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v¥nghJ« brhštij¤jh‹ ï¥nghJ« brhš»nw‹.. eh‹


vijí« rhâ¤J ÉlÉšiy.. x›bthU ehË‹ x›bthU
k¤JËÆY« xU rf vG¤jhs® câ¤J¡ bfh©nl
ïU¡»wh®.. v‹dhšjh‹ ïJ Koí« v‹W ïšiy.. vtuhY«
ïJ Koí«.. v‹ bjhl® X£l¤âš v‹ thrf, thr»fns v‹id
K‹ÅW¤âdh®fŸ.. mij¤ jÉ®¤j v‹ âwikba‹W vJî«
ïšiy..
ïªj thrf® foj¤âš eh‹ g»®ªJ bfhŸs ÉU«òtJ
ehštÇ‹ kiwî F¿¤j vdJ m⮢áia..
âobu‹W eh‹ brÉíw ne®ªjâdhš fy§»¥ nghnd‹..
mt®fŸ kiwa nt©oat®fns mšy.. ï‹D« gyfhy« ïUªJ
rhâ¡f nt©oat®fŸ..
‘ãuòuh«..!’
vdJ rnfhjÇ ‘ÉÍ ãuò’ v‹w É#auh ãuòuhÄ‹
fzt®.. vdJ cl‹ ãwth¢ rnfhj®.. ïtU¡F« vd¡F« gy
Éj§fËš x‰WikfŸ ïUªjhY« KjY« bgÇJkhd kfh
x‰Wik, EÅ _¡»š mk®ªJ bfhŸS« nfhg«..!
ãuòî« ehD« nfhg¤âš xUtU¡bfhUt® ris¤jt®fŸ
mšy.. mªj eŸËuÉš vid vG¥ãa bršnghÅš..
“m¡fh.. c‹Dl‹ r©il nghl c‹ bfhGªj‹
ïšiy¡fh.. v‹id É£L£L¥ nghÆ£lh®.. ï¥g Ú th¡fh..
c‹Dl‹ r©il nghl mt® ïU¡f kh£lh®..” v‹W v‹ ÉÍ
fj¿ mGjhns..
mªj behoÆš v‹ milahskhf ïUªj nfhg¤ij eh‹
monahL btW¤nj‹.. beŠir¥ ãÊí« ntjidÆš Jo¤nj‹..
vtU¡F« ïJ ngh‹w Ãiy tªâU¡f¡ TlhJ..
ãuòuhĉF x‹W¡F« nk‰g£l cl‹ ãwªj rnfhjÇfŸ
c©L.. mt®fisí« jh©oa M¤kh®¤jkhd rnfhju ghr¤ij
v‹Ål« mt® fh©ã¤jh®.. eh§fŸ ïUtUnk nuhrkhdt®fŸ..
v§fË‹ Jau§fis k‰wt®fËl« btË¥gL¤â¡ bfhŸs
kh£nlh«.. KobtL¤j ã‹dhny nahá¡f kh£nlh«.. kdâ‰F
rÇba‹W njh‹¿ É£lhš k‰wt®fŸ brhštij fhJ
bfhL¤J¡ nf£f kh£nlh«..
Mdhš ãuòî« rÇ.. ehD« rÇ.. v§fË‹ Jau§fis
xUtÇl« xUt® g»®ªJ bfh©nlh«.. KobtL¡F« K‹dhš
fyªJ ngá nahá¤njh«.. ïJ rÇah v‹w fU¤ij v§fS¡FŸ
nf£L¡ bfh©nlh«..
v‹ rf vG¤jhs®fis neá¡F« eh‹ v‹ cl‹ ãwªj
j§ifahd ‘ÉÍ ãuò’É‹ ÛJ mªj ner¤ij¡ fh£l¤ jt¿
É£nl‹.. mtŸ m¿ahkš ngáa áWth®¤ijÆš nfhg«
bfh©L _‹W tUl§fshf mtis¥ ãǪJ ËW
j©o¤nj‹..
mªj _‹W tUl§fS« v¥nghJ« nghy eh‹ ïz¡fkhf
mtËl« ngá mtŸ å£o‰F br‹W tªâUªjhš..?
ïªj¡ nfŸÉjh‹ v‹ kdij uzkh¡F»wJ..
ãuòuhÄ‹ ãu¢idfŸ v‹dbt‹gij nf£l¿ªâU¡fyh«..
mtuJ clš ÃiyÆš ftd« brG¤j¢ brhšÈ
mj£oÆU¡fyh«.. ghr¤â‰F mogÂí« v‹ cl‹ ãwthj j«ã
v‹ mj£lY¡F¥ gªâU¥gh®.. cÇa Ợiria
vL¤âU¥gh®.. njita‰w kd cis¢ršfS¡F Msh»ÆU¡f
kh£lh®.. všyht‰¿‰F« nkyhf ïU FHªijfSl‹ v‹ j§if
jŤJ Égij eh‹ gh®¡f ne®ªâU¡fhJ..
bjhiyªJ nghd tUl§fŸ Û©L« tu¥ nghtâšiy..
brŒJ É£l ãiHfis Ãid¤J tUªJtjhš vªjÉj¥ gyD«
V‰gl¥ nghtâšiy..
ãuò uhÄ‹ âo® kiwÉdhš eh‹ f‰W¡ bfh©l ghl«
ïJjh‹..
‘k.nt. átFkh®..!’
v‹ Mj®r vG¤jhs®..! Äf¢ áwªj vG¤J¡fŸ
ïtUilait.. v‹ á‹dŠáW taâš ò¤jf§fË‹ k¤âÆš
eh‹ thœªj bghGâš âdk fâÇš btËtªj ïtuJ
‘ntlªjh§fš..’ v‹w bjhl® fijia¥ go¤J É£L ïtuJ
vG¤J¡F uáifahnd‹.. btF ehŸfŸ tiu ‘ntlªjh§fš..’
v‹gJ ntlªjh§fÈš ïU¡F« gwitfË‹ ruzhya¤ij¡
F¿¥gJ v‹Wjh‹ Ãid¤J¡ bfh©oUªnj‹.. ts®ªj
ã‹dhšjh‹ bjǪjJ.. mªj th®¤ijÆ‹ ã‹dhš ïUªj
òJÉj m®¤j«.. ntl« + jh§fš = ntlªjh§fš..
v‹d m‰òjkhd f©nzh£l«.. mªj¡ fijí«
m¥go¤jh‹.. btF ïašghf ïU¡F«.. ruhrÇ thœ¡ifÆš
kÅj®fŸ jÇ¡F« bghŒ ntl§fis¥ ã£L¥ ã£L it¡F«..
Äf¢ áwªj vG¤jhs®.. mtU¡F cÇa m§Ñfhu« rÇahd
msÉš »il¡fÉšiyba‹gnj vdJ v©z«.. kiwªJ
É£lh®.. filá tiu mtiu¥ gh®¡f Koahkny nghŒ É£lJ..
X®Kiw nfhitÆš ïUªj rnfhju® xUtÇ‹ fh‹gu‹° fhÈš
mtUl‹ ngánd‹.. ïªj vG¤jhs® c§fË‹ ÔÉukhd uáif
v‹gJ c§fS¡F¤ bjÇíkh v‹W mªj¢ rnfhj® nf£l nghJ
“ghU§f.. ïij¥ nghy Ãiwa ešy Éra§fŸ vd¡F¤
bjÇahkny nghFJ..” v‹W FHªij nghy be»œªjh®..
mtÇ‹ âo® kiwî m⮢áia mˤjJ.. mt® v¤jidnah
rhâ¤âU¡fyh«.. V‹ rhâ¡fÉšiy..? ïªj thœ¡if V‹
mj‰fhd thŒ¥ò¡fis mtU¡F¡ bfhL¡fhkš tŠá¤jJ..?
v‹w Jau« Ä¡f nfŸÉÆš kd« fd¡»wJ..
‘kiwªj Kjšt® kh©òÄF b#ayÈjh mt®fŸ..’
ïU¥ãY« ïw¥ãY« mt® á§f«..! nfhlhD nfho k¡fË‹
kdij mt® bt‹¿Uªjij mtuJ ïWâ C®ty« cy»‰F¥
gl« ão¤J¡ fh£oaJ..
‘nguhodhY« á§f¤Jl‹ nghuhondh«..
v⮤J ËwhY« á§f¤ij v⮤J Ënwh«..
Ú Ms nt©lh« v‹Wjhnd nghuhondh«..?
thH nt©lh« v‹W X®ehS« Ãid¤jâšiyna..’
v‹W vâ®f£áfŸ f©fy§» m¿¡if É£L ngh°l®
mo¤J x£L« msɉF kh‰W¡ f£áÆdÇ‹ kd§fisí«
tÓfǤj mH»..! bg© á§f«..! thœÉ‹ ïWâtiu gif NH
thœªjt®.. ris¡fhkš nghuhoat®.. ïtuJ nghuh£l
Fz¤âdhY« J‹g§fis rydk‰w Kf¤Jl‹ vâ®bfh©l
ïtuJ mrh¤âa kd tÈikÆdhY« v‹ kdij ït® bt‹wh®..
ïU«ò kDÎ..! mašeh£o‹ kh®¡bu£ jh£r®, e« eh£o‹
ïªâuhfhªâ mt®fS¡F mL¤j goahf ïªj ïU«ò kDÎ
g£l¤ij¥ bg‰wt® b#ayÈjh..! br‹idÆ‹ bgU btŸs¤âš
k¡fŸ g£l Jau¤ijí« Û¿ bgU«gh‹ikíl‹ nj®jÈš bg‰w
bt‰¿ ïtU¡F k£Lnk brhªjkhdJ.. b#ayÈjh v‹D«
x‰iw¥
bg© á§f« nt£ilaho bt‰¿ bg‰W j‹ f£á¡F Ójdkhf
bfhL¤j Äf¥ bgÇa gÇR mJ..
mt® kiwªJ É£lh® v‹w brŒâ tªjnghJ Jo¤J¥
nghnd‹.. mtU¡F« vd¡F« ahbjhU r«gªjKÄšiy.. mt®
xU f£áÆ‹ jiyÉ.. eh‹ muáaš mãkhd« m‰w ‘fij
brhšÈ..’ vd¡F muáaš bjÇahJ.. jÅ¥g£l mãkhd¤âš
thœÉš X®Kiw rªâ¤J Él nt©Lbk‹W Ãid¤nj‹..
vdJ vªj Mir Ãiwnt¿ÆU¡»wJ..? ïªj Mir
Ãiwntw..?
‘âU ‘nrh’ mt®fŸ..’
kiwªj g¤âÇ¡ifahs® âU. nrh uhkrhÄ ngdh ão¡F«
midtU« kâ¤J¥ ngh‰W« bgUik¡FÇa g¤âÇ¡ifahs®
v‹W brh‹dhš mJ ÄifÆšiy.. 1960-fËš btËtªj
m»yÅ‹ ‘v§nf ngh»nwh«..?’ v‹w ehtÈš m¡fijÆ‹
fjhehaf‹ eL Ãiy bfh©l f©Âakhd g¤âÇ¡ifia
el¤j nt©L« v‹W nghuhLth‹.. mtdhš mJ KoahJ..
1960-fËš rh¤âa¥ glhj x‹iw 2017-Y« nrh mt®fŸ
rh¤âa¥ gL¤âdh®.. Äf¥ bgU« muáaš NwhtËfŸ cUthF«
nghbjšyh« mij¥ g‰¿a nrhÉ‹ fU¤J vJthf ïU¡F«
v‹W m¿í« M®t¤njhL J¡s¡»š mtuJ jiya§f¤ij¥
go¡F« v©z‰w thrf, thr»aÇš ehD« xU¤â..
b#ayÈjhɉF ešy e©g®... ïU«ò¥ bg©k ïwªj xU
ehŸfËš ïtU« mtiu¥ ã‹g‰¿¢ br‹wâš nfh¥bgUŠ
nrhÊia¥ ã‹ bjhl®ªjhuh ãáuhªijah®..? v‹w Érd«
vd¡FŸ vGªjJ..
kiwªj ehštU¡fhd vdJ mŠrÈia ïªj MáÇa®
foj¤âš eh‹ rk®¥ã¡»nw‹..

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c©ik brhšy nt©L«..
v‹id¥ ghl¢ brh‹dhš
v‹d ghl¤ njh‹W«..?”

kdâš cŸs cz®îfis ghlš


tÇfËš btË¥gL¤â¡ bfh©oUªjhŸ eªâÅ..
°tu« ãrfhj FuÈÅikÆš mtŸ X® nj®ªj
ghl»ba‹gij uÉ¢rªâu‹ òǪJ bfh©lh‹..
