This letter is from Marie Josèphe Rose Tascher to her former lover. [1] She describes how he once professed his love for her with sweet words but ended up abusing and manipulating her emotionally. [2] Marie has now moved on and found a new love who treats her with kindness and makes her feel safe and cherished. [3] She no longer loves or wishes to be kind to her former lover, who is now alone in exile, and hopes he lives with regret for how he broke her heart.
This letter is from Marie Josèphe Rose Tascher to her former lover. [1] She describes how he once professed his love for her with sweet words but ended up abusing and manipulating her emotionally. [2] Marie has now moved on and found a new love who treats her with kindness and makes her feel safe and cherished. [3] She no longer loves or wishes to be kind to her former lover, who is now alone in exile, and hopes he lives with regret for how he broke her heart.
This letter is from Marie Josèphe Rose Tascher to her former lover. [1] She describes how he once professed his love for her with sweet words but ended up abusing and manipulating her emotionally. [2] Marie has now moved on and found a new love who treats her with kindness and makes her feel safe and cherished. [3] She no longer loves or wishes to be kind to her former lover, who is now alone in exile, and hopes he lives with regret for how he broke her heart.
Few months before we wed Oh I should have known that the words on the crumbled parchment bleached – so crisp i thought it would break in my crystal hands, were too good to last long. Those words, those sweet and salty lies were melting on me like Gruyere on a bowl. “A thousand kisses, mio dolce amor! But give me none back for they set my blood on fire.” For a few moments, I was unguarded until you took me down all in flames. And then there i was, A lover’s rose with no endearing passion; Only a hanging blood drop in your garden. The golden medallion you gave with the inscription “ to destiny” made me want to believe that maybe you are capable of loving me. And I did. I didn’t just believe in you, I loved you. Oh, I did love you once. “ Sweet and matchless rose, how strangely you work upon my heart” You told me you loved me and found ways to bleed my arms with your abusive grip. They said,
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It does not dishonor others, it is not self- seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. where there are prophecies, love will cease; where there are tongues, love will be stilled; where there is knowledge, love will pass away. “Ever since I left you, I have been sad. I am only happy when by your side. Ceaselessly I recall your kisses, your tears, your enchanting jealousy; and the charms of the incomparable rose keep constantly alight a bright and burning flame in my heart and senses” You used to come back every time after you left and I still kept your sheets warm even though you always left me for another bed, every time the weather gets rough. So I started on a journey. A journey to find my safe haven, A ray of light in this eternal dawn. And I found it. I found love again. Not the kind that was filled with heartless games Not the kind that was emotionally draining. Not the kind that was abusive But the kind that put my mind into a frenzy of sparks. The kind where his lips set me on fire and I feel the earth below melting away with every moan. The kind that heals me and consumes me at the same time. With a man who makes me feel safe to venture with my heart in his hands, And his heart equally and completely mine. “No, my darling, I am not jealous but sometimes worried. Come soon; I warn you, if you delay, you will find me ill. Fatigue and your absence are too much” Oh, how you would manipulate me into not leaving you alone – a fate you very well deserved for ruining my love and my heart. Now here you are, castaway in St. Helena, with no one you love. I would have once given up my world for you if you had only known how to love unconditionally but alas, here we are. You – alone and in exile, Me – in love with a man who flies me to the moon with every glance, every kiss and every smile. The kindest thing I could do for you now is continue sending you letters as i know that mine are the only ones keeping you from breaking. Forgiveness is said to a part of love But that’s the thing darling, I love you no more so i do not wish to be kind. Did no one ever tell you to never lead on a fierce yet kind-hearted lady? For now you know if you break her heart, the heart of the one who loves you the most, you will spend every minute of your despondent life in madness of regret. I hope in your last days you think of me smiling without you in my life to rip my wings. I hope regret floods your heart as my name leaves your lips, the lips that were once so familiar but now marked with disgust in my heart. I hope when your life flashes before your eyes, you see the person who could have been the queen of your heart, be hopelessly in love with another without a thought of you.