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Stanislav Grof
ABSTRACT
The objective of this paper is to summarize my experiences and observations concerning
the nature of the human psyche in health and disease that I have amassed during more
than fifty years of research of non-ordinary states of consciousness. I will focus specifically
on those findings that represent a serious theoretical challenge for academic psychology
and psychiatry and suggest the revisions of our current understanding of consciousness
and the human psyche that would be necessary to come to terms with the new data, under-
stand them, and explain them.
Key words psyche and the nature of reality. I will also pay
special attention to those aspects of these
Transpersonal psychology, consciousness
experiences that reveal the existence of the
research, holotropic states of consciousness,
spiritual dimensions of existence. For this pur-
spirituality
pose, the term non-ordinary states of conscious-
ness is too general, since it includes a wide
range of conditions that are not interesting or
1 Holotropic states of con-
relevant from this point of view.
sciousness
Consciousness can be profoundly changed by
My primary interest is to focus on experien-
a variety of pathological processes – by cere-
ces that have healing, transformative, and
bral traumas, by intoxications with poisonous
evolutionary potential and those that repre-
chemicals, by infections, or by degenerative
sent a useful source of data about the human
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tional suffering that matches the descriptions holotropic states revolve around philosophi-
of the tortures of hell in the great religions of cal, metaphysical, and spiritual issues.
the world.
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of consciousness. Freud also initially used hyp- emphasized direct experience and expression
nosis to access his patients’ unconscious before of emotions and used various forms of body-
he radically changed his strategies. work as an integral part of the process. Prob-
ably the most famous representative of these
In retrospect, shifting emphasis from direct
new approaches is Fritz Perls’ Gestalt therapy
experience to free association, from actual
(Perls 1976). However, most experiential thera-
trauma to Oedipal fantasies, and from con-
pies still rely to a great degree on verbal com-
scious reliving and emotional abreaction of
munication and require that the client stays in
unconscious material to transference dynam-
the ordinary state of consciousness. The most
ics was unfortunate; it limited and misdirected
radical innovations in the therapeutic field are
Western psychotherapy for the next fifty years
approaches, which are so powerful that they
(Ross 1989). While verbal therapy can be very
profoundly change the state of consciousness,
useful in providing interpersonal learning and
such as psychedelic therapy, holotropic breath-
rectifying interaction and communication in
work, primal therapy, and others.
human relationships (e.g. couple and family
therapy), it is ineffective in dealing with emo- The therapeutic use of holotropic states is the
tional and bioenergetic blockages and macro- most recent development in Western psycho-
traumas, such as the trauma of birth. therapy. Paradoxically, it is also the oldest form
of healing, one that can be traced back to the
As a consequence of this development, psycho-
dawn of human history. Therapies using holo-
therapy in the first half of the twentieth cen-
tropic states actually represent a rediscovery
tury was practically synonymous with talking –
and modern reinterpretation of the elements
face to face interviews, free associations on the
and principles that have been documented by
couch, and the behaviorist deconditioning. At
historians and anthropologists studying the
the same time holotropic states, initially seen
sacred mysteries of death and rebirth, rites of
as an effective therapeutic tool, became asso-
passage, and ancient and aboriginal forms of
ciated with pathology rather than healing. This
spiritual healing, particularly various shamanic
situation started to change in the 1950’s with
procedures. Shamanism is the most ancient
the advent of psychedelic therapy and new
spiritual system and healing art of humanity;
developments in psychology and psychother-
its roots reach far back into the Paleolithic era.
apy. A group of American psychologists headed
by Abraham Maslow, dissatisfied with behav- Among the beautiful images of primeval ani-
iorism and Freudian psychoanalysis, launched mals painted and carved on the walls of the
a revolutionary movement – humanistic psy- great caves in Southern France and northern
chology. Within a very short time, this move- Spain, such as Lascaux, Font de Gaume, Les
ment became very popular and provided the Trois Frères, Niaux, Altamira, and others, are
context for a broad spectrum of new therapies. figures combining human and animal features
that very likely represent ancient shamans. In
While traditional psychotherapies used pri-
some of the caves, the discoverers also found
marily verbal means and intellectual analy-
footprints in circular arrangements suggesting
sis, these new so called experiential therapies
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tion of the revolution that has already occurred the transpersonal domain, which is the source
in our understanding of matter. The changes of such phenomena as experiential identifica-
we would have to make in our thinking about tion with other people or with animals, visions
psychiatry, psychology, psychotherapy and of archetypal and mythological beings and
even the nature of reality itself fall into several realms, ancestral, racial, and karmic experi-
large categories: ences, and identification with the Universal
Mind or the Supracosmic Void. These are expe-
1. New understanding and cartogra-
riences that have been described throughout
phy of the human psyche;
ages in religious, mystical, and occult literature
2. The nature and architecture of
of different countries of the world.
emotional and psychosomatic
disorders;
5.1 Postnatal biography and the
3. Therapeutic mechanisms
individual unconscious
and the process of healing;
The biographical level of the psyche does not
4. The strategy of psychotherapy
require much discussion, since it is well known
and Self-exploration;
from traditional psychology and psychother-
5. The role of spirituality in human apy; as a matter of fact, it is what traditional
life; psychology is all about. However, there are
a few important differences between exploring
6. The nature of reality.
this domain through verbal psychotherapy and
through approaches using holotropic states.
