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Charcoal Mist at Cotton Fields
Charcoal Mist at Cotton Fields
Charcoal Mist at Cotton Fields
Charscoal
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at cotton
fields
POETRY & DRAWINGS
Copyright © 2017 by Eden Sleepwalker
ISBN: 9781973509929
Imprint: Round Line Books 2017
Watercolor
sunsets
fade into
charcoal
nights
Contents
11. A note from Eden
44. Karma’s lights
45. Angels
46. First
47. Nocturnal sun
48. The pilgrim
49. Celestial yarn
50. Missed you
51. Stones
52. Sleepwalking
53. Radiant elements
80. That being’s form
81. Through my veins
82. As you wait
83. A fierce garden
84. At the end of the tunnel
86. Time is cracking
87. Lullabies
88. If only
89. At his spine’s wreckage
90. Caged bird
91. Doorway mirror
92. In stitches
93. Amniotic liquid
94. Irresistible
95. Absence
96. Sleepless eyes
98. Unfold memories
99. My paper cut heart
100. Tiny clouds
101. Life promised
102. Where gingerbread men play
103. Nothingness
104. A raw meat’s poem
106. Second-hand wings
107. Subconscious bridge
108. Fragile kiss
109. Practicing balance
110. Lucid nightmares
111. Homeless spirits
117. Love potion
118. Keyboards & plugs
119. Driftwood
120. At a spider’s web
121. Five corner box
122. Where I long
to breathe
123. Invisible parts
124. A tangled state of mind
125. Empty alleys
126. Kiss me here
128. The unseen layers
of love
129. An empty paper
130. The pulse
131. Love is
132. Romancing the gap
133. Shelters
135. Collecting the moments
136. Behind you
137. Echo in harmony
138. The heart of a flower
139. Symphony
140. Lghthouse
141. Butterfly kiss
142. Bloody kiss
143. Lost domain
144. Crossroad
145. Each other’s eyes
146. We are mist
147. Fluttered heart
148. Embers
149. Precious
151. Dear reader...
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A note from Eden
For years I had no idea why I was this way... Why I was
shooting with my lens, the nerves of a leaf while most of
the people passing by, seeing only the greenery. Why I was
astonished by the sun rays piercing the water’s surface
while most of the people were enjoying swimming in the
sea. Why the structure of an empty shell kept me always
breathless while others might step on dozens of them at a
walk on sand. I thought all these were happening because
I was meant to be a visual artist and somehow I had
to use that information into my art. I did that for years
with success, but never felt complete as an artist and an
individual, but I could never imagine that the reason I
was always noticing everything oddly, was that I’m a poet
at heart.
Words meant few things to me, or I thought so until the
day I was accidentally reborn anew, a different personality.
A poetry lover, writing and reading large collections of
verses, rhymes, haikus, I keep on falling in love more and
more with words and how they can draw images sometimes
more vivid than the actual ones. A vision from the soul of
the poet directly to the hearts of the reader. For me, this
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is the perfect form of interactive art, from the moment a
poem is read and perceived by our brains through imagery,
metaphors, symbolism saying things we poets need to tell,
but only to those that need to listen.
I could do little else than be thankful from the deepest place of
my heart to those that motivated me the most to write every
day for five years now have been the Twitter prompters with
their inspirational words and unique images. Unfortunately,
many of those accounts do not exist anymore, but I need to
mention those that are still there doing beautiful work:
@sable_swan, @DimpleVerse, @MadQueenStorm,
@WrittenRiver, @TLPoetry, @poeverse, @TastyPoem,
@microprompt, @Balderdash_Babe, @ravenandrhyme,
@_BeautifulMes_ and many others.
I would also like to thank @toyotaman1988, @GalyaVarna
& @WeArtFriends for their valuable help.
