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Trascript of The Speech Why Social Media Is Riuning Your Life
Trascript of The Speech Why Social Media Is Riuning Your Life
Trascript of The Speech Why Social Media Is Riuning Your Life
Hi everybody and welcome! My name is Katherine Ormerod and I'm a journalist and
author and a social-media influencer. Now if you had told me that of the many things that make
up my CV, it would be posting pictures of myself online that really pays my bills? When I left
University, I would have probably laughed in your face, because let's be honest is quite
ridiculous. “How did I get here?” here's a question I asked myself quiet, quite often to be honest,
but really, I think if we wind back and look at where the beginning of my career started. It was
kind of a different planet on the side of my university career I was also working in fashion retail,
like a lot of other students. I fully fell in love with the fashion industry itself and thought when I
graduated that I might like to become a fashion Jet's. So, I enrolled on master’s program at the
London College of Fashion up sticks to the capital and started interning on a range of
publications including Sunday Times Style, Mary Claire, install magazine and at the
independent newspaper. Back then, office culture was quite different. When our editors wanted
us to request a fashion week ticket for them, we had to use this thing called a fax machine. We
were on our phones all day, but our mouth was at the receiver and those phones were attached
to the desk. There was no Pinterest, there was no Instagram, there wasn't even Twitter.
However, still quite a lot of money left in magazine publishing which meant I had some insane
experiences. Like the time I sailed across the Cote d'Azur on the back of a yacht, just to get a
single picture. Or another instance, when a brand flew me business class halfway across the
globe, just to spend seven minutes and I timed her with, with a designer. It was mad and
bonkers and it was a real ride, but it wasn't all glamour. The Devil Wears Prada is actually not a
work of fiction at all, it's a pretty accurate representation of what work culture was like on
magazines in the noughties. Some of my editors were comically demanding. Once, one of them
came over to my desk and unrolled the pair of socks that she was wearing, handed them to me
and asked me to hand wash them her in the Kalu's, and then use a hairdryer to dry them, I will
never know why. It was also pretty poorly paid and when I say pretty, I mean extremely. I
worked as a fashion intern for fifty pounds of weak expenses for two years, and that was nine to
nine Monday to Friday for under 3k a year. It was a really tough kick when you came from a
normal person background. Both my parents grew up in council houses, and I'm the first person
in my family to get a level was let alone go to university. So, there wasn't exactly a trust fund
waiting in the wings to tide me through. When I started my first proper job as in, I was on staff
my first salary was fourteen and a half thousand pounds living in central London and working
there too. By the time I was in my mid-30s as a senior editor on a national magazine, I was still
earning well below the London Bridge. Now look don't get me wrong, there are plenty of poorly
paid jobs out there and most of them let's be honest working the community slightly more
important of mine. But, it's pretty rare you would be paid so little to do a job which projects such
an image of glamour, that expects you to be dressed head-to-toe in designer clothes every day
with a perfect blow-dry. The disparity between the fantasy of what everyone thought my life was
and the reality of how I was actually living, in the end got too much for me. My crunch moment
came when I was 31, my husband had just left me and I was in terrible debt and I can
remember even though I was working 60-hour weeks, having to call my dad up to ask to borrow
some money to get a tooth filling. I just felt like such a failure. And what made it all that much
worse, was that everyone I knew thought I was living this glamorous exciting job, you know and
that I was a success as a person. I decided to meet the break, I quit my job and embarked on a
quest to find a way to carry on working in an industry I loved, while being able to support myself.
Now in the midst of all this, the landscape had been changing dramatically. When I first started
my final job on magazines, my editor told me to bin my blackberry and set up an Instagram
account and pretty soon I'd attracted a few thousand followers who all got to see the fantasy
side of my life. They didn't get to see the divorce, or the debt and they definitely never saw my
bad hair days. I set up a small digital agency to help brands create content for their social
channels, and their online channels, and started to really invest time in grouping my own
Instagram profile. Soon, I became a small player in the social media economy. Now, apologies if
you all know this, but for those of you who aren't big users of social media this is how it works.
Back in the day, a brand would have heard a certain amount of advertising and marketing
budget, which would have been divvied up across traditional channels of advertising like
billboards, and television, and magazines, things that we all kind of understood. These days, a
good percentage of that budget goes to people like me. And the reason is, that as we built our
platforms, we have gained the trust of our followers. And that trust, translated into influencing
their purchasing decisions. It is pretty effective, in fact what social media has done is
turbocharged the power of word-of-mouth recommendation. Now don't get me wrong, you can
lose the trust of those followers pretty quickly. If tomorrow you log on to my Instagram account,
and I am suddenly advertising teeth whitening strips, I accept that maybe you'll be leaving than
an aorta. But, at the beginning what brands really wanted to do, was to get to work with these
influencers who had the highest proportion of followers, it was all about huge audiences and a
total numbers game. The thing is those accounts the ones that got the most followers were
generally all pretty much the same. And they projected the same lifestyle, a wealthy, glamorous
world in which nothing had ever gone wrong. It was a world that I was very very okay with, let's
just say coming from fashion magazines. My account followed that pattern, that kind of template
to a tee. But after about a year of making my money that way, I don't know what it was, but I
started to feel a deep sense of unease, I couldn't put my finger on it. My Damascene moment
happened. Ironically, in Tulum Mexico potentially the most Instagram about destination in the
entire world. I was sitting on my Sun Lounger, trying to deal with a really tricky email from let's
call it a challenging client. In the background, I could hear one of my girlfriends on the end of the
phone to her factory dealing with a significant production issue. To my left, was yet another
mate who was going through the most brutal breakup. To my right, another friend who was
dealing with some pretty serious family trauma. All of us, were dealing with something either on
a professional or personal level. And then I looked at the pictures we were all posting. I bet you
can imagine what they look like. Sunsets, cocktails, pictures of us all together living our best life
in designer bikinis, and something inside me just burst. I felt, like I wanted to scream, “this is not
real life none of these girls are this goddamn happy the entire time”. On that trip, I decided. But
if I was going to carry on making my money this way, I was also going to have to start talking
about the other side of my life too. I was going to write about my divorce, I was going to write
about my debt, and my eating issues and my fertility issues; and I was going to ask every
woman that I knew in both magazine and social media worlds to do the same too. On the day,
that I set up work talk, oh I received about 50 emails. The next day, there was another 50 in my
inbox and it continued for weeks. And broadly, all of the messages said exactly the same thing.