First, one does not just remember emotionally
5 New understanding and
significant events or reconstruct them indi-
cartography of the human
rectly from dreams, slips of tongue, or from
psyche
transference distortions. One experiences the
The phenomena encountered in the study of
original emotions, physical sensations, and
holotropic states cannot be explained in the
even sensory perceptions in full age regression.
context of the traditional model of the psyche
That means that during the reliving of an
limited to postnatal biography and the Freud-
important trauma from infancy or childhood,
ian individual unconscious. The dimensions of
the individual actually has the body image, the
the human psyche are infinitely larger than it is
naive perception of the world, sensations, and
described in handbooks of academic psychol-
the emotions corresponding to the age he or
ogy and psychiatry. In an effort to account for
she was at that time. The authenticity of this
the experiences and observations from holo-
regression is supported by the fact that the
tropic states, I have myself suggested a cartog-
wrinkles in the face of these people temporarily
raphy or model of the psyche that contains,
disappear, giving them an infantile expression,
in addition to the usual biographical level, two
the postures and gestures become childlike,
transbiographical realms: the perinatal domain,
and their neurological reflexes take the form
related to the trauma of biological birth; and
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unpleasant nature. ceivable COEX systems. In addition, a typical
COEX reaches even further and has its deepest
In addition to negative contellations there are
roots in various forms of transpersonal phe-
also those that comprise memories of very
nomena, such as past life experiences, Jung-
pleasant or even ecstatic moments. The con-
ian archetypes, conscious identification with
cept of COEX dynamics emerged from clinical
various animals, and others. At present, I see
work with clients suffering from serious forms
the COEX systems as general organizing prin-
of psychopathology where the work on trau-
ciples of the human psyche. The similarities
matic aspects of life plays a very important
and differences between the concept of COEX
role. The spectrum of negative COEX systems
systems and Jung’s concept of complexes has
is also much richer and more variegated than
been discussed elsewhere (Grof 1975, 2000).
that of the positive ones; it seems that the mis-
ery in our life can have many different forms, The COEX systems play an important role in
while happiness depends on the fulfillment of our psychological life. They can influence the
a few basic conditions. However, a general dis- way we perceive ourselves, other people, and
cussion requires that we emphasize that the the world and how we feel about them. They
COEX dynamics is not limited to constellations are the dynamic forces behind our emotional
of traumatic memories. and psychosomatic symptoms, difficulties in
relationships with other people, and irratio-
When I first described the COEX systems in the
nal behavior. There exists a dynamic interplay
early stages of my LSD research, I thought that
between the COEX systems and the external
they governed the dynamics of the biographi-
world. External events in our life can specifi-
cal level of the unconscious. At that time, my
cally activate corresponding COEX systems
understanding of psychology was based on
and, conversely, active COEX systems can
a superficial model of the psyche limited to
make us perceive the world and behave in
biography that I had inherited from my teach-
such a way that we recreate their core themes
ers. In addition, in the initial psychedelic ses-
in our present life. This mechanism can be
sions, particularly when lower dosages are
observed very clearly in experiential work. In
used, the biographical material often predomi-
holotropic states, the content of the experi-
nates. As my experience with holotropic states
ence, the perception of the environment, and
became richer and more extensive, I realized
the behavior of the client are determined in
that the roots of the COEX systems reach much
general terms by the COEX system that domi-
deeper. Each of the COEX constellations seems
nates the session and more specifically by the
to be superimposed over and anchored in
layer of this system that is momentarily emerg-
a particular aspect of the trauma of birth.
ing into consciousness.
As we will see later in the discussion of the peri-
All the characteristics of COEX systems can
natal level of the unconscious, the experience
best be demonstrated on a practical example.
of birth is so complex and rich in emotions and
I have chosen for this purpose Peter, a thirty-
physical sensations that it contains in a proto-
seven-year-old teacher who had been prior
typical form the elementary themes of all con-
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relived several other traumatic memories from experiences the emotions and physical feelings
WW II and dealt with the entire oppressive atmo- characteristic of a particular constellation, the
sphere of this period. He had visions of pompous content of its individual layers emerges succes-
Nazi military parades and rallies, banners with sively into consciousness and determines the
swastikas, ominous giant eagle emblems, scenes specific nature of the experience.
from concentration camps, and many others.
