultimately happy at that moment that I’m sure
Paradise is going to be like that. There was no wind, but the air felt so fresh and
wonderful. Light, transparent little clouds rolled across the moon. I walked
barefoot on our hallowed ground; it felt soft and real. Eugene was fast asleep
inside, and I did not want to wake him. I knew that we would neither make it
back to return the truck nor to go to the Vigil in San Francisco. This was the
Dormition vigil night — and I began to sing and weep at the same time, not
knowing that years later I would lose my co-laborer also on such a Dormition
night.”
In the morning the brothers chose a nice spot for an outdoor chapel,
collected their service books, and held the full Matins service for the Dormition.
A deer came out of the woods and sat down right next to them, looking curiously
at her new neighbors who had a purpose quite different from that of the former
residents — the hunters. The brothers looked at each other with amazement, but
then something yet more wonderful happened. Since they were performing the
service themselves, the brothers were of course standing the whole time; but
when they reached the part of Matins when the entire congregation is supposed
to stand — during the singing of the Ninth Ode to the Mother of God — the deer
immediately stood up! When the Ode was finished she sat down again, quietly
waiting until the end of the service before wandering back into the forest. “How
close is God!” the brothers thought.
Gleb went to the cabin while Eugene stayed to pray in the tranquility of his
new home. A warm breeze was murmuring through the trees and long grasses,
sending the dying autumn leaves to earth.
As it turned out, this mountain was called Noble Ridge: a fitting home for
Eugene, whose very name meant “noble.”
Gleb had been right about his co-laborer’s feelings for this place: Eugene
felt that, like the falling leaves, he could die here. In spirit he had died to the
world long before, but only here did he have the opportunity to actually live that
blessed death, being alive to that which never dies. Like physical death, death to
the world is a mystery to all but those who have passed through it; and thus
Eugene would remain an enigma to those who knew him. But if the mystery was
unfathomable to those on earth, it was known to God, Who now saw a solitary
creature standing before Him, preparing himself for future union with Him.
Eugene felt unworthy to have been delivered out of the world and into this
“promised land.” How much less, then, did he feel worthy before the thought of
God’s ultimate promise, which would be fulfilled in the future life! As he stood
amidst the autumn forest that was falling asleep and preparing to awake in
spring, Eugene wept in gratitude to his Creator. In Eugene, as in the sleeping
nature, God was again making life more abundant through death.
On the very spot he sat, he would one day find his final resting place. There
his body lies today, awaiting the General Resurrection.
PART V
The Harrison Gulch gold-mining town in the 1890s.
“Pioneer Hotel,” Harrison Gulch, 1890s. Photographs courtesy of the Harrison Gulch Ranger
Station, U.S. Forest Service.
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Set in the Wild West
Ye shall serve God upon this mountain.
—Exodus 3:12
D UNING the California Gold Rush days, the mountains surrounding the skete
property had been filled with mining settlements. In the 1840s and 1850s
thousands of miners, many of them Chinese, came with their families to the
Wild West boomtown of Weaverville, located about thirty miles to the north of
where the brothers were to buy their land. From Weaverville the mining
exploration moved outward, until in the 1870s the miners reached the immediate
territory of the future skete. At first they did not strike gold there, but they did
find a metal even more precious — platinum — and it was from this that the
nearby settlement of Platina got its name. Ranchers herded cattle and sheep
through the area in order to feed the hungry miners. Noble Ridge was named
after one of them, a cowboy by the name of Don Noble.
In 1893 gold was discovered in the creek of Harrison Gulch, only four
miles from where the skete was to be. Soon the Gulch had a boomtown of its
own, with a church, two schools, a few saloons, a post office, and two
stagecoaches bringing mail and supplies daily. Within ten years approximately
450 tons of gold were extracted from the mines in the area, from which the
famous Hearst family originally acquired its fortune.
After the mining settlers left, Harrison Gulch remained virtually
uninhabited, and the town of Platina never developed. The tiny roadside town
that now bears the name of Platina is a recent development, lying about a half-
mile from the original Wild West settlement. The ruins of mines and remote
cabins remain throughout the mountainous area, however. A few of them were
found by Brothers Eugene and Gleb in the vicinity of the skete, along the old
Noble Ridge cattle trail.
LONG before the white settlers came, American Indian tribes had inhabited
the area, but in the nineteenth century they had mostly been driven away. In
1852, an entire encampment of about one hundred Wintun Indians — men,
women, and children — had been ruthlessly slaughtered at “Natural Bridge,”
about fifteen miles from the skete.
On April 1, 1971, Eugene met a descendant of these first inhabitants of the
land. Gleb writes: “Once, when we were in dire need of extending our printshop
in order to spread the word of God to our neighbors, Eugene went to town to buy
lumber. Hauling a load of wood on his return trip, he stopped in Platina to pick
up the mail. At the post office window stood a tall, intelligent-looking man of
about forty years of age, with oriental features. He spoke slowly and
deliberately, with a certain refinement, and said without looking at Eugene,
‘What are you doing with all that lumber you have in the truck outside?’ Eugene
said that he was bringing it for use in building a chapel. ‘This land belongs to us
Indians,’ the man said, ‘and I’ll do everything I can to stop you.’
“Eugene then said to the man, ‘We’re building the house of God, Whose
children we all are.’ The man acknowledged this and changed his tone. ‘Well, I
hope it goes through,’ he said. ‘But I don’t like what’s going on around here.’
“‘Are you a descendant of the people who used to live here?’ Eugene asked.
“‘Yes.’
“‘What tribe are you?’
“‘Wintun.’
“‘Did your tribe have settlements all over this area?’
“‘Yes, all over!’1
“Having returned up the hill to the skete, Eugene related this encounter. He
said it perhaps foreboded troubles ahead. But then he smiled and said,
‘Nevertheless, we are working for the benefit of the local Indians.’
“And indeed, the concept of Orthodoxy which was brought by Blessed Fr.
Herman to the Native Americans in Alaska has to be presented to the Native
Americans in southern lands as well. Eugene often stressed the need of
introducing ancient Orthodoxy to our neighbors, always bringing to mind his
encounter with a representative of that noble race.”
One of Eugene’s favorite books was Ishi in Two Worlds: A Biography of
the Last Wild Indian in North America. Ishi was the sole survivor of the Yahi
tribe, which used to live in the hill country less than eighty miles east of Platina,
near Mount Lassen. Eugene often talked about Ishi, and was later to make the
book required reading for the novices at the skete. Ishi’s simplicity and closeness
to nature perhaps reminded him of Lao Tzu in ancient China. In the words of
Ishi’s best friend in later years, Dr. Saxton Pope: “Ishi’s soul was that of a child,
his mind that of a philosopher.”2
Eugene often searched the ground for arrowheads and anything else of the
local inhabitants. The thought that he lived on virgin ground, on a hill that had
hardly known the presence of white men, always made him long to reach out to
the Indians.[a]
EUGENE was also very intrigued when he heard of a white man who for
forty years had lived all alone in the forest several miles southwest of the skete,
on a plateau near a tributary of Eagle River. According to the testimony of
someone who had met him, this man had developed a language with birds by
imitating their sounds. Birds would come to him, and he would spend a long
time in converse with them. He never ate any meat. Those people who visited
him had to be very quiet, because he did not like noise. His dwelling was
difficult of access, being far from any roads; one needed a guide to find the way.
More than once Eugene tried to make arrangements to go there, but he was never
able to. Over the years he thought and spoke many times about this hermit,
known as the “Bird-man,” in whom he obviously saw a kindred spirit.
NOT long after the brothers moved to the Platina area, they were given
another sign from God that showed He was pleased with their Orthodox
missionary labors in this new frontier.
Once Eugene went down to the post office, and, as he was returning, was
stopped by an elderly lady named Ann. She saw him with a stack of Orthodox
Words and asked him what he was carrying. He showed her, saying, “We’re
printing the Orthodox word of God.” She inquired how he was publishing a
magazine in this remote rural place. “We have a printing press up the hill,” he
said, “and a hermitage.” Amazed, Ann immediately expressed the desire to come
and see what the brothers were doing. Eugene welcomed her, and she followed
him up the hill along with her daughter Connie and another relative. As she
entered the printshop and saw Gleb printing at the press, she exclaimed, “Why,
that’s exactly what George saw in his dream!”
George, whom the brothers had not yet met, was the husband of Ann’s
daughter Connie, and lived on a large parcel of land a few miles northwest of the
skete. George was a Seventh-Day Adventist, and had formerly lived in the San
Joaquin Valley. Sensing apocalyptic times ahead, he had wanted to buy a remote
piece of land in northern California, where he could live simply and naturally,
and could print a magazine warning apostates of his denomination about the
consequences of abandoning the ways of the Lord. He had saved enough money
and found land near Platina, but when he was just about to buy it he had seen a
dream: two men dressed in black, printing on primitive presses in an atmosphere
that reminded him of the time of Martin Luther. And a voice had said to him:
“At the place where you plan to go, the word of God is already being printed.”
Because of this, George had hesitated to buy the land. He had inquired in
the Platina area whether there was a printing business in operation, but had not
been informed of one. At last he had gone ahead and moved to Platina.
Ann, seeing at the skete what George had described of his dream,
concluded, “Why, this is indeed the word of God.” George himself later came
and confirmed what Ann had said about the dream. The brothers’ Orthodox
community was a revelation to him. Seeing in them godly people, as he said, he
became their good friend for the rest of his life.
49
Frontiersmen
It is not for quiet and security, my dear brothers, that we have founded
a community in this place, but for a struggle and a conflict.... We have
gathered together in this tranquil retreat, this spiritual camp, in order
that we may wage, day after day, an unwearying contest against our
passions.
—St. Faustus of Lerins (†490)1
At night, coyotes walk around the house howling, and snow starts in
earnest. How alone we are, after all!
—Fr. Seraphim Rose, 19722
T HE early years at the skete were especially difficult for the brothers. They
had only two small buildings: the one-room cabin where they slept, ate
and held services, and the other structure which housed the printing equipment.
The winters were at times bitterly cold. To heat their living quarters and cook
food the brothers used an old wood stove which had been donated to them, but
since it let out more smoke than heat and the cabin itself was uninsulated, they
were seldom very warm during the cold months. In the summer, on the other
hand, the area became dry, and the heat could become desert-like and
oppressive.
Everything had to be brought up the mountain by truck. Since there was no
water source atop the mountain, even water had to be hauled in. Often it was a
major effort just to get up and down the steep, unpaved road that led nearly two
miles from the main road to the skete. Winter snows of up to four feet prevented
passage to town by car, and during rains or snow thaws the dirt road became
muddy, causing vehicles to get stuck. “In those days the road seemed like a
rutted, muddy mess all the time,” recalls one of the early visitors.3
Even when the road was passable, the brothers were sometimes unable to
drive because their cars and trucks, which they could only afford to buy already
used, broke down after many arduous treks up the mountain. At such times the
brothers had to hike two miles down to Platina and carry up water on their backs.
They learned to wash dishes with a very small amount of water.
THE brothers’ aim in coming to their skete was a humble one. They were
not looking to create a large, illustrious, renowned monastery, knowing full well
that the very austerity of their life would be a deterrent to this. They deliberately
did not advertise or publicize their skete. In the beginning they were not tonsured
as monks or ordained as priests, and they had no pretensions to being spiritual
counselors to visitors.
The brothers did not need to be tonsured, however, to experience the trials
and joys of monastic life. They had not fled to the desert with the idea that they
could thereby suddenly escape the temptations of the world, for they knew from
Patristic literature that, as long as worldly impressions are still in a person, the
temptations will follow him into the desert. And from their own experience they
learned that these impressions are in fact magnified when one is cut off from
society. In the world, impressions come and go, followed by other ones; in the
silence of the desert, however, they are built up in one’s mind, mounting into
something seemingly real. Often the idea of something becomes considerably
sweeter and more enticing than the reality itself.
“The first year of life in desert solitude,” Gleb writes, “was completely
different from what we expected. The stillness of the natural world around us
only accentuated the clamor and bustle that still raged within us. Just as every
little wrinkle is noticed on a white cloth but not on a many-colored fabric, so
also in regard to desert life, every trifle brought from the world makes itself felt
with special power on the background of total stillness.”
Orthodox hagiography indicated to the brothers that ascetics are driven out
of the desert not so much by the various obstacles with which the devil may
irritate them as by their own fear, which the devil can intensify. According to
Gleb, Eugene’s greatest fault was faintheartedness, the inclination to grow
discouraged. Eugene’s quick mind, which could so readily size up the
genuineness of something, could at the same time discern all the “genuine”
problems and threatening forces. Over the course of years, there were occasions
when everything seemed against what he cherished most, and he felt it was
useless to “take arms against a sea of troubles.” At such times he would say such
words as “maybe it’s no use,” and Gleb would have to exhort or rebuke him.
Gleb’s fears were more subjective — arising, in his view, from the fact that
he had grown up without the reassuring hand of a father. He did not, like
Eugene, fear that something was objectively impossible, but rather that he
himself was incapable of it. It was his insecurity and need for reassurance that
caused his emotional lamentations, of which Eugene had to listen to many over
the years. At such times Eugene would calm his brother down by saying a few
sensible words and not reacting emotionally himself. “Don’t you feel sorry for
me?!” Gleb would bewail. “Not a bit,” Eugene would say. “You’re the luckiest
man in the world.”
Eugene came to refer to discouragement as a spiritual “disease” or “rash.”
“Fortunately,” he wrote, “when I get the ‘rash,’ Gleb is usually over his, and vice
versa, and we are able to come out of the depths of despair and get on with the
necessary work.”8
Eugene in front of the skete’s truck, 1969. In the background is the printshop.
PROBABLY the greatest physical difficulty that the brothers faced in the
early years was that of trying to print magazines and books in a remote forest,
under such primitive conditions. As if the printing itself were not enough, the
brothers often found themselves out in the middle of nowhere, with a broken-
down truck loaded with paper and printing supplies which they were bringing to
the skete. Sometimes they had to manually haul heavy lead slugs and metal type
up their hill.
In 1971, Eugene smashed and broke one of his fingers on the printing press,
requiring him to go to a doctor to have it stitched. The finger later became
infected, and the injury left him permanently disfigured, but this did not bother
him as much as the fact that it had cost him weeks of work — weeks that he felt
he did not have to spare. “But thus,” he noted, “one learns to trust in God more
than one’s own plans.”9
On another occasion Gleb too broke a finger on the press, leaving him also
disfigured for life. From these injuries, together with all the physical work they
did, the brothers “developed the tough hands of peasant-farmers,” as one of the
early visitors to the skete recalls.10
Mechanical problems with the printing press tested the brothers’ patience to
its limit. When Gleb would start his lamentations, however, Eugene would cut
them off at once by saying, “You want to go back to the world.—Is that what
you want?” At other times he would ask, “Do you want your reward now, or in
heaven?” “In heaven, of course,” Gleb would reply. “But can’t I have a little of it
now?” At this Eugene would only shake his head: “It’s now or then. Take your
pick.”
Little signs from heaven came when the brothers least expected but most
needed them. One of these concerned the Linotype machine that they purchased
in 1970. As its keys were pressed, this machine would create molten lead type.
Though much more efficient than the hand-typesetting process that the brothers
had been used to, the Linotype was a mechanical nightmare that gave them much
trouble. It required not only electricity from a generator but also propane gas.
One day, as Eugene was typesetting on the Linotype, working with molten lead
heated by the gas, the generator broke down. He spent several hours trying to fix
it, while the lead was getting cold. Then, when he finally got it started, he
discovered that now the Linotype refused to run! This was nothing new for him,
for he often found he spent more time in trying to make the machines work than
he did in actual typesetting. This time, however, he felt his patience had been
exhausted. “I can’t take it anymore,” he told Gleb. “I’ve spent hours on it, and
it’s just impossible.”
“It’s the devil,” Gleb said. “He’s angry and has to irritate us. Go get the
holy water.”
When Eugene returned, they took a wooden cross down from the wall and
blessed the machines and the entire room with holy water. Hardly had Eugene
done so when both the Linotype and the generator suddenly started up of
themselves, together with the printing press.
At another time, the brothers’ truck broke down and would not move an
inch. “We thanked God,” Eugene recorded, “and began carrying water a half-
mile from a newly discovered spring and carrying mail, groceries, and gasoline
up the hill from town on foot — very difficult, but good for us. Then, in the
middle of the new Orthodox Word, our generator broke, and Gleb for the first
time heard me fall close to despondency: ‘Maybe what we’re doing is not right,
after all’—but within 24 hours Deacon Nicholas [Porshnikov] arrived [from San
Francisco] with two mechanics (without knowing about our desperate plight),
fixed our truck enough to take it back to San Francisco for major repairs, and left
us another truck on which we took the generator to be repaired, and just now
mailed the new Orthodox Word.” 11
At other times God preserved the brothers from physical danger. A young
Russian priest wrote the following account, speaking of himself in the third
person:
“Once while climbing up a hill, Eugene tripped and flew over the heads of
Gleb and another man. He hit his back against a large rock, bounced off the rock,
and fell into the bushes. His companions gasped, thinking that he had broken his
back and all his ribs. But Eugene quietly rose up, saying that he had been saved
by Prepodobny Herman of Alaska. They sang the troparion [to Blessed Herman],
and continued on their way.”12
DURING the brothers’ first few years in the wilderness, their daily prayers
and labor were seldom interrupted by visitors. Only those who personally knew
them and were aware of the skete’s existence came there.
On September 11/24, 1969, the feast of the translation of the relics of Saints
Sergius and Herman of Valaam,[b] Archbishop Anthony came and served the
Divine Liturgy for the brothers. This, the skete’s first Liturgy, was held in the
outdoor chapel where the brothers had performed the first service following their
move to the wilderness. A tree stump served as the base of the altar table.17
Bishop Nektary visited as often as his schedule and health allowed, and also
served the Liturgy. On his many visits, he spent long hours talking with the
brothers, thereby strengthening them to bear the hardships and temptations they
encountered. “He is always a source of great encouragement and counsel for us,”
Eugene noted.18
Gleb has described the Bishop’s visits as follows: “Whenever Bishop
Nektary would come, we brothers, with warmth and glee, like children
anticipating treats, would run to the gates and ring the bells, as is done for the
arrival of a hierarch. His welcome into the skete would be mixed with humor,
interest, and a feeling of reverence. He would serve a short Moleben, bestow his
archpastoral blessing, and usually deliver a short sermon, which as a rule would
include lamentations about his poor health, difficulties in the Church, and the
alarming state of the world. His words and manner were marked by the virtue
known as ‘humility of wisdom’ (smirenomudrie). And thus the tone was set for
us to receive that deep spiritual life experience of which he was a bearer —
experience which our souls needed.
“Bishop Nektary would tell us his reminiscences of Holy Russia and
Optina, of his contact with holy people who later became New Martyrs. His
stories were filled with anecdotes and parallels; and in the course of his delivery
there would be many funny incidents in which he would not spare himself as an
object of ridicule. Some of the things he said revealed a deep observation of life,
in which I perceived Fr. Adrian’s influence on his thought and ideas. And
invariably there would be extremely touching accounts, during which he and his
listeners would be drenched in tears. This was not because the material was
deliberately meant to evoke such feelings, but because the narrator was a normal,
warm human being who loved life and valued freedom. One could see that he
was a little bored with the way the world operated, that he felt pain both physical
and emotional, but above all that he was striving for heaven.
“In hearing confessions, Bishop Nektary was again very similar to Fr.
Adrian. He was not as thorough, energetic, and to-the-point as Fr. Adrian, but
was more in the key of co-suffering with the penitent sinner.
“Because of ill health the Bishop could never stay overnight in the skete,
but had to leave and if need be come back in the morning for services. When the
visits of this endearing man drew to a close, his parting brought with it sincere
regret from souls who loved each other. And when the bells were rung again
according to the Jerusalem Typicon,[c] and the departing vehicles rolled down
the hill with the Bishop abundantly blessing from the window, the hearts of the
brothers experienced a sense of being orphaned. And yet we had a feeling of
being filled, almost like after having had a tasty dinner with dessert. We had
been fortified for the oncoming struggle, for facing harsh reality, having been
warmed inside in order to have a clear vision of what our life’s activity was all
about.”
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In the Steps of Blessed Paisius
Behold now, what is so good or so joyous as for brethren to dwell
together in unity?
—Psalm 132:1
Brothers Eugene and Gleb took these sources — the Divine Scriptures and
the writings of the Holy Fathers — as their own protection against the spiritual
hazards of living in the wilderness, against the deceptions of the devil and their
own fallen reason. They had to care for their spiritual survival just as for their
physical survival. As Elder Paisius himself had warned the brothers of his
monastery: “If you depart from heeding and reading the Patristic books, you will
fall away from the peace and love of Christ, that is, from the fulfilling of Christ’s
commandments, and there will enter into your midst rebellion, tumult and
disorder, disturbance of soul, wavering and hopelessness, murmuring against and
judgment of each other; and because of the increase of these, the love of many
will grow cold, or rather that of almost all; and if such will be, this community
will soon be dissolved, first in soul, and with time in body also.”3
EVEN before coming to the wilderness, the brothers had used the Life and
teaching of Blessed Paisius as the main blueprint for their activity. Their whole
concept of forming a skete with two or three brothers living in common had been
inspired by Blessed Paisius’ experience.
As a young monk on Mount Athos, Blessed Paisius had originally lived for
some time as a solitary. When his elder from Romania, Schemamonk Basil of
Poiana Mărului Skete, had visited, he had counseled Paisius not to undertake
solitary life prematurely:
All monastic life is divided into three kinds: the first, coenobitism; the
second, called the royal or middle path, when two or three settle together
and have a common property, common food and clothing, common labor
and handiwork, common care for the means of existence, and, renouncing
in everything their own will, are in obedience to each other in the fear of
God and love; and the third kind, solitary anchoretism, which is suitable
only for perfect and holy men....
It is better, living together with a brother, to acknowledge one’s own
infirmity and measure, to repent and pray before the Lord and be cleansed
by the daily grace of Christ, rather than to bear in oneself vainglory and
self-opinion with cunning and to cover them up and maintain a solitary life,
not even a trace of which, in the words of [St. John] Climacus, they are
capable of seeing because of their passionateness. St. Barsanuphius the
Great also says that a premature life of silence is a cause of high-
mindedness.”4
The royal or middle path is also called the skete form of monasticism. As
Blessed Paisius himself wrote, it is a yoke that is humbler and easier to bear than
either coenobitic or anchoretic life:
Saint [Basil the Great] advises one to go on the royal way: that is, to have
one’s dwelling with one or two others, inasmuch as such a life is more
appropriate for many, as not demanding such great patience as is demanded
by the common life, and being a little easier. To submit in everything to
one’s father alone, or to the brother who lives with him also, is not so
marvelous and demands less patience.5
Blessed Paisius, after hearing the counsel of the Romanian Elder Basil, had
been humbled into seeing that he needed to follow the royal path. By God’s
Providence he was given an opportunity when a young monk like himself,
Bessarion, came to him. Like Paisius, Bessarion had searched Mount Athos for
an instructor, but had found none. Finally, on meeting Paisius and having a
spiritual discourse with him, he thought: What more am I looking for?
According to the Life of Blessed Paisius,
Bessarion immediately fell to Paisius’ feet with tears and entreated our
Father to accept him under obedience. The Elder, however, did not even
wish to hear about being anyone’s superior, himself wishing to be under
authority. But Bessarion all the more fervently fell down with many tears
and for three days, without leaving, he entreated him to accept him. Our
Father, seeing such humility and tears of the brother, was moved and was
persuaded to accept him, not as a disciple but as a friend, in order to live the
middle path of two together, whoever should be granted by God to
understand more in the Holy Scriptures revealing to the other the will of
God, and laboring together in the doing of God’s commandments and in
every good thing, cutting off before each other their own will and
understanding and obeying each other for what is good, having a single soul
and offering, and having everything for the support of their life in
common.6
Blessed Paisius described in his own words how he had come to the royal
path and in what precisely it consists:
Not finding, for many good reasons, a place where I might be in obedience,
I thought of undertaking the life according to the royal path, with a single
like-minded and like-souled brother, and in place of a father to have God as
instructor and the teaching of the Holy Fathers, and to be in obedience to
each other and to serve each other, to have a single soul and a single heart
and to have everything for the upkeep of our life in common, knowing that
of this path of monasticism the Holy Fathers have testified from the Holy
Scripture.
God favoring this my good intent, there came to me on the Holy
Mountain a brother like-minded in everything... who began to live with me
as one in soul. And thus, by the grace of Christ, in part my soul found a
certain consolation and much-desired rest, and I, the miserable one, was
able to see at least a trace of the benefit of holy obedience, which we had
toward each other for the sake of cutting off our own wills, having instead
of a father and instructor the teaching of our Holy Fathers and submitting to
each other in the love of God.7
This, then, had been the original source of Eugene and Gleb’s practice —
installed in the first years of the Brotherhood — of “mutual obedience.” Rather
than having a God-bearing Elder and being in obedience to him, they had the
teachings of the Holy Fathers and were in obedience to each other, cutting off
before each other their own wills and understanding. In the skete even more than
in the world, they would ask the other’s blessing before undertaking any activity.
Not only did this cut off self-will, but it also preserved the main element of
common monastic life: oneness of soul.
Both before and after their move to Platina, the brothers had also taken on
the ancient monastic practice of “revelation of thoughts.” As Paisius and
Bessarion, in the absence of a spiritual father, had confessed their troubling
thoughts to each other, so also did Eugene and Gleb. They did this in the context
of their common labor, of carrying each other’s burdens, and thus it worked to
preserve them in oneness of soul.
This Rule matched in every point the Life of Blessed Paisius, for, besides
practicing mutual obedience and nourishing himself on the writings of the
Fathers, Paisius had in his later years disseminated Patristic teachings through
the printing of books in his monastery.
While the world relapses into anarchy and men become lower than beasts,
we live in a veritable paradise where speechless creatures, our nearest
neighbors, continually praise the Lord by their very existence. Three weeks
ago we found a fawn lying exhausted by the side of the road. We brought it
home, kept it overnight, got it to drink milk, and returned it to the hill down
which we presumed it had fallen. (We would have kept it longer but
discovered there’s a strict law against it.) Then two days ago our mother
deer who comes every day for our garbage brought her fawn for us to see
— apparently the same one, and too touching a sight to describe. She’s so
used to us that she suckles the fawn only ten or fifteen feet away from us,
and we hear their talk among themselves — rather like a sheep’s bleating,
only higher. Recently, too, we saw our first bear running up our hill — and
fortunately we did not take Vladika Nektary’s advice to offer it sugar; it
didn’t seem like that kind of a bear, much too businesslike! Even our local
enemy, the rattlesnake, praises the Lord — such a beautiful yellow with
diamonds on his back and the bearing of a prince, albeit a sinister one! Last
week we had a 15-minute battle with a huge one before we dislodged it
from its squirrel-hole and beheaded it (thereby saving our squirrel family,
where the father joins the mother in carrying the young from nest to nest).
Of course, it is not our lot in this life to sit back and enjoy all this, but we
are grateful to have a little corner where God’s order is so evident.3
Two ground squirrels have taken up residence around our cabin.... They
come rapping on our windows for nuts, eat out of our hand and then try to
take a finger along with them, try every trick to get inside the house where
the mound of nuts must be (one of them succeeded in getting in by hiding
on the porch and then darting in when one of us went out); I’ve had to
rescue them from inside stovepipes on the porch, and they even try to climb
into our chimney. But they are good company.4
Soon after the brothers’ move, Eugene began trying to grow some of their
own food. “The lack of water,” he wrote, “affects primarily the garden, but
we’re trying ‘organic gardening’ with mulch and hope to get some crops with a
minimum of water — there’s enough in the soil for 45 inches of winter rains and
snows to grow quite a bit, I think.”5 Eugene kept a garden for the rest of his life,
using a cistern to gather rainwater. He loved to work in the earth, beholding the
wonder of God’s creation as new, tender shoots sprang up. One summer the
brothers reaped 360 tomatoes. Fruit trees did not grow as well as vegetables on
the Platina mountain, but Eugene nevertheless made an attempt to grow his
favorite fruit, figs. Some visitors wondered why, when he had so many demands
on his time, he put so much effort into gardening. But with a smile he would
quote an ancient Chinese proverb: “The true philosopher spends half his time
with books and the other half working in the soil.”
Eugene also loved to watch the change of the seasons. In April of 1970 he
wrote: “For a month we have been in the midst of spring, cool but sunny, and it
is a wonder to see life reemerge.”6 Almost exactly a year later he made these
observations: “Real spring is later this year than last, and only a few of the
smaller bushes have fully blossomed out. The leaves are just beginning to break
through the buds at the top of the oaks — beautiful little pink leaves with yellow
blossoms that will become acorns. The peak of spring won’t be here until early
May, most likely. Last year was the first time that I’ve gone through spring in
the country — a really inspiring experience!”7
From his boyhood octopus collection to his mushroom gathering and his
study of native trees, we have seen Eugene’s proclivity toward being a naturalist.
Now that he was in his element, he recorded with scientific precision the
variations of weather, flora, and fauna. He kept detailed charts, every day
recording high and low temperatures, rain and snow, whether the sky was clear
or overcast, and whether the wind blew day or night. One column he reserved for
specific comments. Over the span of February and March, 1972, for example,
the entries ran as follows: “Ground becomes visible; small patches of snow
remain; gooseberries starting to bud out; manzanita starting to bloom; first small
wildflowers appear; first lizards appear; buckeye buds bursting; wild plum
leaves appear....”
In his research, Eugene came upon some interesting facts about the area. In
a letter he wrote: “There are some 1,500 square miles or so of almost totally
uninhabited land just south of us, the ‘Yolla Bolly Wilderness Area,’[a] where
even hunters and hikers are fairly rare. Up to the 1920s, according to my
textbook on ‘California Trees,’ it was the least explored part of California even
from the point of view of identifying flora and fauna.”8
IT should be added that Eugene still retained the same approach to nature
that he had once expressed on the shore of Bon Tempe Lake. He was careful not
to feel too at home in it. It was still of this earth, which had become subject to
corruption since the fall of man, and which he knew was not his true home. He
even had an aversion to modern photography where nature is glamorized, with
heightened colors and textures. To him this was not real, not sober. He saw it as
an artificial, lifeless portrayal of something living, and above all as a
manifestation of chiliasm—the attempt to create heaven on earth. He saw
chiliasm as well in advertisements where food is made to look as luscious and
tantalizing as possible, and especially where it is inanely made to look “exciting”
and “fun.”
One may well wonder at this man who, while being cautious about making
an idol of nature, had a greater appreciation and fascination for it than the vast
majority of people. Eugene loved nature not in and of itself, but because he saw
the hand of God in it, even in its state of corruption caused by man’s sin. Having
known and loved the Maker, he was touched at heart by the things He had made.
“There is something mystical in this magnificent creation,” he once wrote.
“Being the good creation of the All-good God, it can raise our minds to Him.”9
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Zealots of Orthodoxy
Know that we must serve, not the times, but God.
—St. Athanasius the Great1
The Sergianist spirit of legalism and compromise with the spirit of this
world is everywhere in the Orthodox Church today. But we are called
to be soldiers of Christ in spite of this!
—Fr. Seraphim Rose, 19802
I N their magazine, the brothers had been upholding the purity of the Orthodox
Faith and defending it against betrayal and compromise of that Faith by
some of its leading representatives. As faithful members of the Russian Church
Abroad, they had never ceased to take a strong stand for what they called “true
Orthodoxy,” unadulterated and undiluted.
In the defense of Orthodoxy against compromise, the chief issue of the day
was seen to be ecumenism. According to the understanding of the ancient
Church, the word oikouméne (“the whole inhabited earth”) had been used to
refer to the confirming of all peoples in the fullness and purity of Truth; but in
the modern age this meaning had been changed into just the opposite — the
watering down and glossing over of saving truths for the sake of outward unity
with the non-Orthodox. To Eugene, of course, this was one more preparation for
the world unity of Antichrist, about which the Holy Fathers had clearly written.
Throughout history, countless confessors had died to preserve the Church free
from theological error, to maintain her purity as the Ark of salvation. And now
some of the leading Orthodox hierarchs, according to their “enlightened”
modern understanding, were trying to overlook these errors and were seeking
ways to amalgamate with those who held them.
At this time, the most visible Orthodox ecumenist was the Patriarch of
Constantinople, Athenagoras I. Meeting with Pope Paul VI in the Holy Land in
1963, he began to steer a course of non-doctrinally oriented ecumenical
dialogue, asserting, “Let the dogmas be placed in the storeroom,” and, “The age
of Dogma has passed.”3 In December of 1965, through an act of “mutual
pardon” made in conjunction with Pope Paul VI, he attempted to unite the
Orthodox and Roman Churches — without first requiring that the latter renounce
its false doctrines. As one of his advisors in his Patriarchate later wrote: “The
Schism of A.D. 1054, which has divided the Orthodox and Roman Catholic
Churches, is no longer valid. It has been erased from the history and life of the
two Churches by the mutual agreement and signatures of the Patriarch of
Constantinople, Athenagoras I, and the Patriarch of the West, Pope Paul VI.”4 In
an address he gave a year before his death in 1972, Patriarch Athenagoras
himself claimed that he and Pope Paul had “lifted the schism, both here and in
Rome,” and he affirmed that “when Catholics or Protestants approach and ask to
commune, I offer them the holy Chalice!”5
Since Orthodoxy has no single “infallible” head like Roman Catholicism,
the Patriarch could not really accomplish this without the common consent of the
Orthodox world. There were some who hailed Patriarch Athenagoras as a
“prophet” of a new age, even calling for his canonization while he was still alive,
but most of the Local Orthodox Churches did not go along with him. As in
former eras when hierarchs betrayed the Orthodox Faith, those who truly loved
that Faith remained vigilant and thereby guarded it against theological and
dogmatic taint. Among the most prominent opponents of Patriarch Athenagoras’
unionist program were the chief hierarch of the Orthodox Church of Greece,
Archbishop Chrysostomos; the clairvoyant and miracle-working Greek elder,
Archimandrite Philotheos Zervakos (†1980);6 and the renowned Serbian
theologian, Archimandrite Justin Popovich (†1979).[a]
During the years 1966 to 1969, Eugene and Gleb published articles in The
Orthodox Word showing how Patriarch Athenagoras had gone astray and calling
him to return to genuine Orthodoxy.7 In order to place contemporary events in
historical perspective, in 1967 they also published material by and about St.
Mark of Ephesus, the great confessor of Orthodoxy who in the fifteenth century
had thwarted an attempt to unite the Orthodox Faith with Latin error at the false
Council of Florence.8
Recalling the initial response to their articles about Patriarch Athenagoras,
Eugene later wrote: “In our early issues when we began to get complaints about
being so outspoken about Patriarch Athenagoras... etc., we went to Vladika John
in some doubt — perhaps we really shouldn’t be so outspoken? But glory be to
God, Vladika John fully supported us and blessed us to continue in the same
spirit.”9
Since they lived in America, the brothers also felt obliged to publish pleas
to the chief hierarch of the Greek Orthodox Archdiocese of America,
Archbishop Iakovos. Calling Patriarch Athenagoras “the spiritual father of the
renaissance of Orthodoxy,”10 Archbishop Iakovos closely followed his policies,
participating in various ecumenical events and services.
BEING the philosopher that he was, Eugene was not satisfied to merely
know about the errors of modern ecumenism, to know that they were foreign to
the consciousness of the true Church of Christ. He wanted to go deeper, to
discern why people like Patriarch Athenagoras and Archbishop Iakovos believed
as they did, what caused this obvious reorientation of the traditional view of the
“One Holy Catholic and Apostolic Church.” The statements of these hierarchs
themselves gave him a clue.
We have seen how Eugene felt about the “New Christianity,” the scarcely
disguised humanism and worldly idealism of contemporary Roman popes. One
can imagine, then, how it disturbed him to witness hierarchs of his own
Orthodox Church following the lead of these popes, espousing the very same
fashionable ideas. Behind these ideas, Eugene saw what in the early 1960s he
had identified as the first corollary of Nihilism: the concept of the inauguration
of a “new age,” a new kind of time.
In a letter of 1970, Eugene wrote to a priest who had offered to compose an
article on the ideas of Patriarch Athenagoras and Archbishop Iakovos:
Several years ago I myself began an investigation into what might be called
the “basic philosophy of the twentieth century.” This exists now partly in
unfinished manuscript, partly in my mind; but I pursued the question far
enough, I think, to discover that there is, after all, such a basic philosophy
in spite of all the anarchy of modern thought. And once I had grasped the
essence of this philosophy (which, I believe, was expressed most clearly by
Nietzsche and by a character of Dostoyevsky in the phrase: ‘God is dead,
therefore man becomes God and everything is possible’—the heart of
modern nihilism, anarchism, and anti-Christianity) everything else fell into
place, and modern philosophers, writers, artists, etc., became
understandable as more or less clearly, more or less directly, expressing this
“philosophy.”
And so it was that the other day, as I was reading Archbishop Iakovos’
article in the July–August Orthodox Observer: “A New Epoch?” I suddenly
felt that I had found an insight into the “essence of Iakovism.” Is not,
indeed, the basic heresy chiliasm? What else, indeed, could justify such
immense changes and monstrous perversions in Orthodoxy except the
concept that we are entering entirely new historical circumstances, an
entirely new kind of time, in which the concepts of the past are no longer
relevant, but we must be guided by the voices of the new time? Does not Fr.
[Nicon] Patrinacos, in past issues of the Orthodox Observer, justify
Patriarch Athenagoras — not as theologian, not as traditionalist, but
precisely as prophet, as one whose heresies cannot be condemned because
he already lives in the “new time,” ahead of his own times? Patriarch
Athenagoras himself has been quoted as speaking of the coming of the
“Third Age of the Holy Spirit” — a clearly chiliastic idea which has its
chief recent champion in N. Berdyaev, and can be traced back directly to
Joachim of Fiore, and indirectly to the Montanists. The whole idea of a
“new age,” of course, penetrates every fiber of the last two centuries with
their preoccupation with “progress,” and is the key idea of the very concept
of Revolution (from French to Bolshevik), is the central idea of modern
occultism (visible on the popular level in today’s talk of the “age of
Aquarius,” the astrological post-Christian age), and has owed its spread
probably chiefly to Freemasonry (there’s a Scottish Rite publication in
America called “New Age”). (I regret to say that the whole philosophy is
also present in the American dollar bill with its Masonic heritage, with its
“novus ordo seclorum” and its unfinished pyramid, awaiting the thirteenth
stone on top!)[b] In Christian terms, it is the philosophy of Antichrist, the
one who will turn the world upside down and “change the times and
seasons.”... And the whole concept of ecumenism is, of course, permeated
with this heresy and the “refounding of the Church.”[c]
The recent “thought” of Constantinople (to give it a dignified name!)
is full either of outright identification of the Kingdom of Heaven with the
“new epoch” (the wolf lying down with the lamb) or of emphasis on an
entirely new kind of time and/or Christianity that makes previous Christian
standards obsolete:[d] new morality, new religion, springtime of
Christianity, refounding the Church, the need no longer to pray for crops or
weather because Man controls these now,[e] etc.
How appropriate, too, for the chiliast cause that we live (since 1917) in
the ‘post-Constantinian age’;[f] for it was at the beginning of that age, i.e., at
the time of the golden age of the Fathers, that the heresy of chiliasm was
crushed....[g] And indeed, together with the Revolutions that have toppled
the Constantinian era, we have seen a reform of Christianity that does away
with the Church as an instrument of God’s grace for men’s eternal salvation
and replaces it with the “social gospel.” Archbishop Iakovos’ article has not
one word about salvation, but is concerned only for the “world.”11
You will find in our midst great sympathy and pity for all but the leading
hierarchs of Moscow — and even for some of them you will find fellow-
feeling owing to the inhuman circumstances under which they have been
forced to betray Orthodoxy.... But this fellow-feeling cannot allow us who
are free to... place ourselves in the same trap she [the Moscow Patriarchate]
was forced into! And this the Metropolia has done.... With every fiber of
our being and every feeling of our soul we are repulsed by this free act of
betrayal.... Do you not grasp the immensity of your spiritual bondage?21
Is “stepping out onto the world Orthodox scene” really so important to the
Metropolia that it must do it at the expense of the suffering Russian
Orthodox faithful? To give one small example: Metropolitan Nikodim is the
Metropolia’s great “benefactor,” and no one can doubt that his success with
the Metropolia has strengthened his position with the Moscow Patriarchate.
On the other hand, the layman Boris Talantov in the USSR has openly
called Metropolitan Nikodim a betrayer of the Church, a liar, and an agent
of world anti-Christianity, for which statements (among others) he was
imprisoned by the Soviets; Metropolitan Nikodim tells the West that he was
in prison for “anti-governmental activities.” On January 4 of this year Boris
Talantov died in prison, undoubtedly the victim of Metropolitan Nikodim
(among others). Can the Metropolia feel itself to be on the side of this
confessor? I don’t see how it can.22
In articles he wrote for The Orthodox Word, Eugene indicated the self-
contradictions of the Metropolia’s position. To provide background for the
whole subject, the brothers published rare documents of the early days of the
Catacomb Church in Russia, written by bishops and priests who had protested
against Metropolitan Sergius’ Declaration. But Eugene wanted to go beyond the
mere political issue of “Sergianism.” Again he had to go deeper, to understand
why people succumbed to it, both in Russia and in the West. In a letter to a
young convert, he addressed this question by first comparing the Turkish and the
Communist Yokes:
The Turks persecuted the Church and, when possible, used it for political
purposes. But their worst intention did not go beyond making Christians
slaves and, in some cases, forcibly converting them to Islam. The Christian
thus might be a slave or a martyr, but on the spiritual side he was free; the
Turkish Yoke was external.[h]
But with the Soviets, the aim is much deeper: ultimately, to destroy the
Church entirely, using the Church’s hierarchs themselves (when possible)
as the agents of this scheme; and, on the way to this end, getting the Church
to defend Communism abroad and to preach a ‘Communist Christianity’
that prepares the way ideologically for the coming triumph of world
Communism, not only as a universal political regime, but as an ideological
and pseudo-religious tyranny as well. In order to appreciate this one has to
realize what Communism is: not merely a power-mad political regime, but
an ideological-religious system whose aim is to overthrow and supplant all
other systems, most of all Christianity. Communism is actually a very
powerful heresy whose central thesis, if I’m not mistaken, is chiliasm or
millennialism: history is to reach its culmination in an indefinite state of
earthly blessedness, a perfected mankind living in perfect peace and
harmony. Examine the printed sermons of the Moscow hierarchs: again and
again one finds the same theme of the coming of the “Kingdom of God on
earth” through the spread of Communism. This is outright heresy, or
perhaps something even worse: the turning aside of the Church from its
very purpose — the saving of souls for eternal life — and giving them over
to the devil’s kingdom, promising a false blessedness on earth and
condemning them to everlasting damnation.
The whole of modern Western Christianity is permeated already with
this worldly, basically chiliastic orientation, and the more “liberal,” more
worldly Orthodox Churches (such as the Metropolia) have been infected
from this source; and probably the reason why most people in the
Metropolia so easily accepted the autocephaly is because inwardly they do
not grasp what is happening....
Just the other day I read an astute comment on the iconoclastic crisis
of the seventh and the eighth centuries. Before the Seventh Ecumenical
Council the Orthodox Church did not have any explicit “doctrine on icons,”
and so one could argue that the Iconoclasts were not heretics at all, and the
dispute was one over the secondary issue of “rite” or “practice.”
Nonetheless, the Church (in the person of Her champions, the leading icon-
venerators) felt She was fighting a heresy, something destructive to the
Church Herself; and after Her champions had suffered and died for this
Orthodox sensitivity, and Her theologians had finally managed to put down
explicitly [in writing] the doctrine She already knew in Her heart — then
the cause of Orthodoxy triumphed at the Seventh Ecumenical Council, and
the Iconoclasts were clearly singled out as heretics.
I suspect that the very same thing, only much vaster and more
complicated, is happening today: that those who feel Orthodoxy (through
living its life of grace and being exposed to and raised on its basic treasures
— lives of saints, Patristic writings, etc.) are battling together against an
enemy, a heresy, that has not yet been fully defined or manifested. Separate
aspects or manifestations of it (chiliasm, social Gospel, renovationism,
ecumenism) may be identified and fought, but the battle is largely
instinctive as yet, and those who do not feel Orthodoxy in their heart and
bones (e.g., those who are brought up on “Concern” and “Young Life”[i]
instead of lives of saints!) do not really know what you’re talking about and
they can’t understand how you can become so excited over something
which no council has ever identified as a heresy. In the testimony of the
Catacomb bishops of the late 1920s one finds again and again that the GPU
agents asked them first of all whether they were for or against Metropolitan
Sergius, and if they were against, then these agents demonstrated that
Sergius had “violated neither dogmas or canons.” Thus, either atheist
torturers are “defending the Church” — or else there is something
dreadfully wrong, and the Church is up against an extremely formidable
enemy. As it turns out, however, there are several dogmatic and canonical
grounds on which Metropolitan Sergius was wrong; but first of all the
Orthodox soul sensed that he was on the wrong side.23
I T’S mysterious,” Gleb writes, “how one can unexpectedly encounter a Saint
who died over a hundred years ago and then be swept into his life. One
becomes a part of his life; sometimes one even hears and sees him, for he is
alive.”
Gleb recalls that fateful day in 1961 when the story of Blessed Herman of
Alaska unexpectedly opened a host of new possibilities to him — possibilities
that were to alter his life and Eugene’s forever:
“It was early in the spring, during Great Lent, near the end of my last year
of seminary. Having some free time on Sunday after Liturgy, I thought that I
would take this long-awaited opportunity to walk in the fields and woods around
Holy Trinity Monastery, and to finally read a booklet I had bought from a
Russian book peddler on the Feast of Pentecost of the previous summer. This
time-worn little booklet, Fr. Herman: A Missionary to America, was the original
Life of Fr. Herman published by Valaam Monastery in 1894.1 At that time, apart
from having seen his picture, I knew nothing about Fr. Herman. In 1961 he had
been largely forgotten in the Orthodox world. The Church had published no Life
of him in English, and even among Russians he wasn’t talked about. Only the
native Aleuts in Alaska held dear his memory, treasured his sayings, and revered
him as a saint.
“On that day, as I read the Life of Blessed Herman, ‘unexpectedly my mind
received illumination,’ for I realized for the first time that here, on this very land
I was standing on, in faraway Alaska, was buried a treasure, a piece of Holy
Russia, the righteous missionary to America — Fr. Herman.
“The day was glorious. The sky was a bit overcast, but the fields and dales
through which I roamed were filled with the new life of springtime. Patches of
snow were melting all around, torrents of water rushed below, and crocuses were
blooming. And as nature was awakening to the fullness of life, so too was I.
Through the pages of this booklet, I was about to receive new life. My heart was
filled with inspiration, for I had just received an indication as to why we were in
America. It was to tap that spring, that life-giving spring which was hidden in
Alaska, covered by stones. All I had to do was lift those stones and dig; the
spring would gush forth, melting the ice and snow of contemporary life.”
At that moment Gleb conceived the idea of making a pilgrimage to Spruce
Island to unearth the “buried treasure,” to pray at Blessed Herman’s grave, and
to receive from him an indication of his life’s path. It has already been related
how the Fr. Herman Brotherhood had been conceived at the holy Elder’s grave,
and how, only a few weeks later, Gleb had been led by Blessed Herman to meet
Eugene. Eugene had also “unexpectedly received illumination” from Blessed
Herman: Gleb’s slide show on “Holy Places in America,” through which Eugene
had discovered the Alaskan Elder for the first time, had been a revelation to him,
one which helped to bring him, an American, into the Orthodox Church.
Through Blessed Herman, both these young men had had their life’s calling
revealed. Now it was their task to carry out the wish that Gleb had expressed at
the blessed one’s grave: to reveal, in turn, his holiness to the world, so that he
would be counted among the saints and become a source of strength to Orthodox
America. In the very first issue of The Orthodox Word, they printed the first Life
of him written in English, Father Herman: Alaska’s Saint. Gleb had found this
Life unexpectedly in the Harvard Library. A bibliographical rarity, it had been
written by an early historian of the Pacific Northwest, F. A. Golder, who had
published it in the 1920s in small quantities as a little Christmas gift to be sent to
his friends. Golder had visited Valaam Monastery while doing research in Russia
in 1914, and had put down in his notes the monastery version of Fr. Herman’s
life. Although not a member of the Orthodox Church, this honest historian had
written with evident sympathy toward the Elder, calling him a saint long before
he was formally proclaimed one.
When presenting Golder’s work in The Orthodox Word, the brothers made
some corrections and annotations and followed it with accounts of miracles of
Blessed Herman which they had compiled. One of these miracles had been
recorded by Gleb on his way from Alaska to California, just before his first
meeting with Eugene. On Spruce Island, Fr. Gerasim had told him of an Aleut
woman named Alexandra Chichineva, who in the year 1907 had been healed of a
painful crippling disease (tubercular hip) at the grave of Blessed Herman. Later
she had sent her crutches to the Spruce Island chapel as a witness to the miracle.
Since Fr. Gerasim said she was now living in Seattle, Gleb attempted to locate
her when passing though that city. After a difficult search (she had since married
and changed her name), he finally arrived at her apartment late at night. “I
entered her dwelling place,” he recalls, “and was at once struck with Blessed
Herman’s presence. She was half Aleut, about sixty years of age, very frail; and
she spoke with great feeling. She told me she had feared that the miracle which
had taken place would never get published since all had forgotten Blessed
Herman. With tears and in full detail, she dictated to me her tender story....
Before me sat a wonderful Christian believing soul. She wept from happiness
that someone had cared enough for Blessed Herman to bother to find her, and
she expressed her unworthiness and thankfulness. She also told me that years
ago Fr. Gerasim had sent her some dried flowers from Spruce Island, and that
these flowers occasionally broke forth in fragrance, especially before an
important event in her life, as if Blessed Herman was giving her a sign of his
closeness. She also showed me her leg, which remained shorter than the other
due to the sickness in her childhood.
“Upon arriving home, I typed out her story and translated it into Russian,
sending her both versions to verify and sign if all was correct, which she did.
Within a few years she reposed in the Lord. Her sister sent me a photograph of
her taken on Spruce Island a few years after the miracle had taken place there,
stating: ‘She never used her crutches from the day she received the healing at Fr.
Herman’s chapel. She led a normal life and was even able to dance.’”2
In 1968, not long before their move to the mountains, the brothers
published F. A. Golder’s Life of Blessed Herman, together with accounts of
sixteen miracles, in book form. This, the Brotherhood’s first book, was also the
first book on Blessed Herman to appear in English (or in Russian since the
previous century). The brothers’ clear intent in publishing it was to draw
attention to his sanctity and thus prepare the way for his formal glorification. In
the introduction they made a strong case for his canonization, pointing out that in
Russia before the Revolution he had been placed on the list of great Russian
ascetics and candidates for sainthood.
HAVING fulfilled this duty to their patron, Eugene and Gleb still had
another commission from Blessed Herman, one which they believed he had
given them several years before.
On Blessed Herman’s day back in 1963, a few months after Archbishop
John had blessed the foundation of the Brotherhood, Helen Kontzevitch had
given Gleb a Russian manuscript, begging that the Brotherhood help her publish
it. It was the work of her late uncle, Sergei Nilus. Unable to have it printed in the
Soviet Union, Nilus had asked her to have it published in the free West, and she
had solemnly vowed to do so. Now, having had the manuscript turned down by
church publishers and being without a way to do it herself, she had turned to the
Fr. Herman Brotherhood as her last resort.
Gleb saw spiritual significance in the fact that Helen had given him the
book on the commemoration day of Blessed Herman. “The book she’s got,” he
immediately wrote to Eugene, “deals with his [Sergei Nilus’] last impressions of
Optina’s spiritual life, and is the second volume of a book published in 1916: On
the Bank of God’s River, meaning the river on which Optina is situated. It is a
matter of vital importance to have this book printed soon! I think that this is a
push of Fr. Herman himself!!! Why should she talk to me about that? She’s
afraid she’ll die and there will be no one to see to it that it’s published. Now we
have a definite job to perform!”
The book the Brotherhood had been given was vastly significant to Russia
and the world; within its pages were previously withheld prophecies of St.
Seraphim of Sarov from his “Conversation with N. A. Motovilov.” When Sergei
Nilus had discovered the “Conversation” a few years before St. Seraphim’s
canonization in 1903, the Russian church censor had omitted these prophecies,
considering that their publication might cause skeptics to hinder the Saints’
glorification. According to the notes of Motovilov that Nilus discovered, St.
Seraphim had said that after his repose his relics would not remain in Sarov, that
after a period of time he would resurrect and go from Sarov Monastery to the
Diveyevo Convent he had founded, that a multitude of people would assemble,
that he would uncover four relics in Diveyevo, and that after uncovering them he
himself would lie down in their midst.
Right after St. Seraphim’s canonization in 1903, the Abbess of Diveyevo,
Maria, repeated the Saint’s prophecies to Sergei Nilus: “Just as the procession
with the cross now went from Diveyevo to Sarov, so will it go from Sarov to
Diveyevo: ‘And there will be so many people,’ as spake our God-pleaser, St.
Seraphim, ‘as there are ears in a field. That will be a miracle of miracles, a
wonder of wonders.’”3
Nilus had died without seeing these prophecies, which he called the “Great
Diveyevo Mystery,” revealed in print.
In 1969 the Brotherhood was finally able to publish Nilus’ On the Bank of
God’s River, Volume II, its first book in the Russian language. Although the
brothers could only afford to print four hundred copies of it, the “mustard seed”
grew, and the report of the prophecies somehow began to spread throughout
Russia. By the time Russia was freed from Communist tyranny twenty-three
years later, it became apparent that St. Seraphim’s prophecies were known
everywhere.
In 1991 the Saint’s relics were revealed and carried in procession to
Diveyevo, with over a million people assembled. Many people believe that this
was the “resurrection” that the Saint had prophesied to Motovilov. And indeed, it
was somehow linked with the resurrection of Holy Russia that the Saint
prophesied elsewhere — for within months after the procession with his relics to
Diveyevo, the totalitarian atheist regime in Russia fell.4
In the years that followed, the relics of three foundresses of Diveyevo —
Abbess Alexandra, Schemanun Martha, and Nun Elena Manturova — were
uncovered and placed in the Diveyevo church of the Nativity; and on December
9/22, 2000, these three righteous women were canonized in Diveyevo by the
Russian Orthodox Church. Thus another of St. Seraphim’s prophecies was
partially fulfilled. It remains unknown whose will be the fourth relics which,
according to St. Seraphim, will be uncovered.5
The “Great Diveyevo Mystery,” which Sergei Nilus feared would remain
hidden under a bushel, has now been published by the Church in Russia in
millions of freely distributed copies. But the greatest wonder is that this mystery,
which Nilus discovered nearly a century ago, is now unfolding into reality.
IT was soon after On the Bank of God’s River, Volume II came out that the
brothers moved to the wilderness. A few months later, on Sunday, October 12,
1969, they went to scout out new terrain at Eugene’s request, hiking far down
into the gorge below their mountain. Late in the day they turned back, only to
realize they did not know where they were. They kept climbing higher in an
attempt to orient themselves, but to no avail. It was rapidly growing darker and
colder. They knew that if they did not find their way, certainly no one would
find them in this remote area.
Eventually, however, the brothers found their way to the dirt road leading
over the ridge. Utterly exhausted, covered with scratches from walking cross-
country through thorny shrubs, they followed the road back to the skete. Some
days later they received news: Fr. Gerasim had died in Alaska. The brothers
realized that his death had occurred on the very day that they had been lost in the
gorge. How appropriate, they thought, that they had at that moment been alone
in the heart of the rugged wilderness, tasting a bit of what Fr. Gerasim had
endured throughout thirty-five years of heroic desert-dwelling. But how sad it
was, Gleb felt, that they had not been able to fulfill Fr. Gerasim’s dream of a
monastery on Spruce Island while Fr. Gerasim had still been alive to see it!
LESS than a year later another dream of Fr. Gerasim, for which he had long
waited and prayed, was fulfilled at last: Blessed Herman was canonized by the
universal Orthodox Church. This event came as the culmination of the labors of
the Fr. Herman Brotherhood, the fulfillment of the original purpose of its
existence.
Work toward the canonization of St. Herman had begun as early as 1939,
during a brief period (1935–46) when the American Metropolia and the Russian
Church Abroad were working together in America under the presidency of
Metropolitan Theophilus Pashkovsky.[a] Metropolitan Theophilus had entrusted
a committee of three bishops with the task of investigating Fr. Herman’s life and
miracles: Archbishop Tikhon of San Francisco (Church Abroad), who was
appointed chairman; Bishop Alexey of the Aleutians and Alaska (Metropolia);
and Bishop Leonty (the future Metropolitan of the Metropolia). This effort was
hindered by the Second World War, and by the subsequent split of the two
Russian Churches in America.6
Later, when Archbishop John Maximovitch became Archbishop Tikhon’s
successor in the San Francisco cathedra, he too had taken an active interest in the
canonization. In August of 1963, when bestowing his blessing on the
Brotherhood, he had told Eugene and Gleb, “Soon we shall canonize Fr.
Herman.” The following year, while preparing to canonize Fr. John of
Kronstadt, he had personally gone to one of the elder hierarchs of the
Metropolia, Archbishop John Shahovskoy,[b] and had sought to come to an
agreement with him. The Russian Church Abroad, he proposed, would canonize
Fr. John of Kronstadt, and the Metropolia, since the Russian churches in Alaska
were under its charge, would canonize Fr. Herman. Each Church would accept
the other’s canonization, and that way both Churches would have both Saints as
intercessors.7 This idea did not come to pass at that time, and Archbishop John
Maximovitch did not live to see Blessed Herman’s canonization.
In 1970, however, the Archbishop’s prediction was fulfilled. The
Metropolia, having recently changed its name to the Orthodox Church in
America, made the decision to canonize Fr. Herman in Kodiak, Alaska, on July
27/August 9; and the Russian Church Abroad, in a decision that Eugene called
“far-sighted,”8 agreed to give its “Amen” to this by performing a simultaneous
canonization in the San Francisco Cathedral.[c]
Brothers Eugene and Gleb began to fast and pray in order to write a service
to Blessed Herman to be used at the canonization service in San Francisco. “It’s
interesting,” Gleb says: “just as I had unexpectedly discovered the Life of Fr.
Herman on that spring day, and had unexpectedly discovered the first Life of
him in English at the Harvard Library, so also we unexpectedly came out with a
service. Somehow it was finished quickly. We sang the service as we wrote it,
since the words had to fit the melodic lines. We wrote two versions, Slavonic
and English. Eugene would compose verses in English and I would translate
them into Slavonic, and vice versa.”
The brothers sent the service to a liturgical committee of the Russian
Church Abroad, where the hymnographer Bishop Alypy[d] edited it and added
some verses of his own. The Slavonic version was published at Jordanville and
the English at Platina, first in The Orthodox Word and then as a separate
booklet.9 “This being really the first ‘American’ service, we’ve tried to make it a
model in every way,” Eugene noted.10
Less than a month before the canonization — on Blessed Fr. Herman’s
nameday, the feast of Saints Sergius and Herman of Valaam (June 29/July 11)—
Bishop Nektary came to the Platina skete just before dawn and served the Divine
Liturgy. “This,” Eugene wrote, “was the beginning of daily Litias[e] for the
repose of the about-to-be-glorified Saint.”11 In connection with what was about
to take place, Bishop Nektary told the brothers what his Elder had taught him
about the intercessions of the saints: “When I was in Optina with Elder Nektary,
the Elder, in giving me as a cell rule of prayer the ‘Optina Five-hundred’[f] by
prayer-rope, said: ‘Just think, what a great thing is prayer to the saints! When
you merely say, “All ye saints, pray to God for us,” at that moment in the
Kingdom of Heaven all, all, all the saints who are at God’s Throne bow low
simultaneously before the Lord and all together cry out: Lord, have mercy.’”
When Bishop Nektary told the brothers this, it made sense to them how
everything had happened unexpectedly in connection with Blessed Herman, how
they had so suddenly and easily composed their first service, and how they were
already on the eve of the canonization.
“On the feast day of St. Seraphim (July 19/August 1),” Eugene recorded,
“Vladika Anthony [of San Francisco] made a surprise visit to us not long after
dawn (together with Deacon Nicholas, who brought a beautiful small cupola he
had made for our printshop), and served the third Liturgy in our outdoor chapel,
followed by a Pannikhida for Fr. Herman and the first reading of the Ukase
[Decree] of Metropolitan Philaret[g] which will be in our new Orthodox Word.12
“The next week we expected Bishop Laurus,[h] Gleb’s onetime instructor at
the seminary, to visit us, and we hastily finished a small kellion [monastic cell]
we had begun some months ago — a lean-to, 8 × 8 ft., at the back door of our
living cabin. He arrived Wednesday but stayed only a few hours and went right
back. Thursday afternoon we left for San Francisco, and on Friday evening [July
25/August 7] the chief services began. But first we received an appropriate
tongue-lashing (good for humility!) from Vladika Anthony for the ‘eighteen
bishops’ we had predicted[i] — we had this printed in the Russian press also.
Alas, our information was not too reliable, and no more than twelve or so had
really been expected, and several of these were unable to come owing to last-
minute illness, urgent business, and the like, and only five attended after all,
making the celebrations more modest but no less solemn for all that. Later
Vladika Anthony thought he had been a little harsh on us and touchingly
consoled us by telling us that with Patriarch Tikhon, Metropolitan Innocent,[j]
and the reposed bishops of San Francisco and Alaska there would indeed be at
least eighteen bishops spiritually present!
“And indeed, for all these bishops and for everyone else connected with
Father Herman, commemoration was made at the requiem services of Friday
night and Saturday morning. We were especially pleased to hear the list of
names end each time with Archimandrite Gerasim of Spruce Island (who was
also mentioned in Vladika Anthony’s sermon on Saturday morning), since he
suffered so much in his own lifetime from the local Alaska clergy, and from the
other side was criticized by some of our Synodal people for what they thought
was his failure to take a definite stand after 1946.[k] But now, when the whole
Church was gathered to canonize his beloved Father Herman, Fr. Gerasim too
was there where he belonged. Fr. Panteleimon of Boston arrived for the Friday
evening service, bringing with him relics of several saints, which were put out
for veneration.... In the afternoon Fr. Vladimir of Jordanville arrived, bringing a
relic of St. Herman (a tooth which Fr. Gerasim had given him years before),
which was placed in the icon Fr. Cyprian[l] painted together with another relic —
a piece of Fr. Herman’s coffin which Fr. Gerasim had given Bishop Andrew of
New Diveyevo.”13 [m]
THE next morning two Divine Liturgies were served. The first was
celebrated by Archpriest Nicholas Dombrovsky, at which the brothers sang on
the kliros; and the second, a Hierarchical Liturgy, was celebrated by
Metropolitan Philaret with five deacons, thirty-two priests, and four hierarchs.
The number of faithful increased from the night before, and the large Cathedral
was filled to overflowing. “The Liturgy,” Eugene wrote, “proceeded slowly and
solemnly. At the Entrance with the Gospel, the icon with relics was carried
around the altar table — but not by the two oldest priests, who lifted it up at first,
but by Archimandrites Panteleimon and Cyprian, as representing the monastic
clergy at this monastic celebration. Vladika Anthony insisted on this
understanding of the celebration and enforced it throughout. Before Holy
Communion — in which it seemed the whole church participated — the
seminarians sang stichera in Slavonic and English.”18
Eugene at the canonization of St. Herman, leading the procession through the front doors of the
Cathedral.
After the Liturgies a Moleben to St. Herman was served, beginning with a
procession around the Cathedral. Wearing a white acolyte’s robe and carrying a
large, shining cross, Eugene led the procession out the front doors and into the
sun-drenched summer air. Others followed him with church banners and icons;
and then came the Saint’s icon and relics, borne in a special frame by the twelve
eldest presbyters. Behind the icon walked the hierarchs and servers, then monks,
nuns, and the rest of the faithful. With the deacons swinging smoking censers
and all the people singing, the procession instantly attracted the attention of busy
Geary Boulevard. Descending in order to make the circuit of the Cathedral, the
people passed at midpoint the Sepulchre of Archbishop John and the
Brotherhood’s icon. At the four sides of the Cathedral litanies were pronounced
by the deacons and holy water was sprinkled in all directions.
After the procession, the hymn “Many years” was sung for the assembled
hierarchs and faithful; for Archimandrite Panteleimon of Holy Transfiguration
Monastery in Boston and Archimandrite Panteleimon of Holy Trinity Monastery
in Jordanville (the founders of the two monasteries), whose nameday this was;
and for the Brotherhood, now of St. Herman. At this point Metropolitan Philaret
presented to the Brotherhood an award known as a Gramota, which was read
aloud in the Cathedral. In this document the Church formally expressed gratitude
to the Brotherhood[r] and pointed to its future path. More clearly than the
brothers could have expected, it indicated that desert-dwelling could exist side
by side with missionary work, as St. Herman himself had demonstrated in his
life on Spruce Island. Eugene was especially happy because the Gramota
vindicated the Brotherhood’s existence in the wilderness. The text read in part:
Hierarchs following the icon with relics of St. Herman during the procession. Bottom: Bishops
Laurus and Nektary; middle: Archbishops Vitaly of Canada and Anthony of San Francisco (with
the cross); above them: Metropolitan Philaret with some of the servers; top right: Gleb
Podmoshensky.
Now when the glorification of our Holy and God-bearing Father Herman of
Alaska has been accomplished — an event which the simple Aleuts have
felt in advance long ago, which lovers of monks have long awaited, which
compilers of the biographies of ascetics have prepared for, and which
hierarchs have now proclaimed — may your good Brotherhood rejoice in
purity and humbleness in the joy of the Lord.
You have zealously acquainted the reader of your publications with the
image of the Elder who sanctified the islands by his labors — at first
Valaam Island, then Kodiak, and above all Spruce Island, where until the
end of his days he prayed for those to whom he was a nurse and a father in
America — St. Herman.
In that same western part of North America, where amidst severe
conditions the contemporaries and compatriots of the Saint lived, you have
created a corner of prayerful ascetic labor.
In lively contact with Americans thirsting for instruction, you have
been and, we hope, will be a missionary brotherhood. Prayerfully wishing
the Brotherhood to grow and bring forth fruit with ever greater increase, the
Synod of Bishops thus calls down upon you God’s blessing....
President of the Synod of Bishops
Metropolitan Philaret
After the presentation of the Gramota, everyone descended the steps into
the dining hall, where a monastic-style trapeza[s] meal was to be partaken of in
silence and the Life of St. Herman was to be read aloud by Archbishop Anthony.
“Fr. Vladimir was summoning me,” Gleb recalls, “because Eugene and I were
supposed to sit with him in the corner. Then, all of a sudden, my friend Fr.
Panteleimon put a piece of paper in my hand. ‘As I was walking down the steps,’
he told me, ‘I saw this piece of paper lying on the ground. I picked it up, and
looking at it I knew it was a message for you.’ I sat down. Fr. Vladimir looked at
me significantly, sensing in his spirit the meaning of this moment. The paper
was a page ripped out from a Russian magazine of 1936, with a painting of St.
Herman sitting alone in the woods next to his half-earthen dwelling and a big
cross.[t] On the back of the page was a letter from Fr. Gerasim in which he
described his plans to restore St. Herman’s monastic skete on Spruce Island, and
how he was building a cabin and chapel on the site where St. Herman had had
his little dwelling, and where he had died. It was very heartrending how Fr.
Gerasim, in absolute poverty, with the poor Aleut fishermen helping him, had
built this little cell. In his letter, which I then read for the first time, he had
written:
The chapel on the spot where Fr. Herman died is not yet completed. Its size
is 14 × 12 feet. It is wooden and its inside is covered with plywood. It has
two windows. Everything should be simple there, just as was the humble
cell of Fr. Herman. But I will turn it into a Greek “Paraklis”: that is, a small
chapel without an iconostasis, only a curtain. I will see what can be done.
But I am limitlessly happy that my wish has come true, that a chapel has
already been erected on the spot where for a whole forty years a bright
candle burned, where lived a great righteous man who prayed for the sinful
world — Fr. Herman. I want so much to resurrect that which is dear and
akin to me, that which is holy, here in our land, when in my native land
everything is destroyed. One wishes so much to see this dear skete, a skete
that would be filled with prayer near the grave of the holy elder. A skete...
O Lord, help!
“Having read this, I looked at Eugene. It was clear to me that, on this day of
St. Herman’s canonization, having just fulfilled our original purpose, we had
been given another mission from the Saint himself: to one day build a skete on
Spruce Island.”
WHAT Bishop Nektary had called the “apogee” of the Brotherhood was to
make way for its next stage. St. Herman, having brought the brothers together
and established them in the desert-missionary life that he himself had led, was
now to answer their prayers and make them monks like himself. Unlike the
Gramota, however, this was no award for their labors, but rather a cross to be
borne in thankfulness to God. St. Herman, as a Valaam monk in the northern
wilds of the New World, had known many trials and tribulations. If the brothers
were truly to follow in his monastic footsteps, they would also have to share in
his monastic struggles, just as had his successor on Spruce Island, Archimandrite
Gerasim.
Having noted that the Gramota had spoken of the creation of “a corner of
prayerful ascetic labor” in the Platina wilderness, Eugene wrote in a letter
shortly after the canonization: “Indeed... God willing, we will both be tonsured
monks here, and then our real life’s labor will begin!”19
Valaam Icon of Christ the Saviour “Not Made by Hands,” a blessing to the St. Herman
Brotherhood from Mother Maria Stakhovich and, through her, from Elder Michael of Valaam.
Hieroschemamonk Michael of Valaam (1877–1962), not long before he reposed in Pskov Caves
Monastery. On the back of this photograph Mother Maria Stakhovich wrote to Gleb and Eugene,
dedicating it for the day of their tonsure: “May God’s blessing, and the blessing of the meek and
quiet Elder Michael, be upon your holy work.” New Diveyevo, September 1969.
54
Tonsure
You wish to be a monk: this means to leave the old and make yourself
new. Yesterday you were in the image of the world; but now you have
put on a different one; and thus think differently, speak differently,
look differently, walk differently, act differently: and everything will be
new.
—Blessed Abbot Nazarius of Valaam1
S INCE the time the brothers had moved to the mountains, lovers of
monasticism had heard about their life and showed their love and concern.
One of these was Mother Maria Stakhovich, an elderly nun from New Diveyevo
Convent. Mother Maria had been tonsured by the last great elder of Valaam
Monastery, Hieroschemamonk Michael the Blind, who had left Valaam when it
had been closed by the Soviets in 1940. As early as 1959, when Elder Michael
had been living in the Pskov Caves Monastery in Russia, Mother Maria had
written to him with the request that he pray for Gleb’s monastic intentions. Fr.
Michael had died in 1962, but through this contact the Brotherhood’s monastic
life had already been foreshadowed by a Valaam Elder’s prayers. Years later,
soon after the brothers moved to Platina, Mother Maria sent them a beautiful
icon of Christ, painted at Valaam, which Elder Michael had given her. She
desired that their monastic tonsure take place before this icon, so that they would
thereby become Valaam monks in spirit. She also sent them a biography she had
written of her Elder Michael, along with some other relics from Valaam. She
regarded the brothers’ life in Platina as a continuation of the life of Valaam, and
told them that, in becoming Valaam monks, they had a duty to pray for Old
Valaam’s reopening and resurrection.
WITH the canonization of St. Herman, the brothers felt the time had come
to be in the company of the Valaam monk who was their patron. They saw their
tonsure into monasticism as an offering to the new Saint, a commitment to
further realize his monastic hopes for America.
According to Orthodox custom, the brothers were required to receive a
blessing from their parents before being tonsured. Both Mrs. Rose and Mrs.
Podmoshensky, reconciled to the fact that their sons had truly chosen their life’s
path, now gave their consent without hesitation. (Privately, Esther had even been
known to boast to relatives: “My son bought a mountaintop!”)
Gleb wrote to Archbishop Anthony of San Francisco, asking him, as the
ruling bishop, to come to their skete and tonsure them. In the letter he quoted
from the Life of St. Sergius of Radonezh, in which the Saint asked a spiritual
elder, Abbot Mitrophan, for the tonsure: “Father, have mercy, and give me the
tonsure of a monk. From childhood have I desired this fervently, but my parents’
needs withheld me. Now I am free from all this, and I thirst for the monastic
desert life as the hart thirsts for the springs of living water.”2
Soon after receiving Gleb’s letter, Archbishop Anthony came to the skete to
discuss the tonsure. “I was a little disturbed,” Eugene wrote later, “that Vladika
took Gleb aside to speak with him privately on these matters (undoubtedly
because he is Russian and thus easier to communicate with), because in
everything we have done we have always acted together and in absolute
unanimity, doing nothing without the other’s blessing.”3
The Archbishop and Gleb had their talk in the small library. “We’re not
looking to build up a big, established monastery,” Gleb said. “Can we remain
doing what we are already doing, only as tonsured monks?”
“Yes,” replied the Archbishop, “that could be done. I am not against having
a monastery in my Diocese.”4
“But I just said that we don’t want a diocesan monastery.”
The skete model that Gleb was trying to present to him, of a few simple
monks laboring in the wilderness, without a priest, had its precedents in the
northern forests of Russia in the fifteenth to the eighteenth centuries, and before
that in the Egyptian desert. The Archbishop’s standard, on the other hand, was
the one that had prevailed in nineteenth- and early twentieth-century Russia, up
until the Russian Revolution. To him, monks — even just two of them — meant
an established diocesan monastery; and a monastery meant having priest-monks,
new monks who would join, and a stream of pilgrims who would come for
confession, Holy Communion, and spiritual counsel. Eventually the
Archbishop’s conception would become a reality at the Platina skete; but the
brothers felt they were not ready for that yet.
Continuing his conversation with Gleb in the library, the Archbishop asked
what the Brotherhood would now be called. Gleb replied that it would remain
being called a Brotherhood.
“But now you will be a monastic community,” the Archbishop observed.
“You will have to have a name for this place.”
Gleb suggested that it be called a pustin: a Russian word which literally
means “desert” but is often translated into English as “hermitage.” This was the
name given to such secluded Russian monastic communities as Sarov and
Optina. The Archbishop was satisfied with the suggestion, considering that it
would be passed by the Synod of Bishops.
A month after St. Herman’s canonization, Archbishop Anthony again came
to the skete and took Gleb aside to speak privately with him. After this meeting
the brothers began to be concerned about the Archbishop’s ideas and plans for
the skete. As Eugene wrote in a letter:[a] “We were aware that Vladika Anthony
was to be, purely formally and temporarily, our ‘Abbot’ for the sake of tonsuring
us, and that then or soon he was to appoint one of us to this position, as he had
promised. This also we did not especially welcome, but we understood that once
a ‘monastery’ was organized (which we had not asked for; we only asked
Vladika to tonsure us, being afraid of too grandiose ideas) some kind of ‘Abbot’
was of course required, although our principle of mutual counsel would continue
as before. Then, shortly before our tonsure, Vladika shocked us by inquiring
whether we would consider moving away to some place with water and
conveniences for the sake of those who would join us; and we were hard pressed
to get Vladika to see that there was no one in sight who was about to join us, and
that in any case it would not be water and conveniences that would attract like-
minded people, not to mention the fact that it was due to the evident help of
Vladika John, after our fervent prayer to him, that we obtained this land.
“We were so concerned over Vladika Anthony’s seemingly unrealistic
plans for us that we immediately wrote him a letter explaining our position more
fully (we sent a copy of this letter to Bishop Laurus).”5
In reply to the brothers’ letter, Archbishop Anthony wrote:
Your letter explains well your intentions, but I already understood them
approximately. If I suggested to you to check on the possibility of finding
water before the tonsure, I did not at all intend, nor do I intend, to apply
some kind of archiepiscopal PRESSURE in connection with this. It’s just
that Fr. Nicholas[b] reminded me that you had not yet tried to drill, that the
“locals” say that it’s hard to find water there, and that in any case you had
already had conversations about looking for water. You yourselves had told
me that you would like to give your monastic vows at the place in which
you intend to live. Therefore it would not be harmful to check for water
ahead of time (since it is still an important factor for life — even monastic
life).... BUT you are reminding me about a factor of a higher order, that is,
a spiritual one: the blessing of Vladika John. Of course, the blessing of
Vladika John has, first of all, indicated and continues to indicate the
direction of your activity! But you have reverently felt his indication in
your choice of location as well. In that case: let it be according to the
prayers of Vladika and according to your faith: Amen.
Concerning your disposition and your present and future activity, you
will find in me a well-wisher, for it is just such activity that we need.6
After reading these words from the Archbishop, the brothers were
reassured. “We had complete trust in Vladika Anthony,” Eugene wrote, “and
thought that he did understand us.”7
FOLLOWING ten days of rain, the day of the tonsure, October 14/27, 1970,
was calm and sunny. Just before dawn, Bishop Nektary arrived along with Fr.
Spyridon. Bishop Nektary looked deeply troubled. As Eugene wrote later, “Just
before the service and our tonsure (as if a final temptation of the devil to
dissuade us at the last moment from this decisive step) Vladika Nektary
informed us that at the Synod and everywhere else everyone was talking about
us, and report had it that we would be ordained priests within the week, would
soon rise in the clergy ranks, and ‘you won’t be here very long!’ etc., etc.”8 The
brothers were incredulous at this news, and resolved to go through with the
tonsure regardless.
Within half an hour Archbishop Anthony arrived with Protodeacon
Nicholas Porshnikov. The Archbishop performed the service of tonsure in the
skete church, dedicated to St. Herman of Alaska, which Deacon Nicholas had
undertaken to build on his own initiative. Since at that time the church was only
half-built, the service took place under the open sky. A dozen people attended,
including Vladimir Anderson and several others whom the brothers had known
while working in their bookshop.
When the brothers came forward to the front of the church to be tonsured,
Fr. Spyridon covered Gleb with his own monastic mantle, and Bishop Nektary
covered Eugene with his. Thus Fr. Spyridon and Bishop Nektary became the
brothers’ “elders from the mantle,” a term used to denote one’s “godparents” in
monasticism. Henceforth they would be mystically bound to the new monks as
their spiritual fathers, responsible before God for their souls.
“We cannot doubt,” wrote Eugene about the tonsure, “that God’s blessing
led us to this decisive act of our lives, truly a second baptism.”9 The brothers
took their vows before the Valaam icon of the Saviour, as Mother Maria had
wished.
In becoming monks, the brothers received new names: Gleb was named Fr.
Herman, becoming the first monk to be called after the newly canonized St.
Herman of Alaska; and Eugene was given the name Fr. Seraphim, after St.
Seraphim of Sarov. Again, in the lives of the brothers, these two Saints showed
themselves to be closely linked in heaven.[c]
“After the tonsure,” the new monk Seraphim recorded, “Vladika Anthony
announced the opening (by Synodal Ukase) of the St. Herman of Alaska
Hermitage, with himself as Abbot for the time being. His title was proclaimed by
the deacon during several ektenias,[d] which made us, despite ourselves, a little
uneasy.”10
The Archbishop then performed a small consecration of the skete church.
This was followed by a procession of everyone around the church, with the new
monks walking in their black robes, cowls, and mantles. Bishop Nektary was
jubilant then, forgetting his previous concerns. Because the monastery had no
bells to ring for the procession, one of the pilgrims took in hand a cooking pot
and struck it with a ladle. Like a child Bishop Nektary joined in, and began
clanging two cooking-pot lids together. As he did so he joyfully began to sing a
children’s ditty from Old Russia, suited to the occasion: “Our Regiment Has
Been Increased!”
The Matins service was then served. During the meal afterward, Fr. Herman
read from the Ladder of Divine Ascent by St. John Climacus while Fr. Seraphim
served everyone.
Later, when the meal was finished and the guests had dispersed, the two
bishops, the two new monks, and Fr. Spyridon were left at the table. It was at
this time, as Fr. Seraphim wrote in his Chronicle, that “the first trial came to the
new monks.”11 Bishop Nektary’s warning to them right before their tonsure had
not been entirely off the mark. As Fr. Seraphim later recalled in a letter:
“Vladika Anthony announced, in the presence of Vladika Nektary and our
Starets,[e] Fr. Spyridon, that both of us were to be ordained hieromonks[f] within
five days. This caused astonishment to both of us, as we thought that Vladika
had informed us that this question would not be raised for some time. In our
present state of overwork and with no place to serve Liturgy during the winter
(our church is not even half finished), the question was impractical in any case,
and such a rapid and radical change of our status we felt to be a threat to what
we already had. Our urgent plea to be allowed to establish ourselves in the
monastic life finally dissuaded Vladika, although he was greatly displeased and
announced that he felt personally offended, but that our ‘disobedience’ might be
spiritually beneficial for us. Vladika Nektary comforted us after this incident,
and indeed came to our defense in front of Vladika.”12
Monks Seraphim and Herman in front of the skete church right after their tonsure, October 14/27,
1970.
Fr. Spyridon also came to the defense of the new monks. Giving them a
smile of reassurance, he said the wisest thing possible under the circumstances:
“If you can’t do it, you can’t do it.”
One reason that the Archbishop gave for wanting to immediately ordain the
monks to the priesthood was that they needed to receive Holy Communion every
Sunday. Bishop Nektary argued against this, pointing out that the desert-dwellers
of past centuries often went for long periods of time without seeing a priest.
Ultimately it was Fr. Spyridon who resolved the problem. “I will come and
give them Holy Communion,” he humbly interjected.
Fr. Seraphim later described how the conversation ended: “When Vladika
Anthony could not persuade us to accept priesthood immediately, he shook his
head and said, ‘But what am I going to say at the Synod?’—meaning obviously
that he had already informed the Synod of his plans for us, which did not in the
least correspond with our own ideas. To this Vladika Nektary very sensibly told
him, ‘Just tell the Synod the way it is; there should be no problem in that!”13
The clergy then left the table, leaving the two monks to themselves. “What
are we going to do?” Fr. Herman asked Fr. Seraphim.
“They are old... they try to do their best,” replied Fr. Seraphim with a wise
compassion that made Fr. Herman feel more at peace. “... And I’m deeply happy
that we’ve died to the world.”
WHEN the other visitors left that afternoon, the fathers found themselves
feeling rather despondent over the confrontation that had occurred. Fr. Seraphim
collapsed from exhaustion, while Fr. Herman went to what was called the “North
Nook” of the printing building. In the North Nook’s icon corner was a picture of
Blessed Abbot Nazarius of Sarov and Valaam. Praying before it, Fr. Herman
suddenly realized that he and Fr. Seraphim had been tonsured on Abbot
Nazarius’ nameday.[g] And how appropriate this was, too, since Abbot Nazarius
had been the spiritual father of both their patrons: St. Herman of Alaska and St.
Seraphim of Sarov.
Shortly thereafter Fr. Herman asked Fr. Seraphim to drive down the hill to
get the mail. In their post-office box was a letter from Vladimir Tenkevitch, the
orphan of Archbishop John who had brought Eugene and Gleb together.
Vladimir was already a priest-monk, and for some time had served Divine
Liturgy in a convent in Greece. In his letter to the fathers, he wrote that he was
going to stay for awhile in San Francisco and wanted to come to serve Liturgy at
the St. Herman Hermitage. As it later turned out, Fr. Vladimir was unable to
carry out his wish; but his offer came as a great consolation to the fathers at the
time, on the very day that they had been told they needed a priest to serve
Liturgy. It showed that God was with them.
Right after they became monks the fathers felt an inward change that
indicated to them that there was truly something sacramental in the rite of
tonsure. As Fr. Herman described it, he now felt a little flame, as it were,
burning in his heart. He asked Fr. Seraphim and found that he experienced the
same thing. This flame of love, zeal, and inspiration turned out to be very
valuable and in fact indispensable as they endured the heavy troubles that are
given to monks in this life.
Bishop Nektary, who had spent the night in Redding, came to the hermitage
the next morning to serve Liturgy for the monks. As Fr. Seraphim noted in his
Chronicle, Bishop Nektary “heard the first monastic confession of the new
fathers, gave them Holy Communion, and spent several hours afterward in
conversation about his memories of Optina Monastery.”14 Partly due to their
connection with Optina through Bishop Nektary, the fathers began to follow the
Optina rule of private prayers. This practice, done each day in addition to the
regular cycle of services, included the “Optina Five-hundred” rule of Jesus
Prayers and other prayers, and the reading of one chapter of the Gospels and two
chapters of the Epistles.
Old Valaam Monastery in Russia. 1864 engraving showing the church built by Abbot Nazarius.
Abbot Nazarius of Valaam (1735–1809).
If someone offends you, endure it. The enemy teaches you to take
revenge, but Christ says from on high, “Forgive.”
—St. Barsanuphius of Optina2
F ATHER SERAPHIM wrote to his mother in Carmel about his tonsure and
received this reply:
Dear Eugene:
... So you have taken the big step to become a Monk. It wasn’t any big
surprise, as you’ve considered it for some time. I’m sure you’re old enough
to know what you want out of life and what your greatest contribution
should be. After your Retreat was declared officially it would only be
reasonable that those that lived there should have some official status.
Many things I don’t understand as a Christian that seem strange and
unnecessary — regarding food, uniform — can’t see how you can wear a
robe while working — get caught in things and then the cleaning problems
— seems you can wear ordinary clothes for work as no one sees you up
there and the Lord will understand. I wish you well and may the Lord bless
you both in this big step....
What about my cabin? One woman shouldn’t hurt too much....
Well, my boy, you’ll always be “Oogie” to me and I hope your
contribution to the world won’t go by unnoticed and that you’ll get some
financial help so going won’t be too rough — my best to Gleb, too.
Love,
Mother
IN spite of Esther’s kind wishes, the going was indeed going to get rough
for her son. Such is the lot of monks, who must invariably be perfected for the
Kingdom of Heaven through trials and tribulations. Before his tonsure, Fr.
Seraphim had known this theoretically, but now he was to learn it through hard
experience. His first trial as a monk had come not through such things as
financial problems, but through something far more painful: difficulties with his
ruling bishop. And the trial was not yet over.
On Christmas day in 1970,[a] after Fathers Herman and Seraphim attended
the Divine Liturgy at the San Francisco Cathedral, Archbishop Anthony had a
meeting with them: at first only with Fr. Herman, and then with both of them.
The fathers found this meeting extremely painful; and, as shall be seen, the
Archbishop was later to regret it deeply. As Fr. Seraphim recorded in his letters,
the Archbishop made demands on the fathers which they considered impractical
and unreasonable (e.g., not to write letters to anyone or invite anyone to come to
the hermitage without his blessing), and he did so in a manner they felt was
abusive.
Shortly after this meeting, Fr. Seraphim wrote: “Perhaps we know nothing
of monasticism, but we nonetheless firmly believe that in the Church of Christ a
legitimate chastisement from one’s ecclesiastical superiors should be carried out
in mutual trust and end in a peaceful state for all concerned. I myself was on
several occasions chastised by Vladika John and always felt the rightness of the
chastisement and benefitted from it. But for over a week now we are completely
upset and almost despair over our very future.”3
For several nights after their meeting with the Archbishop, the fathers could
not sleep. They were, in Fr. Seraphim’s words, “really frightened.”4 Rather than
trust his and Fr. Herman’s own thoughts on the matter, Fr. Seraphim wrote to
other people in the Church whose counsel he valued. Among these were Bishop
Laurus (Fr. Herman’s friend from his Jordanville days) and Archimandrite
Panteleimon of the monastery in Boston.5
With the coming of Great Lent, with its long services and strict fasting, the
fathers still felt unsettled. As Fr. Seraphim recorded: “We were very much
troubled — but, completely unexpectedly, Vladika Nektary came with the Kursk
Icon,[b] and our trouble was turned to joy, and the certain realization that God is
with us!... Vladika Nektary served a Moleben, gave us Holy Communion from
the Reserved Gifts (we were in the midst of Vespers and hadn’t eaten yet), and
let us carry the Icon over the mountain. God’s blessings to us just never cease!”6
This occurred on the nameday of Fr. Gerasim, which made the fathers take it as
another sign of the closeness of their Alaskan benefactor.
Soon the fathers received an encouraging letter from Bishop Laurus in
response to Fr. Seraphim’s long letter to him. “The fact that sorrows come to you
testifies to the fact that you are doing a work of God,” Bishop Laurus wrote. “...
I think that you should be patient, undertake no dramatic moves, but by your
conduct and by your ‘line’ show that this (the behavior and decree of Vladika
Anthony) goes against your soul and is not suitable to you.”7
For his part, Bishop Nektary continued to stand behind the fathers. “We had
a good long talk with Vladika Nektary about all this,” Fr. Seraphim wrote, “and,
while he said he would not ‘advise’ us, if it were he that was involved he would
simply disobey those directives which he felt to be destructive to the idea by
which we live, and thus if there were going to be a complaint at the Synod it
would have to come first from Vladika Anthony himself.”8 Elsewhere Fr.
Seraphim wrote: “Vladika Nektary has comforted us greatly in our trials, and
[he] tells us: ‘Above all else, guard the blessing of Vladika John!”9
DURING the years that followed, the fathers continued to heed the advice of
Bishops Nektary and Laurus: to remain patiently on the path Archbishop John
had set them on, and to not do anything rash. Moreover, they avoided making
public their difficulties with Archbishop Anthony. They only talked or wrote to
seven trusted people[c] about these difficulties — people to whom they felt they
could turn for advice and support — and these they told to keep the information
to themselves.
On February 20/March 5, 1974, the fathers had another tense encounter
with Archbishop Anthony. As Fr. Seraphim wrote in a letter: “On Tuesday
morning Vladika Anthony himself paid us a surprise visit, together with our
Starets, Fr. Spyridon, and Deacon Nicholas Porshnikov. Glory be to God, we
received Holy Communion, for which we are grateful to Vladika. But afterwards
we had a talk — which revealed, despite our almost tearful entreaty, that he does
not understand not only us, but any of the young idealistic priests or monks, and
talks a totally different language, fitting everything into a set ‘Synodal’
pattern.”10
As can be seen from these words, Fr. Seraphim did not consider this
meeting to be in any way positive or productive at the time. Unexpectedly,
however, it was soon to have a positive outcome. During the meeting Fr.
Herman had told Archbishop Anthony for the first time how much he and Fr.
Seraphim had been hurt during their encounter with him at Christmastime three
years earlier. Going home, the Archbishop pondered the visit he had just had
with the fathers, and also the previous incident of which he had just been
reminded. The very next day he wrote the fathers a moving letter of heartfelt
apology. It is clear from this letter that the Archbishop had not been aware of
how his behavior had affected the monks. Here we quote the letter in full:
February 21 (March 6), 1974
CHRIST IS AMIDST US!
Dear in the Lord Fr. Herman and Fr. Seraphim,
I painfully suffered over that which mutually upset and confused us
yesterday. But there was benefit for me. I gradually recalled (although I did
not recall all the circumstances) that Fr. Herman was absolutely right, since
there was such an unfortunate incident at St. Tikhon’s Home when I, alas,
severely raised my voice at him. I am extremely ashamed of this. I bow to
the ground and beg you to forgive me for that incident as well as for my
unfairness yesterday: that I accused Fr. Herman yet again....
It seems to me, and I would like to hope, that it is not in my character
(?) to fall upon people with shouting but, alas, there have been such cases,
albeit isolated ones.... And it is according to my deeds that I am now
exposed!
I do not believe that there have been any other such incidents with Fr.
Herman (??), and I hope that, by the mercy of God, there must not be in the
future.
In addition, although this time I did not intend to categorically insist
upon anything but wanted to express my opinion on questions that affected
me, Fr. Herman was right, wishing to have the support of his fellow brother
Fr. Seraphim in the conversation, and it would have been more correct,
simple, and inoffensive to speak with both. If I had not argued about this, it
is possible that all this trouble would not have occurred; but thanks to what
happened I have now recalled that incident that has so painfully remained in
Fr. Herman’s memory, and may this restrain me from anything like it
henceforth.
I know, dear brothers and fathers, how difficult and filled with sorrows
your monastic life is, and I know that your path is a special one, and the
work that you are setting in motion is holy and extremely necessary.
I had wanted, after the first week of the Great Fast, spent with the
parishioners of the Cathedral, to be consoled as well by simple prayerful
contact with you in the monastery-skete surroundings, which have been
dear to me since my youth. And I was consoled during the first part of the
day; but later that day of the light-creating Fast was darkened due to my
fault. But may the following ones not be darkened. I know that this must
not be in accordance with your hearts, either.
And therefore I repeatedly, sincerely beg Christian forgiveness of all
of you. Please speak about this to Br. Laurence as well.
I ask your holy prayers and call down upon you God’s all-powerful
blessing.
With love in Christ,
Your Archbishop Anthony11
It is said that the sign of a true Christian is not an absence of mistakes and
failings (for no one can claim that), but rather the ability to get up after one falls,
to acknowledge one’s guilt, to repent and make amends. In Archbishop Anthony
this sign was evident. When he realized he had committed an error, he knew how
to humble himself, making every effort to restore peace and concord. In him was
fulfilled the commandment of the Saviour: If thou bring thy gift to the altar, and
there rememberest that thy brother hath ought against thee, leave there thy gift
before the altar, and go thy way; first be reconciled to thy brother, and then
come and offer thy gift (Matt. 5:23–24). After Archbishop Anthony reposed in
the Lord,[d] this ability to humble himself in seeking reconciliation was
remembered by many as one of his most prominent virtues. As one of his
spiritual sons has written: “There were cases when Vladika would make a
prostration on the street, asking someone’s forgiveness. Even before children he
made full prostrations, sometimes coming to their homes expressly to ask
forgiveness if he thought that he was in some way at fault.”12
With Archbishop Anthony’s letter of apology, the Platina fathers were able
to witness this noble trait of their archpastor in a direct way. But for Fr.
Seraphim, the real breakthrough in the Brotherhood’s reconciliation with the
Archbishop occurred on December 4/17 of the same year — the Feast of St.
Barbara and St. John Damascene — when Archbishop Anthony came once again
to the hermitage to serve the Divine Liturgy. In his Chronicle Fr. Seraphim
recorded:
“Archbishop Anthony and Bishop Nektary visit... and serve Divine Liturgy
at 8:00 a.m., after being stuck in the mud at the last bend before the skete. All
five brothers receive confession from Bishop Nektary, and all but one receive
Holy Communion.
“At the end of Liturgy Archbishop Anthony gave a brief sermon,
mentioning first of all that St. Barbara is especially prayed to for a good death, at
peace with everyone and prepared for it, and (with tears) he said that after his
last visit, nine months before, at which there had been some disagreement with
us, he was not sure he would see us again in this life, and so he is happy for this
opportunity once again to beg mutual forgiveness and have peace among
ourselves. Then he described the three-fold podvig of St. John Damascene,
which he waged in his quiet monastic retreat: as composer of Church hymns,
theologian, and defender of the Faith; and he called on us to imitate and take
inspiration from the Saint, so as ourselves to become composers or interpreters
of Church hymns, to become reflectors (muisliteli) of Church dogmas if not
theologians (‘and perhaps theologians too’), and defenders of the Faith against
the contemporary heresies.
“All were very uplifted by this feast day, the most joyful of Archbishop
Anthony’s visits to us, and the Brotherhood’s whole situation and future seemed
somehow easier. As if in answer and thanks to the Brotherhood’s recent
cooperation in printing about Elder Theodosius of Karoulia [Mount Athos],
Archbishop Anthony presented as a blessing... the epitrachelion[e] of the Elder.
“Archbishop Anthony spent most of his time (outside the church)... typing a
letter to the San Francisco Russian Life newspaper protesting a blasphemous
novel it was printing. On seeing the icon of Archbishop John in church, he
crossed himself and kissed it, as it were giving us the same approval for our
veneration of him as the Patriarch of Constantinople once gave St. Symeon the
New Theologian for the veneration of his Elder Symeon. He knows that our
veneration of Vladika John is not received well everywhere, and so we were
very happy that he kissed our icon of Vladika John with reverence.13 Archbishop
Anthony also brought us his photograph of Bishop Nestor of San Francisco
(which he inherited from Archbishop Tikhon), and at trapeza Fr. Herman related
the little-known account of his righteous death.”
Archbishop Anthony of San Francisco (1908–2000) at the St. Herman Hermitage with Fr.
Seraphim, Fr. Herman, and a young pilgrim, ca. 1979.
C LEARLY, Fr. Seraphim was no conformist; but neither was he a rebel, for
above all he wanted to do God’s work, not his own. He had no personal
axe to grind. After the Brotherhood’s reconciliation with its ruling bishop at the
end of 1974, Fr. Seraphim made a special point of counseling others to respect
and honor legitimate ecclesiastical authority. Thus, in April of 1976 he wrote to
a woman who had invited a priest to come and serve in her community without
the Archbishop’s approval:
I hope that you are aware that you are now living in the diocese of Vladika
Anthony, and that when it is a question of priests and parishes it is his will
that is done and must be respected. One may disagree with bishops, and in
extreme need even “fight” with them; but one is never to usurp their rights
or try to “arrange” things without them, as though they were mere
figureheads. One should be in fear and trembling before bishops, and never
free or familiar. I fear that some of our “American Orthodoxy” in the Synod
is doing just that — organizing psychological-spiritual dioceses of their
own, and treating bishops as figureheads who “don’t understand.” God gave
them to us, and if there are sometimes difficulties, that also is for our
benefit and salvation, and we must approach them with spiritual means.1
In another letter of 1976, written to an Orthodox convert in England who
had been barred from receiving Holy Communion due to his harsh criticisms of
local clergymen, Fr. Seraphim wrote:
You, of course, are now in a very bad position: both by being identified as a
“rebel” against your own Archbishop and clergy, and much more by being
cut off from the very Mysteries of the Church. In such a situation, nothing
that you can say or do will have any good effect as regards the issues
involved; whatever you say, it will be the words of a “rebel,” which may be
disregarded. Therefore, it is quite essential for you to remove this label
from yourself. This can be done in a very simple way which does not
involve acceptance of opinions repugnant to you. We urge you to put aside,
for the present, all thoughts of “right and wrong,” “just or unjust,” and first
put right the spiritual side — that is, do what is necessary to be restored to
Holy Communion.
We strongly urge you to do what your Archbishop asks of you:
namely, to write a letter to each of the clergymen to whom you are accused
of being disrespectful, begging their forgiveness for any crudeness,
disrespect, or improper words or actions you may have shown to them. This
is important both because it is in obedience to your Archbishop (to whose
judgment you should be respectful even when you think it is unjust or
wrong), and even more because it is a spiritual approach to the question,
which in itself does not involve the question of who is right and who wrong
regarding the issues. Your Archbishop has asked you to “ask forgiveness
and be at peace” and “to have reverence and respect” to the clergy — but he
does not actually tell you what opinions you are to have. This is the proper
course even supposing that you are “right” in every respect, for the unjust
sufferings of wrongs is of great spiritual benefit; but it should be easy
enough in any case to accuse yourself of crudeness, wrong tone, etc., which
creep into all of us even when we are defending the truth.2
FATHER SERAPHIM himself had managed to restore peace with his
Archbishop and remain in obedience to the Church by keeping his sights set
above, heavenward. Although he did at first react to the Archbishop’s actions
with shock and frustration, his striving to see things spiritually enabled him to
rise above this reaction and find otherworldly consolation and enlightenment in
Christ.
As Fr. Seraphim strove to look upward amidst mundane difficulties, he
counseled others in the Church to do the same. To one dedicated Russian priest
who was being pulled down by his flock and the organizational mentality in his
parish, Fr. Seraphim wrote:
One feels sorry for the Orthodox flock and wants to be as condescending as
possible to their weaknesses — but first of all one must lead them, tell them
what is right and what is expected of them, always pulling them up higher,
giving them the idea that they are Orthodox not because they were born that
way or belong to an Orthodox “organization” but only if they are struggling
to be faithful to the Church’s teaching. Orthodox shepherds today more
than ever must beware of placing their hope in the “organization,” but
rather must be constantly looking upward to the Chief Shepherd Christ, to
the heavenly world of God’s Truth and His Saints, from which alone comes
the inspiration to keep guiding the flock rightly. The shepherd cannot be
just a fulfiller of treby[a] for people who are “automatically” Orthodox
because they belong to the organization; but he must be warning them that
they can lose the savor of Orthodoxy if they are not looking upward and
struggling. Bishop Theophan the Recluse already foresaw this losing of the
savor of Orthodoxy and was terribly upset that no one around him seemed
to see this — that it was already happening in the nineteenth century, and
how much more today!
We ourselves are blessed to have a quiet life and no “parish
problems,” and therefore we cherish all the more this ideal. If we had to live
in San Francisco and adjust to the parish life there, I fear we should become
terribly discouraged. But here we have the wilderness to inspire us, and as
we look around us we can freely think of the cave-dwellers and the
magnificent freedom which is the true Orthodox life (within the framework
of self-renunciation). It is much more difficult in the world to do this — and
that is why we wish you to be constantly living in the heavenly world, and
only secondarily to be “living the life of your flock.”3
In later years Fr. Seraphim would recall how Archbishop John had taught
him to be always looking to the heavenly realm. “It is obvious,” he said, “that
Archbishop John was constantly in a different world. He himself, I recall, once
gave a sermon on the spiritual life, the mystical life, in which he said: ‘All of our
sanctity is based upon having one’s feet straight on the ground, and, while being
on the earth, constantly having the mind lifted upward.’ He would come from
time to time to our shop next to the Cathedral, and would always have something
new and inspiring to say. He would come with a little portfolio and would open
it up and say, ‘Look! Here is a picture of St. Alban and here is his Life!’ He had
found it somewhere. He was collecting these things which were very inspiring
and had nothing to do with everyday business or the administration of the
diocese. In fact, some said he was a bad administrator, but I don’t know. I doubt
it, because I know that whenever anyone wrote him a letter, that person always
got a reply back in the language he wrote it in, within a very short time;
therefore, when it came to things like that, he was very, very careful. But the
first thing he was careful about was being constantly in the other world,
constantly inspired and constantly living by that. The opposite of this is to make
even the Church into some kind of business, to be looking at only the
administrative side or the economic side or the lower, worldly side. If you do
that long enough, you will lose the spark, you will lose the higher side.
Archbishop John gave us the example of constantly looking up, constantly
thinking of the higher things. In the end, the deeper you get into this, the more
you see that there is nothing else possible. If you are an Orthodox Christian, you
can do this and have people call you crazy or say that you are a little bit touched,
or something like that; but still you have your own life — you lead it and you get
to heaven.”4
PART VI
Archimandrite Spyridon with Fr. Seraphim in front of the hermitage refectory, 1974.
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Archbishop John’s Sotainnik
Be ye wise as serpents and harmless as doves.
—Matthew 10:16
O F all the people I have known,” writes Fr. Herman, “the one closest in
spirit to Blessed Archbishop John was his humble friend, Archimandrite
Spyridon. Between them lay a kinship which was perhaps externally discernible
but which, internally and spiritually, will always remain a mystery, inaccessible
to the public eye. And even if we were to discover the key to the nature of their
bond, we would still not fully fathom it. That bond is known in church language
by a special term: sotainnik, which could be rendered as ‘sharer of the monastic
mystery,’ or simply as ‘co-mystic.’
“Much has already been published about Blessed John’s ‘foolishness-for-
Christ,’ behind which he hid his mystical gifts: about how he, having been
touched by Divinity, did not care what others thought of him, how he looked and
acted in ways ‘socially unacceptable,’ how to some he appeared ‘touched in the
head’ while actually seeing deeper into reality than anyone around him, how he
had much more rapport with naive children than with sophisticated adults, how
he unquestionably had the gift of clairvoyance. All these qualities he had in
common with his sotainnik, Fr. Spyridon.”1
True to the promise he had made to the fathers at their tonsure, Fr. Spyridon
came to the hermitage to hear their confessions and give them Holy
Communion, as often as his poor health and his responsibilities in Palo Alto
permitted him. “Most often,” Fr. Herman recalls, “he would go by himself on
these missions, taking the bus and carrying his chalices and archimandrite’s
mitre in a Macy’s shopping bag. We would pick him up at the Greyhound bus
terminal, where he sometimes waited for us for a long time, silently sitting with
his childlike smile, oblivious of the raging world of sin that swirled around him.
In his hand he would carry a long, worn prayer rope which had once belonged to
Archbishop John and which he would have constantly in use.
Fr. Spyridon, in archimandrite’s mantle, in front of the printshop of the St. Herman Hermitage,
1971.
“In the end, Fr. Spyridon would come to us two or three times a year, and
would stay for as much as a week. He would serve Divine Liturgy and give
talks. His sermons were short and to the point, and always amazed us by
bringing out unfamiliar and obscure aspects of the Gospels, hagiography, or
tradition. His favorite subjects were the Holy Land, the Royal Family, Serbian
saints, and Georgian saints. He loved to talk about the latter because his sister’s
patron saint was Georgian, and his father had lived in Georgia. We cherished
being able to tap his immense store of knowledge.
“Fr. Spyridon loved monasticism and was surprisingly knowledgeable
concerning various monastic practices, which indicated to us that he was a true
monk who always felt he was in a monastery and only in the world on a
temporary leave of absence. From the very first time he visited us he hung his
archimandrite’s mantle in our church. He never took it away from our
monastery, apparently to make us feel that he belonged to us. He did the same
with his worn-out mitre.”
Fr. Spyridon’s prayers for the St. Herman Brotherhood were once witnessed
by a young man at the Russian Scout camp where Fr. Spyridon served as father-
confessor. “I remember a most beautiful incident,” writes this young man. “We
were on a hike. Through the trees, I noticed a figure sitting on a folding stool. I
recognized him as my most dear Fr. Spyridon. In his hand was an icon of St.
Herman. He was constantly blessing himself with the sign of the Cross, staring
at the icon without distraction.... Reflecting on this incident, I later felt, after
having come to know the founders of the St. Herman of Alaska Brotherhood and
their spiritual relation to the late Fr. Spyridon, that the Brotherhood had
succeeded in bringing forth spiritual fruit precisely by the prayers of the holy
monk Fr. Spyridon and others like him.”2
GIVEN the almost “wacky” image that Fr. Spyridon presented to the world,
it is not surprising that most people never dreamed he was in reality such a
sensitive and profound man, a visionary who, like Archbishop John, was not
without the gift of clairvoyance. Still, no matter how well he managed to conceal
this gift, it was noticed by several people. “Our Brotherhood,” writes Fr.
Herman, “knew about it from experience. Time and again a question or
argument would arise in our Brotherhood, especially in connection with editorial
work: how to express a certain Orthodox reality in contemporary English, or
which issues to present in our magazine and which to avoid. Sometimes all we
would need was a simple yes-or-no answer. And time and again it would happen
that, after a debate between the two editors, Fr. Seraphim and myself, we would
finally decide to ask Fr. Spyridon. We would usually resort to letters since we
did not have a telephone and, even if we were to go down the hill to call him, he
would often be in the hospital or in school.[a] Thus, having written him a letter
with our question in it, we would take it down to the post office to mail it away.
We would then pick up the letters of that day from our post-office box. Among
these letters would be one from Fr. Spyridon in which, out of the blue, he would
answer that very question we had just slipped in the mail!”3
In later years there was another incident that, as Fr. Seraphim said, revealed
Fr. Spyridon as “something of a ‘prophet.’”4 Having taken a group of young
brothers to the Liturgy in Archbishop John’s Sepulchre on the latter’s repose day
in 1982, Fr. Seraphim went with them to see Fr. Spyridon in Palo Alto. Fr.
Spyridon had never met most of these young men before, and yet, as Fr.
Seraphim recorded, “he blessed each of us with a spontaneous phrase that just hit
our problems and gave us the answer to them!”5
AT the hermitage the fathers noticed that, when Fr. Spyridon would spend
time within the bosom of nature and away from all worldly concerns, his true
self would emerge. “At times,” Fr. Herman recalls, “he shone with indescribable
purity, like a child who is bubbling with love of life. I shall never forget a
glimpse of the real Fr. Spyridon, which I chanced to catch and imprint on my
mind, and which will remain in my heart forever.
“It was in the late 1970s, soon after Pascha. One of the neighbors of our
monastery, Mrs. Schneider, had given us two pair of snow-white doves. They
would hover and flutter over our monastic grounds, sit in pairs on branches near
our belfry, or promenade near the church porch, where we would strew some
grain for them. It was already late spring when Fr. Spyridon, frail and sickly,
arrived. The whole of nature, imaging the Paschal rebirth of life, was in full
bloom. Our black oaks put out their first leaves, which were pink in color.
Against the cloudless May sky, our wooded grounds presented a festive picture.
“After Fr. Spyridon served Liturgy, we went to prepare lunch. Usually after
Liturgy he would depart to his cell some distance away, but this time he just sat
on the church steps, resting. He gazed in still contemplation into the ‘inner’
space. The doves quietly approached him and sat next to him, and he spoke to
them. I glanced through the window and saw this scene. There was a man in his
natural surroundings. It was a revelation of the state of infinite, unworldly peace.
The doves were a symbol of the divine meekness embodied in him. No doubt he
thought of Blessed Archbishop John, who had himself established a ‘friendship’
with a dove.
“I don’t know how long he sat there as I watched him, but I never wanted to
forget that sight. In it was a hint of his secret, which he shared with Blessed John
and which he would never reveal. I felt then that he could see something else,
that he was looking into another world. He was consciously a part of the essence
of things, while the rest of us fumble about in a semi-conscious state. In the face
of the whirling vanity of worldly life to which we are all trained to be adjusted,
Fr. Spyridon was always in a state that one might call distracted. And yet in the
face of the reality he now beheld, it was not he but the rest of the world that was
distracted, too inwardly cluttered.
“I called Fr. Seraphim to the window, and he also saw what I saw: a
glimpse of the monastic mystery.”6
“In Silence,” from Russkiy Palomnik (Russian Pilgrim), June 23, 1905. Fr. Herman discovered
this drawing years after the incident related above, and felt that it remarkably captured the state in
which he had found Fr. Spyridon on that May morning, on the steps of the monastery church.
58
The Desert Paradise
A silent man is a son of wisdom, always acquiring much knowledge.
—St. John Climacus1
Not every quiet man is humble, but every humble man is quiet.... The
humble man is always at rest, because there is nothing which can
agitate or shake his mind.... I should say that the humble man is not of
this world.
—St. Isaac the Syrian2
W ITH the little flame that burned in their hearts since their tonsure, the
fathers were able to follow Fr. Spyridon deeper and deeper into the
monastic mystery. Now they truly began to reap the spiritual fruits of the desert.
“Our attention,” Fr. Herman writes, “gradually began to take in the life that
directly surrounded us. We began to see reality more as it is, and to not depend
on human opinion. The sound of the wind, the changes of the weather, its
influence on one’s mood, the life of the forest animals and birds — it was as if
even the breathing of the plants and trees now had significance. Peaceful ideas
were sown. The eyes began to accustom themselves to seeing not just what was
external and jumped out at them, but the essence of the matter. Although friends
came with love and tried to help, they were actually more of a burden and right
from the beginning made errors of simple judgment, worrying about the external
aspect that passes and not seeing the essence. And with what joy was the heart
filled when silence reigned again and much-speaking stillness.”
Elder Zosima of Siberia,[a] whose Life and writings were among the
seminal texts that had drawn the fathers to the wilderness in the first place, once
wrote about the desert: “How is it possible to describe accurately all the inner
spiritual feelings which are so sweet that not even a successful reign over a
kingdom can give the same joy and peace as does the desert life! For when you
neither see, nor hear, nor associate with the world which has gone astray, you
find peace, and your whole mind naturally aspires to God alone. There is nothing
in the desert life that would hinder or distract one from serving God, reading the
Holy Scripture, and nourishing one’s soul with deep contemplation of God. On
the contrary, every event and every object inspire one to strive towards God. The
dense forest surrounds one and hides him from the whole world. The path to
heaven is clear and pure, and it attracts one’s gaze and inspires one’s desire to be
vouchsafed to be translated into that blessedness. And if one’s gaze does turn
towards the earth, to behold all the creatures and the whole of nature, one’s heart
is no less exalted with sweet love towards the Creator of all, with awe at His
wisdom, with gratitude for His merciful kindness; even the pleasant singing of
birds inspires one to prayerful praise and song. All creation leads our immortal
spirit to unite with its Creator!”
“I believe,” wrote Elder Zosima elsewhere, “that if one departs for the inner
desert overcome and persuaded by a divine love for Christ, he will truly live as if
in Paradise.”3
This became Fr. Seraphim’s own experience. Fr. Herman recalls how once
he awakened from a terrible nightmare and ran to tell Fr. Seraphim his fears.
“What are we doing out here in this place?” he demanded. “This is crazy!”
Fr. Seraphim rubbed the sleep from his eyes. “Why, we’re in Paradise!” he
said.
On another occasion, Fr. Herman reminded Fr. Seraphim of his unfinished
book, The Kingdom of Man and the Kingdom of God, and spoke about the
possibility of completing and publishing it. In response, Fr. Seraphim said that
the Kingdom of Man was degenerating faster than he had expected. “And as for
the Kingdom of God,” he concluded, “we’re creating that here. We already have
it... we’re in it.”
At this Fr. Herman began to laugh, thinking of their primitive shacks and
muddy road, of their lack of a water source, of the local bats, rattlesnakes, and
scorpions. “Don’t laugh,” Fr. Seraphim said. “It’s true.” And with a significant
look he pointed a finger to heaven.
In Fr. Seraphim, as in Fr. Spyridon, Fr. Herman was to catch glimpses of
another life, another existence. In the morning, before Church services, Fr.
Seraphim had a practice of circling the entire monastery grounds. As the golden
glow of the morning light filtered through the broad canopy of oak leaves, Fr.
Seraphim could be seen blessing and even kissing the trees.
“What’s this?” Fr. Herman asked him. “Kissing trees!”
Fr. Seraphim looked up, smiling radiantly, and continued walking.
Fr. Seraphim knew better than most people that this old earth, weighed
down by the fallenness of man, had not long to live, that it would be “obliterated
in the twinkling of an eye,”[b] transfigured into a new earth. And yet, as Fr.
Herman realized while he watched him make his rounds, Fr. Seraphim was
already living as if in the future age. “He wanted to die,” Fr. Herman says, “to
melt into the earth, which will be transformed.... To him, the very idea of the tree
he kissed was otherworldly, for trees were originally created incorruptible in
Paradise, according to the teaching of St. Gregory of Sinai.”4
IN order to know this transfigured realm which was man’s inheritance from
the beginning, Fr. Seraphim was first of all being transfigured himself. The
whole aim of monastic life is the transfiguration of the old man into an unearthly
being, which is why the Feast of the Transfiguration of the Lord on Mount Tabor
has traditionally held such great significance for monastics.
As Fr. Seraphim knew, however, such transfiguration does not happen of
itself. He did not wait for the virtues to come naturally, but, seeing their lack in
himself, he consciously labored to acquire them, hoping in Christ to strengthen
him. Each day entailed constant unseen warfare, watching and fighting against
the interior movements of the fallen man. He was one of those about whom
Christ said, The Kingdom of Heaven suffereth violence, and the violent take it by
force (Matt. 11:12). One of the visitors to the skete relates: “Fr. Seraphim
believed that authentic Orthodox Christian life is very difficult and that one must
grasp and hold onto it not only firmly and with all of one’s might, but with a
certain ‘toughness’ and tenacity, even a fierceness, because everything in the
world, everything in this life, is constantly trying to steal it away and substitute
some cheap imitation. He particularly liked those very single-minded saints who
just kept right on going, no matter what the obstacles. This was one of the things
he especially admired in Archbishop John (Maximovitch), who kept his inner
life intact, no matter what was going on around him, and remained always
serenely indifferent to the opinions of others about him.”5
Never forgetting the necessity of forcing himself in the Christian spiritual
life, Fr. Seraphim lived according to the following words of St. Macarius the
Great, which he entered into his spiritual journal: “In coming to the Lord, a man
must force himself to that which is good, even against the inclination of his
heart, continually expecting His mercy with undoubting faith, and force himself
to love when he has no love, force himself to meekness when he has no
meekness, force himself to pity and to have a merciful heart, force himself to be
looked down upon, and when he is looked down upon to bear it patiently... force
himself to prayer when he has not spiritual prayer. And thus God, beholding him
thus striving and compelling himself by force, in spite of an unwilling heart,
gives him the true prayer of the Spirit, gives him true love, meekness, bowels of
mercies (Col. 3:12), true kindness, and in short fills him with spiritual fruit.”6
WHEN Fr. Herman would watch his co-laborer walking through the woods
absorbed in thought, he would think: Now here’s one who belongs here. Instead
of shriveling away in solitude, he soars in it. He has a world of his own, and
being here only unfetters it.
Fr. Herman also noticed that Fr. Seraphim was always cheerful: not overly
happy — just cheerful. The saints, Fr. Seraphim once explained, “are in a state
of deep happiness, because they are constantly looking above and keeping in
mind, with determination and constancy, to get to a certain place, which is
heaven; and thus they see all the details in the world in that light. If what they
see has to do with evil, with the nets of demons, with worldliness, with boredom,
with discouragement, or just with ordinary details of living, all that is secondary
and is never allowed to be first.”8
As Fr. Herman has said, “Fr. Seraphim had no interest in the mundane; he
never forgot that there was another world. He could immediately determine what
was worthwhile and what was not, and would totally ignore and dismiss low,
cheap things. This was not even deliberate on his part; it had become automatic.
He had the strength of character to concentrate only on what was needed. From
this I could see that he had been practicing unseen warfare long before I met
him.”
What most amazed Fr. Herman was that Fr. Seraphim never spoke an
unnecessary word. “An intelligent man,” stated St. Anthony the Great, “is one
who conforms to God and mostly keeps silent; when he speaks he says very
little, and only what is necessary and acceptable to God.”9
Fr. Herman was wont to talk on and on about particular subjects related to
their life and work; and Fr. Seraphim, valuing the transmission from holy
teachers that his co-laborer imparted, would patiently absorb it all in silence. Fr.
Herman would think this was the end of it; but time and again he would be
surprised when Fr. Seraphim would later come up with a gem of a statement that
would crystallize the very essence of what he had been trying to say with so
many words.
“I could see,” Fr. Herman recalls, “that not only was his mind working but
his heart was involved, and his heart caught those things you just can’t get, as a
rational being, from books. He was on a different level of thinking. He thought
much and prayed much, and somehow the Mother of God was involved in this
process. Things were open to him, but he couldn’t tell of them because others
wouldn’t understand. That’s why he said so few words, even when I urged him
to reveal the fruits of his contemplation.”
Fr. Herman remembers a mysterious incident from his early association
with Fr. Seraphim, before the foundation of the Brotherhood, when they spent
the night on the beach by a bonfire. The stars were out, and they could see the
buoys flickering on the horizon. Fr. Seraphim sat for hours looking out to sea,
not saying a word. Then he turned and looked at Fr. Herman out of the corner of
his eye. His face was very serious. “I know you,” he said. “I knew you before. I
knew you were coming.”
