I am drowning

And I wish I was drowning in the ocean

But I was drowning in sadness

And drowning in pain.

Drowning in your fake love

Drowning in your lies

Drowning in your insensitivity

Drowning because of your blames.

I am drowning in my mind's dark thoughts,

Drowning in all these painful scenarios,

Drowning over and over again,

And I don't know if I could even breathe again.

I am drowning,

And I just wish I am drowning in the ocean,

Not in this crazy and chaotic mind of mine,

Where it drowns me and kills me slowly.