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Venerable Philomena MDM Abridged PDF
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Venerable Philomena MDM Abridged PDF
PHILOMENA DE SAINTE-COLOMBE
BY
PARIS
1893
DECLARATION
THE AUTHOR.
J.M.J.F.
in our heart of hearts the profound and communicative joy that he felt
learn that this hagiography, for which his personal information was so
useful to me, was the result of the vibration of his own soul.
The life of the Venerable Philomena was written in Spanish by Fr.
was appropriate that the virtues of the person who so loved the divine
add-ons, but without the writings, the work of his Catalan colleague, who
for its theological caution and undeniable competence, did not hesitate,
Religious Sister from Valls to the great heroes of sainthood. “We often
hear and read that our century is no longer one to produce heroes like
other Christian heroes, whose virtues were at the level of their faith,
which was so well known in the Middle Ages. And yet, here is a child of
modest background, who was born in 1841 and died in 1868, and whose
27 years on earth were spent in the obscurity of her paternal home and
admirable in her works and her suffering, so blessed by God’s gifts that
can read without surprise in the lives of Catherine of Sienna and Rose de
Viterbe.”
gives, in our opinion, the truest comment on this marvellous life, and that
this life where miracles play such a large part, Catholics will find here rich
sacrifice of her whole being were based on her insatiable desire to help
souls and to bring relief to the Church and the papacy in the midst of
their concerns and tribulations. This child, living more for heaven than
the redemption of Christian souls, as well as for the triumph and peace of
the Church.”
Since these lines were written, the name of Sister Philomena, hardly
to the moment when, with the completion of the canonical case, they will
Following the works of Fr. Dalmau and Fr. Donadio, the French
hagiographer who wished to inform his fellow citizens about the virtues
of the humble Catalan nun could simply have translated and combined
wished for something else. Just when the translation was going to print,
2It would have been preferable to translate Philomène de Sainte-Coloma. The patron
saint of a small city bearing this name, in the province of Gerona, is named Saint
Coloma. The Bollandists, referring to two Sainte-Colombe, one Spanish and the other
Portuguese, decided to call both Columba and not Coloma. Should this version be seen
as a purely phonetic modification of the Catalan language?
printed Summarium of the said cases and, after reading and studying
these testimonies, so vibrant and moving, from witnesses who almost all
had known this servant of God for many years, I did not hesitate to start a
new work, using widely the story and often the very texts of Fr. Dalmau
For the writings, the French translation was based on the Catalan
everything, even the repetition of the same words, even the breaks and
choppy sentences.
the Heart of Jesus, the Immaculate Virgin, St. Joseph and St. Michael,
May also the Venerable Philomena tell me, one day in Heaven, that
the eulogies addressed to her tender and saintly memory were not
PHILOMENA DE SAINTE-COLOMBE
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CHAPTER I
FIRST YEARS
In the Mora de Ebro3 parish church, the fourth day of April in the year eight
hundred and forty-one: I, undersigned, Prior of the said church, solemnly
baptized Philomena Ferrer, legitimate daughter of husband Felix and wife Josefa
Galceran, residents of this city. Paternal forebears: Michel and Inès Guasch;
maternal: Joseph and Françoise Bru. Cities of origin: for the father, Benicarlo; for
the mother, Mora la Nueva. Godparents: François Laurent and Candide Barcelo,
both informed of their spiritual kinship and obligations. The child was born the
previous day at 6 p.m.
CHAPTER II
FIRST COMMUNION
The great English ascetic, Fr. W. Faber, in his wonderful book, All
for Jesus,8 makes the following remark, in reference to the characteristics
of saintliness, that all the saints, notwithstanding the admirable variety of
their personal character, have three points in common: zeal for the glory
of God, concern for the interests of Jesus Christ and the burning desire to
save souls.
These three tendencies of the soul that the pious author called the
three instincts of saints are, in fact, the touchstone of saintliness, the
natural expansion of God’s love that, overflowing from their hearts,
blossoms in these exterior manifestations.
And as the flower bud foretells of the flower that will bloom under
the dew and the shining sun of God, so did Philomena’s soul seem
marked by these three characteristics, from a very young age.
10 Her parents had forced her, after church, to rest in bed as she seemed very weak.
11 November 10, 1866, manuscript.
paths, had to shower her with his delights? Because those who love much
give much.
This long ecstasy, or rather, as Philomena called it, this strange
lapse, could not go unnoticed by the population of Mora. Thirty years
later, Françoise Vendrell, first cousin of Philomena, interpreted for the
apostolic judges the admiration that was generated at that time.
“My mother – God bless her soul – went to visit Philomena during
the afternoon of her First Communion, during the 18 hours that her
ecstasy or lapse lasted and reported in minute detail this great
strangeness. I visited her also the next day, but found her back to normal
and full of joy as usual.”
Before her First Communion, Philomena was already saintly, taken
with the angelic beauty of the virtue of virgins; since her early childhood,
she had practised, in a baptismal instinct, if I may say, through a pressing
attraction, the virtues of the saints, virtues that she knew then only by
name. Then, as she matured, she also grew in wisdom and fervour; and
God, who loves to anticipate the pious desires of the soul that aspires to
perfection, filled it every day with greater understanding to increase its
merits.
Through this vision, the Queen of Virgins wanted to indicate that
she had chosen Philomena for her service. Already, as mentioned
previously, she had inspired her mother to dedicate her child to Her,
when she carried her in her womb. To complete this maternal dedication,
to support the desires of her Son, she inspired the child to ratify, by the
spontaneous gift of herself, in perpetual virginity, the donation that had
preceded her birth.
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CHAPTER III
when God, to attract her more and more to him and to attach her more
closely to his love, wanted to test her in the crucible of tribulation. Her
parents had to learn that they had practically lost all rights on their
daughter, since they had dedicated her before her birth; that her life no
longer belonged to them since, hereafter, their child would only live
through a prolonged miracle; in a nutshell, these very Christian parents
had to accept, in humble and grateful submission, the divine dispositions
for their beloved child. In this case, for the child and her parents, the
agent of God was cholera that was then wreaking havoc in all of Spain,
but more so in the small town of Mora. Philomena was attacked by this
scourge: the violence and the force of the sickness were so severe that,
very quickly, after incredible pain and horrible convulsions, the child was
near death. Josefa, sustaining her with the solicitude and tenderness only
the heart of a mother can hold, seeing her disfigured face, her sunken
and lifeless eyes, her deadly pale cheeks, her dry and pallid lips, her stiff
and motionless limbs, thought that she had died and covered her with a
shroud, hoping to see her again only in the eternal life.
Kneeling, or rather, collapsing beside the virginal body of her
daughter, the poor mother was reviewing in a kind of painful semi-
unconscious dream the details of a young life cut short. She remembered
vividly the mysterious impulse that had driven her to dedicate to God,
even before birth, this blessed child. Then, she had the same impulse, the
same compelling force urging her to resort to the intercession of
St. Philomena: “She was named after you, O great Saint,” cried the mother
in a thrust of sublime faith, “she belonged totally to God: bring her back
to life, give me back my child!” O miracle of love and faith! With this cry,
the young Philomena opened her eyes as if waking from a deep sleep and
embraced her happy mother. That same evening, the young convalescent
was able, unassisted, to walk to the window to venerate the statue of St.
