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NOTHINGNESS
OF NEVER DEFINE
ALSO BY ANNE TARDOS
POETRY :
The Exploding Nothingness of Never Define
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The Celebration
Both Poems
I Am You
The Dik-dik's Solitude: New & Selected Works
A Noisy Nightingale Understands the Tiger's Camouflage Totally
Mayg-shem Fish
Cat Licked the Garlic
Uxudo
BROADSIDES:
Nine 31, 32, and 33, Woodland Pattern
Ami Minden, Davis Museum, Literary Series, Wellesley College
Boomerang Suntan, University of Maine, Orono
I Was Brainwashed as a Child, There Was No Other Way, FluxFax Portfolio
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THE EXPLODING NOTHINGNESS
OF NEVER DEFINE
ANNE TARDOS
BLAZEVOX[BOOKS]
Buffalo, New York
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The Exploding Nothingness of Never Define by Anne Tardos
Copyright © 2020
First Edition
ISBN: 978-1-60964-368-3
Library of Congress Control Number: 2020937786
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In this short Life that only lasts an hour
How much - how little - is within our power
Emily Dickinson
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With appreciation to Lewis Carroll, Jacques Derrida, Martín Espada, Clarice Lispector, Iris
Murdoch, Christina Rossetti, Gayatri Chakrovarty Spivak, Greta Thunberg, Jules Verne,
Walt Whitman.
“Ganymede” appeared in Golden Handcuffs Review, edited by Lou Rowan, and in X-Peri,
edited by Daniel Y. Harris & Irene Koronas
“The Poet” appeared in Poems & Poetics on Jacket2
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Contents
Words on a Page 11
The Absence of Presence 12
The Poet 13
How to Unblock 17
In the Living Room 20
Alone at Last 23
This Thing 25
Gaps Between the Water 27
Words on a Page 28
They Are and They Are Not 29
Nothing to Declare 30
Continuous Time 31
Ganymede 33
The Accident 34
The Stork and the Actor 35
Ganymede 37
The Tennis Player and the Lady 40
Until One Day 48
Sol 53
For Clarice 54
Here as Elsewhere 55
No Time 57
Only Instants 58
Desert Heat 59
Antonia 60
Internal Formations 62
Experience Occurs 63
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Kitchen Sink 64
What Is Fish 67
Winter Soup 68
First Things First 69
Emptiness 71
Recognition 73
Sol 74
Tell Me 75
Behavior 76
Sphere of the Irreversible 77
A Ghost Story 79
Windup Toy 80
Breathe Deeply 82
Arms Akimbo 83
Human Heart 84
Garden by the Sea 85
Proximity 86
New Piano 89
The Tourist 90
The Favor 91
Chaos 93
Footprints 94
A Point of Light 99
In Love 100
Alice 101
The Rabbit 102
The Pool 105
The Long Tail 108
The Hookah 111
After Much Thought 112
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Jules Verne 115
The Slender Fly 116
Luminous Dust 117
The Submerged Mammal 119
Think of the Enormous Narwhal 121
After Walt Whitman 123
Beat the Drums! 124
Music Strong 126
The Patterson Silk Strike, 1913 128
Stand Up 139
Lit Fem 140
The News 142
Rage Culture 144
Stand Up 145
Certain Animals 149
As they Breathe 150
The Yak 151
The Zebra 152
The Gorilla 155
Madagascar Mud 157
Begin 158
Suddenly 161
Madagascar Mud 163
Open Landscape 164
What Is Not a Tableau 165
The Vowels of the Wind 167
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WORDS ON A PAGE
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THE ABSENCE OF PRESENCE
An insinuation of writing
The exclusion of writing
Without writing
the origin, function, and meaning of writing
The gesture of writing.
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THE POET
The poet writes dactylic syllables—eight times Lovingly but like a shadow
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so
I don’t do not
I have learned
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Okay so good, I did because my survival is writing.
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From an inner organ that must overwhelm some women who turn the demons
Feelings come out of time, she adds, she loves the tenacious lodger
I write.
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HOW TO UNBLOCK
Edit criticize
measure
judge
Judge what I look like
What I navigate through
Important just finding a way to make something
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I write
To tell the truth, I write
Tell the moment I tell the moment
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Have to have the page
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IN THE LIVING ROOM
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Then you ask how to let the paper decide which words to delete
with no way around writing
in the hours left
Inventing a human with words
which words
which words
does the brain secrete?
living our own way
in the hours left
We write the first phrase
on a page filled with good intentions
Curl up and sleep another night
Another thing we learn to do
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well yes what is overflowing
The need to compose each page
Reading and sleeping
Another night we can talk.
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ALONE AT LAST
tense moments
rainfall
climbing up to the roof
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The girl upstairs is sobbing
broken dismal solitary alleys
Dismal solitary library on a Sunday
A bench in a park
A kiss
No dogma no creed
Lay it on thick
Watch the movie
Let’s take a look
Let’s have a chat.
It’s over
No it’s not.
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