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Cote 2.2 Monologue
Cote 2.2 Monologue
This very moment, in a 1st year classroom within the Advanced Nurturing high
school.
The teacher was teaching a coarse and extremely low level curriculum.
Students my age were actually scratching their heads when faced with a question
that bored me to tears.
This wasn’t the first time, but I lamented the futility of the learning here, and
the waste of precious time.
Because, just like that, the emotion known as “hatred” leaked out of my heart,
reminding me why I’m here. And power would inadvertently pour into my right hand
that held the pen for the tablet.
Ayanokouji Kiyotaka.
Even if I tried to remember it, it was hard to recall the exact date.
But I’m pretty sure, however, that the name had been etched in my memory for as
long as I could remember.
No one who studied in the White Room didn’t know that name.
The reason for this was simple. He was better than any student, at any grade or
age.
Just one small child, but he had a huge impact on the entire White Room.
It was said that no matter how extreme a training program was, he was able to leave
behind a legacy of excellence.
However, as for that, I was the same. I’ve always been the one to have exceptional
grades among the 5th generation.
I’ve always proven that I was more of a genius than everyone else.
No matter how hard I tried, no matter how excellent my grades were, I still wasn’t
recognized.
All I got were commands, telling me to catch up to the unreachable, god-like being.
Some of those who studied in the same room as me began to “worship” Ayanokouji
Kiyotaka who had been made a God.
What a shame.
They originally accepted education to become number 1, but they gave up on becoming
number 1 themselves.
That kind of person, how could they survive the White Room till the end?
In the end, I didn’t need to snicker at how the group was eliminated one by one.
However, I wasn’t entirely without periods of weakness. While it’s true I didn’t
worship him, I suspected that the figure known as Ayanokouji Kiyotaka didn’t
actually exist, and instead was just a character used to motivate us.
One day, I received the instructor’s orders to be taken to one of the visiting
rooms used by the outsiders.
It was through a layer of class, but there, for the first time, I was able to
confirm the existence of Ayanokouji Kiyotaka with my own eyes.
He couldn’t have known I was looking at him, but he played down his surprising
grades.
To this day, I still remember his figure, and shiver without even realizing it.
However, ask me if I felt like I was looking at a God, and I would strongly deny
it.
“Worship” wasn’t fine. Only “hatred” was a feeling that could make us grow.
Yes, it was the feeling of hatred that was making my body tremble. It was because
of my nonstop hatred for him that allowed me to successfully stay at the White Room
until the end.
But at the end of the day, reverence, hatred, and the like were just an
individual’s private feelings or thoughts.
To the people in the organization, what the students thought weren’t important.
The ultimate goal of the White Room wasn’t to create people who could become number
1.
Instead, it was to establish the research that could allow for mass production of
exceptional people.
That was the real reason for the White Room’s existence.
In other words, if Ayanokouji Kiyotaka was chosen as the success story, then what
would happen to the meaning of my existence, who was currently doing all this
studying?
I would end up in the same place as the students who were eliminated.
I needed to prove that “Ayanokouji Kiyotaka” wasn’t number one by all means
necessary.
Ayanokouji Kiyotaka breaks his orders, refusing to come back to the recently
restarted White Room.
Thanks to this, the me who had never interacted with him before obtained a chance
to contact Ayanokouji Kiyotaka.
-That’s right.
And for that reason, it was better to just throw out this fabricated common sense.
By all accounts, killing him…was also one way to solve this problem.