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Unspeakable (The First Three Chapters)
Unspeakable (The First Three Chapters)
Bas/Unspeakable 1
I was always scared of the wind; in fact even I think it’s getting rather silly at
still seems rather weak to me when forced to withstand the wind. As secure
force of Mother Nature. Then I see it –-through my dorm room window the
large oak tree twenty feet away whipping back and forth, slowly losing its
Pompton Lakes, New Jersey; a small, suburban town just minutes from my
for the sake of moving out, and my parents wanted me close, for the sake of
still in the state of New Jersey. I chose William Paterson University though I
could have gone farther away, but I got my dorm and my parents got their
As the semesters went by, living so close to home was more beneficial than I
in my own bed and coming downstairs for breakfast with mom, dad and my
younger brother Ian. I sat up from bed and put on my incredibly comfortable
Downstairs I found my dad playing around with his newest toy – an iPad at
the kitchen table. If it was a gadget and it was popular, he had to have it. I
couldn’t even tell you how many times we replaced our television because
another with an even more exciting (and useless) feature came out.
My mother was finishing up the eggs and my brother was still asleep. I
greeted dad from behind with a hug and kiss on the cheek.
“Eva,” my mother asked without turning her back from the toaster. “Coffee
or tea?”
on Thursdays at the nearby bar. Dad was quieter than usual this morning,
I hear the sliding of feet from a distance, my brother –-eyes still shut, hair a
complete mess, walks like a zombie to the table, plopping himself down on
the chair.
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understand why it’s normal for you and your friends to play from one to five
in the morning.”
“…and you never will,” he responds before plopping his head down on the
table.
“Ain’t that something,” dad says under his breath. Ian lifts his head up to
“Not sure if you remember this sweetheart but Calvin Botta is being released
“How could anybody forget Calvin Botta?” Mom said after finally turning
around. She was right though; how could anyone, especially in the town of
“Let me see.” Dad handed over the iPad to me – cautiously of course. I read
the New York Times article myself; accompanying the story was a picture of
a fifteen-year old Calvin Botta during his arrest. I gazed at the picture; he
was wearing an orange jumpsuit, his head was down, his arms and ankles
handcuffed; under it displayed the date, October 12, 2000. He was just a
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fragile little boy at the time. I thought how unnecessary it was to cuff his
ankles. I was just twelve years old at the time; I remembered what he did
and the sense of fear came rushing back to me like it had when the murder
happened ten years ago. The same fear I felt when he was still on the loose
convinced he would one night come through my window and hurt me. They
found Calvin Botta asleep in the woods near a lake -- cold and alone and
sobbing uncontrollably. The crime struck such fear across the town that no
one felt safe to even step outside. Schools were locked down and special
curfews were set for our safety. But when it was discovered to be at the
afternoon raking with my brother. Raking was always a fun time because it
allowed me the privilege to toss Ian into the leaves. The trade-off of course
was cleaning up after. It was a rather quiet day for me however, mainly
because after school I had skipped soccer practice and all of my friends were
still there.
were my age, it was almost likely that I knew you. So it was no surprise when
this mysterious boy I had never seen before that looked my age rode his
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me. He has these big, beautiful blue eyes –-I felt like his eyes pierced right
through me. He looked nervous and I looked curious. But as quick as our
eyes locked for that brief moment, he hastily turned away towards the road
peddling even faster now. There was something about his face that made me
think of him for days after that. His hair was brown and messy, his t-shirt was
old and his jeans were filthy and torn. But behind the unkempt hair and dirty
clothes was this beautiful looking boy who looked so fragile and scared that
I stood outside my house for days waiting for him to ride his bike past me
again. I practiced how I would make him stop and talk to me and tell him
how he made me feel when he rode past. How when I first saw him, I froze
up and later kicked myself for it. But he never came back.
A week went by since I last saw the boy. The wind kept up into the night –
already scary enough for me but the thought of him somehow kept me calm.
