Us ny apny mathy p hath phera or Paseena Qatro ki soorat m tapakny lga

“kia m Waqai boorha hogya hun” thaka deny wali ic talash k Doran us ny khud say poocha!!

“Yqeenan main ab boorha hogya hun” Wo zair e lab burburaya.. Kuch yad aany p Achank Wo Tez awaz
m chillaya “Aaghar..!!”

“O ashghar!! “

Or ek kmzor Mgr Muskurata Bacha Achank say parday k Peechy say Samny Aagya!!

“G abu”

Beta !! Tu meri naak say khel rahy thy na?? Mjhy abi yad aaya.. M ny fzool m Sara ghar chaan Mara h”

“Abu! Apko pta hyna apki uniform M mjhy Woi chez tou Sb say zyada psand h m Abi ly Ata hun”

Wo Waqai boorha hogya tha!! Apny chehry p Paree hui jhuriyo ko Wo umgliyo say tatolty huy sochnay
lga!

“Kia main phir say Ye Kar paunga??” sath hi us ny ek dabbay say ek bara sa uniform nikala!!

Matti ki Bari teh bikhar k hawa m Phel gai!!

“ough—ough”

“zra khansi ajany Ka HargIz Ye mtlb nahi m tm Ye Kar nh skty “ Us ny apni himmat bandhai!!

Ek by-rang c muskurahat or Wo Sochny lga “Kia fark prta h, okhli m mu Diya tou Dham dham say Kia
darna?

Apny jhuriyo zada chehry ko ghor say dekhny lga.. Apna maazi ek Khuwab ki Tarah Uski ankho k Samny
tha !

“tmhra mqsad bus surkh rang lgana hyna? Tou meri lipstick q nh lga skty??” Shazia ny mu bna K kaha!!

Shaazi! (us ny Manany k lehjay m Usay Bulaya)

Ae Shazi sun na!!

“dekh abi Teri baat Maani Na? Aaj mera Sara makeup Tu ny kia”

Wo chir k boli “Shadi K 8 month m ktny show kiye apny ny btana zra? Kbi mjh say Tyyar nh huy, ab pehli
bar Tyyar ho K lgy ehsan jatany” jao lga lo khudi surkhee!! “

Us Accident say pehly Wo ek clown Tha!! Roz Sajta sanwarta tha taa k log us p Hansen!! Koi us say daray
ya khush ho, Uska kaam sb ko hath hilana tha!! But ghareeb Hony Ka mtlab Ye tou nh k bnda Ghairat
mand na ho!! Wo hmesha darwaza bnd kr K Tyyar hota tha!! But us din Uski bivi ki zid jeet gai th!!

“Acha Shazi sun!! Agr zara b drd Ho na tou mjhy call kr dena M ny Haji Sahb ko bol dya h or unho ny
Wada Kia hai K Agr mjhy Jana b para tou Wo mjhy poori dehari den gy” (Wo us say zyada khud ko
samjhaty huy bolta raha Wo khari sunti rahi)
Wo mura or Zor say BolA “sun Rahi hyna Tu? Zara sa b drd Ho tou call krna”

Mobile ki Achank bajny wali ring tone o khyalo k samandar say Jesy khench lai!

“Mustafa ! 30 min m show shuru krna h beta, tujhy pata hyna k Ye show Tery lye ktna ehm h” (ek roub
dar awaz Usko Kano m pari)

“G Haji Sahb, So fikr nh kren..m abi aya.. ”

“or Han.. Bachy ko laa raha hyna phir? “

Ek. Khamoshi k bad Wo bola, “G Haji Sahb, wo b sath hi hga, apko koi Preshani nh hgi IA”

Phone ki ghanti ab Wo kbi b silent nh krta tha..

Larkharatay Hatho say Wo apni bivi ki surkhi talash krny lga!

Usko yad tha jb Haji Sahb ny Usay Btaye bgher Uska phone silent kr Diya tha. Pooray show m Uski
tawajjo us jaga ki Taraf Rahi Jaha Saray phone paray thy!

“12 missed calls” show Khatm Hoty hi us ny mobile Dekha!!

Abi Wo ic Preshani m hi tha K PTCL ka ek. Number Usky mobile ki screen p jagmagany lga !