Before we continue our discussion of the new
Then came layers related to Peter’s childhood, par- extended cartography of the human psyche it
ticularly those involving punishment by his par- seems appropriate to emphasize in this con-
ents. His alcoholic father was often violent when text a very important and remarkable property
he was drunk and used to beat him in a sadistic of holotropic states that played an important
way with a large leather strap. His mother’s favor- role in charting the unconscious and that is
ite method of punishing him was to lock him into also invaluable for the process of psychother-
a dark cellar without food for long periods of apy. Holotropic states tend to engage some-
time. All through Peter’s childhood, she always thing like an “inner radar”, bringing into con-
wore black dresses; he did not remember her ever sciousness automatically the contents from the
wearing anything else. At this point, Peter realized unconscious that have the strongest emotional
that one of the roots of his obsession seemed to charge, are most psychodynamically relevant
be craving for suffering that would combine ele- at the time, and are available for processing
ments of punishment by both parents. at that particular time. This represents a great
advantage in comparison with verbal psycho-
However, that was not the whole story. As we
therapy, where the client presents a broad
continued with the sessions, the process deep-
array of information of various kind and the
ened and Peter confronted the trauma of his
therapist has to decide what is important, what
birth with all its biological brutality. This situa-
is irrelevant, where the client is blocking, etc.
tion had all the elements that he expected from
the sadistic treatment he was so desperately try- Since there is no general agreement about
ing to receive: dark enclosed space, confinement basic theoretical issues among different
and restriction of the body movements, and expo- schools, such assessments will always reflect
sure to extreme physical and emotional tortures. the personal bias of the therapist, as well as
Reliving of the trauma of birth finally resolved the specific views of his or her school. The holo-
his difficult symptoms to such an extent that he tropic states save the therapist such difficult
could again function in life. The above COEX sys- decisions and eliminate much of the subjec-
tem also had some connections to elements of tivity and professional idiosyncrasy of the ver-
a transpersonal nature. bal approaches. This “inner radar” often sur-
prises the therapist by detecting emotionally
While the above example is more dramatic
strongly charged memories of physical traumas
than most, it illustrates well the basic features
and brings them to the surface for process-
characteristic for other COEX constellations. In
ing and conscious integration. This automatic
experiential work, the COEX systems operate as
selection of relevant topics also spontaneously
functional wholes. While the person involved
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tially life-threatening event. The child and the limited to the elements that can be derived
mother can actually lose their lives during this from the biological processes involved in child-
process and children might be born severely birth. The perinatal domain of the psyche also
blue from asphyxiation, or even dead and in represents an important gateway to the col-
need of resuscitation. lective unconscious in the Jungian sense. Iden-
tification with the infant facing the ordeal of
As their name indicates, an important core of
the passage through the birth canal seems to
perinatal experiences is the reliving of various
provide access to experiences involving peo-
aspects of the biological birth process. It often
ple from other times and cultures, various ani-
involves photographic details and occurs even
mals, and even mythological figures. It is as if
in people who have no intellectual knowledge
by connecting with the fetus struggling to be
about their birth. The replay of the original
born, one reaches an intimate, almost mysti-
birth situation can be very convincing. We can,
cal connection with other sentient beings who
for example, discover through direct experi-
are in a similar difficult predicament.
ence that we had a breech birth, that forceps
were used during our delivery, or that we were Experiential confrontation with birth and death
born with the umbilical cord twisted around seems to result automatically in a spiritual
the neck. We can feel the anxiety, biological opening and discovery of the mystical dimen-
fury, physical pain, and suffocation associated sions of the psyche and of existence. It does not
with this terrifying event and even accurately seem to make a difference whether it happens
recognize the type of anesthesia used when symbolically, as in psychedelic and holotropic
we were born. sessions and in the course of spontaneous
psychospiritual crises (“spiritual emergencies”) or
This is often accompanied by various physi-
in actual life situations, for example, in deliv-
cal manifestations that can be noticed by an
ering women or in the context of near-death
external observer. The postures and move-
experiences (Ring 1984). The specific symbolism
ments of the body, arms, and legs, as well as
of these experiences comes from the Jungian
the rotations, flections, and deflections of the
collective unconscious, not from the individual
head can accurately recreate the mechanics
memory banks. It can thus draw on any spiri-
of a particular type of delivery, even in peo-
tual tradition of the world, quite independently
ple without elementary obstetric knowledge.
from the subject’s cultural or religious back-
Bruises, swellings, and other vascular changes
ground and intellectual knowledge.
can unexpectedly appear on the skin in the
places where the forceps was applied, the wall Perinatal phenomena occur in four distinct
of the birth canal was pressing on the head, experiential patterns characterized by spe-
or where the umbilical cord was constricting cific emotions, physical feelings, and symbolic
the throat. The accuracy of ll these details can images. Each of them is closely related to one
be confirmed if good birth records or reliable of the four consecutive periods of biological
personal witnesses are available. delivery. At each of these stages, the baby
undergoes a specific and typical set of expe-
The spectrum of perinatal experiences is not
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sions had produced dramatic changes – to the was enveloping me and was streaming in subtle
point that on occasions I was afraid that my san- vibrations through my whole being.
