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Tes tilllony : cri ~cs of witnessing in literature , psychoanalysis,
and llistory " Shoshana Felm an and Dori Laub .....1.D .
p. em.
learn from the trauma , from the testimony and from the very proces s
of our listening?
An Event Without a Witness:
In the wake of the atrocities and of the trauma that to ok place in Truth, Testimony and Suroival
'As the cufoulldt'r uf the FOrtl1110fl Video Archive lor HoiocUllSI Tl'.ti"lunies"1 Y"le :
"Cf (hri s tupller Ld.~(.,:11. Thr.: CII/fllr.: " f .V Uf('/ SSt ,\ 'III. New York: I'\ulr on. 1978, i\S all Intcrvlt.: ....·el uf the s u rv ivors whu g ivt: restimony, as a pSyLilOH1 \d lyS I .....'110 lreats
Hl)loCilHs t slirvivurs and Ih""l r dlildrell , Lind a.s a t: hilc l sur vivur mysell.
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An Evelll H1ithoul a Witlle.slt
An E,''!nl Withoul a Willies .!>
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An fven' \i/;,houl a Witness AI' fue,,' Withoul u WUness
1he Imperative to Tell her family) that was generous , sensitive and self·effacing enoll!ih to
obliterate its own ex istence. and be no thing but the substitutive actors
Toward the end of her testimony at the Video Archive for Holocaust of her unexplica ted Illernory. Her specific attempt to tell her story by
Testimonies at Yale, one woman survivor made the statement: "We the very conduct of her life led to an unavoidilble dead end , in w hidl
wanted to survive so as to live Olle day after Hitl er, in order to be able tht: light against the obliterati on of the story could only be at the cost
to tell our story ." of the obliteration of the audience.
In listening to testimonies, and in working with survivors and their
children , I came to believe the opposite to be equally true. The survi
vors did not only need to survive so that they could tell th ei r story; The Impossibility of Telling
they also needed to tell their st ory in order to survive. Th ere is, in
each survivor, an imperative need to tell and thus to come to kn ow In this case as illmallY others, the imperative to tell the story 01 the
olle's story, un impeded by ghosts from the past against which olle Holocaust is inhabited by the impossibility of telling and, ther efore,
has III protect oneself. One has to know one's buried truth in order 1 silence ahout the truth commonly prevails . Many of the survivors
to be able to live one's life.
This imperative to tell and to be heard can become itself an all
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An Event Withoul a lVilTless An Evenl Withoul a Wilness
As a teenager during the war, she had lost most of her family and During the era of the Nazi persecution of the Jews, the truth of th e
witnessed many awesome events. Among them was the choking to event could have been recorded in perceptiun and in mcmory, either
death of a sinall baby who had cried too loudly, as well as the burning frOiIl within or from without, by Jews, or any olle of a number of
alive of several of her close relatives. These relatives had been put "outsiders." Outsider-witnesses could have been , for illstance, the
into a bonrded up wooden shack that was set afire . Toward the end next-door neighbor , a friend , a business partner, cOlrllllunity institu
of the war, she participated as a partisan III the hunting down and tiolls including the police and the courts of law, as well as bystanders
killing of loca l collaborators . During this period, her fellow partisans and potential rescuers and allies Ironl other countries.
captured and turned over it seventeen-year-old German youth to her. Jews from all over the world, especially from Palestine <lIld the
She was given free hand to take revenge . After all that she had wit United States , could have be en sllch possible ()utside witnesses . [ven
nessed and lived through, this woman bandaged the German's wounds the executioner, who was IOtally oblivious to the plea for life, was
and turned him over to the row group. When asked why she had done potentially such all "outside" witness. Ultimately, God himself could
this, she replied : "How could I kiJl him-he looked into my fClce and be the witness. As the event of the Jewish genocide unfoldcd , however ,
I looked into his." IIlnst actual or potential witnesses failed one-by-one to OCCLlIJY their
Hild ~h c been fully able to grasp the truth about herself, and not position as a witness. nfld at a certain point it seemed as if th ere was
perceived herself as someone "with a heart of stone" but as a co mpas no one left to witness what was til king place.