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{ c h a p t e r o n e }
We are
the elements
of our private
space
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Miniature moons
As you switch off the moonlight
compose a sonnet
mused by darkness
When you are staring into nothing
you see all so loud
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A brave star
Awaiting daylight
ignoring she is a star
and shines only
at dark skies
Constantly
flirts with the Sun
Brave enough
to be just smoke
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Under a tin moon
Another way
to walk through life
is dreaming
under a tin moon
and rusty stars
A destiny written
with acid rain
and ultraviolet love
all over your fossil palms
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Each window
Each window has two faces
so two tales to share
They’re meant to be
long & different
as night & day
But when the window opens
they merge
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Fragment bright
A little star appeared far away
Almost out of my sight
So sparkling
that it warmed my soul
for a while
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Sky
Sky
Is your breeze
That makes me shimmer
I’m your vanity mirror
The sea
Never forsake me
Never apart we’ll be
I’m you
and you are me
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In nocturnal
silver blood
I wash my hair
as the moon
weeps
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Let me be
If I lose myself
within a storm
let me be
under layers of heavy rain
until I don’t feel anything
or you’ll need me
forevermore
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Among
the stones
Talk to me
through a wave
Send me in time
to the beach
to hear words flow
among the stones
Send me
but not without a cause
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Blind wave
Unmoored by anyone
but the wind
The blind wave crashes
by its own will
Melted on rocks
consumed by sand
Pure and mad
Wound
Each time I ‘m broken
I hush
Cause I know
That all the stardust
Coming from my wound
Is tomorrow’s remedy
to heal
The next one
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Tales unwritten
Some tales
shall remain unwritten
Only formed
by clouds and stars
Between
heaven’s & hell’s kingdoms
Whispering words
one with the sky
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Cotton fields
Thunders and storms
Absent the rain
The sky is dry
As every cloud lost its way
Fell on the ground
Forming cotton fields
A heavenly earth
Should be it
Yet a charcoal mist
Is already here
To obscure our dreams
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Sending light
We awaken the night
with eyes sparkling
sending light
straight to our hearts
Ignite the sky
as we’re made of stars
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Golden wings
You sculpted golden wings
at my tiny back, Mama
since my first day of life
“Heavy burden”
as many said
But unlike Icarus
I’ ll be back
as soon as I steal some flames
from light’s fountain
and make an offer
at the miracle’s gate
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Millions of Suns
Millions of Suns
Warm smiles
Against my blues
Fields of sunbeams
In a stellar symphony
Full of joyful hues
30
Some souls
being born under
the darkest skies
yet blooming
in vivid
colours
31
Catching a rainbow
Catching a rainbow
with our eyes
Imprisoning it
onto a lake’s surface
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A soul’s song
A sudden wind
brought to my private Aether
a peculiar soul’s song
Ever since
I’m vibrated in depth
by the echoes
of a mental storm
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Sky carving
Don’t run into tomorrow
There are plenty of
unexplored trails
hidden into the sky of today
Petrify the wind instead
to win over time
Forming frontiers
to protect
all that we love
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The blaze
The blaze of their hearts
still glowing
bellow coals & ashes
of dying earth
Embers
of an undead love
shall be fire again
in no time
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I own the water
I’ve seen wet eyes
so many times
gazing
at my life’s wounds
I hush spirits
saying
“I’ll be alright
I own the water
No worries
Sea will be calm”
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Our cosmic existence
Look up at the universe
There I am
shinning even more
since I’m a broken star
Billions my scattered pieces
A memory to hold
each one
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Amid a blizzard
Impossible for tender skin
to remain soft
amid a blizzard
Cracking & bleeding
Peeling off the surface
and it may someday
reveal a beast
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A rose
under the sun
A pink skin rose
impossibly to live
under the savage sun
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Shimmering
stones
along the
river’s shore.