Fr. Herman knew these words had nothing to do with “reincarnation,” for in
his conversations with Fr. Seraphim on that subject he found his views
thoroughly Orthodox.10 Rather, his words revealed that he was seeing reality on
a higher level, as it was in relation to eternity. Once Fr. Herman asked Fr.
Seraphim how people could prophesy the future, and the latter told him precisely
this, that it had to do with seeing from a higher perspective.
“When you are up in the sky,” Fr. Herman explains, “you can see a man
coming, hours before he reaches his destination. When on that night Fr.
Seraphim said he had known me before, it was because he had seen my entering
into his life from another perspective, twenty miles up in the sky. And it made
sense to him.
“He was not at home in the world, he had no lust for life like I did; and
that’s why he could go so high — into super-consciousness.”
Fr. Seraphim spoke very often about “the Truth,” and every time it seemed
to Fr. Herman that he was not talking about a mere principle or concept, but
about a living Person. Once Fr. Herman found Fr. Seraphim praying alone in the
church, fervently imploring God on his knees. When he asked Fr. Seraphim what
he was praying about, the latter said that the world was turning away from the
Truth, and the Truth was diminishing in the hearts of men. Fr. Herman marveled
that his co-laborer should be thinking in such terms, that he should be actually
praying about Truth.
Observing Fr. Seraphim’s silent contemplation, Fr. Herman would tell him
half-jokingly, “You’re a hesychast!” — meaning a “silent one” engaged in direct
contemplation of Divinity. Fr. Seraphim, however, did not like this term applied
to himself. He even became indignant, saying, “I don’t know what that means.”
Of course he knew intellectually, but he did not want to pretend to understand it
from experience. He detested posing and fakery of any kind. For him, spiritual
life had to be first of all down to earth, filled with humility and a sober
awareness of one’s low spiritual state. In his younger days he had written: “He
who thinks himself self-sufficient is in the snare of the devil; but such a man
who thinks further that he is ‘spiritual’ has become almost an active accomplice
of the devil, whether he realizes it or not.”11
In his love of Truth, Fr. Seraphim clung above all to sobriety (nipsis),
seeing reality as it is in truth. Fr. Seraphim himself explained this as the state of
Adam in Paradise. “Adam,” he said, “was in a state of sobriety.... He looked at
things and saw them the way they were. There was no ‘double thought’ like we
have in our fallen state: looking at things and imagining something else.”12
The saints and ascetics have demonstrated that it is indeed possible to
regain the state in which Adam lived before the fall; and thus it was that they
managed to live in forlorn and forbidden deserts as if in Eden. Fr. Seraphim
approached this state in simplicity of heart. There was no “double thought” of
looking at himself and imagining himself to be “spiritual.” The closer he drew to
incorruptible Paradise, the more he felt he did not deserve it.
FATHER SERAPHIM cherished every day he was given to spend in the forest.
He felt like the Russian desert-dweller, St. Cyril of White Lake (†1429), who,
having found the wilderness spot which the Mother of God had given him for the
salvation of his soul, had declared, “Here is my rest unto the ages, here will I
dwell” (Psalm 131:15).13 In 1972 Fr. Seraphim wrote to his godfather Dimitry:
“Yes, I remember our Easter together, and also our walks around Mount
Tamalpais (once on the Second Sunday of Lent, I think). And now God has
granted us the great gladness of being able to live in such an atmosphere all the
time. Deep down I have great joy, and if sometimes I become loaded down with
work I have only to step outdoors in order once again to ‘rejoice in the Lord.’”14
Fr. Seraphim expressed similar words of gratitude in December of 1974,
when he was left alone at the hermitage for a few days, “deriving inspiration,” as
he said, “from the Life of Elder Macarius of Optina.”15 “Late last night,” he
recorded, “our first snowfall of the season began, and today at noon there are ten
inches on the ground, with the prospect of eighteen inches by nightfall if it keeps
up. Beautiful and inspiring, and we are constantly grateful to God for giving us
such a ‘desert.’ May it become fruitful!”16
Even if only for a day, Fr. Seraphim disliked to leave his place of salvation.
When he would have to drive to town he would get it over with as quickly as
possible, driving fast on the mountain roads, doing the specific errands without
lingering for a moment, and returning home immediately. He especially disliked
going to San Francisco. After having gone there for the celebration of Christmas
in 1970, the fathers decided never to do this again. According to the desert
tradition of St. Sergius of Radonezh and others, they henceforth celebrated
Christmas and Pascha alone in their skete, going to a parish to receive Holy
Communion either shortly before or after these Feasts. In general, they went to
San Francisco but once a year, for the Liturgy in Archbishop John’s Sepulchre
on the day of his repose.
In The Orthodox Word Fr. Seraphim wrote: “Christianity in practice, and
monasticism above all, is a matter of staying in one place and struggling with all
one’s heart for the Kingdom of Heaven. One may be called to do the work of
God elsewhere, or may be moved about by unavoidable circumstances; but
without the basic and profound desire to endure everything for God in one place
without running away, one will scarcely be able to put down the roots required
in order to bring forth spiritual fruits. Unfortunately, with the ease of modern
communications one may even sit in one spot and still concern oneself with
everything but the one thing needful — with everyone else’s business, with all
the church gossip, and not with the concentrated labor needed to save one’s soul
in this evil world.
“In a famous passage of the Institutes, St. Cassian warns the monks of his
time to ‘flee women and bishops....’ Women, of course, tempt by means of the
flesh, and bishops by means of ordination to the priesthood and in general by the
vainglory of acquaintance with those in high positions. Today this warning
remains timely, but for the monks of the twentieth century one can add a further
warning: Flee from telephones, traveling, and gossip — those forms of
communication which most of all bind one to the world — for they will cool
your ardor and make you, even in your monastic cell, the plaything of worldly
desires and influences!”17
As Lao Tzu, the favorite philosopher of Fr. Seraphim’s early days, had put
it, “The more one travels, the less one knows.”
Once Fr. Herman asked Fr. Seraphim if there was anywhere in the world he
wanted to go.
“No,” replied Fr. Seraphim.
“Why not? Don’t you even want to go to Mount Athos?”
“We should strive, according to Bishop Ignatius Brianchaninov’s advice, to
have Mount Athos in our hearts. Actually, we are working to have our own
Mount Athos in America. The only problem is there’s not much time left.”
In his reading of the Holy Fathers, Fr. Seraphim found many passages that
spoke of the virtue of stability, i.e., of staying in one place.18 Most of these
counsels came from a monastic context, but as Fr. Seraphim discerned they
pertained not only to monks. Anthony Arganda, who told Fr. Seraphim that he
wanted to get married and raise a family, recalls Fr. Seraphim telling him that
the monastic counsels on stability could also be applied to laymen in parishes:
“Fr. Seraphim emphasized to me that, if one jumps around from place to place,
one damages ones’s ability to put down roots. If the life in one’s monastery is
not as ascetic and focused as in another monastery, he said that it is better to stay
there than to skip around. Likewise, if in one’s parish the spiritual level seems to
be not very high, confessions are perfunctory, the choir sings off key, etc., it is
better to remain there than to switch to a parish where everything seems to be on
a higher level. Wherever you are, that’s where you should work out your
salvation, instead of wandering around, looking for the perfect expression of
Orthodoxy, the most elevated spirituality, the perfect starets, etc. Fr. Seraphim
told me that stability and loyalty are great virtues. What is most pleasing to God,
he said, is your perseverance, your humility in working out your salvation where
He has placed you.”
SOME people, coming from bustling cities, were amazed that such a place
as the Platina hermitage could exist in modern America. One young visitor had
an expression of absolute awe as he walked through the monastery gate. He saw
the two monks, in worn black robes, with long hair and beards, and behind them
the silent woods and a few small buildings. As the fathers talked with him, he
continued looking around at the forest, hidden from the world, where the prayers
of monks in the ancient tradition of the Church were still rising to God. He asked
the fathers if he could take a walk around the hermitage. As Fr. Seraphim
watched the visitor walk down the trail in a state of obvious rapture, he turned to
Fr. Herman and said, “That’s our kind of man!”
About such people, the fathers were wont to say that they “got the point.”
But this “point,” which the fathers termed the “desert ideal,” was not so easy to
propagate. Fr. Herman had made an attempt by publishing an account of his
pilgrimage to the wilderness sketes of Canada.19 One young Russian man had
been so taken by these articles that he had decided to visit the sketes himself. A
few months later, however, when he came to the St. Herman Hermitage for the
first time, he told the fathers of his disappointment. “You made the Canadian
sketes sound so wonderful,” he said while hiking with the fathers to the top of
Noble Ridge. “Your descriptions were so poetic. But when I went there, there
was nothing — just a few crude shacks and a few old Russian monks and nuns.
In a short time they will all be dead and there will be nothing left. Why did you
build this up into such a big thing? It isn’t true!”
“Well, I admit that,” Fr. Herman responded. In writing about all the holy
places in America, he explained, he had wanted to present readers with the
potential of Orthodox sanctity in their land, to inspire young people to labor to
reach that potential. “The seeds of desert monasticism have already been planted
in America and they are being nurtured, in a small way, by the old men and
women whom you saw in those dilapidated sketes. If their tradition dies out, it
will not be their fault, for they have done their part, struggling and praying alone
in the wilderness. Instead, it will be the fault of the new generation of Orthodox
Christians who have not valued the legacy handed down to them.”
In the evening, after the young man left, the fathers were sitting by
themselves in the refectory. Wanting reassurance, Fr. Herman began one of his
lamentations. “What’s the use of all our work towards the desert ideal?” he
asked. “It’s so hard for people to accept or even understand. It’s as if there’s
some secret to it that people can’t pick up just by reading about it. Maybe it
really is beyond the capacity of contemporary American youth. We give them all
these lofty messages to inspire them, but when they see the reality, that it means
a life of struggle and deprivation without all the modern comforts and
conveniences, their resolve weakens and they give up. So, in the end, is there
really any point to what we’re doing here?”
“You certainly expressed the answer to that eloquently at the top of Noble
Ridge today,” replied Fr. Seraphim. “We have to answer for ourselves. The last
generation has done its part. Let’s do ours.”
THE most difficult thing for many visitors to accept was the lack of a
telephone at the hermitage. Valentina Harvey, who lived in the town of Redding,
about forty-five miles east of the hermitage, was particularly concerned about
this. Once, in speaking of it to Bishop Nektary, she said, “Here are these two
monks living in the woods, cold and in need. I work for the telephone company;
I even know the workers who install and maintain telephone lines in Platina; and
I’ve been trying to get the company to install a telephone at the monastery free
of charge. But when I told Fr. Herman about it, he said, ‘Over our dead bodies!’
Why this refusal?”
Bishop Nektary smiled, and responded by telling a story. “Next to Optina
Monastery,” he said, “there was a river separating it from the nearby town. The
only contact with the monastery was through a raft. This caused much
inconvenience, both because of the changing seasons and because the monastery
was growing fast, with a great inflow of visitors. The monks and abbots,
however, would not build a bridge. Finally, the townspeople got together and
offered to build a bridge for free. The monks flatly refused, explaining that they
had left the world and did not want to have easy ties with it. This tie with the
world is represented both by the bridge in Optina and by the telephone in
Platina. When the Soviets took over Russia, they immediately built a bridge and
closed the Optina Monastery.”
It was not only lay people who did not understand the wish of the fathers to
avoid easy contact with the world. Fr. Panteleimon, whose monastery was in an
impressive mansion in a suburb of Boston, also expressed some disapproval. On
one of his visits to the Platina hermitage he told the fathers, “You have a
wonderful monastery here, but it will not be able to exist the way it is because
American boys just can’t live under such austere conditions.”
“How can we make it easier?” asked Fr. Herman, thinking that Fr.
Panteleimon would suggest plumbing, central heating, electricity, or some other
convenience.
“You must get a telephone, dear Father,” answered Fr. Panteleimon.
“But why a telephone?”
“So that you can contact me.”
“How will that make life less austere?”
“Because then I can tell you what you need.”
Standing in the background, Fr. Seraphim looked at Fr. Herman with
surprise. “Why must we have a telephone to be in contact with him?” he asked
after Fr. Panteleimon had left the room.
“Answer that yourself!” replied Fr. Herman.
“Let’s forget about it,” Fr. Seraphim concluded.
At Fr. Panteleimon’s departure, the fathers rang the monastery bells and
went outside the gate to say farewell. Walking back to the hermitage after the car
had passed from sight, Fr. Seraphim did not look pleased.
“What in the world is wrong?” inquired Fr. Herman, prodding a reaction
from Fr. Seraphim. “Fr. Panteleimon is one of the leading Orthodox monastic
figures in America, and he came all this way to visit us poor idiots in the middle
of nowhere.”
“If it’s not our kind of monasticism,” Fr. Seraphim said emphatically, “I
don’t want it!”
N EVER has there been,” wrote Fr. Seraphim, “such an age of false teachers
as this pitiful twentieth century, so rich in material gadgets and so poor in
mind and soul. Every conceivable opinion, even the most absurd, even those
hitherto rejected by the universal consent of all civilized peoples — now has its
platform and its own ‘teacher.’ A few of these teachers come with demonstration
or promise of ‘spiritual power’ and false miracles, as do some occultists and
‘charismatics’; but most of the contemporary teachers offer no more than a weak
concoction of undigested ideas which they received ‘out of the air,’ as it were, or
from some modern self-appointed ‘wise man’ (or woman) who knows more than
all the ancients merely by living in our ‘enlightened’ modern times. As a result,
philosophy has a thousand schools, and ‘Christianity’ a thousand sects. Where is
the truth to be found in all this, if indeed it is to be found at all in our most
misguided times?
“In only one place is there to be found the fount of true teaching, coming
from God Himself, not diminished over the centuries but ever fresh, being one
and the same in all those who truly teach it, leading those who follow it to
eternal salvation. This place is the Orthodox Church of Christ, the fount is the
grace of the All-Holy Spirit, and the true teachers of the Divine doctrine that
issues from this fount are the Holy Fathers of the Orthodox Church.”2
As Fr. Seraphim spiritually soared in the desert, his soul drank from the
fount of grace in the Church: from the Church’s Divinely inspired Scriptures,
and from the true interpreters of Scripture, the Holy Fathers. “In the Holy
Fathers,” he wrote, “we find the ‘mind of the Church’—the living understanding
of God’s revelation. They are our link between the ancient texts which contain
God’s revelation [i.e., the Holy Scriptures] and today’s reality. Without such a
link it is every man for himself — and the result is a myriad of interpretations
and sects.”3 In another place, Fr. Seraphim quoted from the Patristic theologian
Archbishop Theophan of Poltava to elucidate this point: “The Church is the
house... of the living God, the pillar and ground of the truth (I Tim. 3:15).
Christian truth is preserved in the Church in the Holy Scripture and Holy
Tradition; but it requires a correct preservation and a correct interpretation. The
significance of the Holy Fathers is to be found precisely in this: that they are the
most capable preservers and interpreters of this truth by virtue of the sanctity of
their lives, their profound knowledge of the word of God, and the abundance of
the grace of the Holy Spirit which dwells in them.”4
Over years of prodigious reading, Fr. Seraphim gathered extensive
knowledge of Patristic teaching. In addressing a particular issue in his writings,
he would make use of a wide range of Patristic sources both ancient and modern,
from both Eastern and Western Christendom, many of them quite obscure and
never before rendered in English. His aim, however, was not to become a scholar
whose specialty was the Holy Fathers. Such experts, he wrote, are often “total
strangers to the true Patristic tradition, and only make their living at its
expense.”5 As always, he had to go deeper, to get the whole picture. He had to
not only know the Fathers, but to actually acquire their mind, to learn to think,
feel, and look at things as they did. Too often in contemporary Orthodoxy the
tendency is to reinterpret the Faith in order to conform it to the mind of modern
man. Fr. Seraphim knew he had to do just the opposite: to conform his
consciousness to the mind of the Fathers, to plug himself fully into the two-
thousand-year continuity of Christian experience. In acquiring the mind of the
Fathers and thus the mind of the Church, he was at the same time acquiring the
Mind of Christ, Who is the Head of the Church and Who guides His Church in
the fullness of Truth.
In an informal talk for Orthodox converts at the hermitage, Fr. Seraphim
spoke about how one can begin acquiring the Patristic mind. One of the keys is
constancy. “Constancy,” he said, “is something which is worked out by a
spiritual regime based upon wisdom handed down from the Holy Fathers — not
mere obedience to tradition for tradition’s sake, but rather a conscious
assimilation of what wise men in God have seen and written down. On the
outward side, this constancy is worked out by a little prayer, and we have this
basic prayer in the Church services which have come down to us. Of course in
different places they are performed according to one’s strength, more or less.
“Constancy also involves a regular reading of spiritual texts, for example at
mealtime. We must be constantly injected with otherworldliness in order to fight
against the other side, against the worldliness that constantly gnaws at us. If for
just one day we stop these otherworldly ‘injections,’ it is obvious that
worldliness starts taking over. When we go without them for one day,
worldliness invades — two days, much more. We find that soon we think more
and more in a worldly way, the more we allow ourselves to be exposed to that
way of thinking and the less we expose ourselves to otherworldly thinking.
“These injections — daily injections of heavenly food — are the outward
side, and the inward side is what is called spiritual life. Spiritual life does not
mean being in the clouds while saying the Jesus Prayer or going through various
motions. It means discovering the laws of this spiritual life as they apply to one’s
own position, one’s situation. This comes over the years by attentive reading of
the Holy Fathers with a notebook, writing down those passages which seem
most significant to us, studying them, finding how they apply to us, and, if need
be, revising earlier views of them as we get a little deeper into them, finding
what one Father says about something, what a second Father says about the same
thing, and so on. There is no encyclopedia that will give you that. You cannot
decide you want to find all about some one subject and begin reading the Holy
Fathers. There are a few indexes in the writings of the Fathers, but you cannot
simply go at spiritual life in that way. You have to go at it a little bit at a time,
taking the teaching in as you are able to absorb it, going back over the same texts
in later years, reabsorbing them, getting more, and gradually coming to find out
how these spiritual texts apply to you. As a person does that, he discovers that
every time he reads the same Holy Father he finds new things. He always goes
deeper into it....
“Fr. Nicholas Deputatov,[a] who is obviously one who has much love for
the Holy Fathers, has read their writings, underlined them, and written them out
in books. He says: When I get in a very low mood, very discouraged and
despondent, then I open one of my notebooks, and I begin to read something that
inspired me. It is almost guaranteed that when I read something which once
inspired me, I will again become inspired, because it’s my own soul that was at
one time being inspired, and now I see that it was something which inspired me
then and can nourish me now also. So it’s like an automatic inspiration, to open
up something which inspired me before.”6
FATHER SERAPHIM pointed out that the teaching of the Fathers is not
something of one age: “Orthodoxy, of course, does not change from one day to
the next, or from one century to the next. Looking at the Protestant and Roman
Catholic world, we can see that certain spiritual writings become out of date.
Sometimes they come back into fashion again, sometimes they go out. It is
obvious that they are bound up with worldly things, which appeal to people at
one time, or rather to the spirit of the times. This is not so with our Orthodox
holy writings. Once we get the whole Orthodox Christian outlook — the simply
Christian outlook — which has been handed down from Christ and the Apostles
to our times, then everything becomes contemporary. You read the words of
someone like St. Macarius, who lived in the deserts of Egypt in the fourth
century, and he’s speaking to you now. His conditions are a little different, but
he’s speaking right to you, in the same language. He’s going to the same place,
he’s using the same mind, he has the same temptations and failings, and there’s
nothing different about him. It’s the same with all the other Fathers from that
time down to our century, like St. John of Kronstadt. They all speak the same
language, one kind of language, the language of spiritual life, which we must get
into.”7
Fr. Seraphim emphasized that “the genuine, unchanging teaching of
Christianity is handed down in unbroken succession both orally and by the
written word, from spiritual father to spiritual son, from teacher to disciple.”
There was never a time, he said, when the Church was without Holy Fathers, or
when it was necessary to discover a “lost” Patristic teaching: “Even when many
Orthodox Christians may have neglected this teaching (as is the case, for
example, in our own day), its true representatives were still handing it down to
those who hungered to receive it.” He spoke of how important it is for us, the
last Christians, “to take guidance and inspiration from the Holy Fathers of our
own and recent times, those who lived in conditions similar to our own and yet
kept undamaged and unchanged the same ever-fresh teaching.” There were two
key figures whom he especially stressed in this regard: the Russian spiritual
writers Bishop Ignatius Brianchaninov (†1867) and Bishop Theophan the
Recluse (†1894).[b] “They spoke to people in the language of their times,” he
said, “a period very close to our twentieth century. All the temptations of our
times were known to them, especially to Bishop Ignatius, who read all the
Western writers, was himself an engineer, and knew all the latest theories of
mathematics and calculus. Knowing the present situation and the whole of
modern Western wisdom, they set forth the Orthodox teaching for these times
and answered all kinds of arguments. Bishop Ignatius, for example, wrote a
volume on hell and the state of the soul after death, elucidating Orthodox
teaching in a way that can be understood by Western man. These Fathers, as well
as others who have read them and followed them, hand down Orthodoxy to us in
a very accessible way....
“We have to look at ourselves: if we see that we have zeal for Orthodoxy
and yet are not ‘linked’ with the line that goes back to Ignatius Brianchaninov
and Theophan the Recluse, there is a danger that we might not be linked up to all
the Fathers. There should be a continuous line.”8
It was by being a devoted son of the Fathers of his own time (beginning
with Archbishop John) and of recent centuries (Ignatius, Theophan, Paisius, etc.)
that Fr. Seraphim became a true son of the ancients. Linked to the transmission,
he himself became a transmitter of ancient Patristic wisdom in our days. Again,
this was not just because he knew what this or that Holy Father said about such
and such, but because he actually became of one mind and soul with them.
Having traced his development thus far, we can discern several qualities in
him that enabled him to succeed in this where others had not.
1. Deadness to the world. Bound up with nobility and suffering, this
element grew in Fr. Seraphim from his adolescence to his life in the desert, when
he truly began to live like the Holy Fathers. During the years prior to his
conversion he had tasted the emptiness of this world, and he knew that all is
vanity (Eccles. 1:2). Thus, he did not care to be in step with intellectual fashions
in order to be heard and respected by the world. When he came upon a Patristic
teaching that was clearly at odds with the spirit of the age, with contemporary
predilections, philosophies, or theoretical scientific models, he was not afraid to
set forth that teaching in its purity. While he strove to make the teaching
understandable to the people of his day, he never tried to dilute it, qualify it, or
present it in a vague manner in order to make it palatable. He wrote that we must
live by this teaching “even while knowing that by doing this we shall lose the
favor of this world and become outcasts from it.”9
St. Ignatius Brianchaninov (1807–67), Bishop of the Caucasus and the Black Sea Coast. Icon
printed in Russia after his canonization in 1988.
2. Discernment of the times. Fr. Seraphim had seen through the nihilistic
philosophy of his age; he had understood its root, its essence. He knew that it
affected everyone, himself included, and only in this way was he able to
overcome it. Other contemporary Orthodox spokesmen remained victims of the
subtle mind-set of modernity precisely because they failed to recognize it in
themselves.
3. Humility. “We must go to the Holy Fathers,” wrote Fr. Seraphim, “in
order to become their disciples, to receive the teaching of true life, the soul’s
salvation.... We shall find true guidance from the Fathers, learning humility and
distrust of our own vain worldly wisdom, which we have sucked in with the air
of these pestilential times, by means of trusting those who have pleased God and
not the world. We shall find in them true fathers, so lacking in our own day
when the love of many has grown cold (Matt. 24:12)—fathers whose only aim is
to lead us their children to God and His heavenly Kingdom, where we shall walk
and converse with these angelic men in unutterable joy forever.”10
4. Love. A loving and devoted son will not have the attitude of “knowing
better” than those who have begotten him. This “knowing better,” Fr. Seraphim
realized, is the main stumbling block preventing people from entering fully into
the spirit of the Fathers, the spirit of Orthodoxy. It is a pitfall created by the
rationalistic Western mind, which has to calculate the credibility of something
before it can accept it. Turning aside from this cold intellectual approach, Fr.
Seraphim sought to believe in the Orthodoxy of the Fathers like a child, with
innocence and guilelessness. His piety was childlike; he purposefully acquired
this quality for himself because he wanted what was genuine. He knew that
simplicity of heart was the normal state of Christians, of the most profound and
penetrating Holy Fathers. As he came to realize, the only hope for today’s
Orthodox Christians (especially converts) was to engage the heart, to come to
the Faith with love so as not to reject something in Orthodoxy merely because
one’s mind — filled as it is with modern preconceptions — cannot immediately
accept it. “There can be a whole realm of confusion in the Holy Fathers,” he
said, “and thus we have to approach them not with our ordinary rationalistic
minds. We must be trying to raise our minds up to a higher level; and the way to
do this is to soften the heart and make it more supple.”11
5. Down-to-earth realism. Fr. Seraphim understood the need of rightly
applying the writings of the Holy Fathers to one’s own condition of life. In a
series of articles on how and how not to read the Fathers, he spoke of rationalist
scholars and inexperienced converts who “derive no spiritual benefit from the
Fathers but only increase their pride at ‘knowing better’ about them than anyone
else, or — even worse — begin to follow the spiritual instructions in their
writings without sufficient preparation and without any spiritual guidance.” With
the aid of abundant Patristic passages, Fr. Seraphim explained how readily
people can fall into deception by thinking themselves worthy of revelations,
visions, and so on. “We must,” he wrote, “come to the Holy Fathers with the
humble intention of beginning the spiritual life at the lowest step, and not even
dreaming of ourselves attaining those exalted spiritual states, which are totally
beyond us.... We must remember that the whole purpose of reading the Holy
Fathers is, not to give us some kind of ‘spiritual enjoyment’ or confirm us in our
own righteousness or superior knowledge or ‘contemplative’ state, but solely to
aid us in the active path of virtue.... One must come to this reading in a practical
way so as to make maximum use of it.”12
6. Pain of Heart. In this is found the last and most crucial key to Fr.
Seraphim’s entry into the mind of the Fathers. In the Patristic writings, “pain of
heart” generally refers to an elemental inward suffering, the bearing of an
interior cross while following Jesus Christ, and a spirit broken in contrition.
“Suffering,” Fr. Seraphim stated, “is the reality of the human condition and the
beginning of true spiritual life.”13 From Archbishop John, who had utterly
crucified himself in this life, Fr. Seraphim had learned how to endure this
suffering in thankfulness to God, and from him he had learned its fruits. If used
in the right way, suffering can purify the heart, and the pure in heart... shall see
God (Matt. 5:8). “The right approach,” wrote Fr. Seraphim, “is found in the heart
which tries to humble itself and simply knows that it is suffering, and that there
somehow exists a higher truth which can not only help this suffering, but can
bring it into a totally different dimension.”14 According to St. Mark the Ascetic
(fifth century), “Remembrance of God is pain of heart endured in the spirit of
devotion. But he who forgets God becomes self-indulgent and insensitive.”15
And in the words of St. Barsanuphius the Great of Egypt, whose counsels Fr.
Seraphim translated into English, “Every gift is received through pain of
heart.”16
Besides its general meaning, “pain of heart” has a literal meaning in the
writings of the Fathers, for when the heart is concentrated in fervent prayer to
Christ, it may be actually pained. As Fr. Seraphim noted, in Patristic terminology
the “heart” does not mean mere “feeling,” but “something much deeper — the
organ that knows God.”17 The heart is both spiritual and physical: spiritually, it
is the center of man’s being, identified with his nous (spirit); physically, it is the
organ where the nous finds its secret dwelling place.18 Concentrated within the
physical heart, the nous cries out to the Saviour, and such a heart-cry — born in
pain and desperation, yet hoping in God — calls down Divine grace. This is seen
especially in the Orthodox practice of the Jesus Prayer. When we approach the
Jesus Prayer simply, says Elder Paisios of Mount Athos (†1994), “we will be
able to repeat it many times, and our heart will feel a sweet pain and then Christ
Himself will shed His sweet consolation inside our heart.”19
“The Patristic teaching on pain of heart,” Fr. Seraphim wrote, “is one of the
most important teachings for our days when ‘head-knowledge’ is so over-
emphasized at the expense of the proper development of emotional and spiritual
life.... The lack of this essential experience is what above all is responsible for
the dilettantism, the triviality, the want of seriousness in the ordinary study of
the Holy Fathers today; without it, one cannot apply the teachings of the Holy
Fathers to one’s own life. One may attain to the very highest level of
understanding with the mind of the teaching of the Holy Fathers, may have ‘at
one’s fingertips’ quotes from the Holy Fathers on every conceivable subject,
may have ‘spiritual experiences’ which seem to be those described in the
Patristic books, may even know perfectly all the pitfalls into which it is possible
to fall in spiritual life — and still, without pain of heart, one can be a barren fig
tree, a boring ‘know-it-all’ who is always ‘correct,’ or an adept in all the present-
day ‘charismatic’ experiences, who does not know and cannot convey the true
spirit of the Holy Fathers.”20
From the practical point of view, the best thing is not to trust that you
know so much, and to receive simply the Faith that is passed down to
you.
—Fr. Seraphim Rose, 19792
F ATHER SERAPHIM lived at a time when there was talk among scholars and
intellectuals of a “Patristic revival” in Orthodoxy. This was a positive
development in that many rare Patristic texts were being made known in the
modern world; but Fr. Seraphim also perceived a negative side to it. Among the
Orthodox scholars and theologians of his time, Fr. Seraphim saw a new school
which he said was creating “a whole new approach to Orthodoxy,”3 and in his
writings he sought to expose the dangers of this approach.
The new theologians came first of all from what its critics called the
“Parisian school” of Orthodox thought, composed of members of the Russian
intelligentsia. In the “Russian Paris” of the 1930s — where lived tens of
thousands of Russians who had fled Communism in their homeland — this
“Parisian school” included conservative Orthodox scholars such as Vladimir
Lossky (†1958), as well as freethinking and liberal-minded thinkers such as
Nicholas Berdyaev (†1948) and the former Marxist philosophers Peter Struve
(†1944) and Fr. Sergius N. Bulgakov (†1944).
The theological center of the émigré community was the St. Sergius
Theological Institute in Paris. Its dean, Fr. Sergius Bulgakov, spent the last
decades of his life defending a system of heretical ideas which were later
condemned by the Russian Church both in the Soviet Union and in the free
world. His system of “sophiology” posed such a threat to the integrity of
Orthodox teaching that in 1937 Archbishop John Maximovitch had written a
lengthy Patristic treatise against it.
Fr. Sergius’ teaching by no means represented that of the entire Institute.
Teaching at the same Institute were Orthodox scholars who were generally more
careful in their exposition of the Faith, Fr. Georges Florovsky (†1979) being the
most traditional among them. Interestingly, Ivan Kontzevitch, whom Fr.
Seraphim regarded as a true transmitter of the Orthodox theological tradition,
had himself studied at the St. Sergius Institute. Having already received his
spiritual formation in Optina Monastery in Russia, Kontzevitch had received the
best of what the Institute had to offer.
Nevertheless, despite the fact that the Institute was made up of a varied
array of teachers who often disagreed among themselves, its more liberal faculty
members earned it the reputation of being the hub of modernist theology in the
Russian diaspora. In the minds of many, especially within the Russian Orthodox
Church Abroad, “Parisian Orthodoxy” became a term associated with
theological modernism.
In the aftermath of World War II, several Orthodox scholars from Paris and
other parts of Europe emigrated and joined the faculty of the main theological
school of the American Metropolia: St. Vladimir’s Seminary in Crestwood, New
York. Among these were two scholars from the St. Sergius Institute, George
Fedotov (†1951) and Fr. Georges Florovsky.[a] Then, in the 1950s, members of
the new generation of scholars from the St. Sergius Institute came to teach at St.
Vladimir’s Seminary: Fr. Alexander Schmemann (†1983), Fr. John Meyendorff
(†1992), and Serge Verhovskoy (†1986).[b] It was this new generation,
particularly in the persons of Fathers Schmemann and Meyendorff, which
became influential during Fr. Seraphim’s time.
of theology in Latin.”9
AS early as 1957, Fr. Seraphim had read in the writings of René Guénon
about modern scholars who look into a traditional religion to find “something
that can be made to fit the framework of their own outlook,” and then claim that
this represents the “primitive and true” form of the religion, “whereas the
remaining forms, according to them, are but comparatively late corruptions.”10
This, in Fr. Seraphim’s view, described the approach of the modernist Orthodox
spokesmen: they were not restoring Orthodoxy to some lost purity, but were
instead “renovating” it to conform to the modern outlook. While disclaiming the
fruits of the Reformation, they were in effect doing what Guénon had said of
Protestantism: “exposing revelation to all the discussions which follow in the
wake of purely human interpretations... [giving] birth to that dissolving
‘criticism’ which, in the hands of so-called ‘historians of religion,’ has become a
weapon of offense against all religion.’”[f]
Fr. Seraphim saw an example of this in Fr. Alexander Schmemann’s book,
Introduction to Liturgical Theology (1961), which contained a scholarly critique
of the whole substance of Orthodox worship. To Fr. Seraphim, the book’s
arguments often appeared more Protestant than Orthodox. Fr. Alexander’s
approach to his subject did indeed tend to follow along the lines of the above-
mentioned “liturgical movement” in Protestantism and Roman Catholicism. The
Anglican liturgical scholar Dom Gregory Dix had affected his thinking
considerably,[g] but he had been influenced even more by the French Roman
Catholic thinkers of the movement.[h] Although the latter were from among the
Roman Catholic clergy and hierarchy, their critical approach had led them to
conclusions resembling those of Protestantism, and this became a decisive factor
in the reform of the Roman Church at the Second Vatican Council.
In trying to overcome the “Western captivity” of Orthodox Liturgics, Fr.
Alexander had, in Fr. Seraphim’s words, “himself become the captive of
Protestant rationalistic ideas concerning liturgical theology,”11 relying on
heterodox Western sources, historical assumptions and methodologies in his
critique of Orthodox tradition. In his book Fr. Alexander looked upon the chief
stages in the development of the Divine services as upon an ordinary historical
manifestation, formed as a result of changing historical circumstances, and he
rejected the approach of Orthodox writers who considered the whole history of
worship to be “divinely established and Providential.” Like Protestant and some
modern Roman Catholic scholars, he put the changes that occurred at the
beginning of the Constantinian era in a dubious light, regarding them not as new
forms of the expression of the same piety but rather as a reformation of the
interpretation of worship and a deviation from the early Christian liturgical spirit
and forms. The true, “eschatological” nature of worship, he said, had been
partially obscured by “mysteriological piety,” as well as by the “ascetic
individualism” arising largely from monasticism. Accordingly, the theological
idea of the cycle of services — which, following the Jesuit scholar Jean
Daniélou, he called “the sanctification of time” — had been “obscured and
eclipsed by secondary strata in the Ordo.” This “secondary strata” consisted of
precisely those elements which Protestantism has disowned: the division of
clergy and laity, the distinction between Church feasts and “ordinary days,” the
glorification of saints, the veneration of relics, etc. He expressed doubts as to
“the complete liturgical soundness of Orthodoxy,” decried the present “liturgical
piety,” and claimed that the Church was in a “liturgical crisis.”
Fr. Alexander Schmemann’s book was acclaimed by Orthodox and non-
Orthodox scholars alike. Its approach was a matter of concern, however, to one
of the teachers at Holy Trinity Seminary in Jordanville, Fr. Michael
Pomazansky. Being one of the last living theologians to have graduated from the
theological academies of pre-Revolutionary Russia, Fr. Michael felt called upon
to write a review of Fr. Alexander’s book. Originally printed in Russian, the
article was translated by Fr. Seraphim and printed in The Orthodox Word. Fr.
Seraphim thought it was very well written: evenhanded, with clear expositions of
Orthodox teaching.
About the author of Introduction to Liturgical Theology, Fr. Michael wrote:
“He pays tribute to the method that reigns completely in contemporary science:
leaving aside the idea of an overshadowing of Divine grace, the concept of
sanctity of those who established the liturgical order, he limits himself to a naked
chain of causes and effects. Thus does positivism intrude nowadays into
Christian science, into the sphere of the Church’s history in all its branches. But
if the positivist method is acknowledged as a scientific working principle in
science, in the natural sciences, one can by no means apply it to living religion,
nor to every sphere of the life of Christianity and the Church, insofar as we
remain believers.”12
IT was clear to Fr. Seraphim’s mind that the spirit of modern academic
theology could not be successfully blended with the life of monasticism.
Although some of the new theologians spoke highly of monasticism in principle,
they also blamed monastic influence in large part for the piety and Church
traditions of which they disapproved. They saw the monastic-ascetic tradition as
being somehow in opposition to the “lay” Orthodoxy they envisioned, rather
than seeing the former as the prime motivator and inspirer of the latter. As Fr.
Seraphim wrote, however, the monastic experience, far from obscuring the
experience of the Church, actually sets the tone for the whole Church: “It is
precisely the monastic services which are taken as the standard of the Church’s
life of worship, because monasticism itself most clearly expresses the ideal
toward which the whole believing Church strives. The condition of monasticism
at any given time is ordinarily one of the best indicators of the spiritual condition
of the whole Church, or of any Local Church; and similarly, the degree to which
the local parishes in the world strive toward the ideal of the monastic services is
the best indicator of the condition of the Divine worship which is conducted in
them.” 26
Further, Fr. Seraphim stated that one of the primary places in which the
natural transmission of Orthodoxy occurs is in a monastery, “where not only
novices but also pious laymen come to be instructed as much by the atmosphere
of a holy place as by the conversation of a particularly revered elder.” 27
Elsewhere, countering the idea that Orthodox theology has been for some
time in total “Western captivity,” Fr. Seraphim pointed out that “the true
Patristic tradition of recent centuries... is to be found more in the monasteries
than in the academies.” 28 Undoubtedly he was thinking of such places as Optina
and Mount Athos, where Patristic teaching was first of all put into practice and
then disseminated throughout the Orthodox world.
THESE were strong words indeed about the academic theologians of Fr.
Seraphim’s day. That was how Fr. Seraphim saw things in 1975. In succeeding
years he continued to see modernism in academic theology as a significant
problem, but he began to focus greater attention on yet another problem that he
came to regard as more immediate: phariseeism among the traditionalists. As his
faith matured and he experienced ever more deeply what it meant to be a
Christian, he saw more clearly not only the need to be faithful to tradition so as
to avoid the pitfalls of modernism, but also the need to cultivate the fundamental
Christian virtues of compassion and humility so as to avoid the pitfalls of a self-
serving “traditionalist” mentality. As we shall see, this deepening of perception
brought about a change in the tone of his published writings. In his later years, as
he continued to address problems in the Church, he would do so not so much
with a polemical spirit as with a spirit of sorrow. As he was to write in those
years: “Discourses against current follies don’t work unless one puts oneself into
it — seeing it as our common problem.” 35
61
The Desert in the Backyard
They say, as I have heard, that it is impossible to achieve virtues
without withdrawing to some distance and running away into the
desert, and I was surprised that they had taken it upon themselves to
determine a location for that which is indeterminable. For, if
proficiency in virtue is the restoration of the soul’s strength to its
primordial nobility and the integration of the main virtues for the
proper functioning of the soul according to its nature, then this does
not come from without, as something foreign, but as something inborn
in us from creation, through which we enter the Kingdom of Heaven
which is, according to the word of the Lord, within us. Thus the desert
is something extra and we can enter the Kingdom without it, through
repentance and the keeping of the commandments. Thus it is possible
that God’s dominion can be present in any place, as the divine David
sang: “Bless the Lord, all His works, in all places of His dominion”
(Psalm 103:22).
—Nicetas Stithatos, from The Philokalia 1
A LTHOUGH the fathers knew that their wilderness hermitage was the place
wherein God intended them to work out their salvation, they could not of
course expect everyone who came to them to follow an identical path. They saw
that most people who were inspired by the desert ideal and the Lives of the holy
anchorites were destined, due to their God-given circumstances, to save their
souls while living in the world.
The desert, as Fr. Seraphim once defined it, is “a refuge from the storms
and occupations of the world and a place of intense spiritual combat for the sake
of the heavenly Kingdom.” 2 Obviously, life in the wilderness is tremendously
conducive to this, but what is truly vital is the disposition of one’s soul — a soul
that feels itself an “exile.” This disposition can be acquired by Christians in all
types of surroundings.
As previously mentioned, the desert ideal is but the direct historical
continuation of the mentality of the early Christians who had to hide in the
catacombs due to persecution by the pagan Roman world: a mentality of
conscious Christianity that transforms one’s entire being, sets one apart from the
mind of the world, and enables one to be ready to die for Christ at any moment.
In the words of St. Macarius the Great, which Fr. Seraphim quoted many times:
“Christians have their own world, their own way of life, and mentality, and
word, and activity; quite different is the way of life, and mentality, and word,
and activity of the men of this world. One thing is Christians, and another the
lovers of this world; between the one and the other is a great separation.” 3
Having tasted the heavenly sweetness of being with Christ, the Christian feels
the call to be “not of this world,” to renounce his fallen self, to enter what
Nicetas Stithatos called the “desert of passions” — that is, the dispassion that
allows one to rise above earthly cares.
In writing about the desert-dwellers of the Russian forests, the “Northern
Thebaid,” Fr. Seraphim indicated that their “desert” mentality should be shared
by all who follow Christ, whether in the wilderness or in the world. “And still
the voice of the Northern Thebaid calls us,” he wrote, “—not, it may be, to go to
the desert (although some fortunate few may be able to do even that, for the
forests are still on God’s earth)—but at least to keep alive the fragrance of the
desert in our hearts: to dwell in mind and heart with these angelic men and
women and have them as our truest friends, conversing with them in prayer; to
be always aloof from the attachments and passions of this life, even when they
center about some institution or leader of the church organization; to be first of
all a citizen of the Heavenly Jerusalem, the City on high towards which all our
Christian labors are directed, and only secondarily a member of this world below
which perishes. He who has once sensed this fragrance of the desert, with its
exhilarating freedom in Christ and its sober constancy in struggle, will never be
satisfied with anything in this world, but can only cry out with the Apostle and
Theologian: Come, Lord Jesus. Even so, Surely I come quickly (Apocalypse
22:20).” 4
SUCH was the message the fathers proclaimed in their books and magazine,
and it was only natural that they would personally be called upon to help
Christians make it real in their lives. They had already helped Vladimir
Anderson in this regard. While continuing to keep the Orthodox bookstore in
San Francisco open on weekends, Vladimir was conscientiously striving to lead
an Orthodox life in the small town of Willits. Having been orphaned and
deprived as a child, he had dedicated his life to helping people in need. As in
their “Catholic Worker” days, he and his wife Sylvia fed, clothed, and gave
shelter to the homeless. Hobos would stop by their home on the side of the
highway, knowing that there they would always find a good meal and a place to
sleep. Vladimir would even take in whole families if he knew they needed
assistance.
To its other God-pleasing work, the Anderson family added the labor of
publishing Orthodox literature. Both Vladimir and Sylvia were lovers of books,
and spent many hours searching for old and obscure books in libraries. In their
search they found a surprising number of English translations of Orthodox
spiritual classics, which had been long out of print and were now in the public
domain. Being acutely aware of the dearth of Orthodox literature that was then
available in English, they wanted to reprint these out-of-print titles so that people
could make practical use of them. To this end they purchased a printing press. In
1970 Vladimir and his sons, under the name of “Eastern Orthodox Books,”
published their first four books. In succeeding years they were to publish over
two hundred titles, including both books and pamphlets. Fr. Seraphim advised
them on what materials to publish.
THE Platina fathers had also been called upon to help another serious God-
seeker: Craig Young. Like Vladimir, Craig was a school teacher of Roman
Catholic background; like him also, he had been very disillusioned with the
sudden and arbitrary changes that had occurred in the Roman Church following
Vatican II. In 1966, having learned of the Brotherhood’s bookstore in San
Francisco from a friend, he had gone there and spoken with the future Fathers
Seraphim and Herman. As he recalled many years later: “When I left the shop, I
thought: this is really something! This little shop and these two men straight out
of another world — old fashioned, intense, real — and not particularly interested
in the secular world around them. I wanted to know more about their world.” 5
Shortly thereafter, Craig attended the funeral of Archbishop John. The
service in the Cathedral, which turned out to be the awesome glorification of an
Orthodox Saint, left a profound and indelible impression on him. He was then
only twenty-two years old, and a year earlier had married a Roman Catholic
woman of his same age.
Craig next met the Platina fathers at the Cathedral in San Francisco on
Great Saturday in 1970, six months before their monastic tonsure. By this time
Craig and his wife Susan, after many struggles, had finally decided to convert to
Orthodoxy. Having attended the Divine Liturgy at the Cathedral, they
approached Archbishop Anthony and informed him of their decision. The
Archbishop then summoned the fathers, who had come from their hermitage for
the Paschal celebrations, and asked them to talk with the couple. After
questioning the Youngs at length to see if they were serious about their decision,
the fathers said they would report to the Archbishop about them and get his
blessing for them to be received into the Church. They recommended that the
couple correspond with them at their hermitage in order to prepare for becoming
Orthodox. In August of that same year, Craig, Susan, and their four-year-old son
Ian were received into the Orthodox Church. Craig took the name Alexey, after
St. Alexis the Man of God.
Two years prior to this, in 1968, Alexey had moved with his family to the
small town of Etna (population 750), near the California-Oregon border. Not
only were there no Orthodox parishes in the area, but there were no Orthodox
Christians for hundreds of miles. On becoming Orthodox, the Youngs wondered
if they should move back to the San Francisco Bay area so as to be part of
regular parish life. But when Alexey wrote to the fathers in Platina expressing
this concern, Fr. Seraphim wrote back to him: “Trust in God. Trust the reasons
why He led you from the city into the country in the first place.”
Alexey first came to the St. Herman Hermitage in September of 1970.
About halfway up the mountain he took a wrong turn and got his car completely
stuck in deep mud. When he finally arrived at the hermitage on foot, Fr. Herman
[a] told him that his getting stuck was a good sign.
ON his second visit Alexey brought with him his wife and son. While
having tea with the fathers, he told them of his dissatisfaction as a school
teacher, how he did not like what modern teachers were required to instill in the
minds of children. The fathers felt warm concern for this good and conscientious
family. When they were alone, Fr. Herman said to Fr. Seraphim, “I like these
people!”
Soon Alexey came up to the fathers and told them that he had to be going.
“Wait!” exclaimed Fr. Herman. “You have to venerate the icons before you
go. Go into the church and wait for me there.”
When Alexey and his family had done so, Fr. Herman again turned to Fr.
Seraphim. “What will I tell them?” he asked.
“Be yourself,” replied Fr. Seraphim. “Tell them what you feel.”
Fr. Herman crossed himself and entered the church. He sang “Joy of All
Who Sorrow,” the hymn of Archbishop John’s Cathedral, and was joined by
Alexey and his family, who had learned it from an audio tape of the
Archbishop’s funeral.
As he looked at his visitors and wondered where to begin, Fr. Herman
thought of the image of Fr. Adrian of New Diveyevo. He began to speak to the
family about this amazing married priest, telling how, in every place where
historical circumstances had driven him — Kiev, Berlin, Wendlingen, New York
state — a close-knit community of Orthodox lay people had formed around him.
Even amidst great trials suffered in Germany during World War II, Fr. Adrian
had been able to recapture the lost quietness of his Orthodox childhood, to create
the conditions and acquire the state of soul by which he and his people could live
the Christian life in the fullness of its grace. His present community in upstate
New York, Fr. Herman said, was spiritually thriving because he instilled in
people a conscious Orthodox philosophy of life. Though in the midst of the
world, he and his flock did not belong to the world, forming an island of
Orthodoxy.
Fr. Herman pointed out that the heartbeat of Fr. Adrian’s community was
the performance of daily services, and he encouraged Alexey and Susan to do
likewise. He gave them a specific model to follow: out of the eight services in
the daily cycle, he said, they should at least do the Ninth Hour (pre-evening)
service every day without fail.
Having received Fr. Herman’s message about lay Christian communities,
Alexey was deeply moved. “That’s all I needed,” he said. “Now I have an image
to live by.”
Returning to his home in Etna, Alexey cultivated the “desert” in his
backyard. Every evening he and his family would enter a small chapel, dedicated
to Saints Adrian and Natalie, [b] which they had set up in the pump house behind
their home. There they would read and sing the Ninth Hour, to which they later
added the Vesper (evening) service.
HAVING a degree in journalism and a talent for writing, Alexey also began
to write a little about his new life as an Orthodox Christian. In the summer of
1971 he sent the fathers a short article he had composed, feeling somewhat
unsure of himself at this early attempt and asking their opinion.
In reply, Fr. Seraphim wrote: “It is not at all ‘vain and presumptuous’ for
you to write such an article, for if nothing else it helps you to clarify and develop
your own ideas and feelings.... I can even think of a good place where it might
suitably be published: in a newspaper called Orthodox America, which, besides
giving Orthodox news, enlightenment, and the proper Orthodox viewpoint on
contemporary issues, has a section where Orthodox converts and all the diaspora
children of ‘Orthodox America’ in general share some of their ideas, insights,
hopes, etc. Unfortunately, such a newspaper doesn’t exist! Maybe it will one
day.” 7
Fr. Seraphim had been given the idea of Orthodox America—an American
version of the newspaper Pravoslavnaya Rus’ (Orthodox Russia)—from Fr.
Herman, who in turn had gotten it from his friend from seminary, Fr. Alexey
Poluektov. Little did Fr. Seraphim suspect that his brief mention of it to Alexey
Young would evoke a wave of enthusiastic response. In his return letter, Alexey
told the fathers of his own plan for a more modest Orthodox periodical which
was different enough to require its own title and format.
Fr. Seraphim gave him encouragement in this, speaking of the need for
more Orthodox material in English. “But before a single line is printed,” he
wrote, “the whole thing should be thoroughly thought — and probably also
suffered!—through.... In our experience, the single most important thing for such
a periodical is to have its own distinct ‘personality,’ its definite guiding idea
together with the way this idea is expressed. This personality is seen not merely
in the content, format, and editorial policy, but as well in the style, and the
revelation of who is behind it (not anyone personally, but what kind of person:
scholar? preacher? instructor? the voice of a ‘jurisdiction’? a convert speaking to
and for and with other converts? etc.) and to whom it is directed (a scholarly
audience? popular or semi-popular? converts? etc.). All this is not too easy to
define, but it has to be at least felt if the periodical is in fact to have its own
personality and not be merely a miscellaneous collection of materials.
“Fr. Herman and I would be happy to be your ‘advisors’ (in this sphere our
two heads are definitely better than one!) in this, but that function is limited to
general advice, plus any specific comments on content. The ‘creative’ burden —
specifically, the creation of a personality, and that not as an artificial thing but as
coming out of a definite desire to meet a definite need — will rest right on you
and your collaborators.... If you want to know whom to consult, you should
consult people just like yourself and put out a periodical by and for converts....
“Reflect, consult, pray. Pray to Vladika John. There wouldn’t be any
Orthodox Word today without him.” 8
Alexey wanted to call his new periodical Nikodemos, after the Saint to
whom Christ said, “Unless a man be born again....” Published quarterly, it would
have a simple, homespun format, and focus on the needs of lay people and
“born-again” Orthodox converts.
Fr. Seraphim wrote to Archbishop Anthony about the proposed periodical
— in order, as he said, “to let down somewhat the language and psychology
barrier between converts and bishops.” 9 When Alexey was planning a trip to
San Francisco to ask the Archbishop’s blessing on the new venture, Fr. Seraphim
advised him: “Before seeing the Archbishop by all means go to Vladika John
first, beg his help, and right there at his tomb ask him, if what you are
undertaking is God-pleasing, to bless you. If Vladika John blesses, it will go
through, no matter what difficulties come!” 10 Alexey followed this advice, and,
as he later recalled, “Archbishop Anthony generously and even enthusiastically
gave his blessing to our new project.... He appointed Fathers Seraphim and
Herman to be my ‘guides,’ as he put it.” 11
Alexey sent a dummy of the first issue for the fathers to review, and Fr.
Seraphim sent him back a detailed letter with suggestions. Incorporating Fr.
Seraphim’s suggestions, Alexey sent out the first issue to the mailing list of
Orthodox Word subscribers, which the fathers had shared with him in order to
help get the new periodical started.
When he received the first issue in the mail, Fr. Seraphim was delighted. “A
seed has sprouted,” he wrote in his Chronicle, “planted by the life of Vladika
John and in some small way watered by our Brotherhood. The first issue is
modest — but one clearly senses that the faith is alive and burning. And what a
joy for us to see that someone not only cares, but has the courage to do
something! May God prosper this good beginning.” 12
In the years to come, Fr. Seraphim gave Alexey much assistance,
translating Orthodox texts, reviewing articles, and keeping up a voluminous
correspondence in which he strove to guide Alexey in a sober Orthodox
consciousness.
With the missionary and publishing work of Alexey and Vladimir, the
fathers beheld the fruit of God-pleasing activity among Orthodox converts. They
rejoiced, but at the same time realized that they had to continue to nurture these
humble endeavors. In his Chronicle Fr. Seraphim wrote: “Today few converts
have the necessary guidance that will keep them from going astray and
eventually ‘burning out.’ Even a few words can do much to give them a sense of
belonging, and encouragement. Thank God for Alexey Young and Vladimir
Anderson, who have the spark and are working well — better than all the
committees in the world! God grant us to offer what counsel and encouragement
we can to them and others.” 13
IN the meantime, the services that Alexey’s family held daily in their little
pump-house chapel had not gone unnoticed. One day a neighbor lady came up to
them and said, “Pardon me — excuse my intrusion. Every day, as I wash the
dishes, I see you hasten to the pump house. And when you come out a half-hour
or so later, you’re different, you seem so calm and peaceful. What do you do in
there?”
The answer followed: “Come and see!”
Soon this woman and her daughter — former Pentecostals — joined the
Youngs in their services. When the wife of one of Alexey’s colleagues at school
learned of the Orthodox community, she also wanted to take part in its life of
daily prayer. In time these people were converted to the Orthodox Faith, and
others followed later. “The word of Orthodoxy,” noted Fr. Seraphim after some
of them had visited the hermitage, “does have access to American hearts — a
few, and how carefully they must be nourished!” 14
In January of 1974, Fathers Seraphim and Herman made their first visit to
Alexey’s home and chapel in Etna. They held a service in the chapel — which
by this time had been painted and rearranged — along with the Youngs and the
two other Orthodox convert families who then made up the small community.
“The fathers sang with us the Akathist to the Lord Jesus Christ,” Alexey recalls,
“teaching us the beautiful Russian melody. They sang with such fervor and
compunction that even though we were in quite humble surroundings, ‘we knew
not whether we were in heaven or on earth,’ as the emissaries of Grand Duke
Vladimir had reported a thousand years ago after attending Orthodox services
for the first time.” 15
Returning home from his visit to Etna, Fr. Seraphim wrote that “the sprout
of Orthodoxy is growing well there.” Elsewhere he noted that the community
“so far seems to be developing just right for preserving an island of Orthodoxy.”
16
This new offshoot of the Brotherhood spurred the fathers to contemplate the
principles of lay Orthodox communities, especially as lived out in modern
conditions. In an article for The Orthodox Word, Fr. Seraphim drew from the
teachings and example of Fr. Adrian (then Archbishop Andrew) in order to set
forth these principles. “The essence of the true Orthodox life,” he wrote, “is
godliness or piety (blagochestiye), which is, in the definition of Elder Nektary,
[c] based on the etymology of the word, ‘holding what is God’s in honor.’ This is
deeper than mere right doctrine; it is the entrance of God into every aspect of
life, life lived in trembling and fear of God.... Such an attitude produces the
Orthodox way of life (byt) which is not merely the outward customs or behavior
that characterize Orthodox Christians, but the whole of the conscious spiritual
struggle of the man for whom the Church and its laws are the center of
everything he does and thinks. The shared, conscious experience of this way of
life, centered on the daily Divine services, produces the genuine Orthodox
community, with its feeling of lightness, joy, and inward quietness. Non-
Orthodox people, and even many not fully conscious Orthodox Christians, are
scarcely able to imagine what this experience of community might be, and
would be inclined to dismiss it as something ‘subjective’; but no one who has
wholeheartedly participated in the life of a true Orthodox community, monastic
or lay, will ever doubt the reality of this Orthodox feeling.” 17
Right after publishing this, the fathers were shown letters which an
Orthodox man in Greece had written to Alexey on the subject of Orthodox
communities. “We found them most interesting,” wrote Fr. Seraphim to this
man. “We ourselves have given much thought to this question, and the new issue
of The Orthodox Word has a little of our ideas on this.... But it is not possible to
express oneself fully on this subject in print, because the Orthodox people are
simply too immature — the idea of an ‘Orthodox community’ is very attractive,
but almost no one is aware of or prepared for the difficulties and sacrifice
involved in bringing it into reality, and the result is only hopeless experiments
and disillusionment....
“But still, if one learns to be realistic and does not expect from a lay
community as much as one does of a monastic community, this also is a
possibility for our days — and actually a very important one. Life in an ordinary
Orthodox parish today, in the abnormal big-city atmosphere and surrounded by
unheard-of temptations — is not normal for Orthodoxy. We know a very zealous
priest in New Jersey, with a very large flock and many young people. But he
tells us that he is fighting a losing battle. He has the young people in church for a
few hours on Sunday, and perhaps on Saturday night, and for an hour or two of
church school on Saturday — and the whole rest of the week they are subject to
the contrary influences of the public schools, television, etc. The desire to have
an atmosphere where the Church can have more part in life and more influence
on children—is a very natural Orthodox desire, and not something ‘odd’ or a
sign of ‘prelest,’ [d] as many seem to think.” 18
The members of the Etna community went to San Francisco once a month
to receive Holy Communion. But their “daily spiritual injections” came from
reading spiritual texts and attending services in the chapel. The most apparent
outward sign of an Orthodox community, Fr. Seraphim wrote, “seems to be the
Divine services (even if only a minimum of them), whether with a priest or
without — but daily, this being the point around which everything else
revolves.” 19
In a series of articles he wrote on the Typicon of Church services, Fr.
Seraphim tried to dispel what he called “the popular misconception that
Orthodox Christians are not allowed to perform any Church services without a
priest, and that therefore the believing people become quite helpless and are
virtually ‘unable to pray’ when they find themselves without a priest — as
happens more and more often today.” After quoting an appeal by Archbishop
Averky for Orthodox Christians to come together in public prayer even where
there is no priest, Fr. Seraphim concluded: “This practice can and should be
greatly increased among the faithful, whether it is a question of a parish that has
lost its priest or is too small to support one, of a small group of believers far
from the nearest church which has not yet formed a parish, or a single family
which is unable to attend church on every Sunday and feast day.” 20
When Alexey began to wonder about the meaning of his growing pastoral
concerns, Fr. Seraphim wrote him this loving word of encouragement: “Do not
worry about the increased responsibilities and new souls that come your way;
God will not send you more burdens than you can bear, and what can we poor
Christians do if we don’t help at least a little those who are thirsting for the
truth? Let us labor a little for others, who often have nowhere else to turn to in
this wasteland of modern life, and let us look forward to the repose of the next
life, when the spiritual harvest will be in and secure from harm! And even in all
our trials and sorrows — for which constantly be prepared!—what joy our
loving God sends to us unworthy ones!” 21
Fathers Herman and Seraphim with some members of the Etna Orthodox community, standing
next to the Youngs’ home, 1975. Susan Young is the third from left in the back row.
Fr. Seraphim saw hope for the small community in the personal hardships
which its members had, for different reasons, endured in their lives. “All the
adults in the community,” he wrote in his Chronicle, “have suffered much....
This is a good sign for their remaining firm in Orthodoxy.” 22 With this in mind,
he once gave a talk in Etna on the Patristic teaching of pain of heart, on learning
to accept trials and sorrows as precisely the path to salvation. Their suffering, he
told them, was God’s visitation to them. 23
WHEN Alexey began enlarging the chapel on his property, Fr. Seraphim
warned him not to be too anxious to have it proclaimed a parish. “We’re glad to
hear of the progress on the chapel,” he wrote to Alexey. “Don’t worry about
Vladika Anthony. He has to know, of course, when you are ready to open a
‘church,’ and if he is informed now he will assume that you are, indeed, opening
a ‘church’—and that will be a trap, because you aren’t ready for that yet. Just
don’t start calling your improved shed a ‘church’ or start making big plans. You
are just a very small group of Orthodox Christians far off in the sticks, not a
‘parish,’ i.e., something ‘officially registered’ in the ‘Diocese.’” 24
Years after Fr. Seraphim’s death, Alexey recalled: “More than once Fr.
Seraphim wrote/said: ‘Do not learn Russian. If you know Russian you’ll hear all
the gossip and be tempted to participate in it. And don’t join a parish council
anywhere. Avoid parish politics like the plague!’ Of course my family and I
were encouraged to attend Liturgy in various parishes and receive the Holy
Mysteries, but we were discouraged from participating in other parish activities,
which he felt would derail me from the ‘calling’ he believed had been sent to me
by God — i.e., missionary work through writing, teaching, publishing. As a
result, many lay Russians referred to me as an ‘Old Believer’!” 25
IN a letter to Alexey, Fr. Seraphim wrote: “You should give great thanks to
God for having such an opportunity to live remotely and independently, where
Orthodoxy can really enter into your daily life.” 27 And in another letter,
commenting on Nikodemos: “We rejoice to see the seed of genuine Orthodoxy
taking root and bearing sprouts, opening up a ‘dimension’ of Orthodox life that
has not been too much seen yet in America: lay Orthodoxy that is not ‘worldly,’
that searches for deeper roots and feels that it cannot ‘fit in’ with the world; that
is not satisfied to be like everyone else only with an ‘Orthodox point of view’ on
everything; that looks to the Fathers for answers, not on academic questions or
theology, but on how to live. There is a glimpse here of an Orthodoxy not
merely ‘added to’ the American way of life and then apologized for and made
understandable to non-Orthodox, ‘fitting in’ as a fourth major faith — but
something rather that transforms life, makes Orthodox people something of a
scandal to the world, that grows up on its own principles quite apart from the
world around it, and yet that is quite sound and normal in itself.” 28
At the same time, however, Fr. Seraphim realized how fragile such precious
little communities are, how powerfully the devil tries to weaken and destroy
them. “Without a constant and conscious spiritual struggle,” he wrote, “even the
best Orthodox life or community can become a ‘hothouse,’ an artificial
Orthodox atmosphere in which the outward manifestations of Orthodox life are
merely ‘enjoyed’ or taken for granted while the soul remains unchanged, being
relaxed and comfortable instead of tense in the struggle for salvation. How often
a community, when it becomes prosperous and renowned, loses the precious
fervor and oneness of soul of its early days of hard struggles! There is no
‘formula’ for the truly God-pleasing Orthodox life; anything outward can
become a counterfeit; everything depends on the state of the soul, which must be
trembling before God, having the law of God before it in every area of life,
every moment keeping what is God’s in honor, in the first place in life.” 29
Fr. Seraphim’s fervent prayer for people in the Etna community was that
they remain as they were: with fear of God and love for each other, valuing their
“living links” such as Bishop Nektary. Having returned from a visit there in
September of 1975, he wrote in his Chronicle: “The community, though small
and weak, is struggling to live in the true spirit of Orthodox piety, and perhaps
now is the best time for it — before it has grown too large to lose the essential
oneness of mind and soul or to take Orthodoxy for granted. The community was
very inspired by Bishop Nektary’s visit earlier in the week, and Fr. Seraphim
gave a talk after Vespers (in the enlarged chapel) on treasuring the contact with
Orthodox tradition through Vladika Nektary and even through the newly
installed icon-screen which comes from the Sacramento Church of the Kazan
Mother of God, and was built by Alexey Makushinsky, who was a member of
the Catacomb Church in Russia, who sang in the choir of St. John of Kronstadt,
and was healed in Moscow at the relics of St. Basil the Blessed.... May God
preserve them all in oneness of mind and soul!” 30
The next stage for the community lay in its having a priest in its midst —
but this would come only at the time appointed by God’s Providence. In the
meantime the community was building a solid spiritual foundation of daily
common prayer: a foundation which can serve today as a model for others who
are seeking a quiet island of otherworldly Christianity amid the tumultuous sea
of our materialistic, post-Christian society.
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On the Means of Our Redemption
How much more shall the blood of Christ, Who through the eternal
Spirit offered Himself without spot to God, purge your conscience
from dead works to serve the living God? For this cause He is the
Mediator of the New Testament, that by means of death, for the
redemption of the transgressions that were under the first testament,
they which are called might receive the promise of eternal inheritance.
—Hebrews 9:14–15
But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet
sinners, Christ died for us.... When we were enemies, we were
reconciled to God by the death of His Son.
—Romans 5: 8, 10
I N 1973 Fr. Seraphim was called upon to defend the Russian Orthodox
Church Abroad — and the Orthodox Church as a whole — against a novel
teaching which was, in his own words, “potentially not only explosive, but
absolutely catastrophic.” 1 This was a new interpretation of the Christian dogma
of redemption, formulated in the first decades of the twentieth century by the
founding chief hierarch of the Russian Church Abroad, Metropolitan Anthony
Khrapovitsky (†1936).
“Metropolitan Anthony,” wrote Fr. Seraphim, “was unquestionably a great
church figure, but he should be understood first of all as a pastor. With him
theology was secondary, and proceeded from his pastoral thought and feeling.
He tried to make dogmatics ‘exciting’;... he spoke of rephrasing the dogmas in
terms of ‘moral monism’; sometimes he succeeded and sometimes he did not.
He had a great compassionate heart, but when he tried to translate this feeling
into theology, he ran into difficulties which sometimes aroused violent
opposition. His ‘Dogma of Redemption’ is the one great cause of serious
controversy; about his other ideas there may have been disagreements, but never
charges of ‘heresy.’” 2
In applying his system of “moral monism” to the dogma of redemption,
Metropolitan Anthony had attempted to combat the exaggerated explanation of
redemption propounded by Western Scholastic theologians after the Schism: that
Christ suffered and died on the Cross because God the Father Himself needed to
be appeased. 3 The interpretation of redemption that Metropolitan Anthony
offered in its stead was derived from his own experience as a pastor who “co-
suffered” with his flock. According to his formulation, our redemption occurred
through Christ’s “sufferings of soul” or his “sufferings of co-suffering love.” [a]
Although he was right to place emphasis on the love of Christ in the work of
redemption — an emphasis also found in the Holy Scriptures and the Holy
Fathers — the end result of Metropolitan Anthony’s attempt was fraught with
difficulties. In arguing against the Latin Scholastic explanation he had gone too
far in the opposite direction. He had undermined the Scriptural/Patristic teaching
of the Orthodox Church that mankind’s redemption from sin and death came
through Christ’s sacrificial death on the Cross and through its consequence, His
Resurrection from the dead.
“In the thought of Metropolitan Anthony,” Fr. Seraphim explained, “the
sufferings of Christ’s soul are separated from those of His body and are not only
given a central place, but in fact are identified with our redemption. The Holy
Fathers do not make such a distinction.” Further, in the Metropolitan’s teaching
“the center of emphasis or central moment of redemption is transferred from
Golgotha to Gethsemane,” that is, to Christ’s prayer in the Garden. Golgotha is
not omitted from the Metropolitan’s exposition of redemption, since according
to him Christ also “suffered in soul” on the Cross. As Fr. Seraphim observed,
however, in the Metropolitan’s teaching “the Cross is given a secondary place....
Against such teaching stand all the Holy Fathers, the Divine services and the
Liturgy. All of them place an emphasis on Golgotha as the central moment of
our salvation.” 4
The overshadowing of the Cross by the Gethsemane prayer in the work of
redemption was the most obvious novelty in the new “dogma.” But behind this
lay a more fundamental problem. As Fr. Seraphim explained, Metropolitan
Anthony “rejected the idea of Christ’s sacrifice on the Cross in any but a
metaphorical sense.” 5 Since he saw Christ’s “sufferings of soul” as the means of
our redemption, Metropolitan Anthony lost sight of the real significance of
Christ’s death on the Cross.
OF all Fr. Seraphim’s mentors in the Russian Church Abroad, the one who
suffered the most over the new “dogma” was Bishop Nektary. By nature Bishop
Nektary was a meek and gentle man, never wanting to speak out or put himself
forward, and always willing to stay in the background and take the lowest place.
Yet he was a hierarch of the Church of Christ, and as such he understood that his
first responsibility was to uphold the purity of the Orthodox Faith. He knew that
Faith well, having come from the rich Patristic tradition embodied in Optina
Monastery and its elders. When he saw the true dogma of the Church being
threatened, he overcame his meek and docile nature and ended his customary
silence. Although as a vicar he was one of the lowest-ranking bishops in the
Russian Church Abroad, during Fr. Seraphim’s time he became the most
outspoken opponent of the false dogma in that entire Church. As we shall see, he
helped avert a huge disaster for the Russian Church Abroad and a major
temptation for the entire Orthodox Church. And he did not do this without the
participation of Fr. Seraphim — with whom, as he wrote, he was “of one mind
on this question.” 39
In the early 1970s, the false dogma began to pose a threat to the flock to
which Fr. Seraphim’s missionary labors were primarily directed: the English-
language mission of the Russian Church Abroad. As with Bishop Nektary, his
concern for the flock demanded that he speak out.
At that time Fr. Panteleimon and his monastery in Boston had begun to
align themselves with one of the “dogma’s” main promoters, Archbishop Vitaly
of Canada, and together with him they had produced several issues of an
English-language periodical, The True Vine. In a letter of June 16, 1972, Fr.
Seraphim sought to warn one of Fr. Panteleimon’s associates of the problem of
the “dogma” and of Archbishop Vitaly’s connection with it. “Vladika Vitaly,” he
wrote, “is on the wrong side of this issue, a side that has not been accepted by
the best Synod theologians living and dead.” 40
Soon after this Fr. Seraphim was disturbed to learn that the Boston
monastery itself had now begun to promote the “dogma,” quoting the most
dangerous passages of Metropolitan Anthony’s writings as representative of the
greatest theology of the twentieth century. The monastery had an English
translation of Metropolitan Anthony’s work The Dogma of Redemption, and one
of the monks wrote about their hopes of publishing it.
When Bishop Nektary learned about this, he looked to Fathers Herman and
Seraphim as ones who might be able to persuade Fr. Panteleimon not to publish
Metropolitan Anthony’s work. In a letter of November 21, 1972, Bishop Nektary
wrote to the Platina fathers:
Perhaps there is still some possibility of stopping Archimandrite
Panteleimon from printing of The Dogma of Redemption. After all, this
work of Metropolitan Anthony (Khrapovitsky) is an outright heresy. And,
since there are bishops, for example Archbishop Nikon and others, who
share the teaching of Metropolitan Anthony, this could be taken for the
point of view of the whole Church Abroad. If the question of the dogma
floats to the surface, this will be the “Achilles heel” of our Church, if within
it no one stands up in defense of the truth. The results could be extremely
sad — right up to a schism. May the Lord preserve us from this. The
Soviets are just waiting for a reason to find fault with us in something so as
to destroy the Church Abroad, and Archimandrite Panteleimon by this
printing is himself pushing her into the jaws of a boa constrictor. This is
giving the trump card to the enemies of our Church to accuse us of heresy.
I was with Vladika Averky on his nameday.... Unfortunately there was
no opportunity at all to speak with him “eye to eye”.... However, I have in
mind to make a special trip to him about this matter, since I consider its
importance to be of the first order.
In the next day or so I’ll send you the photocopy of the article by
Protopresbyter Fr. Georges Florovsky, “On the Death on the Cross,” which
you requested of Helen Yurievna [Kontzevitch]....
I would be very happy to meet with you to acquaint you with other
very valuable materials on this question. Let me know, please, if it is
possible now to reach you, or if you are snowed in.
IN January of 1973, Fr. Panteleimon was to come to the West Coast for a
conference at a parish that was closely tied with his monastery. By this time he
had built up a large following of priests and parishes nationwide, comprised
largely of converts. For Fr. Neketas Palassis — the priest of the parish in Seattle,
Washington, where the conference was to take place — the visit of Fr.
Panteleimon was a big event, and he promoted it with notices in the newspaper.
He very much desired the attendance of Fathers Herman and Seraphim, whom
he regarded as firm supporters since they had published laudatory articles both
on Fr. Panteleimon and on Fr. Neketas’ own parish of “zealot Orthodoxy.”
Sending the fathers two airplane tickets, Fr. Neketas wrote to them, “YOU
MUST COME.”
It was impossible for both fathers to make the trip, since at that time Fr.
Seraphim’s twelve-year-old godson was staying at the hermitage. Fr. Herman
asked Fr. Seraphim to go alone, and with one aim in mind: to inform Fr.
Panteleimon about the “dogma.”
Fr. Seraphim dreaded the idea of having to leave his desert. “We are
sending you back the ticket made out to both of us,” he wrote to Fr. Neketas. “If
you wish to trade it for a single ticket for me, then may God’s will be done, I
will bow to the obedience, trusting in Vladika John’s prayers that I will travel
safely (never having traveled in an airplane before).” 41
Bishop Nektary asked Fr. Seraphim to compose a report on the “dogma”
before he went. This Fr. Seraphim did, writing the report in outline form, in both
Russian and English. [o] Taking what was to remain the only airplane ride of his
life, he met with Fr. Panteleimon at the conference. As he later recorded, “With
the approval of Vladika Nektary... I gave to Fr. Panteleimon a ‘report’ on the
‘dogma,’ telling him of the errors in it which have been pointed out by
Archbishop Theophan of Poltava, Fr. Michael Pomazansky, and others.” 42
At the beginning of his report, Fr. Seraphim wrote that it contained
“nothing of our own opinion, but only what has been handed down to us by the
best theological tradition of the Russian Church Abroad.” He went on to show
that the “dogma” has no Holy Fathers to back it (as was admitted by its
defenders, who said that the Fathers throughout history had been unable to
“arrive” at it), and that it causes confusion as to what belongs to the human
nature and what to the Divine nature of Christ.
Fr. Michael Pomazansky had written that, from the introduction of
modernism into the heart of Orthodoxy, “we are protected by liturgical
theology.” 43 This was clearly the case with regard to the false “dogma,” since
numerous ancient hymns of the Church speak of our redemption as coming
through Christ’s Crucifixion and consequent Resurrection. [p] On the other hand,
as Fr. Seraphim pointed out in his report, “to accept the ‘dogma’ opens the door
not only to ‘creative theology,’ but to many reforms — to revising the services,
etc. If the Holy Fathers didn’t realize the importance of Gethsemane when they
were writing the Church services, then the services can be revised to compensate
for this lack [of emphasis].” 44
Fr. Seraphim concluded his report with what may now be regarded as a
definitive Orthodox statement on the “dogma” — one that both acknowledges
the indefensibility of the teaching and excuses Metropolitan Anthony: “A
hopeless abyss, the ‘dogma’ cannot be defended, it can only be excused because
of theological ‘expressionism’ which came from a loving pastoral heart. To
defend the ‘dogma’ is to abandon the cause of the return to the Fathers in
exchange for ‘creative theology’ which Metropolitan Anthony defended, which
equals rationalism, sentimentalism.... Only the most sympathetic possible
reading can excuse Metropolitan Anthony from the charge of error, or even
heresy.” 45
At the end of Fr. Seraphim’s report, Fr. Panteleimon was hesitant to
acknowledge that Metropolitan Anthony could have made a theological error. As
Fr. Seraphim recalled: “At that time he wouldn’t listen, being, I think, under the
influence of the fashion which declared that Metropolitan Anthony was a
theologian beyond compare.” 46 However, at Fr. Seraphim’s plea not to publish
the English treatise on the “dogma,” Fr. Panteleimon said he would not do so
himself. “He at least saw some of the difficulties [with the ‘dogma’],” Fr.
Seraphim wrote, “and said he didn’t have any chance to print anything like this
anyway in the conceivable future.” 47
IN 1974 a much greater threat arose when a report on the “dogma” was
included on the agenda of a forthcoming All-Bishops’ Council of the Russian
Church Abroad. As Bishop Nektary noted in a letter to the Platina fathers, “If the
report is accepted by the Council, it would give cause for our Church Abroad to
be condemned.” 48 Now the moment had arrived when Bishop Nektary knew he
had to speak out. He resolved to address the issue at a pre-council session of the
Synod of Bishops. In his letter to Fathers Herman and Seraphim (dated June 10,
1974), Bishop Nektary wrote:
At the end of the session of the Synod I said that I wanted to share with the
members of the Synod my alarm in connection with the fact that on the
agenda of the actions of the upcoming All-Bishops’ Council is Metropolitan
Philaret’s report on the “Dogma of Redemption.” [q] I reminded them that
after Metropolitan Anthony Khrapovitsky’s work on that theme had been
published a storm of reaction, criticism, and accusations of heresy had
arisen. I spoke about how the enemies of our Church were just waiting to
establish our guilt in something or other and that, if in the report there are
those or other ideas which, in their time, were subject to criticism and
condemnation, then this would give cause for the condemnation, even of
heresy,... of our entire Church.... Why should we give our enemies cause to
attack us and accuse us of breaking a dogma, that is, of heresy? It is natural
that Fr. Alexander Schmemann and the Church in the Soviet Union will not
miss an occasion, getting together with the local Patriarchs, to depose us.
And in addition to all this, a schism is also possible within our Church.
Vladika Nikon said that this was the personal and private opinion of
Metropolitan Anthony. To this I replied that one can only have a personal
opinion when a dogma is not yet established. Then a discussion is going on,
and personal opinions are expressed; but after a dogma is established — as
we believe, by the Holy Spirit — it is not permitted to have a personal
opinion, since this would be a sin and apostasy from the Truth. In addition,
this would be a precedent and would give grounds for everyone to have his
own personal opinion in questions of the Faith, that is, “to believe however
one wants,” which is so fashionable in our own wicked times.
Vladika Afanassy [r] unexpectedly supported me. He said, in a rather
sharp tone, that the dogma of redemption in the exposition of Metropolitan
Anthony is an outright heresy, and that if it is accepted we will have to take
the crosses out of all the churches.
Vladika Nikon said that we still have to explain dogmas to our flocks.
To this Vladika Afanassy and I said that it is necessary to do this, but only
according to the Holy Fathers.
I’ll tell you in more detail when we meet.
No resolution was passed on this question. And the session of the
Synod was closed.
Metropolitan [Philaret] left for Mahopac. The next day I went to see
him to say goodbye. I felt that I had caused the Metropolitan some
bitterness and that he had been offended by my speech at the session of the
Synod. It was very unpleasant for me, but I likewise felt that I could not
have acted otherwise, since my conscience would have reproached me very
greatly.
When taking leave of the Metropolitan I asked him to forgive me for
causing him unpleasantness, but that according to my conscience, as a
bishop, I had to share my apprehension with the members of the Synod, and
by this had fulfilled my duty before the Church on this question.
Totally unexpectedly, Vladika Metropolitan told me that he had given
Vladika Laurus instructions to inform the Pre-council Commission that he
was removing the report on the Dogma of Redemption from the agenda of
the Council.... I related all this to Vladika Andrew and Vladika Averky.
They both crossed themselves when they heard that Vladika Metropolitan
had removed the report on the dogma. I greatly implored Vladika Andrew
to persuade Metropolitan Philaret not to print and not to publish the report.
Vladika Andrew promised.
SOMETIME later, Fathers Seraphim and Herman learned that Fr.
Panteleimon had given the English translation of Metropolitan Anthony’s work,
The Dogma of Redemption, to Archbishop Vitaly of Canada for publication. The
latter published it in 1979, and in his own introduction he went much further
than the “dogma’s” inventor in absolutizing it and thereby diminishing the
significance of Christ’s death on the Cross. Quoting one of the most
questionable passages in the entire book, he called the new “dogma” a “true
Divine revelation,” “the conciliar voice of the entire Church of Christ,” “a
miracle of theological thought, a pinnacle of godly deliberation, equal to the very
dogmatical formulation of the Council of Chalcedon in its profundity.” 49 He
also stated his desire “that some God-inspired ecclesiastical writer would
compose a prayer in the spirit and the sense of the dogma of redemption.” 50
This was exactly what Fr. Seraphim had warned might happen: the infiltration of
the false dogma into Orthodox Church services.
Although the “dogma” was still not declared officially, Archbishop Vitaly’s
hierarchical commendation of it did what Fr. Seraphim had feared: it made it
appear official. It introduced into the English-speaking mission a stumbling
block that would, in Fr. Seraphim’s words, “only take attention away from the
main task of this mission (presenting Orthodox tradition according to the Holy
Fathers).” 51
Right after the book on the “dogma” came out, Fr. Seraphim wrote to an
Orthodox bookseller in England: “Vladika Vitaly has just published
Metropolitan Anthony’s Dogma of Redemption in English, and Bishop Gregory
Grabbe praises it sky-high. Please don’t advertise or sell this book —
Metropolitan Anthony’s teaching on this subject has been controversial for
decades, and our best bishops and theologians have rejected it. Jordanville and
other book centers here are deliberately not stocking it, and our Bishop Nektary
has asked Fr. Neketas also not to distribute it. Years ago, at the instigation of
Bishop Nektary, we warned Fr. Panteleimon about this teaching, but for political
reasons he fell for it.” 52
No one was more hurt by the publication of the new book than was Bishop
Nektary. On his next visit to the fathers in Platina, he spoke from his heart,
asking them to vow to defend the Russian Church Abroad against the false
teaching. Seeing the pastoral burden of their bishop, who at his consecration had
vowed to guard the teachings of the Orthodox Church free from taint, the fathers
gave him their solemn vow.
In 1992 the St. Herman Brotherhood published the Russian version of Fr.
Seraphim’s report on the “dogma,” [s] and also the original Russian text of the
treatises written against the “dogma” by Archbishops Seraphim Sobolev and
Theophan of Poltava. 53 Later, in 1994, Fr. Seraphim’s report was published in
English. [t] Although it is only in the form of a rough outline that Fr. Seraphim
could have expanded into a lengthy and polished article, the report stands as a
clear and concise overview of the many problems underlying the false dogma.
Through it Fr. Seraphim, thanks to Bishop Nektary’s urging, has done an
important service to the Church — safeguarding the purity of her doctrine. But
above all he has done honor to the Head of the Church, Jesus Christ, in Whom
we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the
riches of His grace (Eph. 1:7).
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“Super-Correctness”
“Traditionalism” is not the same thing as the real traditional outlook.
—René Guénon 1
IN order to have its own views prevail in the Russian Church Abroad, the
new faction did not stop at “open letters,” but began to systematically undermine
the authority of the most respected Orthodox teachers of recent centuries. Its
chief weapon in this, noted Fr. Seraphim, “is the recent academic fashion of
looking everywhere for ‘Western influence’ in our theological texts.” 18 Most of
the recent teachers, from St. Nikodemos of the Holy Mountain down to
Archbishop Averky, were accused of being under this influence, of being
“scholastics.” The theologians of the party were giving people to believe that
they knew more about Orthodox theology than St. Nektarios of Pentapolis, St.
John of Kronstadt (who talked about the “merits” of Christ), Archbishop John
(who commissioned a service to be written to the Western Holy Father, Blessed
Augustine), and the Optina Elders. “Such presumption,” wrote Fr. Seraphim,
“can only do harm to the real cause of renewing Orthodox life by drawing from
the fresh springs of Orthodox tradition.” 19
As Fr. Seraphim realized, the alarm over “Western influence” was based
upon a half-truth. “Fr. Michael Pomazansky,” he wrote, “and other good
theologians will readily admit that there were such ‘Western influences’ in the
theological texts of the latter period of the Russian (and Greek) history — but
they also emphasize that these influences were external ones which never
touched the heart of Orthodox doctrine. To say otherwise is to admit that
Orthodoxy was lost (!) in these last centuries, and only now are young
‘theologians’... ‘finding’ again the Orthodoxy of the Fathers.... If such
theological giants as Metropolitan Philaret of Moscow, [c] Bishop Theophan the
Recluse, Bishop Ignatius Brianchaninov, Archbishop Averky of Jordanville, Fr.
Michael Pomazansky, and in general the theology taught in our seminaries for
the last century and more, are not really ‘Orthodox’ at all — then we are in a
very dangerous condition, and where are we to find our theological authority by
which to stand firm against all the errors and temptations of these times? [The
theologians of the new party] teach: We will teach you what is right, we will read
the Holy Fathers for you and teach you the correct doctrine, we have excellent
translators and interpreters who are more Orthodox than Bishop Theophan,
Metropolitan Philaret of Moscow, Archbishop Averky, and all the rest. This is a
terribly dangerous game that they are playing; they are unwittingly undermining
the Orthodox ground under their feet.” 20
Fr. Seraphim believed that what these apparent traditionalists and zealots
were doing was precisely what the so-called liberals of the Parisian school were
doing: severing the link, cutting off the recent roots to the ancient Fathers, in
order that they themselves might be the authorities. The new theologians of the
“traditionalist” school now claimed that they had been “able to sift through the
scholastic attritions to our theology, and return to the Faith of the Fathers.” This
was the claim of the Parisian school, also. As Fr. Seraphim wrote to one priest:
“This points you in the direction of a kind of Protestantism, by placing a gap in
the Orthodox theological tradition which only your group manages to span by
skipping the interval of the ‘Latin captivity’ and getting back to the ‘original
sources.’... The very notion of ‘Latin captivity’ is played up by Fr. Alexander
Schmemann and his colleagues precisely with the aim of destroying the idea of
the continuity of Orthodox tradition throughout the centuries. DO NOT FALL
INTO THAT TRAP! There are great theologians of the past several centuries
who used expressions one might like to see improved; but that does not mean
that they are in ‘Latin captivity’ or should be discredited. They just do not use
these expressions in the same context as the Latins, and therefore the issue is not
a very important one.” 21
“A well-balanced Orthodoxy,” Fr. Seraphim wrote elsewhere, “can easily
take any foreign influences that come and straighten them out, make them
Orthodox; but a one-sided ‘party-line’ cuts itself off from the mainstream of
Orthodoxy.” 22
In the end, Fr. Seraphim identified this neo-traditionalism as a kind of
“renovationism from the right.” “‘Boston Orthodoxy,’” he wrote, “is actually a
kind of right wing of ‘Parisian Orthodoxy’—a ‘reformed’ Orthodoxy which
happens to be mostly ‘correct,’ but is actually just as much outside the tradition
of Orthodoxy as Paris, just as much the creation of human logic. A terrible
temptation for our times.” 23
Concerning this lack of roots in the neo-traditionalists, Fr. Seraphim wrote:
“They have to ‘do it themselves,’ with no one and no stable tradition to correct
them. Their ‘roots’ are rather in twentieth-century America, which accounts for
the ‘modern’ tone of their epistles [and] their failure to understand the whole
significance, religious origin and context of ‘evolution.’... We’ve already seen
several examples (particularly when they try to get into the Russian sphere, in
which they are totally lost) of how they jump on some points purely on the basis
of impression and whim, owing precisely to their lack of a thorough theological
background. They do not trust their Russian elders (and we rather doubt that they
have any Greek elders to take counsel of either).... They virtually boast that they
alone are ‘great theologians’ who have just now rediscovered a lost theological
tradition; but actually their theology is remarkably crude and simplistic,
especially when put beside the writings of a truly great theologian in the
unbroken Orthodox tradition — our own Fr. Michael Pomazansky of
Jordanville, who is subtle, refined, deep — and totally overlooked by the ‘bright
young theologians.’... We ourselves, not being ‘theologians,’... frequently take
counsel from Fr. Michael and others, whose judgment we trust and respect,
knowing that thus we are in a good tradition and do not have to trust our own
faulty judgment for all the answers.” 24
One point that the neo-traditionalists took issue with was the use of the
nineteenth-century Orthodox Catechism of Metropolitan Philaret of Moscow,
which the later Catechism of Metropolitan Anthony Khrapovitsky had once been
meant to replace. They called Metropolitan Philaret’s work “Roman Catholic”
and “awful” even though, as we have seen, it had been this very catechism that
Archbishop John had always recommended to converts. 25
Another point concerned saints whom the neo-traditionalists said were “not
Orthodox” or even heretics, and should be thrown out of the Calendar. Fr.
Seraphim was deeply disappointed when their newsletter published a pointless
attack on his beloved Blessed Augustine. The article called those who venerated
Augustine “untrained theologically” and “Latin-leaning.” As Fr. Seraphim
pointed out in a letter, however, this would include Archbishop John, St.
Nikodemos of the Holy Mountain, and the Greek and Russian theological
tradition of the nineteenth and twentieth centuries, not to mention the Fathers of
the Fifth Ecumenical Council. “The universal tradition of the Orthodox Church,”
he wrote, “accepts Blessed Augustine as a Holy Father, albeit with a
[theological] flaw — very much like St. Gregory of Nyssa in the East.” 26
The attack on Blessed Augustine revealed to Fr. Seraphim that the neo-
traditionalist theologians were outside the spirit of Orthodox theology: “not,” he
said, “because they are not smart or well-read enough, but because they are too
passionately involved in showing how right they always are.” 27 In another letter
he wrote: “The true Orthodox perspective is, first of all, to distrust one’s abstract
‘theological’ outlook and ask: what do our elders think; what did recent Fathers
think? And taking these opinions respectfully, one then begins to put together
the picture for oneself.... Anyone who has read Blessed Augustine’s Confessions
with sympathy will not readily want to ‘throw him out of the Calendar’—for he
will see in this book that fiery zeal and love which is precisely what is so lacking
in our Church life today!... Perhaps Blessed Augustine’s very ‘Westernness’
makes him more relevant for us today who are submerged in the West and its
way of thought.” 28
Fr. Seraphim recalled how, when he had once asked Archbishop John about
Metropolitan Anthony’s “dogma,” the latter had dismissed the subject and had
instead begun to speak about Blessed Augustine, as if he associated Metropolitan
Anthony and Blessed Augustine in his mind. [d] Taking an example from this, Fr.
Seraphim once said, “If one calls Blessed Augustine a heretic, one has to call
Metropolitan Anthony one, also; but if one accepts Metropolitan Anthony as a
great hierarch while forgiving him for his error, then one has to do the same with
Blessed Augustine.” 29 This view was in marked contrast to the logic of the neo-
traditionalist theologians, who, while rejecting Blessed Augustine, asserted that
Metropolitan Anthony was virtually the only teacher of recent times who was
entirely free of “Western influence.”
As Fr. Seraphim once told Fr. Herman, the real “Western influence” was to
be seen in those who placed the opinion of one man (in this case, the leader of
their party) above the testimony of living tradition. It was just such a concept of
authority, he said, that had caused the theological errors in the contemporary
Roman Church. In one letter he lamented, “Has our Orthodoxy in America
become so narrow that we must be under the dictation of a ‘pope-expert’ and we
must accept a ‘party-line’ on every conceivable subject? This is against
everything Vladika John taught us and did in missionary labors.” 30
THERE were times when Fr. Herman feared that the super-correct group
was actually powerful enough to set the tone for all the converts coming to
traditional Orthodoxy in America, and particularly to the Russian Church
Abroad. But Fr. Seraphim, although it hurt him to watch people being captured
by this extremism, was not convinced. Quoting Abraham Lincoln, he told Fr.
Herman, “It is true that you may fool all the people some of the time; you can
even fool some of the people all the time; but you can’t fool all of the people all
the time.”
Judging from the way things were going, Fr. Seraphim predicted that the
super-correct group would eventually stage a schism and end up as a narrow,
isolated sect of its own. In his letters over the years, he stated this many times:
June 15, 1976: “The ‘right wing’ of Orthodoxy will probably be divided
into many small ‘jurisdictions’ in future, most of them anathematizing and
fighting with the others.... We must keep up the living contact with the
older Russian clergy, even if some of them may seem to us a little too
‘liberal’—otherwise we will be lost in the ‘zealot’ jungle which is growing
up around us!” 40
July 8, 1980: “We ourselves have felt for some time that Fr. ———
and others who share his attitude are heading straight for a schism, which
now seems almost inevitable if he does not change his direction. Such a
schism nobody needs; there are so many groups of ‘correct’ Orthodox in
Greece now (none in communion with the others) that a new group will
only prove the devil’s power to divide Orthodox Christians.” 41
October 27, 1980: “I look with pain and sadness on this whole
situation;... but I am powerless to do anything about it.... The inevitable
schism which they are now preparing (if they don’t change soon) will be
the last step in a process which only they can change.” 42
September 17, 1981: “Judging from the last outburst, the schism is
close, and I’m afraid the ‘silent majority’ of our priests and laymen will
only heave a sigh of relief when the troublemakers are gone — leaving
behind them a bad harvest of ill will, and continuing their name-calling and
hatred in a louder tone from their new ‘jurisdiction.’
“May God preserve us from all of this! Please forgive my frankness,
but I feel the time is very late, and anyone who can do anything had better
do it now. I know God will continue to preserve His Church and I believe
He will prosper the true Orthodox mission which is just beginning in our
Church.... But the tragedy of souls caught in a self-willed schism will be
incalculable.” 43
December 8, 1981: “How tragic that some are now leading their flocks
(albeit still very small flocks) out of communion with the only people who
can still teach them what Orthodoxy is and help them to wake up from their
fantasies of a ‘super-correct’ Orthodoxy that exists nowhere in the world.”
44
Not long after Fr. Seraphim’s repose, his prediction unfortunately came true
just as he had written.
“All this will pass, like some horrible nightmare,” 45 Fr. Seraphim remarked
in a letter. Looking back at his support of the super-correct group in previous
years, he wrote: “We feel ourselves badly betrayed.... All these years we trusted
that they were of one mind and soul with us, giving everything they had for the
cause of the English-speaking mission. But really, it seems that all this time they
were only building for their own glory, cruelly abusing the trust of our simple
Russian bishops, priests, and laymen.... 46 We fear that all our articles about
‘zealotry’ in the past years have helped to produce a monster!” 47
Of course, there was disillusionment on both sides. The leaders of the new
party, having been inspired to take up the zealot position in the first place largely
thanks to the Platina fathers, assumed that the fathers would naturally join their
movement and begin to take their directives from the Boston monastery. Some
of them were truly disappointed when it became clear that the fathers were not
going to follow their line. They had thought that Fr. Seraphim wanted absolute
strictness just like they did, but in this they were wrong. Fr. Seraphim wanted
Truth, which is on a deeper level altogether. “They have built a church career for
themselves,” Fr. Seraphim wrote, “on a false but attractive premise: that the
chief danger to the Church today is lack of strictness. No — the chief danger is
something much deeper—the loss of the savor of Orthodoxy, a movement in
which they themselves are participating, even in their ‘strictness.’... ‘Strictness’
will not save us if we don’t have any more the feeling and taste of Orthodoxy.”
48
During the last decade of his life, Fr. Seraphim poured an incredible amount
of time and energy into the question of “super-correctness,” having to uphold the
Orthodox consciousness handed down from his Fathers against the many
idiosyncrasies of the neo-traditionalist “theology.” Not only were articles
needed, but also carefully thought-out answers to the many who came to him
wondering about the new tone that was being set in the Church.
Looking back on this, one might be inclined to regard it as a waste of time.
These were, in Fr. Seraphim’s words, “college boys playing at Ortho-doxy,” 49
trying to prove they were tougher than everyone else. They were not sensitive
thinkers like Fr. Seraphim, and were not in the least interested in what he had to
say if it did not accord with the party line.
Several considerations, however, lead one to conclude that his time was not
wasted at all. First of all, as Fr. Seraphim was acutely aware, souls were at stake
in this matter, for in leading people into schism from the Church, the super-
correct faction was blocking off their means of salvation. “A number of people,”
Fr. Seraphim wrote, “have already left our Church in anger, and I see others
evidently preparing to go the same way. Our warnings on this subject in The
Orthodox Word are meant to save as many people as possible from this suicidal
step. Some dangerous signs: Just recently the priest of the ——— church in
——— told two of my spiritual children whom I had sent there, that our Russian
bishops are ‘betraying’ him by their ‘ecumenism’; another Greek priest has told
his flock that soon they will again be without bishops because they will have to
leave the Russian Church Abroad; another clergyman openly calls some of our
bishops ‘heretics.’ The perils about which we are warning are not imaginary, not
at all.” 50
Secondly, we should consider the effect that this matter had in rounding out
Fr. Seraphim’s message to the modern world. As we have seen, super-
correctness (and not always in the obvious forms mentioned above) is a big
temptation for Orthodox people of these latter times, when “the love of many
grows cold.” [e] Indeed, correctness is built into the very word “Orthodox,”
which means “right worship.” A key question for our days, which Fr. Seraphim
had to face, was: How does one remain a right (Orthodox) believer without
becoming self-righteous?
It was because Fr. Seraphim had a head-on collision with “correct”
extremism that he was able to help his contemporaries out of this ditch. If he had
not had it, it is likely that his writings would have proved one-sided. Even if he
had avoided this pitfall himself, his words would not have been able to prevent
less balanced individuals from going off the deep end on the right side. As it
stands now, however, his message to people of today is full of sobering warnings
against renovationism on the right as well as on the left, against legalism and
loveless externalism under the guise of “traditionalism.” “Anything outward,” he
had said, “can become a counterfeit.” 51
Finally, we should not neglect to mention the value of all this on the
formation of Fr. Seraphim’s own soul. He himself had been a convert to “zealot
Orthodoxy”; and it was necessary that he go deeper into the phenomenon of
zealotry, which by itself was not the answer. By dealing with it, and even more
by suffering over it throughout many years, he had been forced to eradicate
vestiges of cold elitism from his Christian faith, even while maintaining his
devotion to the cause of “true Orthodoxy.” As he wrote in a letter, “I think in all
of this, despite appearances, God is helping us to a deeper, truer Christianity. So
much of our Orthodoxy today is so self-righteous and smug, or at least lukewarm
and comfortable, that we need to be shaken up a little. May God only grant that
His sheep not be lost!” 52 And in another letter: “Deep down I do hope that we
will ‘suffer through’ this whole problem and that the deeper heart of our Church
will make itself known in the end.” 53
In this suffering Fr. Seraphim was able, as we shall see, to achieve that rare
combination of an uncompromising stand for Truth and a warm, living
Orthodoxy of the heart. Such is what makes all the difference between experts of
dead “traditionalism” and true carriers of living tradition such as Archbishop
John.
64
Genesis, Creation and Early Man
Today it requires a broader mind, less chained to “public opinion,” to
see the enormity of the creative acts of God described in Genesis. The
Holy Fathers — the most “sophisticated” and “scientific” minds of
their time — can be the unchainers of our fettered minds.
—Fr. Seraphim 1
FATHER SERAPHIM understood that his battle was not so much with
atheistic physical evolution and its absurdities as with the allegedly more
“refined” forms of theistic or spiritual evolution. The latter, he said, “are not at
all more ‘refined,’ just more vague and confused!... ‘Theistic’ evolution, as I
understand its motives, is the invention of men who, being afraid that physical
evolution is really ‘scientific,’ stick ‘God’ in at various points of the
evolutionary process in order not to be left out, in order to conform ‘theology’ to
the ‘latest scientific discoveries.’ But this kind of artificial thinking is
satisfactory only to the most vague and confused minds (for whom, apparently,
‘God’ supplies the energy and order that can’t be explained according to the
Second Law of Thermodynamics): it is satisfactory neither for theology nor for
science, but just mixes the two realms up. Again, ‘spiritual’ evolution applies the
‘conclusions’ of atheistic physical evolution to the ‘spiritual’ realm and comes to
results which are monstrous and unacceptable either from the scientific or the
theological point of view: a mixup and confusion which can only disguise itself
in fantastic jargon à la Teilhard de Chardin. Both these kinds of evolution
depend entirely on acceptance of physical evolution, and if that is shown to be
unsound they fall; and in addition they are self-contradictory because the whole
purpose and intent of the theory of physical evolution is to find an explanation of
the world without God; i.e., physical evolution is by its nature atheistic, and it’s
only ridiculous when ‘theologians’ run after the latest ‘scientific’ theory in order
not to be left behind by the times.” 15
At the time Fr. Seraphim wrote this, there was a definite trend among
Orthodox writers and thinkers to advocate evolutionism. The official Greek
Archdiocese newspaper, The Orthodox Observer, printed an article called
“Evolution: A Heresy?” 16 which quoted the “well-known Orthodox theologian
Panagiotis Trempelas” in favor of evolution; while the American Metropolia’s
magazine for teenagers, Concern, published an article entitled “Evolution: God’s
Method of Creation.” 17 The author of the Concern article, Theodosius
Dobzhansky, was a world-famous evolutionary biologist who had just received a
Doctorate honoris causa in theology from St. Vladimir’s Seminary. [b] “Here are
the arguments of an ‘Orthodox evolutionist,’” commented Fr. Seraphim. “Read
between the lines and answer: does this man believe in God as a true Orthodox
Christian believes in Him? He does not! He believes in Him as ‘modern’ man
believes, he is a deist. And very revealing is his conclusion: ‘One of the great
thinkers of our age, Teilhard de Chardin, wrote the following: “Is evolution a
theory, a system, or a hypothesis? It is much more — it is a general postulate to
which all theories, all hypotheses, all systems must henceforward bow and
which they must satisfy in order to be thinkable and true. Evolution is a light
which illuminates all facts, a trajectory which all lines of thought must follow —
this is what evolution is.”’” 18
Earlier, Teilhard had been praised by theologians of the “Parisian school.”
One of them, Fr. John Meyendorff, had written that Teilhard was “connected
with the profound intuition of the Orthodox Fathers of the Church”; 19 while
another, the editor (presumably Nikita Struve) of the Orthodox periodical from
Paris, Messenger of the Russian Student Christian Movement, wrote that
Teilhard had “overcome the negative approach to the world which is deeply
rooted among Christians.” 20
“The Patristic illiteracy of our own day,” Fr. Seraphim remarked, “is so
great that any ‘theologian’ can say virtually anything and attribute it to a ‘Holy
Father’ and not be corrected. Particularly with regard to evolution it is allowed to
make extremely vague statements which seem to give a ‘Patristic’ justification
for belief in this modern doctrine.” 21
All the “living links” to Orthodox tradition known to Fr. Seraphim were
aware that evolutionary theory was a faith rather than pure science. The critics of
Alexey Young’s article, however, kept holding up a traditional Greek Orthodox
writer and medical doctor, Alexander Kalomiros, as one who was pro-evolution.
Not being able to read Dr. Kalomiros’ writings in Greek, Fr. Seraphim was
frustrated at having his name repeatedly thrown at him in this way. He had
appreciated the English translation of Kalomiros’ strong critique of ecumenism,
Against False Union, and could not imagine how the same author could be in
favor of evolution. He wrote to Kalomiros asking his views, and the latter
promised to send a detailed reply in English, with quotes from the Holy Fathers.
“We look forward to this with open mind and some expectation!” wrote Fr.
Seraphim to Alexey. “We hope to receive confirmation of our suspicion that he
is quite wrongly used as virtually a proponent of evolution.” 22
Several months later the fathers received a forty-page epistle from Dr.
Kalomiros. “I must confess,” wrote Fr. Seraphim, again to Alexey, “that it is
shocking beyond our expectations — giving the ‘evolutionary’ teaching quite
unadorned and unqualified, complete with the ‘evolved beast Adam’ and ‘he
who denies evolution denies the Sacred Scriptures.’ In a way, however, we are
rather glad of this — because now for the first time we have found a reputable
Orthodox ‘evolutionist’ who is willing to be quite frank about matters which
others, I believe, are afraid to speak up about for fear of offending ‘weak
consciences’ which are under ‘Western influences.’” 23
“Patristically,” Fr. Seraphim wrote, Dr. Kalomiros’ letter was “very weak....
He bases his whole argument on two or three Patristic passages, very one-
sidedly interpreted.... It is quite obvious that Kalomiros has gone to the Fathers
already knowing that evolution is a ‘fact.’ He obviously has not given deep
thought to examining the presuppositions of the ‘fact’ of evolution, so we will
have to challenge him to start thinking and not bring to the Holy Fathers his
preconceptions based on modern Western ‘wisdom.’... The man is not a
theologian, but reads the Fathers hit and miss.... He is very imprecise on the
meaning of the word ‘evolution’—he thinks the development from embryo to
mature man is ‘evolution,’ and that the existence of different races of men is due
to ‘evolution.’” 24
FATHER HERMAN recalls that “Fr. Seraphim put all his energy into
composing a reply to Dr. Kalomiros.” [c] While thinking and writing about the
creation/evolution issue, Fr. Seraphim prayed fervently to God. As he did when
dealing with all such theological and philosophical questions, he not only studied
but suffered to find and enter into the mind of the Holy Fathers. Not content to
merely read their writings, he personally addressed the ancient Fathers as fellow
believers in the Body of Christ and as vehicles of Divine wisdom, so that he
would be given to see how they apprehended the creation. He felt especially
close to the fourth-century Father, St. Basil the Great, who among his many
other achievements wrote the definitive Patristic commentary on the Six Days of
Creation, the Hexaemeron.
In a prefatory reply to Dr. Kalomiros, Fr. Seraphim wrote: “We dearly love
the Holy Fathers and wish to live by their teaching, and we sense that you do
also. May it be that by this love, with the help of God and by the prayers of these
Holy Fathers, we may now begin a ‘dialogue’ with you that will bring us all to
the true Patristic teaching and be of help also to others.
“Everything that I write will be read and criticized by my co-laborer Fr.
Herman, to whom I am in obedience, and we will try also to obtain the opinions
of some of our Russian theologians whom we respect.” 25
Fr. Seraphim’s full reply turned out to be as long as Dr. Kalomiros’ letter.
In writing on the Patristic teaching as it relates to evolution, Fr. Seraphim
realized that he first of all had to define the word “evolution.” At the outset he
wrote: “Many of the arguments between ‘evolutionists’ and ‘anti-evolutionists’
are useless, for one basic reason: they are usually not arguing about the same
thing.... In order to be precise, I will tell you exactly what I mean by the word
‘evolution,’ which is the meaning it has in all textbooks of evolution.... All
scientific textbooks define evolution as a specific theory concerning HOW
creatures came to be in time: by means of the transformation of one kind of
creature into another, ‘complex forms being derived from simpler forms’ in a
natural process taking countless millions of years (Storer, General Zoology)....
“I wish to make very clear to you: I do not at all deny the fact of change
and development in nature. That a full-grown man grows from an embryo; that a
great tree grows from a small acorn; that new varieties of organisms are
developed, whether the ‘races’ of man or different kinds of cats and dogs and
fruit trees — but all of this is not evolution: it is only variation within a definite
kind or species; it does not prove or even suggest (unless you already believe this
for non-scientific reasons) that one kind or species develops into another and that
all present creatures are the product of such a development from one or a few
primitive organisms....
“No one, ‘evolutionist’ or ‘anti-evolutionist,’ will deny that the ‘properties’
of creatures can be changed; but this is not a proof of evolution unless it can be
shown that one kind or species can be changed into another, and even more, that
every species changes into another in an uninterrupted chain back to the most
primitive organism.” 26
Fr. Seraphim quoted extensive passages from St. Basil’s Hexaemeron to
show that this major Holy Father, in teaching about variation, was clearly
against any kind of transformist (evolutionary) ideas. “The Holy Fathers,” Fr.
Seraphim wrote, “quite clearly did not believe in any such theory—because the
theory of evolution was not invented until modern times.... I am sure you will
agree with me that we are not free to interpret the Holy Scriptures as we please,
but we must interpret them as the Holy Fathers teach us. I am afraid that not all
who speak about Genesis and evolution pay attention to this principle. Some
people are so concerned to combat Protestant fundamentalism that they go to
extreme lengths to refute anyone who wishes to interpret the sacred text of
Genesis ‘literally’; but in so doing they never refer to St. Basil the Great or other
commentators on the book of Genesis, who state quite clearly the principles we
are to follow in interpreting the sacred text.”
From the writings of many different Fathers, Fr. Seraphim went on to
demonstrate that they truly did understand the book of Genesis “simply” — or,
in the words of St. Basil the Great, “as it is written” — and that they even
warned against “explaining away” things in this book which are difficult for our
common sense to understand. He showed that all the Fathers taught that the first
man Adam and likewise the first creatures “appeared in a way different from all
their descendants: they appeared not by natural generation but by the word of
God....
“The doctrine of evolution attempts to understand the mysteries of God’s
creation by means of natural knowledge and worldly philosophy, not even
allowing the possibility that there is something in these mysteries which places
them beyond its capabilities of knowing; while the book of Genesis is an account
of God’s creation as seen in Divine vision by the God-seer Moses, and this
vision is confirmed also by the experience of later Holy Fathers....
“I believe that modern science in most cases knows more than St. Basil, St.
John Chrysostom, St. Ephraim, and other Fathers about the properties of fishes
and such specific scientific facts; no one will deny this. But who knows more
about the way in which God acts: modern science, which is not even sure that
God exists, and in any case tries to explain everything without Him; or these
God-bearing Holy Fathers?” 27
The final part of Fr. Seraphim’s letter dealt with the most important
question which is raised for Orthodox theology by the theory of evolution: the
nature of man, and in particular the nature of the first-created man Adam. Dr.
Kalomiros, in trying to conform the Genesis account to evolutionary ideas, had
posited that “man is not naturally the image of God... naturally he is an animal,
an evolved beast.” According to Dr. Kalomiros, at a certain stage of man’s
evolution, when his body could have been “in all aspects the body of an ape,”
man was infused with grace, transforming him from animal to man “without
changing a single anatomical feature of his body, without changing a single
cell.” 28 As Fr. Seraphim showed, however, such a view ran contrary to the
teaching of the Holy Fathers, who taught that man was created in the image of
God according to his very nature; that his nature was originally dispassionate
and virtuous; that his body and soul were created at the same time; that he was
created in grace from the very beginning; that his body was originally
incorruptible; and that his nature was changed through the fall. 29 Fr. Seraphim
explained: “The Holy Fathers clearly teach that, when Adam sinned, man did not
merely lose something which had been added to his nature, but rather human
nature itself was changed, corrupted, at the same time man lost God’s grace....
Our whole Orthodox conception of the Incarnation of Christ and our salvation
through Him is bound up with a proper understanding of human nature as it was
in the beginning, to which Christ has restored us.” 30
Dr. Kalomiros’ “naturalistic” view of man’s original nature fit much better
with the Roman Catholic teaching of Thomas Aquinas than with the God-
illumined teaching of the Holy Fathers. Quoting from the Summa Theologica, Fr.
Seraphim demonstrated that Aquinas “did not know that man’s nature was
changed after the transgression,” and that he (Aquinas) understood the first-
created world as do modern “Christian evolutionists,” solely from the viewpoint
of the fallen world. Far different was the vision of the Holy Fathers, who saw the
first-created world as being of an order entirely different from that of the present,
corruptible earth. “The state of Adam and the first-created world,” Fr. Seraphim
wrote, “has been placed forever beyond the knowledge of science by the barrier
of Adam’s transgression, which changed the very nature of Adam and the
creation, and indeed the very nature of knowledge itself. Modern science knows
only what it observes and what may be reasonably inferred from observation....
The true knowledge of Adam and the first-created world — as much as is useful
for us to know — is accessible only in God’s revelation and in the Divine vision
of the saints.” 31
The creation of man. Detail of a Russian icon of about the year 1570, now located at the
Solvychegodsk Museum of History and Art.
The Orthodox understanding of man’s original state also has direct bearing
on the Orthodox dogma of redemption. As discussed earlier, the Scriptures and
Holy Fathers teach that Adam became subject to death only at the time of his
fall; that death was the sentence for sin; and that Christ the second Adam, having
taken on the sentence and died for us, offers mankind redemption from all the
consequences of the fall. [d] This teaching — particularly the teaching that by
one man sin entered the world, and death by sin (Rom. 5:12)—becomes
extremely hazy if not entirely lost when one sees man as having evolved from
lower creatures over millions of years.
Fr. Seraphim wrote to Dr. Kalomiros concerning how one’s view of
Genesis affects one’s understanding of basic doctrines of the Orthodox Church:
“We hear today many Orthodox priests who tell us, ‘Our faith in Christ does not
depend on how we interpret Genesis. You can believe as you wish.’ But how can
it be that our negligence in understanding one part of God’s revelation (which,
by the way, is indeed closely bound up with Christ, the Second Adam, Who
became incarnate in order to restore us to our original state) will not lead to
negligence in understanding the whole doctrine of the Orthodox Church? It is
not for nothing that St. John Chrysostom closely binds together the correct and
strict interpretation of Scripture (specifically Genesis) and the correct dogmas
which are essential for our SALVATION. Speaking of those who interpret the
book of Genesis allegorically, St. John Chrysostom says: ‘Let us not pay heed to
these people, let us stop up our hearing against them, and let us believe the
Divine Scripture, and following what is said in it, let us strive to preserve in our
souls sound dogmas, and at the same time to lead also a right life, so that our life
would both testify of the dogmas, and the dogmas would give firmness to our
life.... If we live well but will be negligent over right dogmas, we can acquire
nothing for our salvation. If we wish to be delivered from Gehenna and receive
the Kingdom, we must be adorned both with the one and with the other — both
with rightness of dogmas, and strictness of life.’” 32
THE reply of Dr. Kalomiros to Fr. Seraphim, which was two years in
coming, was very disappointing. Kalomiros said that he did not know of any
scientist who so much as questioned evolution. Accusing Fr. Seraphim of being
“against science,” he held up Ernst Haeckel’s “recapitulation theory” of the
human embryo as a proof of evolution: a theory which Fr. Seraphim knew had
already been refuted and discarded by evolutionists themselves as a nineteenth-
century fantasy. Having made this elementary error, Kalomiros yet told Fr.
Seraphim that he forbade him to discuss any scientific questions with him until
he had received advanced degrees in the physical sciences: “A typical refuge,”
wrote Fr. Seraphim, “of someone who doesn’t want a free discussion on the
subject!” 33 Kalomiros also leveled the all-purpose accusation that Fr. Seraphim
was under “Western influence”: under such influence, he said, that it was
impossible for Fr. Seraphim to comprehend what he was trying to say.
Fr. Seraphim assured Dr. Kalomiros that he was not “against science.” “I do
not have an advanced degree in science,” he wrote, “but I have taken college
courses in zoology and done considerable reading in scientific sources on the
theory and facts of evolution.... You seem to be unaware of the great mass of
scientific literature in recent years which is highly critical of the evolutionary
theory, which talks about relegating it to poetry and metaphors instead of
scientific theory (Prof. Constance, professor of botany at the University of
California, Berkeley), or even denies its validity altogether. If you wish (but it is
quite pointless!), I could indeed compile a list of hundreds (if not thousands) of
reputable scientists who now either disbelieve in evolution entirely or state that it
is highly questionable as a scientific theory.” 34
FATHER SERAPHIM did not live to see Genesis, Creation and Early Man
published, but he worked on it up until the time of his death. Alexey sent rough
drafts of chapters to Fr. Seraphim, which the latter revised and augmented with
his own material, even sending it to a professor of natural sciences for review.
Fr. Seraphim, meanwhile, continued to write notes and outlines for his own
sections. Then, in 1981, only a year before his death, he took up the subject
again in earnest. During the “New Valaam Theological Academy” course [g] in
the summer of that year, he gave a series of classes on the Patristic interpretation
of the first three chapters of the book of Genesis. He put much effort into this
course beforehand, writing out an extensive manuscript of a verse-by-verse
commentary filled with Patristic quotations, many of which he translated
himself. His eight years of contemplating, reading, and praying about this
subject had not been in vain. His series of classes was the product of a matured
Patristic mind, of one who, perhaps more than anyone else in modern times, had
searched through the sum of the teaching of the Fathers in order to find and
elucidate the Patristic doctrine of Creation. And how exalted was the teaching of
the Fathers that he poured forth, how much more inspiring than the attempts of
others to conform the Holy Fathers to modern intellectual fashions!
At the next Academy course in the summer of 1982, Fr. Seraphim
continued his commentary on Genesis, this time discussing the fourth to the
eleventh chapters. Within two weeks after finishing these classes he
unexpectedly fell ill, and within another week he reposed in the Lord. His
Patristic commentary on Genesis, therefore, was the last major achievement of
his life.
The Prophet Moses writing in Eden. Frontispiece to the book of Genesis in the Bible of Leo
Sakellarios, Constantinople, A.D. 940.
Seeing how Dr. Kalomiros had handled the subject, Fr. Seraphim had at one
point been discouraged about getting tangled up in it at all. But it is to our great
benefit that he was able to overcome this discouragement, receiving inspiration
again directly from the Fathers. And in overcoming the temptation — bred in
him from childhood — to feel he “knew better” than the ancients, Fr. Seraphim
revealed how noble, how utterly treasurable is the Patristic mind. Clearly, from
his writing one can see that this is no ordinary human mind, but something
Divine.
As Fr. Seraphim observed, the Prophet Moses, the author of Genesis, had
received his knowledge of the creation from Divine vision—theoria in Greek.
The Holy Fathers who commented on the Scriptures were also partakers of
Divine theoria, and thus they are the only sure interpreters of Moses’ narrative.
Fr. Seraphim, having immersed himself in the mind of the Fathers, presented to
the modern world the Patristic vision of the cosmos, and thus raised the
discussion far above the merely rational and scientific.
Many of the Holy Fathers, being visionaries, knew from experience the
reality of man as he was intended to be. They taught that the original, incorrupt
state of Adam was man’s natural state, and that his present state of corruption
after the fall is unnatural. 44 Some of the Fathers [h] taught further that, before
the fall, the entire material creation was incorrupt and without death, and that it
fell into corruption because of man. Like these Holy Fathers, Christians of today
are given the possibility of tasting the original, natural state of man even in this
life, and of glimpsing the incorruptible world for which man was created.
Fr. Seraphim believed that one of the greatest problems among
contemporary Christians is that they have lost an awareness of what Adam was
like before the fall, before his very nature was changed. “With the opening of
their eyes through the transgression,” Fr. Seraphim wrote, “Adam and Eve have
already lost the life of Paradise.... From now on their eyes will be open to the
lower things of this earth, and they will see only with difficulty the higher things
of God. They are no longer dispassionate, but have begun the passionate earthly
life we still know today.” 45
It was precisely by becoming dispassionate through prayer and ascetic
struggle that the saints restored in themselves, while yet in a corruptible body,
some measure of the likeness of Adam. Like him, they were shown to be
impervious to the elements; like him, they were masters and stewards of
creation, and all creatures obeyed them. Fr. Seraphim, in reading the Lives of the
desert-dwellers, was fascinated by these almost contemporary images of what
man was in the beginning, and likewise of what he will be in the future age,
when the creation will be transfigured and when man will be raised up in a body
incorruptible.
