Gun

You were the one who told me where you hid your guns
The one who showed me how to assemble the parts
How to clean oh how to use a gun
You were the one who taught me the cruelty of this world

Like a time capsule I held your gun

Every time things are not going fine
I look for your violence
Missing the times where we go place by place hiding

Why do you have to leave me behind?

Standing on the dark side alone
Now I can’t even look at the man in the uniform
Tainted innocence call out the storm

As I point the gun

Point it in my skull, my mouth, my chest
Can’t hold back my tears
I’m torn in a million pieces

You’re not here anymore

So who am I looking for
A corpse lying six feet underground
Does not respond

Shaking uncontrollably
I just want to be gone
But why am I hesitating?
As my demons whisper to pull the trigger

You left me hanging

You left me suffering
You left me on my own
Why live when you’re not here?

No need to thank the gun