Roch which was being carried in procession through the streets of the
city.
When her mother told her shortly after how she was cured so
instantaneously, almost as a resurrection, Philomena received a revelation
that established more clearly the ultimate goal of her life, this life that
had been miraculously given back to her: for God, entirely for him and for
him alone! The virgin of Avila used to say: “I am dying of not being able
to die.” The virgin of Mora also said, deep in her heart: “I will live without
dying and I will die by living a life of love, atonement and suffering.” From
that moment, her union with God became more alive and pressing, her
fervour more active, and more intense her wish to do good, to glorify the
divine Master. She would have liked to hold in her hands all the hearts of
mankind to carry them immediately to the Heart of Jesus who wants them
to be ignited by his celestial flames; and the divine Heart, in turn, would
reward her seraphic desires by ever more gentle comfort and radiant
light.
The time was close though when the Master would offer, to her
desire for love, no longer the sweetness of the ineffable union, but the
chalice of sorrow. For privileged souls, tender joys are usually, in the
inner life, but a quick break, a simple pause to prepare them for new and
harsher sufferings. This type of divine work in these souls, as
Philomena’s confessor explained to her, instead of being a sign of
displeasure or abandonment is instead an admirable testimony of its
persistent and fruitful favour.
The feeling of affection tries to create a balance or establishes this
equilibrium between those that it unites. God himself, in his infinite
kindness, wanted to subject himself to this law: he made himself our
equal, he lowered himself down to us to raise us up to him; hence, in
privileged souls, this desire to elevate oneself to the divine Model by
imitating his sufferings. He suffered for me, so I must suffer for him. This
is the logic of the heart of humans and the heart of God, a logic that ends
in eternal joy in and for God.
This wish to suffer, however deliberate and deep in the heart of
Philomena, initially expressed itself more passively than otherwise. These
outward signs leave us at first glance somewhat perplexed. Often,
Philomena stayed in bed in winter without any protection against the
cold; many times, she was found in a simple nightgown, sleeping on the
floor of her room. Seeing this, Josefa severely scolded her daughter who
was putting her already delicate health at risk and she forbade these
austerities that she called whims and disobedience.
To put an end to all these excuses, the mother ordered her to go to
bed as soon as she came to her room, without meditation, without extra
prayers, since the family said their evening prayers together. Philomena
did not hesitate one second to obey her mother’s orders; however, she
was still found quite often shivering in a half-sleep on the floor near her
bed.
Faced with her mother’s legitimate12 anger and criticisms, the poor
child insisted that she went to bed at the set time and conditions, but
could not explain how she found herself on the floor; this excuse did
nothing to reassure Josefa or reduce her vigilance. She understood less
and less how her child, so obedient and truthful, was resisting the most
just and explicit orders. Philomena meanwhile suffered a thousand
deaths in seeing the pain she caused her mother. In addition, she was
blaming herself for these austerities that, performed in disobedience, as
her mother assured her, were not for God but for the devil.
This ordeal ended only to be replaced by another type of suffering.
The divine Worker wanted to embellish his work by an activity that was
proportionate to his predilections, to Philomena’s generosity and to the
favours he had showered over her.
A complete gastric atony, of unknown origin or character, caused
her, in a very short period, not to be able to ingest any food at all. If,
pressured by her mother, she tried to eat more substantial food, her
stomach would contract immediately and she felt violently nauseated;
then her whole body would start shaking nervously until, several hours
later, she would be left aching and exhausted.
Trying to be obedient, she followed exactly the prescribed
treatment that seemed best adapted to her condition; but all this
medicine, all this care would prompt more acute pain and made her feel
12The first biographer of the servant of God seems to reproach Josefa for her strictness
toward Philomena. And yet one has to recognize that Josefa, despite her piety, had to
watch over the health of her child and not to verify that God’s secret intentions were
imposing this or that type of mortification on Philomena. The truth is that God, while
wanting these austerities, was blessing both the vigilance of the mother and the
obedience, however inefficient, of the child.
worse. Such was the visible result. As regards the invisible and
supernatural result, God only knows the heroic acts of gentle and
resigned patience of his generous servant. Not a single complaint; not an
aggravated or discouraged word; though contracted with pain, her face
kept a smiling expression that showed the peace of her soul.
To the physical pain soon were to be added moral afflictions of
such severity that they should have broken the dear patient, because they
affected her in her filial love.
With the worried concern and exhaustion that too often
accompanies maternal dedication, Josefa was constantly on alert to force
Philomena to follow her treatment meticulously: potions ordered by the
doctors; empirical recipes indicated by the women of Mora, each of
whom, for this illness, had half a dozen infallible cures; the poor patient
had to put up with everything. With each new trial, Philomena’s stomach
pains became more violent and her disgust sometimes insurmountable.
Her mother, discouraged by this failure, started to listen to the
insinuations of the neighbours who could not accept the ineffectiveness
of their marvellous remedies: the child was not sick or, rather, her illness
was imaginary; her repugnance, a lack of obedience; her nausea, an act
or a whim. From then on, her mother insisted more vigorously; then came
harsh reprimands and, finally, unceasing remonstrations that broke the
poor child’s heart. Philomena wrote: “My mother told me that my
disobedience was shortening her days, that I was the cause of constant
affliction and that everything came from my foolish imagination; as soon
as I had taken one medicine, she would come and give me another.”13
One day, Philomena was putting on her mantilla to go to church.
Her mother, probably seeing this as being very imprudent, came to her
and slapped her in the face. The saintly child, confronted by this
CHAPTER IV
THE VOCATION
Less evident but not less efficient relief was going to be necessary
for Philomena to sustain her in her new struggles and to prepare the
earthly consummation of her eternal gift by taking holy orders.
Philomena was 16. For a long time, she had conveyed, in a timid
and hesitating way, the desire of her heart for cloistered life. Invariably,
Josefa answered that her health was too frail to even attempt religious
life. “Communities don’t need a group of disabled people and even less,”
she sometimes would add in a sudden change of mood, “stubborn and
hotheaded young girls.” One day, after Philomena was more insistent, her
mother answered abruptly, either because of her own conviction or as a
test, that she did not believe in her vocation. “All your penance, your
austerities, your whimsical illnesses, I see them not as the adorable will
of God, to whom I want to abide by entirely, but as signs of your hot
head, and my duty is to calm all this turmoil.” Josefa, as we have already
noted, was a wilful woman and a wholehearted Christian, mulier fortis, in
both meanings of the word. So, without hesitation, she started to fight,
probably with well-intentioned energy, which was quite painful for her
daughter, against any idea of religious life. She immediately drew a line
of conduct to which the pious child submitted without asking questions,
without the least complaint: she was to stop any contact with a pious
lady, D. Maria Calanda y Serres, with whom, from time to time, she had
discussions on spiritual subjects; she could go to church only on Sundays
and Holy Days, as any good Christian; she was to stop thinking about
these visits and stop her long prayers on ordinary days. “And since you
are so strong,” added Josefa, “you must be strong enough to take care of
the house.” The maid was let go and Philomena had to undertake the
most tiring chores of domestic life.
