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brmad movida da brmad midis; sibnelidan - sibneleSi; ase rom,
guldasawyvetic araferia. ver moaswro, ver daagrova codna; isic ki ver
daadgina, sad xarobs codnis xe, erTi kalaTi mainc rom daekrifa da mTeli
danarCeni sicocxle gamoezoga. verc SeZlo da arc dasWirda. rom
SesZleboda, iqneb, axla enana kidec, ufro guli daswyvetoda gamouyenebel
codnaze. samagierod, sakuTari TvaliT naxa, ra uceb qreba sicocxle da ra
iolad ikavebs sikvdili sicocxlis adgils. visac es ar unaxavs, verc nikos
fiqrs gaigebs. "sasaciloa, me da Cemma RmerTmao" - sikvdilis jibriT icinis
niko da, marTlac, sasaciloa, aba, ra aris - erTi wuTis win cecxls
eficxebodi, cecxlsa Cxrekdi joxis wveriT, vin icis, raze aRar fiqrobdi,
ra grZnobebiT, ra gancdebiT, ra mogonebebiT, ra imedebiT aRar iyavi savse,
meore wuTas ki - bac - dabertyil tomarasaviT dacarieldi uceb. namdvilad
rom sasaciloa. sxvaTa Soris, siciliTac SeiZleba mokvdes kaci, magram es
metismetia. gdixar pirqve, sadaTve safantiT gulmuceldafleTili, TiTqos
Seni xorcic iWmeodes. arc ukiTxavT, vina xar, ra ginda, ras akeTeb aqao -
daginaxes Tu ara, tyvia dagaxales, rogorc kurdRels, Svels, kvernas,
turasa da mgels daaxlidnen; kidev uaresi - sxva rom gamovardniliyo im
wuTas nasaydralidan Sens magivrad, imasac iseve moeqceodnen, araferi
Seicvleboda da, raki im wuTas, maincdamainc Sen gamovardi nasaydralidan,
SeiZleba, sulac sxvis magivrad gdixar axla pirqve, gaocebuli,
gaSterebuli, albaT SeSinebulic da, rac mTavaria, mkvdari. aRarafers aRar
grZnob, araviTari xma ar gesmis - arada, mgoni, ukve yivian mamlebi. iqneb,
eSvelos am gauTavebel Rames. ZaRli ki namdvilad yefs. raxania yefs. arc
gaCumebula. yvelasi da aravisi. upatrono. ase icis, gaTenebamde ar
gaCumdeba, viTom, gaigeT, SeigneT, rogori erTguli mcveli var Tqvenio.
magram Sen aRaraferi aRar gesmis. isic aRar ici, Sena xar Tu sxva, arc
gainteresebs amis dadgena, radgan saerTod aRar arsebob da uuuusaSvelod
sulerTia SenTvis, samarTlianad ar arsebob, Tu usamarTlod, anu, Sens
magivrad Tu sxvis magivrad. veRarafers veRar xedav da arc ginda, xedavde;
aRaraferi ar gesmis da arc ginda, gesmodes. gdixar pirqve, SenTvis. elasa-
melasa, Wiqa mekida yelasao. viTom arc yofilxar. adamiani sibnelidan
modis da sibneleSi qreba. es Zveli WeSmaritebaa, magram mainc ar icis, ra
ambavia mis Tavs. sibnelidan sibnelemde imdenad patara gzaa, ver aswrebs
amdenis gagebas. verc unda gaigos, rom gaigos, marTla gagiJdeboda, am
mokle gzasac ar gaivlida bolomde, Sua gzaSi gaoCndeboda saxedariviT,
arc win, arc ukan, Tumca, rac ukana, winac isaa, oRond, win bunebas
mihyavxar, alRos, gumans - ukan gamosabruneblad ki gonebaa saWiro da, rac
mTavaria, SeniT unda gamobrunde - dafiqrde, gadawyvito da aRasrulo
kidec. magram vinc ar icis, ra sWirs, cxovrobs TavisTvis, mSvidad, arxeinad.
umravlesobas ase urCevnia, asedac gipasuxebs: gauSvi, vicocxlo da ar
vicodeo. cocxlob, magram ar ici, rom cocxlob, radgan Segnebulad
uaryof warsulsac da momavalsac. caSi xar gamokiduli, niavi dagatarebs
aqeT-iqiT, irmis dorbliviT. goneba ki, vidre aris, yvelafers imaxsovrebs.
veraviTari WurWeli ver daitevs imdens, ramdenis datevac adamianis gonebas
SeuZlia. jer marto ramdeni leqsi amaxsovrdeba (visac amaxsovrdeba).
sul aseTi burusi wevs, Turme, suleTis gzazec. midixar, midixar, gza ki
ar Tavdeba, rogorc es usaSvelo, uboloo, ukidegano Rame. avadmyofobis
pirveli Rame patimrobis bolo dResaviTaa, Tu gauZeli, mere araferi
giWirs. mamlebi ki yivian, magram cas bzari ar uCndeba. imitom, rom is
mamlebic nikos gonebaSi yivian mxolod, nikos gonebam daimaxsovra
samudamod, leqsiviT, Cveulebrivi mamlebi ki ar arian, aramed - eliasi,
ganwirulni, Sewirulni; ganTiadis winaTgrZnoba ki ar ayivlebT, aramed -
sikvdilisa. moqrian elias mTidan frTebis baTqabuTqiT, Tvalebdayvlepilni,
brWyalebgafarCxulni, burTebiviT askdebian qvadqceul miwas, mtvris
RrublebSi exvevian, sakuTar bumbulSi, sakuTar nawlavebSi (miwaze
danarcxebisas, uknidan gamouvardebaT xolme Sigani), magram mainc ver moyavT
nanatri wvima, dagvalul miwas isev TavisTavad avardeba xolme aqa-iq ali. a,
elia, elia, SenTvis ra miwyenia. lazar modga karsa, abrialebs Tvalsa.
lazare oTxi dRis mkvdari gaacocxla Turme RmerTma. ukve yardao. amitomac
ar marxaven oTxi dRe mkvdars. gaixede da, oTxi dRis mere marTla
gacocxlda! oooo, gamarjoba Seni. rogora xar? aba, mogviyevi Seni ambavi. ra
ambavi, ris ambavi: xelSi meWira TeTri yvavili da mivdiodi Tavisufali.
magram, vin ra icis, marTla riTi mTavrdeba sikvdili?! vin ra icis, ra aris
kacis sicocxle?! araferi. wuTi. wami. Semohkra qarman da swraf gaaqro.
magram Tuki, rogorme, warsulSi Sebruneba SeZeli, mere ki warsulic
gadalaxe, maradisobaSi aRmoCndebi Turme da aRarasodes mokvdebi.
aRarasodes aRar mokvdebi. gana sul amas ar natrobs Cumis natvriTa
adamiani?! sul amaze ocnebobs, zRaparia, leqsia Tu legenda. ukvdavebis
wyals moitans, daapkurebs Zvirfas mkvdars, boTlSi CarCenils TviTon
dalevs da daiwyebs bednier cxovrebas, Rrma siberemde, gamaimunebamde, vidre
matli ar aaRoRdeba, ilias mkvleliviT. ukvdaveba ar arsebobs, xolo
sicocxle, xangrZlivica da xanmoklec, sikvdilTan SeCvevaa da meti araferi.
Tavidanve amitom eZleva adamians sicocxle - sikvdilisTvis rom moemzados.
mosamzadebeli droa, ai, rogorc mowafeebs eZlevaT garkveuli dro ama Tu
im sagnis mosamzadeblad. Tu droSi ver Caetie, CaiWrebi, anu, Rirseulad ver
mokvdebi, gamaimundebi, qveyanas aikleb amao wuwuniT, kvnesiTa da mudariT:
ar SemiZlia. mzad ara var. ar minda. meSinia... samarcxvino saqcielia da meti
araferi. fui, amisTana sicocxles. wasvla sjobs wamavalisao. mainc ver
darCebi. veravin dagtovebs. gindac xelmwifis biZaSvili iyavi. verc
dagabrunebs. erTxel aris wasvlac da mosvlac. amitom, rac ufro adre
ganewyobi sasikvdilod, miT ukeTesi. mere mSvidad icxovreb darCenil dros,
SeiZleba, raRac-raRacebi moaswro kidec, radgan sulerTi iqneba, rodis
mogikakunebs sudariani, rodis dagadgeba kbildakreWili, mxarze
celgadebuli. egoneba, davafeTeo, Sen ki iqiT Seutev, sada gdixar aqamdeo.
"biWos?!" - gaukvirdeba sudarians. aba, Sen ra gegonao - niSns mougeb
agdebulad, arxeinad - yvelas ki ar eSinia Seni, Se utvino, Senao. sudariani
gacecxldeba, uaresad gamotvindeba sibrazisgan, me Sen giCveneb seirso,
cxvirwin agiCxrialebs Zvladqceul marjvenas (skolaSic udgaT erTi
calxela ConCxi, isic ase Cxrialebs xolme, roca biWebi esalmebian -
aucileblad xeli unda CamoarTvas yvelam, Tanac, dReSi orjer, mosvlisas
da wasvlisas. sxvaTa Soris, vano maswavlebelma daamkvidra es wesi:
pirvelad rom Semovida klasSi, jer ConCxs CamoarTva xeli, magrad, Zveli
nacnobiviT, da mereRa moubrunda klass - gamarjobaT, me vano maswavlebeli
varo). magram, ra fexebi unda mogWamos, raRa unda dagiSavos, sikvdilze
meti, aryofnaze uaresi. marTlac, ra saocaria: verafers igrZnob, verafers
gaigeb, verafers dainaxav, verafers ityvi. arc araferze dagwydeba guli,
arc arafris SegeSindeba. ar iqnebi. ici, magram ver warmogidgenia mainc.
bevrjer ginaxavs, ici, da mainc araferi ici. amis swavla ar SeiZleba.
fizikac SeiZleba iswavlo, qimiac, maTematikac, ucxo enac - es ki ara.
sazareli sanaxavia, kubo rom ifareba miwiT, TandaTan, samudamod. gindac
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gacocxlde, viRa amogTxris, vin ras gaigebs, gindac yiraze dadge miwis qveS,
gindac bRaviliT aiklo iqauroba. Tumca, ver ibRavleb, maSinve miwiT
agevseba piri. verc sunTqvas Seikaveb didxans. ase rom, saSveli ar aris,
jvars ecvi, Tu ginda. erTs saaTi Caatanes, magram gatexili. Wirisufalma,
yvelas dasanaxad, kubos qimze daamsxvria da mere Seaba majaze mkvdars. ki
magram, dalocvilo, Tu ar gjera, rom dasWirdeba, ratomRa atan?! xolo, Tu
gjera, ratomRa umtvrev?! vis SeakeTebinebs iq?! gatexvas ar jobia, daitovo?!
Sexedav - gagaxsendeba. marto mkvdari ki ara, aTasi rame, aTasi wvrilmani,
kargic, cudic... mivediT sasaflaosTan da dauSva kidec, kokispirulad... anda
- momibrunda da miTxra, mapatie, ar megona, ase Tu gewyinebodao... saaTs xom
mTeli Cveni cxovreba aqvs gamoTvlili wami-wam, Cawikwikebuli. ra Zneli
Casawikwikebeli kidev is aris?! Tumca, SeiZleboda, ufro iolic yofiliyo,
saWiroc ar gamxdariyo saaTis gamogoneba, radgan RmerTs Tavidan ocdaaTi
wlis sicocxle daudgenia kacisTvis. ara marto kacisTvis, saerTod, yvela
sulierisTvis - geyofaT da Tavzec gadagivaTo - magram, Tu iciT, vis aur-
daurevia yvelaferi? visa da, virsa! ara, batono, ocdaaTi weli Zalian
bevria CemTviso, ocdaaT wels ra gamaZlebinebs virado, viroba Tqven advili
xom ar ggoniaTo. Zalian magrad damdgara, namdvilad viruli simtkice
gamouCenia da gautania kidec Tavisi. virs ZaRli da maimuni ahyolia. jer
ZaRli, mere maimuni. ZaRls uTqvams, Cemma mterma iyefa da iRrina ocdaaTi
welio, mainc aravin damifasebs amagso. maimuns kidev - dambla momiva amdeni
manWva-grexiTo. gagiJebulan bedis mwerlebi, Tqe sulelebo, gaZleven, xom ar
garTmeveno, magram aRar moucvliaT imaT fexi, aRar gadauTqvamT sityva.
bedis mwerlebs dauxuravT davTrebi, ver CauweriaT RmerTis dadgenileba,
RmerTs ki Sescodebia Tavisi Seqmnili cxovelebi da aT-aTi wlis
sicocxleRa dautovebia imaTTvis. maSin kacsac amouRia xma, axla is
gacecxlebula, mec winaaRmdegi var Seni gadawyvetilebiso, oRond, viris,
ZaRlisa da maimunis msgavsad, ki ar mebevreba Seni nawyalobevi sicocxle,
mecotavebao; ocdaaT weliwadSi an risi dangreva movaswro, an risi aSenebao;
ra movipovo da ra SeviZinoo; sxva Tu araferi, bavSvebi mainc xom unda
davayeno fexzeo. RmerTs Subli Seukravs, moRuSula. marTlac, rogori
ambavia, talaxidan kaci Sehqmna, is ki agixtes, kriWaSi Cagidges, ar momwons,
ar geTanxmebi, meti minda, ukeTesis Rirsi varo. magram RmerTi ki ar
gabrazebula, Sescodebia gaumaZRari talaxi. aba, riRas RmerTi iqneboda da
riRas Semqmneli, Tu winaswarve ver gansWvretda, ra Zviri daujdeboda es
pirveli gabrZoleba Tixis kacunas. mokled, rac virisTvis, ZaRlisTvis da
maimunisTvis dauklia, imisTvis miumatebia da im dRidan dawyebula imis
ubedurebac. Tavis kuTvnil ocdaaT wels rom moaTavebs, mere oci weli
virulad Sromobs, TavCaRunuli, muxlCauxreli, Tavis droze Wamac aklia da
Tavis droze Zilic. magram Tu rames iZens, im oc weliwadSi iZens, kacuri
JiniTa da viruli SromiT. Semdegi oci weli, kacuri JiniTa da viruli
jafiT mopovebuls, ZaRliviT dahyefs da darajobs - galokil Zvals ver
moparav. RamiT Suqs ar aqrobs, ketmomarjvebuls sZinavs, ocjer mainc adgeba
Tbili loginidan da ocjer mainc daaTvalierebs Tavis kar-midamos,
sakuWnaoebs, sardafebs, ormoebs, qvevrebs, sadac wina oci wlis monaxveWi
aqvs dabinavebuli da marto adamianuri siwuwkis gamo ki ar iqceva ase,
ZaRluri, SeZenili, mimatebuli bunebaca sTxovs - exaliseba. xolo, Tu
gauwyra RmerTi da maimunis oci welic icxovra, bolos aucileblad
gamaimundeba TviTonac. Tumca, TviTon gabavSvebas eZaxis amas. Cemi mamamTili
mTlad bavSviviTaa, qaaa. ese igi - xeliTaa Sesanaxio. saWmels zed isxams,
qaaa. Sarvals ver ikravs, ZilSi epareba da ase Semdeg, ase Semdeg. aqedan
gamomdinare, arc sul sicocxle varga, arc sul sikvdili. rodisme erTic
mogbezrdeba da meorec. Tanac, vin icis, an Tu icis, saidan icis, sicocxle
rom sjobia sikvdils. mesame gza ar arsebobs - an mkvdari unda iyo, an
cocxali. anda, rogorc indoelebs sjeraT, ramdenjerme unda ibadebode -
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xed, frinvelad, nadirad, adamianad... xan rad, xan rad. niko, magaliTad,
darwmunebulia, odesRac, romeliRac frinveli iyo, mtacebeli, oRond, ar
axsovs, romeli. mimino? qori? Zera? samagierod, bude axsovs cxadad, budis
suni, budis kideze afrialebuli bumbuli (albaT gamomCekavisa) da pitalo,
aTasnairad dabzaruli, mzemiSuqebuli kldeebi. rogor ambobs maTusala?! nu
eZieb welsa Cemsa, agereva angariSio. adamis SviliSvili yofila - sami
wlisa davrCi adamso. noesTan xurod umuSavia, Cemi TvaliT vnaxe, rogor
daiwva sodomio, Cemi sayvarlebic iyvnen iqao. aqvs satrabaxo da trabaxobs
kidec. didxans sicocxlec Taviseburi gmirobaa - bevris atana SegZlebia,
didi moTmineba gqonia. baraqala! baraqala! imitomac gamouTqva xalxma
leqsi. xalxs uyvars, uxaria, sWirdeba dRegrZelobis magaliTi. ise ar
miusamZimrebs Wirisufals, mkvdris asaki Tu ar ikiTxa. ra xnis brZandeboda
cxonebuli dedaTqveni? magram dedas asaki rom ara aqvs?! saerTod, adamians
ara aqvs asaki. yvela adamiani, jerarSobilic, adamma Tan gamoiyola
samoTxidan, saTesle parkuWiT, gamoapara kontrabandasaviT. iqidan iwyeba
yvela adamianis welTaRricxva. magram, rogorc vano maswavlebeli eubneba
Tavis mowafeebs, naTesic mTesveliviT sulswrafi da Tavmsubuqi aRmoCnda,
miwas ki ar amoscda, magram fesvi miwis guls ver miuwvdina, ver Seiwova
mTavari wveni miwisa, gulis wveni, da amitomac, undili, uxorco nayofi
gamoiba. ese igi - niko. nikoc. ase rom, TavisTavad cxadia, nikoSicaa
Tavmoyrili, rac mis gamomtan balaxsa Tu xes gadaxdenia Tavs cxovrebis
gazafxulidan cxovrebis Semodgomamde, dRemde, nikomde. amitom, mTavari is
ki ar aris, rac icis, aramed - rac ar icis. aucilebeli is ki ar aris,
rasac natrulobs, aramed - rac aqvs, riTac yoveldRiurad sargeblobs,
riTac SeuZlia Tavi gaitanos, anda, Tavi daiSavos, Tundac,
tarmoyanyalebuli waldi. da mainc Zneli gasagebia, ratom unda kacs
didxans sicocxle, ras xedavs amisTanas sicocxleSi, niko iqneba Tu sxva.
ra mosawonia, magaliTad, egreT wodebuli bavSvisTvis, mTeli Rame (Rameebi)
navTis bidonze yuryuti, rigi ar damekargoso, erTi peSvi navTi mainc
mivitano Sin, Tundac wyalgareuli, Zaladakargulio (nikos, ratomRac,
siamayiT gaebereboda xolme guli, roca saavadmyofodan mobrunebuli deda,
gaToSil, sicivisgan dawiTlebul xelebs rigrigobiT yofda sacodavad
mbJutav navTquraSi); anda - cali xeliT, miwaze dayinuli fiCxis mogroveba,
raki meore rumbiviT gagxdomia, daglurjebia, xolo, jer kidev pirmoukrav
Wrilobaze dadebuli xavsi, Seni sisxliT gaJRenTili, waramara Zirs
givardeba. zogi marTla xeliTaa Sesanaxi da mainc sicocxles ebRauWeba,
nukrianel maTusalasaviT, xmis misacemad rom moabrZanes SarSanwin
arCevnebze, dilauTenia, faetoniT. aba, Rame is iyo, Tu iyo. nikos Tavi sad
eba, ar icoda. arc sxvebma icodnen. mTeli Rame anTebuli CiraRdnebiT
daborialobdnen qalaqSi, okupantebiviT, uban-uban, quCa-quCa, ezo-ezo. wveTi
ar sZinebiaT. Tormet saaTze rom mouyares skolaSi Tavi, mere fexsadgilSic
aRar gauSviaT. evgenia duglaZe kargi zedamxedveliviT dastrialebdaT
Tavze, CaxmaxiviT Sewkepili, gafacicebuli. samagierod, samxedro
maswavlebeli sixaruliT aRar iyo - bolos da bolos, imasac daujda koWi
alCuze, Zlivs namdvili saqme gamouCnda. "cotac gaZeliT, bavSvebo, da
SevutioTo", - iZaxda mRelvarebisagan xmaganazebuli. Tan xelebs ifSvnetda
da mal-male moaxsenebda xolme evgenia duglaZes: yvelaferi ise iqneba,
rogorc saWiroao. bavSvebi marTlac mzad iyvnen "saomrad" - ukve
moemarjvebinaT navTSi amovlebuli, ZonZebiT TavSefuTnili joxebi da
cecxlis micemaRa akldaT. "xom ici, kote, Cemi ambavio" - mainc eWvobda,
mainc ar endoboda evgenia duglaZe Tavisi xelqveiTis mxedrul niWsa da
SesaZleblobebs. is ki, samxedro maswavlebeli, Tavmdablurad iRimeboda: nu
RelamT, pativcemulo, egeni ro miuSvaT, mkvdrebs wamoyriano. da, marTlac,
lamis mkvdrebic wamocvivdnen saflavebidan. yurTasmena aRar iyo, sakuTari
xmauriT aRgznebuli, nebaze miSvebuli da, yvela sikeTesTan erTad,
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bebia ambobs: bevrni daiRupnen omSi magis klaseli biWebi da imitomaa ase
nervebmoSlilio. magram arc isaa gamoricxuli, nikos abralebdes da Tavad
iyos eWviani, Tavad eWvianobdes Tavis ufros daze, nikos dedaze, radgan,
kacma rom Tqvas, imas ufro Sehferis eWvianoba da meti mizezica aqvs
saamisod: jer erTi, umcrosi daa, Tanac gauTxovari; xolo ufross, ukve
imodena cxovreba aqvs gamovlili, Tavbru dagexvevaT, wignSi rom waikiTxoT,
anda TeatrSi naxoT, SeiZleba, arc daijeroT, marTla Tu momxdara
cxovrebaSi msgavsi SemTxveva, marTla Tu ase martivad enacvleba ukidures
bednierebas ukiduresi ubedureba. daviwyoT imiT, rom Soreul, zRvispira
qalaqSi gaTxovda da ara saqoboSi, anda WotorSi; saxelovan, warmosadeg
kacs gahyva colad da ara caltvinaanT sergos, anda giJkolas; rac mTavaria,
siyvaruliT gaTxovda, Tavad jer kidev moswavle iyo, is saxelovani kaci ki
studenti, erTmaneTi rom SehyvarebiaT; ufro adre SeuRldnen, vidre
daqorwindnen; sadac ar unda wasuliyvnen, yvelgan yuradRebas iqcevdnen,
yvela erTnairad ambobda imaTze, ra mSvenieri wyviliao; RmerTma vaJi
aCuqaT, Tanac niko. imdenad bednieri coli da deda iyo, eSinoda gamxelisa;
"ar gewyinos, ager naxav, Sen Tu ufro bednieri ar iqnebio" - werda umcros
das; das werda, magram yvela gasaTxovar gogos gulisxmobda, yvelas
erTdroulad mimarTavda dis saxeliT, yvelas erTnairad ebodiSeboda,
sulgrZelobasa da mitevebas axsenebda yovel werilSi, TiTqos imis, TiTqos
imaT wil bednierebasac TviTon iTvisebda da imitom eCveneboda erTi
adamianisTvis gadaWarbebulad, Seufereblad, mZimed; TiTqos ar sjeroda,
Rirsi Tu iyo saerTod bednierebisa da ai, marTlac uwyina RmerTma
urwmunoba - saxelovani kaci raRac ucnaurma, TiTqos marTla cidan
movlenilma senma sawols miajaWva, Tanac swored maSin, qveyana rom
ingreoda, yvelaze Zalian rom sWirdeboda ojaxs misi xeli, axalgazrda,
WirSi gamoucdel meuRlesac da jer frTaSeubumblav Svilsac. airivnen,
awrialdnen ubedurebis yvav-yornebi, magram ufrosi da, bednierebisgan
oTaxis yvaviliviT ganazebuli, ubedurebaSi Zu mgeliviT Seupovari
aRmoCnda: Svili maSinve mSoblebTan gamoxizna, TviTon ki,
xelebdakapiwebuli, qmris sawols mkerdiT aefara da ai, aqamde uqSevs
ubedurebis yvav-yornebs, kanidan Zvreba, sikvdils rom ar daanebos rogorme
qmris sicocxle. romel umcros das ar SeSurdeba aseTi cxovreba, romeli
umcrosi da ar ieWvianebs aseT ufros daze, roca Tavad skolac
damTavrebuli aqvs, teqnikumic, da mainc Sin zis, SinaberasaviT. SeiZleba,
mTlad Sin ar zis, SeiZleba, moangariSedac msaxurobs kinoSi, magram
gaTxovebiT ver gaTxovila da verc gaTxovdeba albaT, kacebi aRar arian da
imitom, ara Tu saxelovani, aramed Cveulebrivi kacebi - omSi gawydnen,
daiRupnen, gaqrnen, diiiidi xniT, Tu samudamod ara. amas rom ambobs, Tan
xelebs maRla swevs da katasaviT iwvarTeba: oooi, niko, rom icode, rogori
mowyenili var. mowyenilic Tavisi uxasiaTobis gamoa: xalxi rom kinoSi
midis, is ukve kargaxnis mobrunebulia iqidan. iqamde ki, walosxela oTaxSi
SeyuJuli, qaRaldebSi iqeqeba, qaTamiviT, da Tan saangariSos aCxakunebs.
uhaerobiT gindac daixrCos, sarkmelSi ar gayofs Tavs. Sin ki Civis da
wuwunebs: aRar SemiZlia, saangariSom TiTze bebera gamiCina, ager naxavT,
mosaWreli Tu ar gamixdeso. Tan wkipurtiT isworebs Sublze CamoSlil
Tmas da isev jiutad amtkicebs, axla aRarc siyvaruli arsebobs, aRarc
erTgulebao. axla, Turme, isaa misaRebi da savaldebulo, rac omamde
sircxvilad iTvleboda da piriqiT, rac omamde misaRebad da savaldebulod
miaCndaT, is axla, sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, CamorCenilobaa da sibriyve.
amitom, Tu gawyra RmerTi da vinme Seuyvarda, Tavze sabanwafarebuli ki ar
islukunebs RamRamobiT, cremliT ki ar daisiebs Tvalebs, omamdeli
gogoebiviT, miva da pirdapir etyvis: ase da asea, Zmao, saqme da axla ginda
colad SemirTe, ginda sayvarlad damisvio. xolo, bebia rom Seuwyreba -
gaCumdi, gogo, sircxvilia, vinmes marTali egonebao - ufro Rrmad mitopavs
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magram roca saWiro gaxda, roca ufros das dasWirda misi Tavi, Cvidmeti
wlis gogo, romelic iqamde romelime mezobel sofelSi Tu gadasula, isic
rTvelze, Tanac megobrebTan erTad, marto wavida baTumSi, qveynis meore
boloSi, ori matarebeli gamoicvala da es im dros, roca bileTis garda,
risi Sovnac TavisTavad did siZneles warmoadgenda, gansakuTrebuli
nebarTvac unda gqonodaT, matarebelSi rom aeSviT saerTod. sul sxva
samyaroSi aRmoCnda uceb. baTumSi, rasakvirvelia, ufro igrZnoboda omi.
sanitaruli matarebeli pirdapir Sua qalaqSi Semodioda, pirdapir
lazareTis WiSkramde. trotuarze eyara sisxliani sakaceebi. fostis Senobis
Tavze sazenito tyviamfrqvevi idga, siliT savse tomrebiT SemozRuduli.
kriala muzaradiani metyviamfrqveveebi saxuravis kideze isxdnen, fexebi
quCisken gadmoewyoT da iqidan earSiyebodnen quCaSi mimaval gogoebs.
deidasac dauZaxes raRaca, mgoni, Seatyves jixvoba - asanTs fexi ar
wamohkrao, Tu raRac amis magvari sisulele - deida ki, daZabuli,
gamalebuli miuyveboda quCas, verafriT ver gaaRwia aerostatis susxiani
CrdiloeTidan, mfrinavi urCxuliviT rom garindebuliyo qalaqis Tavze.
magram mainc Seisrula didi xnis natvra da vidre dasTan mividoda, jer
zRvas daxeda axlodan. magram zRva axlodanac iseTive uferuli, undili da
umaqnisi eCvena, rogoric matareblis fanjridan - mRvrie, momwvano-
moyavisfro qafi moegdo Tavze, gombeSos TvalebiviT dabuStuli. ki ar
Relavda, raRacnairad tortmanebda, aqeT-iqiT awydeboda, rogorc fexis
nabani wyali - did taStSi. Relavda da arc Relavda, isic moetexa, isic
daemorCilebina oms - TiTqos esikvdileboda, mobezreboda Relva, magram
viRacis dasanaxavad, viRacis SiSiT mainc irjeboda, viTom, vRelavo.
gawvrTnili selapis xarbi da uazro TvalebiT amoxeda qvemodan, WuWyiani
farflebiT svel silaze dabjenilma. carieli napiric usiamo sanaxavi iyo -
TiTqos Rorebis kolts gadaeCiCqna dingebiT. nagavSi gadazelil silaze
viRacas uzarmazari, Rrma nafexurebi daetovebina, gegonebodaT, goliaTs
gauvliao, wasula, upatronod daugdia iqaurobao. gawbilebuli gamobrunda
ukan da matareblamde aRarc uxsenebia zRva. matarebelSi uTxra mxolod
nikos, me sul sxvanairi megonao. ise uTxra, sxvaTa Soris, raRacas moayola
uceb da mxolod erTi wamiT gauSterda Tvali, TiTqos erTxel kidev
Seadara gunebaSi nanaxi da warmodgenili. anda, SeiZleba, Cveulebisamebr
daeWvda, im cariel napirze datovebuli nafexurebi sososi xom ar iyoo. is
xom yvelgan sosos kvals daeZebs da arafriT ar unda daijeros, is rom
aRar arsebobs am qveyanaze, Tuki rodisme marTla arsebobda. magram niko
yvelaze metad imiT moxibla da gaaoca kidec, maSinve rom uTxra, Tu ginda
papirosis moweva, mowieo, rogorc ki matarebeli daiZra da matarebels
adevnebuli deda, TandaTanobiT Caikarga ukan gaqceul sivrceSi. nikom mainc
Seikava Tavi, mainc moerida deidisa da jer Tbilisamde, mere ki wnoramde,
mxolod matareblis tualetSi eweoda, tualetis sarkmelSi gadakiduli,
matarebliT gaglejili haeris SxuiliT dayruebuli, umweobis, simartovis
cremliT dabrmavebuli, usaSvelod gulnatkeni, dasevdianebuli,
datyvevebuli nadiris lekviviT, romelic Tumca grZnobs, samudamod rom
aSoreben misTvis sayvarel, misTvis aucilebel garemos, magram mainc
veraferi uRonia (lekvia jer) da verc veravisTvis SeuCivlia Tavisi
gasaWiri.