The willow tree outside of my window was louder than usual. The frail
television to drown out the sounds outside. I remember hearing the faint
watched crime shows on TV. The sirens grew louder and louder as they
roared past my house. I, along with my family and the rest of the block
The police set up a perimeter, no one could get near the house that was
surrounded -- something big happened, but what could it be? Murder, was
the last thing we all thought. News spread throughout the town fast; a
murder in Pompton Lakes. This was not just a murder, this was a mutilation
by a sick and sadistic killer who convinced everyone that only the devil
himself could do such wicked evil. Before he set fire to his victim, he first
tortured him in ways no one could imagine. He was bound at the wrists and
ankles; his body was mutilated while he was still alive. His fingers, his toes,
his eyes, even his tongue was found scattered throughout the room. The
name of a woman was carved into his chest with what was later discovered
readily available not only for the brave police force, but also the neighbors,
It was an evil that took hostage of our souls, throwing us into a rollercoaster
of panic and fear as the town awaited the killer to be captured. The story
spread through the country. Even when talked about in public, reactions
from listeners were followed instantly by looks of disgust and anger for even
bringing it up. It was an evil that was so unbelievable, that it almost became
unspeakable.
When I think back to those days, I realize now that I had more of my dad in
young. My favorite times as a child was playing cops and robbers with Ian, I
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was always the cop – respectively. Mom and dad would always punish me
when I locked Ian in the basement for hours at times, claiming he was in jail.
Then there were the nights where I would forego watching sitcoms with mom
and instead sat with dad to watch Unsolved Mysteries. Even though I was
the wall next to my bed. I figured being a police officer would be the closest
happened ten years ago, it was more understandable now than ever why I
couldn’t keep away from it. As terrified as I was, I was impatient to hear
day he was captured. Even at a young age it was the same routine:
moccasins then hair brush. This morning was different however; when I went
“The killer?” I asked intriguingly. My eyes lit up in both relief and excitement
“Just this morning. They found him asleep in the woods, he confessed almost
“Where’s dad?”
my coat.
“I’m a better photographer.” I said. Even at a young age I was quick with the
my twelve year-old legs could take me --hoping dad didn’t already back out
of the driveway.
I climbed in his car and buckled up; he didn’t say a word, he smiled as if he
was already expected me. We pulled out of the driveway and were off to see
him with our own eyes. The only thing separating my dad and I was both a
We parked almost three blocks away. Traffic was not moving so there was no
point to try to drive the car any closer. We ran as fast as we could towards
the crowd of reporters and paparazzi outside of the police department. The
awaited trial.
It was too crowded, no possible way for us to get any closer. I on the other
hand was smaller and thinner. Dad handed me the digital camera while he
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manned the video camera from a distance. I managed to squeeze through all
surroundings. I even turned the camera on myself flashing a peace sign with
the crowd of reporters and paparazzi behind me; I was clearly the only one
A few officers walked out of the building first. Some other officers swiftly
began to clear a path through the reporters for the truck to get as close as
Then I saw him. Walking out of the building escorted heavily by officers was
the same boy who had rode his bike past me that one windy afternoon. I
could hear the chains clashing against each other on his ankles and wrists
over his orange prison jumpsuit. I put the camera down, frozen once again,
unable to snap any photos. His head was down completely, his cheeks were
rosy red, and his eyes were puffy -- as if he spent the entire night crying.
Pictures and flash bulbs were going off like a lightning storm around me, yet
I still could not move. Then it happened, he looked up just once, but in that
one time, he looked straight at me. For that brief moment, we had once
again locked eyes. He looked at me, as if he was calling out for help. I
refused to admit to it at the time but a huge part of me felt I had wanted to
console the boy, hug him and tell him everything will be okay. As quick as he
lifted his head, an officer pushed it back down as he was assisted into the
I look back to that day with a sense of confusion with myself. Why did I have
looked up, did he only look at me? It’s been ten years since I last heard of
Calvin Botta. So it was no surprise when I held up the iPad and I saw his face
The following Monday, I didn’t realize how fast the semester was going until
Professor Wayne was large in stature; he had the kind of gaze where you
genuinely felt both guilty and scared if you disrupted his lecture. I sat in the
the lecture but far enough where I could answer text messages without
being seen.
