Living all alone kinda forgot it's been that long

Since someone's gone

I've been trying to be a little bit strong

And it is not that easy to be exactly who I was

My shit is done

Now it's time for me try to moving on

'Cause if you think I'm such a happy person, no

You are wrong by saying my laughter is

Louder than yours, shut your freakin' mouth

No one knows what I feel and what I suffer

No they dont know, so keep your thoughts

And stop assuming that, someone is always fine

I keep thinking why my friends left me

I can go insane

Mom was right about that and now I can't trust again

But I think I don't really need no

Friends I'm alone and it's not that bad

Then again it hurts me so bad and people just don't know that

Maybe this time, I'ma take back what is mine

All the smiles, all the joys are still mine (are still mine)

There will be no more cryin'

There will be no more tryin'

These places I never belong

'Cause this guy now is gone

If you think I'm such a happy person, no

You are wrong by saying my laughter is

Louder than yours, shut your freakin mouth

No one knows what I feel and what I suffer

No they don't know, so keep your thoughts

And stop assuming that, someone is always fine

If you think I'm such a happy person, no

You are wrong by saying my laughter is

Louder than yours, shut your freakin mouth

No one knows what I feel and what I suffer

No they don't know

So keep your thoughts and stop assuming that, someone is always fine

Judul Lagu : Circus

Ciptaan : Skinnyfabs

Album : Circus - Single

Label : Skinnyfabs

Lirik Lagu Circus-Skinnyfabs

I wake up everyday

And feelin' empty feelin' all grey

My psychiatrist keep sayin'

"Everything is gonna be okay"

I talked to my friends

They asked me "what happened with you?"

Sure, lemme tell you that

And what the fuck I've been through

(Sing)

Long, long ago

I was no one I wasn't this messed

And, no, no don't know

I don't know how could I be so depressed

These people always tell me

"You should stop being unhappy"

God damn it, how the hell is that supposed to help me?

In other hand I've never wanted to confess that I'm sad

Cause I'm a clown and my job is to make people happy

You know that?

I like to laugh, I like to make people laugh

But the problem is why I cannot do that to myself

(God knows)

All these feelings

I consider as a time bomb 'cause it

(Gets worse)

Everyday I have to make lies sure it ain't right

Better than die or should I?

Shit

I'm done

Trying so hard not to give a fuck

But, I want to have fun

Like a lot of people

Like a normal people

In other hand I've never wanted to confess that I'm sad

Cause I'm a clown and my job is to make people happy

You know that?

I like to laugh, I like to make people laugh

But the problem is why I cannot do that to myself

So I wake up everyday

And feelin' better feelin' not grey

My psychiatrist is saying

"Everything is finally okay"

I told all my friends

I said "I'm no longer feelin' blue"

And they believe it

They don't know it's a lie

They have no clue