“Even in our fallen state,” Fr. Seraphim asked, “can we not be reminded of
Paradise and our fall from it in the nature that surrounds us? In the animals it is
not difficult to see the passions over which we should be masters, but which
have largely taken possession of us; and in the peaceful murmur of the forests
(where so many ascetic strugglers have taken refuge) can we not see a reminder
of the Paradise of vegetation originally intended for our dwelling and food, and
still existing for those able to ascend, with St. Paul, to behold it?” 46
DURING the first half of the twentieth century, scientists were loath to
question the evolutionary model. They would test every hypothesis save that
one, for it provided the foundation for their naturalistic worldview. Those few
scientists — including some very important ones — who dared to undermine this
“dogma” were considered “heretics” and were blacklisted. When Dr. Kalomiros
was going to school in the 1950s, it was not only unfashionable but positively
anathema not to believe in evolution; and hence his attempt, as a “Patristic
scholar,” to make the ancient Fathers believe it as well. Later, as we have seen,
this situation began to change. More and more reputable scientists began to
come into the open with their conclusions that the evolutionary model did not
account for the data they were finding. During Fr. Seraphim’s lifetime, such
discussion had been largely confined to the scientific community, so that people
wishing to learn what was happening would, like Fr. Seraphim, have to
familiarize themselves with specialized books and journals. In the years
following his repose, however, the growing “agnosticism” of scientists toward
evolutionary theory has leaked out more to the general public; and this has been
in conjunction with yet more findings — particularly in the “hard” sciences of
genetics and biochemistry— which have made evolutionism appear less and less
tenable. [i] Some scientists are looking for a new model, though they hardly
know where to turn. Of course, one cannot expect that they will necessarily turn
to the “Creation Model,” since, as Fr. Seraphim pointed out, neither creation nor
evolution can be conclusively proved: both are a matter of faith and philosophy,
of a choice of presuppositions. One thing, however, is certain: today’s
disbeliever in evolution, if he bases his arguments on the weighty doubts of
leading scientists themselves, will be far less likely to be classified among those
who still maintain that the world is flat than the same disbeliever forty years ago.
Thus, it is plain that while Dr. Kalomiros and others were behind the times
in their fear that evolution was a “fact” or might still be proven so, Fr. Seraphim
was clearly ahead of his times. This was seen in 1998, when the popular
Orthodox newspaper The Christian Activist published an article by Dr.
Kalomiros (who by that time had reposed) setting forth his “Orthodox
evolutionist” ideas. Perhaps due to the growing awareness among Orthodox
Christians of the holes in evolutionary theory, or perhaps due to the growing
awareness of the actual teachings of the Fathers, Dr. Kalomiros’ article evoked a
tremendous number of responses from Orthodox readers — all of them negative.
Such a strong and unanimous response would not have been seen in the 1970s,
or even in the 1980s. As a result of it, in the next issue of the newspaper the
editor printed most of Fr. Seraphim’s lengthy letter to Dr. Kalomiros, with the
statement that Fr. Seraphim’s presentation of the Holy Fathers on the subject of
evolution was indeed the traditional, Orthodox one. Since that time, Fr.
Seraphim’s letter has been quoted in its entirety or in part in numerous journals
and books in Russia, Serbia, and America. 47 Today it is widely regarded as a
definitive exposition of the Patristic doctrine of creation, and the clearest
Patristic refutation of evolution ever written.
Finally, in the year 2000 the St. Herman Brotherhood completed the work
that Fr. Seraphim had begun. Under Fr. Seraphim’s proposed title, Genesis,
Creation and Early Man, it published an exhaustive collection of all the relevant
material — from manuscripts, letters, notes, and transcriptions of tape-recorded
lectures — that Fr. Seraphim produced on the subject of creation over the course
of nine years, up until the time of his repose. The resulting seven-hundred-page
volume, introduced by the renowned critic of Darwinism Phillip E. Johnson, [j]
has already had a profound effect on many souls and has attracted the interest of
scientists, philosophers, and theological writers. It has been reviewed by
Orthodox, Roman Catholic, and Protestant thinkers — both those who believe in
the Biblical creation account “as it is written” and those who believe in
evolution. 48 Russian, Serbian, and Romanian editions of the book have been
published. The book has found an eager audience especially in Russia, where a
movement has arisen within the Orthodox Church to teach and defend the
Scriptural/Patristic doctrine of creation, using Fr. Seraphim’s writings as one of
its main sources. [k] Out of this movement, the Orthodox missionary/educational
Center “Shestodnev” (Six-Days) was established in the year 2000 with the
blessing of Patriarch Alexey II of Moscow and All Russia (†2008). Comprised
of Orthodox theological writers and scientists, the Center considers Fr.
Seraphim’s ground-breaking study of Genesis and creation to be foundational to
its own work. [l]
Fr. Seraphim, having climbed out of the shifting sands of intellectual
fashion, knew that man must know the truth about where he came from before
he can know where he is going. “Our key,” he wrote not long before his repose,
“is sticking to the wisdom of the Church, trusting our own Fathers and the Holy
Fathers who lived before. People are ready to hear this.” 49
PART VII
With the Anderson boys in front of the monastery church, ca. 1978. Left to right: Sergei, Fr.
Seraphim, Fr. Herman, Thomas, and Basil.
65
Children
She is not dead,—the child of our affection,—
But gone unto that school
Where she no longer needs our poor protection,
And Christ Himself doth rule.
—Henry Wadsworth Longfellow 1
A MONG the people whom Vladimir and Sylvia Anderson took into their care
was an unwed, poverty-stricken, and mentally unbalanced mother named
Julia, [a] with her three sons from different fathers. A convert to Orthodoxy, she
stayed with the Andersons for over a year, beginning in 1971. Her second son, a
handsome mulatto boy named Theophil, [b] was then seven years old. He became
the constant companion of Vladimir’s daughter Margaret, a beautiful yellow-
haired child who was his same age. When she had come to the St. Herman
Hermitage for the first time in 1970, Margaret had been the first female to step
through its gates.
In 1972, little Maggie began having seizures and was diagnosed with a rare
disease called Dawson’s encephalitis. The doctors said that nothing could be
done about it, and that Maggie would die in anywhere between six weeks and
two years. As Maggie began to waste away, Vladimir realized that he could no
longer commute to San Francisco every weekend to run the bookstore. Thus,
after three years of this self-sacrificing labor, he was forced to close the shop. In
the years to come, however, his publishing house in Willits never ceased to print
and distribute priceless Orthodox literature. [c]
During the painful period of Maggie’s decline, Vladimir and Sylvia’s eldest
son Thomas (Fr. Seraphim’s godson) told his parents that he wanted to stay at
the Platina hermitage. Thomas was only twelve years old at the time. Recalling
his reasons for wanting to go, he later said, “Platina was an adventure — like
camping out. But the main reason I wanted to stay was because I felt there was
love there.” 2
Vladimir and Sylvia were glad to grant their son’s request. “We felt it was
the ideal place to send our sons to stay for a while,” Vladimir recalls. “Despite
the fact that there was no running water, insufficient heat, and going to school
involved a two-mile walk each way down an unplowed, snow-covered road in
winter, it was like heaven on earth.” 3
While at the monastery, Thomas helped Fathers Seraphim and Herman with
many chores. Every morning he would walk down the mountain and meet the
car pool to the public elementary school: a one-room schoolhouse about a mile
the other side of the town of Platina. Fr. Seraphim, as Thomas’ guardian, would
attend the parent-teacher conferences at the school. “Is that your father?” the
other students would ask Thomas, staring at the long-bearded monk. “No,” the
boy would reply, “he’s my godfather.”
On the Feast of the Dormition of the Mother of God in August 1972,
Vladimir and Sylvia came to the monastery with their other children, including
Maggie. “Maggie was pretty far gone by that time,” Sylvia recalls. “Much of her
brain had been destroyed by the virus. As we were descending the hill after
leaving the monastery, we came to a tricky hairpin turn. At that moment our
nine-year-old daughter Cecilia, who was a year older than Maggie, said to her
little sister, ‘Maggie, say a prayer!’ Maggie said, ‘I love you, God!’ Those were
the last words she ever said; after that she could not speak.” 4
In November of 1972, when Thomas had been at the monastery for about
four months, the fathers received the sad but expected news that Maggie was
dying. The next morning very early, the two fathers and Thomas drove to San
Francisco to meet the Anderson family. On the way they stopped at a gas station,
and Fr. Seraphim called Abbess Ariadna’s convent where the Andersons were
staying. When he hung up the phone, Fr. Seraphim began explaining to Thomas
how the souls of innocent children like Maggie are taken by God into heaven.
Guessing why Fr. Seraphim was telling him this, Thomas asked, “Did she die?”
“No,” said Fr. Seraphim gently. “She went to heaven.”
As Thomas recalls, “I remember feeling: I’m a big boy; I’m not supposed to
cry. I was getting choked up. Fr. Seraphim put his arm around me and said, ‘It’s
OK to cry.’ He started to cry himself, and that gave me the go-ahead. He was so
compassionate; he knew what I was feeling. Since he was crying, I could cry.” 5
When the fathers met the Anderson family, Sylvia had one request of them.
Having been given the idea by Thomas, she begged them to allow Maggie to be
buried at the monastery. It would, she said, be a great consolation in her grief to
know that she could always go to the quiet forest refuge and sit beside her
daughter’s grave in prayer. Wishing to fulfill her request, the fathers received
both a blessing from Archbishop Anthony and a permit from the county
authorities to bury the young girl at the monastery.
Maggie’s funeral occurred at the “little convent” on Fell Street in San
Francisco, where Vladimir and Sylvia had first come into direct contact with
Orthodoxy. All the nuns gathered together to pray next to Maggie’s wooden
coffin. Seeing the child dressed all in white, with a look of peace on her
beautiful and innocent face, many of the Russian women wept. They said she
looked like an angel. Vladimir’s six other children solemnly stood with candles
as prayers were being read over their reposed sister.
Waiting by the coffin with the nuns, Fathers Herman and Seraphim were
approached by Maggie’s friend Theophil. “Can I come and live with you?” the
boy asked.
“Why?” asked Fr. Herman.
“I want to live in the woods, not in the city. My mom says it’s all right, if
it’s all right with you.”
“Well, right now we already have Thomas with us,” Fr. Herman explained.
“But when he leaves, then you can come and stay.”
“Promise?”
“Promise!”
After the funeral, the coffin was placed in the monastery truck. The fathers
drove to Platina along with Vladimir’s sons Thomas and Basil. During the five-
hour trip they sang “Christ is Risen” and other Orthodox hymns, which served to
exalt their spirits and remind them of Paradise. They arrived at the monastery
before anyone else and carried the coffin into the middle of the church. When
the rest of the Anderson family came, Fr. Herman told them: “Now we have to
keep vigil day and night. Everyone should take part in reading from the Psalter.”
Meanwhile, everyone took turns digging the grave, located partway up the
hill on a site Sylvia had chosen. As Thomas recalls, “Fr. Seraphim worked the
hardest.” In the evening Valentina Harvey, in the company of her eight-year-old
daughter Alexandra, came to the monastery for a visit. The Harveys did not
know the Andersons then, let alone that their child had died. Walking into the
church, Valentina and Alexandra were surprised to see a coffin in the middle of
it, watched over by children with candles. Their coming at this time was an
interesting “coincidence,” for many years later Alexandra was to marry
Vladimir’s son Basil.
Maggie was not left alone during the entire night; the Psalter was read
unceasingly by the fathers and the family. On the following morning the coffin
was carried to the grave site. One of the boys walked in front of the procession,
carrying a cross that Sylvia had made out of roses. From behind, the fathers
watched the solemn group ascend the hill. The gentle faces of the children were
illumined by their flickering candles, bringing yet more peace to the woods
which, at the end of autumn, were cast in shades of gold. A doe and her fawn sat
nearby, quietly watching the procession and burial.
When Maggie’s grave had been covered with earth, Fr. Herman gave a
sermon to the family. “You are fortunate,” he said, “that your daughter, your
sister, can die and be buried here in freedom. No one persecutes you, as in the
Soviet Union, for giving her a Christian burial, for coming to pray here.... And
you’re also fortunate that one who just recently lived among you now goes to
heaven to pray for us. We have her as our own heavenly protectress, and we give
her now to God.”
With this thought in the hearts of all, the atmosphere at the burial was one
not of sadness, but rather of rejoicing — rejoicing in the knowledge that, through
Christ’s sacrifice and triumph over death, His departed followers are raised to
Paradise and their bodies await resurrection. “All sorrow seemed to be
swallowed up in joy,” Fr. Seraphim noted soon afterward, “and the whole time it
felt like Pascha. The children were positively radiant with joy! How
unfathomable are God’s ways with us, and how merciful He is!” 6
Standing beside the grave of her daughter in joyful tears, Sylvia told the
fathers, “This is the happiest day of my life.” The fruit of her own womb, she
knew, was already in heaven and was praying for her on earth.
Right after the Andersons said their last farewell and left for their home in
Willits, it began to rain — another sign of grace. The fathers reflected on the
Providence of God, how the first girl ever to enter their hermitage had found her
final resting place there.
“After Maggie was buried at the monastery,” Thomas recalls, “I didn’t feel
so homesick, because now my sister was there with me, in Platina, and that gave
me comfort. I remember going up to her grave and talking to her when I would
miss my family.” 7
LATER that winter, when Thomas was still staying at the hermitage, he
experienced a healing through the prayers of Fr. Seraphim. As he later
recounted: “I always had problems with my hearing. Periodically a mobile unit
would come to school to test the students for hearing. I would always fail the
test, and the other children would tease me about this. Not wanting to be teased
any longer, I started cheating on the test. The test consisted of raising our hands
when we heard a sound from the testing device. As the test was being
administered, we were supposed to put our heads down on our desks so as not to
see when the other students raised their hands. I would peek at the other students
from the corner of my eye so that I could raise my hands when they did.
“During the winter of 1972, I had bad earaches. One night I woke up with a
pounding earache. I was crying and could not sleep. Fr. Seraphim took oil mixed
with myrrh from the relics of St. Nicholas, said a prayer, and anointed my ear
with it. My ear started feeling better, and I went to sleep. My earache was cured,
and so were my ears. After that my hearing improved remarkably. Since that
time I’ve had no more problems with my ears, and today my hearing is perfect.”
Thomas stayed at the hermitage until April of 1973, and then returned in
1974 and stayed throughout the entire school year. By that time he was in the
ninth grade, and so had to go to school in the town of Hayfork, one hour away.
Every morning he would have holy bread (antidoron) and holy water with the
fathers, and then walk down the mountain to catch the school bus. Fr. Seraphim
would write the excuses when Thomas would be absent from school for Church
feasts.
Concerning his stay at the hermitage, Thomas has later said: “I felt like I
mattered to the fathers. The time I stayed there strengthened me.
“The fathers eliminated distractions, so that they were never too busy to
spend time with me. Whenever I wanted to talk about something, they made
time for me. I would write down questions, and would ask Fr. Seraphim these
questions while we were working on the Linotype machine. It seems I could ask
him anything, and he would know the answer for it.
“At the same time, though, Fr. Seraphim knew how dangerous it was to
think one knows a lot. He had a deep humility. He wouldn’t butt heads with you
intellectually. When possible, he would not let on how much he knew, but would
let you do the talking.... 8
“Fr. Seraphim was a person that was never impressed; he was never
depressed, either.... He had so reeled in his passions. When it was hot, he never
said it was hot; when it was cold, he never said it was cold.
“He taught me how to walk in snowshoes. One day we went down together
in snowshoes to get the mail, and I remember having difficulty, but he never got
frustrated with me. Even when I did something bad, I can’t remember ever
getting punished. I didn’t want to do anything bad, but when you’re twelve
sometimes you do bad things, or stupid things. But I never got yelled at.” 9
While he was at the hermitage, Thomas was given the assignment of
reading David Copperfield. He found the reading tedious, so on Sundays Fr.
Seraphim would take him on walks, and they would alternate reading pages from
the book.
Fr. Herman, meanwhile, encouraged Thomas’ interest and talent in art,
going so far as to set up an exhibit of Thomas’ work in the monastery. “Fr.
Herman made a big deal about the exhibit,” Thomas remembers, “helping me to
carefully display the pieces and put placards underneath them. There was a
reception with music. The fathers made tea and served cookies that someone had
brought. It was just the fathers and myself, but I felt like I had an opening in
New York City — I felt so good! They made me feel so good about it.” Thomas
says that Fr. Herman also taught him how to use the printing press. 10
LOOKING back on the time he spent with Fr. Seraphim, Thomas says he
learned from him priceless lessons which he has treasured throughout the years.
“From Fr. Seraphim,” he says, “I learned integrity and honesty. He taught me to
be good even when no one is looking. In other words, if someone mistakenly
gives you a twenty-dollar bill instead of a ten, you say some-thing — you don’t
just get away with it.”
This observation is seen to be all the more significant in light of a short
piece Fr. Seraphim wrote for The Orthodox Word in 1974, when Thomas was
staying at the monastery. At that time, having been asked by Fr. Herman to write
something on the acquisition of Orthodox piety in childhood, Fr. Seraphim chose
to focus on the virtue of honesty. “The fragrance of true Orthodox piety,” he
wrote, “is most thoroughly absorbed in the formative years of childhood, before
the soul has become hardened in a wrong understanding of life, or become
involved in the atmosphere of fakery and lying so characteristic of the present-
day world on both sides of the Iron Curtain. Nothing is so essential to the
gaining and keeping of this fragrance as truthfulness, for God is Truth and Satan
is the father of lies. Lying, dishonesty, deception — disfigure and wound a child
and cause him to lose this fragrance.
“A child who is taught the habit of truthfulness can preserve the precious
fragrance of Orthodoxy for his whole life and bring forth abundant spiritual
fruits unto eternal salvation.” 11
Thomas also recalls that he received “unconditional faith” from Fr.
Seraphim: “When Fr. Seraphim encountered obstacles he would say, ‘What
we’re doing must be good, because the devil doesn’t like it and is trying to get
us.’ For example, one time Archbishop Anthony and Bishop Nektary came to the
monastery and served the Divine Liturgy, and the day was filled with grace.
When the bishops were leaving, we discovered that, when they had last had their
gas tank fueled up, the gas station attendant had accidentally put the wrong
locking gas cap on. The wrong gas cap now had to be taken off very carefully
with tools, in such a way as not to cause a spark and thus an explosion. It was a
painstaking procedure that took hours. ‘You see,’ Fr. Seraphim remarked to me,
‘something good happened today, and the devil is angry at it.’ He was always
looking at the positive side like that.” 12
When the school year was over in 1975 and Thomas was to leave the
hermitage, he did so with tears in his eyes. “May God preserve him a true
Orthodox Christian!” Fr. Seraphim noted in his Chronicle at the time. 13 Thomas
later went on to attend seminary and raise a family of his own, becoming a
lifelong friend of the fathers. Interestingly, over the years he has supported
himself and his family first as a printer and later as an artist: two professions in
which he was first trained at the monastery.
TOWARD the end of Thomas’ stay, Julia’s oldest boy Matthew, [d] then
thirteen years old, stayed for three months at the hermitage. But it was eleven-
year-old Theophil who was truly to make a home there. The fathers later felt that
Maggie had sent him, since it had been at her funeral that he had asked to live at
the hermitage. The little friend she had left behind on earth was a very troubled
boy, one who had been deeply wounded by life. He had never known his
African-American father, and had been made to feel that something was wrong
with him because he was the only black person in his family. His upbringing by
his unstable, white mother had been dreary and oppressive — which was the real
reason why he wanted to come to the hermitage.
In June of 1975, Fr. Seraphim picked up Theophil in San Francisco, and
from that time forward he became a father to him. Along with his brothers,
Theophil exhibited serious behavioral problems; and there were times when Fr.
Seraphim feared, as he told Fr. Herman, that they had “got him too late.” And
yet the fathers knew that beneath all the emotional scars lay a loving heart.
Having stayed at the hermitage for a year, Theophil was, according to the
initial agreement with his mother, to be returned to his home in San Francisco.
Fr. Seraphim took him on this trip, but on the way Theophil began to cry,
begging to be allowed to stay at the hermitage. Fr. Seraphim told the boy’s
mother, and she gave her consent.
As it turned out, in all the years they were together the fathers never had a
more valuable helper than Theophil. The boy put all his energy into the common
work: lighting stoves early in the morning, cooking, chopping firewood,
printing, etc. And in the meantime he was receiving his education from Fr.
Seraphim, who took time out to instruct him in the necessary subjects, from
history to world literature. With his great love for the stars, Fr. Seraphim bought
a telescope so he could teach astronomy to Theophil and other boys. Over the
years Fr. Seraphim was even to teach Theophil how to read and translate the
Divine services from Church Slavonic.
In Old Russian culture, orphaned and unwanted children are always looked
upon as God’s children, being under His special protection and guidance.
Having come to the hermitage by God’s Providence, Theophil found the love
and warmth that a child’s heart requires. And the responsibilities of taking care
of one of God’s children brought yet more warmth into Fr. Seraphim’s life, also.
It is true that in succeeding years Theophil gave Fr. Seraphim cause to weep
much and experience sleepless nights; but even if this was not seen or
appreciated by the boy himself, it was seen by God and was unto Fr. Seraphim’s
salvation. As he drew closer to love’s heavenly source in the desert, Fr.
Seraphim was deepening his capacity for love — and thus his capacity to suffer
over others.
Over the years other troubled boys stayed at the hermitage for extended
periods of time, in order to benefit from the simplicity, wholesomeness, and
tranquility of the monastic environment. In 1978 a Russian boy named Sergei,
who was having difficulty adjusting to life both at home and at school, came to
the hermitage by special arrangement of his parents and teachers. Fr. Seraphim
helped him with his schoolwork, and after some time received this letter from
the boy’s father:
... On my part I don’t know how to thank you, Fr. Seraphim, for what you
are doing for Sergei. Sergei is happy and has acquired stability inside and
peace, and he loves the work. He has changed from an unhappy child to a
blossoming human being. Thank you to both you and Fr. Herman.
Only for four years did they enjoy such a quiet, silent life, sweet in God and
consoling to the soul. “For other brothers,” wrote Paisius later, “coming
from the world into monasticism, seeing the loving life which I lived with
my brother, became inflamed with zeal to unite themselves to such a life.” 2
AS the Brotherhood grew, Fr. Seraphim looked to Fr. Herman as the one
who, as he wrote, “can lead us in oneness of soul and mind (something we poor
Americans can’t do, as long as Orthodoxy is so frail in us).” 4 Once when his co-
laborer was away, Fr. Seraphim told the brothers, “We should value Fr. Herman.
He has vision.”
But while Fr. Herman’s vision got things started, Fr. Seraphim’s patient
persistence kept them going, just as it had earlier in San Francisco. Alexey
Young has described how this arrangement worked with regard not only to the
monastic community but also to the lay people who were spiritually connected to
the hermitage: “The fathers operated as a team, each one’s character balancing
and complementing the other’s. Fr. Herman was the one whose enthusiasm
inspired and stirred us to action; Fr. Seraphim was the one who showed us, step
by step, how to carry through on the ideas Fr. Herman gave us.” 5
Thomas Anderson has his own, humorous reminiscences of this
arrangement: “Fr. Seraphim and Fr. Herman worked well together. I never saw
them argue or get angry at each other. Fr. Herman came up with the ideas, and
Fr. Seraphim figured out how to carry them out. For example, when we had
hardly laid the foundation for a building, Fr. Herman was already talking
enthusiastically about what color it was going to be, how there would be a
double-eagle above the door, etc. And Fr. Seraphim said, ‘Look, we need to get
some more lumber.’”
The outgoing Fr. Herman functioned as the leader of the hermitage, being
officially appointed as the Superior (Nachalnik) by Archbishop Anthony in the
latter’s Paschal epistle to the Brotherhood in 1975. 6 The quiet Fr. Seraphim,
meanwhile, served as the spiritual guide, dealing with people on a one-on-one
basis. Every evening after services, Fr. Seraphim remained in church to hear the
brothers unburden their souls privately to him. Again, the fathers took this
monastic practice from Blessed Paisius Velichkovsky, who had continued it
when he had become the head of a monastery. Blessed Paisius had instituted
“revelation of thoughts” as a way of cutting off hidden bad inclinations before
they could be magnified by the devil. In Blessed Paisius’ Life it is said:
Everyone, and above all beginners, was to confess his thoughts each
evening to his spiritual father. For confession is the foundation of true
repentance and the forgiveness of sins.... And if some disturbance were to
occur among the brethren, there must be reconciliation on that very day,
according to the Scripture: Let not the sun set on your anger (Eph. 4:26). 7
ON September 1/14, 1973, the celebration of the Church New Year, Fr.
Seraphim wrote optimistically: “The new year begins with the brethren dwelling
together in harmony and deriving inspiration from the coenobitic life in the
wilderness.... The very idea of such a life of yedinodushie [oneness of soul],
based on complete openness and obedience, has been lost in the Russian Church
in this century, and it is a miracle of God’s mercy that we have been able to
begin it in peace.... Archimandrite Spyridon’s visit to us last week and his twice
serving the Divine Liturgy gave all the brethren much spiritual joy and strength.”
8
Monastic aspirants began life at the hermitage as “laborers” (trudniki) and
after an indeterminate preliminary period were clothed in black robes as novices.
In Russian the word for “novice” (poslushnik) means “he who is obedient.”
After the novitiate period of learning, obedience, and testing (traditionally three
years), aspirants could take vows and be tonsured as monks. At the St. Herman
Hermitage as in other monasteries, novices were to speak as little as possible to
each other and to visitors. The emphasis was on the inward focusing of attention
rather than on outward dispersion. “Special attention,” wrote Fr. Seraphim, “is
given to the Orthodox formation of the mind and heart by means of the written
word of Patristic and hagiographical texts. Lives of Saints and spiritual
instructions are always read at mealtimes; each brother has always a book of
assigned spiritual reading.” 9
At one point there were fourteen people living at the hermitage, each with
his own difficulties and needs. In serving as a spiritual guide to the brothers, Fr.
Seraphim at times felt discouraged under the weight of their problems. “I must
struggle for greater love and faith to fight against this,” he wrote in his spiritual
journal, “and bear my brothers’ burdens, and also approach them less
intellectually and more with the heart. May God be my aid!” 10
Before Fathers Herman and Seraphim lay the task of passing on to the
brothers a way of life totally different from that of the world. Now that new
brothers had chosen to serve God, the fathers had to teach them how to no longer
live for themselves. They wanted to be able to provide the solid meat of spiritual
teaching, but at the same time they did not want to teach from themselves. In the
words of Blessed Paisius: “One who has brethren under his guidance must not
instruct and teach according to his own understanding and discernment, but
rather according to the true and right understanding of Divine Scripture, as is
taught by the divine Fathers, teachers of the inhabited world, and likewise by the
teachers and instructors of the monastic life.” 11
With this in mind, Fr. Seraphim began translating classic Patristic
expositions on the spiritual life. One of these was Answers to the Questions of
Disciples by the sixth-century Desert Fathers Barsanuphius and John. Fr.
Seraphim selected passages from it which he felt were most pertinent to the
needs of the particular brothers then at the hermitage. [a] He found that many of
the questions posed to Saints Barsanuphius and John were not unlike the
questions asked by Christian strugglers today, and that the answers of the Elders
cut right through common fantasies and misconceptions. They exposed the
nature of the vices — feigned humility, cold-hearted calculation, judgment,
idleness, carnal imaginings, lack of inward vigilance — and indicated practical
ways to overcome them and acquire virtue.
In the Romanian monastery of Dragomirna, Blessed Paisius used to gather
the brothers in the refectory in the evening and read to them the Patristic texts he
had translated into their native language. Fr. Seraphim now did the same with his
own brothers. In reading to them in the refectory his translation of Saints
Barsanuphius and John, he spoke slowly so that each word would sink in.
Fr. Herman was elated. What a good, solid text is coming out, he thought.
Turning to Br. Laurence he said, “This is an historic moment! Just think: ancient
Desert Fathers—from the sixth century—brought to a new land, translated for
the first time into its language. It can make the people here into spiritual giants.”
In the month that followed, however, the brothers floated out of the
hermitage one by one. The next time Fr. Seraphim read from his translation,
there were only three people sitting in the refectory.
“Well, I guess Barsanuphius and John didn’t do any good,” Fr. Herman
remarked. “Why not?”
“Because the ground is too shallow,” replied Fr. Seraphim.
Fr. Seraphim believed that, in the Scriptural parable of the sower, the
American land was represented by the shallow ground, the stony places (Mark
ch. 4). Unlike the Old World, American society has no deep roots, no depth of
earth. Its people immediately receive the word with gladness; yet they have no
root in themselves, and so endure but for a time: afterward, when affliction or
persecution arises for the word’s sake, immediately they are offended. The sun
scorches them, and they wither away.
Fr. Seraphim was convinced that the antidote to this characteristically
American problem was constancy—and that was why he stressed it over and
over, why he spoke to monastics and laymen alike about the need for daily
prayer, daily services, and the daily reading of sacred writings. “Truly,” he
wrote, “endurance is one of the central virtues for our times. Without it one will
scarcely survive at all.” 12
More monastic aspirants were still to come to the hermitage, and Fr.
Seraphim’s experience as their spiritual father taught him the main criteria for
their success or failure. In an article on monasticism in ancient Gallic times, he
observed: “Then, even as today, a large part of the interest in monasticism was a
product of idle dreaming which would rather not face the daily struggles and
humiliations necessary for the forging of true spiritual life according to the
Gospel.” Both the Eastern and Western monastic Fathers, he noted, “placed
much emphasis on the necessity of just plain work,” and saw “a definite
correlation between willingness to work and a genuine striving for spiritual
attainments.... Zeal for work, in fact, is a measuring stick for spiritual
advancement.... Awareness of this basic principle of spiritual life is what
produces the ‘down-to-earth,’ even ‘rough’ quality of a genuine Orthodox
monastery even today. A novice being formed in such a spiritual atmosphere
often finds himself in hectic circumstances that test his natural love of idleness
and repose.” After giving accounts of the hectic and difficult novitiates of the
sixth-century Egyptian Abba Dorotheus and the more contemporary Optina
Elder Joseph, Fr. Seraphim wrote that “the idle dreamers among monastic
aspirants today do not survive under such conditions; they often leave because
the monastery is ‘not spiritual enough’—not realizing that thus they are
depriving themselves of the spiritual ‘anchor’ without which they will wander in
vain dissatisfaction at not finding their ‘ideal monastery.’ Laziness is not the
worst sin of monastic aspirants; but without love of labor they will never even
enter into the struggle of monastic life nor understand the most elementary
principles of spiritual combat.” 13
Although immoderate ascetic endeavors were forbidden at the monastery
lest people fall into delusions about themselves, the simple life of monastic
discipline without modern comforts tested the fortitude of young aspirants to its
limit. Fr. Seraphim understood how difficult it was for young people to make the
transition from the life of a typical modern American to that of a genuine
monastic struggler. “Monasticism,” he wrote, “despite its otherworldly goal, is
still in the world, and its state cannot but reflect the state of the world
contemporary to it. The pampered, self-satisfied, self-centered young people
who form the vast majority of those who come to monasticism today (at least in
the free world) cannot but bring with them their worldly ‘baggage’ of attitudes
and habits, and these in turn cannot but affect the monastic environment. With a
fierce and conscious battle against them, their influence can be minimized;
without this constant battle, they can come to dominate even the best organized
monastery, often in hidden ways.
“True Orthodox monasticism by its very nature is hostile to the principle of
modern comfort. The constant activity of the monk is not giving ease to himself,
sacrificing himself, giving himself over heart and soul to something above
himself; but this is exactly the opposite of the first principle of modern life,
which is based on the chiliastic dream of making life easy on earth. To commit
oneself to a conscious battle against the principles and habits of modern comfort
is a rare and dangerous thing; and thus it is no wonder that our monasticism
[today] is so weak — it cannot but reflect the feebleness of Orthodox life in
general today.” 14
HAVING come to love and care for the brothers who came to them, the
fathers were often deeply pained to see them uproot themselves and abandon the
idea of monasticism when they had only begun to lay a foundation. Many of the
aspirants came with the most serious intentions to struggle and were able to
produce considerable spiritual fruit at the hermitage. But “although the spirit
indeed is willing, the flesh is weak.” [b]
One of the monastery’s novices, tempted by thoughts of the “good life,”
decided to go away without telling anyone, leaving his cassock in the outhouse.
Later he came back in repentance, but he went on to repeat this process of
running away and returning several times. Feeling sorry for him, Fr. Seraphim
wrote in his Chronicle: “How fragile the love of Orthodoxy and determination to
stick to it — are in our youth today!” 15 In another place he stated: “If our
converts will only keep the fear of God in their hearts and resolve to serve God
no matter what—then all trials and temptations can be surmounted and they can
save their souls.” 16
Although Fr. Seraphim was acutely aware that he should not act like a
“God-bearing elder” to the young novices, he knew that it was necessary for
them to form a relationship of basic trust and openness with him, their spiritual
father. As he indicated in one place, “an important part of monastic training is
learning not to trust one’s own judgment.” On this point he quoted from the
Institutes of St. John Cassian: “If we wish to follow the commandments of the
Gospel and be imitators of the Apostles and the whole of the early Church, or of
the Fathers who in our times have followed their virtues and perfection, we
should not trust our own opinions, promising ourselves evangelical perfection
from this cold and pitiful condition; but following their steps, we should strive
not to deceive ourselves, and thus we shall fulfill the good order and the
commands of the monastery, so that we might renounce this world in truth.” 17
This monastic principle had been tried and tested by centuries of
experience, and Fr. Seraphim was to see ample corroboration of it in his own
monastery. Those who failed to follow it seemed destined to be thrown off the
monastic path.
One example was seen in a young monastic candidate whom the fathers had
helped bring to Orthodoxy. After having visited most of the Orthodox
monasteries in America, he came with the idea of spending a whole year at the
Platina hermitage. Within a week, however, he changed his mind and decided to
go to Hawaii instead. When told how unintelligent this was, he agreed to stay a
while longer, but said, “My mind is made up, and I am peaceful.” Fr. Seraphim
saw this as a “typical example of a person who trusts no one and nothing except
his own ‘opinions,’ which pop into his head from he knows not where.” 18 This
brother helped greatly with the printing in the following few weeks, but then
went on to pursue his plans. Once, as the fathers were working in the drizzling
rain, he walked up to them and said, “You go on la-boring — you’re doing a
good work. But I — I need to enjoy life.” A letter he wrote shortly after he left
showed that his “opinion” of what life would be like in Hawaii was very
mistaken: everyone was cold to him there, and his problems remained the same
as they were when he was at the monastery. Obliged to accept the adage, “You
can lead a horse to water but you can’t make him drink,” and yet concerned for
the soul of his spiritual son, Fr. Seraphim could only wish that God would
“guide him to fruitful suffering.” 19 When this brother had first become
Orthodox, he had been fresh, innocent, and full of ideals. But during his
attempted spree in the world, the spiritual change wrought in him actually
produced a physical change, so that when the fathers went to pick him up at the
bus depot on his next visit, they literally did not recognize him.
Fr. Seraphim wrote of another brother who had been making real progress
along the monastic path. On the Feast of the Transfiguration, after attending a
Vigil on the mountaintop after dark and hearing an elevating sermon by Fr.
Seraphim, this brother could barely stumble down the mountainside for his tears
of joy. “May God grant him to guard this good feeling and not grow careless!”
noted Fr. Seraphim at the time. 20 Scarcely two months passed before the brother
was attacked by a fit of despondency. He had criticized the fathers for singing
hymns to an uncanonized holy man (Blessed Abbot Nazarius of Valaam), and
had been agitated over the very services which had previously given him such
spiritual joy. As Fr. Seraphim recorded, he left a few days later, “offering of
himself a classic example of how to lose God’s grace — by criticizing and
‘knowing better.’ After several days of extreme spiritual coldness, he found that
there were immense ‘differences’ between his opinions and the Brotherhood’s
— and he returned to the world, with no prospect of spiritual guidance or help
there. May God teach us from this how to wage warfare against our hidden
passions, and to have fear!” 21
The fathers were to witness how several other brothers proved fruitless in
the world. One returning brother reminded Fr. Seraphim of the barren fig tree in
the Gospels. “Lord!” Fr. Seraphim commented in his Chronicle. “May we bring
forth fruit and not lose our green leaves.” 22
Fr. Seraphim understood that “trusting one’s own opinion” was most often
the result of insensitivity to the will of God. One has only to humbly consider the
circumstances of one’s life to get an indication of this will, to see it with the eyes
of faith. When one brother, for example, returned sick and hungry after nearly
two weeks of wandering in the world, Fr. Seraphim noticed something
remarkable: “The Gospel we read the day after he left was: No man, having put
his hand to the plow, and looking back, is fit for the Kingdom of God; the Gospel
we read the night before he returned: the Prodigal Son.” 23
The Patristic caution against trusting oneself applied not only to monastics.
Once, after the fathers had served lunch to nineteen guests, including Orthodox
pastors and lay people, Fr. Seraphim observed: “How many different spiritual
orientations and problems among them all! And how bleak the spiritual future
for those who trust themselves! Only those who deep down do not trust
themselves, nor think themselves wise, have the possibility of flourishing
spiritually.” 24
OVER the course of a decade, no less than fifty monastic aspirants came
and went at the hermitage. With all the supervision that was required, and with
all the spiritual, emotional, and physical needs that had to be met, the fathers
came to the conclusion that “the more people there are, the less work gets done.”
The brothers competed with the monastery’s old trucks in the frequency of their
“breakdowns” and need for “repairs.” This elicited the following observation
from Fr. Seraphim: “The devil attacks first through cars, then novices.”
The “idiorrhythmites” were a heavy cross to bear, but heavier still was the
sight of the real strugglers who, out of lack of constancy, robbed themselves of
God-given opportunities. “Our brothers help some,” Fr. Seraphim wrote in a
letter, “but unfortunately, so far we have no one who is ‘one in soul’ with us
among the brothers, and it is very difficult to teach them about this — the
American soul is very dense and only goes deeper into Orthodoxy after many
years.” 27 This, as we have seen, had been foretold years earlier by Archbishop
John in the vision of Fr. Seraphim. [c]
And yet the fathers’ cross was not carried in vain. “By experience,” Fr.
Seraphim wrote, “we have seen that anyone who comes here with good intent,
and especially with warm faith in St. Herman and Archbishop John, does not
leave without some spiritual consolation, according to his faith.” 28
Some brothers even blossomed in the monastery: their true personalities
emerged. There was one young man who, when he first came to the St. Herman
Hermitage, was almost like a moron. The transformation that the monastic
environment effected in him was amazing. Away for the first time from the fast-
paced, electric world and television hypnosis which his simple nature could not
handle, he became a self-confident, normally functioning, and productive
individual. With wonder the fathers beheld the physical change that occurred.
His gloomy face became open and candid; and his blue eyes, which formerly
could not be seen under his lowered brow, now opened up and became bright
and smiling.
It was obvious to the fathers that God had touched this young man. Once he
ran to Fr. Herman with a pale face and told him the following: While working on
a large engine in front of the monastery, he had heard an audible voice say
clearly, “Take a step back.” In his simplicity he did not even think, but
immediately obeyed. At that moment, the heavy engine broke its supports and
fell with a crash. Had he not taken that step back, the brother would have been
crushed and perhaps killed. In relating this incident he concluded that now he
knew there was such a thing as a Guardian Angel.
FOR two people who had never intended to “establish a monastery,”
Fathers Herman and Seraphim certainly had their hands full. Every person who
came to them they saw as a gift from God, even if this happened to be totally
inconceivable from a human point of view. They accepted everyone who came
for the purpose of living the monastic life with them, thus following in the
tradition of Blessed Paisius who said, “One who comes to me I will not cast
out.” They also had a rule of never expelling anyone — except on rare occasions
when someone would actually become violent or threatening. Since God had
sent a brother, it was not theirs to determine when and if he should leave. They
worked on the faith that if the brother really did not belong there, he would
eventually come to that conclusion himself. In the meantime the fathers felt that
they had to give as much spiritual input as possible to those who came to them,
in spite of any hardship, inconvenience, or inward suffering this might cause
them. In the words of Blessed Paisius, “Another brother is another prayer.”
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The Desert for American Women
Away from the tumult and noise of the world, in quiet monastic
refuges, in deserted landscapes which evoke thoughts of eternity,
women of Holy Russia worked out their salvation for a thousand years,
striving to acquire first of all humility of wisdom.... They strove to be
unseen, unnoticed, concealed in quiet cells behind monastery walls,
located beyond distant lakes and rivers, in forgotten sketes hidden in
green thickets, in the shadow of weeping willows and birch groves,
which alone heard their quiet prayer and soft chanting and saw them
beholding the bridal chamber of their Divine Bridegroom, Christ.
—Fr. Herman, from the Life of St. Dorothy of Kashin 1
F ATHER SERAPHIM,” writes Fr. Herman, “would often get into such a deep
state of silence and tranquility that it seemed almost impossible that he
would emerge from it. Appreciating nature as a source of mystical contact with
God, he would take in his surroundings while at the same time observing his
own inward world. It was consoling to me to see on what a profound level he
was receiving fulfillment from the desert. And I often wondered why there could
not be other young Americans who, perceiving reality on the same level, could
fully share in this state of being filled.”
From his very first visit to Fr. Adrian, Fr. Herman — then the twenty-year-
old Br. Gleb — had been confronted with the phenomenon of young American
converts to Orthodoxy. Fr. Adrian had introduced him to three such Americans
who were developing under his direction and staying in the little hamlet next to
New Diveyevo Convent. Before parting with Gleb on that first visit, Fr. Adrian
made a special point that Gleb be close to these converts, not only in order to
translate from Russian into English for them, but also in order to learn from their
fervor and new growth in the Faith. He said that converts view Orthodoxy with
new eyes, which is of benefit to souls hardened through taking it for granted. “It
is not known,” Fr. Adrian concluded, “how long God will tolerate the gradual
growth of unrighteousness in America. We must not lose time in transmitting to
new people the Orthodox way of life, which due to cultural differences is not
easy to graft onto a new branch.”
Fr. Herman’s friendship with these converts lasted for life. One of them was
the aforementioned Nina Seco, who became especially close to the St. Herman
Brotherhood due to her similar longing for the Orthodox way of life as indicated
by Fr. Adrian. During her years of correspondence with the Platina fathers, she
too was led to seek monasticism.
IN 1973 Nina came to San Francisco from the East Coast. Knowing her
monastic inclinations, people told her to go to the Russian convent in the city,
but as an Orthodox American she felt unsuited for this. Sending her a note of
encouragement, Fr. Seraphim wrote: “Keep your ‘secret,’ [a] live in peace with
everyone, help those who ask for it (and beware of ‘helping’ when you’re not
asked!), and beg God and Vladika John to show you the way out of the world as
fast as possible. About the last point, it isn’t essential yet to have a concrete
‘plan’ in mind; it’s enough right now to nourish the desert seed in the heart, with
which we’ll try to help.” 2
When Nina wrote that she was becoming depressed about living in the
world, Fr. Seraphim replied:
V ERY early one morning, not long after the fathers had moved to the
wilderness, there resounded throughout the monastery the loud crowing of
a bird. The fathers jumped up, only to discover a rooster standing on the table in
the middle of the refectory. They had no idea where he came from or how he got
inside. The rooster continued crowing several more times.
Soon a laugh was heard outside the gate. It turned out that the fathers’
friend, Deacon Nicholas, while traveling had been attracted by the bright colors
of the rooster and had bought it for the fathers as a gift. He arrived at night and
placed the rooster in the refectory.
When the sun rose, the morning light revealed the rooster to be a bird of
unexpected beauty, of some exotic breed. He literally shone and glistened in the
sun, with golden, red, blue, and bright green hues. His golden feathers somehow
changed colors when viewed from different sides. “I had never seen such a bird
before,” Fr. Herman recalls, “—like a creature from another world.”
Bravely parading in the monastic terrain, the rooster seemed to like his
surroundings. He became the first “third brother” of the monastery, whose
monastic obedience was to wake up the monks for prayer. He trained the fathers
not to rely on alarm clocks, but on him. The image of his rousing people for
prayer served as a reminder of the Apostle Peter’s repentance at the cock’s crow.
For this reason all roosters in Russia are called “Petya,” a diminutive of Peter.
Fr. Seraphim, whose family had kept chickens when he was a child, built a
coop for the rooster. When winter approached he went to town and bought four
snow-white hens, so that the fathers would have their own eggs. Since the coop
was kept next to the kitchen during that winter, the chickens could be observed
closely. The fathers noticed the orderliness of their sleeping habits: how they
would watch the sun go down and would roost only when it was completely set,
and how they would leave their house no earlier or later than sunrise. Fr.
Seraphim also noted that the hens had absolutely different personalities. They
walked and foraged for food in different ways, and their voices and behavior
were very distinct. One of them, which walked around singing all day, Fr.
Seraphim named “Songbird”; another, which constantly pecked at the others, he
called “Bad Girl”; and the main victim of this treatment he called “Cinderella.”
Even with their chicken brains they had some personal devotion. Fr. Seraphim’s
favorite hen, which he named “Rumyanetz” (Russian for “Rosy Cheek”), often
followed him around.
FOR years after their move, the fathers had no cats or dogs, thinking in
their zeal that it was not monastic to have cuddly pets in the skete. Then one day
Nina Seco brought them a present. As Nina stood with Fr. Herman on the porch,
she told him to close his eyes and hold out his hands. When he opened them he
found himself holding a gray kitten. He said that he didn’t want the kitten, but
then Nina asked him if he had some troublesome mice around. “All right,” Fr.
Herman said, addressing the kitten. “If you catch a mouse within an hour, you
can stay. If not, you have to go.”
The kitten then trotted off under the building. Within fifteen minutes, while
Fr. Herman and Nina were still talking, the kitten brought a mouse to the porch
and laid it at Fr. Herman’s feet, having promptly fulfilled his first monastic
obedience. The cat stayed, and others were taken in later.
Before the cats had arrived, the fathers had seen rattlesnakes often in the
skete area. Fr. Herman would sometimes even enter his cell to find this deadly
reptile coiled inside his klobuk or stretched out on his bed. With the coming of
the cats, however, these snakes were seldom seen. The fathers deduced that the
snakes had been attracted to the buildings by the mice, but now that the cats had
reduced the mouse population the snakes no longer had reason to come around.
The cats had thus become, not the cuddly playthings that the fathers had been
unwilling to have around the hermitage, but irreplaceable workers for public
safety.
Since it is not proper to give an animal the name of a saint, the fathers
would name their cats after something — usually a place — connected with a
saint on whose commemoration day the animal arrived. Thus, a cat that came on
the day of St. Herman of Alaska was named “Alaska,” one that came on St.
Theodore the Tyro’s day was called “Tyro,” etc. A sad-eyed, smoky gray cat
happened to come on the feast of the Mother of God “Joy of All Who Sorrow”:
he was appropriately named “Sorrow.”
Fr. Seraphim’s personal companion was Tyro. Although small, this calico
cat was the matriarch of the feline clan, and no other cat dared cross her. Even in
Fr. Seraphim’s cabin she was something like a queen. She would sit quietly on
his lap while he would be typing some article, and he would not want to get up
so as not to disturb her. One day he came into one of the monastery workrooms
to find that she had given birth to kittens amidst the papers on his editorial desk!
“Sorrow.”
Fr. Seraphim seldom if ever petted Svir; between them there existed a kind
of silent fellowship. As he had done with Ditto, he would communicate with
Svir by looking deep into his eyes.
“Afosya,” born at the St. Herman Monastery on the commemoration day of St. Athanasius of
Mount Athos.
When Fr. Seraphim learned of Whitey’s needless and cruel death, he went
into the church and wept.
D URING one of his early visits to the St. Herman Hermitage, Bishop Nektary
looked around with eyes filled with thankfulness and awe. Crossing
himself, he said, “It’s a miracle!”
In Russia Bishop Nektary had witnessed the closure of his beloved Optina
Monastery by a regime of godless hoodlums who had taken over Russia like a
plague. Living in the decadent city of San Francisco during the 1960s and 1970s,
he had perceived firsthand the rapid rise of what St. Ignatius Brianchaninov had
called “the elemental tide of apostasy.” In the midst of all this, there existed the
St. Herman Monastery, lost in the woods, unknown to the world, with two
monks of the new generation, one of whom was even an American convert. This
to him was a miracle. “In Platina,” he told Fathers Herman and Seraphim, “the
spirit of Optina dwells.”
At the same time the Bishop warned the fathers not to fall into pride. When
they visited him in San Francisco in 1975 he told them: “Don’t think that
anything you have is by your own efforts or merit. It’s a gift of God!”2 In
Optina, his brother Ivan Kontzevitch used to say, the monks walked as if on
tiptoes before God. There was some joking and kidding, but no one ever said
anything to hurt another. They guarded themselves against judging and idle talk,
against anything that would disturb their inward quietness and God’s presence
among them. As Bishop Nektary explained, “They were treasuring the grace.”
This was perhaps the most important lesson that Bishop Nektary had learned at
Optina, and therefore he often told the Platina fathers: “Do not spill the grace of
God.” In a sermon he gave at the monastery, he broke into tears as he begged:
“Treasure your solitude and oneness of mind — and never let the sun set on your
anger for each other.”3
Optina Monastery in Russia, during the flooding of the Zhizdra River. Photograph taken on June
9, 1909.
On the day of Mid-Pentecost, 1974, Bishop Nektary visited the skete on his
way back from Seattle to San Francisco. “As always,” Fr. Seraphim recorded,
“he brought consolation to the brethren. His advice: Do not let difficulties, lack
of understanding, etc., overwhelm you, but live each day with trust in God, not
worrying about the problems of the morrow. Whether there are ten of you or
one, rejoice and serve God; you are in the right place.”4
Even Fr. Herman’s mother, formerly so opposed to her son’s monastic
aspirations, realized that he was where he belonged. On one of her visits she told
him, “Here I feel you have the grace of God.”
When Fr. Herman returned from a trip to Jordanville in December of 1973,
Fr. Seraphim was shown just how much God had given their Brotherhood. On
the day of the feast of St. Herman, Fr. Herman had given a lecture before two
hundred young people at the Jordanville monastery, thus starting a tradition of
annual “St. Herman Pilgrimages” there. Reflecting on the effect Fr. Herman had
produced, Fr. Seraphim wrote in his Chronicle: “His talk to the youth at
Jordanville moved many... and planted a seed for future sprouting. The young
people are hungry for real, zealot Orthodoxy; but immigrant Orthodoxy will just
die out. How few even of our bishops realize this! Those in the Church with
awareness look to our Brotherhood with great hope for the future. And in truth,
our position is much freer and more hopeful than anyone else’s, despite the
obstacles. We must do much, both in English and Russian — and above all, in
inspiring and setting the right tone.” 5
Fr. Seraphim was also glad to hear Fr. Herman bring back encouraging
words from archpastors on the East Coast: “Archbishop Averky blesses
‘everything’ that we do,” Fr. Seraphim recorded. “Metropolitan Philaret likewise
approves our path, saying: ‘Your path is laid out, and well.’ Archbishop Andrew
[a] likewise blesses. The message: we should not be upset by misunderstanding
July 10/23, 1974. The Feast of the Konevits Mother of God, and St.
Anthony of the Kiev Caves. After morning service, a procession to the
graveyard, where the [Konevits Mother of God] Icon is left on the site of
the graveyard chapel for the rest of the day. All brothers come at some time
during the day to pray in the cemetery. In the afternoon the sun’s rays strike
the Icon directly, and the forest is filled with gold, a wondrous
“appearance” of an Icon. On this day we remember the painter of the Icon,
slave of God Tatiana, [d] who died one year ago.
July 28/August 10, 1974. Memory of St. Lupus of Troyes. Three pilgrims...
participate with us in erecting the Cross at Lindisfarne at the “skete” where
the Western Saints will be remembered. Again on Tuesday we honor St.
Germanus of Auxerre by a Vesper service to him and a procession to
Lindisfarne.
Procession to St. Elias Skete on Bright Monday, April 18/May 1, 1978. In the background is
Mount St. Herman.
Procession to St. Elias Skete with the miracle-working Kursk Icon of the Mother of God, carried
by Fr. Seraphim. Feast of St. Herman, July 27/August 9, 1978.
July 20/August 2, 1976. Prophet Elias. Procession to St. Elias Skete, where
all pray for rain to end the fire peril and the water shortage. [e] The morning
is sunny.... [Later in the day] there is a thunderstorm with hail, and the
surrounding mountains are white, evidently with hail. For the next four
days it rains every day (nearly two inches), and it is clear that St. Elias has
answered our prayers....
Even with the services being held periodically in the outlying “sketes,” the
Brotherhood’s life remained focused in the monastery church. There, in this
rustic and quaint little building, icons were kept which had borne silent witness
to the holy prayers of Archbishop John. The work of Pimen Sofronov, these
icons had been commissioned by Archbishop John for the new Cathedral in San
Francisco, and there the Archbishop had prayed daily before them for years.
After his repose, the Cathedral’s iconostasis had been replaced by a new one and
its walls frescoed by the master iconographer Archimandrite Cyprian. Since the
Pimen Sofronov icons were no longer being used in the Cathedral, Archbishop
Anthony gave them as a blessing from the Cathedral to the Brotherhood. The
icons included the chief icons from the former iconostasis of the Cathedral
(Christ, the Mother of God, and St. John the Baptist), and also a large icon of
Christ holding Holy Communion, which the Platina fathers placed prominently
behind the holy table of the monastery church. Archbishop Anthony also gave
the fathers the Royal (altar) Doors of the original iconostasis before which
Archbishop John had prayed. [g] All of these sacred objects were treasured by the
fathers as remembrances of the founding hierarch of the Brotherhood.
Take, eat; this is My body.... Drink ye all of it; for this is My blood of the new testament, which is
shed for many for the remission of sins (Matt. 26:26–28). Icon by Pimen Sofronov which was
placed behind the holy table in the sanctuary of the St. Herman Monastery church.
The interior of the monastery church in 1982, with the main icons by Pimen Sofronov.
Photographs by Fr. Lawrence Williams.
The monastery church with Fr. Seraphim as he typically appeared walking through the monastery,
looking down and taking long, quick strides in his heavy work boots. Photograph taken in August
1982, shortly before his repose.
The expanded monastery printshop with book-assembling rooms. Photograph by Fr. Lawrence
Williams.
THE cycle of each year at the monastery was accented by the major feasts
of the Lord and the Mother of God, which the brethren celebrated in poverty,
simplicity, and great joy. The events of the earthly lives of Christ and His
Mother were actually re-experienced each year as events that do not pass away
but are embedded in eternity.
On the Feast of the Theophany (January 6/19), when Christ’s Baptism in
the river Jordan is commemorated, the fathers and brothers would traverse the
surrounding wilderness, “sanctifying the atmosphere” with holy water; and this
would continue throughout the following week. Describing the Theophany
celebrations in 1976, Fr. Seraphim wrote: “A joyous feast with procession to the
‘Jordan’—a vessel of water on a stump in the middle of our unfinished
‘fountain.’ A little holy water is poured into the vessel to sanctify the water.
Every day until the Apodosis [h] there is a procession around the fountain, and all
drink from the vessel which was left there. On January 7, [i] a procession past
Valaam to St. John the Forerunner Skete (east of Optina, across the ravine),
discovered on the feast day by Fr. Herman and Br. Theophil. [j] On January 10,
the feast of St. Paul of Obnora, [k] a longer procession all over the mountain —
Mount Athos, Mount St. Herman, Valaam, St. John’s Skete, Optina, with
sprinkling of holy water everywhere. On Sunday, January 12, a procession to St.
Elias’ Skete with relics of St. Theodosius the Coenobiarch. We must thank God
for the freedom we have and opportunity for struggle, and be fruitful — the
week is spent with much work produced in the printshop — two issues and a
brochure (on Archbishop Andrew) being printed simultaneously.”
On the eve of the Feast of the Transfiguration (August 6/19), when the
Divinity of Jesus Christ was revealed on Mount Tabor, the monastery brethren
would climb to the top of Mount St. Herman at night. On this spot, named
Transfiguration Skete, they placed a reading stand and a cross, and there they
would celebrate the Vigil service of the Transfiguration. After the service
everyone would sit under the stars as Fr. Seraphim would open to them thoughts
of the transfigured realm for which they were all to be preparing themselves. In
1974 Fr. Seraphim described the celebration of this Feast as follows:
“Despite the strong wind and cold, all are greatly inspired, and, after the
service all sit on the rock and hear some reflections on the transfigured state of
man and the world in the age to come, and on the two opposed dimensions of
this world: space in its vastness, which so inspires us and fills us with awe; and
time, very short, in order to teach us fear at not preparing for salvation in the
brief moment of life given us.” Uttered amidst the silent vastness of the heavens
and the sea of verdant mountains, such words of Fr. Seraphim would descend
into the hearts of his listeners, reawakening in them a longing for their Creator.
Christmas in the snow-covered forest was always a happy time. Because
Orthodox Christmas falls thirteen days after the Western Christmas, the fathers
were even further cut off from all the commercialism that surrounds the holiday
season. They could immerse themselves in the spiritual content of the Feast,
singing the ancient hymns of the Nativity of Christ all through the night. This,
however, did not mean that they neglected to follow heartwarming traditions like
presents and Christmas trees (and also decorating the church with pine
branches), to which normal Western souls have grown accustomed. The fathers
felt that such things were especially important to the children, Theophil and his
brother Matthew, who had never before had Christmas trees and presents
because their mother had been against such things. In 1974 Fr. Seraphim
recorded: “The Nativity of Christ is spent in peace and quiet by the three
brothers and the pilgrim Matthew, after several days spent in preparation,
cleaning, etc. Fr. Seraphim and Matthew go through the snow to gather
Christmas greens and a tree, which Matthew chops down himself (his first
Christmas tree). The ‘Yolka’ is held in early afternoon in the snowbound Tsar’s
Room, with gifts for all, followed by a lecture by Fr. Seraphim on the life of
Elder Macarius [of Optina].... In the evening, another meal in the Tsar’s Room,
with a reading of Washington Irving’s ‘Christmas in England’ [l] — how pale
and pagan compared to the true Orthodox preparation for and celebration of this
Feast!” 11
The following year, it was Fr. Herman and Theophil who went to cut down
the Christmas tree. After the opening of presents, the brothers heard a cassette
tape of Haydn’s Creation Oratorio: “Very inspiring,” noted Fr. Seraphim. “Fr.
Herman labored greatly at providing a festive spirit for all.” 12
Fr. Seraphim in his “Optina” cell in 1981. On the wall are portraits of the Optina Elders. On the
stand in the corner is an icon of his patron in the world, St. Eugene of Alexandria, and on the door
his patron in monasticism, St. Seraphim of Sarov.
DESPITE Fr. Seraphim’s great love for the Divine services and his
consequent study of their Typicon (rule), he never strove to become perfectly
adept in Typicon “correctness.” He had seen too many cases of people who get
so caught up in the technical aspect of the services that they forget to pray, or —
even worse — totally lose their spiritual peace during services because they see
others doing it “wrong.” Fr. Herman jokingly called such people “Typicon
chewers.”
Fr. Seraphim dealt with this problem in a series of articles on the Typicon
which he wrote for The Orthodox Word. There he stated: “One must have a clear
idea of what the Holy Fathers had in mind when, under the inspiration of the
Holy Spirit, they compiled the Divine services for the benefit of us, the faithful.
Mere outward knowledge of the services — their history, difference between the
Greek and Russian Typicons, etc.—is of decidedly secondary importance; this
knowledge can make one an ‘expert’ in the Typicon, but that is not what is
needed today. The Divine services must be spiritual food from which the faithful
can take real nourishment for eternal life. Everything else is secondary to this
aim. The situation of Orthodox Christians in the modern world is too desperate
to allow us the luxury of being merely ‘correct’ in the performance of the Divine
services. It is far better, while indeed knowing as well as possible the high
standard which the Church offers us, to be ‘incorrect’ and deficient and,
reproaching ourselves for our deficiency, nevertheless, singing and praying to
God with love and fervor according to our strength.” 18
This, of course, was what the majority of the fathers’ readers wanted to do.
And the fathers, having obtained so much spiritual benefit from the daily prayers
and practices outlined above, wanted to inspire these people to share their way of
life, according to their strength and circumstances. In his Typicon articles Fr.
Seraphim tried to raise the present standard of Orthodox participation. “In pre-
Revolutionary Russia,” he wrote, “in parish churches Vespers and Matins, as
well as Nocturnes, Compline, and the Hours, were served daily, and this is
surely the norm against which the Orthodox practice of today must be measured.
The Divine services of Sundays and feast days, and the eves of these days, are
the very minimum of any normal church life today, without which Orthodox
piety simply cannot be inculcated and preserved. And these days must be spent
in a holy way. There do remain a few parishes and homes where an Akathist is
regularly sung on Sunday afternoons, but the former pious Russian custom of
gathering in homes on Sundays and feast days to sing religious songs or ‘psalms’
has all but been swallowed up by the tempo of modern life. And how many
Orthodox Christians still keep the eves of feasts in a fitting manner, devoting
them to the All-Night Vigil (or Vespers) and prayer, and not to worldly
entertainments?...
“The realization of how far we fall short of the ideal (that is, normal)
Orthodox life and practice should be for us the cause, not of discouragement, but
rather of a great desire to know and seek this ideal, as far as we are able in the
admittedly very distracting conditions of modern life. Above all we should know
that this ideal is a very practical one and does not require of us either tremendous
efforts which are simply beyond our strength, or the attainment of some exalted
‘spiritual’ state without which one dare not begin to sing praise to God....
“For people who live in the world and are engrossed in the cares of life,
great ascetic labors are almost out of the question. How important it is, then, for
such people to take maximum advantage of that pleasant and inspiring labor
which the Holy Church presents to their striving souls — the daily cycle of the
Church’s prayer. Even a small, if regular, degree of participation in this life is
already capable of making an Orthodox Christian different from other people,
opening up to him the special way of thinking and feeling which is the life of
Christ’s Church on earth.” 19
Fr. Seraphim spoke these words from his own experience of consciously
building an Orthodox corner of America. And why, he thought, could there not
be a great many more such corners — wherever there are gathered a few
Orthodox Christians who truly love God and will to serve Him with constancy?
7O
The New American Pilgrims
Monasteries — for the Church, for religion, are the same as
universities, colleges, clinics — for science. In our days, the
foundation of a traditional monastery is more useful than the
formation of, perhaps, two universities and a hundred public schools.
—Constantine Leontiev
One of the crosses that the fathers erected alongside the road leading to the monastery and over
Noble Ridge. Northwestern view from the lower crest of the ridge.
Fr. Seraphim would go out of his way to talk with pilgrims who were truly
looking for something. In order to have the talk undisturbed and at the same time
give city people a taste of nature, he would offer to take them on walks, leading
them along the lower crest of the ridge — where large Russian crosses had been
erected and from where the vast mountainous scenery was visible. One young
man who had the good fortune to accompany Fr. Seraphim on many such walks
recalls: “On these occasions it was possible to talk about almost anything. Fr.
Seraphim had a wide-ranging knowledge of the world, and he could speak
masterfully on any number of subjects. But he always directed the conversation
toward a spiritual end.” At other times Fr. Seraphim would sit and talk with the
pilgrims individually on a log within a shady oak grove near the monastery.
More than a few pilgrims went through life-changing experiences at the
hermitage. In February 1976, Fr. Seraphim recorded: “A young pilgrim, P. H.,
came from Burlingame [California] to spend the holiday weekend. He stays until
Monday, February 3/16, and seems to respond well to the services and the
silence (and the unexpected snowstorm which left two inches of snow), taking
part in our labors to send out the new Orthodox Word. He has been Orthodox
two years, is twenty-one years old, and hopes to attend seminary at Jordanville
in the fall. On returning home he wrote to us: ‘I want to thank you from the
depths of my heart for your kindness and help.... My choice [to attend seminary]
was made for me at the skete. I prayed for St. Herman’s help and received a
favorable answer. I know I am not worthy of this calling, but may God help me
to fulfill His Holy Will.’ Fr. Herman presented a diary to him and instructed him
on keeping a record of his spiritual life. Further, he wrote to us: ‘I found that
peace can be planted into the heart when you are taken from the world and
placed in a place chosen by God. I enjoyed my visit very much and learned to
see what the so-called necessities of worldly life do to the soul. They strangle it
and deny God. I saw when returning to Burlingame how corrupt the world really
is.... May God continue to bless you. I hope you will be able to grow and
continue to help the Orthodox of these last times by preaching the true Orthodox
Word!’” 2 Later this young man became a hieromonk.
The fathers and their hermitage were also able to give strength and hope to
monastics who, for whatever reason, were living in the world. One of these was
a monk from San Diego who had been born without use of his arms. A kind and
gentle soul, he accepted the cross of this disability with patience and humility.
On the third day of his first visit to the monastery, he was taken to a newly built
cell in the woods where, as Fr. Seraphim wrote, “a bond of spiritual friendship
and oneness of mind is sealed as he becomes a brother in absentia of our
monastery.” 3
Whole families made pilgrimages to the skete as well, just as in Orthodox
lands. Throughout the centuries problems had arisen from this only when lay
people “wanted to have their cake and eat it, too”; that is, to move with their
families dangerously close to sequestered monastic communities, thus to enjoy
the benefits and consolations of monastic life along with all the benefits and
consolations of married life. Often this resulted in the monks also “wanting to
have their cake and eat it, too” — which meant the death of monasticism through
idiorrhythm, the departure of monks, and the closure of the monastery.
Fortunately, the fathers did not have this problem. The austerity of their life
helped prevent it, and thus there remained a healthy and fruit-bearing
relationship between the monks and the families who came regularly. On the
feast of St. Herman in 1974, one pilgrim stood up at the end of the meal and
spoke for his family and all the assembled pilgrims, telling of their joy on
visiting the skete — that “spiritually we only live from visit to visit, and treasure
each time what we acquire here.” 4
Fr. Seraphim on a walk with monastery pilgrims along the lower crest of Noble Ridge, September
1972. Photograph by Timothy Ryan, courtesy of Fr. Neketas Palassis.
AMONG the pilgrims were people who had somehow become spiritually
“extinguished.” Fr. Seraphim wrote the following about two Orthodox young
men who came from Sacramento to visit for a few hours: “They are typical of
the spiritual confusion of today’s youth, and merely ‘being Orthodox’ has not
helped them, since those around them have ‘become accustomed’ to the faith
and have not taught them to treasure it. The younger boy wished to stay for
several days but was afraid to. Perhaps this acquaintance with an Orthodox
monastery will help them to find their way back to the true faith. Fr. Seraphim
talked with them and sang with them the Supplicatory Canon to the Mother of
God.” 6
Another pilgrim was in a similar state but for different reasons. He was a
convert to Orthodoxy, having gone through Eastern religions and spending
several months on Mount Shasta [a] before spending a year and a half in the
monastery in Boston and then getting married. As Fr. Seraphim recorded in his
Chronicle, this man “came to California first of all to revisit Mount Shasta in the
vague hope of finding his fellow occultists of those days — in vain. He ‘would
like’ to settle in a small town like Mount Shasta, but realizes it is unrealistic —
but rather than sobriety, he gives an impression of being somehow ‘quenched’—
having given all his obedience to an elder, he is left with nothing himself. Our
‘small-town’ Orthodox families in California are much better off.” 7
What the wrong application of eldership had done to this convert, Vatican
II had succeeded in doing to a Roman Catholic monk who visited the hermitage.
The monk was kindhearted and generous, a fine Christian, and yet as Fr.
Seraphim noted, he seemed “bored and extinguished, as if someone had told
him: ‘The war is over and you lost.’” 8
The fathers did what was in their power to rekindle the spark in those who
had lost it. But they did not force the issue — they did not try to put new wine
into old bottles (Luke 5:37). When, for example, one monastic aspirant left
without having shown much interest in anything, Fr. Seraphim wrote: “We did
not try to give him too large a dose of inspiration, knowing by experience that a
person must freely and eagerly want it before it can do him any good.” 9
Although tirelessly patient with those suffering souls who sought the truth
in simplicity of heart, Fr. Seraphim did not like to waste time with people who
only wanted to “play” with Orthodoxy, to try out another flavor of Christianity.
As we have seen, dilettantism was Fr. Seraphim’s particular bugbear. He noticed
how Orthodoxy has a tendency to bounce off those who think they “know
better.”
On August 29, 1975, three Anglican monastic brothers visited the
hermitage. A year earlier they had started their own monastery in a rented house.
“Their Rule,” wrote Fr. Seraphim, “is still being formed, and is rather an
Anglican-Benedictine Rule, though being ‘developed’ quite freely.
“On hearing that they felt ‘Celtic Christianity’ to be their root (they are all
of English blood), the fathers spoke with joy to them about St. Cuthbert and
other Western Saints — only to discover that their ignorance of them is as total
as their ignorance of Eastern Christianity....
“On Saturday morning, August 17/30, Fr. Seraphim took them to St. Elias
Skete and then further up the road, to discuss with them and answer their
questions. They did not ask many questions and evidently were not very pleased
to hear that ‘Orthodoxy is the answer to your search; obtain it and everything
else can be given.’ They evidently want to have both a Christianity and a
monasticism of their own making, so they can be ‘comfortable’ with it, as they
said several times.”
At meals they would not eat the food, drink the water, or even use the
silverware offered them by the fathers, but would only touch what they
themselves had brought with them in plastic containers. In church they stood in
the back, drowning out the fathers’ services with their own.
“In the afternoon,” Fr. Seraphim continues, “... they announced that they
would be leaving a day early in order to receive communion in an Anglican
retreat center the next morning.... It was obvious by then that they would not be
‘comfortable’ with Orthodoxy, which demands so much (it ‘overwhelms’ them,
they said). On Saturday morning they did not come to services, but had their
own service in the guest house. They left in their white robes (which they
alternate with black and gray), with shaved heads, pectoral cross, bare feet in
sandals — evident strangers to Holy Orthodoxy, prepared to ‘do it their own
way.’ Fr. Seraphim’s final words to them: Don’t mix Orthodoxy with anything
else. If you want Orthodoxy, go into it deeply; if not, leave it alone and don’t
take anything from it — not icons or Jesus Prayer or anything else.
“A week later [one of the brothers] sent a scolding letter, accusing the
fathers of pride, sarcasm, of being ‘self-appointed fathers,’ etc. They were
particularly insulted by [our veneration of] the Tsar!” 10
Contrary to Fr. Seraphim’s final advice to them, they later published a
pamphlet on the Jesus Prayer, one of the aspects of Orthodoxy they felt
comfortable with.
STILL other pilgrims came through the missionary encounters that the
fathers had on their brief excursions into the world. The following story is an
example.
One spring day in 1974, a bearded young man named Gary was sitting in
the Redding public library. He was twenty-three years old, on his way from
Mexico to Washington on another leg of a five-year fruitless “search for the
meaning of life.” All his worldly possessions were in his knapsack in the
Redding bus depot; he had almost no money with him — just a bag of bananas
which someone had given him at a grocery store. He put his head on the table in
the library, in despair at finding that everything he had read about philosophy
and religion was absolutely empty and there was no answer to the questions he
was asking.
About ten minutes later Gary saw a tall man, with long hair and a beard, in
a worn black robe, walk into the library and proceed to look at the rows of
books. The man looked even poorer than Gary himself. Gary walked up to him
with the bag of bananas. “Here,” he said, “for your community, or whatever it
is.”
Fr. Seraphim thanked him, and within a few minutes was already leaving
the library with some books. Walking down the sidewalk he suddenly saw Gary
running up to him. Little did Gary know that this black-robed figure had
celebrated Pascha only four days before, that he still had the joy of the
Resurrection in his heart.
“After talking for a few minutes with Gary,” Fr. Seraphim later recalled, “I
could see he was sincere, and after finding out that he lived ‘nowhere,’ I invited
him to come and stay with us for a while and find out about Orthodoxy. He
instantly accepted, and he was with us until Sunday, attending all our services,
reading and working, and sitting in a kind of wide-eyed stupefaction as we tried
to open up Orthodoxy to him — about which he had never heard except through
Dostoyevsky.... He had been in despair, and was overwhelmed at finding people
who still believe in God, and not in a fake way. The Paschal chants touched his
heart, and he asked permission to sing ‘Christ is Risen’ softly, together with
us.... He left without knowing fully what had happened to him, but at least he
knew that a ‘ray of light has dawned.’” 17
When Gary was saying farewell to Fr. Seraphim at the bus station, he began
to weep. “I don’t know what will become of me,” he said, “but you’ve given me
hope. And I’m deeply grateful for the connection you’ve made between me and
Jesus Christ!”
A few days later, Fr. Seraphim was to write about Gary: “Somehow I have
a very good feeling about him, and he seems to be part of that ‘normal America’
which is thirsty for Orthodoxy without knowing.... 18 May God grant that, as I
told him, in exchange for a bag of bananas he may receive the Kingdom of
Heaven!
“All of this somehow reminds me forcibly that — just as our Saviour could
say of Nathaniel that ‘here is a true Israelite in whom there is no guile’—so too
is there such a thing as a ‘true American’: an honest, forthright, normal person
for whom Holy Orthodoxy is quite ‘natural’; and the harvest of these ‘true
Americans’ is only beginning. Doubtless the ‘Orthodox Americans’ will be few
in number, but it is precisely the best part of America which is waiting to hear
the glad tidings of Orthodoxy.... 19
“Seeing an ‘outsider’ like Gary who is absolutely stunned on encountering
Orthodoxy, one clings all the more tightly to the precious treasure which we
unworthy ones have, and which is not for us alone.” 20
71
An Orthodox Survival Course
The chief distinguishing feature of Orthodox thought is that it seeks,
not to arrange separate concepts in accordance with the demands of
faith, but rather to elevate reason itself above the usual level — to
strive to elevate the very source of understanding, the very means of
thinking, up to sympathetic agreement with faith.
—Ivan V. Kireyevsky 1
I N the summer of 1975, with the aim of giving their pilgrims a foundation in
Orthodoxy, the fathers held a three-week course, naming it the “New
Valaam Theological Academy” after St. Herman’s settlement in Alaska. Four
college-age men attended the course, all of them converts; and Fr. Herman
accordingly gave an opening talk on not becoming a “crazy convert” but
receiving Orthodoxy fully. 2
In the weeks that followed, Fr. Herman talked on Pastoral Theology and on
literature — “very revealingly,” 3 as Fr. Seraphim noted in a letter; while Fr.
Seraphim gave an in-depth series of lectures on the development of Western
thought from the Great Schism to the present. At the request of the community
in Etna, Fr. Seraphim’s lectures were recorded, which resulted in over seventeen
hours of tapes. For all the talks, Fr. Seraphim wrote extensive outlines,
organizing the vast historical and philosophical research he had done for The
Kingdom of Man and the Kingdom of God. This was the ripened fruit, not only
of that early research, but also of his rich store of experience as an Orthodox
Christian. He was now much better equipped than before to present his
knowledge in a way that would have a practical application to the lives of
contemporary people. He called his lecture series a “Survival Course” because of
his belief that, in order for people to survive as Orthodox Christians nowadays,
they had to understand the apostasy, to know why the modern age is the way it
is. In order to protect oneself, one must have an idea of the strategy of one’s
enemy. Fr. Seraphim also called his classes “a course in Orthodox self-defense.”
One of Fr. Seraphim’s students recalls taking the course soon after his
baptism:
“Each day the novices and pilgrims gathered in the ‘Tsar’s Room.’ When
Fr. Seraphim began to teach, everyone instinctively hung on each word. He was
not pedantic or flashy in his presentation. Everyone could understand him, for he
spoke slowly, with much thought.
“One of the by-products of our study was to read secular sources. We were
driven to the Shasta County Public Library to check out many books. These were
our texts.”
“THE Roman Church,” wrote Kireyevsky, “fell away from the truth only
because it wished to introduce into the Faith new dogmas unknown to Church
tradition and begotten by the accidental conclusions of Western logic. From this
there developed scholastic philosophy within the framework of the Faith, then a
reformation of the Faith, and finally philosophy outside the Faith. The first
rationalists were the scholastics; one might say that nineteenth-century Europe
finished the cycle of its development which had begun in the ninth.”
This was the main thread that Fr. Seraphim was to follow throughout his
series of lectures. He traced it through the Middle Ages to the Renaissance, with
its exaltation of man as the measure of all things, and its replacement of the
scholastic method with the “scientific method”; to the “Enlightenment” period,
with its naive optimism in the unlimited progress of man’s reason. By the end of
the Enlightenment, rationalism reaches a dead end with the devastating critiques
of it by Hume and Kant, who show that “pure reason” cannot exist by itself: all
“truth” is subjective. Having gradually dethroned God through the centuries and
put human reason in His place, Western man is now left with nothing — save
himself. He now has no absolute standard; everything is relative. This in turn
gives rise to the various existentialist and nihilistic philosophies which have
shaped the modern age. Our era, the one beyond the “Age of Enlightenment,” Fr.
Seraphim called the “Revolutionary Age.”
There were other threads that Fr. Seraphim traced as well. When in the
Middle Ages Christianity began to be reduced to an outward, human level, it was
inevitable that the Kingdom of God would begin to be seen in earthly, chiliastic
terms. Little more than a century after the Schism, the Roman Catholic abbot
Joachim of Fiore began to preach a coming “Third Age of the Holy Spirit” on
earth, which became the theological basis of some early Franciscan movements.
During the Protestant Reformation, chiliasm appeared in fanatic millennialist
sects such as the Anabaptists in Munster, Germany, who founded communes,
abolished private ownership of property, and enforced their ideas through terror,
killing off anyone who expressed dissent and then displaying their bodies as a
public warning. The Munsterite Anabaptists called their city the “New
Jerusalem” and claimed to be living in the “Third Age,” the age of the triumph
of saints.
During the “Enlightenment,” chiliastic expectations became divorced from
belief in God: the idea of theocracy became replaced by socialism. Fr. Seraphim
talked at length about the eighteenth-century secular chiliasts, the Utopian
Socialist “prophets”: Robert Owen (who tried to set up a model community of
“order, neatness, and regularity,” and wanted to abolish the family), Charles
Fourier (who called for the free development of human nature through the
unrestrained indulgence of passions, which he said would result in a fantastic
paradise on earth wherein men would live to be 144 years old), and Comte de
Saint-Simon (who took Freemasonry as his ideal, anticipating the sunrise of a
new age in which the barriers of religion and nationality would be thrown
down).
In the nineteenth century, chiliastic expectations were seen in the
Communism of Marx and Engels, which, as Fr. Seraphim noted, “called itself
scientific but was quite utopian.” And in the twentieth century, millennialist
schemes were attempted — in ways reminiscent of the Munsterite Anabaptists
— first by Lenin and then by Hitler, who even called his reign the “Thousand-
Year Reich.”
Another underlying thread in the history of the apostasy is the search for
universal monarchy. In his notes Fr. Seraphim wrote: “The thirteenth century
saw the theory of the universal monarchy of the Pope — that all the land in the
world belongs to the Pope as Christ’s representative on earth, and he gives it to
landholders. The climax of this point of view occurred at the jubilee of 1300 in
Rome, when Pope Boniface VIII seated himself on the throne of Constantine,
arrayed himself in a sword, crown and scepter, and shouted aloud: ‘I am Caesar
— I am Emperor.’ This was not just an act but an indication of something
extremely deep in the whole of modern thought: the search for a universal
monarch, which will be Antichrist.”
Since the “Revolutionary Age” is the one in which we now live, Fr.
Seraphim devoted considerably more time to it than he did to previous epochs.
He gave an entire lecture on the French Revolution, showing its roots in the
philosophy of Voltaire and Rousseau, and in the influence of Freemasonry and
the Illuminati. In another lecture he spoke on the conservative reaction to the
destruction of the Old Order: in the West by Joseph de Maistre, Donoso Cortes,
etc.; and in Russia by Nicholas I, Alexander III, Constantine Pobedonostsev, and
Fyodor Dostoyevsky. Yet another talk concerned the revolutionary philosophers
Mikhail Bakunin and Pierre-Joseph Proudhon, and twentieth-century
revolutionary movements.
Fr. Seraphim’s final section of lectures, like his final chapters for The
Kingdom of Man and the Kingdom of God, took as their subject the “New
Religion.” Here he spoke on the philosophies which arose out of the “new
subjectivism” after the dead end of Enlightenment reason, as well as on the
modern “religious” philosophy of evolution and its “Christian” spokesmen. [c]
Finally, he showed other symptoms of nihilism and chiliasm (both of which he
called the “central theme of the modern age”): the decline from humanism to
subhumanism in art and architecture, the rise of spiritualistic phenomena, and
the chiliastic “prophecies” of Teilhard de Chardin, Nicholas Fyodorov, Nicholas
Berdyaev, and Henry Miller.
THE preceding pages, being only a brief synopsis filled with
generalizations, cannot do justice to the careful, highly detailed piecing together
of ideas and philosophies, historical events, and political figures that Fr.
Seraphim accomplished in his course. We have not even mentioned many of the
themes that Fr. Seraphim touched on: themes such as the transformation of art,
of the Lives of Saints, and even of the very concept of sanctity during the Middle
Ages; the revival of paganism, astrology, alchemy, witchcraft and superstition,
as well as the beginning of the concept of personal fame, during the
Renaissance; the birth of modern science in Renaissance “mysticism,” and its
subsequent rise, during the Enlightenment, in the “world-machine” of Newton
and Descartes.
Fr. Seraphim’s course had behind it all the research that would go into any
university course, and yet it provided something which could not be acquired in
any university. “In universities today,” Fr. Seraphim told his students, “one
comes across people who have learned a great deal, who are like walking
encyclopedias, and yet there is no unity to the knowledge, no point to it at all. It
is better in that case to go slowly, aware of how much one does not know rather
than simply to grasp learning for the sake of learning. There must be a direction
to all this learning....
“Nowadays the very principle of such an education is almost lost in the
world. You can’t go to the university and obtain that kind of knowledge, since
there everything is fragmented, divided up into different departments. The very
idea of having knowledge which holds together is considered medieval
superstition, backwards; and therefore one becomes a specialist in one particular
sphere with a narrow point of view and does not know what the purpose of it all
is. Some of the great men, now gone, who were at Jordanville had this key, this
principle of learning. We should make a special point of learning from them
about the necessity of having a point of view, of making everything, all our
learning, centered on a particular point. And that point, of course, is Orthodoxy,
whose aim is the salvation of the soul.”
For an Orthodox Christian in today’s universities, learning from this point
is, again, a matter of “survival.” For example, a student without an Orthodox
understanding of history may find himself at a loss if his teachers or peers tell
him that “Christian civilization” is to blame for the current ecological crisis. He
will not be aware that it is not Christianity itself, but the Western apostasy from
it — beginning with ultimate trust in human logic and ending with the
mechanistic worldview of Descartes — which has caused the modern-day
exploitation of nature. As Fr. Seraphim explained: “Modern science was born [in
the Renaissance] out of the experiments of the Platonic alchemists, the
astrologers and magicians. The underlying spirit of the new scientific worldview
was the spirit of Faustianism, the spirit of magic, which is retained as a definite
undertone of contemporary science. The discovery, in fact, of atomic energy
would have delighted the Renaissance alchemists very much: they were looking
for just such power. The aim of modern science is power over nature. Descartes,
who formulated the mechanistic scientific worldview, said that man was to
become ‘the master and possessor of nature.’ It should be noted that this is a
religious faith, which takes the place of Christian faith.”
AT the end of the summer course, Fr. Seraphim recorded: “The four
students of the ‘New Valaam Theological Academy’ give sermons at the skete
on Gospel passages chosen for them. Final classes are held, and in the afternoon
the ‘graduation exercises,’ with playing of the ‘1812 Overture.’ The classes...
have had a definite beneficial effect on all; but the application of this knowledge
to life remains to be made.” 5
In a letter to Alexey Young, who had just written an article on Kireyevsky
for Nikodemos, Fr. Seraphim spoke more specifically on the students’ reaction to
the course:
The “New Valaam Theological Academy” was held again in the summer of
1977, and every summer after that. The sessions grew in attendance every year,
but were only about half as long as the first one. The tongue-in-cheek aspect of it
all — the high-sounding name of “Academy,” the “graduation exercises” and
official-looking printed diplomas — had all been designed by Fr. Herman. But
what began as tongue-in-cheek eventually turned out to have some real
significance. During Fr. Seraphim’s lifetime, at least ten people (many of whom
were converts) were ordained to clerical ranks with no other formal theological
training than that of the “Academy.” Archbishop Anthony, who wanted written
proof that the clergymen in his diocese were theologically trained in case
someone should ask, took the Academy’s diplomas very seriously.
At the end of each session, the fathers emphasized that the diplomas
indicated not the end of the students’ Orthodox education, but only the
beginning. For the rest of their lives they were to build on what they had
acquired, handing it back in the form of Christian activity. Many pilgrims,
having first come to the hermitage as greenhorns in Orthodoxy, were given
confidence to go out and do much in the ready harvest of the mission field.
After Fr. Seraphim’s repose, the Academy graduated hundreds more
people, over forty of whom are now Orthodox clergymen. But perhaps the most
far-reaching effects of that first “summer school” of 1975 will come from the
lecture notes and tape transcriptions of Fr. Seraphim’s “Survival Course,” which
are now being prepared for publication. The sketchy transcriptions alone, in
manuscript form, have already evoked an incredible response from those who
have been fortunate enough to read them.
Perhaps Fr. Seraphim never realized that his course could be so powerful. If
the response of those who have had a preview is any indication, this work — this
summer exercise of “organizing his thoughts” in order to educate four college-
age boys — could be one of the most significant achievements of Fr. Seraphim’s
life.
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“Spiritual” Self-Opinion
If anyone takes a stand on his own righteousness alone, and thinks to
redeem himself he labors in vain and to no purpose. For every self-
opinion of one’s own righteousness in the last day will be manifested
as nothing but filthy rags, as the Prophet Isaiah says: “All our
righteousness is as filthy rags” (Isaiah 64:6).
—St. Macarius the Great (†390) 1
The devil does not hunt after those who are lost; he hunts after those
who are aware, those who are close to God. He takes from them trust
in God and begins to afflict them with self-assurance, logic, thinking,
criticism. Therefore we should not trust our logical minds. Never
believe your thoughts. Live simply and without thinking too much, like
a child with his father. Faith without too much thinking works
wonders. The logical mind hinders the grace of God and miracles.
Practice patience without judging with the logical mind.
—Elder Paisios of Mount Athos (†1994)
FATHER Seraphim’s sense of urgency about work was directed most of all
to the publishing activity of the Brotherhood. His constant concern was to
produce as much soul-profiting material as possible with limited time and
limited means. “Above all,” he wrote in a letter, “let us remember that these are
the golden years for us to produce what we can in the Lord’s harvest!” 21 In
another letter he observed: “The future, it is evident, is very dark. We ourselves
do not know from one year to the next whether we will have another year of
printing activity or not. We pray that God will give us at least a few more years,
if only to print those Patristic materials which will help us and others to survive
in the days ahead.” 22
Through Fr. Seraphim’s determination came a tremendous literary
inheritance. Shortly after his repose, his godson Br. Laurence noted that “Fr.
Seraphim was able to produce a torrent of articles and books in a relatively short
span of time — only seventeen years — covering every conceivable subject of
interest and importance to the Orthodox reader.” 23
Fr. Seraphim did most of his writing in his humble cell on an old manual
typewriter, often by candlelight. Above his desk he hung photographs of two
revered men who had gone before him in disseminating the Orthodox Patristic
worldview through the printed word: Ivan Kireyevsky and Archimandrite
Constantine of Jordanville. [i]
Unlike some authors, Fr. Seraphim never took time to warm himself up to
writing by taking a stroll, etc. Whenever he was given the time he would go
quickly to his cell and immediately begin work. First he would write out a plan
or outline by hand, and then he would type an article from that. He would write
fast, looking up occasionally. And he would often cross himself as he wrote.
The St. Herman Monastery printshop, September 1972. Photograph by Timothy Ryan, courtesy of
Fr. Neketas Palassis.
When at times Fr. Seraphim would fall into a state of discouragement, Fr.
Herman would pull him out of it by dreaming up some writing assignment that
would be sure to inspire him. Perhaps it would be a project they had talked about
months or years earlier but had put off for some reason. “Why don’t you go and
work on it now?” Fr. Herman would ask. Fr. Seraphim would brighten up and
say, “Bless!” — and then go off to work with zeal.
In the spirit of monastic humility, Fr. Seraphim avoided signing his name to
what he wrote. In one of his (unsigned) articles, he wrote that some of the
necessities for success in a monastic path outside an already established
monastery were “a lack of publicity and a desire to be ‘lost to the world,’ the
absence of any desire to ‘be somebody’ or do such an important thing as ‘open a
monastery’ and deep humility and distrust in oneself.” 24 Once Fathers Seraphim
and Herman moved to the wilderness, therefore, they no longer listed themselves
as editors in the pages of their magazine. For most of the years that Fr. Seraphim
was producing his phenomenal output of Orthodox literature, his name never
appeared in print. In the words of Alexander Pope:
WHILE the fathers primarily translated from the Russian language into
English, occasionally it was the other way around. In 1971 they published a
small Russian-language book on Archbishop John which was based on Fr.
Seraphim’s English-language prima vita of the blessed one. Up until that time,
little material on Archbishop John had appeared in Russian, primarily because he
was still considered a controversial figure. It was Fr. Seraphim who insisted that
the Russian book be completed. He typeset it himself; and, since he was not able
to use the Linotype for the Russian characters, he had to do it all by hand.
Witnessing him spend long hours at this tedious work, Fr. Herman marveled
how he, an American, was performing such a labor of love just so that poor
Russians could read about their own uncanonized Saint in their own language.
Once he asked him why he was doing it. “Russians have given us so much,” said
Fr. Seraphim; “they’ve given us the Truth. It’s our duty to give back to them.”
When the fathers went to the Divine Liturgy in Archbishop John’s
Sepulchre on the fifth anniversary of his repose, they brought boxes of their
brand-new book with them. All the Russians who were present received the
book with joy. Although Archbishop Anthony expressed some concern about
what Archbishop John’s implacable critics in San Francisco would say about the
book, he himself found it to be very well written, and, as he confessed to the
fathers, he even shed a tear when he came to the book’s conclusion.
WITH the aim of leading souls to salvation through the word of God, the
fathers sent out many free subscriptions to The Orthodox Word, to libraries, poor
monastics, people without means, and people in poverty-stricken countries.
Nearly half their distribution was composed of such missionary subscriptions.
“Why, we run a charitable institution!” Fr. Herman commented once. Fr.
Seraphim rejoiced in this; he looked on their common labors as a privilege, and
cherished the opportunity to do and give more. Once a young man came to the
hermitage and told the fathers that he had been converted to Orthodoxy through
a free missionary subscription to their magazine. This, Fr. Seraphim asserted to
Fr. Herman, was a proof that their “free” labors were worth it.
Along with the privilege came the responsibility. The Platina fathers were
sitting on a veritable gold mine of material. Besides having many exceedingly
rare books, they had priceless original manuscripts bequeathed to them by the
last direct links to Holy Russia — people who had personally known Russian
saints and martyrs. The fathers had acquired a wealth of knowledge and
experience through being in contact with these links, from whose old and feeble
hands they had received a commission to share this wealth until time ran out. It
was no wonder that Fr. Seraphim pushed himself so hard. Once, when Fr.
Herman asked his old friend Fr. Vladimir of Jordanville whether or not a
particular Orthodox book was ever likely to be published, the latter replied,
“Since you came up with the idea, only you will be the one to do it. If you print
it, it will be done. If you don’t, nothing will be done.”
On one occasion, after a series of grueling days at the printing press, with
many more lead plates stacked in the room waiting to be printed, Fr. Herman
asked his co-laborer: “Is it really worth killing ourselves for this? Does anyone
out there really care?”
Fr. Seraphim looked hard at him. “I thank God,” he said, “for every day that
I can kill myself for Orthodoxy!”
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Suffering Russia
These poor villages which stand
Amidst a nature sparse, austere—
O beloved Russian land,
Long to pine and persevere!
T HE stories that Bishop Nektary most loved to tell about Russia centered
around his spiritual father, Optina Elder Nektary. As the Bishop told the
Platina fathers, his Elder, through prayer and clairvoyant advice, had many years
ago saved him from having to serve in the Red Army, and had saved his mother
from imprisonment. Not all the Bishop’s stories, however, had such happy
endings. There was the heartrending tale of the forced closure of Optina in 1923,
which his mother had witnessed personally. Some of the monks were martyred,
others were incarcerated; and the monastery became inhabited by a Komsomol
“Liquidation Committee.” But even against this bleak background, Bishop
Nektary was able to add a touch of his endearing humor. He told how, when the
Soviet officials came to investigate Elder Nektary’s cell, they found children’s
toys there: dolls, balls, lanterns, baskets. When asked why he had them, the
Elder answered, “I myself am a child.” And when the officials then found some
church wine and tins of food, the Elder said, “Have a drink and munch a little.”
Elder Nektary, the last elder at Optina (1858–1928). This original watercolor, based on a sketch
by one of the Elder’s disciples, was given to the St. Herman Brotherhood by Ivan and Helen
Kontzevitch.
“During his arrest,” Bishop Nektary related, “the Elder’s eye became
swollen, and he was placed first in the monastery infirmary and then in the
prison hospital. When he was leaving the monastery on a sleigh, his last words
were, ‘Help me a little,’ so that they would help him into the sled. Then he sat
down, blessed his path, and left for good.”1
As he told such reminiscences of the Holy Russia he would never see again,
Bishop Nektary’s eyes became filled with tears. Once, as the Bishop drove away
after having spent a long time at the St. Herman Monastery talking to the monks,
Fr. Seraphim rang the church bells in a traditional monastic farewell. Fr.
Herman, who had just been waving to the car, came back to find Fr. Seraphim
still ringing the bells and smiling with deep satisfaction. “What are you smiling
about?” he asked.
Fr. Seraphim released the bell cord. “How fortunate you are to have
Russian blood,” he said.
On another occasion Fr. Herman remonstrated him for this attitude, saying
that every nation has its own things to be proud of.
“Bishop Nektary wept over Optina,” Fr. Seraphim said simply.
“What? Isn’t there anything in America that you would weep over?”
At this Fr. Seraphim smiled: “I wouldn’t weep over the Grand Canyon or
Golden Gate!”
As a Russian, Fr. Herman felt reverence, awe, and some inferiority before
the refined Byzantine-Greek culture that had given Russia its Orthodoxy. Not so
with Fr. Seraphim: he much preferred Russian culture. One can identify two
reasons for this. In the first place, Russia had been the last great protector of the
Orthodox worldview, the continuation of the Byzantine model of Christian
society; it had been the seat of the “Third Rome” which had restrained the power
of Antichrist until the martyrdom of the last Tsar; and, through such thinkers as
Dostoyevsky and Kireyevsky, it had nurtured a profound Orthodox philosophy
of life and history in the face of worldwide apostasy. Secondly, Fr. Seraphim
loved Russia for the profound suffering that its people had endured in his own
times, lighting lamps of humble martyrdom and persevering confession of the
Faith, from the Arctic Circle to the scorching desert. There were times when Fr.
Seraphim would weep on beholding old Russian women kneeling and praying
fervently in church. In these old babushkas he saw the vestiges of a glorious
past: the dying breed of Russian exiles who remembered Russia as once she had
been, who were fully aware of what their people had lost, and who were
genuinely suffering together with those in their faraway homeland.
AS these words indicate, Fr. Seraphim knew that Holy Russia would be
resurrected, if only for an all-too-brief period before the end of the world. The
entire fiftieth issue of The Orthodox Word (which Helen Kontzevitch considered
the best ever) was devoted to this subject. In it Fr. Seraphim related how
Russia’s saints and elders, while warning of the imminent disaster coming upon
Russia for her abandonment of her Orthodox foundation, also foresaw her
ultimate resurrection through suffering and repentance. He and Fr. Herman
compiled a series of prophecies, including St. Seraphim’s “Great Diveyevo
Mystery” which had never before appeared in English. [b] These were placed
beside two powerful articles by Archbishop John, who could unquestionably be
ranked among the prophets of Holy Russia. As the fathers pointed out,
Archbishop John “spoke with great depth and insight on the spiritual meaning of
the enslavement of Russia by the God-hating Communist Yoke and on the
Russian Diaspora, its repentance and mission. And perhaps no one has seen so
clearly as he that the future of Russia is inextricably bound up with the mystery
of resurrection — not with a merely metaphorical resurrection, but in some way
with the actual resurrection of the dead which is the chief cornerstone of
Orthodox Christian Faith.” 15
Even as Fathers Seraphim and Herman were speaking of Holy Russia’s
resurrection in their magazine, the liberal Russian intelligentsia in the emigration
was propagating the idea that there was no Holy Russia to resurrect, that the very
concept of Holy Russia was a “myth,” the product of deluded nostalgia. These
ideas came from that same cynical segment of Russian society that had once
been so active in slandering the last Tsar and helping to bring about the downfall
of Orthodox Russia. Although its representatives in the West were not
Communists now, they were, Fr. Seraphim wrote, “striving to obliterate the
fruits of repentance even in suffering Russia itself.... This pseudo-Orthodox
intelligentsia continues to do everything possible to deny the very existence of
Holy Russia, the reality of the Russian mission to preserve and preach true
Orthodoxy, and of course the future of Russia as Orthodox.” 16
Time has shown that this intelligentsia was actually far from the heart of
contemporary Russia. The latent spiritual power of Holy Russia is strongly felt
today, and is being unearthed by sober and courageous souls out of the blood-
covered soil of that martyric land.
In the very first days of the Revolution, February 1917, Elder Anatole the
Younger had prophesied, likening Holy Russia to a ship: “There will be a storm.
And the Russian ship will be smashed to pieces. But people can be saved even
on splinters and fragments. And not everyone will perish. One must pray,
everyone must repent and pray fervently. And what happens after a storm?...
There will be a calm.”
At this everyone said to the Elder, “But there is no more ship, it is shattered
to pieces; it has perished, everything has perished.”
“It is not so,” said the Elder. “A great miracle of God will be manifested.
And all the splinters and fragments, by the will of God and His power, will come
together and be united, and the ship will be rebuilt in its beauty and will go on its
own way as foreordained by God. And this will be a miracle evident to
everyone.” 17
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Toward the Restoration of Optina
Lift up your eyes, and look on the fields; for they are white already to
harvest. And he that reapeth receiveth wages, and gathereth fruit unto
life eternal: that both he that soweth and he that reapeth may rejoice
together.
—John 4:35–36
Russia will arise, and materially it will not be wealthy. But in spirit it
will be wealthy, and in Optina there will yet be seven luminaries, seven
pillars.
—Prophecy of St. Nektary of Optina (†1928) 1
B ESIDES the task of making people of the West aware of the most inspiring
phenomenon of contemporary Christianity — the martyric suffering of
millions of believers behind the Iron Curtain — the fathers felt another need that
was just as pressing: to care for the soul of suffering Russia herself. The fathers
wanted to print many more spiritual books, perhaps even publish a magazine, in
Russian. One impetus toward this work came as follows:
Fr. Herman had a school-fellow from Jordanville, the above-mentioned
Alexey Poluektov, a man who had suffered in Russia under Communism and
had escaped to America in the 1950s. After graduating from seminary, getting
married, and becoming a priest, Fr. Alexey was assigned to a parish in San
Francisco in 1968. At this time Fr. Herman was still the editor of the Russian
magazine Pravoslavny Blagovestnik (Orthodox Tidings); and Fr. Alexey, having
had previous printing experience, printed six issues of it at Mother Ariadna’s
convent. Wanting to do more publishing work for God, Fr. Alexey bought his
own printing press. Soon after this, however, the St. Herman Brotherhood
moved to Platina, and Archbishop John’s Blagovestnik was discontinued.
“In 1970,” Fr. Alexey recalled later, “Archbishop Anthony decided to
publish a magazine called Tropinka (The Little Path) in place of the diocesan
magazine Blagovestnik. Looking at the first issue, I could conclude that,
although it was published under the direction of a whole staff, it was actually the
magazine of the Archbishop alone. Since it was not easy for the Archbishop to
publish it by himself, in 1973 only one issue came out. I offered the Bishop to
summon some help, saying that people could be found, but he said he wanted to
keep things the way they were.”
Fr. Alexey thought of publishing a book of his own — a collection of
prayers in Russian — and wondered if this would be pleasing to God. It was then
that he had an unforgettable vision. “I saw a wide field surrounding me,” he
writes. “It was already sunset, and I thought to myself: ‘How good it would be to
work this field, to plant it and take the crop. Oh, it would bring riches.’ When I
thought this, a voice spoke from heaven: ‘You’re not thinking right. If you had
need of riches, you would have been told where to go, or else St. Elias would
have told you here in this place: ‘Go to such and such a spot and take out [dig
up] treasure.’”
This vision was related by Fr. Alexey to Fr. Herman. Fr. Alexey believed
that God was calling him to take part in a great harvest — not a harvest of grain
for his own material profit, but a harvest of souls for the Kingdom of Heaven.
The field, Fr. Herman suggested, represented the ready spiritual harvest
throughout his vast homeland, Russia. But the work had to be done now, for it
was sunset, and the night cometh when no man can work (John 9:4).
“All this time,” Fr. Alexey writes, “I had been begging God to indicate at
least one person with whom, being bound in oneness of soul, I could begin
printing the word of God so that the printing equipment I had would not be
without work, since I did not print worldly things. Then the Lord indicated to me
my old friend from Holy Trinity Seminary, who was perhaps the only man here
according to my spirit: Fr. Herman. Many times we talked about the
contemporary needs of faith, and it seemed that the times were such that we
could not be silent but must act.”
When his second child was born, Fr. Alexey gave him the name Elias in
remembrance of his vision. Together with Fr. Herman, he conceived the idea of
forming the “St. Elias Brotherhood,” dedicated to printing the word of God for
Russia, and enlisting the help of Russian Orthodox youth from far and wide. He
began by publishing a Russian magazine, Vera i Zhizn’ (Faith and Life),
deliberately making it extra small so that it could be distributed more easily in
the Soviet Union. The Platina fathers supplied almost all the material for the first
issues.
Fr. Alexey published several issues of Vera i Zhizn’, and received a most
encouraging response from all sides, from clergy and monastics as well as lay
people. Meanwhile, inspired by Fr. Alexey’s labors, the St. Herman Brotherhood
began to publish more Russian books of its own. Fr. Seraphim went out and
bought everything he needed to typeset old-orthography Russian [a] on the same
Linotype machine that had always given him so much trouble.
The Platina fathers did not have the money needed to print books for
Russia, all of which would be sent there free. But once the determination was
present, God sent the means. One of the monastery’s former brothers, wanting to
make a sacrifice to God, unexpectedly gave nine hundred dollars specifically for
the Russian mission. When Fr. Vladimir of Jordanville learned of the fathers’
publishing plans, he was so enthusiastic that he paid in advance another two
thousand dollars for the books.
In 1973 the fathers began to publish the Optina Elders Series in Russian:
photo-offset facsimiles of the prima vitae of the Elders, most of which had
originally been published by the Optina Monastery itself. Some of the original
editions, due to the Soviet destruction of religious literature, had become so rare
as to be virtually nonexistent elsewhere. The fathers received nearly all of them
from the private collection of the Kontzevitches, who in the 1940s had spent all
their savings and even sold their furniture in order to buy up books from the old
Optina Library when they were being sold at a Paris sale.
When the first books in the Optina Series came out, no one was happier
than Fr. Vladimir, who, raised on Optina spirituality through Fr. Adrian, loved
the Optina Elders with the same personal closeness and devotion that one would
have toward one’s living spiritual fathers. On receiving the third volume, he
wrote to the Platina fathers on behalf of the brotherhood at Jordanville:
We thank you for the book on Elder Macarius, as well as for your labors.
And if we can do something, then with all our hearts we wish that the Lord
will bless your labors and plans for the future. We wish you all the best and
complete success in what you are doing. May the Lord help and strengthen
you through the prayers of these great righteous ones. 2
Over the course of eight years, the fathers published eight separate books in
the Optina Series, adding to them their own words of introduction as well as
illustrations and relevant texts gathered from other sources. Since the fathers
were not equipped to do photo-offset work themselves, they had the books
printed elsewhere. Even though Optina had long been closed as a monastery,
they were still able to get their books in there by sending them free to the
Dostoyevsky Museum located inside Optina. [b]
In 1975 the Brotherhood published the Russian text of the book Awareness
of God: the meditations of the aforementioned student of the Holy Fathers,
Archpriest Nicholas Deputatov of Australia. In 1977 they published an exact
facsimile of the original Russian version of the Life of Elder Zosima of Siberia.
And in the following year they did the same with the 850-page, profusely
illustrated Diveyevo Chronicle: a glorious testimony of Russian sanctity,
originally published in 1903, filled with eyewitness stories about St. Seraphim
and how his Diveyevo Convent was founded.
There had been a tradition in Optina, instituted by Abbot Moses (†1862),
that whenever a spiritual book was published by the monastery, a copy would be
sent free to each monastery in Russia. At Fr. Seraphim’s insistence the St.
Herman Brotherhood did the same, sending a free copy of all its Russian books
to Russian Orthodox monasteries throughout the world. By the time Fr.
Seraphim died, he and Fr. Herman had published nearly twenty titles in the
Russian language.
W HEN Fathers Seraphim and Herman built their little cells out in the
woods in 1975, they had a specific purpose in mind. They were both
seeking, in the words of St. Gregory the Great, a “melancholy spot” where they
could immerse themselves in the world of the great monastic saints and desert-
dwellers, and out of this prepare monastic writings for publication for the sake of
contemporary God-seekers.
The lumber for their secluded cells had been taken from three old,
abandoned loggers’ cabins on the site of the original town of Platina. In 1973 the
fathers had been given permission to dismantle the cabins and keep the wood, as
long as they took all of it and left the area clean. The work was hard and the
wood was old and rough, but Fr. Seraphim went to the work site each day
cheerful and inspired. To Fr. Seraphim, this labor was connected with his idea of
bringing Orthodoxy to the land of the cowboys. He rejoiced at the thought that
they were using the dwellings of the original frontier settlers to build “monastic
frontier” dwellings of their own.
Once Fr. Spyridon arrived at the monastery to celebrate his nameday with
the fathers, and it so happened that they had just completed the “Valaam” cell.
Although Fr. Spyridon’s heart was not well, he nevertheless hiked with them up
the steep hill to the cell, in order to bless it. “It was amazing,” Fr. Herman
recalls, “what childlike joy came over him upon seeing the little wooden cabin,
which in his sight was the incarnation of some remote skete cell in Russia or an
Athonite kalyve. [a] He entered it literally with trembling; his face lit up and
became all red, and he began to kiss the walls, giving a long, inspiring sermon
about the necessity of putting to use such dwellings and building them to the
ends of the earth! He became out of breath, and held his hand on his heart. Thus
was the ‘Valaam’ cell blessed, and out of it came a whole series of monastic
texts.” 2
AS early as 1972, the fathers began serializing in The Orthodox Word the
Lives of Russian desert-dwellers from the fourteenth to the seventeenth
centuries. Twelve Lives were eventually compiled into a book — the
aforementioned Northern Thebaid—which was finished on November 26, 1975.
In his preface, Fr. Seraphim wrote:
What Orthodox Christian is not exalted in heart and mind at the thought of
the Egyptian Thebaid — the place of struggle of the great St. Anthony, first
among monastic Fathers and model of the anchoritic life; of St. Pachomius
the coenobiarch, who received the monastic rule of the common life from
an Angel; and of the thousands of monks and nuns who followed them and
made the desert a city peopled with Christians striving toward the heavens
in the Angelic way of life?
Few, however, are those who know of Orthodoxy’s Northern Thebaid
— the Russian “desert” of the forested, marshy North — where no fewer
thousands of monks and nuns sought out their salvation in the footsteps of
the great monastic Fathers of more recent times: St. Sergius of Radonezh,
St. Cyril of White Lake, St. Nilus of Sora, and hundreds of others whose
names have been entered in the Calendar of Orthodox Saints. 3
The book The Northern Thebaid, then, was intended to fill this gap. The
fathers dedicated it to “the blessed memory of our beloved teacher, Ivan
Mikhailovich Kontzevitch” — a man who had devoted years of research and
writing to demonstrate the equality of Russian asceticism with that of ancient
Egypt. A relevant chapter from Kontzevitch’s The Acquisition of the Holy Spirit
in Ancient Russia was included as an introduction to the new book. Informative,
filled with poetic imagery, and at the same time fully within the Patristic
tradition, Kontzevitch’s words set the whole book in the proper key, placing the
Russian desert-dwellers in their rightful historical context.
The biographies of the desert-dwellers themselves were more than just
straight translations from existing Lives. For most of them the fathers
painstakingly gathered written material and illustrations from a number of
different sources. The Saints became alive to them as they researched, wrote,
and printed their Lives. They talked about and prayed to them, having
processions in their honor on the dates of their repose. And the Northern Thebaid
Saints responded to these prayers, helping the fathers to make them accessible to
people of new lands. An obvious case occurred when the Platina fathers were
about to print in The Orthodox Word the Life of the sixteenth-century Valaam
monk St. Alexander of Svir. They had been lamenting that, although they had
received from Finland a rare ancient manuscript of the Saint’s Life, they had not
a single icon of the Saint. Then, one day shortly after Pascha in 1973, as they
were on their way to work on the loggers’ cabins, they stopped at the Platina
post office to get their mail. There they found an envelope containing an icon of
the Saint; and in the background was a cabin just like the one they were
gathering lumber to build. Totally amazed — for they had not requested this icon
from anyone — they gave thanks to God and immediately printed it to go with
St. Alexander’s Life.
The appearance of the Holy Trinity to St. Alexander of Svir. Seventeenth-century icon, very
likely from the icon workshop of St. Alexander’s monastery. Illustration from The Northern
Thebaid.
As the fathers were compiling the Lives of the Northern Thebaid Saints,
they found something obviously lacking: all the Lives were of men — none were
of women. They felt they had to do something to remedy this situation. Fr.
Herman asked Helen Kontzevitch what information had been preserved about
women desert-dwellers of Russia, but she said she did not know. He began to
search through a number of Russian sources — some of them exceedingly rare
— and finally came up with the material he needed. From this he composed a
poetic article of thirty pages, entitled “Women of Holy Russia.” It included
information and illustrations of over forty women saints, with longer sections on
the desert-dwellers Dorothy of Kashin, Anastasia of Padan, and Parasceva of
Pinega. Interestingly, it was while preparing this article for The Orthodox Word
that the fathers were first visited by Barbara McCarthy, an American woman
desiring desert monasticism. When the article finally came out, Helen
Kontzevitch rejoiced to read it. Fr. Herman’s labor also did not go unnoticed by
Abbess Ariadna, who told him, “Thank you for giving us St. Dorothy of
Kashin.” Later the article was included as a chapter in The Northern Thebaid.
The epilogue to The Northern Thebaid, written by Fr. Seraphim, briefly
described developments in Russian monasticism after the period covered in the
main body of the book, that is, after the seventeenth century. Fr. Seraphim spoke
about the Westernizing reforms of Peter I and Catherine II in the eighteenth
century, which demanded that monasteries be either closed or turned into
government institutions, thus smothering the very idea of monasticism: “But the
aims of the Westernizing rules were not achieved: the monastic spirit, still very
much alive in all classes of Russian society, was not snuffed out. Desert-loving
monks and nuns simply went again to the desert, whether in Russia or outside
her borders, avoiding the ‘established’ monasteries; new communities were
established, despite the laws; and there rose up a number of powerful monastic
leaders, new Abbas of Holy Russia, who were not afraid to defy the authorities
in order to preserve the free monastic spirit.” 4
Having said a few words about a number of such heroic eighteenth-century
monastic figures, Fr. Seraphim went on to speak of the more favorable monastic
conditions of nineteenth-century Russia. The latter period, he said, “was to rival
the epoch of the Northern Thebaid itself.” During it, “the Orthodox monastic
tradition is more alive in Russia than in Greece, and it is the Russians themselves
who, in the nineteenth century, are responsible for the great monastic flowering
on Mount Athos, led by great Elders such as Jerome and Arsenius, who had their
spiritual roots firmly in Russian soil.” 5
The frontispiece of The Northern Thebaid. “An Anchorite in the Northern Forest”: engraving by
O. Miloradovich, nineteenth century, from the Life of St. Sergius of Radonezh.
THE spiritual legacy of the Northern Thebaid Saints, Fr. Seraphim wrote,
prepared the way “for a final spiritual current which has come down to our own
times — that of Blessed Paisius Velichkovsky and the great Elders of the
eighteenth to the twentieth centuries.” 8 It was this current that the fathers
wished to make the subject of their next book — a kind of sequel to The
Northern Thebaid. Their only question concerned which to present first to
English-speaking readers: the story of Blessed Paisius or of the Optina Elders,
who were the direct inheritors of Paisius’ tradition. After some deliberation, the
fathers decided to begin with Paisius. Their readers would have to wait to learn
all about the Optina Elders until after they had been made acquainted with the
spiritual foundation of Optina, Blessed Paisius. The Platina fathers believed that
Paisius, who had built this foundation upon a determined search for true spiritual
fatherhood and upon a lifelong, practical study of Patristic wisdom, was not only
the key to understanding the phenomenon of Optina, but was also the means
whereby modern man could begin to enter into the genuine Patristic spirit. They
asked Bishop Nektary, their own spiritual father in Blessed Paisius’ lineage, to
write a brief introduction for the English edition of Paisius’ Life, to which they
added some of his reminiscences of Optina.
The book on Blessed Paisius was originally intended to be in two volumes,
the first being an account of his life and the second a collection of his teachings.
Volume One, first serialized in The Orthodox Word, was published in 1976, but
Fr. Seraphim did not live to complete Volume Two. He did, however, translate
two collections of Blessed Paisius’ teachings, Field Flowers and The Scroll,
which were also serialized. [b]
The main source for the new book, Blessed Paisius Velichkovsky, was the
Russian edition of the Life of Paisius published by Optina Monastery in 1847.
To this the fathers added much more material, including sections that they
composed themselves on the legacy of Blessed Paisius: his revivification of
Russian and Romanian monasticism through his disciples, his influence on
outstanding church writers of succeeding centuries, and his “traces” in America
through St. Herman and others.
Ultimately the book became not just the life story of a righteous man, but a
scholarly achievement as well. The fathers’ main accomplishment was to prove
beyond refutation that, had it not been for Blessed Paisius, the anthology now
known as the Philokalia would not be in existence. It was Blessed Paisius’
efforts in gathering and copying ascetic writings, bringing them to light and
evoking interest in them, that had provided the impetus for the Philokalia, laying
the groundwork for its compilation by Saints Nikodemos of the Holy Mountain
and Macarius of Corinth.
Blessed Paisius Velichkovsky included a service to Paisius — with an entire
Canon — written by Fr. Seraphim himself. [c] Between the lines of this touching
memorial, one can see Fr. Seraphim’s own humble, self-effacing attitude before
such a great Father, who had helped form him in monasticism. When at one time
he had written that “we must go to the Holy Fathers in order to become their
disciples,” 9 he had meant so literally. To Blessed Paisius he prayed:
Under thy protection have I lived, but of all thy disciples I alone am
unworthy to behold thy face. Have pity on me, O blessed Father, and in thy
goodness entreat Christ God to have mercy on me, the least of thy sheep.
As I behold the greatness of thy labors and the grace given thee by God, my
heart doth fail within me; how can I, having disdained thy commandments,
have a part with thee in eternal life? Have pity on me, thy wretched
disciple, and entreat the Lord for my salvation. 10
Having come to love the Holy Fathers and true Orthodox piety in his
childhood, Blessed Paisius at the age of seventeen saw that even in the best
Orthodox school of Russia he was not being given the pure teaching of
Holy Orthodoxy from the Patristic sources, but rather something second-
hand and accompanied by useless pagan learning; and, further, that an
overemphasis on the formal side of the Church’s existence, greatly
furthered by the Government in its attempt to make the Church a
“department” of the State, promoted chiefly the idea that church-minded
people, the clergy and even the monks, occupied a definite place in the
apparatus of the Church organization. This overemphasis of a real but
decidedly secondary aspect of church life tended to obscure the primary
aspect: the love and zeal for true Orthodoxy and true piety, which are what
inspire every genuine Orthodox Christian, whether clergy, monk, or
layman....
Today, the situation of Orthodoxy is rather different, and much worse,
than it was in the time of the Elder Paisius.... The seventeen-year-old
Orthodox youth of today has usually not been raised properly and
consciously in Orthodox teaching and piety, or, if he has, the ever-
increasing tempo of paganized modern life acts powerfully to negate his
upbringing; he has usually not come to love the Holy Fathers and the
Divine services from childhood, and to hunger for more.... For such a youth
not deeply grounded in Orthodoxy, the human side of the Church all too
often becomes the center of attention, and the all too prevalent petty
quarrels and injustices among church people are often sufficient to turn his
attention away from the Church altogether, or — if some religious interest
remains — to turn him toward one of the flourishing religious or social
cults of the day, or even to the widely advertised life of drugs and
immorality.
Truly, we are far more in need today of a return to the sources of
genuine Orthodoxy than Blessed Paisius was! Our situation is hopeless!
And yet God’s mercy does not leave us, and even today one may say that
there is a movement of genuine Orthodoxy... which hungers for more than
the “customary” Orthodoxy which is powerless before the onslaughts of a
world refined in destroying souls.... It cannot be that the flame of truly
Orthodox zeal will die out before the Second Coming of Christ; nor that if
this flame exists, Christ our God will not show His zealots, even now, how
to lead a true and inspired Orthodox life. In fact, the message of Blessed
Paisius is addressed precisely and directly to us, the last Christians: in
“The Scroll” he tells us that the Holy Fathers wrote their books “by the
special Providence of God, so that in the last times this Divine work would
not fall into oblivion.”
Do you hear, O Orthodox Christians of these last times? These
writings of the Holy Fathers, even those dealing with the highest forms of
spiritual life, have been preserved for us, so that even when it might seem
that there are no God-bearing elders left at all, we may still have the
unerring words of the Holy Fathers to guide us in leading a God-pleasing
and zealous life. Therefore, they are wrong who teach that, because the end
of the world is at hand, we must sit still, make no great efforts, simply
preserve the doctrine that has been handed down to us, and hand it back,
like the buried talent of the worthless servant (Matt. 25:24–30), to our Lord
at His Coming!... Let us then struggle while it is still day, with the time and
the weapons which our All-merciful God has given us! 11
Let all readers be aware: (1) There are no more elders like Paisius today. If
we imagine there are, we can do irreparable harm to our souls.... At the
same time, we must have respect for our spiritual fathers and elders, who at
least know more than we and try their best to guide their spiritual children
under almost impossible conditions. Many young people today are seeking
gurus and are ready to enslave themselves to any likely candidate; but woe
to those who take advantage of this climate of the times to proclaim
themselves “God-bearing Elders” in the ancient tradition — they only
deceive themselves and others. Any Orthodox spiritual father will frankly
tell his children that the minimum of eldership that remains today is very
different from what Blessed Paisius or the Optina Elders represent. (2) The
type of community which Paisius guided is beyond the capabilities of our
times. Bishop Ignatius Brianchaninov said that such a way of life was not
given even to his times — when Optina was at its height; and how much
more has Orthodox life fallen since then! Such a “heaven on earth” could
not exist today, not just because there are no God-bearing Elders to guide it,
but because even if there were, the spiritual level of those who would
follow is too impossibly low.... But let us therefore learn to make maximum
use of the limited opportunities we do have (which still, after all, are
‘heaven on earth’ if compared to the worldly life of today!), not
demolishing our few remaining Orthodox communities with self-centered
and idle criticism.... (3) Our times, above all, call for humble and quiet
labors, with love and sympathy for other strugglers on the path of the
Orthodox spiritual life and a deep resolve that does not become discouraged
because the atmosphere is unfavorable.... If we do this, even in our terrible
times, we may have hope — in God’s mercy — of the salvation of our
souls. 12
When Fr. Seraphim read this introduction to Fr. Herman, the latter objected
that its appraisal of the contemporary state of Orthodoxy was too negative, that it
would extinguish desire in young people to lead an Orthodox Christian life. Fr.