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yvelaze bolos gogia modis. orluliani sanadiro Tofi mxarze
gadaukidia da sadaviT mohyavs beberi, mucelgaberili faSati. didi dRe
aRar uweria. gogias ki ara, faSats. erTi Tu waiforxila, Caayeneben ormoSi
da daaxlian SublSi tyvias. SarSanac mokles erTi, Wiakokonobas. bazris
qvemoT niko da valo badalaSvili kaWaWs glejdnen koconisTvis. raRac
sWirso - Tqva nesvam. - sxva cxenebsac gadasdebso. grZnobda, rac elodeboda
(nesva ki ara - cxeni), wrialebda, SfoTavda, vidre saflavs gauTxridnen.
daynosavda miwas da isev wamoyofda Tavs, gaSeSdeboda cota xans,
yurebdacqvetili. TiTqos niCbis xmas usmenda - kidev damrCa dro Tu ukve
moaTava niCabma Tavisi saqmeo. yelze Sebmuli Toki miwaze dasTrevda. Tokis
gaZenZil boloze nesvas edga fexi. Tan SaSxanis Caxmaxs aCxakunebda,
erToboda - gaxsnida, daketavda, gaxsnida, daketavda.
sxvebi jer isev cxenebze sxedan. gogias ki, etyoba, eSinia TavdaRmarTSi
cxenze jdomisa da fexiT moCanCalebs boloSi. faSatic Zlivs moblayunobs,
waramara ekeceba ukana fexebi, kudi ki aprexili moaqvs da kudsqvemodan iseT
xmebs uSvebs, win mimavalnic uneburad eqaCebian aRvirebs, yovndebian cxenisa
da sakuTar oxSivarSi, uaresad aWraWuneben Savad mbzinav unagirebs,
gaoflil mosarTavebs, kisermoRrecilni, mxarszemodan gahyureben gogiasa
da imis faSats: ra iyo, ra ambavSi xarTo.
leitenanti ki Cqarobs, Relavs, mitkaliviT gadafiTrebia saxe. xeliT
aniSnebs: gaCumdiT, aCqardiTo. leitenants eSinia, magram arc sxvebi arian
ukeTes dReSi - SiSis bralia imaTi naZaladevi mxiarulebac, SiSi
alazRandarebT da afxukunebT, TiTqos asi wlis bebris qorwilSi
miiCqariano. yvelas eSinia, gogias garda, radgan gogias imaTi imedi aqvs,
imaT ki aravisi. gogias Tavi moswons, imaTTan romaa, imaT ki araferi sWirT
Tavis mosawoni. Cveulebrivi adamianebi arian, msaxuroben, ojaxebs inaxaven,
cxovrebaSi erevian, Tumca maTi arsebobiT arc araferi emateba, arc araferi
akldeba cxovrebas, radgan Tavad arian cxovreba, rac arian - is arian, arc
meti, arc naklebi, arc sxvaTa gasarTobad TamaSoben, arc Tavad Sescqerian
sxvaTa TamaSs "mometeore lornetebiT". rigma mouwiaT da cxovroben,
rogorc SeuZliaT. kaWreTeli glexisa ar iyos, fexs iqamde Slian, sadamdec
sabani gaswvdebaT. guSin ar yofilan, xval ar iqnebian. cxovrebis usasrulo
rigs mohyvebian adamis droidan, saerTodac da axlac, axlac rigSi dganan:
leitenants grZelo mosdevs, grZelos - aramindara, aramindaras - nesva,
nesvas - ufaraanT giorgi, yvelaze xnieri milicieli, ara marto siRnaRSi,
mTel kaxeTSi da, SeiZleba, mTels saqarTveloSic. marto imisi vaJiSvili ar
aris milicieli, magram am patara razmSi albaT yvelaze metad mainc imas
moswons milicieloba, SeiZleba imitomac, misTvis yvelaze saSiSi da
misabaZi kaci, sakuTari biZa, dedis Zma, mTeli sicocxle milicias rom
emaleboda. "miliciels metic SeuZlia da meti uflebiTac sargeblobso" -
Taviseburad anaTlebda, Taviseburad arkvevda borotmoqmedTa cxovrebis
adaT-wesebSi, jer kidev cxvirmouxocav disSvils, vidre lamis maradiuli
SiSiTa da molodiniT SeSlili, ukanasknel TavSesafarsac (ufaraanT saxls)
miatovebda da sakuTari fexiT gamocxaddeboda miliciaSi. mis disSvils ki
Sarvlis totebi mamis gamonacval, aTasnairad mobrecilsa da moWmuWnul
CeqmebSi Cautenia, paltoze jariskaculi yviTelbalTiani qamari
Semourtyams, yurebiani qudi muzaradiviT Camoufxatavs, mxarze orluliani
sanadiro Tofi gadaukidia da sadaviT mohyavs cxeni. kacia da kacur saqmeze
midis Tavisi WkuiT.
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yvelaze adre eqimi wavida. mkurnalo, gankurne Tavi Senio - waimRera
erTxel kidev da karTan momlodine bebias, romelsac imis mZime, bewvis
sayeloiani palto orive xeliT eWira, zurgi miuSvira, Tan Caikuza kidec,
bebia rom Sewvdenoda da ufro Tavisuflad moexura imisTvis palto.
eqimi rom wasasvlelad wamodga, yvelam SvebiT amoisunTqa, Wirisuflebmac
da avadmyofmac, ramdenadac WirisuflebisTvis eqimis wasvla, upirveles
yovlisa, gansacdelis gadavlas niSnavda - ise araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar
miatovebda avadmyofs, miuxedavad sapatio asakisa - xolo, rac Seexeba
avadmyofs, Cveulebrivi, xorcieli Sveba igrZno maSinve, eqimis
wasvlisTanave, radgan wasvlamde, imden xans aWraWuna iman skami, imdeni aqo
da adida Zilis samkurnalo Tvisebebi, mgoni, samudamod daufeTa Zilis
angelozebi. skamic TiTqos gangeb SearCia yvelaze WraWuna - vidre
dajdeboda, jer erTi kargad Seayanyala, Seamowma, TiTqos Tavisas eZebda,
dakarguls, TiTqos amisTvis mosuliyo Tavidanve da, marTlac, skamma rom
gaiWraWuna, bavSviviT gauxarda - ai, Cemi aCuao. mere ki, viRa gaubedavda, sxva
skamze gadajeqiTo. ijda da WraWunobda. ki ar ijda, zviniviT ido skamze,
dondlo, mouqneli. "mkurnalo, gankurne Tavi Senio" - moulodnelad
waimRerebs xolme laparakisas. Tan qoSinebs, xixinebs, gegonebaT, sadacaa
gadaeketeba sasuleo, magram meore wuTas, viTomc araferi, isev bavSvuri
xalisiTa da sijiutiT ikvlevs, adgens, azustebs imas, rac im wuTas TiTqos
aravis sWirdeba, arc avadmyofs, arc kargadmyofs, vTqvaT, viRacis
qaliSvilobis gvarsa Tu viRacis pirveli qmris gardacvalebis TariRs.
magram, rac yvelaze gasaocaria, ufro meti moTminebiT elodebian
msmenelebi, kidev erTxel rodis moiTqvams suls, kidev erTxel rodis
daiokebs qoSinsa da xixins da misi aTrTolebul-aforiaqebuli wiaRi rodis
amoisvris kidev erT, aseve aTrTolebul-aforiaqebulsa da maTTvis TiTqmis
gaugebar sityvas. skams ki WraWuni gaudis, miaWraWunebs erTnairad kopwia,
erTnairad lamazi, erTnairad daTafluli, gulSiCamwvdomi, damaimedebeli,
gamabruebeli, magram mainc carieli, arafrismTqmeli sityvebiT datvirTul
etls darbaisluri saubris gauTavebel Saragzaze. miaWraWunebineben da isic
miaWraWunebs. sxva ra gza aqvs?! xom ver gamoecleba sayovelTao imeds,
mTeli qalaqis siamayes, romelsac, meti Tu ara, SeuZlia, mTeli saaTi marto
imaze ilaparakos, Tu ra gadamwyveti mniSvneloba aqvs avadmyofisTvis Zils.
Zilia yvelafris wamalio - TiTi ataka Wers. - SiSisac da sigiJisaco -
daamata aqoSin-axixinebulma. - patara sikvdilia, didi sikvdilis
damTrgunvelio - moamTavra mRelvared. magram, erTxelac ar SehkiTxvia Tavs
(arc sxvas), amdeni laparakiT xom ar gavabezre avadmyofi, xom ar
gamovafxizle uaresado.
mxolod cal fexsacmelze ekeTa gamaSi - etyoba, siCqareSi, an daaviwyda,
an daezara meoris gakeTeba (ra Tqma unda, Tuki aqvs meorec). palto ki ar
Caicva, moixura (moaxures) - momkla amis Cacma-gaxdamo - SesCivla bebias da
wavida, poetiviT, paltomoxuruli. bebiam gaTavisuflebuli xelebi maSinve
mucelze gadaiWdo, Tavi sinanuliT gadaaqnia eqimis veeba zurgs ukan da
gasacileblad gahyva.
magidaze, lampis gverdiT, samkurnalo qilebi daepirqvavebinaT. yovel
maTganSi sinaTlis patara, yviTlad gafuyuli wiwila gamomwyvdeuliyo,
TrToda, fofinebda, TiTqos wioda kidec, magram mainc amaod awydeboda
minis kedlebs. qilebze welSi gabrecili, Savad Serujuli bambiT
TavSefuTnili, mokle joxi ido. lambaqidan sanaxevrod gadmococebuliyo
sveli tilos naWeri. iqidan vrceldeboda mTels oTaxSi Zmrisa da spirtis
suni.
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oTaxSi darCenilni cota xans dumdnen, magram gaixura Tu ara bebiam kari,
maSinve daaviwydaT eqimis danabarebi - marto Zili da simSvidea Tqveni
avadmyofis wamalio - da yvela erTxmad alaparakda, erTmaneTs ar aclidnen,
Tumca yvelas erTi hqonda saTqmelica da survilic - rogorme nugeSi eca
danarCenebisaTvis, sxva mxares Seebrunebina imaTi Wkua-goneba da odnav mainc
gaenelebina saerTo, yvelasaTvis Tanabrad damTrgunveli daZabuloba. "me
ara vTqvi, Tavidanve, SeSinebulia da araferi uWirs-meTqi" - JRurtulebda
margalita. "iseTi viCqmite weRan, xorcze cecxli mikidiao" - icinoda deida.
"vin oxeri-meTqi, daudeT rac gindaT, ramdenic gindaT, rasac moereviT,
magram, sadac ar unda damibaroT, mkvdars Cems drogze mainc ar
dagadebinebT-meTqi" - yveboda ioseba. "iqneba, magan mainc ipovos mamaCemi iqa?!"
- Tavisi WkuiT, viTom xumrobda giJkola (arada, sikvdilis gzaze Semdgarma
nikom, marTla naxa viRacis upatrono kubo, araraobis, aryofnis zRvaSi
uTavbolod moxetiale da, sxvaTa Soris, maSinve giJkolas mama gaaxsenda,
gaifiqra kidec, Tu iqneba, es iqneba namdvilad giJkolas mamis kuboo). brmebi
iRimebodnen, erTnairad Tavaweulni, erTnairad axamxamebdnen quTuToebs.
Rumelis gamonaSuqi mwife puriviT bibinebda iatakze, maT fexebTan. "drogic
waiRon da cxenebic, gamocvliT ki veRar gamovicvlebi, gindac Cemi wona
fuli momcen, vso, meyofa, imi patroni dedac..." - baqiobda, laparakis eSxze
mosuli ioseba. "Senma mzem! Sen Tu ityvi! - dauZaxa margalitam, gamomwvevad,
damcinavad. - sul Sens sityvaze dadian". "Tu Cemi ara gjeraT, wadiT da
ikiTxeT, - aifofra ioseba. etyoba, cota gadaekra Zilis win. - "Senma mzem" -
gamoajavra margalitas. - viTom, ratom ar unda dadiodnen Cems sityvaze?!
Cems sityvas fasi ara aqvs?! arafrad magdebT?!" - gabrazda uceb. "ras gareke,
ioseb! cota dauWi sadave" - gaicina margalitam. "kargiT, geyofaT, bavSvic
gismenT". - Tqva Zia sandrom mSvidad, isev ise momRimarma, Wers miCerebulma.
"aba, bavSvio, - gaikvirva iosebam, viTom ver gaigo, vis gulisxmobda Zia
sandro. ubralod, margalitasTan Cxubs, isev Tavismosuleleba amjobina. - me
aq bavSvs vera vxedavo" - gadaSala xelebi, marTlac sulelurad
gaRreWilma.
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kidev ufro sakvirveli isaa, vano maswavleblis gogomac rom icno niko
da Soridanve dauZaxa: rogor aris Cemi magierio. limonis xes gulisxmobda,
ra Tqma unda. amasac maSinve mixvda niko, radgan erTxel TviTonac ase
hkiTxa im gogos mamas, mis yvelaze sayvarel megobarsa da maswavlebels -
rogor aris Tqveni gogos magierio - swored im dilas hkiTxa, sul sami
dRiT Camosuli deda damdurebuli rom gaepara ukanve, baTumSi, araTu
gamoemSvidoba, saerTod aRar daxvda diliT. imitom, rom bebiam da deidam
yvelaferi Tavidanve arasworad misweres dedas, valo badalaSvilsaa
ayolilio da imitom aicrua swavlaze guli, imitom gavarda yaCaRado.
daxeul leqsebze ki araferi uTqvamT, krintic ar dauZravT, rogor gadaaxia
Tavze evgenia duglaZem mTeli klasis Tvalwin leqsebis rveuli. dedam ki
araferi icis am ambebisa. imitomac iyo, sami dRiT Camosulma, misalmebis
nacvlad, beWdiani xeli rom xeTqa tuCebSi. simarTle rom scodnoda, ra Tqma
unda, ase mkacrad ar dasjida Svils, magram vin ra icis, sad aris ZaRlis
Tavi damarxuli. Tumca, etyoba, mainc ugrZno dedas gulma, mTlad
samarTlianad rom ar iqceoda, raRaca eSleboda, gamousworebel danaSauls
sCadioda da TviTonac is xeli miifara pirze, nikos rom Semohkra tuCebSi,
TiTqos nikos ki ar etkina tuCebi, TviTon etkina xeli. nikos undoda eTqva,
ara var Sengan amis Rirsio, magram mTeli ZaliT iWerda enaze kbils, radgan
simarTle yvelam, dedamac ki, TavisiT unda gaigos, sxvebis dauxmareblad.
aRaraferi aRar ainteresebda im wuTas nikos, arc simarTlis garkveva, arc
dedis Semorigeba. magram uceb, ise lamazad, ise bunebrivad atirda deda,
erTbaSad daaviwyda tkivilica da wyenac. baTumi daudga Tvalwin. wvimaSi
gatrunul baTums hgavda atirebuli deda-mamianad, mamida-biZianad,
mamidaSvilebianad, elenicianad, gemebianad, lariviT gaWimul, TiTqos
RmerTis xelisguliT gadasworebul quCebianad (romelTa arsebobac, cota
ar iyos, Zneli dasajerebelicaa am oRroCoRro, aqlemiviT mrude siRnaRSi),
svel mavTulze erTi wamiT dafrenil Citianad (romlis msgavsic sxvagan
arsad Sexvedria nikos - ucnaurad Wreli, ucnaurad gafuyuli), da gana
dedac ucxo qveynidan mofrenili Citi ar iyo, erTi wamiT Camomjdari nikos
simartovis mavTulze - ucxo, usaxelo, ucnauri... yvelasagan gamoirCeoda,
aravis ar hgavda, arc bebias, arc deidas, arc margalitas. ratom unda
eTxova nikos am ucxo qalisTvis patieba?! sxvis monaWors endo, ufro
sworad, sxvisi simarTliT dakmayofilda, Tundac dedis, Tundac dis, magram
mainc sxvisi, radgan namdvili simarTle mxolod nikom icoda da Svilis
simarTle uTqmeladac unda gaego imas, unda egrZno, unda gadascemoda
raRacnairad, nikosaTvis jerjerobiT ucnobi gzebiTa da saSualebebiT, unda
gadasdeboda, rogorc nikos surdo gadaedeboda xolme adre, ukeTes dros.
nikoc amitom gakerpda, amitom Sejda virze, Tumca, suli misdioda, ise
undoda Tavze xeli gadaesva dedisTvis, ukanve Caebrunebina kefaze
dagragnili Tmidan sanaxevrod amomZvrali rkinis Cxiri. virze ki Sejda,
magram Tavis virianad, jiutad ar gamodioda dedis oTaxidan - ganuwyvetliv
undoda etriala dedis ucnaurad amaforiaqebel surnelSi. xan, viTom
gakveTilebs swavlobda, xan, viTom RumelSi cecxls asworebda, xan arafers
ar akeTebda, moRuSuli ijda, tuCebdabuJuli, da tkbeboda dedis silamaziT.
es Tavxeduri, TvalTmaqcobiT mopovebuli siaxlove tanjavda da
abednierebda erTsa da imave dros. magram arc deda iyo albaT ukeTes dReSi
da Tu maTi Tvalebi uneburad Sexvdebodnen erTmaneTs, oTaxis kedlebiT
SemozRudulsa da yvelaze diadi, didebuli, yvelaze samarTliani, yvelaze
keTilSobili mrisxanebiT damuxtul sivrceSi, Seyvarebul gogosaviT
SekrTeboda xolme, arabunebrivad daZabuli, dadarajebuli. ai, RumelTan
zis, dedasa da das elaparakeba, raRacas yveba mSvidad, raRacas ki ara,
Tavis ubedurebas, magram uceb, TiTqos idumali xma Semoesmao, Tavaweuli
gairindeba, uazrod miaCerdeba sicarieles. ai, sarkis win dgas, sarkeSi
ixedeba, gaRimebuli wamoiRebs Tavis kopwia, surnelovan xels, kefaze
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is aRar iqneba. imisTvisac ase sjobs. gana mkvdari samareSi ufro martoa?!
simartovisa ki varskvlavebsac eSiniaT Turme, jog-jogad dadian. is ki
martoa. yvelam miatova. imitom, rom yvelani cocxlebi arian, is ki - ara.
Zili da mosveneba cocxals unda, mkvdars - damarxva. ufalo gananaTle
suli monisa Senisa nikosi da miuteve naTesavTa misTa, rameTu ara uwyian Tu
scodes. kvdeba, xalxo, mokvda! aSavdiT! ra ZilquSi gecaT, ra dros Zilia!
xval ki inanebT, magram xval gvian iqneba. rogorc poeti gvaswavlis,
sinanuli TavSi sjobs. araferi daSavdeba, Tqvenianis xaTriT (aba, raRaze
wamoiyvaneT baTumidan?!), erTi Rame gatexoT, Tuki, raRa Tqma unda, es ukve
maradiuli Rame ar aris. mainc inanebT, ase rogor gavuSviTo, Tqven darCebiT
upoetod, Torem imisTvis ukve yvelaferi sulerTia. Tumca, rogor SeiZleba,
TxuTmeti wlis biWisTvis, gindac mkvdrisTvis, sulerTi iyos rame?!
sikvdilisa rcxvenia, Tavisianebi ki ecodeba. sada aqvT qelexis Tavi. papamisi
welebze fexs idgams, qvriviviT, upatronod cxovrobs wnorSi, gauqmebul
vagonSi, viRac, masaviT gaWirvebul rkinigzelTan erTad, rogorme, dRidan
dRemde suli rom gaataninos ojaxs. qelexs ki bevri unda. aba, rogor
ggoniaT?! droa aseTi. muceli daatarebs kacs da ara piriqiT. amitomac
ambobs albaT bebiac: Tu maincdamainc aucilebeli iyo, TveSi erTxel unda
daewesebina im dalocvils adamianisTvis saWmeli da maSin, SeiZleba, ase
aRar wavmxdariyaviTo. muclis ayolasa da gaRorebas isev sikvdili sjobs.
aseTia nikos azri, Tumca, Tavisuflad SeuZlia Tqvas, rom jer wesierad arc
icis, ras niSnavs simaZRre, jer bolomde arc mouklavs SimSili. magram
mainc am azrisaa niko, Tuki, raRa Tqma unda, SesaZlebelia da dasaSvebia da
misaRebia da bunebrivia, masac hqondes Tavisi azri. hqondes, vin uSlis?!
magram mainc sjobs, TavisTvis Seinaxos. RamRamobiT, mkvdrebi, Turme,
sakuTar saflavebze sxedan da cecxlze xelebs iTboben. mkvdrebsac Tu
scivaT, aRar yofila saSveli. magram saintereso isaa, cecxls vin unTebT.
albaT sasaflaos direqtori, mkvdrebi ar gamicivdneno. aba, TviTon xom ar
Caijibavs mkvdrebisaTvis gamoyofil fuls?! ar ikadrebs, Sercxveba. imodena
Robe Semoavlo Tavis karmidamos, erT qliavs ver moparavT, wamlad, piri
rom gaisveloT zafxulSi. mkvdrebi ki kankaleben RamRamobiT. marTla
cecxli ki ar unTiaT, fosforis Suqze iTboben xelebs, viTom iTboben, Tavs
ityueben, erTobian Taviseburad, sicocxles TamaSoben da uceb, ariqa,
daiSaleT, mofratunobs ufaraanT giorgi! ubralo vinme ar gegonoT, magisma
Svilma kaci mokla dRes. rao? rao? kaci moklao? darwmunebuli xar? Sen
xom ici, magasac damtkiceba unda? xom gaxsovs, ras uSvrebian
cilismwameblebs suleTSi?! wkap da ZirSi SegaWrian enas. ena uZvloa. ena
yvelafers ityvis. iqneb, ki ar mokla, Semoakvda?! Tofi gauvarda, SemTxveviT,
SeeSinda, bavSvia, bevrad ufrosi ki ar aris Senze, Tqven ufro unda gaugoT
erTmaneTs, mere ra moxda, Tuki erTxel Toki gagiba gzaze da velosipedidan
gadmogagdo, Sen mainc unda dazogo, codoa, mTeli sicocxle ubeduri unda
iyos, raRaa misi sicocxle, aba, Sen iyo imis adgilas, aba, Sen
Semogkvdomoda kaci! daukvirdi, daufiqrdi, warmoidgine - Tma yalyze
dagidgeba. SeiZleba, gagiJde kidec. ra Tqma unda, mkvdaric codoa, magram
ukeTes dReSia, yvelaferi ukve gaTavda imisTvis, daisvena, rac mTavaria,
codvas gadarCa, mkvlelisTvis ki, Tundac uneblie mkvlelisTvis, axla
iwyeba jojoxeTi, sxvaTa Soris, mowmisTvisac, miT ufro, uneblie
mowmisTvis. ase rom... ase rom, SeiZleba, kargic iyos, Tuki amjerad veRar
gadarCeba niko, Tuki amjerad SeuZlebels veRar SeZlebs bebiamisi.