‘ïªj thaho¡FŸ ï¥gobahU ïir¤ âwikah..?’
jhilia¤ jlÉago, ghliy uá¤jt‹ Tlnt
mtis FWFWbtd gh®¤J it¤J mtS¡FŸ
jLkh‰w¤ij c©L g©Âdh‹.. ãu¤nafkhd
m®¤j¤ij m¿É¡F« xU áW gh®itÆš FH«ã¤
jÉ¡F« mtË‹ ÉÊfËš bjÇí« fy¡f¤ij¥ gh®¡f
mtD¡F nto¡ifahf ïUªjJ..
m¢r¤Jl‹ ïUªj mtnsh j‹ kd cz®îfis ïd«
fhz Koahkš jLkh¿ago..
“fhjš gh£L¥ ghl
fhy« ï‹D« ïšiy..
jhyh£L¥ ghj jhahfÉšiy..”
v‹W gho¡ bfh©oUªjhŸ..
ml®ªj Tªjš fiyªâUªjJ.. Ú©l ã‹diy
K‹òwkhf É£oUªjhŸ.. mJ mtsJ koia¤
bjh£L¥ òu©L bjh§»¡ bfh©oUªjJ.
nfus¤J¥ bg©fS¡nfíÇa Úskhd Tªjš
eªâÅÆlK« ïUªjij¡ f©lh‹ uÉ¢rªâu‹..
nfus¤J¥ bg©fŸ TªjY¡fhd m¡fiwia vL¤J¡
bfhŸgt®fŸ.. âdK« nj§fhŒ v©izia¤
jiy¡F¤ njŒ¤J j©Ù® C‰¿¡ FˤJ <u¡
Tªjiy Óuhf thÇ ÉÇa É£L¢ bršY« mt®fË‹
mHnf jŤJt« bfh©lJ.. eªâÅia¥ gh®¤jhš
TªjY¡fhf bkd¡bfL»w tis¥ nghy¤
bjÇaÉšiy.. Vndhjhndh v‹W t»blL¤J
flndba‹W ã‹diy¥ ngh£L K‹dhš
É£oUªjhŸ.. ïiH ïiHahf¥ ãǪJ nfh¡F kh¡fhf
ïUªj ã‹dš TªjY¡fhf eªâÅ xU Tªjš
ïiHasî« ghLglÉšiy v‹gij¤ bjÇɤjJ.
‘nrh«ng¿..!’
uÉ¢rªâuD¡F¢ áÇ¥ò tªjJ.. bghJthf ïJ ngh‹w
nrh«ng¿¤jd¤ij mt‹ uá¡f kh£lh‹.. fLikahf
rhLth‹.. eªâÅÆl« ïUªj nrh«ng¿¤jd« Tl
mtid tÓfǤjJjh‹.. M¢rÇa¤âY« M¢rÇa«..!
mtis mt‹ m§Fy« m§Fykhf uá¤J¡
bfh©oU¡»wh‹ v‹w cz®É‹¿ ghlÈš MœªJ
nghÆUªjhŸ eªâÅ..
#‹dnyhukhf rhŒªJ fhšfis bgŠáš ko¤J Ú£o
ifia jiy¡F K£L¡ bfhL¤J thd¤ij¥ gh®¤j
Éj« uÉt®khÉ‹ XÉa¤ij¥ nghy ïUªjJ..
“ÃyÉšyh nkf«..!
ÚÇšyh thd«..!
ngrhj bg©ik..!
ghlhJ c©ik..!
f©iz bkšy _L«..
j‹id v©Â thL«..
bg©iz¥ ghl¢ brh‹dhš
v‹d ghl¤ njh‹W«..?”
ghlÈ‹ filá tÇia¥ ghL« nghJ mtid¥ gh®¤j
eªâÅ ÉÊfshš nfŸÉ nf£lhŸ..
“cd¡F¤ njh‹¿aij¥ ghL..” v‹wh‹ uÉ¢rªâu‹..
ghlÈ‹ Cnl ïilôW brŒahnj v‹gij¥ nghy
gh®itahš mtid mj£odhŸ.. mt‹ gaªjtid¥
nghy¥ ghtid brŒjjâš eh¡if¤ JU¤â c‹id
vd¡F¤ bjÇahjh v‹W mHF fh£odhŸ.. mâš
ka§»¥ nghd uÉ¢rªâuÅ‹ f©fŸ Ä‹Åd..
uh#h å£L¡ FHªijÆl« Éisahl¡ Tl vtU«
mŠRth®fŸ.. FHªij¥ gUt¤âÈUªnj kÇahij
fyªj gÂitna uÉ¢rªâuid¢ R‰¿ÆUªjt®fŸ
ãuâgȤjij¥ gh®¤J ts®ªjtÅ‹ u¤j¤âš
ïašghfnt MSik¤jd« C¿ÆUªjJ.. msªJ
ngRth‹.. f©o¥ig¡ fh£Lth‹.. gŸË¥ go¥igna
nkšeh£L¥ gŸËfËš go¤jt‹, fšÿÇ¥ go¥igí«
m§nfna go¤J Ko¤J É£L ehL âU«ãdh‹..
mtdJ FL«g¤â‰F nkšeh£o‹ K¡»a efu§fËš
khËiffŸ ïUªjd.. nkšeh£onyna m¥goba‹whš
ïªâahÉš brhšyî« nt©Lkh..? mid¤J
jiyefu§fËY« mtD¡F¢ brhªjkhd g§fsh¡fŸ
ïUªjd.. mtdJ ã‹òy« m¿ªjt®fŸ »£l
beU§»¥ ngr¤ ja§Fth®fŸ.. eªâÅnah mtDl‹
rÇ¡F¢ rÇahf thao¤jhŸ.. r©il Æ£lhŸ.. mHF
fh£odhŸ..
mtSl‹ fÊ¡F« bghGJ u«a« Ãu«ãajhf
mtD¡F¤ njh‹¿aJ.. mHfhd u«a«..! m‰òjkhd
u«a«..! ïsntʼnfhy¤ij cz®¤J« u«a«..! ïsik
Ãu«ãa u«a«..!
ïJngh‹w u«a¤ij Efu Koí« v‹W mt‹ mªj
behofËšjh‹ m¿ªjh‹..
“jÅikÆš fhd«..!
rigÆny bksd«..!”
eªâÅ ghliy¤ bjhlu.. mt‹ nfÈahf..
“rigÆny bksdkh..? ah®..? Ú bksdkhf ïU¡»w
MŸ..? F£ n#h¡..” v‹wh‹..
mtŸ òUt§fis¢ RU¡» ngrhkÈU v‹W
Äu£odhŸ.. gâY¡F mt‹ mtŸ brŒjij¥ nghy
eh¡if¤ JU¤â mHF fh£oaâš mtsJ ÉÊfŸ
ky®ªjd..
mt‹ÛJ ftdkhf mL¤j ïU tÇfis kwªJ É£L..
“m‹ò bfh©l beŠáš..
MWjš ïšiy..
v‹id¥ ghl¢ brh‹dhš..
v‹d ghl¤ njh‹W«..?”
v‹W Ko¤J É£lhŸ..
“gá¢rh¢ brhšY.. nf©o‹y gh¤âu¤ij fGÉ¥
ngh£oUªjhY« j£obaG¥ã cd¡fhf vijah¢R«
»sw¢ brhšÈ th§»£L t®nw‹.. mij bk‹W
KG§F.. gh£nlhl tÇfis bk‹W KG§fhnj..”
mtSila ÉÊfS¡FŸ c‰W¥ gh®¤jgo brh‹dh‹
uÉ¢rªâu‹..
“gh£il¥ ghodh¡ nf£fD«.. mij É£L£L
M£l¤ij¡ fiy¥ng‹§»w khâÇ Cnl Cnl
ngá¡»£L ïUªjh ï¥go¤jh‹ MF«.. všyh«
c§fshny tªjJ..” mt‹ nkš F‰w« rh£odhŸ
eªâÅ..
“v‹dhyh..? ghUlh.. gÊia v‹nky ö¡»¥
nghlwij..” nfhgÄšyhkš nfhg¥ g£lh‹ mt‹..
mtdJ eo¥ig bk¢áatis¥ nghy ïjiH tis¤J
RʤjhŸ eªâÅ.. mªj¢ Rʥ㚠mt‹ gh®it ika«
bfh©lJ.. <u« gl®ªj ïjœfis mt‹ c‹Å¥ghf¥
gh®¤jh‹.. eªâÅ cj£il¡ fo¤jgo #‹dÈš Kf«
gâ¤jhŸ.. mtŸ Kf« bt£f¤âš átªjJ..
“n[h.. v‹ndhl gh£L¡F¥ gh£L ngh£o el¤â£l..”
vJînk el¡fhjij¥ nghy ïašghf ngádh‹ mt‹..
mtS¡F¤jh‹ mt‹ Kf¤ij¥ gh®¤J¥ ngr ja¡fkhf
ïUªjJ.. MdhY« ngáahf nt©Lnk.. ïJngh‹w
jUz§fËš bksd« Mg¤jhdJ.. ng¢R ïd« òÇahj
cz®tiyfis¤ jL¤J ÃW¤J«..
“ba° ik yh®£..” v‹whŸ eªâÅ..
mt‹ f©fŸ Ä‹Åd.. mtË‹ ‘btL¡ btL¡’ v‹w
Jo¥ghd ng¢R Mis <®¤jJ..
gak¿ahj ïs« f‹W ngh‹wtis mus it¤J
nto¡if gh®¡f Mir bfh©lh‹.. ï¤jid kÂneu«
ãuahz¥ gH¡f¤âš v‹d brŒjhš mtŸ Äu©L
nghthŸ v‹gJ mtD¡F m¤Jgoah»ÆUªjJ..
ïnjh.. mtŸ mus¥ ngh»whŸ v‹w ufáa rªnjhr«
Kf¤âÅš NH.. mt‹ v‹d brŒa¥ ngh»wh‹ v‹W
òÇahkš gh®¤J¡ bfh©oUªjtËl«..
“Cë«..?” v‹W tÓfukhf òUt§fis ca®¤â
ïw¡»¡ f©fis¢ áÄ£odh‹..
‘M¤jho..!’
MÊ¥ nguiyÆš mf¥g£L¡ bfh©ltshf É⮤J¥
nghdhŸ eªâÅ.. mo tƉ¿ÈUªJ f¤â nghy¡
»s«ãa áÈ®¥ò cz®î mtis xU tÊah¡»aJ..
clš eL§f iffshš Kf¤ij _o¡ bfh©ltŸ
ÉuÈL¡»š mt‹ v‹d brŒ»wh‹ v‹W gh®¤jhŸ..
“fŸs¤jdkhf gh®¡f¿ah..?” v‹wh‹ mt‹..
‘ïtdhtJ.. khW»wjhtJ.. bfhŠr« áÇ¢R¥ ngádh¥
nghJ«.. âUªâ£lh‹D VkhªJ nghnw‹..
áW¤ij¡F¥ òŸËfŸ khWkh..?’
“v‹d nahrid..?”
“áW¤ij¡F òŸËfŸ khwhJ§»w nahrid..”
“vJ¡fhf ïªj òuhbt®¥..?”
“c§f Fz« khwnt khwhJ§»wJ¡F¤jh‹ ïªj
òuhbt®¥..”
“kh¤â¡»wij¥ nghy nkhrkhd Fz« vd¡F
ïšiy..”
“XnAh..”
ïtÅl« ngádhš ntiy¡F MfhJ v‹W mtid¡
f©l behoÆš vL¤j Koit m¥nghJ« vL¤jtshf
uÆÈš bfhL¤âUªj bt©ik Ãw¥ ngh®itia
ïG¤J¥ ngh®¤â¡ bfh©L mtD¡F KJif¡ fh£o¤
âU«ã¥
gL¤J É£lhŸ eªâÅ..
“jÄœeh£L¥ bg©fbsšyh« åuh§fidfŸ‹D nfŸÉ¥
g£nl‹.. mbjšyh« R«khth..?”
vâ®g¡fkhf âU«ã¥ gL¤âUªjtis t«ãG¤jh‹
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brhšyî« brŒjhŸ..
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khiyÆšjh‹ m¿KfkhÆU¡F« m‹Åa MltDl‹
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mtdJ ÉušfË‹ mG¤j¤âš mtŸ kdâš


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mtŸ ahnuh..
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KoaÉšiy..
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“Ú§f c§f %K¡F¥ nghfyh« nk«..”
ilf£oa ïisP‹ gÂîl‹ brh‹dh‹..
‘vªj %K¡F..?’ Äu©lhŸ eªâÅ..
uÉ¢rªâuD¡F« mtS¡F« xnu miw
bgw¥g£oU¡»wjh..? mt‹ K‹nd bršy mtŸ
ã‹nd brhšy¥ ngh»whsh..? mtS¡fhf mt‹
miwÆš fh¤J¡ bfh©oU¡»whdh..?
âU«ã Xo Élyhkh v‹W nahá¤jhŸ eªâÅ.. »§fh§
nghy ËW bfh©oUªj gÂahs®fË‹ njh‰w«
mtis m¢RW¤âaJ.. mtŸ Xodhš mt®fŸ v‹d
brŒth®fŸ..? Ju¤â¥ ão¥gh®fsh..?