sionate, loving person, she might h;we lived her life differently. Her In addition, it was inconceivable that any historical insider could
previous inability to tell her story had hlarred her perception o f remove herself sufficiently from the co ntaminating power of the event
herself. The untold events had become so distorted in her unconscious so as to remain a fully lucid, unaffec ted witness, that is, to be suffi
memory as to make her believe that she herself . and not the perpetra ciently detached from the inside, so i1S to stay entirely outside of the
tor, was responsible for the atrocities she witnessed . If she could not tra pping roles, and the COli sequent identities, either of the victim
stop them, rescue or comfort the victims, she bore the responsibility or of the executioner. No observer could remain untainted, that is,
for their pain. In other words, in her memory of her Holocaust experi maintilin an integrity-a wholeness and a sel-larateness-thal could
ence, as well as in the distorted Wily in which her present life pro keep itself LJncolllpromised, unharmed, by his or her very witnessing.
ceeded from this memory , she failed to be an authentic witness to The perpetrators, in their alternpt to rationalize the unprecedented
herself. This collapse of witnessing is precisely, in my view. what is scope of the des tructiveness , brutally imposed upon their victims a
cc ntral to the Holocaust experience. delusional ideolugy whose grandiose coerc ive pressure totilily ex
cluded and eliminated the possibility of an unviolate<i, unencumhered ,
and thus sane. point of reference in the witness.
II What I feel is therefore crucial to emphasize i~ the following: it was
not oilly th e reality of the situation and the lack of responsiveness of
An Event Withotll a Wihless bystanders or the world that (lCCOl.lllts for the fact that history was
taking place with no witness: it was also the very circumstance of
On the basis of the many Hol ocaust testimonies I have listened to, belHg illSiclt: fhe euent that l!ladt: IInth" Ikable tht! very notion that a
would like to suggest a certain way of looking at the Holocaust witness could e.xist. that IS, sonleOfle who cuuld step outside of the
that would reside in the following theoretical perspective: thilt what coercively totalitarian and dehumanizing frame of reference in which
precisely made a Holocaust out of the event is the unique way in the event was taking place , ilnd provide an independent frame of
which, during its historical occurrence, the eUf:nt produced 110 wit reference through which the event could be observed. One might say
llf:SS eS. Not oilly. in effect, did the Nazis try to extermilla.te the physicnl that there was, tilus, h istorically no witness to tile Holocilust , either
witnesses of their crime: but the inherently incomprehensible and from outside or from inside the event.
deccptive psychological structure of the event prec luded its own What do I mean by the notion of a witness from inside'! To under
witnessing, even by its very victims. stand it one has to conceive of the world of the Holocaust as a world
A wltlless is a witness to the tru th of what happens during an event. in which the very imagination of the Other was no longer possible.
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An Event Without a Witlless An fvent Wi/hor.,t a Wltn"s.
There was nu lunger an other to which une could say "Thuu" I in scious alternate truth, hy executioners, victims and bystanders alike.
the hope of being heard, of being recognized as a suhject, of being How can such deadlock be broken"!
allswered. The histurical reality of the Hulucaust became, thus, a
reality which extinguished philosophically the very pussibility of ad
dress, the possibility of appealing, ur of turning to, another. But when The Emperor's New Clothes
one cannot turn to a "yuu" one cannot say "thuu" even to uneself. The
Holocaust created ill this way a world in which une could not hear It is in children's stories that we often find the wisdom of the old.
witnes.s /0 oneself". The Nazi system turned out therefore to be fool "The Emperor's New Clothes" is an example of one Stich story about
proof, not only ill the sense that there were in theory no outside the secret sharing of a collective delusion. The emperor, though
witnesses but also in the sense that it convinced its victims, the naked, is deluded, duped into believing that he is seated before his
potential witnesses from the inside, that what was affinned abollt audience in his splendid new clothes. The entire audience participates
their "utherness" and their inhllillanity was correct alld that their in this delusion by expressing wonderment at his spectacular new
experiences were 110 longer communicable even to themselves, and suit. There is no one in the audience who dares remove himself from
therefore perhaps never touk place. This loss of the capacity to be a the crowd and hecome an outcast, by pointing out that the new clothes
witness to onesel( and thus to witness from the inside is perhaps the are nonexistent. It takes a young, innocent child, whose eyes are not
true meaning of annihilation, for when one's history is abolished, veiled by conventionality, to dec.lare the emperor naked. III much the
one's identity ceases to exist as well. same way that the power of this delusion in the story is ubiquitous,
the Nazi delusion was ubiquitously effective in Jewish communities
as well. This is why those who were lucid enough to warn the .Jewish
communities about the forthcoming destruction either through infor
The Secret Order mation or through foresight, were dismissed as "prophets of doom"
and labeled traitors or madmen. They were discredited because they
Survivors often claim that they experience the feeling of belonging
were not conforming by staying within the confines of the delusion.