yvelafers rom Tavi gavaneboT, avi winaTgrZnoba mainc aRar datanjavs:
cudis ganuwyveteli molodini mainc gauqreba, jer kidev baTumSi rom
gauCnda da mosvenebas ar aZlevs aqamde, albaT im dRidan moyolebuli, roca
uCveulod da, amitomac, TiTqos yalbad SeSfoTebulma ufrosebma pirvelad
ugulebelyves TavianTi bavSvebis bavSvoba, ese igi, sakuTari ufrosobac, da
yovelgvari Separebis, Serbilebisa da Selamazebis gareSe ganucxades
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magram, etyoba, mainc adre mowyda niko dedas, mainc daaklda imis siTboSi
gamoSuSeba da am danakliss veRaraferi aunazRaurebs ukve, verc furis
faSvSi gaxveva da verc RumelSi gamowva. amitomacaa, albaT, ganuwyvetliv
dedis xma rom Caesmis yurSi. aTasnairi xmiTaa qveyana savse, imas ki dedis
xma eyureba mxolod, TiTqos aqvea, gverdiT, viRacas esaubreba wynarad,
bebias an deidas, xma esmis, sityvebi ki ver gaurCevia. uneburad wamoiwevs
xolme da oTaxSi gamefebul wyvdiads usmens. Tumca, mSvenivrad icis, esec
eCveneba. dedis xma masSia, mis SigniT, rogorc TviTon iyo dedaSi, gaCenamde,
gaCenamde Seisisxlxorca es xma da sikvdilamde masTan iqneba. aki aris
kidec. amitomac aRar eSinia arafris, arc sicocxlis, arc sikvdilis.
gindac dedis xmas flobde da gindac ukvdavebis saidumlos. sikvdili,
aryofna maSin iwyeba, roca dedis xmas daiviwyeb, dakargav, anda, roca dedis
xma Tavisi nebiTa da surviliT wava Sengan, migatovebs, migagdebs, rogorc
uRirssa da uvargiss. dedis xma igive javSania, cecxlSi Sexval da
gamoxval, wamwami ar Segetruseba, wyalze gagatarebs, bewvis xidze
gadagiyvans. am xmis wyalobaa, roca unda maSin rom angrevs araraobis yru
kedels da roca unda maSin rom gamoyavs araraobis wyvdiadidan pirveli
namiT abrWyvialebuli, pirveli xmebiT aJivJivebuli, pirveli ferebiT
moxatuli qveyana (vin icis, meramdened!) - misi sulis saZirkveli, misi
ocnebis kvarcxlbeki, safuZveli misi safuZvlisa, misi maxsovrobis pirveli
yulaba, uzarmazari, amjerad namdvilad bavSvuri, am sityvis saukeTeso
gagebiT, sevdisa da sixarulis damtevi Tavis bnelsa da patara mucelSi.
xolo is, Tavis droze am qveynis Semqmneli, axla ki gadamrCeneli, kefaze
dagragnil Tmas isworebs da saxeSefakluli, TiTqos urbeniao, dabneulad
moRimari, TiTqos raRaca dauSavebiao, saxlisken iyureba (aq ki ara, baTumSi),
gverdiT viRac bavSviani qali udgas, ZuZumoSiSvlebuli, qali ki ara - qaji,
Tavis patara qajunaTi. "suleli xar, amxela qalio" - aivnidan eZaxis mamida
dedas. "ra meqna, ver moviSore, quCaSi xom ar gavuCerdebodio" - pasuxobs
deda da Tan ucxo qals Sescqeris momRimari, RimiliT ebodiSeba, RimiliT
sTxovs, yuradReba ar miaqcios mis naTqvams, ar gabrazdes da, gabrazebulma,
rame cudi ar uwinaswarmetyvelos mis Svils, saerTod misianebs. "magan rame
rom icodes, Tavs uSvelidao" - boboqrobs mamida aivanze. "modi, Senc unda
gimkiTxaoo" - eZaxis ucxo qali mamidas, erT xelSi bavSvi hyavs atatebuli,
meore dedisTvis Cauvlia majaSi, TiTqos wayvanas upirebs. nikos SiSisgan
suli fexebSi epareba (im dRidan moyolebuli, esaa misi yvelaze xSiri da
yvelaze mtanjveli sizmari). dedac grZnobs nikos gasaWirs da, naZaladevad
gaRimebuli, gamoxedavs xolme gasamxneveblad, raTa imave wams daiviwyos,
isev Seikras Subli da mTeli gulisyuriT usminos ucxo qalis abdaubdas.
ucxo qali qajurad laparakobs. atatebuli bavSvi waramara SiSvel ZuZuze
etaneba. nikos qalisac eSinia da misi binZuri lekvisac. sul elodeba,
rodis gadmoixreba misken, rodis CamobRortnis saxes CaSavebuli
frCxilebiT. qali ki laparakobs, gauCereblad, qajurad. uceb leRvs xels
Seawvdens, mkvaxe nayofs mowyvets da bavSvs miaCeCebs xelebSi - Cems ZuZus
Tavi gaanebe, amiT gaerTeo. bavSvi rZian nayofs orive xeliT jer saxeze
moisvams, mere CakbeCs, facafuciT, ZaRluri mouTmenlobiT gaReWavs da
gaReWils ukanve gadmoafurTxebs. qali ki laparakobs, Jinianad, mkacrad,
TiTqos morCilad TavCaqindrul dedas raRacisTvis tuqsavs. magram dedas
TandaTan saxe ebadreba, Tavs nel-nela maRla swevs da gaciskrovnebuli,
TvalSi SuqCamdgari uyurebs nikos, TiTqos pirvelad axla SeamCniao, anda,
TiTqos didi xnis dakarguli, didi xnis gamoglovili romeliRac Zvirfasi
nivTi axla, am wuTas ipova SemTxveviTo.
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qari yvelasTvis qroda, yvelas erTnairad aiZulebda, rac SeiZleba Rrmad,
rac SeiZleba safuZvlianad SeyuJuliyvnen TavianT soroebSi. ase rom, arc
ufaraani iyvnen im dRes, maincdamainc, dalxinebulni. yvela sikeTesTan
erTad, imaT Rumels boli epareboda da wesierad sunTqvac uWirdaT -
jojoxeTis binadrebiviT, xan Svils auvardeboda xvela, xan dedas. ojaxis
ufrosi jer kidev ar mobrunebuliyo miliciidan, Svilis nanadirevs
abinavebda albaT miliciis sardafSi da, RmerTma icis, rodis
gaTavisufldeboda, anda, rodis gaaxsendeboda saxli. Tumca, Sin mainc
aravin elodeboda imas - Svils eZina, coli Rumelis win Cacucquliyo da ki
ar fiqrobda, aRgznebuli, aforiaqebuli imeorebda gunebaSi erTsa da imave
uazrobas - Txovnasa da saCivars, wyevlasa Tu locvas - ufro sworad, enaze
momdgar pirvelsave sityvebs, ramdenadac, wesierad jer TviTonac ar icoda,
rogor unda moqceuliyo, saCivlelad hqonda saqme Tu saTxovnelad, ra
SemTxveodaT dRes, risi molodini unda hqonodaT, kargisa Tu avisa;
Svilsac, ZmasaviT ubiTurebda bedi, Tu, bolos da bolos, amjerad mainc
gaimarjvebda samarTali da disSvils miagebda imas, rac biZisTvis daeklo.
ai, aseT rTul da seriozul gancdebSi iyo Cavardnili da, ra gasakviria,
Tuki lampis asanTebadac ver moecala. bnelSi ijda WotiviT. sibnele ufro
Seefereboda mis gancdebs da, Wotisa ar iyos, sibneleSi ukeTesad xedavda,
ukeTesad sjida misi aRgznebuli goneba.
weRan, misma Svilma cxenze pirqvegadakiduli yaCaRis gvami rom amoatara
qalaqze, gansakuTrebuli araferi ugrZvnia, ubralod, sxvebiviT, isic
Cveulebrivma cnobismoyvareobam gamoiyvana gareT, da sxvebiviT, imasac
mxolod imis gageba ainteresebda, mokluli yaCaRi nacnobi xom ar aris
vinmeo, Tumca, sxvebs dakarguli mamisa Tu Zmis, qmrisa Tu Svilis
gadidebuli suraTebic wamoeRoT Tan da milicielebs aCvenebdnen Soridan -
es xom ar iyoo. mokled, moedanze Tagvi kuds ver moiqnevda, meored mosvla
gegonebodaT. xalxis Wreli zRva Tavbrudamxvevad brunavda, tortmanebda -
yvelas maincdamainc iq undoda dadgoma, saidanac ukeTesad dainaxavda
mokluls. etyoba, oTxwlian oms ki ar daeClungebina, kidev ufro
gaemZafrebina adamianisTvis isedac Zneli mosaToki cnobismoyvareoba
mkvdrisa da saerTod sikvdilis mimarT. idga erTi gauTavebeli bzuili da
yayani. arc milicielebi elodnen aseT daxvedras da, cota ar iyos,
Semcbarni isxdnen unagirebze - ar icodnen, rogor moqceuliyvnen, mxiaruli
saxeebi mieRoT, rogorc nadavliT dabrunebul monadireebs SehferiT, Tu
Tavebi CaeqindraT da ase mainc gamoexataT, mZime lodad rom awvaT gulze es
gauTvaliswinebeli, uneblie sikvdili. marto gogia iRimeboda: isev fexiT
moCanCalebda boloSi, yaCaRis sisxliT TeZoCamoSvebuli faSatis ukan da
naucbaTevad gadaxveuli marjvena iseTi ambiT mohqonda, yvelas rom SeemCnia,
dainteresebuliyo, ra mosvlia, netavi, xelzeo.
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kaci rom mokla, ocisac ar iyo jer, xolo, mkvlelobisTvis pasuxi rom
mosTxoves, naxevari saukune kargaxnis motovebuli hqonda zurgs ukan. ese
igi, TiTqmis ormoci wlis manZilze, ganuwyvetliv, ucvlelad, SesaSuri
sizustiT meordeboda mis gonebaSi es Semzaravi mkvleloba, ormoci wlis
manZilze erTnairi TavgamodebiT (qalaqelma SekrToma ar Sematyoso), klavda
erTsa da imave kacs da ormoci wlis manZilze (qalaqelze gulnatkeni),
Tofis kondaxiT uCeCqvavda saxes moklulis meuRles. amitom, TavisTavad
cxadia, am maradiuli mkvlelobis gaTvaliswinebiT adgenda igi ormoci
wlis ganmavlobaSi Tavis yoveldRiur gegmebsac, am maradiuli
mkvlelobidan iCekeboda yvela misi axali ganzraxva, survili da
moTxovnileba... am maradiuli mkvlelobiT iyo ganpirobebuli nebismieri misi
nabiji da saqcieli, da mainc, bolo wuTamde sjeroda, umkacres da
usastikes sasjels ki ara, jildos rom imsaxurebda ormoci wlis win
Cadenili da ormoc wels gagrZelebuli danaSaulisTvis. "viRacam mimtro,
Torem, iqneba, erTi-ori dRe mec mecxovra adamianurado" - etyoda xolme das
RvarZliani, braziani sinanuliT. im "viRacaSi" albaT isev qalaqels
gulisxmobda, is yofila yvelafris moTave, mkvlelobazec imas
dauyabulebia da imas aRuTqvams gasamrjeloc, magram wiwamuris WalaSive
rom gamoTxovebian erTmaneTs, mere Soridanac aRar moukravs imisTvis
Tvali, miwam uyo TiTqos piri, Tumca, im droisTvis, es arc gasakviri iyo,
arc SesaSfoTebeli - xelisufleba gacofebuli daeZebda mkvlelebs,
mkacrad, daundoblad uswordeboda yvelas, visac raime kavSiri hqonda am
mkvlelobasTan. bevri imave wels Seipyres da dasajes kidec, bralianic da
ubraloc, marTalica da mtyuanic, da SemTxveviT rom gaigo iman, moklulis
cols mkvlelebis Sewynareba mouTxoviao, Tavzari daeca, cotas morCa,
Cabarda policias - Cems magivrad viRacas, udanaSaulos Seiwyaleben, me ki
xaxamSrali davrCebio - magram, bedad, isev qalaqelis gafrTxileba
gaaxsenda, es Cveulebrivi Zarcva-gleja ar gegonoso, did kacTana gvaqvs
saqme da moTminebac didi gvmarTebso, rac meti dro gava, fasic miT ufro
gaizrdebao, da es rom marTla ase iyo, msxverplis dakrZalvis dResve
darwmunda, Tumca, is ki veRar gaarkvia, viRas unda gaeRo imis
mkvlelobisTvis gasamrjelo, roca mTeli qveyana glovobda. da mainc,
rogorc imave qalaqelma gaafrTxila, enas kbili daaWira isev, "didi
moTminebiT" aRiWurva, Tumca, pirvelive wuTidan, sigiJemde undoda,
vinmesTvis gaemxila, vinmesTvis dawvrilebiT moeyola, rac wiwamuris WalaSi
gadaxdenoda Tavs. ori kaci rom dalaparakeboda erTmaneTs misi
TandaswrebiT, aucileblad Caereoda, yvelanairad ecdeboda, mieqcia imaTi
yuradReba. sxva Tu verafriT, mouridebeli sityva-pasuxiTa da Tamami,
Tavisufali qceviT mainc miexvedrebina isini, ubralo vinmesTan rom ar
hqondaT saqme, raRac seriozuli, mniSvnelovani da Znelad warmosadgeni rom
icoda iman. jer kidev wiwamuris WalaSi, mkvlelobis dResve gauCnda amgvari
survili, xolo, amxanagebs rom daSorda da Tavisi ormocwliani molodinis
gzaze pirvelad Sedga fexi, tuCebi ukve eqaveboda salaparakod; iqamde
alaparakda, vidre avWalis sasadiloSi Sevidoda da vidre wesierad
dajdeboda magidasTan. "ara, Zmao, rac marTalia, marTalia, kacs yvelaferi
SeZlebiao" - ambobda TiTqos TavisTvis, umisamarTod, magram, amave dros,
yvelas gasagonad. Tan gamalebuli ifSvnetda xelebs, radgan jer kidev
examuSeboda sakuTari xelebi, ufro sworad, jer kidev ar daekargaT imis
xelebs Tofis gluvi, slipina simZimis SegrZneba.
"saidan modixaro" - hkiTxa viRacam.
- saidan?! Sen rogor ggonia? saidan SeiZleba movdiode?! - Seubruna
mkvlelma SekiTxva.
"aba, me ra vicio - ukan daixia SemkiTxavma. - albaT bazridan Tu modixar,
CemsaviTo".
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unda Cemi daWerao. sanam qalaqs es ambavi daaviwydeboda, gamoxedvac ar
mindoda Sinidan. xalxs oRond salaparako mieci da imaTac is undaT,
aTasnair kuds gamoabamen. oRond rameTi dagamciron, oRond ramenairad
gatkinon guli da, eSmaks mieyidebian. Sen ra ici, ra gadamitania mamaSenis
xelSi. - SesCivis Svils, TanagrZnobis imediT. Svili ki limonsa da cxel
purs miirTmevs. erT xelSi uWiravs limonica da puris natexic da xan erTs
CakbeCs, xan meores. - rogor iyoo - agrZelebs dedamisi - rogor iyoo,
daminaxavdnen Tu ara, rogor wamouxada kaba Sens qmars im giJma qalmao?!
rogor da, ase-meTqi. - Tavadac ikuzeba da ukanalze irtyams xelebs. - ai,
ase-meTqi. viTom mec vicinodi. viTom mec mecineboda, uaresad rom ar
gamexarebina mteri da orguli. arada, boRma maxrCobda, guli gaxeTqvaze
mqonda. guli gauskdes Cems mtersa da damawyevars. qali qmriTaa amayi...
- ver uyurebT mamaCems! - icinis gogia da limonis daReWil qerqs
ifurTxeba.
- Sen ra ici, ra cecxli trialebs Cems gulSi, - agrZelebs Svilis
yuradRebiT nasiamovnebi deda. - undili kacis colobaze didi sasjeli jer
ar mougonia RmerTs qalisTvis. me ar unda gavCeniliyavi qalad, ara! - mjiRs
icems mkerdSi, gametebiT, brazianad, marTla unda, itkinos xorci. - dilidan
saRamomde moedanze yuryuti, noqrebTan da dalaqebTan maslaaTi advilia.
Sen ki ojaxi ar unda daaqcio...
- mamaCems ra enaRvleba. - cecxlze navTs usxams gogia. limoni da naxevari
puri mouTavebia, cotaTi Cauwynarebia muceli da axla meti xalisiT ereva
saubarSi, anu, ufro xSirad ugdebs dedas gasaRizianebel, gasaqezebel
ankess, uaresad rom auSalos laparakis saRerReli, yvelaferi aTqmevinos,
rac enaze moadgeba. magram dedamiss srulebiTac ar eSinia aseTi ankesebisa,
iqiT eZebs, siamovnebiTac ylapavs da Tu frTxilad ar iqeniT, aucileblad
gadagiyolebT wumpeSi Tqveni ankesebianad. oRond, amjerad, yuradRebis
Rirsadac ar Tvlis Svilis naTqvams da imave vnebiTa da mRelvarebiT
agrZelebs:
- qva mainc unda moxarSo, mezoblis jibrze. magram ramdens ginda
gaswvde?! qaTmis SeZleba kvercxia, ginda gaswie, ginda gamoswie. axlandelebs
rom gkiTxon, yvelaferSi deda yofila damnaSave, Cven amogvigdia qveyana.
magram me xom CemTvis ar minda?! Tqven moixmareT, Tqvena gqondeT... mamaSens
auCemebia, patiosnebaze didi simdidre arc RmerTsa aqvs da arc kacso,
magram Raribi kacisas arc patiosnebasa aqvs fasi. vis rad unda, vis raSi
sWirdeba, gindac aTjer patiosani iyavi. xalxno da jamaTno! xalxno da
jamaTno! - yviris mTeli xmiT, TiTqos marTla mTel qalaqs unda
gaagebinoso. - daxeuli maneTi mirCevnia Tqvens cariel patiosnebas! Cemi
briyvi qmari ki sxvis patiosnebas darajobs, ZaRlsa da mamaZaRls kudSi
dasdevs, gzidan fexi ar gadagicdeTo. SarSanwin... kidev kargi, gamaxsenda. -
qirqilebs pirze xelmifarebuli. - SarSanwin is jibidan gavardnili
daiWira. ai, ra hqvia, dRes rom dauZaxnia SenTvis mkvleloo Tu raRaca...
Tavis amxanags fokuzs ukeTebda Turme - ma sxvas ras iswavlida matrosebSi
- Cems bedovlaT qmars ki auCemebia, ginda Tu ara, fulze TamaSobT kartsao.
gindac fulze eTamaSaT, visi ra saqmea?! sxvis fuls xom ar ageben?! age,
uSangi WuWulaSvilma coli waago kartSi, magram axlac kacia, buzs ar
ifrens Tavze, Sovnac icis da gaflangvac. kidev kargi, droze mimxvdara da
gaunebebia Tavi. ar etyodnen, am wamxdar qveyanaSi, raRa bavSvebs daerie,
bavSvebTan gaqvs didi gulio. etyodnen da marTlebic iqnebodnen. axla amaze
dagviwyebda xalxi dacinvas - ra patiosania es ufaraanT giorgi, iqamde
iWers bavSvebs, vidre dasaWerebi gaxdebiano...
- dedi, kaci ar mouklavs mamaCems? - ekiTxeba gogia moulodnelad.
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- marTali xar, Cveni mamiko yvelaze kargia. ra Tqma unda, ugoneben. ena
uZvloa, yvelafers ityvis. Cveni mamiko ki yvelaze kargia, yvelaze guladi.
xels veravin gvaxlebs imisi SiSiT. - ufro xalisianad, ufro
gamococxlebuli pasuxobs lamara.
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bolo, Tavisi nebiT wamovidoda, anda sulac gamoiqceoda iqidan. arada, isic
ver uTxra: iqneb, jer ar vapireb aqedan wasvlas, iqneb, jer ar gavmTbarvaro;
iqneb, saerTod aq vapireb darCenas, kacia da gunebao. marTlac, kacia da
guneba - zogi Sin zis, zogi kidev ayrolebul cecxlTan yuryutebs
nasaydralebSi. vin daTvalos, ramdeni aseTi nasaydralia saqarTveloSi.
magram roca saWiroa, maSin daebmeba xolme nikos ena da iciT ratom?
Tandayolili moridebuloba sWirs, maTi sagvareulo senia, STamomavlobiT
miRebuli. rasakvirvelia, arc mouridebeli kaci varga, varga ki ara, uaresia,
saerTod SegazizRebs sicocxles, magram Senze unda iyos damokidebuli, ras
moerido da ras ara. pirvel rigSi, isev mouridebel kacs unda moerido,
mTvrals, giJs, keTrovans, matarebels, avtomobils, cecxls, wyals,
aTaSangs... magram saTqmeli unda iTqvas, gasakeTebeli unda gakeTdes,
karTageni unda daingres. nikos, ra Tqma unda, ewyina, aimriza kidec, magram
Tavs Zala daatana, ukanmouxedavad rom gascloda iqaurobas, ase gamoexata
Tavisi guliswyroma, Tumca, Zalian undoda, dRis sinaTlezec Seexeda
imisTvis, sabolood darwmunebuliyo, marTla gamoirCeoda sxvebisagan
(yvelasagan) raRaciT (yvelafriT), Tu aseTi STabeWdileba nasaydralis
bindisa da damwvari rezinis mware kvamlis brali iyo mxolod. etyoba,
imanac igrZno, ganawyenebuli rom midioda niko da moabruna - eio - dauZaxa,
radgan arc imas ukiTxavs (raSi ainteresebda?!) da arc nikos uTqvams Tavisi
saxeli. daZaxeba ki gauxarda, magram moRuSuli Semobrunda mainc, vin aris
Seni "eio" da albaT bevrad ukeTesi gamoCndeboda imis TvalSi, qars rom ar
Seercxvina moulodnelad. iseTi ZaliT ubiZga uceb zurgSi, Zalauneburad,
ramdenime nabijiT gaaqcia nasaydralisken, TiTqos daZaxilze garboda,
upatrono ZaRliviT - yvelasi da aravisi. - is ki nasaydralis karSi idga da
uRimoda. nikomac maSin gaifiqra swored, es aqedan aRarsad wamsvleli ar
ariso. arada, dRis sinaTleze gacilebiT axalgazrda Canda; isev miamsgavsa
mamas - imasac ucnauri, amaforiaqebeli feri dahkravda saxeze, aRzevebuli,
mozeime sikvdilisa Tu mobezrebuli, moyirWebuli sicocxlisa. erTi wamiT,
isev is dRe gaaxsenda, mamasTan gamosamSvidobeblad rom waiyvana dedam
saavadmyofoSi. fexebi ukan rCeboda, sul mamaze fiqrobda gzaSi, anu,
usasrulod itanjeboda, radgan iseTi aRar axsovda, rogoric
avadmyofobamde iyo, fexze mdgari, fexze mosiarule, sxvebis dauxmareblad,
mTeli TaviT maRali qviTkiris Robeze, romelzedac niko ZlivZlivobiT
unda afofxebuliyo, elenicas ezoSi gadasaxedad. iseTi mama aRar
arsebobda. amas ufro grZnobda, vidre icoda, da, amitomac, ar miyveboda
xolme saavadmyofoSi dedas, Secvlili (deda eubneboda - veRar icnobo),
gardaqmnili, sxvanairi mamis sanaxavad, magram deidam rom CamoakiTxa
siRnaRSi wasayvanad, ubralod, iZulebuli gaxda, gamomSvidobeboda mamas da
ai, saavadmyofosken mimavali, mTeli gza sul mamis warmodgenas cdilobda,
adrindelisa ki ara, amJamindelisa, romelic jer kidev ar enaxa: sneuli,
davrdomili, loginad Cavardnili. es ki mtkivneulad aRizianebda mis
bavSvur pativmoyvareobas da, rogorc saerTod sCveoda, aTas rames igonebda,
anu, Tavs ityuebda, simarTlisTvis rom aeridebina Tvali. rac mTavaria,
davrdomili mamis warmodgenas, miT ufro - naxvas, yvelanairi mamis
warmodgena da, rasakvirvelia, miT ufro - naxva erCivna, Tundac,
jvarcmulisa, anda jaWviT dabmulisa... da amitomac iyo, mis aRgznebul
gonebaSi, waramara, gruxuniT rom ixsneboda saavadmyofos nacrisferi
kedeli da SigniT, siRrmeSi, TandaTanobiT gamoikveTeboda xolme paloze
dabmuli kacis moRuSuli saxe, muzaradiviT aelvebuli wamlebisa da
samzareulos suniT gaJRenTil bindbundSi. "ratom moiyvane, xom giTxari,
aseTi ar unda mnaxos Cemma Svilma-meTqi" - brazianad eubneboda jaWviT
dabmuli kaci dedas da imave wams isev gruxuniT ixureboda saavadmyofos
nacrisferi kedeli. dabmuli mamis warmodgena naklebad Seuracxmyofeli iyo
nikosTvis. bolos da bolos, amiranic xom ase hyavda RmerTs dabmuli da
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xoda, imanac daavlo piri mkvdar kus da baknianad waaTria. vin icis,
rogor gaaxara lekvebi, Caawynara SimSilisgan aRnavlebuli soro. viRacas
rom uWirs - esec papis sityvebia - viRacas ulxins. viRaca kvdeba, viRac
ibadeba - asea qveyana mowyobili. mkvdari kuc albaT yaCaRis sevdianma
Rimilma da saxis ucnaurma ferma gaaxsena nikos. erTi wamiT, isev Tvalwin
daudga, rogor CaTxliSa valo badalaSvilma qva, rogor wahkra fexis wveri
ukve mkvdar kus da rogor gadaixsna igi, moxarSul gograsaviT. Signidanac
gograsaviT yviTeli iyo da imdeni kvercxi hqonda erTmaneTze asxmuli, zogi
msxvili, zogi wvrili, mTeli maTlafa aivseboda. "Sen iseTi yoCaRi biWi
Canxar, iqneba, riyeze qvac ipovoo" - dauZaxa yaCaRma. Tan isev ise iRimeboda,
sevdianad, mSobliurad. "ar gindaT, nu meubnebiT, sixarulisgan purs aRar
SevWam dReso" - gaicina nikom, Tavisi moulodneli mRelvareba rom daemala
rogorme. "biWos! Sen marTla rogori mixvedrili yofilxaro - kidev ufro
gaiRima yaCaRma - an bodbeli iqnebi, an moxiseli, an xorgeli an okribeli,
anda labsyaldelio". "ver gamoicaniT, baTumeli gaxlavarTo" - cxviri
aubzua nikom da gamobrunda, wamovida nikapacaxcaxebuli, gulgasiebuli,
gulmokluli, radgan darwmunebuli iyo, raRacis, mniSvnelovanis saTqmelad
moabruna iman, magram bolo wuTs mainc gadaifiqra, ar mouvida TvalSi, ar
CaTvala Rirsad da, rac mTavaria, ar endo! isic adga da wamovida. aba, ra
unda eqna?! fexebSi xom ar Cauvardeboda, ginda Tu ara, gamande Seni
saidumlo, ginda Tu ara, mendeo?! magram meore aRmarTic ar hqonda
aTavebuli, cxenebis frutun-xvixvini rom gaigona, raRacnairad moulodneli,
arabunebrivi, damafrTxobeli, damaeWvebeli, da ufro adre iskupa jagebSi,
vidre gaifiqrebda, saswrafod, ramenairad unda gavafrTxilo Cemi yaCaRio.