The following deposition by D. Maria Esplugar y Payal, childhood
friend and classmate of Philomena, clearly refers to Josefa’s behaviour:
“Philomena’s admirable obedience to her mother is absolutely
unquestionable; to her mother who treated her harshly, she never
disobeyed. What’s more, on a simple gesture of her mother, she would
quickly leave her friends and go home.
In school, she was very obedient to her teacher who happened to
be my aunt, Thérèse Serra-Rosello, now deceased. And I remember very
well that my aunt always used Philomena as a model. She used to say:
‘You should all be like Philomena.’ As far as Josefa is concerned, I am
certain that she subjected her daughter to many trials and it’s to this end
that she fired the maid and replaced her with Philomena.” Still, the
witness implies that her friend’s mother acted this way not because of
pettiness or wickedness, but uniquely to be sure of her daughter’s
vocation. Among the pious friends or acquaintances that Philomena, on
her mother’s order, had to forego completely, we cannot ignore the
Pastor of Pla’s servant, Françoise Miralles. This good person surely had all
the qualities but also some of the faults of her kind; for example, she was
very curious and inquisitive. She knew that Philomena wanted with all her
heart to be a nun; but she also knew that her mother opposed this wish,
because of the whimsical mortifications, she used to say, of her child. We
presume that Françoise encouraged the saintly child, but she would have
liked for Philomena to confide more completely in her, especially in
relation to the austerities that her mother forbade. However, Philomena,
despite her smiling and jovial attitude, seemed not to want to submit her
pious practices to the control of her old friend. This discretion caused her
friend to be even more curious. By some indications, she thought that
Philomena wore a hair shirt. She wanted to ascertain this hunch through a
thousand little tricks, but could never prove it. One day, no longer able to
contain herself, she asked her young friend directly: “But, Philomena, you
are wearing a hair shirt!” – “A hair shirt, me!” answered right away the
valiant young girl, “a hair shirt, me, but don’t you know that I can’t even
stand the sting of a bug?” Poor Françoise was completely taken aback by
this answer of which she was unable to grasp the humble cleverness.
With Josefa, however, elusive answers would not succeed. The
orders were categorical; her daughter had no choice but to obey.
From then on, no more spiritual books, no prayers in her room, no
or almost no visits to the Holy Sacrament; Philomena hardly had enough
time to complete her chores in the house and to receive communion from
time to time. Hence, her soul became slowly impoverished. Without being
less united to God, she no longer felt this union and did not have the
spiritual means to nourish it.
The devil, vanquished in other circumstances, decided to use this
painful situation to lead the valiant child away from religious life. His
suggestions directly attacked her vocation which he represented as a
dreamy imagination, a simple young girl’s pretence, wanting to stray
from the ordinary path, instead of aspiring to be a good mother, like so
many others who were as worthy as she was. Why, in any case, would God
call her to religious life? Such a perfect life requires souls who have more
moral fibre than hers; furthermore, her physical weakness did not allow
her to dream of such a mortified life. After the first moment of fervour,
she became disgusted and anxious. There was no doubt that the eternal
salvation of her soul was in great danger if she continued to be obstinate
about adopting a lifestyle that was not meant for her.
To these treacheries of the devil, the good Master opposed, in the
soul of his servant, only a persistent attraction, but less and less
perceptible. Philomena was going to have to buy, somewhat, the grace of
this religious life before obtaining it. This intimate battle was exhausting
for her; these renewed sufferings of which God and her mother were the
agents broke her heart and her strength; she succumbed. Her will
remained on the right path and without failing, but she lost her physical
strength. She had to force herself to work, and had to continuously renew
this effort. Her face lost its fresh colours and it soon became clear that
her health was much affected.
Usually, mothers guess the sufferings of their children through a
mysterious instinct of the heart. Josefa, however, did not notice that her
child’s health was declining. At the very least, she did not seem to
understand and imputed this weakness to new whims. She used to say
that Philomena deliberately got tired because she incessantly thought of
religious life in order to be delivered from her mother and her domestic
chores.
If the poor child could at least have been consoled by her spiritual
Father! But he, a man of science and zeal, knowing that Philomena was
called to greater perfection, was not in the least preoccupied with
consoling her, being more interested in keeping her humble. In this
situation, his timid and discreet spiritual daughter hardly dared to let him
see the agony that was consuming her.
The situation was thus inextricable; God had to intervene. As usual,
his intervention defied all previsions. Philomena, wanting to invoke God’s
mercy, asked her mother one day if she could fast three times a week. To
the great surprise of her daughter, Josefa agreed without hesitation. The
submission of the child and the acquiescence of the mother were
immediately rewarded. During the first week of fasting, Philomena’s
health improved a lot; her sad face became alive and her strength
returned. Josefa relieved her in part of her domestic chores, thus giving
her more freedom to do her prayers that she no longer criticized and that
she often shared. More than once, one would catch her looking tenderly
at her blessed child that she had tortured unwittingly or at least without
ceasing to love her. Philomena sensed, through the peace in her soul,
that her three-year ordeal was ending; when she was absorbed in prayer,
she would sometimes have a glimpse of the monastery, not yet chosen,
that would be her place of rest, and she waited for God’s hour. The time
and place would be marked by a circumstance that then appeared
insignificant.
D. Dominique Folch, Pastor of Pla de Cabra, a parish in the vicinity
of Valls, visited one day the Superior of the Discalced Religious Sisters of
the Order of Minims. The community had just lost a chorister, and the
Prior, while informing the Pastor of Pla of this loss, asked him if he
wouldn’t happen to know of a young woman called to religious life, gifted
somewhat musically and having learned the basics of singing. It so
happened that at that time (1859) and for many years, Philomena had
lived in the little town of Pla where her father had been transferred to
pursue his artwork. And it so happened that her spiritual director was
precisely this Pastor of Pla who knew that Philomena’s father, who was as
good a musician as an excellent sculptor, had given his daughter lessons
in music and singing.
Through his faith, he saw this coincidence as a providential
indication. He went immediately to speak to the Ferrer couple about the
vocation of their daughter and offered to present Philomena himself as a
sister chorister at the Valls monastery.
Felix Ferrer, all absorbed in his sculpture work and aware of the
precious qualities of his wife, used to rely on her entirely for family
affairs. However, faced with this proposal, the heart of the father – and
this father loved his eldest daughter very much! – blocked for a moment
his Christian feelings. Josefa, on her part, meditative and moved, was
silent. The pastor was speaking with conviction because he was sure of
Philomena’s vocation. His plea finally obtained a half-consent: her father
agreed to one visit to the Valls monastery, thinking that when the nuns
would learn of the frail health of the postulant, they would refuse to
accept her.
Quite the contrary happened. The Superior, during this first
interview, felt very drawn to the young girl, less because of her musical
knowledge, but more because of the mysterious imprint that God’s work
leaves in a soul, an imprint that is easier to be felt than expressed. “You
will be our sister,” she said simply to Philomena. The saintly child
answered only with a look that was as deep as the heavens and as tender
as a morning ray.