Silver doves
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Hologram bay
At my hologram bay
sands of hope seem endless
Infinite grains
of future memories
falling behind my eyes
Captured all
inside an hourglass pane
Moments flow
through my hands
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Helpless
If the moon leaves
to follow the sun
The night grows endless
43
Karma’s lights
Karma’s lights
seem to be turned off
That’s why
you can’t see
how blessed I am
Sympathy overflows
but I’ll carry on
as a dark star
at Shadowland’s dome
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Angels
Angels always swim at nights
so no one can see them
Hiding
among their gentle
riptide moves
as if this sway
was a work of winds
45
First
First,
the universe ached
& cracked in two
Later,
delivered everything else
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Nocturnal sun
In some cripple nights
the nocturnal sun
mimics the pearlescent aura
of the moonlight’s halo
Hearts beat
with false tunes
yet an artificial star
deceives
only the fools
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The pilgrim
The pilgrim composed
An ode to the moon
He kneeled under its halo
A sacrifice
In the name of humanity
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The weaver
caresses
her cashmere soul.
A celestial yarn
is born
49
Missed you
Missed you before
we inhale each other’s
silver linings
50
Stones
Memories of a raw emotion
Sighs as a silent song
flew through the heart
to the lips
before they form
into stones
51
Sleepwalking
Happily sleepwalking
amongst blue skies
and yellow fields
Opening my eyes
just to see
that I only can feel
his frozen mist
over my heart’s hills
52
Radiant elements
Liquid, solid, air
Radiant elements
Living peacefully in Eden
Not in my psyche
I seek atonement
Believe me
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{ c h a p t e r t w o }
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The unwritten pages
An ode to all
the unwritten pages
Those carved
With our pens
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The carousel
of hallucinations
Not a dream
Nor a nightmare
Still, you aren’t awake
Welcome
to the carousel
of hallucinations
Ride your private monster
and sway
59
Bruises
Bruises on the walls
Tears from the ceiling
Too much pain
for a dollhouse
that bleeds indoors
ready to shatter
each dawn
60
In my drawer
Keeping words in my drawer
Under paperwork
Under useless things
Before I know
They’re buried deep within
my past life dreams
Clatter won
61
Teardrop
A journey from an eye
through the surface
of a cheek
Ends up as
an invisible stain
62
If you
recognize
yourself
into my poem,
I’m your
mirror
63
Pushing words
I’m pushing words
on my chest
to send them back
into my soul
Stay forever
in the dark
Buried deep
in where they belong
64
My phobias alley
Late at night
I took a turn
at my phobias alley
Leading straight
to the slaughterhouse of dreams
All that I dread of
were waiting there
All of them
even those yet unborn
65
The red apple
Peeling the red apple
Carefully
Smoothly
Slowly
Until the ugly truth
reveals
its empty flesh
66
Push me
In the fade of my heartbeat
Standing bare
At the edge of a cliff
Seeking emotions
To feel anything
Push me
to a dream
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Down the walls
If only
I could lay down
staring at the ceiling
without the fear
that demons
would begin to crawl
down the walls
sliding into my bed
and eventually
drinking my soul out
69
Possessing auras
Haunted spirits
come & go
from our desolation
They leave marks
Sometimes scars
Often wounds
& their possessing auras
occupying us
to the bones
70
Ceiling
Your ceiling
isn’t a tabula rasa
Has imprinted
every secret, thought, sigh
71
Invisible horizons
Aren’t we touching
invisible horizons
through window panes?
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Birth,
the prelude
to a life
that closes
its circle
with a requiem
73
Destiny’s rules
Making peace with pain
Welcoming
destiny’s rules
So much knowledge
is hiding amongst a tragedy
74
My actual face
I’ll cover all of my mirrors
because I need to observe
my actual face
75
The coward’s lips
Some words
will never slide
through the coward’s lips
76
A hidden room
In every home
exists a hidden room
Nor door
neither windows
77
Reflections
of you
hanging
on my tears
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Neon lights
Trembling neon lights
Purple, pink, green & blue
Illuminated signs
we’re unable to read
Where shall we go to
from now on?