“rh® v§nf..?”
vijí« cW⥠gL¤â¡ bfhŸshkš gaªJ rhf¡
TlhJ v‹W Çr¥rÅš ïUªj ïisPÅl« nf£lhŸ..
“mtnuhl %K¡F¥ nghÆ£lh® nk«.. c§fS¡F g®°£
~¥nshÇy %« e«g® ã¥oid myh£ g©ÂÆU¡nfh«..
í nk nfh m©£ nl¡ bu°£.. rh® kh®Å§»y
c§fS¡F¡ fhš g©Â mL¤j ònuh¡uh« v‹d‹D
brhšthU‹D brhšy¢ brh‹dh® nk«..” g›akhf¥
gâš brhšÈ eªâÅÆ‹ gaªj tƉ¿š ghiy
th®¤jh‹ mªj ïisP‹..
‘m¥gho..!’ ëkâahdhŸ eªâÅ..
‘bfhŠr neu¤J¡FŸs v‹dbtšyh« Ãid¢á£nl‹..
ie£ ouhtÈny g®°£ »sh° nfh¢áy mtD« ehD«
k£L«jh‹ ïUªnjh«.. mt‹ ‘nuh¡’fh ïUªâUªjh
m¥gnt thyh£oÆU¡f kh£lhdh..? g¡fh
b#©ošnk‹.. t«ãG¤J¥ ngádhnd jÉu
Éšy¤jdkh vijí« ngriyna.. m¥goÆ¥go¥
gh®¤jhY« mJ nu¥ g©w gh®it Æšiy...’
mtŸ kd« mtD¡fhf t¡fhy¤J th§»aJ..
m¥goÆ¥go¥ gh®¤J mtis t«ãG¤J mÊ¢rh£oa«
g©Âat‹ ï¥go Éoahj ã‹ÅuÉš, m¿ahj CÇš,
bjÇahj nAh£lÈš mtis ÃW¤â it¤J É£L..
ahnuh vtiunah nghš nghŒ É£lij mtshš
éu¡f KoaÉšiy..
òÇahj òâuhf mt‹ njh‰wkˤjh‹.. cdJ bytš
ïJjh‹ v‹gij mt‹ R£o¡ fh£o cz®¤â všiy¡
nfh£il tF¤J mtis¤ jŸË ÃW¤â É£lij¥
nghy mtS¡F j‹Åu¡fkhf ïUªjJ.. v‹djh‹ cau
cau¥ gwªjhY« C®¡FUÉ gUªjhf KoahJ v‹W
gHbkhÊ brh‹dhY«.. mt‹ gUªJ, mtŸ FUÉ v‹w
c©ikÆš kd« tȤjJ..
“VŒŒ FUÉ..! ï¥g th FUÉ..!”
fhnjhukhf xȤj mt‹ FuÈš âL¡»£L ÃÄ®ªJ
gh®¤jhŸ.. mU»š mt‹ ïšiy.. xȤj Fuš
ãuikba‹gâš cŸs« gj¿aJ.. uÆš °nef«
ngh‹wjh mtdJ °nef«..?
uÆš °nef¤âš mtut® mtut® C®fËš ïw§»¥
ãǪJ mtut® ghijfËš nghŒ ÉLth®fns..? ï§nf
m¥goÆšiyna.. mtS« mtD« xnu CÇš ïw§»
x‹whf¤jh‹ m§F tªâU¡»wh®fŸ.. Mdhš mt‹
ntW âirÆš mtŸ ntW âirÆš v‹gij¥ nghy
M»É£lnj.. mUfUnf ïU¥gt®fŸ v¥go âir khW«
gwitfshf Koí«..?
37

gŠR¥ bghâia¥ ngh‹w Eiu bk¤ijÆš mÄœªJ


MœªJ cw§»¡ bfh©oUªjhŸ eªâÅ.. r‹dkhd
ïiríl‹ Toa bršnghÅ‹ xÈ mtis vG¥ãaJ..
KjšehŸ ïuî¥ gaz¤âš ö§fhkš tªjâ‹ mY¥ò«
fis¥ò« clÈ‹ x›bthU bršÈY« ‘É©, É©’
v‹W bj¿¡f¡ f© ÉÊ¡fhkš ïikfis _oagona
bršnghid¤ JHhÉbaL¤J¡ fhJ¡F¡ bfhL¤jtŸ..
“ö§f ÉL§f«kh..” v‹W áQ§»dhŸ..
kWKidÆš X®beho bksd« ÃyÉaJ.. m«khth
ï¥go mikâ fh¡»whŸ v‹W ö¡f¡ fy¡f¤Jl‹
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nghdhŸ eªâÅ..
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ngh»w ïl¤ây ö§F_Šá¥ bg©iz¡ fšahz«
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th§»¡ bfhL¡fD«§»w Konthl ïU¡»ah‹D
f¤â¤ Ô®¤âUth§fns..’
fdî ngh‹w Ãidî¢ r§»Èia mW¥gij¥ nghy..
“ïJ jŠrhñ® ïšiy.. nfhÊ¡nfhL.. ngR»wJ« c‹
m«kh ïšiy.. cd¡F ntiy bfhL¤âU¡»w gh°..”
v‹W mj£lyhf nghÅš Äu£oaJ uÉ¢rªâuÅ‹
Fuš..
‘M¤jho..’
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nghFJ.. ï‹dK« ö¡f¤âš ïU¡f.. ïªj y£rz¤âš
ntiy gh®¤âÆ‹dh És§»U«..”
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brhš»wJ..? k¤jt§fis ÉL.. v‹dhš brhšy
Koíkh..?’
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Mu«ã¢á£oah.?”
‘v¥go vil ngh£oU¡»wh‹..?’
mtŸ g¡fh ö§F_Šá v‹W mt‹ rÇahf
f¤âU¥gâš gšiy¡ fo¤jhŸ eªâÅ..
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nghy Éil gf‹wh‹ uÉ¢rªâu‹..
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eh‹ bfh£l¡ bfh£l KÊ¢R¡»£nl tªnj‹..”
“ãfh°.. í M® v îk‹.. I M« v nk‹..”
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vG¤jhs¥ bgUk¡fŸ»£l c§f m¿î éɤjdkhd
f©L ão¥ig¢ brhšY§f..
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g¡f¤ây ïUªjh vªj¥ bg©Q« ö§f kh£lh..”
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“mJ¡F« nkny..”
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brh‹Ü§f ghU§f.. m§nfjh‹ ïo¡FJ..”
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ï¥nghJ mt‹ òUt§fis ca®¤â ïw¡»ÆU¥gh‹
v‹w ÃidÉš kdâš mªj¤ njh‰w« tªJ ËwJ..
mt‹ mtis¥ gh®¤jgo tÓfukhf òUt§fis
ca®¤â ïw¡» it¤jh‹.. ka§»dhŸ eªâÅ..
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th..” nghÅš c¤juî tªjJ..
ka¡f« fiyªj eªâÅ¡F el¥ò Ãidî¡F tªjJ..
mt‹ mtsJ KjyhË..! mtŸ mtÅl« ntiy brŒa
tªjtŸ..
ka¡f« fiyªj bfhâ¥ãš mtDl‹ r©il¡F¥
nghdhŸ mtŸ..
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g©Â£L¤jh‹ khakhnd‹.. kdáyhÆ..”
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“Mkh«.. vd¡»šy.. cd¡F..”
MHkhd mtdJ Fuš òâ® ngh£lJ.. ïtnd xU òâ®..
ïâš òJrh xU òâ® nghlwh‹ v‹W rȤJ¡
bfh©ltŸ..
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mt‹..
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Ú§f x‹D« m¡fiw fh£lnw‹ ng®tÊ‹D _o
kiw¡f ntzh«.. V‹ m¥go v°nf¥ Mŧf
m¥go§»wJ¡fhd fhuz¤ij¢ brhšY§f.. vd¡F¤
bjÇŠnr MfD«..”
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jŸË ÃW¤âÉ£L Xo x˪jâš mtS¡fhd ešyJ
vJ ïU¡f¡ TL« v‹W mtŸ kd« FK¿aJ..
“brhš»nw‹...” nahridíl‹ mt‹ ngádh‹..
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Çä~gh ïU¡F«.. mJ¡F KjÈš x‹D brhšnw‹..
mij Ú ~ghnyh g©wJ mtáa«..”
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ïijbašyh« k¤jt§f K‹dho brŒahnj..”
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c‹ gh°.. v‹Ål« ntiy gh®¡»w ahU« bytiy
kwªJ ngr kh£lh§f..”
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kh£nl‹..”
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k£L« Ú§f¢ brh‹dh nghJ«.. v‹ bytš v‹d‹D
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xU ÃidÉy Ú§f nghÆ£O§f‹D brhšÈÆUªjh
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bjǪJ¡fhk c§fËl« v¥go eh‹ ntiy gh®¡f
Koí«..?”
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mt‹ ÃjhŤjh‹.. mªj Ãjhd« mtS¡FŸ X®
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mšy.. ïªj Ãjhd« mtD¡F¥ bghUªâ
tuÉšiyna..
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“«««..”
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jÉu..
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v‹ndhl ‘ahœ..!’ nAh£lš ïU¡F.. Ú br‹idÆš
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g£lâšiyah..?”
“ïšiy..”
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m¤jid nAh£lšfËY« vd¡F«, v‹ ngÄÈ¡F«
jŤjÅ °bgrš %«° c©L..”
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x‹D« mªj %«fËny x‹Åyjh‹ j§Fnt‹D
ml« ão¡fiyna.. ïJ¡fhfth khakhܧf..?”
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bk«g®° v¥nghjhtJ xU Kiwjh‹ v‹
nAh£lšÌš j§f tUth§f.. btnfr‹ °bg©£
g©z vªj CU¡F¥ ngh»wh§fnsh.. mªj CÇy
ïU¡»w v‹ nAh£lšÌš j§Fth§f.. ïšny‹dh
v§fS¡F‹D m§nf ïU¡»w g§fsh¡fËš
j§Fth§f.. mt§f ÉU¥g¤ij¥ bghW¤J ïl«
khW«..”
mt‹ ÉtǤj mtdJ thœ¡ifÆ‹ bršt¢
brGikÆš mtS¡F¥ bghwhik, bghwhikahf
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njh¥ò, Juî, C® g©izah® FL«g mªj°J v‹W
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v‹W thG« thœ¡ifia¥ g‰¿¡ nfŸÉ¥g£lJ Tl
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nfh¢áš ouhtš g©Ândnd.. v‹id¢ brhšyD«..”
bgh§»dhŸ..
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eªâÅ..
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g©zhk Ú v‹id É£L v§nfí« Xo¥ nghf
KoahJ‹D..”
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brŒJ¡f§f.. I nlh©£ nf®..”
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br¡fu£lÇ..”
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gh®¡»wJ¡fhf x‹D« eh‹ ã.< go¡fiy..”
“Xnf.. bg®rdš nknd#®..! j£° Mš..”
FuÈš eif¥òl‹ ng¢ir¤ J©o¤J É£lh‹
uÉ¢rªâu‹.. mikâah» É£l kWKidia
cz®ªjhY« nghid fhij É£L vL¡fhkš m¥gona
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nghy... eh‹ ahuhÆUªjh ïtS¡bf‹d..?’ eªâÅ
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KQKQ¤jhŸ..
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Ó¿dh‹ uÉ¢rªâu‹..
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g¡f¤ânyna n#hÈ gh®¥ngDšnyh..”
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m¥g nt©L« nghy vǪjJ..
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Mfhjh..?
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mtŸ kd« FË®ªJ nghdhŸ..
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bu©L ngUnk c§f °lh¥°jhnd.. mtis
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mtŸ kd« JŸsYl‹ áQ§»aJ.. Ú vd¡F
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uÉ¢rªâuÅ‹ f©fËš bjǪj áÇ¥ãš..
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nf£lhŸ eªâÅ..
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elªjnghJ mtŸ kdâš ïUªj nfhgbkšyh« gwªJ
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c©lhd áÈ®¥òl‹..
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mtid¥ gh®¤jtŸ miz¡ f£il¥ g‰¿¡ nf£f
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bghJthf..
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kÇahij v‹W òǪJ bfhŸshj áW ãŸis¤
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T¥ã£L¡»£L tªÔ§fsh..?” v‹W r‹d¡ FuÈš
uÉ¢rªâuÅl« áLáL¤jhŸ..
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kh£l..”
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f‰W¡»£L v‹Ål« ntiy gh®¡»wJ¡FŸs v‹ jhî
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C® R‰w miH¤J¥ ngh»wh‹ v‹W e«ã Tltªjhš
ky®fS« ÓÇaš gšòfS« my§fǤj xU g§fshÉ‹
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ï‹W« eld«, gh£L, f#š
v‹W gšRit ÉUªij c©L fË¡f¥ ngh»nwh«
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ts®ªjtS¡F¥ gh®£ofis¥ g‰¿ v‹d bjÇí«..?