Seraphim argued that, on the contrary, it would actually encourage them. They
have to face things as they are, he said; only then could they step boldly forward,
prepared to struggle for Jesus Christ and their salvation without harboring any
delusions or false expectations. After some argument Fr. Seraphim proved his
point. Bowing before him, Fr. Herman told him to publish the Introduction as it
was.
Blessed Paisius Velichkovsky, the largest book the fathers had printed thus
far, was a true labor of love. In the years to come, Fr. Herman was to regard it as
the most important of all their books: a treasure-house of Orthodox spirituality
through which any serious reader could enter into the heart of ancient Christian
experience.
The book could also serve as an excellent textbook for monastics (as it had
for the Platina fathers themselves), setting forth in living examples all the major
principles of a renunciant life in common. On the dedication page ran the words:
“To the Orthodox Monks of the Last Times.”
After all the work, prayer, and hope they had devoted to Blessed Paisius
Velichkovsky, the fathers were disappointed to receive very little response to it.
To be sure, there was little that was “tantalizing” in it: not many descriptions of
clairvoyance, lofty spiritual states or miracle working. It was simply the story of
one man’s lifelong struggle to seek out the wisdom of the Fathers, disseminate it,
and first of all to live by it. Perhaps the English-speaking Orthodox world was
not ready for it; perhaps more “bridges” still needed to be built. It seems that
Orthodox countries were much more prepared for the message of Blessed
Paisius. As they had done with The Northern Thebaid, Orthodox Christians in
Greece translated the Brotherhood’s book into their own language, publishing it
in 1990.
IN their talks to monastic aspirants, Fathers Herman and Seraphim often
told stories and anecdotes from the Lives of the Russian ascetics, Lives that had
been indispensable to their own monastic formation. To the frustration of some
of their listeners, however, relatively few of these Lives existed in English. The
Northern Thebaid and Blessed Paisius Velichkovsky had only been a beginning.
More than anyone else, Barbara McCarthy pressured the fathers to make more
such texts available on a broader scale. Then, in 1976, the monastery was visited
by a desert-lover from the younger generation: another seventeen-year-old
Russian boy with the name Gregory. Since this new Gregory had a fair
knowledge of Russian, Fr. Herman gave him to read the Russian Life of the
desert-dweller Peter Michurin, a righteous youth who had lived in constant
converse with God and undertaken severe ascetic exploits before departing to the
eternal mansions at the age of nineteen. In his youthful zeal Gregory became
enthused by this Life, and longed to attempt great feats of asceticism. Fr.
Herman knew he had to channel this zeal into a direction that would be healthy
and appropriate for Gregory, and thus he gave him the podvig of translating.
Upon hearing this, Barbara became interested and offered to help. She asked Fr.
Herman which of the Lives of two Russian Elders he would most like to see
appear in English: Elder Anthony of Optina or Elder Zosima of Siberia, both of
whom had been desert-dwellers in the forest of Roslavl and were followers of
the spiritual school of Blessed Paisius. Fr. Herman chose Elder Zosima. It had
been a shorter Life of this same Elder which Fr. Herman had once read to Fr.
Seraphim as they had roamed the woods of Monterey, and which had helped
inspire them to leave the world.
The labors on Elder Zosima began. Gregory would translate into a tape and
send it to Barbara; Barbara, sitting quietly in the woods, would transcribe; and
Fathers Seraphim and Herman would correct the transcription. Fr. Seraphim
wrote the introduction. The book was published first by Alexey Young in 1977,
and later by the Brotherhood, including a portrait of the Elder drawn by the
young Gregory. In 1980 the Brotherhood followed this by printing the Life of
Peter Michurin, a short but powerful work written by Elder Zosima himself.
Other monastic texts published by the Brotherhood included books of
spiritual counsel. In 1978 the fathers began a series called the Little Russian
Philokalia, a new collection of ascetic writings drawn from Russian sources,
chiefly of the nineteenth century. The first volume was devoted to St. Seraphim
of Sarov, and the second to Abbot Nazarius of Valaam, the spiritual father of St.
Herman of Alaska. After Fr. Seraphim’s death a third volume came out on St.
Herman himself, containing the Saint’s spiritual counsels which Fr. Seraphim
had translated and printed in The Orthodox Word. Another volume, comprised of
Fr. Seraphim’s translation of the counsels of Blessed Paisius, was printed later,
followed by a volume of the life and teaching of the newly canonized St.
Theodore of Sanaxar in northern Russia.
In the early 1970s, Fr. Seraphim translated the entire book of counsels of
the sixth-century Desert Father Dorotheus of Gaza, known as the “ABC’s” of
monasticism. With the blessing of Archbishop Averky and Fr. Michael
Pomazansky, the fathers were about to publish it as an offering to the monks of
our times, but another press came out with an edition of it first. After Fr.
Seraphim’s death, the Brotherhood published his translation of the counsels of
Saints Barsanuphius and John, the Elders of Abba Dorotheus. Another monastic
text translated by Fr. Seraphim — of the Rule of St. Theodore the Studite, which
formed the basis of all Russian monasticism — has not yet seen the light of
publication.
For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall show
great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall
deceive the very elect.
—Matthew 24:24
O N May 10, 1976, Fr. Seraphim was driving home in his truck from
Oregon, where he had just picked up a shipment of his first published
book, Orthodoxy and the Religion of the Future—a book that would one day
become a catalyst for spiritual awakening, especially in Russia. The book was an
examination of contemporary religious phenomena, symptoms of the “new
religious consciousness” which prepared the way for one world religion and
marked the beginning of a “demonic pentecost” in the last times. Never before
had such a penetrating analysis of twentieth-century spiritual currents been
written, for until now no one had studied them so closely according to the
timeless wisdom of the Holy Fathers.
In the early to mid-1970s, when Fr. Seraphim was writing his book, many
of the phenomena he was describing were considered aberrations on the margin
of society. But he saw what was coming: he saw that the fringe would become
more and more the mainstream. He saw the frightening unity of purpose behind
a wide range of outwardly disparate phenomena, and saw the end result looming
over the horizon. As he traveled southward with this book which was to tear the
mask off the most subtle forms of demonic deception in our times, it was
appropriate that he should stop at a nucleus of neopaganism in America: Mount
Shasta. Considered a sacred mountain by the original Indian inhabitants, Mount
Shasta had become a center of occult activities and settlements, which were now
on the increase there. Fr. Seraphim drove part way up with his load of books.
Standing in the shadow of the immense mountain, on a spot where neopagan
festivals were commonly held, he sang Paschal chants, sang of Christ’s
Resurrection and His victory over Satan and the law of death. A thought arose in
his mind which had come to him before: “An Orthodox priest should come and
bless this mountain with holy water!” 1 Later, after their ordination, he and Fr.
Herman would return to bless the mountain. But his book would do more: it
would move mountains.
THE seeds of Orthodoxy and the Religion of the Future had been with Fr.
Seraphim for quite some time. Like his “Survival Course,” this book was an
outcome of his laborious work for The Kingdom of Man and the Kingdom of
God. For years Fr. Herman had been urging him to finally complete his magnum
opus, but Fr. Seraphim had balked on the grounds that it was too big a job to
undertake along with everything else, and that, besides, it was too intellectual
and abstract. “We need something more practical,” he told Fr. Herman. His
intellectual elitism was now a thing of the past. As he had grown in both inward
and outward knowledge, acquiring a commanding view of sober and salvific
spiritual life, his writings had grown not more complex and abstruse, but more
accessible, understandable, basic, and to-the-point. Following the path of Gospel
simplicity, he now wrote in a manner which anyone — young or old, educated or
uneducated — could understand.
Orthodoxy and the Religion of the Future was begun in 1971 with an
examination of the latest “ecumenical” fashion: the opening of a “dialogue with
non-Christian religions.” Three chapters on this subject were printed in The
Orthodox Word, followed by a detailed description of the “charismatic revival”
as a form of “ecumenical spirituality” inclusive of religious experiences which
were distinctly non-Christian.
Shortly after the publication of the “charismatic” article, Fr. Seraphim
received a letter from Helen Kontzevitch, saying: “What you have described
here is the religion of the future, the religion of Antichrist.” Fr. Seraphim
realized, however, that he had by no means written an exhaustive treatment of
this religion, which had not yet attained its final form. His work, he stated, was a
“preliminary exploration of those spiritual tendencies which, it would seem, are
preparing the way for a religion of anti-Christianity, a religion outwardly
‘Christian,’ but centered on a pagan ‘initiation’ experience.”
Helen Kontzevitch’s words about “the religion of the future” came to mind
when the St. Herman Brotherhood was about to publish the chapters together in
book form. When talking with Fr. Herman, Fr. Seraphim insisted that the word
“Orthodoxy” be added to the title, since everything in the book would be
presented in light of the Orthodox Patristic standard of spiritual life.
The fathers completed the first edition of Orthodoxy and the Religion of the
Future on Bright Friday (April 26/May 9), 1975. Evidently the book had struck a
responsive chord: the first edition sold out so quickly that the fathers realized
they could not meet the demand all by themselves. Within three months of the
first edition, they had a second edition printed by a company in Redding. A third
edition was printed by a company in Talent, Oregon, that Alexey Young had
discovered. It was almost a year to the day after the first edition came out that Fr.
Seraphim drove to Oregon to pick up the third edition, as has been described
above.
IN writing Orthodoxy and the Religion of the Future, Fr. Seraphim used a
method that proved most effective in reaching modern-day readers. Whether
writing about Eastern religions, UFOs, or charismatic phenomena, Fr. Seraphim
would always state the facts first, letting the evidence speak for itself before
offering any categorical conclusions. Sometimes, as in the case of practices
which any Christian reader would readily recognize as pagan, this would only
require a few pages; in other cases, as when dealing with charismatic
phenomena, much more material was needed as evidence.
In Orthodoxy and the Religion of the Future, the facts and descriptions in
each chapter work toward a separate conclusion, and then all the individual
conclusions culminate at the end of the book in a message of astonishing unity
and clarity. Since all parts lead toward one end, it is important that the book be
read as a whole.
Another quality of Fr. Seraphim’s writing which should be mentioned is its
understatement — something which Helen Kontzevitch had always employed in
her own writings and appreciated in Fr. Seraphim’s. At the end of Orthodoxy
and the Religion of the Future, Fr. Seraphim even noted that “this book has been
deliberately ‘understated.’” “Our intention,” he wrote, “has been to present as
calm and objective a view as possible of the non-Christian religious attitudes
which are preparing the way for the ‘religion of the future’; we have hardly
touched on some of the ‘horror stories’ that could be cited from some of the cults
mentioned in this book: true stories that reveal what happens when one’s
involvement with the unseen demonic powers becomes complete.”29
On the eve of the publication of the revised edition of the book, however,
the whole world was suddenly made aware of perhaps the worst of these “horror
stories”: the mass suicide of nearly a thousand cult members in “Jonestown,”
Guyana. Fr. Seraphim felt called upon to mention it in an epilogue, speaking of
Jim Jones’ spiritualism that tied him to the “new religious consciousness” (Jones
stated that he was an “oracle or medium for discarnate entities from another
galaxy”), and also of his Communism that tied him to the twentieth-century
revolution of nihilism (he bequeathed all the assets of the Jonestown commune
— some seven million dollars — to the Communist Party of the USSR). In the
phenomenon of Jim Jones and his followers, Fr. Seraphim saw “the particular
blending of religion and politics that seems to be required for the zealots of
Antichrist, the religious-political leader of the last humanity.”30
Dear Sirs:
ONE reader of Orthodoxy and the Religion of the Future has commented:
“Some years ago, when I read this book, it seemed very ‘far-out’ to me. I
thought: These are just fringe movements Fr. Seraphim is describing — this kind
of thing can’t really be taking over the world. Now, however, I see otherwise.
All that Fr. Seraphim was saying is true.”
Any thoughtful observer of the world today can see that the formation of a
“new spirituality” has progressed precisely along the lines that Fr. Seraphim
described. When Fr. Seraphim’s book was first published in 1975, the form of
neopaganism in Western society was only beginning to be delineated. Today it
has taken on a much more definite shape, being seen most clearly in what has
come to be known as “New Age” spirituality. In 1975 the term “New Age,”
though indeed familiar in Masonic, esoteric, and countercultural groups, was not
common parlance. Now it is a banner term for a whole worldwide movement —
and a multi-billion dollar business.
Having no formal membership, geographic center, dogma or creed, the
New Age movement is a loose network of people who share similar ideas and
practices, and who align themselves with the worldview of the “new religious
consciousness.”38 New Agers can hold to any number of neopagan beliefs, from
pantheism, panentheism, monism, reincarnation and karma, to a belief in a
World-Soul and in Mother Earth (Gaia) as a goddess or living entity. Various
psychotechnologies (e.g., guided imagery, possibility thinking, hypnosis, “dream
work,” “past-life regression,” Yoga, Tantra, and hallucinogenic drugs),
divination (tarot, astrology), and spiritistic practices (now usually referred to as
“channeling”) are undertaken in order to raise practitioners to new levels of
consciousness, to develop new “mind-body-spirit” potentials, to effect “inner
healing,” or to attain psychic powers.
According to the prevailing New Age view, since man and everything else
is God, only one reality exists; and therefore all religions are only different paths
to that reality. New Agers anticipate that a new universal religion which contains
elements of all current faiths will evolve and become generally accepted
worldwide.
As the New Age “religion of the future” takes shape, we see in our
Western, post-Christian society the continued rise of neopaganism in every
possible form. The Eastern religions that Fr. Seraphim wrote about — especially
Hinduism and Buddhism — continue to gain followers, receiving endorsements
from high-profile celebrities and being publicized through television talk shows,
news magazines, and other media outlets. At the same time, however, we see
today an equal if not greater interest in Western forms of paganism. Witchcraft,
Druidical magic, gnosticism, and Native American shamanism have gained
enormous popularity among Westerners who find them closer to their own roots
than Eastern religions. Kabbalah, the Jewish system of occultism developed after
the time of Christ, has also attracted widespread interest; its adherents now
include many movie and rock stars.39 While many people merely dabble
intellectually in these modern expressions of paganism/occultism, a growing
number have entered deeply into their practice, thus taking part in the “initiation
experience” that Fr. Seraphim said would characterize the religion of the future.
With the help of books, movies, television shows, games, and web sites that
target young audiences, witchcraft has become one of the most fashionable
themes in American youth culture.40 Today in America, the most popular form
of witchcraft is Wicca, a modern amalgam of medieval witchcraft, feminism,
goddess worship, pantheism, “deep ecology,” and worship of the earth. In terms
of percentage, Wicca is the fastest growing religion in the United States and
Canada. With adherents being inducted from among the old and young alike, it
is estimated that the number of Wiccans in the U.S. and Canada is doubling
every thirty months.41 According to polls taken by the Wiccan organization
“Covenant of the Goddess,” the total number of self-styled Pagans in the United
States, including witches, is now nearing a million and a half.42
While such statistics are a significant indicator of the growing
normalization of paganism in our society, more significant is the fact that New
Age ideas and practices are entering more and more into all spheres of human
thought and activity, shaping the lives of millions who may not consciously
identify themselves as neopagans or New Agers. Thus, the “New Age” has
become less an organized movement than a leaven insinuating itself everywhere:
into psychology, sociology, history, the arts, religion, health care, education, and
government. Mental hospitals throughout the country have instituted New Age
programs: Eastern meditation, transpersonal psychology, biofeedback, and music
meditation. Many senior citizen centers have adopted Yoga as a way to promote
“mind-body” health. A large number of major corporations have sponsored New
Age seminars for their employees, where visualization, hypnosis, “psychic
healing,” “dream work,” contacting “spirit guides,” and other “consciousness-
raising” practices have been taught. Even in public, government-funded schools,
mediumism under the name of “channeling” has been taught as a means of
“inner healing.”43
Christian churches, sadly, follow the same dangerous trends, trailing in the
dust of the world’s march of apostasy. In the mid-1970s Fr. Seraphim had
written: “The profound ignorance of true Christian spiritual experience in our
times is producing a false Christian ‘spirituality’ whose nature is closely kin to
the ‘new religious consciousness.’” Years before “channeling” of disembodied
entities had become popularized as a New Age fad, Fr. Seraphim had quoted
“charismatics” speaking about how they “channeled” the “Holy Spirit.” But even
if we omit the whole issue of the “charismatic revival,” the prognosis he made
has been borne out in other areas. As New Ager Marilyn Ferguson writes in her
book The Aquarian Conspiracy: “An increasing number of churches and
synagogues have begun to enlarge their context to include support committees
for personal growth, holistic health centers, healing services, meditation
workshops, consciousness-altering through music, even biofeedback training.”44
In the city of Detroit, for example, “Silva Mind-Control” courses have been
taught by a Roman Catholic priest and nun. In New York City, the Episcopal
Cathedral of St. John the Divine has featured sermons by David Spangler — a
leading member of the Findhorn Foundation who has said that a “Luciferian
Initiation” would be required to enter the New Age. In Oakland, California, the
“University of Creation Spirituality,” under the leadership of Episcopal priest
Matthew Fox, advocates a redefined “Christianity” that rejects traditional
Christian theology and the ascetical Christian worldview while embracing
Wiccan spirituality. Here, “rave masses” (also known as “techno-cosmic
masses”) are held every month, having been originally launched at Grace
Episcopal Cathedral in San Francisco. Described by one observer as “a
syncretistic brew of paganism, witchcraft, nature-worship, drama, art and
dance,” these multi-media “masses” are attended by well over a thousand
people.45
Within many mainline Christian churches (especially Methodist and
Presbyterian), there is a strong and determined movement to “re-imagine” the
Christian Faith along the lines of radical feminist theology, neopagan goddess
worship, and a New Age worldview. At “Re-imagining” conferences, attended
largely by mainline Christian clergy, the goddess “Sophia” is worshipped rather
than Jesus Christ, and a “liturgy” is celebrated wherein milk and honey are used
rather than bread and wine.46
Concurrently, there is now a movement in Roman Catholicism to assimilate
the teachings of Carl Jung, one of the founding fathers of the New Age
movement. Jung, who participated in séances and admitted to having “spirit
guides,” taught that the exclusion of the “dark side” is a fatal flaw in
Christianity, and that therefore there needs to be a fourth Hypostasis added to the
Holy Trinity — Lucifer! His theories are being extolled in Roman Catholic
seminars and workshops, and his psychotherapy is being practiced in some
Roman Catholic churches, and by monks and nuns in some monasteries.47
Episcopal and Protestant (especially Methodist) churches have also entered this
movement: a number of Protestant ministers also work as Jungian analysts.48
In the realm of charismatic experiences, Fr. Seraphim’s observations have
been borne out most strikingly in the “holy laughter” movement. About
“laughter in the Holy Spirit,” Fr. Seraphim had written: “Here perhaps more
clearly than anywhere else the ‘charismatic revival’ reveals itself as not at all
Christian in religious orientation.”49 This is precisely the charismatic
phenomenon that has seen the greatest increase in the last decade.
In 1994, at the Airport Vineyard Church of Toronto, an event occurred
which skyrocketed into the public limelight, eliciting the attention of the
worldwide media. Billed as the top tourist attraction of 1994, this was the so-
called Toronto Blessing, at which the Holy Spirit was said to have filled crowds
with uncontrollable laughter. Men and women not only collapsed on the floor in
bouts of laughter, cackling and hooting, but were also seen to crawl on the
ground and bark like dogs, paw the ground and snort like bulls, “oink,” roar,
growl, and emit other animal noises — behavior which in Orthodox countries
even today is regarded as a sign of demonic possession.50
Since then, hundreds of thousands of Christians from all over the world
have come to “catch the fire” of the laughter movement. Of these, fifteen
thousand have been Christian ministers and pastors who have subsequently
brought the movement to their congregations throughout the world. In England
alone, seven thousand churches, including those of the Church of England, have
embraced the Toronto Blessing. The movement has swept what has long been
regarded as mainstream Christianity. In July of 1995, Pat Robertson’s 700 Club
featured a Pentecostal and several Protestant and Roman Catholic charismatic
scholars who defended the animal noises as either manifestations of the Holy
Spirit or human responses to the Holy Spirit’s working.51
In the area of UFOs, Fr. Seraphim’s conclusions have also been borne out
by new developments. Now there is a growing consciousness, not only on a
scientific but on a popular level as well, that the UFO phenomenon is not just a
matter of beings from other planets in spaceships, that it is somehow involved in
the psychic and occult realm, and that the “aliens” are somehow inhabiting the
earth with us. Also, the image — promoted by director Steven Spielberg in his
films Close Encounters of the Third Kind and E.T.: The Extra-Terrestrial—of
benevolent and even “cuddly” aliens, is now being replaced by an image closer
to the truth. With the experiences described by Whitley Strieber in his book
Communion: A True Story, the public has been shown that these so-called
“visitors” are in fact cruel, malicious beings who wreak psychic havoc on those
who contact them.52 (This aspect of the phenomenon also corresponds very
closely with the evidence amassed by the scientists Vallee and Hynek.) “I felt an
indescribable sense of menace,” Strieber writes. “It was hell on earth to be there,
and yet I couldn’t move, couldn’t cry out, and couldn’t get away. I lay as still as
death, suffering inner agonies. Whatever was there seemed so monstrous and
ugly, so filthy and dark and sinister...” Strieber also describes peculiar smells
associated with his “visitors” — among them, a “sulfur-like” odor such as is
mentioned when the ancient Lives of Saints speak of demonic encounters.
Perhaps the saddest “sign of the times” in our post-Christian age is the fact that
great numbers of spiritually impoverished people now find it preferable to be in
contact with these monstrous and pitiless “visitors” than to feel all alone in what
seems to them an impersonal universe. As a journal called The Communion
Letter states, “People all across the world are encountering strange beings in
their homes and even in the streets... along the roads of dream and night.” The
journal asks people to “learn to respond usefully and effectively to the visitors if
they appear in your life.—Discover the mystery, the wonder, and the beauty of
the experience... the things the ordinary media will not reveal... the strange and
wonderful truths that are rushing up out of the darkness.”
In the face of all this, the Christian believer can hardly doubt Fr.
Seraphim’s words that, indeed, “Satan... is now entering naked into human
history.”53
AT is interesting to note that 1975, the year that Fr. Seraphim’s book came
out, was a banner year for the “new religious consciousness.” This was when the
deceased occultist Alice Bailey — one of the major builders of the present-day
New Age movement and an avowed enemy of orthodox Christianity — had
designated for her disciples to publicly disseminate hitherto secret teachings to
all available media. During that year David Spangler, Benjamin Creme and a
host of other New Age spokesmen and organizations began their public work.
The goals of the “New Age” were mapped out well in advance in the
writings of Helen Blavatsky (founder of the Theosophical Society, who called
Satan “the real creator and benefactor... of Mankind”),54 Alice Bailey, Nicholas
Roerich (author of the Agni Yoga writings), H. G. Wells, and Teilhard de
Chardin. In the words of Teilhard, these goals begin with a “convergence of
religions” in tandem with a “confluence” of political and economic forces
toward World Government.55 Today, some New Age circles speak of “The Plan”
for a “New World Order,” which would include a universal credit system, a
universal tax, a global police force, and an international authority that would
control the world’s food supply and transportation systems. In this utopian
scheme, wars, disease, hunger, pollution, and poverty will end. All forms of
discrimination will cease, and people’s allegiance to tribe or nation will be
replaced by a planetary consciousness.
Within New Age esoteric societies, it is taught that we must go through
mass “planetary initiations” for the realization of “The Plan.” As we have seen,
David Spangler — a follower of the writings of Alice Bailey who is himself
regarded as a founding figure of the modern New Age movement — these
initiations will be “Luciferic” at their esoteric core. Reiterating the teachings of
Bailey, who “channeled” them from a discarnate entity called “Djwhal Khul,”
Spangler writes: “Lucifer works within each of us to bring us to wholeness as we
move into the New Age... each of us is brought to that point which I term the
Luciferic initiation.... Lucifer comes to give us the final... Luciferic initiations...
that many people in the days ahead will be facing, for it is an initiation into the
New Age.”56
The core of the New Age movement is found in what Joseph Campbell has
called a “new planetary mythology”: a mythology which maintains that man is
not fallen, that he is ultimately perfectible through the process of “evolution,”
and that through leaps of consciousness he can realize that he is God and thus
actualize the chiliastic dream of a Kingdom of God on earth. Such a mythology
makes way for the final goal of the “new religious consciousness,” which is to
bring forth the New Age Messiah: the so-called “Maitreya — the Christ.”
According to Alice Bailey, “angels” will appear with this false Christ in order to
convince people that they should follow him.
The New Age movement is only the “spiritual” side of a much broader
movement which has mushroomed in the decades since Fr. Seraphim’s death.
This is the multi-faceted movement toward one-world government, which is
very much in the interest of those whose goals may not be religious at all. In a
talk he gave in 1978, Fr. Seraphim contemplated the possibility of such a global
system: “St. Paul spoke of one of the signs of the end: The day of the Lord will
come like a thief in the night. For when people will say, ‘There is peace and
security,’ then sudden destruction will come upon them (I Thes. 5:2–3). Never
has there been more talk of ‘peace and security’ than today. One of the chief
organs of the United Nations is the ‘Security Council,’ and organizations for
‘world peace’ are everywhere. If men do achieve finally a semblance of ‘peace
and security,’ it would seem to contemporary man to be a state like heaven on
earth — a millennium. The practical way to do this is to unite all governments
under one. For the first time in history such an ideal becomes a possible goal of
practical politics — a world ruler is conceivable now. For the first time, the
Antichrist becomes an historical possibility.”57
In the years since Fr. Seraphim spoke these words, international investment
bankers and corporations have made enormous strides toward their goal of a
hegemony of world finance and a global economic system. In 1980 the
following warning was issued by Admiral Charles Ward, a former member of
the elite “Council on Foreign Relations,” which includes major government
figures, heads of multinational corporations, and representatives of the largest
banking firms in the world: “The most powerful cliques in these elitist groups
have an objective in common — they want to bring about the surrender of the
sovereignty and the national independence of the United States. A second clique
of international members in the CFR... comprises the Wall Street International
bankers and their key agents. Primarily, they want the world banking monopoly
from whatever power ends up in the control of global government.”58 More
recently, in 1993, the President of the Council on Foreign Relations, Les Gelb,
announced on television: “You had me on [before] to talk about the New World
Order.... I talk about it all the time.... It’s one world now.... Willing or not, ready
or not, we are all involved... The competition is about who will establish the first
one-world system of government that has ever existed in the society of nations.
It is control over each of us as individuals and over all of us together as a
community.”59
With the establishment of the European Union, the creation of the Euro
currency, the control of former Eastern-bloc countries by Western financial
interests, the advances toward a cashless society, the formation of an
international criminal tribunal by the United Nations, and the consolidation of
state armies as “peacekeeping” forces under the United Nations and NATO, we
see what appear to be the forerunners of such a one-world system. Some of these
developments are not necessarily evil in themselves. Taken together, however,
they help to set up a global apparatus which can make way for the rising
“religion of the future.” Such was the expectation of Alice Bailey, who in the
1940s wrote: “The expressed aims and efforts of the United Nations will be
eventually brought to fruition, and a new church of God, gathered out of all
religions and spiritual groups, will unitedly bring to an end the great heresy of
separateness.”60 Robert Muller, former Assistant Secretary General of the United
Nations, expressed the same belief on the fiftieth anniversary of the United
Nations in 1995: “At the beginning the United Nations was only a hope. Today it
is a political reality. Tomorrow it will be the world’s religion.”61 A proponent of
the teaching of both Alice Bailey and Teilhard de Chardin, Muller says that
mankind’s goal should be “to see the religions globalize themselves urgently in
order to give us a universal, cosmic meaning of life on Earth and give birth to
the first global, cosmic, universal civilization.”62
FROM all that has been said above, it can be seen how, in the years
following the publication of Fr. Seraphim’s book and especially following his
repose, the formation of an actual “religion of the future” has become
increasingly believable. Now we can see even more clearly how humanity is
being made open to the “demonic pentecost” that Fr. Seraphim predicted, in
which the multitudes of the world — including well-meaning Christians — can
actually be initiated into the realm of demons.
In the nineteenth century, the Russian Orthodox philosopher Ivan
Kireyevsky explained how the acquisition of the Patristic mind enables one to
see what others cannot: “An Orthodox mind stands at the point where all roads
cross. He carefully looks down each road and, from his unique vantage point,
observes the conditions, dangers, uses, and ultimate destination of each road. He
examines each road from a Patristic viewpoint as his personal convictions come
into actual, not hypothetical, contact with the surrounding culture.” As Alexey
Young was to observe: “These words perfectly describe Fr. Seraphim’s thought
and explain why so much of what he wrote had a strong ‘prophetic’ flavor. It
was not that he was some kind of clairvoyant elder or ‘oracle,’ but simply that,
being steeped in the wisdom of the Fathers, and applying these Patristic
principles to day-to-day living, he was able to see clearly what awaits those who
organize life (both in society and in the Church) according to the spirit of this
world.”
When Fr. Seraphim was writing in the mid-1970s about the dangers of the
neopagan cults, there were other “cult-watchers” around (although then they
were not so widely listened to as when the “cult-scare” hit America in 1979, in
the wake of the Jonestown massacre). Without the Patristic principles of spiritual
life, however, they were not able to perceive the underlying unity behind the
phenomena of UFOs, Eastern religions, and the “charismatic revival” — all of
which possess mediumistic techniques for getting in contact with fallen spirits
under different guises.
Now that the New Age movement has become so visible and powerful, a
number of “warning” books by Christian authors have become available. In
1983, a year after Fr. Seraphim’s death, one of these books became a number
one bestseller among Protestant Christians: The Hidden Dangers of the
Rainbow: the New Age Movement and Our Coming Age of Barbarism, by
Attorney Constance E. Cumbey.63 Although this book is, like the others, not
informed by Patristic principles and may include some exaggerated conclusions,
it came as a much-needed eye-opener to the Christian world, revealing little-
known facts about the roots of the New Age movement, and about the
cooperating religious, political, economic, health, and environmental
organizations working toward the “New World Order.” After the book came out,
Constance Cumbey went on a speaking tour, appearing many times on television
and radio, giving interviews and debating such prominent New Age leaders as
Benjamin Creme. Then, in 1988, she came across Orthodoxy and the Religion of
the Future. This book by a predecessor in her field was like a revelation to her.
To the St. Herman Brotherhood she wrote: “An unknown benefactor sent me a
copy of Fr. Rose’s book approximately one year ago, and I consider it the most
important book I have read on the subject to date. Reading Fr. Rose is like
drinking pure water after wading in muck! I have recommended it to many
people in my public talks and radio interviews.”64
Of the forty books that the Brotherhood published during Fr. Seraphim’s
lifetime — twenty in English and twenty in Russian—Orthodoxy and the
Religion of the Future was the most popular. At the time of this writing, it is in
its ninth English printing.
In Russia the impact of the book has been far greater than it has in America.
During his lifetime Fr. Seraphim learned that the book had been translated into
Russian behind the Iron Curtain, but he was never to know the astounding
results. After his death it became known that the Russian translation (or a
number of translations) had been secretly distributed among believers all over
Russia in the form of countless typewritten manuscripts. The lives of untold
thousands were changed as this book awakened them to the spiritual dangers of
their times. The book was seen to be particularly relevant to a Russian society
which, deprived of true spiritual nourishment throughout over a half-century of
enforced materialism, was increasingly falling prey to fraudulent spiritual trends.
With the “opening up” of Eastern European countries, portions of the
widely known “underground” manuscript of Orthodoxy and the Religion of the
Future were published in newspapers inside Russia. The chapters on “The
Fakir’s Miracle and the Prayer of Jesus” and on the UFO phenomenon appeared,
introduced by biographical information on Fr. Seraphim. In both cases the
articles were deliberately published to fulfill a specific need, since Eastern
religions and UFO experiences have attracted tremendous interest in Russia. As
the newspaper publishers stated, Fr. Seraphim’s explanation of these phenomena
has proven more plausible than any other theories. One believer in Russia has
said: “Fr. Seraphim’s books demonstrate that these seemingly ‘inexplicable’
phenomena can be explained according to the stable, secure, precise theory of
Orthodox Patristic doctrine.”65
Finally, in 1991, the entire book was published in mass quantities inside
Russia. There are now many Russian editions, as well as editions in Greek,
Serbian, Romanian, Bulgarian, Georgian, Latvian, French, and German.
OVER the years Orthodoxy and the Religion of the Future has succeeded in
jarring people from complacency, making them take spiritual life more seriously.
It has challenged them with the reality that there is indeed a spiritual war going
on, a battle for souls, and that they must walk circumspectly (Eph. 5:15) so as not
to lose the grace of God which leads them heavenward.
This was Fr. Seraphim’s intent, but he knew it was only a beginning step. It
would lay the groundwork for the Brotherhood’s other books — books that
would help people to continue on the Orthodox Christian path, giving them
otherworldly images to live by and to draw inspiration from in order to endure to
the end (Matt. 24:13) and so attain salvation.
78
Western Orthodox Roots
How sweet, for those who thirst after God, are these remote solitudes
with their forests! How pleasant, for those who thirst after Christ, are
those retreats, extending far and wide, where only nature wakes! All
things are hushed. Then, as if under the goad of silence, the mind is
aroused joyfully towards its God, and quickens with unutterable
transports. No shrill distraction is met there, no word, except perhaps
with God. That sweet din alone breaks in amid the hush of the remote
abode. An uproar sweeter than silence interrupts that state of placid
silence, a holy tumult of modest converse...
—St. Eucherius of Lyons1
What appealed most to Fr. Seraphim about Gallic monasticism in its early
stages was its freedom and freshness. He wrote that “the history of Orthodox
monasticism in Gaul in this period is not at all one of institutions. The monastic
‘orders’ of the medieval West, with their centralized government and uniform
rule, were of course unheard of in this early period of fresh monastic fervor...
The spiritual tone of monastic Gaul in these centuries was set by the Orthodox
East”5 — which was largely due to the efforts of St. John Cassian (†435) in
bringing the ascetic wisdom of the Desert Fathers back with him from Egypt.
In the writings of St. Gregory of Tours (†594), Fr. Seraphim found the most
general picture of Western Orthodox monasticism in the early centuries. “But we
will look in his writings in vain,” Fr. Seraphim noted, “for an account of
monastic institutions; we will find there the names of few monasteries, and there
is almost nothing on monastic rules or government. He is interested first of all
not even in monks and nuns (i.e., formally tonsured monastics), but in ascetic
strugglers and their spiritual deeds. For the most part he recounts the exploits of
ascetics renowned for their sanctity and miracles; but he also recounts tales of
those who went astray, holding these up as a warning to those who would
undertake the path of spiritual struggle. The center of his attention, and that of
monastic Gaul, is spiritual struggle itself. The forested ‘desert’ of Orthodox
Gaul at this time breathes the same freshness and fervor and freedom as the
Egyptian and Palestinian deserts, as chronicled in The Lausiac History and other
such classic accounts of early Eastern monasticism.”6
IT had been Archbishop John’s work with the Orthodox Church of France
that had originally evoked the fathers’ interest in ancient Gaul. After the
Archbishop’s repose, the fathers remembered his love for Western Orthodox
Saints, his work to spread their veneration among Orthodox Christians, and his
last words to them about the veneration of St. Alban of Britain — and they saw
this as his testament to their Brotherhood: a call to honor and make known the
Saints of the West. In fulfillment of this testament, they published material about
Gallic Saints in The Orthodox Word as early as 1969: a Life of St. John Cassian
by Ivan Kontzevitch, followed by an article on “The Foundation of Orthodox
Monasticism in the West” by Fr. Seraphim.7 This was a subject which until that
time had not been broached by Orthodox writers in the English language. As a
result, the fathers’ efforts did not go without some surprised and even indignant
response. When they were working in their bookstore only a few months before
their move to the wilderness, a young “traditionalist” Orthodox scholar came in
and began disparaging the new issue of The Orthodox Word. On the cover of this
issue was a photograph of the monastic isle of Lerins and the words “St. John
Cassian and Western Orthodox Monasticism.”
“There is no such thing as ‘Western Orthodox Monasticism,’” the college
student objected vehemently, and began expounding his “traditionalist” Eastern
Orthodox point of view. Fr. Seraphim listened politely to the arguments, but they
appeared rather adolescent in his eyes. He had no part in such an anti-Western
bias — the same bias which provoked others to disparage Blessed Augustine at
every opportunity. It was spiritually debilitating, he knew, for Westerners to cut
off their native roots for the sake of an artificial “Eastern” purism. From
Archbishop John he had been given the task of restoring Western Christians to
their own Orthodox heritage, and this he intended to do whatever his detractors
might say.
THE first article Fr. Seraphim wrote to introduce Vita Patrum was his
outstanding “Prologue of the Orthodox Saints of the West.” Here he spoke in
detail about several major sources of Western Orthodox hagiography: the
Dialogues and Life of St. Martin of Tours by Sulpicius Severus, the Dialogues of
St. Gregory the Great, and the Books of Miracles by St. Gregory of Tours. Since
all of these works were filled with accounts of miraculous occurrences, Fr.
Seraphim felt it necessary to explain that Orthodox tradition is by no means
credulous in its acceptance of the miracles of saints. “Great care,” he wrote, “is
always taken to assure that the Lives of Saints contain true accounts and not
fables; for it is indeed true that, in the age of ‘romance’ that began in the
Western Middle Ages just after Rome’s final separation from the Church of
Christ (1054), such fables were introduced into many Lives of Saints, rendering
all later Latin sources especially suspect. Orthodox hagiographers, on the other
hand, have always taken as their principle the maxim that St. Dimitry of Rostov
placed on the first page of his Lives: MAY I TELL NO LIE ABOUT A SAINT. This is
also why, in the Orthodox Church, great care is taken to transmit the original
sources that tell of the saints: those Lives which are based on the author’s
immediate experience and the testimony of witnesses known to him personally.
Thus the freshness and marvel of one who personally knew the saint is
preserved, and there is transmitted to us directly, ‘between the lines’ as it were,
the authentic ‘tone’ of a holy life.”11
Despite the historical authenticity of the original Orthodox sources, the
modern scholar is likely to disdain them both for their “moralizing” and for their
miracles. As Fr. Seraphim pointed out, however: “Perhaps we may find in these
miracles and morals that so insult the ‘modern mind’ a missing dimension of the
contemporary outlook, which in its elusive search for a two-dimensional
‘objectivity’ has lost the key to much more of true wisdom than it thinks to have
gained. ‘Scientific objectivity’ has come today virtually to a dead end, and every
kind of truth has come into question. But this dead end for worldly knowledge is
perhaps the opening of a way to a higher knowledge, wherein truth and life are
no longer divorced, where advance in true knowledge is impossible without a
corresponding advance in moral and spiritual life. Involuntarily, the converts to
Orthodoxy from Western lands — and the Westernized ‘native Orthodox’ as
well — have been transported back to that earlier time when the proud
rationalism of pagan Rome was conquered by the true wisdom of
Christianity.”12
When it was printed in The Orthodox Word, Fr. Seraphim’s “Prologue of
the Orthodox Saints of the West” met with high praise from Helen Kontzevitch.
“Mrs. Kontzevitch just wrote us,” Fr. Seraphim noted. “She liked the ‘Prologue’
very much and writes: ‘If you hadn’t been sitting in the wilderness you would
never have thought to write such an article!’”13
In addition to his general “Prologue,” Fr. Seraphim wrote three articles
specifically on Orthodox Gaul. The first examined various aspects of
Christianity in Gaul at the time of St. Gregory: iconography, church structures,
vestments, services, fasting, church government, etc. It was not difficult for Fr.
Seraphim to bring the contemporary Orthodox reader right into St. Gregory’s
world. As he pointed out, a great many aspects of ancient Gallic Christianity,
although changed in the Catholic-Protestant world, have retained their same
essential form in Eastern Orthodoxy. In this sense, the Christian East is today
much closer to the early Christian West than is the West itself.
Summing up his description of the Christian world of St. Gregory of Tours,
Fr. Seraphim spoke of its spiritual significance in our times: “The Orthodox
Christian of today is overwhelmed to open St. Gregory’s Books of Miracles and
find there just what his soul is craving in this soulless, mechanistic modern
world; he finds that very Christian path of salvation which he knows in the
Orthodox services, the Lives of Saints, the Patristic writings, but which is so
absent today, even among the best of modern ‘Christians,’ that one begins to
wonder whether one is not really insane, or some literal fossil of history, for
continuing to believe and feel as the Church has always believed and felt. It is
one thing to recognize the intellectual truth of Orthodox Christianity; but how is
one to live it when it is so out of harmony with the times? And then one reads St.
Gregory and finds that all of this Orthodox truth is also profoundly normal, that
whole societies were once based on it, that it is unbelief and ‘renovated’
Christianity which are profoundly abnormal and not Orthodox Christianity, that
this is the heritage and birthright of the West itself which it deserted so long ago
when it separated from the one and only Church of Christ, thereby losing the key
to the ‘secret’ which so baffles the modern scholar — the ‘secret’ of true
Christianity, which must be approached with a fervent, believing heart, and not
with the cold aloofness and modern unbelief which is not natural to man but is
an anomaly of history.”14
The second article dealt specifically with monasticism in Gaul: the
teachings of St. John Cassian, the instructions of St. Faustus of Lerins, the
exalted poetry of St. Eucherius of Lyons’ “In Praise of the Desert,” and finally
the story of Saints Romanus and Lupicinus, brother-monks who initiated the
“flight into the desert” in Gaul. Throughout the article, Fr. Seraphim paused to
apply the ancient writings to modern conditions. He carried this practical
application further in his third and final article: “Orthodox Monasticism Today
in Light of Orthodox Monastic Gaul.” Looking at the contemporary American
scene, he described general types of monastic situations which an aspirant may
encounter, candidly told the benefits and dangers inherent in each, and then set
forth a message to aspirants in whatever situation, based on the experience of
Orthodox Gaul. Of this message we will speak more later.
BESIDES the Books of Miracles, Fr. Seraphim took keen interest in the book
for which St. Gregory of Tours has mostly become known today: The History of
the Franks. As a historian, St. Gregory was more than a mere chronicler of bare
facts: he was a spiritual man, rich in experience and wisdom, who sought out the
pattern of history. “In St. Gregory,” Fr. Seraphim wrote, “we may see the
wholeness of view which has been lost in almost all of modern scholarship.”17
Speaking informally to his brothers and sisters at the refectory table, Fr.
Seraphim once explained how modern scholars tend to ascribe secondary causes
to historical events, thinking them to be the real causes. “The real cause,” he
said, “is the soul and God: whatever God is doing and whatever the soul is
doing. These two things actualize the whole of history; and all the external
events — what treaty was signed, or the economic reasons for the discontent of
the masses, and so forth — are totally secondary. In fact, if you look at modern
history, at the whole revolutionary movement, it is obvious that it is not the
economics that is the governing factor, but various ideas which get into people’s
souls about actually building paradise on earth. Once that idea gets there, then
fantastic things are done, because this is a spiritual thing. Even though it is from
the devil, it is on a spiritual level, and that is where actual history is made...
“Thus St. Gregory is actually looking at history in the correct way, because
he sees that there is a first cause, which is what God does in history and how the
soul reacts to it, and that the secondary cause is ordinary events... He is
constantly looking above, not below.”18
Fr. Seraphim’s love for St. Gregory’s writings led to an interest in and
veneration for St. Gregory himself. In February of 1976 Fr. Seraphim spent three
days in the libraries of the University of San Francisco, Stanford University, and
the University of California, Berkeley, obtaining valuable information on St.
Gregory and other Western Saints. Among the works he brought home was the
original Life of St. Gregory by Abbot Odo, in both Latin and French. A week
later he wrote in a letter: “St. Gregory of Tours is tremendously inspiring! We’ve
found a tenth-century Life of him taken mainly from his own works — one of
the most moving Lives I’ve read.”19 Fr. Seraphim translated the entire thirty-
page Life into English and serialized it in The Orthodox Word.
Soon afterward, Vita Patrum began to be serialized. “No apology,” Fr.
Seraphim wrote, “is necessary for presenting these twenty chapters on the
monastic Saints of Gaul in the fifth and sixth centuries. For the Orthodox
Christian they are fascinating reading; the edifying homily that precedes each
Life is most instructive for our spiritual struggle today; the spirit of the book is
entirely Orthodox, and the Orthodox practices described in it have remained the
inheritance of Orthodox Christians (but not of Roman Catholics) today,
including the veneration of the ‘icons of saints’ (the Latin text has iconicas
instead of the more to be expected imagines) in chapter 12. Some of the
incidents, just like the stories of the desert Fathers, have precise relevance for
our problems today — for example, the story of the ‘charismatic’ deacon who
‘healed in the name of Jesus’ until St. Friardus exposed him as being in satanic
deception (ch. 10).”20 Bishop Nektary, when the fathers told him this story about
St. Friardus, became quite interested, and Fr. Herman promised to translate it
into Russian for him.
The fathers dedicated their English translation of Vita Patrum to Blessed
Archbishop John, who, as Fr. Seraphim noted, was not only a promoter of
Western Saints, but was also “the most recent of the great Orthodox hierarchs of
Gaul”21 like unto those described in Vita Patrum, since he had served as a
bishop in France. Fr. Seraphim remarked more than once on the similarity
between Archbishop John and the fourth-century St. Martin of Tours. Both of
these bishops of France had been great ascetics and fools-for-Christ,
unconcerned about their outward appearance; both had been characterized by
utter fearlessness; both had cared for the poor and needy; and both had
performed incredible miracles. As Fr. Seraphim noted in one place, although
modern scholars may have difficulty in believing accounts of St. Martin’s
miracles, those who knew Archbishop John have no difficulty at all! The
phenomenon is one and the same. In an Akathist he wrote to Archbishop John,
Fr. Seraphim addressed him as a “new Martin by thy miracles and ascetic
feats.”22
Fr. Seraphim atop Mount Yolla Bolly, October 11, 1981.
Fr. Seraphim atop Mount Yolla Bolly, October 11, 1981.
ON October 11, 1981, less than a year before his death, Fr. Seraphim led a
group of eight brothers on a hike to the top of Mount Yolla Bolly, about twenty-
five miles south of the monastery. After driving to the base of the mountain, they
hiked for three hours, until they reached the peak at eight thousand feet above
sea level. One of the brothers remembers the experience:
“On the mountain the trees were covered with frost, and there were patches
of snow. The view was crystal clear and extremely majestic. We could see the
edge of the mountains in the north, Mount Lassen in the east, far along the
coastal range in the west, and alpine valleys extending southward. Amidst the
latter was, Fr. Seraphim told us, one of the oldest stands of living trees in the
world: the bristle-cone pine.
“The brothers sat down on the mountain peak, shivering in the windy,
frosty air. Fr. Seraphim looked highly inspired, and did not seem to be bothered
at all by the cold. He stood up and began to read from The Orthodox Word about
monasticism in the mountains of Gaul, the abode of Saints Romanus and
Lupicinus. Both during his reading and at the end of it, he spoke of the meaning
of the foundation of monastic life by these ancient Gallic saints in virginal
nature, in the middle of nowhere. He told us how such an endeavor is still
something valid and legitimate, that it remains a realistic possibility today.
“With the vast expanse of the untouched Western American wilds spread
out before us, this talk went deeply into me and left an indelible impression.
Saints Romanus and Lupicinus had dwelt in a similar mountainous territory in
the western regions of the European continent, in an area of trees and gorges
such as we now saw around us. Fr. Seraphim related how they had fled from
institutionalism, cut themselves off from the world, and went off to the nature
surrounding where they had grown up. They had settled under a fir tree, which
for years provided their only shelter, and there they had offered up their prayers
to God, living in communion with Him.
“Fr. Seraphim compared the experience of Saints Romanus and Lupicinus
and other Gallic desert-dwellers with the experience of Russia’s Northern
Thebaid. He told how the bright beginning of desert-dwelling in Gaul continued
until a fire destroyed the first simple monastic cells, and an established
coenobitic monastery was erected in their stead, making a break with the
informal, semi-hermitic tradition of Saints Romanus and Lupicinus which later
became so dear to the Northern Thebaid Saints.
“That day was unforgettable. We returned to our little Platina skete with
new levels of understanding concerning the significance of monastic struggles in
the West.”23
The group of hikers atop Mount Yolla Bolly, October 11, 1981.
Descending the mountain.
In his article on monasticism in ancient Gaul and today, Fr. Seraphim said
more about this significance: “Orthodox monastic Gaul shows us that the
monastic path is not something merely ‘Eastern’; rather, it is universally
Christian and, indeed, it has been tried before in the West, and with great
spiritual success. The teaching of the Orthodox monastic Fathers of the East and
the West is one and the same, and it offers nothing less — for those with ears to
hear it — than the shortest path to Christ’s Kingdom.”
This path, however, requires far more than just wearing robes and following
various monastic practices. “Unfortunately,” Fr. Seraphim wrote, “the awareness
of Orthodox monasticism and its ABC’s remains largely, even now, an outward
matter. There is still more talk of ‘elders,’ ‘hesychasm,’ and ‘prelest’ than
fruitful monastic struggles themselves. Indeed, it is all too possible to accept all
the outward marks of the purest and most exalted monastic tradition: absolute
obedience to an elder, daily confession of thoughts, long Church services or
individual rule of Jesus Prayer and prostrations, frequent reception of Holy
Communion, reading with understanding of the basic texts of spiritual life, and
in doing all this to feel a deep psychological peace and ease — and at the same
time to remain spiritually immature. It is possible to cover over the untreated
passions within one by means of a facade or technique of ‘correct’ spirituality,
without having true love for Christ and one’s brother. The rationalism and
coldness of heart of modern man in general make this perhaps the most insidious
of the temptations of the monastic aspirant today. Orthodox monastic forms, true
enough, are being planted in the West; but what about the heart of monasticism
and Orthodox Christianity: repentance, humility, love for Christ our God and
unquenchable thirst for His Kingdom?”24
Here is where the monasticism of ancient Gaul has much to teach the
monks of these latter times. Newly born and vibrant with its initial impulse, it
rises above the smog of “spiritual calculation” and soars in the pure mountain air
of Gospel simplicity. As Fr. Seraphim put it, “It is always close to its roots and
aware of its aim, never bogged down in the letter of its disciplines and forms. Its
freshness and directness are a source of great inspiration even today.
“Finally, Orthodox monastic Gaul reveals to us how close true monasticism
is to the Gospel. St. Gregory’s Life of the Fathers is particularly insistent on this
point: each of the Lives begins with the Gospel, and each saint’s deeds flow
from it as their source. No matter what he describes in Orthodox Gaul —
whether the painting of icons, the undertaking of ascetic labors, the veneration of
a saint’s relics — all is done for the love of Christ, and this is never forgotten.
“The monastic life, indeed, even in our times of feeble faith, is still above
all the love of Christ, the Christian life par excellence, experienced with many
patient sufferings and much pain. Even today there are those who penetrate the
secret of this paradise on earth — more often through humble sufferings than
through outward ‘correctness’—a paradise which worldly people can scarcely
imagine.”25
E ARLIER we have recounted how Fr. Herman, when he was in Canada right
before his first meeting with Fr. Seraphim, had stayed up all night with
Bishop Sava of Edmonton, listening to the Bishop speak animatedly about his
grand vision of spiritual renewal among Russians abroad. At that time, Fr.
Herman had been right to have reservations. As Fr. Seraphim later noted:
“Bishop Sava’s fervent appeals did awaken some response, but in the end the
result was not too great, doubtless owing chiefly to the extremely unfavorable
conditions of the Russian emigration, overwhelmed as it is by worldly cares and
temptations.”2
In the last years of his life, however, it was given to Bishop Sava to sow
seeds of spiritual renewal which would later bring forth much greater fruit than
all his earlier praiseworthy efforts. After Archbishop John’s death he performed
an inestimable service to the Church by becoming the chronicler of his sanctity.
It is for this labor of love that this outstanding Serbian hierarch, Bishop Sava, is
most remembered today.
“In the first months after Archbishop John’s repose in 1966,” Fr. Seraphim
recounted, “there appeared in the Russian press many personal testimonies of his
holiness and ascetic life and of what he meant to individual members of his
flock. Soon, however, these began to appear less frequently, and it was evident
that their significance was limited and chiefly personal and that by themselves
they would not preserve the memory of the holy hierarch beyond the lifetimes of
those who already knew him. It was then that Bishop Sava began to publish his
own material on Archbishop John. This appeared in the form of fifteen articles in
Pravoslavnaya Rus in 1967 and 1968, and it was soon apparent that this was
material with a different dimension and purpose. In the place of limited
individual memories, he offered a collection of personal testimonies, carefully
selected and verified, which were arranged so as to point out various
characteristics and aspects of Vladika John’s life and sanctity. More than this,
Bishop Sava... interspersed these testimonies with citations from the lives and
writings of the Holy Fathers, in order to make clear the whole Orthodox tradition
of sanctity in which Vladika John had a definite place.
Bishop Sava with Mothers Seraphima and Ambrosia, nuns of Holy Protection Skete near
Bluffton, Alberta, Canada.
“In these articles Bishop Sava discusses and places in Patristic context such
aspects of Vladika John’s sanctity as his miraculous healings and exorcisms; his
strict asceticism and sleeplessness; his appearance in dreams after his repose; his
clairvoyance; striking incidents such as the visible fire which once appeared
when he served the Divine Liturgy; the bitter persecution which he suffered; and
even that which very few as yet have come to value in him, perhaps because
almost never before has this kind of sanctity been joined to hierarchical rank: his
foolishness for Christ’s sake.”3
Bishop Sava realized there would be many who would not share his fervor
to communicate the value of Archbishop John. He knew, too, that he would be
attacked for his labors. But as Fr. Seraphim noted: “In his zeal for the memory of
a man who was a true fool-for-Christ’s sake in the midst of our twentieth-
century life (even church life) of calculation and petty logic — Bishop Sava
himself became a fool-for-Christ, caring nothing for the opinions of this world as
long as he could speak the truth.”4
Bishop Sava was indeed punished for his boldness. At a Synodal meeting in
1972, he was forced to retire from all episcopal functions. Fr. Seraphim
commented on this in a letter: “We haven’t told you the whole story, but the
treatment of Vladika Sava by his fellow hierarchs at the Sobor was simply a
disgrace. When asked later why he had to endure such treatment, Vladika Sava
only pointed his finger heavenward, and at the end he was very peaceful in soul.
He wrote us that he received this because he helped Vladika John (probably as
much in a spiritual sense as in a literal sense).”5
From his forced retirement, Bishop Sava wrote: “As for me, glory be to
God, I am living quietly. I would not want to change my situation. St. Gregory
the Theologian wrote: ‘For those who leave thrones do not lose God, but they
shall have a See above, which is much higher and more secure than these Sees
below.’”6
Bishop Sava had spent over six years compiling material for an entire book
on Archbishop John. Sensing his death approaching with this work still
unfinished, he willed all his materials, published and unpublished, to the St.
Herman Brotherhood.
On January 30, 1973, scarcely a year after his retirement, Bishop Sava
reposed in the Lord. Very soon Fr. Herman received word from the Bishop’s
spiritual children in Canada, telling him to come there at once. As it turned out,
Bishop Sava had set aside a sum of money for Fr. Herman to fly to Canada right
after his death and take away his belongings — books, papers, etc.
In accordance with Bishop Sava’s dying request, the fathers lost no time in
setting out for the airport, attempting to leave the snowbound monastery in
midwinter. As Fr. Seraphim recorded: “We had so many obstacles on the way
beforehand — three cars in the ditch, ruined transmission, dead battery — that
we began to wonder whether he [Fr. Herman] should go; but once he got off
everything went well and more than well... and so we saw that all the difficulties
were only ‘iskusheniya’ [temptations].”7
REFLECTING on the loss of Bishop Sava shortly after his repose, Fr.
Seraphim remarked that, “as usual, it is only now that we begin really to value
him.” On February 20, he wrote to one of Bishop Sava’s closest spiritual sons,
Igor Kapral:[a]
We were very glad to have even a brief letter from you, for somehow we
feel even more kin to you now with the repose of Vladika Sava. We were
most moved when we found out that Vladika Sava had willed us his books
and papers, and had even left money for Father Herman to come as soon as
possible and take care of them. (It would be best not to go into some of the
reasons for that!)... When, God willing, we have our Skete library built, it
will be in Vladika Sava’s memory....
Vladika Sava himself has now become a part of the whole story of
Archbishop John: his concern for his memory and unashamed
acknowledgment of his sanctity are an encouragement for the rest of us who
sometimes become dejected over the blindly negative attitude toward him
in some places. We plan to tell about Vladika Sava in the new Orthodox
Word and to begin translating some of his material on Vladika John,
together with his own valuable comments...
How true that in Vladika Sava we have lost a spiritual and righteous
bishop, and I fear to say, one of the last of them... In Vladika Sava’s
righteous and patient enduring of the injustice which fell to him in his last
months on earth, there seems to be an example and pattern for the rest of us
who wish to remain honest and upright Orthodox Christians. Let us make a
covenant among ourselves, that wherever we may happen to be in Christ’s
Church, that we will not be anything but honest and upright, whatever
Church politics may say or what we must have to sacrifice for it!
I hope you understand! With Vladika John’s repose we were orphaned;
but now with the passing of Vladikas Leonty and Sava, and with Vladikas
Averky and Nektary in such a frail condition, who will we have left to
whom we can speak our hearts?
In another letter, Fr. Seraphim wrote the following passage on what he and
Fr. Herman learned from the materials bequeathed to them by Bishop Sava:
In reading over his [Bishop Sava’s] papers and also his articles in Orthodox
Russia, we see that he had a definite message for the Russian people, which
will probably be forgotten now if we don’t do something about it. His
articles on Vladika John speak more strongly than any of us on the fact that
he is a saint who is not yet properly valued and who is of great significance
for the Orthodox people. His testament to us is, clearly, to continue
speaking this truth, even if the “organization” mentality doesn’t like to hear
it.
In reading the papers of Bishop Sava, we find addressed to him the
usual complaints against Vladika John (these are the worst things they can
find about him!): that he is irritable, crude, unthinking of others (for
example, because he comes late to services), disrupts the usual order of
things, is a poor administrator, can’t be understood, mumbles and falls
asleep in the midst of the most important (worldly) discussions, that the
clergy of the San Francisco Cathedral consider it a holiday when he isn’t
present. I myself had occasion to witness most of these phenomena, and I
can testify, for example, that on the several occasions when he was “crude”
with me I was extremely grateful and saw only spiritual benefit in it. In all
of this I think there is a hidden significant fact about Vladika which hasn’t
been brought out much: that he refused to allow the Church to become a
habit, and by his seeming crudeness, he tried to jolt people out of the
spiritual rut into which it can be so easy to fall. As soon as Vladika was
gone, everything became “smooth” in the Cathedral and the clergy were
content — because now they could and did make the Church a habit,
incapable of inspiring anyone except on the capital of the past which has
not yet been used up (but will be before long!).8
Fr. Seraphim was to bear witness to this waning of inspiration the following
year, on July 2, 1974, when he and Fr. Herman went to the annual Liturgy in
Archbishop John’s Sepulchre. After the Liturgy, a sermon was given on the
critical shortage of priests. “What is wrong?” wrote Fr. Seraphim in his
Chronicle. “Obviously, the concept of the Church as an ‘organization’ with
‘places to be filled’—is breaking down. No one wants to ‘fill the places’
anymore — because church life has become unconscious and automatic; the
sources of spiritual life are neglected; the spiritual wealth of the Church is taken
for granted, but no one any longer strives to acquire it for himself. The Church’s
crisis is much deeper than the ‘shortage of priests’ reveals....
“A hint of this fact was given in the Sepulchre this morning. After a mild
sermon by the chief celebrant, Bishop Nektary, Fr. Mitrophan gave a fiery
sermon — even in his old age and toothlessness — about the shame it is to
Russians not to value their own wonderworker, Archbishop John, while other
people, such as the Greeks, already print icons of him and venerate him openly
as a Saint. (Such words haven’t been spoken publicly before!) Truly, as long as
political considerations are placed first... there is no hope for the Orthodox
faithful, and they will simply die out and leave no spiritual legacy.”9
The fathers left San Francisco very discouraged about the state of the world
and the faithful, but with all the more reason to continue publishing about that
city’s great wonderworker. From Fr. Mitrophan they had learned that the Saint
himself had posthumously blessed the recording and publishing of his miracles.
On August 30, 1972, Fr. Mitrophan had written to the fathers: “I have made a
resolve to apply myself most seriously to gathering material about Vladika
John... I felt a pressing need to do this, and that night after my decision I clearly
and close-up saw Archbishop John. He was very joyful and blessed me. Praise
the Lord in His Saints. It is pleasing to God, because the Saints of God perform
miracles not by their own power, but by His Divine Power. I have already
verified a series of cases of people who received healings.”10
Fathers Seraphim and Herman considered it their sacred duty to complete
Bishop Sava’s work to the best of their ability. “We feel ourselves to be spiritual
heirs and debtors of Vladika Sava,” Fr. Seraphim wrote, “and we will certainly
do all we can, with God’s help, to collect all his materials on Archbishop John
into one book.”11
Although much of the material that Bishop Sava had willed to the fathers
had already been published in Pravoslavnaya Rus’, there were some very
valuable unpublished documents: for example, a letter from Archbishop John’s
younger brother which Fr. Seraphim used to write an article on the Saint’s
childhood. The fathers also received Bishop Sava’s personal notebooks, which
turned out to be full of nothing but the writings of the Holy Fathers, written out
by hand. These notebooks testified to their author’s great love for and
knowledge of the Holy Fathers, which had enabled him to so effectively place
Archbishop John within a true Patristic context. As Fr. Seraphim pointed out,
Bishop Sava’s articles on the Saint “offered in effect a brief course in Patristic
education to the Orthodox people.”12
In 1976, the tenth anniversary of Archbishop John’s repose, the fathers
were able to fulfill their duty to Bishop Sava by organizing his materials on
Archbishop John and publishing them in Russian as a book. The book turned out
to be not a Life of Archbishop John, but rather a record of his miracles and
veneration. It was entitled by the fathers A Chronicle of the Veneration of
Archbishop John Maximovitch.
“The Chronicle,” wrote Fr. Seraphim, “is valuable first of all not as much
for the actual material it gives as for its evaluation of Archbishop John.” For this
evaluation Bishop Sava called in the testimonies of such venerable witnesses as
Archbishop Averky, Archimandrite Constantine, and the renowned Serbian
hierarch Nikolai Velimirovich. “But the most endearing part of the Chronicle is
the testimony of Vladika Sava himself. In every word of his, especially in his
sermons on Vladika John, one feels the boundless love and veneration of the
younger hierarch for the older.”13
In 1980 the fathers published a second volume of the Chronicle, also in
Russian, this time featuring sermons and theological essays written by
Archbishop John himself. Included was a definitive article on the Orthodox
Veneration of the Mother of God, which the fathers had discovered in an
exceedingly rare Serbian Church calendar from the 1930s; and also an article on
the “sophiological” errors of the Parisian theologian Fr. Sergius Bulgakov
regarding the Mother of God and St. John the Baptist.
FATHER Seraphim was very conscious of the fact that, with the repose of
Archbishop Averky, the Brotherhood had gained another heavenly intercessor.
Only two days after the righteous Archbishop passed into the other world, Fr.
Seraphim wrote in a letter: “We trust in the prayers of Vladika John, and now
Vladika Averky in heaven.”25 Fr. Seraphim now kept a photograph of
Archbishop Averky in the icon corner of his cell.[d]
In November of 1976, Fr. Seraphim received an assurance from God that
Archbishop Averky was indeed in heaven with Christ and His saints. As Fr.
Herman recalls: “Fr. Seraphim came to church for the morning services and told
me of a wonderful dream he had had the night before. He had seen his beloved
Archbishop Averky standing on beautiful grassy terraces which led upwards.
There were huge crowds of people as if at an outdoor gathering, and Fr.
Seraphim was with them. Archbishop Averky looked radiant. He was vested all
in dazzling white as was everyone, including a nearby deacon and Fr. Seraphim
himself, who stood a little lower but right in front of Archbishop Averky. Some
kind of joyful celebration was taking place. The deacon was supposed to help the
Archbishop serve, but he did not know what words to chant. Fr. Seraphim knew
the words, however, and looked up at Archbishop Averky — meaning to say that
he had the right words. Then the Archbishop hinted to him that he should sing
them aloud.
“‘Let God arise!’ Fr. Seraphim loudly sang, setting to a special melody a
Psalm verse that is used during the services of Pascha, the Resurrection of the
Lord. ‘And let His enemies be scattered! Alleluia!’[e] As soon as he sang this, it
was repeated by the huge chorus all over; it thundered, rolling like billows far
and wide. At this moment Archbishop Averky smiled in deep gratification. He
began slowly to ascend while swinging a smoking censer. And as the
magnificent thousand-voiced choruses continued, Fr. Seraphim somehow knew
that this was a new service and that this grand, Pascha-like celebration had never
been held before.”
After Fr. Seraphim had related his dream, Fr. Herman pointed out to him
that that very day was the feast of St. Averky, Equal-to-the-Apostles: the first
nameday of Archbishop Averky in heaven. Also commemorated on that day
were the Seven Sleepers of Ephesus, whose lives prefigured the General
Resurrection, together with the Kazan Icon of the Mother of God, through which
Russia had been saved many times from foreign invasion. Thus, suggested Fr.
Herman, the new, unheard-of service in Fr. Seraphim’s dream was the
celebration of the Resurrection of Russia.26
D URING Fr. Seraphim’s lifetime, the most difficult year the Brotherhood
experienced was 1976. This was the year when the old underlying
question of “what’s the use?” was felt more keenly than ever.
A week after the repose of Archbishop Averky, the fathers were left
virtually alone at their hermitage. The last remaining novice left for Jordanville
at this time, leaving only the twelve-year-old Theophil to stay with the fathers.
When Pascha arrived four days later, Fr. Seraphim wrote in his Chronicle:
“Thoughts arise: we are abandoned by everyone. But it is obvious that God has
given us this opportunity of solitude to do something which is not so easy to do
in the world with its conflicting opinions and fashions: perhaps we are here as
firstfruits of the ‘desert’ to which the last Christians will have to go. In any case,
we must remain independent and Patristic in our outlook, handing down the true
Orthodoxy which the Holy Fathers and our own fathers have given to us.”2
The fathers’ physical abandonment, which was actually a blessing, would
not have bothered them at all had it not been accompanied by a deeper feeling of
aloneness: the feeling that, with the death of Archbishop Averky, they now had
less support in taking a stand for sober, sound, Patristic Orthodoxy. Fr. Seraphim
had called Archbishop Averky “the greatest pillar of our Church.”3 Such a
righteous and bold confessor was badly needed now, for it was a time of some
distressing developments in the Church. The super-correct group seemed now to
be at the height of its influence, and had begun to promote its ecclesiastical
views by rebaptizing people from other Orthodox Churches, beginning in
England. Nineteen seventy-six was the year when many — including the dying
Archbishop Averky — feared that the super-correct faction might eventually
conform the Russian Orthodox Church Abroad to its own brand of sectarian
church politics. After Archbishop Averky’s death, however, it seemed that no
one else dared take up the fight against this, at least in print.
BY this time, the fathers had concluded that, if no one else was going to
take up where Archbishop Averky had left off, they would have to do it
themselves. For the first time in the pages of their magazine, they would dare to
confront directly the problem of super-correct zealotry — and face whatever
consequences this incurred. In a preface to an article by the current chief
hierarch of the Russian Church Abroad, Metropolitan Philaret, Fr. Seraphim
wrote: “There are those who wish to make everything absolutely ‘simple’ and
‘black and white.’ They would wish [Metropolitan Philaret] and his Synod to
declare invalid the Mysteries of New Calendarists or Communist-dominated
Churches, not realizing that it is not the business of the Synod to make decrees
on such a sensitive and complex question.”10
Fr. Seraphim wrote only one paragraph concerning such “zeal not
according to knowledge,” but that was enough to evoke quite a heated reaction.
One priest wrote to the fathers that “the article has seriously damaged the
integrity, clarity, and position of The Orthodox Word as a traditional Orthodox
publication. In your article you take the ecumenist position that there are three
groups of Orthodox Christians: the right wing, the left wing, and the middle-of-
the-road... From your point of view, as well as the ecumenists’ viewpoint, we
now have an Orthodox branch theory. This is what your article teaches. What
else can it be saying to us? If all the other ‘Orthodox’ groups are part of the
Church with Mysteries... then I confess that we are worlds apart from them and
have no share in their Mysteries... These people have crossed the bridge and
there is no return... All the patriarchs have lapsed into heresy... It is my prayer
that you will realize the damage done by your article and that in future issues
you will offer some explanation to the many Orthodox who have been
scandalized by it.”
Another priest in the super-correct group wrote: “Now I, the least and most
sinful of God’s priests, declare that my soul is grieved and scandalized along
with that of my flock.” In the same letter, this priest maintained that it was
“better for a millstone to be tied around one’s neck and be cast into the sea” than
for one to pray openly alongside anyone who so much as commemorates the
Patriarchs of Russia and Constantinople.
As Fr. Seraphim observed in a letter, these priests “simply have no idea that
there can be any such thing as a ‘temptation on the right side.’”11
Fr. Seraphim felt he could not stop or back down. “We see the necessity,”
he wrote, “for the formulation of a sound ‘moderate’ stand that will emphasize
true Orthodoxy, firmly oppose ecumenism and modernism, but not go overboard
in ‘defining’ such things as the presence or absence of grace, or practicing
‘rebaptism’ of those already Orthodox.”14 To explain this position, Fr. Seraphim
realized, would require more than a paragraph or two. A whole article needed to
be written, one that would at the same time not alienate people unnecessarily.
“This will be extremely difficult to do,” Fr. Seraphim said, “but with God’s help
and the prayers of our patron saints we will try our best to do our little bit.”15
Truly, this was an article Fr. Seraphim had to “suffer through.” Visiting Fr.
Seraphim’s “Optina” cell one evening, Fr. Herman found him with a gray,
worried face. “What’s wrong?” he asked.
“Why—?” asked Fr. Seraphim in turn, repeating the poignant question
which the attacks on Archbishop Averky had aroused in him: “—Why does there
have to be such a gulf between the great elders of our Church and the younger
generation? And how do we know that we’re right?”
Fr. Herman could see how much his co-laborer was feeling the weight of
his responsibility, which was made heavier by the lack of others to carry that
weight. Like most converts, Fr. Seraphim feared not being wholly Orthodox in
spirit, and thus he often turned to Fr. Herman for reassurance. But in spite of his
misgivings, he ultimately knew that he was on the right path, for it was not his
path, but that of his fathers in the Faith. He had followed their path thus far, and
now they had left it to him to lead others along it.
The article that Fr. Seraphim finally wrote and printed was entitled “The
Royal Path: True Orthodoxy in an Age of Apostasy.” As he demonstrated at the
outset, the teaching of the “Royal Path” was not part of some novel “Orthodox
branch theory,” but was the teaching of the Holy Fathers of the Church. He
began with a quote of St. John Cassian: “As the fathers say, the extremes from
both sides are equally harmful... (We must) go on the royal path, avoiding the
extremes on both sides.”
“Applying this teaching to our own situation,” Fr. Seraphim wrote later in
his article, “we may say that the ‘royal path’ of true Orthodoxy today is a mean
that lies between the extremes of ecumenism and reformism on the one side, and
a ‘zeal not according to knowledge’ (Rom. 10:2) on the other... Perhaps no
Orthodox teacher in our own days provides such an example of sound and
fervent Orthodox moderation as the late Archbishop Averky of Jordanville; his
numerous articles and sermons breathe the refreshing spirit of true Orthodox
zealotry, without any deviation either to the ‘right’ or to the ‘left,’ and with
emphasis constantly on the spiritual side of true Orthodoxy.”16
HAVING (in Fr. Seraphim’s words) “stuck their necks out” with the royal
path position, the Platina fathers received a number of assurances that they were
indeed not alone in it. Alexey Young, who was visiting England at the time the
infamous “rebaptisms” were taking place there, sent word that such fanaticism
was the exception rather than the norm among English Orthodox Christians.
“You should know,” wrote Alexey to the fathers, “that they (many people in our
Church in England) really are waiting on you to ‘show the way’ in these difficult
matters, and so any advice, encouragement, and direction you might send would
be most gratefully received. They really do all feel most terribly alone here, and
fear for the future.”17
Another letter, this time from a believer in England, confirmed this: “The
Brotherhood of St. Herman and The Orthodox Word... are highly thought of
here. You have a very great and grave responsibility even here, six thousand
miles away, for many look to you for precisely the right tone and attitude.”18
On November 13, 1976, Fr. Seraphim wrote in his Chronicle:
“Approaching the Nativity Lent, the uncertainties and forebodings of the
spring and summer seem to be gradually dissipating for the Brotherhood, but a
feeling of unsettledness remains. Very important for us have been the letters of
recent months indicating that our labors are not entirely in vain, that despite
‘crazy converts’ and a very discouraging air of ‘officialness’ in many church
circles, our ‘message’ is still getting through to some people....
“In mid-October we received from M. M. (Sayville, N.Y.) this note:
‘Thank you again for your strong and straightforward publication The
Orthodox Word. May our Lord bless you and those who faithfully preach
and uphold the “Word of Truth” in these thickening days of apostasy... The
work is great but the harvest is few; nevertheless the few are very important
and it is to this aim that you have committed yourselves...’
TOWARD the end of 1976, the fathers received yet more encouragement,
this time through two young women pilgrims who came to the monastery,
zealous to take part in some kind of Christian work. On November 27, Fr.
Seraphim recorded:
“Unexpected guests arrive: Mary Mansur, a young woman (28) of Russian
background who has been for several years with ‘Gospel Outreach’ (a Protestant
organization) in Eureka [California], but now has decided she must abandon it to
serve Orthodoxy. She with her friend Solomonia Minkin, a recent convert from
Judaism (baptized by Fr. Ioannikios in Jordanville), plan to go to Novo-
Diveyevo[e] and begin some activity under Vladika Andrew. Fr. Seraphim walks
to St. Elias Skete with them and has a talk with them, and is very impressed with
their fervor and desire to serve God in Orthodoxy with all their heart and soul.
They were attracted to a Protestant organization because they found no outlet for
their fervor in ‘normal’ Orthodoxy (as it is understood nowadays). Is this an
indication of a new ‘Sergei Kourdakov’ generation of Russians, with freshness
and fervor?[f] How to direct them in a fruitful path? And why should fervent
young women now be coming to us, when the young men do not seem
interested? May God grant us knowledge and wisdom to help them!”19
When these two pilgrims came to the monastery for the first time, Barbara
McCarthy stayed up most of the night talking with them in the guesthouse.
Somehow they were able to grasp the beauty hidden in the fathers’ struggles in
the wilderness, devoid as these were of outward glory.
Although the fathers had, in Fr. Seraphim’s words, felt “spiritually
somewhat alone” during the difficult year of 1976, they had never been
abandoned by God, Who continually sent them signs of His care and protection.
The temptation and struggle of feeling forsaken — which according to the words
of St. Ephraim the Syrian will be the common experience of true Christians right
before the end of the world — had been allowed them by Providence. As it
would happen, their most difficult year would be followed by the “year of
grace”: the beginning of their priesthood and of a whole new era for the
Brotherhood.
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Ordination
My son, if thou art preparing to serve the Lord, prepare thy soul for
temptations (Ecclesiasticus 2:1). You should remember well these
words of the most wise Sirach and expect some kind of temptations
either before your ordination or soon afterward. The enemy of our
salvation always attempts to deflect from the Lord’s work him who is
about to undertake it, and tries to plunge the beginner into
faintheartedness by means of all kinds of adversities, sometimes real
and sometimes only appearing as such to him. But if he endures and
proves to be faithful to the Cross of the Lord and is not frightened by
the snares of the tempter, the grace of God will abundantly uphold the
strength of him who takes upon himself the yoke of Christ.
—Archbishop John, in a letter to Fr. Mitrophan prior to the latter’s
ordination in 19541
S EVEN years had passed since Fathers Seraphim and Herman had first
entreated not to be ordained as priests. When they were tonsured as monks
back in 1970, Fr. Seraphim explained, “First attention was given to the
unhindered leading of monastic and spiritual life without the worldly attachment
and obligations which priesthood brings.”2
In his heart Fr. Seraphim felt that it would be the consummation of his life
to be an actual minister of the Lord’s sacraments. At the same time, he had a
deep-seated sense of being unworthy of the exalted calling of priesthood — a
genuine fear of God. And for him and Fr. Herman, there was also the fear of
having to move away from the monastery in order to be used as priests for other
needs — an eventuality which would, as Fr. Seraphim wrote in 1970, “weaken
or even destroy the integrity of the monastery.”3
As the years went by, the fact that the fathers were not yet priests was
appearing increasingly odd to church people outside. Some even began calling
the fathers bezpopovtsi, “the priestless ones,” likening them to the Old Believer
sect of that name. But the fathers, not wanting to lose their desert, continued to
avoid — or at least postpone — being ordained priests. In this Fr. Herman
looked to the example of Saints Basil the Great and Gregory the Theologian,
who at one time had vowed to each other that they would not be ordained; while
Fr. Seraphim looked to the early Gallic desert-dwellers of the Jura Mountains,
who had declined to be raised to the clerical ranks.[a]
Helen Kontzevitch and Barbara McCarthy supported the fathers in their
position. Helen told them that the priesthood would forever tie them to an
ecclesiastical “noose,” while Barbara McCarthy, with her love for the desert,
maintained that they would sacrifice much of their silence and seclusion from
the world if they became priests. Both these women were right in a way. But if
the fathers were to make that sacrifice, not for themselves but for the souls of
others, God would work through them in new ways.
Over the course of time, Fr. Seraphim felt the desire growing in him to feed
Christ’s flock as a priest. In December 1974, after Archbishop Anthony had
visited the monastery and served the Divine Liturgy,[b] Fr. Seraphim wrote in his
spiritual journal: “[I] received Holy Communion, and the peace of heart and
mind which It brought was palpable, lasting for several days, giving hope for the
future. How one must watch over the heart and preserve its good feelings and
correct the bad ones! Thoughts arise — the desire to be a priest and give to
others this Divine food. May God’s will be done, in His own time!”
In a few years that time came. On October 13/26, 1976, the eve of the sixth
anniversary of their tonsure, the fathers were visited by Bishop Nektary. After
serving the Divine Liturgy, the Bishop spent the greater part of the afternoon
talking with the fathers in the “Tsar’s Room.” Metropolitan Philaret and the
Sobor of Bishops of the Russian Church Abroad, he said, had commissioned him
to ask them both to accept the priesthood so that all the people coming to the
monastery could receive confession and Communion. “Then you will be able to
practice what you preach,” the Bishop pointed out. “You preach grace, and a
priest is a disseminator of grace.”
Bishop Nektary said that he was not pushing them into anything.
“Archbishop Anthony promised me that he would not push you into anything,
either,” he reassured the fathers. “You already function as a community of
monks, and many people look to you with hope. Why not serve Liturgy by
yourselves here in your monastery? If you don’t become priests, Archbishop
Anthony may appoint a priest to be in charge here and administer the sacraments
to your pilgrims, and that man might have a soul foreign to yours. This has
happened many times in the past in monasteries, bringing disorder and fights. In
order to avoid this, Metropolitan Philaret strongly suggests that you be ordained.
He values your common podvig, and wants you to protect it with the established
outer form of a monastery. And I, knowing you, can only agree, and bless you to
accept the priesthood. The Optina fathers also accepted priestly rank, even in the
Optina Skete. If you become priests, you can effectively bring people the real
tradition, the tradition of Optina.... As for how often to liturgize, you’re not
compelled to do it daily. You can serve Liturgy when needed, and still perform
the daily cycle of services, to which you’re already accustomed.”
The fathers could not help but be swayed by their Bishop’s humble and
sensible counsels. As Fr. Seraphim later noted in his Chronicle, “In principle the
fathers agree to this [request], with the understanding that they will be allowed to
continue their labors in the wilderness.”4
It was as he was leaving the monastery on this occasion that Bishop
Nektary spoke his enigmatic words about the restoration of Optina Monastery in
Russia through the fathers’ labors in Platina.
It was indeed true, as Metropolitan Philaret had said, that the fathers needed
to minister to the people who came to them. And there were new people coming.
Not long after the first visit of Mary and Solomonia, the fathers were visited by
two more fervent young Russian Christians, Eugene and Marina, which made Fr.
Seraphim wonder if this was again a sign of a rising new generation of Russian
zealots.
Fr. Herman decided to write a letter to his spiritual father, Archbishop
Andrew (formerly Fr. Adrian), saying that he was under pressure to become a
priest and asking what he should do. To this Archbishop Andrew replied: “The
Metropolitan knows your life.... Trust him.”
Finally, the fathers decided to stop thinking about what might occur. They
considered that, if they needed to become priests, God would make it happen.
They could not know that, within a few short months, the grace of the priesthood
would already be upon them.
SUCH outpourings of grace, however, are usually not given without trials.
The “most difficult year” was still not over yet. Before the ordinations would
take place, the envious devil would plague the fathers with one bothersome
temptation after another.
According to Fr. Seraphim’s formula, “the devil attacks first through cars,
then novices.” At this time the fathers had one green pickup truck; and, although
they had no novices, they did have one monastic aspirant, an amateur car
mechanic named David.
When David told the fathers that he wanted to learn about “responsibility,”
they decided to send him to San Francisco in their green truck to pick up the
remaining parts of the Cathedral iconostasis that had been donated to their
church. David left and then returned the next day, but now he had a large rented
truck.
“Where’s the green truck?” the fathers asked.
“In Vacaville,” was the reply. “It needs a new engine.”
Soon David left for Etna to visit his family, leaving his own truck with the
fathers and promising to get their green truck as soon as he returned.
The fathers’ car troubles, however, were far from over. “On Tuesday,”
writes Fr. Seraphim in his Chronicle, “Barbara goes in David’s truck to Redding
to do some errands for us. On the way there a wheel comes off the truck. She
begins walking to town, and before reaching it meets David, returning from Etna
in Alexey Young’s jeep, which he is loaning us for the winter. He is returning to
tell us that he has decided against monasticism and is taking a $500 veteran’s
payment in order to finish his electrical school. He apparently planned merely to
pick up his truck and leave the green truck for us to take care of — but Barbara
gives him a lecture in such strong language that he is stunned, and at least agrees
to get our green truck back for us. For three days he and Barbara go back and
forth to town trying to fix the wheel on the truck. In the meantime, [the pilgrim]
Constantine returns (on foot with backpack), thinking to spend a little time with
us recovering from his problems. Being a mechanic, he agrees to stay and install
the new engine in our green truck. On Friday, November 20/December 3, he
goes to Redding with Fr. Seraphim and David to fix the wheel on David’s truck
(which David has made worse by putting on a new part backwards). They are
unsuccessful, and on the way back the jeep also ceases to run... The Protestant
minister from Wildwood who visited our monastery some months before stops
with a school bus and offers to help, but when it is seen that the jeep will not
start, Fr. Seraphim puts his two helpers on the school bus, which is going
through Platina, and stays with the jeep waiting for the AAA[c] to tow it away,
thinking to hitchhike back himself. But he goes to Redding with the towed jeep,
only to find that it cannot be repaired until Monday, if then. Thus, totally
stranded and with evening coming on, he phones Mrs. Harvey, and she, after
giving him dinner, brings him back to the monastery in time for the end of the
Vespers of the Feast of the Entrance of the Theotokos.”5
On Sunday Mrs. Harvey returns to the monastery to get David, who is to
pick up his repaired truck on Monday and tow the jeep back. When David finally
makes it to the repair shop, however, he is not allowed to take the jeep, not being
the one who brought it in. Nonetheless, he does manage to return to the
monastery with a tow bar, which will be used the next day on a trip to San
Francisco.
The next day is the feast of the Great Martyr Catherine. After services in
the morning, Fr. Seraphim and David leave for San Francisco in David’s newly
fixed truck. Their mission: to deliver all the copies of the Chronicle of the
Veneration of Archbishop John Maximovitch to the bindery in the city, and then,
on the return trip, to get the green truck and tow it back to the monastery.
“They are very concerned,” Fr. Seraphim continues in his Chronicle,
“especially since one tire is very bald, but the trip to San Francisco is without
incident. After a brief trip to the Berkeley library, they return by way of
Vacaville, where they pick up the green truck and begin towing it — noticing the
strange coincidence that the garage where the truck has been stored is on
Catherine Street, and today is the feast of St. Catherine!
“David’s truck wobbles very much under the load of towing, and David is
afraid to drive. Fr. Seraphim drives and notices that it is very difficult and nerve-
racking, and that the trip will last well into the night. Then, on the two-lane road
only thirty miles or so from Vacaville, he loses control of the truck; it swerves
over into the oncoming lane of traffic (thanks to God, the lane at that moment
was empty), then swings entirely around and crashes into the bank at the side of
the road. The green truck overturns and gasoline is pouring from it, while
David’s truck is sitting on top of it on the rear wheels, still attached with the tow
bar. Neither Fr. Seraphim nor David was scratched or even in the slightest
shaken by the accident, and Fr. Seraphim tells him: ‘You have just witnessed a
miracle!’ The feeling is very strong that the devil is trying very hard to destroy
us — and God is preserving us by His grace in a most evident manner. We must
be preparing for something important ahead!
“The police are called and do not even give a ticket, because no one else
was involved in the accident, and there were no injuries and no insurance
problem. The green truck is towed to Winters, twenty-five miles away, and Fr.
Seraphim and David return safely late at night in the dented blue truck.
“[The following day] Fr. Seraphim, with David and Constantine, go to
Redding to pick up the jeep and buy a new truck. More mechanical difficulties
(both batteries go dead), but they do find a suitable truck for $850, arrange to
pick it up the next day, and return in the evening...
“[The next day] Fr. Seraphim and Constantine pick up the new white truck
— but the owner has failed to fix the pulley holding the fan-belt, which later
causes us much new trouble.”6
As if all this were not enough, in the following weeks there were new
problems, especially with one part of the Linotype, which Fr. Seraphim repaired
only with great and complex difficulties. At the same time, for three months
there had been a drought in California, which by December had become critical.
As Fr. Seraphim noted in his Chronicle: “It is somehow bound up with the trials
we have been experiencing!”7
Another trial came through the young man Constantine. He stayed at the
monastery for about a week altogether, fighting the temptations of drinking and
smoking — but not very successfully. “Several times,” writes Fr. Seraphim, “he
goes to Platina at night to drink. And then he begins to be deeply and bitterly
hostile against Fr. Herman (a part of his rebellion against ‘authority’). Finally it
becomes too much for him, and one night he breaks Fr. Herman’s staff into
pieces and walks along our road shouting obscenities. One weekend we have
guests and he leaves his cell to sleep outdoors near the ‘first bend’ in our road,
where the guests see him when taking a walk. Finally he is told that his behavior
will have to change if he wishes to stay with us, and he is offered a ride to
Redding. He tells Fr. Seraphim of his deep hostility and suspicions — that we
wish his money, etc. The day after his night-shouting, he is frustrated at work in
our ‘barn,’ and he rushes out shouting, ‘When is the next bus to Redding?’ Fr.
Seraphim immediately takes him to the bus in Redding, giving him money and
food for his trip to San Francisco. He apparently cannot live for anything but
pleasing himself. With him there departs as it were a last demonic temptation
before the outpouring of grace which is unexpectedly to begin in a few days.”8
DURING Bishop Nektary’s visit, it had been decided that the Bishop would
ordain Fr. Seraphim to the diaconate on Sunday, in the San Francisco Cathedral.
On Saturday afternoon Fr. Seraphim set out, leaving three pilgrims to sing in the
choir on Sunday and to receive Holy Communion from the newly ordained Fr.
Herman. Just as Fr. Seraphim was leaving to be ordained, it again began to
snow. “This weekend,” he recorded later, “there is eighteen inches of snow, and
constant rain in San Francisco — somehow bound up with the grace of
ordination, and with all that has been happening to us.”12
Describing his three-day trip to the city, Fr. Seraphim wrote the following:
“Fr. Seraphim arrives a little late at the San Francisco Cathedral Saturday
night, and stands on the kliros for the whole service, helping with the reading
and singing... Two Protodeacons serve, and the services are extremely rich and
pompous, especially in the magnificent Cathedral with its beautiful frescoes.[d]
The effect is overwhelming — but Fr. Seraphim feels himself a stranger to it,
rather like a sacrificial lamb being offered. After the service he went for
confession to Fr. Spyridon in Palo Alto, who also took from him the oath of
loyalty and obedience to the Synod of Bishops. Fearing that the ‘obedience’
might be too difficult for Fr. Seraphim (if he should simply be commandeered
somewhere against his will), he told him that he would defend him and say that
the oath was taken somehow with reservations, if need be. But the oath did not
bother Fr. Seraphim, who enters the Church clergy with no idea of simply ‘soul-
less obedience.’”13
The day of Fr. Seraphim’s ordination to the diaconate, December
20/January 2, was the commemoration of the repose of St. John of Kronstadt: a
day which, for reasons mentioned earlier, was closely bound up with Archbishop
John. “After very little sleep,” the Chronicle continues, “Fr. Seraphim arrives at
the Cathedral just before the Liturgy, asking Vladika John’s blessing at the
Sepulchre first. The clergy are cool but not hostile to him; Fr. Nicholas
Dombrovsky tells him: ‘Now you will be like us,’ and the Protodeacons,
especially Fr. Vitaly, are very helpful to him. Vladika Nektary trembled during
the ordination, but not as he had on ordaining Fr. Herman. The Cathedral was
filled, with the ex-Soviet ballet star [Natalia] Makarova present with her Arab
husband. After the Liturgy, Vladika Nektary gave a brief sermon to Fr. Seraphim
on the Ambo, giving him a prayer-rope and blessing him to continue his doubly-
churchly life (sugubo-otserkovlennaya-zhizn) in the wilderness. After consuming
the Holy Gifts, Fr. Seraphim accompanied Vladika Nektary to the Sepulchre of
Archbishop John, where together they served a Pannikhida with a few people,
including the Andersons.”14
Fr. Seraphim spent the whole afternoon with Bishop Nektary, eating lunch
with him and visiting the Bishop’s sick sister Vera. In the evening he served his
first service as deacon — the Polyeleos (Vigil service) for St. Peter,
Metropolitan of Moscow. The next morning he served at Liturgy with Fr.
Nicholas — “rather unsure of himself,” as he wrote later, “but without incident.”
Having spent some more time with Bishop Nektary on Monday, Fr.
Seraphim went to pick up Julia’s two boys, who wanted to come to the
monastery for Christmas. Then, after a brief visit with Helen Kontzevitch in
Berkeley, he set out for home. “Already in San Francisco,” he recorded in his
Chronicle, “Fr. Seraphim noticed that the motor sounded strangely, and the
whole trip back was extremely difficult and tense, with something obviously
wrong with the truck. At night, somewhere near Williams, he was stopped by the
Highway Patrol, after numerous complaints of truckers (who flashed their lights
at him) that his car was weaving like a drunkard. Fr. Seraphim was tested briefly
for drunkenness and then warned to drive more carefully — the devil’s revenge
for the grace poured out in these days. To receive the Holy Spirit and then to be
accused of drunkenness![e] But God is with us, and Fr. Seraphim arrived safely
with the boys at the bottom of Mount St. Herman after midnight — to find
eighteen inches of snow on the road. They slept most of the night in the cold
truck and then set out with chains after sunrise. The truck made it more than
halfway up the hill, and they walked the last half through the snow, tired but
happy. At the monastery, Matins had just ended and there was to be no Liturgy
because there was no prosphora,[f] but since Fr. Seraphim had brought some
from San Francisco, Fr. Herman served after all.”15
HAVING become a deacon, Fr. Seraphim was now able to help Fr. Herman
serve the Liturgy. Fr. Herman had begun, as is the custom in the Church, to
celebrate the Liturgy every day during his first forty days as a priest. “We now
have the special consolation of the Divine Liturgy,” Fr. Seraphim wrote in a
letter, “which is truly a heaven on earth. On the days when Barbara [McCarthy]
has visited us, I have been able to serve as deacon instead of just being on the
kliros;[g] and then indeed one forgets everything else.”16
Within a few days after Fr. Seraphim returned from the city, the Feast of the
Nativity of Christ arrived. In the afternoon of Christmas day, Fr. Seraphim
recorded, “there is tea in the Tsar’s Room, and an abundance of gifts. The boys
are delighted, and the pilgrims enter fully into the spirit of things — our most
festive and happy Christmas yet in the wilderness.”17 — A fitting end, to be
sure, of the “most difficult year.”
When the Feast of Theophany came two weeks later, water was blessed for
the first time by one of the monastery’s own fathers, and processions were made
to bless faraway places in the forest with it. It was now with the grace of the
priesthood that the fathers were able, as Fr. Spyridon once told them, to “sanctify
the atmosphere.”
A few weeks later, an unusual incident occurred. Up until this time Mary
and Solomonia, although they had already decided to serve God in Orthodoxy,
still had ties with the Gospel Outreach organization. They were told by the
organization’s leaders that they could not leave until they had replacements to
take over their jobs. This, they felt, was right and reasonable, and they wanted to
comply. Then, in the evening of February 6, a young man drove up Noble Ridge
and past the monastery. Later he came to the monastery gates, asking someone
to help him pull his car out of the snow. The fathers succeeded in getting it out
for him. As it turned out, this man, Walter by name, was on his way from New
York to the California coastal town of Eureka, in order to join Gospel Outreach.
Wanting to look at the California scenery on the way, he had driven up the
snow-covered monastery road “by chance.” And — what was most amazing —
he was the very man who had been sent to replace Solomonia! He was as
surprised as the fathers were. “What is the meaning,” Fr. Seraphim asked in his
Chronicle, “of this strange ‘coincidence?’”18
In a few weeks Mary and Solomonia were freed of their responsibilities at
Gospel Outreach, and Barbara went to pick them up in Eureka. At the hermitage
they began an informal course on the Orthodox worldview, which consisted
primarily of listening to cassette tapes of Fr. Seraphim’s “Orthodox Survival
Course” in 1975. At this point their plan was to stay in the guesthouse outside
the hermitage for the duration of Great Lent, and then to move near Archbishop
Andrew and the New Diveyevo Convent.
Mary and Solomonia later brought their friends at Gospel Outreach to the
hermitage. “We have been visited by about fifteen of the Protestants [from this
group],” Fr. Seraphim was to write, “including several of the ‘elders.’ What it
means, I don’t know. Some of them have many of the right Christian ideas, and
we would love to give them the whole of Christianity, Orthodoxy — but so far
we are just sowing seeds.”19 In time, five people from this group embraced the
Orthodox Faith.
GREAT LENT, 1977, brought new hardships for the monastery. Having
fallen behind in their printing work because of their ordinations, their increasing
number of pilgrims, and their Liturgies, the fathers were exhausted most of the
time. The long Lenten services in the cold church were a struggle for all. Heavy
snowfalls during this period made things yet more burdensome: since it became
impossible to drive cars up the mountain, the fathers had to take several hikes
through the snow in order to bring their heavy printing type to the monastery.
The snow also prevented Bishop Nektary from stopping on his way to Seattle, in
order to take Fr. Seraphim there for priestly ordination. Because of this, it was
decided that the ordination would take place in the monastery after Pascha.
When Pascha finally came, the fathers, along with the fourteen pilgrims
who were then present, found that the hardships of Lent only made the Feast
more joyful. All received Holy Communion. Traditional Paschal breads and eggs
were served, and at dawn nearly everyone walked up the road to watch the
dancing sun.
With Fr. Seraphim’s ordination now approaching, he was required to take
an oath before the Gospels in which he was to confess sins or other deficiencies
which might prevent him from becoming a priest. This he did in the presence of
Fr. Herman.
“I feel unworthy to serve,” he told his brother afterward.
“I’m much worse than you are,” objected Fr. Herman.
“No,” Fr. Seraphim continued with pain in his eyes, “I’m worse. I bowed
and prayed to pagan idols.” At this he began to weep. Fr. Herman was deeply
moved and also amazed to see such deep repentance in Fr. Seraphim over sins he
had committed nearly two decades before, when he had been worshipping in
Buddhist temples. He could see that Fr. Seraphim actually felt he had defiled
himself, having at that time rejected the living Christ and bowed before cold,
lifeless pagan statues — the masks of demonic powers. The memory of this
youthful apostasy would always be a humbling one for Fr. Seraphim, as would
the other sins of his youth. He would never feel “worthy” of his priestly
ordination, but would always look on this sacrament, like his reception into the
Church, as a totally unmerited blessing of the merciful God.
LATER that day, after the services and festal meal had ended and most of
the pilgrims had left, there occurred something extraordinary which was perhaps
connected with the grace Fr. Seraphim had just received at his ordination.
Barbara McCarthy asked the new Hieromonk Seraphim a question: Why,
according to the Providence of God, had Bishop Nektary turned at random to
that particular passage in the Bible about bearing the image of the heavenly, right
after tonsuring Alexey Young a Reader? What did this Epistle reading mean for
Alexey, how did it apply to him?
Unexpectedly and rather uncharacteristically, Fr. Seraphim replied to
Barbara’s question: “It means that Reader Alexey will one day become a monk.”
When she next saw Alexey a few weeks afterward, Barbara related to him
Fr. Seraphim’s words. The words bewildered Alexey. At that time in his life, he
was very happily married, both he and his wife were young and healthy, and he
had no intention of becoming a monk. Since Fr. Seraphim’s prediction did not
make sense at the time, he soon forgot about it. It was only many years later —
after both Fr. Seraphim and his wife had reposed, and after he had begun to
seriously consider becoming a monk — that he remembered Fr. Seraphim’s
prediction. In July of 2002 he was indeed tonsured as a monk, and subsequently
he has experienced great joy in the monastic life.[i] “I am amazed that Fr.
Seraphim could have known this so many years before,” he now says. Strangely
enough, on his first nameday as a monk,[j] it just so “happened” that one of the
Epistle passages appointed to be read at the Divine Liturgy was the same
passage from I Corinthians that Bishop Nektary had given him to read nearly
three decades before — on the day he was tonsured a Reader and Fr. Seraphim
was ordained to the priesthood.
Hieromonk (Priest-monk) Seraphim preparing to serve the Divine Liturgy at “Lindisfarne,” St.
Herman Monastery, Bright Week, 1978.
Fr. Seraphim at “Lindisfarne,” Bright Week, 1978.
PART X
The drilling of the monastery well, while the fathers hold a service of prayerful supplication, July
13, 1977.
Fathers Seraphim and Herman at the shrine, dedicated to Blessed Archbishop John, built over the
monastery well.
83
Missions
... And the poor have the Gospel preached to them.
—Matthew 11:5
Y ES, I was ordained a priest on Sunday,” wrote Fr. Seraphim to one of his
spiritual sons only two days after the event, “and I begin to feel the weight
of the cross. Please pray for me harder than ever, that I may truly be able to help
souls to salvation. The priesthood is not for me alone — I am supposed to pull
those around me to heaven! But such a calling and responsibility!”1
Not long after this new burden was placed on the fathers, Archbishop John
— the monastery’s undying benefactor from heaven — took another burden off
them. The Archbishop John Memorial Society in San Francisco had offered the
Brotherhood to pay for the digging of a well at the monastery, if water was to be
found there. Now that the dowser had come and located an underground stream,
people from the Society made a special trip to the monastery and donated the
money they had collected, which amounted to several thousand dollars.
Soon thereafter, on July 13, 1977, a heavy truck with a huge drill arrived at
the monastery. The fathers told the well-digger to start drilling at the exact place,
near the church, where the dowser had assured them there was water eighty feet
down. The motor began to roar; the drill began to pull up layers of earth and
clay. After some time it reached the indicated eighty feet, but not a drop of water
was to be found. The well-digger kept going. Finally, at 125 feet, his drill hit a
rock. “How much longer do you want me to drill?” he asked. The deeper he
drilled, the more the fathers would have to pay.
Turning to Fr. Seraphim, Fr. Herman said, “This will already cost us over
two thousand dollars — and that’s without the pump, which will cost another
thousand.”
Both fathers felt miserable at the thought of having no water and yet having
to pay such a large sum. As the drilling continued, the fathers and pilgrims went
into the church to pray. Finally Fr. Herman said, “It looks like we aren’t worthy
to have water. Whatever happens, glory be to God. Pray that we’ll at least have
enough money to pay the man.”
Everyone went into the refectory, for they had not eaten all day. After the
meal they returned to church to sing a Canon to the Mother of God. As they
were praying they heard someone yell, “Water!” and, coming out, they saw
water gushing from the earth. The well-digger told them that the water had been
struck at 135 feet. He bent down to scoop up some of the bubbling water. “It’s
good, sweet water,” he declared, and everyone rejoiced.
Before leaving, the well-digger gave the fathers the name of a “pump man,”
who came soon to install a well pump. The well-digger and the pump man gave
the fathers separate bills for the 160-foot well, twice the size they had
anticipated. Adding these bills together, they compared the total amount with the
amount of the check given by the Archbishop John Society. To their utter
amazement they found that the amounts were almost exactly the same.
“Obviously a gift from Vladika John!” Fr. Seraphim noted at the time.2
THE new well was a great boon to the monastery. No longer did the fathers
have to make routine trips to town to bring up water in a truck — or on their
backs. It was as if the monastery’s spiritual father, Archbishop John, had told
them that, in their first years here, they had needed the podvig of having no
water in order to keep them struggling. But now that they had taken on the cross
of priesthood, they no longer needed this extra podvig. Now they would have to
sacrifice themselves for the people.
Striking evidence of the change that the priesthood wrought in the
Brotherhood is seen in Fr. Seraphim’s Chronicle, where, immediately following
his ordination, the daily entries become brief and scribbled. Where once he had
had time to write down reflections on the state of the Church and the purpose
and direction of the Brotherhood, he now only had time to jot down facts and
names on scratch paper. And the names, after the ordinations, became far more
numerous. Now that the monastery had clergy who could provide confession and
Holy Communion, people expected more from it, and it therefore became sought
out by increasing numbers of believers as a spiritual center. As usual, the fathers
accommodated all who came to them, often having to deal with the complex
spiritual problems of their pilgrims.
But the increased activity did not stop there. Since the fathers were now
called to be disseminators of grace through the priesthood, their pastoral work
was to naturally extend itself further beyond the monastery. The Brotherhood
was about to enter a new phase, setting up mission stations and becoming
Orthodox evangelists to the Northwest.
THE first mission was begun in 1978 in the nearby town of Redding. As
more and more pilgrims had begun coming to the monastery, Valentina Harvey’s
home in Redding had become a way station where people — including priests
and bishops — would spend the night on their way to and from the monastery.
By this time Valentina’s mother and husband had reposed, and she lived with her
daughter Alexandra. Often the pilgrims who stayed overnight would hold
services in her small “prayer cell.” Seeing that this prayer cell was not big
enough to accommodate the growing number of pilgrims, Valentina once
suggested to Fr. Herman that a chapel might be set up in her more spacious
garage. The garage was a separate 60 × 40 foot building in her backyard, which
she had been using as a storage shed. It had been built only recently, after a fire
had destroyed a chicken shed located on the same spot.
The impetus for the mission chapel came unexpectedly, much like the
impetus of the Brotherhood itself. On Valentina’s nameday in February of 1978,
Fr. Seraphim drove to Redding with some monastery pilgrims in order to greet
her with the feast. Later that night Fr. Herman set out separately with two
brothers for the same destination, planning to serve the Ninth Hour and Vesper
services in Valentina’s home. When their truck broke down a few miles from
Redding, Fr. Herman thought, “Ah, the devil strikes: something good must be
about to happen!” They began walking along the road toward Redding in the
dark. After having gone a few miles, they were picked up by Fr. Seraphim and
the pilgrims, who were then returning to the monastery. In spite of the
difficulties that had occurred, everyone was cheerful and inspired. Fr. Herman
caught this inspiration, and felt that the time was ripe to strike out for the long-
cherished hope of starting a mission in Redding. Everyone climbed into the truck
and went to Valentina’s house.
Upon seeing Valentina, Fr. Herman said, “Take us to your prayer cell.”
Candles were lit there and a Canon sung to the Mother of God. Then Fr. Herman
gave a talk, telling all present that their meeting that night was reminiscent of the
ancient catacomb services; that, like those catacomb believers, Christians of
modern times had to separate themselves in spirit from the world. He reminded
the people that Archbishop John had been in this home, in this very room. “You
wanted a chapel in Redding, didn’t you?” he asked Valentina. She nodded.
“Then let’s start a mission chapel here,” Fr. Herman said, “so that the
otherworldly Christianity that Archbishop John represented can thrive for
laymen.”
Fr. Seraphim was watching Fr. Herman with inward happiness. “Can I have
the key to your garage?” Fr. Herman asked Valentina. When she brought it, he
said, “Bring me the icon that Vladika John blessed you with — and a broom.”
Valentina was in tears. Smiling, she brought forth a tiny paper icon which
Archbishop John had given her when she was a church school student in
Shanghai.
That night Fr. Herman swept out a corner of the garage and put up icons.
“May this become the new Surety of Sinners Cathedral,” he declared, “in honor
of Archbishop John!” He said this because Archbishop John’s Cathedral in
Shanghai had been dedicated to the Icon of the Mother of God, “Surety of
Sinners.” When he expressed the wish that the garage would be a “cathedral,” he
had been thinking of Archbishop John’s archiepiscopal “cathedral” in France,
which had also been a church built out of a garage.
Archbishop Anthony gave his blessing for the opening of the Surety of
Sinners mission chapel in Redding. Soon afterward, on the Sunday of
Orthodoxy, Fr. Herman took all the young men from the monastery, and, after a
procession with icons and banners, blessed the new chapel with holy water. On
Bright Friday, Liturgy was served there for the first time. In the months that
followed, Valentina, her daughter Alexandra, and other believers in the area
worked hard to turn their former garage into a real Orthodox church.
Valentina now understood why, when she was considering leaving Redding
many years earlier, Archbishop John had told her that she was in Redding for a
reason. Even more remarkable was an incident she remembered from
Archbishop John’s final visit to her home, which occurred only three days before
his repose in Seattle. When he was about to get into the car to leave for Seattle,
he suddenly stopped to bless Valentina’s chicken shed with the Kursk Icon of
the Mother of God. Having blessed her property in all directions, he once more
went to bless the chicken shed. “Why does he keep blessing our chicken shed?”
Valentina’s mother asked, to which Valentina answered jokingly, “He must want
us to have the most blessed chicken shed!” Archbishop John looked searchingly
at Valentina several times before leaving, as if wanting to say something. It was
only now, over twenty years later, when there was a chapel set up in her garage
on the exact spot of the former chicken shed, that Valentina realized the meaning
of the Archbishop’s strange actions.
THE Platina fathers hoped that, by inspiring and starting small missions
such as the one in Redding, they could infuse in them the principles of the
“desert in the backyard.” “This will not be any ‘organized parish,’” Fr. Seraphim
noted in a letter, “but just a mission station to serve (to begin with) those people
in Redding and outlying towns who already come occasionally to our monastery
for services.”3 Those who wanted what the monastery had would no longer have
to come all the way to Platina to see spiritual principles in practice. By
struggling and praying at their own mission station, they could be living an
otherworldly life while still dwelling in the world.
Fr. Herman and young brothers at the blessing of the Surety of Sinners Chapel, March 19, 1978.
The fathers would serve Liturgy at the Redding mission whenever they
could, and no less than once a month. It was evident to all who were with Fr.
Seraphim on these missionary trips that he poured all his heart into this work.
Few people, however, realized what a sacrifice he was making. With his retiring
disposition, he did not take up the task of a missionary pastor with the ease that
the outgoing Fr. Herman took it up. More importantly, as a true monk he did not
wish to leave his monastery; he always kept his heart and mind in his beloved
desert. Despite his reluctance to leave the hermitage, he sometimes had to
conduct the Pascha and Christmas services in the world.
Fr. Alexey Young recalls: “A year or so before his repose, I drove Fr.
Seraphim someplace where he was going to give a talk. We got out of the car
and, as he was walking in front of me, he turned and said, ‘You know, this is
really not for me.’ Now this is interesting because many think that he was really
coming into his own, so to speak, in the last years of his life. And surely, in a
sense, that’s true. But there was also a part of him that never really loved it at all,
because he wanted to just be in the monastery. He did the work of missionary
outreach because he knew God was calling him to it. It was his duty.... He kept
his eyes fixed on Christ simply by doing his duty at every moment of every day,
and never shirking it.”4
“Whatever God sends us,” Fr. Seraphim told the brothers at the monastery,
“we must accept and do our best with. Every day brings a new struggle, a new
chance to increase our prayers, and new ways to serve God.”5 Such acceptance
was not mere fatalism, for Fr. Seraphim realized that his only true fulfillment
could be found in being sensitive to God’s will, and in being His obedient child.
As Fr. Herman has observed, “Fr. Seraphim forced himself to give to others”;
and it is precisely in such forcing of oneself that — according to the teaching of
St. Macarius the Great cited earlier[a] — one is filled with spiritual fruit and
bowels of mercies by the Lord. As we shall see, Fr. Seraphim did come to find
fulfillment in his new obedience. He felt compassion for the people in the world
whom he served, and, sensing the approaching end of all things, he wanted to do
all he could for them.
From 1978 to 1984 the Brotherhood was able to begin more missionary
parishes in Willits, California; Medford and Woodburn, Oregon; Moscow,
Idaho; and Spokane, Washington. Like the mission in Redding, these new
missions were the natural outcome of people wanting to experience the life of
the Church in their own locales. The majority of the members of these missions
were average Americans who had grown up never hearing of Orthodoxy. The
fathers had started the missions specifically with the words of Christ in mind:
And the poor have the Gospel preached to them.
Each of the fathers went to the missions in Oregon several times a year, and
at least one of them made the longer trek to Washington and Idaho once a year.
As Fr. Seraphim noted in his Chronicle, he had a “good, warm feeling” from the
people he served in these places, who in most cases were struggling to live a
spiritual life without the benefit of an established Orthodox church nearby.6
It was Fr. Seraphim who, in 1980 and 1981, made the first missionary trips
to Washington, blessing the property of the Orthodox Christians there and
baptizing members of the mission. When Fr. Herman went to Oregon,
Washington, and Idaho in 1982, he gave well-attended slide lectures in three
universities. He was especially impressed with the mission in Moscow, Idaho,
which had been started by people who had moved there from a small town not
far from Platina: Forest Glen. By that time, members of the Moscow mission had
rented a city storefront, inside of which they had a chapel and iconostasis.
“While we were celebrating the All-night Vigil in the chapel,” Fr. Herman
recalls, “a neighbor lady came down from her apartment to take out the garbage,
and through the storefront window suddenly she beheld a microcosm of
Byzantium: candles, censers, icons, and singing. Not knowing what she was
seeing, she stood in awe, and, as she later said, she couldn’t keep herself from
walking in and staying for the entirety of the long service. Through this chance
encounter, her life was changed.”
The mission in Medford, Oregon, was composed of Russian, Greeks, and
Serbs who wanted to form an Orthodox parish in southern Oregon, since there
was then in that state no Orthodox church south of the city of Eugene. In 1978
the group had called Alexey Young, who lived about ninety miles to the south of
Medford, and had told him of their wishes. Alexey had relayed the message to
the fathers in Platina, who then had a meeting with the organizing families in
Medford. Soon the fathers were going to Medford to serve the Divine Liturgy.
The mission was dedicated to Saints Innocent of Irkutsk and Innocent of Alaska.
Not long after the inception of the Medford mission there arose a bit of a
problem. Some of the people believed the Platina fathers were too strict in
asking them to keep basic Orthodox observances such as fasts, etc. “This parish
is not made up of monks!” they said, and decided to call in a priest from another
Orthodox jurisdiction. When Fr. Seraphim served Liturgy there in February of
1979, near the beginning of Lent, he did not push one position, but merely told
the people to make up their minds one way or the other. As it turned out, the new
priest who came was so modernist that some of the people were shocked. As Fr.
Seraphim wrote, they “decided they wanted the ‘old Orthodoxy’ after all, and
called us back.”7
Another responsibility of the fathers was the first mission they had inspired:
Alexey Young’s little community dedicated to Saints Adrian and Natalie in Etna,
near the California-Oregon border. For two years the fathers took turns going
there to serve Liturgy. Bishop Nektary also visited the community at least once a
year, sometimes bringing with him the miracle-working Kursk Icon. “On one
visit,” Alexey recalls, “after serving a Moleben in the small chapel behind our
home, Bishop Nektary placed his hand on my chest and said: ‘I know what is in
your heart.’ He was acknowledging my great love for the whole idea of mission,
a concept he also supported and encouraged.”8
All this while, the fathers had been cherishing the idea that Alexey would
one day be a priest. Now that the mission in Medford had been founded, Alexey
would be able to serve as a priest both in Medford and in Etna. When the fathers
mentioned this to the people in Medford, the latter were, in Fr. Seraphim’s
words, “overjoyed at the prospect.”9
On February 3, 1979, while visiting Etna, Fr. Seraphim talked to Alexey
about ordination. Shortly thereafter, the Medford mission made a formal request
for Bishop Nektary to ordain Alexey as a priest, and it was arranged for the
ordination to take place during the second week after Pascha at the St. Herman
Monastery.
Bishop Nektary ordained Alexey as a priest on Saturday, May 5, having
ordained him as a subdeacon and deacon the day before. People from the various
missions were present and, as Fr. Seraphim noted, there was a “triumphant
celebration.” Years after the event, Fr. Alexey recalled: “A frightful spring storm
had rendered the road to the Monastery of St. Herman of Alaska almost
impassible — yet many pilgrims crowded the church for the ordination Liturgy.
During the ordination itself, and then during the Anaphora,[b] Vladika Nektary
— our Apostle — wept; never did he serve Divine Liturgy without being
overcome with awe at the great Mystery before him. At the close of this Liturgy
he said to me, ‘Never, never be a “professional” priest’—by which he meant:
Don’t let the priesthood be your ‘career,’ your ‘living’; let it be rather the air you
breathe — and be less concerned about the material and financial aspects of your
life than you are about giving yourself to Christ as His priest; be ready to
suffer.”10
Fr. Alexey Young blessing the faithful after his ordination to the priesthood. At right, a radiant
Bishop Nektary.
On Sunday Fr. Alexey served his first Liturgy, thus concluding what Fr.
Seraphim later called “three very spiritual days” at the monastery.11 In the
afternoon Fr. Seraphim went with Fr. Alexey to Etna in order to serve Liturgies
with him and teach him how to liturgize. “Fr. Seraphim helped me for several
days running,” Fr. Alexey recalls. “Always he was so patient and loving. He
never corrected me during services or in front of others, but made mental notes
and discussed these with me afterwards.
“He also tried to train our little ‘choir’—my Matushka and Barbara Murray!
—and they really struggled along, pretty much bungling the chant. After one
such Liturgy they apologized to him for being such slow learners, and his
response was wonderful: ‘Oh,’ he said, ‘I’m sure your singing was pleasing to
the angels!’ He was quite a man, a real father to me in many ways.”12
“Bishop Nektary was also always very encouraging to us. One time, just
weeks after I had been ordained, he came through Etna with the Kursk Icon.
Placing it in our chapel he asked that I serve a Moleben before it. Now the fact
was, I hadn’t actually served a Moleben yet (although I had of course seen them
served many times)! I admitted this to him and he conveyed to me in broken
English that I would do just fine. So I served, being very self-conscious and
feeling very inadequate and stupid. At the end of the Moleben he said (his driver
translated), ‘You did that as though you had been a priest for ten years!’ Of
course I knew this was not true, but I was so ‘encouraged’ that he had even
thought to say such a kind thing!’”13
Within a few years after his ordination, Fr. Alexey’s community in Etna
had grown to five families. Fr. Seraphim was with him in the summer of 1981,
when he baptized seven people in his small chapel. According to the original
plan, Fr. Alexey served not only the Etna mission but also the Medford mission,
to which he was geographically closer than were the Platina fathers.
As is clear from his letters and Chronicle entries, Fr. Seraphim was very
pleased with the missions that had been begun, seeing them as another fruit of
the apostolic vision of his preceptor, Archbishop John. “Although all our labors
in the northern California-Oregon mission field seem small,” he wrote, “every
little fruit is dear.... In everything that happens, God is obviously showing His
mercy and Providence towards our humble missionary efforts.... Thank God for
the spirit which Blessed Archbishop John has given to our missions here!”14
WITH the beginning of its mission phase, the Brotherhood undertook yet
another venture. With the blessing of Archbishop Anthony, in 1977 the fathers
offered the first in a series of “St. Herman Summer Pilgrimages” at the
monastery. The pilgrimages occurred every year around the day of St. Herman’s
canonization in August. Vigils were held, Divine Liturgies were served, and the
entire cycle of Orthodox services was celebrated in English. Lectures were given
by Fr. Seraphim, Fr. Herman, Fr. Alexey Young, and other invited speakers:
hierarchs, clergy, and laymen. In 1978 Fr. Seraphim gave a talk on
“Contemporary Signs of the End of the World,” and in 1979 on “Orthodox
Christians facing the 1980s.” Both of these talks were later presented in
condensed form in the pages of The Orthodox Word.15
Writing about the first pilgrimage in 1977, Fr. Seraphim outlined the
purpose behind this and all subsequent pilgrimages: “The aim of the pilgrimage
was to provide an opportunity for basic Orthodox education and inspiration in
the context of a pilgrimage to an Orthodox monastery. Away from the
distracting and worldly influences of modern city life, the pilgrims were able to
go deeper into their own Orthodox Faith and became more aware of the riches it
contains for their own and others’ salvation... The aim was not a ‘conference’ of
academic lectures (which, of course, can also have its place in Orthodox life),
but a learning experience on a simpler level, stemming not only from the formal
talks, but also from the daily cycle of Church services and the labors in which
many pilgrims shared.”16
Fr. Seraphim placed much hope and value on the pilgrimages. A few
months before the pilgrimage in 1979, he wrote to Fr. Herman:[c] “I think most
of all about our Summer Pilgrimage, which could be a magnificent opportunity
for ‘Orthodox enlightenment’ such as is not being given very much nowadays...