His class was my favorite, it also helped that he was handsome, and
physically fit man in his early forties. He had salt and pepper hair and left
stubble on his face, which I found a little attractive. You can tell through the
way he spoke that that he still had a passion for teaching after all of these
years – even if some of the students were to blame for his grey hairs. I will
admit I am guilty of taking up a little extra of his time after class discussing
My mind wouldn’t let go of Calvin Botta, I thought about him all times of the
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day. I wondered what came of him, I thought about how scared he must
have been his first night in prison all of those years ago; but I thought most
about what he looked like now. I started searching for any recent photos of
Calvin on the Internet I could find, but there was nothing –- as if he no longer
exists.
anything else I’d want to spend researching more than Calvin Botta.
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The next day in class, I was asked to stay after. I figured it was regarding my
topic and I was right. After the classroom emptied, Professor Wayne stood up
from his chair and walked around his desk. He leaned against the desk with
paper in hand.
“You know this is going to be a tough one right? he said, hoping I would
reconsider.
“It’s a big part of my town and yet we know nothing about him. I want
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“Straight from him? What do you mean? You want to interview him too?” He
said in disbelief?
semester you said you worked as a corrections officer at Rahway. Can’t you
“I haven’t worked at Rahway for more than five years Eva,” he said.
“But people you know could still be there right?” I went dead silent after and
didn’t break eye contact; it was a persuasion tactic I learned from my dad --
He didn’t answer, instead just dropped his head. I could tell he was getting
well being to the outcome of his decision –-my final tactic to win him over.
My dorm room desk was now a cluttered mess, definitely a change from my
agree to helping but I did not need his approval to begin my own research; I
picked my topic and there is no backing out now. Scattered about were all of
the print articles I could find about the murder. I also managed to secure
The door opens, Riley, my roommate plops her book bag down by the mini-
“Hello Thanksgiving break!” Riley says. She stops and assesses the mess on
my desk.
“Funny.” I responded.
duckling but when Riley and I were out together, she always got more
attention from the boys. She has an almost addictive personality, the type
you just couldn’t forget when first meeting. Her smile was big and bright, it
was no surprise to me when she told me she did print modeling. Riley and I
balanced each other out well, she taught me that having fun in college was
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“Do you want me to stay tonight? I was thinking of going back home a little
“I don’t mind, it just gives me options if Adam wants to sleep over tonight,”
“You do anything on my bed and I will tell the entire floor the time you peed
your pants.”
“It was New Years Eve and I was passed out drunk! Doesn’t everyone at one
“Not too sure about custom-order bedpans but I’ll look into it,” I said.
I typed Calvin’s name into Google, something I’ve done dozens of time a day,
hoping a new search result would mysteriously appear that I have yet to see.
At that moment, I received a notice that I had new mail. I pressed the link. It
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“If you have prior obligations this Thanksgiving break, I suggest you break
Riley and I turned and looked at each other. I jumped from my chair and ran
out the door to the main floor. At this point I’m shaking with excitement, I
can’t even manage to get the key in the mailbox lock on the first try. I finally
open the box, inside: a single folded letter-size manila envelope with my
I turned and raced back to my dorm room. Riley, impatiently waiting for my
arrival, jumped out of her bed when the door swung open.
rubber band and unsealed the metal fastener. The contents inside: a typed
I froze, I felt excited but my nerves came crashing down. I managed to finally
look up and acknowledge Riley with a smile. I handed her the letter: a
“Just don’t wear a skirt,” Riley responded with her trademark charm.
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“I’m almost scared to watch, the kid gives me the heebie jeebies,” Riley
says.
Calvin is sitting alone behind a metal table. The room is a bare white; the
Calvin looks as pale as can be in the orange jumpsuit. His face is slightly
flushed with red from both restlessness and a constant stream of tears.
Detective DiMotta drills into Calvin with questions. DiMotta’s voice gets
louder; at one point he stands and slaps the table startling Calvin. Calvin
looks scared for his life; he puts his head down, his shoulders bouncing up
I looked at Riley; she cupped her mouth with both hands. The sound of Calvin
sobbing uncontrollably was almost too unbearable. Riley ejects the DVD
before we could finish watching. We sat there silent. As sad as the video
made me feel, I became even more anxious to see him with my own eyes.
Later, I found myself walking alone through the main prison floor, inmates
screaming the most profane words in all directions and heights. I stopped at
Calvin’s cell – still a boy. He looked up at me with those big blue eyes and
asked my name.
