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True Self - Shame, Trauma, Narcissism, & Your True Self: Presented by David Tian, PH.D
True Self - Shame, Trauma, Narcissism, & Your True Self: Presented by David Tian, PH.D
• Shame: I am bad/wrong
• Crushing the toddler’s autonomy and purposeful will is the most damaging form of
shaming that can be done
• Neurotic Shame is core motivator of super achiever and the under achiever,
the star and the scapegoat, the righteous and the rebel, the powerful and the
pitiful
• Impossibility of Intimacy
• 3. Blame
• 4. The “No Talk” Rule ( No one speaks of true feelings, like loneliness or depression)
• 7. All this must happen at a very early age so the child “won’t notice” and will thus not be
able to expose the adult
ABANDONMENT TRAUMA
• Abandonment not just physical absence
• Child loses sense of own real needs and is alienated from self
• Parents out of touch with own emotions cannot model these emotions
for their children
• Shame warns us not to try to be more or less than human. Shame signals our essential
limitations.
• Joy is the exhilarating energy that comes from all our needs being met
• etc….
DISOWNED SELVES AND
FEELING CONVERSIONS
• In internalizing shame, vital parts of our self are disowned
• Example: Child is furious mother promised ice cream but she’s now backing out.
Child’s anger triggers mom’s own anger toward her own parents. Mom is terrified
of anger, her own or anyone else’s. Since this anger is bound in shame, she stops
herself from feeling this shame by shaming her child. After she’s angry, she tells him
how hurt she is when he’s angry at her. She begins to cry to convert her anger
into sadness, which she learned as a little girl was an effective Feeling Conversion.
SHAME & PROJECTION
• e.g., inhibiting your muscles for dancing, you guard against experiencing the shame
• Reactive Formation
• Rigid and inappropriate kindness ensures one won’t be cruel and can thus avoid
the feeling of shame
• Undoing
• Elaborate rituals to prevent you from the feelings, thoughts, or behavior that one
you fear will cause shame
• Psychological Birth
• Narcissism
• Abandonment
• Disowned Selves