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“«««.. gh®£o el¡FJ..”
“gh®£oah..?”
eªâÅ mŠá¥ ã‹ th§»dhŸ.. mtŸ ÉÊfËš bjǪj
ga¤âš uÉ¢rªâu‹ Kf« Rˤjh‹..
“gh®£o‹dh V‹ myU»w..? Ú gh®£ofS¡F¥ nghdnj
ïšiyah..?”
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mbjšyh« »ilahJ..
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nghÆ£L tªJUnt‹..” v‹wh‹ eªjFkh®..
m¥go¥g£l å£oš ãwªjtis nfus¤J
nfhÊ¡nfhoš el¡F« gh®£o¡F brhšyhkš
bfhŸshkš miH¤J¡ bfh©L nghdhš mtŸ
mywhkš v‹d brŒthŸ..?
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g®¤nl gh®£o¡F¥ nghÆU¡nf‹.. mJî« r‹nlah
ïUªjh¤jh‹ nghnt‹.. å¡ nl[h ïUªjh ehD«
c¤uhî« tu KoahJ‹D f£ m©£ iu£lh
brhšÈUnth«..”
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»il¡F«‹dh mªj¥ g£lnk vd¡F ntzh« gh°..”
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g©Â¤jh‹ MfD«..”
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ão¤J ïG¤J ÃW¤âaJ..? v‹id V‹ #hÆ‹ g©z
it¡fÖ§f‹Djh‹ nf£»nw‹..”
_¢R th§f¥ ngáatŸ vâ® ju¥ãÈUªJ gâš tuhjâš
v‹dlh mâra« ïJ v‹W mtid¥ gh®¤jhŸ..
mtdhtJ mtŸ ng¢R¡F vâ®ng¢R¥ ngá mtŸ
_¡if cil¡fhkš ïU¡»wjhtJ..
mt‹ mij¢ brŒahkš mtisna c‰W¥ gh®¤J¡
bfh©oUªjh‹.. mªj¥ gh®itÆš mtŸ tƉ¿š
glgl¥ò cUthdJ.. mtŸ kdJ..
‘gh®¡fhnj.. v‹id¥ gh®¡fhnj..
F¤J« gh®itahny
vid¥ gh®¡fhnj..’
v‹W ghoaJ..
vj‰fhf ïªj¥ gh®it v‹W mtŸ FH«ã¤
jɤjnghJ mt‹ âUthia¤ âwªJ..
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fy§fo¤jh‹..
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mtŸ iffis¥ ãirªjhŸ..
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g©Qth§f..?”
ïJî« mtŸ nf£l nfŸÉ¡fhd gâšjh‹.. Mdhš
brhšy¥gL« bjhÅjh‹ khWg£L Vnjh x‹W
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ïo¡»wnj..
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g©ÂahfD«..”
ïbj‹d %š° m©£ buFnyr‹° v‹W jiyÆš
mo¤J¡ bfhŸs nt©L« nghy ïUªjJ mtS¡F..
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v‹d ïtndhl bg©lh£oah..?’
gšiy¡ fo¤jtS¡F mt‹ bg©lh£oahf
ïUªâUªjhš e‹whf¤jh‹ ïUªâU¡F« v‹W
njh‹¿ it¤J¤ bjhiy¤jJ..
‘v‹d Ãid¥ò ïJ..’ gj£l¤Jl‹ mij mʤjhŸ..
mtns ão¡fhj âUkz¤âÈUªJ j¥ã¤J
tªâU¡»whŸ.. mtSila ãu¢id Ôunt©L« v‹W
Ãid¥gij É£LÉ£L njitÆšyhkš
vijbaijnah Ãid¤J¡ bfh©oU¡»whŸ..
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“â›Éa brh%g«..”
v‹W fhâš ÉGªj ng¢R¡FušfŸ všyh« â›Éa
kiyahs njr¤â‹ bkhÊahfnt ïUªjâš jh‹
m§nf m‹Åa¥ g£L¥ nghdij¥ nghy cz®ªjhŸ
eªâÅ.. mtÅšyhkš jŤJ Éf mtS¡F¢
r§flkhf ïUªjJ..
g£L nt£o r£ilílD«, nfh£ N£LlD« M©fŸ
tisa tu.. bg©fŸ x‹W brh‹dij¥ nghy
nfus¤J¥ gh #Çif òlitÆš jiy Koia ÉÇa
É£L be‰¿Æš rªjd¡ щWl‹ mâ %g RªjÇfshf
tisa tªjh®fŸ..
‘v§nfjh‹ nghŒ bjhiyŠrh‹..?’
mtsJ gh®it mtid¤ njoaiyªjJ..
‘v§nf ehbd‹W
njl£L« v‹id..
áªjhj K¤j§fŸ áªj..’
v‹W mt‹ uÆÈš ghoa ghlš Ãidî¡F tªjJ..
ïªj¤ njliy¤jh‹ m¥go¥ ghodhndh v‹W
Ãid¤J¡ bfh©lhŸ.. mt‹ njl¥gLtâš Rf«
bfhŸgt‹ nghy v‹W nfhg« tªjJ.. mâf neu«
mtis¤ njl Élhkš..
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nfŸÉíl‹ mtŸ K‹dhš ãur‹dkhdh‹ mt‹..
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nghŒ Élyh«..” mtŸ bto¤jhŸ..
“m¥goah..? mtiu¤ njo¥ nghf¥ ngh¿ah..? M® í
ÓÇa°..?”
fd fhÇakhf mt‹ ÉrhǤjâš c©ikÆnyna
ÓÇa° f©orD¡F¥ nghŒ kU¤Jt kizÆš gL¤J
ÉLnthnkh v‹w ga« mtis Õo¤J¡ bfh©lJ..
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nf£L É£lhŸ..
“bthŒ..?” mt‹ òUt§fis ca®¤â mtis
tij¤jh‹..
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Fiwahf mtŸ Ãaha« it¡f mt‹ mtis Vw
ïw§f¥ gh®¤JÉ£L..
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fyU¡F g¡fth ê£ MFJ..” v‹W b#hŸË
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br«gts¤âš fšÍÄ¡»í«, m£oifí« vd¥
gh®¥gtiu ka¡f¤âš Mœ¤J« cilay§fhu¤âš
ïUªjtŸ.
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nf£nl‹..?’ v‹W jd¡FŸ m§fyhŒ¤J jiyÛJ if
it¤jhŸ..
v¥go¥ ngádhš mt‹ mtsJ J‹g¤ij òǪJ
bfhŸth‹ v‹W tif, tifahŒ nahá¤J mâš xU
tifia¤ nj®ªbjL¤J r®t #h¡»uijahf
th®¤ijfis¥ ngh£L.. mt‹ Vlh Tlkhf vijahtJ
òǪJ it¤J¤ bjhiy¡f¡ Tlhnj v‹w ftiyíl‹..
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my¿dhŸ..
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Éo»wJ¡FŸs ngh‹ nkš nghdh¥ ngh£L
vG¥ãÉ£L ãnu¡ gh°il xG§fhŒ rh¥ãl Élhkš
neukh¢R‹D mu¡f¥ gw¡f T¥ã£L¡»£L tªJ jÅah
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mij¢ brhšyiy‹D És¡f« brhšyyh«‹D
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brh‹nd‹D ir£ mo¡f Mu«ã¡fÖ§f... xU
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btF©lhŸ..
“Ah.. Ah..” mtsJ nfhg¤ij eif¢ Ritah¡»
uá¤J¢ áǤjh‹ uÉ¢rªâu‹..
m§»Uªjt®fŸ mt®fŸ ïUtiuí« âU«ã¥ gh®¤j
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mtŸ kdJ¡FŸ òy«ã¤ Ô®¤jhŸ..
mtsJ ftiyia c©ikah¡Ftij¥ nghy
mt®fisna gh®¤jgo xUt‹ mt®fŸ mU»š
tªjh‹.. uÉ¢rªâuDl‹ if FY¡»atÅ‹
gh®it eªâÅia MuhŒªjJ.. eªâÅ¡F mJ
ão¡fÉšiy..
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mJ v‹d.. m¿KfÄšyhj bg©iz c‰W c‰W


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eªâÅ kdJ¡FŸ mHF fh£o¡ bfh©lhŸ..
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ÉÊfshš R£o¡ fh£o..
“Muhnlh < RªjÇ..?” v‹wh‹..
‘RªjÇah..?’
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eªâÅ¡F¤ JË¡Tl ÉU¥gÄšiy..
mJî« mªj e©g‹ uÉ¢rªâuÅl« ufáa« ngáago
beho¡bfhUju« eªâÅia gh®¤J it¤jâš Vnjh
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x‹¿‰F nghF« Ó‹ eªâÅÆ‹ Phgf¤â‰F tªJ
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it¢áU¡f‹D..”
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mtD¡F¤ njh‹WtJ v‹dbt‹gij m¿ahkš
mtŸ nj«ãdhŸ..
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gifahË.. mtsJ ïªj¤ Jau¤J¡F mt‹ ngáa
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mt‹ mtis ïW¡fkhf miz¤âUªjh‹.. mtS«


mtdJ ïW¡fkhd miz¥ãš ml§» mt‹ kh®ãš
Kf« òij¤âUªjhŸ.. Mdhš
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nk‰bfhŸsÉšiy..
mt‹ mtS¡F mil¡fy« bfhL¤jh‹.. mtŸ
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ïªj cyf¤âš ahiu e«ò»nwndh ïšiynah..
c§fis e«ò»nw‹..”
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Ú§f Ãid¤âUªjh ïij¢ brhšyhk
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mo¢nr‹.. j£° Mš..”
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tªâU..”
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kwªJ nghÆUJ eªâÅ.. eh‹ ahU‹D Úna
brhšÈU..”
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FHªij nghy¡ Fâ¤jtŸjh‹ r‰W K‹ Ãuhjuthd
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giHago mykhÇÆš mL¡»a nghJ kdâš rªnjhr«
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tiffis it¤jhŸ.. fhiyÆš mªâUªj
nriyÆšjh‹ ï‹D« ïU¡»whŸ v‹w Ãidî tu
mtrukhf JÂfis MuhŒªJ btªja Ãw¤âš f‰fŸ
gâ¤J ntiy¥ghLfŸ brŒj Éiyía®ªj Rojhiu
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c£fhU..”
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kdkšyth..?”
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cz®tiyfŸ njh‹¿d.. ãáu‰w FuÈš °tu«
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bjh£ld..
“flš jh©L« gwit¡bfšyh«..
ïis¥ghw ku§fŸ ïšiy..
fy§fhkny f©l« jh©Lnj..
K‰W¥òŸË mU»š Úí«
Û©L« á‹d¥ òŸËfŸ it¤jhš
Kobt‹gJ« Mu«gnk..”
eªâÅ tyJ KH§ifia nrhghÉ‹ if¥gFâÆš
C‹¿ cŸs§ifÆš f‹d« jh§» ghlÈš _œ»¥
nghdh‹.. mtS¡fhfnt mt‹ ghL»wh‹ v‹gâš
mt‹ njhŸ rhŒªJ MWjš bfhŸS« cz®î
mtS¡F V‰g£lJ..
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tÈÆšyhj kd« »ilahJ..
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mt‹ ïU fu§fisí« ÉǤJ miH¤jh‹.. eªâÅ¡F
Xo¥nghŒ mtdJ ÉǪj iffS¡FŸ òFªJ guªj
mt‹ kh®ãš Kf« òij¤J¡ bfhŸs nt©L« nghy
ïUªjJ.. mtsJ cŸs« be»œ¢áÆš É«ÄaJ..
“fh£oš cŸs brofS¡bfšyh«..
j©Ù® C‰w Mns ïšiy..
j‹id¡ fh¡fnt, jhdhŒ tsUnk..
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bg©nz bfhŠr neu«jhnd..
c‹id¤ njh©odhš ï‹g«
njh‹Wnk..”
mtisna gh®¤jgo gho¡ bfh©oUªj mtdJ
gh®itÆš cU»¡ fiuªJ fhzhkš nghŒ É£lij¥
nghy cz®ªjhŸ eªâÅ.. v‹d khâÇahd cz®î
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njh‹¿aJ..
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toahkšjh‹ btŸs« »ilahJ..
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nghJ btËna bto¢ r¥j« nf£lJ.. AhY¡FŸ
t©z t©z k¤jh¥ó xË¢ájwšfŸ njh‹¿d..
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r¥j¤âš Ahny m⮪jJ.. M§fh§nf M©fS«
bg©fS« eldkhl Mu«ã¤jh®fŸ.. FL«gkhf
tªâUªjt®fS« Föfykhf MlÈš fyªJ bfhŸs
uÉ¢rªâu‹ nkilia É£L ïw§» eªâÅÆ‹ mUnf
tªJ tyJ fu¤ij Ú£o eldkhl miH¤jh‹..
kW¡F« âuhÂÆšyhkš mt‹ ifg‰¿ vGªj
eªâÅÆ‹ ïilia¢ R‰¿ tis¤J kW ifahš
mtis¢ R‰¿ É£L Ml Mu«ã¤jh‹..
