Hello there my younger me, I know you are having a hard time on your

life right and no matter what happens always remember that your family
loves you and you don't have to feel guilty for things that aren't
under your control. And I know that it may seem right now that your
life keeps on getting worse but things are eventually going to get
better before they get worse again and then get better again. I’ve
been there and I am so sorry that you are experiencing those things, I
hope that you would not choose the decisions that I am regretting
right now. But don’t worry after you face the consequences of your
wrong decisions you are going to learn how to face the ups and downs
of life and embrace the uncertainty of it. You are going to forget all
about those who hurt you and you'll forgive them too. There would be
times when you would want to give up on yourself, don’t be afraid to
talk to people but don't befriend them just because you're desperate
to stop being alone; they will betray you. Wait patiently and I assure
you the right people will come.