ity or even my life was at stake – could evoke such
On one level, I was a fetus experiencing the ulti-
a minimal response. I decided to close my eyes
mate perfection and bliss of a good womb and
and observe carefully what was happening. At
could also switch to the experience of a newborn
this point, the experience seemed to deepen, and
fusing with a nourishing and life-giving breast of
I realized that what with my eyes open appeared
my mother. On another level, I was witnessing
to be an adult experience of a viral disease now
the spectacle of the macrocosm with countless
changed into a realistic situation of a fetus suf-
pulsating and vibrating galaxies and, at the same
fering some strange toxic insults during its intra-
time, I could actually become it and be identical
uterine existence.
with it. These radiant and breathtaking cosmic
I was greatly reduced in size, and my head was vistas were intermingled with experiences of the
disproportionately larger than the rest of my body equally miraculous microcosm from the dance of
and extremities. I was suspended in a liquid milieu atoms and molecules to the origins of life and the
and some harmful chemicals were being chan- biochemical world of individual cells. For the first
neled into my body through the umbilical area. time, I was experiencing the universe for what it
Using some unknown receptors, I was detect- really is – an unfathomable mystery, a divine play
ing these influences as noxious and hostile to of energy. Everything in this universe appeared
my organism. While this was happening, I was to be conscious and alive.
aware that these toxic “attacks” had something
For some time, I was oscillating between the state
to do with the condition and activity of the mater-
of a distressed, sickened fetus and blissful and
nal organism. Occasionally, I could distinguish
serene intrauterine existence. At times, the nox-
influences that appeared to be due to ingestion
ious influences took the form of insidious demons
of alcohol, inappropriate food, or smoking and
or malevolent creatures from the world of fairy
others that I perceived as chemical mediators of
tales. During the undisturbed episodes of fetal
my mother’s emotions – anxieties, nervousness,
existence, I experienced feelings of basic identity
anger, conflicting feelings about pregnancy, and
and oneness with the universe. It was the Tao, the
even sexual arousal.
Beyond that is Within, the Tat tvam asi (Thou art
Then the feelings of sickness and indigestion That) of the Upanishads. I lost my sense of indi-
disappeared, and I was experiencing an ever- viduality; my ego dissolved, and I became all of
increasing state of ecstasy. This was accompa- existence.
nied by a clearing and brightening of my visual
Sometimes this experience was intangible and
field. It was as if multiple layers of thick, dirty cob-
contentless, sometimes it was accompanied by
webs were being magically torn and dissolved,
many beautiful visions – archetypal images of
or a poor-quality movie projection or television
Paradise, the ultimate cornucopia, golden age,
broadcast were being brought into focus by an
or virginal nature. I became a dolphin playing
invisible cosmic technician. The scenery opened
in the ocean, a fish swimming in crystal- clear
up, and an incredible amount of light and energy
waters, a butterfly floating in mountain mead-
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motion, another image from literature emerged in hope for redemption.
my mind – the cyclone that in Frank Baum’s “Won-
derful Wizard of Oz” sweeps Dorothy away from
5.5 BPM III (The death-rebirth
the monotony of her life in Kansas and sends
struggle)
her on a strange journey of adventure. There
Many aspects of this rich and colorful experi-
was no doubt in my mind that my experience
ence can be understood from its association
also had something to do with entering the rab-
with the second clinical stage of delivery, the
bit hole in “Alice in Wonderland”, and I awaited
propulsion through the birth canal after the
with great trepidation what world I would find
cervix opens and the head descends. Beside
on the other side of the looking glass. The entire
the elements that are easily comprehensible
universe seemed to be closing in on me and there
as natural derivatives of the birth situation,
was nothing I could do to stop this apocalyptic
such as sequences of titanic struggle involv-
engulfment.
ing strong pressures and energies or scenes of
As I was sinking deeper and deeper into the laby-
bloody violence and torture, there are others
rinth of my own unconscious, I felt an onslaught
that require special explanation. Here belongs
of anxiety, turning to panic. Everything became
particularly sexual imagery, satanic scenes, and
dark, oppressive, and terrifying. It was as if the
the encounter with fire; all these motifs are
weight of the whole world was encroaching on
typically associated with this matrix.
me exerting incredible hydraulic pressure that
There seems to be a mechanism in the human
threatened to crack my skull and reduce my body
organism that transforms extreme suffering,
to a tiny compact ball. A rapid fugue of memories
particularly when it is associated with suffo-
from my past cascaded through my brain showing
cation, into a strange form of sexual arousal.
me the utter futility and meaninglessness of my
This explains why a large variety of sexual
life and existence in general. We are born naked,
experiences and visions often occur in con-
frightened, and in agony and we will leave the
nection with the reliving of birth. One can
world the same way. The existentialist was right!
feel a combination of sexual excitement with
Everything is impermanent, life is nothing else but
pain, aggression, or fear, experience various
waiting for Godot! Vanity of vanities, all is vanity!
sadomasochistic sequences, rapes, and situ-
The discomfort I felt turned to pain and the pain
ations of sexual abuse, or see pornographic
increased to agony. The torture intensified to the
images. The fact that, in the final stages of
point where every cell in my body felt like it was
birth, the fetus can encounter various forms
being bored open with a diabolic dentist’s drill.
of biological material – blood, mucus, urine,
Visions of infernal landscapes and devils torturing
and even feces – seems to account for the fact
their victims suddenly brought to me the aware-
that these elements also play a role in death-
ness that I was in Hell. I thought of Dante’s “Divine
rebirth sequences.