“Hello,”

“Mustafa Shb bat kr rhy hn ap??” koi khatoon khasay khushk lehjay m boli

“G baji.. Ap kon hn? “

“Main Ganga Ram hospital say bat kr rhi hun, mjhy afsos hai K Hm apki bivi ko nh Bacha sky Mgr apka
beta zinda h----”

Wo aagy Kia bolti Rahi Usay kuch yad nh tha!!

Ansuon say tar gaalo p Wo surkh lipstick say hnsty huy baray Baray Honto Ka aks bnany ki nakam
Koshish krta raha !

Darwaza dham ki awaz say bnd hua.. Us ny jaldi say apny ansu saf kr K Peechy Dekha or qareeb 5 saal ka
ek nehayat Masoom sa clown tewriya charhaye Usay Dekh raha tha !!

“Abu!! Ap Tyyar nh huy?? “

Beta m bus abi Tyyar hota! Usay Galay Lgaty huy Wo bola!

Aaghar!! Beta m ny sb say Hlky kartab rakhy hn Tery!! Woi kartab jo Hum ghar m bhtt dafa kr chuky
hn!! Tu Kar lay ga na beta?

Aaghar : Abu m Ye pehli Dafa tou nh kr raha na? Ap q pareshan ho rahy hn?

Or ratti Ratai sb instructions Usay bol k suna di..Or Usky Nazuk hatho m mojood ek Laal Gola Uski naak p
lga dia
Mustafa bety k matha choom k mura or apny apko dekhny lga!!

“bus Aakhri dafa---phir m ye kapray kahi door phenk aaunga “(apny naak p ek Laal Sa Gola set krty huy
us ny socha)

Han bus Aakhri Dafa!! Haji Sahb ny Wada Kia hyna.. Wo Zroor mjhy ek Rickshaw ly den gy.. Phir Usi p
Aaghar ko khoob ghumaya krunga.. Wo Tyyari k sath sath burburata jaa raha tha!!

Wo Tyyar hogya tha!!

Laal bari c topi sar p rakhy, bazahir zorr sy Muskurata hua ek. Clown.. Poori zindgi us ny logo ko hath
hilaye thy.. Aaj Wo khud ko hilana chahta tha..ic peshy ko hath hila k hmesha k lye Khuda Hafiz Kehna
chahta tha!! Ic hnsty chehry k Peechy behtay Ansuon ko hath hilana chahta tha!!

Arsay bad hi Sahi Mgr Wo banavti nh haqeeqi hansi jeena chahta tha!

Show start Ho chuka tha!!

Aaj pehli Dafa Usky lye taliya bjany walo m ek chota sa 5 sal ka clown b Shamil tha!!

Ek Oonchi c rassi p say chal k ek jga say Doosri jga Wo sainkro Dafa gya tha!!

Aaj b Woi kaam tha!!

Us din b Usay ic kam m koi diqqat paish na aai..

Aen wast m us ny hmesha ki Trah hath hilana tha.. Tbi hath hilaty huy us ny Dekha k Aaghar apna kartab
KrtY huy Zara larkharaya!

“Asghar!! “

Wo chilaya!!

Chota clown Smbhal chuka tha.. Mgr Wo khud na Smbhal ska..

Khulay mu k sath hath hilaty Wo Neechy aa raha tha!

Apni zindgi Ka Hr Lmha Uski ankho k Samny say guzr raha tha!!

“Dekha Mustafa ! Tm khud apna make up zara Acha nh krtay!!”

Wo shazia ko Dekh skta tha.. Uski Shazi..

“Aaj pehli bar Wo phir say Muskuraya tha!.! Haqeeqi muskurahat !!

Us ny soch lia tha K Wo Ainda k bad Shazi say kbi nh sharmaye ga!!

Aaj pehli bar Wo Ksi ko apny dil say hath hilana chahta tha!! Mgr na janay q Wo Mustafa jo poori zindgi
apni khuwahish k barakks hath hilata raha aj apni Shadeed khuwahish k bavjood hath nh hila paa raha
tha!!
Show ki lights madham hoti jaa rahi th.. Mgr Shazi Ka chehra or wazeh hota jaa raha tha!

Us ny apnj ankhen bnd kr li.. Ic sakoon ko Wo khul k Mehsoos krna chahta tha !

Bilshuba Clown Mustafa ek Acha insan tha!!

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