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Black Traveller
Black Traveller
Black Traveller
a collection of poems
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BLACK TRAVELLER
Copyright ©2020 by Ugwu Erochukwu Shedrach
All rights reserved
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For Jeff Cannon, the ones I have lost and those in the tunnel of grief, hoping
for a beautiful tomorrow.
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Foreword
Poet, Shedrach Ugwu, through his book, Black Traveller, tackles a topic
many find hard and more find harder: Grief! These grief freighted, dark
ladened poems, nevertheless speak of promise. Their verses uncover
treasures of language that not only expose and polish, but more so, give
voice to vital feelings through images, sound, flow of lines that resonate
with grief, solace and renewal.
This brief yet explosive, dynamic, heart honest, spirit present, mind
awakened volume percolates from beginning to end with the vibrancy of a
wounded person seeking to heal the bleeding space left by the departure of
a loved one. The opening poem, “Rest In Paradise” starts where grief starts
with lamentation. Here woundedness seeks healing through a sense of
failed mission with the refrain: “I couldn’t save you as I thought I would: I
am sorry, I am sorry, but rest in paradise.” Lamentation becomes a lamp
light in the wilderness, a time of Emotional Chaos (1) where the author
describes the gutted sense of meaning, body, mind and spirit in the poem
“Epiphany”.
This continues with “Black Traveller” the bereaved feels he has become “a
microcosm of a swayed chronicle of complex complexities”. This mournful
poem becomes a welcome respite for the process of slow relieve of what
could colonize a person and imprison them in grief for their life. Why?
Because the bereaved is working through his grief. Grief denied by silence
only festers to rob a life of its goodness of its gift to give and leave life.
Thus, as ‘yesterday died, today would and tomorrow will create me in
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another quantum of truth and a sweet–bitter reality.” Bluebird”, “Tata”
and “This Is Us” continue this process of Search and Separation (2).
This shines especially with “This Is Us” with memories that start to heal
the present. It also screams with “When This City Cries” and “Delirium”.
This time of agonia becomes a further expansive wrestling with death, grief
and one’s life force seeking to live. We move from Lamentation further
along this Psalter of sorrow to a Book of Revelations. This poet leaves no
stone unturned especially with “Jump Suit”. “Black Rose”, and “For
Africa”. Things appear to come together more when pity is denied, given
the slam in “I Had A Bitch”!
Something new seems to blossom in the last two poems entitled “The Just
Man” and “Death In The Pot”. Here we find a keener link to the both-and
outlook upon life. The use of hash marks accentuates in a precious way
vital expressions of heart, spirit, epiphanaic and mindful learnings,
insights, appreciations.
Many shades of grief are allowed to show their culture, speak their story,
tell their view in the light of weighty real: the pre-dawn wonder of
mysterious gray, sometimes foreboding mist, while the choir of morning
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birds sing their morning hymns of joy, of awakening, life calling to be
lived.
This poet’s verses despite their anguish fuel perseverance to carry on.
Everyone traveling the path of grief can despite its pain and loss, look back
one day and whisper “Thank You”. The loss of a beloved is great and yet a
gift is left in the pocket of grief for the sake of our aliveness!
Jeff Cannon
(Massachusetts, USA)
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Nnamdi (1990-2015)
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Rest In Paradise
(beautiful monody IV)
Gay smile and without who you are. I collect the product
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I'm thrown into abeyance like a used napkin.
But this is it; too late to suck out this venom. Too late
Again, too late to fight back, too early to see another tear fall.
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Epiphany
Abstracted,
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And upon this night,
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Black Traveller
i. sometimes i fail to
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iv. i do not understand the agony
in a coven of nothingness.
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viii. I often gaze at my vulnerabilities
singing lullabies. i am a
macrocosm of a swayed
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xi. but just like the elixir of the
myself to pieces.
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xiv. yet, twenty and a four is an even number,
blinded by darkness.
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xvii. i am a mortal in-between
to his beloved.
a fallen chameleon.
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xx. i am traveling within
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Bluebird
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I don't want to lay these flowers early,
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Tata
II
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III
i am fatherless too.
IV
i know i am leaving,
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VI
heart to be mended.
VII
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This Is Us
(for Princess)
Lonesomeness in my pocket.
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We'll travel the cosmos on Sappho's
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When This City Cries
not obsidian like the hell I’ve known and seen and touched.
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Delirium
i made friendship with the dead, creating a diary of dead things. do i have
to speak to myself before anyone could hear me outside myself? they say
you can't heal what you never revealed, i have revealed my demons in
different chapters :
chapter i:
many things looked dead to me before they died like uncertainty finding
pace under my pillow and at noon, sensimilla arrives for breakfast. (it often
feeds on my soul, then adds life to my demons.)
i'd lived once, and sometimes i wonder how many times i am meant to die.
chapter iv:
i saw a black carrot dangling before my face, i lost touch with my mother's
name before she scribbled a dirge and hid it under my wet bed sheet. how
do i name seasons laden on my shoulders:
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–of loss in a sordid earth painted with grief?
chapter ii :
they say god is inevitable, but i've only found him in between my death
and silence, or whatever. call me mayhem, obsolete, obstinate, stygian—i
am all you could mention in a drama of nothingness.
chapter iii:
i've made t i m e my enemy. i've failed to heal from all its abundance. they
say it reveals what is hidden, but it has hidden what i revealed. how do i
heal?
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Jump Suit
before decay and walk away and carry my head like a baked potato
to walk these alleys and look at the city lights and pretend as if
to kiss broken lips and see the world come in a grain of earth dust.
i cut myself to see the light days, to flee this darkness but the light days are
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Black Rose
(for the first I lost)
to the misguided
and vanished.
he bowed, for a no
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yet the beast came
lurking in my head.
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A Song For Africa
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I think of lost voices that
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I Had A Bitch
i had a bitch, her name was Pity, she was sometimes shitty.
she cared less about milk and ripped out her heart for every stranger.
she enjoyed watching the animal farm with me and distracted me from
i had a bitch, they say she wagged from her heart and
now i miss that scene and not once, but each time i
I.
Whom the zephyr of divinity is steadfast with, like the earth's rotation.
II.
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Death In The Pot
doors impolitely/
/i got renamed/chain-free
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/but everyone has/
/a culture:
/a smiling face or
/a plus or minus—
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Boy Over Flowers
(for Ifeanyi Harrison)
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Drowned in the emptiness of
At my photos, find me
In dark places.
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Ugwu Erochukwu Shedrach hails from the city of Enugu
in Nigeria. He is an avid poet who writes across all
genres. In 2017, he was shortlisted for the 2017
Commonwealth Youth Poetry Prize. Shedrach is a soil
scientist, researcher and enthusiast of moral philosophy.
His works have been published in reputable journals
such as: The Praxis, African Writers, Squawk Back,
Algebra of Owls amongst others.
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