Comedy”: “Abandon all hope ye who enter!” There
Another category of motifs associated with
seemed to be no way out of this diabolical situa-
BPM III includes archetypal elements from
tion; I was forever doomed without the slightest
the collective unconscious, particularly those
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give birth and be born, to let go and to let the to surface and found their full expression. I was
baby out. An enormous reservoir of murderous aware of participating in some mysterious sacri-
aggression emerged from the underworld of my ficial ceremony celebrating the Dark God.
psyche. It was as if an abscess of evil had suddenly
As the demonic quality gradually disappeared
been punctured by the cut of a cosmic surgeon.
from my experience, I felt tremendously erotic and
A werewolf or a berserk was taking me over; Dr.
was engaged in endless sequences of the most
Jekyll was turning into Mr. Hyde. There were many
fantastic orgies and sexual fantasies, in which
images of the murderer and the victim as being
I played all the roles. All through these experi-
one and the same person, just as earlier I could
ences, I simultaneously continued being also the
not distinguish between the child who was being
child struggling through the birth canal and the
born and the delivering mother.
mother delivering it. It became very clear to me
I was a merciless tyrant, a dictator exposing his that sex, birth, and death were deeply connected
subordinates to unimaginable cruelties, and also and that satanic forces had important links with
a revolutionary, leading the furious mob to over- the propulsion through the birth canal. I struggled
throw the tyrant. I became the mobster who mur- and fought in many different roles and against
ders in cold blood and the policeman who kills many different enemies. Sometimes I wondered
the criminal in the name of law. At one point, if there would ever be an end to my awful pre-
I experienced the horrors of the Nazi concentra- dicament.
tion camps. When I opened my eyes, I saw myself
Then a new element entered my experience. My
as an SS officer. I had a profound sense that he,
entire body was covered with some biological filth,
the Nazi, and I, the Jew, were the same person.
which was slimy and slippery. I could not tell if it
I could feel the Hitler and the Stalin in me and
was the amniotic fluid, urine, mucus, blood, or
felt fully responsible for the atrocities in human
vaginal secretions. The same stuff seemed to be
history. I saw clearly that humanity’s problem is
in my mouth and even in my lungs. I was chok-
not the existence of vicious dictators, but this Hid-
ing, gagging, making faces, and spitting, trying
den Killer that we all find within our own psyche,
to get it out of my system and off my skin. At the
if we look deep enough.
same time, I was getting a message that I did not
Then the nature of the experience changed and have to fight. The process had its own rhythm
reached mythological proportions. Instead of the and all I had to do was surrender to it. I remem-
evil of human history, I now sensed the atmo- bered many situations from my life, where I felt
sphere of witchcraft and the presence of demonic the need to fight and struggle and, in retrospect,
elements. My teeth were transformed into long that too felt unnecessary. It was as if I had been
fangs filled with some mysterious poison, and somehow programmed by my birth to see life as
I found myself flying on large bat wings through much more complicated and dangerous than it
the night like an ominous vampire. This changed actually is. It seemed to me that this experience
soon into wild, intoxicating scenes of a Witches’ could open my eyes in this regard and make my
Sabbath. In this strange, sensuous ritual, all the life much easier and more playful than before.
usually forbidden and repressed impulses seemed
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overcome by a surge of positive emotions to kiss and lick her bleeding vulva in utmost sub-
toward oneself, other people, nature, and exis- mission and humility. At this moment, which was
tence in general. This kind of healing and life- the ultimate and final end of any feeling of male
changing experience occurs when birth was supremacy and machismo I had ever harbored,
not too debilitating or confounded by heavy I connected with the memory of the moment of
anesthesia. If the latter was the case, the indi- my biological birth. My head was emerging from
vidual has to do psychological work on the spe- the birth canal with my mouth in close contact
cific traumatic issues involved. with the bleeding vagina of my mother.
The following account of a death-rebirth expe- Filled with indescribable horror, I saw a gigantic
rience describes a typical sequence character- figure of a deity towering over me in a threaten-
istic of BPM IV. ing pose. I somehow instinctively recognized that
this was Bhairava, the Hindu god Shiva in his
However, the worst was yet to come. All of a sud-
destructive aspect. I felt the thunderous impact
den, I seemed to be losing all my connections
of his enormous foot that crushed me, shattered
to reality, as if some imaginary rug was pulled
me to smithereens, and smeared me like an insig-
from under my feet. Everything was collapsing
nificant piece of excrement all over what I felt was
and I felt that my entire world was shattered to
the bottom of the cosmos. Just as I experienced
pieces. It was like puncturing a monstrous meta-
total annihilation, there appeared divine light of
physical balloon of my existence; a gigantic bubble
supernatural radiance and beauty whose rays
of ludicrous self-deception had burst open and
exploded into thousands of exquisite peacock
exposed the lie of my life. Everything that I ever
designs. From this brilliant golden light emerged
believed in, everything that I did or pursued, every-
a figure of a Great Mother Goddess who seemed
thing that seemed to give my life meaning sud-
to embody love and protection of all ages. She
denly appeared utterly false. These were all pitiful
spread her arms and reached toward me, envel-
crutches without any substance with which I tried
oping me into her essence. I merged with this
to patch up the intolerable reality of existence.