“Are you hear to save me?” he said in the most innocent child-like voice.
“I can’t save you Calvin,” I said. He began to cry, banging his head against
the bars. A river of blood washed down from his forehead. I reached over and
put my hands through the bars to stop him. He grabbed my arms, blood
Just then, I looked over and right in the middle of the main floor was a large
oak tree whipping around. I ran but no doors would open. I began screaming
for help for the guards to open the doors but no one could hear me over the
The tree was picking up momentum; it was about to topple over any minute
from the wind coming from all directions and there was nowhere I could run
for safety. I started crying, trying to open any door, banging as hard as I
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could screaming at the top of my lungs. The tree started tipping, branches
cracking in half and crashing to the ground. Calvin’s cell door opens.
“In here Eva,” Calvin said in an ever so peaceful tone. I ran inside his cell.
I went to grab him but the cell door shut, locking me in alone. The tree
I jumped up, relieved that I was back in my own bed at home. I wiped the
tears from my eyes, reaching for the bottled water on my nightstand to calm
The next morning I began penning questions I would ask Calvin, a task
proven to be more difficult than I had originally thought. I crossed out the
first question I wrote: “Can you take me back to the day of the murder?” I
I remember the way he went silent when being questioned I did not want to
come off like I was scolding him, trying to get answers. I wanted to instead
approach. I thought about the day I saw him ride his bike past and what I
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clothes. I wanted to tell him that in that moment, that moment that was so
quick made such a lasting impression on me. I wanted to tell him how I stood
outside at that exact time everyday waiting for him to ride his bike past me;
how I had my bicycle conveniently outside ready to catch up to him the next
time I saw him. I wanted to tell him how I wanted to hug and comfort him
when our eyes met again outside of the police station. I just wanted to forget
about everything that happened and tell him how he made me feel and
of the Lambs’ playing. It was the scene where Clarice met Dr. Hannibal
Lecter for the first time, the connection between the sociopath and the
agent-in-training was very apparent. I pictured the same scenario but with
Calvin and I. I was very familiar of the scene, as I owned the movie along
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“Right.”
“Prison! You want to interview him in prison? That’s way too dangerous!”
Mom said.
“She’ll be fine. Look at those muscles on her” Dad said poking fun at my
skinny frame.
“Michael, you don’t know what can happen with all of those murderers in
“Ian, run to Walmart, grab fifty boxes of the game Monopoly and collect all of
Ian and I break out in laughter; mom shakes her head in disbelief. Dad
I didn’t sleep much later that night, I was too eager to begin my drive to
Rahway Prison to meet Calvin the following Sunday morning. I did not know
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what to expect or if he would even utter a single word to me, but it was
worth a shot. A big part of me just wanted to look at him one more time as
the young girl I was and the young boy he was. I wanted to know if he would
remember me if I told him I was the girl he saw standing outside the house
I was to stay at a motel near the prison. I packed a week of clothes for just a
four-day stay. There was a brisk cool in the air as I packed my car, a used
two-door white Honda Civic with my belongings. Dad fiddled with the
“Just take it, piece of mind. You call me every night okay?” she said in a
nervous tone.
“Not a very intimidating color mom,” I said joking about the pink case around
She laughed and hugged me as if I was leaving home for good. Her fear was
starting to rub off on me. I thought of the humorous irony between the two
items my mother and father handed me: one shot a harmful spray and the
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“Call us when you get to the motel sweetheart,” dad said proudly.
“I will, go inside, it’s cold out here and you’re still both in your pajamas,” I
said.
Dad opened the car door for me. I buckled my seat belt and waved goodbye
as I shut the door. I backed out of the driveway, ready for Rahway.
I always enjoyed driving; even when I was with friends I would always be the
one behind the wheel. Maybe part of me just hates not being in control.
Sometimes I would even take my car out just to cruise around and clear my
head with some music. Or I would drive to this certain cul-de-sac where I
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could park and enjoy the beautiful New York City skyline. I mostly enjoyed
being in my car during the rain. There was something about a confined space
that protected me from the weather that felt so secure and safe to me. The
scenery transitioned from the peaceful roads and highways I know to the
traffic. The environment was a little frightening at the moment; I locked the
doors and remembered where exactly the pepper spray was in my purse. My
mother’s paranoia was beginning to rear its ugly head. I did feel a little guilty
My GPS announced my arrival. I pulled up to the very bland looking motel lot.