The preparations for her definitive entry into the monastery were
quickly despatched, mainly by Josefa who, broken-hearted but happy of
this sacrifice said no with her motherly tears and yes with her Christian
faith. She decided to accompany Philomena herself to Valls. Mother and
daughter spoke little: intense emotions are silent. At the threshold of the
monastery, Josefa took the hands of her child, and looking at her with
infinite tenderness, as if to transfer her soul into her daughter, reminded
her of her anticipated consecration to the Virgin Mary: “My daughter,
enter into this cloister to consecrate yourself to God and to fulfill the
promise I made to the Virgin Mary before your birth.” To the nuns who
came to greet their new sister, Josefa, tearless but with poignant
emotion, announced with saintly pride: “I’m giving you my daughter; she
is as pure as on the day of her baptism. My daughter! Oh, my daughter!”
And after this abrupt farewell, the monastery’s doors closed on
Philomena who would never come out again.
Philomena was received with great rejoicing. All the nuns had a
feeling that this postulant would be a blessing for the monastery. But the
most vivid joy was Philomena’s: joy of the soul who finally could breathe;
joy of the heart that blossoms, of a life that can establish itself in peace;
joy of the exile who, not yet in his homeland, can already see it from afar
and hear its echoes. St. Madeleine of Pazzi, in her happiness of belonging
to God, of living in his house, walked through her Florence cloister as if
beside herself, exclaiming: “Oh! My walls, my beloved walls!” and kissing
them!
Learned people who do not hold a real doctrine, heartless
sentimentalists, laugh at this stupid enthusiasm of the Florentine
patrician. Well, yes: we, sons and daughters of the cloister, we love our
walls, our long corridors in half-shade, our whitewashed cells; we love
our old-fashioned traditions and old words, those dear words that
preserve them and keep them alive. How do these words and objects, and
the feeling of affection we have for them, how does all this disturb your
own customs, those customs that we only criticize if they are
reprehensible? How does all this hamper the happiness that you search
for and that you choose according to your taste and style?
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CHAPTER IX
EXTRAORDINARY GRACES
AND
DIABOLICAL ASSAULTS
Love calls love. Of the valiant heart that gives itself inordinately, the
divine Master still asks more. It seems like He develops progressively the
strength to love in these generous souls so that they exhaust themselves
in loving and, in this very exhaustion, find a more complete and deeper
capacity to love more and better. It is thus the sweet torment which
brought St. Teresa to exclaim, in sublime powerlessness: “I am dying of
not being able to die.” Indeed, for souls that are wounded by love, the
divine tenderness or the ineffable comforts that give them a taste of
heaven probably are, through this mystical martyrdom, an intermittence
and a reward, but they are more so an enticement to make new sacrifices.
The Venerable Philomena experienced this tenderness and this
torture. Following each act of heroic love and each tenderness from the
divine Master, she suffered more harshly from this thirst for love, always
quenched and always unfulfilled.
During Lent in 1863, on a day when Fr. Dalmau’s confessional was
besieged by penitents, Philomena, who was praying in the community
chancel, saw in her mind a man who, through a bad confession, was
clinching even more the bonds of his soul. She says:
I cannot describe all the pain that I felt. It seemed like I was shouting at the
throne of divine Mercy, beseeching God to give me the grace to set this man free
from the yoke of the devil, by confessing the sin that enslaved his soul. I
obtained this grace; the penitent finally admitted the sin that he wanted to hide
and I saw the devil forced to leave this soul that he no longer owned. However,
he turned his infernal rage toward me. He came to me, turning around me to
scare me with his threats and his foul presence; however, I did not fear his
powerless anger.
This work of mercy was very pleasant to the Heart of Jesus and his
Most Holy Mother as the favour that was bestowed upon her immediately
after proved it. I wanted to relate it here, added her confessor, to
encourage those who will read it to work with fervour for the conversion
of sinners and for the consolation of those who, because of their priestly
character, fulfill this sacred and difficult ministry:
At the same time as the devil prowled around me, I felt very softly touched on
the right shoulder and there was, when I turned around, a very beautiful angel
who invited me to follow him into a small chancel close to that of the community.
It seemed to me that I obeyed him, of my own volition or not, not being the
master of my interior faculties. Upon entering this small room, I saw Jesus and
Mary; they spoke tender words to me and invited me to rest in their gentle
presence, to make up for the very small fatigue I had felt when I prayed for the
soul mentioned above, and for the assault and threats of the devil. I was
completely shocked and unsure of what I should do, when it seemed that the
Mother and her Son made me taste some exquisite food and drink, a celestial
and divine liqueur. The taste of this food gave me henceforth an aversion to
earthly foods, while giving my soul an indelible sweetness.
15This plea is reminiscent of the sublime word of St. Paul who wished to be anathema
for his brothers.
the devotion to Mary, from the Pyrenees to the Apennines, from the Baltic
Sea to the Australian Ocean, finds praise and expresses itself in devotions
that were unknown to our fathers. Finally, our august Pontiff, the
magnanimous and pious Leo XIII, vicar of Jesus Christ, the one whose lips
conserve and spread precious words to the souls, does not cease to
proclaim the grandeur of the Immaculate Virgin of the Rosary, of
St. Joseph, her chaste spouse, and of St. Michael the Archangel.
Custos, quid de nocte? Where are we at? What do you see, Guard,
during the night?
I see the more intensive reach of the Heart that so loved mankind.
I see the white halo of the One who is pleading for mercy.
I see the gentle smile of the Protector of the Universal Church.
I see the blazing sword that the Archangel Michael, on a signal of
God, takes in his hand.
O Venerable Philomena, what you had foreseen in the silence and
the obscurity of your cloister, will we be given the chance to see it?
[Various excerpts from Chapter XII, Writings of the Venerable
Philomena, Section V, from page 182 onwards in the book]
V
The Sacred Heart of Jesus – The starred triangle –
The Holy Church
J.M.J.
16In May 1864, Sister Philomena had learned by revelation the still secret goal and
hesitations of her confessor who wished to go for a retreat at the Montserrat Sanctuary.
She encouraged him in this project and predicted – rightly so - that the Holy Virgin
would protect him from a double mortal danger during this trip.
Written on November 29, 1866. – REVELATION ON THE TROUBLES OF
PIUS IX AND ON THE PERILS TO THE CHURCH – OUR LORD ASKS PHILOMENA
TO MAKE NEW SACRIFICES FOR THE CHURCH – SHE MUST TASTE “THE CUP”
OF PASSION
J.M.J.
J.M.J.
My Reverend Father,
May the most loving Heart of Jesus never cease to pour out his
divine favours with boundless abundance, and, to you, my Father, may he
give you the health necessary for the prosperity and growth of our holy
religion: graces that you will obtain, without any doubt, from this Heart
so full of goodness and mercy.
So, my Father, I wanted to give you the account that you had
asked of me, and after having implored from God the graces and insights
necessary for this purpose, I will first explain what happened to me about
a month and a half ago. I beg your forgiveness right from the start for the
1 On this date, Sister Philomena was in extreme desolation of spirit and felt an
insurmountable reluctance to write. The confessor had to resort to a formal precept to
have this account in writing, one of the most important among the writings of the
Venerable.
unnecessary words that I will probably use to explain, as well as my
clumsiness. And you, my God, Supreme Being and uncreated Wisdom,
please pour out your divine light on the vilest of all your creatures, so
that I do not stray one iota from the pure truth, in all that I intend to write
here, for the greatest glory of your Most Holy Name. I humbly ask you not
to look at the insufficient explanation that I am undertaking, but rather at
the purity of my intentions. I will begin with the invocation of the names
of Jesus, Mary and St. Michael.