79
That being’s form
Her innocence failed
when a pure sensation
ended up
a raw feast
in someone else’s jaws
Blur out
that being’s form
Making peace
with her own soul
80
Through my veins
Through my veins
Runs ink with soul
Mysteriously dark
Poisonous as love
With roses scent
The poetic thoughts
I live for
81
As you wait
There are times
one minute lasts
so much longer
than an hour
As you wait
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A fierce garden
A fierce garden
transplanted into our souls
83
At the end
of the tunnel
At the end of the tunnel
beyond a white light mist
Gathering
nameless psyches
Wearing black
butterfly wings
Taking us
In peace
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Time is cracking
Time is cracking
and the sound
is so harsh
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Lullabies
Sing to me lullabies
to ease my demons
Serenade them
through
this corpse of mine
as you kiss me
and they may release me
Set me free to see
myself anew
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If only
If only
we could beguile Death
Celebrate life
through a womb
as we give birth
to our better selves
88
At his spine’s wreckage
At his spine’s wreckage
They shall all be there
His whispering dolls
grinning
Those pretty ones
taken
not for child’s play
89
Caged bird
My prison
is your window
You observe
while I act
As a caged bird
Singing
without rhythm
How can I
accept that?
90
Doorway mirror
Standing still
At my doorway mirror
Staring at my cracked ego
Pieces about to fall
in any minute
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An owl’s
solitary sound
pierces
the night’s silence
in stitches
92
Amniotic liquid
As we reach
the very deep end
of REM sleep
We may be drawn down
into our own
amniotic liquid
while dreaming of
giving to life
an endless kiss
93
Irresistible
Irresistible the apple
Passing hands
Changing owners
Tenants come & go
from Eden’s gardens
Tempting your weakness
to grow
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Absence
Absence
A vicious undead oddity
Tasteless
Soundless
Unscented
A wicked sadist
Leaving marks that
No man or woman
can soothe or heal
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Sleepless eyes
Sleepless eyes
right where
dreams should unfold
Living nightmares
about to crawl
on walls
sheets
and souls.
Dealing
with our personal demons
as each night falls
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Unfold memories
Unfold
savage memories
Spread rose petals
all over
Fold back again
before burying them
into oblivion’s closet
forever
98
My paper cut heart
Watercolors
over my paper cut heart
Colorful blood
99
Tiny clouds
Cold Morning
among cold walls
Sighs travel
as tiny clouds
in the room
A misty atmosphere
to keep me
almost warm
100
Yearning
all those
simple pleasures
life promised
but lied to me
101
Where
gingerbread men
play
You may find me
where gingerbread men play
102
Nothingness
Unfold the length
of the gap
Breathe it in
It might be cold
but there is
a mystic essence
in pure
nothingness
103
A raw meat’s song
I was raw meat walking
at some field
104
Who I was before
nobody needs to know or care
since my body satisfies your taste
I hope you won’t spit me down
or argue with the butcher
for selling my modest flesh
instead of a superb one
105
Second-hand wings
Second-hand wings
are not a gift
Place them back
to where they belong
I deny wearing
someone else’s dreams
Don’t insist
I carry my own
106
Subconscious bridge
Subconscious bridge,
attach our psyches edges
I dare you,
but they cut like razors
oh, so deep
And the valley below
a red abyss
from murdering
a long-awaited fusion
before its birth
107
Fragile kiss
Be gentle
108
Broken or damaged?
