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Jessie Kerr
Mrs. Cramer
18 September 2020
Empathy and Me
One of the most basic emotions a well-adjusted human being possesses is the ability to
empathize with others. It is a simple matter that most people are experienced in. Some may get
worked up over problems of others that they themselves cry. I, for most of my life, was not one
of these people. Do not get me wrong; I have a heart, but I have always felt guilty that I could
In my catechism class, I talked to a close friend of mine about some horrifying events
being broadcasted on the news. Her heart went out to the people involved. She told me it felt like
a whirlpool was slowly sinking her heart. Our conversation made me realize how much I do not
empathize with others. I understand what is happening and realize that it is gut-wrenching, but I
This past August, my cousin had just had a major argument with her father. That same
day, she and I were supposed to be leaving for a mini vacation together. We were both excited to
go. As the time flew by, I could sense something was wrong. When she finally got to my house,
about twenty minutes after the time we set to leave, she came in with her head down. Abnormal
stillness encompassed her. When she raised her head to address me, she couldn’t even get a word
out without upsetting herself. She was deeply hurt and raw in those few minutes. Her usual
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strength disappeared amongst her tears. It physically hurt me to watch her fumble over her
words. It left me wanting to reach out and fix the issue for her.
Eventually, she calmed down, and we left for our mini vacation. Throughout the trip, she
revealed more about the argument. Each time she did, I felt myself getting anxious for her. After
three days, we came home, and she dropped me off at my house. Before she left, I told her that
she could talk to me, no matter when or for whatever matter. She thanked me.
After she left, I went inside and did the most cleaning I have ever done without being
asked. I swept and mopped the floor, did laundry, put away dishes, and reloaded the washer. An
hour passed. Defeatedly, I took a break to calm down. Only I did not calm at all, my chest felt
heavy. I went out to my mother. I wanted to discuss what I was feeling. I started telling her
everything that I felt for my cousin. Our conversation worked me up, and I began to cry. My
cousin is one of the strongest people I know, and I saw her in one of the most vulnerable places a
person could be at. It shook me down to my core. I sat and cried for three hours.
After experiencing empathy to this degree, I found myself feeling more mature. It may
sound odd; understand that my cousins grew up faster than I did, either because they were born
earlier, or because they experienced hardships that I had not. I always felt that they would never
choose to come to me in their time of need, since I was naïve to their situations. I always felt left
gave me a sense of hope for myself. It made me feel like I caught up to my cousins in maturity.
This, in turn, gave me the courage to be more sociable and relatable towards everyone in my life.
Due to this experience, I found the confidence to let new people into my world.