I have the impression that a heavy ‘church’ atmosphere is hanging over
everything and stifling a much needed freshness, and we could be helping to
give this freshness. Perhaps when we’re dead they’ll even recognize our labors
— but at least we have to help those we can.”17
Some pilgrims came from as far away as Australia, Japan, Canada, and the
East Coast. Each year the number of people tended to increase, reaching, from
60 in the summer of 1978, to nearly 200 in 1981. Since the monastery had very
limited accommodations, many of the pilgrims stayed overnight in the forest in
sleeping bags, the men within the monastery itself, and the women outside the
gate near the small monastery guesthouse. They were not asked to pay any
money, but only to “bring sleeping bags and flashlights, and to help out as
needed.”
The pilgrimages were a happy and peaceful time for all who came and
adapted themselves to the rugged atmosphere. People could shake the dust of the
world off themselves and get to know others of like mind. “The daily cycle of
Church services, celebrated mostly in English, helped to set a pious and sober
tone,” Fr. Seraphim wrote.18 Each pilgrimage “was oriented towards helping the
pilgrims lead a serious and conscientious Orthodox spiritual life, centered
around devout preparation for and reception of Holy Communion, and it was
very noticeable that the pilgrims approached the services and talks very
seriously.”19
Fr. Seraphim was especially pleased to see people come away from the
pilgrimages with a greater understanding of the heart of their Faith, beyond the
externals, and of the Patristic worldview that can and should influence every
aspect of life. Thus, after the 1979 Pilgrimage, he recorded: “Many facts were
given and absorbed (I myself learned a great deal!), but mainly, the attitude we
want to get across does seem to be coming through: an Orthodoxy more of the
heart than of the head... There were some heated discussions between lectures on
missionary questions, and I tried to instill some sobriety by a talk on ‘head vs.
heart,’ the mistakes of over-zealousness, and the like. I think everyone left with
at least the beginning of an awareness that the externals are not the reality.”20
Three years later, after the pilgrimage in 1982, he wrote: “The Orthodox
worldview we are propagating is beginning to sink in.”21
One of the most precious things about these gatherings was the opportunity
that they provided for the pilgrims, most of them American converts, to be in
contact with rare “living links” to Holy Russia. Both Bishop Nektary and Fr.
Spyridon came every year, until their failing health no longer permitted. By just
being in the presence of these men and hearing them speak, the pilgrims could
acquire something of the living transmission of ancient Orthodox wisdom and
piety.
At the 1979 Pilgrimage Bishop Nektary, with Fr. Seraphim translating his
words into English, told the people of a New Confessor of Optina he had known:
the righteous Hieromonk Nikon.[d] At one point he shared with them a letter
which Fr. Nikon had sent to his (Bishop Nektary’s) mother from a concentration
camp. Having been mocked, spat upon, and shaved by the Soviet “liquidation
committee” that had come to Optina, Fr. Nikon now lay in the camp dying of
tuberculosis; and yet in his letter he wrote: “There is no limit to my
happiness...Rejoice ye and leap for joy, for your reward is great in heaven [Luke
6:23]. I believe my Lord that these words apply to me also, and therefore I await
with impatience that happy moment when I will be dissolved from this
corruptible body and will be united with my Lord.”
“When my mother read us this letter,” Bishop Nektary recalled to the
pilgrims, “we children sat and wept as we listened.”22
In 1978 Fr. Spyridon gave a talk entitled “The Life’s Path of Archbishop
John.” Fr. Spyridon would be truly in his element during these pilgrimages. At
the culmination of the feast of St. Herman, when there would be a triumphal
Liturgy and procession through the woods, with acolytes carrying banners and
everyone singing, he would be beaming like a little child.
Fr. Seraphim translating into English a talk by Bishop Nektary at the 1980 St. Herman Summer
Pilgrimage.
Newly baptized Orthodox Christians and other pilgrims at the 1980 Summer Pilgrimage. Clergy
in front row, left to right: Deacon Vladimir Anderson, Fr. Spyridon, Fr. Seraphim. Photograph
courtesy of Fr. Lawrence Williams.
Fr. Seraphim translating Archbishop Anthony’s talk at the 1980 St. Herman Summer Pilgrimage.
In the front row, left to right: Fr. Spyridon, Fr. Herman, Fr. Roman Lukianov. Photograph by Fr.
Lawrence Williams.
Fr. Herman, Fr. Seraphim, and Fr. Spyridon at the graduation exercises of the “New Valaam
Theological Academy” on August 16, 1980. Fr. Spyridon is handing out a diploma which was
printed at the monastery.
In 1981, hierarchs from other parts of the country came to participate in the
pilgrimage. “Since the 1981 Pilgrimage overlapped the Russian Youth
Conference in San Francisco,” Fr. Seraphim wrote, “Bishop Alypy of Cleveland
replaced the local bishops at the opening of the pilgrimage, taking also an active
part in the discussions following the lectures. Later in the week Archbishop
Laurus of Jordanville also visited the pilgrimage.”24
After the pilgrimages, the week-long “New Valaam Theological Academy”
would begin, concluding with Fr. Herman’s memorable “graduation exercises.”
As many as sixty people stayed throughout the week. Besides the usual courses
on Orthodox theology, Church history, and Church music, Fr. Seraphim offered
courses on the Orthodox interpretation of prophetic books of Scripture: in 1979 a
course on the book of Daniel, in 1980 a course on the book of Apocalypse
(Revelation), and in 1981 and 1982 his course on Genesis.[f]
Describing the pilgrimages in The Orthodox Word, Fr. Seraphim
concluded: “The pilgrims departed with a new awareness of the vast difference
between true Orthodox Christianity and the spirit of the contemporary world,
and with a new resolve to offer the struggle necessary to preserve oneself as
Orthodox in these difficult times... They brought back fond memories of these
days in the California mountains far from the distractions of today’s cities, and
many seeds were sown for further labors in Christ’s vineyard.”25
Fr. Seraphim baptizing American converts in Hayfork Creek on August 14, 1980, during the St.
Herman Summer Pilgrimage.
During Fr. Seraphim’s five years of priesthood, he and Fr. Herman baptized
over a hundred people in such mountain streams.
Participants of the Women’s Conference in Redding, California, 1979, in front of the Surety of
Sinners Chapel.
Fr. Seraphim lecturing at the Women’s Conference.
One of his great joys as a missionary was the Bible studies he would
conduct every month after the Sunday Liturgies in Redding. The idea of having
these studies had arisen at the Women’s Conference, and they were instituted at
Valentina’s home a month later. As Fr. Seraphim opened up to the people the
Patristic approach to and understanding of the Holy Scriptures, it made his heart
glad to see them taking great interest and asking many questions.27
BY 1979 the fathers’ lives had become so filled with pilgrims, missionary
travel, and the need to give spiritual talks that one wonders how they found time
for anything else. One becomes tired just reading Fr. Seraphim’s Chronicle
entries from this period.
All of Fr. Seraphim’s treks in the world, all his efforts to meet pastoral
needs during his final years, were of benefit not only to his flock, but also to
himself. As he was giving of himself to others in this way, his soul was
maturing, becoming ripe to be plucked for the Kingdom of Heaven.
“How fortunate we are,” Fr. Seraphim would say to his monastic co-
laborer, “and how little time we have to share this fortune with others!”
Fr. Seraphim speaking outside the monastery refectory with Br. Eugene, the cell attendant of
Archbishop Tikhon and Bishop Nektary.
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Pastoral Guidance
Suffering is an indication of another Kingdom which we look to. If
being Christian meant being “happy” in this life, we wouldn’t need the
Kingdom of Heaven.
—Fr. Seraphim1
The aching thoughts of Maggie are natural — but that’s the side that
belongs to earth. Her soul is with God, and the trial which you underwent
with her was God’s visitation to you, and the proof that in everything that
has been happening there is something deeper than human logic and
feelings can fathom.
Some people seem to have an “easy” and uncomplicated path in life —
or so it seems from outside; while for others like you everything seems
complicated and difficult. Don’t let that bother you. Actually, from the
spiritual point of view, those who really have an “easy” time are probably
in danger!—precisely because without the element of suffering through
whatever God sends, there is no spiritual profit or advancement. God knows
each of us better than we know ourselves, and He sends what is needful for
us, whatever we may think!
Maggie’s grave is a source of great joy for us. On the Tuesday after
Pascha week, when the dead are commemorated again for the first time, we
went there and sang, mingling the funeral hymns with Paschal hymns, then
breaking and eating eggs, symbols of the Resurrection, over the grave.
Truly, the living and the dead are one in Christ, and it’s only our blindness
that makes us sometimes forget it!3
A few years later, in a letter to a spiritual son who was suffering over his
experience of politics in the Church, Fr. Seraphim wrote:
About your trials: most of them are natural parts of life, and God allows
several of them to pile up because you are capable of bearing them. The
numbness, which comes chiefly from exposure to politics in a sacred place
where they do not belong, will pass. You must learn to suffer and bear —
but do not view this as something “endless and dreary,” here you are
wrong: God sends many consolations, and you will know them again. You
must learn to find joy in the midst of increasing doses of sorrow; thus you
can save your soul and help others.4
To a man in England who was facing similar difficulties, Fr. Seraphim had
these words of counsel:
Fr. Seraphim had similar things to say to a young man who was
experiencing loneliness in the world while at the same time yearning to serve
God as a priest:
Fr. Dimitry Dudko has an answer for the new convert leading a lonely life
in the world (I think we read this at trapeza after you left): Enter as much as
possible into the Church’s spirit and way of thought and life... Your
loneliness, while difficult to bear, is good, because only out of suffering
comes spiritual growth; it will pass as you get more and more into the
Church spirit through continually nourishing yourself with it. Daily reading,
even if little, is very important in this struggle.
About the priesthood: treasure the idea for now in your heart. The
more experience you have in life, and in suffering (I know you don’t like
that word — but even if you don’t go out and seek suffering, at least be
prepared to accept what little God allows you, and accept it gladly)—the
better prepared you will be for priesthood.6
Do not be depressed that there are people rising up against you in your
parish. If everyone loved you, then I would say there is some trouble there,
because you are probably catering too much to people when giving pastoral
advice. Christ was also hated, and was crucified. Why should we expect
everyone to suddenly love us, if we are following in the steps of Christ?
Just be careful that your pastoral conscience is pure, and fear not hatred
from others, but hatred within yourself.7
Fr. Seraphim did not reserve his counsels on suffering for those who
happened to be experiencing it. In 1979 he received a letter from a young man
who was preparing for baptism and was already on fire with Orthodox zeal. This
young catechumen had read a book of homilies by St. Symeon the New
Theologian, The Sin of Adam and Our Redemption, which the Brotherhood had
just printed and which Fr. Seraphim had sent to him. “Toward the end of the
book,” the man wrote, “I found I was underlining nearly every sentence, and
often tears would come to my eyes; but such tears are the very ones which we
entreat the Mother of God to send us in our morning prayers. Such tears have a
cleansing effect upon the soul.” This man was dreaming of gradually forming a
small, semi-monastic community in the city, and expressed hopes that his
present roommate, a former “street person” of Jewish background, would
become an Orthodox Christian. His friend D., however, warned him against
being carried away by such dreams.
Here is what Fr. Seraphim wrote to the young catechumen:
In another place Fr. Seraphim wrote: “Indeed, how we all must learn and
relearn that our pretensions and ideas must be tested by reality and forged in
suffering.”9
Fr. Seraphim was very concerned about those who used the riches of
Orthodoxy, not to struggle for righteousness, but precisely as a means to escape
struggle. He was acquainted with an unwed mother who, out of “religious zeal,”
wanted to give up responsibility for her children, putting them in other people’s
homes. About her Fr. Seraphim wrote:
We realize that raising your [children] is very difficult for you. But that is
the cross God has given you, and I must tell you frankly that you can
scarcely receive your salvation in any other way than by trying your best to
raise them up well. Spiritual life begins when things seem absolutely
“hopeless” — that is when one learns to turn to God and not to our own
feeble efforts and ideas.11
FOLLOWING the teaching of the Holy Fathers, Fr. Seraphim counseled
people not to be quick to calculate and measure their own spiritual state. In 1975
he wrote to an Orthodox convert:
Don’t worry too much about how spiritually poor you are — God sees that,
but for you it is expected to trust in God and pray to Him as best you can,
never to fall into despair, and to struggle according to your strength. If you
ever begin to think you are spiritually “well off” — then you can know for
sure that you aren’t! True spiritual life, even on the most elementary level,
is always accompanied by suffering and difficulties. Therefore you should
rejoice in all your difficulties and sorrows.12
OVER the years Fr. Seraphim received letters from Orthodox college
students who were disillusioned by the lack of love of Truth in the modern
academic world. Like the seminarian of the above letter, sometimes they wanted
to abandon what they had begun. Fr. Seraphim, of course, could well sympathize
with them, having once been painfully disillusioned with the modern academic
world himself. But as in his other counsels, he encouraged the students to learn
and grow from what was placed right in front of them. In general, he would
advise that they finish their education, as he himself had done. To one student,
who complained that having to study the works of Immanuel Kant and B. F.
Skinner was taking its “spiritual toll” on him, Fr. Seraphim wrote:
I hope you will be able to force yourself to finish your courses — you will
be surprised how later some of these things which now seem so useless will
turn out to have a use after all (even Kant and Skinner!).15
College life will doubtless give you many temptations. But remember that
learning in itself is useful and can be used later in a Christian way. Try to
avoid the idle activities and temptations you will meet that serve no useful
purpose, so that even in a godless atmosphere you can “redeem the time,”
as the Apostle Paul says, and make maximum use of the opportunities you
are given for learning.16
Echoing Christ’s words to take no thought for the morrow (Matt. 6:34), Fr.
Seraphim gave this advice to someone who was wondering what to do after he
got his college degree:
Perhaps you do not know “what next”?... Get the degree first, and then trust
to God to open up the way. The political-economic situation in the U.S., as
evidently everywhere in the West, is rapidly deteriorating. Worse, the
church situation becomes very bad (your situation is not unique!). In San
Francisco suddenly some parishes are becoming empty, as the old priests
die and there are no young ones to replace them; and it’s doubtful if more
than a few see the cause: that Orthodoxy has too long been “taken for
granted,” and it does not preserve itself “automatically”! But all of this only
prepares us for catacomb times when our opportunities are perhaps greater
than ever.
We can’t see the future — but know this, that if you love God and His
Orthodox Church and your fellow man — God can and will use you.
Only stay in contact with fellow Orthodox strugglers (they do exist).17
About carnal warfare when bodily labors are impossible or difficult, St.
Abba Barsanuphius says: “Flee quickly to the Prayer of Jesus, and you will
find repose”; “pray ceaselessly, saying, Lord Jesus Christ, deliver me from
shameful passions.”18 [b]
To another person, who was lamenting over his own weakness and was
ashamed to mention sexual falls to a parish priest in confession, Fr. Seraphim
exhorted:
Do not be afraid to confess the fleshly sins. Do you think you are so holy?
God allows you to fall in order to humble you. Get up and walk in fear and
trembling. Struggle against them, but do not despair, no matter what
happens. Strength in Orthodox firmness comes very gradually; what you do
every day helps build it up; and if you fall, humility and self-awareness
build it up.19
Your battle with “demonic fornication” is not as unusual as you may think.
This passion has become very strong in our evil times — the air is saturated
with it; and the demons take advantage of this to attack you in a very
vulnerable spot. Every battle with passions also involves demons, who give
almost unnoticeable “suggestions” to trigger the passions and otherwise
cooperate in arousing them. But human imagination also enters in here, and
it is unwise to distinguish exactly where our passions and imagination leave
off and demonic activity begins — you should just continue fighting.
That the demons attack you in dreams is a sign of progress — it means
they are retreating, seeing that you are resisting conscious sin. God allows
this so that you will continue fighting. Often this demon goes away
altogether for a while, and one can have a false sense of security that one is
“above” this passion; but all the Holy Fathers warn that one cannot consider
this passion conquered before the grave. Continue your struggle and take
refuge in humility, seeing what base sins you are capable of and how you
are lost without the constant help of God Who calls you to a life above
these sins.20
It can be seen from these letters that Fr. Seraphim was gentle and
encouraging with those of his spiritual children who were truly struggling with
sexual sin. With those who were giving in to such sin and then justifying and
rationalizing it, however, Fr. Seraphim took a different approach altogether. In
the following letter, to a young man who was leading unwary souls into
unnatural sexual sin while thinking to “evangelize” them, Fr. Seraphim did not
mince words:
My child, you are deceiving yourself and going the way of perdition. I will
not be falsely “kind” and hide this fact from you. You talk about helping
others, but you are leading them to perdition... Do you know that by
“preaching the Faith” to ——— and then sinning with him, you have
inoculated him against Christ? And now you think you are going to save
———?
Wake up, my child, if you still can. You have detected a “distance”
between us that you do not understand. That is the distance you yourself
have placed by choosing your own way and rejecting everyone who has
tried to guide you. It is the same “distance” which later on, or even now,
you will feel with Vladika Nektary and with all true Orthodox Christians,
and then with Holy Orthodoxy itself. You justify yourself to yourself with
the argument that you are somehow “special.” Your human problems are
too much for you and must be allowed to develop themselves out before
you can really choose Christ. No, my child, you are not “special” — a
thousand “crazy converts” have already gone that way, and you are joining
them.
Forgive my harsh words. I speak them because I really love you and
do not wish you to be lost. I do not cease to pray for my erring child... I will
gladly suffer with you and for you, but it will do you no good unless you
give up your own understanding of how to live.
This last weekend we were visited by a zealous priest from the East
Coast. What a deep fellow-feeling between us, based on commitment and
zeal and deep suffering — to all of which you will remain a stranger as long
as you trust yourself.
May God save you from perdition.
I am praying for the unenlightened ———. Do not deceive him
further.21
The widespread confusion on this whole issue seems to come from a failure
to understand the real Orthodox teaching on sexuality — it is not “holy,”
but neither is it evil. The Lives of Saints alone, without any Patristic
treatises, should teach us the Orthodox position: that sexual union, while
blessed by the Church and fulfilling a commandment of the Creator, is still
a part of man’s animal nature and is, in fallen humanity, inevitably bound
up with sin. This should not shock us if we stop to think that such a
necessary thing as eating is also almost invariably bound up with sin —
who of us is perfectly continent in food and drink, the thorough master of
his belly? Sin is not a category of specific acts such that, if we refrain from
them, we become “sinless” — but rather a kind of web which ensnares us
and from which we can never really get free in this life. The more deeply
one lives Orthodoxy, the more sinful he feels himself to be — because he
sees more clearly this web with which his life is intertwined; the person,
thus, who commits fewer sins feels himself to be more sinful than one who
commits more!
The Fathers state specifically, by the way, that Adam and Eve did not
have sexual union (nor, of course, eat meat) in Paradise. I believe Thomas
Aquinas says that they did — which would accord with the Roman Catholic
doctrine of human nature.
All of this should one day be written out and printed, with abundant
illustrations from the Holy Fathers and Lives of Saints — together with the
whole question of sexuality — abortion, natural and unnatural sins,
pornography, homosexuality, etc. With Scriptural and Patristic sources, this
could be done carefully and without offensiveness, but clearly....
Enough on this subject; you are correct, by the way, that it is better for
such things to be printed by laymen than monks!22
AGAIN drawing from the Holy Fathers, Fr. Seraphim counseled his
spiritual children not to trust in or get carried away by their imagination,
especially in prayer. Fr. Alexey Young recalls how, when he was still a Roman
Catholic preparing to become Orthodox, he was given an important lesson by Fr.
Seraphim: “I asked Fr. Seraphim about meditation, which my wife and I, still
under the influence of our Roman Catholic background, had made part of our
regular routine of morning prayer. We did not yet realize that the Orthodox
understanding of meditation is quite different from the Western Christian view.
In conversation, Fr. Seraphim explained that the use of imagination in Western
spiritual systems of meditation — viz., while saying the Rosary, reciting the
Stations of the Cross, or doing the Spiritual Exercises of Ignatius of Loyola, etc.
—was not compatible with Orthodox spirituality and was forbidden because
imagination came into use only after the fall of Adam and Eve; it is one of the
lowest functions of the soul and the favorite playground of the devil, who can
and does use human imagination in order to deceive and mislead even well-
meaning people.”23
In a similar way, Fr. Seraphim warned against placing absolute trust in
emotions. Fr. Alexey Young remembers when Fathers Seraphim and Herman
visited the chapel in Etna for the first time: “The fathers, seeing how moved we
were [by the service], cautioned us not to let our emotions get too caught up by
the beauty of the service, explaining to us that emotions, like imagination, are a
function of fallen human nature and must therefore be treated with great
caution.”24
IN 1979, Fr. Seraphim received a letter from a Russian priest who was
bewildered and shattered because his spiritual father, the Abbot of a Greek Old
Calendarist monastery, had just cut him off in a way that seemed unwarranted
and cruel. The Abbot had hired a lawyer to work on a libel case against another
Greek Old Calendarist monastery, which he felt was spreading slander about
him. When the priest showed his unwillingness to participate in this battle, the
Abbot and his monastery completely disowned him, returning every gift he had
ever given to them. Fr. Seraphim’s counsel to the priest is valuable for its
insights into the unhealthy psychology that underlies much of what presents
itself as “traditionalism,” and also for its thoughts on how the spiritual father/son
relationship should be approached in the modern context. Writing to the priest
about his former spiritual father, Fr. ———, Fr. Seraphim began:
I received and read your letter with some sadness. (Fr. Herman is presently
on a month-long pilgrimage to Mount Athos and won’t be back for a week
or so.)...
We do not know Fr. ——— well. We began correspondence with him
ten or eleven years ago through a friend of ours who met him in southern
California... I read his letters with great sympathy, seeing him as someone
broken and humbled by his own over-critical approach in earlier years, as
well as by the factions and jealousies of the Greek Old Calendarist
movement. Fr. Herman, however (who is sharper psychologically) noted
that his letters were too humble and too complicated, and that he probably
wasn’t too different from the other Greek factions we already knew about.
Well, all this is the basis of whatever knowledge we have of Fr.
———, and it isn’t enough to explain what happened between you. (I
imagine that Fr. Herman will not find it too surprising, however.)
Apparently, he has some deep personal insecurity about something, and the
church situation sets it off. His getting so angry at obviously untrue
accusations must be a psychological mechanism for defending himself
against the deeper attack he feels against his “weak point,” whatever it is. I
myself have a feeling that it is all somehow bound up with the great
problem of our present-day Orthodoxy (where it tries to be serious and
faithful to tradition): too much calculation and not enough heart. We’ve
seen this in Fr. ———, in Dr. ———(especially when he formed his own
schism over the iconographic depiction of God the Father), in the priests
who follow the “Boston line,” in numerous converts; well, why look further
— I see it in myself, it’s part of the air we breathe in our “enlightened,”
mind-oriented times. Russian priests seem to be freest of it, and I think
there’s hope for us converts too, if we suffer enough.
I don’t think you need to doubt the genuineness of the good you
received from Fr. ———; it’s just that now you see his weak side also. God
knows if your relationship with him will ever be anything like what it was.
Perhaps, indeed, you were “used,” when his calculation overcame his good
heart; but perhaps this calculation itself is only the slave of his deeper
emotions.
Well, we are all flawed. Perhaps that is the great spiritual fact of our
times — that all the teachers are flawed, there are no great elders left, but
only “part-time” spiritual teachers who spend part of their time undoing
their good works. We should be thankful for the good teaching we can get,
but sober and cautious.
The lesson to you is probably: sobriety. Yes, you should trust your
heart (I’m sure Fr. Herman will agree with me)—what thing better do we
have? Certainly not our calculating mind. I don’t think you will be harmed
by the trust you gave Fr. ———; the good he did will stay with you, if you
stay humble and sober. (If you did give him excessive trust, in the guru-
sense, then you are suffering the punishment for it now; but that should
pass.) But your own conscience and heart have to speak; totally blind
obedience simply isn’t possible, especially in our times. In your future
relationship with him (if he will allow it), you will just have to keep trusting
your heart, I think. Bishop Ignatius Brianchaninov’s constant advice to the
Christians of the last times is: there are no elders left, check all teaching
against the Gospel (of course, not in the sense of “calculating” to see where
the teacher is wrong — but naturally, with the heart and conscience)...
We ourselves try to keep peace with everyone, but don’t conceal our
opinions when we see someone trying to force narrow personal opinions on
the Church... After all, parties come and go, but it is God Who governs His
Church. In the meantime, we rejoice whenever we see anyone trying to be
fervent in Orthodoxy and minding his own business; that’s why Fr.
———’s “political fit” is so sad...
I’m sorry I don’t have any real advice for you in your grief, unless it’s
just one word: yes, trust your heart and conscience, and don’t do anything
to violate them. If Fr. ——— will let you back in his favor without
demanding politics of you, well and good; you will already be wiser and
more sober. Probably you will have to wait a while before trying to contact
him again, if you then feel you should. If he doesn’t change his mind, then
apparently you will have to leave him with his own problems, which
evidently are great. May God have mercy on us all! Pray for him. A
monastic community, because of its close-knit character, can sometimes be
a tense place, and the devil attacks it more powerfully than other places.
Meanwhile, don’t give up spiritual life just because you have no
immediate guide! The Fathers still speak to us through their writings (have
you read Unseen Warfare recently?), and life itself is a teacher if we try to
live humbly and soberly, and once in a while you may get a good word of
advice from somewhere. Treasure everything good (it’s good to keep a
diary of it), and don’t grieve at what you don’t have!25
As you prepare for Baptism, I would give you several words of advice:
1. Don’t allow yourself to get stuck on the outward aspect of
Orthodoxy — whether the splendid Church services (the “high church” to
which you were drawn as a child), the outward discipline (fasts,
prostrations, etc.), being “correct” according to the canons, etc. All these
things are good and helpful, but if one overemphasizes them one will enter
into troubles and trials. You are coming to Orthodoxy to receive Christ, and
this you should never forget.
2. Don’t have a hypercritical attitude. By this I don’t mean to give up
your intellect and discernment, but rather to place them in obedience to a
believing heart (“heart” meaning not mere “feeling,” but something much
deeper — the organ that knows God). Some converts, alas, think they are
very “smart,” and they use Orthodoxy as a means for feeling superior to the
non-Orthodox and sometimes even to Orthodox of other jurisdictions.
Orthodox theology, of course, is much deeper and makes much better sense
than the erroneous theologies of the modern West — but our basic attitude
towards it must be one of humility and not pride. Converts who pride
themselves on “knowing better” than Catholics and Protestants often end by
“knowing better” than their own parish priest, bishop, and finally the
Fathers and the whole Church!
3. Remember that your survival as an Orthodox Christian will depend
very much on your contact with the living tradition of Orthodoxy. This is
something you won’t get in books and it can’t be defined for you. If your
attitude is humble and without hypercriticism, if you place Christ first in
your heart, and try to lead a normal life according to Orthodox discipline
and practice — you will obtain this contact. Alas, most Orthodox
jurisdictions today... are losing this contact out of simple worldliness. But
there is also a temptation on the “right side” which proceeds from the same
hypercriticism I just mentioned. The traditionalist (Old Calendar) Church in
Greece today is in chaos because of this, one jurisdiction fighting and
anathematizing another over “canonical correctness” and losing sight of the
whole tradition over hyper-fine points...
You yourself have had enough experience in life to avoid these
temptations, which are actually those of the young and inexperienced; but it
is good to keep them in mind.26
A few years before he died, Fr. Seraphim received a letter from an African-
American woman who, as a catechumen learning about Orthodoxy, was
struggling to understand the uncharitable attitude that some Orthodox Christians
showed to those outside the Church, an attitude which reminded her of how her
own people had been treated. “I am deeply troubled,” this woman wrote, “as to
how Orthodoxy views what the world would call Western Christians, i.e.,
Protestants and Roman Catholics. I have read many articles by many Orthodox
writers, and a few use words like ‘Papists,’ etc., which I find deeply disturbing
and quite offensive. I find them offensive because as a person of a race which
has been subjected to much name-calling I despise and do not wish to adopt the
habit of name-calling myself. Even ‘heretic’ disturbs me....
“Where do I stand with my friends and relatives? They do not know about
Orthodoxy or they do not understand it. Yet they believe in and worship
Christ.... Am I to treat my friends and relatives as if they have no God, no
Christ?... Or can I call them Christians, but just ones who do not know the true
Church?
“When I ask this question, I cannot help but think of St. Innocent of Alaska
as he visited the Franciscan monasteries in California. He remained thoroughly
Orthodox yet he treated the priests he met there with kindness and charity and
not name-calling. This, I hope, is what Orthodoxy says about how one should
treat other Christians.”
This woman’s quandary was actually fairly common to people coming into
the Orthodox Faith. Now nearing the end of his short life and having thrown off
his youthful bitterness, Fr. Seraphim answered as follows:
I was happy to receive your letter — happy not because you are confused
about the question that troubles you, but because your attitude reveals that
in the truth of Orthodoxy to which you are drawn you wish to find room
also for a loving, compassionate attitude to those outside the Orthodox
Faith.
I firmly believe that this is indeed what Orthodoxy teaches...
I will set forth briefly what I believe to be the Orthodox attitude
towards non-Orthodox Christians.
1. Orthodoxy is the Church founded by Christ for the salvation of
mankind, and therefore we should guard with our life the purity of its
teaching and our own faithfulness to it. In the Orthodox Church alone is
grace given through the sacraments (most other churches don’t even claim
to have sacraments in any serious sense). The Orthodox Church alone is the
Body of Christ, and if salvation is difficult enough within the Orthodox
Church, how much more difficult must it be outside the Church!
2. However, it is not for us to define the state of those who are outside
the Orthodox Church. If God wishes to grant salvation to some who are
Christians in the best way they know, but without ever knowing the
Orthodox Church — that is up to Him, not us. But when He does this, it is
outside the normal way that He established for salvation — which is in the
Church, as a part of the Body of Christ. I myself can accept the experience
of Protestants being ‘born-again’ in Christ; I have met people who have
changed their lives entirely through meeting Christ, and I cannot deny their
experience just because they are not Orthodox . I call these people
“subjective” or “beginning” Christians. But until they are united to the
Orthodox Church they cannot have the fullness of Christianity, they cannot
be objectively Christian as belonging to the Body of Christ and receiving
the grace of the sacraments. I think this is why there are so many sects
among them — they begin the Christian life with a genuine conversion to
Christ, but they cannot continue the Christian life in the right way until they
are united to the Orthodox Church, and they therefore substitute their own
opinions and subjective experiences for the Church’s teaching and
sacraments.
About those Christians who are outside the Orthodox Church,
therefore, I would say: they do not yet have the full truth — perhaps it just
hasn’t been revealed to them yet, or perhaps it is our fault for not living and
teaching the Orthodox Faith in a way they can understand. With such
people we cannot be one in the Faith, but there is no reason why we should
regard them as totally estranged or as equal to pagans (although we should
not be hostile to pagans either — they also haven’t yet seen the truth!). It is
true that many of the non-Orthodox hymns contain a teaching or at least an
emphasis that is wrong — especially the idea that when one is “saved” one
does not need to do anything more because Christ has done it all. This idea
prevents people from seeing the truth of Orthodoxy which emphasizes the
idea of struggling for one’s salvation even after Christ has given it to us, as
St. Paul says: Work out your own salvation with fear and trembling [Phil.
2:12]. But almost all of the religious Christmas carols are all right, and they
are sung by Orthodox Christians in America (some of them in even the
strictest monasteries!).
The word “heretic” (as we say in our article on Fr. Dimitry Dudko)[c]
is indeed used too frequently nowadays. It has a definite meaning and
function, to distinguish new teachings from the Orthodox teaching; but few
of the non-Orthodox Christians today are consciously “heretics,” and it
really does no good to call them that.
In the end, I think, Fr. Dimitry Dudko’s attitude is the correct one: We
should view the non-Orthodox as people to whom Orthodoxy has not yet
been revealed, as people who are potentially Orthodox (if only we ourselves
would give them a better example!). There is no reason why we cannot call
them Christians and be on good terms with them, recognize that we have at
least our faith in Christ in common, and live in peace especially with our
own families. St. Innocent’s attitude to the Roman Catholics in California is
a good example for us. A harsh, polemical attitude is called for only when
the non-Orthodox are trying to take away our flocks or change our
teaching...
As for prejudices — these belong to people, not the Church.
Orthodoxy does not require you to accept any prejudices or opinions about
other races, nations, etc.27
TO those people who wrote to the St. Herman Monastery hoping to find
God-bearing Elders who could guide them by the enlightenment of the Holy
Spirit, Fr. Seraphim had to inform them that “this kind of guidance is not given
to our times — and frankly, we in our weakness and corruption and sins do not
deserve it.
“To our times is given a more humble kind of spiritual life, which Bishop
Ignatius Brianchaninov in his excellent book The Arena calls ‘life by counsel’—
that is, life according to the commandments of God as learned in the Holy
Scripture and Holy Fathers and helped by those who are elder and more
experienced. A ‘starets’ can give commands; but a ‘counselor’ gives advice,
which you must test in experience.”28
Although, as some of the previous letters indicate, Fr. Seraphim could take
a stern tone when he felt someone was in serious spiritual danger, he
scrupulously avoided overstepping the bounds of his spiritual authority. One of
his spiritual daughters, Agafia Prince, recalls that “he didn’t want to have control
over people” and that under his guidance she “felt a wonderful freedom.”29 Fr.
Vladimir Anderson likewise recalls: “Fr. Seraphim was extremely humble,
brilliant though he was... He didn’t come out with guru-type advice. Those who
asked him for advice were led more to find the solution to their problems
themselves through his gentle guidance rather than to follow declarations or
commands.”30
Fr. Alexey Young corroborates these observations: “One of the most
striking aspects of Fr. Seraphim’s guidance was, first of all, his utter disinterest
in controlling me or anyone else. Unlike some others, he did not play guru or
give orders (he had spiritual children, not disciples). I asked for his opinion and
he gave it — frankly — but always he left the final decision up to me. This
meant that I was bound to make mistakes, but he knew that I would learn from
the consequences of those mistakes. Also, whenever he felt the need to criticize
something, he always balanced it with something positive, so that one did not
feel somehow destroyed or discouraged about one’s work. This is an indication
of spiritual health as opposed to the cult-like behavior of those who always think
they know better.”31
Fr. Seraphim with Fr. Alexey Young at the St. Herman Monastery, early 1982.
Elsewhere Fr. Alexey writes that “Fr. Seraphim... warned against what he
called ‘guru-ism,’ which is the temptation to treat certain people in authority as
gurus or startsi (elders). This danger frightened him very much, for he saw a
basic flaw in the American character: a flaw which leads some individuals —
whether parish priests or monastics — to claim a spiritual authority that is not
truly and authentically theirs because they themselves have not been purified and
transformed by repentance, and which leads others to seek out false elders,
giving their free will and control over even the most basic details of their lives to
them. Fr. Seraphim repeatedly pointed out that real elders are extremely rare,
that we do not deserve such spiritual guides and would not know how to treat
them even if we did have them in our midst.”32
A FTER Fr. Seraphim’s death, one admirer has aptly described his spiritual
development as follows:
“Fr. Seraphim started out as a great thinker, beyond most of the people of
his time; but he became a man of the heart, whose compassion for the people
was profound. This never would have happened without his conversion to faith
in Jesus Christ in the Orthodox Church.”
As a young, introverted, unhappy philosopher, Fr. Seraphim had begun by
trying to know, to understand in the highest sense. Seeking this honestly, single-
mindedly, even desperately, he attracted God’s grace; and thus, while growing in
knowledge, he also grew in love toward God and man. We find in The Way of a
Pilgrim a good explanation of this process:
“By meditation, by the study of God’s word, and by noting your
experience, you must arouse in your soul a thirst and a longing — or, as some
call it, ‘wonder’—which brings you an insatiable desire to know things more
closely and more fully, to go deeper into their nature.
“One spiritual writer speaks of it in this way: ‘Love,’ he says, ‘usually
grows with knowledge, and the greater the depth and extent of the knowledge
the more love there will be, the more easily the heart will soften and lay itself
open to the love of God, as it diligently gazes upon the very fullness and beauty
of the Divine nature and His unbounded love for men.’”2
A glimpse of how Fr. Seraphim’s heart was thus “softened and laid open
to the love of God” has been provided by his spiritual daughter Solomonia. Right
after his repose she wrote:
“One of the most dear memories I have of Fr. Seraphim is during the
Forgiveness Sunday Vespers Service at the beginning of Great Lent. I think it is
most dear because it was a glimpse of him as he stood with his own soul before
God. Who can say how each heart breaks in its affliction, in its yearning for
God? We don’t see each other at those times; only God knows. But during the
Vespers Service of Forgiveness Sunday our hearts say in unison the verse of the
Prokimenon:[a] ‘Turn not Thy Countenance away from Thy servant, for I am
afflicted; quickly hearken unto me. Attend unto my soul and deliver it’ (Psalm
68:17–18). I wish somehow it were possible that I just not write the verse, but
that in reading it the reader could hear how it is sung as such a deeply heart-
rending plea to God. I can see now as if it were only yesterday: Fr. Seraphim
standing in the back of the altar, and — since the special tone was unfamiliar to
everyone — it was only his voice that was heard, filled with such a meekness
and humble contrition. His voice wasn’t filled with what one would call
emotion, but something far deeper — a certain tender feeling — which struck
me with wonder. He then very unobtrusively raised his hand to his cheek, and I
thought to myself, ‘He’s praying to God for his own soul, and was that a tear that
he wiped from his face?’
“I, along with many people, relied on Fr. Seraphim in so many different
ways, from small daily circumstances to more important spiritual difficulties,
and his kind help was always so much without thought of himself, that I had
never stopped to think of the depth of his own soul’s longing for God. As the
years went by, each time he served at Vespers on Forgiveness Sunday, I would
wait to hear the precious sound of his voice praying this prayer, and each time I
would see him lift his hand almost unnoticeably to wipe the tear from his face.”3
ANOTHER glimpse of this “man of the heart” comes from Fr. Alexey
Young:
“I would like to reveal... a little of what Fr. Seraphim, the priest, the pastor,
was.
“The essence of this priest-monk could be found in his sermons, which
were always brief, to the point, intended to touch our hearts and ‘humble us
down’ (as he liked to say), and show us what Christ expects of us. I remember
the first time he came to our Etna Mission to serve Divine Liturgy. For some
reason now forgotten, the Liturgy was in the middle of the night. As he turned
from the Holy Table to read the Gospel, a candle in one hand illuminating both
the Sacred Scriptures and his pale face, I thought to myself: This is what it was
like in the catacombs, and this is what it is like in the persecuted underground
Church of Russia today! In these sermons we saw a heart as warm and loving as
could be found anywhere in this cold world, and a mind uncluttered and
penetrating, produced not by this dismal world, but by grace. ‘Only struggle a
little more,’ he would urge us. ‘Carry your crosses without complaining; don’t
think you’re anything special; don’t justify your sins and weaknesses, but see
yourself as you really are; and, especially, love one another.’ The words of
Christ. Indeed, Fr. Seraphim showed forth Christ to us in both word and
example.”4
Fr. Seraphim’s godson Br. Laurence writes that Fr. Seraphim “gave some of
the most inspiring sermons ever uttered in the English language. His constant
counsel was: ‘Censure yourself. Never excuse yourself. If you must, or think you
must, give way to a weakness, then be certain that you recognize it as a
weakness, and a sin. But see your own faults and condemn not your brother!’”5
The effectiveness of Fr. Seraphim’s short, simple sermons derived not from
eloquence, but solely from the fact that they came out of the treasure of his heart
— a treasure he had been granted after a long, continued struggle to draw closer
to Jesus Christ. Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh (Matt.
12:34). In the words of St. Macarius the Great, which Fr. Seraphim entered into
his spiritual journal:
“When those who are rich in the Holy Spirit, really having the heavenly
wealth and the fellowship of the Spirit in themselves, speak to any the word of
truth... it is out of their own wealth and out of their own treasure, which they
possess within themselves when they speak, and out of this that they gladden the
souls of the hearers of the spiritual discourse... But one who is poor, and does
not possess the wealth of Christ in his soul... even if he wishes to speak a word
of truth and to gladden some of his hearers, yet not possessing within himself the
word of God in power and reality but only repeating from memory and
borrowing words from various parts of the book of Scripture, or what he has
heard from spiritual men, and relating and teaching this — see, he seems to
gladden others... but after he has gone through it, each word goes back to the
source from which it was taken, and he himself remains once more naked and
poor... For this reason we should seek first from God with pain of heart and in
faith, that He would grant us to find this wealth, the true treasure of Christ in our
hearts, in the power and effectual working of the Spirit. In this way, first finding
in ourselves the Lord to be our profit and salvation and eternal life, we may then
profit others also, according to our strength and opportunity, drawing upon
Christ, the treasure within.”6
Fathers Seraphim and Herman at the St. Herman Monastery, winter, 1978.
In connection with this last statement, we will quote a profitable tale told by
a pilgrim who first came to the monastery a year before Fr. Seraphim reposed:
“I’ll never forget one time when I went to confession to Fr. Seraphim. I was
a new convert to Orthodoxy then and very full of myself. I thought I was making
tremendous progress in my spiritual life. When Fr. Seraphim asked me what I
had to confess, I mentioned a few sins that I thought were ‘minor,’ and then I
tried to justify myself even in these, bringing out some of my ‘virtues’ to
counterbalance the sins. My unspoken attitude was: Sure, I’m a sinner, but so is
everyone else, and I’m not such a bad guy — in fact better than most people.
“After I had finished my ‘confession,’ Fr. Seraphim asked, ‘Is that all?’
‘Yes,’ I replied. ‘Oh, my brother,’ he sighed. At this I thought, Hey, I must be
pretty good — he calls me his brother! But then he continued: ‘You have a long
way to go.’
“These few words struck me to the core, more than any homily or stern
rebuke could have done. In the years that were to follow, through all my falls, I
had to bear painful witness to how true those words were. And now, whenever I
start to think much of myself, when I want to sit back and ‘enjoy spiritual life,’
I’m always reminded involuntarily of what he told me: ‘Oh, my brother — you
have a long way to go.’ It was both an unforgettable lesson in humility and an
encouragement to keep struggling.”
Several of Fr. Seraphim’s spiritual children attest that they benefitted
spiritually from just being in his presence, being blessed by his silences as well
as by his words. “Fr. Seraphim had a deep center of calm within him,” Fr.
Vladimir Anderson says, “as if he was always close with God... He was the most
supremely real person I’ve ever known.”10 Fr. Alexey Young likewise
remembers: “Fr. Seraphim was very, very quiet, not given to sudden movements
or loud talk; there was a kind of ‘pool of stillness’ around him, and when you
entered into that ‘pool,’ the stillness came into your own heart and you partook
of this grace. Things that had seemed terribly important no longer seemed so.”11
FATHER Alexey recalls three simple principles of life that he learned from
Fr. Seraphim. “I learned them,” he says, “not so much from Fr. Seraphim’s
books as from what he told me in different conversations over the years.
“The first of these principles is: ‘We are pilgrims on this earth and there is
nothing permanent for us here.’ We must constantly remind ourselves of that.
We are just sojourners. This life is but the beginning of a continuum that will
never end. We tend to treat it as though it’s permanent and awfully important in
terms of careers and education and getting ahead and all those things. But all of
that will die with us when the body dies; none of it will go with us into the next
world.
“Fr. Seraphim wanted to teach us principles that would stand us in good
stead throughout life and sustain us in new and different situations,
circumstances, and problems. Therefore, if you went to him with a question
about a particular matter, he might or might not address that specific problem,
but he would give a principle by which one could evaluate the problem oneself
and come to a reasonably sober and reliable conclusion. This is what was behind
his reminding us that we’re pilgrims on this earth. This is a principle, a premise.
Let us consider all the problems that we’ve encountered in the last week or
month, all the things in our private lives that seem very important and get us
riled up, upset, worried, or threatened; and then let us think about how, if we had
reminded ourselves that we’re just pilgrims here and that most of our ‘issues’ are
very unimportant, what a difference that would have made in the quality of our
day, our week, our life.
“A second principle Fr. Seraphim taught me was that our Orthodox Faith is
not an academic ‘thing.’ This might seem odd to say because we have scores of
volumes of the Holy Fathers and the Divine services of the Church, and also of
the Lives of the Saints — there’s so much. Of course, there is an academic level
to all of this — but that’s not the point. Fr. Seraphim wrote to me once: ‘Don’t
let anyone ever take your books away from you. But don’t mistake the reading
of books for the real thing, which is the living of Orthodoxy.’... ‘Orthodoxy,’ he
told me, ‘is not so much a matter of the head. It’s something living, and it’s of
the heart.’
“Once, when we were walking somewhere on the monastery grounds, I
asked him, ‘Fr. Seraphim, what’s your favorite icon of the Mother of God?’
(That’s the kind of question converts like to ask, you know.) He stopped and
said, ‘I don’t have one.’ ‘That’s impossible!’ I said. ‘Everyone has a favorite
icon of the Mother of God. Which one is yours?’ He paused again and looked at
me, actually with astonishment, and he said, ‘Don’t you understand? It’s the
whole thing.’ That was a very profound answer: you can’t just pick out one thing
and say this is the best thing, or this is my favorite. It truly is everything!
“On occasions like this, Fr. Seraphim was able to remind me over and over
again that Orthodoxy is to be lived, not just read, studied, or written about...
“A third principle was probably the most important of all. Fr. Seraphim told
me, ‘If you do not find Christ in this life, you will not find Him in the next.’ For
a Westerner, this is an astonishing statement. What does this mean, practically?
He wasn’t talking about mystical experiences or having visions or something of
that nature. Anyone who knows Fr. Seraphim realizes he would have stayed far
away from that kind of talk.
“What he meant by ‘finding Christ in this life’ is this: that one must first
keep one’s focus on Christ all the time, day in and day out. This is not just to
have a routine of prayer, not just to tip one’s hat to the icons as one goes out the
door. Rather, it’s to bring to mind Christ all day long in every circumstance, in
every opportunity — to raise one’s heart and mind to Him.
“Fr. Seraphim used to say to me, quoting from the New Testament: God is
love; and he that dwells in love dwells in God, and God in him...Perfect love
casts out fear (I John 4:16, 18). You see, I was a fearful person, so he would say
things like that. And then he would explain, ‘Well, we can’t have perfect love
for God or anyone because we’re imperfect. God’s love is perfect. But if we
dwell in love and God is love, then God is dwelling in us. And that is one of the
ways by which we become closer and closer to Christ in this world.’ And this is
how we become less fearful of life and other people, of challenges and
difficulties.
“Other verses he liked to quote were Little children, it is the last time (I
John 2:18), and Fear not, little flock, for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give
you the Kingdom (Luke 12:32). In subsequent years I remembered Fr. Seraphim
repeating such verses to me; and they came back to me in times of fear and
distress. These verses were a particular comfort and consolation to me at the
time of my Matushka’s sudden repose, which occurred several years after Fr.
Seraphim left this world. But, of course, the greatest comfort of all at the time of
her death was that I knew she was now with him.
“In conclusion, I would like to say, with utmost conviction, that Fr.
Seraphim did find Christ in this life. You can’t give what you don’t have, and he
had so much to give. By this we can know that Christ truly dwelled within
him.”12
A S Fr. Seraphim developed into a man of the heart, the thrust of his mission
developed accordingly. When he had begun his missionary work, he had
placed emphasis on upholding true Orthodoxy, on taking a stand against
modernism, renovationism, ecumenism. This may have been fine at a beginning
stage. As he himself said, “The more one finds out about Christian doctrine and
practice, the more one discovers how many ‘mistakes’ one has been making up
to now, and one’s natural desire is to be ‘correct.’”1 But all this is only on the
external level, as Fr. Seraphim came to see more clearly as the years went by. He
never changed his basic, original philosophy; he was no closer to becoming an
ecumenist, modernist, or a New Calendarist at the end of his life than he had
been when he had first started printing The Orthodox Word. It was just that now,
especially after witnessing the bitter fruits of “correctness disease” in the
Church, he saw that there was something much more essential that he should be
preaching in these last times, when “the love of many grows cold.”[a]
Above all, Fr. Seraphim became a preacher of Orthodoxy of the heart.
Besides the resurrection of Holy Russia (of which more will be said later), this
was his main theme during the last part of his life.
“True Christianity,” he stated in a lecture, “does not mean just having the
right opinions about Christianity — this is not enough to save one’s soul. St.
Tikhon (of Zadonsk) says: ‘If someone should say that true faith is the correct
holding and confession of correct dogmas, he would be telling the truth, for a
believer absolutely needs the Orthodox holding and confession of dogmas. But
this knowledge and confession by itself does not make a man a faithful and true
Christian. The keeping and confession of Orthodox dogmas is always to be
found in true faith in Christ, but the true faith of Christ is not always to be found
in the confession of Orthodoxy... The knowledge of correct dogmas is in the
mind, and it is often fruitless, arrogant, and proud.... The true faith in Christ is in
the heart, and it is fruitful, humble, patient, loving, merciful, compassionate,
hungering and thirsting for righteousness; it withdraws from worldly lusts and
clings to God alone, strives and seeks always for what is heavenly and eternal,
struggles against every sin, and constantly seeks and begs help from God for
this.’ And he then quotes Blessed Augustine, who teaches: ‘The faith of a
Christian is with love; faith without love is that of the devil.’2 St. James in his
Epistle tells us that the demons also believe and tremble (James 2:19).
Fr. Seraphim in front of the royal doors of the St. Herman Monastery church, 1977.
OVER and over again, Fr. Seraphim counseled his fellow Orthodox
Christians to have love and compassion for the suffering. “There are the daily
opportunities for expressing Christian love,” he said: “giving alms, visiting the
sick, helping those in need.”
Frequently Fr. Seraphim commented on the danger of making Orthodoxy
into a “style” while at the same time overlooking one’s most basic duties as a
Christian. In one talk he said: “Do we perhaps boast that we keep the fasts and
the Church calendar, have ‘good icons’ and ‘congregational singing,’ that we
give to the poor and perhaps tithe to the Church? Do we delight in exalted
Patristic teachings and theological discussions without having in our hearts the
simplicity of Christ and true compassion for the suffering?—then ours is a
‘spirituality with comfort,’ and we will not have the spiritual fruits that will be
exhibited by those without all these ‘comforts’ who deeply suffer and struggle
for Christ.”14
In 1979, when speaking about Archbishop Andrew (formerly Fr. Adrian) of
New Diveyevo, who had reposed the year before, Fr. Seraphim said: “He hated
the ‘hothouse’ Christianity of those who ‘enjoy’ being Orthodox but don’t live a
life of struggling and deepening their Christianity. We converts can easily fall
for this ‘hothouse’ Orthodoxy, too. We can live close to a church, have English
services, a good priest, go frequently to church and receive the Sacraments, be in
the ‘correct’ jurisdiction — and still be cold, unfeeling, arrogant and proud, as
St. Tikhon of Zadonsk has said.”
In the same talk, Fr. Seraphim spoke on how one can try to be “spiritual”
while neglecting basic Christian love: “Our spiritual life is not something
bookish or that follows formulas. Everything we learn has to become part of our
life and something natural to us. We can be reading about hesychasm and the
Jesus Prayer, for example, and begin to say it ourselves — and still be blind to
our own passions and unresponsive to a person in need right in front of us, not
seeing that this is a test of our Christianity that comes at a more basic level than
saying the Jesus Prayer.”15
“Wherever you are in your spiritual life,” Fr. Seraphim counseled, “you are
to begin right there to take part in the life of the Church, to offer struggles to
God, to love each other, to become aware of the people around you, to see that
you are responsible for them, for being at least kind and cheerful, trying to do
good deeds. You are to be aware of the unhappiness of others, to cheer them up
and help them out. All of these things promote the life of grace in the Church.”16
Fr. Seraphim at the St. Herman Monastery, 1979. Photograph by Gary Todoroff.
“We should make the other’s pain our own! We must love the other, must
hurt for him, so that we can pray for him. We must come out, little by little, from
our own self and begin to love, to hurt for other people as well, for our family
first and then for the large family of Adam, of God.”19
Fr. Seraphim’s love for others, expressed in his outward deeds and in his
inward prayer, was both the means and the evidence of his going deeper into the
Orthodox Christian Faith. As our Lord Jesus Christ has said, By this shall all
men know that ye are My disciples: if ye have love one to another (John 13:35).
Fr. Seraphim had truly been granted the prayer he had brought before the Mother
of God in 1961, when he had asked her to let him enter “the heart of hearts” of
the saving Faith of Christ. At the heart of true Christianity, he had found that on
which hang all the law and the prophets (Matt. 22:40): love for God, and love
for one’s neighbor. It was the first and second commandment of the incarnate
God — of Him Who made of Love a law.
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Simplicity
Be humble, and you will remain whole.
Be bent, and you will remain straight....
Appear plainly, and hold to simplicity.
—Lao Tzu1
I N 1979, during an informal talk after the St. Herman Summer Pilgrimage, Fr.
Seraphim spoke to his brothers and sisters in Christ on the theme of
simplicity. Even before his conversion he had encountered this virtue in the
writings of the pre-Christian Chinese sages, who by observing and
contemplating the created order had understood simplicity and humility to be the
“Way of heaven.” In the God-man Jesus Christ he had found this “Way”
incarnated, and had heard the call: Except ye be converted, and become as little
children, ye shall not enter into the Kingdom of Heaven (Matt. 18:3).
“A pagan philosopher in China named Lao Tzu,” Fr. Seraphim told the
brothers and sisters, “taught that the weakest things conquer the strongest things.
There is an example of this here at our monastery. The oak trees, which are very
hard and unbending, are always falling down, and their limbs are always
breaking off and falling; while the pine trees, which are more supple, fall down
much less often before they are actually dead.
“That is, if you bend, it is a sign of strength. We can see the same thing in
human life. The person who believes in something to such an extent that he’s
going to stand up and ‘cut your head off’ if you don’t agree with him — he
shows his weakness, because he’s so unsure of himself that he has to convert
you to make sure that he himself believes.”
Fr. Seraphim said that in order for us to “bend” like the pine trees, our
hearts must be transformed. “The way,” he said, “is to soften the heart, to make
the heart more supple.”
“In the Protestant world, we have many examples of people with soft
hearts, who, for the love of Christ, are kind to other people. That is basic
Christianity. We should not, in living an Orthodox life, think that we can be cold
and hard and correct and still be Christians. Being correct is the external side of
Christianity. It’s important, but not of first importance. Of primary importance is
the heart. The heart must be soft, the heart must be warm. If we do not have this
warm heart, we have to ask God to give it, and we have to try ourselves to do
those things by which we can acquire it. Most of all, we have to see that we have
not got it — that we are cold. Therefore, we will not trust our reason and the
conclusions of our logical minds, with regard to which we must be somewhat
‘loose.’ If we do this, entering into the sacramental life of the Church and
receiving the grace of God, then God Himself will begin to illumine us...
Left to right: Fr. Seraphim, the future Novice Gregory, Fr. Mark Gomez, Br. David. St. Herman
Monastery, 1981.
“The one thing that can save us is simplicity. It can be ours if in our hearts
we pray to God to make us simple; if we just do not think ourselves so wise; if,
when it comes to a question like, ‘Can we paint an icon of God the Father?’ we
do not come up with a quick answer and say, ‘Oh, of course it’s this way — it
says so in such and such Sobor [Council], number so and so.’ Either we,
knowing that we are right, have to excommunicate everyone, in which case we
will go off the deep end, or else we have to stop and think, ‘Well, I guess I don’t
know too much.’ The more we have this second attitude, the more we will be
protected from spiritual dangers.
“Accept simply the Faith you receive from your fathers. If there is a very
simple Russian priest you happen to be in connection with, give thanks to God
that you have someone like that. You can learn a great deal from him: because
you’re so complex, intellectual, and moody, these simple priests can give
something very good to you...
“As soon as you begin to hear or think to yourself critical statements [about
people in the Church], you have to stop and warn yourself that, even if it’s true
— because often those statements are true to some degree — this critical attitude
is a very negative thing. It will not get you anywhere. In the end it may get you
right outside the whole Church. Therefore, you have to stop at that point and
remember not to judge, not to think you’re so wise that you know better. On the
contrary, try to learn, perhaps without words, from some of those people whom
you might be critical of...
“If we follow the simple path — distrusting our own wisdom, doing the
best we can with our mind, yet realizing that our mind, without warmth of heart,
is a very weak tool — then an Orthodox philosophy of life will begin to be
formed in us.”2
ANOTHER pilgrim, Paul, recalls his futile attempts to enter into intellectual
debates with Fr. Seraphim. As a pastor of a Protestant church, Paul was
convicted in his heart by the spiritual depth of Orthodoxy. In order to prove that
Orthodoxy was not the true way after all, he wanted to win an argument with Fr.
Seraphim. Fr. Seraphim would ask if he had questions, but Paul would try to
start arguments instead. As he later confessed, “I came to Fr. Seraphim not with
questions but with opinions.”
At one point Paul worked out an elaborate polemic against Orthodoxy
based on the fact that pogroms against Jews had occurred in pre-Revolutionary
Russia. When he approached Fr. Seraphim and began setting forth his points
about the pogroms, the latter replied, “I don’t have to defend something that is
obviously not Christian.” As Paul recalled later, “That reply shred all my pre-
planned arguments to pieces!”
On another occasion, when Paul challenged Fr. Seraphim with the question
of whether he, a Protestant, would go to heaven or hell, Fr. Seraphim replied,
“Who am I to say whether you’re going to heaven or hell?”
“Fr. Seraphim would just not enter the Protestant dialectic,” Paul later
observed. “He would just say, ‘The Holy Fathers said...’”
At other times, when Paul would speak to Fr. Seraphim in a contentious
tone, trying to provoke him to debate, Fr. Seraphim would say nothing at all, but
would simply stand up and walk away. “This taught me a profound lesson,” Paul
now says. “From his silentness and his unwillingness to argue, Fr. Seraphim
taught me that faith is something you receive not otherwise than as a little
child.”5
After Fr. Seraphim’s repose, Paul regretted that his competitive approach
robbed him of precious opportunities to receive wisdom from someone he
remembered as a true man of God. He was eventually baptized as an Orthodox
Christian, and today he is an active and dedicated member of the Church.
TAKING example from Bishop Nektary and, through him, from the Optina
Elders, Fr. Seraphim sometimes used humor as a pastoral tool. We have seen
that he did not like too much levity in the monastery, how he disliked to see
brothers standing around giggling. At the same time, he knew that too much
seriousness would not be good for weak Americans, especially young ones. As a
spiritual father, he had to take into consideration how the boys and young men at
the monastery had been raised. These young people needed a little consolation, a
little joke now and then to lighten the atmosphere. Otherwise, they would begin
to take themselves too seriously, thereby becoming the criterion by which
everything else is judged; or else they would sink into a pit of despondency out
of which it would be very difficult to emerge.
Those who knew Fr. Seraphim recall that he had a wonderful sense of
humor, though one which, like everything else about his personality, was
understated. One story has been told by the same young monk whom Fr.
Seraphim had talked to about mushrooms:
Once in the refectory, Fr. Herman was expatiating on the futility of modern
technological civilization. “They build skyscrapers high into the air,” he was
saying. “They compete to see who can build them higher. And they keep on
building, building, building. When will it all end? They can only build so high
— and then what?”
“Why then,” Fr. Seraphim said, “King Kong comes.”
Fr. Alexey Young notes that “Fr. Seraphim had a fondness for practical
jokes which, unless you had been there, would have seemed very out of
character. Nothing low-minded or cruel, mind you, but once in a rare while he
would play a modest little practical joke on someone.”8
One of Fr. Seraphim’s spiritual daughters provides an example: “Sollie
[Solomonia] once told me a story which reflects Fr. Seraphim’s humor. It was at
the monastery after a rain and there were puddles around, and he told Sollie to
come and look at the duck that was in one of the puddles. He told her to be very
quiet so she wouldn’t scare it, so she was. Then he began to chuckle softly, and
she realized that it was a fake duck... a decoy!”
Another woman pilgrim, who had been introduced to the monastery only a
year before Fr. Seraphim’s death, remembers being surprised at seeing Fr.
Seraphim engaged in a snowball fight with the boys at the monastery. At first
she thought that this looked out of place; but then, as she entered more deeply
into Orthodox life, she realized that yes, it did fit here.
Fr. Herman has said: “When I first met Fr. Seraphim, he never would have
lowered his dignity enough to start a snowball fight.” It was only in his later
years, when he had become a pastor and had to care for the needs of American
boys, that he could be seen doing this. Fr. Seraphim also played catch with the
boys.
Writing about converts in another place, Fr. Seraphim once again identified
“pain of heart” as a watershed of true spiritual life. “Pain of heart,” he wrote, “is
what separates crazy converts and careless Orthodox from true strugglers.”3 He
believed that, without the contrition and inward brokenness that is born of pain
of heart, converts remain on the horizontal level, scrutinizing everything in
Orthodoxy according to their self-opinion, and trusting the faulty conclusions of
their logical minds. In the words of St. Barsanuphius the Great, which Fr.
Seraphim translated into English: “Without pain of heart no one receives the gift
of discerning thoughts [the motives of actions and the like].”4
In yet another place, Fr. Seraphim described the spirit of undiscerning
criticism that often enters converts today:
“My priest (or parish) does everything right — other priests (or parishes)
don’t.” “My priest does everything wrong; others are better.” “My
monastery does everything according to the Holy Fathers — other
monasteries don’t.” “My monastery is not according to the Holy Fathers or
canons, but that monastery over there is perfect, everything according to the
Holy Fathers.”
Such attitudes are spiritually extremely dangerous. The person holding
them is invariably in grave spiritual danger himself, and by uttering his
mistaken, self-centered words he spreads the poison of rationalist criticism
to others in the Church.5
Fr. Seraphim had one spiritual son whom he saw falling into this classic
pattern of the “crazy convert” who thinks he knows better than everyone. In a
little mission chapel which he had built in his backyard, this man was making an
issue over congregational singing versus “partitura” singing by a separate choir.
On Pentecost Sunday he had a confrontation in the church with a Russian
woman who wanted to have partitura singing. “As I rather bluntly told her,” he
wrote to Fr. Seraphim, “I didn’t build a chapel in order to perpetuate error in my
own backyard.” In his letter to Fr. Seraphim, he criticized the idea that a person
could stand through a Liturgy while a choir did the singing, and said that this
was “analogous to going to visit someone in his home and spending the time
there with his nose in a magazine.” “I am in no mood to compromise on this
issue,” he declared.
In principle, Fr. Seraphim agreed with his spiritual son that congregational
singing was to be preferred, but what concerned him most was the man’s
attitude. “Beware!” he wrote to him:
Eight months later, as Fr. Seraphim had feared, the man’s son left him. In
his next letter to the man, Fr. Seraphim wrote:
What can I say? Obviously I have failed you as a spiritual father, not
communicating to you even the basic ABC’s of Christian spiritual life. In
this past year you have gone from bad to worse, alienating even more than
before, through your un-Christian behavior... the Orthodox community,
visiting priests, and even your own son — who is surely to a large extent
what you have made him, apparently more unconsciously than consciously.
The blame for all of this rests squarely upon your shoulders. You are not
behaving in a Christian way to any of these people, and you seem totally
unaware of the fact...
If you wish to be an Orthodox Christian you must begin now, from this
very day and hour and minute, to love God and your fellow men. This
means: not to act in an arbitrary or whimsical way with people, not just
saying the first thing that enters your head, not picking fights or quarrels
with people over anything, big or small, being constantly ready to ask
forgiveness of them (and to ask it more than you think is necessary), to
have compassion for them and fervently pray for them... If you had such
compassion for your own son, on a regular basis, he would not have left
you. He loves you, in case you don’t know it...
If you still accept my authority as a spiritual father, I am giving you a
different prayer rule: instead of the Jesus Prayer, say every night 100
prayers by the prayer-rope, with words something like this (or the
equivalent in your own words): Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on my
brother (name)... going by name through all the people close to you, starting
with your immediate family. With each petition make a bow (prostrations
for members of your immediate family). Stop at 100 (repeating names if
necessary), and let your last petition be for everyone. By this I want you to
wake up and start loving your brothers and sisters, both of the household of
faith and those without...
I make a prostration before you and beg your forgiveness for my many
sins and failings towards you. May God forgive and have mercy on us all...
I assure you that, whatever your attitude may be towards me, mine towards
you has not changed in the least.
With love in Christ,
Unworthy Hieromonk Seraphim7
DESPITE the fact that Fr. Seraphim warned against the dangers of “crazy
convertism,” he was never partisan to any silly rivalry between converts and the
cradle-Orthodox. He did not agree with the notion, held by some people in the
Church, that “the converts are the cause of all the problems in the Church; if we
get rid of the converts, the problems will go away.” In a letter to one convert
who was trying to deal with a church problem in a restrained and level-headed
way, he noted how this convert had acted less like a “crazy convert” than
someone who was cradle-Orthodox: “Perhaps we’ve all done a little too much
talking about ‘converts’—the pitfalls into which they fall are really the same
ones that any believer can and does fall into!”8
With this in mind, Fr. Seraphim was against attempts to limit the influence
of converts by requiring English-speaking missions to hold their services in
Slavonic. In 1979, the priest of a mission parish in England wrote to him in
alarm after reading an article by an Archbishop of the Russian Church Abroad
which stated that all-Slavonic services had become “Synod policy.” Assuring the
priest that no such policy had been implemented, Fr. Seraphim noted that the
Archbishop’s views were “extremely unrealistic” and revealing of “very little
experience in the mission field.” “We ourselves,” Fr. Seraphim went on to say,
“have had complete freedom in developing our American mission. Our services
both in the monastery and in our missions are almost entirely in English, and
Vladika Anthony when he visits us makes a point of encouraging us to do
everything in English, and he himself does as much as he can in English. This is
certainly the ‘normal’ attitude of our bishops, and Vladika ———’s remarks are
surely atypical.”9
In rejecting the anti-convert view, Fr. Seraphim was also careful not to go
to the other extreme, that is, to blame all the church problems on the “ethnicity”
of the cradle-Orthodox. He noticed that many Americans who were so strongly
against Old World “ethnicity” were not aware of their own ethnicity, which he
called “the newest ethnic emphasis: Americanism.”10 “There are many,” he
pointed out, “who now will say, ‘Oh, we don’t believe in ethnicism, we’re
American.’ But America is another ethnic jurisdiction. They don’t notice that
because they themselves are Americans.”11 It was wrong, he said, for young
cradle-Orthodox to voice their “easy criticism of their elders and their Orthodox
‘ghettos.’”12 This again was external wisdom. By dismissing something or
someone merely on the outward basis of “ethnicity,” one may miss finding the
very heart of Orthodoxy, the “living tradition” carried on through the
generations. “In the Russian Church,” he said, “we have many ordinary parish
priests who are extremely quiet, who would never think of making schisms and
factions, who would never think of excommunicating you over various issues of
strictness, who are extremely long-suffering and often do not say much; and
therefore some people criticize them, saying things like ‘Oh, they don’t guide
their people enough, they don’t give them enough.’ These criticisms are
superficial: we ourselves must be looking deeper to find something in these
pastors and in the Church, something that is not too obvious outwardly — this
very ‘link’ with the past.[a]
Fr. Seraphim at the monastery with Andrew Bond, an Orthodox convert from England, 1979.
“You will not find many people who will explain it in detail like this. No
matter where you are — in a parish, or wherever it might be — you have to look
behind what is most obvious, and try to receive those things which cannot
necessarily be communicated by words. Look for the characteristics that come
from a warm, loving heart: long-suffering, patience, fervor — but not fervor of
such a kind that it begins to be critical of others.”13
Once while working on his “Manual for Orthodox Converts,” Fr. Seraphim
made a statement to Fr. Herman which, in the latter’s opinion, expressed a
perfectly balanced view of the converts vs. cradle-Orthodox issue. “Those who
are raised Orthodox from childhood,” he said, “have patience, but lack zeal. The
converts have zeal, but lack patience. The ideal is to have zeal tempered by
patience. We must be governed by the Church Fathers, who are the mind of the
Church.”14
Fr. Seraphim likewise refused to be partisan to another futile controversy in
the Church: the relative superiority of the Greek and Russian traditions. To a
convert who was troubled by this issue, he wrote:
One can find that in some respects the “Russians” are closer to more
ancient and traditional practice... and in some respects the “Greeks” are
closer... You notice that I put “Greek” and “Russian” in quotation marks —
because we are one in Christ, and we should by no means let differences of
nationality or custom cause rivalries among us. We have much to learn
from each other, but both of us must learn first of all from Christ our
Saviour and the pure tradition of His Church! Both “Greeks” and
“Russians” have faults and have introduced some minor “innovations” into
church practice; but if we love each other in Christ, these faults are
tolerable, and it is far preferable to tolerate them than to go about
“reforming” other people and being overly critical. Each parish and
monastery is free to preserve the Orthodox tradition as fully as it wishes
and can, preserving all humility and love.15
FATHER Alexey Young confirms that Fr. Seraphim, far from giving credence to
convert vs. cradle-Orthodox rivalries, was actually a “bridge-builder” between
“ethnic” Church leaders and a whole generation of American converts. “To
understand this,” Fr. Alexey writes, “one must know something about
Orthodoxy in America — and particularly in the Russian Church Abroad —
back in the 1960s.
“At the time my family and I were approaching Orthodoxy, there were no
services in English anywhere (even in many so-called ‘modern’ jurisdictions)
and, by comparison with what is available today, there were also relatively few
books about the Faith in English. Most clergy spoke little or no English, which
made confession and even basic spiritual direction very difficult. Although we
were certainly sincerely and warmly welcomed into the Faith (at the Cathedral of
the Mother of God, ‘Joy of All Who Sorrow’ in San Francisco), much of
Orthodoxy was actually still closed to us because of these language barriers.
Fr. Seraphim with Reader Vladimir Anderson inside the monastery gates.
Archbishop Anthony, Bishop Nektary, and Fr. Seraphim with the Anderson family on the day
Vladmir was ordained to the diaconate at the monastery, Feast of St. Herman, July 27/August 9,
1980.
Why do they want you to stay in Jordanville for two weeks? If it’s
absolutely necessary or useful, then of course you should. But if it’s just so
they can “test” you and see if you’re “worthy” to be having an independent
existence outside of Jordanville, or to prepare you for bishop — then run
from it as fast as possible. Vladika Nektary on his last visit mentioned again
his desire to retire with us here, but said that now he would not, because
now we will be taken away for bishops in two or three years, and then no
one knows who will be “appointed to Platina,” and he wouldn’t like it. I
suggested to him that we would take the path of St. Sergius of Radonezh[a]
instead of [Bishop Gregory] Grabbe (who says that according to
Metropolitan Anthony [Khrapovitsky] one can not refuse to be a bishop),
and he was consoled a little.
I deeply, deeply feel that we have God’s work to do here, and if we
allow ourselves to be taken from it we will betray our calling, and probably
be flops besides. Vladika Laurus apparently looks on us with the eyes of the
organization, not giving much importance or value to what we do, and only
looking for the right hole to plug us into for the “good of the whole.” Your
two weeks in Jordanville (if it is not really very necessary or useful) would
hurt not so much me as our common work — making it seem less urgent to
the church world, and making you very “visible.”
Forgive me if I’m not looking at this right. You will know best what to
do when you return.4
It so happened that during the same year Fr. Seraphim was also to make a
pilgrimage to Holy Trinity Monastery, staying there for five days. This was to be
the farthest trip of his life. With his monastic proclivity to work out his salvation
in one place, it is doubtful that he would have made this trip at all had he not
been invited to give lectures at the Holy Trinity Monastery’s annual St. Herman
Pilgrimage on December 12/25. The priest who wrote him asked him to give two
lectures: one called “Orthodoxy in the USA,” and another called “Mixed
Marriages: How They Affect the Church.” Fr. Seraphim agreed to give the
former, but understandably declined the latter.
Not thinking much of himself, Fr. Seraphim was a bit unconfident about
following in the footsteps of his monastic co-laborer, who had inaugurated the
Pilgrimages at Jordanville six years earlier. To a friend he wrote: “Please pray
that I will be able to say a fruitful word there. Fr. Herman spoke at the
Pilgrimage there in 1973 and gave a flaming word, but people weren’t as
prepared for it then as they are beginning to be now. Only I’m a dull speaker
compared to Fr. Herman, so please pray that I will be able to get some ‘punch’
over.”5
Meanwhile, in Jordanville there was considerable anticipation about Fr.
Seraphim’s pending visit. Thomas Anderson, the boy who had lived with the
Platina fathers in the early 1970s, was an eighteen-year-old seminarian at
Jordanville when Fr. Seraphim went there. “The seminarians were in awe of
Platina,” he recalls. “They said they would like to go there, but thought it would
be too hard for them. They looked at it as a kind of ‘Little House on the Prairie’:
people in the California wilderness, struggling on a mountain, printing books in
the English language. They had a lot of respect for Fr. Seraphim, and were
excited that he would be coming to talk to them.”
By the time of Fr. Seraphim’s pilgrimage to Jordanville, the great Orthodox
thinkers and writers there — Archbishop Averky, Archimandrite Constantine, I.
M. Andreyev — had already reposed. The righteous Archbishop Andrew (Fr.
Adrian) of New Diveyevo Convent in New York had reposed during the
previous year.[b]
Fr. Seraphim chose to travel across the United States by train rather than by
airplane. As Fr. Alexey was later to explain, this was “because Fr. Seraphim felt
the train, being slower, was a more civilized mode of transportation... With visits
to other parishes on the way, [the trip] would provide an important opportunity
to see firsthand what the life of our parishes was, outside the small world of the
San Francisco archdiocese.”6
Before Fr. Seraphim left, Fr. Herman gave him the obedience of keeping a
journal of his trip. This journal, the most detailed record we have of a segment of
Fr. Seraphim’s life, provides a very insightful picture of who he was and what
motivated him at this time, less than three years before his death. Here we
present extracts from it:
Who are we? Does it really make any difference that we are Orthodox
Christians rather than Protestants or Roman Catholics, Muslims or
Buddhists, or unbelievers?
This question arises because of some tragic cases in which Orthodox
young people leave the Orthodox Church. There was a Greek Orthodox
girl, daughter of an Orthodox priest in northern California, who evidently
didn’t bother to find out what her Church teaches, and joined the
community of an evangelist of the so-called “Church of Christ.” He had
ideas of communes and appealed to her idealism. She followed him to
South America to find a new way of life in a town named after the
evangelist — Jonestown. Probably you all know what happened there just
one year ago. What is to stop our Orthodox young people from doing things
like this?
Another example: a young Russian boy who grew up in New Jersey.
He attended church frequently but didn’t really know why he was Orthodox
and not something else, or what Orthodoxy is. Having no firm identity and
faith to guide him, he easily fell in with what people around him were
doing. By the age of eighteen he had already married and divorced and was
into drugs. I met him then — a basically normal Russian boy, but not quite
certain what he was. The next year he was in jail for selling drugs. Within
three or four years drugs had become a habit, leading to paralysis. A few
months ago he died, bitter and cursing God. Why?—because he didn’t
know who he was, or what Orthodoxy is.
Another example: in San Francisco, a few blocks from one of our
Russian Orthodox churches on California Street, is a house painted black;
inside is a temple of Satan. Recently some sociology professors and
students at the University of California at Berkeley made a study of the
regular members of this “temple.” They found that one of the largest groups
of people who belonged were sons and daughters of Russian Orthodox
parents; and their theory is that Russian Orthodox children, if they are not
fully aware of their own Faith, are easier than others to convert to satanism,
because their religion is so demanding, and if they don’t fulfill its demands
their souls feel an emptiness.
Many people don’t realize it, but religion is the most powerful thing in
human life. The world is now undergoing what one might call a “religious
revival” — but most of it is false religion. Young people, including Russian
and other Orthodox young people, are bowing down and worshipping idols
in Hindu temples, living “gods” like Maharaj-ji; are meditating in Zen and
other pagan temples throughout America; and are committing themselves to
fanatical “religious” leaders like Jim Jones — why?
I’d like to say a word about my own experience. I was a religious
seeker like many young people today — Zen, etc. Then I went to a Russian
church for the first time — I felt something then but didn’t know until later
that this was grace. I met a holy bishop (Archbishop John) and read much
about Orthodoxy, its teachings and saints. Finally I became a monk, and
went with a young Russian fellow-seeker (and finder) to a wilderness area
in northern California to try to imitate in a small way what we had read of
desert-loving monks in Russia, and also to continue printing The Orthodox
Word which Archbishop John had blessed. As far away as we are from
towns and Orthodox people, this past year and a half we have baptized ten
people in our monastery (in a week during the summer). And there are four
new catechumens. Examples: the guitar-player George, converted by his
guitar teacher, a Russian boy, through his icons. Girls from a Protestant
community in northern California. A college student converted by reading
church history (the Ecumenical Councils, etc.). One new catechumen’s wife
is a typical American with a Texas-burger stand. What brings them to
Orthodoxy?—The grace of God. Many young Orthodox people are losing
faith, and God is calling others in. We should become serious about our
faith.
And what of Russia today? There is a tremendous revival of interest in
Orthodoxy after sixty years of deprivation. People are being baptized by the
thousands; some don’t know why they are being drawn to the Church —
the grace of God is operating.
What is happening in Russia today is an example and inspiration to us.
An example is Fr. Dimitry Dudko, who spent eight and a half years in a
concentration camp, suffering much. He gave talks at Vigil services; his
legs were broken; he was warned not to talk, because Orthodoxy is
dangerous to the government. Other examples: Nun Valeria, Vladimir
Osipov, Alexander Ogorodnikov. We should begin helping them: by prayer,
by helping with “Orthodox Action,”[e] by sending letters (some addresses
are in The Orthodox Word).
After the talk there was a lively discussion. At midnight Fr. Theodore and
David took me to the train depot. The train was an hour late, and we drank
coffee together before I left. I was deeply touched by this simple, struggling
priest in our American wasteland. Fr. Theodore urged me to visit him again on
the way back to California.
I see here future pastors, monks, zealous Orthodox Christians, and pilgrims.
Who are you? What is your identity? You should be those who realize what
Orthodox Christianity is all about and what it means to be Orthodox. Here
no one is going to force any of you to have this realization — you have to
do it yourself. It’s good to think about this from time to time. Are you ready
to do what St. Peter says: to give an account of your faith to those without?
[k]
Once I was picked up on the road to Platina, and at the end of the ride I
was asked: can you tell me what Russian Orthodoxy is in five minutes?
Maybe you won’t ever have precisely this experience, but something
similar may happen to you — and you must be prepared to answer with
something deeper than beards and black robes. Often people can find out
about faith by very small things — you make the sign of the Cross before
eating, or have an icon that someone sees — and people begin to ask you
about faith.
Here are some questions you may be faced with in life:
1. Why shouldn’t I commit suicide? Many young people now do,
because there is no meaning in their life. Can you tell them the meaning of
life? I know someone who gives answers to this question: the Buddhist
abbess of Shasta Abbey — she is kind and compassionate and has a
telephone “hot line” to save despairing people. Maybe you know about
some externals of Christianity — but can you tell what you believe in such
a way that someone else might be convinced and saved by it?—This is
apologetics, a theology course which is taught in the seminary.
2. Why shouldn’t I join a cult?—Zen, Jim Jones, Hare Krishna, the
Moonies, etc. What’s wrong with them? You will have a course in
comparative religion — but you’ll have to take it seriously in order to
answer such questions. You’ll have to know what is true and what is false
religion.
3. What’s wrong with “born-again” or “charismatic” Christians? If
people around you are against them, you’ll say they are bad — but you’ll
never convince anyone who is involved in them unless you yourself
[understand] what is wrong with them. Do you know that people like this
— at least some of them — are hungering for Orthodoxy? I know some
people like this who were so moved on hearing someone give an account of
why he was Orthodox that they came to church and were converted.
In our times you can’t just be Orthodox because your parents were, or
because you live in an Orthodox community — you have to have a
conscious faith and be ready at any time to give an account of it. And you
have to be precise about what Orthodoxy is...
I hope you will concentrate especially on one thing: the living
Orthodox word. I know Protestants who say: your Orthodox Faith is dead.
Your services are in a foreign language, with empty rituals, and nobody
prays in church. Of course, this is a superficial judgment — but it can be
true of many of us.
St. John of Kronstadt is an example of someone who was constantly
waking people up. He loved to read Canons and stop to comment on them.
Everything he did was living.
The whole of salvation is given to us in our Orthodox Church services
and prayers — but unless we put our hearts to it, these will be dead for us.
How are you to become informed? You must start paying attention,
going deeper into what goes on around you. You have readings of Lives of
Saints at meal times, telling about men who lived like angels. People in the
world don’t even hear of such things — but you have the opportunity if you
open your ears.
St. John Chrysostom teaches that it is impossible to be saved without
reading spiritual books. Of course, there are exceptions for those in prison
camps and the like. But if you have the opportunity and don’t use it, what
answer will you be able to give?
Which books?—Abba Dorotheus, Unseen Warfare, St. John of
Kronstadt, Fr. Dimitry Dudko (Our Hope).
The world is waking up to the treasure of the Orthodoxy which we
already have. St. Seraphim’s prophecy of Russia’s resurrection is beginning
to happen today...
Toward the end of my talk Vladika Laurus entered together with the
Russian writer [Vladimir] Soloukhin (author of Dark Boards, about ancient
icons), who then gave a brief talk and answered questions. He is somewhat
religious, sometimes goes to church in Moscow (“we are all baptized”), and
spoke of changes for the better in Russia, which make possible his books (which
are “secular” appreciation of religious things). His next book is Optina
Hermitage, due to appear in Moscow in January; he has not read Kontzevitch’s
book, but plans to read it now. He ended his talk with good comments on
modern art (“You can have a poem without rhyme, or without rhythm, or even
without meaning — but not without all three in the same poem!”) which show
that Russian art, after all, has preserved something of the traditional principles of
art....
on, but all went well and I didn’t make too many mistakes.... Twelve priests
served... The service was very triumphant, with a rousing sermon by Fr. Valery
at the end, comparing St. Herman with St. Seraphim. During the sermon Vladika
Laurus blessed me to bless the icons of St. Herman I had brought with me, and I
distributed them to all the pilgrims when they came to kiss the Cross.
Shortly after lunch everyone met in the Seminary hall, and after Fr.
George’s introduction and Vladika Laurus’ greeting words, I gave my talk
[“Orthodoxy in the U.S.A.”[m]]—mostly reading from my text, but also adding
some things as I went along. About 130 people were present, and all listened
quite attentively.
There was a lively discussion [afterwards] concerning how to preserve
one’s Orthodoxy, which showed a serious response from many. Need was
expressed by several people for Lives of Saints for children, which perhaps
seems to be one of the great needs of today.
After the discussion Fr. George described briefly our monastery and the
good, quiet feeling he had there, and then showed a few slides he had taken on
his visit. Fr. Vladimir Malchenko then showed slides of his visit to Mount Athos,
especially of the abandoned Russian sketes which are falling into ruin. Vladika
Laurus ended the Pilgrimage with words of thanks and appreciation — all in a
very “low key.” Several people came up to talk to me afterwards, including a
young Protestant convert... Many books from the Monastery bookstore were on
display, and some people took addresses from Keston College for writing to
Orthodox people in Russia and Romania.
[Later] Fr. Valery took me to his cell (the “Metropolitan’s Room”) and
talked with me about... the do-nothingness and bad feeling at the Synod.[n] This
is truly a bad symptom of the state of our church life.
After supper and Compline, Br. Eugene came to visit me in my cell. He
seems sad, and expressed dissatisfaction at the looseness of life in the
Monastery. I told him not to think too highly of himself.
Fr. Hilarion came by to ask me if he could print my talk in Orthodox Life,
and then Fr. David, a young ryassaphore monk, came by for a long discussion on
“fanaticism” and on making Orthodoxy accessible to ordinary Americans. We
discussed the word “Christmas,” “label-readers” who warn you of the
ingredients of cookies[o] (I told him it was all right to read labels for yourself,
but not for others), the new “super-zealous” attitude of the Ipswich parish which
is changing from Russian to Greek music because only it is “correct” and
prayerful, etc. We agreed on almost everything — I was encouraged by his
“normal” attitude towards church matters.
There were discussions in the refectory about my talk (I heard later) until
late at night; evidently it roused much interest...
Fr. Seraphim with Br. Thomas Anderson at Holy Trinity Monastery, Jordanville, New York,
December 1979. Photograph courtesy of Thomas Anderson.
We arrived at Dimitry’s home in Liberty Corner, a pleasant small town with
a semi-rural atmosphere, just in time for supper. I met his family for the first
time, including my godson Nicholas, who is retarded and is interested in nothing
but the Church and becoming a monk. It is a good, pious family, with two
normal Russian girls, their mother and grandmother.
After supper we went to the home of a fellow-parishioner not far away,
where I served a short Moleben and gave a talk to the six children of the parish
school on the idea of podvig or struggle, with examples taken from the Lives of
St. Thomas the Apostle, the early martyrs, bishops, desert-dwellers, as well as
contemporary missionaries in Uganda and suffering people in Russia. Then I
told about our monastery, with special emphasis on the animals, which delighted
the children as well as the adults (one of whom is an old man who knew
Metropolitan Evlogy[q] and many church figures in Europe).
Conclusions from the trip: It was fruitful in contacts; there are quiet
strugglers in many places, and it is good that we help each other.
No one has such opportunities as we do for printing what is needed for
today’s Orthodox strugglers. We must do more. A few may join us; we should
be better organized and prepared for them. Our sisters also must be better
directed to a path of fruitfulness.
We must and are in a position to be leaders in setting the tone for our
Orthodox strugglers today — a tone not of “correctness” but of heartfelt
Orthodoxy. May God grant us the strength and wisdom!
90
St. Xenia’s Sisters
O Xenia the glorious! As a wise virgin in the midnight of thy life, thou
didst go out to meet Christ thy Bridegroom, carrying a lamp aflame
with love of God.
—Service to St. Xenia, stichera for Great Vespers
I N 1966, soon after the death of Archbishop John, Fr. Herman had been called
into the Archbishop’s room in St. Tikhon’s Home in order to receive what
Maria Shakhmatova had prepared for the Brotherhood from among the
Archbishop’s belongings. Opening the files, she said he could take whatever he
needed for publication. There he found a manuscript of an unpublished Church
service to the as-yet-uncanonized Blessed Xenia of St. Petersburg, a renowned
woman fool-for-Christ and miracle-worker of the eighteenth century. He and Fr.
Seraphim had always felt especially close to Blessed Xenia, who had been a
contemporary of St. Herman and might have even known him in St. Petersburg.
In 1968, in anticipation of Blessed Xenia’s canonization, the fathers
published the service to her in the original Slavonic. In the meantime they were
recording miracles which were then being performed through her intercessions.
The image presented itself to them of Blessed Xenia coming from the other
world to help women of modern times — those righteous souls who suffer from
today’s nihilistic attack on traditional modesty and virtue. In 1971, when
printing the recent miracles of Blessed Xenia in The Orthodox Word, Fr.
Seraphim wondered how the Brotherhood could help inspire God-seeking
American women with a life of struggle within the Orthodox Church. Then,
when such women began coming to the hermitage four or five years later, he
began to pray fervently to Blessed Xenia on their behalf.
After Fr. Seraphim’s ordination, Mary and Solomonia had continued to stay
in the guesthouse down the hill from the monastery. They had given up their
original plan of moving to the community next to New Diveyevo. In Platina they
had found a place more akin to themselves as Americans, with more emphasis
on the mission to American converts. They were very content to remain there
and help the fathers with their publishing work by transcribing translations from
cassette tapes. Their special assignment was to help prepare the Lives of the
New Martyrs of Russia for publication, first in The Orthodox Word and
eventually in a separate book. On June 14, 1977, Fr. Seraphim recorded, “Fr.
Herman presented the idea to them of producing the book Russia’s Catacomb
Saints, but with the commitment to finish it.”1 As Mary later said, “this became
something of a focus for us, for myself in particular.”
Icon of St. Xenia, homeless wanderer and fool-for-Christ of St. Petersburg. Painted by Fr.
Theodore Jurewicz and located at St. Xenia Skete.
When Fr. Herman went to Mount Athos in 1979, one of his aims was to
speak to Fr. Nikodim about the sisters, and to seek his counsel about women’s
monasticism in America. On hearing Fr. Herman’s account, Fr. Nikodim
encouraged him to lay the foundation for monastic life at the new skete. He gave
his own monastic mantle, kamilavka,[b] and paramon[c] for the tonsure of the
first nun, stating that no hindrance should be taken seriously, since having a
place whereon the Jesus Prayer is performed brings light to the world. He said
that the women’s skete should preferably be in the form of a simple, unobtrusive
Athonite kalyve.
As Fr. Seraphim wrote in his Jordanville diary a month after he gave this
talk, “The sisters must be better directed to a path of fruitfulness.” First,
however, there was a problem to be solved, a problem deeper than the mere petty
squabbles between them. Although the fathers had tried to establish them in a
common life in Wildwood, these different women, it seemed, had different
callings. Barbara, of course, absolutely wanted desert monasticism. Mary wanted
to dedicate her life entirely to God and assumed this would mean becoming a
nun, but at this point she had not made a final decision regarding monasticism.
Nina said she did want monasticism, but she was not nearly as determined as
Barbara. And Solomonia was not sure whether her calling lay in becoming a nun
or getting married.
Due to what she saw as the unsettledness and lack of common monastic aim
at the Wildwood skete, Barbara had remained out in the woods, staying
occasionally at the “Abbot Nazarius cell” which had been built for her in Etna.
Solomonia, meanwhile, moved out of the skete and began working as a nurse in
Redding, from where she continued to help the fathers with The Orthodox Word.
The fathers had to pray about what to do next. If the Wildwood skete
became a monastic one, they could not leave a devoted, energetic Orthodox
laborer like Mary out in the cold and risk wasting her talents and potential to
serve God. Fr. Seraphim had always placed much hope in her. Back in 1976, two
days after she had first visited the St. Herman Monastery, he had written to Fr.
Alexey Young about her: “She’s very much in Barbara McCarthy’s spirit,
brimming with life, not satisfied with ‘correctness,’ wanting to give herself
entirely to serving God — but not capable of fitting into the ‘ordinary’ Orthodox
situations of today.... Outwardly she has much to learn, but her heart is deeply
Orthodox — it’s just a matter of her finding her place to bear fruit.”5
In the meantime, the Brotherhood’s missions were growing, demanding a
unifying voice, a publication that would set the tone for a movement of
American Orthodox converts. As we have seen, the fathers had long ago
envisioned a Patristically oriented, popular-level newspaper called Orthodox
America, which would report on inspiring Orthodox events and activities in
America and give Orthodox Americans of all backgrounds a place to share their
ideas and dreams.
Fathers Seraphim and Herman with Mary Mansur in front of the Redding Public Library,
November 1980. Photograph by Fr. Vladimir Ivlenkov.
By the middle of 1980, the Platina fathers felt that the time had come to
implement their idea — for the sake of the American Orthodox mission and, on
a more local level, for the sake of Mary. They informed Archbishop Anthony
about what they wanted to do, and the Archbishop gave his blessing. On the
Feast of All Saints of Russia in June, after serving a Sunday Liturgy and
performing two baptisms at the Redding parish, Fr. Seraphim had a talk with Fr.
Alexey Young and Mary about the newspaper. Mary remembers him posing to
her the question: “Have you ever heard of Orthodox America?” He asked Mary
and Fr. Alexey to take on the project together, and they readily agreed. The
projected publication would both replace and incorporate Fr. Alexey’s
Nikodemos, which Fr. Alexey felt he could no longer keep going single-
handedly due to his added pastoral burdens.
After the talk Fr. Seraphim served a Moleben, and the birth of Orthodox
America was publicly announced.
The first issue came out in July. “As editor,” recalls Fr. Alexey, “I would
provide editorials and other articles and generally oversee the paper, while Mary,
who was given the position of co-editor, was to be responsible for materials on
the persecuted Church, for translations, and for putting the paper together.”6
Working almost full-time at her new obedience, Mary put into it all her zeal
for serving God. Since there was no electricity at the skete in Wildwood, at first
Mary traveled about with a backpack and electric typewriter, producing several
issues in the homes of various friends. Then, in the fall, the Platina fathers paid
rent for a trailer in the town of Platina, which became the headquarters of the
newspaper and the new home of Mary.
As with Nikodemos, the Platina fathers were always close by to help in the
work of Orthodox America. Fr. Alexey recalls: “The trepidation that tempered
our enthusiasm at the outset of the venture gradually dissipated under the
steadfast support and encouragement of both fathers. They in turn were delighted
by the newspaper’s popularity. Among the first subscribers was Fr. Seraphim’s
non-Orthodox mother — which made him very happy.”7
Soon after Fr. Seraphim’s repose, Fr. Alexey wrote of him in the
newspaper: “As our readers know, Fr. Seraphim was a contributing editor: in
addition to editorials and signed articles, he produced many translations (for
which he never took credit) and unsigned articles.[d] More importantly, he was
the constant conscience of our staff, encouraging us and urging us on, but also
gently reminding us when we had (in one of his favorite expressions) ‘missed
the point.’ And what was the point? To bring basic Orthodox Christianity to as
many Americans as will listen. Nothing more: an apparently simple task; but
also, nothing less: a labor of gigantic proportions. He believed in us, stubborn
and stupid as we usually were, and more than that, he believed in the importance
and value of this work and had great expectations for it.”8
IN the August of 1980, after the St. Herman Summer Pilgrimage had
ended, the fathers wished to tonsure Barbara McCarthy into monasticism, and to
formally dedicate the Wildwood skete to St. Xenia. In the afternoon of the feast-
day of the Dormition of the Mother of God, August 15/28, Fr. Herman
announced that the tonsure was to take place the following day.
The rite of tonsure took place in Wildwood before the Divine Liturgy, with
many pilgrims in attendance. Since the church was still unfinished, the services
took place in the outdoor chapel. It was moving for the pilgrims to behold the
monastics performing their rite in the forest, before a large log cross and the icon
of the Saviour that had been given as a blessing of Elder Michael of Valaam.
Fr. Seraphim with brothers, sisters, and pilgrims at one of the three crosses that the fathers erected
alongside the road leading to the St. Herman Monastery and over Noble Ridge, 1981.
UNDER Mother Brigid’s direction, and with the clarity of a monastic aim
established, the skete thrived. The nuns finished building a wooden church after
the tradition of the Russian Northern Thebaid, where they held the daily cycle of
services and where Fathers Seraphim and Herman came to serve Liturgy. In
1981 a seventeen-year-old Orthodox convert came to the skete determined to
dedicate her life to God, and other young women converts came later. They built
little cells for themselves out of logs from the forest; they supported themselves
by making prayer-ropes, and continued growing a garden and raising chickens
and goats. When they had to go to the post office and general store, they would
walk through the meadows and woods, carrying home their mail and provisions
on the back of a pack-goat.
Some visitors did not understand why normal, college-age American
women would decide to embrace such a life. More than once the sisters were
referred to as “the campfire girls.” A local newspaper, trying to create a
sensational, exposé news item, ran an article with the headline: “Seventeen-
Year-Old Girl — Forced to Build Her Own Dwelling.” But the St. Xenia sisters,
like the wise virgins of the Gospel parable, continued to wait patiently on the
Lord, unshaken by the opinions of this world.
In spite of the difficulties they encountered in the early years, the sisters
knew that St. Xenia was taking care of her convent. On one occasion the Saint
was even seen roaming the woods and blessing the property.
Fr. Seraphim also did not cease to look after the sisters who had been
placed under his care. Five years after his repose, women pilgrims gathered at
the skete in large numbers in order to attend the St. Herman Summer Pilgrimage.
Many of them had to sleep outdoors, and some, having never slept in the forest
before, were afraid of the rattlesnakes, scorpions, bears, and mountain lions that
inhabited the area. One night at 2:15 a.m., a young woman pilgrim (E. W.) who
had camped near the skete’s “Dormition cell” clearly saw a tall monk, with a
long gray beard and a tall black klobuk, walking slowly up the path about five
feet away from her. He was walking with his head bent down, and she did not
speak to him because she assumed he was praying. She noticed that his feet
made no sound as he walked on the brush-covered path. A few minutes earlier
another woman (C. D.), in a different part of the skete, saw the same monk,
whom she recognized as Fr. Seraphim.
Up to today the skete has remained, in Fr. Seraphim’s words, a “paradise”
for those with eyes to see, with holy shrines drawing people to prayer beneath
tall fir trees. The sisters are daily reminded of the presence of St. Xenia through
the skete’s icon of her, depicting her in a kerchief and in her husband’s uniform.
Next to it is an icon of St. Ioasaph of Belgorod, one of the last saints canonized
in pre-Revolutionary Russia, which Fr. Nikodim had sent as a blessing to the
sisters. Years ago the fathers entrusted the sisters to St. Ioasaph as their heavenly
guardian, and together with St. Xenia he protects American women who come to
the skete with prayer.
The church at St. Xenia Skete, December 1992.
Both during Fr. Seraphim’s lifetime and after, the St. Xenia Skete has
published ascetic writings, including a series of books called the “Modern
Matericon”: the Lives of women desert-dwellers, fools-for-Christ, holy nuns,
and founders of convents.[e] The sisters have presented these texts to American
women as a means of raising their awareness of traditional monasticism and of
the Orthodox principles of spiritual life. As if in gratitude to Fr. Nikodim, they
have also prepared two volumes of the Lives of contemporary Athonite elders.
In the decades following Fr. Seraphim’s repose, many of the nuns who were
tonsured at St. Xenia Skete have started monastic communities in other parts of
the country: Alaska, Missouri, Indiana, and Arizona. Young American women
— all of them converts to Orthodoxy — continue to enter these convents,
receive their monastic formation and tonsure there, and join the original St.
Xenia sisters in offering their entire lives to God.
IN today’s society, where the very concept of Christian virtue and purity is
being held up to mockery, the existence of desert refuges for women becomes
increasingly important. In them the successors of Christ’s Myrrh-bearers can
take on the daily warfare of acquiring purity of heart, striving to become fit
habitations for the grace of the Holy Spirit. In the words of Fr. Adrian, they can
“hold what is God’s in honor,” and preserve at all costs what women have
always preserved for the Church: faithfulness to the Heavenly Bridegroom,
Christ. Bearing one another’s burdens and accepting with love all who come to
them, they can provide a haven of salvation for young women who find their
way out of the moral quagmire of our times.
One of the original sisters of St. Xenia Skete has said: “At no point in the
history of our skete, no matter who has been here, has the life been easy. It’s
always been a struggle. But the common zeal for what Mother Brigid originally
envisioned — the desert, the common life, the mission to publish ascetic texts —
was what carried us through. Not much is given to women in our spiritually
destitute age, but still we have the flame of the desert impetus of our righteous
women forebears. In order to keep that flame alive, we must fight against unseen
legions and our own fallen nature. With pain of heart and labor, we must pursue
the desert vision.”
PART XI
Old Russian icon of the Judgment, showing the twenty stations of the aerial toll-houses.
Photograph courtesy of A. Dean McKenzie, John F. Waggaman, and the Timkin Art Gallery.
91
The Soul After Death
No matter how absurd the idea of the toll-houses may seem to our
“wise men,” they will not escape passing through them.
—St. Theophan the Recluse1
A FEW weeks before his death, when discussing the book of Genesis with a
group of young students, Fr. Seraphim began by asking, “Why should we
study a book like this? Why shouldn’t we just be concerned to save our souls,
instead of thinking about these things, like what’s the world going to be like at
the end, or what was it like at the beginning?... Isn’t it safer to just occupy
ourselves with saying our prayers and not think about these big subjects?”
Fr. Seraphim gave several answers to this question, concluding with the
most important of all. “Our Christianity,” he said, “is a religion which tells us
about what we are going to be doing in eternal life. It is to prepare us for
something eternal, not of this world. If we think only about this world, our
horizon is very limited, and we don’t know what’s after death, where we came
from, where we’re going, what’s the purpose of life. When we talk about the
beginning of things, or the end of things, we find out what our whole life is
about.”2
This statement, as simple as it is, not only reflects the leitmotif of Fr.
Seraphim’s life, but also explains why he studied and wrote about certain
subjects more than others. From his youth he had been driven to penetrate into
the meaning and ultimate designation of man’s existence, and this was why he
sought so intensely to know the beginning and end of all things. It was what
gave the apocalyptic tenor to his writings, what made him choose his subjects for
The Kingdom of Man and the Kingdom of God and Orthodoxy and the Religion
of the Future, as well as for the lectures he gave toward the end of his life
concerning the end of the world. It was not coincidental that, during the St.
Herman Pilgrimages, he chose to lead participants through a detailed study of
the prophetic books of Genesis, Daniel, and the Apocalypse.
But while all these studies and writings delved deeply into the beginning
and end of the whole world, there was another dimension of Christian
eschatology that they did not directly touch: the end of each man’s earthly
existence. Fr. Seraphim was not to neglect this dimension in his writings, either.
The last book that he completed before his death was about death itself and the
life beyond, the thought of which had been his constant companion since his
college days. The writing of this book came about in the following way.
In 1976–77, due in part to new techniques of resuscitating the “clinically
dead,” the subject of life after death suddenly became one of widespread
popularity in the Western world. As Fr. Seraphim later noted: “The book that
kindled the contemporary interest in this subject was published in November
1975, and was written by a young psychiatrist in the southern United States (Dr.
Raymond A. Moody, Jr., Life After Life). He was not then aware of any other
studies or literature on this subject, but even as the book was being printed it
became evident that there was already great interest in this subject and much had
already been written about it. The overwhelming success of Dr. Moody’s book
(with over two million copies sold) brought the experiences of the dying into the
light of widespread publicity, and in the four years since then a number of books
and articles on these experiences have appeared in print.” Reputable scientists
and physicians either authored these books or gave them their wholehearted
endorsement.
During this surge of public interest, the Platina fathers read in the main
journal of the Greek Orthodox Archdiocese of America a letter expressing
interest in Dr. Moody’s book. The letter writer asked for an Orthodox
perspective on the phenomenon described in the book, but was told by the
editors that a clear teaching on this subject had never been developed in
Christianity. In another place, a priest of the Greek Archdiocese told the author
of an after-death book that Orthodoxy does not have “any specific idea of what
the hereafter will be like.”3
The fathers were appalled to read such statements. “The whole of Orthodox
Christianity is geared toward the life beyond death,” Fr. Herman said to Fr.
Seraphim, “and these Orthodox people say that they don’t even really know
what is there! What in the world are we doing, then?”
The fathers also saw the danger involved in vague and indefinite
“Orthodox” statements on the afterlife. If Orthodox believers are led to think that
their Faith does not have an answer to their questions on the afterlife, they will
turn to those outside who do claim to have an answer. And, more often than not,
they will receive the explanations offered by occultism or by modern
parapsychology.
At the monastery, the fathers themselves began to receive letters from
people asking for an Orthodox explanation for the seemingly inexplicable
phenomena appearing in contemporary books; and this again emphasized to the
fathers the need of making clear the Orthodox teaching. Fr. Herman began to
urge Fr. Seraphim to write an article, giving him for his Lenten spiritual reading
the third volume of the writings of St. Ignatius Brianchaninov, A Homily on
Death. Reading this book (which only existed in Russian) in his forest cell, Fr.
Seraphim was stunned. He told Fr. Herman that he found it “overwhelming,”
that he had never realized there was such a depth of Orthodox teaching on the
afterlife. He asked Fr. Herman if, in response to the current need, he should just
translate this book of Bishop Ignatius for publication; but Fr. Herman replied
that no, something more contemporary was needed. He encouraged Fr. Seraphim
to take Bishop Ignatius’ teachings and apply them to all the modern “after-
death” experiences, and also to all the occult literature to which people were now
turning in search of explanations. He went to town and bought for Fr. Seraphim
all the contemporary “after-death” literature he could find. Fr. Seraphim set out
to work, and soon came to Fr. Herman with a long list of important aspects of
the subject which he felt should be addressed. It became clear to both fathers that
not just an article, but a whole book, was called for.
IN 1977 Fr. Seraphim began to serialize his book, entitled The Soul After
Death, in the pages of The Orthodox Word. In presenting the ancient Patristic
teaching on the life beyond, he drew from a wealth of sources spanning two
millennia. These came first of all from the ascetic tradition of the Church: the
lives of holy hermits and desert-dwellers whose spiritual eyes were open,
enabling them to mystically perceive the realm beyond death. Numerous early
Holy Fathers wrote extensively on the afterlife, including St. John Chrysostom,
St. Gregory the Great (the Dialogist), St. John Cassian, Blessed Augustine, and
St. John Climacus. Closer to our own time, more teachings on this subject have
come from new Fathers who were tied to the ascetic tradition: St. Theophan the
Recluse, St. Ambrose of Optina, Archbishop Andrew of New Diveyevo, the
Serbian theologian Fr. Justin Popovich, Fr. Michael Pomazansky, and especially
St. John Maximovitch. Also, the ancient services of the Church contain many
prayers which shed light on what the soul expects to experience at death.
Fr. Seraphim’s chief source, however, remained St. Ignatius Brianchaninov.
We have said that Fr. Seraphim did for the twentieth century what St. Ignatius
had done for the nineteenth. In this case, just as St. Ignatius once found it
necessary to expose nineteenth-century spiritualism in light of true Christian
teaching on the afterlife, so now Fr. Seraphim felt the need to confront
twentieth-century parapsychology in the same way.
In making use of non-Orthodox “after-death” literature as well as some
occult texts on the subject, Fr. Seraphim stated that he was following St.
Ignatius’ example of “presenting a false teaching as fully and fairly as needed to
expose its falsity so that Orthodox Christians will not be tempted by it.” Like St.
Ignatius, Fr. Seraphim found that “non-Orthodox texts, when it is a matter of
actual experiences that are being described (and not mere opinions and
interpretations), often provide striking confirmations of Orthodox truths. Our
chief aim in this book has been to present as detailed a contrast as necessary to
point out the full difference that exists between the Orthodox teaching and the
experience of Orthodox saints on the one hand, and the occult teaching and
modern experiences on the other. If we had merely presented the Orthodox
teaching without this contrast, it would have been convincing to few save the
already-convinced; but now, perhaps, some even of those who have been
involved in the modern experiences will be awakened to the vast difference
between their experience and genuine spiritual experience.”
“However,” Fr. Seraphim was careful to point out, “the very fact that a
good part of this book discusses experiences, both Christian and non-Christian,
also means that not everything here is a simple presentation of the Church’s
teaching on life after death, but also contains the author’s interpretations of these
various experiences. Concerning these interpretations, of course, there is room
for a legitimate difference of opinion among Orthodox Christians. We have tried
as far as possible to present these interpretations in a provisional way, without
trying to ‘define’ such matters of experience in the same way that the Church’s
general teaching on life after death can be defined. Specifically, regarding occult
‘out-of-body’ experiences and the ‘astral plane,’ we have simply presented these
as they have been described by participants in them, and compared them to
similar manifestations in Orthodox literature, without trying to define the precise
nature of such experiences, but we have accepted them as real experiences
wherein actual demonic forces are contacted, and not as mere hallucinations. Let
the reader judge for himself how adequate this approach has been.”4
WHILE it was being serialized, The Soul After Death elicited a wide
response from Orthodox readers. Some sent their own accounts of after-death
experiences which they had heard about firsthand. Fr. Seraphim published a few
of these, both in The Orthodox Word and in the completed book.
The initial Orthodox response to The Soul After Death was virtually one
hundred percent positive. Helen Kontzevitch, lending the weight of her Patristic
authority, went so far as to state: “The book is more than remarkable. It is a
theological classic. This book should be used as a textbook in theological,
academic institutions. I am delighted with it in the greatest way.”
Nevertheless, there was a notable exception to such positive response — an
exception that indicated to Fr. Seraphim just how needed his book had been.
Even as The Soul After Death was being serialized, the editor of an Orthodox
magazine in Alaska, The Tlingit Herald, began to print articles attacking the
teaching set forth there. “These attacks,” Fr. Seraphim wrote, “were directed, not
only against the teaching of the present book, but also against the teaching set
forth in the publications of Holy Trinity Monastery in Jordanville... against the
sermon of Archbishop John Maximovitch, ‘Life After Death,’ which appeared in
The Orthodox Word, 1971, no. 4, and is reprinted above in Chapter Ten of this
book; against the whole teaching of Bishop Ignatius Brianchaninov which has
inspired this book; and in general against the teaching which has been set forth
in so many Orthodox sources in the past several centuries and expresses the
living piety of the Orthodox faithful even today.”23
Treating traditional Orthodox sources as “fantastic literature and spiritual
delusion,” Fr. Seraphim’s critic was led to radically reinterpret Patristic texts and
develop self-contradictory theories of his own. As Fr. Seraphim wrote in an
appendix to his book entitled “Answer to a Critic” (in which he refrained from
mentioning the man by name): “The critic is so opposed to the activities of the
soul in the other world, especially after death, such as are described in numerous
Lives of Saints, that he ends by teaching a whole doctrine of the soul’s ‘repose’
or ‘slumber’ after death — a device which renders all these activities simply
impossible! He states: ‘In the Orthodox understanding, at death, the soul is held
to be assigned to a state of repose by an act of the Will of God, and enters into a
condition of inactivity, a sort of sleep in which it does not function, hear or see’;
the soul in this state ‘can know nothing at all, nor remember anything at all.’
“Even among the heterodox, such a doctrine of ‘soul slumber’ is to be
found in our times only in a few of the sects which are far from historical
Christianity (Jehovah’s Witnesses, Seventh-day Adventists); how astonishing it
is, therefore, to find it here proclaimed so categorically as Orthodox!...
“There would be little point in searching in the Fathers for specific
‘refutations’ of this doctrine, for it was seldom taken seriously enough in the
Church to require a specific refutation. In Chapter Ten above we have cited the
teaching of St. Ambrose that the soul is ‘more active’ when freed from the body
after death, St. Abba Dorotheus’ statement that the soul ‘remembers everything
at its exit from this body more clearly and distinctly once freed from the
earthliness of the body,’ and St. John Cassian’s teaching that the soul ‘becomes
yet more alive’ after death; and similar statements could be found in many
Fathers. But such citations are only a small part of the Orthodox evidence that
refutes the theory of ‘soul-slumber.’ The whole Orthodox piety and practice of
prayer for the dead surely presupposes that souls are ‘awake’ in the other world
and that their lot can be alleviated; the Orthodox calling on the saints in prayer,
and the saints’ response to this prayer, is unthinkable without the conscious
activity of the saints in heaven; the immense Orthodox literature on the
manifestations of saints after death cannot simply all be cast away as ‘fables.’ If
the critic is right, then the Church has certainly been ‘wrong’ for quite a few
centuries.”24
The critic’s greatest wrath was directed against the Orthodox ascetic
teaching on the toll-houses encountered by the soul after death; “and one
suspects,” noted Fr. Seraphim, “that it is his desire to destroy the very concept of
them that has led him into such a self-contradictory theory as that of ‘soul-
slumber.’” The critic caricatured the teaching on the toll-houses, portraying them
in an over-literal, this-worldly manner and then dismissing them as
“hallucinations,” the product of “Oriental astrology cults.” As Fr. Seraphim
again pointed out, however, “It is obvious to all but the youngest children that
the name of ‘toll-house’ is not to be taken literally.... The accounts themselves,
however, are neither ‘allegories’ nor ‘fables,’ but straightforward accounts of
personal experiences in the most adequate language at the disposal of the teller.
If the descriptions of the toll-houses seem too ‘vivid’ for some, it is probably
because they have not been aware of the actual nature of the unseen warfare
waged during this life. Now too we are constantly beset by demonic tempters
and accusers, but our spiritual eyes are closed and we see only the results of their
activities — the sins into which we fall, the passions which develop in us. But
after death, the eyes of the soul are open to spiritual reality and see (usually for
the first time) the actual beings who have been attacking us during our lifetime.
“There is no paganism, no occultism, no ‘oriental astrology,’ no ‘purgatory’
whatever to be found in the Orthodox accounts of the toll-houses. These toll-
houses teach us, rather, of the accountability of each man for his own sins, of the
fact that at death there is a summing up of his success or failure in battling
against sin (the Particular Judgment), and that the demons who have tempted
him throughout life make their final assault upon him at the end of his life, but
have power only over those who have not sufficiently fought the unseen warfare
in this lifetime.
“As for the literary forms in which they are expressed, the toll-houses
appear alike in the Divine services of the Church (the Church’s poetry), in the
ascetic writings of the Fathers, and in the Lives of Saints. No Orthodox person
reads any of these texts in the crudely literal way the critic has read them, but
approaches them with respect and the fear of God, looking for spiritual benefit.
Any spiritual father who has tried to educate his spiritual children in the age-old
tradition of Orthodox piety can testify to the beneficial effect of the Orthodox
sources which mention the toll-houses.”25
Fr. Seraphim mentioned how his and Fr. Herman’s elders in the Faith had
taught about the toll-houses. Fr. Adrian, for example, during the Sacrament of
Confession used to take his spiritual children through the sins of the twenty toll-
houses, having them check their consciences at each step. Fr. Herman
remembered having learned much from this about the nature of sins, including
subtle sins which he might otherwise not have known about. For example, when
cleansing people’s consciences at the “toll-house” of stealing, Fr. Adrian pointed
out that this sin included not only the stealing of objects, but also the taking of
ideas from others and making as if they were one’s own.
Fr. Seraphim also recalled what Bishop Sava had said about the tollhouses
during the funeral of Archbishop John: “All present felt they were witnessing the
burial of a saint; the sadness at parting from him was swallowed up by the joy of
acquiring a new heavenly intercessor. And yet several of the hierarchs present,
especially Bishop Sava of Edmonton, inspired the more fervent prayer of the
people by citing the ‘fearful toll-houses’ through which even this holy man, this
miracle of God’s grace in our times, had to pass. No one present thought that our
prayers alone would save him from the ‘tests’ of the demons, and no one
pictured in his mind an exchange of ‘tolls’ at some ‘houses’ in the sky; but these
appeals helped to inspire the fervent piety of the faithful, and doubtless this
helped him to get through these toll-houses. The holy man’s own life of good
deeds and almsgiving, the intercession of the saints whom he glorified on earth,
the prayer of the faithful which was actually another product of his love for them
— doubtless all this, in a way known to God, and which we need not search out,
helped him to repel the assaults of the dark spirits of the air. And when Bishop
Sava made a special trip to San Francisco to be present at the services for the
fortieth day after Archbishop John’s repose, and told the faithful: ‘I have come
to pray together with you for the repose of his soul on this significant and
decisive fortieth day, the day when the place is determined where his soul will
dwell until the general and terrible Judgment of God’—he was again inspiring
the prayer of the faithful by citing another belief of the Orthodox teaching on life
after death. Such things are seldom heard by Orthodox Christians nowadays, and
therefore we should all the more treasure the contact we still have with such
representatives of the Orthodox ascetic tradition.”26
Besides the rationalistic, this-worldly approach to spiritual texts
characteristic of modern man, Fr. Seraphim discerned another, deeper reason
why people nowadays (including people who frequently speak about Orthodox
“spirituality”) would be inclined to overlook or reinterpret the Orthodox teaching
on the afterlife: “The Orthodox teaching on life after death is rather severe and
demands a very sober response on our part, full of the fear of God. But mankind
today is very pampered and self-centered and would rather not hear of such stern
realities as judgment and accountability for sins. One can be much more
‘comfortable’ with an exalted teaching of ‘hesychasm’ that tells us that God is
not ‘really’ as stern as the Orthodox ascetic tradition has described Him, that we
‘really’ need have no fear of death and the judgment it brings, that if only we
occupy ourselves with exalted spiritual ideas like those in the Philokalia
(dismissing as ‘allegories’ all the passages on the toll-houses)a we will be
‘safe.’...
“The true Orthodox teaching on life after death, on the other hand, fills one
precisely with the fear of God and the inspiration to struggle for the Kingdom of
Heaven against all the unseen enemies who oppose our path. All Orthodox
Christians are called to this struggle, and it is a cruel injustice to them to dilute
the Orthodox teaching to make them more ‘comfortable.’ Let each one read the
Orthodox texts most suited to the spiritual level at which he presently finds
himself; but let no one tell him that he can dismiss as ‘fables’ the texts he may
find ‘uncomfortable.’ Fashions and opinions among men may change, but the
Orthodox tradition remains ever the same, no matter how few may follow it.
May we ever be its faithful children!”27
FATHER SERAPHIM’S critic had come not from among the so-called
“liberal” Orthodox thinkers (who, even if they found the Orthodox ascetic
tradition on the afterlife hard to swallow, were wise enough scholars not to
question the overwhelming testimony for it in Patristic and liturgical texts), but
from among the “reformers on the right.” The Tlingit Herald, where the critic’s
articles had appeared, was published by a parish of the super-correct faction. But
even the leaders of that faction were wise enough not to attack the Orthodox
ascetic tradition publicly; and that is why they let the “critic” take the risk for
them. As one of these priests of the faction admitted to Fr. Seraphim, the “critic”
was only the “man-in-the-middle,” taking the ideas of others and expressing
them in his own way. “I think he is like a ‘barometer’ of the opinions of our
‘Greek-convert’ wing,” Fr. Seraphim wrote in a letter. “Some of the things
which... others believe but would not say except within their own ‘party,’ he
speaks out for everyone to hear.”28 The critic went so far as to dare to ridicule,
not only the teaching on the “toll-houses,” but even the whole Orthodox practice
of praying for the dead. And in the end it was he rather than the others who was
reprimanded by Orthodox bishops for teaching things contrary to the Church.
After Fr. Seraphim’s “Answer to a Critic” was published in The Orthodox
Word, the critic retaliated with a thirty-seven-page “Open Letter” to Fr.
Seraphim, accusing him repeatedly of deliberately “tricking” his readers, and
saying that both he and St. Ignatius Brianchaninov had willfully attempted to
distort the Scriptures: “Bishop Ignaty did not accept the teaching of the
Scriptures and the Church... and evidently, neither do you.”
Fr. Seraphim had no interest in replying to this “Open Letter” and thus in
entering into public debate with his critic. “His whole polemical approach to
Church questions,” he wrote, “is profoundly distasteful to us — as, I am sure, it
is to almost all the clergy in our Church.... I must say that for my part, although I
realize [the critic’s] articles were occasioned by my own articles (they will bear
my signature in the book form), I do not regard this ‘debate’ as primarily a
personal one at all. For one thing, it hasn’t really been a ‘debate’ at all, since all
the attacking is coming from his side; and for another, the attack is not really
against me, since the basic part of my articles is simply a retelling of the
teaching of Archbishop John Maximovitch, Bishop Ignatius Brianchaninov,
Bishop Theophan the Recluse, etc.—but rather an attack against this teaching
itself.”29
Thus, apart from his “Answer,” Fr. Seraphim published nothing more in
response to the attacks. This “Answer” itself proved to be such a valuable
document, so full of further references from the Holy Fathers, Lives of Saints,
and Church services on the state of the soul after death, that the Orthodox
believer may well be glad that Fr. Seraphim’s book did not go without protests.