incredible energy field, feeling purged, healed,
They were now blasted and blown away like the
and nourished. What seemed to be some divine
frail feathered seeds of a dandelion, exposing
nectar and ambrosia, some archetypal essence
a frightening abyss of ultimate truth – the mean-
of milk and honey, was pouring through me in
ingless chaos of the existential Emptiness.
absolute abundance.
In the next moment, I was facing a terrifying giant
Then the figure of the goddess gradually disap-
figure of a dark goddess whom I identified as
peared, absorbed by an even more brilliant light.
the Indian Kali. My face was being pushed by an
It was abstract, yet endowed with definite per-
irresistible force toward her gaping vagina that
sonal characteristics, conscious, and radiating
was full of what seemed to be menstrual blood
infinite intelligence. It became clear to me that
or repulsive afterbirth. I sensed that what was
what I was experiencing was the merging with and
demanded of me was absolute surrender to the
absorption into the Universal Self, or Brahman, as
forces of existence and to the feminine principle
I have read about it in books of Indian philosophy.
represented by the goddess. I had no choice but
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plants, or even with a form of consciousness historical periods are associated with a sense
that seems to be associated with inorganic of personal remembering (déjà vu); people then
objects and processes. In the extremes, it is talk about reliving of memories from past lives,
possible to experience consciousness of the from previous incarnations.
entire biosphere, of our planet, or the entire
In the transpersonal experiences described so
material universe. Incredible and absurd as it
far, the content reflected various phenomena
might seem to a Westerner committed to mate-
existing in space-time. They involved elements
rialistic philosophy and to the Cartesian-New-
of the everyday familiar reality – other people,
tonian paradigm, these experiences suggest
animals, plants, materials, and events from
that everything that we can experience in our
the past. What is surprising about these expe-
everyday state of consciousness as an object,
riences is not their content, but the fact that
has in the holotropic states of consciousness
we can witness or fully identify with something
a corresponding subjective representation. It is
that is not ordinarily accessible to our experi-
as if everything in the universe has its objective
ence. We know that there are pregnant whales
and subjective aspect, the way it is described
in the world, but we should not be able to have
in the great spiritual philosophies of the East.
an authentic experience of being one. The fact
For example, in Hinduism all that exists is seen
that there once was the French revolution is
as a manifestation of Brahman and in Taoism
readily acceptable, but we should not be able
as a transformation of the Tao.
to have a vivid experience of being there and
The second category of transpersonal experi- lying wounded on the barricades of Paris. We
ences is characterized primarily by overcoming know that there are many things happening in
of temporal rather than spatial boundaries, by the world in places where we are not present,
transcendence of linear time. We have already but it is usually considered impossible to actu-
talked about the possibility of vivid reliving of ally experience or observe something that is
important memories from infancy and of the happening in remote locations and historical
trauma of birth. This historical regression can periods (without the mediation of the televi-
continue farther and involve authentic fetal and sion and a satellite). We may also be surprised
embryonal memories from different periods to find consciousness associated with lower
of intrauterine life. It is not even unusual to animals, plants, and with inorganic object and
experience, on the level of cellular conscious- processes.
ness, full identification with the sperm and the
The third category of transpersonal experi-
ovum at the time of conception. But the his-
ences is even stranger; here consciousness
torical regression does not stop even here; it
seems to extend into realms and dimensions
is possible to have experiences from the lives
that the Western industrial culture does not
of one’s human or animal ancestors, and those
even consider to be “real”. Here belong numer-
that seem to be coming from the racial and
ous encounters or even identification with dei-
collective unconscious as described by C. G.
ties and demons of various cultures and other
Jung. Quite frequently, the experiences that
archetypal figures, visits to mythological land-
seem to be happening in other cultures and
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ological, and biochemical aspects of the pro- tering encounter with the Hindu goddess Kali,
cesses involved. Similarly, ancestral, racial and or identify with the dancing Shiva. Even these
collective memories and past incarnation expe- episodes can impart accurate new information
riences provide quite frequently very specific about religious symbolism and mythical motifs
details about architecture, costumes, weap- that were previously unknown to the person
ons, art forms, social structure, and religious involved. Observations of this kind confirm C.
and ritual practices of the culture and histori- G. Jung’s idea that beside the Freudian individ-
cal period involved, or even concrete histori- ual unconscious we can also gain access to the
cal events. collective unconscious that contains the cultural
heritage of all humanity.