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mt‹ kh®ãš òijªjhŸ.. M©ikÆ‹ f«Õukhd
mHFl‹ mtis¤ jhf¤Jl‹ gh®¤jgo mt‹
ïir¡nf‰g Ml mtŸ nkf¤âš Äj¥gij¥ nghy
cz®ªjhŸ.. ïizªJ« ãǪJ« mt®fŸ Modh®fŸ..
mtËlÄUªJ jŸË ËW ML« nghJ« mtis¤
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Kf¤jUnf FŪjh‹..
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m©ikÆš ïUªjd.. mtsJ cjLfis mtdJ
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nt£if m¿É¤jJ.. mtsJ f‹d¤âš FWFW¤j
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bfh©lhŸ..
r‰W K‹ò« mtŸ mtdJ ïW¡fkhd miz¥ãš
ml§»ÆUªjhŸjh‹... mtŸ KJ»š fu« gâ¤J mtŸ
TªjÈš Kf« òij¤J
mt‹ Ë¿Uªjh‹jh‹.. m¥nghJ ïJ nghy mtsJ
cz®îfŸ »s®ªJ vHÉšiyna.. mtdJ ÉÊfËš
ïJngh‹w nt£if bj‹glÉšiy..
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ïUtÇ‹ ïjœfS¡F« ïilna üysî ïilbtË
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mt‹ Ãid¤jhš btF ïyFthf mªj¥ gyåd¤ij¥
ga‹gL¤â mtsJ kW¥ig cil¤J mtsJ
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tu Ãid¡»whdh..?
mtsJ ÉÊfËš bjǪj m¢r¤âš mt‹
ÃjhŤjh‹..
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brhšyhkš mtidna gh®¤jgo ËwhŸ..
“brhš.. v‹id É£L¥ nghŒ ÉLÉah..?”
‘v¥go Koí«..?’
kd« nf£l nfŸÉia eªâÅ nf£fÉšiy.. mtŸ
nghf nt©oatŸjhnd v‹W mtsJ kd« nf£lJ..
bgš£ k‹dDldhd mtsJ âUkz¤ij¥ g‰¿a
ng¢R ËW É£lhš mtŸ jŠrhñU¡F¤ âU«ã
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tifÆš mtsJ kd« FË®tij Éa¥òl‹
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ãwªâU¡»w ïªj KjšehËy
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“taeh£L¡F..”
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ntiy gh®¡f¤jh‹ mtŸ tªâU¡»whŸ v‹gij
v¥go mtŸ kwªjhŸ..?
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Mœªj gh®itÆš mtS¡F _¢R¤ âzwš V‰g£lJ..
Kf« át¡f¤ jiy FŪjgo mtD¡F vâÇš
c£fh®ªjhŸ.. Jis¡F« gh®itíl‹ mtisna
gh®¤J¡ bfh©oUªjh‹ uÉ¢rªâu‹..
‘ï¥go¥ gh®¡fhnj..’ jɤJ¥ nghdhŸ eªâÅ..
mtsJ ÉušfË‹ eL¡f¤âš nyrhd ò‹áÇ¥òl‹
gh®itia Éy¡»¡ bfh©L mtŸ g¡fkhf czî
tiffis ef®¤â É£L rh¥ãl Mu«ã¤jh‹..
‘m¥gho..’ v‹W njh‹¿a nghJ« mtshš ëkâahf
rh¥ãl KoaÉšiy..
beho¡bfhU Kiw òâ® nghL« gh®itíl‹ mtis¤
Jis¥gij¥ nghy¥ gh®¤J¡ bfh©oU¥gtid
K‹dhš it¤J¡ bfh©L v¥go ïašghf mtŸ
rh¥ãLthŸ..?
r§fl¤Jl‹ czit¡ bfh¿¤jtËl« btF
m¡fiwahf..
“gá¡fiyah..? ~ò£ m¥gona ïU¡nf..?” v‹W
ÉrhǤjh‹..
‘Ú rh¥ãl É£lhšjhnd..’ eªâÅ bgU_¢R É£lhŸ..
“th£ nA¥g‹..? vŠ⧠uh§..?” mj‰F« nfŸÉ
tªjJ..
‘v‹d M¢rh..? Ú gh®¡»w gh®itÆny vd¡F
v‹bd‹dnth M»¤ bjhiy¡FJlh.. Ú iu£ bg®rdh
ïšiy uh§ bg®rdh‹D KobtL¡f Koahk jiy
Koia¥ ㌤J¡fyh« nghy ïU¡F..’
mij mtÅl« brhšÈÆUªjhš..
‘Mšbuo c‹Ko ㌪Jjh‹ bjh§FJ..’ v‹W
brhšÈÆU¥gh‹..
mªj y£rz¤âš mtŸ jiyia thÇ¥ ã‹dš
ngh£oUªjhŸ.. Kf¤âš ÉGªj Ko¡f‰iwia xJ¡»
É£lgo âU£L¥ óid nghy mtid fŸs¥ gh®it
gh®¤jhŸ..
mtid¥ gh®¥gJ«.. mt‹ gh®¤J É£lhš gj¿¥ nghŒ
czit¥ gh®¥gJkhf ïUªjtË‹ nr£ilia¤ jh§f
Koahkš mt‹ mtŸ jiyÆš xU bfh£il it¤J..
“ir£il¡ Tl xG§fhŒ mo¡f¤ bjÇaiy.. thŒ
k£L« ïªâahit¤ jh©o všyh eh£L¡F«
nf£»wij¥ nghy »ÊíJ..” v‹wh‹..
“ah® ahiu ir£ mo¤jJ..?”
“Ú v‹id ir£ mo¤j..”
“ïšiy..”
“ïšiyah..? v§nf v‹ Kf¤ij¥ gh®¤J¢ brhšY..”
mt‹ rthšÉ£lh‹.. mtdJ miw Ttiy V‰W
mt‹ Kf¤ij¥ gh®¤J Él nt©L« v‹w nuhr¤Jl‹
eªâÅ ÉÊfis ca®¤j¤jh‹ brŒjhŸ.. mt‹
ÉÊfis¢ rªâ¤jJ« Í›bt‹w Ä‹rhu¤ jh¡FjY¡F
MshdtŸ bt‰¿fukhf¤ njhšÉia¤ jGÉ
gh®itia¤ jhœ¤â¡ bfh©lhŸ..
“v‹‹‹...d..? Koaiyah..?” mt‹ FuÈš bt‰¿¡
fË¥ãUªjJ..
“ï¥go Äu£oܧf‹dh eh‹ k§fq® v¡°ãu°i[¥
ão¤J br‹id¡F XoUnt‹..” jhs Koahkš mtŸ
v»¿dhŸ..
“Xlwânyna F¿ahŒ ïU..” mt‹ Kf« fodkhdJ..
eªâÅ cj£il¡ fo¤J¡ bfh©lhŸ... KjšehŸ
ïuÉš mtŸ br‹id¡F »s«g Ka‹wij mt‹
ÉU«gÉšiyba‹gâš xU g¡f« rªnjhrkhfî«
kWg¡f« F‰wîz®thfî« ïUªjJ..
‘ït‹jhnd eh‹ »s«ã¥ nghÆlyh«‹D Ãid¡»w
msî¡F¤ â£odh‹.. »s«ãdh k£L«
nfhÉ¢R¡»wh‹..’ mtS¡F¤ Jaukhf ïUªjJ..
áW FHªij nghy mGjtis miz¤J mt‹
rkhjhd¥ gL¤âaij Ãid¤J¡ bfh©ltS¡F..
‘mo¡»w ifjh‹ miz¡F«..’ v‹w gh£o brh‹d
gHbkhÊ Ãidî¡F tªJ mu£oaJ..
‘vJ¡F« vJ¡F« Ko¢R¥ nghlnw‹.. ït‹ v‹ gh°..
eh‹ ïtÅl« ntiy gh®¡f tªjtŸ..’
be£LU nghy kdJ¡FŸ brhšÈ¡ bfh©lhŸ..
nAh£liy É£L¡ »s«ò« nghJ m©zhªJ mªj
gykho¡ f£ol¤ij¥ gh®¤jhŸ.. mjDŸ Ãu«ãÆUªj
ÃidtiyfËš ïUªJ Ûsnt KoahJ nghy¤
njh‹¿aJ.. ïUªâUªJ xU nAh£lš.. xU thu«
m§nf j§»ÆU¡»whŸ.. mij¤ jÉ®¤J mj‰F«
eªâÅ¡F« ïilna ahbjhU gªjKÄšiy.. ïUªJ«
V‹ òâuhd xU nrhf« mtŸ kdij¥ ãʪJ
fr¡F»wJ..?
fd¤j kdJl‹ fhÇš V¿atis¥ gh®¤j
uÉ¢rªâuÅ‹ gh®itÆš ïUªj Vnjh x‹¿š
eªâÅÆ‹ kd« mirªjJ.. ïJngh‹w Vnjh
x‹¿dhš V‰gL« ‘X® ïJ’ òâjhd òâuhf
ï¥nghJjh‹ m¢RW¤J»wJ.. ïj‰F K‹d®
ïJ ngh‹w òâ® cz®îfŸ eªâÅÆ‹ kdij
M¡uĤjnj ïšiy..
br‹idÆš go¤J¡ bfh©oUªjtiu ëkâahf
ïUªjhŸ.. eªâÅÆ‹ mH»Y«, nkfehjÅ‹
trâÆY« <®¡f¥g£l Kiw kh¥ãŸisfis
it¤âU¡F« cwÉd®fŸ eªâÅia¥ bg© nf£L
nkfehjÅ‹ å£il K‰WifÆ£lnghJ.. br‹idÆš
mtŸ go¤J¡ bfh©oUªj go¥ò¤jh‹ mtis¡
fh¥gh‰¿aJ..
“bgh©Q go¢R¡»£L ïU¡F.. go¥ò Koa£L«..”
kªâu c¢rhld« nghy ïªj th®¤ijfis x¥ã¤J
Kiw kh¥ãŸisfis it¤âU¡F« cwÉd®fis
fh¤âU¥ò¡ fz¡»š it¤jh® nkfehj‹..
“btÆ£o§ È°nlhl v©Â¡if To¡»£nl nghFJ..
ngh»w ngh¡if¥ gh®¤jh cd¡F Ra« tu¤ij
mbds‹° g©Â el¤j ntQ« nghy ïU¡F.. c‹
Tl¤jh‹ ehD« ãwªâU¡nf‹.. vd¡F¥ bg©
bfhL¡fnw‹D vtdhtJ t®whdh‹D ghU..”
eªjFkh® Vf¤J¡F« bghwhik¥ gLth‹..
m¥gobahU Ra«tu« el¡fntÆšiyna.. mtS¡F¥
ão¤j kh¥ãŸisia¤ nj®î brŒí« cÇik mtS¡F
kW¡f¥g£L É£lnj.. vtndh xU bgš£ k‹did,
mtŸ f©Âš Tl¡ fh£lhkš kh¥ãŸisahf
nj®ªbjL¤J É£lh®fns..
“Úbašyh« ÓÇa[h ⧠g©z Mu«ã¢R£lh ïªj
cyf« v‹d¤J¡F M»wJ..?”
uÉ¢rªâuÅ‹ »©lÈš áªjid fiyªjtshf
mtid¥ gh®¤jhŸ eªâÅ.. mtŸ gh®itia f›ÉaJ
mt‹ gh®it.. òÇglhj cz®îfS¡FŸ _œfo¡F«
m¥gh®itÆny ïUªj ö©oÈš kh£o¡ bfhŸshkš
gh®itia Éy¡»¡ bfh©lhŸ eªâÅ.. mtŸ kd«
glgl¤jJ..
tisªJ be˪J br‹w kiy¥ghij g¢ir¥
gnrby‹w bro bfhofË‹ eLnt mt®fis
miH¤J¢ br‹wJ.. eªâÅÆ‹ kdâš u«a« ëãaJ..
gRikÆ‹ NHÈš yƤj mtŸ kdâš ghu« bfhŠr«
ïw§»aij¥ nghy ïUªjJ..
ÉÊfËš r‹dkhd nrhf¤njhL fjnthukhf jiyia¢
rǤJ rhŒªJ nfus¤â‹ ïa‰ifaH»š
yƤâU¥gtis¥ gh®¤jgo kiy¥ghijÆš mt‹
fhiu X£oaâš mtŸ »s®¢áailªjhŸ.. mtÅl«
ïašghf ngáÉ£lhš kdâš cŸs FWFW¥ò
kiwªJ ÉLnkh v‹w v©z¤âš..