I popped the trunk and wheeled my suitcase to the office with my laptop bag
my car. I rang the bell at the front desk; a large African-American male
“Hours?” I said quizzically. He let out a roaring laughter and pushed his
“My apologies.”
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“This way,” he said, grabbing a key from the behind him. I followed him
He unlocked the end room door, it was nothing special, which I didn’t mind; I
was concerned more about the cleanliness. He handed me the key and went
back to the office. I locked the door behind me and first unpacked my laptop
onto the desk. I dialed home while checking out the bathroom.
“Hey mom, I guess you’re busy, just calling to say I’m here. Love you.”
I opened the bathroom’s small window to release the trapped musky air. I
prison with men so I did not want any suggestive clothing but part of me
wanted to in fact look ‘cute’ for Calvin as strange as that seemed to me.
Later on, I picked up some Chinese food and sat at the desk with my laptop. I
talked myself into prepping some questions just so I had something readily
available to say in case he gave me the silent treatment. I didn’t want just
questions though; I wanted to engage him to the point where he would end
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wanted to be prepared for any cards he dealt me; after all, time was limited.
“Hello?”
“Professor Wayne?”
“Bingo,” he replied.
“He’s very smart from what I remembered when I was a guard. He reads a
lot, self-educated in fact. He can go on for hours about anything from Edgar
“To name a few yes. He’s smarter than you think, I feel like really isn’t
anything he doesn’t know at this point. Last time I saw him he was re-
reading ‘The Odyssey’. He read just about every book in the prison library in
“Birds huh?”
“Well, I better get going. You won’t get much out of him if you try to get him
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declared a mute. Valiant effort thus far, you already earned some good
After hanging up, I felt more motivated than ever to impress Professor
Wayne. I wanted to prove to him that I could get Calvin to talk to me.
The next morning I awoke extra early to make sure I allotted enough time to
eat, iron my clothes and review my materials one last time. I decided to go
with black trousers and a black blazer with a white button-down blouse --an
outfit I had once purchased for a job interview. On the way back from picking
12:30pm. I have a fear of being late for meetings; I would rather be two
hours early than two minutes late. In anticipation of being searched, I took
with me just the essentials: my notebook, a tape recorder and Calvin’s gift
I walked at a slower pace than usual, the haunting cement building, housing
some of the most dangerous criminals was right in front of me, and I, a girl of
just one-hundred and ten pounds was about to enter it. I practiced in my
head ignoring the profanities that would be shouted at me from inmates who
probably haven’t seen a girl in years. I stopped to look up, a flock of birds
darted through the sky catching my attention. I thought of the irony of being
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take a breath, my heart was racing and my hands were clammy. I took a sip
of water before I began walking again. There was a brief moment where I
I opened the door to the prison and was immediately greeted by a two
guards.
“This way ma’am,” the guard said politely. I smiled and thanked him for his
courtesy.
“So you’re the girl who wants to see Calvin huh? Tough cookie that kid is,
don’t be surprised if he doesn’t talk. He sure knows how to piss people off.
I cut him off before it looked like he was about to turn me away:
I could tell he was reluctant to let the interview happen, he opened the door
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behind the glass and walked out from his desk. Now standing towering over
contraband.
I, along with two guards continue down the corridor towards the main prison
floor.
“We’ll be watching you at all times. You may hand him the book you bought
but he is not to put a finger on any pens, pencils or anything else, got it?”
“Understood,” I said.
“For your safety, keep an arms length away from the bars. If anything
“Understood.”
main floor.
“Holding cell at infirmary. Calvin was in a fight today and needed minor
“Not since his first year here, poor fella,” the guard said with an audible sigh.
At that moment it became evident to me that Calvin Botta was a special kind
We entered an even smaller corridor with five holding cells. Out of the five
holding cells, only two were occupied: one by Calvin and the other by the
inmate he fought.
I was escorted to the very last cell by another guard carrying a folding chair.