It was thus, as I have just said, my Father, that about a month and
a half ago, without any precedent in matters of this nature, I suddenly
felt, and in a manner that only God knows, somehow called by the very
glorious St. Michael the Archangel. He said the following to me: “Make
known to mankind the great power that I have with the Almighty; tell
them to ask me anything they want; tell them that my power in favour of
those who have devotion to me is unlimited.” And, at the same time, he
added this formal order: “Make known my spiritual greatness”; and I
understood well, my Father, that he was not asking me this for his own
glory, but only for the glory of God for whom he is so zealous.
And I, in my astonishment, replied: “Yes, Archangel and Prince of
the Most High, I shall manifest your greatness, and, if you obtain for me
the grace that I am going to ask of you, I will, with the blessing of my
superiors, spread your devotion everywhere, and I will write a novena in
your honour.” I was thinking then about the horrible calamities which
threatened at this moment the capital of Christendom, and even the
whole of Christendom if, unfortunately, its supreme Leader, the Sovereign
Pontiff Pius IX, was forced to leave the Papal See. My request was as
follows: “I beg you, very noble Archangel, since you can do so much and
desire so much to work for the glory of the Lord and for the exaltation of
his Holy Church, do not allow in any way our supreme Pastor, the
Supreme Pontiff, to have to leave Rome. Go yourself, accompanied by the
Immaculate Virgin Mary, go and defend him from the infernal fire which
threatens him; confuse Satan and his ungodly followers, who would like
to see the Holy Church cut down and buried with all its ministers. Great
Archangel, please see that our Holy Mother soon triumphs, and confound
her rebellious sons together with the demons who inspire them.”
Having finished my request, I was amazed at two things: the first
was to see such a powerful prince humiliate himself and thus lower
himself to come to me, and the other was my presumption for having
promised him to make known his greatness. It seemed to me beyond all
possibility: what knowledge would I use to accomplish this? Until then, I
had neither learned nor studied anything on such a sublime subject; I
could not rely on any book either, since the Lord absolutely forbids me to
spend my time doing any reading, however good it may be. Nonetheless,
my Father, despite my temerity on this occasion, God forgave my
presumption, and I did obtain from his grace the means to accomplish
what I had promised.
From that moment until recently, I have heard many times the
following words: “I shall put two of the most precious jewels as
ornaments for my Heart for its perpetual glory; I shall crown my Heart’s
two impulses with them, as an eternal memorial of the goodness of this
Heart that has loved mankind so much. I want, through this new act of
tenderness, to show all the love I have for humans. I no longer know what
to do for mankind. What shall I do for people?” To which I replied: “Save
them, my God, since you shed your very precious blood for this purpose.”
I understood that these two jewels were Mary Immaculate and St. Michael
the Archangel, and I saw at the same time the happy fate of those who
would honour and glorify them. I also heard these words: “This New
Trinity must be blessed and glorified on earth as is the unity of the Three
Divine Persons in Heaven: blessed is the nation, blessed the country or
the monastery that will be inflamed with this devotion. Write all you know
about it.”
These last words left me filled with confusion, for I am the most
miserable and the most criminal of all creatures to whom God has given
life since the beginning of the world, and yet this is how God wants to
confuse me in this infinite mercy! As I wanted to account for all this with
clarity, he himself deigned to show me the means to do it, and to give me
the explanation of what this vision meant.
I will not speak in detail, my Father, of the struggles that the Most
Holy Heart of Jesus has sustained almost continuously since He came
forth from the sweet bosom of his Eternal Father, I mean pain and love;
but, by all that was revealed to me, I saw that love always triumphed over
pain. I would almost consider it a sin of pride to want to give long
explanations on this subject. What could you ignore about this, my
Father, you who for so many years have applied yourself to the study of
holy prayer and of sacred books, books which contain so many treasures
on the admirable works of our God? However, I must say this: that love
has triumphed, triumphs and will always triumph over pain because, from
now on, the very sweet Heart of Jesus will no longer receive any pain for
the reasons that I will relate below. I will now try to explain the manner in
which I learned what the very sweet Heart of the Eternal Word will do to
save mankind. It was more or less as follows: I seemed to see the Heart of
Jesus, exhausted with fatigue and sadness. He wandered about, as
though his Heart could not bear the weight of its graces and
superabundant favours. He was going everywhere, as if He wanted to find
a refuge somewhere; and, instead of resting, he found only bushes, the
sharp thorns of which wounded Him and caused His blood to flow. I will
point out here that I did not see any of this with my bodily eyes; on the
contrary, during all this time, I was very careful to keep them closed.
This Most Holy Heart went about so filled with affliction, and
close to dying of pain, when suddenly two stars of unspeakable beauty
and brilliance appeared. They approached the divine Heart at two
different places, which seemed to be the same as the ones wounded by
love and pain; and as soon as the two stars touched the Heart, it was
instantly relieved of the anguish that oppressed it: its sorrows were
changed into joy, its wounds into the most pleasant and sweet transport
of love. The two stars thus came to rest one on the right and the other on
the left of this Sacred Heart. In turn, this heart changed into a third star,
but without losing its natural form: all three remained thus triangulated,
forming the triangle which one gives as a sign of unity or equality of the
three divine Persons. I understood, however, that this supreme unity was
not represented by these three stars united together: the middle one
being the Heart of Jesus, the one to the right, Mary Immaculate, and the
one to the left, St. Michael the Archangel. The triangle that they formed
meant the unity of will which puts all three in perfect harmony, for the
good of mankind. Mary wills to ask, Jesus or His Most Holy Heart wills to
grant, and St. Michael wills to distribute generously what Mary has
obtained. As for the words, here are those which I noted: Mary on the
right and Saint Michael on the left, the star of the Heart of Jesus used
their rays like so many languages. On the right side near Mary, I saw,
several times repeated, these words: Fiat, Fiat; then from Mary to St.
Michael, these words: Go, go, go; and from St. Michael to the heart of
Jesus: Who is like God?2 But if I wanted to make known the immense
goodness which God uses toward us by bringing together in our favour
three such noble wills, I could only stammer, my tongue not being able to
2 This exclamation, repeated three times, may mean: see or go, go. If one had the
temerity of adding a personal interpretation to these sublime intuitions, we would
readily say that the meaning of the vision requires go and not see. The Immaculate
Virgin repeats the prayer of her maternal adoration, fiat, fiat, encouraging the Heart of
her Son to fulfill its desires for mercy; then, she tells St. Michael to go spread the
treasures of mercy and grace that she just obtained.
find words to express such a wonder. I will only say that the Most Holy
Heart of Jesus ardently wishes to fulfill the promise which it made
previously by these words: “I hold in reserve, in my Heart, immense
treasures for the end times, in order to restore the half-dead faith, for
the Christians of that period.”
We have almost already arrived, my Father, at this lamentable
state and, in order to prove to us the love with which it burns for us, this
Sacred Heart first wanted to be wounded on all sides: like so many sharp
thorns, like so many penetrating traits, the most enormous sins have
wounded this Heart to an inexpressible depth. No longer able to bear the
love that fills him, wanting at all costs our eternal happiness for which he
was already made man, and burning to spread with more abundance the
rivers of grace that he keeps locked up in his Heart, already the
numerous openings of all his wounds are no longer enough for him
anymore. So, not knowing what else to do, his infinite love arranged for
these two diamonds, of the most attractive beauty, to pour out
abundantly for us the treasures contained in this ocean of love. O! My
God! You were right to cry out that you did not know what else to do!