People who have phylogenetic experiences
or experience identification with existing life It is not an easy task to convey in a few sen-
forms not only find them unusually authentic tences conclusions from daily observations
and convincing, but often acquire in the process from over fifty years of research of holotropic
extraordinary insights concerning animal psy- states of consciousness and make this state-
chology, ethology, specific habits, or unusual ment believable. It is not realistic to expect
reproductive cycles. In some instances, this is that a few sentences would be able to override
accompanied by archaic muscular innervations the deeply culturally ingrained world-view in
not characteristic for humans, or even such those of the readers who are not familiar with
complex behaviors as enactment of a court- the transpersonal dimension and who cannot
ship dance of a particular animal species. relate what I say to their own personal expe-
riences. Although I myself had many experi-
The philosophical and scientific challenge asso-
ences of holotropic states and the opportu-
ciated with the already described observations,
nity to observe them closely in thousands of
as formidable as it is all by itself, is further aug-
other people, it took me years to fully absorb
mented by the fact that transpersonal expe-
the impact of this cognitive shock.
riences correctly reflecting the material world
often appear on the same continuum as and Because of space considerations, I cannot pres-
intimately interwoven with others that contain ent detailed case histories that could help to
elements which the Western industrial world illustrate the nature of transpersonal experi-
does not consider to be real. Here belong, for ences and the insights which they make avail-
example, experiences involving deities and able. I have to refer those readers who would
demons from various cultures, mythological like to explore this area further to my books
realms such as heavens and paradises, and The Adventure of Self-Discovery and Psychology
legendary or fairy-tale sequences. of the Future (Grof 1978, 2000), where I dis-
cuss in detail various types of transpersonal
For example, one can have an experience of
experiences and give many illustrative exam-
Shiva’s heaven, of the paradise of the Aztec rain
ples of situations where they provided unusual
god Tlaloc, of the Sumerian underworld, or of
new information about different aspects of
one of the Buddhist hot hells. It is also pos-
the universe. The same books also describe
sible to communicate with Jesus, have a shat-
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the beginning of the “disease” and the inten- result of some exotic yet unknown pathology
sity of the symptoms is used as the measure rather than realize that they represent a poten-
of the seriousness of the pathological process. tially beneficial process. However, properly
Alleviation of the symptoms is considered “clini- understood and supported, even such extreme
cal improvement” and their intensification is symptoms can be conducive to healing, spiri-
seen as “worsening of the clinical condition”. tual opening, personality transformation, and
consciousness evolution.
The observations from the study of holotropic
states suggest that thinking in terms of disease, The emergence of symptoms thus represents
diagnosis, and allopathic therapy is not appro- not only a problem, but also a therapeutic
priate for most psychiatric problems that are opportunity; this insight is the basis of most
not clearly organic in nature, including some experiential psychotherapies. Symptoms man-
of the conditions currently labeled as psycho- ifest in the area where the defense system is
ses. We have all experienced the vicissitudes at its weakest, making it possible for the heal-
and challenges of embryological development, ing process to begin. According to my expe-
birth, infancy and childhood. This has left trau- rience, this is true not only for neuroses and
matic imprints in the unconscious of all of us, psychosomatic disorders, but also for many
although we certainly differ as to their inten- conditions traditionally labeled functional psy-
sity, extensity, and also availability of these choses. It is interesting to mention in this con-
memories for conscious experience. Every per- text that the Chinese pictogram for “crisis” is
son also carries a variety of more or less latent composed of two simpler ones, one meaning
emotional and bioenergetic blockages, which “danger” and the other “opportunity”. The idea
interfere with full physiological and psycho- that the symptoms are not manifestations of
logical functioning. disease, but are expressions of a healing pro-
cess and should be supported is the basic tenet
The manifestation of emotional and psychoso-
of a therapeutic system called homeopathy
matic symptoms is the beginning of a healing
(Vithoulkas 1990).
process through which the organism is trying
to free itself from these traumatic imprints In traditional psychotherapy, emotional and
and simplify its functioning. The only way this psychosomatic symptoms that are not of
can happen is by emergence of the traumatic organic, but psychogenic origin, are seen as
material into consciousness and its full experi- resulting from postnatal biographical traumas,
ence and emotional and motor expression. If especially those that occurred in infancy and
the trauma that is being processed is of major childhood. Therapeutic work using holotropic
proportions, such as a difficult birth that lasted states reveals that they have additional deeper
many hours and seriously threatened biological roots on the perinatal and transpersonal lev-
survival, the emotions and behavioral expres- els. Thus, for example, somebody suffering
sions can be extremely dramatic. Under these from psychogenic asthma can discover that
circumstances, it might seem more plausible the biographical material underlying this disor-
to conclude that these manifestations are the der consists of memories of suffocation during
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8 Strategy of psychotherapy successful without regard to their orientation.
