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Molly Lancaster RD 1
Molly Lancaster RD 1
The day I finally realized I was more than enough was September 2019. My
whole life there was a void from my father. Me along with my two sisters would never be
enough for him no matter how hard we tried. He left us at a young age and told us we
would never amount to anything. The day I finally realized I was more than enough was a
Ballet recitals, Graduations, etc. I always wondered why he didn’t teach me how to ride
my bike or throw Softball with me. I always felt that I was never good enough and I
never would be. I sat and watched all my friend’s dad’s show up to all these events and
teach them these things but mine never did. I wanted to share these memories and
moments with him, but he didn’t think the same. Most of my childhood along with my
sisters he missed. I realize now how much he missed that he will never get back.
mechanical issues with my car to practicing Softball with me. I never could depend on
him though. I would never be a priority to him, and he always had an excuse for anything
that I asked or needed. This was one of the hardest things to wrap my head around
especially at a young age. I constantly wondered why he didn’t want us. What do I need
to do to make him change? How can I get his attention? What did we do for him to treat
us like this? My questions were never answered. I tried so hard to get his attention, but he
thinking of why I never would come first to him. I began thinking of all the things he said
and did to us. I began wondering how he could give up on his kids. It never made since to
me until the day that I finally realized I was worth it and so much more. My sisters and
their kids were worth it. All these emotions flooded my head. Rage, Anger, Sadness,
Hurt, Pain. I began to realize all these emotions that I felt were not good emotions and
The day I realized that I was enough was such an important time and moment in
my life. I had so many emotions come over me but instead this time they were good,
positive and happy emotions. I have grown into a person I never thought I would ever
become because of his words and actions years ago. I never thought I would ever
overcome the pain and hurt that he caused me, but I have. I am in such a wonderful place
in my life and I can thank him for it. I fought hard to get to where I am at now and
nobody will ever take that away from me. I lost many battles, but I continued to get back
up and face them. I will never let anybody determine my self-worth and happiness again
I have accomplished many things without him. I have a wonderful man who loves
me unconditionally, I have friends and family that think the world of me, and I have
created my career for myself. I continue to push forward each day and will never lose
myself in hurtful words and actions from him or others. This is such an important
moment for me and always will be. I can now look back and thank him for never showing
up or caring because he allowed me to see the person that I am. He showed me what I
never want in a man or my child’s father. He showed me how big of a coward he is and
was. I will always thank him for making me be a strong independent woman who can