What then, Lord my God, is this Trinity, deified by yourself, to whom you
now ask us to render homage and worship? Ah! Yes, you wanted to let me
know yourself the dignity and the greatness of these three brilliant stars
that form the marvellous triangle. The middle one is the Sacred Heart of
the Eternal Word, the Heart which, from all eternity, has been enclosed in
your very pure bosom. But what is the star on the right side? Ah! my God!
What shall I say of what I feel at the sight of this second star, named Mary
Immaculate! I will only say this: As the Eternal Word has been from all
eternity enclosed in your bosom, so was Mary, your immaculate Daughter
enclosed from all eternity in your thought. And as the bosom and the
spirit are so close together, of these two noble parts of yourself you
detached the two most precious pearls to give them to mankind, and
humans responded by rebelling against their Creator! If now, Reverend
Father, you ask me what is the dignity of the one represented by the third
star, since, if Jesus and Mary are the most loved by God, St. Michael, who
is given to them as a companion, must he not have a great resemblance
to the first two? I will respond as follows: The beauty of St. Michael has, in
fact, such a resemblance to that of God that, after the Eternal Word, there
is no other spirit in heaven that can be compared to him. And, as
between the bosom and the mind there is the face, this place belongs to
St. Michael, who is the very clear and very faithful image of the Eternal
being. As for his greatness, I will talk about it a little later.
In order to be able to better explain myself, my Father, on the
meaning of the impulses of the Heart of Jesus, I will assume that V. P. will
ask me questions and I will answer them to the best of my ability.
Question. – And why did Mary not have the side of the dilation, since she
is called in all truth the Source of our joy?
Answer. – Because, just as a heart oppressed with anguish needs some
object worthy of its love, where it can pour itself out, and once in
3 For the pernickety readers who would take offence that Sister Philomena did not use,
to describe the heart’s two impulses, the technical words of systole and diastole, we
would say that one is the language of mystical theology and the other that of
physiology.
possession of this object, the heart expands comfortably, so it was with
Jesus. From the moment of the union of the divinity with his Most Holy
Humanity, his Sacred Heart was oppressed with intense pain, as no one
ever suffered. This pain continued to increase because of our ever more
numerous and enormous sins, until finally, unable to endure so many
wounds and so much suffering, he called to his side the object most
worthy of his love, the Virgin Mary, making her absolute mistress of this
impulse of his Heart. This is how, henceforth, my Father, the Most Holy
Heart of Jesus will no longer suffer any pain. Mary Immaculate is
occupying this privileged place for ever.
Question. – What will now be the role of St. Michael in the dilation or
love?
Answer. – This very noble Archangel will be like a messenger to distribute
the innumerable graces that Mary will obtain from the Heart of Jesus. He
will take such a great pleasure in being able to thus obey his Queen, and
at the same time to console all of us who groan under such hard slavery
in this land of exile, that without exaggeration, we can, in all truth, call it
an unparalleled joy. Ah! My Jesus! what ineffable union I noticed between
these three objects worthy of all our attention, of all our love! We can
truly say that between Jesus, Mary and the Archangel Michael, there is
really only one same will, one same desire. Oh! a thousand times happy
are those devoted to them, devoted to the Most Holy Heart of Jesus, or to
his Immaculate Mother, or even to the seraphic Archangel St. Michael
because, according to what I was able to notice, the glory that one of
them will receive will be shared equally with the other two. I do not want,
Reverend Father, to expand further to explain in detail all the graces that,
in the short span of two years, the Heart of Jesus poured out on our Spain
and on many other places of Christendom. I will only say that the mercy
which awaits us today is incomparably more admirable, if we are zealous
in devotion to the Sacred Heart of Jesus, to Mary Immaculate, and to St.
Michael the Archangel. Oh! what immense happiness for our Holy Order
of Minims, to have as a protector the very one who stands without fear
near the throne of the Almighty God! Our Father St. Francis knew all his
powers, he who loved him so tenderly: let us imitate his devotion to
St. Michael, and we will certainly obtain his protection. It seems to me,
Reverend Father, that these few notes should suffice for the moment,
because I can no longer form a single letter, my hand is trembling so
much. The Lord is pleased to push me every day into the increasing
darkness, to the point where I even lose my breath. Blessed be the Lord
God of Israel who deigns to visit me.
I kiss your feet.
P.S. – In my opinion, Reverend Father, you would cause unspeakable joy
to the Sacred Heart of Jesus by seeking to establish a great and fraternal
union of prayers and exercises of piety, between the Carmelite nuns of
Valls and our holy community. Encourage them all to show themselves
full of zeal, and to lavish their love and homage to the very sweet Heart
of Jesus, to his Most Holy Mother, the Immaculate Virgin Mary, and to
St. Michael the Archangel. Assure them that this is the way to obtain in
abundance the blessings of heaven on us, on this country and on the
whole world.
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CHAPTER XIII
Regarding the external effects of this communion, we all noticed that her face
soon returned to its natural colour. After the ritual prayers, I asked her: ‘My
Sister, you are aware that because of the vow of poverty that you made on the
day of your religious profession, you personally own absolutely nothing, not even
your clothes. If you die, how then do you wish your body to be buried?’
Philomena then turned to her Superior and said: ‘Reverend Mother Superior, I,
Jesus Christ’s little pauper, I beg your kindness and as last alms to give me a
habit to bury my body.’ Mother Superior smiled through her tears and the
community withdrew.
Then, as if all her life were concentrated in her union with the Holy
Eucharist, Philomena became absorbed in such complete contemplation
that she seemed unconscious. The Sister Nurse, after two hours,
concerned at not having seen any movement, not the smallest sigh, came
close to her to verify if she was still breathing. No breath. The soul was
surely still in this virginal body, but the life of the soul was no longer in
it: Vivo autem iam non ego, vivit vero in me Christus.
Warned by the nurse, the Superior ran to Philomena and, to ensure
that she was indeed dead, took her hand and said: “My Sister, how are
you?”
With this question from the legitimate authority, the contemplation
ceased immediately. Philomena answered with a clear and distinct voice:
“I can no longer live without the company of my very sweet Mother. I
would like to die, to be united in heaven with the uncreated Wisdom that
my soul searches for, that my soul desires with such fervour! Oh! How I
suffer and how I like to suffer!” The Superior answered that she would
pray to our Lord to reduce this pain. Philomena answered quickly: “Oh!
No, not that, my Mother; not that, only his saintly and adorable will.”
The Eucharistic bread had given her some strength, in addition to
her voice. The next day, the one who was at death’s door the previous
day felt strong enough to receive Holy Communion with the community
in the chancel. She returned every day until May 5. On that day, a new
wound of love, as sudden and profound as the first, quickly brought back
to Philomena’s cell her confessor, the Superior and the doctor. A believer,
this doctor thought that according to science, this was the end. He
ordered the Last Rites to be administered again immediately.
