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First Lady Suite - Audition Monologue
First Lady Suite - Audition Monologue
First Lady Suite - Audition Monologue
Lily There's a game that children play when they mean to be especially cruel, and it
goes like this: if you step on the crack, you will break your mother's back.
Sloanie, my father, taught me this game when I was five years old. We're on our way
to Lenox Hill hospital. It's visit the sick mommy day. Of course, she's not … really
sick. She's someplace between pretending and death. But how could I have known
that at the time? It's early April and I am dressed in navy blue. A Sunday. My daddy's
got these … huge hands. Like bear paws. And he takes my miniature Lily-hands in
his paws, and we begin to run. I can't keep up with him. For each step he takes, I
take four or five. I'm terrified of messing my new blue suit. I can't breathe any more
and I think I surely will die. Just as I think I might fall to the sidewalk, daddy
squeezes my hand even tighter and he begins to sing: if you step on the crack, you
will break your mother's back.
This father of mine will not allow me to hold him. No contact is Lily permitted. 'Baby
girl,' he says, 'my only girl, it's a game.'