gaifiqra, magram ver ki Seasrula. ver moaswro da im eklian jagebSi gdia
TiTqos aqamde. milicias ki daemala, magram sakuTar Tavs rogor ginda
daemalo, ufro sworad - sakuTar sindiss?! sindiss xom sul Tan daatarebs
kaci, sul alyad artyia irgvliv, rogorc jari - asaReb cixes. ara, piriqiT,
rogorc asaRebi cixis kedlebi - cixis erTaderT damcvels, romelic am
cixis kedlebSi unda Cakvdes, radgan mxolod am kedlebs Sorisaa misi
adgili, sxvagan arsad ar ecxovreba, magram iqamde, vidre Cakvdebodes, unda
ibrZolos, Tavi unda daicvas, vidre tyvia-wamali gauTavdeba, kbilebi
dascviva, frCxilebi daatydeba, furTxi gauSreba. adamiani sindisia. sindisis
garda, rac ar unda waarTva, mainc adamiani iqneba. magram sindisi rom
waarTva da sxva yvelaferi dautovo, veRar iqneba adamiani. sikvdilis merec
adamianisgan marto sindisi rCeba. sindisi igive sulia adamianisa, anu, suli
igive sindisia. aqedan TavisTavad SegviZlia davaskvnaT, rom Tuki rame
yofila, sindisi yofila ukvdavi, oRond, iseTive sufTa, rogoric Tovli
devs uSbaze; iseTive mSvidi, rogori mSvidic kvercxia budeSi da iseTive
mtkice, rogori mtkicec cvilis grdemlia, muyaos fari da pantis zarbazani,
diax, cvilis grdemli, muyaos fari da pantis zarbazani, ramdenadac maTi
simtkice usazRvro rwmenisa da Seuvali gulubryvilobis nazavia da sxva
araferi. amitomacaa, aqamde jagebSi romaa Camaluli niko, dabRortnili,
dakawruli, kurdReliviT gulabagunebuli, Tumca, axla nikosa da nebismier
biWs, SeiZleba, gacilebiT meti saerTo hqondeT, vidre jagebSi Camalulsa
da sakuTar loginSi gaSotil nikos, anu nikos da nikos, maSindeli da
axlandeli gagebiT. im briyvma gogiam erTi kaci ki mokla, magram arc meores
daayara naklebi dRe: gaaora, orad gaglija da is ori nawili samkvdro-
sasicocxlod gadahkida erTmaneTs. axlandeli (sawolze gaSotili) niko
siamovnebiT moklavs maSindels (jagebSi Camaluls), siamovnebiT moiSorebs,
rogorc muwuks, meWeWs, surdos... rogorc nebismier cud raRacas, zedmets,
Semawuxebels, magram ubedurebac isaa, arc erTis gamokleba rom ar
SeiZleba mTelidan - adamiani bevri raRacis jamia, bevri muwukisa, meWeWisa,
surdosi, da veraferze ityvis uars, Tumca, uari SeiZleba Tqvas, magram
moSorebiT veRar moiSorebs, rac gaCenis dRidan gadaxdenia Tavs, rac
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esmis. me rom vRelav, isic Relavs. me rom meSinia, imasac eSinia, me Tu Zili
gamityda, verc is iZinebs. Seni Wirime, roland, wamiyvane Sin! wagviyvane.
cudad var, roland, Tavbru mesxmis. dRes orjer SemiRonda guli,
simartoveSi, SiSSi, molodinSi... Cems Tavs ar vCivi, amas ar vatkino-meTqi
rame, - kiserze exveva leitenants, viTom, marTla uRondeba guli. qmars
atyuebs, aSinebs, isev qmris sasargeblod, iqneb, rogorme marTla aityuos am
gaToSili sardafidan. aityuebs kidec - isaa leitenantis faskunji. marto
ocnebis amara jer aravin amosula qvesknelidan. oRond, sakuTari xorci
unda SeaWamo faskunjs, sakuTari barZayi unda gamoiWra sakuTari xeliT da
aseve sakuTari xeliT Caudo pirSi gaumaZRar frinvels, Tu ginda, rom
qvesknelidan amogiyvanos, samzeoze amoxvide rodisme, gaixed-gamoixedo, Tavi
daaRwio maradiul nestsa da wyvdiads, gulis damzafrav fiqrebs. magram
samzeoze amosuli, Senc maSinve iseTi gaxdebi, rogoric Sens garSemo
mcxovrebi xalxia. mere ra moxda, riTia cudio - ikiTxav Sen da marTalic
iqnebi. piriqiT, cudi ki ara, kargia. Sens garSemo yvelani Cveulebrivi
adamianebi arian: papac, bebiac, deidac, Zia sandroc, margalitac, iosebac,
giJkolac, evgenia duglaZec, vano maswavlebelic, gogiac... yvelani. saerTod,
adamiani Cveulebrivia da aseTic unda iyos - Cveulebrivi - anu, cota
guladica da cota mSiSarac, cota guluxvica da cota Zunwic, cota
keTilica da cota borotic, cota Wkvianica da cota briyvic, cota
bednierica da cota ubeduric, radgan es "cota-cotaoba" aZlebinebs swored
- bevri yvelaferi mavnebelia, Zalianac rom undodes, Cveulebrivi adamiani
bevrs mainc ver moereva, verc siyvaruls, verc siZulvils, verc simdidres,
verc siRaribes, ase rom, marTla araferi daSavdeba, Tuki Senc Cveulebrivi
adamiani iqnebi, ar gaamarTleb ZuZumoSiSvlebuli marCielis
winaswarmetyvelebas da, sxvebiviT, marto sakuTar mucelze ifiqreb.
marTals ambobs lamara, momxdara da moxdeba kidec, magram ra Seni bralia
da, saerTod, ra Seni saqmea, vin vis klavs, vin vis Zarcvavs da vin visi
damqaSia. erTi hitleri, erTi uri hipi da erTi kaciWamia Rori yovelTvis
unda iyos da iqneba kidec am qveyanaze. zRaprebSi rac weria, cxovrebidanaa
aRebuli, oRond, kacs eSinia simarTlisa da aTasnairad afuCeCebs, Tavis
siverages melias miawers xolme, Tavis sixarbes - mgels, TiTqos ase
ganiwmindeba, ganikurneba, TviTon cxoveliviT kargi gaxdeba, cxoveli ki -
imasaviT cudi. Seni kargi me, Cemi cudi Sen. magram, vidre Tavisi naklisa da
Tavisi siglaxis damalvasa da gadabralebas ar moeSveba, verc hitlers,
verc uri hipsa da verc kaciWamia Rors moiSorebs Tavidan. aki, lamis
marTla SeWama Rorma mania Zalo! ise iyo dakbenili, saavadmyofoSi
daawvines. Svili didi kaci hyavs TbilisSi, eqimianad Camovida. aqaur eqimebs
ar endo. magram iman ra qnas, visac Svili didi kaci ara hyavs?! is unda
endos - sxva ra gzaa?! imas ki, did kacs, matareblisTvisac ar daucdia da
sworadac moqceula. Tqvenc kargad mogexsenebaT kaxeTis matareblis ambavi:
aRmarTs rom Seudgeba, mgzavrebi Camoxtebian xolme da gverdiT misdeven,
rogorc viritaWkas. Tan xeliTac awvebian, exmarebian. tyuili xarjia da
meti araferi, magram ra unda qnan? yvelani matarebliT dadian da isini xom
ar gamoirCevian yvelasagan, vinmes xom ar aTqmevineben, es ra ajami xalxi
yofilao?! dacinvis rom ar eSinodeT, daadgebodnen liandags da, SeiZleba,
matarebelze adrec Camosuliyvnen Tbilisidan wnorSi. is ki, didi kaci, jer
TelavSi Cafrinda TviTmfrinaviT, TelavSi ki manqana iqirava, manqana ki ara,
mTeli avtobusi (swored imaT gaitanes gzaze mgeli). mokled, ise Cqarobda,
oRond dedas rame vuSveloo, araferze dauxevia ukan. xolo, deda rom
gadaurCa, erTi kargadac iqeifa, dol-garmonze, qalaqurad. damkvrelebi
daWmuWnuli Tumnianebis akrefas ver aswrebdnen Turme, cali xeliT fulsa
krefdnen, caliT dolsa scemdnen da garmons Wimavdnen. magram mania Zalos
mainc ver Seuferebia Svilis pativiscema da uTqvams: rac damkvrelebs fuli
mieci, imis koptoni rom geyida Tavis droze, iqneba, arc me SeveWame Rorebso.
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jer kidev baTumSi, jer kidev omamde... oTxi-xuTi wlis Tu iqneboda, magram
axlac cxadad axsovs is dRe. xmebic ki axsovs imdRevandeli. magaliTad,
bolomde moSvebuli wylis xma, wylis dgafuni abazanaSi, sadac, es wuTia,
nikos Tvalwin gacocxlebuli, mkvdreTiT aRmsdgari Tevzebi dasrialebdnen.
is Tevzebi erTi saaTis win bazarSi iyides iman da mamam, didxans iares
vercxlisfrad gadabrWyvialebul daxlebs Soris, vidre, maincdamainc im
Tevzebs aarCevdnen. isic axsovs, rogori kmayofili iyo navaWriT. dedasac
ar daaneba Tevzebis amolageba CanTidan, Tumca, TviTon Zlivs ereoda
sakmaod mZime da slipina Tevzebs da vidre magidamde miitanda, ramdenjerme
gausxlta kidec xelidan. "gaanebe Tavi, Sen raRaze isvrebio" - uTxra dedam.
mere winsafari gaikeTa, Tevzis safxeki dana aiRo da uceb, SeZrwunebulma
Tu aRtacebulma, SesZaxa: cocxalia, sunTqavso! dedis moulodnel
SeZaxilze mamac Semovida samzareuloSi. jer isev sagareo nacrisferi
kostumi ecva, wiTeli halstuxi ekeTa, fexebi ki flostebSi waeyara. erT
xelSi gaSlili gazeTi eWira, meore samzareulos gamoRebul kars miabjina
da Tqva: ra iyo, ra mogividaT, or sawyal Tevzs ver unda moerioT ori
adamianio. "naxe, sunTqavso" - dana miuSvira dedam Tevzebs. "Zalianac kargi,
ese igi, axaliao" - gaicina mamam. mere ra ilaparakes, nikos aRar axsovs,
imitom, rom aRar mousmenia imaTTvis, yuradRebad, molodinad qceuli
dascqeroda Tevzebs, rodis amoisunTqaveno. erTs moboSebuli, usicocxlo
kudi meoris TeTrad mbzinav mucelze gadaedo. mere mamam abazana wyliT
aavso da Tevzebi Sig Cayara. samiveni iq iyvnen, saabazanoSi, Zlivs eteodnen,
fexebSi eblandebodnen erTmaneTs, magram samive ise Seepyro am uCveulo
saqmianobas, verc ki amCnevdnen erTmaneTs - samives gulisyuri abazanaSi iyo
Capirqvavebuli, CaRrmavebuli. Tevzebi jer Cveulebrivi usulo sagnebiviT
trialebdnen, brunavdnen aqoTqoTebul, aSxuvlebul wyalSi. magram male,
gacilebiT male, vidre elodebodnen, erTma piri daaRo da layuCebi
aamoZrava. cota xanSi farflebic SeuTrTolda, magram verki gasworda,
raRacnairad gverdulad dacuravda, etyoba, farflebi hqonda dazianebuli.
magram bolos mainc imarjva, mainc gaitana Tavisi da, ara marto aRidgina
wonasworoba, ramdenjerme xalisianad Semouara abazanas, TiTqos gadazoma,
Seamowma, Seiswavla Tavisi axali adgilsamyofeli. amasobaSi, meoremac
aacmacuna piri, aamoZrava layuCebi, imanac jer frTxilad, gaubedavad
SeaTrTola farflebi da male gverdSic amoudga Tavis marTlac rom
ucnauri bedis moziares. mere aRarc moSorebian erTmaneTs. gegonebodaT,
uxilav uRelSi arian Sebmulebio. winaswar SeTanxmebulebiviT, lamis
erTmaneTs mixutebulni, erTnairi siCqariT erTnairad dacuravdnen,
dasrialebdnen, gawvrTnilebiviT, da imaTi Semxedvare, verafriT
daijerebdiT, sul raRac erTi saaTisa Tu saaTnaxevris win mkvdrebi rom
eyarnen miriad TanamoZmeTa qerqliT gadaprialebul daxlze. "ver uyureb
amaT! raRa eseni da raRa Sen da elenicao" - uTxra mamam nikos. dedam ki
winsafari moixsna, Tevzis safxek danas zemodan daagdo da mtkiced
ganacxada: sul rom mSivrebi mokvdeT, mainc ar SegiwvavT am Tevzebso.
Tevzebi meore dResac abazanaSi dasrialebdnen. roca abazana sWirdebodaT,
isini fexsaban taStSi gadahyavdaT droebiT. mere ki sadRac gaqrnen. albaT
dedam viRacas gaatana da zRvaSi gaaSvebina. "iciT, ra aris mTavari - ambobs
mokluli - sikvdilamde ar unda vixocebodeT. sikvdils rom Tavisi miaqvs,
Cven meti ar unda gavatanoT. mainc ver zidavs, ver moereva, gzadagza
daefanteba, mkvdrebi isev miwaze darCebian, cocxlebSi airevian da TandaTan
gamorCevac gaWirdeba, air-daireva yvelaferi. mere, gindac mkvdari dagigdiaT
daumarxavi da gindac cocxali dagimarxavT. erTi da igivea. - orives
erTdroulad mimarTavs, lamarasac da leitenantsac, magram swored am
dros, sadRac zemoT, cocxlebis qveyanaSi, mamali daiyivlebs da samiveni
(oTxiveni), uneblieT, sardafis TaRs miaCerdebian daZabulni. es ukve
namdvilad margalitas mamalia da ara eliasi, nikos maxsovrobis qandaraze
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ki ara, iosebas drogis kofoze Sefrenili, - age, age! - cal xels maRla
swevs mokluli, mamlis yivilisken uTiTebs col-qmars - TqvenTvis yivis.
Tqven geZebT. Tqven daakldiT saTvalavSi. iq ar daxvdiT, sadac egulebodiT,
sadac unda iyoT wesiT. imitomac yivis ase gamwarebuli. sanam ar daginaxavT,
ar moisvenebs. aba, RmerTma xeli mogimarToT. yvelafers Tavisi dro aqvs da
yvelaferi mTavrdeba bolos. ra gaewyoba, vidre areuli qveyana dawynardeba
da kalapotSi Cadgeba, Zneli gasarCevia mtyuani da marTali. gaWirveba kacs
kidev ufro uaresad ryvnis da aeSmakebs, raRas ar ikadrebs, qveS rom ar
mohyves dasawynarebel, dasalagebel cxovrebas. mere ki nanobs, aq rom
Camova, magram raRa drosia, sinanuli maRla unda - ambobs SemaSfoTebeli,
Semawuxebeli sevdiTa da sinanuliT. - moklulma yvelas mogvikla guli -
amatebs siciliT - mere rogor aris? mec aRar maxsovs. moklulma yvelas
mogvikla guli, Torem ise, sagangaSo araferia. yvelani Cveulebrivi
adamianebi xarT da aseTebic unda iyoT, Cveulebrivebi; RmerTma nu qnas, meti
gesmodeT, vidre gesmiT; naklebi gindodeT, vidre gindaT. swored Tqveni
codnisa da Tqveni survilis es Seusabamoba awonasworebs qveyanas. nu
miecemiT wuxils. sanam droa icxovreT. itanjeT-meTqi - mindoda meTqva".
mamali ki yivis, gabmulad, omaxianad, mamlurad. ra Tqma unda, margalitas
mamalia. pirveli is yivis yovelTvis. sxvebi mere ahyvebian xolme, cixis
ubnidan Tu dabaxanidan. is ki ara, nukrianeli mamlebic amas elodebian.
mgoni, marTla Tendeba avadmyofobis pirveli da, amitomac, yvelaze
saxifaTo Rame. uceb mokluli muxlebze daecema da, lamarasken
xelebgawvdili, mxurvaled, vnebianad SehRaRadebs: bolo saTxovari
Semisruleo. lamara aiwureba, daibneva. marTlac, ra ginda rom qna, rogor
ginda, an dasTanxmde, an uari uTxra mkvdar kacs rameze?! bolos da bolos,
valdebulica xar, Seusrulo, rac ar unda gTxovos. "sicocxlis xma
momasmenine ukanasknelad, dao, momavlis xma" - evedreba brezentis gubeSi
daCoqili mokluli. lamara Tanaxmaa, oRond, ver xvdeba, ras Txouloben
misgan, rogor unda moiqces, es ucnauri Txovna rom Seusrulos mokluls.
dabneulad moRimari, xan daCoqil mokluls Sexedavs, xan ganze gamdgar
qmars. maSin, Tavad mokluli CoqviT amova brezentis gubidan, CoqviT miva
lamarasTan da ukve sakmaod gamoberil mucelze miadebs yurs. TiTqos
bavSvebi arian da eqimobanas TamaSoben. mokluls TandaTan eRimeba,
TandaTanobiT ebadreba saxe. "babli-bibli-bebli-bubli" - iZaxis momavali
sicocxle dedis muclidan. "babli-bibli-bebli-bubli" - pasuxobs ukve
damTavrebuli, gardasuli. erTma jer ar icis laparaki, meorem ukve aRar
icis, daaviwyda, aRar sWirdeba. maT Soris, meti Tu ara, xuTi aTasi welia,
magram erTmaneTs mainc mSvenivrad agebineben. "roland, roland!" iZaxis
xmaaTrTolebuli, gabednierebuli, gaamayebuli lamara.
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- vina da, leo ambobs TviTon. sxvebTan ise var, gasarTobad, colad ki, Tu
wavyvebi, marto gogias wavyvebio - rac SeeZlo, mSvidad Tqva nikom, Tumca,
guli SiSiT uskdeboda, rame ar Camartyas, TvaldaxuWuls, TavSio - Zalian
SeveferebiT erTmaneTso - gaagrZela sakuTari gambedaobiT gaqezebulma.
Tvals ki jiutad ar axelda mainc, bolomde rom eTqva saTqmeli, mamisagan
gansxvavebiT, ar daezoga msmeneli. - me megona, imis dasaniSnad gindoda
beWedi, mkvdars rom waaZvre guSin TiTidan - moayola viTom sxvaTa Soris,
mxolod da mxolod sityvis masalad, adre naTqvamis gasamagreblad.
maSin ki veRar moiTmina gogiam, dedamisiviT, isic uceb, feTianiviT,
wamovarda skamidan da, saRi xeliT, Rumelis qveS dayril SeSas waetana.
magram, swored am dros bebia Semovida oTaxSi. gogiam SeSas xeli gauSva da
- amoxval moedanzeo - amoixriala sibrazisgan yelgagudulma.
- iloce, didxans ar avdge loginidan. - miaZaxa nikom ufro
gulmicemulma, magram arc axla gauxelia Tvali, Tumca, Zalian uWirda
TvaldaxuWuli wola, ki ar exmareboda, uaresad aforiaqebda es
nebayoflobiTi sibrmave, mamisagan memkvidreobiT miRebuli xerxi Tu meTodi
gare samyarosTan brZolisa. warmodgenili yvelaferi (rasakvirvelia,
gogiac) gacilebiT saSiSi da saxifaTo Canda, vidre sinamdvileSi
SeiZleboda yofiliyo.
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kidev didi droa. xalxi tye-tye daZrwis, fiCxs agrovebs. Tovls kenkaven
gaToSili SaSvebi. imaT ra uWirT, visac gamoulevlada aqvT SeSa. ixuxebian
mTeli dRe RumelTan. "skami ukan daswi, go, cecxli ar Segivardes". "ra
Zalian gagixurebiaT". amwinebze, nikos papamac moitana SeSa. vidre virs
hqonda akidebuli, bevri Canda, miwaze daiyara da ganaxevrda. "mTlad
nedliao" - Tqva papam. "ras ambob, kaco, rcxilaa, egeT SeSas sad iSovi,
Tanac am fasado" - gawyra SeSis gamyidveli. kargi rom iyo, papamac icoda,
Torem ise, muqTadac rom miecaT, Sin ar Semoitanda. papa Tu rames iyidis,
kargs iyidis mxolod. cotas, magram kargs. "usaxsrobis gamo ki ar cxovrobs
ase, veRarafers Soulobs Tavisi gemovnebis Sesafersao" - xumrobs xolme
bebia, gabrazebuli Tua papaze. papas ki marTla uyvars navaWriT Tavis
mowoneba, erTi aTjer mainc unda daitrabaxos, me melodebodao. SeSis
gamyidveli tanmorCili, WaRara glexi iyo. dabambuli, idayvebgamoxeuli
juba ecva. Tavze gaquculi TuSuri qudi exura. adre muzaradis qveS
ixuravdnen Turme meomrebi am quds, magram es adre iyo - foladis muzaradi
gaqra, nabdis qudi ki darCa. magram Tuki maSin muzaradic ver gvicavda, axla
nabdis qudma rogor unda dagvicvas?! yurebi TiTqos sicivisgan gazrdoda -
wiTlad ulaplapebda. papam fuli rom CauTvala - agaSenoTo - da
tvirTisgan gaTavisuflebul virs fuliani muSti dahkra gavaze. mokle saxre
meore xelis iRliaSi hqonda amodebuli. papis wiTel samTumnians
dacqvetili yuri gamoeyo imis muStidan, TiTqos "Witas" eZaxda yofil
patrons. mainc karga xans eyoT. aqamde iwvis da aTbobT SeZlebisdagvarad.
SeiZleba, eseni Zalian ver axureben Rumels, zogzogebiviT, magram oTaxSi
ufro Tbila, vidre civa. Tavdaxurul tafaze gafuebuli, gaberili wabli
xmauriT skdeba. viRacas miucia deidisTvis samsaxurSi, iman ki Sin wamoiRo.
miuxedavad Tavisi Tamami Sexedulebebisa, mainc moerida albaT gareT
wablis Wama, magram Sin wablic daaviwyda da Tavic. deda-Svilis stumrobis
ambavi rom Seityo, jer mxrebi aiCeCa mxolod, viTom, imaT ratom ar unda
moiTxovon, Tuki saerTod arsebobs amgvari jildoo. magram roca sabolood
aRiqva mosmenili, iseTi dRe daawia bebias, guSindeli oromtriali
mogonili iyo - rogor mogivida da rogor SemouSvi Sin mkvlelebis ojaxio;
an imaT rogor gagvibedes da rogor gagvries am binZur saqmeSio. vardisferi
atlasis lifisTvis zedac ar dauxedavs, galaktionis leqsebis krebulic ar
gadmouRia etaJeridan da, ganrisxebulma, Seiketa Tavisi oTaxis kari.
Tebervali ki kbilebs akawkawebs, cingli Camosdis - mTels qveyanazea
gagulisebuli, aRrenili - erTi imdeni Zala momca, didian-patarianad,
yvelani yinulad vaqcioo. gulzea gaxeTqili, dReebi rom CamoaWres,
daamokles. yvelaze Zalian ki martze brazobs mainc, marts ver itans:
maSinve moSlis Cems kvalso, xelaxla gadaamwvanebs aqaurobaso. diaxac! aba,
tyuilad ibrZvis qari?! jer gazafxuli unda moabrZanos, vidre Cadgeba,
vidre mokvdeba. marTlac, raRa darCa?! cotac da, mobrZandeba giJi marti.
jer RinRliviT daaCndeba ezoebs mkrTali, wyalwyala, gaubedavi simwvane.
gamoiRviZebs buneba, sicocxlisken Semobrundeba. mindori moixvneba, venaxi
gaisxvleba. saxnisiT amobrunebuli miwa Savad SemogvanaTebs, siRrmis
surnels Semogvafrqvevs saxeSi. orTqlian beltebze nazamTrali yvavebi
daskupebulan, darbaislurad saubroben: es ra zamTari iyo, yvaaa, lamis
gavTeTrdiT, yvaaa. Tebervali beravso, marti kabas keravso. gamobrZandeba
axal kabaSi, sixarulisgan, siamayisgan saxealewili,
Tvalebgaciskrovnebuli, dabzrialdeba adgilze, aifrialebs kabis kalTebs,
dagvanaxvebs koxta wvivebs. magram iqamde jer kidev bevri wyali Caivlis,
molodinis, imedisa da natvris mTeli saukune gaTavdeba, vidre xe ayvavdeba
isev, vidre kvirts gamoitans, vidre nayofs daisxams da vidre is nayofi
moiweva da moileva. Tumca, nikoanTi arc xexili uqnia RmerTs. SeiZleba,
sxvebs imaTze didi ezoebi arca hqondeT, magram maisidan oqtombramde sul
nairnairi xili SemosdiT. nikoanTas ki moweulic ar aris wesierad, maSinve
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moileva xolme. verc Semosvlas igeben, verc molevas. imaTma sinafma ori-
sami vaSli Tu gamoiba, qva unda gadaabrunon, kedels Cxiri unda atakon.
imaTi Svindi WinWarze uaresad isusxeba, nayofi ki iseTi wvrili icis,
carieli kurkaa, araferi dagrCebaT kbilze. TuTac uvargisi udgaT. sxvebi
ise gasisndebian xolme TavianT TuTebze (magaliTad, valo badalaSvili),
Zlivs Camodian Zirs. imaTi TuTa ki, kenweroze, isic aqa-iq Tu gamoisxams,
marTla xilad, da Citma Tu ar dagaswroT, cxvirwin Tu ar agacalaT, mere
kidev xeli Tu miawvdineT rogorme, toti Tu ar mogitydaT - tuCis
gasasvelebladac ar geyofaT. magram, mainc erT rameda Rirs, aTasfrad rom
gadaipenteba aqauroba. nayofisa ra mogaxsenoT, magram ase lamazad arc erTi
xe ar yvavis arsad, sxvis ezoSi. araferi sjobs ayvavebuli xis cqeras.
daretianebuli daborialobs xolme niko ezoSi, fexebSi eblandeba xeebs,
rogorc mTvrali bavSvi ufrosebs. suniT ZReba da suniT Tvreba. marTlac,
iseTi maTrobela suni dgas haerSi, mTeli qveynis futkrebi aqeT
moiswrafian. ra ambiT yuryumalaoben bebiis samurabe vardebSi - gareT
darCenil fexebs siamovnebisgan haerSi asavsaveben, ufro Rrmad undaT
CaRweva surnelovan wyvdiadSi, bolomde, Ziramde. aRaraferi aRar arsebobs
imaTTvis am tkbili da bneli wiaRis garda. mere Cinuri Jasmini amoafrqvevs
Tavis bangian surnels da axla iqiTken gaqandebian Seqmnis diadi surviliT
azuzunebuli futkrebi. ufutkro gazafxuli raRa gazafxulia! magram,
SeiZleba, erTi viRaca veRar moeswros gazafxulis mobrZanebas. sainteresoa,
SeZlebs Tu vera, amjerad mainc, qeTo maswavlebeli gamosaTxovari sityvis
Tqmas?! albaT, vera. rac am ori wlis win moxda, igive ganmeordeba. am ori
wlis win nikos Tanaskolelis dasaflavebaze daniT ver gaaRebines piri,
wamali rom daelevinebinaT. imis magivrad, sityviT miemarTa mowafis
kubosTvis, zed gadaemxo kubos, gulSeRonebuli.
daundobelmasikvdilmaraudroodmigdomaxegamovakldiamxanagebsbnelmiwaSidav
imarxe. erTi sacodavi, patara, wvrilTvaleba qalia. Tagvsa hgavs raRaciT,
gansakuTrebiT, roca skolis derefanSi mocuxcuxebs. SeiZleba, wigni
esroloT uceb, gamoedevnoT. arada, sikeTis gansaxierebaa. imis gakveTilze
Tu moiTqvamen suls mowafeebi - rac undaT, imas akeTeben. is ki wignebs
efareba, mokuntuli, mobuzuli, rcxvenia (SeiZleba, eSinia kidec) Tavisi
mowafeebisa, TiTqos imis bralia, minebCalewili karadis Tavze Semodgmul
globuss ZvelisZveli, gaZenZili, frTiani Sliapa rom axuravs, giJi qaliviT;
saswavlo ConCxisTvis mklavi rom Seuwyvetia viRacas; dafaze mamakacis
sasircxvo rom xatia; saklaso oTaxSi mZaRe, amazrzeni suni rom dgas
sibinZurisa, sidamplisa, muWSi mokluli siyvarulisa. mowafeebi hqviaT,
magram ukve kacebi arian, ojaxebs inaxaven, zogi mequdea, zogi xarazi,
TiTebi daCxvletili aqvT nemsiTa da sadgisiT. manqanis Zveli saburavebidan
waRebs keraven (nikosac imaTi Sekerili waRebi acvia), kviraobiT bodbisxevis
bazarSi yidian, aRebuli fulis naxevars, Tu mTlianad ara, wnoris
barakebSi toveben da gunebagadawmendilni, moiswrafian siRnaRisken,
orSabaTis gakveTilebis mosamzadeblad, magram imdeni da imdennairi
gulisxeTqva unda gamoiaron Sinamde, nasaxic ar amohyvebaT xolme wnorSi
gancdili siamovnebisa; gaurkveveli molodini xom sul Tavbeds awyevlinebT,
erTi sicocxle unda gaaTavon, vidre daxedaven, daaTvaliereben,
gansakuTrebiT, mesame, meSvide da ocdameerTe dRes. da esec TiTqos qeTo
maswavleblis brali iyos, damfrTxali, darcxvenili efareba wignebs. magram
gana SeiZleba, cxovrobde da damnaSave ar iyo, rameSi mainc?! SeiZleba, vinc
arafers aSavebs, is ufro damnaSave aRmoCndes bolos. magram nikosTvis
yvelaferi sulerTia ukve. ganurCevlobis, gulgrilobis, ugrZnoblobis
wyvdiadSia Cakarguli. isea, rogorc maisis xoWo - asanTis kolofSi.
pataraobisas jibiT daatarebda asanTis kolofSi damwyvdeul xoWos da
Zalian eamayeboda, aseTi Zlevamosili rom iyo, aseTi saunjis mflobeli;
mowyale xelmwifis ubraloebiT anebebda yvelas, yurze miedo misi asanTis
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- dedi, mgoni gaiRviZa. - Tqva deidam.