“ïJ kiy¥ghij rhnu.. xUifÆš fhiu X£o ɤij
fh©ã¡f ïJ x‹D« r®¡f° ïšyh.. kdáyhÆ..?”
v‹whŸ..
mt‹ m¥nghJ fhÇš VjhtJ ghliy xÈ¡f ÉL«
v©z¤âš xU ifahš fhiu X£oago kWifahš
nlZ ngh®il âwªJ á.o¡fis òu£o¡
bfh©oUªjh‹.. mtsJ Ó©lÈš ÉÊfis ca®¤â
mtis FWFWbtd¥ gh®¤J it¤jh‹.. bt£f¤âš
átªj Kf¤Jl‹ y{i# ÄFªjtshf cj£il
ko¤J¡ fo¤jhŸ..
mt‹ nt©Lbk‹nw fhiu xo¤J tis¤J FY§f
it¡f.. my¿ao¤J¡ bfh©L mt‹ nkš gir
nghlhkš x£o¡ bfh©lhŸ..
cuhŒªj clšfËš cz®îfË‹ Ô g‰¿¡ bfh©lJ..
eªâÅÆ‹ kdâš Kjš ehŸ ïuÉ‹ ÃidîfŸ ika«
bfh©ld.. jÉ¥òl‹ Éy»¡ bfh©ltŸ..
“vªjh rhnu.. fh® X£l¤ bjÇíÄšyh..?” v‹W nf£L
it¤jhŸ..
“VŒ mu£il.. thia _o¡»£L th.. ïšny‹dh
kiy¥ghijÆš cU£o É£oUnt‹..”
mt‹ kWgoí« fhiu xo¤J tis¤J¡ FY§f it¡f
mtŸ f©fis ïWf _o Ó£oš F¥òw ÉGªJ
É£lhŸ..
“btW« thŒjh‹..”
nfÈ nghy mt‹ gh®¤j gh®itÆš mtŸ beŠr«
j£L¤ jLkh¿aJ.. òÇglhj cz®îfis mtS¡FŸ
Éij¤j mt‹ gh®itíl‹ mtŸ gh®it ãizªJ
ïW» kU»aJ.. ïJ v‹d òJ gªj« v‹W mtŸ kd«
âif¤J kU©lJ..
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M§»y vG¤jhd ‘W’ nghy tisªJ be˪J br‹wJ


taeh£L¡F¢ bršY« kiy¥ghij.. tw©l óÄahf
ïšyhkš g¢ir¥ gnrby‹w òšbtËfS«
brobfhofSkhf nfus¤â‹ ïa‰if ghijÆ‹
ïU¥g¡fK« f©Q¡F¡ FË®¢áahd gRikíl‹
ïU¡f eLnt Xoa rhiyÆš fh® Xo¡ bfh©oUªjJ..
ghijÆ‹ xUg¡f« ml®ªâU¡F« _§»š brofŸ..
kWg¡f rÇÉš njÆiy gh¤âfŸ vd¡ fhz¡ fhz¤
bjÉ£lhj ïa‰ifaHFl‹ ghij ïizªâUªjJ..
áy ïl§fËš ghijÆ‹ ïUòwK« g¢ir¥ gnrbyd
X§» ts®ªâUªj _§»š brofŸ ml®ªJ nk‰òwkhf
tisªJ x‹bwhblh‹W x£o¥ ãidªâU¡f mj‹
eLnt nghF« ghijÆš fhÇš ga¤j eªâÅ¡F
gRik¡ Fif¡FŸ fh® brštij¥ nghy ãuÄ¥ghf
ïUªjJ..
‘nfhòu thrš nghynt ïU¡F..’
gRik¡ Fif nghy fh£áaˤj _§»š brofË‹
Cnl br‹w rhiy nfhòuthrÈš Kotilªjij¥
nghy ïUªjij uá¤J¥ gh®¤j eªâÅ¡F áÈ®¥ghf
ïUªjJ..
jŠirÆš ãwªjtŸ gRik¡ Fif eLÉš bršY«
ghijÆš taeh£il neh¡»¥ ga¤J¡
bfh©oU¡»whŸ.. mtS¡F« taeh£L¡F« v‹d
r«gªj«..? ï¥gobahU gaz¤ij nk‰bfhŸs
neÇL« v‹W mtŸ Ãid¤J¥ gh®¤âU¥ghsh..?
fhU¡F K‹nd Mis kiw¡F« rh«gš t©z¥ gÅ¥
òif NœªJ f©Q¡F¤ bjÇahkš fh£áfis
kiw¤jJ.. ml®ªâUªj gÅ¥òif RHš nghy vGªJ
R‰W¥ òw¤ij kiw¤J¡ fɪjâš eªâÅÆ‹ kd«
ïd« òÇahj X® nrhf¤ij mDgɤjJ.. ghij kh¿
òJ thœÉ‰F¥ nghŒ bfh©oU¥gij¥ nghy kd«
fy§»aJ.. nj«ã mH nt©L« nghy ïUªjâš mtŸ
nrh®thf Ó£oš rǪJ ïikfis _odhŸ.. _oa
ïik¡FŸ ïUªJ ïU brh£L¡ f©Ù® c⮪jd.. V‹
ïªj nrhf« v‹W bjÇahkš áW FHªijahf kd«
âif¤jhŸ.. mtsJ kd âl« Fiwtij¥ nghynt
ïUªjâš kU©lhŸ..
“ó§fh‰W.. òâuhdJ..
òJ thœî.. râuhLJ..
ïu©L cÆiu ïiz¤J ÉisahL«
cÆiu ïiz¤J ÉisahL«
ó§fh‰W.. òâuhdJ..”
áoÆš xȤj ghlÈš ïUt® kd§fS« áiwg£ld..
uÉ¢rªâuÅ‹ òUt§fŸ RU§» Kf¤âš X® ÔÉu«
gl®ªjJ.. ghlYl‹ mtD« nr®ªJ ghoago mtis¥
gh®¤jh‹.. mtnd ghLtij¥ nghy ïUªJ it¤jâš
eªâÅÆ‹ kdJ miyghŒªjJ..
“tU»‹w fh‰W« áW ãŸisahF«..
kufj¡ »Ÿis bkhÊ ngR«..
óthÅš bgh‹nkfK« c‹ nghny..
ehbsšyh« ÉisahL«..
ó§fh‰W òâuhdJ..”
kdij cU¡»a fhd¤ij kdKUf mt‹ ghoaâš
eªâÅí« cU»¥ nghdhŸ.. ïjœfŸ ngrhkš
ïja§fŸ ngR« cz®it mt®fŸ mDgɤjh®fŸ..
uÉ¢rªâuÅ‹ ÉÊfËš tʪj ãÇa¤âš eªâÅÆ‹
kd« CryhoaJ.. mªj¥ ãÇa¤J¡F vªj Éjkhd
vâ®fhyK« ïšiyna v‹W jɤjJ.. mtŸ kdâ‹
jÉ¥ig mtŸ ÉÊfËš f©ltÅ‹ òUt§fŸ
ca®ªjâš eªâÅÆ‹ miyghŒjš mâfkhdJ..
‘v‹id tÓfÇ¡fhnj tÓfuh..’ v‹W mtŸ kd«
mu‰¿aJ..
‘eh‹ åL âU«ò«nghJ ehdhf ehÅU¡f nt©L«..’
kU»dhŸ eªâÅ..
v‹id É£L¥ nghŒ ÉLthah v‹W Kjš ehŸ ïuÉš
mt‹ nf£l nfŸÉ Ãidî¡F tªJ ï«á¤jJ.. V‹
m¥go¡ nf£lh‹..? mtid¤njo mtŸ tuÉšiyna..
X® mil¡fy¤ij¤ njo¤jhnd tªâU¡»whŸ..?
mtÅl« X® ntiyia¤ njo¤jhnd tªâU¡»whŸ..?
njLjš v‹whš v‹dbt‹W bjÇahj ngij mtŸ..
mtËl« njLjiy¥ g‰¿a ïd« òÇahj cz®îfis
Éij¤J mtsJ mªj cz®îfSl‹ mt‹ Éisaho
njLjiy cz®¤J»whnd.. ïJ Ãahakh..?
“eâba§F bršY«..?
flšj‹id¤ njo..
bgh‹ t©nlhL«.. ky® njo..
v‹ thœÉš Ú tªjJ Éâba‹whš..
Ú vªj‹ cÆu‹nwh..
ó§fh‰W.. òâuhdJ..”
f‹d¤âš tʪJ bfh©oU¡F« f©Ù® nfhLfis¥
g‰¿a áªijÆšyhkš mt‹ njhŸÛJ jiy rhŒ¤jhŸ
eªâÅ.. áoÆ‹ ghlš tÇfnshL fyªJ xȤj mt‹
FuÈš btË¥g£l cz®¢á¥ ãuthf« mtis
_œfo¤J _¢R¤ âzw¢ brŒJ bfh©oUªjJ..
mtid¥ gh®¤j ã‹òjh‹ ïJ ngh‹w _¢R¤
âzwšfŸ mâfkhf tU»‹wd v‹gij mtsJ m¿î
m¿îW¤âaJ.. brhªjÄšyhj brhªjbkh‹W
mt‹ÛJ c©lh» ÆU¥gij mtŸ kdjhš kW¡f
KoaÉšiy..
rhiyÆ‹ ïUg¡fK« ml®ªâUªj ku§fŸ Tl gÅ¥
òifÆš _œ» nfh£nlhÉa§fŸ nghy¡ fhz¥g£ld..
X§» ca®ªâUªj kiy¤ bjhl®fis mtŸ
gh®¥gij¡ f©l uÉ¢rªâu‹..
“mJjh‹ nk‰F bjhl®¢á kiyfŸ..” v‹wh‹..
X§» ca®ªâUªj nk‰F bjhl®¢á kiyfis Úy
t©z¥ gÅ¥òif ngh®it nghy¥ ngh®¤âÆUªjJ..
thd« ntW kiy¤bjhl®fŸ ntW v‹W ãǤJ
fh£áaË¡fhkš thndhL thdhf fyªJ É£lij¥
nghy mit fh£áaˤjd..
fhÇ‹ #‹dš f©zho fjÉ‹ tÊahf gh®¤j nghJ
Ãy¥gu¥ò btF moÆš gŸs¤jh¡F nghy bjǪjâš
gaªJ nghd eªâÅ uÉ¢rªâuDl‹ x‹¿¡
bfh©lhŸ..
gaªJ nghd KašF£oia¥ nghy mtŸ xL§»
mtndhL x‹¿ x£o¡ bfh©lâš..
“ehÅU¡nfÅšy.. ga¥gl¡TlhJ..” v‹W mt‹
ijÇa« brh‹dh‹..
“nfush‹dh mHfh ïU¡F«‹Djh‹ nfŸÉ¥
g£oU¡nf‹.. ï¥go gakhÆU¡F«‹D Ãid¤J¡
Tl¥ gh®¡fiy..”
mtsJ g‰fŸ »L»L¤jd.. ï›tsîjhdh ïtsJ
ijÇa« v‹W mtD¡F áÇ¥ò tªjJ.. gaªJ eL§F«
Rght« bfh©ltËl« ïU¡F« å«ò« åwh¥ò«
mtdJ ò‹difia mâfǤjd..
“v‹dnth #h‹á uh nghy 㚣-m¥ bfhL¥g.. kiy
eh£il¥ gh®¤J gaªJ xËaw..?” nfÈ brŒjh‹..
“kiyehlh..? ïJ nfushjhnd..?”
“nfush‹dhny kiy ehLjh‹.. nfŸÉ¥
g£lâšiyah..?”
nfŸÉ¥g£lij¥ nghyjh‹ ïUªjJ.. ahnuh,
v¥nghnjh brh‹d Phgf«.. ah® brh‹dh®fŸ, v¥nghJ
brh‹dh®fŸ v‹gJjh‹ kwªJ É£lJ.. k‰w
r«gt§fË‹ jh¡f¤âš kiyahs njr« v‹gJ
kiyfŸ Nœªj njr« v‹gij mtŸ kwªnj nghdhŸ..
mL¡fL¡fhd got§fis¡ bfh©l kiy¤ bjhlÇš
mtŸ mâra¥ g£l nghJ mij¢ R£o¡ fh£oa
uÉ¢rªâu‹..
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taeh£L¡F¥ nghahfD«..” v‹wh‹..
“Ršjh‹ g¤njÇah..? bganu ɤâahrkh ïU¡nf..”
fij nf£L R‰W¢ NHÈ‹ ïa‰ifaHif nto¡if
gh®¡F« M®t¤njhL ef®ªJ ÃÄ®ªJ c£fh®ªjhŸ
eªâÅ..
“V‹..? m¥gona ïU¡f nt©oaJjhnd..?”
mtŸ ef®ªJ É£l Vkh‰w¤ij m¥g£lkhf
ãuâgȤjd mtdJ ÉÊfŸ.. Ky« átªjhŸ eªâÅ..