And that was, thank God someone said something. The relief was palpable and don't get me
wrong it wasn't easy. You know, telling everybody that you're like quite poor, after you've been
creating this kind of image of glamorous Globetrotter for ten years. Let's be honest it's a bit
awkward, but it also felt so good to be honest. As I was doing the interviews for the website, one
theme kept cropping up time and time again and that was the psychological impact of viewing
so many images of perfection all day every day. And this was a universal situation, it didn't
matter where these people came from, it didn't matter how much they had. Over my time on
social media, it's made me feel many things: unattractive, overweight, stupid, and seriously
devoid of a sense of humor. This made me feel lonely, it made me feel really unpopular, it's
made me feel poor but also that I should be spending money that I actually didn't have.
Ultimately, it's fueled my insecurities. But this isn't an issue and the more and more I spoke with
other women, the more and more I understood that we all feel the same. And that's why I
decided; it was really time to tackle this problem head-on. Four months ago, I released my book
why social medias ruining your life, and you may say biting the hand that feeds I've heard it. But
academics researchers, psychoanalyst, therapists, Plastic Surgeons. And all the evidence in a
highly abbreviated nutshell, pointed into the same direction. If we continue to use social media
the way we have been, we will seriously jeopardize our future health and happiness. Now, don't
get me wrong there were some fantastic stories about social media as well. You know, and as
humans, is the way we use technology rather than technology being necessarily in a farrier. For
myself social media has enabled me to continue working, while looking after my little boy. It's
meant, that I have found this holy grail of working and fashion while being able to support
myself. Importantly, it's meant that I will never wash another women's pair of socks. But, if we
do not change both our mindset and our behavior this obsessive comparison, soul-destroying
MV, passive social media use, you'll recognize it the stalking the creeping, the lurking. We, and
generations following us, will continue to be feeling these feelings of deep insecurity. To
underline the point, I went back through my social media feed and started reposting pictures
where I'd looked happy as Larry. But actually, my world has been falling apart behind the scene.
I posted pictures of myself, where I'd been in beautiful hotel rooms. But actually, I'd just been
dumped in that hotel room. I posted pictures of myself, where I was on these dreamy holidays
that look so fantastic, but I'd actually spent the whole time in a pit of despair thinking about the
state of my thighs. I posted pictures where I just had morning sickness off camera. I posted
pictures work just had a roll with my boyfriend, and I told those true stories. And beside each
picture, I used the hashtag: “why social media is ruining your life”. Soon, other women start to
posting similar images in solidarity. A few days later, Sky News got in touch and then the
newspapers and magazines followed and it went wild. This time when my inbox was inundated,
it was a lot of parents, saying that they'd used the campaign to show their kids the difference
between the lived life and the online life. But there were also lots of messages from people that I
knew who said, that they've had literally no idea what I was going through. And that I'd really
made them look at social media in a different light. Now today, social media still pays my
mortgage, but I now understand that I have the power to effect change and not just simply put
their next pair of shoes. Now don't can be wrong there's absolutely nothing wrong with that
fantasy. You know, magazines they changed the entire trajectory of my future, as a teenager
looking at them, they were everything. But we need to ground our expectation of reality, of what
real life will be like in the nitty-gritty, of what real life is actually like. Otherwise, the Monday
morning commute, the inevitable breakups, the awful financial struggles that we all go through.
The emotional challenges which let's be honest, are just part and parcel of a life they start to
feel unbearable. We start to believe that we are the only ones who suffer, while the rest of the
world swing, they're Gucci handbag nonchalantly buy as they go by on their busy perfect lives.
Everyone has demons no matter how many followers, no matter how much money you have.
And whether you communicate that online or not, they're still there. So, you can't use social
media to judge how anyone's getting through anything. Let me give a final example, every time I
post a picture of myself online, I'll probably have taken a hundred images. I choose one picture
to put up normally the most flattering and you get to see a 1% glimpse of one moment of my
day. You have no idea what's going on in my head or my heart, I could have just been sick, I
could have just been dumped, I could have just lost my job. So, don't let those 1% images affect
the way you feel about your real life. The one that you're living beyond the squares and