As Fr. Seraphim put it: “Perhaps a ‘positive’ side of [the critic’s] articles is that
they have caused us to present the Orthodox teaching with maximum clarity,
keeping in mind any possible distortions.”30 The critic’s articles also helped
induce Fr. Michael Pomazansky to write a valuable article on the Patristic
teaching of the toll-houses, which was published in both Russian and English.31
THE SOUL AFTER DEATH was first published in book form in 1980. Its
presentation proved convincing to truth-loving readers because it reflected, not
what people might “want” to believe about the afterlife, but what had been
revealed by God to the Holy Fathers of the Church. Reading the teaching of the
Holy Fathers on the future life is like reading their teaching on Genesis: a whole
mystical realm opens up. It is a realm far beyond the experience, not only of
scientific researchers, but also of advanced occultists who have made
innumerable “out-of-body” journeys. The occultist relies on his own and (often
unknown to him) demonic powers; while the Christian ascetic is guided and
informed by the immeasurable God Who brought into being both the visible and
invisible worlds.
The Orthodox teaching set forth in The Soul After Death produces a
powerful impression on the human soul. “True experiences or visions of life
after death,” Fr. Seraphim wrote, “generally have the effect of shaking one to the
depths of one’s being and (if one has not been leading a zealous Christian life) of
changing one’s whole life to make preparation for the life to come.”32 By not at
all diluting the teaching and experience of the Orthodox Church to cater to the
modern self-pampered mentality, Fr. Seraphim has created the same effect on
people through his writings. Since his death, thousands of people have been
changed forever by the sobering truth contained in his book, becoming inspired
not only to repent and fight the unseen warfare, but also to pray more fervently
for the dead. The following account was sent to the St. Herman Monastery in
August of 1991 by a Greek Orthodox doctor of veterinary medicine. Among
other things, her story sheds some light on the state of Fr. Seraphim’s own soul
after death:
I bought a copy of Fr. Seraphim Rose’s Soul After Death from Epiphany
Book Service. From the minute I started reading this book, I couldn’t put it
down; it was everything my mind and soul were thirsting for, the depth of
the mysteries of Orthodoxy. I devoured the book and praised God that He
allowed me to find the truth. The truth of which every Orthodox Christian
should know about life and death. A truth that my own Greek Orthodox
Church [in America] refuses to expound on.
Most of that week was spent reading, and experiencing celestial joy
just to know the truth at last. I told my husband David that now we would
know how to provide for our loved ones after death. My husband was
anxiously waiting for me to finish the book so he could read it. When I
finally finished reading the book, I told my husband that no matter where in
the world Fr. Seraphim was, we were going to find him, speak to him, and
be blessed by him.
I wrote a letter to Fr. Seraphim Rose at the monastery in Platina, but
received an answer telling me that Fr. Seraphim was with the Lord. At the
same time we received a brochure about the Pilgrimage and Theological
Course to be given at the monastery in August, and so with heavy hearts we
went to the monastery to visit Fr. Seraphim’s grave and learn more about
him. We stayed the whole week of the Pilgrimage, and what we
experienced during that week was spiritual joy, God’s agape (love), and a
glimpse of heaven. This was the otherworldliness that was so struggled for
by ascetics and saints throughout history, and we were blessed just being
there to experience this magnificent state.
Ever since I found out that Fr. Seraphim had died of a blood
coagulation condition, I knew in my heart that he could have been helped so
much more with natural therapies than with what conventional medicine
had offered him. I was grieving that he didn’t have to die at the height of
his spirituality, especially when we needed him so much, and he had
touched so many hearts. We desperately needed him here, on the earth.
On the second night of the Pilgrimage, I saw Fr. Seraphim Rose in a
dream. He came to me, wearing his black ryassa [robe], looking very
humble and clasping his hands in front of him. His face radiated tranquility
and deep concern. As soon as I saw him, I said, “Father Seraphim, I wanted
to help you so much; you didn’t have to die; why didn’t you wait for me to
help you? I know I could have helped you with natural therapies.... They
would have saved you, I know it!” My heart was sick, and my voice to him
was desperately crying. He looked at me with such forgiving love and
grace, and said to me, “You couldn’t help me, nothing could help me.... I’m
where I want to be now, I’m with God.” As he started disappearing before
my eyes, I kept repeating, “We love you, we love you so much.”
It’s a joy being there at the monastery. Fr. Seraphim’s presence can be
felt there.... Coming to the monastery allows us to step into the REAL
world — the only world that truly counts.
God bless you all,
Joanne Stefanatos, D.V.M.
THE SOUL AFTER DEATH is now in its seventh English printing, and
continues to be in demand throughout the English-speaking world. As with Fr.
Seraphim’s other writings, however, the book has had by far its greatest impact
in Russia, where after Fr. Seraphim’s death various Russian translations of it
were distributed in typewritten manuscripts. Even while writing the book, Fr.
Seraphim had known that the ascetic teaching on the “severe” realities of the
afterlife would find its best reception in places where people experienced the
severe realities of the present life. In his conclusion he had written: “The
suffering Church of Russia — probably due to its sufferings as much as to its
innate conservatism — has preserved the traditional Orthodox attitude towards
the other world much better than other Orthodox Churches today.”33
In the summer of 1989 a monk from the St. Herman Monastery made a
pilgrimage to Valaam Monastery in Russia, where he unexpectedly came across
a copy of The Soul After Death. This was the first time anyone from the
Brotherhood had gone to Russia. (Fr. Herman, it will be remembered, had been
raised in Latvia.) At that time there were still no monks on the island of Valaam.
The monastery had been closed since 1940, had fallen into decay, and had just
begun to be restored, being inhabited by villagers and restoration workers. As
the monk who went there recalls:
“Hardly had I walked a hundred yards in the direction of the main
monastery, when I saw a young bearded man walking straight at me. Coming
close, he asked anxiously, ‘Are you from Platina?’ ‘Yes,’ I replied, taken aback.
He breathed a sigh of relief and happiness, and kissed me three times. ‘Come
with me,’ he said.
“As we were walking I asked the young man how he knew about Platina.
‘We have the works of Fr. Seraphim Rose,’ he said.
“He took us through the gate of the monastery and then turned. We went
through a door I had seen many times in photographs, then climbed some steps
and entered a hallway. It was dark and in a state of dilapidation; debris was
everywhere. Suddenly he opened a door, and we entered a clean, bright room.
“Three more young Russians were in the room. On walking in, the first
words we heard were, ‘This is a real monk’s cell!’ They were spoken by Irina, a
woman — probably in her twenties — who was standing by what must have
been the kitchen of this tiny domicile. We were offered to sit down and have
some tea. ‘We are very poor,’ Irina apologized. ‘We don’t have much. But here
is some bread made right here on Valaam.’
“We learned that the young Russian man who had brought us here was
named Alexey. The other two people in the room — a young man and woman —
said little, either out of shyness or an inability to speak English, but seemed to
take great delight in what was happening.
“As Irina prepared the tea, Alexey placed before me a book, carefully
bound in gray leather. On the cover, embossed in gold, were the words ‘The
Soul After Death’ in Russian. A Russian translation of Fr. Seraphim’s book! I
opened it to find that it was all typed by hand. It was so lovingly done — I was
deeply touched. These poor Russians could not afford — or were not allowed —
to print and photocopy such books, so they had to pass them on to each other in
typewritten copies.
“A thought came to me, and I pulled an envelope out of my bag. ‘Here is a
hair from Fr. Seraphim’s beard,’ I said. I had planned to leave it in St. Herman’s
Field [on Valaam], but now I had found a better place for it. At once their faces
lit up. They sighed with awe and gathered near, treating as a holy relic what I
had brought. Having crossed themselves and kissed it, they put it tenderly
away.”34
By the following summer, there was already a brotherhood of Russian
monks living on Valaam. At this time another monk of the St. Herman
Monastery went on pilgrimage there, where he bore witness to the continued
veneration of Fr. Seraphim. He was given a wooden Paschal egg painted by
people on Valaam, depicting one of the Valaam sketes with Fr. Seraphim
standing in the foreground.
In May of 1991, two portions of The Soul After Death were printed in one
of the leading Soviet magazines, Science and Religion. In earlier years this
magazine had been used as a vehicle to undermine faith in God; now it was
being used to provide the clear Orthodox Christian answer to the contemporary
“after-death” experiences which science was at a loss to explain adequately.
Later in 1991, right before the collapse of the Soviet regime in Russia, a
Russian edition of The Soul After Death was finally published there in mass
quantities; and since then many other editions have come out. Besides these
Russian editions, the book has now been published in Greek, Serbian,
Romanian, Bulgarian, Georgian, Latvian, Polish, Italian, French, German, and
Malayalam (south Indian); and it is currently being prepared for publication in
Chinese and Indonesian.
After Fr. Seraphim’s repose, more criticisms of the Orthodox teaching
contained in his book have been published. In particular, some Orthodox
Christians continue to express strong disagreement with the teaching on the toll-
houses. Most of these criticisms have come from people living in America; very
few have come from people living in Orthodox lands, where The Soul After
Death is generally held in high regard. The reason for this was ascertained in
advance by Fr. Seraphim himself: the lifestyle in America is so pampered and
self-centered that the Orthodox teaching on the afterlife seems too severe by
contrast, whereas in Orthodox lands people have a more sober outlook on life
and thus have little or no problem in accepting the Orthodox teaching on death.
During Fr. Seraphim’s lifetime, the main defenders of the Orthodox
teaching contained in his book were his fellow members of the Russian
Orthodox Church Abroad, especially Fr. Michael Pomazansky. After his death,
other expositions of this teaching were made by members of the Orthodox
Church in Greece, and also by members of the Greek Archdiocese of America
— the same Church whose formerly vague pronouncements on the afterlife had
helped induce Fr. Seraphim to write his book in the first place. In 1984 the
Greek-American church writer Constantine Cavarnos published a treatise in
Greece, The Future Life According to Orthodox Teaching, in which he stated
that the teaching set forth in Fr. Seraphim’s book is “the traditional Orthodox
teaching.”35 Several years later three more good books on the subject were
published in Greece, all of which present the Orthodox Patristic teaching on the
toll-houses (in Greek, telónia): The Mystery of Death by Nikolaos P. Vassiliadis
(1993),36 After Death by Archimandrite Vasilios Bakogiannis (1994),37 and Life
After Death by Metropolitan Hierotheos Vlachos of Nafpaktos (1994).38 All of
these books were translated and published in English shortly after their original
publication in Greek. Then, in 1998, an entire book of Orthodox Patristic
references to the toll-houses was compiled in Greek: Do the Toll-Houses Exist?
by Christos Constantine Livanos.39 The following year, St. Anthony’s Greek
Orthodox Monastery in Florence, Arizona, published an English translation of
the counsels of its renowned Elder, Ephraim (formerly the Abbot of Philotheou
Monastery, Mount Athos), in which the Orthodox teaching of the toll-houses
was set forth unequivocally. In this soul-profiting book, entitled Counsels from
the Holy Mountain, it is stated: “Although some modern theologians doubt the
existence of the toll-houses, toll-houses are mentioned either explicitly or
implicitly by countless saints, including St. Paul, St. Makarios of Egypt, St. Basil
the Great, St. Ephraim the Syrian, Abba Isaiah, St. Hesychius the Presbyter, St.
Diadochos of Photiki, St. Theognostos, St. Athanasios the Great, St. John
Chrysostom, St. John of the Ladder, St. John of Damascus, St. Ignatius
Brianchaninov, St. Theophan the Recluse, St. John of Kronstadt, and St. John
Maximovitch.”40 Fr. Seraphim would have been deeply gratified to hear such
pronouncements coming from members of the Greek Orthodox Church, and
especially of the Greek Archdiocese of America.
WHILE mentioning the impact of The Soul After Death on the world, we
should not neglect to consider its impact on Fr. Seraphim’s own soul.
Archbishop John had written his article on life after death (the one that Fr.
Seraphim had used to summarize the Orthodox teaching) only a year before his
own death. And now his disciple Fr. Seraphim had completed a whole book on
the subject only two years before dying. Such was the Providence of God. One
cannot but think that their writing on this subject served as a preparation to their
entrance into the life beyond. It is like people who, before embarking to a far
country, learn as much as possible about the country from the writings of those
who have been there. When they arrive at their destination, they already know
much of what to expect — although the reality proves infinitely greater and
more varied than any description can convey.
Today Fr. Seraphim is in that far country. And the book he left behind is his
offering to all people, to lead them out of the darkness of this fallen world and
into a better country, that is, a heavenly one; wherefore God is not ashamed to
be called their God, for He hath prepared for them a city (Heb. 11:16).
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Theology Above Fashions
The preaching of the Apostles and the doctrines of the Fathers sealed
the one Faith of the Church; and, wearing the garment of truth woven
from the theology from on high, She, the Church, rightly divides and
glorifies the great mystery of piety.
—Kontakion of the Holy Fathers of the Ecumenical Councils
In the time ahead the devil will be using every chance to get true
Orthodox Christians upset at each other over matters big and (mostly)
small. We must firmly try not to take the bait.
—Fr. Seraphim Rose, 19741
I N 1976, a month after the tenth anniversary of Archbishop John’s repose, Fr.
Seraphim gave a talk to his assembled brothers on what he called the “chief
characteristic” of Archbishop John’s theology: freedom. “He is entirely
immersed in the Orthodox tradition,” Fr. Seraphim said, “and he is himself a
source of true Orthodox theology. He has no kind of foreign influences or any
overemphasis on one part of tradition because of some controversy... The
important thing we learn from his writings is: stand above the level of fighting in
theology. If you take up any writing of Archbishop John, whether a sermon or a
long article, you see that there is absolutely no controversy. Even when he is
‘fighting’ someone like Fr. Sergius Bulgakov, and has to show where he is
quoting the Fathers wrongly and where his teaching is not Orthodox — even
there you do not get the impression that he is fighting, like our academic
theologians. On the contrary, he is very calm. There is a certain teaching of the
Fathers — he presents it; and where Fr. Sergius Bulgakov goes off, he shows it.
His words are convincing not by virtue of logical argumentation, but rather by
his presentation of the Patristic teaching in its original texts.
“Some people who go to academic schools are very fond of ‘proving’ that
someone else is way off and thus ‘triumphing.’ It’s like undergraduate fighting.
Archbishop John was above that, showing calmly and clearly what is the true
teaching of the Church, and not getting excited over small points. This freedom
of his theological spirit is very important for us....
“For Archbishop John, the teaching of the Church was first of all what we
read in the Kontakion of the Holy Fathers: something ‘woven from the theology
from on high.’ It comes from God; there’s a different flavor to it; it’s not simply
what you read in books. What you read in books helps you; it’s good to learn it.
But we must remember that above that is a theology that comes from on high,
from God.
“This is what makes Archbishop John so inspiring for us today, and
actually an example for us not to get involved with small points, with small
controversies, but to remember that theology is something which comes from
above, from God. He himself, being present every day at the Divine services,
used above all this source when presenting theology. Probably more than any
other theologian of modern times, he quotes the services of the Church, because
for him theology was not a matter of just reading books and writing things out,
but was first of all a matter of absorbing the teaching of the Church in the
services. And that is why the attitude of controversy, of polemics, is absent in his
works, even when he is proving what’s right and what’s wrong.”[a] 2
IN 1974 Fr. Seraphim began, with the blessing of Archbishop Averky and
Fr. Michael Pomazansky, to translate one of the main Jordanville seminary
textbooks: Fr. Michael’s Orthodox Dogmatic Theology. Fr. Seraphim believed
that this book was terribly needed in the English language in order to ground
Orthodox converts in the unbroken theological tradition, again as counterbalance
to deviations both on the left and on the right. “One of the major advantages of
this book,” he wrote by way of introduction, “is its simplicity of presentation. It
was written not for academic theologians, but primarily for pastors, and thus it
has a practical approach that is missing in many works of contemporary
academic theology. In his theological writings, Fr. Michael remains deeply
rooted in the tradition of the Orthodox Church, not trying to supersede with his
own private opinions any revelation that the Church has handed down to us.
Indeed, he avoids presenting mere ‘opinions’ altogether, since his intent here is
to write about exactly what the Church teaches—what pastors can give to their
flocks as the certain, unchanging teaching of the Church — and not about what
is ‘disputed.’ There is a distinct wholeness in Fr. Michael’s approach, which
allows for no confusion over the Church’s actual teaching.”28
Protopresbyter Michael Pomazansky (1888–1988).
For the English edition of the book, Fr. Michael prepared a new, revised
version of it, one that was directed not only to seminarians and Russians, but to
contemporary man in general and the English-speaking world at large. He sent to
the fathers changes, additions, and a new introduction, corresponding with them
often about the book’s progress and even helping to fund it out of his own
means.
In their correspondence with Fr. Michael, the fathers had discussed with
him the danger that the false “dogma of redemption” posed to the English-
speaking Orthodox world since the publication in English of Metropolitan
Anthony Khrapovitsky’s controversial work in 1979. Having been personally
mentored and influenced by Metropolitan Anthony since the days of his youth in
Russia, Fr. Michael was greatly devoted to the Metropolitan’s memory.
Nevertheless, when the fathers expressed their concerns Fr. Michael took them
seriously, and in response he sent the Brotherhood new sections to be
incorporated into the English edition of Orthodox Dogmatic Theology. In these
sections he underlined yet further the teaching of the Holy Scriptures and the
Holy Fathers on the redemption of mankind coming through Christ’s Crucifixion
and consequent Resurrection.[e]
When Fr. Seraphim had begun to translate Orthodox Dogmatic Theology,
Fr. Michael — then eighty-six years old — wrote to the fathers that he would
very much like to live to see it completed.29 Ironically, it was Fr. Michael and
not Fr. Seraphim who lived to see it in published form. Although Fr. Seraphim
finished translating Fr. Michael’s book and adding to it many of his own helpful
annotations and appendices, he died before he was able to have it printed. It was
printed in 1984, two years after Fr. Seraphim’s repose. In 1988 Fr. Michael
reposed in Jordanville, just days short of his hundredth birthday.
The English version of Orthodox Dogmatic Theology proved very popular,
and was received with gratitude by simple believers who were not partisans in
current theological disputes. The only criticisms of it came from the academic
theologians both on the right and on the left, who deplored its “Westernisms”: in
particular, the organization of the book according to a “Western,” “systematic”
model, and Fr. Michael’s acknowledgment of Blessed Augustine as an Orthodox
Father.
In working on the book, Fr. Seraphim had been well aware of the current
fashionable criticisms of “systematic theology,” but, like Archbishop John, he
regarded such criticism as “getting excited over small points” — the manner of
presentation being incidental to the content and spirit of the theology itself. In
Archbishop John’s own writings, there was no theological system. And yet, as
Fr. Seraphim pointed out in the introduction to The Orthodox Veneration of the
Mother of God: “He did not protest against the great works of ‘systematic
theology’ which the nineteenth century produced in Russia, and he made free
use in his missionary work of the systematic catechisms of this period (as, in
general, the great hierarchs of the nineteenth and twentieth centuries have done,
both in Greece and Russia, seeing in these catechisms an excellent aid to the
work of Orthodox enlightenment among the people); in this respect he was
above the fashions and parties of theologians and students, both past and present,
who are a little too attached to the particular way in which Orthodox theology is
presented.”30
In 1986, another book of dogmatic theology came out as an alternative to
Fr. Michael’s, written by one of the super-correct priests whose main purpose
seemed to be to prove, not only that Blessed Augustine was a heretic, but that he
was “the Church’s greatest heresiarch, the major source of every Roman
Catholic and Protestant error.”31 This highly polemical work evoked several
articles from the Orthodox world in defense of Blessed Augustine.
Today Fr. Michael Pomazansky’s preaching of the “positive Orthodox
Gospel” has prevailed, and continues to reach the hearts of simple believers. Of
course, no single book of Orthodox theology can claim to speak the final word
on its subject. As Fr. Seraphim recognized, Fr. Michael’s book was incomplete
in some areas, particularly in its discussion of creation.f Nevertheless, with its
strengths far outweighing its weaknesses, it has become widely regarded as the
most accessible and reliable introduction to Orthodox theology in English.g
Readers comment on how surprised they are to find that this textbook is not only
highly informative, but also highly inspiring. Years before the book came out,
Fr. Seraphim knew that it would have such an effect. In an article he wrote on
Fr. Michael in 1981, he observed that Fr. Michael was “one of the few” today
who were writing Orthodox theology in such a “warm-hearted and inspiring
tone,” observing also that he was part of “an older generation that is fast
vanishing.”32
In the same article, Fr. Seraphim defined the true purpose of theology,
revealing what he had learned from the older generation of theological writers
and expressing his Brotherhood’s highest aim in publishing all its theological
texts. “Theology,” he wrote, “is not primarily a matter of arguments, criticisms,
proofs, and disproofs; it is first of all men’s word about God, in accordance with
the Divinely revealed teaching of Orthodoxy. Therefore, its first purpose is
always to inspire, to warm the heart, to lift one above the petty preoccupations of
earth in order to glimpse the Divine beginning and end of all things so as to give
one the energy and encouragement to struggle towards God and our heavenly
homeland. This is certainly the meaning and spirit of the theology of
Orthodoxy’s three pre-eminent ‘theologians’: St. John the Evangelist, St.
Gregory Nazianzen, and St. Symeon the New Theologian; they, one may say,
have set the tone for Orthodox theology, and this remains the tone and the task
of theology even in our cold-hearted and analytic age.”33
93
The Resurrection of Holy Russia
We can only dare to think about the salvation of Russia with complete
seriousness when we have become different. We must force ourselves
to change in the most fundamental way—to cease being what we were
when, willingly or unwillingly, knowingly or in ignorance, by our own
hands or just by indifference, we cast Russia into that terrifying,
bloody abyss in which it remains even until now.... It is not for us to
enjoy ourselves, to amuse ourselves, to dance on the grave of Russia,
brought down to its deathbed by us, but rather to repent in tears
—really to repent, as the holy Church teaches us, with a firm intention
to alter our life radically, to renew our spirit.
—Archbishop Averky (†1976)1
If a man be not crowned (with martyrdom), let him take care not to be
far distant from those who are.
—Clement of Alexandria (†223)
D URING the last few years of Fr. Seraphim’s life, a marked change began to
be felt in Russia and other Communist-dominated countries. The collapse
of Communist ideology — which at first occurred not politically but inwardly, in
people’s minds and hearts — was now being accompanied by a national
religious awakening. The resurrection of Holy Russia was beginning to occur
according to prophecy, and it now became the primary focus of Fr. Seraphim’s
attention. Together with his teaching on Orthodoxy of the heart, it became the
theme that recurred most in his later talks, articles, and letters. As can be seen
from his Jordanville journal, he invariably spoke of Russia’s resurrection in
connection with the value of redemptive suffering.
For Fr. Seraphim, all these themes — Orthodoxy of the heart, the
resurrection of Holy Russia, redemptive suffering — came together in the person
of Fr. Dimitry Dudko. By 1980, through his sermons, articles, public
discussions, and even a weekly newspaper, Fr. Dimitry had converted and
baptized over five thousand adults himself. He had become an outspoken critic
not only of politically enforced atheism, but also of the “Sergianism” and
paralyzation of his own bishops in the Moscow Patriarchate. He was striving to
call the world’s attention to the phenomenon of the New Russian Martyrs, and to
the plight of Christians who were even then being imprisoned and tortured under
the Communist Yoke. At the head of the New Martyrs he was praying to Tsar
Nicholas II and his family, referring to him openly as “Great Martyr Nicholas.”
And all this he was doing, in Fr. Seraphim’s words, “right in the jaws of the
atheist beast, as it were.”
Fr. Dimitry Dudko (1922-2004). Portrait by Maria Vishniak.
“The evils of our time,” Fr. Seraphim noted, “are so great that sometimes
we lose sight of the greater power of what we have to oppose them with.... But
Fr. Dimitry Dudko, almost more than anyone else today, is preaching the
positive Orthodox Gospel, even though he is overwhelmed with the evils of
contemporary society.”2
“Solzhenitsyn spoke of Gulag—a secular term; Fr. Dimitry speaks of
Golgotha—the Christian understanding of the Soviet experience. The central
part of Fr. Dimitry’s — and contemporary Russia’s — message to us is that all
the sufferings inflicted by atheism have a meaning — we can find Christ in
them.”3
In a talk he gave in September of 1980 on “The Orthodox Revival in
Russia,” Fr. Seraphim quoted the words of Fr. Dimitry on Russia’s Golgotha:
“In our land has occurred Golgotha; the torments of all the martyrs begin
gradually to cleanse the air.... The present crucifixion of Christ in Russia, the
persecutions and mockings only lead to the resurrection of faith in men.... This
gives us strength, firmness, makes us better than we are now.... How many
martyrs there have been in Russia — and therefore, how many holy feelings!
Will these holy feelings really give no fruit? And perhaps we live and will live
only by the feelings of the holy martyrs, being supported by them.... In our
country now in Golgotha. Christ is crucified. Golgotha is not merely sufferings,
but such sufferings as lead to resurrection and enlighten men.”4
Fr. Dimitry had himself tasted of this Golgotha. In his youth he had
suffered eight and a half years in a concentration camp for writing a religious
poem, and in 1975 he had been the victim of a planned automobile “accident”
that had broken both his legs and left him barely alive. In 1980, at age sixty-one,
he still felt the constant pressure both of the Soviet State and the Moscow
Patriarchate to stop his religious activity. Fr. Dimitry’s Orthodoxy, wrote Fr.
Seraphim, “is a profoundly ‘suffering Orthodoxy’ which goes deeper than the
comfortable academic Orthodoxy that is so easy to hold in the free West; it is
simply Orthodoxy in action, filled with love for the suffering brother in front of
one. In his ‘letter from exile’ Fr. Dimitry well says: ‘If I will simply speak of
Orthodoxy and not see suffering Russia, Orthodoxy for me could be something
of the head.’”5
Recognizing that “the great problem of our present-day Orthodoxy is too
much calculation and not enough heart,”6 Fr. Seraphim saw that Fr. Dimitry’s
message was just what was needed today. Fr. Dimitry himself, when accused in
his own church for using religion as a “cover,” frankly replied: “I sat in a camp
for eight and a half years, but I bear no grudges. Don’t you know that people
who engage in politics don’t speak this openly? Politicians are always
calculating, but as you see, I don’t calculate. I speak, risking my own life and the
lives of my family. There are no politics in my words. There’s no animosity or
slander in my words, no hidden meanings of any sort. Just pain. Pain for
everyone and everything. There’s nothing else there.”7
“Fr. Dimitry’s words,” wrote Fr. Seraphim in a letter, “are such a breath of
fresh air for people today... He speaks right to the heart of today’s people, both
in Russia and outside.”8
In other letters Fr. Seraphim remarked: “Fr. Dimitry gives us a chance to
get around some of our own problems here; here they don’t like us to talk about
uncanonized saints — but Fr. Dimitry openly refers to ‘Holy New Martyr
Nicholas’ (the Tsar).”9 [a]
Over the years the Platina fathers received two brief notes from Fr. Dimitry.
“All the rest of our correspondence with him,” Fr. Seraphim noted, “is probably
in the GPU files.”10 In the meantime, between 1978 and 1980, Fr. Seraphim
translated into English the entire first four issues of Fr. Dimitry’s newspaper In
the Light of the Transfiguration (printed by Fr. Alexey Young in Nikodemos),
several letters and appeals abroad from Fr. Dimitry (printed in The Orthodox
Word together with a photograph of him on the front cover), and an entire book
of Fr. Dimitry’s Resurrection Sermons (which Fr. Seraphim was unfortunately
not given permission by the Russian publisher in Canada to print).
By this time, Fr. Dimitry had become an internationally known figure. In
his guilelessness and forthrightness he had bared his long-suffering soul before
the world, and was as a lamb ready for slaughter. As if the Soviet persecutions
were not enough, he also had to endure attacks coming from his fellow Orthodox
Christians in the free West, which in some ways were probably even more
painful to him. As Fr. Seraphim noted in his “Orthodox Revival” talk: “Fr.
Dimitry’s truthfulness and fiery faith have made many enemies — sadly enough,
even among Orthodox Christians. Some have found him too emotional, too
apocalyptic, too messianic — and it is true that such fiery, urgent, Orthodox
preaching hasn’t been heard in Russia and probably the whole Orthodox world
since the days of St. John of Kronstadt; many Orthodox people have become
self-satisfied with their ‘correct and proper’ Orthodoxy and are somehow
offended when Orthodoxy is preached and communicated so warmly to
everyone who will listen. Others are infected by the tragic suspiciousness of our
times, largely inspired by the Communist spy system, and simply do not trust
him, some even suspecting him of being a KGB agent. Still others miss his
message because they want to check each of his words for possible ‘heresies,’
and some of such ones have thought that he is an ‘ecumenist’ because he has no
hostility towards non-Orthodox Christians, even though he quite clearly
distinguishes Orthodoxy from their teachings.”11
In January of 1980 Fr. Dimitry was again arrested and imprisoned. Right
before his incarceration he had written to his critics abroad:
“You are bold to criticize us without seeing what is what, and not knowing
our circumstances.... Is it not time to learn to understand each other, to help each
other, to rejoice for each other?... Russia is perishing, the whole world is
perishing, protecting itself behind a false prosperity; and we hinder each other
from doing the work of God.... The people for whom I have decided to give over
my whole life have suddenly begun to poison me. O Lord, forgive them!... Help
me to bear this very heavy cross!”12
In America the loudest criticism of Fr. Dimitry was raised by the super-
correct Orthodox faction. Even while Fr. Dimitry was languishing in prison and
being subjected to refined Soviet torture methods, the newsletter of the super-
correct group printed a long article on him which attempted to catch him in his
words and thus prove that, being in the rival jurisdiction of the Moscow
Patriarchate, he was an ecumenist and a heretic. The article concluded with the
statement that, if Fr. Dimitry were to die in prison without having first
renounced his ties with the Moscow Patriarchate, he would not die as a martyr
but would “only commit suicide.” The author asked “pious Orthodox Christians”
to correctly pray, not for Fr. Dimitry, but for persecuted Orthodox Christians
who were in no way associated with the Moscow Patriarchate.
“Now the attack is against Fr. Dimitry,” noted Fr. Seraphim in a letter, “and
we (and Fr. Alexey Young) who have defended him are publicly accused of
‘telling outright fibs’ and of being ‘unprincipled and irresponsible.’ Again, we
are not primarily concerned with the attack against us personally. But this is an
attack against one of the best representatives of living Orthodoxy, the Orthodoxy
of the heart!”13
To counter this attack, Fathers Seraphim and Herman published in The
Orthodox Word a Decree from their ruling hierarch, Archbishop Anthony, which
called for special prayers to be offered for Fr. Dimitry and other believers who
were then incarcerated in Russia.14 Hoping to evoke some human sympathy for
Fr. Dimitry from among his critics, the fathers also wrote a letter to the editor of
the newsletter which had published the uncharitable article on him. Hardly a
week passed, however, before it was reported that Fr. Dimitry had apparently
“broken” under pressure in prison. Reporting on this in The Orthodox Word, Fr.
Seraphim wrote:
“Many Orthodox Christians in the free world were saddened to hear of
Father Dimitry Dudko’s ‘confession’ on Soviet television (June 20, 1980), when
he read a prepared statement renouncing all his articles and books and
acknowledging himself guilty of ‘anti-Soviet activity.’ This occurred after Fr.
Dimitry had been imprisoned for five months and had been allowed to see no
one, not even members of his own family. One can only guess the pressures and
psychological weapons (including injection of mind-weakening drugs) that
caused Fr. Dimitry to read this statement, which was evidently composed for
him by the KGB.”15
In his “Orthodox Revival” talk, Fr. Seraphim stated further: “I think it is not
too difficult to understand, in general terms, what happened to him: he was
‘broken,’ not in his Orthodox Christian faith (which he was perhaps not even
asked to give up) but in his sense of mission. Even before his arrest he wrote of
his ‘sleepless nights’ when he read of how his own Orthodox Russians abroad
were attacking him and spreading innuendos about him: Why can he speak so
openly? How can he have such contacts abroad? Why do they let him print a
‘newspaper’?
“How petty we can sometimes become when face to face with such an
evident miracle as Fr. Dimitry’s words in these past years! His atheist torturers
undoubtedly played to the full the doubts and suspicions and accusations of his
fellow Orthodox in order, finally, to make Fr. Dimitry, cut off from contact with
even his own family, doubt his own mission to speak the saving Orthodox word
when everyone seemed to be against him.
“I think we in the free world who did not sufficiently value and support Fr.
Dimitry are at least partly to blame for his tragedy. As far as we know, no one
has been able to get into contact with Fr. Dimitry yet, but one person who was
able to speak briefly to his Matushka reports that she could only say: ‘What have
they done to him?’”16
A few days after Fr. Seraphim had heard of Fr. Dimitry’s “confession,” he
had spoken his personal feelings about it in a letter:
“May God help this poor man in his hour of trial; one can hardly imagine
the pressures and tortures placed upon him to extract this (chiefly, I would think,
threats against his family and spiritual children).[b] I hope there will be no
gloating over this on the part of his enemies. For my part, I think the lesson in
this for us is to go deeper within ourselves. It can be very consoling to know that
someone there is a ‘hero’ and is saying boldly what even we in freedom seldom
have the courage or strength to say; but now we can appreciate a little better the
suffering we must all go through to be true Orthodox Christians in these terrible
times. This ‘confession’ does not invalidate a single word he said before, as I see
it; but now it is others who will have to continue this work. We must all pray for
each other more, and have more love and sympathy for each other. May God
help us all! I sense the clouds becoming ever darker over America too.”17
Just as Fr. Seraphim had feared, some people in the free world took
advantage of this sad incident to proclaim, in effect, “I told you so” — as though
Fr. Dimitry’s “confession” proved that he had not been genuine in the first place.
The super-correct newsletter published articles by the Boston monastery which
once more attempted to show that, after all, nothing good can be expected to
come from inside the Moscow Patriarchate.
This reaction had to do with much more than just Fr. Dimitry. It was
symptomatic, once again, of what Fr. Seraphim considered the great problem of
Orthodoxy today, “which in essence boils down, I think, to a question of a dead
Orthodoxy of the head, of calculation, vs. the true Orthodoxy of the heart.”18
In defending Fr. Dimitry Dudko, Fr. Seraphim was actually defending this
Orthodoxy of the heart. And, once again, he was defending the “underdog.”
In 1980 Fr. Seraphim wrote and published in The Orthodox Word a
“Defense of Fr. Dimitry Dudko,” in which he answered point-by-point the
accusations leveled against him. In response to the notion that Fr. Dimitry was
practically a “heretic” for not leaving the Moscow Patriarchate and “joining the
Catacomb Church,” Fr. Seraphim described the real problems involved in
someone (especially a public figure like Fr. Dimitry) joining this illegal
organization which was virtually inaccessible to all but a small number of
people. These problems, he wrote, “are not at all as simple as they seem to
someone enjoying the freedom and leisure of the West, where one need only
look in a clergy listing or even a telephone book to find official representatives
of whichever Orthodox jurisdiction one might choose.... No one aware of church
life in Russia could possibly condemn Fr. Dimitry for not ‘joining the Catacomb
Church’; if he did, it would be a miracle — but it is not something on ecould
expect or demand of him... One cannot quote canons to a drowning person; we
cannot turn away from such people and tell them to ‘join the Catacomb Church’
before we will offer them our support. The agony of suffering Orthodoxy in our
days cannot always be solved by a change of jurisdictions.”19
Elsewhere Fr. Seraphim said: “Let us not feel smug because we are not in
the Moscow Patriarchate, whose generals (bishops) indeed have become
corrupted and are paralyzed. The Sergianist spirit of legalism and compromise
with the spirit of this world is everywhere in the Orthodox Church today. But we
are called to be soldiers of Christ in spite of this!”20
Fr. Seraphim affirmed many times that he was in one and the same Church
as Fr. Dimitry, even though at the present time, as long as the Moscow
Patriarchate in Russia was enslaved to Communism, he could not be in formal
communion with him. Fr. Dimitry himself understood this, and expressed this
paradox well when he wrote: “The unity of the Church at the present time
consists in division.... Right now we cannot be one; we must separate in order to
preserve unity. The kind of unity where they want to drive us all into a single
herd — this is precisely the worst kind of division.... We must all learn to
understand each other, to be tolerant towards each other. This will also be a
pledge of our unity. Let everyone be guided by his own conscience; each one
stands or falls before God, and God will judge everyone.”21
These remarks of Fr. Dimitry on “unity within division,” Fr. Seraphim
wrote, “as baffling as they are to the legalistic mind, are the closest attempt I’ve
seen to express this perplexity of the church situation in our times.”22
Fr. Seraphim also emphasized that the division between the Russian Church
Abroad, to which he himself belonged, and the Moscow Patriarchate, to which
Fr. Dimitry belonged, was only a temporary division, and should end when
Communism collapses and the Church in Russia is free again, as indeed it is
today: “Fr. Dimitry’s voice is a pledge that our lack of communion with the
Moscow Patriarchate is only a temporary thing, because the Orthodoxy of
someone like Fr. Dimitry is one with our own.”23 And again: “The problem of
his bishops, intercommunion [between the Church Abroad and the Moscow
Patriarchate], etc., still remain — but all the time it becomes more and more
obvious that these questions, in the Russian Church at least, are temporary and
superficial and do not hinder the deeper unity between us and true sons of the
Russian Church like Fr. Dimitry.”24
Despite Fr. Dimitry’s supposed “defeat,” Fr. Seraphim still called him a
chief witness of Russia’s resurrection: “He is a forerunner of resurrected Russia,
and the fact that he himself now seems to have fallen, that is, is no longer able to
speak out as he did before, is only a proof that this resurrection is still in process.
It cannot be completed while atheism still reigns in Russia and the church
organization bows down to the commands of the atheists; but it is presently
underway and in God’s time will produce its full fruits, despite the immense
odds against it.
“But Fr. Dimitry, for all his belief and hope in Russia’s resurrection, still
warns us that it will not happen without us, that is, each Orthodox believer. In
one of his final letters before his imprisonment he wrote: ‘It is precisely now
that, not only for those living in Russia, but for the believers of the whole world
also, the most responsible moment is approaching: when the resurrection that has
begun will touch our souls.... One must begin increased prayer for all the
persecuted in Russia... All possible help should be shown to the persecuted and
their families.... Upon our unity depends the resurrection which has begun.’”25
With such a call, it is no wonder that Fr. Seraphim, in virtually all of his
public lectures toward the end of his life, urged his fellow Americans to pray for
suffering Russian Christians, mentioning a number of them by name and saying
something about each of them. Addresses would be published in Orthodox
America so that believers could send letters of encouragement to the persecuted,
as well as appeals to the persecutors asking them (in Fr. Dimitry’s words) “to
cease their criminal work.”
In his “Orthodox Revival” lecture Fr. Seraphim had stated that, “In the
early centuries of Christianity, the prayer of Christians for those undergoing
imprisonment, slave-labor, and martyrdom was a tremendous source of strength
not only for those suffering, but for those praying for them as well. It can be the
same for us today. Let us gather their names and pray for them in church and at
home.”26
This was so important to Fr. Seraphim that, when he was invited to give a
lecture at a conference which would be attended by the super-correct contingent,
he wrote privately to a sympathetic priest: “I personally feel... that my
participating in the Conference — knowing that prayer for Fr. Dimitry and his
fellow sufferers in the Moscow Patriarchate could not be offered publicly, and
open support for and defense of them could not be given—would be a betrayal of
Orthodoxy on my part. I would be turning my back on my suffering Orthodox
brothers and telling others not to pray for them.”27 Without making a big issue
over it, Fr. Seraphim wrote to the Conference organizer “respectfully declining”
the invitation.
Fr. Seraphim also remembered his suffering brethren in Romania, Serbia,
Bulgaria, Albania, Georgia, Latvia, and other Communist-dominated lands,
praying for them by name whenever specific information about them reached
him (which did so more rarely than information from Russia). From among the
thousands of these Orthodox confessors whose names were never heard of in the
West, a few voices were getting through. One of these was the voice of Fr.
George Calciu, a daring preacher of “Orthodoxy of the heart” who had done in
Romania what Fr. Dimitry had in Russia. The very last issue of The Orthodox
Word that Fr. Seraphim worked on before he died contained the first installment
of Fr. George’s “Lenten Sermons”: a series of burning pleas for pastoral self-
sacrifice which had originally been addressed to Orthodox seminarians and
students in Romania. Fr. Seraphim thought these talks to young people were
superb — and very timely. As he wrote in his Introduction: “These talks were
originally given on the Wednesday evenings of Great Lent in 1978, in the chapel
of the Bucharest Orthodox Seminary where Fr. George was a professor. They
aroused great interest and controversy, thereby revealing the potentiality for an
Orthodox revival among the suffering Romanian people that is very close to
what is happening in the Soviet Union, where the talks of Father Dimitry Dudko
have had a similar effect.”28
When Fr. Seraphim was publishing these sermons, Fr. George was enduring
his second prison term, his first one having lasted sixteen years. He was released
in 1984, two years after Fr. Seraphim’s repose; and in 1985 he was permitted to
leave Romania. From 1989 until his repose in 2006, he served as the priest of
Holy Cross Romanian Orthodox Church in Alexandria, Virginia, becoming a
beloved spiritual father to many souls, and a close friend and mentor of the St.
Herman Brotherhood.[c]
FATHER SERAPHIM’S quick and thorough defense of Fr. Dimitry and Elder
Tavrion may seem surprising, coming as it did from one who, as we have seen,
preferred to avoid church disputes. Even his own novice Gregory, who had
arrived at the St. Herman Monastery during the “Tavrion incident,” recalls being
at first scandalized by Fr. Seraphim’s seeming obsession with such issues.
“We’re Americans,” Gregory thought. “Why does he have to get so caught up in
something that only concerns Russia?!”
Later Br. Gregory understood: The defense of Elder Tavrion was a defense
of the true spirit of Christianity against the mere letter. But there was even more
involved. The phenomenon of Elder Tavrion and others like him testified that
Holy Russia had not disappeared, that it would resurrect. And the resurrection of
Russia, as Fr. Seraphim stated many times, would not affect Russia alone: upon
it depended the fate of the whole world.
On August 3, 1981, at a Russian Youth Conference in San Francisco, Fr.
Seraphim explained Russia’s vast significance while delivering what later
became one of his most widely published and talked-about lectures: “The Future
of Russia and the End of the World.”35 “Russia,” he said, “the first country to
experience the Communist yoke, is also the first country to begin to wake up
from it and survive it. Despite the continued reign of Communist tyranny in
Russia, atheism has not captured the soul of Russia, and the religious awakening
that can be seen now in Russia is undoubtedly only the beginning of something
immense and elemental: the recovery of the soul of a whole nation from the
plague of atheism. This is the reason why Russia today can speak a word of
significance to the whole world, which is plunging into the same trap of atheism
from which Russia is emerging; and this is why the future of Russia is so closely
bound up with the future of the whole world, in a religious sense.”36
Fr. Seraphim went on to quote numerous prophecies of Russia’s holy men
about her resurrection, among which were the following:
THAT was in 1981; and although Bishop Nektary and Fr. Seraphim did not
live to witness it, it all came to pass as they had written.
Unfortunately, people still ask: “What did Fr. Dimitry Dudko actually
accomplish with all his activity? In the end, all he did was to get himself and a
lot of other people into trouble, and become a laughingstock to his enemies.”
Those who voice such opinions do not consider that, had it not been for the
labors of Fr. Dimitry and others like him in publicly awakening the national
conscience, even to the point of making public the veneration of the Tsar-
Martyr, perhaps the Russian people as a whole could not have atoned for the sin
of regicide and thus shaken off the atheist tyranny. Even while Russia was still
enslaved, Fr. Dimitry had spoken of the possibility that Golgotha may not lead to
resurrection at all: “Perhaps it will only be the Golgotha of the foolish thief.”43
In striving to turn the tide, Fr. Dimitry had reached out not only to those
who were already active members of the Church. He reached out to everyone —
including bitter atheists and confused agnostics, in whom the Faith of their
fathers lay dormant. Evidently it had not been enough for just a select group to
be turning away from evil. In order for Russia to be free again, the repentance of
the evils of the past had to become a national movement, coming from the broad
spectrum of Russian society. Fr. Dimitry did not of course bring this about all by
himself; there were hundreds more such laborers whose names never reached Fr.
Seraphim and others in the West. But he did a great deal, and this is what he
accomplished. In the words of Hieroschemamonk Aristocleus, who died in
August 1918: “God’s scales are exact; and when even the smallest of good in the
cup overweighs, then will God reveal His mercy upon Russia.”44 Had it not been
for Fr. Dimitry, where would these scales be now?
IN 1980, a few weeks before his arrest, Fr. Dimitry had looked forward to
the Millennium of Christianity in Russia that was to occur in 1988, and he had
asked: “What should we do so that our Christian land (which has become
atheist) should come to the thousandth year of Christianity with new powers?”
By October of 1987 he could write: “May God grant that a new beginning will
be blessed in our much-suffering land, that all will be able to freely take a breath
of fresh air.... The Millennium of Christianity in Russia is an all-Christian
jubilee, a most meaningful date, and it says a lot to the whole world. May it be
so, may it be so!”45
In 1987, this may have only seemed like a product of wishful thinking. But
the following year did indeed bring great changes for Russia and its Church.
Soon public services were being held for the Tsar-Martyr, and he was being
talked about in the press and on television. A wave of love for the Holy Royal
Martyrs was now free to rise from the heart of the Russian people. And in the
midst of all the prophecies coming true, Fr. Seraphim’s lecture on the “Future of
Russia” was also being spread and talked about on Russian television. The
Russian people were thanking Fr. Seraphim for what he had done for them, for
helping to show them the way of deliverance.
A few years more, and Communist totalitarianism was already a thing of
the past in Russia and other Orthodox Christian countries. In July of 1993, at a
large gathering at the place of the Royal Family’s execution (Ekaterinburg) on
the day of the their martyrdom, a message was read from Patriarch Alexey II and
the Holy Synod of the Russian Orthodox Church, calling the entire nation to
repentance for the death of the Tsar and his family. As if echoing the words of
Archbishop John, Bishop Nektary, and Fr. Seraphim, this epistle from the now-
free Moscow Patriarchate read as follows: “The sin of regicide, which took place
amid the indifference of the citizens of Russia, has not been repented of by our
people. Being a transgression of both the law of God and civil law, this sin
weighs heavily upon the souls of our people, upon its moral conscience. And
today, on behalf of the whole Church, on behalf of her children, both reposed
and living, we proclaim repentance before God and the people for this sin.
Forgive us, O Lord! We call to repentance all of our people, all of our children....
Repentance of the sin committed by our forefathers should become for us a
banner of unity.” Finally, on August 7/20, 2000, the Sobor of Bishops of the
Russian Orthodox Church (Moscow Patriarchate) canonized Tsar Nicholas II
and his family, together with 1,200 Russian New Martyrs and Confessors.
Attended by Orthodox patriarchs and bishops from around the world, the
canonization occurred in the magnificent, newly rebuilt Christ the Saviour
Cathedral in Moscow, which was itself a symbol of the resurrection of Russia —
the original Cathedral having been blown up by the Communists in 1931.46
The time of Russia’s purification and repentance is not over. The words of
Archbishop John, Bishop Nektary, and Fr. Seraphim about the repentance of the
Russian people are just as timely today as they were before the end of
Communist persecution. If the Russian Orthodox people, as one body, can
follow this counsel to the end, they will fulfill the destiny about which Russia’s
own prophets have spoken: to preach to all mankind a final word of repentance.
At the end of his lecture on the resurrection of Russia, Fr. Seraphim stated:
Canonization icon of the New Martyrs and Confessors of Russia, from the glorification ceremony
in Christ the Saviour Cathedral, Moscow, August 7/20, 2000.
“In the book which most thoroughly describes the events to occur at the end
of the world, the Apocalypse of St. John the Theologian, at the opening of the
seventh seal, which precedes the final plague to come upon mankind, it is said
that there was silence in heaven for the space of half an hour (Apoc. 8:1). Some
have interpreted this to mean a short period of peace before the final events of
world history, namely, the short period of the restoration of Russia, when the
preaching of worldwide repentance will begin with Russia — that ‘new, ultimate
word’ which even Dostoyevsky hoped Russia would give to the world.47 Under
present world conditions, when the events of one country are known to the
whole world almost instantly, and when Russia, cleansed by the blood of its
martyrs, indeed has a better chance than any other country to awake from the
sleep of atheism and unbelief — we can already conceive the possibility of such
an event. As Fr. Dimitry Dudko and others have said, it cannot be that the blood
of Russia’s innumerable martyrs will be in vain; undoubtedly it is the seed of the
last great flowering of true Christianity....
“Archbishop John ended his report to the 1938 Sobor with a prophecy and a
hope that there will be a true Pascha in Russia that will shine forth to the whole
world before the very end of all things and the beginning of the universal
Kingdom of God: ‘Shake away the sleep of despondency and sloth, O sons of
Russia! Behold the glory of her sufferings and be purified; wash yourselves from
your sins! Be strengthened in the Orthodox Faith, so as to be worthy to dwell in
the dwelling of the Lord and to settle in His holy mountain! Leap up, leap up,
arise, O Russia, you who from the Lord’s hands have drunk the cup of His
wrath! When your sufferings shall have ended, your righteousness shall go with
you and the glory of the Lord shall accompany you. The peoples shall come to
your light, and kings to the shining which shall rise upon you. Then Lift up your
eyes and see: behold, your children come to you from the West and the North
and the Sea and the East, blessing in you Christ forever.[e] Amen.’”48
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Today in Russia, Tomorrow in
America
We are the products of... a society of fakery and plastic everything
—including plastic Christianity and plastic Orthodoxy. Let us be
humble enough to recognize it.
—Fr. Seraphim1
R USSIA and the other Orthodox countries under Communism had already
tasted the bitter cup of poverty and inhuman slavery; the faithful
Christians within them had already learned the meaning of redemptive suffering.
But what of the free West, and especially of America? What was the spiritual
prognosis for this prosperous land, covered with a massive “archipelago” of
shopping centers and fast-food restaurants, stocked full of seemingly unlimited
consumer goods, ever perfecting ways to make life on earth more comfortable
and enjoyable? Speaking to a group of Orthodox Americans at the 1982 St.
Herman Pilgrimage, Fr. Seraphim looked at contemporary life and gave this
appraisal:
“Anyone who looks at our contemporary life from the perspective of the
normal life lived by people in earlier times — say, Russia, or America, or any
country of Western Europe in the nineteenth century — cannot help but be
struck by the fact of how abnormal life has become today. The whole concept of
authority and obedience, of decency and politeness, of public and private
behavior — all have changed drastically, have been turned upside down except
in a few isolated pockets of people — usually Christians of some kind — who
try to preserve the so-called ‘old-fashioned’ way of life.
“Our abnormal life today can be characterized as spoiled, pampered. From
infancy today’s child is treated, as a general rule, like a little god or goddess in
the family; his whims are catered to, his desires fulfilled; he is surrounded by
toys, amusements, comforts; he is not trained and brought up according to the
strict principles of Christian behavior, but left to develop whichever way his
desires incline. It is usually enough for him to say, ‘I want it!’ or ‘I won’t do it!’
for his obliging parents to bow down before him and let him have his way.
Perhaps this does not happen all the time in every family, but it happens often
enough to be the rule of contemporary child-rearing, and even the best-
intentioned parents do not entirely escape its influence. Even if the parents try to
raise the child strictly, the neighbors are trying to do something else. They have
to take that into consideration when disciplining the child.
“When such a child becomes an adult, he naturally surrounds himself with
the same things he was used to in his childhood: comforts, amusements, and
grown-up toys. Life becomes a constant search for ‘fun’—which, by the way, is
a word totally unheard of in any other vocabulary; in nineteenth-century Russia
or in any serious civilization, they wouldn’t have understood what this word
meant. Life is a constant search for ‘fun’ which is so empty of any serious
meaning that a visitor from any nineteenth-century country, looking at our
popular television programs, amusement parks, advertisements, movies, music
— at almost any aspect of our popular culture — would think he had stumbled
across a land of imbeciles who have lost all contact with normal reality. We
don’t often take that into consideration, because we are living in this society and
we take it for granted.
“Some recent observers of our contemporary life have called the young
people of today the ‘me generation’ and our times the ‘age of narcissism,’
characterized by a worship of and fascination with oneself that prevents a normal
human life from developing. Others have spoken of the ‘plastic’ universe or
fantasy world in which so many people live today, unable to face or come to
terms with the reality of the world around them or the problems within
themselves.
“When the ‘me generation’ turns to religion — which has been happening
very frequently in the past several decades — it is usually to a ‘plastic’ or
fantasy form of religion: a religion of ‘self-development’ (where the self remains
the object of worship), of brainwashing and mind-control, of deified gurus and
swamis, of a pursuit of UFOs and ‘extra-terrestrial’ beings, of abnormal states
and feelings....
“It is important for us to realize, as we try ourselves to lead a Christian life
today, that the world which has been formed by our pampered times makes
demands on the soul, whether in religion or in secular life, which are what one
has to call totalitarian. This is easy enough to see in the mind-bending cults that
have received so much publicity in recent years, and which demand total
allegiance to a self-made ‘holy man’; but it is just as evident in secular life,
where one is confronted not just by an individual temptation here or there, but by
a constant state of temptation that attacks one — whether in the background
music heard everywhere in markets and businesses; in the public signs and
billboards of city streets; in the rock music which is brought everywhere by its
devotees, even to forest campgrounds and trails; and in the home itself, where
television often becomes the secret ruler of the household, dictating modern
values, opinions, and tastes.”2
Fr. Alexey Young recalls how Fr. Seraphim “disliked fakery of all kinds,
often speaking of the ‘Disneyland’ mentality of America, which was making it
impossible for people to seek and find the truth.”3 Looking at contemporary
American life from a spiritual perspective and comparing it to life in the Soviet
Union, Fr. Seraphim once asked: “Do we have any image that explains our
situation as well as [the Soviet] Gulag does that of Russia? I am afraid there is an
image, most unflattering to us, which is almost our equivalent of Gulag. It is
‘Disneyland’—an image which exemplifies our carefree love of ‘fun’ (a most
un-Christian word!), our lack of seriousness... unaware or barely aware of the
real meaning and seriousness of life.”4 In his talk at the 1982 Pilgrimage, Fr.
Seraphim expanded on this idea:
“The message of this universal temptation that attacks men today — quite
openly in its secular forms, but usually more hidden in its religious forms — is:
Live for the present, enjoy yourself, relax, be comfortable. Behind this message
is another, more sinister undertone which is openly expressed only in the
officially atheist countries which are one step ahead of the free world in this
respect. In fact, we should realize that what is happening in the world today is
very similar whether it occurs behind the Iron Curtain or in the free world. There
are different varieties of it, but a very similar attack is being made to get our
souls. In the Communist countries which have an official doctrine of atheism,
they tell you quite openly that you are to forget about God and any other life but
the present one; remove from your life the fear of God and reverence for holy
things; regard those who still believe in God in the ‘old-fashioned’ way as
enemies who must be exterminated. One might take, as a symbol of our carefree,
fun-loving, self-worshipping times, our American ‘Disneyland’; if so, we should
not neglect to see behind it the more sinister symbol that shows where the ‘me
generation’ is really heading: the Soviet Gulag.”5
IT had been to prepare their fellow Westerners for coming persecutions that
the Platina fathers had worked so hard to make the story of the New Martyrs of
the Communist Yoke known in the free West. As Fr. Herman wrote in an article
for The Orthodox Word, “We need the New Martyrs to call us to authentic
spiritual life. They touch in us something so deep and elemental that our souls
and minds, made shallow by modern ‘enlightenment,’ can scarcely grasp it; and
yet we know it. Let us join their army in the march to eternal bliss, making the
resolve to stand for the Truth even unto the death of the body... Let us listen to
the cry of the New Martyrs!”7
In 1982 the fathers, with the help of Mary Mansur, finished compiling into
a single volume all the articles from The Orthodox Word on the New Martyrs
and on contemporary, living confessors. This became the aforementioned
Russia’s Catacomb Saints. Fr. Seraphim regarded it as a textbook for
contemporary Orthodox Christians. And such was what it proved to be: a
textbook on how to preserve one’s faith amid terrible conditions and
indescribable persecution; a textbook that made it abundantly clear that Jesus
Christ is real and worth dying for.
A compendium of 635 pages, Russia’s Catacomb Saints was by far the
largest original book that the Brotherhood had published thus far. It was being
printed when Fr. Seraphim came down with the excruciating illness that would
take his life; and one wonders whether these two things were not somehow
connected. After Fr. Seraphim’s long, agonizing battle with death was over, Fr.
Herman said: “Fr. Seraphim suffered as he did in order to receive the glory of
martyrs.”
In keeping with Fr. Seraphim’s approach, Russia’s Catacomb Saints was
decidedly nonpartisan in its treatment of the Russian Church, glorifying
examples of sanctity and Christian heroism wherever they were to be found: in
the Catacomb Church of Russia, in the Russian Church Abroad, and in the
Moscow Patriarchate.
While this approach caused some people to dismiss or ignore Russia’s
Catacomb Saints, on many others the book had the effect that Fr. Seraphim had
intended. People of the West did indeed hear the “cry of the New Martyrs,” and
they were never the same again. Three years after Fr. Seraphim’s death a review
of Russia’s Catacomb Saints appeared in an American religious periodical, in
which the writer confessed: “The book that I am about to review... is a book that
found me. It has changed my life. I do not pretend to impartiality in writing
about it. I will not be comparing it to other books about martyrs or assaying any
remarks about style or form. The book is, in my opinion, simply too important
for such trifles. Those who prefer to read reviews in which the reviewer
maintains a detached ‘objectivity’ and a mildly superior tone that engages the
reader’s interest without disturbing his comfort or point of view may skip the
next few pages. Those who want to expose themselves to unabashed testimony,
read on! But be forewarned! This book may affect your peace of mind. It deals
with ‘matters of life and death’ in a way that ‘afflicts the comfortable, and
comforts the afflicted.’ It may be a shocking realization for some — it was for
me!—that Christianity is really and truly a matter of life and death!”8
Since Fr. Seraphim’s repose, Russia’s Catacomb Saints has also been
spread in lands formerly enslaved by Communism. Portions of it appeared in the
magazine of the Voronezh diocese in Russia, and a Serbian edition of the book
was published in Kralyevo, Serbia, in 1996.
FOR Orthodox Americans, perhaps the most sobering part of this already
very sobering book is its dedication page. Echoing the prophecy of Elder
Ignatius of Harbin, Fathers Seraphim and Herman had written there:
TODAY IN RUSSIA
TOMORROW IN AMERICA
WHILE Fr. Seraphim did not make specific predictions regarding America,
he did predict the fall of atheistic Communism in Russia and the rise of the new
globalist system that would be built upon the foundations laid by Communism.
Needless to say, the accuracy of this prediction has been strikingly confirmed in
the years following his repose, and continues to be confirmed. In a talk he gave
in May of 1981—almost precisely a decade before the collapse of the Soviet
regime in Russia — Fr. Seraphim said:
“The reason why Communism takes over the world is not because it’s so
much smarter than capitalism or democracies or anything of the sort, but because
in the West there is a spiritual vacuum, and when this vacuum is present
Communism simply marches in, taking one little territory after another until, at
present, it has conquered nearly half the world. But Communism does not have
the final answer because it is a very negative thing. In fact, if you look at what
has been happening in Russia for the last ten or twenty years, you can see that
there’s a full revolt, as far as the people’s mentality is concerned: it’s against the
whole system of Communism. Although the dictatorship is just as strong as ever
— especially in the last two years, putting more people in prison again — and
although the police is very strong and is everywhere, nonetheless, the people are
rising up more and more. That is, they are rising up not in armed revolt but in
their minds, and are becoming independent. This means that sooner or later the
whole system is going to collapse. And so Communism does not have the
answer; it cannot conquer the whole world and bring happiness as it claims it
can. But in the meantime it is preparing for one very important thing which has
to happen before the end of the world can come, and that is that there has to be
one, unified world government, from which Christianity has somehow been
kicked out. And that Communism has been doing very successfully.
“But in order to supply people with a ‘spiritual’ basis for one world
government, there has to be something higher; and in the ideas of the United
Nations, for example, we see something that looks like a spiritual answer.[b] The
U.N. claims to be for the foundation of one world government which will not be
a tyranny, based not on any particular idea like Communism but on something
very vague, and with no particular Christian basis. In fact, about twenty years
ago they built a meditation chapel in the U.N. building, and at that time they had
a big discussion about what would be the object of worship in it. You can’t have
a Cross, because then you’re immediately branded as Christian; you can’t have
anything Muslim or Hindu because again you’re identified; it has to be above all
religions. Finally they decided on a black stone block. People experience an
awesome feeling before it, as before an idol: a very vague kind of religious
interest. Of course, everybody has a religious interest: you can’t hide it, and
Communism is going to fall because of that. But such a vague thing is exactly
what the devil likes to grab hold of. In any particular belief you can be mistaken,
but at least you put your heart into it, and God can even forgive all kinds of
mistakes. But if you don’t have any particular religious belief and you give
yourself over to some kind of vague idea, then the demons come in and begin to
act.”12 [c]
What Fr. Seraphim said about a “spiritual” basis for one world government
after the fall of Communism has been uncannily echoed in more recent years by
the aforementioned Robert Muller, former Assistant Secretary General of the
United Nations. Championing the so-called United Religions Initiative, which
was formed in 1995 as a “spiritual” counterpart of the United Nations, Muller
has stated: “The role and responsibility of the new United Religions
Organization and of the World Parliament of Religions... will be no less than to
give humanity a new spiritual, planetary, cosmic ideology to follow the demise
of communism and capitalism.”13 At the same time, Muller says, the United
Nations should lead “vigorous action” against “religious fundamentalism.”14
IN spite of the ominous signs that he saw looming on the horizon, Fr.
Seraphim never ceased to have missionary dreams for his country. In his
Jordanville address he related:
“Just this last week I crossed the whole of America by train — a vast land,
with many different kinds of landscapes and settlements. And I thought of St.
Seraphim’s vision of the vast Russian land, with the smoke of the prayers of
believers going up like incense to God. Perhaps someone will say to me: ‘Oh,
you talk like a convert! America is America. It’s full of Protestants and
unbelievers, and the Orthodox will always be a little minority of people who
stick to themselves and have no influence on the rest of America.’ Well, I’m not
saying that we Orthodox will ‘convert America’—that’s a little too ambitious for
us. However, St. Herman himself did have such a dream. He wrote a letter after
participating in the first ‘missionary conference’ on American soil, when that
small band of missionaries divided up the vast land of Alaska and argued over
who would get the most land to cover. St. Herman, hearing this, says that he was
so exalted in soul that he thought he was present when the Apostles themselves
were dividing up the world for the preaching of the Gospel.
“We don’t have to have such exalted ideas in order to see that the prayers of
believers could be going up to God in America. What if we who are Orthodox
Christians began to realize who we are?—to take our Christianity seriously, to
live as though we actually were in contact with the true Christianity? We would
begin to be different, others around us would begin to be interested in why we
are different, and we would begin to realize that we have the answers to their
spiritual questions.”15
In his times, Fr. Seraphim saw hope in the fact that the voice of persecuted
Orthodox lands — of the New Martyrs; of Sergei Kourdakov and Alexander
Solzhenitsyn; of Fr. Dimitry Dudko, Fr. George Calciu and others — was being
heard in the West, with a message clearer than at any other time in the era of
Communist terror. Along with Fr. Dimitry Dudko, he believed that the seed of
the New Martyrs would bring forth a blossoming of true Christianity, not only in
Russia, “but also in every place that takes the sufferings of Russian Christians to
heart.”16
In the face of the Golgotha that he saw coming upon America, Fr. Seraphim
saw that at the same time there could be a resurrection of true Christianity in his
homeland — if not outwardly as in Russia, then inwardly, in the depth of the
American soul. Concluding his “Orthodox Revival” talk, he said:
“It is a law of the spiritual life that where there is Golgotha — if it is
genuine suffering for Christ — there will be resurrection. This resurrection first
of all occurs in human hearts, and we do not need to be too concerned what
outward form it might take by God’s will. All signs point to the fact that we are
living at the end of the world, and any outward restoration of Holy Orthodox
Russia will be short-lived. But our inward spiritual resurrection is what we
should be striving for, and the events in Russia give us hope that, in contrast to
all the imitation and fake Christianity and Orthodoxy that abounds today, there
will yet be a resurrection of true, suffering Christianity, not only in Russia, but
wherever hearts have not become entirely frozen. But we must be ready for the
suffering that must precede this....
“Are we in the West ready for it? Golgotha does not mean the incidental
sufferings we all go through in this life. It is something immense and deep,
which cannot be relieved by taking an aspirin or going to a movie. It is what
Russia has gone through and is now trying to communicate to us. Let us not be
deaf to this message. By the prayers of all the New Martyrs, may God give us
the strength to endure the trials coming upon us and to find in them the
resurrection of our souls!”17
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Santa Cruz
To have found God and still to pursue Him is the soul’s paradox of
love, scorned indeed by the too-easily-satisfied religionist, but justified
in happy experience by the children of the burning heart.
—A. W. Tozer1
searching — when I finished Orthodoxy and the Religion of the Future and
everything fell joyously into place, and I knew beyond all doubt and vacillation
that my future was to be in Christ’s Church.”2
In the spring of 1981, the fellowship invited Fr. Seraphim to give two
lectures on the campus: one for the general public and another for a university
course which two of the members were taking: “World Religions in the U.S.”
Fr. Seraphim was more than glad to come. On May 14 he set off for the
campus, taking Theophil along with him. His arrival and stay there have been
described as follows by one of the students, a freshman named John:
“It was the first time I met Fr. Seraphim. I was not baptized nor even a
catechumen then, having learned about Orthodoxy only a month or so before
from one of the students in the ‘World Religions in the U.S.’ course. We were
standing in front of the college, when Fr. Seraphim drove up in an old, beat-up
pickup truck. At first he looked striking and unapproachable to me, with his long
hair and exceedingly long gray beard. But suddenly he approached me, said,
‘Christ Is Risen!’ and then kissed me three times in the Orthodox manner — a
custom which was then still new and strange to me.
“The next thing I remember is walking with Fr. Seraphim through the
college. Dinner had just ended, and the students were milling and hanging
around outside the cafeteria. Everyone was staring at Fr. Seraphim, but he
walked through them as naturally as if he had been at home. For me, an
eighteen-year-old kid at the time, it was exhilarating to walk beside him. In the
middle of this progressive, ‘hip’ American college, he seemed like someone who
had just stepped out of the fourth-century Christian desert.
“Fr. Seraphim was taken to a wooden A-frame building which served as the
University Religious Center. About forty people, some of them Orthodox
Christians from surrounding areas, gathered for his talk.
“Since it was the Paschal season, Fr. Seraphim began by leading everyone
in singing ‘Christ Is Risen’ before an icon of Christ. After a short introduction
by a member of the fellowship, he gave his lecture, entitled ‘Contemporary
Signs of the End of the World.’[c] At first he went into the Orthodox teaching on
the Apocalypse based entirely on Holy Scripture, and then he spoke specifically
about modern phenomena which betokened the coming end.
“I was struck first of all by the sobriety of his presentation. He was
somehow able to heighten people’s awareness without feeding apocalyptic fears.
A doomsday fanatic would have been just as disappointed in his lecture as would
a believer in a future age of earthly blessedness.
“Having said that we should watch for the signs of the end in order to
prepare ourselves against deception, Fr. Seraphim reminded us that all this
should be done in a spiritual way:
“Even without trying to calculate specific events, Fr. Seraphim said some
things that later turned out to really hit the mark. He predicted that Communist
regimes would collapse, having helped pave the way for a global government.
Unlike Communism, the world government of the future would have a vague,
pseudo-spiritual basis, as exemplified by the United Nations ‘meditation
chapel.’[d]
“Fr. Seraphim also said some pertinent things about the land of Israel and
the Jewish people in light of New Testament prophecy:
Another sign that the times of the end are approaching is the present state of
the Jews in Israel, in the city of Jerusalem. According to the prophecies of
the Scriptures and the Holy Fathers of the Orthodox Church, Jerusalem will
be the world capital of Antichrist, and there he will rebuild the temple of
Solomon where he will be worshipped as God.[e] These are the events that
are to come right before the very end of the world. Of course, it is very
significant that only since 1948 has Jerusalem been once more in the hands
of the Jews, and only since 1967 has the place where the temple was, the
Mosque of Omar, been in their hands, since this had been in the part held
by the Muslims. Therefore, all that prevents them, technically, from
building the temple is the Mosque of Omar. If they can destroy the mosque,
they can erect the temple on this site.[f]
If you were to ask anyone who is aware at all of political events in the
world a question, “What would be the ideal city to have as the world capital
if there was going to be a world empire?” — it’s obvious what the answer
would be in most people’s minds. It can’t be New York because that’s the
center of capitalism; it can’t be Moscow because that’s the center of
Communism. It can’t even be Rome, because Roman Catholicism is still
some kind of limited tradition. The logical place is Jerusalem, because there
three religions come together, three continents come together. It’s the most
logical place where there could be peace, brotherhood, harmony: all those
things which look good, but unless they have a solid Christian foundation
are not God-pleasing — those things which can be used by Antichrist.
Another aspect of the Jewish question is that many young Jews are
becoming interested in Christianity, since among the Jews also there is
religious seeking. Some of these are converting to Christianity, and some of
them are coming to Orthodoxy. This is already a sign, a preparation for the
fact that at the end of time the Jews will be restored to Christianity, to
Christ. St Paul expresses this, saying that, if the falling away of the Jews
meant “riches” for the Gentiles — because when the Jews fell away the
Gentiles were invited into the Church — then the restoration of Israel will
be like a rising from the dead.[g] And this event will come right before the
end.4 [h]
“After his lecture Fr. Seraphim was asked questions on a great many topics
— the Apocalypse, UFOs, Eastern Religions, J. D. Salinger’s Franny and Zoey,
Blessed Augustine, the issue of grace vs. free will — which he answered with
the same balance and sobriety.
“Fr. Seraphim happened to be sick at this time, and had been sniffling
through the lecture. Obviously exhausted, he yet remained clear-headed,
cheerful, and ready to answer questions at length. I saw his worn-out robe, his
matted beard, and remembered his old truck. Such poverty!—and yet he carried
himself and spoke like a true gentleman, a scholar, and a philosopher. I could see
that he was at least as learned and far more wise than any of my professors, and
yet he was clearly a man of the wilderness, more at home in a forest than in a
classroom.
“What struck me most about Fr. Seraphim, besides his sobriety, was that
here was a man who was sacrificing himself totally for God, for the Truth. He
was not a university professor receiving a comfortable salary for being a
disseminator of knowledge, nor was he a religious leader who hankered after
power, influence, or even a bowl of fruit to be placed at his feet, as did the
‘spiritual masters’ who then had followings in Santa Cruz. He was not ‘into
religion’ for what he could get out of it; he was not looking for a crutch, to
‘enjoy spiritual life.’ He was just a simple monk who sought the Truth above all
else. And I knew beyond the shadow of a doubt that he would die for that Truth,
for I could sense that he was dying for it already.
“The following morning Fr. Seraphim was to speak to my ‘World Religions
in the U.S.’ class. A word should be said here about this course, and about its
professor, Noel Q. King. Professor King’s courses in religion were usually rather
free-form. He encouraged young people to pursue an interest in spiritual things,
but avoided saying that any one tradition was truer than another. He provided no
answers, but only a forum for learning.
“The ‘World Religions in the U.S.’ class was divided into various study
groups led by the students themselves. Any student could lead a study group on
just about any religious path or trend he wished. Actually, it was in this free-for-
all forum that I had discovered Orthodox Christianity. Earlier I had agreed to
lead a study group on Zen Buddhism, but when one of the students, James
Paffhausen, stood up in class and began talking about Orthodoxy one day,
something in my heart moved. Soon I was studying Orthodoxy rather than Zen,
and the class no longer had a Zen study group leader.
“To my fellow students Fr. Seraphim would be giving the Absolute Truth
that most university professors felt they could not give and still keep their jobs.
It seems he knew exactly whom he would be addressing. My generation was one
of gross spiritual insensitivity, and that was why so many people needed
supernatural phenomena, some sensual but seemingly spiritual experiences, to
awaken any response in them. It was why so many young seekers followed ‘holy
men’ or religious groups on the basis of the miracles they performed or the
results they promised, as well as why hallucinogenic drugs, occult practices, and
‘charismatic’ experiences had become so popular.
“Fr. Seraphim wished to tell the students that the desire to have a ‘spiritual
high’ was not the right reason to undertake the spiritual quest. One must seek, as
he himself had done so many years before, the ‘Truth above all else.’
“Fr. Seraphim knew he would see most of the students in my class only
once in his life. In the hour allotted to him, he had to cut through all secondary
concerns and go to the very core of all Christian life: the conversion of the heart
of man, which causes it to burn with love for Christ and transforms one into a
new being.
“Fr. Seraphim’s lecture was entitled ‘God’s Revelation to the Human
Heart.’ He began by telling the ‘World Religions’ students that, if a person is
really in earnest, there is only one reason why he will study religion: to come
into contact with reality, to find a reality deeper than the temporal everyday
reality. ‘I would like to say a few words today about how Orthodox Christianity
tries to do this,’ he said, ‘to open up spiritual reality to the religious seeker.’
“Fr. Seraphim warned of the dangers involved in the search for reality,
telling of a friend he had had during his own days of searching who had burned
out his mind with drugs. Similar examples, he said, could be found among
people who seek other forms of psychic or occult experience. But such examples
are not at all unique to our times; many can be found in the Orthodox literature
of the past two thousand years. Fr. Seraphim told the tale of the tenth-century St.
Nicetas of the Kiev Caves in Russia, who by going into reclusion to receive the
gift of miracle-working was deluded by a demon. Nicetas began to ‘prophesy’
and talk much from the Old Testament (but not the New), becoming famous
even in the Grand-Prince’s court, until the fathers of the Kiev Caves realized
what was happening and drove the devil out of him. ‘This story,’ Fr. Seraphim
said, ‘raises a question for us today. How can a religious seeker avoid the traps
and deceptions which he encounters in his search? There is only one answer to
this question: a person must be in the religious search not for the sake of
religious experiences, which can deceive, but for the sake of Truth. Anyone who
studies religion seriously comes up against this question: it is a question literally
of life and death.’
“Fr. Seraphim observed that, in the New Testament story of the Apostle
Philip and the Ethiopian eunuch, the eunuch was converted not by the miracle of
Philip suddenly disappearing, but by something that changed his heart when
Philip explained the words of Scripture to him. Likewise, in the story of Christ
and the disciples on the road to Emmaus, after Christ had left they remembered
that, all the time He had been with them, they had had a burning in their hearts,
even though they had not recognized Him. As Fr. Seraphim pointed out:
What made them recognize Christ in the end was this “burning heart,” and
not just the fact that He vanished out of their sight, because magicians can
do that also.... Here we see how what is called “revelation” comes about:
the heart is moved and changed by the presence of God, or by someone
who is filled with His Spirit, or by just hearing the truth about Him
preached....
Is there a special organ for receiving revelation from God? Yes, in a
certain sense there is such an organ, though usually we close it and do not
let it open up: God’s revelation is given to something called a loving heart.
We know from the Scriptures that God is love; Christianity is the religion
of love. (You may look at the failures, see people who call themselves
Christians and are not, and say there is no love there; but Christianity is
indeed the religion of love when it is successful and practiced in the right
way.) Our Lord Jesus Christ Himself says that it is above all by their love
that His true disciples are to be distinguished....
It is in accepting given situations, which requires a loving heart, that
one encounters God. This loving heart is why anyone comes to a
knowledge of the Truth, even though God sometimes has to break down
and humble a heart to make it receptive — as in the case of the Apostle
Paul, who at one time was breathing fire against and persecuting Christians.
But to God, the past, present, and future of the human heart are all present,
and He sees where He can break through and communicate.
The opposite of the loving heart that receives revelation from God is
cold calculation, getting what you can out of people. In religious life, this
produces fakery and charlatanism of all descriptions. If you look at the
religious world today, you see that a great deal of this is going on: so much
fakery, posing, calculation, so much taking advantage of the winds of
fashion, which bring first one religion or religious attitude into fashion, then
another. To find the Truth, you have to look deeper.5
A year or so ago, I had a long talk on a train ride with a young American.[i]
He met me seemingly by chance (of course, there is no chance in life) and
told me that he was learning Russian. He was a religious seeker who had
been to all kinds of so-called Christian groups, had found nothing but
hypocrisy and fakery everywhere and had been ready to give up on religion
altogether. But then he heard that in Russia people were suffering for their
Faith. Where there is suffering, he thought, there will probably be
something real, and there will not be such fakery as we have in America.
And so he was studying Russian with the purpose of going to Russia and
meeting people who were real Christians. As a Russian Orthodox priest, I
was astonished to hear this, for he had never before seen an Orthodox
pastor nor attended any Orthodox service. We had a long discussion about
religion, and I saw that his idea was quite sound: the idea that suffering
might produce something genuine, while our indulgent life easily produces
fakery.6
“Could the Santa Cruz students, living in a society that might be called a
fool’s paradise, translate the essential experience of suffering Russia into a form
that they could even begin to understand? Fr. Seraphim hoped so, for without a
knowledge of Golgotha and the Cross, they could never come to a real
knowledge of Christ, the Incarnate God.
“‘In suffering,’ Fr. Seraphim said, ‘something goes on which helps the heart
to receive God’s revelation.’ He began to speak about how God was at that time
revealing Himself to suffering Christians in Russia. First he discussed someone
with whom all the students were familiar — Alexander Solzhenitsyn —
describing the profound realizations about human nature that Solzhenitsyn had
come to during his years in the Gulag. Then he went on to tell the story of a
simpler man, Yuri Mashkov, an idealistic youth who found Christ while
undergoing a profound spiritual crisis in a Soviet concentration camp. Fr.
Seraphim quoted Mashkov as saying:
A tragic end (suicide or madness) would have been my lot too if, to my
good fortune, there had not occurred on September 1, 1962, the greatest
miracle in my life. No event occurred on that day, there were no
suggestions from outside; in solitude I was reflecting on my problem: “To
be or not to be?” At this time I already realized that to believe in God is a
saving thing. I very much wanted to believe in Him; but I could not deceive
myself: I had no faith.... And suddenly there came a second, when
somehow for the first time I saw (as if a door had opened from a dark room
into a sunny street), and in the next second I already knew for sure that God
exists and that God is the Jesus Christ of Orthodoxy, and not some other
God. I call this moment the greatest miracle because this precise knowledge
came to me not through reason (I know this for sure) but by some other
way, and I am unable to explain this moment rationally... And so by such a
miracle my new spiritual life began, which has helped me to endure another
thirteen years of life in concentration camps and prisons.7
AFTER Fr. Seraphim’s visit, the Santa Cruz university fellowship continued
to grow, bringing in more converts to the Orthodox Faith. Five members of the
fellowship were eventually tonsured as monastics, and six of them were ordained
as clergymen (including two abbots). Three of these joined the St. Herman
Brotherhood, and after Fr. Seraphim’s repose they compiled a book out of the
“God’s Revelation to the Human Heart” lecture, which has since helped many
more seekers come to Orthodox faith in Christ. The book has now been
published in Russian, Greek, Romanian, Bulgarian, and Georgian.
Fr. Seraphim’s visit to Santa Cruz was followed by a trip south to visit his
mother Esther, who was then living once more in the vicinity of San Diego.
Whenever he would make such visits, she would become excited and call up all
her friends and relatives beforehand. “It was a big thing for her,” recalls Fr.
Seraphim’s niece, Cathy Scott. “She read all his books and Orthodox Words
from cover to cover.”
This was the last time Fr. Seraphim was to see his mother on earth.
Although she had never quite understood what he had dedicated his life to, she
could not help noticing how inwardly fulfilled he looked. She asked him if he
had found his special “niche” and purpose in life. “But definitely,” he said.
Fr. Seraphim on a visit to his family in 1978. Left to right: his mother, his brother, his sister, and
himself. On the back of this photograph his mother has written: “Last snap with family.”
Esther recalls another incident: “When he was here last, I told him that
some of his comments on Communism were pretty strong, and they would get
him one of these days. He turned his head and said, ‘I’m ready.’ You should
have seen his eyes glistening.”
During Fr. Seraphim’s years in the monastery, Esther had sent him letters
which reflected her tremendous concern for financial matters, both his and her
own. And yet, after her “Gene” died, she realized that he had found far greater
happiness than her materially successful son Franklin, now caught in the
whirlwind of the business world. When she was in her last years and often alone,
time slowed down for her, and she was able to reflect on what really mattered in
life. The memory of Eugene helped her in this. “He lived every day,” she wrote,
“doing just what he wanted to do, and was best suited for.”
The “secret” of Fr. Seraphim’s happiness was simple: ever since the time
that God had lit the sacred flame in his suffering heart, he had diligently labored
to keep it burning, so that the winds of time and this world could never blow it
out. What he had told the Santa Cruz students about “God’s revelation to the
human heart” actually marked but the beginning of the true Christian’s tireless
and glorious task: the “following hard after God”[j] that ends neither in this life
nor in the life to come.
Fr. Seraphim at the St. Herman Monastery.
96
Forming Young Souls
No source of instruction can be overlooked in the preparation for the
great battle of life, and there is a certain advantage to be derived from
the right use of the heathen writers. The illustrious Moses is described
as training his intellect in the science of the Egyptians, and so arriving
at the contemplation of Him Who is. So in later days Daniel at
Babylon was wise in the Chaldean philosophy, and ultimately
apprehended the Divine instruction... [But] we must not take
everything indiscriminately, but only what is profitable. It would be
shameful for us in the case of food to reject the injurious, and at the
same time, in the case of lessons, to take no account of what keeps the
soul alive, but, like mountain streams, to sweep in everything that
happens to be in our way.
—St. Basil the Great (†379)1
N OT too many years ago, a young monastic aspirant went to Mount Athos.
In talking with the venerable Abbot of the monastery where he wished to
stay, he told him, “Holy Father! My heart burns for the spiritual life, for
asceticism, for unceasing communion with God, for obedience to an Elder.
Instruct me, please, holy Father, that I may attain to spiritual advancement.”
Going to the bookshelf, the Abbot pulled down a copy of David Copperfield by
Charles Dickens. “Read this, son,” he said. “But Father!” objected the disturbed
aspirant. “This is heterodox Victorian sentimentality, a product of the Western
captivity! This isn’t spiritual; it’s not even Orthodox! I need writings that will
teach me spirituality!” The Abbot smiled, saying, “Unless you first develop
normal, human, Christian feelings and learn to view life as little Davey did —
with simplicity, kindness, warmth, and forgiveness — then all the Orthodox
spiritual writings will be of little benefit to you.”2
Fr. Herman liked to tell this story, based upon a true occurrence, as he sat
with his brothers around the refectory table. He himself had experienced
something similar when, as a nineteen-year-old boy, he had been told by Fr.
Adrian to read classic Russian novels. While he had longed to discuss
“spirituality,” Fr. Adrian had instead turned the topic of conversation to some
character or idea in the works of Dostoyevsky, Goncharev, etc.
Fr. Seraphim, from his own experience in dealing with young people, saw
the wisdom behind the approach of Fr. Adrian and the Athonite Abbot
mentioned above. In an essay entitled “Forming the Soul,” he carefully
articulated the Orthodox philosophy behind it:
“The education of youth today, especially in America, is notoriously
deficient in developing responsiveness to the best expressions of human art,
literature, and music. As a result, young people are formed haphazardly under
the influence of television, rock music, and other manifestations of today’s
culture (or rather, anti-culture); and, both as a cause and as a result of this — but
most of all because of the absence on the part of the parents and teachers of any
conscious idea of what Christian life is and how a young person should be
brought up in it — the soul of a person who has survived the years of youth is
often an emotional wasteland, and at best reveals deficiencies in the basic
attitudes towards life that were once considered normal and indispensable.
“Few are those today who can clearly express their emotions and ideas and
face them in a mature way; many do not even know what is going on inside
themselves. Life is artificially divided into work (and very few can put the best
part of themselves, their heart, into it because it is ‘just for money’), play (in
which many see the ‘real meaning’ of their life), religion (usually no more than
an hour or two a week), and the like, without an underlying unity that gives
meaning to the whole of one’s life. Many, finding daily life unsatisfying, try to
live in a fantasy world of their own creation (into which they also try to fit
religion). And underlying the whole of modern culture is the common
denominator of the worship of oneself and one’s own comfort, which is deadly
to any idea of spiritual life.
“Such is something of the background, the ‘cultural baggage,’ which a
person brings with him today when he becomes Orthodox. Many, of course,
survive as Orthodox despite their background; some come to some spiritual
disaster because of it; but a good number remain crippled or at least spiritually
underdeveloped because they are simply unprepared for and unaware of the real
demands of spiritual life.
“As a beginning to the facing of this question (and hopefully, helping some
of those troubled by it), let us look here briefly at the Orthodox teaching on
human nature as set forth by a profound Orthodox writer of the nineteenth
century, a true Holy Father of these latter times — Bishop Theophan the Recluse
(†1894). In his book What the Spiritual Life Is and How to Attune Oneself to It,
he writes:
Human life is complex and many-sided.... Each side has its own faculties
and needs, its own methods and their exercise and satisfaction. Only when
all our faculties are in movement and all our needs are satisfied does a man
live. But when only one little part of these faculties is in motion and one
little part of our needs is satisfied — such a life is not life.... A man does
not live in a human way unless everything in him is in motion... One must
live as God created us, and when one does not live thus one can boldly say
he is not living at all...3
“From these words of Bishop Theophan one can already spot a common
fault of today’s seekers after spiritual life: Not all sides of their nature are in
movement; they are trying to satisfy religious needs... without having come to
terms with some of their other (more specifically, psychological and emotional)
needs, or worse: they use religion illegitimately to satisfy these psychological
needs. In such people religion is an artificial thing that has not yet touched the
deepest part of them, and often some upsetting event in their life, or just the
natural attraction of the world, is enough to destroy their plastic universe and
turn them away from religion. Sometimes such people, after bitter experience in
life, return to religion; but too often they are lost, or at best crippled and
unfruitful.”4
Fr. Seraphim saw this “plastic” approach to religion most graphically when
a young pilgrim, having spent time at another monastery in America, came to
Platina talking all about elders, hesychasm, Jesus Prayer, true monasticism, and
the ascetic wisdom of the Holy Fathers. One day Fr. Seraphim saw him walking
around the monastery singing rock songs, snapping his fingers and bouncing
with the rhythm. Surprised, Fr. Seraphim asked him if he didn’t think this might
go against all his interest in spirituality, but the young man just shrugged his
shoulders and replied: “No, there’s no contradiction. Whenever I want
spirituality, I just switch on the Elder” — meaning that he could take out his
rock tape and put in a tape of his Elder giving a spiritual discourse.
The fact that this young man could compartmentalize his life like this, Fr.
Seraphim understood, showed that something was missing in the basic formation
of his soul. To explain what is meant by this formation, he again referred in his
article to a passage from St. Theophan the Recluse:
A man’s needs are not all of equal value, but some are higher and others
lower; and the balanced satisfaction of them gives a man peace. Spiritual
needs are the highest of all, and when they are satisfied, then there is peace
even if the others are not satisfied; but when spiritual needs are not
satisfied, then even if the others are satisfied abundantly, there is no peace.
Therefore, the satisfaction of them is called the one thing needful.
St. Theophan the Recluse (1815–94), Bishop of Tambov and Vladimir. Icon printed in Russia
after his canonization in 1988.
When spiritual needs are satisfied, they instruct a man to put into
harmony with them the satisfaction of one’s other needs also, so that neither
what satisfies the soul nor what satisfies the body contradicts spiritual life,
but helps it; and then there is a full harmony in a man of all the movements
and revelations of his life, a harmony of thoughts, feelings, desires,
undertakings, relationships, pleasures. And this is paradise!5
“In our own day,” Fr. Seraphim pointed out, “the chief ingredient missing
from this ideal harmony of human life is something one might call the emotional
development of the soul. It is something that is not directly spiritual, but that
very often hinders spiritual development. It is the state of someone who, while
he may think he thirsts for spiritual struggles and an elevated life of prayer, is
poorly able to respond to normal human love and friendship; for If a man say, I
love God, and hateth his brother, he is a liar; for he that lovest not his brother
whom he hath seen, how can he love God Whom he hath not seen? (I John 4:20).
“In a few people this defect exists in an extreme form; but as a tendency it
is present to some extent in all of us who have been raised in the emotional and
spiritual wasteland of our times.
“This being so, it is often necessary for us to humble our seemingly
spiritual impulses and struggles to be tested on our human and emotional
readiness for them. Sometimes a spiritual father will deny his child the reading
of some spiritual book and give him instead a novel of Dostoyevsky or Dickens,
or will encourage him to become familiar with certain kinds of classical music,
not with any ‘aesthetic’ purpose in mind — for one can be an ‘expert’ in such
matters and even be ‘emotionally well-developed’ without the least interest in
spiritual struggle, and that is also an unbalanced state — but solely to refine and
form his soul and make it better disposed to understand genuine spiritual texts.”6
WHAT Fr. Seraphim said here of spiritual fathers is even more true of
natural parents, for the “formation of the soul” should begin in early childhood.
During a lecture at the 1982 St. Herman Pilgrimage, Fr. Seraphim gave parents
some practical advice on how to use whatever is positive in the world for their
children’s benefit:
“The child who has been exposed from his earliest years to good classical
music, and has seen his soul being developed by it, will not be nearly as tempted
by the crude rhythm and message of rock and other contemporary forms of
pseudo-music as someone who has grown up without a musical education. Such
a musical education, as several of the Optina Elders have said, refines the soul
and prepares it for the reception of spiritual impressions.[a]
“The child who has been educated in good literature, drama, and poetry and
has felt their effect on his soul — that is, has really enjoyed them — will not
easily become an addict of the contemporary movies and television programs
and cheap novels that devastate the soul and take it away from the Christian
path.
“The child who has learned to see beauty in classical painting and sculpture
will not easily be drawn into the perversity of contemporary art or be attracted
by the garish products of modern advertising and pornography.
“The child who knows something of the history of the world, especially in
Christian times, and how other people have lived and thought, what mistakes and
pitfalls people have fallen into by departing from God and His commandments,
and what glorious and influential lives they have lived when they were faithful
to Him — will be discerning about the life and philosophy of our own times and
will not be inclined to follow the first new philosophy or way of life he
encounters. One of the basic problems facing the education of children today is
that in the schools they are no longer given a sense of history. It is a dangerous
and fatal thing to deprive a child of a sense of history. It means that he has no
ability to take examples from the people who lived in the past. And actually,
history constantly repeats itself. Once you see that, it becomes interesting how
people have answered problems, how there have been people who have gone
against God and what results came from that, and how people changed their lives
and became exceptions and gave an example which is lived down to our own
times. This sense of history is a very important thing which should be
communicated to children.
“In general, the person who is well acquainted with the best products of
secular culture — which in the West almost always have definite religious and
Christian overtones — has a much better chance of leading a normal, fruitful
Orthodox life than someone who knows only the popular culture of today. One
who is converted to Orthodoxy straight from ‘rock’ culture, and in general
anyone who thinks he can combine Orthodoxy with that kind of culture — has
much suffering to go through and a difficult road in life before he can become a
truly serious Orthodox Christian who is capable of handing on his faith to others.
Without this suffering, without this awareness, Orthodox parents will raise their
children to be devoured by the contemporary world. The world’s best culture,
properly received, refines and develops the soul; today’s popular culture cripples
and deforms the soul and hinders it from having a full and normal response to
the message of Orthodoxy.
“Therefore, in our battle against the spirit of this world, we can use the best
things the world has to offer in order to go beyond them; everything good in the
world, if we are only wise enough to see it, points to God, and to Orthodoxy, and
we have to make use of it.”7
YEARS earlier, when he first gave his “Orthodox Survival Course” in 1975,
Fr. Seraphim spoke specifically about how the best products of culture can help
children to grow up with proper sexual morality:
“In our present society, boys by the time they are fourteen or fifteen years
old know all about sexual sins, much more than even married people used to
know. They know exactly what is going on in the movies, they see it, and the
whole atmosphere in which they live is one of indulgence. ‘Why fight against
this sort of thing?’ it is said. ‘It’s natural.’ Obviously, they are being prepared for
a life of indulgence in sin.
“Such a boy may be given the standard of truth, which is chastity, virginity;
but this is a very high and difficult standard if all he has in his mind is the
abstract idea of chastity in order to fight against this all-pervading atmosphere of
sensuality which attacks not only the mind but also the heart — and the body
directly. He sees everywhere billboards which lead to temptation, and the
magazines which he can now look at are frightful; and all this is much stronger
than the single idea of being pure. In fact, everybody will laugh at that idea, and
the poor boy will have a very difficult time not just in resisting, but even in
seeing that he should resist temptation, because all the evidence is against it
except for that one little abstract truth that he should be pure. In this respect he
can be helped by literature....
“The boy can read something like David Copperfield, which describes a
boy growing up: not some kind of monk or ascetic hero, but just an ordinary boy
growing up in a different time.... It’s true that this is a worldly book about people
living in the world — but that world is quite different [from today’s world].
Already you get a different perspective on things: that the world has not always
been the way it is now; that the standard which is now in the air is one kind of
world and there are other kinds; and that this is a different, normal world in
which, although the element of sex is present, it has a definite role. You get
strength from seeing what was normal in that time, from the way Dickens
describes this young boy growing up and falling in love. He is embarrassed to be
around the girl and never thinks about dirty things because nothing like that ever
comes up; whereas if you read any contemporary novel that’s all you get. This
book shows a much higher view of love, which is of course for the sake of
marriage, which is for the sake of children. The whole of one’s life is bound up
with this, and the thought never comes up in this book that one can have some
kind of momentary satisfaction and then pass on to the next girl. David
Copperfield is full of dreams of this woman, how he is going to live with her and
be a big man of the world. It is assumed that he has sexual relations after he is
married, but this is involved with what one is going to do with one’s whole life.
“Again, this gives strength to a boy who is himself occupied with precisely
these temptations. When he asks questions like, ‘How do I behave towards a
girl?’—an abstract sort of standard doesn’t help much. But if he sees how this
fictional person, who is very true to life at a different age, was so embarrassed,
so concerned, so polite, so idealistic and tender, this inspires him to behave
himself more normally, according to past standards. And in such a novel we see
how many sides there are to the whole question of love and sex, how
complicated it is in our whole human nature. Although no Orthodoxy is
preached, the whole atmosphere is filled with at least a large remnant of
Christian values, and this gives a definite help to the boy on his own level, not
on a spiritual level, but on the level of his leading an everyday life in the world.
“Also, Dickens communicates an extremely warm feeling about life, about
human relationships, which is not given in school today. And this very feeling of
warmth about human relationships might have more effect on keeping a boy
pure than giving him the abstract standard of Orthodoxy....
“The warmth of Dickens can help break through one-sided rationalism
better than years of arguments, because even if you accept the truth you can still
be cold and rationalistic and insensitive. Simply reading Dickens can already
produce in one tears of gratitude for having the true religion of love. The
earnestness and compassion of Dostoyevsky can help break through one’s self-
love and complacency. Even someone like Thomas Mann, who doesn’t have the
qualities of great warmth and compassion, can give one a deeper insight into the
wrongness of the path of Western life.”
IN the same lecture Fr. Seraphim recalled an incident from his youth in
which his own soul was formed according to a standard of truth:
“In college, before I had much sensitivity about architecture, my German
professor[b] gave a talk one day as we were walking between two buildings built
about thirty years apart in much the same Spanish stucco style. He asked, ‘Can
you tell me the difference between those two buildings? Look closely: one has
bricks, it has lines; the other is of cement, it’s flat, nothing. One is warm, the
other cold; one has some kind of human feeling to it, the other has nothing, it’s
just abstract; one is suitable for a person to live in...’ This gave me a very deep
lesson, that even a small thing like the presence of lines or the small ornaments
on Victorian architecture which are in no way utilitarian — all this gives some
kind of quality. Today the feeling for anything more than what is absolutely
necessary has been lost. This utilitarianism, this practicality, is very deadening.
Of course it is cheaper to make things purely utilitarian and therefore all this is
logical; still, we have lost a great deal. When parents can at least show a child
that ‘This building is good; that one is not, it’s rather dead,’ such a basic
education will help him so that he will not simply think that whatever is modern
or most up-to-date is the best. This is not simply a course in art, but a course in
life, part of growing up which parents and teachers can give between the lines of
a formal education. All this involves a sense of art. By contrast, the
contemporary upbringing in schools emphasizes crudity, coldness, and inability
to judge what is better and what is worse — total relativity, which only confuses
a person and helps fit him into the world of apostasy. There must at least be a
minimum of a conscious battle to help raise a child with different influences.”
FROM all that has been said, one can get a sense of the seriousness with
which Fr. Seraphim regarded the education of the boys and young men whom
God had placed under his charge.
By the school year of 1981–82, Theophil was in his “Twelfth-Year
Course,” in which Fr. Seraphim strove to teach him English grammar, Russian
grammar, world literature, music appreciation, history, Church music, and
Typicon.
During the same year, Fr. Seraphim taught a course on the “Orthodox
Worldview.” An extended version of his “Survival Course” of 1975, it required
tests and term papers. His first incentive to teach it had come in August of 1981,
when an eighteen-year-old Jordanville seminarian had visited the monastery
with his parents. The parents, who were long-time friends of the Brotherhood,
were worried about their son’s future. Like so many people his age who had
been raised in our modern fragmented society, the seminarian was unable to
express or face his emotions and ideas, and was unsure of what was going on
inside himself. As Fr. Seraphim noted: “He does not want to do anything else but
prepare himself for service in the Church, but he is also very much afraid of the
depression which came over him last year in Jordanville (and lasted for months),
based upon idleness, inability to apply what he reads in spiritual books to the
reality of his life, etc. He is presently in a ‘bored’ state, and without close
supervision he is afraid (and we agree) that he will lose all interest in serving the
Church.”8
Learning all this from the seminarian and his parents, the Platina fathers
came up with an idea: to let him stay at the monastery and do his course work
there, under Fr. Seraphim’s guidance and instruction. After praying about it and
receiving Holy Communion the next day, the young man accepted the proposal.
Fr. Seraphim wrote to Bishop Laurus in Jordanville asking if he could still
receive his seminary degree under this arrangement. “From what we know of
him over the past several years,” Fr. Seraphim wrote, “he seems to be a highly
gifted and motivated boy who could easily perform the necessary work; and
under close supervision we believe his emotional problem (which seems to be
bound up with immaturity) can also be handled.”9 After some discussion, the
Jordanville faculty accepted Fr. Seraphim’s proposal.
Soon another eighteen-year-old Jordanville seminarian, George, also came
to do his course work at the Platina monastery. Of Protestant background,
George was from Redding and had been baptized by Fr. Seraphim, his family
having been introduced to Orthodoxy by the man whom Fr. Herman had met in
the Redding bookstore.
During the 1981 Summer Pilgrimage, yet another young man came to stay
at the monastery: a college student named Gregory from the Orthodox
fellowship at the University of California, Santa Cruz. (It had been at Gregory’s
apartment that Fr. Seraphim had stayed when he had gone to Santa Cruz back in
May.) An earnest young man with shining blue eyes and a wild mop of red hair,
Gregory had recently converted to Orthodoxy from Anglicanism and what he
now called “charismania.” He had always longed for a life of self-sacrifice and
closeness to nature, and upon encountering Orthodoxy he had become inspired
with the idea of desert monasticism. He would carry The Northern Thebaid
around the college with him like a textbook. When he came to the monastery in
August and decided to stay, the fathers noticed that he was always looking after
and caring for others, and by this they knew that his desire for a desert podvig
was a genuine one, not just an egotistic escape. He also had an incredibly quick
mind. Clearly, here was another young soul just begging to be filled, to be given
an Orthodox formation. Gregory was clothed as a novice, and began the next
school year in Fr. Seraphim’s “Orthodox Worldview” course.
Including both monastery brothers and “lay” students, seven men took part
in the full course, with several more young men and women coming up to attend
lectures regularly on the weekends. A tremendous amount of material was
covered in a nine-month period. Fr. Seraphim devoted much time to dogmatic
theology and the history of the Church, acquainting the students with the lives
and thought of a great many Holy Fathers. At the same time, he taught much of
what they would normally learn in universities, again according to a definite way
of seeing that made sense of it all. Among the people covered in the course were
the religious teachers Joachim of Fiore, Martin Luther, and Teilhard de Chardin;
the Western philosophers Thomas Aquinas, Kant, Voltaire, Hegel, Marx,
Rousseau, and Proudhon; the scientists Copernicus, Kepler, Lamarck, Lyell,
Darwin, and Haeckel; the literary figures Homer, Dante, Milton, Samuel
Richardson, Oliver Goldsmith, Henry Fielding, Daniel Defoe, Jonathan Swift,
Jane Austen, Diderot, Byron, Pushkin, Leontiev, Tolstoy, Chekhov, Gogol, Poe,
Dickens, and Wordsworth; and the political figures and thinkers Julian the
Apostate, Oliver Cromwell, Boris Godunov, Peter I, Nicholas I (Fr. Seraphim’s
favorite Tsar), Weishaupt, Babeuf, Bakunin, Fourier, Burke, Pobedonostsev,
Owen, Napoleon, Hitler, Donoso Cortes, Saint-Simon, Metternich, and de
Maistre. Fr. Seraphim discussed the works of scores of painters and sculptors
from the ancient to the ultra-modern. He taught about the music of the
Renaissance, Baroque, Classical, and Romantic periods, and about the new
standards of music which came after these; even the contemporary phenomenon
of the “Beatles” was examined according to the Orthodox worldview.
Fr. Seraphim’s students did not know then how fortunate they were. This
was by far the most in-depth course he had ever taught, and he would not live to
give another one. As he himself well knew, such a broad education in world
knowledge and experience based on Orthodox principles is virtually extinct in
our times.
In addition to the Orthodox Worldview course, Fr. Seraphim taught a
course in English grammar-poetry-composition, and Fr. Herman taught one in
Church history and literature. The students spent about twelve hours per week in
these classes. To this the two seminarians added another ten hours of supervised
work for the second-year seminary course, the materials for which had been sent
by the fathers and teachers at Jordanville.
The reading of classical literature was an important part of the curriculum.
In September of 1981, Fr. Seraphim recorded: “Our two seminary students have
started their ‘pre-theological’ studies. Theophil is finally seeing the value of
some non-religious learning as a preparation for theology (right now he’s
reading Plato), and ———, after reading two Pushkin plays, has discovered that
the missing ingredient in his education up to now is precisely worldly literature!
The ‘jumping suddenly into theology’ syndrome does seem to be a cause of
many problems, both individual and in the Church as a whole.”10
One of the young seminarians was unable to concentrate on reading more
than a page at a time or to retain what he had read. For him Fr. Seraphim
extended himself by having him read interesting books such as Crime and
Punishment out loud to him every day, with a brief discussion following. This,
he recorded, “had immediate good results, both in level of understanding and
interest.” Elsewhere he remarked on this course of oral reading: “The question of
Orthodox ‘awakening’ seems to come down to some simple things like that.”11
Fr. Seraphim wrote an outline for the third, fourth, and fifth-year seminary
courses for the two boys from Jordanville, which were to include all the main
classes offered at Holy Trinity Seminary;[c] but he died right before the third-
year course was to begin.
WE have mentioned how the Platina fathers had taken time out to form
the souls of the younger generation by having them listen to classical music.
Nowadays, however, it is not only the youth who need such a formation: most of
today’s parents also have been formed on crude forms of music. At the St.
Herman Pilgrimages, therefore, everyone was given a taste of refined Christian
culture through the fathers’ musical presentations. At the pilgrimage in 1979,
when Fr. Seraphim was giving his course on the prophecies of Daniel, he played
a recording of Handel’s Balshazzar’s Feast, based on the book of Daniel; and in
1981, while giving his Genesis course, he played Haydn’s Creation Oratorio. Fr.
Herman would play other pieces, especially by his favorite composer, Mozart,
and would talk about them.
Even the modern art form of film was used by Fr. Seraphim as a means of
forming the soul. As he once explained: “Some parents say, ‘Oh, the world is so
bad, I refuse to let my children go to the movies; I refuse to have anything to do
with the world, I want to keep them pure.’ But these children will get involved
with the world no matter what, and the fact that they are deprived of any kind of
dushevni diet — i.e., that which feeds the middle part of the soul — means that
most likely they will grab what they can get when they can get it. Therefore, it is
better to choose those movies which at least have no evil in them and cause no
inclination to sin.”12
Right after the Feast of Christmas in the years 1980 and 1981, Fathers
Herman and Seraphim rented a movie-projector and carefully selected films for
the young people to view: classics such as Shakespeare’s Hamlet, and Dickens’
Nicholas Nickleby, A Christmas Carol,[d] and The Pickwick Papers, as well as
Tom Brown’s School Days.
With all that Fr. Seraphim said above about Charles Dickens, it should be
mentioned that, during his early years of Orthodox zealotry, he had been like the
monastic aspirant on Mount Athos in dismissing Dickens’ works as “Victorian
sentimentality.” Now, however, after years of warming his heart and regaining
his innocence in Orthodoxy, he was free to appreciate The Pickwick Papers just
as he once had as a boy, when he had stayed up late at night reading it under the
covers. When he saw the English movie of it a year before he died, he was like a
child again, chuckling at Dickens’ endearing humor, and weeping when Dickens
drove home a Christian message.
Once Fr. Seraphim was asked about movies that portray Christian virtue.
“There are a lot of them,” he replied, “but they don’t make them any more.
Maybe they do once in a while, but it is very rare. Old movies, especially ones
that are dramatizations of novels or classic plays, are often very well done and
there is a point to them. Everything in Dickens is that way; it is full of
Christianity. He doesn’t mention Christ even, but it is full of love. In The
Pickwick Papers, for example, the hero Mr. Pickwick is a person who refuses to
give up his innocence in trusting people. Finally he gets put in the debtors’
prison because he trusted someone. There comes to him the man who put him in
prison and seduced his relative, and who has now been put in prison himself. Mr.
Pickwick weeps over the man and gives him money so he can buy a meal,
because the man has no money to buy food in debtor’s prison. One sees this
man, this criminal who has been taking advantage of everyone, and one little tear
forms in the man’s eye. In the end Mr. Pickwick is triumphant, because he
trusted men; and he wins because people’s hearts are changed.
“There are lots of old movies like this which show either the passions of
men, the innocence of men, or various Christian virtues. In fact, these
nineteenth-century novels on which they are based are very down-to-earth and
real; and they show how to live a normal Christian life, how to deal with these
various passions that arise. They do not give it on a spiritual level, but by
showing it in life, and by having a basic Christian understanding of life, they are
very beneficial. I don’t know of any movies nowadays that are that way. Maybe
here and there you can find one, but they have all become so weird.... For
example, Dickens is heartwarming with regard to normal, everyday life, but the
recent movie E.T. is heartwarming with regard to some kind of freakish thing,
which becomes something like a saviour.
“I think that we should seek out more of these old movies. For a group —
say, a church group — to get together and show these old movies would be very
good, especially for the young people.”13
Besides showing films on special occasions, Fr. Seraphim took time out to
bring the young laymen at the monastery to live performances of classical
drama. Noting this and other attempts of Fr. Seraphim to form young souls, Fr.
Alexey Young recalls:
“Several times Fr. Seraphim came by our house on his way to and from
Ashland, Oregon, where he’d taken some of the lay brothers to see various plays
at the Shakespeare Festival there. One of these times — I’m almost sure it was
early in the summer he died — he took the ‘boys’ to see Romeo and Juliet,
which they’d been reading and studying beforehand. When I expressed surprise
at the young students being taken to see such a play, he said: ‘But why not?
They’re human beings, and have feelings and passions like anyone else. It’s
better for them to be exposed to this in a supervised and controlled way rather
than just struggling alone with it.’
“This was consistent with instruction he gave me whenever Theophil came
to spend the summer: ‘Let him watch TV — even soap operas!—if he wants,
and take him to movies. Theophil is fascinated by the world, and it’s best that he
get it out of his system now. Just be sure that you watch everything with him and
discuss it thoroughly so that he can put it in a true spiritual context.’ This seemed
very wise to me, too. He believed that a small, regulated ‘dose’ of worldliness
could act like a vaccination and might ultimately result in ‘immunity’ from
worldly attractions.
“On one occasion he asked me to take Theophil to see Mozart’s Don
Giovanni at the San Francisco Opera, which we did; and another time he asked
me to take him to Marlowe’s Doctor Faustus in Ashland. He knew these works
very well, and even spelled out for me the specific ‘lessons’ I was to draw from
these productions and share with Theophil. Always he requested a detailed
‘report’ from me afterwards as to how Theophil (or others) had reacted, whether
they’d ‘got the point,’ etc.
“I also recall how he encouraged Michael Anderson[e] to read Plato and
other philosophers, discussing all of this with him in detail as Michael
laboriously made his way through these texts. Fr. Seraphim showed him how all
of this was linked up with Orthodoxy and Patristics....
“Similarly with music: quite early on I’d told him that I supposed we would
have to give up Mozart, etc., if we were going to be really serious about spiritual
growth. His response: ‘You poor man!’ I can still hear him say it! Then he
explained the place of beauty in the spiritual world, and how great art of any
kind works with the totality of man’s spiritual nature. This was the first time I’d
been introduced to this idea. Later on I discovered it myself in some of the Holy
Fathers, and I’ve often shared it with others in the ensuing years. But until then
I’d had a somewhat ‘puritanical’ view of these things....
“Years after Fr. Seraphim left us I came across this verse (II Tim. 1:7) and
immediately thought of him, as it seems to summarize his own approach —
anyway, as I experienced it—: ‘For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but
of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.’... In general I would say that
anyone who really opened up to him — and unfortunately that wasn’t very many
— received a veritable treasure-trove of wisdom from him. Little of this was
appreciated until after he was dead.”14
LIKE any father, Fr. Seraphim suffered over the sons in his care. Each of
the young souls he was helping to form, including those we have not mentioned,
had its own secret wounds and scars. One of them had been an unwanted child,
formed in a loveless environment with no father and a religiously unbalanced
mother; another, although he did come from a loving home, could not seem to
“find himself” as he grew into manhood and no longer had his parents to buffer
him from the hard realities of life; another young man, who had come from a
broken home and been moved about from father to mother, had wounds that still
needed healing; and yet another brother had come to the monastery out of a dark
underworld of drugs, crime, and black magic — influences that still plagued
him.
Late at night, Fr. Herman would often see Fr. Seraphim praying for these
young men and for all the troubled people who had entered his life: victims of
the nihilistic modern society whose essence he had identified so many years
before. The boys themselves would already be sleeping soundly in their beds,
while Fr. Seraphim, in the cold, dark church illuminated by a lone candle, would
be prostrated before the Holy Table. Weeping, he would implore God to bless,
protect, and heal them.
The brothers never knew of this until after his repose, when they fully
realized what a true father they had had in Fr. Seraphim.
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Heavenly Visitations
A LL THE SAINTS,” wrote St. John of Kronstadt, “are our older brothers in the
one House of the Heavenly Father. Having departed from earth to heaven,
they are always with us in God.... They serve together with us, they sing, they
speak, they instruct, they help us in various temptations and sorrows. Call upon
them as living with you under a single roof; glorify them, thank them, converse
with them as with living people; and you will believe in the Church.”
Over the years these “older brothers and sisters” in the heavenly Kingdom
had given much help to the Platina fathers in times of temptation. One instance
was the following:
In May of 1981 there came to the monastery a disturbed, possibly
demonized, Russian man. An escapee from the Soviet Union, this man had even
committed murder in the past. Having once been beaten and stabbed by black
hoodlums, he had got the notion into his troubled mind that black people were of
an evil race and that it was his duty to exterminate them. When he saw the
mulatto Theophil at the monastery during the evening meal, he kept glaring at
him and then made threatening statements to Fr. Herman concerning the boy.
Everyone was petrified. Later, in the dark of night, the man was spotted running
through the monastery with a knife. Fr. Herman stopped him and sternly told
him to go to bed, and then stationed monastery brothers to lock Theophil’s door
and keep watch over the boy until morning.
There was another Russian visiting the monastery then: a guileless, long-
suffering, and exceedingly kindhearted man named Gregory Karat. The next
morning Gregory woke up before anyone else. As he approached the church he
saw a white-bearded monk walking around and holding a switch. When Fr.
Herman came down from his cell to begin the services, Gregory asked him, “Do
you know you have a guest?”
“No.”
Abbot Damascene of Valaam (1795-1881), “builder of sanctity,” protector of monks, and scourge
of demons. This was the portrait to which Gregory Karat pointed.
“I didn’t hear a car drive up, but you do have a guest. He’s a tall man, a
dignitary, but he has no bishop’s Panagia[a] He was wearing a klobuk, and very
solemnly walked through the gate and into the monastery, holding a staff in one
hand and a switch in the other.”
“I don’t know who it could be,” Fr. Herman said.
Gregory then took Fr. Herman into the church. In the corner, where a table
had been placed for the commemoration of the dead, he pointed to one of the
portraits of reposed righteous ones. “This is the one who arrived this morning,
I’m sure,” he said. “Who is he?”
“Why, that’s Abbot Damascene,” answered Fr. Herman. “But he died a
hundred years ago.” And indeed, that very year marked the centennial of Abbot
Damascene’s repose.
Abbot Damascene had been one of the most influential people in the
thousand-year history of Valaam. The St. Herman Brotherhood, having been
called a “reflection of Valaam” by Archbishop John, was in many ways linked to
him. It was through this righteous Abbot that the first Life of the Valaammonk
St. Herman had been compiled, thus leading to the Saint’s veneration and
ultimate canonization.
To the Platina fathers, the meaning of Abbot Damascene’s visit to their
monastery was clear: he had been sent by God to avert the carrying out of the
crazed man’s evil designs, to subdue — with his spiritual “switch” — the satanic
principalities and powers (Col. 2:15) which had disturbed the peace and
harmony of the monastery. That day the man was taken away by Fr. Herman and
Gregory Karat, and with him left the danger. The fathers never forgot the favor
done them by the Valaam Abbot, and within a year they printed an issue of The
Orthodox Word with his first Life in English and his picture on the cover, in
honor of his centennial.1
ANOTHER heavenly visitation took place a few months after this, and has
been described as follows by the aforementioned Novice Gregory:
“While living at the St. Herman of Alaska Monastery, in February 1982, I
accompanied Hieromonk Seraphim of blessed memory to Redding, California,
where he gave a lecture at the St. Herman of Alaska Winter Pilgrimage and
celebrated the Divine Liturgy the following day on the Feast of the Meeting of
the Lord at the Surety of Sinners Mission Parish.
“Shortly after Liturgy on the day of the Feast, Fr. Seraphim sent me
together with several brothers to buy supplies and groceries for the monastery,
entrusting me with $150. Having brought a full shopping cart to the check stand,
I suddenly realized that I didn’t have the money. I was shocked, felt terrible that
I had lost the money, and proceeded to blame and reproach everyone and
everything else vocally and mentally. We phoned the church and Fr. Seraphim
told us to return. When we had parked in the driveway, I started walking towards
the church and met Fr. Seraphim alone halfway, and he said, ‘You have it right
there,’ pointing to my chest. ‘Archbishop John told me. You didn’t think of
praying to him, did you?’ With self-assurance I felt my chest and with
simultaneous joy and shame I found the money in a pocket which I thought I had
certainly searched; and, startled, I replied that, indeed, I hadn’t prayed to Vladika
John. Fr. Seraphim then comforted me, explaining that after we had finished
speaking on the phone, he had gone immediately to church, on the left side of
which there is a large portrait of Archbishop John together with his mitre and
several other portraits and relics associated with his life and person. There he
had asked Vladika John to help us find the money. Archbishop John informed
him that I had the money right in my pocket (under my very nose!). Thus,
through the intercession of God’s righteous ones, a sure trial and temptation
were transformed into a revelation of holiness and grace.”2
This visitation, of course, was a sign not only of the heavenly help that is
given by the saints, but also of the close connection that Fr. Seraphim had with
the other world. The following account by Valentina Harvey’s son Philip[b]
reveals that Fr. Seraphim, even during his earthly pilgrimage, received a
foretaste of the paradisal bliss prepared for him:
“A few years prior to Fr. Seraphim’s repose I was serving in the altar with
him [at the Redding church]. I do not remember the exact date, but it was a
simple Saturday night Vigil. There was a very small group of people in
attendance. Besides me only my mother and sister were there. Also someone
from Platina was the reader. It was a quiet, peaceful service.
“During the irmoi [verses] being read at Matins, Fr. Seraphim was deep in
prayer. At one point I was standing in the altar as Fr. Seraphim stood before the
Holy Table. The flow of reading by the reader was very soothing. I felt a real
strange calm and peaceful feeling. I looked at Fr. Seraphim and there seemed to
be a slight glow to his face. Nothing startling, just a glow. After the service both
my mother and sister mentioned how the service was so calm, peaceful and
spiritual.
“I did not realize what I had seen until I read the Little Russian Philokalia
about St. Seraphim of Sarov.3 I truly believe Fr. Seraphim was blessed by Divine
Light.”4
In the Orthodox Vesper service Jesus Christ is called the “Quiet Light”; and
during the Vigil service in that humble “garage chapel” in Redding, Fr.
Seraphim was given to experience Him as such. While seeking nothing
spectacular, he was given the sublime, inward consolation of Him Who had
called him out of the world and said: Peace I leave with you, My peace I give
unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you (John 14:27).
“I searched the altar with my eyes,” Fr. Herman recalls, “and saw no one. I
thought that perhaps he had left through the north door of the iconostasis, but
there was no trace of him. Yet I had distinctly seen a man. As I entered the altar
again, my heart was suddenly filled with reverent trepidation, and my inner
voice said, ‘Why could it not have been an angel?’ Never before or after did I
experience such speechless awe. Wondrous are Thy works, O Lord!”
PART XII
Bishop Nektary at the St. Herman Monastery, August 1979. Photograph by Thomas Anderson.
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“A Giant of the Older Generation”
In malice be ye children, but in understanding be men.
—I Corinthians 14:20
O NCE when Bishop Nektary was visiting Optina as a little boy, the
clairvoyant Elder Nektary had told his mother, “Take good care of him.
He’ll be of use to us someday.”
