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Mixtape Memoir
Mixtape Memoir
(2003-present)
2006 – Are You Lonesome Tonight
By David Jazo
2014 – Traumatized
2018 – Goat
2019 – Goosebumps
Although I don’t remember how I received the news, I do remember I was wheelchaired off the field and into the principal’s office where I
reminiscing about the very few moments I had with him. By this point I was greeted by the National City Fire Department. My mom eventually
was only four years old. I barely grasped the concept of death by this showed up and from the look in her eyes, I could tell she was trying to
time. I just remembered crying on a car ride home from Monster Jam stay strong and not cry for my sake. The sight of her made me cry more.
because I truly felt lonesome and missed him that night. I asked my When I got to the hospital via ambulance, I was there until nightfall.
parents why God took him and every other typical line a little kid could They eventually gave me a numbing shot (that felt like it did absolutely
ask at my age? They continued to comfort me and tell me I would nothing, which they had told was possible because of the amount of
always be his “rey”. They told me he’d always watch over me, even if he adrenaline in my body) and cracked my ankle back into place. My father
wasn’t there to do it physically. was in the room with me, holding m hand and holding my torso down
So, I eventually cried to the point where I had made up my mind he was so that I wouldn’t move.
in a better place. He couldn’t kiss me and call mi “rey” anymore, but as After the correcting was done, they took some more X-rays and MRIs to
long as I don’t let go of his memory, it’ll be ok. ensure the placement of my bones was fine. I lucked out of surgery and
I was sent home that night, still on morphine because the pain was so
great. That day is traumatizing. Although I am past it physically, Goat
mentally, I will never forget it and what it did to me. 2018
Freshman year was by far my best year of high school. Prior to high
school, I went to Bonita Vista Middle School. I absolutely dreaded every
day I was there for the simple reason that I was a loser in everybody’s
eyes.
At Las Palmas Elementary School, I was a little hot shot. All the girls
liked me, I was the most athletic kid, and the smartest kid.
So, when middle school rolled around, I was no longer either of those
things. My social life suffered the most because I didn’t have any
genuine friends.
When I got accepted into Mater Dei, I was ecstatic because I knew
things were going to be different. It would be a new beginning.
The year started off rocky because I went in with a shattered hand,
however, so many other good things happened that it outweighed
having a broken hand.
I now knew what it felt like to have girls like me. Girls actually liked me.
I also made countless friends inside and outside of school. I never had
friends to sit and talk to in middle school. After my hand healed, I was
finally allowed to lift weights. That was a huge milestone for me.
As the night progressed and tensions rose among the alcohol induced
teenagers, fights began to break out. One of my friends ended up getting
caught up in a quarrel that eventually led to him getting jumped by a
bunch of kids.
My other friend ended up getting knocked out trying to reason with the
gang of punches being thrown, instead of going in and fighting his way
through. He didn’t know any better. When people comment on my
actions that night, it seems as if I’m too numb to the situation. I had my
reasons for not helping but there’s still that little part of me that feels
like I need the Heimlich procedure done on me to wake me back to
reality; I needed help realizing the true magnitude of what went down
that night and that I probably could have helped.
Nobody has ever gone through times like these. Never in my life would I
have fathomed being denied my right to go outside my house and
socialize. Never in my life.
I try to encourage my close friends that they are not alone and that
even though we’re far apart, I’ll always be there for them in their
hearts. I tell the seniors that they are not alone.
I feel bad for the class of 2020, but I try to remind them that they are
going through everything with the rest of the world, so prolonged
mourning is not the solution. Everybody must remain positive and be
grateful to God that they are still alive today.