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Self Concept Paper
Self Concept Paper
Self Concept Paper
Maxim Semin
Communications 108
Professor: Ashla Hill Roseboro
Due: 2/12/18
I grew up in Vladivostok Russia, which is the “Capital of Primorsky Krai”(Higgins).
There I spent most of my life as a child and it was not until twelve years later until I moved to
united states. Through that time in russia and the rest of my life a variety of experiences as well
as personal traits shaped me into who I am today. I discovered many of my strength weaknesses
and other characteristics such as values and beliefs, which consist of my personal and social
identity
Lifestyle as a kid in Russia is a bit different than here in U.S., there we have a very
outdoor based set of activities such as tag, hide and seek, boxing and hundreds of others, unlike
in U.S. where “155 million Americans regularly play video games” (Campbell) slouching in
front of a TV for hours. Growing up as a male in that environment has put a lot of pressure to
perform better in sports and other physical activities, people will look down on you if you are
weak and nerdy. I was one of the top athletes in my school therefore I had to train extra hard to
maintain my physical and social position. I loved being the guy everyone counts on during
school championships and competitions, getting all the respect from peers and even parents of
other students was thrilling. This was my biggest strength. For twelve years I was that guy,
however moving to united states I was shocked by the physical condition of my peers, they were
weak and overweight. I started to realize that people were more respected if they were just social
with others and relatively smart. I never imagined that overweight or skinny as a stick people
with no muscle or tone could ever be so popular and liked. A few month passed by and I let go of
all the training and exercise I used to do because no one really cared for it. This was a huge
mistake, I did not realize how much contribution my physical strength had on my self esteem. I
was never a social person to begin with, I never initiated conversations, people always wanted to
talk to me, but this time it was all different. I was getting looked down on because there was
nothing special about me, people just saw me as this weird quiet kid that no one talked to. I hated
it, and couldn't do anything about it. Soon I realized that my shy and serious personality was my
biggest weakness to my social life, even though that was how everyone acted back home, so I
Time went on and I got to know the language very well and I was a completely different
person then I was back in russia. I started to fit in and socialize with different people, and even
have a girlfriend. But the kid that was a long time ago me was gone, I was someone else. Over a
few years of my new life I slowly noticed that this is not who I am, I wanted to be strong and
confident, instead I got weak but friendly, my new me would have been bullied back in my
hometown, so I decided to go back for the summer and find myself once again. That trip changed
my life. My grandad who was like a father to me, since my dad left when I was two taught me
the concept of a white crow, to stand out and be yourself despite of what the rest of the world is
doing. This has been my way of life and belief ever since. I finally started to workout because I
knew deep down that this was my source of high self esteem. “Looking good, feeling strong and
having a positive attitude are all parts of high self-esteem, and are all benefits of a regular
exercise regime”(Crawford).
his was my strength that I forgotten about. I stopped being what others wanted me to be
and focused on myself and never been happier. Although I was different from majority of
people, I got many new friends that shared the same interests as me and that I was comfortable
around. But talking to different strangers was getting harder and harder, I was only able to open
with people I enjoyed talking to. This is another weakness of mine, in life there will be instances
where I will need to communicate with people I dislike, therefore I needed to change that too. So
I began widening my friends group, by talking to new people, trying new things and not being so
quick to judge. I became more humble. After a while I had the most diverse friends group than
ever before, I knew people of different color, race, ethnicity, religion body shape etcetera. This
made my social skills a lot better, making me more friendly and open. Down the road i also
found out that another source of confidence for me was my ability to use my brain in tough
situations, another words i was very good at improvising and thinking quick on the spot. When
me and my friends would get into trouble i would always come up with a solution and gain their
respect.
In Conclusion the events that shaped me the most as a person, occurred during the time
of my transition between the two countries. I found that my biggest source of confidence and self
esteem come from, not fitting in the crowd, but by being myself, as well as being fit. Intelligence
is also very comforting when stuck in a sticky situation. On the other hand being very social and
friendly to strangers was my downside that i had to overcome through many years. Overall i
know that the experiences the good and the bad ones all had a major contribution in shaping the
person i am today.
Reference Page
Campbell, C. (2015, April 14). Here's how many people are playing games in America. Retrieved
Higgins, A. (2016, July 23). Vladivostok Lures Chinese Tourists (Many Think It's Theirs).
https://www.nytimes.com/2016/07/24/world/asia/vladivostok-china-haishenwai-tourists.html
Crawford, B. (2017, September 11). How Does Exercise Affect Your Self-Esteem? Retrieved
your-self-esteem/