Becoming a monk and then a hierarch in America, Bishop Nektary fulfilled
the Elder’s saying. He did not become famous or accomplish anything
spectacular, but he faithfully embodied the simplicity, humility, gentleness,
kindness, and warmth of Optina spirituality. Here is how this heavy-set, white-
bearded man was remembered by a Russian woman named Barbara, who knew
him in her childhood in San Francisco:
“I knew Bishop Nektary ever since I was three or four years old. When I
was older, I belonged to the Russian Scouts. Bishop Nektary was the head
clergyman of the scouts, and would come to serve an Akathist and have tea.
“He was an innocent man; and, being like a child himself, he loved
children. I remember how he bought a boat with my brother, and they sank it
together. He was a fabulous swimmer, and taught my sister to swim.
“At scout camp, every day he would tell us stories. He was such a great
storyteller that our eyes would become like saucers as we listened. He would
become so animated. It was better than television.
“He would always entertain us. He used to make animal sounds, sounding
like an owl or bear. And he loved animals.
“My girlfriend Vera used to drive him around. Once she went to pick him
up, and, finding him in the kitchen, she saw a plate on the floor with all these
little ants marching onto it.
“‘Vladika Nektary! What’s that plate doing on the floor?’ she asked.
“‘Verochka,’ he said, ‘I’m feeding the ants.’
“He had great wit and was very funny, but he usually kept a straight face.
Bishop Nektary serving the Divine Liturgy at the St. Herman Monastery on the day of Fr.
Seraphim’s ordination to the priesthood, April 11/24, 1977. Photograph by Thomas Anderson.
Bishop Nektary with Fr. Seraphim right after the latter’s ordination.
In the monastery trapeza, 1979. Left to right: Fr. Alexey Young, Fr. Herman, Bishop Nektary, Fr.
Seraphim, Reader Vladimir Anderson.
“He was also very caring. I remember how I broke my finger once, and he
came to attend to me personally. One time he hid my brother in his home after
my mother had been abusing him.
“Bishop Nektary was a wonderful man. He was very sweet and very warm
— a very special person who was much loved by us children.”
Fr. Seraphim when he served with Bishop Nektary for the last time. Chapel of the Kursk Icon of
the Mother of God, Alameda, California, on the Feast of the Kursk Icon, November 27/December
10, 1981.
“All these thoughts of mine, however, were on a low level. Later I realized
why he did what he did. I understood what it had been like for him, how he had
seen unpleasant situations in the Church and yet had managed to keep going. To
the end of his life he succeeded in preserving his innocence, just as his childlike
Elder Nektary had done.”
Bishop Nektary lived with a sense that Elder Nektary was nearby. That he
was not wrong in this can be seen by the manner in which he led his life. As if
Elder Nektary was guiding him every step of the way, he quietly followed the
path that the monks of Optina had once trod — keeping his soul guileless and
pure, befitting an inhabitant of the Kingdom of Heaven.
99
Hope
The ‘gates of hell’ will not prevail against the Church, but they have
and certainly can prevail against many who consider themselves
pillars of the Church, as is shown by Church history.
—Archbishop Averky1
WITH his hope in the future healing of the Russian Church, Fr. Seraphim
hoped in the future restoration of the Russian Orthodox Church Abroad to
liturgical communion with the main body of the Russian Orthodox Church
inside Russia, the Moscow Patriarchate. In this he was of one mind with the best
tradition of the Russian Church Abroad; as will be remembered, it had been
Archbishop John who had first instilled such hope in him.[c] In 1960, referring to
the Russian Church inside Russia as the “suffering Mother” of the Church
Abroad, Archbishop John had written: “The Russian Church Outside of Russia
spiritually is not separated from her suffering Mother. She offers up prayers for
her, preserves her spiritual and material wealth, and in due time she will unite
with her, when the reasons for their disunity shall have vanished.”15
Together with Archbishop John, Fr. Seraphim understood that the division
between the Moscow Patriarchate and the Russian Church Abroad, though real,
was only on an organizational level, and did not touch the deeper unity which
existed in the Church organism. Thus, when outward circumstances changed in
Russia, this unity should be affirmed outwardly. Writing as a member of the
Church Abroad, Fr. Seraphim stated in a letter: “Our Church has no communion
with Moscow. But our Church recognizes this as a temporary situation, which
will end when the Communist regime comes to an end.”16 Elsewhere, writing
about Fr. Dimitry Dudko, who belonged to the Moscow Patriarchate, Fr.
Seraphim affirmed that “Once the political situation in Russia that produced
‘Sergianism’ will have changed, a full unity in the faith will be possible with
such courageous strugglers as Fr. Dimitry.”17
With the changes in Russia, culminating in the canonization of the New
Martyrs and Confessors in Moscow, the path became open for Fr. Seraphim’s
hope to be realized. On the Feast of Ascension in 2007, in the newly rebuilt
Christ the Savior Cathedral in Moscow, the Patriarch of Moscow and All Russia,
Alexey II, and the chief hierarch of the Russian Church Abroad, Metropolitan
Laurus,[d] signed an Act affirming the restoration of liturgical and canonical
communion between the Patriarchate and the Church Abroad. Immediately
afterward, Patriarch Alexey and Metropolitan Laurus concelebrated the Divine
Liturgy in the Cathedral.[e] This historic event, marking the healing of nearly
eighty years of division, was a cause of great rejoicing for the Orthodox Church
throughout the world.
OFTEN when divisions prevail in the Church, this is due to lack of faith in
the Church and in Christ’s power to heal its members. An understanding of the
Church as a God-human organism helps us to be more patient when we notice
human error in the Church, and less desirous of seeing divisions persist. We will
be more accepting of God’s Providence, which, as He Himself has told us,
allows tares to grow alongside the wheat until the Last Judgment. In times of
tribulation we will be able to remain steadfast and faithful to the traditions and
teachings of the Church, without ourselves contributing to any schism or ill-will
among members of the Church.
For Fr. Seraphim, this understanding of the Church as a living organism
grew and deepened over time. With this deepening, Fr. Seraphim was at the
same time able to rise above jurisdictional divisions in the Church, which were
after all on an organizational level. By the end of his life, he distanced himself
considerably from the isolationism that many wished to see prevail in his own
Russian Church Abroad. Fr. Alexey Young describes well the change that
occurred in Fr. Seraphim over the years:
“Fr. Seraphim was a very strict isolationist about other jurisdictions in the
first several years (roughly 1966–75) I had contact with him.
“I believe that at this time his own experience of other Orthodox groups
was somewhat limited and academic, and so his strict views were formed on an
almost purely ideological basis. This changed rather abruptly, however, as he
began to see 1) the effects of isolationism on the Synod Abroad, and 2) the
increasingly shrill fanaticism of the [super-correct] ‘party’ in the Synod. He was
at first uncomfortable, and then openly appalled at the utter lack of charity on the
part of the so-called ‘zealots.’ He was himself a ‘zealot,’ but not to the exclusion
of charity. Near the end of his life he once said to me: ‘I regret many of the “pro-
zealot” articles we published in The Orthodox Word in the earlier years: we
helped to create a monster, and for that I repent!’ He was quite emphatic about
that....
“In the last year or two of his life Fr. Seraphim often told me that he had
begun to commune lay men and women from other jurisdictions who came to
him. He said: ‘I know this would be frowned upon, but these people come and
they are hungry for spiritual guidance and nourishment and... what can we do?
Turn them away?’ When I asked if he wasn’t afraid of being ‘denounced’ by the
ultra-zealots in the Synod he replied: ‘You don’t know me very well if you think
I’d be worried about that. Whether I get in trouble or not, I KNOW that this is
the right thing to do!’
“In general on this subject, my sense is that Fr. Seraphim, while respecting
outward rules and regulations, always tried to penetrate to the inward ‘spirit.’
From the early 1970s on (as I recollect it) he saw more and more clearly that we
must rise above jurisdictional differences — not in order to become innovators
and betrayers — but in order to rescue as many souls as possible who were
searching for the ‘fragrance of true Christianity’ (as he loved to call it). Thus,
while avoiding at least the appearance of scandal, and not trying to ‘provoke’
anyone in any way, he nonetheless cast the nets far and wide. And, as we know,
he caught many ‘fish.’”18
What Fr. Alexey says is borne out by Fr. Seraphim’s letters and Chronicle
entries. In 1980, when people from Antiochian Orthodox churches in California
began making pilgrimages to the monastery, Fr. Seraphim expressed his joy at
seeing the fervency of their faith. “All are very eager young Orthodox,” he
wrote, “—a real revival is taking place in America!”19 Some of these pilgrims
were cradle Orthodox from various ethnic backgrounds, others were converts. In
time three of the lay pilgrims from the Antiochian Church would be ordained as
priests.
In December of 1981, Fr. Seraphim wrote in a letter: “Recently we were
visited by another Antiochian priest (from Los Angeles),[f] and just the fact of
our friendship is a source of strength which helps them to struggle more
themselves. What the end will be, jurisdictionally speaking, I don’t know. But
we must have the image of the Russian Church Abroad adjusted away from the
‘fanatic party line,’ which up to now has tried to take over — and whose failure
is now becoming evident.”20
In another letter, Fr. Seraphim responded to the questions of one of his
spiritual sons, who, being in the Russian Orthodox Church Abroad, wanted to
marry a woman in the “rival” Orthodox Church in America (Metropolia). The
woman’s priest, being devoted to his own jurisdiction, refused to marry the
couple until the young man left the Russian Church Abroad. “Boldly unite
yourself to the one, holy, catholic, and apostolic Church,” the priest wrote to the
young man. “A step in this direction would modify my opinion considerably.”
“Help!” wrote the young man to Fr. Seraphim. “I need your advice and
prayers as to what to do. The whole situation is very confusing to me, and of
course to [my fiancée] also....”
In this dilemma of nuptial happiness vs. jurisdictional divisions, Fr.
Seraphim wrote to his spiritual son: “I think he [the priest] is being overly
dramatic about the whole matter. The question of ‘jurisdictions’ (in the case of
the O.C.A. and our Church Abroad) is not such a crucial one that it would
prevent marriage, even if the partners were to belong to different jurisdictions; to
be sure, oneness of mind on this question is preferable, but in practice this is
worked out by the couples themselves.”21 A few days later, Fr. Seraphim wrote a
conciliatory letter to the priest.
Fr. Seraphim also maintained that jurisdictional divisions should not
prevent one from receiving Holy Communion. In his talk at the 1979 St. Herman
Pilgrimage, “Orthodox Christians Facing the 1980s,” he related an example from
Russia which he had read in the writings of Fr. Dimitry Dudko: “Fr. Dimitry
says he talked to one person in the Catacomb Church. This person was totally
cut off from the Sacraments because in his area the Catacomb Church was
totally absent. He was sort of surviving, keeping up the faith, being loyal. He had
a spiritual talk with Fr. Dimitry; and, as Fr. Dimitry says, ‘When he got finished
talking to me, he received Communion from me.’ If you’re looking from the
strict point of view that one must be with the Catacomb Church at all costs, you
can say he shouldn’t have done that.[g] But from the pastoral, spiritual point of
view, in this particular circumstance that was the best thing for him: to receive
the Sacraments and God’s grace so that he would have the strength to keep
struggling. And Fr. Dimitry said that, as a result, at once this man came alive.
Before he was just struggling by his own will, with no access to the Sacraments.
Now he had the Sacraments and suddenly he felt new life come into him,
because the grace of God acts. If he had continued without Communion — who
knows?—he might have finally become discouraged and fallen away from Christ
altogether. In such a case we cannot judge by the letter of the law. We have to
judge — and that’s what Fr. Dimitry is constantly doing — according to the
spiritual needs of the moment.”22
Fr. Seraphim believed that, as the Church entered into more difficult times,
it would become ever more crucial for believers to look beyond jurisdictional
divisions. In a letter of 1978 he wrote:
“We feel the signs of the times point more and more to a coming
‘catacomb’ existence, whatever form it may take, and the more we can prepare
for it now the better.... Every such monastery or community we look on as a part
of the future catacomb ‘network’ of strugglers for true Orthodoxy; probably in
those times (if they will really be as critical as they look from here) the
‘jurisdictional’ question will recede into the background.”23
WE have spoken earlier of how Fr. Seraphim never altered his basic
stance against ecumenism and reform in the Church. In his later years, however,
when he saw people calling those of other jurisdictions “heretics” because they
went to ecumenical gatherings, he took pains to define this stance more clearly.
In his “Defense of Fr. Dimitry Dudko,” he wrote:
“Some would-be zealots of Orthodoxy use the term [ecumenism] in entirely
too imprecise a fashion, as though the very use of the term or contact with an
‘ecumenical’ organization is itself a ‘heresy.’ Such views are clearly
exaggerations. ‘Ecumenism’ is a heresy only if it actually involves the denial
that Orthodoxy is the true Church of Christ. A few of the Orthodox leaders of the
ecumenical movement have gone this far; but most Orthodox participants in the
ecumenical movement have not said this much; and a few (such as the late Fr.
Georges Florovsky) have only irritated the Protestants in the ecumenical
movement by frequently stating at ecumenical gatherings that Orthodoxy is the
Church of Christ. One must certainly criticize the participation of even these
latter persons in the ecumenical movement, which at its best is misleading and
vague about the nature of Christ’s Church; but one cannot call such people
‘heretics,’ nor can one affirm that any but a few Orthodox representatives have
actually taught ecumenism as a heresy. The battle for true Orthodoxy in our
times is not aided by such exaggerations.”24 In another place Fr. Seraphim said:
“The excessive reaction against the ecumenical movement has the same worldly
spirit that is present in the ecumenical movement itself.”25
Likewise, while not altering his position on the Church Calendar question,
Fr. Seraphim warned against exaggerating the importance of this issue and
thereby causing needless fighting and division. In his talk at the 1979 St.
Herman Pilgrimage, after speaking at length about inspiring developments in the
Orthodox Church of Africa, Fr. Seraphim addressed the concerns of super-
correct Orthodox who were put off by the fact that the African Orthodox
converts were on the New Calendar:
“Now some who wish to be correct will remind us that the Orthodox
Church in Africa is under the Patriarch of Alexandria, who is on the New
Calendar; and they might even think that we should have no contact with them.
About this I’d like to say a word.
“To preserve the ancient traditions and canons of the Church is a good
thing. And those who woefully and needlessly depart from them will be judged
by God. Those who introduced the New Calendar into the Orthodox Church in
the 1920s and later, and who thereby brought division and modernism into the
Church, will have much to answer for.
“But the simple people of Africa understand nothing of all this, and to
preach the correct Old Calendar to them could produce nothing more than a
squabble over theoretical points that would only interfere with their simple
reception of the Orthodox Faith. Western converts are often skilled in debating
such theoretical points, even to the extent of writing whole tomes and treatises
on the canons and their interpretation. But this is an Orthodoxy of the head, full
of the spirit of calculation and self-justification. What is most of all needed,
especially in the perilous days ahead, is the much deeper Orthodoxy of the heart,
which the simple letters we receive from Africa reveal.”26
AT one time Fr. Seraphim had cherished hopes for a united “Orthodox
Zealot” movement to counteract the deceptions of the last times. “Years ago,” he
wrote in 1979, “when Fr. Herman and I were young and naive, we dreamed of a
vigorous, single-minded movement of zealous Orthodoxy among young
converts, Russians, Greeks, etc. Alas, we have become older and wiser and no
longer expect much. All our confessors of Orthodoxy have their all-too-human
side also.... In so many Orthodox zealots, it seems to me, there is an intellectual
narrowness, combined with some kind of political orientation, that produces
factions right and left and loses sight of the ‘common task’ which we thought
(and still think) is so clear, especially when you contrast it with the crude
renovationism that is going on now in the Metropolia, Greek Archdiocese,
etc.”27
But if Fr. Seraphim abandoned hope in any “zealot movement,” he never
lost hope in the movement of souls who come miraculously to Christ in His
Orthodox Church out of all kinds of calamities, sins, and desperate
circumstances. This was how the whole of Christianity was founded: sinful
people saw grace in Jesus Christ, and their souls responded; they saw that they
were drowning, and He saved them; and out of them Christ built His Church,
which will last till the end of time.
In his talk at the 1981 St. Herman Pilgrimage, entitled “The Search for
Orthodoxy,” Fr. Seraphim shared his optimism about the fact that individuals all
over the world, out of all kinds of situations, were finding the true image of
Jesus Christ in Orthodoxy:
“Americans, both young and old, weary of the rootless and arbitrary
teachings of contemporary Protestantism, are discovering the true and profound
Christianity of Orthodoxy.
“Roman Catholics, in the midst of a disintegrating church structure, are
finding that Orthodoxy is everything they once thought Roman Catholicism to
be.
Archimandrite Reuben Spartas (left), one of the founders of the African Orthodox Church, with
Fr. Ireneos Magimbi, parish priest in Kampala, Uganda. Photograph published in Fr. Seraphim’s
article “The African Greek Orthodox Church,” The Orthodox Word, no. 21, 1968.
“Young Jews, both in the Soviet Union and the free world, are increasingly
finding the answer to the present-day spiritual vacuum among their own people
in conversion to Orthodoxy....
“In Russia, the search for roots is obvious, and is bound up with the
recovery of national awareness among the Russian people after sixty-some years
of atheism and destruction of Russian religious institutions. If one tries to return
to what was before the atheist regime, one comes to nothing but Orthodoxy.
“Something similar is happening on a smaller scale to the Orthodox young
people of Greece who are rejecting the modern Westernism that has poisoned
Greek society for the past century and more; these young people are finding their
roots in the Orthodox past of Greece, and above all in the center of Orthodox
life, its monasticism.”28
As we have seen, Fr. Seraphim was especially interested in the conversion
of peoples in Africa to Orthodox Christianity, having corresponded with,
published articles about, and helped support Orthodox African converts for
many years. “What of Africa?” he asked in his lecture. “What kind of Orthodox
roots can Africans find? As surprising as it may seem to us, Orthodoxy — and
Christianity in general — is growing faster in Africa than anywhere else in the
world, and in a matter of some years Africa will become the leading Christian
continent, both in number of believers, and even more in the fervor of their faith.
Tertullian, the second-century Christian writer, has said that the human soul by
nature is Christian, and this is proving true in the eagerness of the once-pagan
African peoples to accept Christianity, which has only been preached below the
Sahara in the last one hundred years. Roman Catholicism and various Protestant
sects have attracted many followers in Africa, but those who really seek for the
roots of Christianity are finding Orthodoxy. Perhaps not all of you know the
story of the two Anglican seminarians in Uganda in the 1920s who in their
studies came to the conclusion that only Orthodoxy was the ‘true old religion’
from which all the modern sects of the West have deviated. Today the African
Orthodox Churches in Uganda, Kenya, and other countries of East Africa are
examples of the fruitfulness of the search for Orthodoxy today. With hardly any
help from the outside Orthodox world, they have come to the fullness of
Orthodoxy, avoiding the pitfalls which many Western converts have fallen
into.”29
After Fr. Seraphim’s repose, a mission on the other side of the African
continent — in Zaire — saw great growth, thanks especially to the righteous
Hieromonk Cosmas Aslanidis (†l989) and other missionary monks from Mount
Athos.30 In 1994 a Greek priest from Australia, Archimandrite (later Bishop)
Nektarios Kellis (†2004), began an Orthodox mission in Madagascar, which is
now flourishing.31 Thousands of souls have been baptized in both these
countries, worshipping Jesus Christ in humility, poverty, and truth. Fr. Seraphim
would have rejoiced to see this.
The return of American Protestants to their historical Christian roots also
drew Fr. Seraphim’s attention. “In America,” he said, “the need for roots is
obvious: the fragmentation of Christian sects and the diverse understandings of
Christian doctrine and practice — based upon personal interpretation of
Scripture and of Christian life — point to the need to return to the original,
undivided Christianity, which is Orthodoxy. Just in the past few years more and
more Protestants have been finding their way to the Church. There is even a
group, organized as the ‘Evangelical Orthodox Church,’ which has come all the
way from the Billy Graham-type ‘Campus Crusade’ movement of the 1950s to a
deep awareness of the need for sacraments, hierarchy, historical continuity with
the ancient Church, and all the rest that Orthodoxy has to offer as the true
Apostolic Christianity. This movement has still much to say in contemporary
America, and there are ways we Orthodox can help it.”32 In 1987, five years
after Fr. Seraphim’s repose, the Evangelical Orthodox movement was received
into the Orthodox Church through the Antiochian Orthodox Archdiocese of
North America, and since that time it has done much to reach out to disillusioned
Protestants and bring them into the Church.
Bound up with the search for roots, Fr. Seraphim pointed out, is the search
for stability: “Orthodoxy’s stability is the unchanging truth which it has received
and passed on from generation to generation, from the time of Christ and His
Apostles to our own day. It is no wonder, then, that it is attracting souls that are
hungry most of all for truth — the truth that comes from God and gives meaning
and a point of anchor for all those tossed about on the sea of this life.
“But possibly the deepest and most attractive thing about Orthodoxy today
is its message of love. The most discouraging thing about today’s world is that it
has become so cold and heartless. In the Gospel of St. Matthew our Lord tells us
that a leading characteristic of the last times will be that the love of many will
grow cold (Matt. 24:12); and the Apostle of love, St. John the Theologian,
records our Lord as saying that the chief distinguishing mark of His disciples is
the love they have one for another (John 13:35). The most influential Orthodox
teachers of recent times have been those most filled with love, who attract
people to the riches of the Orthodox Faith by their own example of overflowing,
self-sacrificing love: St. John of Kronstadt, St. Nektarios of Pentapolis, our own
Archbishop John Maximovitch....
“Being filled with the Gospel teaching and trying to live by it, we should
have love and compassion for the miserable humanity of our days. Probably
never have people been more unhappy than the people of our days, even with all
the outward conveniences and gadgets our society provides us with. People are
suffering and dying for the lack of God — and we can help give God to them.
The love of many has truly grown cold in our days — but let us not be cold. As
long as Christ sends us His grace and warms our hearts, we do not need to be
cold.”33
I T has been related earlier how Fr. Seraphim, during his monastic years, did
not seek to listen to classical music. As a monk, he had given up the
enjoyment of it, and only listened to it when playing it for pilgrims — especially
the younger ones — to aid in the formation of their souls.
Since both the Platina fathers had to some degree been converted through
the music of great Christian composers, Fr. Herman was intrigued by the
“excessive ascetic caution,” as he called it, with which Fr. Seraphim had come to
approach classical music. One incident stands out in his memory.
It was a warm summer evening, with a pink haze on the horizon; and the
fathers were returning in their truck from a visit to San Francisco. Fr. Herman
asked Fr. Seraphim to listen to a cassette tape of a clarinet quintet by Mozart. Fr.
Seraphim was reluctant, but gave in to Fr. Herman’s insistence. As the quintet
was played, he listened with close attention. Afterwards Fr. Herman waited for
some comments from him, but there were none. There was a long silence.
“Well?” Fr. Herman finally asked.
Fr. Seraphim looked serious. All he said was “I’d rather hear it in Paradise.”
This statement intrigued Fr. Herman all the more. “I never would have
thought of it in that way,” he later recalled. “That music touched some deep,
harmonious part of him, which bound him to Divinity. He felt unworthy before
the grandeur and the sublime beauty of heaven, which he felt reflected in the
most seraphic passages of Mozart, and in the lofty, dignified sounds of Bach and
Handel. He felt that it was not right — almost sinful — to enjoy such beautiful
sounds while yet on earth.”
The music itself, though pointing to heaven, was still of the earth, and could
thus only be apprehended as a half-taste of celestial sweetness, enough to whet
the appetite but not to satisfy the hunger. Perhaps this was painful for Fr.
Seraphim. Perhaps he was wary that, in giving himself over to delighting in this
music, he would be trying to content himself with a state of incompleteness, with
the bittersweet longing for something rather than the thing itself. He had found
the Kingdom of God within himself,[a] and no longer needed exquisite music to
lead him to it. In the words of Elder Barsanuphius of Optina (†1913), who
himself had played and listened to much classical music before becoming a
monk: “When a valve of the heart closes to the receptivity of worldly
enjoyments, another valve opens for the reception of spiritual joys.”2
FATHER HERMAN noticed that Fr. Seraphim’s reservation toward music was
especially pronounced when it came to Bach. Fr. Herman himself found it
spiritually beneficial to listen to the whole of Bach’s St. Matthew Passion just
before Passion Week, when in Orthodox monasteries the complete four Gospels
are read in church. Fr. Seraphim, however, would not listen to the music with
him, saying, “I’m through with it.”
When classical music would be played for the monastery’s pilgrims, Fr.
Herman noticed that Fr. Seraphim felt most at home with the compositions of
Bach’s contemporary, G. F. Handel. As Fr. Herman described it, Fr. Seraphim
was at peace in the company of Handel’s measured, flowing strains, which
evoked an atmosphere of gentility and high culture. They did not touch that
deep, painful longing that the music of Bach, or that passage of Mozart, stirred
in him. It was probably for this reason that Fr. Seraphim once confessed: “I
know Bach is the greatest, but my favorite is Handel.”3
In 1982 Fr. Herman got a tape of the Bach cantata Ich Habe Genug, having
no idea of the significance that this particular work had for Fr. Seraphim. He was
listening to it in his Valaam cell and was profoundly moved by it, when Fr.
Seraphim came in. “I just received this stunning cantata,” Fr. Herman said. “I’d
never heard it before. You must listen to it!” Fr. Seraphim declined, but Fr.
Herman again pressured him until he agreed. As the cantata was being played,
Fr. Seraphim sat with his eyes closed, not moving in the slightest. He was like a
statue, but Fr. Herman sensed that some kind of fear had come upon him.
Finally, when it was finished, Fr. Seraphim merely said, “I know that cantata;
I’ve listened to it many times,” and with this he left the cell in silence. Fr.
Herman remained there feeling that he had done something wrong, but not
knowing why.
Fathers Herman and Seraphim in front of the monastery church, 1981.
Later that year, during the 1982 Summer Pilgrimage, the cantata was played
again at the monastery. One of the monastery’s brothers relates:
“At the conclusion of the Pilgrimage, when a feeling of relief as of a job
well done had settled over all, there came a moment of restful hesitation before
the leave-taking of the pilgrims. The day was still young, the weather cool,
windy, with a touch of autumn already in the air. The bright sunbeams moved
rhythmically through the forest idyll of roaming herds of deer, gray squirrels,
and peacocks, who paraded in the natural surroundings before the resting
pilgrims, involuntarily bringing them into a state of tranquil contemplation. Here
Fr. Seraphim gathered everyone and had them sit down to listen to a piece of
music. Before he played it, he spoke a few sobering words: What is the purpose
of theology and of Christian life itself upon this beautifully adorned earth of
ours? Is it not the sweetness of the life beyond death, which crowns our earthly
endeavors?
“At this moment there resounded the soul-touching strains of J. S. Bach’s
Cantata #82, Ich Habe Genug, describing the state of the Righteous Symeon the
God-Receiver as he holds in his arms Incarnate Life Itself, foretasting the
happiness of a righteous man who is dying:
“When the sounds echoed through the forest and died away in the deep
gorge below, Fr. Seraphim concluded by saying what joy the human soul
experiences in growing in the Orthodox Christ, and how Christian culture, so
debased by the subhumanity of our times, can form and elevate the soul,
bringing it to the threshold of Paradise. He did not tell, however, that in his
formative years it was precisely this cantata that used to enchant and mystify
him so intensely and hence led him to the idea of dying to the world.”4
Fr. Herman was to discover this only after Fr. Seraphim’s death, when
Alison told him of it. It was then that he realized why Fr. Seraphim had looked
petrified when listening to the cantata in the Valaam cell.
“When Fr. Seraphim was young,” Fr. Herman reflects, “deep down, he
wanted to die. He felt there was some defect in him, and he had ‘had enough’ of
the world. Death to him would be a sweetness, and he associated this sweetness
with that cantata.
“When he became Orthodox, he was given life. Now he did not ‘have
enough’ of life. Now he was needed to do such important work. He wanted to
bring Orthodoxy to others, and so he no longer wanted to die. He was hoping he
would last.
“When I played that cantata for him, however, he was reminded of death
once more. It was like meeting an old friend. In hearing that music, he heard his
death knell. The first toll had been struck, and somehow his soul had felt it.”
Ich Habe Genug was the last piece of classical music Fr. Seraphim heard on
this earth. Within three weeks the final knell would sound.
101
Ad Astera!
The true Christian is a warrior fighting his way through the regiments
of the unseen enemy to his heavenly homeland.
—St. Herman of Alaska1
B Y the end of Fr. Seraphim’s life, the St. Herman Monastery had earned
much respect in church circles. As an indication of this, on Forgiveness
Sunday in 1978 Archbishop Anthony had awarded Fr. Herman with a gold cross
and Fr. Seraphim with an epigonation;[a] and on January 18, 1981, he had
elevated Fr. Herman to the rank of abbot, handing him Archbishop John’s staff,
and had awarded Fr. Seraphim with a gold cross as well.
At the same time, the monastery had become, in Valentina Harvey’s words,
“extremely popular.” “Everyone loved to go there,” Valentina recalls, “as hard
as it was, as rugged as the conditions were.” Fr. Alexey Young, speaking for his
generation of Orthodox converts, says that “The monastery was the ‘mother
lode’ for us. This was ‘Camelot.’”2 In some church circles, one could hear the
phrase repeated: “Platina is a miracle!”
Toward the end of 1981, less than a year before he died, Fr. Seraphim wrote
to his godmother Svetlana: “After all these years, it looks as if our roots are
going down deeply here.”3 In 1980 and 1981 three new brothers had joined the
monastery. Whereas Fr. Seraphim had previously written that the sisters were
“much more ‘one in soul’ with us than our brothers have been,”4 he now noted
that among the brothers there were “some serious [monastic] candidates who
may stay permanently.”5 “Our monastic brothers are all basically simple,” he
recorded, “which is a great relief after some of the ‘complicated’ ones we’ve had
in the past.”6 Meanwhile, the Brotherhood’s activities had expanded far beyond
what had been envisioned at its inception, and new possibilities were still
presenting themselves. New books were being published, and there seemed to be
no dearth of people who were willing to contribute their energies to the
publishing work of the monastery. With the increasing number of serious-
minded young pilgrims coming to the monastery, especially during the St.
Herman Pilgrimages, Fr. Seraphim noted that “there is a real ‘revival’ going on
among young people, both Americans and Russians, and everyone is eager to
learn and become more deeply Orthodox.”7
Archbishop Anthony awarding Fr. Seraphim with a gold cross. St. Herman Monastery church,
January 18, 1981. Photograph by Fr. Lawrence Williams.
As Fr. Alexey Young recalls, during the last year of his life Fr. Seraphim
seemed more deeply happy and contented than at any other time he had known
him. Undoubtedly the growth of the Brotherhood’s activity and influence
pleased Fr. Seraphim, but it was clear that his deepening peace and joy was
coming first of all from an inward source, not contingent on outward
circumstances. Fr. Alexey remembers a day in late July of 1982, less than two
months before Fr. Seraphim’s repose, when he sensed this peace in Fr. Seraphim
most strongly. As it turned out, this would be the last time that Fr. Alexey would
be able to spend any length of time talking with Fr. Seraphim.
“My two sisters, Justina and Anna (both Orthodox converts), came to visit
from Arizona,” writes Fr. Alexey. “They had never been to the skete, so we
drove down. Fr. Herman was on a missionary trip somewhere, and Fr. Seraphim
was up at his cell, but came down to see us. We sat outside in the little forest
clearing, often used in good weather as an outdoor lecture hall, drinking tea.
Never had I seen Fr. Seraphim more peaceful and serene. Everything he had to
say to my sisters in response to their spiritual questions was simple, to the point,
and helpful; but more important, they were ‘infected’ by his tranquility, which
they carried with them for many days.”8
Perhaps this inward tranquility, together with the outward growth of the
monastery’s activity, was God’s gift to Fr. Seraphim at the end of his life — a
life that had been no stranger to suffering. As Fr. Seraphim well knew, however,
ultimate peace and prosperity are not to be found in this life; all things in this
world must end.
Once toward the end of his life, Fr. Seraphim told Fr. Herman that he felt
God had given him a reprieve of twenty more years of life since his near-fatal
illness in 1961—a reprieve in which to do the work of God. Now the reprieve
was over, although Fr. Seraphim never said so and probably never admitted so
consciously. God was already preparing him to go home to the heavenly realm.
Brothers of St. Herman Monastery and sisters of St. Xenia Skete in 1982, not long before Fr.
Seraphim’s repose.
Fr. Seraphim with brothers and pilgrims in front of the monastery church, Palm Sunday, 1982.
A FEW days after the lectures of the 1982 Pilgrimage had ended, it was the
eve of the Feast of the Transfiguration. As usual, Fr. Seraphim was to give the
sermon on this night, beneath the stars. In his last lecture he had spoken of our
Christian calling here on earth; but now — in what turned out to be his last
sermon — he was to remind his listeners of their ultimate destination. It is also
interesting that, in his sermon on the Feast of the Transfiguration eight years
before, he had spoken of how little time is allotted to us in this life to prepare for
our salvation; but now, in the sermon right before his early, unexpected death, he
was to speak mostly of the life beyond. One of the sisters of St. Xenia Skete
recorded:
“Fr. Seraphim’s last sermon during the Vigil for the Transfiguration was
very special to all of us who were close to him.
“During the Litia of the Vigil for the Feast, the monks of the monastery, the
nuns of St. Xenia Skete, and visitors went outside in procession through the
forest bearing candles and singing the verses of the Feast — the men to the
Transfiguration Skete site on the top of Mount St. Herman, the women to St.
Elias Skete. They met singing at the foot of a large cross that overlooks Beegum
Gorge. The night was clear and starry. Fr. Seraphim, in white vestments, went to
the Cross and signaled for everyone to blow out the candles. He stood silent for a
while, looking at the dark gorge and star-filled sky, and then began something
like this:
“‘Beholding the majesty of God’s creation, we catch a glimpse, however
vague and shadowy, of the beauty of God’s eternal Kingdom, for which we were
all created. We must always remember that our home is in the heavens; we must
shake off all the vain and petty passions and worries that keep us tied to the
ground, to the fallen earthly world, that keep us from realizing the purpose of our
creation. How easily we forget the very reason for our existence.... The end-
times are already here; we see clearly the preparation of the world for the
Antichrist. Christians will be faced with an unprecedented trial of their faith and
love for God. We will have to hide in the wilderness — in land like we see
before us here. Of course, in the end they will find us even there. The purpose of
hiding is not just for the preservation of our earthly life, but to gain time to
strengthen our souls for the final trial. And this must begin even now. Let us
therefore at least begin to struggle against the fetters of petty passions, and
remember that our true home is not here, but in the heavens. Let us “strive
towards our heavenly homeland,” as St. Herman used to say... Ad astern! Ad
astern!’[b]
“He finished and continued staring into the heavenly blue of the starry
grandeur, oblivious of us who beheld before us a glimpse of the mystery of a
man who, having long since prepared his soul, would be going there soon.”12
102
Repose
Vital spark of the heav’nly flame,
Quit, oh quit, this mortal frame!
Trembling, hoping, ling’ring, flying,
Oh, the pain, the bliss of dying!
Cease, fond Nature, cease thy strife,
And let me languish into life!
IN the early hours of Thursday morning, Helen Kontzevitch, who was still
living in Berkeley, had a dream. “I was in the company of a priest unknown to
me,” she later recalled, “who was reprimanding me for my sins. He told me I
must never take offense at anyone. Together we entered a large, palatial hall. At
the end of this hall a man was standing on a raised platform and singing. It was
difficult to see him well because of the distance. In a most beautiful voice he was
singing the magnification hymn [to the Mother of God], ‘My soul doth magnify
the Lord...’ I said, ‘I don’t hear well.’ The priest urged me to go closer, and I
took several steps forward. Then I began very clearly to hear the singing. The
singer was a tenor with a voice like Fr. Seraphim’s, whose singing I had heard
years ago in the San Francisco Cathedral. That had been in the early 1960s
when, standing in the kliros, he alone had sung the Matins service from
beginning to end. Never in my life had I heard more prayerful singing. My soul
had been uplifted to the heights.... Now in my dream, I heard that same
incomparable singing. It was the same voice, but it sounded like that of an angel,
a dweller of Paradise. This was heavenly, unearthly singing.
“Waking up, I understood that there was no hope for Fr. Seraphim’s
recovery.”7
Alison, now a widow living in Kansas, was also given a mysterious
indication of Fr. Seraphim’s impending death. Unlike Helen Kontzevitch, she
had not been contacted about Fr. Seraphim’s illness. Over the years, living
nearly two thousand miles away, she had continued to feel an empathetic bond
with him. Although she received letters from him only a few times a year, she
prayed for him every day, and could feel that he was praying for her. Right
before receiving a letter from him she would usually sense that he was thinking
of her and would know that it was coming. And now again, in his final hours, his
spirit somehow reached her. In a dream she saw him tied to a bed and saw
terrible physical agony in his eyes, such that it was painful even for her, a nurse,
to behold. She saw that he was unable to speak. Immediately she wrote to the
monastery to find out if something was in fact wrong.
In the meantime Fr. Herman, who had been told years before by Fr.
Seraphim to contact Alison should anything ever happen to him, had found her
address and written to her. She received the news only after Fr. Seraphim’s
death, confirming the truth of what she had seen in her dream — especially of
the fact that Fr. Seraphim had been unable to speak while in the hospital. In later
years she was consoled by the thought that, in the last moments of his life, Fr.
Seraphim had been trying to reach her.
I N the three days between his death and his burial, Fr. Seraphim’s
unembalmed body never stiffened, nor did decay of any kind set in, even in
the summer heat. There was no deathly pallor about him whatsoever; in fact, his
coloring was literally golden. The skin remained soft and the body seemed to be,
in the words of one monastery pilgrim, “one of a sleeping child.” Another
pilgrim, Dr. Eugene Zavarin, who was a professor of biochemistry at Fr.
Seraphim’s former university in Berkeley, commented that “he looks precisely
like a relic.” Since incorruption has from ancient times been viewed as a sign of
sanctity in the Orthodox Church, all those present felt that they were witness to a
manifestation of God’s grace.
As he lay in his simple wooden coffin in the church, Fr. Seraphim’s face
became radiant. So comforting was his gentle expression of peace and happiness
that the people could not bear to cover it in the traditional monastic way. He
looked as if alive — younger than he had before his illness. The sight of him
testified to a triumph over death, and numerous people were moved to spend
long periods of prayer by his coffin. Little children could hardly be drawn away
from the coffin, such was the atmosphere of love and tranquility surrounding his
body. Beholding that blessed expression on his face, Fr. Herman was reminded
of the words from Ich Habe Genug: “Close now, weary eyes.” The mystery of
death, which Fr. Seraphim had pondered for most of his intellectual life, was
now mystery to him no more.
The above-mentioned pilgrim, Dr. Eugene Zavarin, had known Fr.
Seraphim in San Francisco since the early 1960s, when he and his brother
Alexey had invited Fr. Seraphim and Ivan Kontzevitch to give talks at meetings
of the Umolyubtsy (Lovers of Wisdom).[a] Now, less than twenty years later, he
found himself beside the coffin of his younger contemporary. “I was on vacation
with my wife,” he recalls, “when we received by telephone the news that Fr.
Seraphim had died. We jumped into the car and drove to Platina. When we
arrived, Fr. Seraphim was not yet buried, and a service was being held over his
body. Everybody, including my wife and me, was just crying and crying and
crying. My wife was telling me, ‘I don’t understand why we’re crying so much.
We didn’t cry so much when our relatives were dying... Why is it so?’ Then I
remembered what Ivan Kontzevitch (he was a theologian) once said to my
brother. My brother had asked him, ‘How can you recognize a saint?’ and
Professor Kontzevitch said, ‘You feel as if this person, who is a saint, is closer to
you than any relative of yours.’ And I think this explains somewhat why people
were crying so much.
Fr. Seraphim in blessed repose. Photograph by Fr. Lawrence Williams.
Fr. Seraphim’s brothers and sisters weeping over his coffin in the monastery church.
“Fr. Herman had taken Fr. Seraphim’s body from the hospital and had
brought it to the monastery. No embalming was done. Only people who loved
him were allowed to touch his body.
“As the services were being held, I decided to confess. The confessions
were being conducted over Fr. Seraphim’s casket. The people who were
confessing would lower themselves over Fr. Seraphim; Fr. Herman would cover
them with his epitrachelion, and they would confess their sins. So, as I was
confessing, my face was right next to that of Fr. Seraphim. I can remember his
closed eyes and the color of his skin, which was just about like the color of
beeswax. And I can testify that there was not even a little bit of any kind of a
scent of decomposition — absolutely nothing! And I was so close, and covered
with the epitrachelion.”1
ON September 4, the day of Fr. Seraphim’s burial, the services began in
the morning with a hierarchical Divine Liturgy, celebrated by Archbishop
Anthony and Bishop Nektary. The monastery church was filled to overflowing.
During the Liturgy, Archbishop Anthony ordained Deacon Vladimir Anderson
to the priesthood, and Laurence Williams from the Etna mission to the diaconate.
Looking out the altar window during the singing of the Creed in the Liturgy, the
bishops and priests saw a touching sight: a family of deer had gathered around
Fr. Seraphim’s grave site.
The Liturgy was followed by Fr. Seraphim’s funeral, also presided over by
both hierarchs. During the funeral, people continued to come up to the coffin,
kissing Fr. Seraphim’s forehead and those blessed hands which had written so
many soul-profiting books, articles, and Church services. In the kliros were sung
the beautiful yet sobering verses of the burial service for priests, written in the
eighth century by St. John Damascene: “What earthly sweetness remaineth
unmixed with grief? What glory standeth immutable on earth? All things are but
shadows most feeble, but most deluding dreams: yet one moment only, and
death shall supplant them all. But in the light of Thy countenance, O Christ, and
in the sweetness of Thy beauty, give rest to him whom Thou hast chosen,
because Thou lovest mankind.”
Fr. Seraphim in blessed repose.
The procession with Fr. Seraphim’s coffin from the church to the grave. In front, Fr. Herman and
Fr. Roman Lukianov. Photograph courtesy of Fr. Lawrence Williams.
Fr. Seraphim’s coffin was then carried in procession from the church to his
grave, located on the site of the outdoor chapel which had been dedicated to the
Meeting of the Lord. While Fr. Seraphim’s coffin was being covered with earth,
the grief felt by his many close ones was transformed into joy, as the victorious
hymn of Pascha, “Christ is Risen!” was spontaneously sung. The words of St.
Ignatius Brianchaninov, which Fr. Seraphim had once cited in describing the
funeral of Archbishop John, could thus be applied to his own burial as well:
“Have you ever seen the body of a righteous man whose soul has departed?
There is no stench from him; one does not fear to approach him. At his burial
sorrow is dissolved in a kind of incomprehensible joy... This is a sign that the
deceased has obtained mercy and grace with the Lord.”5
To the many American converts at Fr. Seraphim’s funeral, the manifest
grace poured out on this day had a special significance. It bore witness to the
spiritual potential of all Orthodox Americans. In this connection it is interesting
to contemplate the significance of the site on which Fr. Seraphim was buried. As
will be remembered, this was the spot where, thirteen years previously, he and
Fr. Herman had performed their first services at the skete, and where Archbishop
Anthony had celebrated the first Divine Liturgy. “The wilds of Northern
California,” Fr. Seraphim had written, “met Orthodoxy when the Liturgy was
celebrated on this very spot.” And now, with Fr. Seraphim’s burial there, this
portion of earth received one of the first offerings of native-born American
sanctity, and the first fully American “link” to the Holy Fathers.
Fr. Herman bidding a last farewell at the moment when Fr. Seraphim’s coffin was about to be
lowered into the grave.
Photograph courtesy of Fr. Lawrence Williams.
It is also noteworthy that this site had been dedicated to the Meeting of the
Lord — the Feast for which the cantata Ich Habe Genug had been written. With
his body having been consigned to earth, Fr. Seraphim could now experience the
ultimate fulfillment of the longing that Bach’s masterpiece had once stirred in
him. Like Righteous Symeon on meeting the Christ-child in the Temple, Fr.
Seraphim could now rejoice in his death, for he had seen the salvation of the
Lord.[c]
IN January of 1983, four months after Fr. Seraphim’s repose and only three
weeks before his own repose, Bishop Nektary[a] sent Fr. Herman an encouraging
letter in which he told him to trust “in the prayers of your heavenly patron, our
holy Fr. Herman of Alaska, and of course in the prayers of your sotainnik, the
late Hieromonk Seraphim.” “And Archbishop John,” the Bishop continued, “—
does he not raise his holy prayers to the throne of God, begging help for you to
strengthen your will and to give powers for further building up and making firm
your holy monastery? After all, it is a child of Archbishop John!
“God is the God of the living, and not a God of the dead. Both Archbishop
John and Fr. Seraphim are alive with the Lord, and doubtlessly have boldness
before the throne of God. Address yourself to them. Feel and believe in their
prayerful protection and help.
“BE VALIANT, BE MANLY, AND MAY YOUR HEART BE FIRM.”3
In the years following Fr. Seraphim’s repose, the St. Herman Brotherhood
received many confirmations that Fr. Seraphim had indeed become, together
with St. Herman and St. John Maximovitch, a heavenly intercessor. Thus, just as
the Brotherhood had once begun to compile a record book of the intercessions of
its founding hierarch, St. John, so now it began to compile such a book about its
founding member, Fr. Seraphim. Here we present, in chronological order, a
sampling of the accounts from this record book of Fr. Seraphim’s intercessions.
1. In late September, 1982, just weeks after Fr. Seraphim’s repose, Fr.
Alexey Young’s matushka, Susan, was diagnosed with melanoma. The insidious
cancer had already metastasized, leaving Matushka Susan, according to the
doctors, a twenty percent chance of living another five years. Her youngest
daughter Faith was only five months old then, and for her sake Matushka Susan
begged God to grant her this reprieve. Meanwhile, every night Fr. Alexey
anointed the spot on her neck, from which the primary tumor had been removed,
with oil from the lamp over Fr. Seraphim’s grave.4 On December 6, 1982, one of
Fr. Alexey’s parishioners, Martha Nichols, wrote to the monastery:
“I don’t feel that Fr. Seraphim is very far away. I recently dreamt that I
walked into a crowd of people, and there was Fr. Seraphim, dressed in his
monastic garments with a black cap (skufia) on his head. He blessed me and
said, ‘Peace be with you,’ and I said, ‘And with thy spirit,’ like in the Liturgy.
He turned to a woman and put his forehead on her neck and shoulder. When he
raised his head, blood was streaming on the woman’s neck and shoulder, but
there was no blood on Fr. Seraphim. Fr. Deacon Laurence [Williams], vested in
white and gold, went over and, with the Communion cloth, wiped the blood off
very calmly. I remember thinking—‘It is really the blood of Christ!’ Then Fr.
Seraphim walked away with his arms around someone, as if to console that
person. I didn’t recognize who it was. When I woke up, I realized that the
woman in the dream looked, from the back, just like Matushka Susan.”5
Some time after this dream occurred, Matushka Susan went to the doctor
for medical tests. All the tests showed that the cancer had disappeared; her neck
was perfectly healthy. The doctors at the clinic specializing in melanoma
acknowledged it to be a miracle. Matushka Susan lived for another fourteen
years and reposed on November 29, 1996.6
2. On November 11, 1983, Fr. Alexey Young wrote the following: “About
two months after the repose of Fr. Seraphim it came to my attention that a cousin
(non-Orthodox) of one of my spiritual children (Barbara Murray) was in the
hospital with a serious ailment. She asked to see me and asked that I pray for
her. She was suffering from a constriction of vessels in the leg, causing shortage
of circulation. The immediate crisis was a gangrenous big toe. I saw this toe
myself: it was green and rotting — a terrible sight. The doctors were preparing
to amputate the toe within a week or so, and said that it was likely she would
lose the whole foot and possibly the limb from the knee down. I anointed her toe
and leg with oil from Fr. Seraphim’s grave and asked his intercession on her
behalf. Within a short period of time the gangrene completely disappeared. The
doctors decided it was not necessary to amputate the toe or anything else and
announced that they were ‘amazed’ at what happened. Today, more than a year
later, she has had no recurrence of her affliction, to the continuing surprise of the
doctors, who have no explanation for it. I’m convinced that this healing was
worked through Fr. Seraphim. (By the way, I myself spoke to the doctor on more
than one occasion, and so am able to personally verify the medical details as
well as the initial prognosis.)
“And now I have a second miracle to report: Two weeks ago today my
brother-in-law, Stefan (whom I baptized last July and then married to my sister,
Anna), was in a serious auto accident here in town. He broke both legs
(compound fracture in the left leg) and also shattered the left ankle and the left
big toe. He was immediately taken into surgery, where the doctors worked for
four and a half hours to clean the wounds (the bones had broken through the
flesh in more than one place); road dirt had been ground into the flesh and bones,
and the danger of life-threatening infection was very great. I saw the photos of
his left leg and foot just before they took him into surgery, and it was an
appalling sight: the left foot was just hanging; the ligaments and tendons had all
been torn away, and the bones completely crushed.
“During that first operation we prayed in the waiting room. Remembering
that Bishop Nektary had sung a Glorification [hymn] to Fr. Seraphim, I served a
Moleben to Fr. Seraphim on behalf of Stefan. Starting the next day, and every
day thereafter, he was anointed with oil from Fr. Seraphim’s grave. Through the
bandages we were even able to reach one of the mangled toes of the left foot.
“After the surgery the doctor told us there was a good chance that he would
lose the foot. Also, there was a possibility that if infection set in it could become
‘life-threatening.’ But we had great confidence in the prayers of our Righteous
One before the throne of God, and we waited, patiently.
“Six days later the surgeons operated again. This was a critical time, for
based upon what they saw when they removed the bandages, they would have a
good idea about whether or not the foot could be saved. Afterwards the surgeon
himself said that it was a ‘miracle’! Not only was everything mending well, but
there was no sign of infection — in itself a miracle.
“Of course Stefan now has three months in a wheelchair, and then he will
have to learn to walk all over again. There are still many difficulties, and
possibly more operations, in the near future. But I believe that in this, as in so
many other things, Fr. Seraphim again heard our prayers, and turned on our
behalf to God’s throne in order to give us help. Truly, God rests in His saints!
“Of both of the above miracles I am personally a witness. In addition,
photographs exist of the second case which would quickly convince anyone —
lay person or physician — that something of a truly extraordinary nature took
place.”7
4. In 1979 Pastor Marion Cardoza, who was connected with the Evangelical
Orthodox movement, began to write Fr. Seraphim heartfelt letters expressing his
desire to enter more deeply into Orthodoxy. At that time his church near Santa
Cruz, California — called the “hippie church” because it brought in young
seekers from the counterculture — had not been received into the canonical
Orthodox Church, and in fact had had practically no contact with traditional
Orthodoxy and its monasticism. In August of 1980 Fr. Seraphim wrote to Pastor
Cardoza in order to arrange a meeting:
I have received your second letter and am very touched by the urgency of
your appeal to find the true roots of Christianity...
May God reward your search for true Orthodoxy. I myself found it
twenty years ago after a fruitless wandering in Oriental religions, and I have
never doubted that this is the true Church established by our Lord Jesus
Christ.
The pitfalls in the way of finding and becoming one with Christ’s
Church are many, as you yourself have already realized. I myself believe
that if one is absolutely sincere and truthful, and will beware of trusting his
own opinions and feelings, God will grant him to find His Church.
I will be in Santa Cruz over the Labor Day weekend to give a talk at a
Russian-language religious conference there, and I would be very happy to
meet with you then, and with members of your community if you wish....
We are sending you separately a few more Orthodox publications.
Please pray to God that He might make our meeting fruitful.10
5. Toward the end of his earthly life Fr. Seraphim had begun to receive
copies of a magazine called Sonflowers, produced by a “New Age Christian”
society called the Holy Order of MANS.[d] The magazine was obviously put
together with much love and care, and revealed a groping toward a mystical
dimension of Christianity. The Holy Order of MANS was but one of hundreds of
gnostic and mystical groups that had sprung up in the 1960s and early 1970s, but
it was its decidedly Christian aspect that interested Fr. Seraphim.
After the death of its founder in 1974, the Order had been in a process of a
searching not unlike the one in which Fr. Seraphim had been involved many
years before. Its new Director General, Vincent Rossi, had inherited the
leadership of nearly two thousand souls, a third of whom had taken vows of
poverty and obedience. Although the Order had always placed Jesus Christ as
the reason for its existence and the eucharist at the center of its worship, in its
early years it had held heretical ideas such as reincarnation and Gnostic
illumination: New Age teachings of the kind Fr. Seraphim had warned people
about in his books. By 1983 Vincent had already thrown out many of these ideas
(which caused not a few people to leave), but still he was without a solid
foundation for his group. If they were to solidly adhere to basic Christianity,
what sort of Christianity would it be?
Vincent was reading through piles of books in search of the fullness of
Truth. Just like Fr. Seraphim, he was initially struck by the writings of René
Guénon, from which he learned the necessity of ancient tradition, of orthodoxy.
The focus of his study now became Orthodox Christianity, and of the many
Orthodox writings he read he was especially moved by those of Fr. Seraphim.
He formed a desire to get into contact with Fr. Seraphim himself; but then, to his
great sadness, he read in an issue of The Orthodox Word that Fr. Seraphim had
died a year before. Days passed, weeks, and he could not get the thought of Fr.
Seraphim out of his mind. How strange, he thought: no other writings had
actually “followed” him like this. As he recalled later: “It was as if Fr. Seraphim
were drawing me, calling me, not letting me be until I pursued Orthodox
Christianity to the end.” He prayed to God that He would bring the Order into
the living tradition of Orthodox Christianity.
As Vincent began to introduce Orthodox Christianity to members of the
Order, he found that they were incredibly receptive to it, seeing it as the true,
mystical Christianity for which they had so long been groping in the dark. With
such a large group involved, however, one could not expect it to become fully
Orthodox at once. Much struggle and soul-searching was needed along the way.
During Bright Week in May of 1984, one of the Order’s pastors, Nathaniel,
made a pilgrimage to the St. Herman Monastery. The day was cold and foggy
when Nathaniel, having just left the services in church, came to stand before Fr.
Seraphim’s grave. His heart was heavy; he felt agitated and uncertain, as if he
were trying to grasp something that remained out of reach. The beauty and depth
of Orthodoxy had overwhelmed him and satisfied the yearning of his soul, but he
wondered now how his community could fully enter the Church.
Since the members of the Order were renunciant and had taken lifelong
vows, a unity born of spiritual struggle had grown up among them. They had
dedicated their lives to service in the name of Christ, doing “street missions” to
bring the light of Christ to the most dangerous neighborhoods, feeding the poor,
and opening “Raphael House”[e] shelters for distressed families. Many members
had been sent out on mission to new cities with no more than twenty-five dollars
in their pockets. They would begin and end the day with prayer, coming to
church to receive communion every morning at 6:00 a.m.
Fr. Seraphim’s grave at the St. Herman Monastery, soon after his repose.
Nathaniel knew that there were many things the Order would have to
change as it entered more deeply into Orthodoxy — and already this change had
begun — but he feared that too sudden and drastic a change would wipe out all
that they had built up over the years. Would it be possible for those in the Order
to be received into the Orthodox Church with their erroneous ideas and practices
removed, but without having to throw out their good ideas and their good works?
Standing before Fr. Seraphim’s grave with conflicting thoughts on these
matters, Nathaniel asked for Fr. Seraphim’s help. He felt that Fr. Seraphim had
taken his community thus far on the path to Orthodoxy, and now he asked him
where to go from there. His prayer, coming as it did from pain of heart, was
concentrated and intense, and was unexpectedly followed by a wondrous calm.
Within his heart he heard Fr. Seraphim say, “Read Acts 10.” Having never heard
a voice in such a way before, he thought he had imagined it. But the voice came
again, this time more clearly: “Read Acts 10.”
At that time Nathaniel did not remember the contents of that particular
chapter of the Acts of the Apostles. When he turned to it later, the meaning of
the words he had heard became clear. The tenth chapter of Acts deals with the
conversion and entrance into the Church of Cornelius the Centurion, a Roman
Gentile. Cornelius is at first described as a devout man, and one that feared God
with all his house, which gave alms to the people, and prayed to God always.
God, desiring his salvation, granted him a vision in which an angel told him, Thy
prayers and thine alms are come up for a memorial before God. Then the
Apostle Peter, who had also been spoken to in a vision, came to Cornelius and
his friends, saying, Of a truth I perceive that God is no respecter of persons: But
in every nation he that feareth Him, and worketh righteousness, is accepted with
Him.
Hearing and believing all that St. Peter confessed of Christ, Cornelius
received the Holy Spirit. Referring to Cornelius and his friends, St. Peter said,
Can any man forbid water, that these should not be baptized, which have
received the Holy Spirit as well as we? At this, Peter commanded them to be
baptized.
In reading this story, Nathaniel understood that the description of Cornelius
could be applied directly to his Order. Like Cornelius, the devout men and
women of the Order had been accepted by God for their sincere prayers and
almsgiving, and had thus been led to the true, Orthodox Church of Christ, to the
consummation of all that God had come to earth to give. In becoming Orthodox
they could continue their good works, which had attracted to them God’s grace
and mercy in the first place.
Nathaniel’s question had thus been answered by three words from Fr.
Seraphim, who was obviously continuing to look after the Order from the other
world. Today many hundreds of people from the Order — now called the Christ
the Saviour Brotherhood — and its communities have been received into what
Fr. Seraphim called the “saving enclosure” of the Orthodox Church. Not at all
abandoning their good works, they have on the contrary found new, creative
outlets for their original apostolic zeal, preaching the Gospel of Jesus Christ in
an Orthodox context. Orthodox missions and bookstores have been opened
throughout America and overseas, while the Raphael House shelters continue to
provide a home and services for struggling families. Twenty-four people who
came from the Order (including their children) have taken on the yoke of
monastic life in the St. Herman Brotherhood and elsewhere; thirty now serve as
clergymen in various Orthodox jurisdictions, and others are currently preparing
for ordination.[f]
Vincent Rossi, the man who discovered Orthodoxy for the Order, attributes
the miracle of its conversion to Fr. Seraphim’s prayers. “It’s my belief,” he says,
“that up in heaven Fr. Seraphim saw us struggling and searching. We might have
appeared strange on the outside, but he could see behind that, that deep down we
really weren’t so bad after all. And he came to help us out.”
7. In 1988 Paul’s store was visited by a monk, Fr. Tikhon, who told him of
a miracle worked through Fr. Seraphim’s prayers. Paul encouraged him to
inform the St. Herman Brotherhood about this, and thus on the Feast of the
Dormition (“Fr. Seraphim’s Feast”) Fr. Tikhon wrote the following:
“I fell ill in December 1987. On Christmas Eve the doctors told me I had
cancer of the pancreas. This diagnosis, of course, meant death. After the doctors
left my room I began to pray the Jesus Prayer, and then it came to me to pray to
Blessed Seraphim Rose, whose writings I had been reading since the 1960s.
Although I never met Fr. Seraphim, I always felt he had been helping me and
reaching out to me through his writings. I had the icon of Blessed Seraphim that
you had sent me before I got sick.
“I prayed and slept for three days. During this time Fr. Seraphim came to
me, as if out of a tunnel with light at the other end. He walked out of the light
and began talking to me. He spoke of what the monastic life was supposed to be,
and told me what I should be doing with my life. He had a very gentle spirit, but
he told me my sins and what I had to change in myself. It was like a big brother
helping a little brother. He told me it was not my time to die and that God had
things for me to do....
“After I woke up on the 28th of December, Fr. David came to give me
Communion and to pray with me. I told him I had been praying and had asked
Blessed Fr. Seraphim to take my case before God.
“The next day my blood began to get better, and the next day it was even
better; and the doctors said I could go home. They said they could do no more
for me and that I would have to come back for more tests in one week.
“When I came on the day of the test, I almost at once knew something was
going on. They kept doing it over and over; then they sent me to the Nuclear
Medicine Department, and the same thing. I had three more CAT scans, all the
same — no cancer. The young doctor told me he could not take care of me
anymore. He is a Japanese man — they do not make mistakes. He had seen the
malignant lump and had seen the results of the biopsy; but now the lump had
suddenly disappeared, and the pancreas was back to normal. He was frightened
because he had lost face by making a diagnosis of death which turned out to be
wrong. I could not explain to him that he had not made a mistake. He is not
Christian or Orthodox and did not understand that our blessed brother had asked
God to hear my prayer.
“Blessed Fr. Seraphim Rose will always be my friend and brother. He has
with his life and writings changed my life, and the lives of my brothers.”12
As has been seen, local grassroots veneration of Fr. Seraphim — the first
prerequisite for canonization — has occurred since the time of his death. Today,
probably the most widespread veneration of him has been occurring in Russia,
where the above-mentioned pre-canonization icon of him is now being sold in
church bookstores of the Moscow Patriarchate. On February 19, 2001, the St.
Herman Brotherhood received the following letter from an American Orthodox
missionary living in Moscow, Richard Betts, about a miracle connected with
this:
“I was just contacted by Slava [Vyacheslav Marchenko] with some
incredible news. As you might remember, he and Dima [Dimitry Rodionov] and
I had visited a professor in Moscow at whose home drops of myrrh began
appearing on a large copy of the Italian-made Fr. Seraphim icon. At the same
time, we left another copy of the icon there and myrrh started appearing on it,
too. The professor gave that one to Slava, who now has it in his home. Here is
what Slava just wrote: ‘I have had the icon in my home for the past three days. It
is in a frame, but without any glass over it. When I first received the icon, there
were two drops of myrrh on Fr. Seraphim’s face, but today there are over fifty
drops of myrrh. The largest drops are approximately two centimeters in
diameter. The others are smaller. Incredible. The number increases and even
without glass they remain and do not dry out.’”
10. On September 4, 2004, the following letter was sent to the St. Herman
Monastery by Celia Yentzen, an American Orthodox convert who had been
introduced to Orthodoxy through her husband David, also a convert:
“This letter is to testify to a miraculous healing that I received while
visiting the St. Herman of Alaska Monastery in July 2004.
“During the summer of 1996, when I was twenty-four years old, I suffered
a cumulative trauma back injury from sports, from which I never fully
recovered. I was never able to run again, and had pain and stiffness when either
walking or sitting for more than twenty to thirty minutes. Later that year, X rays
confirmed some mild degenerative changes that were beginning to occur in my
lower spine, despite how young I was. My father has Degenerative Disk Disease
(DDD) of the lower spine. After many years without relief from my pain, DDD
was my presumed fate as well, although at such an early stage there was no real
way to confirm a diagnosis. In the past eight years, I have tried many types of
treatments, from ‘TENS’ electric stimulation treatments to physical therapy,
prescription medications, ointments, and various exercise programs. None of
these attempts worked for me. I went to sleep each night in pain.
“For eight years, my pain had never relented; I had grown accustomed to
living with it daily. I had to give up the running that I loved so much, but I’ve
always been grateful to be otherwise healthy and able to walk without too much
hindrance, despite the presence of pain.
“In July 2004, my husband David and I made a pilgrimage to the St.
Herman of Alaska Monastery. While there, we went to Fr. Seraphim Rose’s
grave site to pray. At one point during our silent prayers, David put his hands on
my back and continued to pray. I did not know what he was praying for, but
knowing David, I guessed that he might be praying for my back. (I have always
been embarrassed at how much I allowed back pain to interfere in David’s and
my life, and had always hoped that I would be better at daily tasks without him
knowing that I was in pain.) Upon thinking that David might be praying for
relief of my pain, I said a very small prayer: ‘Fr. Seraphim, I know my husband
loves me very much to pray for my relief, but truly, I do not deserve to have
such a lofty request answered. I’m far, far too selfish.’
“David later told me, ‘What I asked Fr. Seraphim for was his intercessions
not necessarily for a total cure, but that you would have at least a reduction of
your chronic pain so that you could better manage daily life.’
“The next morning, July 21, as we were preparing to leave the monastery, I
noticed that I had an unusually easy time carrying my bag uphill from the guest
house. In the days that followed, I began to notice that I was consistently waking
up each morning with no trace of pain, and that pain would not develop during
the day, no matter how strenuous the day’s tasks were. Since becoming
Orthodox, I had never consistently been able to do a full bow (metanoia) without
bending my knees and bracing my back by pushing my hand against my leg. A
few days after we left the monastery, while saying our morning prayers, when
going to do a series of metanoias, I touched the ground with my knees straight
with complete ease and no pain for the first time! In shock at realizing what I
had just done, I immediately looked at my husband with complete surprise!
David was overjoyed. We knew then that David’s prayers had indeed been
answered. We sang prayers of thanksgiving to Fr. Seraphim for his intercessions,
and sang an Akathist of Thanksgiving to God.
“One day, a couple of weeks later, in response to the joy I was beginning to
feel at this new life, I decided to go running, as I had so loved to do before I was
hurt. I walked three miles, and sprinted for half a mile! I felt no pain, and awoke
the next day with no pain. I haven’t experienced such freedom of movement in
so many years!!
“Even as I write this, I am still with no pain; I ran a mile a few days ago. In
the six weeks since I left the monastery, I have been pain-free, except for only a
very brief moment as a consequence of carrying a nearly thirty-pound backpack
of groceries for a mile! But as David reminded me, he didn’t ask for a total cure,
only that I would receive relief so that I could live normal daily life without
hindrance; and that is exactly what I have received!
“Glory to God for all things, and endless thanks to Blessed Father Seraphim
for his miraculous intercessions!”14
IN July of 1982, less than two months before Fr. Seraphim’s repose,
Archimandrite Spyridon had written to the St. Herman Monastery: “May
California Americans be strengthened in Orthodoxy so that they may be able to
leap across the ocean (from east to west), and, with those Russians being
spiritually reborn there, work at the holy task of the resurrection of Holy Russia,
which of course would be to the benefit of America.”
In the case of Fr. Seraphim, these words have proved prophetic. Having
been responsible for the conversion of many of his fellow Americans to the
Orthodox Faith through his writings, Fr. Seraphim has, through these same
writings, indeed “leaped across the ocean” after his repose — to Russia first, and
then beyond her borders.
In 2001 the St. Herman Monastery was visited by a hierarch from the
ancient Orthodox land of Georgia, Archbishop Nikoloz, who told the assembled
brothers that his life had been changed through Fr. Seraphim’s books.
Archbishop Nikoloz had been baptized into the Orthodox Church as an infant,
but because he had lived under the Communist domination of his country he had
grown up without faith. It was through Fr. Seraphim’s writings that he came to
believe in Christ and return to the Church. Today he is one of the prime forces
behind the re-evangelization of Georgia, making annual pilgrimages throughout
the entire country and instructing thousands in the Orthodox Faith.
Archbishop Nikoloz is only one example of how Fr. Seraphim’s writings
have been a catalyst in the resurrection not only of Russia but also of other
Orthodox lands that have been wounded and beaten down by decades of
Communism. In Serbia, Romania and Bulgaria especially, Fr. Seraphim’s works
have for many years been a key factor in the restoration of whole peoples to their
Orthodox roots. More recently, his life and writings have had a profound impact
on Orthodox believers in Greece, as well.
On the twenty-second anniversary of Fr. Seraphim’s repose, Metropolitan
Joseph of the Bulgarian Orthodox Church came to the St. Herman Monastery in
order to, as he said, “say ‘thank you’ to Fr. Seraphim, and to ask his prayers.” In
his talks to the monastery brothers and assembled faithful, Metropolitan Joseph
spoke about how Fr. Seraphim is an inspiration to people, like himself, who have
been born and raised in Orthodox lands. “I wonder,” he said, “how was it
possible for Fr. Seraphim to become who he was? I didn’t know him personally;
I’ve only heard and read about him. But I’m surprised and deeply, deeply
touched by Fr. Seraphim.... As one who was born into an Orthodox family (all
my ancestors were Orthodox), I venerate the spiritual gifts of this convert to
Orthodoxy. I venerate him for having passed through all kinds of struggles and
then having become an instructor to all of us. He taught us and continues to
teach us how to fight the good fight. He is my teacher. He is a hero for me. He is
a great challenger for me, who obliges me to follow him as a monk (it doesn’t
matter that I’m a bishop) and as an Orthodox Christian....
“Fr. Seraphim finished the course before us — but we are following him.
On the fortieth day after Fr. Seraphim’s repose, Bishop Nektary said that Fr.
Seraphim, an American convert, ‘came and stole Paradise from us’ who have
been Orthodox all our lives. But I, as a cradle Orthodox, wish to add to this by
saying that Fr. Seraphim not only ‘stole’ but also shared Paradise even with us
who have been born into Holy Orthodoxy.
“O holy Father Seraphim, we hear your fatherly instruction! You gave us
excellent counsel: do not cease to teach us! May your memory be eternal!”16
WHILE Fr. Seraphim’s legacy indeed belongs to the Church throughout the
world, both to cradle Orthodox and to converts, it may be said to belong first of
all to his fellow American-born converts to Orthodoxy. Fr. Seraphim is
America’s “own” righteous one, someone whom American converts can look up
to. By the grace of God, he was raised up in a particular place at a particular
time, in order to be a pathfinder for the rising generations of American Orthodox
converts, who are ever increasing in number.
It is through more than his literary inheritance that Fr. Seraphim is leading
these converts. As the accounts related in this chapter indicate, Fr. Seraphim,
being still alive in Christ, is even now personally drawing people into the
fullness of the ancient Christian Faith. Twenty years after Fr. Seraphim’s repose,
Hieromonk Ambrose (formerly Fr. Alexey Young) affirmed his belief that Fr.
Seraphim continues to build bridges between American spiritual seekers and the
heart of ancient Christianity:
“Shortly after his repose I began to pray to Fr. Seraphim daily, asking him
to continue being a ‘bridge-builder’ both for me and for other converts. And I
absolutely believe that he has been and still is fulfilling this great need. Now,
however, two decades after his death, I hope he is also building a bridge for me
from this world to the Kingdom of Heaven, where he intercedes for us all; for
truly we can say:
“Holy Father Seraphim, pray to God for us.”17
EPILOGUE
The Kingdom of God
Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness.
—Matthew 6:33
Let your recollection be in the Kingdom of the Heavens, and you will
quickly inherit it.
—St. Hyperechius
D URING his early and dark years Fr. Seraphim desperately yearned to escape
this world, but through faith in Jesus Christ this yearning was transformed
into a hopeful longing for the other world, where Christ would be all in all.
Everything that he did after his conversion was directed toward that radiant end.
He left behind the this-worldly Kingdom of Man. All his life as a Christian and a
monk was aimed at preparing himself for the otherworldly Kingdom of God, and
all his work as a missionary and a pastor was aimed at preparing others for it,
giving them the means for this by bringing them into the saving enclosure of the
Orthodox Church. He has given us a road map to the heart of that Church, and an
indication on how to follow the path to salvation and sanctification — to the
Kingdom that will have no end.
In a talk he gave toward the end of his life, Fr. Seraphim pointed his
contemporaries toward the ultimate hope with which all true Christians must be
filled. “We are looking with anticipation,” he said, “not to a kingdom in this
world, not to a thousand years of paradise on earth, whether under Communism
or a so-called ‘christ.’ The spiritual joys we have in the Church are our
preparation for another Kingdom. And that Kingdom, as St. Paul and all the
Holy Fathers say, has such spiritual joys that the eye has not seen, nor the ear
heard, nor have [they] entered into the heart of man (I Cor. 2:9). Those people
who have been lifted up out of the body and have seen this realm, when they
come back they are dumbfounded because they cannot express what they have
seen. Our whole Christian life is filled with the hope that we will live forever in
that realm.
“Both St. Paul and St. John the Theologian talk about this very thing. For
example, St. Paul says in his Epistle to the Romans, Knowing the time (that is,
being aware of the times), that already it is time for you to awake out of sleep.
For now our salvation is nearer than when we first believed. The night is far
spent and the day is at hand. Let us therefore cast off the works of darkness, and
let us put on the armor of light (Rom. 13:11—12). That is, he says that once we
have come to Christ, salvation is nearer. A great thing is coming — there is a
Kingdom of Heaven which will be extended even to this renewed earth. This is
what we are struggling for. It is now coming nearer, the darkness of this world is
now coming to an end, and this new Kingdom is beginning to be revealed. The
spread of true Christianity throughout the world is already preparing for this
light to come out, that is, to affect the hearts of men and make them citizens of
Christ’s Kingdom.
“St. Paul, as he himself describes, went through beatings, imprisonments
and shipwreck; moreover, he endured suffering and betrayal at the hands of
brothers, which is the most difficult thing of all. But after undergoing all that, he
was able to preach the Gospel of joy and hope. Likewise, St. John in the
Apocalypse, after describing the terrible times at the end of the world, ends with
a description of the new heaven and new earth. And the conclusion is—Come,
Lord Jesus (Apoc. 22:20). That is, he is looking for the coming of Christ. All
that he sees in his vision — the Beast, the harlot, the false world church, and the
false government of Antichrist — all that is secondary, it’s all passing away.
There is only one thing left, which is the Kingdom of Jesus Christ.
“We who are trying to acquire basic Christian knowledge and
understanding must do so by means of trials; we must be tested and thereby
become sober and discerning. At the same time, in the midst of this, seeing all
kinds of tragedies around us, we must be joyful, knowing that the end of the
contest is the end of this whole corruptible world. If we prepare ourselves with
the knowledge born of spiritual struggle, we will be able to recognize Christ
when He comes. But if we do not recognize the signs of the times and the
Antichrist, and if we do not have Christ dwelling in our hearts, then when Christ
comes we will be with those nations which will be lamenting because they are
with Antichrist. They will see Christ coming, and all their Christianity will have
been proved false. This a tragic thing. Such deception is allowed, as St. Paul
says, because there is a lie in the heart of man, and this lie wishes not the real
thing, not the true Christianity.
“We who are given the fullness of true Christianity are obliged to be
working on ourselves, to be watching these signs of the times, and to be
extremely joyful, as St. Paul is constantly saying: Rejoice in the Lord always,
and again I say: Rejoice! (Phil. 4:4). We rejoice because we have something
which all the death and corruption of this world cannot take away, that is, the
eternal Kingdom of Jesus Christ.”1
LET us rejoice, too, that one from our own midst, an offspring of modern
America, has reached that eternal Kingdom before us. Fr. Seraphim was a lost
but searching sinner, and through the grace of Jesus Christ he was transformed
into a righteous man who not only found the Way but has led a host of others on
it. He endured to the end, with pain of heart, on the Orthodox path to salvation,
and now he beckons us — his contemporaries — to follow him.
“Let no temptation overcome you,” he once wrote on the radiant day of
Pascha. “Let no darkness cloud your path, and no trial come upon you in which
you do not immediately turn to Christ our All-merciful God, Who has trampled
upon death and abolished the power of the devil.
“Remain in Christ’s grace and He will guide you all to salvation.
Remember the end of our life, the never-setting day of Christ’s Kingdom, and
you will know why you are alive and for what you are striving. Christ is
Risen!”2
Fr. Seraphim serving the Divine Liturgy on Bright Monday (the day after Pascha), April 14/27,
1981, at the outdoor chapel where he is now buried. Photograph by Mary Mansur.
AUTHOR’S NOTE &
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Divine Liturgy at the grave of Fr. Seraphim on the twentieth anniversary of his repose, September
2, 2002. Left to right: Hieromonk (now Hieroschemamonk) Ambrose, Priest Thomas
Alessandroni, Priest Blasko Paraklis, Hieromonk (now Metropolitan) Jonah, Deacon Stephen
Dyer, Protopresbyter Thomas Hopko, Hieromonk Damascene, Priest Michael Rome, Priest John
Tomasi, Priest David Lubliner, Hierodeacon Hilarion.
Letter, Journal and Chronicle dates are according to the civil calendar, except
where a Church feast day is indicated, in which case both the Church (Julian or
“Old” Calendar) and civil (Gregorian or “New” Calendar) dates are given.
Most of the letters of Fr. Seraphim cited in this book were preserved in
carbon copy by Fr. Seraphim himself; some were sent by their recipients to the
author for publication in this book. In some of the references to letters the names
of the recipients have been abbreviated, and in others the names have been
omitted altogether in order to protect the privacy of living persons.
The book Letters from Fr. Seraphim by Fr. Alexey Young includes many
letters that were not preserved by Fr. Seraphim in carbon copy. When we have
quoted these letters directly from this book, references to the book have been
given.
PREFACE
INTRODUCTION
1. Reader James Barfield, “Fr. Seraphim Rose and the Resurrection of Holy
Russia Today,” Fr. Seraphim Rose Foundation Newsletter (Winter 1992–93), p.
1.
PART I
Chapter 1. BEGINNINGS
1. The Portable Nietzsche, comp. and trans. Walter Kaufman (New York: The
Viking Press, 1954) p. 30.
2. Ved Mehta, The Stolen Light (New York: W. W. Norton & Co., 1989), p. 157.
3. ER, “God and Man: Their Relationship,” May 4, 1953, term paper for
Philosophy 55b course.
5. Ibid.
2. ER, “Hume: Philosopher of Common Sense,” Nov. 10, 1954, term paper for
Crane Briton’s History 117b course.
3. ER, “Schopenhauer: System; Comment,” Dec. 21, 1954, term paper for W. T.
Jones’ Philosophy 112 course.
6. Alan Watts, Behold the Spirit: A Study in the Necessity of Mystical Religion
(New York: Random House, Pantheon Books, 1947), pp. 29, 15.
8. See Monica Furlong, Zen Effects: The Life of Alan Watts (Boston: Houghton
Mifflin, 1986).
9. “Satori, Less Thinking, Keys to Zen Buddhism, Watts Says,” Pomona College
Student Life, Nov. 20, 1953, p. 2.
11. ER, “A Preliminary Essay in Zen Buddhism,” May 11, 1954, term paper for
English 63 course.
12. ER, “Buddhist Art, Myth, and Doctrine: Preliminary Notes on the Nature of
the Buddhist Tradition,” May 26, 1956, term paper for Ch’en Shou-yi’s Oriental
Affairs 140 course.
1. Poems of Gerard Manley Hopkins (New York and London: Oxford University
Press, 1948), p. 107.
2. See the Life of Frank Capra in OW, no. 137 (SHB, 1987), pp. 371–94.
4. Ibid., p. 383
5. Ibid.
6. Ibid., p. 395.
1. St. Augustine, The Confessions of St. Augustine, trans. Edward B. Pusey, D.D.
(New York: Collier-Macmillan, 1961), p. 79.
3. David Stuart, Alan Watts (Radnor, Pa.: Chilton Book Co., 1976), p. 148.
7. Ibid., p. 326.
19. Ibid.
20. See the teachings of St. Basil the Great and St. Mark of Ephesus, in FSR,
The Soul After Death (SHB, 1980; revised edition, 1993), pp. 207–8.
1. FSR, “The Chinese Mind,” OW, nos. 187-88 (1996), p. 112. Transcribed from
a class given by Fr. Seraphim to young men at the St. Herman Monastery in
1981.
2. ER, “Schopenhauer: System; Comment,” Dec. 21, 1954, Term Paper for Dr.
W. T. Jones, Philosophy 112.
4. Ibid.
7. ER, “Christian Realism and Worldly Idealism,” OW, no. 128 (1986), p. 133.
8. René Guénon, Crisis of the Modern World (London: Luzac and Co., 1975), p.
11.
9. René Guénon, The Reign of Quantity and the Signs of the Times (London:
Luzac and Co., 1953), p. 8.
13. FSR, “The Chinese Mind,” OW, nos. 187-88 (1996), p. 104.
4. Ibid., p. 236.
12. ER, “Some Observations on Jung and Eastern Thought,” June 3, 1957, essay
for Alan Watts’ Psychology Seminar.
17. Gi-ming Shien, “The I Ching and Chinese Culture: The four stages of
development of the I Ching in Ancient China and the relationship of each with
the Chinese culture of its age” (unpublished manuscript).
18. Ibid.
6. ER, “Pseudo-Religion and the Modern Age,” Jan. 31, 1957, essay for Allan
Watts’ Comparative Mentality course.
8. Ibid., p. 29.
1. Max Picard, The Flight from God (Chicago, Illinois: Henry Regnery Co.,
1951), p. 170.
9. Ibid.
14. Quoted in Ann Charters, ed., The Portable Beat Reader (New York: Penguin
Books, 1992), p. xix.
17. Quoted in Ann Charters, ed., The Portable Beat Reader, p. xxi.
1. ER, Nihilism: The Root of the Revolution of the Modern Age (Forestville,
Calif.: Fr. Seraphim Rose Foundation, 1994; revised edition, SHB, 2001), p. 31.
7. ER, “An Answer to Ivan Karamazov,” OW, no. 120 (1985), pp. 31-33.
9. Exodus 3:14. See Archimandrite Sophrony, His Life Is Mine (Crestwood, New
York: St. Vladimir’s Seminary Press, 1977), p. 116.
12. See Archimandrite Kallistos Ware, The Orthodox Way (Crestwood, New
York: St. Vladimir’s Seminary Press, 1979), pp. 19-20.
15. FSR, God’s Revelation to the Human Heart, pp. 25, 22.
17. Robin Waterfield, René Guénon and the Future of the West (Britain:
Crucible, 1987), pp. 48-9.
20. St. Theophan the Recluse, The Path to Salvation (SHB, 1996), p. 92.
2. Letter of Frank Rose to ER, Feb. 21, 1959. Postmarked in Carmel, California,
on Feb. 21 and in San Francisco on Feb. 24.
6. ER, “‘Emptiness’ and ‘Fullness’ in the Lao Tzu,” thesis submitted in partial
satisfaction of the requirements for the degree of Master of Arts in Oriental
Languages in the Graduate Division of the University of California. Located in
the Library of the University of California, Berkeley. Deposited in the Library
on July 19, 1961.
1. St. Theophan the Recluse, Kindling the Divine Spark (SHB, 1994), p. 49.
7. Rough draft of a LER to Thomas Merton, 1962. In OW, no. 128 (1986), p.
142.
8. Ibid., p. 152.
1. Published in ER,“The Love of Truth,” OW, no. 117 (1984), pp. 163-64, 185-
86.
1. ER, preliminary draft of the introduction to The Kingdom of Man and the
Kingdom of God.
6. ER, Nihilism, p. 7.
7. Ibid., pp. 12-14.
8. Ibid., p. 17.
9. Ibid., p. 21.
17. Ibid.
31. ER, notes for ch. 8 of The Kingdom of Man and the Kingdom of God: “The
Goal of the Revolution: the Anarchist Millennium.”
38. “Gorbachev, God and Socialism,” Time, vol. 134, no. 24 (Dec. 11, 1989).
Emphasis added.
39. Speech of Mikhail Gorbachev at the Middle East Peace Talks in Madrid,
Oct. 19, 1991.
40. ER, Nihilism, pp. 90, 95-96.
42. Ibid.
3. ER, Nihilism (revised second edition), pp. 110-11, 104, 107, 111, 120.
13. T S. Eliot, The Complete Poems and Plays, 1909-1950 (New York:
Harcourt, Brace & World, 1962), p. 110.
14. JER, July 25, 1961.
15. Ibid.
17. Jon Gregerson, The Transfigured Cosmos: Four Essays in Eastern Orthodox
Christianity (New York: Frederick Ungar Publishing Co., 1960).
4. R. Monk Gerasim Eliel, Father Gerasim of New Vakam (SHB, 1989), p. 51.
Also in “St. Herman Summer Pilgrimage, 1979,” OW, no. 91 (1980), p. 90.
2. FSR and Fr. Herman Podmoshensky, Blessed John the Wonderworker (SHB,
1987).
3. Ibid.
1. St. Gregory the Great, Be Friends of God: Spiritual Readings from Gregory
the Great (Cambridge, Mass.: Cowley Publications, 1990), p. 117.
9. “White Russians Speak Out: ‘The Archbishop Saved Us,’” San Francisco
News Call Bulletin, May 2, 1963.
11. Ibid.
13. Action for Declaratory Relief, June 6, 1963. Superior Court of the City and
County of San Francisco, Case #532856. File located in San Francisco City Hall,
County Clerk’s office. All further legal documents referred to are in this file.
14. Order to Show Cause and Temporary Restraining Order, June 6, 1963.
17. Supplemental Complaint for Declaratory Relief and Amended Action for
Declaratory Relief, June 28, 1963.
19. Ibid.
1. [ER], “Pope Paul VI in New York,” OW, no. 5 (1965), pp. 188-90.
2. Thomas Merton, Seeds of Destruction (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux,
1964), pp. 120-21.
4. Thomas Merton, “Christian Action in World Crisis,” Black Friars, June 1962,
pp. 266—68. Reprinted in Thomas Merton on Peace (New York: McCall
Publishing, 1971).
7. Monica Furlong, Merton: A Biography (San Francisco: Harper & Row, 1980),
pp. 252-53.
8. Ibid., p. 299.
9. Thomas Merton, The Asian Journal of Thomas Merton (New York: New
Directions, 1975), p. 82.
10. Ibid.
11. LER to Dimitry Andrault de Langeron, Jan. 2, 1964. In Fr. Alexey Young,
Letters from Fr. Seraphim (Richfield Springs, N.Y.: Nikodemos Orthodox
Publication Society, 2001), p. 258.
3. Ibid.
3. Ibid.
PART IV
Chapter 35. THE BROTHERHOOD
9. LER to Dimitry Andrault de Langeron, Feb. 24, 1967. In Letters from Fr.
Seraphim, pp. 266-67.
1. LFSR to Alexey Young, Jan. 2, 1975. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p. 149.
2. Ibid.
1. ER, “Christian Love,” written Sept. 1963. In FSR, Heavenly Realm, p. 28.
1. Informal talk by FSR during the New Valaam Theological Academy, which
followed the St. Herman Summer Pilgrimage, August 1979.
2. [ER], “Archbishop John Maximovitch” [the Prima Vita of Archbishop John],
OW, no. 11 (1966), pp. 185-86; also in FSR and Fr. Herman Podmoshensky,
Blessed John the Wonderworker, p. 58.
5. Vincent Bourne, “Là où est l’évêque” (Where the bishop is), Présence
Orthodoxe, no. 71 (1986), p. 32. Trans. Catherine McCaffery.
8. LFSR to Fr. Neketas Palassis, St. Thomas Sunday, April 23/May 6, 1973.
10. “Bishop John of Saint-Denis,” Western Orthodox Sentinel, nos. 2-3 (1985),
p. 14.
11. See “Blessed John in the Netherlands: His Veneration by the Dutch
Orthodox Church Today,” in Blessed John the Wonderworker, pp. 155—69.
13. CSHB, repose of Blessed Fr. Herman of Alaska, Dec. 13/26, 1964.
14. Ibid., repose of Blessed Fr. Herman of Alaska, Dec. 13/26, 1965.
15. LFSR to Helen Kontzevitch, April 6, 1971.
17. Manuscript of a short history of the St. Herman Brotherhood, written by Fr.
Seraphim ca. 1975.
18. LFSR to Helen Kontzevitch, April 6, 1971. Also recounted in CSHB, Oct.
27, 1970; and in [FSR], “A Decade of the Blessing of Archbishop John,” OW,
no. 59 (1974), 223.
19. I. M. Kontzevitch, Optina Pustin’ i eyë vremya (Optina Monastery and its
era) (Jordanville, New York: Holy Trinity Monastery, 1970, in Russian).
20. LER to Dimitry Andrault de Langeron, May 18, 1966. In Letters from Fr.
Seraphim, p. 265.
4. [ER], “The Death of a Saint,” OW, no. 9 (1966), pp. 108-9; also in Blessed
John the Wonderworker, pp. 171—73.
7. Ibid., pp. 110—11; also in Blessed John the Wonderworker, pp. 175—76.
Chapter 43. THE VISION OF A SKETE
2. [ER], “Archbishop John Maximovitch,” OW, no. 11 (1966), pp. 167-74, 179-
90. Later printed in FSR and Fr. Herman Podmoshensky, Blessed John the
Wonderworker, pp. 39-65.
3. See FSR and Fr. Herman Podmoshensky, Blessed John the Wonderworker,
pp. 225-29; also in OW, no. 127 (1986), pp. 68-70.
8. Ibid.
6. LFSR to Fr. Panteleimon, March 26, 1971 and May 21, 1971.
5. Ibid.
1. Part of this encounter was recorded by Eugene (then Fr. Seraphim) in his letter
to Fr. Panteleimon, April 3, 1971.
2. Theodora Kroeber, Ishi in Two Worlds: A Biography of the Last Wild Indian
in North America (Berkeley: University of California Press, 1961), p. 238.
8. LFSR to Alexey Young, Oct. 15, 1975. Gleb is actually referred to as Fr.
Herman here, since this letter was written after his monastic tonsure.
11. LFSR to Fr. Panteleimon, March 26, 1971. Gleb is actually referred to as Fr.
Herman, since the letter was written after his and Eugene’s monastic tonsure.
14. LFSR to Alexey Young, May 1, 1972. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, pp. 48
—49.
15. FSR, “In Step with Saints Patrick and Gregory of Tours,” OW, no. 136
(1987), pp. 271—72. Transcribed from a talk given by Fr. Seraphim on St.
Patrick’s day, March 4/17, 1977, at the St. Herman Monastery.
17. CSHB, Sept. 24, 1969; LER to Fr. Photios, March 29, 1970.
18. LFSR to Alexey Young, May 1, 1972. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p. 50.
2. Ibid., p. 13.
3. Ibid., p. 123.
6. Ibid., p. 67.
7. Ibid., p. 68.
8. Archimandrite Amvrosy Pogodin, “St. Mark of Ephesus and the False Union
of Florence,” OW, no. 12 (1967), pp. 2-14; no. 13 (1967), pp. 45-52; no. 14
(1967), pp. 89-102; “Encyclical Letter of St. Mark of Ephesus,” OW, no. 13
(1967), pp. 53-59; and “Address of St. Mark of Ephesus on the Day of His
Death,” OW, no. 14 (1967), pp. 103-6.
10. The Orthodox Observer, Feb. 1969. Quoted in [ER], Translator’s Preface to
“An Open Letter to His Eminence Iakovos, Greek Archbishop of North and
South America,” OW, no. 25 (1969), p. 72.
14. Joseph V. Stalin, Sochineniya (Works), vol. 10 (Moscow, 1946), pp. 131-33
(in Russian).
16. Interview with Metropolitan Sergius, in Pravda and Izvestiya, no. 46 (Feb.
16, 1930, in Russian). Quoted in John Shelton Curtiss, The Russian Church and
Soviet State, 1917-1950 (Boston: Little, Brown and Company, 1953), p. 266. Cf.
I. M. Andreyev, Russia’s Catacomb Saints (SHB, 1982), pp. 468, 471.
23. Ibid.
24. [FSR], “In Defense of Fr. Dimitry Dudko,” OW, no. 92 (1980), p. 120.
25. LFS to Fr. Neketas Palassis, June 16, 1972.
1. See Little Russian Philokalia, vol. 3: St. Herman of Alaska (SHB, 1989), pp.
17-44.
3. S. Nilus, Na beregu Bozh’ei reki (On the bank of God’s river), vol. 2 (SHB,
1969), p. 193 (in Russian). Later published in English in Little Russian
Philokalia, vol. 1: St. Seraphim of Sarov (SHB, revised edition, 1991), p. 126.
10. LER to Fr. Neketas Palassis, June 9, 1970, and July 12, 1970.
14. [Gleb Podmoshensky and ER], “A Second ‘Pascha in the Midst of Summer’:
The Services for the Canonization of Saint Herman in San Francisco,” OW, nos.
33-34 (1970), p. 168.
15. LER to Daniel Olson, Aug. 18, 1970. Excerpt from Archbishop Anthony’s
sermon in [Gleb Podmoshensky and ER], “A Second Pascha in the Midst of
Summer,” p. 179.
17. [Gleb Podmoshensky and ER], “A Second Pascha in the Midst of Summer,”
p. 180.
19. Ibid.
2. The Northern Thebaid (SHB, 1975), p. 16; 3rd edition (2004), p. 20.
3. LFSR to Fr. Panteleimon, Jan. 17, 1971. In this passage, written after his
tonsure, Fr. Seraphim uses Gleb’s tonsure name, Fr. Herman. We have changed
the name to Gleb because the passage refers to an event that occurred before the
tonsure.
4. Ibid.
5. Ibid.
6. Letter of Archbishop Anthony to Brothers Gleb and Eugene, Sept. 21, 1970
(in Russian).
9. Ibid.
10. Ibid.
13. Ibid.
4. Ibid.
5. LFSR to Bishop Laurus, March 25, 1971; LFSR to Fr. Panteleimon, Jan. 17,
1971, etc.
7. Letter of Bishop Laurus to Fathers Herman and Seraphim, April 13, 1971 (in
Russian). Translated by Fr. Seraphim and quoted in his letter to Laurence
Campbell, Aug. 23, 1971. The explanatory phrase in parentheses is Fr.
Seraphim’s.
9. LFSR to Dimitry, Aug. 26, 1971. The last phrase is translated from the
Russian.
10. LFSR to Nina Seco, Feb. 22/March 7, 1974. (The first part of this letter was
begun on Feb. 19/March 4).
11. Letter of Archbishop Anthony to Frs. Herman and Seraphim, Feb. 21/March
6, 1974 (in Russian). The ellipsis points and parenthetical question marks are in
the original.
12. Priest Paul Iwaszewicz, “My Heart Belonged to Vladika Anthony,”
Orthodox America, vol. 19, no. 2 (166), p. 7.
13. This sentence has been added to the Chronicle entry from LFSR to Alexey
Young, Dec. 25, 1974. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p. 122.
4. FSR, “In Step with Saints Patrick and Gregory of Tours,” OW, no. 136 (1987),
pp. 274, 287. Transcribed from a talk given by Fr. Seraphim in 1977.
PART VI
Chapter 57. ARCHBISHOP JOHN’S SOTAINNIK
2. Ibid., p 238.
3. Ibid., p. 201.
4. LFSR to Fr. Alexey Young, July 5, 1982. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p.
238.
5. Ibid.
1. St. John Climacus, The Ladder of Divine Ascent, trans. Archimandrite Lazarus
Moore (London: Faber & Faber, 1959), step 4:78, p. 88.
2. St. Isaac the Syrian, The Ascetical Homilies of St. lsaac the Syrian (Boston:
Holy Transfiguration Monastery, 1984), homily 71, p. 349.
4. See FSR, Genesis, Creation and Early Man, pp. 166-67, 328, 421, 445; and
St. Gregory of Sinai, “Chapters on Commandments and Dogmas,” in The
Philokalia, vol. 4 (London: Faber & Faber, 1995), p. 213.
5. Interview of Fr. Alexey Young by Russkiy Pastyr’, March 9, 1999.
Archbishop John is actually referred to as St. John, since the interview was done
after his canonization.
7. ER, “The Prayer of the Good Thief,” written in April 1964. In FSR, Heavenly
Realm, p. 39.
8. FSR, “In Step with Saints Patrick and Gregory of Tours,” p. 271.
10. See “A Note on Reincarnation,” in FSR, The Soul After Death (SHB, 1980;
revised edition, 1993), pp. 121-27.
12. FSR, Genesis, Creation and Early Man, pp. 483, 485.
13. The Northern Thebaid (SHB, 1975), p. 52; 3rd edition (2004), p. 56.
14. LFSR to Dimitry Andrault de Langeron, Jan. 29, 1972. In Letters from Fr.
Seraphim, p. 271.
16. LFSR to Alexey Young, Dec. 27, 1974. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p. 122.
17. [FSR], “The Desert-Dwellers of the Jura,” OW, no. 74 (1977), pp. 114-15.
Later published in St. Gregory of Tours, Vita Patrum (SHB, 1988), pp. 123-24.
18. See, for example, Saints Barsanuphius and John, Guidance Toward Spiritual
Life (SHB, 1990), chapters 256, 535, 551; and St. Nikolai Velimirovich, The
Prologue of Ohrid (Alhambra, Calif.: Western American Diocese of the Serbian
Orthodox Church, 2002), “Reflection” for June 14.
20. FSR, “In Step with Saints Patrick and Gregory of Tours,” pp. 287—88.
5. Ibid., p. 190.
6. FSR, “In Step With Saints Patrick and Gregory of Tours,” pp. 272-73, 290.
8. FSR, “Raising the Mind, Warming the Heart,” OW, no. 126 (1986), pp. 29-31.
12. [FSR], “The Holy Fathers of Orthodox Spirituality: Introduction, II: How to
Read the Holy Fathers,” OW, no. 60 (1975), pp. 38, 40; and [FSR], “The Holy
Fathers of Orthodox Spirituality: Introduction, III: How Not to Read the Holy
Fathers,” OW, no. 65 (1975), p. 239.
15. St. Mark the Ascetic, “To Those Who Think They Are Made Righteous by
Works,” no. 131. In The Philokalia, vol. 1, p. 136.
16. Saints Barsanuphius and John, Guidance Toward Spiritual Life (SHB, 1990),
p. 79; revised edition (2002), p. 80.
18. See Elder Ephraim, Counsels from the Holy Mountain (Florence, Arizona:
St. Anthony’s Greek Orthodox Monastery, 1999), p. 425.
19. Elder Paisios of Mount Athos, Epistles (Souroti, Thessaloniki, Greece: Holy
Monastery of the Evangelist John the Theologian, 2002), p. 72.
20. [FSR], “The Holy Fathers of Orthodox Spirituality: Introduction, III: How
Not to Read the Holy Fathers,” OW, no. 65 (1975), p. 239.
1. From a letter of Elder Paisios of Mount Athos to the Holy Monastery of the
Evangelist John the Theologian, Nov. 21, 1975. In Elder Paisios of Mount
Athos, Epistles (Souroti, Thessaloniki, Greece: Holy Monastery of the
Evangelist John the Theologian, 2002), p. 129.
2. Informal talk by FSR during the New Valaam Theological Academy, which
followed the St. Herman Summer Pilgrimage, August 1979.
5. Ibid.
8. Notes of FSR.
10. René Guénon, Introduction to the Study of Hindu Doctrines (London: Luzac
and Co., 1945), p. 195.
15. [FSR], “The Typicon of the Orthodox Church’s Divine Services: Inspiration
of True Orthodox Piety” (Introduction), OW, no. 53 (1973), p. 224.
19. [FSR], “Towards the ‘Eighth Ecumenical Council,’” OW, no. 71 (1976), pp.
190-91.
31. Archbishop Averky, “Should the Church Be ‘In Step with the Times?’” OW,
nos. 16-17 (1967), p. 186.
32. Cf. St. John Climacus, The Ladder of Divine Ascent (Boston: Holy
Transfiguration Monastery, 1978), step 27:10-11, p. 199; step 30:20-21, 23-24,
pp. 227-28.
34. The Northern Thebaid (SHB, 1975), pp. xi-xii; 3rd edition (2004), pp. xvii-
xviii.
2. [FSR], “Orthodox Monasticism in 5th and 6th Century Gaul,” OW, no. 73
(1977), p. 93; also in St. Gregory of Tours, Vita Patrum (SHB, 1988), p. 113.
10. Ibid.
17. [FSR], “Archbishop Andrew of New Diveyevo,” OW, no. 63 (1975), p. 136.
Later published in the booklet The Restoration of the Orthodox Way of Life by
Archbishop Andrew of New Diveyevo (SHB, 1976).
20. [FSR], “The Typicon of the Orthodox Church’s Divine Services. Chapter
One: The Orthodox Christian and the Church Situation Today,” OW, no. 54
(1974), pp. 25-26.
29. [FSR], “Archbishop Andrew of New Diveyevo,” OW, no. 63 (1975), pp.
136-37.
5. Ibid., p. 409.
6. St. Athanasius the Great, On the Incarnation (Crestwood, N.Y.: St. Vladimir’s
Seminary, 1953), p. 49.
7. See FSR, Genesis, Creation and Early Man, pp. 171, 207-9, 443-45.
8. St. John Damascene, Exact Exposition of the Orthodox Faith 3:1. In Writings,
The Fathers of the Church, vol. 37 (New York: Fathers of the Church, Inc.,
1958), p. 267.
9. Ibid., p. 332.
11. St. Symeon the New Theologian, The Sin of Adam and Our Redemption
(SHB, 1979), pp. 37-38. Revised ed.: The First-Created Man (SHB, 1994), pp.
47-48.
12. St. Gregory the Theologian, Second Oration on Pascha (Oration 45:22).
Quoted in Vladimir Lossky, The Mystical Theology of the Eastern Church
(London: James Clarke & Co., Ltd. 1957), p. 153.
13. St. Symeon the New Theologian, The Sin of Adam and Our Redemption, p.
37; The First-Created Man, p. 47.
14. See Ibid., pp. 75-77; The First-Created man, pp. 102-4.
15. St. Gregory Palamas, Homilies (Waymart, Pa.: Mount Thabor, 2009), p. 126.
16. St. Symeon the New Theologian, The Sin of Adam and Our Redemption, p.
54; The First-Created Man, p. 73.
17. St. John Damascene, Exact Exposition of the Orthodox Faith 4:11. In
Writings, p. 350.
18. St. Gregory the Theologian, Second Oration on Pascha (Oration 45:28). In
Nicene and Post-Nicene Fathers, Second Series, vol. 7 (Grand Rapids, Mich.:
Wm. B. Eerdmans, 1974), p. 433.
26. Ibid.
27. Fr. Georges Florovsky, Ways of Russian Theology, Part 2 (vol. 6 in the
Collected Works) (Büchervertriebsanstalt, 1987), pp. 210-11.
29. St. John of Shanghai and San Francisco, “The Fundamental Ideas of the
Dogmatic Views of Metropolitan Anthony,” Russkiy Pastyr’(Russian Pastor) no.
40 (2001), pp. 55-61 (in Russian).
32. Fr. Seraphim Rose, “The Theological Writings of Archbishop John and the
Question of ‘Western Influence’ in Orthodox Theology,” OW, nos. 175-76
(1994), pp. 147, 156.
38. LFSR to Fr. Neketas Palassis, Nov. 14, 1971. See ch. 30 below.
39. Letter of Bishop Nektary to Frs. Herman and Seraphim, June 10, 1974.
45. Ibid.
48. Letter of Bishop Nektary to Frs. Herman and Seraphim, June 10, 1974.
4. Ibid.
10. Ibid.
11. Ibid.
12. Ibid.
23. LFSR to Alexey Young, Third Day of Trinity, June 2/15, 1976.
24. LFSR to Alexey Young, week of Nov. 6, 1973; LFSR to Alexey Young, St.
Thomas Sunday, April 23/May 6, 1973; LFSR to Andrew Bond, Bright
Saturday, April 18/May 1, 1976; LFSR to Alexey Young, St. Thomas Sunday,
1973.
27. Ibid.
28. LFSR to Nicholas, March 30, 1976.
31. LFSR to Andrew Bond, Bright Saturday, April 18/May 1, 1976; LFSR to Fr.
Alexis, June 23, 1976.
33. “Help the Orthodox in Uganda!” OW, no. 92 (1980), pp. 98, 151.
38. LFSR to Daniel Olson, Apodosis of Ascension, May 29/June 11, 1976.
39. LFSR to Alexey Young, Third Day of Trinity, June 2/15, 1976.
40. Ibid.
47. LFSR to Alexey Young, Third Day of Trinity, June 2/15, 1976.
48. LFSR to Andrew Bond, June 4, 1976; LFSR to Daniel Olson, Apodosis of
Ascension, May 29/June 11, 1976.
51. [FSR], “Archbishop Andrew of New Diveyevo,” OW, no. 63 (1975), p. 137.
2. LFSR to Dr. Alexander Kalomiros, 5th Week of Great Lent, 1974. In FSR,
Genesis, Creation and Early Man, p. 383.
3. Ibid., p. 388.
11. Frank Magill, ed., Masterpieces of Catholic Literature (New York: Harper &
Row, 1965), p. 1054.
12. Teilhard de Chardin, How I Believe (New York: Harper & Row, 1969), p.
41.
25. LFSR to Dr. Alexander Kalomiros, Second Sunday of Great Lent, Feb.
25/March 10, 1974.
26. LFSR to Dr. Alexander Kalomiros, 5th Week of Great Lent, 1974. In FSR,
Genesis, Creation and Early Man, pp. 383—86.
32. FSR, Genesis, Creation and Early Man, pp. 419-20. Quote from St. John
Chrysostom, Homilies on Genesis 13:4.
37. Pravoslavny Put’ (The Orthodox Way) (Jordanville, New York: Holy Trinity
Monastery, 1958), pp. 39, 41 (in Russian).
38. J. H. Randall, Jr., The Making of the Modern Mind (Houghton Mifflin Co.,
1926), p. 475.
39. Charles Darwin, The Origin of Species (New York: Modern Library,
Random House), p. 234.
41. LFSR to Dr. Alexander Kalomiros, 5th Week of Great Lent, 1974. In FSR,
Genesis, Creation and Early Man, pp. 425—27.
42. LFSR to Fr. Ioannikios, Aug. 21, 1977, and July 16, 1977.
44. See FSR, Genesis, Creation and Early Man, pp. 429-31.
47. See, for example, Deacon Daniel Sisoev, Letopis nachala (Chronicle of the
beginning) (Moscow: Sretensky Monastery Publishing House, 1995, in Russian);
Priest Timothy Alferov, Nauka o sotvorenii mira (Science on the creation of the
world) (Moscow, 1996, in Russian); Priest Timothy Alferov, Evolutsiya ili
tleniye? (Evolution or corruption?) (Moscow, 1997, in Russian); Fr. Seraphim
Rose, Pravoslavny vzglyad na evolyutsiyu (An Orthodox view of evolution)
(Moscow: Optina Monastery, 1997, in Russian); Anton Kosenko, “Letter to the
Editor,” Pravoslavnaya Zhizri’ (Orthodox Life), vol. 49, no. 12 (Dec. 1999, in
Russian); Fr. Seraphim Rose, Pravoslavni pogled na evolutsiju (An Orthodox
view of evolution) (Cetinije, Yugoslavia: “Svetigora,” 2000, in Serbian); Deacon
Daniel Sisoev, ed., Shestodnev protiv evolyutsii (The six days vs. evolution)
(Moscow: Palomnik, 2000, in Russian); and Priest Constantine Bufeyev,
Pravoslavnoye veroucheniye u teoriya evolyutsii (Orthodox doctrine and the
theory of evolution) (St. Petersburg: Society of St. Basil the Great, 2003, in
Russian).
48. See Wolfgang Smith, “The Extrapolated Universe,” Sophia, vol. 6, no. 1
(2000); Donal Anthony Foley, “Review of Genesis, Creation and Early Man,”
Theotokos.org.uk (2002); George Theokritoff, with Elizabeth Theokritoff,
“Genesis and Creation: Towards a Debate,” St. Vladimir’s Theological
Quarterly, vol. 46, no. 4 (2002); and Terry Mortenson, “Orthodoxy and Genesis:
What the Fathers Really Taught,” TJ: The In-depth Journal of Creation, vol. 16,
no. 3 (2002).
4. Conversation of Fr. Vladimir and Matushka Sylvia Anderson with the author,
Oct. 4, 2002.
6. LFSR to Alexey Young, Nov. 19, 1972. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p. 69.
10. Conversation of Thomas Anderson with the author, March 2001; and talk by
Thomas Anderson, Sept. 2, 2007, in “The Twenty-fifth Anniversary of Fr.
Seraphim’s Repose,” pp. 122.
13. [FSR], “Orthodox Monasticism in 5th and 6th Century Gaul,” OW, no. 73
(1977), pp. 76—78; also in St. Gregory of Tours, Vita Patrum, pp. 96-98.
14. [FSR], “Orthodox Monasticism Today in the Light of Orthodox Monastic
Gaul,” OW, no. 74 (1977), p. 145; also in Vita Patrum, p. 158.
17. [FSR], “Orthodox Monasticism in 5th and 6th Century Gaul,” OW, no. 73
(1977), p. 78; also in Vita Patrum, p. 98.
27. LFSR to Svetlana Andrault de Langeron, Feb. 6, 1980. In Letters from Fr.
Seraphim, p. 275.
28. Manuscript of a short history of the St. Herman Brotherhood, written by Fr.
Seraphim ca. 1975.
Chapter 67. THE DESERT FOR AMERICAN WOMEN
1. “The Life of St. Dorothy of Kashin and the Righteous Women of Holy
Russia,” in The Northern Thebaid, p. 210; 3rd edition, p. 214.
6. LFSR to Alexey Young, July 18, 1975. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p. 128.
11. Ibid.
14. Fr. Clement Sederholm, Elder Leonid of Optina (SHB, 1990; revised edition,
2002), p. 260.
16. Ibid.
5. FSR, “In Step with Saints Patrick and Gregory of Tours,” pp. 265—66.
6. FSR, “Each One of Us Is Potentially a Judas,” OW, no. 130 (1986), pp. 258-
60.
PART VIII
Chapter 73. “IT’S LATER THAN YOU THINK!”
2. Conversation of Fr. Vladimir and Matushka Sylvia Anderson with the author,
Oct. 4, 2002.
8. See FSR, Genesis, Creation and Early Man, pp. 151-54; and Fr. Alexey
Young, “The Orthodox Christian Marriage” (Part II), Orthodox America, nos.
155—56 (March — June 1998).
14. Spiritual Journal of FSR, 1974-76, entries for July 12, 1974; March 21, 1976.
15. Ibid., Oct. 3, 1974; March 2, 1975; Aug. 6, 1974; Aug. 10, 1974; Dec. 1,
1974.
18. Notes of FSR for a talk delivered at the future St. Xenia Skete in Wildwood,
California, Nov. 18, 1979.
20. LFSR to Svetlana Andrault de Langeron, Feb. 6, 1980. In Letters from Fr.
Seraphim, p. 275.
21. LFSR to Alexey Young, July 5, 1973. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, pp. 101
—2.
24. [FSR], “Orthodox Monasticism Today,” p. 143; also in Vita Patrum, p. 156.
26. From a talk by Hieromonk Ambrose (formerly Fr. Alexey Young) at the St.
Herman Monastery on the 20th anniversary of Fr. Seraphim’s repose (Sept. 2,
2002); and from Fr. Alexey Young, Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p. 95.
Chapter 74. SUFFERING RUSSIA
1. See Fr. Herman Podmoshensky, “A Silent Giant for Modern America: The
Life of Bishop Nektary Kontzevitch, Disciple of Elder Nektary of Optina,” OW,
no. 170 (1993), pp. 126-33. See also I. M. Kontzevitch, Elder Nektary of Optina
(SHB, 1998), pp. 307-25.
4. Ibid.
5. Ibid., p. 413.
6. Ibid., p. 524.
7. Ibid., p. 21.
8. See [FSR], “In Defense of Father Dimitry Dudko,” OW, no. 92 (1980),p. 122.
16. [FSR], “Is Holy Russia Alive Today?” OW, no. 50 (1973), p. 96.
17. FSR, “The Future of Russia and the End of the World,” OW, nos. 100-101
(1981), pp. 210-11.
1. The Northern Thebaid (SHB, 1975; 3rd edition, 2004), pp. 8-9. Page numbers
refer to the 3rd edition.
4. Ibid., p. 278.
5. Ibid., p. 281.
3. FSR, Orthodoxy and the Religion of the Future (SHB, 1975; 5th edition [9th
printing], 2004), p. 35. Page numbers refer to the 5th edition.
21. Ibid., p. 111. Quoting from Bishop Ignatius Brianchaninov, On Miracles and
Signs (Yaroslavl, 1870; reprinted by Holy Trinity Monastery, Jordanville, New
York, 1960), p. 13 (in Russian).
37. FSR, Orthodoxy and the Religion of the Future, p. xxi. This incident was
also mentioned in CSHB, Sept. 27, 1974.
39. Alison Lentini, “Lost in the Supermarket: Pop Music and Spiritual
Commerce,” SCP [Spiritual Counterfeits Project] Newsletter, 22:4-23:1 (1999),
p. 25.
40. See Monk Innocent, “Potter’s Field: Harry Potter and the Popularization of
Witchcraft,” OW, no. 220 (2001), pp. 241—55; Linda Harvey, “How Sorcery
Chic Permeates Girl-Culture,” SCP Newsletter, 27:2 (2002-2003), pp. 1-15; and
Hieromonk Damascene, “New Developments in the Formation of the Religion
of the Future,” OW, no. 238 (2004), pp. 225-27.
43. Tal Brooke, One World (Berkeley, Calif.: End Run Publishing, 2000), pp.
111-12.
46. See Craig Branch, “Re-imagining God,” Watchman Expositor, 11:5 (1994),
pp. 4-6, 19; Parker T. Williamson, “Sophia Upstages Jesus at Re-imagining
Revival,” The Presbyterian Layman, 31:3 (May — June 1998); and Parker T.
Williamson, “Staying Alive: Re-imaginers Gather,” The Presbyterian Layman,
July 2004, p. 9.
47. See Deborah Corbett, “The Trouble with Truth: A Review of The Illness
That We Are: A Jungian Critique of Christianity by John P. Dourley,” Epiphany
Journal (Spring 1986), pp. 82–90; “Jungian Psychology as Catholic Theology,”
St. Catherine Review, May–June 1997; and Mitch Pacwa, S.J., Catholics and the
New Age (Ann Arbor, Mich.: Servant Publications, 1992).
50. Deacon R. Thomas Zell, “Signs, Wonders, & Angelic Visitations,” Again
(Sept. 1995), p. 6.
54. Madame Helen P. Blavatsky, The Secret Doctrine, vol. 3 (Los Angeles:
Theosophy Co., 1925), p. 246.
55. Teilhard de Chardin, How L Believe (New York: Harper & Row, 1969), p.
41.
57. FSR, “Contemporary Signs of the End of the World,” OW, no. 238 (2004), p.
31. Taken from Fr. Seraphim’s outline for this talk, which he first gave at the
1978 St. Herman Summer Pilgrimage, and later gave at the University of
California, Santa Cruz (1981).
58. Rear Admiral Chester Ward, Review of the News, April 9, 1980, pp. 37-38.
Quoted in Tal Brooke, One World, p. 237.
59. The Charlie Rose Show, May 4, 1993. Quoted in Tal Brooke, One World, pp.
7-8.
60. Alice A. Bailey, The Destiny of the Nations (New York: Lucis Publishing
Company, 1949), p. 52.
62. Robert Muller, 2000 ldeas and Dreams for a Better World, Idea 1101, July
16, 1997. Quoted in SCP [Spiritual Counterfeits Project] Journal, vol. 23
(1999), nos. 2-3, p. 38.
63. Constance E. Cumbey, The Hidden Dangers of the Rainbow: The New Age
Movement and Our Coming Age of Barbarism (Shreveport, Louisiana:
Huntington House, 1983), p. 157.
64. Letter of Constance E. Cumbey to the St. Herman Monastery, July 8, 1988.
5. [FSR], “Orthodox Monasticism in 5th and 6th Century Gaul,” p. 74; also in
Vita Patrum, p. 94.
7. [ER], “St. John Cassian and The Foundation of Orthodox Monasticism in the
West,” OW, no. 25 (1969), p. 57.
10. LFSR to Alexey Young, Second Saturday of Great Lent, March 7/20, 1976.
In Letters from Father Seraphim, p. 157.
11. [FSR], “A Prologue of Orthodox Saints in the West,” p. 183; also in Vita
Patrum, p. 20.
13. LFSR to Alexey Young, Jan. 2, 1976. In Letters from Father Seraphim, p.
150.
14. [FSR], “Orthodoxy in 6th-Century Gaul,” OW, no. 72 (1977), p. 35; also in
Vita Patrum, p. 90.
16. [Daniel Olson], “A Pilgrimage to the Jura Mountains,” OW, no. 74 (1977), p.
133; also in Vita Patrum, p. 153.
17. [FSR], “Orthodoxy in 6th-Century Gaul,” OW, no. 72 (1977), p. 36; also in
Vita Patrum, p. 91.
18. FSR, “In Step with Saints Patrick and Gregory of Tours,” pp. 270—71.
20. [FSR], “A Prologue of Orthodox Saints in the West,” p. 209; also in Vita
Patrum, p. 26.
22. In Bishop Sava of Edmonton. Blessed John: The Chronicle of the Veneration
of Archbishop John Maximovitch (SHB, 1979), p. 154. Also in OW, nos. 123-24
(1985), p. 167.
28. Letter of Fr. Alexey Young to the author, Aug. 1, 1991. Part of this account
has been taken from Hieromonk Ambrose (formerly Fr. Alexey Young),
“Personal Reminiscences of Fr. Seraphim,” OW, no. 226 (2002), p. 238; and
from Fr. Alexey Young, Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p. 211.
PART IX
Chapter 79. THE INHERITANCE OF THE SERBIAN BISHOP SAVA
10. FSR and Fr. Herman Podmoshensky, Blessed John the Wonderworker, p.
471.
13. [FSR], “The Chronicle of Bishop Sava of Edmonton,” p. 46; Blessed John
the Wonderworker, pp. 18—20.
1. Letter of St. Basil the Great to Bishop Theodotus of Nicopolis. In Nicene and
Post-Nicene Fathers, Second Series, vol. 8 (Grand Rapids, Mich.: Wm. B.
Eerdmans, reprinted 1983), p. 199.
10. Archbishop Averky, “Holy Zeal,” OW, no. 62 (1975), pp. 130-31.
15. Archbishop Averky, The Just Shine Like the Stars (West Coast Orthodox
Supply, 1983), p. 54.
21. Archbishop Averky, The Just Shine Like the Stars, pp. 51-52.
22. LFSR to Alexey Young, Great Friday, April 10/23, 1976. In Letters from Fr.
Seraphim, p. 165.
23. Archbishop Averky, The Just Shine Like the Stars, p. 55.
24. Quoted in [FSR], “Archbishop Averky: His Significance for the Ecumenical
Orthodox Church,” p. 225.
25. LFSR to Alerxey Young, April 15, 1976. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p.
162.
26. A shorter version of this account is found in LFSR to Alexey Young, Nov. 5,
1976. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p. 173.
27. FSR, “A Chrysostom for the Last Times: The Significance of Archbishop
Averky for Universal Orthodoxy,” Pravoslavnaya Rus’ (Orthodox Russia), vol.
47, no. 10 (1976), p. 7 (in Russian). Revised English version in OW, nos. 100-
101 (1981), pp. 219-26.
12. CSHB, Aug. 23-24, 1976. Part of this account has been taken from LFSR to
Alexey Young, Aug. 26, 1976.
15. Ibid.
16. [FSR], “The Royal Path: True Orthodoxy in an Age of Apostasy,” OW, no.
70 (1976), pp. 147-48.
17. Letter of Alexey Young to Frs. Herman and Seraphim, June 27, 1976.
3. “Concerning the Rule of the St. Herman of Alaska Hermitage.” Notes of FSR,
dated Oct. 31, 1970.
8. Ibid.
14. Ibid.
21. Ibid.
22. Fr. Alexey Young, Letters from Fr. Seraphim, pp. 180-81.
PART X
Chapter 83. MISSIONS
2. LFSR to Alexey Young, July 18, 1977. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p. 182.
8. Fr. Alexey Young, “A Steward of Grace Passes from Our Midst,” Orthodox
America, no. 27 (Feb. 1983).