“vd¡F trâah ïšiy..” v‹whŸ..
“vd¡F trâah ïUªjnj..” mt‹ b#hŸËdh‹..
“nghJ« rhnu.. taehL v°nl£oš ntiy gh®¡f‹D
tutiH¤J£L kiynky fl¤â¡»£L¥ ngh»wJ«
ïšyhk nuh£il¥ gh®¤J¡ fhiu
X£lî« kh£nl§fÖ§f.. c§f trâia¥ g¤â k£L«
nahá¢rh¥ nghjhJ rhnu.. c§fis e«ã c§f
fhU¡FŸns V¿ tªâU¡»wt§f ghJfh¥ig¥ g¤âí«
bfhŠr« nahá¡fD«..”
“Cë«..?”
mt‹ tÓfukhŒ òUt§fis ca®¤j mtŸ ¡ç‹
nghšlh»..
“Ršjh‹ g¤njÇia¥ g¤âd És¡f¤ij k£L«
brhš»Ö§fsh ¥ç°.. k¤jij b#hŸs nt©lhnk..”
v‹W g›a¤Jl‹ nt©o¡ bfh©lhŸ.
“b#hŸ..?” mt‹ flflbtd áǤJ mtis gaKW¤â
É£L Ršjh‹ g¤njÇia¥ g‰¿¢ brhšy Mu«ã¤jh‹..
“ïªj Cnuhl Mu«g¥ bga® Ršjh‹ g¤njÇÆšy..”
“ã‹nd..?”
“fzgâ t£l«§»wJjh‹ ïªj Cnuhl Kjš bga®..”
“fzgâ t£lkh..?”
mtS¡F M¢rÇakh» É£lJ.. Ršjh‹ g¤njÇ v‹w
ï°yhÄa¥ bgaU¡F« fzgâ t£l« v‹w ïªJ¥
bgaU¡F« v¥go¥ bghUªâ tªjJ..?
“fzgâ t£l«§»w ïªj CÇš â¥ò Ršjh‹ Míj¡
»l§if it¤jh‹.. mjdhš ïªj Ciu ‘Ršjh‹
gh£lÇ..’‹D brhšth§f.. ehsilÉš ïªj¥ bga®
‘Ršjh‹ g¤njÇ’‹D M»U¢R.. ïJjh‹ ‘fzgâ
t£l«’ ‘Ršjh‹ g¤njÇ..’ah bga® kh¿d fij..”
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mtŸ cj£il¢ RʤJ ‘X’ ngh£lhŸ.. Rʤj
cjLfis mt‹ xU kh®¡fkhf¥ gh®¤J it¤jâš
mu©L nghŒ rhiyia¥ gh®¡f Mu«ã¤jhŸ.. tÊÆš
bj‹g£l k¡fËš bgU«ghyhd k¡fË‹ cilfŸ
ɤâahrkhf ïUªjâš mij¥ g‰¿¡ nf£lhŸ..
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thœ»wh®fŸ..”
mt‹ brh‹d Étu¤âš mtŸ kWgoí« cj£il¢
RʤJ ‘X’ nghl¥ nghdhŸ.. mtdJ kh®¡f¥ gh®it
Phgf¤âš tªjâš mtrukhf ‘X’ it¤ jL¤J ÃW¤â..
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gH§Fo k¡fis¤jh‹ vy¡rÅy ÃW¤Jth§f..”
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nfush k£L«jh‹..”
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ïšyhjt§fsh¤jh‹ ïU¡fDkh..? ït§fËl«
brhªj ÃyK« go¥g¿î« ïU¡F..”
“mHfhd C®..”
“ï¥ngh å£L¡F¥ nghahfD«.. ïšny‹dh R‰¿¡
fh£lnw‹ th‹D fhiu¤ âU¥ãUnt‹..”
“ï§nf R‰¿¥ gh®¡»w khâÇ ÓdÇ° Ãiwa ïU¡fh..?”
“v‹d ï¥go¡ nf£L£l..?”
mt‹ nf£l Éj¤âš m¥go¡ nf£f¡ Tlhj
nfŸÉia¤ jh‹ nf£L É£nlhnkh v‹W nahá¡f
Mu«ã¤jhŸ eªâÅ..
“buh«gî« nahá¡fhnj..” v‹wh‹ uÉ¢rªâu‹.
“mJ vd¡F ê£ Mfiy‹D brhšYå§f..”
“v¥go¡ f©L ão¢r..?”
“ïJ¡F‹D c§f CÇy nrhÊia cU£o n#háa«
brhš»w n#háaiuah¡ T¥ã£L¡ F¿ nf£f Koí«..?
mij¤ jÉu ntw vij Ú§f brhšy¥ nghÖ§f..? eh‹
nahá¢rhny c§fS¡F Mfhnj.. Ú§f‹D ïšy..
bk#hÇ£o Õ¥òŸ ï¥go¤jh‹ Ãid¡f¿§f..”
“v‹d‹D..?”
“nyo° nahá¡f¡ TlhJ‹D..”
“Zô®.. Zô®.. Ú§fŸsh« nahá¢rh ehL jh§fhJ..”
“c§f åL jh§fhJ‹D brhšY§f.. bõšãZ Õ¥òŸ..”
“ghUlh.. jhŒ¡Fy¤ij¢ brh‹dîlnd nuhr«
bgh¤J¡»£L tªJU¢R..”
“Mkh«.. mJ¡F ï¥g v‹dh§f¿§f..?”
ng¢á‹ ntf¤âš eªâÅ tyJ cŸs§ifia¡ FɤJ
ca®¤â r©ilÆLtij¥ nghy¡ nf£lâš mt‹
uridah»..
“Cë«..?” v‹W òUt§fis ca®¤âdh‹..
eªâÅÆ‹ í¤j miw Ttš ïU¡F« ïl« bjÇahkš
Xo x˪J bfhŸs mtŸ jdJ ka¡f¤ij xˤJ
it¡F« tÊ njo â©lhodhŸ..
uÉ¢rªâuÅ‹ f©fŸ Ä‹Åd.. mtsJ ka¡f¤âš
mt‹ »s®ªjh‹.. T®ªJ mtis gh®itÆ£lgo..
ng¢ir kh‰¿dh‹..
“ï§nf R¤â¥ gh®¡f nt©oa ïl§fŸ Ãiwa ïU¡F..
vl¡fš Fif, fhuh¥ òiH miz, Rá¥ghiw mUÉ..
FWtÔî, g£Î ghjhs«, ig¤Ufh Äíáa«,
r§fyhku« m¥òw« Û‹ K£o mUÉ..”
filá th®¤ijia¢ brhšY« nghJ mtis¤ â‹W
ÉLtij¥ nghy¥ gh®¤J it¤jh‹.. eªâÅ¡F
nfhÊ¡nfhL mUÉÆ‹ Phgf« tªJ É£lJ..
‘ït‹ Tl mUÉia¥ gh®¡f¥ nghdh ït‹ miu
Fiwah ou° g©Â¡»£L ft®¢á fh£o Mis¤
âzw it¥ghnd..’
mªj c¤njr¤âšjh‹ Û‹K£o mUÉia¥ g‰¿¢
brhš»whndh v‹w rªnjf« eªâÅÆ‹ jiy¡FŸ
t©lhf¡ FilªjJ.. mtdJ ÉÊfËš bjǪj
ãufhr« Vnjh x‹W mt‹ kdJ¡FŸ ïU¥gij
btË¢r« ngh£L¡ fh£oaJ..
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nrhH, gh©oa k‹d®fŸ jÄHf¤ij M©ljhf
tuyhW brhš»wJ.. mt®fis _ntªj®fŸ v‹W
miH¡»wh®fŸ..
mªj _ntªj®fËš xUtuhd nru k‹d® M£á brŒj
nru ehL nfus« MF«.. nruehL nruskhf kUÉ nfus«
v‹W kh¿ É£ljhf tuyh‰W¡ F¿¥ò brhš»wJ..
nk‰F bjhl®¢á kiyfis¡ bfh©l nfus«
ïa‰ifaH»‹ milahs«..!
k© kz« bfh©l nfus¤J¥ bg©fŸ ïa‰ifaH»š
K‹d t»¥gt®fŸ.. x¥gid Æšyhj rªjd¡
щWl‹ Toa Kf« khR kWÉšyhkš gsgs¡F«...
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j©Ù® C‰¿¡ Fˤjhšjh‹ mt®fS¡F Fˤij¥
nghynt ïU¡Fkh«.. <u¤ jiyKoia ÉÇa É£L¡
fhnjhu§fËš áW щwhf Tªjš ïiHfis vL¤J
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mirªjho tU« nghJ j§f¤ njbuh‹W mirªjho
tUtij¥ nghynt ïU¡F«..
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áij¡fhkš ku§fS¡»ilna jŤjÅahŒ mtutÇ‹
r¡â¡nf‰g åLfis¡ f£o.. Xiy bfh©nlh gy¤j
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ïU¥gjhf mt‹ brh‹dh‹..
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“fhiu eh‹ X£lth..?”
“V‹..? v‹ oiuɧ rÇÆšiyah..?”
Mkh« v‹W brhšÈÉ£L mjyghjhs¤âš
cUŸtj‰F eªâÅ jahuhf ïšiy.. kiy njr¤âš
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bfh©oU¥gtÅl« t«ò it¤J¡ bfhŸs¡ TlhJ
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nf£nl‹.. ntw x‹DÄšiyna.. x‹‹‹‹..Dnk
ïšiy..”
mt‹ e«ghj gh®it gh®¤J mtis nrhâ¤jh‹..
f©Lão¤J ÉLthndh v‹W mtŸ bl‹r‹ MdhŸ..
“taeh£L kiy¥ghijÆny fh® X£o¥ gh®¡f
Mir¥glw jÄœeh£L¥ bg© Újh‹.. bfhŠr«
#‹dš g¡fkh rhŒªJ ghU..”
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»L»Lbtd mtŸ eL§»¥ nghdhŸ..
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fh® Éy»dhY« m›tsîjh‹..
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fh® X£l¤jh‹ yha¡F.. nfush kiy¥ ghij‹dh
cd¡F m›tsî <Ìah¥ ngh¢rh..?”
“bjÇíâšy..?” vÇ¢ryhdhŸ eªâÅ..
“xU ifahš °oÇa§if¥ ão¤J¡»£L X£lwJ..
ghijia É£L£L g¡f¤ây c£fh®ª- âU¡ftis¤
âU«ã¤ âU«ã¥ gh®¡»wJ‹D ï«iria¡
»s¥ã¡»£L fhiu X£lwJ Ú§fjh‹..”
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MH¡flÈy jŸË É£lhY« meháakh Ûdt‹
Ú¢ryo¢R fiu¡f¤ âU«ãUthndh.. mij¥
nghy.. v¥ng‰g£l nA®ã‹ tisÉyí« ï«ÄTl
ghijia É£L efuhk v§fshy fhiu X£l Koí«..”
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“nfushÉy ãwªJ ts®ªjt§f..”
“jÄœ k£L« ešyh¥ ngr¿§f..”
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xU¤juh¢nr.. jÄG«, kiyahsK« ïu£il
bkhÊfŸ..”
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“c‹Tl ï‹bdhU »HÉ T£L¢ nr®ªj ã‹dhny
mij¢ brhšyyh«..”
“m¥g v‹id¡ »HÉ‹D brhšÖ§fsh..?”
eªâÅ _¡F EÅ át¡f nuhr¤Jl‹ r©il¡F¤
jahuhdâš mt‹..
“Ah.. Ah..” v‹W áǤjh‹..
“áÇ¡fhÔ§f..”
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“ïijbah‹id¢ brhšÈU§f..”
“ï‹bdh‹idí« brhšntnd..”
“ntw v‹d..?”
eªâÅ âUâU¤J x‰iw Éuiy be‰¿¥ bgh£oš
j£o nahá¡f Mu«ã¤jhŸ.. uÉ¢rªâuD¡F
nto¡ifahf ïUªjJ..
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bjÇahjh..?”
“v‹ bga® eªâÅ..”
“mJ c‹ å£oy it¤jJ.. eh‹ it¤j bga® ntw..”
“vd¡F¥ bga® it¡f Ú§f ahU§f..?”
“c‹ gh°..”
“gh°‹dh á ne« it¥Õ§fsh..?”
“ešy fijahŒ ïU¡nf.. c‹id nknu{ g©Â¡f
Ãid¤j ght¤â‰fhf c‹ î£-ã¡F Ú bgš£
k‹d‹D bga® it¡fiy..?”
“mJ.. mJ.. mJ..” jLkh¿a eªâÅ ntW x‹W
Ãidî¡F tªjtshf..
“mt‹ x‹W« v‹ î£-ã Æšiy..” v‹W _¡if
Éil¤jhŸ..
“mJ ïšiyjh‹.. g£.. mtU¡F Ú bgš£ k‹d‹D
bga® it¤âU¡»wJ c©ikah.. ïšiyah..?”
mt‹ kl¡»aâš mtŸ gšiy¡ fo¤jgo..