- Zalianac kargi. sacaa eqimic mova. - upasuxa bebiam da imave wams - rogor
gaoflilxaro - CasCurCula nikos yurSi, TiTqos deidisgan dafarulad,
saidumlod, da nikomac jer bebiis xelis suni igrZno, mere Sexeba - orive
esiamovna, magram jer mainc iq iyo, Zil-buranSi, mtanjvel netarebaSi, da,
rac mTavaria, srulebiTac ar undoda iqidan gamosvla, gamofxizleba.
"gaiRviZe, genacvalos bebiao" - isev CasCurCula bebiam, Semparavad,
veragulad, gamomafxizleblad - usazRvro siyvaruliTa da mzrunvelobiT
xmagamTbarma, xmaaTrTolebulma.
nikom Zlivs-ZlivobiT, TandaTanobiT gaaxila Tvali, magram, misda
gasaocrad, bebiis magivrad deida SerCa xelSi - deida dasdgomoda Tavze da
damcinavi sibraluliT dascqeroda, rogorc suraTs dascqerian - ai, Se
sabralov, verca mxedav da verc gamomepasuxebio - magram arc mTlad ase iyo
saqme: niko xedavda kidec da, saWiro Tu Seiqneboda, aravis datovebda
upasuxod.
deidas Tavisi "Sviliko" - ganuyreli galaktionis leqsebis krebuli -
orive xeliT miexutebina gulze. TviTon eZaxis ase: es Cemi Svilikoao. papa
ki niSns ugebs, ra Tqma unda, qaragmulad, isev andazis daxmarebiT: qalma
Tqva, Svili minda, qmari arao - viTom, "Sviliko" kargia, magram qals, pirvel
rigSi, qmari unda hyavdeso. deidac zustad ise igebs papis qaragmas, rogorc
unda gaigos da, gacecxlebuli, Seutevs xolme: me rom gaTxoveba mdomeboda,
aqamde aTjer gavTxovdebodio.
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magram viRacac xom unda elodebodes miwaze, azri rom hqondes dabrunebas?!
- uceb sakinZSi Caafrinda nikos da Ronivrad SeajanjRara, TiTqos nikos
zezeurad dasZineboda da aRviZebda, anda, mTvrali iyo da afxizlebda,
gonze mohyavda. nikos ki isev elenica moelanda ratomRac, mowyenili,
gacrecili, TiTqos samudamod Cakarguli mwvaned xavsmodebul ezoSi,
Semwvari Tevzis sunSi, nedli salamuris gaubedav, daqsaqsul xmebSi. - gaige,
ra giTxari?! - Sehyvira saxeSi. - xoda, midi, hkiTxe ubedur dedamiss, rame
xom ar gagigiaT axali-Tqo". - mere mkedrSi xeli hkra, moiSora da RimiliT,
ukve marto TavisTvis, daamata: Tu uCemod veRar gaZlebs, Tu uCemod
Tavisufleba tyveobad moeCveneba, maSin movides da wamiyvanos, sadac undao.
magram niko ukve saxlis pirquSi landisken garboda da aRar gaugia deidis
bolo sityvebi. lerwmebi ki Srialebdnen, CurCulebdnen, faCunobdnen,
Cxrial-CxrialiT awydebodnen erTmaneTs da mTvaris SuqSi oqrosfrad
ubzinavdaT gafuebuli, gafofrili qoCrebi.
saxli axlodanac ukacursa hgavda, oRond, imis romeliRac Soreul
kunWulSi, aSkarad cecxli enTo viRacas, anda sulac Wraqi, da imisi
mkrTali, mousvenari gamonaSuqi aivnamdec aRwevda. nikom sunTqvaSekrulma
gaiara avad aWraWunebuli aivani, saxlSi Sevida da cota xans karTan
Seyovnda, viTom, Tvali rom SeeCvia iqaurobisTvis, magram yvela oTaxSi
(nikos egona, labirinTSi movxvdio - oTaxs oTaxi enacvleboda,
ganuwyvetliv, anda, ise iyo dabneuli Tavad niko, SiSisagan ise hqonda
Tavgza abneuli, erTsa da imave karSi gadi-gamodioda sul) erTnairad
CaxuTuli sicariele xvdeboda, anu, yvela oTaxi erTnairad iyo savse
gulgrili, uSfoTveli sibneliTa da daokebuli, dauZlurebuli sinaTlis
uferuli, ZlivsRa mfeTqavi nafleTebiT.
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gons rom moego, axla ukve aSkarad sxva oTaxis zRurblze idga da
gaocebisgan pirdaRebuli (ar sjeroda, rodisme Tu miagnebda) Sescqeroda
magidaze aparparebul, Savad axrColebul Wraqs. magidasTan Saosani qali
ijda, cali xeli kalTaSi Caedo, meore magidaze Camoesvenebina da aranakleb
gaocebuli aTvalierebda moulodnel stumars, simartovisgan, sibnelisgan,
sevdisagan gadidebuli TvalebiT. albaT mouTmenlad elodeboda, rodis
metyvis mosvlis mizezsa da vinaobaso. magram nikos iseTi grZnoba hqonda,
TiTqos ukve eTqva Tavisi moulodneli stumrobis mizezi da axla Tavad
elodeboda pasuxs damxdurisagan. ase dabneulebi, damfrTxalebi
Sescqerodnen erTmaneTs. oTaxSi, mTel sigrZeze, kedlidan kedlamde, Toki
iyo gabmuli. Tokze axali dabanili Tojina ekida TmiT da nela trialebda,
xan aqeT, xan iqiT. Tojinis qveS, iatakze, Savad mbzinavi gube damdgariyo da
nikom, uneburad, taSts dauwyo Zebna, romleSic Tojina gaebanaT. magram
oTaxSi saerTod araferi idga, magidisa da im erTaderTi skamis garda,
romelzedac Tavad maspinZeli ijda da ukve kuStad iyureboda, ukve eWvi da
undobloba Casaxleboda TvalebSi. nikos erTi suli hqonda, rodis
gaaRwevda aqedan. magram imis dardic klavda, ase uarafrod rogor
davbrunde deidasTano. qali ki dumda, jiutad, myarad, Zveli cixisa Tu
eklesiis nangreviviT. mere magidas xeliT daebjina da nel-nela wamodga
skamidan. ise didxans dgeboda, nikom gaifiqra, mTlianad rom gaimarTeba,
albaT Wers aartyams Tavso. marTlac maRali qali iyo, Tumca, Savi,
gamoxunebuli kaba carieliviT dasTrevda, TiTqos arca hqonda sxeuli,
TiTqos marto Tavi da xelebi darCeniliyo imisgan, mxolod is, rac Svilis
suraTis misagnebad da gasawmendad sWirdeboda - Tavi da xelebi. romeliRac
zRaprul arsebas hgavda, arc borots, arc keTils, magram borotsac da
keTilsac erTdroulad. magidaze dagdebuli kabisave feris Cvari Tan
waiyola da kedlisken wafarfatda, haeris dinebam waiRo TiTqos, nikomac
pirvelad maSin SeamCnia kedelze dakiduli suraTi da, cota ar iyos, Secba
- TiTqos viRac TavSiSvelma, sayelogaReRilma da sevdianad moRimarma biWma
swored im wuTas gamoixeda saiqios SavCarCoian sarkmelSi. usxeulo qali ki
didxans Sescqeroda suraTs, xan marjvniv gadaxrida Tavs, xan marcxniv,
TiTqos ver gaerkvia, saidan ukeTesad gamoiyureboda misi Svili. mere
ramdenjerme SeaorTqla suraTis minas, romelzedac Wraqis mkrTali
anarekli wiTlad liclicebda, da nela, auCqareblad, mondomebiT dauwyo
wmenda muWSi moWmuWnuli CvriT. srulebiTac ar adardebda, anda aRarc
axsovda, vinme Tu idga zurgs ukan.
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wigni isev ise, orive xeliT miuxutebia gulze, oRond, axla sxva kaba
acvia, sxvanairad acvia, radgan maSin, roca papa am zRapars uyveboda,
zamTari iwyeboda mxolod. axla ki iwureba, zamTris bolo Tvea, kaparCxina
Tebervali. niko, ra Tqma unda, scnobs deidas, magram Zils ver morevia,
TviTonac ver gaurkvevia, rodis RviZavs da rodis ara. ukuRmarTia da
imitom, imisTvis yvelaferi Sebrunebuladaa, roca sxvebs sZinavT, is
fxizlobs, upatrono ZaRliviT, xolo, roca sxvebs RviZavT, TavisTavad
cxadia, is Ziladaa mivardnili.
- gaiRviZe, gaiRviZe. - dahyviris deida.
- gamanebe Tavi, xom xedav, mRviZavs… gaviRviZe. - luRluRebs Tvalze
librgadakruli niko. Zlivs atrialebs enas, mTvraliviT.
- gaanebe, gogo, Tavi. nu daafeTeb. - eqomageba bebia nikos.
- Sen ar miTxari, gaaRviZeo?! Tqven ar brZaneT, eqimi unda movideso! -
uyviris deida bebias. wigni axla win gawvdili uWiravs, orive xeliT,
xativiT.
diaxac rom xatia. erT dResac ver gaZlebs uimwignod. margalita
mogonilia. margalitas dascinis, magram TviTon uaresi marCielia - wigniT
marCielobs - suls amoxdis xolme nikosac, bebiasac da, Tu Sinaa, ra Tqma
unda, papasac, vidre ar umkiTxavebs. Tanac, margalitasgan gansxvavebiT,
erTxel ki ara, uTvalavjer, vidre striqon-striqon ar amokenkavs mTel
wigns, bolomde, fskeramde. am wignSi yvela Cvenganis bedi weriao - ambobs
mRelvared, rwmeniT, vidre Tqvengan dasaxelebul gverdsa da striqons
monaxavdes. rac mTavaria, Tan Tavazianad mimarTavs yvelas - dedasac,
mamasac, nikosac - zrdilobis gansaxierebaa pirdapir, yuradRebiani,
momTmeni, damTmobi, ver gaigebT, marTla seriozulad ekideba am saqmes, Tu
seriozulad xumrobs. "oras Teqvsmeti gverdi brZaneT, ara?! zemodan meSvide
striqoni, ara?! axlave, axlave, Cemo batono. ai, isic! iq viRac kvnesis didi
xania… oho!" "iq viRac kvnesis didi xania" - nikoc imeorebs TaviTvis da
kedlisken gadabrunebuli, Tavze sabanwafarebuli avadmyofis usiamod
gamoyviTlebuli fexisgulebi axsendeba ratomRac - CaCaCuli sacvali,
gaoflili dundulebi…
- simar-sirTla-sina-sixe-siis-sika-sici? - ekiTxeba deida.
- vin kaci?! - ukvirs nikos.
- simec-sivna-sixe-sima-sigram-sisa-sixe-siar-siuC-sian-sida-sicxe-sinze-siiy-
sio-sipir-sirqve-siga-sida-siki-sidu-sili - gamalebuli eCurCuleba deida,
albaT bebiam rom ar gaigos.
- sad naxe, rodis?! - uaresad ukvirs nikos. gaocebisgan loginSi
wamomjdara.
- daweqi, daweqi, axlave! - uyviris deida da cali xeliT (meoreTi wigni
miuxutebia gulze) Zlivs awvens ukanve. - ram gadagria?! rogor iqcevi?! xom
ar ggonia, vinme giSvelis?!
- aba, ratom gamaRviZeT?! - brazdeba niko.
- mTeli kviraa gaRviZebT, Zilis gudav, gonSi ver Cagvigdixar. - icinis
deida.
- bebo, bebo. - eZaxis niko bebias. - uTxari ra, Tavi gamanebos.
- gaiRviZe, genacvale, eqimi unda movides. - pasuxobs bebia.
- eg xom viciT. eg xom ukve vTqviT. eg xom yvelasTvis cnobilia -
buzRunebs, burdRunebs pirze sabanwafarebuli niko.
deida icinis, magram yalbad, mxolod xmiT, saxe daZabuli aqvs,
mouTmeneli molodini aRbeWdvia saxeze. Tvalsac ar axamxamebs,
TvalgaSeSebuli dasCerebia nikos da nikomac ukve icis, ufro sworad,
xvdeba, grZnobs, ras hkiTxavs, risi gageba ainteresebs deidamiss.
- mamaCems gavda. mama megona uceb. - ambobs iqamde, vidre deida hkiTxavdes
rames.
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- soso iyo, ra Tqma unda, soso iyo. - SfoTavs, wuxs, itanjeba deida. -
maSinve migrZno tanma. qalaqze arc amoetarebinaT jer, me rom ukve vicodi.
xelebi gamiSeSda uceb, wignic veRar gadavfurcle, verafriT ver davZari
furceli adgilidan da suleliviT vimeorebdi, o, ar velodi qalbatono me
Tqvengan Ralats-meTqi, TiTqos me ki ar vambobdi, is meubneboda me, me mdebda
brals RalatSi da aRar vicodi, rogor, ranairad memarTlebina Tavi, rogor
gamegebinebina, arasodes, arasodes, fiqrSiac rom ar miRalatia misTvis.
vegde ase, wigniT xelSi, sawolze, welmowyvetili, mec imis sikvdiliT
movkvdi TiTqos, da moSlili patefoniviT vimeorebdi, o, ar velodi, o, ar
velodi, o, ar velodi-meTqi. magram margalitam rom damiZaxa, wamo, SevxedoT,
yaCaRi mouklavTo, giJiviT wamovvardi sawolidan, winda ar amomicvams
fexze, TavSali ar momixvevia, gamoZevebuli coliviT TavSiSveli,
fexSiSveli gamovvardi quCaSi. ras moCanCaleb, gamoadgi fexio - meZaxda
margalita, me ki sirbilisgan guli amovardnaze mqonda, suls veRar
viTqvamdi, rom ar wavqceuliyavi, kedlebs vebjinebodi, kedlebs
veCurCulebodi, soso mokles, soso mokles-meTqi - ambobs deida,
aRgznebuli, saxeareuli, gulSi wignCaxutebuli, TiTqos wigni ki ara,
marTla Sviliko iyos, ukanono Sviliko, sososi, motociklze Casaxuli,
Tavbrudamxvevi qrolvisas, ukidegano caSi, da amitomac, erTi wamiTac ar
SeiZleba imisTvis xelis gaSveba, maSinve gafrindeba, radgan ded-mamis ki
ara, usasrulo sivrceSi gadakveTili ori ocnebis, ori survilis, ori
imedis pirmSoa da safrenadaa saerTod gaCenili, ufro zustad, frena icis,
frena SeuZlia mxolod.
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amitomac iyo albaT, ase axlos rom miitana deidam gulTan dobilis
lamis Cveulebrivi SemonaTvali: ama da am dRes, naTesav biWs omSi vacilebT
da, Tu moaxerxeb, Camodio. deida ambobs - ar SemeZlo ar Cavsuliyavi, radgan
ukve vicodi, im dRes rom unda gadawyvetiliyo Cemi bedio. amdgara da
daniSnul dRes marTlac Casula wnorSi, raTa iq, mtvrisa da koRos
sabudarSi, mSvidad da udrtvinvelad Sehgebeboda Tavis bedsa Tu
bedisweras. Tumca, maSin, jer kidev sakuTari arseba ufro ainteresebda,
vidre sxva vinme, anda, sxva rame. jer kidev im asakSi iyo, roca suli da
goneba uCveulo, Semawuxebeli, SemaSfoTebeli da Tanac, ra dasamalia,
sircxvilis grZnobis aRmZvreli fiqrebiTaa gamotenili, xolo am fiqrebis
gamxela iseve Znelia, rogorc argamxela, radgan gamxela mkvlelobis
Tanafardia, argamxela ki - TviTmkvlelobisa; gamxelis SemTxvevaSi
yvelafer imas upirispirdebi, riTac iqamde gicxovria, argamxelis
SemTxvevaSi ki - sakuTar Tavs, sakuTar arsebas, sakuTar bunebas. aqedan
gamomdinare, amgvari fiqrebis arseboba ukve TavisTavad gaiZulebs,
gulCaTxrobili gaxde swored imaTTan, vinc namdvilad Seniania, visic
gaCenis dRidan gjeroda da daufiqreblad endobodi; samagierod,
gulaxdilobisa da ndobis survils giCens imis mimarT, visac SemTxveviT
unda gadaeyaro saerTod da advili SesaZlebelia, sul sxva vinme
aRmoCeniliyo is, maincdamainc, wnorSi rom ar Casuliyavi, maincdamainc im
dRes. mSobels idumalebis burusi ukve moSorebuli aqvs, ukve karga xnis
gamosulia im asakidan, romelSiac Sen imyofebi axla da, amitomac, aRar
gjera imisi, aRar endobi, radgan imisTvis damTavrebulia, rac SenTvis jer
arc dawyebula.
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nasaydralTan mokluli yaCaRis damarxva giJkolam jer kidev moedanze
gadawyvita, roca is (mokluli), cxenze pirqve gadakiduli amoatares
qalaqze, Tavad ki, mxarze bargadebuli, xalxis aRelvebul, atortmanebul
zRvaSi idga da moulodnelad miRebuli gadawyvetilebiT gaxarebuli,
gulubryvilod fiqrobda: mamaCems Tu ver vpoulob, amis madls xom mainc
movikidebo.
imdenad iyo sakuTari ganzraxviT moxibluli, arc misi aRsruleba
mosCvenebia Znelad, miT ufro iq, moedanze, xalxis zRvaSi Cakarguls, roca
garSemo yvelas erTnairad ecodeboda cxenis zurgze pirqve gadakiduli
yaCaRi da yvela erTnairad ganicdida, dedamissac rom ar ecodineboda imisi
saflavi, Tuki, rasakvirvelia, saerTod hyavda deda.
giJkola, pirvel rigSi, TavisTavad cxadia, miliciaSi mividoda da yaCaRis
damarxvis nebarTvas iTxovda, razedac, misi Rrma rwmeniT, milicia
siamovnebiTac dasTanxmdeboda, Tundac imitom, zedmet sazrunavs rom
aicilebda Tavidan. kacis mokvla patara saqme ar aris, magram kacis
damarxvasac bevri unda, gacilebiT bevri, vidre erTi SexedviT SeiZleba
moeCvenos am saqmeSi gamoucdel kacs. giJkolam ki, RvTis wyalobiT, es mainc
icoda, sxva Tu araferi, jer marto imdeni saflavi gaeTxara sakuTari
xeliT, erT siRnaRs damarxavda Tavisuflad.
mamis Zebnaze, ra Tqma unda, arc momavalSi aiRebda xels, magram mamis
monaxvamde, am ucxo kacs mixedavda mamis saxelze da mamamissac ufro
miuvidoda misasvleli. magram moedanze, aRelvebuli, aforiaqebuli,
ayayanebuli xalxis zRvaSi Sedgenili gegmis ganxorcieleba arc iseTi ioli
aRmoCnda bolos - imdennairi dabrkolebis gadalaxva dasWirda, Tavidanve
rom scodnoda, iqve, moedanzeve aiRebda xels am "giJur" ganzraxvaze - ar
yofila Cemi saqmeo - ityoda Tavidanve da, bedsSeguebuli, damSvidebuli
dabrundeboda Sin. arada, im saRamos suli amoarTva cols - me ase
gadavwyvite da Senc unda momexmaroo - eCiCineboda Tavgamodebuli, radgan
marTla sjeroda, upatrono mkvdris gapatiosneba samudamod amoiyvanda
orives codvidan da, rac mTavaria, sxvebic aRar wawymdebodnen maTi mizeziT.
imdenad iyo darwmunebuli, Tavad RmerTisgan rom hqonda Cagonebuli amis
gakeTeba, bolos colic daarwmuna (Tuki, Cveulebisamebr, ar TvalTmaqcobda
is, ase ar iSorebda Tavidan), colic daiyabula, Wirisuflad rom
daudgeboda upatrono mkvdars da imas miagebda, rac ugulobisa da
uxasiaTobis, ki batono, gindac, axalgazrdobisa da gamoucdelobis gamo,
ver miego mamamTilisTvis. da mainc SfoTvasa da RelvaSi gaatara is Rame.
cols rom egona, rogorc iqna CaeZinao, swored maSin wamojdeboda xolme
sawolSi, raTa bednieri mijnuris mgznebarebiT, vin icis meramdened eTqva:
aba, meti ra varT, meti ra SegviZlia, xorci ar iWmeva Cveni da Zvalio.
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giJs ki imitom eZaxian, mamis saflavs rom daeZebs sul. aCemebuli aqvs, Tu
ver vipove, yvelani wavwymdebiTo. lamis mTeli kaxeTi gadaTxara ukve,
magram, jerjerobiT, uSedegod, mamis kubos nasaxsac ver miakvlia versad.
amboben, colma daumalao. viTom, ueWviania mkvdar mamamTilze, imas met
yuradRebas aqcevs Cemi qmari, vidre meo, da saerTod mouspia, gauqria imisi
kvali. jer saflavze gasvlas uSlida Turme qmars - mkvdars Tavi gaanebe,
cocxlebs mogvxede, Tu rame SegiZliao. CvenSi rom vTqvaT, arafers ambobda
axalsa da uCveulos, rasac sxva colebi ar ityodnen da giJkolasac,
Zalauneburad, cotaTi mouklia mkvdari mamisTvis yuradReba: erTxel
marTla ar gasula saflavze, meored sanTeli ar aunTia, mesamed sakurTxi
daviwynia - ufiqria, mainc mamaa, gamigebs, mapatiebso, magram, erT mSvenier
Rames, Tavad mkvdari mama dasdgomia Tavze: ki aiRe Cemze xeli, magram
adgili mainc gamomicvale, aRar SemiZlia, wyalSi vwevaro. giJkola,
dafeTebuli, gaognebuli wamomjdara sawolSi da coli gauRviZebia: ade.