to a "secret order" that is sworn to silence. Because of their "participa
It is in this way that the capability of a witness alone to stand out frolll
tion" ill the Holocaust they have become the "bearers of a secret"
the crowd and not be Hooded and engulfed by the event itself, was
(GeheimnisstrCleger) never to be di'v1i1ged. The irnpllcations of this
precilided.
imagini:!ry complic ity and of this cOllviction of their having beell
The silence about the H(') locaust after the war might have been, in
chosen for a secret mission are that they believe, out of loyalty, that
turn, a continuation of the power and the victory of that delusion. As
their persecution and execution by the Nazis was actually warranted.
in the story of "The Emperor's New Clothes," it has taken a new
This burdensome secret belief in the Nazi propagated "truth" of Jewish
generation of "innocent children" removed enough from the experi
subhumanity compels them to maintain silence. As "subhurnans," a
ence, to be in a position to ask questions.
positioll they have accepted and assumed as their identity by virtue
of their contamillation by the "secret order," they have 110 right to
speak up or protest. Moreover, by Ilever divulging their stories, they
feel that the rest of the world will never come to know the reul truth,
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the one that involved the oestruction of their humanity. The difficul ty
Across the Gap
that prevents these victims from speaking out about their victill1iza
tion emphasizes even more the delusional quality of the Holucaust.
l3el.ause tile ev ellt that had no wilness 10 lis trut h essenlially did
This delusion, fostered by the Holocaust, is actually lived as alluncon
no t ex ist, an d lltus signi fied its own death , I ts own reduct ion to silence .
4S t..:e Marlin Buber, The { (JI1J Ille Th{)u Edinuurgh: -I'. and T Clark, I ~).S:L See also
any instance of its su rv ival inevitably implied the presence of so me
the Llisrus::;ioll ()I Paul Cela!l',:; poetry a.:; "~tIl ev ent d i rec ted tu ..... Jrd the rent~ J.(ioll 01 a sort of illformal discourse, of some degree of uliconscioliS witnessing
yuu" ill chapter I that could nut nlld its voice or its expression during the event.
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And indeed. against all odds, attel npts at be aring witness did take perceive alld to assimilate the totality of what was really happenil lg
pla ce; chroniclers of course existed alld the struggle to Illaintain the at the time .
proc ess of recording and of salvaging and safegu arding evidence was
ca rri ed on relentl ess ly. Diaries were written and buri ed in the ground
so as to be historical ly preserved, pictures were taken in se cret , Witnessing and Re:>toration
Inessengers and escapees tried to inform and to warn the world of
what wa s taking plilce. However, these attempts to inform oneself and Yet it is essential for this narrative that cOllld not be artiwlu ted, to
to inform oth ers were doomed to fil iI. Th e histOrical imperative to be to ld, to be transmitted, to be il ea rd . Hence the importan ce 01
bear witn ess co uld esse ntially nut be met during th e actua l occurren ce. histor ical endeavllfs like the Video Archive for Holocaust Testimonies
Tile degree to which bearing witness was required, entailed SUdl at Yale , designed to enable the survivors to bear witness, to enable,
all outstanding measure of awareness and of com prehension of the tilat is , the act of IJearing witness ( whi ch the Holoca ust invalidated )
event· ·-of its dimensions, consequences. and above al l. of its radi ca l to take place, belatedly. as though retroac tiv ely .
utilern e" to all known frames of referen ce- that it was beyond the Such endeavors make up for the survivors' need for witnesses, as
limits of hllman ililility (and willinglless ) to grasp , to transmit, or to well as for the histori ca l lack of witneSSing, by setting the stage for a
imagine. There was therefore no concurr ent ··knowin g" ur assimilation reliving , a reoc currence of the event, in the presence of a witness . In
of the history o f the occurrence. Th e event could thlls Iinimpededly lact, the listener ( or the interviewer ) becomes the Holocaust witn es s
proceed u) though there were no witness ill g whatsoever. no w itn essing before the narrator does .
