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CoDa Article #1 Why Its So Hard To End A CoDa Relationship
CoDa Article #1 Why Its So Hard To End A CoDa Relationship
CoDa Article #1 Why Its So Hard To End A CoDa Relationship
Article #1
Sunday, January 12, 2020
Codependency is a hard pattern to break. Even when you’re aware of it, it’s not uncommon to repeat the
same type of codependent relationships, behaviors, and thoughts. This is in part because codependency is
learned in childhood – so it’s well-practiced and feels natural. But there are other factors as well, and in this
article, I’ll discuss some of the other reasons that it’s hard to break free from codependency.
This emotional dependency makes it difficult for codependents to be alone. So, we will continue in
dysfunctional relationships because being alone makes us feel worthless, rejected, criticized (many of the
painful feelings/experiences we’ve had in the past).
How bad does it need to get before you should leave? That’s a hard question to answer. Sometimes it’s
helpful to ask yourself if you’d be okay with your child or best friend having this exact relationship.
Shame
Shame, the belief that there is something fundamentally wrong with you, and guilt, the belief that you’ve done
something wrong, also keep codependents from ending dysfunctional relationships and forming healthy ones.
Many codependents grew up in families where outward appearances were extremely important. Family
problems had to be kept secret, so it appeared the family was well functioning, respectable, successful, etc.
Even within the family, there is often a code of silence, a denial of just how bad things have gotten. You may
find that you’re repeating these patterns in adulthood. It’s difficult to admit to your friends that you’re being
abused, or your spouse got another DUI or you drained your bank account to bail him out of jail again.
This is how shame keeps us isolated. It convinces us that we caused these problems, that we deserve them,
and that our inability to solve them is proof of our inadequacy. In order to free yourself from codependency,
you have to heal your shame and stop listening to its faulty beliefs. You didn’t cause your husband to hit you
just like you didn’t cause your mother’s alcoholism. These are convenient excuses that others want you to
believe so you’ll continue to feel responsible for fixing their problems.
Shame is tough to overcome. It takes a lot of courage to admit that you’re struggling. But a good therapist can
help you sort out what you’re responsible for and what you’re not.
Ending codependency
As you recognize the factors that make changing your codependent thoughts and behaviors difficult, you can
create a roadmap for recovery – a list of areas that you can work on. It might include some of the following:
§ Moving from emotional dependency to emotional independence (being able to love and validate
yourself, recognizing your feelings and needs as separate from others’, attending to your needs, pursuing your
goals and interests)
§ Setting boundaries, using assertive communication and healthy conflict resolution skills
§ Challenging the notion that it’s your job to help or save everyone
§ Sign-up here for my weekly emails and access to my Resource Library which includes reading lists,
articles, worksheets, and free weekly resources by email.
§ Try Al-Anon, Codependents Anonymous, or Adult Children 12-step meetings. Meetings are available
online and in-person. They also have literature and resources on their websites.
§ Find a therapist who is knowledgeable about codependency, developmental trauma, or shame. And go
consistently.
§ Look for other free resources such as podcasts, support groups, Instagram accounts to follow, etc. (If
you have a favorite resource to share, please mention it in the comments.)
§ Set realistic expectations for healing and change and be kind to yourself.