Wraqi wamoiRe, mamaCemi unda amovTxaroo. pirvelad maSin ufiqria cols, xom
ar gagiJdao, radgan iqamde savsebiT Cveulebrivi adamiani yofila - damjeri,
Tvinieri, mSromeli da, raRa Tqma unda, arc giJs eZaxda vinme. is ki ara,
xatvac exerxeboda Turme - daayenebdnen kedelTan, auxvevdnen Tvals, xelSi
carcis anda naxSiris natexs Caudebdnen da imasac xan saaRdgomo batkani
gamohyavda kedelze, xan kudaprexili qalTevza, xan ki, niskartebiT
gadabmuli, wyvili mtredi (erTs mimatebis niSans dausvamda Turme, meores -
gamoklebisas, viTom, erTi dedalia, meore ki mamalio). verafriT rom ver
daumSvidebia sizmriT SeSinebuli qmari, cols ufiqria, wavyvebi da sanam
sasaflaoze gavalT, gadauvlis, aba, ra iqnebao, sufTa haeri maSinve
gamoafxizlebso. gasulan sasaflaoze. cols Wraqi sWeria xelSi, qmars -
bari (mere aRarc gaugdia is bari xelidan). coli yveba, SiSisagan lamis
suli fexebSi gamparvodao. marTlac, rogori saqmea, SuaRamisas sasaflaoze
gasvla, Tanac giJkolas TanxlebiT?! zog saflavze Turme cecxli enTo da
saflavidan amosuli mkvdari zed xelebs iTbobda, magram imaT fexis xmaze,
usiamod imrizeboda da cecxlianad, isev saflavSi imaleboda. virTxasaviT
TaviT xteboda Savad pirdaRebul saflavSio - yveba giJkolas coli.
mokled, erTi sikvdili gauTavebia, vidre mamisa da mamamTilis saflavTan
misulan. TviTonac mkvdari yofila, oRond, daumarxavi, damarxvaRa hklebia
mxolod (ra cota hklebia imasac! damarxvaa swored Zneli, Torem, sikvdils
ra unda, pantapuntiT ixoceba xalxi). giJkolas mamis saflavi gauTxria, Tan
Txrida, Tan tiroda Turme, mami, movdivar, nu geSiniao. coli Wraqs
unaTebda da, rasakvirvelia, isic tiroda: ras sCadi, adamiano, gons modi,
sad gagonila mkvdris Sewuxebao. arc mkvdris daviwyeba gagonilao -
afTariviT uRrenda Turme, barze daxrili giJkola qvemodan. Tavze mTvare
danaTodaT, varskvlavebi gafacicebulni Camoscqerodnen TavianTi
miuwvdomeli, waubilwavi simaRlidan. qveyanas ki eZina, aravis ecala
imaTTvis. gauTxriaT saflavi da kubo, marTlac, sanaxevrod wyalSi mdgara.
age, darwmundi, naxe Seni TvaliTo - amouZaxnia giJkolas colisTvis mamis
saflavidan. magram verc axal saflavs SesCvevia mamamisi, isev gamoscxadebia
sizmarSi Svils da isev SeuCivlia: colic kargia, ojaxic, magram mec
momxedeT xandaxano; mze ar madgeba srulebiT, yinulis lodaTa var
qceulio. giJkolasac isev wamougdia loginidan abuzRunebuli coli, isev
utacnia barisTvis xeli da isev gadausvenebia mamis Wirveuli cxedari.
magram erTi Tvec ar yofila gasuli am ambidan, isev rom dasdgomia Tavze
mkvdari mama da usayvedurebia: ase rogor unda dagimonos colmao, ra
dagiSaveT aseTi, am satanjvelSi rom CamagdeTo. ra satanjveli, ris
satanjvelio - dabneula, damfrTxala giJkola. ra satanjveli da, Senma
colma gvelis budeSi Cagadgmevina Cemi kuboo, gvelebi mWameno. sawyal
giJkolas erTi iseTi daubRavlia ZilSi (kidev kargi, maSin jer isev baTumSi
iyo niko), mTeli siRnaRi gareT gamofenila. giJic im Rames SeurqmeviaT,
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axla ki TvalTan TiTs ver miitanda kaci. qari giJkolas saxeSi miwas
ayrida da bars stacebda xelidan. arasodes gasWirvebia ase saflavis
gaTxra. araTu exerxeboda, Zval-rbilSi hqonda ukve gamjdari es saqme,
magram am ukuneTSi da Tanac aseT qarSi, marTlac rom uazro Tavgamodebas
hgavda misi Sroma, sicivisgan gamkvrivebuli miwa waramara isxletda baris
pirs. is ki, mainc jiutad ebrZoda miwasac da wyvdiadsac. gonebis TvaliT
Semoxazul farTobze idga da yvelanairad cdilobda, ar gaemrudebina
kvali, radgan, ormosagan gansxvavebiT, saflavs Tavisi gansakuTrebuli saxe
aqvs da, vinc ar unda Sexedos, maSinve unda mixvdes, Cveulebrivi ormoa, Tu
saflavi. giJkolac saflavs Txrida da ara ormos, rac, moCvenebiTi
simartovis miuxedavad, arc iseTi advili misaRwevi iyo am yiameTSi.
daZabulobisgan ofli Rvarad Camosdioda, mklavebi dawyvetaze hqonda, baris
tari miwis kedlebze uxvdeboda moulodnelad da xelisgulebze tyavi
eyvlifeboda. "ici mainc, vis uTxri saflavs ase Tavgamodebulio" -
CamosZaxodnen zemodan viRacebi, is ki, ukve welamde idga saflavSi, nikos
eqimiviT aqoSinebuli, da jiutad Txrida miwas, aravis ar usmenda, radgan
marto man icoda, visTvis Txrida samares, visi daumarxaoba iyo yvelaze
didi codva. isic icoda, madls rom Svreboda - bolos da bolos, mamis
saflavs uTmobda upatrono mkvdars, daumarxavi rom ar darCeniliyo, da
kmayofilebisgan TviTonve eRimeboda. ase gaRimebuli Txrida miwas. xandaxan,
brezentSi gaxveuli gvamiskenac gaaparebda xolme Tvals, Rrmad
darwmunebuli, kmayofili rom iyo isic. ase rom, miuxedavad qarisa da
sibnelisa, keTili, naTeli grZnobebi batonobdnen giJkolas gulsa da
gonebaze, ris gamoc, kidev ufro aucilebelica da momxibvlelic xdeboda
is, rasac akeTebda, anu, qvadqceuli miwis Txra, brmad, alalbedze,
gadatyauli xelebiT… gaToSili qari maxvilis piriviT gauvlida xolme
gaoflil beWebSi, imas ki iseTi grZnoba hqonda, TiTqos mze acxunebda,
futkrebi dabzuodnen da Wreli peplebi dahfarfatebdnen Tavze. yvela
sikeTesTan erTad, dasamarxic (taniT grZnobda), Zalian emadliereboda mas,
dammarxvels, xolo dammarxveli (anu, TviTon), Tavis mxriv, aseve Zalian
emadliereboda beds, maincdamainc imisTvis rom daevalebina am keTilSobili
saqmis aRsruleba. araTu icoda, mTeli arsebiTa grZnobda, sikeTes sCadioda,
savaldebulo, aucilebel nabijs dgamda adamianobisken mimaval gzaze da,
raRa Tqma unda, Zalian eamayeboda isic, misi madlobeli rom iyo
dasamarxavi. es uCveulo gancdebi da SegrZnebebi, undoda Tu ara, isev
sicocxlisken Semobrunebas avaldebulebdnen - mkvdris dabinaveba
TavisTavad ukve sicocxlis samsaxuri iyo, radgan Sromas, daRlas, oflis
modenas moiTxovda misgan, sakuTari sxeulis aRqmasa da SegrZnebas
aiZulebda, imis SegrZnebasac da Segnebasac, ra SeeZlo da ra ara, axla ki
ara, saerTod. garda amisa, is Tu saflavs uTxrida mkvdars, mkvdari viRacas
adgils uTavisuflebda miwaze da Tuki is viRaca sxvas verafers moipovebda
cxovrebaSi, ukidures SemTxvevaSi, yovelTvis SeeZleboda mkvdris danatovar
sicarieleSi Cadgoma. saflavis gaWra, marTalia, uWirda, mklavebi awydeboda,
xelisgulebze beberebi asxda, magram mainc mxned da xalisianad grZnobda
Tavs. ukvirda kidec, ratoma var ase kargado, xom ar vkvdebio, radgan am
oriode saaTis win ar egona, Tavi Tu ar gauskdeboda, ar egona, kidev Tu
SeZlebda fexze wamodgomas. axla ki, eniT gamouTqmeli SvebiT avsils,
eamayeboda, moswonda sakuTari xeliT gaxTril saflavSi dgoma. imis
Sesamowmeblad, Tu ramdenad sworad vTxrio, erTi-orjer Cawva kidec Sig,
gulxeldakrefili, da Tumca qari zemodan miwas ayrida, siamovnebda ase
wolac, TiTqos civi, fxvieri miwa ki ar eyreboda, mze uWyitinebda TvalebSi,
sinaTlis Tavxedi, mouSorebeli lekvebi zed abobRdebodnen, saxes
ulokavdnen, eTamaSebodnen… adamianis es samaradiso samyofeli TavianTi
mZafri suniT gaeJRinTaT da Wreli, frTamoxatuli peplebic
dafarfatebdnen irgvliv, xmel foTlebTan erTad, yvelas da yvelafers aqeT
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…codo kia magrama vin icis vin oxeria Sen ega Tqvi ai axla iseTi droa
Svils ver endoba kaci iciT ra miTxra guSin Cemma vaJiSvilma am oTaxSi Tu
saqme aRara gaqvT neba miboZeT Rame nebisa gisurvoTo gesmiT Tu saqme aRara
gaqvTo neba miboZeT Rame nebisa gisurvoTo arc meti arc naklebi
gamomapanRura zrdilobianad ai rogorebi arian axlandelebi CemTvis rom
kargi minda dalocvilo imitoma var sxvisTvis cudi CemTvis CemTvis sul
Sens Tavze xom ar unda ifiqro cota gverdzec gaixede iqneb kvdeba viRaca
kvdeba da mokvdes ZaRli miakvda sulSi upatrono Cemi Tavic meyofa
siRnaRSi ra damalula eg rom damaluliyo aqlems hkiTxes kiseri mrude
ratom gaqvso da iciT ra upasuxa sxva ra maqvs sworeo bavSvobaSi kevs
ZalaTi aReWvinebdnen Turme da imitoma aqvs aseTi TeTri kbilebi ras ambob
kaco kbilebi sadRa aqvs etyoba me sxvaze vambob amitom jer CiCia gadaiReT
da mere isaubreT egeTi sawyali xalxi meore ar iqneba qveyana rom
SemoiaroT erTxel mkvdari gaucivdaT da sanam damarxavdnen sami dRe da
Rame cinglsa wmenddnen rac rame hqondaT Sin Casacmel-dasageb-dasaxuri
cxvirsaxocebad dauxeviaT ras awvaleb mag biWs-meTqi ha ras awvaleb-meTqi
ar momiyvano mand-meTqi da aba biWio sada xedav Se bruciano biWsao es Cemi
sacoleao imis sacole kidev Turme bayays uknidan lerwams SeurWobs
gaberavs da quCa-quCa burTiviT daagorebs vina da qalabiWa leo afsus
afsus papamiss vagonebiT Cahqonda TbilisSi Rvino Tofiani jariskaci unda
gaeyolebinaT Tan eg ar dagaviwydes da viRaca yofila omidan dabrunebuli
kargad Tu gaaZRob uknidan sul Rvelfebs isvris Turme qvemexiviT Weqs da
quxs aba esaa samarTali kaci trakidan cecxls afrqvevdes da mSieri
dadiodes es giJi rom dagvZaxis ixareT da imravleTo rogor unda
gavmravlde Cemi coli atkazzea gamravleba ori gziTa xdeba veran ornairia
sqesobrivi da vegetatiuri gaige veraferic ver gaige saxeze gaweria
daaxamxame biWo Tvali ra iyo Zvali xom ar gageCxira ai magaliTad
margalitas yvavili vegetatiurad mravldeba patara rame rom moacicqno da
daTeso iseTive yvavili amova Cemi Tu ar gjera age sandros hkiTxe ra hqvia
sandro margalitas yvavils moica veran sircxvilia raxan brmaa gana yurSic
ar esmis cuds ras vambob viTom yvavilis saxels vkiTxulob ukulturoebi
xarT ukulturoebi qalbatono evgenia pativcemulo evgenia amxanago evgenia
iqneb Tqven mainc SegvawioT erTi sityva ara Zmao magari qalia mcodnec
vaJkacuric aravis SeeSalos rame Sen Zvirfaso Cveno mamav CvenTvis ar xar
jerac mkvdari imitom rom patiosnad Seasrule Seni vali mama ki ara is ar
ginda biWi iyo axalgazrda me mamaCemze vambob da saerTod es saTiTe vin
damidga sabnis Sesakerad xom ar momiyvaneT aq daica kaco qelexSi xar cota
mouWi broWsa xoda qelexSi Tu var miT ufro meti ar unda davlioT dardi
xom unda gaviqarvoT RviniTa imis coli ambobs me araferSi margiao Tavisi
saoxre mkvdari gveliviT udevs mucelzeo me Cemo Zmao sxvisi araferi minda
Cemi suni dammarxavs roca SewuxdebiT momayriT miwas aba ra iqneba maCvine
ras wer mag rveulSi-Tqva da momirbeninebda maSinve imisTana leqsebi hqonda
rome Tqveni mowonebuli unda gvasaxelo Tqva da uxaroda nametani
Caecineboda xolme ase a miirTvi Zvirfaso miirTvi Tavis Sekavebas azri
aRara aqvs swored wina WiqaSi Cagiyare dariSxani oh dedakaco araraoba
unda gerqvas Sen jojoxeTis karibWev ZmaTa saflavo aha Zmao giguSa eZaxe
riTia uSangize naklebi ZmaTa saflavze gamaxsenda icodi ufaraanT mdgmuri
saflavidan rom amomZvrala erTi unda mogasmenino reebs yveba hitleri
iciT ras ambobda xalxis mospoba Tu gindaT pirvel rigSi ojaxi mouspeTo
aq mainc daisvene adamiano sul Cxubi gagonila aba gamoicaniT ra unda
moispos pirvelad msxali Tu matli nu aCqardebiT icodeT bevrma
saxelovanma kacma waitexa kiseri veraguli SekiTxvaa siRnaRma ra cota
saxelovani kaci misca qveyanas amitom Cvenc SevikavoT Tavi naadrevi
daskvnebisgan sxva Tu araferi erT sufraze vsxedvarT rad undodaT amdeni
mwvanili sabalaxod dagviZaxes raTa mwvanili sufris boziao ese igi
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alamazebs sufraso momawode Tu Zma xar erTi bRuja niaxuri aqeT rac iyo
gadavZove dagvianebuli xom ar aris-meTqi afsus biWo gana Cemi kacoba
niaxurze hkidia xalxi unda gairyvnaso meti raRa unda gairyvnas Se
mamacxonebulo kidev iciT ras ambobda hitleri xalxs unda daumaloT
saboloo mizanio win iyure Tu kaci xar Seirge sasmel-saWmeli xalxi mainc
ver gaigebs gindac ar daumalo aba Tu iciT yvelaze Zneli ra aris ra aris
da dakecili qolga Caylapo gaxsnili ki gamoiRo ara raTa CvenSic iyo
ojaxi stumaric icodnen mteric da moyvarec erTxel pataraobisas aRarc
maxsovs rodis viyavi patara didedam wamiyvana viRacasTan imdeni qolga da
kaloSi ewyo imaT aivanze gegonebodaT iarmuka gauxsniaTo dalie da dadgi
Tasi gatyueben mogparaven ar dadga sma Tua sma iyos visac ra uWiravs xeli
ar gauSvas brma SemTxvevas ra vuTxari Torem axlac iq viqnebodi Cems
faSfaSasTan imisi qmari rom dagvadga Tavze meore sarTulidan viskupe
dediSobilam Tirkmelebi axlac daweuli maqvs SemTxveviT ar kvdebian Zmao
SemTxveviT ibadebian amitom xerxi unda icode tyuilad xom ar aris
naTqvami droulad ukan daxeva gamarjvebis sawindariao modi onan Sens did
sexnias gaumarjos is rom ara erTmaneTs davWamdiT da Tu Tqvens Soris
kidev darCeba vinme patiosani imas ukve Tqven TviTonac mouvliT uCemodaco
ra tyuilad iSli nervebs raRa dros hitleria Tavi dagvikra raxania
benzini miusxamT da dauwvavT rogorc ekadreboda vinc arafers ar aSavebs
is ufro damnaSaveao kargi adamiano aq mainc daasvene tvini aqamde sad iyavi
xalxma omi rom moaTava Sen mere moaxti bedaurs jer sada xarT jer sada
xarT kidev bevrjer gamixsenebT qveyanasTan omi advilia erT kacTan gadi
dasartymelad Tu biWi xar eva gogo Sen geubnebi eva-meTqi batono brZaneT
gismenT ra fexebs momWams viTom Seni acabaca qmari mexi ki dagayareT
tlinkebs ar damayri rame rom iyos komSi komSi komari gavagoroT yomari
samarTali Tu ar aris kamaTeli xom aris ara Zmao Cvens droSi kacs Tu
fuli aqvs simarTle ar daekargeba onan Zvelo aba moixede egre unda diiiax
Cemo batono egre unda Tan imisi saxeli unda iZaxo vinc guliTa gwadia
evgenia evgenia evgenia duglaZe arca vswavlob arca vSromob vekiTxebi
gunebasa Tu ris gadabruneba sjobs Tu ris gadabrunebasa dalie da dadgi
Tasi oRond xeli ar gauSva aRar dagibruneben is ki ara Savi pilpili
mompara viRacam specialurad qelexisTvis gamomigzavna diswulma
Tbilisidan marto boTli rada Rirda Tavi exufeboda cecxlad Sxamad
jibeSi Caepnas momparavsa Tasi ras miqvia gobs davewafebi iseT gunebaze var
gobSi CamisxiT eg Sabiamniani Rvino da Cemi TefSic Sig CacaleT ara uSavs
mucelSic erTad ar iqnebian Senc karga msxvilad fqvam ai modiT yaCaRsac
gaumarjos da imis dammarxvelsac karga xania ase ar misiamovnebia me
vuTxari am patefons rom usmen dRedaRame-meTqi rusuli mainc gesmodes-
meTqi rusuli Tu ar mesmis imis xma xom mesmiso ase ara Tqva ase ar ambobs
marTalia ase ambobs magram cota mec macaleT Zlivs tviniani Zvali Semxvda
cota zrdiloba iqonieT naomar kacs meti pativiscema unda ki magram Sen
xom germaniaSi ar yofilxar vina meee ma sad viyavi Tqveni WkuiT ara Tqva
axla mec germanel qalsa vyavdi damalulio vaxaxaxa xoxoxoxo xixixixi
xexexexe davixoce xalxno siciliT margalita siRnaRskaia aqac rom Cadga
erTi maTlafa gana RmerTi giwyens xeli damigrZelda amdeni gadmowodebiT
neta is germaneli dedaberi Zalian dedaberi iyo ai Cveni maswavlebeli rom
Seufarebia ratom ara gjeraT xalxo ase rogor unda icxovroT iqneb jer
ar iRupeba qveyana fui daswyevlos RmerTma alal kacs gesmiT alal kacs
Turme TavTiT sanTeli unTia ferxTiT ki cxvari ubia eg sakenki sxvas
dauyare alali kaci ras miqvia yvela erTnairia aafrine alalio rac ar
aris ar ario Sen ki RmerTs tyuilad scodav ioseb cxenebi gyavs drogi
gaqvs Tavla kidev Tavlad dasamarxadac geyofa da oxradac dagrCeba xoda
maswavlebeli Tu xar onanisa ar iyos raRaca unda aswavlo bavSvsa raRa
gagiJeba undaT isedac dasabmelebi arian veRar davlaparakebivarT maSinve
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pirSi gvecemian xolme ase Tu xdeboda Tqven sad iyaviTo Tqven is miTxariT
cecxlwakidebuli fara Tu ginaxavT rodisme ubralo vinme ar gegonoT
erekles ekipaJi karTan melodeba aba wasulic ar gvegonebi ukanve rom
mobrundebi aq amdeni muqTi saWmeli eyaros Sin mSvidad ra dagaZinebs rao
ras ambobdi cecxlwakidebuli farao verafers naxavT ukeTess miT ufro
RamiT axla mTaSi ase usworeben Turme erTmaneTs angariSebs benzins
miasxamen faras da cecxls waukideben cxvari ki ar gaifanteba amdeni tvini
vin misca kidev ufro Seikvreba da brunavs brunavs gagiJebuli cecxlis
morevi beee beee beee navTis perangi macvia cecxlis Rilebiani gexvewebiT
aRar SemiZlia mec Tu movkvdi raRa qelexia xalxno…
rac undaT, is ilaparakono - fiqrobda giJkola, magram imasac grZnobda,
didxans veRar aitanda im xalxis cqeras, imaT uazro laparaks, imaT
Rormucelobas. arada, ase kargad Tavmobmuli saqme marTlac wyalSi
Caeyreboda, Tavs Tu ver moTokavda rogorme. Tumca, jer mainc efereboda,
elaquceboda naTqvlefiT gasisinebul stumrebs da isinic, Cveulebisamebr,
dascinodnen, alazRandarebdnen, imisi pur-mariliT maZRrebi, axla imisi
sigiJiT irTobdnen Tavs da esec Cveulebrivi ambavi iyo imaTTvis,
yvelafridan, Tundac sxvisi Wiridan, raRacas unda gamorCenodnen
TavianTTvis sasargeblos, radgan es is xalxi ar iyo (SeiZleba, aRar iyo -
omma Secvala), sxvisi sadardeli edarda da sxvisi ubedurebiT Zili
daefrTxo. raki gaCeniliyvnen da meored aRar gaCndebodnen, moswrebaze
iyvnen, yvelaferi erTad undodaT. maaS, Cemo batono, CemTvis rom kargi
minda, imitoma var sxvisTvis cudi. magram giJkolas mainc kvercxi unda
egorebina imaTTvis, Tuki undoda, saflavSi mSvidad daeyenebinaT misi
mkvdari. or cecxls Sua idga, viRacis saxedariviT, da ver gadaewyvita,
romelSi Camwvariyo, Caferfliliyo mTlianad - yvelaferi bolomde
moeTmina, upatrono mkvdris xaTriT, Tu saerTod, zogadad adamianobis
saxeliT, yvelani daefrina, leSiT gamZRari svavebiviT. "icode, metis moTmena
aRar SemiZliao" - gadauCurCulebda xolme cols. coli ki uaresad
askdeboda guls - an ras epatiJebodi, an ras erCi am patiosan xalxso.
aseT gancdebSi iyo Cavardnili saflavis fskerze CaZinebuli, sicivisgan
mokuntuli giJkola. rac SeeZlo, Tavs Zalas atanda, yvelaferi Wkvianurad
rom gaekeTebina, magram bolos mainc misma sigiJem sZlia mis siWkvianes -
axorxocebul, azrialebul sufras piraprialebuli bari mouRera da iyvira:
aba, gamaswariT, sicocxle Tu ar mogbezrebiaTo. Tan TviTonve ganicdida
gulSi, ra ambavia Cems Tavs, ra marTla giJiviT viqcevio. SiSisagan
gaqvavebuli sufra Tvalebdayvlepili, Cauylapavi lukmiT loyagamoberili
Sescqeroda barmomarjvebul maspinZels, xolo, sufrasa da maspinZels Sua
Camdgari coli xan stumrebs ebodiSeboda - gvapatieT, ar gewyinoT, xom
iciT, rom giJiao - xan ki qmars afrqvevda dorbls - dResve wagiyvanon da
dagaban, aRara maqvs Seni Tavio. swored am dros gamoeRviZa, magram,
sicivisgan mokuntuli, cota xans kidev egdo saflavis fskerze, vidre
sabolood gamofxizldeboda, vidre viTom meqelexeTa xmebi isev qaris
momabezrebel, ukve yelSi amosul xmad ar gaerTiandeboda.
saflavidan rom amovida, ukve kargad iyo gaTenebuli. qarma maSinve miwa
Seayara saxeSi da imanac buzRun-ginebiTa da Tma-wveris ferTxva-ferTxviT
Seaqcia zurgi qars.
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alivlivda uceb haerSi, rogor aartya sardafis TaRs Tavi… magram xom
SeiZleboda, igive momxdariyo cxadSic, Tuki yvelafers zustad ise
Seasrulebda, rogorc mamam daariga CvenebaSi?! ratom ar SeiZleboda viTom,
cxadSic gafreniliyo, Tuki CvenebaSi frinavda?! gana CvenebaSi TviTon
icvleboda?! gana iseTive giJkola ar iyo, rogoric cxadSia?! oRond, rac
marTalia, marTalia, CvenebaSi gambedaobac meti hqonda da Tavsac mets
avaldebulebda. magram mTavari da gadamwyveti albaT mainc is iyo, mamis
sityvisa rom sjeroda da mamis miTiTebas rom asrulebda daufiqreblad.
xoda, wesierad damTavrebulic ar hqonda es fiqri, xelebi frTebiviT rom
daiqnia, ramdenjerme, zedized, da ise iolad, ise msubuqad moswyda miwas,
aRarc gahkvirvebia, TiTqos ase frena-frenaSi gaetarebina mTeli sicocxle.
erTi wuTis win cocxlad imarxavda Tavs, qveyanas iklebda moTqma-tiriliT,
axla ki, xelebafarTxunebuli da sunTqvaSekruli, ararsebul caSi
dalivlivebda, romeliRac uSnod gaburZgnuli da mouqneli frinveliviT.
"mokiTxeT axla amas Wkuao" - gaecina gunebaSi ukan mimaval leitenants.
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eqimi, vin icis, movida da wavida kidec, nikos ki araferi gaugia, isev
waiRo buranma, fiqrma, sizmarma. Tumca, ara, araviTar SemTxvevaSi, TviTon
Tu ver gaigebda, bebia da deida gaagebinebdnen. arc Tavad eqimi gamoaparebda
Tavis mosvlas. "aba, dRes rogora grZnobs Tavs Cveni yaCaRi?! ox, bodiSi,
yaCaRi ki ara, yoCaRi. yoCaRi mindoda meTqva". Znelia imis arSemCneva. mTeli
saxli aforiaqdeba xolme: skamebi WraWunoben, fardebi frialeben, wignebi
TavisTavad ifurclebian - saberveliviT sunTqavs, magram papasaviT
gulCvili, gulkeTili kacia. gangeb ibRvireba, avadmyofebs aSinebs, ar
gaTamamdnen da mTlad ar dakargon eqimis xaTri da moridebao. "eqimisa Tu
ar gjeraT, marto wamali ver giSveliT". laparakic gemrieli icis. Tan
qoSinebs, xixinebs, Tumca, sul erTsa da imaves ambobs da sul erTsa da
imaves akeTebs. isunTqe. ar isunTqo. isunTqe. ar isunTqo. aba, Tu Caaxveleb.
yoCaR. raRa Sen da raRa baSi-aCuki. aba, erTxelac gavaRoT piri. ufro. ufro
metad. beee, beeeee-meTqi, Se dedalo, Txam rogor unda gajobos?! magram es
"erTi da igive" yovel mosvlaze axleburad gamoiyureba da axleburad
JRers, radgan Sen aRara xar iseTi, rogoric guSin iyavi. is ki ar unda
Seicvalos (RmerTma nu qnas!), Sen unda Segcvalos iman, eqimis "erTma da
igivem" Sen unda mogabrunos sicocxlisaken, yvelaze martivi xerxebiT,
umartivesad unda warmogidginos cxovrebis suraTi, rogorc "dedaenaSi"
daxatulma rTvelma, mkam anda zamTarma - guli rom mogibrundes cxovrebaze
da Tu iqamde ar giyvarda, Segiyvardes kidec, dagenanos imis daTmoba, Torem,
marto wamali marTla verafers giSvelis. da ai, erTxel kidev Semodis isic
Sens oTaxSi, aqoSinebuli, axixinebuli. aRmarTSi qoSini uvardeba. amitomac
ambobs xolme, SemosvlisTanave, mkurnalo, gankurne Tavi Senio. jani miaqvs
dros, dao Cemo, magram Sen Tu ici, ras miaqvs dro? rasa da, uazro fiqrsa
da ocnebas. kaci saomradaa gaCenili, erTi wuTiT ar SeiZleba imis gaCereba,
maSinve xavsi Seacocdeba gulze, sul raRacas unda eWidebodes, miaTrevdes,
angrevdes, aSenebdes. dawolili Sors ver wava. verc ocnebiT moiwevs purs.