til at could decisively impa ct on iI. ' To a certain extent, the interviewer-listener takes on the respOIlsi
Th e experience oi encountering today th e abu ndance of the retro bility for bearing witness that previously the narrator felt he bore
spective testimonies about th e Ho illcaust is thus doubly significant alone, and tilerefore could not carry out. It is the encounter and the
and doubly moving . It is no t by chance th at these tes timonies-eve n coming toge ther between the survivor ami the listener. whi ch makes
if they were engende red during the event-beco me rece iva ble only possibl e something like a repossession of the act oi witnessing. This
IOduy; it is not by chance that it is only now , be/Cltedly. that th e event joint responsibility is the source of the reemerging truth.
begi ns to be histo ri ca lly grasped and seen. I wish to emphasize this The Video Archive might, therefore , be thought of as helping to
historical gap which the event crea ted in the collective witnessin g. create, after the fact , th e missing Holocaust witnes s, in opening up the
This emphasis does not i'1'alidate in any way the power and the valu e historica l co nceivability ( the retrospective condition o f possibility ).
of the individual tes timonies. but it underscores the fact that these 01 the Holocaust witness. The testimony constitutes in this way a
testi mo nies were no t transmitt able , and integra tabl e, at th e time. It is con ce ptual breakthrough, as well as il historical event in its own
all the more imperative to re cognize ancl to enhance today the value right, a historica l rerovery which I tend to think of as a "historical
and the morncn tuolls contriiJutions of th e testimonies and th e wit retroaction ."
nesses who preserved evidence often by riskin g their lives. The ulti What ultilnately matt ers in all processes of \"itness ing , spasmodic
mate historical transmission of th e tes timuni es beyo nd and throu gh and continllous, conscious and unconscious , is not simply the infor
tlte histori cal gap , indeed emphasizes the human will to live and the mation, the es tablishment of the lacts, but th e experience itself of
human will to kn ow even in the most rad ical ci r cUinstances designed Iiuing thro ugh tes timony , of giving testimony .
for its obliterati on and destrll ction . The testimony is, therefore, the proce ss by whi ch the narrator ( the
The perspe ctive I propose tri es to highlight , however. what was sllrvi vor) reclili ms his pos ition as a witn ess : reco nstitutes the internal
ultimately miss ing. not in th e courage of th e witnesses nor in the depth "thou, " and thus the possibility of a witness or a listener inside himself.
of their emo ti onal responses, but in the human cognitive capacity to In my experi ence. repossessing one 's life story through giving testi
mony is itself a form of action, of change, which has to ac tually pass
'illl1d th ere ueell such effec ti ve , 1l1Olc naJ W lll l ~sshlg , th e event would havl:' imu to
ch;;n gc.: it:-i tpurs,,-, and th t: .. tin..,1 solutlt)ll" co u ld 1l 0 ( ha'.it.: b~ t: : : 11 cCHr icd out to the f'xtelll through, in o rd er to continue and c01llplete tile proces s of survival
th ai it \"';jS, ill full vi e \'" 01 Ihe CI VIlized wurld . after liberation . The event mllst be reclaimed because even if sll ccess
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however , that he did not consider them brave at all. They simply
pMtook of his feeling of being invulnerable, He was convinced he give his testimony to the archive at Yale, This provoked a crisis in
could walk in a hail of bullets and not be hit. III my understanding, him. At first he refused. A prolonged struggle with himself ensued,
this conviction is part of a psychological construction which centered
his life on the denial of the child victim within himself. He becumes My initial reaction WIls, "NO," My wife said, "Why don't you think it
illstead an untouchable and self-sufficient hero. Because he had lost over'! ... What are you afrilid oL'" I 5aid, "I'm scared that everything
his inner witness and because he could not face his horrors without will co me back, my nightondres, and so on ... "She said , "You've lJeen
living with this thing for Ulirty-hve years after the war, and you're still
a witness, he was trapped. He could neither allow himself to experi
afraid, You never talked about it. Wily don't you try the other way!" We
ence the horrors nor could he move away from the position of the spellt a tot of time talking about It; I began to set' the togic, This
child victim, except by relentlessly atteillpting to deny thenl. partil'ular night wt' went to bed very early in the morning, hecause we
It was years later that I happened to meet him and invite him to had talked very far into the night , and the next night I had my nightmares
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