“mtD¡F k£LÄšiy gh°.. c§fS¡F« jh‹ bga®
it¤âU¡»nw‹..” v‹whŸ..
“vd¡F« á nekh..? Ah.. Ah.. v‹d‹D brhšYt..?”
“V‰fbdnt brhšÈÆU¡»wjh Phgf«..”
“vd¡F PhgfÄšiy.. brhšY.. brhšY..”
“f«kh©l®..!”
“f«kh©l®..? í Û‹ ÄÈoÇ f«kh©l®..? I iy¡ ï£..
eh‹ cd¡F it¤âU¡»w ï‹bdhU á ne« ‘á£L¡
FUÉ..’”
mt‹ f©fis¢ áÄ£odh‹.. mtŸ nghlh v‹W
Kf¤ij mZl nfhzyh¡»¥ gÊ¥ò¡ fh£o É£L¤
âU«ã c£fh®ªJ bfh©lhŸ.. bjh£lh¢ áQ§»,
á£L¡FUÉ v‹W gšntW cg bga®fshš mtŸ
miH¡f¥ gLtij ÉU«ghkš mtD¡F ï‹D«
v‹bd‹d ïLF¿ bga®fis ïlyh«
v‹W gy¤j nahridÆš ïUªjhŸ.. mij f©L
ão¤jtdhf..
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nahridÆš ïU¡»wah..” v‹W mt‹ nf£lh‹..
eªâÅ gâš brhšyÉšiy.. c«bk‹W ïUªjhŸ..
“Kj‹ Kjyh v‹ å£L¡F tu¥ nghw.. áǤj Kfkh
tuhk ï¥go c«K‹D Kf¤ij it¤J¡»£L tªjh
v‹ ngÄÈÆy v‹id¥ g¤â v‹d Ãid¥gh§f..? eh‹
c‹id¡ fl¤â¡»£L tªâU¡nf‹D Ãid¤J Él
kh£lh§fsh..?”
mt‹ nf£l nfŸÉÆš ö¡» thÇ¥ ngh£ltshf..
nfhg¤ij kwªJ..
“v‹dJ..?” v‹W ÉÊÉǤjhŸ eªâÅ..
“vJ¡F ïªj õh¡...? å£L¡F¤jhnd T¥ã£L¡»£L¥
ngh»wjh¢ brh‹nd‹..? ÚÈkiy ghÆ©oy ïU¡»w
v§f bf°£ Aîè¡F¡ T¥ã£L¡»£L¥ ngh»wjhth
brh‹nd‹..?” ïyFthf nf£L it¤jh‹
uÉ¢rªâu‹..
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“ba°.. m§nfjh‹ Û‹K£o mUÉ ïU¡F..”
“ntw x‹D« ïU¡»wjh ï¥ngh¢ brh‹Ü§fns..”
“«««.. v§f bf°£ Aî°..! c‹id m§nf
miH¤J¡»£L¥ nghfiy‹D« brh‹ndnd..”
‘ït‹ v‹d v‹bd‹d¤ijnah brhšwh‹.. bf°£
Aî° mJ ïJ§»wh‹.. c‹id m§nfah
T¥ã£nl‹D Ãaha« ngrwh‹.. ït‹ ntw nyo°
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bg©fnshL rªnjhrkh ïU¡f mªj bf°£
Aîè¡F¤jh‹ nghthndh v‹dnth..’
eªâÅ¡F fy¡fkhf ïUªjJ.. nfus¤J v°nl£oš
ntiy v‹wîl‹ mtŸ v‹bd‹dnth
Ãid¤âUªjhŸ.. mtS¡bf‹W xU Mã° miw..
RHš eh‰fhÈ.. f©zho nghy tHtH¥ghd »uhid£
gâ¤j nlãŸ.. mâš f«ô£l®.. ny¥lh¥..
mtS¡bf‹W xU bg®rdš br¡fu£lÇ..
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j©Ù® gh£oiy¡ fÉœ¤J mil¥ig Ú¡» MRthr¥
gL¤â¡ bfh©lhŸ..
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ntiy brŒa MŸ ïU¥gh§f.. ïšny‹dh.. taeh£oy
ïU¡»w nyo° Ah°lš vânyahJ j§»¡fyh«‹D
f‰gid brŒJ¡»£L tªjh ït‹ å£L¡F
T¥ã£L¡»£L ngh»nw§»whnd.. m§nf vd¡F v‹d
ntiyia¡ bfhL¡f¥ ngh»wh‹..?’
ngrhkš fh®fjit¤ âwªJ Fâ¤J Élyhkh v‹W
nahá¤jhŸ.. g¡fth£oš bjǪj »L»L ghjhs«
brŠá¡ nfh£ilÆ‹ c¢áÆÈUªJ gh®¤j
ghjhs¤ijÉl gLghjhskhf ïUªjâš mtrukhf
mªj nahridia ifÉ£lhŸ..
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cÄœÚiu ÉG§»¡ bfh©L gaªjgo nf£lhŸ..
“vJ¡F..?” òUt§fis RU¡»dh‹ mt‹..
“eh‹ j§»¡f¤jh‹..”
mt‹ âU«ã mtis¥ gh®¤j gh®itÆš
nfhgÄUªjJ..
“ïJ br‹idÆšiy.. taehL.. Ú j§»¡»w khâÇ
njhjhd ïl« ï§F ïšiy..”
“c§f v°nl£oš ntiy gh®¡»wt§fS¡F
Fth®£l®° f£o¡ bfhL¤âU¥Õ§fjhnd..”
“Mkh«.. mJ¡bf‹d..?”
mt‹ vǪJ ÉGªjh‹.. vj‰fhf ïªj msî¡F nfhg¥
gL»wh‹ v‹W òÇahkš mtŸ ef« fo¤jhŸ..
‘ïtDila v°nl£oš ntiy gh®¡f tªjtis
å£L¡F miH¤J¡ bfh©L nghtij mtDila
å£odU« ÉU«g kh£lh®fŸjhnd..’
vj‰fhf mtis mtDila å£o‰F miH¤J¡
bfh©L ngh»wh‹ v‹W m¿ahÉ£lhš mtS¡F
jiy bto¤J ÉL«nghy bl‹rdh»¥ nghdhŸ
eªâÅ..
“jÄœ eh£o‹ nru ehlhŒ nfush ïUªjjhny
kiyahsK« jÄG« ng¢R bkhÊÆš Ãiwa
x‰WiknahL ïU¡F«.. nfushÉš jÄH®fŸ Ãiwa
ïU¡»wh§f.. ta eh£oš jÄH®fŸjh‹ mâf«..
kiyahs«, jÄœ, f‹dl«, cUJ, bfh§fÅ‹D
Ãiwa bkhÊfŸ ngRth§f.. v§f å£ony eh§f jÄœ,
kiyahs« ïu©Lnk ngRnth«..”
‘ïijbašyh« eh‹ nf£nldh..?’
mtŸ nf£f Ãid¤jnj ntW..
“mªj¡ Fth®£l®°fËy x‹id vd¡fhf myh£
brŒayhnk..” gaªjgo mij¡ nf£lnghJ mtŸ
Ãid¤jgona mt‹ mtis cW¤J¥ gh®¤jh‹..
mtŸ gh®itia¤ jhœ¤â Éušfis¥ gh®¤jâš
nfhg« bfh©lh‹..
“V‹..? v‹ å£L¡F t®wâš cd¡bf‹d ãuh¥s«..?”
v‹W gšiy¡ fo¤jh‹..
“vd¡bfh‹D« ãuh¥sÄšiy.. c§fS¡F¤ jh‹
ãuh¥s«..” mtŸ ef« fo¤jhŸ..
“vd¡bf‹d ãuh¥s«..?”
“c§f v°nl£oy ntiy gh®¡f tªjtis c§f
å£L¡F miH¤J¡»£L¥ nghdh ãuh¥s« tuhjh..?”
“mbjšyh« tuhJ..” mt‹ mk®¤jyhf¢ brh‹dh‹..
‘v¡nfnlh bf£L¤ bjhiy..’
m¿ahjt®fË‹ å£oš nt©lhj ÉUªjhËahf¥
nghŒ ïw§f nt©oÆU¡»wnj v‹w jiytÈíl‹
jiyia¥ ão¤J¡ bfh©lhŸ..
‘ïªj xU thuK« nfhÊ¡nfhoš ëkâah ïUªnj‹..’
mJî« uÉ¢rªâuÅ‹ nAh£lšjh‹ v‹whY« m§F
vªjÉjkhd kd¡»nyrK« ïšyhkš mtshš j§f
KoªjJ.. mJnt mtDila åL vD«nghJ V‹
kdâš r§fl cz®î c©lh»wJ..?
eªâÅ cwÉd®fË‹ åLfËš Tl¤ j§»a âšiy..
Ah°lÈY« k‰w miwfS¡F¢ br‹W mu£il mo¡f
kh£lhŸ.. m¥gobahU gH¡f« mtS¡F.. c¤uhÉ‹
âUkz ârajh®¤ j¤â‰fhf c¤uhÉ‹ å£oš
j§»aJ jŠrhñiu É£L¡ »s«g mij xU fhuzkhf
ga‹gL¤â¡ bfhŸsyh« v‹gj‰fhf.. mtŸ v¥go
uÉ¢rªâuÅ‹ å£oš j§FthŸ..?
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fh£L¡FŸ j‹dª jÅahf kh£o¡ bfh©lij¥ nghy


fytukhdhŸ eªâÅ.. vijnah nahá¤J mij¥ g‰¿¢
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t®w khâÇ
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eªâÅ brhštij¥ nghynt Ãid¤J¥ gh®¤j
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vâÇš ÉF« m¥ru° m#ªjhit¥ ngh‹w ne®¤âahd
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jiyia¥ ão¤jhŸ eªâÅ..
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ngÄÈ..?”
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m#ªjh v§nf..? jiuia jh«, ö« vd cij¤jgo
jiuÆš fhš ghthkš Fâ¤J XL« eªâÅ v§nf..?
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cÇikÆU¡fhjh..?”
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v‹iw¡F‹D brhšy£Lkh..?”
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bkhÊt®knuhl mu©kid§»wJ kh¿ ÉLkh
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Koí«§»wJjh‹ kh¿ ÉLkh..?”
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uÉ¢rªâu‹.
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m§nf Ë¿U¡f¡ TlhJ..
‘Úby‹W brh‹dhš kd«
Ëwh nghF«..?’
ahnuh bt‰¿iy gh¡if it¤J miH¤jij¥ nghy
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bfh©lhŸ.. xU KiwahtJ..
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g£L¥ nghF« msɉF nahrid tªJ
bjhiy¡»wjh..?
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m§»UªJ efu¥ nghdhŸ eªâÅ..
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cWÄdh‹..
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v‹W m§nfna ËW É£lhŸ..
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bgŒj kiH¤ jhiufS« gh®¡f e‹whf¤jh‹ ïUªjd..
m¤ij kfŸ, khk‹kf‹ r©ilia nto¡if
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rhy¢ áwªjJ v‹w Koî¡F tªj eªâÅ f©zho¡
fjit c‰W neh¡f¤ bjhl§»dhŸ..
“ïªj mu©kid¡F¢ brhªj¡fhuuhd jh¤jhî«
mtnuhl x£L bkh¤j thÇRfS« x‹whŒ nr®ªJ
gu«giuahŒ tªj brh¤J¡fŸ m¤jidiaí« mtnuhl
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bfhL¤â£o§f.. Kiw¥go mJ buÍ°£uU«
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ghâia¡ bfhL¤J¤jh‹ jh¤jh nknu{ g©Â¡
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c‹ m¥gh FL«g¤njhl v§f å£ony
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c§fnshl ãu¢id Koaiy.. f©Q¡F K‹dhny
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ghu«g®aK« flÅš _œfhk Ãiy¤J ÉfD«dh vªj¢
brh¤J« gu«giu¢ brh¤jh ïU¡f¡ TlhJ..
m¥goÆUªjh mij Ä¢r« ÛâÆšyhk Ú§f
mÊ¢áUå§f‹Djh‹ m¥gobahU Koî¡nf eh‹
tªnj‹..”
eªâÅahš kiHia nto¡if gh®¡f KoaÉšiy..
njh©l¤ njh©l¡ »s«ò« C‰W¥ nghy m#ªjhÉ‹
cÇik¡ FuÈ‹ ã©zÅÆš m tF¤J tªj
c©ikfËš mtŸ M¢rÇakh»¥ nghdhŸ..
mtS«jh‹ bgÇa FL«g¤âš ãwªâU¡»whŸ
ïJngh‹w fijfŸ mtŸ FL«g¤âš ïšiyna..
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brŒjhŸ..
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f© ÉʤjtŸ nrhghit É£L¡ Fâ¤J f«gËia
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bfhL¤J beŠáš if it¤jhŸ..
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