It became all too surreal to me. I took a few deep breaths to ensure I was
prepared for this. It was almost like this was all a dream.
beating so loud I felt like everyone could hear it. I put the notebook against
chest. Surprisingly, I did not hear a word from the other inmate as I passed
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his cell. I am now just a few feet Calvin. The guard has stopped in front of a
I shut my eyes and counted to three with one last deep breath. I walked in
front of the cell. I looked around but did not see Calvin in sight. The back
right of the cell where he was sitting was eclipsed with darkness. The guard
unfolded the chair and walked away. It was just Calvin and I now.
I froze again for the moment; I knew he was waiting for me to talk but I
didn’t know how to begin although I had practiced this many times before;
the words just weren’t there. I said the first thing that came to my mind:
“I’m not a reporter you know,” I said whimsically, realizing immediately after
how unprofessional and plain childish that probably sounded. I waited for a
response but got nothing. He was playing the silent treatment though I
“Mr. Botta, I’m Eva Venti, a student from William Paterson University. I’m
I heard his feet touch the ground and the bedsprings recoil as he rose to his
feet. I was still standing at this point as he walked from out of the darkness.
He was wearing a grey prison jumpsuit that was unzipped so the top half was
hanging from his waist. I froze again when he for the third time in my life
caught my gaze. It seemed he had this magical hold on me that could take
the breath from my lungs away at any given moment. His hair was medium
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length but neatly slicked back. His blue eyes were deep-socketed and ice-
cold which was almost haunting against the pale complexion from the lack of
sunlight. He was wearing a white tank top under but it was obvious he was in
peak physical condition likely from excessive exercise with all of the
admired him like he was a piece of artwork that could only be housed in the
Louvre. The boy I saw so long ago grew up to be one of the most beautiful
men I have ever seen. His ribs were taped with gauze from what I presumed
I was caught off guard. The last thing I expected was such hospitable
for a sonnet.
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“And you are doing your dissertation on me?” he asked with a half smile.
“Yes.”
murder...respectively.”
“By the court of New Jersey it does,” I regretted saying that, this was not
“Be that as it may, by the court system I have committed a crime which
who steals once from the cookie jar shouldn’t be known perpetually as the
cookie jar bandit should he? And I do not believe I should bare the title of
murderer for the rest of my life. Do you?” he said a bit standoffish but still in
I had no response; he had already outsmarted me. I felt my just being there
was offending him, but I could tell he had much to get off of his chest but
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“I just want to know...who you are,” I said which was so far the only words
“You have yet to press ‘record, Eva’ he said looking down at my tape
recorder I have clenched in my hand. I felt guilty for bringing it. I placed it
down on the floor next to me without turning it on. He looked at me, a bit
“Your ribs?”
“What happened?”
“Just a new guy looking to introduce a bold reputation, sadly I have a feeling
my friends will have an even more proper introduction ready for him when
“Just what I was able to get my hands on. Some court documents, newspaper
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“I learned what I could from my professor who once was a guard here.”
“Yes.”
treated me like a human being. How is he? I have not seen him in years. You
“He told me you liked poetry,” I answered. I stood up, arms length away from
“Another poetry book I presume. It’s okay, I don’t bite,” he smiled and
“You get a lot of poetry books as gifts?” I asked as I cautiously handed him
the gift. I wasn’t scared of Calvin, I was just following orders; if he had asked
me to I’d have reached my whole arm into the cell to hand him the gift.
“Yes, usually when reporters hear I like poetry, they purchase books I have
already read. I have four copies of the complete Poe collection if you are
His smile faded and he went dead silent when he removed the gift from the
paper bag.
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“Figured you were getting sick of poetry,” I said. I looked at him; he was an
awe of his gift --a copy of the children’s book Where the Wild Things Are. I
He had no words, just a smile and a nod of approval. He took the book and
“I can’t tell you the last time I held this book,” he said as he thumbed
through the pages. He looked like a child again to me. At one point I thought
he had forgotten I was sitting there. I stayed quiet, not wanting to ruin the
thanked me.
My head was down as I walked away; though he did speak to me, I felt no
real progress was made. That was what I originally thought until he asked:
“Will I see you again?” he asked in a childish tone. I stopped and turned
around, smiled and nodded yes before walking off, leaving him alone with his
new book.
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