SiSsac unda SeeCvios. Cvens droSi SiSi saSiSi ar aris, magram filtvebis
anTebisa ki ra mogaxsenoT. Semova Tu ara oTaxSi, maSinve saxsrebmoSlil
skamze jdeba da barZayebze xelebdabjenili, iataks dascqeris, TiTqos
raRaca, patara, Znelad SesamCnevi nivTi davardnia da imas eZebso. feri
wasvlia, saxe morRvevia. asakic Tavisas Svreba. ukve marTla droa, Tavad
gankurnos mkurnalma Tavi Tvisi. magram TandaTanobiT, sunTqva umSviddeba,
feri ubrundeba da isic isev mzadaa sxvaTa misaxedad, gadasarCenad. jer ki
iRimeba, eqimis gadamdebi, gamamxnevebeli RimiliT. RimiliT iuwyeba (raki
jer kidev uWirs laparaki), yvelaferi kargad iqnebao, radgan swored amis
gagonebas elodebian misgan, amis dadasturebas, arc is ayovnebs da vidre
laparakis unari daubrundebodes, Rimils alaparakebs, eqimis Rimils,
cremliT, tkiviliT, tanjviTa da sikvdiliT gaspetakebuls, ganwmendils,
gasalkldevebuls, saukuneTa manZilze dadgenils, maswavleblis saxisa ar
iyos, dakanonebuls da ai, bolos, am sabralo, sneuli moxucis tuCpirzedac
daduRabebuls avadmyofis rwmeniTa da imediT, isev avadmyofTa
gasamxneveblad, gamosabruneblad, gamosacocxleblad. mere fexze sxartad
wamodgeba, xixin-qoSiniT gaixdis pijaks, Tavis WraWuna "cxens" moaxuravs,
viTom, ar Segcivdeso, oflians qarma ar dagkraso, TviTon ki, isev xixin-
qoSiniT, mklavebs daikapiwebs da bebias gasZaxebs: sada xar, Cemo
pirisfareSoo. bebiasac ukve yvelaferi winaswarve aqvs gamzadebuli: taStic,
ganelebuli wyalic, saponic, pirsaxocic. erT xelze pirsaxoci gadaukidia,
meoreSi qeTli uWiravs da saxeSi Sehfofinebs eqims. diaxac, daudgeba
pirisfareSad. ratomac ara?! ra saTakiloa eqimis samsaxuri?! saTakilo ki
ara, pativia. ginda eqimisTvis dagibaninebia xeli da ginda RmerTisTvis.
Taviseburad eqimic RmerTia - ramdeni hyavs CvenisTana gaWirvebuli, ramdenia
imis moimede, ramdeni elodeba mouTmenlad! eqimic grZnobs, aq rom afaseben,
pativs scemen, swamT da sjeraT misi, da dinjad, gemrielad isapnavs xelebs.
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Tan Rimilgareuli xmiT ekiTxeba bebias, rogor iyo, leCaqis nakuwiT rom
gipova Cemma megobarmao (ese igi, papam). ukeTes dros ixseneben, saubroben
Taviseburad, Zveleburad. papac yveba xolme am ambavs, nasadilevs, kvartianis
gamowrupvis Semdeg, bebiis gasabrazeblad - eg pirveli SemTxveva ar iyo,
sul ase garSemo mivlida, vidre xelSi Camigdebdao. aiqrolebda da
Caiqrolebda Cemi saxlis win, vidre moTminebidan ar gamomiyvana da vidre
mec ukan ar gamovedevneo. bolos, aucileblad unda daamatos: qali iseTi
jiutia, Tavisas mainc gaitanso. bebia ki Tavs iklavs, tyuiliao, netavi, vis
rad sWirdebodi, vicodi ki Seni arsebobao. magram, asea Tu ise, yvela
zRapari mogonilia am ambavTan. etyoba, adre Tavad cxovreba iyo zRapruli.
qaliSvili qali ise aiqrolebda da Caiqrolebda, cxenze amxedrebuli, Seni
saxlis win, viTomc araferi. axla qaliSvili qali motociklze rom
dainaxon, gaTavda, maSinve gamouyvanen wirvas, eg yofila, rac yofilao.
Zvelad ki wesi iyo cxeniT siaruli, kacisTvisac da qalisTvisac. lamazi
sanaxavic iqneboda albaT amxedrebuli, grZelkabiani, Cixtakopiani qali.
qalebs TavianTi gansakuTrebuli unagiric hqoniaT. xoda, erTxel, leCaqi
gamoudia nikos bebias nikos papis ezodan gadmoSveril totze. TviTon Weneb-
WenebiT gaugrZelebia gza - maSindeli qalebi Zalian ufrTxildebodnen
leCaqs, radgan leCaqi maTi siwminde-patiosnebis simbolo iyo - leCaqis
nakuwi ki xis totisTvis Seutovebia, gamowvevis, miwvevisa Tu raRac kidev
ufro mniSvnelovnis mauwyebeli niSaniviT. leCaqis nakuwsac iqamde
ufrialia da ububunia totze, vidre papas ar SeumCnevia, ar Camouxsnia
totidan da, imianad, ar gamodevnebia ukan misi baRis totze leCaqSexeul
qaliSvils. sdia, sdia da pirdapir imaT saxls miadga Turme kardenaxSi.
bebiis gaxviTquli cxeni jer kidev ezoSi dahyavda biWs (SeiZleba, sulac
gigo papas). igonebs yvelaferso - iZaxis bebia, magram Tvalebi ise
aucimcimdeba xolme, TiTqos isev is dro dabrunebulao, TiTqos es wuTia
cxenidan Camomxdars, sxva cxenis frutunze gzisken gauxedavs da papa
daunaxavs, xelSi misi leCaqis nakuwiT. sadac aris bedi Seni, iq migiyvans
fexi Senio - papas ajavrebs eqimi. Tavs daabraloso - icinis bebia. nikos jer
verc amCneven TiTqos, jerjerobiT, saerTod ar ainteresebs TiTqos eqims
imisi asaval-dasavali, xelebs dinjad isapnavs, isress, TiTqos Zlivs eRirsa
wyali da saponio, Tan bebias emaslaaTeba, rac ar unda iyos, imaT ufro
esmiT erTmaneTis, oriveni Zvelebi arian, orives axsovs Zveli dro, rac
mTavaria, erTmaneTis bavSvobac axsovT, es ki igive Tanamzraxvelobaa, Tanac
rame, Tundac uaRresad mniSvnelovan saqmeSi ki ara, Tavad cxovrebaSi,
warsulian-awmyoian-momavlianad. amitomac, bevri aqvT gasaxsenebeli - saerTo
nacnobebi, gardacvlilni, dakargulni, darCenilni. mkvdars Sendoba unda,
dakarguls - TanagrZnoba, darCenils - Seqeba, gamZleobisTvis, sijiutisTvis.
dinjad isapnavs xelebs da dinjad emusaifeba bebias. niko ki, gatrunuli
usmens. ainteresebs, magram, ratomRac, rcxvenia kidec, TiTqos sxvis
sarkmelSi iyureba. is dro sjobda, Cemo dao, yvelasTvis. Seni qmrisTvisac.
sjobdao?! aRar aris, sawyali. amoixrCo im dasaqcev wnorSi. sufTa logini
iman aRar icis da cxeli kerZi. Tavi gaiyida Cveni gulisTvis. ras izamT, ras
izamT. asea cxovreba. cxovreba omia, dao Cemo, Tu susti xar, daiRupebi.
sxvas unda moucalo adgili. Seni nebiT ar mocli, ZaliT mogaclevineben.
icocxle da idRegrZele, ase gemrielad versad dagabanineben xels. kargi,
erTi! netavi rame SemeZlos. is ki ukve xelebs imSralebs RunRula
pirsaxociT, isev dinjad, isev auCqareblad, isev gemrielad - TiTqos
avadmyofis gasasinjad ki ar mosula, avadmyofs unda aCvenos, ai, rogor
unda xelis dabanao. imis wasvlis Semdeg, mTel saxlSi raRacnairi, imediani,
damamSvidebeli dumili Camovardeba xolme. yvelafers sisufTavis suni
asdis - sapnisa, ganelebuli wylisa, gauTovebuli pirsaxocisa da, ginda-
arginda, Zalauneburad, Senc ukeTes dReebze fiqrob; Tumca, es srulebiTac
ar niSnavs, uaresi rom aRar gaxsovs, an aRar elodebi uaress. piriqiT, axla
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bavSvoba amogWres gulidan. magram Sen tkivili arc gigrZvnia, radgan didi
xnis Seguebuli iyavi Turme imis dakargvas, taniT icodi, uimisodac rom
SeZlebdi cxovrebas, rogorc uglandebod da ubrmanawlavod, da iqamde
SegeSinda uimisod darCenisa, vidre uimisobas SeigrZnobdi, iqamde Segecoda
uimisod darCenili Tavi, vidre gaarkvevdi, ra gWirda Sesacodi. xolo
SiSisa da sibralulis aseTi naZaladevi SeuRlebiT gaCenilma mrisxanebam,
mSoblis siyvarulze kidev ufro bnelma da mtanjvelma grZnobam, mTis
mdinaris moreviviT aqafebulma, aduRebulma, Tavfexianad CagiTria uceb
Tavis gaToSil wiaRSi da, amitomac iyo, daunaneblad rom miatove Seni
bavSvobis qalaqi, is ki ara, erTi suli gqonda, rodis daiZvreboda
matarebeli, rodis mogaSorebda iqaurobas - TiTqos Seni mrisxaneba
gadasdeboda mTel sadgurs, TiTqos Seni mrisxaneba daarbeninebda aqeT-iqiT
budemoSlil, aforiaqebul xalxs da, marTlac, brmad, uazrod awydebodnen
yvelani erTmaneTsac da yovel nabijze, TiTqos gangeb, TiTqos moZraobis
kidev ufro Sesaferxeblad daxvavebul bargsac. rac mTavaria, yvela
valdebulad Tvlida TiTqos Tavs, maincdamainc dedisTvis gaekra mxari,
lamis zed miegdo matarebelze, viTom, aq ras udgaxar, Senc iq adi, sadac
Seni Sviliao. magram deda verc amCnevda imaT, orive xeliT sakuTari plaSis
sayeloze Camokonwialebuli, amogcqeroda da, vin icis, meramdened
gimeorebda erTsa da imaves, erTsa da imaves: aba, Sen ici, rogor moiqcevio;
papa da bebo ar gaabrazoo; nino deidas daujereo… da albaT, Seni ar iyos,
imasac erTi suli hqonda, rodis daiZvreboda es gulqva, gulgrili,
dabrmavebuli, dayruebuli matarebeli, matareblis fituliviT rom
garindebuliyo liandagze, TiTqos arc SeeZlo da arc apirebda daZvras. Sen
vagonis sarkmlidan dedas gadmoscqerodi da, Seni sikerpisa da sijiutis
wyalobiT, elenicas mwvaned daxavsebuli ezo gedga Tvalwin, ra Tqma unda,
Tavad elenicac, nestian simwvaneSi Cakarguli, akvariumis TevziviT susti da
mfrTxali arseba, romelsac ezodan cxviris gamoyofisac eSinia, radgan
darwmunebulia, boSebi moitaceben maSinve. TviTon Cainerga Tu ufrosebma
Caunerges es SiSi, marTla arasodes ginaxavs ezodan gadasuli mTeli Tqveni
usityvo nacnobobis manZilze. axlac usityvod Sescqeri, mSoblebze
ganrisxebuli, imas afrqvev cecxls Tvalebidan da isic, Cveulebisamebr,
dabneulad, mkrTalad iRimeba. amiT amoiwureba mTeli Tqveni urTierToba,
mTeli Tqveni siyvaruli, ZiriTadad ufrosebis SeTxzuli, magram arc mTlad
usafuZvlod, radgan RamRamobiT moulodnelad wamoujdebodi xolme dedas
sawolSi da aRgznebuli, aRelvebuli ekiTxebodi, rogor an ratom
itacebdnen, Tuki marTla itacebdnen boSebi, bavSvebs. "daiZine, Torem, turas
gavatan Sens Tavso" - giwyreboda ZilgamkrTali deda da Senc Tavidanve
gzaabneuli iZinebdi, radgan sizmarSi, boSebi ki ara, viTom, wiTlad
gaburZgnuli tura itacebda elenicas. elenicas deda sizmarSic Tevzsa
wvavda, rogorc cxadSi, navTqurasTan idga da mklavebdakapiwebuli, wlidan
wlamde, TiTqos erTsa da imave Tevzs abrunebda tafaze gaqonili danis
wveriT. elenicas mama sizmarSic salamurebs Tvlida da sizmarSic
aTasnairad awivlebda, akvnesebda, akiskisebda jer kidev nedlsa da
yelgauxsnel lerwams. ase rom, aravin uSlida turas elenicas motacebas.
Sen yvirodi mxolod, magram xma ar amogdioda yelidan; Sen misdevdi
mxolod turas, magram fexs ver Zravdi adgilidan. gulabagunebulsa da
gaoflils gamogeRviZeboda xolme da axlac, gulabagunebuli da gaoflili,
uazrod imeoreb gunebaSi: elenica, elenica, elenicao - iq rom ar iyo, sadac
xar, imas rom ar ganicdide, rasac ganicdi da, rac kidev ufro mTavaria,
sadRac, sulis siRrmidan veragulad daZruli cremli rom SeaCero rogorme.
baqanze ki WianWvelasaviT ireva wamsvleli da momsvleli, damxvduri da
gamcilebeli. viRacas guli SeRonebia da, zed rom ar iaros xalxma,
kedlisken gauCoCebiaT. TavTiT xuTi wlis gogo uzis, raRaciT gavsebuli,
piramokemsili naWris parki Cauxutebia gulSi da mSvidad, uCumra elodeba,
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gigo papa nikos, magram ukve Soridan, romeliRac bnel kuTxeSi dgas,
bancalebs, xiTxiTebs, etyoba, ipova coli, is ki, sircxvilisgan
damunjebuli, sunTqvaSekruli wevs. xo, kargi, iyuCe, iyuCe, madli ufalsa.
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- "me xom momkles" - gamoajavra vano maswavlebelma. - didi ambavi! ai, mec
damxvrites, magram mainc cocxali var. var Tu ara cocxali? rogor ggonia?
- gaxeda erTi wamiT gazeTs zemodan. nikom Tanxmobis niSnad Tavi dauqnia da,
ratomRac, Tvalebi daxuWa, mamasaviT. imave wams, TvaldaxuWuli mamis ofliT
dacvaruli saxec dainaxa da erTbaSad damSvidda, samSvidobos gasuli
kaciviT. moswonda, TviTonac mamasaviT rom iwva, Tan ki,
cnobismoyvareobisagan suli misdioda, ainteresebda, miaqcevda Tu ara
yuradRebas vano maswavlebeli, SeekiTxeboda Tu ara Tavs, ratom wevs es
biWi ase TvaldaxuWulio. - dammarxes da mainc miwaze davdivar - gaagrZela
iman, isev gazeTSi TavCargulma. TiTqos ki ar esaubreboda, gazeTs ukiTxavda
nikos, sxvaTa ambebs acnobda gazeTidan. - ici ratom? - aRelda uceb. xelebi
muxlebze dauSva. gazeTi SrialiT moiWmuWna. - imitom, rom ver damajeres,
Cemi mokvlis ufleba rom hqondaT. mTavari ki esaa. tyvia ki ar klavs, aramed
ufleba. amitomac cdilobs yovelTvis mteri Seni mokvlis uflebis
mopovebas, amitom dagcinis, gTaTxavs, gWoravs, gakninebs sxvaTa TvalSic,
aTas sisaZagles gabralebs, vidre Tofs mogiSverdes, radgan jer Sen unda
dagarwmunos, arafrad rom aRar vargixar, madlic rom iqneba Seni sikvdili.
ai, rogorc biWebma iciT Cxubamde, wadi, Se dedaloo, qveSafsiao, qalabiWao.
cota mSiSara Tu xar, SeiZleba, marTla daijero, qveS vifsamo, qalabiWa
var, leosaviTo. xoda, amis dajereba da daRupva erTia. aRar daayovnebs is
sabediswero wamic, roca TviTonve gaamarTleb sakuTar sikvdils. mere ki
aRaraferi unda Sens amoZirkvas - erTs mogqaCaven da dampali kbiliviT
amovardebi budidan. oRond, es sxvanairi sikvdilia, Cveulebrivi,
yvelasaTvis savaldebulo sikvdili imasTan saxsenebelic ar aris. ki ar
mokvdebi, gaqrebi, ukvalod, unaSTod, da ara marto Sen, Senianebic, mTeli
Seni modgma, cocxlebian-mkvdrebianad. amitom, arasodes ar unda wamoego
mtris gadmogdebul ankess. sxvaTa Soris, miriad ankesSi SeiZleba imis
gamocnoba, imdenad Zvelia, imodena Jangi adevs. jer kidev pompeusi
Tevzaobda im ankesiT mtkvarze, Tavisave aSenebuli xididan. magram Sen mainc
ar unda daijero, Rirsi rom xar sikvdilisa, vidre Seniani ar getyvis,
namdvilad Seni gulSematkivari (nikom isev dainaxa TvaldaxuWuli, ofliT
saxedacvaruli mama da, misda gasaocrad, civi, TeTrad daTrTviluli
katletis mZafri sunic igrZno uceb). arc daijereb, Tuki gwams da mtkiceca
xar, davuSvaT, rogorc… ra SeiZleba iyos simtkicis, Seuryevlobis
simbolo? cvilis grdemli, muyaos fari, pantis zarbazani… nu geRimeba,
rwmena swored es aris - cvilis grdemlze gamogaWedinebs maxvils, muyaos
fariT dagicavs mtris maxvilisgan, ukanasknel wams pantis zarbazans
mogaSvelebs da mters Tu ver mogaspobinebs samudamod, Sen mainc
gagamxnevebs cota xniT. ase rom, Tu rwmena da simtkice gaqvs, pompeusi ki
ver mogspobs, kidev ufro gagaZlierebs, gagwrTvnis, gamogawrTobs. Tvalis
daxuWva ki danaSaulia…
- Tuki meSinia?! - gaawyvetina uceb nikom, misTvisac moulodnelad, da
sakuTari saqcieliT Sewuxebulma, kidev ufro magrad daxuWa Tvalebi.
- miT ufro, - maSinve upasuxa vano maswavlebelma, TiTqos elodeboda
aseT SekiTxvaso. - miT ufro, radgan SiSia swored gaurkvevlobis mama.
TvaldaxuWuli, gaurkvevels ver gaarkvev. Tvali unda gaaxilo, bolomde,
mTlianad. Tvalebi imitoma gaqvs, rom gaaxilo! - ratomRac gacxarda vano
maswavlebeli, rogorc skolaSi icoda, axali gakveTilis axsnis dros. -
roca xedav, qveyana ufro lamazia da naklebad saSiSi. - moamTavra
gagulisebulma da xelebi, gazeTianad, isev muxlebze dauSva, wasasvlelad
moemzada TiTqos.
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Tavad kari aRar iyo, dros SeeWama, anda, rezinis nakuwebisa ar iyos, isic
SeSad exmaraT viRacebs. sizmrebidan, Cvenebebidan, zRaprebidan momavalma
nikom SiSiTa da mRelvarebiT gahyo Tavi karis WrilSi da TviTonac rom ar
eloda, ise esiamovna, uaRresad nacnobi garemo rom gadaeSala Tvalwin.
gareT qari iyo marto - gamalebuli gadarboda gaqucul, meCxer balaxze da
jiutad, zmuiliTa da qSeniT awveboda xorklian, Zvladqceul mkerdze
titvel jagnars, TiTqos gadaCoCebas upirebda Zveli, RmerTisagan miCenili
adgilidan. Sors TeTrad elavdnen niaRvrebiT Camorecxili, CamoRaruli
flateebi. iseTive feris gza maRla-maRla, nawyvet-nawyvet miuyveboda
jagnars. xolo, sul zeviT, mTis kinkrixoze, qvis budesaviT ido patara,
galavniani qalaqi, TavmorRveuli samrekloTi. "siRnaRi TavSesafars
niSnavso" - gaifiqra da uceb Sescivda, Tbili loginidan wamomdgariviT
SeaZagZaga sicivem. qars jer kidev SerCenoda zamTris susxi. miwa ise iyo
gayinuli, gamkvrivebuli, bars ar miikarebda. verc veravin SeebrZoleboda
albaT, giJkolas meti. nasaydralSi Sebrunda da Canavlebuli cecxli
gaaRviva, gaaCaRa. rezinis nakuwebic blomad daayara zemodan. boli ufro
gasqelda, gamuqda, gamwarda, magram cecxlis simxurvale mainc ver igrZno
nikom. sxvanairi, imqveyniuri siciviT iyo TiTqos gamsWvaluli da, ubralod,
siamovnebda cecxlTan dgoma. ayrolebul cecxlTan idga da xmeli joxis
wveriT naRverdals Cxrekda. swored am dros, nasaydralSi TviTonve
Semoixeda garedan da moulodnelobisagan SekrTa, TiTqos ar eloda, vinme
Tu daxvdeboda nasaydralSi, Tumca, Tavidan, boli rom SeamCnia, maSinve is
ifiqra, viRacebs cecxli daunTiaT da albaT mec gamaTboben cotaso, magram
cecxlTan ucxo (!) rom dainaxa, mainc Secba, Seyovnda karTan, TiTqos
moerida (anda, SeiZleba, SeeSinda kidec) ucxosi. Semodio - xeli dauqnia
cecxlTan mdgarma karTan Seyovnebuls. isic Semovida da sicivisgan
dakrunCxuli, gaSeSebuli TiTebi pirdapir cecxlSi Sehyo. magram siTbo
verc iman igrZno, TiTebi ki maSinve gaemura. vina xar, saiT gagiweviao -
yasidad hkiTxa cecxlis CxrekiT garTulma cecxlSi xelebSeyofils.
marTali rom vTqva, deda momikvdeba, tyuili rom vTqva, mamao - Sescina
cecxlTan Cakuncxulma, cecxlSi xelebSeyofilma, da kidev ufro Rrmad
Sehyo cecxlSi xelebi. cecxls srulebiTac ar hqonda Zala. ara Tqva axla,
amiranis Svili varo - damcinavad gadmoxeda cecxlTan mdgarma Tavisi
erTTviani sikvdilis simaRlidan, rogorc sagvareulo koSkidan feodali
gadmoxedavda Tavis qveSevrdoms, da naperwkliani joxi ki ar SeuCiCxina,
ataka naRverdals, rogorc stimuli - saxedars. cecxlma CinCxlebi gahyara,
nacari wamoiSala. cecxlTan Cakuncxulma Tavi gverdze gaswia, CinCxlebsa
da nacars saxe gaarida da Tqva: viTom riTi ara var amiranis Svilio. magram
uceb boli gadascda da iZulebuli Seiqna, wamomdgariyo. gamuruli xelebi
Sarvalze Seixoca da xveleb-xvelebiT gaagrZela: mamaCemi loginsaa
mijaWvuli, deda ki Tavze adgas, jaWvs ulokavso. me Tu mkiTxavT, araferia
magaSi satrabaxoo - Tqva cecxlismCxrekelma, moulodnelad gaRizianebulma,
da naperwklebdaseuli joxi axla sivrces aZgera, daSnasaviT. joxs,
nacarTan erTad, mkrTali, pawawina naperwklebic scvioda. naperwklebi
miwamde Casvlasac ver aswrebdnen, haerSive qrebodnen. is ki jiutad
Cxvletda haers, rogorc mofarikave - warmodgenil mowinaaRmdeges
samedicino darbazSi, TiTqos meores eubneboda, ara xar, araferi ar xar,
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ai, rogori fiqrebi utrialebda ukve nikos TavSi, magram erT wuTas rom
uxaroda, meore wuTas Tavzars scemda sakuTari simkacre, daundobloba,
uguloba, umaduroba da mTeli arsebiT, mTeli SegnebiT, isev bavSvobaSi
Sebrunebas cdilobda, viTom ukve samudamod daviwyebul bavSvobaSi,
saidanac SemTxveviT, moulodnelad, gauTvaliswineblad da naadrevad
amovardniliyo adamianuri sisastikis, adamianuri umecrebis, adamianuri
umweobisa da adamianuri SiSis wyalobiT. bavSvobisken miiswrafoda, radgan
ukve namdvilad aRar iyo bavSvi da yvelaferi imdroindeli, anu, ukve
gancdili, marTlac rom bavSvurad patara da umniSvnelo moCanda
amJamindelTan, jer gansacdelTan, jer gadasatanTan SedarebiT, ris gamoc,
nebismieri, ukve gadatanili simware axla tkbilad mosagonari gamxdariyo
misTvis. amitomac miiswrafoda bavSvobisken. ufro sworad, bavSvobaSi
gadatanili yvelaze mware tkivilisken. miiswrafoda, rogorc brma lekvi -
dedis ZuZusken, dedis suniT aRgznebuli, magram umweo im ZuZus misagnebad.
"Witao" - xan saidan Caesmoda dedis xma da xan saidan, rogorc odesRac,
ukeTes dros, baTumis baRSi, xmeli foTlebis gvirgviniT TavdamSvenebuls.
axla xom gaige, ra yofila siyvarulio - eZaxda deda. is ki, nadiris
sulswrafobiT, nadiris siSmagiT garboda bavSvobisken, bavSvobis TovlSi…
bavSvobis xvavrieli, sveli TovliT gadaTeTrebuliyo irgvliv yvelaferi.
is ki, viTom, puris maRaziis win iyo atuzuli da elodeboda, iqneb, vinmem,
RvTisnierma, gamomiCinos dakarguli puris wignakebio. isev misTvis yvelaze
sazarel, magram ukve gatkbilebul gancdebSi gadavardnils, baTumuri,
wyliT gaberili fifqebi Casdioda kiserSi. idga da urnas Sescqeroda. urnis
kideze ki papirosis sveli, gatylapnili namwvavi bolavda, gamomwvevad,
macdurad, magram imas verc im namwvis aReba gaebeda - SiSis, ubedurebis
mZafri, Semaryeveli SegrZnebiT gaognebuls, arc ganZreva SeeZlo, arc xmis
amoReba. ase unda mdgariyo, urnasaviT, isic nafurTxiTa da namwviT unda
daemarxaT gamvlelebs, radgan puris wignakebi dakarga da sikvdilis
ganaCeni gamoutana Tavisianebs. ase unda mdgariyo da ekankala, imis nebac ar
unda mieca TavisTvis, maRaziaSi Seerbina erTi wamiT, Tovli mainc
Camoebertya, xelebze mainc daeorTqla. gaunZrevlad unda mdgariyo, rogorc
sapurWyebels, sanagves Seefereba, ufro advilad rom moaxvedron mizanSi
furTxica da namwvic. ase unda mdgariyo, vidre mTlad ar gaepareboda
gaToSili, awkavwkavebuli suli, vidre aRar SeeZleboda saxlis, xis,
gamvlelis garCeva. ai, im axrColebuli, sxvisi nerwyviT dambali namwvis
aReba mainc rom SesZleboda, iqneba… magram ara, arc es SeiZleboda.
miteveba, SeRavaTi, daTmoba ar arsebobda imisTvis. Tu ar Seignebda, Tu ar
moinaniebda, Tu TviTonve ar gamoutanda sakuTar Tavs yvelaze mkacr
ganaCens (aki, gamoutana!), miwac ar miiRebda imis gvams, mkvdari TagviviT
egdeboda maRaziis kedelTan, Tovl-WyapiT gaberili. magram, nuTu marTla
aseTi miutevebeli codva Caidina?! iqneb, puris wignakebi ki ar dakarga,
mopares?! mainc ar SeiZleba imis gamarTleba?! ar SeiZleba. ar SeiZleba,
radgan dedam, puris wignakebi rom Caabara, raki Tavad momakvdav qmars adga
Tavze saavadmyofoSi, dilidan SuaRamemde, Tu dilidan dilamde ara, Tan
isic uTxra: aba. axla Sen ici, Cemo dido kacoo. Cveni suli Sens xelSiao.