9. LFSR to Alexey Young, Tuesday of Passion Week, 1978. In Letters from Fr.
Seraphim, p. 192.
10. Fr. Alexey Young, “A Steward of Grace Passes from Our Midst.”
14. LFSR to Fr. Alexey Young, March 22, 1980; Tuesday of Passion Week,
April 12/25, 1978; July 10, 1979. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, pp. 216, 192,
203.
15. [FSR], “Saint Herman Summer Pilgrimage, 1978,” OW, no. 84 (1979), pp. 6-
9; [FSR], “St. Herman Summer Pilgrimage 1979,” OW, no. 91 (1980), p. 60-64.
16. [FSR], “The St. Herman Pilgrimages,” OW, nos. 100-101 (1981), pp. 199-
200.
20. LFSR to Alexey Young, Aug. 20, 1979. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p.
208.
21. LFSR to Alexey Young, Aug. 17, 1982. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p.
239.
25. [FSR], “St. Herman Summer Pilgrimage, 1979,” p. 94; “St. Herman Summer
Pilgrimage, 1978,” pp. 47.
27. A transcript of some of Fr. Seraphim’s Bible studies was published as “How
to Read the Scriptures” in Orthodox America, no. 86 (Jan. 1989), no. 87 (Feb.
1989), no. 88 (March 1989).
2. Notes of FSR.
10. LFSR to ———, Sept. 16, 1974; LFSR to ———, Jan. 20, 1975.
23. Fr. Alexey Young, Letters from Fr. Seraphim, pp. 12—13.
29. Informal talk by Agafia Prince at the St. Herman Monastery on the 20th
anniversary of Fr. Seraphim’s repose (Sept. 2, 2002).
32. Fr. Alexey Young, “The Royal Path of the Righteous Hieromonk Seraphim
of Platina,” Orthodox America, no. 167 (2002), p. 12.
Chapter 85. A MAN OF THE HEART
2. R. M. French, trans., The Way of a Pilgrim and The Pilgrim Continues His
Way (New York: The Seabury Press, 1965), p. 151.
4. Fr. Alexey Young, “For His Soul Pleased the Lord,” Orthodox America, no.
22 (Aug.-Sept. 1982), p. 1; also in Fr. Alexey Young, Letters from Fr. Seraphim,
p. 281.
8. Talk by Barbara Murray at the St. Herman Monastery, Sept. 2, 2002. Quoted
in “The Twentieth Anniversary of Fr. Seraphim’s Repose,” OW, no. 226 (2002),
p. 214.
1. From Fr. Seraphim’s lecture “Orthodoxy in the USA,” given at Holy Trinity
Monastery, Jordanville, New York, on Dec. 12/25, 1979 (see ch. 89 below). Text
published in OW, no. 94 (1980), p. 226.
5. See [ER], “The African Greek Orthodox Church,” OW, no. 21 (1968), pp. 163
—80; and Fr. Theodorous Nankyama, “Missionary Correspondence: A
Missionary Tour to Fort-Portal, Toro District, Uganda,” OW, no. 26 (1969), pp.
105-9.
6. FSR, “Contemporary Signs of the End of the World,” a talk given at the
University of California, Santa Cruz, May 14, 1981. Published in OW, no. 228
(2003), p. 40.
7. FSR, “Watching for the Signs of the Times,” a talk given at the 1979
Women’s Conference, Redding, California, Jan. 21, 1979.
9. Ibid., p. 228.
11. Ibid.
12. Ibid.
14. “Orthodox Christians Facing the 1980s,” a talk given at the 1979 St. Herman
Pilgrimage. In “St. Herman Summer Pilgrimage, 1979,” p. 63.
15. FSR, “Orthodoxy in the USA,” OW, no. 94 (1980), pp. 230, 225-26.
17. Transcribed from a radio interview of Fr. Seraphim by Fr. John Ocaña, Nov.
4, 1981. Published in OW, no. 220 (2001), pp. 226-27.
19. Athanasios Rakovalis, Talks with Father Paisios (Thessalonica, 2000), pp.
123-24.
2. Informal talk by FSR during the New Valaam Theological Academy, which
followed the St. Herman Summer Pilgrimage, August 1979. Published in part in
FSR, “Raising the Mind, Warming the Heart,” pp. 32-33.
5. Informal talk at the St. Herman Monastery on the 20th anniversary of Fr.
Seraphim’s repose (Sept. 2, 2002).
1. St. Macarius the Great, Homily 15:4. Quoted in Saints Barsanuphius and
John, Guidance Toward Spiritual Life, pp. 154—55; revised edition, p. 159.
2. St. Jerome, Letters and Select Works. In Nicene and Post-Nicene Fathers, vol.
6 (Grand Rapids, Mich.: Wm. B. Eerdmans, 1954), p. 190.
4. Ibid., p. 79. The explanatory phrase in brackets was added by FSR, the
translator.
12. [FSR], “The Holy Fathers of Orthodox Spirituality: Introduction, III: How
Not to Read the Holy Fathers,” p. 234.
13. Informal talk by FSR during the New Valaam Theological Academy, which
followed the St. Herman Summer Pilgrimage, August 1979.
3. LFSR to Alexey Young, Jan. 31, 1979. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p. 197.
4. Notes of FSR for a talk delivered at the Wildwood skete, Nov. 18, 1979.
8. Fr. Alexey Young, “For His Soul Pleased the Lord,” Orthodox America, no.
22 (Aug.-Sept. 1982), p. 1; also in Fr. Alexey Young, Letters from Fr. Seraphim,
p. 280.
1. Quoted in FSR, The Soul After Death (SHB, 1980; revised edition, 1993), p.
255. Page numbers refer to the revised edition.
3. David R. Wheeler, Journey to the Other Side (New York: Ace Books, 1977),
p. 130.
5. See St. John Damascene, Exact Exposition of the Orthodox Faith 2:3. In
Writings, The Fathers of the Church, vol. 37 (New York, 1958), pp. 205-6.
9. Ibid., p. 51.
15. St. John Damascene, The Octoechos, Tone 4, Friday, 8th Canticle of the
Canon at Matins. Quoted in FSR, The Soul Afier Death, p. 73.
29. LFSR to Bishop Gregory, Dec. 22, 1980; LFSR to Fr. Michael, May 27,
1980.
30. LFSR to Mrs. Prokupchuk, June 29, 1979.
31. Protopresbyter Michael Pomazansky, “Our Warfare Is Not Against Flesh and
Blood,” Pravoslavnaya Rus’ (Orthodox Russia), vol. 50, no. 7 (1979), pp. 1-3,15
(in Russian); English translation in Nikodemos, Summer 1979.
34. Fr. Damascene, “A Pilgrimage to Old Valaam Today,” OW, no. 149 (1989),
pp. 405-6.
4. [FSR], “The Royal Path: True Orthodoxy in an Age of Apostasy,” OW, no. 70
(1976), p. 146.
15. Ibid., pp. 28, 45; revised edition, pp. 67, 88.
17. F. Van Der Meer, Augustine the Bishop (New York: Sheed and Ward, 1961),
p. 553.
18. FSR, The Place of Blessed Augustine in the Orthodox Church, p. 40; revised
edition, pp. 80-81.
20. Ibid., pp. vii, 45; revised edition, pp. 27-28, 88.
22. St. Symeon the New Theologian, The Sin of Adam and Our Redemption
(SHB, 1979), p. 31. Revised ed.: The First-Created Man (SHB, 1994), p. 13.
24. FSR, Genesis, Creation and Early Man, pp. 209, 351, 212. See also The Sin
of Adam and Our Redemption, pp. 64—75; The First-Created Man, pp. 87-103;
and FSR, Genesis, Creation and Early Man, pp. 157, 207-12,420-22.
27. Bishop Sava of Edmonton, Blessed John (SHB, 1979). Expanded version: Fr.
Seraphim Rose and Fr. Herman Podmoshensky, Blessed John the Wonderworker
(SHB, 1987).
31. Rev. Michael Azkoul, The Teachings of the Holy Orthodox Church (Buena
Vista, Colorado: Dormition Skete, 1986), p. 54.
33. Ibid.; and in Orthodox Dogmatic Theology, pp. 17-18; third edition, p. 24.
Emphasis added.
1. Archbishop Averky, Stand Fast in the Truth (Mt. Holly Springs, Pa.), p. 6.
4. Ibid., p. 45-46.
5. [FSR], “In Defense of Father Dimitry Dudko,” OW, no. 92 (1980), pp. 116-
17.
6. LFSR to Fr. Theodore, June 6, 1979.
7. Fr. Dimitry Dudko, Our Hope (Crestwood, New York: St. Vladimir’s
Seminary Press, 1977), p. 95.
12. Fr. Dimitry Dudko, “Sleepless Nights,” Possev, 1980, no. 6, p. 52 (in
Russian).
25. FSR, “The Orthodox Revival in Russia,” pp. 46-47. Fr. Dimitry’s letter is
quoted in “Letters,” OW, no. 90 (1980), pp. 26, 47.
28. Fr. George Calciu, “Lenten Sermons,” OW, no. 102 (1982), p. 17.
33. “The Decision of the Synod of Bishops” (Aug. 12/25, 1981), OW, no. 98
(1981), pp. 133-36.
34. [FSR], “The Response to Elder Tavrion,” OW, no. 98 (1981), p. 130.
35. FSR, “The Future of Russia and the End of the World,” OW, nos. 100-101
(1981), pp. 205-17. Russian translation published, among other places, in
Russkiy Palomnik (Russian Pilgrim), no. 2 (1990), pp. 97-101.
41. Ibid.
42. Bishop Nektary, “The Mystical Meaning of the Tsar’s Martyrdom,” Russkiy
Palomnik, no. 3 (1991). English translation in OW, nos. 142-43 (1988), pp. 328-
29.
45. Fr. Dimitry Dudko, “Worse Than Any Imprisonment,” quoted in OW, no.
138 (1988), p. 47.
46. See Monk Nicolas, “The Gates of Hell Shall Not Prevail,” OW, no. 214
(2000), pp. 243-51.
47. Pushkin Speech, from Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Diary of a Writer, trans.
Boris Brasol (New York: George Braziller, 1954), p. 980.
2. FSR, “Living the Orthodox World-view” OW, no. 105 (1982), pp. 161-63.
3. Fr. Alexey Young, “For His Soul Pleased the Lord,”Orthodox America, no. 22
(Aug.-Sept. 1982), p. 1; also in Fr. Alexey Young, Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p.
281—82.
7. [Fr. Herman Podmoshensky], “The Cry of the New Martyrs,” OW, no. 59
(1974), p. 226.
10. William J. Bennett, The De-Valuing of America (New York: Simon &
Schuster,
11. Tal Brooke, When the World Will Be As One (Eugene, Oregon: Harvest
House Publishers, 1989), pp. 197-98.
12. FSR, “Contemporary Signs of the End of the World,” a talk given at the
University of California, Santa Cruz, May 14, 1981. Published in OW, no. 228
(2003), pp. 29-32.
13. Robert Muller, 2000 Ideas and Dreams for a Better World, Idea 1128, Aug.
12, 1997. Quoted in SCP Journal, vol. 23 (1999), nos. 2-3, p. 38.
17. Ibid.
1. A.W. Tozer, The Pursuit of God (Camp Hill, Pa.: Christian Publications, Inc.,
1982), p. 15.
3. FSR, “Contemporary Signs of the End of the World,” OW, no. 228 (2003), p.
19.
5. FSR, God’s Revelation to the Human Heart (SHB, 1987), pp. 22, 25-26.
6. Ibid., p. 26.
7. Ibid., p. 36.
1. Saint Basil the Great, Letters and Select Works. In Nicene and Post-Nicene
Fathers, vol. 8, pp. lxv, lxvii-lxviii.
5. Bishop Theophan the Recluse, Chto est’ dukhovnaya zhizn’ i kak na neyë
nastroitsya? p. 65 (in Russian); English translation, The Spiritual Life, pp. 95-
96; third edition, pp. 81-82.
9. Ibid.
10. LFSR to Fr. Alexey Young, Sept. 19, 1981 In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p.
225.
11. LFSR to Fr. Alexey Young, Feb. 4, 1982 In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p.
230.
2. Br. G[regory Eliel], “More Help from Archbishop John,” OW, no. Ill (1983),
p. 128.
1. Archbishop Averky, Stand Fast in the Truth (Mt. Holy Springs, Pa.), p. 2.
7. Ibid., p. 238.
11. FSR, “Living the Orthodox World-view,” OW, no. 105 (1982), pp. 176.
12. Ibid.
17. [FSR], “In Defense of Fr. Dimitry Dudko.” OW, no. 92 (1980), p. 127.
20. LFSR to Fr. Alexey Young, Dec. 5, 1981. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p.
227.
22. “Orthodox Christians Facing the 1980s,” a talk given at the 1979 St. Herman
Pilgrimage. Transcript of oral delivery.
26. Ibid.
30. See “Priest-monk Cosmas of Grigoriou, Enlightener of Zaire,” OW, no. 147
(1989), pp. 232-40, 249-56; and Demetrios Alanides and Monk Damascene
Grigoriatis, Apostle to Zaire: The Life and Legacy of Blessed Father Cosmas of
Grigoriou (Thessalonica, Greece: Uncut Mountain Press, 2001).
4. Fr. Nazarius, “The St. Herman Pilgrimage, August 1982,” OW, no. 105
(1982), pp. 158-59.
6. LFSR to Fr. Alexey Young, April 26, 1980. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim, p.
219.
1. [Mary Mansur], “With the Saints Give Rest...,” Orthodox America, no. 22
(Aug.-Sept. 1982), p. 6; also in Fr. Alexey Young, Letters from Fr. Seraphim,
pp. 306-11.
2. Ibid.
3. Ibid.
4. Ibid.
6. Ibid., p. 7.
1. Talk by Dr. Eugene Zavarin at the St. Herman Monastery, Sept. 2, 2007.
Quoted in “The Twenty-fifth Anniversary of Fr. Seraphim’s Repose,” OW, no.
254 (2007), pp. 125-26.
3. Nun Brigid, “The Last Chapter in the Short Life of Fr. Seraphim of Platina,”
OW, nos. 108-9 (1983), pp. 12-13.
5. FSR and Fr. Herman Podmoshensky, Blessed John the Wonderworker, p. 175.
2. Fr. Alexey Young, “For His Soul Pleased the Lord,” Orthodox America, no.
22 (Aug.-Sept. 1982), pp. 1, 9; also in Fr. Alexey Young, Letters from Fr.
Seraphim, pp. 280—83.
5. Nun Brigid, “The Last Chapter in the Short Life of Fr. Seraphim of Platina,”
pp. 19-20.
7. Fr. Alexey Young, “Two Miracles of Fr. Seraphim,” OW, no. 114 (1984), pp.
44-45; also in [Fr. Damascene], “Fr. Seraphim the Philosopher,” OW, no. 136
(1987), pp. 298-99.
12. Part of this account was taken from a telephone conversation with Fr. Tikhon
in March 1993.
13. Dr. Raphael Stephens, “Fr. Seraphim Rose, Patron of the Unborn,” OW, no.
146 (1989), pp. 157-60.
14. Celia Yentzen, “A New Miracle of Fr. Seraphim,” OW, no. 238 (2004),
pp.217-19.
15. Athanasius Kone, “A Heavenly Visitation of Fr. Seraphim,” OW, no. 254
(2007), pp. 143-47.
2. LFSR to the community of the Saints Adrian and Natalie chapel in Etna,
California, Pascha of the Lord, April 1/14, 1974. In Letters from Fr. Seraphim,
p. 112.
FOOTNOTES
INTRODUCTION
[a]
The associated colleges at that time were Scripps (a women’s college),
Claremont (a men’s college), and Pomona (a co-ed college). Eugene was
enrolled in the latter.
[a]
This and other lead quotations from Blessed Augustine were underlined by
Eugene in later years, in his own copy of The Confessions.
[b]
Nietzsche used this phrase, but it was used originally by the anti-revolutionary
Roman Catholic writer Joseph de Maistre in the wake of the French Revolution.
[a]
Commonly known in the West as the Feast of the Purification of the Virgin
Mary or Candlemas.
[a] All Psalter references in this book are according to the Septuagint numbering.
[c]Muir Woods National Monument and the nearby 2,571-foot Mount Tamalpais
are located twelve miles north of San Francisco. Muir Woods is a forest of
1,000-year-old giant redwoods.
[d] In the original, the word “self-emptiness” has been typed over the word “self-
emphasis.”
[b] See René Guénon, Introduction to the Study of Hindu Doctrines and Man and
His Becoming (published in French in 1921 and 1925, and in English in 1945).
Guénon did delve into the Chinese tradition in the last work published during his
lifetime, The Great Triad (French, 1946; English, 1991), but this study focused
on only one concept within Chinese philosophy.
[c]As just one example, Lao Tzu said: “The Sage, in order to be above the
people, must speak as though he were lower than the people. In order to guide
them he must put himself behind them” (Tao Teh Ching, ch. 66). This brings to
mind Christ’s words: Whosoever will be great among you, let him be your
minister, and whosoever will be chief among you, let him be your servant (Matt.
20:26–27).
[a] The Chinese he had learned at Pomona was the modern form.
[c]
The Cathedral is located on Fulton Street, near Filmore. Today, after the
building of the new “Joy of All Who Sorrow” Cathedral in the city, it is
commonly referred to as the “Old Cathedral.”
[d] This is undoubtedly a reference to Frithjof Schuon.
[e]In 1961 Bishop John was raised to the rank of Archbishop. He served as the
ruling hierarch of San Francisco and Western America until his retirement in
1979, and he reposed in 1989.
[f]
On October 9, 1950, Guénon wrote from Cairo about the Sufi tarîqah that
Schuon had formed around himself: “I see now that I was only too right when I
said that soon it would not be a tarîqah at all anymore, but a vaguely
‘universalist’ organization, more or less like that of the disciples of
Vivekananda!” On September 18 of the same year, Guénon wrote: “I am not
surprised, for, from a technical viewpoint, the ignorance of all these people,
beginning with F. S. [Frithjof Schuon] himself, is truly frightening.”
[b]
The San Francisco Chronicle columnist who coined the term “beatnik” to
describe members of the Beat Generation.
[a]
Earlier in his “Answer to Ivan,” Eugene had defined genuine pity as “a
sharing in the pain of others.”
PART II
Chapter 14. GOOD-BYE
[a] Compare with the lines of Alexander Pope, from Moral Essays (1731):
Like following Life through creatures you dissect,
You lose it in the moment you detect.
[b]
See the passages from Eugene’s thesis quoted in Hieromonk Damascene,
Christ the Eternal Tao (St. Herman Brotherhood, 1999; fourth edition, 2004),
pp. 481–83, 485, 488.
[c]
“Angry young men” was a name originally given to a group of young English
writers in the 1950s who were challenging postwar social values and
conventions.
[d]In 1930 Guénon left France for Egypt, leaving many of his friends in the dark
as to what he was doing. He remained in Egypt for over twenty years, until the
end of his life.
[a]
Published posthumously as a separate book: Nihilism: The Root of the
Revolution of the Modern Age (Fr. Seraphim Rose Foundation, 1994; revised
edition, St. Herman Brotherhood, 2001). This book has now been published in
Russian, Serbian, Romanian, Bulgarian, Latvian, Italian, and German.
[c]
I.e., the aforementioned book, published posthumously in 1994, which
comprises the completed seventh chapter of The Kingdom of Man and the
Kingdom of God.
[d]
Both former President Bill Clinton and former Vice President Al Gore have
publicly accorded praise to Ken Wilber’s writings. See a critique of these
writings in the editor’s epilogues to Fr. Seraphim Rose, Genesis, Creation and
Early Man (St. Herman Brotherhood, first ed., 2000), pp. 557–75, and
Orthodoxy and the Religion of the Future (St. Herman Brotherhood, fifth ed.,
2004), pp. 231–34.
[a]This was in response to the teaching of Albert Camus, who defined absurdism
as the confrontation of man’s need for reason with the irrationality of the world.
[c] “Descent into the Maelstrom”: the title of a story by Edgar Allan Poe.
[d]
Eugene did not know then that it was called the “Icon of the Three Hands”
and had a unique history. The Byzantine prototype for it had been made in the
eighth century by the great hymnographer and theologian St. John Damascene,
who, having had his hand cut off by the caliph of Damascus at the instigation of
iconoclasts, had prayed to the Mother of God and had his hand restored to him.
In gratitude for this miracle, he had placed the image of a “third hand” on the
icon of the Mother of God. It is significant that Eugene should have
unknowingly come before this icon at such a time, when he too was in great
need of healing.
PART III
Chapter 21. A REVELATION OF ORTHODOXY IN THE NEW WORLD
[a]
The first date is according to the Orthodox Church (Julian or “Old”) Calendar,
and the second according to the civil (“new”) calendar. Henceforth both dates
will be listed only when a Church feast is mentioned. When only one date
appears, it will refer to the civil calendar.
[b]I.e., the Mother of God “Joy of All Who Sorrow” Cathedral of the Russian
Church Abroad, where Eugene had attended his first Orthodox service five years
earlier.
[c]Schemamonk: one who has taken on the highest and strictest monastic
discipline, denoted by a special cowl and stole.
[a]
As the records showed, his father had died of malnutrition in 1943, only three
years after his arrest.
[d]
Ostarbeiter: a slave laborer brought from Eastern Europe to Germany during
World War II (literally, “East Worker”).
[j] Analogia: icon stands or reading stands used during Church services.
[l] Akathist: a special service to Jesus Christ, the Mother of God, or a saint.
[m]From the Orthodox Vesper service, in which Jesus Christ is called the “Quiet
Light” of the Father.
[p]
Prepodobny: one of the Russian words for “saint,” commonly used for
monastic saints. Literally, “in the original likeness” (of Adam).
[r]
Archbishop Ioasaph (1888–1955) also established many parishes in Canada
before ending his days in Argentina. Toward the end of his life he became
known as a miracle-worker. (See “Archbishop Ioasaph, Enlightener of Canada,”
The Orthodox Word, no. 19 [1968], pp. 88–92.)
[a]
St. Eugene, a monk of Alexandria, reposed in the sixth century. The St.
Eugene mentioned in the above letter was evidently Martyr Eugene of Sebaste,
commemorated December 13/26.
[b]At the time Eugene was received into the Russian Orthodox Church Abroad,
those formerly baptized into non-Orthodox Christian confessions (Protestants,
Anglicans, and Catholics) were routinely received into this Church through
Chrismation only, rather than through both Baptism and Chrismation. In 1971,
the Sobor (Bishop’s Council) of the Church Abroad ruled that it was permissible
to baptize those coming from non-Orthodox confessions. When Eugene became
a priest in the Church Abroad six years later, he baptized all the people whom he
received into the Church, including those formerly baptized into non-Orthodox
confessions.
[a] Kontakion: one of the main hymns for a saint or Church feast.
[b]Not to be confused with Bishop John Shahovskoy, mentioned above (ch. 11).
Bishop John Shahovskoy (raised to the rank of Archbishop in 1961) was a
hierarch of the American Metropolia, while Archbishop John Maximovitch was
a hierarch of the Russian Orthodox Church Abroad.
[d]Kliros: the place, near the altar and apart from the choir loft, where prayers
are read and sung.
[e] Theotokos: the Virgin Mary, the Mother of God; literally, “God-birthgiver.”
[a]The same hierarch whom Eugene had seen upon first attending an Orthodox
service. As mentioned earlier, Archbishop Tikhon was a disciple of the holy
Elder Gabriel of Kazan and Pskov, who had been a monk at Optina under the
spiritual direction of Elder Ambrose. Elder Gabriel was locally canonized in
Russia in the early 1990s; see his Life in St. Simeon Kholmogorov, One of the
Ancients (St. Herman Brotherhood, 1988).
[d]In Russia, Fr. Mitrophan had witnessed many miracles wrought through his
father-in-law’s prayers before an icon of the Mother of God “Unexpected Joy.”
Fr. Mitrophan had his own wonderworking copy of this icon, before which he
frequently held prayer services for the special needs of people. The icon is now
located at Holy Trinity Monastery in Jordanville, New York.
[a]This was during the Civil War in Russia. As Archbishop John Maximovitch
explained in an article: “Foreseeing the possibility that the Higher Authority of
the Russian Church would be deprived of freedom and that it would be
impossible for separate parts of the Russian Church to be in contact with it,
Patriarch Tikhon, who was then the head of the Church, gave instruction that, in
those regions which were separated from the Church Administration, temporary
church admnistrations should be established under the leadership of the eldest
hierarchs in that region.” (Archbishop John, “The Russian Orthodox Church
Outside of Russia,” The Orthodox Word, no. 37 [1971], p. 63.)
[d]A Church of Russian exiles in Western Europe which at one time was under
Metropolitan Evlogy of Paris, Exarch of the Moscow Patriarchate. In 1931
Metropolitan Evlogy placed this Church under the authority of the Patriarchate
of Constantinople. Its formal title is the Russian Orthodox Archdiocese in
Western Europe, under the Ecumenical Patriarchate.
[f] Sobor: council. (In other contexts, this word can refer to a cathedral.)
[g]This and other documents relating to the court case are located in the San
Francisco City Hall, County Clerk’s office, room 317. Case #532856, Superior
Court of the State of California in and for the City and County of San Francisco.
First date of filing: June 6, 1963.
[h]
The “former parish council” here refers to Archbishop John’s supporters who
were originally on the council and raised money for the building of the
Cathedral. When Archbishop Anthony of Los Angeles came and halted the
building of the Cathedral, he had his own supporters instated, and these
constituted the parish council that filed the complaint.
[i]
Archpriest Nicholas Dombrovsky, it will be remembered, was the priest who
canonically received Eugene into the Church.
[j]
The documents of the Superior Court of the State of California list
“MAXIMOVITCH, also known as HIS EMINENCE ARCHBISHOP JOHN”
with the other defendants, usually headed by Eugene A. Hrapoff, the newly
elected parish warden. Archbishop John himself, in his report to Metropolitan
Anastassy and the Archiepiscopal Sobor, affirmed that “the former members of
the parish council are involved in a lawsuit against their superior-bishop of the
same church, community and diocese” (Report, p. 9).
[l] This information comes from the lawyer who defended Archbishop John, Mr.
James O’Gara, Jr.
[a] In his later years, Eugene explained chiliasm (also called “millenarianism”) as
follows: “This teaching is a heresy that was condemned by the early Church
Fathers; it has its origin in a misinterpretation of the book of the Apocalypse
(Revelation). The Orthodox Church teaches that the reign of Christ with His
saints, when the devil is ‘bound’ for a thousand years (Apoc. 20:3)—is the
period we are now living in, the whole period (1,000 being a number
symbolizing wholeness) between the first and second comings of Christ. In this
period the saints do reign with Christ in His Church, but it is a mystical reign
which is not to be defined in the outward, political sense that chiliasts give to it.
The devil is truly bound in this period — that is, restricted in the exercise of his
ill will against humanity — and believers who live the life of Christ and receive
the Holy Mysteries live a blessed life, preparing them for the eternal heavenly
Kingdom. The non-Orthodox, who do not have Holy Mysteries and have not
tasted the true life of the Church, cannot understand this mystical reign of Christ
and so look for a political and outward reign.” (The Orthodox Word, nos. 100–
101 [1981], p. 207.).
[b]
Merton had written an article entitled “Pasternak and the People with Watch
Chains” (in Jubilee, July 1959).
[c] Eugene saved only a rough draft of his letter to Merton.
[a]I.e., June 29 according the the Church Calendar: the Feast of the Holy Leaders
of the Apostles, Peter and Paul.
[b]
Since in the Orthodox tradition one should either be married or be tonsured a
monk before being ordained a priest.
[d]Fort Ross is located on the coast approximately eighty miles north of San
Francisco. Established in 1812, it is the site of the first Russian colony in
California and the first Orthodox church in the continental United States. In
1836 Fort Ross was visited by the Orthodox evangelizer of Alaska, St. Innocent,
who was canonized in 1977.
[e] This was the same priest, Fr. Grigori Kravchina, about whom Eugene had
written to Gleb in 1962 (see ch. 24 above), calling him “a very sensitive and
intelligent man... genuinely humble and simple.”
PART IV
Chapter 35. THE BROTHERHOOD
[a] Above the fireplace, since this chapel was a converted living room.
[c]This date is according to the Church calendar; the civil date is September 10.
On his letters Archbishop John put only the Church calendar date, without the
civil date along with it.
[d]Together with another letter, Fr. Gerasim sent Gleb an old brass icon of the
Mother of God, “Joy of All Who Sorrow,” which he had found on Monk’s
Lagoon, Spruce Island, and which may have belonged to Blessed Herman. This,
too, was treasured by the Brotherhood as a blessing from Fr. Gerasim.
[a] One of the most luxurious hotels in San Francisco, located on Nob Hill.
[a]
September 17 according to the Church Calendar: the Feast of Martyrs Sophia,
Faith, Hope and Love.
[b] Helen used the French pronunciation, having lived many years in France.
[a]Podvig: spiritual struggle or ascetic labor. The Russian word for a righteous
ascetic, podvizhnik, comes from this word.
[a]
In the Orthodox Church, at least two bishops are needed to perform an
episcopal consecration.
[c]A disciple of the Optina Elders, Bishop Jonah (1888–1925) was canonized by
the Russian Orthodox Church Abroad in 1996.
[e]Eugene had another link with Chinese Orthodoxy in Fr. Elias Wen (born
1896), a Chinese priest who had served under Archbishop John in Shanghai, and
who now served under him at the San Francisco Cathedral. Eugene asked Fr.
Elias about the history of the Orthodox Church in China and about Chinese
Orthodox bishops and clergymen whom Fr. Elias had known in Shanghai and
Beijing. He conversed with Fr. Elias in both Russian and Chinese.
[f] Pannikhida: service for the reposed.
[g]In light of these words, it is interesting to note that Fr. Spyridon reposed
precisely on the eve of the second anniversary of Eugene’s repose (August
19/September 1, 1984).
[a]Archbishop John’s list included the names of twenty Western saints, headed
by St. Ansgar, bishop of Hamburg, enlightener of Denmark and Sweden. See Fr.
Seraphim Rose and Fr. Herman Podmoshensky, Blessed John the Wonderworker
(St. Herman Brotherhood, 1987), pp. 99–102.
[b]He died on June 19, 1966, according to the Church Calendar, which he
exclusively followed, paying no attention to the civil calendar. According to the
civil calendar he died on July 2.
[c]
Exactly five years later, on the anniversary of the repose of Archbishop John,
Archbishop Leonty was also to repose in the Lord.
[b]
Archbishop Vitaly of Jordanville (reposed in 1960) single-handedly founded a
monastic-missionary Brotherhood in Czechoslovakia dedicated to printing
Orthodox literature.
[c] I.e., Archbishop Vitaly of Jordanville.
[b] Sobor: cathedral. (In other contexts, this word can refer to a Church council.)
[b]Psalomshchik: one who reads the services, largely from the Psalms, on the
kliros.
[c]
May 6/19. On St. Job’s other commemoration day in August, it will be
remembered, Archbishop John had blessed the foundation of the Brotherhood.
[f]
Fr. Sergius V. Bulgakov, Nastolnaya Kniga (Manual for Church Servers)
(Kharkov, 1900) (in Russian)—a classic work on Church feasts, Lives of Saints,
and the order of Divine services. The author should not be confused with Fr.
Sergius N. Bulgakov, mentioned in chapter 60 below.
PART V
Chapter 47. DELIVERANCE OUT OF THE WORLD
[a]This was where Abbess Ariadna and her community first lived when they
relocated from China to San Francisco in 1948. Later they moved to a larger
building on Capp Street in San Francisco, using the building on Fell Street as
their chapel and guest house.
[b]
Commenting on this unexpected incident in a Chronicle entry for May 1969,
Eugene wrote: “God evidently favors [the Brotherhood’s move].”
[a]Several years after Eugene’s repose, his Brotherhood made friends with
Native American elders from the nearby town of Cottonwood. Over the years the
elders have paid visits to the Platina skete, even coming for the all-night Pascha
service.
[a]As the years went by, the brothers held more of their services in English, both
because more English translations became available and because more brothers
joined who knew only the English language. In a report on the activities of the
Brotherhood in 1974–75, Eugene noted, “Our services are as much as possible in
English.”
[b]
Saints Sergius and Herman founded Valaam Monastery in the tenth century
and were the monastery’s first abbots. Their main commemoration day is June
28/July 11. St. Herman of Valaam was the patron saint of Blessed Herman of
Alaska.
[c] Typicon: the order of Divine services. Also, the rules and ordinances of a
particular monastery.
[a]
Canonized by the Russian Orthodox Church Abroad in 1982, and by the
Russian Orthodox Church (Moscow Patriarchate) in 1988.
[b]
Interestingly, Blessed Herman reposed on the same day as Blessed Paisius
(November 15/28), forty-two years later. See “Finding the True Date of St.
Herman’s Repose” by Michael Z. Vinokouroff, an archivist of the Library of
Congress and a close friend of Archimandrite Gerasim, in The Orthodox Word,
no. 131 (1986), pp. 283–85, 294.
[a] In the Wintun Indian language, yolla bolly means “snow-covered high peak.”
[a]
Now venerated as a saint in Serbia, Archimandrite Justin was a friend of
Archbishop John Maximovitch when the latter lived in Serbia.
[b]In a letter of 1951, former Vice President Henry A. Wallace recalled how, in
1934, President Franklin D. Roosevelt decided to place the Great Seal of the
United States on the dollar bill: “Roosevelt, as he looked at the colored
reproduction of the Seal, was first struck with the representation of the ‘All
Seeing Eye,’ a Masonic representation of The Great Architect of the Universe.
Next he was impressed with the idea that the foundation for the new order of the
ages [novus ordo seclorum] had been laid in 1776 but that it would be completed
only under the eye of the Great Architect. Roosevelt like myself was a 32nd
degree Mason. He suggested that the Seal be put on the dollar bill... and took the
matter up with the Secretary of the Treasury.” (Richard S. Patterson and
Richardson Dougall, The Eagle and the Shield[U.S. Dept. of State, 1976], p.
403.)
[c]
In his 1967 Christmas message, Patriarch Athenagoras wrote: “In the
movement for union, it is not a question of one Church moving towards the
other; rather, let us all together refound the One, Holy, Catholic, and Apostolic
Church, coexisting in the East and the West....”
[d]After his first meeting with Pope Paul VI in 1963, Patriarch Athenagoras told
an Italian news agency: “I was especially impressed by the fact that the Pontiff
has completely forgotten the ugly past and has made it possible for us to
inaugurate a new epoch. Paul VI and I are reaping the firstfruits of this new
epoch.” (Katholiki no. 1375, Feb. 5, 1964.)
[e]
This last statement was made by the above-mentioned Fr. Patrinacos in The
Orthodox Observer.
[f]
The Constantinian era began in the fourth century with the establishment of
Orthodox Christian monarchy in Constantinople under Emperor Constantine; it
ended in 1917 with the fall of the Orthodox monarchy of Moscow, the “Third
Rome,” the successor of Constantinople.
[g]At the Second Ecumenical Council of A.D. 381 (the first Council of
Constantinople), the Holy Fathers condemned the heresy of chiliasm. They
deliberately inserted an article in the Nicean Creed (“and His Kingdom shall
have no end”) to counteract the false teaching that Christ will have a political,
earthly reign of a thousand years. In more recent times chiliasm has become
widespread in Protestant churches, which have rejected the Christianity of the
Constantinian era (prior to the Reformation). Their expectations put them in
danger of following Antichrist, who will set up an earthly kingdom, claiming to
be Christ.
[h]In his later years Eugene commented on the similarity between Islamic and
Communist totalitarianism with regard to their violent methods of coercion and
repression; see ch. 86 below.
[i]
Two magazines, which Eugene found quite worldly in content, published by
the Metropolia for children and teenagers.
[b]
It will be remembered that Eugene had been very moved by Archbishop (then
Bishop) John Shahovskoy when he attended the Pascha service at the
Metropolia’s Cathedral in San Francisco in 1957. See ch. 11 above.
[c]The Cathedral was dedicated to the icon of the Mother of God, “Joy of All
Who Sorrow.” As will be remembered, Fr. Gerasim had sent the Brotherhood an
icon of the “Joy of All Who Sorrow” at its founding — an icon which had
perhaps belonged to Blessed Herman himself.
[d]
Bishop Alypy Gamanovich of Cleveland (1926–), later Archbishop of
Chicago and Detroit.
[e] Litia: a prayerful supplication, here referring to the short Office for the Dead.
[f]
This prayer rule, practiced in Optina Monastery, consists of three hundred
Jesus Prayers (“Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner”),
one hundred prayers to the Mother of God (“Most Holy Mother of God, save
us”), fifty to one’s Guardian Angel (“Holy Angel of the Lord, my Guardian, pray
to God for me”), and fifty to All Saints (“All ye Saints, pray to God for us”).
[h]
Bishop Laurus Skurla of Jordanville (1928–2008) had been consecrated
Bishop of Manhattan in 1967. In 1976 he succeeded Archbishop Averky as
Bishop of Syracuse and Abbot of Holy Trinity Monastery, Jordanville, and in
2001 he was elected chief hierarch of the Russian Church Abroad.
[j]
Patriarch Tikhon of Moscow and All Russia (1865–1925) was at one time the
head of the Russian Church in America and stationed in San Francisco;
Metropolitan Innocent of Moscow (1797–1879) was a great apostle to Alaska
and visited San Francisco. Both were later canonized by the Orthodox Church.
[k]Fr. Gerasim did not take sides in the split in the Russian Church in America
which was renewed at the Cleveland Sobor in 1946. In a letter of 1965 he wrote:
“I commemorate all. We are all children of one Mother Orthodox Church. We
are all children of one Mother, Holy Russia. But how sad is this division in the
Church.”
[l]
Archimandrite Cyprian Pyzhov of Jordanville, a renowned iconographer,
reposed in 2001.
[m] Bishop Andrew: formerly Fr. Adrian, Gleb’s spiritual father in New York.
[o]Litia here refers to the prayerful supplication, with a procession, that takes
place at the end of Vespers on special feasts.
[r]A few months after the canonization, the American Metropolia (now the
Orthodox Church in America) also expressed its gratitude. Its Bishop of Alaska,
Theodosius (later Metropolitan), sent one of his priests to the brothers with a
relic of St. Herman (a piece of his left rib), thanking them for their work in
making St. Herman known and in preparing the ground for his canonization.
[s] Trapeza: a monastic refectory; also, the communal meal in the refectory.
[t]
The brothers surmised that the magazine page had been sent by Fr. Gerasim to
his friend Archbishop Tikhon, and that it had fallen out of the late hierarch’s
service books, which had been used during the services that morning. On the
cover of the next issue of The Orthodox Word (no. 32, 1970), the brothers
featured the painting of St. Herman that was found on the page.
[a]Most of Eugene’s recollections in this and the succeeding chapter have been
taken from letters he wrote on Jan. 10, 1971; Jan. 17, 1971; and March 25, 1971.
[c]
It is interesting that at the first tonsure Gleb witnessed, at Holy Trinity
Monastery in 1954, the new monk had been given the name Herman (after St.
Herman of Valaam), while at the first tonsure Eugene witnessed, at Bishop
Nektary’s Kursk Icon Chapel in Alameda in 1964, the new monk had been given
the name Seraphim.
[h]I.e., a collection of the Lives of the Valaam Saints and Elders. The
Brotherhood began this work during Fr. Seraphim’s lifetime and continued it
after his repose, publishing the Lives in The Orthodox Word.
[a]
That is, according to the Church Calendar. According to the civil calendar it
was January 7, 1971.
[b]
The miracle-working icon of the Mother of God before which St. Seraphim
was healed.
[c]These people, which were listed by Fr. Seraphim in one of his letters,
included two bishops (Laurus and Nektary), two priests, a deacon, and two lay
people.
[d] On September 10/23, 2000.
[a]
Treby: services for specific needs; from the Trebnik, the priest’s book
containing these services.
PART VI
Chapter 57. ARCHBISHOP JOHN’S SOTAINNIK
[b]
Both of these holy hierarchs were canonized by the Russian Orthodox Church
(Moscow Patriarchate) in 1988.
[a]
Fr. Georges Florovsky served as the dean of St. Vladimir’s Seminary from
1949 to 1955.
[b]Fr. Alexander Schmemann became the seminary’s new dean in 1962, and was
succeeded after his repose by Fr. John Meyendorff.
[e]
Metropolitan Philaret of Moscow (1782–1867) was canonized by the Russian
Orthodox Church (Moscow Patriarchate) in 1994.
[g]
Dix’s book The Shape of the Liturgy (1945) had by this time made an
enormous impact on mainline Protestant denominations.
[h]Fr. John Meyendorff writes: “It is quite clear that Fr. Alexander’s theological
worldview was shaped during his Paris years. But, although the influence of
some of his [Russian Orthodox] teachers was decisive, he always lived in a
wider spiritual world. The forties and fifties were a period of extraordinary
theological revival in French Roman Catholicism — the years of a ‘return to the
sources’ and a ‘liturgical movement.’ It is from that existing milieu that Fr.
Schmemann really learned ‘liturgical theology,’ a ‘philosophy of time’ and the
true meaning of the ‘paschal mystery.’ The names of Jean Daniélou, Louis
Bouyer, and several others are inseparable from the shaping of Fr. Schmemann’s
mind.” (Fr. John Meyendorff, “A Life Worth Living,” St. Vladimir’s Theological
Quarterly, vol. 28, no. 1, 1988.)
[a]Fathers Herman and Seraphim were actually still called Gleb and Eugene at
this time. Their tonsure occurred a month after Alexey’s first visit to the
hermitage.
[b] A married couple, martyred for Christ in Nicomedia in the fourth century.
[c] Elder Nektary of Optina, Fr. Adrian’s spiritual father.
[a]
For example, Metropolitan Anthony wrote: “Why did the sufferings of
Christ’s soul for the sinfulness of mankind bring about our redemption?”
(Metropolitan Anthony, An Experiment at an Orthodox Christian Catechism, p.
53). Elsewhere he wrote: “The very sufferings of co-suffering love are precisely
our redemption” (from an article on Kant, in Archbishop Nikon [Rklitsky], The
Biography of Blessed Anthony, Metropolitan of Kiev and Galich, vol. 11, p. 43).
[b]Cf. Romans 5:12: By one man sin entered the world, and death by sin. I
Corinthians 15:21–22: For since by man came death, by man came also the
resurrection of the dead. For as in Adam all die, even so in Christ shall all be
made alive. Wisdom of Solomon 2:23: God made man incorruptible.
[c]
Cf. Hebrews 2:9: But we see Jesus, Who was made a little lower than the
angels for the suffering of death, crowned with glory and honor; that He by the
grace of God should taste death for every man. Matthew 20:28, Mark 10:45: The
Son of Man came... to give His life a ransom for many.
[d]Cf. I Corinthians 15:42, 44: So also is the resurrection of the dead. It is sown
in corruption; it is raised in incorruption... it is sown a natural body; it is raised
a spiritual body.
[f]A disciple of the Optina Elders, Archbishop Seraphim Sobolev became known
as a wonderworker after his repose in Bulgaria. See “Several Posthumous
Miracles of Archbishop Seraphim,” Ortthodox Life, vol. 52, no. 3 (May–June
2002), pp. 21–33.
[g] As Fr. Seraphim explained, “Metropolitan Anthony said it was ‘not worthy’
of Jesus Christ that He should be afraid of His coming sufferings, whereas as a
matter of fact most of the Holy Fathers talk about precisely this point: that this
proves the human nature of Jesus Christ, that He was afraid of the coming
sufferings. So Archbishop John corrected this and also gave the best part of
Metropolitan Anthony’s teaching on compassionate love.” (Fr. Seraphim Rose,
“The Theological Writings of Archbishop John,” The Orthodox Word nos. 175–
76, p. 147.)
[h]In the above-mentioned article, Archbishop John wrote that “He [Christ] now
offers Himself up to death for the salvation of the world” (Archbishop John,
“About What Did Christ Pray in the Garden of Gethsemane?”). In another
article, written in 1947, he stated: “The Cross was sanctified by the Body of
Christ which was nailed to it when He gave Himself over to torments and death
for the salvation of the world.... The whole human race, by the death of Christ on
the Cross, received deliverance from the authority of the devil.” (Archbishop
John, “The Cross, Preserver of the Universe,” The Orthodox Word no. 89
[1979], p. 264.)
[i]
As Fr. Seraphim noted, this occurred after the new teaching “was thoroughly
discussed with the participation of Metropolitan Eleutherius and Archbishop
Benjamin Fedchenkov of Western Europe, who was personally close to
Metropolitan Anthony.”
[j] Archbishop Leonty Filippovich of Chile (†1971); see chapters 30 and 42
above.
[k]
Archbishop Nikon Rklitsky of Washington and Florida (†1976); see p. 236
above.
[m]
See pp. 233, 236 above. He served as chief hierarch of the Russian Church
Abroad from 1986 to 2001.
[n]
See p. 236 above. In 1978 he was consecrated Bishop of Manhattan, Vicar for
Eastern America. He reposed in 1995.
[o]
The Russian version, which he wrote for Bishop Nektary’s use, was longer
and more complete.
[p]To take three examples among many: “By being crucified on Golgotha, Thou
hast saved man whom Thou hast made in Thine own image and who lay dead in
sin through the transgression” (Canticle Four of the Canon of Sunday Matins,
Tone 3). “Thou hast redeemed us from the curse of the Law by Thy precious
blood: nailed to the Cross and pierced with a spear, Thou hast poured forth
immortality upon mankind. O our Saviour, glory to Thee” (Holy Friday Matins).
“O Lord, on the Cross Thou hast torn up the record of our sins; numbered among
the departed, Thou hast bound fast the ruler of hell, delivering all men from the
chains of death by Thy Resurrection...” (Sessional Hymn, Holy Friday Matins).
[q]
I.e., a report recently written by the chief hierarch of the Russian Church
Abroad.
[r]
Archbishop Afanassy Martos of Buenos Aires, Argentina, and Paraguay
(†1983); see p. 238 above.
[s] In the appendix to Fr. Michael Pomazansky’s Orthodox Dogmatic Theology in
Russian.
[t]
In the appendix to the second edition of Orthodox Dogmatic Theology in
English; also in The Orthodox Word, nos. 175–76 (1994).
[a]His instructor at that time had been Fr. Leonid Upshinsky, who had taught
classes on the first few chapters of Genesis according to Patristic commentaries.
[b]In this and other passages from Fr. Seraphim’s letters quoted subsequently in
this chapter, we have removed the names of individuals.
[c]
The full text of Fr. Seraphim’s reply was published posthumously in the book
Genesis, Creation and Early Man (St. Herman Brotherhood, 2000), pp. 381–
453.
[f]
Fr. Seraphim read several of the books published by the Institute for Creation
Research, located not far from his hometown of San Diego, California.
[g] On the “New Valaam Theological Academy,” see chapters 71 and 83 below.
[h]
Such as St. Macarius the Great, St. John Chrysostom, St. Symeon the New
Theologian, St. Gregory of Sinai, and St. Maximos the Confessor. See Fr.
Seraphim Rose, Genesis, Creation and Early Man, pp. 208–9, 410–15.
[i]In recent years it has been demonstrated that the biological mechanism
allegedly responsible for evolution — chance mutation — does not increase
genetic information, as molecules-to-man evolution would require. Rather,
mutations result in a loss of information. This evidence from genetics provides
perhaps the most devastating scientific argument to date against evolutionary
theory. See Dr. Lee Spetner, Not by Chance (New York: The Judaica Press,
1998), and Dr. J. C. Sanford, Genetic Entropy (Waterloo, N.Y.: FMS
Publications, 2008).
[j]
Phillip E. Johnson was for thirty-five years a Professor of Law at the
University of California, Berkeley. With his background in law and logic, he
noticed that the arguments propounded in evolutionist literature were based not
on fact but on rhetoric. His thoughtful and carefully researched book, Darwin on
Trial, was published in 1991. Since that time he has become the unofficial leader
of the burgeoning and influential “Intelligent Design” movement, and has
become known as an incisive commentator on contemporary cultural trends.
[k]
Prior to the publication of the complete Russian translation of Genesis,
Creation and Early Man in 2004, Russian translations of Fr. Seraphim’s letter to
Dr. Kalomiros and his commentary on Genesis were published, in 1997 and
1998 respectively.
[l]
On the work of “Shestodnev,” see The Orthodox Word, nos. 258–59 (2008),
pp. 4–7.
PART VII
Chapter 65. CHILDREN
[c]At the time of this writing, “Eastern Orthodox Books” in Willits still has a
large number of titles available.
[a]
These were published by the St. Herman Brotherhood in 1990, under the title
Guidance Toward Spiritual Life.
[c]
This was in 1976. The strife was caused by the super-correct faction (see ch.
81 below).
[c]
The photographs were donated by the Makushinskys, who appear later in this
chapter.
[d]The sister of Fr. Seraphim’s godmother. In her youth she had been a frequent
pilgrim to Valaam, and the spiritual daughter of Elder Nicholas II of Valaam
(†1947). Elder Nicholas lived at Konevits Skete on Valaam Island — a skete
dedicated to the Konevits Icon of the Mother of God.
[e]In Russia and other Orthodox countries, Christians have traditionally prayed
to St. Elias for rain in times of drought.
[f]The aforementioned western half of the original parcel. The fathers were
finally able to buy it in 1981.
[g]
These Royal Doors were too large to fit within the iconostasis of the
monastery church. In 1988, when a larger church was built at the monastery,
Archbishop John’s Royal Doors were finally put in place within the iconostasis.
[h]
Apodosis: the leave-taking (literally, “giving away”) of a feast, which usually
occurs eight days after the feast itself.
[j]
On January 7/20 the Church celebrates the Synaxis of St. John the Forerunner
and Baptist of the Lord.
[m]In 1973 the fathers had obtained a tape of the Akathist to the Mother of God,
sung in the San Francisco Cathedral with Archbishop John serving. “Hardly a
word of his is understandable,” Fr. Seraphim wrote at the time, “but the dear
familiar voice is there!” Fr. Seraphim later told Alexey Young that when he and
Fr. Herman first heard this tape, they wept, “for we had not expected to hear that
voice again this side of heaven.” (Fr. Alexey Young, Letters from Fr. Seraphim,
p. 95.)
[n]In Russia, pancakes (bliny) are a traditional food with which to commemorate
the dead.
[o]
Trisagion prayers: prayers to the Holy Trinity, concluding with the “Our
Father” prayer.
[p]In a letter Fr. Seraphim wrote concerning the hymns beginning with “Open
unto me the doors of repentance,” which are sung from the Sunday of the
Publican and the Pharisee until the Fifth Sunday of Great Lent: “Russians begin
to sigh or weep when they hear them again after another year has passed.”
(Letter to Alexey Young, January 30, 1974.)
[q] On the “Optina Five-hundred” prayer rule, see the note on p. 415 above.
[a]About a hundred miles north of the St. Herman Hermitage, Mount Shasta has
for a long time been a hub for occult groups and activities.
[a]Fr. Seraphim was later to help Alexey Young write an entire book on
Kireyevsky, for which he translated long passages from Kireyevsky’s works. See
Fr. Alexey Young, A Man Is His Faith: Ivan Kireyevsky and Orthodox
Christianity (London: St. George Information Service, 1980).
[b] Ivan Kontzevitch wrote the Life of Kireyevsky, which was later translated
into English and published in Fr. Leonid Kavelin, Elder Macarius of Optina (St.
Herman Brotherhood, 1995).
[c]
Fr. Seraphim’s lectures on evolution and “Christian evolutionism” have been
published in Genesis, Creation and Early Man (St. Herman Brotherhood, 2000).
[b]St. John Chrysostom writes: “Before that [the fall] they lived in Paradise like
angels, were not aroused by the flesh, were not inflamed by other passions
either, were not weighed down by bodily needs, but being created entirely
incorrupt and immortal, did not even need the covering of clothing.” (St. John
Chrysostom, Homilies on Genesis 15:4.)
[c]
St. John Chrysostom: “Do you see whence marriage had its beginning,
whence it was deemed necessary? From the disobedience, from the curse, from
death. For where there is death, there is also marriage. Whereas, when the first
does not exist, then neither does the other follow.” (St. John Chrysostom, “On
Virginity” 14.)
[d]
A Patristic refutation of the modernist view can be found in Bishop Artemy
Radosavljevic, “The Mystery of Marriage in a Dogmatic Light,” Divine Ascent,
vol. 1, nos. 3–4 (1998), pp. 48–60.
[e]St. Maximos the Confessor: “The first man was fittingly condemned to a
bodily generation that is without choice, material, and subject to death... to bear
the dishonorable affinity with the irrational beasts, instead of the divine,
unutterable honor of being with God.” (St. Maximos the Confessor, Ambiguum
42.)
[f]
St. Gregory the Theologian: “It is good for one to be tied in marriage,
temperately though, rendering to God more than to sexual relations. It is better to
be free of these bonds, rendering everything to God and to the things above.”
(St. Gregory the Theologian, Poem 1:2.1, “In Praise of Virginity.”)
[g] Further thoughts of Fr. Seraphim on this subject are found on p. 808 below.
[h]As Fr. Seraphim noted, the Slavonic term which he translated as “familiarity
of behavior” literally means “brazenness.” See Saints Barsanuphius and John,
Guidance Toward Spiritual Life (St. Herman of Alaska Brotherhood, revised
edition, 2002), p. 78n.
[i] These photographs are reproduced on pp. 620 and 243 above.
[j]
From this book, Fr. Seraphim translated the complete text of Archbishop
Averky’s Commentary on the Apocalypse, and portions of his Commentary on
the Gospels and Epistles.
[k]
In addition, a Russian version of it was published for several years in
Moscow.
[a]During a talk in 1979 (“Orthodox Christians Facing the 1980s”), for example,
Fr. Seraphim said of certain pockets of the Catacomb Church in Russia: “There
are some places where nuns run the services because there are no priests, and
they’re convinced that everybody is a heretic but themselves. This is apparently
the same spirit that exists in some places in Greece.”
[a]
That is, the Russian alphabet used before the Bolshevik take-over of Russia,
when the Communists removed four letters.
[b] This museum was set up inside the guesthouse in which Dostoyevsky had
stayed during his visit to Optina.
[c]
The year 1990 also marked the canonization of the Optina Elders by the
Russian Orthodox Church Abroad. In 1996 the Optina Elders were locally
canonized in Optina, and in 2000 they were universally canonized in Moscow by
the Russian Orthodox Church (Moscow Patriarchate).
[b]The St. Herman Brotherhood published these after Fr. Seraphim’s repose, in
Little Russian Philokalia, vol. 4: St. Paisius Velichkovsky (1994).
[c]After the publication of the book, Fr. Seraphim’s service was translated into
Slavonic and used on Mount Athos during the local canonization of Blessed
Paisius.
[d]Note that Fr. Seraphim preceded the phrase “ascend... to the heights of
prayer” with a phrase on being preserved by humility. This is characteristic of
the great caution with which Fr. Seraphim approached the spiritual ascent, since
one can think one is on the heights of prayer while actually being in a state of
delusion fed by vainglory.
[a]
Although not mentioned in Orthodoxy and the Religion of the Future, the
twentieth-century guru Sri Aurobindo was another major proponent of modern
evolutionism according to Hindu metaphysics.
[b] This “conclusion” became part of the introduction when Fr. Seraphim
compiled the book in its final form.
[a]Included in Fr. Seraphim’s report were the following Saints: St. Cletus, Pope
of Rome (April 26); St. Callistus, Pope of Rome († ca. 218–22, April 14); St.
Julius, Pope of Rome (†352, April 12); St. Scholastica († ca. 543, Feb. 10); St.
Eugenius, Bishop of Carthage (†505, July 13); St. Ursula (third century?, Oct.
21); and St. Eligius, Bishop of Noyon (†659, Dec. 1).
[b] Recorded in the Dialogues of St. Gregory the Great, Book II.
[c]After the publication of this book in 1988, some of the Saints’ Lives included
in it were translated into Greek and published by Xeropotamou Monastery on
Mount Athos (see Agioreitiki Martyria [June–November 1991], pp. 205–8). A
complete Romanian edition of the book was published in Bucharest in 2004, and
a complete Russian edition was published in Moscow in 2005. The St. Herman
Brotherhood plans to publish a new English edition of the book under the title
The Spiritual World of St. Gregory of Tours.
PART IX
Chapter 79. THE INHERITANCE OF THE SERBIAN BISHOP SAVA
[c]
Archimandrite Panteleimon (†1984) was the co-founder of Holy Trinity
Monastery in Jordanville. He is not to be confused with the aforementioned
Archimandrite Panteleimon of Holy Transfiguration Monastery in Boston.
[f]
The Holy Fathers have seen the “Woman clothed with the sun” who flees into
the wilderness (Apocalypse, ch. 12) as a symbol of the Church of the last times.
This teaching was explicated by Archbishop Averky in his commentary on the
book of the Apocalypse, which was translated into English by Fr. Seraphim and
published by the St. Herman Brotherhood in 1985.
[a]
Typica: a service usually chanted in place of the Divine Liturgy, consisting of
Psalms, the Beatitudes, the Nicene Creed, and other hymns and prayers.
[b] This text had been written by the Platina fathers themselves.
[d]
That is, during the above-mentioned visit of Archbishop Anthony, Bishop
Nektary, and Deacon Andrew Papkov.
[a] See Fr. Seraphim’s discussion of this in Vita Patrum, pp. 125–26.
[b]This was the visit of December 4/17 described above (p. 443), during which a
reconciliation had occurred between Archbishop Anthony and the Brotherhood.
[d] These frescoes had been painted after the Brotherhood had moved away from
San Francisco.
[e]
A reference to Acts, ch. 2, in which, on the day of Pentecost, the Apostles are
accused of being “full of new wine” after having been filled with the Holy Spirit.
[g]I.e., because Barbara sang on the kliros all the parts of the Liturgy designated
for the choir.
[i]
Five years later, on Great Wednesday of 2007, he was tonsured into the Great
Schema, becoming a hieroschemamonk. He now resides at a skete of the St.
Gregory Palamas Monastery in Hayesville, Ohio.
[j] The commemoration day of St. Ambrose of Milan, December 7/20, 2002.
PART X
Chapter 83. MISSIONS
[b]Anaphora: the most solemn part of the Divine Liturgy, which culminates in
the consecration of the Holy Gifts.
[c]
Fr. Herman was at that time visiting Holy Trinity Monastery in Jordanville.
See p. 857 below.
[d]Together with the other Optina Elders, Elder Nikon was later canonized by
the Russian Orthodox Church Abroad and the Russian Orthodox Church
(Moscow Patriarchate).
[f]
St. John Chrysostom and other Holy Fathers considered Genesis to be a
prophetic book since its author, the Prophet Moses, was a prophet of things of
the past. See Fr. Seraphim Rose, Genesis, Creation and Early Man, pp. 91–94.
[b]
This is from the passages that Fr. Seraphim selected and translated from the
book of Saints Barsanuphius and John, published after Fr. Seraphim’s repose
under the title Guidance Toward Spiritual Life.
[c]In this article, Fr. Seraphim wrote: “Among Western converts to Orthodoxy...
there is indeed a temptation to speak too freely of ‘heresy’ and ‘heretics,’ and to
make the errors of the non-Orthodox an excuse for a certain pharisaic smugness
about our own ‘Orthodoxy.’ Even when it is worded in a theologically correct
manner, this attitude is spiritually wrong and helps to drive away from the
Orthodox Church many who would otherwise be attracted to it.” (“In Defense of
Fr. Dimitry Dudko,” The Orthodox Word, no. 92 [1980], p. 131.)
[a]
Prokimenon: a liturgical verse, usually from the Psalms, which is to be read
and then sung.
[b]It was about his second hike up the hill on that day that Fr. Seraphim wrote in
his Chronicle: “Walking up the hill on Friday night, Fr. Seraphim is exhausted
but deeply joyful.” See pp. 602–3 above.
[c]
Fr. Seraphim later printed this letter in The Orthodox Word, no. 87 (1979), pp.
146, 177. At the end of the letter the address of the parish in Degeya, Uganda
was printed, along with indications of how Orthodox Christians in the West
could help.
[d]In the 1990s and up to today, the greatest persecution of Christians in Africa
has been occurring under the totalitarian Muslim government of Sudan. For
current information, see The Voice of the Martyrs newsletter.
[a] Here Fr. Seraphim was thinking of priests like Fr. Grigori Kravchina of the
Church of St. Seraphim in Seaside, the first Orthodox priest he had talked to.
[a]Having lived in a wilderness monastery for many years, St. Sergius was sent
for by St. Alexey, Metropolitan of Moscow, who tried to persuade him to be
consecrated bishop and become his successor. Despite much urging by the
Metropolitan, St. Sergius continued to refuse the elevation, and St. Alexey,
fearing that St. Sergius might disappear entirely into the wilderness, gave up his
entreaty and allowed him to return to his monastery. When Metropolitan Alexey
died shortly thereafter, the local princes once more tried to persuade St. Sergius
to accept the rank of bishop, but he was adamant in his refusal.
[c]Ayatollah Khomeini, an Iranian Muslim leader with a long gray beard, was at
that time very much in the news.
[d]
The Cathedral of the Orthodox Church in America (formerly the American
Metropolia) in Cleveland, Ohio.
[f]Fr. Seraphim’s godson, the former Br. Laurence, who had lived for three years
at the St. Herman Monastery.
[h]
The aforementioned co-founder of the Jordanville monastery; reposed in
1984.
[i] This prayer was actually spoken in Russian, forming a rhymed couplet.
[j] Formerly Igor Kapral, the spiritual son of Bishop Sava mentioned earlier (see
p. 722). In 1984 he was consecrated a bishop.
[m]The complete text of this talk was later published in The Orthodox Word, no.
94 (1980), pp. 211–36.
[n]
I.e., the headquarters of the Synod of the Russian Church Abroad on Park
Avenue in New York City.
[o]That is, they read labels to see whether or not foods have oil or dairy products
in them, and thus determine whether they are strictly “lenten.”
[q]
Metropolitan Evlogy Georgievsky of Paris (†1946). See the note on p. 228
above.
[a]
Later, in 1988, she was canonized by the Russian Orthodox Church (Moscow
Patriarchate).
[c]
Paramon: a square piece of cloth, worn by tonsured monks and nuns, on
which are embroidered a cross and the words “I bear on my body the wounds of
Christ.”
[d] Fr. Seraphim started to translate St. Theophan the Recluse’s most popular
book, The Path to Salvation, to be serialized in Orthodox America and then to be
published in book form. Before his death he completed a third of it. In 1996 the
St. Herman Brotherhood published the entire book, including the portion
translated by Fr. Seraphim.
[e] The books published by St. Xenia Skete during Fr. Seraphim’s lifetime
included Blessed Athanasia: Disciple of St. Seraphim (1980), and Maria of
Olonets: Desert-Dweller of the Northern Forests (1981).
PART XI
Chapter 91. THE SOUL AFTER DEATH
[a]As Fr. Seraphim pointed out in his “Answer to a Critic,” several Holy Fathers
of the Philokalia talk about the toll-houses, including St. Hesychius the
Presbyter, St. Diadochos of Photiki, St. John of Karpathos, St. Abba Dorotheus
of Gaza, St. Theognostos, and St. Peter Damascene.
[a]During the same year, 1976, Fr. Seraphim used many ideas from this talk in
writing his article “The Orthodox Theology of Archbishop John Maximovitch,”
first published in the St. Herman Calendar, and later as the introduction to The
Orthodox Veneration of the Mother of God, 1978.
[d]Fr. Seraphim’s English Akathist was used as the basis for the Akathist in the
official Church service to Archbishop John in the Slavonic language, published
by Holy Trinity Monastery in Jordanville after Archbishop John’s canonization.
In 1987, the St. Herman Brotherhood published an expanded version of
Blessed John, under the title Blessed John the Wonderworker. This book, which
includes the prima vita of Archbishop John and other articles by Fr. Seraphim,
has now been published in Russian, Greek, Serbian, and Romanian.
[e]Fr. Michael also set forth the Orthodox teaching on redemption in his article
“Orthodox Dogmatic Theology in the Exposition of Macarius, Metropolitan of
Moscow: The Dogma of Redemption,” in Pravoslavny Put’ (The Orthodox Way)
(Jordanville, New York: Holy Trinity Monastery, 1972), pp. 3–18 (in Russian).
[f] In a letter Fr. Seraphim noted that Fr. Michael, being unfamiliar with the
scientific side of the creation/evolution issue, felt “out of his depth” in
presenting the full Patristic teaching on creation. The resulting lack in Fr.
Michael’s book is more than made up for by Fr. Seraphim’s own work on
creation: Genesis, Creation and Early Man. (Fr. Seraphim’s note on Fr. Michael
is found on p. 534 of that book.)
[g]
In 1992 the St. Herman Brotherhood published a new Russian edition of
Orthodox Dogmatic Theology incorporating Fr. Michael’s changes and
additions, and sent it in large quantities into Russia and Bulgaria. In 2009 a
Romanian edition was published in Bucharest.
[a] At that time the Tsar had not been canonized, either in Russia or abroad.
[b]After Fr. Seraphim’s death, the St. Herman Brotherhood learned in Russia
that Fr. Dimitry had in fact done this to save a group of young men who were
being persecuted.
[c]The story of Fr. George’s prison ordeal, together with the complete text of his
Lenten Sermons, was published by the St. Herman Brotherhood in 1997 under
the title Christ Is Calling You! After his repose, his life and an account of his last
days were published in The Orthodox Word, no. 255 (2007), pp. 155–77.
[d] Canonized by the Russian Orthodox Church (Moscow Patriarchate) in 1996.
[a]
The future Metropolitan Jonah, chief hierarch of the Orthodox Church in
America.
[c]For this talk, Fr. Seraphim generally followed the written outline of his talk at
the 1978 St. Herman Summer Pilgrimage (see p. 787 above).
[d] This part of Fr. Seraphim’s talk has been quoted in the previous chapter.
[e] Fr. Seraphim is referring to the Patristic interpretation of II Thessalonians 2:4
regarding the Antichrist: So that he as God sitteth in the temple of God, showing
himself to be God. See St. Irenaeus of Lyons, Against Heresies V, 25:3–4; St.
Cyril of Jerusalem, Catechetical Homilies 15:12; and St. John Damascene, Exact
Exposition of the Orthodox Faith 4:26.
[f]
This observation has become especially relevant today, when an influential
segment of Jews in Israel has been actively working toward the rebuilding of the
temple, and the Israeli government has come out in favor of the project.
[h]According to St. John Damascene, at the end of the world “Enoch and Elias
the Thesbite will be sent and they shall turn the heart of the fathers to the
children (Malachi 4:6), that is to say, turn the synagogue to the Lord Jesus Christ
and the preaching of the Apostles.” (Exact Exposition of the Orthodox Faith
4:26.)
[i]
The same young man whom Fr. Seraphim described in the journal of his trip
across the country (p. 860 above).
[a]In his “Survival Course,” Fr. Seraphim said: “We know that Elder Macarius
of Optina [1788–1860], before he became a monk, played the violin. Obviously,
he played those musical pieces which were around at that time, 1810 or so. In
the West, what did they have?—Paganini, Mozart, Boccherini, etc.”
[b]
This was probably Dr. Henry Cord Meyer, who taught German and European
History at Pomona. Meyer was the academic mentor of the history major Kaizo
Kubo, who greatly admired him. He was the same professor, mentioned earlier,
who was on a year’s leave from Pomona when Kaizo’s tragedy occurred.
[a]
Panagia (literally, “All-Holy”) here refers to an icon of the Mother of God
worn by a bishop.
[b]Philip Blyth was later ordained to the priesthood and served at the Surety of
Sinners mission in Redding. He reposed on December 5/18, 2002.
PART XII
Chapter 99. HOPE
[a] This was written a few months before Archbishop Averky’s repose in 1976.
[e]It is worthy of note that Metropolitan Laurus, who at the end of his life was
pivotal in effecting the reunion of the separated parts of the Russian Orthodox
Church, was praised by Fr. Seraphim over three decades earlier for what the
latter called “several invaluable qualities: simplicity, honesty, ‘unpolitcalness’
(despite being in the center of the Synod!), and being a little ‘not of this world.’”
(Letter of Fr. Seraphim to Alexey Young, June 16, 1976.)
[f]
This was Fr. Paul O’Callaghan, assistant pastor of St. Nicholas Antiochian
Orthodox Cathedral in Los Angeles, later dean of St. George Cathedral in
Wichita, Kansas.
[g] I.e., because Fr. Dimitry was a priest of the Moscow Patriarchate.
[b]Latin for “To the stars! To the stars!” From the saying Per aspera ad astera
(“Through difficulties to the stars”).
[a]In August of 1983, less than a year after Fr. Seraphim’s repose, brothers from
the St. Herman Monastery arrived on Spruce Island, Alaska — the island St.
Herman named “New Valaam” — and soon thereafter built a skete there
dedicated to the Archangel Michael. Since that time the Brotherhood has
maintained a continuous monastic presence on the island.
[b] The evangelizers of the Slavic peoples, reposed in 869 and 885 respectively.
[d] An acronym for the Greek words mysterion, agape, nous, sophia.
[e]
Named after the Archangel Raphael, whose name means “God has healed,”
and who appears in the book of Tobit as an angel of healing.
[f]
For more details on the entrance of the Holy Order of MANS/Christ the
Saviour Brotherhood into the Orthodox Church, see Hieromonk Jonah
Paffhausen, “The Doors of Repentance,” Again magazine, vol. 23, no. 1 (2001),
pp. 23–26.
[g]
This was Eugene’s letter to his parents (quoted in ch. 18 above) in which he
explained his reasons for leaving the academic world.
[h]
This was the place of the grave of Archimandrite Gerasim, located near his
cabin. In 1995 an Orthodox priest from Kodiak, Archpriest Peter Kreta, was
buried next to Fr. Gerasim. Hence this place is referred to here as a “graveyard.”
[i]
St. Michael’s Skete, located about four miles from Monk’s Lagoon, was
founded in 1983 by the St. Herman Brotherhood. The Brotherhood has had a
continuous monastic presence at the skete since that time.
BIBLIOGRAPHY
PUBLISHED BOOKS WRITTEN BY FR. SERAPHIM
Feasts and Holy Icons. Includes his articles on the Weeping Icons of the
Mother of God.
The Kingdom of Man and the Kingdom of God: The Early Writings of Fr.
Seraphim Rose. Includes Fr. Seraphim’s chapter on Nihilism, his essay “The
Philosophy of the Absurd,” his essay on the “Grand Inquisitor,” his
philosophical journal from 1960 to 1962, his letter to Thomas Merton, and
selected notes from his unfinished magnum opus, The Kingdom of Man and the
Kingdom of God.
The Savor of Orthodoxy: The Lectures of Fr. Seraphim Rose. Includes
“Raising the Mind, Warming the Heart,” “God’s Revelation to the Human
Heart,” “The Search for Orthodoxy,” “Orthodoxy in the USA,” “Living the
Orthodox Worldview,” “In Step with Saints Patrick and Gregory of Tours,”
“The Future of Russia and the End of the World,” “The Orthodox Revival in
Russia,” “Contemporary Signs of the End of the World,” “Orthodox Christians
Facing the 1980s,” “The Chinese Mind,” “Signs of the Times,” “The
Apocalypse: A Book of Mysteries,” “The Theological Writings of Archbishop
John and the Question of ‘Western Influence’ in Orthodox Theology,” and other
lectures.
Modern Links with the Holy Fathers. Includes Fr. Seraphim’s writings
about Archbishop Averky of Jordanville, Fr. Michael Pomazansky,
Archimandrite Constantine Zaitsev, Fr. Nicholas Deputatov, I. M. Andreyev,
and Archbishop Andrew (Fr. Adrian) of New Diveyevo.
An Orthodox Survival Course: Understanding the Apostasy of Western
Civilization from the Ancient Christian Worldview. The course Fr. Seraphim
gave at the St. Herman Monastery in 1975.
The Typicon of the Orthodox Church’s Divine Services. A series of articles
he wrote in order to inspire Orthodox Christians to do the daily cycle of Church
services. Includes practical guidelines and musical notation.
PUBLISHED BOOKS TRANSLATED, COMPILED, AND/OR
INTRODUCED BY FR. SERAPHIM
A|B|C|D|E
F|G|H|I|J
K|L|M|N|O
P|R|S|T|U
V|W|X|Y|Z
Caen, Herb, 93
Cairo, Egypt, 62, 87n[f]
Calciu, Fr. George, 932, 951, 993–94
Calcutta, India, 248
Callistus, Pope of Rome, St., 718n[a]
Cambodia, 836
Campbell, Joseph, 153, 701
Camus, Albert, 58, 158n[a]
Canada, 4, 169–70, 190–91, 223, 232, 464, 580, 725, 787
Candide (Voltaire), 538
capitalism, 949–50, 955
Capra, Frank, Jr., 40
Cardoza, Pastor Marion (Fr. Seraphim), 1043–44
Carmel, California, 106, 108–9, 160–61, 194–95, 197, 203, 222–23, 225, 239,
274, 362, 363, 365, 438
Carmel Mission, 204
Carter, Albert, 30–31, 37, 39–40, 47
Catacomb Church in Russia, 405, 505, 603, 653–54, 819, 930, 933–34, 946,
1000
Catherine, Great Martyr, 758
Catherine II, Empress of Russia, 667
Catholic Worker movement, 364, 493
Cattell, Alex, 722
Cavarnos, Constantine, 908
Ceylon, 680
Chamberlain, Richard, 40
“channeling,”, 696–97, 700, see also mediumism; spiritism
“charismatic” movement, 468, 476, 687–89, 691, 693–94, 697–98, 703, 972
Chariton the Confessor of Palestine, St., 595
Chekhov, Anton, 973
Chen, Professor Shih-Hsiang, 91–92
Ch’en, Professor Shou-yi, 39, 90
Chernigov Province, Russia, 174
Chicago, Illinois, 861, 873–74
Chicheneva, Alexandra, 411
Chile, 236
chiliasm (millenarianism), 242, 244, 397, 400–402, 406–7, 538–40, 572, 626–
28, 701, 735–36
definition of, 242n[a], 402n[g]
China, 67, 72, 75–76, 91, 114, 127, 130, 209, 315, 375, 838
Orthodox Church in, 207, 228, 234, 315n[e]
philosophy of, 67, 72, 74–75, 77, 90–91, 113–14, 127, 210, 396, 480
tradition of, 67, 76, 113, 158, 625
Chinese language, linguistics, xiii, 39, 50, 56, 67, 73, 90, 92, 112, 114, 118, 908
Chinese Orthodox Martyrs of the Boxer Rebellion, 315
Chios, Greece, 580
Chrismation, Holy, 199–200, 286, 687
Christ Is Calling You! (Fr. George Calciu), 933n[c]
Christ the Saviour Brotherhood, 1047
Christ the Saviour Cathedral, Moscow, 939–40, 997
Christian Activist, The, 555
Christian Science, 287
Christmas, see Jesus Christ, Feast of the Nativity of
Christmas Carol, A (Dickens), 975
Christmas Oratorio (Bach), 47
Chronicle of the Veneration of Archbishop John Maximovitch, The (Bishop
Sava), 728–29, 758
Chrysostomos Hadjistavrou, Archbishop of Greece, 399
Church Calendar, 169n[a], 195n[e], 226, 270n[c], 324n[b], 1001
Church Fathers, see Holy Fathers
Church services, see services, Divine
Church Slavonic language, 210, 225, 258, 313, 366, 379, 415, 418, 420, 566,
642n[h], 670n[c], 852, 875, 920n[d]
Cicero, 64
Clare, John, 347
Cleaver, Eldridge, 80
Clement of Alexandria, 123, 924
Clement Sederholm, Hieromonk, 647
Cletus, Pope of Rome, St., 714n[a]
Cleveland, Ohio, 861, 871, 873
Cleveland Sobor (1946), 414n[a], 417n[k]
Clinton, President Bill, 153n[d]
Close Encounters of the Third Kind, 684, 699
Coleridge, Samuel Taylor, 156
College of the Pacific, 50, 90
Collins, John Churton, 69
Commentary on the New Testament (Archbishop Averky), 647
Communion, Holy, 169, 249–50, 347, 352, 420, 428, 433, 440–41, 443, 445–46,
462, 467, 501, 503–4, 509, 600, 755, 765, 778, 788, 795, 872, 972, 998, 1000,
1021, 1024–25
Communism, Communists, xiii, 72, 77–78, 107–8, 115, 121, 130, 144, 148, 153,
171, 184, 207, 227–28, 230, 242, 257, 402–7, 413, 478, 627, 651, 655, 658–
59, 690, 735, 836, 924–25, 931, 935, 938–39, 942, 944, 946–49, 951, 954–55,
961, 1050, 1059, 1061, see also Bolshevism; Soviet regime
fall of, 153–54, 413, 908, 931, 948–50, 954, 996
Communist Party U.S.A., 949n[b]
compassion, 209, 228, 328, 813, 830, 834, 850–51, 912, 970, 1005, see also
love, for one’s neighbor; Seraphim Rose, Hieromonk, compassion of
Comstock, Mark, 860
Concern, 407, 485, 542
Confession, Sacrament of, 329, 386, 428, 434, 443, 451, 755, 762, 778, 806,
821, 827, 854, 872, 902, 1024
Confessions of Blessed Augustine, 42, 47, 50, 89, 459, 529, 602, 834
Confucius, Confucianism, 62, 73, 75–77, 92, 120
Constance, Professor Lincoln, 549
constancy, virtue of, 460, 469–70, 492, 571, 576, 611
Constantine, Emperor, St., 402n[f]
Constantine Zaitsev of Jordanville, Archimandrite, 181, 205, 241, 243, 252, 258,
263, 298, 514, 644, 729, 859
Constantinople, 401, 402n[f], 553
Patriarchate of, 228n[d], 398–401, 749
Conversation of St. Seraphim with N. A. Motovilov, 216, 412
Conversations with One’s Own Heart (Metropolitan Anastassy Gribanovsky),
222
converts to Orthodoxy, xi, xiii, 80, 234, 250, 297–98, 302, 338, 405, 474, 522,
559, 569, 609, 622, 630, 648, 656, 663, 680, 708, 710, 753, 793, 843, 864,
868, 876–77, 884, 955, 960, 972, 993, 1010, 1024, 1034, 1049, 1054
Archbishop John and, 314, 513, 523, 529
compared to “cradle Orthodox,” 277, 283–84, 298, 488, 852–54
Fr. Seraphim’s experience as numbered among, xi, 101, 162, 211–13, 254,
258, 535–36, 541, 591, 638–39, 751, 913, 1037, 1060–61
Fr. Seraphim’s general comments on, 211–13, 254, 258, 445, 485, 831–32,
847–49, 852–54, 950, 1015
Fr. Seraphim’s personal counsels to, 287, 366, 469–71, 494–99, 579–80, 604,
801–3, 807, 811–15, 821, 823, 849–51, 876–77, 992, 1012, 1043, 1046,
1049–50
movement of, 110, 408, 517, 524–26, 533, 578–79, 653, 695, 752, 788, 831–
32, 854, 856, 872, 880, 886, 925, 950–51, 953, 1001–4, 1044, 1060
problems of, 101, 162, 258, 263–64, 445, 485, 530–32, 573, 616, 751, 801–2,
807, 810–12, 814n[c], 834, 847–50, 852–53, 856, 859, 913, 920, 968, 1016
Coomaraswamy, Ananda, 79, 133
Copernicus, Nicolaus, 973
Corazza, James (Hieromonk), 953, 960
Corelli, Arcangelo, 225
Cornelius the Centurion, Hieromartyr, 681, 1046–47
“correctness disease,” 530, 829, 849, 880, see also “super-correctness”;
phariseeism
Cortes, Donoso, 627, 973
Cosmas of Zaire, Hieromonk, 1004
Council of Florence, 399
Council on Foreign Relations, 701–2
Counsels from the Holy Mountain (Elder Ephraim), 909
creation (act of), 395, 510, 523, 537–38, 545–47, 552–53, 912, 918–19, 923
of man, 491, 546, 547
creation (created order), 103, 124, 144, 148, 156, 158, 262, 335, 395–97, 457,
459, 509, 538, 544, 547, 554, 590, 641, 808, 919, 1017
“creation-centered spirituality,” 152, 698
Creation Model, 552, 555
Creation Oratorio (Haydn), 602, 974
Creme, Benjamin, 700, 703
crime, juvenile, 143, 150
Crime and Punishment (Dostoyevsky), 17, 116, 974
Croatia, 80
Cromwell, Oliver, 973
Cross, Holy, 353, 354, 356, 507, 509–10, 513, 517, 518n[p], 520, 606, 649, 754,
841, 917, 959
Cub Scouts, 9, 12
Cumbey, Attorney Constance, 703
Cuthbert, Bishop of Lindisfarne, St., 617
Cyprian Pyzhov of Jordanville, Archimandrite, 269, 417, 419–20, 600, 867
Cyril and Methodius, Equals-to-the-Apostles, Sts., 1033
Cyril of Jerusalem, St., 955n[e]
Cyril of White Lake, St., 462, 665, 804
Czechoslovakia, 333n[b], 919
Kabbalah, 696
Kafka, Franz, 58
Kali-Yuga, 65–66, 70, 692
Kalomiros, Dr. Alexander, 543–44, 546, 548–49, 551, 553–55, 556n[a], 912
Kaluga Icon of the Mother of God Chapel, Spruce Island, Alaska, 186
Kansas, 1026
Kant, Immanuel, 146, 253, 626, 805, 841, 973
Kapral, Igor, see Hilarion Kapral, Metropolitan
Karamazov, Ivan (character of Dostoyevsky), 44
Karat, Gregory, 978–80
Kazan Icon of the Mother of God Church, Sacramento, California, 505
Keats, John, 27
Kenya, 832, 1004
Kepler, Johannes, 973
Kerouac, Jack, 93–94, 109
Keston College, 868
KGB, 656, 928–29
Khomeini, Ayatollah, 860n[c]
Khomiakov, Alexey, 121
Kierkegaard, Søren, 132, 842
Kiev, 496
Kiev Caves Lavra, 180, 205, 957
King, Noel, 956
Kingdom of God, xv, 136, 138, 149, 154, 179, 247–48, 259, 457, 460, 575, 717,
833, 941, 1007, 1044, 1051, 1061–63
Kingdom of Heaven, 124, 136, 160, 242n[a], 250–51, 300, 324, 331, 416, 419,
439, 474, 491, 548, 660, 705, 741, 797, 838, 897, 978, 989, 1005
Kingdom of Man and the Kingdom of God, The (Eugene Rose), 127, 132, 149,
154–56, 241, 251, 259, 263, 265, 278, 294, 304, 457, 522, 622, 628, 678, 889,
897
Kireyevsky, Ivan V., 121, 622, 624, 624–26, 629, 644, 651, 703
Kirilov (character of Dostoyevsky), 49, 68
Kiryk, Schema-archimandrite of St. Panteleimon’s Monastery, Mount Athos, 85
Knott, James, 14–15
Kodiak, Alaska, 187, 423, 1056–57
Kodiak Area Native Association, 1056
Kone, Athanasius (Arum), 1056–59
Kontzevitch, Helen Y., 191, 217, 227, 357, 514–15, 517, 643, 650, 657, 667,
673, 679, 690, 710, 755, 763, 899, 1025–26
appraisal of Fr. Seraphim by, 294, 1038
commissions to St. Herman Brotherhood from, 319–20, 412
description and background of, 216, 218
help to St. Herman Brotherhood by, 283, 652, 661
Optina library of, 203, 218, 661
spiritual lineage of, 216, 388
writings of, 283, 320, 663
Kontzevitch, Ivan M., 203, 217, 218, 252–53, 319–20, 340n[c], 514, 591, 650,
652, 661, 867, 1029, 1031, 1038
spiritual lineage of, 191, 215, 388, 479
writings of, 216, 625n[b], 664–65, 707
Kontzevitch, Vera M., 763
Kornic, Fr. Sergei, 860
Kourdakov, Sergei, 656–57, 753, 951
Kovalevsky, Fr. Eugraph, see Jean-Nectaire Kovalevsky, Bishop
Kral, Scepan, 722
Krassovsky, Reader Vladimir, 730
Kravchina, Fr. Gregory, 194, 196, 197, 264n[e], 853n[a]
Kreta, Archpriest Peter, 1056n[h]
Kubo, Kaizo, 30–31, 31, 34, 40–41, 970n[b]
Kursk Icon of the Mother of God Chapel, Alameda, California, 333, 431n[c],
988, 989
S
Sacramento, California, 603, 616, 652, 1049
St. Albans, England, 322
St. Alexander of Svir Monastery, Russia, 490
St. Anthony of Siya Monastery, Russia, 510
St. Anthony’s Greek Orthodox Monastery, Florence, Arizona, 909
St. Cyril of White Lake Monastery, Russia, 490
St. Elias Brotherhood, 660
St. Elias Skete, Mount Athos, 389
St. Elias Skete, St. Herman Monastery, vi, 596
St. George Antiochian Orthodox Cathedral, Wichita, Kansas, 999n[f]
St. Gregory Palamas Monastery, Hayesville, Ohio, 772n[i]
St. Herman, Mount, 595, 596
St. Herman Calendar, 647, 911n[a]
St. Herman of Alaska Brotherhood, 274–76, 302–5, 331–32, 342, 428–29, 443–
45, 597, 603, 650, 744, 747, 752, 754, 786, 906, 960, 979, 1010–11,
1020n[a], 1024, 1040, 1047, 1054, 1058n[i], 1065
blessings on and gifts to, 269, 271, 271n[d], 272, 281, 290–91, 293, 368,
422n[r], 426, 427, 430, 593, 597, 600, 725, 738, 777–78, 875, 878
called “reflection of Valaam” by Archbishop John, 317, 435, 437
foundation of, 265–66, 270, 272, 301, 331–32, 425
Gramota awarded to, 422–24
missions of, 285, 287–89, 298–99, 338, 498–99, 502–3, 779–84, 781, 795,
796–97, 877–78, 878, 880–81
prayers for, 269, 271–72, 281, 427, 453
principles of, 265, 273, 282–83, 288–89, 297, 334–36, 339, 349–50, 378–79,
435, 567–77, 607, 609–10
printing and publishing done by, 290–94, 296, 298–300, 320, 338, 399–400,
404–5, 410–12, 418, 424n[s], 489, 521, 570n[a], 610, 644–48, 651–54, 657,
661–63, 665, 670, 675, 679, 703–4, 707, 720, 728, 875, 878, 882n[d], 891,
899, 903–4, 914, 917, 919–21, 930, 933, 933n[c], 935, 946–47, 1012
Rule of, 392–93
testament of Archbishop John to, 297, 324, 430, 437, 707
work toward the canonization of St. Herman by, 410–11, 414–16, 420
St. Herman of Alaska Monastery, Platina, California, 431, 434, 437, 464, 494,
559, 561, 567, 569–71, 573, 575–76, 580, 591, 594, 612, 650, 683, 692, 729,
747, 784, 840, 877, 905–6, 935, 978, 980, 1010, 1033, 1043, 1045, 1054–56,
1059
church of, 430–31, 432, 466, 558, 594, 597, 598–99, 767–68, 771, 830, 982,
986, 1008, 1011, 1013, 1027, 1029, 1030
photographs of, vi, xii, 353, 382, 394, 444, 450, 452, 458, 596, 608, 636, 645,
750, 773–74, 776, 785, 789–91, 798, 816, 821, 823, 837, 839, 846, 853,
855, 883, 962, 984, 987, 1013, 1034, 1046
printshop of, 356, 368–69, 374–75, 377–78, 382, 394, 416, 590, 601, 645, 820,
1033
St. Herman Pilgrimages, Jordanville, New York, 592, 858, 867
St. Herman Summer Pilgrimages, Platina, California, ii, 786–89, 789–90, 791,
793–94, 795, 836, 884, 889, 905–6, 942, 967, 972, 974, 993, 999–1002, 1008,
1011, 1014, 1016, 1018
St. Herman Winter Pilgrimages, Redding, California, 795, 797, 980, see also
Women’s Conference, Redding, California
St. Ignatius Russian Orthodox Church, Virginia Beach, Virginia, 1052
St. Innocent’s Academy, Kodiak, Alaska, 1057
St. Innocent’s Orthodox Church, Rogue River, Oregon, 1044
St. Irenaeus Orthodox Cathedral, France, 309
St. Job of Pochaev Monastery, Munich, 220
St. John Passion (Bach), 47
St. John the Almsgiver Orthodox Mission, Willits, California, 790
St. Matthew Passion (Bach), 47, 1007
St. Michael’s Skete, Spruce Island, Alaska, 1058, 1058n[i]
St. Nicholas Antiochian Orthodox Cathedral, Los Angeles, California, 999n[f]
St. Panteleimon Monastery, Mount Athos, 85
St. Paul of Obnora Monastery, Russia, 490
St. Petersburg, Russia, xi, 113, 875–76
St. Seraphim of Sarov Orthodox Fellowship, Santa Cruz, California, 952–53
St. Seraphim of Sarov Russian Orthodox Church, Seaside, California, 110, 194,
197, 262, 264, 853n[a]
St. Sergius Orthodox Theological Institute, Paris, 478–79
St. Silouan Orthodox Church, Walla Walla, Washington, 1058
St. Steven’s Serbian Orthodox Cathedral, Alhambra, California, 722
St. Theodosius Orthodox Cathedral, Cleveland, Ohio, 861
St. Tikhon of Zadonsk Home (Orphanage), San Francisco, California, 169, 207,
210, 221, 269, 276–78, 279, 317, 323, 323–24, 348, 875
St. Tikhon of Zadonsk Orphanage, Shanghai, 270
St. Tikhon of Zadonsk Orthodox Theological Seminary and Monastery, South
Canaan, Pennsylvania, 191n[s], 270
St. Vladimir’s Orthodox Theological Seminary, Crestwood, New York, 84, 479,
542
St. Xenia Skete, Wildwood, California, 876, 878, 880, 882, 885, 886, 1013,
1016, 1026
Sts. Adrian and Natalie Orthodox Mission, Etna, California, 497–506, 500, 502–
3, 784, 786, 818, 820, 1031
Sts. Innocent of Irkutsk and Innocent of Alaska Orthodox Mission, Medford,
Oregon, 784
Sts. Sergius and Herman chapel, Spruce Island, Alaska, 189
Saint-Simon, Comte de (Claude-Henri de Rouvroy), 627, 973
Salinger, J. D., 956
salvation, xv, 56–57, 87, 132–33, 147, 183, 244, 384, 393, 398, 402, 445, 462,
464, 468, 474, 486, 490–91, 502, 504, 508, 535, 546, 548, 564, 566, 578, 593,
601, 625, 629, 632, 648, 665, 671, 673–74, 683, 686, 688, 691, 704, 711, 720,
741, 777, 787, 803, 813–14, 819, 841, 845, 858, 867, 919, 990, 994, 1015–16,
1023, 1036, 1047–48, 1061–63
Sanaxar Monastery, Russia, 393
San Diego, California, 3, 5, 18, 614, 861, 952, 960
San Diego High School, 13, 14–15, 18
San Diego Society of Natural History, 9
San Diego Zoo, 9
Sanford, Dr. J. C., 555n[i]
San Francisco, California, 33, 50–53, 55–56, 57n[b], 58, 58n[c], 80–86, 93, 104,
112–13, 127, 130–31, 164, 169, 190–91, 194, 199, 203, 207–8, 211, 214–16,
218–19, 221, 226, 229–30, 232n[g], 233–36, 238–40, 252n[b], 253–54, 260–
61, 262n[d], 269, 274, 280–81, 306, 309–11, 313, 318–19, 324–25, 328, 334,
337–38, 341–43, 351, 356–57, 364, 369, 407, 414n[a], 428, 447, 492–94,
498, 501, 515, 560–61, 568, 579, 591–92, 597, 603, 618, 632, 652, 659, 682,
692, 698, 733, 757, 759, 762n[d], 777, 799, 805, 902, 953, 985, 1020–21,
1025, 1029, 1033, 1049
canonizations in, 307–8, 342, 414–16, 418, 730–31
Fr. Seraphim’s visits to, 439, 462, 565, 727–28, 747, 758, 762–63, 935, 1006
photographs of places in, 52, 82–83, 86, 275, 279, 323
Presidio of, 280
San Francisco Chronicle, 51, 229, 235
San Francisco Examiner, 235
San Francisco News Call Bulletin, 231, 234–35
San Joaquin Valley, California, 30
Sanskrit, 66, 91
Santa Cruz, California, 952, 956, 959–61, 972, 1018, 1043
Sarov Monastery, Russia, 393, 412, 593
Satanism, 143, 150, 862
Sausalito, California, 263
Sava, Enlightener and first Archbishop of Serbia, St., 274
Sava Sarachevich, Bishop of Edmonton, 190–91, 222–24, 237, 238, 260, 316,
325, 327, 332–33, 514, 637, 722, 724, 746, 865n[i], 902
as chronicler of Archbishop John’s sanctity and veneration, 723–29, 731, 746
defense of Archbishop John by, 232–33, 235, 236, 260, 325
Fr. Seraphim’s appraisal of, 227, 723–29, 731
repose of, 725
Sayings of the Desert Fathers, The, 602
Sayville, New York, 752
Scandinavia, 718
Schafer, Edward, 113–14, 118
Schelling, Friedrich, 624
Schism, Great (A.D. 1054), 133–34, 399, 507, 622, 625–26, 734
Schmemann, Protopresbyter Alexander, 479, 482–84, 519, 528
Scholastica of Italy, St., 718n[a], 719
Scholasticism, 507, 626
Schopenhauer, Arthur, 35
Schumann, Robert, 27
Schuon, Frithjof, 81, 83n[d], 87, 102, 201
Schweitzer, Albert, 18
science, 9, 13, 16, 23, 65, 75, 88, 122, 137, 139, 141, 143, 147, 201, 243, 254,
484, 538, 542–43, 546–50, 552, 612, 628–29, 684
Science and Religion, 908
Science and Wisdom (Maritain), 122
science fiction, 684
Scotland, 719
Scott, Cathy (Fr. Seraphim’s niece), 960
Scott, Mike (nephew), 16–17
Scott, Sally (niece), 16
Scripture, Holy, 11, 47, 259, 277, 293, 314, 390–92, 457, 469, 479, 507–8, 511–
12, 515, 523, 540, 543, 545, 547–49, 553, 569–70, 633, 640–41, 647, 734,
792, 797, 815, 818, 828, 832, 895, 904, 922, 954, 957, 1004, 1018, see also
Bible, Holy; New Testament; Old Testament
Seaside, California, 110, 197
Seattle, Washington, 323–24, 341, 592, 749, 765
Sebastian Fomin, Elder of Karaganda, St., 662
Seco, Nina, 250–52, 579–81, 585
self-opinion, 391, 580, 631–33, 848–49
self-will, 161, 349, 392, 693, 849, 879
Senic, Milan, 722
Seraphim Ivanov, Archbishop of Chicago, 233
Seraphim of Sarov, St., 175, 177, 188, 194, 263, 287, 320, 418, 595, 609, 625,
662, 675, 868, 950, 996
canonization of, 412, 417
feast of, 194, 416, 597
Kursk Icon of the Mother of God and, 322, 440n[b]
as patron saint of Fr. Seraphim in monasticism, 431, 608
prophecies of, 412–13, 657, 867
spiritual lineage of, 433
teachings of, 187, 291, 981
Seraphim Rose, Hieromonk (Eugene Dennis Rose)
against ethnic rivalries, 738, 852–54, 856, 869
against protracted public controversies, 738, 903–4, 911–23
against “super-correctness,” see “super-correctness”
alienation from modern academic world of, 91, 111, 117–18, 127–30, 480–82,
488, 805
alienation from modern society, deadness to the world of, 38, 42–43, 49, 92–
95, 193, 204–5, 343–44, 472, 572
American spirit of, 9, 258, 296, 298, 318, 332, 344, 374, 664
ancestry of, 3–5
athletic ability of, 31, 40
baptisms by, 793–94, 795
birth of, 5
burial of, 1034–36, 1034–35
children taken care of by, 558, 559–66, 761, 844–45, 859, 971, 973, 976, 1021
on Christian art, music, and literature, 119–21, 563, 607, 967–73, 974–77
compassion of, 304, 433, 490, 569, 642, 691, 782, 817, 826, 1022
conversion to Christianity of, 80–88, 97–104, 108–10, 120, 123
on creation and evolution, 522–24, 537–56, 912–13, 917
critique of modern academic theology by, 212, 480–90, 914–17, 920, 922
critique of modern age and modern thought by, 123–27, 132–58, 241–47, 263,
400–1, 468, 474, 476–77, 522–23, 537–43, 622–30, 677–92, 711, 972–73
daily cycle of Church services attended, performed, loved by, 208, 210, 293,
302, 319, 338, 351, 358, 360, 379, 606–7, 610–11, 619–20
defense of Blessed Augustine by, 529–30, 739, 833–34, 914–17
defense of Fr. Dimitry Dudko by, 654–55, 925–32, 997, 1000
defense of the Orthodox teaching on redemption by, 506–21, 917
desert monasticism loved and propagated by, 331–36, 338–40, 342–48, 378,
381–85, 387–97, 420, 425, 431, 434, 435, 437, 457–67, 487–92, 567–83,
664–76, 705–7, 709, 711, 715, 717–18, 875–86
devotion to Mother of God of, 119, 164, 609, 1021
early religious inclinations of, 11
Eastern philosophy and religion studied and practiced by, 36–40, 43–45, 50–
53, 55–56, 67–79, 89–92, 112–15, 127–30
evaluation and prognosis of contemporary America by, 92–95, 128, 576, 656–
57, 942–44, 947–48, 950–51, 964, 1014
forcing himself in spiritual life, 302–4, 338, 377–79, 382–85, 458–59, 572–82,
602–3, 613, 619, 638, 642–44, 648, 782
on the formation of young people, 292, 616, 671–74, 964–77
funeral of, 1031–36
gold cross awarded to, 1010, 1011
graduation from high school of, 18
graduation from Pomona College of, 53, 54
grave of, 370, 1031, 1034–36, 1035, 1036, 1040–42, 1044, 1046, 1046, 1066
on the healing of division in the Church, 994, 997–1000
heavenly visitations of Archbishop John to, 356, 361, 980–81, 1020
help in stopping abortions by, 1050–52
immersion in and transmission of the mind of the Holy Fathers by, 211–13,
277, 379, 384–85, 388, 390–93, 412, 463–64, 468–77, 480–82, 489–90,
570–71, 573, 602, 670–74, 687–88, 693, 703, 740, 751
influence of Archbishop Averky on, 296–97, 487, 593, 647, 733–34, 737–40,
744, 974n[c]
influence of Archbishop John on, 208–13, 228, 234, 240, 277–78, 280, 291,
294, 296–97, 307–8, 313–24, 331, 333, 356, 360–361, 435, 437, 439, 447–
48, 713, 727, 910–11
influence of classical music on, 13, 16, 47–49, 109, 119–20, 222–24, 255,
1006–9
influence of Dostoyevsky on, 17, 44, 47, 98–100, 116–17, 144, 148, 193, 241,
400, 628, 630
influence of St. Paisius Velichkovsky on, 282, 387–94, 577, 669–74
interest in saints of China of, 315
language study and ability of, 17, 39, 73, 90–92, 112–15, 117, 119, 121, 127,
205, 210, 284, 646–47, 789–90
later comments on Eastern religions by, 45, 97, 130, 680–84, 688, 691–92, 896
lay sermons of, 277–78
love and warmth of heart in, 202, 205, 285, 304, 474, 566, 817–19, 824–28,
834–35, 838–39
master’s degree in Oriental Languages earned by, 114–15, 127, 131
miracles in the life of, 167, 200, 348, 375–76, 383–84, 453, 562–63, 577, 742,
778, 978–82
missionary hopes of, 258, 261, 265, 273–78, 287–92, 298, 318, 332–34, 338,
344, 366, 374, 385, 425, 434–37, 465, 496–505, 521, 524, 530, 534, 581,
592–94, 621, 647–48, 664, 745–46, 777, 780–97, 829, 832, 847–49, 852,
854, 856, 871, 881, 913, 934, 950–51, 990–94, 998–1005, 1015, 1043–48
mushroom hunting by, 255, 280, 843
nature and animals loved by, 124, 158, 262, 280, 360–61, 394, 396–97, 566
nobility of, 9, 19, 45, 112, 263, 472
ordination to the diaconate of, 762–63
ordination to the priesthood of, 767–69, 769–70, 771, 986
“Orthodoxy of the heart” preached by, 100–101, 202, 209, 211–13, 474, 476,
536, 633, 711, 717, 729, 788, 802, 810–12, 818–19, 823, 829–36, 838–40,
871, 912–13, 916, 923, 926–28, 930, 934, 957–58, 1001, 1004–5, 1014–16
philosophical journal of, 157–62
photographs of, ii, vi, xvi, 6, 8, 10, 12, 14–15, 54, 166, 199, 256, 284, 286,
319, 326, 330, 365, 378, 380, 382, 394, 421–22, 432, 444, 450, 500, 502,
558, 596, 599, 608, 615, 636, 714, 716, 767–69, 771, 773–74, 776, 791,
793–94, 796–98, 816, 821, 830, 837, 839, 846, 853, 855, 870, 878, 881,
883, 961–62, 982, 987, 989, 1008, 1011, 1013, 1053, 1064
physical description of, 19, 21, 285, 638, 643–44
posthumous miracles and visitations of, 884, 905–6, 1025–26, 1032–33, 1040–
59
posthumous veneration of, 1033, 1036–60
posthumous visitations of Archbishop John to, 356, 361, 1020
prayer of, 104, 108, 161, 164, 167, 210, 225, 250–51, 293, 370, 415, 437, 444,
460, 568, 608–9, 637, 642–43, 644, 670, 692, 720, 746, 776, 807–8, 818,
835–37, 875, 981, 1025–26
rebellion of, 23–25, 27, 34–35, 43–46, 49, 53, 55–61, 92–95, 100, 160–64
reception into the Orthodox Church of, 199–200
repentance of, 100, 102–4, 161, 200, 250, 459, 639, 642, 765, 998, 1024
repose of, 1026–27, 1028, 1030, 1032
Russia influenced by, xi–xiii, 412–13, 556, 646–47, 661–63, 677, 704, 906–
10, 960, 1054, 1059
Russia loved by, 47, 81–84, 98, 115–17, 119, 121, 192, 197, 202, 252–58, 284,
387, 392–93, 593–95, 603–4, 606, 609, 624–25, 630, 646–47, 650–58,
665–69, 674–75, 924–37, 941, 946–47, 951, 959–60, 996–97
search for Truth of, 19, 22–24, 27, 34–38, 58, 62–68, 70, 72–77, 98–104, 117–
18, 123, 160
sense of humor of, 31, 58, 844–45, 975
sermons of, 818–19, 1016–17, 1038–39
simplicity of, 68, 102, 201–2, 272, 276, 335, 378, 461, 474–75, 478, 639, 679,
695, 838–45
sobriety of, 254, 302, 461, 954, 956
spiritual struggle of, xi, 379, 606, 640, 642–43, 753, 782
stability of, 305, 463, 1024
studious nature of, 9, 13, 16–17, 39–40, 53, 62, 64, 67, 114–15, 119, 121–22,
131
suffering of, xiv, 18, 24, 49, 60–61, 98, 100, 102–3, 123, 130, 137, 159, 161,
163, 204, 264, 467, 472, 536, 544, 566, 620, 646, 751, 825, 911, 946, 961,
977, 1012, 1018, 1021, 1023, 1025–27. See also pain of heart
teaching on the soul after death by, 900–904
theological training of, 210–13, 216–18, 253–54, 277–80, 318
tonsure of, as monk, 430–32
tonsure of, as reader, 317
Western Orthodoxy studied by, 705–20
wilderness hardships of, 377–86, 456–67, 572, 608, 637–39, 642–48, 756–59,
778
Seraphim Sobolev, Archbishop of Boguchar, 512, 514, 521
Serbia, Serbs, 85, 191, 218, 232, 288, 308, 315, 357, 399n[a], 414n[a], 556, 932,
947, 1059
Serbian language, xiii, 556, 704, 908, 947
Serbian Orthodox Church, 191n[s], 301, 1065
Serbian saints, 452
Serfes, Fr. Demetrios (Archimandrite Nektarios), 871–72
Sergianism, 398, 404–5, 408, 477, 531, 654, 925, 931, 994–96
Sergius, co-founder of Valaam, St., 415, 431n[c]
Sergius of Radonezh, St., 173, 175, 428, 462, 665, 668, 858
Sergius Stragorodsky, Metropolitan (Patriarch), 402–7, 653, 994, 996
services, Divine (Church services, liturgical services), 176, 178, 228, 232, 234,
338, 351, 358–60, 366, 379n[a], 386n[c], 408, 415–18, 457, 470, 483, 499,
501, 518, 521, 566, 571, 591, 606–7, 609–11, 672, 694, 711, 717, 741, 787,
791, 811, 823, 835, 849–50, 867, 891, 895, 901, 904, 911, 1031, 1058, see
also Liturgy, Divine
rule of, 379, 484n[i], 501, 610
Seven Sleepers of Ephesus, Holy, 743
Seven Storey Mountain, The (Merton), 122, 246–47
Seventh-Day Adventism, 376, 511, 900
Severus, Sulpicius, 709
sexual immorality, sexual sin, 55, 57, 139, 151–52, 640–42, 806–8, 969
sexuality, 143, 151–52, 157, 640–41, 808, 969–70
Shakespeare, William, 975–76
Shakhmatova, Maria, 169, 270, 322, 875
shamanism, 687, 696, 952
Shamordino Convent, Russia, 652, 662
New Martyr Nuns of, 652
Shanghai, China, 207–11, 228–29, 240, 270, 314–15, 326, 780
Shasta, Mount, 616, 678, 678, 683, 745
“Shestodnev” (Six-Days) Center, Russia, 556
Shien, Gi-ming, 72–78, 74, 89–90, 92, 113, 115, 127, 130, 162, 480, 1006
Shintoism, 69
“Short Story of Antichrist, A” (Soloviev), 121, 138
Shroud of Turin, 523–25
Sierra Nevada mountain range, 860, 873–74
Silouan of Mount Athos, St., 272
Simeonoff, Judy, 1056
Simon Vinogradov, Archbishop of Beijing, 315
simplicity, 31, 68, 73, 191, 211, 213, 335, 375, 378, 462, 474, 566, 600, 617,
717, 834, 838, 840, 842–43, 845, 859, 963, 985, 1039
Sinai, Mount, 638
Sin of Adam and Our Redemption, The (St. Symeon the New Theologian), 802,
917
Skinner, B. F., 805
Snow, W D., 345
Snyder, Gary, 93, 109
sobriety, 388, 788, 802, 810, 859, see also Seraphim Rose, Hieromonk, sobriety
of
Socialism, 4, 107, 153, 627
International, 154
National, 157
Sofronov, Pimen M., 306, 307, 330, 337, 598, 600
Soloukhin, Vladimir, 867
Soloviev, Vladimir, 121, 138, 241, 244, 833
Solovki concentration camp, Russia, 252
Solovki Monastery, Russia, 490, 669
Solzhenitsyn, Alexander, 655–56, 669, 926, 951, 959
Sonflowers, 1044
Sontag, Frederick, 22
Sophia, Faith, Hope and Love, Martyrs, 291n[a]
Sophia Grineva, Schema-Abbess of Kiev, New Martyr, 320, 652
sophiology, 479, 698
Sophocles, 40
Sophrony Sakharov, Archimandrite, 85, 271, 271–72
Soul After Death, The (Fr. Seraphim Rose), 891–909, 912, 1012, 1032
South America, 236, 862
Southeast Asia, 836
Soviet regime, Soviets, 180, 227–28, 255, 284, 402–6, 427, 465, 516, 589, 649,
651–53, 656, 661, 669, 788, 908, 926–29, 934, 944, 949, 959, 994, see also
Bolshevism; Communism; Gulag, Soviet
Soviet Union, 153, 174, 307, 403–4, 412, 479, 519, 562, 653–56, 660, 864, 944,
978, 991, 1003
Spain, 718, 720
Spangler, David, 698, 700
Spanish language, 17
Spetner, Dr. Lee, 555n[i]
Spiegelberg, Professor Frederic, 51
Spielberg, Stephen, 699
Spinoza, Benedict de, 23
spiritism, spiritualism, 628, 687, 696, 896
Spokane, Washington, 783
Spring Valley, New York, 176–77
Spruce Island, Alaska, 170, 183–85, 186, 189, 260, 271, 318, 331–32, 410–11,
414, 417, 420, 423–25, 595, 605, 1020n[a], 1056–58
Spyridon Efimov, Archimandrite, 218, 221, 236, 277, 306, 317–19, 329, 341,
569, 595, 762, 764
clairvoyance of, 453–54
“foolishness for Christ’s sake” of, 219, 451, 453
photographs of, 219, 312, 326, 450, 452, 789–91
prayers for and blessings on St. Herman Brotherhood by, 281–82, 292–93,
453, 1059
at St. Herman Monastery, 431–33, 440, 450, 451–53, 452, 454, 569, 664–65,
788, 789–91, 790
Sri Chinmoy, 952
stability, 463–64, 1004, see also Seraphim Rose, Hieromonk, stability of
Stalin, Joseph, 403
Stanford University, 21, 51, 713
Star Wars, 684
Steiger, Professor Brad, 685
Stephanatos, Dr. Joanne, 906
Stephens, Dr. Raphael, III, 1050–52
Stockton, California, 692
Strieber, Whitley, 699
struggle, spiritual, xiii, 24, 225, 340, 377–79, 386, 388, 425, 463, 464–65, 486,
490, 492, 494, 499, 504–5, 532, 554, 571–72, 576, 580, 582, 601, 642, 651,
665, 671, 673–74, 676, 686, 707, 713, 715, 744, 772, 778, 781, 783, 792, 801,
803, 805–7, 814, 816, 819, 822, 825, 830–31, 834–36, 841, 848, 859, 871,
875, 903, 906, 919, 923, 958, 967, 999–1000, 1017, 1045, 1062, see also
asceticism; podvig; Seraphim Rose, Hieromonk, spiritual struggle of
Struve, Nikita, 543
Struve, Peter, 478
subhumanism, 140, 150, 628
subhumanity, 123, 145, 255, 1009
subjectivism, 118, 147, 480, 628
Sudan, 836n[c]
suffering, xiii, 18, 60–61, 93, 99, 104, 130–31, 147, 158, 163, 172, 176, 180,
250, 303, 385, 408, 417, 446, 459, 502, 530, 574, 577, 637, 657, 676, 737,
739, 800, 807, 810, 820, 826, 834–36, 863, 930, 941, 946, 959, 968, 992, 997,
1005, 1023, 1041, 1062, see also Jesus Christ, suffering of; John
Maximovitch, St., suffering of; pain of heart; Russia, persecution and
suffering of Christians in; Seraphim Rose, Hieromonk, suffering of
for Christ, 133, 316, 406, 718, 772, 785, 834, 951, 959
meaning of, 61, 98, 102–3, 138, 163, 180, 475, 640, 799–803, 958, 1022
physical, 163, 172
redemptive, xiv, 102–3, 924, 942
“suffering Orthodoxy,” 408, 739–40, 926, 951
Sufism, 79–80, 87, 102, 952
Summa Theologica (Aquinas), 546
“super-correctness,” 530–35, 537–38, 583n[c], 632, 736, 738, 741, 745, 748–49,
760, 869, 903, 911–12, 916, 923, 928, 930, 932–35, 992, 998–99, 1001–2,
see also “correctness disease”; phariseeism
“Superman,” concept of, 24–25, 146, 278
Supreme Identity, The (Watts), 43, 51, 63, 70
“Surety of Sinners” Orthodox Mission, Redding, California, 780–81, 781, 795,
796, 859, 881, 980
“Survival Course,” see “Orthodox Survival Course” of Fr. Seraphim Rose
Susanna, Myrrhbearer, St., 770
Suzuki, Dr. Daisetz T., 51
Sweden, 322n[a]
Swedenborg, Emanuel, 896
Swift, Jonathan, 973
Switzerland, 59, 680
Symeon the God-Receiver, St., 48, 741, 1009, 1036
Symeon the New Theologian, St., 443, 508, 554n[h], 693, 802, 917–18, 918,
920, 923
Tagliavini, Feruccio, 16
Talantov, Boris, 405, 655
Talberg, Nicholas, 252, 974n[c]
Talent, Oregon, 679
Tales of Hoffman, 204
Tamalpais, Mount, 58, 280, 462
Tantric Yoga, see Yoga, Tantric
Tanzania, 832
Taoism, 51, 70, 72–73, 75–76, 210
Tao Teh Ching, 67–68, 70, 73, 114–15
Tavrion Batozsky, Elder of Glinsk Hermitage, Archimandrite, 933–35
Teilhard de Chardin, Pierre, 148, 540–43, 551, 628, 630, 680, 700, 702, 950n[c],
973
Telemann, Georg Philipp, 225
Tenkevitch, Vladimir, 169, 169–70, 210, 270, 434
Terhune, Albert Payson, 17
Tertullian, 1003
Thales, 75
Theodore of Sanaxar, St., 262
Theodore the Studite, St., 647, 675
Theodore the Tyro, St., 586
Theodosius Haritonov, Elder of Karoulia, Mount Athos, Hieroschemamonk,
443, 857
Theodosius Lazor, Bishop of Alaska (Metropolitan of All America and Canada,
Orthodox Church in America), 422n[r]
Theodosius the Coenobiarch, St., 601
Theognostos, St., 903n[a], 909
Theoktista Mikhailovna, Fool-for-Christ of Voronezh, 220–21
Theophan Bystrov, Archbishop of Poltava and Pereyaslavl, 216, 487, 512, 514,
517, 521, 872
Theophan Govorov, Bishop of Tambov, the Recluse, St., 103, 119, 193, 447,
472, 527, 735, 882n[d], 889, 891, 904, 909, 965, 966
Theophan Sokolov, Elder of St. Cyril of New Lake Monastery, Abbot, 262, 605
Theophany, see Jesus Christ, Feast of the Theophany of
Theophil, Fool-for-Christ of Kiev, St., 205
Theophil Ionescu, Bishop, 311, 312
Theophilus Pashkovsky, Metropolitan of All America and Canada (Metropolia),
414
Theosophy, 86, 89–90, 896
Theotokos, see Mother of God, Most Holy
“Third Age of the Holy Spirit,” 401, 540, 626–27, 687
Third Rome, 192, 402n[f], 651
Thomas, Apostle, 871
Three Conversations (Soloviev), 244
Thus Spake Zarathustra (Nietzsche), 24, 59
Tibetan Book of the Dead The, 69, 896
Tikhon Bellavin, Patriarch of Moscow and All Russia, New Martyr, 227, 416,
937
Tikhon of Kaluga, St., 323, 595
Tikhon of Zadonsk, St., 829–30, 834, 916
Tikhon Troitsky, Archbishop of Western America and San Francisco, 81–82, 84,
85, 199, 208, 214, 215–16, 278, 311, 337, 414, 424n[s], 443, 514, 798, 869
Timofievitch, Dr. A. P., 680
Tlingit Herald, The, 899, 903
Todoroff, Gary, 837
toll-houses, 888, 889, 894–96, 901–3, 1036
Tolstoy, Lev, 116–17, 172, 176, 973
Tom Brown’s School Days (Thomas Hughes), 975
“Toronto Blessing,” 698–99
Tosca (Puccini), 16, 120
Tozer, A. W., 952
Transcendental Meditation, 682
Transcendent Unity of Religions, The (Schuon), 81, 87
Transfiguration, see Jesus Christ, Feast of the Transfiguration of
Transfiguration Skete, St. Herman Monastery, 601, 1016
Trempelas, Panagiotis, 542
Tropinka (The Little Path), 341, 660
True Vine, The, 516
Tryphon of Vyatka, St., 669
Tunisia, 315
Turandot (Puccini), 120, 204
Turgenev, Ivan S., 142
Turkish Yoke, 404, 407–8
Two Harbors, Minnesota, 3–4
Typicon, 386, 484, 501, 610–11, 856, 971
Tyutchev, Fyodor I., 649
Wagner, Richard, 25
Walla Walla, Washington, 1058
Wallace, Vice President Henry A., 401n[b]
War and Peace (Tolstoy), 116
Ward, Admiral Charles, 701
Washington, D.C., 933
Watsonville, Ohio, 873
Watts, Alan, 36–37, 43, 45, 50–51, 52, 53, 55–57, 63, 67, 70–73, 71, 76, 78, 80,
89–90, 93–94, 100, 126
Way of a Pilgrim, The, 80, 175, 817
Weaverville, California, 373
Weishaupt, Adam, 973
Wells, H. G., 700
Wen, Fr. Elias, 240, 312, 315
Wenceslaus, Prince of the Czechs, Martyr, 825
Wendlingen, Germany, 175–76, 496
“Western influence” on Orthodox theology, 481, 483, 527, 530, 543, 548, 737,
917
Western Orthodox saints, 322, 597, 617, 707–13, 715, 718–19
What the Spiritual Life Is and How to Attune Oneself to It (St. Theophan the
Recluse), 965
White, Ellen, 511
Whole Earth Catalog, 613, 619
Wicca, 697–98
Wilber, Ken, 153
Wildwood, California, 877, 880
Williams, Deacon Laurence, 1031, 1040
Williams, George, 762
Willits, California, 364, 562, 783
Winfrey, Oprah, 152
Winters, California, 758
Wintun Indians, 374
witchcraft, 628, 696–98
Women’s Conference, Redding, California, 795–97
women’s liberation, 485
Wood, Ernest Egerton, 89
Woodburn, Oregon, 783
Wordsworth, William, 973
World War I, 790–91
World War II, 145, 172, 174, 176, 222, 414, 496, 1050
Wright, Vadim, 319
Wurmbrand, Pastor Richard, 945
Wyoming, 860
Z
Zachariah Minaev, Elder of St. Sergius Lavra, 591
Zadorozhny, N. S., 306
Zaire, 832, 1004
Zavarin, Alexey, 253, 1029, 1031
Zavarin, Eugene, 253, 1029, 1031
zeal, 119, 162, 188, 226, 247, 308, 366, 434, 472, 503, 529, 567, 581, 645, 672,
675, 725, 737, 748, 802, 807, 842, 850, 854, 882, 886, 1047
“zeal not according to knowledge,” 230, 736, 747–49, 751, 832, 845, 849, 869
Zeigel, John, 30, 32–34, 37, 44–45
Zen Buddhism, see Buddhism, Zen
Zhizdra River, Russia, 592
zoology, 9, 538, 544, 549
Zosima, Elder of Siberia, St., 205, 262, 456–57, 595, 597, 662, 675
Zurich, Switzerland, 76
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