strategy and technique of psychotherapy. This role in psychotherapy, are very different from
does not apply only to the schools based on those that are usually discussed in professional
entirely different philosophical assumptions, books. They are also very difficult to describe
tential therapy, but also to the various branches descriptions as “the quality of human encoun-
of depth psychology that evolved historically ter between the therapist and the client” or
from the same source, the original work of “the client’s feeling of being unconditionally
Sigmund Freud – the Adlerian, Rankian, Jung- accepted by another human being, often for
ian, Kleinian, Reichian, and Lacanian schools, the first time in his or her life”. Under these
degree of disagreement in one of the hard sci- interesting alternative: if the experts can not
ences. Yet in psychology, we have somehow reach agreement, why not to trust one’s own
learned to live with this situation and do not healing intelligence, one’s own inner healer.
usually even question it or consider it strange. This approach was first suggested by C. G. Jung.
He was aware of the fact that it is impossible
There are no convincing statistical studies
to reach intellectual understanding of how
showing that one form of psychotherapy is
the psyche functions and why the symptoms
superior to others. The differences seem to be
develop and derive from it a technique that
within the schools rather than between them.
makes it possible to correct the psychological
Psychotherapy is generally as good as the ther-
functioning of other people. According to Jung,
apist; good therapists of all schools tend to
the psyche is not a product of the brain; it is
get better results and bad therapists are less
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ration of the psyche. It pathologizes spiritual- ness.
ity of any kind and together with it the entire
By comparison, the basis of organized religion
spiritual history of humanity.
is institutionalized group activity that takes
The observations from the study of holotropic place in a designated location (temple, church),
states confirm an important insight of C. G. and involves a system of appointed officials.
Jung. According to him, the experiences origi- Ideally, religions should provide for their mem-
nating in deeper levels of the psyche (in my bers access to and support for direct spiritual
own terminology perinatal and transpersonal experiences. However, it often happens that an
experiences) have a certain quality that he called organized religion sooner or later completely
(after Rudolph Otto) “numinosity”. They are loses the connection with its spiritual source
associated with the feeling that one is encoun- and becomes a secular institution exploiting
tering a dimension which is sacred, holy, and the human spiritual needs without satisfying
radically different from everyday life, and which them. Instead, it creates a hierarchical system
belongs to a superior order of reality. The term focusing on the pursuit of power, control, pol-
“numinous” is relatively neutral and thus pref- itics, money, and other possessions. Under
erable to others, such as religious, mystical, these circumstances, religious hierarchy tends
magical, holy, or sacred, which have often been to actively discourage and suppress direct spiri-
used incorrectly and are easily misleading. tual experiences in its members, because they
foster independence and cannot be effectively
To prevent confusion and misunderstandings
controlled. When this happens, genuine spiri-
that in the past have compromised many sim-
tual life continues only in the mystical branches
ilar discussions, it is critical to make a clear
and monastic orders.
distinction between spirituality and religion.
Spirituality is based on direct experiences of From the scientific point of view, the main
other realities. It does not necessarily require question is the ontological status of transper-
a special place, or a special person mediat- sonal experiences. While mainstream psychia-
ing contact with the divine, although mystics try and psychology see them as indications of
can certainly benefit from spiritual guidance pathology, transpersonal psychology considers
and a community of fellow seekers. Spiritual- them important phenomena sui generis that
ity involves a special relationship between the have great heuristic and therapeutic value and
individual and the cosmos and is in its essence deserve to be seriously studied. While much
a personal and private affair. At the cradle of all of what is found in mainstream religions and
great religions were visionary (perinatal and/or their theologies is certainly in serious conflict
transpersonal) experiences of their founders, with science, this is not true in regard to spiri-
prophets, saints, and even ordinary followers. tuality based on direct transpersonal experi-
All major spiritual scriptures – the Vedas, the ences. The findings of modern consciousness
Buddhist Pali Canon, the Bible, the Koran, the research show actually remarkable conver-
Book of Mormon, and many others are based on gence with many revolutionary developments
revelations in holotropic states of conscious- in Western science referred to as the emerg-
34 Stanislav Grof
critically challenging data is accused of being states of consciousness. Sooner or later, they
a bad scientist, a fraud, or a mentally deranged will have to face the challenge of the new data
person. and accept their far-reaching theoretical and
practical implications. I firmly believe that in
This is an approach that characterizes pseu-
not too distant future the old materialistic
doscience or scientistic fundamentalism and
world view will be replaced by a new compre-
has very little to do with genuine science.
hensive vision of reality, which will integrate
There exist many historical examples of such
modern science with spirituality and Western
an approach: people who refused to look into
pragmatism with ancient wisdom. I have no
Galileo Galilei’s telescope, because they “knew”
doubt that it will include as an important ele-
there could not possibly be craters on the
ment the new revolutionary understanding of
moon; those who fought against the atomic
consciousness, human nature, and the nature
theory of chemistry and defended the con-
of reality that has emerged from the study of
cept of a non-existing royal substance called
holotropic states.
flogiston; those who called Einstein a psychotic
when he proposed his special theory of rela-
tivity, and many others.
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