The confessor, who believed otherwise, relied less on his priestly
intuitions than on the medical opinion, and gave his penitent the
Viaticum and Extreme Unction, applying in addition the indulgences of
the Order of Minims. When the dying woman was revived again, she said
to her confessor, who was praying beside her bed: “My Father, if I receive
a third wound, I will not be able to resist any longer. God wounds my
soul, at its deepest level, with his darts of love: my heart is burning, it
explodes. – “But, my child, could you not resist these blows or at least
reduce their intensity?” – “I absolutely cannot. I tried many times to resist
and, with each effort not to abandon my heart, the pain was more
intense, deeper.”
The third blow would come, but the gentle victim had to wait
longer or, to be clearer, had to buy it through new preparatory sufferings.
The month of May went by with no particular incidents. At the
beginning of June, the month that is dedicated to the Sacred Heart,
Philomena asked her divine Spouse for the conversion and final salvation
of a few determined sinners, offering to the divine justice her sufferings
and her own life in exchange. The divine Master did not accept this
request. Philomena insisted and her desire for immolation met another
refusal. Finally, after the third time and with persevering calls to his
merciful Heart, the divine Master accepted the exchange that his faithful
spouse was offering him; she would suffer all the tortures that He wanted
for a few more weeks and the sinners would be saved. While
understanding that these final blows would be terrible, Philomena
accepted them with great joy. She said to her Mother Superior: “My
Mother, I know now that I will die soon: He accepted the sacrifice of my
life.”
Could she really call life this inexplicable human existence where
the physical and moral agony would cease only to be replaced with new
sufferings?
In his deposition, Dr. François de Sojo said:
I had to visit her often and I was disconcerted by the strangeness of her illnesses,
as well as by the anomaly of her state. One day, she was exhausted, finished,
dying, and the next day, she went to the chancery and participated in the most
tiring duties. As a doctor, I was supposed to consider only her physical
symptoms, but I must say this: I am convinced that these symptoms that I
qualified as organic lesions of the heart were the consequence of the state of her
soul.
The doctor could find even fewer remedies in the codex for these
celestial sufferings wanted by God himself who caused them in the
physical and moral being of his sacrificed Servant. Faced with the
mirabiliter me cruciaris of divine predilections, science must step back or
at least not go beyond the simple observation of physical effects whose
cause is God’s secret.
On June 24, Philomena asked, with a certain degree of insistence,
that she be brought to the monastery’s terrace. She wanted to see,
through the slatted blinds, the solemn procession leaving St. John parish
to pass through the city of Valls. Her wish was granted. She joyfully
followed the pious meandering crowd acclaiming Jesus’ precursor. She
even accepted, on the terrace, a few little sweets that Sister Nurse had
zealously prepared. Immediately, she started feeling violent stomach
pain, reminding her that she had to remain, in this as with everything
else, the crucified spouse. She was brought back to her bed and she
asked for her confessor. After speaking with the Venerable, he called for
Mother Superior. Philomena asked her permission not to eat the better-
prepared foods that she was served, but to return to her regular
abstinence. That evening and in the following days, she would eat only
raw onions and pieces of bread. When she was able to leave her cell in
the infirmary, Philomena, according to her old habits, would replace this
light regimen for peelings from the vegetables prepared for the
community.
It was toward this same month of June that Sister Philomena had a
prophetic vision of the trials that would hit Spanish monasteries the
following year.
The two nurses who were on duty near Sister Philomena used to
join in with her in their regular prayers or respected the silence of her
meditation that would often lead to ecstasy, with its obvious signs.
During one of these long ecstasies, the face of the Venerable took a
sudden expression of horror. From some half-pronounced anguished
words, the nurses understood that she was pleading with the divine
Master, that she was conversing with him. Then, she let out a loud
scream of pain and collapsed while repeating these words: “Ah! Poor
cloisters! Poor cloisters!” Informed, the Superior rushed in and asked her
what was the meaning of this lament; but Philomena, still absorbed in her
prophetic vision, was repeating: “Ah! Poor convents, poor nuns!”
The Superior asked again, with a tone that was less commanding
and more emotional: “And what will happen to us, Sister Philomena?” – “If
my Sisters are chased out of this house, it won’t be for long.”
The following year, the revolutionaries, acting always in the name
of freedom, broke the cloister walls of the monasteries and violently
removed the consecrated virgins from their cells. The whirlwind reached
Valls. On October 1, 1869, the Minims sisters were chased out of their
convent; however, two days later, in circumstances that are unclear, they
were all allowed to return and to go back to their saintly observances.
At the beginning of July, the divine work was less painful.
Philomena no longer suffered from inexplicable anxieties about divine
abandonment and from diabolical assaults. She returned to the religious
exercises and even to the dietary regimen of the community. The
Superior, who had imposed this more substantial regimen, was hoping, if
not for a cure for her privileged daughter, at least for some improvement.
The result was completely the opposite. On July 15, Sister Philomena was
exhausted and, to prevent her dying from lack of nourishment, she was
authorized to return to vegetable peelings, raw onion or even complete
fasting.
At this point, her confessor, the saintly Fr. Narcisse, was assailed
with painful scruples:
Seeing her so exhausted, I thought that perhaps the permission I had given for
so many fasts, so many nights of prayer and so many austerities were the main
cause of her weakness and therefore of her premature death that would take her
from us. I blamed myself for my excessive acquiescence. Now Philomena, with
whom I had not shared my anxiety in the least, said one day, as if she could read
my soul like an open book: ‘Do not fear at all, my Father, you did what you had
to do. I, and I alone, am responsible not for the penances that I did, but for those
that I omitted or did not do well’.
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CHAPTER XIV
J.M.J.
“Reverend Prior,
Almost one year ago, I was placed, as a victim, on the altar of
sacrifice. The Lord did not want me to be sacrificed all at once, but rather
1 We are translating it from the Castilian text that was provided to us, as an authentic
copy, by the kindness of the Reverend Mother Emanuela, sister of the Venerable. – The
Italian translation, inserted in the Summary of the Proceedings (p. 271), despite the
word for word exactness, contains variables that we present in the following footnotes.
through slow ardour and other painful events that accompanied my
illness. The victim was consumed between wounds of love and pain. I see
myself, my Father, in such a state that the walls of this corporal prison
are, it seems to me, as rather weakened or crumbled, while my soul, poor
little one, is jubilant because, trusting in God’s mercy, it sees itself so
close to the end of its pilgrimage. This is what it aspires to, night and
day: to be able to enjoy God, my share and my eternal inheritance. Oh!
How sweet will that moment be, when my soul, finally freed from the
bonds of the body, will unite intimately with its Creator: union that I am
expecting and hoping to obtain, Reverend Prior, not because of any merit
of mine, since I am so full of faults and sins,2 but because I am also filled
with hope in the infinite mercy of God. Don’t forget me in your prayers
and ask the Immaculate Virgin, my very sweet Mother, to be my refuge at
the hour of my death.
Regarding the establishment [of a convent], one may ask what it
will become, if I die;3 I will answer that, on this subject, I am entirely at
peace, knowing that the Almighty will remain; my death may slow down
or stop the project, but it will not prevent that which is the will of God;4
for me, only death will make me forget it; but whether I feel any sadness
in not being able to see to its completion myself, I can tell you truthfully
that I feel none, my heart having never been open to desire such a thing
(i.e. no desire to participate herself in this project). I was asking God
rather to dispense me from it, although I did say that this was precisely
what I had promised God with such sadness and pangs of anguish. I
would like to make myself clearer, Reverend Prior, but it’s not possible, I
2 The Italian text adds “specialmente se affettuosi”: especially if they were sins of
affection, i.e. in this case, of will.