A long way
in-between
I’m somewere
in the middle
practicing balance
109
Lucid nightmares
Don’t read me
bedtime stories
nor fairy tales
to dream on
Lucid nightmares
to start with
but
I take the risk
to ask for more
110
Homeless spirits
Homeless spirits
Out of their cocoons
Out of any skin
Their stray breathing
Maybe weak
Yet free
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{ c h a p t e r t h r e e }
Where
the pure hearts
grow
Hide me
in your pocket
Hide me in your pocket
Take me with you
where the waves crash
where you spread joy
where your music grows
& I won’t make a sound
114
Empty paper
An empty paper
waiting at my door
Explaining it all
115
Our rooms
My room
Your room
Distant places
away but close
We seek pleasure
through murmuring walls
while pushing them
to move
116
Aroma
and flavor
are the love
potion
for romance
117
Keyboards & plugs
Keyboards
attached to brains
Plugs
linked to hearts
That’s how
the battle of logic
begins
at the valleys
of the electric-powered
love
118
Driftwood
She became a driftwood
washed ashore the sea
when he said goodbye
119
At a spider’s web
Connected
with a spider’s web thread
Stuck inches away or miles
We’re the helpless kind
Weaved inside
the cloth of seasons
unable to move
forth or back
We’re both attached
together in sequence
with each other’s force
At our highs and lows
always and forever
Molded into one tight bond
Gentle strength
from wired silk
We are beautiful this way
So strong
120
5 corner box
Look at this five corner box
Unstable walls
with floating floor
Hush and insecure
But I’m willing to stay
Make it my home
with you
121
Where I long
to breathe
is inside of you
My ocean I adore
Your deepest place
Your soul
122
Invisible parts
Reveal for me
your invisible parts
Trust me
with your blood
123
A tangled
state of mind
Love
is a tangled state of mind
124
Empty alleys
My veins are rivers
running in silence
Mute without your words
Empty alleys
missing your steps
It’s where shadows crawl over
our love’s ashes
At my soul’s remains
125
Kiss me here
Kiss me here
to the walls of my mind
Make love
to the gate of my cage
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The unseen
layers of love
I pretend I don’t see you
It’s alright
cause we’ve learned
to believe
in the unseen layers
of love
128
Empty paper
An empty paper
waiting at my door
Explaining it all
Blank
as invisible love
Hush
as the unspoken words
A gap between
our worlds
129
The pulse
My body
sings lullabies
when I cradle you
at my wombs
embrace
130
Love is
a mystic trail
of combined
letters
& carved
whispers
131
Romancing the gap
Drawing with whispers
Modeling landscapes
with sighs
Romancing the gap
Filling it with love
You’re immortal
With me
by your side
132
Shelters
She found a shelter
inside his isolation
And he a sanctuary
within her flesh
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Collecting moments
We discovered a way
to drink again
from the broken glass
Without replacing
every little part we’ve lost
Instead used some love
I’m collecting
the moments of our story
Picking up
scattered fragments of us
I keep them safely
into my heart
and I still seek for missing parts
Maybe they were stolen
while we were blind
135
Behind you
As I walked behind you
your backbone
sensed my blues
136
Echo in harmony
I whispered
a single word
but you heard a love song
as an echo
dramatized my sigh
137
The heart of a flower
The heart of a flower
dripping love
and it’s where
I long to be
138
A symphony
composed by
a dream orchestra
An ode to our
impossible
love
139
Lighthouse
I’m the wayward,
& hope for madness
140
Butterfly kiss
I felt a clench inside my belly
A hovering into my chest
Then a lump in my throat
As a butterfly
came out of my lips
for a kiss
141
Bloody kiss
Be gentle
Her fragile kiss
might cut your lips
in pieces
If you embrace her
too hard
she’ll break
& there will be blood
142
Lost domain
Here lying on this bench
they used to hold
one another’s hearts
Nesting them
within the cave
of their holding hands
143
Crossroad
Meet me at the crossroad
of Avenue of Hope
& Passionate Sky Highway
Meet me again
even if we are hopeless
144
Each other’s eyes
A dive so deep
in longing
when we used to swim
into each other’s eyes
& everything else outside
our pool of love
was blurred
145
We are mist
Paramours evaporate
into one another’s arms
146
A heart
unable to flutter
Impossible
to be
in love
147
Embers
The blaze of their hearts
still glowing
bellow coals & ashes
of dying earth
Embers
of an undead love
threatening
to be fire again
in no time
148
Precious
l escape from nowhere
each day
trying to reach
your hurting soul
To nourish
cherish
praise it
as a gem
as a precious stone
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