Tovli ki ganuwyvetliv edeba dabeCavebul sxeulze, uaresad uqindravs
kisers, uaresad eqaCeba miwisken. axla, gindac misces Tavs neba, mainc veRar
Seva maRaziaSi, gasaTbobad. fexebs saerTod daaviwyda, ras hqvia nabiji,
siaruli… Tanac, maRazia ukve daketilia albaT. quCa uaresad Camoburula.
mopirdapire saxlis kedeli sabolood gaiTqvifa Tovlsa da burusSi. aRarc
gamvleli Cans. martoa. mxolod papirosis namwvi bolavs urnis kideze da
mxolod is adasturebs, kidev viRaca rom aris, anda, kidev viRaca rom iyo
am mkvdar, TovlSi Camarxul qalaqSi. ar gamarTlda bavSvuri
gulubryvilobiT, bavSvuri patiosnebiT Sekowiwebuli imedi - aravin
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gamouCina puris wignakebi. aravis Seecoda. aravin hkiTxa: ras udgaxar aqao.
arc axla kiTxulobs vinme imis ambavs. Rirsi ar aris da imitom, didi kaci
ki ara, papirosis namwvia. Tanac, is ki ara, jer kidev rom bolavs urnis
kideze, aramed, Camqrali, gasresili, talaxsa da nerwyvSi gadazelili.
magram marTla aravin kiTxulobs imis ambavs?! marTla aravin Sewuxda, sad
aris aqamdeo?! miuxedavad am didi danaSaulisa, marTla aravis ecodeba?!
marTla ganudga qalaqi?! ar SeiZleba. ar SeiZleba! ar SeiZleba!!! maSin,
saerTod ra saWiroa puri? maSin, arc is aris sicocxlis Rirsi, visac puris
wignakebi ar daukargavs dRes. Tuki SimSili yvelaze Zlieri grZnobaa, Tuki
SimSils SeuZlia yvelaferi dagaviwyos, maSin guldasawyvetic araferia.
magram, sabednierod, ase ar aris. xsnac arsebobs da mitevebac. amiT aris
swored, es mtanjveli, sazareli gancdebi esoden Zvirfasi da dauviwyari
nikosTvis. icis, riTi mTavrdeba, radgan bevrjer aqvs gadatanili… da ai,
isic - mxsneli da mimtevebeli! TandaTanobiT gamodis burusidan. mxrebiT
moarRvevs buruss. upaltood, ubotebod… Tavze patara Salmoxveuli. verc
is grZnobs sisvelesa da sicives, arc imas eSinia carieli, Cabnelebuli,
Camkvdari qalaqisa, radgan saavadmyofodan dabrunebuls, Svili ar dauxvda
Sin. vidre imas ar ipovis, vidre imas ar gaaTbobs, vidre imas ar daamSvidebs,
am patara qalaqs ki ara, mTel dedamiwas moivlis ase, upaltood, ubotebod,
Tavze patara Salmoxveuli… "Cemo dido kaco, Cemo dido kacoo" - exveva,
kocnis, ferTxavs Svils. Svili ki, napirze amogdebuli TevziviT,
tyuilubralod abCens pirs, mainc ar amosdis xma, mainc ver uTqvams, marto
am wamis gansacdelad rom Rirda puris wignakebis dakargva, SimSili.
SimSiliT sikvdili. deda exveva, kocnis, suls uberavs gaToSil tuCebSi,
ZaliT axelinebs Tvals, cdilobs, xelSi aiyvanos, rogorme aawyvitos miwas,
daabrunos miwaze, magram Svili xelidan usxlteba, TevziT savse badesaviT,
anda, urnasaviT, TiTqos gadasarCenad ki ara aqvs saqme, dedas eTamaSeba
Zilis win. asea Tu ise, sagangaSo aRaraferia, deda imasTanaa, erTaderTi
imedi, romelic ar wbildeba, erTaderTi xsna, romelic namdvilad arsebobs.
erTxel ki ara, erTxel da samudamod gadamrCeneli, yvelafris mimtevebeli
(garda uvicobisa da uzneobisa).
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Tvlam damtanjao, bazarSi rom wavsuliyavi, sul cota, ori faetoni fulis
wasaRebad unda dameqiravebinao. isemc daumSvenda cxviri! albaT arca
mjdara faetonSi. isa, kaco, qsut. Sen iseTi fxiani xar, qsut. qsut.
saidumlo venaxebic geqneba, qsut, mTavrobisgan damalulio - uTqvams
papisTvis. papas ki, mravalmniSvnelovnad gaucinia (Tan, vin icis, SiSisagan
guli uskdeboda, marTali ar egonos vinmeso) da upasuxnia: Sen xili ixile,
mebaRes ras hkiTxulobo. papa mSiSara kia, magram keTilicaa. bevri rame
sikeTiTac mosdis. egec RmerTis gaCeniliao - ityvis xolme nasyidaze. - vin
icis, me rom Rvino mivarTvi, pirvelad maSin igrZno Tavi adamianado. yvela
ecodeba, marto kargi aqvs gunebaSi, futkrisa ar iyos, Tu bzuis - Tafls
agrovebs, Tu Cumadaa - Taflze fiqrobs. ra imisi bralia, Tu gasavali aRara
aqvs sikeTes, Tu yovelTvis ver gamoataninebs nayofs, rogorc ar unda
moindomos. erTxel, loTis gamosworebac ucdia, magram, rogorc bebia
ambobs, imis mere TviTon miCveula Rvinis smas. Tavad loTis cols uTxovia
imisTvis, mRvdlisTvis da eqimisTvis, miSveleTo, iqneba, Tqvens sityvas mainc
gauwios angariSio. isinic amdgaran da wasulan, xaTri ver gautexiaT loTis
colisTvis, radgan loTis cols didi imedi hqonia imaTi, ufro sworad,
imaTi imediRa hqonia - rac ar unda iyos, erTi mRvdelia, meore eqimi, mesame
ki patiosanio. xoda, erT mSvenier dRes, Tavze rom dasdgomia es wminda
sameba, es samSvidobo, sasikeTo triumviratori, loTi sixarulisgan
gadareula, ras ifiqrebda, imis gamosasworeblad Tu iyvnen mosulni, iseTi
sufra gauSlevinebia colisTvis (cols yvelaferi winaswar hqonia
momaragebuli), mkvdars mouvidoda Turme nerwyvi. mokled, cibrutiviT
dabzrialebula sawyali qali, iqneba rame gveSveloso. Tan, stumrebs Tvals
uSvreboda Turme, qmris zurgsukan, aba axla Tqven iciTo. TandaTanobiT ki
daeWvebula, ki aRar moswonebia gauTavebeli sadRegrZeloebi, magram Tavidan
mSvidad yofila, vin icis, fiqrobda, albaT asea saWiroo, naswavli xalxia,
ar SeeSlebaTo. SuaRamemde mainc gauZlia ase, or cecxls Sua, eWviTa da
imediT, magram SuaRamec rom gadasula, xolo, misi qmris gamosasworeblad
mosul xalxs misi qmris qeba-didebis meti araferi dascdeniaT sufraze,
maSin ki gacofebula, maSin ki daurtyams muSti magidaze - Tqven uaresi
loTebi yofilxarTo. iqidan gamoyrilebi, jer mRvdelTan wasulan,
mRvdelTan gaugrZelebiaT qeifi, mRvdlidan eqimTan gadaunacvlebiaT, magram
ukve nikoanTas rom momavlebulan, loTs far-xmali dauyria, aRar
wahyoliaT, me Tqveni ayola xels ar momcemso, erTi avadmyofi kaci var,
amdeni sad SemiZliao. bebia yveba kargad am ambavs. xumrobiT yveba, magram
Tan im sabralo loTis wili cremlic ubrwyinavs TvalSi. CumCumela
oxunjia, SeniRbuli. viTom buzs ar aafrens, foToliviT dafarfatebs,
magram sityvas, Tu saWiroa, arc simwares daaklebs, arc sitkbos. rac
mTavaria - arc marils. bevri laparaki ar uyvars, arc icis, oRond, rasac
ityvis, madlianad ityvis, marilianad. iseTi sityva moadgeba xolme uceb
pirze, yvelaferi Tvalwin dagexatebaT, TiTqos ki ar gesmiT, xedavT. anda,
ufro zustad, kidec gesmiT, kidec xedavT. kidev ufro zustad, ara marto
gesmiT da xedavT, Tqvenc saqmeSi xarT gareuli, monawile xarT ambisa.
aivanze Cais svamen, is ki viTom sxvaTa Soris, nawyvet-nawyvet yveba loTis
gamosworebis ambavs. viRacam gaixsena albaT da Zalian Seexvewnen, moyevi,
rogor iyoo. TavisiT ar moyveboda. erTi wamiT ar Cerdeba sufrasTan
usaqmod, raRaca unda gaitanos, an raRaca unda Semoitanos, ver mousvenia,
magram ras gaitans, roca isedac araferi devs magidaze (iqamde araferi
getkinoTo - ase iloceba xolme mTvrali ioseba - vidre guli saguleSi
Cabrundebodes, Saqari - saSaqreSi, karaqi - sakaraqeSi, rZe - sarZeveSi,
marili - samarileSi, pilpili - sapilpileSi, TuTuni - saTuTuneSi da fuli
- safuleSio), an ras Semoitans, roca araferi eguleba ganjinaSi. Zval-
rbilSi gamjdari Cveuleba daatarebs aqeT-iqiT, daclil finjans an Zirs
davardnil kovzs Tu gaitans, saguldagulod garecxil-gamSralebuli
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mokled, TviTonac rom ar egona, ise gauxarda nikos papis danaxva. axla
mouTmenlad elodeba, rodis mobrundeba Rvinis sardafidan da, dro rom
gaiyvanos, Tavsa scdis - papis ramden andazas gaixsenebs, papis dabrunebamde.
papamisi xom andazebis krebulia, fexze moaruli. nikosTvis ki andazebis
gaxseneba erTgvari TamaSia, oRond marto gasarTobi ki ara, gasanaTlebelic
- rac ufro xSirad imeorebs erTsa da imave andazas, ufro meti esmis.
tyuilad xom ar aris naTqvami, gameoreba codnis dedaao. garda amisa, vano
maswavleblis ar iyos, Seamowmebs kidec, marTla xom ar dauobda goneba
amdeni wolisgan. maS ase: valis momatebas, lukmis mokleba sjobiao. Znelia,
magram sworia. uswavleli qvaze dajda, qva qvas daematao. es Cemzea
naTqvamio - gaeRima nikos. Raribis simdidre bavSvebiao. bavSvebi da ara
bavSvi, gindac niko. sisufTave silamazis badaliao. laCari ulmobeliao.
rac marTalia, marTalia. gogia ulmobelia. imisi qalabiWa damqaSic. magram
bolos xom mainc utira nikom deda?! netavi genaxaT, ras hgavda. vaime,
mklavi, vaime, mklavi, vaime, mklavi. vin icis, fiqrobdnen, droze vaswavloT
Wkua am baTumelsac da mere vupartyunoT TavSi, ramdenic mogveprianebao.
nikos danaSauli is aris, maSinve rom ver mixvda, ras upirebdnen. Tumca,
albaT mixvda kidec, magram ukan aRar daixia, SiSi ar Sematyono, Sercxva
mSiSara gamosuliyo misi waqcevis, misi gamwarebis mosurne xalxis TvalSi.
ki ar gaabriyves, Tavi gaibriyva, Tavisi mSiSroba rom daemala. martis
mamali ki ar aris, Cveulebrivi mamlayinwaa. mxolod imasRa natrobda, male
moxdes mosaxdenio. aZagZagebuli, aTrTolebuli velosipedis saWe xelidan
usxlteboda. TiTqos CanCqers Cahqonda ufskrulSi. saxeSi cxeli, xorkliani
qari scemda, Tvalebidan ki nebayoflobiTi sibrmavis cremli sdioda da
maSinve zed aSreboda gavarvarebul loyebze. CanCqeri SxuiliT, guguniT,
RrialiT mihqroda Tavqve, TavdaRma, da imasac Tan miiyolebda
daumsaxurebeli, damakninebeli tkivilisa da gadarCenili, Seulaxavi
Rirsebisken. ise, kacma rom Tqvas, nikoze metad, mteri dazaralda: imis
velosipedi dagrexil-daWeWyili egdo gzaze, wina borbalSi TokCaxveuli,
Tavad ki, frTadaglejil kaliasaviT daCoCavda balaxebSi, vai deda,
mklavio. dRe-mexvalie kacsao, Tovli moadga karsao. amas Tavis Tavze unda
ambobdes papa, radgan namdvilad rom dRe-mexvaliea, arafriT ar gaakeTebs
dRes, risi gakeTeba xvalac SeiZleba. is ki ara, skams rom adgili
Seucvalos, mTeli dRe unda ifiqros da iSfoTos. roca sityva xSirdebao,
maSin saqme mcirdebao. vis gaugonia lxini utirali da Wiri ucinario. nikos
uTxra, amas mere gaigeb, cxovrebas rom gamocdio, magram nikos axlac
mSvenivrad esmis, erTi cxovreba ukve moTavebuli aqvs da imitom. xval wvima
movao da dRes Wam Tvali daiTxarao. es ki namdvilad bebiazea naTqvami -
wava-wamova da Semoirtyams loyaSi xels, ra eSveleba am biWs, skolas rom
daamTavrebso. ki magram, ra dros skolis damTavrebaa jer?! evgenia
duglaZesac hkiTxos, aZlevs Tu ara saerTod simwifis atestats?! iqneb,
mglis bileTi ufro emeteba nikosTvis?! aki, cotas morCa, marTla mglad
aqcia! isa da valo badalaSvili ori dRe da Rame mglis soroSi
cxovrobdnen. TviTon gamoqvabuls eZaxdnen, magram, vin icis, marTla mglis
mitovebuli soro iyo, SeiZleba, sulac gzaze gatanili mglisac. Zlivs
Sediodnen da gamodiodnen, roca sWirdebodaT, zemodan ki imdeni miwa
eyrebodaT, eZinaT Tu eRviZaT, TvaldaxuWulebi iwvnen, mkvdrebiviT,
erTmaneTs mixutebulni, rogorc tyupebi - dedis saSoSi, anda, ufro zusti
iqneba, rogorc faraonisa da misi meuRlis mumiebi saerTo sarkofagSi. erTi
xvrelis Semyure, Tagvic codoao. isini ki, orni Sehyurebdnen erT xvrels.
xvrelSi SeaZvrinaT evgenia duglaZem. droze rom ar daeWiraT, erTxelac
iqneboda, oriveni amoixrCobodnen im siviwroveSi. xandaxan iseTi grZnoba
hqondaT, TiTqos marto isiniRa darCeniliyvnen mTels qveyanaze da, maSin,
dasanaxad ejavrebodaT erTmaneTi. lamis kbilebiT Cafrenodnen erTmaneTs
yelSi. kbilis miwvdena ar gauWirdebodaT, saWiroze axlos iyvnen saamisod:
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magram verc iman uSvela. arada, yvelas mSvelelia. vinmem Tu rame daiCivla,
gadaSlis Tavis karabadins, bedismwerlis davTariviT, da romeli balaxi Tu
yvavili gindaT, iq rom ar eweros. asuruli niaxurio, cerecoo, kamao,
gundao, vaciwverao, mravalZarRvao, wyavio, wunwubio, xaSxaSio, vardio,
bolokis Zirio, revandio, Turinjio, gvirilao, zafranao, qondris xeo,
mocvio, gundrukio… sul me gikmioT gundruki?! rodemde, rodemde?! gavida
cxovreba. Cemi toli gogoebi maRalqusla fexsacmelebsac icvamen da arc
pudrsa da pomadas ikleben… sunbulio, lencofao… lencofa xom ar
dagilevia Sen?! rogor elaparakebi mamas?! rogor elaparakebi-meTqi mamas?!
…askilio… nikos Tavisi wona askili eqneba dakrefili. Camovida Tu ara
baTumidan, maSinve askilis sakrefad gaaqanes tyeSi. mTeli skola,
maswavlebel-mowafianad tyeSi iyo galaluli. fronts sWirdeboda askili.
bavSvebs Rududoebi eyaraT tanze. qavili klavdaT, lamis kani
CamoebRortnaT frCxilebiT. xelebi marto askilis sakrefad ki ar moucia
RmerTs, aramed, aqavebulis mosafxanadac… kunelio, qarqvetao, mTis pitnao,
abzindao, mware nuSio, xuTfurcelao, Sarinamao, TeTri yayaCoo, da kidev
aTasi da aTasi. iseTi lamazi saxelebi aqvT, sul rom imeoroT, ar
mogwyindebaT. gindac "yvavilnari" giTamaSiaT. Tumca, nikoanT "yvavilnari"
xelSi aRarc aiReba. ZaRlsa da mamaZaRls miaqvs, viTom erTi saRamoTi
geTxovebian da didi madloba unda gadauxado, erTi Tvis mere Tu
dagibrunes. Zalianaa es TamaSi gavrcelebuli siRnaRSic. wveuleba xom,
uimisod, warmoudgenelia. "kulturulobad" iTvleba. yovel SemTxvevaSi,
wera-kiTxva mainc unda icode, TamaSSi rom CaerTo. magram ufro didi
ubedureba isaa, poetoba rom unda yvelas, yvelas poeti hgonia Tavi, rogorc
ki fanqars aiRebs xelSi. omma marTla gaamravla poetebi, imitom, rom
Zirfesvianad Searyia adamianis guli da goneba, daufeTa ofofebi. iseT
rameebs Caamateben xolme, rom ganaxaT, guli mogikvdebaT. garCevaca Wirs -
zogs xeli srulebiT ar uvarga, etyoba, axali naswavli aqvs wera, zogi ki
gangeb, silamazisTvis, Tavis gamosaCenad axuWuWebs asoebs. nikoanT
"yvavilnarSi" ZiriTad teqsts ukve Camatebuli sWarbobs. nezabudka: Cven
bodiSi, fexsacmeli xom ar giWerT, anda, kidev uaresi: ramaSka: (qarTulad
aRar kadrulobs, viTom, Zaaaalian kulturuli varo). qalbatono eva, sadac
metyviT Seval. poetoba poetobad da, Tu vinmem unda Tqvas kaci varo, amis
damwerma unda Tqvas pirvel rigSi. qinqla ar etyvis koRos. caltvinaanT
sergosi ar iyos, veRar gaigebT, ra ambavia, ra xdeba. araferi ar xdeba
iseTi, rac uTvalavjer ar momxdara da uTvalavjer ar moxdeba kidev, vidre
amqveynad kvdeba da ibadeba adamiani. rogorc bunebaSi dRes Rame enacvleba
da piriqiT, aseve adamianis cxovrebaSi amaRlebas daknineba mosdevs,
ganaTlebas gamotvineba, gakeTilSobilebas gapirutyveba… da ase iqneba
sul, radgan suli erTnairad tkbilia, ginda gaadamianebuli mxeci iyavi,
ginda gamxecebuli adamiani. samagierod, yvelas uyvars sxvis kubosTan
fusfusi - aba, es ar gamogvrCes da aba, isao - magram gvamis ayrolebamde,
vidre suns auSvebdes. imitomac waayrian xolme maSinve miwas, miwaSi
Catkepnian Rrmad, Rrmad, rac SeiZleba Rrmad, rogorc Tvalidan Sors, iseve
gulidan. galia yvela erTia, oqrosi iyos, ginda xisao. erT cxvarsac
mwyemsi unda da aTsaco. dards mogcem, dards dagaviwyebo. kacisTvis
TamaSoba, TagvisTvis sulTabrZolaao. erTma Rorma javaxeTi amoagdoo,
magram saintereso ar aris, vin aris is erTi "Rori", andazad rom darCa
xalxSi?! sanTeli qveS ar gainaTebso. arc araferi sWirs sanTels qveS
gasanaTebeli. ai, zogierT adamians ki ar awyenda qveSidan ganaTeba. bevri
rame gamomzeurdeboda, saguldagulod gadamalul-miCqmaluli. sanTeli isaa,
racaa. iwvis da anaTebs. sxvebs unaTebs, TviTon dneba, qreba. tyuilad ki ar
amboben karg adamianze, sanTeliviTaao. margalitas uTxra erTxel mRvdelma,
sanTeliviT qali xaro, madlsa Svrebi, brmebs rom patronobo. magram
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jvari patiosani,
mwyalobs wminda giorgi,
veras mizams macduri.
papa ki zis, TavisTvis, RumelTan da, vin icis, isic imaze fiqrobs, Rirda
Tu ara amden gulisxeTqvad misi cxovreba. kalTaze SeSis napobi udevs da
efereba grZeli, gamxdari TiTebiT. magram Tavisuflad SeiZleba, esec ukve
sxva dRe iyos. gareT qari zuzunebs, miaqvs qveyana. ramdeni xania, Toksagrexi
Carxis RrWiali aRar gaugonia nikos. amindi ar uwyobT xels, jer ar
SeiZleba Carxis gareT gamotana, qarma waiRo qveyana. ramdeni Tokic ar unda
dagrixon, mainc ver daabamen qars. xeebi rom ara, marTla waiRebda qveyanas.
marto xeebi uweven winaaRmdegobas. marto isini ubedaven. aba, xalxi
saxlebSia SeyuJuli, elodeba, ra moxdeba, gaumklavdebian xeebi qars, Tu
qari moTxris xeebs Zirfesvianad. samagierod, Tu gauZles, rogorc ki qari
Cadgeba, maSinve afeTqdebian, aTasfrad gadaabrialeben aqaurobas. araferi
sjobia ayvavebuli xis cqeras, magram iqamde jer kidev bevri wyali Caivlis.
advili SesaZlebelia, bevri Cvengani ver moeswros. samagierod, xalxi
namdvilad moeswreba. vano maswavlebeli ambobs, xalxi ukvdaviao, swored
maradiulobaSia misi Zala da erTaderTi, rac evaleba, sicocxlis
SenarCunebaao, radgan sicocxlis garda, yvelafris aRdgena da dabruneba
SeiZleba Turme, cxvarsac moaSeneb xelaxla da vazsac. pompeusebi da
hitlerebi modian da midian, xalxi ki sul unda iyos - amis gamo, ra Tqma
unda, bevri damcirebisa da sibinZuris atanac uxdeba, magram, droTa
ganmavlobaSi, yovelgvari WuWyisagan TviTonve iwmindeba, zRvasaviT.
samagierod, adamiania mokvdavi. ara marto viris, ZaRlisa da maimunis, aramed,
yvavis wili sicocxlec rom miimatos, bolos mainc unda mokvdes. amitom,
xalxisagan gansxvavebiT, sicocxlis SenarCunebaze metad, imaze unda
izrunos, adamianad Sobili, adamianadve rom wavides am qveynidan. xalxi Tu
sicocxles inaxavs, rogorc nacari - naRverdals, adamiani sicocxlis azrs,
anu, im naRverdalSi Cabudebul cecxls ganasaxierebs, aliviT. amitom,
araferi ar unda daTmos, rac mis adamianobas adasturebs da risi
SenarCunebac, eniT auwereli tanjvis safasurad SeuZlia mxolod. ras izams,
ra gaewyoba - adamiani mowafea, tanjva ki - maswavlebeli. RmerTi, Turme,
imas ufro met satanjvels ugzavnis, vinc uyvars; imas ufro mkacrad scdis,
visic swams. "ra fasi aqvs aseT sicocxleso" - Tqva erTxel bebiam.
sicocxles fasi ara aqvso - upasuxa eqimma. - sicocxle fasdaudebeliao,
madlia da ara simdidreo. Tan dinjad, auCqareblad isapnavda xelebs.
oTaxSi sapniani wylis grili suni idga, sisufTavis suni. nikos rom
hkiTxoT, eqimi marto xelis dasabanad modis TiTqos aq, raki bebia kargad
unelebs wyals da kargadac usxams - zomierad, Tavis droze. - e-ex, Cemo dao,
beJani xom daiRupa. jer kidev omamde. ras ambob?! maaaS. beJanic, mitoc.
sawyali ninucac. ninucas xom icnobdi? kargi biWebi eZleoda merec, magram
ro Tqva, Tqva. TavisnaTqvama iyo yovelTvis. egeni yvelani erTad wavidnen,
erTad dalies Cailuris wyali… gaigeT da mixvdiT axla visze an raze
laparakoben, erTmaneTisa ki mSvenivrad esmiT. bebia sul viSviSebs: momikvdes
Tavi, momikvdes Tavi. is ki - maaaS, maaaS… da Tan xelebs isapnavs, dinjad,
auCqareblad, safuZvlianad. TiTqos Tavisi grili, funCula TiTebi aqa-iq ki
ar unda miukakunos nikos, aramed, xelaxla unda gadazilos niko varclSi,
amJavebuli comiviT. diaxac, yvelafris ganaxleba da gamobruneba SeiZleba.
gazafxuli ganaaxlebs da gamoabrunebs xalxs. gana bartyi ganaxlebuli
Citi ar aris?! kvici ganaxlebuli cxenia, lekvi - ganaxlebuli ZaRli, bavSvi
ki - ganaxlebuli adamiani. xolo, vidre bartyi, kvici, lekvi da bavSvi
ibadeba, veraviTari qari ver waiRebs qveyanas. iosebam axalSobili kvici
atatebuli rom gamoiyvana Tavlidan, imasaviT bednieri da imis momrevi
aravin iyo mTel qveyanaze. kvics Tavisi patara, haerSi aqanavebuli fexebi
imis mklavebze gadmoewyo da orTqlian Sublze jer kidev sveli balaxi
aburZgnoda. iosebas ki, pirze gaubedavi Rimili ukrToda, TvalSi - cremli,
radgan ukve uyvarda da ecodeboda. xolo, Tu giyvars da gecodeba,
sicocxlis uflebaca gaqvs. unda giyvardes da gecodebodes yvela, yvela
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