3 The Italian text seems to indicate here: “since it will happen after my death".
4The Italian translator writes: “O paralizzarla, ma non distrarla, essendo questa la
volonta di Dio”.
feel excessively oppressed and somewhat agonized; my trembling and
dying hands are making a great effort to trace these irregular lines. I
would wish, Reverend Prior, that you would be kind enough to inform Mr.
Josefa de Vallobar of my health, in case I cannot, to ask him to pray to
St. Joseph on my behalf, so that he assists me at the hour of my death.
Without anything further, please accept, Reverend Prior, all the
affection of this saintly community, in particular Reverend Mother
Corrector and your humble
Sr PHILOMENA DE SAINTE-COLOMBE,
Discalced Minims, with God’s mercy.”
The next days, until dawn on the 13th, the slow agony followed its
course, without bringing, at least visibly, more evident suffering.
Sometimes the dying woman seemed to rest peacefully and answered, or
rather whispered, a few words with a smile in answer to her nurses. Sister
Rose said, half light-heartedly, half compassionately, that she suffered in
her entire body, in each member, except her nose. “Well, good Rose of
the Lord, even the nose hurts, and considerably!”
On the morning of the 13th, after Holy Mass, her confessor returned
to her bedside around 6 a.m. and repeated the prayers to recommend her
soul to God. How beautiful and moving these prayers of the Holy Liturgy
must have been, said for a soul of which he knew the high virtues and
incomparable merits! How this good priest’s heart must have beaten as
he parted the heavens, as he called the angelic choirs, the august senate
of apostles, the triumphant army of radiant martyrs, the brilliant phalanx
of confessors adorned with lilies, the joyful choir of virgins to meet this
soul, and especially in telling her of the tender and festive welcome of
Jesus Christ: Milis atque festivus Christi Jesu tibi aspectus appareat!
At 7 a.m., without movement, without the least effort, an
imperceptible sigh told the confessor and the community that the
crucified Spouse had become the glorified Spouse. Sister Philomena had
lived on this earth for 27 years, 4 months and 10 days, and had been a
nun for 8 years.
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CHAPTER XV
In the last period of her life, the venerable Philomena had asked
Sister Rose to handle her burial herself. It was, in fact, this holy lay sister
who paid the last duties to the virginal remains of her friend.
The day after her death, a funeral was held in the church of the
Minims Sisters, with the help of all the clergy from the parishes and a
large number of priests, regular or secular, who wanted to say mass in
the convent’s church, probably less to manifest their approval of this
blessed soul, but more to pray for her protection.
Among the faithful, the father and the elder brother of Philomena
heard the praises and witnessed the testimony of veneration by all the
people from Valls and the environs of the Saint.
After the absolution, the nuns, following the tradition of the times,
placed the body in the community vault as is, without a coffin, and sealed
the vault, as was the custom after each burial.
Fourteen months later, in view of the incredible events,
exaggerated or exact, that attracted to this church a large number of
pious pilgrims, the community decided it was necessary to remove Sister
Philomena’s body from the common vault and place her in a white
wooden casket in a new vault or rather in a loculus, prepared for this
purpose in one of the lateral walls of a small room adjoining the lower
chancel.
The surprise of the nuns equalled their joy when, the bricks having
been removed, they saw again the body of their dear deceased Sister: her
features were the same, as was her complexion, the freshness of
Philomena when she was healthy; only one foot seemed dislocated. Her
habit, in contact with the humidity of the vault, was mouldy and falling
apart, which gave the nuns the idea of keeping the fragments as relics
and to quickly improvise a kind of rough habit before laying the body in
the new coffin.
During the events of February 1873, the Sisters, fearing that their
precious Philomena, because of the location of her body, would be
desecrated by the revolutionaries, decided to bring it back to the
common vault, but still in its casket. Six months later, with the veneration
spreading, and perhaps also out of the too human fear of the humidity in
the vault, there was another translocation.
The casket had been placed on two heavy pieces of wood. At the
first jolt, they fell apart, putrefied, but the casket, made of simple white
wooden boards, remained intact. When it was opened in the presence of
the whole community, the confessor and several other witnesses, the
body appeared intact, white, like that of a sleeping person. A young nun
rushed forward: it was Sister Emanuela of the Sacred Heart, sister of
Philomena. Out of sisterly affection and probably excited with witnessing
this miracle, she wanted to kiss the forehead that seemed to radiate, but
the Superior allowed her only, as the other nuns, to kiss with veneration
the white and flexible hand that was resting on her chest and to touch
the body with a few images and objects of devotion.
A new lead coffin had been prepared. The Sisters first wanted to
transfer the venerated body themselves from the wooden casket to the
leaden one, but the Superior and the witnesses, fearing their inexperience
and even more so their emotion, entrusted this translocation to the
convent’s carpenter and his helpers who had opened the coffin.
To avoid any jolt, these brave workers thought of placing the two
coffins beside each other and removing the side boards so that they
could slide the body smoothly. As they were bending to move the body,
one at the head, one in the middle and the third at the feet, at that very
moment, the body was in place in the leaden casket! No effort by the
workers, no visible movement by the body itself: a hand that was more
skilful than that of human beings had operated this translocation
instantly! After the cries of joy and veneration caused by this new miracle,
the coffin was sealed, enclosed in another new walnut casket fitted with
two locks, and placed for the second time in the loculus of the lower
chancel.5 It was going to be removed from there a short while later.
In September 1880, at the request of the Reverend Father Augustin
Donadio, Minims Friar, Postulator of the beatification cause, the
Archbishop of Tarragon, Mgr. Benoît Villamijana y Vila, judge of the
Proceedings, created a commission to continue officially with the legal
recognition of the body of the Servant of God. On November 30th, this
tribunal composed of doctors, notaries, appointed witnesses and ladies,
fulfilled its mandate, under the chairmanship of the Archbishop himself
and in the presence of the whole community. After verifying the identity
of the body, 6 the Tribunal dismissed all the non-juridical witnesses and
5According to the deposition of the worker who sealed the casket to the judges of the
Apostolic Proceedings, this miraculous repositioning of the saintly body took place on
March 5, 1878; however, the Postulator of the cause, in his translation of Fr. Dalmau’s
work, wrote that it took place on March 5, 1879.
6For this finding, the Tribunal had, in addition to numerous proofs in law and in fact, a
peremptory demonstration: Sister Emanuela who, beside the open coffin, was the living
image of her deceased sister.
proceeded to verify its state of conservation. The doctors’ report states
the following:
Generally, at first glance, this body was one of a Minims Sister, dead not for
years, but for a few months. The face had a white complexion, a bit ashen, and
resistant to the touch; the skin stayed attached to the bones; the forehead was
smooth, with a few little wounds that seemed to be of recent date on the frontal
bone. Her eyes were closed and a bit sunken; the eyelashes were in a natural
state; the nose was well preserved, except the left nostril that was slightly
depressed; through her parted lips, her teeth were visible, the lips perfectly
natural, as was the remainder of the face.
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